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- JEAN OF GREENACRES
- BY
- IZOLA L. FORRESTER
- THE WORLD SYNDICATE PUBLISHING CO.
-CLEVELAND, O. NEW YORK, N.Y.
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- _Copyright, 1917, by_
- _George W. Jacobs & Company_
- _All rights reserved_
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- _Printed in the United States of America_
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- CONTENTS
-
- CHAPTER PAGE
-
- I A Knight of the Bumpers 9
- II Christmas Guests 25
- III Evergreen and Candlelight 43
- IV The Judge’s Sweetheart 59
- V Just a City Sparrow 81
- VI “Arrows of Longing” 99
- VII The Call Home 115
- VIII Seeking Her Goal 133
- IX Jean Mothers the Brood 153
- X Cousin Roxy’s “Social” 171
- XI Cynthy’s Neighbors 183
- XII First Aid to Providence 199
- XIII Mounted on Pegasus 223
- XIV Carlota 239
- XV At Morel’s Studio 253
- XVI Greenacre Letters 269
- XVII Billie’s Fighting Chance 285
- XVIII The Path of the Fire 301
- XIX Ralph’s Homeland 317
- XX Open Windows 331
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- JEAN OF GREENACRES
-
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-
- CHAPTER I
- A KNIGHT OF THE BUMPERS
-
-
-It was Monday, just five days before Christmas. The little pink express
-card arrived in the noon mail. The girls knew there must be some
-deviation from the usual daily mail routine, when the mailman lingered
-at the white post.
-
-Jean ran down the drive and he greeted her cheerily.
-
-“Something for you folks at the express office, I reckon. If it’s
-anything hefty you’d better go down and get it today. Looks like we’d
-have a flurry of snow before nightfall.”
-
-He waited while Jean glanced at the card.
-
-“Know what it is?”
-
-“Why, I don’t believe I do,” she answered, regretfully. “Maybe they’re
-books for Father.”
-
-“Like enough,” responded Mr. Ricketts, musingly. “I didn’t know. I
-always feel a little mite interested, you know.”
-
-“Yes, I know,” laughed Jean, as he gathered up his reins and jogged off
-down the bridge road. She hurried back to the house, her head sideways
-to the wind. The hall door banged as Kit let her in, her hands floury
-from baking.
-
-“Why on earth do you stand talking all day to that old gossip? Is there
-any mail from the west?”
-
-“He only wanted to know about an express bundle; whether it was hefty or
-light, and where it came from and if we expected it,” Jean replied,
-piling the mail on the dining-room table. “There is no mail from
-Saskatoon, sister fair.”
-
-“Well, I only wanted to hear from Honey. He promised me a silver fox
-skin for Christmas if he could find one.”
-
-Kit’s face was perfectly serious. Honey had asked her before he left
-Gilead Center just what she would like best, and, truthful as always,
-Kit had told him a silver fox skin. The other girls had nicknamed it
-“The Quest of the Silver Fox,” and called Honey a new Jason, but Kit
-still held firmly to the idea that if there was any such animal floating
-around, Honey would get it for her.
-
-Jean was engrossed in a five-page letter from one of the girl students
-at the Academy back in New York where she had studied the previous
-winter. The sunlight poured through the big semicircular bay window at
-the south end of the dining-room. Here Doris and Helen maintained the
-plant stand, a sort of half-moon pyramid, home-made, with rows of potted
-ferns, geraniums, and begonias on its steps. Helen had fashioned some
-window boxes too, covered with birchbark and lined with moss, trying to
-coax some adder’s tongue and trailing ground myrtle, with even some wild
-miniature pines, like Japanese dwarfs, to stay green.
-
-“It has turned bleak and barren out of doors so suddenly,” said Helen.
-“One day it was all beautiful yellow and russet and even old rose, but
-the next, after that heavy frost, it was all dead. I’m glad pines don’t
-mind frost and cold.”
-
-“Pines are the most optimistic, dearest trees of all,” Kit agreed,
-opening up an early spring catalogue. “If it wasn’t for the pines and
-these catalogues to encourage one, I’d want to hunt a woodchuck hole and
-hiberate.”
-
-“Hibernate,” Jean corrected absently.
-
-Now, one active principle in the Robbins family was interest in each
-other’s affairs. It was called by various names. Doris said it was
-“nosing.” Helen called it “petty curiosity.” But Kit came out flatly and
-said it was based primarily on inherent family affection; that
-necessarily every twig of a family tree must be intensely and vitally
-interested in every single thing that affected any sister twig.
-Accordingly, she deserted her catalogues with their enticing pictures of
-flowering bulbs, and, leaning over Jean’s chair, demanded to know the
-cause of her absorption.
-
-“Bab Crane is taking up expression.” Jean turned back to the first page
-of the letter she had been reading. “She says she never fully realized
-before that art is only the highest form of expressing your ideals to
-the world at large.”
-
-“Tell her she’s all wrong.” Kit shook her mop of boyish curls decidedly.
-“Cousin Roxy told me the other day she believes schools were first
-invented for the relief of distressed parents just to give them a
-breathing spell, and not for children at all.”
-
-“Still, if Bab’s hit a new trail of interest, it will make her think
-she’s really working. Things have come to her so easily, she doesn’t
-appreciate them. Perhaps she can express herself now.”
-
-“Express herself? For pity’s sake, Jeanie. Tell her to come up here, and
-we’ll let her express herself all over the place. Oh! Just smell my
-mince pies this minute. Isn’t cooking an expression of individual art
-too?” said Kit teasingly as she made a bee line for the oven in time to
-rescue four mince pies.
-
-“Who’s going to drive down after the Christmas box?” Mrs. Robbins
-glanced in at the group in the sunlight. “I wish to send an order for
-groceries too and you’ll want to be back before dark.”
-
-“I’m terribly sorry, Mother dear,” called Kit from the kitchen, “but
-Sally and some of the girls are coming over and I promised them I’d go
-after evergreen and Princess pine. We’re gathering it for wreaths and
-stars to decorate the church.”
-
-“And I promised Father if his magazines came, I’d read to him,” Helen
-added. “And here they are, so I can’t go.”
-
-“Dorrie and I’ll go. I love the drive.” Jean handed Bab’s letter over to
-Kit to read, and gave just a bit of a sigh. Not a real one, only a bit
-of a one. Nobody could possibly have sustained any inward melancholy at
-Greenacres. There was too much to be done every minute of the day. Kit
-often said she felt exactly like “Twinkles,” Billie’s gray squirrel,
-whirling around in its cage.
-
-Still, Bab’s letter did bring back strongly the dear old times last
-winter at the Art Academy. Perhaps the girl students did take themselves
-and their aims too seriously, and had been like that prince in
-Tennyson’s “Princess,” who mistook the shadow for the substance. Yet it
-had all been wonderfully happy and interesting. Even in the hills of
-rest, she missed the companionship of girls her own age with the same
-tastes and interests as herself.
-
-Shad harnessed up Princess and drove around to the side porch steps. It
-seemed as if he grew taller all the time. When the minister from the
-little white church had come to call, he had found Shad wrapping up the
-rose bushes in their winter coats of sacking. Shad stood up, six feet of
-lanky, overgrown, shy Yankee boy, and shook hands.
-
-“Well, well, Shadrach, son, you’re getting nearer heaven sooner than
-most of us, aren’t you?” laughed Mr. Peck. And he was. Grew like a weed,
-Shad himself said, but Doris told him pines grew fast too, and she
-thought that some day he’d be a Norway spruce which is used for
-ship-masts.
-
-Mrs. Robbins came out carrying her own warm fur cloak to wrap Doris in,
-and an extra lap robe.
-
-“Better take the lantern along,” advised Shad, in his slow drawling way.
-“Looks like snow and it’ll fall dark kind of early.”
-
-He went back to the barn and brought a lantern to tuck in under the
-seat. Princess, dancing and side stepping in her anxiety to be off, took
-the road with almost a scamper. Her winter coat was fairly long now, and
-Doris said she looked like a Shetland pony.
-
-It was seven miles to Nantic, but the girls never tired of the ride. It
-was so still and dream-like with the early winter silence on the land.
-They passed only Jim Barlow, driving his yoke of silver gray oxen up
-from the lumber mill with a load of logs to be turned into railroad
-ties, and Sally’s father with a load of grain, waving his whipstock in
-salute to them.
-
-Sally herself was at the “ell” door of the big mill house, scraping out
-warm cornmeal for her white turkeys. She saluted them too with the
-wooden spoon.
-
-“I’m going after evergreen as soon as I get my dishes washed up,” she
-called happily. “Goodbye.”
-
-Along the riverside meadows they saw the two little Peckham boys driving
-sheep with Shep, their black and white dog, barking madly at the foot of
-a tall hickory tree.
-
-“Got a red squirrel up there,” called Benny, proudly.
-
-“Sally says they’re making all their Christmas presents themselves,”
-said Doris, thinking of the large family the mill house nested. “They
-always do, every year. She says she thinks presents like that are ever
-so much more loving than those you just go into a store and buy. She’s
-got them all hidden away in her bureau drawer, and the key’s on a ribbon
-around her neck.”
-
-“Didn’t we make a lot of things too, pigeon? Birchbark, hand-painted
-cards, and pine pillows, and sweet fern boxes. Mother says she never
-enjoyed getting ready for Christmas so much as this year. Wait a
-minute.” Jean spied some red berries in the thicket overhanging the rail
-fence.
-
-She handed Doris the reins, and jumping from the carriage, climbed the
-fence to reach the berries. Down the road came the hum of an automobile,
-a most unusual sound on Gilead highways. Princess never minded them and
-Doris turned out easily for the machine to pass.
-
-The driver was Hardy Philips, the store keeper’s son at Nantic. He swung
-off his cap at sight of Jean. She surely made an attractive picture with
-the background of white birches against red oak and deep green pine, and
-over one shoulder the branches of red berries. The two people on the
-back seat looked back at her, slim and dark as some wood sprite, with
-her home crocheted red cap and scarf to match, with one end tossed over
-her shoulder.
-
-“Somebody coming home for Christmas, I guess,” she said, getting back
-into the carriage with her spoils. “Princess, you are the dearest horse
-about not minding automobiles. Some stand right up and paw the air when
-one goes by. You’ve got the real Robbins’ poise and disposition.”
-
-Doris was snuggling down into the fur robe.
-
-“My nose is cold. I wish I had a mitten for it. It’s funny, Jeanie. I
-don’t mind the cold a bit when I walk through the woods to school, but I
-do when we’re driving.”
-
-“Snuggle under the rug. We’ll be there pretty soon.”
-
-Jean drove with her chin up, eyes alert, cheeks rosy. There was a snap
-in the air that “perked you right up,” as Cousin Roxy would say, and
-Princess covered the miles lightly, the click of her hoofs on the frozen
-road almost playing a dance _tempo_. When they stopped at the hitching
-post above the railroad tracks, Doris didn’t want to wait in the
-carriage, so she followed Jean down the long flight of wooden steps that
-led to the station platform from the hill road above. And just as they
-opened the door of the little stuffy express office, they caught the
-voice of Mr. Briggs, the agent, not pleasant and sociable as when he
-spoke to them, but sharp and high pitched.
-
-“Well, you can’t loaf around here, son, I tell you that right now. The
-minute I spied you hiding behind that stack of ties down the track, I
-knew you’d run away from some place, and I’m going to find out all about
-you and let your folks know you’re caught.”
-
-“I ain’t got any folks,” came back a boy’s voice hopefully. “I’m my own
-boss and can go where I please.”
-
-“Did you hear that, Miss Robbins?” exclaimed Mr. Briggs, turning around
-at the opening of the door. “Just size him up, will you. He says he’s
-his own boss, and he ain’t any bigger than a pint of cider. Where did
-you come from?”
-
-“Off a freight train.”
-
-Mr. Briggs leaned his hands on his knees and bent down to get his face
-on a level with the boy’s.
-
-“Ain’t he slick, though? Can’t get a bit of real information out of him
-except that he liked the looks of Nantic and dropped off the slow
-freight when she was shunting back and forth up yonder. What’s your
-name?”
-
-“Joe. Joe Blake.” He didn’t look at Mr. Briggs, but off at the hills,
-wind swept and bare except for their patches of living green pines.
-There was a curious expression in his eyes, Jean thought, not
-loneliness, but a dumb fatalism. As Cousin Roxy might have put it, it
-was as if all the waves and billows of trouble had passed over him, and
-he didn’t expect anything better.
-
-“How old are you?”
-
-“’Bout nine or ten.”
-
-“What made you drop off that freight here?”
-
-Joe was silent and seemed embarrassed. Doris caught a gleam of appeal in
-his glance and responded instantly.
-
-“Because you liked it best, isn’t that why?” she suggested eagerly.
-Joe’s face brightened up at that.
-
-“I liked the looks of the hills, but when I saw all them mills I—I
-thought I’d get some work maybe.”
-
-“You’re too little.” Mr. Briggs cut short that hope in its upspringing.
-“I’m going to hand you right over to the proper authorities, and you’ll
-land up in the State Home for Boys if you haven’t got any folks of your
-own.”
-
-Joe met the shrewd, twinkly grey eyes doubtfully. His own filled with
-tears reluctantly, big tears that rose slowly and dropped on his worn
-short coat. He put his hand up to his shirt collar and held on to it
-tightly as if he would have kept back the ache there, and Jean’s heart
-could stand it no longer.
-
-“I think he belongs up at Greenacres, please, Mr. Briggs,” she said
-quickly. “I know Father and Mother will take him up there if he hasn’t
-any place to go, and we’ll look after him. I’m sure of it. He can drive
-back with us.”
-
-“But you don’t know where he came from nor anything about him, Miss
-Robbins. I tell you he’s just a little tramp. You can see that, or he
-wouldn’t be hitching on to freight trains. That ain’t no way to do if
-you’re decent God-fearing folks, riding the bumpers and dodging
-train-men.”
-
-“Let me take him home with me now, anyway,” pleaded Jean. “We can find
-out about him later. It’s Christmas Friday, you know, Mr. Briggs.”
-
-There was no resisting the appeal that underlay her words and Mr. Briggs
-capitulated gracefully, albeit he opined the county school was the
-proper receptacle for all such human rubbish.
-
-Jean laughed at him happily, as he stood warming himself by the big drum
-stove, his feet wide apart, his hands thrust into his blue coat pockets.
-
-“It’s your own doings, Miss Robbins,” he returned dubiously. “I wouldn’t
-stand in your way so long as you see fit to take him along. But he’s
-just human rubbish. Want to go, Joe?”
-
-And Joe, knight of the bumpers, rose, wiping his eyes with his coat
-sleeve, and glared resentfully back at Mr. Briggs. At Jean’s word, he
-shouldered the smaller package and carted it up to the waiting carriage
-while Mr. Briggs leisurely came behind with the wooden box.
-
-“Guess you’ll have to sit on that box in the back, Joe,” Jean said.
-“We’re going down to the store, and then home. Sit tight.” She gathered
-up the reins. “Thank you ever and ever so much, Mr. Briggs.”
-
-It was queer, Mr. Briggs said afterwards, but nobody could be expected
-to resist the smile of a Robbins. He swung off his cap in salute,
-watching the carriage spin down the hill, over the long mill bridge and
-into the village with the figure of Joe perched behind on the Christmas
-box.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
- CHRISTMAS GUESTS
-
-
-Helen caught the sound of returning wheels on the drive about four
-o’clock. It was nearly dark. She stood on the front staircase, leaning
-over the balustrade to reach the big wrought iron hall lamp. When she
-opened the door widely, its rays shining through the leaded red glass,
-cast a path of welcome outside.
-
-“Hello, there,” Jean called. “We’re all here.”
-
-Doris jumped to the ground and took Joe by the hand, giving it a
-reassuring squeeze. He was shivering, but she hurried him around to the
-kitchen door and they burst in where Kit was getting supper. Over in a
-corner lay burlap sacks fairly oozing green woodsy things for the
-Christmas decoration at the church, and Kit had fastened up one long
-trailing length of ground evergreen over an old steel engraving of
-Daniel Webster that Cousin Roxy had given them.
-
-“He ain’t as pretty as he might be,” she had said, pleasantly, “but I
-guess if George Washington was the father of his country, we’ll have to
-call Daniel one of its uncles.”
-
-“Look, Kit,” Doris cried, quite as if Joe had been some wonderful gift
-from the fairies instead of a dusty, tired, limp little derelict of fate
-and circumstance. “This is Joe, and he’s come to stay with us. Where’s
-Mother?”
-
-One quick look at Joe’s face checked all mirthfulness in Kit. There were
-times when silence was really golden. She was always intuitive, quick to
-catch moods in others and understand them. This case needed the
-Motherbird. Joe was fairly blue from the cold, and there was a pinched,
-hungry look around his mouth and nose that made Kit leave her currant
-biscuits.
-
-“Upstairs with Father. Run along quick and call her, Dorrie.” She knelt
-beside Joe and smiled that radiant, comradely smile that was Kit’s
-special present from her fairy godmother. “We’re so glad you’ve come
-home,” she said, drawing him near the crackling wood fire. “You sit on
-the woodbox and just toast.” She slipped back into the pantry and dipped
-out a mug of rich, creamy milk, then cut a wide slice of warm
-gingerbread. “There now. See how that tastes. You know, it’s the
-funniest thing how wishes come true. I was just longing for somebody to
-sample my cake and tell me if it was good. Is it?”
-
-Joe drank nearly the whole glass of milk before he spoke, looking over
-the rim at her with very sleepy eyes.
-
-“It’s awful good,” he said. “I ain’t had anything to eat since yesterday
-morning.”
-
-“Oh, dear,” cried Kit. This was beyond her. She turned with relief at
-Mrs. Robbins’ quick light step in the hall.
-
-“Yes, dear, I know. Jeanie told me.” She put Kit to one side, and went
-straight over to the wood box. And she did just the one right thing.
-That was the marvel of the Motherbird. She seemed always to know
-naturally what a person needed most and gave it to them. Down she
-stooped and took Joe in her arms, his head on her shoulder, patting him
-while he began to cry chokingly.
-
-“Never mind, laddie, now,” she told him. “You’re home.” She lifted him
-to her lap and started to untie his worn sodden shoes. “Doris, get your
-slippers, dear, and a pair of stockings too, the heavy ones. Warm the
-milk, Kit, it’s better that way. And you cuddle down on the old lounge
-by the sitting room fire, Joe, and rest. That’s our very best name for
-the world up here, did you know it? We call it our hills of rest.”
-
-Shad came in breezily, bringing the Christmas boxes and a shower of
-light snow. He stared at the stranger with a broad grin of welcome.
-
-“Those folks that went up in the automobile stopped off at Judge
-Ellis’s. Folks from Boston, I understood Hardy to say. He just stopped a
-minute to ask what was in the boxes, so I thought I’d inquire too.”
-
-Nothing of interest ever got by the Greenacre gate posts if Shad could
-waylay it. Helen asked him to open the boxes right away, but no, Shad
-would not. And he showed her where it was written, plain as could be, in
-black lettering along one edge:
-
- “Not to be opened till Christmas.”
-
-Mrs. Robbins had gone into the sitting room and found a gray woolen
-blanket in the wall closet off the little side hall. From the chest of
-drawers she took some of Doris’s outgrown winter underwear. Supper was
-nearly ready, but Joe was to have a warm bath and be clad in clean fresh
-clothing. Tucking him under one wing, as Kit said, she left the kitchen
-and Jean told the rest how she had rescued him from Mr. Briggs’s
-righteous indignation and charitable intentions.
-
-“Got a good face and looks you square in the eye,” said Shad. “I’d take
-a chance on him any day, and he can help around the place a lot,
-splitting kindlings, and shifting stall bedding and what not.”
-
-The telephone bell rang and Jean answered. Rambling up through the hills
-from Norwich was the party line, two lone wires stretching from
-home-hewn chestnut poles. Its tingling call was mighty welcome in a land
-where so little of interest or variation ever happened. This time it was
-Cousin Roxy at the other end. After her marriage to the Judge, they had
-taken the long deferred wedding trip up to Boston, visiting relatives
-there, and returning in time for a splendid old-fashioned Thanksgiving
-celebration at the Ellis homestead. Maple Lawn was closed for the winter
-but Hiram, the hired man, “elected” as he said, to stay on there
-indefinitely and work the farm on shares for Miss Roxy as he still
-called her.
-
-“And like enough,” Cousin Roxy said comfortably, when she heard of his
-intentions, “he’s going to marry somebody himself. I wouldn’t put it
-past him a mite. I wish he’d choose Cindy Anson. There she is living
-alone down in that little bit of a house, running a home bakery when
-she’s born to fuss over a man. I told Hiram when I left, if I was him
-I’d buy all my pies and cake from Cindy, and then when I drove by
-Cindy’s I just dropped a passing word about how badly I felt at leaving
-such a fine man as Hiram to shift for himself up at the house, so she
-said she’d keep an eye on him.”
-
-“But, Cousin Roxy,” Jean had objected, “that’s match-making.”
-
-“Maybe ’tis so,” smiled Roxy placidly. “But I always did hold to it that
-Cupid and Providence both needed a sight of jogging along to keep them
-stirring.”
-
-Over the telephone now came her voice, vibrant and cheery, and Jean
-answered the call.
-
-“Hello, yes, this is Jean. Mother’s right in the sitting room. Who? Oh,
-wait till I tell the girls.” She turned her head; her brown eyes
-sparkling. “Boston cousins over at the Judge’s. Who did you say they
-are, Cousin Roxy? Yes? Cousin Beth and Elliott Newell. I’ll tell Father
-right away. Tomorrow morning early? That’s splendid. Goodbye.”
-
-Before the girls could stop her, she was on her way upstairs. The
-largest sunniest chamber had been turned into the special retiring place
-of the king, as Helen called her father.
-
-“All kings and emperors had some place where they could escape from
-formality and rest up,” she had declared. “And Plato loved to hide away
-in his olive grove, so that is Dad’s. Somebody else, I think it’s
-Emerson, says we ought to keep an upper chamber in our souls, well swept
-and garnished, with windows wide.”
-
-“Not too wide this kind of weather, Helenita,” Jean interrupted, for
-Helen’s wings of poetry were apt to flutter while she forgot to shake
-her duster. Still, it was true, and one of the charms of the old Mansion
-House was its spaciousness. There were many rooms, but the pleasantest
-of all was the “king’s thinking place.”
-
-The months of relaxation and rest up in the hills had worked wonders in
-Mr. Robbins’ health. As old Dr. Gallup was apt to say when Kit rebelled
-at the slowness of recovery,
-
-“Can’t expect to do everything in a minute. Even the Lord took six days
-to fix things the way he liked them.”
-
-Instead of spending two-thirds of his time in bed or on the couch now,
-he would sit up for hours and walk around the wide porch, or even along
-the garden paths before the cold weather set in. But there still swept
-over him without warning the great fatigue and weakness, the dizziness
-and exhaustion which had followed as one of the lesser ills in his
-nervous breakdown.
-
-He sat before the open fire now, reading from one of his favorite
-weeklies, with Gladness purring on his knees. Doris had found Gladness
-one day late in October, dancing along the barren stretch of road going
-over to Gayhead school, for all the world like a yellow leaf. She was a
-yellow kitten with white nose and paws. Also, she undoubtedly had the
-gladsome carefree disposition of the natural born vagabond, but Doris
-had tucked her up close in her arms and taken her home to shelter.
-
-Some day, the family agreed, when all hopes and dreams had come true,
-Doris would erect all manner and kind of little houses all over the
-hundred and thirty odd acres around the Mansion House and call them Inns
-of Rest, so she would feel free to shelter any living creature that was
-fortunate enough to fall by the wayside near Greenacres’ gate posts.
-
-Cousin Roxy had looked at the yellow kitten with instant recognition.
-
-“That’s a Scarborough kitten. Sally Scarborough’s raised yellow kittens
-with white paws ever since I can remember.”
-
-“Had I better take it back?” asked Doris anxiously.
-
-“Land, no, child. It’s a barn cat. You can tell that, it’s so frisky.
-Ain’t got a bit of repose or common sense. Like enough Mis’
-Scarborough’d be real glad if it had a good home. Give it a happy name,
-and feed it well, and it’ll slick right up.”
-
-So Gladness had remained, but not out in the barn. Somehow she had found
-her way up to the rest room and its peace must have appealed to her, for
-she would stay there hours, dozing with half closed jade green eyes and
-incurved paws. Kit said she had taken Miss Patterson’s place as nurse,
-and was ever so much more dependable and sociable to have around.
-
-“Father, dear,” Jean exclaimed, entering the quiet room like an autumn
-flurry of wind. “What do you think? Cousin Roxy has just ’phoned, and
-she wants me to tell you two Boston cousins are there. Did you hear the
-machine go up this afternoon? Beth and Elliott Newell. Do you remember
-them?”
-
-“Rather,” smiled Mr. Robbins. “It must be little Cousin Beth and her
-boy. I used to visit at her old home in Weston when I was a little boy.
-She wanted to be an artist, I know.”
-
-Jean had knelt before the old gray rock fireplace, slipping some light
-sticks under the big back log. At his last words she turned with sudden
-interest and sat down cross legged on the rug just as if she had been a
-little girl.
-
-“Oh, father, an artist? And did she study and succeed?”
-
-“I think so. I remember she lived abroad for some time and married
-there. Her maiden name was Lowell, Beth Lowell.”
-
-“Did she marry an artist too?” Jean leaned forward, her eyes bright with
-romance, but Mr. Robbins laughed.
-
-“No, indeed. She married Elliott’s father, a schoolmate from Boston. He
-went after her, for I suppose he tired of waiting for Beth’s career to
-come true. Listen a minute.”
-
-Up from the lower part of the house floated strains of music. Surely
-there had never issued such music from a mouth organ. It quickened one
-into action like a violin’s call. It proclaimed all that a happy heart
-might say if it had a mouth organ to express itself with. And the tune
-was the old-fashioned favorite of the fife and drum corps, “The Girl I
-Left Behind Me.”
-
-“It must be Joe,” Jean said, smiling mischievously up at her father, for
-Joe was still unknown to the master of the house. She ran out to the
-head of the stairs.
-
-“Can Joe come up, Motherie?”
-
-Up he came, fresh from a tubbing, wearing Doris’s underwear, and an old
-shirt of Mr. Robbins’, very much too large for him, tucked into his worn
-corduroy knee pants. His straight blonde hair fairly glistened from its
-recent brushing and his face shone, but it was Joe’s eyes that won him
-friends at the start. Mixed in color they were like a moss agate, with
-long dark lashes, and just now they were filled with contentment.
-
-“They wanted me to play for them downstairs,” he said gravely, stopping
-beside Mr. Robbins’ chair. “I can play lots of tunes. My mother gave me
-this last Christmas.”
-
-This was the first time he had mentioned his mother and Jean followed up
-the clue gently.
-
-“Where, Joe?”
-
-He looked down at the burning logs, shifting his weight from one foot to
-the other.
-
-“Over in Providence. She got sick and they took her to the hospital and
-she never came back.”
-
-“Not at all?”
-
-He shook his head.
-
-“Then, afterwards,—” much was comprised in that one word and Joe’s
-tone, “afterwards we started off together, my Dad and me. He said he’d
-try and get a job on some farm with me, but nobody wanted him this time
-of year, and with me too. And he said one morning he wished he didn’t
-have me bothering around. When I woke up on the freight yesterday
-morning, he wasn’t there. Guess he must have dropped off. Maybe he can
-get a job now.”
-
-So it slipped out, Joe’s personal history, and the girls wondered at his
-soldierly acceptance of life’s discipline. Only nine, but already he
-faced the world as his own master, fearless and optimistic. All through
-that first evening he sat in the kitchen on the cushioned wood box,
-playing tunes he had learned from his father. When Shad brought in his
-big armfuls of logs for the night, he executed a few dance figures on
-the kitchen floor and “allowed” before he got through Joe would be chief
-musician at the country dances roundabout.
-
-After supper the girls drew up their chairs around the sitting room
-table as usual. Here every night the three younger ones prepared their
-lessons for the next day. Jean generally read or sat with her father
-awhile, but tonight she answered Bab Crane’s letter. It was read over
-twice, the letter that blended in so curiously with the coming of the
-cousins from Boston.
-
-Ever since Jean could remember she had drawn pictures. In her first
-primer, treasured with other relics of that far off time when she was
-six instead of seventeen, she had put dancey legs on the alphabet and
-drawn very fat young pigs with curly tails chasing each other around the
-margins of spellers.
-
-No one guessed how she loved certain paintings back at the old home in
-New York. They had seemed so real to her, the face of a Millet peasant
-lad crossing a stubble field at dawn; a Breton girl knitting as she
-walked homeward behind some straying sheep; one of Franz Hals’ Flemish
-lads, his chin pressed close to his violin, his deep eyes looking at you
-from under the brim of his hat, and Touchstone and Audrey wandering
-through the Forest of Arden.
-
-She had loved to read, as she grew older, of Giotto, the little Italian
-boy trying to mix colors from brick dust, or drawing with charcoal on
-the stones of the field where Cimabue the monk walked in meditation; of
-the world that was just full of romance, full of stories ages old and
-still full of vivid life.
-
-Once she had read of Albrecht Durer, painting his masterpieces while he
-starved. How the people told in whispers after his death that he had
-used his heart’s blood to mix with his wonderful pigments. Of course it
-was all only a story, but Jean remembered it. When she saw a picture
-that seemed to hold one and speak its message of beauty, she would say
-to herself,
-
-“There is Durer’s secret.”
-
-And some day, if she ever could put on canvas the dreams that came to
-her, she meant to use the same secret.
-
-“I think,” said Kit, yawning and stretching her arms out in a perfect
-ecstasy of relaxation after a bout with her Latin, “I do think Socrates
-was an old bore. Always mixing in and contradicting everybody and
-starting something. No wonder his wife was cranky.”
-
-“He died beautifully,” Helen mused. “Something about a sunset and all
-his friends around him, and didn’t he owe somebody a chicken and tell
-his friends to pay for it?”
-
-“You’re sleepy. Go to bed, both of you,” Jean told them laughingly.
-“I’ll put out the light and fasten the doors.”
-
-She finished her letter alone. It was not easy to write it. Bab wanted
-her to come down for the spring term. She could board with her if she
-liked. Expenses were very light.
-
-Any expenses would be heavy if piled on the monthly budget of
-Greenacres. Jean knew that. So she wrote back with a heartache behind
-the plucky refusal, and stepped out on the moonlit veranda for a minute.
-It was clear and cold after the light snowfall. The stars were very
-faint. From the river came the sound of the waterfall, and up in the big
-white barn, Princess giving her stall a goodnight kick or two before
-settling down.
-
-“You stand steady, Jean Robbins,” she said, between her teeth. “Don’t
-you dare be a quitter. You stand steady and see this winter straight
-through.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
- EVERGREEN AND CANDLELIGHT
-
-
-After her marriage to Judge Ellis, Cousin Roxy had taken Ella Lou from
-Maple Lawn over to the big white house behind its towering elms.
-
-“I’ve been driving her ten years and never saw a horse like her for
-knowingness and perspicacity,” she would say, her head held a little bit
-high, her spectacles half way down her nose. “I told the Judge if he
-wanted me he’d have to take Ella Lou too.”
-
-So it was Ella Lou’s familiar white nose that showed at the hitching
-post the following morning when the Boston cousins came over to get
-acquainted.
-
-Jean never forgot her introduction to Beth Newell. She was about
-forty-seven then, with her son Elliott fully five inches taller than
-herself, but she looked about twenty-seven. Her fluffy brown hair, her
-wide gray eyes, and quick sweet laughter, endeared her to the girls
-right away.
-
-“And she’s so slim and dear,” Doris added. “Her dress makes me think of
-an oak leaf in winter, and she’s a lady of the meads.”
-
-Elliott was about fifteen, not one single bit like his mother, but
-broad-shouldered and blonde and sturdy. It was so much fun, Kit said, to
-watch him take care of his mother.
-
-“Where’s your High School out here?” he asked. “I’m at Prep.
-specializing in mathematics.”
-
-“And how any son of mine can adore mathematics is beyond me,” Cousin
-Beth laughed. “I suppose it’s reaction. Do you like them, Jean?” She put
-her arm around the slender figure nearest her.
-
-“Indeed, I don’t,” Jean answered fervently, and then all at once, out
-popped her heart’s desire before she could check the words. Anybody’s
-heart’s desire would pop out with Beth’s eyes coaxing it. “I—I want to
-be an artist.”
-
-“Keep on wishing and working then, dear, and as Roxy says, if it is to
-be it will be.”
-
-While the others talked of turning New England farms into haunts of
-ancient peace and beauty, these two sat together on the davenport, Jean
-listening eagerly and wistfully while her cousin told of her own
-girlhood aims and how she carried them out.
-
-“We didn’t have much money, so I knew I had to win out for myself. There
-were two little brothers to help bring up, and Mother was not strong,
-but I used to sketch every spare moment I could, and I read everything
-on art I could find, even articles from old magazines in the garret. But
-most of all I sketched anything and everything, studying form and
-composition. When I was eighteen, I taught school for two terms in the
-country. Father had said if I earned the money myself, I could go
-abroad, and how I worked to get that first nest egg.”
-
-“How much did you get a week?”
-
-“Twelve dollars, but my board was only three and a half in the country,
-and I saved all I could. During the summers I took lessons at Ellen
-Brainerd’s art classes in Boston and worked as a vacation substitute at
-the libraries. You know, Jean, if you really do want work and kind of
-hunt a groove you’re fitted for, you will always find something to do.”
-
-Jean was leaning forward, her chin propped on her hands.
-
-“Yes, I know,” she said. “Do go on, please.”
-
-“Ellen Brainerd was one of New England’s glorious old maids with the far
-vision and cash enough to make a few of her dreams come true. Every year
-she used to lead a group of girl art students over Europe’s beauty
-spots, and with her encouragement I went the third year, helping her
-with a few of the younger ones, and paying part of my tuition that way.
-And, my dear,” Cousin Beth clasped both hands around her knees and
-rocked back and forth happily, “we set up our easels in the fountain
-square in Barcelona and hunted Dante types in Florence. We trailed
-through Flanders and Holland and lived delightfully on the outskirts of
-Paris in a little gray house with a high stone wall and many flowers.”
-
-“And you painted all those places?” exclaimed Jean. “I’ve longed and
-longed to go there.”
-
-“Well, I tried to,” Cousin Beth looked ruefully at the fire. “Yes, I
-tried to paint like all the old masters and new masters. One month we
-took up this school and the next we delved into something else, studying
-everything in the world but individual expression.”
-
-“That’s just what a girl friend of mine in New York wrote and said she
-was doing,” cried Jean, much interested.
-
-“Then she’s struck the keynote. After your second cousin David came over
-and stopped my career by marrying me I came back home. We lived out near
-Weston and I began painting things of everyday life just as I saw them,
-the things I loved. It was our old apple tree out by the well steeped in
-full May bloom that brought me my first medal.”
-
-“Oh, after Paris and all the rest!”
-
-“Yes, dear. And the next year they accepted our red barn in a snowstorm.
-I painted it from the kitchen window. Another was a water color of our
-Jersey calves standing knee deep in the brook in June, and another was
-Brenda, the hired girl, feeding turkeys out in the mulberry lane. That
-is the kind of picture I have succeeded with. I think because, as I say,
-they are part of the home life and scenes I love best and so I have put
-a part of myself into them.”
-
-“Durer’s heart’s blood,” Jean said softly. “You’ve helped me so much,
-Cousin Beth. I was just hungry to go back to the art school right now,
-and throw up everything here that I ought to do.”
-
-“Keep on sketching every spare moment you can. Learn form and color and
-composition. Things are only beautiful according to the measure of our
-own minds. And the first of March I want you to visit me. I’ve got a
-studio right out in my apple orchard I’ll tuck you away in.”
-
-“I’d love to come if Mother can spare me.” Jean’s eyes sparkled.
-
-“Well, do so, child,” Cousin Roxy’s hands were laid on her shoulders
-from behind. “I’m going up too along that time, and I’ll take you. It’s
-a poor family that can’t support one genius.” She laughed in her full
-hearted, joyous way. “Now, listen, all of you. I’ve come to invite you
-to have Christmas dinner with us.”
-
-“But, Cousin Roxy,” began Mrs. Robbins, “there are so many of us—”
-
-“Not half enough to fill the big old house. Some day after all the girls
-and Billie are married and there are plenty of grandchildren, then we
-can talk about there being too many, though I doubt it. There’s always
-as much house room as there is heart room, you know, if you only think
-so. They’re going to have a little service for the children at the
-Center Church, Wednesday night, and Shad had better drive the girls
-over. Bring along the little lad too.” She smiled over her shoulder at
-Joe, seated in his favorite corner on the woodbox reading one of Doris’s
-books, and he gave a funny little onesided grin back in shy return.
-“Billie’s going away to school after New Year’s, did I tell you?”
-
-“Oh, dear me,” cried Kit, so spontaneously that everyone laughed at her.
-“Doesn’t it seem as if boys get all of the adventures of life just
-naturally.”
-
-“He’s had adventures enough, but he does need the companionship of boys
-his own size. Emerson says that the growing boy is the natural autocrat
-of creation, and I don’t want him to be tied down with a couple of old
-folks like the Judge and myself. You’re never young but once. Besides, I
-always did want to go to these football games at colleges and have a boy
-of mine in the mixup, bless his heart.”
