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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January
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-Title: Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
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- GRAHAM’S MAGAZINE.
- Vol. XL. January, 1852. No. 1.
-
-
- Contents
-
- Fiction, Literature and Articles
-
- A Life of Vicissitudes
- A Good Investment
- The Lost Deed
- Emma la Vellette
- Imagination and Fact
- The Artist’s Love
- A Rich Man’s Whims
- True Romancing
- Claire Neville
- How Charley Bell Became Senator
- A Leaf from the Journal of Florence Walton
- A Story for Christmas
- Review of New Books
-
- Poetry, Music, and Fashion
-
- The Kiss
- The Closing Scene
- Lines
- Lucy’s Dirge
- Sonnet.—Lake Superior
- Logan’s Vow
- Winter
- Impromptu to the Author of “The Ocean-Born.”
- The Triumph of Genius
- The Sabbath of the Soul
- Te Laudamus
- The Poet’s Choice
- Translation. Odes of Horace. Book I. Ode XXIII
- Appearances
- Funeral of Allston
- The Prisoner’s Death-Bell
- Sonnet.—Light
- Unspoken
- To a Dandelion
- Why Do I Weep for Thee?
- Graham’s Paris Fashions
-
- Transcriber’s Notes can be found at the end of this eBook.
-
- * * * * *
-
-[Illustration: GRAHAM’S MAGAZINE.]
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
- OF THE
-
- FORTIETH VOLUME.
-
- JANUARY, 1852, TO JUNE, 1852.
-
-A Life of Vicissitudes. By G. P. R. James, 1, 129, 269,
- 378, 484, 601
-A Good Investment. By T. S. Arthur, 13
-A Rich Man’s Whims. By the Author of “Fanny and 52
- Francis,”
-A Leaf from the Journal of Florence Walton. By Miss 89
- Susan A. Stuart,
-A Story for Christmas. From the German, 97
-Anna Temple. By Jane Gay, 161
-A Reply to Dwight, 404
-A True Irish Story. By Redwood Fisher, 408
-A Literary Gossip with Miss Mitford, 433
-A Canter to California, 512
-Arab and Camanchee Horsemen, 550
-Beauty’s Retreat. By Henry W. Herbert, 310
-Benjamin H. Brewster. By G. R. G. 422
-Claire Neville. By H. L. Jones, 74
-Charlotte Corday. By Julia Kavanagh, 206
-Campaigning Stories. By the Author of “Talbot and 241
- Vernon,”
-Emma Lavallette. By P. 30
-Edith Morton. By Miss S. A. Stuart, 577
-First Ambition. By Ik Marvel, 203
-Ferdinand de Candolles, 586
-“Graham” to Jeremy Short. By G. R. G. 128
-Graham’s Small-Talk, 220
-Granny’s Fairy Story, 227
-Graham’s Small-Talk, 332
-Graham’s Small-Talk, 446
-Graham’s Small-Talk, 559
-Graham’s Small-Talk, 670
-How Charley Bell became Senator, 85
-Hoe’s Machine Works, 565
-Imagination and Fact. By A New Contributor, 39
-Impressions of England. By Miss F. Bremer, 361
-Letty Rawdon. By Thos. R. Newbold, 196
-Law and Lawyers. By John Neal, 254
-Literary Gossip, 666
-Mozart’s Don Giovani. By John S. Dwight, 150
-Milton. By B. H. Brewster, 280
-Nature and Art. By Samuel Martin, 180
-Nelly Nowlan to Her Aunt. By S. C. Hall, 540
-Nelly Nowlan’s Experience. By S. C. Hall, 655
-Optical Phenomena. By T. Milner, M. A. 344
-Oliver Goldsmith. By A New Contributor, 369
-Optical Phenomena. By T. Milner, M. A. 461
-Philadelphia Navy-Yard, 117
-Père La Chaise, 202
-Spectral Illusions. By Thos. Milner, A. M. 234
-Stratford-on-Avon. By Frederika Bremer, 450
-S. A. Godman. By C. H. Wells, M. D 464
-The Lost Deed. By E. D. Eliot, 17, 185, 290
-The Artist’s Love. By the Authoress of “The 45
- Conspirator,”
-True Romancing, 67
-The Physiology of Dandyism. By Thompson Westcott, 120
-The Death of the Stag. By H. W. Herbert, 124
-The Miser and His Daughter. By H. Didimus, 288
-The Philadelphia Art Union, 325
-The First Age. By H. Didimus, 355, 543, 640
-The Bower of Castle Mount. By Aeldric, 385
-The Condor Hunt. By Wm. F. Lynch, 412
-The Cariboo. By Henry W. Herbert, 426
-The Two Isabels. By Mrs. S. C. Hall, 438
-The Game of the Month. By H. W. Herbert, 455
-The Physiology of Dandyism. By Thompson Westcott, 468
-The Crystal Palace. By H. Greeley, 473
-The Legend of the White Nun. By J. Popham, 506
-The Pampas Fired by the Indians, 519
-The Master’s Mate’s Yarn. By H. Milnor Klapp, 525, 624
-The Arabs at Amboise, 547
-The Ghost-Raiser, 591
-Tom Moore. By Bon Gaultier, 593
-Two Ways to Manage. By the Author of “Clovernook,” 619
-Titus Quinctius Flamininus. By Henry W. Herbert, 643
-What Glory Costs the Nation, 415
-Was the World Made Out of Nothing? 432
-
-
- POETRY.
-
-Autumn Rain. By Mrs. E. C. Kinney, 160
-A Charm. By A. J. Requier, 279
-April. By Mrs. E. L. Cushing, 353
-Away. By B. B. 354
-A Thought of the Future. By Cora, 431
-A Mother’s Prayer. By M. G. Horsford, 542
-At the Water’s Edge. By Phœbe Carey, 549
-A Farewell. By Wm. H. C. Hosmer, 576
-Bless the Homestead Law. By L. V. Smith, 287
-Beautie. By Mrs. E. J. Eames, 414
-Carrie. By Lilian May, 539
-Dei Gratia, Rex. By W. E. Gilmore, 252
-Death. By S. Henry Dickson, M. D. 316
-Ernestina. By Ernestine Fitzgerald, 176
-Elpholen. By A New Contributor, 267
-Funeral of Allston. By Elihu Spencer, 88
-Flowers and Life. By Mary Howitt, 119
-Fragment from an Unpublished Poem. By J. M’Carrol, 178
-Faded and Gone. By S. J. C. Whittlesey, 384
-Fanny. By A New Contributor, 467
-Granny and I. By Eliza Sproat, 118
-Homer. By Trueman S. Perry, 518
-Impromptu to the Author of “The Ocean-Born.” By A 44
- Reader,
-I’ll Blame Thee Not. By J. A. Tinnon, 253
-If I Were a Smile. By Richard Coe, 407
-I Think of Thee. By V. B. L. 546
-I Woo Thee, Spring. By W. A. Sutliffe, 618
-Joy and Sorrow. By Richard Coe, 195
-Lines. By James M’Carrol, 12
-Lucy’s Dirge. By Wm. H. C. Hosmer, 29
-Lake Superior. By Wm. Alexander, 29
-Logan’s Vow. By Edward J. Porter, 38
-Lines Written on St. Valentine’s Day. By G. D. Prentice, 232
-Leora. By A New Contributor, 233
-Life’s Voyage. By Th. Gregg, 279
-Lines on a Vase of Flowers. By E. A. Lewis, 315
-Love. By A. J. Requier, 342
-Lines on some Violets. By E. Anna Lewis, 420
-Lines. By T. Buchanan Read, 585
-Magdalene. By Mrs. Mary G. Horsford, 147
-Moorish Memories. By W. H. C. Hosmer, 149
-Memory. By Lydia L. A. Very, 342
-Mona Lisa. By Mrs. Mary G. Horsford, 377
-May Morning, 453
-My Mother’s Spirit. By K. Thornton, 494
-Magdalen. By L. L. M. 494
-Ode on Idleness. By T. Yardley, 177
-Our Childhood. By Jane Gay, 253
-Our Minnie’s Dream. By A Reverist, 654
-Rain and Sunlight in October. By S. Martin, 178
-Rail-Road Song. By T. H. Chivers, M. D. 205
-Rosalie. By Mrs. E. L. Cushing, 495
-Religion. By J. Hunt, Jr. 642
-Sonnet. Light. By Wm. Alexander, 104
-Snow. By J. P. Addison, 184
-Stanzas. By R. Penn Smith, 195
-Song. By M. 354
-Song. By Wm. H. C. Hosmer, 360
-Song of the Spirit of the North. By William Albert 403
- Sutliffe,
-Sonnet.—Art. By Wm. Alexander, 403
-Sorrento. By C. P. Cranch, 425
-Stanzas. By Sarah Helen Whitman, 472
-Sonnet.—Amor. By Wm. Alexander, 505
-Song. By L. L. M. 618
-Shakspeare. By Erastus W. Ellsworth, 623
-Sonnet.—Pleasure. By Wm. Alexander, 654
-The Kiss. By E. Anna Lewis, 11
-The Closing Scene. By T. Buchanan Read, 12
-The Triumph of Genius. By E. C. Kinney, 51
-The Sabbath of the Soul. By C. H. Stewart, 51
-Te Laudamus. By Mrs. E. Oakes Smith, 66
-The Poet’s Choice. By Richard Coe, 73
-Translation. Hor. Ode XXIII. By D. R. K. 73
-The Prisoner’s Death-Bell. By H. H. Weld, 96
-To a Dandelion. By Erastus W. Ellsworth, 105
-To Mary on Earth. By A. J. Requier, 160
-To Adhemar. By E. Anna Lewis, 160
-The Spirit of Beauty. By A. M. Faris, 202
-The Star of Destiny. By Anne G. Hale, 204
-The Dying Rose. By Mrs. E. J. Eames, 211
-The Page, 232
-The Deserted. By Miss Mattie Griffith, 298
-The Babes of Exile. By Effie Fitzgerald, 309
-To a Friend in the Spirit Land. By L. 324
-The Forest Fountain. By Ig. L. Donnelly, 341
-The Last Song. From the German, 343
-To a Canary Bird. By Wm. Gibson, 377
-The Autograph of God. By G. W. Bungay, 407
-To Miss Light Underwood. By J. R. Barrick, 411
-The Destruction of Sodom. By M. Judkins, 421
-The Urn of the Heart. By Mattie Griffith, 458
-The Sigh. By E. Oakes Smith, 472
-The Stars. By Rev. S. Dryden Phelps, 472
-The Mother’s Answer. By J. C. R. Dorr, 483
-The New Garden. By Emily Herrmann, 505
-The Isle and Star. By Geo. D. Prentice, 511
-To One Afar. By E. Anna Lewis, 524
-The Phantom Field. By O. I. Victor, 623
-The Pledge. By John Neal, 639
-To a Beautiful Girl. By J. R. Barrick, 639
-The Orphan’s Hymn. By E. Anna Lewis, 642
-To Adhemar. By E. Anna Lewis, 662
-Unspoken. By A. J. Requier, 105
-Winter. By Alice Carey, 43
-What do the Birds Say? 233
-Write Thou upon Life’s Page. By G. Grey, 315
-What Dost Thou Work For? By C. F. Orne, 592
-
-
- REVIEWS.
-
-Aylmere. By R. T. Conrad, 108
-Poems. By Richard Henry Stoddard, 109
-The Golden Legend. By H. W. Longfellow, 214
-Miscellanies. By Rev. James Martineau, 216
-Lectures on the History of France, 327
-The Podesta’s Daughter. By G. H. Boker, 328
-The Works of Shakspeare. By H. N. Hudson, 441
-Utterance. By Caroline A. Briggs, 442
-The Book of Ballads. By Bon Gaultier, 555
-Pynnshurst, 556
-Course of the History of Modern Philosophy, 663
-The Works of Daniel Webster, 664
-
-
- MUSIC.
-
-Why Do I Weep for Thee? Words by George Linley. Music by 106
- W. V. Wallace,
-Love’s Messenger. Music by Matthias Keller. Words from 212
- the German,
-Oh Share My Cottage. Composed by R. C. Shrival, 225
-Stars of the Summer Night. Words by Longfellow. Music by 227
- H. Kleber,
-Sweet Sunny Isle. Composed by John H. Taylor, 337
-The Shepherd’s Song. Composed by John Roland, 451
-Hour of Fond Delight. Composed by Alexander Lee, 562
-
- * * * * *
-
-[Illustration: THE PET FAWN.
-Engraved Expressly for Graham’s Magazine by F. Halpin]
-
- * * * * *
-
- GRAHAM’S MAGAZINE.
-
- Vol. XL. PHILADELPHIA, JANUARY, 1852. No. 1.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- A LIFE OF VICISSITUDES.
-
-
- BY G. P. R. JAMES, ESQ.
-
-
- HOW I CAME TO HAVE IT.
-
-I was one time traveling in France. I was a young man without
-object—without occupation. Literature was the last thing in my
-thoughts—indeed I believe it never would have entered into them, but
-for a word or two of encouragement from an American gentleman, most dear
-to me after a lapse of five-and-twenty years, most high in my esteem as
-a man, and in my admiration as an author. He gave the first impulse to
-my mind in a certain direction. His opinion was confirmed by another,
-equally dear, and equally admired by us both, and I became in
-consequence of an accidental meeting in a remote city of France, what I
-am, and what I am proud to be—a literary man.
-
-It was some time after this accidental meeting that I was traveling in
-another Department, as they call it now-a-days, or Province as they
-called it long ago, when I stopped at an inn or hotel, God bless the
-mark!—in the famous city of Rennes, the capital of Brittany. The town
-is a fine old quiet town, which looks as if a good deal of sleep had
-been the portion of the inhabitants since the revolution; but
-nevertheless, it has a great number of pleasant people in it, a great
-number of agreeable social parties, much elegance and grace in its
-higher circles, and a numerous collection of beautiful faces and
-forms—for all of which I am devoutly thankful, as in duty bound.
-
-One’s first advent to such a town, however, can never be particularly
-gay. The circumstances which brought me there, and detained me there for
-a long time, could not be matters of interest for the general public,
-but I will own that the first day-light view of the city, though
-striking and in some degree beautiful—and there are few towns for which
-I have such a lingering love; perhaps on the same motives which made De
-Coucy love Fontenoy—was in some degree dull and monotonous; and before
-I delivered the few letters of introduction which I brought with me, I
-took a stroll through the streets, with no very pleasant feeling or
-anticipation.
-
-I had previously passed through that deeply interesting part of France,
-the Bocage, where deeds of heroism enough were enacted to have made
-ancient Rome really great—where heroes fought and died, with a
-constancy and a quiet fortitude which would have shamed warriors of old,
-and have put the stoic to the blush.
-
-It is a bright and beautiful land, notwithstanding the desolation which
-the fierce wrath of the multi-form tyranny of republicanism inflicted
-upon it—notwithstanding the decimation of its inhabitants, and the
-spilling of the noblest blood that France had ever produced. The dim
-embowering lanes, deep cut between the fields; the arching boughs over
-head, the vineyards, and the orchards, the quiet little villages, nooked
-in bosky shade; the frequent farm-houses, and the châteaux great and
-small, which thickly dot the whole of that peculiar region, had produced
-an effect—strange to say—gay—cheerful—and pleasant, rather than sad,
-notwithstanding all the gloomy memories of glorious deeds unfruitful,
-and heroic courage rewarded by death, with which the whole air is
-loaded. France may boast of her conquests—of the successes which were
-obtained by the fierce irruption of the barbarous hordes into dismayed
-and unconnected lands—of the talent of her generals—of the courage of
-her plundering troops—of triumph, bitterly atoned by forgotten
-humiliation; but her real glory lies in La Vendee.
-
-I had gone through this beautiful country—this country dear to the
-heart of every one who loves honor more than success, and I had come to
-the extreme point of the frontier, where a great city had possessed the
-means, and never used them, of rendering gallant devotion triumphant.
-
-The feeling with which I viewed it was, perhaps, not that of
-disappointment; but a sort of gloom pervaded my mind, a sensation of
-solitariness—of isolation, not common in French cities, where every one
-usually seems ready to take upon himself the character of acquaintance,
-if not of friend.
-
-On entering my inn, which was one where dinner was served _à la carte_.
-I chose from the bill of fare, such viands as I thought proper, and sat
-down to read the newspaper in the public room till the meal was served.
-
-While thus occupied, two or three people came in and went out again; but
-one person remained, spoke a few words to the waiter, seated himself in
-a chair on one side of the long wooden board which served as a very
-unornamental dinner-table, and taking up one of the public papers, began
-to read.
-
-After a time I gave a glance at him, and I thought I recognized the
-features. A second look showed me that I had seen him more than once
-before in various towns of France. I had even a faint recollection of
-having met him in good society in England. So it proved; for a short
-time after, the stranger’s eye turned upon me, and he immediately
-remembered me. Our acquaintance, previously, had been confined to a few
-words, and an occasional bow when we met; but here we were seated
-together in a dull inn, in a dull town in Brittany—cast as it were upon
-each other for society; and it may be easily supposed that we soon
-became more intimate, although I did not altogether like or understand
-my acquaintance. He was certainly a good-looking man, but his appearance
-was somewhat singular. He was tall, very powerful in frame, though
-rather meagre than otherwise, full-chested, broad-shouldered, thin in
-the flank, long and sinewy in limb. His nose was strongly aquiline, his
-eye over-arched by a very prominent eye-brow, was dark, bright and
-quick. He wore neither whisker nor mustache, and I remarked that his
-teeth were beautifully white and perfect, although at this time he must
-have been considerably above fifty. His dress never varied at any time I
-saw him, consisting of a black coat, waistcoat and handkerchief, drab
-breeches, and English top-boots. His hat always shone like a
-looking-glass, and his gloves always fitted beautifully, and seemed to
-be fresh that day. I found that he spoke English and French with equal
-facility, and I never could get any one to tell me what was his country.
-Frenchmen, who heard him speak, declared at once that he was French, and
-that no foreigner could ever acquire the accent so perfectly.
-Englishmen, and myself amongst the number felt sure that he was English,
-judging by the same test; and I am rather inclined to believe now, that
-he was in reality a Russian spy. He never, by any chance, alluded to his
-country, to his profession, or to his habits—except indeed, one day,
-when he called himself a wandering spirit, rarely remaining more than
-three days in the same place. He must have been well acquainted with
-Rennes, however; for he knew every nook and corner in the city, and had
-evidently some knowledge of a great many people in it, for he bowed to
-many, spoke to several; but although I afterward asked several persons
-whom I had seen him thus recognize, who he was, none of them could tell
-me, and most of them seemed not much to like the subject.
-
-The first night, we dined together, and shared a bottle of very good
-wine, which he, either by prescience or memory, recommended as the best
-which the house could afford. We talked of the town, and of that part of
-France, and of La Vendee, and in the end, finding I was curious about
-relics of the ancient times, he offered to take me to some curious
-places in the vicinity of the town. On the following morning we set out
-in a carriage from the inn—and here let me notice his scrupulous
-exactness in paying his precise share of every expense incurred. He
-never sought to pay more, but would never consent to pay less. On our
-return, our conversation naturally fell upon all we had seen. We talked
-of the Chouans, and the Vendean war, and all the gallant deeds that were
-done in those days, and from that we turned to the Revolutionary history
-in general, and especially to the campaigns of Massena, and the
-Arch-Duke Charles, and Suwarow in Lombardy and Switzerland. He gave me a
-number of curious anecdotes of those personages, and especially of
-Suwarow, whom he told me he had himself seen leading on a charge, with a
-jockey-cap upon his head, a switch in his hand, a boot upon one leg, and
-a silk stocking on the other.
-
-“Those were strange times,” he said, “and many of the greatest, and most
-striking events in history which occurred about that time, are already
-hardly remembered, from the fact that so many marvelous actions were
-crowded into so short a space of time, as hardly to leave room to see or
-to collect them. I was about thirty at the time of that terrible
-struggle in Switzerland,” he added, “and my memory is quite perfect upon
-the subject; but when I talk with other people upon those things, and
-especially with historians, they know little or nothing about them.”
-
-“You must have gone through some strange adventures, I should think,” I
-answered.
-
-“Oh dear no,” he replied, “my life has been an exceedingly quiet and
-tranquil one; but if you are curious about that period of history, I
-have got a manuscript which fell into my hands accidentally, giving some
-interesting particulars of a young man’s life in those days. There is a
-good deal of nonsensical sentimentality in it, but it may amuse you, and
-if you like to take the trouble to read it, I will lend it to you.”
-
-I accepted his offer right willingly, but the conversation turned soon
-to other things, and he and I both forgot the manuscript that night.
-
-On the following day, at breakfast, he announced to me that he was going
-to start by the Diligence at noon, for Nantes, Bordeaux, and Madrid. I
-laughingly asked what would become of my reading the manuscript then.
-
-“Oh, you shall have it! You shall have it,” he answered. “We shall meet
-again I dare say, and then you can give it back to me.”
-
-Before he went, he brought it down—a large roll of somewhat yellow
-paper. Conceiving it might be valuable, and without the slightest idea
-of prying into his affairs, I asked where I could send it to him, if we
-did not meet soon.
-
-He replied, with a very peculiar smile, “it does not matter. It does not
-matter. If I do not see you before thirteen years are over, I shall then
-be seventy years of age or dead, and you may do with it what you
-please.”
-
-More than twenty years have now passed, and we have not met, and I give
-the manuscript to the world with very little alteration, trusting that
-if the writer of the autobiography which follows should ever see these
-pages, he will claim his own and forgive their publication. I will only
-add, that when I received the manuscript, I certainly thought that my
-good friend of the inn was the writer of it himself. In reading it over,
-however, and especially in correcting it for the press, I perceived that
-could not be, as the age of the parties must have differed by fifteen or
-sixteen years.
-
-
- THE FIRST FISH.
-
-Most men have a faint and distant notion from whom to look for
-parentage—that inestimable boon for which the most miserable often feel
-the most grateful—inestimable, not only because it confers upon us, if
-we will, an immortal hereafter of unrevealed joy and glory, but because
-nobody ever has, ever will, or probably ever can, estimate it rightly.
-Parents consider their children as under an undischargeable debt of
-gratitude to them for bringing them into the world at all, without
-sometimes fully considering a parent’s duties as well as his rights.
-Children are too apt to make light of the obligation, as well as many
-another obligation which succeeded it—the care of infancy, the guidance
-of youth, the love, unextinguishable in all but very cold and stony
-hearts, which attends our offspring from their birth to our own
-death-bed. It may be argued that all these acts and feelings on the part
-of parents, are but in obedience to a law of nature: that the man or
-woman is like the eagle or the dove, is impelled to nurture, protect,
-defend his offspring. But if so, the law of love and obedience of the
-offspring to the parent, is equally binding; and he who neglects the
-one, is equally a rebel to nature, and to God, as he who neglects the
-other.
-
-Most men, I repeat, have a faint and distant notion from whom to look
-for parentage. This is not without exception. Good, as a general rule,
-the exceptions are quite sufficient to prove it. I myself am one. That I
-had a father, I take for granted: that I had a mother is perfectly
-certain. But as to who my father and my mother were, was for many years
-a question much more doubtful.
-
-However, I will tell you all about it, and you shall judge for yourself.
-
-My first recollections of the world are surrounded by somewhat strange
-scenery. Figure to yourself, reader, a town situated on the top of a
-high hill, like an eagle’s eyrie, but far more solid and substantial.
-The streets are paved with large round stones, and a gutter in the
-centre, tracking out like rays at every cross-road: the houses,
-stone-built, and somewhat ponderous, are tall and short, wide and
-narrow, as in most other towns, but there are some very fine churches in
-a somewhat severe style in the place, and it seems to possess two
-peculiar characteristics. Whether, because so far elevated that nothing
-could obstruct the drainage on every side, or because at that high point
-it caught the clouds as they whirled by, and attracted the wrath of
-every storm by its menacing front, it was the cleanest town in the
-universe. In vain did cooks and old women throw out cock’s-heads
-divested of their combs, and the gizzards of ducks and fowls—in vain on
-the Saturday night was every gutter in the place made the receptacle of
-all the dust of all the houses—in vain were a number of other untidy
-tricks practiced to defile the highways, and offend the olfactories of
-the passing stranger—before the Monday morning all was clear
-again—except in very rainy seasons, when I have known a dust-heap lie
-for a fortnight. This was one of its peculiar characteristics:
-cleanliness.
-
-I cannot help thinking there is something very merry in dirt. The very
-merriest people I have ever seen in my life have been the dirtiest; but
-perhaps, after all, the impression to this effect which I have received,
-may be attributed to my residence in that old town, where the exceeding
-cleanliness I have mentioned, was closely associated with that of
-dullness. The very cheerful summer sun, as he looked down into the open
-streets, held up as upon a pedestal to his view, looked dull and even
-sad. The clear light of the summer day had a cool, calm, gentlemanly
-melancholy about it, which did not serve to rouse or to enliven. One
-looked up the street and saw a man, a single solitary man, so lost in
-the yellow sunshine at the end, that you could not tell whether he had
-pike, pitch-fork, or crosier in his hand—three-cornered hat, or round,
-or cap of liberty on his head. One looked down the street toward the
-valley below, and could hardly make out whether the lonely carriage
-drawn by four beasts of some kind, had really four horses, or four
-mules, or four rats without a tail—amongst them. Not another being did
-you see. No heads were put out of windows—no idle figures presented
-themselves before the doorways. Curiosity seemed dead in the place, as
-well as every thing else; and although the sound of a carriage
-wheels—especially coming from below, where there was a post-house—was
-very rare, it seemed not to awaken any interest in the inhabitants
-whatsoever, at least not more than was displayed in just raising the
-eyes from the calves’ feet, or the sheep’s trotters which were preparing
-for dinner, to look for one instant at the vehicle, as it passed. If an
-earthquake had rumbled up and down the street, it could not have
-produced less excitment—and probably would not have produced more. The
-carriage went in peace and sunshine upon its way, and the cook or the
-good house-wife bent her attention to her dishes again.
-
-But let me say a little more of the town before I proceed farther; for
-it is an object of great interest to me, even in memory. From the hill
-on which it stood, and the old walls which surrounded it on every side,
-rising up from the verge of the descent, and looking like the
-battlements of a raised pie, might be seen a very rich and beautiful
-country, with a river running round the base of the large rock on which
-one stood. The situation was a very commanding one; for though rising
-ground, deserving the name of high hills, was to be seen in the
-distance, and many a sweep and undulation lay between, yet the elevation
-of the town was sufficient to domineer over the whole country around
-within any thing like cannon-shot. The walls, however, were destitute of
-guns; and the various gates, with their old stone arches, seemed formed
-for no other purpose than to let the morning and evening sun shine
-through, and the country-people to bring in eatables and drinkables for
-the supply of the place. They afforded, too, a place of refuge for
-certain old gentlemen who engaged themselves in examining all itinerant
-merchants, making good women open their baskets, and running long iron
-things, like spits, into loads of hay and straw, in order to make sure
-that there was no wine or brandy concealed within. For all these
-services they exacted a trifling toll, or excise duty, upon a great
-number of articles of provision brought into the town. They were very
-unobtrusive people, however, seldom, if ever seen, except in the early
-part of market-days, and ever ready to retreat into their little dens by
-the side of the gate, as soon as their functions were performed. The
-great church stood at one side of a little square, free and open
-enough—always very clean, like the rest of the town, but always looking
-exceedingly cool also—for the very summer sun looked cool there, as I
-have observed, and one hardly felt the difference between June and
-December, if the day was clear. I don’t know why all that square never
-looked gay or cheerful—for it seemed to have every thing to make it so;
-and I have seen it, on days of festivity, tricked out in all that could
-assist. On the Sunday, a great multitude of the good people of the town,
-dressed out in their brightest attire, were continually flocking in and
-out of the church. On festival days you would see garlands of flowers,
-and banners, and rich vestments, and beautifully dressed altars under
-arbors of green leaves, and a little body of soldiers, with gay
-uniforms, glittering muskets, and cocked-hats, would appear to keep the
-ground as a procession passed. But still it never looked cheerful. All
-these objects were seen in that clear, cool light in such a way as to
-make them look frosty.
-
-Perhaps one cause of the general sombreness of the town, and the
-impression of uninhabitedness which it gave, might have been that there
-were no shops in the place. This may seem an extraordinary fact—but so
-it was. There were no real, proper, _bona fide_ shops, with good, wide,
-open fronts showing their wares. As one walked along the principal
-street, indeed, which led through a large, heavy, white stone arch, down
-the easiest slope of the hill into the open country, here and there, in
-the window of what seemed a private dwelling-place, and which could only
-be reached by ascending a flight of steps from the street, one might see
-a ham hanging up, or a string of sausages, or some other edible thing.
-Again, farther on, you would see a small brass basin nailed to a
-door-post, and again, in another window, a lady’s cap, or a string or
-two of ribbons. When in want of any article, you climbed the steps, you
-had to open a door, and then another door, before you arrived at the
-person whom you expected to furnish them. When you got in you would find
-a tolerable store of different kinds of articles, gathered together in a
-neat little room, somewhat dull and shady, and not the least like a shop
-in the world. It would have puzzled any one in such a cell to judge
-accurately of the color or quality of what he was purchasing; but I must
-do the good people the justice to say that they did not at all take
-advantage of this obscurity to cheat their friends and customers, but
-that all they sold was generally good and what it pretended to be—more,
-indeed, than can be said of most goods and chattels at the present time.
-The irregularity of the streets, too, might have had some part in
-creating the sombreness—for they turned and wound in an inconceivable
-manner, and the houses, built according to the taste and will of the
-owner, without any regard to regularity—some sticking out six or seven
-yards beyond its neighbor—some turning at one angle and some at
-another—some towering up, and others crouching down—had an exceedingly
-awkward habit of casting long, blue shadows, whichever way the sun
-shone, in hard, straight lines, unbroken by even a cloud of dust.
-
-I have never seen any other town like it but one, and that is the town
-of Angouleme. Perhaps it was Angouleme—though I cannot be quite sure;
-for it is long, long ago since I was there, and events and circumstances
-of a very mingled character have drawn line after line across the tablet
-of memory, till even the deep strokes graven upon it in early years are
-only faintly traceable here and there.
-
-In looking back as far as my mind will carry roe into the past, there
-comes first a cloud—a pleasant, summer-like cloud, not altogether
-shapeless, yet very faint and soft in the outlines, and varying
-strangely as I look at it. Now it takes the form of a beautiful lady,
-with two or three lovely children playing around her. I am among them;
-but whether I am one of them or not I cannot tell. Then it changes to a
-tall, somewhat youthful-looking man, with a sword at his side, and a
-great broad belt over his right shoulder. Heavy buckskin gloves he must
-have worn; for I remember quite well the hard touch of them between my
-little fingers. I see his jack-boots, too, even now. They are the very
-plainest part of the cloud. But the masses roll over—and what is seen
-next? A French château, with as many little towers as a cruet-stand,
-some square, some round, some with conical roofs, some with long gables,
-and at the end there is a small building, which, in the nonsensical
-slang of London house-agents, would be called semi-detached. It has a
-little spire, like that of a church, and a bell in it. Probably it was
-the chapel of the château; and there is a fountain playing before the
-house in the morning sun, surrounded by gay beds of flowers, formed into
-strange shapes, as if cut out by those ingenious instruments with which
-cooks produce variety in the patterns of fancy pie-crust. But it is all
-a cloud, never fixed, and never very clearly defined.
-
-The first distinct and definite recollection that I have, is that of
-finding myself in the town I have mentioned, and in the house of one of
-the clergy of the place—an excellent good man, if one ever lived. But
-that is a general recollection, and the most clear as well as the
-earliest of my more particular recollections is that of having sat by
-the side of a large pond, or little lake, formed by the stream which
-flowed round the hill, and with a good stout rod of very plain
-construction, and a tremendously thick line and large hook, throwing in
-some kind of bait, I forget what, in the desperate hope of catching a
-gigantic pike, which was reported to frequent that water. My line lay in
-the tank for a long while without the slightest movement of the little
-cork float attached to it. I got somewhat weary, and began to think
-fishing poor sport. I laid my rod down upon the bank, gathered a heap of
-stones, and began throwing them as far as I could toward the centre of
-the piece of water. This was not pure idleness; for I had some
-indefinite notion, I believe, of driving the fish nearer to the shore.
-The day had hitherto been fine. A bright, soft, sleepy light, had lain
-upon the bosom of the water. But it was now about four o’clock, and the
-day began to change. First there came a shadow, then a breeze tossing up
-little waves, then thick, dashing drops of rain. I ran some twenty steps
-back under a little ledge of the rock, which afforded some shelter; for
-it would seem I had been possessed with a notion in my early youth, that
-I ought not to get wet; and there, from my little den, I looked out at
-the storm as it swept over the lake. It struck me then as very
-beautiful, and I dare say would have struck me more now; for through the
-thick drops, I could see here and there the blue sky shining like a
-loving eye watching the earth, and to the westward came a gleam of gold,
-telling that the storm would not last long.
-
-What induced me to look down for my rod and line, I do not know; but
-when at the end of a quarter of an hour I did so, the float had totally
-disappeared, and the rod itself, though heavy enough to my notions,
-seemed suddenly endowed with the power of locomotion, and was walking
-away into the water. One dart forward, and I caught it, just as it was
-pitching over, but it had been nearly tugged out of my hand again ere I
-had got it fast. With triumph and with joy I found that there must be a
-fish at the end of the line, and a large one. I had caught gudgeons
-enough in my day, but I had no notion how to manage a large fish now I
-had hooked him. The only art I had was to pull away, and perhaps it was
-quite as lucky as not; for had the united strength of myself and the
-fish been superior to that of the line, the latter must have given way.
-But as it was, the fish was somewhat exhausted by his first tugs at the
-rod, and he suffered me very quietly to draw him in within a few yards
-of the shore. Luckily the line, though twisted round the top of the rod,
-was carried down to my hand, though without any reel; but there were
-some twenty or thirty yards of line wound upon a piece of stick beyond
-my hands. Luckily I say, for just as I was pulling my captive on, and
-could catch a sight of his glorious bulk, he seemed to me to put his
-tail in his mouth, and then with a great spring darted rapidly away. The
-top of the rod broke through in a moment, and the line ran through my
-hands like a knife. I caught it on the winder, however, and checked my
-enemy in his course. He gave a sulky tug or two, but then suffered me to
-pull him in again, and a desperate struggle we had of it when he found
-himself once more coming near the bank. When I found I could not manage
-him, I gave him line off my hands; and then refreshed, though with a
-heart I am ashamed to say beating how fast, I hauled away, and joyfully
-found his resistance diminishing. It was the labor of nearly an hour,
-however, before I got him close up to the bank, and then twice he got
-away from me, once, nearly bringing me into the water by the sudden dart
-he gave as I kneeled down to lift him on shore. At length, however, I
-landed him safely, and judge of my joy when I beheld a trout weighing
-five pounds at least, and magnified by my imagination to ten or fifteen.
-
-He had got the hook quite down into his throat, which probably was the
-secret of my success; for had it been in his mouth, he and I must have
-pulled his jaw off between us. I did not stop even to make an attempt to
-take it out, but gathering up the fragments of my rod, while he lay
-panting and flapping on the grass, I lifted him up by the hook and
-carried him up triumphantly toward the town. I would not go in through
-the ordinary gates, however. I believe it was that a fear seized me lest
-I should be charged a duty on my fish; but as the house where I lived
-was close to the walls, and had a little garden in one of the old
-towers, through which there was a door and a stone stair-case, I hurried
-thither, found my way in by the back-door, and venturing to do what I
-had never done before, hurried, uncalled, into the room of good Father
-Bonneville at an hour when I knew he was always at study. Happily it was
-Thursday: I knew there was no fish in the house, and that our dinner, on
-the following day, was destined to be pumpkin-soup and a salad. This
-might well excuse my presumption, and it did.
-
-Never in my life did I see a man more delighted than good Father
-Bonneville, though he hurried away a book which he had been reading when
-I came in—I believe it was the Old Testament—as if there had been
-something very shameful in it. He admired the trout immensely, looked at
-it on one side and then on the other, declared it the finest trout he
-had ever seen, and patting me on the head, asked me if I had really
-caught that all by myself.
