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-Project Gutenberg's New Bed-Time Stories, by Louise Chandler Moulton
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-[Illustration: Day after day Johnny watched.--PAGE 15.]
-
-
-
-
- NEW
-
- BED-TIME STORIES.
-
-
- BY
-
- LOUISE CHANDLER MOULTON,
-
- AUTHOR OF “BED-TIME STORIES,”
- “MORE BED-TIME STORIES,”
- “SOME WOMEN’S HEARTS,” AND “POEMS.”
-
-
- _WITH ILLUSTRATIONS._
-
-
- [Illustration]
-
-
- BOSTON:
- LITTLE, BROWN, AND COMPANY,
- 1907
-
-
-
-
- _Copyright_, 1880,
- BY LOUISE CHANDLER MOULTON.
-
-
- ALFRED MUDGE & SON, INC., PRINTERS,
- BOSTON, MASS., U. S. A.
-
-
-
-
-_TO MISTRESS BROWN-EYES._
-
-
- _At Christmas-tide, by Christmas fire,
- You’ll read these tales of mine;--
- I see, above my story-book,
- Your happy brown eyes shine._
-
- _Dear eyes, that front the future time
- So fearlessly to-day,
- Oh, may from them some kindly Fate
- Keep future tears away,_
-
- _And give you all your heart desires,
- My little English maid,
- For whom, in this far-distant land,
- My loving prayers are said!_
-
- _I pray for Peace, since Peace is good,
- For Love, since Love is best:
- If prayers bring blessings, Brown-eyed Girl,
- How much you will be blest!_
-
- _L. C. M._
-
- _August, 1880._
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS.
-
-
- PAGE
-
- “ALL A-GROWIN’ AND A-BLOWIN’” 5
-
- MY VAGRANT 20
-
- HELEN’S TEMPTATION 35
-
- THE SURGEON OF THE DOLLS’ HOSPITAL 56
-
- PRETTY MISS KATE 79
-
- A BORROWED ROSEBUD 94
-
- TOM’S THANKSGIVING 106
-
- FINDING JACK 124
-
- HER MOTHER’S DAUGHTER 139
-
- MY QUARREL WITH RUTH 158
-
- WAS IT HER MOTHER? 172
-
- THE LADY FROM OVER THE WAY 186
-
- HIS MOTHER’S BOY 200
-
- DR. JOE’S VALENTINE 217
-
-
-
-
-NEW BED-TIME STORIES.
-
-
-
-
-“ALL A-GROWIN’ AND A-BLOWIN’.”
-
-
-It had been such a weary hunt for lodgings. Not that lodgings are
-scarce in London. There are scores of streets, whole districts, indeed,
-where the house that did not say “Apartments” in its window would be
-the exception.
-
-But Miss Endell wanted to combine a great deal. She must be economical,
-for her funds were running low; she must be near the British Museum,
-for she wanted to consult many authorities for the book about “Noted
-Irishwomen,” by which she hoped to retrieve her fortunes; she wanted
-quiet, too, and reasonably pretty things about her.
-
-For a week she had spent most of her time in quest of the place where
-she could settle herself comfortably for a few months. It was the gray
-March weather. The mornings were dark, and the gloom of coming dusk
-settled down early; and, during all the hours between, Miss Endell
-had been busy in that weary work of which Dante speaks, “climbing the
-stairs of others.”
-
-At last, after much consideration, she had decided to make a certain
-flight of stairs her own. She had taken the drawing-room floor of No.
-30 Guilford Street; and with a comfortable feeling of success she had
-paid her bill at the Charing Cross Hotel, and driven to her new home.
-
-The drawing-room floor--that is to say, the suite of rooms up
-one flight of stairs from the street--is the most important part
-of a London lodging-house. Whoever is kept waiting, when “the
-drawing-room”--as it is the fashion to designate the lodger who
-occupies that apartment--rings, the ring must at once be “answered to.”
-That floor rents for as much as all the rest of the house put together,
-and is the chief dependence of anxious landladies.
-
-Miss Endell, accordingly, was received as a person of importance. Her
-boxes were brought upstairs, and her landlady, Mrs. Stone, bustled
-about cheerfully, helping her to arrange things.
-
-At last every thing was comfortably placed, and the tired new-comer
-settled herself in a low chair in front of the glowing coal-fire, and
-glanced around her.
-
-Mrs. Stone was still busy, wiping away imperceptible dust. The door was
-open, and in the doorway was framed a singular face, that of a pale,
-slender child, with a figure that looked too tall for the face, and
-great eager eyes, with such a wistful, silent longing in them as Miss
-Endell had never seen before.
-
-At the same moment Mrs. Stone also caught sight of the child, and cried
-out a little crossly,--
-
-“Go away, you plague! Didn’t I tell you as you wasn’t to ’ang round the
-new lady, a-worritin’ her?”
-
-The child’s wistful face colored, and the tears sprang to the great,
-sad eyes; but he was silently turning away, when Miss Endell herself
-spoke. She was not specially fond of children; but she had a kind
-heart, and something in the wan, pitiful face of the child touched it.
-
-“Don’t send him away, Mrs. Stone,” she said kindly. “Come in, my little
-man, and tell me what your name is.”
-
-The child sidled in, timidly, but did not speak.
-
-“Don’t be afraid,” Miss Endell said. “What is your name?”
-
-“Bless you, ma’am, he _can’t_ speak!” said Mrs. Stone.
-
-“Can’t speak?”
-
-“No; he was born with something wrong. Laws, he can hear as well as
-anybody, and he knows all you say to him; but there’s something the
-matter. The last ‘drawing-room’ said that there was doctors, she was
-sure, as could help him, but I haint any money to try experiments.
-
-“Johnny was my brother’s child. His father died before he was born, and
-his mother lived just long enough to ’and over Johnny to me, and ask me
-to take care of him.
-
-“I’ve done my best; but a lodging-house is a worrit. What with empty
-rooms, and lodgers as didn’t pay, and hard times, I never got money
-enough ahead to spend on doctors.
-
-“But you mustn’t have Johnny a-worritin’ round. You’d get sick o’ that.
-The last ‘drawing-room’ said it made her that nervous to see him; and I
-halways thought she went off partly for that.”
-
-“I will not let him trouble me, don’t be afraid; but let him sit down
-here by the fire, and when I find he disturbs me I’ll send him away.”
-
-Mrs. Stone vanished, and Johnny took up his station on a stool in a
-corner of the hearth-rug.
-
-Miss Endell busied herself with a book, but from time to time she
-looked at the boy. His face was pale and wistful still, but a
-half-smile, as sad as tears, was round his poor silent mouth, and he
-was gazing at his new friend as if he would fix every line of her face
-in his memory for ever.
-
-For a long hour he sat there; and then Mrs. Stone came to lay the cloth
-for dinner, and sent him away to bed.
-
-The next morning he appeared again; and soon it grew to be his habit to
-sit, almost all the day through, and watch Miss Endell at her tasks.
-In spite of her absorption, he occupied a good many of her thoughts.
-
-Like him, she was an orphan; and she had few close and vital interests
-in her life. She got to feel as if it belonged to her, in a certain
-way, to look after this silent waif of humanity more lonely still than
-herself.
-
-Often she took an hour from her work to read little tales to him, and
-it was reward enough to see how his eyes brightened, and the color
-came into his pale little face. She used to think that if her work
-succeeded, Johnny should also be the better for it. As soon as the
-first edition of “Noted Irishwomen” was sold, she would have the best
-medical advice for him; and if there were such a thing as giving those
-lips language, it should be done.
-
-“Should you _like_ to speak to me, Johnny?” she asked one day suddenly.
-
-The boy looked at her, for one moment, with eyes that seemed to grow
-larger and larger. Then came a great rush of sobs and tears that shook
-him so that Miss Endell was half-frightened at the effect of her own
-words. She bent over and put her hand on his head.
-
-“Don’t, Johnny! Don’t, dear!” she said tenderly.
-
-I doubt if any one had ever called the poor little dumb boy “dear”
-before, in all his eleven years of life. He looked up through his
-tears, with a glad, strange smile, as if some wonderful, sweet thing
-had befallen him; and then, in a sort of timid rapture, he kissed the
-hem of Miss Endell’s gown, and the slippered foot that peeped out
-beneath it.
-
-I think there is an instinct of motherhood in good women that comes
-out toward all helpless creatures; and it awoke then in Miss Endell’s
-heart. After that she and Johnny were almost inseparable. Often she
-took him with her on her walks, and always when she worked he kept his
-silent vigil on the hearth-rug.
-
-Miss Endell had one extravagance. She could not bear to be without
-flowers. She did not care much for the cut and wired bouquets of the
-florist, but she seldom came home from her walks without some handful
-of wall-flowers, or a knot of violets or forget-me-nots. Now and then
-she bought a tea-rose bud; and then Johnny always noticed how lovingly
-she tended it--how she watched it bursting from bud to flower.
-
-He got to know that this strange, bright creature whom he idolized
-loved flowers, and loved tea-roses best of all. A wild desire grew in
-him to buy her tea-roses--not one, only, but a whole bunch. He spent
-his days in thinking how it was to be done, and his nights in dreaming
-about it. A penny was the largest sum he had ever possessed in his
-life, and a penny will not buy one tea-rose, much less a bunch of them.
-
-One day Miss Endell took him with her when she went to see a friend. It
-was a prosperous, good-natured, rich woman in whose house they found
-themselves. “Go and see the pictures, Johnny,” Miss Endell said; and
-Johnny wandered down the long room, quite out of ear-shot.
-
-Then she told his pathetic little story, and her friend’s careless yet
-kind heart was touched. When it was time for Miss Endell to go, she
-summoned Johnny; and then the lady they were visiting gave the boy a
-half-crown, a whole shining, silver half-crown.
-
-Johnny clasped it to his heart in expressive pantomime, and lifted his
-wistful, inquiring eyes.
-
-“Yes, it is all yours,” the lady said, in answer; “and don’t let any
-one take it away from you.”
-
-Small danger, indeed, of that! The piece of silver meant but one thing
-to Johnny,--tea-roses, unlimited tea-roses.
-
-The next day he was taken ill. He had a fever,--a low, slow fever. His
-aunt was kind enough to him, but she had plenty to do, and Johnny would
-have been lonely indeed but for Miss Endell.
-
-She had him brought each morning into her room, and kept him all day
-lying on her sofa, giving him now a kind word, now a draught of cold
-water, and then a few grapes, with the sun’s secret in them.
-
-One day Johnny drew something from his bosom, and put it into Miss
-Endell’s hand. It was the silver half-crown. He made her understand,
-by his expressive gestures, that she was to keep it for him; and she
-dropped it into a drawer of her writing-desk.
-
-At last Johnny began to get well. June came, with all its summer sights
-and sounds, and strength came with its softer winds to the poor little
-waif. One day he stood before Miss Endell, and put out his hand. She
-understood, and dropped the half-crown into it. He hid it, with a sort
-of passion, in his bosom, and Miss Endell smiled. Did even this little
-waif, then, care so much for money?
-
-As soon as he could stand, he took up his station on the balcony
-outside the windows, and watched and watched.
-
-His friend thought only that the sights and sounds of the street amused
-him. She was working on at the “Noted Irishwomen,” which was nearing
-its conclusion, and it quite suited her that Johnny found the street so
-interesting.
-
-As for the child, he was possessed by only one idea,--tea-roses. He
-watched to see the hand-barrows come along, flower-laden and tempting.
-
-These same hand-barrows are a feature of London street life. They
-are full of plants growing in pots, and also there are plenty of
-cut flowers. The venders cry, as they pass along, “All a-growin’ and
-a-blowin’!” and there is something exciting in the cry. It seems part
-of the summer itself.
-
-Day after day, day after day, Johnny watched and watched. Flowers
-enough went by,--geraniums glowing scarlet in the sun, azaleas, white
-heath, violets,--only never any tea-roses.
-
-But at last, one morning, he heard the familiar cry, “_All a-growin’
-and a-blowin’!_” and lo! as if they had bloomed for his need, there
-were tea-roses--whole loads of tea-roses!
-
-Miss Endell was busy, just then, with Lady Morgan. She never noticed
-when the little silent figure left the window, and hurried downstairs.
-Out into the street that little figure went, and on and on, in hot
-pursuit of the flower-barrow, which by this time had quite the start of
-him.
-
-Down one street, up another, he ran, and always with the silver
-half-crown tightly clasped in the palm of his little hand.
-
-At last a customer detained the barrow; and Johnny hurried up to it,
-panting and breathless. He put his hand out towards the tea-roses, and
-then he held out his silver half-crown.
-
-The flower-seller looked at him curiously, “Why don’t you speak, young
-’un?” he said. “Are you dumb? You want this ’alf-crown’s wuth o’ them
-tea-roses?”
-
-Johnny nodded vehemently.
-
-The man took up a great handful of the pale sweet flowers, and thrust
-them into the boy’s hands, taking in exchange the half-crown, and
-putting it away in a sort of pouch, along with many silver mates.
-
-As for Johnny, there are in every life supreme moments, and his came
-then. He held in his hand the flowers that Miss Endell loved, and he
-was going to give them to her.
-
-All his life he had felt himself in every one’s way. She, only, had
-made him welcome to her side. She had called him “dear,”--and now
-there was something he could do for her. She had loved one tea-rose:
-how much, then, would she love a whole handful of tea-roses! His heart
-swelled with a great wave of pride and joy.
-
-He thought of nothing but his flowers,--how should he?--and he never
-even heard or saw the butcher’s cart, tearing along at such a pace as
-John Gilpin never dreamed of. And in a moment, something had pushed him
-down,--something rolled and crunched over him,--and he knew nothing;
-but he held the flowers tight through it all.
-
-“Why, it’s Mrs. Stone’s dumb Johnny!” said the butcher-boy, who had
-got down from his cart by this time, and was addressing the quickly
-assembled London crowd. “Gi ’e a hand, and lift un up into my cart, and
-I’ll carry un home.”
-
-An awful inarticulate groan came from the poor child’s dumb lips as
-they lifted him; but his hold on the tea-roses never loosened.
-
-They carried him home, and into the house. Mrs. Stone was shocked and
-grieved; and she took her troubles noisily, as is the fashion of her
-class. Miss Endell, still fagging away at Lady Morgan, heard cries and
-shrieks, and dropped her pen and hastened downstairs.
-
-“He’s dead! Johnny’s dead!” cried Mrs. Stone and Miss Endell, white and
-silent, drew near.
-
-But Johnny was not dead, though he was dying fast. The butcher-boy had
-hurried off for a doctor and the three women, Mrs. Stone, her maid, and
-her lodger, stood by helplessly.
-
-Suddenly Johnny’s wandering look rested on Miss Endell. A great sweet
-smile of triumph curved his mouth, lighted his eyes, kindled all his
-face. With one grand last effort, he put out the bunch of tea-roses,
-and pressed them into her hand.
-
-And then, as if death had somehow been more merciful to him than life,
-and had in some way loosed his poor bound tongue, he stammered out the
-only words he had ever spoken--was ever to speak,--
-
-“_For you!_”
-
-At length the doctor came and stood there, helpless like the rest, for
-death was stronger than all his skill. The shock and the hurt together
-had quenched the poor frail life that was ebbing so swiftly.
-
-Miss Endell bent and kissed the white quivering lips. As she did so,
-the tea-roses she held touched the little face.
-
-Was it their subtile fragrance, or this kiss, or both together, which
-seemed for one moment to recall the departing soul?
-
-He looked up; it was his last look, and it took in the sweet woman who
-had been so gentle and so loving to him, and the flowers in her hand.
-
-His face kindled with a great joy. A hero might have looked like that
-who had died for his country, or a man who had given his life joyfully
-for child or wife.
-
-Johnny Stone had loved one creature well, and that creature had loved
-tea-roses. What _could_ life have held so sweet as the death that found
-him when he was striving to give her her heart’s desire?
-
-
-
-
-MY VAGRANT.
-
-
-We were in pursuit of Laura’s dressmaker, and had just rung the bell
-at her door, when a little boy presented himself, and, standing on the
-lower step, uplifted a pathetic pair of blue eyes, and a small tin
-cup held in a little grimy hand. A large basket was on one arm; and
-round his neck was one of those great printed placards, such as the
-blind men wear who sit at the street corners. Laura’s purse was always
-fuller than mine; and she was extracting a bit of scrip from it, while
-I bent my near-sighted eyes on the boy’s label. Could it be that I read
-aright? I looked again. No, I was not mistaken. It read, in great,
-staring letters--
-
- I HAVE LOST MY HUSBAND IN THE WAR.
-
-In the war! And those blue eyes had not opened, surely, till some time
-after the war was ended! His husband! I was bewildered. I bent my gaze
-on him sternly, and asked, as severely as I could,--
-
-“Young man, can you read?”
-
-Laura was fumbling away at the unanswered door-bell. The boy looked as
-if he wanted to run; but I put my hand on his arm.
-
-“Can you read?” I repeated gravely. I think he shook in his shabby
-boots, for his voice was not quite steady as he answered,--
-
-“Not much.”
-
-“Not much, I should think. Do you know what this thing says that you’ve
-got round your neck?”
-
-“Does it say I’m blind?” he asked, with a little frightened quaver.
-
-“No, it says--but do you know what a husband is?”
-
-“Yes, he comes home drunk, and beats Mag and me awful.”
-
-“Did you ever know a boy of your age to have a husband?”
-
-The blue eyes grew so wide open that I wondered if they could ever
-shut themselves up again; and Laura, who had turned round at my
-question, looked as if she thought I had suddenly gone mad. The little
-dressmaker had opened the door, and stood there waiting meekly, with
-the handle in her hand. But my spirit was up, and I did not care for
-either of them. I asked again, very impressively, as I thought, with a
-pause after each word,--
-
-“Did--you--ever--know--a--boy--of--your--age--to--have--a--husband?”
-
-“No, marm,” he gasped, “husbands belongs to women.”
-
-“Then what do you wear this thing for? It says that you have lost your
-husband in the war.”
-
-The imp actually turned pale, and I almost pitied him.
-
-“Will they put me in prison?” he asked, an abject little whine coming
-into his voice. “_Will_ they?”
-
-“Did you steal it?”
-
-“I didn’t to say steal it--I just _took_ it. I’d seen the rest put them
-on when they went out begging, and this was old Meg’s. She wasn’t
-going out to-day, and I thought no harm to borrow.”
-
-“Then you can’t read?”
-
-“Well, not to say read, marm. I think I could make out a word now and
-then.”
-
-“Do you want to?”
-
-The face brightened a moment, and, with the curving lips and eager
-eyes, was really that of a pretty boy.
-
-“Oh, if I could!” half sighed the quivering lips; and then the smile
-went out, and left blank despair behind it. “It’s no use, marm; she
-won’t let me.”
-
-“Who won’t? Your mother?”
-
-“No, Mag’s mother--old Meg. My mother’s dead, and I never had any
-father that ever I heard of; and since mother died old Meg does for
-me; and every day she sends me out to beg; and if I don’t get much she
-whips Mag.”
-
-I was growing strangely interested.
-
-“Whips _Mag_, because _you_ don’t get much?” I said doubtfully. “What
-for?”
-
-“I guess there’s a hard place on _me_, marm. She found that it didn’t
-seem to hurt much, when she whipped _me_; and so one night Mag was
-teasing her to stop, and she turned to and whipped Mag, and that made
-me cry awful; and ever since, if I don’t get enough money, she whips
-Mag.”
-
-“Are you sure you are telling me the truth?”
-
-I don’t know why I asked the question, for I saw honesty in those clear
-eyes of his. He looked hurt. Yes, you may laugh if you want to, I’m
-telling you just as it was--the boy looked as hurt as any of you would
-if I doubted you. There came a sort of proud shame into his manner. He
-clutched at the placard round his neck, as if he would tear it off, and
-answered, sadly,--
-
-“I s’pose I can’t expect anybody to believe me with this round my neck;
-but, if you would go home with me, Mag could tell you, and you would
-believe _her_.”
-
-By this time Laura had gone in, leaving me to finish my interview
-alone. I reflected a moment. The other day I had heard Tom say
-he wanted an errand boy. Why should he not have this one? Tom was
-my brother. I knew just the difficulties he would make,--want of
-reference, a street beggar, a regular rat of the gutter. I could
-fancy just how he would talk. I knew, too, that I could overrule his
-objections. That’s a power women have when a man loves them; whether
-he be husband or brother or friend. I hated the thought of vice and
-ignorance and poverty. What if I could save just one small boy from
-their clutches? I said resolutely,--
-
-“Will you go home with me, and have a comfortable home and good food
-and honest work, and no one ever to beat you, and learn to read?”
-
-I had seen no assent in his eyes till I came to this last clause of my
-sentence. Then he asked shrewdly,--
-
-“Who’ll teach me? I can’t go to school and do my work, too.”
-
-“I will teach you. Will you go and work faithfully for my brother, and
-learn to read?”
-
-“Won’t I, just?”
-
-“Well, then, let me speak to the lady who went in, and I’ll take you
-home at once.”
-
-He shuffled uneasily.
-
-“If you please, marm, I can’t go till I’ve been back to Meg’s, and
-carried her this board.”
-
-“But I’ll get a policeman to send a messenger with that. If you go,
-perhaps she won’t let you come to me.”
-
-“Yes, marm, I shall come. But you wouldn’t believe me, sure, if I could
-steal away, like, and never say good-by to Mag, and let her cry both
-her eyes out thinking I’d been shut up, or somebody had killed me.”
-And his own great blue eyes grew pathetic again over this picture of
-sorrowful possibilities.
-
-“Well, you may go,” I said, half reluctantly, for the little vagabond
-had inspired in me a singular interest. “You may go, and be sure you
-come to-night or in the morning, to 70 Deerham Street, and ask for Miss
-May.”
-
-He looked at me with a grave, resolved look.
-
-“I shall come,” he said; and in an instant he was gone.
-
-That night, after dinner, I told Tom. He was mocking, incredulous,
-reluctant--just as I knew he would be. But it all ended in his
-promising to try “My Vagrant,” if he ever came.
-
-Just as I had brought him to this pass, the bell rang, and I sprang to
-the dining-room door. The dining-room was the front basement, and the
-outside door was so near that I opened it myself. It was, indeed, my
-vagrant.
-
-“I want Miss May,” he said, with the air which such a _gamin_ puts on
-when he speaks to a servant,--an air which instantly subdued itself
-into propriety when he heard my voice.
-
-I took him in to Tom; and I saw the blue eyes softened even the
-prejudiced mind and worldly heart of Mr. Thomas May. He spoke very
-kindly to the boy, and then sent him into the kitchen for his supper.
-
-“Where do you propose to keep this new acquisition?” he asked me, after
-the blue-eyed was out of sight.
-
-“In this house, if you please. There is a little single bed all ready
-for him in the attic, and I’ve arranged with cook to give him a bath
-and then put him into some of the clothes her own boy left behind him
-when he went away to sea. I mean to rescue this one soul from a starved
-and miserable and wicked life, and I’m willing to take some pains; and
-if you aren’t willing to do your part I’m ashamed of you.”
-
-Tom laughed, and called me his “fierce little woman,” his “angry
-turtle-dove,” and half-a-dozen other names which he never gave me
-except when he was in good humor, so I knew it was all right.
-
-Before three days were over Tom owned that my vagrant, as he persisted
-in calling the boy (though we knew now that his name was Johnny True),
-was the best errand boy he had ever employed. I myself taught him to
-read, as I had promised, and brighter scholar never teacher had. In
-four months he had progressed so fast that he could read almost any
-thing. There had been a sort of feverish eagerness in his desire to
-learn for which I was at a loss to account. Sometimes, coming home
-from some party or opera, I would find him studying in the kitchen at
-midnight.
-
-We grew fond of him, all of us. Cook said he was no trouble, and he
-made it seem as if she had her own boy back again. He waited on Tom
-with a sort of dog-like faithfulness; and, as for me, I believe that he
-would have cut his hand off for me at any time.
-
-Yet one morning he got up and deliberately walked out of the house.
-When his breakfast was ready cook called for him in vain, and in vain
-she searched for him from attic to cellar. But before it was time
-for Tom to go to business another boy came, a little older than my
-vagrant,--a nice, respectable-looking boy,--and asked for Mr. May. He
-came into the dining-room and stood there, cap in hand.
-
-“If you please, sir,” he said bashfully, “Johnny True wants to know if
-you’ll be so good as to take me on in his place, considering that he
-isn’t coming back any more, and I have done errands before, and got
-good reference.”
-
-He had made his little speech in breathless haste, running all his
-sentences together into one.
-
-Tom looked at him deliberately, and lit a cigar.
-
-“Johnny isn’t coming back, hey?”
-
-“No, sir.”
-
-“Where is Johnny gone?”
-
-“He didn’t tell me, if you please, but he said he should be hurt to
-death if it troubled you to lose him, and he knew I could do as well as
-he could.”
-
-I saw a refusal in Tom’s eyes, so I made haste to forestall it.
-
-“Do take him,” I said in a low tone to Tom, and then I said to the boy
-that just now he had better go to the store, and Mr. May would see him
-presently, when he came to business.