-
-“My goodness!” Kit exclaimed after the front door had closed on the last
-glimpse of Ella Lou’s white feet going down the drive. “Doesn’t it seem
-as if Cousin Roxy leaves behind her a big sort of glow? She can say more
-nice things in a few minutes than anybody I ever heard. Except about
-Billie’s going away. I wonder why he didn’t come down and tell me
-himself.”
-
-“Well, you know, Kit,” Helen remarked, “you haven’t a mortgage on
-Billie.”
-
-“Oh, I don’t care if he goes away. It isn’t that,” Kit answered
-comfortably. “I wouldn’t give a snap of my finger for a boy that
-couldn’t race with other fellows and win. Jean, fair sister, did you
-realize the full significance of Cousin Roxy’s invitation? No baking or
-brewing, no hustling our fingers and toes off for dinner on Christmas
-Day. I think she’s a gorgeous old darling.”
-
-Jean laughed and slipped up the back stairs to her own room. It was too
-cold to stay there. A furnace was one of the luxuries planned for the
-following year, but during this first winter of campaigning, they had
-started out pluckily with the big steel range in the kitchen, the genial
-square wood heater in the sitting room and open fire places in the four
-large bedrooms and the parlor.
-
-“We’ll freeze before the winter’s over,” Kit had prophesied. “Now I know
-why Cotton Mather and all the other precious old first settlers of the
-New England Commonwealth looked as if their noses had been frost bitten.
-Sally Peckham leaves her window wide open every night, and says she
-often finds snow on her pillow.”
-
-But already the girls were adapting themselves to the many ways of
-keeping warm up in the hills. On the back of the range at night were
-soapstones heating through, waiting to be wrapped in strips of flannel
-and trotted up to bed as foot warmers.
-
-Cousin Roxy had sent over several from her own store and told the girls
-if they ran short a flat iron or a good stick of hickory did almost as
-well. It was comical to watch their faces. If ever remembrance was
-written on a face it was on Helen’s the first time she took her
-soapstone to bed with her. Where were the hot water coils of yester
-year? Heat had seemed to come as if by magic at the big house at Shady
-Cove, but here it became a lazy giant you petted and cajoled and watched
-eternally to keep him from falling asleep. Kit had nicknamed the kitchen
-stove Matilda because it reminded her of a shiny black cook from Aiken,
-Georgia, whom the family had harbored once upon a time.
-
-“And feeding Matilda has become one of the things that is turning my
-auburn tinted locks a soft, delicate gray,” she told Helen. “I know if
-any catastrophe were to happen all at once, my passing words would be,
-‘Put a stick of wood in the stove.’”
-
-Jean felt around in her desk until she found her folio of sketches. The
-sitting room was deserted excepting for Helen watering the rows of
-blooming geraniums on the little narrow shelves above the sash curtains.
-Cherilee, the canary, sang challengingly to the sunlight, and out in the
-dining-room Doris was outmatching him with “Nancy Lee.”
-
-Helen went upstairs to her father, and Kit appeared with a frown on her
-face, puzzling over a pattern for filet lace.
-
-“I think the last days before Christmas are terrible,” she exclaimed
-savagely. “What on earth can we concoct at this last minute for Cousin
-Beth? I think I’ll crochet her a filet breakfast cap. It’s always a race
-at the last minute to cover everybody, and you bite off more than you
-can chew and always forget someone you wouldn’t have neglected for
-anything. What on earth can I give to Judge Ellis?”
-
-“Something useful,” Jean answered.
-
-“I can’t bear useful things for Christmas presents. Abby Tucker says she
-never gets any winter clothes till Christmas and then all the family
-unload useful things on her. I’m going to send her a bottle of violet
-extract in a green leather case. I’ve had it for months and never
-touched it and she’ll adore it. I wish I could think of something for
-Billie too, something he’s never had and always wanted.”
-
-“He’s going away,” Jean mused. “Why don’t you fix up a book of snapshots
-taken all around here. We took some beauties this summer.”
-
-“A boy wouldn’t like that.”
-
-“He will when he’s homesick.” Jean opened her folio and began turning
-over her art school studies. Mostly conventionalized designs they were.
-After her talk with Cousin Beth they only dissatisfied her. Suddenly she
-glanced up at the figure across the table, Kit with rumpled short curls
-and an utterly relaxed posture, elbows on table, knees on a chair. There
-was a time for all things, Kit held, even formality, but, as she loved
-to remark sententiously when Helen or Jean called her up for her lax
-ways, “A little laxity is permissible in the privacy of one’s own home.”
-
-Jean’s pencil began to move over the back of her drawing pad. Yes, she
-could catch it. It wasn’t so hard, the ruffled hair, the half averted
-face. Kit’s face was such an odd mixture of whimsicality and
-determination. The rough sketch grew and all at once Kit glanced up and
-caught what was going on.
-
-“Oh, it’s me, isn’t it, Jean? I wish you’d conventionalized me and
-embellished me. I’d like to look like Mucha’s head of Bernhardt as
-Princess Lointaine. What shall we call this? ‘Beauty Unadorned.’ No.
-Call it ‘Christmas Fantasies.’ That’s lovely, specially with the nose
-screwed up that way and my noble brow wrinkled. I like that. It’s so
-subtle. Anyone getting one good look at the helpless frenzy in that
-downcast gaze, those anguished, rumpled locks—”
-
-“Oh, Kit, be good,” laughed Jean. She held the sketch away from her
-critically. “Looks just like you.”
-
-“All right. Hang it up as ‘Exhibit A’ of your new school of expression.
-I don’t mind. There’s a look of genius to it at that.”
-
-“One must idealize some,” Jean replied teasingly. She hung it on the
-door of the wall closet with a pin, just as Mrs. Robbins came into the
-room.
-
-“Mother dear, look what my elder sister has done to me,” Kit cried
-tragically. Jean said nothing, only the color rose slowly in her cheeks
-as her mother stood before the little sketch in silence, and slipped her
-hand into hers.
-
-“It’s the first since I left school,” she said, half ashamed of the
-effort and all it implied. “Kit looked too appealing. I had to catch
-her.”
-
-“Finish it up, girlie, and let me have it on the tree, may I?” There was
-a very tender note in the Motherbird’s voice, such an understanding
-note.
-
-“Oh, would you like it, really, Mother?”
-
-“Love it,” answered Mother promptly. “And don’t give up the ship,
-remember. Perhaps we may be able to squeeze in the spring term after
-all.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
- THE JUDGE’S SWEETHEART
-
-
-It took both Ella Lou and Princess to transport the Christmas guests
-from Greenacres over to the Ellis place. Nobody ever called it anything
-but just that, the Ellis place, and sometimes, “over to the Judge’s.”
-Cousin Roxy said she couldn’t bear to have a nameless home and just as
-soon as she could get around to it, she’d see that the Ellis place had a
-suitable name.
-
-It was one of the few pretentious houses in all three of the Gileads,
-Gilead Green, Gilead Centre, and Gilead Post Office. For seven
-generations it had been in the Ellis family. The Judge had a ponderous
-volume bound in heavy red morocco, setting forth the history of Windham
-County, and the girls loved to pore over it. Seven men with their
-families, bound westward towards Hartford in the colonial days of
-seeking after home sites, had seen the fertile valley with its
-encircling hills, and had settled there. One was an Ellis and the Judge
-had his sword and periwig in his library. As for the rest, all one had
-to do was go over to the old family burial ground on the wood road and
-count them up.
-
-During the fall, this had been a favorite tramp of the Greenacre hikers,
-and Jean loved to quote a bit from Stevenson, once they had come in
-sight of the old grass grown enclosure, cedar shaded, secluded and
-restful:
-
-“There is a certain frame of mind to which a cemetery is if not an
-antidote, at least an alleviation. If you are in a fit of the blues, go
-nowhere else.”
-
-Here they found the last abiding place of old Captain Ephraim Ellis with
-his two wives, Lovina Mary and Hephzibah Waiting, one on each side of
-him. The Captain rested betwixt the two myrtle covered mounds and each
-old slate gravestone leaned towards his.
-
-“Far be it from me,” Cousin Roxy would say heartily, “to speak lightly
-of those gone before, but those two headstones tell their own story, and
-I’ll bet a cookie the Captain could tell his if he got a chance.”
-
-Every Legislature convening at Hartford since the olden days, had known
-an Ellis from Gilead. Only two of the family had taken to wandering,
-Billie’s father and Gideon, one of the old Captain’s sons. The girls
-wove many tales around Gideon. He must have had the real Argonaut
-spirit. Back in the first days of the Revolution he had run away from
-the valley home and ended up with Paul Jones on the “Bonhomme Richard.”
-
-Billie loved his memory, the same as he did his own father’s, and the
-girls had straightened up his sunken slatestone record, and had planted
-some flowers, not white ones, but bravely tinted asters for late fall.
-Billie showed them an old silhouette he had found. Mounted on black
-silk, the old faded brown paper showed a boy with sensitive mouth and
-eager lifted chin, queer high choker collar and black stock. On the back
-of the wooden frame was written in a small, firm handwriting, “My
-beloved son Gideon, aged nineteen.”
-
-The old house sat far back from the road with a double drive curving
-like a big “U” around it. Huge elms upreared their great boughs
-protectingly before it, and behind lay a succession of all manner and
-kind of buildings from the old forge to the smoke house. One barn stood
-across the road and another at the top of the lane for hay. Since Cousin
-Roxy had married the Judge, it seemed as if the sunlight had flooded the
-old house. Its shuttered windows had faced the road for years, but now
-the green blinds were wide open, and it seemed as if the house almost
-smiled at the world again.
-
-“I never could see a mite of sense in keeping blinds shut as if somebody
-were dead,” Cousin Roxy would say. “Some folks won’t even open the
-blinds in their hearts, let alone their houses, so I told the Judge if
-he wanted me for a companion, he’d have to take in God’s sunshine too,
-’cause I can’t live without plenty of it.”
-
-Kit and Doris were the first to run up the steps and into the center
-hall, almost bumping into Billie as he ran to meet them. Behind him came
-Mrs. Ellis in a soft gray silk dress. A lace collar encircled her
-throat, fastened with an old pink cameo breast-pin. Helen had always
-coveted that pin. There was a young damsel on it holding up her full
-skirts daintily as she moved towards a sort of chapel, and it was set in
-fine, thin old gold.
-
-“Come right in, folkses,” she called happily. “Do stop capering,” as
-Doris danced around her. “Merry Christmas, all of you.”
-
-Up the long colonial staircase she led the way into the big guest room.
-Down in the parlor Cousin Beth was playing softly on the old melodeon,
-“It came upon the midnight clear, that glorious song of old.” The air
-was filled with scent of pine and hemlock, and provocative odors of
-things cooking stole up the back stairs.
-
-Kit and Billie retreated to a corner with the latter’s book supply. It
-was hard to realize that this was really Billie, Cousin Roxy’s “Nature
-Boy” of the summer before. Love and encouragement had seemed to round
-out his character into a promise of fulfilment in manliness. All of the
-old self consciousness and shy abstraction had gone. Even the easy
-comradely manner in which he leaned over the Judge’s arm chair showed
-the good understanding and sure confidence between the two.
-
-“Yes, he does show up real proud,” Cousin Roxy agreed warmly with Mrs.
-Robbins when they were all downstairs before the glowing fire. “Of
-course I let him call me Grandma. Pity sakes, that’s little enough to a
-love starved child. I’m proud of him too and so’s the Judge. We’re going
-to miss him when he goes away to school, but he’s getting along
-splendidly. I want him to go where he’ll have plenty of boy
-companionship. He’s lived alone with the ants and bees and rabbits long
-enough.”
-
-Helen and Doris leaned over Cousin Beth’s shoulders trying the old
-carols: “Good King Wencelas,” “Carol, Brothers, Carol,” and “While
-Shepherds Watched Their Flocks By Night.” Jean played for them and just
-before dinner was announced, Doris sang all alone in her soft treble,
-very earnestly and tenderly, quite as if she saw past the walls of the
-quiet New England homestead to where “Calm Judea stretches far her
-silver mantled plains.”
-
-Cousin Roxy rocked back and forth softly, her hand shading her eyes as
-it did in prayer. When it was over, she said briskly, wiping off her
-spectacles,
-
-“Land, I’m not a bit emotional, but that sort of sets my heart strings
-tingling. Let’s go to dinner, folkses. The Judge takes Betty in, and
-Jerry takes Beth. Then Elliott can take in his old Cousin Roxy, and I
-guess Billie can manage all of the girls.”
-
-But the girls laughingly went their own way, Doris holding to the
-Judge’s other arm and Helen to her father’s, while Jean lingered behind
-a minute to glance about the cheery room. The fire crackled down in the
-deep old rock hearth. In each of the windows hung a mountain laurel
-wreath tied with red satin ribbon. Festoons of ground pine and evergreen
-draped each door and picture. It was all so homelike, Jean thought. Over
-the mantel hung a motto worked in colored worsteds on perforated silver
-board.
-
- Here abideth peace
-
-But Jean turned away, and pressed her face against the nearest window
-pane, looking down at the sombre, frost-touched garden. There wasn’t one
-bit of peace in her heart, even while she fairly ached with the longing
-to be like the others.
-
-“You’re a coward, Jean Robbins, a deliberate coward,” she told herself.
-“You don’t like the country one bit. You love the city where everybody’s
-doing something, and it’s just a big race for all. You’re longing for
-everything you can’t have, and you’re afraid to face the winter up here.
-You might just as well tell yourself the truth. You hate to be poor.”
-
-There came a burst of laughter from the dining-room and Kit calling to
-her to hurry up. It appeared that Doris, the tender-hearted, had said
-pathetically when Mrs. Gorham, the “help,” brought in the great roast
-turkey: “Poor old General Putnam!”
-
-“That isn’t the General,” Billie called from his place. “The General ran
-away yesterday.”
-
-Now if Cousin Roxy prided herself on one thing more than another it was
-her flock of white turkeys led by the doughty General. All summer long
-the girls had looked upon him as a definite personality to be reckoned
-with. He was patriarchal in the way he managed his family. And it
-appeared that the General’s astuteness and sagacity had not deserted him
-when Ben had started after him to turn him into a savory sacrifice.
-
-“First off, he lit up in the apple trees,” Ben explained. “Then as soon
-as he saw I was high enough, off he flopped and made for the corn-crib.
-Just as I caught up with him there, he chose the wagon sheds and perched
-on the rafters, and when I’d almost got hold of his tail feathers, if he
-didn’t try the barn and all his wives and descendants after him, mind
-you. So I thought I’d let him roost till dark, and when I stole in after
-supper, the old codger had gone, bag and baggage. He’ll come back as
-soon as he knows our minds ain’t set on wishbones.”
-
-“Then who is this?” asked Kit interestedly, quite as if it were some
-personage who rested on the big willow pattern platter in state.
-
-“That is some unnamed patriot who dies for his country’s good,” said the
-Judge, solemnly. “Who says whitemeat and who says dark?”
-
-Jean was watching her father. Not since they had moved into the country
-had she seen him so cheerful and like himself. The Judge’s geniality was
-like a radiating glow, anyway, that included all in its circle, and
-Cousin Roxy was in her element, dishing out plenteous platefuls of
-Christmas dainties to all those nearest and dearest to her. Way down at
-the end of the table sat Joe, wide eyed and silent tongued. Christmas
-had never been like this that he knew of. Billie tried to engage him in
-conversation, boy fashion, a few times, but gave up the attempt. By the
-time he had finished his helping, Joe was far too full for utterance.
-
-In the back of the carriage, driving over from Greenacres, Mrs. Robbins
-had placed a big bushel basket, and into this had gone the gifts to be
-hung on the tree. After dinner, while the Judge and Mr. Robbins smoked
-before the fire, and Kit led the merry-making out in the sitting room,
-there were mysterious “goings on” in the big front parlor. Finally
-Cousin Beth came softly out, and turned down all the lights.
-
-Jean slipped over to the organ, and as the tall old doors were opened
-wide, she played softly,
-
- “Gather around the Christmas tree.”
-
-Doris picked up the melody and led, sitting on a hassock near the doors,
-gazing with all her eyes up at the beautiful spreading hemlock, laden
-with lights and gifts.
-
-“For pity’s sake, child, what are you crying about?” exclaimed Cousin
-Roxy, almost stumbling over a little crumpled figure in a dark corner,
-and Joe sobbed sleepily:
-
-“I—I don’t know.”
-
-“Oh, it’s just the heartache and the beauty of it all,” said Helen
-fervently. “He’s lonely for his own folks.”
-
-“’Tain’t neither,” groaned Joe. “It’s too much mince pie.”
-
-So under Cousin Roxy’s directions, Billie took him up to his room, and
-administered “good hot water and sody.”
-
-“Too bad, ’cause he missed seeing all the things taken off the tree,”
-said Cousin Roxy, laying aside Joe’s presents for him, a long warm knit
-muffler from herself, a fine jack-knife from the Judge with a pocket
-chain on it, a package of Billie’s boy books that he had outgrown, and
-ice skates from the Greenacre girls. After much figuring over the
-balance left from their Christmas money they had clubbed together on the
-skates for him, knowing he would have more fun and exercise out of them
-than anything, and he needed something to bring back the sparkle to his
-eyes and the color to his cheeks.
-
-“Put them all up on the bed beside him, and he’ll find them in the
-morning,” Billie suggested. “If you’ll let him stay, Mrs. Robbins, I’ll
-bring him over.”
-
-“Isn’t it queer,” Doris said, with a sigh of deepest satisfaction, as
-she watched the others untying their packages. “It isn’t so much what
-you get yourself Christmas, it’s seeing everybody else get theirs.” And
-just then a wide, flat parcel landed squarely in her lap, and she gave a
-surprised gasp.
-
-“The fur mitten isn’t there, but you can snuggle your nose on the muff,”
-Jean told her, and Doris held up just what she had been longing for, a
-squirrel muff and stole to throw around her neck. “They’re not
-neighborhood squirrels, are they, Billie?” she whispered anxiously, and
-Billie assured her they were Russian squirrels, and no families’ trees
-around Gilead were wearing mourning.
-
-Nearly all of Billie’s presents were books. He had reached the age where
-books were like magical windows through which he gazed from Boyhood’s
-tower out over the whole wide world of romance and adventure. Up in his
-room were all of the things he had treasured in his lonesome days before
-the Judge had married Miss Robbins: his home-made fishing tackle, his
-collection of butterflies and insects, his first compass and magnifying
-glass, the flower calendar and leaf collection, where he had arranged so
-carefully every different leaf and blossom in its season.
-
-But now, someway, with the library of books the Judge had given him,
-that had been his own father’s, Gilead borders had widened out, and he
-had found himself a knight errant on the world’s highway of literature.
-He sat on the couch now, burrowing into each new book until Kit sat down
-beside him, with a new kodak in one hand and a pair of pink knit bed
-slippers in the other.
-
-“And mother’s given me the picture I like best, her Joan of Arc
-listening to the voices in the garden at Arles. I love that, Billie. I’m
-not artistic like Jean or romantic like Helen. You know that, don’t
-you?”
-
-Billie nodded emphatically. Indeed he did know it after half a year of
-chumming with Kit.
-
-“But I love the pluck of Joan,” Kit sighed, lips pursed, head up. “I’d
-have made a glorious martyr, do you know it? I know she must have
-enjoyed the whole thing immensely, even if it did end at the stake. I
-think it must be ever so much easier to be a martyr than look after the
-seventeen hundred horrid little everyday things that just have to be
-done. When it’s time to get up now at 6 A. M. and no fires going, I
-shall look up at Joan and register courage and valor.”
-
-Helen sat close to her father, perfectly happy to listen and gaze at the
-flickering lights on the big tree. She had gift books too, mostly fairy
-tales and what Doris called “princess stories,” a pink tinted ivory
-manicure set in a little velvet box, and two cut glass candlesticks with
-little pink silk shades. The candlesticks had been part of the “white
-hyacinths” saved from the sale at their Long Island home, and Jean had
-made the shades and painted them with sprays of forget-me-nots. Cousin
-Roxy had knit the prettiest skating caps for each of the girls, and
-scarfs to match, and Mrs. Newell gave them old silver spoons that had
-been part of their great great-grandmother Peabody’s wedding outfit, and
-to each one two homespun linen sheets from the same precious store of
-treasures.
-
-“When you come to Weston,” she told Jean, “I’ll show you many of her
-things. She was my great grandmother, you know, and I can just vaguely
-remember her sitting upstairs in her room in a deep-seated winged
-armchair that had pockets and receptacles all around it. I know I looked
-on her with a great deal of wonder and veneration, for I was just six.
-She wore gray alpaca, Jean, silver gray like her hair, and a little
-black silk apron with dried flag root in one pocket and pink and white
-peppermints in the other.”
-
-“And a cap,” added Jean, just as if she too could recall the picture.
-
-“A cap of fine black lace with lavender bows, and her name was Mary
-Lavinia Peabody.”
-
-“I’d love to be named Mary Lavinia,” quoth Kit over her shoulder. “How
-can anybody be staid and faithful unto death with ‘Kit’ hurled at them
-all day. But if I had been rightly called Mary Lavinia, oh, Cousin Beth,
-I’d have been a darling.”
-
-“I don’t doubt it one bit,” laughed Cousin Beth merrily. “Go along with
-you, Kit. It just suits you.”
-
-Doris sat on her favorite hassock clasping a new baby doll in her arms
-with an expression of utter contentment on her face. Kit and Jean had
-dressed it in the evenings after she had gone to bed, and it had a
-complete layette. But Billie had given her his tame crow, Moki, and her
-responsibility was divided.
-
-“Where’d you get the name from, Billie?” she asked.
-
-Billie stroked the smooth glossy back of the crow as one might a pet
-chicken.
-
-“I found him one day over in the pine woods on the hill. He was just a
-little fellow then. The nest was in a dead pine, and somebody’d shot it
-all to pieces. The rest of the family had gone, but I found him
-fluttering around on the ground, scared to death with a broken wing. Ben
-helped me fix it, and he told me to call him Moki. You know he’s read
-everything, and he can talk some Indian, Pequod mostly, he says. He
-isn’t sure but what there may be some Pequod in him way back, he can
-talk it so well, and Moki means ‘Watch out’ in Pequod, Ben says. I call
-him that because I used to put him on my shoulder and he’d go anywhere
-with me through the woods, and call out when he thought I was in
-danger.”
-
-“How do you know what he thought?”
-
-“After you get acquainted with him, you’ll know what he thinks too,”
-answered Billie soberly. “Hush, grandfather’s going to say something.”
-
-The Judge rose and stood on the hearth rug, his back to the fire. He was
-nearly six feet tall, soldierly, and rugged, his white curly hair
-standing out in three distinct tufts just like Pantaloon, Kit always
-declared, his eyes keen and bright under their thick brows. He had taken
-off his eyeglasses and held them in one hand, tapping them on the other
-to emphasize his words. Jean tiptoed around the tree, extinguishing the
-last sputtering candles, and sat down softly beside Cousin Roxy.
-
-“I don’t think any of you, beloved children and dear ones, can quite
-understand what tonight means to me personally.” He cleared his throat
-and looked over at Billie. “I haven’t had a real Christmas here since
-Billie’s father was a little boy. I didn’t want a real Christmas either.
-Christmas meant no more to me than to some old owl up in the woods,
-maybe not as much. But tonight has warmed my heart, built up a good old
-fire in it just as you start one going in some old disused rock
-fireplace that has been stone cold for years.
-
-“When I was a boy this old house used to be opened up as it is tonight,
-decorated with evergreen and hemlock and guests in every room at
-Christmas time. I didn’t live here then. My grandfather, old Judge
-Winthrop Ellis, was alive, and my father had married and moved over to
-the white house on the wood road between Maple Lawn and the old burial
-ground. You can still find the cellar of it and the old rock chimney
-standing. I used to trot along that wood road to school up at Gayhead
-where Doris and Helen have been going, and I had just one companion on
-that road, the perkiest, sassiest, most interesting female I ever met in
-all my life.” He stopped and chuckled, and Cousin Roxy rubbed her nose
-with her forefinger and smiled.
-
-“We knew every spot along the way, where the fringed gentians grew in
-the late fall, and where to find arbutus in the spring. The best place
-to get black birch and where the checker-berries were thickest. Maybe
-just now, it won’t mean so much to you young folks, all these little
-landmarks of nature on these old home roads and fields of ours, but when
-the shadows begin to lengthen in life’s afternoon, you’ll be glad to
-remember them and maybe find them again, for the best part of it all is,
-they wait for you with love and welcome and you’ll find the gentians and
-the checker-berries growing in just the same places they did fifty years
-ago.”
-
-Jean saw her father put out his hand and lay it over her mother’s. His
-head was bent forward a trifle and there was a wonderful light in his
-eyes.
-
-“And all I wanted to say, apart from the big welcome to you all, and the
-good wishes for a joyous season, was this, the greatest blessing life
-has brought me is that Roxana has come out of the past to sit right over
-there and show me how to have a good time at Christmas once again. God
-bless you all.”
-
-“Oh, wasn’t he just a dear,” Kit said, rapturously, when it was all
-over, and they were driving back home under the clear starlit sky. “I do
-hope when I’m as old as the Judge, I’ll have a flower of romance to
-sniff at too. Cousin Roxy watched him just as if he were sixteen instead
-of sixty.”
-
-“You’re just as sentimental as Helen and me,” Jean told her, teasingly.
-
-“Well, anybody who wouldn’t get a thrill out of tonight would be a toad
-in a claybank. And Jean, did you see Father’s face?”
-
-Jean nodded. It was something not to be discussed, the light in her
-father’s face as he had listened. It made her realize more than anything
-that had happened in the long months of trial in the country, how worth
-while it was, the sacrifice that had brought him back into his home
-country for healing and happiness.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
- JUST A CITY SPARROW
-
-
-Christmas week had already passed when the surprise came. As Kit said
-the charm of the unexpected was always gripping you unawares when you
-lived on the edge of Nowhere. Mrs. Newell and Elliott had departed two
-days after Christmas for Weston. Somehow the girls could not get really
-acquainted with this new boy cousin. Billie, once won, was a friend for
-ever, but Elliott was a smiling, confident boy, quiet and resourceful,
-with little to say.
-
-“He overlooks girls,” Helen had said. “It isn’t that he doesn’t like us,
-but he doesn’t see us. He’s been going to a boys’ school ever since he
-was seven years old, and all he can think about or talk about is boys.
-When I told him I didn’t know anything about baseball, he looked at me
-through his eye glasses so curiously.”
-
-“I think he was embarrassed by such a galaxy of the fair cousins,” Kit
-declared. “He’s lived alone as the sole chick, and he just couldn’t get
-the right angle on us. Billie says he got along with him all right. He
-was very polite, girls, anyway. You expect too much of him because
-Cousin Beth was so nice. If he’d been named Bob or Dave or Billie or
-Jack, he’d have felt different too. His full name’s Elliott Peabody
-Newell. I’ll bet a cookie when I have a large family, I’ll never, never
-give them family names.”
-
-“You said you were going to be a bachelor maid forever just the other
-day.”
-
-“Did I? Well, you know about consistency being the hobgoblin of little
-minds,” Kit retorted calmly. “Since we were over at the Judge’s for
-Christmas, I’ve decided to marry my childhood love too.”
-
-“That’s Billie.”
-
-“No, it is not, young lady. Billie is a kindred spirit, an entirely
-different person from your childhood love. I haven’t got one yet, but
-after listening to the Judge say those tender things about Cousin Roxy,
-I’m going to find one or know the reason why.”
-
-By this time, Jean had settled down contentedly to the winter régime.
-She was giving Doris piano lessons, and taking over the extra household
-duties with Kit back at school. School had been one of the problems to
-be solved that first year. Doris and Helen went over the hill road to
-Gayhead District Schoolhouse. It stood at the crossroads, a one story
-red frame building, with a “leanto” on one side, and a woodshed on the
-other. Helen had despised it thoroughly until she heard that her father
-had gone there in his boyhood, and she had found his old desk with his
-initials carved on it. Anything that Father or Mother had been
-associated with was forever hallowed in the eyes of the girls.
-
-But Kit was in High School, and the nearest one was over the hills to
-Central Village, six miles away. As Kit said, it was so tantalizing to
-get to the top of the first hill and see the square white bell tower
-rising out of the green trees way off on another hill and not be able to
-fly across. But Piney was going and she rode horseback on Mollie, the
-brown mare.
-
-“And if Piney Hancock can do it, I can,” Kit said. “I shall ride
-Princess over and back. Piney says she’ll meet me down at the bridge
-crossing every morning. It will be lots of fun, and she knows where we
-can put the horses up. All you do is take your own bag of grain with
-you, and it only costs ten cents to stable them.”
-
-“But, dear, in heavy winter weather what will you do?”
-
-“Piney says if it’s too rough to get home, she stays overnight with Mrs.
-Parmalee. You remember, Mother dear, Ma Parmalee from whom we bought the
-chickens. I could stay too. Cousin Roxy says you mustn’t just make a
-virtue of Necessity, sometimes you have to take her into the bosom of
-the family.”
-
-Accordingly, Kit rode in good weather, a trim, lithe figure in her brown
-corduroy cross saddle skirt, pongee silk waist, and brown tie. After she
-reached Central Village, and Princess was stabled, she could button up
-her skirt and feel just as properly garbed as any of the girls. And the
-ride over the rounded hills in the late fall months was a wonderful
-tonic. Mrs. Robbins would often stand out on the wide porch of an early
-morning and watch the setting forth of her brood, Helen and Doris
-turning to wave back to her at the entrance gates, Kit swinging her last
-salute at the turn of the hill road, where Princess got her first wind
-after her starting gallop.
-
-“I think they’re wonderfully plucky,” she said one morning to Jean. “If
-they had been country girls, born and bred, it would be different, but
-stepping right out of Long Island shore life into these hills, you have
-all managed splendidly.”
-
-“We’d have been a fine lot of quitters if we hadn’t,” Jean answered. “I
-think it’s been much harder for you than for us girls, Mother darling.”
-
-And then the oddest, most unexpected thing had happened, something that
-had strengthened the bond between them and made Jean’s way easier. The
-Motherbird had turned, with a certain quick grace she had, seemingly as
-girlish and impulsive as any of her daughters, and had met Jean’s glance
-with a tell-tale flush on her cheeks and a certain whimsical glint in
-her eyes.
-
-“Jean, do you never suspect me?” she had asked, half laughingly. “I know
-just exactly what a struggle you have gone through, and how you miss all
-that lies back yonder. I do too. If we could just divide up the time,
-and live part of the year here and the other part back at the Cove. I
-wouldn’t dare tell Cousin Roxy that I had ever ‘repined’ as she would
-say, but there are days when the silence and the loneliness up here seem
-to crush so strongly in on one.”
-
-“Oh, Mother! I never thought that you minded it.” Jean’s arms were
-around her in a moment. “I’ve been horribly selfish, just thinking of
-myself. But now that Father’s getting strong again, you can go away,
-can’t you, for a little visit anyway?”
-
-“Not without him,” she said decidedly. “Perhaps by next summer we can, I
-don’t know. I don’t want to suggest it until he feels the need of a
-change too. But I’ve been thinking about you, Jean, and if Babbie writes
-again for you to come, I want you to go for a week or two anyway. I’ll
-get Shad’s sister to help me with the housework, and you must go. Beth
-and I had a talk together before she left, and I felt proud of my first
-nestling’s ambitions after I heard her speak of your work. She says the
-greatest worry on her mind is that Elliott has no definite ambition, no
-aim. He has always had everything that they could give him, and she
-begins now to realize it was all wrong. He expects everything to come to
-him without any effort of his own.”
-
-“But, Mother, how can I go and leave you—”
-
-“I want you to, Jean. You have been a great help to me. Don’t think I
-haven’t noticed everything you have done to save me worry, because I
-have.”
-
-“Well, you had Father to care for—”
-
-“I know, and he’s so much better now that I haven’t any dread left. If
-Babbie writes again tell her you will come.”
-
-Babbie wrote after receiving her Christmas box of woodland things. Jean
-had arranged it herself, not thinking it was bearing a message. It was
-lined with birch bark, and covered with the same. Inside, packed in
-moss, were hardy little winter ferns, sprays of red berries, a wind
-tossed bluebird’s nest, acorns and rose seed pods, and twined around the
-edge wild blackberry vines that turn a deep ruby red in wintertime. Jean
-called it a winter garden and it was one of several she had sent out to
-city friends for whom she felt she could not afford expensive presents.
-
-Babbie had caught the real spirit of it, and had written back urgently.
-
-“You must run down if only for a few days, Jean. I’ve put your winter
-garden on the studio windowsill in the sunlight, and it just talks at me
-about you all the time. Never mind about new clothes. Come along.”
-
-It was these same new clothes that secretly worried Jean all the same,
-but with some fresh touches on two of last year’s evening frocks, her
-winter suit sponged and pressed, and her mother’s set of white fox furs,
-she felt she could make the trip.
-
-“You can wear that art smock in the studio that Bab sent you for
-Christmas,” Kit told her. “That funny dull mustard yellow with the Dutch
-blue embroidery just suits you. But do your hair differently, Jean. It’s
-too stiff that way. Fluff it.”
-
-“Don’t you do it, Jean,” Helen advised. “Just because Kit has a flyaway
-mop, she doesn’t want us to wear braids. I shall wear braids some day if
-my hair ever gets long enough. I love yours all around your head like
-that. It looks like a crown.”
-
-“Stuff!” laughed Kit, merrily. “Sit thee down, my sister, and let me
-turn thee into a radiant beauty.”
-
-Laughingly, Jean was taken away from her sewing and planted before the
-oval mirror. The smooth brown plaits were taken down and Kit deftly
-brushed her hair high on her head, rolled it, patted it, put in big
-shell pins, and fluffed out the sides around the ears.
-
-“Now you look like Mary Lavinia Peabody and Dolly Madison and the
-Countess Potocka.”
-
-“Do I?” Jean surveyed herself dubiously. “Well, I like the braids best,
-and I’d never get it up like that by myself. I shall be individual and
-not a slave to any mode. You know what Hiram used to say about his plaid
-necktie, ‘Them as don’t like it can lump it for all of me.’”
-
-The second week in January Shad drove Princess down to the station with
-Jean and her two suitcases tucked away on the back seat. Mr. Briggs
-glanced up in bold surprise when her face appeared at the ticket window.
-
-“Ain’t leaving us, be you?”
-
-“Just for a week or two. New York, please.”
-
-“New York? Well, well.” He turned and fished leisurely for a ticket from
-the little rack on the side wall. “Figuring on visiting friends or maybe
-relatives, I shouldn’t wonder?”
-
-“A girl friend.” Jean couldn’t bear to sidestep Mr. Briggs’s friendly
-interest in the comings and goings of the Robbins family. “Miss Crane.”
-
-“Oh, yes, Miss Crane. Same one you sent down that box to by express
-before Christmas. Did she get it all right?”
-
-“Yes, thanks.”
-
-“I kind of wondered what was in it. Nothing that rattled, and it didn’t
-feel heavy.” He looked out at her meditatively, but just then the train
-came along and Jean had to hurry away without appeasing Mr. Briggs’s
-thirst for information.
-
-It was strange, the sensation of adventure that came over her as the
-little two coach local train wound its way around the hills down towards
-New London. The unexpected, as she had said once, always brought the
-greatest thrill, and she had put from her absolutely any hope of a trip
-away from home so that now it came as a double pleasure.
-
-It was late afternoon and the sunshine lay in a hazy glow of red and
-gold over the russet fields. There was no sign of snow yet. The land lay
-in a sort of sleepy stillness, without wind or sound of birds, waiting
-for the real winter. On the hillsides the laurel bushes kept their deep
-green lustre, the winter ferns reared brave fresh tinted fronds above
-the dry leaf mold. On withered goldenrod stalks tiny brown Phoebe birds
-clung, hunting for stray seed pods. Here and there rose leisurely from a
-pine grove a line of crows, flying low over the bare fields.
-
-The train followed the river bank all the way down to New London. Jean
-loved to watch the scenery as it flashed around the bends, past the
-great water lily ponds below Jewett City, past the tumbling falls above
-the mills, over a bridge so narrow that it seemed made of pontoons,
-through beautiful old Norwich, sitting like Rome of old on her seven
-hills, the very “Rose of New England.” Then down again to catch the
-broad sweep of the Thames River, ever widening until at last it spread
-out below the Navy Yard and slipped away to join the blue waters of the
-Sound.
-
-It was all familiar and common enough through custom and long knowledge
-to the people born and bred there. Jean thought an outsider caught the
-perspective better. And how many of the old English names had been given
-in loving remembrance of the Mother country, New London and Norwich,
-Hanover, Scotland, Canterbury, Windham, and oddly enough, wedged in
-among the little French Canadian settlements around Nantic was
-Versailles. How on earth, Jean wondered, among those staid
-Non-Conformist villages and towns, had Marie Antoinette’s toy palace
-ever slipped in for remembrance.
-
-At New London she had to change from the local train to the Boston
-express. It was eleven before she reached the Grand Central at New York
-and found Bab waiting for her. Jean saw her as she came up the
-Concourse, a slim figure in gray, her fluffy blonde hair curling from
-under her gray velvet Tam, just as Kit had coaxed Jean’s to do. Beside
-her was Mrs. Crane, a little motherly woman, plump and cheerful, who
-always reminded Jean of a hen that had just hatched a duck’s egg and was
-trying to make the best of it.
-
-“What a wonderful color you have, child,” she said, kissing Jean’s rosy
-cheeks. “She looks a hundred per cent better, doesn’t she, Bab, since
-she left Shady Cove.”
-
-“Fine,” Babbie declared. “Give the porter your suitcases, Kit. We’ve got
-a taxi waiting over here.”
