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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Red Cross Girls in the British Trenches, by
-Margaret Vandercook
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-Title: The Red Cross Girls in the British Trenches
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-Transcriber’s Notes:
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-Text enclosed by underscores is in italics (_italics_).
-
-Additional Transcriber’s Notes are at the end.
-
- * * * * *
-
-THE RED CROSS GIRLS IN THE BRITISH TRENCHES
-
-[Illustration: IT DID NOT OCCUR TO HER THAT SHE WAS IN EQUAL
-PERIL--(_See page 250_)]
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
-The Red Cross Girls in the British Trenches
-
-
- By
- MARGARET VANDERCOOK
-
- Author of “The Ranch Girls Series,” “Stories
- about Camp Fire Girls Series,” etc.
-
- Illustrated
-
- The John C. Winston Company
- Philadelphia
-
- * * * * *
-
- Copyright, 1916, by
- THE JOHN C. WINSTON CO.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- CHAPTER PAGE
-
- I. A SOCIAL FAILURE 7
-
- II. DIFFERENT KINDS OF COURAGE 26
-
- III. FAREWELL 41
-
- IV. MAKING ACQUAINTANCES 58
-
- V. “LADY DORIAN” 71
-
- VI. A TRIAL OF FIRE 85
-
- VII. THE LANDING 97
-
- VIII. A MEETING 109
-
- IX. “BUT YET A WOMAN” 124
-
- X. BEHIND THE FIRING LINES 138
-
- XI. OUT OF A CLEAR SKY 150
-
- XII. FIRST AID 161
-
- XIII. THE SUMMONS 169
-
- XIV. COLONEL DALTON 179
-
- XV. NEWSPAPER LETTERS 190
-
- XVI. THE AMBULANCE CORPS 202
-
- XVII. DICK 214
-
- XVIII. A REAPPEARANCE 226
-
- XIX. THE TEST 235
-
- XX. A GIRL’S DEED 249
-
- XXI. AN UNEXPECTED SITUATION 258
-
- XXII. RECOGNITION 271
-
- * * * * *
-
-THE RED CROSS GIRLS IN THE BRITISH TRENCHES
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I _A Social Failure_
-
-
-The dance was over and Mildred Thornton climbed disconsolately up the
-long stairs. From her thin shoulders floated a delicate white scarf
-and her dress was of white lace and tulle. Yet Mildred had no look of
-a conquering Princess, nor yet of Cinderella, who must have carried
-her head proudly even after the ball, remembering the devotion of her
-Prince.
-
-But for Mildred there was no Prince to remember, nor devotion from
-anyone. She was in that mood of hopeless depression which comes from
-having attended a dance at which one has been a hopeless failure. Her
-head drooped and though her cheeks were hot, her hands were cold.
-
-Downstairs in the library she could hear her brother having his
-good-night talk with their mother. Of course he did not intend that
-she should overhear what was being said, and yet distinctly his words
-floated up to her.
-
-“Well, dearest, I did what I could, I swear it. Do hand me another one
-of those sandwiches; playing the devoted brother takes it out of me.
-But poor old Mill is no go! The fellows were nice enough, of course;
-they danced with her whenever I asked them, but the worst of it was
-they would not repeat the offense. You know Mill dances something like
-an animated telegraph pole, and though she is a brick and all that,
-she hasn’t an ounce of frivolous conversation. Do you know, I actually
-heard her talking about the war, and no one in our set ever speaks of
-the war now; we are jolly tired of the subject.”
-
-Whatever her mother’s reply, it was given in so low a tone as to be
-inaudible. But again Dick’s voice was pitched louder.
-
-“Oh, all right, I’ll keep up the struggle a while longer, as I
-promised, but it’s no use. Have you ever thought of what will become of
-your adored son’s popularity if he has to continue in New York society
-with a ‘Mill’ stone hung about his neck?”
-
-On the stairs the girl bit her lips, flinging back her head to keep the
-tears away. For at once there had followed the sound of her brother’s
-pleased laugh over his own wit, then her mother’s murmured protest.
-
-So plainly could Mildred Thornton see the picture in the library that
-it was not necessary for her to be present except in the spirit.
-Indeed, it was in order that she might not intrude upon Dick’s
-confession that she had insisted upon going at once to her own room as
-soon as they arrived at home. Nevertheless, no one need tell her that
-her brother had not the faintest intention of being unkind. He never
-liked hurting people’s feelings; yet when one is handsome and charming,
-sometimes it is difficult to understand how those who are neither must
-feel.
-
-In her own room a moment later, Mildred, touching the electric button,
-flooded her apartment with a soft yellow light. Then deliberately
-placing herself before a long mirror the girl began a study of her own
-appearance. After all, was she so much less good looking than other
-girls? Was that the reason why Dick had been compelled to report to
-their mother her extraordinary lack of social success? And if this had
-been the only occasion, once would not have mattered. But after three
-months of the same story, with everything done to help her, beautiful
-clothes, her own limousine, her father’s money and reputation,
-her mother’s and brother’s efforts--why, no wonder her family was
-discouraged. But if only her mother had not been so disappointed and so
-chagrined, Mildred felt she would not have cared a great deal. There
-were other things in life besides society.
-
-Yet now, without fear or favor, Mildred Thornton undertook to form an
-impartial judgment of herself.
-
-In the mirror she saw reflected a girl taller than most girls, but even
-in these days when slenderness is a mark of fashion, certainly one who
-was too thin. However, there was comfort in the fact that her shoulders
-were broad and flat and that she carried her head well.
-
-“For one must find consolation in something,” Mildred murmured aloud.
-Then because she did not consider that the consolations were as
-numerous as they might have been, she frowned. It was unfortunate, of
-course, that her hair, though long and heavy, was also straight and
-flaxen and without the yellow-brown lights that were so attractive.
-Then assuredly her chin was too square and her mouth too large.
-
-Closer she peered into the mirror. Her nose was not so bad; it could
-not be called piquant, nor yet pure Greek, but it was a straight,
-American nose. And at any rate her eyes were fairly attractive; if one
-wished to be flattering they might even be called handsome. They were
-almost steel color, large and clear, with blue and gray lights in them.
-Her eyebrows and lashes were much darker than her hair. If only their
-expression had not always been so serious!
-
-Turning her head first on one side and then on the other, attempting to
-dart ardent, challenging glances at herself, suddenly Mildred made a
-little grimace. Then throwing back her head she laughed. Instantly the
-attraction she had been hoping for appeared in her face although the
-girl herself was not aware of it.
-
-“Mildred Thornton, what an utter goose you are! It is tragic enough to
-be a stick and a wall flower. But when you attempt behaving like the
-girls who are belles, you simply look mad.”
-
-Moving aside from the mirror Mildred now let her party gown slip to the
-floor.
-
-She was standing in the center of a beautiful room whose walls were
-gray and gold. The rug under her feet was also gray with a deep border
-of yellow roses. Her bed was of mahogany and there was a mahogany
-writing desk and table and low chairs of the same material. Through an
-open door one could glimpse a private sitting room even more charming.
-Indeed, as there was no possible luxury missing so there could be no
-doubt that Mildred Thornton was a fortunately wealthy girl, which of
-course meant that she had nothing to trouble her.
-
-Nevertheless, at this moment Mildred was thinking, “Oh, if only I were
-thirty instead of nineteen, I wonder if I might be allowed to be happy
-in my own way.”
-
-Then without remembering to throw a dressing gown across her shoulders,
-tip-toeing across the floor without any apparent reason, the girl
-unlocked a secret drawer in her desk. Opening it she drew out a large,
-unusual looking envelope. She was staring at this while her eyes were
-slowly filling with tears, when there came a sudden knock at her door.
-
-At the same instant the envelope was thrust back into the drawer, and
-not until then did Mildred answer or move toward her door.
-
-A visit from her mother tonight was really one of the last things in
-the world she desired. It was wicked to have so little sympathy with
-one’s own mother and the fault was of course hers. But tonight she
-was really too tired and depressed to explain why she had made no
-more effort to be agreeable. Her mother would insist that she had only
-herself to blame for her evening’s failure. It was hard, of course,
-that so beautiful a woman could not have had a handsome daughter as
-well as a handsome son.
-
-But instead of her mother, there in the hall stood a tall, thin man,
-whose light hair had turned gray. He had a strong, powerful face,
-deeply lined, one that both men and women turned to look at the second
-time.
-
-“I heard you come upstairs alone, Mill dear,” Judge Thornton said,
-smiling like a shamefaced schoolboy. “Don’t tell your mother or Dick,
-will you, for we had better break it to them by degrees? But I sent a
-check today for two thousand dollars to the Red Cross Fund to be used
-in this war relief business, my dear. I had to do it, it was on my
-conscience. I know your mother and brother won’t like it; they have
-been scolding for a new motor car and I’ve said I couldn’t afford one.
-Really four persons ought to be able to get on with two automobiles,
-when a good many thousands are going without bread. We’ll stand
-together, won’t we, even if my little girl has to give up one of her
-debutante parties?”
-
-Already Mildred’s arms were about her father’s neck so that he found it
-difficult to talk, for that and other reasons.
-
-“I am so glad, so glad,” she kept whispering. “You know how tiresome
-Dick and mother feel I am because I don’t think we ought to keep on
-playing and dancing and frivoling, when this horrible war is going
-on and people are being wounded and killed every minute. If you only
-guessed how I wanted to use the little knowledge and strength I have to
-help.”
-
-But the Judge now shook his head decisively and moved away.
-
-“Nonsense, child, you are too young; such an idea is not to be thought
-of. We ought never to have let you attend those hospital classes, or
-at least I should not have allowed it. Goodness knows, your mother
-fought the idea bitterly enough! But remember, you promised her that
-you would give the same time to society that you have given to your
-nursing, and that is three years. You can’t go back on your word, and
-besides I won’t have you thinking so much about these horrors; you’ll
-be making yourself ill. War isn’t a girl’s business.” Certainly Judge
-Thornton was trying to be severe, but just beyond the door he turned
-back.
-
-“I sent the check in your name, Mill dear, so you can feel you are
-doing a little something to help,” he added affectionately. “Good
-night.”
-
-Afterwards, although tired (and it was quite two o’clock when she was
-finally in bed), Mildred Thornton found it almost impossible to sleep.
-At first she kept seeing a vision of herself as she appeared at the
-dance earlier in the evening. How stiff and solemn and out of place she
-had seemed, and how impossible it had been to make conversation with
-the young men her brother had brought forward and introduced to her!
-In the first place, they had not seemed like men at all, but like the
-fashionably dressed pictures in the magazine advertisements or the
-faultless figures adorning the windows in men’s furnishing stores.
-
-Besides, they had only wished to talk of the latest steps in the new
-dances or the last musical comedy. And what a strange expression that
-young fellow’s face had worn, when she had asked him if he had ever
-thought of going over to help in the war! No wonder Dick had been so
-ashamed of her.
-
-Then, having fallen asleep, Mildred began dreaming. Her father had
-been right, she must have been thinking more than she should about the
-war. Because in her dream she kept seeing regiment after regiment of
-soldiers marching across broad, green fields, with bands playing, flags
-flying and their faces shining in the sun. Finally they disappeared
-in a cloud of black smoke, and when this took place she had awakened
-unexpectedly.
-
-Sitting up in bed with her long flaxen braids hanging over either
-shoulder, Mildred wondered what had aroused her at this strange hour?
-Then she remembered that it was the loud, clear ringing of their front
-door bell. Moreover, she had since become conscious of other noises in
-the house. Her brother had rushed out of his room and was calling to
-the man servant who had turned on the lights down in the front hall.
-
-“I say, Brown, be careful about opening that front door, will you? Wait
-half a moment until I get hold of my pistol and I’ll join you. I don’t
-like this business of our being aroused at a time like this. It must be
-just before daylight and New York is full of burglars and cutthroats.”
-
-Dick then retired into his room and the next sound Mildred heard was
-his voice expostulating with his mother.
-
-“Oh, go on back to bed, dearest, and for heaven’s sake keep father out
-of this. Certainly there is no danger; besides, if there were I am
-not such a mollycoddle that I’m going to have Brown bear the brunt.
-Somebody’s got to open the door or that bell will never stop ringing.”
-
-Then Dick’s feet in his bedroom slippers could be heard running down
-the uncarpeted stairs. A moment later Mildred got into her wrapper and
-stood with her arm about her mother’s waist, shivering and staring down
-into the hall.
-
-If anything should happen to Dick it would be too tragic! Her mother
-adored him.
-
-The butler was now unfastening the storm doors, while directly behind
-him Dick waited with his pistol at a convenient level.
-
-Then both men stepped backward with astonished exclamations, allowing
-a queer, small figure to enter the hall without a word of protest. The
-next moment Mildred was straining her ears to hear one of the most
-bewitching voices she had ever imagined. Later an equally bewitching
-figure unfolded itself from a heavy coat.
-
-“It’s sorry I am to have disturbed you at such an hour,” the girl
-began. “But how was I to know that the train from Chicago would arrive
-at three o’clock in the morning instead of three in the afternoon?
-I was hoping some one would be at the station to meet me, though of
-course I didn’t expect it, so I just took a cab and found the way here
-myself.”
-
-Then the newcomer smiled with a kind of embarrassed wistfulness.
-
-For the first time beholding Dick’s pistol, which was now hanging in a
-dangerously limp fashion in his hand, she started.
-
-“Oh,” she exclaimed, “I suppose you think that in Nebraska we go about
-with pistols in our hands instead of pocket handkerchiefs; but, really,
-we don’t welcome guests with them.”
-
-Having dropped her coat on the floor, the girl under the light looked
-so tiny that she seemed like a child. She had short, curly dark hair
-which her tight-fitting traveling cap had pressed close against her
-face. Her eyes were big and blue, and perhaps because she was pale from
-fatigue her lips were extremely red.
-
-Indeed, Dick Thornton decided, and never afterwards changed his
-opinion, that she was one of the best looking girls he had ever seen in
-his life. But who could she be, where had she come from, and what was
-she doing in their house at such an extraordinary hour?
-
-Clearing his throat, Dick made a tremendous effort to appear
-impressive. Yet he was frightfully conscious of his own absurdity. He
-knew that his hair must be standing on end, that his dressing gown had
-been donned in a hurry and that he had on slippers with a space between
-his feet and dressing gown devoid of covering. Moreover, what was he to
-do with his absurd pistol?
-
-“I am afraid you have made a mistake,” Dick began lamely. “If you are
-a stranger in New York and have just arrived to visit friends, perhaps
-we can tell you where to find them. Or, or, if you--” Dick did not feel
-that it was exactly his place to invite a strange young woman to spend
-the rest of the night at their home; yet as her cab had gone one could
-hardly turn her out into the street. Why did not his mother or Mildred
-come on down and help him out. Usually he knew the right thing to say
-and do, but this situation was too much for him. Besides, the girl
-looked as if she might be going to cry.
-
-But she was a plucky little thing, because instead of crying she tried
-to laugh.
-
-“I have made a mistake, of course,” she faltered. “I was looking for
-Judge Richard Thornton’s home on Seventy-fourth Street, the number was
-28 I thought. Has the cabman brought me to the wrong place?”
-
-Slowly Mrs. Thornton was now approaching them with Mildred hovering in
-the background. But Dick did not altogether like the expression of his
-mother’s face. It showed little welcome for the present intruder. Now
-what could he say to make her happier before any one else had a chance
-to speak.
-
-“Why, that _is_ my father’s name and our address all right, and I
-expect we are delighted to see you. I wonder if you would mind telling
-us your name and where you have come from? You see, we were not exactly
-looking for a visitor, but we are just as glad to see you.”
-
-The girl had turned at once toward Mrs. Thornton and it was astonishing
-how much dignity she possessed in spite of her childish appearance.
-
-“I regret this situation more than I can express. I am sure I owe you
-an explanation, although I do not know exactly what it can be,” she
-began. “My name is Barbara Meade. Several weeks ago my father wrote to
-his old school friend, Judge Richard Thornton, saying that I was to be
-in New York for a short time on my way to England. He asked if it would
-be convenient to have me stay with you. He received an answer saying
-that it _would_ be perfectly convenient and that I might come any
-day. Then before I left, father telegraphed.” Barbara’s lips were now
-trembling, although she still kept back the tears. “If you will call a
-cab for me, please, I shall be grateful to you. I would have gone to a
-hotel tonight, only I did not know whether a hotel would receive me at
-this hour.”
-
-“My dear child, you will do no such thing. There has been some mistake,
-of course, since I have never heard of your visit. But certainly we
-are not going to turn you out in the night,” Mrs. Thornton interrupted
-kindly.
-
-Ordinarily she was supposed to be a cold woman. Now her manner was so
-charming that her son and daughter desired to embrace her at the same
-moment. But there was no time for further discussion or demonstration,
-because at this instant a new figure joined the little group. Actually
-Judge Thornton looked more like a criminal than one of the most famous
-criminal lawyers in New York state.
-
-Nevertheless, immediately he put his arm about Barbara Meade’s
-shoulders.
-
-“My dear little girl, you need never forgive me; I shall not forgive
-myself nor expect any one else to do so. Certainly I received that
-letter from your father. Daniel Meade is one of my dearest friends
-besides being one of the finest men in the United States. Moreover, I
-wrote him that we should be most happy to have his daughter stay with
-us as long as she liked, but the fact of the matter is--” several times
-the tall man cleared his throat. “Well, my family will tell you that I
-am the most absent-minded man on earth. I simply forgot to mention the
-matter to my wife or any one else. So now you have to stay on with us
-forever until you learn to forgive me.”
-
-Then Dick found himself envying his father as he patted their visitor’s
-shoulder while continuing to beg her forgiveness.
-
-But the next moment his mother and sister had led their little guest
-away upstairs. Then when she was safely out of sight Dick again became
-conscious of his own costume--or lack of it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II _Different Kinds of Courage_
-
-
-Moving along Riverside Drive with sufficient slowness to grasp details
-had given the little western visitor an opportunity to enjoy the great
-sweep of the Hudson River and the beauty of the New Jersey palisades.
-
-On the front seat of the motor car Barbara sat with Dick Thornton,
-who had offered to take the chauffeur’s place for the afternoon. Back
-of them were Mrs. Thornton and Mildred. It was a cold April day and
-there were not many other cars along the Drive. Finally Mrs. Thornton,
-leaning over, touched her son on the shoulder.
-
-“I think it might be wiser, Dick, to go back home now. Barbara has seen
-the view of the river and the wind has become so disagreeable. Suppose
-we turn off into Broadway,” she suggested.
-
-Acquiescing, a few moments later Dick swung his car up a steep
-incline. He was going at a moderate pace, and yet just before reaching
-Broadway he sounded his horn, not once, but half a dozen times. The
-crossing appeared free from danger. Then when they had arrived at about
-the middle of the street, suddenly (and it seemed as if the car must
-have leaped out of space) a yellow automobile came racing down Broadway
-at incredible speed.
-
-It chanced that Barbara observed the car first, although immediately
-after she heard queer muffled cries coming from Mildred and her mother.
-She herself felt no inclination to scream. For one thing, there did
-not seem to be time. Nevertheless, impulse drew her eyes toward Dick
-Thornton to see how he was affected.
-
-Of course he must have become aware of their danger when the rest of
-them had. He must know that all their lives were in deadly peril. Yet
-there was nothing in the expression of his face to suggest it, nor
-had his head moved the fraction of an inch. Strange to see him half
-smiling, his color vivid, his dark eyes unafraid, almost as if he had
-no realization of what must inevitably happen.
-
-Closing her own eyes, Barbara felt her body stiffen; the first shock
-would be over in a second, and afterwards----
-
-Nevertheless no horrible crash followed, but instead the girl felt
-that she must be flying along through the air instead of being driven
-along the earth. For they had made a single gigantic leap forward. Then
-Barbara became aware that Mildred was speaking in a voice that shook
-with nervousness in spite of her effort at self-control.
-
-“You have saved all our lives, Dick. How ever did you manage to get out
-of that predicament?” Afterwards she endeavored to quiet her mother,
-who was becoming hysterical now that they were entirely safe.
-
-So they were safe! It scarcely seemed credible. Yet when Barbara Meade
-looked up the racing car was still speeding on its desperate way down
-Broadway, followed by two policemen on motorcycles, while their own
-automobile was moving quietly on. The girl had a moment of feeling
-limp and ill. Then she discovered that Dick Thornton was talking to her
-and that she must answer him.
-
-He was still smiling and his brown eyes were untroubled, but now that
-the danger had passed every bit of the color had left his face. Yet
-undoubtedly he was good looking.
-
-Barbara had to check an inclination to laugh. This was a tiresome
-trait of hers, to see the amusing side of things at the time when they
-should not appear amusing. Now, for instance, it was ridiculous to find
-herself admiring Dick Thornton’s nose at the instant he had saved her
-life.
-
-His face was almost perfectly modeled, his forehead broad and high with
-dark hair waving back from it like the pictures of young Greek boys.
-His brown eyes were deeply set beneath level brows, his olive skin and
-his mouth as attractive as a girl’s.
-
-Yes, her new acquaintance was handsome, Barbara concluded gravely, and
-yet his face lacked strength. Personally she preferred the bronzed and
-rugged type of young men to whom she was accustomed in the west.
-
-But what was it that her companion had been saying?
-
-“I do trust, Miss Meade, that you are not ill from fright. Mildred,
-will you please lend us mother’s smelling salts for a little while, or
-had we best stop by a drug store?”
-
-Shaking her head Barbara smiled. She was wearing the same little
-close-fitting brown velvet hat of the night of her arrival. But today
-her short curls had fluttered out from under it and her eyes were wide
-open and bluer than ever with the wonderful vision of the first great
-city she had ever seen.
-
-“Oh, dear me, no, there is nothing in the world the matter with me,”
-Barbara expostulated. “Why if I can’t go through a little bit of
-excitement like that, how do you suppose I am going to manage to be a
-Red Cross nurse in Europe in war times?”
-
-“You a war nurse?” Dick Thornton’s voice expressed surprise, amusement,
-and disbelief. He turned his head sideways to glance at his companion.
-“Forgive me,” he said, “but you look a good deal more like a bisque
-doll. I believe they do have dolls dressed as Red Cross nurses, set up
-in the windows of the toy shops. Shall I try to get a place in a window
-for you?”
-
-Barbara was blushing furiously, although she intended not to allow
-herself to grow angry. Certainly she must not continue so sensitive
-about her youthful appearance. There would be many more trials of this
-same kind ahead of her.
-
-“I am sorry you think I look like a doll,” she returned with an effort
-at carelessness; “it is rather absurd in a grown-up woman to show so
-little character. My hair is short because I had typhoid fever a year
-ago. You know, I’m really over eighteen; I got through school pretty
-early and as I have always known what I wanted to do, I took some
-special courses in nursing at school, so I was able to graduate two
-years afterwards.”
-
-“Oh, I see,” Dick murmured, appearing thoughtful. “Eighteen is older
-than any doll I ever heard of unless she happened to be a doll that had
-been put away in an old cedar chest years ago. Then she usually had the
-paint licked off, the saw-dust coming out and her hair uncurled.” Again
-Dick glanced around, grave as the proverbial judge. “You know, it does
-not look to me as if any of those alarming things had _yet_ happened to
-you, else I might try to turn doctor myself.”
-
-Good-naturedly Barbara laughed. If her new acquaintance insisted upon
-taking her as a joke, at least she had enough sporting blood not to
-grow angry, or at least if she were angry not to reveal it.
-
-“Well, what _are_ you going to be, Mr. Thornton?” Barbara queried,
-shrugging her shoulders the slightest bit. “As long as you need not
-develop into a physician on _my_ account, are you to be a lawyer like
-your father?”
-
-Dick suppressed a groan. To look at her would you ever have imagined
-that this little prairie flower of a girl would develop into a
-serious-minded young woman demanding to hear about “your career”? Any
-such idea must be nipped in the bud at once.
-
-“Oh, no, I am certainly _not_ going to study law, and if you don’t mind
-my mentioning it, I get pretty bored with that suggestion. Everybody
-I meet thinks because my father is one of the biggest lawyers in the
-country that I must become his shadow. It is all right being known as
-my ‘father’s son’ up to a certain point, but I’m not anxious to have
-comparisons made between us as lawyers.”
-
-Barbara felt uncomfortable. She had not intended opening a subject that
-seemed to be such an unfortunate one. So she only murmured, “I beg your
-pardon.”
-
-And though Dick laughed and answered, “Don’t mention it,” there was
-little more conversation between them for the rest of the drive home.
-
-But once at home in the big, sunny library, stretched out in an arm
-chair, smoking while the girls were drinking tea, the young man became
-more amiable.
-
-He had changed his outdoor clothes for a velvet smoking jacket and his
-shoes for a pair of luxurious pumps.
-
-“I say, Mildred, old girl, would you mind ringing the bell and having
-Brown bring me some matches?” he asked. Finding his own gone, he had
-simply turned his head and smiled upon his sister. It happened that the
-bell was within only a few feet of him and she had to cross the room to
-accomplish his desire.
-
-Although Mildred was tired from a strenuous half hour devoted to
-comforting her mother since their return from the ride, without
-protesting or even appearing surprised, she did as she was asked.
-
-But Barbara Meade felt her own cheeks flushing. One need not stay
-in the Thornton household for four entire days, as she had, before
-becoming aware that it was the son of the family to whom every knee
-must bow. His mother, sister, the servants appeared to adore him.
-It was true that Judge Thornton attempted to show a little more
-consideration for his daughter, but he was so seldom at home and when
-there his attention was usually upon some problem of his own.
-
-More than once Barbara had felt sorry for Mildred. Of course, her
-position looked like an enviable one as the only daughter of a wealthy
-and distinguished man, with a beautiful mother and a charming brother.
-Nevertheless, however little one liked to criticize their hostess even
-in one’s own mind, Barbara could not but see that Mildred Thornton’s
-life with her mother was a difficult one.
-
-In the first place, Mrs. Thornton was a fashionable society woman. In
-spite of what might seem to most people riches, she was constantly
-talking about how extremely poor they were and how she hoped that
-Dick and Mildred would make matches that would bring money into the
-family. She had the same dark eyes and olive coloring that her son
-had inherited, and as her hair was a beautiful silver-white, it made
-her face appear younger. She seemed to treat her daughter Mildred’s
-plainness as a personal insult to herself and behaved as though Mildred
-could have no feeling in the matter. Several times the visitor had
-heard her refer to her daughter’s lack of beauty before strangers.
-
-But that Dick Thornton should dare treat his sister with the same lack
-of consideration was insufferable! Barbara had a short, straight little
-nose with the delicate nostrils that belong to most sensitive persons.
-Now she could not help their arching with disdain, although she hoped
-no one would notice her.
-
-Yet Dick was perfectly aware of her indignation and amused by it. He
-was accustomed to having girls angry with him; it was one of the ways
-in which they showed their interest.
-
-“I wonder if I would like to know what Miss Barbara Meade is at this
-moment thinking of me?” he demanded lazily, smiling from under his
-half-closed brown eyes and blowing a wreath of soft gray smoke into a
-halo about his own head.
-
-The girl’s blue eyes had the trick of darkening suddenly. It was in
-this way she betrayed her emotions before she could speak.
-
-“I was thinking,” she answered in a clear, cold little voice, “that I
-have always been sorry before I never had a brother. But now I am not
-so sure.”
-
-An abominably rude speech! The girl could not decide whether or not she
-regretted having made it. Certainly there was an uncomfortable silence
-in the big room until Mildred broke it.
-
-She had been gazing thoughtfully into the fire, which the April day
-made agreeable, and talking very little. Now she shook her head in
-protest.
-
-“Oh, brothers aren’t altogether bad,” she smiled.
-
-Barbara stammered.
-
-“No, of course not; I didn’t mean that. You must both forgive me. You
-see, I have only a married sister who is years older than I am, and
-my father. I suppose I have gotten too used to saying whatever pops
-into my head. Perhaps the men in the west are more polite to girls
-than eastern men. I don’t know exactly why, but they are bigger,
-stronger men; they live outdoors and because their lives are sometimes
-rough they try to have their manners gentle. Oh, goodness, I have
-said something else impolite, haven’t I?” Barbara ended in such
-consternation that her host and hostess both laughed.
-
-“Oh, don’t mind me; please go right ahead if it relieves your
-feelings,” Dick remarked so humorously that Barbara felt it might be
-difficult to dislike him intensely, however you might disapprove of him.
-
-“Only,” he added, “don’t start shooting verbal fireworks at the poor
-wounded soldiers whom you are going to attempt to nurse. If a fellow
-is down and out they might prove fatal. I say, Mill, did you ever hear
-anything more absurd? Miss Meade has an idea that she is going over
-to nurse the British Tommies. She looks more like she needed a nurse
-herself--with a perambulator.”
-
-“Yes, I know, Barbara has talked it all over with me,” Mildred replied.
-“We went together to the Red Cross headquarters today to see about
-arrangements, when she could cross and what luggage she should take
-with her. Four American girls are to go in a party and after they
-arrive in England they will be sent where they are most needed. You
-see, Barbara’s mother was an Irish woman, so she feels she is partly
-British; and then her father was a West Point man. She meant to make
-her living as a nurse anyhow, so why shouldn’t she be allowed to help
-in the war? I understand exactly how Barbara feels.”
-
-Still gazing into the fire, Mildred’s face had grown paler and more
-determined. “You see, I am going with her. I offered my own services
-and was accepted this morning. We sail in ten days,” she concluded.
-
-“You, Mildred? What utter tommy-rot!” Dick exclaimed inelegantly. “The
-mater is apt to lock you up in your room on a bread-and-water diet for
-ten days for even suggesting such a thing.” Then he ceased talking
-abruptly and pretended to be stifling a yawn. For, glancing up, he had
-discovered that his mother was unexpectedly standing in the doorway.
-She was dressed for dinner and looked very beautiful in a lavender
-satin gown, but the expression on her face was not cheering.
-
-Evidently she had overheard Mildred’s confession and his sister was
-in for at least a bad quarter of an hour. Personally Dick hoped his
-own words had not betrayed her. For although he was a fairly useless,
-good-for-nothing character, he wasn’t a cad, and for some reason or
-other he particularly did not wish their visitor to consider him one.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III _Farewell_
-
-
-In the same sitting room and in the same chair, half an hour later, sat
-Barbara Meade, but in a changed mood. She was alone.
-
-More ridiculously childish than ever she looked, with her small face
-white and tears forcing their way into her eyes and down her cheeks.
-
-Yet from the music room adjoining the library came such exquisite
-strains of a world-old and world-lovely melody sung in a charming tenor
-voice, that the girl was compelled to listen.
-
- “Drink to me only with thine eyes
- And I will pledge with mine.”
-
-Straight through the song went on to the end. But when it was finally
-finished there was a moment’s silence. Then Dick Thornton appeared,
-standing between the portieres dividing the two rooms.
-
-“Say, I am awfully sorry there was such a confounded row,” he began.
-“But there is no use taking the matter so seriously, it is poor Mill’s
-funeral, not yours. You seem to be the kind of independent young female
-who goes ahead and does whatever reckless thing she likes without
-asking anybody’s advice. But I do wish you would give the scheme up
-too. Mildred will never be allowed to go with you. I don’t approve of
-it any more than mother does. Just you stay on in New York and I’ll
-show you the time of your life.”
-
-Dick looked so friendly and agreeable, enough to have softened almost
-any heart. But Barbara was still thinking of the past half hour.
-
-“Thank you,” she returned coldly. “I haven’t the faintest idea of
-giving up my purpose, even to ‘have the time of my life.’ And I do
-think you were hateful not to have stood by your sister. Besides,
-you might at least have said that you did not believe I had tried to
-influence Mildred, when your mother accused me. She was extremely
-unkind.”
-
-Entering the library Dick now took a chair not far from their
-visitor’s, so that he could plainly observe the expressions on her face.
-
-“Of course, I didn’t stand up for Mill; I wouldn’t let her go into all
-that sorrow and danger, even if mother consented,” he protested. “Your
-coming here and all the talk you two girls have had about the poor,
-brave, wounded soldiers and such stuff, of course has influenced Mill.
-It has even influenced me--a little. But the fact is the war in Europe
-isn’t our job.”
-
-“No, perhaps not,” the girl answered slowly, perhaps that she might add
-the greater effect; “but would you mind telling me just what is your
-job? You have already told me so many things that were not. Is it doing
-one-steps and fox trots and singing fairly well? I presume I don’t
-understand New York society, for out west our young men, no matter how
-rich their fathers happen to be, try to amount to something themselves;
-they do _some_ kind of work.”
-
-Under his nonchalant manner Dick had become angry. But no one knew
-better than he the value of appearing cool in a disagreement with a
-girl. So he only shrugged his shoulders in a dandified fashion.
-
-“I wonder why you think I am not at present engaged in a frantic
-search for a job on which to expend my magnificent energy?” Here
-Dick purposely yawned, extending his long legs into a more reposeful
-position. “The fact is, I believe I must have been waiting for an
-uncommonly frank young person from the west to give me the benefit
-of her advice. What would you suggest as a career for me? Remember,
-I saved your life this afternoon, so you may devote it to the
-unfortunate. Now what would you think of my turning chauffeur? I’m not
-a bad one; you ask our man. Who knows, perhaps driving an automobile is
-my real gift!”
-
-Of course, her companion’s good humor again put her in the wrong,
-although Barbara knew that she was wrong in any case. For what possible
-right had she, after having known Dick Thornton less than a week, to
-undertake to tell him what he should or should not do? It was curious
-what a fighting instinct he had immediately aroused in her! She felt
-that she would almost like to hit him in order to make him wake up and
-realize that there was something in life besides being handsome and
-good-natured and smiling lazily upon the world.
-
-However, Barbara now clasped her hands together, church fashion,
-inclining her curly head.
-
-“Beg pardon again. After all, what should a Prince Charming be
-except a Prince Charming?” she murmured. “You are a kind of liberal
-education. I’ve lived such a work-a-day life, I can’t understand why
-it seems so dreadful to you and your family to do the work one loves
-in the place where it seems to be most needed. We nurses will be under
-orders from people older and wiser than we are. If we come close to
-suffering--well, one can’t live very long without doing that. But I
-don’t want to bore you; you will be rid of me for life in a little
-while, and I’ll leave now if your mother and father feel my plans are
-affecting Mildred.”
-
-“You will do no such thing.” Dick’s voice was curt and less polite than
-usual, but it was certainly decisive and so ended the discussion.
-
-A few minutes later, apparently in a happier frame of mind, Barbara
-Meade was about to go upstairs when at the door she turned toward her
-companion.
-
-“Please don’t think I fail to understand, Mr. Thornton, your not
-wishing Mildred to go through the discomforts and even the dangers of
-nursing the wounded soldiers. I suppose every nice brother naturally
-wishes to protect and look after his sister. I told you I had never had
-a brother, but you must not think for that reason I cannot appreciate
-what you must feel.”
-
-Then with a quick movement characteristic of her smallness and grace,
-Barbara was gone.
-
-Nevertheless Dick remained in the library alone until almost dinner
-time.
-
-Barbara was right in believing that he hated the thought of his sister
-Mildred’s being away from the care and affection of her own family.
-Mildred might not be so handsome as he wished her and wasn’t much of
-a talker, still there was no doubt that she was a trump in lots of
-ways. Besides, after all, she was one’s own and only sister. Yet Dick
-was honest with himself. It was not Mildred alone whom he desired to
-protect from hardships. Absurd, of course, when the girl was almost a
-stranger to him, yet Barbara Meade appeared more unfitted for the task
-that she insisted upon undertaking than his sister. In the first place,
-Barbara was younger, and certainly a hundred times prettier. Then in
-spite of her ridiculous temper she was so tiny and looked so like a
-child that one could only laugh at her. Moreover--oh, well, the worst
-of it was, Dick felt convinced that she was just the kind of a girl he
-could have a delightful time with, if he had a proper chance. She had
-confessed to loving to dance in spite of her sarcasm. So she should
-have at least a few dances with him before fate swept her out of his
-way forever.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Ten days later, as early as nine o’clock in the morning, Mrs.
-Thornton’s limousine was to be seen threading its way in and out among
-the trucks and wagons along lower Broadway on its way to the American
-Line steamship pier, No. 62.
-
-Inside the car were seated Mrs. Thornton and Mildred, Judge Thornton,
-Dick and Barbara Meade. Behind them a taxicab piled with luggage was
-following. The “Philadelphia” was sailing at eleven o’clock that
-morning and included among her passenger list four American Red Cross
-nurses on their way to a mission of relief and love.
-
-In the Thornton automobile not alone was Barbara Meade arrayed for an
-ocean crossing, but Mildred Thornton also appeared to be wearing a
-traveling outfit. More extraordinary, the greater part of the luggage
-on the taxicab behind them bore the initials “M. F. T.” Besides,
-Mildred was sitting close to her father with her cheek pressed against
-his shoulder and holding tight to his hand, while the Judge looked
-entirely and completely miserable.
-
-Should anything happen to Mildred, he, who loved her best, would be
-responsible. For he had finally yielded to her persuasions, upholding
-her in her desire, against the repeated objections of his wife and son.
-Just why he had come round to Mildred’s wish, for the life of him the
-Judge could not now decide. What was happening to this world anyhow
-when girls, even a gentle, sweet-tempered one like Mildred, insisted
-on “making something of their own lives,” “doing something useful,”
-“following their own consciences and not some one’s else?” Really the
-Judge could not at present recall with what arguments and pleadings his
-daughter had finally influenced him. But he did wonder why at present
-he should feel so utterly dejected at the thought of Mildred’s leaving,
-when her mother appeared positively triumphant.
-
-Yet the fact is that within the last few days Mrs. Thornton had
-entirely changed her original point of view. She had discovered that
-instead of Mildred’s engaging in an enterprise both unwomanly and
-unbecoming, actually she was doing the most fashionable thing of the
-hour. Never before had Mildred received so much notice and praise.
-Positively her mother glowed remembering what their friends had been
-saying of Mildred’s nobility of character. How fine it was that she
-had a nature that could not be satisfied with nothing save social
-frivolities!
-
-Letters of introduction to a number of the best people in England had
-been pouring in upon them. One from Mrs. Whitehall to her sister, the
-Countess of Sussex, was particularly worth while. Mrs. Thornton had
-never before known that she dared include the writer among her friends.
-Moreover, Mildred had lately been receiving unexpected attentions from
-the young men who had never before paid her the slightest notice. Half
-a dozen of them within the past few days had called to say good-by
-and express their admiration of her pluck. Two or three had declared
-themselves openly envious of her. For if there were great things going
-on in the world, no matter how tragic and dreadful, one would feel
-tremendously worth while to be right on the spot and able to judge for
-oneself.
-
-Then Dick had reported that Mildred had been more than a halfway belle
-at a dance that he had insisted upon his sister and their visitor
-attending before they shut themselves off from all amusements. Such a
-lot of fellows wanted to talk to Mill about her plans that they seemed
-not to care that she could not dance any better.
-
-Although there were only between fifty and sixty passengers booked for
-sailing on the “Philadelphia’s” list, the big dock was crowded with
-freight of every kind.
-
-On an adjoining dock there was a tremendous stamping of horses. Not far
-off one of the Atlantic Transport boats was being rapidly transformed
-into a gigantic stable. Its broad passenger decks were being divided
-into hundreds of box stalls. Into the hold immensely heavy boxes were
-being hoisted with derricks and cranes. The whole atmosphere of the
-New York Harbor front appeared to have changed. Where once there used
-to be people about to sail for Europe now there appeared to be things
-taking their place. No longer were pleasure-loving Americans crossing
-the ocean, but the product of their lands and their hands.
-
-However, Mildred and Barbara gave only a cursory attention to these
-impersonal matters, and Mildred’s family very little more. They were
-deeply interested in a meeting which was soon to take place.
-
-Their little party was to consist of four American nurses sent out to
-assist the British Red Cross wherever their services were most needed.
-
-So far Mildred and Barbara had not even seen the other two girls.
-However, Judge and Mrs. Thornton had been assured that one was an older
-woman, who had already had some years’ experience in nursing and could
-also act as chaperon. About the fourth girl nothing of any kind had
-been told them.
-
-Therefore, within five minutes after their arrival at the wharf, Miss
-Moore, one of the Red Cross workers in the New York headquarters from
-whom the girls had received instructions, joined them. With her was
-a girl, or a young woman (for she might be any age between twenty
-or thirty) for whom Mildred and Barbara both conceived an immediate
-prejudice. They were not willing to call the sensation dislike,
-because travelers upon a humanitarian crusade must dislike no one, and
-especially not one of their fellow laborers.
-
-Eugenia Peabody was the stranger’s name. She had come from a small
-town in Massachusetts. Her clothes were severely plain, a rusty brown
-walking suit that must have seen long service, as well as a shabby
-brown coat. Then she had on an absurd hat that looked like a man’s, and
-her hair was parted in the middle and drawn back on either side. She
-had handsome dark eyes, so that one could not call her exactly ugly.
-Only she seemed terribly cold and superior and unsympathetic.
-
-But the fourth girl, Miss Moore explained, by some accident had
-failed to arrive in time for the steamer. She was to have come from
-Charleston, South Carolina, having made her application and sent her
-credentials from there. It was foolish of her to have waited until the
-last hour before arriving in New York. Now her train had been delayed,
-and as her passage had been engaged, the money would simply have to be
-wasted. Had the Red Cross Society known beforehand, another nurse could
-have taken her place.
-
-The next hour and a half was one of painful confusion. Surely so few
-passengers never before had so many friends to see them off. Farewells
-these days meant more than partings under ordinary circumstances. No
-matter what pretense might be made to the contrary, in every mind,
-deep in every heart was the possibility that a passenger steamer might
-strike a floating mine.
-
-Of course, Barbara had been forced to say her hardest farewells before
-leaving her home in Nebraska. Nevertheless, she could not now help
-sharing Mildred’s emotions and those of her family. Besides, the
-Thorntons had been so kind to her in the past two weeks. Mrs. Thornton
-had apologized for blaming her for Mildred’s decision, but after all
-it was easy to understand her feeling in the matter. Judge Thornton
-was one of the biggest-hearted, dearest men in the world. Then there
-was Dick! Of course, he was a good-for-nothing fellow who would never
-amount to much except to be a spoiled darling all his days! Yet
-certainly he was attractive and had been wonderfully sweet-tempered and
-courteous to her.
-
-Even this morning he had never allowed her to feel lonely for an
-instant. Always he saw that she was among the groups of their friends
-who were showering attentions upon Mildred--books and flowers and
-sweets, besides various extraordinary things which she was recommended
-to use in her work.
-
-Dick’s farewell present Barbara thought a little curious. It was an
-extremely costly electric lamp mounted in silver to carry about in her
-pocket.
-
-“It is to help you see your way, if you should ever get lost or have to
-go out at night while you are doing that plagued nursing,” he whispered
-just as the final whistles blew and the friends of the passengers were
-being put ashore.
-
-As Dick ran down the gang-plank, both Mildred and Barbara were watching
-him with their eyes full of tears. Suddenly he had to step aside in
-order not to run over a girl hurrying up the plank from the shore. She
-was dressed in deep mourning; her hair was of the purest gold and her
-eyes brown. She had two boys with her, each one of them carrying an
-extraordinary looking old-fashioned carpet bag of a pattern of fifty
-years ago.
-
-“I regret it if I have kept you waiting,” she said in a soft, drawling
-voice to one of the stewards who happened to be nearest the gang-plank.
-“I’ve come all the way from Charleston, South Carolina, and my train
-was four hours late.”
-
-The tears driven away by curiosity, Mildred and Barbara now stared at
-each other. Was this the fourth girl who was to accompany them as a Red
-Cross nurse? She looked less like a nurse than any one of them. Why,
-she was as fragile as possible herself, and evidently had never been
-away from home before in her life. Now she was under the impression
-that the steamer had been kept waiting for her. Certainly she was
-apologizing to the steward for delaying them.
-
-Yet a glance at their older companion and both girls felt a warm
-companionship for the newcomer. For if Miss Peabody had been
-discouraged on being introduced to them, it was nothing to the disfavor
-she now allowed herself to show at the appearance of the fourth member
-of their little Red Cross band.
-
-A little later, with deep blasts from her whistle, the “Philadelphia”
-began to move out. Amid much waving of handkerchiefs, both on deck and
-on shore, the voyage had begun.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV _Making Acquaintances_
-
-
-“In my opinion no one of you girls will remain in Europe three months,
-at least not as a nurse. You are going over because of an emotion or an
-enthusiasm--same thing! You are too young and have not had sufficient
-experience for the regular Red Cross nursing. Besides, you haven’t the
-faintest idea of what may lie ahead of you,” Eugenia Peabody announced.
-
-It was a sunshiny day, although not a calm one, yet the “Philadelphia”
-was making straight ahead. She was a narrow boat that pitched rather
-than rolled. Nevertheless, a poor sailor could scarcely be expected
-to enjoy the plunging she was now engaging in. It was as if one were
-riding a horse who rose first on his forefeet and then on his hind
-feet, tossing his rider relentlessly back and forth.
-
-So, although the four Red Cross girls were seated on the upper deck
-in their steamer chairs and at no great distance apart, no forcible
-protest followed the oldest one’s statement.
-
-However, from under the shelter of her close-fitting squirrel-fur cap
-Barbara’s blue eyes looked belligerent. She was wearing a coat of the
-same kind. The next moment she protested:
-
-“Of course, we have not had the experience required for salaried
-nurses, and of course we are a great deal younger than you” (as Barbara
-was not enamored of Eugenia she made this remark with intentional
-emphasis). “But I don’t consider it fair for you to decide for that
-reason we are going to be useless. The Red Cross was willing that
-we should help in some way, even though we can’t be enrolled nurses
-until we have had two years’ hospital work. Mildred and I have both
-graduated, and Nona Davis has had one year’s work. Besides, soldiers,
-often when they are quite young boys, go forth to battle and do
-wonderful things. Who knows what we may accomplish? Sometimes success
-comes just from pluck and the ability to hold on. Right this minute you
-can’t guess, Miss Peabody, which one of us is brave and which one may
-be a coward; there is no telling till the test comes.”
-
-Then after her long tirade Barbara again subsided into the depth of
-her chair. What a spitfire she was! Really, she must learn to control
-her temper, for if the four of them were to work together, they must
-be friends. Dick Thornton had been right. Perhaps the wounded soldiers
-might have a hard time with a crosspatch for a nurse. But this Miss
-Peabody was so painfully superior, so “Bostonese”! Even if she _had_
-come only from a small Massachusetts town, it had been situated close
-to the sacred city, and Eugenia had been educated there. Small wonder
-that she had little use for a girl from far-off Nebraska!
-
-Nevertheless, Eugenia’s cheeks had crimsoned at Barbara’s speech and
-her expression ruffled, although her hair remained as smooth as if the
-wind had not been blowing at the rate of sixty miles an hour.
-
-“That is one way of looking at things,” she retorted. “I suppose almost
-anybody willing to make sacrifices can be useful at the front these
-days,” she conceded. “But, really, I do not consider that I am so very
-much older than the rest of you, even if I am acting as your chaperon.
-I have always looked older than I am. I was only twenty-five my last
-birthday and one can’t be an enrolled Red Cross nurse any younger than
-that--at least, not in America.”
-
-“Oh, I beg pardon,” Barbara replied. At the same time she was thinking
-that twenty-five was considerably older than eighteen and nineteen, and
-that before seven years had passed she expected a good many interesting
-things to have happened to her.
-
-But a soft drawl interrupted Barbara’s train of thought. Issuing from
-the depth of a steamer blanket it had a kind of smothered sound.
-
-“I am older than the rest of you think. I am twenty-one,” the voice
-announced. “I only seem younger because I am stupid and have never
-been away from home before. My father was quite old when I was born,
-so I have nearly always taken care of him. He was a general in the
-Confederate army. I’ve heard nothing but war-talk my whole life and the
-great things the southern women sacrificed for the soldiers. My mother
-I don’t know a great deal about.”
-
-For a moment Nona seemed to be hesitating. “My father died a year ago.
-There was nobody to care a great deal what became of me except some
-old friends. So when this war broke out, I felt I must help if only
-the least little bit. I sold everything I had for my expenses, except
-my father’s old army pistol and the ragged half of a Confederate flag;
-these I brought along with me. But please forgive my talking so much
-about myself. It seemed to me if we were to be together that we ought
-to know a little about one another. I haven’t told you everything. My
-father’s family, even though we were poor----”
-
-Nona paused, and Barbara smiled. Even Eugenia melted slightly, while
-Mildred took hold of the hand that lay outside the steamer blanket.
-
-“Don’t trouble to tell us anything you would rather not, Miss Davis,”
-she returned. “We have only to see and talk to you to have faith in
-you. Of course, we don’t have to tell family _secrets_; that would be
-expecting rather too much.”
-
-With a sigh suggesting relief Nona Davis glanced away from her
-companions toward the water. The girl was like a white and yellow lily,
-with her pale skin, pure gold hair and brown eyes with golden centers.
-In her life she had never had an intimate girl friend. Now with all her
-heart she was hoping that her new acquaintances might learn to care for
-her. And yet if they knew what had kept her shut away from other girls,
-perhaps they too might feel the old prejudice!
-
-But suddenly happier and stronger than since their sailing, Nona
-straightened up. Then she arranged her small black felt hat more
-becomingly.
-
-“I don’t want to talk _all_ the time, only really I am stronger than I
-look. As I know French pretty well, perhaps I may at least be useful
-in that way.”
-
-The girl’s expression suddenly altered. A reserve that was almost
-haughtiness swept over it. For she had been the first to notice a
-fellow passenger walking up and down the deck in front of them. She had
-now stopped at a place where she could overhear what they were saying.
-The girls had agreed not to discuss their plans on shipboard. It seemed
-wisest not to let their fellow passengers know that they were going
-abroad to help with Red Cross nursing. For in consequence there might
-be a great deal of talk, questions would be asked, unnecessary advice
-given. Besides, the girls did not yet know what duties were to be
-assigned them. They were ordered to go to a British Red Cross, deliver
-their credentials and await results.
-
-So everything that might have betrayed their mission had been carefully
-packed away in their trunks and bags. Moreover, in the hold of the
-steamer there were great wooden packing cases of gauze bandaging,
-medicines and antiseptics which Judge Thornton had given Mildred and
-Barbara as his farewell offering. These were to be presented to the
-hospital where the girls would be stationed.
-
-Now, although Nona Davis had become aware of the curiosity of the
-traveler who had taken up a position near them, Eugenia Peabody had
-not. So before the younger girl could warn her she exclaimed:
-
-“Hope you won’t think I meant to be disagreeable. Of course, you may
-turn out better nurses than I; perhaps experience _isn’t_ everything.”
-
-There was no doubt this time that Eugenia intended being agreeable, yet
-her manner was still curt. She seemed one of the unfortunate persons
-without charm, who manage to antagonize just when they wish to be
-agreeable.
-
-At this moment the stranger made no further effort at keeping in the
-background. Instead she walked directly toward the four girls.
-
-“I chanced to overhear you saying something about Red Cross nursing,”
-she began. “Can it be that you are going over to help care for the
-poor soldiers? How splendid of you! I do hope you don’t mind my being
-interested?”
-
-Of course the girls did mind. However, there was nothing to do under
-the circumstances. Barbara alone made a faint effort at denial. Eugenia
-simply looked annoyed because she had been the one who had betrayed
-them. Mildred showed surprise. But Nona Davis answered in a well-bred
-voice that seemed to put undesirable persons at a tremendous distance
-away:
-
-“As long as you did overhear what we were saying, would you mind our
-not discussing the question with you. We have an idea that we prefer
-keeping our plans a secret among ourselves.”
-
-Yet neither Nona’s words nor her manner had the desired effect. The
-stranger sat down on the edge of a chair that happened to be near.
-
-“That is all right, my dear, if you prefer I shall not mention it. Only
-there is no reason why _I_ should not know. I am a much older woman
-than any of you, and I too am going abroad because of this horrible
-war, though not to do the beautiful work you expect to do.”
-
-At this moment the newcomer smiled in a kind yet anxious fashion,
-so that three of the girls were propitiated. After all, she was
-a middle-aged woman of about fifty, quietly and inexpensively
-dressed, and she had a timid, confidential manner. Somehow one felt
-unaccountably sorry for her.
-
-“I am traveling with my son,” she explained. “You may have noticed the
-young man in dark glasses. My son is a newspaper correspondent and
-is now going to try to get into the British lines. He was ill when
-the war broke out or we should have crossed over sooner. There may
-be difficulties about our arrangements. After his illness I was not
-willing that he should go into danger unless I was near him. Then his
-eyes still trouble him so greatly that I sometimes help with his work.”
-
-She leaned over and whispered more confidentially than ever:
-
-“I am Mrs. John Curtis, my son is Brooks Curtis, you may be familiar
-with his name. I only wanted to say that if at any time I can be
-useful, either on shipboard or if we should run across each other in
-Europe, please don’t hesitate to call upon me. I had a daughter of my
-own once and had she lived I have no doubt she would now be following
-your example.”
-
-Actually the older woman’s eyes were filling with tears, and although
-the girls felt embarrassed by her confidences they were touched and
-grateful, all except Nona Davis, who seemed in a singularly difficult
-humor.
-
-“You are awfully kind, Mrs. Curtis, I am sure,” Mildred was murmuring,
-when Nona asked unexpectedly:
-
-“Mrs. Curtis, if your son has trouble with his eyes, I wonder why I
-have so often seen him with his glasses off gazing out to sea through a
-pair of immense telescope glasses? I should think the strain would be
-bad for him.”
-
-Half a moment the older woman hesitated, then leaning over toward the
-little group, she whispered:
-
-“You must not be frightened by anything I tell you. Sailing under the
-American flag we of course ought to feel perfectly safe, but you girls
-must know the possibilities we face these days. I think perhaps because
-I am with him my son may be a little too anxious. However, I shall
-certainly tell him he is not to take off his glasses again during the
-voyage. You are right; it may do him harm.”
-
-A few moments later Mrs. Curtis strolled away. But by this time Nona
-Davis was sitting bolt upright with more color in her face than she had
-shown since the hour of her arrival.
-
-“I do hope we may not have to see a great deal of Mrs. Curtis,” she
-volunteered.
-
-“Why not?” Mildred asked. “I thought her very nice. I feel that my
-mother would like us to be friends with an older woman; she might be
-able to give us good advice. Please tell us why you object to her?”
-
-The other girl shook her head.
-
-“I am sure I don’t know. I don’t suppose I have any _real_ reason. You
-see, I don’t often have reasons for things; at least, not the kind I
-know how to explain to other people. But my old colored mammy used to
-say I was a ‘second sighter.’”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V “_Lady Dorian_”
-
-
-Very carefully the young man in the dark glasses must have considered
-which one of the four American girls traveling together he might expect
-to find most worth while. Then he chose Mildred Thornton.
-
-And this was odd, for to a casual observer Mildred was the least
-good looking and the least gay of the four. Even Eugenia, in spite
-of her severe manner, had a certain handsomeness and under softening
-influences might improve both in appearance and disposition.
-
-Nevertheless, it was with Mildred that Nona Davis, coming out of her
-stateroom half an hour before dinner, discovered the young man talking.
-
-It happened that Nona and Mildred shared the same stateroom while the
-two other girls were just across the narrow passageway. As the decks
-were apt to be freer from other passengers at this hour preceding
-dinner, they had arranged for a quiet walk. But now, although seeing
-her plainly enough, Nona soon realized that Mildred had no idea of
-keeping her engagement. She was far too deeply engrossed in her new
-companion. It was annoying, this eternal feminine habit of choosing any
-kind of masculine society in preference to the most agreeable feminine!
-However, Nona made no sign or protest. She merely betook herself to the
-opposite side of the boat and started a solitary stroll.
-
-There was no one to interfere and she was virtually alone, as this
-happened to be the windy, disagreeable portion of the deck. Of their
-meeting with Mrs. Curtis the day before no one had spoken since, but
-now Nona could not help recalling her own impression. She was sorry for
-her sudden prejudice and more so for her open expression of it.
-
-“I must try and not distrust people,” she thought remorsefully.
-“Suspicion made my father’s life bitter and shut me away from other
-girls. So, should circumstances compel us to meet this Mrs. Curtis and
-her son (and one never knows when chance may throw strangers together),
-why I shall never, never say a word against them.”
-
-Nona was looking out toward a curious purple and smoke-colored sunset
-at the edge of the western sky as she made this resolution. Perhaps
-because the vision before her had somehow suggested the smoke of battle
-and the strange, dreadful world toward which they were voyaging.
-Eugenia was right. No one of them could dream of what lay ahead.
-
-For a moment she had paused and was standing with one hand resting
-on the ship’s railing when to her surprise Mildred Thornton’s voice
-sounded close beside her.
-
-“Nona, I want to introduce Mr. Curtis,” she began. “We have been trying
-to find you. Oh, I confess I did see you a few moments ago, only I
-pretended I had not. Mr. Curtis was telling me something so interesting
-I did not wish to interrupt him for fear he might not repeat it.”
-
-Mildred’s eyes had darkened with excitement and she was speaking in a
-hushed voice, although no one appeared to be near.
-
-Nona Davis extended her hand to the young man. “My name is Davis,” she
-began. “Miss Thornton forgot to mention it, for although we have known
-each other but a few days we are already using our first names.”
-
-Then she struggled with a sense of distaste. The hand that received
-hers was large and bony and curiously limp and unresponsive. Afterwards
-Nona studied the young fellow’s face. It was difficult to get a vital
-impression of him when his eyes were so hidden from view, but of one
-thing she became assured--he was not particularly young.
-
-He was tall and had a fringe of light brown hair around a circular
-space where the hair was plainly growing thinner. His face was smooth,
-his mouth irregular and he had a large inquiring nose. Indeed, Nona
-decided that the young man suggested a human question mark, although
-his eyes--and eyes can ask more questions than the tongue--were partly
-concealed.
-
-“Mr. Curtis has been a war correspondent before,” Mildred went on,
-showing an enthusiasm that was unusual with her. “He has just returned
-from the war in Mexico and has been telling me of the horrors down
-there.”
-
-“But I thought,” Nona Davis replied and then hesitated. What she was
-thinking was, that Mrs. Curtis had mentioned her son’s long illness.
-This may have followed his return; he was not particularly healthy
-looking. Not knowing exactly how to conclude her sentence, she was glad
-to have Mildred whisper:
-
-“Mr. Curtis says he has secret information that our ship is carrying
-supplies for the Allies. Oh, of course we are on an American passenger
-boat and it sounds incredible, but then nothing is past belief these
-days.”
-
-Nevertheless, the other girl shook her head doubtingly. She was a
-little annoyed at the expression of entire faith with which Mildred
-gazed upon their latest acquaintance. She wondered if Mildred were
-the type of girl who believed anything because a _man_ told her it
-was true. Odd that she did not feel that way herself, when all her
-life she had been taught to depend wholly upon masculine judgment.
-But there were odd stirrings of revolt in the little southern girl of
-which she was not yet aware. She appeared flowerlike and gentle in
-her old-fashioned black costume. One would have thought she had no
-independence of body or mind, but like a flower could be swayed by any
-wind.
-
-“Oh, I don’t expect we are carrying anything except hospital supplies
-of the same kind your father is sending, Mildred,” she answered. Then
-turning apologetically toward the young newspaper man: “I beg your
-pardon, I didn’t mean to doubt your word, only your information.”
-
-However, Brooks Curtis was not paying any attention to her. Instead he
-was gazing reproachfully at Mildred and at the same time attempting to
-smile.
-
-“Is that the way you keep a secret, Miss Thornton?” he demanded. “Of
-course, your friend is right. I have no absolute information. Who has
-in these war times? I only wanted you to realize that in case trouble
-arises you are to count on my mother and me.”
-
-He appeared to make the last remark idly and without emphasis,
-notwithstanding Mildred flushed uneasily.
-
-“You don’t mean that there may be an explosion on shipboard or a danger
-of that kind,” she expostulated. “It sounds absurd, I know, but I am
-nervous about the water. I have crossed several times before, but
-always with my father and brother.”
-
-While she was speaking Nona Davis had slipped her arm reassuringly
-inside her new friend’s. “Nonsense,” she said quietly. “Mr. Curtis
-is trying to tease us.” Then deliberately she drew Mildred away and
-commenced their postponed walk. It was just as well, because at this
-instant Mrs. Curtis had come on deck to join her son.
-
-A little farther along and Nona pressed her delicate cheek against her
-taller companion’s sleeve. “For heaven’s sake don’t let Miss Peabody
-know you are afraid of an accident at sea when you are going into the
-midst of a world tragedy,” she whispered. “Eugenia believes we are
-hopeless enough as it is. But whenever you are frightened, Mildred--and
-of course we must all be now and then--won’t you confide in me?” Nona’s
-tones and the expression of her golden brown eyes were wistful and
-appealing.
-
-“You see, it is queer, but I don’t fear what other people do. I have
-certain foolish terrors of my own that I may tell you of some day. For
-one thing, I am afraid of ghosts. I don’t exactly believe in them, but
-I was brought up by an old colored mammy who instilled many of her
-superstitions into me.”
-
-Their conversation ended at this because Barbara and Eugenia Peabody
-were now walking toward them, both looking distinctly unamiable. It was
-unfortunate that the two girls should be rooming together. They were
-most uncongenial, and so far spent few hours in each other’s society
-without an altercation of some kind.
-
-Nona smiled at their approach. “And east is east and west is west, and
-never the twain shall meet,” she quoted mischievously. Then she became
-sober again because she too had a wholesome awe of the eldest member of
-their party, and Eugenia’s eyes held fire.
-
-Some powerful current of electricity must have been at work in that
-portion of the universe through which the “Philadelphia” was ploughing
-her way that evening.
-
-For as soon as they entered the ship’s dining room the four girls
-became aware of a tense atmosphere which had never been there before.
-They chanced to be a few moments late, so that the other voyagers were
-already seated.
-
-Mildred Thornton, by special courtesy, was on the Captain’s right hand
-and Barbara Meade on his left (this attention was a tribute to Judge
-Thornton’s position in New York); Nona was next Mildred and Eugenia
-next Barbara.