-
-Tom laughed, a half-amused, half-provoked laugh, when he went out, and
-said,--
-
-“Well, my dear, I don’t think your vagrant has proved to be such a
-success that you need expect me to let him choose my next errand boy.”
-
-“I think, at least, that if he has sent you one as good as himself you
-will have no fault to find,” I said hotly. But all the time there was
-a sore place in my own heart, for I had thought that my vagrant would
-have loved me too well to run away from me in this way.
-
-That night Tom said that the new errand boy was doing well, and he
-had concluded to keep him on. I think Tom missed my vagrant; but not,
-of course, so much as I missed my bright scholar--my grateful little
-follower.
-
-Of course, the new boy lived in his own home, wherever that might be. I
-did not concern myself about him, or feel any disposition to put him in
-the little bed in the front attic.
-
-Two or three weeks passed and we heard no word from Johnny True. But at
-last a rainy day came, and with it Johnny, asking for Miss May.
-
-“I guess he’s repented,” cook said, coming upstairs to tell me. I went
-down to Johnny, resolved to be equal to the occasion--to meet him with
-all the severity his ungrateful behavior deserved. But, somehow, the
-wistful look in his blue eyes disarmed me. He was a little thin and
-pale, too; and my heart began to soften even before he spoke.
-
-“I couldn’t stay away, ma’am,” he said, with the clear accent he had
-caught so quickly from my brief teaching, “and not let you know why I
-went.”
-
-“To let me know _when_ you went would have been more to the purpose,” I
-answered, with what sternness I could command. “I had thought better of
-you, Johnny, than that you were capable of running away.”
-
-“But you see, ma’am, I was afraid you would not let me go if I told
-you.”
-
-“And why did you want to go? Were you not comfortable?”
-
-“Yes, ma’am--that was the worst of it.”
-
-“Why the worst of it? Have you any especial objection to be
-comfortable?”
-
-Suddenly the blue eyes filled with tears, like a girl’s; and there was
-a pitiful sob in the voice which answered me.
-
-“Oh, it hurt me so, when I was warm, and had a good supper, and
-everybody’s kind word, to think of poor Mag there at home, cold and
-hungry, and with old Meg beating her. I never should have come and left
-her but for the learning to read. _She_ wanted me to come for that.”
-
-“So you could read to her?”
-
-“So I could _teach_ her, ma’am. You never in all your life saw anybody
-so hungry to learn to read as Mag; and when I went home that first day
-and told her all you said, and told her that after all I couldn’t go
-and leave her there to take all the hard fare and hard words, she just
-began to cry, and to tease me to go and learn to read, so I could teach
-her, until I couldn’t stand it any longer, and I came.”
-
-“And how did she know she would ever see you again?” I asked. “It would
-have been most natural, having learned what comfort was, to stay on
-here and enjoy it.”
-
-“Mag _knew me_, ma’am,” said my vagrant, as proudly as a prince could
-speak if his honor were called in question. “Mag knew what I was, and
-I learned as fast as I could to get back to her--don’t you think so,
-ma’am?”
-
-“You learned faster than any one else could; I know that,” I answered.
-“But, Johnny, how could you bear to go back to begging again?”
-
-“I couldn’t bear it, ma’am, and I didn’t. I had money enough, that
-Mr. Tom had given me, to buy myself a stock of papers. I’m a newsboy
-now, and I teach Mag to read out of the papers I have left. And old Meg
-knows better now than to beat Mag, and we are so much happier. It’s all
-owing to you; and I came back to thank you,--but I never could forsake
-Mag for long. I must stay with my own.”
-
-“But they are not your own.”
-
-“Mag is, ma’am.”
-
-He was as resolute to ally himself, for that girl’s sake, with poverty,
-and, if need were, shame, as ever was a hero to live or die for the
-land of his birth; and out in the rain, down the desolate street, I
-watched my vagrant go away from me for ever. But I did not pity him. No
-soul is to be pitied which has reached life’s crowning good,--the power
-to love another better than itself. Nor do I know any curled darling of
-fortune who seems to me happier than was my vagrant.
-
-
-
-
-HELEN’S TEMPTATION.
-
-
-The sun was almost setting, but its low light came in at the western
-windows, and lit up a pale face lying upon the pillows, till it seemed
-to the watchers beside the bed as if some glory from heaven had already
-touched the brow of the dying. These watchers were only two,--a girl of
-fourteen, rather tall of her age, with gray eyes that were almost green
-sometimes, and dark hair, short like a boy’s, and curling all over her
-head; and a middle-aged woman, who had tended this girl when a baby,
-and was half friend, half servant, to the dying mother.
-
-Mrs. Ash had been lying all the day, almost in silence. Her husband had
-brought her, a year before, to California, because she was stricken
-with consumption, and he hoped the change from the harsh east winds of
-New England to the balmy airs of the Pacific coast might restore her
-to health.
-
-For a time the result had seemed to fulfil his hope; but, very
-suddenly, he himself had been taken ill and died; and then the
-half-baffled disease seized again on the mourning wife, who had now no
-strength to repel its onset.
-
-I think she would fain have lived--even then, when all the joy seemed
-gone from her life--for her daughter Helen’s sake; but she was too weak
-to struggle, and so she lay there dying, quite aware of what was before
-her.
-
-All day she had seemed to be thinking, thinking, and waiting till she
-had settled something in her own mind before she spoke. At last, with
-the sunset light upon her face, she beckoned to the woman, who bent
-nearer.
-
-“As soon as all is over, Woods,” she said, as tranquilly as if she
-were speaking of the most ordinary household arrangement, “you will
-take Helen to my sister’s in Boston. You must make the journey by easy
-stages, so as not to tire her too much. Fortunately she will not be
-dependent. She has money enough, and she needs only care and love,
-which my sister will give her, I know well.
-
-“I shall be glad if you can stay with her; but that must of course be
-as Mrs. Mason will arrange. You will find when my affairs are settled
-that you have been remembered. You will lay me by my husband’s side,
-and then take Helen away.
-
-“All is arranged so that there can be no trouble, and now, if you
-please, leave me a little while with my daughter.”
-
-The woman went out of the room, and then Mrs. Ash opened her arms, and
-Helen crept into them and lay there silently, as if she were a baby
-again whom her mother comforted.
-
-She was a strange compound, this Helen Ash, of impulsiveness and
-self-control. She had an intense nature, and her temptations would grow
-chiefly out of her tendency to concentrate all her heart on a single
-object,--to seek whatever thing she wished for with an insistence which
-would not be denied.
-
-This quality has its great advantages certainly, but it has its extreme
-dangers.
-
-Helen had no brothers or sisters or special friends. She had loved only
-her father and mother, but she had loved them with an almost excessive
-devotion.
-
-When her father died she had borne up bravely, that she might comfort
-and help her mother, and now she was bearing up still, that she might
-not sadden that parting soul with the anguish of her own.
-
-As she lay there in her mother’s arms, her eyes were wide open and
-tearless, but they were full of a desperate gloom sadder than tears.
-She was almost as pale herself as was her mother.
-
-“Darling,” the mother said tenderly, “how can I bear to leave you all
-alone? Promise me one thing only, to open your heart to new love. It
-would be so like you to shut yourself up in your grief, and to fancy
-you were loving me less if you let yourself care for your Aunt Helen.
-
-“She will love you for my sake, and she must be your second mother now.
-We were dearer than most sisters to each other, and she is a wise and
-good woman.
-
-“Her daughter, my namesake Laura, is just about your own age, and being
-her mother’s daughter, she must be worth loving. Try to care for them,
-my darling. The life which has no love in it is empty indeed. Will you
-try?”
-
-“O mamma,” the girl cried, with a sudden, desperate sob, “I _will_ try
-because you bid me! I _will_ try; but oh, how _can_ I love them? How
-_can_ I bear to see another girl happy with her mother, and to know
-that you will never be with me any more--never in all the world? If I
-call all day and all night, you will never hear nor answer! O my own
-mother, _must_ you leave me?”
-
-“My darling, yes. I would have lived for your sake if I could. You have
-been my comfort always. Comfort me a little longer. Let me feel that in
-all the future you will try to live nobly for my sake.”
-
-The last words had been spoken with an evident effort, and it seemed to
-Helen that the cheek against which her own rested was already colder
-than it was half an hour ago.
-
-She clung closer to the poor wasted form that was her whole world of
-love, and closed her lips over the bitter cry that was rising to them;
-and so the two lay, very, very quietly in that last embrace they were
-ever to know.
-
-And the twilight gathered round them, and at last a young moon, hanging
-low in the western sky, looked in and touched with its pale glory the
-pale faces on the pillow.
-
-The mother stirred a little, and with a last effort clasped her child
-closer, and said, in a voice like a sigh, faint and sweet and strange,
-“Good-by, darling!” and then she seemed to sleep.
-
-Perhaps Helen slept, also. She never quite knew; but it was an hour
-afterwards when Woods touched her shoulder, and said, with a kind
-firmness in her tone,--
-
-“You _must_ get up now, Miss Helen, and leave her to me. She went off
-just as quiet as a lamb, poor dear, and if ever a face was peaceful and
-happy, hers is now.”
-
-No one knew what the few days that followed were to Helen Ash. She shut
-her lips, as her manner was, over her grief. She turned away, with her
-great tearless eyes, from the two graves where her father and mother
-lay side by side, and she helped, with a strange unnatural calmness, in
-all the preparations for the long journey she was to take.
-
-When at last she reached her aunt’s home in Boston, this strained,
-unnatural composure gave way a little.
-
-Her Aunt Helen looked so much like her mother that at first she thought
-she could _not_ bear it. Then, when her aunt’s arms closed round her
-almost as tenderly as her mother’s would have done, she shivered
-a little, and burst into one wild passion of tears, which almost
-instantly she checked.
-
-“I am to love you for _her_ sake,” she said. “Those were almost her
-last words; and indeed, indeed, I will try, but I think I left my heart
-all those miles away in her grave.”
-
-Mrs. Mason was, as her sister had said, a wise and good woman,--wise
-enough not to attempt to force the love or the interest of her niece.
-She contented herself with being exquisitely gentle and considerate
-towards her, and with trying, in countless little ways, to make her
-feel that she was at home.
-
-Laura Mason had looked forward to Helen’s coming with a feeling that at
-last she was to find in her the sister she had longed for all her life,
-but Helen’s cold and self-contained manner disappointed her. She felt
-the atmosphere of Helen’s reserve almost as tangibly as if her orphan
-cousin had pushed her away.
-
-The summer months passed, and scarcely brought them any nearer
-together. Try as Helen might, she could not get over the sting of pain
-when she saw this other girl happy in her mother’s love, or running
-gayly to meet her father when he came home at night. _They_ had each
-other, she used to say to herself, but _she_ had only her dead. She had
-not even Woods to speak to, for Mrs. Mason had decided not to retain
-her; and since there was no one to whom Helen ever spoke of the past,
-she pondered it all the more in her heart.
-
-Things were a little better when school commenced in the autumn. Helen
-and Laura were in the same classes, and that brought them somewhat
-more together; still there was no real intimacy between them.
-
-In the spring there was to be a competitive examination, and a medal
-was to be bestowed on the leading scholar in the class. By midwinter
-it was quite evident that Helen and Laura led all the rest, and a real
-spirit of rivalry grew up between the cousins which bade fair to become
-a passion.
-
-Mrs. Mason looked on regretfully, adhering to her difficult policy of
-non-interference. One day Helen heard Laura say to her mother,--
-
-“Mamsie, dear, you know you have the key to that French method locked
-up in your desk, for you taught us from it last summer. Won’t you be a
-dear, and lend it to me for a little while?
-
-“If I only could have that to help me, I should be sure of success.
-I would study just as hard. It would only be the difference between
-knowing when one was right, and floundering on in an awful uncertainty.”
-
-Helen was behind the curtain of the library window, and evidently they
-did not know of her presence. She waited for her aunt’s answer. If
-Laura had the key, then, indeed, she would be sure of success.
-
-Mrs. Mason spoke in a sad voice, with a subtile little thrill of
-reproach in it.
-
-“I did not think you would so much as wish, my dear, to do any thing
-that was not quite open and straightforward. You know Mademoiselle does
-not expect you to see the key. The very test of your power is that you
-should work without its aid, and the examination will prove how far you
-have succeeded.”
-
-“I suppose there’s no use in coaxing, when you say that. I do wish you
-weren’t such an uncoaxable mamma.”
-
-“No, you don’t,--you only fancy that you wish it; but, in your inmost
-soul, you would rather have me as I am,” Mrs. Mason answered; and Helen
-heard the sound of a kiss, and felt, for the thousandth time, how
-bitter it was that this other girl should have home and mother, while
-she had only a far-off grave.
-
-But, at least, she would triumph in this school contest! If Laura came
-off best there, it would be more than she _could_ bear.
-
-The weeks passed on, and the spring came. The deep old garden back
-of the house--the garden Helen’s mother had played in when she was a
-child--grew full of bird-songs and blossoms.
-
-There was a sweet laughter on the face of nature. The springs bubbled
-with it; the flowers opened to the light; the sunshine poured down its
-tender warmth, and the soft coo and call of the birds gave voice to the
-general joy.
-
-But both Laura and Helen were too eager and too tired to be gay. They
-only studied. They went to sleep with books under their pillows; they
-woke with the first light, and began to study again.
-
-It was the very week of the examination, at last. Helen felt satisfied
-with herself in all but her French. If _she_ could only have that key
-for one little half-hour, she knew she would have no weak spot in her
-armor.
-
-She brooded over the idea until the temptation possessed her like an
-evil fate. In her passionate girl’s heart she said to herself that she
-wanted to _die_ if Laura triumphed over her at school. Laura had every
-thing else; why _should_ she have that, also?
-
-She had said at first, “If only it were _right_ to have the key!” Then
-she said, “if only she could _chance_ on the key, somehow!” Then, “if
-only she could get at her aunt’s desk and _find_ the key!” At last it
-was,--
-
-“I _will_ get at the key, somehow!”
-
-This last was the very morning before the examination. She rose from
-her bed in the dainty blue-hung room her aunt had taken such pains to
-make pretty for her, and went softly downstairs, in the young spring
-morning.
-
-Her bare feet made no sound on the thick stair-carpet. She looked like
-a little white-clad ghost that had forgotten to flee away at the first
-cock-crowing, as an orthodox ghost ought; but no ghost ever had such
-glowing cheeks, crimson with excitement, such great wide-opened gray
-eyes with green depths in them.
-
-She held in her hand a large bunch of keys belonging to her mother. It
-was just a chance whether one of them would fit her aunt’s desk.
-
-She fairly trembled with excitement. She had lost all thought of the
-wrong she was doing--of the shame and meanness of this act, which must
-be done in silence and mystery; she thought only of the triumph which
-success would mean.
-
-She stood before the desk, and tried key after key with her shaking
-fingers.
-
-At last one fitted. In a moment more the key to the French method was
-in her hand.
-
-In desperate haste she compared her own work with it, and made
-corrections here and there.
-
-She was so absorbed that she quite failed to see another white-clad
-figure which had followed her noiselessly down the stairs, and stood in
-the doorway long enough to see what she was doing, and then went away.
-
-Hurriedly Helen went through her evil task, and then stole back to bed,
-with her glittering eyes and burning cheeks.
-
-Meantime Laura had gone, full of excitement, to her mother. Mr. Mason
-was away on business, and Laura crept into the empty half of her
-mother’s great bed.
-
-“Mamsie,” she said, “wake up quickly, and listen.”
-
-Patient Mrs. Mason rubbed the sleep out of her eyes, and turned over.
-Then followed Laura’s breathless story.
-
-“Of course she’ll win, now,” Laura said, in conclusion, “unless I tell
-Mademoiselle what she has done; and I suppose you wouldn’t like that,
-would you, mamsie?
-
-“But it was her French that was the shakiest of any thing. Oh, _did_
-you ever see any thing quite so mean? Think of getting into your desk
-with her keys, and then slying off all those corrections!”
-
-“Yes, I _do_ think,” Mrs. Mason answered, with almost a groan.
-
-“And she is Laura’s child--my poor Laura, who was honor and honesty
-itself!
-
-“You don’t know, dear, what a bitter thing this is to me. Poor Laura!
-what if she knows?”
-
-“But what shall we do, mamsie, dear? Are we just to keep still, and let
-her win the medal, and let every one think she has beaten fairly, or
-will you tell her what we know?”
-
-“Will you go away now,” Mrs. Mason said, “and come back again before
-breakfast? I don’t want to say any thing until I am quite sure what it
-is best to do.”
-
-When Laura came again, Mrs. Mason had settled upon her course of
-action, or rather of inaction.
-
-“Don’t be vexed, girlie,” she said to Laura; “I know it will seem hard
-to you to be beaten unfairly; but there are things of more consequence
-even than that. The thing that seems to me most important, just now,
-is to know what Helen’s character really is. If she is not utterly
-unworthy of her mother, she will repent before the thing comes to an
-end. If she does not, it will be time enough to think what to do next.”
-
-“And I must let her beat unfairly, and never say one word?” Laura
-asked, with a little strain of rebellion in her voice.
-
-“Yes, if you are the obedient and generous Laura I like to believe
-you.”
-
-“Mamsie, you have a flattering tongue, and you always get your way.”
-
-“And who is pretty sure always to admit, in the end, that it was the
-best way?” asked Mrs. Mason, laughing.
-
-“Mamsie, you are getting spoiled. See if I say yours was the best way
-this time!”
-
-French came on the first of the two examination-days. Laura and Helen
-led their class. Laura did very well, but Helen acquitted herself
-triumphantly, and sat down amid a little buzz of congratulations and
-praises.
-
-But somehow the triumph left a bitter taste in her mouth. She did not
-look at Laura, and even if she had she would not have understood the
-scorn on Laura’s face, since she was quite unaware that her raid on her
-aunt’s desk had been observed.
-
-Still she was not happy. She needed no scorn from outside, she had
-already begun to feel such bitterness of self-contempt scorching her
-soul. It seemed to her that up to this moment she had been as one under
-an evil spell.
-
-She had thought of no single thing except her triumph over her
-cousin--quite careless as to the means to this hotly desired end. Now
-she began to realize how base those means had been, and to long to
-exchange her success for any direst possible failure.
-
-Mrs. Mason was watching her, and when they started to go home, she
-found an instant in which to whisper to Laura,--
-
-“Be gentle to her, girlie; she will suffer enough to-night.”
-
-At supper Helen’s place was vacant. She sent word that her head ached
-too much to come.
-
-Her aunt despatched to her room tea and strawberries and
-bread-and-butter enough for the hungriest of girls, and then left her
-to herself.
-
-The poor, lonesome, miserable girl lay upon her bed and thought. It was
-not quite a year since she had lain in her mother’s arms and heard her
-say,--
-
-“Try to live nobly for my sake.”
-
-Those had been almost her mother’s last words; after them there was
-only the low sigh, faint as if it came already from far-off worlds,--
-
-“Good-by, darling.”
-
-The low sun-rays stole in softly, and touched her sad, pale face, and
-then went away; and after a while some cold, far-off stars looked down
-into the window, and saw the girl lying there still, fighting her
-battle with herself.
-
-One thing her conscience told her,--that she must undo this wrong, at
-whatever cost of shame.
-
-Once she started up, half-resolved to go to her aunt and tell her the
-whole story, and seek her help and counsel. But she lay down again,
-without the courage to confess her shame.
-
-Through the long night she scarcely slept; but before morning she
-had resolved what to do. In public she had taken the wages of her
-sin; in public she would make atonement, and eat the bitter bread of
-humiliation.
-
-When she had once settled on her course of action, sleep touched her
-weary eyes, and soothed her into a forgetfulness from which only the
-breakfast-bell awoke her.
-
-That day every one noticed a singular calmness and resolve in her
-manner. She passed the remaining examinations with thorough success,
-yet with an evident lack of interest in their result which all save her
-aunt were at a loss to understand.
-
-At last the time came for the awarding of the medal. There was a little
-consultation among the examining committee, and then their chairman
-rose, with the medal in his hand.
-
-“To Miss Helen Ash,” he began; but before he could proceed farther,
-Miss Helen Ash herself interrupted him.
-
-Her face was as white as the dress she wore, and her eyes glittered
-with some strange fire of resolve or courage; but her voice was
-absolutely without a quiver of emotion in it, as steady and even as if
-she were beyond hope or fear.
-
-“The medal does not belong to me,” she said. “My success was a
-false success. I dishonestly found the key to the French method,
-and corrected my mistakes by it, or I should have failed. The prize
-belongs, of right, to my cousin, Laura Mason.”
-
-The chairman was a fussy little man, and was thoroughly discomposed
-by this interruption. He had had his little speech all ready, but it
-began with the name of Helen Ash, and he found it difficult to change
-it at a moment’s notice.
-
-“Bless my heart!” he said quite unconsciously, and looking helplessly
-around him, he repeated, “_Bless_ my heart!”
-
-“Miss Laura Mason,” suggested one of his brethren on the committee; and
-thus reinforced, he began again,--
-
-“Miss Laura Mason, I am very sorry--I mean I am very glad, to bestow on
-you this medal, which you have fairly earned by your success.”
-
-And then he sat down, and his confusion was covered by a gentle little
-clapping of hands.
-
-That night Mrs. Mason went to Helen in her own room, when the twilight
-shadows were falling, and as she entered the door she said, “My
-darling,” in a voice so like Helen’s mother’s that the girl’s very
-heart sprang to meet it.
-
-“My darling, I know now that you are true enough and brave enough to be
-my sister’s child.”
-
-But Helen shrank back into the darkness, and this time the voice was
-broken with tears which faltered,--
-
-“Is there any one who could know what I have done, and yet not despise
-me?”
-
-“There is no one, dear, who dares to scorn the soul that repents and
-atones.”
-
-And then loving arms held the poor lonesome girl close, and she knew
-that she was no longer alone. She had found a new home--the home her
-mother bade her seek--in the heart of that mother’s sister.
-
-
-
-
-THE SURGEON OF THE DOLLS’ HOSPITAL.
-
-
-It was nearly four years ago that I first noticed, in one of the quiet
-side-streets in the West Central district of London, a sign over a door
-on which I read:--
-
-DOLLS’ HOSPITAL.
-
-Operations from 9 A.M., to 4 P.M.
-
-Whenever I passed through the street--and that was often, for it was a
-short cut to Mudie’s,--the largest circulating library in the world,--I
-used to notice this quaint sign, and wonder, laughingly, who was the
-superintending physician to this place of healing for the numerous race
-of dolls.
-
-I often thought I would go in and see the establishment; but one is
-always busy in London, so, very likely, I should never have entered its
-door but for a casualty at my own fireside.
-
-When I went downstairs one morning, I heard a sound of weeping, as
-bitter as that of Rachel of old mourning for her children. The mourner
-in this case was Mistress Brown-Eyes, as I was wont to call my friend’s
-little girl.
-
-She was a pretty child, this little Milicent; but you forgot to think
-about the rest of her face when you saw her wonderful eyes--soft and
-clear, yet bright, and of the warmest, deepest, yet softest brown.
-She had made her home in my heart, and so her grief, whatever it was,
-appealed at once to my sympathies.
-
-“My darling,” I said, as I tried to draw away the little hands from
-before the sorrowful face, “what can be the matter?”
-
-“Bella is dead!” and the sobs recommenced with fresh violence.
-
-Bella was the best-beloved of a somewhat large family of dolls,--a
-pretty Parian creature, with blue eyes and fair hair. I had myself
-lately assisted in making a trunk of clothes for Bella; and I grudged
-sorely all my wasted labor, if she had come to an untimely end.
-
-I looked at the dear remains, stretched out sadly upon a chair. Bella
-was evidently very dead indeed. Her pretty neck was broken, her fair,
-foolish head lay quite severed from her silken-clad body. Suddenly
-there flashed into my mind the thought of the dolls’ hospital. I spoke
-cheerfully.
-
-“Brown-Eyes,” I said, “I think that Bella may recover. I am pretty sure
-that her collar-bone is broken; but I have heard of people who got well
-after breaking their collar-bones.”
-
-The child looked up, her eyes shining through tears, and said, with
-that air of grave, old-fashioned propriety which was one of the most
-amusing things about her,--
-
-“It is a very serious accident. Do you think Bella _could_ recover?”
-
-“I hope she may; and I shall at once take her to the hospital.”
-
-“The hospital!” cried Mistress Brown-Eyes; “but that is where Mary Ann
-went when she had a fever. She was gone six weeks. Will my Bella be
-gone six weeks?”
-
-“I think not so long as one week, if she can be cured at all.”
-
-In five minutes more I was in the street, with Bella in a basket on my
-arm. Her little mother had covered her carefully from the cold, though
-it was already May; and I felt as if I were in a position of grave
-responsibility as I hurried to the dolls’ hospital.
-
-A bell rang when I opened the door, and the oddest little person stood
-before me. At first I thought it was a child masquerading in long
-clothes; for she was not more than half the height of an ordinary woman.
-
-But, looking more closely, I saw the maturity of her face, and realized
-that I stood in the presence of a grown-up dwarf, who might really have
-been taken for Dickens’s Miss Mowcher, herself.