-
-It was very nearly a year since Jean had left the New York atmosphere.
-Now the rush and hurly burly of people and vehicles almost bewildered
-her. After months of the silent nights in the country, the noise and
-flashing lights rattled her, as Kit would have expressed it. She kept
-close to Mrs. Crane, and settled back finally in the taxi with relief,
-as they started uptown for the studio.
-
-“Yet you can hardly call it a studio now, since Mother came and took
-possession,” Bab said. “We girls had it all nice and messy, and she
-keeps it in order, I tell you. But you’ll like it, and it’s close to the
-Park so we can get out for some good hikes.”
-
-“Somebody was needed to keep it in order,” Mrs. Crane put in. “You know,
-Jean, I had to stay over in Paris until things were a little bit
-settled. We had a lease on the apartment there, and of course, they held
-me to it, so I let Bab come back with the Setons as she had to be in
-time for her fall term at the Academy.”
-
-“Noodles and Justine and I kept house,” Bab put in significantly. “And,
-my dear, talk about temperament! We had no regular meals at all, and
-Justine says if you show her crackers and pimento cheese again for a
-year, she’ll just simply die in her tracks. Mother has fed us up
-beautifully since she came. Real substantial food, you know, fixed up
-differently, Mother fashion.”
-
-“Yes, and they didn’t think they needed me at all, Jean. Somehow a
-mother doesn’t go with a studio equipment, but this one does, and now
-everyone in the building troops down to visit us. They all need
-mothering now.”
-
-It was one of the smaller brick buildings off Sixth Avenue on
-Fifty-Seventh Street. There had been a garage on the first floor, but
-Vatelli, the sculptor, had turned it into a work room with a wife and
-three little Vatellis to make it cosy. The second floor was the Cranes’
-apartment, one very large room and two small ones. The two floors above
-were divided into one- and two-room studios. It looked very
-unpretentious from the outside, but within everything was delightfully
-attractive. The ceiling was beamed in dark oak, and a wide fireplace
-with a crackling wood fire made Jean almost feel as if she were back
-home. There were wide Dutch shelves around the room and cushioned seats
-along the walls. An old fashioned three-cornered piano stood crosswise
-at one end, and there were several oak settees and cupboards. At the
-windows hung art scrim curtains next the panes, and within, heavy dark
-red ones that shut out the night.
-
-Noodles came barking to meet them, a regular dowager of a Belgian
-griffon, plump and consequential, with big brown eyes and a snub nose.
-And smiling archly, with her eyes sparkling, Justine stood with arms
-akimbo. She had been Bab’s nurse years before in France, and had watched
-over her ever since. Jean loved the tall, dark-browed Brittany woman. In
-her quick efficient way, she managed Bab as nobody else could. No one
-ever looked upon Justine as a servant. She was distinctly “family,” and
-Jean was kissed soundly on both rosy cheeks and complimented volubly on
-her improved appearance.
-
-“It’s just the country air and plenty of exercise, Justine,” she said.
-
-“Ah, but yes, the happy heart too, gives that look,” Justine answered
-shrewdly. “I know. I have it myself in Brittany. One minute, I have
-something warm to eat.”
-
-She was gone into the inner room humming to herself, with Noodles
-tagging at her high heels.
-
-“Now take off your things and toast,” Bab said. “There aren’t any
-bedrooms excepting Mother’s in yonder. She will have a practical bedroom
-to sleep in, but we’ll curl up on the couches out here, and Justine has
-one. Oh, Jean, come and sing for me this minute.”
-
-Coat and hat off, she was at the piano, running over airs lightly, not
-the songs of Gilead, but bits that made Jean’s heart beat faster; some
-from their campfire club out at the Cove, others from the old art class
-Bab and she had belonged to, and then the melody stole into one she had
-loved, the gay Chanson de Florian,
-
- “Ah, have you seen a shepherd pass this way?”
-
-Standing behind her, under the amber glow of the big silk shaded copper
-lamp, Jean sang softly, and all at once, her voice broke.
-
-“What is it?” asked Bab, glancing up. “Tired?”
-
-Jean’s lashes were wet with tears.
-
-“I was wishing Mother were here too,” she answered. “She loves all this
-so—just as I do. It’s awfully lonesome up there sometimes without any
-of this.”
-
-Bab reached up impulsively and threw her arms around her.
-
-“I knew it,” she whispered. “I told Mother just from your letters that
-you had Gileaditis and must come down.”
-
-“Gileaditis?” laughed Jean. “That’s funny. Kit would love it. And it’s
-what I have got too. I love the hills and the freedom, but, oh, it is so
-lonely. Why, I love even to hear the elevated whiz by, and the sound of
-the wheels on the paved streets again.”
-
-“Jean Robbins,” Bab said solemnly. “You’re not a country robin at all,
-you’re a city sparrow.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
- “ARROWS OF LONGING”
-
-
-Jean slept late the next morning, late for a Greenacre girl at least.
-Kit’s alarm clock was warranted to disturb anybody’s most peaceful
-slumbers at 6 A. M. sharp, but here, with curtains drawn, and the studio
-as warm as toast, Jean slept along until eight when Justine came softly
-into the large room to pull back the heavy curtains, and say chocolate
-and toast were nearly ready.
-
-“Did you close the big house at the Cove?” Jean asked, while they were
-dressing.
-
-“Rented it furnished. With Brock away at college and me here at the
-Academy, Mother thought she’d let it go, and stay with me. She’s over at
-Aunt Win’s while I’m at classes. They’ve got an apartment for the winter
-around on Central Park South because Uncle Frank can’t bear commuting in
-the winter time. We’ll go over there before you go back home. Aunt Win’s
-up to her ears this year in American Red Cross work, and you’ll love to
-hear her talk.”
-
-“Do you know, Bab,” Jean said suddenly, “I do believe that’s what ails
-Gilead. Nobody up there is doing anything different this winter from
-what they have every winter for the last fifty years. Down here there’s
-always something new and interesting going on.”
-
-“Yes, but is that good? After a while you expect something new all the
-time, and you can’t settle down to any one thing steadily. Coming,
-Justine, right away.”
-
-“Good morning, you lazy kittens,” said Mrs. Crane, laying aside her
-morning paper in the big, chintz-cushioned rattan chair by the south
-window. “I’ve had my breakfast. I’ve got two appointments this morning
-and must hurry.”
-
-“Mother always mortgages tomorrow. I’ll bet anything she’s got her
-appointment book filled for a month ahead. What’s on for today, dear?”
-
-“Dentist and shopping with your Aunt Win. I shall have lunch with her,
-so you girls will be alone. There are seats for a recital at Carnegie
-Hall if you’d enjoy it. I think Jean would. It’s Kolasky the ’cellist,
-and Mary Norman. An American girl, Jean, from the Middle West, you’ll be
-interested in her. She sings folk songs beautifully. Bab only likes
-orchestral concerts, but if you go to this, you might drop in later at
-Signa’s for tea. It’s right upstairs, you know, Bab, and not a bit out
-of your way. Aunt Win and I will join you there.”
-
-“Isn’t she the dearest, bustling Mother,” Bab said, placidly, when they
-were alone. “Sometimes I feel ages older than she is. She has as much
-fun trotting around to everything as if New York were a steady sideshow.
-Do you want to go?”
-
-“I’d love to,” Jean answered frankly. “I’ve been shut up away from
-everything for so long that I’m ready to have a good time anywhere.
-Who’s Signa?”
-
-“A girl Aunt Win’s interested in. She’s Italian, and plays the violin.
-Jean Robbins, do you know the world is just jammed full of people who
-can do things, I mean unusual things like painting and playing and
-singing, better than the average person, and yet there are only a few
-who are really great. It’s such a tragedy because they all keep on
-working and hoping and thinking they’re going to be great. Aunt Win has
-about a dozen tucked under her wing that she encourages, and I think
-it’s perfectly deadly.”
-
-Bab planted both elbows on the little square willow table, holding her
-cup of chocolate aloft, her straight brows drawn together in a pucker of
-perplexity.
-
-“Because they won’t be great geniuses, you mean?”
-
-“Surely. They’re just half way. All they’ve got is the longing, the urge
-forward.”
-
-Jean smiled, looking past her at the view beyond the yellow curtains and
-box of winter greens outside. There was a little courtyard below with
-one lone sumac tree in it, and red brick walks. A black and white cat
-licked its paws on the side fence. From a clothes line fluttered three
-pairs of black stockings. The voices of the little Vatellis floated up
-as they played house in the sunshine.
-
-“Somebody wrote a wonderful poem about that,” she said. “I forget the
-name, but it’s about those whose aims were greater than their ability,
-don’t you know what I mean? It says that the work isn’t the greatest
-thing, the purpose is, the dream, the vision, even if you fall short of
-it. I know up home there’s one dear little old lady, Miss Weathersby.
-We’ve just got acquainted with her. She’s the last of three sisters who
-were quite rich for the country. Doris found her, way over beyond the
-old burial ground, and she was directing some workmen. Doris said they
-were tearing down a long row of old sheds and chicken houses that shut
-off her view of the hills. She said she’d waited for years to clear away
-those sheds, only her sisters had wanted them there because their
-grandfather had built them. I think she was awfully plucky to tear them
-down, so she could sit at her window and see the hills. Maybe it’s the
-same way with Signa and the others. It’s something if they have the eyes
-to see the hills.”
-
-“Maybe so,” Bab said briskly. “Maybe I can’t see them myself, and it’s
-just a waste of money keeping me at the Academy. I’m not a genius, and
-I’ll never paint great pictures, but I am going to be an illustrator,
-and while I’m learning I can imagine myself all the geniuses that ever
-lived. You know, Jean, we were told, not long ago, to paint a typical
-city scene. Well, the class went in for the regulation things,
-Washington Arch and Grant’s Tomb, Madison Square and the opera crowd at
-the Met. Do you know what I did?” She pushed back her hair from her
-eager face, and smiled. “I went down on the East Side at Five Points,
-right in the Italian quarter, and you know how they’re always digging up
-the streets here after the gas mains or something that’s gone wrong?
-Well, I found some workmen resting, sitting on the edge of the trench
-eating lunch in the sunlight, and some kiddies playing in the dirt as if
-it were sand. Oh, it was dandy, Jean, the color and composition and I
-caught it all in lovely splashes. I just called it ‘Noon.’ Do you like
-it?”
-
-“Splendid,” said Jean.
-
-Bab nodded happily.
-
-“Miss Patmore said it was the best thing I had done, the best in the
-class. You can find beauty anywhere if you look for it.”
-
-“Oh, it’s good to be down talking to you again,” Jean exclaimed. “It
-spurs one along so to be where others are working and thinking.”
-
-“Think so?” Bab turned her head with her funny quizzical smile. “You
-ought to hear Daddy Higginson talk on that. He’s head of the life class.
-And he runs away to a little slab-sided shack somewhere up on the Hudson
-when he wants to paint. He says Emerson or Thoreau wrote about the still
-places where you ‘rest and invite your soul,’ and about the world making
-a pathway to your door, too. Let’s get dressed. It’s after nine, and I
-have to be in class at ten.”
-
-It was now nearly a year since Jean herself had been a pupil at the art
-school. She had gone into the work enthusiastically when they had lived
-at the Cove on Long Island, making the trip back and forth every day on
-the train. Then had come her father’s breakdown and the need of the
-Robbins’ finding a new nest in the hills where expenses were light. As
-she turned the familiar street with Bab, and came in sight of the gray
-stone building, she couldn’t help feeling just a little thrill of
-regret. It represented so much to her, all the aims and ambitions of a
-year before.
-
-As they passed upstairs to Bab’s classroom, some of the girls recognized
-her and called out a greeting. Jean waved her hand to them, but did not
-stop. She was too busy looking at the sketches along the walls,
-listening to the familiar sounds through open doors, Daddy Higginson’s
-deeply rounded laugh; Miss Patmore’s clear voice calling to one of the
-girls; Valleé, the lame Frenchman, standing with his arm thrown about a
-lad’s shoulders, pointing out to him mistakes in underlay of shadows.
-Even the familiar smell of turpentine and paint made her lift her nose
-as Princess did to her oats.
-
-“Valleé’s so brave,” Bab found time to say, arranging her crayons and
-paper on her drawing board. “Do you remember the girl from the west who
-only wanted to paint marines, Marion Poole? Well, she joined Miss
-Patmore’s Maine class last summer and Valleé went along too, as
-instructor. She’s about twenty-four, you know, older than most of us,
-but Miss Patmore says she really has genius. Anyway, she was way out on
-the rocks painting and didn’t go back with the class. And the tide came
-in. Valleé went after her, and they say he risked his life swimming out
-to save her when he was lame. They’re married now. See her over there
-with the green apron on? They’re giving a costume supper Saturday night
-and we’ll go.”
-
-“I haven’t anything to wear,” Jean said hastily.
-
-“Mother’ll fix you up. She always can,” Bab told her comfortably. “Let’s
-speak to Miss Patmore before class. She’s looking at you.”
-
-Margaret Patmore was the girls’ favorite teacher. The daughter of an
-artist herself, she had been born in Florence, Italy, and brought up
-there, later living in London and then Boston. Jean remembered how
-delightful her noon talks with her girls had been of her father’s
-intimate circle of friends back in Browning’s sunland. It had seemed so
-interesting to link the past and present with one who could remember, as
-a little girl, visits to all the art shrines. Jean had always been a
-favorite with her. The quiet, imaginative girl had appealed to Margaret
-Patmore perhaps because she had the gift of visualizing the past and its
-great dreamers. She took both her hands now in a firm clasp, smiling
-down at her.
-
-“Back again, Jean?”
-
-“Only for a week or two, Miss Patmore,” Jean smiled, a little wistfully.
-“I wish it were for longer. It seems awfully good to be here and see you
-all.”
-
-“Have you done any work at all in the country?”
-
-Had she done any work? A swift memory of the real work of Greenacres
-swept over Jean, and she could have laughed.
-
-“Not much.” She shook her head. “I sort of lost my way for a while,
-there was so much else that had to be done, but I’m going to study now.”
-
-“Sit with us and make believe you are back anyway. Barbara, please show
-her Frances’s place. She will not be here for a week.”
-
-So just for one short week, Jean could make believe it was all true,
-that she was back as a “regular.” Every morning she went with Bab, and
-joined the class, getting inspiration and courage even from the
-teamwork. Late afternoons there was always something different to take
-in. That first day they had gone up to the recital at Carnegie Hall.
-Jean loved the ’cello, and it seemed as if the musician chose all the
-themes that always stirred her. Chopin’s Nocturne in E Flat; one of the
-Rhapsodies, she could not remember which, but it always brought to her
-mind firelight and gypsies; and a tender, little haunting melody called
-“Petit Valse.” Up home she had played it often for her father at
-twilight and it always made her long for the unfulfilled hopes. And then
-the “Humoreske,” whimsical, questioning, it seemed to wind itself around
-her heart and tease her about all her yearnings.
-
-Miss Norman sang Russian folk songs and some Hebrides lullabies.
-
-“I’m not one bit crazy over her,” said Bab in her matter-of-fact way.
-“She looks too wholesome and solid to be singing that sort of music. I’d
-like to see her swing into Brunhilde’s call or something like that.
-She’d wake all the babies up with those lullabies.”
-
-“You make me think of Kit,” Jean laughed. “She always thinks out loud
-and says the first thing that comes to her lips.”
-
-“I know.” Bab’s face sobered momentarily as they came out of the main
-entrance and went around to the studio elevator. “Mother says I’ve never
-learned inhibition, and that made me curious. Of course, she meant it
-should. So I hunted up what inhibition meant in psychology and it did
-rather stagger me. You act on impulse, but if you’d only have sense
-enough to wait a minute, the nerves of inhibition beat the nerves of
-impulse, and reason sets in. I can’t bear reason, not yet. The only
-thing I really enjoyed in Plato was the death of Socrates.”
-
-“That’s funny. Kit said something about that a little while ago, the
-sunset, and his telling someone to pay for a chicken just as he took the
-poisoned cup.”
-
-“I’d like to paint it.” Bab’s gray eyes narrowed as if she saw the
-scene. “Why on earth haven’t the great artists done things like that
-instead of spotted cows and windmills.”
-
-Before Jean could find an answer, they had reached Signa Patrona’s
-studio. It seemed filled with groups of people. Jean had a confused
-sense of many introductions, and Signa herself, a tall, slender girl in
-black with a rose made of gold tissue fastened in her dusky, low coiled
-hair. She rarely spoke, but smiled delightfully. The girls found Mrs.
-Crane and her sister in a corner.
-
-“Aunt Win,” said Bab. “Here’s your country girl. Isn’t she blooming?
-Talk to her while I get some tea.”
-
-“My dear,” Mrs. Everden surveyed her in a benevolent, critical sort of
-fashion, “you’re improved. The last time I saw you, was out at Shady
-Cove. You and your sisters were in some play I think, given by the
-Junior Auxiliary of the Church. You live in the country now, Barbara
-tells me. I have friends in the Berkshires.”
-
-“Oh, but we’re way over near the Rhode Island border,” Jean said
-quickly. It seemed as if logically, all people who moved from Long
-Island must go to the Berkshires. “It’s real country up there, Gilead
-Centre. We’re near the old Post Road to Boston, from Hartford, but
-nobody hardly ever travels over it any more.”
-
-“We might motor over in the spring, Barbara would enjoy it. Are the
-roads good in the spring, my dear?”
-
-Visions of Gilead roads along in March and April flitted through Jean’s
-mind. They turned into quagmires of yellow mud, and where the frost did
-take a notion to steal away, the road usually caved in gracefully after
-the first spring rains. Along the end of April after everybody had
-complained, Tucker Hicks, the road committeeman, would bestir himself
-leisurely and patch up the worst places. No power in Gilead had ever
-been able to rouse Tucker to action before the worst was over.
-
-“Mother’d dearly love to have you come,” she said. “The only thing we
-miss up there is the friendship of the Cove neighbors. If you wouldn’t
-mind the roads, I know you’d enjoy it, but they are awful in the spring.
-But nobody seems to mind a bit. One day down at the station in Nantic I
-heard two old farmers talking, and one said the mud up his way was clear
-up to the wheel hubs. ‘Sho,’ said the other. ‘Up in Gilead, the wheels
-go all the way down in some places.’ Just as if they were proud of it.”
-
-Mrs. Everden shook her head slowly, and looked at her sister.
-
-“I can’t even imagine Bess Robbins living in such a forsaken place.”
-
-“Oh, but it isn’t forsaken,” protested Jean loyally. “And Mother really
-enjoys it because it’s made Father nearly well.”
-
-“And there’s no society at all up there?”
-
-“Well, no, not exactly,” laughed Jean, shaking her head, “but there are
-lots of human beings.”
-
-“I could never endure it in this world.”
-
-Jean thought privately that there are many things one has to learn to
-endure whether or no, and someway, just that little talk made her feel a
-wonderful love and loyalty towards the Motherbird holding her home
-together up in the hills.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
- THE CALL HOME
-
-
-The second evening Aunt Win took them down to a Red Cross Bazaar at her
-club rooms. Jean enjoyed it in a way, although after the open air life
-and the quiet up home, overcrowded, steam-heated rooms oppressed her.
-She listened to a famous tenor sing something very fiery in French, and
-heard a blind Scotch soldier tell simply of the comfort the Red Cross
-supplies had brought to the little wayside makeshift hospital he had
-been taken to, an old mill inhabited only by owls and martins until the
-soldiers had come to it. Then a tiny little girl in pink had danced and
-the blind soldier put her on his shoulder afterwards while she held out
-his cap. It was filled with green bills, Jean saw, as they passed.
-
-Then a young American artist, her face aglow with enthusiasm, stood on
-the platform with two little French orphans, a boy and girl. And she
-told of how the girl students had been the first to start the godmother
-movement, to mother these waifs of war.
-
-“Wonderful, isn’t it, the work we’re doing?” said Aunt Win briskly, when
-it was over and they were in her limousine, bound uptown. “Doesn’t it
-inspire you, Jean?”
-
-“Not one single bit,” Jean replied fervently. “I think war is awful, and
-I don’t believe in it. Up home we’ve made a truce not to argue about it,
-because none of us agree at all.”
-
-“Well, child, I don’t believe in it either, but if the boys will get
-into these fights, it always has fallen to us women and always will, to
-bind up the wounds and patch them up the best we can. They’re a
-troublesome lot, but we couldn’t get along without them as I tell Mr.
-Everden.”
-
-“That sounds just like Cousin Roxy,” Jean said, and then she had to tell
-all about who Cousin Roxy was, and her philosophy and good cheer that
-had spread out over Gilead land from Maple Lawn.
-
-Better than the bazaar, she had liked the little supper at the Valleé’s
-studio. Mrs. Crane had found a costume for her to wear, a white silk
-mandarin coat with an under petticoat of heavy peach blossom embroidery,
-and Bab had fixed her dark hair in quaint Manchu style with two big
-white chrysanthemums, one over each ear. Bab was a Breton fisher girl in
-a dark blue skirt and heavy linen smock, with a scarlet cap on her head,
-and her blonde hair in two long heavy plaits.
-
-The studio was in the West Forties, over near Third Avenue. The lower
-floor had been a garage, but the Valleé’s took possession of it, and it
-looked like some old Florentine hall in dark oak, with dull red velvet
-tapestry rugs and hangings. A tall, thin boy squatted comfortably on top
-of a chest across one corner, and played a Hawaiian ukulele. It was the
-first time Jean had heard such music, and it made her vaguely homesick.
-
-“It always finds the place in your heart that hurts and wakes it up,”
-Bab told her. “That’s Piper Pearson playing. You remember the Pearsons
-at the Cove, Talbot and the rest? We call him Piper because he’s always
-our maker of sounds when anything’s doing.”
-
-Piper stopped twanging long enough to shake hands and smile.
-
-“Coming down to the Cove?”
-
-“I don’t think so, not this time,” Jean said, regretfully. She would
-have loved a visit back at the old home, and still it might only have
-made her dissatisfied. As Kit said, “Beware of the fleshpots of Egypt
-when one is living on corn bread and Indian pudding.”
-
-Marion Valleé remembered her at once, and had the girls help make
-sandwiches behind a tall screen. Rye bread sliced very thin, and
-buttered with sweet butter, then devilled crabmeat spread between. That
-was Bab’s task. Jean found herself facing a Japanese bowl of cream
-cheese, bottle of pimentoes and some chopped walnuts.
-
-Later there was dancing, Jean’s first dance in a year, and Mrs. Crane
-smiled at her approvingly when she finished and came to her side.
-
-“It’s good to watch you enjoy yourself. Jean, I want you to meet the
-youngest of the boys here tonight. He’s come all the way east from the
-Golden Gate to show us real enthusiasm.”
-
-Jean found herself shaking hands with a little white haired gentleman
-who beamed at her cheerfully, and proceeded to tell her all about his
-new picture, the Golden Gate at night.
-
-“Just at moonrise, you know, with the reflections of the signal lights
-on ships in the water and the moon shimmer faintly rising. I have great
-hopes for it. And I’ve always wanted to come to New York, always, ever
-since I was a boy.”
-
-“He’s eighty-three,” Mrs. Crane found a chance to whisper. “Think of him
-adventuring forth with his masterpiece and the fire of youth in his
-heart.”
-
-A young Indian princess from the Cherokee Nation stood in the firelight
-glow, dressed in ceremonial garb, and recited some strange folk poem of
-her people, about the “Trail of Tears,” that path trod by the Cherokees
-when they were driven forth from their homes in Georgia to the new
-country in the Osage Mountains. Jean leaned forward, listening to the
-words, they came so beautifully from her grave young lips, and last of
-all the broken treaty, after the lands had been given in perpetuity,
-“while the grass grows and the waters flow.”
-
-“Isn’t she a darling?” Bab said under her breath. “She’s a college girl
-too. I love to watch her eyes glow when she recites that poem. You know,
-Jean, you can smother it under all you like, not you, of course, but we
-Americans, still the Indian is the real thing after all. Mother Columbia
-has spanked him and put him in a corner and told him to behave, but he’s
-perfectly right.”
-
-Jean laughed contentedly. In her other ear somebody else was telling her
-the Princess was one fourth Cherokee and the rest Scotch. But it all
-stimulated and interested her. As Kit would have said, there was
-something new doing every minute down here. The long weeks of monotony
-in Gilead faded away. Nearly every day after class Mrs. Everden took the
-girls out for a spin through the Park in her car, and twice they went
-home with her for tea in her apartment on Central Park South. It was all
-done in soft browns and ivories, and Uncle Frank was in brown and ivory
-too, a slender soldierly gentleman with ivory complexion and brown hair
-just touched with gray. He said very little, Jean noticed, but listened
-contentedly to his wife chat on any subject in her vivacious way.
-
-“I trust your father is surely recovering up there,” he said once, as
-Jean happened to stand beside him near a window, looking down at the
-black swans preening themselves on a tiny island below. “I often think
-how much better it would be if we old chaps would take a playtime now
-and then instead of waiting until we’re laid up for repairs. Jerry was
-like I am, always too busy for a vacation. But he had a family to work
-for, and Mrs. Everden and I are alone. I’d like mighty well to see him.
-What could I send him that he’d enjoy?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know,” Jean thought anxiously. “I think he loves to read
-now, more than anything, and he was saying just before I left he wished
-he had some new books, books that show the current thought of the day,
-you know what I mean, Mr. Everden. I meant to take him up a few, but I
-wasn’t sure which ones he would like.”
-
-“Let me send him up a box of them,” Mr. Everden’s eyes twinkled. “I’ll
-wake him up. And tell him for me not to stagnate up there. Rest and get
-well, but come back where he belongs. There comes a point after a man
-breaks down from overwork, when he craves to get back to that same work,
-and it’s the best tonic you can give him, to let him feel and know he’s
-got his grip back and is standing firmly again. I’ll send the books.”
-
-Sunday Bab planned for them to go to service down at the Church of the
-Ascension on lower Fifth Avenue, but Mrs. Crane thought Jean ought to
-hear the Cathedral music, and Aunt Win was to take them in the evening
-to the Russian Church for the wonderful singing there.
-
-Jean felt amused and disturbed too, as she dressed. Up home Cousin Roxy
-said she didn’t have a mite of respect for church tramps, those as were
-forever gadding hither and yon, seeking diversion in the houses of the
-Lord. Still, when she reached the Cathedral, and heard the familiar
-words resound in the great stone interior, she forgot everything in a
-sense of reverence and peace.
-
-After service, Mrs. Crane said she must run into the children’s ward
-across the street at St. Luke’s to see how one of her settlement girls
-was getting along. Bab and Jean stayed down in the wide entrance hall,
-until the latter noticed the little silent chapel up the staircase at
-the back.
-
-“Oh, Bab, could we go in, do you think?” she whispered.
-
-Bab was certain they could, although service was over. They entered the
-chapel, and knelt quietly at the back. It was so different from the
-great cathedral over the way, so silent and shadowy, so filled with the
-message to the inner heart, born of the hospital, “In the midst of life
-ye are in death.”
-
-“That did me more good than the other,” Jean said, as they went
-downstairs to rejoin Mrs. Crane. “I’m sure worship should be silent,
-without much noise at all. Up home the little church is so small and
-sort of holy. You just have that feeling when you go in, and still it’s
-very plain and poorly furnished, and we haven’t a vested choir. The
-girls sing, and Cousin Roxy plays the organ.”
-
-Bab sighed.
-
-“Jean, you’re getting acclimated up there. I can see the signs. Even now
-your heart’s turning back home. Never mind. We’ll listen to Aunt Win’s
-Russian choir tonight, and that shall suffice.”
-
-In the afternoon, some friends came in for tea, and Jean found her
-old-time favorite teacher, Daddy Higginson, as all the girls called him
-at the school. He was about seventy, but erect and quick of step as any
-of the boys; smooth shaven, with iron gray hair, close cut and curly,
-and keen, whimsical brown eyes. He was really splendid looking, she
-thought.
-
-“You know, Jeanie,” he began, slipping comfortably down a trifle in his
-easy chair, as Bab handed him a third cup of tea, “you’re looking fine.
-How’s the work coming along up there in your hill country? Doing
-anything?”
-
-Jean flushed slightly.
-
-“Nothing in earnest, Mr. Higginson. I rather gave up even the hope of
-going on with it, after we went away.”
-
-“You couldn’t give it up if it is in you,” he answered. “That’s one of
-the charms and blessings of the divine fire. If it ever does start a
-blaze in your soul’s shrine, it can never be put out. They can smother
-it down, and stamp on it, and cover it up with ashes of dead hopes, all
-that, but sure as anything, once the mind is relaxed and at peace with
-itself, the fire will burn again. You’re going back, I hear from Bab.”
-
-Jean nodded.
-
-“I’m the eldest, and the others are all in school. I’m needed.”
-
-He smiled, looking down at the fire Justine had prepared for them on the
-wide hearth.
-
-“That’s all right. Anything that tempers character while you’re young,
-is good for the whole system. I was born out west in Kansas, way back in
-pioneer days. I used to ride cattle for my father when I was only about
-ten. And, Lord Almighty, those nights on the plains taught my heart the
-song of life. I wouldn’t take back one single hour of them. We lived in
-a little dugout cabin, two rooms, that’s all, and my mother came of a
-fine old colonial family out of Colebrook, in your state. She made the
-trip with my father and two of us boys, Ned and myself. I can just
-remember walking ahead of the big wagon with my father, chopping down
-underbrush and trees for us to get through.”
-
-“Wasn’t it dangerous?” asked Jean, eagerly.
-
-“Dangerous? No! The Indians we met hadn’t learned yet that the white man
-was an enemy. We were treated well by them. I know after we got settled
-in the little house, baking day, two or three of them would stand
-outside the door, waiting while my mother baked bread, and cake and
-doughnuts and cookies, in New England style, just for all the world like
-a lot of hungry, curious boys, and she always gave them some.”
-
-“Did you draw and paint them?”
-
-He laughed, a round, hearty laugh that made Mrs. Crane smile over at
-them.
-
-“Never touched a brush until after I was thirty. I loved color and could
-see it. I knew that shadows were purple or blue, and I used to squint
-one eye to get the tint of the earth after we’d ploughed, dull rusty red
-like old wounds, it was. First sketch I ever drew was one of my sister
-Polly. She stood on the edge of a gully hunting some stray turkeys. I’ve
-got the painting I made later from that sketch. It was exhibited too,
-called ‘Sundown.’”
-
-“Oh, I saw it,” Jean exclaimed. “The land is all in deep blues and
-hyacinth tones and the sky is amber and the queerest green, and her
-skirt is just a dash of red.”
-
-“That’s what she always made me think of, a dash of red. The red that
-shows under an oriole’s wing when he flies. She was seventeen then.
-About your age, isn’t that, Jeanie?”
-
-He glanced at her sideways. Jean nodded.
-
-“I thought so, although she looked younger with her hair all down her
-back, and short dresses on.”
-
-“I—I hope she didn’t die,” said Jean, anxiously.
-
-“Die? Bless your heart,” he laughed again. “She’s living up in
-Colebrook. Went back over the old trail her mother had travelled, but in
-a Pullman car, and married in the old home town. Pioneer people live to
-be pretty old. Just think, girlie, in your autumn of life, there won’t
-be any of us old timers left who can remember what a dugout looked like
-or a pioneer ox cart.”
-
-“It must have been wonderful,” Jean said. “Mother’s from the west too,
-you know, only way out west, from California. Her brother has the big
-ranch there now where she was born, but she never knew any hardships at
-all. Everything was comfortable and there was always plenty of money,
-she says, and it never seemed like the real west to us girls, when she’d
-tell of it.”
-
-“Oh, but it is, the real west of the last forty years, as it is grown up
-to success and prosperity. Ned lives out there still, runs for the State
-Legislature now and then, keeps a couple of automobiles, and his girls
-can tell you all that’s going on in the world just as easily as they can
-bake and keep house if they have to. If I keep you here talking any
-longer to an old fellow like myself, the boys won’t be responsible for
-their action. You’re a novelty, you know, Piper’s glaring at me.”
-
-He rose leisurely, and went over beside Aunt Win’s chair, and Piper
-Pearson hurried to take his place.
-
-“I thought he’d keep you talking here all night. And you sat there
-drinking it all in as if you liked it.”
-
-“I did,” said Jean, flatly. “I loved it. I haven’t been here at all.
-I’ve been way out on the Kansas prairie.”
-
-“Stuff,” said Piper calmly. “Say, got any good dogs up at your place?”
-
-“No, why?” Jean looked at him with sudden curiosity.
-
-“Nothing, only you remember when you were moving from the Cove, Doris
-sold me her Boston bull pup Jiggers?”
-
-“Oh, I know all about it.” As if she could ever forget how they had all
-felt when Doris parted with her dearest treasure and brought the ten
-dollars in to add to the family fund.
-
-“We’ve got some dandy puppies. I was wondering whether you’d take one
-home to Doris from me if I brought it in.”
-
-“I’d love to,” said Jean, her face aglow. It was just like a boy to
-think of that, and how Doris would love it, one of Jiggers’ own family.
-“I think we’ll call it Piper, if you don’t mind.”
-
-Piper didn’t mind in the least. In fact, he felt it would be a sign of
-remembrance, he said. And he would bring in the puppy as soon as Jean
-was ready to go home.
-
-“But you needn’t hurry her,” Bab warned, coming to sit with them. “She’s
-only been down a week, and I’m hoping if I can just stretch it along
-rather unconsciously, she’ll stay right through the term, the way she
-should.”
-
-Jean felt almost guilty, as her own heart echoed the wish. How she would
-study, if only it could happen. Yet there came the tug of homesickness
-too, along the end of the second week. Perhaps it was Kit’s letter that
-did it, telling how the house was at sixes and sevens without her, and
-Mother had to be in fifty places at once.
-
-Jean had to laugh over that part though, for Kit was noted for her
-ability to attend to exactly one thing at a time.
-
-“Now, Shad, I can’t attend to more than one thing at a time, you know.”
-
-“Can’t you?” Shad had responded, meditatively. “Miss Roxy can tend to
-sixty-nine and a half things at the same time with her eyes shut and one
-hand tied.”
-
-Then suddenly, out of the blue sky came the bolt. It was a telegram
-signed “Mother.”
-
-“Come at once. Am leaving for California.”
-
-Jean never stopped to think twice. It was the call to duty, and she
-caught the noon train back to Gilead Center.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
- SEEKING HER GOAL
-
-
-All the way up on the train Jean kept thinking about Daddy Higginson’s
-last words when he had held her hand at parting.
-
-“This isn’t my thought, Jeanie, but it’s a good one even if Nietzsche
-did write it. As I used to tell you in class about Pope and Socrates and
-all the other warped geniuses, think of a man’s physical suffering
-before you condemn what he has written. Carlyle might have been our best
-optimist if he’d only discovered pepsin tablets, and lost his dyspepsia.
-Here it is, and I want you to remember it, for it goes with arrows of
-longing. The formula for happiness: ‘A yea, a nay, a straight line, a
-goal.’”
-
-It sounded simple enough. Jean felt all keyed up to new endeavor from
-it, with a long look ahead at her goal, and patience to wait for it. She
-felt she could undertake anything, even the care of the house during her
-mother’s absence, and that was probably what lay behind the telegram.
-
-When Kit met her at the station, she gave her an odd look after she had
-kissed her.
-
-“Lordy, but you do look Joan of Arc-ish, Jean. You’d better not be lofty
-up home. Everything’s at sixes and sevens.”
-
-“I’m not a bit Joan of Arc-ish,” retorted Jean, with a flash of true
-Robbins spirit. “What’s the trouble?”
-
-Kit gathered up the reins from Princess’s glossy back, and started her
-up the hill. Mr. Briggs had somehow been evaded this time. There was a
-good coating of snow on the ground and the pines looked weighed down by
-it, all silver white in the sunshine, and green beneath.
-
-“Nothing much, except that—what on earth have you got in the bag,
-Jean?”
-
-Jean had forgotten all about the puppy. Piper had kept his word and met
-her at the train with Jiggers’ son, a sleepy, diminutive Boston bull pup
-all curled up comfortably in a wicker basket with little windows, and a
-cosy nest inside. He had started to show signs of personal interest,
-scratching and whining as soon as Jean had set the bag down at her feet
-in the carriage.
-
-“It’s for Doris. Talbot Pearson sent it up to her to remember Jiggers
-by.”
-
-“Jiggers?”
-
-“It’s Jiggers’ baby,” said Jean solemnly. “Looks just like him, too. His
-name is Piper. Won’t she love him, Kit?”
-
-“I suppose so,” said Kit somewhat ungraciously. “I haven’t room for one
-bit of sentiment after the last few days. You’ve been having a round of
-joy and you’re all rested up, but if you’d been here, well . . .”
-eloquently. “First of all there came a letter from Benita Ranch. Uncle
-Hal’s not expected to live and they’ve sent for Mother. Seems to me as
-if everyone sends for Mother when anything’s the matter.”
-
-“But Father isn’t going way out there too, is he?”
-
-“Yes. They’ve wired money for both of them to go, and stay for a month
-anyway, and Cousin Roxy says it’s the right thing to do. She’s going to
-send Mrs. Gorham, the Judge’s housekeeper, to look after us. Now, Jean,
-don’t put up any hurdles to jump over because it’s bad enough as it is,
-and Mother feels terribly. She’d never have gone if Cousin Roxy hadn’t
-bolstered up her courage, but they say the trip will do Father a world
-of good and he’ll miss the worst part of the winter, and after all,
-we’re not babies.”