-
-Then on Nona Davis’ other side sat a beautiful woman of perhaps thirty
-in whom the four girls were deeply interested. But not because she had
-been in the least friendly with them, or with any one else aboard
-ship, not even with Captain Miller, who was a splendid big Irishman,
-one of the most popular officers in the service, and to whom the Red
-Cross girls were already deeply attached.
-
-Four days had passed since the “Philadelphia” sailed and the voyage was
-now more than half over. But except that she appeared on the passenger
-list as “Lady Dorian,” no one knew anything of the young woman’s
-identity. Her name was English, and yet she did not look English and
-spoke, when conversation was forced upon her, with a slightly foreign
-accent, which might be Russian, or possibly German. However, she never
-talked to anyone and only came to the table at dinner time, rarely
-appearing upon deck and never without her maid.
-
-But tonight as the girls took their places at the dinner table it was
-evident that Lady Dorian had been speaking and that her conversation
-had been upon a subject which Captain Miller had requested no one
-mention during the course of the voyage--the war!
-
-Every one of the sixteen persons at the Captain’s table looked flushed
-and excited, Mrs. Curtis at the farther end was in tears, and an
-English banker, Sir George Paxton, who had lately been in Washington on
-public business, appeared in danger of apoplexy.
-
-“What is the trouble, Captain?” Barbara whispered, as soon as she had
-half a chance. She was a special favorite of Captain Miller’s and they
-had claimed cousinship at once on account of their Irish ancestry.
-
-“Bombs!” the Captain murmured, “not real ones; worse kind,
-conversational bombs. That Curtis fellow started the question of
-whether the United States had the right to furnish ammunition to the
-Allies. Then Lady Dorian began some kind of peace talk, to which the
-Englishman objected. Can’t tell you exactly what it was all about, as I
-had to try to quiet things down. They may start to blowing up my ship
-next; this war talk makes sane people turn suddenly crazy.”
-
-A movement made Barbara glance across the table. Although dinner was
-only beginning, Lady Dorian had risen and was leaving.
-
-No wonder the girls admired her appearance. Barbara swallowed a little
-sigh of envy. Never, no never, could she hope to go trailing down a
-long room with all eyes turned upon her, looking so beautiful and cold
-and distinguished. This was one of the many trials of being small and
-darting about so quickly and having short hair and big blue eyes like
-a baby’s. One’s hair could grow, but, alas, not one’s self, after a
-certain age!
-
-Lady Dorian was probably about five feet seven, which is presumably the
-ideal height for a woman, since it is the height of the Venus de Milo.
-She had gray eyes with black brows and lashes and dark hair that was
-turning gray. This was perfectly arranged, parted at the side and in a
-low coil. Tonight she had on a gown of black satin and chiffon. Though
-she wore no jewels there was no other woman present with such an air of
-wealth and distinction.
-
-The instant she had disappeared, however, Mrs. Curtis turned to her
-son, speaking in a voice sufficiently loud to be heard by every one at
-the Captain’s table.
-
-“I don’t believe for a moment that woman’s name is ‘Lady Dorian.’ She
-is most certainly not an English woman. Even if she is married to an
-Englishman she is undoubtedly pro-German in her sentiments. I shouldn’t
-be surprised if she is--well, most anything.”
-
-Brooks Curtis flushed, vainly attempting to silence his mother.
-Evidently she was one of the irrepressible people who would not be
-silenced. The Red Cross girls need not have been flattered or annoyed
-by her attentions. She appeared one of the light-minded women who go
-about talking to everybody, apparently confiding their own secrets
-and desiring other confidences in exchange. She seemed to be harmless
-though trying.
-
-But the Captain’s great voice boomed down the length of the table.
-
-“No personalities, please. Who is going to tell me the best story
-before I go back on duty? Perhaps Miss Davis will tell us some negro
-stories!”
-
-Nona blushed uncomfortably. She was shy at being suddenly made the
-center of observation, yet she appreciated the Captain’s intention.
-
-Nevertheless, and in spite of her best efforts, the disagreeable
-atmosphere in the dining room remained. Mrs. Curtis was not alone in
-her suspicion of the vanished woman. There was not another person at
-the table who did not in a greater or less degree share it. Lady Dorian
-was strangely reserved about her history in these troublous war times.
-Then she had been trying to keep her point of view concealed. However,
-to the Red Cross girls, or at least to the three younger ones, she was
-a romantic, fascinating figure. One could easily conceive of her in a
-tragic role. Secretly both Barbara and Nona decided to try to know her
-better if this were possible without intrusion.
-
-An hour after dinner and the Red Cross girls were in bed. There was
-nothing to do to amuse oneself, as the lights must be extinguished
-by half-past eight o’clock. The Captain meant to take no risks of
-over-zealous German cruisers or submarines.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI _A Trial of Fire_
-
-
-At dawn Barbara awakened perfectly refreshed. She felt that she had
-been asleep for an indefinite length of time, and although she made a
-slight effort, further sleep was impossible. How long before the hour
-for her bath, and how stuffy their little stateroom had become!
-
-Barbara occupied the upper berth. Swinging herself a little over the
-side she saw that Eugenia was breathing deeply. Asleep Barbara conceded
-that Eugenia might almost be called handsome. Her features were well
-cut, her dark hair smooth and abundant, and her expression peaceful.
-However, even with consciousness somewhere on the other side of things
-Eugenia still looked like an old maid. Barbara wondered if she had
-ever had an admirer in her life. Although wishing to give Eugenia the
-benefit of the doubt, she scarcely thought so. It would have made her
-less difficult surely!
-
-Twice Barbara turned over and burrowed her curly brown head in her
-pillow. She dared not even move very strenuously for fear of waking
-her companion and arousing her ire. Of course, it was irritating to be
-awakened at daylight, but then how was she to endure the stupidity and
-stuffiness of their room without some entertainment? If only she could
-read or study her French, but there was not yet sufficient daylight,
-and turning on the electric light was too perilous.
-
-Staring up at the ceiling only a few feet above her head where the life
-belts protruded above the white planking, Barbara had a sudden vision
-of what the dawn must be like at this hour upon the sea. How she longed
-for the rose and silver spectacle. Had she not been wishing to see the
-sunrise every morning since coming aboard ship? And here at last was
-her opportunity. Should Eugenia be disagreeable enough to awaken she
-must simply face the music.
-
-Noiselessly Barbara’s bare toes were extended over the side of the
-berth and then she reached the floor with almost no perceptible sound.
-She was so tiny and light she could do things more quietly than other
-people. A few moments later she had on her shoes and stockings, her
-underclothing and her heavy coat, with the little squirrel cap over her
-hair. It would be cold up on deck. But one need not be particularly
-careful of one’s costume, since there would probably be no one about
-except a weary officer changing his watch. It was too early for the
-sailors to have begun washing the decks, else she must have heard the
-noise before this. Their stateroom was below the promenade deck.
-
-As Barbara closed the outside door of their room she heard Eugenia
-stirring. But she slipped away without her conscience being in
-the least troublesome. If Eugenia was at last aroused, she would
-not be there to be reproached. The thought rather added zest to
-her enterprise. Besides, it was wrong for a trained nurse to be
-a sleepy-head; one ought to be awake and ready at all times for
-emergencies. Had Barbara needed spurs to her own ideals of helpfulness
-in her nursing, she had found them in Eugenia’s and in Dick Thornton’s
-openly expressed doubts of her. Whatever came, she must make good or
-perish.
-
-The deck was not inspiring. Barbara had anticipated the sunrise. Over
-toward the eastern line of the horizon the darkness had lifted, but
-as yet there was no color. The sky and water were curiously the same,
-a translucent gray. One felt but could not see the light beneath. The
-ship was making steady progress because there was now no wind and the
-surface of the sea appeared perfectly smooth.
-
-For a few moments the girl walked up and down to keep warm and to wait
-for the dawn. Then she found her steamer chair, pulled it into such
-a position that it commanded an unbroken view of the horizon, and
-covering herself with steamer blankets, stared straight ahead.
-
-A little later at some distance away she saw something black thrust
-itself above the surface of the water and then disappear. It looked
-like a gigantic nose.
-
-Barbara’s breath began to come more quickly and grasping hold of the
-arms of her chair she half arose. But now the black object had appeared
-again and was coming closer to the ship. Of course, she had been
-thinking of a submarine. However, she could now see that the creature
-was being followed by a perfectly irrepressible family connection of
-porpoises, dipping their heads under the waves, flirting their tails in
-a picturesque fashion and dancing a kind of sea tango.
-
-Then the porpoises disappeared. Calmer than she had ever imagined grew
-the entire face of the water, stiller the atmosphere. This was the
-strange moment of silence that follows the breaking of each new day.
-Perchance it may be nature’s time for silent prayer.
-
-Anyhow Barbara was familiar enough with this moment on land. It is the
-moment in nursing the sick when one must be most watchful and strong.
-Then life struggles to get away from the exhausted body on strange new
-quests of its own. But Barbara had never faced a dawn upon the sea.
-
-She wished now that she had called Mildred and Nona; perhaps they
-too would have cared for the oncoming spectacle. Then Barbara forgot
-herself and her soul filled with wonder. The sun had risen. It threw
-great streams of light across the sky like giant banners, of such
-colors as no army of the world has ever fought under, and these showed
-a second time upon the mirror of the sea. A few moments they stayed
-like this, and then melted together into red and violet and rose, until
-after a while the day’s serener blue conquered and held the sky.
-
-Weary from the beauty and her own emotion, Barbara closed her eyes,
-meaning to go downstairs as soon as the sailors came on deck. However,
-she must have fallen asleep for a few moments. Reopening her eyes she
-had a distinct conviction that she must be dreaming. Undoubtedly she
-was seeing an impossible thing. A few feet away from her chair, forcing
-its way between the planks of the floor, was a small spiral column of
-smoke.
-
-It could not be smoke, of course, one felt convinced of that; yet it
-was odd that it should look and behave so much like smoke.
-
-Barbara got herself disentangled from her steamer rugs and jumped to
-her feet. This was a reliable method of waking oneself up. She took
-a single step forward and then turned and ran along the deck to the
-stairway more swiftly than she had ever run in her life. She was not
-mistaken, it _was_ smoke issuing from underneath the deck. Possibly
-this meant nothing serious, no one in the world could know less of a
-ship than she did. Then there was a possibility that their steamer
-might be on fire, when the crew must be alarmed at once. Barbara had
-not studied to become a trained nurse without learning coolness. Under
-no circumstances must she cry fire and so create a panic. She had no
-other conscious thought except that she must find one of the ship’s
-officers or sailors and give the alarm.
-
-But before she was more than half along the companion way the girl
-heard a noise like the explosion of a muffled gun. Straightway she
-pitched face forward down the steps. Nevertheless she was not hurt.
-The next instant she was up and running along the hall, reached the
-door of her own stateroom just as Eugenia flung the door open. At the
-same time Nona’s and Mildred’s white faces stared forth.
-
-“Put on some clothes quickly. There has been an accident, I don’t know
-how serious,” Barbara commanded. But the information was scarcely
-necessary. Already the ship seemed alive with running feet. Commands
-were being shouted, while as by magic stewards were urging the
-passengers to be calm, insisting there was no danger. The trouble was
-probably not serious, yet they must be prepared.
-
-Barbara entered her stateroom. Her pocketbook and a few valuables she
-must try to save in case they had to take to the life-boats.
-
-In the middle of the room she found Eugenia Peabody in her nightgown,
-shaking with terror and making not the least effort to get dressed.
-
-Barbara forgot the respect due to their chaperon. Deliberately she
-seized her by the shoulders and began shaking her severely. It was
-absurd, or would have been under other circumstances. Eugenia was so
-much taller and larger and older than her companion that it looked as
-if a governess were being disciplined by a small pupil.
-
-However, the younger girl was terribly in earnest. “Don’t lose your
-senses,” she protested angrily. Then darting about the tiny room in an
-incredible time she secured the other girl’s clothes and got her into
-them in a haphazard fashion.
-
-Finally Eugenia fled to the closed door, only to be dragged back by her
-companion.
-
-“Your shoes and stockings, please, Miss Peabody,” Barbara argued
-determinedly. “There is no immediate danger or we would be warned.
-Now let us find the other girls. Remember we are Red Cross nurses and
-not young society women.” If the ship had been sinking Barbara Meade
-felt that she must have fired this sarcasm. But really Eugenia was so
-frightened she was beginning to like her better. It was human to be
-frightened; she was terrified herself. But it would do no good to go
-to pieces.
-
-Nona and Mildred were both ready. So the four girls went together into
-the big saloon where all the other ship’s passengers were gathering.
-
-The fire was not supposed to be dangerous. The men were fighting it,
-but they must wait to find out if it could be controlled. No, no one
-had an idea of what had caused the explosion.
-
-Of course, a number of the women were crying and some of the men were
-white as ghosts, others were laughing foolishly.
-
-Mrs. Curtis was distinguishing herself by having an attack of hysteria
-in the arms of her son. Very quietly Mildred Thornton went up and took
-hold of the older woman’s hand.
-
-“Let us find a seat somewhere and talk,” she said soothingly. But Mrs.
-Curtis did not wait to be seated.
-
-“You see,” she sobbed, clutching Mildred’s arm, “the explosion occurred
-right in our corridor. I was asleep when suddenly there was a dreadful
-noise and my room filled with smoke. Brooks managed to get to me
-the next instant. No one could have felt the shock as much as I did,
-except Lady Dorian. Her room is across from mine and I believe she was
-slightly injured. Has anyone seen her?”
-
-At this moment the second officer entered the saloon. His face was
-white, but his lips wore a steady, automatic smile.
-
-“Captain Miller wishes me to inform you that there is no further
-danger,” he shouted. “The ‘Philadelphia’ will continue her journey to
-Liverpool. We have discovered the cause of the fire and the men have
-smothered it. The passengers will kindly return to their staterooms and
-breakfast will be served at as early an hour as possible.”
-
-At this moment Barbara Meade felt a light touch on her arm. Mildred was
-over in a corner with Brooks Curtis and his mother; Eugenia was talking
-to a number of equally excited strangers. So it was Nona Davis who said:
-
-“Don’t you think, Barbara, we might go and offer our services to Lady
-Dorian? If she really is hurt, as Mrs. Curtis said, perhaps we may be
-able to do something for her. In any case I feel we ought to show our
-interest. She is not popular on board ship, and even if she resents our
-coming I think we shall have done the kindest thing.”
-
-Barbara nodded her agreement, glancing admiringly at Nona Davis. Nona
-was such an embodiment of refinement in manner and appearance that it
-would be difficult to treat her ungraciously.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII _The Landing_
-
-
-“It is too horrible and too absurd!” said Barbara, a little brokenly.
-
-The “Philadelphia” was now not far from Liverpool, proceeding with
-infinite caution through the submarine and mine-haunted waters. In
-great letters her name was painted on either side and never did the
-Stars and Stripes float more conspicuously overhead.
-
-Dressed for the arrival in England, Barbara and Nona were standing side
-by side at a little distance from their fellow passengers. Mildred was
-seated with the newspaper correspondent and his mother, and Eugenia was
-talking with a good deal of interest to the English banker.
-
-Nona did not answer the other girl’s speech immediately. She had
-frowned, started to say something and then evidently changed her mind.
-Both she and Barbara looked absurdly young and girlish for the work
-ahead of them. Moreover, in their different ways they were typically
-American, although their types were not the familiar ones known to most
-Europeans.
-
-Barbara had the vivacity, the alertness and the “goaheadiveness” of the
-western girl. And in spite of being only a miniature physical edition
-of these traits of character she was not miniature in any other sense.
-Nona was more difficult to explain. She appeared so exactly what she
-had been brought up to be and yet she might surprise one by unexpected
-characteristics. She was almost too refined in her manner and aspect;
-it gave her a look of delicacy and diffidence. And in some ways Nona
-was shy. Nevertheless, there was a possibility that she might have the
-strength and mettle which one is supposed to find in a thoroughbred
-horse.
-
-Finally she returned in her quiet drawl, which did not make her remark
-less emphatic:
-
-“Don’t worry, Barbara dear, at least not more than you can help. It
-has been dreadful to have Lady Dorian a prisoner for these last few
-days, yet Captain Miller has been as polite as he could be under
-the circumstances. You see, as soon as the men discovered that
-the explosion on the ship had been intentional, there had to be a
-scapegoat. And you know Lady Dorian _is_ mysterious. She won’t say what
-her real name is and she won’t surrender the odd iron box of papers
-that she is carrying with her. Besides, the accident did start either
-inside or near her stateroom. The small safe which must have contained
-the explosive was found not far away.”
-
-Nona paused. Though Barbara had listened politely enough she now
-shrugged her shoulders, saying reproachfully, “Why, Nona, how odd you
-are! Actually you talk as if you believed Lady Dorian guilty! Always
-before you have been her staunchest champion. Besides, she seems to
-have taken a great fancy to you. Now if Mildred had been speaking I
-should have understood. She has been so influenced by Mrs. Curtis, or
-by her son; but----”
-
-A peculiar expression crossed her companion’s face which at the
-instant silenced Barbara.
-
-“Oh, no, I don’t think Lady Dorian guilty; the idea is ridiculous,”
-Nona whispered. “So far as we have been able to judge, she is one of
-the gentlest people in the world. The box of papers may prove that she
-is sacrificing herself for her country in some strange way. She won’t
-be able to keep them hidden once she lands. Captain Miller says that
-they will have to be given up to the proper authorities. He did not
-insist upon her relinquishing them upon his ship, because he had as
-much as he could do to get us ashore in safety. Besides, Lady Dorian
-is a woman. Captain Miller says an Irishman had best leave such a
-situation alone. I am not sure he really suspects her.”
-
-At this moment, hearing footsteps near, Nona Davis turned from looking
-out toward the sea.
-
-Approaching the place where they stood was the woman about whom they
-had just been talking. She was dressed in dark-blue cloth with a small
-hat of the same shade trimmed in a single darker feather. Behind her
-came her maid carrying a long coat, and on either side of her were two
-of the ship’s officers. They were entirely respectful, although never
-getting any distance away. However, they need not have been fearful,
-because the woman’s hands were locked together with a small steel chain.
-
-She seemed pale and ill and yet, oddly enough, neither frightened nor
-ashamed.
-
-But the sight of her handcuffs had set Barbara’s cheeks flaming
-indignantly. Yet they aroused an odd point of view. Could Nona be
-right in her suggestion that people commit strange crimes in the name
-of country in times of war, crimes from which their souls would have
-shrunk in horror during peace? No, guilt of any kind was impossible to
-imagine in connection with their new friend. In a sense Lady Dorian had
-become their friend, since she and Nona had been helping to care for
-her. Lady Dorian had been ill ever since the night of the explosion and
-the accusation following upon it.
-
-However, while she had been thinking, Nona, who was usually slower in
-her movements, had crossed over and slipped her arm inside the older
-woman’s.
-
-They made a queer, effective picture standing together. Barbara was
-conscious of it before joining them.
-
-They were both women of refinement, who looked as if they should be
-sheltered from every adversity. Nona was dressed in shabby black,
-since all the money she had was being devoted to her expenses. Lady
-Dorian’s costume suggested wealth. Nona was delicately pretty, with
-promise of beauty to come, while the older woman was at the zenith of
-her loveliness. Nevertheless, something they had in common. Barbara’s
-western common sense asserted itself. “Perhaps it is because they both
-belong to ‘first families,’” she thought wickedly, and wondered if this
-were a good or evil fortune. Certainly until she reached them, Nona and
-Lady Dorian were as completely alone as if the ship’s deck had been a
-desert island.
-
-Five minutes before several dozen persons had been loitering in the
-neighborhood, impatiently watching and praying to be landed as soon as
-possible. But as Lady Dorian advanced they had retreated. Perhaps they
-had meant it kindly, for it is a painful shock to see a fellow being
-a prisoner. Lady Dorian had been mistrusted, but she had not yet been
-condemned. Suspicion is not evidence.
-
-However, the little group did not remain alone for long, for soon after
-both girls beheld Eugenia Peabody walking resolutely toward them. She
-happened to have been born a determined character, and her nursing had
-developed rather than diminished her determination.
-
-Instantly Barbara and Nona became aware of Eugenia’s intention and
-longed to frustrate it. But they both felt powerless, because Eugenia
-did not speak or even look at them. Her dark eyes were leveled straight
-at Lady Dorian. She appeared righteous and severe, but at the same time
-impressive.
-
-Moreover, as soon as she began talking the older woman flushed and for
-the first time the tears came into her eyes.
-
-“I don’t wish to be rude or unkind, Lady Dorian,” Eugenia remarked
-stiffly, “but I do ask you to cease any suggestion of intimacy with
-Miss Meade or Miss Davis. They have told you, of course, that we are
-now on our way to nurse the wounded British soldiers. Well, I am
-not for an instant accusing you of being a spy or having anything
-to do with the accident aboard our steamer; nevertheless, you are
-strongly suspected. Certainly you can see for yourself how young and
-inexperienced Barbara Meade and Nona Davis both are. They are in my
-charge and must not start their work of nursing under any cloud. By and
-by if you are cleared and we should happen to meet again, why then of
-course if you liked you could be friendly. Now----”
-
-Eugenia stopped, but there was no doubting what she meant. Although
-Barbara and Nona were both furiously angry at her interference and
-sorry for their new friend, nevertheless there was that tiresome
-conviction they had so often felt since sailing--Eugenia, though
-trying, was frequently right.
-
-Evidently Lady Dorian thought so too. Instinctively she lifted her
-hands as though intending to offer one of them to Miss Peabody. But
-finding this impossible she dropped her dark lashes to hide her emotion
-and then answered as serenely as possible:
-
-“You are entirely right, Miss Peabody, and I am to blame for not having
-thought before of what you have just said to me. Please believe that
-I _did not think_. Miss Davis and Miss Meade have been very good to
-me and their sympathy and care have helped me endure these last three
-days. I don’t know many American girls, but not for a great deal would
-I allow my acquaintance to make things difficult for them. It would be
-a poor return. I shall be arrested as soon as we arrive in Liverpool,
-so I think we had best say farewell at once.”
-
-Lady Dorian attempted no denial and no explanation. As she finished her
-speech she glanced first at Nona and then at Barbara and let her eyes
-say her farewells; then she stepped back a few feet nearer her guards.
-
-Deliberately Nona followed her. Apparently unconscious of the presence
-of any one else she lifted up her face and touched her lips to the
-older woman’s.
-
-“I believe in you implicitly,” she murmured. “Yes, I know there are
-many things you do not wish to explain at present, and of course I
-really know nothing in the world about you. Only I feel sure that we
-shall some day meet again.”
-
-Nona’s faith proved unfortunate. For the first time Lady Dorian showed
-signs of breaking down. But the next moment, smiling, she indicated a
-curious scroll pin that was caught in the lace of her dress.
-
-“Will you take that, please,” she whispered, “and keep it until you
-have better reason for your faith in me?”
-
-Following Eugenia, Barbara glanced curiously at Nona Davis. She was not
-easy to comprehend. After all, she it was who had emphasized all the
-reasons for doubting their new friend and then declared her belief in
-her entire innocence. It was merely that her faith did not depend on
-outward circumstances. Barbara wondered if she herself were equally as
-convinced. Then her conflicting sensations annoyed her. As usual, she
-began quarreling with Eugenia Peabody.
-
-“If you are taking us to join Mildred and the Curtis family, Eugenia,
-then frankly I prefer other society. Nona and I had decided that we
-wished to be by ourselves when we first see the coasts of England. But
-so long as you feel you must be so terribly careful about chaperoning
-us I would like to say that we know nothing about Brooks Curtis or Mrs.
-Curtis except what they have told us, and Mildred Thornton has been
-almost exclusively in their society for the past few days.” Barbara
-tried to smile, but she looked very tiny and forlorn. She was homesick
-and the parting with Lady Dorian had been disturbing. Besides, Mildred
-was Dick Thornton’s sister and she had more or less promised Dick to
-try and look after her. Could anything much more disastrous occur than
-to have Mildred become interested in an unknown and presumably poor
-newspaper reporter? Certainly Brooks Curtis showed no signs of being
-either rich or famous in spite of his mother’s claims for him. Then the
-thought of Mrs. Thornton’s anger made Barbara wish to sigh and smile at
-the same time.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII _A Meeting_
-
-
-The four Red Cross girls were walking about in one of the most
-beautiful gardens in England. It was late afternoon and they were
-already dressed for dinner.
-
-The Countess of Sussex, to whom they had been introduced by her sister
-in New York City, had invited them down from London for a few days
-before leaving for their work among the soldiers. In another thirty-six
-hours they were expecting to cross the Channel.
-
-Of the four girls, Nona Davis seemed most to have altered in her
-appearance since leaving the ship. Indeed, no one could have dreamed
-that she could suddenly have become so pretty. But she had been
-half-way ill all the time of their crossing and disturbed about a
-number of things. Here in England for some strange reason she felt
-unexpectedly at home. The formality of the life on the great country
-estate, the coldness and dignity of many of the persons to whom they
-had been presented, the obsequiousness of the servants, troubled her
-not at all. And this in spite of the fact that the other three girls,
-although disguising the emotion as well as they knew how, were in a
-state of being painfully critical of England and the English. Possibly
-for this very reason Nona had made the best impression, although the
-letters of introduction which they had so far used had been originally
-given to Mildred Thornton.
-
-But in a way perhaps Nona was more like an English girl than the
-others. She had lived the simplest kind of life in the beautiful old
-southern city of Charleston, she and her father and one old colored
-woman, almost lost in the big, shabby house that sheltered them. And
-they had been tragically poor. Nevertheless, a generation before Nona’s
-ancestors had been accustomed to an existence of much the same kind as
-the English people about them, although a much more friendly one, with
-negro servants taking the place of white and with a stronger bond of
-affection than of caste.
-
-This afternoon Nona felt almost as if she were in her own rose garden
-in Charleston, grown a hundred times larger and more beautiful. She
-walked a little ahead of the other three girls, almost unconscious of
-their presence and dreaming of her own shut-in childhood and the home
-she had sold in order to give her services to the wounded in this war.
-
-Yet she looked as remote from the thought of war and its horrors as one
-could possibly imagine. She had on a white muslin dress made with a
-short waist and long full skirt; a piece of old lace belonging to her
-father’s mother, an old-time Virginia belle, crossed over her slight
-bosom, was fastened with a topaz and pearl pin. Her pale gold hair was
-parted on one side and then coiled loosely on the crown of her head.
-It did not curl in the wilful fashion that Barbara’s did, but seemed
-to wave gently. Her pallor was less noticeable than usual and the
-irises of her brown eyes were like the heart of the topaz. Then with
-an instinct for color which every normal girl has, Nona had fastened a
-golden rose, the _soleil d’or_, or sun of gold, at her waist. Because
-it was cool she also wore a scarf floating from her shoulders.
-
-“Nona looks like this garden,” Barbara remarked to her two companions,
-when they had stopped for a moment to examine a curiously trimmed box
-hedge, cut to resemble a peacock, “while I--I feel exactly like a
-cactus plant rooted out of a nice bare desert and transplanted in the
-midst of all this finery. I can feel the prickly thorns sticking out
-all over me. And if you don’t mind and no one is listening I’d like
-to let the American eagle screech for a few moments. I never felt so
-American in my life as I have every minute since we landed. And as we
-have come to nurse the British I must get it out of my system somehow.”
-
-The two girls laughed, even Eugenia. Barbara had given such an amusing
-description of herself and her own sensations. And she did not look
-as if she belonged in her present environment, nevertheless, she was
-wearing her best dress, made by quite a superior Lincoln, Nebraska,
-dressmaker. It was of blue silk and white lace and yet somehow was not
-correct, so that Barbara really did appear like the doll Dick Thornton
-had once accused her of resembling.
-
-Mildred Thornton had a suitable and beautiful costume of pearl-gray
-chiffon and Eugenia only a plain brown silk, neither new nor becoming.
-But, as she had explained to their hostess, she had not come to Europe
-with any thought of society, but merely in order to assist with the Red
-Cross nursing. Eugenia seemed to be very poor; indeed, though only one
-of the three other girls had any fortune, Eugenia’s poverty was more
-apparent than Nona’s. All her traveling outfit was of the poorest and
-she was painfully economical. But, as the Countess had declared that
-they were leading the simplest kind of life in the country, and because
-of the war doing almost no entertaining, Eugenia had consented to leave
-their lodgings in London for this short visit. She was particularly
-interested, since the smaller houses on the estate had been given over
-to the Belgian refugees, and Eugenia felt that this might be their
-opportunity for learning something of the war before actually beholding
-it.
-
-The four girls were on their way now to visit several of the cottages
-where the Belgian women and children were located. But when the three
-girls had finished their few moments of conversation Nona Davis had
-disappeared.
-
-“She will probably follow us a little later,” Eugenia suggested; “we
-simply must not wait any longer, or dinner may be announced before we
-can get back to the castle.”
-
-However, Nona did not follow them, although she soon became conscious
-that the other girls had left her; indeed, saw them disappearing in the
-distance.
-
-The truth is that at the present time she had no desire to see or talk
-with the Belgian refugees, nor did she wish any other company than her
-own for the next half hour.
-
-She had been so accustomed to being alone for a great part of her time
-that the constant society of her new friends had tired her the least
-bit. Oh, she liked them immensely. It was not that, only that some
-natures require occasional solitude. And no one can be really lonely in
-a garden.
-
-Had there been wounded Belgian soldiers on the Countess’ estate Nona
-felt that she would have made the effort to meet them, but up to the
-present she had not seen an injured soldier, although soldiers of the
-other kind she had seen in great numbers, marching through the gray
-streets of London, splendid, khaki-clad fellows, handsome and serious.
-Even for them there had been no beating of drums, no waving of flags.
-Nona was thinking of this now while half of her attention was being
-bestowed on the beauties surrounding her. England was not making a game
-or a gala occasion of her part in this great war; for her it was a
-somber tragedy with no possible result save victory or death.
-
-During her divided thinking Nona had wandered into a portion of the
-garden known as “The Maze.” It was formed of a great number of rose
-trellises, the one overlapping the other until it was almost impossible
-to tell where the one ended and the other began. Nona must have walked
-inside for half an hour without the least desire to escape from her
-perfumed bower. The scene about her seemed so incredibly different from
-anything that she had the right to expect, she wished the impression to
-sink deeply into her consciousness that she might remember it in the
-more sorrowful days to come.
-
-Then unexpectedly the garden came to an end and the girl stepped
-out onto a green lawn, with a small stone house near by which she
-recognized as the gardener’s cottage.
-
-Between the garden and the house, however, prone on the ground and
-asleep, lay a long figure.
-
-Nona caught her breath, first from surprise and next from pity.
-
-A heavy rug had been placed under the sleeper and a lighter one thrown
-over him. Evidently he had been reading and afterwards had fallen
-asleep, for magazines and papers were tumbled about and the cover
-partly tossed off.
-
-At least, Nona could see that the figure was that of a young man of
-about twenty-two or three and that he must recently have been seriously
-ill. It was odd that under his tan his skin could yet manage to show so
-pallid and be so tightly drawn over his rather prominent cheek bones
-and nose. By his side were a pair of tall crutches and one of his long
-legs was heavily bandaged.
-
-Nona was standing within a few feet of him, perfectly still, not daring
-to move or speak for fear of waking him. Evidently the young man was
-the gardener’s son who had come home on a leave of absence while
-recovering from a wound.
-
-But the next instant and without stirring, his eyes had opened and were
-gazing lazily into Nona’s.
-
-“It is the fairy story of the ‘Sleeping Beauty’ backwards,” he began,
-without the least betrayal of amusement or surprise. “You see, our
-positions really ought to be reversed. You should be sleeping here.
-Then I should not in the least mind behaving as the Prince did when he
-woke the lovely Princess. He kissed her, I believe.”
-
-Nona was startled and a little frightened. But one could not be
-frightened of a boy who must have been terribly injured and was now
-trying to fight his way back to life with what gayety he could.
-
-“Are you the gardener’s son?” she asked, a little after Eugenia’s
-manner and really quite foreign to her own. She had never seen a young
-man with such blue eyes as this one had, nor such queer brown hair that
-seemed to have been burned to red in spots.
-
-“I am a son of Adam,” he answered, still grave as ever, “and he was, I
-have been told, the earth’s _first_ gardener. Now tell me: Are you a
-Princess?”
-
-The girl smiled a little more graciously. She had possessed very few
-boy friends and certainly no one of them had ever talked to her in this
-fashion. However, it was amusing and if it entertained the young fellow
-there could be no harm in their talking. Nona Davis had the poise and
-understanding that came of gentle birth.
-
-So she shook her golden head gravely.
-
-“I am not a Princess, I am sorry to spoil your fairy story. No, I am
-just an American girl who has come over to try and be a little useful
-with the Red Cross work. My friends and I met the Countess of Sussex
-the other day and she was kind enough to ask us down to see her place
-before we leave for the front.”
-
-During her speech the young man had been attempting to get himself
-off the ground by rising on his elbow. But even with this movement he
-must have wrenched his wounded leg, for immediately after he dropped
-back again, and although suppressing a groan, Nona could see that
-perspiration had broken out on his thin temples and on his smooth
-boyish lips.
-
-The next instant she was down on her knees at his side. He had gotten
-into an abominably awkward position so that his head hung over the
-pillows instead of resting upon them.
-
-How often Nona had assisted her old father in a like difficulty!
-
-She may not have had the training of the other three American Red Cross
-girls, but she had practical experience and the nursing instinct.
-
-With skill and with gentleness and without a word she now slipped her
-bare white arm under the stranger’s shoulders and gradually drew him
-back into a comfortable position. Then she took her arm away again, but
-continued to kneel on the corner of his rug waiting to see if there
-were to be any signs of faintness.
-
-There were none. Without appearing surprised or even thanking her, the
-young Englishman continued his fantastic conversation.
-
-“We have turned American girls into Princesses in Europe quite an
-extraordinary number of times. I have wondered sometimes how they liked
-it, since I have been told they are all queens in their own land.”
-
-Then observing that his companion considered his remarks degenerating
-into foolishness, he groped about until his hand touched the book he
-desired.
-
-“Forgive my nonsense,” he urged penitently. “You can put it down to
-the fact that I have actually been reading Andersen’s Fairy Tales half
-the afternoon. I have grown so terribly bored with everything for the
-past six weeks while I have been trying to get this confounded leg well
-enough to go back and join my regiment.”
-
-He offered the little book to Nona, and almost instinctively, as the
-wind scattered the pages, she glanced down upon the front leaf to
-discover her companion’s name. There it was written in an unformed
-handwriting. “Robert Hume, from Mother Susan.”
-
-“Robert Hume,” Nona repeated the name to herself mentally without
-lifting her eyes. It was a fine name, and yet it had a kind of middle
-class English sound like George Eliot, or Charles Dickens. Nona
-realized that what is known in English society as the middle class had
-produced most of England’s greatness. Nevertheless it was surprising to
-find the son of a gardener possessed of so much intelligence.
-
-He even pretended not to have noticed that she had endeavored to
-discover his name.
-
-She put the book on the ground and got up on her feet again.
-
-“I must go now,” she said gently, “but it is growing late. May I not
-call some one to take you indoors?”
-
-“Please,” he answered, “if you will go there to the small stone house
-and tell Mother Susan I am awake, she will have some one look after me.
-But I say it _has been ripping_ meeting you in this unexpected way when
-I thought I was too used up even to want to look at a girl. Tomorrow
-perhaps----”
-
-“Tomorrow we are returning to London on the early morning train.” Nona
-suffered a relapse into her former cold manner. She was a democrat, of
-course, and came from a land which taught that all men were equal. But
-she was a southern girl and the south had been living a good many years
-on the thought of its old families after their wealth had been taken
-away. Therefore, there were limits as to what degree of friendliness,
-even of familiarity, one could endure from a gardener’s son.
-
-Nevertheless, the young fellow was a soldier and, one felt
-instinctively, a gallant one.
-
-“Good-by; I hope you may soon be quite well again,” Nona added, and
-then went across the grass to the gardener’s house.
-
-The young man was not accustomed to the poetic fancies that had been
-besetting him this last quarter of an hour; they must be due to
-weakness. But somehow the strange girl looked to him like a pale ray of
-afternoon sunshine as he watched her disappear. She did not come near
-his resting place again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX “_But Yet a Woman_”
-
-
-Most of the next day the American Red Cross girls devoted to seeing
-London. They had visited The Tower and Westminster Abbey and the Houses
-of Parliament soon after their arrival. So, as the sun was shining with
-unusual vigor for London, they concluded to spend the greater part of
-their final time out of doors.
-
-London in late May or early June is a city transformed. During the
-winter she is gray and cold and formidable, so that the ordinary
-American traveler often finds himself antagonistic and depressed. Then
-the Englishman appears as cold and unfriendly as his skies. But let the
-sun shine and the flowers bloom in the parks and the spirit of the city
-and its people changes.
-
-Naturally, on account of the shadow of the war, the Red Cross girls
-had anticipated an atmosphere of sorrow and gloom over London. But
-to their utter amazement on the surface of things there was no such
-effect. There were, of course, many families in grief over the passing
-of one of their dearest, or in even more tragic anxiety over the fate
-of others either at the front or prisoners of war. But whatever the
-private suffering, there was slight sign of it. No one was wearing
-mourning, the theaters and restaurants seemed to be doing a good
-business and the streets and parks were everywhere crowded.
-
-Except that the flags of the Allied Nations waved from nearly every
-public building and large shop, and that the taxicabs carried placards
-urging men to enlist, there was little to suggest a nation at war.
-
-Yes, there was one other curious sight which Barbara from the top of
-an omnibus discovered. Over the roofs of the important government
-buildings and above many of the great private houses hung a kind of
-flat screen of heavy wire netting, closely woven. From a distance it
-formed a cobweb effect, as though gigantic spiders had been spreading
-their great webs over London.
-
-“I wonder what that means?” asked Barbara, pointing upward, and then
-knew the answer, although she listened politely while Mildred explained.
-
-“Oh, the wire is to prevent bombs from dropping down on the house tops
-when London has her great Zeppelin raid. Father began telling me that
-London must expect them to occur as soon as the war broke out.”
-
-Nona, who had been looking pensive, now leaned over from the back seat
-where she was sitting with Eugenia.
-
-“I am not wishing any harm to London; I adore it. But if the Germans
-are going to send their marvelous army of the air to bombard the city,
-don’t you wish it would happen while we are here?”
-
-Barbara laughed, Mildred shook her head and Eugenia said seriously:
-
-“Nona, you don’t look in the least like a bloodthirsty person. I can’t
-understand you, child. You talk as if you had no sense of fear and I
-have not been able to make up my mind whether it is because you know
-nothing of danger or whether you are different from most women. But
-remember that we are going to our work tomorrow, and I don’t think
-there will be many of the horrors of this war that we shall miss
-seeing. I am afraid I am a coward, for I dread a great part of them.
-But isn’t that the hospital we are looking for? At least, it will be a
-tremendous inspiration to meet the woman who has done more for nursing
-among the British soldiers than any other woman in this war. Dr.
-Garrett Anderson established the first woman’s hospital at Claridge’s
-Hotel in Paris a month after the war broke out, together with Dr. Flora
-Murray. And the women have done such wonderful surgical work that all
-the country is talking about them.”
-
-Barbara whistled softly. “So they brought this Dr. Anderson back to
-London and made her a major, the first woman ever given military rank
-in the British Army!” she exclaimed. “When one considers the Englishman
-believes ‘a woman’s place is the home,’ it is hard to tell how he is
-going to reconcile what women are doing to help in this war, men’s work
-as well as their own. But I’ll bet you the English won’t give the women
-the vote when the war is over, just the same. They can go back home
-then, although a good many of the poor things won’t have any homes to
-go to.”
-
-Eugenia revealed an annoyed frown. She was doing her best to find good
-in Barbara Meade, her New England conscience assured her there must be
-good in everybody. But so far Barbara’s trying qualities were much more
-conspicuous.
-
-“I do wish that you would not use slang, Barbara,” she urged almost
-plaintively. “It may be all right in the west, but really it will give
-English people such an unfortunate impression of us.”
-
-Barbara flushed. Of course she must break herself of this habit;
-nevertheless, she would like to have mentioned that she had heard
-a good deal of slang since arriving in England and although unlike
-the American kind, equally amusing. However, as it was now time to
-dismount from the top of their bus, this required all her energy and
-intelligence.
-
-The meeting with Dr. Louise Garrett Anderson was necessarily brief, the
-distinguished woman happening to have a single free hour had consented
-to meet the new nurses and wish them God-speed. But the visit to the
-hospital was also important, because the American Red Cross girls were
-to have tea with the other nurses who were to accompany them across the
-Channel the next morning.
-
-The new hospital just back of the British trenches at Neuve Chapelle
-had sent a hurried call to London for more assistance and the four
-American girls and four British girls were to make the journey
-immediately.
-
-Crossing the hall to the dining room, Barbara just had time to whisper
-to Mildred:
-
-“I have a dreadful premonition that I am not going to be popular with
-English nurses. When you consider how ‘New England’ feels toward me,
-what can you expect of England?” and Barbara made a wry face behind
-Eugenia’s back, wishing for the nine hundred and ninety-ninth time in
-her life that she only looked larger and older and more important.
-
-The meeting of the girls was not very successful. It may be that they
-were all shy and that they really wished to be friendly without knowing
-how to approach each other. But this certainly did not appear to be
-true. For after they were properly introduced by the superintendent
-of the hospital, the English girls nodded, said “how do you do?” and
-then sat down again and continued talking to one another, as if the
-Americans had vanished as soon as their names were spoken.
-
-It was embarrassing. Barbara was angry; nevertheless, her sense of
-humor made her feel an inclination to giggle. Mildred Thornton seemed
-distressed and awkward; one could tell from her expression that she
-was once more feeling her old lack of social graces. She was under the
-impression that it must be her duty to make things more comfortable
-without in the least knowing how. Eugenia was simply returning a New
-England manner to the land whence it came, while Nona Davis was frankly
-puzzled by the situation.
-
-All her life she had been taught that one’s first duty was to make a
-stranger feel welcome in one’s own land. The well-bred southern man
-or woman will straightway cease to talk of his own affairs to become
-interested in a newcomer’s. They wish to make the stranger happy and at
-home and in the center of things. But this did not seem to be true of
-this particular party of English girls. Nona wondered why they should
-be so unlike the other English people they had been meeting. Perhaps
-they were rude because they belonged to a class of society that knew
-no better. You see, Nona’s feeling for “family” was very strong. She
-was to learn better in the days to follow, learn that it is the man or
-woman who counts, and not who his grandmother or grandfather chanced to
-be; but the lesson was still before her.
-
-She was now studying the four other girls, too interested to be annoyed
-by their manners, and yet conscious of the antagonism that they seemed
-to feel.
-
-However, the four English girls were not in the least alike, which
-was one reason for their attitude. Two of them appeared in awe of the
-third, while the fourth girl silently watched the others. The most
-important girl was extremely tall, had fair hair, a large nose and a
-lovely English complexion. She was the Honorable Dorothy Mathers. The
-second was the daughter of a farmer, healthy and in a way handsome.
-If strength alone counted she would be the best of the nurses. Her
-name was Mary Brinton and she spoke with a broad Yorkshire dialect,
-but hardly said anything except “My Lady this, and my Lady that” and
-was evidently not accustomed to titled society. The third girl was
-from London, a doctor’s daughter and a friend of Lady Dorothy’s, Daisy
-Redmond, while the fourth, whose name was Alexina McIntyre, had given
-no clue to her history.
-
-However, she it was who finally forced the group of eight girls to
-betray a mild human interest in one another.
-
-She had reddish hair, freckles on her nose, wore glasses, had a
-delightful mouth, large, with fine white teeth.
-
-She happened to be gazing directly at Barbara when she first spoke, but
-her voice was uncommonly loud, so that it forced everybody’s attention.
-
-“Please, you little wee thing,” she said, “tell us whatever made you
-come over the ocean to help with our war nursing? Did you think we
-hadn’t enough nurses of our own, that we needed babies like you?”
-
-Barbara stiffened. She had half an idea of declaring that she for one
-intended going back home at once. Then to her relief she discovered
-that her questioner had not intended being unkind. There was a sudden
-twinkle in her light-blue eyes, as if she had become aware of the
-discomfort in the atmosphere and wished to relieve it by a frivolous
-speech.
-
-“I’m Scotch,” she added with a charming burr in her accent. “I said
-that to wake you up.”
-
-Then Barbara smiled back again and afterwards sighed, “Oh, I am used to
-having that remark made to me.” She looked steadfastly across the space
-of carpet dividing the eight girls. “The sheep from the goats,” she
-thought to herself. Aloud she merely said:
-
-“I hope with all my heart that in spite of my being so small you are
-going to find me, and indeed all of us, useful. If you don’t, you know,
-we can go back. But we used to have a saying in our hospital, out in
-Nebraska, that sometimes brains succeed best in nursing as in other
-things, rather than brawn.”
-
-Only the Scotch woman understood her meaning. However, the ice being
-broken, afterwards there was an attempt at conversation, until finally
-in desperation Eugenia gave the signal for farewells.
-
-“We shall meet again in the morning,” she said at parting, but showing
-no enthusiasm at the prospect.
-
-“I am sorry,” Mildred Thornton remarked, once the four girls were back
-again in their lodgings, “but I am afraid for some reason the girls we
-have just met feel a prejudice against our nursing in the same hospital
-with them. I wonder what they could have heard against us? Everyone
-else has been so grateful and kind. I hope they won’t make the work
-harder for us. All of us except Eugenia are inexperienced.”
-
-Eugenia nodded her head in agreement. “I am afraid the girl they called
-Lady Dorothy did not seem to favor us. It is a pity, because she is
-related to a great many important people, I’m told. But never mind,
-even if she does dislike us, she can’t interfere with our doing good
-work.”
-
-Curled up on the bed, Barbara yawned. “Oh, don’t let us look for
-trouble. One of the things we have got to expect is that some of the
-English nurses won’t like our American ways or our methods of nursing.
-We have just to remember that we came over here to preach the gospel
-of peace, not war, and not dislike anyone. Well, our real life work
-begins tomorrow. Then we will see what stuff we are made of. I am glad
-our hospital is partly supported by American money and that Mrs. Payne
-of New York is sometimes in charge of things. I haven’t yet become an
-Anglomaniac; so far I only love the soldiers.”
-
-The next morning the trip to the coast followed, and thence across the
-Channel the way was strangely uneventful. Except that the four American
-girls now wore their Red Cross costumes, they might have been taken for
-four girls on a spring shopping journey to Paris. The Channel boats
-were crossing and recrossing from England to France and back again just
-as if they had no enemies in the world.
-
-However, the men guiding the destinies of the little steamers were
-under no such impression. Every foot of the way was traveled with
-infinite caution. For at any moment disaster might overtake them from
-the sea or air. But there was no German bomb to destroy the shimmering
-gold of the atmosphere this May morning, nor dangers in the pathway
-through the sea. Moreover, from tall towers along both coasts farseeing
-eyes were watching and protecting the passage of the Channel boats.
-This morning some of them were carrying passengers across, others
-khaki-clad soldiers to relieve their wounded comrades.
-
-One surprise, however, awaited the American girls. Quite unexpectedly
-they discovered that Mrs. Curtis and her son were also crossing the
-Channel to France on their boat. And Mrs. Curtis reported that Lady
-Dorian had been taken to The Tower in London where she was being held
-as a political spy.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X _Behind the Firing Lines_
-
-
-It was about seven o’clock in the morning ten days later.
-
-Over green fields the sun was shining and the birds were singing in the
-tops of the tall chestnut trees which were now covered with fragrant
-blossoms. These trees stood close about an old mansion which was
-enclosed by a high stone wall with no opening save a tall iron gate
-connecting with the avenue that led in a straight line to the house.
-But although there was a small lodge beside it, the gate stood open.
-
-The old stone house itself was strangely built. It had three towers,
-one taller than the rest, commanding a sweeping view of the country
-near by. At one side of the building an old stone cloister led to a
-small chapel a few hundred yards away. And this morning two girls were
-walking quietly up and down this cloister in uniforms not strikingly
-unlike those that used long ago to be worn by the young demoiselles of
-the ancient “Convent of the Sacred Heart” in northern France. But these
-two modern girls belonged to a newer and braver sisterhood, the order
-of the Red Cross.
-
-They were Barbara Meade and Nona Davis, but their faces suggested
-that years, not days, must have passed over them. Their cheeks were
-white, their expressions strained. From Barbara’s eyes and mouth the
-suggestion of sudden, spontaneous laughter had disappeared. She looked
-a little sick and a little frightened.
-
-Nona was different, although she suggested a piece of marble. The
-experiences of the past ten days had brought out the fighting qualities
-in this young southern girl. Her golden-brown eyes were steady, she
-carried her chin up and her shoulders straight. She looked the daughter
-of a soldier.
-
-Now she put her arm across the smaller girl’s shoulder.
-
-“Let us go for a walk,” she suggested. “No one in the hospital wants
-our services for a while and breakfast won’t be served for another
-hour. It will do you good to get away from the thought of suffering. We
-need not go far; besides, the country near here is entirely peaceful.”
-
-Barbara said nothing in reply, but taking her consent for granted, the
-two girls left the cloister and went down the avenue to the open gate
-and so out into the countryside.
-
-They did not seem to feel like talking a great deal; the endless
-chatter that had kept them busy during the trip across had died away.
-But the morning was lovely and the countryside so peaceful that the
-thought of the scene of battle not far off seemed almost incredible.
-They were in the midst of a meadow and orchard country of rolling
-level fields. Beyond them, however, was a line of hills and a forest.
-But there were no other large houses near, only some small cottages
-at the edges of the meadows. These belonged to the French peasants,
-and although the men were now in the trenches, still they appeared
-thrifty and well kept. For so far, though the enemy watched so near,
-this part of the country had escaped the actual warfare. The hospital
-was only a bare five miles from the British line of soldiers, yet was
-comparatively safe. And for this reason the famous old French school
-had been emptied of its pupils and turned over to the Red Cross.
-
-As they left the big gate Nona glanced behind her. From the top of
-the tallest tower floated a white flag, the emblem of peace, and yet
-bearing upon it a cross of red, symbol of suffering. Then just for
-an instant the thought crossed her mind, Would this flag continue to
-protect them throughout the war?
-
-But as there was no possible answer to this question she turned once
-more to the idea of diverting her companion.
-
-Barbara did not seem to be noticing anything. She was downcast and
-wandered along with her eyes fixed upon the ground.
-
-“I do not think you ought to worry so or take your breakdown so
-seriously, Barbara,” Nona began. “Why, it might have happened to any
-one in the world and only shows how keenly you feel things. Next time
-you will be better prepared.”
-
-But the other girl shook her head. “I had no right to come to Europe
-to help with the Red Cross nursing if I haven’t nerve enough not to
-flunk. Think of it, Nona, the very first time I was called upon to give
-assistance of real importance, to faint!” The girl’s voice expressed
-the limit of self-contempt. “And this when Eugenia and Lady Mathers
-were the two other nurses. I would almost rather have died than have
-had it happen. I believe Eugenia had to stop and drag me out of the
-surgeon’s way. But she has been very kind since, and after all my brave
-talk on the steamer has not yet mentioned my downfall. I suppose I
-ought to go home and carry out my threat.”
-
-The tears were sliding down Barbara’s cheeks, but in spite of this Nona
-smiled.
-
-“You are the last person in the world to play quitter,” she returned
-quietly. “Now look here, Barbara, you and I know that since we arrived
-at the hospital we have both been feeling that perhaps we were not
-wanted and that all our efforts and dreams of helping are going to
-amount to little.” She stopped and for a moment laid both hands on her
-friend’s shoulders. “Well, let’s you and I show people differently.
-I haven’t had much experience and so I am perfectly willing to help
-in any way I can be useful until I learn more. You know you went to
-pieces the other day, not because you did not have courage to help, but
-because you have been seeing so many horrors all at once and you have
-not yet gotten used to them. That poor fellow----”
-
-But Barbara’s eyes were imploring her friend to silence. “Let’s don’t
-talk about him any more,” she begged. “I was used up, there had been
-so many others and then this soldier somehow reminded me of some one I
-knew.”
-
-Barbara drew a deep breath and squared her shoulders. It may be that
-the thought of the some one had given her new resolution. “Of course,
-you know I mean to keep on trying,” she added finally.
-
-Then taking off her nurse’s cap and flinging back her head, the girl
-called to Nona, “Catch up with me if you like; I am going to run. It
-always makes me feel better when I’ve been having the blues.” And the
-next instant she had turned off from the road along which they had been
-walking and was flying across one of the meadows as swiftly as a child
-chasing butterflies.
-
-Just at first Nona attempted running after her. She too wanted to feel
-the blood racing in her veins and the wind fanning her cheeks. But her
-companion’s flight was too swift. Nona slowed down and followed more
-quietly.
-
-What an odd girl Barbara Meade was and what a queer combination of
-childishness and cleverness! Assuredly she had not succeeded in making
-herself popular at the hospital to which they had lately come. Probably
-Nona understood more of the situation than Barbara. Already for some
-reason there had been talk of asking the younger girl to go back to
-London, if not to her own home. Nona wondered if this were due to
-Barbara’s appearance or her manner. Surely her single failure should
-not have counted so seriously against her, unless there were other
-reasons. Nevertheless, she herself believed in her and meant to stand
-by until Barbara had her chance.
-
-Barbara had ceased running now, and as Nona approached her dropped down
-on her knees. She had come to the end of the meadow down the slope of a
-hill and everywhere around the earth was covered with violets.
-
-In a few moments her hands were full of them. “We will take these back
-to the hospital,” she said as cheerfully as though she never had a
-moment of depression. “I have promised to read to two of the soldiers
-who are better. They say it amuses them, I have such a funny American
-voice.”
-
-The next minute she was up and off again, this time with her arm linked
-inside Nona’s. “There is such a dear little French house over there.
-Let’s go and see who lives in it now that we are so near.”
-
-Nona glanced at her watch. It was a man’s watch and had once belonged
-to her father.
-
-“I have a delightful scheme. It isn’t yet eight o’clock and neither
-you nor I have to go on duty until ten. Ever since we arrived I have
-wanted to see inside one of these little French huts. So if the people
-who live in this one are friendly let’s ask them to give us coffee and
-rolls. I can talk to them in French and explain where we come from,
-then later perhaps we can walk on a little further.”
-
-The girls were now within ten yards of the cottage. No one was
-outdoors, yet there were noises on the inside and through the one
-small stone chimney the smoke poured out into the air, bringing with
-it a delicious odor of coffee. Nevertheless, the two girls hesitated.
-They had been told that the French peasants were always courteous to
-strangers, and yet it might be difficult to explain their errand.
-
-But they were spared the trouble, for at this instant the heavy wooden
-door was pushed open and a woman stepped out into the yard.
-
-But after the first glance the two girls stared, not at the woman, but
-at each other.
-
-“It can’t be,” Barbara murmured weakly. “I am not seeing things
-straight.”
-
-“Unfortunately, I’m afraid you are,” Nona answered, and keeping tight
-hold of Barbara drew her forward.
-
-“Good morning, Mrs. Curtis,” she exclaimed. “I was under the impression
-that you were in Paris. It seems more than strange for us to run across
-each other again and you so near the hospital where we have been
-located.”
-
-At Nona’s words Mrs. Curtis at once came forward and held out both
-hands. She was wearing a kimono and did not look attractive, but she
-smiled so kindly that at least Barbara relented.
-
-“I don’t wonder at your surprise,” she returned immediately. “Only I
-happen to have the advantage of already knowing what had become of you
-four girls. But my being near is not so strange as you may think. I
-told you my son wanted to see what is taking place inside the British
-trenches. We had to go to Paris for certain papers we could not get
-in London. But the firing line at present is only a few miles from
-here, as you know. So, as I wanted to be reasonably near and still
-in no danger, my son and I looked about to find some place where I
-could live. There is only an old woman here and a half-witted son. The
-father and sons are at the front, of course. But I don’t mind being
-uncomfortable, and then knowing the hospital was so near was such a
-comfort both to my son and me.”
-
-Mrs. Curtis had not ceased talking an instant and seemed to expect no
-reply. “Won’t you come in and have coffee with me now?” she urged.
-“The house is clean as a pin and I’ve a letter from my son to Mildred
-Thornton I should be so much obliged if you would take to her. I was
-going to walk over with it myself some time today, but I did not know
-whether an outsider would be allowed to enter the hospital. One can’t
-guess what the restrictions may be in these war times.”
-
-She led the way and both girls followed, Barbara because she very much
-wanted the coffee and to see inside the little French house. She was
-annoyed at the thought of Brooks Curtis writing to Mildred so soon,
-but it was scarcely any business of hers. In any case, she did not see
-how she could prevent it, since Mrs. Curtis would undoubtedly deliver
-her son’s letter unless one of them did.
-
-Nona, however, had no such feeling. She simply had a half-conscious
-prejudice against breaking bread with a woman whom she neither liked
-nor trusted. But then she had no real reason for her point of view and
-had promised herself to rise above it.
-
-Of course, it might be only a coincidence, Mrs. Curtis’ evident
-intention to attach herself to them. But after all, what possible
-reason could she have except the desire for a little friendly intimacy?
-Naturally she must be lonely with her son away on his newspaper work.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI _Out of a Clear Sky_
-
-
-The girls remained longer than they expected in the little hut. It was
-extraordinarily interesting, with a thriftiness and tidiness that were
-characteristically French. Indeed, living seemed to have been reduced
-to the simplest conditions.
-
-One big room formed the center of the hut. It had a stone floor and
-a big fireplace where the food was cooked over a peat fire. A plain
-wooden table and some benches were the only furniture, except two tall
-and strangely handsome chairs, which must have been the property of
-some old French family. They had drifted into the cottage by mistake,
-probably as a gift to an old servant.
-
-On the walls of the room hung a gun of a pattern of the Franco-Prussian
-war, a cheap lithograph of President Poincairé, and one of General
-Joffre and General French. So this little hut was also filled with the
-war spirit. But the old French _mère_ explained that her husband and
-four sons were in the battle line, so few persons had a greater right
-to a display of patriotism.
-
-The two American girls found the old French woman one of the most
-picturesque figures they had ever imagined. She wore a bodice and short
-blue cotton skirt and a cap with pointed ends. Her shoes were wooden
-and her stockings homespun. Although only between fifty and sixty years
-old, her visitors were under the impression that Mère Marie must be
-at least seventy except for her vigor. For her shoulders were bent
-and her tanned cheeks wrinkled into a criss-cross of lines. Only her
-black eyes shone keenly above a high arched nose, and she moved with a
-sprightliness any young person might envy.
-
-Then too she was agreeably hospitable to her unexpected guests, though
-not communicative. She did not appear to wish to talk about her own
-affairs.
-
-But although the old woman was so interesting, her son Anton was a
-dreadful person of whom the two visitors felt a little afraid. He was
-almost uncanny, like a character you may have seen in a play, or read
-of in some fantastic book. His coarse black hair hung down to his
-shoulders and was chopped off at the end in an uneven fashion, his eyes
-were black and stared, but with a peculiar blank look in them, and
-his big mouth hung open showing huge yellow teeth. One of the unhappy
-things about the boy was that he looked so like the woman who was his
-mother and yet so horribly unlike her because there was no intelligence
-behind the mask of his face. He did not look brutish, however, only
-vacant and foolish, and sat in the corner mumbling to himself while
-Nona and Barbara and Mrs. Curtis had their coffee and rolls.
-
-But once the two girls were away from the little house, Barbara,
-glancing behind, saw the boy following them. First she shook her head
-at him, pointing toward his own home, then she brandished a stick. The
-lad only grinned and kept after them.
-
-The girls had not yet started back to the hospital, as they had more
-than an hour before them and the morning was too beautiful to be wasted.
-
-“We have got to get rid of that boy somehow, Nona; he gives me the
-creeps,” Barbara suggested. “Suppose we slip out of this field, which
-may belong to them, and go down to the foot of that little hill. There
-is an orchard on the other side of the wall and we can stay there under
-the trees until we must go back to work. Hope no one will think it
-wrong, our having wandered off in this fashion! The truth is they will
-probably be too busy to miss us. At least, I am glad that Mildred and
-Eugenia are being so successful. They may save the day for the United
-States until our chance comes.”
-
-The two girls then sat down in the grass under an old French apple
-tree, which looked very like one of any other nationality, but was the
-more romantic for being French. This country of northern France ravaged
-by mad armies is an orchard and vineyard land and one of the fairest
-places on earth.
-
-Looking up into the clear sky, Nona spoke first.
-
-“It is as though the war were a horrible nightmare, isn’t it?” she
-began, leaning her chin on her hand and gazing out over the country.
-“But do you know, Barbara, dreadful as you may think it of me, I am
-not content to stay on here in the shelter of the hospital, hard and
-sad as the work of caring for the wounded is. I feel I must know what
-the battlefield is like, smell the smoke, see the trenches. Often I
-think I can hear the booming of the great guns, see the wounded alone
-and needing help before help can come. I am going over there some day,
-though I don’t know just how or when I can manage it.”
-
-The girl’s face was quiet and determined. She was not excited; it was
-as if she felt a more definite work calling her and wished to answer it.
-
-Then Nona quieted down, and without replying Barbara lay resting her
-head in the older girl’s lap. There was a growing sympathy between
-them, although so unlike.
-
-Barbara’s blue eyes were upturned toward the clear sky when suddenly
-her companion felt her body stiffen. For an instant she lay rigid, the
-next she pointed upward.
-
-“Nona,” she exclaimed in a stifled voice, “it doesn’t seem possible,
-but--well, what is that in the sky over there? Perhaps we are not so
-far from the fighting as you believe.”
-
-Nona followed the other girl’s gaze, but perhaps she was less
-far-sighted and her golden brown eyes had not the vision of her
-friend’s blue ones.
-
-“Why, dear, I only see two small black clouds.” Then she laughed. “We
-are talking like Sister Anne and Bluebeard’s wife. Remember Sister
-Anne’s speech. ‘I can only behold a cloud of dust arising in the
-distance.’” And Nona made a screen of her hand, laughingly placing it
-over her eyes.