-
-I assured him that I had had no help whatever, and then added, slyly,
-“You know it is Friday to-morrow, Father.”
-
-“Ah, my son, my son,” he replied, with a rueful shake of the head but a
-smile upon his lips, “we must not think too much of improving our fare,
-especially on meagre days; but the fish is a very fine fish
-notwithstanding, and we will have it for dinner to-morrow.”
-
-I have dwelt long upon this little incident; for it was a very important
-one in my eyes at the time, and was not altogether without its influence
-upon my life. But I shall only pause to state here that Father
-Bonneville made more of me from that time forth than he had ever done
-before. Previously he had contented himself by giving me my lessons
-daily, by speaking a few kindly words to me at meal times, and turning
-me over for the rest of the day to his good old housekeeper. Now,
-however, I seemed to be fit for something better. Father Bonneville was
-very fond of fish, as most priests are, and every Tuesday and Thursday
-evening I was down at the banks of the lake or of the river; and as I
-had great perseverance, and rapidly became skillful, Father Bonneville
-very rarely went without fish of some kind for his dinner on Wednesdays
-and Fridays, so that fasting became somewhat of a farce—except in Lent
-indeed—except in Lent, when he made tremendous work with us.
-
-
- A PRIEST’S HOUSEHOLD.
-
-I must give my pictures of the early part of my life, detached and
-phantasmagoria-like as they appear to the eye of memory. But yet I will
-supply as far as possible any links of connection which are afforded by
-that power which is to memory what the second rainbow, which we
-sometimes see, is to the first—the reflection of a reflection—I am not
-quite sure that that is philosophical—but it is a figure, and it is
-pretty—so let it stand, it will do for Boston—the power I speak of is
-commonly termed reminiscence—a shadow of remembrance which overtops the
-mountain, and is seen indistinctly after the prototype has sunk behind
-the steep—God bless me, I am getting into Boston again. Well, upon my
-life I will be sober, notwithstanding the sixteen gallon act.
-
-The catching a fish was my first great exploit in life, and I could
-evidently see that Father Bonneville paused and pondered over it, as was
-his character; for he was a very considerate and thoughtful man, by no
-means without powers of observation, and a great habit of reasoning _a
-priori_, which sometimes misled him a little. He made me tell him the
-whole story of the catching of the fish, and of how I had managed it.
-You may judge I dilated not a little, partly from the interest of the
-subject to myself, and partly from the difficulty which every child, and
-every novelist in three volumes, finds in clothing his thoughts in brief
-language. I found afterward that he had deduced his own conclusions from
-premises which I had afforded; and I am happy to say they were all
-favorable to me. He had deduced, I learnt, from my catching the rod
-before it fell into the water, that I possessed considerable quickness
-and presence of mind. He had inferred from the fact of my having got the
-line through my hands before I attempted to strain the rod, that there
-was a great deal of cautiousness and foresight in my disposition; and by
-the pains I had taken, and the labor I had undergone, without flinching,
-or growing rash or angry, he was led to believe that I was of a most
-persevering, undaunted, and resolute disposition. In a word, he learned
-to think me a being more deserving of care and cultivation than he had
-previously imagined; that I was not a mere baby to be taught his A B C
-in any science, and that there was a soil, beneath the green freshness
-of my youth, which might be cultivated to great advantage.
-
-But let us give a slight sketch of the good Father, as he sat with his
-little tight-fitting black cap upon his head, looking like one half of a
-negro melon. The dress was insignificant—mean—out of the way, which is
-worse. The plain cassock and bands, the scapulary and the cross, and the
-grand three-cornered hat, had not surely much to recommend the
-individual member of the profession. There was no trickery of dress.
-There was no superfluous ornament. Even the assumption of manner was
-repressed, and, as far as I can recollect, he always seemed to remember
-sensitively, that a priest in the chair or the confessional derived
-whatever authority he possessed from a higher source, which conferred
-none upon him as an individual. The reverse of this feeling is the
-crying sin of the priesthood of all the creeds I know, and especially of
-his own. Most men would listen reverently to the expounders of God’s
-will, when they are expounding his will, if they would not carry their
-_cathedra_ into the drawing-room or the parlor with them. It is very
-wise, indeed, to make a marked distinction between the minister and the
-man, and still more wise to make a marked distinction between the
-functions of the minister and the man; for where the two are blended
-together—either through the stupidity of the people or the arrogance of
-the priest—it will be found nine times out of ten that the weaknesses
-of the man (not to notice vices or crimes) overwhelm the qualities of
-the teacher. Amongst a nation, indeed, who, as a nation, acknowledge no
-authority but themselves, either in matters civil, politic or
-religious—where every man is at liberty to set up his own little God
-Almighty in his garden, and to worship him after what fashion he
-pleases—this distinction is not so necessary; for each minister being
-chosen by the flock which he has to instruct, must know beforehand
-tolerably well what is the sort of pabula best suited to their palates,
-while the flock, on their part, having chosen their man, with their eyes
-very wide open, must either stultify themselves, or cry him up as one of
-the bright lights of the age. If not, why did they choose him to light
-them? They become as much interested in his personal as in his public
-character—for it is very disagreeable for an elder of a congregation,
-unless he have some personal quarrel with his dear friend, the minister,
-to lay his hand upon his heart and say, “I have been grievously
-mistaken”—and many a small offense—nay, many a great one in the pastor
-is smoothed over and polished with the varnish-vanity of a loving
-congregation, who adore themselves in the minister they have selected,
-and even in the very church are worshiping themselves, in him, instead
-of the Deity. Of all sorts of idolatry in the world—and there are
-many—surely the worst in the eyes of a pure Being must be self
-idolatry.
-
-I have strayed from my subject; but a bold leap, and we are back again.
-See him there, sitting in his easy arm-chair, with the little black cap
-upon his head, to cover the work of time rather than the ravages of the
-razor, with the soft, silky locks, now almost snow-white, floating from
-underneath it, and the dark garments, never laid aside except when at
-rest, enveloping the whole figure. Yet what an air of calm and tranquil
-dignity in the very disposition of that figure, and in that mild,
-benignant face. Where are the cares and sorrows of life? What have
-anxious thought, and the arduous duties, well performed, of a laborious
-profession done in this case? Where are the pangs, the sicknesses, the
-wasting force of disease, the corporeal pains, the uneasy weakness of
-senility? They are not there. He rests in his chair as easily as a
-child—ay, and as gracefully too. Oh, the balm, the blessed balm, such
-as Gilead never knew, of a pure, high, and holy heart, which, preserving
-and refreshing continually the spirit that dwells within it, with that
-aromatic odor of the tree of life, imparts a portion of the sovereign
-antidote even to the frail form of clay, and guards it against the shock
-of time, or the wearying war of circumstances! Few of the impatient, the
-irritable, the passionate, the children of caprice, the slaves of vice,
-the hunters of excitement, ever see the age to which Father Bonneville
-had already attained, and those who do, reach it enfeebled, worn out,
-toil-broken, and shriveled up by the struggles, and the wanderings, and
-the difficult passes, and the burning suns, which they themselves have
-sought and found upon the way. Father Bonneville’s had been a quiet and
-a placid life—I know nothing of his history—I never heard it—but the
-part I speak of was written on his face. Father Bonneville’s had been a
-quiet and a placid life—I am quite sure of it: otherwise he could have
-never lived to be the calm, happy, benignant old man he was at
-sixty-three. On his face you hardly saw his age; for it was as smooth as
-a boy’s, but those white hairs, and the necessity of using spectacles
-now and then, betrayed the fact that he was not quite so young as he
-once had been. His teeth—I recollect them as they were even then, quite
-well—were beautifully white and even, but the old man used to say, that
-though he hoped his tongue was true, his mouth was an artful hypocrite;
-for it put its best arguments forward, and kept all that were worthless
-and unserviceable behind; in other words, that the front teeth might be
-good enough, but that those hard-working slaves of the stomach, the
-grinders, were gone—and this was, probably, the cause of his love of
-fish. Heaven bless the finny fellows! they are seldom, any of them,
-tough, and the worst one has to fear is a bone or an indigestion; though
-it is rather hard, I think, to be pulled out of a fresh stream, and put
-upon a gridiron.
-
-Father Bonneville was a very learned man, too, as well as a good one. He
-had read very much, for he had much leisure; had studied many languages
-and many things, and moreover had reasoned upon what he studied. All
-this I found out afterward; for at the time I speak of, though he made a
-point of instructing me himself every day, the store of erudition
-required for my mental food was but small. His lessons were given in a
-very different way from any other lessons that I ever received or ever
-heard of. He would sit down and open a book, and then begin to talk to
-me upon some apparently indifferent subject; but somehow before five
-minutes had passed, he had always contrived to bring the conversation
-round to something which the book contained, or which it explained, or
-which it elucidated. Then we would read a sentence or two, and then
-pause, and comment, and converse, sometimes remarking the language, and
-the niceties of style and grammar, sometimes dwelling upon the thoughts
-expressed or the facts related. It is wonderful how this course
-impressed every thing upon my mind. All that I read seemed to be
-surrounded by a sort of artificial memory; for every word was connected
-with these conversations, and the one always served to bring the other
-to remembrance. It took a little longer time, it is true; I read one
-page of Cæsar where another boy might read two; but I both remembered
-and understood what I had read, and possibly the other might not; nor am
-I at all sure that I did not make as much progress in the end.
-
-Where I got the first rudiments of education I do not know; for I cannot
-remember the period that I could not read or write, when I could not add
-up a sum with tolerable exactness, or draw helmets, and swords, and
-battle-axes, and very ugly faces, and men with enormous pig-tails, on
-the first leaf of a spelling-book. I have a faint idea that I was very
-ill when I first came to the house of Father Bonneville, and that
-illness may probably be the sort of gauze curtain which hangs between
-the eye of memory and the period antecedent, not altogether hiding the
-figures beyond, but rendering them confused and indistinct.
-
-Having said thus much of my kind friend and preceptor, I must take some
-notice of the other tenant—the only other tenant of the house. This was
-the good priest’s housekeeper, who was probably some four or five years
-older than himself; but yet as busy, bustling, active a little body as
-ever was seen, doing every thing and trying to do more. What were the
-qualities for which Father Bonneville originally chose her to
-superintend his domestic affairs, I really do not know; but it certainly
-was not for her beauty—perhaps it might be for the reverse. Nature
-intended evidently, at first, to cast her in what I may call the
-pippin-headed mould; for her head was as round as a ball, furnished with
-two eyes like sloes, and not much larger; but by some freak of nature,
-the nose had been infinitely projected. It always seemed to me as if her
-parents, or nurses, had been in the custom of lifting her up by it, as a
-sort of handle, and it certainly had not decreased in volume in latter
-life. She was a little woman too, hardly fitted to carry such a burden,
-but strong, well-formed, and neither lean nor fat. Her excellent health
-and spirits, she attributed to never having drunk any cider, though she
-had lived in the cider provinces.
-
-“No, no,” she said, “I always knew better than that, if cider is dear at
-three sous, wine is cheap at ten. It is not much of either that I drink,
-as heaven knows and Father Bonneville, but when it is not water, it
-shall be wine.”
-
-I must point out to the reader more particularly her manner of
-connecting heaven and Father Bonneville together; for it was very
-characteristic of her mind, and she did it on all occasions. Indeed the
-two ideas seemed so intimately blended in her mind that they could never
-be separated. She was a good creature as ever lived, and looked up to
-all that was good, and it is probable that as, in her humility, she put
-both heaven and Father Bonneville very, very far above herself indeed,
-the two objects got confounded in the distance.
-
-She was a very good creature indeed, as I have said, and oh, how I used
-to teaze her! She bore it with wonderful patience and good humor,
-sometimes laughing with me, sometimes laughing at me, sometimes
-affecting to be very angry, but still mending my clothes, setting my
-little room to rights, giving me any good thing she could lay her hands
-upon, and showing me all the kindness and tenderness of a mother. I am
-afraid, however, that there was a more serious storm than usual brewing
-about the period I speak of; for I not only continued to teaze poor
-Jeanette with my boyish fun, but I had added a great deal to her labors
-and embarrassments by leaving fish-hooks, and bits of line, and broken
-rods—some of the fish-hooks covered with worms too, in her kitchen, and
-her pantry, and the most sacred places of her own particular domain. But
-just at that time, came the catching of the trout I have mentioned, and
-that immediately cured all grievances. Not that I mean to say, that the
-good woman was moved by any peculiar passion for fish herself; for she
-would not have deprived Father Bonneville and me of a morsel of it for
-the world, but from that moment she became aware that there was some
-utility in fish-hooks—that they were made for some other purpose than
-running into her hands, or littering her table. I provided in short
-something which could gratify the good Father’s taste, and that was
-quite sufficient apology for all offenses in the eyes of his worthy
-housekeeper.
-
-With these two, such as I have depicted them, I passed several years of
-my early life. I must have been about nine when I caught the trout, and
-if I ever had been a weak or sickly boy, I certainly was so no longer. I
-could not have been ten, I am sure, and I must have been there at this
-time for some years—sufficient at least to let the memory of other
-scenes fade away. My time passed sweetly and pleasantly. I had plenty of
-wholesome food. I had exercise for the mind and exercise for the body.
-Quiet and still, the place certainly was. Amusements, for persons of my
-age, there were none in the town itself, except when there was some
-great Church fete, or when some Italian led through the town a bear or a
-monkey, or carried a marmot, or an instrument of music, and when once in
-the year the great fair took place, which brightened up the town for
-three whole days. Nevertheless, I was very contented. I loved Father
-Bonneville sincerely. I loved good Jeanette, too, sincerely; but with
-another sort of love—rather, I suspect, with that peculiar kind of
-affection with which a child regards a doll, the head of which has been
-knocked upon the door till it has neither nose nor eyes. Assuredly I had
-not deprived the good housekeeper of those serviceable features, but I
-had misused her tenderness, and teazed her till I loved devotedly that
-which I teazed. I loved them both, then, and well I might; for two
-better people never existed.
-
-The reader, perhaps, may ask, “are we to have nothing but good people in
-this book?”
-
-Let him wait a little. We shall find their foil presently, and pray do
-not let any one fall into the mistake of supposing that there is any
-thing inherently monotonous in goodness. Far from it. It has as infinite
-variety as evil. Its scope is as extensive, from the most sublime deed
-of devotion or self-sacrifice, to the smallest act of kindness. Nay, it
-is more vast than evil; for I cannot but think that goodness embraces
-all things, while evil only touches a part. It is because the mind of
-man is too small to comprehend the magnitude of goodness that he fancies
-it limited, as a child gazing at the sky, thinks that there is a blue
-wall to space. It is because his mind is too dim and feeble, too much
-accustomed to struggle with impurer things, that he cannot reach its
-heights or penetrate its depths, and conceive the infinite variety it
-affords. The salmon can leap up the cataract, or dart against the
-current of the turbid stream, but he cannot soar into the sky like the
-eagle, and at one glance take in a world below. The most sublime thing
-in the whole universe is goodness, and it is the sweetest too.
-
-Happy, right happy do I believe myself to have been thus, in youth,
-associated with two such good and kindly beings. At that period of life,
-the plastic nature of the child receives, in a great degree, its future
-shape and form. The impressions are deep, and, once hardened,
-ineffaceable: the character receives its bent, the mind its tone and
-coloring, and although I may have done many things in life which I
-regret, and which they could not have approved, yet their goodness has
-been always in my memory as a light-house to show me the way across the
-dark and struggling waters of life, and to welcome me home to port,
-however far I may have wandered astray.
-
-I cannot conceive any greater blessing can be bestowed on youth than the
-companionship of the really good. I speak not of the stiff and rigid. I
-speak not of the harsh and the severe. I speak not even of the
-self-denying, the sober, and the circumspect. The example of anchorite
-or puritan, never effected much upon the heart of youth. But I speak of
-the really good, and they are not good if they are not gentle; for the
-reverse of gentleness is wrong. I speak of the good who learn from the
-fountain of all goodness to be happy, and to make happy; and who know
-that it is part of the commandment, to enjoy.
-
-
- THE FIRST ADVENTURE.
-
-One of the most remarkable epochs of a man’s life is when he first
-begins to think. Philosophers suppose—at least many have supposed—that
-what is called thinking, goes on from birth, or very nearly so; but
-either this is a mistake, or they and I are talking of different things.
-What I mean by thinking is not the process of putting two or three ideas
-together, which commences with a child as soon as it has two or three
-ideas to put, but an operation of the mind, in which all the mind’s
-servants are called upon to bear a part—where imagination comes to aid
-reason, and memory and observation bring the materials, and judgment
-measures the work. We all must have felt, in looking back upon our past
-life, that there has been a certain period at which flood-gates, as it
-were, have been opened suddenly, and a torrent of thought has flowed in
-upon us. The period itself will generally be somewhat indefinite to
-remembrance; for we none of us mark this new thing at the time that it
-occurs. We feel—we know—we enjoy; but we do not sit down to chronicle
-the moment when the new world of thought burst upon our sight. All any
-man can say, is, “About such and such a time, I began to think”—he
-generally adds, “deeply”—to contrast that period, with the period of
-_impression_ gone before, which he confounds with _thought_. In fact it
-may be very difficult—for I do not wish to dogmatize—to say where
-thought exactly begins, and mere reception of idea, in either a simplex
-or a complex form, ends. It may be that thought is as a mighty stream,
-beginning in a very minute rill; but there certainly is one place where
-the river suddenly swells tremendously. I cannot say that I thought
-much, if at all, on any subject till I was more than ten years old. In
-conversing with Father Bonneville, who tried hard to teach me to think
-without appearing to do so, my answers were more pictures of my
-impressions than of my thoughts; but about twelve years old, thought
-began to come upon me fast and strong. I can remember quite well many a
-time, on the Tuesday and Thursday evenings, in the spring time of the
-year, sitting by that little lake, or wandering by the banks of the
-river, and falling into deep and even sombre reveries, in the course of
-which I tried every thing that I had learned or knew, by faculties which
-seemed to have sprung up suddenly within me. The world seemed full of
-wonders that I had never seen before, and I began to take interest in
-things which before had been to me flat and unprofitable enough. It was
-not alone the aspect of nature, the lake, the stream, the wood, the
-field, the rock, the mountain, the blue sky, the passing cloud, the
-rising and setting sun, the wandering moon, or the bright eyes of the
-twinkling stars, nor the flowers and shrubs, nor the birds of the bough
-and sky, nor the beasts of the field and plain, that gave me matter for
-thought, but man came in for his share, and man’s doings—and I am
-afraid woman’s, too. I would listen to the political talk of the day,
-which, God help me, I had cared naught about before, although there were
-events passing which influenced the fate of even children. I would hear
-of the strife of parties, and of the rise of new opinions, which shook
-the world to its foundation, and I would marvel and wonder at all I
-heard, and meditate over it in my solitary seat by the lake. If I could
-not understand, it mattered not; the subject was all the more a plea for
-revery.
-
-I could not help remarking likewise, that Father Bonneville was a good
-deal affected by the tidings which arrived from time to time. He became
-very thoughtful, too—nay, very sad. There was a look of anxiety—of
-apprehension—about him. His cheerful moments were few, and he would
-often shake his head slowly in melancholy guise, and sigh profoundly.
-
-One little circumstance, which occurred at this time, gave me cause to
-think that the good Father, besides his general regret for various
-violent scenes which were occurring at the time, had some cause for
-personal dread. I have mentioned that he was well acquainted with
-several languages, and from the earliest period I can recollect he had
-read with me at least one page of English every day. It was our custom,
-too, to frequently talk in English. How I first learned the language I
-do not know, but it seemed to me then, as I am now well aware is the
-case, that I spoke it with more ease and fluency than he did, though,
-perhaps, with not so much accuracy. At the period I am speaking of,
-however, he discontinued our English readings, and I could perceive that
-all the English books had been put away out of sight. Moreover, he gave
-me a hint that it might be better not to converse in English any more,
-for a little time at least; and though I sometimes forgot myself, I
-obeyed his injunctions tolerably well.
-
-All this gave me matter for thought, and now the stream and the tank
-were not sufficient for me. I must walk far away into the woods: and I
-fancy that my long absence, even in my play hours, gave some uneasiness
-to the good priest. He was fond of taking me with him through the
-streets of the town, and thus detaining me from my solitary walks, when
-at length he began to doubt whether the town or the country was the best
-school for my leisure hours. I remember on one occasion, when he went to
-visit a man of the parish, who was lying sick, though not mortally ill,
-he made me go with him, and after keeping me some ten minutes in the
-house, we took our way back again, passing across the market-square. A
-number of men with bare arms were busily engaged in the middle of the
-open space erecting a curious-looking instrument, consisting of a little
-platform, and some raised pieces of timber, the use of which I could not
-conceive. A little crowd of men, women, and boys were gathered together
-round—and I would fain have stood and gazed likewise. But Father
-Bonneville hurried silently on, with his eyes bent upon the ground. It
-was not till I plucked him by the _soutane_, and pointing to the spot,
-asked what that could mean, that he took any notice of what was going
-on. I could see his face turn a shade paler, and he gave a slight
-shudder as he replied, “mean, my son?—that is the guillotine.” Without
-another word he pursued his way, and I accompanied him. On the following
-day I heard from good Jeanette, that a man was to be executed at noon;
-and I confess I had the strongest inclination in the world to go and
-see. The desire arose from no cruelty of disposition—no taste for
-blood—but it arose in mere curiosity. Youth very seldom attaches any
-definite idea to death. It is an acquired dread that death inspires.
-Others tell us about its being terrible, till we become convinced it is
-so; and the sight of the dying or the dead fixes the gloomy terror
-forever in our minds. No one had ever talked to me about death at this
-time; and in wishing to go to the execution, it was with no desire to
-see a man die, and still less suffer. I only looked upon him as a person
-about to exhibit himself in new and strange circumstances, and a
-rope-dancer or a conjuror would have answered my purpose quite as
-well—perhaps better. However, I was not destined that day to see one or
-the other. Long before noon, Father Bonneville ordered the windows to be
-shut up, as if there were a death in the house. He staid at home
-himself, and passed the time in prayer, in which Jeanette and I joined
-him; after which he read two penitential sermons as soon as he thought
-the execution was over, and then ordered the windows to be opened again,
-after a new rush of feet past the house had announced to us that the
-blood-loving populace were going down to the suburbs at the foot of the
-hill.
-
-If good Father Bonneville had kept up the same practice, his house would
-have been shut up, before long, five days out of seven in the week, and
-his domestic prayers would have occupied at least one-quarter of his
-whole time. Executions became numerous, agitation of the public mind,
-disquietude, tumult, violence, followed rapidly. No man felt himself
-safe: every one dreaded his neighbor; each hour had its peril; the
-meanest act of life became of consequence. There was no free-hearted
-easiness, no social cheerfulness; all the amenities of life were
-banished, till despair supplied a gayety of a chilly and a death-like
-sort, to cast an unwholesome blaze upon the darkening times like the
-lights that flit about the graves of the dead. The spirits and the
-energies of Father Bonneville fell completely for a time. He a good deal
-neglected my instruction during a couple of months—strove to give it,
-but could not fix his attention. At other times when I was not sitting
-with him, I was left to do much as I pleased, and my wanderings were now
-prolonged. Sometimes I would extend them five or six miles beyond the
-foot of the hill, especially toward the north and west, where a number
-of objects of great interest, as they seemed to me, lay concealed in the
-depths of a country, not fully populated and very little explored by the
-traveler. There was a curious old house there, completely in
-ruins—nothing in fact but the shell—with the doors gaping like dead
-men’s jaws, and the windows mere eyeless sockets. The outside, however,
-had once been very beautiful, richly arabesque, and ornamented with
-small pillars of a dark-gray marble, in a style which, I believe,
-belonged to the early part of the fifteenth century. The interior was
-crowded with young trees, rooted amongst fragments of decaying joists
-and roofing, while the windows were all trailed over with brambles and
-self-sown climbers. The jackdaws nested in the tall towers, and the owls
-slept till nightfall in the undisturbed chimney; but the social swallows
-built no habitations beneath those eves.
-
-Farther on, there was an older building still, mounted on its little
-rock, with a small, but deep tank on one side, a river on the other, and
-a foss once traversed by a drawbridge, running round the rest of the
-base, and joining the river at the pond. I once waded through the
-stream, for the drawbridge had long returned to dust, to see what was in
-the house above. I was ill repaid for my pains. All was vacant and in
-ruin. There was a large, tall, square building, two lesser towers and a
-wall, but not a vestige of wood-work remaining. It must have been long
-completely dilapidated; for in the great-court, with one of its gnarled
-roots knotted round a fragment of masonry, was an oak which must have
-taken more than two centuries to grow. The two buildings were strangely
-contrasted in style: the gay, airy lightness of the one: the stern,
-heavy simplicity of the other, were the records of two past ages; but
-they, the ages which brought them forth, the people which had built
-them, and the feelings which lent them their characteristics, had all
-passed away. The epitaph for the grave-yard of all terrestrial things
-should have been written on both their fronts—“_Fuimus_.”
-
-It was one day in the autumn time, when the leaves were brown, and the
-light mellow, and the birds had ceased their song, but the grasshopper
-still prolonged his chirping, that I had wandered out in this direction
-an hour or two after noon. It is a very pleasant land that
-Antoumois—for I am certain that it was there, although I have no proof
-of it—with its vineyards and its corn-fields, and its woods
-interspersed, and here and there wild, ill-shapen rocks starting up in
-one’s way, and presenting strange, unusual forms and clefts and caverns
-innumerable. There had been a good deal of rioting in the town in the
-morning. In fact the regular municipal government might have been
-considered as almost at an end, and anarchy was advancing with rapid
-strides. I no longer wanted to see executions: the turbulence of the
-people did not amuse and did not frighten me, but it annoyed me. My ears
-were tired of shouts and screams, and I was sick of the Marseillaise to
-my very heart. I longed to see the old town in its clear, calm, sober
-light again, with the streets uncrowded by victims, and unpolluted by
-the disorderly rabble of the suburb. Gladly I escaped out into the
-country, and I believe good Father Bonneville was glad to see me go. I
-had walked on past the first house I have mentioned, and was about
-mid-way between it and the second. I was wandering on along a little
-foot-path, not sufficiently frequented to prevent the velvet moss from
-growing quickly upon it, and had very nearly arrived at a spot where one
-of those bold, rugged and fissured rocks which I have mentioned, rose up
-in the midst of the wood, and forced the path to take a turn. Suddenly,
-when near the angle, a woman and a child turned the corner advancing
-with wild and rapid steps. The child, a beautiful little girl, of some
-seven years old, dressed in a costume of the higher classes, but with
-nothing but her own beautiful curly hair upon her head, was crying
-bitterly. The woman—evidently a lady of some rank and station—shed no
-tears; but there was a look of wild, anxious terror, almost amounting to
-frenzy, on her face. The moment she beheld me she started back, dragging
-the child with her, and uttering a low scream. But an instant’s thought
-made her pause again; and she fixed her deep, inquiring eyes upon me
-when she saw that I was but a boy and alone. She was very beautiful,
-though very pale, and her face was in some way familiar to me. As I
-gazed at her with some surprise, and not untouched by the fear which she
-evidently felt herself, I saw that various parts of her dress were dyed
-and dabbled with blood. I had stopped when she stopped, and remained
-somewhat bewildered while she fixed upon me that earnest, penetrating
-look. Suddenly, some thought or remembrance seemed to strike her, and
-letting go the child’s hand, she darted forth and grasped my arm.
-
-“Are not you the boy whom I saw some months ago at Father Bonneville’s?”
-she asked in a low and hurried voice.
-
-“I live with him, madam,” I replied; “but what blood is that upon your
-dress?”
-
-“My husband’s,” replied the lady, in a tone so low, so icy, so full of
-deep despair that it seemed to freeze my very heart. “They have just
-murdered him before my very face, because he would not give them powder
-when he had none to give.”
-
-Then she put her hand to her head for a few moments, and the little
-girl, still weeping bitterly, crept up to her side, and took hold of her
-gown.
-
-“Here,” said the lady, disengaging the child’s hand and putting it in
-mine, “take her to Father Bonneville—tell him what has
-happened—beseech him to keep her in safety for two or three months. I
-will come and claim her if I live so long. If not, let him send her to
-England and think me dead. You will take care of her—you will be kind
-to her—you will guide her safely?” and she fixed her large, dark eyes
-full upon me, seeming to look into my soul.
-
-She had taken little notice of the child, who was now crying more
-bitterly than ever, and murmuring that she would not go. For my part, I
-promised all that she desired, but she hardly listened to me,
-exclaiming, almost immediately I began to speak—
-
-“Stay! she must have some means. Here, here,” and she took from her
-pocket two rolls of coin, wrapped up in paper as was much the custom in
-France in those days. One of these she gave to me, enveloped and sealed
-as it was. The other, she broke as one would break a stick, and I
-perceived it contained louis-d’ors, by one of them falling out upon the
-ground. I stooped to pick it up, but she said in the same hurried tone—
-
-“Never mind, never mind. Speed is worth all the gold in the world. Here,
-take this half and go.”
-
-Then stooping down, she kissed the little girl a hundred times, pressed
-her to her heart, laid her hand upon her head and looked up to heaven;
-and now the tears fell plentifully. From time to time, however, she
-whispered a few words in the child’s ear, and they seemed to have a
-great effect. She wept still, and somewhat clung to her mother; but
-when, at length, the lady replaced the child’s hand in mine, saying,
-“Now go, go, and God Almighty be your God and Protector,” she made no
-further resistance; but with bent head, and eyes dropping fast, ran on
-beside me.
-
-Suddenly I heard a voice cry, “Stop, stop!” and turning round, saw the
-lady running fast after us. She caught the child’s hand and mine with a
-quick, eager grasp, and looked up on high, seeming to consider something
-deeply, and I could see the pulse beating in her beautiful neck with
-fearful force. At length, however, she dropped our hands with a deep,
-heavy sigh, and murmured, “They will never hurt two children—surely,
-they will not hurt two children. Go on—go on—”
-
-She turned sadly away, and walking on, I was there in the forest leading
-the little girl by the hand, and with a walk of more than four miles
-before us.
-
- [_To be continued._
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- THE KISS.
-
-
- BY E. ANNA LEWIS.
-
-
- Two lovely beings near me stood,
- The one a tall and blooming youth,
- The other in sweet maidenhood,
- All wreathed with smiles, and love, and truth.
-
- He gazed upon her beaming face,
- As if his soul lay mirrored there,
- Then drew her close to his embrace—
- But shrinking back, she said—“_Take care!_”
-
- “It never gave me joy,” he sighed,
- “The dew from saintly lips to sip—
- I’d rather quaff the lava tide
- That flushes Passion’s burning lip.”
-
- “Then go,” she said—“I spurn thy kiss—
- Go, kneel at glowing Venus’ shrine,
- And drink thy fill of wanton bliss—
- Thy lip shall never feed on mine.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- THE CLOSING SCENE.
-
-
- BY THOMAS BUCHANAN READ.
-
-
- Within his sober realm of leafless trees
- The russet Year inhaled the dreamy air,
- Like some tanned reaper in his hour of ease,
- When all the fields are lying brown and bare.
-
- The gray barns, looking from their hazy hills
- O’er the dim waters widening in the vales,
- Sent down the air a greeting to the mills
- On the dull thunder of alternate flails.
-
- All sights were mellowed and all sounds subdued;
- The hills seemed farther and the streams sang low;
- As in a dream, the distant woodman hewed
- His winter log with many a muffled blow.
-
- The embattled forests, erewhile armed in gold,
- Their banners bright with every martial hue,
- Now stood like some sad beaten host of old
- Withdrawn afar in Time’s remotest blue.
-
- On slumberous wings the vulture held his flight;
- The dove scarce heard his sighing mate’s complaint;
- And, like a star slow drowning in the light,
- The village church-vane seemed to pale and faint.
-
- The sentinel cock upon the hill-side crew—
- Crew thrice, and all was stiller than before;
- Silent, till some replying warder blew
- His alien horn, and then was heard no more.
-
- Where erst the jay, within the elm’s tall crest,
- Made garrulous trouble round her unfledged young;
- And where the oriole hung her swaying nest,
- By every light wind like a censer swung:—
-
- Where sang the noisy masons of the eves,
- The busy swallows, circling ever near,
- Foreboding, as the rustic mind believes,
- An early harvest and a plenteous year:—
-
- Where every bird that charmed the vernal feast,
- Shook the sweet slumber from its wings at morn,
- And warned the reaper of the rosy east—
- All now was songless, empty and forlorn.
-
- Alone from out the stubble piped the quail,
- While croaked the crow through all the dreamy gloom;
- Alone the pheasant drumming in the vale
- Made echo to the distant cottage loom.
-
- There was no bud, no bloom upon the bowers,
- The spiders wove their thin shrouds night by night,
- The thistle-down, the only ghost of flowers,
- Sailed slowly by—passed noiseless out of sight.
-
- Amid all this, in this most cheerless air,
- And where the woodbine shed upon the porch
- Its crimson leaves, as if the year stood there
- Firing the floor with his inverted torch;—
-
- Amid all this, the centre of the scene,
- The white-haired matron, with monotonous tread
- Plied the swift wheel, and with her joyless mien,
- Sat, like a Fate, and watched the flying thread.
-
- She had known Sorrow: He had walked with her,
- Oft supped and broke the bitter ashen crust;
- And in the dead leaves still she heard the stir
- Of his black mantle trailing in the dust.
-
- While yet her cheek was bright with summer bloom
- Her country summoned, and she gave her all;
- And twice War bowed to her his sable plume—
- Re-gave the swords to rust upon her wall.
-
- Re-gave the swords; but not the hand that drew,
- And struck for Liberty its dying blow;
- Nor him who, to his sire and country true.
- Fell ’mid the ranks of the invading foe.
-
- Long, but not loud, the droning wheel went on,
- Like the low murmur of a hive at noon;
- Long, but not loud, the memory of the gone
- Breathed through her lips a sad and tremulous tune.
-
- At last the thread was snapped—her head was bowed,
- Life dropped the distaff through his hands serene—
- And loving neighbors smoothed her careful shroud,
- While Death and Winter closed the Autumn scene.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- LINES.
-
-
- BY JAMES M’CARROLL.
-
-
- How oft, while wandering through some desert place,
- I’ve met a poor, pale, thirsty little flower,
- Looking toward heaven, with its patient face,
- In dying expectation of a shower.
-
- And when the sweet compassion of the skies
- Fell, like a charm, upon its sickly bloom,
- Oh! what a grateful stream gushed from its eyes
- Toward Him who cared to snatch it from the tomb.
-
- And, oh! when all its leaves seemed folding up
- Into the tender bud of other days,
- What clouds of incense, from the deepening cup,
- Rolled upward with the burden of its praise.
-
- And then I thought, in this dry land of ours
- How few, that feel affliction’s chastening rod,
- Are like the poor, pale, thirsty little flowers,
- With their meek faces turned toward their God.
-
- How few, when angry clouds and storms depart,
- And all the light of heaven reappears,
- Are found with incense rising in a heart
- Dissolved, before His throne, in grateful tears.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- A GOOD INVESTMENT.
-
-
- BY T. S. ARTHUR.
-
-
-“That’s a smart little fellow of yours,” said a gentleman named Winslow
-to a laboring man, who was called in, occasionally, to do work about his
-store. “Does he go to school?”
-
-“Not now, sir,” replied the poor man.
-
-“Why not, Davis? He looks like a bright lad.”
-
-“He’s got good parts, sir,” returned the father, “but—”
-
-“But what?” asked the gentleman, seeing that the man hesitated.
-
-“Times are rather hard now, sir, and I have a large family. It’s about
-as much as I can do to keep hunger and cold away. Ned reads very well,
-writes a tolerable fair hand, considering all things, and can figure a
-little. And that’s about all I can do for him. The other children are
-coming forward, and I reckon he will have to go to a trade middling
-soon.”
-
-“How old is Ned?” inquired Mr. Winslow.
-
-“He’s turned of eleven.”
-
-“You wont put him to a trade before he’s thirteen or fourteen?”
-
-“Can’t keep him home idling about all that time, Mr. Winslow. It would
-be his ruination. It’s young to go out from home, I know, to rough it
-and tough it among strangers”—there was a slight unsteadiness in the
-poor man’s voice—“but it’s better than doing nothing.”