-
-Jean was silent. It seemed as if the muscles in her throat had all
-tightened up and she could not say one word. They must do what was best,
-she knew that. It had been driven into her head for a year past, that
-always trying to do what was best, but still it did seem as if
-California were too far away for such a separation. The year before,
-when it had been necessary to take Mr. Robbins down to Florida, it had
-not seemed so hard, because at Shady Cove they were well acquainted, and
-surrounded by neighbors, but here—she looked out over the bleak, wintry
-landscape and shivered. It had been beautiful through the summer and
-fall, but now it was barren and cheerless. The memory of Bab’s cosy
-studio apartment came back to her, and a quick sense of rebellion
-followed against the fate that had cast them all up there in the circle
-of those hills.
-
-“You brace up now, Jean, and stop looking as if you could chew tacks,”
-Kit exclaimed, encouragingly. “We all feel badly enough and we’ve got to
-make the best of it, and help Mother.”
-
-The next few days were filled with preparations for the journey. Cousin
-Roxy came down and took command, laughing them out of their gloom, and
-making the Motherbird feel all would be well.
-
-“Laviny don’t hustle pretty much,” she said, speaking of old Mrs.
-Gorham, who had been the Judge’s housekeeper for years. “But she’s sure
-and steady and a good cook, and I’ll drive over every few days to see
-things are going along as they should, and there’s the telephone too.
-Bless my heart, if these big, healthy girls can’t look after themselves
-for a month, they must be poor spindling specimens of womanhood. I tell
-you, Betty, it’s trials that temper the soul and body. You trot right
-along and have a second honeymoon in the land of flowers. And if it’s
-the Lord’s will your brother should be taken, don’t rebel and pine. I
-always wished we had the same outlook as Bunyan did from his prison cell
-when he wrote of the vision on Jordan’s bank, when those left on this
-side sang and glorified God if one was taken home. Remember what Paul
-said, ‘For ye are not as those who have no hope.’ Jean, put in your
-mother’s summer parasol. She’s going to need it.”
-
-Shad drove them down to the station in a snowstorm. Jean stood in the
-doorway with Cousin Roxy and Mrs. Gorham, waving until they passed the
-turn of the road at the mill. The other girls were at school, and the
-house seemed fearfully lonely to her as she turned back and fastened the
-storm doors.
-
-“Now,” Cousin Roxy said briskly, drawing on her thick knit woolen
-driving gloves, “I’m going along myself, and do you stand up straight,
-Jean Robbins, and take your mother’s place.” She mitigated the seeming
-severity of the charge by a sound kiss and a pat on the shoulder. “I
-brought a ham down for you chicks, one of the Judge’s prize hickory home
-smoked ones, and there’s plenty in the cellar and the preserve closet.
-You’d better let Laviny go along her own gait. She always seems to make
-out better that way. Just you have an oversight on the girls and keep up
-the good cheer in the house. Pile on the logs and shut out the cold.
-While they’re away, if I were you I’d close up the big front parlor, and
-move the piano out into the living-room where you’ll get some good of
-it. Goodbye for now. Tell Laviny not to forget to set some sponge right
-away. I noticed you were out of bread.”
-
-Ella Lou took the wintry road with zest, the steam clouding her
-nostrils, as she shook her head with a snort, and breasted the hill
-road. Jean breathed a sigh as the familiar carriage disappeared over the
-brow of the hill. Out in the dining-room, Mrs. Gorham was moving
-placidly about as if she had always belonged there, humming to herself
-an old time song.
-
-“When the mists have rolled in splendor, from the beauty of the hills,
-And the sunshine warm and tender, falls in kisses on the rills,
-We may read love’s shining letter, in the rainbow of the spray,
-We shall know each other better, when the mists have cleared away.”
-
-When Shad returned from the station, he came into the kitchen with a
-load of wood on his arm, stamping his feet, and whistling.
-
-“Seen anything of Joe?” he asked. “I ain’t laid eyes on the little
-creature since breakfast, and he was going to chop up my kindling for
-me. I’ll bet a cookie he’s took to his heels. He’s been acting funny for
-several days ever since that peddler went along here.”
-
-“Oh, not really, Shad,” said Jean, anxiously. She had overlooked Joe
-completely in the hurry of preparations for departure. “What could
-happen to him?”
-
-“Nothing special,” answered Shad dryly, “’cepting an ingrowing dislike
-for work.”
-
-“You can’t expect a little fellow only nine to work very hard, can you?”
-
-“Well, he should earn his board and keep, I’ve been telling him. And he
-don’t want to go to school, he says. He’s got to do something. He keeps
-asking me when I’m going down to Nantic. Looks suspicious to me!”
-
-“Nantic? Do you suppose—” Jean stopped short. Shad failed to notice her
-hesitancy, but went on out doors. Perhaps the boy was wondering if he
-could get any trace of his father down at Nantic, she thought. There was
-a great deal of the Motherbird’s nature in her eldest robin’s sympathy
-and swift, sure understanding of another’s need. She kept an eye out for
-Joe all day, but the afternoon passed, the girls came home from school,
-and supper was on the table without any sign of their Christmas waif.
-And finally, when Shad came in from bedding down the cows and milking,
-he said he was pretty sure Joe had cut and run away.
-
-“Do you think it’s because he didn’t want to stay with us while Mother
-and Father were away?” asked Helen.
-
-“No, I don’t,” Shad replied. “I think he’s just a little tramp, and he
-had to take to the road when the call came to him. He wasn’t satisfied
-with a good warm bed and plenty to eat.”
-
-But Jean felt the responsibility of Joe’s loss, and set a lamp burning
-all night in the sitting room window as a sign to light his way back
-home. It was such a long walk down through the snow to Nantic, and when
-he got there, Mr. Briggs would be sure to see him, and make trouble for
-him. And perhaps he had wandered out into the hills on a regular tramp
-and got lost. Just before she went up to bed Jean called up Cousin Roxy
-and asked her advice.
-
-“Well, child, I’d go to bed tonight anyway. He couldn’t have strayed
-away far, and there are plenty of lights in the farmhouse windows to
-guide him. I saw him sitting on the edge of the woodpile just when your
-mother was getting ready to leave, and then he slipped away. I wouldn’t
-worry over him. It isn’t a cold night, and the snow fall is light. If he
-has run off, there’s lots of barns where he can curl down under the hay
-and keep warm. When the Judge drives down to Nantic tomorrow I’ll have
-him inquire.”
-
-But neither tomorrow, nor the day after, did any news come to them of
-Joe. Mr. Briggs was sure he hadn’t been around the station or the
-freight trains. Saturday Kit and Doris drove around through the wood
-roads, looking for footprints or some other signs of him, and Jean
-telephoned to all the points she could think of, giving a description of
-him, and asking them to send the wanderer back if they found him. But
-the days passed, and it looked as if Joe had joined the army of the
-great departed, as Cousin Roxy said.
-
-Before the first letter reached them from California, telling of the
-safe arrival at Benita Ranch of Mr. and Mrs. Robbins, winter decided to
-come and stay a while. There came a morning when Shad had hard work
-opening the storm door of the kitchen, banked as it was with snow.
-Inside, from the upper story windows, the girls looked out, and found
-even the stone walls and rail fences covered over with the great mantle
-that had fallen steadily and silently through the night. There was
-something majestically beautiful in the sweep of the valley and its
-encircling hills, seen in this garb.
-
-“You’ll never get to school today, girls,” Mrs. Gorham declared.
-“Couldn’t get through them drifts for love nor money. ’Twouldn’t be
-human, nuther, to take any horse out in such weather. Like enough the
-mailman won’t pull through. Looks real pretty, don’t it?”
-
-“And, just think, Mother and Father are in summerland,” Helen said,
-standing with her arm around Jean at the south window. “I wish winter
-wouldn’t come. I’m going to follow summer all around the world some time
-when I’m rich.”
-
-“Helenita always looks forward to that happy day when the princess shall
-come into her own,” Kit sang out, gleefully. “Meantime, ladies, I want
-to be the first to tell the joyous tidings. The pump’s frozen up.”
-
-“Shad’ll have to take a bucket and go down to the spring then, and break
-through the ice,” Mrs. Gorham said, comfortably. “After you’ve lived up
-here all your life, you don’t mind such little things. It’s natural for
-a pump to freeze up this sort of weather.”
-
-“You know,” Kit said darkly to Jean, a few minutes later, in the safety
-of the sitting room, “I’m not sure whether I want to be an optimist or
-not. I think sometimes they’re perfectly deadly, don’t you, Jean? I left
-my window open at the bottom last night instead of the top, and this
-morning, my dear child, there was snow on my pillow. Yes, ma’am, and
-when I told that to Mrs. Gorham, she told me it was good and healthy for
-me, and I ought to have rubbed some on my face. Let’s pile in a lot of
-wood and get it nice and toasty if we do have to stay in today. Who’s
-Shad calling to?”
-
-Outside they heard Shad’s full toned voice hailing somebody out in the
-drifts, and presently Piney came to the door stamping her feet. She wore
-a pair of Honey’s old “felts,” the high winter boots of the men folks of
-Gilead, and was muffled to her eyebrows.
-
-“I walked over this far anyway,” she said happily. “Couldn’t get through
-with the horse. I wondered if we couldn’t get down to the mill, and
-borrow Mr. Peckham’s heavy wood sled, and try to go to school on that.”
-
-“We can’t break through the roads,” objected Doris.
-
-“They’re working on them now. Didn’t you hear the hunters come up in the
-night? The barking of the dogs wakened us, and Mother said there were
-four big teams going up to the camp.”
-
-Just then the door opened and Shad came in with the morning’s milk, his
-face aglow, his breath steaming.
-
-“Well, it does beat all,” he exclaimed, taking off his mittens and
-slapping his hands together. “What do you suppose? It was dark last
-night and snowing when I drove the cows up from the barnyard. They was
-all huddled together like, and I didn’t notice them. Well, this morning
-I found a deer amongst ’em, fine and dandy as could be, and he ain’t a
-bit scared, neither. Pert and frisky and lying cuddled down in the hay
-just as much at home as could be. Want to come see him? I’ve got a path
-shoveled.”
-
-Out they all trooped to the barn, through the walls of snow. The air was
-still and surprisingly mild. Some Phoebe birds fluttered about the hen
-houses where Shad had dropped some cracked corn, and Jim Dandy, the big
-Rhode Island Red rooster, stood nonchalantly on one foot eyeing the
-landscape as if he would have said,
-
-“Huh, think this a snowfall? You ought to have seen one in my day.”
-
-The barn smelled of closely packed hay and dry clover. Inside it was dim
-and shadowy, and two or three barn cats scooted away from their pans of
-milk at the sight of intruders. Shad led the way back of the cow stall
-to the calf corner, and there, sure enough, shambling awkwardly but
-fearlessly to its feet, was a big brown deer, its wide brown eyes asking
-hospitality, its nose raised inquiringly.
-
-“You dear, you,” cried Doris, holding out her hand. “Oh, if we could
-only tame him; and maybe he’d bring a whole herd down to us.”
-
-“Let’s keep him until the hunters have gone, anyway,” Jean said. “Will
-he stay, Shad?”
-
-“Guess so, if he’s fed, and the storm keeps up. They often come down
-like this when feed’s short, and herd in with the cattle, but this one’s
-a dandy.”
-
-“And the cows don’t seem to mind him one bit.” Doris looked around
-curiously at the three, Buttercup, Lady Goldtip and Brownie. They
-munched their breakfast serenely, just as if it were the most everyday
-occurrence in the world to have this wild brother of the woodland herd
-with them.
-
-“Let’s call up Cousin Roxy and tell her about it,” said Kit. “She’ll
-enjoy it too.”
-
-On the way back to the house they stopped short as the sharp crack of
-rifles sounded up through the silent hills.
-
-“They’re out pretty early,” said Shad, shaking his head. “Them hunter
-fellows just love a morning like this, when every track shows in the
-snow.”
-
-“They’d never come near here,” Doris exclaimed, indignantly. “I’d love
-to see a lot of giant rabbits and squirrels hunting them.”
-
-“Would you, bless your old heart,” laughed Jean, putting her arm around
-the tender hearted youngest of the brood. “Never have any hunting at
-all, would you?”
-
-Doris shook her head.
-
-“Some day there won’t be any,” she said, firmly. “Don’t you know what it
-says in the Bible about, ‘the lion shall lie down with the lamb and
-there shall be no more bloodshed’?”
-
-Shad looked at her with twinkling eyes as he drawled in his slow, Yankee
-fashion,
-
-“Couldn’t we even kill a chicken?”
-
-And Doris, who specially liked wishbones, subsided. Over the telephone
-Cousin Roxy cheered them all up, first telling them the road
-committeeman, Mr. Tucker Hicks, was working his way down with helpers,
-and would get the mailman through even if he was a couple of hours late.
-
-“You folks have a nice hot cup of coffee ready for the men when they
-come along, and I’ll do the same up here, to hearten them up a bit. I’ll
-be down later on; a week from Monday is Lincoln’s birthday, and I
-thought we’d better have a little celebration in the town hall. It’s
-high time we stirred Gilead up a bit. I never could see what good it was
-dozing like a lot of Rip van Winkles over the fires until the first
-bluebird woke you up. I want you girls to all help me out with the
-programme, so brush up your wits.”
-
-“Isn’t that splendid?” exclaimed Kit, radiantly. “Cousin Roxy is really
-a brick, girls. She must have known we were ready to nip each other’s
-heads off up here just from lack of occupation.”
-
-Piney joined in the general laugh, and sat by the table, eyeing the four
-girls rather wistfully.
-
-“You don’t half appreciate the fun of being a large family,” she said.
-“Just think if you were the only girl, and the only boy was way out in
-Saskatoon.”
-
-Jean glanced up, a little slow tinge of color rising in her cheeks. She
-had not thought of Saskatoon or of Honey and Ralph for a long while.
-
-“When do you expect him back, Piney?”
-
-“Along in the summer, I think. Ralph says he is getting along first
-rate.”
-
-“Give him our love,” chirped up Doris.
-
-“Our very best wishes,” corrected Helen in her particular way. But Kit
-said nothing, and Jean did not seem to notice, so the message to the
-West went unchallenged.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
- JEAN MOTHERS THE BROOD
-
-
-Cousin Roxy came down the following day and blocked out her plan for a
-celebration at the Town Hall on Lincoln’s Birthday. The girls had
-pictured the Town Hall when they had first heard of it as a rather
-imposing edifice, imposing at least, for Gilead. But it was really only
-a long, old gray building, one story high, built like a Quaker meeting
-house with two doors in front, carriage houses behind, and huge
-century-old elms overshadowing the driveway leading up to it.
-
-Two tall weather worn posts fronted the main road, whereon at intervals
-were posted notices of town meetings, taxes, and all sorts of “goings on
-and doings,” as Cousin Roxy said. An adventurous woodpecker had pecked
-quite a good sized hole in the side of one post, and here a slip of
-paper would often be tucked with an order to the fishman to call at some
-out of the way farmhouse, or the tea and coffee man from way over near
-East Pomfret.
-
-Next to the Town Hall stood the Methodist Church with its little
-rambling burial ground behind it, straying off down hill until it met a
-fringe of junipers and a cranberry bog. There were not many new
-tombstones, mostly old yellowed marble ones, somewhat one sided, with
-now and then a faded flag stuck in an urn where a Civil War soldier lay
-buried.
-
-“Antietam took the flower of our youth,” Cousin Roxy would say, with old
-tender memories softening the look in her gray eyes as she gazed out
-over the old square plots. “The boys didn’t know what they were facing.
-My mother was left a young widow then. Land alive, do you suppose
-there’d ever be war if women went out to fight each other? I can’t
-imagine any fun or excitement in shooting down my sisters, but men folks
-are different. Give them a cause and they’ll leave plough, home, and
-harrow for a good fight with one another. And when Decoration Day comes
-around, I always want to hang my wreaths around the necks of the old
-fellows who are still with us, Ezry, and Philly Weaver, and old Mr.
-Peckham and the rest. And that reminds me,” here her eyes twinkled. The
-girls always knew a story was coming when they looked that way, brimful
-of mirth. “I just met Philly Weaver hobbling along the road after some
-stray cows, ninety-two years young, and scolding like forty because, as
-he said, ‘That boy, Ezry Hicks, who only carried a drum through the war,
-has dared ask for an increase in pension.’ Ezry must be seventy-four if
-he’s a day, but he’s still a giddy boy drummer to Philly.”
-
-Jean helped plan out the programme. It seemed like old times back at the
-Cove where the girls were always getting up some kind of entertainment
-for the church or their own club. Billy Peckham, who was a big boy over
-at Gayhead school this year, would deliver the Gettysburg speech, and
-the Judge could be relied on to give a good one too. Then Jean hit on a
-plan. Shad was lanky and tall, awkward and overgrown as ever Abe Lincoln
-had been. Watching him out of the dining-room window as he split wood,
-she exclaimed suddenly,
-
-“Why couldn’t we have a series of tableaux on his early life, Cousin
-Roxy. Just look out there at Shad. He’s the image of some of the early
-pictures, and he never gets his hair cut before spring, he says, just
-like the horses. Let’s try him.”
-
-Once they had started, it seemed easy. The first scene could be the
-cabin in the clearing. Jean would be Nancy Lincoln, the young mother,
-seated by the fireplace, teaching her boy his letters from the book at
-her knee.
-
-“Dug Moffat will be right for that,” said Jean happily. “He’s about six.
-Then we must show the boy Lincoln at school. Out in Illinois, that was,
-wasn’t it, Cousin Roxy, where he borrowed some books from the teacher,
-and the rain soaked the covers, so he split his first wood to earn
-them.”
-
-Cousin Roxy promised to hunt up all the necessary historical data in the
-Judge’s library at home, and they went after it in earnest. Freddie
-Herrick, the groceryman’s boy over at the Center, was chosen for Abe at
-this stage, and Kit coaxed Mr. Ricketts, the mailcarrier, to be the
-teacher.
-
-“Go long now,” he exclaimed jocularly, when she first proposed it. “I
-ain’t spoke a piece in public since I was knee high to a grasshopper. I
-used to spout, ‘Woodman, spare that tree.’ Yep. Say it right off smart
-as could be. Then they had me learn ‘Old Ironsides.’ Ever hear that one?
-Begins like this.” He waved one arm oracularly in the air. “‘Aye, tear
-her tattered ensign down, long has it waved on high.’ Once they got me
-started, they couldn’t stop me. No, sirree. Went right ahead and learned
-’em, one after the other. ‘At midnight in his guarded tent, the Turk lay
-dreaming of the hour—’ That was a Jim dandy to roll out. And—and the
-second chapter of Matthew, and Patrick Henry’s speech, and all sorts of
-sech stuff, but I’d be shy as a rabbit if you put me up before everybody
-now.”
-
-Still, he finally consented, when Kit promised him his schoolmaster desk
-could stand with its back half to the audience to spare him from
-embarrassment.
-
-“Oh, it’s coming on splendidly,” she cried to Cousin Roxy, once she was
-sure of Mr. Ricketts. “We’ll have Shad for the young soldier in the
-Black Hawk war, and three of the big boys for Indians. And then, let’s
-see, the courting of Ann Rutledge. Let’s have Piney for Ann. She has
-just that wide-eyed, old daguerreotype look. Give her a round white
-turned down collar and a cameo breast-pin, and she’ll be ideal.”
-
-The preparations went on enthusiastically. Rehearsals were held partly
-at Greenacres, partly over at the Judge’s, and always there were
-refreshments afterwards. Mrs. Gorham and Jean prepared coffee and cocoa,
-with cake, but Cousin Roxy would send Ben down cellar after apples and
-nuts, with a heaping dish of hermits and doughnuts, and tall pitchers of
-creamy milk.
-
-Doris was very much excited over her part. She was to be the little
-sister of the young soldier condemned to death for falling asleep on
-sentinel duty. And she felt it all, too, just as if it was, as Shad
-said, ‘for real.’ Shad was the President in this too, but disguised in a
-long old-fashioned shawl of Cousin Roxy’s and the Judge’s tall hat, and
-a short beard. He stood beside his desk, ready to leave, when Doris came
-in and pleaded for the boy who was to be shot at dawn.
-
-“I know I’m going to cry real tears,” said Doris tragically. “I can’t
-help but feel it all right in here,” pressing her hand to her heart.
-
-“Well, go ahead and cry for pity’s sake,” laughed Cousin Roxy. “All the
-better, child.”
-
-Kit had been chosen for a dialogue between the North and the South.
-Helen, fair haired and winsome, made a charming Southland girl, very
-haughty and indignant, and Kit was a tall, determined young Columbia,
-making peace between her and the North, Sally Peckham.
-
-It was Sally’s first appearance in public, and she was greatly perturbed
-over it. Life down at the mill had run in monotonous channels. It was
-curious to be suddenly taken from it into the limelight of publicity.
-
-“All you have to do, Sally, is let down your glorious hair like
-Rapunzel,” said Kit. “It’s way down below your waist, and crinkles too,
-and it’s like burnished gold.”
-
-“It’s just plain everyday red,” said Sally.
-
-“No, it isn’t, and anyway, if you had read history, you’d know all of
-the great and interesting women had red hair. Cleopatra and Queen
-Elizabeth and Theodora and a lot more. You’re just right for the North
-because you look sturdy and purposeful.”
-
-“You know, Cousin Roxy, I think you ought to be in this too,” said Jean,
-towards the last.
-
-“I am,” responded Cousin Roxy, placidly. “I’m getting up the supper
-afterwards. Out here you always have to give them a supper, or the men
-folks don’t think they’re getting their money’s worth. Sometimes I have
-an oyster supper and sometimes a bean supper, but this time it’s going
-to be a chicken supper. And not all top crust, neither. Plenty of
-chicken and gravy. We’ll charge fifty cents admission. I wish your
-father were here. He’d enjoy it. Heard from them lately?”
-
-Jean nodded, and reached for a letter out of her work-basket on the
-table.
-
-“Uncle Hal’s better, and Mother says—wait, here it is.” She read the
-extract slowly.
-
-“‘Next year Uncle Hal wants one of you girls to come out and visit the
-ranch. I think Kit will enjoy it most.’”
-
-“So she would,” agreed Cousin Roxy. “Don’t say when they expect to start
-for home, does it? Or how your father is?”
-
-“She only says she wishes she had us all out there until spring.”
-
-“Don’t write her anything that’s doleful. Let her stay until she’s
-rested and got enough of the sunshine and flowers. It will do her good.
-We’ll let her stay until the first of March if she likes.” Here Cousin
-Roxy put her arm around Jean’s slender waist and drew her nearer. “And
-then I want you should go up to visit Beth for the spring. She’s
-expecting you. You’ve looked after things real well, child.”
-
-“Oh, but I haven’t,” Jean said quickly. “You don’t know how impatient I
-get with the girls, especially Helen. It’s funny, Cousin Roxy, but Doris
-and I always agree and pal together, even do Helen’s share of the work
-for her, and I think that’s horrid. We’re all together, and Helen’s just
-as capable of helping along as little Doris is.”
-
-“Well, what ails her?” Cousin Roxy’s voice was good natured and
-cheerful. “Found out how pretty she is?”
-
-“She found that out long ago,” Jean answered. “She isn’t an ordinary
-person. She’s the Princess Melisande one day, and Elaine the next. It
-just seems as if she can’t get down to real earth, that’s all, Cousin
-Roxy. She’s always got her nose in a book, and she won’t see things that
-just have to be done. And Kit tells me I’m always finding fault, when I
-know I’m right.”
-
-“Well, well, remember one thing. ‘Speak the truth in love.’ Coax her out
-of it instead of scolding. She’s only thirteen, you know, Jeanie, and
-that’s a trying age. Let her dream awhile. It passes soon enough, this
-‘standing with reluctant feet, where the brook and river meet.’ Remember
-that? And it would be an awfully funny world if we were all cut out with
-the same cookie dip.”
-
-So Helen had a respite from admonishings, and Kit would eye her elder
-sister suspiciously, noticing Jean’s sudden change of tactics. Two of
-Helen’s daily duties were to feed the canary and water the plants in the
-sunny bay window. But half the time it was Kit who did it at the last
-minute before they hurried away to school. Then, too, Jean would notice
-Kit surreptitiously attack Helen’s neglected pile of mending and wade
-though it in her quick, easy-going way, while Helen sat reading by the
-fire. But she said nothing, and Kit grew uneasy.
-
-“I’d much rather you’d splutter and say something, Jean,” she said one
-day. “But you know Helen helps me in her way. I can’t bear to dust and
-she does all of my share on Saturday. She opened up that box of books
-for Father from Mr. Everden, and put them all away in his bookcase in
-just the right order, and she’s been helping me with my French like
-sixty. You know back at the Cove she just simply ate up French from
-Mother’s maid, Bettine, when she was so little she could hardly speak
-English. So it’s give and take with us, and if I’m satisfied, I don’t
-think you ought to mind.”
-
-“I don’t, not any more,” Jean replied, bending over a neglected box of
-oil pastels happily. “You do just as you want to, and I’m awfully sorry
-I was catty about it. I guess the weather up here’s got on my nerves,
-although Cousin Roxy and Jean Robbins have cooked up something between
-them, and that’s why she looks so serene and calm.” She paused in the
-lower hall and looked out of the little top glass in the door. Around
-the bend of the road came Mr. Ricketts’ little white mail cart and old
-white horse with all its daily promise of letters and papers. Kit was
-out of the house, bareheaded, in a minute, running to meet him.
-
-“Got quite a lot this time,” he called to her hopefully. “I couldn’t
-make out all of them, but there’s one right from Californy and I guess
-that’s what you’re looking for.”
-
-Kit laughed and took back the precious load. Magazines from Mrs. Crane,
-and newspapers from the West. Post-cards for Lincoln’s birthday from
-girl friends at the Cove, and one from Piper with a picture of a
-disconsolate Boston bull dog saying, “Nobody loves me.”
-
-Jean opened the California letter first, with the others hanging over
-the back of her chair. It was not long, but Kit led in the cheer of
-thanksgiving over its message.
-
-“We expect to leave here about the 18th, and should be in Gilead a week
-later.”
-
-Doris climbed up on a chair to the calendar next the lamp shelf, and
-counted off the days, drawing a big circle around the day appointed. But
-when they had called up Cousin Roxy and told her, she squelched their
-hopes in the most matter-of-fact way possible.
-
-“All nonsense they coming back here just at the winter break-up. I’ll
-write and tell them to make it the first of March, and even then it’s
-risky, coming right out of a warm climate. I guess you girls can stand
-it another week or two.”
-
-“Well,” said Kit heroically, “what can’t be cured must be endured. Rub
-off that circle around the 18th, Doris, and make it the first of March.
-What’s that about the Ides of March? Wasn’t some old fellow afraid of
-them?”
-
-“Julius Cæsar,” answered Jean.
-
-“No such a thing,” said Kit stoutly. “It was Brutus or else Cassius.
-When they were having their little set-to in the tent. We had it at
-school last week. Girls, let’s immediately cast from us the cares of
-this mortal coil, and make fudge.”
-
-Jean started for the pantry after butter and sugar, but in the
-passageway was a little window looking out at the back of the driveway,
-and she stopped short. Dodging out of sight behind a pile of wood that
-was waiting to be split, was a familiar figure. Without waiting to call
-the girls, she slipped quietly around the house and there, sure enough,
-backed up against the woodshed, his nose fairly blue from the cold, was
-Joe.
-
-“Don’t—don’t let Shad know I’m here,” he said anxiously. “He’ll lick me
-fearfully if he catches me.”
-
-“Oh, Joe,” Jean exclaimed happily. “Come here this minute. Nobody’s
-going to touch you, don’t you know that? Aren’t you hungry?”
-
-Joe nodded mutely. He didn’t look one bit ashamed; just eager and glad
-to be back home. Jean put her arm around him, patting him as her mother
-would have done, and leading him to the kitchen. And down in the barn
-doorway stood Shad, open mouthed and staring.
-
-“Well, I’ll be honswoggled if that little creetur ain’t come back home
-to roost,” he said to himself. In the kitchen Joe was getting thawed out
-and welcomed home. And finally the truth came out.
-
-“I went hunting my dad down around Norwich,” he confessed.
-
-“Did you find him?” cried Doris.
-
-Joe nodded happily.
-
-“Braced him up too. He says he won’t drink any more ‘cause it’ll
-disgrace me. He’s gone to work up there in the lockshop steady. He
-wanted me to stay with him, but as soon as I got him braced up, I came
-back here. You didn’t get my letter, did you? I left it stuck in the
-clock.”
-
-Stuck in the clock? Jean looked up at the old eight-day Seth Thomas on
-the kitchen mantel that they had bought from old Mr. Weaver. It was made
-of black walnut, with green vines painted on it and morning glories
-rambling in wreaths around its borders. She opened the little glass door
-and felt inside. Sure enough, tucked far back, there was Joe’s farewell
-letter, put carefully where nobody would ever think of finding it.
-Written laboriously in pencil it was, and Jean read it aloud.
-
- “Dere folks.
-
- I hered from a pedlar my dad is sick up in norwich. goodby and
- thanks i am coming back sum day.
-
- yurs with luv.
- Joe.”
-
-Joe looked around at them with his old confident smile.
-
-“See?” he said. “I told you I was coming back.”
-
-“And you’re going to stay too,” replied Jean, thankfully. “I’m so glad
-you’re not under the snow, Joe. You’d better run down and get in that
-kindling for Shad.”
-
-This took real pluck, but Joe rose bravely, and went out, and Shad’s
-heart must have thawed a little too, for he came in later whistling and
-said the little skeezicks was doing well.
-
-Jean laughed and sank back in the big red rocker with happy weariness.
-
-“And Bab said this country was monotonous,” she exclaimed. “If anything
-else happens for a day or so, I’m going to find a woodchuck hole and
-crawl into it to rest up.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
- COUSIN ROXY’S “SOCIAL”
-
-
-The night of the entertainment down at the Town Hall finally arrived.
-Doris said it was one of the specially nice things about Gilead, things
-really did happen if you just waited long enough. There was not room
-enough for all the family in the buggy or democrat with only one horse,
-so the Judge sent Ben down to drive Mrs. Gorham over and the two
-youngest. Shad took the rest with Princess. All along the road they met
-teams coming from various side roads, and the occupants sent out
-friendly hails as they passed. It was too dark to recognize faces, but
-Kit seemed to know the voices.
-
-“That’s Sally Peckham and her father,” she said. “And Billy’s on the
-back seat with the boys. I heard him laugh. There’s Abby Tucker and her
-father. I hope her shoes won’t pinch her the way they did at our lawn
-party last year. And Astrid and Ingeborg from the old Ames place on the
-hill. Hello, girls! And that last one is Mr. Ricketts and his family.”
-
-“Goodness, Kit,” Jean cried. “You’re getting to be just like Cousin Roxy
-on family history. I could never remember them all if I lived out here a
-thousand years.”
-
-“‘An I should live a thousand years, I ne’er should forget it,’” chanted
-Kit, gaily. “Oh, I do hope there’ll be music tonight. Cousin Roxy says
-she’s tried to hire some splendid old fellow, Cady Graves. Isn’t that a
-queer name for a fiddler? He’s very peculiar, she says, but he calls out
-wonderfully. He’s got his own burial plot all picked out and his
-tombstone erected with his name and date of birth on it, and all the
-decorations he likes best. Cousin Roxy says it’s square, and on one side
-he’s got his pet cow sculptured with the record of milk it gave, and on
-the other is his own face in bas relief.”
-
-“It’s original anyway,” said Jean. “I suppose there is a lot of
-satisfaction in fixing up your own last resting place the way you want
-it to be.”
-
-“Yes, but after he’d sat for the bas relief, there it was with a full
-beard, and now he’s clean shaven, and Cousin Roxy says if he didn’t get
-the stone cutter over to give the bas relief a shave too.”
-
-Down Huckleberry Hill they drove with all its hollows and bumps and
-“thank-ye-ma’ams.” These were the curved rises where the road ran over a
-hidden culvert. Gilead Center lay in a valley, a scattered lot of white
-houses set back from the road in gardens with the little church, country
-store and Town Hall in the middle of it. The carriage sheds were already
-filled with teams, so the horses were blanketed and left hitched outside
-with a lot of others. Inside, the little hall was filled with people,
-the boys perched up on the windowsills where they could get a good view
-of the long curtained-off platform that was used as a stage.
-
-Cousin Roxy was busy at her end of the room, preparing the supper behind
-a partition, with Mrs. Peckham and Mrs. Gorham to help. Around the two
-great drum stoves clustered the men and older boys, and the Judge seemed
-to loom quite naturally above these as leader. Savory odors came from
-the corner, and stray tuning up sounds from another corner, where Mr.
-Graves sat, the center of an admiring group of youngsters. Flags were
-draped and crossed over doorways and windows, and bunting festooned over
-the top of the stage.
-
-Jean took charge behind the curtain, getting the children ready for
-their different parts in the tableaux. Then she went down to the old
-tinkling, yellow keyed piano and everybody stood up to sing “My Country,
-’Tis of Thee.”
-
-“Land alive, it does grip the heartstrings, doesn’t it?” Cousin Roxy
-exclaimed, once that was over. “I often wish I’d done something in my
-life to give folks a happy holiday every time my birthday came ’round.”
-
-Then the Judge rose and took the platform, so tall that his head just
-missed the red, white and blue bunting overhead. And he spoke of Lincoln
-until it seemed as if even the smallest children in the front rows must
-have seen and known him too. Jean and Kit always enjoyed one of the
-Judge’s speeches, not so much for what he said, as for the pleasure of
-watching Cousin Roxy’s face. She sat on the end of a seat towards the
-back now, all in her favorite gray silk, her spectacles half way down
-her nose, her face upraised and smiling as she watched her sweetheart
-deliver his speech.
-
-“When you look at her you know what it means in the Bible by people’s
-faces shining, don’t you?” whispered Kit, as the Judge finished in a
-pounding applause in which hands, feet and chair legs all played their
-part.
-
-Next came the tableaux amid much excitement both before the curtain and
-behind. First of all the curtain was an erratic and whimsical affair,
-not to be relied on with a one-man power, so two of the older boys
-volunteered to stand at either end and assist it to rise and fall at the
-proper time in case it should fail to respond to the efforts of the
-official curtain raiser, Freddie Herrick. But Fred’s mind was on the
-next ten minutes when he was to portray the twelve-year-old schoolboy
-Abe, and the crank failed to work, so the curtain went up with the
-pulley lines instead, and showed the interior of the little cabin with
-Dug Moffat industriously learning to read at Jean’s knee. And a very
-fair, young Nancy she made too, with her dark hair arranged by Cousin
-Roxy in puffs over her ears, and the plain stuff gown with its white
-kerchief crossed in front. On the wall were stretched ’possum and
-squirrel pelts, and an old spinning wheel stood beside the fireplace.
-
-“You looked dear, Jean,” Helen whispered when the curtain fell. “Your
-eyes were just like Mother’s. Is my hair all right?”
-
-Jean gave it a few last touches, and then hurried to help with the music
-that went in between the scenes. The school room scene was a great
-success. Benches and an old desk made a good showing, with some old maps
-hung around, and a resurrected ancient globe of the Judge’s.
-
-Mr. Ricketts appeared in all his glory, with stock, skirted coat, and
-tight trousers. And Fred, lean and lanky, his black forelock dangling
-over his eyes as he bent over his books, made a dandy schoolboy Lincoln.
-So they went on, each picture showing some phase in the life of the
-Liberator. But the hit of the evening was Doris pleading for the life of
-her sentinel brother. She had said she would surely cry real tears, and
-she did. Kneeling beside the tall figure of the President, her little
-old red fringed shawl around her, she did look so woe begone and
-pathetic that Cousin Roxy said softly,
-
-“Land sakes, how the child does take it to heart.”
-
-Last of all came the tableau of the North and South being reunited by
-Columbia, and Kit looked very stern and judicial as she joined their
-reluctant hands, and gave the South back her red, white and blue banner.
-
-It was all surprisingly good considering how few things they had had to
-do with in the way of properties and scenery, but Cousin Roxy sprang a
-last surprise before the dancing began. Up on the platform walked three
-old men, Philly Weaver first, in his veteran suit, old Grandpa Bide
-Tucker, Abby’s grandfather, and Ezra Hicks, the “boy” of seventy. Solemn
-faced and self conscious they took their places, and there was the old
-Gilead fife and drum corps back again.
-
-“Oh, bless their dear old hearts,” cried Kit, her eyes filled with
-sudden tears as the old hands coaxed out “The Girl I Left Behind Me.”
-
-There was hardly a dry eye in the Town Hall by the time the trio had
-finished their medley of war tunes. Many were there who could remember
-far back when the little village band of boys in blue had marched away
-with that same trio at its head, young Bide and Ezra at the drums, and
-Philly at the fife. When it was over and the stoop-shouldered old
-fellows went back to their benches, Cousin Roxy whispered to the Judge,
-and he rose.
-
-“Just one word more, friends and neighbors,” he said. “Mrs. Ellis
-reminds me. A chicken dinner will be served after the dancing.”
-
-The floor was cleared for dancing now, and Cady Graves took command. No
-words could quite do justice to Cady’s manner at this point. He was
-about sixty-four, a short, slender, active little man, with a perpetual
-smile on his clean shaven face, and a rolling cadence to his voice that
-was really thrilling, Helen said.
-
-It was the girls’ first experience at a country dance. They sat around
-Cousin Roxy watching the preparations, but not for long. Even Doris
-found herself with Fred filling in to make up a set. When the floor was
-full Cady walked around like a ringmaster, critically surveying them,
-and finally, toe up, heel down hard ready to tap, fiddle and bow poised,
-he gave the word of command.