-
-But Barbara jumped to her feet. “Don’t be a goose, Nona. Look, I am in
-earnest. Those are not clouds, they are aeroplanes and I believe they
-are trying to destroy each other.”
-
-But there was no need now for Barbara to argue; the situation was
-explaining itself.
-
-Even in this brief moment of time the two air-craft had come closer,
-the one plainly in pursuit of the other. But they made no direct
-flight. Now and then they both hung poised in the air, then they darted
-at each other, or one plunged toward the earth and the other soared
-higher.
-
-“One of them must be a German scout trying to locate the enemy’s
-position near here,” Barbara remarked. She herself a few weeks before
-would not have believed that she could have seen such a spectacle as
-the present one without being overpowered with alarm and excitement.
-But war brings strange changes in one’s personality. Both girls were
-entranced, awed, but above all profoundly interested. They had not yet
-thought of fear for themselves nor for the men who must be guiding the
-destinies of the ill-omened birds now driving nearer and nearer toward
-them. But for the moment one could not associate human beings with
-these winged creatures; they were too swift and terrible.
-
-The German plane was evidently the larger and heavier of the two.
-
-It could escape only by disabling the other craft, but the smaller one
-would not remain long enough in one position to have the other’s guns
-turned upon it.
-
-Now and then there were reports of explosions in the air above them.
-Nona and Barbara expected to see one or the other of the two machines
-disabled, but somehow the shots missed their aim.
-
-Barbara had a sudden remembrance of having once seen a fish-hawk chased
-by a kingfisher. The resemblance was strange. Here was the great bird,
-powerful and evil, moving heavily through the air, while the smaller
-one darted at it, now forward, now backward, then to the side, causing
-it endless annoyance, even terror. Yet the larger bird could not move
-swiftly enough to be avenged.
-
-Once the two planes circled almost out of sight and unconsciously
-the two watchers sighed, partly from relief, although there was a
-measure of disappointment. For whatever terror the spectacle held
-was overbalanced with wonder. Moreover, by this time they were both
-becoming exhausted. Nona started to sit down again to rest her eyes for
-a moment.
-
-The next instant Barbara clutched her. Back into their near horizon
-the fighting air-craft reappeared, and now it was plain enough that
-the larger was swaying uncertainly. The smaller aeroplane made a final
-dash toward it, another report sounded, then a white flash appeared and
-afterwards a cloud of heavy yellow smoke. Away from the smoke, still
-lumbering uncertainly but keeping a course in the desired direction,
-the big Taube machine was sailing out of sight. For a few moments
-longer the smaller aeroplane hung suspended, although it was impossible
-to see more than the outline of its great white wings through the thick
-vapor surrounding it.
-
-Then the wings began to waver and the aeroplane to descend toward the
-earth.
-
-Instinctively, with almost the same emotion that a child feels in
-reaching the scene of a falling balloon, Nona and Barbara ran forward.
-Unless its course changed the aeroplane must fall in a field not more
-than two hundred yards away.
-
-But the atmosphere about them, which a short while before had been
-clear and fragrant, was now growing stifling, and blowing about them
-was a yellow cloud.
-
-With a suffocating sensation Nona put up her hand to her throat. What
-could be the trouble with her? She could see Barbara running on ahead,
-and the great ship fluttering downward, leaving much of the cloud of
-smoke dissolving behind it. Once she tried to call to her companion,
-but the feeling of choking was too painful. It would make no difference
-if she should sit down for a few moments. If there were any service to
-be done a little later when this curious sensation had passed she could
-go on.
-
-But whatever the poisonous air that had suddenly come out of the blue
-heavens the fumes grew thicker on the ground. No sooner had she sat
-down than Nona dropped backward, her mouth opening slightly and her
-face turning a queer dark color.
-
-Nevertheless Barbara kept on. From the beginning she had been slightly
-in advance of Nona and running more quickly. She had been conscious
-of the sudden thickening of the atmosphere, but had put up her hand,
-covering her nose and mouth and so had gotten away from the fumes.
-Moreover, she had not become aware that Nona was not following.
-Naturally the sight ahead held her mind and eyes.
-
-The airship as it drew nearer the earth seemed to hold its wings
-outspread, quiet as a weary bird settling to rest. The machinery did
-not appear to have been seriously wrecked by whatever bomb its enemy
-had finally used. Barbara could by this time plainly see a man still
-seated at his post, his hand holding his steering gear. Yet the man
-looked not like a man so much as a wooden image and seemed unaware of
-what he was doing. The instant his machine touched the earth he fell
-forward face downward, rolled over a little when one of the giant wings
-of his air-craft partly covered him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII _First Aid_
-
-
-As soon as Barbara reached the scene of the wreck she turned to seek
-Nona’s advice and aid. But to her amazement there was no evidence of
-her companion. Stupidly she continued to stare. It was impossible to
-conceive what could have become of Nona, yet the last quarter of an
-hour had been so full of strange happenings that there was small wonder
-at Barbara’s bewilderment.
-
-A moment later, a few yards from where they had first begun to run, she
-saw Nona’s figure lying in a crumpled heap upon the ground. Yet was it
-imaginable that this could be Nona? Had she fainted or stumbled? The
-recollection of the suffocating gas about them really did not occur to
-Barbara, as she had felt its effects so slightly.
-
-Yet here she stood torn between two duties. Should she return and find
-out what had happened to her friend or try first to release the man?
-
-Barbara suffered only a brief indecision. Though she may have failed
-in her first week’s work at the hospital, her training as a nurse now
-asserted itself. And one of the supreme requisites of the successful
-nurse is that she use her judgment without unnecessary delay.
-
-Straightway Barbara attempted dragging the unconscious man from his
-seat in the wrecked aeroplane, it being, of course, out of the question
-to move the machine itself. But the body felt as heavy and inert as if
-there were no life inside. Still she tugged, and though so miniature
-a person her muscles and nerves were for the time at least strong and
-steady.
-
-The man was tall, an Englishman Barbara guessed him to be, but happily
-he was thin. Many months devoted to war’s service leaves little flesh
-upon a soldier, and these modern soldiers of the air bear perhaps the
-most terrific strain of all.
-
-But once the man’s head was in the open air Barbara knelt beside him.
-So far as she could discover he did not appear to be wounded; there
-was no blood upon him anywhere. Holding her smelling salts under his
-nose, he showed no sign of consciousness. Then she worked his arms back
-and forth, so as to stimulate the action of the heart, used every first
-aid method that her three years of study had taught her. This case was
-unlike any she had ever known. As she worked an idea came to Barbara.
-Once she recalled a man having been brought into the hospital overcome
-by the fumes of gas. Such a possibility was absurd with this case and
-yet the face had the same dark, frightful look.
-
-Nevertheless, Barbara Meade was not in the least hopeless, nor did she
-for an instant cease to work, though now and then she was forced to
-glance toward the spot where Nona remained so quiet. What could be the
-matter? Why did she not come to her aid?
-
-All this, of course, took place in a very few minutes. A little later
-when Barbara gave another frightened look across the fields, she
-discovered that Nona had gotten up and was walking toward her. She
-seemed dizzy and uncertain, but there was evidently nothing serious the
-matter.
-
-Moreover, there was no time for inquiries, for just as Nona reached
-her, Barbara’s patient stirred, coughed and struggled to regain his
-breath. Then for the first time the nurse put her arm about her friend.
-The air would do more for the stupefied man than she could.
-
-Soon after he opened his eyes and in an incredibly short time pulled
-himself out from beneath his aeroplane. He then stared in a dazed
-half-blind fashion at the two girls standing near him in nurses’
-uniforms, in the center of a ploughed field.
-
-But war admits of no surprises. Only the two American Red Cross girls
-had not yet grown accustomed to the possible strangeness of their
-adventures. Moreover, they were frightened at the appearance of their
-first hero. He was not in the least what one would expect an aviator to
-be. This man was not young according to Nona’s or Barbara’s ideas. He
-must have been about thirty, his hair and eyes were dark and the lines
-of his face stern and severe. His skin was now a queer mottled color,
-with ugly blue splotches.
-
-However, he began struggling to speak. But his tongue was so swollen
-that he choked and coughed, neither did he seem able to see clearly.
-
-Meanwhile Nona Davis, although considerably less affected, was also
-plainly not herself. She too coughed uncomfortably and seemed weak
-and stupid. She expressed no surprise over what had just taken place
-and offered her friend neither advice nor assistance. But Barbara had
-already made up her mind. They must get back to the hospital and as
-soon as possible. Yet her patient could not walk, Nona could not help,
-and Barbara did not wish to leave them while she went for assistance.
-
-Fortunately, however, in looking about she discovered that Anton, the
-boy whom they had been endeavoring to escape, had been attracted by the
-vision in the air. Or if he had not seen it, he was now plainly visible
-not far away, staring in a bold, half-terrified fashion at the scene,
-which was past his understanding.
-
-Barbara summoned him imperatively.
-
-Between them they then managed to get the air man clear of his machine.
-As soon as he was on his feet, with Anton’s and Barbara’s arms grasping
-his, he stumbled on for a few steps. Afterwards he found himself better
-able to walk.
-
-“Extraordinary thing,” he began, and Barbara immediately thought
-his words and manner so intensely English that she wanted to laugh.
-Would any American man under the same circumstances remain so coldly
-dignified and superior as this one appeared?
-
-“I am not in the least hurt, you know, only confoundedly weak and
-suffocated,” he said finally. “New trick, that of our enemy’s; they
-have been using their asphyxiating gas on our soldiers in the trenches,
-but this is the first time a gas bomb has been thrown from a Taube
-aeroplane. Lucky thing for me the gas was too heavy to stay long in the
-upper air.”
-
-This speech was made thickly and with a great deal of effort, but both
-Nona and Barbara were able to understand. They knew, of course, of
-the use of the chlorine missiles, Germany’s novel weapon of war, which
-had lately been thrown into the trenches of the Allies. The papers had
-been full of the mysterious effects the gas had upon the soldiers. How
-stupid not to have dreamed of this! Of course, the situation was now
-explained, even Nona’s odd share in it. Evidently the poisonous gas
-which they had seen in a greenish yellow cloud encircling the aeroplane
-had fallen to earth and Nona had been wrapped in its fumes. But it had
-been too diluted with air to have done her serious harm, and after her
-fall a favoring wind must have blown it away.
-
-By the time the second field was reached Nona was herself again.
-Indeed, it was she who decided to hurry on to the hospital and send
-back aid. They were finding the way too long for the still stupefied
-man, who could only see dimly and was still suffering as if he had been
-recently paralyzed.
-
-The two nurses had been missed at the hospital and Nona felt the
-atmosphere of disfavor as she entered the great stone house.
-
-Fortunately, however, she found their Scotch friend, Alexina McIntyre,
-waiting in the hall for the arrival of a fresh ambulance of the
-wounded. The ambulances brought the men from the battle front to this
-hospital only a few miles away. A few moments later help was dispatched
-to Barbara.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII _The Summons_
-
-
-A few days after Eugenia Peabody opened the door of one of the rooms
-on the top floor used for the nurses. It was a small room which
-fortunately the four American Red Cross girls were allowed to share
-without any of the other nurses. Simple as possible, it contained four
-cot beds, a single bureau, and a great old-fashioned wardrobe. Convents
-in France were built long before the days of closets.
-
-Eugenia, looking very exhausted, was like most tired persons, cross,
-when she discovered Nona and Barbara lying on opposite beds peacefully
-talking.
-
-However, both girls got up instantly.
-
-“Do try and rest a while, Eugenia,” Barbara urged. “You seem dreadfully
-worn out. Isn’t there anything I can do to help you?”
-
-Eugenia dropped down upon the nearest wooden chair shaking her
-head. And in spite of her weariness the two other girls watched her
-admiringly. One had to see Eugenia in her nurse’s costume to realize
-what a handsome, almost noble looking girl she was. Her ordinary
-clothes were so shabby and unbecoming and so old style. But the stiff
-white cap outlined her broad forehead, her somber dark eyes. Even her
-too serious and sometimes too severe expression seemed in a measure
-fitted to the responsibility of her work.
-
-“You are wanted downstairs in the convalescent ward, Nona,” she began.
-“The Superintendent says she finds the things you are able to do very
-useful, even though you are not trained for the more responsible
-nursing. But before you go here is a letter that has come from London
-for you. Who can you know in London, child, to be writing you here?”
-
-Nona was moving toward the door, but she paused long enough to receive
-her letter and then to stand staring in the stupid fashion people have
-at the unfamiliar handwriting on the outside.
-
-“I haven’t the faintest idea,” she answered Eugenia, but tearing apart
-the envelope she suddenly flushed.
-
-“The letter is from Lady Dorian, Eugenia. Remember we met her on the
-steamer where she was accused of all kinds of dreadful things. She
-has been imprisoned in London, but this letter must mean that she is
-free. Anyhow, I’ll tell you what she writes when I come back. I am
-on duty now and haven’t time to wait and read it.” This was entirely
-true. Nevertheless Nona had other reasons for wishing to read her
-letter alone. Lady Dorian had made a strange impression upon her for so
-short an acquaintance. She had scarcely confessed it even to herself,
-but she felt a girl’s peculiar hero worship for the older woman.
-Moreover, she was passionately convinced of her innocence and yet did
-not wish Barbara or Eugenia to know at once what must be told them
-afterwards. For Lady Dorian could only have written either to say she
-had been released or to ask aid. There had been no suggestion of their
-exchanging letters in their brief acquaintance.
-
-Once Nona was out of the room Barbara inquired:
-
-“What has become of Mildred? Isn’t this her afternoon to rest? Nona and
-I were expecting her in here.”
-
-The older girl did not answer; she had gotten up and in spite of her
-fatigue was walking about the small room. She stopped now and looked
-out of the tiny casement window.
-
-“Oh, Mildred,” she returned carelessly, “has gone to spend the
-afternoon with that Mrs. Curtis. They are to take a walk somewhere, I
-think. Mildred said she felt the need of fresh air. I believe Mildred
-is missing her family more than she likes to confess and this Mrs.
-Curtis is so kind, Mildred seems pleased to find her living so near us.”
-
-On her small cot bed Barbara had managed to get herself into an
-extraordinary position. She had on her kimono and sat hunched up with
-her knees in the air and her arms about them while her curly head
-bobbed up and down like a Chinese mandarin’s.
-
-“Sorry,” she commented briefly. “I told you on the ship I was afraid
-Mildred was becoming interested in Brooks Curtis. I don’t like Mrs.
-Curtis locating so near the hospital. Don’t see any reason for it
-except that she and her son do not want to lose sight of Mildred. And
-it would not surprise me if her son turned up in this neighborhood
-himself fairly often--oh, to see his mother, of course.”
-
-Barbara spoke petulantly, particularly when she discovered that Eugenia
-was paying scant attention to her remarks.
-
-“Oh, do come on and lie down a while, Eugenia,” she concluded. “You
-behave as if all the Allied forces would go to pieces if you stayed off
-your job an hour, or at least as if all the soldiers in the hospital
-would die at once.”
-
-Still Eugenia made no reply. Although getting out of her working
-uniform, she too slipped into a comfortable negligée and letting down
-her heavy dark hair followed Barbara’s rather ungraciously offered
-advice.
-
-A few minutes later the younger girl stood at the side of her bed with
-a cup of beef tea in her hands which she had just made over a tiny
-alcohol lamp.
-
-“Drink this, please, and forgive my bad temper, Eugenia,” she murmured.
-“I presume if I confessed the truth even to myself, I am jealous of
-your success at the hospital. But honestly I don’t think I am being
-given a fair chance here. Ever since we arrived I have been shoved into
-the background and never called on for any really important work. Oh, I
-know I failed that one time, but that is no reason why I shouldn’t be
-all right the next.”
-
-While the older girl finished the bouillon Barbara sat down on the side
-of the bed. Then the moment the cup had been set down, to her surprise
-Eugenia took hold of her hand almost affectionately.
-
-“You are going to be given a chance, Barbara, at least one that will
-take a whole lot of courage. It is what I came upstairs to tell you and
-Nona, and what I have been feeling so worried about. For really I don’t
-know whether you ought to agree. You are both so young and pretty.”
-Eugenia hesitated and Barbara took hold of both her shoulders, giving
-her a tiny shake.
-
-“What do you mean? I hate suspense worse than anything.”
-
-“Oh, simply that four girls have to be appointed for service in the two
-new motor ambulances that are to bring the wounded soldiers from the
-battle front to the hospital. The Superintendent has decided to ask you
-and Nona to take charge of one and Lady Mathers and Daisy Redmond the
-other. Of course, you can refuse if you like, Barbara, for the work
-may be dangerous. It isn’t that you will have to do very much for the
-soldiers except to see that they are properly bandaged and keep life in
-them till you can get them here. Of course there is a surgeon in each
-ambulance to tell you what to do. The danger is that you will have to
-go much nearer the fighting line and that you may see even more painful
-things than you have been seeing in the hospital. Really, child, I
-don’t advise you to attempt it.”
-
-For with the first realization of what Eugenia meant Barbara had
-turned deathly pale and was now fighting a sensation of faintness.
-
-“It isn’t that I am in the least afraid, Eugenia,” she faltered, as
-soon as she could trust her voice. Even then it was fairly shaky. “I
-don’t mind running the risk or the work or any of those things. You
-know what it is, Eugenia; there is no use trying to hide it. I simply
-haven’t the nerve I thought I had. It is seeing the wounded soldiers,
-so many of them. I lie awake at night and dream the most dreadful
-dreams. I keep thinking I--but I had better not speak of it. I’ve
-simply got to say I can’t undertake the work. I hate it too on account
-of Nona; she is sure to try this ambulance work, for only the other day
-she told me that she longed to get closer to the scene of action. But
-what must I say, Eugenia, when I refuse? I’m afraid I can’t make any
-one understand that I’m not exactly a coward; I am used to sickness,
-but somehow this all seems so different.”
-
-Again Eugenia pressed the small hand she held in her large, capable
-one.
-
-“Tell the truth, my dear, and then go back home to the United States.
-From the moment I saw you I didn’t believe this Red Cross work would be
-suitable for you. I told you you were too young, and I thought you were
-too quick-tempered and emotional, though I did not speak of this. There
-is plenty of nursing you might be able to do at home--children, or old
-people.”
-
-Eugenia was growing sleepy; she had such a little while to rest that
-she was forgetting to be tactful.
-
-“Whether you wish to go back home or not, Barbara, I’m afraid you must
-if you won’t undertake this ambulance work. The Superintendent says
-she likes you very much and all that, but really does not feel it wise
-for you to stay on at the hospital. There is so much nursing required
-and so little room that the girls who cannot give the best kind of
-service are really in the way. I am sorry to hurt your feelings, but
-it is better for me to tell you this than any one else,” Eugenia
-concluded, again made sympathetic by the hurt in the younger girl’s
-face. Barbara looked so broken and humiliated, so intensely ashamed
-of her own failure. Nevertheless, Eugenia could not help seeing that
-even at this minute Barbara suggested a little girl who has been caught
-in wrongdoing at school. She simply did not seem able to appear like a
-grown-up person into whose hands life and death could be intrusted.
-
-For ten minutes afterwards Barbara made no reply. But she got up and
-put on her nurse’s uniform again, hiding her short brown curls beneath
-her stiff white cap and covering her blue frock with her white apron
-bearing its cross of red.
-
-Then for a moment when Eugenia seemed to be asleep Barbara dropped on
-her knees before the open window, gazing out in the direction where
-she knew the zone of danger and terror lay. Swiftly the girl uttered a
-prayer for strength and courage. The next moment she crossed over to
-Eugenia.
-
-“I am going to undertake the ambulance service. I may flunk that too,
-but at least I can try, and as the book says, ‘angels can do no more.’
-And I’m distinctly not an angel.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV _Colonel Dalton_
-
-
-In the meantime Nona was on duty in the convalescent ward. It was the
-work that she had been able to attend to with peculiar success ever
-since her arrival at the base hospital. This was a duty which many of
-the Red Cross nurses liked the least. For the convalescent soldiers
-were often like spoiled and nervous children. It was amazing how many
-drinks of water they required, how frequently their pillows had to be
-turned, how often letters from home had to be read and re-read until
-the nurses knew them by heart as well as the patients.
-
-It was a dark, cloudy afternoon when Nona entered the big room and
-before she had more than crossed the threshold she became aware of an
-atmosphere of gloom and ill-temper.
-
-Daisy Redmond, the English girl with whom they had crossed the Channel,
-had been in attendance on the ward before Nona’s appearance and she
-seemed bored and annoyed. She was a very good nurse for an ill person,
-but too serious and reserved to cheer the convalescent, and on Nona’s
-entrance she gave a sigh of relief.
-
-The room, which was used for the soldiers who were on the high road to
-recovery from whatever disaster they had suffered, must have been the
-refectory or the old dining hall of the convent in the days before the
-Franco-Prussian war. It was an oblong room with a high ceiling crossed
-by great oak beams. Midway up the walls were of dark oak and the rest
-of stone. The floor was of stone and the windows high and crossed
-with small iron bars. While they let in the air and sunlight, it was
-impossible to see much of the outside world unless one climbed a ladder
-or chair. Evidently it had been thought best not to permit the little
-French convent maids to seek for distractions even among the flowers
-and trees.
-
-So the great room, in spite of its perfect cleanliness, had little
-suggestion of gayety or beauty to recommend it at present. The floor,
-walls, beds, everything apparently had been scrubbed to the limit of
-perfection and were smelling of antiseptics. But there was not a flower
-in the room, not a picture, only two long rows of beds each containing
-a weary, impatient soldier, longing to be home with his own people or
-back at the front with the other Tommies.
-
-Almost anyone might have become discouraged with the prospect of two
-hours’ effort in such surroundings, but Nona never dreamed of flinching.
-
-As she went up toward the first bed, the young fellow with his right
-arm in a sling who was trying to write with his left hand, used a short
-word of three letters. He was a boy who worked in a butcher’s shop in
-London. When he saw Nona so near him, he blushed crimson and stammered
-an apology.
-
-Nona only laughed. “Oh, I say that myself sometimes, inside of me,” she
-whispered. “If it hurts your arm, do let me finish your letter. I’d
-like to add a line or two anyhow just to let Addie know you are really
-getting well and not trying to encourage her with false hopes.”
-
-The young fellow smiled. It was clever of the little American girl to
-remember his girl’s name. He was glad enough to have her end his letter
-so that he might lie down again. Besides, he liked to have her sitting
-near him, she was so pretty--the prettiest nurse in the hospital in his
-opinion. Five minutes after when Nona had finished his letter and made
-him comfortable, he sighed to have her leave him. She was only going to
-another duffer a few beds away, who had been trying to read and dropped
-all his magazines on the floor. With one of his legs in a plaster cast,
-he had almost broken his neck trying to fish for them.
-
-So Nona wandered up and down the ward doing whatever was asked of
-her. She felt that she was being useful in spite of her lack of long
-experience in nursing. But it was amusing the queer things she was
-called upon to do.
-
-She was passing one of the cots where a boy lay who had received a
-wound in his head. He was not more than seventeen or eighteen, and
-was a blue-eyed, fair-haired boy with a mouth like a young girl’s. You
-would never have dreamed of him as a fighter; indeed, he had left Eton
-to join the army and had never before known a real hardship in his
-life. But now a pair of wasted white hands clasped Nona’s skirt.
-
-Looking down she discovered that the bandage had slipped off his
-forehead and that his eyes were full of tears.
-
-Nona’s own eyes were dim as she bent toward him.
-
-“Are you suffering again?” she asked gently. “I am so sorry; I thought
-you were almost well.”
-
-“It isn’t that,” the boy whispered. “I wouldn’t mind the pain; it’s
-only--oh, I might as well say it, I want my mother. Funny to behave
-like a cry-baby. I wish I could sleep. I wonder if you could sing to
-me?”
-
-At first Nona shook her head. “Why I can’t sing, really,” she returned.
-“I have never had a music lesson in my life. I only know two or three
-songs that I used to sing to my father way down in South Carolina. I
-expect you hardly know there is such a place.”
-
-Then suddenly the boy’s disappointed face made the girl hesitate.
-
-She glanced about them. In the bed next to the boy’s the man she and
-Barbara had rescued from the aeroplane disaster lay apparently too
-deeply absorbed in a bundle of newspapers to pay the least attention to
-them.
-
-By this time he had almost recovered and was enormously impatient to
-return to his regiment. It appeared that he was not a regular member of
-the aviation corps, but a colonel in command of one of the crack line
-regiments. However, he happened also to be a skilled aviator and on the
-morning of the accident, having a leave of absence from his command,
-had gone up to reconnoiter over the enemy’s lines.
-
-No, Colonel Dalton would pay no attention to her, Nona felt convinced.
-He was very quiet and stern and a distinguished soldier, so that most
-of the nurses were afraid of him.
-
-“If you’ll try to sleep, why I’ll sing softly just to you, so we need
-not disturb any one else,” Nona murmured, kneeling down by the side of
-the boy’s cot so that her face was not far from his. “I only know some
-old darkey songs.”
-
-Straightway the young English boy closed his eyes. Very quietly in a
-hushed voice Nona began to sing, believing no one else would listen.
-
-She chanced to be kneeling just under one of the tall windows and the
-afternoon sun shone down upon her white cap, her pale gold hair and
-delicate face. If she had known it she was not unlike a little nun, but
-fortunately Nona had no thought of herself.
-
-She had only a small voice, but it was sweet and clear.
-
- “All this world am sad and dreary,
- Everywhere I roam,
- Oh, darkies, how my heart grows weary,
- Far from the old folks at home.”
-
-Not one, but half a dozen soldiers lay quiet listening to Nona’s song.
-She was only aware that the boy for whom she was singing was breathing
-more evenly as she sang on and that there was a happier curve to his
-lips. In a few moments more, if nothing occurred to disturb him, he
-must be asleep.
-
-So Nona did not know that Colonel Dalton, although holding his beloved
-London newspaper before his face, had been watching her and that her
-old-fashioned song had touched him.
-
-She was slipping away with her patient finally asleep when he motioned
-to her.
-
-“It is a wonderful thing you are doing, Miss Davis,” he began in a low
-tone, so as not to disturb the sleeper, “you a young American girl
-to come over here to help care for our British boys. I want to shake
-hands with you if I may, you and that clever little friend of yours,
-who helped me out of my difficulty. I shall be away from the hospital
-in a few days and back at my post, as I’ve almost entirely recovered
-from the effects of the chlorine gas. But later on if I can ever be of
-service to you in any way, you are to count upon me. I trust that at
-some future day the English nation can show its appreciation for what
-the United States has done for us in this tragic war.”
-
-Colonel Dalton spoke with so much feeling and dignity that Nona was
-both pleased and embarrassed. Of course, she seemed like a young girl
-to him, and yet after all Colonel Dalton could be only a little over
-thirty. It must be something in his character or in his history that
-gave his face the expression of sadness and sternness. Although his
-duties as an officer in the war might already have created the look.
-
-“You are very good,” she murmured confusedly. She was moving away when
-she noticed that Colonel Dalton was staring fixedly, not at her, but at
-a brooch which she wore fastening her nurse’s apron to her dress.
-
-But probably he was in a reverie and not seeing anything at all!
-
-However, Nona did not have to remain long in doubt. Colonel Dalton
-spoke abruptly.
-
-“That’s an extraordinary pin you’ve got there, a collection of letters
-isn’t it? I wonder if by any chance it represents the motto of your
-own family?”
-
-Nona shook her head and carelessly unclasped the pin. “No,” she
-answered, “and I have scarcely been able to find out what the letters
-spell. I wonder if you could tell me.”
-
-The man scarcely glanced at the pin. “The letters are ‘Vinces,’ the
-Latin for ‘Conquer.’” Then strangely enough Colonel Dalton flushed, a
-curious brick-red, which is a peculiarity of many Englishmen.
-
-“It’s a remarkable request I wish to make of you, Miss Davis. But would
-you mind parting with that little pin? It’s an odd fancy of mine, but
-then every soldier is superstitious and I should like very much to
-possess it. Possibly because of the meaning of the word, for the word
-‘Conquer’ never meant more in the history of the world than it does to
-an Englishman today.”
-
-But Nona had crimsoned uncomfortably and was clutching at her brooch
-in a stupid fashion. “I am awfully sorry,” she murmured, “it must seem
-ungracious of me, but I value the pin very much. You see, it was given
-me by some one----”
-
-“In this country, or in your own?” Colonel Dalton interrupted.
-
-Again Nona hesitated. Suddenly she had become conscious of the unread
-letter in her pocket which she had just received from Lady Dorian, and
-of the hour of their parting and her bestowal of the pin.
-
-She smiled. “It wasn’t given me in either your country or mine, but
-upon the sea.”
-
-Then she walked over to another patient who required a drink of water.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV _Newspaper Letters_
-
-
-Curiously Mildred Thornton was also spending an unexpected afternoon.
-She had been looking forward to her walk with Mrs. Curtis. Mildred
-too had been feeling the strain of the first weeks at the hospital
-more than she had confessed. She was one of the girls whom one speaks
-of as a natural nurse--quiet, sympathetic and efficient--and so had
-immediately been given especially trying cases. And Mildred was not
-accustomed to roughing it, since her home surroundings were luxurious
-and beautiful. So though she had made no complaint and showed no lack
-of courage, as Barbara had, she was tired and now and then, when she
-had time to think, homesick.
-
-Mrs. Curtis had been kind and whatever prejudice the other girls
-felt, she sincerely liked her. Moreover, Mildred also liked her son,
-although this she had not confessed so freely to herself. But she was
-thinking of both of them as she walked through the fields to the home
-of Mère Marie.
-
-Perhaps Mrs. Curtis would have received news from Brooks. He was
-supposed to be not far away making a study of conditions in the
-British line of trenches not far from the Belgian border. He must know
-extraordinarily interesting things. Mildred too shared the almost
-morbid curiosity which everybody of intelligence feels today. What is a
-modern battlefield really like, what is the daily life of the soldier,
-and what is this strange new world of the trenches, where men live and
-work underground as if all humanity had developed the tendencies of the
-mole?
-
-Mildred did not share Nona Davis’ desire to go and find out these
-things for herself, but being so near the scene of action as they were
-could not but stimulate one’s interest. And daily the motor ambulances
-brought the wounded from the nearby battlefield to their door.
-
-At Mère Marie’s Mildred first saw the boy Anton sitting crouched
-before the hut. He leered at her foolishly and said something which
-she did not understand. So somewhat nervously Mildred knocked on the
-heavy wooden door. She too was afraid of Anton; one could scarcely help
-being, although all the people in the neighborhood insisted that he was
-perfectly harmless. As he used to bring vegetables from his mother’s
-garden and run errands for the staff at the hospital, he was a very
-well-known character.
-
-However, Mildred was just as glad when the door opened.
-
-But to her surprise, instead of seeing Mrs. Curtis, Brooks Curtis was
-there to greet her.
-
-He seemed a little nervous at first, but when Mildred showed pleasure
-at seeing him, became more cheerful.
-
-Mère Marie’s big room was empty and so the girl and young man sat down
-on wooden stools in front of the smouldering peat fire.
-
-It appeared that Brooks was discouraged. So far he had not been allowed
-to get inside the British firing line and feared that his newspaper at
-home would be disappointed in him.
-
-Mildred did her best to reassure him. She was accustomed to trying to
-make people more comfortable. All her life her brother Dick had been
-confiding his annoyances to her, depending on her sympathy and advice.
-And Mildred had been missing Dick dreadfully since the first hour of
-her sailing. For though possibly he was as spoiled and selfish as
-Barbara Meade plainly thought him, he was a fairly satisfactory brother
-in his way. So she found it not unpleasant to behave in a sisterly
-fashion toward Brooks Curtis.
-
-Indeed, half an hour had passed before it occurred to Mildred that Mrs.
-Curtis had not appeared and that she had not even asked for her.
-
-However, just as she was making up her mind to inquire, Mrs. Curtis
-came into the room.
-
-She had on a dressing gown and looked pale and ill.
-
-“I am so sorry. I suppose Brooks has explained to you,” she began.
-“But I have a frightful headache and don’t feel equal to going out this
-afternoon. I don’t think you should miss your walk, Miss Thornton, you
-are kept indoors so much at the hospital. So I wonder if you won’t take
-your walk with Brooks instead of me and then come back here and have
-coffee and cake.”
-
-Mildred felt a little uncomfortable. There was no doubt of Mrs. Curtis’
-illness; seldom had she seen anybody more nervous and wretched from a
-headache. Yet Mildred did not know exactly what to do or say. Very much
-she desired to spend a part of her one free afternoon in the air and
-sunshine away from the pain and sorrow of the hospital. She was not
-averse to spending it with Brooks Curtis instead of his mother. But she
-was not sure whether it would be right for her to take a walk alone
-with a man whom she really knew nothing about. The days on shipboard
-had made them behave like fairly intimate friends. However, she also
-felt it would appear stupid and unfriendly of her to refuse. Even if
-Eugenia and the other girls disapproved later, the whole question of
-Mrs. Curtis and her son was not their affair. Moreover, Mildred did not
-intend confiding in them.
-
-So she blushed a little and then answered awkwardly.
-
-“Oh, of course I don’t want to miss my walk and I don’t mind if Mr.
-Curtis wishes to come with me. Only he is not to trouble, because I am
-not afraid to go alone.”
-
-Then Mildred felt like stamping her foot. Ever since getting away from
-the conventional society atmosphere of her own home she had been more
-at ease and less self-conscious. Had not her friendship with Mrs.
-Curtis and her son proved that she was not always stiff and silent?
-Assuredly Brooks had preferred her to any of the other girls, even
-though they were far prettier and more attractive. Yet here she was,
-through her old shyness, spoiling everything.
-
-Mildred smiled unexpectedly, which always relieved the plainness of her
-face.
-
-“I was not telling the truth then,” she added, “I should enjoy my walk
-ever so much more if Mr. Curtis will go with me.”
-
-An hour later and the girl and her companion had climbed the nearest
-hill in that part of the country. It was not quite a mile from the
-hospital and was not a very high hill, yet Mildred was surprised at the
-splendid view.
-
-Brooks Curtis had brought with him the fine telescope which he had used
-on the steamer in spite of the difficulty with his eyes.
-
-He pointed out to Mildred the direction in which General Sir John
-French’s army lay entrenched. One could not see the exact place because
-the line of trenches covered twelve miles of battle front and many
-other miles of underground passages. Then he told her that the right
-wing of the British army which was in position nearest their hospital
-was under the command of Lieutenant-General Porter and that Colonel
-Dalton, who was ill, was one of his most talented officers.
-
-Secretly Mildred Thornton was amazed and fascinated. She had been
-convinced early in their acquaintance that Brooks Curtis was an
-unusually clever fellow. He was not handsome and there was something
-a little odd about him. Mildred was sympathetic with people who were
-not good looking and not at ease. Now she was really surprised at his
-information about the British army. For after all he had only been in
-France for a short time.
-
-“But I thought you said you had not been able to go through the
-trenches,” Mildred expostulated, “yet already you know a great deal.”
-
-The young man shook his head mournfully. “I know nothing of importance
-yet,” he returned with such emphasis that Mildred was the more
-impressed. Above all things she admired determination of character.
-
-Then for a few moments neither the girl nor the young man spoke.
-
-Mildred was trying to locate in a vague fashion certain positions of
-the army which her companion had just described. Two miles farther to
-the north Mildred could see a low range of hills which seemed deeply
-curtained by trees. In the midst of those trees Brooks insisted the
-British army had stationed long-range guns. They were guns of a new
-character and no one yet knew what their power of destruction might be.
-Behind the artillery there were telephone connections with the trenches
-miles away.
-
-Really Mildred Thornton was too interested in the information imparted
-by her new friend to pay any special attention to what he might be
-doing.
-
-However, he had taken off his glasses, gotten out a note book and was
-now writing as rapidly as possible.
-
-By and by he got out an envelope and put the papers inside it, together
-with some others that were there previously.
-
-At this minute Mildred looked around.
-
-“Oh, dear, it is late; we must be going back as quickly as possible!”
-she exclaimed, and then got up without allowing her companion
-opportunity to assist her.
-
-Nevertheless, the young man did not follow her for a moment.
-
-“I wish you would stay just an instant longer,” he asked instead.
-
-And when Mildred turned he still held the envelope in his hand.
-
-“I want to ask you a favor, Miss Thornton, and I don’t know just how
-to explain. I wonder if you will be good enough to mail this letter
-of mine from the hospital along with your own home mail? You see, it
-is like this with the newspaper fellows, all our mail is so censored
-that the news we want to send to the United States is usually cut out
-before it arrives. There is no good my writing exactly what the other
-fellows send. So I thought if you would mail this for me like private
-mail along with the nurses’ letters, why I’d stand a chance. I know it
-is asking a good deal of a favor of you. But somehow I have felt you
-were my friend ever since our first meeting and my mother feels the
-same way. You see, we are awfully poor. Of course you can’t know what
-that means, but for my mother’s sake and my own I’m terribly anxious to
-make good with my war stories. I feel if I can make a reputation now my
-future will be assured.”
-
-Whether Brooks Curtis was a student of character or not, one does not
-yet know. But certainly he had gauged Mildred.
-
-If there was anything that did appeal to her it was the thought of
-another’s struggle and the possibility that she might help. Just
-because she had always spent such a rich and sheltered life her desire
-to aid others was the stronger. So Mildred promised to mail the letter
-to an address in Brooklyn, placing the address on the envelope with her
-own handwriting so as to avoid questioning.
-
-Neither did she feel that she was doing anything unusual. The deception
-was too small to be considered. Besides, what difference could it make
-to the hospital authorities if one more letter were added to their mail
-bag?
-
-“I shall never cease to appreciate your kindness,” Brooks Curtis said
-at parting, “and you won’t mind, will you, if now and then Anton brings
-you other letters to the hospital? I may not be able to get away to
-bring them myself.”
-
-Mildred nodded without thinking of this side of the question seriously.
-The truth of the matter was that she was in too much of a hurry now to
-return to her work. Although she had not gone back to Mère Marie’s for
-coffee, they had been out longer than she realized.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI _The Ambulance Corps_
-
-
-A few days later it was definitely arranged that Nona Davis, Barbara
-Meade, Lady Dorothy Mathers and Daisy Redmond should be enrolled in the
-Red Cross ambulance work.
-
-To understand the service of the Red Cross ambulances one must be
-familiar with the unusual conditions which existed in this most
-terrible war of all human history.
-
-Most of us know, of course, that the greater part of the fighting
-was done at night. By day scouts in aeroplanes endeavored to locate
-the enemy’s positions, while sentries kept guard along the miles of
-trenches to fire at any man who dared venture within what was called
-the zone of death. So all the work of war except the actual fighting
-must take place behind each army’s line of entrenchments.
-
-This means that in the early morning, when the night’s cruelties were
-past, the wounded soldiers were carried from the field of battle or
-from the trenches to some place of safety in the rear. Here nurses
-and doctors could give them first aid. And this required tremendous
-personal bravery. The stricken soldiers must be borne in the arms of
-their companions to the nearest Red Cross, or else lifted into the
-ambulances or smaller motor cars. These traveled with all possible
-speed across the tragic fields of the dead, as soon as a lull in the
-firing made attempt at rescue possible.
-
-There, behind a barricade of trees, or of sand bags, or of a stone
-wall, or whatever defense human ingenuity could invent, stood white
-tents, or else a stable or house. These waved flags of white bearing a
-crimson cross, demanding safety for the suffering.
-
-These temporary hospitals had to be established at any place where the
-need was greatest. But the soldiers could not remain in these quarters.
-As soon as possible they were taken to the nearest properly equipped
-hospital, sometimes fairly near the fighting line. At other times they
-were loaded into trains and borne many weary miles away.
-
-But in nearly every case they were carried to the cars or to the nearer
-hospitals in the Red Cross ambulances. They were the only chariots of
-peace the war had so far acquired.
-
-However, it is good to know that together with all the modern
-inventions for the destruction of men, science had done all that was
-possible to make the new Red Cross ambulances havens of comfort and of
-cure. In Paris, the great Madame Curie, the discoverer of radium, had
-been giving her time and talent to the equipment of ambulances for the
-soldiers. From this country much of the money that had been poured so
-generously into Europe had been devoted to their purchase.
-
-So the four Red Cross girls from the Hospital of the Sacred Heart (so
-named in honor of the old convent school) were naturally impressed with
-the importance of their new duties.
-
-The plan was that they were to travel back and forth from the field
-hospitals with the wounded soldiers who required the most immediate
-attention. A doctor would be in charge of each ambulance and of
-necessity the chauffeur. Under the circumstances it was thought better
-to have two nurses instead of one. The four additional nurses were
-required because two new ambulances had just been added to the British
-service, as a gift from New York City, through the efforts of Mrs.
-Henry Payne, who was especially interested in the Sacred Heart Hospital.
-
-The morning that the girls left for the nearer neighborhood of the
-battlefield was an exquisite June day. The sun is one of France’s many
-lovers, turning her into “La Belle Dame,” the name by which she is
-known to her own children and to some of her admirers from other lands.
-
-All the nurses who were off duty at the hospital poured out into the
-garden to say farewell and God-speed to their companions.
-
-Except for the prejudice which Lady Dorothy Mathers and her friends
-continued to feel against the four Americans, everybody else had
-been most kind. The English manner is colder than the American or the
-French, but once having learned to understand and like you, they are
-the most loyal people in the world.
-
-Three of the American Red Cross girls were beginning to realize this.
-But Barbara Meade still felt herself misunderstood and disliked. Under
-normal conditions Barbara was not the type of girl given to posing as
-“misunderstood” and being sorry for herself in consequence.
-
-The difficulty was that ever since her arrival the horror of the war
-and the suffering about her had made her unlike herself. She felt
-terribly western, terribly “gauche,” which is the French word meaning
-left-handed and all that it implies. Then Barbara had a fashion of
-saying exactly what she thought without reflecting on the time or
-place. This had gotten her into trouble not once but a dozen times.
-She did not mean to criticize, only she had the unfortunate habit of
-thinking out loud. But most of all, Barbara lamented her own failure
-as a nurse and all that it must argue to her companions. For so far
-they had the right to consider her a shirker and a coward, or at least
-as one of the tiresome, foolish women who rush off to care for the
-wounded in a war because of an emotion and without the sense or the
-training to be anything but hopelessly in the way.
-
-It was for this reason that Barbara had finally decided to accept the
-new opportunity offered her. If she should make a failure of it, she
-agreed with Eugenia’s frank statement of her case: she must simply go
-back home so as not to be a nuisance.
-
-Curious, but one of the reasons why Barbara loathed the thought of her
-own surrender was the idea that if she turned back, she would have to
-face Dick Thornton in New York City. This thought had been in her mind
-all along. For one thing she kept recalling how bravely she had talked
-to Dick of her own intentions, and of how she had reproached him for
-his idle existence.
-
-The worst of Barbara’s conviction was that should she return a
-failure, no one would be kinder or more thoughtful of her feelings than
-Dick. Of course, she had not known him very long, but it had been long
-enough for her to appreciate that Dick Thornton was utterly without
-the ugly spirit of “I told you so.” But perhaps his sympathy and quiet
-acceptance of her weakness would be harder to endure than blame.
-
-So it was a very pale and silent Barbara who walked out of the old
-stone convent that morning with her arm linked inside Eugenia’s. She
-was beginning to appreciate Eugenia more and to realize that her first
-impression of Miss Barbara Meade’s abilities, or lack of them, was not
-so ridiculously unfair as she had thought.
-
-Certainly no one could be kinder than Eugenia had been in the few days
-between Barbara’s acceptance of her new work and the time for actually
-beginning it.
-
-She kept looking at her now, feeling almost as one would at the sight
-of a frightened child. Poor Barbara was pretending to be so brave.
-Though she had not spoken again of her own qualms, it was plain enough
-to the older girl that Barbara was almost ill with apprehension. Not
-that Eugenia believed she was afraid of the actual dangers that might
-befall her from going so much closer to the battle front. She suffered
-from the nervous dread of breaking down at the sight of the wounded and
-so again failing to make good.
-
-The superintendent of the nurses, a splendid middle-aged woman from one
-of the big London hospitals, was also aware of Barbara Meade’s state of
-mind. For several days with all the other work she had to do she had
-been quietly watching her. Here at the last moment she had an impulse
-to tell Barbara to give up. After all, she was such a child and the
-strain might be too much for her. Then she concluded it would be best
-to let the girl find out for herself.
-
-The contrast was odd between the two American girls who were answering
-this new call of war. Nona Davis did not seem nervous or alarmed. Not
-that she was unconscious either of the dangers or the difficulties. She
-seemed uplifted by some spiritual emotion. She was like a young Joan
-of Arc, only she went forth to carry not a sword but a nurse’s “Red
-Badge of Courage.”
-
-A little after daylight the four girls and two of the hospital surgeons
-left for the front. The two new ambulances had been taken directly to
-the field hospital where they were to meet them.
-
-The night before news had come that there had been fresh fighting and
-help was needed at once. So one of the hospital automobiles had been
-requisitioned to transport the little party.
-
-“We will be back by tonight with the wounded,” Nona Davis said calmly
-as she kissed Mildred Thornton good-by. “You are not to worry about us.
-I don’t think we are going into any danger.”
-
-Barbara made no attempt at farewells; she simply sat quietly on the
-back seat of the car with her hand clasped inside Nona’s, and her eyes
-full of tears. Had she tried to talk she might have broken down and
-she was painfully conscious that the two English girls, Lady Dorothy
-Mathers and Daisy Redmond, were staring at her in amazement. It was
-hard to appreciate why if she was afraid of the war nursing, she would
-not give it up.
-
-The first part of the drive was through country like that surrounding
-the Sacred Heart Hospital. General Sir John French had given orders
-that in every place where it was possible the agriculture of France
-should be respected. The crops must not be trampled down and destroyed,
-for the rich and poor of France alike must live and also feed their
-army.
-
-So all along the first part of their route the girls could see women
-and children at work. They wore the long, dark-blue blouses of the
-French working classes, at once so much cleaner and more picturesque
-than the old, half-worn cloth clothes of our own working people.
-
-It was all so serene and sweet that for a little while Nona and Barbara
-almost forgot their errand.
-
-Then the face of the countryside changed. There were no peasants’ huts
-that were not half in ruins, great houses occupied but a few months
-before by the wealthy landowners of northern France were now as fallen
-into disuse as if they had been ancient fortresses. Here and there,
-where the artillery had swept them, forests of trees had fallen like
-dead soldiers, and over certain of the fields there was a blight as if
-they had been devastated with fire.
-
-Then the car brought the little party to the spot where in the morning
-sunshine they caught the gleam of the Red Cross flag.
-
-The place was a deserted stable sheltered by a rise of ground. To the
-front lay the British trenches, covered with thatch and the boughs
-of many trees; to the right and some distance off, hidden behind
-breastworks, were enormous long distance guns.
-
-Also one of the surgeons explained to Lady Dorothy and Nona, who seemed
-most interested, that on the hill beyond the hospital where nothing
-could be seen for the denseness of the shrubbery, several of the
-officers had their headquarters and from there dictated the operations
-in the trenches and in the fields.
-
-The night before must have been a busy one, for as the car stopped
-behind the improvised hospital, soldiers in khaki could be seen
-staggering back and forth with the wounded, surgeons with their work
-showing all too realistically upon them. Then there were the sounds as
-well as the sights of suffering.
-
-As Barbara Meade crawled out of the automobile she felt her knees give
-way under her and a darkness swallow her up. Then she realized that she
-must be fainting again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII _Dick_
-
-
-“Steady,” a voice said in Barbara Meade’s ear, as a strong arm slipped
-across her shoulders, bracing her upright.
-
-And so surprised was she by the voice and its intonation that she felt
-herself brought back to consciousness.
-
-“Dick Thornton,” she began weakly, and then decided that in truth she
-must be taking leave of her senses, to have an image of Dick obtrude
-upon her at such a moment and in such a place.
-
-Naturally curiosity forced her to turn around and so for the instant
-she forgot herself and her surroundings.
-
-She saw a young man in a khaki uniform of a kind of olive green with
-a close-fitting cap and visor. But beneath the cap was a face which
-was like and yet unlike the face of the friend she remembered. This
-fellow’s expression was grave, almost sad, the dark-brown eyes were no
-longer indifferent and mocking, the upright figure no longer inactive.
-Indeed, there was action and courage and vigor in every line of the
-figure and face.
-
-Barbara stepped back a few paces.
-
-“Dick Thornton,” she demanded, “have I lost my mind or what has
-happened? Aren’t you several thousand miles away in New York City, or
-Newport, where ever the place was you intended spending the summer? I
-simply can’t believe my own eyes.”
-
-Dick slipped his arm inside Barbara Meade’s. For the time no one was
-noticing them; the scene about them was absorbing every attention.
-
-“Just a moment, please, Barbara, I want to explain the situation to
-you,” Dick asked, and drew the girl away behind the shelter of one of
-the hospital wagons.
-
-“Sit down for a moment,” he urged. “Dear me, Barbara, what have they
-been doing to you in the few weeks since we said good-by in good old
-New York? You are as white and tiny as a little tired ghost.”
-
-But Barbara shook her head persuasively. “Please don’t talk about me,”
-she pleaded. “I must know what has occurred. What could have induced
-you to come over here where this terrible war is taking place, and what
-are you doing now you are here? You aren’t a soldier, are you?” And
-there was little in Barbara’s expression to suggest that she wished her
-friend to answer “Yes.”
-
-Dick had also taken a seat on the ground alongside Barbara and now
-quite simply he reached over and took her hand inside his in a friendly
-strong grasp.
-
-“I don’t know which question to answer first, but I’ll try and not make
-a long story. I want you to know and then I want you to tell Mill.
-I came over to this part of the country so as to be near you. But I
-haven’t wanted to see either of you until I found out whether I was
-going to amount to anything. If I wasn’t of use I was going on back
-home without making a fuss. You see, Barbara, I suppose your visit to
-us set me thinking. You had a kind way of suggesting, perhaps without
-meaning it, that I was a pretty idle, good-for-nothing fellow, not
-worth my salt, let alone the amount of sugar my father was bestowing
-on me. Well, I pretended not to mind. Certainly I didn’t want a little
-thing like you to find out you had made an impression on me. Still,
-things you said rankled. Then you and old Mill went away. I couldn’t
-get either of you out of my mind. It seemed pretty rotten, me staying
-at home dancing the fox trot and you and Mill over here up against
-the Lord knows what. So I--I just cleared out and came along too. But
-there, I didn’t mean to talk so much. Whatever is the matter with you,
-Barbara? You look like you were going to keel over again, just as you
-did when you tumbled out of that car.”
-
-The girl shook her head. “You can’t mean, Dick, that you have come over
-to enlist in this war because of what I said in New York? Oh, dear me,
-I thought I was unhappy enough. Now if anything happens to you your
-mother will have every right not to forgive me; besides, I shall never
-forgive myself.”
-
-Barbara said the last few words under her breath. Although hearing them
-perfectly, Dick Thornton only smiled.
-
-“Oh, I wouldn’t take matters as seriously as that,” he returned. “I
-didn’t mean to make you responsible for my proceedings. I only meant
-you waked me up and then, please heaven, I did the rest myself. See
-here, Barbara, after all I am a man, or at least made in the image of
-one. And I want to tell you frankly that I’ve gone into this terrible
-war game for two reasons. I don’t suppose many people do things in this
-world from unmixed motives. I want to help the Allies; I think they are
-right and so they have got to win. Then I thought I’d like to prove
-that I had some of the real stuff in me and wasn’t just the little son
-of a big man. Then, well, here are you and Mill. I’m not a whole lot
-of use, but I like being around if anything should go wrong. We didn’t
-know each other very long, Barbara, but I’m frank to confess I like
-you. You seem to me the bravest, most go-ahead girl I ever met, and I
-am proud to know you. I believe we were meant to be friends. Just see
-how we have been calling each other by our first names as if we had
-been doing it always. Funny how we left our titles behind us in New
-York.”
-
-Dick was talking on at random, trying to persuade his companion to a
-little more cheerfulness. Surely they were meeting again in gruesome
-surroundings. Yet one must not meet even life’s worst tragedies without
-the courage of occasional laughter.
-
-“But I’m not brave, or any of the things you are kind enough to think
-me; I’m not even deserving of your friendship, let alone your praise,”
-the girl answered meekly. Her old sparkle and fire appeared gone. Dick
-Thornton was first amazed and then angry. What had they been doing
-to his little friend to make her so changed in a few weeks? He said
-nothing, however, only waited for her to go on.
-
-But Barbara did not continue at once. For of a sudden there was an
-unexpected noise, a savage roaring and bellowing and then a muffled
-explosion.
-
-The hand inside the American boy’s turned suddenly cold.
-
-“What was that?” she whispered.
-
-But Dick shook his head indifferently. “Oh, just a few big guns letting
-themselves go. They do that now and then unexpectedly. There is no real
-fighting. I have been here a week. Sometimes at night there is a steady
-crack, crack of rifles down miles and miles of the trenches from both
-sides and as far off as you can hear. Then every once in a while like
-thunder of angry heathen gods the cannons roar. It’s a pretty mad, bad
-world, Barbara.”
-
-By this time the noise had died away and Barbara took her hand from
-Dick’s.
-
-“We must not stay here much longer,” she suggested, “yet I must tell
-you something. You remember all the things I said to you in New York
-about being useful and a girl having as much courage as a boy and the
-right to live her own life and all that?”
-
-Dick nodded encouragingly. Nevertheless and in spite of their
-surroundings he had to pretend to a gravity he did not actually feel.
-For to him at least Barbara appeared at this moment enchantingly pretty
-and absurd.
-
-If only she had not been so tiny and her eyes so big and softly blue!
-Of course, the short brown curls were now hidden under her nurse’s
-cap. But her lips were quivering and the color coming and going in
-her cheeks, which now held little hollows where the roundness had
-previously been.
-
-She held her hands tight together across her knees.
-
-“I have turned out a hopeless failure with my nursing, Dick. All
-the silly things I told you about myself were just vanity. Eugenia
-and Mildred and even Nona, who has had little experience, are doing
-splendidly. But the Superintendent and all the people in charge of our
-hospital want me to go home. You see, the trouble is I’m a coward.
-Sometimes I don’t know whether I am afraid for myself or whether it is
-because I am so wretched over all the pain around me. I try to believe
-it is the last, but I don’t know. When that cannon was fired I was
-frightened for us.”
-
-Dick Thornton’s expression had changed. “Why, of course you were. Who
-isn’t scared to death all the time in such an infernal racket? Suppose
-you think I haven’t been frightened out of my senses all this week? I
-just go about with my knees shaking and scarcely know what I’m doing.
-The soldiers tell me they feel the same way when they first get into
-the firing line; after a while one gets more used to it. But see here,
-Barbara,” Dick’s brows knit and the lines about his handsome mouth
-deepened. “If you feel the way you say you do, in heaven’s name tell me
-what you mean by coming so near the battlefield? Whatever put it into
-your head to attempt this ambulance work? Why don’t you stay at the
-hospital and make yourself useful? That’s what Mildred is doing, isn’t
-she?”
-
-Barbara nodded. “Yes, but I wasn’t useful at the hospital. So I decided
-to walk right up to the cannon’s mouth and see if I couldn’t conquer
-myself. If my nerves don’t go to pieces here I feel I can endure most
-anything afterwards.” Barbara glanced fearfully about her. Fortunately
-they were hidden from any sight of suffering. Then she got quietly up
-on her feet.
-
-“I must go to my work now, I’m afraid I have already been shirking,”
-she said. “But please, Dick, you have not yet answered my question.
-What is it you are doing with the army? Have you enlisted as a soldier?”
-
-Dick took off his cap. Already his skin had darkened from the week’s
-hardships and exposure, for a line of white showed between his hair and
-the end of his cap.
-
-“No, I am not a soldier, Barbara. After all, you know I am an American
-and I don’t quite feel like killing anybody, German or no German. So
-I am trying to do the little I can to help the fellows who are hurt,
-just as you are, although in a different fashion. Remember I told you
-once that my real gift might be that of a chauffeur. Well, that’s what
-I am these days, a glorified chauffeur. I am running one of the field
-ambulances. You see, I am a pretty skilful driver. I go out over the
-fields with my car whenever the Deutschers give us a chance and with
-two other fellows pick up the wounded Tommies and try to rush them back
-to safety. It’s a pretty exciting business. But somehow in spite of
-being scared I like it.”
-
-Barbara again held out her hand. “Will you shake hands with me before
-we have to say good-by? Because I want you to know that when I thought
-you were careless and good for nothing you were really brave and
-splendid. While I--oh, well, it is tiresome to talk about oneself.
-You’ll come to see us as soon as you can. Mildred will be so anxious.
-And please, please be careful for her sake.”
-
-For half a moment Barbara had an impulse to mention Mildred Thornton’s
-intimacy with Brooks Curtis, the young newspaper correspondent, to
-her brother. But then she realized that there was not time. Moreover,
-Mildred would probably prefer telling him whatever there might be to
-tell herself.
-
-Besides, at this instant Nona Davis appeared, looking both worried and
-annoyed. What had become of Barbara Meade that she was not attending to
-her duties? Was she ill again?
-
-Naturally on discovering Barbara talking to a stranger at such a time
-Nona was puzzled and displeased. She had never seen Dick Thornton to
-know him, although Mildred had of course frequently spoken of her
-brother.
-
-A few seconds later, when the necessary explanations had been made,
-Nona and Barbara went together into the temporary hospital building.
-Dick found his quarters and dropped asleep. He had not thought it worth
-while to mention to Barbara that he had been working like a Hercules
-since earliest dawn.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII _A Reappearance_
-
-
-After several weeks of the ambulance work, Barbara found herself
-growing more accustomed to it. Not that she had recovered from her
-horror and dread. But she had at least learned to control her nerves
-and to become more useful. She was able to make up her mind, as Dick
-had told her, that everybody felt much as she did, but simply showed
-greater stoicism.
-
-Fortunately for Barbara, her first two weeks of work came after a lull
-in the fighting at Neuve Chapelle. There were but few desperately
-wounded soldiers to be brought to the hospital. Most of the men were
-either ill from natural causes or from some disease contracted in the
-trenches. Only now and then an occasional shot from across the line
-found the way to its victim.
-
-Then frequently during this period Barbara and Dick enjoyed
-opportunities for short conversations. Several times Dick had received
-leaves of absence to come and see his sister and her friends.
-
-He was immediately a great favorite with the hospital staff. He and
-Nona Davis seemed to understand each other particularly well. There was
-some bond of likeness between them. Both of them moved slowly, had an
-air of languor and easy grace, and yet when the necessity arose were
-capable of the swiftest and most definite action.
-
-Several times the idea came to Barbara: would Dick and Nona some day
-learn to care seriously for each other? She used to feel lonely and
-cold at this thought, yet all the while recognizing that this might
-prove a beautiful relationship.
-
-Nona seemed so brave. The other girl could not but marvel.
-
-Whatever work she had to do she went through it and so far as one could
-see showed no qualms or misgivings. In the dreary ride from the field
-Nona used always to take charge of the patient who suffered most.
-And though sometimes her delicate face was like alabaster she never
-faltered either in her care or cheerfulness.
-
-Dr. Milton, a young Englishman who had charge of one of the new
-ambulances, was open in his praise of Nona’s assistance. He could
-scarcely believe she had so little previous nursing experience. But
-then Daisy Redmond insisted that the young surgeon was half in love
-with the southern girl and so his opinion was prejudiced.
-
-Moreover, Mildred Thornton also seemed greatly cheered by her brother’s
-appearance, although this was natural enough. At first she had been
-frightened for his safety, but as the days passed and no fresh fighting
-took place her fears abated.
-
-By nature Mildred Thornton was extremely reticent. Never being
-congenial with her mother, she had never made a confidant of her. Then,
-while Dick always told her his secrets, she had but few of her own
-and not specially liking to talk, kept these to herself. So perhaps
-by accident and perhaps because of her nature she said little to her
-brother about her new acquaintances, Mrs. Curtis and Brooks Curtis. In
-a vague way Dick knew of them both, understood that Mildred now and
-then went to call on the mother and liked her. But he did not know
-that Mildred ever saw the young man or that she received frequent
-letters from him. Nor that these letters were brought to her in a
-mysterious fashion by Anton, the half-witted French boy, by an especial
-arrangement.
-
-In the rear of the garden there chanced to be a loose stone in the old
-convent wall. The letters were thrust under this stone. So whenever
-Mildred was alone and had the chance she could collect her own mail.
-
-There seemed nothing so specially remarkable to Mildred in this
-arrangement. The letters usually only contained a short note written
-to her. The rest of the enclosure were presumably the letters which
-Brooks Curtis was sending to his newspaper in the United States through
-Mildred’s aid. For she used to address them to the street and number he
-had given her and mail them at the same time she mailed her own home
-letters.
-
-Probably Mildred did not talk more of her friendship with the young
-newspaper man because she did not wish to betray what she was doing for
-him. There could be no harm in it and yet there was a possibility that
-the hospital authorities might object, everything was being so strictly
-and so carefully managed.
-
-Only two or three times since their walk together had Mildred seen the
-young man himself. But she always spent the hours she was off duty with
-his mother and apparently knew the history of the son from his youth up.
-
-Mrs. Curtis said that she herself was a New Yorker, but that her
-husband had been a foreigner, of what nationality she did not mention.
-But Brooks had been taught several languages when he was a young boy,
-both French and German. These were most useful to him in his work. Then
-she spoke freely of the admiration her son felt for Mildred and that
-ordinarily he did not like the society of girls.
-
-So Mildred was pleased and a little flattered. Brooks Curtis was
-unusually clever, there was no disputing that, and at times had
-agreeable manners, only he was moody and changeable. Possibly had
-Mildred met him under other circumstances she would have felt no
-interest in him. But she had a kind of fellow feeling for her own
-countryman in a strange land.
-
-And though Mildred was not aware of it, Mrs. Curtis was an adept in the
-art of flattery. No one in her life had ever said such charming things
-to the girl, or made her feel of so great importance. Mrs. Curtis
-hung on everything Mildred said. She persuaded her she could not have
-endured her own loneliness except for the girl’s kindness.