-
-She was dressed in a long, straight gown of rusty-looking black alpaca,
-and her rusty-looking black hair was drawn straightly back from as
-plain a face as one often sees. It was a kind, honest face, however,
-and I liked the voice in which she asked how she could serve me. I
-explained my errand.
-
-“Please to let me see the patient.”
-
-She spoke with as much gravity as if she had been the superintending
-physician of the largest hospital in London. I unveiled poor Bella, and
-the dwarf lifted her from the basket with grave tenderness.
-
-“Poor little beauty!” she said. “Yes’m, I think I can cure her.”
-
-“Will the operation take long?” I asked, humoring her fancy.
-
-“I should prefer that the patient should not be moved, ma’am, before
-to-morrow.”
-
-“Very well; then I will leave her.”
-
-Just at that moment I heard a voice call, “Sally! Sally!”
-
-It was a well-trained, ladylike voice, but somewhat imperious.
-
-“Yes, Lady Jane, I’ll be there in a moment,” answered the dwarf, whom
-I now knew to be Sally. Then a door opened, and the most beautiful
-creature I ever saw stood in it, looking in.
-
-The hospital was a bare enough place. There was a great table covered
-with dolls,--dolls with broken legs, dolls with punched heads, dolls
-with one arm gone, hairless dolls, broken-backed dolls, dolls of every
-kind, awaiting the ministrations of Sally; and dozens of other dolls
-were there, too, whom those skilful fingers had already cured of their
-wounds.
-
-There was a shelf, on which was ranged the pharmacy of this
-hospital,--white cement, boxes of saw-dust, collections of legs and
-arms, wigs, every thing, in short, that an afflicted doll could
-possibly require. Then there were two or three wooden stools, and these
-completed the furniture of the apartment.
-
-Standing in the doorway, Lady Jane looked as if she were a larger doll
-than the rest,--a doll with a soul. She seemed a lady’s child, every
-pretty inch of her. I should think she was about twelve years old. She
-wore a blue dress, and a blue ribbon in the bright, fair hair that hung
-all about her soft, pink-and-white face, out of which looked two great,
-serious, inquiring blue eyes.
-
-“I will be through soon, Lady Jane,” Sally said quietly; and the girl
-turned away, but not before I had taken in a complete picture of her
-loveliness, and had noticed also a somewhat singular ornament she wore,
-attached to a slender golden chain. It was so strange a vision to see
-in this humble little shop that my curiosity got the better of me, and,
-after the door had closed on Lady Jane, I asked, “Does she live here?”
-
-“Yes’m,” answered Sally proudly. “In a way, she is my child.”
-
-I hesitated to inquire further; but I think my eyes must have asked
-some questions in spite of myself; for Sally said, after a moment,--
-
-“You seem interested, ma’am, and I don’t mind telling you about her.
-I saw Lady Jane first some eight years ago. A man had her who used to
-go round with a hand-organ. She was such a pretty little creature that
-everybody gave her money, and she was a great profit to Jacopo, for
-that was his name.
-
-“It used to make my heart ache to see the little beauty trudging round
-all day on her patient feet. When Jacopo spoke to her, I’ve seen her
-turn pale; and she never used to smile except when she was holding out
-her bit of a hat to people for money. She _had_ to smile then; it was
-part of the business.
-
-“I was sixteen, and I was all alone in the world. I had a room to
-myself, and I worked days in a toy-shop. I used to dress the dolls,
-and I got very clever at mending them; but I hadn’t thought of the
-hospital, then.
-
-“I lived in the same street with Jacopo, and I grew very fond of the
-little lady, as the people in the street used to call Jane. Sometimes I
-coaxed Jacopo to let her stay with me at night; but after three or four
-times, he would not let her come again. I suppose he thought she would
-get too fond of me.
-
-“Things went on that way for two years; then one night, in the middle
-of the night, a boy came for me, and said Jacopo was dying and wanted
-me to come. I knew it was something about Jane, and I hurried on my
-clothes and went.
-
-“The child was asleep in one corner. She had been tramping all that
-day, as usual, and she was too tired out for the noise in the room to
-wake her. Jacopo looked very ill, and he could hardly summon strength
-to speak to me.
-
-“‘The end has come sudden, Sally,’ he said, ‘the end to a bad life. But
-I ain’t bad enough to want harm to happen to the little one when I am
-gone. There will be plenty of folks after her, for she’s a profitable
-little one to have; but if you want her, I’ll give her to you. You may
-take her away to-night, if you will.’
-
-“‘Indeed I will,’ I cried, ‘and thank you. While I can work, she shall
-never want.’
-
-“Jacopo had been fumbling under his pillow as he spoke; and when I said
-I would take the child he handed me a curious locket. Maybe you noticed
-it at her neck when she stood in the door?
-
-“He said, as nearly as I could understand, for it was getting hard work
-for him to speak, that he had stolen the child, but he had always kept
-this thing, which she had on her neck when he took her, and perhaps it
-would help, some day, to find her people.
-
-“So I took her home. The next morning I heard that Jacopo was dead,
-and the Lady Jane has been mine ever since.”
-
-“Have you always called her Lady Jane?” I asked.
-
-“Yes’m. There is a coronet on that locket she wears; and I know she
-must be some great person’s daughter, she is so beautiful, and seems so
-much like a real lady.”
-
-“And so you’ve struggled on and worked for her, and taken care of her
-for six years, now?”
-
-“Yes’m, and I’ve thanked God every day that I’ve had her to take care
-of. You see, ma’am, I’m not like other people; and it was a good
-fortune I couldn’t look for to have a beautiful child like that given
-into my arms, as you might say. It was all the difference between being
-alone and with no one to care for, and having a home and an interest in
-life like other women.
-
-“I gave up working in the shop when I took her, for I didn’t like to
-leave her alone. I was a good workwoman, and they let me take work home
-for awhile; then I opened the hospital, and I’ve done very well. Lady
-Jane has been to school, and I don’t think if her true parents met
-her, they would be ashamed of her.”
-
-“Do you ever think,” I said, “that they may meet her some time, and
-then you would lose her for ever?”
-
-“Yes, indeed, I think about that, ma’am; and I make her keep the locket
-in sight all the time, in hopes it might lead to something.”
-
-“In hopes!” I said, surprised. “You don’t want to part with her, do
-you?”
-
-I was sorry, instantly, that I had asked the question, for her poor
-face flushed, and the tears gathered in her eyes.
-
-“O ma’am,” she said, “if I stopped to think about myself, I suppose
-I should rather die than lose her; but I _don’t_ think of any thing
-but her. And how could I want her, a lady born, and beautiful as any
-princess, to live always in a little room back of a dolls’ hospital?
-Would it be right for me to want it?
-
-“No; I think God gave her to make a few of my years bright; and when
-the time comes, she will go away to live her own life, and I shall
-live out mine, remembering that she _was_ here, once; and harking back
-till I can hear the sound of her voice again; or looking till I see her
-bright head shine in the corner where she sits now.”
-
-Just then the bell rang, and other customers came into the hospital,
-and I went away, promising to return for Bella on the morrow.
-
-I walked through the streets with a sense that I had been talking with
-some one nobler than the rest of the world. Another than poor Sally
-might have adopted Lady Jane, perhaps, tended her, loved her; but who
-else would have been noble enough to love her, and yet be ready to lose
-her for ever and live on in darkness quite satisfied if but the little
-queen might come to her own again?
-
-I comforted Mistress Brown-Eyes with a promise of her “child’s”
-recovery, and I went to a kettle-drum or two in the afternoon, and
-dined out at night; but all the time, amidst whatever buzz of talk, I
-was comparing the most generous persons I had ever known with the poor
-dwarfed surgeon of the dolls’ hospital, and finding them all wanting.
-
-I went for Bella about four the next afternoon. I wanted to get to the
-hospital late enough to see something of the little surgeon and her
-beautiful ward. I purchased a bunch of roses on the way, for I meant to
-please Sally by giving them to Lady Jane.
-
-I opened the door, and again, at the ringing of the bell, the quaint
-little figure of the dwarf surgeon started up like Jack-in-the-box.
-
-“Is the patient recovered?” I asked.
-
-“The patient is quite well;” and the surgeon took down pretty Bella,
-and proudly exhibited her. The white cement had done its work so
-perfectly that the slender neck showed no signs of ever having been
-broken.
-
-I paid the surgeon her modest fee, and then I said, “Here are some
-roses I brought for Lady Jane.”
-
-Sally’s plain face beamed with pleasure. “It’s time to stop receiving
-patients for to-day,” she said. “Won’t you walk into the sitting-room
-and give the roses to Lady Jane, yourself?”
-
-I was well pleased to accept the invitation. The sitting-room was as
-cosy as the hospital itself was barren of attraction. I really wondered
-at the taste with which it was arranged. The hangings were blue, and
-two or three low chairs were covered with the same color; and there
-were pretty trifles here and there which made it seem like a lady’s
-room.
-
-[Illustration: My roses were received with a cry of delight.--PAGE 69.]
-
-My roses were received with a cry of delight; and, while Lady Jane
-put them in a delicate glass, Sally made me sit down in the most
-comfortable chair, and then she asked her ward to sing to me.
-
-The girl had a wonderful voice, soft and clear and full.
-
-When she had done singing, Sally said, “I have thought sometimes that,
-if no better fortune comes, Lady Jane can sing herself into good luck.”
-
-“_I_ count on something better than that,” the little lady cried
-carelessly. “When I ‘come to my own,’ like the princesses in all the
-fairy tales, I’ll send you my picture, Sally, and it will make you
-less trouble than I do. It won’t wear out its gowns, nor want all the
-strawberries for supper.”
-
-Sally didn’t answer; but two great tears gathered in her eyes, and
-rolled down her cheeks.
-
-Lady Jane laughed--not unkindly, only childishly--and said, “Never
-mind. Don’t cry yet. You’ll have time enough for that when it all comes
-to pass. And you know you want it to happen; you always say so.”
-
-“Yes, yes, dear, I want it to happen,” Sally said hastily; “I couldn’t
-want to shut you up here for ever, like a flower growing in a dungeon.”
-
-“A pretty, blue-hung dungeon, with nice soft chairs,” Lady Jane said
-pleasantly; and then I got up to go.
-
-Had this beautiful girl any real heart behind her beauty? I wondered.
-If the time ever came when Sally must give her up to some brighter
-fate, would it cost the little lady herself one pang? Could she be
-wholly insensible to all the devotion that had been lavished on her for
-all these years? I could not tell; but she seemed to me too light a
-thing for deep loving.
-
-I carried Bella home to Mistress Brown-Eyes, who received her with
-great joy, and with a certain tender respect, such as we give to those
-who have passed through perils. I stayed in London till “the season”
-was over,--that is to say, till the end of July; and then, with the
-last rose of summer in my buttonhole, I went over to the fair sea coast
-of France.
-
-It was not until the next May that I found myself in London again; and
-going to renew my subscription at Mudie’s, passed the dolls’ hospital.
-I looked up at the quaint sign, and the fancy seized me to go in.
-
-I opened the door, and promptly as ever, the dwarf surgeon of the dolls
-stood before me. It was nearly four o’clock, and the hospital was empty
-of customers. Nothing in it was changed except the face of the surgeon.
-Out of that always plain face a certain cheerful light had faded. It
-looked now like a face accustomed to tears. I said,--
-
-“Do you remember me, Dr. Sally?”
-
-A sort of frozen smile came to the poor trembling lips.
-
-“Oh, yes’m. You’re the lady that brought the rose-buds to Lady Jane.”
-
-“And is she well?” I asked.
-
-“I _think_ so, ma’am. Heaven knows I _hope_ so; but the old days when
-I _knew_ are over. Won’t you come into the sitting-room, please?”
-
-I wanted nothing better for myself, and I felt that it might ease her
-sad heart to break its silence; so I followed her into the familiar
-room. It, at least, was unchanged. The blue hangings were there, and
-the low easy-chairs, and the pretty trifles; and yet, somehow, the room
-seemed cold, for the beauty which had gladdened it last year had gone
-for ever.
-
-“Will you tell me what happened?” I asked; and I know the real sympathy
-I felt must have sounded in my voice.
-
-“It wasn’t long after you were here,” she said, “a lady was driving by,
-and she saw my sign. She sent her footman to the door to see if the
-place was really what that said; and the next day she came in herself
-and brought a whole load of broken toys. She said she wanted these
-things put in order to take into the country, for they were favorite
-playthings of her little girl’s.
-
-“I turned then and looked at the child who had come in with her mother.
-I can never tell you how I felt. It was as though Lady Jane had gone
-back six years. Just what my darling was when she came to me, this
-little girl was now,--the very same blue eyes, and bright, fair hair,
-and the pretty, pink-and-white face.
-
-“Just at that moment, Lady Jane came into the hospital, and when the
-lady saw her, she stood and gazed as if she had seen a ghost. I looked
-at the lady herself, and then I looked at Lady Jane, and then again
-at the little girl; and true as you live, ma’am, I knew it was Lady
-Jane’s mother and sister before ever a word was spoken. I felt my knees
-shaking under me, and I held fast to the counter to keep from falling.
-I couldn’t have spoken first, if my life had depended on it.
-
-“The lady looked, for what seemed to me a long time; and then she
-walked up to my darling and touched the locket that she wore on her
-neck. At last she turned to me and asked, with a little sternness in
-her gentle voice, if I would tell her who this girl was, and how I came
-by her.
-
-“So I told her the whole story, just as I had told it to you, and
-before I had finished, she was crying as if her heart would break.
-Down she went on her knees beside Lady Jane, and put her arms around
-her, and cried,--
-
-“‘O my darling, my love, I thought you were dead! I am your mother--oh,
-believe me, my darling! Love me a little, a little,--after all these
-years!’
-
-“And just as properly as if she had gone through it all in her mind a
-hundred times beforehand, Lady Jane answered,--
-
-“‘I always expected you, mamma.’
-
-“Somehow, the lady looked astonished. She grew quieter, and stood up,
-holding Lady Jane’s hand.
-
-“‘You expected me?’ she said, inquiringly.
-
-“‘Yes, you know I _knew_ I had been stolen; and I used to think and
-think, and fancy how my true mother would look, and what my right home
-would be; and I always felt sure in my heart that you would come some
-day. I didn’t know when or how it would be; but I expected you.’
-
-“‘And when will you be ready to go with me?’ asked the mother.
-
-“‘When you please, mamma.’
-
-“The lady hesitated, and turned to me. ‘I owe you so much,’ she said,
-‘so much that I can never hope to pay it; and I do not like to grieve
-you. But her father and I have been without Jane so long, _could_ you
-spare her to me at once?’
-
-“‘That must be as you and she say, ma’am,’ I answered, trying as hard
-as I could to speak quietly. ‘I never have wanted any thing but that
-she should be well off and happy so far, and won’t begin to stand in
-her light now.’
-
-“Then the lady turned to the little girl who had come in with her.
-‘Ethel,’ she said, ‘this is your sister. She has been lost to us eight
-years, but we will keep her always, now.’ And then, with more thanks
-to me, she started to go away,--the stately, beautiful lady, with her
-beautiful girls, one on each side of her.
-
-“They got to the door, and suddenly my darling turned,--O ma’am, it’s
-the best thing in my whole life to remember that! Of her own accord she
-turned and came back to me, and said she,--
-
-“‘Don’t think, Sally, that I’m not sorry to say good-by. Of course I
-can’t be sorry to find my own mamma and my right home, but I’m sorry to
-leave _you_.’
-
-“And then she put her arms round my neck and kissed me just as she had
-done when I took her home that night from Jacopo’s, six years before;
-and then she went away, and the sunshine, it seemed to me, went out of
-the door with her, and has never come back since.”
-
-The poor little surgeon of the dolls stopped speaking, and cried very
-quietly, as those cry who are not used to have their tears wiped away,
-or their sorrows comforted.
-
-I wanted to say that Lady Jane seemed to me a heartless little piece,
-who cared for nothing in the world but herself, and wasn’t worth
-grieving for; but I felt there would be no comfort for her in thinking
-that there had never been any thing worth having in her life. Far
-better let her go on believing that for six years she had sheltered an
-angel at her fireside.
-
-At last, when I saw her tears were ceasing to flow, I said, “And when
-did you see her again?”
-
-“Oh, I have never seen her since that day. I think she pitied me too
-much to come back and give me the sorrow of parting with her over
-again. No, I have never seen her, but her mother sent me five hundred
-pounds.”
-
-“And so she ought,” I said impulsively. “It was little enough for all
-you had done.”
-
-Surgeon Sally looked at me with wonder, not unmixed with reproach, in
-her eyes.
-
-“Do you think I wanted _that_?” she asked. “I had had my pay for all I
-did, ten times over, in just having her here to look at and to love.
-No; I sent the money back, and I think it must be that my darling
-understood; for, two months afterwards, I received the only gift I
-would have cared to have,--her portrait. Will you please to look round,
-ma’am? It hangs behind you.”
-
-I looked round, and there she was, even lovelier than when I had seen
-her first,--a bright, smiling creature, silken-clad, patrician to the
-finger-tips. But it seemed to me that no heart of love looked out of
-the fair, careless face. I thought I would rather be Surgeon Sally,
-and know the sweetness of loving another better than myself.
-
-“She is very beautiful,” I said, as I turned away.
-
-“Yes; and sometimes I almost think I feel her lips, her bonny bright
-lips, touch my face, as they did that last day, and hear her say,
-‘Don’t think, Sally, that I’m not sorry.’ Oh, my lot isn’t hard, ma’am.
-I might have lived my life through and never have known what it was to
-have something all my own to love. God was good.
-
-“And after all, ma’am,” she added cheerfully, “there’s nothing happier
-in the world than to give all the pleasure you can to somebody.”
-
-And I went away, feeling that the dwarf surgeon of the dolls’ hospital
-had learned the true secret of life.
-
-
-
-
-PRETTY MISS KATE.
-
-
-Everybody called her “pretty Miss Kate.” It was an odd title, and she
-had come by it in an odd way. A sort of half-witted nurse, whose one
-supreme merit was her faithfulness, had tended Squire Oswald’s baby
-daughter all through her early years; and she it was who had first
-called the girl “pretty Miss Kate.”
-
-It was a small neighborhood where everybody knew everybody else; and,
-by dint of much hearing this title, all the neighbors grew to use it.
-And, indeed, at fifteen Kate Oswald deserved it. She was a tall, slight
-girl, with a figure very graceful, and what people call stylish.
-
-She had blue eyes; not the meaningless blue of a French doll, but deep
-and lustrous, like the tender hue of the summer sky. She had hair like
-some Northland princess. It had not a tint of yellow in it, but it
-was fine and fair, and so light as to be noticeable anywhere. Her skin
-was exquisite, too, as skin needs must be to match such hair. When any
-color came to the cheeks it was never crimson, but just the faintest
-tint of the blush rose; her lips alone were of rich, vivid bloom. A
-prettier creature, truly, seldom crosses this planet; and the few such
-girls who have lived among us, and grown to womanhood, have made wild
-work generally, using hearts for playthings; and, like other children,
-breaking their toys now and then. But pretty Miss Kate was not at the
-age yet for that sort of pastime, and her most ardent worshipper was
-little Sally Green.
-
-There was a curious friendship between these two, if one may call that
-friendship which is made up of blind worship on one side and gentle
-pity and kindliness on the other.
-
-Squire Oswald owned the poor little house where Widow Green lived, and
-whenever there was an unusual press of work at the great house above,
-the family washing used to be sent down to Mrs. Green at the foot of
-the hill. Many an hour the widow worked busily, fluting the delicate
-ruffles and smoothing the soft muslins, out of which pretty Miss Kate
-used to bloom as a flower does out of its calyx. And on these occasions
-Sally used to carry the dainty washing home, and she nearly always
-contrived to be permitted to take it up to Miss Kate’s room, herself.
-
-Nobody thought much about little Sally Green any way,--least of all did
-any one suspect her of any romantic or heroic or poetical qualities.
-And yet she had them all; and if you came to a question of soul and
-mind, there was something in Sally which entitled her to rank with
-the best. She was a plain, dark little thing, with a stubbed, solid,
-squarely-built figure; with great black eyes, which nobody thought any
-thing about in _her_, but which would have been enough for the whole
-stock-in-trade of a fashionable belle; with masses of black hair that
-she did not know what to do with; and with a skin somewhat sallow, but
-smooth. No one ever thought how she looked, except, perhaps, pretty
-Miss Kate.
-
-One day, when the child brought home the washing, Kate had been reading
-aloud to a friend, and Sally had shown an evident inclination to
-linger. At that time Kate was not more than fourteen, and the interest
-or the admiration in Sally’s face struck her, and, moved by a girl’s
-quick impulse, she had said,--
-
-“Do you want to hear all of it, Sally? Wait, then, and I will read it
-to you.”
-
-The poem was Mrs. Browning’s “Romance of the Swan’s Nest,” and it was
-the first glimpse for Sally Green into the enchanted land of poetry
-and fiction. Before that she had admired pretty Miss Kate, but now the
-feeling grew to worship.
-
-Kate was not slow to perceive it, with that feminine instinct which
-somehow scents out and delights in the honest admiration of high or
-low, rich or poor. She grew very kind to little Sally. Many a book and
-magazine she lent the child; and now and then she gave her a flower, a
-bit of bright ribbon, or some little picture. To poor Sally Green these
-trifles were as the gifts of a goddess, and no devotee ever treasured
-relics from the shrine of his patron saint more tenderly than she
-cherished any, even the slightest, token which was associated with the
-beautiful young lady whom she adored with all her faithful, reverent,
-imaginative heart.
-
-One June evening Sally had been working hard all day. She had washed
-dishes, run her mother’s errands, got supper, and now her reward was to
-come.
-
-“You may make yourself tidy,” her mother said, “and carry home that
-basket of Miss Kate’s things to Squire Oswald’s.”
-
-Sally flew upstairs, and brushed back her black locks, and tied them
-with a red ribbon Miss Kate had given her. She put on a clean dress,
-and a little straw hat that last year had been Miss Kate’s own; and
-really for such a stubbed, dark little thing, she looked very nicely.
-She was thirteen--two years younger than her idol--and while Miss Kate
-was tall, and looked older than her years, Sally looked even younger
-than she was. Her heart beat as she hurried up the hill. She thought
-of the fable of the mouse and the lion, which she had read in one of
-the books Miss Kate had lent her. It made her think of herself and her
-idol. Not that Miss Kate was like a lion at all,--no, she was like a
-beautiful princess,--but she herself was such a poor, humble, helpless
-little mouse; and yet there might be a time, if she only watched and
-waited, when she, even she, could do pretty Miss Kate some good. And
-if the time ever came, wouldn’t she _do_ it, just, at no matter _what_
-cost to herself? Poor little Sally! The time was on its way, and nearer
-than she thought.
-
-She found Miss Kate in her own pretty room,--a room all blue and white
-and silver, as befitted such a fair-haired beauty. The bedstead and
-wardrobe were of polished chestnut, lightly and gracefully carved.
-The carpet was pale gray, with impossible blue roses. The blue chintz
-curtains were looped back with silver cords; there were silver frames,
-with narrow blue edges, to the few graceful pictures; and on the mantel
-were a clock and vases with silver ornaments.
-
-Pretty Miss Kate looked as if she had been dressed on purpose to stay
-in that room. She wore a blue dress, and round her neck was a silver
-necklace which her father had brought her last year from far-off Genoa.
-Silver ornaments were in her little ears, and a silver clasp fastened
-the belt at her waist. She welcomed Sally with a sweet graciousness, a
-little conscious, perhaps, of the fact that she was Miss Oswald, and
-Sally was Sally Green; but to the child her manner, like every thing
-else about her, seemed perfection.
-
-“Sit down and stay a little, Sally,” she said, “I have something to
-tell you. Do you remember what you heard me read that first time, when
-your eyes got so big with listening, and I made you stay and hear it
-all?”
-
-“Yes, indeed,” Sally cried eagerly. “I never forgot any thing I ever
-heard you read. That first time it was ‘The Romance of the Swan’s
-Nest.’”
-
-“Yes, you are right, and I know I was surprised to find how much you
-cared about it. I began to be interested in you then, for you know I am
-interested in you, don’t you, Sally?”
-
-Sally blushed with pleasure till her face glowed like the June roses in
-Miss Kate’s silver vases, but she did not know what to say, and so,
-very wisely, she did not say any thing. Miss Kate went on,--
-
-“Well, that very same poem I am going to read, next Wednesday night,
-at the evening exercises in the academy. The academy hall won’t hold
-everybody, and so they are going to be admitted by tickets. Each of
-us girls has a certain number to give away, and I have one for you.
-I thought you would like to go and see me there among the rest in my
-white gown, and hear me read the old verses again.”
-
-You would not have believed so small a thing could so have moved
-anybody; but Sally’s face turned from red to white, and from white to
-red again, and her big black eyes were as full of tears as an April
-cloud is of rain-drops.
-
-“Do you mean it, truly?” she asked.
-
-“Yes, truly, child. Here is your ticket. Why, don’t cry, foolish girl.