-
-“Sa-lute your partners!”
-
-Jean thought she knew how to dance a plain quadrille before that night,
-but by the time Cady had finished his last ringing call, she was reduced
-to a laughing automaton, swung at will by her partner, tall young Andy
-Gallup, the doctor’s son. Cady never remained on the platform. He
-strolled back and forth among the couples, sometimes dancing himself
-where he found them slowing down, singing his “calling out” melodiously,
-quaintly, throwing in all manner of interpolated suggestions, smiling at
-them all like some old-time master of the revels.
-
-“Cousin Roxy, do you know he’s wonderful,” said Kit, sitting down and
-fanning herself vigorously.
-
-“Who? Cady?” Cousin Roxy laughed heartily. She had stepped off with the
-Judge just as lightly as the girls. “Well, he has got a way with him,
-hasn’t he? Cady’s more than a person up here. He’s an institution. I
-like to think when he passes over the Lord will find a pleasant place
-for him, he has given so much real happiness to everyone.”
-
-Last of all came the chicken supper, served at long tables around the
-sides of the hall. All of the girls were pressed into service as
-waitresses, with Cousin Roxy presiding over the feast like a beaming
-spirit of plenty.
-
-“Land, do have some more, Mis’ Ricketts,” she would say, bustling around
-behind the guests. “Just a mite of white meat, plenty of it. Mr. Weaver,
-do have some more gravy. I shall think I missed making it right if you
-don’t. There’s a nice drumstick, Dug.”
-
-“Had two already, Mis’ Ellis,” Dug piped up honestly.
-
-“Well, they’re good for you. Eat two more and maybe you’ll run like a
-squirrel, who knows,” laughed Cousin Roxy.
-
-“Kit,” Helen said once, as they rested a moment near the little kitchen
-corner, “what a good time we’re having, and think of the difference
-between this and an entertainment at home. Why is it?”
-
-“Cousin Roxy,” answered Kit promptly. “Put her down there and she’d
-bring people together and make them have a good time just as she does
-here. Doesn’t Jean look pretty tonight? I don’t believe in praising the
-family, of course, far be it from me,” she laughed, her eyes watching
-Jean. “But I think my elder sister in her Nancy get-up looks perfectly
-dear. She’s growing up, Helenita.”
-
-Helen nodded her head in the old wise fashion she had, studying Jean’s
-appearance judicially.
-
-“Well, I don’t think she’ll ever be really beautiful,” she said, gently,
-“but she’s got a wonderful way with her like Mother. I heard Cousin Beth
-tell Father she had charm. What is charm, Kit?”
-
-“Charm?” repeated Kit, thoughtfully. “I don’t know exactly. But Jean and
-Mother and Doris have it, and you and I, Helenita, have only our looks.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
- CYNTHY’S NEIGHBORS
-
-
-After the entertainment there followed a siege of cold weather that
-pretty well “froze up everybody,” as Shad said. A still coldness without
-wind settled over the hills. No horses could stand up on the icy roads.
-Mr. Ricketts was held up with the mail cart for three days, and when the
-road committee started out to remedy matters, they got as far as Judge
-Ellis’s and turned back. None of the girls could get to school, so they
-made the best of it. Even the telephone refused to respond to calls. On
-the fourth day Mr. Peckham managed to break through the roads with his
-big wood sled, and riding on it was Sally muffled to the eyebrows.
-
-“Unwind before you try to talk,” Kit exclaimed, taking one end of the
-long knit muffler. “How on earth did you get through?”
-
-“It isn’t so bad,” Sally replied in her matter-of-fact way, warming her
-hands over the kitchen fire. “And our hill is fine for coasting. The
-boys have been using it. Father’s going to break the road through for
-the mail cart, and on his way back we can all get on and ride back. You
-don’t need any sleds. We’ve got a big bob.”
-
-Jean and Helen hesitated. Winter at the Cove had never meant this, but
-Doris pleaded for them all to go, and Kit was frankly rebellious against
-this spirit in the family.
-
-“Jean Robbins,” she said, “do you really think it is beneath your
-dignity to slide down hill on a bobsled? You won’t meet one of Bab
-Crane’s crowd. Come along.”
-
-“It’s so cold,” Helen demurred, from her seat by the sitting-room fire
-with a book to read as usual.
-
-“Cold? You’re a couple of cats, curled up by the fire. Bundle up and
-let’s have some fun.”
-
-“Do you all a pile of good,” Mrs. Gorham said placidly. “You just sit
-around and toast yourselves ’stid of getting used to the cold. Get out
-and stir around. Look at Sally’s red cheeks.”
-
-So laughing together, they all wrapped up warmly and went out to get on
-the wood sled when it came back. The hill over by the sawmill was not so
-steep, but it swept in long, undulating sections, as it were, clear from
-the top of Woodchuck Hill down to the bridge at Little River. The
-Peckham boys had been sliding for a couple of days, and had worn a fair
-sized track over the snow and ice.
-
-“There’ll be fine skating when the snow clears off a bit,” Billy called
-out. “We’ve got a skating club, and you’ll have to join. Piney’s the
-best girl skater. Jiminy, you ought to see her spin ahead. We skate on
-the river when it’s like this and you can keep on going for miles.”
-
-“Do you know, girls,” Jean said on the way back, “I think we stay in the
-house too much and coddle ourselves just as Mrs. Gorham says. I feel
-simply dandy now. Who’s for the skating club?”
-
-Even Helen joined in. It seemed to take the edge off the loneliness,
-this co-operation of outdoor fun and sport. The end of the week found
-the river clear and ready for skating. Jean never forgot her first
-experience there. It was not a straight river. It slipped unexpectedly
-around bends and dipping hillsides, curving in and out as if it played
-hide-and-seek with itself, Doris said, like the sea serpent that met its
-own tail half way around the seven seas.
-
-Up near the Greenacre bridge Astrid and Ingeborg met them with Hedda.
-Helen, the fanciful, whispered to Jean how splendid it was to have real
-daughters of the northland with them, but Jean laughed at her.
-
-“Cousin Roxy would say ‘fiddlesticks’ to that. I’m sure they were all
-born right on this side of the briny deep, you little romancer.”
-
-“It doesn’t matter where they were born,” answered Helen, loftily. “They
-are the daughters of vikings somewhere back. Just look at their hair and
-eyes.”
-
-It really was a good argument, Jean thought. They had the bluest eyes
-and the most golden hair she had ever seen. Sally skated up close to her
-and began to talk.
-
-“Father says when his father was a boy, there were gray wolves used to
-come down in wintertime from Massachusetts, and they’ve been chased by
-them on this river when they were skating.”
-
-“My father tells of wolves too,” Astrid said in her slow, wide-eyed way.
-“Back in Sweden. He says he was in a camp in the forest on the side of a
-great mountain, and the men told him to watch the fires while they were
-hunting. While he was there alone there came a pack of wolves after the
-freshly killed game. He stood with his back to the fire and threw
-blazing pine knots at them to keep them back. While the fire kept up
-they were afraid to come close, but he could see the gleam of their eyes
-in the darkness all around him, and hear them snap and snarl to get at
-him. Then the men and dogs returned and fought them. He was only
-thirteen.”
-
-“Oh, and his name should have been Eric the Bold, son of Sigfried, son
-of Leofric.” Kit skated in circles around them, her muff up to her face
-as she talked. “You’ve got such a dandy name, Astrid, know it?”
-
-“It is my grandmother’s name,” Astrid answered in her grave unsmiling
-way.
-
-“But it means a star, the same as Stella or Estelle or Astarte or
-Ishtar. We’ve been studying the meanings of proper names at school, and
-it’s so fascinating. I wish I had been named something like Astrid. I’d
-love to be Brunhilde.”
-
-Jean watched them amusedly. Kit and Helen had always been the two who
-had loved to make believe they were “somebody else,” as Helen called it.
-“Let’s play we’re somebody else,” had been their unfailing slogan for
-diversion and variety, but Jean lived in the world of reality. She was
-Jean Robbins, living today, not Melisande in an enchanted forest, nor
-Berengaria, not even Kit’s favorite warrior maid, Jeanne D’Arc. Helen
-could do up the supper dishes all by herself, and forget the sordid
-details entirely making believe she was the Lady of Tripoli waiting for
-Rudel’s barque to appear, but Jean experienced all of the deadly
-sameness in everyday life. She could not sweep and dust a room and make
-believe she was at the spring exhibitions. She could not face a basket
-of inevitable mending, and imagine herself in a castle garden clad in
-clinging green velvet with stag hounds pacing at her heels.
-
-When they had first come to the country to live, it had been comical,
-this difference in the girls’ temperaments. Mrs. Robbins had wanted a
-certain book in her room upstairs, after dark, and had asked Helen to
-run up after it. And Helen had hesitated, plainly distressed.
-
-“For pity’s sake, Helenita, run along,” Jean had said laughingly.
-“You’re not afraid of the dark, are you?”
-
-“I don’t know,” Helen had answered, doubtfully. “Maybe I am. I’m the
-only one in the family with imagination.”
-
-Sometimes Jean almost envied the two their complete self-absorption. She
-was never satisfied with herself or her relation to her environment.
-Seeing so many needs, she felt a certain lack in herself when she shrank
-from the little duties that crowded on her, and stole away her time. She
-had brought up from New York a fair supply of material for study, and
-had laid out work ahead for the winter evenings, but the days were
-slipping by, and time was short. Her pads of drawing paper lay untouched
-in her desk drawer. Not a single new pencil had been used, not a stick
-of crayon touched. The memory of Daddy Higginson driving his herd of
-cattle cheered her more than anything when she felt discouraged. And
-after all, when she thought of the California trip and what a benefit it
-would be to her father, that thought alone made her put every regret
-from her, and face tomorrow pluckily.
-
-“I’m half frozen,” Doris said suddenly, just as they swung around a bend
-of the river, and faced long levels of snow-covered meadows. “Oh, girls,
-look there.” She stopped short, the rest halting too. Crossing over the
-frozen land daintily, following a big antlered leader, were five deer.
-Straight down to the river edge they came, only three fields from the
-girls.
-
-“They’ve got a path to their drinking place,” said Sally. “Don’t move,
-any of you.”
-
-“Oh, I wonder if ours is there,” Doris whispered. “He hasn’t been with
-the cows since the storm passed, but I know I could tell him from the
-rest. He had a dark patch of brown on his shoulder.”
-
-“There’s only one with antlers,” Sally answered. “I hope the hunters
-won’t find them. I never could bear hunters. Maybe if we had to depend
-on them for food it would be different, but when they just come up here
-and kill for fun, well, my mother says she just hopes some day it’ll all
-come back to them good and plenty.”
-
-“Yes, and who eats squirrel pie with the rest of us,” her brother
-teased. “And partridge too. She’s only talking.”
-
-“Don’t fight,” Helen told them softly. “Isn’t that a house over there
-where the smoke is?”
-
-“It’s Cynthy Allan’s house,” Ingeborg looked around warningly as she
-spoke the name. “I’m not allowed to go there. She’s queer.”
-
-“Isn’t that interesting,” Kit cried. “I love queer people. Let’s all go
-over and call on Cynthy. How old is she, Ingeborg?”
-
-“Oh, very old, over seventy. But she thinks she is only about seventeen,
-and she’s always doing flighty things. She’s lived out in the woods all
-summer, and she ran away from her family.”
-
-“She won’t hurt you, I suppose,” Sally explained. “Mother says she just
-worked herself crazy. Once she started to make doughnuts and they found
-her hanging them on nails all over her kitchen, the round doughnuts, I
-mean. Lots of them. So folks have been afraid of her ever since.”
-
-“Just because she made a lot of doughnuts and hung them around her
-kitchen? I think that’s lovely,” Kit cried. “What fun she must have had.
-Maybe she just did it to nonplus people.”
-
-“I don’t know,” Sally said doubtfully. “She took to the woods after
-that, and now she lives in the house along with about fourteen cats.”
-
-“I shall call on Cynthy today, won’t you, Jean?”
-
-“I’d like to get warmed up before we skate back,” Jean agreed. “I don’t
-suppose she’d mind. If you don’t want to, Ingeborg, you could wait for
-us.”
-
-Ingeborg thought waiting the wiser plan, but the rest of them took off
-their skates, and started up over the fields towards the little grey
-house in the snow. There were bare rose bushes around the front door and
-lilacs at the back. Several cats scudded away at their approach and took
-refuge in the woodshed, and at the side window there appeared a face, a
-long, haggard, old face, supported on one old, thin hand that
-incessantly moved to hide the trembling of the lips. Kit, on the impulse
-of the moment, waved to her, and smiled.
-
-“Gee, I hope she’s been cooking some of those doughnuts today,” said one
-of the Peckham boys.
-
-Jean tapped at the door. It was several minutes before it opened. Cynthy
-looked them over first from the window before she took any chances, and
-even when she did deign to lift her latch, the door only opened a few
-inches.
-
-“Could we please come in and get warm?” asked Jean in her friendliest
-way.
-
-“What did you stick out in the cold and get all froze up for?” asked
-Cynthy tartly. But the door opened wider, and they all trooped into the
-kitchen. Out of every rush bottomed chair there leaped a startled cat.
-The kitchen was poorly furnished, only an old-fashioned painted dresser,
-a wood stove, a maple table, and some chairs, but the braided rugs on
-the floor made little oases of comfort, and the fire crackled
-cheerfully, throwing sparkles from the copper tea kettle.
-
-“Ain’t had nobody to draw me no well water today,” Cynthy remarked
-apologetically. “Else I wouldn’t mind making you a cup of tea, such as
-it is. Warm you up a mite anyhow.”
-
-Steve Peckham grabbed the water pail and hustled out to the well, and
-his brother made for the woodshed to add to the scanty supply in the
-woodbox.
-
-“Ain’t had nobody to cut me no wood for a spell nuther,” Cynthy
-acknowledged. “You won’t find much out there ’ceptin’ birch and chips.
-Sit right down close to the fire, girls.” She looked them all over in a
-dazed but interested sort of way. “Don’t suppose—” she hesitated, and
-Kit flashed a telepathic glance at Jean. It wasn’t possible Cynthy was
-still in the doughnut making business, she thought. But the old lady
-went on, “Don’t suppose you’d all like some of my doughnuts, would ye?
-They’re real good and tasty.”
-
-Would they? They drew up around the old maple table while Cynthy spread
-a red tablecloth over it, and set out a big milkpan filled with golden
-brown doughnuts. Jean found a chance to say softly, she hoped Miss Allan
-would come up to Greenacres soon, and sample some of their cooking too.
-
-“Ain’t got any hat to wear,” Cynthy answered briefly. “Never go
-anywheres at all, never see anybody. Might just as well be dead and
-buried. Anyhow, it’s over two and a half miles to your place, ain’t it?
-Used to be the old Trowbridge place, only you put a fancy name on it, I
-heard from the fishman. Don’t know what I’d do if it wasn’t for him
-coming ’round once a week. I never buy anything, but he likes to have a
-few doughnuts, and I like to hear all the news. I’d like to see how
-you’ve fixed up the old house. When nobody lived there, I used to go
-down and pick red raspberries. Fearful good ones over in that side lot
-by the barn.”
-
-“We made jam of them last year,” Kit exclaimed, eagerly. “I’ll bring
-some down to you, sure.”
-
-“Wish I did have a hat to wear,” went on Cynthy, irrelevantly. “Wish I
-had a hat with a red rose on it. I had one once when I was a girl, and
-it was so becoming to me. Wish I had another just like it.”
-
-“There’s a red silk rose at home among some of Mother’s things. I know
-she’d love you to have it. She’ll be home soon, and I’ll bring it down
-to you when I find the rose.”
-
-The very last thing that Cynthy called from the door as they all trooped
-down the path, was the injunction to Kit not to forget the rose.
-
-“Isn’t it wonderful,” she said enthusiastically to Jean, as they skated
-home. “She must be seventy or eighty, Jean, but she longs for a red
-rose. I don’t believe age amounts to a thing, really and truly, except
-for wrinkles and rheumatism. I’ll bet two cents when I’m as old as
-Cynthy is, I’ll be hankering after pink satin slippers and a breakfast
-cap with rosebuds.”
-
-Jean laughed happily. The outing had brought the bright color to her
-cheeks, and it seemed as if she felt a premonition of good tidings even
-before they reached the house up on the pine-crowned hill. She was
-singing with Doris as they turned in at the gateway and went up the
-winding drive, but Kit’s eagle eye discovered signs of fresh tracks in
-the snow.
-
-“There’s been a team or a sleigh in here since we went out,” she called
-back to them, and all at once Doris gave an excited little squeal of
-joy, and dashed ahead, waving to somebody who stood at the side window,
-the big, sunny bay window where the plant stand stood. Then Kit ran, and
-after her Helen, and Jean too, all speeding along the drive to the wide
-front steps and into the spacious doors, where the Motherbird stood
-waiting to clasp them in her arms.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
- FIRST AID TO PROVIDENCE
-
-
-It was after supper that night when the younger ones were in bed that
-Jean had a chance to talk alone with her mother, one of those intimate
-heart to heart talks she dearly loved. Mr. Robbins was so much improved
-in health that it really seemed as if he were his old self once more.
-The girls had hung around him all the evening, delighted at the change
-for the better.
-
-“It’s worth everything to see him looking so well,” Helen had said in
-her grave, grown-up way. “All the winter of trials and Mrs. Gorham, and
-the pump breaking.”
-
-“Yes, and to think,” Jean said to her mother, as the girls made ready
-for the procession upstairs to bed, “to think that Uncle Hal got well
-too.”
-
-“I think it was half an excuse to coax us west, his illness,” laughed
-Mrs. Robbins, “and I told him so. But, oh, my chicks, if you could only
-see the ranch and live out there for a while. It took me back so to my
-girlhood, the freedom and sweep of it all. There is something about the
-west and its mountains you never get out of your system once you have
-known and loved them. I want you all to go out there some day.”
-
-“Isn’t it a pity that one of us isn’t a boy,” said Kit meditatively.
-“Just because we are all girls, we can’t go in for that sort of a life,
-and I’d love it. At least for a little while. I’d like my life to be a
-whole lot of experiences, one after the other.”
-
-“Piney says she’s going to live in the wilds anyway, whether she’s a
-girl or not,” Helen put in, leaning her chin on her palms on the edge of
-the table, her feet up in the big old red rocker. “She’s going to study
-forestry and be a government expert, and maybe take up a big claim
-herself. She says she’s bound she’ll live on a mountain top.”
-
-“Well, she can if she likes,” Jean said. “I like Mother Nature’s cosy
-corners, don’t you, Motherie? When you get up as high as you can on any
-old mountain top, what’s the use? You only realize how much you need
-wings.”
-
-“Go on to bed, all of you,” ordered Kit, briskly. “Jean, don’t you dare
-talk Mother to death now.”
-
-“Let me brush your hair,” coaxed Jean after it was all quiet. So they
-sat downstairs together in the quiet living-room, the fire burning low,
-Mrs. Robbins in the low willow rocker, her long brown hair unbound,
-falling in heavy ripples below her waist. She looked almost girlish
-sitting there in the half light, the folds of her pretty grey crepe
-kimono close about her like a twilight cloud, Jean thought, and the glow
-of the fire on her face. Jean remembered that hour often in the weeks
-that followed. After she had brushed out her hair and braided it in
-soft, wide plaits, she sat on the hassock at her feet and talked of the
-trip west and all the things that had happened at Greenacres during that
-time.
-
-“One thing I really have learned, Mother dear,” she finished. “Nothing
-is nearly as bad as you expect it to be. It was very discouraging when
-the pump was frozen, and Mrs. Gorham got lonesome, but Cousin Roxy came
-down and I declare, she seemed to thaw out everything. We got a plumber
-up from Nantic, and Cousin Roxy took Mrs. Gorham over to a meeting of
-the Ladies’ Aid Society, and it was over in no time.”
-
-“Remember the old king who offered half of his kingdom to whoever would
-give him a saying that would always banish fear and care? And the one
-that he chose was this, ‘This too shall pass away.’”
-
-“It’s comforting, isn’t it,” agreed Jean. “But another thing, Mother,
-you know I’ve never been very patient. I mean with little things. You’ll
-never know how I longed to stay down in New York with Bab this winter
-and go to art school. I can tell you now, because it’s all over, and the
-winter has done me good. But I was honestly rebellious.”
-
-Mrs. Robbins’ hand rested tenderly on the smooth dark head beside her
-knee. Kit always said that Jean’s head make her think of a nice, sleek
-brown partridge’s crest, it was so smooth and glossy.
-
-“I know what you mean,” she said, this Motherbird who somehow never
-failed to understand the trials of her brood. “Responsibility is one of
-the best gifts that life brings to us. I’ve always evaded it myself,
-Jean, so I know the fight you have had. You know how easy everything was
-made for me before we came here to live in these blessed old hills.
-There was always plenty of money, plenty of servants. I never worried
-one particle over the realities of life until that day when Cousin Roxy
-taught me what it meant to be a helpmate as well as a wife. So you see,
-it was only this last year that I learned the lesson which has come to
-you girls early in life.”
-
-“Oh, I know,” as Jean glanced up quickly to object, “you’re not a child,
-but you seem just a kiddie to me, Jean. It was fearfully hard for me to
-give up our home at the Cove, and all the little luxuries I had been
-accustomed to. Most of all I dreaded the change for you girls, but now,
-I know, it was the very best thing that could have happened to us. Do
-you remember what Cousin Roxy says she always puts into her prayers?
-‘Give me an understanding heart, O Lord.’ I guess that is what we all
-lacked, and me especially, an understanding heart.”
-
-“Doesn’t Cousin Roxy seem awfully well acquainted with God, Motherie,”
-said Jean thoughtfully. “I don’t mean that irreverently, but it really
-is true. Why, I’ve been going to our church for years and hearing the
-service over and over until I know it all by heart, but when she gets up
-at prayer meeting at the little white church, it seems as if really and
-truly, He is there in the midst of them.”
-
-“She’s an angel in a gingham apron,” laughed Mrs. Robbins. “Now, you
-must go to bed, dear. It’s getting chilly. Did you see how glad Joe was
-to have us back? Dear little fellow. I’m glad he had the courage to come
-back to us. I called up Roxy as soon as we arrived at the station, and
-she will be over in the morning early to plan about your trip to
-Weston.”
-
-“Oh, but—you can’t spare me yet, can you?” exclaimed Jean. “It’s still
-so cold, and I wouldn’t be one bit happy thinking of you managing alone
-here.”
-
-“I’ll keep Mrs. Gorham until you get back. It’s only twelve a month for
-her, and that can come out of my own little income, so we shall manage
-all right. I want you to go, Jean.” She held the slender figure close in
-her arms, her cheek pressed to Jean’s, and added softly, “The first to
-fly from the nest.”
-
-Jean felt curiously uplifted and comforted after that talk. It was cold
-in her own room upstairs. She raised the curtain and looked out at
-Greenacres flooded with winter moonlight. They were surely Whiteacres
-tonight. It was the very end of February and no sign of spring yet. She
-knew over in Long Island the pussy willow buds would be out and the air
-growing mild from the salt sea breezes, but here in the hills it was
-still bleak and frost bound.
-
-What would it be like at Weston? Elliott was away at a boys’ school. She
-felt as if Fate were lending her to a fairy godmother for a while, and
-she had liked Cousin Beth. There was something about her,—a curious,
-indefinable, intimate charm of personality that attracted one to her.
-Cousin Roxy was breezy and courageous, a very tower of strength, a
-Flying Victory standing on one of Connecticut’s bare old hills and
-defying fate or circumstance to ruffle her feathers, but Cousin Beth was
-full of little happy chuckles and confidences. Her merry eyes, with lids
-that drooped at the outer corners, fairly invited you to tell her
-anything you longed to, and in spite of her forty odd years, she still
-seemed like a girl.
-
-Snuggled down under the big soft home-made comforters, Jean fell asleep,
-still “cogitating” as Cousin Roxy would have called it, on the immediate
-future, wondering how she could turn this visit into ultimate good for
-the whole family. There was one disadvantage in being born a Robbins.
-Your sympathies and destiny were linked so indissolubly to all the other
-Robbinses that you felt personally responsible for their happiness and
-welfare. So Jean dozed away thinking how with Cousin Beth’s help she
-would find a way of making money so as to lighten the load at home and
-give Kit a chance as the next one to fly.
-
-The winter sunshine had barely clambered to the crests of the hills the
-following morning when Cousin Roxy drove up, with Ella Lou’s black coat
-sparkling with frost.
-
-“Thought I’d get an early start so I could sit awhile with you,” she
-called breezily. “The Judge had to go to court at Putnam. Real sad case,
-too. Some of our home boys in trouble. I told him not to dare send them
-up to any State homes or reformatories, but to put them on probation and
-make their families pay the fines.”
-
-Kit was just getting into her school rig, ready for her long drive down
-to catch the trolley car to High School.
-
-“Oh, what is it, Cousin Roxy?” she called from the side entry. “Do tell
-us some exciting news.”
-
-“Well, I guess it is pretty exciting for the poor mothers.” Mrs. Ellis
-got out of the carriage and hitched Ella Lou deftly, then came into the
-house. “There’s been considerable things stolen lately, just odds and
-ends of harness and bicycle supplies from the store, and three hams from
-Miss Bugbee’s cellar, and so on; a little here and a little there,
-hardly no more’n a real smart magpie could make away with. But the men
-folks set out to catch whoever it might be, and if they didn’t land
-three of our own home boys. It makes every mother in town shiver.”
-
-“None that we know, are there?” asked Helen, with wide eyes.
-
-“I guess not, unless it may be Abby Tucker’s brother Martin. There his
-poor mother scrimped and saved for weeks to buy him a wheel out of her
-butter and egg money, and it just landed him in mischief. Off he kited,
-first here and then there with the two Lonergan boys from North Center,
-and they had a camp up towards Cynthy Allan’s place, where they played
-they were cave robbers or something, just boy fashion. I had the Judge
-up and promise he’d let them off on probation. There isn’t one of them
-over fifteen, and Gilead can’t afford to let her boys go to prison. And
-I shall drive over this afternoon and give their mothers some good
-advice.”
-
-“Why not the fathers too?” asked Jean. “Seems as if mothers get all the
-blame when boys go wrong.”
-
-“No, it isn’t that exactly.” Cousin Roxy put her feet up on the nickel
-fender of the big wood stove, and took off her wool lined Arctics,
-loosened the wide brown veil she always wore tied around her crocheted
-gray winter bonnet, and let Doris take off her heavy shawl and gray and
-red knit “hug-me-tight.” It was quite a task to get her out of her
-winter cocoon. “I knew the two fathers when they were youngsters too.
-Fred Lonergan was as nice and obliging a lad as ever you did see, but he
-always liked cider too well, and that made him lax. I used to tell him
-when he couldn’t get it any other way, he’d squeeze the dried winter
-apples hanging still on the wild trees. He’ll have to pay the money
-damage, but the real sorrow of the heart will fall on Emily, his wife.
-She used to be our minister’s daughter, and she knows what’s right. And
-the Tucker boy never did have any sense or his father before him, but
-his mother’s the best quilter we’ve got. If I’d been in her shoes I’d
-have put Philemon Tucker right straight out of my house just as soon as
-he began to squander and hang around the grocery store swapping horse
-stories with men folks just like him. It’s her house from her father,
-and I shall put her right up to making Philemon walk a chalk line after
-this, and do his duty as a father.”
-
-“Oh, you glorious peacemaker,” exclaimed Mrs. Robbins, laughingly. “You
-ought to be the selectwoman out here, Roxy.”
-
-“Well,” smiled Cousin Roxy comfortably, “The Judge is selectman, and
-that’s next best thing. He always takes my advice. If the boys don’t
-behave themselves now, I shall see that they are squitched good and
-proper.”
-
-“What’s ‘squitched,’ Cousin Roxy?” asked Doris, anxiously.
-
-“A good stiff birch laid on by a man’s hand. I stand for moral
-persuasion up to a certain point, but there does come a time when human
-nature fairly begs to be straightened out, and there’s nothing like a
-birch squitching to make a boy mind his p’s and q’s.”
-
-“Hurry, girls, you’ll be late for school,” called the Motherbird, as she
-hurriedly put the last touches to three dainty lunches. Then she
-followed them out to the side door where Shad waited with the team, and
-watched them out of sight.
-
-“Lovely morning,” said Cousin Roxy, fervently. “Ice just beginning to
-melt a bit in the road puddles, and little patches of brown showing in
-the hollows under the hills. We’ll have arbutus in six weeks.”
-
-“And here I’ve been shivering ever since I got out of bed,” Jean cried,
-laughingly. “It seemed so bleak and cheerless. You find something
-beautiful in everything, Cousin Roxy.”
-
-“Well, Happiness is a sort of habit, I guess, Jeanie. Come tell me, now,
-how are you fixed about going away? That’s why I came down.”
-
-“You mean—”
-
-“I mean in clothes. Don’t mind my speaking right out, because I know
-that Bethiah will want to trot you around, and you must look right. And
-don’t you say one word against it, Elizabeth,” as Mrs. Robbins started
-to speak. “Your trip out west has been an expense, and the child must
-have her chance. Makes me think, Jean, of my first silk dress. Nobody
-knew how much I wanted one, and I was about fourteen, skinny and
-overgrown, with pigtails down my back. Cousin Beth’s mother, our
-well-to-do aunt in Boston, sent a silk dress to my little sister Susan
-who died. I can see it now, just as plain as can be, a sort of dark
-bottle green with a little spray of violets here and there. Susan was
-sort of pining anyway, and green made her look too pale, so the dress
-was set aside for me. Mother said she’d let the hem down and face it
-when she had time but there was a picnic, and my heart hungered for that
-silk dress to wear. I managed somehow to squeeze into it, and slip away
-with the other girls before Mother noticed me.”
-
-“But did it fit you?” asked Jean.
-
-“Fit me?” Cousin Roxy laughed heartily. “Fit me like an acorn cap would
-a bullfrog. I let the hem down as far as I could, but didn’t stop to hem
-it or face it, and there it hung, six inches below my petticoats, with
-the sun shining through as nice as could be. My Sunday School teacher
-took me to one side and said severely, ‘Roxana Letitia Robbins, does
-your mother know that you’ve let that hem down six ways for Sunday?’
-Well, it did take away my hankering for a silk dress. Now, run along
-upstairs and get out all your wardrobe so we can look it over.”
-
-Jean obeyed. Somehow Cousin Roxy had a way of sweeping objections away
-before her airily. And the wardrobe was at a low ebb, when it came to
-recent styles. In Gilead Center, anything later than the time of the
-mutton leg sleeve was regarded as just a bit too previous, as Deacon
-Farley’s wife said when Cousin Roxy laid away her great aunt’s Paisley
-shawl after she married the Judge.
-
-She dragged her rocking chair over beside the sofa now, and took
-inventory of the pile of clothing Jean laid there.
-
-“You’ll want a good knockabout sport coat like the other girls are
-wearing, and a pretty mid-season hat to match. Then a real girlish sort
-of a silk sweater for the warm spring days that are coming, and a good
-skirt for mornings. Bethiah likes to play tennis, and she’ll have you
-out at daybreak. Better get a pleated blue serge. Now, what about party
-gowns?”
-
-Here Jean felt quite proud as she laid out her assortment. The girls had
-always gone out a good deal at the Cove, and she had a number of well
-chosen, expensive dresses.
-
-“They look all right to me, but I guess Bethiah’ll know what to do to
-them, with a touch here and there. Real lace on them, oh, Elizabeth!”
-She shook her head reprovingly at Mrs. Robbins, just sitting down with a
-pan of apples to pare.
-
-“I’d rather go without than not have the real,” Jean said quickly,
-trying to spare the Motherbird’s feelings, but Gilead had indeed been a
-balm to pride. She laughed happily.
-
-“I know, Roxy, it was foolish. But see how handy it comes in now. We’ve
-hardly had to buy any new clothes since we moved out here, and the girls
-have done wonderfully well making over their old dresses.”
-
-“Especially Helen,” Jean put in. “Helen would garb us all in faded
-velvets and silks, princesses wearing out their old court robes in
-exile.”
-
-“Well, if I were you, I’d just bundle all I wanted to take along in the
-way of pretty things into the trunk and let Bethiah tell you what to do
-with them. She knows just what’s what in the latest styles, and you’ll
-be like a lily of the field. I’ll get you the coat and sweater and serge
-skirt, and all the shoes and stockings you’ll need to match. Go long,
-child, you’ll squeeze the breath out of me,” as Jean gave her a royal
-hug. “I must be trotting along.” She rose, and started to bundle up, but
-gave an exclamation as she glanced out of the window. “For pity’s sake,
-what’s Cynthy Allan doing way off up here?”
-
-Sure enough, hobbling along from the garden gate was Cynthy herself, one
-hand holding fast to an old cane, the other drawing around her frail
-figure an old-fashioned black silk dolman, its knotted fringe fluttering
-in the breeze.
-
-Straight up the walk she came, determined and self possessed, with a
-certain air of dignity which neither poverty nor years of isolation
-could take from her.
-
-Cousin Roxy watched her with reminiscent eyes, quoting softly:
-
- “You may break, you may shatter the vase if you will,
- But the scent of the roses will hang round it still.”
-
-“Cynthy used to be the best dancer of all the girls when I was young,
-and I’ll never forget how the rest of us envied her beautiful hands. She
-was an old maid even then, in the thirties, but slim and pretty as could
-be.”
-
-Jean hurried to the side door, opening it wide to greet her.
-
-“I didn’t think you’d mind my coming so early,” she said apologetically,
-“but I’ve had that rose on my mind ever since you were all over to see
-me.”
-
-“Oh, do come right in, Miss Allan,” Jean exclaimed warmly. “What a long,
-long walk you’ve had.”
-
-“’Tain’t but two miles and a half by the road,” Cynthy answered as
-sprightly as could be. “I don’t mind it much when I’ve got something
-ahead of me. You see, I’ve been wanting to ride up to Moosup this long
-while to get some rags woven into carpets and I need that rose for my
-hat something fearful.”
-
-Jean led her through the long side entry way and into the cheery warm
-sitting room before she hardly realized where she was going, until she
-found herself facing Cousin Roxy and Mrs. Robbins.
-
-“Land alive, Cynthy,” exclaimed the former, happily. “I haven’t seen you
-in mercy knows when. Where are you keeping yourself?”
-
-“Take the low willow rocker, Miss Allan,” urged Mrs. Robbins after the
-introduction was over, and she had helped lift the ancient dolman from
-Cynthy’s worn shoulders. Jean was hovering over the rocker delightedly.
-As she told the girls afterwards, Mother was just as dear and charming
-as if Cynthy had been the president of the Social Study Club back home.
-
-“Thank ye kindly,” said Cynthy with a little sigh of relief. She
-stretched out her hands to the fire, looking from one to the other of
-them with a mingling of pride and appeal. Those scrawny hands with their
-knotted knuckles and large veins. Jean thought of what Cousin Roxy had
-said, that Cynthy’s hands had been so beautiful. She ran upstairs to
-find the rose. It was in a big cretonne covered “catch-all” box, tucked
-away with odds and ends of silks and laces, a large hand-made French
-rose of silk and velvet, its petals shaded delicately from palest pink
-at the heart to deep crimson at the outer rim. There was a black lace
-veil in the box too that seemed to go with it, so Jean took them both
-back downstairs, and Cynthy’s face was a study as she looked at them.
-She rocked to and fro gently, a smile of perfect content on her face,
-her head a bit on one side.
-
-“Ain’t it sightly, Roxy?” she said. “And those shades always did become
-me so. I suppose it’s foolish of me, but I just needed that rose to
-hearten me up for the trip to Moosup. I had a letter from the town
-clerk.” She fumbled in the folds of her skirt for it. “He says I haven’t
-paid my taxes in over two years, and the town can’t let them go on any
-longer, and anyhow, he thinks it would be better for me to let the house
-and six acres be sold for the taxes, and for me to go down to the town
-farm. My heart’s nigh broken over it.”
-
-Cousin Roxy was sitting very straight in her chair, her shoulders
-squared in fighting trim, her eyes bright as a squirrel’s behind her
-spectacles.
-
-“What do you calculate to do about it, Cynthy?”
-
-“Well, I had a lot of good rag rugs saved up, and I thought mebbe I
-could sell them for something, and some more rags ready for weaving, and
-there’s some real fine old china that belonged to old Aunt Deborah
-Bristow, willow pattern and Rose Windsor, and the two creamer sets in
-copper glaze and silver gilt. I’ll have to sell the whole lot, most
-likely. It’s twenty-four dollars.”
-
-Jean was busily sewing the rose in place on the old black bonnet and
-draping the lace veil over it. Mrs. Robbins’ eyes flashed a signal to
-Cousin Roxy and the latter caught it.
-
-“Cynthy,” she said briskly, “you get all warmed up and rested here, and
-I’ll drive down and see Fred Bennet. He’s the other selectman with the
-Judge, and I guess between them, we can stop any such goings on. It
-isn’t going to cost the town any for your board and keep, anybody that’s
-been as good a neighbor as you have in your day, helping folks right and
-left. I shan’t have it. Which would you rather do, stay on at your own
-place, or come over to me for a spell? I’ll keep you busy sewing on my
-carpet rags, and we’ll talk over old times. I was just telling Mrs.
-Robbins and Jean what a lovely dancer you used to be, and what pretty
-hands you had.”