-
-Perhaps owing to the same streak of reticence and a little
-self-depreciation, Mildred had not yet become very intimate with the
-other three American Red Cross girls who were her companions. They were
-nice to her, but Barbara and Nona had developed a friendship which made
-her feel a little left out, and Eugenia was too cold and too occupied
-with her work for confidences. One so often wondered if she could be a
-real flesh-and-blood woman.
-
-So the days passed. In spite of the tragedy surrounding them a kind of
-routine filled the lives of the Red Cross girls, as it did those of the
-soldiers at the front except during the hours of actual warfare.
-
-Actually one afternoon Nona and Barbara drove back to the hospital in
-the ambulance with only one patient, who was fast asleep for most of
-the journey.
-
-By and by Nona took a letter out of her pocket. “I have been meaning to
-tell you, Barbara, and have never had a real chance. Lady Dorian, the
-friend we met on the ship, has been acquitted of the charges against
-her in London. She says that they were not able to prove anything,
-though she does not feel sure that she is not still regarded with
-suspicion. The papers she carried with her were family papers and had
-nothing to do with political matters. She declares that she is not in
-the least a German sympathizer, but that she longs and prays for peace.
-She has been trying to establish some kind of peace party in London,
-I think. Some time ago, in the first letter I received from her, she
-told me to ask Eugenia if she still objected to our friendship, now
-that there were no clouds against her. Of course Eugenia said, ‘No.’ So
-Lady Dorian writes me that she is coming over to our hospital. Not to
-nurse; she does not know how to do that, but she has given the hospital
-a lot of money and is going to help with the office work. I am deeply
-interested to see her again. You know I had a feeling we would meet. I
-don’t often take fancies to people, but I have taken a strange one to
-her.”
-
-Barbara nodded. “I like her too, but perhaps not just in the way you
-do. For I still feel there is some mystery about her that makes me
-uncomfortable. But she is beautiful and charming and I shall look
-forward to her coming.”
-
-That same afternoon just at dusk Barbara and Nona arrived at the Sacred
-Heart Hospital. They were so tired that they went straight to their
-rooms and laid down.
-
-Half an hour afterwards Eugenia Peabody knocked at the door and opened
-it. She had with her a tall woman dressed quietly in a plain dark-blue
-dress fitting the lines of her figure closely. Even in the dusk she
-gave one a sense of beauty and poise, and there was an odor about her
-like lilacs.
-
-She kissed both girls as if they had been real friends.
-
-“I have been hearing of what you have been doing and I’m very proud of
-you,” she murmured. “I hope I may be useful too.”
-
-But Nona half saw and half felt that the woman for whom she had
-conceived such an intense fancy looked very weary and sad.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX _The Test_
-
-
-One morning a short time afterwards, as the Red Cross ambulance drew
-within two miles of the field hospital, the chauffeur stopped.
-
-For a quarter of an hour before, though no one had spoken of it, the
-four occupants of the wagon had heard the far-off echo of a tremendous
-cannonading. It was not possible to locate the sound.
-
-Now the chauffeur turned to Dr. Milton.
-
-“I don’t know whether we ought to report for duty this morning,” he
-volunteered. “I’ve an idea the trouble we hoped was pretty well over in
-this neighborhood has broken out again. We will probably get into the
-thick of things if we go much nearer.”
-
-Dr. Milton’s lips tightened. “That’s what we are here for, isn’t
-it? Oh, I understand what you mean; of course you have no fear for
-yourself. Let’s think the situation over.”
-
-The young fellow who had charge of the particular ambulance in which
-Nona and Barbara were acting as nurses was a young Englishman who had
-volunteered for the service from one of the Manchester automobile
-factories. He was a skilled and trained workman and believed that in
-guiding a Red Cross ambulance he was doing more for his country than in
-actual fighting. But he was as gallant as possible and utterly fearless
-for his own safety.
-
-The two men were together on the front seat of the car. Nevertheless,
-when they began talking, as long as the ambulance was no longer in
-movement, both Barbara and Nona were able to understand the subject of
-their conversation.
-
-However, neither girl spoke immediately.
-
-Nona Davis turned to gaze at her companion.
-
-But Barbara seemed to have her entire attention engaged in straining
-her ears to the noise of the bombarding. Now and again there was a
-faint lull and then the noise broke out with added fury. Sometimes
-the sound came from one side of the line and sometimes from the other.
-There could be no disputing the fact, fighting had indeed begun again.
-
-Dr. Milton swung around and looked at Nona.
-
-“Miss Davis,” he began. “I know it is a great deal to ask of you and
-Miss Meade. We are several miles this side of the hospital and the walk
-will be a long one; nevertheless, won’t you both attempt it? Of course,
-you have guessed, just as we have, that trouble has broken out afresh
-in our neighborhood and if our ambulance goes on much farther we may
-at any moment be in the midst of it. We are flying the Red Cross flag,
-but that does not always save us, and couldn’t save us in any case from
-the bursting of a shell. Yet Martin and I feel we must go on toward the
-battlefield, as we are needed now more than any other time. We must not
-take you into such danger, so if you will leave us----”
-
-Nona’s golden brown eyes wore almost an exalted look, they were so
-free from thought of self.
-
-“But won’t nurses also be more needed?” she asked, although not
-requiring an answer to so self-evident a question.
-
-“Dr. Milton, I entirely appreciate your feeling, but honestly I am not
-afraid. I don’t exactly know why, but I don’t believe anything will
-happen to me. If it does, why of course when one comes here for the Red
-Cross work, one expects to take chances.” Again Nona glanced toward
-Barbara, who still had not spoken. “Do you think there would be any
-danger if Miss Meade should walk back to the hospital alone?” she asked.
-
-Really Nona had not the least idea of the insult her words implied to
-the other girl. Not for worlds would she have wounded or offended her!
-Neither did she believe Barbara a coward because she felt that the work
-ahead of them might be too much for her. This business of nursing is
-often a matter of sensibility. The people with the finest nerves and
-tenderest hearts are least fitted for the profession. So it had become
-almost a matter of course in the past few weeks for the three American
-Red Cross girls to regard the fourth of their number in this light.
-
-But Barbara flushed so painfully that tears filled her eyes.
-
-“So that is what you think of me, is it, Nona?” she queried. But she
-offered no further reproaches; only turning quietly toward the driver
-of the ambulance said, “Drive on, will you, please. I too am unwilling
-to go back now. We will, of course, be as careful as possible, since
-only in that way can we really help.”
-
-Then nobody said another word for the next half an hour. Perhaps their
-hearts were too full for speech or their nerves on too terrible a
-tension. Also the noise of the firing as they approached nearer the
-line of the British trenches grew more appalling.
-
-But along the way Nona slipped her hand inside Barbara’s and though
-her lips were not opened, her apology was made and accepted. Moreover,
-in a sub-conscious fashion Barbara appreciated that no distrust had
-been intended. For indeed, the two girls were daily becoming closer and
-closer friends now that their ambulance work gave them the chance for
-spending long hours in each other’s society. Unlike as they were they
-appreciated the very differences between them.
-
-But now was not the time for thinking of themselves nor of their
-friendship.
-
-The thought of what lay before them called only for brave silences.
-
-With great skill and care the driver of their Red Cross ambulance
-moved in the direction of the battle. There could be no doubt in any
-mind of what was taking place. Therefore to approach even within the
-neighborhood of the little field hospital near the trenches required
-infinite caution and judgment.
-
-Once the car stopped short. Thirty yards before them a giant shell
-tore through the air and fell, ripping a tunnel in the green earth.
-The big ambulance wagon felt the shock of the explosion, but was not
-sufficiently near to be endangered, except of course the thought would
-force itself: Next time would they escape so easily?
-
-Yet mysteriously Nona and not even Barbara were so frightened as one
-might expect. In moments of great peril, as we all know, a courage is
-born which one does not have in the lesser moments of life.
-
-Once Barbara thought with a whimsical twisting of her lips no one saw,
-that in all probability she was so terrified that she had no ordinary
-method of showing it. One could not scream or cry out and certainly
-one could not weep like a nervous school girl. Having made up her mind
-to go through with whatever lay before them, stoicism was the only
-possible way of facing the situation.
-
-Finally the ambulance arrived at the edge of a woods about half a mile
-back from the stable which had been transformed into the temporary Red
-Cross hospital at the beginning of the fighting at Neuve Chapelle.
-
-For the moment the noise of the cannon and guns from the two lines of
-trenches lying so tragically near one another, made speech between the
-occupants of the wagon almost impossible. Yet the young Englishman
-brought his ambulance to a stand-still behind a clump of trees that so
-far had been spared from destruction.
-
-“We must leave the ambulance here,” he directed, “it will be wiser to
-bring the soldiers to the car, than run the risk of having it made a
-target.”
-
-The ambulance surgeon nodded; there was no time for discussion.
-
-“Will you wait here or come with us nearer the hospital?” he asked,
-looking at Nona.
-
-She made no reply, only started to follow the two men across the open
-field that lay between the hiding place of the ambulance and the work
-before them. Barbara silently kept at her side.
-
-The girls could see the ground shake as if stirred by an earthquake.
-Then from the line, where they knew the British trenches to be
-concealed, poured a steady stream of low-lying smoke crawling across
-the land like innumerable serpents. This was returned in the same
-fashion, while overhead thundered the larger field guns, whose smoke
-hung like a giant cloud overhead.
-
-None of the guns were being turned upon the open space over which the
-two girls and two men were running at a steady pace. Moreover, they
-were somewhat protected by the breastworks which had been thrown up
-before the little emergency hospital and the fact that the Red Cross
-flag flew from a tall flagstaff set in front of it, visible many miles
-away.
-
-They were well in sight of the hospital when Barbara’s former terror
-reasserted itself. With this first glimpse, things were worse than her
-most terrified dreams had pictured.
-
-Running across the meadows whenever a lull came in the firing were
-soldiers bearing their stricken comrades. Because few of them dared
-cease from their own labor of firing, the men at the work of rescue
-were not soldiers but those who had specially volunteered for the
-saving of the wounded.
-
-It is not worth while to speak of the scene at the field hospital. If
-one’s own imagination cannot picture it, perhaps it is better never to
-know of the horrors of a battlefield.
-
-For the next few hours Barbara and Nona worked as never before in
-their lives. They became inspired human machines. No longer did they
-consciously hear even the noises of the cannonading. Every instant
-something had to be done. There were wounds to be cleansed, bandages
-put on. The surgeons assisted when an operation could not be delayed.
-
-Often the two American Red Cross girls stood close together without
-recognizing each other’s presence.
-
-Once and only once did Barbara Meade wake up.
-
-By chance she was standing by the opening of a great tent that had been
-put up near the stable now serving as a temporary relief station after
-it had become too crowded for usefulness.
-
-Some special sight or sound must have attracted her attention, although
-she was not aware of it at the time. Her hands were busy holding a
-basin of water, but her eyes were drawn in another direction. At that
-moment Dick Thornton came into the tent bearing a wounded man in his
-arms.
-
-Barbara paid no attention to the soldier. She found herself wondering
-two things: one of them why she had not thought before of Dick’s peril,
-and the other, how had she been able to recognize him so swiftly when
-it was scarcely possible to see his face?
-
-Surely the Dick she recalled lounging in the beautiful old New York
-library smoking a cigarette, wearing a velvet coat, perfumed and
-smiling, had indeed vanished. This fellow’s face was covered with smoke
-and blood, his khaki coat had been wrapped about a comrade so that now
-he was in his shirt sleeves, but the shirt was torn and crimson.
-
-Was Dick wounded? Barbara had no chance to ask. Her friend did not look
-toward her--was apparently not aware of her presence. A surgeon had
-come forward to assist him, and finding an empty cot he put his burden
-down upon it. The next instant he had gone.
-
-To Barbara’s credit she did not let the basin in her hands tremble for
-even the slightest instant, neither did she falter in body or spirit.
-She closed her lips tight together, stiffened her body and went on with
-her work.
-
-But when her task was finished perhaps she showed the passing of an
-unusual strain. Anyhow the doctor whom she had been helping chanced to
-glance at her.
-
-“I say, Miss Meade,” he said kindly, “you are overdoing things. Nothing
-to be gained by that. Go out in the fresh air, get away from this if
-you can and rest ten or fifteen minutes. You should know when you feel
-better.”
-
-The girl hesitated.
-
-“Do as I tell you,” the surgeon continued more sternly. “We haven’t
-time to have you on our hands, and you look like you might keel over
-after a little more of this.”
-
-Then wearily Barbara crept out into the fresh air, feeling all of a
-sudden that her knees did not belong to her and that she was nearly
-unable to stand.
-
-But once outside and with no duty before her, she managed to walk for
-some little distance. In truth she did long to escape for a while from
-the sorrow about her. But of course at such a time and in such a place
-this was impossible. Between her and the battleground were only a few
-meadows and fields. Nevertheless, the girl sank thankfully down upon
-the earth, closing her eyes. At least she need _see_ no more terrors of
-battle for a little time.
-
-How long she kept her eyes closed Barbara did not know, but when she
-opened them she stared ahead of her with nothing definite in her mind,
-as she was too fatigued to think.
-
-What she saw, however, was a small field ambulance waving a Red Cross
-flag tearing across a space at no great distance away from her. It
-traveled so fast that the car shook from its own vibrations, and in
-the chauffeur’s seat Barbara had an instantaneous vision of the same
-stained face she had recognized a short while before.
-
-It was all plain enough, Dick Thornton was engaged in the work of
-rescue. He must have driven his field ambulance back into the danger
-line and be again returning with wounded men.
-
-Barbara got quickly on her feet. Some instinct drove her forward, or
-was it the inspiration of that careening wagon with its load of human
-freight?
-
-Dick must have had a forewarning of danger, for never had he attempted
-reaching safety with a more reckless effort at speed. Yet the disaster
-came when he had about ceased to look for it. They were nearing the
-hospital, there were no guns trained in their direction. Yet possibly a
-mistake was made somewhere at this moment. The German gunners may have
-thought that they had located a position where British officers were
-giving their commands.
-
-Unexpectedly, and of course without warning, Barbara saw a cloud of
-smoke surrounding the field ambulance, heard the noise of an exploding
-shell and before the car overturned, Dick Thornton, with his arms
-outspread, pitch forward and land with his face and half his body
-buried in the earth.
-
-Nor did the firing cease in the place where he lay.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX _A Girl’s Deed_
-
-
-It may be just as well that there are crises in human life when one
-acts without thinking.
-
-So it was now with Barbara Meade. She did not consider her own danger,
-nor perhaps the foolishness of her deed. All she saw was that Dick
-Thornton was lying defenseless upon the ground with a rain of shrapnel
-descending about him.
-
-It may have been that he was dead and that nothing could further injure
-or aid him, but Barbara did not contemplate this. She did not cry for
-help nor even turn back for a moment toward the hospital. Quick as a
-flash, with the swift movement and decision characteristic of the girl,
-she darted from her own place of comparative safety out into the open
-field.
-
-The ambulance had overturned slowly so that one-half of it had sunk
-down at the side, but in any case the wounded men were safer within
-its covered walls than under the angry skies.
-
-It required only a few moments for the girl to reach the prostrate
-figure of the American boy. He had not stirred after his fall, so
-that Barbara instantly dropped down on her knees beside him and with
-a nurse’s knowledge took hold of the limp hand that was lying in the
-dust, to count the beating of his pulse. It was so faint she could
-hardly be sure of it.
-
-She must find out his injury, and yet first he must be gotten to a
-place of greater security.
-
-Curious that Barbara, who had been so fearful of the horrors of war,
-should be so fearless now! But it did not occur to her that she was in
-equal peril there by the body of her wounded friend. The gun fire which
-might again strike him was equally apt to choose her for a victim.
-
-Indeed, the girl’s body partly covered that of the boy as she leaned
-over him and seizing him firmly by the shoulders began dragging him
-backwards.
-
-If they could get behind the partly overturned ambulance perhaps in a
-little while the firing might cease in their neighborhood long enough
-for the hospital staff to rescue them.
-
-Barbara set her teeth. If she had been weary a short while before
-she had forgotten it now. But Dick was tall and heavy and she was so
-stupidly, ridiculously small. However, Barbara made no effort to be
-gentle. If Dick had been a log of wood that she had been forced to
-bring to a certain spot she would have hauled it in much the same way.
-
-Yet once she believed she heard Dick groan and this was perhaps her one
-consciously glad moment, for at least he was alive; before she had not
-been altogether sure.
-
-But once behind the wagon, Barbara sat down and drew Dick’s head into
-her lap. Gently she pushed the hair back from his face and then from a
-little canteen she always carried poured a few drops of water between
-his lips. He seemed to swallow them. She could see now that his right
-shoulder had been struck and that his arm hung strangely at his side.
-There might be other worse injuries, of course, but this one she could
-discern.
-
-Then Barbara wiped the grime from her companion’s face with the white
-linen cloths she had in her pocket. Only then did the tears start
-to her eyes, because the blood which had been stopped by the dirt
-encrusting it began to flow afresh. Dick also had a wound across his
-face. It did not appear serious, but Barbara had suddenly thought of
-Mrs. Thornton’s pride in Dick’s appearance and of what she would suffer
-should she see him like this. The girl had a sudden, unreasonable
-feeling of resentment against Dick himself. After all, what right had
-he to risk his life in this horrible war? He was an American and owed
-no duty to another country.
-
-The next instant Barbara realized her own absurdity. Was she not in her
-way doing just what Dick had done, only of course far less nobly and
-well? And after all, were not men and women fighting for the right,
-brothers and sisters in the divinest sense?
-
-When Dick Thornton finally opened his eyes Barbara was crying in
-earnest. It was ridiculous and utterly undignified of her. Here she had
-done the bravest kind of deed quickly and efficiently, but now that she
-should be showing all the calmness of a well-regulated trained nurse,
-she had taken to weeping.
-
-Of course, Dick did not return at once to a full understanding of the
-situation. For to Barbara’s credit it must be said that while she was
-indulging in tears she was also bandaging Dick’s forehead with all
-possible skill. It was perhaps the touch of her hands that had awakened
-him.
-
-For a moment he gazed at the girl stupidly. But when her work was
-finished and his head again rested quietly in her lap, Dick endeavored
-to look about him. A movement made him faint with pain, yet he could
-turn his eyes without stirring. Vaguely he saw the overturned ambulance
-in front of them, heard faint moans on the inside. Then there was the
-field. He recalled driving like mad across it and the explosion that
-had plunged him out of the car. What had taken place was becoming
-fairly clear except for the presence of his little western friend.
-What on earth was Barbara Meade doing here in a desperately dangerous
-situation? He remembered now having seen her assisting one of the
-surgeons inside the hospital tent earlier in the day. At least he
-believed he had seen her; there had been no moment then even for
-thought.
-
-But what must he do now?
-
-“Barbara,” Dick began with surprising firmness, “you must get out of
-this death trap at once. The Lord only knows how you got here! Some one
-will look after us as soon as there is half a chance.”
-
-But Dick’s last words were lost. Over in the dust a few feet from the
-place where he had first fallen a piece of broken shell fell with a
-kind of shriek. Stone and earth shot up in the air like a geyser and
-falling again partly covered the young man and Barbara and also the
-white sides of the ambulance.
-
-“Don’t talk, Dick,” Barbara returned firmly. “You are right, some one
-will look after us as soon as possible.”
-
-Perhaps another five minutes passed, perhaps half an hour; there is no
-way of counting time in danger. Now and then a bullet or a piece of
-shrapnel passed beyond them or sunk into the earth at no great distance
-away. Dick again lost consciousness, Barbara remained almost equally
-still. Whatever fate might send they must accept.
-
-But while Barbara Meade had given no thought to the nearness of the
-relief hospital and the men and women at work there, when she had made
-her swift rush to Dick Thornton’s aid, naturally the overturning of the
-Red Cross ambulance had not gone long unobserved.
-
-As everyone except Barbara was at work at the moment of the actual
-accident to the car, no one had seen her immediate action. However,
-the noise of the explosions so close to them naturally attracted the
-attention of the hospital staff. It was unusual, although it did happen
-now and then, for the German firing to be directed toward a Red Cross
-hospital. Perhaps it was intentional, perhaps a mistake had been made;
-one could only accept the fact that war is war.
-
-Through a small telescope one of the hospital surgeons studied the
-position of the overturned ambulance a short time after Barbara
-succeeded in drawing Dick behind its shelter. Then he became aware that
-one of their Red Cross nurses was also beside the ambulance. He could
-distinctly see her uniform, even the Red Cross on her arm.
-
-The next moment he called Dr. Milton, who happened to be passing with
-Nona Davis on their way to another case.
-
-You may remember that the accident had taken place between a quarter
-and a half mile across the fields.
-
-Therefore it was not difficult when Nona’s turn came to look through
-the telescope to recognize Barbara Meade. Dick she did not recognize,
-but indeed she paid scant attention to the khaki figure on the ground.
-Her interest was in her friend.
-
-As soon as possible six volunteers made their way to the ambulance.
-Dick was carried safely back to the hospital and the two wounded men
-inside the ambulance whom he had been trying to save. Barbara walked
-beside them.
-
-A little later, when the firing in the neighborhood had entirely
-ceased, the ambulance itself was righted and dragged back to the
-hospital for repairs. Fortunately, the car itself had been little
-injured.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI _An Unexpected Situation_
-
-
-Dick Thornton for a short time was desperately ill.
-
-He had, of course, been removed to the Sacred Heart Hospital as soon as
-possible in order that his sister Mildred might be near him. But both
-Mildred and Barbara helped with the nursing.
-
-It was considered wiser by the hospital authorities that Barbara should
-not return immediately to her work with the Red Cross ambulance at the
-front. She was more shaken by her experience than she herself realized,
-or at least so her appearance suggested. No one, not even Mildred
-Thornton, dreamed that a part of her pallor might be due to anxiety
-for Dick. Nevertheless, Barbara went about her work at the hospital
-looking spent and exhausted, yet she no longer flinched at anything she
-was called upon to do. The greater tragedies she had lately seen had
-taught her more self-control.
-
-Just at first Barbara was not aware of the change in the attitude of
-the hospital staff toward her after her rescue of Dick Thornton. It had
-seemed such a natural action to her she had not given it any thought.
-
-But Nona Davis had not seen it in the same light, nor had Dr. Milton
-nor the other nurses and physicians near the battlefield.
-
-Everywhere there was talk of the valor and common sense of the young
-American girl. Whether or not it was true, she was given the credit for
-having saved Dick’s life. Had he remained unprotected a stray shot must
-have done for him.
-
-Mildred made no effort to conceal her gratitude and affection for
-Barbara, and even Lady Dorothy Mathers and Daisy Redmond, the two
-English girls who at first had small faith in Barbara’s ability, were
-now generously kind to her. Actually Lady Dorothy apologized for having
-previously slighted her, while Alexina McIntyre gathered Barbara into
-her capable arms.
-
-“You’re a wee thing, there is no denying it, but I’ve always believed
-you had grit and now you have proved it.”
-
-So in course of time Barbara grew happier and stronger, though not,
-as it turned out, until Dick was out of danger. The wound on his face
-healed rapidly enough, but the trouble had been with his splintered
-shoulder. He would hardly be useful at the front for some time to come.
-
-Nevertheless, though Barbara remained behind for the regular staff
-nursing, Nona Davis continued in the ambulance service. The suggestion
-was made that she be relieved by one of the other nurses, but Nona
-preferred to make no change. For some reason she seemed peculiarly
-fitted for the work at the front. It required a coolness and obedience
-to orders that she was able to give. Her lack of long training did not
-count so seriously against her, since she was always under a surgeon’s
-orders. Moreover, her courage and devotion never appeared to falter.
-
-Often when she returned to the hospital at night Eugenia Peabody would
-look at her in amazement. Could Nona be made of flesh and blood? She
-seemed so slender and fragile and yet was like fine steel. The truth
-was that all her life Nona had been accustomed to taking care of some
-one, so that she thought far less of herself and her own sensations
-than other girls of her age. Moreover, back of her stretched a long
-line of cavalier ancestors, who have a peculiar quality of endurance
-under conditions of war, whatever their weakness in times of peace.
-
-But really Nona was animated by none of these toploftical ideas; she
-was merely doing the best she could in the place where she seemed most
-needed.
-
-However, other persons besides Eugenia marveled at her. Now and then
-when they were both free, Lady Dorian and Nona spent an hour or so
-together. The older woman was assisting with the business affairs of
-the hospital. An outsider can scarcely realize how much business there
-is that must be wisely administered. So Lady Dorian spent her time
-ordering supplies and watching over their disposal, but she made no
-friends except with Nona. An air of mystery still clung like a tangible
-atmosphere about her, and though the rest of the hospital staff were
-aware of it and did not understand her presence among them, they were
-too busy to give her much attention or thought.
-
-Yet Nona Davis frequently thought of her in her long journeys back and
-forth. In spite of their increasing intimacy Lady Dorian had told her
-nothing more of herself. She mentioned no details of her arrest in
-London nor of the reasons the authorities had for finally releasing
-her. So Nona could not help feeling a slight curiosity, although she
-tried to smother it by scolding herself for her lack of good taste.
-Certainly one should never wish to know anything of a friend’s life
-except what the friend wishes to tell, and yet at times it is hard not
-to desire the knowledge.
-
-However, Nona’s own affairs at this period should have been
-sufficiently absorbing to have made her forget other people’s. The
-soldiers she had helped to care for, the surgeons she was in the habit
-of assisting, showed a peculiar affection and kindness for the young
-southern girl. And Dr. Milton made no effort to disguise his devotion.
-
-At first when he discovered his own emotion the young English physician
-had no intention of betraying himself. He had come to the war to do
-his duty and not to give way to the ridiculous weakness of falling
-in love. But Nona had proved too much for him. So far, however, he
-had sufficient self-control not to have spoken of it to her. And
-if he showed his feeling in other ways Nona gave no sign of having
-understood, so the young surgeon had not been able to decide whether
-she felt more than a passing friendliness for him.
-
-Nevertheless, he was glad one morning to be entrusted with a special
-message which was to be given in person to Miss Nona Davis.
-
-An orderly had called at the temporary hospital near the British line
-of trenches to say that Colonel Dalton would like to speak to Miss
-Davis at his headquarters.
-
-Naturally Nona was surprised by the message. She knew, of course, that
-after his recovery Colonel Dalton had returned to his command. There
-was almost daily talk of him, as he was regarded as one of the most
-capable officers at the front. But she had not seen him since the hour
-of their conversation by his bedside. What could he possibly wish of
-her? However, the interview was to take place a little before noon on
-the same day and an officer would call to escort her into the presence
-of his superior.
-
-Frankly other persons beside the girl were mystified by Colonel
-Dalton’s command. He was not in the habit of paying any attention to
-the Red Cross work or its workers. His reputation was that of a stern
-disciplinarian, whom his men respected but did not always like. So when
-Dr. Milton suggested that his intention might be to bestow some mark of
-favor upon Miss Davis for her devotion to the soldiers, no one took the
-idea seriously. Fortunately Nona did not even hear of it.
-
-Before noon, however, she was ready to do as she had been bidden. She
-was waiting in the rear of the relief hospital when a young officer
-in the uniform of a lieutenant of the South Lancastershire regiment,
-riding one horse and leading another, drew up before her and dismounted.
-
-Almost without regarding him Nona allowed him to help her into the
-saddle. Then they set off across country together, the young lieutenant
-a little in the lead. The secret of an officer’s headquarters is
-sometimes so carefully guarded that not even his own soldiers know its
-exact location.
-
-Nona was not even particularly interested. She realized that she rode
-about three-quarters of a mile and then stopped in front of what
-appeared like an immense pile of brushwood. Behind it was a small
-wooden building, evidently a temporary structure, and inside the
-building, seated before a small pine table with a telephone receiver in
-his hand, was Colonel Dalton.
-
-Here at last Nona became vitally interested. She had been told that
-innumerable telephone wires, most of them underground, connected the
-British officer’s quarters with the trenches at the front as well
-as with the headquarters of other officers and with the different
-positions of the field artillery. Here was certain proof of it. The
-officers with the men in the trenches must take their commands from
-their superiors who were in truth the “gods behind the machines.”
-
-The lieutenant saluted. Colonel Dalton returned the salute curtly. Nona
-simply waited and watched.
-
-By and by Colonel Dalton put down the telephone receiver.
-
-“Be seated,” he said briefly, and Nona sat down on a wooden stool the
-younger officer thrust toward her. She had no special sensation of awe;
-she was seldom afraid of people except in social life. This was simply
-a part of her day’s work. Nevertheless she wondered why Colonel Dalton
-was frowning at her so severely.
-
-The same instant he took a bundle of papers from inside his pocket.
-
-“Sorry to trouble you with this, Miss Davis, but for the present you
-seem the best person to get hold of. I remember our talk at the
-hospital, and moreover, I’ve the impression you can answer questions
-and keep your own counsel when it’s necessary. There is some ugly work
-going on at the Sacred Heart Hospital. I’ve reason to believe that
-there is a spy among the workers over there. Is there any one you can
-think of who might be willing to give news of the British positions,
-the amount of our ammunition and other facts to the enemy? Think
-this over quietly and coolly. I promise you that no one will be held
-responsible whose guilt is not plainly proved and also that whatever
-you are willing to tell me will be kept in strictest confidence.”
-
-“But why do you think such a thing? How can you possibly imagine?” Nona
-faltered, and then appreciated that this was not the manner in which to
-address an officer. Colonel Dalton would not make such an accusation
-without due proof of his suspicion.
-
-Nona had a dreadful sensation of horror and confusion. Surely Colonel
-Dalton must be mistaken. Never were there a more devoted, more sincere
-group of workers than the Red Cross nurses and physicians at the Sacred
-Heart Hospital. That treason could dwell among them was out of the
-question. Yet all the while the American girl was voicing this silent
-protest in her own heart, automatically she was reviewing the name and
-character of every member of their staff. There was no one, no one, who
-could not be wholly trusted, whose family and whose history were not
-open books.
-
-Then a face and figure passed before the girl’s vision and in a flash
-she controlled the leaping of the hot blood to her cheeks.
-
-Nona looked directly at Colonel Dalton.
-
-“You have asked me a question I will not answer,” she returned quietly.
-“I do not, of course, know whether you have the right to force me, but
-I feel that I have no right to say a single word that would reflect on
-any man or woman at our hospital. What I could tell you would amount to
-nothing; it would only be guessing at best. For I have no actual reason
-for being suspicious of any one.”
-
-“No _actual_ reason?” Colonel Dalton repeated. “Have you any reason at
-all?”
-
-“No,” Nona returned.
-
-The Colonel glanced again at the papers in his hands. “Because you
-were so kind as to nurse me at the Sacred Heart Hospital and because
-I am aware of the noble work their nurses and doctors have been doing
-for the wounded, I want no evil gossip to surround you. Do not mention
-my errand, but say to your superintendent that I will call in person
-to see her tomorrow evening. Perhaps you are right in not betraying
-whomever it is you seem to suspect. Good-by.”
-
-Colonel Dalton again bowed his head, and as another officer had entered
-the room to speak to him, Nona hurried out.
-
-The same lieutenant escorted her back to her starting point, but once
-again Nona paid no attention to him. She was in a tumult of surprise,
-apprehension and sorrow. A spy at the Sacred Heart Hospital, what
-knowledge had Colonel Dalton to go upon? Yet he appeared convinced and
-was too wise a man to accept a suspicion without proof.
-
-No intimate personal sorrow had ever disturbed Nona Davis more
-seriously. Yet these were days when one could not give way. She must
-continue with her work as if nothing had happened and Colonel Dalton
-had commanded that she confide in no one. Yet if she could only speak
-of his suspicion to one single person, perhaps her own fears might be
-dissipated, or else, or else--here Nona scarcely faced her own thought.
-Perhaps the telling might enable the offender to escape while there was
-still opportunity.
-
-She was dazed and sick when her escort assisted her to alight for the
-second time. Yet she had a vague sensation that his eyes were gazing at
-her with a strange combination of amusement and sympathy. But of course
-she must have been dreaming, because after she had walked several yards
-away she thought she overheard him say, “Are you the gardener’s son?”
-And really she had no right to believe the young officer had suddenly
-lost his mind.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII _Recognition_
-
-
-Nona Davis delivered Colonel Dalton’s message to the superintendent of
-the Sacred Heart Hospital. However, after second thought Colonel Dalton
-also sent a letter explaining the circumstances more fully and asking
-for a private meeting in order that a thorough investigation be made.
-
-A woman of about forty with a large experience of life, Miss Grey,
-though deeply disturbed by the British officer’s suspicion, did not
-allow herself to go to pieces over it. She knew that they were living
-in the heat and turmoil of the most terrible war in history, where
-every day thousands of men and women were willing to give their lives
-to afford the slightest aid to their country. Everywhere there had been
-stories of spies and oftentimes many of them were the last persons to
-be suspected. It was dreadful to learn that a spy had crept within the
-shelter of the Sacred Heart Hospital, and yet there was no reason why
-one place should be spared more than another.
-
-So very quietly Miss Grey set to work to study possibilities for
-herself, in order that she might be able later to assist Colonel
-Dalton in his effort to unearth the guilty person. She knew the name
-and something of the past history of every individual on her hospital
-staff, including both the outside and inside servants. This, owing to
-the conditions of war, she had considered a part of her duty. Indeed,
-she kept a small book in which their names, previous addresses and
-occupations were carefully registered and the Red Cross nurses had also
-presented their nursing certificates with a brief outline of their
-circumstances.
-
-So without discussing the situation with any one else seriously, Miss
-Grey studied the contents of this little volume, intending to hand it
-to Colonel Dalton as soon as they met.
-
-Without the least sense of prejudice she found herself most interested
-in the latest arrivals at the hospital. Of course, there was as yet no
-reason, so far as she knew, why one person should be suspected beyond
-another. The spy may have been in their midst many months waiting the
-opportunity for betrayal. Nevertheless, as the discovery of treachery
-was so recent, it was natural for her to guess that the evildoer was a
-comparatively new member of their staff.
-
-The newcomers chanced to be the eight new nurses, four of them American
-and four British, who had begun work about two months before, and Lady
-Dorian, who was the last arrival.
-
-Just as Nona had felt a sudden chill at the thought of Lady Dorian’s
-painful experience and her evident wish not to talk of herself, so Miss
-Grey frowned and flushed when she came upon her name in the hospital
-biography.
-
-Had the authorities been wise in accepting Lady Dorian’s presence among
-them and the very generous gifts she had made so soon after her trial
-in London? It was true that nothing had then been proven against
-her and so very probably she had naught to do with the attempted
-destruction of the ship upon which she had chanced to be a passenger.
-However, it might have been the better part of valor to have regarded
-Lady Dorian with possible scepticism, more especially as so little was
-known of her previous history.
-
-Yet with no facts at her disposal Miss Grey took the only wise course,
-she reserved judgment.
-
-Thirty-six hours later, just after dusk, Colonel Dalton, accompanied
-by the lieutenant who was one of his aides, rode up to the Sacred
-Heart Hospital. He went straight into the business office of the
-superintendent, where he spent half an hour with Miss Grey, Mrs. Payne
-and other persons in positions of trust.
-
-At the close of that time a command was issued, asking the surgeons,
-nurses and servants in relays of eight or ten to come into the office
-in order that Colonel Dalton might question them. No one, of course,
-except Nona Davis, had any conception of why a British officer should
-be devoting his valuable time to interviewing the members of a hospital
-staff for any purpose whatsoever.
-
-But by chance Eugenia, Mildred, Barbara and Nona, Lady Mathers, Alexina
-McIntyre and Lady Dorian made one of the latest groups. It was not by
-chance, however, that Nona went first to Lady Dorian’s tiny room at
-the top of the tallest tower and asked that they might go downstairs
-together.
-
-To the girl’s horror Lady Dorian absolutely refused to accompany her.
-
-She was sitting by a window with only a lighted taper in the room,
-apparently nervous and unhappy.
-
-“Please present my respects to Commander Dalton,” she said, “and say
-that as I am not well it will be impossible for me to see him.” Lady
-Dorian spoke so quietly, as if there were no question of her wish not
-being respected, that Nona was frightened.
-
-“But you _must_ come, please,” the younger girl urged. “I am afraid you
-don’t realize how important it is that all of us be present. Don’t you
-appreciate that whatever reason Colonel Dalton may have for talking
-with us, it would not look well for any one of us to refuse to be
-interviewed?”
-
-But Nona’s arguments and persuasions proved of no avail. Finally she
-had to go down to the office with the others, leaving Lady Dorian in
-her own room.
-
-Nevertheless Nona did not dare repeat aloud the message her friend had
-given her. She only whispered its substance confusedly in Miss Grey’s
-ear and the next moment the superintendent left the room.
-
-No one of the four American Red Cross girls nor any one else present
-ever forgot the next quarter of an hour.
-
-Colonel Dalton was intensely angry. He considered that he was not
-doing the work of a soldier and only his interest in the Sacred Heart
-Hospital induced him to conduct an inquiry of such a nature. However,
-the traitor had to be discovered and at once.
-
-In his hand he held the bunch of papers which Nona recognized as the
-same he had in his conversation with her. Also she recognized the
-lieutenant as the young officer who had previously escorted her and who
-had made such an extraordinary speech at their moment of parting.
-
-However, Colonel Dalton was only beginning his cross-examination of the
-latest comers when the door of the office again opened and Miss Grey
-entered accompanied by Lady Dorian.
-
-Nona gave a little gasp of relief and dismay. For never had she seen
-any one look so ill and wretched as Lady Dorian. She was plainly making
-every effort to keep her face averted from the gaze of the older man,
-who was sitting in a chair beside a small table.
-
-But Nona was the more amazed when she turned to see what impression
-had been made upon Colonel Dalton. Disturbed by the opening of the
-door, he had glanced up. Now his face was no longer crimson from anger
-and outdoor exposure, but white and drawn, and his eyes expressed
-extraordinary surprise and discomfort.
-
-For a moment his lips moved without making a sound, but the next he had
-assumed his former military bearing.
-
-“In the past few weeks letters have been mailed from this hospital,
-supposedly addressed to a newspaper in New York City for publication,
-but in reality exposing the secrets of the British army in this
-neighborhood to our enemy,” he began. “It should not be difficult for
-some one on this staff to tell me who posted these letters and where
-the information they contain was obtained.” The officer then struck the
-table harshly with the papers in his hand. “One of these letters got
-through the post, the others are in my possession, so there will be
-little chance for the informant to escape. Has any one a suggestion as
-to who the man or woman may be?”
-
-At the question had all the persons in the room been spies they could
-scarcely have appeared more miserable and guilty. Moreover, for a
-moment no one attempted to reply.
-
-Presently Mildred Thornton walked over to the table.
-
-Mildred was not handsome, yet at this moment her dignity, her
-refinement and more than that, her look of intelligence which was like
-her distinguished father’s, had never been more apparent.
-
-“Will you show me the letters you speak of, Colonel Dalton?” she asked
-in a low tone.
-
-The officer appeared to hesitate, but after a careful study of the girl
-he gave the letters into her hands.
-
-Near them was a lamp on the table and Mildred stooped as she went
-rapidly through the papers. Then she straightened up and her lips were
-like chalk.
-
-“I mailed the letters,” she said distinctly. “But listen to me for a
-moment while I explain, then I’m ready to take whatever punishment I
-deserve.”
-
-There was a complete silence. Mildred spoke very calmly, very proudly;
-nevertheless, no one of her three American friends believed her.
-Mildred’s statement was so incredible, she must have lost her senses.
-Instinctively Barbara started forward to protest, but both Eugenia and
-Nona held on to her.
-
-“Wait until she has spoken,” Eugenia ordered.
-
-Colonel Dalton himself did not appear particularly convinced. A spy was
-not apt to proclaim guilt with so little pressure. Yet the young woman
-looked as if she had brains.
-
-“A young man and his mother have been staying in this neighborhood
-almost ever since our arrival,” Mildred began. “Brooks Curtis, the
-man called himself. We met him on board the steamer coming over to
-England and he told me that he was a newspaper correspondent and
-meant to report the war. I don’t know anything else about him, but I
-liked him, although my friends did not.” Here Mildred flushed and her
-hands trembled, yet she went on bravely. “Mrs. Curtis settled in the
-neighborhood in one of the peasants’ cottages and I used to see her
-nearly every week and now and then her son. One day Mr. Curtis told me
-he was having difficulty in mailing his letters to his New York paper
-and asked me to mail them for him. Also he asked me not to mention the
-fact. I was very stupid, I was worse than stupid, but of course I did
-not dream of what I was really doing. Still, I feel that I deserve
-imprisonment or punishment of some kind. I came to Europe to try to be
-of service to the soldiers and I’ve brought them misfortune.” The girl
-for the moment could say nothing more. But then everybody in the room
-was equally aghast, Mildred’s explanation was so astounding and at the
-same time so simple.
-
-“Is there a way of getting hold of this young man to find out if your
-story is true?” Colonel Dalton demanded.
-
-And this time Nona and Barbara answered together. “Mrs. Curtis could be
-found at the home of Mère Marie and Anton. From her one might obtain
-information concerning her son.”
-
-A moment later the two girls and the lieutenant were on their way to
-the hut of Mère Marie. A little later they returned with the news that
-Mrs. Curtis had disappeared the day before and the old peasant woman
-had no knowledge of her whereabouts.
-
-But during their absence Colonel Dalton and Mildred had a long talk
-together, so the girl herself was able to convince him. He was very
-severe, he could find little excuse for her foolishness; nevertheless,
-recognizing at the end Mildred’s innocence and utter inexperience
-of life, he assured her that she need fear no penalty. The British
-Government, however, would seek to find the young man calling himself
-Brooks Curtis, and on his arrest she would be expected to appear.
-
-Finally Mildred was allowed to go up to her room and Barbara and
-Eugenia went with her. Lady Mathers and Alexina wandered off to express
-their opinions on the situation.
-
-So by accident Nona Davis was left for a moment standing in the hall
-with the young English lieutenant. She had seen him several times
-lately, it was true, and yet she was annoyed at this moment to find him
-smiling at her in a surprisingly friendly fashion.
-
-From the single rose bush in front of Mère Marie’s cottage even in the
-darkness he had plucked a rose. Now he extended the rose to Nona.
-
-“Have all Americans poor memories?” he asked. “Or is it because you
-wish to forget? Once upon a time there was a young man asleep in an
-English garden and lifting his eyes he saw a fairy princess standing
-over him with a rose in her dress as yellow as her hair.”
-
-Nona blushed delightfully. “You mean,” she said, “that you are the
-gardener’s son? Then you are well and back at your post again? I’m so
-glad.”
-
-Her companion nodded. “I am a son of Adam.”
-
-But at this moment Colonel Dalton, Miss Grey and Lady Dorian made their
-appearance and the young officer turned to salute his superior.
-
-Miss Grey accompanied them to the door, leaving Nona and Lady Dorian
-alone.
-
-Impulsively the younger girl kissed her friend. “I am so happy,” she
-whispered.
-
-Lady Dorian walked away with her. “I understand, dear,” she returned.
-“The truth is Colonel Dalton and I knew each other very intimately in
-the past and I felt it might be pleasanter for us not to meet again.
-Naturally I did not dream of the seriousness of his errand. Some day I
-may tell you the whole story; now good night.”
-
-Nona went on upstairs without replying and the next hour the three
-girls devoted to trying to console Mildred Thornton.
-
-It was Barbara’s conviction that they would some day meet Brooks Curtis
-again. Then Mildred could repay his deceit by surrendering him to the
-British authorities. But Mildred had no wish to find the young man. If
-only he did no further harm to the Allies she wished that she might
-never see or hear of him again.
-
-And the girls did not hear. Several months passed by and each day found
-them more and more absorbed in their Red Cross work.
-
-Nona Davis did not mention Lady Dorian’s confidence. However, there was
-little she _could_ tell. The older woman had simply explained that she
-had spent several years in England, where she and Colonel Dalton had
-known each other intimately.
-
-But there was too much for the Red Cross Girls to do, they were living
-too full lives themselves to give more than passing thoughts to other
-persons.
-
-When Dick Thornton had in a measure recovered he returned to London.
-
-So the early part of the winter vanished. Now and then there came a
-lull in the fighting between the armies of northern France. Afterwards
-it would break out again with greater violence.
-
-Finally the climax came.
-
-By chance Nona and Barbara, who had again joined the ambulance corps,
-first brought the news to the Sacred Heart Hospital. The order had come
-from Colonel Dalton. Later it was delivered in person by Lieutenant
-Hume.
-
-The Sacred Heart Hospital must be abandoned. Having forced the British
-line for several miles, the Germans were now dangerously near. If the
-hospital wished to protect its wounded, to save supplies, to safeguard
-its workers, their present habitation must be abandoned.
-
-No army ever moved its encampment with greater efficiency. In between
-their periods of nursing the four American girls assisted with the
-packing. No one of them ever forgot the experience. Yet at the last
-there was a sudden rush. The enemy was reported advancing before
-another refuge could be found for the Sacred Heart staff. Wounded
-soldiers had to be transported in half a dozen directions wherever a
-spot could be found for them. At the time there was no place for so
-many extra nurses.
-
-It was Eugenia Peabody who finally made the suggestion to Miss Grey.
-She proposed that she and her three friends should find a retreat for
-themselves, and there await orders. It would relieve so much of the
-Superintendent’s responsibility.
-
-So one afternoon the four American girls were hurried away in one of
-the army motors to the nearest railroad station in a zone of safety.
-
-The next morning, in a little less than a year after their arrival in
-Europe, they found themselves in a small French city.
-
-A few days after Nona Davis suggested that they offer their services
-to the French Red Cross. Having come abroad to serve the Allies, it
-was natural they should wish to care for the wounded soldiers of the
-different nationalities.
-
- * * * * *
-
-This first volume in the American Red Cross series can, of course,
-only begin to tell the adventures and experiences of the four American
-girls, who, forgetful of self, offered their services to the wounded
-soldiers in the war. The stories of their lives and the friends they
-gather around them will be continued in the next book in the series, to
-be known as “The Red Cross Girls on the French Firing Line.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Transcriber’s Notes:
-
-Punctuation has been made consistent.
-
-Variations in spelling and hyphenation were retained as they appear in
-the original publication, except that obvious typographical errors have
-been corrected.
-
-The following change was made:
-
-p. 187: Captain changed to Colonel (that Colonel Dalton)
-
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-<p id="half-title">THE RED CROSS GIRLS IN<br />
-THE BRITISH TRENCHES</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 410px;">
-<img src="images/frontispiece.jpg" width="410" height="650" alt="" />
-<div class="caption"><p class="center"><span class="smcap">It Did Not Occur to Her That She Was in Equal
-Peril</span>&mdash;(<em>See <a href="#Ref_250">page 250</a></em>)</p></div>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
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-<div class="chapter"></div><!--Page break for ePub-->
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-<div class="boxtitle">
-
-<h1>The Red Cross Girls<br />
-in the British Trenches</h1>
-
-
-<p class="center p2" style="line-height:1.5">By<br />
-<span class="xlargefont">MARGARET VANDERCOOK</span></p>
-
-<p class="center">Author of “The Ranch Girls Series,” “Stories<br />
-about Camp Fire Girls Series,” etc.</p>
-
-<p class="center p2 xlargefont" style="font-style:italic">Illustrated</p>
-
-<p class="center p2 xlargefont">The John C. Winston Company<br />
-<span class="largefont">Philadelphia</span></p>
-
-</div>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<div class="chapter"></div><!--Page break for ePub-->
-
-<p class="center">Copyright, 1916, by<br />
-<span class="smcap">The John C. Winston Co.</span></p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<div class="chapter"></div><!--Page break for ePub-->
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[5]</span></p>
-
-<h2>CONTENTS</h2>
-
-<div class="center">
-<table class="toc" border="0" cellpadding="1" cellspacing="0" summary="Contents">
-<tr><td class="tocchapter"><span class="smallfont">CHAPTER</span></td><td></td><td class="tocpage"><span class="smallfont">PAGE</span></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">I.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">A Social Failure</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_7">7</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">II.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">Different Kinds of Courage</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_26">26</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">III.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">Farewell</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_41">41</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">IV.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">Making Acquaintances</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_58">58</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">V.</td><td class="toctitle">“<span class="smcap">Lady Dorian</span>”</td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_71">71</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">VI.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">A Trial of Fire</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_85">85</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">VII.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">The Landing</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_97">97</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">VIII.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">A Meeting</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_109">109</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">IX.</td><td class="toctitle">“<span class="smcap">But Yet a Woman</span>”</td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_124">124</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">X.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">Behind the Firing Lines</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_138">138</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XI.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">Out of a Clear Sky</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_150">150</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XII.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">First Aid</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_161">161</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XIII.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">The Summons</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_169">169</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XIV.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">Colonel Dalton</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_179">179</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XV.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">Newspaper Letters</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_190">190</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XVI.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">The Ambulance Corps</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_202">202</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XVII.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">Dick</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_214">214</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XVIII.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">A Reappearance</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_226">226</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XIX.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">The Test</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_235">235</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XX.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">A Girl’s Deed</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_249">249</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XXI.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">An Unexpected Situation</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_258">258</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class="tocchapter">XXII.</td><td class="toctitle"><span class="smcap">Recognition</span></td><td class="tocpage"><a href="#Page_271">271</a></td></tr>
-</table></div>
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-<hr class="chap" />
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_7">[7]</span></p>
-
-<p class="center xxlargefont">THE RED CROSS GIRLS IN<br />
-THE BRITISH TRENCHES</p>
-
-
-<h2 class="no-break">CHAPTER I<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>A Social Failure</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">The dance was over and Mildred
-Thornton climbed disconsolately up
-the long stairs. From her thin
-shoulders floated a delicate white scarf and
-her dress was of white lace and tulle.
-Yet Mildred had no look of a conquering
-Princess, nor yet of Cinderella, who must
-have carried her head proudly even after
-the ball, remembering the devotion of her
-Prince.</p>
-
-<p>But for Mildred there was no Prince to
-remember, nor devotion from anyone. She
-was in that mood of hopeless depression
-which comes from having attended a dance
-at which one has been a hopeless failure.<span class="pagenum">[8]</span>
-Her head drooped and though her cheeks
-were hot, her hands were cold.</p>
-
-<p>Downstairs in the library she could hear
-her brother having his good-night talk
-with their mother. Of course he did not
-intend that she should overhear what was
-being said, and yet distinctly his words
-floated up to her.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, dearest, I did what I could, I
-swear it. Do hand me another one of
-those sandwiches; playing the devoted
-brother takes it out of me. But poor old
-Mill is no go! The fellows were nice
-enough, of course; they danced with her
-whenever I asked them, but the worst of
-it was they would not repeat the offense.
-You know Mill dances something like an
-animated telegraph pole, and though she
-is a brick and all that, she hasn’t an ounce
-of frivolous conversation. Do you know,
-I actually heard her talking about the
-war, and no one in our set ever speaks of
-the war now; we are jolly tired of the
-subject.”</p>
-
-<p>Whatever her mother’s reply, it was
-given in so low a tone as to be inaudible.
-But again Dick’s voice was pitched louder.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[9]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, all right, I’ll keep up the struggle
-a while longer, as I promised, but it’s no
-use. Have you ever thought of what will
-become of your adored son’s popularity if
-he has to continue in New York society with
-a ‘Mill’ stone hung about his neck?”</p>
-
-<p>On the stairs the girl bit her lips, flinging
-back her head to keep the tears away.
-For at once there had followed the sound of
-her brother’s pleased laugh over his own wit,
-then her mother’s murmured protest.</p>
-
-<p>So plainly could Mildred Thornton see
-the picture in the library that it was not
-necessary for her to be present except in
-the spirit. Indeed, it was in order that she
-might not intrude upon Dick’s confession
-that she had insisted upon going at once to
-her own room as soon as they arrived at
-home. Nevertheless, no one need tell her
-that her brother had not the faintest intention
-of being unkind. He never liked hurting
-people’s feelings; yet when one is handsome
-and charming, sometimes it is difficult
-to understand how those who are neither
-must feel.</p>
-
-<p>In her own room a moment later, Mildred,<span class="pagenum">[10]</span>
-touching the electric button, flooded
-her apartment with a soft yellow light.
-Then deliberately placing herself before a
-long mirror the girl began a study of her
-own appearance. After all, was she so much
-less good looking than other girls? Was
-that the reason why Dick had been compelled
-to report to their mother her extraordinary
-lack of social success? And if this
-had been the only occasion, once would not
-have mattered. But after three months of
-the same story, with everything done to
-help her, beautiful clothes, her own limousine,
-her father’s money and reputation, her
-mother’s and brother’s efforts&mdash;why, no
-wonder her family was discouraged. But
-if only her mother had not been so disappointed
-and so chagrined, Mildred felt she
-would not have cared a great deal. There
-were other things in life besides society.</p>
-
-<p>Yet now, without fear or favor, Mildred
-Thornton undertook to form an impartial
-judgment of herself.</p>
-
-<p>In the mirror she saw reflected a girl
-taller than most girls, but even in these
-days when slenderness is a mark of fashion,<span class="pagenum">[11]</span>
-certainly one who was too thin. However,
-there was comfort in the fact that her shoulders
-were broad and flat and that she carried
-her head well.</p>
-
-<p>“For one must find consolation in something,”
-Mildred murmured aloud. Then
-because she did not consider that the consolations
-were as numerous as they might
-have been, she frowned. It was unfortunate,
-of course, that her hair, though
-long and heavy, was also straight and
-flaxen and without the yellow-brown lights
-that were so attractive. Then assuredly
-her chin was too square and her mouth
-too large.</p>
-
-<p>Closer she peered into the mirror. Her
-nose was not so bad; it could not be called
-piquant, nor yet pure Greek, but it was
-a straight, American nose. And at any
-rate her eyes were fairly attractive; if one
-wished to be flattering they might even be
-called handsome. They were almost steel
-color, large and clear, with blue and gray
-lights in them. Her eyebrows and lashes
-were much darker than her hair. If only
-their expression had not always been so
-serious!</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[12]</span></p>
-
-<p>Turning her head first on one side and
-then on the other, attempting to dart
-ardent, challenging glances at herself, suddenly
-Mildred made a little grimace. Then
-throwing back her head she laughed. Instantly
-the attraction she had been hoping
-for appeared in her face although the girl
-herself was not aware of it.</p>
-
-<p>“Mildred Thornton, what an utter goose
-you are! It is tragic enough to be a stick
-and a wall flower. But when you attempt
-behaving like the girls who are belles, you
-simply look mad.”</p>
-
-<p>Moving aside from the mirror Mildred
-now let her party gown slip to the floor.</p>
-
-<p>She was standing in the center of a
-beautiful room whose walls were gray and
-gold. The rug under her feet was also gray
-with a deep border of yellow roses. Her
-bed was of mahogany and there was a mahogany
-writing desk and table and low
-chairs of the same material. Through an
-open door one could glimpse a private sitting
-room even more charming. Indeed, as
-there was no possible luxury missing so
-there could be no doubt that Mildred Thornton<span class="pagenum">[13]</span>
-was a fortunately wealthy girl, which
-of course meant that she had nothing to
-trouble her.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, at this moment Mildred
-was thinking, “Oh, if only I were thirty
-instead of nineteen, I wonder if I might
-be allowed to be happy in my own way.”</p>
-
-<p>Then without remembering to throw a
-dressing gown across her shoulders, tip-toeing
-across the floor without any apparent
-reason, the girl unlocked a secret
-drawer in her desk. Opening it she drew
-out a large, unusual looking envelope.
-She was staring at this while her eyes were
-slowly filling with tears, when there came
-a sudden knock at her door.</p>
-
-<p>At the same instant the envelope was
-thrust back into the drawer, and not until
-then did Mildred answer or move toward
-her door.</p>
-
-<p>A visit from her mother tonight was
-really one of the last things in the world
-she desired. It was wicked to have so
-little sympathy with one’s own mother
-and the fault was of course hers. But
-tonight she was really too tired and depressed<span class="pagenum">[14]</span>
-to explain why she had made no
-more effort to be agreeable. Her mother
-would insist that she had only herself to
-blame for her evening’s failure. It was
-hard, of course, that so beautiful a woman
-could not have had a handsome daughter
-as well as a handsome son.</p>
-
-<p>But instead of her mother, there in the
-hall stood a tall, thin man, whose light hair
-had turned gray. He had a strong, powerful
-face, deeply lined, one that both men
-and women turned to look at the second
-time.</p>
-
-<p>“I heard you come upstairs alone, Mill
-dear,” Judge Thornton said, smiling like
-a shamefaced schoolboy. “Don’t tell your
-mother or Dick, will you, for we had better
-break it to them by degrees? But I sent
-a check today for two thousand dollars
-to the Red Cross Fund to be used in this
-war relief business, my dear. I had to
-do it, it was on my conscience. I know
-your mother and brother won’t like it;
-they have been scolding for a new motor
-car and I’ve said I couldn’t afford one.
-Really four persons ought to be able to<span class="pagenum">[15]</span>
-get on with two automobiles, when a good
-many thousands are going without bread.
-We’ll stand together, won’t we, even if my
-little girl has to give up one of her debutante
-parties?”</p>
-
-<p>Already Mildred’s arms were about her
-father’s neck so that he found it difficult
-to talk, for that and other reasons.</p>
-
-<p>“I am so glad, so glad,” she kept whispering.
-“You know how tiresome Dick
-and mother feel I am because I don’t
-think we ought to keep on playing and
-dancing and frivoling, when this horrible
-war is going on and people are being
-wounded and killed every minute. If
-you only guessed how I wanted to use
-the little knowledge and strength I have
-to help.”</p>
-
-<p>But the Judge now shook his head decisively
-and moved away.</p>
-
-<p>“Nonsense, child, you are too young;
-such an idea is not to be thought of. We
-ought never to have let you attend those
-hospital classes, or at least I should not
-have allowed it. Goodness knows, your
-mother fought the idea bitterly enough!<span class="pagenum">[16]</span>
-But remember, you promised her that you
-would give the same time to society that
-you have given to your nursing, and that
-is three years. You can’t go back on your
-word, and besides I won’t have you thinking
-so much about these horrors; you’ll
-be making yourself ill. War isn’t a girl’s
-business.” Certainly Judge Thornton was
-trying to be severe, but just beyond the
-door he turned back.</p>
-
-<p>“I sent the check in your name, Mill
-dear, so you can feel you are doing a little
-something to help,” he added affectionately.
-“Good night.”</p>
-
-<p>Afterwards, although tired (and it was
-quite two o’clock when she was finally in
-bed), Mildred Thornton found it almost
-impossible to sleep. At first she kept seeing
-a vision of herself as she appeared at the
-dance earlier in the evening. How stiff
-and solemn and out of place she had seemed,
-and how impossible it had been to make
-conversation with the young men her brother
-had brought forward and introduced to
-her! In the first place, they had not seemed
-like men at all, but like the fashionably<span class="pagenum">[17]</span>
-dressed pictures in the magazine advertisements
-or the faultless figures adorning the
-windows in men’s furnishing stores.</p>
-
-<p>Besides, they had only wished to talk
-of the latest steps in the new dances or
-the last musical comedy. And what a
-strange expression that young fellow’s face
-had worn, when she had asked him if he
-had ever thought of going over to help
-in the war! No wonder Dick had been so
-ashamed of her.</p>
-
-<p>Then, having fallen asleep, Mildred began
-dreaming. Her father had been right,
-she must have been thinking more than
-she should about the war. Because in her
-dream she kept seeing regiment after regiment
-of soldiers marching across broad,
-green fields, with bands playing, flags flying
-and their faces shining in the sun.
-Finally they disappeared in a cloud of black
-smoke, and when this took place she had
-awakened unexpectedly.</p>
-
-<p>Sitting up in bed with her long flaxen
-braids hanging over either shoulder, Mildred
-wondered what had aroused her at
-this strange hour? Then she remembered<span class="pagenum">[18]</span>
-that it was the loud, clear ringing of their
-front door bell. Moreover, she had since
-become conscious of other noises in the
-house. Her brother had rushed out of
-his room and was calling to the man servant
-who had turned on the lights down
-in the front hall.</p>
-
-<p>“I say, Brown, be careful about opening
-that front door, will you? Wait half a
-moment until I get hold of my pistol and
-I’ll join you. I don’t like this business
-of our being aroused at a time like this.
-It must be just before daylight and New
-York is full of burglars and cutthroats.”</p>
-
-<p>Dick then retired into his room and the
-next sound Mildred heard was his voice expostulating
-with his mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, go on back to bed, dearest, and
-for heaven’s sake keep father out of this.
-Certainly there is no danger; besides, if
-there were I am not such a mollycoddle
-that I’m going to have Brown bear the
-brunt. Somebody’s got to open the door
-or that bell will never stop ringing.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Dick’s feet in his bedroom slippers
-could be heard running down the uncarpeted<span class="pagenum">[19]</span>
-stairs. A moment later Mildred got
-into her wrapper and stood with her arm
-about her mother’s waist, shivering and
-staring down into the hall.</p>
-
-<p>If anything should happen to Dick it
-would be too tragic! Her mother adored
-him.</p>
-
-<p>The butler was now unfastening the storm
-doors, while directly behind him Dick waited
-with his pistol at a convenient level.</p>
-
-<p>Then both men stepped backward with
-astonished exclamations, allowing a queer,
-small figure to enter the hall without a
-word of protest. The next moment Mildred
-was straining her ears to hear one of the
-most bewitching voices she had ever imagined.
-Later an equally bewitching figure
-unfolded itself from a heavy coat.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s sorry I am to have disturbed you
-at such an hour,” the girl began. “But how
-was I to know that the train from Chicago
-would arrive at three o’clock in the morning
-instead of three in the afternoon? I
-was hoping some one would be at the station
-to meet me, though of course I didn’t
-expect it, so I just took a cab and found
-the way here myself.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[20]</span></p>
-
-<p>Then the newcomer smiled with a kind
-of embarrassed wistfulness.</p>
-
-<p>For the first time beholding Dick’s pistol,
-which was now hanging in a dangerously
-limp fashion in his hand, she started.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh,” she exclaimed, “I suppose you
-think that in Nebraska we go about with
-pistols in our hands instead of pocket handkerchiefs;
-but, really, we don’t welcome
-guests with them.”</p>
-
-<p>Having dropped her coat on the floor,
-the girl under the light looked so tiny
-that she seemed like a child. She had
-short, curly dark hair which her tight-fitting
-traveling cap had pressed close against her
-face. Her eyes were big and blue, and perhaps
-because she was pale from fatigue her
-lips were extremely red.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, Dick Thornton decided, and never
-afterwards changed his opinion, that she
-was one of the best looking girls he had
-ever seen in his life. But who could she
-be, where had she come from, and what
-was she doing in their house at such an extraordinary
-hour?</p>
-
-<p>Clearing his throat, Dick made a tremendous<span class="pagenum">[21]</span>
-effort to appear impressive. Yet
-he was frightfully conscious of his own
-absurdity. He knew that his hair must
-be standing on end, that his dressing gown
-had been donned in a hurry and that he
-had on slippers with a space between his
-feet and dressing gown devoid of covering.