-
-“Ned ought to go to school a year or two longer, Davis,” said Mr.
-Winslow, with some interest in his manner. “And as you are not able to
-pay the quarter-bills, I guess I will have to do it. What say you? If I
-pay for Ned’s schooling can you keep him at home some two or three years
-longer?”
-
-“I didn’t expect _that_ of you, Mr. Winslow,” said the poor man, and his
-voice now trembled. He uncovered his head as he spoke, almost
-reverently. “You aint bound to pay for schooling my boy. Ah, sir!”
-
-“But you havn’t answered my question, Davis. What say you?”
-
-“Oh, sir, if you are really in earnest?”
-
-“I am in earnest. Ned ought to go to school. If you can keep him home a
-few years longer I will pay for his education during the time. Ned”—Mr.
-Winslow spoke to the boy—“what say you? Would you like to go to school
-again?”
-
-“Yes, indeed, sir,” quickly answered the boy, while his bright young
-face was lit up with a gleam of intelligence.
-
-“Then you shall go, my fine fellow. There’s the right kind of stuff in
-you, or I’m mistaken. We’ll give you a trial at any rate.”
-
-Mr. Winslow was as good as his word. Ned was immediately entered at an
-excellent school. The boy, young as he was, appreciated the kind act of
-his benefactor, and resolved to profit by it to the full extent.
-
-“I made an investment of ten dollars to-day,” said Mr. Winslow,
-jestingly to a mercantile friend, some three months after the occurrence
-just related took place, “and here’s the certificate.”
-
-He held up a small slip of paper as he spoke.
-
-“Ten dollars! A large operation. In what fund?”
-
-“A charity fund.”
-
-“Oh!” And the friend shrugged his shoulders “Don’t do much in that way
-myself. No great faith in the security. What dividend do you expect to
-receive?”
-
-“Don’t know. Rather think it will be large.”
-
-“Better take some more of the stock if you think it so good. There is
-plenty in market to be bought at less than par.”
-
-Mr. Winslow smiled, and said that, in all probability he would invest a
-few more small sums in the same way and see how it would turn out. The
-little piece of paper which he called a certificate of stock, was the
-first quarter-bill he had paid for Ned’s schooling. For four years these
-bills were regularly paid, and then Ned, who had well improved the
-opportunities so generously afforded him, was taken, on the
-recommendation of Mr. Winslow, into a large importing house. He was at
-the time in his sixteenth year. Before the lad could enter upon this
-employment, however, Mr. Winslow had to make another investment in his
-charity fund. Ned’s father was too poor to give him an outfit of
-clothing such as was required in the new position to which he was to be
-elevated; knowing this, the generous merchant came forward again and
-furnished the needful supply.
-
-As no wages were received by Ned for the first two years, Mr. Winslow
-continued to buy his clothing, while his father still gave him his
-board. On reaching the age of eighteen, Ned’s employers, who were much
-pleased with his industry, intelligence, and attention to business, put
-him on a salary of three hundred dollars. This made him at once
-independent. He could pay his own boarding and find his own clothes, and
-proud did he feel on the day when advanced to so desirable a position.
-
-“How comes on your investment?” asked Mr. Winslow’s mercantile friend
-about this time. He spoke jestingly.
-
-“It promises very well,” was the smiling reply.
-
-“It is rising in the market, then?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Any dividends yet?”
-
-“Oh, certainly. Large dividends.”
-
-“Ah! You surprise me. What kind of dividends?”
-
-“More than a hundred per cent.”
-
-“Indeed! Not in money?”
-
-“Oh no. But in something better than money. The satisfaction that flows
-from an act of benevolence wisely done.”
-
-“Oh, that’s all.” The friend spoke with ill-concealed contempt.
-
-“Don’t you call that something?” asked Mr. Winslow.
-
-“It’s entirely too unsubstantial for me,” replied the other. “I go in
-for returns of a more tangible character. Those you speak of wont pay my
-notes.”
-
-Mr. Winslow smiled, and bade his friend good-morning.
-
-“He knows nothing,” said he to himself, as he mused on the subject, “of
-the pleasure of doing good; and the loss is all on his side. If we have
-the ability to secure investments of this kind, they are among the best
-we can make, and all are able to put at least some money in the fund of
-good works, let it be ever so small an amount. Have I suffered the
-abridgment of a single comfort by what I have done? No. Have I gained in
-pleasant thoughts and feelings by the act? Largely. It has been a source
-of perennial enjoyment. I would not have believed that, at so small a
-cost I could have secured so much pleasure. And how great the good that
-may flow from what I have done! Instead of a mere day-laborer, whose
-work in the world goes not beyond the handling of boxes, bales and
-barrels, or the manufacture of some article in common use, Edward Davis,
-advanced by education, takes a position of more extended usefulness, and
-by his higher ability and more intelligent action in society, will be
-able, if he rightly use the power in his hands, to advance the world’s
-onward movement in a most important degree.”
-
-Thus thought Mr. Winslow and his heart grew warm within him. Time proved
-that he had not erred in affording the lad an opportunity for obtaining
-a good education. His quick mind acquired, in the position in which he
-was placed, accurate ideas of business, and industry and force of
-character made these ideas thoroughly practical. Every year his
-employers advanced his salary, and, on attaining his majority, it was
-further advanced to the sum of one thousand dollars per annum. With
-every increase the young man had devoted a larger and larger proportion
-of his income to improving the condition of his father’s family, and
-when it was raised to the sum last mentioned, he took a neat,
-comfortable new house, much larger than the family had before lived in,
-and paid the whole rent himself. Moreover, through his acquaintance and
-influence, he was able to get a place for his father at lighter
-employment than he had heretofore been engaged in, and at a higher rate
-of compensation.
-
-“Any more dividends on your charity investment?” said Mr. Winslow’s
-friend, about this time. He spoke with the old manner, and from the old
-feelings.
-
-“Yes. Got a dividend to-day. The largest yet received,” replied the
-merchant, smiling.
-
-“Did you? Hope it does you a great deal of good.”
-
-“I realize your wish, my friend. It is doing me a great deal of good,”
-returned Mr. Winslow.
-
-“No cash, I presume?”
-
-“Something far better. Let me explain.”
-
-“Do so, if you please.”
-
-“You know the particulars of this investment?” said Mr. Winslow.
-
-His friend shook his head, and replied,
-
-“No. The fact is, I never felt interest enough in the matter to inquire
-particulars.”
-
-“Oh, well. Then I must give you a little history.”
-
-“You know old Davis, who has been working about our stores for the last
-ten or fifteen years?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“My investment was in the education of his son.”
-
-“Indeed!”
-
-“His father took him from school when he was only eleven years old,
-because he could not afford to send him any longer, and was about
-putting the little fellow out to learn a trade. Something interested me
-in the child, who was a bright lad, and acting from a good impulse that
-came over me at the moment, I proposed to his father to send him to
-school for three or four years, if he would board and clothe him during
-the time. To this he readily agreed. So I paid for Ned’s schooling until
-he was in his sixteenth year, and then got him into Webb & Waldron’s
-store, where he has been ever since.”
-
-“Webb & Waldron’s!” said the friend, evincing some surprise. “I know all
-their clerks very well, for we do a great deal of business with them.
-Which is the son of old Mr. Davis?”
-
-“The one they call Edward.”
-
-“Not that tall, fine-looking young man—their leading salesman?”
-
-“The same.”
-
-“Is it possible! Why he is worth any two clerks in the store.”
-
-“I know he is.”
-
-“For his age, there is not a better salesman in the city.”
-
-“So I believe,” said Mr. Winslow, “nor,” he added, “a better man.”
-
-“I know little of his personal character; but, unless his face deceives
-me, it cannot but be good.”
-
-“It is good. Let me say a word about him. The moment his salary
-increased beyond what was absolutely required to pay his board and find
-such clothing as his position made it necessary for him to wear, he
-devoted the entire surplus to rendering his father’s family more
-comfortable.”
-
-“Highly praiseworthy,” said the friend.
-
-“I had received, already, many dividends on my investment,” continued
-Mr. Winslow; “but when that fact came to my knowledge, my dividend
-exceeded all the other dividends put together.”
-
-The mercantile friend was silent. If ever in his life he had envied the
-reward of a good deed, it was at that moment.
-
-“To-day,” went on Mr. Winslow, “I have received a still larger dividend.
-I was passing along Buttonwood street, when I met old Mr. Davis coming
-out of a house, the rent of which, from its appearance, was not less
-than two hundred and twenty-five dollars. ‘You don’t live here, of
-course,’ said I, for I knew the old man’s income to be small—not over
-six or seven dollars a week. ‘O, yes I do,’ he made answer, with a
-smile. I turned and looked at the house again. ‘How comes this?’ I
-asked. ‘You must be getting better off in the world.’ ‘So I am,’ was his
-reply. ‘Has anybody left you a little fortune?’ I inquired. ‘No, but you
-have helped me to one,’ said he. ‘I don’t understand you, Mr. Davis,’ I
-made answer. ‘Edward rents the house for us,’ said the old man. ‘Do you
-understand now?’
-
-“I understood him perfectly. It was then that I received the largest
-dividend on my investment which has yet come into my hands. If they go
-on increasing at this rate, I shall soon be rich.”
-
-“Rather unsubstantial kind of riches,” was remarked by the friend.
-
-“That which elevates and delights the mind can hardly be called
-unsubstantial,” replied Mr. Winslow. “Gold will not always do this.”
-
-The friend sighed involuntarily. The remarks of Mr. Winslow caused
-thoughts to flit over his mind that were far from being agreeable.
-
-A year or two more went by, and then an addition was made to the firm of
-Webb & Waldron. Edward Davis received the offer of an interest in the
-business, which he unhesitatingly accepted. From that day he was in the
-road to fortune. Three years afterward one of the partners died, when
-his interest was increased.
-
-Twenty-five years from the time Mr. Winslow, acting from a benevolent
-impulse, proposed to send young Davis to school, have passed.
-
-One day, about this period, Mr. Winslow, who had met with a number of
-reverses in business, was sitting in his counting-room, with a troubled
-look on his face, when the mercantile friend before-mentioned came in.
-His countenance was pale and disturbed.
-
-“We are ruined! ruined!” said he, with much agitation.
-
-Mr. Winslow started to his feet.
-
-“Speak!” he exclaimed. “What new disaster is about to sweep over me?”
-
-“The house of Toledo & Co., in Rio, has suspended.”
-
-Mr. Winslow struck his hands together, and sunk down into the chair from
-which he had arisen.
-
-“Then it is all over,” he murmured. “All over!”
-
-“It is all over with me,” said the other. “A longer struggle would be
-fruitless. But for this I might have weathered the storm. Twenty
-thousand dollars of drafts drawn against my last shipment are back
-protested, and will be presented to-morrow. I cannot lift them. So ends
-this matter. So closes a business life of nearly forty years, in
-commercial dishonor and personal ruin!”
-
-“Are you certain that they have failed?” asked Mr. Winslow, with
-something like hope in his tone of voice.
-
-“It is too true,” was answered. “The Celeste arrived this morning, and
-her letter-bag was delivered at the post-office half an hour ago. Have
-you received nothing by her?”
-
-“I was not aware of her arrival. But I will send immediately for my
-letters.”
-
-Too true was the information communicated by the friend. The large
-commission-house of Toledo & Co. had failed, and protested drafts had
-been returned to a very heavy amount. Mr. Winslow was among the
-sufferers, and to an extent that was equivalent to ruin; because it
-threw back upon him the necessity of lifting over fifteen thousand
-dollars of protested paper, when his line of payments was already fully
-up to his utmost ability.
-
-For nearly five years, every thing had seemed to go against Mr. Winslow.
-At the beginning of that period, a son, whom he had set up in business,
-failed, involving him in a heavy loss. Then, one disaster after another
-followed, until he found himself in imminent danger of failure. From
-this time he turned his mind to the consideration of his affairs with
-more earnestness than ever, and made every transaction with a degree of
-prudence and foresight that seemed to guarantee success in whatever he
-attempted. A deficient supply of flour caused him to venture a large
-shipment to Rio. The sale was at a handsomely remunerative profit, but
-the failure of his consignees, before the payment of his drafts for the
-proceeds, entirely prostrated him.
-
-So hopeless did the merchant consider his case, that he did not even
-make an effort to get temporary aid in his extremity.
-
-When the friend of Mr. Winslow came with the information that the house
-of Toledo & Co. had failed, the latter was searching about in his mind
-for the means of lifting about five thousand dollars worth of paper,
-which fell due on that day. He had two thousand dollars in bank; the
-balance of the sum would have to be raised by borrowing. He had partly
-fixed upon the resources from which this was to come, when the news of
-his ill-fortune arrived.
-
-Yes, it was ruin. Mr. Winslow saw that in a moment, and his hands fell
-powerless by his side. He made no further effort to lift his notes, but,
-after his mind had a little recovered from its first shock, he left his
-store and retired to his home, to seek in its quiet the calmness and
-fortitude, of which he stood so greatly in need. In this home were his
-wife and two daughters, who all their lives had enjoyed the many
-external comforts and elegancies that wealth can procure. The heart of
-the father ached as his eyes rested upon his children, and he thought of
-the sad reverses that awaited them.
-
-On entering his dwelling, Mr. Winslow sought the partner of his life,
-and communicated to her without reserve, the painful intelligence of his
-approaching failure.
-
-“Is it indeed so hopeless?” she asked, tears filling her eyes.
-
-“I am utterly prostrate!” was the reply, in a voice that was full of
-anguish. And in the bitterness of the moment, the unfortunate merchant
-wrung his hands.
-
-To Mrs. Winslow, the shock, so unexpected, was very severe; and it was
-some time before her mind, after her husband’s announcement, acquired
-any degree of calmness.
-
-About half an hour after Mr. Winslow’s return home, and while both his
-own heart and that of his wife were quivering with pain, a servant came
-and said that a gentleman had called and wished to see him.
-
-“Who is it?” asked the merchant.
-
-“I did not understand his name,” replied the servant.
-
-Mr. Winslow forced as much external composure as was possible, and then
-descended to the parlor.
-
-“Mr. Davis,” he said on entering.
-
-“Mr. Winslow,” returned the visitor, taking the merchant’s hand and
-grasping it warmly.
-
-As the two men sat down together, the one addressed as Mr. Davis, said—
-
-“I was sorry to learn a little while ago, that you will lose by this
-failure in Rio.”
-
-“Heavily. It has ruined me!” replied Mr. Winslow.
-
-“Not so bad as that I hope!” said Mr. Davis.
-
-“Yes. It has removed the last prop that I leaned on, Mr. Davis. The very
-last one, and now the worst must come to the worst. It is impossible for
-me to take up fifteen thousand dollars worth of returned drafts.”
-
-“Fifteen thousand is the amount?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-Mr. Davis smiled encouragingly.
-
-“If that is all,” said he, “there is no difficulty in the way. I can
-easily get you the money.”
-
-Mr. Winslow started, and a warm flush went over his face.
-
-“Why didn’t you come to me,” asked Mr. Davis, “the moment you found
-yourself in such a difficulty? Surely!” and his voice slightly trembled,
-“surely you did not think it possible for me to forget the past! Do not
-I owe you every thing?—and would I not be one of the basest of men, if
-I forgot my obligation? If your need were twice fifteen thousand, and it
-required the division of my last dollar with you, not a hair of your
-head should be injured. I did not know that it was possible for you to
-get into an extremity like this, until I heard it whispered a little
-while ago.”
-
-So unexpected a turn in his affairs completely unmanned Mr. Winslow. He
-covered his face and wept for some time, with the uncontrollable passion
-of a child.
-
-“Ah! sir,” he said at last, in a broken voice, “I did not expect this,
-Mr. Davis.”
-
-“You had a right to expect it,” replied the young man. “Were I to do
-less than sustain you in any extremity not too great for my ability, I
-would be unworthy the name of a man. And now, Mr. Winslow, let your
-heart be at rest. You need not fall under this blow. Your drafts will
-probably come back to you to-morrow?”
-
-“Yes. To-morrow at the latest.”
-
-“Very well. I will see that you are provided with the means to lift
-them. In the meantime, if you are in want of any sums toward your
-payments of to-day, just let me know.”
-
-“I can probably get through to-day by my own efforts,” said Mr. Winslow.
-
-“Probably? How much do you want?” asked Mr. Davis.
-
-“In the neighborhood of three thousand dollars.”
-
-“I will send you round a check for that sum immediately,” promptly
-returned the young man, rising as he spoke and drawing forth his watch.
-
-“It is nearly two o’clock now,” he added, “so I will bid you good day.
-In fifteen minutes you will find a check at your store.”
-
-And with this Davis retired.
-
-All this, which passed in a brief space of time, seemed like a dream to
-Mr. Winslow. He could hardly realize its truth. But it was a reality,
-and he comprehended it more fully, when on reaching his store, he found
-there the promised check for three thousand dollars.
-
-On the next day the protested drafts came in; but, thanks to the
-grateful kindness of Mr. Davis, now a merchant with the command of large
-money facilities, he was able to take them up. The friend, before
-introduced was less fortunate. There was no one to step forward and save
-him from ruin, and he sunk under the sudden pressure that came upon him.
-
-A few days after his failure he met Mr. Winslow.
-
-“How is this?” said he. “How did you weather the storm that drove me
-under? I thought your condition as hopeless as mine!”
-
-“So did I,” answered Mr. Winslow. “But, I had forgotten a small
-investment made years ago. I have spoken of it to you before.”
-
-The other looked slightly puzzled.
-
-“Have you forgotten that investment in the charity fund? which you
-thought money thrown away.”
-
-“Oh!” Light broke in upon his mind. “You educated Davis. I remember
-now!”
-
-“And Davis, hearing of my extremity, stepped forward and saved me. That
-was the best investment I ever made!”
-
-The friend dropped his eyes to the pavement, stood for a moment or two
-without speaking, sighed and then moved on. How many opportunities for
-making similar investments had he not neglected!
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- THE LOST DEED.
-
-
- A LEGEND OF OLD SALEM.
-
-
- BY E. D. ELIOT.
-
-
-Last summer I visited, for a few weeks, a romantic inland town, in the
-northern part of New England. While there, some old papers accidentally
-fell into my hands, and among them I found the following story; which
-appeared to have been thrown into the form of a legend, and thus handed
-down through several generations.
-
-The family it relates to were originally among the principal families
-residing in the good old town of Salem, toward the close of the old
-French war. No branch of the family remained in the place at the time of
-the Revolution of ’76; and their name even is now forgotten in the
-vicinity, or only to be found on some old tomb-stone. This legend served
-me to shorten a weary, sultry, mid-summer hour, and, courteous reader,
-with the hope that it may do you the same kind service, I give it to you
-without further comment.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The Fayerweather estate was purchased by the first of that family who
-appeared in Salem, of a person of the name of Boynton. The estate was
-situated in that part of Essex street since called “Old Paved street,”
-from its having been the first, and for many years the only one, in the
-town which afforded its passengers the convenience of a substantial
-stone pavement.
-
-The man Boynton, of whom Mr. Fayerweather purchased the land, was not
-much respected in the town; he had but little reputation for honesty;
-but Mr. Fayerweather having secured the title deeds, when he paid down
-the purchase money, saw but little reason to fear his title being called
-in question; therefore immediately on coming into possession, he built
-on it a fine mansion. It was a large and respectable looking edifice,
-built in the best style of the day; its date was the same with that of
-the noted one in which the witches were tried, and which can yet be seen
-standing in a green old age, at the corner of North and Essex streets,
-having survived the decay and downfall of all its cotemporaries. The
-solid beams and rafters of the Fayerweather mansion might have held
-together equally as long, but not many years ago they were ruthlessly
-torn down to make room for a more showy house of bright red brick, built
-in the modern style.
-
-Mr. Fayerweather lived in quiet possession of his land long enough to
-see it nearly doubled in value, by his improvements and the increase of
-dwellings in that part of the town. At his decease his only son took
-possession of the homestead. Boynton’s death took place shortly after.
-And now an unexpected claim was set up by his son and daughter, Jemmy
-and Nanny, to an undivided moiety of the land, in right of their mother;
-and a deed was produced by them, proving their title to this moiety by
-purchase in her maiden name, with a date prior to her marriage. The
-second Mr. Fayerweather perceived at once the knavery which had been
-practiced upon his father, by the old sinner Boynton; but he not being
-able to bring himself to contest the point by a recourse to law—of
-which he entertained a horror—Jemmy and Nanny proceeded to establish
-their claim by taking possession. They removed the little
-ill-conditioned building which served for their dwelling, so near the
-line which separated the garden and grounds immediately about the
-mansion, from the rest of the land, that the hedge of shrubbery marking
-the division might conveniently serve them equally well as an inclosure.
-
-Their injured neighbor had no means of redress, however annoyed; and
-being of a Christian spirit, still further subdued by affliction—having
-lost his wife and several children in succession—he thought more of
-securing possessions in another and better world, than of resisting
-encroachments on those remaining to him in this. Few, however, are the
-evils in this life which are found to be wholly unattended with benefit.
-Even the fraud of old Boynton, the aggressions of Jemmy and Nanny, their
-continual warfare with the kitchen division of his household, resulting
-not seldom in a pitched battle with broomsticks—even these served a
-good purpose to the sorrowing invalid. Like a perpetual blister, their
-irritation sometimes aroused his spirit, in danger of sinking into
-apathy or dejection; and by quickening the flow of his blood, and giving
-it a more lively action, perhaps produced a favorable effect upon his
-health. It is certain that his life was prolonged to a much greater age
-than was prophesied when he took possession of his disputed inheritance.
-At his death his estate fell to his son, also an only one, who in turn
-became the occupant of the homestead, and whose family furnishes the
-principal subject of the pages which follow.
-
-Mr. Fayerweather, the third of the name in Salem, removed from Boston,
-where he had married and had resided for several years. He was a man of
-great worth, and of good sense, though with some eccentricities. The
-handsome property which he inherited, together with that which fell into
-his hands by his marriage, constituted him a wealthy man without any
-addition; he, however, engaged in commerce for a few years, but not
-finding it to his taste, he retired from business soon after his removal
-to Salem, and led a quiet though useful life; one of the most beloved
-and respected among the heads of the town. His good lady was
-distinguished, principally, for kindness of heart, and an almost
-laughable simplicity; though in her youth she had possessed much beauty,
-and of a kind on which Time can scarce find it in his heart to lay his
-withering fingers; spiteful as the old wretch usually is to lilies and
-roses and lovely features. This well-matched pair had but two
-children—both sons; a niece, however, left an orphan in infancy was
-adopted by madam, (this title, in those days, was always borne by
-matrons in the higher station,) and she became equally beloved by Mr.
-Fayerweather.
-
-Jemmy Boynton never married; despairing, probably, of finding a helpmate
-equally as saving and lynx-eyed, as to the main chance as his amiable
-sister. Nanny Boynton’s reasons for leading a single life were never
-fully known. Perhaps she never received an offer; though being for many
-years reputed the richest heiress in Salem, this does not seem probable,
-even had her personal charms not been quite irresistible.
-
-However the case may be, the brother and sister lived together in much
-harmony; the fraternal tie being strengthened by bonds of principal and
-interest. Still they were far from being agreeable neighbors to the
-family at the larger house, whose quiet they succeeded in disturbing
-almost daily. Madam kept herself as much aloof from them as she could,
-consistently with her nature, which was kindly disposed to every
-creature that breathed, and led her to do them all the good in her
-power. Of this they availed themselves to their no small profit. They
-levied contributions, under the name of loans, upon her larder, her
-flour-barrel, and her meat-tub; seldom replenishing their own scanty
-stock of provisions, until a supply from her store-room had served them
-a week. The kitchen utensils were in constant requisition. The servants
-sometimes took upon them to resist these exactions, when such a clamor
-would be raised, as to throw poor madam into hysterics; in terror of
-which and in mercy to his own ears, her good spouse was fain to give
-orders that Jemmy and Nanny should have whatever they asked for, without
-contention or debate.
-
-This was to the unbounded indignation of Aunt Vi’let; a
-sable-complexioned dame, who ruled in the kitchen with despotic sway,
-and held old Scipio, her niece Flora, and Peter the footboy, in
-wholesome subjection; often extending her dominion to the parlor, where
-she found no difficulty in overawing madam; and even Mr. Fayerweather,
-though he sometimes proved refractory, as in the above instance, yet he
-generally found it his safest course to submit in silence to Aunt
-Vi’let.
-
-If there was a being in the world, toward whom Vi’let bore a decided
-antipathy, that being was Nanny Boynton. This antipathy was partly
-caused by the conviction that the latter was addicted to witchcraft; a
-belief in which, not being yet wholly dispelled from the minds of the
-ignorant and uneducated in Salem. In Vi’let it existed in as full force
-as any of the articles of her religious creed; it might, indeed, be said
-to be one of them—and her feelings toward Nanny were governed by it
-accordingly; imputing to her agency every untoward event which occurred
-in the family generally, but more particularly her own private mishaps,
-her ailments and vexations. No fear, however, found a place in her
-feelings toward her enemy; for had the latter attacked her, backed by
-him of the cloven foot, in bodily shape, she was of a temper and spirit
-to hold her ground and berate the foul fiend to his face; and if he had
-not fairly turned and fled, panic-struck at the torrent of abuse
-accompanying her adjurations, he had proved himself, indeed, a brave
-spirit.
-
-The brawls and disturbances occasioned by the hostility of these two
-high-spirited maidens—for Vi’let too had forsworn matrimony—rendered
-it the first object of Mr. Fayerweather’s wishes to remove the Boyntons;
-and he endeavored to prevail upon them to relinquish their claim for a
-reasonable compensation; but for many years in vain, their residence in
-his neighborhood was much too profitable and convenient for them to be
-easily induced to change it.
-
-George Fayerweather, the elder of Mr. Fayerweather’s two sons, being the
-hero of this legend, it may be as well to give some account of his
-boyhood, especially of those events and associations that had some share
-in the formation of his character. Though in strength and frame a young
-giant, he had delicate, handsome features, and a complexion which seemed
-to defy the effect of sun or wind, rosy cheeks, and long, curling,
-golden hair. He resembled his mother very much; and madam could not
-always avoid betraying her fond pride in this living image of herself,
-as she smoothed his hair, and turning each golden lock over her finger,
-formed it into ringlets round his blooming face and ivory throat, after
-her daily operations of washing and dressing him. These offices she took
-upon herself until he was eleven years old, and there is no knowing how
-much longer she might have chosen to perform them, if his father had not
-interfered—“Finding,” as he said, “the boy was in danger of becoming a
-conceited, effeminate coxcomb—which no son of his should be.”
-
-One morning Mr. Fayerweather was reading in a small apartment, which
-opened out of the sitting-room, formerly used by him as a counting-room,
-and still retaining the name, though it might have been dignified with
-the title of library, being lined with book-shelves well filled. The
-door was half open, and hearing some one enter the sitting-room, he
-looked up and saw his son, who had just undergone the above-mentioned
-dressing operations under his mother’s hands. The boy, not perceiving
-his father, went up to the large looking-glass which hung over the
-marble slab, where he stood apparently admiring himself, while he took a
-handful of sugar-plums from his pocket, and putting them into his mouth,
-ate as he gazed.
-
-Mr. Fayerweather, with difficulty restraining his indignation, left the
-room quietly by another door, which opened at the foot of the stairs, up
-which he went. He descended quickly, bringing a silk gown of his wife’s
-on his arm, and a lace cap in his hand, and softly approached George,
-who was still absorbed in the contemplation of his own image. Seizing
-the boy, who, paralyzed with shame, could make no resistance, he
-stripped off his upper garment, and put the gown and cap on him; then
-taking him on his knee, he began to trot and dandle him, singing, “High
-diddle diddle.” George’s rage obtained the mastery; he struggled and
-kicked with the strength of a half-grown Hercules, and at length freeing
-himself from his father, he stripped off the gown and stamped upon
-it—madam’s very blue-watered tabby! then catching a glance at himself
-in the glass, and seeing the cap on his head, he tore it in two, and
-flying up to the glass, with one blow of his fist, broke it into a
-thousand pieces. The tempest now subsided in a torrent of tears, and the
-poor boy ran off to hide his shame.
-
-His father, when he saw the result of his experiment, almost repented
-having carried it so far. He did not think of the value of the glass,
-though he had sent “_home_” for it, at the cost of fifty guineas; and in
-its elaborately carved and gilded frame, it was the pride of all “Paved
-street”; nor madam’s blue-watered tabby, though it was her fourth
-best—indeed, she rather preferred it to her Pompadour lustring, having
-an idea that Mr. Fayerweather thought it becoming to her complexion—the
-value of these twice-told he would have thought well-bestowed if they
-cured George of his girlish vanity, and called forth in him a manly
-spirit; but he regretted having outraged the feelings of his son. He,
-however, courageously repressed the yearning which he felt to go and
-soothe the boy and do away the effect of his severe lesson by sweetmeats
-and caresses. He very sensibly left George to himself for a while.
-
-Madam was out at this juncture. I pass over her lamentations, on her
-return, at the injury done to her favorite gown and cap, and the still
-louder ones which escaped her at the sight of the broken looking-glass;
-suffice it to say, that Mr. Fayerweather promised her a green damask to
-replace her outraged tabby, and to send home for a pair of glasses by
-the next vessel. George did not make his appearance at dinner, but his
-father manfully resisted his inclination to seek for him, and succeeded
-in keeping down madam’s hysterics, by diverting her mind with some news
-which he told her relating to the king and queen. He did not, however,
-prevent her from heaping up a plate with every dainty the house
-afforded, and giving it to Scipio, with a charge “not to leave till he
-had found the child, and made him eat his dinner.”
-
-Tea-time came, and no George took his accustomed seat, as near his
-mother’s apron-strings as possible. On the door being opened, however,
-which led into the passage between the sitting-room and kitchen, his
-voice was heard in pretty loud and determined tones, and Vi’let
-expostulating with him; which somewhat allayed madam’s fears that her
-pet had run away and jumped into the river, or had cried himself sick.
-The tea-things were cleared away, but he did not appear. Amy, who had
-presided at the tea-table, went to the window and looked out, thinking
-her uncle had been almost too hard upon poor George.
-
-It was near the close of a fine day in mid-winter. The sun was just
-setting, and the whole atmosphere appeared kindled into one bright red
-flame, giving a rosy tint to the new-fallen snow, which lay deep upon
-the ground, smooth and undrifted, and covering every roof; while the
-grotesque figures of the long icicles which hung from the eaves were
-glittering in the ruddy light. The moon’s broad disk was full in view in
-the east, but as yet her rays of silver were lost in the brighter glow
-of twilight. Amy thought how pleasant a sleigh-ride would be, if the
-culprit could be taken into favor, and they could all go.
-
-The hour passed without its accustomed cheerfulness to the family
-within. Mr. Fayerweather paced the room, with his hands clasped behind
-him, as usual, when his mind was not perfectly at ease. Madam had taken
-her knitting, and was seated at one side of the fire-place, occasionally
-giving a gentle sigh; while little John counted his marbles into her
-lap, for want of a more convenient place, and missing his brother very
-much, but not venturing to ask why he did not come in. The room was warm
-from the fire of hickory which had blazed in the wide chimney all day,
-but which was now reduced to a mass of burning coals covered with white
-ashes. This was the hour in which it was customary for Scipio, preceded
-by Vi’let as pioneer, to make his appearance with a log as big as he
-could lug, to lay the foundation of the fire for the next day.
-
-After some altercation having been heard in the passage, Vi’let entered
-alone with a more portentous scowl than usual, and surveying Mr.
-Fayerweather over her spectacles, muttered something which sounded
-marvelously like “an old Turk,” and “folks being in danger of their
-lives;” then making a dive into the coals with her huge kitchen-shovel,
-she gave a deep sigh, which ended in a grunt, and continued her
-grumbling, her last audible words being “a poor, broken-hearted family.”
-All this passed unheeded by them, as “only pretty Fanny’s way.”
-
-No Scipio followed; but in his stead, in came Peter, with his milled
-cap, his striped homespun and tow apron, carrying a log larger than
-usual; on seeing which, Mr. Fayerweather, whose nerves were still
-vibrating, broke out in wrath, as the log fell into the hollow made to
-receive it by Vi’let, throwing the coals and ashes far out over the
-hearth.
-
-“Peter, how dare you come into the parlor with the log? Do you not know
-it is Scipio’s work, you blockhead? And what did you bring in such a log
-as that for? Did you mean to break your back, to save me the trouble of
-breaking your head?”
-
-The boy turned his face around to Mr. Fayerweather, who stood aghast at
-seeing him; for the streaked and clouded visage which met his view, did
-not belong to Peter, but to his own son, who had involuntarily doffed
-the milled cap from habitual reverence as his father spoke.
-
-“Why, Mr. Fayerweather, it’s George, if I’m alive!” screamed his mother;
-“and he has cut off all his beautiful curls, and his face is all
-streaked with I don’t know what! It will never come white again. What
-upon earth has got into the boy!”
-
-George was silent for a moment; at length he muttered, “I don’t mean to
-be dressed in girl’s clothes again.”
-
-“You are right, my man,” said his father, speaking with some difficulty,
-and shaking his son’s hand, he continued; “now you make me proud of you;
-but you need not wear Peter’s clothes, and you should not have lifted a
-log as big as a cider-barrel—it might have strained your back.”
-
-The boy’s countenance brightened as his father spoke; at the last words
-he held his head boldly up and said, “It did not hurt me at all, sir—I
-can lift a log twice as big as that. I mean to bring in all your wood,
-to pay for the looking-glass, I—” his lip quivered, and he could not
-finish.
-
-The father’s eyes twinkled; he coughed, and made one or two ineffectual
-efforts to speak; but all would not do—and he was obliged to quit the
-room precipitately, to hide his emotion. In a moment he was heard
-calling out to Scipio, in a voice between a sob and a shout, to bring
-out the sleigh; and now, his eyes dried and his throat cleared, Mr.
-Fayerweather was himself again.
-
-“Come, my dear,” he said to madam as he returned, “put on your cloaks,
-you and Amy, and we’ll all have a sleigh-ride. There’s the moon just up,
-and it will be as light as day; the sleighing is like glass. George, my
-man, be quick, and go put on your own clothes, and wash your face—I
-intend you shall drive.”
-
-The sleigh was brought out, and they all got in; madam and her niece on
-the back seat, and Mr. Fayerweather and the two boys on the front,
-where, having seen them comfortably seated, well cloaked and blanketed,
-their feet at the hot bricks, of which Vi’let always kept a supply at
-the kitchen fire, summer and winter, the reader and I will leave them,
-being somewhat in haste to finish this part of my story.
-
-George from this moment put off childish things; his fair complexion and
-rosy cheeks became a source of serious mortification to him; and he
-endeavored by exposure to all kinds of weather, to bring them to a more
-manly hue. He began now to mingle with other boys of his age; and the
-noble and generous spirit which appeared in him, on every occasion that
-could call it forth, rendered him a great favorite with his companions.
-The smaller boys looked up to him as their champion; the weak and
-defenseless—as he considered the whole tribe of the lower animals to
-be—he took under his especial protection; and wo to the merciless boy
-who infringed on their rights, by depriving them of their liberty, or by
-any other act of cruelty toward them in his sight. His prodigious bodily
-powers, his fearlessness and spirit of adventure, made him a leader in
-every bold enterprise.
-
-There is apt to exist, in every town, a rivalry and jealousy between the
-inhabitants of different parts; this spirit was maintained to an unusual
-degree between the population of the eastern and western sections of
-Salem—the “Down-in-towners” and the “Up-in-towners,” as they were
-respectively called. This feeling displayed itself among the boys
-particularly, and on every occasion of their meeting. It was even said
-that the flock of geese which led their goslings to feed in the vicinity
-of “Broadfield,” and often breasted the waters of “Mill Pond,” and those
-which, more adventurous, dared the waves washing the “Neck,” often took
-the field against each other in hostile array, when dire would be the
-hissing and great the loss of feathers. This, however, is not vouched
-for; but it is certain that the biped youth without feathers, had
-regularly a grand pitched battle of snow-balls every winter near the
-first of January; and the victorious party usually maintained their
-superiority for the remainder of the year, and held possession of the
-play-ground, then the common, constituting a kind of border territory,
-being situated at nearly an equal distance between the eastern and
-western extremities of the town. This common has since become a fine
-promenade, shaded with trees, forming Washington Square.