-It’s nothing. I wanted to be sure of one person there who would think
-I read well, whether any one else did or not. And I’ve a gown for you,
-too--that pink muslin, don’t you know, that I wore last year? I’ve
-shot up right out of it, and it’s of no use to me, now, and mamma said
-I might give it to you. This is Saturday; you can get it ready by
-Wednesday, can’t you?”
-
-What a happy girl went home that night, just as the rosy June
-sunset was fading away, and ran, bright and glad and full of joyful
-expectation, into the Widow Green’s humble little house! Widow Green
-wasn’t much of a woman, in the neighbors’ estimation. She was honest
-and civil, and she washed well; but that was all they saw in her. Sally
-saw much more. She saw a mother who always tried to make her happy;
-who shared her enthusiasms, or at least sympathized with them; who was
-never cross or jealous, or any thing but motherly. She was as pleased,
-now, at the prospect of Sally’s pleasure as Sally herself was; and just
-as proud of this attention from pretty Miss Kate. Together they made
-over the pink muslin dress; and when Wednesday night came the widow
-felt sure that her daughter was as well worth having, and as much to be
-proud of, as any other mother’s daughter that would be at the academy.
-
-“You must go very early,” she said, “to get a good seat; and you need
-not be afraid to go right up to the front. You’ve just as good right to
-get close up there as anybody.”
-
-When Sally was going out, her mother called her back.
-
-“Here, dear,” she said, “just take the shawl. Do it to please me, for
-there’s no knowing how cold it might be when you get out.”
-
-“The shawl” was an immense Rob Roy plaid,--a ridiculous wrap, truly,
-for a June night; but summer shawls they had none, and Sally was too
-dutiful, as well as too happy, not to want to please her mother even in
-such a trifle. How differently two lives would have come out if she had
-not taken it!
-
-She was the very first one to enter the academy. Dare she go and sit
-in the front row so as to be close to pretty Miss Kate? Ordinarily she
-would have shrunk into some far corner, for she was almost painfully
-shy; but now something outside herself seemed to urge her on. She
-would not take up much room,--this something whispered,--and nobody,
-no, nobody at all, could love Miss Kate better than she did. So she
-went into the very front row, close up to the little stage on which
-the young performers were to appear,--a veritable stage, with real
-foot-lights.
-
-Soon the people began to come in, and after a while the lights were
-turned up, and the exercises commenced. There were dialogues and music,
-and at last the master of ceremonies announced the reading of “The
-Romance of the Swan’s Nest,” by Miss Kate Oswald.
-
-Other people had been interested in what went before, no doubt; but
-to Sally Green the whole evening had been but a prelude to this one
-triumphant moment for which she waited.
-
-Pretty Miss Kate came forward like a little queen,--tall and slight,
-with her coronet of fair, braided hair, in which a shy, sweet rosebud
-nestled. She wore a dress of white muslin, as light and fleecy as a
-summer cloud, with a sash that might, as far as its hue went, have
-been cut from the deep blue sky over which that summer cloud floated.
-A little bunch of flowers was on her bosom, and other ornament she had
-none. She looked like one of the pretty creatures, half angel and half
-woman of fashion, which some of the modern French artists paint.
-
-As she stepped forward she was greeted with a burst of irrepressible
-applause, and then the house was very still as she began to read. How
-her soft eyes glowed, and the blushes burned on her dainty cheeks, when
-she came to the lines:--
-
- “Little Ellie in her smile
- Chooseth: ‘I will have a lover,
- Riding on a steed of steeds!
- He shall love me without guile,
- And to _him_ I will discover
- That swan’s nest among the reeds.
-
- “‘And the steed shall be red-roan,
- And the lover shall be noble,
- With an eye that takes the breath,
- And the lute he plays upon
- Shall strike ladies into trouble,
- As his sword strikes men to death.’”
-
-She had the whole audience for her lovers before she was through with
-the poem, and the last verse was followed with a perfect storm of
-applause. Was she not young and beautiful, with a voice as sweet as her
-smile? And then she was Squire Oswald’s daughter, and he was the great
-man of the village.
-
-She stepped off the stage; and then the applause recalled her, and she
-came back, pink with pleasure. A bow, a smile, and then a step too near
-the poorly protected foot-lights, and the fleecy white muslin dress was
-a sheet of flame.
-
-How Sally Green sprang over those foot-lights she never knew; but there
-she was, on the stage, and “the shawl” was wrapped round pretty Miss
-Kate before any one else had done any thing but scream. Close, close,
-close, Sally hugged its heavy woollen folds. She burned her own fingers
-to the bone; but what cared she? The time of the poor little mouse had
-come at last.
-
-And so pretty Miss Kate was saved, and not so much as a scar marred the
-pink and white of her fair girl’s face. Her arms were burned rather
-badly, but they would heal, and no permanent harm had come to her.
-
-Sally was burned much more severely, but she hardly felt the pain of it
-in her joy that she had saved her idol, for whom she would have been so
-willing even to die. They took her home very tenderly, and the first
-words she said, as they led her inside her mother’s door, were,--
-
-“Now, mother, I know what I took the shawl for!”
-
-I said how differently two lives would have ended if she had not
-taken that shawl. Pretty Miss Kate’s would have burned out then and
-there, no doubt; for if any one else were there with presence of
-mind enough to have saved her, certainly there was no other wrap
-there like “the shawl.” And then Sally might have grown up to the
-humblest kind of toil, instead of being what she is to-day; for Squire
-Oswald’s gratitude for his daughter’s saved life did not exhaust
-itself in words. From that moment he charged himself with Sally
-Green’s education, and gave her every advantage which his own daughter
-received. And, truth to tell, Sally, with her wonderful temperament,
-the wealth of poetry and devotion and hero-worship that was in her,
-soon outstripped pretty Miss Kate in her progress.
-
-But no rivalry or jealousy ever came between them. As Sally had adored
-Kate’s loveliness, so, in time, Kate came to do homage to Sally’s
-genius; and the two were friends in the most complete sense of the
-word.
-
-
-
-
-A BORROWED ROSEBUD.
-
-
-There was a pattering footfall on the piazza, and Miss Ellen Harding
-went to look out. She saw a little figure standing there, among the
-rosebuds,--not one of the neighbors’ children, but a bonny little
-lassie, with curls of spun gold, and great, fearless brown eyes, and
-cheeks and lips as bright as the red roses on the climbing rosebush
-beside her.
-
-A little morsel, not more than five years old, she was; with a white
-dress, and a broad scarlet sash, and a hat which she swung in her
-fingers by its scarlet strings. She looked so bright and vivid, and she
-was such an unexpected vision in that place, that it almost seemed as
-if one of the poppies in the yard beyond had turned into a little girl,
-and come up the steps.
-
-“Did you want me?” Miss Harding asked, going up to the tiny blossom of
-a creature.
-
-“No, if you please.”
-
-“My father, then, Dr. Harding,--were you sent for him?”
-
-The child surveyed her, as if in gentle surprise at so much curiosity.
-
-“No,” she answered, after a moment. “I am Rosebud; and I don’t want
-anybody. Jane told me to come here, and she would follow presently.”
-
-She said the words with a singular correctness and propriety, as if
-they were a lesson which she had been taught.
-
-“And who is Jane?” Miss Harding asked.
-
-Evidently the process of training had gone no further. The child looked
-puzzled and uncomfortable.
-
-“Jane?” she answered hesitatingly. “Why, she is Jane.”
-
-“Not your mamma?”
-
-“No,--just Jane.”
-
-“And what did Jane want here?”
-
-“She told me to come, and she would follow presently,” said the child,
-saying her little lesson over again.
-
-Evidently there was nothing more to be got out of her; but Miss Harding
-coaxed her to come into the cool parlor, and wait for Jane; and gave
-her some strawberries and cream in a gayly painted china saucer, that
-all children liked. Rosebud was no exception to the rest. When she had
-finished her berries, she tapped on the saucer with her spoon.
-
-“I will have it for mine, while I stay,--may I?” she said. “Not to take
-away, but just to call, you know.”
-
-“Surely,” said Miss Harding, more puzzled than ever. Had the sprite,
-then, come to stay? Were there, by chance, fairies after all,--and
-was this some changeling from out their ranks? She tried to entertain
-her small guest; and she found her quite accessible to the charms
-of pictures, and contented for an hour with a box of red and white
-chessmen. Towards night her curiosity got the better of her courtesy;
-and, looking from the window, she inquired,--
-
-“I wonder where your Jane can be?”
-
-“Presently; Jane said presently,” answered the child, with quiet
-composure, and returned to the chessmen.
-
-Miss Harding heard her father drive into the yard, and slipped out
-to speak to him. She told her story, and the doctor gave a low, soft
-whistle. It was a way he had when any thing surprised him.
-
-“It looks to me,” said he, “as if Jane, whoever she may be, intended to
-make us a present of Miss Rosebud. Well, we must make the small person
-comfortable to-night, and to-morrow we will see what to do with her.”
-
-The small person was easily made comfortable. She ate plenty of
-bread-and-milk for her supper, and more strawberries; and when it was
-over, she went round and stood beside the doctor.
-
-“I think you are a dood man,” she said, with the quaint gravity which
-characterized all her utterances. “I should like to sit with you.”
-
-The doctor lifted her to his knee, and she laid her little golden head
-against his coat. There was a soft place under that coat, as many a
-sick and poor person in the town knew very well. I think the little
-golden head hit the soft place. He stroked the shining curls very
-tenderly. Then he asked,--
-
-“What makes you think I’m a ‘dood’ man, Pussy-cat?”
-
-“My name is not Pussy-cat,--I am Rosebud,” she replied gravely; “and I
-think you are dood because you look so, out of your eyes.”
-
-The little morsel spoke most of her words with singular clearness and
-propriety. It was only when a “g” came in that she substituted a “d”
-for it, and went on her way rejoicing.
-
-As the doctor held her, the soft place under his coat grew very soft
-indeed. A little girl had been his last legacy from his dying wife; and
-she had grown to be about as large as Rosebud, and then had gone home
-to her mother. It almost seemed to him as if she had come back again;
-and it was her head beneath which his heart was beating. He beckoned to
-his daughter.
-
-“Have you some of Aggie’s things?” he asked. “This child must be made
-comfortable, and she ought to go to bed soon.”
-
-“No,” the child said; “I’m doing to sit here till the moon comes. That
-means ‘do to bed.’”
-
-“Yes, I have them,” Miss Harding answered.
-
-She had loved Aggie so well, that it seemed half sacrilege to put
-her dead sister’s garments on this stranger child; and half it was a
-pleasure that again she had a little girl to dress and cuddle. She went
-out of the room. Soon she came running back, and called her father.
-
-“O, come here! I found this in the hall. It is a great basket full of
-all sorts of clothes, and it is marked ‘For Rosebud.’ See,--here is
-every thing a child needs.”
-
-The doctor had set the little girl down, but she was still clinging to
-his hand.
-
-“I think,” he said, “that Jane has been here, and that she does not
-mean to take away our Rosebud.”
-
-But the little one, still clinging to him, said,--
-
-“I think it is not ‘presently’ yet,--Jane wouldn’t come till
-‘presently.’”
-
-“Do you love Jane?” the doctor asked, looking down at the flower-like
-face.
-
-“Jane is not mamma. She is only Jane,” was the answer.
-
-When the moon rose, the little girl went willingly to bed; and all
-night long Miss Ellen Harding held her in her arms, as she used to hold
-her little sister, before the angels took her. Since Aggie’s death,
-people said Miss Ellen had grown cold and stiff and silent. She felt,
-herself, as if she had been frozen; but the ice was melting, as she lay
-there, feeling the soft, round little lump of breathing bliss in her
-arms; and a tender flower of love was to spring up and bloom in that
-heart that had grown hard and cold.
-
-There was no talk of sending Rosebud away, though some people wondered
-much at the doctor, and even almost blamed him for keeping this child,
-of whom he knew nothing. But he wanted her, and Miss Ellen wanted her;
-and, indeed, she was the joy and life and blessing of the long-silent
-household.
-
-She was by no means a perfect child. A well-mannered little creature
-she was,--some lady had brought her up evidently,--but she was
-self-willed and obstinate. When she had said, “I’m doing to do” such
-and such a thing, it was hard to move her from her purpose; unless,
-indeed, the doctor interposed, and to him she always yielded instantly.
-But, just such as she was, they found her altogether charming. The
-doctor never came home without something in his pocket to reward her
-search; Miss Ellen was her bond-slave; and Mistress Mulloney in the
-kitchen was ready to work her hands off for her.
-
-Often, when she had gone to bed, the doctor and Miss Ellen used to talk
-over her strange coming.
-
-“We shall lose her some day,” the doctor would say, with a sigh. “No
-one ever voluntarily abandoned such a child as that. She is only
-trusted to our protection for a little while, and presently we shall
-have to give her up.”
-
-“Should you be sorry, father,” Miss Ellen would inquire, “that we had
-had her at all?”
-
-And the doctor would answer thoughtfully “No, for she has made me young
-again. I will not grumble when the snows come because we have had
-summer, and know how bright it is.”
-
-But the child lived with them as if she were going to live with them
-for ever. If she had any memories of days before she came there, she
-never alluded to them. After the first, she never mentioned Jane,--she
-never spoke of a father or mother. But she was happy as the summer days
-were long,--a glad, bright, winsome creature as ever was the delight of
-any household.
-
-And so the days and the weeks and the months went on, and it was
-October. And one day the bell rang, and Mistress Mulloney went to the
-door, and in a moment came to the room where Miss Ellen was sitting,
-with Rosebud playing beside her, and beckoned to her mistress.
-
-“It’s some one asking for the child,” she said. “Can’t we jist hide her
-away? It’ll be hard for the doctor if she’s took.”
-
-“No; we must see who it is, and do what is right,” Miss Ellen answered;
-but her lips trembled a little. She went into the hall, and there, at
-the door, stood a woman, looking like a nursery-maid of the better sort.
-
-“I have come,” the stranger began; but Rosebud had caught the sound of
-her voice, and came on the scene like a flash of light.
-
-“It is ‘presently!’” she cried; “and there, oh, _there_ is mamma!”
-And down the path she flew, and into the very arms of a lady who was
-waiting at a little distance.
-
-Miss Harding went down the steps. “You have come, I see, to claim our
-Rosebud, and she is only too ready to be claimed. I thought we had made
-her happy.”
-
-The child caught the slight accent of reproach in Miss Ellen’s voice,
-and turned towards her.
-
-“You have been dood, oh, so very, very dood!” she said, “but _this_ is
-mamma.”
-
-“I trusted my darling to you in a very strange way,” the lady began,
-“but not, believe me, without knowing in whose hands I placed her. I
-was in mortal terror, then, lest she should be taken from me, and I
-dared not keep her until she had been legally made mine, and mine only.
-But you have made me your debtor for life, and I shall try to show it
-some day.”
-
-“But, at least, you will come in and wait until my father returns. He
-loves Rosebud so dearly, that it would be a cruelty to take her away
-until he has had time to bid her good-by.”
-
-“You are right,” the stranger answered courteously. “Jane, go with the
-carriage to the hotel, and I will come or send for you when I want you.”
-
-In a few moments more the strange lady was seated in the doctor’s
-parlor. Miss Harding saw now where Rosebud had got her bright, wilful
-beauty.
-
-“I must explain,” the mother said, as she lifted her child upon her
-lap. “I am Mrs. Matthewson. My husband is dead, and Rosebud has a
-very, very large fortune of her own. Her uncles, who were to have the
-management of her property, by her father’s will, claimed her also;
-and I have had such a fight for her! They were unscrupulous men, and
-I feared to keep Rosebud with me, lest by some means they should get
-some hold on her. So I resolved to lend her to you for the summer;
-and, indeed, I never can reward you for all your care of her.”
-
-“You can reward us only by not altogether taking her away from us. We
-have learned to love her very dearly.”
-
-And, after a while, the doctor came home and heard all the story.
-And it was a week before Mrs. Matthewson had the heart to take away
-the child she had lent them. Then it was not long before the doctor
-and Miss Ellen had to go to see Rosebud. And then, very soon, Mrs.
-Matthewson had to bring her back again; and, really, so much going back
-and forth was very troublesome; and they found it more convenient,
-after a while, to join their households.
-
-Before Rosebud came, the doctor had thought himself an old man, though
-he was only forty-five; but, as he said, Rosebud had made him young
-again; and Rosebud’s mamma found it possible to love him very dearly.
-But Miss Ellen always said it was Rosebud and nobody else whom her
-father married, and that he had been in love with the borrowed blossom
-from the first.
-
-
-
-
-TOM’S THANKSGIVING.
-
-
-“It was very provoking that seamstresses and such people would get
-married, like the rest of the world,” Mrs. Greenough said, half in fun
-and half in earnest. Her fall sewing was just coming on, and here was
-Lizzie Brown, who had suited her so nicely, going off to be married;
-and she had no resource but to advertise, and take whomsoever she could
-get. No less than ten women had been there that day, and not one would
-answer.
-
-“There comes Number Eleven; you will see,” she cried, as the bell rang.
-
-Kitty Greenough looked on with interest. Indeed, it was her gowns,
-rather than her mother’s, that were most pressing. She was just
-sixteen, and since last winter she had shot up suddenly, as girls at
-that age so often do, and left all her clothes behind her.
-
-Mrs. Greenough was right,--it _was_ another seamstress; and Bridget
-showed in a plain, sad-looking woman of about forty, with an air of
-intense respectability. Mrs. Greenough explained what she wanted done,
-and the woman said quietly that she was accustomed to such work,--would
-Mrs. Greenough be so kind as to look at some recommendations? Whereupon
-she handed out several lady-like looking notes, whose writers indorsed
-the bearer, Mrs. Margaret Graham, as faithful and capable, used to
-trimmings of all sorts, and quick to catch an idea.
-
-“Very well indeed,” Mrs. Greenough said, as she finished reading them;
-“I could ask nothing better. Can you be ready to come at once?”
-
-“To-morrow, if you wish, madam,” was the answer; and then Mrs. Graham
-went away.
-
-Kitty Greenough was an impulsive, imaginative girl; no subject was too
-dull or too unpromising for her fancy to touch it. She made a story
-for herself about every new person who came in her way. After Number
-Eleven had gone down the stairs, Kitty laughed.
-
-“Isn’t she a sobersides, mamma? I don’t believe there’ll be any frisk
-in my dresses at all if she trims them.”
-
-“There’ll be frisk enough in them if you wear them,” her mother
-answered, smiling at the bright, saucy, winsome face of her one tall
-daughter.
-
-Kitty was ready to turn the conversation.
-
-“What do you think she is, mamma,--wife or widow?” And then answering
-her own question: “I think she’s married, and he’s sick, and she has to
-take care of him. That solemn, still way she has comes of much staying
-in a sick-room. She’s in the habit of keeping quiet, don’t you see? I
-wish she were a little prettier; I think he would get well quicker.”
-
-“There’d be no plain, quiet people in your world if you made one,” her
-mother said, smiling; “but you’d make a mistake to leave them out. You
-would get tired even of the sun if it shone all the time.”
-
-The next day the new seamstress came, and a thoroughly good one she
-proved; “better even than Lizzie,” Mrs. Greenough said, and this was
-high praise. She sewed steadily, and never opened her lips except to
-ask some question about her work. Even Kitty, who used to boast that
-she could make a dumb man talk, had not audacity enough to intrude on
-the reserve in which Mrs. Graham intrenched herself.
-
-“_He’s_ worse this morning,” whispered saucy Kitty to her mother; “and
-she can do nothing but think about him and mind her gathers.”
-
-But, by the same token, “_he_” must have been worse every day, for
-during the two weeks she sewed there Mrs. Graham never spoke of any
-thing beyond her work.
-
-When Mrs. Greenough had paid her, the last night, she said,--
-
-“Please give me your address, Mrs. Graham, for I may want to find you
-again.”
-
-“17 Hudson Street, ma’am, up two flights of stairs; and if I’m not
-there Tom always is.”
-
-“There, didn’t I tell you?” Kitty cried exultingly, after the woman had
-gone. “Didn’t I tell you that he was sick? You see now,--‘Tom’s always
-there.’”
-
-“Yes; but Tom may not be her husband, and I don’t think he is. He is
-much more likely to be her child.”
-
-“Mrs. Greenough, I’m astonished at you. You say that to be
-contradictious. Now, it is not nice to be contradictious; besides, she
-wouldn’t look so quiet and sad if Tom were only her boy.”
-
-But weeks passed on, and nothing more was heard of Mrs. Graham, until,
-at last, Thanksgiving Day was near at hand. Kitty was to have a new
-dress, and Mrs. Greenough, who had undertaken to finish it, found that
-she had not time.
-
-“Oh, let me go for Mrs. Graham, mamma,” cried Kitty eagerly. “Luke can
-drive me down to Hudson Street, and then I shall see Tom.”
-
-Mrs. Greenough laughed and consented. In a few minutes Luke had brought
-to the door the one-horse coupé, which had been the last year’s
-Christmas gift of Mr. Greenough to his wife, and in which Miss Kitty
-was always glad to make an excuse for going out.
-
-Arrived at 17 Hudson Street, she tripped up two flights of stairs, and
-tapped on the door, on which was a printed card with the name of Mrs.
-Graham.
-
-A voice, with a wonderful quality of musical sweetness in it,
-answered,--
-
-“Please to come in; I cannot open the door.”
-
-If that were “he,” he had a very singular voice for a man.
-
-“I guess mamma was right after all,” thought wilful Kitty. “It’s rather
-curious how often mamma _is_ right, when I come to think of it.”
-
-She opened the door, and saw, not Mrs. Graham’s husband, nor yet her
-son, but a girl, whose face looked as if she might be about Kitty’s own
-age, whose shoulders and waist told the same story; but whose lower
-limbs seemed curiously misshapen and shrunken--no larger, in fact, than
-those of a mere child. The face was a pretty, winning face, not at all
-sad. Short, thick brown hair curled round it, and big brown eyes, full
-of good-humor, met Kitty’s curious glance.
-
-“_I_ am Tom,” the same musical voice--which made Kitty think of a
-bird’s warble--said, in a tone of explanation. “I can’t get up to open
-the door because, don’t you see, I can’t walk.”
-
-“And why--what--Tom”--
-
-Kitty struggled desperately with the question she had begun to ask, and
-Tom kindly helped her out.
-
-“Why am I Tom, do you mean, when it’s a boy’s name; or why can’t I
-walk? I’m Tom because my father called me Tomasina, after his mother,
-and we can’t afford such long names in this house; and I can’t walk
-because I pulled a kettle of boiling water over on myself when I was
-six years old, and the only wonder is that I’m alive at all. I was
-left, you see, in a room by myself, while mother was busy somewhere
-else, and when she heard me scream, and came to me, she pulled me out
-from under the kettle, and saved the upper half of me all right.”
-
-“Oh, how dreadful!” Kitty cried, with the quick tears rushing to her
-eyes. “It must have almost killed your mother.”
-
-“Yes; that’s what makes her so still and sober. She never laughs, but
-she never frets either; and oh, how good she is to me!”
-
-Kitty glanced around the room, which seemed to her so bare. It was
-spotlessly clean, and Tom’s chair was soft and comfortable--as indeed
-a chair ought to be which must be sat in from morning till night.
-Opposite to it were a few pictures on the wall,--engravings taken from
-books and magazines, and given, probably, to Mrs. Graham by some of her
-lady customers. Within easy reach was a little stand, on which stood a
-rose-bush in a pot, and a basket full of bright-colored worsteds, while
-a book or two lay beside them.
-
-“And do you never go out?” cried Kitty, forgetting her errand in her
-sympathy--forgetting, too, that Luke and his impatient horse were
-waiting below.
-
-“Not lately. Mother used to take me down into the street sometimes; but
-I’ve grown too heavy for her now, and she can’t. But I’m not very dull,
-even when she’s gone. You wouldn’t guess how many things I see from
-my window; and then I make worsted mats and tidies, and mother sells
-them; and then I sing.”
-
-Kitty stepped to the window to see what range of vision it offered, and
-her eye fell on Luke. She recalled her business.
-
-“I came to see if I could get your mother to sew two or three days for
-me this week.”
-
-Tom was alert and business-like at once.
-
-“Let me see,” she said, “to-day is Tuesday;” and she drew toward her a
-little book, and looked it over. “To-morrow is engaged, but you could
-have Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, if you want so much. Please write
-your name against them.”
-
-Kitty pulled off her pretty gray glove, and wrote her name and address
-with the little toy-pencil at the end of her chatelaine; and then she
-turned to go, but it was Tom’s turn to question.
-
-“Please,” said the sweet, fresh voice, which seemed so like the clear
-carol of a bird, “would you mind telling me how old you are? I’m
-sixteen myself.”
-
-“And so am I sixteen,” said Kitty.
-
-“And you have a father and mother both, haven’t you?”
-
-“Yes, indeed,” said Kitty.
-
-“Oh, I’ve only mother, but she is good as two. Must you go now? And I
-wonder if I shall ever see you again?”
-
-“Yes, you _will_ see me again,” answered Kitty cheerily; and then,
-moved by a sudden impulse of her kind, frank young heart, she bent
-over and touched her lips to the bright, bonny face of the poor girl
-who must sit prisoner there for ever, and yet who kept this bright
-cheerfulness all the time.