-Moreover, what was he to do with his
-absurd pistol?</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid you have made a mistake,”
-Dick began lamely. “If you are
-a stranger in New York and have just
-arrived to visit friends, perhaps we can
-tell you where to find them. Or, or, if
-you&mdash;” Dick did not feel that it was
-exactly his place to invite a strange young
-woman to spend the rest of the night at
-their home; yet as her cab had gone one
-could hardly turn her out into the street.
-Why did not his mother or Mildred come
-on down and help him out. Usually he
-knew the right thing to say and do, but
-this situation was too much for him. Besides,
-the girl looked as if she might be
-going to cry.</p>
-
-<p>But she was a plucky little thing, because
-instead of crying she tried to laugh.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[22]</span></p>
-
-<p>“I have made a mistake, of course,”
-she faltered. “I was looking for Judge
-Richard Thornton’s home on Seventy-fourth
-Street, the number was 28 I thought.
-Has the cabman brought me to the wrong
-place?”</p>
-
-<p>Slowly Mrs. Thornton was now approaching
-them with Mildred hovering in the
-background. But Dick did not altogether
-like the expression of his mother’s face.
-It showed little welcome for the present
-intruder. Now what could he say to make
-her happier before any one else had a
-chance to speak.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, that <em>is</em> my father’s name and
-our address all right, and I expect we are
-delighted to see you. I wonder if you
-would mind telling us your name and where
-you have come from? You see, we were
-not exactly looking for a visitor, but we
-are just as glad to see you.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl had turned at once toward
-Mrs. Thornton and it was astonishing
-how much dignity she possessed in spite
-of her childish appearance.</p>
-
-<p>“I regret this situation more than I<span class="pagenum">[23]</span>
-can express. I am sure I owe you an explanation,
-although I do not know exactly
-what it can be,” she began. “My name
-is Barbara Meade. Several weeks ago
-my father wrote to his old school friend,
-Judge Richard Thornton, saying that I
-was to be in New York for a short time
-on my way to England. He asked if it
-would be convenient to have me stay with
-you. He received an answer saying that
-it <em>would</em> be perfectly convenient and that
-I might come any day. Then before I
-left, father telegraphed.” Barbara’s lips
-were now trembling, although she still kept
-back the tears. “If you will call a cab for
-me, please, I shall be grateful to you. I
-would have gone to a hotel tonight, only
-I did not know whether a hotel would receive
-me at this hour.”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear child, you will do no such
-thing. There has been some mistake, of
-course, since I have never heard of your
-visit. But certainly we are not going to
-turn you out in the night,” Mrs. Thornton
-interrupted kindly.</p>
-
-<p>Ordinarily she was supposed to be a<span class="pagenum">[24]</span>
-cold woman. Now her manner was so
-charming that her son and daughter desired
-to embrace her at the same moment. But
-there was no time for further discussion or
-demonstration, because at this instant a
-new figure joined the little group. Actually
-Judge Thornton looked more like a criminal
-than one of the most famous criminal lawyers
-in New York state.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, immediately he put his arm
-about Barbara Meade’s shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear little girl, you need never
-forgive me; I shall not forgive myself nor
-expect any one else to do so. Certainly
-I received that letter from your father.
-Daniel Meade is one of my dearest friends
-besides being one of the finest men in the
-United States. Moreover, I wrote him
-that we should be most happy to have
-his daughter stay with us as long as she
-liked, but the fact of the matter is&mdash;”
-several times the tall man cleared his
-throat. “Well, my family will tell you
-that I am the most absent-minded man on
-earth. I simply forgot to mention the matter
-to my wife or any one else. So now<span class="pagenum">[25]</span>
-you have to stay on with us forever until
-you learn to forgive me.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Dick found himself envying his
-father as he patted their visitor’s shoulder
-while continuing to beg her forgiveness.</p>
-
-<p>But the next moment his mother and
-sister had led their little guest away upstairs.
-Then when she was safely out of
-sight Dick again became conscious of his own
-costume&mdash;or lack of it.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<div class="chapter"></div><!--Page break for ePub-->
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_26">[26]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER II<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>Different Kinds of Courage</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">Moving along Riverside Drive with
-sufficient slowness to grasp details
-had given the little western visitor
-an opportunity to enjoy the great sweep
-of the Hudson River and the beauty of the
-New Jersey palisades.</p>
-
-<p>On the front seat of the motor car Barbara
-sat with Dick Thornton, who had offered
-to take the chauffeur’s place for the afternoon.
-Back of them were Mrs. Thornton
-and Mildred. It was a cold April day
-and there were not many other cars along
-the Drive. Finally Mrs. Thornton, leaning
-over, touched her son on the shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“I think it might be wiser, Dick, to go
-back home now. Barbara has seen the
-view of the river and the wind has become
-so disagreeable. Suppose we turn off into
-Broadway,” she suggested.</p>
-
-<p>Acquiescing, a few moments later Dick<span class="pagenum">[27]</span>
-swung his car up a steep incline. He was
-going at a moderate pace, and yet just
-before reaching Broadway he sounded his
-horn, not once, but half a dozen times.
-The crossing appeared free from danger.
-Then when they had arrived at about the
-middle of the street, suddenly (and it
-seemed as if the car must have leaped out
-of space) a yellow automobile came racing
-down Broadway at incredible speed.</p>
-
-<p>It chanced that Barbara observed the car
-first, although immediately after she heard
-queer muffled cries coming from Mildred
-and her mother. She herself felt no inclination
-to scream. For one thing, there
-did not seem to be time. Nevertheless,
-impulse drew her eyes toward Dick Thornton
-to see how he was affected.</p>
-
-<p>Of course he must have become aware
-of their danger when the rest of them had.
-He must know that all their lives were
-in deadly peril. Yet there was nothing
-in the expression of his face to suggest it,
-nor had his head moved the fraction of an
-inch. Strange to see him half smiling, his
-color vivid, his dark eyes unafraid, almost<span class="pagenum">[28]</span>
-as if he had no realization of what must
-inevitably happen.</p>
-
-<p>Closing her own eyes, Barbara felt her
-body stiffen; the first shock would be
-over in a second, and afterwards&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless no horrible crash followed,
-but instead the girl felt that she must
-be flying along through the air instead of
-being driven along the earth. For they
-had made a single gigantic leap forward.
-Then Barbara became aware that Mildred
-was speaking in a voice that shook with
-nervousness in spite of her effort at self-control.</p>
-
-<p>“You have saved all our lives, Dick.
-How ever did you manage to get out of
-that predicament?” Afterwards she endeavored
-to quiet her mother, who was
-becoming hysterical now that they were
-entirely safe.</p>
-
-<p>So they were safe! It scarcely seemed
-credible. Yet when Barbara Meade looked
-up the racing car was still speeding on its
-desperate way down Broadway, followed
-by two policemen on motorcycles, while
-their own automobile was moving quietly<span class="pagenum">[29]</span>
-on. The girl had a moment of feeling
-limp and ill. Then she discovered that
-Dick Thornton was talking to her and
-that she must answer him.</p>
-
-<p>He was still smiling and his brown eyes
-were untroubled, but now that the danger
-had passed every bit of the color had left
-his face. Yet undoubtedly he was good
-looking.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara had to check an inclination to
-laugh. This was a tiresome trait of hers,
-to see the amusing side of things at the
-time when they should not appear amusing.
-Now, for instance, it was ridiculous to find
-herself admiring Dick Thornton’s nose at
-the instant he had saved her life.</p>
-
-<p>His face was almost perfectly modeled,
-his forehead broad and high with
-dark hair waving back from it like the
-pictures of young Greek boys. His brown
-eyes were deeply set beneath level brows,
-his olive skin and his mouth as attractive
-as a girl’s.</p>
-
-<p>Yes, her new acquaintance was handsome,
-Barbara concluded gravely, and yet
-his face lacked strength. Personally she<span class="pagenum">[30]</span>
-preferred the bronzed and rugged type of
-young men to whom she was accustomed
-in the west.</p>
-
-<p>But what was it that her companion had
-been saying?</p>
-
-<p>“I do trust, Miss Meade, that you are
-not ill from fright. Mildred, will you
-please lend us mother’s smelling salts for a
-little while, or had we best stop by a drug
-store?”</p>
-
-<p>Shaking her head Barbara smiled. She
-was wearing the same little close-fitting
-brown velvet hat of the night of her arrival.
-But today her short curls had fluttered out
-from under it and her eyes were wide open
-and bluer than ever with the wonderful
-vision of the first great city she had ever
-seen.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, dear me, no, there is nothing in the
-world the matter with me,” Barbara expostulated.
-“Why if I can’t go through a
-little bit of excitement like that, how do
-you suppose I am going to manage to be a
-Red Cross nurse in Europe in war times?”</p>
-
-<p>“You a war nurse?” Dick Thornton’s
-voice expressed surprise, amusement, and<span class="pagenum">[31]</span>
-disbelief. He turned his head sideways to
-glance at his companion. “Forgive me,”
-he said, “but you look a good deal more
-like a bisque doll. I believe they do have
-dolls dressed as Red Cross nurses, set up
-in the windows of the toy shops. Shall
-I try to get a place in a window for
-you?”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara was blushing furiously, although
-she intended not to allow herself to grow
-angry. Certainly she must not continue
-so sensitive about her youthful appearance.
-There would be many more trials
-of this same kind ahead of her.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sorry you think I look like a doll,”
-she returned with an effort at carelessness;
-“it is rather absurd in a grown-up woman
-to show so little character. My hair is
-short because I had typhoid fever a year
-ago. You know, I’m really over eighteen;
-I got through school pretty early and as I
-have always known what I wanted to do,
-I took some special courses in nursing at
-school, so I was able to graduate two years
-afterwards.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I see,” Dick murmured, appearing<span class="pagenum">[32]</span>
-thoughtful. “Eighteen is older than any
-doll I ever heard of unless she happened
-to be a doll that had been put away in
-an old cedar chest years ago. Then she
-usually had the paint licked off, the saw-dust
-coming out and her hair uncurled.”
-Again Dick glanced around, grave as the
-proverbial judge. “You know, it does not
-look to me as if any of those alarming
-things had <em>yet</em> happened to you, else I
-might try to turn doctor myself.”</p>
-
-<p>Good-naturedly Barbara laughed. If her
-new acquaintance insisted upon taking her
-as a joke, at least she had enough sporting
-blood not to grow angry, or at least if she
-were angry not to reveal it.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what <em>are</em> you going to be, Mr.
-Thornton?” Barbara queried, shrugging
-her shoulders the slightest bit. “As long
-as you need not develop into a physician
-on <em>my</em> account, are you to be a lawyer
-like your father?”</p>
-
-<p>Dick suppressed a groan. To look at
-her would you ever have imagined that
-this little prairie flower of a girl would
-develop into a serious-minded young woman<span class="pagenum">[33]</span>
-demanding to hear about “your
-career”? Any such idea must be nipped
-in the bud at once.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, I am certainly <em>not</em> going to
-study law, and if you don’t mind my mentioning
-it, I get pretty bored with that
-suggestion. Everybody I meet thinks
-because my father is one of the biggest
-lawyers in the country that I must become
-his shadow. It is all right being known as
-my ‘father’s son’ up to a certain point,
-but I’m not anxious to have comparisons
-made between us as lawyers.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara felt uncomfortable. She had
-not intended opening a subject that seemed
-to be such an unfortunate one. So she
-only murmured, “I beg your pardon.”</p>
-
-<p>And though Dick laughed and answered,
-“Don’t mention it,” there was little more
-conversation between them for the rest of
-the drive home.</p>
-
-<p>But once at home in the big, sunny
-library, stretched out in an arm chair,
-smoking while the girls were drinking tea,
-the young man became more amiable.</p>
-
-<p>He had changed his outdoor clothes for a<span class="pagenum">[34]</span>
-velvet smoking jacket and his shoes for a
-pair of luxurious pumps.</p>
-
-<p>“I say, Mildred, old girl, would you
-mind ringing the bell and having Brown
-bring me some matches?” he asked. Finding
-his own gone, he had simply turned his
-head and smiled upon his sister. It happened
-that the bell was within only a few
-feet of him and she had to cross the room
-to accomplish his desire.</p>
-
-<p>Although Mildred was tired from a
-strenuous half hour devoted to comforting
-her mother since their return from the
-ride, without protesting or even appearing
-surprised, she did as she was asked.</p>
-
-<p>But Barbara Meade felt her own cheeks
-flushing. One need not stay in the Thornton
-household for four entire days, as she
-had, before becoming aware that it was the
-son of the family to whom every knee must
-bow. His mother, sister, the servants
-appeared to adore him. It was true that
-Judge Thornton attempted to show a little
-more consideration for his daughter, but
-he was so seldom at home and when there
-his attention was usually upon some problem
-of his own.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[35]</span></p>
-
-<p>More than once Barbara had felt sorry
-for Mildred. Of course, her position looked
-like an enviable one as the only daughter
-of a wealthy and distinguished man, with
-a beautiful mother and a charming brother.
-Nevertheless, however little one liked to
-criticize their hostess even in one’s own
-mind, Barbara could not but see that
-Mildred Thornton’s life with her mother
-was a difficult one.</p>
-
-<p>In the first place, Mrs. Thornton was
-a fashionable society woman. In spite of
-what might seem to most people riches, she
-was constantly talking about how extremely
-poor they were and how she hoped that
-Dick and Mildred would make matches
-that would bring money into the family.
-She had the same dark eyes and olive
-coloring that her son had inherited, and
-as her hair was a beautiful silver-white,
-it made her face appear younger. She
-seemed to treat her daughter Mildred’s
-plainness as a personal insult to herself and
-behaved as though Mildred could have no
-feeling in the matter. Several times the
-visitor had heard her refer to her daughter’s
-lack of beauty before strangers.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[36]</span></p>
-
-<p>But that Dick Thornton should dare
-treat his sister with the same lack of consideration
-was insufferable! Barbara had
-a short, straight little nose with the delicate
-nostrils that belong to most sensitive persons.
-Now she could not help their arching
-with disdain, although she hoped no
-one would notice her.</p>
-
-<p>Yet Dick was perfectly aware of her
-indignation and amused by it. He was
-accustomed to having girls angry with him;
-it was one of the ways in which they
-showed their interest.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder if I would like to know what
-Miss Barbara Meade is at this moment
-thinking of me?” he demanded lazily,
-smiling from under his half-closed brown
-eyes and blowing a wreath of soft gray
-smoke into a halo about his own head.</p>
-
-<p>The girl’s blue eyes had the trick of
-darkening suddenly. It was in this way
-she betrayed her emotions before she could
-speak.</p>
-
-<p>“I was thinking,” she answered in a
-clear, cold little voice, “that I have always
-been sorry before I never had a brother.
-But now I am not so sure.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[37]</span></p>
-
-<p>An abominably rude speech! The girl
-could not decide whether or not she regretted
-having made it. Certainly there
-was an uncomfortable silence in the big
-room until Mildred broke it.</p>
-
-<p>She had been gazing thoughtfully into
-the fire, which the April day made
-agreeable, and talking very little. Now
-she shook her head in protest.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, brothers aren’t altogether bad,”
-she smiled.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara stammered.</p>
-
-<p>“No, of course not; I didn’t mean that.
-You must both forgive me. You see, I
-have only a married sister who is years
-older than I am, and my father. I suppose
-I have gotten too used to saying whatever
-pops into my head. Perhaps the men
-in the west are more polite to girls than
-eastern men. I don’t know exactly why,
-but they are bigger, stronger men; they
-live outdoors and because their lives are
-sometimes rough they try to have their
-manners gentle. Oh, goodness, I have
-said something else impolite, haven’t I?”
-Barbara ended in such consternation that
-her host and hostess both laughed.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[38]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t mind me; please go right
-ahead if it relieves your feelings,” Dick
-remarked so humorously that Barbara felt
-it might be difficult to dislike him intensely,
-however you might disapprove of him.</p>
-
-<p>“Only,” he added, “don’t start shooting
-verbal fireworks at the poor wounded soldiers
-whom you are going to attempt to
-nurse. If a fellow is down and out they
-might prove fatal. I say, Mill, did you
-ever hear anything more absurd? Miss
-Meade has an idea that she is going over
-to nurse the British Tommies. She looks
-more like she needed a nurse herself&mdash;with
-a perambulator.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know, Barbara has talked it all
-over with me,” Mildred replied. “We
-went together to the Red Cross headquarters
-today to see about arrangements,
-when she could cross and what luggage
-she should take with her. Four American
-girls are to go in a party and after they
-arrive in England they will be sent where
-they are most needed. You see, Barbara’s
-mother was an Irish woman, so she feels
-she is partly British; and then her father<span class="pagenum">[39]</span>
-was a West Point man. She meant to
-make her living as a nurse anyhow, so why
-shouldn’t she be allowed to help in the war?
-I understand exactly how Barbara feels.”</p>
-
-<p>Still gazing into the fire, Mildred’s face
-had grown paler and more determined.
-“You see, I am going with her. I offered
-my own services and was accepted this
-morning. We sail in ten days,” she concluded.</p>
-
-<p>“You, Mildred? What utter tommy-rot!”
-Dick exclaimed inelegantly. “The
-mater is apt to lock you up in your room on
-a bread-and-water diet for ten days for
-even suggesting such a thing.” Then he
-ceased talking abruptly and pretended to
-be stifling a yawn. For, glancing up, he
-had discovered that his mother was unexpectedly
-standing in the doorway. She
-was dressed for dinner and looked very
-beautiful in a lavender satin gown, but
-the expression on her face was not cheering.</p>
-
-<p>Evidently she had overheard Mildred’s
-confession and his sister was in for at
-least a bad quarter of an hour. Personally
-Dick hoped his own words had<span class="pagenum">[40]</span>
-not betrayed her. For although he was
-a fairly useless, good-for-nothing character,
-he wasn’t a cad, and for some reason
-or other he particularly did not wish their
-visitor to consider him one.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_41">[41]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER III<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>Farewell</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">In the same sitting room and in the
-same chair, half an hour later, sat
-Barbara Meade, but in a changed
-mood. She was alone.</p>
-
-<p>More ridiculously childish than ever she
-looked, with her small face white and tears
-forcing their way into her eyes and down
-her cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>Yet from the music room adjoining the
-library came such exquisite strains of a
-world-old and world-lovely melody sung in
-a charming tenor voice, that the girl was
-compelled to listen.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="stanza">
-<div class="indentquote0">“Drink to me only with thine eyes
-</div><div class="indent0">And I will pledge with mine.”
-</div></div></div></div>
-
-<p>Straight through the song went on to
-the end. But when it was finally finished
-there was a moment’s silence. Then Dick
-Thornton appeared, standing between the
-portieres dividing the two rooms.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[42]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Say, I am awfully sorry there was such
-a confounded row,” he began. “But there
-is no use taking the matter so seriously,
-it is poor Mill’s funeral, not yours. You
-seem to be the kind of independent young
-female who goes ahead and does whatever
-reckless thing she likes without asking anybody’s
-advice. But I do wish you would
-give the scheme up too. Mildred will
-never be allowed to go with you. I don’t
-approve of it any more than mother does.
-Just you stay on in New York and I’ll
-show you the time of your life.”</p>
-
-<p>Dick looked so friendly and agreeable,
-enough to have softened almost any heart.
-But Barbara was still thinking of the past
-half hour.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you,” she returned coldly. “I
-haven’t the faintest idea of giving up my
-purpose, even to ‘have the time of my
-life.’ And I do think you were hateful
-not to have stood by your sister. Besides,
-you might at least have said that you did
-not believe I had tried to influence Mildred,
-when your mother accused me. She
-was extremely unkind.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[43]</span></p>
-
-<p>Entering the library Dick now took a
-chair not far from their visitor’s, so that
-he could plainly observe the expressions
-on her face.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, I didn’t stand up for Mill;
-I wouldn’t let her go into all that sorrow
-and danger, even if mother consented,” he
-protested. “Your coming here and all the
-talk you two girls have had about the poor,
-brave, wounded soldiers and such stuff, of
-course has influenced Mill. It has even
-influenced me&mdash;a little. But the fact is
-the war in Europe isn’t our job.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, perhaps not,” the girl answered
-slowly, perhaps that she might add the
-greater effect; “but would you mind telling
-me just what is your job? You have already
-told me so many things that were
-not. Is it doing one-steps and fox trots
-and singing fairly well? I presume I don’t
-understand New York society, for out
-west our young men, no matter how rich
-their fathers happen to be, try to amount to
-something themselves; they do <em>some</em> kind
-of work.”</p>
-
-<p>Under his nonchalant manner Dick had<span class="pagenum">[44]</span>
-become angry. But no one knew better
-than he the value of appearing cool in a
-disagreement with a girl. So he only
-shrugged his shoulders in a dandified
-fashion.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder why you think I am not at
-present engaged in a frantic search for a
-job on which to expend my magnificent
-energy?” Here Dick purposely yawned,
-extending his long legs into a more reposeful
-position. “The fact is, I believe I must
-have been waiting for an uncommonly
-frank young person from the west to give
-me the benefit of her advice. What would
-you suggest as a career for me? Remember,
-I saved your life this afternoon, so
-you may devote it to the unfortunate.
-Now what would you think of my turning
-chauffeur? I’m not a bad one; you ask
-our man. Who knows, perhaps driving
-an automobile is my real gift!”</p>
-
-<p>Of course, her companion’s good humor
-again put her in the wrong, although
-Barbara knew that she was wrong in any
-case. For what possible right had she,
-after having known Dick Thornton less<span class="pagenum">[45]</span>
-than a week, to undertake to tell him
-what he should or should not do? It was
-curious what a fighting instinct he had
-immediately aroused in her! She felt that
-she would almost like to hit him in order
-to make him wake up and realize that there
-was something in life besides being handsome
-and good-natured and smiling lazily
-upon the world.</p>
-
-<p>However, Barbara now clasped her hands
-together, church fashion, inclining her curly
-head.</p>
-
-<p>“Beg pardon again. After all, what
-should a Prince Charming be except a
-Prince Charming?” she murmured. “You
-are a kind of liberal education. I’ve lived
-such a work-a-day life, I can’t understand
-why it seems so dreadful to you and your
-family to do the work one loves in the
-place where it seems to be most needed.
-We nurses will be under orders from people
-older and wiser than we are. If we come
-close to suffering&mdash;well, one can’t live very
-long without doing that. But I don’t want
-to bore you; you will be rid of me for life
-in a little while, and I’ll leave now if your<span class="pagenum">[46]</span>
-mother and father feel my plans are affecting
-Mildred.”</p>
-
-<p>“You will do no such thing.” Dick’s
-voice was curt and less polite than usual,
-but it was certainly decisive and so ended
-the discussion.</p>
-
-<p>A few minutes later, apparently in a
-happier frame of mind, Barbara Meade
-was about to go upstairs when at the door
-she turned toward her companion.</p>
-
-<p>“Please don’t think I fail to understand,
-Mr. Thornton, your not wishing
-Mildred to go through the discomforts
-and even the dangers of nursing the
-wounded soldiers. I suppose every nice
-brother naturally wishes to protect and
-look after his sister. I told you I had
-never had a brother, but you must not
-think for that reason I cannot appreciate
-what you must feel.”</p>
-
-<p>Then with a quick movement characteristic
-of her smallness and grace, Barbara
-was gone.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless Dick remained in the library
-alone until almost dinner time.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara was right in believing that he<span class="pagenum">[47]</span>
-hated the thought of his sister Mildred’s
-being away from the care and affection of
-her own family. Mildred might not be
-so handsome as he wished her and wasn’t
-much of a talker, still there was no doubt
-that she was a trump in lots of ways. Besides,
-after all, she was one’s own and only
-sister. Yet Dick was honest with himself.
-It was not Mildred alone whom he desired
-to protect from hardships. Absurd, of
-course, when the girl was almost a stranger
-to him, yet Barbara Meade appeared more
-unfitted for the task that she insisted upon
-undertaking than his sister. In the first
-place, Barbara was younger, and certainly
-a hundred times prettier. Then in spite
-of her ridiculous temper she was so tiny
-and looked so like a child that one could
-only laugh at her. Moreover&mdash;oh, well,
-the worst of it was, Dick felt convinced
-that she was just the kind of a girl he
-could have a delightful time with, if he
-had a proper chance. She had confessed
-to loving to dance in spite of her sarcasm.
-So she should have at least a few dances
-with him before fate swept her out of his
-way forever.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[48]</span></p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Ten days later, as early as nine o’clock
-in the morning, Mrs. Thornton’s limousine
-was to be seen threading its way in and out
-among the trucks and wagons along lower
-Broadway on its way to the American Line
-steamship pier, No. 62.</p>
-
-<p>Inside the car were seated Mrs. Thornton
-and Mildred, Judge Thornton, Dick
-and Barbara Meade. Behind them a
-taxicab piled with luggage was following.
-The “Philadelphia” was sailing at eleven
-o’clock that morning and included among
-her passenger list four American Red Cross
-nurses on their way to a mission of relief
-and love.</p>
-
-<p>In the Thornton automobile not alone
-was Barbara Meade arrayed for an ocean
-crossing, but Mildred Thornton also appeared
-to be wearing a traveling outfit.
-More extraordinary, the greater part of
-the luggage on the taxicab behind them
-bore the initials “M. F. T.” Besides,
-Mildred was sitting close to her father with
-her cheek pressed against his shoulder and
-holding tight to his hand, while the Judge
-looked entirely and completely miserable.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[49]</span></p>
-
-<p>Should anything happen to Mildred, he,
-who loved her best, would be responsible.
-For he had finally yielded to her persuasions,
-upholding her in her desire, against
-the repeated objections of his wife and son.
-Just why he had come round to Mildred’s
-wish, for the life of him the Judge could
-not now decide. What was happening to
-this world anyhow when girls, even a gentle,
-sweet-tempered one like Mildred, insisted
-on “making something of their own lives,”
-“doing something useful,” “following their
-own consciences and not some one’s else?”
-Really the Judge could not at present recall
-with what arguments and pleadings his
-daughter had finally influenced him. But
-he did wonder why at present he should
-feel so utterly dejected at the thought of
-Mildred’s leaving, when her mother appeared
-positively triumphant.</p>
-
-<p>Yet the fact is that within the last few
-days Mrs. Thornton had entirely changed
-her original point of view. She had discovered
-that instead of Mildred’s engaging
-in an enterprise both unwomanly and unbecoming,
-actually she was doing the most<span class="pagenum">[50]</span>
-fashionable thing of the hour. Never
-before had Mildred received so much notice
-and praise. Positively her mother glowed
-remembering what their friends had been
-saying of Mildred’s nobility of character.
-How fine it was that she had a nature that
-could not be satisfied with nothing save
-social frivolities!</p>
-
-<p>Letters of introduction to a number of
-the best people in England had been pouring
-in upon them. One from Mrs. Whitehall
-to her sister, the Countess of Sussex,
-was particularly worth while. Mrs. Thornton
-had never before known that she dared
-include the writer among her friends.
-Moreover, Mildred had lately been receiving
-unexpected attentions from the
-young men who had never before paid her
-the slightest notice. Half a dozen of them
-within the past few days had called to say
-good-by and express their admiration of
-her pluck. Two or three had declared
-themselves openly envious of her. For if
-there were great things going on in the
-world, no matter how tragic and dreadful,
-one would feel tremendously worth while<span class="pagenum">[51]</span>
-to be right on the spot and able to judge
-for oneself.</p>
-
-<p>Then Dick had reported that Mildred
-had been more than a halfway belle at a
-dance that he had insisted upon his sister
-and their visitor attending before they shut
-themselves off from all amusements. Such
-a lot of fellows wanted to talk to Mill
-about her plans that they seemed not to
-care that she could not dance any better.</p>
-
-<p>Although there were only between fifty
-and sixty passengers booked for sailing on
-the “Philadelphia’s” list, the big dock
-was crowded with freight of every kind.</p>
-
-<p>On an adjoining dock there was a tremendous
-stamping of horses. Not far off
-one of the Atlantic Transport boats was
-being rapidly transformed into a gigantic
-stable. Its broad passenger decks were
-being divided into hundreds of box stalls.
-Into the hold immensely heavy boxes were
-being hoisted with derricks and cranes.
-The whole atmosphere of the New York
-Harbor front appeared to have changed.
-Where once there used to be people about
-to sail for Europe now there appeared to<span class="pagenum">[52]</span>
-be things taking their place. No longer
-were pleasure-loving Americans crossing
-the ocean, but the product of their lands
-and their hands.</p>
-
-<p>However, Mildred and Barbara gave only
-a cursory attention to these impersonal
-matters, and Mildred’s family very little
-more. They were deeply interested in a
-meeting which was soon to take place.</p>
-
-<p>Their little party was to consist of four
-American nurses sent out to assist the
-British Red Cross wherever their services
-were most needed.</p>
-
-<p>So far Mildred and Barbara had not
-even seen the other two girls. However,
-Judge and Mrs. Thornton had been assured
-that one was an older woman, who had
-already had some years’ experience in
-nursing and could also act as chaperon.
-About the fourth girl nothing of any kind
-had been told them.</p>
-
-<p>Therefore, within five minutes after their
-arrival at the wharf, Miss Moore, one of
-the Red Cross workers in the New York
-headquarters from whom the girls had received
-instructions, joined them. With<span class="pagenum">[53]</span>
-her was a girl, or a young woman (for she
-might be any age between twenty or thirty)
-for whom Mildred and Barbara both conceived
-an immediate prejudice. They were
-not willing to call the sensation dislike,
-because travelers upon a humanitarian
-crusade must dislike no one, and especially
-not one of their fellow laborers.</p>
-
-<p>Eugenia Peabody was the stranger’s
-name. She had come from a small town in
-Massachusetts. Her clothes were severely
-plain, a rusty brown walking suit that
-must have seen long service, as well as
-a shabby brown coat. Then she had on
-an absurd hat that looked like a man’s,
-and her hair was parted in the middle and
-drawn back on either side. She had handsome
-dark eyes, so that one could not call
-her exactly ugly. Only she seemed terribly
-cold and superior and unsympathetic.</p>
-
-<p>But the fourth girl, Miss Moore explained,
-by some accident had failed to arrive in
-time for the steamer. She was to have
-come from Charleston, South Carolina,
-having made her application and sent her
-credentials from there. It was foolish of<span class="pagenum">[54]</span>
-her to have waited until the last hour before
-arriving in New York. Now her train
-had been delayed, and as her passage had
-been engaged, the money would simply
-have to be wasted. Had the Red Cross
-Society known beforehand, another nurse
-could have taken her place.</p>
-
-<p>The next hour and a half was one of
-painful confusion. Surely so few passengers
-never before had so many friends to
-see them off. Farewells these days meant
-more than partings under ordinary circumstances.
-No matter what pretense
-might be made to the contrary, in every
-mind, deep in every heart was the possibility
-that a passenger steamer might strike
-a floating mine.</p>
-
-<p>Of course, Barbara had been forced to
-say her hardest farewells before leaving her
-home in Nebraska. Nevertheless, she could
-not now help sharing Mildred’s emotions
-and those of her family. Besides, the
-Thorntons had been so kind to her in the
-past two weeks. Mrs. Thornton had
-apologized for blaming her for Mildred’s
-decision, but after all it was easy to understand<span class="pagenum">[55]</span>
-her feeling in the matter. Judge
-Thornton was one of the biggest-hearted,
-dearest men in the world. Then there was
-Dick! Of course, he was a good-for-nothing
-fellow who would never amount to much
-except to be a spoiled darling all his days!
-Yet certainly he was attractive and had
-been wonderfully sweet-tempered and courteous
-to her.</p>
-
-<p>Even this morning he had never allowed
-her to feel lonely for an instant. Always
-he saw that she was among the groups of
-their friends who were showering attentions
-upon Mildred&mdash;books and flowers and
-sweets, besides various extraordinary things
-which she was recommended to use in her
-work.</p>
-
-<p>Dick’s farewell present Barbara thought
-a little curious. It was an extremely costly
-electric lamp mounted in silver to carry
-about in her pocket.</p>
-
-<p>“It is to help you see your way, if you
-should ever get lost or have to go out at
-night while you are doing that plagued
-nursing,” he whispered just as the final
-whistles blew and the friends of the passengers
-were being put ashore.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[56]</span></p>
-
-<p>As Dick ran down the gang-plank, both
-Mildred and Barbara were watching him
-with their eyes full of tears. Suddenly
-he had to step aside in order not to run over
-a girl hurrying up the plank from the
-shore. She was dressed in deep mourning;
-her hair was of the purest gold and her eyes
-brown. She had two boys with her, each
-one of them carrying an extraordinary
-looking old-fashioned carpet bag of a pattern
-of fifty years ago.</p>
-
-<p>“I regret it if I have kept you waiting,”
-she said in a soft, drawling voice to one of
-the stewards who happened to be nearest
-the gang-plank. “I’ve come all the way
-from Charleston, South Carolina, and my
-train was four hours late.”</p>
-
-<p>The tears driven away by curiosity, Mildred
-and Barbara now stared at each other.
-Was this the fourth girl who was to accompany
-them as a Red Cross nurse? She
-looked less like a nurse than any one of
-them. Why, she was as fragile as possible
-herself, and evidently had never been away
-from home before in her life. Now she
-was under the impression that the steamer<span class="pagenum">[57]</span>
-had been kept waiting for her. Certainly
-she was apologizing to the steward for
-delaying them.</p>
-
-<p>Yet a glance at their older companion
-and both girls felt a warm companionship
-for the newcomer. For if Miss Peabody
-had been discouraged on being introduced to
-them, it was nothing to the disfavor she
-now allowed herself to show at the appearance
-of the fourth member of their little
-Red Cross band.</p>
-
-<p>A little later, with deep blasts from her
-whistle, the “Philadelphia” began to move
-out. Amid much waving of handkerchiefs,
-both on deck and on shore, the voyage had
-begun.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<div class="chapter"></div><!--Page break for ePub-->
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_58">[58]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER IV<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>Making Acquaintances</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">“In my opinion no one of you girls
-will remain in Europe three months,
-at least not as a nurse. You are
-going over because of an emotion or an
-enthusiasm&mdash;same thing! You are too
-young and have not had sufficient experience
-for the regular Red Cross nursing.
-Besides, you haven’t the faintest idea of
-what may lie ahead of you,” Eugenia Peabody
-announced.</p>
-
-<p>It was a sunshiny day, although not a
-calm one, yet the “Philadelphia” was
-making straight ahead. She was a narrow
-boat that pitched rather than rolled.
-Nevertheless, a poor sailor could scarcely
-be expected to enjoy the plunging she was
-now engaging in. It was as if one were
-riding a horse who rose first on his forefeet
-and then on his hind feet, tossing his rider
-relentlessly back and forth.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[59]</span></p>
-
-<p>So, although the four Red Cross girls
-were seated on the upper deck in their
-steamer chairs and at no great distance
-apart, no forcible protest followed the oldest
-one’s statement.</p>
-
-<p>However, from under the shelter of her
-close-fitting squirrel-fur cap Barbara’s blue
-eyes looked belligerent. She was wearing
-a coat of the same kind. The next moment
-she protested:</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, we have not had the experience
-required for salaried nurses, and of
-course we are a great deal younger than
-you” (as Barbara was not enamored of
-Eugenia she made this remark with intentional
-emphasis). “But I don’t consider it
-fair for you to decide for that reason we
-are going to be useless. The Red Cross
-was willing that we should help in some
-way, even though we can’t be enrolled
-nurses until we have had two years’ hospital
-work. Mildred and I have both graduated,
-and Nona Davis has had one year’s work.
-Besides, soldiers, often when they are quite
-young boys, go forth to battle and do wonderful
-things. Who knows what we may<span class="pagenum">[60]</span>
-accomplish? Sometimes success comes just
-from pluck and the ability to hold on. Right
-this minute you can’t guess, Miss Peabody,
-which one of us is brave and which one
-may be a coward; there is no telling till
-the test comes.”</p>
-
-<p>Then after her long tirade Barbara again
-subsided into the depth of her chair. What
-a spitfire she was! Really, she must learn
-to control her temper, for if the four of
-them were to work together, they must be
-friends. Dick Thornton had been right.
-Perhaps the wounded soldiers might have
-a hard time with a crosspatch for a nurse.
-But this Miss Peabody was so painfully
-superior, so “Bostonese”! Even if she <em>had</em>
-come only from a small Massachusetts
-town, it had been situated close to the
-sacred city, and Eugenia had been educated
-there. Small wonder that she had little
-use for a girl from far-off Nebraska!</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, Eugenia’s cheeks had crimsoned
-at Barbara’s speech and her expression
-ruffled, although her hair remained
-as smooth as if the wind had not been
-blowing at the rate of sixty miles an hour.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[61]</span></p>
-
-<p>“That is one way of looking at things,”
-she retorted. “I suppose almost anybody
-willing to make sacrifices can be useful at
-the front these days,” she conceded. “But,
-really, I do not consider that I am so very
-much older than the rest of you, even if
-I am acting as your chaperon. I have
-always looked older than I am. I was
-only twenty-five my last birthday and one
-can’t be an enrolled Red Cross nurse any
-younger than that&mdash;at least, not in
-America.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I beg pardon,” Barbara replied.
-At the same time she was thinking that
-twenty-five was considerably older than
-eighteen and nineteen, and that before
-seven years had passed she expected a good
-many interesting things to have happened
-to her.</p>
-
-<p>But a soft drawl interrupted Barbara’s
-train of thought. Issuing from the depth
-of a steamer blanket it had a kind of
-smothered sound.</p>
-
-<p>“I am older than the rest of you think.
-I am twenty-one,” the voice announced.
-“I only seem younger because I am stupid<span class="pagenum">[62]</span>
-and have never been away from home before.
-My father was quite old when I was
-born, so I have nearly always taken care
-of him. He was a general in the Confederate
-army. I’ve heard nothing but
-war-talk my whole life and the great things
-the southern women sacrificed for the
-soldiers. My mother I don’t know a great
-deal about.”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment Nona seemed to be hesitating.
-“My father died a year ago.
-There was nobody to care a great deal
-what became of me except some old friends.
-So when this war broke out, I felt I must
-help if only the least little bit. I sold
-everything I had for my expenses, except
-my father’s old army pistol and the ragged
-half of a Confederate flag; these I brought
-along with me. But please forgive my
-talking so much about myself. It seemed
-to me if we were to be together that we
-ought to know a little about one another.
-I haven’t told you everything. My father’s
-family, even though we were poor&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Nona paused, and Barbara smiled. Even
-Eugenia melted slightly, while Mildred<span class="pagenum">[63]</span>
-took hold of the hand that lay outside the
-steamer blanket.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t trouble to tell us anything you
-would rather not, Miss Davis,” she returned.
-“We have only to see and talk
-to you to have faith in you. Of course,
-we don’t have to tell family <em>secrets</em>; that
-would be expecting rather too much.”</p>
-
-<p>With a sigh suggesting relief Nona Davis
-glanced away from her companions toward
-the water. The girl was like a white and
-yellow lily, with her pale skin, pure gold
-hair and brown eyes with golden centers.
-In her life she had never had an intimate
-girl friend. Now with all her heart she
-was hoping that her new acquaintances
-might learn to care for her. And yet if
-they knew what had kept her shut away
-from other girls, perhaps they too might
-feel the old prejudice!</p>
-
-<p>But suddenly happier and stronger than
-since their sailing, Nona straightened up.
-Then she arranged her small black felt hat
-more becomingly.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want to talk <em>all</em> the time, only
-really I am stronger than I look. As I<span class="pagenum">[64]</span>
-know French pretty well, perhaps I may
-at least be useful in that way.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl’s expression suddenly altered.
-A reserve that was almost haughtiness
-swept over it. For she had been the first
-to notice a fellow passenger walking up
-and down the deck in front of them. She
-had now stopped at a place where she could
-overhear what they were saying. The
-girls had agreed not to discuss their plans
-on shipboard. It seemed wisest not to let
-their fellow passengers know that they were
-going abroad to help with Red Cross nursing.
-For in consequence there might be
-a great deal of talk, questions would be
-asked, unnecessary advice given. Besides,
-the girls did not yet know what duties
-were to be assigned them. They were
-ordered to go to a British Red Cross, deliver
-their credentials and await results.</p>
-
-<p>So everything that might have betrayed
-their mission had been carefully packed
-away in their trunks and bags. Moreover,
-in the hold of the steamer there were great
-wooden packing cases of gauze bandaging,
-medicines and antiseptics which Judge<span class="pagenum">[65]</span>
-Thornton had given Mildred and Barbara
-as his farewell offering. These were to be
-presented to the hospital where the girls
-would be stationed.</p>
-
-<p>Now, although Nona Davis had become
-aware of the curiosity of the traveler who
-had taken up a position near them, Eugenia
-Peabody had not. So before the younger
-girl could warn her she exclaimed:</p>
-
-<p>“Hope you won’t think I meant to be
-disagreeable. Of course, you may turn
-out better nurses than I; perhaps experience
-<em>isn’t</em> everything.”</p>
-
-<p>There was no doubt this time that
-Eugenia intended being agreeable, yet her
-manner was still curt. She seemed one of
-the unfortunate persons without charm,
-who manage to antagonize just when they
-wish to be agreeable.</p>
-
-<p>At this moment the stranger made no
-further effort at keeping in the background.
-Instead she walked directly toward the
-four girls.</p>
-
-<p>“I chanced to overhear you saying something
-about Red Cross nursing,” she began.
-“Can it be that you are going over to help<span class="pagenum">[66]</span>
-care for the poor soldiers? How splendid
-of you! I do hope you don’t mind my being
-interested?”</p>
-
-<p>Of course the girls did mind. However,
-there was nothing to do under the circumstances.
-Barbara alone made a faint
-effort at denial. Eugenia simply looked
-annoyed because she had been the one
-who had betrayed them. Mildred showed
-surprise. But Nona Davis answered in a
-well-bred voice that seemed to put undesirable
-persons at a tremendous distance away:</p>
-
-<p>“As long as you did overhear what we
-were saying, would you mind our not discussing
-the question with you. We have
-an idea that we prefer keeping our plans a
-secret among ourselves.”</p>
-
-<p>Yet neither Nona’s words nor her manner
-had the desired effect. The stranger
-sat down on the edge of a chair that happened
-to be near.</p>
-
-<p>“That is all right, my dear, if you prefer
-I shall not mention it. Only there is
-no reason why <em>I</em> should not know. I am
-a much older woman than any of you, and
-I too am going abroad because of this<span class="pagenum">[67]</span>
-horrible war, though not to do the beautiful
-work you expect to do.”</p>
-
-<p>At this moment the newcomer smiled
-in a kind yet anxious fashion, so that
-three of the girls were propitiated. After
-all, she was a middle-aged woman of about
-fifty, quietly and inexpensively dressed,
-and she had a timid, confidential manner.
-Somehow one felt unaccountably sorry for
-her.</p>
-
-<p>“I am traveling with my son,” she explained.
-“You may have noticed the young
-man in dark glasses. My son is a newspaper
-correspondent and is now going to
-try to get into the British lines. He was
-ill when the war broke out or we should
-have crossed over sooner. There may be
-difficulties about our arrangements. After
-his illness I was not willing that he should
-go into danger unless I was near him.
-Then his eyes still trouble him so greatly
-that I sometimes help with his work.”</p>
-
-<p>She leaned over and whispered more confidentially
-than ever:</p>
-
-<p>“I am Mrs. John Curtis, my son is
-Brooks Curtis, you may be familiar with<span class="pagenum">[68]</span>
-his name. I only wanted to say that if
-at any time I can be useful, either on
-shipboard or if we should run across each
-other in Europe, please don’t hesitate to
-call upon me. I had a daughter of my
-own once and had she lived I have no
-doubt she would now be following your
-example.”</p>
-
-<p>Actually the older woman’s eyes were
-filling with tears, and although the girls
-felt embarrassed by her confidences they
-were touched and grateful, all except Nona
-Davis, who seemed in a singularly difficult
-humor.</p>
-
-<p>“You are awfully kind, Mrs. Curtis,
-I am sure,” Mildred was murmuring, when
-Nona asked unexpectedly:</p>
-
-<p>“Mrs. Curtis, if your son has trouble
-with his eyes, I wonder why I have so
-often seen him with his glasses off gazing
-out to sea through a pair of immense telescope
-glasses? I should think the strain
-would be bad for him.”</p>
-
-<p>Half a moment the older woman hesitated,
-then leaning over toward the little
-group, she whispered:</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[69]</span></p>
-
-<p>“You must not be frightened by anything
-I tell you. Sailing under the American
-flag we of course ought to feel perfectly
-safe, but you girls must know the
-possibilities we face these days. I think
-perhaps because I am with him my son
-may be a little too anxious. However, I
-shall certainly tell him he is not to take
-off his glasses again during the voyage.
-You are right; it may do him harm.”</p>
-
-<p>A few moments later Mrs. Curtis strolled
-away. But by this time Nona Davis was
-sitting bolt upright with more color in her
-face than she had shown since the hour
-of her arrival.</p>
-
-<p>“I do hope we may not have to see a
-great deal of Mrs. Curtis,” she volunteered.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not?” Mildred asked. “I thought
-her very nice. I feel that my mother would
-like us to be friends with an older woman;
-she might be able to give us good advice.
-Please tell us why you object to her?”</p>
-
-<p>The other girl shook her head.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure I don’t know. I don’t suppose
-I have any <em>real</em> reason. You see,
-I don’t often have reasons for things; at<span class="pagenum">[70]</span>
-least, not the kind I know how to explain
-to other people. But my old colored
-mammy used to say I was a ‘second
-sighter.’”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_71">[71]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER V<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont">“<em>Lady Dorian</em>”</span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">Very carefully the young man in
-the dark glasses must have considered
-which one of the four
-American girls traveling together he might
-expect to find most worth while. Then he
-chose Mildred Thornton.</p>
-
-<p>And this was odd, for to a casual observer
-Mildred was the least good looking
-and the least gay of the four. Even
-Eugenia, in spite of her severe manner,
-had a certain handsomeness and under
-softening influences might improve both
-in appearance and disposition.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, it was with Mildred that
-Nona Davis, coming out of her stateroom
-half an hour before dinner, discovered
-the young man talking.</p>
-
-<p>It happened that Nona and Mildred
-shared the same stateroom while the two
-other girls were just across the narrow<span class="pagenum">[72]</span>
-passageway. As the decks were apt to
-be freer from other passengers at this
-hour preceding dinner, they had arranged
-for a quiet walk. But now, although seeing
-her plainly enough, Nona soon realized that
-Mildred had no idea of keeping her engagement.
-She was far too deeply engrossed
-in her new companion. It was annoying,
-this eternal feminine habit of choosing
-any kind of masculine society in preference
-to the most agreeable feminine! However,
-Nona made no sign or protest. She merely
-betook herself to the opposite side of the
-boat and started a solitary stroll.</p>
-
-<p>There was no one to interfere and she
-was virtually alone, as this happened to
-be the windy, disagreeable portion of the
-deck. Of their meeting with Mrs. Curtis
-the day before no one had spoken since,
-but now Nona could not help recalling
-her own impression. She was sorry for
-her sudden prejudice and more so for her
-open expression of it.</p>
-
-<p>“I must try and not distrust people,”
-she thought remorsefully. “Suspicion made
-my father’s life bitter and shut me away<span class="pagenum">[73]</span>
-from other girls. So, should circumstances
-compel us to meet this Mrs. Curtis and her
-son (and one never knows when chance
-may throw strangers together), why I
-shall never, never say a word against
-them.”</p>
-
-<p>Nona was looking out toward a curious
-purple and smoke-colored sunset at the
-edge of the western sky as she made this
-resolution. Perhaps because the vision
-before her had somehow suggested the
-smoke of battle and the strange, dreadful
-world toward which they were voyaging.
-Eugenia was right. No one of them could
-dream of what lay ahead.</p>
-
-<p>For a moment she had paused and was
-standing with one hand resting on the
-ship’s railing when to her surprise Mildred
-Thornton’s voice sounded close beside her.</p>
-
-<p>“Nona, I want to introduce Mr. Curtis,”
-she began. “We have been trying to find
-you. Oh, I confess I did see you a few
-moments ago, only I pretended I had not.
-Mr. Curtis was telling me something so
-interesting I did not wish to interrupt him
-for fear he might not repeat it.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[74]</span></p>
-
-<p>Mildred’s eyes had darkened with excitement
-and she was speaking in a hushed
-voice, although no one appeared to be
-near.</p>
-
-<p>Nona Davis extended her hand to the
-young man. “My name is Davis,” she
-began. “Miss Thornton forgot to mention
-it, for although we have known each
-other but a few days we are already using
-our first names.”</p>
-
-<p>Then she struggled with a sense of distaste.
-The hand that received hers was
-large and bony and curiously limp and
-unresponsive. Afterwards Nona studied
-the young fellow’s face. It was difficult
-to get a vital impression of him when his
-eyes were so hidden from view, but of one
-thing she became assured&mdash;he was not
-particularly young.</p>
-
-<p>He was tall and had a fringe of light
-brown hair around a circular space where
-the hair was plainly growing thinner. His
-face was smooth, his mouth irregular and
-he had a large inquiring nose. Indeed,
-Nona decided that the young man suggested
-a human question mark, although<span class="pagenum">[75]</span>
-his eyes&mdash;and eyes can ask more questions
-than the tongue&mdash;were partly concealed.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Curtis has been a war correspondent
-before,” Mildred went on, showing an
-enthusiasm that was unusual with her.
-“He has just returned from the war in
-Mexico and has been telling me of the
-horrors down there.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I thought,” Nona Davis replied
-and then hesitated. What she was thinking
-was, that Mrs. Curtis had mentioned
-her son’s long illness. This may have followed
-his return; he was not particularly
-healthy looking. Not knowing exactly how
-to conclude her sentence, she was glad to
-have Mildred whisper:</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Curtis says he has secret information
-that our ship is carrying supplies
-for the Allies. Oh, of course we are on an
-American passenger boat and it sounds
-incredible, but then nothing is past belief
-these days.”</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, the other girl shook her
-head doubtingly. She was a little annoyed
-at the expression of entire faith with which
-Mildred gazed upon their latest acquaintance.<span class="pagenum">[76]</span>
-She wondered if Mildred were the
-type of girl who believed anything because
-a <em>man</em> told her it was true. Odd that she
-did not feel that way herself, when all her
-life she had been taught to depend wholly
-upon masculine judgment. But there were
-odd stirrings of revolt in the little southern
-girl of which she was not yet aware. She
-appeared flowerlike and gentle in her old-fashioned
-black costume. One would have
-thought she had no independence of body
-or mind, but like a flower could be swayed
-by any wind.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t expect we are carrying
-anything except hospital supplies of the
-same kind your father is sending, Mildred,”
-she answered. Then turning apologetically
-toward the young newspaper man: “I beg
-your pardon, I didn’t mean to doubt your
-word, only your information.”</p>
-
-<p>However, Brooks Curtis was not paying
-any attention to her. Instead he was
-gazing reproachfully at Mildred and at the
-same time attempting to smile.</p>
-
-<p>“Is that the way you keep a secret, Miss
-Thornton?” he demanded. “Of course,<span class="pagenum">[77]</span>
-your friend is right. I have no absolute
-information. Who has in these war times?
-I only wanted you to realize that in case
-trouble arises you are to count on my
-mother and me.”</p>
-
-<p>He appeared to make the last remark
-idly and without emphasis, notwithstanding
-Mildred flushed uneasily.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t mean that there may be an
-explosion on shipboard or a danger of that
-kind,” she expostulated. “It sounds
-absurd, I know, but I am nervous about the
-water. I have crossed several times before,
-but always with my father and brother.”</p>
-
-<p>While she was speaking Nona Davis had
-slipped her arm reassuringly inside her
-new friend’s. “Nonsense,” she said quietly.
-“Mr. Curtis is trying to tease us.” Then
-deliberately she drew Mildred away and
-commenced their postponed walk. It was
-just as well, because at this instant Mrs.
-Curtis had come on deck to join her son.</p>
-
-<p>A little farther along and Nona pressed
-her delicate cheek against her taller companion’s
-sleeve. “For heaven’s sake don’t
-let Miss Peabody know you are afraid of<span class="pagenum">[78]</span>
-an accident at sea when you are going into
-the midst of a world tragedy,” she whispered.
-“Eugenia believes we are hopeless
-enough as it is. But whenever you are
-frightened, Mildred&mdash;and of course we
-must all be now and then&mdash;won’t you confide
-in me?” Nona’s tones and the expression
-of her golden brown eyes were
-wistful and appealing.</p>
-
-<p>“You see, it is queer, but I don’t fear
-what other people do. I have certain
-foolish terrors of my own that I may tell
-you of some day. For one thing, I am
-afraid of ghosts. I don’t exactly believe
-in them, but I was brought up by an old
-colored mammy who instilled many of her
-superstitions into me.”</p>
-
-<p>Their conversation ended at this because
-Barbara and Eugenia Peabody were now
-walking toward them, both looking distinctly
-unamiable. It was unfortunate that
-the two girls should be rooming together.
-They were most uncongenial, and so far
-spent few hours in each other’s society
-without an altercation of some kind.</p>
-
-<p>Nona smiled at their approach. “And<span class="pagenum">[79]</span>
-east is east and west is west, and never
-the twain shall meet,” she quoted mischievously.
-Then she became sober again
-because she too had a wholesome awe of
-the eldest member of their party, and
-Eugenia’s eyes held fire.</p>
-
-<p>Some powerful current of electricity must
-have been at work in that portion of the
-universe through which the “Philadelphia”
-was ploughing her way that evening.</p>
-
-<p>For as soon as they entered the ship’s
-dining room the four girls became aware of
-a tense atmosphere which had never been
-there before. They chanced to be a few
-moments late, so that the other voyagers
-were already seated.</p>
-
-<p>Mildred Thornton, by special courtesy,
-was on the Captain’s right hand and
-Barbara Meade on his left (this attention
-was a tribute to Judge Thornton’s position
-in New York); Nona was next Mildred and
-Eugenia next Barbara.</p>
-
-<p>Then on Nona Davis’ other side sat a
-beautiful woman of perhaps thirty in whom
-the four girls were deeply interested. But
-not because she had been in the least<span class="pagenum">[80]</span>
-friendly with them, or with any one else
-aboard ship, not even with Captain Miller,
-who was a splendid big Irishman, one of the
-most popular officers in the service, and to
-whom the Red Cross girls were already
-deeply attached.</p>
-
-<p>Four days had passed since the “Philadelphia”
-sailed and the voyage was now
-more than half over. But except that she
-appeared on the passenger list as “Lady
-Dorian,” no one knew anything of the
-young woman’s identity. Her name was
-English, and yet she did not look English
-and spoke, when conversation was forced
-upon her, with a slightly foreign accent,
-which might be Russian, or possibly German.
-However, she never talked to anyone
-and only came to the table at dinner
-time, rarely appearing upon deck and never
-without her maid.</p>
-
-<p>But tonight as the girls took their places
-at the dinner table it was evident that Lady
-Dorian had been speaking and that her conversation
-had been upon a subject which
-Captain Miller had requested no one mention
-during the course of the voyage&mdash;the
-war!</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[81]</span></p>
-
-<p>Every one of the sixteen persons at the
-Captain’s table looked flushed and excited,
-Mrs. Curtis at the farther end was in tears,
-and an English banker, Sir George Paxton,
-who had lately been in Washington on
-public business, appeared in danger of
-apoplexy.</p>
-
-<p>“What is the trouble, Captain?” Barbara
-whispered, as soon as she had half a
-chance. She was a special favorite of
-Captain Miller’s and they had claimed
-cousinship at once on account of their
-Irish ancestry.</p>
-
-<p>“Bombs!” the Captain murmured, “not
-real ones; worse kind, conversational
-bombs. That Curtis fellow started the
-question of whether the United States had
-the right to furnish ammunition to the
-Allies. Then Lady Dorian began some
-kind of peace talk, to which the Englishman
-objected. Can’t tell you exactly what it
-was all about, as I had to try to quiet
-things down. They may start to blowing
-up my ship next; this war talk makes
-sane people turn suddenly crazy.”</p>
-
-<p>A movement made Barbara glance across<span class="pagenum">[82]</span>
-the table. Although dinner was only
-beginning, Lady Dorian had risen and was
-leaving.</p>
-
-<p>No wonder the girls admired her appearance.
-Barbara swallowed a little sigh of
-envy. Never, no never, could she hope to
-go trailing down a long room with all eyes
-turned upon her, looking so beautiful and
-cold and distinguished. This was one of
-the many trials of being small and darting
-about so quickly and having short hair and
-big blue eyes like a baby’s. One’s hair
-could grow, but, alas, not one’s self, after
-a certain age!</p>
-
-<p>Lady Dorian was probably about five
-feet seven, which is presumably the ideal
-height for a woman, since it is the height
-of the Venus de Milo. She had gray eyes
-with black brows and lashes and dark hair
-that was turning gray. This was perfectly
-arranged, parted at the side and in a low
-coil. Tonight she had on a gown of black
-satin and chiffon. Though she wore no
-jewels there was no other woman present
-with such an air of wealth and distinction.</p>
-
-<p>The instant she had disappeared, however,<span class="pagenum">[83]</span>
-Mrs. Curtis turned to her son, speaking
-in a voice sufficiently loud to be heard
-by every one at the Captain’s table.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe for a moment that
-woman’s name is ‘Lady Dorian.’ She is
-most certainly not an English woman.
-Even if she is married to an Englishman
-she is undoubtedly pro-German in her
-sentiments. I shouldn’t be surprised if
-she is&mdash;well, most anything.”</p>
-
-<p>Brooks Curtis flushed, vainly attempting
-to silence his mother. Evidently she
-was one of the irrepressible people who
-would not be silenced. The Red Cross
-girls need not have been flattered or annoyed
-by her attentions. She appeared
-one of the light-minded women who go
-about talking to everybody, apparently
-confiding their own secrets and desiring
-other confidences in exchange. She seemed
-to be harmless though trying.</p>
-
-<p>But the Captain’s great voice boomed
-down the length of the table.</p>
-
-<p>“No personalities, please. Who is going
-to tell me the best story before I go back
-on duty? Perhaps Miss Davis will tell us
-some negro stories!”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[84]</span></p>
-
-<p>Nona blushed uncomfortably. She was
-shy at being suddenly made the center of
-observation, yet she appreciated the Captain’s
-intention.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, and in spite of her best
-efforts, the disagreeable atmosphere in the
-dining room remained. Mrs. Curtis was
-not alone in her suspicion of the vanished
-woman. There was not another person at
-the table who did not in a greater or less
-degree share it. Lady Dorian was strangely
-reserved about her history in these troublous
-war times. Then she had been trying
-to keep her point of view concealed. However,
-to the Red Cross girls, or at least
-to the three younger ones, she was a romantic,
-fascinating figure. One could
-easily conceive of her in a tragic role.
-Secretly both Barbara and Nona decided
-to try to know her better if this were
-possible without intrusion.</p>
-
-<p>An hour after dinner and the Red Cross
-girls were in bed. There was nothing to
-do to amuse oneself, as the lights must be
-extinguished by half-past eight o’clock.
-The Captain meant to take no risks of over-zealous
-German cruisers or submarines.</p>
-
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_85">[85]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER VI<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>A Trial of Fire</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">At dawn Barbara awakened perfectly
-refreshed. She felt that she had
-been asleep for an indefinite length
-of time, and although she made a slight
-effort, further sleep was impossible. How
-long before the hour for her bath, and how
-stuffy their little stateroom had become!</p>
-
-<p>Barbara occupied the upper berth.
-Swinging herself a little over the side she
-saw that Eugenia was breathing deeply.
-Asleep Barbara conceded that Eugenia
-might almost be called handsome. Her
-features were well cut, her dark hair smooth
-and abundant, and her expression peaceful.
-However, even with consciousness somewhere
-on the other side of things Eugenia
-still looked like an old maid. Barbara
-wondered if she had ever had an admirer
-in her life. Although wishing to give
-Eugenia the benefit of the doubt, she<span class="pagenum">[86]</span>
-scarcely thought so. It would have made
-her less difficult surely!</p>
-
-<p>Twice Barbara turned over and burrowed
-her curly brown head in her pillow. She
-dared not even move very strenuously for
-fear of waking her companion and arousing
-her ire. Of course, it was irritating to be
-awakened at daylight, but then how was
-she to endure the stupidity and stuffiness
-of their room without some entertainment?
-If only she could read or study her French,
-but there was not yet sufficient daylight,
-and turning on the electric light was too
-perilous.</p>
-
-<p>Staring up at the ceiling only a few feet
-above her head where the life belts protruded
-above the white planking, Barbara
-had a sudden vision of what the dawn
-must be like at this hour upon the sea.
-How she longed for the rose and silver
-spectacle. Had she not been wishing to
-see the sunrise every morning since coming
-aboard ship? And here at last was her
-opportunity. Should Eugenia be disagreeable
-enough to awaken she must simply
-face the music.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[87]</span></p>
-
-<p>Noiselessly Barbara’s bare toes were
-extended over the side of the berth and
-then she reached the floor with almost no
-perceptible sound. She was so tiny and
-light she could do things more quietly than
-other people. A few moments later she
-had on her shoes and stockings, her underclothing
-and her heavy coat, with the little
-squirrel cap over her hair. It would be
-cold up on deck. But one need not be
-particularly careful of one’s costume, since
-there would probably be no one about
-except a weary officer changing his watch.