-
-For several years the Down-in-towners had been victorious in the annual
-fight; probably they being mostly the sons of sea-faring men, their
-_bringing-up_ had rendered them stronger and more fearless than the
-“land-lubbers,” as they called the boys of the west end. But as soon as
-George Fayerweather took the field, the face of affairs was wholly
-changed; the foe was routed in every engagement, and the play-ground was
-so quietly yielded to the Up-in-towners at length, that the possession,
-losing all its glory, ceased to be an object; and George prevailed on
-his band to cede it back to the Down-in-towners, urging that it properly
-belonged to them, and that it was a shame to keep them out of their
-right. This trait of magnanimity gained him many friends among the sons
-of Neptune at the east end, and finally brought about a peace between
-the hostile powers.
-
-Among George’s new acquaintances was one whom he liked particularly,
-because he was almost as bold and fearless as himself; but more
-especially, because he had once done him the extraordinary favor of
-falling through the ice as they were skating down to “Baker’s Island,”
-thereby affording George a glorious opportunity of showing his prowess
-in pulling the lad out of the water at the manifest peril of his own
-life. It would be difficult to say which felt the most obliged on the
-occasion, George or Dick Seaward; but the foundation was then laid of a
-strong and lasting friendship between the parties.
-
-About two months after this event Captain Seaward returned from a long
-voyage in the Two Pollys, and Dick lost no time in bringing about an
-acquaintance between his father and his friend. The latter went by
-special invitation one evening to eat cocoa-nuts, and see the
-curiosities which the captain had brought home. The old salt took a
-liking to George at first sight, and, in his rough way, spared no pains
-to entertain him. He appeared like some hero of romance to his wondering
-guest; and pleased with the lad’s admiration, he ransacked his memory,
-stored by voyages of five-and-twenty years, for marvelous adventures,
-unheard of perils by shipwreck, pirates, etc. His narrative, interlarded
-with high-sounding and mystic terms, such as “Mawlstroom,” “Tuffoon,”
-“Mousoon,” “Kamskeatshy,” and the “Chainymen,” produced much such an
-effect on his hearer’s excited imagination, as Don Quixote might have
-experienced at hearing the adventures of Amadis de Gaul from his own
-mouth.
-
-The captain then displayed his curiosities; these were numerous and
-strange, and served in some sort as illustrations of his discourse.
-There were elephant’s tusks and ostrich’s eggs, the sword of the
-sword-fish, and the saw of the saw-fish; there was a nautilus’ shell,
-which might have carried a boat’s crew; and there was the entire skin of
-an enormous snake, which the captain intended to have stuffed and hung
-as a capital ornament round the best room. There was one upon which Mrs.
-Seaward set an especial value, it being the first gift the captain had
-brought her home, when he was “a courting her.” This gift of true love
-was an elephant’s tail, with about twenty black bristles on it, the size
-of darning-needles, and looking like polished whale-bone; but the one
-upon which her spouse particularly prided himself, was the gaping jaw of
-a monstrous shark, with its triple row of teeth, suggesting the
-pleasurable idea of one’s leg or arm, or half one’s body serving as a
-_bonne bouche_ to the monster. These treasures were displayed before
-George’s admiring eyes, and he looked upon the possessor of them with a
-feeling almost amounting to awe.
-
-A word or two more regarding these same curiosities: after being handed
-down through several generations, they were among the first deposited in
-the Salem Museum upon its being founded; and they there formed a
-nucleus, around which has been gathered, from time to time the present
-noble collection.
-
-But to return to our narrative; when George rose to take leave at this
-first visit, the captain, overflowing with good-will, brought out two
-cocoa-nuts, a pine-apple, and a pot of foreign sweetmeats—
-
-“Here, you may stow away these for your ma’am;” (the pockets were
-capacious in those days) “and mind, don’t forget to ax your sir to let
-you come down next Wednesday, and you and Dick may go over the Two
-Pollys.”
-
-The desired permission being obtained, the two lads were taken to visit
-what was nearest to its proud owner’s heart—after his “old woman and
-Dick”—his good vessel the Two Pollys. To describe George’s ecstasy at
-the view of the new world now presented to him would be impossible. He
-examined every part of the vessel—let himself down the sides, and
-clambered up again—bestrided the bowsprit—ran up the shrouds—and,
-before the captain could call out—“Take care, boy, do you mean to break
-your neck!” he was swinging by his two hands from the top-mast. The
-frightened seaman swore a tremendous oath, and threatened the
-nine-tails; but by the time George had reached the deck, which he did in
-a whole skin, his terror for the boy’s life was changed into admiration
-at his daring.
-
-“Your sir ought to make a sailor of you; it’s a shame that such a lad as
-you should be a land-lubber.”
-
-So thought George, and his resolution was from this moment taken.
-
-The chief part of his time, out of school, was now spent on board the
-Two Pollys; and in the course of a month he was nearly as well
-acquainted with every part of the vessel—knew the name of every mast
-and sail, of the ropes and the yards, and understood their management
-nearly as well as an ordinary mariner of half a dozen years’ standing.
-But the climax to George’s enjoyment was yet to come.
-
-One evening his father received a call from Captain Seaward, accompanied
-by his son Dick. Mr. Fayerweather, although somewhat surprised, gave his
-guest a very cordial reception, and ordered out his best wine. The
-captain took the glass, and after the accustomed “My sarvice to you,”
-drank off the wine and smacked his lips; then clearing his throat he
-opened his business.
-
-“I come to ax a favor of you, Mr. Fayerweather; d’ye see, Captain
-Brayton sets sail to-morrow, if the wind’s fair, on a v’yage to the West
-Ingees, and he’ll touch at New York going out, to see a vessel of his’n,
-that’s laying there, and only waiting for his orders to come home. Now,
-Captain Bob Stimpson and I, and one or two more of us old fellows, think
-of taking the trip with him as far as New York, and coming back in his
-vessel. I’m going to take my boy here with me, and I want you to let
-your son George go. I ha’n’t said nothing to him about it, bethinking
-myself, as how if you wa’n’t willing he’d be disappinted, and I knew he
-wouldn’t go without your leave, and I’m sure I shouldn’t think o’ taking
-him. We expect to be gone three days.”
-
-Mr. Fayerweather was pleased with the honest bearing and hearty
-good-will of his weather-beaten guest, but he hesitated about letting
-George go; the company not being altogether exactly such as he would
-have chosen to trust his son with for so long a time; although all who
-were named bore the character of worthy men. He was endeavoring to frame
-a refusal that would not wound the captain’s feelings, when his son
-entered the room. On hearing his old friend’s errand from Dick, George
-expressed so much delight at the proposed expedition, that the fond
-parent prevailed over the prudent one, and the consent was given.
-Captain Seaward took his leave, with a charge to George to be ready by
-two o’clock next morning, if called for.
-
-We pass over his mother’s expostulations, and Vi’let’s evil prognostics,
-who said she had seen Nanny Boynton that very day, “sowing seed in the
-ground backward, and talking to herself all the while, when she went
-over to scold Dinah for not bringing home the brass kettle she had
-borrowed.” George was deaf to all. He was up and dressed next morning by
-one o’clock; the wind, however, had no mind to be hurried, and did not
-choose to set fair till day-break, when Dick appeared with his summons,
-and off the two lads set in high spirits.
-
-His mother would probably have passed a very melancholy day, it being
-the first time her son had been out of her sight, with the prospect of
-being absent longer than a few hours; but her husband taking occasion to
-intimate that his counting-room wanted a thorough cleaning, and his
-book-shelves putting in order—a task she always superintended herself,
-aided by her niece—he hinting, moreover, that he should be glad of
-their assistance in making out a catalogue of the books, which had long
-been needed, ample employment was afforded to all three, to keep George
-from their thoughts.
-
-It was now about the middle of June. The summer had so far been dry and
-dusty, and every thing appeared languishing for want of rain. At length
-Dame Nature, like a notable housewife, began to feel her temper rise at
-the dirt and disorder of every thing belonging to her. She rated her
-house-maids soundly—“Idle hussies! that did nothing but loiter and
-sleep night and day; they had not done a stroke of work to tell since
-the March cleaning; they did not even earn the breath they drew! There
-were her beautiful grassy carpets, not three months old, an inch thick
-with dust; their flowers were all faded and their turf dried up and
-withered. Her windows! not a star could shine through them; and as for
-the curtains, they were of such a color, it would puzzle a philosopher
-to tell what they were made of. Her crystal and once clear fountains
-were unfilled, and the bright surface of their mirrors covered with
-green slime. She was actually ashamed the sun should look upon such a
-scene of neglect! The slothful, lazy jades had better bestir themselves,
-for not one of them should get into their beds till every hole and
-corner was cleaned, and put into thorough order; or she would know the
-reason why!”
-
-The elements roused from their lethargy, and chafed by their imperious
-mistress, sighed and muttered—the clouds huddled together scowling, and
-sending forth a low murmur of discontent, dropped a few angry tears. The
-winds brandished their besoms, and with one sweep made dust, leaves and
-branches, and even small trees, scuttle-doors and hen-coops all fly
-before them. It was an unlucky day for ancient buildings! The roof of
-one respectable old barn, whose shingles had for some time been moving
-up and down like feathers on a fowl’s back, was at length seen sailing
-with great dignity across the street, to the manifold terror of two old
-women who kept a huckster’s shop there; but whose premises, however,
-escaped uninjured, it alighting very considerately on the field behind
-their house. The winds having performed these feats, rested awhile to
-take breath. The lightnings now flashed and the thunders roared; the
-clouds dashed from their brimming pails the torrents, which rolling over
-hills and valleys and through streets and lanes, formed rivers in the
-gutters, and carried all before them, which the winds had scattered in
-their way, into the sea.
-
-In the afternoon of this day, two hours before sunset but after tea,
-Madam Fayerweather and her niece took their accustomed seat at a
-pleasant window in a small apartment which served as a kind of ante-room
-to madam’s own chamber. On one side a door opened at right angles with
-the head of the front stairs, and from which a long passage led through
-this story. Facing this door was the one which opened at the head of the
-back stairs; while a third, opposite the window, led into madam’s
-chamber. Vi’let was seated at the kitchen-door, directly beneath the
-window, solacing herself with her pipe; while Tabby winked and purred at
-her side.
-
-Jemmy Boynton’s kitchen and wood-shed, at the distance of some rods,
-were nearly hidden from sight by a hedge of tall lilacs and rose-bushes
-bounding Mr. Fayerweather’s premises on this side, the view took in
-gardens, orchards and fields extending to the North river, (a small
-inlet from the sea so called,) the whole space of which is now covered
-with streets and houses.
-
-Amy was reading to her aunt, who, with a large basket of fragments of
-silk of various colors at her side, was deeply engaged in an elaborate
-piece of work, concerning which she affected a great mystery, keeping
-its purpose and destination a profound secret. Both aunt and niece were
-so much engrossed by the subject of the book—it was Clarissa Harlow,
-which had lately been received from England—that the darkening sky and
-rising wind had escaped their notice. A loud scream from Vi’let aroused
-their attention.
-
-“O! the massiful s’us! there’s the old witch flying away at last! Land’s
-sake alive! O-h-h-h!”
-
-They both looked out, and behold! there was Nanny Boynton in good
-earnest—at least so their terrors made them believe—high in air, her
-red cloak fluttering, amidst a cloud of dust, shingles, staves of old
-tubs, broomsticks, etc. etc.
-
-She directed her course south, and was soon lost to view, while the
-dismay of madam and Amy deprived them of the power of utterance. At
-length, on Amy’s turning her eyes to the spot whence she supposed the
-whirlwind had caught up their ill-fated neighbor, what met her sight but
-the object of their terrors herself, on firm ground, but despoiled of
-cloak, ’kerchief and cap; her lean and bony arms bare and extended, and
-each separate hair of her gray locks on end; giving her much the
-appearance of one of the weird sisters in the midst of an incantation.
-
-The aunt and niece were expressing their relief at Nanny’s escape from
-being carried off bodily, when the recollection of her son, exposed on
-the water to the fury of a hurricane, now darted into the mind of the
-former. She shrieked out:
-
-“Oh, George! my child, my child! what will become of you! Oh, Mr.
-Fayerweather, why did you let him go!” she exclaimed to her husband, who
-at this moment entered the apartment.
-
-He was ashy pale, but no other indication of the dreadful apprehension
-under which he was suffering was visible on his countenance, and not
-being able to nerve himself to bear the sight of his wife’s agonies,
-should she know how strong were the grounds for her fears, he endeavored
-to make light of them.
-
-“Oh, my dear, do not be in trouble about George; he’s far beyond the
-reach of this little squall; he and Dick have probably been in New York
-these two hours.” (Mr. Fayerweather hoped devoutly to be forgiven for
-thus belying his conscience, well-knowing that implicit confidence would
-be placed in his assurances.) “He and Dick, I have no doubt, are now
-patroling the streets with eyes and mouths wide open at the wonders they
-see.”
-
-“Well, I am rejoiced if they are out of the reach of this hurricane; but
-I hope Captain Seaward will not trust them alone in New York streets; I
-have always heard it is a terrible place for children. Sometimes they
-are kidnapped as I have heard tell,” replied Mrs. Fayerweather, her
-fears somewhat quieted.
-
-“Oh, you need not be afraid of that, my dear; the captain promised
-faithfully that he would not suffer George to go out of his sight,” said
-her husband as he left the apartment, and Amy resumed her book.
-
-The gust, after several vain attempts to shake the solid old mansion
-from its foundation, at length relaxed its efforts and fell into a calm;
-the sky cleared up and the sun went down in tranquil beauty. Before its
-disc had wholly disappeared, however, it was surrounded by a light haze,
-which gradually spreading and deepening, at length assumed the form of a
-dark thunder-cloud, reaching nearly to the zenith.
-
-A flash of lightning was the signal for the whole household to assemble,
-and before the low, deep bass of the distant thunder reached their ears,
-they were all collected within madam’s chamber and its nearest
-precincts. The bed was her own retreat, and she would have been glad to
-have given the whole family a place on it could they have found room.
-Amy, whose fears were scarcely less, seated herself on a low stool by
-the bed-side, and leaning her arms on the bed buried her face in the
-counterpane. Vi’let without ceremony ensconced herself in the
-easy-chair, rocking to and fro and groaning out at intervals, “Oh, that
-old witch!” while old Tabby, who did not choose to be left alone in the
-kitchen, crowded in by her side, and took her full share of the cushion.
-Not finding another low seat, Flora took the floor at the side of Miss
-Amy, and leaned her arms on a chair in imitation of her young mistress;
-and Peter placed himself at first on the top-most of the back stairs,
-but by degrees, as the storm increased, edged further into the
-apartment, and at length after a loud clap of thunder, planted himself
-on one leg against the side of the door, with his woolly poll half in
-his mistress’s chamber. John, who enjoyed a thunder-storm above all
-things, took his station at a window where he could best see the
-lightning, while his father and Mr. Wendell, a young lawyer who was an
-admirer of Amy, and was now added to the family party, paced up and down
-the long passage, extending their walk into the antechamber
-before-mentioned, in a corner of which Scipio had placed himself.
-
-Though the long summer twilight had but just commenced, darkness had
-suddenly covered the face of all things, when a dash of lightning, more
-intense than the sun, quivered for a moment through the passage and in
-the chambers, accompanied by a crash of thunder.
-
-“The massiful s’us!” groaned Vi’let. “The lawful massy!” ejaculated
-Flora. Poor madam could only whisper, “O dear! dear!” Amy trembled.
-
-“That’s royal!” cried John, starting up and clapping his hands.
-
-“Be silent, boy,” said his father, sternly—“is this a time—”
-
-“Mr. Fayerweather, my dear, are you sure George is safe?” madam
-implored.
-
-“Oh, yes, my dear,” replied her husband, “he’s safe as we all are—in
-the hands of Divine Providence. Peter, get candles.”
-
-A chattering of teeth was heard, but the statue did not stir from its
-pedestal.
-
-“Scipio, do you?”
-
-“Please, master, it’s Aunt Vi’let’s business to get ’em ready,” said
-Scip in a trembling voice.
-
-The worthy gentleman, not feeling himself equal to an encounter with
-Vi’let in such an extremity, said—
-
-“Well, it will be the shortest way to get them myself,” and made
-preparations to do so; at which Vi’let, safe in the easy-chair,
-displayed great indignation.
-
-“Why don’t you go, Scip? there’s master going himself, if I’m alive. I
-wish I was near you, I’d see if you didn’t stir your stumps.”
-
-A low grumble was heard from Scip in the ante-room.
-
-“Hold your tongue, you black nigger,” returned Vi’let from the
-easy-chair; “aint ye ’shamed yeself? ’sturbing madam and all the good
-family with your clamor. If I was master I would soon clear the house of
-you all.”
-
-During this colloquy, or rather monologue, John, starting up, made but
-two steps over the stairs and soon reappeared with lights. Mr.
-Fayerweather then took up the prayer-book which, with the large bible,
-lay on the table in the inner chamber, and asked his young friend if he
-would read prayers, his own broken voice sufficiently showing himself
-unequal to the office. Mr. Wendell, with a little hesitation took the
-book, turned over a few leaves, while the household all assembled
-kneeling in the chamber; when, amidst the roar of the storm without, his
-voice was soon heard, in tones solemn and low, like some spirit of peace
-rebuking the angry elements. He read with deep feeling a part of the
-evening service, with prayers for the midst of a storm. This act of
-submission and trust in Him who rules the tempest and makes the
-whirlwinds to obey, calmed the spirits and elevated the thoughts of the
-little assembly. Madam soon fell into a gentle slumber, and Vi’let’s
-nasal organs gave tokens that she had followed her mistress’s example.
-Flora and Peter ditto.
-
-The storm at length somewhat abated, but Mr. Fayerweather resumed his
-walk. After a while he stopped suddenly for a moment, and then
-exclaiming,
-
-“The Almighty be praised! there’s George’s voice,” and ran down stairs,
-followed by John, Mr. Wendell and Amy.
-
-Loud and rough voices, but in high good-humor, with shouts of laughter,
-were now heard rapidly approaching the house. They all opened the
-front-door together, and in crowded Captain Seaward, Captain Bob
-Stimpson and the two lads. Captain Seaward said—
-
-“Here, Mr. Fayerweather, I’ve brought George home t’ye, safe and sound.”
-
-Captain Bob Stimpson, in order to draw the attention of the company to
-himself, cleared his throat with a humph, in which were harmoniously
-blended the German guttural and the French nasal, and striking his huge
-cane on the floor, added—“And if there’s another two such lads in the
-whole province of Massachusetts Bay, I am not Captain Robert
-Stimpson!—why, they saved the vessel and the lives of us all.”
-
-Here Captain Seaward chimed in.
-
-“D’ye see, Mr. Fayerweather, the gale was sich a one as not many of us
-had often been out in afore; and at one time when it blew so strong as
-to threaten to capsize the vessel, one of the ropes got loose, and it
-was needful for somebody to go aloft and make it fast without loss of
-time, or the vessel would have gone to pot in less than no time. Not a
-lubber of a sailor would stir, but they all stood staring at each other
-like so many sculpens. Brayton’s stout-hearted enough, but he’s lame,
-and Stimpson here and I are both old and clumsy”—Captain Bob Stimpson
-fetched a grunt—“but we were going to try what our old carcases could
-do, when them ’ere two lads pushed afore us, and were up the shrouds in
-a twinkling and fastened the rope. The vessel was saved, but she was so
-much strained that we were obliged to put back for repairs, and for
-Brayton to get some better hands. So, now we’ll shake hands and bid ye
-good-night.”
-
-Mr. Fayerweather tried hard to prevail on the two sea-worthies to stay
-and eat supper; but Captain Seaward excused himself, alleging that his
-“old woman would be skeared about them;” his friend, Stimpson, adding—
-
-“And my daughter, Judy, will cry herself to pieces, if she doesn’t see
-her sir to-night.”
-
-The noise below now aroused Madam Fayerweather, who called out between
-sleeping and waking:
-
-“What’s the matter, Amy?—Mr. Fayerweather?” Then thoroughly awake, she
-exclaimed—
-
-“Where are they all gone?” and rising from the bed, said in a louder
-tone—“Vi’let, what upon earth is the matter?”
-
-Vi’let snored out, “It’s that ’ere Scip; he’s the torment and plague of
-my life—he’s always making a hullagaloo.”
-
-Here the whole party entered the chamber. What was madam’s surprise at
-seeing George! When she discovered that he had been out in all the
-storm, she complained loudly of having been kept in ignorance of his
-danger.
-
-“As if I was not his mother, and had not a right to know every thing
-about him; but it’s the way you always do, Mr. Fayerweather, and I do
-not take it kindly of you at all. I should have had a fit had I known
-that he was on the water all this time.”
-
-And madam was near falling into one at the idea of it; but the fear that
-her son might be half-starved, and not be able to get any thing to eat
-if she should take up the time in having hysterics, made her think
-better of it; so she desired Vi’let to get a good supper and make George
-some white wine-whey. Vi’let, punching Peter down stairs before her, and
-followed by her satellite Flora, made her descent, grumbling and
-muttering at having _vittles_ to get at that time o’ night.
-
-They had an excellent supper, during which George related all the
-wonders which he and Dick had seen and performed on that memorable
-day—and if he felt somewhat lifted up, might he not be pardoned? After
-supper Mr. Wendell took his leave, and the family sought repose; though
-not before offering up fervent thanks for George’s preservation.
-
-The shrill reveille of the barn-yard trumpeter early aroused Nature from
-her slumbers, and fearing she had overslept herself from the fatigues of
-yesterday, she threw off her dark counterpane and donned in haste her
-gray kirtle. The bull-frog had ceased tuning his eternal bass-viol, and
-with the beetle, the whippowil, the owl, and other roysterers of the
-night, had gone to bed. All was still, excepting that here and there
-might be heard the soft twitter of some warbler who was to take part in
-the grand chorus of the morning, as nestled among the branches he tuned
-his little pipe. Her wearied handmaidens were yet sleeping after their
-night’s toil; and their indulgent mistress left them awhile longer to
-their repose, for never had they better performed her bidding. The
-eastern casements were new hung in draperies of rose-color and gold, and
-the morning-star was peeping in, to see that all was in order for his
-monarch’s arrival; while the moon still lingered near the western
-portal, to take one look at his joyous visage before her departure. The
-west-wind now woke, and sweeping fragrance from the new-born flowers,
-gently fanned the face of the careful matron as she cast a pleased eye
-over her fair domain. Her fountains were filled to the brim and gleamed
-in the early light; her fresh green turf was glittering with gems, and a
-diamond hung from every leaf of her foliage. But the paling of the
-morning-star now gave notice of the sun’s approach; and spying his
-steeds advancing over the ocean, and her broad mirrors reflecting his
-glance on their burnished surfaces, she gave the signal for the morning
-concert to strike up, and all radiant with smiles welcomed her lordly
-visitor. The moon meekly courtesied her adieu.
-
-Vi’let was early astir this morning. She went down stairs, her cap on
-one ear, very much out of humor at having the house to put to rights
-again, “arter working like a dog all yesterday from sunrise till
-midnight.” Routing up Scip and Peter, and setting Flora to put the
-breakfast-room in order, she then placed the coffee and chocolate on the
-fire, and the cakes into the Dutch-oven to bake—this, the reader will
-recollect, was before the era of cooking-stoves and ranges—after which
-she called out to Flora to know if Dinah had brought back the
-frying-pan.
-
-“No, Aunt Vi’let,” returned Flora, in a deprecating tone; “but you
-mustn’t blame me, for I told her you’d want it this morning to fry the
-flap-jacks.”
-
-“That’s always the way with that old witch, Nanny; if she gets any thing
-out of anybody, they’ve good luck to get it again—Pete’, what are you
-gaping at me for? Why don’t you clean master’s shoes, you lazy nigger?
-What’s Scip’ poking about—why don’t he bring in the stuff to make the
-fire burn? Breakfast wont be ready till nine o’clock, and madam will be
-down scolding so that the house wont hold her—sich a life as I lead!”
-
-Here she went across the yard to the hedge dividing her master’s
-premises from those of Jemmy Boynton, thrust her head through the lilacs
-yet in full bloom—the white linen border of her cap turned back,
-setting off to great advantage her ebony complexion—and called out,
-
-“Dinah!”—then louder and sharper, “Dinah!”—no Dinah appeared.
-
-“What the old gallows ails the gal, that I must split my throat a
-screeching arter her!” then raising her voice to the utmost
-pitch—“Di-i-ina-ah!”
-
-Here Dinah’s head appeared out of a little square window in the
-out-house.
-
-“What’s wanting, Aunt Vi’let?”
-
-“What’s wanting?—the frying-pan’s wanting—what d’ye think?”
-
-“Laud ’a’massy, Aunt Vi’let, I forgot all about it; we had sich a rumpus
-here yesterday.”
-
-“Rumpus! yes, I ’spect you _had_ a rumpus! I only wonder the house wa’nt
-blowed away. Them as lives with witches must ’spect to ride in the air
-some time or ’nother.”
-
-“Hush! Aunt Vi’let,” cried Dinah, in a voice somewhat lower. Here she
-ran across the yard to the place of rendezvous, frying-pan in hand, and
-added, in a whisper, “I reckon she’s got sharp ears; I wonders sometimes
-how our most privatest conversations gets to her hearing.”
-
-“Has she got her cloak back?” asked Vi’let.
-
-“No, she han’t got it yet; but I ’spect she’ll get it to-day; the wind
-blowed it over to South fields, and it got stuck in the top of a tree.
-They had sich a time about it last night, I thought they’d raise the
-neighbors, case Tom Duckenfield wouldn’t go and look arter it, arter
-he’d rung the bell for nine. She ’clared she’d put him in jail for the
-one-and-sixpence he owed her for milk; and Tom said she’d better take
-care, or he’d let out about the bran, he see her steal, that old Swasey
-begged for his pig, to feed her cow.”
-
-“The bran from old Swasey’s pig!” exclaimed Vi’let in indignation; “I
-guess she needn’t steal much bran! the cow gets all her living out of
-our barn. She gets in when the gate is shut fast! the old witch knows
-how. Pete’ says he see her lift up the latch with her horns; now, what
-nat’ral cow, that’s _raly_ a cow, would have sense to do that, I want to
-know! Oh, I see’d well enough what she raly was, one night last winter.”
-
-“Why, what was it?” asked Dinah, with ears and eyes wide open for the
-marvelous.
-
-“Why it was just afore nine o’clock, and I heard old Tabby miaow
-terribly at the kitchen-door. I opened it, and in she flew, looking as
-if she was skeared to pieces! her tail was as big as that,” (doubling up
-her fist.) “So I looks out to see what it was as frightened her so,
-when, a standing inside the barn-door, I see’d—as true as you stand
-there—I see’d a woman, all in white, without n’ary head! it had a
-handkercher in its hand, and it kept a waving it back’ards and
-for’ards—”
-
-“I should ha’ swounded away dead,” said Dinah.
-
-“So would anybody but me; but I kept up my courage, for my temper ris; I
-thought Nanny was at the bottom of it all along, though I know’d it was
-a sperit—for I’ve see’d enough on ’em,” she continued, her imagination
-kindling with the subject; “and it rolled its eyes, and—and—”
-
-“But, Aunt Vi’let,” observed Dinah, submissively, “I thought you said it
-hadn’t n’ary head.”
-
-“Hold your tongue, you fool! what do you keep ’terrupting me for? Where
-was I? Well, then, it fetched a sithe—sich a sithe!—I couldn’t stand
-it no longer; so I called master out. ‘There, sir,’ says I, ‘now I hope
-you’ll believe your own eyes’—for he always laughs and ri-dicules at
-witches and ghosts, and all them sort o’ things. So I tell’d him—and
-out he goes. I see all the time he was skeared enough, only he was
-’shamed to show it afore me; but when he got to the barn-door, he set up
-sich a laugh—you might a hearn him into your house. I ’clare it made my
-hair stand on eend to hear him. ‘Here,’ says he, ‘Vi’let, your woman
-without a head is changed into a cow’s hind legs and tail!’ and sure
-enough, it was the beast then, but I know’d well enough what it was
-afore. Howsomenever, it wan’t no use a telling him; so I takes a skillet
-of biling water, that was on the fire, to bile some eggs—for our folks
-must always have some mess o’nother hot for supper, to keep me at it
-slaving from morning to night; not but I likes a little bit o’ suthen
-comfortable myself afore I goes to bed, and the most part on it comes
-into the kitchen. So I was going to fling it on to her, to see what
-she’d turn into next; but master tell’d me to let her alone, for the
-barn wouldn’t miss a little hay. Did you ever hear any thing so
-’diclous! I tell’d him—”
-
-“Aunt Vi’let! Aunt Vi’let!” was now heard from the kitchen-door; “the
-cakes is burning, and mistress wants to know if breakfast wont be ready
-soon.”
-
-“And why don’t Flora take the cakes out of the oven, then! Can’t nothing
-be done without me?” cried Vi’let. “For the laud’s sake, give me my
-frying-pan, and let me go, or I shall have the whole house arter me.”
-She went into the kitchen in a hurry, took up her cakes, and fried her
-flap-jacks.
-
-After their morning devotions, the Fayerweather family, in high spirits,
-gathered round the breakfast-table. This was laid in the western room,
-before an open glass-door, which looked into the garden. The cool
-morning breeze, after frolicking among the flowers, found its way in at
-the door, and mingling its stolen perfumes with those of the coffee and
-chocolate, played antics with the table-cloth.
-
-I might here describe the breakfast; but as there was nothing
-appertaining to it which greatly differed from a modern one, I will just
-ask the reader to imagine his or her own family circle—which is,
-doubtless, the most agreeable in the world—in the best possible humor,
-and with excellent appetites, before a repast exactly suited to the
-taste of each individual of said family, seasoned by all the wit and
-liveliness possessed by each, in a peculiar degree, and my task will be
-accomplished in the best possible manner.
-
-From this memorable period, all George’s accustomed avocations became
-tedious and disagreeable to him. Greek and Latin, in both of which he
-had made an unwilling progress, under Master Goodwin, of the grammar
-school, to prepare him for college, he now actually loathed; and his
-father found he must give up the hope nearest his heart, of ever seeing
-his eldest son distinguished in one of the learned professions.
-
-“Well, my boy,” he said at last, “if, as you say, you are convinced you
-can never make a scholar, as it is not my way to drive a nail that will
-not go, I consent to your giving up Greek and Latin; though I _did_ hope
-to see you in one of the professions which your grandfathers followed so
-creditably. As to your going to sea, remember, it is wholly against my
-inclination. I shall expect you to continue at school two years; then,
-if you make such progress in general learning, and in studies connected
-with navigation, as to give me reason to hope seeing you something above
-the mate of a Marblehead skipper, I will then consent, though I should
-much prefer your going into a counting-house in London.”
-
-The youth, satisfied with the hope of obtaining his father’s consent to
-his following the sea on any terms, promised faithfully to do all that
-was required of him; and, moreover, possessing some common sense, a
-quality not usually abounding in characters of his stamp, he set his
-mind to applying itself with energy and perseverance to the studies
-dictated by his father and Master Goodwin.
-
-During the two years specified, two events of note occurred in the
-Fayerweather family; one was Amy’s marriage. This was conducted with all
-the state due to so important an occasion. The time for Amy’s “_walking
-bride_,” as it was termed, for the three Sundays succeeding the wedding,
-happened to be unfortunately in the early spring, the first Sunday
-falling on Easter, near the beginning of April. The bridal procession,
-consisting of the happy pair walking arm-in-arm, four bridemaids and as
-many groomsmen, set off from Mr. Fayerweather’s and paraded the whole
-length of Essex street to the end of St. Peter’s, where stood the church
-of wood dedicated to the same saint, lately replaced by a handsome
-gothic edifice of stone.
-
-The bride was attired in a rich white satin; her fair neck shaded by a
-tucker of costly Brussels’ lace, a ruffle of the same falling over her
-dimpled elbow. Her sharp-pointed shoes, with heels three inches high,
-were of white brocade, with a silver flower in the toe, and brilliant
-paste buckles, nearly covering the instep. Any thing in the shape of
-hat, bonnet, cloak or scarf would have been altogether _outré_ on such
-an occasion. The large fan which it was customary for the bride to
-carry, and to hold up gracefully to shade her face, was mounted with
-white leather on which was painted, in lively colors, the wedding train
-of Isaac and Rebecca; Rebecca in a sacque, with triple ruffled cuffs,
-and Isaac in a full-bottomed periwig; walking side by side, through
-arches festooned with flowers, followed by six pairs of young nymphs
-holding the Jewish bride’s train; whilst a winged Cupid, with bow and
-arrows, and a Hymen, with his torch pointing to the church in the
-distance, marshaled the procession. A pair of turtle-doves, imagined to
-be cooing, sat on the arch directly over the heads of the happy couple.
-This fan was the wonder and admiration of the _élite_ of Salem.
-
-Mr. Wendell was in a coat of milk-white broad-cloth, with nether
-garments of white satin, and paste knee-buckles; and a white satin
-waistcoat flowered with silver, in the button-hole of which was placed a
-large bouquet of hyacinths, which Amy had coaxed to bloom for the
-occasion. A chapeau-bras held under his arm completed his equipments.
-
-It was a raw and disagreeable day in this least pleasant of the seasons
-in New England; with an east wind—which sourest and most ill-tempered
-of the children of Eolus usually blows on the seacoast from the
-beginning of April until the end of May, and oftentimes encroaching far
-into June. By a miracle the bride did not catch a cold. On the second
-Sunday she wore her second suit, a rose-colored damask, and on the third
-a straw-colored paduasoy; each week “sitting up for company” every day,
-with her attendants, in the afternoon for ladies, and in the evening for
-gentlemen, drest in the habiliments she wore on the Sunday beginning the
-week. These indispensable ceremonies were usually performed under the
-roof of the bride’s parent or guardian; after which the new-married pair
-took possession of their own house. That of Mr. and Mrs. Wendell, as
-will be seen presently, was situated at a very short distance from Mr.
-Fayerweather’s, where Amy still spent the greater part of her time.
-
-The other event of importance that took place during George’s two years
-of probation was the obtaining of a quit-claim by Mr. Fayerweather from
-Jemmy and Nanny Boynton. This he had obtained through the assistance of
-his new nephew, Mr. Wendell, and without paying more than one third more
-than it was worth. After securing this deed or quit-claim the kind uncle
-converted Boynton’s house and his old ware-house, which stood near it,
-into a pretty residence for the young married couple, in order, as he
-said, to have Cousin Amy still under his own wing. As soon as the
-important negotiation with the Boyntons was concluded, Mr. Fayerweather
-came with all possible haste to make the joyful communication to the
-family. As he laid the document in triumph on the table he said,
-
-“There, my dear, I have got the quit-claim at last from the Boyntons.
-The land is all our own now.”
-
-On hearing these words, madam aroused herself from a deep reverie and
-exclaimed,
-
-“La! Mr. Fayerweather, you don’t say so; how thankful I am. How did you
-prevail on them?”
-
-“Oh, Wendell and I were too strong for them; though Nanny, I believe,
-would still have held on if I had not offered a good deal more than I
-had intended; and she was not satisfied after all; but I don’t care, I
-have the deed, and now we shall be rid of them.”
-
-The two lads, who were laying their heads together at the window, and
-planning, it is to be feared, some mischief, started up in a transport—
-
-“Then we’ll have a bonfire out in the field to-night, as high as the
-house, in spite of them,” cried John, “to-night’s Gunpowder Treason.”
-
-“Yes,” added George, “and we’ll burn Jemmy for Pope; I know a capital
-way to get his old wig.”
-
-“You’ll do no such thing, boys,” interrupted their father; “you may make
-your bonfire up to the moon if you will, but let Jemmy Boynton alone—we
-are quit of him now, and you shall give no occasion for any more brawls
-with him or Nanny either.”
-
-“With Nanny! no indeed!” and madam, clasping her hands, cast her eyes
-upward, rolling them in a very remarkable manner.
-
-The youths went out, and their father was following them, when a “Mr.
-Fayerweather, my dear,” stopped him short, and he turned round to his
-better half, who, he saw, was dying to make some very momentous
-communication.