-
-“Oh mamma, I’ve had a lesson,” cried Kitty, bursting into her mother’s
-room like a fresh wind, “and Tom has taught it to me; and he isn’t _he
-_at all--she’s a girl just my age, and she can’t walk--not a step since
-she was six years old.”
-
-And then Kitty told all the sad, tender little story, and got to crying
-over it herself, and made her mother cry, too, before she was through.
-
-After dinner she sat half the evening in a brown study. Finally she
-came out of it, and began talking in her usual impulsive manner.
-
-“Can’t we have them here to Thanksgiving, mamma? There’s not a single
-pretty thing in that house except Tom herself, and the rose-bush; and
-every thing did look so bare and clean and poverty-stricken; and I know
-they’ll never afford a good dinner in the world. Oh, say yes, mamma,
-dear! I know you’ll say yes, _because_ you’re such a dear, and you love
-to make every one happy.”
-
-“Yes; but, first of all, I must love to make papa happy, must I not?
-You know he never wants any company on Thanksgiving but grandpa and
-grandma and Uncle John. I’m sure you would not like to spoil papa’s
-old-fashioned Thanksgiving Day.”
-
-Kitty’s countenance fell. She saw the justice of her mother’s
-remark, and there was no more to be said. She sat thinking over her
-disappointment in a silence which her mother was the one to break.
-
-“But I’ve thought of a better thing, Puss,” said this wise mamma, who
-was herself every bit as tender of heart as Kitty, and cared just as
-much about making people happy. “No doubt Mrs. Graham and Tom would
-just as much prefer being alone together as papa prefers to be alone
-with his family; and how will it suit you if I have a nice dinner
-prepared for them, and let you go and take it to them in the coupé?
-Mrs. Graham is hardly the woman one could take such a liberty with; but
-I’ll beg her to let you have the pleasure of sending dinner to Tom.”
-
-“Oh, you darling!” and Mrs. Greenough’s neck-ruffle suffered, and her
-hair was in danger, as was apt to be the case when Kitty was overcome
-with emotion, which could only find vent in a rapturous squeeze.
-
-Before bed-time Kitty had it all planned out. She was to go in the
-coupé and take Bridget and the basket. Bridget was to mount guard by
-the horse’s head while Luke went upstairs with Kitty and brought down
-Tom for a drive; and while they were gone Bridget would take the basket
-in, and see that every thing was right, and then go home.
-
-Mrs. Greenough consented to it all. I think she enjoyed the prospect
-of Tom’s ride, herself, just as much as Kitty did. While Mrs. Graham
-was sewing there she made the arrangement with her, approaching the
-subject so delicately that the most sensitive of women could not be
-hurt, and putting the acceptance of both drive and dinner in the light
-of a personal favor to Kitty, who had taken such a fancy to Tom.
-
-The last afternoon of Mrs. Graham’s stay Kitty called her mother into
-her room. Mrs. Greenough saw spread out upon the bed a thick, warm,
-soft jacket, a woollen dress, a last year’s hat.
-
-“You know them by sight, don’t you, mother mine? They are the last
-winter’s clothes that I grew away from, and have taken leave of. May
-Tom have them?”
-
-“Yes, indeed, if you’ll undertake to give them to Tom’s mother.”
-
-Kitty had seldom undertaken a more embarrassing task. She stole into
-the sewing-room with the things in her arms.
-
-“You’ll be sure, won’t you, Mrs. Graham, not to let Tom know she’s
-going to ride until I get there, because I want to see how surprised
-she’ll look?”
-
-“Yes, I’ll be sure, never fear.”
-
-“And, Mrs. Graham, here are my coat and hat and dress that I wore last
-year, and I’ve grown away from them. Would you mind letting Tom wear
-them?”
-
-“Would I mind?” A swift, hot rush of tears filled Mrs. Graham’s eyes,
-which presently she wiped away, and somehow then the eyes looked
-gladder than Kitty had ever seen them before. “Do you think I am so
-weakly, wickedly proud as to be hurt because you take an interest in
-my poor girl, and want to put a little happiness into her life,--that
-still, sad life which she bears so patiently? God bless you, Miss
-Kitty! and if He doesn’t, it won’t be because I shall get tired of
-asking Him.”
-
-“And you’ll not let her see the hat and jacket till I come, for fear
-she’ll think something?”
-
-At last Mrs. Graham smiled--an actual smile.
-
-“How you do think of every thing! No, I’ll keep the hat and jacket out
-of sight, and I’ll have the dress on her, all ready.”
-
-When Thanksgiving came Kitty scarcely remembered to put on the new
-fineries that Mrs. Graham had finished with such loving care; scarcely
-gave a thought to the family festivities at home, so eager was she
-about Tom’s Thanksgiving. She was to go to Hudson Street just at noon,
-so that Tom might have the benefit of the utmost warmth of which the
-chill November day was capable.
-
-First she saw the dinner packed. There was a turkey, and
-cranberry-sauce, and mince-pie, and plum-pudding, and a great cake
-full of plums, too, and fruit and nuts, and then Mr. Greenough, who
-had heard about the dinner with real interest, brought out a bottle of
-particularly nice sherry, and said to his wife,--
-
-“Put that in also. It will do those frozen-up souls good, once in the
-year.”
-
-At last impatient Kitty was off. Bridget and the basket filled all the
-spare space in the coupé, and when they reached Hudson Street, Luke
-took the dinner and followed Kitty upstairs, while Bridget stood by
-the horse’s head, according to the programme. He set the basket down
-in the hall, where no one would be likely to notice it in opening the
-door, and then he stood out of sight himself, while Kitty went in.
-
-There was Tom, in the warm crimson thibet,--a proud, happy-looking Tom
-as you could find in Boston that Thanksgiving Day.
-
-“I have come to take you to ride,” cried eager Kitty. “Will you go?”
-
-It was worth ten ordinary Thanksgivings to see the look on Tom’s
-face,--the joy and wonder, and then the doubt, as the breathless
-question came,--
-
-“How _will_ I get downstairs?”
-
-And then Luke was called in, and that mystery was solved. And then out
-of a closet came the warm jacket, and the hat, with its gay feather;
-and there were tears in Tom’s eyes, and smiles round her lips, and she
-tried to say something, and broke down utterly. And then big, strong
-Luke took her up as if she were a baby and marched downstairs with her,
-while she heard Kitty say,--but it all seemed to her like a dream, and
-Kitty’s voice like a voice in a dream,--
-
-“I’m sorry there’s nothing pretty to see at this time of year. It was
-so lovely out-doors six weeks ago.”
-
-Through Beach Street they went, and then through Boylston, and the
-Common was beside them, with its tree-boughs traced against the
-November sky, and the sun shone on the Frog Pond, and the dome of the
-State House glittered goldenly, and there were merry people walking
-about everywhere, with their Thanksgiving faces on; and at last Tom
-breathed a long, deep breath which was almost a sob, and cried,--
-
-“Did _you_ think there was nothing pretty to see to-day--_this_ day?
-Why, I didn’t know there was such a world!”
-
-The clocks had struck twelve when they left Hudson Street; the bells
-were ringing for one when they entered it again. Bridget was gone, but
-a good-natured boy stood by the horse’s head, and Kitty ran lightly
-upstairs, followed by Luke, with Tom in his arms.
-
-Kitty threw open the door, and there was a table spread with as good a
-Thanksgiving dinner as the heart could desire, with Tom’s chair drawn
-up beside it. Luke set his light burden down.
-
-Kitty waited to hear neither thanks nor exclamations. She saw Tom’s
-brown eyes as they rested on the table, and that was enough. She bent
-for one moment over the bright face,--the cheeks which the out-door
-air had painted red as the rose that had just opened in honor of the
-day,--and left on the young, sweet, wistful lips a kiss, and then
-went silently down the stairs, leaving Tom and Tom’s mother to their
-Thanksgiving.
-
-
-
-
-FINDING JACK.
-
-
-Conn turned over and rubbed her sleepy blue eyes. It seemed to her
-that the world was coming to an end all at once, there was such a
-Babel of noise about her. What was it? Had everybody gone mad? Then
-her wits began to wake up. She remembered that it was Fourth of July.
-That worst noise of all--why, that must be Jack’s pistol, which he had
-been saving up money to buy all winter and all summer. And that other
-sound--that must be torpedoes; and there was the old dog, Hero, barking
-at them, and no wonder: it was enough to make any respectable dog bark.
-Fire-crackers--ugh! Wasn’t the pistol bad enough, without all these
-side shows? Just then Jack called out from the yard below,--
-
-“Conn! Conn!”
-
-The girl’s name was Constantia Richmond; but she was too slight and
-bonny for such a long name, and everybody called her Conn.
-
-She shook back her fair, soft curls, as golden as a baby’s still,
-though Conn was fourteen, and, putting a little shawl over her
-shoulders, peeped out of the open window--as pretty a little slip
-of a girl as you would care to see--and looked down on the face,
-half-boyish, half-manly, which was upturned to her. If Jack had been
-her brother, perhaps she would have scolded at him; for Conn loved her
-morning nap, and the general din had discomposed her, no doubt. But
-Jack was only her cousin, and her second cousin, at that,--and it’s
-curious what a difference that does make. Your brother’s your brother
-all the days of his life; but your cousin is another affair, and far
-less certain. So Conn said, quite gently,--
-
-“What is it? Can I do any thing? But I’m sure I don’t want to help you
-make any more noise. This has been--oh, really dreadful!”
-
-She spoke with a droll little fine-lady air, and put her pretty little
-fingers to her pretty little ears. And Jack laughed; he had not begun
-to think of her yet as a charming girl,--she was just Cousin Conn.
-
-“What!” he cried. “Not like noise on Fourth of July? Why, you don’t
-deserve to have a country.”
-
-“I’m sure I wish I hadn’t,” said Conn, with a little dash of spirit.
-
-“Are you dressed?” cried the boy, nearly seventeen years old, but all a
-boy still.
-
-“No.”
-
-“Well, just hurry, then, and come down. I’m off in half an hour with
-the Brighton Blues, and I want you to see first how this pistol works.”
-
-High honor this, that she, a girl, should be invited to inspect the
-wonderful pistol!
-
-Conn began to dress hurriedly. What should she put on? Her white dress
-hung in the closet,--such a white dress as girls wore then,--all
-delicate ruffles, and with a blue ribbon sash, as dainty-fine as
-possible. She knew that was meant for afternoon, when Aunt Sarah would
-have company. But might she not put it on now? Perhaps Jack wouldn’t be
-here then, and she could be careful. So she slipped into the dainty
-gown, and fastened hooks and buttons in nervous haste, and then looked
-in the glass, as every other girl that ever lived would have done in
-her place.
-
-It was a bright, fair face that she saw there--all pink and white, and
-with those violet eyes over which the long lashes drooped, and that
-soft, bright hair that lay in little rings and ripples round her white
-forehead, and hung a wavy mass down to the slender waist which the blue
-ribbon girdled. Conn was pleased, no doubt, with the sight she saw in
-the mirror,--how could she help being? She tripped downstairs, and out
-of the door. Jack whistled when he saw her.
-
-“What! all your fineries on at this time of day? What do you think
-Mother Sarah will say to that?”
-
-The pretty pink flush deepened in the girl’s cheeks, and she answered
-him almost as if she thought she had done something wrong,--
-
-“I’ll be so careful, Jack. I won’t spoil it. By and by you’ll be gone;
-and I wanted to look nice when I saw the new pistol.”
-
-This seemed extremely natural to Jack. The pistol was to him a matter
-of such moment that no amount of demonstration in its honor would
-have seemed too great. Viewed in this light, it really appeared quite
-a meritorious act that Conn should have put on the white dress; and
-he looked her over with that air of half-patronizing approval with
-which boys are apt to regard the good looks of their sisters and their
-cousins.
-
-Then he exhibited the pistol. It had--as a boy’s knife or gun or boat
-always has--distinguishing and individual merits of its own. No other
-pistol, though it were run in the same mould, could quite compare with
-it, and it was by some sort of wonderful chance that he had become its
-possessor. Conn wondered and admired with him to his heart’s content.
-Then came breakfast, and then the marching of the Brighton Blues. This
-was a company of boys in blue uniforms,--handsome, healthy, wide-awake
-boys from fourteen to seventeen years old,--every one of them the pride
-of mothers and sisters and cousins. They were to march into Boston, and
-parade the streets, and dine at a restaurant, and see the fireworks
-in the evening, and I don’t know what other wonderful things.
-
-[Illustration: Conn stood and watched them.--PAGE 129.]
-
-Jack was in the highest spirits. He was sure he and his pistol were a
-necessary part of the day; and he sincerely pitied Conn, because she
-was a girl and must stay at home.
-
- “‘_Bang, whang, whang_ goes the drum, _tootle-te-tootle_ the fife;
- Oh! a day in the city square, there is no such pleasure in life!’”
-
-he quoted; and then he called back to her from the gate,--
-
-“It’s too bad, Conn, that there’s no fun for you; but keep your courage
-up, and I’ll bring you something.”
-
-And so they marched away, in the gay, glad morning sunshine, following
-their band of music,--a boy’s band that was, too.
-
-Conn stood and watched them, with a wistful, longing look in her great
-violet eyes, and the soft, bright color coming and going on her girlish
-cheeks. At last she gathered a bunch of late red roses, and put them
-in her bosom and went into the house. She sewed a little, and then
-she tossed her work aside, for who cares to work on holidays? Then she
-took up her new book; but the tale it told seemed dull and cold beside
-the warm throbbing life of which the outside world was full. She wished
-over and over that she were a boy, that she might have marched away
-with the rest. Then she wondered if she could not go into town and see
-them from somewhere in all their glory. Very little idea had she of a
-Boston crowd on Fourth of July. She had been into town often enough,
-with her aunt or her uncle, and walked through the quiet streets; and
-she thought she should have little trouble in doing the same now. She
-looked in her purse; she had not much money, but enough so that she
-could ride if she got tired, and she would be sure to save some to come
-home. She called her Aunt Sarah’s one servant, and made her promise to
-keep the secret as long as she could, and then tell Aunt Sarah that she
-had gone to Boston to find Jack and see him march with the rest.
-
-The girl was a good-natured creature, not bright enough to know that it
-was her duty to interfere, and easily persuaded by Conn’s entreaties
-and the bit of blue ribbon with which they were enforced.
-
-And so Conn started off, as the boys had done before her, and went on
-her way. But she had no gay music to which to march, and for company
-she had only her own thoughts, her own hopes. Still she marched bravely
-on.
-
-There were plenty of other people going the same way; indeed it seemed
-to Conn as if everybody must be going into Boston. Excitement upheld
-her, and she trudged along, mile after mile, across the pleasant
-mill-dam, and at last she reached Beacon Street. Her head had begun to
-throb horribly by the time she got into town. It seemed to her that
-all the world was whirling round and round, and she with it. But she
-could not turn back then; indeed, she did not know how to find any
-conveyance, and she knew her feet would not carry her much farther.
-Surely, she _must_ see Jack soon. He had said they should march through
-Beacon Street. She would ask some one. She had an idea that every one
-must know about any thing so important as the Brighton Blues. At last
-she got courage to speak to a kind-looking servant-maid in the midst
-of a group on the steps of one of the Beacon-street houses. The girl
-pitied her white face, so pale now, with all the pretty pink roses
-faded from the tired young cheeks, and answered kindly.
-
-She did not know about the Brighton Blues, but she guessed all the
-companies had been by there, or would come. Wouldn’t the young lady sit
-down with them on the steps, and rest, and wait a little?
-
-And “the young lady” sat down. What could she do else, with the whole
-world whirling, whirling, and her feet so strangely determined to whirl
-out from under her? And then it grew dark, and when it came light again
-there was a wet cloth on her hair, and she lay on a lounge in a cool
-basement, and the kind girl who had cared for her told her that she
-had fainted. And then she had some food and grew refreshed a little,
-but was strangely confused yet, and with only one thought, to which
-she held with all the strength of her will,--that she had come to see
-Jack and must look for him till he came. So on the steps she stationed
-herself, and the crowd surged by. Military companies, grown-up ones,
-came and went with glitter of brave uniforms and joyful clamor of
-music, and Conn watched, with all her soul in her eyes, but still no
-Jack.
-
-It was mid-afternoon at last when suddenly she saw the familiar blue,
-and marching down the street came the boyish ranks, following their
-own band--tired enough, all of them, no doubt, but their courage kept
-up by the music and the hope of fireworks by and by. Conn strained her
-eyes. She did not mean to speak, but after a little, when the face she
-longed for came in sight, something within her cried out with a sharp,
-despairing cry, “Oh, Jack, Jack!”
-
-And Jack heard. Those who were watching saw one boy break from the long
-blue line, and spring up the step where Conn sat, and seize in strong
-hands the shoulders of a girl all in white, her face as white as her
-gown, and some red roses, withered now, upon her breast.
-
-“Conn--Conn Richmond!” the boy cried, “what _does_ this mean?”
-
-“Don’t scold--oh, _don’t_ scold, Jack!” said the pitiful, quivering
-lips. “I only came in to see you marching with the rest, and--I’m
-tired.”
-
-“Yes,” said the girl who had befriended her, “and she fainted clean
-away, and she’s more dead than alive now; and if you’ve a heart in your
-bosom, you’ll let your play soldiering go, and take care of _her_.”
-
-And just then Jack realized, boy as he was, that he _had_ a heart in
-his bosom, and that his Cousin Conn was the dearest and nearest thing
-to that heart in the whole world. But he did not tell her so till long
-years afterwards. Just now his chief interest was to get her home. No
-more marching for him; and what were fireworks, or the supper the boys
-were to take together, in comparison with this girl, who had cared so
-much to see him in his holiday glory?
-
-He took her to an omnibus, which ran in those days to Brighton, and
-by tea-time he had got her home. He found his mother frightened and
-helpless, and too glad to get Conn back to think of scolding.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was six years after that, that in the battle of Malvern Hill, July
-1, 1862, Jack, a real soldier then, and no longer a boy playing at the
-mimicry of war, was wounded; and next day the news came to the quiet
-Brighton home.
-
-Conn had grown to be a young lady in the sweet grace of her twenty
-summers, and she was her Aunt Sarah’s help and comfort. To these
-two women came the news of Jack’s peril. The mother cried a little
-helplessly; but there were no tears in Conn’s eyes.
-
-“Aunt Sarah,” she said quietly, “I am going to find Jack.”
-
-And that day she was off for the Peninsula. It was the Fourth of July
-when she reached the hospital in which her Cousin Jack had been placed.
-She asked about him, trembling; but the news, which reassured her,
-was favorable. He was wounded, but not dangerously. It was a girlish
-instinct, which every girl will understand, that made Conn put on a
-fresh white gown before she used the permission she had received to
-enter the hospital. She remembered--would Jack remember also?--that
-other Fourth of July on which they had found each other, six years
-before. As if nothing should be wanting of the old attire, she met,
-as she passed along the street, a boy with flowers to sell,--for the
-flowers bloomed, just as the careless birds sang, even amid the horrors
-of those dreadful days,--and bought of him a bunch of late red roses,
-and fastened them, as she had done that other day, upon her breast.
-
-The sun was low when she entered the hospital, and its last rays
-kindled the hair, golden still as in the years long past, till it
-looked like a saint’s aureole about her fair and tender face. She
-walked on among the suffering, until, at last, before she knew that she
-had come near the object of her search, she heard her name called, just
-as _she_ had called Jack’s name six years before,--
-
-“Oh, Conn, Conn!”
-
-And then she sank upon her knees beside a low bed, and two feeble arms
-reached round her neck and drew her head down.
-
-“I was waiting for you, Conn. I knew you would come. I lay here
-waiting till I should see you as you were that day long ago,--all in
-white, and with red roses on your breast,--my one love in all the
-world!”
-
-And the girl’s white face grew crimson with a swift, sweet joy, for
-never before had such words blessed her. She did not speak; and Jack,
-full of a man’s impatience, now that at last he had uttered the words
-left unsaid so long, held her fast, and whispered,--
-
-“Tell me, Conn, tell me that you _are_ mine, come life or death. Surely
-you would not have sought me here if you had not meant it to be so! You
-_are_ my Conn,--tell me so.”
-
-And I suppose Conn satisfied him, for two years after that she was
-his wife, and last night he gave the old pistol of that first Fourth
-of July to a young ten-year-old Jack Richmond to practise with for
-this year’s Fourth; and pretty Mother Conn, as fair still as in her
-girlhood, remonstrated, as gentle mothers will, with,--
-
-“Oh Jack, surely he is too young for such a dangerous plaything.”
-
-Father Jack laughed as he lifted little Conn to his knee, and
-answered,--
-
-“Nonsense, sweetheart. He is a soldier’s boy, and a little
-pistol-shooting won’t hurt him.”
-
-But how noisy it will be round that house on Fourth of July!
-
-
-
-
-HER MOTHER’S DAUGHTER.
-
-
-Syl Graham was an only child. Her name was Sylvia, but everybody called
-her Syl, except that sometimes, half playfully and half chidingly, her
-father called her Sylly. But that was a liberty no one else took,--and
-for which Mr. Graham himself was not unlikely to pay in extra
-indulgence.
-
-Syl was seventeen, and she had never known any trouble in all her
-young, bright life. Her mother had died when she was two years old; and
-this, which might easily have been the greatest of misfortunes,--though
-Syl was too young to know it,--had been turned almost into a blessing
-by the devotion of her father’s sister, Aunt Rachel, who came to take
-care of the little one then, and had never left her since.
-
-Not the dead Mrs. Graham herself could have been more motherly or more
-tender than Aunt Rachel; and the girl had grown up like a flower in a
-shaded nook, on which no rough wind had ever been allowed to breathe.
-
-And a pretty flower she was; so her father thought when she ran into
-the hall to meet him, as he came in from business at the close of the
-short November day.
-
-The last rays of daylight just bronzed her chestnut hair. Her face was
-delicately fair,--as the complexion that goes with such hair usually
-is,--colorless save in the lips, which seemed as much brighter than
-other lips as if they had added to their own color all that which was
-absent from the fair, colorless cheeks. The brown eyes were dancing
-with pleasant thoughts, the little, girlish figure was wonderfully
-graceful, and Papa Graham looked down at this fair, sweet maiden with a
-fond pride, which the sourest critic could hardly have had a heart to
-condemn.
-
-“Are you cross?” she said laughingly, as she helped him off with his
-overcoat.
-
-“Very,” he answered, with gravity.
-
-“I mean are you worse than usual? Will you be in the best humor now or
-after dinner?”
-
-“After dinner, decidedly, if Aunt Rachel’s coffee is good.”
-
-Syl nodded her piquant little head. “I’ll wait, then.”
-
-The dinner was good enough to have tempted a less hungry man than Mr.
-Graham, and the coffee was perfect. Papa’s dressing-gown and slippers
-were ready, upstairs; and when he had sat down in the great, soft
-easy-chair that awaited him, and his daughter had settled herself on
-a stool at his feet, I think it would have been hard to find a more
-contented-looking man in all New York.
-
-“Now I’m very sure you are as good as such a bear can be,” said saucy
-Syl; “and now we’ll converse.”
-
-To “converse” was Syl’s pet phrase for the course of request,
-reasoning, entreaty, by which Papa Graham was usually brought to accede
-to all her wishes, however extravagant. He rested his hand now on her
-shining chestnut braids, and thought how like she was to the young wife
-he had loved so well, and lost so early. Then he said teasingly,--
-
-“What is it, this time? A Paris doll, with a trunk and a bandbox; or a
-hand-organ?”
-
-“For shame, papa! The doll was four years ago.”
-
-“All the more reason it must be worn out. Then it’s the hand-organ. But
-I must draw the line somewhere,--you can’t have the monkey. If Punch
-and Judy would do, though?”
-
-“Now, Father Lucius, you know I gave up the hand-organ two years ago,
-and took a piano for my little upstairs room instead; and you know I’m
-seventeen. Am I likely, at this age, to want monkeys, Punch and Judys,
-and things?”
-
-“O, no! I forgot. Seventeen,--it must be a sewing-machine. You want to
-make all your endless bibs and tuckers more easily. Well, I’ll consent.”
-
-Syl blushed. It was a sore point between her and Aunt Rachel that she
-so seldom sewed for herself. Aunt Rachel had old-fashioned notions, and
-believed in girls that made their own pretty things.
-
-“Now, papa, you are not good-humored at all. I had better have asked
-you before dinner. You don’t even let me tell you what I want.”
-
-Papa sobered his face into a look of respectful attention, and waited
-silently. But now Syl was not quite ready to speak.
-
-“Don’t you think pomegranate is a pretty color, papa?”
-
-“What is it like?”
-
-“O, it’s the deepest, richest, brightest, humanest red you ever saw.”
-
-“Why, I think it must be like your lips;” and he drew her to him, and
-kissed the bright young mouth with a lazy content.
-
-“Perhaps it _is_ like my lips; then, surely it will look well _with_
-them.”
-
-“Where does this blossom of beauty grow?”