-It was too early for the sailors to have
-begun washing the decks, else she must
-have heard the noise before this. Their
-stateroom was below the promenade deck.</p>
-
-<p>As Barbara closed the outside door of
-their room she heard Eugenia stirring. But
-she slipped away without her conscience
-being in the least troublesome. If Eugenia
-was at last aroused, she would not be there
-to be reproached. The thought rather
-added zest to her enterprise. Besides, it
-was wrong for a trained nurse to be a sleepy-head;
-one ought to be awake and ready at<span class="pagenum">[88]</span>
-all times for emergencies. Had Barbara
-needed spurs to her own ideals of helpfulness
-in her nursing, she had found them in
-Eugenia’s and in Dick Thornton’s openly
-expressed doubts of her. Whatever came,
-she must make good or perish.</p>
-
-<p>The deck was not inspiring. Barbara
-had anticipated the sunrise. Over toward
-the eastern line of the horizon the darkness
-had lifted, but as yet there was no color.
-The sky and water were curiously the
-same, a translucent gray. One felt but
-could not see the light beneath. The ship
-was making steady progress because there
-was now no wind and the surface of the
-sea appeared perfectly smooth.</p>
-
-<p>For a few moments the girl walked up and
-down to keep warm and to wait for the
-dawn. Then she found her steamer chair,
-pulled it into such a position that it commanded
-an unbroken view of the horizon,
-and covering herself with steamer blankets,
-stared straight ahead.</p>
-
-<p>A little later at some distance away she
-saw something black thrust itself above the
-surface of the water and then disappear.
-It looked like a gigantic nose.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[89]</span></p>
-
-<p>Barbara’s breath began to come more
-quickly and grasping hold of the arms of
-her chair she half arose. But now the
-black object had appeared again and was
-coming closer to the ship. Of course, she
-had been thinking of a submarine. However,
-she could now see that the creature
-was being followed by a perfectly irrepressible
-family connection of porpoises, dipping
-their heads under the waves, flirting
-their tails in a picturesque fashion and
-dancing a kind of sea tango.</p>
-
-<p>Then the porpoises disappeared. Calmer
-than she had ever imagined grew the entire
-face of the water, stiller the atmosphere.
-This was the strange moment of
-silence that follows the breaking of each
-new day. Perchance it may be nature’s
-time for silent prayer.</p>
-
-<p>Anyhow Barbara was familiar enough
-with this moment on land. It is the moment
-in nursing the sick when one must
-be most watchful and strong. Then life
-struggles to get away from the exhausted
-body on strange new quests of its own.
-But Barbara had never faced a dawn upon
-the sea.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[90]</span></p>
-
-<p>She wished now that she had called
-Mildred and Nona; perhaps they too
-would have cared for the oncoming spectacle.
-Then Barbara forgot herself and her soul
-filled with wonder. The sun had risen.
-It threw great streams of light across the
-sky like giant banners, of such colors as
-no army of the world has ever fought under,
-and these showed a second time upon the
-mirror of the sea. A few moments they
-stayed like this, and then melted together
-into red and violet and rose, until after a
-while the day’s serener blue conquered and
-held the sky.</p>
-
-<p>Weary from the beauty and her own
-emotion, Barbara closed her eyes, meaning
-to go downstairs as soon as the sailors
-came on deck. However, she must have
-fallen asleep for a few moments. Reopening
-her eyes she had a distinct conviction
-that she must be dreaming. Undoubtedly
-she was seeing an impossible thing. A
-few feet away from her chair, forcing its
-way between the planks of the floor, was
-a small spiral column of smoke.</p>
-
-<p>It could not be smoke, of course, one felt<span class="pagenum">[91]</span>
-convinced of that; yet it was odd that it
-should look and behave so much like smoke.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara got herself disentangled from
-her steamer rugs and jumped to her feet.
-This was a reliable method of waking oneself
-up. She took a single step forward
-and then turned and ran along the deck to
-the stairway more swiftly than she had
-ever run in her life. She was not mistaken,
-it <em>was</em> smoke issuing from underneath
-the deck. Possibly this meant
-nothing serious, no one in the world could
-know less of a ship than she did. Then
-there was a possibility that their steamer
-might be on fire, when the crew must be
-alarmed at once. Barbara had not studied
-to become a trained nurse without learning
-coolness. Under no circumstances must
-she cry fire and so create a panic. She had
-no other conscious thought except that she
-must find one of the ship’s officers or sailors
-and give the alarm.</p>
-
-<p>But before she was more than half along
-the companion way the girl heard a noise
-like the explosion of a muffled gun.
-Straightway she pitched face forward down<span class="pagenum">[92]</span>
-the steps. Nevertheless she was not hurt.
-The next instant she was up and running
-along the hall, reached the door of her own
-stateroom just as Eugenia flung the door
-open. At the same time Nona’s and
-Mildred’s white faces stared forth.</p>
-
-<p>“Put on some clothes quickly. There
-has been an accident, I don’t know how
-serious,” Barbara commanded. But the
-information was scarcely necessary. Already
-the ship seemed alive with running
-feet. Commands were being shouted, while
-as by magic stewards were urging the passengers
-to be calm, insisting there was no
-danger. The trouble was probably not
-serious, yet they must be prepared.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara entered her stateroom. Her
-pocketbook and a few valuables she must
-try to save in case they had to take to the
-life-boats.</p>
-
-<p>In the middle of the room she found
-Eugenia Peabody in her nightgown, shaking
-with terror and making not the least effort
-to get dressed.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara forgot the respect due to their
-chaperon. Deliberately she seized her<span class="pagenum">[93]</span>
-by the shoulders and began shaking her
-severely. It was absurd, or would have
-been under other circumstances. Eugenia
-was so much taller and larger and older
-than her companion that it looked as if a
-governess were being disciplined by a small
-pupil.</p>
-
-<p>However, the younger girl was terribly
-in earnest. “Don’t lose your senses,” she
-protested angrily. Then darting about
-the tiny room in an incredible time she
-secured the other girl’s clothes and got
-her into them in a haphazard fashion.</p>
-
-<p>Finally Eugenia fled to the closed door,
-only to be dragged back by her companion.</p>
-
-<p>“Your shoes and stockings, please, Miss
-Peabody,” Barbara argued determinedly.
-“There is no immediate danger or we
-would be warned. Now let us find the
-other girls. Remember we are Red Cross
-nurses and not young society women.”
-If the ship had been sinking Barbara Meade
-felt that she must have fired this sarcasm.
-But really Eugenia was so frightened she
-was beginning to like her better. It was
-human to be frightened; she was terrified<span class="pagenum">[94]</span>
-herself. But it would do no good to go
-to pieces.</p>
-
-<p>Nona and Mildred were both ready. So
-the four girls went together into the big
-saloon where all the other ship’s passengers
-were gathering.</p>
-
-<p>The fire was not supposed to be dangerous.
-The men were fighting it, but they
-must wait to find out if it could be controlled.
-No, no one had an idea of what
-had caused the explosion.</p>
-
-<p>Of course, a number of the women were
-crying and some of the men were white as
-ghosts, others were laughing foolishly.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Curtis was distinguishing herself
-by having an attack of hysteria in the arms
-of her son. Very quietly Mildred Thornton
-went up and took hold of the older
-woman’s hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Let us find a seat somewhere and talk,”
-she said soothingly. But Mrs. Curtis did
-not wait to be seated.</p>
-
-<p>“You see,” she sobbed, clutching Mildred’s
-arm, “the explosion occurred right
-in our corridor. I was asleep when suddenly
-there was a dreadful noise and my room<span class="pagenum">[95]</span>
-filled with smoke. Brooks managed to get
-to me the next instant. No one could
-have felt the shock as much as I did, except
-Lady Dorian. Her room is across from
-mine and I believe she was slightly injured.
-Has anyone seen her?”</p>
-
-<p>At this moment the second officer entered
-the saloon. His face was white, but his
-lips wore a steady, automatic smile.</p>
-
-<p>“Captain Miller wishes me to inform you
-that there is no further danger,” he shouted.
-“The ‘Philadelphia’ will continue her journey
-to Liverpool. We have discovered
-the cause of the fire and the men have
-smothered it. The passengers will kindly
-return to their staterooms and breakfast
-will be served at as early an hour as possible.”</p>
-
-<p>At this moment Barbara Meade felt a
-light touch on her arm. Mildred was over
-in a corner with Brooks Curtis and his
-mother; Eugenia was talking to a number
-of equally excited strangers. So it was
-Nona Davis who said:</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you think, Barbara, we might
-go and offer our services to Lady Dorian?<span class="pagenum">[96]</span>
-If she really is hurt, as Mrs. Curtis said,
-perhaps we may be able to do something
-for her. In any case I feel we ought to
-show our interest. She is not popular on
-board ship, and even if she resents our
-coming I think we shall have done the
-kindest thing.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara nodded her agreement, glancing
-admiringly at Nona Davis. Nona was
-such an embodiment of refinement in manner
-and appearance that it would be difficult
-to treat her ungraciously.</p>
-
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-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_97">[97]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER VII<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>The Landing</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">“It is too horrible and too absurd!”
-said Barbara, a little brokenly.</p>
-
-<p>The “Philadelphia” was now not
-far from Liverpool, proceeding with infinite
-caution through the submarine and
-mine-haunted waters. In great letters her
-name was painted on either side and never
-did the Stars and Stripes float more conspicuously
-overhead.</p>
-
-<p>Dressed for the arrival in England, Barbara
-and Nona were standing side by side
-at a little distance from their fellow passengers.
-Mildred was seated with the newspaper
-correspondent and his mother, and
-Eugenia was talking with a good deal of
-interest to the English banker.</p>
-
-<p>Nona did not answer the other girl’s
-speech immediately. She had frowned,
-started to say something and then evidently
-changed her mind. Both she and Barbara<span class="pagenum">[98]</span>
-looked absurdly young and girlish for the
-work ahead of them. Moreover, in their
-different ways they were typically American,
-although their types were not the
-familiar ones known to most Europeans.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara had the vivacity, the alertness
-and the “goaheadiveness” of the western
-girl. And in spite of being only a miniature
-physical edition of these traits of
-character she was not miniature in any
-other sense. Nona was more difficult to
-explain. She appeared so exactly what
-she had been brought up to be and yet she
-might surprise one by unexpected characteristics.
-She was almost too refined in
-her manner and aspect; it gave her a look
-of delicacy and diffidence. And in some
-ways Nona was shy. Nevertheless, there
-was a possibility that she might have the
-strength and mettle which one is supposed
-to find in a thoroughbred horse.</p>
-
-<p>Finally she returned in her quiet drawl,
-which did not make her remark less
-emphatic:</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t worry, Barbara dear, at least
-not more than you can help. It has been<span class="pagenum">[99]</span>
-dreadful to have Lady Dorian a prisoner
-for these last few days, yet Captain Miller
-has been as polite as he could be under the
-circumstances. You see, as soon as the
-men discovered that the explosion on the
-ship had been intentional, there had to be
-a scapegoat. And you know Lady Dorian
-<em>is</em> mysterious. She won’t say what her
-real name is and she won’t surrender the
-odd iron box of papers that she is carrying
-with her. Besides, the accident did start
-either inside or near her stateroom. The
-small safe which must have contained the
-explosive was found not far away.”</p>
-
-<p>Nona paused. Though Barbara had listened
-politely enough she now shrugged
-her shoulders, saying reproachfully, “Why,
-Nona, how odd you are! Actually you
-talk as if you believed Lady Dorian guilty!
-Always before you have been her staunchest
-champion. Besides, she seems to have
-taken a great fancy to you. Now if Mildred
-had been speaking I should have understood.
-She has been so influenced by
-Mrs. Curtis, or by her son; but&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>A peculiar expression crossed her companion’s<span class="pagenum">[100]</span>
-face which at the instant silenced
-Barbara.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, I don’t think Lady Dorian
-guilty; the idea is ridiculous,” Nona
-whispered. “So far as we have been able
-to judge, she is one of the gentlest people
-in the world. The box of papers may
-prove that she is sacrificing herself for her
-country in some strange way. She won’t
-be able to keep them hidden once she lands.
-Captain Miller says that they will have to
-be given up to the proper authorities. He
-did not insist upon her relinquishing them
-upon his ship, because he had as much as
-he could do to get us ashore in safety. Besides,
-Lady Dorian is a woman. Captain
-Miller says an Irishman had best leave
-such a situation alone. I am not sure he
-really suspects her.”</p>
-
-<p>At this moment, hearing footsteps near,
-Nona Davis turned from looking out toward
-the sea.</p>
-
-<p>Approaching the place where they stood
-was the woman about whom they had just
-been talking. She was dressed in dark-blue
-cloth with a small hat of the same<span class="pagenum">[101]</span>
-shade trimmed in a single darker feather.
-Behind her came her maid carrying a long
-coat, and on either side of her were two of
-the ship’s officers. They were entirely
-respectful, although never getting any distance
-away. However, they need not have
-been fearful, because the woman’s hands
-were locked together with a small steel
-chain.</p>
-
-<p>She seemed pale and ill and yet, oddly
-enough, neither frightened nor ashamed.</p>
-
-<p>But the sight of her handcuffs had set
-Barbara’s cheeks flaming indignantly. Yet
-they aroused an odd point of view. Could
-Nona be right in her suggestion that people
-commit strange crimes in the name of
-country in times of war, crimes from which
-their souls would have shrunk in horror
-during peace? No, guilt of any kind was
-impossible to imagine in connection with
-their new friend. In a sense Lady Dorian
-had become their friend, since she and
-Nona had been helping to care for her.
-Lady Dorian had been ill ever since the
-night of the explosion and the accusation
-following upon it.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[102]</span></p>
-
-<p>However, while she had been thinking,
-Nona, who was usually slower in her
-movements, had crossed over and slipped
-her arm inside the older woman’s.</p>
-
-<p>They made a queer, effective picture
-standing together. Barbara was conscious
-of it before joining them.</p>
-
-<p>They were both women of refinement,
-who looked as if they should be sheltered
-from every adversity. Nona was dressed
-in shabby black, since all the money she
-had was being devoted to her expenses.
-Lady Dorian’s costume suggested wealth.
-Nona was delicately pretty, with promise
-of beauty to come, while the older woman
-was at the zenith of her loveliness. Nevertheless,
-something they had in common.
-Barbara’s western common sense asserted
-itself. “Perhaps it is because they both
-belong to ‘first families,’” she thought
-wickedly, and wondered if this were a good
-or evil fortune. Certainly until she reached
-them, Nona and Lady Dorian were as completely
-alone as if the ship’s deck had been
-a desert island.</p>
-
-<p>Five minutes before several dozen persons<span class="pagenum">[103]</span>
-had been loitering in the neighborhood,
-impatiently watching and praying
-to be landed as soon as possible. But as
-Lady Dorian advanced they had retreated.
-Perhaps they had meant it kindly, for it
-is a painful shock to see a fellow being a
-prisoner. Lady Dorian had been mistrusted,
-but she had not yet been condemned.
-Suspicion is not evidence.</p>
-
-<p>However, the little group did not remain
-alone for long, for soon after both girls
-beheld Eugenia Peabody walking resolutely
-toward them. She happened to have been
-born a determined character, and her
-nursing had developed rather than diminished
-her determination.</p>
-
-<p>Instantly Barbara and Nona became
-aware of Eugenia’s intention and longed to
-frustrate it. But they both felt powerless,
-because Eugenia did not speak or
-even look at them. Her dark eyes were
-leveled straight at Lady Dorian. She
-appeared righteous and severe, but at the
-same time impressive.</p>
-
-<p>Moreover, as soon as she began talking
-the older woman flushed and for the first
-time the tears came into her eyes.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[104]</span></p>
-
-<p>“I don’t wish to be rude or unkind,
-Lady Dorian,” Eugenia remarked stiffly,
-“but I do ask you to cease any suggestion
-of intimacy with Miss Meade or Miss
-Davis. They have told you, of course,
-that we are now on our way to nurse the
-wounded British soldiers. Well, I am not
-for an instant accusing you of being a spy
-or having anything to do with the accident
-aboard our steamer; nevertheless, you are
-strongly suspected. Certainly you can
-see for yourself how young and inexperienced
-Barbara Meade and Nona Davis
-both are. They are in my charge and
-must not start their work of nursing under
-any cloud. By and by if you are cleared
-and we should happen to meet again, why
-then of course if you liked you could be
-friendly. Now&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Eugenia stopped, but there was no doubting
-what she meant. Although Barbara
-and Nona were both furiously angry at
-her interference and sorry for their new
-friend, nevertheless there was that tiresome
-conviction they had so often felt
-since sailing&mdash;Eugenia, though trying, was
-frequently right.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[105]</span></p>
-
-<p>Evidently Lady Dorian thought so too.
-Instinctively she lifted her hands as though
-intending to offer one of them to Miss
-Peabody. But finding this impossible she
-dropped her dark lashes to hide her
-emotion and then answered as serenely as
-possible:</p>
-
-<p>“You are entirely right, Miss Peabody,
-and I am to blame for not having thought
-before of what you have just said to me.
-Please believe that I <em>did not think</em>. Miss
-Davis and Miss Meade have been very
-good to me and their sympathy and care
-have helped me endure these last three
-days. I don’t know many American girls,
-but not for a great deal would I allow my
-acquaintance to make things difficult for
-them. It would be a poor return. I
-shall be arrested as soon as we arrive in
-Liverpool, so I think we had best say farewell
-at once.”</p>
-
-<p>Lady Dorian attempted no denial and
-no explanation. As she finished her speech
-she glanced first at Nona and then at
-Barbara and let her eyes say her farewells;
-then she stepped back a few feet nearer
-her guards.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[106]</span></p>
-
-<p>Deliberately Nona followed her. Apparently
-unconscious of the presence of
-any one else she lifted up her face and
-touched her lips to the older woman’s.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe in you implicitly,” she murmured.
-“Yes, I know there are many
-things you do not wish to explain at present,
-and of course I really know nothing in the
-world about you. Only I feel sure that we
-shall some day meet again.”</p>
-
-<p>Nona’s faith proved unfortunate. For
-the first time Lady Dorian showed signs of
-breaking down. But the next moment,
-smiling, she indicated a curious scroll pin
-that was caught in the lace of her dress.</p>
-
-<p>“Will you take that, please,” she whispered,
-“and keep it until you have better
-reason for your faith in me?”</p>
-
-<p>Following Eugenia, Barbara glanced curiously
-at Nona Davis. She was not easy
-to comprehend. After all, she it was who
-had emphasized all the reasons for doubting
-their new friend and then declared her
-belief in her entire innocence. It was
-merely that her faith did not depend on
-outward circumstances. Barbara wondered<span class="pagenum">[107]</span>
-if she herself were equally as convinced.
-Then her conflicting sensations
-annoyed her. As usual, she began quarreling
-with Eugenia Peabody.</p>
-
-<p>“If you are taking us to join Mildred and
-the Curtis family, Eugenia, then frankly
-I prefer other society. Nona and I had
-decided that we wished to be by ourselves
-when we first see the coasts of England.
-But so long as you feel you must be
-so terribly careful about chaperoning us I
-would like to say that we know nothing
-about Brooks Curtis or Mrs. Curtis except
-what they have told us, and Mildred Thornton
-has been almost exclusively in their
-society for the past few days.” Barbara
-tried to smile, but she looked very tiny and
-forlorn. She was homesick and the parting
-with Lady Dorian had been disturbing.
-Besides, Mildred was Dick Thornton’s
-sister and she had more or less promised
-Dick to try and look after her. Could
-anything much more disastrous occur than
-to have Mildred become interested in an
-unknown and presumably poor newspaper
-reporter? Certainly Brooks Curtis showed<span class="pagenum">[108]</span>
-no signs of being either rich or famous in
-spite of his mother’s claims for him. Then
-the thought of Mrs. Thornton’s anger made
-Barbara wish to sigh and smile at the same
-time.</p>
-
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-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER VIII<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>A Meeting</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">The four Red Cross girls were walking
-about in one of the most
-beautiful gardens in England. It
-was late afternoon and they were already
-dressed for dinner.</p>
-
-<p>The Countess of Sussex, to whom they
-had been introduced by her sister in New
-York City, had invited them down from
-London for a few days before leaving for
-their work among the soldiers. In another
-thirty-six hours they were expecting to
-cross the Channel.</p>
-
-<p>Of the four girls, Nona Davis seemed
-most to have altered in her appearance
-since leaving the ship. Indeed, no one
-could have dreamed that she could suddenly
-have become so pretty. But she
-had been half-way ill all the time of their
-crossing and disturbed about a number of
-things. Here in England for some strange<span class="pagenum">[110]</span>
-reason she felt unexpectedly at home. The
-formality of the life on the great country
-estate, the coldness and dignity of many
-of the persons to whom they had been presented,
-the obsequiousness of the servants,
-troubled her not at all. And this in spite
-of the fact that the other three girls,
-although disguising the emotion as well as
-they knew how, were in a state of being
-painfully critical of England and the English.
-Possibly for this very reason Nona
-had made the best impression, although
-the letters of introduction which they had
-so far used had been originally given to
-Mildred Thornton.</p>
-
-<p>But in a way perhaps Nona was more
-like an English girl than the others. She
-had lived the simplest kind of life in the
-beautiful old southern city of Charleston, she
-and her father and one old colored woman,
-almost lost in the big, shabby house that
-sheltered them. And they had been tragically
-poor. Nevertheless, a generation
-before Nona’s ancestors had been accustomed
-to an existence of much the same
-kind as the English people about them,<span class="pagenum">[111]</span>
-although a much more friendly one, with
-negro servants taking the place of white
-and with a stronger bond of affection than
-of caste.</p>
-
-<p>This afternoon Nona felt almost as if
-she were in her own rose garden in Charleston,
-grown a hundred times larger and more
-beautiful. She walked a little ahead of the
-other three girls, almost unconscious of
-their presence and dreaming of her own
-shut-in childhood and the home she had
-sold in order to give her services to the
-wounded in this war.</p>
-
-<p>Yet she looked as remote from the
-thought of war and its horrors as one could
-possibly imagine. She had on a white
-muslin dress made with a short waist and
-long full skirt; a piece of old lace belonging
-to her father’s mother, an old-time Virginia
-belle, crossed over her slight bosom,
-was fastened with a topaz and pearl pin.
-Her pale gold hair was parted on one side
-and then coiled loosely on the crown of
-her head. It did not curl in the wilful
-fashion that Barbara’s did, but seemed to
-wave gently. Her pallor was less noticeable<span class="pagenum">[112]</span>
-than usual and the irises of her brown
-eyes were like the heart of the topaz.
-Then with an instinct for color which every
-normal girl has, Nona had fastened a golden
-rose, the <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">soleil d’or</i>, or sun of gold, at her
-waist. Because it was cool she also wore a
-scarf floating from her shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>“Nona looks like this garden,” Barbara
-remarked to her two companions, when
-they had stopped for a moment to examine
-a curiously trimmed box hedge, cut to
-resemble a peacock, “while I&mdash;I feel exactly
-like a cactus plant rooted out of a
-nice bare desert and transplanted in the
-midst of all this finery. I can feel the
-prickly thorns sticking out all over me.
-And if you don’t mind and no one is listening
-I’d like to let the American eagle screech
-for a few moments. I never felt so American
-in my life as I have every minute since
-we landed. And as we have come to nurse
-the British I must get it out of my system
-somehow.”</p>
-
-<p>The two girls laughed, even Eugenia.
-Barbara had given such an amusing description
-of herself and her own sensations.<span class="pagenum">[113]</span>
-And she did not look as if she belonged in
-her present environment, nevertheless, she
-was wearing her best dress, made by quite
-a superior Lincoln, Nebraska, dressmaker.
-It was of blue silk and white lace and yet
-somehow was not correct, so that Barbara
-really did appear like the doll Dick Thornton
-had once accused her of resembling.</p>
-
-<p>Mildred Thornton had a suitable and
-beautiful costume of pearl-gray chiffon
-and Eugenia only a plain brown silk, neither
-new nor becoming. But, as she had explained
-to their hostess, she had not come
-to Europe with any thought of society,
-but merely in order to assist with the Red
-Cross nursing. Eugenia seemed to be very
-poor; indeed, though only one of the three
-other girls had any fortune, Eugenia’s
-poverty was more apparent than Nona’s.
-All her traveling outfit was of the poorest
-and she was painfully economical. But,
-as the Countess had declared that they
-were leading the simplest kind of life in
-the country, and because of the war doing
-almost no entertaining, Eugenia had consented
-to leave their lodgings in London<span class="pagenum">[114]</span>
-for this short visit. She was particularly
-interested, since the smaller houses on the
-estate had been given over to the Belgian
-refugees, and Eugenia felt that this might
-be their opportunity for learning something
-of the war before actually beholding
-it.</p>
-
-<p>The four girls were on their way now to
-visit several of the cottages where the
-Belgian women and children were located.
-But when the three girls had finished their
-few moments of conversation Nona Davis
-had disappeared.</p>
-
-<p>“She will probably follow us a little
-later,” Eugenia suggested; “we simply
-must not wait any longer, or dinner may be
-announced before we can get back to the
-castle.”</p>
-
-<p>However, Nona did not follow them,
-although she soon became conscious that
-the other girls had left her; indeed, saw
-them disappearing in the distance.</p>
-
-<p>The truth is that at the present time she
-had no desire to see or talk with the Belgian
-refugees, nor did she wish any other company
-than her own for the next half hour.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[115]</span></p>
-
-<p>She had been so accustomed to being
-alone for a great part of her time that the
-constant society of her new friends had
-tired her the least bit. Oh, she liked them
-immensely. It was not that, only that
-some natures require occasional solitude.
-And no one can be really lonely in a garden.</p>
-
-<p>Had there been wounded Belgian soldiers
-on the Countess’ estate Nona felt that
-she would have made the effort to meet
-them, but up to the present she had not
-seen an injured soldier, although soldiers
-of the other kind she had seen in great
-numbers, marching through the gray streets
-of London, splendid, khaki-clad fellows,
-handsome and serious. Even for them
-there had been no beating of drums, no
-waving of flags. Nona was thinking of
-this now while half of her attention was
-being bestowed on the beauties surrounding
-her. England was not making a game or a
-gala occasion of her part in this great war;
-for her it was a somber tragedy with no
-possible result save victory or death.</p>
-
-<p>During her divided thinking Nona had
-wandered into a portion of the garden<span class="pagenum">[116]</span>
-known as “The Maze.” It was formed of a
-great number of rose trellises, the one overlapping
-the other until it was almost impossible
-to tell where the one ended and the
-other began. Nona must have walked
-inside for half an hour without the least
-desire to escape from her perfumed bower.
-The scene about her seemed so incredibly
-different from anything that she had the
-right to expect, she wished the impression
-to sink deeply into her consciousness that
-she might remember it in the more sorrowful
-days to come.</p>
-
-<p>Then unexpectedly the garden came to
-an end and the girl stepped out onto a green
-lawn, with a small stone house near by
-which she recognized as the gardener’s
-cottage.</p>
-
-<p>Between the garden and the house, however,
-prone on the ground and asleep, lay
-a long figure.</p>
-
-<p>Nona caught her breath, first from surprise
-and next from pity.</p>
-
-<p>A heavy rug had been placed under the
-sleeper and a lighter one thrown over him.
-Evidently he had been reading and afterwards<span class="pagenum">[117]</span>
-had fallen asleep, for magazines and
-papers were tumbled about and the cover
-partly tossed off.</p>
-
-<p>At least, Nona could see that the figure
-was that of a young man of about twenty-two
-or three and that he must recently
-have been seriously ill. It was odd that
-under his tan his skin could yet manage
-to show so pallid and be so tightly drawn
-over his rather prominent cheek bones and
-nose. By his side were a pair of tall
-crutches and one of his long legs was
-heavily bandaged.</p>
-
-<p>Nona was standing within a few feet
-of him, perfectly still, not daring to move
-or speak for fear of waking him. Evidently
-the young man was the gardener’s son who
-had come home on a leave of absence while
-recovering from a wound.</p>
-
-<p>But the next instant and without stirring,
-his eyes had opened and were gazing lazily
-into Nona’s.</p>
-
-<p>“It is the fairy story of the ‘Sleeping
-Beauty’ backwards,” he began, without
-the least betrayal of amusement or surprise.
-“You see, our positions really ought to be<span class="pagenum">[118]</span>
-reversed. You should be sleeping here.
-Then I should not in the least mind behaving
-as the Prince did when he woke the lovely
-Princess. He kissed her, I believe.”</p>
-
-<p>Nona was startled and a little frightened.
-But one could not be frightened of a boy
-who must have been terribly injured and
-was now trying to fight his way back to
-life with what gayety he could.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you the gardener’s son?” she
-asked, a little after Eugenia’s manner and
-really quite foreign to her own. She had
-never seen a young man with such blue
-eyes as this one had, nor such queer brown
-hair that seemed to have been burned to
-red in spots.</p>
-
-<p>“I am a son of Adam,” he answered,
-still grave as ever, “and he was, I have
-been told, the earth’s <em>first</em> gardener. Now
-tell me: Are you a Princess?”</p>
-
-<p>The girl smiled a little more graciously.
-She had possessed very few boy friends
-and certainly no one of them had ever
-talked to her in this fashion. However, it
-was amusing and if it entertained the
-young fellow there could be no harm in their<span class="pagenum">[119]</span>
-talking. Nona Davis had the poise and
-understanding that came of gentle birth.</p>
-
-<p>So she shook her golden head gravely.</p>
-
-<p>“I am not a Princess, I am sorry to spoil
-your fairy story. No, I am just an American
-girl who has come over to try and be a
-little useful with the Red Cross work. My
-friends and I met the Countess of Sussex
-the other day and she was kind enough to
-ask us down to see her place before we leave
-for the front.”</p>
-
-<p>During her speech the young man had
-been attempting to get himself off the
-ground by rising on his elbow. But even
-with this movement he must have wrenched
-his wounded leg, for immediately after he
-dropped back again, and although suppressing
-a groan, Nona could see that perspiration
-had broken out on his thin temples and
-on his smooth boyish lips.</p>
-
-<p>The next instant she was down on her
-knees at his side. He had gotten into an
-abominably awkward position so that his
-head hung over the pillows instead of resting
-upon them.</p>
-
-<p>How often Nona had assisted her old
-father in a like difficulty!</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[120]</span></p>
-
-<p>She may not have had the training of
-the other three American Red Cross girls,
-but she had practical experience and the
-nursing instinct.</p>
-
-<p>With skill and with gentleness and without
-a word she now slipped her bare white
-arm under the stranger’s shoulders and
-gradually drew him back into a comfortable
-position. Then she took her arm away
-again, but continued to kneel on the corner
-of his rug waiting to see if there were to be
-any signs of faintness.</p>
-
-<p>There were none. Without appearing
-surprised or even thanking her, the young
-Englishman continued his fantastic conversation.</p>
-
-<p>“We have turned American girls into
-Princesses in Europe quite an extraordinary
-number of times. I have wondered sometimes
-how they liked it, since I have been
-told they are all queens in their own land.”</p>
-
-<p>Then observing that his companion considered
-his remarks degenerating into foolishness,
-he groped about until his hand
-touched the book he desired.</p>
-
-<p>“Forgive my nonsense,” he urged penitently.<span class="pagenum">[121]</span>
-“You can put it down to the fact
-that I have actually been reading Andersen’s
-Fairy Tales half the afternoon. I
-have grown so terribly bored with everything
-for the past six weeks while I have
-been trying to get this confounded leg well
-enough to go back and join my regiment.”</p>
-
-<p>He offered the little book to Nona, and
-almost instinctively, as the wind scattered
-the pages, she glanced down upon the front
-leaf to discover her companion’s name.
-There it was written in an unformed handwriting.
-“Robert Hume, from Mother
-Susan.”</p>
-
-<p>“Robert Hume,” Nona repeated the
-name to herself mentally without lifting her
-eyes. It was a fine name, and yet it had
-a kind of middle class English sound like
-George Eliot, or Charles Dickens. Nona
-realized that what is known in English
-society as the middle class had produced
-most of England’s greatness. Nevertheless
-it was surprising to find the son of a
-gardener possessed of so much intelligence.</p>
-
-<p>He even pretended not to have noticed
-that she had endeavored to discover his
-name.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[122]</span></p>
-
-<p>She put the book on the ground and got
-up on her feet again.</p>
-
-<p>“I must go now,” she said gently, “but
-it is growing late. May I not call some
-one to take you indoors?”</p>
-
-<p>“Please,” he answered, “if you will go
-there to the small stone house and tell
-Mother Susan I am awake, she will have
-some one look after me. But I say it <em>has
-been ripping</em> meeting you in this unexpected
-way when I thought I was too used up even
-to want to look at a girl. Tomorrow
-perhaps&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Tomorrow we are returning to London
-on the early morning train.” Nona suffered
-a relapse into her former cold manner. She
-was a democrat, of course, and came from
-a land which taught that all men were
-equal. But she was a southern girl and
-the south had been living a good many
-years on the thought of its old families
-after their wealth had been taken away.
-Therefore, there were limits as to what
-degree of friendliness, even of familiarity,
-one could endure from a gardener’s son.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, the young fellow was a<span class="pagenum">[123]</span>
-soldier and, one felt instinctively, a gallant
-one.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-by; I hope you may soon be quite
-well again,” Nona added, and then went
-across the grass to the gardener’s house.</p>
-
-<p>The young man was not accustomed to
-the poetic fancies that had been besetting
-him this last quarter of an hour; they must
-be due to weakness. But somehow the
-strange girl looked to him like a pale ray
-of afternoon sunshine as he watched her
-disappear. She did not come near his
-resting place again.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_124">[124]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER IX<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont">“<em>But Yet a Woman</em>”</span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">Most of the next day the American
-Red Cross girls devoted to seeing
-London. They had visited The
-Tower and Westminster Abbey and the
-Houses of Parliament soon after their
-arrival. So, as the sun was shining with
-unusual vigor for London, they concluded
-to spend the greater part of their final time
-out of doors.</p>
-
-<p>London in late May or early June is a
-city transformed. During the winter she
-is gray and cold and formidable, so that
-the ordinary American traveler often finds
-himself antagonistic and depressed. Then
-the Englishman appears as cold and unfriendly
-as his skies. But let the sun shine
-and the flowers bloom in the parks and the
-spirit of the city and its people changes.</p>
-
-<p>Naturally, on account of the shadow of
-the war, the Red Cross girls had anticipated<span class="pagenum">[125]</span>
-an atmosphere of sorrow and gloom over
-London. But to their utter amazement
-on the surface of things there was no such
-effect. There were, of course, many families
-in grief over the passing of one of their
-dearest, or in even more tragic anxiety over
-the fate of others either at the front or
-prisoners of war. But whatever the private
-suffering, there was slight sign of it. No
-one was wearing mourning, the theaters
-and restaurants seemed to be doing a
-good business and the streets and parks
-were everywhere crowded.</p>
-
-<p>Except that the flags of the Allied Nations
-waved from nearly every public building
-and large shop, and that the taxicabs carried
-placards urging men to enlist, there was
-little to suggest a nation at war.</p>
-
-<p>Yes, there was one other curious sight
-which Barbara from the top of an omnibus
-discovered. Over the roofs of the important
-government buildings and above many
-of the great private houses hung a kind of
-flat screen of heavy wire netting, closely
-woven. From a distance it formed a cobweb
-effect, as though gigantic spiders had<span class="pagenum">[126]</span>
-been spreading their great webs over London.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder what that means?” asked
-Barbara, pointing upward, and then knew
-the answer, although she listened politely
-while Mildred explained.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, the wire is to prevent bombs from
-dropping down on the house tops when
-London has her great Zeppelin raid. Father
-began telling me that London must expect
-them to occur as soon as the war broke
-out.”</p>
-
-<p>Nona, who had been looking pensive,
-now leaned over from the back seat where
-she was sitting with Eugenia.</p>
-
-<p>“I am not wishing any harm to London;
-I adore it. But if the Germans are going
-to send their marvelous army of the air to
-bombard the city, don’t you wish it would
-happen while we are here?”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara laughed, Mildred shook her head
-and Eugenia said seriously:</p>
-
-<p>“Nona, you don’t look in the least like
-a bloodthirsty person. I can’t understand
-you, child. You talk as if you had no
-sense of fear and I have not been able to<span class="pagenum">[127]</span>
-make up my mind whether it is because
-you know nothing of danger or whether
-you are different from most women. But
-remember that we are going to our work
-tomorrow, and I don’t think there will be
-many of the horrors of this war that we
-shall miss seeing. I am afraid I am a
-coward, for I dread a great part of them.
-But isn’t that the hospital we are looking
-for? At least, it will be a tremendous inspiration
-to meet the woman who has done
-more for nursing among the British soldiers
-than any other woman in this war. Dr.
-Garrett Anderson established the first woman’s
-hospital at Claridge’s Hotel in Paris
-a month after the war broke out, together
-with Dr. Flora Murray. And the women
-have done such wonderful surgical work
-that all the country is talking about them.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara whistled softly. “So they
-brought this Dr. Anderson back to London
-and made her a major, the first woman ever
-given military rank in the British Army!”
-she exclaimed. “When one considers the
-Englishman believes ‘a woman’s place is
-the home,’ it is hard to tell how he is<span class="pagenum">[128]</span>
-going to reconcile what women are doing
-to help in this war, men’s work as well as
-their own. But I’ll bet you the English
-won’t give the women the vote when the
-war is over, just the same. They can go
-back home then, although a good many of
-the poor things won’t have any homes to
-go to.”</p>
-
-<p>Eugenia revealed an annoyed frown.
-She was doing her best to find good in
-Barbara Meade, her New England conscience
-assured her there must be good in
-everybody. But so far Barbara’s trying
-qualities were much more conspicuous.</p>
-
-<p>“I do wish that you would not use slang,
-Barbara,” she urged almost plaintively.
-“It may be all right in the west, but really
-it will give English people such an unfortunate
-impression of us.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara flushed. Of course she must
-break herself of this habit; nevertheless,
-she would like to have mentioned that she
-had heard a good deal of slang since arriving
-in England and although unlike the American
-kind, equally amusing. However, as
-it was now time to dismount from the top<span class="pagenum">[129]</span>
-of their bus, this required all her energy
-and intelligence.</p>
-
-<p>The meeting with Dr. Louise Garrett
-Anderson was necessarily brief, the distinguished
-woman happening to have a single
-free hour had consented to meet the new
-nurses and wish them God-speed. But the
-visit to the hospital was also important,
-because the American Red Cross girls
-were to have tea with the other nurses who
-were to accompany them across the Channel
-the next morning.</p>
-
-<p>The new hospital just back of the British
-trenches at Neuve Chapelle had sent a
-hurried call to London for more assistance
-and the four American girls and four
-British girls were to make the journey
-immediately.</p>
-
-<p>Crossing the hall to the dining room,
-Barbara just had time to whisper to
-Mildred:</p>
-
-<p>“I have a dreadful premonition that I
-am not going to be popular with English
-nurses. When you consider how ‘New
-England’ feels toward me, what can you
-expect of England?” and Barbara made<span class="pagenum">[130]</span>
-a wry face behind Eugenia’s back, wishing
-for the nine hundred and ninety-ninth time
-in her life that she only looked larger and
-older and more important.</p>
-
-<p>The meeting of the girls was not very
-successful. It may be that they were all
-shy and that they really wished to be
-friendly without knowing how to approach
-each other. But this certainly did not
-appear to be true. For after they were
-properly introduced by the superintendent
-of the hospital, the English girls nodded,
-said “how do you do?” and then sat down
-again and continued talking to one another,
-as if the Americans had vanished as soon
-as their names were spoken.</p>
-
-<p>It was embarrassing. Barbara was angry;
-nevertheless, her sense of humor made her
-feel an inclination to giggle. Mildred
-Thornton seemed distressed and awkward;
-one could tell from her expression that she
-was once more feeling her old lack of social
-graces. She was under the impression that
-it must be her duty to make things more
-comfortable without in the least knowing
-how. Eugenia was simply returning a<span class="pagenum">[131]</span>
-New England manner to the land whence
-it came, while Nona Davis was frankly
-puzzled by the situation.</p>
-
-<p>All her life she had been taught that one’s
-first duty was to make a stranger feel
-welcome in one’s own land. The well-bred
-southern man or woman will straightway
-cease to talk of his own affairs to become
-interested in a newcomer’s. They wish to
-make the stranger happy and at home
-and in the center of things. But this did
-not seem to be true of this particular party
-of English girls. Nona wondered why they
-should be so unlike the other English people
-they had been meeting. Perhaps they were
-rude because they belonged to a class of
-society that knew no better. You see,
-Nona’s feeling for “family” was very strong.
-She was to learn better in the days to follow,
-learn that it is the man or woman who
-counts, and not who his grandmother or
-grandfather chanced to be; but the lesson
-was still before her.</p>
-
-<p>She was now studying the four other
-girls, too interested to be annoyed by their
-manners, and yet conscious of the antagonism
-that they seemed to feel.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[132]</span></p>
-
-<p>However, the four English girls were not
-in the least alike, which was one reason
-for their attitude. Two of them appeared
-in awe of the third, while the fourth girl
-silently watched the others. The most
-important girl was extremely tall, had fair
-hair, a large nose and a lovely English
-complexion. She was the Honorable Dorothy
-Mathers. The second was the daughter
-of a farmer, healthy and in a way handsome.
-If strength alone counted she would
-be the best of the nurses. Her name was
-Mary Brinton and she spoke with a broad
-Yorkshire dialect, but hardly said anything
-except “My Lady this, and my Lady
-that” and was evidently not accustomed
-to titled society. The third girl was from
-London, a doctor’s daughter and a friend
-of Lady Dorothy’s, Daisy Redmond, while
-the fourth, whose name was Alexina McIntyre,
-had given no clue to her history.</p>
-
-<p>However, she it was who finally forced
-the group of eight girls to betray a mild
-human interest in one another.</p>
-
-<p>She had reddish hair, freckles on her nose,
-wore glasses, had a delightful mouth, large,
-with fine white teeth.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[133]</span></p>
-
-<p>She happened to be gazing directly at
-Barbara when she first spoke, but her voice
-was uncommonly loud, so that it forced
-everybody’s attention.</p>
-
-<p>“Please, you little wee thing,” she said,
-“tell us whatever made you come over the
-ocean to help with our war nursing? Did
-you think we hadn’t enough nurses of our
-own, that we needed babies like you?”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara stiffened. She had half an
-idea of declaring that she for one intended
-going back home at once. Then to her
-relief she discovered that her questioner
-had not intended being unkind. There
-was a sudden twinkle in her light-blue
-eyes, as if she had become aware of the
-discomfort in the atmosphere and wished
-to relieve it by a frivolous speech.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m Scotch,” she added with a charming
-burr in her accent. “I said that to wake
-you up.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Barbara smiled back again and
-afterwards sighed, “Oh, I am used to
-having that remark made to me.” She
-looked steadfastly across the space of
-carpet dividing the eight girls. “The sheep<span class="pagenum">[134]</span>
-from the goats,” she thought to herself.
-Aloud she merely said:</p>
-
-<p>“I hope with all my heart that in spite of
-my being so small you are going to find me,
-and indeed all of us, useful. If you don’t,
-you know, we can go back. But we used
-to have a saying in our hospital, out in
-Nebraska, that sometimes brains succeed
-best in nursing as in other things, rather
-than brawn.”</p>
-
-<p>Only the Scotch woman understood her
-meaning. However, the ice being broken,
-afterwards there was an attempt at conversation,
-until finally in desperation Eugenia
-gave the signal for farewells.</p>
-
-<p>“We shall meet again in the morning,”
-she said at parting, but showing no enthusiasm
-at the prospect.</p>
-
-<p>“I am sorry,” Mildred Thornton
-remarked, once the four girls were back
-again in their lodgings, “but I am afraid
-for some reason the girls we have just met
-feel a prejudice against our nursing in the
-same hospital with them. I wonder what
-they could have heard against us? Everyone
-else has been so grateful and kind. I<span class="pagenum">[135]</span>
-hope they won’t make the work harder for
-us. All of us except Eugenia are inexperienced.”</p>
-
-<p>Eugenia nodded her head in agreement.
-“I am afraid the girl they called Lady
-Dorothy did not seem to favor us. It is
-a pity, because she is related to a great many
-important people, I’m told. But never
-mind, even if she does dislike us, she can’t
-interfere with our doing good work.”</p>
-
-<p>Curled up on the bed, Barbara yawned.
-“Oh, don’t let us look for trouble. One of
-the things we have got to expect is that some
-of the English nurses won’t like our American
-ways or our methods of nursing. We
-have just to remember that we came over
-here to preach the gospel of peace, not war,
-and not dislike anyone. Well, our real
-life work begins tomorrow. Then we will
-see what stuff we are made of. I am glad
-our hospital is partly supported by American
-money and that Mrs. Payne of New
-York is sometimes in charge of things. I
-haven’t yet become an Anglomaniac; so
-far I only love the soldiers.”</p>
-
-<p>The next morning the trip to the coast<span class="pagenum">[136]</span>
-followed, and thence across the Channel the
-way was strangely uneventful. Except that
-the four American girls now wore their
-Red Cross costumes, they might have been
-taken for four girls on a spring shopping
-journey to Paris. The Channel boats were
-crossing and recrossing from England to
-France and back again just as if they had no
-enemies in the world.</p>
-
-<p>However, the men guiding the destinies
-of the little steamers were under no such
-impression. Every foot of the way was
-traveled with infinite caution. For at any
-moment disaster might overtake them from
-the sea or air. But there was no German
-bomb to destroy the shimmering gold of the
-atmosphere this May morning, nor dangers
-in the pathway through the sea. Moreover,
-from tall towers along both coasts farseeing
-eyes were watching and protecting the
-passage of the Channel boats. This morning
-some of them were carrying passengers
-across, others khaki-clad soldiers to relieve
-their wounded comrades.</p>
-
-<p>One surprise, however, awaited the American
-girls. Quite unexpectedly they discovered<span class="pagenum">[137]</span>
-that Mrs. Curtis and her son were
-also crossing the Channel to France on their
-boat. And Mrs. Curtis reported that Lady
-Dorian had been taken to The Tower in
-London where she was being held as a
-political spy.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_138">[138]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER X<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>Behind the Firing Lines</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">It was about seven o’clock in the morning
-ten days later.</p>
-
-<p>Over green fields the sun was shining
-and the birds were singing in the tops of
-the tall chestnut trees which were now covered
-with fragrant blossoms. These trees
-stood close about an old mansion which was
-enclosed by a high stone wall with no
-opening save a tall iron gate connecting with
-the avenue that led in a straight line to the
-house. But although there was a small
-lodge beside it, the gate stood open.</p>
-
-<p>The old stone house itself was strangely
-built. It had three towers, one taller than
-the rest, commanding a sweeping view of the
-country near by. At one side of the building
-an old stone cloister led to a small chapel
-a few hundred yards away. And this
-morning two girls were walking quietly
-up and down this cloister in uniforms not<span class="pagenum">[139]</span>
-strikingly unlike those that used long ago to
-be worn by the young demoiselles of the
-ancient “Convent of the Sacred Heart” in
-northern France. But these two modern
-girls belonged to a newer and braver sisterhood,
-the order of the Red Cross.</p>
-
-<p>They were Barbara Meade and Nona
-Davis, but their faces suggested that years,
-not days, must have passed over them.
-Their cheeks were white, their expressions
-strained. From Barbara’s eyes and mouth
-the suggestion of sudden, spontaneous laughter
-had disappeared. She looked a little
-sick and a little frightened.</p>
-
-<p>Nona was different, although she suggested
-a piece of marble. The experiences
-of the past ten days had brought out the
-fighting qualities in this young southern
-girl. Her golden-brown eyes were steady,
-she carried her chin up and her shoulders
-straight. She looked the daughter of a
-soldier.</p>
-
-<p>Now she put her arm across the smaller
-girl’s shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“Let us go for a walk,” she suggested.
-“No one in the hospital wants our services<span class="pagenum">[140]</span>
-for a while and breakfast won’t be served
-for another hour. It will do you good to
-get away from the thought of suffering.
-We need not go far; besides, the country
-near here is entirely peaceful.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara said nothing in reply, but taking
-her consent for granted, the two girls left
-the cloister and went down the avenue to
-the open gate and so out into the countryside.</p>
-
-<p>They did not seem to feel like talking a
-great deal; the endless chatter that had
-kept them busy during the trip across had
-died away. But the morning was lovely
-and the countryside so peaceful that the
-thought of the scene of battle not far off
-seemed almost incredible. They were in
-the midst of a meadow and orchard country
-of rolling level fields. Beyond them,
-however, was a line of hills and a forest.
-But there were no other large houses near,
-only some small cottages at the edges of the
-meadows. These belonged to the French
-peasants, and although the men were now
-in the trenches, still they appeared thrifty
-and well kept. For so far, though the<span class="pagenum">[141]</span>
-enemy watched so near, this part of the
-country had escaped the actual warfare.
-The hospital was only a bare five miles
-from the British line of soldiers, yet was
-comparatively safe. And for this reason the
-famous old French school had been emptied
-of its pupils and turned over to the Red
-Cross.</p>
-
-<p>As they left the big gate Nona glanced
-behind her. From the top of the tallest
-tower floated a white flag, the emblem of
-peace, and yet bearing upon it a cross of
-red, symbol of suffering. Then just for
-an instant the thought crossed her mind,
-Would this flag continue to protect them
-throughout the war?</p>
-
-<p>But as there was no possible answer to
-this question she turned once more to the
-idea of diverting her companion.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara did not seem to be noticing
-anything. She was downcast and wandered
-along with her eyes fixed upon the ground.</p>
-
-<p>“I do not think you ought to worry so
-or take your breakdown so seriously, Barbara,”
-Nona began. “Why, it might have
-happened to any one in the world and<span class="pagenum">[142]</span>
-only shows how keenly you feel things.
-Next time you will be better prepared.”</p>
-
-<p>But the other girl shook her head. “I
-had no right to come to Europe to help
-with the Red Cross nursing if I haven’t
-nerve enough not to flunk. Think of it,
-Nona, the very first time I was called upon
-to give assistance of real importance, to
-faint!” The girl’s voice expressed the
-limit of self-contempt. “And this when
-Eugenia and Lady Mathers were the two
-other nurses. I would almost rather have
-died than have had it happen. I believe
-Eugenia had to stop and drag me out of the
-surgeon’s way. But she has been very
-kind since, and after all my brave talk on
-the steamer has not yet mentioned my
-downfall. I suppose I ought to go home
-and carry out my threat.”</p>
-
-<p>The tears were sliding down Barbara’s
-cheeks, but in spite of this Nona smiled.</p>
-
-<p>“You are the last person in the world to
-play quitter,” she returned quietly. “Now
-look here, Barbara, you and I know that
-since we arrived at the hospital we have
-both been feeling that perhaps we were<span class="pagenum">[143]</span>
-not wanted and that all our efforts and
-dreams of helping are going to amount to
-little.” She stopped and for a moment
-laid both hands on her friend’s shoulders.
-“Well, let’s you and I show people differently.
-I haven’t had much experience
-and so I am perfectly willing to help in
-any way I can be useful until I learn more.
-You know you went to pieces the other
-day, not because you did not have courage
-to help, but because you have been seeing
-so many horrors all at once and you have
-not yet gotten used to them. That poor
-fellow&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>But Barbara’s eyes were imploring her
-friend to silence. “Let’s don’t talk about
-him any more,” she begged. “I was used
-up, there had been so many others and then
-this soldier somehow reminded me of some
-one I knew.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara drew a deep breath and squared
-her shoulders. It may be that the thought
-of the some one had given her new resolution.
-“Of course, you know I mean to
-keep on trying,” she added finally.</p>
-
-<p>Then taking off her nurse’s cap and flinging<span class="pagenum">[144]</span>
-back her head, the girl called to Nona,
-“Catch up with me if you like; I am going
-to run. It always makes me feel better
-when I’ve been having the blues.” And
-the next instant she had turned off from
-the road along which they had been walking
-and was flying across one of the meadows
-as swiftly as a child chasing butterflies.</p>
-
-<p>Just at first Nona attempted running
-after her. She too wanted to feel the blood
-racing in her veins and the wind fanning
-her cheeks. But her companion’s flight
-was too swift. Nona slowed down and
-followed more quietly.</p>
-
-<p>What an odd girl Barbara Meade was
-and what a queer combination of childishness
-and cleverness! Assuredly she had
-not succeeded in making herself popular at
-the hospital to which they had lately come.
-Probably Nona understood more of the
-situation than Barbara. Already for some
-reason there had been talk of asking the
-younger girl to go back to London, if not
-to her own home. Nona wondered if this
-were due to Barbara’s appearance or her<span class="pagenum">[145]</span>
-manner. Surely her single failure should
-not have counted so seriously against her,
-unless there were other reasons. Nevertheless,
-she herself believed in her and meant
-to stand by until Barbara had her chance.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara had ceased running now, and as
-Nona approached her dropped down on
-her knees. She had come to the end of the
-meadow down the slope of a hill and everywhere
-around the earth was covered with
-violets.</p>
-
-<p>In a few moments her hands were full of
-them. “We will take these back to the
-hospital,” she said as cheerfully as though
-she never had a moment of depression. “I
-have promised to read to two of the soldiers
-who are better. They say it amuses them,
-I have such a funny American voice.”</p>
-
-<p>The next minute she was up and off
-again, this time with her arm linked inside
-Nona’s. “There is such a dear little
-French house over there. Let’s go and see
-who lives in it now that we are so near.”</p>
-
-<p>Nona glanced at her watch. It was a
-man’s watch and had once belonged to
-her father.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[146]</span></p>
-
-<p>“I have a delightful scheme. It isn’t
-yet eight o’clock and neither you nor I
-have to go on duty until ten. Ever since we
-arrived I have wanted to see inside one
-of these little French huts. So if the people
-who live in this one are friendly let’s ask
-them to give us coffee and rolls. I can
-talk to them in French and explain where
-we come from, then later perhaps we can
-walk on a little further.”</p>
-
-<p>The girls were now within ten yards of
-the cottage. No one was outdoors, yet
-there were noises on the inside and through
-the one small stone chimney the smoke
-poured out into the air, bringing with it
-a delicious odor of coffee. Nevertheless,
-the two girls hesitated. They had been
-told that the French peasants were always
-courteous to strangers, and yet it might be
-difficult to explain their errand.</p>
-
-<p>But they were spared the trouble, for at
-this instant the heavy wooden door was
-pushed open and a woman stepped out into
-the yard.</p>
-
-<p>But after the first glance the two girls
-stared, not at the woman, but at each
-other.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[147]</span></p>
-
-<p>“It can’t be,” Barbara murmured weakly.
-“I am not seeing things straight.”</p>
-
-<p>“Unfortunately, I’m afraid you are,”
-Nona answered, and keeping tight hold of
-Barbara drew her forward.</p>
-
-<p>“Good morning, Mrs. Curtis,” she exclaimed.
-“I was under the impression
-that you were in Paris. It seems more
-than strange for us to run across each other
-again and you so near the hospital where
-we have been located.”</p>
-
-<p>At Nona’s words Mrs. Curtis at once
-came forward and held out both hands.
-She was wearing a kimono and did not
-look attractive, but she smiled so kindly
-that at least Barbara relented.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t wonder at your surprise,” she
-returned immediately. “Only I happen
-to have the advantage of already knowing
-what had become of you four girls. But
-my being near is not so strange as you may
-think. I told you my son wanted to see
-what is taking place inside the British
-trenches. We had to go to Paris for certain
-papers we could not get in London.
-But the firing line at present is only a few<span class="pagenum">[148]</span>
-miles from here, as you know. So, as I
-wanted to be reasonably near and still in
-no danger, my son and I looked about to
-find some place where I could live. There
-is only an old woman here and a half-witted
-son. The father and sons are at the front,
-of course. But I don’t mind being uncomfortable,
-and then knowing the hospital
-was so near was such a comfort both to my
-son and me.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Curtis had not ceased talking an
-instant and seemed to expect no reply.
-“Won’t you come in and have coffee with
-me now?” she urged. “The house is clean
-as a pin and I’ve a letter from my son to
-Mildred Thornton I should be so much
-obliged if you would take to her. I was
-going to walk over with it myself some time
-today, but I did not know whether an
-outsider would be allowed to enter the
-hospital. One can’t guess what the restrictions
-may be in these war times.”</p>
-
-<p>She led the way and both girls followed,
-Barbara because she very much wanted
-the coffee and to see inside the little French
-house. She was annoyed at the thought of<span class="pagenum">[149]</span>
-Brooks Curtis writing to Mildred so soon,
-but it was scarcely any business of hers.
-In any case, she did not see how she could
-prevent it, since Mrs. Curtis would undoubtedly
-deliver her son’s letter unless
-one of them did.</p>
-
-<p>Nona, however, had no such feeling.
-She simply had a half-conscious prejudice
-against breaking bread with a woman
-whom she neither liked nor trusted. But
-then she had no real reason for her point
-of view and had promised herself to rise
-above it.</p>
-
-<p>Of course, it might be only a coincidence,
-Mrs. Curtis’ evident intention to attach
-herself to them. But after all, what possible
-reason could she have except the desire
-for a little friendly intimacy? Naturally
-she must be lonely with her son away on
-his newspaper work.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_150">[150]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XI<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>Out of a Clear Sky</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">The girls remained longer than they
-expected in the little hut. It
-was extraordinarily interesting, with
-a thriftiness and tidiness that were characteristically
-French. Indeed, living seemed
-to have been reduced to the simplest
-conditions.</p>
-
-<p>One big room formed the center of the
-hut. It had a stone floor and a big fireplace
-where the food was cooked over a peat fire.
-A plain wooden table and some benches
-were the only furniture, except two tall and
-strangely handsome chairs, which must
-have been the property of some old French
-family. They had drifted into the cottage
-by mistake, probably as a gift to an old
-servant.</p>
-
-<p>On the walls of the room hung a gun of a
-pattern of the Franco-Prussian war, a cheap
-lithograph of President Poincairé, and one<span class="pagenum">[151]</span>
-of General Joffre and General French.
-So this little hut was also filled with the
-war spirit. But the old French <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">mère</i>
-explained that her husband and four sons
-were in the battle line, so few persons had
-a greater right to a display of patriotism.</p>
-
-<p>The two American girls found the old
-French woman one of the most picturesque
-figures they had ever imagined. She wore
-a bodice and short blue cotton skirt and a
-cap with pointed ends. Her shoes were
-wooden and her stockings homespun. Although
-only between fifty and sixty years
-old, her visitors were under the impression
-that Mère Marie must be at least seventy
-except for her vigor. For her shoulders
-were bent and her tanned cheeks wrinkled
-into a criss-cross of lines. Only her black
-eyes shone keenly above a high arched nose,
-and she moved with a sprightliness any
-young person might envy.</p>
-
-<p>Then too she was agreeably hospitable
-to her unexpected guests, though not communicative.
-She did not appear to wish to
-talk about her own affairs.</p>
-
-<p>But although the old woman was so<span class="pagenum">[152]</span>
-interesting, her son Anton was a dreadful
-person of whom the two visitors felt a
-little afraid. He was almost uncanny, like
-a character you may have seen in a play,
-or read of in some fantastic book. His
-coarse black hair hung down to his shoulders
-and was chopped off at the end in an uneven
-fashion, his eyes were black and stared, but
-with a peculiar blank look in them, and his
-big mouth hung open showing huge yellow
-teeth. One of the unhappy things about
-the boy was that he looked so like the
-woman who was his mother and yet so
-horribly unlike her because there was no
-intelligence behind the mask of his face.
-He did not look brutish, however, only
-vacant and foolish, and sat in the corner
-mumbling to himself while Nona and
-Barbara and Mrs. Curtis had their coffee
-and rolls.</p>
-
-<p>But once the two girls were away from
-the little house, Barbara, glancing behind,
-saw the boy following them. First she
-shook her head at him, pointing toward
-his own home, then she brandished a stick.
-The lad only grinned and kept after them.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[153]</span></p>
-
-<p>The girls had not yet started back to the
-hospital, as they had more than an hour
-before them and the morning was too
-beautiful to be wasted.</p>
-
-<p>“We have got to get rid of that boy
-somehow, Nona; he gives me the creeps,”
-Barbara suggested. “Suppose we slip out
-of this field, which may belong to them, and
-go down to the foot of that little hill.
-There is an orchard on the other side of the
-wall and we can stay there under the trees
-until we must go back to work. Hope no
-one will think it wrong, our having wandered
-off in this fashion! The truth is they will
-probably be too busy to miss us. At least,
-I am glad that Mildred and Eugenia are
-being so successful. They may save the
-day for the United States until our chance
-comes.”</p>
-
-<p>The two girls then sat down in the grass
-under an old French apple tree, which
-looked very like one of any other nationality,
-but was the more romantic for being
-French. This country of northern France
-ravaged by mad armies is an orchard and
-vineyard land and one of the fairest places
-on earth.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[154]</span></p>
-
-<p>Looking up into the clear sky, Nona spoke
-first.</p>
-
-<p>“It is as though the war were a horrible
-nightmare, isn’t it?” she began, leaning
-her chin on her hand and gazing out over
-the country. “But do you know, Barbara,
-dreadful as you may think it of me,
-I am not content to stay on here in the
-shelter of the hospital, hard and sad as the
-work of caring for the wounded is. I feel
-I must know what the battlefield is like,
-smell the smoke, see the trenches. Often
-I think I can hear the booming of the great
-guns, see the wounded alone and needing
-help before help can come. I am going over
-there some day, though I don’t know just
-how or when I can manage it.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl’s face was quiet and determined.