-
-“Well, my dear, what is it? What have you to tell me?”
-
-“Oh, my dear, I meant to have told you before, but you were so full of
-business this morning that I had not a chance; but I think you ought to
-know.” Madam looked awful and mysterious.
-
-“Why, what was it? Did Nanny’s red cloak take another flight?”
-
-“La! no, my dear—you’ll never forget that, I believe—but this is what
-took place in our own kitchen, and I saw it with my own eyes.”
-
-“Well, what was it then? I am all impatience to know?”
-
-Madam cleared her voice—“Why, I happened to be in the kitchen
-yesterday, just before tea-time, when Dinah came over to borrow half a
-pint of meal to make some porridge for Nanny, so I asked Dinah what was
-the matter with her? for you know that nobody takes porridge but when
-they are sick, and not then, if they can afford a little posset, or even
-oatmeal gruel with raisins in it. Dinah said, she was sure she did not
-know what ailed her, but she was so nervous and cross there was no
-living in the house with her. I reproved Dinah for talking so of her
-mistress, and after she was gone I told Vi’let to make some nice
-sack-posset, and carry it over to Nanny; you know, with all their money,
-they scarcely afford themselves the necessaries of life. Vi’let grumbled
-enough, and said ‘water porridge was good enough for witches, and too
-good, too;’ however, she went to get the skillet to boil the milk in,
-and when she came back with it in her hand, what should slip in between
-her feet but a monstrous great black cat. Old Tabby always fights all
-strange cats, but when she saw this, she slunk away, and hid herself
-behind the settle. Vi’let was going to strike the strange cat over with
-the skillet, but I would not let her—not bethinking myself that it was
-any thing more than a common cat—though it was the biggest one I ever
-saw—but it seemed to be nothing more than skin and bone, and it rubbed
-up against me and mewed so pitifully, that I told Vi’let not to hurt the
-creature, but to give it something to eat. Vi’let said she wasn’t going
-to do no such thing; and if I wanted to give Christian folks’ vittles to
-evil sperits I might get it myself. Then she tried to strike it again;
-when the creature, or whatever it was, hunched up its back and spit at
-her; and then it set up an awful yowl and disappeared. I thought I saw
-it go out after Dinah; but Vi’let said it banished up chimney; and she
-was sure Nanny sent it to bewitch us all. And this morning she says she
-was pinched black-and-blue all night, so that she couldn’t sleep a wink,
-and took three crooked pins out of her sleeve, which she was sure she
-never put there, for she has only two, and one of them hasn’t any head.
-She showed me her arm that was pinched so; it was certainly very much
-swollen, though I couldn’t see any black-and-blue marks for the color of
-her skin. I am pretty sure _I_ felt some twitches, too, in my right arm;
-and this morning I had the strangest cramp in my foot. I wet my finger
-and crossed the place, and the cramp went off; but I feel all the time
-as if it was coming on again. Now what do you think of all this, Mr.
-Fayerweather? Don’t you think it high time Nanny was seen to?”
-
-Mr. F. looked comical.
-
-“Now what are you laughing at?” said madam, in an unwonted pet; “I’ll
-never tell you any thing again, if Nanny bewitches us all together,
-which it’s likely enough she’ll do, now we have the land against her
-will.”
-
-“Don’t be offended, my love,” said her husband; “I was only pleased to
-have my mind made easy on one score—you’ll never be hanged for a witch,
-I am sure; and as to Nanny, why, I think you may safely leave her to
-Vi’let—I’ll match her with any witch in the Bay Province.”
-
-Madam was appeased, though not wholly satisfied, but, as in duty bound,
-said no more, not being quite sure as to the twitches; and having,
-moreover, a vague suspicion that Vi’let’s swollen arm might be
-occasioned by the rheumatism, though she would have scarcely ventured
-such a surmise to Vi’let herself. The matter of the strange cat she
-dismissed from her mind.
-
-George’s two years of probation passed rather slowly to him; but at last
-they came to a close. He had improved his time to the entire
-satisfaction of his father, having made such progress in his studies as
-to reflect great credit on Master Goodwin, and also prove his own
-industrious application. His predilection for a sea-faring life had
-rather strengthened than abated, and his father could no longer withhold
-his consent. A favorable opportunity was all George waited for, which
-soon presented itself. Captain Brayton was going on a voyage up the
-Mediterranean, and was to proceed to London, and touch at several
-European ports in coming home. He had a good crew, and Captain Seaward
-made interest with his old friend to take his son and George as light
-hands, and to keep them under his especial protection, lamenting at the
-same time that the Two Pollys, which was lying in the dock, undergoing
-some repairs, could not be made ready for the voyage.
-
-Before Captain Brayton sails, we beg leave to introduce to the reader
-another one of young Fayerweather’s acquaintance Down-in-town.
-
-He, also, bore the title of captain, which was accorded to all who, like
-himself, had ever been a ship-master—old Captain Bob Stimpson—a short,
-thick-set man, with legs like a mill-post, the upper parts encased in
-leather breeches, the lower parts in blue worsted stockings, with smart
-shoes fastened with huge silver buckles of great brilliancy. His wig,
-which had once been black, was rendered nearly red by age, and formed a
-setting to his redder face, which matched well with his huge bottle-nose
-of the same fiery hue. But do not mistake, gentle reader; Captain Bob
-Stimpson was a temperate man. He usually wore a brown coat and
-waistcoat, out of which latter appeared ostentatiously the ruffle of his
-shirt, broader than usual for the fashion of the day. He was a man of
-substance, and owner of a rope-walk, at the door of which he was usually
-found seated, pipe in mouth.
-
-What could a youth of seventeen find in the society of such an old
-codger of fifty-two? Can you guess, my fair reader? He had a
-daughter—the Down-in-town beauty, she was called; a girl of whom any
-father might have been proud.
-
-She was his only child; her beauty was a rare specimen of the blonde,
-with a high polished forehead, and exquisite features. A slight drooping
-of the lid at the outer corner of her clear blue eyes, sometimes gave a
-shade of sadness to her lovely countenance; but when animated, these
-eyes became bright and merry, and her face was radiant with dimpled
-smiles.
-
-Captain Stimpson’s house was considered a fine one for the time in which
-he lived. It was a large square building, situated in the midst of a
-spacious terrace, of which the under part was improved for shops, for
-the sale of ready-made seaman’s clothing; and the lawn in front of his
-house was directly over their roofs. The ascent to the terrace was by a
-long flight of stone-steps, situated between two shops. The lawn was
-covered with fine grass, bordered with rose-bushes and lilac-trees, and
-a broad gravel-walk through the centre led to the house. This was of
-three stories, with a cupola on the top, which cupola the two captains
-used for a look-out, when vessels were coming in or going out; it
-commanded a view of the harbor; the house being situated in that part of
-the town now called Neptune street, or as they used to say, “down on the
-wharves.” There was nothing further remarkable about the house,
-excepting the cap of the front-door, which was ornamented by a figure of
-Neptune, with his trident—the wonder and admiration of all the young
-mermen of the vicinity.
-
-George first saw Judith Stimpson—conceive of a beauty with such a
-name!—as he went with Dick, one summer afternoon, on some errand from
-the father of the latter to Captain Stimpson. She was with a little
-troop of companions who were on an afternoon’s visit to her, having
-finished all the tasks of sewing and knitting which their prudent
-mothers had set them. As yet pianos were scarcely invented, and there
-was but one spinnet in the place, and this was viewed by some with
-distrust, as having a secret connection with witchcraft. Judith and her
-companions issued from the house for a game of romps on the terrace. It
-was not in those days considered as infringing on decorum for girls of
-thirteen to play at “blindman’s-buff,” “old Tickleder,” or
-“hide-and-seek” in the open air. The little girls had just formed the
-magic circle around the beautiful Judith, who, dressed in a yellow
-grogram, with elbow-sleeves and ruffles of worked cat-gut over her
-round, white arms, was dancing with great glee, and singing in a voice
-rather loud for a young lady of her years, “Ring around the maiden in
-Uncle Johnny’s garden,” her light, silken curls flying in every
-direction round her glowing and innocent face, when who should appear on
-the terrace but the two young men! Away scampered the girls, vainly
-endeavoring to reach the house before their tormentors could catch them.
-
-Judith was caught by Dick, who pretended to insist strongly on taking
-the forfeit she had incurred, while she blushed and struggled to free
-herself from his grasp. George, seeing the pain and confusion she
-evidently felt at being thus surprised, insisted on Dick’s releasing her
-without the forfeited kiss; and it was then he first observed her great
-beauty and modesty. While his friend went into the house to do his
-errand, he so improved his acquaintance with the little girls that he
-soon became foremost in their plays. At “hide-and-seek” and “old
-Tickleder,” he was found incomparable. They were just forming a circle
-in “Ring around the maiden,” round Betty Brayton, a little black-eyed
-girl, the intimate friend of Judith, the hand of the latter of whom
-George had taken care to secure, when Dick came out. He, after teazing
-the girls and rallying his friend a little, drew him, rather
-reluctantly, away; not, however, before George had gathered a rose, and
-flinging it at Judith, said slyly, in a rather low tone, “Keep that for
-my sake.” From this time he seized every opportunity of improving his
-acquaintance with Judith; and several keepsakes passed between them.
-Those from Judith being extorted rather than given, and those from
-George received with a merry laugh.
-
- [_To be continued._
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- LUCY’S DIRGE.[1]
-
-
- BY WILLIAM H. C. HOSMER.
-
-
- She was not made
- Through years or moons the inner weight to bear
- Which colder hearts endure till they are laid
- By age in earth.
- Byron.
-
- May is here with golden tresses,
- Tresses wreathed, with flowers—
- Tresses starred with dew-drops gleaming
- In the pleasant south-wind streaming,
- Giving many-colored dresses
- To the fields and bowers—
- May is here with golden tresses—
- Tresses wreathed with flowers,
-
- May is here, my little maiden,
- Maiden, passing fair!
- Maiden, like a seraph gifted,
- Ever high in thought uplifted
- Earth above, with sorrow laden,
- Darkness and despair—
- May is here, my little maiden,
- Maiden, passing fair!
-
- Hark! a voice replieth sadly—
- Sadly, like a dirge—
- Sadly, like some childless mourner,
- “To the church-yard they have borne her,
- And torn hearts are throbbing madly,
- Washed by Sorrow’s surge”—
- Hark! a voice replieth sadly—
- Sadly, like a dirge.
-
- “Oh! she longed for May to greet her
- With a honied kiss—
- Greet her where bright eyes were glancing,
- And the forms of sylphs were dancing
- In the sunny lawns to meet her
- With the boon of bliss—
- Oh! she longed for May to greet her
- With a honied kiss.
-
- “Ah! the sun of May is sailing
- Through yon azure deep—
- Sailing with a face unclouded,
- But sweet Lucy, pale and shrouded,
- Heareth not the voice of wailing
- In her dreamless sleep—
- Though the sun of May is sailing
- Through yon azure deep.”
-
- Like the wondrous flower she faded,
- That unfolds at night—
- Faded, but in fields Elysian
- She rejoiceth angel vision,
- While a wreath for her is braided
- That will know no blight—
- Like the wondrous flower she faded,
- That unfolds at night.
-
- Oh! too oft the ghastly reaper
- Moweth down the young—
- Reaper, of the scythe unsparing,
- For the stricken little caring,
- Though they bend above the sleeper
- With their hearts unstrung—
- Oh! too oft the ghastly reaper
- Moweth down the young.
-
- Fare thee well! bright child of Heaven,
- Heavenly dreams were thine—
- Heavenly beauty gave forewarning
- Of departure in life’s morning,
- And to thee a soul was given
- Filled with thoughts divine—
- Fare thee well! bright child of Heaven,
- Heavenly peace is thine!
-
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-
-[1] The subject of the foregoing tribute was chosen May-Queen by her
-mates. When the day of festivity arrived she lay wrapped in her little
-shroud.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- SONNET.—LAKE SUPERIOR.
-
-
- BY WM. ALEXANDER.
-
-
- Superior! wondrous lake! compared with thee,
- What tiny lakelets doth earth’s face disclose!
- Thy bright blue waters never know repose,
- But, sea-like, fret, foam, rage continually—
- High “pictured rocks” still battlement thy shore,
- Around thee woods their sombre shadows cast,
- Where Red-man pitched his wigwam in time past,
- Or danced his war-dance to the music of thy roar—
- Now on thy surface no canoe is seen,
- For ’mid the wild-flowers which anigh thee bloom,
- Sleeps the bold Indian, death-cold in his tomb;
- Remembered as the things that once had been,
- While wild-birds o’er him do his requiem sing,
- Or flying o’er thee dip their sparkling wing.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- EMMA LA VELLETTE.
-
-
- BY P.
-
-
-About twenty years ago, there lived near the pretty town of Launceston,
-in Cornwall, an elderly maiden lady named La Vellette. She was of French
-origin, and had emigrated to England about the commencement of the first
-French Revolution. She was remarkable for the simplicity of her manner,
-and the amiability of her character. Exhibiting but little of that
-vivacity which usually characterizes her fair countrywomen, she
-nevertheless displayed a subdued cheerfulness, which, while it did not
-stimulate mirth, never tended to arrest a merry laugh or an innocent
-joke. In person she was small, and her features, though marked by age,
-and saddened by care, still bore the lingering traces of beauty. Her
-neat, retired, and snug little cottage, which, in summer, used to peep
-forth beneath a forest of honeysuckle and ivy, and her prim and
-Quaker-like simplicity of dress, were in happy harmony with her
-disposition. Living in my youthful days within a few yards of her
-residence, I was frequently invited with my playmates to visit her
-garden. Gradually I became an especial favorite; and I used to feel so
-much at home in her company, that I needed no invitation to pay her
-frequent visits. She seemed to take a high degree of interest in my
-amusements, and that of my companions; and when any conflicts arose from
-the mysteries of a game at marbles, or from the strategy in
-hide-and-seek, she would be the first to heal up the difficulty, and
-restore amicability. Another valuable trait, which, boy as I was, I
-could not help observing, was the unwavering resignation which she
-always exhibited; while on the other hand, I was remarkable for my
-impatience, and a somewhat irritable disposition. And when, as often I
-did, I laid my complaints before her, when I grieved about the loss of a
-favorite top, or the death of a favorite pigeon, I was always met with
-her sympathy, and gently chid for my discontentment. Soothing me with
-her mild but sorrowful smile, she would draw me to her bosom, and strive
-to show me the folly of grieving for an unavoidable loss, and the duty
-of submitting manfully to misfortune.
-
-To her neighbors her early history was involved in some degree of
-obscurity. They knew she was a French _emigré_, that many years ago a
-favorite sister had died, and that she had been deprived of her parents
-at an early age. They had heard it rumored that she had suffered from
-severe misfortunes—that her connections had been people of rank, and
-while they all knew she enjoyed a competence, some conjectured she was
-even wealthy. Other stories of a romantic character were sometimes
-circulated, but unsupported by any degree of certainty.
-
-My esteem for her grew with my growth, and I have reason to believe that
-it was reciprocated; but as I advanced in years, my visits became less
-frequent, from unavoidable circumstances. At length the period arrived
-when I was called upon to leave home for a situation in a foreign land,
-and as I had often felt a strong desire to become acquainted with her
-history, I called upon her on the day previous to my departure to take
-my farewell, and to see if I could have my curiosity gratified. After I
-had expressed this wish with all the delicacy my confusion enabled me,
-and had excused the request by intimating the possibility that we might
-never meet again, she consented to leave me a brief account after her
-death. And that event, she added, is not far hence. Something tells me
-that my pulse will soon cease to beat, and my heart to throb. I have
-long waited for Heaven’s messenger; I have long panted for that land
-“where the wicked cease from troubling, and where the weary are at
-rest.” She then gave me a few words of advice, she pressed her lips upon
-my cheek, placed a small parcel, containing a gold watch and ring, into
-my hand, and then, in a broken voice, bade me farewell.
-
-Her anticipation of death was speedily realized. I was told that, about
-eleven months after my departure, while reading her Bible in an
-arm-chair, she suddenly and silently vanished, like one of heaven’s
-stars, into the other world. Among her papers was a packet directed to
-me, in which was the following brief sketch of her early life.
-
-I was born in the year 1770, at the village of St. Marc, near Lyons, in
-France. I was the youngest of three children, having had a brother and
-sister. My parents were connected with families of rank, and, though
-well-off, were not wealthy. My mother was a woman of delicate
-constitution, and of a most amiable disposition. She looked upon her
-husband as the beau-ideal of perfection, and with a mother’s partiality,
-she thought her children were paragons of beauty. My father was
-certainly a kind, handsome, and an intellectual-looking man. In after
-life I had opportunities for observing many families, and I do not
-remember any father who was fonder of his home, more devoted to his
-wife, or more affectionate to his children. Many years have passed, and
-many strange scenes have racked my mind, since I last saw his dear face;
-yet the recollection of his features are still as fresh upon my memory
-as if I had seen him to-day. He loved study and his books; and, though
-an aristocrat by birth, and a gentleman by fortune, he was a sincere
-friend of the people, and an enemy to the profligacy and oppression of
-the court. He was not, that I am aware of, a believer in the
-republicanism then advocated. He thought France was then unfit for a
-democratic government. He maintained that all institutions, to be
-permanent, must be gradual in their growth. The strong and stately oak,
-flourishing through centuries, slowly acquired its vigor and dimension;
-the animalculæ springing into life, in a moment of time, becomes as
-suddenly extinguished. “What my country needs,” said he, “is not a
-universal suffrage, but freer institutions; not a republic, but
-opportunities and experience to fit her for it.” He no less decried the
-irreligious doctrines by which liberal opinions were then so frequently
-accompanied. “France,” he would say, in his clear, manly voice, “will
-never be really free until she is religious. The reign of virtue and
-order must always accompany the reign of freedom. Without these
-requisites she may conquer, but only to be defeated; she may establish a
-republic, but it will be only a despotism in disguise.”
-
-These opinions did not seem to please many of his auditors, and he would
-frequently leave a political club with feelings of grief and despair. He
-saw no hope for his country so long as her shackles remained—and he
-mistrusted the wisdom of the reforms which the people desired to
-introduce.
-
-My sister was about two years older than myself. She was fairer and
-prettier than I was, and bore a strong resemblance to my mother. She had
-light hair, large, clear blue eyes, and a tall and graceful figure.
-
-My brother was five years my senior. He was in every respect, but in
-affection, unlike the rest of us. At an early age, I remember, he
-exhibited marks of a powerful frame, with an active, bold, and
-enthusiastic disposition. His mind, naturally good, was improved by an
-excellent education; and though carefully watched over by an attentive
-father, he could not prevent him from imbibing very extravagant notions
-about government, and very loose opinions upon religion.
-
-The limits to which I purpose to confine myself, precludes the
-possibility of mentioning any of the incidents connected with my
-childhood. I shall therefore pass them by, and in the following pages,
-merely allude to those events which may be of interest, and I hope of
-profit.
-
-Suitors made their appearance as my sister and myself approached
-womanhood. For some time I did not discover any one who attracted my
-attention. Having every comfort I desired, and parents upon whom I
-doated, I was in no hurry to divide my affection. But we are told that
-every woman must, sooner or later, fall in love—and my experience
-formed no exception. At a party given by a neighbor, I was introduced to
-a young man, who struck my attention, and who in a short time won my
-heart. His name was Alfred Pomiville. He was admitted on all hands to be
-very prepossessing; and I thought he was a model of manly beauty. My
-parents had formed the humane and sensible resolution of allowing their
-children the disposal of their own affections, reserving, of course, the
-right of approving or disapproving of their choice. When, therefore, my
-father became acquainted with my partiality for Alfred, he did not
-accuse me of disobedience, but endeavored to study his disposition and
-to ascertain his character. Measuring his feelings by mine own, I
-thought the more closely Alfred was studied the more he would be
-admired. I was therefore surprised when I found my father forming a
-somewhat undecided opinion of him, and entreating me to be cautious
-before I gave away a woman’s dearest treasure—her heart. I promised
-obedience to his advice; but with the characteristic weakness of most of
-our sex, when our affections are engaged, I speedily forgot my promise,
-and went on confiding and loving. In the course of a few months I
-observed with much pleasure that he gradually rose in my father’s
-estimation; with my mother he was from the first a favorite; and my
-brother and sister both considered him agreeable. To me he was kind and
-affectionate in the highest degree; he studied my smallest wish, and
-seemed devoted to my happiness. Within a year after our acquaintance he
-was recognized by my parents as my future husband, and then I saw naught
-but smiles and sunshine before me; then I thought, in the weakness of my
-heart, I had attained the summit of human happiness, and could defy
-misfortune.
-
- * * * * *
-
-As time flew on, the dark clouds of the Revolution advanced. It was now
-evident to every observing eye that a fearful storm was at hand. The
-most hair-brained courtier, strutting through the balconies of
-Versailles, heard the distant rumblings of the coming thunder and stood
-aghast. Even the political agitators trembled for a moment at the
-prospect they had created. My father therefore became more anxious, more
-active, and less at home. At length the storm burst. The indignant voice
-of fifteen millions could no longer be controled. Then followed that
-unparalleled era of romance and crime, of heroism and pusillanimity.
-Then commenced the first of a series, not yet completed, of modern
-popular reaction against political oppression. We had, ere this, removed
-to Paris, and we saw what has been called the commencement of the
-Revolution. But I must pass over the dreadful scenes which subsequently
-passed before our eyes. They have now long enjoyed an unenviable
-notoriety, forming alike a warning to the oppressed and their
-oppressors. Strange to say, after a little while, we were able to hear
-the awful events around us with comparative composure, so easy does our
-nature become accustomed to circumstances. No doubt this was in a great
-measure owing to the confidence we entertained of the safety of our
-family. My brother was one of the popular favorites, and so seemed
-Alfred. My father, though conservative in his republicanism, and an
-uncompromising opponent of infidelity, was admired by all who held his
-opinions, and respected by those who differed with him. Our relatives,
-most of whom were aristocrats in sentiments as in rank, had ere this
-emigrated to Germany.
-
-The Revolution gathered force as it rolled along, and my father’s
-disappointment increased as he observed the acts which accompanied its
-progress. We now felt it was unsafe for him to remain, and at our
-earnest wish, he appointed an old domestic to take care of his property,
-and consented to leave France with us for England. Alfred accompanied us
-to Paris, and my parents agreed that we should be immediately united,
-and that he should then accompany us in our exile. A priest, an old
-acquaintance, who had sought for shelter under our roof from the popular
-excitement, was appointed to perform the marriage ceremony. The gloom
-which had lately hung heavily upon me now disappeared. I was confident
-of a speedy release from further trouble and looked forward to our
-future residence in England with much anxiety.
-
-The morning of the day fixed for my bridal at length arrived. I remember
-I slept very little on the preceding night. When I arose the day seemed
-delightfully fine, which I looked upon as a favorable omen. Habited in a
-plain white dress, I descended to our little parlor, where Alfred and
-all the family, except my father, were assembled at breakfast. The
-latter, I was told, was absent on business relative to our departure.
-The ceremony was not to take place until one, and we highly amused
-ourselves during the intermediate time, in projecting future schemes,
-and building pretty castles in the air. My sister drew a very charming
-picture of our English residence—Alfred gave us amusing and extravagant
-descriptions of the English—and I endeavored to estimate how much I
-should enjoy the English scenery, its picturesque cottages, its snug
-little gardens, and the luxury of peace and safety. And then Alfred drew
-me by his side, and whispered compliments in my ear, and assured me that
-stores of happiness awaited us. Thus pleasantly the time flew on until
-the clock struck one, when the priest reminded us that the hour for our
-wedding had arrived. At that moment a knock was heard at the door, which
-Annette declared was our father’s. The missal was then opened, and my
-sister placed the chairs in order. Then my heart began to palpitate, and
-a nervousness come over me which young ladies, I presume, are accustomed
-to experience upon such occasions. As I was advancing with Alfred toward
-the priest, I happened to turn my eyes to the window fronting the
-street, where I saw my dear father in the executioner’s cart, on its way
-to the guillotine!
-
-To describe the feelings which I experienced when this dreadful sight
-presented itself, would be impossible. Nearly forty years have passed
-since then, during which I have witnessed many never-to-be-forgotten
-scenes, and experienced many uncommon trials, yet that moment stands out
-in greater prominence than any other event of my life, and even now my
-hand trembles and my eyes become dim as the recollection of it returns
-to my memory.
-
-Upon recovering from the insensibility which the shock produced, I was
-met with another catastrophe, no less appalling than its
-predecessor—the death of my mother! It seems she also had observed my
-father on his way to execution, and the sudden fright operating upon a
-diseased heart, produced a sudden and fatal attack. Thus the hour which
-I fancied was to make me happy became the commencement of a series of
-misfortunes; the day which was to have rescued us from danger carried my
-father to the scaffold and fitted my mother for the grave! Truly says an
-old French proverb—“_L’homme propose, et Dieu dispose._”
-
-My marriage was of course postponed. So soon as we were able we made
-preparations for the burial of our deceased parents. On the day after
-that duty was accomplished, tidings reached us that our estates were
-confiscated, adding poverty to orphanage. Collecting our little stock of
-money and jewels, we nevertheless determined to leave France for
-England. It was agreed, for it was necessary, to make our escape by
-different routes, so as to avoid notice and lessen the possibility of
-detection. It was also agreed that we should meet at a friend’s house in
-London. Accompanied by my sister, we reached Toulon, which was then in
-the hands of the royalists, where we found an English ship which carried
-us safely to England.
-
-But my troubles did not end here. My sister was naturally of a weak
-constitution, and the fatigues of our journey, and the excitement
-consequent upon our losses, had greatly increased her debility, so that
-upon our arrival in London I found it necessary to place her under
-medical treatment. The family where we agreed to rendezvous were
-royalists, and they had left for Germany, to join the invading army
-against France. We were therefore in a strange country, with an
-imperfect knowledge of its language, friendless and almost moneyless.
-Oh! how different was our condition to that which we a few weeks
-previous had anticipated! Some time, however, elapsed before I allowed
-these circumstances to depress me. My nerves seemed to strengthen with
-the increase of my difficulties—a faculty, which I think, is peculiar
-to our sex, and which, alas! they are often called upon to exercise. I
-also buoyed myself up with the hope of the speedy arrival of my brother
-and Alfred, and I used every means by which they might become acquainted
-with our address. At last my little resources were almost exhausted, my
-poor sister still lingered unimproved, and I had received no news of
-their arrival, nor intelligence of their whereabouts. I had tried, but
-in vain, to obtain employment, and I almost began to despair of any
-relief but death. The doctor told me that medicine was of no use to my
-sister, and recommended nutritious diet, which I had not the means of
-procuring. He, and the people with whom we boarded, also importuned me
-for money, and payment of what I owed deprived me of all I possessed. We
-therefore felt it necessary to remove to a small, ill-ventilated room,
-in the outskirts of the city. After this my poor sister became worse.
-The want of proper food, of pure air, and medical advice, aggravated her
-disease. I fortunately, after very great exertion, obtained employment
-in making fancy collars, which by hard labor enabled me to earn about
-one shilling a day. Deducting half of that sum for rent, we had only
-three shillings per week to board with. With this I used to purchase
-oatmeal, and we converted it into what the Scotch call porridge. Annette
-seemed at first to like it, but her partiality for it speedily changed,
-and the only food she subsequently cared for, which my means enabled me
-to procure, was milk and toast. Her illness was also aggravated by the
-disorderly persons who boarded in the house, and when I entreated the
-landlord to command silence, he roughly told me I was welcome to leave
-if I felt uncomfortable. She was now so weak that removal would have
-extinguished the faint spark of life which remained, and I was therefore
-compelled to submit to this annoyance. One or two of our fellow-lodgers
-did take compassion on our condition, and showed us a little kindness.
-An old woman, named Grassett, the wife of a pensioner, sometimes visited
-our room, and gave us a cup of nice tea, or would wait on my sister
-while I worked at my collars, or endeavored to snatch a little sleep. We
-had also occasional visits from a pious French priest, who, though he
-could not alleviate our sufferings, often cheered us with his sympathy.
-My sister lingered on for about ten months, sometimes worse and
-sometimes better. On the evening of a day in the month of December she
-seemed livelier than I had seen her for a long time before, which
-afforded me a hope of her ultimate recovery. She sat up in her bed, and
-with her sweet voice endeavored to convince me that there were happy
-days in store for us, and of the strong probability of the speedy
-arrival of Alfred and our brother. And then she would kiss my care-worn
-cheeks, and smilingly assure me that I had lost none of my beauty. I
-assumed an assent to all she said, because I knew it would afford her
-pleasure.
-
-While conversing in this manner, the postman arrived and handed me a
-letter. Pointing to the address which was in French, and to the writing
-which resembled my brother’s, she exultingly declared it was his, and
-playfully demanded that I should never more doubt her predictions. For a
-moment I fancied it was his, and the bearer of good news, but the first
-words, “Dear Miss,” dashed away all these expectations. I however
-endeavored to hide my emotion, because I was intently watched and
-incessantly questioned about its contents. As I read on, the particulars
-of my brother’s adventures became gradually unfolded—at last the finale
-was reached, he had been arrested within a few miles of the frontier,
-and then met with the fate of his father. So wrote the friend who
-obtained a few hurried words from him previous to his execution, and who
-promised him to communicate this intelligence to us. But strange to say,
-when I reached this dreadful part of the letter, my stupefied brain felt
-my sister’s arms suddenly clasped around my neck, heard her sob, as she
-kissed me, “poor dear Emma,” and then remain silent. In a few minutes I
-felt somewhat restored, I ventured a glance upon her face, and she
-seemed to be asleep. I removed her arms, and as I gently tried to awake
-her, the awful truth revealed itself that she, too, had departed.
-Whether it was produced by reading my brother’s fate upon my
-countenance, or by any physical infirmity, is to me a mystery.
-
-Some hours must have elapsed before I returned to consciousness. I awoke
-as from some horrible dream, but the dreadful reality quickly returned.
-And as I heard the thunder roaring and the rain pouring without, and
-observed the gloom within, the fatal letter on the door, and my dead
-sister by my side, I became reckless with despair. Grief refused to pay
-her tribute to misfortune, my heart seemed to harden, my head seemed to
-burn. I fancied Heaven and earth had conspired to injure me.
-
-A raging fever followed, accompanied with delirium, and I was told, that
-as I lay under its influence I would call upon my parents, my sister and
-my brother, and entreat them to send for me. At other times I upbraided
-Alfred for his absence, and then expressed a confidence in his arrival,
-and framed excuses for his delay. Anon I would promise to be good to
-him, to wait upon and watch over him, to make him happy and deserve his
-love.
-
-At the moment the first gleam of reason returned, I observed persons
-carrying my sister’s corpse from the room, in a coffin composed of a few
-rough boards, which seemed to be clumsily nailed together. I recognized
-their object at once, and entreated that I might be allowed to give her
-one last kiss before they consigned her to the grave. With a little
-grumbling they removed the lid, and as I pressed my lips upon her cheek
-I truly envied her condition. I then asked for a ringlet of her hair,
-but I was told that they had all been cut off and sold to a hair-dresser
-to meet the expenses of her funeral. A choking sensation now seized me,
-I fell back and buried my face in the bed-clothes, and my dead sister
-was removed.
-
-In a little while I felt somewhat relieved. My eyes—those safety-valves
-to a sorrow-stricken heart—became suffused with tears for the first
-time since my illness. I also now experienced that a some thing was
-wanting; my conscience troubled me, but I could not tell why or
-wherefore. I also startled myself by conjecturing that my misfortunes
-were intended for some wise purpose, and that that purpose had some
-reference to myself. I reviewed my past life, but I could not then
-remember any act of mine which deserved punishment; indeed, I felt a
-degree of complacency, because I fancied I was so much better than many
-whom I remembered, and had done my duty as a daughter, a sister, and as
-a friend. But the feelings which produced these inquiries wore off with
-my recovery; it was reserved for a future period to make a deeper
-impression.
-
-Some of the people of the house extended a rough kind of sympathy to me,
-and Mrs. Grassett continued a constant attendant. One day she mentioned
-the death of the kind old French priest who used to visit us, and added
-that an English clergyman, who visited the poor in the neighborhood, had
-made inquiries and expressed a desire to see me. I may here mention that
-my father descended from a Huguenot family, and though they felt
-themselves obliged to conceal their opinions after the edict of Nantes,
-yet they continued to disseminate them privately among their household.
-I felt, therefore, little compunction in accepting this gentleman’s
-offer, particularly at that moment, when I very much needed some one
-with whom I could converse. On the day after I consented to see him he
-called upon me. His name was Bonner. In appearance he was about fifty,
-with a pale, expressive and benevolent face. He spoke French fluently,
-and alluded to my recent loss with much delicacy and feeling. Although I
-was then unable to comprehend all he said upon religion, I soon felt at
-home with his manner, and desired him to visit me as often as possible.
-
-As soon as I regained a little strength, he recommended me to seek the
-situation of governess, and offered me a letter of introduction to a
-family with whom he had a slight acquaintance, who, he believed, were in
-want of one. I gladly accepted his offer. The name of the family was
-Curtis. The father had been a soap and candle manufacturer, but had
-amassed wealth by successful speculations. He was little more than forty
-in age—he had a stout figure, a long, narrow face, a hooked nose,
-sharp, deep-set eyes, and a broad mouth. His wife was a daughter of a
-man of family, who had become poor by extravagance, and who silenced his
-unmarried creditors (so Mr. Curtis once told me) by presenting them with
-his daughters. This occasioned him to remark, in a moment of anger, that
-he had purchased his wife for six hundred pounds. She had been educated
-as a lady—that is, she could speak French slightly, dance, sing, play
-on the piano, and read novels. Her daughters were three in number. The
-eldest, Jemima, when I first came, was sixteen; the second, Dorothea,
-was fourteen; and the third, Angelica, about twelve. I think they bore a
-greater resemblance to their father than to their mother. I will not
-particularize their features, because I fear I might betray ill-feeling,
-which I fear has already exhibited itself. I will merely observe, that
-though not prepossessing, they were not ugly. They had very great
-dislike to poverty, and much reverence for wealth and rank.
-
-These young ladies, Mr. Curtis informed me, (for Mrs. C. rarely troubled
-herself about such matters,) were to be educated in music and drawing,
-French and Italian, from ten to four each day, and during the remainder
-I would be expected to occupy myself in writing for him, or in
-needle-work for the family. For these duties, if performed in a
-satisfactory manner, I should receive at the end of the year ten pounds.
-I thought the salary was rather small, and I feared the labor would be
-too laborious, but I dared not refuse to accept the offer, because I
-doubted my ability to obtain a better situation, and I dreaded a renewal
-of the privations I had undergone. I therefore consented to enter upon
-these duties on the following morning.
-
-When I arrived Mr. Curtis called me apart, and observed that he had
-heard the French were generally familiar and gay in their manner, but he
-would warn me that any familiarity, or the slightest appearance of
-freedom toward his daughters, would be met with my immediate dismissal
-and forfeiture of salary. I must confess, that when I heard this
-injunction, a remembrance of my family mantled my cheeks with a blush of
-pride, and it was with difficulty that I could suppress a flood of tears
-which were gushing to my eyes when I conjectured the shock my poor
-mother would have felt had she been a listener. I assured him, however,
-that I hoped never to give them cause to complain of my rudeness or
-discourtesy.
-
-With this promise I was directed to my bed-room, which was a garret, on
-the back part of the house.
-
-It was with no little nervousness that I commenced my duties on the
-following morning. On entering the class-room, I found the young ladies
-at their lessons. They slightly returned my bow, and seemed to regard me
-with a good deal of curiosity. At last I summoned courage to inquire the
-branches they were studying, and the progress they had made, which
-request they complied with after a little whispering and delay. I then
-laid before them the system I purposed to pursue, to which they nodded
-an approval.
-
-As I anticipated, I found my duties were laborious and not very
-agreeable. The young ladies seemed to think a governess ought not only
-to teach but to do. If they found a branch of arithmetic difficult, an
-explanation was insufficient, I was also expected to solve its problems.
-If a picture which they were copying ceased to be attractive, I had to
-complete it, and then it was exhibited to visitors as a specimen of
-their ability. In their music lessons I could rarely prevail upon them
-to follow my directions, when, I regret to say, I would exhibit a little
-annoyance, and then they would leave the piano, and lodge a complaint
-with their father.