-
-Cynthy’s faded hazel eyes blinked wistfully behind her steel rimmed
-“specs.” Her hand went up to hide the trembling of her lips, but before
-she could answer, the tears came freely, and she rocked herself to and
-fro, with Jean kneeling beside her petting her, and Mrs. Robbins
-hurrying for a hot cup of tea.
-
-“I’d rather stay at my own place, Roxy,” she said finally, when she
-could speak. “It’s home, and there’s all the cats to keep me company. If
-I could stay on down there, and see some of you now and then, I’d
-rather, only,” she looked up pleadingly, “could I just drive over with
-you today, so as to have a chance to wear the red rose?”
-
-Could she? The very desire appealed instantly to Cousin Roxy’s sense of
-the fitness of things, and she drove away finally with Cynthy. It was
-hard to say which looked the proudest.
-
-“Mother darling,” Jean said solemnly, watching them from the window.
-“Isn’t that a wonderful thing?”
-
-“What, dear? Roxy’s everlasting helping of Providence? I’ve grown so
-accustomed to it now that nothing she undertakes surprises me.”
-
-“No, I don’t mean that.” Jean’s eyes sparkled as if she had discovered
-the jewel of philosophy. “I mean that poor old woman over seventy being
-able to take happiness and pride out of that red rose, when life looked
-all hopeless to her. That’s eternal youth, Mother mine, isn’t it? To
-think that old rose could bring such a look to her eyes.”
-
-“It wasn’t so much the rose that drew her here,” said the Motherbird,
-gazing out of the window at the winding hill road Ella Lou had just
-travelled. “It was the lure of human companionship and neighborliness.
-We’ll let Doris and Helen take her some preserves tomorrow, and try and
-cheer her up with little visits down there. How Cousin Roxy will enjoy
-facing the town clerk and showing him the right way to settle things
-without breaking people’s hearts. There comes the mail, dear. Have you
-any to send out?”
-
-Jean caught up a box of lichens and ferns she had gathered for Bab, and
-hurried out to the box. It stood down at the entrance gates, quite a
-good walk on a cold day, and her cheeks were glowing when she met Mr.
-Ricketts.
-
-“Two letters for you, Miss Robbins,” he called out cheerfully. “One from
-New York, and one,” he turned it over to be sure, “from Boston. Didn’t
-know you had any folks up Boston way. Got another one here for your
-father looks interesting and unusual. From Canady. I suppose, come to
-think of it, that might be from Ralph McRae or maybe Honey Hancock, eh?”
-
-Jean took the letters, and tried to divert him from an examination of
-the mail, his daily pastime.
-
-“It looks as if we might have a thaw, doesn’t it?”
-
-“Does so,” he replied, reassuringly, “but we’ll get a hard spell of
-weather along in March, as usual. Tell your Pa if he don’t want to save
-them New York Sunday papers, I’d like to have a good look at them.
-Couldn’t see anything but some of the headlines, they was done up so
-tight. Go ’long there, Alexander.”
-
-Alexander, the old white horse, picked up his hoofs and trotted
-leisurely down the hill to the little bridge, with his usual air of
-resigned nonchalance, while Jean ran back with the unusual and
-interesting mail, laughing as she went. Still, as Cousin Roxy said, it
-was something to feel you were adding to local history by being a part
-and parcel of Mr. Ricketts’ mail route.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
- MOUNTED ON PEGASUS
-
-
-It was one of the habits and customs of Greenacres to open the daily
-mail up in Mr. Robbins’ own special room, the big sunny study
-overlooking the outer world so widely.
-
-When they had first planned the rooms, it had been decided that the
-large south chamber should be Father’s own special corner. From its four
-windows he could look down on the little bridge and brown rock dam above
-with its plunging waterfall, and beyond that the widespread lake, dotted
-with islands, reed and alder fringed, that narrowed again into Little
-River farther on.
-
-“It’s queer,” Doris said once, when winter was half over. “Nothing ever
-really looks dead up here. Even with the grass and leaves all dried up,
-the trees and earth look kind of reddish, you know what I mean, Mother,
-warm like.”
-
-And they did too, whether it was from the rich russets of the oaks that
-refused to leave their twigs until spring, or the green laurel
-underneath, or the rich pines above, or the sorrel tinted earth itself,
-the land never seemed to lose its ruddy glow except when mantled with
-snow.
-
-Mr. Robbins stood at a window now, his hands behind his back, looking
-out at the valley as they came upstairs.
-
-“Do you know, dear,” he remarked. “I think I just saw some wild geese
-over on that first island, probably resting for the trip north
-overnight. That means an early spring. And there was a woodpecker on the
-maple tree this morning too. That is all my news. What have you
-brought?”
-
-Everyone settled down to personal enjoyment of the mail. There was
-always plenty of it, letters, papers, new catalogues, and magazines, and
-it furnished the main diversion of the day.
-
-Jean read hers over, seated in the wide window nook. Bab’s letter was
-full of the usual studio gossip, and begging her to come for a visit at
-Easter. But Cousin Beth’s letter was brimful of the coming trip. She
-wrote she would meet Jean in Boston, and they would motor over if the
-roads were good.
-
-“Plan on staying at least two months, for it will be work as well as
-play. I was afraid you might be lonely with just us, so I have invited
-Carlota to spend her week ends here. You will like her, I am sure. She
-is a young girl we met last year in Sorrento. Her father is an American
-sculptor and married a really lovely Contessa. They are deep in the war
-relief work now, and have sent Carlota over here to study and learn the
-ways of her father’s country. She is staying with her aunt, the Contessa
-di Tambolini, the oddest, dearest, little old grande dame you can
-imagine. You want to call her the Countess Tambourine all the time, she
-tinkles so. It just suits her, she is so gay and whimsical and
-brilliant. Come soon, and don’t bother about buying a lot of new
-clothes. I warn you that you will be in a paint smock most of the time.”
-
-“I wonder what her other name is,” Jean said, folding up the letter.
-“One of our teachers at the Art Class in New York was telling us her
-memories of Italy, and she mentioned some American sculptor who had
-married an Italian countess and lived in a wonderful old villa, at
-Sorrento, of a dull warm tan color, with terraces and rose gardens and
-fountains, and nice crumbly stone seats. She went to several of his
-receptions. Wouldn’t it be odd if he turned out to be Carlota’s father.
-It’s such a little world, isn’t it, Father?”
-
-“We live in circles, dear,” Mr. Robbins smiled over the wide library
-table at her flushed eager face. “Little eddies of congeniality where we
-are constantly finding others with the same tastes and ways of living.
-Here’s a letter from Ralph, saying they will start east in May, and stay
-along through the summer, taking Mrs. Hancock and Piney back with them.”
-
-“Piney’ll simply adore the trip way out west,” exclaimed Jean. “She’s
-hardly talked of anything else all winter but his promise to take them
-there, and Mrs. Hancock’s just the opposite. She declares her heart is
-buried right up in the little grave yard behind the church in the
-Hancock and Trowbridge plot.”
-
-“She’ll go as long as both children are happy,” Mrs. Robbins said. “She
-has an odd little vein of sentiment in her that makes her cling to the
-land she knows best and to shrink from the unknown and untried, but I’m
-sure she’ll go. She’s such a quiet, retiring little country mother to
-have two wild swans like Honey and Piney, who are regular adventurers.
-I’ll drive over and have a talk with her as soon as my own bird of
-passage is on her way.”
-
-Wednesday of the following week was set for Jean’s flitting. This gave
-nearly a week for preparations, and Kit plunged into them with a zest
-and vigor that made Jean laugh.
-
-“Well, so little ever happens up here we just have to make the most of
-goings and comings,” said Kit, warmly. “And besides, I’m rather fond of
-you, you blessed, skinny old dear, you.”
-
-“Of course, we’re all glad for you,” Helen put in in her serious way.
-“It’s an opportunity, Mother says, and I suppose we’ll all get one in
-time.”
-
-Jean glanced up as they sat around the table the last evening, planning
-and talking. Out in the side entry stood her trunk, packed, locked, and
-strapped, ready for the early trip in the morning. Doris was trying her
-best to nurse a frost bitten chicken back to life out by the kitchen
-stove, where Joe mended her skates for her, but Kit and Helen were
-freely bestowing advice on the departing one.
-
-“Enjoy yourself all you can, but think of us left at home and don’t stay
-too long,” advised Helen. “I feel like the second mermaid.”
-
-“What on earth do you mean by the second mermaid?” asked Kit.
-
-“Don’t you see? I’m not the youngest, so I’m second from the youngest,
-and in ‘The Little Mermaid’ there were sixteen sisters and each had to
-wait her turn till her fifteenth birthday before she could go up to the
-surface of the sea, and sit on a rock in the moonlight.”
-
-“Pretty chilly this kind of weather,” Jean laughed. “Can’t I wear a
-sealskin wrapped around me, please, Helenita?”
-
-“No, she only had seaweed draperies and necklaces of pearls,” Helen
-answered, thoughtfully.
-
-“I shall remember,” Jean declared. “I’d love to use that idea as a basis
-for a gown some time, seaweed green trailing silk, and long strands of
-pearls. If I fail as an artist, I shall devote myself to designing
-wonderful personality gowns for people, not everyday people, but
-exceptional ones. Think, Kit, of having some great singer come to your
-studio, and you listen to her warble for hours, while you lie on a
-stately divan and try to catch her personality note for a gown.”
-
-“I don’t want to make things for people,” Kit said, emphatically. “I
-want to soar alone. I’m going with Piney to live in the dreary wood,
-like the Robber Baron. I’ll wear leather clothes. I love them. I’ve
-always wanted a whole dress of softest suede in dull hunter’s green. No
-fringe or beads, just a dress. It could lace up one side, and be so
-handy.”
-
-“Specially if a grasshopper got down your neck,” Doris added sagely. “I
-can just see Kit all alone in the woods then.”
-
-They laughed at the voice from the kitchen, and Kit dropped the narrow
-silk sport tie she was putting the finishing stitches to.
-
-“Oh, dear, I do envy you, Jean, after all. You must write and tell us
-every blessed thing that happens, for we’ll love to hear it all. Don’t
-be afraid it won’t be interesting. I wish you’d even keep a diary. Shad
-says his grandmother did, every day from the time she was fourteen, and
-she was eighty-six when she died. They had an awful time burning them
-all up, just barrels of diaries, Shad says. All the history of Gilead.”
-
-Kit’s tone held a note of pathos that was delicious.
-
-“Who cares about what’s happened in Gilead every day for seventy years?”
-Helen’s query was scoffing, but Jean said,
-
-“Listen. Somebody, I forget who, that Father was telling about, said if
-the poorest, commonest human being who ever lived could write a perfect
-account of his daily life, it would be the most wonderful and
-interesting human document ever written.”
-
-Helen’s expression showed plainly that she did not believe one bit in
-“sech sentiments,” as Shad himself might have put it. Life was an
-undiscovered country of enchantment to her where the sunlight of romance
-made everything rose and gold. She had always been the most detached one
-in the family. Only Kit with her straightforward, uncompromising tactics
-ever seemed to really get by the thicket of thorns around the inner
-palace of the sleeping beauty. Kit had been blessed with so much of her
-father’s New England directness and sense of humor, that no thorns could
-hold her out, while Doris and Jean were more like their mother,
-tender-hearted and keenly responsive to every influence around them.
-
-“I don’t see,” Kit would say sometimes, “which side of the family Helen
-gets her ways from. I suppose if we could only trace back far enough,
-we’d find some princess ancestress who trailed her velvet gowns
-lightsomely over the morning dew and rode a snow white palfrey down
-forest glades for heavy exercise. Fair Yoland with the Golden Hair.”
-
-“Anyway,” Helen said now, hanging over Jean’s chair, “be sure and write
-us all about Carlota and the Contessa, because they sound like a story.”
-
-Doris came out of the kitchen with her finger to her lips.
-
-“I’ve just this minute got that chicken to sleep. They’re such light
-sleepers, but I think it will get well. It only had its poor toes frost
-bitten. Joe found it on the ground this morning, crowded off the perch.
-Chickens look so civilized, and they’re not a bit. They’re regular
-savages.”
-
-She sat down on the arm of Jean’s chair, and hugged the other side, with
-Helen opposite. And there flashed across Jean’s mind the picture of the
-evenings ahead without the home circle, without the familiar
-living-room, and the other room upstairs where at this time the
-Motherbird would be brushing out her long, soft hair, and listening to
-some choice bit of reading Mr. Robbins had run across during the day and
-saved for her.
-
-“I just wish I had a chance to go west like Piney,” Kit said suddenly.
-“When I’m old enough, I’m going to take up a homestead claim and live on
-it with a wonderful horse and some dogs, wolf dogs, I think. I wish
-Piney’d wait till we were both old enough, and had finished school. She
-could be a forest ranger and I’d raise—”
-
-“Ginseng,” Jean suggested, mischievously. “Goose. It takes far more
-courage than that just to stick it out on one of these old barren farms,
-all run down and fairly begging for somebody to take them in hand and
-love them back to beauty. What do you want to hunt a western claim for?”
-
-“Space,” Kit answered grandly. “I don’t want to see my neighbors’
-chimney pots sticking up all around me through the trees. I want to gaze
-off at a hundred hill tops, and not see somebody’s scarecrow waggling
-empty sleeves at me. Piney and I have the spirits of eagles.”
-
-“Isn’t that nice,” said Helen, pleasantly. “It’ll make such a good place
-to spend our vacations, girls. While Piney and Kit are out soaring, we
-can fish and tramp and have really pleasant times.”
-
-“Come on, girls,” Jean whispered, as Kit’s ire started to rise. “It’s
-getting late now, truly, and I have to rise while it is yet night, you
-know. Good night all.”
-
-She held the lamp at the foot of the stairs to light the procession up
-to their rooms, then went out into the kitchen. Shad sat over the
-kitchen stove, humming softly under his breath an old camp meeting hymn,
-
- “Swing low, sweet chariot,
- Bound for to carry me home,
- Swing low, sweet chariot,
- Tell them I’ll surely come.”
-
-“Good night, Shad,” she said. “And do be sure and remember what I told
-you. Joe’s such a little fellow. Don’t you scold him and make him run
-away again, will you, even if he is aggravating.”
-
-“I’ll be good to him, I promise, Miss Jean,” Shad promised solemnly. “I
-let my temper run away from me that day, but I’ve joined the church
-since then, and being a professor of religion I’ve got to walk softly
-all the days of my life, Mis’ Ellis says. Don’t you worry. Joe and me’s
-as thick as two peas in a pod. I’ll be a second grand uncle to him
-before I get through.”
-
-So it rested. Joe was still inclined to be a little perverse where Shad
-was concerned, and would sulk when scolded. Only Jean had been able to
-make him see the error of his ways. He would tell the others he guessed
-he’d run away. But Jean had promptly talked to him, and said if he
-wanted to run away, to run along any time he felt like it. Joe had
-looked at her in surprise and relief when she had said it, and had
-seemed completely satisfied about staying thereafter. It was Cousin Roxy
-who had given her the idea.
-
-“I had a colt once that was possessed to jump fences and go rambling, so
-one day after we’d been on the run hunting for it nearly every day, I
-told Hiram to let all the bars down, and never mind the pesky thing. And
-it was so nonplussed and surprised that it gave right up and stayed to
-home. It may be fun jumping fences, but there’s no real excitement in
-stepping over open bars.”
-
-So Joe had faced open bars for some time, and if he could only get along
-with Shad, Jean knew he would be safe while she was away. He was an odd
-child, undemonstrative and shy, but there was something appealing and
-sympathetic about him, and Jean always felt he was her special charge
-since she had coaxed him away from Mr. Briggs.
-
-The start next morning was made at seven, before the sun was up.
-Princess was breathing frostily, and side stepping restlessly. The tears
-were wet on Jean’s cheeks as she climbed into the seat beside Shad, and
-turned to wave goodbye to the group on the veranda. She had not felt at
-all this way when she had left for New York to visit Bab, but someway
-this did seem, as the Motherbird had said, like her first real flight
-from the home nest.
-
-“Write us everything,” called Kit, waving both hands to her.
-
-“Come back soon,” wailed Doris, and Helen, running as Kit would have put
-it, true to form, added her last message,
-
-“Let us know if you meet the Contessa.”
-
-But the Motherbird went back into the house in silence, away from the
-sitting-room into a little room at the side where Jean had kept her own
-bookcase, desk, and a few choice pictures. A volume of Browning
-selections, bound in soft limp tan, lay beside Jean’s old driving gloves
-on the table. Mrs. Robbins picked up both, laid her cheek against the
-gloves and closed her eyes. The years were racing by so fast, so fast,
-she thought, and mothers must be wide eyed and generous and fearless,
-when the children suddenly began to top heads with one, and feel their
-wings. She opened the little leather book to a marked passage of Jean’s,
-
- “The swallow has set her young on the rail.”
-
-Ready for the flight, she thought. If it had been Kit now, she would not
-have felt this curious little pang. Kit was self sufficient and full of
-buoyancy that was bound to carry her over obstacles, but Jean was
-sensitive and dependent on her environment for spur and stimulation. She
-heard a step behind her and turned eagerly as Mr. Robbins came into the
-room, seeking her. He saw the book and the gloves in her hand, and the
-look in her eyes uplifted to his own. Very gently he folded his arms
-around her, his cheek pressed close to her brown hair.
-
-“She’s only seventeen,” whispered the Motherbird.
-
-“Eighteen in April,” he answered. “And dear, she isn’t trusting to her
-own strength for the flight. Don’t you know this quiet little girl of
-ours is mounted on Pegasus, and riding him handily in her upward trend?”
-
-But there was no winged horse or genius in view to Jean’s blurred sight
-as she watched the road unroll before her, and looking back, saw only
-the curling smoke from Greenacres’ white chimneys.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
- CARLOTA
-
-
-“I thought you lived in a farmhouse too, Cousin Beth,” Jean said, in
-breathless admiration, as she laid aside her outer wraps, and stood in
-the big living-room at Twin Oaks. The beautiful country house had been a
-revelation to her. It seemed to combine all of the home comfort and good
-cheer of Greenacres with the modern air and improvements of the homes at
-the Cove. Sitting far back from the broad road in its stately grounds,
-it was like some reserved but gracious old colonial dame bidding you
-welcome.
-
-The center hall had a blazing fire in the high old rock fireplace, and
-Queen Bess, a prize winning Angora, opened her wide blue eyes at the
-newcomer, but did not stir. In the living-room was another open fire,
-even while the house was heated with hot air. There were flowering
-plants at the windows, and freshly cut roses on the tables in tall jars.
-
-“You know, or maybe you don’t know,” said Cousin Beth, “that we have one
-hobby here, raising flowers, and specially roses. We exhibit every year,
-and you’ll grow to know them and love the special varieties just as I
-do. You have no idea, Jean, of the thrill when you find a new bloom
-different from all the rest.”
-
-“I wouldn’t be surprised to find out anything new and wonderful about
-this place,” Jean laughed, leaning back in a deep-seated armchair. Like
-the rest of the room’s furniture it wore a gown of chintz, deep cream,
-cross barred in dull apple green, with lovely, splashy pink roses
-scattered here and there. Two large white Polar rugs lay on the polished
-floor.
-
-“If those were not members of the Peabody family, old and venerated,
-they never would be allowed to bask before my fire,” Cousin Beth said.
-“But way back there was an Abner Peabody who sailed the Polar seas, and
-used to bring back trophies and bestow them on members of his family as
-future heirlooms. Consequently, we fall over these bears in the dark,
-and bless great-grandfather Abner’s precious memory.”
-
-After she was thoroughly toasted and had drunk a cup of Russian tea,
-Jean found her way up to the room that was to be hers during her visit.
-It was the sunniest kind of a retreat in daffodil yellow and oak brown.
-The furniture was all in warm deep toned ivory, and there were rows of
-blossoming daffodils and jonquils along the windowsills.
-
-“Oh, I think this is just darling,” Jean gasped, standing in the middle
-of the floor and gazing around happily. “It’s as if spring were already
-here.”
-
-“I put a drawing board and easel here for you too,” Cousin Beth told
-her. “Of course you’ll use my studio any time you like, but it’s handy
-to have a corner all your own at odd times. Carlota will be here
-tomorrow and her room is right across the hall. She has inherited all of
-her father’s talent, so I know how congenial you will be. And you’ll do
-each other a world of good.”
-
-“How?”
-
-“Well, you’re thoroughly an American girl, Jean, and Carlota is half
-Italian. You’ll understand what I mean when you see her. She is high
-strung and temperamental, and you are so steady nerved and well
-balanced.”
-
-Jean thought over this last when she was alone, and smiled to herself.
-Why on earth did one have to give outward and visible signs of
-temperament, she wondered, before people believed one had sensitive
-feelings or responsive emotions? Must one wear one’s heart on one’s
-sleeve, so to speak, for a sort of personal barometer? Bab was high
-strung and temperamental too; so was Kit. They both indulged now and
-then in mental fireworks, but nobody took them seriously, or considered
-it a mark of genius. She felt just a shade of half amused tolerance
-towards this Carlota person who was to get any balance or poise out of
-her own nature.
-
-“If Cousin Beth knew for one minute,” she told the face in the round
-mirror of the dresser, “what kind of a person you really are, she’d
-never, never trust you to balance anybody’s temperament.”
-
-But the following day brought a trim, closed car to the door, and out
-stepped Carlota and her maid, a middle-aged Florentine woman who rarely
-smiled excepting at her charge.
-
-And Jean coming down the wide center flight of stairs saw Cousin Beth
-before the fire with a tall, girlish figure, very slender, and all in
-black, even to the wide velvet ribbon on her long dark braid of hair.
-
-“This is my cousin Jean,” said Mrs. Newell, in her pleasant way. She
-laid Carlota’s slim, soft hand in Jean’s. “I want you two girls to be
-very good friends.”
-
-“But I know, surely, we shall be,” Carlota exclaimed. And at the sound
-of her voice Jean’s prejudices melted. She had very dark eyes with lids
-that drooped at the outer corners, a rather thin face and little eager
-pointed chin. Jean tried and tried to think who it was she made her
-think of, and then remembered. It was the little statuette of Le Brun,
-piquant and curious.
-
-“Now, you will not be treated one bit as guests, girls,” Cousin Beth
-told them. “You must come and go as you like, and have the full freedom
-of the house. I keep my own study hours and like to be alone then. Do as
-you like and be happy. Run along, both of you.”
-
-“She is wonderful, isn’t she?” Carlota said as they went upstairs
-together. “She makes me feel always as if I were a ship waiting with
-loose sails, and all at once—a breeze—and I am on my way again. You
-have not been to Sorrento, have you? You can see the little fisher boats
-from our terraces. It is all so beautiful, but now the villa is turned
-into a hospital. Pippa’s brothers and father are all at the front. Her
-father is old, but he would go. She’s glad she’s an old maid, she says,
-for she has no husband to grieve over. Don’t you like her? She was my
-nurse when I was born.”
-
-“Her face reminds one of a Sybil. There’s one—I forget which—who was
-middle-aged instead of being old and wrinkled.”
-
-“My father has used Pippa’s head often. One I like best is ‘The Melon
-Vendor.’ That was exhibited in Paris and won the Salon medal. And it was
-so odd. Pippa did not feel at all proud. She said it was only the magic
-of his fingers that had made the statue a success, and father said it
-was the inspiration from Pippa’s face.”
-
-“I wonder if you ever knew Bab Crane. She’s a Long Island girl from the
-Cove where we used to live, and she’s lived abroad every year for two or
-three months with her mother. She is an artist.”
-
-“I don’t know her,” Carlota shook her head doubtfully. “You see over
-there, while we entertained a great deal, I was in a convent and
-scarcely met anyone excepting in the summertime, and then we went to my
-aunt’s villa up on Lake Maggiore. Oh, but that is the most beautiful
-spot of all. There is one island there called Isola Bella. I wish I
-could carry it right over here with me and set it down for you to see.
-It is all terraces and splendid old statuary, and when you see it at
-sunrise it is like a jewel, it glows so with color.”
-
-Jean curled her slippered feet under her as she sat on the window seat,
-listening. There was always a lingering love in her heart for the
-“haunts of ancient peace” in Europe’s beauty spots, and especially for
-Italy. Somewhere she had read, it was called the “sweetheart of the
-nations.”
-
-“I’d love to go there,” she said now, with a little sigh.
-
-“And that is what I was always saying when I was there, and my father
-told me of this country. I wanted to see it so. He would tell me of the
-great gray hills that climb to the north, and the craggy broken
-shoreline up through Maine, and the little handful of amethyst isles
-that lie all along it. He was born in New Hampshire, at Portsmouth. We
-are going up to see the house some day, but I know just what it looks
-like. It stands close down by the water’s edge in the old part of the
-town, and there is a big rambling garden with flagged walks. His
-grandfather was a ship builder and sent them out, oh, like argosies I
-think, all over the world, until the steamboats came, and his trade was
-gone. And he had just one daughter, Petunia. Isn’t that a beautiful
-name, Petunia Pomeroy. It is all one romance, I think, but I coax him to
-tell it to me over and over. There was an artist who came up from the
-south in one of his ships, and he was taken very ill. So they took him
-in as a guest, and Petunia cared for him. And when he was well, what do
-you think?” She clasped her hands around her knees and rocked back and
-forth, sitting on the floor before her untouched suitcases.
-
-“They married.”
-
-“But more than that,” warmly. “He carved the most wonderful figureheads
-for my great grandfather’s ships. All over the world they were famous.
-His son was my father.”
-
-It was indescribable, the tone in which she said the last. It told more
-than anything else how dearly she loved this sculptor father of hers.
-That night Jean wrote to Kit. The letter on her arrival had been to the
-Motherbird, but this was a chat with the circle she knew would read it
-over around the sitting room lamp.
-
- Dear Kit:
-
- I know you’ll all be hungry for news. We motored out from
- Boston, and child, when I saw the quaint old New England
- homestead we had imagined, I had to blink my eyes. It looks as
- if it belonged right out on the North Shore at the Cove. It is a
- little like Longfellow’s home, only glorified—not by fame as
- yet, though that will come—by Greek wings. I don’t mean Nike
- wings. There are sweeping porticos on each side where the drive
- winds around. And inside it is summertime even now. They have
- flowers everywhere, and raise roses. Kit, if you could get one
- whiff of their conservatory, you would become a Persian rose
- worshipper. When I come back, we’re going to start a sunken rose
- garden, not with a few old worn out bushes, but new slips and
- cuttings.
-
- Carlota arrived the day after I did. She looks like the little
- statuette of Le Brun on Mother’s bookcase, only her hair hangs
- in two long braids. She is more Italian than American in her
- looks, but seems to be very proud of her American father. Helen
- would love her ways. She has a maid, Pippa, from Florence,
- middle-aged, who used to be her nurse. Isn’t that medieval and
- Juliet-like? But she wears black and white continually, no
- gorgeous raiment at all, black in the daytime, white for
- evening. I feel like Pierrette beside her, but Cousin Beth says
- the girls of our age dress very simply abroad.
-
- The Contessa is coming out to spend the week end with us, and
- will take Carlota and me back with her for a few days. I’ll tell
- you all about her next time. We go for a long trip in the car
- every day, but it is awfully cold and bleak still. I feel
- exactly like Queen Bess, the Angora cat, I want to hug the fires
- all the time, and Carlota says she can’t bear our New England
- winters. At this time of the year, she says spring has come in
- Tuscany and all along the southern coast. She has inherited her
- father’s gift for modelling, and gave me a little figurine of a
- fisher boy standing on his palms, for a paper weight. It is
- perfect. I wish I could have it cast in bronze. You know, I
- think I’d rather be a sculptor than a painter. Someway the
- figures seem so full of life, but then, Cousin Beth says, they
- lack color.
-
- I mustn’t start talking shop to you when your head is full of
- forestry. Let me know how Piney takes to the idea of going west,
- and be sure and remember to feed Cherilee. Dorrie will think of
- her chickens and neglect the canary sure. And help Mother all
- you can.
-
- With love to all,
- Jean.
-
-“Humph,” said Kit, loftily, when the letter arrived and was duly
-digested by the circle. “I suppose Jean feels as if the whole weight of
-this household rested on her anxious young shoulders.”
-
-“Well, we do miss her awfully,” Doris hurried to say. “But the canary is
-all right.”
-
-“Yes, and so is everything else. Wait till I write to my elder sister
-and relieve her mind. Let her cavort gaily in motor cars, and live side
-by each with Angora cats in the lap of luxury. Who cares? The really
-great ones of the earth have dwelt in penury and loneliness on the
-solitary heights.”
-
-“You look so funny brandishing that dish towel, and spouting, Kit,”
-Helen said, placidly. “I’m sure I can understand how Jean feels and I
-like it. It is odd about Carlota wearing black and white, isn’t it? I
-wish Jean had told more about her. I shall always imagine her in a
-little straight gown of dull violet velvet, with a cap of pearls.”
-
-“Isn’t that nice? How do you imagine me, Helenita darling?” Kit struck a
-casual attitude while she wiped the pudding dish.
-
-“You’d make a nice Atalanta, the girl who raced for the golden apples,
-or some pioneer girl.”
-
-“There’s a stretch of fancy for you, from ancient Greece to Indian
-powwow times. Run tell Shad to take up more logs to Father’s room, or
-the astral spirit of our sweet sister will perch on our bedposts tonight
-and rail at us right lustily.”
-
-“What’s that?” asked Doris, inquisitively. “What’s an astral spirit?”
-
-Kit screwed her face up till it looked like Cynthy Allan’s, and prowled
-towards the youngest of the family with portentous gestures.
-
-“’Tain’t a ghost, and ’tain’t a spook, and ’tain’t a banshee. It’s the
-shadow of your self when you’re sound asleep, and it goeth questing
-forth on mischief bent. Yours hovers over the chicken coops all night
-long, Dorrie, and mine flits out to the eagles’ nests on mountain tops,
-and Helenita’s digs into old chests of romance, and hauls out caskets of
-jewels and scented gowns by ye hundreds.”
-
-“There’s the milk,” called Shad’s voice from the entry way. “Better
-strain it right off and get it into the pans. Mrs. Gorham’s gone to bed
-with her neuralgy.”
-
-Dorrie giggled outright at the interruption, but Kit hurried to the
-rescue with the linen straining cloth. It took more than neuralgia to
-shake the mettle of a Robbins these days.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
- AT MOREL’S STUDIO
-
-
-“I’ve just had a telephone message from the Contessa,” Cousin Beth said
-at breakfast Saturday morning. “She sends an invitation to us for this
-afternoon, a private view of paintings and sculpture at Henri Morel’s
-studio. She knew him in Italy and France, and he leaves for New York on
-Monday. There will be a little reception and tea, nothing too formal for
-you girls, so dress well, hold up your chins and turn out your toes, and
-behave with credit to your chaperon. It is your debut.”
-
-Carlota looked at her quite seriously, thinking she was in earnest, but
-Jean always caught the flutter of fun in her eyes, and knew it would not
-be as ceremonious as it sounded. When she was ready that afternoon she
-slipped into Cousin Beth’s own little den at the south end of the house.
-Here were three rooms, all so different, and each showing a distinct
-phase of character. One was her winter studio. The summer one was built
-out in the orchard. This was a large sunny room, panelled in soft toned
-oak, with a wood brown rug on the floor, and all the treasures
-accumulated abroad during her years there of study and travel. In this
-room Jean used to find the girl Beth, who had ventured forth after the
-laurels of genius, and found success waiting her with love, back in
-little Weston.
-
-The second room was a private sitting-room, all willow furniture, and
-dainty chintz coverings, with Dutch tile window boxes filled with
-blooming hyacinths, and feminine knick-knacks scattered about
-helterskelter. Here were framed photographs of loved ones and friends, a
-portrait of Elliott over the desk, his class colors on the wall, and
-intimate little kodak snapshots he had sent her. This was the mother’s
-and wife’s room. And the last was her bedroom. Here Jean found her
-dressing. All in deep smoke gray velvet, with a bunch of single petaled
-violets on her coat. She turned and looked at Jean critically.
-
-“I only had this new serge suit,” said Jean. “I thought with a sort of
-fluffy waist it would be right to wear.”
-
-The waist was a soft crinkly crepe silk in dull old gold, with a low
-collar of rose point, and just a touch of Byzantine embroidery down the
-front. Above it, Jean’s eager face framed in her brown hair, her brown
-eyes, small imperative chin with its deep cleft, and look of interest
-that Kit called “questioning curiosity,” all seemed accentuated.
-
-“It’s just right, dear,” said Cousin Beth. “Go get a yellow jonquil to
-wear. Carlota will have violets, I think. She loves them best.”
-
-There was a scent of coming spring in the air as they motored along the
-country roads, just a delicate reddening of the maple twigs, and a mist
-above the lush marshes down in the lower meadows. Once Carlota called
-out joyously. A pair of nesting bluebirds teetered on a fence rail,
-talking to each other of spring housekeeping.
-
-“Ah, there they are,” she cried. “And in Italy now there will be spring
-everywhere. My father told me of the bluebirds here. He said they were
-bits of heaven’s own blue with wings on.”
-
-“How queer it is,” Jean said, “I mean the way one remembers and loves
-all the little things about one’s own country.”
-
-“Not so much all the country. Just the spot of earth you spring from. He
-loves this New England.”
-
-“And I love Long Island. I was born there, not at the Cove, but farther
-down the coast near Montauk Point, and the smell of salt water and the
-marshes always stirs me. I love the long green rolling stretches, and
-the little low hills in the background like you see in paintings of the
-Channel Islands and some of the ones along the Scotch coast. Just a few
-straggly scrub pines, you know, and the willows and wild cherry trees
-and beach plums.”
-
-“Somewhere I’ve read about that, girls; the old earth’s hold upon her
-children. I’m afraid I only respond to gray rocks and all of this sort
-of thing. I’ve been so homesick abroad just to look at a crooked apple
-tree in bloom that I didn’t know what to do. Each man to his ‘ain acre.’
-Where were you born, Carlota?”
-
-“At the Villa Marina. Ah, but you should see it.” Carlota’s dark face
-glowed with love and pride. “It is dull terra cotta color, and then dull
-green too, the mold of ages, I think, like the under side of an olive
-leaf, and flowers everywhere, and poplars in long avenues. My father
-laughs at our love for it, and says it is just a mouldy old ruin, but
-every summer we spend there. Some day perhaps you could come to see us,
-Jean. Would they lend her to us for a while, do you think, Mrs. Newell?”
-
-“After the sick soldiers have all been sent home well,” said Jean. “I
-should love to. Isn’t it fun building air castles?”
-
-“They are very substantial things,” Cousin Beth returned, whimsically.
-“Hopes to me are so tangible. We just set ahead of us the big hope, and
-the very thought gives us incentive and endeavor and what Elliott calls
-in his boy fashion, ‘punch.’ Plan from now on, Jean, for one spring in
-Italy. I’m scheming deeply, you know, or perhaps you haven’t even
-guessed yet, to get you a couple of years’ study here, then at least one
-abroad, and after that, you shall try your own strength.”
-
-“Wouldn’t it be awful if I turned out just ordinary!” Jean said with her
-characteristic truthfulness. “I remember one girl down at the Cove, Len
-Marden. We went through school together, and her people said she was a
-musical genius. She studied all the time, really and truly. She was just
-a martyr, and she liked it. They had plenty of means to give her every
-chance, and she studied harmony in one city abroad, and then something
-in another city, and something else in another. We always used to wonder
-where Len was trying her scales. Her name was Leonora, and she used to
-dread it. Why, her father even retired from business, just to give his
-time up to watching over Len, and her mother was like a Plymouth Rock
-hen, brooding over her. Well, she came back last fall, and just ran away
-and married one of the boys from the Cove, and she says she doesn’t give
-a rap for a career.”
-
-Cousin Beth and Carlota both laughed heartily at Jean’s seriousness.
-
-“She has all of my sympathy,” the former declared. “I don’t think a
-woman is able to give her greatest powers to the world if she is gifted
-unusually, until she has known love and motherhood. I hope Leonora finds
-her way back to the temple of genius with twins clinging to her wing
-tips.”
-
-It was just a little bit late when they arrived at the Morel studio.
-Jean had expected it to be more of the usual workshop, like Daddy
-Higginson’s for instance, where canvases heaped against the walls seemed
-to have collected the dust of ages, and a broom would have been a
-desecration. Here, you ascended in an elevator, from an entrance hall
-that Cousin Beth declared always made her think of the tomb of the
-Pharoahs in “Aida.”
-
-“All it needs is a nice view of the Nile by moonlight, and some tall
-lilies in full bloom, and someone singing ‘Celeste Aida,’” she told the
-girls when they alighted at the ninth floor, and found themselves in the
-long vestibule of the Morel studio. Jean had rather a confused idea of
-what followed. There was the meeting with Morel himself. Stoop
-shouldered and thin, with his vivid foreign face, half closed eyes, and
-odd moustache like a mandarin’s. And near him Madame Morel, with a
-wealth of auburn hair and big dark eyes. She heard Carlota say just
-before they were separated,
-
-“He loves to paint red hair, and Aunt Signa says she has the most
-wonderful hair you ever saw, like Melisande.”
-
-Cousin Beth had been taken possession of by a stout smiling young man
-with eyeglasses and was already the center of a little group. Jean heard
-his name, and recognized it as that of a famous illustrator. Carlota
-introduced her to a tall girl in brown whom she had met in Italy, and
-then somehow, Jean could not have told how it happened, they drifted
-apart. Not but what she was glad of a breathing spell, just a chance as
-Shad would have said, to get her bearings. Morel was showing some recent
-canvases, still unframed, at the end of the studio, and everyone seemed
-to gravitate that way.