-She was not excited; it was as if she felt a
-more definite work calling her and wished
-to answer it.</p>
-
-<p>Then Nona quieted down, and without
-replying Barbara lay resting her head in the
-older girl’s lap. There was a growing
-sympathy between them, although so unlike.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[155]</span></p>
-
-<p>Barbara’s blue eyes were upturned
-toward the clear sky when suddenly her
-companion felt her body stiffen. For an
-instant she lay rigid, the next she pointed
-upward.</p>
-
-<p>“Nona,” she exclaimed in a stifled voice,
-“it doesn’t seem possible, but&mdash;well, what
-is that in the sky over there? Perhaps we
-are not so far from the fighting as you
-believe.”</p>
-
-<p>Nona followed the other girl’s gaze, but
-perhaps she was less far-sighted and her
-golden brown eyes had not the vision of her
-friend’s blue ones.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, dear, I only see two small black
-clouds.” Then she laughed. “We are
-talking like Sister Anne and Bluebeard’s
-wife. Remember Sister Anne’s speech.
-‘I can only behold a cloud of dust arising
-in the distance.’” And Nona made a screen
-of her hand, laughingly placing it over her
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>But Barbara jumped to her feet. “Don’t
-be a goose, Nona. Look, I am in earnest.
-Those are not clouds, they are aeroplanes
-and I believe they are trying to destroy
-each other.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[156]</span></p>
-
-<p>But there was no need now for Barbara
-to argue; the situation was explaining
-itself.</p>
-
-<p>Even in this brief moment of time the
-two air-craft had come closer, the one
-plainly in pursuit of the other. But they
-made no direct flight. Now and then they
-both hung poised in the air, then they
-darted at each other, or one plunged toward
-the earth and the other soared higher.</p>
-
-<p>“One of them must be a German scout
-trying to locate the enemy’s position near
-here,” Barbara remarked. She herself a
-few weeks before would not have believed
-that she could have seen such a spectacle
-as the present one without being overpowered
-with alarm and excitement. But
-war brings strange changes in one’s personality.
-Both girls were entranced, awed,
-but above all profoundly interested. They
-had not yet thought of fear for themselves
-nor for the men who must be guiding the
-destinies of the ill-omened birds now driving
-nearer and nearer toward them. But
-for the moment one could not associate
-human beings with these winged creatures;
-they were too swift and terrible.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[157]</span></p>
-
-<p>The German plane was evidently the
-larger and heavier of the two.</p>
-
-<p>It could escape only by disabling the
-other craft, but the smaller one would not
-remain long enough in one position to have
-the other’s guns turned upon it.</p>
-
-<p>Now and then there were reports of
-explosions in the air above them. Nona
-and Barbara expected to see one or the
-other of the two machines disabled, but
-somehow the shots missed their aim.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara had a sudden remembrance of
-having once seen a fish-hawk chased by a
-kingfisher. The resemblance was strange.
-Here was the great bird, powerful and evil,
-moving heavily through the air, while the
-smaller one darted at it, now forward, now
-backward, then to the side, causing it endless
-annoyance, even terror. Yet the larger
-bird could not move swiftly enough to be
-avenged.</p>
-
-<p>Once the two planes circled almost out
-of sight and unconsciously the two watchers
-sighed, partly from relief, although there
-was a measure of disappointment. For
-whatever terror the spectacle held was overbalanced<span class="pagenum">[158]</span>
-with wonder. Moreover, by this
-time they were both becoming exhausted.
-Nona started to sit down again to rest her
-eyes for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>The next instant Barbara clutched her.
-Back into their near horizon the fighting
-air-craft reappeared, and now it was plain
-enough that the larger was swaying uncertainly.
-The smaller aeroplane made a
-final dash toward it, another report sounded,
-then a white flash appeared and afterwards
-a cloud of heavy yellow smoke. Away
-from the smoke, still lumbering uncertainly
-but keeping a course in the desired direction,
-the big Taube machine was sailing
-out of sight. For a few moments longer
-the smaller aeroplane hung suspended, although
-it was impossible to see more than
-the outline of its great white wings through
-the thick vapor surrounding it.</p>
-
-<p>Then the wings began to waver and the
-aeroplane to descend toward the earth.</p>
-
-<p>Instinctively, with almost the same emotion
-that a child feels in reaching the scene
-of a falling balloon, Nona and Barbara
-ran forward. Unless its course changed<span class="pagenum">[159]</span>
-the aeroplane must fall in a field not more
-than two hundred yards away.</p>
-
-<p>But the atmosphere about them, which
-a short while before had been clear and
-fragrant, was now growing stifling, and
-blowing about them was a yellow cloud.</p>
-
-<p>With a suffocating sensation Nona put up
-her hand to her throat. What could be the
-trouble with her? She could see Barbara
-running on ahead, and the great ship
-fluttering downward, leaving much of the
-cloud of smoke dissolving behind it. Once
-she tried to call to her companion, but
-the feeling of choking was too painful. It
-would make no difference if she should sit
-down for a few moments. If there were
-any service to be done a little later when this
-curious sensation had passed she could go
-on.</p>
-
-<p>But whatever the poisonous air that had
-suddenly come out of the blue heavens the
-fumes grew thicker on the ground. No
-sooner had she sat down than Nona dropped
-backward, her mouth opening slightly and
-her face turning a queer dark color.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless Barbara kept on. From<span class="pagenum">[160]</span>
-the beginning she had been slightly in
-advance of Nona and running more quickly.
-She had been conscious of the sudden
-thickening of the atmosphere, but had put
-up her hand, covering her nose and mouth
-and so had gotten away from the fumes.
-Moreover, she had not become aware that
-Nona was not following. Naturally the
-sight ahead held her mind and eyes.</p>
-
-<p>The airship as it drew nearer the earth
-seemed to hold its wings outspread, quiet
-as a weary bird settling to rest. The machinery
-did not appear to have been seriously
-wrecked by whatever bomb its enemy
-had finally used. Barbara could by this
-time plainly see a man still seated at his
-post, his hand holding his steering gear.
-Yet the man looked not like a man so much
-as a wooden image and seemed unaware of
-what he was doing. The instant his machine
-touched the earth he fell forward
-face downward, rolled over a little when
-one of the giant wings of his air-craft
-partly covered him.</p>
-
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_161">[161]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XII<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>First Aid</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">As soon as Barbara reached the scene
-of the wreck she turned to seek
-Nona’s advice and aid. But to her
-amazement there was no evidence of her
-companion. Stupidly she continued to
-stare. It was impossible to conceive what
-could have become of Nona, yet the last
-quarter of an hour had been so full of strange
-happenings that there was small wonder
-at Barbara’s bewilderment.</p>
-
-<p>A moment later, a few yards from where
-they had first begun to run, she saw Nona’s
-figure lying in a crumpled heap upon the
-ground. Yet was it imaginable that this
-could be Nona? Had she fainted or stumbled?
-The recollection of the suffocating
-gas about them really did not occur to
-Barbara, as she had felt its effects so slightly.</p>
-
-<p>Yet here she stood torn between two
-duties. Should she return and find out<span class="pagenum">[162]</span>
-what had happened to her friend or try first
-to release the man?</p>
-
-<p>Barbara suffered only a brief indecision.
-Though she may have failed in her first
-week’s work at the hospital, her training
-as a nurse now asserted itself. And one
-of the supreme requisites of the successful
-nurse is that she use her judgment without
-unnecessary delay.</p>
-
-<p>Straightway Barbara attempted dragging
-the unconscious man from his seat in the
-wrecked aeroplane, it being, of course, out
-of the question to move the machine itself.
-But the body felt as heavy and inert as if
-there were no life inside. Still she tugged,
-and though so miniature a person her
-muscles and nerves were for the time at
-least strong and steady.</p>
-
-<p>The man was tall, an Englishman Barbara
-guessed him to be, but happily he was thin.
-Many months devoted to war’s service
-leaves little flesh upon a soldier, and these
-modern soldiers of the air bear perhaps the
-most terrific strain of all.</p>
-
-<p>But once the man’s head was in the open
-air Barbara knelt beside him. So far as<span class="pagenum">[163]</span>
-she could discover he did not appear to be
-wounded; there was no blood upon him
-anywhere. Holding her smelling salts under
-his nose, he showed no sign of consciousness.
-Then she worked his arms back and forth,
-so as to stimulate the action of the heart,
-used every first aid method that her three
-years of study had taught her. This case
-was unlike any she had ever known. As
-she worked an idea came to Barbara. Once
-she recalled a man having been brought into
-the hospital overcome by the fumes of gas.
-Such a possibility was absurd with this case
-and yet the face had the same dark, frightful
-look.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, Barbara Meade was not in
-the least hopeless, nor did she for an instant
-cease to work, though now and then she
-was forced to glance toward the spot where
-Nona remained so quiet. What could be
-the matter? Why did she not come to her
-aid?</p>
-
-<p>All this, of course, took place in a very
-few minutes. A little later when Barbara
-gave another frightened look across the
-fields, she discovered that Nona had gotten<span class="pagenum">[164]</span>
-up and was walking toward her. She
-seemed dizzy and uncertain, but there was
-evidently nothing serious the matter.</p>
-
-<p>Moreover, there was no time for inquiries,
-for just as Nona reached her, Barbara’s
-patient stirred, coughed and struggled to
-regain his breath. Then for the first time
-the nurse put her arm about her friend.
-The air would do more for the stupefied
-man than she could.</p>
-
-<p>Soon after he opened his eyes and in an
-incredibly short time pulled himself out
-from beneath his aeroplane. He then stared
-in a dazed half-blind fashion at the two
-girls standing near him in nurses’ uniforms,
-in the center of a ploughed field.</p>
-
-<p>But war admits of no surprises. Only
-the two American Red Cross girls had not
-yet grown accustomed to the possible
-strangeness of their adventures. Moreover,
-they were frightened at the appearance
-of their first hero. He was not in the
-least what one would expect an aviator to
-be. This man was not young according
-to Nona’s or Barbara’s ideas. He must
-have been about thirty, his hair and eyes<span class="pagenum">[165]</span>
-were dark and the lines of his face stern
-and severe. His skin was now a queer
-mottled color, with ugly blue splotches.</p>
-
-<p>However, he began struggling to speak.
-But his tongue was so swollen that he
-choked and coughed, neither did he seem
-able to see clearly.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile Nona Davis, although considerably
-less affected, was also plainly not
-herself. She too coughed uncomfortably
-and seemed weak and stupid. She expressed
-no surprise over what had just
-taken place and offered her friend neither
-advice nor assistance. But Barbara had
-already made up her mind. They must get
-back to the hospital and as soon as possible.
-Yet her patient could not walk, Nona
-could not help, and Barbara did not wish
-to leave them while she went for assistance.</p>
-
-<p>Fortunately, however, in looking about
-she discovered that Anton, the boy whom
-they had been endeavoring to escape, had
-been attracted by the vision in the air.
-Or if he had not seen it, he was now plainly
-visible not far away, staring in a bold, half-terrified
-fashion at the scene, which was
-past his understanding.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[166]</span></p>
-
-<p>Barbara summoned him imperatively.</p>
-
-<p>Between them they then managed to get
-the air man clear of his machine. As soon
-as he was on his feet, with Anton’s and
-Barbara’s arms grasping his, he stumbled
-on for a few steps. Afterwards he found
-himself better able to walk.</p>
-
-<p>“Extraordinary thing,” he began, and
-Barbara immediately thought his words
-and manner so intensely English that she
-wanted to laugh. Would any American
-man under the same circumstances remain
-so coldly dignified and superior as this one
-appeared?</p>
-
-<p>“I am not in the least hurt, you know,
-only confoundedly weak and suffocated,”
-he said finally. “New trick, that of our
-enemy’s; they have been using their asphyxiating
-gas on our soldiers in the
-trenches, but this is the first time a gas
-bomb has been thrown from a Taube
-aeroplane. Lucky thing for me the gas
-was too heavy to stay long in the upper
-air.”</p>
-
-<p>This speech was made thickly and with
-a great deal of effort, but both Nona and<span class="pagenum">[167]</span>
-Barbara were able to understand. They
-knew, of course, of the use of the chlorine
-missiles, Germany’s novel weapon of war,
-which had lately been thrown into the
-trenches of the Allies. The papers had
-been full of the mysterious effects the gas
-had upon the soldiers. How stupid not to
-have dreamed of this! Of course, the
-situation was now explained, even Nona’s
-odd share in it. Evidently the poisonous
-gas which they had seen in a greenish
-yellow cloud encircling the aeroplane had
-fallen to earth and Nona had been wrapped
-in its fumes. But it had been too diluted
-with air to have done her serious harm,
-and after her fall a favoring wind must
-have blown it away.</p>
-
-<p>By the time the second field was reached
-Nona was herself again. Indeed, it was
-she who decided to hurry on to the hospital
-and send back aid. They were finding
-the way too long for the still stupefied
-man, who could only see dimly and was
-still suffering as if he had been recently
-paralyzed.</p>
-
-<p>The two nurses had been missed at the<span class="pagenum">[168]</span>
-hospital and Nona felt the atmosphere of
-disfavor as she entered the great stone
-house.</p>
-
-<p>Fortunately, however, she found their
-Scotch friend, Alexina McIntyre, waiting
-in the hall for the arrival of a fresh ambulance
-of the wounded. The ambulances
-brought the men from the battle front to
-this hospital only a few miles away. A few
-moments later help was dispatched to
-Barbara.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_169">[169]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XIII<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>The Summons</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">A few days after Eugenia Peabody
-opened the door of one of the rooms
-on the top floor used for the nurses.
-It was a small room which fortunately the
-four American Red Cross girls were allowed
-to share without any of the other nurses.
-Simple as possible, it contained four cot
-beds, a single bureau, and a great old-fashioned
-wardrobe. Convents in France
-were built long before the days of closets.</p>
-
-<p>Eugenia, looking very exhausted, was like
-most tired persons, cross, when she discovered
-Nona and Barbara lying on opposite
-beds peacefully talking.</p>
-
-<p>However, both girls got up instantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Do try and rest a while, Eugenia,”
-Barbara urged. “You seem dreadfully worn
-out. Isn’t there anything I can do to
-help you?”</p>
-
-<p>Eugenia dropped down upon the nearest<span class="pagenum">[170]</span>
-wooden chair shaking her head. And in
-spite of her weariness the two other girls
-watched her admiringly. One had to see
-Eugenia in her nurse’s costume to realize
-what a handsome, almost noble looking
-girl she was. Her ordinary clothes were so
-shabby and unbecoming and so old style.
-But the stiff white cap outlined her broad
-forehead, her somber dark eyes. Even her
-too serious and sometimes too severe expression
-seemed in a measure fitted to the
-responsibility of her work.</p>
-
-<p>“You are wanted downstairs in the
-convalescent ward, Nona,” she began.
-“The Superintendent says she finds the
-things you are able to do very useful, even
-though you are not trained for the more
-responsible nursing. But before you go
-here is a letter that has come from London
-for you. Who can you know in London,
-child, to be writing you here?”</p>
-
-<p>Nona was moving toward the door, but
-she paused long enough to receive her
-letter and then to stand staring in the
-stupid fashion people have at the unfamiliar
-handwriting on the outside.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[171]</span></p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t the faintest idea,” she answered
-Eugenia, but tearing apart the
-envelope she suddenly flushed.</p>
-
-<p>“The letter is from Lady Dorian,
-Eugenia. Remember we met her on the
-steamer where she was accused of all
-kinds of dreadful things. She has been
-imprisoned in London, but this letter must
-mean that she is free. Anyhow, I’ll tell
-you what she writes when I come back.
-I am on duty now and haven’t time to
-wait and read it.” This was entirely true.
-Nevertheless Nona had other reasons for
-wishing to read her letter alone. Lady
-Dorian had made a strange impression
-upon her for so short an acquaintance. She
-had scarcely confessed it even to herself,
-but she felt a girl’s peculiar hero worship
-for the older woman. Moreover, she was
-passionately convinced of her innocence
-and yet did not wish Barbara or Eugenia
-to know at once what must be told them
-afterwards. For Lady Dorian could only
-have written either to say she had been
-released or to ask aid. There had been no
-suggestion of their exchanging letters in
-their brief acquaintance.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[172]</span></p>
-
-<p>Once Nona was out of the room Barbara
-inquired:</p>
-
-<p>“What has become of Mildred? Isn’t
-this her afternoon to rest? Nona and I
-were expecting her in here.”</p>
-
-<p>The older girl did not answer; she had
-gotten up and in spite of her fatigue was
-walking about the small room. She stopped
-now and looked out of the tiny casement
-window.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mildred,” she returned carelessly,
-“has gone to spend the afternoon with
-that Mrs. Curtis. They are to take a walk
-somewhere, I think. Mildred said she felt
-the need of fresh air. I believe Mildred
-is missing her family more than she likes to
-confess and this Mrs. Curtis is so kind,
-Mildred seems pleased to find her living so
-near us.”</p>
-
-<p>On her small cot bed Barbara had managed
-to get herself into an extraordinary
-position. She had on her kimono and sat
-hunched up with her knees in the air and
-her arms about them while her curly head
-bobbed up and down like a Chinese mandarin’s.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[173]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Sorry,” she commented briefly. “I
-told you on the ship I was afraid Mildred
-was becoming interested in Brooks Curtis.
-I don’t like Mrs. Curtis locating so near
-the hospital. Don’t see any reason for it
-except that she and her son do not want
-to lose sight of Mildred. And it would not
-surprise me if her son turned up in this
-neighborhood himself fairly often&mdash;oh, to
-see his mother, of course.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara spoke petulantly, particularly
-when she discovered that Eugenia was
-paying scant attention to her remarks.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, do come on and lie down a while,
-Eugenia,” she concluded. “You behave
-as if all the Allied forces would go to pieces
-if you stayed off your job an hour, or at
-least as if all the soldiers in the hospital
-would die at once.”</p>
-
-<p>Still Eugenia made no reply. Although
-getting out of her working uniform, she too
-slipped into a comfortable negligée and
-letting down her heavy dark hair followed
-Barbara’s rather ungraciously offered
-advice.</p>
-
-<p>A few minutes later the younger girl<span class="pagenum">[174]</span>
-stood at the side of her bed with a cup of
-beef tea in her hands which she had just
-made over a tiny alcohol lamp.</p>
-
-<p>“Drink this, please, and forgive my bad
-temper, Eugenia,” she murmured. “I
-presume if I confessed the truth even to
-myself, I am jealous of your success at the
-hospital. But honestly I don’t think I am
-being given a fair chance here. Ever
-since we arrived I have been shoved into the
-background and never called on for any
-really important work. Oh, I know I
-failed that one time, but that is no reason
-why I shouldn’t be all right the next.”</p>
-
-<p>While the older girl finished the bouillon
-Barbara sat down on the side of the bed.
-Then the moment the cup had been set
-down, to her surprise Eugenia took hold
-of her hand almost affectionately.</p>
-
-<p>“You are going to be given a chance,
-Barbara, at least one that will take a whole
-lot of courage. It is what I came upstairs
-to tell you and Nona, and what I
-have been feeling so worried about. For
-really I don’t know whether you ought to
-agree. You are both so young and pretty.”<span class="pagenum">[175]</span>
-Eugenia hesitated and Barbara took hold
-of both her shoulders, giving her a tiny
-shake.</p>
-
-<p>“What do you mean? I hate suspense
-worse than anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, simply that four girls have to be
-appointed for service in the two new motor
-ambulances that are to bring the wounded
-soldiers from the battle front to the hospital.
-The Superintendent has decided to
-ask you and Nona to take charge of one and
-Lady Mathers and Daisy Redmond the
-other. Of course, you can refuse if you
-like, Barbara, for the work may be dangerous.
-It isn’t that you will have to do very
-much for the soldiers except to see that
-they are properly bandaged and keep life
-in them till you can get them here. Of
-course there is a surgeon in each ambulance
-to tell you what to do. The danger is
-that you will have to go much nearer the
-fighting line and that you may see even
-more painful things than you have been
-seeing in the hospital. Really, child, I
-don’t advise you to attempt it.”</p>
-
-<p>For with the first realization of what<span class="pagenum">[176]</span>
-Eugenia meant Barbara had turned deathly
-pale and was now fighting a sensation of
-faintness.</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t that I am in the least afraid,
-Eugenia,” she faltered, as soon as she
-could trust her voice. Even then it was
-fairly shaky. “I don’t mind running the
-risk or the work or any of those things.
-You know what it is, Eugenia; there is no
-use trying to hide it. I simply haven’t
-the nerve I thought I had. It is seeing the
-wounded soldiers, so many of them. I lie
-awake at night and dream the most dreadful
-dreams. I keep thinking I&mdash;but I had
-better not speak of it. I’ve simply got to
-say I can’t undertake the work. I hate it
-too on account of Nona; she is sure to try
-this ambulance work, for only the other day
-she told me that she longed to get closer
-to the scene of action. But what must I
-say, Eugenia, when I refuse? I’m afraid
-I can’t make any one understand that
-I’m not exactly a coward; I am used to
-sickness, but somehow this all seems so
-different.”</p>
-
-<p>Again Eugenia pressed the small hand
-she held in her large, capable one.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[177]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Tell the truth, my dear, and then go
-back home to the United States. From
-the moment I saw you I didn’t believe this
-Red Cross work would be suitable for
-you. I told you you were too young, and
-I thought you were too quick-tempered and
-emotional, though I did not speak of this.
-There is plenty of nursing you might be
-able to do at home&mdash;children, or old people.”</p>
-
-<p>Eugenia was growing sleepy; she had
-such a little while to rest that she was
-forgetting to be tactful.</p>
-
-<p>“Whether you wish to go back home or
-not, Barbara, I’m afraid you must if you
-won’t undertake this ambulance work.
-The Superintendent says she likes you
-very much and all that, but really does not
-feel it wise for you to stay on at the hospital.
-There is so much nursing required
-and so little room that the girls who cannot
-give the best kind of service are really in the
-way. I am sorry to hurt your feelings,
-but it is better for me to tell you this than
-any one else,” Eugenia concluded, again
-made sympathetic by the hurt in the
-younger girl’s face. Barbara looked so<span class="pagenum">[178]</span>
-broken and humiliated, so intensely
-ashamed of her own failure. Nevertheless,
-Eugenia could not help seeing that even at
-this minute Barbara suggested a little girl
-who has been caught in wrongdoing at
-school. She simply did not seem able to
-appear like a grown-up person into whose
-hands life and death could be intrusted.</p>
-
-<p>For ten minutes afterwards Barbara
-made no reply. But she got up and put
-on her nurse’s uniform again, hiding her
-short brown curls beneath her stiff white
-cap and covering her blue frock with her
-white apron bearing its cross of red.</p>
-
-<p>Then for a moment when Eugenia seemed
-to be asleep Barbara dropped on her
-knees before the open window, gazing out
-in the direction where she knew the zone
-of danger and terror lay. Swiftly the girl
-uttered a prayer for strength and courage.
-The next moment she crossed over to
-Eugenia.</p>
-
-<p>“I am going to undertake the ambulance
-service. I may flunk that too, but at least
-I can try, and as the book says, ‘angels can
-do no more.’ And I’m distinctly not an
-angel.”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_179">[179]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XIV<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>Colonel Dalton</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">In the meantime Nona was on duty in the
-convalescent ward. It was the work
-that she had been able to attend to with
-peculiar success ever since her arrival at
-the base hospital. This was a duty which
-many of the Red Cross nurses liked the
-least. For the convalescent soldiers were
-often like spoiled and nervous children. It
-was amazing how many drinks of water they
-required, how frequently their pillows had
-to be turned, how often letters from home
-had to be read and re-read until the nurses
-knew them by heart as well as the patients.</p>
-
-<p>It was a dark, cloudy afternoon when
-Nona entered the big room and before she
-had more than crossed the threshold she
-became aware of an atmosphere of gloom
-and ill-temper.</p>
-
-<p>Daisy Redmond, the English girl with
-whom they had crossed the Channel, had<span class="pagenum">[180]</span>
-been in attendance on the ward before
-Nona’s appearance and she seemed bored
-and annoyed. She was a very good nurse
-for an ill person, but too serious and reserved
-to cheer the convalescent, and on Nona’s
-entrance she gave a sigh of relief.</p>
-
-<p>The room, which was used for the soldiers
-who were on the high road to recovery from
-whatever disaster they had suffered, must
-have been the refectory or the old dining
-hall of the convent in the days before the
-Franco-Prussian war. It was an oblong
-room with a high ceiling crossed by great
-oak beams. Midway up the walls were
-of dark oak and the rest of stone. The
-floor was of stone and the windows high
-and crossed with small iron bars. While
-they let in the air and sunlight, it was impossible
-to see much of the outside world
-unless one climbed a ladder or chair. Evidently
-it had been thought best not to
-permit the little French convent maids to
-seek for distractions even among the flowers
-and trees.</p>
-
-<p>So the great room, in spite of its perfect
-cleanliness, had little suggestion of gayety or<span class="pagenum">[181]</span>
-beauty to recommend it at present. The
-floor, walls, beds, everything apparently
-had been scrubbed to the limit of perfection
-and were smelling of antiseptics. But there
-was not a flower in the room, not a picture,
-only two long rows of beds each containing
-a weary, impatient soldier, longing to be
-home with his own people or back at the
-front with the other Tommies.</p>
-
-<p>Almost anyone might have become discouraged
-with the prospect of two hours’
-effort in such surroundings, but Nona never
-dreamed of flinching.</p>
-
-<p>As she went up toward the first bed, the
-young fellow with his right arm in a sling
-who was trying to write with his left hand,
-used a short word of three letters. He was
-a boy who worked in a butcher’s shop in
-London. When he saw Nona so near him,
-he blushed crimson and stammered an
-apology.</p>
-
-<p>Nona only laughed. “Oh, I say that
-myself sometimes, inside of me,” she whispered.
-“If it hurts your arm, do let me
-finish your letter. I’d like to add a line or
-two anyhow just to let Addie know you are<span class="pagenum">[182]</span>
-really getting well and not trying to encourage
-her with false hopes.”</p>
-
-<p>The young fellow smiled. It was clever
-of the little American girl to remember his
-girl’s name. He was glad enough to have
-her end his letter so that he might lie down
-again. Besides, he liked to have her sitting
-near him, she was so pretty&mdash;the prettiest
-nurse in the hospital in his opinion. Five
-minutes after when Nona had finished his
-letter and made him comfortable, he sighed
-to have her leave him. She was only
-going to another duffer a few beds away,
-who had been trying to read and dropped
-all his magazines on the floor. With one
-of his legs in a plaster cast, he had almost
-broken his neck trying to fish for them.</p>
-
-<p>So Nona wandered up and down the ward
-doing whatever was asked of her. She felt
-that she was being useful in spite of her
-lack of long experience in nursing. But
-it was amusing the queer things she was
-called upon to do.</p>
-
-<p>She was passing one of the cots where a
-boy lay who had received a wound in his
-head. He was not more than seventeen<span class="pagenum">[183]</span>
-or eighteen, and was a blue-eyed, fair-haired
-boy with a mouth like a young girl’s. You
-would never have dreamed of him as a
-fighter; indeed, he had left Eton to join
-the army and had never before known a
-real hardship in his life. But now a pair of
-wasted white hands clasped Nona’s skirt.</p>
-
-<p>Looking down she discovered that the
-bandage had slipped off his forehead and
-that his eyes were full of tears.</p>
-
-<p>Nona’s own eyes were dim as she bent
-toward him.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you suffering again?” she asked
-gently. “I am so sorry; I thought you
-were almost well.”</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t that,” the boy whispered. “I
-wouldn’t mind the pain; it’s only&mdash;oh, I
-might as well say it, I want my mother.
-Funny to behave like a cry-baby. I wish
-I could sleep. I wonder if you could sing
-to me?”</p>
-
-<p>At first Nona shook her head. “Why
-I can’t sing, really,” she returned. “I have
-never had a music lesson in my life. I
-only know two or three songs that I used
-to sing to my father way down in South<span class="pagenum">[184]</span>
-Carolina. I expect you hardly know there
-is such a place.”</p>
-
-<p>Then suddenly the boy’s disappointed
-face made the girl hesitate.</p>
-
-<p>She glanced about them. In the bed
-next to the boy’s the man she and Barbara
-had rescued from the aeroplane disaster
-lay apparently too deeply absorbed in a
-bundle of newspapers to pay the least
-attention to them.</p>
-
-<p>By this time he had almost recovered and
-was enormously impatient to return to his
-regiment. It appeared that he was not a
-regular member of the aviation corps, but
-a colonel in command of one of the crack
-line regiments. However, he happened also
-to be a skilled aviator and on the morning
-of the accident, having a leave of absence
-from his command, had gone up to reconnoiter
-over the enemy’s lines.</p>
-
-<p>No, Colonel Dalton would pay no attention
-to her, Nona felt convinced. He was
-very quiet and stern and a distinguished
-soldier, so that most of the nurses were
-afraid of him.</p>
-
-<p>“If you’ll try to sleep, why I’ll sing<span class="pagenum">[185]</span>
-softly just to you, so we need not disturb
-any one else,” Nona murmured, kneeling
-down by the side of the boy’s cot so that
-her face was not far from his. “I only
-know some old darkey songs.”</p>
-
-<p>Straightway the young English boy closed
-his eyes. Very quietly in a hushed voice
-Nona began to sing, believing no one else
-would listen.</p>
-
-<p>She chanced to be kneeling just under one
-of the tall windows and the afternoon sun
-shone down upon her white cap, her pale gold
-hair and delicate face. If she had known
-it she was not unlike a little nun, but fortunately
-Nona had no thought of herself.</p>
-
-<p>She had only a small voice, but it was
-sweet and clear.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="stanza">
-<div class="indentquote0">“All this world am sad and dreary,
-</div><div class="indent1">Everywhere I roam,
-</div><div class="indent0">Oh, darkies, how my heart grows weary,
-</div><div class="indent1">Far from the old folks at home.”
-</div></div></div></div>
-
-<p>Not one, but half a dozen soldiers lay
-quiet listening to Nona’s song. She was
-only aware that the boy for whom she was
-singing was breathing more evenly as she<span class="pagenum">[186]</span>
-sang on and that there was a happier
-curve to his lips. In a few moments more,
-if nothing occurred to disturb him, he must
-be asleep.</p>
-
-<p>So Nona did not know that Colonel
-Dalton, although holding his beloved London
-newspaper before his face, had been
-watching her and that her old-fashioned
-song had touched him.</p>
-
-<p>She was slipping away with her patient
-finally asleep when he motioned to her.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a wonderful thing you are doing,
-Miss Davis,” he began in a low tone, so as
-not to disturb the sleeper, “you a young
-American girl to come over here to help
-care for our British boys. I want to shake
-hands with you if I may, you and that
-clever little friend of yours, who helped
-me out of my difficulty. I shall be away
-from the hospital in a few days and back at
-my post, as I’ve almost entirely recovered
-from the effects of the chlorine gas. But
-later on if I can ever be of service to you in
-any way, you are to count upon me. I
-trust that at some future day the English
-nation can show its appreciation for what<span class="pagenum">[187]</span>
-the United States has done for us in this
-tragic war.”</p>
-
-<p>Colonel Dalton spoke with so much
-feeling and dignity that Nona was both
-pleased and embarrassed. Of course, she
-seemed like a young girl to him, and yet
-after all Colonel Dalton could be only a
-little over thirty. It must be something
-in his character or in his history that gave
-his face the expression of sadness and
-sternness. Although his duties as an officer
-in the war might already have created
-the look.</p>
-
-<p>“You are very good,” she murmured
-confusedly. She was moving away when
-she noticed that <a id="Ref_187"></a>Colonel Dalton was staring
-fixedly, not at her, but at a brooch which she
-wore fastening her nurse’s apron to her
-dress.</p>
-
-<p>But probably he was in a reverie and not
-seeing anything at all!</p>
-
-<p>However, Nona did not have to remain
-long in doubt. Colonel Dalton spoke
-abruptly.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s an extraordinary pin you’ve got
-there, a collection of letters isn’t it? I<span class="pagenum">[188]</span>
-wonder if by any chance it represents the
-motto of your own family?”</p>
-
-<p>Nona shook her head and carelessly
-unclasped the pin. “No,” she answered,
-“and I have scarcely been able to find out
-what the letters spell. I wonder if you
-could tell me.”</p>
-
-<p>The man scarcely glanced at the pin.
-“The letters are ‘Vinces,’ the Latin for
-‘Conquer.’” Then strangely enough Colonel
-Dalton flushed, a curious brick-red,
-which is a peculiarity of many Englishmen.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a remarkable request I wish to make
-of you, Miss Davis. But would you mind
-parting with that little pin? It’s an odd
-fancy of mine, but then every soldier is
-superstitious and I should like very much
-to possess it. Possibly because of the
-meaning of the word, for the word ‘Conquer’
-never meant more in the history of
-the world than it does to an Englishman
-today.”</p>
-
-<p>But Nona had crimsoned uncomfortably
-and was clutching at her brooch in a stupid
-fashion. “I am awfully sorry,” she murmured,
-“it must seem ungracious of me,<span class="pagenum">[189]</span>
-but I value the pin very much. You see,
-it was given me by some one&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“In this country, or in your own?”
-Colonel Dalton interrupted.</p>
-
-<p>Again Nona hesitated. Suddenly she
-had become conscious of the unread letter
-in her pocket which she had just received
-from Lady Dorian, and of the hour of
-their parting and her bestowal of the pin.</p>
-
-<p>She smiled. “It wasn’t given me in
-either your country or mine, but upon the
-sea.”</p>
-
-<p>Then she walked over to another patient
-who required a drink of water.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<div class="chapter"></div><!--Page break for ePub-->
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_190">[190]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XV<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>Newspaper Letters</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">Curiously Mildred Thornton was
-also spending an unexpected afternoon.
-She had been looking forward
-to her walk with Mrs. Curtis. Mildred
-too had been feeling the strain of the first
-weeks at the hospital more than she had
-confessed. She was one of the girls whom
-one speaks of as a natural nurse&mdash;quiet,
-sympathetic and efficient&mdash;and so had immediately
-been given especially trying cases.
-And Mildred was not accustomed to roughing
-it, since her home surroundings were
-luxurious and beautiful. So though she
-had made no complaint and showed no
-lack of courage, as Barbara had, she was
-tired and now and then, when she had time
-to think, homesick.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Curtis had been kind and whatever
-prejudice the other girls felt, she sincerely
-liked her. Moreover, Mildred also liked<span class="pagenum">[191]</span>
-her son, although this she had not confessed
-so freely to herself. But she was thinking
-of both of them as she walked through the
-fields to the home of Mère Marie.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps Mrs. Curtis would have received
-news from Brooks. He was supposed to be
-not far away making a study of conditions
-in the British line of trenches not far from
-the Belgian border. He must know extraordinarily
-interesting things. Mildred too
-shared the almost morbid curiosity which
-everybody of intelligence feels today. What
-is a modern battlefield really like, what is
-the daily life of the soldier, and what is
-this strange new world of the trenches,
-where men live and work underground as
-if all humanity had developed the tendencies
-of the mole?</p>
-
-<p>Mildred did not share Nona Davis’
-desire to go and find out these things for
-herself, but being so near the scene of action
-as they were could not but stimulate one’s
-interest. And daily the motor ambulances
-brought the wounded from the nearby
-battlefield to their door.</p>
-
-<p>At Mère Marie’s Mildred first saw the<span class="pagenum">[192]</span>
-boy Anton sitting crouched before the
-hut. He leered at her foolishly and said
-something which she did not understand.
-So somewhat nervously Mildred knocked
-on the heavy wooden door. She too was
-afraid of Anton; one could scarcely help
-being, although all the people in the neighborhood
-insisted that he was perfectly
-harmless. As he used to bring vegetables
-from his mother’s garden and run errands
-for the staff at the hospital, he was a very
-well-known character.</p>
-
-<p>However, Mildred was just as glad when
-the door opened.</p>
-
-<p>But to her surprise, instead of seeing Mrs.
-Curtis, Brooks Curtis was there to greet
-her.</p>
-
-<p>He seemed a little nervous at first, but
-when Mildred showed pleasure at seeing
-him, became more cheerful.</p>
-
-<p>Mère Marie’s big room was empty and
-so the girl and young man sat down on
-wooden stools in front of the smouldering
-peat fire.</p>
-
-<p>It appeared that Brooks was discouraged.
-So far he had not been allowed to get inside<span class="pagenum">[193]</span>
-the British firing line and feared that his
-newspaper at home would be disappointed
-in him.</p>
-
-<p>Mildred did her best to reassure him.
-She was accustomed to trying to make
-people more comfortable. All her life her
-brother Dick had been confiding his annoyances
-to her, depending on her sympathy
-and advice. And Mildred had been missing
-Dick dreadfully since the first hour of her
-sailing. For though possibly he was as
-spoiled and selfish as Barbara Meade plainly
-thought him, he was a fairly satisfactory
-brother in his way. So she found it not
-unpleasant to behave in a sisterly fashion
-toward Brooks Curtis.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, half an hour had passed before
-it occurred to Mildred that Mrs. Curtis
-had not appeared and that she had not even
-asked for her.</p>
-
-<p>However, just as she was making up her
-mind to inquire, Mrs. Curtis came into the
-room.</p>
-
-<p>She had on a dressing gown and looked
-pale and ill.</p>
-
-<p>“I am so sorry. I suppose Brooks has<span class="pagenum">[194]</span>
-explained to you,” she began. “But I have
-a frightful headache and don’t feel equal
-to going out this afternoon. I don’t think
-you should miss your walk, Miss Thornton,
-you are kept indoors so much at the
-hospital. So I wonder if you won’t take
-your walk with Brooks instead of me and
-then come back here and have coffee and
-cake.”</p>
-
-<p>Mildred felt a little uncomfortable. There
-was no doubt of Mrs. Curtis’ illness;
-seldom had she seen anybody more nervous
-and wretched from a headache. Yet
-Mildred did not know exactly what to do
-or say. Very much she desired to spend a
-part of her one free afternoon in the air and
-sunshine away from the pain and sorrow of
-the hospital. She was not averse to spending
-it with Brooks Curtis instead of his
-mother. But she was not sure whether
-it would be right for her to take a walk
-alone with a man whom she really knew
-nothing about. The days on shipboard
-had made them behave like fairly intimate
-friends. However, she also felt it would
-appear stupid and unfriendly of her to<span class="pagenum">[195]</span>
-refuse. Even if Eugenia and the other
-girls disapproved later, the whole question
-of Mrs. Curtis and her son was not their
-affair. Moreover, Mildred did not intend
-confiding in them.</p>
-
-<p>So she blushed a little and then answered
-awkwardly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, of course I don’t want to miss my
-walk and I don’t mind if Mr. Curtis wishes
-to come with me. Only he is not to trouble,
-because I am not afraid to go alone.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Mildred felt like stamping her foot.
-Ever since getting away from the conventional
-society atmosphere of her own home
-she had been more at ease and less self-conscious.
-Had not her friendship with
-Mrs. Curtis and her son proved that she
-was not always stiff and silent? Assuredly
-Brooks had preferred her to any of the
-other girls, even though they were far
-prettier and more attractive. Yet here
-she was, through her old shyness, spoiling
-everything.</p>
-
-<p>Mildred smiled unexpectedly, which
-always relieved the plainness of her face.</p>
-
-<p>“I was not telling the truth then,” she<span class="pagenum">[196]</span>
-added, “I should enjoy my walk ever so
-much more if Mr. Curtis will go with me.”</p>
-
-<p>An hour later and the girl and her
-companion had climbed the nearest hill
-in that part of the country. It was not
-quite a mile from the hospital and was not
-a very high hill, yet Mildred was surprised
-at the splendid view.</p>
-
-<p>Brooks Curtis had brought with him the
-fine telescope which he had used on the
-steamer in spite of the difficulty with his
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>He pointed out to Mildred the direction
-in which General Sir John French’s army
-lay entrenched. One could not see the
-exact place because the line of trenches
-covered twelve miles of battle front and
-many other miles of underground passages.
-Then he told her that the right wing of the
-British army which was in position nearest
-their hospital was under the command of
-Lieutenant-General Porter and that Colonel
-Dalton, who was ill, was one of his most
-talented officers.</p>
-
-<p>Secretly Mildred Thornton was amazed
-and fascinated. She had been convinced<span class="pagenum">[197]</span>
-early in their acquaintance that Brooks
-Curtis was an unusually clever fellow. He
-was not handsome and there was something
-a little odd about him. Mildred was sympathetic
-with people who were not good
-looking and not at ease. Now she was
-really surprised at his information about
-the British army. For after all he had
-only been in France for a short time.</p>
-
-<p>“But I thought you said you had not
-been able to go through the trenches,”
-Mildred expostulated, “yet already you
-know a great deal.”</p>
-
-<p>The young man shook his head mournfully.
-“I know nothing of importance
-yet,” he returned with such emphasis that
-Mildred was the more impressed. Above
-all things she admired determination of
-character.</p>
-
-<p>Then for a few moments neither the girl
-nor the young man spoke.</p>
-
-<p>Mildred was trying to locate in a vague
-fashion certain positions of the army which
-her companion had just described. Two
-miles farther to the north Mildred could
-see a low range of hills which seemed deeply<span class="pagenum">[198]</span>
-curtained by trees. In the midst of those
-trees Brooks insisted the British army had
-stationed long-range guns. They were
-guns of a new character and no one yet
-knew what their power of destruction might
-be. Behind the artillery there were telephone
-connections with the trenches miles
-away.</p>
-
-<p>Really Mildred Thornton was too interested
-in the information imparted by her
-new friend to pay any special attention to
-what he might be doing.</p>
-
-<p>However, he had taken off his glasses,
-gotten out a note book and was now writing
-as rapidly as possible.</p>
-
-<p>By and by he got out an envelope and
-put the papers inside it, together with some
-others that were there previously.</p>
-
-<p>At this minute Mildred looked around.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, dear, it is late; we must be going
-back as quickly as possible!” she exclaimed,
-and then got up without allowing her
-companion opportunity to assist her.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, the young man did not
-follow her for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you would stay just an instant
-longer,” he asked instead.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[199]</span></p>
-
-<p>And when Mildred turned he still held
-the envelope in his hand.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to ask you a favor, Miss Thornton,
-and I don’t know just how to explain.
-I wonder if you will be good enough to
-mail this letter of mine from the hospital
-along with your own home mail? You see,
-it is like this with the newspaper fellows,
-all our mail is so censored that the news
-we want to send to the United States is
-usually cut out before it arrives. There
-is no good my writing exactly what the
-other fellows send. So I thought if you
-would mail this for me like private mail
-along with the nurses’ letters, why I’d
-stand a chance. I know it is asking a good
-deal of a favor of you. But somehow I have
-felt you were my friend ever since our
-first meeting and my mother feels the same
-way. You see, we are awfully poor. Of
-course you can’t know what that means,
-but for my mother’s sake and my own I’m
-terribly anxious to make good with my war
-stories. I feel if I can make a reputation
-now my future will be assured.”</p>
-
-<p>Whether Brooks Curtis was a student<span class="pagenum">[200]</span>
-of character or not, one does not yet know.
-But certainly he had gauged Mildred.</p>
-
-<p>If there was anything that did appeal to
-her it was the thought of another’s struggle
-and the possibility that she might help.
-Just because she had always spent such a
-rich and sheltered life her desire to aid
-others was the stronger. So Mildred
-promised to mail the letter to an address in
-Brooklyn, placing the address on the envelope
-with her own handwriting so as to
-avoid questioning.</p>
-
-<p>Neither did she feel that she was doing
-anything unusual. The deception was too
-small to be considered. Besides, what
-difference could it make to the hospital
-authorities if one more letter were added
-to their mail bag?</p>
-
-<p>“I shall never cease to appreciate your
-kindness,” Brooks Curtis said at parting,
-“and you won’t mind, will you, if now and
-then Anton brings you other letters to the
-hospital? I may not be able to get away
-to bring them myself.”</p>
-
-<p>Mildred nodded without thinking of this
-side of the question seriously. The truth<span class="pagenum">[201]</span>
-of the matter was that she was in too much
-of a hurry now to return to her work.
-Although she had not gone back to Mère
-Marie’s for coffee, they had been out longer
-than she realized.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_202">[202]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XVI<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>The Ambulance Corps</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">A few days later it was definitely
-arranged that Nona Davis, Barbara
-Meade, Lady Dorothy Mathers and
-Daisy Redmond should be enrolled in the
-Red Cross ambulance work.</p>
-
-<p>To understand the service of the Red
-Cross ambulances one must be familiar
-with the unusual conditions which existed
-in this most terrible war of all human
-history.</p>
-
-<p>Most of us know, of course, that the
-greater part of the fighting was done at
-night. By day scouts in aeroplanes endeavored
-to locate the enemy’s positions,
-while sentries kept guard along the miles
-of trenches to fire at any man who dared
-venture within what was called the zone of
-death. So all the work of war except the
-actual fighting must take place behind each
-army’s line of entrenchments.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[203]</span></p>
-
-<p>This means that in the early morning,
-when the night’s cruelties were past, the
-wounded soldiers were carried from the
-field of battle or from the trenches to some
-place of safety in the rear. Here nurses and
-doctors could give them first aid. And this
-required tremendous personal bravery.
-The stricken soldiers must be borne in the
-arms of their companions to the nearest
-Red Cross, or else lifted into the ambulances
-or smaller motor cars. These traveled
-with all possible speed across the tragic
-fields of the dead, as soon as a lull in the
-firing made attempt at rescue possible.</p>
-
-<p>There, behind a barricade of trees, or of
-sand bags, or of a stone wall, or whatever
-defense human ingenuity could invent, stood
-white tents, or else a stable or house. These
-waved flags of white bearing a crimson
-cross, demanding safety for the suffering.</p>
-
-<p>These temporary hospitals had to be
-established at any place where the need
-was greatest. But the soldiers could not
-remain in these quarters. As soon as possible
-they were taken to the nearest properly
-equipped hospital, sometimes fairly<span class="pagenum">[204]</span>
-near the fighting line. At other times they
-were loaded into trains and borne many
-weary miles away.</p>
-
-<p>But in nearly every case they were
-carried to the cars or to the nearer hospitals
-in the Red Cross ambulances. They were
-the only chariots of peace the war had so
-far acquired.</p>
-
-<p>However, it is good to know that together
-with all the modern inventions for the
-destruction of men, science had done all
-that was possible to make the new Red
-Cross ambulances havens of comfort and
-of cure. In Paris, the great Madame Curie,
-the discoverer of radium, had been giving
-her time and talent to the equipment of
-ambulances for the soldiers. From this
-country much of the money that had been
-poured so generously into Europe had been
-devoted to their purchase.</p>
-
-<p>So the four Red Cross girls from the
-Hospital of the Sacred Heart (so named in
-honor of the old convent school) were
-naturally impressed with the importance
-of their new duties.</p>
-
-<p>The plan was that they were to travel<span class="pagenum">[205]</span>
-back and forth from the field hospitals
-with the wounded soldiers who required
-the most immediate attention. A doctor
-would be in charge of each ambulance and
-of necessity the chauffeur. Under the
-circumstances it was thought better to
-have two nurses instead of one. The four
-additional nurses were required because
-two new ambulances had just been added to
-the British service, as a gift from New York
-City, through the efforts of Mrs. Henry
-Payne, who was especially interested in the
-Sacred Heart Hospital.</p>
-
-<p>The morning that the girls left for the
-nearer neighborhood of the battlefield was
-an exquisite June day. The sun is one
-of France’s many lovers, turning her into
-“La Belle Dame,” the name by which she
-is known to her own children and to some
-of her admirers from other lands.</p>
-
-<p>All the nurses who were off duty at the
-hospital poured out into the garden to say
-farewell and God-speed to their companions.</p>
-
-<p>Except for the prejudice which Lady
-Dorothy Mathers and her friends continued<span class="pagenum">[206]</span>
-to feel against the four Americans, everybody
-else had been most kind. The English
-manner is colder than the American
-or the French, but once having learned to
-understand and like you, they are the most
-loyal people in the world.</p>
-
-<p>Three of the American Red Cross girls
-were beginning to realize this. But Barbara
-Meade still felt herself misunderstood
-and disliked. Under normal conditions
-Barbara was not the type of girl given to
-posing as “misunderstood” and being sorry
-for herself in consequence.</p>
-
-<p>The difficulty was that ever since her
-arrival the horror of the war and the
-suffering about her had made her unlike
-herself. She felt terribly western, terribly
-“gauche,” which is the French word meaning
-left-handed and all that it implies.
-Then Barbara had a fashion of saying
-exactly what she thought without reflecting
-on the time or place. This had gotten
-her into trouble not once but a dozen times.
-She did not mean to criticize, only she had
-the unfortunate habit of thinking out loud.
-But most of all, Barbara lamented her own<span class="pagenum">[207]</span>
-failure as a nurse and all that it must argue
-to her companions. For so far they had
-the right to consider her a shirker and a
-coward, or at least as one of the tiresome,
-foolish women who rush off to care for
-the wounded in a war because of an emotion
-and without the sense or the training
-to be anything but hopelessly in the way.</p>
-
-<p>It was for this reason that Barbara had
-finally decided to accept the new opportunity
-offered her. If she should make a
-failure of it, she agreed with Eugenia’s
-frank statement of her case: she must
-simply go back home so as not to be a
-nuisance.</p>
-
-<p>Curious, but one of the reasons why
-Barbara loathed the thought of her own
-surrender was the idea that if she turned
-back, she would have to face Dick Thornton
-in New York City. This thought had
-been in her mind all along. For one thing
-she kept recalling how bravely she had
-talked to Dick of her own intentions, and
-of how she had reproached him for his idle
-existence.</p>
-
-<p>The worst of Barbara’s conviction was<span class="pagenum">[208]</span>
-that should she return a failure, no one would
-be kinder or more thoughtful of her feelings
-than Dick. Of course, she had not known
-him very long, but it had been long enough
-for her to appreciate that Dick Thornton
-was utterly without the ugly spirit of “I
-told you so.” But perhaps his sympathy
-and quiet acceptance of her weakness would
-be harder to endure than blame.</p>
-
-<p>So it was a very pale and silent Barbara
-who walked out of the old stone convent
-that morning with her arm linked inside
-Eugenia’s. She was beginning to appreciate
-Eugenia more and to realize that her first
-impression of Miss Barbara Meade’s abilities,
-or lack of them, was not so ridiculously
-unfair as she had thought.</p>
-
-<p>Certainly no one could be kinder than
-Eugenia had been in the few days between
-Barbara’s acceptance of her new work and
-the time for actually beginning it.</p>
-
-<p>She kept looking at her now, feeling
-almost as one would at the sight of a
-frightened child. Poor Barbara was pretending
-to be so brave. Though she had
-not spoken again of her own qualms, it<span class="pagenum">[209]</span>
-was plain enough to the older girl that
-Barbara was almost ill with apprehension.
-Not that Eugenia believed she was afraid
-of the actual dangers that might befall her
-from going so much closer to the battle
-front. She suffered from the nervous dread
-of breaking down at the sight of the
-wounded and so again failing to make good.</p>
-
-<p>The superintendent of the nurses, a
-splendid middle-aged woman from one of
-the big London hospitals, was also aware
-of Barbara Meade’s state of mind. For
-several days with all the other work she
-had to do she had been quietly watching
-her. Here at the last moment she had
-an impulse to tell Barbara to give up.
-After all, she was such a child and the
-strain might be too much for her. Then
-she concluded it would be best to let the
-girl find out for herself.</p>
-
-<p>The contrast was odd between the two
-American girls who were answering this
-new call of war. Nona Davis did not
-seem nervous or alarmed. Not that she
-was unconscious either of the dangers or
-the difficulties. She seemed uplifted by<span class="pagenum">[210]</span>
-some spiritual emotion. She was like a
-young Joan of Arc, only she went forth
-to carry not a sword but a nurse’s “Red
-Badge of Courage.”</p>
-
-<p>A little after daylight the four girls and
-two of the hospital surgeons left for the
-front. The two new ambulances had been
-taken directly to the field hospital where
-they were to meet them.</p>
-
-<p>The night before news had come that
-there had been fresh fighting and help was
-needed at once. So one of the hospital
-automobiles had been requisitioned to transport
-the little party.</p>
-
-<p>“We will be back by tonight with the
-wounded,” Nona Davis said calmly as she
-kissed Mildred Thornton good-by. “You
-are not to worry about us. I don’t think
-we are going into any danger.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara made no attempt at farewells;
-she simply sat quietly on the back seat
-of the car with her hand clasped inside
-Nona’s, and her eyes full of tears. Had
-she tried to talk she might have broken
-down and she was painfully conscious that
-the two English girls, Lady Dorothy Mathers<span class="pagenum">[211]</span>
-and Daisy Redmond, were staring at her
-in amazement. It was hard to appreciate
-why if she was afraid of the war nursing,
-she would not give it up.</p>
-
-<p>The first part of the drive was through
-country like that surrounding the Sacred
-Heart Hospital. General Sir John French
-had given orders that in every place where
-it was possible the agriculture of France
-should be respected. The crops must not
-be trampled down and destroyed, for the
-rich and poor of France alike must live and
-also feed their army.</p>
-
-<p>So all along the first part of their route
-the girls could see women and children at
-work. They wore the long, dark-blue
-blouses of the French working classes, at
-once so much cleaner and more picturesque
-than the old, half-worn cloth clothes of
-our own working people.</p>
-
-<p>It was all so serene and sweet that for a
-little while Nona and Barbara almost
-forgot their errand.</p>
-
-<p>Then the face of the countryside changed.
-There were no peasants’ huts that were not
-half in ruins, great houses occupied but a<span class="pagenum">[212]</span>
-few months before by the wealthy landowners
-of northern France were now as
-fallen into disuse as if they had been ancient
-fortresses. Here and there, where the
-artillery had swept them, forests of trees
-had fallen like dead soldiers, and over
-certain of the fields there was a blight as
-if they had been devastated with fire.</p>
-
-<p>Then the car brought the little party to
-the spot where in the morning sunshine
-they caught the gleam of the Red Cross
-flag.</p>
-
-<p>The place was a deserted stable sheltered
-by a rise of ground. To the front lay the
-British trenches, covered with thatch and
-the boughs of many trees; to the right and
-some distance off, hidden behind breastworks,
-were enormous long distance guns.</p>
-
-<p>Also one of the surgeons explained to
-Lady Dorothy and Nona, who seemed most
-interested, that on the hill beyond the
-hospital where nothing could be seen for the
-denseness of the shrubbery, several of the
-officers had their headquarters and from
-there dictated the operations in the trenches
-and in the fields.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[213]</span></p>
-
-<p>The night before must have been a busy
-one, for as the car stopped behind the
-improvised hospital, soldiers in khaki could
-be seen staggering back and forth with the
-wounded, surgeons with their work showing
-all too realistically upon them. Then there
-were the sounds as well as the sights of
-suffering.</p>
-
-<p>As Barbara Meade crawled out of the
-automobile she felt her knees give way
-under her and a darkness swallow her up.
-Then she realized that she must be fainting
-again.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_214">[214]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XVII<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>Dick</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">“Steady,” a voice said in Barbara
-Meade’s ear, as a strong arm
-slipped across her shoulders, bracing
-her upright.</p>
-
-<p>And so surprised was she by the voice
-and its intonation that she felt herself
-brought back to consciousness.</p>
-
-<p>“Dick Thornton,” she began weakly,
-and then decided that in truth she must be
-taking leave of her senses, to have an
-image of Dick obtrude upon her at such a
-moment and in such a place.</p>
-
-<p>Naturally curiosity forced her to turn
-around and so for the instant she forgot
-herself and her surroundings.</p>
-
-<p>She saw a young man in a khaki uniform
-of a kind of olive green with a close-fitting
-cap and visor. But beneath the cap was a
-face which was like and yet unlike the face
-of the friend she remembered. This fellow’s<span class="pagenum">[215]</span>
-expression was grave, almost sad, the dark-brown
-eyes were no longer indifferent and
-mocking, the upright figure no longer
-inactive. Indeed, there was action and
-courage and vigor in every line of the figure
-and face.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara stepped back a few paces.</p>
-
-<p>“Dick Thornton,” she demanded, “have
-I lost my mind or what has happened?
-Aren’t you several thousand miles away in
-New York City, or Newport, where ever
-the place was you intended spending the
-summer? I simply can’t believe my own
-eyes.”</p>
-
-<p>Dick slipped his arm inside Barbara
-Meade’s. For the time no one was noticing
-them; the scene about them was absorbing
-every attention.</p>
-
-<p>“Just a moment, please, Barbara, I want
-to explain the situation to you,” Dick
-asked, and drew the girl away behind the
-shelter of one of the hospital wagons.</p>
-
-<p>“Sit down for a moment,” he urged.
-“Dear me, Barbara, what have they been
-doing to you in the few weeks since we said
-good-by in good old New York? You are
-as white and tiny as a little tired ghost.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[216]</span></p>
-
-<p>But Barbara shook her head persuasively.
-“Please don’t talk about me,”
-she pleaded. “I must know what has occurred.
-What could have induced you to
-come over here where this terrible war is
-taking place, and what are you doing now
-you are here? You aren’t a soldier, are
-you?” And there was little in Barbara’s
-expression to suggest that she wished her
-friend to answer “Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>Dick had also taken a seat on the ground
-alongside Barbara and now quite simply
-he reached over and took her hand inside
-his in a friendly strong grasp.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know which question to answer
-first, but I’ll try and not make a long story.
-I want you to know and then I want you
-to tell Mill. I came over to this part of
-the country so as to be near you. But I
-haven’t wanted to see either of you until
-I found out whether I was going to amount
-to anything. If I wasn’t of use I was
-going on back home without making a
-fuss. You see, Barbara, I suppose your
-visit to us set me thinking. You had a
-kind way of suggesting, perhaps without<span class="pagenum">[217]</span>
-meaning it, that I was a pretty idle, good-for-nothing
-fellow, not worth my salt, let
-alone the amount of sugar my father was
-bestowing on me. Well, I pretended not
-to mind. Certainly I didn’t want a little
-thing like you to find out you had made an
-impression on me. Still, things you said
-rankled. Then you and old Mill went
-away. I couldn’t get either of you out
-of my mind. It seemed pretty rotten, me
-staying at home dancing the fox trot and
-you and Mill over here up against the Lord
-knows what. So I&mdash;I just cleared out and
-came along too. But there, I didn’t mean
-to talk so much. Whatever is the matter
-with you, Barbara? You look like you
-were going to keel over again, just as you
-did when you tumbled out of that car.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl shook her head. “You can’t
-mean, Dick, that you have come over to
-enlist in this war because of what I said in
-New York? Oh, dear me, I thought I was
-unhappy enough. Now if anything happens
-to you your mother will have every
-right not to forgive me; besides, I shall
-never forgive myself.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[218]</span></p>
-
-<p>Barbara said the last few words under
-her breath. Although hearing them perfectly,
-Dick Thornton only smiled.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I wouldn’t take matters as seriously
-as that,” he returned. “I didn’t
-mean to make you responsible for my
-proceedings. I only meant you waked
-me up and then, please heaven, I did the
-rest myself. See here, Barbara, after all
-I am a man, or at least made in the image of
-one. And I want to tell you frankly that
-I’ve gone into this terrible war game for
-two reasons. I don’t suppose many people
-do things in this world from unmixed
-motives. I want to help the Allies; I
-think they are right and so they have got
-to win. Then I thought I’d like to prove
-that I had some of the real stuff in me and
-wasn’t just the little son of a big man.
-Then, well, here are you and Mill. I’m
-not a whole lot of use, but I like being
-around if anything should go wrong. We
-didn’t know each other very long, Barbara,
-but I’m frank to confess I like you.
-You seem to me the bravest, most go-ahead
-girl I ever met, and I am proud to know<span class="pagenum">[219]</span>
-you. I believe we were meant to be friends.
-Just see how we have been calling each
-other by our first names as if we had been
-doing it always. Funny how we left our
-titles behind us in New York.”</p>
-
-<p>Dick was talking on at random, trying
-to persuade his companion to a little more
-cheerfulness. Surely they were meeting
-again in gruesome surroundings. Yet one
-must not meet even life’s worst tragedies
-without the courage of occasional laughter.</p>
-
-<p>“But I’m not brave, or any of the things
-you are kind enough to think me; I’m not
-even deserving of your friendship, let alone
-your praise,” the girl answered meekly.
-Her old sparkle and fire appeared gone.
-Dick Thornton was first amazed and then
-angry. What had they been doing to his
-little friend to make her so changed in a
-few weeks? He said nothing, however,
-only waited for her to go on.</p>
-
-<p>But Barbara did not continue at once.
-For of a sudden there was an unexpected
-noise, a savage roaring and bellowing and
-then a muffled explosion.</p>
-
-<p>The hand inside the American boy’s
-turned suddenly cold.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[220]</span></p>
-
-<p>“What was that?” she whispered.</p>
-
-<p>But Dick shook his head indifferently.
-“Oh, just a few big guns letting themselves
-go. They do that now and then unexpectedly.
-There is no real fighting. I
-have been here a week. Sometimes at
-night there is a steady crack, crack of rifles
-down miles and miles of the trenches from
-both sides and as far off as you can hear.
-Then every once in a while like thunder
-of angry heathen gods the cannons roar.
-It’s a pretty mad, bad world, Barbara.”</p>
-
-<p>By this time the noise had died away and
-Barbara took her hand from Dick’s.</p>
-
-<p>“We must not stay here much longer,”
-she suggested, “yet I must tell you something.
-You remember all the things I said
-to you in New York about being useful
-and a girl having as much courage as a
-boy and the right to live her own life and
-all that?”</p>
-
-<p>Dick nodded encouragingly. Nevertheless
-and in spite of their surroundings he had
-to pretend to a gravity he did not actually
-feel. For to him at least Barbara appeared
-at this moment enchantingly pretty and
-absurd.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[221]</span></p>
-
-<p>If only she had not been so tiny and her
-eyes so big and softly blue! Of course, the
-short brown curls were now hidden under
-her nurse’s cap. But her lips were quivering
-and the color coming and going in her
-cheeks, which now held little hollows where
-the roundness had previously been.</p>
-
-<p>She held her hands tight together across
-her knees.</p>
-
-<p>“I have turned out a hopeless failure with
-my nursing, Dick. All the silly things I
-told you about myself were just vanity.
-Eugenia and Mildred and even Nona, who
-has had little experience, are doing splendidly.