-
-“It grows at Stewart’s. It has been woven into a lovely, soft-falling
-silk, at four dollars a yard. Twenty-five yards makes a gown, and eight
-yards of velvet makes the trimming and the sleeveless jacket, and the
-velvet is six dollars a yard. And then there is Madame Bodin, she
-charges like a horrid old Jew,--forty dollars just to look at a gown;
-and then there are the linings and buttons and things. Have you kept
-account, papa, and added it all up in your head?”
-
-“I think it means about two hundred dollars. Isn’t that what you call
-it, Sylly?”
-
-“Yes, if you please. It’ll be _worth_ that, won’t it, to have your
-daughter look like a love, when all the people come on New Year’s Day?”
-
-“So that’s it,--that’s what this conspiracy against my peace and my
-pocket has for its object,--that Miss Syl Graham may sit at the receipt
-of callers on New Year’s Day, in a robe like a red, red rose. O Sylly,
-Sylly!”
-
-Syl pouted a little, the most becoming pout in the world.
-
-“Well, I’m sure I thought you cared how I look. If you don’t, never
-mind. My old black silk is still very neat and decent.”
-
-“September, October, November,--it’s nearly three months old, isn’t
-it? What a well-behaved gown it must be to have kept neat and decent
-so long! And as to the other, I’ll consider, and you can ask me again
-when I come home to-morrow.”
-
-Syl knew what Papa Graham’s considers meant, and how they always ended.
-She had gained her point, and she danced off and sang to the piano some
-old Scotch airs that her father loved, because Syl’s mother used to
-sing them; and Papa Graham listened dreamily to the music, while his
-thoughts went back twenty years, to the first winter when he brought
-his girl-bride home, only a year older, then, than Syl was now. He
-remembered how the firelight used to shine on her fair, upturned face,
-as she knelt beside him; how sweet her voice was; how pure and true and
-fond her innocent young heart. And now Syl was all he had left of her.
-
-Should he lose Syl herself, soon? Would some bold wooer come and carry
-her away, and leave him with only Aunt Rachel’s quiet figure and fading
-face beside him for the rest of his life?
-
-Just then Syl might have asked him not in vain for any thing, even to
-the half of his kingdom.
-
-Next morning Syl went into the sewing-room. A young girl just about
-her own age was there--altering, sewing, making all the foolish little
-fancies in which Syl’s heart delighted, though her idle fingers never
-wrought at them. Out of pure kindness of heart Syl found her way into
-the sewing-room very often when Mary Gordon was there. She knew her
-presence carried pleasure with it, and often she used to take some
-story or poem and read to the young listener, with the always busy
-fingers, and the gentle, grateful face.
-
-But to-day she found the girl’s eyes very red as if with long weeping.
-If Syl was selfish it was only because she never came in contact with
-the pains and needs of others. She had “fed on the roses and lain among
-the lilies of life,”--how was she to know the hurt of its stinging
-nettles? But she could not have been the lovesome, charming girl she
-was if she had had a nature hard and indifferent to the pains of others.
-
-To see Mary Gordon’s red eyes was enough. Instantly she drew the work
-out of the fingers that trembled so; and then she set herself to draw
-the secret sorrow out of the poor, trembling heart.
-
-It was the old story, so sadly common and yet so bitterly sad, of a
-mother wasting away and fading out of life, and a daughter struggling
-to take care of her, and breaking her heart because she could do so
-little.
-
-“I’m used to all that,” the girl said sadly, “and I don’t let myself
-cry for what I can’t help. But this morning I heard her say to herself,
-as I was getting every thing ready for her, ‘O, the long, lonesome
-day!’ She thought I did not hear her, for she never complains; but
-somehow it broke me down. I keep thinking of her, suffering and weary
-and all alone. But I can’t help that, either; and I must learn to be
-contented in thinking that I do my best.”
-
-“But can’t you stay at home with her and work there?” cried Syl, all
-eager sympathy and interest.
-
-“No, I can’t get work enough in that way. People want their altering
-and fixing done in their own houses, and plain sewing pays so poorly.
-Sometimes I’ve thought if I only had a machine, so I could get a great
-deal done, I might manage but to hire one would eat up all my profits.”
-
-Syl thought a little silent while; and it was a pretty sight to see the
-fair young face settle into such deep earnestness.
-
-“Well,” she said at length, “at least you shall stay at home with her
-to-morrow; for all those ruffles can be done just as well there as
-here, and you shall carry them home with you. And you’d better go early
-this afternoon; there’ll be enough work to last you, and I can’t bear
-to think of her waiting for you, and wanting you, so many long hours.
-We’ll give her a little surprise.”
-
-Mary Gordon did not speak for a moment. I think she was getting her
-voice steady, for when she did begin it trembled.
-
-“I _can’t_ thank you, Miss Syl,--it’s no use to try; but the strange
-part is how you understand it all, when you’ve no mother yourself.”
-
-“Ah, but you see I have papa and auntie, and I just know.”
-
-That day, after Syl and Aunt Rachel had lunched together, Syl said, in
-a coaxing little way she had,--
-
-“Aunt Rachel, we never want to see the other half of that cold chicken
-again, do we?”
-
-“Why, Syl--we”--
-
-“Why, auntie, no--we never want to-morrow’s lunch furnished coldly
-forth by this sad relic. And there’s a tumbler of jelly we don’t want,
-either--and those rolls, and,--let me see, can sick people eat cake?”
-
-“Why, Syl Graham, what are you talking about! Who’s sick?”
-
-Syl grew sober.
-
-“I’m thinking about poor Mary Gordon’s mother, auntie. She’s sick, and
-dying by inches; and Mary has to leave her all alone; and I’ve told her
-she shall stay at home to-morrow and make my ruffles, and we’ll pay her
-just the same as if she came here. And don’t you see that we must give
-her her dinner to take home, since she can’t come here after it?”
-
-Aunt Rachel never said a word, but she got up and kissed Syl on each
-cheek. Then she brought a basket, and into it went the cold chicken and
-a cold tongue and jelly and buttered rolls and fruit, till even Syl
-was satisfied; and she took the heavy basket and danced away with it to
-the sewing-room, with a bright light in her dear brown eyes.
-
-“I think you’d best go now,” she said. “I can’t get your mother,
-waiting there alone, out of my mind, and it’s spoiling my afternoon,
-don’t you see? And because you mustn’t come here to dine to-morrow, you
-must carry your dinner home with you; and Aunt Rachel put some fruit
-and some jelly in the basket that maybe your mother will like.”
-
-That night, when Mr. Lucius Graham let himself into the hall with his
-latch-key, his daughter heard him and went to meet him, as usual. But
-she was very silent, and he missed his teasing, saucy, provoking Syl.
-
-“Why, daughter, are you in a dream?” he asked once during dinner; but
-she only laughed and shook her head. She held her peace until she had
-him at her mercy, in the great easy-chair, and she was on the stool
-beside him, as her wont was. Then, suddenly, her question came.
-
-“Papa, do you think a pomegranate silk without velvet would be very
-bad?”
-
-He was inclined to tease her, and began with “Hideous!” but then he saw
-that her lips were fairly trembling, and her face full of eagerness,
-and forbore.
-
-“How did you know you were to have the silk at all? But you know your
-power over me. Here is your needful;” and he put into her hands ten
-bright, new twenty-dollar bills.
-
-“O, thank you! and _do_ you think it would be bad without the velvet?”
-
-“Sylly, no; but why shouldn’t you have the velvet if you want it?”
-
-And then came the whole story of poor Mary Gordon, and--in such an
-eager tone,--
-
-“Don’t you see, with the money the velvet would cost, and a little
-more, I could get her the sewing-machine; and Madame Bodin wouldn’t ask
-so much to make the dress if it is plainer?”
-
-Mr. Graham was a rich man, and his first thought was to give her the
-money for the machine, and let her have her pretty dress, as she had
-fancied it, first. But a second thought restrained him. She was just
-beginning to learn the joy and beauty of self-sacrifice. Should he
-interfere? He kissed her with a half-solemn tenderness, and answered
-her,--
-
-“You shall do precisely as you please, my dear. The two hundred dollars
-is yours. Use it _just_ as you like. I shall never inquire into its
-fate again.”
-
-And then she went away--and was it her voice or that of some blessed
-spirit that came to him, a moment after, from the shadowy corner where
-the piano stood, singing an old middle-age hymn, about the city--
-
- “Where all the glad life-music,
- Now heard no longer here,
- Shall come again to greet us,
- As we are drawing near.”
-
-The next day, who so busy and happy as Syl--dragging Aunt Rachel from
-one warehouse to another--it was in the days when sewing-machines were
-costly--till she was quite sure she had found just the right machine;
-and then ordering it sent, at three o’clock, no earlier, no later, to
-Miss Gordon, No. 2 Crescent Place.
-
-At a quarter before three Syl went there herself. The pleasure of
-witnessing Mary Gordon’s surprise was the thing she had promised
-herself, in lieu of velvet on her gown. She found the poor room neat
-and clean, and by no means without traces of comfort and refinement;
-and Mrs. Gordon was a sweet and gentle woman, such as Mary’s mother
-must have been to be in keeping with Mary. She chatted with them for a
-few minutes, noticing the invalid’s short breath and frequent cough,
-and Mary’s careful tenderness over her.
-
-“It’s too bad Mary can’t be at home all the time,” said Syl.
-
-“Yes; but then to have her to-day is such a blessing. If you knew how
-we had enjoyed our day together, and our feast together, I know you
-would feel paid for any inconvenience it cost you.”
-
-Just then an express wagon rumbled up to the door and the bell rang
-loudly. Mary opened it at once, for their room was on the ground floor.
-
-“A sewing-machine for Miss Gordon,” said a somewhat gruff voice.
-
-“No, that cannot be. There is some mistake,” said Mary’s gentle tones.
-And then Syl sprang forward, in a flutter of excitement, which would
-have been pretty to see had there been anybody there to notice it.
-
-“I’m sure it’s all right. Bring it in, please; and Mary, you will tell
-them where to put it, in the best light.”
-
-And in five minutes or less it was all in its place, and Mary was
-looking, with eyes full of wonder, and something else beside wonder, at
-Syl Graham.
-
-“It’s nothing,” said Syl hurriedly; “it’s only my New Year’s present to
-you, a little in advance of time.”
-
-She had thought she should enjoy Mary’s surprise; but this was
-something she had not looked for,--this utter breaking down, these
-great wild sobs, as if the girl’s heart would break. And when she could
-speak at length, she cried with a sort of passion,--
-
-“O Miss Syl, I do believe you have saved my mother’s life! She will get
-better--she must--now that I can stay here all the time and take care
-of her.”
-
-Syl was glad to get out into the street. She felt something in her own
-throat choking her. Just a few steps off she met Dr. Meade,--her own
-doctor, as it chanced,--and it struck her that it would be a good thing
-if he would go in to see Mrs. Gordon. So she asked him.
-
-“I’m going there,” he said. “I try to see her once every week.”
-
-“And will she live--can she?”
-
-The doctor answered, with half a sigh,--
-
-“I’m afraid not. She needs more constant care, and more nourishing food
-and other things. I wish I could help her more, but I can only give my
-services, and I see so many such cases.”
-
-“But she would take things from you, and not be hurt?”
-
-“I should _make_ her if I had a full purse to go to.”
-
-“Well, then, here are forty dollars for her; and you are to get her
-what she needs, and never let her know where it came from--will you?”
-
-“Yes, I will,” he answered earnestly. And then, after a moment, he
-said,--“Syl Graham, you are your mother’s daughter. I can say no better
-thing of you,--she was a good woman.”
-
-Syl had a hundred dollars left; but that wouldn’t compass the
-pomegranate silk, and Syl had concluded now she did not want it. She
-had had a glimpse of something better; and that hundred dollars would
-make many a sad heart glad before spring.
-
-On New Year’s Day, Papa Graham was off all day making calls; and the
-gas was already lighted when he went into his own house, and into his
-own drawing-room. He saw a girl there with bands of bright chestnut
-hair about her graceful young head; with shining eyes, and lips as
-bright as the vivid crimson roses in her braided hair, and in the
-bosom of her black silk gown. He looked at her with a fond pride and a
-fonder love; and then he bent to kiss her,--for the room was empty of
-guests just then. As he lifted his head and met Aunt Rachel’s eyes, it
-happened that he said about the same words Dr. Meade had used before,--
-
-“She is her mother’s daughter; I can say of her no better thing.”
-
-
-
-
-MY QUARREL WITH RUTH.
-
-
-I suppose if I had not loved Ruth Carson so much my resentment against
-her would not have been so bitter. She was my first friend. She had no
-sister, neither had I; and we used to think that no sisters could be
-nearer to each other than we were. She had black eyes,--great, earnest,
-beautiful eyes, with pride and tenderness both in them; sometimes one
-and sometimes the other in the ascendant. I was yellow-haired and
-blue-eyed, but we always wanted our gowns and hats alike, and coaxed
-our mothers into indulging us. I don’t know whether Ruth suffered more
-in appearance when the clear dark of her face was set in my pale blues,
-or I, when her brilliant reds and orange turned me into a peony or a
-sunflower; but we thought little about such effects in those days. If
-Ruth got her new article of attire first, I must have one like it,
-whether or no; and if I was first favored, she followed my example.
-
-It was thus in every thing. We studied from the same text-books,
-keeping a nearly even pace Ruth was quicker than I at figures, so she
-helped me there; and my eyes were better than her near-sighted ones at
-finding towns, mountains, and fivers on the atlas, so we always did our
-“map questions” together. Of course our play hours were always passed
-in company, and one face was almost as familiar as the other in each of
-our houses. “The twins,” people used to call us, for fun; and if ever
-two girls were all and all to each other, we were.
-
-What did we quarrel about? It is a curious thing that I have forgotten
-how it began. It was some little difference of opinion, such as seldom
-occurred between us; and then, “what so wild as words are?” We said one
-thing after another, until, finally, Ruth’s black eyes flashed, and she
-cried out passionately,--
-
-“I just about hate you, Sue Morrison!”
-
-Then my temper flamed. It was a different kind of temper from
-Ruth’s,--slower to take fire, but much more sullen and resolute. I
-loved her as I did my own life, but I hated her also, just then,--if
-you can understand that contradiction. I looked at her, and I remember
-I thought, even then, how handsome she was, with the red glow on her
-cheeks, and her eyes so strangely bright. I could have kissed her for
-love, or cursed her for hate; but the hate triumphed. Slowly I said,--
-
-“Very well, Ruth Carson. I shall not trouble you any more. I shall
-never speak to you again, until I see you lie a-dying.”
-
-I don’t know what made me put that last sentence in. I suppose I
-thought, even then, that I could not have her go out of the world,
-for good and all, without one tender word from me. When I spoke, Ruth
-turned pale, and the light died in her eyes. I presume she did not
-think I really meant what I said; but, at any rate, it startled her.
-She did not answer. She just looked at me a moment. Then she turned
-away, and, for the first time in years, she and I walked home, so far
-as our roads lay the same way, on opposite sides of the street.
-
-“Where is Ruth?” my mother asked, when I went in.
-
-“Gone home, I believe,” was my only answer.
-
-It seemed to me that I could not tell even my mother of this
-estrangement, which had changed in a day the whole current of my life.
-Of course, as time went on, she saw that all was different between Ruth
-and me; but, finding that I did not voluntarily tell her any thing, she
-ceased even to mention Ruth in my presence.
-
-You cannot think how strange and solitary my new life seemed to me. For
-the first time since I could remember I felt all alone. I don’t think
-Ruth thought this unnatural state of things could last. The first day
-after our quarrel she spoke to me, at school, half timidly. I looked at
-her, and did not answer. She sighed, and turned away; and again, when
-school was over, each of us went home alone on our separate path.
-
-Sometimes I would find a bunch of roses on my desk, for it was June
-when our quarrel took place, and all the roses were in bloom. Then,
-later, I would lift up the desk cover and come upon an early apple
-or a peach; later still, a handful of chestnuts. I always let the
-roses wither without touching them; and the fruit I gave away, as if
-unconscious where it came from. Ruth would watch me and sigh; but after
-that first morning she never spoke to me. I think my rebuff then hurt
-her too much for her to be willing to risk receiving such another. What
-a strange, new, sad thing it was to get our lessons, as we did now, all
-alone! How the hateful figures tormented me, without Ruth’s quick brain
-to help me unravel them! How puzzled she looked, as I saw her holding
-the map close to her near-sighted eyes, trying to find the rivers and
-lakes and mountains all by herself!
-
-It was a curious thing that after the first two or three days my
-anger had passed away entirely. I held no longer the least bitterness
-in my heart toward Ruth; and yet I felt that I must keep my word. I
-looked upon my rash utterance as a vow, for which I had a sort of
-superstitious reverence. Then, too, there was a queer, evil kind of
-pride about me,--something that wouldn’t _let_ me speak to her when
-I had said I wouldn’t,--wouldn’t _let_ me show her that I was sorry.
-The teacher spoke to me about the trouble between me and Ruth, but he
-might as well have spoken to a blank wall,--I did not even answer him.
-Whether he said any thing to Ruth I do not know.
-
-In the late fall there was a vacation, which held over Thanksgiving.
-I had an idea that my mother watched me curiously to see how I
-would pass those weeks without Ruth. But I was resolute to show no
-pain or loneliness. I made occupations for myself. I read; I worked
-worsted; I crocheted; I copied out poems in my common-place book; I
-was busy from morning till night. One thing I did not do,--I did not
-take another friend in Ruth’s stead. Several of the girls had shown
-themselves willing to fill the vacant place, but they soon found that
-“No admittance here” was written over the door. I think they tried the
-same experiment with Ruth, with the same result. At any rate, each of
-us went on our solitary way, quite alone. Ruth had her own pride, too,
-as well as I; and, after a little while, she would no more have spoken
-to me than I to her; but she could not help those great, dark eyes
-of hers resting on me sometimes with a wistful, inquiring look, that
-almost brought the tears to mine.
-
-School commenced again the first of December. Ruth came, the first day,
-in her new winter dress. It was a deep, rich red; and somehow she made
-me think of the spicy little red roses of Burgundy, that used to grow
-in my grandmother’s old-fashioned garden. My own new gown was blue. For
-the first time in years, Ruth and I were dressed differently. We were
-no longer “the twins.” I thought Ruth looked a little sad. She was very
-grave. I never heard her laugh in these days. When it rained or snowed,
-and we stayed at school through the noonings, instead of going home
-for our dinner, neither of us would join in the games that made the
-noontime merry. I suppose each was afraid of too directly encountering
-the other.
-
-But when the good skating came, both of us used to be on the pond. The
-whole school, teacher and all, would turn out on half holidays. Both
-Ruth and I were among the best skaters in school My father had taught
-us, two or three winters before, and we had had great pride in our
-skill. We had always skated in company before; but now, as in every
-thing else we did, we kept at a distance from each other.
-
-The pond used to be a pretty sight, on those crisp, keen winter
-afternoons, all alive with boys and girls. A steep hill rose on one
-side of it, crowned by a pine wood, green all the winter through. Great
-fields of snow stretched far and away on the other side, and in the
-midst was the sheet of ice, smooth as glass. Here was a scarlet hood,
-and there a boy’s gay Scotch cap. Here some adventurer was cutting
-fantastic capers; there a girl was struggling with her first skates,
-and falling down at almost every step. I loved the pastime,--the
-keen, clear air, the swift motion, the excitement. I loved to watch
-Ruth, too, for by this time not only was all the bitterness gone from
-my heart, but the old love was welling up, sweet and strong, though
-nothing would have made me acknowledge it to myself. Wherever she
-moved, my far-sighted eyes followed her; and, indeed, she was a pretty
-sight, the prettiest there, in her bright scarlet skating dress, and
-with her cheeks scarcely less scarlet, and her great eyes bright as
-stars.
-
-There came a day, at last, when we promised ourselves an afternoon
-of glorious skating. The ice was in excellent condition, the sky was
-cloudless, the weather cold, indeed, but not piercing, and the air
-exhilarating as wine. I ate my dinner hurriedly--there was no time to
-lose out of such an afternoon. I rose from the table before the rest,
-put on my warm jacket and my skating-cap, and was just leaving the
-house when my father called after me.
-
-“Be very careful of the west side of the pond, Sue. They have been
-cutting a good deal of ice there.”
-
-The whole school was out; only when I first got there I did not see
-Ruth. The teacher repeated to us what my father had said, but I
-remembered afterward that it was not till he had done speaking that
-Ruth came in sight, looking, in her bright scarlet, like some tropical
-bird astray under our pale northern skies. As usual she and I began
-skating at some distance from each other, but gradually I drew nearer
-and nearer to her. I had no reason for this. I did not mean to speak to
-her, and the pride that held me from her was as untamed as ever. But
-yet something for which I could not account drew me towards her.
-
-Did she see me, and wish to avoid me? I did not know; but suddenly she
-began to skate swiftly away from me, and toward the dangerous west side
-of the pond. I think I must have called, “Come back! come back!” but
-if I did, she did not heed or hear. She was skating on, oh, so fast! I
-looked around in despair--I was nearer to her than any one else was. I
-shouted, with all my might, to Mr. Hunt, the teacher. I thought I saw
-him turn at the sound of my voice, but I did not wait to be sure. I
-just skated after Ruth.
-
-I never can tell you about that moment. All the love with which I
-had loved her swept back over my heart like a great flood. Pride and
-bitterness, what did they mean? I only knew that I had loved Ruth
-Carson as I should never, never love any other friend; and that if she
-died I wanted to die too, and be friends with her again in the next
-world, if I could not here. I think I called to her, but the call was
-wasted upon the wind which always bore my voice the other way. So Ruth
-skated on and on, and I skated after her. Whether any one was coming
-behind me I did not know. I never even looked over my shoulder. It
-seemed to me that some mad wind of destiny was sweeping us both ahead.
-
-Suddenly there came a plash, the scarlet cap appeared a moment above
-the ice, and then that went under, and there was no Ruth in sight,
-anywhere. You cannot think how calm I was. I wonder at it now, looking
-back over so many years, to that bright, sad, far-off winter day.
-I succeeded in checking my own headlong speed, and, drawing near
-cautiously to the spot where Ruth had gone down, I threw myself along
-the ice. It was thick and strong, and had been cut into squares, so
-it bore me up. I looked over the edge. Ruth was rising toward me. I
-reached down and clutched her, I hardly know by what. At that moment I
-felt my ankles grasped firmly by two strong hands, and then I knew that
-I could save Ruth. I held her until some one helped me to pull her out,
-and then I don’t know what came next.
-
-I waked up, long afterward, in my own bed, in my own room. I seemed to
-myself to have been quite away from this world, on some long journey.
-A consciousness of present things came back to me slowly. I recalled
-with a shudder the hard, sharply cut ice, the water gurgling below, and
-Ruth, _my_ Ruth, with her great black eyes and her bright, bonny face,
-going down, down. I cried out,--
-
-“Ruth! Ruth! where are you?”
-
-And then I turned my head, and there, beside me, she lay, my pretty
-Ruth--mine again, after so long.
-
-“She clung to you so tightly we could not separate you,” I heard my
-mother say; but all my being was absorbed in looking at Ruth. She was
-white as death. I had said I would not speak to her again until I saw
-her lie a-dying. _Was_ she dying now? I lifted myself on my elbow
-to look at her. I held my own breath to see if any came from her
-half-parted lips; and as I looked, her eyes unclosed, and she put her
-arm up,--oh, so feebly!--and struggled to get it round my neck. I bent
-over her, and one moment our lips clung together, in such a kiss as
-neither of us had ever known before--a kiss snatched from death, and
-full of peace and pardon, and the unutterable bliss of a restored love.
-Then Ruth whispered,--
-
-“Sue, I have been only half a girl since I lost you. I would rather
-have died there, in the black water from which you saved me, than not
-to find you again.”
-
-“I thought you _were_ dying, Ruth,” I whispered back, holding her
-close; “and if you were, I meant to die too. I would have gone after
-you into the water but what I would have had you back.”
-
-Then we were too weak to say any thing more. We just lay there, our
-hands clasped closely, in an ineffable content. Our mothers came and
-went about us; all sorts of tender cares were lavished on us of which
-we took no heed. I knew only one thing,--that I had won back Ruth;
-Ruth knew only one thing,--that once more she was by my side.
-
-That was our first and our last quarrel. I think no hasty word was ever
-spoken between us afterward. The first one had cost us too dear.
-
-
-
-
-WAS IT HER MOTHER?
-
-
-Just a little voice, calling through the dark, “Mamma, O mamma!” and
-then a low sound of stifled sobbing.
-
-Colonel Trevethick heard them both, and they smote him with a new sense
-of loss and pain. He had scarcely thought of his little girl since his
-wife died, five hours before,--died at the very instant when she was
-kissing him good-by, taking with her into the far heavens the warm
-breath of his human love. He had loved her as, perhaps, men seldom
-love, from the first hour of their first meeting.