-
-Jean found a quiet corner near a tall Chinese screen. Somebody handed
-her fragrant tea in a little red and gold cup, and she was free to look
-around her. A beautiful woman had just arrived. She was tall and past
-first youth, but Jean leaned forward expectantly. This must be the
-Contessa. Her gown seemed as indefinite and elusive in detail as a
-cloud. It was dull violet color, with a gleam of gold here and there as
-she moved slowly towards Morel’s group. Under a wide brimmed hat of
-violet, you saw the lifted face, with tired lovely eyes, and close waves
-of pale golden hair. And this was not all. Oh, if only Helen could have
-seen her, thought Jean, with a funny little reversion to the home
-circle. She had wanted a princess from real life, or a contessa,
-anything that was tangibly romantic and noble, and here was the very
-pattern of a princess, even to a splendid white stag hound which
-followed her with docile eyes and drooping long nose.
-
-“My dear, would you mind coaxing that absent-minded girl at the tea
-table to part with some lemon for my tea? And the Roquefort sandwiches
-are excellent too.”
-
-Jean turned at the sound of the new voice beside her. There on the same
-settee sat a robust, middle-aged late comer. Her satin coat was worn and
-frayed, her hat altogether too youthful with its pink and mauve
-butterflies veiled in net. It did make one think of poor Cynthy and her
-yearnings towards roses. Jean saw, too, that there was a button missing
-from her gown, and her collar was pinned at a wrong angle, but the
-collar was real lace and the pin was of old pearls. It was her face that
-charmed. Framed in an indistinct mass of fluffy hair, gray and blonde
-mixed, with a turned up, winning mouth, and delightfully expressive
-eyes, it was impossible not to feel immediately interested and
-acquainted.
-
-Before they had sat there long, Jean found herself indulging in all
-sorts of confidences. They seemed united by a common feeling of, not
-isolation exactly, but newness to this circle.
-
-“I enjoy it so much more sitting over here and looking on,” Jean said.
-“Cousin Beth knows everyone, of course, but it is like a painting. You
-close one eye, and get the group effect. And I must remember everything
-to write it home to the girls.”
-
-“Tell me about these girls. Who are they that you love them so?” asked
-her new friend. “I, too, like the bird’s eye view best. I told Morel I
-did not come to see anything but his pictures, and now I am ready for
-tea and talk.”
-
-So Jean told all about Greenacres and the girls there and before she
-knew it, she had disclosed too, her own hopes and ambitions, and perhaps
-a glimpse of what it might mean to the others still in the nest if she,
-the first to fly, could only make good. And her companion told her, in
-return, of how sure one must be that the spark of inspiration is really
-a divine one and worthy of sacrifice, before one gives up all to it.
-
-“Yonder in France, and in Italy too, but mostly in France,” she said, “I
-have found girls like you, my child, from your splendid homeland, living
-on little but hopes, wasting their time and what money could be spared
-them from some home over here, following false hopes, and sometimes
-starving. It is but a will-o’-the-wisp, this success in art, a sort of
-pitiful madness that takes possession of our brains and hearts and makes
-us forget the daily road of gold that lies before us.”
-
-“But how can you tell for sure?” asked Jean, leaning forward anxiously.
-
-“Who can answer that? I have only pitied the ones who could not see they
-had no genius. Ah, my dear, when you meet real genius, then you know the
-difference instantly. It is like the real gems and the paste. There is
-consecration and no thought of gain. The work is done irresistibly,
-spontaneously, because they cannot help it. They do not think of so
-called success, it is only the fulfilment of their own visions that they
-love. You like to draw and paint, you say, and you have studied some in
-New York. What then?”
-
-Jean pushed back her hair impulsively.
-
-“Do you know, I think you are a little bit wrong. You won’t mind my
-saying that, will you, please? It is only this. Suppose we are not
-geniuses, we who see pictures in our minds and long to paint them. I
-think that is the gift too, quite as much as the other, as the power to
-execute. Think how many go through life with eyes blind to all beauty
-and color! Surely it must be something to have the power of seeing it
-all, and of knowing what you want to paint. My Cousin Roxy says it’s
-better to aim at the stars and hit the bar post, than to aim at the bar
-post and hit the ground.”
-
-“Ah, so. And one of your English poets says too, ‘A man’s aim should
-outreach his grasp, or what’s a heaven for?’ Maybe, you are quite right.
-The vision is the gift.” She turned and laid her hand on Jean’s
-shoulder, her eyes beaming with enjoyment of their talk. “I shall
-remember you, Brown Eyes.”
-
-And just at this point Cousin Beth and Carlota came towards them, the
-former smiling at Jean.
-
-“Don’t you think you’ve monopolized the Contessa long enough, young
-woman?” she asked. Jean could not answer. The Contessa, this whimsical,
-oddly gowned woman, who had sat and talked with her over their tea in
-the friendliest sort of way, all the time that Jean had thought the
-Contessa was the tall lady in the temperamental gown with the stag hound
-at her heels.
-
-“But this is delightful,” exclaimed the Contessa, happily. “We have met
-incognito. I thought she was some demure little art student who knew no
-one here, and she has been so kind to me, who also seemed lonely. Come
-now, we will meet with the celebrities.”
-
-With her arm around Jean’s waist, she led her over to the group around
-Morel, and told them in her charming way of how they had discovered each
-other.
-
-“And she has taught me a lesson that you, Morel, with all your art, do
-not know, I am sure. It is not the execution that is the crown of
-ambition and aspiration, it is the vision itself. For the vision is
-divine inspiration, but the execution is the groping of the human hand.”
-
-“Oh, but I never could say it so beautifully,” exclaimed Jean, pink
-cheeked and embarrassed, as Morel laid his hand over hers.
-
-“Nevertheless,” he said, gently, “success to thy finger-tips,
-Mademoiselle.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
- GREENACRE LETTERS
-
-
-Jean confessed her mistake to Cousin Beth after they had returned home.
-There were just a few moments to spare before bedtime, after wishing
-Carlota and her aunt good night, and she sat on a little stool before
-the fire in the sitting-room.
-
-“I hadn’t the least idea she was the Contessa. You know that tall woman
-with the stag hound, Cousin Beth—”
-
-Mrs. Newell laughed softly, braiding her hair down into regular
-schoolgirl pigtails.
-
-“That was Betty Goodwin. Betty loves to dress up. She plays little parts
-for herself all the time. I think today she was a Russian princess
-perhaps. The next time she will be a tailor-made English girl. Betty’s
-people have money enough to indulge her whims, and she has just had her
-portrait done by Morel as a sort of dream maiden, I believe. I caught a
-glimpse of it on exhibition last week. Looks as little like Betty as I
-do. Jean, child, paint if you must, but paint the thing as you see it,
-and do choose apple trees and red barns rather than dream maidens who
-aren’t real.”
-
-“I don’t know what I shall paint,” Jean answered, with a little quick
-sigh. “She rather frightened me, I mean the Contessa. She thinks only
-real geniuses should paint.”
-
-“Nonsense. Paint all you like. You’re seventeen, aren’t you, Jean?”
-
-Jean nodded. “Eighteen in April.”
-
-“You seem younger than that. If I could, I’d swamp you in paint and
-study for the next two years. By that time you would have either found
-out that you were tired to death of it, and wanted real life, or you
-would be doing something worth while in the art line. But in any event
-you would have no regrets. I mean you could trot along life’s highway
-contentedly, without feeling there was something you had missed. It was
-odd your meeting the Contessa as you did. She likes you very much. I
-wish it could be arranged for you to go over to Italy in a year, and be
-under her wing. It’s such a broadening experience for you, Jeanie.
-Perhaps I’ll be going myself by then and could take you. You would love
-it as I did, I know. There’s a charm and restfulness about old world
-spots that all the war clamour and devastation cannot kill. Now run
-along to bed. Tomorrow will be a quiet day. The Contessa likes it here
-because she can relax and as she says ‘invite her soul to peace.’ Good
-night, dear.”
-
-When Jean reached her own room, she found a surprise. On the desk lay a
-letter from home that Minory had laid there. Minory was Cousin Beth’s
-standby, as she said. She was middle-aged, and had been “help” to the
-Peabodys ever since she was a girl. Matrimony had never attracted
-Minory. She had never been known to have a sweetheart. She was tall and
-spare, with a broad serene face, and sandy-red hair worn parted in the
-middle and combed smoothly back over her ears in old-fashioned style.
-Her eyes were as placid and contented as a cat’s, and rather greenish,
-too, in tint.
-
-“Minory has reached Nirvana,” Cousin Beth would say, laughingly. “She
-always has a little smile on her lips, and says nothing. I’ve never seen
-her angry or discontented. She’s saved her earnings and bought property,
-and supports several indigent relatives who have no earthly right to her
-help. Her favorite flower, she says, is live forever, as we call it here
-in New England, or the Swiss edelweiss. She’s a faithful Unitarian, and
-her favorite charity is orphan asylums. All my life I have looked up to
-Minory and loved her. There’s a poem called ‘The Washer of the Ford,’ I
-think it is, and she has made me think of it often, for over and over at
-the passing out of dear ones in the family, it has been Minory’s hand on
-my shoulder that has steadied me, and her hand that has closed their
-eyes. She stands and holds the candle for the rest of us.”
-
-It was just like her, Jean thought, to lay the home letter where it
-would catch her eye and make her happy before she went to sleep. One joy
-of a letter from home was that it turned out to be a budget as soon as
-you got it out of the envelope. The one on top was from the Motherbird,
-written just before the mail wagon came up the hill.
-
- DEAR PRINCESS ROYAL:
-
- You have been much on my mind, but I haven’t time for a long
- letter, as Mr. Ricketts may bob up over the hill any minute, and
- he is like time and tide that wait for no man, you know. I am
- ever so glad your visit has proved a happy one. Stay as long as
- Cousin Beth wants you. Father is really quite himself these
- days, and I have kept Mrs. Gorham, so the work has been very
- easy for me, even without my first lieutenant.
-
- It looks like an early spring, and we expect Ralph and Honey
- from the west in about a week, instead of in May. Ralph will
- probably be our guest for awhile, as Father will enjoy his
- company. The crocuses are up all along the garden wall, and the
- daffodils and narcissus have started to send up little green
- lances through the earth. I have never enjoyed the coming of a
- spring so much as now. Perhaps one needs a long bleak winter in
- order to appreciate spring.
-
- Have you everything you need? Let me know otherwise. You know, I
- always find some way out. A letter came for you from Bab which I
- enclose. Write often to us, my eldest fledgling. I feel very
- near you these days in love and thought. The petals are
- unfolding so fast in your character. I want to watch each one,
- and you know this, dear. There is always a curious bond between
- a firstborn and a mother, to the mother specially, for you
- taught me motherhood, all the dear, first motherlore, my Jean.
- Some day you will understand what I mean, when you look down
- into the face of your own. I must stop, for I am getting
- altogether homesick for you.
-
- Tenderly,
- Mother.
-
-Jean sat for a few minutes after reading this, without unfolding the
-girls’ letters. Mothers were wonderful persons, she thought. Their
-brooding wings stretched so far over one, and gave forth a love and
-protectiveness such as nothing else in the world could do.
-
-The next was from Helen, quite like her too. Brief and beautifully
-penned on her very own violet tinted note paper.
-
- DEAR JEANIE:
-
- I do hope you have met the wonderful Contessa. I can picture her
- in my mind. You know Father’s picture of Marie Stuart with the
- pearl cap? Well, I’ve been wondering if she looked like that. I
- know they wore pearl caps in Italy because Juliet wore one. I’d
- love a pearl cap. Tell me what Carlota talks about, and what
- color are her eyes!
-
- School is very uninteresting just now, and it is cold driving
- over to the car. But I have one teacher I love, Miss Simmons.
- Jean, she has the face of Priscilla exactly, and she is
- descended from Miles Standish, really and truly. She told me so,
- and Kit said if all of his descendants could be bunched
- together, they would fill a state. You know Kit. Miss Simmons
- wears a low lace collar with a small cameo pin, and her voice is
- beautiful. I can’t bear people with loud voices. When I see her
- in the morning, it just wipes out all the cold drive and
- everything that’s gone wrong. Well, Kit says it’s time to go to
- bed. I forgot to tell you, unless Mother has already in her
- letter, that Mr. McRae is coming from Saskatoon with Honey, and
- he will stay here. Doris hopes he will bring her a tame bear
- cub.
-
- Your loving sister,
- Helen Beatrice Robbins.
-
-“Oh, Helenita, you little goose,” Jean laughed, shaking her head. The
-letter was so entirely typical of Helen and her vagaries. A mental flash
-of the dear old Contessa in a pearl cap came to her. She must remember
-to tell Cousin Beth about that tomorrow.
-
-Doris’s letter was hurried and full of maternal cares.
-
- DEAR SISTER:
-
- We miss you awfully. Shad got hurt yesterday. His foot was
- jammed when a tree fell on it, but Joe is helping him, and I
- think they like each other better.
-
- We are setting all the hens that want to set. The minute I
- notice one clucking I tell Mother, and we fix a nest for her.
- Father has the incubator going, but it may go out if we forget
- to put in oil, Shad says, and the hens don’t forget to keep on
- the nests. Bless Mother Nature, Mrs. Gorham says. She made
- caramel filling today the way you do, and it all ran out in the
- oven, and she said the funniest thing. “Thunder and lightning.”
- Just like that. And when I laughed, she told me not to because
- she ought not to say such things, but when cooking things went
- contrariwise, she just lost her head entirely. Isn’t that fun?
- Send me a pressed pink rose. I’d love it.
-
- Lovingly yours,
- Dorrie.
-
-Last of all was Kit’s, six sheets of pencilled scribbling, crowded
-together on both sides.
-
- I’m writing this the last thing at night, dear sister mine, when
- my brain is getting calm. Any old time the poet starts singing
- blithesomely of ye joys of springtide I hope he lands on this
- waste spot the first weeks in March. Jean, the frost is thawing
- in the roads, and that means the roads are simply falling in.
- You drive over one in the morning, and at night it isn’t there
- at all. There’s just a slump, understand. I’m so afraid that
- Princess will break her legs falling into a Gilead quagmire, I
- hardly dare drive her.
-
- I suppose Mother has written that we have a guest coming from
- Saskatoon. I feel very philosophical about it. It will do Dad
- good, and I’ll be glad to see Honey again. Billie’s coming home
- for Easter, thank goodness. He’s human. Do you suppose you will
- be here then? What do you do all day? Gallivant lightsomely
- around the adjacent landscape with Cousin Beth, or languish with
- the Contessa and Carlota in some luxurious spot, making believe
- you’re nobility too. Remember, Jean Robbins, the rank is but the
- guinea’s stamp, “a man’s a man for a’ that.” Whatever would you
- do without your next sister to keep you balanced along strict
- republican lines? Don’t mind me. We’ve been studying comparisons
- between forms of government at school, and I’m completely
- jumbled on it all. I can’t make up my mind what sort of a
- government I want to rule over. This kingship business seems to
- be so uncertain. Poor old King Charles and Louis, and the rest.
- I’m to be Charlotte Corday at the prison window in one of our
- monthly tableaux. Like the picture?
-
- If you do see any of the spring styles, don’t be afraid to send
- them home. Even while we cannot indulge, it’s something to look
- at them. I don’t want any more middies. They are just a
- subterfuge. I want robes and garments. And how are the girls
- wearing their hair in quaint old Boston town? Mine’s getting too
- long to do anything with, and I feel Quakerish with it. It’s an
- awful nuisance trying to look like everybody else. I’ll be glad
- when I can live under a greenwood tree some place, with a
- stunning cutty sark on of dull green doeskin. Do you know what a
- cutty sark is? Read Bobby Burns, my child. I opine it’s a cross
- between a squaw’s afternoon frock and a witch’s kirtle. But it
- is graceful and comfortable, and I shall always wear one when I
- take to the forest to stay.
-
- I have a new chum, a dog. Shad says he’s just as much of a stray
- as Joe was, but he isn’t. He’s a shepherd dog, and very
- intelligent. I’ve called him Mac. He fights like sixty with
- Shad, but you just ought to see him father that puppy of Doris’s
- you brought up from New York. He trots him off to the woods with
- him, and teaches him all sorts of dog tricks. Doris had him
- cuddled and muffled up until he was a perfect little
- molly-coddle. I do think she would take the natural independence
- out of a kangaroo just by petting it.
-
- I miss you in the evenings a whole lot. Helen goes around in a
- sort of moon ring of romance nowadays, so it’s no fun talking to
- her, and Dorrie is all fussed up over her setting hens and the
- incubator natural born orphans, so I am left to my own devices.
- Did you ever wish we had some boys in the family? I do now and
- then. I’d like one about sixteen, just between us two, that I
- could chum with. Billie comes the nearest to being a kid brother
- that I’ve ever had. That boy really had a dandy sense of
- fairness, Jean, do you know it? I hope being away at school
- hasn’t spoilt him. And that makes me think. The Judge and Cousin
- Roxy were down to dinner Sunday, and the flower of romance still
- blooms for them. It’s just splendid to see the way he eyes her,
- not adoringly, but with so much appreciation, Jean, and he
- chuckles every time she springs one of her delicious sayings. I
- don’t see how he ever let her travel her own path so many years.
-
- Well, my dear, artistic close relative and beloved sister, it is
- almost ten P. M., and Shad has wound the clock, and locked the
- doors, and put wood on the fire, so it’s time for Kathleen to
- turn into her lonely cot. Give my love to Cousin Beth, and write
- to me personally. We can’t bear your inclusive family letters.
-
- Fare ye well, great heart. We’re taking up Hamlet too, in
- English. Wasn’t Ophelia a quitter?
-
- Yours,
- Kit.
-
-If it had not been too late, Jean felt she could have sat down then and
-there, and answered every one of them. They took her straight back to
-Greenacres and all the daily round of fun there. In the morning she read
-them all to Carlota, sitting on their favorite old Roman seat out in the
-big central greenhouse. Here were only ferns and plants like orchids,
-begonias, and delicate cyclamen. There was a little fountain in the
-center, and several frogs and gold fish down among the lily pads.
-
-“Ah, but you are lucky,” Carlota cried in her quick way. “I am just
-myself, and it’s so monotonous. I wish I could go back with you, even
-for just a few days, and know them all. Kit must be so funny and
-clever.”
-
-“Why couldn’t you? Mother’d love to have you, and the girls are longing
-to know what you look like. I’d love to capture you and carry you into
-our old hills. Perhaps by Easter you could go. Would the Contessa let
-you, do you think?”
-
-Carlota laughed merrily, and laid her arm around Jean’s shoulder.
-
-“I think she would let me do anything you wished. Let us go now and ask
-her.”
-
-The Contessa had not joined them at breakfast. She preferred her tray in
-Continental fashion, brought up by Minory, and they found her lying in
-the flood of sunshine from the south window, on the big comfy chintz
-covered couch drawn up before the open fireplace. Over a faded old rose
-silk dressing gown she wore a little filmy lace shawl the tint of old
-ivory that matched her skin exactly. Jean never saw her then or in after
-years without marvelling at the perpetual youth of her eyes and smile.
-She held out both hands to her with an exclamation of pleasure, and
-kissed her on her cheeks.
-
-“Ah, Giovanna mia,” she cried. “Good morning. Carlota has already
-visited me, and see, the flowers, so beautiful and dear, which your
-cousin sent up—roses and roses. They are my favorites. Other flowers we
-hold sentiment for, not for their own sakes, but because there are
-associations or memories connected with them, but roses bring forth
-homage. At my little villa in Tuscany which you must see some time, it
-is very old, very poor in many ways, but we have roses everywhere. Now,
-tell me, what is it you two have thought up. I see it in your eyes.”
-
-“Could I take Carlota home with me for a little visit when I go?” asked
-Jean. “It isn’t so very far from here, just over in the corner of
-Connecticut where Rhode Island and Massachusetts meet, and by Easter it
-will be beautiful in the hills. And it’s perfectly safe for her up
-there. Nothing ever happens.”
-
-The Contessa laughed at her earnestness.
-
-“We must consult with your cousin first,” she said. “If we can have you
-with us in Italy then we must let Carlota go with you surely. We sail in
-June. I have word from my sister. Would you like to go, child?”
-
-Jean sat down on the chair by the bedside and clasped her hands.
-
-“Oh, it just couldn’t happen,” she said in almost a hushed tone. “I’m
-sure it couldn’t, Contessa. Perhaps in another year, Cousin Beth said
-she might be going over, and then I could be with her. But not yet.”
-
-The Contessa lifted her eyebrows and smiled whimsically.
-
-“But what if there is a conspiracy of happiness afoot? Then you have
-nothing to say, and I have talked with your cousin, and she has written
-to another cousin, Roxy, I think she calls her. Ah, you have such
-wonderful women cousins, Giovanna, they are all fairy godmothers I
-think.”
-
-Jean liked to be called Giovanna. It gave her a curious feeling of
-belonging to that life Carlota told her of, in the terra cotta colored
-villa among the old terraces and rose gardens overlooking the sea. She
-remembered some of Browning’s short poems that she had always liked, the
-little fragment beginning,
-
- “Your ghost should walk, you lover of trees,
- In a wind swept gap of the Pyrenees.”
-
-“If you keep on day dreaming over possibilities, Jean Robbins,” she told
-herself in her mirror, “you’ll be quite as bad as Helen. You keep your
-two feet on the ground, and stop fluttering wings.”
-
-Whereupon for the remainder of the stay at Cousin Beth’s, she bent to
-study with a will, until Easter week loomed near, and it was time to
-think of starting for the hills once more. Carlota was going with her,
-and so excited and expectant over the trip that the Contessa declared
-she almost felt like accompanying them, just to discover this marvelous
-charm that seemed to enfold Greenacres and its girls.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
- BILLIE’S FIGHTING CHANCE
-
-
-It was the Friday before Easter when they arrived. Jean looked around
-eagerly as she jumped to the platform, wondering which of the family
-would drive down to meet them, but instead of Kit or Shad, Ralph McRae
-stepped up to her with outstretched hand. All the way from Saskatoon,
-she thought, and just the same as he was a year before. As Kit had said
-then, in describing him:
-
-“He doesn’t look as if he could be the hero, but he’d always be the
-hero’s best friend, like Mercutio was to Romeo, or Gratiano to Benvolio.
-If he couldn’t be Robin Hood, he’d be Will Scarlet, not Alan a Dale. I
-couldn’t imagine him ever singing serenades.”
-
-Jean introduced him to Carlota, who greeted him in her pretty, half
-foreign way, and Mr. Briggs waved a welcome as he trundled the express
-truck past them down the platform.
-
-“Looks a bit like rain. Good for the planters,” he called.
-
-Princess took the long curved hill from the station splendidly, and Jean
-lifted her head to it all, the long overlapping hill range that unfolded
-as they came to the first stretch of level road, the rich green of the
-pines gracing their slopes, and most of all the beautiful haze of young
-green that lay like a veil over the land from the first bursting leaf
-buds.
-
-“Oh, it’s good to be home,” she exclaimed. “Over at Cousin Beth’s the
-land seems so level, and I like hills.”
-
-“They were having some sort of Easter exercises at school, and the girls
-could not drive down,” Ralph said. “Honey and I arrived two days ago,
-and I asked for the privilege of coming down. Shad’s busy planting out
-his first lettuce and radishes in the hotbeds, and Mrs. Robbins is up at
-the Judge’s today. Billie’s pretty sick, I believe.”
-
-“Billie?” cried Jean. “Not Billie?”
-
-Even to think of Billie’s being ill was absurd. It was like saying a
-raindrop had the measles, or the wind seemed to have an attack of
-whooping cough. He had never been sick all the years he had lived up
-there, bare headed winter and summer, free as the birds and animals he
-loved. All the long drive home she felt subdued in a way.
-
-“He came back from school Monday and they are afraid of typhoid. I
-believe conditions at the school were not very good this spring, and
-several of the boys came down with it. But I’m sure if anybody could
-pull him through it would be Mrs. Ellis,” said Ralph.
-
-But even with the best nursing and care, things looked bad for Billie.
-It was supper time before Mrs. Robbins returned. Carlota had formed an
-immediate friendship with Mr. Robbins, and they talked of her father,
-whom he had known before his departure for Italy. For anyone to have
-known and appreciated her father, was a sure passport to Carlota’s
-favor. It raised them immensely in her estimation, and she was delighted
-to find, as she said, “somebody whose eyes have really looked at him.”
-
-Kit was indignant and stunned at the blow that had fallen on her chum,
-Billie. She never could take the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune
-in the proper humble spirit anyway.
-
-“The idea that Billie should have to be sick,” she cried. “How long will
-he be in bed, Mother?”
-
-“I don’t know, dear,” Mrs. Robbins said. “He’s sturdy and strong, but
-the fever usually has to run its course. Dr. Gallup came right over.”
-
-“Bless him,” Kit put in fervently. “He’ll get him well in no time. I
-don’t think there ever was a doctor so set on making people well. I’d
-rather see him come in the door, no matter what ailed me, sit down and
-tell me I had just a little distemper, open his cute little black case,
-and mix me up that everlasting mess that tastes like cinnamon and sugar,
-than have a whole line up of city specialists tapping me.”
-
-Helen and Doris clung closely to Jean, taking her and Carlota around the
-place to show her all the new chicks, orphans and otherwise. Greenacres
-really was showing signs of full return this year for the care and love
-spent on its rehabilitation. The fruit trees, after Shad’s pruning and
-fertilizing, and general treatment that made them look like swaddled
-babies, were blossoming profusely, and on the south slope of the field
-along the river, rows and rows of young peach trees had been set out.
-The garden too, had come in for its share of attention. Helen loved
-flowers, and had worked there more diligently than she usually could be
-coaxed to on any sort of real labor. Shad had cleared away the old dead
-canes first, and had plowed up the central plot, taking care to save all
-the perennials.
-
-“You know what I wish, Mother dear,” said Helen, standing with earth
-stained fingers in the midst of the tangle of old vines and bushes. “I
-wish we could lay out paths and put stones down on them, flat stones, I
-mean, like flags. And have flower beds with borders. Could we, do you
-think? And maybe a sun dial. I’d love to have a sun dial in our family.”
-
-Her earnestness made Mrs. Robbins smile, but she agreed to the plan, and
-Cousin Roxy helped out with slips from her flower store, so that the
-prospect for a garden was very good. And later Honey Hancock came up
-with Piney to advise and help too. The year out west had turned the
-bashful country boy into a stalwart, independent individual whom even
-Piney regarded with some respect. He was taller than her now, broad
-shouldered, and sure of himself.
-
-“I think Ralph has done wonders with him,” Piney said. “Mother thinks so
-too. He can pick her right up in his arms now, and walk around with her.
-She doesn’t seem to mind going west any more, after seeing what it’s
-made of Honey, and hearing him tell of it. And Ralph says we’ll always
-keep the home here so that when we want to come back, we can. I think he
-likes Gilead someway. He says it never seems just like home way out
-west. You need to walk on the earth where your fathers and grandfathers
-have trod, and even to breathe the same air. Mother says the only place
-she hates to leave behind is our little family burial plot over in the
-woods.”
-
-In the days following Easter, while Mrs. Robbins was over at the Ellis
-place helping care for Billie, Helen, Piney and Carlota formed a fast
-friendship, much to Jean and Kit’s wonderment. It was natural for Helen
-and Carlota to be chums, but Carlota was enthusiastic over Piney, her
-girl of the hills, as she called her.
-
-“Oh, but she is glorious,” she cried, the first day, as she stood at the
-gate posts watching Piney dash down the hill road on Mollie. “My father
-would love to model her head. She is so fearless. And I am afraid of
-lots and lots of things. She is like the mountain girls at home. And her
-real name—Proserpine. It is so good to have a name that is altogether
-different. My closest girl friend at the convent was Signa Palmieri and
-she has a little sister named Assunta. I like them both, and I like
-yours, Jean. What does it mean?”
-
-“I don’t know,” Jean answered, musingly, as she bent to lift up a
-convolvulus vine that was trying to lay its tendrils on the old stone
-wall. “It is the feminine of John, isn’t it?”
-
-“Then it means beloved. That suits you.” Carlota regarded her seriously.
-“My aunt says you have the gift of charm and sympathy.”
-
-Jean colored a little. She was not quite used to the utter frankness of
-Carlota’s Italian nature. While she and the other girls never hesitated
-to tell just what they thought of each other, certainly, as Kit would
-have said, nobody tossed over these little bouquets of compliment. It
-was entirely against the New England temperament.
-
-Just as Carlota started to say more there came a long hail from the
-hill, and coming down they saw Kit and Sally Peckham, with long wooden
-staffs. Sally dawned on Carlota with quite as much force as Piney had.
-Her heavy red gold hair hung today in two long plaits down her back. She
-wore a home-made blue cloth skirt and a loose blouse of dark red, with
-the neck turned in, and one of her brothers’ hats, a grey felt affair
-that she had stuck a quail’s wing in.
-
-“Hello,” called Kit, “we’ve been for a hike, clear over to the village.
-Mother ’phoned she needed some things from the drug store, so we thought
-we’d walk over and get them. Billie’s just the same. He don’t know a
-soul, and all he talks about is making his math. exams. I think it’s
-perfectly shameful to take a boy like that who loves reading and nature
-and natural things, and grind him down to regular stuff.”
-
-She reached the stone gateway, and sat down on a rock to rest, while
-Jean introduced Sally, who bowed shyly to the slim strange girl in
-black.
-
-“I didn’t know you had company, excepting Mr. McRae,” she said. “Kit
-wanted me to walk over with her.”
-
-“I love a good long hike,” interrupted Kit. “Specially when I feel
-bothered or indignant. We’ve kept up the hike club ever since the roads
-opened up, Jean. It’s more fun than anything out here, I never realized
-there was so much to know about just woods and fields until Sally taught
-me where to hunt for things. Do you like to hike, Carlota?”
-
-“Hike?” repeated Carlota, puzzled. “What is it?”
-
-“A hike is a long walk.”
-
-Carlota laughed in her easy-going way.
-
-“I don’t know. Not too long. I think I’d rather ride.”
-
-“I also,” Helen said flatly. “I don’t see a bit of fun dragging around
-like Kit does, through the woods and over swamps, climbing hills, and
-always wanting to get to the top of the next one.”
-
-“Oh, but I love to,” Kit chanted. “Maybe I’ll be a mountain climber yet.
-Children, you don’t grasp that it is something strange and interesting
-in my own special temperament. The longing to attain, the—the
-insatiable desire to seize adventure and follow her fleeing footsteps,
-the longing to tap the stars on their foreheads and let them know I’m
-here.”
-
-“Kit’s often like this,” said Helen, confidentially to Carlota. “You
-mustn’t mind her a bit. You see, she believes she is the genius of the
-family, and sometimes, I do too, almost.”
-
-“There may be a spark in each of us,” Kit said generously. “I’ll not
-claim it all. Let’s get back to the house. I’m famished, and I’ve coaxed
-Sally to stay and lunch with us.”
-
-“What good times many can have,” Carlota slipped her arm in Jean’s on
-the walk back through the garden. “Sometimes I wish I had been many too,
-I mean with brothers and sisters. You feel so oddly when you are all the
-family in yourself.”
-
-“Well,” laughed Jean, “it surely has some disadvantages, for every
-single one wants something different at the same identical moment, and
-that is comical now and then, but we like being a tribe ourselves. I
-think the more one has to divide their interests and sympathies, the
-more it comes back to them in strength. Cousin Roxy said that to me
-once, and I liked it. She said no human beings should have all their
-eggs in one nest, but make a beautiful omelet of them for the feeding of
-the multitude. Isn’t that good?”
-
-Carlota had not seen Cousin Roxy yet. With Billie down seriously ill,
-the Judge’s wife had shut out the world at large, and instituted herself
-his nurse in her own sense of the word, which meant not only caring for
-him, but enfolding him in such a mantle of love and inward power of
-courage that it would have taken a cordon of angels to get him away from
-her.
-
-Still, those were long anxious days through the remainder of April. Mrs.
-Gorham and Jean managed the other house, while Mrs. Robbins helped out
-at the sick room. There was a trained nurse on hand too, but her duties
-were largely to wait on Cousin Roxy, and as Mrs. Robbins said
-laughingly, it was the only time in her life when she had seen a trained
-nurse browbeaten.
-
-Kit was restless and uneasy over her chum’s plight. She would saddle
-Princess and ride over on her twice a day to see what the bulletins
-were, and sometimes sit out in the old fashioned garden watching the
-windows of the room where Cousin Roxy kept vigil. She almost resented
-the joyous activity of the bees and birds in their spring delirium when
-she thought of their comrade Billie, lying there fighting the fever.
-
-And oddly enough, the old Judge would join her, he who had lived so many
-years ignoring Billie’s existence, sit and hold her hand in his, gazing
-out at the sunlight and the growing things of the old garden, and now
-and then giving vent to a heavy sigh. He, too, missed his boy, and
-realized what it might mean if the birds and bees and ants and all the
-rest of Billie’s small brotherhood, were to lose their friend.
-
-Jean never forget the final night. She had a call over the telephone
-from her mother about nine, to leave Mrs. Gorham in charge, and come to
-her.
-
-“Dear, I want you here. It’s the crisis, and we can’t be sure what may
-happen. Billie’s in a heavy sleep now, and the old Doctor says we can
-just wait. Cousin Roxy is with him.”
-
-Jean laid off her outer cloak and hat, and went in where old Dr. Gallup
-sat. It always seemed foolish to call him old although his years
-bordered on three score. His hair was gray and straggled boyishly as
-some football hero’s, his eyes were brown and bright, and his smile
-something so much better than medicine that one just naturally revived
-at the sight of him, Cousin Roxy used to say. He sat by the table,
-looking out the window, one hand tapping the edge, the other deep in his
-pocket. One could not have said whether he was taking counsel of Mother
-Nature, brooding out there in the shadowy spring night, or lifting up
-his heart to a higher throne.
-
-“Hello, Jeanie, child,” he said, cheerily. “Going to keep me company,
-aren’t you? Did you come up alone?”
-
-“Shad drove me over. Doctor, Billie is all right, isn’t he?”
-
-“We hope so,” answered the old doctor. “But what is it to be all right?
-If the little lad’s race is run, it has been a good one, Jeanie, and he
-goes out fearlessly, and if not, then he is all right too, and we hope
-to hold him with us. But when this time comes and it’s the last sleep
-before dawn, there’s nothing to do but watch and wait.”
-
-“But do you think—”
-
-Jean hesitated. She could not help feeling he must know what the hope
-was.
-
-“He’s got a fine fighting chance,” said the doctor. “Now, I’m going in
-with Mrs. Ellis, and you comfort the Judge and brace him up. He’s in the
-study there.”
-
-It was dark in the study. Jean opened the door gently, and looked in.
-The old Judge sat in his deep, old arm chair by the desk, and his head
-was bent forward. She did not say a word, but tiptoed over, and knelt
-beside him, her cheek against his sleeve. And the Judge laid his arm
-around her shoulders in silence, patting her absent-mindedly. So they
-sat until out of the windows the garden took on a lighter aspect, and
-there came the faint twittering of birds wakening in their nests.
-
-Jean, watching the beautiful miracle of the dawn, marvelled. The dew
-lent a silvery radiance to every blade of grass, every leaf and twig.
-There was an unearthly, mystic beauty to the whole landscape and the
-garden. She thought of a verse the girls had found once, when they had
-traced Piney’s name in poesy for Kit’s benefit, one from “The Garden of
-Proserpine.” Something about the pale green garden, and these lines,
-
- “From too much love of living,
- From joy and care set free.”
-
-And just then the old doctor put his head in the door and sang out
-cheerily,
-
-“It’s all right. Billie’s awake.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
- THE PATH OF THE FIRE
-
-
-Carlota’s stay was lengthened from one week to three at Jean’s personal
-solicitation. The Contessa wrote that so long as the beloved child was
-enjoying herself and benefiting in health among “the hills of rest,” she
-would not dream of taking her back to the city, while spring trod
-lightly through the valleys.
-
-“Isn’t she poetical, though?” Kit said, thoughtfully, as she knelt to
-make some soft meal for a new batch of Doris’s chicks. Carlota had read
-the letter aloud to the family at the breakfast table, and they could
-hear her now playing the piano and singing with Jean and Helen,
-“Pippa’s” song:
-
- “The year’s at the spring,
- And day’s at the morn.”
-
-“No wonder Carlota is posted on all the romance and poetry of the old
-world. All Helen has done since she came is moon around and imagine
-herself Rosamunda in her garden. It makes me tired with all the spring
-work hanging over to be done. How many broods does this make, Dorrie?”
-
-“Eight,” said Dorrie, “and more coming. Shad said he understood we were
-going to sell off all the incubated ones at ten cents apiece, and keep
-the real brooders for the family.”
-
-“Oh, dear!” Kit leaned back against the side of the barn, and looked
-lazily off at the widening valley vista before her. “I am so afraid that
-Dad will get too much interested in chicken raising and crops and soils
-and things, so that we’ll stay on here forever. Somehow I didn’t mind it
-half as much all through the winter time, but now that spring is here,
-it is just simply awful to have to pitch in and work from the rising of
-the sun even unto its going down. I want to be a ‘lily of the field.’”
-
-Overhead the great fleecy, white clouds sailed up from the south in a
-squadron of splendor. A new family of bluebirds lately hatched was
-calling hungrily from a nest in the old cherry tree nearby, and being
-scolded lustily by a catbird for lack of patience. There was a delicate
-haze lingering still over the woods and distant fields. The new foliage
-was out, but hardly enough to make any difference in the landscape’s
-coloring. After two weeks of almost daily showers there had come a spell
-of close warm weather that dried up the fields and woods, and left them
-as Cousin Roxy said “dry as tinder and twice as dangerous.”