-But the Superintendent and all the
-people in charge of our hospital want me
-to go home. You see, the trouble is I’m
-a coward. Sometimes I don’t know whether
-I am afraid for myself or whether it is
-because I am so wretched over all the pain
-around me. I try to believe it is the last,
-but I don’t know. When that cannon
-was fired I was frightened for us.”</p>
-
-<p>Dick Thornton’s expression had changed.
-“Why, of course you were. Who isn’t
-scared to death all the time in such an<span class="pagenum">[222]</span>
-infernal racket? Suppose you think I
-haven’t been frightened out of my senses
-all this week? I just go about with my
-knees shaking and scarcely know what I’m
-doing. The soldiers tell me they feel the
-same way when they first get into the firing
-line; after a while one gets more used to it.
-But see here, Barbara,” Dick’s brows knit
-and the lines about his handsome mouth
-deepened. “If you feel the way you say you
-do, in heaven’s name tell me what you
-mean by coming so near the battlefield?
-Whatever put it into your head to attempt
-this ambulance work? Why don’t you
-stay at the hospital and make yourself
-useful? That’s what Mildred is doing,
-isn’t she?”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara nodded. “Yes, but I wasn’t
-useful at the hospital. So I decided to
-walk right up to the cannon’s mouth and
-see if I couldn’t conquer myself. If my
-nerves don’t go to pieces here I feel I can
-endure most anything afterwards.” Barbara
-glanced fearfully about her. Fortunately
-they were hidden from any sight
-of suffering. Then she got quietly up on
-her feet.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[223]</span></p>
-
-<p>“I must go to my work now, I’m afraid
-I have already been shirking,” she said.
-“But please, Dick, you have not yet answered
-my question. What is it you are
-doing with the army? Have you enlisted
-as a soldier?”</p>
-
-<p>Dick took off his cap. Already his skin
-had darkened from the week’s hardships
-and exposure, for a line of white showed
-between his hair and the end of his cap.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I am not a soldier, Barbara. After
-all, you know I am an American and I
-don’t quite feel like killing anybody, German
-or no German. So I am trying to do the
-little I can to help the fellows who are hurt,
-just as you are, although in a different
-fashion. Remember I told you once that
-my real gift might be that of a chauffeur.
-Well, that’s what I am these days, a glorified
-chauffeur. I am running one of the
-field ambulances. You see, I am a pretty
-skilful driver. I go out over the fields
-with my car whenever the Deutschers give
-us a chance and with two other fellows
-pick up the wounded Tommies and try to
-rush them back to safety. It’s a pretty<span class="pagenum">[224]</span>
-exciting business. But somehow in spite
-of being scared I like it.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara again held out her hand. “Will
-you shake hands with me before we have
-to say good-by? Because I want you to
-know that when I thought you were careless
-and good for nothing you were really
-brave and splendid. While I&mdash;oh, well,
-it is tiresome to talk about oneself. You’ll
-come to see us as soon as you can. Mildred
-will be so anxious. And please, please
-be careful for her sake.”</p>
-
-<p>For half a moment Barbara had an
-impulse to mention Mildred Thornton’s
-intimacy with Brooks Curtis, the young
-newspaper correspondent, to her brother.
-But then she realized that there was not
-time. Moreover, Mildred would probably
-prefer telling him whatever there might
-be to tell herself.</p>
-
-<p>Besides, at this instant Nona Davis
-appeared, looking both worried and
-annoyed. What had become of Barbara
-Meade that she was not attending to her
-duties? Was she ill again?</p>
-
-<p>Naturally on discovering Barbara talking<span class="pagenum">[225]</span>
-to a stranger at such a time Nona was
-puzzled and displeased. She had never
-seen Dick Thornton to know him, although
-Mildred had of course frequently spoken
-of her brother.</p>
-
-<p>A few seconds later, when the necessary
-explanations had been made, Nona and
-Barbara went together into the temporary
-hospital building. Dick found his quarters
-and dropped asleep. He had not thought
-it worth while to mention to Barbara that
-he had been working like a Hercules since
-earliest dawn.</p>
-
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-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_226">[226]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XVIII<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>A Reappearance</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">After several weeks of the ambulance
-work, Barbara found herself growing
-more accustomed to it. Not that
-she had recovered from her horror and
-dread. But she had at least learned to
-control her nerves and to become more
-useful. She was able to make up her mind,
-as Dick had told her, that everybody felt
-much as she did, but simply showed greater
-stoicism.</p>
-
-<p>Fortunately for Barbara, her first two
-weeks of work came after a lull in the
-fighting at Neuve Chapelle. There were
-but few desperately wounded soldiers to
-be brought to the hospital. Most of the
-men were either ill from natural causes
-or from some disease contracted in the
-trenches. Only now and then an occasional
-shot from across the line found the way to
-its victim.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[227]</span></p>
-
-<p>Then frequently during this period Barbara
-and Dick enjoyed opportunities for
-short conversations. Several times Dick
-had received leaves of absence to come and
-see his sister and her friends.</p>
-
-<p>He was immediately a great favorite with
-the hospital staff. He and Nona Davis
-seemed to understand each other particularly
-well. There was some bond of likeness
-between them. Both of them moved
-slowly, had an air of languor and easy
-grace, and yet when the necessity arose
-were capable of the swiftest and most definite
-action.</p>
-
-<p>Several times the idea came to Barbara:
-would Dick and Nona some day learn to
-care seriously for each other? She used to
-feel lonely and cold at this thought, yet all
-the while recognizing that this might prove
-a beautiful relationship.</p>
-
-<p>Nona seemed so brave. The other girl
-could not but marvel.</p>
-
-<p>Whatever work she had to do she went
-through it and so far as one could see showed
-no qualms or misgivings. In the dreary
-ride from the field Nona used always to take<span class="pagenum">[228]</span>
-charge of the patient who suffered most.
-And though sometimes her delicate face
-was like alabaster she never faltered either
-in her care or cheerfulness.</p>
-
-<p>Dr. Milton, a young Englishman who had
-charge of one of the new ambulances, was
-open in his praise of Nona’s assistance.
-He could scarcely believe she had so little
-previous nursing experience. But then
-Daisy Redmond insisted that the young
-surgeon was half in love with the southern
-girl and so his opinion was prejudiced.</p>
-
-<p>Moreover, Mildred Thornton also seemed
-greatly cheered by her brother’s appearance,
-although this was natural enough. At
-first she had been frightened for his safety,
-but as the days passed and no fresh fighting
-took place her fears abated.</p>
-
-<p>By nature Mildred Thornton was
-extremely reticent. Never being congenial
-with her mother, she had never made a
-confidant of her. Then, while Dick always
-told her his secrets, she had but few of her
-own and not specially liking to talk, kept
-these to herself. So perhaps by accident
-and perhaps because of her nature she<span class="pagenum">[229]</span>
-said little to her brother about her new
-acquaintances, Mrs. Curtis and Brooks
-Curtis. In a vague way Dick knew of them
-both, understood that Mildred now and
-then went to call on the mother and liked
-her. But he did not know that Mildred ever
-saw the young man or that she received
-frequent letters from him. Nor that these
-letters were brought to her in a mysterious
-fashion by Anton, the half-witted French
-boy, by an especial arrangement.</p>
-
-<p>In the rear of the garden there chanced
-to be a loose stone in the old convent wall.
-The letters were thrust under this stone.
-So whenever Mildred was alone and had the
-chance she could collect her own mail.</p>
-
-<p>There seemed nothing so specially remarkable
-to Mildred in this arrangement.
-The letters usually only contained a short
-note written to her. The rest of the enclosure
-were presumably the letters which
-Brooks Curtis was sending to his newspaper
-in the United States through Mildred’s
-aid. For she used to address them
-to the street and number he had given her
-and mail them at the same time she mailed
-her own home letters.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[230]</span></p>
-
-<p>Probably Mildred did not talk more of
-her friendship with the young newspaper
-man because she did not wish to betray
-what she was doing for him. There could
-be no harm in it and yet there was a possibility
-that the hospital authorities might
-object, everything was being so strictly
-and so carefully managed.</p>
-
-<p>Only two or three times since their walk
-together had Mildred seen the young man
-himself. But she always spent the hours
-she was off duty with his mother and
-apparently knew the history of the son from
-his youth up.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Curtis said that she herself was a
-New Yorker, but that her husband had
-been a foreigner, of what nationality she
-did not mention. But Brooks had been
-taught several languages when he was a
-young boy, both French and German.
-These were most useful to him in his work.
-Then she spoke freely of the admiration
-her son felt for Mildred and that ordinarily
-he did not like the society of girls.</p>
-
-<p>So Mildred was pleased and a little
-flattered. Brooks Curtis was unusually<span class="pagenum">[231]</span>
-clever, there was no disputing that, and
-at times had agreeable manners, only he
-was moody and changeable. Possibly had
-Mildred met him under other circumstances
-she would have felt no interest in him.
-But she had a kind of fellow feeling for
-her own countryman in a strange land.</p>
-
-<p>And though Mildred was not aware of it,
-Mrs. Curtis was an adept in the art of
-flattery. No one in her life had ever said
-such charming things to the girl, or made
-her feel of so great importance. Mrs.
-Curtis hung on everything Mildred said.
-She persuaded her she could not have endured
-her own loneliness except for the
-girl’s kindness.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps owing to the same streak of
-reticence and a little self-depreciation,
-Mildred had not yet become very intimate
-with the other three American Red Cross
-girls who were her companions. They
-were nice to her, but Barbara and Nona
-had developed a friendship which made
-her feel a little left out, and Eugenia was
-too cold and too occupied with her work
-for confidences. One so often wondered
-if she could be a real flesh-and-blood woman.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[232]</span></p>
-
-<p>So the days passed. In spite of the
-tragedy surrounding them a kind of routine
-filled the lives of the Red Cross girls,
-as it did those of the soldiers at the front
-except during the hours of actual warfare.</p>
-
-<p>Actually one afternoon Nona and Barbara
-drove back to the hospital in the
-ambulance with only one patient, who was
-fast asleep for most of the journey.</p>
-
-<p>By and by Nona took a letter out of her
-pocket. “I have been meaning to tell
-you, Barbara, and have never had a real
-chance. Lady Dorian, the friend we met
-on the ship, has been acquitted of the
-charges against her in London. She says
-that they were not able to prove anything,
-though she does not feel sure that she is
-not still regarded with suspicion. The
-papers she carried with her were family
-papers and had nothing to do with political
-matters. She declares that she is not
-in the least a German sympathizer, but
-that she longs and prays for peace. She
-has been trying to establish some kind of
-peace party in London, I think. Some
-time ago, in the first letter I received from<span class="pagenum">[233]</span>
-her, she told me to ask Eugenia if she still
-objected to our friendship, now that there
-were no clouds against her. Of course
-Eugenia said, ‘No.’ So Lady Dorian
-writes me that she is coming over to our
-hospital. Not to nurse; she does not know
-how to do that, but she has given the hospital
-a lot of money and is going to help
-with the office work. I am deeply interested
-to see her again. You know I had
-a feeling we would meet. I don’t often
-take fancies to people, but I have taken
-a strange one to her.”</p>
-
-<p>Barbara nodded. “I like her too, but
-perhaps not just in the way you do. For
-I still feel there is some mystery about her
-that makes me uncomfortable. But she
-is beautiful and charming and I shall look
-forward to her coming.”</p>
-
-<p>That same afternoon just at dusk Barbara
-and Nona arrived at the Sacred Heart
-Hospital. They were so tired that they
-went straight to their rooms and laid
-down.</p>
-
-<p>Half an hour afterwards Eugenia Peabody
-knocked at the door and opened it. She<span class="pagenum">[234]</span>
-had with her a tall woman dressed quietly
-in a plain dark-blue dress fitting the lines
-of her figure closely. Even in the dusk
-she gave one a sense of beauty and poise,
-and there was an odor about her like
-lilacs.</p>
-
-<p>She kissed both girls as if they had been
-real friends.</p>
-
-<p>“I have been hearing of what you have
-been doing and I’m very proud of you,”
-she murmured. “I hope I may be useful
-too.”</p>
-
-<p>But Nona half saw and half felt that the
-woman for whom she had conceived such
-an intense fancy looked very weary and
-sad.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_235">[235]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XIX<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>The Test</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">One morning a short time afterwards,
-as the Red Cross ambulance
-drew within two miles of
-the field hospital, the chauffeur stopped.</p>
-
-<p>For a quarter of an hour before, though
-no one had spoken of it, the four occupants
-of the wagon had heard the far-off
-echo of a tremendous cannonading. It was
-not possible to locate the sound.</p>
-
-<p>Now the chauffeur turned to Dr. Milton.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know whether we ought to
-report for duty this morning,” he volunteered.
-“I’ve an idea the trouble we hoped
-was pretty well over in this neighborhood
-has broken out again. We will
-probably get into the thick of things if
-we go much nearer.”</p>
-
-<p>Dr. Milton’s lips tightened. “That’s
-what we are here for, isn’t it? Oh, I understand
-what you mean; of course you have<span class="pagenum">[236]</span>
-no fear for yourself. Let’s think the situation
-over.”</p>
-
-<p>The young fellow who had charge of the
-particular ambulance in which Nona and
-Barbara were acting as nurses was a young
-Englishman who had volunteered for the
-service from one of the Manchester automobile
-factories. He was a skilled and
-trained workman and believed that in
-guiding a Red Cross ambulance he was
-doing more for his country than in actual
-fighting. But he was as gallant as possible
-and utterly fearless for his own safety.</p>
-
-<p>The two men were together on the front
-seat of the car. Nevertheless, when they
-began talking, as long as the ambulance
-was no longer in movement, both Barbara
-and Nona were able to understand the
-subject of their conversation.</p>
-
-<p>However, neither girl spoke immediately.</p>
-
-<p>Nona Davis turned to gaze at her companion.</p>
-
-<p>But Barbara seemed to have her entire
-attention engaged in straining her ears to
-the noise of the bombarding. Now and
-again there was a faint lull and then the<span class="pagenum">[237]</span>
-noise broke out with added fury. Sometimes
-the sound came from one side of the
-line and sometimes from the other. There
-could be no disputing the fact, fighting
-had indeed begun again.</p>
-
-<p>Dr. Milton swung around and looked at
-Nona.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Davis,” he began. “I know it is
-a great deal to ask of you and Miss Meade.
-We are several miles this side of the hospital
-and the walk will be a long one;
-nevertheless, won’t you both attempt it?
-Of course, you have guessed, just as we
-have, that trouble has broken out afresh
-in our neighborhood and if our ambulance
-goes on much farther we may at any
-moment be in the midst of it. We are
-flying the Red Cross flag, but that does not
-always save us, and couldn’t save us in
-any case from the bursting of a shell. Yet
-Martin and I feel we must go on toward
-the battlefield, as we are needed now more
-than any other time. We must not take
-you into such danger, so if you will leave
-us&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Nona’s golden brown eyes wore almost<span class="pagenum">[238]</span>
-an exalted look, they were so free from
-thought of self.</p>
-
-<p>“But won’t nurses also be more needed?”
-she asked, although not requiring an answer
-to so self-evident a question.</p>
-
-<p>“Dr. Milton, I entirely appreciate your
-feeling, but honestly I am not afraid. I
-don’t exactly know why, but I don’t believe
-anything will happen to me. If it
-does, why of course when one comes here
-for the Red Cross work, one expects to
-take chances.” Again Nona glanced toward
-Barbara, who still had not spoken.
-“Do you think there would be any danger
-if Miss Meade should walk back to the
-hospital alone?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>Really Nona had not the least idea of
-the insult her words implied to the other
-girl. Not for worlds would she have
-wounded or offended her! Neither did she
-believe Barbara a coward because she felt
-that the work ahead of them might be too
-much for her. This business of nursing
-is often a matter of sensibility. The people
-with the finest nerves and tenderest hearts
-are least fitted for the profession. So it<span class="pagenum">[239]</span>
-had become almost a matter of course in
-the past few weeks for the three American
-Red Cross girls to regard the fourth of
-their number in this light.</p>
-
-<p>But Barbara flushed so painfully that
-tears filled her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“So that is what you think of me, is it,
-Nona?” she queried. But she offered no
-further reproaches; only turning quietly
-toward the driver of the ambulance said,
-“Drive on, will you, please. I too am
-unwilling to go back now. We will, of
-course, be as careful as possible, since only
-in that way can we really help.”</p>
-
-<p>Then nobody said another word for the
-next half an hour. Perhaps their hearts
-were too full for speech or their nerves on
-too terrible a tension. Also the noise of
-the firing as they approached nearer the
-line of the British trenches grew more
-appalling.</p>
-
-<p>But along the way Nona slipped her hand
-inside Barbara’s and though her lips were
-not opened, her apology was made and
-accepted. Moreover, in a sub-conscious
-fashion Barbara appreciated that no distrust<span class="pagenum">[240]</span>
-had been intended. For indeed, the
-two girls were daily becoming closer and
-closer friends now that their ambulance
-work gave them the chance for spending
-long hours in each other’s society. Unlike
-as they were they appreciated the very
-differences between them.</p>
-
-<p>But now was not the time for thinking
-of themselves nor of their friendship.</p>
-
-<p>The thought of what lay before them
-called only for brave silences.</p>
-
-<p>With great skill and care the driver of
-their Red Cross ambulance moved in the
-direction of the battle. There could be no
-doubt in any mind of what was taking
-place. Therefore to approach even within
-the neighborhood of the little field hospital
-near the trenches required infinite caution
-and judgment.</p>
-
-<p>Once the car stopped short. Thirty yards
-before them a giant shell tore through the
-air and fell, ripping a tunnel in the green
-earth. The big ambulance wagon felt the
-shock of the explosion, but was not sufficiently
-near to be endangered, except of
-course the thought would force itself:
-Next time would they escape so easily?</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[241]</span></p>
-
-<p>Yet mysteriously Nona and not even
-Barbara were so frightened as one might
-expect. In moments of great peril, as we
-all know, a courage is born which one does
-not have in the lesser moments of life.</p>
-
-<p>Once Barbara thought with a whimsical
-twisting of her lips no one saw, that in all
-probability she was so terrified that she
-had no ordinary method of showing it.
-One could not scream or cry out and certainly
-one could not weep like a nervous
-school girl. Having made up her mind to
-go through with whatever lay before them,
-stoicism was the only possible way of facing
-the situation.</p>
-
-<p>Finally the ambulance arrived at the
-edge of a woods about half a mile back from
-the stable which had been transformed
-into the temporary Red Cross hospital at
-the beginning of the fighting at Neuve
-Chapelle.</p>
-
-<p>For the moment the noise of the cannon
-and guns from the two lines of trenches
-lying so tragically near one another, made
-speech between the occupants of the wagon
-almost impossible. Yet the young Englishman<span class="pagenum">[242]</span>
-brought his ambulance to a stand-still
-behind a clump of trees that so far
-had been spared from destruction.</p>
-
-<p>“We must leave the ambulance here,”
-he directed, “it will be wiser to bring the
-soldiers to the car, than run the risk of
-having it made a target.”</p>
-
-<p>The ambulance surgeon nodded; there
-was no time for discussion.</p>
-
-<p>“Will you wait here or come with us
-nearer the hospital?” he asked, looking at
-Nona.</p>
-
-<p>She made no reply, only started to follow
-the two men across the open field that
-lay between the hiding place of the ambulance
-and the work before them. Barbara
-silently kept at her side.</p>
-
-<p>The girls could see the ground shake as
-if stirred by an earthquake. Then from
-the line, where they knew the British
-trenches to be concealed, poured a steady
-stream of low-lying smoke crawling across
-the land like innumerable serpents. This
-was returned in the same fashion, while
-overhead thundered the larger field guns,
-whose smoke hung like a giant cloud overhead.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[243]</span></p>
-
-<p>None of the guns were being turned upon
-the open space over which the two girls and
-two men were running at a steady pace.
-Moreover, they were somewhat protected
-by the breastworks which had been thrown
-up before the little emergency hospital and
-the fact that the Red Cross flag flew from
-a tall flagstaff set in front of it, visible
-many miles away.</p>
-
-<p>They were well in sight of the hospital
-when Barbara’s former terror reasserted
-itself. With this first glimpse, things were
-worse than her most terrified dreams had
-pictured.</p>
-
-<p>Running across the meadows whenever a
-lull came in the firing were soldiers bearing
-their stricken comrades. Because few of
-them dared cease from their own labor of
-firing, the men at the work of rescue were
-not soldiers but those who had specially
-volunteered for the saving of the wounded.</p>
-
-<p>It is not worth while to speak of the
-scene at the field hospital. If one’s own
-imagination cannot picture it, perhaps it
-is better never to know of the horrors of
-a battlefield.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[244]</span></p>
-
-<p>For the next few hours Barbara and
-Nona worked as never before in their lives.
-They became inspired human machines.
-No longer did they consciously hear even
-the noises of the cannonading. Every
-instant something had to be done. There
-were wounds to be cleansed, bandages put
-on. The surgeons assisted when an operation
-could not be delayed.</p>
-
-<p>Often the two American Red Cross girls
-stood close together without recognizing
-each other’s presence.</p>
-
-<p>Once and only once did Barbara Meade
-wake up.</p>
-
-<p>By chance she was standing by the opening
-of a great tent that had been put up
-near the stable now serving as a temporary
-relief station after it had become too
-crowded for usefulness.</p>
-
-<p>Some special sight or sound must have
-attracted her attention, although she was
-not aware of it at the time. Her hands
-were busy holding a basin of water, but her
-eyes were drawn in another direction. At
-that moment Dick Thornton came into the
-tent bearing a wounded man in his arms.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[245]</span></p>
-
-<p>Barbara paid no attention to the soldier.
-She found herself wondering two things:
-one of them why she had not thought
-before of Dick’s peril, and the other, how
-had she been able to recognize him so
-swiftly when it was scarcely possible to see
-his face?</p>
-
-<p>Surely the Dick she recalled lounging in
-the beautiful old New York library smoking
-a cigarette, wearing a velvet coat, perfumed
-and smiling, had indeed vanished.
-This fellow’s face was covered with smoke
-and blood, his khaki coat had been wrapped
-about a comrade so that now he was in his
-shirt sleeves, but the shirt was torn and
-crimson.</p>
-
-<p>Was Dick wounded? Barbara had no
-chance to ask. Her friend did not look
-toward her&mdash;was apparently not aware of
-her presence. A surgeon had come forward
-to assist him, and finding an empty cot he
-put his burden down upon it. The next
-instant he had gone.</p>
-
-<p>To Barbara’s credit she did not let the
-basin in her hands tremble for even the
-slightest instant, neither did she falter in<span class="pagenum">[246]</span>
-body or spirit. She closed her lips tight
-together, stiffened her body and went on
-with her work.</p>
-
-<p>But when her task was finished perhaps
-she showed the passing of an unusual strain.
-Anyhow the doctor whom she had been
-helping chanced to glance at her.</p>
-
-<p>“I say, Miss Meade,” he said kindly,
-“you are overdoing things. Nothing to
-be gained by that. Go out in the fresh air,
-get away from this if you can and rest ten
-or fifteen minutes. You should know when
-you feel better.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl hesitated.</p>
-
-<p>“Do as I tell you,” the surgeon continued
-more sternly. “We haven’t time
-to have you on our hands, and you look
-like you might keel over after a little more
-of this.”</p>
-
-<p>Then wearily Barbara crept out into the
-fresh air, feeling all of a sudden that her
-knees did not belong to her and that she
-was nearly unable to stand.</p>
-
-<p>But once outside and with no duty before
-her, she managed to walk for some little
-distance. In truth she did long to escape<span class="pagenum">[247]</span>
-for a while from the sorrow about her.
-But of course at such a time and in such a
-place this was impossible. Between her
-and the battleground were only a few
-meadows and fields. Nevertheless, the
-girl sank thankfully down upon the earth,
-closing her eyes. At least she need <em>see</em> no
-more terrors of battle for a little time.</p>
-
-<p>How long she kept her eyes closed
-Barbara did not know, but when she
-opened them she stared ahead of her with
-nothing definite in her mind, as she was too
-fatigued to think.</p>
-
-<p>What she saw, however, was a small field
-ambulance waving a Red Cross flag tearing
-across a space at no great distance
-away from her. It traveled so fast that the
-car shook from its own vibrations, and in
-the chauffeur’s seat Barbara had an instantaneous
-vision of the same stained face
-she had recognized a short while before.</p>
-
-<p>It was all plain enough, Dick Thornton
-was engaged in the work of rescue. He
-must have driven his field ambulance back
-into the danger line and be again returning
-with wounded men.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[248]</span></p>
-
-<p>Barbara got quickly on her feet. Some
-instinct drove her forward, or was it the
-inspiration of that careening wagon with its
-load of human freight?</p>
-
-<p>Dick must have had a forewarning of
-danger, for never had he attempted reaching
-safety with a more reckless effort at
-speed. Yet the disaster came when he
-had about ceased to look for it. They were
-nearing the hospital, there were no guns
-trained in their direction. Yet possibly
-a mistake was made somewhere at this
-moment. The German gunners may have
-thought that they had located a position
-where British officers were giving their
-commands.</p>
-
-<p>Unexpectedly, and of course without
-warning, Barbara saw a cloud of smoke
-surrounding the field ambulance, heard
-the noise of an exploding shell and before
-the car overturned, Dick Thornton, with
-his arms outspread, pitch forward and
-land with his face and half his body buried
-in the earth.</p>
-
-<p>Nor did the firing cease in the place
-where he lay.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_249">[249]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XX<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>A Girl’s Deed</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">It may be just as well that there are
-crises in human life when one acts
-without thinking.</p>
-
-<p>So it was now with Barbara Meade.
-She did not consider her own danger, nor
-perhaps the foolishness of her deed. All
-she saw was that Dick Thornton was lying
-defenseless upon the ground with a rain
-of shrapnel descending about him.</p>
-
-<p>It may have been that he was dead and
-that nothing could further injure or aid
-him, but Barbara did not contemplate this.
-She did not cry for help nor even turn back
-for a moment toward the hospital. Quick
-as a flash, with the swift movement and
-decision characteristic of the girl, she darted
-from her own place of comparative safety
-out into the open field.</p>
-
-<p>The ambulance had overturned slowly
-so that one-half of it had sunk down at<span class="pagenum">[250]</span>
-the side, but in any case the wounded men
-were safer within its covered walls than
-under the angry skies.</p>
-
-<p>It required only a few moments for the
-girl to reach the prostrate figure of the
-American boy. He had not stirred after
-his fall, so that Barbara instantly dropped
-down on her knees beside him and with a
-nurse’s knowledge took hold of the limp
-hand that was lying in the dust, to count
-the beating of his pulse. It was so faint
-she could hardly be sure of it.</p>
-
-<p>She must find out his injury, and yet
-first he must be gotten to a place of greater
-security.</p>
-
-<p>Curious that Barbara, who had been so
-fearful of the horrors of war, should be so
-fearless now! <a id="Ref_250"></a>But it did not occur to her
-that she was in equal peril there by the
-body of her wounded friend. The gun fire
-which might again strike him was equally
-apt to choose her for a victim.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, the girl’s body partly covered
-that of the boy as she leaned over him and
-seizing him firmly by the shoulders began
-dragging him backwards.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[251]</span></p>
-
-<p>If they could get behind the partly overturned
-ambulance perhaps in a little while
-the firing might cease in their neighborhood
-long enough for the hospital staff to
-rescue them.</p>
-
-<p>Barbara set her teeth. If she had been
-weary a short while before she had forgotten
-it now. But Dick was tall and
-heavy and she was so stupidly, ridiculously
-small. However, Barbara made no effort
-to be gentle. If Dick had been a log of
-wood that she had been forced to bring
-to a certain spot she would have hauled it
-in much the same way.</p>
-
-<p>Yet once she believed she heard Dick
-groan and this was perhaps her one consciously
-glad moment, for at least he was
-alive; before she had not been altogether
-sure.</p>
-
-<p>But once behind the wagon, Barbara sat
-down and drew Dick’s head into her lap.
-Gently she pushed the hair back from his
-face and then from a little canteen she always
-carried poured a few drops of water
-between his lips. He seemed to swallow
-them. She could see now that his right<span class="pagenum">[252]</span>
-shoulder had been struck and that his arm
-hung strangely at his side. There might be
-other worse injuries, of course, but this
-one she could discern.</p>
-
-<p>Then Barbara wiped the grime from her
-companion’s face with the white linen
-cloths she had in her pocket. Only then
-did the tears start to her eyes, because the
-blood which had been stopped by the dirt
-encrusting it began to flow afresh. Dick
-also had a wound across his face. It did
-not appear serious, but Barbara had suddenly
-thought of Mrs. Thornton’s pride in
-Dick’s appearance and of what she would
-suffer should she see him like this. The
-girl had a sudden, unreasonable feeling of
-resentment against Dick himself. After
-all, what right had he to risk his life in this
-horrible war? He was an American and
-owed no duty to another country.</p>
-
-<p>The next instant Barbara realized her
-own absurdity. Was she not in her way
-doing just what Dick had done, only of
-course far less nobly and well? And after
-all, were not men and women fighting for
-the right, brothers and sisters in the divinest
-sense?</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[253]</span></p>
-
-<p>When Dick Thornton finally opened his
-eyes Barbara was crying in earnest. It
-was ridiculous and utterly undignified of
-her. Here she had done the bravest kind
-of deed quickly and efficiently, but now
-that she should be showing all the calmness
-of a well-regulated trained nurse, she had
-taken to weeping.</p>
-
-<p>Of course, Dick did not return at once to
-a full understanding of the situation. For
-to Barbara’s credit it must be said that
-while she was indulging in tears she was
-also bandaging Dick’s forehead with all
-possible skill. It was perhaps the touch of
-her hands that had awakened him.</p>
-
-<p>For a moment he gazed at the girl stupidly.
-But when her work was finished and
-his head again rested quietly in her lap,
-Dick endeavored to look about him. A
-movement made him faint with pain, yet
-he could turn his eyes without stirring.
-Vaguely he saw the overturned ambulance
-in front of them, heard faint moans on the
-inside. Then there was the field. He recalled
-driving like mad across it and the
-explosion that had plunged him out of the<span class="pagenum">[254]</span>
-car. What had taken place was becoming
-fairly clear except for the presence of his
-little western friend. What on earth was
-Barbara Meade doing here in a desperately
-dangerous situation? He remembered now
-having seen her assisting one of the surgeons
-inside the hospital tent earlier in the day.
-At least he believed he had seen her; there
-had been no moment then even for thought.</p>
-
-<p>But what must he do now?</p>
-
-<p>“Barbara,” Dick began with surprising
-firmness, “you must get out of this death
-trap at once. The Lord only knows how
-you got here! Some one will look after us
-as soon as there is half a chance.”</p>
-
-<p>But Dick’s last words were lost. Over
-in the dust a few feet from the place where
-he had first fallen a piece of broken shell
-fell with a kind of shriek. Stone and earth
-shot up in the air like a geyser and falling
-again partly covered the young man and
-Barbara and also the white sides of the
-ambulance.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t talk, Dick,” Barbara returned
-firmly. “You are right, some one will look
-after us as soon as possible.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[255]</span></p>
-
-<p>Perhaps another five minutes passed,
-perhaps half an hour; there is no way of
-counting time in danger. Now and then a
-bullet or a piece of shrapnel passed beyond
-them or sunk into the earth at no great
-distance away. Dick again lost consciousness,
-Barbara remained almost equally
-still. Whatever fate might send they must
-accept.</p>
-
-<p>But while Barbara Meade had given no
-thought to the nearness of the relief hospital
-and the men and women at work
-there, when she had made her swift rush to
-Dick Thornton’s aid, naturally the overturning
-of the Red Cross ambulance had
-not gone long unobserved.</p>
-
-<p>As everyone except Barbara was at work
-at the moment of the actual accident to
-the car, no one had seen her immediate
-action. However, the noise of the explosions
-so close to them naturally attracted
-the attention of the hospital staff. It was
-unusual, although it did happen now and
-then, for the German firing to be directed
-toward a Red Cross hospital. Perhaps it
-was intentional, perhaps a mistake had<span class="pagenum">[256]</span>
-been made; one could only accept the fact
-that war is war.</p>
-
-<p>Through a small telescope one of the
-hospital surgeons studied the position of the
-overturned ambulance a short time after
-Barbara succeeded in drawing Dick behind
-its shelter. Then he became aware that
-one of their Red Cross nurses was also
-beside the ambulance. He could distinctly
-see her uniform, even the Red Cross
-on her arm.</p>
-
-<p>The next moment he called Dr. Milton,
-who happened to be passing with Nona
-Davis on their way to another case.</p>
-
-<p>You may remember that the accident
-had taken place between a quarter and a
-half mile across the fields.</p>
-
-<p>Therefore it was not difficult when Nona’s
-turn came to look through the telescope to
-recognize Barbara Meade. Dick she did
-not recognize, but indeed she paid scant
-attention to the khaki figure on the ground.
-Her interest was in her friend.</p>
-
-<p>As soon as possible six volunteers made
-their way to the ambulance. Dick was
-carried safely back to the hospital and the<span class="pagenum">[257]</span>
-two wounded men inside the ambulance
-whom he had been trying to save. Barbara
-walked beside them.</p>
-
-<p>A little later, when the firing in the neighborhood
-had entirely ceased, the ambulance
-itself was righted and dragged back
-to the hospital for repairs. Fortunately,
-the car itself had been little injured.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_258">[258]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XXI<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>An Unexpected Situation</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">Dick Thornton for a short time
-was desperately ill.</p>
-
-<p>He had, of course, been removed
-to the Sacred Heart Hospital as soon as
-possible in order that his sister Mildred
-might be near him. But both Mildred and
-Barbara helped with the nursing.</p>
-
-<p>It was considered wiser by the hospital
-authorities that Barbara should not return
-immediately to her work with the Red
-Cross ambulance at the front. She was
-more shaken by her experience than she
-herself realized, or at least so her appearance
-suggested. No one, not even Mildred
-Thornton, dreamed that a part of her pallor
-might be due to anxiety for Dick. Nevertheless,
-Barbara went about her work at
-the hospital looking spent and exhausted,
-yet she no longer flinched at anything she
-was called upon to do. The greater tragedies<span class="pagenum">[259]</span>
-she had lately seen had taught her
-more self-control.</p>
-
-<p>Just at first Barbara was not aware of
-the change in the attitude of the hospital
-staff toward her after her rescue of Dick
-Thornton. It had seemed such a natural
-action to her she had not given it any
-thought.</p>
-
-<p>But Nona Davis had not seen it in the
-same light, nor had Dr. Milton nor the
-other nurses and physicians near the battlefield.</p>
-
-<p>Everywhere there was talk of the valor
-and common sense of the young American
-girl. Whether or not it was true, she was
-given the credit for having saved Dick’s
-life. Had he remained unprotected a
-stray shot must have done for him.</p>
-
-<p>Mildred made no effort to conceal her
-gratitude and affection for Barbara, and
-even Lady Dorothy Mathers and Daisy
-Redmond, the two English girls who at
-first had small faith in Barbara’s ability,
-were now generously kind to her. Actually
-Lady Dorothy apologized for having previously
-slighted her, while Alexina McIntyre
-gathered Barbara into her capable arms.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[260]</span></p>
-
-<p>“You’re a wee thing, there is no denying
-it, but I’ve always believed you had grit
-and now you have proved it.”</p>
-
-<p>So in course of time Barbara grew happier
-and stronger, though not, as it turned out,
-until Dick was out of danger. The wound
-on his face healed rapidly enough, but the
-trouble had been with his splintered shoulder.
-He would hardly be useful at the
-front for some time to come.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, though Barbara remained
-behind for the regular staff nursing, Nona
-Davis continued in the ambulance service.
-The suggestion was made that she be
-relieved by one of the other nurses, but
-Nona preferred to make no change. For
-some reason she seemed peculiarly fitted for
-the work at the front. It required a coolness
-and obedience to orders that she was
-able to give. Her lack of long training did
-not count so seriously against her, since
-she was always under a surgeon’s orders.
-Moreover, her courage and devotion never
-appeared to falter.</p>
-
-<p>Often when she returned to the hospital
-at night Eugenia Peabody would look at<span class="pagenum">[261]</span>
-her in amazement. Could Nona be made
-of flesh and blood? She seemed so slender
-and fragile and yet was like fine steel. The
-truth was that all her life Nona had been
-accustomed to taking care of some one, so
-that she thought far less of herself and her
-own sensations than other girls of her age.
-Moreover, back of her stretched a long line
-of cavalier ancestors, who have a peculiar
-quality of endurance under conditions of
-war, whatever their weakness in times of
-peace.</p>
-
-<p>But really Nona was animated by none
-of these toploftical ideas; she was merely
-doing the best she could in the place where
-she seemed most needed.</p>
-
-<p>However, other persons besides Eugenia
-marveled at her. Now and then when they
-were both free, Lady Dorian and Nona
-spent an hour or so together. The older
-woman was assisting with the business
-affairs of the hospital. An outsider can
-scarcely realize how much business there is
-that must be wisely administered. So Lady
-Dorian spent her time ordering supplies
-and watching over their disposal, but she<span class="pagenum">[262]</span>
-made no friends except with Nona. An
-air of mystery still clung like a tangible
-atmosphere about her, and though the
-rest of the hospital staff were aware of it
-and did not understand her presence among
-them, they were too busy to give her much
-attention or thought.</p>
-
-<p>Yet Nona Davis frequently thought of
-her in her long journeys back and forth.
-In spite of their increasing intimacy Lady
-Dorian had told her nothing more of herself.
-She mentioned no details of her
-arrest in London nor of the reasons the
-authorities had for finally releasing her.
-So Nona could not help feeling a slight
-curiosity, although she tried to smother it
-by scolding herself for her lack of good taste.
-Certainly one should never wish to know
-anything of a friend’s life except what the
-friend wishes to tell, and yet at times it is
-hard not to desire the knowledge.</p>
-
-<p>However, Nona’s own affairs at this
-period should have been sufficiently absorbing
-to have made her forget other people’s.
-The soldiers she had helped to care for, the
-surgeons she was in the habit of assisting,<span class="pagenum">[263]</span>
-showed a peculiar affection and kindness
-for the young southern girl. And Dr.
-Milton made no effort to disguise his
-devotion.</p>
-
-<p>At first when he discovered his own
-emotion the young English physician had
-no intention of betraying himself. He had
-come to the war to do his duty and not to
-give way to the ridiculous weakness of
-falling in love. But Nona had proved too
-much for him. So far, however, he had
-sufficient self-control not to have spoken of
-it to her. And if he showed his feeling in
-other ways Nona gave no sign of having
-understood, so the young surgeon had not
-been able to decide whether she felt more
-than a passing friendliness for him.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, he was glad one morning
-to be entrusted with a special message
-which was to be given in person to Miss
-Nona Davis.</p>
-
-<p>An orderly had called at the temporary
-hospital near the British line of trenches
-to say that Colonel Dalton would like to
-speak to Miss Davis at his headquarters.</p>
-
-<p>Naturally Nona was surprised by the<span class="pagenum">[264]</span>
-message. She knew, of course, that after
-his recovery Colonel Dalton had returned
-to his command. There was almost daily
-talk of him, as he was regarded as one of
-the most capable officers at the front. But
-she had not seen him since the hour of their
-conversation by his bedside. What could
-he possibly wish of her? However, the
-interview was to take place a little before
-noon on the same day and an officer would
-call to escort her into the presence of his
-superior.</p>
-
-<p>Frankly other persons beside the girl were
-mystified by Colonel Dalton’s command.
-He was not in the habit of paying any
-attention to the Red Cross work or its
-workers. His reputation was that of a
-stern disciplinarian, whom his men respected
-but did not always like. So when Dr.
-Milton suggested that his intention might
-be to bestow some mark of favor upon Miss
-Davis for her devotion to the soldiers, no
-one took the idea seriously. Fortunately
-Nona did not even hear of it.</p>
-
-<p>Before noon, however, she was ready to
-do as she had been bidden. She was<span class="pagenum">[265]</span>
-waiting in the rear of the relief hospital
-when a young officer in the uniform of a
-lieutenant of the South Lancastershire regiment,
-riding one horse and leading another,
-drew up before her and dismounted.</p>
-
-<p>Almost without regarding him Nona
-allowed him to help her into the saddle.
-Then they set off across country together,
-the young lieutenant a little in the lead.
-The secret of an officer’s headquarters is
-sometimes so carefully guarded that not
-even his own soldiers know its exact
-location.</p>
-
-<p>Nona was not even particularly interested.
-She realized that she rode about
-three-quarters of a mile and then stopped
-in front of what appeared like an immense
-pile of brushwood. Behind it was a small
-wooden building, evidently a temporary
-structure, and inside the building, seated
-before a small pine table with a telephone
-receiver in his hand, was Colonel Dalton.</p>
-
-<p>Here at last Nona became vitally interested.
-She had been told that innumerable
-telephone wires, most of them underground,
-connected the British officer’s quarters with<span class="pagenum">[266]</span>
-the trenches at the front as well as with
-the headquarters of other officers and with
-the different positions of the field artillery.
-Here was certain proof of it. The officers
-with the men in the trenches must take
-their commands from their superiors who
-were in truth the “gods behind the
-machines.”</p>
-
-<p>The lieutenant saluted. Colonel Dalton
-returned the salute curtly. Nona simply
-waited and watched.</p>
-
-<p>By and by Colonel Dalton put down the
-telephone receiver.</p>
-
-<p>“Be seated,” he said briefly, and Nona
-sat down on a wooden stool the younger
-officer thrust toward her. She had no
-special sensation of awe; she was seldom
-afraid of people except in social life. This
-was simply a part of her day’s work.
-Nevertheless she wondered why Colonel
-Dalton was frowning at her so severely.</p>
-
-<p>The same instant he took a bundle of
-papers from inside his pocket.</p>
-
-<p>“Sorry to trouble you with this, Miss
-Davis, but for the present you seem the
-best person to get hold of. I remember<span class="pagenum">[267]</span>
-our talk at the hospital, and moreover, I’ve
-the impression you can answer questions
-and keep your own counsel when it’s
-necessary. There is some ugly work going
-on at the Sacred Heart Hospital. I’ve
-reason to believe that there is a spy among
-the workers over there. Is there any one
-you can think of who might be willing to
-give news of the British positions, the
-amount of our ammunition and other facts
-to the enemy? Think this over quietly
-and coolly. I promise you that no one
-will be held responsible whose guilt is not
-plainly proved and also that whatever you
-are willing to tell me will be kept in strictest
-confidence.”</p>
-
-<p>“But why do you think such a thing?
-How can you possibly imagine?” Nona
-faltered, and then appreciated that this was
-not the manner in which to address an
-officer. Colonel Dalton would not make
-such an accusation without due proof of
-his suspicion.</p>
-
-<p>Nona had a dreadful sensation of horror
-and confusion. Surely Colonel Dalton
-must be mistaken. Never were there a<span class="pagenum">[268]</span>
-more devoted, more sincere group of workers
-than the Red Cross nurses and physicians
-at the Sacred Heart Hospital. That treason
-could dwell among them was out of the
-question. Yet all the while the American
-girl was voicing this silent protest in her
-own heart, automatically she was reviewing
-the name and character of every member
-of their staff. There was no one, no one,
-who could not be wholly trusted, whose
-family and whose history were not open
-books.</p>
-
-<p>Then a face and figure passed before the
-girl’s vision and in a flash she controlled
-the leaping of the hot blood to her cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>Nona looked directly at Colonel Dalton.</p>
-
-<p>“You have asked me a question I will not
-answer,” she returned quietly. “I do not,
-of course, know whether you have the right
-to force me, but I feel that I have no right
-to say a single word that would reflect on
-any man or woman at our hospital. What
-I could tell you would amount to nothing;
-it would only be guessing at best. For I
-have no actual reason for being suspicious
-of any one.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[269]</span></p>
-
-<p>“No <em>actual</em> reason?” Colonel Dalton repeated.
-“Have you any reason at all?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” Nona returned.</p>
-
-<p>The Colonel glanced again at the papers
-in his hands. “Because you were so kind
-as to nurse me at the Sacred Heart Hospital
-and because I am aware of the noble
-work their nurses and doctors have been
-doing for the wounded, I want no evil
-gossip to surround you. Do not mention
-my errand, but say to your superintendent
-that I will call in person to see her
-tomorrow evening. Perhaps you are right
-in not betraying whomever it is you seem
-to suspect. Good-by.”</p>
-
-<p>Colonel Dalton again bowed his head,
-and as another officer had entered the room
-to speak to him, Nona hurried out.</p>
-
-<p>The same lieutenant escorted her back
-to her starting point, but once again Nona
-paid no attention to him. She was in a
-tumult of surprise, apprehension and sorrow.
-A spy at the Sacred Heart Hospital,
-what knowledge had Colonel Dalton to
-go upon? Yet he appeared convinced and
-was too wise a man to accept a suspicion
-without proof.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[270]</span></p>
-
-<p>No intimate personal sorrow had ever
-disturbed Nona Davis more seriously. Yet
-these were days when one could not give
-way. She must continue with her work as
-if nothing had happened and Colonel Dalton
-had commanded that she confide in
-no one. Yet if she could only speak of
-his suspicion to one single person, perhaps
-her own fears might be dissipated, or else,
-or else&mdash;here Nona scarcely faced her own
-thought. Perhaps the telling might enable
-the offender to escape while there was still
-opportunity.</p>
-
-<p>She was dazed and sick when her escort
-assisted her to alight for the second time.
-Yet she had a vague sensation that his
-eyes were gazing at her with a strange
-combination of amusement and sympathy.
-But of course she must have been dreaming,
-because after she had walked several yards
-away she thought she overheard him say,
-“Are you the gardener’s son?” And
-really she had no right to believe the
-young officer had suddenly lost his mind.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
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-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_271">[271]</span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>CHAPTER XXII<br />
-<span class="cheaderfont"><em>Recognition</em></span></h2>
-
-
-<p class="dropcap">Nona Davis delivered Colonel Dalton’s
-message to the superintendent
-of the Sacred Heart Hospital.
-However, after second thought Colonel
-Dalton also sent a letter explaining the
-circumstances more fully and asking for
-a private meeting in order that a thorough
-investigation be made.</p>
-
-<p>A woman of about forty with a large
-experience of life, Miss Grey, though deeply
-disturbed by the British officer’s suspicion,
-did not allow herself to go to pieces over
-it. She knew that they were living in the
-heat and turmoil of the most terrible war
-in history, where every day thousands of
-men and women were willing to give their
-lives to afford the slightest aid to their
-country. Everywhere there had been stories
-of spies and oftentimes many of them
-were the last persons to be suspected. It<span class="pagenum">[272]</span>
-was dreadful to learn that a spy had crept
-within the shelter of the Sacred Heart
-Hospital, and yet there was no reason why
-one place should be spared more than
-another.</p>
-
-<p>So very quietly Miss Grey set to work
-to study possibilities for herself, in order
-that she might be able later to assist Colonel
-Dalton in his effort to unearth the guilty
-person. She knew the name and something
-of the past history of every individual on
-her hospital staff, including both the outside
-and inside servants. This, owing to
-the conditions of war, she had considered
-a part of her duty. Indeed, she kept a
-small book in which their names, previous
-addresses and occupations were carefully
-registered and the Red Cross nurses had
-also presented their nursing certificates
-with a brief outline of their circumstances.</p>
-
-<p>So without discussing the situation with
-any one else seriously, Miss Grey studied
-the contents of this little volume, intending
-to hand it to Colonel Dalton as soon as
-they met.</p>
-
-<p>Without the least sense of prejudice she<span class="pagenum">[273]</span>
-found herself most interested in the latest
-arrivals at the hospital. Of course, there
-was as yet no reason, so far as she knew,
-why one person should be suspected beyond
-another. The spy may have been in their
-midst many months waiting the opportunity
-for betrayal. Nevertheless, as the
-discovery of treachery was so recent, it was
-natural for her to guess that the evildoer
-was a comparatively new member of their
-staff.</p>
-
-<p>The newcomers chanced to be the eight
-new nurses, four of them American and
-four British, who had begun work about
-two months before, and Lady Dorian, who
-was the last arrival.</p>
-
-<p>Just as Nona had felt a sudden chill at
-the thought of Lady Dorian’s painful
-experience and her evident wish not to talk
-of herself, so Miss Grey frowned and
-flushed when she came upon her name in
-the hospital biography.</p>
-
-<p>Had the authorities been wise in accepting
-Lady Dorian’s presence among them
-and the very generous gifts she had made
-so soon after her trial in London? It was<span class="pagenum">[274]</span>
-true that nothing had then been proven
-against her and so very probably she had
-naught to do with the attempted destruction
-of the ship upon which she had chanced
-to be a passenger. However, it might
-have been the better part of valor to have
-regarded Lady Dorian with possible scepticism,
-more especially as so little was known
-of her previous history.</p>
-
-<p>Yet with no facts at her disposal Miss
-Grey took the only wise course, she reserved
-judgment.</p>
-
-<p>Thirty-six hours later, just after dusk,
-Colonel Dalton, accompanied by the lieutenant
-who was one of his aides, rode up to
-the Sacred Heart Hospital. He went
-straight into the business office of the
-superintendent, where he spent half an
-hour with Miss Grey, Mrs. Payne and
-other persons in positions of trust.</p>
-
-<p>At the close of that time a command was
-issued, asking the surgeons, nurses and
-servants in relays of eight or ten to come
-into the office in order that Colonel Dalton
-might question them. No one, of course,
-except Nona Davis, had any conception of<span class="pagenum">[275]</span>
-why a British officer should be devoting his
-valuable time to interviewing the members
-of a hospital staff for any purpose whatsoever.</p>
-
-<p>But by chance Eugenia, Mildred, Barbara
-and Nona, Lady Mathers, Alexina
-McIntyre and Lady Dorian made one of
-the latest groups. It was not by chance,
-however, that Nona went first to Lady
-Dorian’s tiny room at the top of the tallest
-tower and asked that they might go downstairs
-together.</p>
-
-<p>To the girl’s horror Lady Dorian absolutely
-refused to accompany her.</p>
-
-<p>She was sitting by a window with only a
-lighted taper in the room, apparently
-nervous and unhappy.</p>
-
-<p>“Please present my respects to Commander
-Dalton,” she said, “and say that
-as I am not well it will be impossible for
-me to see him.” Lady Dorian spoke so
-quietly, as if there were no question of her
-wish not being respected, that Nona was
-frightened.</p>
-
-<p>“But you <em>must</em> come, please,” the younger
-girl urged. “I am afraid you don’t realize<span class="pagenum">[276]</span>
-how important it is that all of us be
-present. Don’t you appreciate that whatever
-reason Colonel Dalton may have for
-talking with us, it would not look well for
-any one of us to refuse to be interviewed?”</p>
-
-<p>But Nona’s arguments and persuasions
-proved of no avail. Finally she had to
-go down to the office with the others, leaving
-Lady Dorian in her own room.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless Nona did not dare repeat
-aloud the message her friend had given
-her. She only whispered its substance confusedly
-in Miss Grey’s ear and the next
-moment the superintendent left the room.</p>
-
-<p>No one of the four American Red Cross
-girls nor any one else present ever forgot
-the next quarter of an hour.</p>
-
-<p>Colonel Dalton was intensely angry. He
-considered that he was not doing the work
-of a soldier and only his interest in the
-Sacred Heart Hospital induced him to conduct
-an inquiry of such a nature. However,
-the traitor had to be discovered and
-at once.</p>
-
-<p>In his hand he held the bunch of papers
-which Nona recognized as the same he had<span class="pagenum">[277]</span>
-in his conversation with her. Also she
-recognized the lieutenant as the young
-officer who had previously escorted her and
-who had made such an extraordinary
-speech at their moment of parting.</p>
-
-<p>However, Colonel Dalton was only beginning
-his cross-examination of the latest
-comers when the door of the office again
-opened and Miss Grey entered accompanied
-by Lady Dorian.</p>
-
-<p>Nona gave a little gasp of relief and dismay.
-For never had she seen any one look
-so ill and wretched as Lady Dorian. She
-was plainly making every effort to keep
-her face averted from the gaze of the older
-man, who was sitting in a chair beside a
-small table.</p>
-
-<p>But Nona was the more amazed when
-she turned to see what impression had
-been made upon Colonel Dalton. Disturbed
-by the opening of the door, he had
-glanced up. Now his face was no longer
-crimson from anger and outdoor exposure,
-but white and drawn, and his eyes expressed
-extraordinary surprise and discomfort.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[278]</span></p>
-
-<p>For a moment his lips moved without
-making a sound, but the next he had
-assumed his former military bearing.</p>
-
-<p>“In the past few weeks letters have been
-mailed from this hospital, supposedly addressed
-to a newspaper in New York City
-for publication, but in reality exposing the
-secrets of the British army in this neighborhood
-to our enemy,” he began. “It
-should not be difficult for some one on this
-staff to tell me who posted these letters and
-where the information they contain was
-obtained.” The officer then struck the
-table harshly with the papers in his hand.
-“One of these letters got through the post,
-the others are in my possession, so there
-will be little chance for the informant to
-escape. Has any one a suggestion as to
-who the man or woman may be?”</p>
-
-<p>At the question had all the persons in
-the room been spies they could scarcely
-have appeared more miserable and guilty.
-Moreover, for a moment no one attempted
-to reply.</p>
-
-<p>Presently Mildred Thornton walked over
-to the table.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[279]</span></p>
-
-<p>Mildred was not handsome, yet at this
-moment her dignity, her refinement and
-more than that, her look of intelligence
-which was like her distinguished father’s,
-had never been more apparent.</p>
-
-<p>“Will you show me the letters you speak
-of, Colonel Dalton?” she asked in a low
-tone.</p>
-
-<p>The officer appeared to hesitate, but
-after a careful study of the girl he gave the
-letters into her hands.</p>
-
-<p>Near them was a lamp on the table
-and Mildred stooped as she went rapidly
-through the papers. Then she straightened
-up and her lips were like chalk.</p>
-
-<p>“I mailed the letters,” she said distinctly.
-“But listen to me for a moment
-while I explain, then I’m ready to take
-whatever punishment I deserve.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a complete silence. Mildred
-spoke very calmly, very proudly; nevertheless,
-no one of her three American
-friends believed her. Mildred’s statement
-was so incredible, she must have lost her
-senses. Instinctively Barbara started forward
-to protest, but both Eugenia and
-Nona held on to her.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[280]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Wait until she has spoken,” Eugenia
-ordered.</p>
-
-<p>Colonel Dalton himself did not appear
-particularly convinced. A spy was not
-apt to proclaim guilt with so little pressure.
-Yet the young woman looked as if she had
-brains.</p>
-
-<p>“A young man and his mother have
-been staying in this neighborhood almost
-ever since our arrival,” Mildred began.
-“Brooks Curtis, the man called himself.
-We met him on board the steamer coming
-over to England and he told me that he
-was a newspaper correspondent and meant
-to report the war. I don’t know anything
-else about him, but I liked him, although
-my friends did not.” Here Mildred flushed
-and her hands trembled, yet she went on
-bravely. “Mrs. Curtis settled in the
-neighborhood in one of the peasants’ cottages
-and I used to see her nearly every
-week and now and then her son. One day
-Mr. Curtis told me he was having difficulty
-in mailing his letters to his New York
-paper and asked me to mail them for him.
-Also he asked me not to mention the fact.<span class="pagenum">[281]</span>
-I was very stupid, I was worse than stupid,
-but of course I did not dream of what I
-was really doing. Still, I feel that I deserve
-imprisonment or punishment of some kind.
-I came to Europe to try to be of service
-to the soldiers and I’ve brought them misfortune.”
-The girl for the moment could
-say nothing more. But then everybody
-in the room was equally aghast, Mildred’s
-explanation was so astounding and at the
-same time so simple.</p>
-
-<p>“Is there a way of getting hold of this
-young man to find out if your story is
-true?” Colonel Dalton demanded.</p>
-
-<p>And this time Nona and Barbara answered
-together. “Mrs. Curtis could be
-found at the home of Mère Marie and
-Anton. From her one might obtain information
-concerning her son.”</p>
-
-<p>A moment later the two girls and the
-lieutenant were on their way to the hut of
-Mère Marie. A little later they returned
-with the news that Mrs. Curtis had disappeared
-the day before and the old
-peasant woman had no knowledge of her
-whereabouts.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[282]</span></p>
-
-<p>But during their absence Colonel Dalton
-and Mildred had a long talk together, so
-the girl herself was able to convince him.
-He was very severe, he could find little
-excuse for her foolishness; nevertheless,
-recognizing at the end Mildred’s innocence
-and utter inexperience of life, he
-assured her that she need fear no penalty.
-The British Government, however, would
-seek to find the young man calling himself
-Brooks Curtis, and on his arrest she would
-be expected to appear.</p>
-
-<p>Finally Mildred was allowed to go up to
-her room and Barbara and Eugenia went
-with her. Lady Mathers and Alexina
-wandered off to express their opinions on
-the situation.</p>
-
-<p>So by accident Nona Davis was left for a
-moment standing in the hall with the
-young English lieutenant. She had seen
-him several times lately, it was true, and
-yet she was annoyed at this moment to
-find him smiling at her in a surprisingly
-friendly fashion.</p>
-
-<p>From the single rose bush in front of
-Mère Marie’s cottage even in the darkness<span class="pagenum">[283]</span>
-he had plucked a rose. Now he extended
-the rose to Nona.</p>
-
-<p>“Have all Americans poor memories?” he
-asked. “Or is it because you wish to
-forget? Once upon a time there was a
-young man asleep in an English garden and
-lifting his eyes he saw a fairy princess
-standing over him with a rose in her dress
-as yellow as her hair.”</p>
-
-<p>Nona blushed delightfully. “You mean,”
-she said, “that you are the gardener’s son?
-Then you are well and back at your post
-again? I’m so glad.”</p>
-
-<p>Her companion nodded. “I am a son of
-Adam.”</p>
-
-<p>But at this moment Colonel Dalton, Miss
-Grey and Lady Dorian made their appearance
-and the young officer turned to salute
-his superior.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Grey accompanied them to the
-door, leaving Nona and Lady Dorian alone.</p>
-
-<p>Impulsively the younger girl kissed her
-friend. “I am so happy,” she whispered.</p>
-
-<p>Lady Dorian walked away with her. “I
-understand, dear,” she returned. “The
-truth is Colonel Dalton and I knew each<span class="pagenum">[284]</span>
-other very intimately in the past and I felt
-it might be pleasanter for us not to meet
-again. Naturally I did not dream of the
-seriousness of his errand. Some day I may
-tell you the whole story; now good night.”</p>
-
-<p>Nona went on upstairs without replying
-and the next hour the three girls devoted
-to trying to console Mildred Thornton.</p>
-
-<p>It was Barbara’s conviction that they
-would some day meet Brooks Curtis again.
-Then Mildred could repay his deceit by
-surrendering him to the British authorities.
-But Mildred had no wish to find the
-young man. If only he did no further
-harm to the Allies she wished that she
-might never see or hear of him again.</p>
-
-<p>And the girls did not hear. Several
-months passed by and each day found
-them more and more absorbed in their Red
-Cross work.</p>
-
-<p>Nona Davis did not mention Lady
-Dorian’s confidence. However, there was
-little she <em>could</em> tell. The older woman had
-simply explained that she had spent several
-years in England, where she and Colonel
-Dalton had known each other intimately.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[285]</span></p>
-
-<p>But there was too much for the Red
-Cross Girls to do, they were living too full
-lives themselves to give more than passing
-thoughts to other persons.</p>
-
-<p>When Dick Thornton had in a measure
-recovered he returned to London.</p>
-
-<p>So the early part of the winter vanished.
-Now and then there came a lull in the
-fighting between the armies of northern
-France. Afterwards it would break out
-again with greater violence.</p>
-
-<p>Finally the climax came.</p>
-
-<p>By chance Nona and Barbara, who had
-again joined the ambulance corps, first
-brought the news to the Sacred Heart
-Hospital. The order had come from Colonel
-Dalton. Later it was delivered in
-person by Lieutenant Hume.</p>
-
-<p>The Sacred Heart Hospital must be
-abandoned. Having forced the British
-line for several miles, the Germans were
-now dangerously near. If the hospital
-wished to protect its wounded, to save
-supplies, to safeguard its workers, their
-present habitation must be abandoned.</p>
-
-<p>No army ever moved its encampment<span class="pagenum">[286]</span>
-with greater efficiency. In between their
-periods of nursing the four American girls
-assisted with the packing. No one of them
-ever forgot the experience. Yet at the last
-there was a sudden rush. The enemy was
-reported advancing before another refuge
-could be found for the Sacred Heart staff.
-Wounded soldiers had to be transported in
-half a dozen directions wherever a spot
-could be found for them. At the time there
-was no place for so many extra nurses.</p>
-
-<p>It was Eugenia Peabody who finally made
-the suggestion to Miss Grey. She proposed
-that she and her three friends should
-find a retreat for themselves, and there
-await orders. It would relieve so much of
-the Superintendent’s responsibility.</p>
-
-<p>So one afternoon the four American girls
-were hurried away in one of the army
-motors to the nearest railroad station in a
-zone of safety.</p>
-
-<p>The next morning, in a little less than a
-year after their arrival in Europe, they
-found themselves in a small French city.</p>
-
-<p>A few days after Nona Davis suggested
-that they offer their services to the French<span class="pagenum">[287]</span>
-Red Cross. Having come abroad to serve
-the Allies, it was natural they should wish
-to care for the wounded soldiers of the different
-nationalities.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>This first volume in the American Red
-Cross series can, of course, only begin to
-tell the adventures and experiences of the
-four American girls, who, forgetful of self,
-offered their services to the wounded soldiers
-in the war. The stories of their
-lives and the friends they gather around
-them will be continued in the next book in
-the series, to be known as “The Red
-Cross Girls on the French Firing Line.”</p>
-
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-<div class="transnote">
-<h2 style="margin-top: 0em">Transcriber’s Notes:</h2>
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-<p>Punctuation has been made consistent.</p>
-
-<p>Variations in spelling and hyphenation were retained as they appear in
-the original publication, except that obvious typographical errors
-have been corrected.</p>
-
-<p>The following change was made:</p>
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-<p><a href="#Ref_187">p. 187</a>: Captain changed to Colonel (that Colonel Dalton)</p>
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