-
-I remember upon one occasion I was very anxious that Jemima should learn
-a very pretty French ballad, which had been taught me by my mother. I
-was, moreover, desirous that if she sang it at all, she should sing it
-well. I took great pains in teaching, but she seemed very indifferent
-about learning it. When I urged her to practice it, she became
-impatient, and flung the song into the fire. As it was a copy made by my
-sister, I could not help weeping when I saw it enveloped in flames. At
-this moment Mr. Curtis entered the room in company with two ladies.
-Jemima immediately gave him an incorrect account of the cause of my
-tears, and he refused to hear my explanation, and expressed his
-impatience in seeing a governess giving herself such airs about a
-valueless piece of music. His companions nodded an assent to his
-remarks, and sympathized with Miss Curtis for the annoyance, they were
-sure, I occasioned her. Perhaps I was really a little irritable at
-times, when I fancied they endeavored to displease me; but on the whole,
-I am sure, I was too easy and obliging, and I thought my heart would
-have broken, when I heard them speak so disparagingly of me.
-
-I may also mention another little reminiscence of my musical experience.
-Mr. Curtis frequently gave dinner-parties to gentlemen exclusively. On
-one occasion, while sitting over their wine, one of the company
-expressed a desire to hear Miss Curtis on the piano. This wish was
-acquiesced in by the others—and they accordingly entered the
-drawing-room to have it gratified. She played a pot-pourri of national
-airs. After the music had ceased, a Scotch gentleman, who was somewhat
-beyond the verge of sobriety, asserted that one of the airs—the Blue
-Bells of Scotland—had been incorrectly played. Mr. Curtis overheard the
-remark, and he replied that if that was the case, the fault was
-mine—and he ordered that I should be immediately sent for. You may
-suppose I was very much astonished when I entered the room, and found it
-filled with strange faces, and that I was much more frightened when I
-heard Mr. Curtis, addressing me in a loud voice, demanding to know if I
-expected to be kept and paid for incorrectly teaching music to his
-daughters? Upon receiving a somewhat indistinct explanation, I
-tremblingly endeavored—holding on to a back of a chair for support—to
-convince him that the alterations complained of were variations, and
-that the fault, if any, was the composer’s, not mine. Some of the
-gentlemen seemed to feel for my situation, and endeavored to defend me;
-but this exasperated him the more, and, with a very violent expression,
-he ordered me to leave the room.
-
-I ran back to my little garret, stupefied and affrighted. I believed I
-was the most unfortunate being in the world. I looked out upon the
-stars, which were now peeping through the heavens, and imploringly asked
-if my troubles were never to cease?
-
-On the following morning I communicated to Mr. Curtis my desire to
-leave, and he replied that I might do so whenever I paid him the money
-he had advanced me to purchase some articles of clothing. Our agreement
-was, he said, that I should be paid provided I gave satisfaction; but as
-I had not done so, I was not entitled to any remuneration. I had no
-means for repaying him, I had no one to give me advice or render me
-assistance, and therefore I felt myself compelled to remain. The
-clergyman, Mr. Bonner, who recommended the situation to me, had left
-London for another part of England.
-
-Upon accepting it, I agreed to do any writing which Mr. Curtis might
-require, but I by no means anticipated the quantity which he daily laid
-before me. In the evenings it was necessary to take the documents he
-gave me to copy to my chamber, where I would work without intermission
-until my task was completed, or until drowsiness and fatigue compelled
-me to rest. Often during these occasions, about the hour of midnight,
-the letters would swim before my eyes; the glare of my candle became
-unbearable, and I would feel a knocking sensation at the back of my
-head. At these moments my imagination was more active, and my
-sensibility more acute. When I heard the sound of music, of mirth and
-merriment in the rooms below, past scenes would present themselves in
-painful distinctness; the merry days of childhood, my happy home, and my
-kind companions. My dear mother would return and give me that look of
-mingled love and sympathy which a mother only can bestow. My father and
-brother would stand by my side, and whisper a word of encouragement, and
-promise happier days. My sister would come back, in her sick dress, and
-repeat her last words, “Poor, dear Emma!” And then the thought of Alfred
-would renew conflicting hopes and fears. At one moment I would fancy he
-was dead, and then convince myself he was alive, and conjecture a
-favorable cause for his non-arrival. And so I would go on, hoping and
-fearing, thinking and dreaming, until my candle had sunk into the
-socket, or my aching head made further labor impossible.
-
-It was necessary that I should get up at an early hour every morning,
-because, in addition to the writing which I was unable to finish on the
-previous evening, I had to dress the young ladies’ hair—a more
-difficult undertaking than it is now. After this Mr. Curtis required me
-to button-up his gaiters, because his stoutness prevented him from doing
-it himself, and he said I did it better than any of the servants. If I
-had completed my writing, he would give me a nod of approbation, and
-sometimes promise the payment of my salary, for the period he had
-formerly refused it. This would give me encouragement, and make me labor
-cheerfully, for it held out the hope of leaving.
-
-Heavy as my duties were, I should have felt them much lighter if my diet
-had been more nutritious, and my opportunities for out-door exercise
-more frequent. With the exception of my visits to church on Sundays, I
-could rarely obtain more than two half-hours for walking through the
-week. My stomach gradually became so weak, on account of these
-disadvantages, that I was frequently unable to taste the food laid
-before me. My meals were sent to my room. The butter I had for breakfast
-and tea was purchased by Mr. Curtis from one of his tenants, and was
-called “pot-butter.” It smelt so disagreeable, that I was forced to ask
-the girl to remove it from my table. I also enjoyed the privilege of the
-tea-leaves which came direct from the parlor, and after a time, I was
-indulged with fresh tea on Sundays. I considered this a great favor,
-because the servants had to drink milk and water. My bread was
-home-made, and I used to find it dark in color, and difficult of
-digestion. At dinner I enjoyed a joint, cold or hashed, which came from
-the parlor on the preceding day, and what I left was then sent to the
-kitchen.
-
-The close of the first year at length arrived. I repeated to Mr. Curtis
-my wish to leave, because my failing health was unequal to my duties. He
-stared at me with apparent wonder, and then declared his astonishment at
-my ingratitude, and his surprise at my complaint. He endeavored to
-assure me that I ought to feel highly indebted to him for the shelter he
-had afforded me; and that my labors, for a governess, were unusually
-light. By way of closing the conversation, he again hinted, that if I
-did leave, I could not expect any salary; and when I ventured to ask the
-reason, he frowningly alluded to our relative position, and censured my
-presumption in asking him for an explanation.
-
-I was conscious that I was undeserving such treatment, but my
-defenseless condition rendered resistance impossible, and I was obliged
-to remain another year. When I communicated this intention to Mr.
-Curtis, he gave me, to my surprise, half of the amount due me, and
-promised the remainder when my agreement terminated.
-
-My duties continued unaltered, my health gradually grew worse, and in a
-few months, I was laid upon a bed of sickness. The family wanted to send
-me to the hospital, but the doctor assured them I was unable to bear the
-removal. He attributed my illness to over-exertion, and a want of
-out-door exercise. I had become pale and emaciated. A look of premature
-old age had spread itself over my countenance. My head seemed stupefied,
-melancholy forebodings were constantly troubling me, and I was
-frequently subjected to fits of crying. I had lost all appetite for
-food, and all love for life. Like Natalie, I longed “for the grave and
-nothing more.”
-
-A great change had come over me since my former illness. The loneliness
-of my situation, and the recollection of my losses, had frequently drawn
-my attention to matters beyond the grave. I gradually felt the necessity
-of studying as well as reading my Bible; and I began to look forward to
-the Sabbath more as a day for religious instruction than as a day of
-rest. As the subject of religion became nearer and dearer to me, I
-experienced a feeling of confidence and resignation which I had never
-felt before. I became less irritable when misfortune assailed me, and
-looked upon it as intended for some wise purpose. During my present
-sickness, I felt very much the need of a clergyman, but for some
-unaccountable reason, Mr. Curtis refused to allow one to be sent for,
-and threatened my removal to a hospital if I mentioned my wish to the
-physician.
-
-The doctor was kind and skillful. By his attention, and the diet he
-recommended, I was declared convalescent after the lapse of nine weeks.
-But when I had recovered I did not regain my former strength, and was
-unable to go through with my former duties. The family speedily saw
-this, and Mr. Curtis then informed me that my services were no longer
-required. He presented me with an account, in which I was credited with
-nine pounds for salary, on which he requested me to write a receipt.
-After handing it to him he returned me another, in which I was charged
-fourteen pounds for board, etc., during my illness. That, he remarked,
-extinguished the amount due me, and left a balance of five pounds in his
-favor, which, out of kindness, he did not intend to charge.
-
-This disappointment very much surprised me. My physician refused to make
-any charge for his attendance, and I never expected, as my illness was
-produced in Mr. Curtis’s service, that he would be less liberal. I was,
-therefore, once more thrust upon a strange world, weak, moneyless and
-friendless.
-
-After I left his house, I wended my way to my former residence, for I
-had no where else to go to. Upon arriving I was told that my old room
-was occupied, and I was sent to one adjoining it. I felt very lonely
-that day. The scenes around forcibly brought back the recollection of my
-dead sister, and recalled my subsequent disappointments and my cheerless
-prospects. I did not know what to do, or where to go. But there was not
-wanting, amid this despondence, a degree of confidence in the
-superintendence of a Higher Power, which I formerly did not enjoy.
-
-About nine in the evening Mrs. Grassett entered my room, and expressed
-her delight at my return. She said she would have called before, had she
-not been engaged in waiting upon a sick stranger, who occupied my former
-room, and who she did not think would live much longer. When I inquired
-about him, she replied that he was a foreigner, with an unpronounceable
-name, and desired that I should visit him with her, as I might be able
-to converse with him in his native tongue. After a moment’s
-consideration I consented to do so. I found the room greatly altered.
-The walls were actually black with dust, the plaster on the ceiling
-seemed on the point of falling off, the window was covered with cobwebs,
-and the bed-linen seemed very much in need of washing.
-
-We found the patient asleep, his face buried in his pillow. A moment or
-two afterward he awoke, and asked, first in French and then in broken
-English, for a little water. I turned to observe his features, and
-notwithstanding his hollow cheeks, his distended eye-balls, and his
-disheveled hair, I recognized my long expected Alfred. My surprise was
-so great that I sprang forward, threw my arms around his neck, and
-alternately laughed and wept for joy.
-
-He was suffering from typhus fever, and had been confined to his bed for
-eleven days. I gathered from him subsequently, that the last time he saw
-my brother was when we parted in Paris—that he did not hear of his
-death until some months after it occurred—that he had been compelled to
-remain in France some time after we left—that he had been in London for
-two or three months before I saw him, but he was unable to find me—that
-by some accident he had lost the money he brought with him to England,
-and was driven by necessity to seek for shelter in the place where I
-found him. I asked for some further information, not from mere
-curiosity, but from the interest I took in every thing which concerned
-him. He chided me for doing so, because it implied a want of confidence,
-and the fear of exhibiting that was sufficient to stop all further
-inquiries on my part.
-
-The moment my surprise abated I commenced to wait upon him. I had three
-shillings and some odd pence in my pocket, which I placed into Mrs.
-Grassett’s hands, to purchase what necessaries she could with it for our
-patient. I now forgot all the trials which a few minutes ago weighed so
-heavily upon me; and with a lighter heart than I had felt for a long
-time before, I endeavored to put the room in order, and to add to his
-comfort.
-
-Within a few days my little sum was exhausted. I then obtained fifteen
-shillings from a pawnbroker for a gold case in which my mother’s
-miniature had been set. This supported us for nearly ten days, and
-before the expiration of that time I succeeded, after much exertion, in
-obtaining collar work. I labored upon this principally during the
-moments Alfred slept, and earned from five to six shillings per week.
-With the exercise of economy, and the sale of the remaining trinkets
-which belonged to me and my sister, I was able to succeed pretty well,
-and to support Alfred somewhat comfortably.
-
-Nearly six weeks elapsed before he recovered. His sickness made him a
-little irritable, and sometimes my inexperience made me displease him.
-My anxiety to please him sometimes confused me, and he would censure me
-for my stupidity.
-
-For nearly four weeks Mrs. Grassett and myself would wait upon him in
-turns of twelve hours each. His sickness required unremitting attention,
-but I can truly say my labor about him was indeed a labor of love. The
-hope of sparing him one pang made the longest day seem short; and the
-hope that his life might be spared gave an unqualified pleasure to my
-exertions. Oh! how often during dark nights, when all eyes but mine were
-closed in sleep, have I watched his features, to seek for traces of
-returning health, as if my life depended upon his. Every expression of
-pain he exhibited had a sympathetic influence upon myself; every
-appearance of revival upon his looks spread a corresponding change upon
-mine own. And when gentle slumber had crept over him, I would kneel by
-his side, and in a subdued voice pour forth a supplication to Heaven,
-that his life might be spared. I felt as if he was the last and only
-link which bound me to earth.
-
-Whenever an opportunity offered, I drew his attention to religion.
-Sometimes he would listen to me with attention, and at others he begged
-me to be silent on account of his debility.
-
-Occasionally I tried to amuse him by singing some of our old French
-ballads, when the evening was too far advanced for my collar work. At
-other times I read interesting works, from a neighboring circulating
-library.
-
-At length he became better, and we were to be married so soon as he
-could leave his room. Then hope once more drew back the curtains of
-despair. The future brightened again. During his sickness he seemed
-dearer to me than he ever was before. I felt as if he was now my own, to
-love and cherish, to live for, and, if need, to die for.
-
-As his strength increased he agitated himself in conjecturing how he
-could obtain a livelihood; but I endeavored to convince him of my
-ability to earn a very comfortable maintenance for us both.
-
-On the second day after he left his room, and three days previous to
-that fixed for our marriage, a letter reached him from Bonn, enclosing
-some money, and communicating the death of his uncle, who had bequeathed
-to him all his property. The receipt of this news gave us much joy. I
-looked upon it as an unequivocal guaranty that my troubles were ended.
-It may have been selfish in me, but I confess I felt a little
-disappointment when he informed me that this communication necessitated
-a further delay of our marriage until his return from Germany. I fancied
-that as we had been separated so long we should not be parted again so
-quickly, but he strove to convince me that his immediate absence was
-necessary, and I at last cheerfully assented. He left on the day which
-had been fixed for our wedding, and it was agreed he should return on
-the following month.
-
-Within a few days after his departure I again fell sick, arising,
-perhaps, from my late exertions and insufficient rest. It was
-accompanied with the same loss of appetite, nervous fits of crying,
-lowness of spirits, and occasional attacks of delirium, which I had
-formerly suffered from. My sane moments, however, were enlivened by
-pleasing anticipations of Alfred’s return; and I even felt grateful he
-was ignorant of my sickness, because I believed it would spare him much
-pain and anxiety. I did not recover so soon as I expected. My physician
-did not seem to understand my complaint so well as his predecessor.
-
-Four weeks had now elapsed since Alfred departed, and I heard no news of
-his return. Three or four days more elapsed without intelligence, and I
-became alarmed. At length a letter arrived, addressed to me in his
-hand—and my heart throbbed with joy. I felt so delighted, that I
-committed, what some will call a piece of extravagance, that is, I
-kissed the address, because I was convinced it was his writing. I then
-hurriedly broke the seal and began to read the contents. The first
-paragraph informed me that he had taken possession of his uncle’s
-property, and that it was more valuable than he had supposed, and was, I
-fancied, conveyed in cooler language than I expected. The next paragraph
-had reference to matters of little importance, but as I read on, another
-communication rose up, which made the blood freeze in my veins, and
-seemed to suspend the beating of my heart. It told me that now our
-relative conditions were greatly changed—that he feared our
-dispositions were incompatible—that our marriage was impossible. As I
-read on with a brain throbbing and burning, with a bosom struggling
-between doubt and despair, I observed an invitation to reside with him,
-and a promise to give me a settlement if I subsequently desired a
-separation. I think one more paragraph concluded the letter, but I could
-read no further. I alternately laughed and cried. I declared it was all
-a vile forgery, and then something told me all was true. I declared it
-was a dream, but anon the dread reality stared me in the face. At last
-every thing seemed to disappear. For many a long day reason deserted me.
-
- * * * * *
-
-About two years after, I felt as if I had awakened from a sleep, and I
-found myself in a very respectably furnished room, with an elderly lady,
-who was apparently watching me. I had a somewhat confused remembrance of
-both her and the room, though I could not divine her name, nor remember
-how I had become acquainted with her. She also appeared as much
-surprised as myself, from the earnest and dubious look she directed
-toward me. She arose from her chair, and introduced herself as Mrs.
-Burnett, I hardly knew what to say, or what inquiry to make. After a
-moment, I ventured to ask if I was not staying in her house—to what
-circumstance I was indebted for that favor, and whether I had not been
-suffering from insanity?—for that dreadful truth gradually came to my
-mind. Perceiving that I was restored to reason, she answered all my
-inquiries, and communicated much more than I anticipated. She informed
-me how that my father’s old and faithful steward had by some means
-prevented the confiscation of his property from being executed—how that
-he had, a few months after my departure, disposed of it, and escaped to
-London with the proceeds, for the purpose of handing it to me. How that
-he used great exertions, after his arrival, to find me, and in the midst
-of them fell sick and died. Before his decease, he lodged the money in
-the hands of her husband, who was a banker, together with every
-information he could give which might lead to my discovery. That Mr.
-Burnett had renewed his efforts, but after several months he abandoned
-them as useless. That shortly after he was appointed to be one of the
-inspectors of a metropolitan lunatic asylum, and at one of his visits
-there, he found an inmate bearing my name. Upon making inquiries from
-the keeper, and at the house where I had boarded, (where he examined
-some books and papers which belonged to me,) he satisfied himself that I
-was the person whom he and the steward had sought for; and as he heard a
-favorable character of me, he removed me to his house, in the hope of
-affording better treatment than I was likely to receive in the asylum.
-
-You may suppose this explanation very much surprised me; but the
-unexpected recovery of the proceeds of my father’s property did not
-produce much gratification. I was not sorry I now possessed a
-competence, though I did not feel glad. I felt very grateful to my
-deliverers, and to Him by whom my life had been spared; but it was
-accompanied with a recklessness and indifference about my future
-prospects. My disposition also seemed to have changed into a settled
-sadness, which has never since altogether left me.
-
-My kind friends wished me to remain with them, but, with many thanks, I
-declined their invitation. I wanted to leave London, and upon that
-determination I came to Cornwall, and occupied the little cottage where
-we became acquainted.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Many years have passed since these trials happened; and as the sweetest
-perfumes are derived from the bitterest drugs, so these dark clouds have
-produced many bright and sunny days. True, they are associated with
-painful reminiscences, but they have been followed with incalculable
-advantages. Amid their severest strokes I can now recognize the hand of
-a just but benevolent Father. If in my subsequent career I could bear
-disappointment without discontent, and misfortune without repining; if I
-could feel resignation suppressing impatience, and contentment
-controlling ambition, I owe it to the struggles which I have endeavored
-to describe. It is in the rugged vale of tribulation that the path to
-human happiness is found.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- LOGAN’S VOW.
-
-
- BY EDWARD J. PORTER.
-
-
- It was not by the war-fire’s light,
- With bright flames upward wreathed
- Into the cloudless sky of night,
- My battle vow was breathed;
- It was not while the warriors flew,
- With scalp-locks flung on air,
- The mazes of the war-dance through,
- My spirit poured its prayer.
-
- Nor while the battle’s stormy strife
- Shook the deep forests wide,
- And tomahawk and scalping-knife
- Flashed in their gleaming pride.
- Alone I stood, amidst the dead,
- When the spirit of repose,
- That long had clasped my heart, had fled
- And vengeance waked her throes.
-
- The dead were round me; yes, my own,
- The beautiful, the young;
- Their calm looks waked the anguished tone
- From Logan’s spirit wrung.
- Then, only then, the wild flame woke,
- And waved its scorching wings,
- That, curbless in its frenzy, broke
- My spirit’s slumberings.
-
- The silence of the midnight hour,
- Unbroken by a sound,
- Hung over all, with spell-fraught power
- Beneath its stillness bound;
- I stood, as stands the forest’s pride,
- When all its leaves are strown,
- Swept by the whirlwind wild and wide,
- In desolation lone.
-
- Changed in an hour, the white man’s friend
- Gleamed in his war array;
- The league forever at an end,
- And lighted hatred’s ray:
- Dark records traced by widow’s tears,
- And wailings sad and low,
- Have borne wild tales to other years
- Of Logan’s vengeful vow.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- IMAGINATION AND FACT.
-
-
- BY A NEW CONTRIBUTOR.
-
-
- Imagination’s world of air,
- And our own world.
- Halleck.
-
- The world is of such stuff
- As dreams are made of, and our little life
- Is bounded by a sleep.
- Shakspeare.
-
- S’ai che lá corre il mondo ove piu versi
- Di sue dolcezze il lusinghier Parnaso
- E che ’l vero condito in molli versi,
- I piu schivi allentando ha persuaso.
- Tasso.
-
-People seem to have an idea that facts are every thing in the business
-of the world—the only considerations in the philosophy of human
-progress. Opposed to what is merely imaginary, facts are allowed to have
-much dignity. Your practical reasoners look for facts; facts “are the
-jockies for them”—such as they can see, hear, handle, or demonstrate;
-while the imaginations are mostly held synonymous with the worthless,
-the unsubstantial and the ridiculous. They seem to say in the spirit of
-one of Congreve’s characters—we forget which—“fiddle-faddle, don’t
-tell me of this and that and every thing in the world; but give me
-mathematical demonstration.” Now we do not go so far as the philosopher
-Bayle, who, on the other hand, affected to laugh at mathematical
-demonstration; but we think, “under leave of Brutus and the rest,” that
-facts do not seem, and have not seemed to be so exclusively essential to
-“the cosmogony of the world,” to the history and progress of mind and
-the general business of things, as some solid authorities think. Without
-troubling our heads, in this gossiping paper, with the subtleties of
-Berkley and others, who knock all creation into the compass of a man’s
-perceptions—establish the column of the unsubstantial universe on the
-pentagonal base of the senses—we have an idea that a vast amount of the
-fictitious and imaginary is blended with our regular business of being,
-doing and suffering. Human nature has, in all times, contrived a little
-gilding, to make the bitter pill of life go down. Tasso truly says—in
-his Invocation to the Virgin Mary for a muse—at the opening of his
-“Gerusalemme Liberata”—
-
- For well thou knowest, the world more fondly turns
- To old Parnassus’ consecrated spot;
- And truths which graceful poetry adorns
- Win while they please us; and a spell is wrought
- For the most subtle and reluctant thought.
- Thus, for the sickly child, by friendly wile,
- The cup’s deceptive edge, with sweetness fraught,
- Lures to the bitter potion—he the while
- Drinks life and health from the judicious guile.
-
-Not alone have the edges of the cup of life been touched in this way,
-but the contents of it have always been dashed with large doses of the
-same emollient. Reality is not such a delightful thing, after all. The
-false and the phantasmal have ever been considered the necessary
-complements, as it were, of our condition here.
-
-If we take away from the amount of what the world possesses that which
-belongs and is due to the imagination merely—what is not authentic, and
-could not be sworn to in a court of justice—what will be left? Let us
-take it away—and what then? There is a sudden solitude in the world.
-The beautiful is vanished, and the hard, blank remnant of things is full
-of gaps, and desert places, disastrous flaws and a strange silence.
-There is nothing now, but facts in this macrocosm. But, believe us, ’tis
-a very rude, cold place to live in—much worse than ever it was before;
-and that—in the opinion of the pale pessimist over the way there—was
-bad enough in all conscience. They who first found out this world, and
-roamed about on it, had scarcely called it very good when they began to
-make it better, by peopling its too extensive solitudes—creating
-phantasms and imaginations for it, where there were none before. The
-unclothed reality of things was too bare and blank, beautiful as it was,
-for the first human beings that walked the earth. They looked to the
-elements, and the infinite host of heaven, and following their
-unanswerable instincts, they began to make mysteries, airy fabrics and
-visions. They imagined a god for the cope and the clouds of the
-firmament, and he wielded the thunderbolts from a high mountain;
-another, shaped after the most perfectly formed of men, resided in the
-sun,
-
- “The lord of life and poesy and light:”
-
-His sister was the goddess of the earth’s satellite—
-
- “Astarte, queen of heaven, with crescent horns,
- To whose bright image nightly by the moon,
- Sidonian virgins paid their vows and songs.”
-
-They heard gods in winds and in fire—and altars to these were among the
-earliest raised. They saw a terrible divinity in the vastness or angry
-billows of the sea, and imagined a crowd of lesser beings to haunt its
-caverns and depths. The forests were sacred to the universal Pan—his
-fauns, sylvans and satyrs; every oak had its hamadryad, every river its
-naiad or potamid; the oreads took charge of the flowery meadows, and the
-napææ wandered forever in the shady valleys. Impatient of mere reality,
-men filled the universe with phantasies and theories—
-
- “The intelligible forms of ancient poets—
- The fair humanities of old religion,
- The power, the beauty and the majesty
- That had their haunts in dale or piny mountain,
- Or forest, by slow stream, or pebbly spring,
- Or chasms or watery depths.”
-
-Suppose we demolish all these graceful fallacies, and the poetry, also,
-in which they are embalmed. What a throng of splendid deeds, of heroic
-and beautiful figures—demigods, warriors, kings—bright women and brave
-men, moving in gorgeous panorama over the vast back-ground of
-antiquity—is extinguished in the darkness! The creations of the ancient
-poets and imaginative writers have filled up a space in the earlier ages
-of the world, which without them would be a blank and lost to the human
-mind, as much as the pre-Adamite chaos is. What a disinheritance it
-would be to take away the Iliad and Odyssey! to obliterate Hector, the
-kind-hearted and manly hero; and Priam with his mighty sorrows a
-suppliant for his dead son; and the warring Achilles—
-
- “Impiger, iracundus, inexorabilis, acer,”
-
-and the wandering Ulysses, seeing strange shores and cities, and the
-varying manners of men! Not alone would much be wanted in the want of
-these venerable works, but in the want of all that literature which they
-inspired and gave rise to in after time. The succeeding poets and
-dramatists of Greece and Rome drew light from Homer, as Milton’s stars
-did in their golden urns from the sun. They took his historic
-imaginations and characters as their models, and reproduced them in
-forms which the world will not willingly let die, and which it prizes
-nearly as much as the Institutes and Pandects of Justinian, or any thing
-else of that authentic and substantial kind.
-
-To come to our own familiar literature, the fictions of our insular or
-continental writers are as favorably and generally remembered as the
-historic facts of the English-speaking peoples. In our genial moments,
-when the mind desires to be refreshed or pleased it will revert, with an
-almost universal preference, to what is imaginary, or adorned with the
-graces of imaginative literature; and half the world regard with as much
-attention the men and women of Shakspeare and Scott as those of Hume and
-Prescott. And how intimately and lovingly we give our interest to the
-words and actions of these imaginary beings! What a world of thought and
-life is in the dramas of Shakspeare! There is the venerable Lear, driven
-out into the storm, and talking the finest philosophy to the wild
-elements, that so feelingly persuade him what he is; and Hamlet, so
-sententious in his antic disposition; the fair Ophelia, and the prosy
-old courtier, Polonius; and the immortal bed-presser, and huge hill of
-flesh—the greatest liar and the greatest favorite in the world; and
-Macbeth, with his terrible hags on the heath, and his more terrible
-wife; and Richard, wooing Lady Anne, or fighting desperately his last
-battle. Then there are the witty and adventurous Rosalind, and
-
- “The gentle lady wedded to the Moor;”
-
-and Portia, the beautiful, wise young judge; and the impassioned Juliet,
-with the southern lightnings in her veins; and Miranda, the enchantress,
-of an enchanted island—and all that magnificent array of womanhood
-which reflects for ever the unequaled genius of Shakspeare.
-
-We have also the creations of Scott—coming nearest of any to those of
-the great dramatic poet, and enjoying even a more general popularity.
-Successive generations prize them as an imperishable legacy, and the
-memory has a pleasure in conjuring them up—so vivid and picturesque in
-their colors and outlines: The hall of Cedric, the Saxon—the swineherd,
-the templar, the gorgeous tournament at Ashby de la Zouche, Friar Tuck,
-the storming of Torquilstone, the Black Knight, fighting as if ten men’s
-strength were in his single arm; and the beautiful Jewess—what splendid
-series of images—bringing back so vividly the old pomp and circumstance
-of the feudal times! We shall never forget the feelings with which we
-first read Ivanhoe, and there found all our vague feelings of romance
-and dreams of knightly doings put into such spirit-stirring expression.
-Then how true is the picturesque bravery of Fergus McIvor—
-
- “All plaided and plumed in his tartan array;”
-
-and the marching of the Scottish clans; the fine old Baron Bradwardine,
-the high-spirited Flora, and the tender Rose. We see the fierce Balfour
-of Burley, slaying the guardsman at Drumclog, or raving in his cave; and
-the swords of the Solemn League and Covenant waving in desperate tumult
-on Bothwell Bridge. Edgar and Lucy walk to the haunted spring, Caleb
-Balderstone performs laughable prodigies of cunning to save the credit
-of Wolf’s Crag, and the last Lord of Ravenswood disappears awfully into
-the “Kelpie’s flow,”
-
- “And his name is lost for ever moe.”
-
-Norna of the Fitful-Head, speaks her wild rune of the reimkennar to the
-spirits of the North wind; “bold Magnus, the son of the earl;” Minna,
-Brenda, Cleveland, Claude Halcro, feast, love, fight and rhyme in the
-Udaller’s charmed isle. Diana Vernon, on horseback, clears her
-five-barred gate and gallops by; Rob Roy cries “claymore,” and Bailie
-Nichol Jarvie fights his highlandman with a hot coulter, and goes up
-perilously to the Clachan of Aberfoil; Jeannie Deans stands in the
-presence of Queen Caroline, pleading for the life of her sister, while
-the Duke of Argyle puts his hand to his chin whenever her Majesty or the
-Duchess of Suffolk are in danger of a random hit from the lips of the
-unconscious advocate; Monkbarn’s discovers the remains of a Roman
-_prætorium_, and Edie Ochiltree comes up and says: “Prætorium here,
-prætorium there; I mind the bigging o’t!” The Knight of the Leopard and
-the disguised Soldan fight their chivalrous duel in the desert, and then
-feast together at the spring, and Richard Plantagenet, leaping from his
-sick-bed, in spite of the Hakim, tears down the standard of Austria from
-the mound at Acre, and hurls the giant Wallenrode from the top to the
-bottom of it. Dominic Sampson exclaims “prodigious!”—Dirk Hatterick
-strangles Glossin and shoots Charlotte Cushman—Meg Merrilies we should
-say, but it is all one—who recognizes young Bertram and dies hard. Hal
-o’ the Wynd “fights for his own band” on the Inch of Perth, in the mêlée
-of the clans Chattan and Quhule. Tristram l’Hermit, hangs the trees
-around Plessis les Tours with Zingaris, like acorns. Louis and Charles
-the Bold ride together into Liege by a breach in the walls, and the head
-of the savage De Lamarck secures to the Scottish soldier the hand of
-Isabel Croye. The Highland Widow mourns over her condemned son with all
-the tragic truth of Æschylus or nature; the Last Minstrel sings a wild
-epic of goblin gramarye—the Leaguer of Branksome—knights and
-ladies—the lists and the festival. Roderick and the Knight of Snowdon
-fight by the ford of Coilantogle; Constance perishes awfully in her
-convent cell, and Marmion dies like a courageous knight, at Flodden
-
- “Charge, Chester, charge; on, Stanley, on—
- Where the last words of Marmion!”
-
-All these, and more, come thronging at the call of the wizard. And with
-them will also pass before the reader’s or muser’s eye the extravagant
-hero of him who “smiled Spain’s chivalry away;” Doctor Primrose and his
-delightful family, Parson Adams, Sir Roger de Coverley, Evangeline,
-Ichabod Crane, and a thousand others, which every body’s memory will
-distinguish for itself—just as every eye shapes its proper rainbow.
-They have all the distinctness of reality, and it is by an effort that
-we draw the line between them and _bona fide_ characters.
-
-Many of these last, in fact, are little better than the fictions of
-poets, dramatists and romancers. The histories of the venerable Bede,
-Geoffrey of Monmouth, etc. are half imaginative. There are outlines of
-truth in them—
-
- “The truth is there; but dashed and brewed with lies.”
-
-The history of Scotland, for ages, from the reign of Fergus, and of
-Ireland from the days of Heber, Heremon and Ith, down to the conquest of
-the country by Strongbow, are just as fanciful as the metrical romances
-of Scott and Moore. Then, for the annals of Greece; Herodotus, the
-patriarch of history, sets down almost every thing he hears from the
-lying priests of Egypt, or that he can gather from vague tradition; and
-people don’t exactly know whether to call the Cyropædia of Xenophon a
-romance or an authentic narration. Plutarch romances at times like the
-Scuderis. An old English author, Taylor, says, of his fallacies and
-blunders in the lives of the orators—_mendaxille Plutarchus qui vitas
-oratorum dolis et erroribus consutas, olim conscribillavit_. Neibuhr has
-got into our old history of Rome and laid about him like an iconoclast.
-He destroys a crowd of our beliefs, and makes a solitude in the first
-ages of Rome—so wonderful and picturesque in our school-boy days. He
-makes a solitude and calls it truth. He demolishes Mars, Rhea Sylvia,
-Romulus and Remus and the Wolf—Numitor, Evander, and so forth. Under
-the flourishing of his pen they make themselves into thin air in which
-they vanish. Then the Tarquins, their insolence and expulsion; Lars
-Porsenna of Clusium, the siege of Rome, Cocles on the Bridge and Scævola
-at the flaming Altar—all are inventions of Fabius Pictor, Ennius,
-Nævius, and others. This portion of the history of Rome, says the
-German, should be called the Lay of the Tarquins, and is just as
-authentic as the Lay of the Nibelungen! “Livy’s _pictored_ page,” (if we
-may be permitted to make a critical emendation of Byron’s phrase in the
-spirit of Bishop Warburton’s Notes on Shakspeare,) is allowed to be just
-as fallible as it is brilliant. Thus we have a vast amount of what is
-called ancient history confounded with the professed creations of
-fanciful minds; and there does not seem to be any very marked difference
-between Agamemnon or Ajax, and Cecrops or Codrus; between Æneas or Dido,
-and Numa or Clelia—they are all equally distinct or indistinct. Scott’s
-King Richard, singing a roundelay and exchanging a buffet with the Clerk
-of Copmanhurst, is as firm on the canvas as Alfred baking his cakes, or
-Canute sitting on a chair to rebuke his flatterers on the sea-shore.