-
-“How’s Billie?” asked Doris, suddenly. “I’ll be awfully glad when he’s
-out again.”
-
-“They’ve got him on the veranda bundled up like a mummy. He’s so topply
-that you can push him over with one finger-tip and Cousin Roxy treats
-him as if she had him wadded up in pink cotton. I think if they just
-stopped treating him like a half-sick person, and just let him do as he
-pleased he’d get well twice as fast.”
-
-Doris had been gazing up at the sky dreamily. All at once she said,
-
-“What a funny cloud that is over there, Kit.”
-
-It hung over a big patch of woods towards the village, a low motionless,
-pearl colored cloud, very peculiar looking, and very suspicious, and the
-odd part about it was that it seemed balanced on a base of cloud, like a
-huge mushroom or a waterspout in shape.
-
-“What on earth is that?” exclaimed Kit, springing to her feet. “That’s
-never a cloud, and it is right over the old Ames place. Do you suppose
-they’re out burning brush with the woods so dry?”
-
-“There’s nobody home today. Don’t you know it’s Saturday, and Astrid
-said they were all going to the auction at Woodchuck hill.”
-
-Kit did not wait to hear any more. She sped to the house like a young
-deer and, with eyes quite as startled, she burst into the kitchen and
-called up the back stairs.
-
-“Mother, do you see that smoke over the Ames’s woods?”
-
-“Smoke,” echoed Mrs. Robbins’ voice. “Why, no, dear, I haven’t noticed
-any. Wait a minute, and I’ll see.”
-
-But Kit was by nature a joyous alarmist. She loved a new thrill, and in
-the daily monotony that smothered one in Gilead anything that promised
-an adventure came as a heaven sent relief. She flew up the stairs,
-stopping to call in at Helen’s door, and send a hail over the front
-banister to Jean and Carlota. Her father and mother were standing at the
-open window when she entered their room, and Mr. Robbins had his field
-glasses.
-
-“It is a fire, isn’t it, Dad?” Kit asked, eagerly, and even as she spoke
-there came the long, shrill blast of alarm on the Peckham mill whistle.
-There was no fire department of any kind for fourteen miles around.
-Nothing seemed to unite the little outlying communities of the hill
-country so much as the fire peril, but on this Saturday it happened that
-nearly all the available men had leisurely jaunted over to the Woodchuck
-Hill auction. This was one of the characteristics of Gilead, shunting
-its daily tasks when any diversion offered.
-
-“Oh, listen,” exclaimed Helen, who had hurried in also. “There’s the
-alarm bell ringing up at the church too. It must be a big one.”
-
-Even as she spoke the telephone bell rang downstairs, while Shad called
-from the front garden:
-
-“Fearful big fire just broke out between here and Ames’s. I’m going over
-with the mill boys to help fight it.”
-
-“Can I go too, Shad?” cried Joe eagerly. “I won’t be in the way, honest,
-I won’t.”
-
-“Go ’long, you stay here, an’ if you see that wing of smoke spreadin’
-over this way, you hitch up, quick as you can, an’ drive the folks out
-of its reach.” Shad started off up the road with a shovel over one
-shoulder and a heavy mop over the other. Jean was at the telephone. It
-was Judge Ellis calling.
-
-“He’s worried over Cousin Roxy, Mother,” Jean called up the stairs.
-“Cynthy wanted her to come over to her place today to get some carpet
-rags, and Cousin Roxy drove over there about an hour ago. He says her
-place lies right in the path of the fire. Mrs. Gorham has gone away for
-the day to the auction with Ben, and the Judge will have to stay with
-Billie. He’s terribly anxious.”
-
-“Oh, Dad,” exclaimed Kit, “couldn’t I please, please, go over and stay
-with Billie, and let the Judge come up to the fire, if he wants to. I’m
-sure he’s just dying to. Not but what I’m sure Cousin Roxy can take care
-of herself. May I? Oh, you dear. Tell him I’m coming, Jean.”
-
-“Yes, you’re going,” said Helen, aggrievedly, “and you’ll ride Princess
-over there, and how on earth are the rest of us going to be rescued if
-the fire comes this way.”
-
-“My dear child, and beloved sister, if you see yon flames sweeping down
-upon you, get hence to Little River, and stand in it midstream. I’m sure
-there isn’t one particle of danger. Just think of Astrid and Ingeborg
-coming back from the auction, and maybe finding their house just a pile
-of ashes.”
-
-Carlota stood apart from the rest, her dark eyes wide with surprise and
-apprehension. A forest fire to her meant a great devastating,
-irresistible force which swept over miles of acreage. Her father had
-told her, back in the old villa, of camping days in the Adirondacks,
-when he had been caught in the danger zone, and had fought fires side by
-side with the government rangers. She did not realize that down here in
-the little Quinnibaug Hills, a wood fire in the spring of the year was
-looked upon as a natural visitation, rather calculated to provide
-amusement and occupation to the boys and men, as well as twenty cents an
-hour to each and every one who fought it.
-
-Jean had left the telephone and was putting on her coat and hat.
-
-“Mother,” she asked, “do you mind if Carlota and I just walk up the wood
-road a little way? We won’t go near the fighting line where the men are
-at all, and I’d love to see it. Besides I thought perhaps we might work
-our way around through that big back wood lot to Cynthy’s place and see
-if Cousin Roxy is there. Then, we could drive back with them.”
-
-“Oh, can’t I go too?” asked Doris, eagerly. “I won’t be one bit in the
-way. Please say yes, Mother, please?”
-
-“I can’t, dear,” Mrs. Robbins patted her youngest, hurriedly. “Why, yes,
-Jean, I think it’s safe for you to both go. Don’t you, Jerry?”
-
-Mr. Robbins smiled at Jean’s flushed, excited face. It was so seldom the
-eldest robin lost her presence of mind, and really became excited.
-
-“I don’t think it will hurt them a bit,” he said. “Dorrie and Helen had
-better stay here though. They will probably be starting back fires, and
-you two girls will have all you can do, to take to your own heels,
-without looking out for the younger ones.”
-
-With a couple of golf capes thrown over their shoulders, the two girls
-started up the hill road for about three quarters of a mile. The church
-bell over at the Plains kept ringing steadily. At the top of the hill
-they came to the old wood road that formed a short cut over to the old
-Ames place. Here where the trees met overhead in an arcade the road was
-heavy with black mud, and they had to keep to the side up near the old
-rock walls. As they advanced farther there came a sound of driving
-wheels, and all at once Hedda’s mother appeared in her rickety wagon.
-She sat far forward on the seat, a man’s old felt hat jammed down over
-her heavy, flaxen hair, and an old overcoat with the collar upturned,
-thrown about her. Leaning forward with eager eyes, the reins slack on
-the horse’s back, giving him full leeway, she seemed to be thoroughly
-enthusiastic over this new excitement in Gilead.
-
-“Looks like it’s going to be some fire, girls. I’m givin’ the alarm
-along the road. Giddap!” She slapped the old horse madly with the reins,
-and shook back the wind blown wisps of hair from her face like a
-Valkyrie scenting battle.
-
-“Did you see?” asked Carlota, wonderingly. “She wore men’s boots too.”
-
-“Yes, and she runs a ninety acre farm with the help of Hedda, thirteen
-years old, and two hired men. She gets right out into the fields with
-them and manages everything herself. I think she’s wonderful. They are
-Icelanders.”
-
-Another team coming the opposite way held Mr. Rudemeir and his son
-August. An array of mops, axes, and shovels hung out over the back seat.
-Mr. Rudemeir was smoking his clay pipe, placidly, and merely waved one
-hand at the girls in salutation, but August called,
-
-“It has broken out on the other side of the road, farther down.”
-
-“Is it going towards the old Allan place?” asked Jean, anxiously. “Mrs.
-Ellis is down there with Cynthy, and the Judge telephoned over he’s
-anxious about them. That’s where we are going.”
-
-“Better keep out,” called back old Rudemeir over his shoulder. “Like
-enough she’ll drive right across the river, if she sees the fire comin’.
-Can’t git through this way nohow.”
-
-The rickety old farm wagon disappeared ahead of them up the road. Jean
-hesitated, anxiously. The smoke was thickening in the air, but they
-penetrated farther into the woods. Up on the hill to one side, she saw
-the Ames place, half obscured already by the blue haze. It lay directly
-in the path of the fire, unless the wind happened to change, and if it
-should change it would surely catch Carlota and herself if they tried to
-reach Cynthy’s house down near the river bank. Still she felt that she
-must take the chance. There was an old wood road used by the lumber men,
-and she knew every step of the way.
-
-“Come on,” she said to Carlota. “I’m sure we can make it.”
-
-They turned now from the main road into an old overgrown byway. Along
-its sides rambled ground pine, and wintergreen grew thickly in the shade
-of the old oaks. Jean took the lead, hurrying on ahead, and calling to
-Carlota that it was just a little way, and they were absolutely safe.
-When they came out on the river road, the little mouse colored house was
-in sight, and sure enough, Ella Lou stood by the hitching post.
-
-Jean never stopped to rap at the door. It stood wide open, and the girls
-went through the entry into the kitchen. It was empty.
-
-“Cousin Roxy,” called Jean, loudly. “Cousin Roxy, are you here?”
-
-From somewhere upstairs there came an answering hail.
-
-“Pity’s sakes, child!” exclaimed Cousin Roxy, appearing at the top of
-the stairs with her arms full of carpet rags. “What are you doing down
-here? Cynthy and I are just sorting out some things she wanted to take
-over to my place.”
-
-“Haven’t you seen the smoke? All the woods are on fire up around the
-Ames place. The Judge was worried, and telephoned for us to warn you.”
-
-“Land!” laughed Mrs. Ellis. “Won’t he ever learn that I’m big enough and
-old enough to take care of myself. I never saw a Gilead wood fire yet
-that put me in any danger.”
-
-She stepped out of the doorway, pushed her spectacles up on her forehead
-and sniffed the air.
-
-“’Tis kind of smoky, ain’t it,” she said. “And the wind’s beginning to
-shift.” She looked up over the rise of the hill in front of the house.
-Above it poured great belching masses of lurid smoke. Even as she looked
-the huge wing-like mass veered and swayed in the sky like some vast
-shapes of genii. Jean caught her breath as she gazed, but Carlota said
-anxiously,
-
-“We must look out for the mare, she is frightened.”
-
-Ella Lou, for the first time since Jean had known her, showed signs of
-being really frightened. She was tugging back at the rope halter that
-held her to the post, her eyes showing the whites around them, and her
-nostrils wide with fear. Cousin Roxy went straight down to her,
-unhitched her deftly, and held her by the bridle, soothing her and
-talking as one would to a human being.
-
-“Jean, you go and get Cynthy quick as you can!” she called.
-
-Jean ran to the house and met Cynthy groping her way nervously
-downstairs.
-
-“What on earth is it?” she faltered. “Land, I ain’t had such a set-to
-with my heart in years. Is the fire comin’ this way? Where’s Roxy?”
-
-“She says for you to come right away. Please, please hurry up, Miss
-Allan.”
-
-But Cynthy sat down in a forlorn heap on the step, rocking her arms, and
-crying, piteously.
-
-“Oh, I never, never can leave them, my poor, precious darlings. Can’t
-you get them for me, Jean? There’s General Washington and Ethan Allen,
-Betsy Ross and Pocahontas, and there’s three new kittens in my yarn
-basket in the old garret over the ‘L.’”
-
-Jean realized that she meant her pet cats, dearer to her probably than
-any human being in the world. Supporting her gently, she got her out of
-the house, promising her she would find the cats. For the next five
-minutes, just at the most crucial moment, she hunted for the cats, and
-finally succeeded in coaxing all of them into meal bags. Every scurrying
-breeze brought down fluttering wisps of half burned leaves from the
-burning woods. The shouts of the men could be plainly heard calling to
-each other as they worked to keep the fire back from the valuable timber
-along the river front.
-
-“I think we’ve just about time to get by before the fire breaks
-through,” said Mrs. Ellis, calmly. Jean was on the back seat, one arm
-supporting old Cynthy, her other hand pacifying the rebellious captives
-in the bag. Carlota was on the front seat. She was very quiet and
-smiling a little. Jean thought how much she must resemble her mother,
-the young Contessa Bianca, who had been in full charge of the Red Cross
-Hospital, across the sea, for months.
-
-Not a word was said as Cousin Roxy turned Ella Lou’s white nose towards
-home, but they had not gone far before the mare stopped short of her own
-free will, snorting and backing. The wind had changed suddenly, and the
-full force of the smoke from the fire-swept area poured over them
-suffocatingly. Cynthy rose to her feet in terror, Jean’s arm around her
-waist, trying to hold her down, as she screamed.
-
-“For land’s sakes, Cynthy, keep your head,” called Mrs. Ellis. “If it’s
-the Lord’s will that we should all go up in a chariot of fire, don’t
-squeal out like a stuck pig. Hold her close, Jean. I’m going to drive
-into the river.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
- RALPH’S HOMELAND
-
-
-At the bend of the road the land sloped suddenly straight for the river
-brink. A quarter of a mile below was the dam, above Mr. Rudemeir’s red
-saw mill. Little River widened at this point, and swept in curves around
-a little island. There were no buildings on it, only broad low lush
-meadows that provided a home for muskrats and waterfowl. Late in the
-fall fat otters could be seen circling around the still waters, and wild
-geese and ducks made it a port of call in their flights north and south.
-
-As Ella Lou started into the water, Carlota asked just one question.
-
-“How deep is it?”
-
-“Oh, it varies in spots,” answered Cousin Roxy, cheerfully; her chin was
-up, her firm lips set in an unswerving smile, holding the reins in a
-steady grasp that steadied Ella Lou’s footing. To Jean she had never
-seemed more resourceful or fearless. “There’s some pretty deep holes,
-here and there, but we’ll trust to Ella Lou’s common sense, and the
-workings of divine Providence. Go ’long there, girl, and mind your
-step.”
-
-Ella Lou seemed to take the challenge personally. She felt her way along
-the sandy bottom, daintily, and the wheels of the two seated democrat
-sank to the hubs. Out in midstream they met the double current, sweeping
-around both sides of the island; and here for a minute or two, danger
-seemed imminent. Cousin Roxy gave a quick look back over her shoulder.
-
-“Can you swim, Jean?” Jean nodded, and held on to the cats and Cynthy,
-grimly. It was hard saying which of the two were proving the more
-difficult to manage. The wagon swayed perilously, but Ella Lou held to
-her course, and suddenly they felt the rise of the shore line again.
-Overhead, there had flown a vanguard of frightened birds, flying ahead
-of the smothering clouds of smoke that poured now in blinding masses
-down from the burning woods. The cries and calls of the men working
-along the back fire line reached the little group on the far shore,
-faintly.
-
-As the mare climbed up the bank, dripping wet and snorting, Cousin Roxy
-glanced back over her shoulder at the way they had come. Cynthy gave one
-look too, and covered her face with her hands. The flames had swept
-straight down over her little home, and she cried out in anguish.
-
-“Pity’s sakes, Cynthy, praise God that the two of us aren’t burning up
-this minute with those old shingles and rafters,” cried Mrs. Ellis,
-joyfully. “I could rise and sing the Doxology, water soaked as I am, and
-mean it more than I ever have in all of my life.”
-
-“Oh, and Miss Allan, not one of the cats got wet even,” Jean exclaimed,
-laughing, almost hysterically. “You don’t know what a time I had holding
-that bag up out of the water. Do turn around and look at the wonderful
-sight. See, Carlota!”
-
-But Carlota had jumped out of the wagon with Cousin Roxy, and the two of
-them were petting and tending Ella Lou, who stood trembling in every
-limb, her eyes still wide with fear.
-
-“You wonderful old heroine, you,” said Carlota, softly. “I think we all
-owe our lives to your courage.”
-
-“She’s a fine mare, if I do say so, God bless her.” Cousin Roxy unwound
-her old brown veil and used it to wipe off Ella Lou’s dripping neck and
-back. If her own cloak had been dry she would have laid it over her for
-a cover.
-
-The flames had reached the opposite shore, but while the smoke billowed
-across, Little River left them high and dry in the safety zone.
-
-“I guess we’d better be making for home as quick as we can,” said Cousin
-Roxy. Except for a little pallor around her lips, and an extra
-brightness to her eyes, no one could have told that she had just caught
-a glimpse of the Dark Angel’s pinions beside that river brink. She
-pushed back her wisps of wavy hair, climbed back into the wagon, and
-turned Ella Lou’s nose towards home.
-
-The Judge was watching anxiously, pacing up and down the long veranda
-with Billie sitting in his reed chair bolstered up with pillows beside
-him. He had telephoned repeatedly down to Greenacres, but they were all
-quite as anxious now as himself. It was Billie who first caught a sight
-of the team and its occupants.
-
-Kit had gone out into the kitchen to start dinner going. She had refused
-to believe that any harm could come to Cousin Roxy or anyone under her
-care, and at the sound of Billie’s voice, she glanced from the window,
-and caught sight of Jean’s familiar red cap.
-
-“Land alive, don’t hug me to death, all of you,” exclaimed Cousin Roxy.
-“Jean, you go and telephone to your mother right away, and relieve her
-anxiety. Like enough, she thinks we’re all burned to cinders by this
-time, and tell her she’d better have plenty of coffee and sandwiches
-made up to send over to the men in the woods. All us women will have our
-night’s work cut out for us.”
-
-It was the girls’ first experience of a country forest fire. All through
-the afternoon the fresh relays of men kept arriving from the nearby
-villages, and outlying farms, ready to relieve those who had been
-working through the morning. Up at the little white church, the old bell
-rope parted and Sally Peckham’s two little brothers distinguished
-themselves forever by climbing to the belfry, lying on their backs on
-the old beams, and taking their turns kicking the bell.
-
-There was but little sleep for any members of the family that night.
-Jean never forgot the thrill of watching the fire from the cupola
-windows, and with the other girls she spent most of the time up there
-until daybreak. There was a fascination in seeing that battle from afar,
-and realizing how the little puny efforts of a handful of men could hold
-in check such a devastating force. Only country dwellers could
-appreciate the peril of having all one owned in the world, all that was
-dear and precious, and comprised in the word “home,” swept away in the
-path of the flames.
-
-“Poor old Cynthy,” said Jean. “I’m so glad she has her cats. I shall
-never forget her face when she looked back. Just think of losing all the
-little keepsakes of a lifetime.”
-
-It was nearly five o’clock when Shad returned. He was grimy and smoky,
-but exuberant.
-
-“By jiminitty, we’ve got her under control,” he cried, executing a
-little jig on the side steps. “Got some hot coffee and doughnuts for a
-fellow? Who do you suppose worked better than anybody? Gave us all cards
-and spades on how to manage a fire. He says this is just a little flea
-bite compared with the ones he has up home. He says he’s seen a forest
-fire twenty miles wide, sweeping over the mountains up yonder.”
-
-“Who do you mean, Shad,” asked Jean. “For goodness’ sake tell us who it
-is, and stop spouting.”
-
-“Who do you suppose I mean?” asked Shad, reproachfully. “Honey Hancock’s
-cousin, Ralph McRae, from Saskatoon.”
-
-Jean blushed prettily, as she always did when Ralph’s name was
-mentioned. She had hardly seen him since his arrival, owing to Billie’s
-illness, and Carlota’s visit with her. Still, oddly enough, even Shad’s
-high praise of him, made her feel shyly happy.
-
-The fire burned fitfully for three days, breaking out unexpectedly in
-new spots, and keeping everyone excited and busy. The old Ames barn went
-up in smoke, and Mr. Rudemeir’s saw mill caught fire three times.
-
-“By gum!” he said, jubilantly, “I guess I sit out on that roof all night
-long, slapping sparks with a wet mop, but it didn’t get ahead of me.”
-
-Sally and Kit ran a sort of pony express, riding horseback from house to
-house, carrying food and coffee over to the men who were scattered
-nearly four miles around the fire-swept area. Ralph and Piney ran their
-own rescue work at the north end of town. Honey had been put on the mail
-team with Mr. Ricketts’ eldest boy, while the former gave his services
-on the volunteer fire corps. The end of the third day Jean was driving
-back from Nantic station, after she had taken Carlota down to catch the
-local train to Providence. The Contessa had sent her maid to meet her
-there, and take her on to Boston. It had been a wonderful visit, Carlota
-said, and already she was planning for Jean’s promised trip to the home
-villa in Italy.
-
-Visions of that visit were flitting through Jean’s mind as she drove
-along the old river road, and she hardly noticed the beat of hoofs
-behind her, until Ralph drew rein on Mollie beside her. They had hardly
-seen each other to talk to, since her return from Boston.
-
-“The fire’s all out,” he said. “We have left some of the boys on guard
-yet, in case it may be smouldering in the underbrush. I have just been
-telling Rudemeir and the other men, if they’d learn to pile their brush
-the way we do up home, they would be able to control these little fires
-in no time. You girls must be awfully tired out. You did splendid work.”
-
-“Kit and Sally did, you mean,” answered Jean. “All I did was to help
-cook.” She laughed. “I never dreamt that men and boys could eat so many
-doughnuts and cup cakes. Cousin Roxy says she sent over twenty-two
-loaves of gingerbread, not counting all the other stuff. Was any one
-hurt, at all?”
-
-“You mean eating too much?” asked Ralph, teasingly. Then more seriously,
-he added, “A few of the men were burnt a little bit, but nothing to
-speak of. How beautiful your springtime is down here in New England. It
-makes me want to take off my coat and go to work right here, reclaiming
-some of these old worked out acres, and making them show the good that
-still lies in them if they are plowed deep enough.”
-
-Jean sighed, quickly.
-
-“Do you really think one could ever make any money here?” she asked.
-“Sometimes I get awfully discouraged, Mr. McRae. Of course, we didn’t
-come up here with the idea of being farmers. It was Dad’s health that
-brought us, but once we were here, we couldn’t help but see the chance
-of making Greenacres pay our way a little. Cousin Roxy has told us we’re
-in mighty good luck to even get our vegetables and fruit out of it this
-last year, and it isn’t the past year I am thinking of; it’s the next
-year, and the next one and the next. One of the most appalling things
-about Gilead is, that you get absolutely contented up here, and you go
-around singing blissfully, ‘I’ve reached the land of corn and wine, and
-all its blessings freely mine.’ Old Daddy Higginson who taught our art
-class down in New York always said that contentment was fatal to
-progress, and I believe it. Father is really a brilliant man, and he’s
-getting his full strength back. And while I have a full sense of
-gratitude towards the healing powers of these old green hills, still I
-have a horror of Dad stagnating here.”
-
-Ralph turned his head to watch her face, giving Mollie her own way, with
-slack rein.
-
-“Has he said anything himself about wanting to go back to his work?” he
-asked.
-
-“Not yet. I suppose that is what we really must wait for. His own
-confidence returning. You see, what I’m afraid of is this: Dad was born
-and brought up right here, and the granite of these old hills is in his
-system. He loves every square foot of land around here. Just supposing
-he should be contented to settle down, like old Judge Ellis, and turn
-into a sort of Connecticut country squire.”
-
-“There are worse things than that in the world,” Ralph replied. “Too
-many of our best men forget the land that gave them birth, and pour the
-full strength of their mature powers and capabilities into the city
-mart. You speak of Judge Ellis. Look at what that old fellow’s mind has
-done for his home community. He has literally brought modern
-improvements into Gilead. He has represented her up at Hartford off and
-on for years, when he was not sitting in judgment here.”
-
-“You mean, that you think Dad ought not to go back?” asked Jean almost
-resentfully. “That just because he happened to have been born here, he
-owes it to Gilead to stay here now, and give it the best he has?”
-
-Ralph laughed, good naturedly.
-
-“We’re getting into rather deep water, Miss Jean,” he answered. “I can
-see that you don’t like the country, and I do. I love it down east here
-where all of my folks came from originally, and I’m mighty fond of the
-west.”
-
-“Oh, I’m sure I’d like that too,” broke in Jean, eagerly. “Mother’s from
-the west, you know. From California, and I’d love to go out there. I
-would love the wide scope and freedom I am sure. What bothers me here,
-are those rock walls, for instance.” She pointed at the old one along
-the road, uneven, half tumbling down, and overgrown with gray moss; the
-standing symbol of the infinite patience and labor of a bygone
-generation. “Just think of all the people who spent their lives carrying
-those stones, and cutting up all this beautiful land into these little
-shut-in pastures.”
-
-“Yes, but those rocks represent the clearing of fields for tillage. If
-they hadn’t dug them out of the ground, they wouldn’t have had any cause
-for Thanksgiving dinners. I’m mighty proud of my New England blood, and
-I want to tell you right now, if it wasn’t for the New England blood
-that went out to conquer the West, where would the West be today?”
-
-“That’s all right,” said Jean, a bit crossly for her, “but if they had
-pioneered a little bit right around here, there wouldn’t be so many run
-down farms. What I would like to do, now that Dad is getting well, is
-make Greenacres our playground in summertime, and go back home in the
-winter.”
-
-“Home,” he repeated, curiously.
-
-“Yes, we were all born down in New York,” answered Jean, looking south
-over the country landscape, as though she could see Manhattan’s
-panoramic skyline rising like a mirage of beckoning promises. “I am
-afraid that is home to me.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
- OPEN WINDOWS
-
-
-“It always seems to me,” said Cousin Roxy, the first time she drove down
-with Billie to spend the day, “as if Maytime is a sort of fulfilled
-promise to us, after the winter and spring. When I was a girl, spring up
-here behaved itself. It was sweet and balmy and gentle, and now it’s
-turned into an uncertain young tomboy. The weather doesn’t really begin
-to settle until the middle of May, but when it does—” She drew in a
-deep breath, and smiled. “Just look around you at the beauty it gives
-us.”
-
-She sat out on the tree seat in the big old-fashioned garden that sloped
-from the south side of the house to what Jean called “the close.” The
-terraces were a riot of spring bloom; tall gold and purple flag lilies
-grew side by side with dainty columbine and poet’s narcissus. Along the
-stone walls white and purple lilacs flung their delicious perfume to
-every passing breeze. The old apple trees that straggled in uneven rows
-up through the hill pasture behind the barn, had been transformed into
-gorgeous splashy masses of pink bloom against the tender green of young
-foliage.
-
-“What’s Jean doing over there in the orchard?” Kit rose from her knees,
-her fingers grimy with the soil, her face flushed and warm from her
-labors, and answered her own query.
-
-“She’s wooing the muse of Art. What was her name? Euterpe or Merope?
-Well, anyway that’s who she’s wooing, while we, her humble sisters, who
-toil and delve after cut worms—Cousin Roxy, why are there any cut
-worms? Why are there fretful midges? Or any of those things?”
-
-“Land, child, just as home exercises for our patience,” laughed Mrs.
-Ellis, happily.
-
-Jean was out of their hearing. Frowning slightly, with compressed lips,
-she bent over her work. With Shad’s help she had rigged up a home-made
-easel of birchwood, and a little three legged camp stool. As Shad
-himself would have said, she was going to it with a will. The week
-before she had sent off five studies to Cousin Beth, and two of her very
-best ones, down to Mr. Higginson. Answers had come back from both, full
-of criticism, but with plenty of encouragement, too. Mrs. Robbins had
-read the two letters and given her eldest the quick impulsive embrace
-which ever since her babyhood had been to Jean her highest reward of
-merit. But it was from her father, perhaps, that she derived the
-greatest happiness. He laid one arm around her shoulders, smiling at her
-with a certain whimsical speculation, in his keen, hazel eyes.
-
-“Well, girlie, if you will persist in developing such talent, we can’t
-afford to hide this candle light under a bushel. Bethiah has written
-also, insisting that you are given your chance to go abroad with her
-later on.”
-
-“What does Mother say?” asked Jean, quickly. She knew that the only
-thing that might possibly hold her back from the trip abroad would be
-her mother’s solicitude and loving fears for her welfare.
-
-“She’s perfectly willing to let you go as long as Cousin Beth goes with
-you. It would only be for three months.”
-
-“But when?” interrupted Jean. “It isn’t that I want to know for my own
-pleasure, but you don’t know how fearfully precious these last years in
-the ’teens seem to me. There’s such a terrible lot of things to learn
-before I can really say I’ve finished.”
-
-“And one of the first things you have to learn is just that you never
-stop learning. That you never really start to learn until you attain the
-humility of knowing your own limitations. So don’t you worry, Jeanie,
-you can’t possibly go over to Europe and swallow its Art Galleries in
-three months. By the way, if you are really going, you had better start
-in learning some of the guide posts.”
-
-He crossed over to one of his book cases, and picked out an old
-well-worn Baedeker bound in red morocco, “Northern Italy.” He opened it
-lovingly, and its passages were well underlined and marked in pencil all
-the way through. There were tiny sprays of pressed flowers and four
-leaved clovers, a five pointed fig leaf, and some pale silver gray olive
-ones. “Leaves from Vallambrosa,” he quoted, softly. “Your mother and I
-followed those old world trails all through our honeymoon, my dear.”
-
-Jean leaned over his shoulder, eagerly, her arms clasped around his
-neck, her cheek pressed to his.
-
-“You dear,” she said, fervently. “Do you know what I’m going to do with
-the very first five thousand dollars I receive for a masterpiece? I
-shall send you and the Motherbird flying back to visit every single one
-of those places. Won’t you love it, though?”
-
-“I’d rather take all you kiddies with us. You gain so much more when you
-share your knowledge with others. Do you know what this west window
-makes me think of, Jean?” He pointed one hand to the small side window
-that looked far down the valley. “Somewhere over yonder lies New York.
-Often times through the past year, I have stood there, and felt like
-Dante at his tower window, in old Guido Di Rimini’s castle at Ravenna.
-Joe’s pigeons circling around down there make me think of the doves
-which he called ‘Hope’s messengers’ bringing him memories in his exile
-from his beloved Florence.”
-
-Jean slipped down on her knees beside him, her face alight with
-gladness.
-
-“Oh, Dad, Dad, you do want to go back,” she cried. “You don’t know how
-afraid I’ve been that you’d take root up here and stay forever. I know
-it’s perfectly splendid, and it has been a place of refuge for us all,
-but now that you are getting to be just like your old self—”
-
-Her father’s hand checked her.
-
-“Steady, girlie, steady,” he warned. “Not quite so fast. I am still a
-little bit uncertain when I try to speed up. We’ve got to be patient a
-little while longer.”
-
-Jean pressed his hand in hers, and understood. If it had been hard for
-them to be patient, it had been doubly so for him, groping his way back
-slowly, the past year, on the upgrade to health.
-
-Softly she repeated a poem that was a favorite of Cousin Roxy’s, and
-which he had liked to hear.
-
- THE HILLS OF REST
-
- Beyond the last horizon’s rim,
- Beyond adventure’s farthest quest,
- Somewhere they rise, serene and dim,
- The happy, happy Hills of Rest.
-
- Upon their sunlit slopes uplift
- The castles we have built in Spain—
- While fair amid the summer drift
- Our faded gardens flower again.
-
- Sweet hours we did not live go by
- To soothing note on scented wing;
- In golden lettered volume lie
- The songs we tried in vain to sing.
-
- They all are there: the days of dream
- That built the inner lives of men!
- The silent, sacred years we deem
- The might be and the might have been.
-
- Some evening when the sky is gold,
- I’ll follow day into the west;
- Nor pause, nor heed, till I behold
- The happy, happy Hills of Rest.
-
-Jean was thinking of their talk as she sat out in the orchard today,
-trying to catch some of the fleeting beauty of its blossom laden trees.
-It was an accepted fact now, her trip abroad with Mrs. Newell, and they
-planned to sail the first week in September, so as to catch the Fall
-Academy and Exhibitions, all the way from London south to Rome. A letter
-from Bab had told her of the Phelps boy’s success; after fighting for it
-a year he had taken the _Prix de Rome_. This would give him a residence
-abroad, three years with all expenses paid, full art tuition and one
-thousand dollars in cash. Babbie had written:
-
-“I am teasing Mother to trot over there once again, and am pretty sure
-she will have to give in. The poor old dear, if only she would be
-contented to let me ramble around with Hedda, we would be absolutely
-safe, but she always acts as if she were the goose who had not only laid
-a golden egg, but had hatched it. And behold me as the resultant genius.
-Anyway we’ll all hope to meet you down at Campodino. I hear the
-Contessa’s villa there is perfectly wonderful. Mother says it’s just
-exactly like the one that Browning rented during his honeymoon. He tells
-about it in ‘DeGustibus.’ I believe most of the rooms have been
-Americanized since the Contessa married Carlota’s father, and you don’t
-have to go down to the seashore when you want to take a bath. But the
-walls are lovely and crumbly with plenty of old lizards running in and
-out of the mold. I envy you like sixty. I wish I had a Contessa to tuck
-me under her wing like that.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-“How are you getting along, girlie?” asked a well known voice behind
-her.
-
-“I don’t know, Dad,” said Jean, leaning back with her head on one side,
-looking for all the world, as Kit would have said, like a meditative
-brown thrush. “I can’t seem to get that queer silver gray effect. You
-take a day like this, just before a rain, and it seems to underlie
-everything. I’ve tried dark green and gray and sienna, and it doesn’t do
-a bit of good.”
-
-“Mix a little Chinese black with every color you use,” said her father,
-closing one eye to look at her painting. “It is the old masters’ trick.
-You’ll find it in the Flemish school, and the Veronese. It gives you the
-atmospheric gray quality in everything. Hello, here come Ralph and
-Piney.”
-
-Piney waved her hand in salutation, but joined Kit and Helen in the
-lower garden at their grubbing for cut worms.
-
-“If you put plenty of salt in the water when you sprinkle those, it’ll
-help a lot,” she told them.
-
-“Oh, we’ve salted them. Shad told us that. We each took a bag of salt
-and went out sprinkling one night, and then it rained, and I honestly
-believe it was a tonic to the cut worm colony. The only thing to do, is
-go after them and annihilate them.”
-
-Ralph lifted his cap in greeting to the group on the terrace, but went
-on up to the orchard. Kit watched him with speculative eyes and spoke in
-her usual impulsive fashion.
-
-“Do you suppose for one moment that the prince of Saskatoon is coming
-wooing my fair sister? Because if he has any such notions at all, I’d
-like to tell him she’s not for him,” she said, emphatically. “Now I
-believe that I’m a genius, but I have resources. I can do housework, and
-be the castle maid of all work, and smile and be a genius still, but
-Jean needs nourishing. If he thinks for one moment he’s going to throw
-her across his saddle bow and carry her off to Saskatoon, he’s very much
-mistaken.”
-
-Piney glanced up at the figures in the orchard, before she answered in
-her slow, deliberate fashion,
-
-“I’m sure, I don’t know, but Ralph said he was coming back here every
-spring, so he can’t expect to take her away this year.”
-
-Up in the orchard Mr. Robbins talked of apple culture, of the
-comparative virtues of Peck’s Pleasants and Shepherd Sweetings, and
-whether peaches would grow in Gilead’s climate. From the birch woods
-across the road there came the clinking of a cow bell where Buttercup
-led some young stock in search of good pasturage. Shad was busy mending
-the cultivator that had balked that morning, as he was weeding out the
-rows of June peas. He called over to Mr. Robbins for some advice, and
-the latter joined him.
-
-Ralph threw himself down in the grass beside the little birch easel.
-Jean bent over her canvas, touching in some shadows on the trunks of the
-trees, absently. Her thoughts had wandered from the old orchard, as they
-did so often these days. It was the future that seemed more real to her,
-with its hopes and ambitions, than the present. Gilead was not one half
-so tangible as Campodino perched on the Campagna hills with the blue of
-the Mediterranean lapping at its feet.
-
-“Aren’t you afraid you’ll miss it all?” asked Ralph, suddenly.
-
-“Perhaps,” she glanced down at him in Jean’s own peculiar, impersonal
-way. To Ralph, she had always been the little princess royal, ever since
-he had first met her, that night a year ago, in the spring gloaming.
-Dorrie and Kit had met the stranger more than half way, and even Helen,
-the fastidious, had liked him at first sight, but with Jean, there had
-always been a certain amount of reserve, her absorption in her work
-always had hedged her around with thorns of aloofness and apparent
-shyness. “But you see after all, no matter how far one goes, one always
-comes back, if there are those you love best waiting for you.”
-
-“You’ll only be gone three months, won’t you?”
-
-Jean shook her head.
-
-“It depends on how I’m getting on. Cousin Beth says I can find out in
-that time whether I am just a plain barnyard chicken, or a real wild
-swan. Did you ever hear of how the islanders around Nantucket catch the
-young wild geese, and clip their wings? They keep them then as decoys,
-until there comes a day when the wings are full grown again, and the
-geese escape. Wouldn’t it be awful to imagine one were a captive wild
-goose, and then try to fly and discover you were just a nice little home
-bred White Leghorn pullet.”
-
-“Oh, Jean,” called Kit. “Cousin Roxy’s going, now.”
-
-Ralph rose, and extended his hand.
-
-“I hope your wings carry you far, Jean,” he said earnestly. “We’re
-leaving for Saskatoon Monday morning and I’ll hardly get over again as
-Honey and I are doing all the packing and crating, but you’ll see me
-again next spring, won’t you?”
-
-Jean laid her hand in his, frankly.
-
-“Why, I didn’t know you were going so soon,” she said. “Of course, I’ll
-see you if you come back east.”
-
-“I’ll come,” Ralph promised, and he stood where she left him, under the
-blossoming apple trees, watching the princess royal of Greenacres join
-her family circle.
-
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