-
-“There is Maud Harrison,” some one had said; and he had turned to look,
-and met the innocent gaze of two frank, gentle, very beautiful brown
-eyes. “Brightest eyes that ever have shone,” he said to himself. Their
-owner had other charms besides,--a fair and lovely face, round which
-the ruffled hair made a soft, bright halo; a lithe, girlish figure; a
-manner of unaffected cordiality, blent with a certain maidenly reserve,
-and which seemed to him perfection. He loved her, then and there. His
-wooing was short and his wedding hasty; but he had never repented his
-haste, never known an unhappy hour from the moment he brought his wife
-home, nine years ago, till these last few days, in which he had seen
-that no love or care of his could withhold her from going away from him
-to another home where he could not follow her,--the home where she had
-gone now, far beyond his search.
-
-She was a good little creature, and she did not rebel even at the
-summons to go out of her earthly Eden in search of the paradise of
-God. She longed, indeed, to live, for she so loved her own, and she
-could have resigned herself to die more willingly but for her husband’s
-uncontrollable passion of woe. That very day she had said to him, as he
-knelt beside her,--
-
-“Do not grieve so, darling! I am not going so far but that I shall come
-back to you every day. Something tells me that I shall be always near
-you and Maudie. You cannot call, or she cry, but that I shall hear
-you. I know that when she most needs, or you most want me, I shall be
-close beside you.”
-
-And with that very last kiss, when her breath was failing, she had
-whispered,--
-
-“I shall not go so far as you think.”
-
-Now when he heard the low call of his little Maudie and her smothered
-sobbing, he remembered the words of his dead wife. Did she, indeed,
-hear Maudie cry, and was it possibly troubling her? He got up and went
-into the little room where the child had slept alone ever since her
-sixth birthday, a couple of months ago. He bent over her low bed, and
-asked tenderly,--
-
-“What is it, darling?”
-
-A tiny night-gowned figure lifted itself up and two little arms clung
-round his neck.
-
-“Bessie put me to bed without taking me to mamma. Mamma did not kiss
-me good-night, and I want she should,--oh, I _want_ she should! Bessie
-wouldn’t carry me to see her; and I want you to. Bessie said mamma
-never _would_ kiss me again but that isn’t true, is it? You know I’ve
-heard mamma say Bessie wasn’t always ’sponsible.”
-
-Colonel Trevethick considered for a moment what he should say to
-his child--how he could make her understand the great, sad, awful,
-yet triumphant mystery which had come to pass that day under their
-roof--the great loss, and the great hope that hallowed it.
-
-She was such a mere baby it seemed hard to choose his words. Must he
-tell her that her mamma would never kiss her again? But how did he know
-that? When the dear Lord promised the “all things” to those who loved
-Him, did it not include the joining of broken threads, the up-springing
-of dead hopes, the finding one’s own again, somewhere? He thought it
-must; for what a word without meaning heaven would be to him if his own
-Maud were not there! He temporized a little.
-
-“She cannot kiss you now, my darling, but you shall kiss her.”
-
-So he lifted the little white figure in his arms, holding it close, as
-one who must be father and mother both together, now, and carried his
-little one across the hall to the room, where her dead mother lay,--oh,
-so fast asleep!--with a look like a smile frozen upon her fair, sweet
-face. He held Maudie down by the pillow on which her mother’s head
-rested, but that did not satisfy her.
-
-“Put me on the bed, please, papa. I get on the bed every night and kiss
-her, since she’s been ill.”
-
-So he let her have her will; and for a moment she nestled close to the
-still dead heart, which had always beaten for her so warmly. Then she
-lifted up her head.
-
-“Mamma is very cold,” she said, “and she does not stir. Can she hear
-what I say?”
-
-Again something invisible seemed to warn him against taking away from
-the child her mother. He answered very gently and slowly,--
-
-“She’s dead, my darling,--what we call dead. _I_ do not understand
-it--no one understands it; but it comes, one day, to everybody, and it
-is God’s will. Your mamma cannot speak to us any more, and soon she
-will be gone out of our sight; but she truly believed that she would
-always be able to see your face and hear your voice, as when she was
-here.”
-
-“She _is_ here. Won’t she be here always?” the little girl asked,
-growing cold with the shadow of an awful fear.
-
-“No, dear, she will not be here long. In a few days this dear white
-face will be put away, underneath the grass and the flowers; but the
-real mamma, who loves little Maudie, will not be buried up. She will be
-somewhere, I truly believe, where she can see and hear her little girl.”
-
-For a moment the child slid again from his arms, and nestled close
-against the cold breast, kissed the unmoving lips. Then she said,--
-
-“Good-by, this mamma, who can’t see; and good-night, other mamma, that
-hears Maudie.”
-
-Colonel Trevethick marvelled. Had he, indeed, succeeded in making this
-little creature understand; or had some one whom he could not see
-spoken to her words of sweet mother-wisdom?
-
-He carried her then, and laid her in her little bed, and went back to
-his own loneliness; but half an hour afterward he heard the small voice
-calling. “Papa, papa!” and again he went to her, and the little arms
-came up around his neck, and held him fast.
-
-“Can’t I go too, papa? If you ask God, won’t He let me? Because I do so
-love my mamma.”
-
-That afternoon Colonel Trevethick had felt as if he had nothing at all
-left in this world; but now he realized how much emptier still his home
-might be if he lost out of it this child who was so like her mother.
-
-“Mamma would not want you to come,” he said passionately. “_She_ has
-all heaven, and _I_ only you,--only you, little Maudie, in all the
-world. Mamma wants you to stay with me.”
-
-After that she was quite quiet; and when he looked in at her, an hour
-later, she was sound asleep, with one little hand like a crushed white
-rose under the red rose of her flushed cheek.
-
-She never asked for her mother after that night; but her father was
-sure that she never forgot her. She was the strangest, gravest little
-creature. She never made any noise, even at her play; and she never did
-any of the things for which her mother had been used to reprove her.
-The trouble was that she was too perfect; there was something unnatural
-about it which frightened Colonel Trevethick. He would have been glad
-if she had been naughty, sometimes, like other children. He longed
-to have her tease him, to see in her some spirit of naughtiness or
-contradiction; but he saw none. She grew tall quite fast, but she was
-very thin,--a little white wraith of a creature, who looked as if she
-had been made out of snow, and might melt away as soon.
-
-It was a good thing for Colonel Trevethick, no doubt, that he had her
-to tend, and to be anxious about. It kept him from surrendering himself
-to his own grief.
-
-Nearly two years went on, and all the time the little girl grew more
-and more frail; until, at last, when she had just passed her eighth
-birthday, she was taken very ill. Her illness seemed a sort of low,
-nervous fever, and she grew daily more feeble. A skilful nurse came to
-share with Bessie the task of tending her, and her father was seldom
-far away. Half the day he would be sitting in her room, and half a
-dozen times in the night he would steal in to watch her breathing.
-
-One afternoon, as he sat by her bed, she looked up at him with a sad,
-tender look, too old for her years,--but then all her words and ways
-were too old for her years.
-
-“Papa,” she said, “I would get well if I could, to please you. I
-_should_ get well, I know, if I had mamma to nurse me. Don’t you know
-how she used, if my head ached, to put her hand on it and make it stop?”
-
-A sudden mist of tears came between his eyes and the little white face
-looking up at him. She had not spoken before of her mother for so many
-months, and yet how well she remembered! Instantly his wife’s words,
-that last day, came back to his memory. She had said, “I know that when
-Maudie needs me most, or you most want me, I shall be there beside you.”
-
-_Was_ she there now? Could she breathe upon the little wasting life
-some merciful dew of healing? or was she, perhaps, by her very love and
-longing, drawing the child home to herself?
-
-That night Bessie was to sit up until one o’clock, and then to call the
-nurse. As for Colonel Trevethick, he would be in and out, as usual.
-
-He went to bed, and fell into sleep and a dream. His own Maud was
-beside him as he saw her first, then as his bride, his wife, then with
-Baby Maudie on her breast; just as of old he seemed to have her with
-him again,--his pride, his darling, the one woman he had ever loved.
-
-He woke at last. Had his dream, then, lasted the night through? Was
-this red ray that touched his face the first hint of the rising sun? He
-sprang up quickly. The whole night had indeed passed, and he had not
-seen Maudie. He hurried into a dressing-gown and went to her room. He
-expected to find the nurse there, but, instead, Bessie sat beside the
-table just where he had left her the night before, but sound asleep.
-Evidently she must have been asleep for hours, and had not called the
-nurse, who had slept in her turn: they were all tired enough, Heaven
-knows. But, meantime, what of Maudie? What harm had come to her, alone,
-unattended?
-
-He drew aside the curtain of her little bed and looked in. Surely this
-was not the Maud he had left the night before, so pale and worn upon
-her pillows? A face looked up at him bright as the new day. A soft,
-healthy color was in the cheeks, and the moist lips were crimson.
-
-“I knew I should be well if _she_ tended me,” a voice cried, gayer and
-gladder than he had heard from her lips in two years.
-
-What _did_ the child mean? Had she gone mad? He controlled himself, and
-asked,--
-
-“Who tended you, my child? I found Bessie sound asleep.”
-
-“Yes; mamma made her sleep, and you, and nurse. She sent all of you the
-dreams you like best; and all night long she sat here beside my bed,
-with her hand on my head, just as she used to put it long ago. She was
-all in white, and her hair fell about her shoulders, and her eyes were
-very, very bright, and her lips, when she kissed me, seemed somehow to
-melt away.”
-
-“So you, too, dreamed about mamma, darling?”
-
-“No, indeed, papa, I did not dream. Mamma sat there all night long,
-with her hand upon my head. Sometimes I slept, but more often I woke up
-to look at her; and all the time she sat there, and did not tire, until
-the first sunshine came in at the windows; and then she kissed me and
-went away. I did not see her go. Perhaps I shut my eyes a moment. Then
-I looked and she was gone, and then I heard you coming in. She said she
-was with me every day, but she couldn’t have come to me like _this_,
-except because I needed her so very, very much. And she wanted to make
-me well, because you would grieve for me if I came to her; and I was to
-be very good, and tend you and make you comfortable; and I must laugh
-and must make you laugh, for laughter was good, and the reason I got
-ill was because I had been sorry so long, and had not laughed at all.
-And I was _not_ to be sorry after _her_ any more, because she was very
-happy, and nothing grieved her except when she saw you and me mourning
-for her, and not knowing that she was waiting close beside us.”
-
-“_Was_ it her mother? Can it _be_ it was the child’s mother?” the
-father cried, uttering his thought aloud unconsciously.
-
-“Of course it was mamma; and she has made me well. See if Dr. Dale does
-not tell you I am well.”
-
-Two hours afterward Dr. Dale came. He stood for a few moments beside
-the little bed. He looked in the child’s glad eyes, he counted the
-throbs of her pulse, he made her put out her healthy little tongue.
-Then he turned to her father.
-
-“Trevethick,” he said, “can you swear that this is the same little girl
-I left here last night? If the days of miracles were not gone by, I
-should say that one had been wrought here. I left, I thought, a very
-sick little person, about whom I was anxious enough, certainly, to make
-this my first call this morning; and I find my small patient so well
-that I shall only keep her in bed a day or two longer, for form’s sake.”
-
-“Perhaps it _is_ a miracle,” Colonel Trevethick said, smiling. But he
-did not explain. There are some experiences too marvellous for belief
-and too sacred for doubt or question, and that was one of them.
-
-Two days afterward little Maudie went down to tea. She wore a fresh
-white gown, with lovely blue ribbons, and looked as much like a little
-angel in festal attire as a human child can be expected to look. But
-she did not take her usual seat. She sat down, instead, behind the
-tea-pot, where Bessie usually stood to pour out the tea.
-
-“Hadn’t Bessie better do that?” papa asked, as he saw the little hand
-close round the handle of the tea-pot.
-
-But Maud laughed, and shook her head.
-
-“No, I don’t think Bessie is ’sponsible,” she said; “and mamma said I
-was to live just on purpose to do every thing for papa.”
-
-And again Colonel Trevethick asked, but this time silently,--
-
-“Was it--_could_ it have been the child’s mother?”
-
-
-
-
-THE LADY FROM OVER THE WAY.
-
-
-It was the twilight of Christmas evening,--that twilight which always
-seems so early, since nobody is ever quite ready for it. The pale
-gray of the winter’s sky was scarcely flushed by the low-lying sunset
-clouds, though sometimes you could catch a gleam of their scant
-brightness as you turned westward.
-
-The streets of New York were crowded, as usual, but everybody seemed
-even more than usually in a hurry. The air was intensely cold, and
-nipped the noses of those who were late with their Christmas shopping;
-but, in spite of it, men and women still jostled each other upon the
-sidewalk, or stopped to look at the tempting displays of holiday goods
-in the shops. Everybody, it seemed, had some small person at home who
-must be made happy to-morrow.
-
-From the window of a large but rusty-looking house on one of the
-avenues, two children looked down at the throng below, as they had been
-looking all day. They were in the fourth story of the house, and they
-could not see into the street very distinctly, but still the movement
-and the bustle interested them, and their mother was thankful that they
-had it to watch.
-
-She herself was sewing, catching the last glint of the sunset light
-for her work, as she had the first ray of the dawning. She had been a
-beautiful, high-bred woman; indeed, she was so still, though there was
-no one to note the unconscious elegance of her gestures or the graceful
-lines of her curving figure and bent head. She was very thin now, and
-very poorly clad, but a stranger would have felt that she was a lady,
-and wondered how she came in the fourth story of this house,--a great
-house, which had been handsome, too, in its day, but which was now
-let out to innumerable lodgers, mostly of the decent sort of honest,
-hard-working, half-starved poor people. Not with such neighbors had
-Mrs. Vanderheyden’s lot been formerly cast, nor for such uses as this
-had the old house itself been designed. It had been a stately mansion
-in its time, belonging to the estate of a good old Knickerbocker
-family, which was quite run out now. But there was one great comfort in
-this house: it had been so well built that its thick walls shut out all
-alien noises effectually, and made solitude possible even in a tenement
-house. Perhaps Mrs. Vanderheyden had thought of this when she chose her
-abode there.
-
-There was something in the faded grandeur of the old mansion that
-harmonized with the lingering grace of her own faded beauty. Its lofty
-walls were wainscoted with carved oak, almost black with time; and any
-imaginative person would have been likely to people it with the ghosts
-of the beautiful girls whose room no doubt this was in the old days.
-There, between those windows, hung, perhaps, their great, gleaming
-mirror, and into it they looked, all smiles and blushes and beauty,
-when they were ready for their first ball. But Mrs. Vanderheyden’s two
-little girls did not think of the other girls who might have lived
-there once. They were too young for that, and too hungry. Ethel, the
-elder, was only ten; and shy little Annie, beside her, scarcely seven.
-They saw a sight, however, from the window at which they stood, that
-interested them more than any vision of the past would have done.
-
-The avenue on which they lived was in a transition state. Trade had
-come into it and lodging-houses had vulgarized it, and yet there were
-some of the rich old residents who still clung to the houses in which
-their fathers and mothers had lived and died. There was one such
-directly opposite; and to look into the parlor over the way, and see
-there all the warmth and brightness and beauty of which they themselves
-were deprived, had been one of the chief enjoyments of the little
-Vanderheydens ever since they had been in the house. They were all that
-Mrs. Vanderheyden had left, these two girls. Wealth was gone, friends
-were gone, father and father’s home, husband and husband’s home--hope
-itself was gone; but she was not quite alone while she had these two
-for whom to struggle--to live or to die, as Heaven would. It was for
-their sakes that she had worked from dawning till nightfall, though she
-had felt all the time what seemed to her a mortal sickness stealing
-over her. Their breakfast and dinner had been only bread, of which she
-herself had scarcely tasted; but to-morrow would be Christmas, and
-it should go hard with her but she would give them better fare then.
-A dozen times during the day one or the other little voice had asked
-anxiously,--
-
-“Shall we surely, surely, have dinner to-morrow, because it is
-Christmas Day?”
-
-And she had answered,--
-
-“Please Heaven, you surely shall. My work is almost done;” and then
-she had stitched away more resolutely than ever on the child’s frock
-she was elaborately embroidering. The children meanwhile were feeding
-upon hope, and watching a scene in the house over the way, where, as
-they thought, all that any human creature could possibly hope for had
-already been given. Busy preparations had been made in that other
-house for Christmas. There was a great Christmas-tree in one corner,
-all full of little tapers, and a large, fair, gentle-looking woman had
-been engaged much of the afternoon in arranging gifts upon it. Now,
-with the twilight, a boy and girl had come in and were watching the
-lighting up of the Christmas-tree.
-
-“It’s so good of them not to pull the curtains down,” Ethel said, with
-a sigh of delight. “It’s almost as good as being there--almost.”
-
-“I do suppose that’s the very grandest house in all New York,” little
-Annie said, in a tone of awe and admiration.
-
-“Nonsense! You only think that because you are so little,” answered
-Ethel, from the height of her three years more of experience. “_You_
-forget, but _I_ can remember. We had a finer house ourselves, before
-poor papa died. There are plenty of them, only we’re so poor we don’t
-see them.”
-
-“Oh, it’s good to be that little girl!” cried Annie. “See how pretty
-her dress is, and how her hair curls; and she’ll have lots of presents
-off that Christmas-tree.”
-
-“So should we, if we had papa,” Ethel answered gravely. “Mamma, when we
-get up to heaven, do you think papa will know we’re his little girls?”
-
-“I’m sure he will,” Mrs. Vanderheyden answered; and then she rose
-wearily. “It’s all done,” she said, as she shook out the lovely little
-robe into which she had wrought so many patient stitches. “I cannot
-carry it home just yet, I am so tired; I must lie down first; but you
-shall have a good dinner to-morrow, my darlings.”
-
-The children had seen her very tired before, and they didn’t think
-much about it when she groped her way to a bed in the corner and lay
-down, drawing the scant bed-clothes up over her. They stood at the
-window still, and watched the merry children opposite, until at last a
-servant came and pulled down the curtains and shut away from them the
-Christmas-tree, with all its gleaming lights, and the boy and girl, who
-were dancing round it to some gay tune which their mother played.
-
-Then Ethel and Annie began to realize that they were cold and hungry
-and the room was dark. Ethel lit a candle. The fire was nearly out,
-but she would not make another till morning.
-
-“I won’t wake up mamma,” she said, with the premature thoughtfulness
-that characterized her; “she’s so tired. We’ll just have supper, and
-then I’ll hear you say ‘Our Father,’ and we’ll get to bed, and in the
-morning it will be Christmas.”
-
-Some vague promise of good was in the very word: Ethel did not know
-what would come, but surely Christmas would not be like other days.
-“Supper” was the rest of the bread. And then the two little creatures
-knelt down together and said their well-known prayers, and I think
-“Our Father” heard, for their sleep was just as sweet as if they had
-been in the warm, soft nest of the children over the way, tucked in
-with eider down. Through the long evening hours they slept,--through
-the solemn midnight, when the clear, cold Christmas stars looked down,
-just as they had looked centuries ago when the King of Glory, Himself a
-little child, lay asleep in an humble manger in Judea. Nothing troubled
-their quiet slumber until the sunshine of the Christmas morning broke
-through their dingy windows, and the day had begun.
-
-“It must be ever so late,” said Ethel, rubbing her sleepy eyes, “and
-mamma isn’t awake yet. But she was so tired. You lie still, Annie, and
-I’ll build the fire, and when she wakes up she’ll find it all done.”
-
-Very patiently the poor little half-frozen fingers struggled with the
-scant kindlings and the coal that seemed determined never to light; but
-they succeeded at last, and the room began to grow a little warm. Then
-she dressed Annie, and then it began to seem very late indeed, and she
-wondered if mamma would never wake up. She went to the bedside and,
-bending over, kissed her mother gently, then started back with a sudden
-alarm.
-
-“Why, Annie, she’s so cold--almost like poor papa--only you can’t
-remember--just before they took him away.”
-
-“No, she can’t be like papa,” Annie said stoutly, “for he was dead, and
-mamma is asleep.”
-
-“Yes, she’s asleep,” said the elder sister firmly. “We must wait till
-she wakes up. We’ll look over the way, and then, maybe, it won’t seem
-so long.”
-
-But over the way was brighter than ever this Christmas morning. The
-curtains had been looped back once more, the table glittered with
-lovely gifts, and presently the little girl who lived there came to the
-windows. She looked up at them--they were sure of it; but they could
-not have guessed what she said, as she turned away, and spoke to her
-mother.
-
-“O mamma,” cried the sweet young voice, “won’t you come and see these
-two poor little girls? They stood there all day yesterday and last
-night; and now see how sad they look. I can’t eat my Christmas candies
-or play with my Christmas things while they look so pale and lonesome.
-Won’t you go over and see them, mamma dear?”
-
-Mrs. Rosenburgh was a woman of warm and earnest sympathies when once
-they were aroused. When she was a girl she too had had quick impulses
-like her child’s; but she had grown selfish, perhaps, as she grew
-older, or maybe only careless; for the quick sympathies were there
-still, as you could see, now that her little girl had touched them.
-
-“To be sure I will,” she answered at once. “Poor little things! I wish
-we could make merry Christmas for all New York; but since we can’t,
-at least we won’t have faces white with want looking in at our very
-windows.”
-
-So the watching, wondering children saw the large, fair lady wrap
-herself in a heavy shawl and tie a hood over her head, and then come
-out and cross the street and enter their house.
-
-“What if she saw us, and what if she is coming here!” Ethel said
-breathlessly.
-
-Then they listened as if their hearts were in their ears. They heard
-feet upon the stairs and then a gentle tap, and the lady from over the
-way stood in their room.
-
-“I saw you at the window,” she said, “and came over to wish you a merry
-Christmas. How is this? Are you all alone?”
-
-“No, ma’am, mamma is in the bed there; but she was very tired
-yesterday, and she hasn’t waked up.”
-
-An awful terror seized Mrs. Rosenburgh. Had this woman died of want and
-weariness, in sight of her own windows? She stepped to the bedside, and
-drew away the clothes gently from the face of the sleeper. She looked a
-moment on that fair, faded face, and then she grew white as death.
-
-“Children,” she asked, “what are your names?”
-
-“I am Ethel Vanderheyden,” the oldest girl answered, “and she is Annie.”
-
-“And your mother--was she Ethel Carlisle once?”
-
-“Yes, ma’am, before she married papa.”
-
-“And your little sister is Annie?”
-
-“Yes; she was named for mamma’s best friend, one she hadn’t seen for a
-long, long time.”
-
-Meanwhile Mrs. Rosenburgh had knelt by the bedside. She had lifted the
-low-lying head upon her arm, and drawn a bottle of pungent salts from
-her pocket, and she was crying as if her heart would break, while the
-children looked wondering on.
-
-“O Ethel, my own old Ethel, _wake_ up!” And then she dropped her cheek,
-all wet with tears, against the white, cold cheek, that was so still.
-
-Oh, was it the warm tears, or the voice that sounded from far away out
-of the past, or only the strong odor that roused the poor soul from
-that long, heavy sleep of exhaustion that had so nearly been the sleep
-of death? I do not know, but I know the eyes did open, and beheld the
-tender face bending above them. And then, like a little child, the
-children heard their mother cry,--
-
-“O Annie, Annie, have I been dreaming all this time?”
-
-And then there were explanations, and the story of the long years
-since Annie Bryant and Ethel Carlisle were girls together was told.
-But the best of it all, the children thought, was when the lady from
-over the way took them home with her, and told them the boy and girl
-there should be their brother and sister, and they should live there
-henceforth; for she, who had found again her best friend, would never
-more let her struggle with want alone.
-
-And so the children had gifts and dinner, and a merry, merry Christmas
-in the bright, warm, crimson-hung room, which had seemed to them
-such a paradise of delights when they looked down into it from their
-fourth-story window through the falling shadows of Christmas Eve.
-
-
-
-
-HIS MOTHER’S BOY.
-
-
-The days were growing very dark for George Graham. He had not known
-at first what it meant that black specks should so dance between him
-and the page he tried to read, that his eyes should ache so much,
-that all things should seem so strangely dim about him. It would have
-been better, no doubt, had he stopped work as soon as he felt these
-symptoms; but how could he? This was his last term at school, and if he
-passed his examination creditably, especially if he thoroughly mastered
-the bookkeeping he was trying so hard to conquer, he was to have a
-place in Deacon Solomon Grant’s store, with wages that would not only
-take care of himself, but greatly help his mother.
-
-His mother was a widow, and George’s love for her was a sort of passion
-of devotion. When he could scarcely talk, the first two words he put
-together were, “Pretty mamma,” and ever since then she had been the
-first and fairest of created beings to him. He was very fond of Susie
-Hale, but Susie was only a nice girl,--a dear, sweet, good girl, such
-as any fellow would like; but his mother was the elect lady to whom
-were due his love, his care, his uttermost duty.
-
-Mrs. Graham was the kind of woman for a son to be romantic about. She
-was only seventeen when George was born; and now, when he was sixteen
-and she was thirty-three, she was, so he thought, more beautiful than
-ever. She had been a pretty, rather helpless little creature all her
-life,--one of those women toward whom every man feels the instinct of
-protection. George’s father had felt it always, and had never allowed
-care to come near his dainty darling. His one great agony, as he lay
-dying, was that he must leave her almost unprovided for. That was when
-George was thirteen, and the boy would never forget how his father had
-called him to his bedside, and charged him to take care of his mother.