-
-And even as regards the more modern and authentic annals of history, we
-do not think they have paid much more respect to the actual truth of
-things than do the fictionists. Sir Robert Walpole used to say to his
-friends, “Don’t read history; that must be false.” And Sir Walter
-Raleigh, looking from the window of his prison in the Tower, and
-witnessing a quarrel in the court-yard or the street, and the
-after-testimony of the by-standers respecting it, was tempted, it is
-said, to throw his History of the World into the fire, in despair of
-ever being able to gather any thing like truth from conflicting
-authorities. And, certainly, the differences of historians—their doubts
-concerning motives, and their disagreements concerning facts, tend to
-give us very unsettled ideas of history in general. Writers have sent
-Col. Kirke down to us from James the Second’s reign with a very black
-and bloody renown. But he was not half so black as he was painted by the
-whigs; and the story of the poor girl whose husband he hanged before her
-eyes, in the morning, though she had dearly purchased his life on
-Kirke’s own terms, is pronounced by Ritson to be an impudent and
-bare-faced lie. The story is much older than Kirke. Richard the Third is
-also one of the historical reprobates; though it is not unlikely that
-the young princes were not murdered in the Tower, and that Perkin
-Warbeck was really the prince after all; as truly as the surreptitious,
-warming-pan prince is known to have been the true son of James the
-Second, in spite of the Protestant historians. Then there are Jack Cade
-and Wat Tyler; these have been receiving cruel wrong at the hands of the
-annalists. They dared, in an age when the rights of the people were
-imperfectly understood, and the influence of the feudal system still
-strong in the nation, to take up arms and go to war with the king and
-the nobles for liberty! Their sufferings and provocations were
-undeniable, and their spirit was certainly heroic—kindred to that which
-glowed in the bosoms of Melchthal, Furst, and Stauffacher, at the
-Brunnens of Grutli. The Swiss peasants were successful, and are held in
-honorable remembrance forever. But the Englishmen failed, and are set up
-as scarecrows and _Indibria_, upon the field of history. Poor Tyler and
-Cade were animated by the same kind of blood which boiled in the face of
-a tyrant at Naseby, Marston Moor, Dunbar, and elsewhere—which warmed
-the hearts of the exiles on the cold rock of Plymouth, and flowed so
-freely at Lexington and Bunker Hill. We should honor these English
-rebels—in spite of history, and in spite of Shakspeare. It is
-remarkable to see this myriad-minded man, so full of the finer
-humanities of our nature, yet incapable of sympathizing with the cause
-and feelings of the mass of the lower classes. But Shakspeare was a man
-of his era—to which, with an astonishing and happy wizardry, he obliged
-chronology and human nature to conform; he dreamed as little of the
-later evangils of democracy as he did of the Daguerreotype and the
-electric telegraph. In this way Cade, Richard, and a thousand others are
-in the hands of the historians, tricked out as much in the colors of
-imagination as in those of fact.
-
-No man can be sure of the lesser details of the annals, though he may
-put faith in some of their great facts. We are not indisposed to allow
-that there was a man named Julius Cæsar; though whether he ever said,
-_Quid times? vehis Cæzarem_, in the boat, or _Et tu Brute!_ when the
-republicans set upon him in the senate-house, is not quite so credible.
-Most of these picturesque properties of character or fact, so to speak,
-are furnished by the fancies and after-thoughts of the narrators, or
-fabricated wilfully for a purpose. We need not go very far back in
-history to discover the truth of this. In a late memoir (Achille de
-Vaulabelle’s) of the “Two Restorations,” we are told that an old story
-of the consternation of the members of the Directory, on its violent
-dissolution by Bonaparte, in 1800, was a false one. There was no
-hurry-skurry, nor jumping out of windows, any more than when Oliver
-Cromwell put an end to the Long Parliament. Again, that glorification
-made on the sinking of the _Vengeur_, in an engagement with the English
-fleet, during the first French revolution, has been latterly put out of
-countenance. The story in France was, that, being terribly damaged, this
-ship sunk with all on board, her flag flying, and the crew shouting,
-“Long live the republic!” Carlyle adopted this version in his history,
-and makes quite a cartoon of it, in his own outlandish phraseology. But
-on the appearance of the story in an English work, a naval officer who
-witnessed the affair of the _Vengeur_, wrote a letter to the Times, in
-which he stated that, instead of going down with true republican
-devotion, the poor French sailors, small blame to them! jumped
-overboard, and tried to save themselves, and that some hundreds of them
-were rescued in the British boats. That message, said to have come from
-the dying Dessaix to Bonaparte, on the field of Marengo, (“Tell the
-First Consul I die regretting I can no farther serve him and France,”)
-was fabricated in the bulletin by the aforesaid consul himself. The
-story of the Duke of Wellington lying in the hollow square of the Guards
-at Waterloo, and, on the advance of the French, crying, “Up, Guards, and
-at them!” is as untenable as our own famous saying—“A little more
-grape, Captain Bragg!” or the military speeches of the great generals of
-antiquity, as recorded by Tacitus, Sallust, Cæsar, and the rest of the
-writers. Then, as regards great facts, different nations give different
-accounts. Ask who gained Waterloo? “We did,” say the Prussians. “We gave
-vast assistance,” say the Belgians. Ask John Bull, or rather, don’t; his
-answer would be rather brief than polite. We should like to see a
-history of the campaigns in Greece of Darius, Xerxes, and Mardonius,
-written by Persians. All history is more or less deserving of Sir Robert
-Walpole’s designation. Hume, in one of his letters to Robertson,
-alluding to the publication of Murdin’s State Papers, which threw
-unexpected light upon the annals, exclaims, “We are all in the wrong!”
-And, indeed, Hume himself is among those to whom we are mostly indebted
-for the imaginative character of history. He had little of the industry
-of Gibbon, and trusted very much to his own sagacity for his views. He
-was also a tory, and became, in his scorn of whiggery, the apologist of
-the Stuarts. His history is charming as a composition, but errs in its
-colorings of facts and its conclusions from them.
-
-Imagination, as we have said, seems the complement of the world of facts
-and things, in all mental exercises, except the logical and
-mathematical. If we contemplate nature it enhances what we behold. The
-mountains, rivers, forests, and the elements that gird them round about,
-would be only blank conditions of matter, if the mind did not fling its
-own divinity around them. Nature was thus endowed from the
-beginning—when men heard voices in the winds, and the supernatural
-inhabitants of terra firma,
-
- “Met on the hill, the dale, forest or mead,
- By paved fountain, or by rushy brook,
- Or on the beached margent of the sea;”
-
-or, in the train of powerful Poseidon,
-
- “Took in by lot, ’twixt high and nether Jove,
- Imperial rule of all the sea-girt isles.”
-
-And the modern lovers of nature, though they no longer recognize the
-mythologic people of the ancient beliefs in her picturesque
-wildernesses, clothe them with the attributes of the mysterious abstract
-power which is over all things. And, in the towering of her peaks, the
-murmur of her forests and seas, the roar of her storms, the singing of
-her nightly stars, they find revelations and prophecies of higher and
-farther existences. In this respect, the modern poetry of nature has a
-nobler scope and purer inspiration than the ancient. Wordsworth and
-Byron speculate more sublimely than Lucretius.
-
-In another sense, the imagination materially imposes upon facts. In
-contemplating cities, works of art, ruins, or scenes of nature, we
-almost always appreciate them for the associations that belong to
-them—the imaginations they excite. Look at a gray bleak sort of plateau
-between mountains and the sea, and you see little to admire. But let
-somebody say, “that is Marathon!” while the blood thrills at the name, a
-flood of glory flashes over the immortal ground; the air is thick with
-phantoms—
-
- To the hearer’s eye appear,
- The camp, the host, the fight, the conqueror’s career—
- The dying Mede, his shaftless, broken bow;
- The fiery Greek, his red pursuing spear;
- Mountains above, earth’s, ocean’s plain below;
- Death in the front, destruction in the rear!
-
-It is this quality of the imagination which gives old countries their
-superior attractions when compared with new soils. At the sight of
-battle-fields, religious houses, cathedrals, castles, either in ruins or
-otherwise, we are pleased in calling up a crowd of shadows from the
-dust, and finding a sort of mysterious companionship with them during
-our passing reveries.
-
-Campbell says very well, that distance lends enchantment to the view,
-and it is generally true of the human mind that it regards the past with
-a feeling of tenderness—a disposition to make the best of it. There is
-a certain charm in Time, whom we regard as the dominator of us all; and
-the ruins or remnants of any thing speak an impressive warning of our
-own evanescent fate. That belief in the good old times is an instinct
-too strong for the philosophy of most of us. We have a thousand proofs
-that they were rude, bad, ignorant times. But the poetry of our nature
-will not be reasoned with, and we believe with the bard—
-
- Not rough or barren are the winding ways
- Of hoar Antiquity, but strewn with flowers.
-
-Any thing old or historic is appreciated in proportion to the scope it
-gives to the imagination—to point a moral or adorn a tale. We gaze on
-the wild hill, vale, stream or forest of a new country, with none of
-those feelings which fill us in beholding similar objects in an old
-land. The former may be as fair or fairer to see; but, as
-
- “A primrose by the river’s brim,
- A yellow primrose was to him.”
-
-of whom Wordsworth speaks, so the latter is a stream, a forest, a
-hill—nothing more. The nameless savages had the place from the
-beginning, and the solitude. The other is a tradition, a romance, a
-memory. In the valley is the legendary well, and the fairy ring; by the
-stream is the fortalice of the feudal period, or the abbey dwindled to a
-few ivied walls and the oriel, on the site of a bloody battle where a
-king fell fighting, a thousand years ago; and, on the slope of the hill
-stand the Druid stones, in a circle, set there, certainly, in the
-ancient time of the giants, who descended from Thor and
-
- Lived in the oldé days of King Artour.
-
-As Webster, the old English dramatist, says:
-
- We love these ancient ruins;
- We never tread upon them, but we set
- Our foot upon some reverend history.
-
-They receive all their witchery from the imagination of him who surveys
-them. This faculty is potentially mingled with all that is most real in
-nature; nay, it would seem to be as much a reality as any thing else we
-call such. The preacher calls the world a vain shadow, and the Berkleyan
-philosopher calls it a huge accident of the five senses; and Shakspeare
-is inclined to think there is nothing that is but thinking makes it so.
-The practical men, therefore,—the directors of railways, the managers
-of stock, and the owners of electric telegraphs cannot be considered to
-have matters all to themselves. The poet and the romancist control as
-much of the “thick rotundity of the world” as they; and certainly the
-most enchanting portion. Schiller gives us in an admired lyric, the idea
-that the imaginative being was forgotten by Jove in the distribution of
-the earth; but received a general invitation to the Court of Olympus.
-Our nether “maker,” or “finder,” does still, of course, avail himself of
-this privilege; but not as one without alternative. He has a great share
-and dominion in all sublinary things; and his castles in the air may be
-found as firmly fixed, after all, and as well tenanted, as any existing
-on any other element.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- WINTER.
-
-
- BY ALICE CAREY.
-
-
- Now sits the twilight palaced in the snow,
- Hugging away beneath a fleece of gold
- Her statue beauties, dumb and icy cold,
- And fixing her blue steadfast eyes below;
- Where in a bed of chilly waves afar,
- With dismal shadows o’er her sweet face blown,
- Tended to death by eve’s delicious star,
- Lies the lost day alone.
-
- Where late with red mists bound about his brows
- Went the swart Autumn, wading to the knees
- Through drifts of dead leaves shaken from the boughs
- Of the old forest trees;
- The gusts upon their baleful errands run
- O’er the bright ruin, fading from our eyes,
- And over all, like clouds about the sun,
- A shadow lies.
-
- For, fallen asleep upon a dreary wold,
- Slant to the light, one late October morn,
- From some rough cavern blew a tempest cold,
- And tearing off his garland of ripe corn,
- Twisted with blue grapes, sweet with luscious wine,
- And Ceres’ drowsy flowers, so dully red,
- Deep in his cavern leafy and divine,
- Buried him with his dead.
-
- Then, with his black beard glistening in the frost,
- Under the icy arches of the north,
- And o’er the still graves of the seasons lost,
- Blustered the winter forth.
- Spring, with your crown of roses budding new,
- Thought-nursing and most melancholy fall,
- Summer, with bloomy meadows wet with dew,
- Blighting your beauties all.
-
- O heart, your spring-time dream will idle prove,
- Your summer but forerun the autumn’s death,
- The flowery arches in the home of love
- Fall, crumbling, at a breath;
- And sick at last with that great sorrow’s shock,
- As some poor prisoner pressing to the bars
- His forehead, calls on mercy to unlock
- The chambers of the stars:
- You, turning off from life’s first mocking glow,
- Leaning it may be still on broken faith,
- Will down the vale of autumn gladly go
- To the chill winter, death.
-
- Hark! from the empty bosom of the grove
- I hear a sob, as one forlorn might pine—
- The white-limbed beauty of a god is thine,
- King of the seasons, and the night that hoods
- Thy brow majestic, brightest stars enweave—
- Thou surely canst not grieve.
-
- But only far away
- Mak’st stormy prophecies—well lift them higher,
- Till morning on the forehead of the day
- Presses a seal of fire.
- Dearer to me the scene
- Of nature shrinking from thy rough embrace,
- Than summer, with her rustling robe of green,
- Cool blowing in my face.
-
- The moon is up—how still the yellow beams
- That slantwise lie upon the stirless air,
- Sprinkled with frost, like pearl-entangled hair,
- O’er beauty’s cheek that streams.
- How the red light of Mars their pallor mocks.
- And the wild legend from the old time wins,
- Of sweet waves kissing all the drowning locks
- Of Ilia’s lovely twins.
-
- Come, Poesy, and with thy shadowy hands
- Cover me softly, singing all the night—
- In thy dear presence find I best delight;
- Even the saint that stands
- Tending the gate of heaven, involved in beams
- Of rarest glory, to my mortal eyes
- Pales from the blest insanity of dreams
- That round thee lies.
-
- Unto the dusky borders of the grove
- Where gray-haired Saturn, silent as a stone,
- Sat in his grief alone,
- Or where young Venus, searching for her love,
- Walked through the clouds, I pray,
- Bear me to-night away.
-
- Or wade with me through snows
- Drifted in loose fantastic curves aside,
- From humble doors where love and faith abide,
- And no rough winter blows,
- Chilling the beauty of affections fair,
- Cabined securely there.
-
- Where round their fingers winding the white slips
- That crown his forehead, on the grandsire’s knees,
- Sit merry children, teasing about ships
- Lost in the perilous seas;
- Or listening with a troublous joy, yet deep,
- To stories about battles, or of storms,
- Till weary grown, and drowsing into sleep,
- Slide they from out his arms.
-
- Where, by the log-heap fire,
- As the pane rattles and the cricket sings,
- I with the gray-haired sire
- May talk of vanished summer-times and springs,
- And harmlessly and cheerfully beguile
- The long, long hours—
- The happier for the snows that drift the while
- About the flowers.
-
- Winter, wilt keep the love I offer thee?
- No mesh of flowers is bound about my brow;
- From life’s fair summer I am hastening now.
- And as I sink my knee,
- Dimpling the beauty of thy bed of snow,
- Dowerless, I can but say,
- O, cast me not away!
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- IMPROMPTU TO THE AUTHOR OF “THE OCEAN-BORN.”
-
-
- BY A READER.
-
-
- Oh! once again resume thy potent pen,
- Thou pleasing stranger and heart-moving man,
- And lead our thoughts back captive once again,
- As thou alone of others only can.
- Thy “Slaver” long had lingered in our mind,
- And called forth hopes of future fame for thee,
- When came thy “Cabin-Boy,” so fair and kind,
- To set our heart’s best thoughts and feelings free—
- Say, was he real? Truth seemed written
- On every line that in the tale was shown,
- And maidens fair by the ideal were smitten,
- And sighed because the real was unknown.
- Silent and passionless our hearts had beat
- For months, and feared thou hadst resigned thy sway,
- And earth-cares closely clung around our feet,
- When sprung thy “Ocean-Born” to joyous day.
- Thy beauteous “Garcia,” pure as e’er a star,
- Called forth all pity, sympathy and love;
- We dreaded lest the ending, darkling far,
- Would all too fierce and desp’rate for her prove;
- But for the son who, born of such a pair,
- Thy wondrous pen portrayed so truly good,
- The picture thou hast drawn so passing fair,
- To us it seemed as by thee he had stood.
- Oh! cease not yet—nor deem it labor vain
- The treasures of thy mind to bring to view,
- Let the creations of thy soul again
- Their joyous power spread over us anew.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- THE ARTIST’S LOVE.
-
-
- BY THE AUTHORESS OF THE CONSPIRATOR.
-
-
- THE TABLEAU.
-
-The curtain arose and a murmur of applause greeted the beautiful scene
-that appeared. An open window unclosed on a valley sleeping in the
-moonlight, and the over-arching heavens glittering with its quiet stars.
-Beside the window leaned the lady, her head half-turned from the page
-who knelt at her feet, and clasped her hand between his tremulous
-fingers: and she—oh how divinely fair was that girl! She represented
-one of a royal race, and well did she look the character she had
-assumed. The turn of the graceful head, the curve of the red lip
-belonged to the royalty of beauty, and there was a pretty air of
-condescension in the attitude she assumed toward the kneeling youth;
-while he looked up to her and sent forth his soul in the deep gaze he
-bent upon her face. The first fond dream of the enthusiast’s heart was
-realized, and his spirit bowed in homage before the ideal of his young
-imagination.
-
-The curtain fell—the page raised her hand to his lips and passionately
-kissed it. A faint flush came up to the cheek of the girl, and a
-half-mocking smile flitted across her crimson lip.
-
-“You forget, young sir, that we are only _acting_. One would suppose
-from your manner that you are really in earnest.”
-
-The tone jarred on the highly excited feelings of the youth, and he
-sprang to his feet, the warm blood mantling his fine features with its
-sunny glow.
-
-“Your pardon, Miss Selwyn,—I forgot that we were acquaintances of but a
-day’s standing: yet if you could read the dreamer’s heart, you would not
-wear that smile which seems to mock my enthusiasm. You see before you a
-boy in years, but if the age of man may be measured by the wild
-aspirations—the burning hopes of a heart whose reveries are as
-passionate realities, I am not a mere youth. Oh beautiful,”—he
-continued, again kneeling before her, “my soul bows before the
-incarnation of a lovely spirit, in a form fitted to enshrine it. I feel
-that it is so, for _He_ who made you so gloriously lovely, would not
-place a cold or selfish heart in so exquisite a casket. My fancy has
-pictured such forms among the angels of heaven, and my unskillful hand
-has essayed to sketch them, but ever without success. When we met, my
-heart at once went forth to greet its predestined idol, and I felt that
-my dreams had found a reality.”
-
-The girl who listened to this wild rhapsody with a little fear and more
-surprise, was one who had been reared amid the artificial refinements of
-life, and it was probably the first genuine burst of feeling which had
-ever met her ear. The daughter of a man of wealth, and a mother devoted
-to fashion, her education had been carefully intended to model the
-character of the future belle. The parents looked on her unrivaled
-beauty with pride, and the vain mother anticipated the renewal of her
-own triumphs in the person of her daughter. Flattered and spoiled from
-childhood, it was quite wonderful that one natural trait should still
-have remained in her vain little heart; but nature sometimes asserts her
-power where art has done most to arrest and deface her beauties. Thus it
-was with Julia Selwyn. Sincere feeling even to the world-hardened ever
-finds an echo in the breast, and the mocking smile died from her lips as
-she felt the deep charm of the young stranger’s singular avowal.
-
-The two had met that morning for the first time. Arthur Mervin was the
-son of one of Mr. Selwyn’s early friends, who had that day arrived in
-Philadelphia, with a letter of introduction from his father, containing
-a request that Mr. Selwyn would aid the youth in obtaining admittance
-into the studio of a distinguished painter, as his pupil.
-
-At the moment of his arrival, a party was rehearsing the tableau which
-were to be presented in the evening at a splendid entertainment, given
-in honor of Miss Selwyn’s _debut_ in the world of fashion. The most
-important one;—the one in which the beauty was to burst on the
-enraptured eyes of her father’s guests in all her loveliness, was the
-lady and the page—and—oh, dire disappointment! The young cousin who
-was to enact the page, had been seized with an inflammatory sore throat,
-and his medical attendant positively prohibited his leaving his room.
-
-What was to be done? Mrs. Selwyn glanced over the list of her young
-acquaintances, and could not find one to appear in the tableau with her
-fair daughter, who would not look coarse when placed in comparison with
-her refined loveliness.
-
-She wished the tableau to be perfect—to be talked of as the most
-beautiful one of the season, and, in the midst of her perplexity, when
-her husband ushered in the son of his friend, one glance at his graceful
-person and fine features convinced her that she need look no
-farther,—the page was found.
-
-Her daughter was sent for, and after an animated conversation of
-half-an-hour, the lady found means to introduce her request so naturally
-and gracefully, that after a moment’s hesitation, with a glance at Julia
-and a bright flush of the cheek which spoke volumes, Mervin consented to
-play the part of the page.
-
-How would that worldly mother have shrunk from allowing him admittance
-within the charmed circle of her daughter’s fascination could she have
-divined the effect this casual introduction was to have on that
-daughter’s future life.
-
-The son of a farmer of moderate means who was encumbered with a large
-family, it appeared too absurd to guard against Mervin’s admiration.
-Julia was born to be admired: she had been educated to glitter in the
-sphere of fashion, and understood her own position too well to allow her
-feelings to become interested in a mere flirtation with an obscure
-artist.
-
-The young painter was full of genius and enthusiasm; the walls of his
-studio were ornamented with sybils, angels, and Madonnas, in each of
-which might be recognized a striking resemblance to the face of his
-young love, and his passionate soul poured forth his adoration in
-“thoughts that breathe and words that burn.” The homage of genius gave
-an eclat to her daughter which gratified the vanity of Mrs. Selwyn, who
-fancied that she had sufficiently warned Julia against allowing her
-heart to become interested, by speaking of the utter impossibility that
-Mervin should for years be in a situation to ask her to share his
-destiny.
-
-“All this adulation is very pleasant my love,” said she, “and makes you
-the envy of many a fair rival, but remember it is only as incense to
-your vanity that it must be regarded. Mr. Mervin is clever, and has
-talent enough to make a very agreeable addition to our _soirees_, but a
-suitor to you it is quite impossible he should aspire to become.”
-
-The rose faded from the cheek of Julia in an instant. “He is gifted with
-extraordinary abilities, mother. A distinguished path is before him.”
-
-“Yes—but think of the years of toil that must intervene. The best
-portion of his life must be devoted to his exacting profession, and when
-the pulse is fevered with application—the eyes dimmed, and the hair
-blanched with time, he may be what is called great; but the spirit of
-life, of love, and hope, will be exhausted in the struggle. From the dim
-waste of the past, the voice of fame will sound but as a funeral dirge,
-wailed over the courage and enthusiasm which bore him upward and onward
-in his course.”
-
-“Disappointment must come to all, mother; but in the exciting occupation
-you describe there is much happiness to be found. The days of all must
-fall into the ‘sere and yellow leaf,’ but the man of genius can at least
-look back with pleasure to his toil, and reflect with just pride on the
-rewards he has won. Ah how superior are such memories to those hoarded
-by the mere butterflies of fashion, of a petty triumph over some
-insignificant person whose wealth lifts them into ephemeral notoriety.”
-
-“Child—Child! how you are running on! Your cheek is flushed, and your
-eyes sparkling.—This will never do. I hope this young painter has not
-made what romantic young ladies call ‘an impression’ on your heart, for
-in that case my doors must be closed on him.”
-
-Julia was calm in a moment. The pupil of the fashionable Madame Lecompte
-had been assiduously taught the art of controling the outward show of
-emotion, and young as she was, Julia Selwyn did not shame the lessons of
-her preceptress.
-
-“My dear mother, how can you have such a fancy! Mr. Mervin does not make
-love to me without I construe his verses into declarations. Do you fear
-that I shall be so unmaidenly as to give my heart unsought? He knows
-that a union between us is impossible, but that does not prevent this
-frail fading beauty from being his inspiration and his muse. A few
-fleeting years, and some younger and fairer face will claim his homage,
-while I shall pass down the stream of time only remembered as the
-_ci-devant_ belle. When his fame is at its zenith, I shall be
-forgotten.”
-
-“I am glad that you have so much common sense, my dear. When we can
-speak calmly of being forgotten by an admirer, it is a sure sign that
-the feelings are not deeply interested in him. You were never intended
-for the wife of a poor man, and there is one—but I must not betray your
-father’s plans. He will never force you to accept any one who is
-disagreeable to you, but there is a person in view who is so suited in
-age, fortune, and in short, every thing, that we have set our hearts on
-seeing you his bride. I will not name him, lest the knowledge of our
-wishes should make you shy. I shall leave him to make his own way,
-love—no questions—I am silent as death. Good-bye—I must see the new
-case of millinery opened at Madam ——’s. I will bring you a Parisian
-hat of the newest style.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Julia buried her face in her hands and remained in deep and painful
-thought. She had instinctively known all that her mother had just
-expressed relative to Mervin; yet she would not reflect on it.
-
-A year had passed since the first impassioned declaration of the young
-painter. His lips had uttered no word of love in that time, but his
-devotion of manner had expressed all that the most exacting mistress
-could have asked. Julia fancied that she received his homage merely as
-the incense due to her unrivaled charms—that her own heart was still
-unscathed—yet why did she listen for his step, and turn listlessly away
-from her usual occupations until shared by him? Why did the faint
-crimson steal to her cheeks as he sat beside her and spoke in those low,
-earnest tones, so different from the _persiflage_ of the set in which
-she habitually lived? Enthusiasm ever finds in the hearts of the young a
-chord which vibrates to the touch of him who possesses it, and before
-she was aware of her danger, that of Julia Selwyn was devotedly attached
-to Mervin.
-
-Nature and education were at war within her. The consent of her parents
-would never be given to her union with him she well knew—and too much
-of worldliness still clung to her, to be willing to descend from her
-high estate to link her fortunes with those of her poor, though gifted
-lover. Yet her heart shrank from the sacrilege of giving herself to
-another. She might for years remain the idol of the hour, until her
-beauty began to wane, and in those years, perhaps Mervin might achieve a
-degree of celebrity that must lead to fortune—if not—she could then
-fulfill the desire of her parents in bestowing her hand on some wealthy
-suitor.
-
-The lover destined for her by her parents made his appearance, and in
-spite of her mother’s determination not to reveal his name, Julia at
-once detected the anxiety of her parents that Mr. Herbert should succeed
-in winning her. He was young, and rather handsome, with quiet,
-gentlemanly manners; but when compared with the young painter he
-appeared very commonplace.
-
-Herbert was already in possession of a handsome estate, and owned a
-large interest in the firm of which her father was the principal. He was
-just the sort of person Julia felt safe in trifling with. He had no
-romance, and was of an extremely indolent temper—for years he would be
-content to creep toward an object he had once proposed to himself to
-attain. He was not jealous, and with perfect calmness saw the girl he
-contemplated as his future wife, flirt with the gayest and handsomest
-men of the city. He seemed to possess some assurance in his own mind
-that she must eventually yield to the fate which decreed her to become
-Mrs. Herbert, and until that time arrived, she might enjoy her liberty
-as best suited her inclinations.
-
-In the meantime Mervin pursued his career with astonishing success. The
-enthusiasm of his soul was thrown into all he attempted, and urged on by
-the overpowering passion of his heart, it was no wonder that he
-accomplished well whatever he undertook. Amateurs declared his talents
-to be of the highest order, and brother artists acknowledged his
-success, considering his years and opportunities for cultivation, to be
-unprecedented. His future greatness was confidently predicted, and a few
-of the patrons of the fine arts met together, and consulted on a
-proposal to send him to Europe, that so promising a genius should
-possess every facility for perfecting his style by the study of the old
-masters.
-
-A liberal fund was subscribed for that purpose, and offered with such
-delicacy that Mervin felt no hesitation in accepting it as a loan, to be
-repaid when his exertions had won the means of so doing.
-
-His preparations were soon completed, and a farewell visit to his family
-made. Then came the first bitter trial of his life—the parting from
-Julia Selwyn. The inexperienced youth, ignorant of the conventional
-distinctions of society, had uttered the first promptings of his heart
-to the object of his suddenly awakened passion; but a few weeks sufficed
-to show one of his quick perception and nice tact, the wide gulf that
-separated the daughter of a reputed millionaire from the humble child of
-genius. In words his passion had never since been expressed, yet Julia
-felt that to the last throb of that impetuous heart she would be the
-dearest of earthly objects.
-
-He could not leave her thus—she had ever smiled on him, and from her
-own lips he must learn his fate. The years of toil which lay before him,
-would, for her sake, be sweet, and his heart trembled as he contemplated
-his future if no such bright hope rose over its distant horizon. If it
-were denied, deprived of all motive for exertion, he must sink at once
-into insignificance. The pride of genius—the consciousness of powers
-which raised him above the mass of his fellows, was bowed before the
-consuming passion that formed the inspiration of his day dreams, and the
-theme of his sleeping visions.
-
-With feelings alternately elevated or depressed, as hope or fear
-prevailed in his mind, he repaired to the mansion of Mr. Selwyn. He
-found Julia alone, apparently awaiting the arrival of her party to
-attend a ball, for her dress was in the latest style of elegance. As he
-entered, she arose from the examination of a book of engravings, and
-advanced to meet him.
-
-“She knows that I am about to leave my native land, and yet she could
-array herself for a ball,” thought Mervin, and his cheek grew paler than
-before. Julia noted the emotion, and frankly extending her hand said—
-
-“I knew you would come, and though ready to go to Mrs. Lacy’s party, I
-feigned a headache, and staid at home to receive you. I did not know—I
-did not hear that you had finally decided to leave, until we were nearly
-ready to enter the carriage.”
-
-Mervin pressed the hand she extended to him to his lips and heart in
-uncontrollable emotion.
-
-“Ah, beloved Julia! in this hour I must again pour into your ear the
-passion that masters my whole being. As you shall answer this night,
-will my fate for good or evil be decided. How I dare venture to ask you,
-the beautiful, the flattered, to wait for years until a poor artist has
-achieved independence, I know not, but the hope is in my heart, Julia,
-that you will not deem me presumptuous. Oh, beloved, the future with its
-bright promise of fame is cheerless, without the hope is given that I
-may attain the idol of my youth. Speak—let me know my doom! I go forth
-sanguine in hope, and certain of success speedily won—or I carry with
-me a heart so crushed—so blighted by the disappointment of its dearest
-wish, that the energy to accomplish any thing worthy of myself will
-never revive.”
-
-Tears were in Julia’s eyes. All her worldliness, all her hesitation had
-vanished at the sound of his words: she was only the loving and beloved
-woman, ready to share his lot, whether that lot were gloomy or bright.
-
-“The hope is yours,” she whispered. “Is it not a brighter destiny to be
-the artist’s love than the bride of him whose fortune is his only claim
-to the station he holds? The day will come when my parents will be proud
-to give me to you. When that time arrives, take with you the assurance
-that you will find me free from other ties, with a heart glorying in the
-reputation you have won by your own exertions.”
-
-“With such a reward in view, what toil will be too great, what probation
-too tedious to be borne! Oh, Julia, you have given me a motive which
-will enable me to triumph over every obstacle. But in the years that
-must elapse before I can rationally hope to claim my bride, how will you
-evade the persevering pursuit of this Herbert?”
-
-“Do not fear him, Arthur. He is like a tortoise in pursuit of a bird on
-the wing, when following me. I can suffer him to belong to my train for
-years and still be no nearer marrying him than now. Besides, the
-inexplicable anxiety of my parents to see me united to him, will prevent
-them from giving decided encouragement to the addresses of any other
-lover. So you see it is rather on advantage to have so dilatory a
-suitor.”
-
-“The influence of your parents will be entirely in his favor—you will
-be firm, my beloved—you will not yield. Remember, if you do, that you
-will be answerable for one human destiny. Your confession of this night
-has blended your fate, irrevocably with mine. You cannot draw back
-without rending the ties that bind me to reason—perhaps life.”
-
-“I shall have no wish to draw back, Arthur. Though vain and worldly,
-there is enough nature still left in my heart to appreciate and return
-your affection. When the last hope of life has departed, I may yield and
-become another’s; but while your love remains as my beacon-light to
-happiness, I will continue true to my plighted troth.”
-
-Much further conversation ensued, and just as they parted, Mervin
-repeated her own words, “Remember, love, till the last hope of life has
-departed, you are mine, and mine alone.”
-
-Julia repeated them solemnly, happily, unconscious in how different a
-sense from that understood by the lover, they would be acted on.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Two years passed by. The most favorable accounts were received of the
-progress of Mervin. He had passed the greater portion of that time in
-Italy, and several beautiful specimens of his rapid improvement had been
-transmitted to his friends in his native land. The lovers contrived to
-keep up a correspondence, though the letters were few and far between,
-as the greatest caution was observed to prevent the parents of the fair
-_fiancée_ from suspecting the romantic attachment of their daughter.
-Julia well knew that such a discovery would be followed by a command to
-trifle no longer with the pretensions of Mr. Herbert.
-
-Already they had manifested both impatience and displeasure at her
-conduct to that gentleman. He still continued the same placid and
-attentive lover; never elated by the smiles of his mistress, nor
-depressed by her frowns; he pursued the “even tenor of his way,”
-seemingly assured of final success where a more mercurial person would
-have despaired.
-
-At length the crisis in the destiny of the belle approached. One morning
-her father entered her room and requested a few moment’s uninterrupted
-conversation with her. Julia sent her young sister from the apartment
-and prepared to listen to a remonstrance in favor of Mr. Herbert’s
-pretensions.
-
-“My daughter,” he began, “the time has arrived when I can no longer
-postpone the explanation of our position in regard to Mr. Herbert. You
-have trifled with him so long, that I despair of ever seeing you
-voluntarily become his wife.”
-
-“And is there any absolute necessity that I should unite myself to a man
-I can never love, father?”
-
-“So much the worse, child. Love, at any rate, is a mere chimera—an
-ignis fatuus, that misleads the young. At all events you must make up
-your mind to marry Herbert, or I am a ruined man.”
-
-“How can that result be brought about by my refusal to accept him?”
-faltered poor Julia.
-
-“It is a story, my dear, I would not care to tell you, if it could be
-avoided; but I see no hope of influencing you by other means—so you
-must e’en hear it. Sit down, and don’t look so alarmed. You are pale as
-death, and trembling like a frightened dove.”
-
-Julia sunk back in her seat, and prepared to listen with as much
-calmness as she could command.
-
-“The father of Herbert and myself commenced life together, and for many
-years our united exertions were eminently successful. He decided to
-retire from the firm, when an elegant sufficiency had been acquired. He
-had but one child to provide for, and I made no objection; but as my
-family was larger, I thought it incumbent on me to continue my
-exertions. The half of Herbert’s gains was withdrawn from the firm, and
-invested in real estate secured to his son. The other moiety continued
-in my hands. At his death he bequeathed his claims on me to George, with
-a bequest to you of half the funds in my possession, on the condition
-that you shall become the wife of his son; if not, the whole amount is
-to be paid to George Herbert on the day he attains his twenty-fifth
-year. In two more weeks, if you do not accept Herbert, I shall be called
-on to pay a sum amounting to more than my whole fortune. As my
-son-in-law, he pledges himself to allow me to retain the use of this
-money until I can advantageously settle with him, and altogether waives
-his claim to the legacy left to you. My affairs are now in such a state
-that it will be ruinous to me to attempt a settlement; so you must even
-make the best of it, and give your hand to an honest man who will render
-you as happy as the most of your sex.”
-
-“And is this the _only_ alternative?” asked the pale girl. “Will not Mr.
-Herbert grant you a longer time without demanding so great a sacrifice
-on my part?”
-
-“The truth is, Julia, you have flirted with Herbert long enough, and he
-thinks you have not treated him quite well. If I make such an appeal to
-him, his cold temper will be roused, and he will be off altogether,
-which would be a misfortune of no common magnitude; for I must tell you
-that there is not the least chance that I shall ever be able to pay a
-fraction of this money; and only as the husband of my daughter can I
-prevent him from taking such steps as will ruin me at once. On one hand,
-it is a choice of poverty to all you love, and on the other, a good
-husband with plenty of money. You are too sensible to be romantic; and
-besides, as you have never yet fallen in love, you have no predilection
-to plead.”
-
-At his last words arose the appalling recollection of her clandestine
-attachment—and she cast herself at the feet of her father.
-
-“Pardon me, my father, and pity me! I have loved—I do love, with a
-depth and truth that death alone can destroy. Ask me not to wed this
-man, for I am plighted heart and soul to another.”
-
-“To whom?” was the stern question. “I know of no one who receives the
-encouragement of a lover, save Herbert.”
-
-“One far away—seeking distinction in a foreign land. Oh, blight not the
-promise of his young years by compelling me to falsehood and desertion.”
-
-“What! that beggarly painter, Mervin! And is it for him you have
-slighted the highest in station—the brightest in intellect! For two
-years you have carried on this deception unsuspected—I have but one
-atonement to demand for such duplicity. Accept Herbert, and it shall be
-forgotten—refuse, and you are no longer a child of mine.”
-
-Vain were the pleadings of the unhappy girl—vain her appeals to his
-better feelings. Glad of a pretext to treat her with such harshness as
-to drive her into his measures, Mr. Selwyn availed himself to the utmost
-of the one which was offered. She was literally left no choice between a
-marriage she detested, or expulsion from the paternal roof.