-
-“You are old enough to be her staff, even now,” the dying man had said,
-clinging to his boy’s hand. “You can be good to her in a thousand ways,
-save her a thousand cares, and in a few years more you can work for
-her, and keep her comfortably, as I have done.”
-
-George never forgot this trust for one moment. The plans he made in
-life were all for his mother’s sake--his future was to be spent in her
-service. He wanted to come out of school at the time of his father’s
-death, and try by all manner of little industries to help take care
-of the household, but his mother was too wise to permit this. She
-developed a strength of mind and of body for which no one who saw her
-pink-and-white prettiness,--the prettiness of a girl still, despite all
-her years of married life,--would have given her credit.
-
-She saw clearly that if her boy’s education stopped at thirteen, he
-would be held in check all his life by his own ignorance--he must be
-drudge always, and never master. So she made him go to school three
-years longer.
-
-How she lived and kept up her refined little home puzzled all
-lookers-on, and indeed she hardly knew herself. She lived simply; she
-was busy from morning till night. She sewed for one neighbor, she
-helped another through some season of sickness, she taught a naughty
-child who had worn out its welcome at school, but who could not wear
-out Mrs. Graham’s sweet patience,--and all these things helped. It is
-true, it was very often hard work to compass the simple necessaries of
-life, but she struggled on bravely.
-
-When George was sixteen he should come out of school, well trained, she
-hoped, for a business man, and then things would be so much easier.
-With this hope in view, she never repined. She kept her strength of
-soul and her sweetness of temper, her fresh beauty and her fresh heart.
-She kept, too, her boy’s adoration,--an adoration which was, as I said,
-the romance of his life.
-
-When the days began to grow so dark for George Graham, it was of his
-mother that he thought. So far he had no ambitions, no hopes, that
-were not centred in her. What if this growing shadow about him was to
-increase until all was dark, until dense night shut him in,--a night
-through whose blackness no star of hope could shine? What if he must
-be no help to his mother, but only a burden on her for ever, a burden
-lasting through heaven only knew how many helpless years?
-
-He rebelled against such a fate madly. He stretched out his hands
-toward heaven, he lifted the dumb prayer of his darkening eyes, but no
-help came.
-
-Dimmer and dimmer grew the world about him, more and more desperate the
-gloom of his hopeless heart. His scholarship had been so fine that his
-teacher hesitated to reprove his now continual failures; and George
-said nothing of the increasing darkness around him,--nothing to his
-mother, for he felt that it would break her heart; nothing to teacher
-or school-mates, for it seemed to him his grief would be nothing to
-them. But one afternoon the crisis came.
-
-His recitation had been an utter failure, and, at last, his teacher
-spoke in severe terms of the neglect which had become habitual. No
-one who was present that day--not even the smallest child--will ever
-forget the look of despair that swept over George Graham’s face, or the
-gesture of helpless anguish with which he stretched out his hands, as
-if to seek among them all some friend, as he cried,--
-
-“God help me, sir! I have been going blind; and now I cannot see one
-figure in my book--I can hardly see your face.”
-
-There was a silence after this, through which came no sound but the
-audible beating of George Graham’s tortured heart. Then the master sent
-away the others, for school hours were nearly over, and tried his best
-to comfort his stricken pupil. It might not be so bad as he feared, an
-oculist might help him, perhaps it was only temporary.
-
-To all these well-meant consolations George listened in a sort of
-dreary silence. The words of the teacher entered his ears, but they did
-not reach his heart or kindle his hope.
-
-As soon as he could, he went away. He did not go straight home.
-How could he face his mother and tell her what he _must_ tell her
-now,--what she would be sure to hear from others, if not from him? He
-kept thinking how she would take it. Would not all the light go out of
-her face? Maybe she would faint away, as he remembered she had done
-when his father died.
-
-He sat down on a bank, a little removed from the road-side, a bank
-which overhung a swift and deep, yet narrow stream.
-
-An awful temptation came over him,--such a temptation as, thank Heaven!
-comes to few boys of sixteen, with the young, glad life running riot
-in their veins. He thought, what if he should die, then and there? It
-seemed to him the one desirable thing. To be sure, to die would be to
-leave his mother to fight her battle of life alone; but also it would
-relieve her from the heavy burden he must needs be to her if he lived.
-The river rushing down there below invited him with its murmur. Should
-he seek refuge there, and let his mother hear that he was dead, before
-she heard that he was blind? He bent forward over the stream. Then he
-drew back, for a longing came over him to go home first, and see his
-mother just once more; and then an exceeding bitter cry burst from his
-lips,--
-
-“_See_ her! What am I talking about? Do I not know I shall _never_ see
-her again?”
-
-And a girl’s voice, soft and cooing and tender,--an utterly unexpected
-voice,--answered him,--
-
-“Yes, you _will_ see her again. Surely you will see her again.”
-
-The boy turned his face toward the sound.
-
-“How did you come here, Susie Hale?” he asked.
-
-“Don’t be angry, George,” the gentle voice entreated. “I waited for
-you. I could not go home till I had told you how sorry I was, and tried
-to comfort you.”
-
-“Comfort me!” There was a sort of scornful bitterness in the cry. “How
-_can_ I be comforted? Do you think what it will be never to see the
-green earth or the blue sky, or any dear face any more, for ever and
-ever?”
-
-“But you will see them,” she said gently. “I did not mean that you
-must be reconciled to give up hope. I mean that you must take heart,
-and try to be cured. I have known people who could not see at all to be
-helped, and why not you? At least, you must try.”
-
-An evil mood was upon George Graham, and he answered harshly,--
-
-“Where is the money to come from, if you please? It has been all mother
-could do just to live and she has struggled on, in the expectation of
-my being able soon to help her. She has no money for experiments. There
-is nothing for it but for me to rest a dead weight upon her hands,
-or--die.”
-
-He said the last word with a sort of gasp. Susie Hale shivered. She
-drew closer to him. She looked into his poor, tortured face, with her
-dark and tender eyes, and said very quietly,--
-
-“You believe in God, George Graham, and you will not defy Him. If He
-means you to bear this you will bear it like a man, and not try to get
-rid of the burden. But I do not believe He does mean you to bear it;
-and I will not believe it till every means has been tried for your
-cure. Just now, it seems to me, you ought to go home. Would you like
-your mother to hear this first from some one else?”
-
-He rose slowly.
-
-“You are right,” he said, “and you are a good girl. Good-by, Susie.”
-
-She did not try to go with him; she followed him only with her eyes.
-She was contented if she could but send him home in safety to his
-mother.
-
-His mother met him at the gate. When she took his hand in hers the poor
-fellow felt that she knew all. She was very quiet and self-controlled.
-
-“Your teacher has been here,” she said, “and he has told me. My
-darling, why have you sat in the darkness, and shut your mother out
-from any share in your trouble?”
-
-“Oh, I couldn’t tell you, mother!” he sobbed, with his head upon her
-breast, at last,--“I couldn’t, I thought it would break your heart.”
-
-“Ah! that was because you did not know. If you should die and leave me
-alone in the world, _that_, indeed, would break my heart; but while
-I have you beside me, nothing can make me altogether miserable, and
-nothing must make you so. There is help somewhere, and we will find it,
-please God; or, if not, we will bear what others have borne, and find a
-way to lighten the darkness.”
-
-Meantime, Susie Hale had gone home full of an absorbing purpose.
-Somehow money must and should be raised to try what a skilful oculist
-could do for George Graham.
-
-Susie was the orphan niece of Deacon Solomon Grant, in whose store
-a place was awaiting George. She knew that she had a modest little
-fortune of her own, but it was all in her uncle’s hands, and without
-his consent she could not dispose even of her slender income. But
-would he not be persuaded to let her have enough of her own money
-to accomplish her desire? She asked him, using her utmost power of
-persuasion to touch his heart, but he refused with peremptory decision.
-He wouldn’t mind contributing moderately to a fund for young Graham’s
-help--he would not even mind letting her have five or ten dollars of
-her own for that purpose--but beyond that the duty of one neighbor did
-not go. And Deacon Solomon shut his lips together as tightly as he
-buttoned up his pocket.
-
-Susie had in the world one treasure,--a diamond ring which had been her
-mother’s, with a stone white and clear as a dew-drop. This must, she
-knew, be worth three or four hundred dollars. It was her very own. She
-had meant to keep it all her life for her mother’s sake, but surely
-this great need of George Graham’s justified her in parting with it.
-
-She had one friend in Boston,--an old teacher,--in whose good faith and
-judicious management she felt implicit confidence, and to him she sent
-her mother’s ring, with a request that he would sell it as speedily
-and on as good terms as possible, and remit her the price of it in
-bank-notes, not in a check, and keep for ever the secret that she had
-disposed of it.
-
-It was a week after George Graham had given up hope, when a most
-unexpected hope came to him. A neighbor, going by from the post-office,
-handed in at the door a letter addressed to him. Mrs. Graham opened
-it, for George’s vision had failed with every day, and his eyes were
-utterly useless now.
-
-“George,” she cried, after a moment, in an eager, trembling voice,
-“here are three one-hundred dollar bills, and this is the letter that
-comes with them:--
-
-“‘This money is from a true friend of George Graham’s, and is to be
-applied to taking him to an oculist, in the hope that his sight may
-be restored. The giver withholds his name, both because he desires
-no thanks, and because he wishes to make the return of the money
-impossible.’
-
-“It is from Heaven, itself!” the mother cried. “George, we will start
-for Boston to-morrow. I feel in my soul that you are to be cured.”
-
-The next day a mother and her blind son sought rooms at a quiet
-boarding-house, of which they had found the number in the advertisement
-column of a city paper, and the day after that they were among the
-earliest patients of Doctor Annesley. The first examination of George’s
-eyes was unpromising enough. They would be worse before they were
-better; an operation might or might not restore sight to them, but the
-time for it had not yet come. Meanwhile the doctor wanted to see him
-daily.
-
-Those were weary days and weeks that followed, both before the
-operation and afterward, when the poor eyes were carefully bandaged
-from the light, and mother and son sat day after day in the dark
-together, wondering, wondering, wondering what the result would be.
-It was curious that the mother was always hopeful, and the son always
-despairing. At last it almost irritated him to hear her speak of hope
-to him; and one day he turned on her with the first burst of passionate
-impatience she had ever experienced from him.
-
-“Mother,” he said, “for the love of Heaven do not talk to me as if it
-was a sure thing that I am going to see again. I _want_ to think it
-doubtful, almost impossible. If you should make me expect a sure cure,
-and then it shouldn’t come, don’t you see that I should go mad? I think
-I should dash my head against the wall. I can only _live_ by expecting
-nothing.”
-
-After that the mother held her peace; but whenever she went out of
-that darkened room those who saw her marvelled at the light of joy in
-her eyes, the bloom of hope upon her cheeks. At last the time came--the
-bandage was removed. There was just one wild cry, “Mother, I see you!”
-and then George Graham lay at the doctor’s feet, swooning and helpless
-in his great joy.
-
-It was weeks yet before he went home again, but the good news preceded
-him. The mother wrote it to Deacon Grant, who had agreed still to
-keep the place in his store open, while awaiting the result of this
-experiment.
-
-The deacon read the letter in full family conclave, with the slow
-deliberation of a man unused to correspondence. He little knew how his
-niece longed to snatch the paper from his hand and read it for herself;
-nor did he heed the tears that swam in her dark eyes.
-
-Deliberately he smoothed out the letter, and folded it. Deliberately he
-took off his spectacles, and wiped them, and put them on again. Then
-he said, with the half pompous, half solemn manner which became his
-position,--
-
-“Well, well, I’m ready always to rejoice with those that rejoice; and
-I’m sure I’m thankful that the Widow Graham hasn’t got to struggle with
-so much trouble as it looked as if Providence was laying on her; but
-wherever she got that money the Lord knows.”
-
-Another letter came, afterward, to tell when the widow and her son were
-to return, and to ask Deacon Grant, in whose keeping the key of their
-house had been left, to put it in their door on that day as he was
-passing by to the store.
-
-It was Susie who walked over with the key, early in the afternoon,
-carrying with her a basket of dainties for the travellers’ supper, from
-Mrs. Grant, a woman who knew how to be a good neighbor, and to make
-life pleasant with cheap kindnesses. Susie’s black eyes danced, and her
-heart sang within her as she set the table in the little parlor and
-lighted a fire in the kitchen stove, ready to make a fresh cup of tea
-whenever the widow and her son should arrive. Then she dusted every
-thing; and then she gathered some of the flowers of September,--for
-already the summer was over,--and put them in the vases on the mantel,
-and on the widow’s little round sewing-table.
-
-And at last the travellers came, as at last every thing does come, if
-we wait long enough for it. They had expected to find an empty house;
-they found instead, warmth and brightness and good cheer and Susie
-Hale.
-
-
-
-
-DR. JOE’S VALENTINE.
-
-
-There were half-a-dozen of the girls together,--pretty creatures, in
-the very first season of their long dresses,--the eldest not quite
-sixteen. They were all braids and puffs and fluffy curls, all loops and
-ruffles and ribbons, all smiles and dimples. It was the Saturday before
-Valentine’s Day, in a certain year of grace, of which I will not give
-you the precise date, but less than ten years ago, and more than five.
-Of the half-dozen girls, two are busy teachers now, two are married,
-one is playing mother to her brother’s little brood of orphan children,
-and the sixth, not less happy than the rest, has gone on to “the next
-country,” where they tell us she will never grow old, never be sick or
-sorry any more,--happy Bertha, whom, surely, God loved.
-
-But, that day in February, none of them thought much about the future:
-the present was enough, with its fun and frolic, its wealth of all the
-pleasures which girlhood holds dear. The six were passing the long
-day together. Two of them were sisters and belonged in one house, and
-the rest had come there to be with them; for they were all going to
-make valentines. They had made funny ones and foolish ones, tender
-ones, with just a little dash of satire in them, poetic ones and prosy
-ones; and at last it was dinner-time, a feast of all the things that
-school-girls love, and these were hungry girls. At least they were all
-hungry girls but Nelly Hunt, and she scarcely ate any dinner at all,
-she was so busy thinking. She was Bertha’s sister, and this was her
-home and Bertha’s, and it was to the girls’ own room that the little
-party went back again, after they had eaten and praised Mrs. Hunt’s
-dinner.
-
-“What are you thinking about, Nell?” Bertha asked, sitting on the arm
-of Nelly’s chair.
-
-“These valentines,” Nelly answered slowly.
-
-“Well, surely they need not make you sober,--they are absurd enough.”
-
-“Yes, and it’s just because they are so absurd that they make me sober.
-I was wondering why we couldn’t just as well have said something to
-help somebody--to make somebody think--to do some good.”
-
-“Nelly’s heroics!” cried Kate Greene flippantly. “Miss Hunt as a moral
-reformer!”
-
-Nelly blushed from her pretty ears to the roots of her sunny hair; but
-her eyes shone clear, and there was a ring of earnestness in her voice
-as she answered,--
-
-“You can laugh if you will, but I mean what I say, and I’m going to try
-an experiment. I will write one boy a valentine, such as I think a girl
-ought to write, and I’ll send it.”
-
-“So you shall,” Bertha said gently,--Bertha always was peacemaker,--“and
-we’ll all go away and see mamma and the baby while you write it. When
-it’s done you must call us.”
-
-“Yes, and you must show it to us,” cried Kate Greene, as she went away;
-“that’s only fair. We promised this morning to show each other all we
-sent, and we sha’n’t let you off.”
-
-And then the five fluttered away like a flock of birds, and Nelly was
-quite alone.
-
-Her task was harder than she had imagined. It is only the old, perhaps,
-who are sage in counsel by nature. At any rate, to give good advice
-did not come naturally to pretty Nelly. But she had an idea of what
-she wanted to say, and at last she got it said. She had written and
-rewritten it, and finally concluded that she could do no better, and
-then copied it out into her neatest handwriting before she called the
-others. It was a little stiff, to be sure, and preachy and high-flown,
-but it sounded like a lofty effort and a complete success to the
-listening girls. This was what it said:--
-
-“MY VALENTINE,--You will have plenty of fine speeches and praises,
-and, perhaps, of fun and fancy from others, so I shall not give you
-those,--I who have but one interest in you, namely, that you should be
-the best boy and the best man which it is possible for you to become.
-If you are selfish, if you are indolent, if you are mean, you will
-never be happy in your own society, until you have sunk so low that
-you don’t know the difference between goodness and badness. But if you
-set out to be a gentleman and a man of honor and a faithful worker, you
-will do good deeds and live a happy life, and be worthy the everlasting
-esteem of
-
- YOUR VALENTINE.”
-
-[Illustration: Nelly Reading her Valentine.--PAGE 220.]
-
-Nelly read it with rising color and a little quiver about her mouth,
-which Bertha understood; but she read it with firm voice and careful,
-deliberate accent.
-
-“Then,” she said, when she had finished, “I shall burn up all the rest
-of my valentines, and send only this one; for it is what I mean, in
-earnest, and, as old Aunty Smoke says, ‘Ef it don’t do no good, it
-can’t do no harm.’”
-
-“To whom shall you send it, dear?” Bertha asked gently, a little
-subdued by Nelly’s epistolary success.
-
-“I hadn’t made up my mind,” Nelly answered thoughtfully; “they all need
-it.”
-
-“O, send it to Joe, my cousin Joe,” cried Kitty Greene. “He is staying
-with us, and _he_ needs it--bad enough. If ever a boy was full of his
-pranks, Joe is, and if ever a boy tormented a girl’s life out, Joe does
-mine.”
-
-A color clear and bright as flame glowed on Nelly Hunt’s cheeks. Had
-she had dark-eyed Joe in her mind all the while? She only answered very
-quietly,--
-
-“I don’t mind. I had just as lief send it to Joe. That is, I’ll send it
-to him if you’ll promise, on your sacred honor, never in any way to let
-him know who wrote it.”
-
-“Oh, I will--true as I live and breathe I’ll never tell him, and never
-let him guess, if I can help it.”
-
-“And all you girls?” Nelly asked, with the pretty pink glow deepening
-in her cheeks. “Will you all promise?”
-
-And they all promised; for there was a sort of honest earnestness in
-Nelly’s nature to which they found it natural to yield.
-
-So the valentine was directed in Nelly’s most neat and proper manner to
-“Mr. Joe Greene,” and was dropped into the post-office with the rest of
-the valentines the girls had written that day.
-
-On the fifteenth the six girls were all together at school, comparing
-notes and exchanging confidences. But Kitty Greene drew Nelly aside,
-and said, while they walked up and down the hall together, their arms
-around each other as girls will,--
-
-“I saw Joe get it, Nelly.”
-
-Nelly’s pretty cheeks glowed and her eyes shone like stars, but she
-asked no questions. Indeed, they were scarcely necessary, for Kitty was
-eager enough to tell her story.
-
-“He got it, don’t you think, along with half-a-dozen others, and he
-read them all before he came to this one. I knew this, you know, by
-the shape of the envelope. When he came to it I saw him read it all
-through, and then I saw him go back and read it again. I heard him say
-to himself,--
-
-“‘That’s an honest letter from some little saint.’
-
-“Then he came up to me and held it toward me, while I pretended to be
-very busy with my valentines. Then he asked,--
-
-“‘Do you know that handwriting, Kit?’
-
-“I felt like an awful little liar, but I had promised you. I stretched
-out my hand for it, and said carelessly,--
-
-“‘Why, ain’t it Sue’s?’
-
-“Sue is his sister, you know. So he thought I did not know who it came
-from, and he changed his mind, and put it into his pocket, and went
-off. When I teased him afterward to let me see it, he said,--
-
-“‘No; there are some things a fellow would be a cad to show.’
-
-“So I saw it hit home, and well it might. It was a tremendous letter,
-Nelly.”
-
-And Kitty ended with a hug and a kiss, and a look of that loyal
-admiration which a girl can give another girl now and then.
-
-When the spring came Joe Greene went away from Chester, and did not
-come back there any more. No doubt Nelly Hunt would have forgotten his
-very existence but for the valentine, which she could not forget. She
-used to blush, as she grew older, to think how “bumptious” it was, as
-she used to call it to herself. What was _she_, that she should have
-undertaken to preach a sermon to that boy? What if he remembered it
-only to think how presuming it was, and to laugh at it? But, luckily,
-he did not know from whom it came; and with that thought she cooled her
-blushes.
-
-Nelly was twenty when Joe Greene came back to Chester again. And now
-he came as a physician, just through his studies, and anxious to build
-up a practice. Soon his fame grew. His patients were among the poor at
-first, and he cured them; and then richer people heard of it, and sent
-for him. But, while he took all the patients that came, he never gave
-up his practice among those who most needed him. His praise was in all
-their mouths. There had never been any doctor like this one.
-
-Nelly was Miss Hunt now, for Bertha had gone away from her into the
-other, unknown country, and Nelly’s grief had made her gentle heart yet
-more gentle, and her helpful spirit yet more helpful.
-
-Toward night, one summer day, she had gone to see an old woman who
-had been her nurse once, and had found her very ill,--quite too ill
-to be left alone, and certainly in need of a physician. So Nelly tore
-a leaf from her memorandum-book and wrote on it a few lines, begging
-Dr. Greene to come at once, and then called to the first passer-by and
-entreated him to take it to the doctor.
-
-It was scarcely half an hour before Dr. Greene came in, quietly and
-gravely. He attended to his patient with that careful consideration
-which made all those poor souls whom he visited adore him. Then he
-turned to Nelly.
-
-“Who will stay with her to-night?” he asked; “for, indeed, she hardly
-ought to be left alone.”
-
-“I shall stay,” was the quiet answer.
-
-“Then come to the door with me, please, and let me give you your
-directions.”
-
-Nelly followed, and stood there, in the soft summer dusk,--a pretty
-picture, with the wild-rose flush dawning in her cheeks, and a new
-light kindling her eyes. She listened carefully to all his injunctions,
-and then turned as if to go. But he put out a hand to detain her.
-
-“How very much I owe to you!” he said.
-
-“_You_, how?” And a deep, deep crimson dyed Nelly’s face and throat. In
-that moment she thought of her “bumptious” valentine, which had not
-crossed her mind before for a long time.
-
-He looked at her with a smile in his eyes, but with a face that
-preserved all its respectful gravity. He took a red leather case out
-of his pocket, and from the case he took the very old valentine which
-Nelly remembered so well. Then he produced the brief note she had
-written that afternoon; and still there was light enough left in the
-day to see them by, as he held them side by side.
-
-“Your hand has matured somewhat since this valentine was written,” he
-remarked quietly; “but some of these letters I should know anywhere. No
-one could deceive me.”
-
-“I did not suppose you had kept that foolish thing,” Nelly said, with a
-pitiful little quiver in her voice, as if she were just on the point of
-bursting into tears. “I am so ashamed!”
-
-Dr. Joe looked at her a moment, as she stood there in the waning
-light,--a lovely, graceful girl from whom any man might be proud to win
-even a passing interest. So this was the woman, the thought of whom
-he had carried in his heart for years! If he had ever done any good
-thing, he was paid for it in the satisfaction of that hour.
-
-“Are you sorry,” he asked slowly, “that you have helped one man to be
-his best self? Those words of yours were to me like the voice of my
-inmost soul. Since then this paper has never left me, nor have I ever
-ceased to strive to be worthy of the esteem of my unknown ‘valentine.’
-If ever I have been generous instead of selfish, brave instead of
-cowardly, strong instead of weak, it has been because I have remembered
-the words written here, and meant to live in their spirit. Are you
-sorry for that? or do you grudge me the dear pleasure of thanking you?”
-
-“No, I’m not sorry, nor do I grudge you any thing; but it was a girl’s
-freak, and I am not worthy of so much praise and honor.”
-
-“It was a good girl’s good intention,” he said almost solemnly. “Let us
-be thankful that it succeeded.”
-
-Nelly went back to the bedside of the old woman with a fluttering
-heart. How strange it seemed to think this sick woman was old enough
-to have outlived all anxieties except those about her pains and her
-supper! Had not she been young once? and had no one ever looked at her
-as Dr. Joe looked?
-
-The next morning he came again. His medicine, a night’s sleep, Nelly’s
-care,--something seemed to have given the poor old patient a fresh
-lease of life. There was no need that Nelly should stay with her any
-more; but she went to see her daily, and it was curious how often Dr.
-Joe’s visits happened at the same time.
-
-One night the doctor had left his horse at home, and he and Nelly
-walked away together. They talked about the lingering sunset and the
-soft south wind and even the old woman; for Nelly, woman-like, was
-struggling desperately to keep Dr. Joe from saying what she desperately
-wanted to hear. But, at last, it came,--a half-blunt, half-awkward
-speech, yet with Dr. Joe’s honest heart in it,--
-
-“I’ve lived all these years just to earn your esteem, and now I find I
-don’t care a thing about that unless I can also win your love.”
-
-I think Nelly’s answer must have satisfied him, for she is Mrs.
-Joseph Greene now; and that valentine--worn and old, but choicely
-framed--always hangs over the doctor’s study table.
-
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