-
-It is doubtful whether the parents would have carried their resentment
-so far, had she finally refused compliance with their wishes; but there
-was so much at stake, that both father and mother scrupled not to use
-every endeavor to urge her into the proposed union.
-
-The constitution of Julia had never been robust; and the conflict in her
-feelings brought on a severe attack of illness, from which she very
-slowly recovered; and there was a brightness in the large-pupiled eyes,
-and a clear spot of rose upon her cheek, which seemed to speak of early
-decay and death. She went out once more, and listened with apparent
-acquiescence to the wishes of her parents in regard to her marriage.
-
-Herbert was roused into something like interest, and his attentions were
-unremitting. Julia received them passively—she felt herself a victim to
-a fate she had no power to control, and yielded to the will of those
-around her. Yet she could not write to Mervin; she could not tell him
-who trusted her that she was about to wed another. No words could convey
-to him the wearing persecutions of which she had been the victim, even
-could a daughter bring herself to write such things of her parents. Her
-energies were destroyed, and she felt herself borne forward on the
-current of events, without the power to avert the doom they had awarded
-her.
-
-As the fall advanced, a slight cough alarmed her mother, and again the
-physician was summoned. Julia earnestly desired to see him alone. He
-found her in her room with a small parcel on the table before her.
-
-“Doctor,” she said, with a faint smile, “you are called on to restore
-health to the hopeless. You know that to be an impossible task. I wish
-you to tell me honestly and truly, how long you think I can live.”
-
-“Pooh! Miss Julia! you are too young to talk of dying. Many long and
-happy years are, I trust, before you.”
-
-“You would flatter me with a hope that is not dear to me. Long life I
-now ask not—desire not. I ask you as a man of honor—as a Christian—if
-you think it possible for me to recover? To die is now my only wish.”
-
-“So the young always say when disappointment meets them. Your pulse is
-quick—you are feverish; but I think these symptoms will pass away. A
-winter in a warm climate I shall recommend to Mr. Herbert as the best
-thing for you; and I hope to see you again quite restored.”
-
-“In a warm climate? What country will you recommend?” she asked
-abruptly.
-
-“The South of France—or Italy.”
-
-“Italy! Oh, let it be Italy! I could die contented there; but I will not
-consent to go. I dare not consent to be united to Mr. Herbert unless you
-will assure me that the last hope of life is past.”
-
-The doctor looked at her as if doubting her sanity.
-
-“You are young to lie down in the grave with resignation. There is some
-mystery here, my young friend, which is wearing your life gradually
-away. Can you not confide in me? I may be able to serve you.”
-
-“Only in telling me the truth, and in writing a few lines for me to one
-who is far away—not dreaming of the blow that is about to fall on him.
-Poor Arthur! My grief is now more for him than for myself. You are a
-friend of Mr. Mervin’s, Doctor. Write to him, and inform him of my
-marriage; and tell him that my last promise was inviolate. I was his, so
-long as a hope in life remained. You may tell him that there was no
-escape from this loveless marriage, and the sacrifice of life itself
-will test the truth of my affection for him. _Now_ will you order me to
-Italy? that I may die amid the bland airs and lovely scenes which
-surround him. The consciousness that I am in the same land, will gild
-the remnant of my waning life.”
-
-The physician was deeply touched. He saw that in her face which spoke to
-his heart of her rapidly approaching fate, and his voice faltered as he
-replied,
-
-“You shall go to Italy—and I will fulfill your request. Mervin shall be
-apprised in the gentlest manner of all you desire. Would that I could
-serve or save you, but the wound lies too deep for my skill to reach.”
-
-She smiled faintly. “It is a consolation to know that by the sacrifice
-of the frail remnant of my existence, I can secure to my young
-sister—to my parents, the enjoyment of a competence at least. Mr.
-Herbert has promised me that the wealth bequeathed to me by his father,
-on the condition that I became his bride, shall be secured to my sister,
-encumbered with an annuity to my parents. You probably know that the
-affairs of my father are inextricably involved, and this will be their
-only dependence; but, doctor, I have made one proviso, to screen my
-sweet Ellen from the misery that has been my portion. She is to enjoy
-the absolute right of choosing her partner for life herself.”
-
-“These,” she continued, taking the parcel from the table, “are _his_
-letters. They are few—but very—very precious. Take them—destroy
-them—I cannot do it—and I would not have them returned to him. It
-would be too bitter to have the memorials of wasted affection thrown
-back on the heart from which they emanated.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-A few more weeks rolled by, and the sacrifice had been completed—the
-victim had been offered up at the shrine of selfishness and false pride.
-
-The arrangements of Herbert were so liberal as to free Mr. Selwyn from
-all apprehensions for the future. He was not avaricious; and in his
-anxiety to please the fading bride his money had literally purchased, he
-was willing to lavish his fortune with a profuse hand. He loved Julia as
-much as his calm heart was capable of loving any thing; and in the sunny
-clime to which they were bound, he confidently looked forward to her
-recovery from the effects of what he called her slight cold. Her parents
-had never for an instant allowed him to suspect that, on her part, there
-was the least repugnance to the union; and she had coquetted with him so
-long, that she shrank from laying before his cold gaze, the history of
-her secret affection for his rival.
-
-They embarked for Europe, and Julia bade a last farewell to the land of
-her birth. As its shores faded in the distance, she felt the sad
-conviction that her eyes had rested on them for the last time.
-
-So far from renovating her exhausted frame, the sea-voyage had a
-contrary effect; and when they at last entered the bay of Naples, the
-young bride was carried on deck to breathe her last sigh in sight of the
-land which contained the unconscious Mervin.
-
-The letter of the kind physician had not reached its destination, and
-Mervin was still pursuing his brilliant career with the fond hope of
-soon being in a situation to claim his betrothed.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A solemn procession passed a group of artists collected together at a
-corner of one of the principal streets. The corpse of a young female was
-borne past them on a flower-strewn bier, to one of the principal hotels.
-A close carriage followed, containing a single mourner. An inquiry was
-made as to who the deceased was.
-
-“A young American lady.”
-
-An undefinable feeling of sympathy with his bereaved countryman, induced
-Mervin to separate from the group, and join the procession. As it
-entered the hotel, he was about to follow and offer his services, when
-he met a servant belonging to the establishment to whom he was well
-known. The man stopped and addressed him.
-
-“The American signor who has just arrived wishes an artist to take the
-likeness of his wife, before she is buried. As you are a
-fellow-countryman, I was about to seek you, signor—for your pictures
-are justly renowned, and this lady is even now very beautiful. The
-gentleman is too deeply afflicted to see you himself.”
-
-“What is his name, Guiseppe?”
-
-“Signor Hibut, or Hobut—I cannot tell which.”
-
-The sound of the name, in the Italian’s pronunciation, appeared so
-little like the real one, that his old rival never once occurred to
-Mervin—and without further hesitation he dispatched a servant to his
-studio to bring the requisite materials for his task.
-
-He was ushered into the chamber of death; and a cold thrill of emotion
-almost unnerved him as he looked on the bier, with the sharp outline of
-a human form clearly defined beneath the white coverlet that lay above
-it. The withered flowers which were strewn over it, seemed but to mock
-the stern conqueror who had laid his strong grasp on the marble form of
-the dead, and he removed them, though he withheld his hand from raising
-the veil which shrouded her features, until the servant who had been
-sent to his studio had fulfilled his commission and departed.
-
-It was a bright day, and the garish sun streamed into the room. With the
-eye of his profession for effect, he lowered the crimson curtains before
-the windows, that their reflection might throw the rosy hue of life on
-the pallid features he was to delineate.
-
-He paused as he stood beside the bier, with his hand upon the linen that
-shrouded her features. Some deep emotion appeared struggling in his
-mind, and he withdrew his hand. Ashamed of his hesitation, with a sudden
-effort he threw back the covering, and with a cry, sunk upon the floor.
-
-An hour passed, and with glazed eyes, and horror-struck visage, the
-painter cowered beside the bier, with his immovable gaze fixed on the
-still face before him.
-
-“His wife!” he muttered at intervals; “His wife!—false—false to me—I
-that loved her so madly—trusted her so fondly! His wife—his wife!”
-
-At length he arose, and seizing his brush, commenced painting with a
-rapidity and success that surprised himself. The picture speedily grew
-under his hands into life and beauty; but it did not represent the dull
-room with its lifeless inmate. The starry heavens, and the green vale
-were faithfully delineated—a young girl, in the pride of successful
-beauty, leaned against an open window—and he livingly portrayed the
-peerless loveliness of the embodiment of his young ideal.
-
-Before her knelt a youth wearing the features of the artist himself, but
-so changed—so full of the anguish of a broken spirit, that one glance
-revealed the history of his slighted love and maddened heart.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mervin went forth from that apartment with faltering steps, and the cold
-dew of agony upon his brow. How he reached his home he knew not. He
-found a letter on the table—it was the long-delayed communication of
-Dr. L——; he retained self-command enough to read and understand its
-contents—but it was the last effort of his over-wrought mind.
-
-His words to his lost love had been prophetic! The tie that bound him to
-reason was rent—the bright promise of his opening years buried in the
-grave of his young idol.
-
-Some kind friend restored him to his native land; and he now wanders
-about the home of his father, a melancholy and harmless wreck.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- THE TRIUMPH OF GENIUS.
-
-
- ILLUSTRATED BY AN INCIDENT IN THE LIFE OF SCHILLER.
-
-
- BY MRS. K. C. KINNEY.
-
-
- He paused upon the river’s brink, a friendless fugitive,
- And in despair’s wild moment asked—“Why should I longer live?
- Deep are these waters, dark and cold, but deeper is my wo,
- And peace, methinks, lies underneath the river’s tranquil flow.”
-
- ’Twas but a flash of sulphurous light from the great Tempter’s mind,
- On sorrow’s cloud that sudden gleamed, the poet’s soul to blind!
- It passed like lightning, and he saw again a living world—
- The teeming land, the river free, the snowy sail unfurled.
-
- The glowing sunset, gilding spire, and mast, and forest-tree,
- Shed light on his enshrouded mind—he felt ’twas joy to be—
- To be _himself_—fair Nature’s child—ay, Truth’s and Freedom’s own,
- Born to a boundless heritage—heir to a laurel crown!
-
- “I will not die, but live,” he said, “while lives the truth divine—
- For Nature and for Art I’ll live—no common life be mine;
- This deathless spirit wounded now in struggling to be free,
- Shall in its conscious strength arise and claim its destiny!
-
- “Not that the sovereign, who pursues a rebel with his frown,
- May see my coronet all green, when fades his ducal crown;
- Not that the sire, whose wrath condemned his reckless son to shame,
- May hail that son brought back in the triumphal car of Fame—
-
- “But that I feel the living soul of Poesy within,
- Urging the liberated thought its mission to begin;
- A work eternal bids me on—I cannot, will not die,
- Till the vast deep of human mind shall onto deep reply!”
-
- The traveler to a foreign clime now reverent stands beside
- The noble statue of a bard, a nation’s love and pride;
- Unto whose living works both worlds in admiration turn,
- Philosophy, through beauty’s form and music’s tone, to learn.
-
- In calm, colossal grandeur towers that statue on the spot
- Where once a youthful poet stood to mourn his hapless lot—
- From whence he fled a fugitive, stamped with the rebel’s name,
- There Schiller dead, yet living, speaks his own immortal fame.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- THE SABBATH OF THE SOUL.
-
-
- BY CHARLES H. STEWART.
-
-
- The vesper bells are softly peeling
- A call to prayer;
- Like angel’s songs the sounds are stealing
- Far up the azure aisles of air.
-
- A wish, truth’s offspring, now is winging
- To realms untold—
- Through the high heaven of thought upspringing
- To the _true_ temple of the soul.
-
- Hope, like a weary pilgrim, kneeling,
- Stoops at the shrine
- And worships with a holy feeling,
- Half human seeming, half divine.
-
- Now thoughts flit through fond mem’ry’s temple
- To times of old,
- When worship at the heart’s high altar—
- Pure as the stars—but ne’er so cold.
-
- And ’mid the future’s sky is gleaming
- Hope’s burning star,
- And Fancy’s eye drinks in its beaming,
- Undying brightness from afar.
-
- The heart is like mind; her empire—
- Wide as the sky—
- Vast in its spirit realm, it maketh
- All that we are of Deity.
-
- Thou lovely world of heaven, thy vision,
- Surpassing rare,
- Shall mock my mind’s ideal Elysium
- With joys that ever cycle there.
-
- Though oft in gloom its dawn comes stealing,
- And tear-drops stream,
- Dimming its light, the spirit healing,
- Wings its far flight pure and serene.
-
- The incense of the soul is stealing
- Beyond the sky,
- From censers lit with fire of feeling,
- To spirit realms of Deity.
-
- Those evening bells, once softly peeling,
- No longer ring;
- But thoughts, as pure as seraphs kneeling,
- Ascend to an eternal spring.
-
- Now eventide is hushed in rest—
- Day has departed,
- And blithe come forth the bold and blest,
- And low the sad and broken-hearted,
-
- But as successive years may roll
- Their waves away,
- Those bells may break upon the soul,
- Sweet to the low and sadly to the gay.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- A RICH MAN’S WHIMS.
-
-
- BY THE AUTHOR OF “FANNY AND FRANCIS.”
-
-
-“Well, Arthur, what next!” said a grave-looking young man of
-twenty-five, to his friend.
-
-“What next; upon my word I cannot answer that question at this moment,
-in fact, I am not quite released from my last undertaking. One must be
-off with the old love before they are on with the new, you know.”
-
-“It appears to me,” said Abram Snow, “that you had better remain where
-you are till times improve a little. I do not make enough to pay my
-board, yet it is better to remain than to do worse.”
-
-“I suppose you are right,” said Arthur; “but I see no difference between
-your career and mine as it respects money affairs, excepting that you
-have a thousand dollars at interest, and I have a thousand dollars in
-odds and ends. Yes, there is a difference, Snow, for when business is
-brisk again you will get a good salary, for the world considers you as a
-prudent, steady fellow, and an excellent book-keeper, while I shall
-think myself fortunate in being sent to the West Indies as supercargo.”
-
-Arthur Hazarelle was led on orphan when quite young, and his little
-patrimony was just sufficient to educate and support him till he was
-fourteen years of age. From that time until his twenty-fifth year he had
-changed from one occupation to another, sometimes twice in a year, and
-it could not be said that he had a particular talent for any branch of
-business. He certainly was ambitious, and he exerted himself to the
-utmost for every employer he was with; but though useful and exemplary
-in his conduct, yet some unforeseen event set him adrift. It was
-impossible almost to count up the number of places he filled during the
-ten years before our little story commences, the last one was about as
-promising as any in which he had been engaged, but in one week from the
-time he had this conversation with Abram Snow, the auctioneer with whom
-he was engaged took it into his head to die, and even the thousand
-dollars worth of odds and ends died with him.
-
-Poor Arthur! after paying his week’s board and his washerwoman he had
-not more than a dollar in his pocket, and he was honest enough to tell
-this to his landlady.
-
-Women are tender-hearted, and Mrs. May was as weak as the rest of her
-sex; so she pitied Arthur, and talked over her feelings before one of
-her boarders, a surly, ugly old man, who never opened his lips without
-finding fault, and who was always watching Arthur from the corner of his
-eye.
-
-“Good enough for him—better than he deserves, Mrs. May,” said Mr.
-Crosbie, “a rolling stone gathers no moss; why, the wealth of the Indies
-would not stick to such a squib—here, there and every where. To my
-knowledge he has changed places twice or thrice a year ever since he was
-fourteen years old.”
-
-“That may all be true, Mr. Crosbie; but from what I know of him it was
-none of his fault. I am quite unhappy about him, for I know very well
-that he will not stay one moment in my house unless he can get money
-enough to pay his board.”
-
-Mr. Crosbie made no answer but—“humph”—and left the room. He was a man
-apparently well advanced in years, ugly in face, and all over out of
-joint, he meddled with no man’s business, and in return, prevented
-others from interfering with his. But of all the eyes that were ever set
-in mortal head his were the most keen and piercing—he seemed to read
-the bottom of your soul at a glance.
-
-As he left the room he met Arthur Hazerelle with a small traveling trunk
-in his hand, and on Mrs. May coming out, he shook hands with her
-cheerfully, and wished her a good-morning. He had often felt uneasy
-before the searching expression of Mr. Crosbie’s eye, and it made him
-actually shudder at this moment. He seemed to have lost the power of
-will.
-
-“Which way are you bound?” said the old gentleman, fixing his eye still
-more firmly on Arthur’s face. “If you are going to Berrydale, back of
-the granite hills, here is a letter for you.”
-
-Arthur stared at him not only with astonishment but dismay, for he had
-but the moment before decided on going there, and had not communicated
-his intention to any one.
-
-“If you are going, say so,” growled out the man, “for the cars start at
-nine, and you have no time to lose.”
-
-Arthur mechanically took the letter, put it in his pocket, and raising
-his hat, walked out of the house, feeling certain that Mr. Crosbie was
-staring at him from the street door, Mrs. May from the green blinds in
-the parlor, and the servants from the basement window.
-
-On his way he stopped to say good-bye to Abram Snow, who was hard at
-work at his desk. He was not at all surprised at the flitting, but there
-was one excellent trait in his character, he never intruded his advice
-upon any one. He wrote down his friend’s address—Berrydale—and
-thrusting a cigar in Arthur’s hand, they parted.
-
-“The _cars_,” thought Arthur, “no cars for me, I must walk the whole
-distance, for a dollar will not pay the fare even.” So he stepped
-lightly along, no way discouraged, for he never yet had left a place—or
-rather, a place had never left him without his having the prospect of
-another. He had not gone more than two miles before he was overtaken by
-a singular looking man, dressed in a brown linen frock-coat and
-pantaloons, with a brown cap, a brown umbrella and a brown carpet-bag.
-He wore spectacles, had a remarkably long nose and chin, and when he
-came up with Arthur begged him not to walk so fast.
-
-Arthur turned hastily to see who had accosted him so unceremoniously,
-and the man smiled. It was a pleasant smile certainly, but it did not
-accord with the peculiar style of his face, at any rate Arthur took no
-notice of him, and walked on.
-
-“Why did not you put your trunk in the cars?” said the man, “you would
-walk much more to your satisfaction if you were not so weighed
-down—here, give me one end of it, and let us trudge on together; my
-carpet-bag is not heavy enough to incommode me.”
-
-So saying, he caught up one end of Arthur’s trunk and on they went
-together; the stranger whistling carelessly, and the young man very much
-surprised, and somewhat amused at the oddness of the stranger’s manner
-and appearance.
-
-“It is very kind in you,” said Arthur, laughing out loud, “but my little
-trunk is not heavy, as you perceive; I dare say your carpet-bag is of
-twice the weight.”
-
-“Four times,” said the man, “but I am more used to carry heavy parcels
-than you are. How far are you going?”
-
-Arthur told him, and then they fell into the common chat of strangers,
-and thus they proceeded till two o’clock, when both, weary enough,
-entered a small tavern to rest and take a luncheon. They had exchanged
-names on the road, and Arthur found that his new acquaintance was called
-Galton Springle, and that he was a schoolmaster on his way to a small
-school now vacant near Drizzletown. As this place lay in Arthur’s route,
-and the man was not offensive in his manners, our young friend was quite
-willing that they should proceed together.
-
-Ham and eggs and an apple-pie made up their dinner, and as this was soon
-provided and soon dispatched, they still lingered on the sofa, or wooden
-settle rather, when Galton Springle proposed smoking. He had about a
-dozen cigars, in a box at the bottom of his bag, and offered one to
-Arthur, who refused, recollecting that his friend, Abram Snow, had given
-him one at parting—he took it from his pocket, but what was his
-surprise on opening the little roll of stiff brown paper, to find
-instead of a cigar, a roleau of ten cent pieces!
-
-Galton Springle looked at the opening of this little paper from the
-corner of his eye and smiled to himself, for he saw that the contents
-were unknown to the young man. He made no observation, however, but
-calling for a candle, lighted his cigar and began to smoke. As he made
-no further offer of one to Arthur, the latter pocketed his roleau and
-leaned back against the wall, thinking over the past and hoping brightly
-for the future. There could not be more than three dollars, he thought,
-in the roll, but even this sum was a great deal for Snow to give, and it
-was so delicately given that Arthur felt truly grateful and promised
-thousands in return. When the cigar was finished and the reckoning paid,
-they proceeded on their journey till evening, when they rested again,
-but this time it was on a bench near the tavern door.
-
-“If we rest awhile,” said Springle, “we shall be fresh enough to reach
-Drizzletown by ten o’clock, and you can then share my room, or have one
-to yourself if you like. There is a very decent tavern there and the
-charges are very moderate, so let us remain together for the night, at
-least.”
-
-In half an hour they took up their baggage and went on, though poor
-Arthur began to flag, for he was unaccustomed to such severe exercise,
-whereas Springle seemed as light of foot as when they first met. By ten,
-however, they reached Drizzletown, and as the moon was at the full,
-Arthur saw a few scattered houses, without any attempt at regularity as
-it respected their position, and no appearance of a street at all.
-
-Arthur saw that Springle was as much a stranger to the host of the
-little inn as he was himself, so he presumed that this was his first
-visit to the place, and yet the man knew the road so well, and spoke of
-the people residing there in so particular a manner, that he could not
-suppose this was his first visit. A bowl of bread and milk constituted
-their supper, and as Arthur preferred a room to himself, they were shown
-to separate chambers and retired for the night.
-
-The young man slept soundly till eight o’clock, and when called to
-breakfast saw that he was alone. He was told that his companion had left
-the house at daylight, leaving his carpet-bag and a letter. The
-tavern-keeper said that in lounging about the door he had seen an
-acquaintance and had gone off with him. After breakfast the letter was
-brought, and to his surprise it was directed to himself, it ran thus—
-
- “An unforeseen circumstance has occurred which obliges me to
- return to the city whence I came, and as I have plenty of
- clothing there, I make you a present of the carpet-bag and its
- contents. Do not part with the bag, however, let your
- necessities be ever so great, as I value it very highly, though
- I part with it to you. When you are settled to your liking leave
- your address in this house, and the man, Mr. Somers, will
- forward it to me.
-
- Yours,
- Galton Springle.”
-
-“Do you know this man, this Galton Springle?” said Arthur to the
-landlord. “He is a stranger to me, and yet he makes me a present of this
-bag and all that it contains.”
-
-The landlord did not know him, had never seen him before, and thought
-him the ugliest hound that ever lived—evidently envious of Arthur’s
-good luck, and tormenting himself with the probability of his possessing
-the bag himself had he known that the owner was not to return.
-
-There was still ten miles to walk before Arthur could reach Berrydale,
-and what was worse, the road wound round a mountain, so that there was
-an ascent of three miles before he could reach the railroad that ran
-through the village to which he was going. Being now encumbered with
-more baggage, and having money enough to indulge himself, he hired a
-wagon to take him to Berrydale, where he arrived just as the dinner was
-smoking on the table of a small inn.
-
-Mr. Green, the landlord, knew Arthur, and of course gave him a
-landlord’s welcome. In a few minutes, after washing the dust from his
-face and hands, he was seated at the table with his host and family, and
-two strangers.
-
-“And what brought you here Mr. Hazerelle?” said the landlord,
-good-humoredly, “I hope whatever it is, you are to stay some time with
-us—I presume you are on a shooting frolic.”
-
-“My stay depends upon yourself and your neighbors, Mr. Green. I see by
-the papers that you are in want of a teacher, and feeling myself
-competent, I intend to offer myself as a candidate.”
-
-The landlord looked at him with astonishment.—“What! you, you a country
-schoolmaster! why times have fallen heavily upon you I fear!—But
-really, if you are disposed to teach, I will answer for it you shall
-have the preference.”
-
-As he said this, his eye lighted on one of his guests, and there was
-such an expression of malignity in the man’s face, that he started. This
-man had only arrived a few minutes before Arthur. He came, with two
-heavy, uncouth looking trunks, and two ugly looking dogs; ordered a
-bed-room for himself, a kennel for his dogs, and then took his seat at
-the table.
-
-“I intend to offer myself as candidate too,” said this man to Arthur,
-“so we start fair, young man; I will set my acquirements and
-recommendations against yours, and then wait the issue.”
-
-“If it depend upon letters of recommendation,” said Arthur, “you will
-surely succeed, for I did not bring one, and I am but slightly known to
-my good friend here.”
-
-The landlord turned round and winked slyly at his wife, for the idea of
-such a gnarled, old hickory knot, as this man, with his spiteful eye and
-face, pretending to compete with Arthur was too ridiculous. Mr. Green
-was a landholder, and a justice of the peace, he was in high request as
-a politician, had money at interest, and had four children to educate.
-
-When dinner was over, the stranger whose name was Godfried Darg, drew
-near to Arthur, and in a sort of snuffling voice, breathing hard through
-the nose between his sentences, he “begged to box the compass with him.”
-Arthur smiled, and said “he had no objection; he might be questioned on
-any subject which came within the reach of the advertisement, and
-perhaps something further.” So the rough man began to spout Latin.
-Arthur acquitted himself very well, and to the satisfaction of the other
-stranger, who had taken dinner with them, and who now drew near also, to
-listen.
-
-There are very few persons who would have indulged this queer-looking
-old fellow in this whim, but as we observed, Arthur was good-natured,
-and being indifferent about the issue, he let the man draw out the
-little learning he possessed. Mr. Conway, the other stranger had been in
-France, and understood the language well, and in a short time he found
-that Arthur left his antagonist far behind in that language. Darg said
-nothing at the end of the French trial, but proceeded at once to the
-German, he was foiled here too, and so they went on from one branch to
-another, Mr. Conway deciding in his own mind that the young man was an
-excellent scholar, and would suit his own purpose exactly.
-
-Godfried Darg having ‘boxed the compass’ without tripping up his rival,
-now descended to the minor points.—“Can you mend pens as quickly as I
-can?” said he, cutting up and making half-a-dozen pens in a shorter time
-than ever pens were made before.
-
-“There you beat me over and over,” said Arthur, “for I never made a
-decent pen in my life, I use steel pens, or rather a gold pen
-altogether.”
-
-“Can you teach the children to dance?” said Darg:—“Here,” said he,
-getting up, and cutting two or three of the old fashioned pigeon
-wings,—“can you do this?”
-
-Arthur and all present laughed heartily, and the young man acknowledged
-that he had the advantage there too, “for he did not teach dancing.”
-
-“Let him take the situation,” said Conway, as the old man left the room
-to feed his dogs, “I am looking out for a teacher, and you are just the
-one to suit me. Here you will only get one hundred and fifty dollars a
-year, and very plain board; whereas, with me you shall have three
-hundred, and live upon the fat of the land.”
-
-Of course, this offer was better than the one Arthur came to seek; and
-he told Mr. Conway that he should talk the matter over with Mr. Green,
-and then give him an answer. But Mr. Green shook his head; he had no
-great opinion of Conway, who was the principal of the grammar-school in
-Drizzletown, and had about forty boys under his care. They knew little
-of him, and for his part, he said, he did not care to know more. He
-advised Arthur to rough it with them until something better offered, and
-promised to give him board for a very moderate sum.
-
-This decided Arthur—for he longed for rest and ease of mind; and if he
-remained here, he should be with a man who felt a friendly interest in
-his welfare. The next morning at ten o’clock the trustees of the school
-were to meet—and there were already nine candidates even for so humble
-a situation. The good-hearted landlord told Arthur not to be cast down,
-for, according to his judgment, the trustees would decide in his favor
-unanimously. His only wonder was, that such an ill-looking fellow as
-Darg, though he might have a pocket-full of letters, should presume to
-expect an acceptance.
-
-One by one the candidates were examined, and one by one they departed.
-Godfried Darg requested to be questioned last—and Arthur’s turn now
-came. He could not help smiling as he saw the solemn pomposity of the
-committee, not one of whom were judges of the real merits of a
-candidate—and he felt that before them he had no chance. All at once he
-recollected the letter given to him by Mr. Crosbie; and stepping up to
-the gentleman at the head of the table, whose name he learned was
-Barnes, asked if that letter were for him.
-
-Mr. Barnes took the letter, nodded his head gravely, and opened it—he
-read it—passed it to his neighbor, who in his turn read it—and so it
-went around the table. When they had all finished it, Mr. Barnes said,
-“I believe, gentlemen, I can anticipate your sentiments—and so, with
-your leave, I shall beg Mr. Hazerelle to retire.”
-
-“What is there in that letter,” said Arthur, to Mr. Barnes, “which
-refuses me a hearing? I came here by the invitation of your
-advertisement; and as to the letter which has given you, as I perceive,
-an unfavorable opinion of me, the writer of it has no more knowledge of
-me than I have of any gentleman here present—not so much, in fact.”
-
-“We are not bound to answer questions, young gentleman,” said Mr.
-Barnes; “we are sorry if you are disappointed, but you must leave us
-just now, as there is another person to examine, and our time is short.”
-
-Arthur could not help laughing, in spite of his chagrin; and yet his
-fingers tingled with a desire to box the speaker’s ears. He made his
-bow, however, and told his kind friend, Mr. Green, how cavalierly he had
-been used. Mr. Green was too much surprised to make a remark; and his
-wife observed, with much anger, that old Crosbie ought to be tarred and
-feathered, for taking away the character of an innocent man. Arthur told
-them that he must get sight of the letter, for until he knew what had
-been alledged against him, he could not defend himself. And while they
-were yet speaking, Godfried Darg entered with his dogs, to say that he
-had been found worthy, and should enter on his duties the beginning of
-the week. He nodded impudently to Arthur, and observed as he went to the
-kennels, that it was a pity the young gentleman had not been accepted,
-as he had too much learning to be allowed to starve for the want of
-employment.
-
-Martha Green, the landlord’s daughter, whispered something in her
-father’s ear, and he shook his head. She spoke to her mother, who
-listened with more complacency, for she beckoned her husband out of the
-room.
-
-“I shall just say a few words to you, Mr. Hazerelle,” said the landlord,
-as he returned, “and they are this: there is your room, and here is your
-table; and in my house you remain until you can get some employment. I
-did hope that what I said to those ninnies yonder would have been
-sufficient to satisfy them; as it is, however, they can employ this
-rough old fellow if they choose, but they shall have no child of
-mine—and that will worry them a little. After dinner, I shall propose
-something to you which I hope will suit you better than to torment
-yourself with young children.”
-
-At dinner Godfried Darg conducted himself quietly and respectfully—the
-very reverse of his conduct before he was chosen schoolmaster, at which
-the little party were surprised—for they expected he would be a perfect
-nuisance. He ate in silence, and as soon as he finished, got up, took
-the bones from his own, and, in fact, from all the plates at table, and
-went to the kennel to feed his dogs—Howler and Barker, as he called
-them.
-
-“Now, come here, Mr. Hazerelle,” said the landlord; “let us sit on this
-bench, and enjoy our cigar, while I tell you of a plan suggested by my
-daughter, Martha. Over yonder,” pointing to a forest about a mile
-distant, “hidden from our sight though, is a fine old stone building,
-and in that old stone building—a perfect castle it is—lives a fine old
-woman, proud as Lucifer though, who has a fine young girl under her
-care. This lady has a son, as proud as herself, who has continued single
-to this day—being well-nigh to fifty years of age—because he could not
-find any one good and high enough for him. There the family has lived
-for thirty years. We cannot make Mr. Herman out exactly, for he never
-comes frankly and cheerily amongst us; so we have to guess a great
-deal—and perhaps we sometimes guess wrong. At any rate, some people say
-that he wants to marry his mother’s beautiful ward; and some say she is
-his daughter—and so we go on and know nothing certain, but that there
-they are, and there they will remain till they die. Sometimes we see Mr.
-Herman”—Arthur started—“every day for weeks together, and then he is
-absent for one, two, and three months at a time. Madam Herman, as the
-folks call her, has never been seen on this side of that forest; but
-that pretty creature, Grace Gordon, comes to our village-church, and
-sometimes rides about the country on horseback with Mr. Herman, or an
-old groom.”
-
-“What sort of a looking man is this Mr. Herman?” said Arthur. “I once
-knew a gentleman of that name, and he interested me exceedingly.”
-
-“Oh! he could not have been our Mr. Herman, for he is not an interesting
-man at all. His personal appearance is well enough, but the expression
-of his face is unpleasing; and he is so wrapt up in his own conceit,
-that he scorns to talk. I don’t think he ever asked me a question in his
-life, not even such questions as people ask out of pure
-good-fellowship—as what do you think of the weather, or how will the
-crops turn out?”
-
-“It cannot be the one I know,” said Arthur, “for he was quite a talker,
-and interested himself in every thing that was going on—but let me not
-interrupt you.”
-
-“Well, this young lady, Miss Grace, wants to learn the German language;
-and they have advertised far and near for a teacher, one who would give
-two lessons a day, an hour each time, for six months. Now my daughter
-hinted, that as you were disappointed about the school, you might be
-more fortunate if you applied to Madam Herman.”
-
-“I certainly should have no objection,” said Arthur; “but I fear that
-they would require better references than I could give. You see that
-even my superiority over Mr. Darg was of no use.”
-
-“Oh, you forget the letter; it was _that_ which decided your fate—we
-must get hold of it somehow. But what I was going to observe is this,
-you can write a note to Mr. Herman, and offer yourself as a teacher of
-the German. You can but try—faint heart, the proverb says, never won
-fair lady; and Grace Gordon is worth the winning. You see, my young
-friend, that we have sprung over the fence to get sight of a wedding
-before you have seen the bride.”
-
-So the kind-hearted innkeeper and his family talked the little plot
-over, and dropped a few words of assurance now and then to Arthur, and
-when bedtime came he had made up his mind that he would make the
-attempt, giving such references as were in his power. He had been twice
-to Berrydale on shooting excursions, and quite won the hearts of Mr.
-Green’s family, the boys in particular, two of whom accompanied him each
-time—they were his sworn friends, and were loud in their praises of his
-good-nature in breaking off his sport to teach them some of the
-mysteries of the art. Mrs. Green knew Mrs. May, the lady with whom
-Arthur had boarded for several years, and of course she was well
-acquainted with every particular of the young man’s life.
-
-“If he has chopped and changed about in out-door business,” said Mrs.
-May, “he has been constant to me, and when he is not to be found at my
-house it is because there is not money enough in his purse to pay his
-board. How he lives till I see him again, I cannot tell, but I ask no
-questions, and he asks no favors.”
-
-Arthur looked around his peaceful, quiet little room, and at the gentle,
-harmonious prospect spread before his window, and thought how pleasant
-it would be to live there forever. He was weary of change—no fault of
-his, poor fellow—and thought that no office would be beneath him, if
-there was a possibility of securing a humble retreat like this. And yet
-Arthur was ambitious in the true sense of the word.
-
-When they sat down to breakfast Mr. Darg was not there, the hostler said
-he whistled to his dogs at break of day, and walked off with them toward
-the brook. The horn was sounded and search made, but he came not, and
-they finished their breakfast without him. Mrs. Green told the girl to
-keep the coffee hot as he would no doubt soon come in from his ramble,
-and she went up stairs to attend to her duties. In a few minutes she
-returned, with a letter directed to Arthur, it had been found under the
-old man’s pillow, and she stood by while Arthur read it.
-
-“Well,” said he, “this is as singular an adventure as the one at
-Drizzletown,” and he read out as follows:
-
- “Sir,—I am heartily tired of keeping school already, though I
- have not yet begun, and so vacate in your favor. If any of your
- pupils turn out clever fellows, tell them how much cleverer they
- would have been if I had been their master. I consulted my dogs
- this morning at break of day, and I am pretty sure they thought
- the confinement of a kennel quite as irksome and unwholesome as
- I should teaching thick-headed boys in a forlorn, comfortless
- school-house. When you go to the city during vacation, you can
- hear of my whereabouts of Mrs. May, for an old fellow living
- there, by the name of Crosbie, knows all my concerns. Meantime I
- ask your acceptance of my shaving-apparatus, it is rather too
- good for you, but as I heard you ask the innkeeper for a razor,
- I concluded the present would be acceptable. If you ever get a
- chance I wish you would spit in the face of that solemn ass
- Barnes, and call Mr. Herman a fool, for me, will you?
-
- Yours till death,
- Godfried Darg.”
-
-They laughed very heartily at this strange epistle, and one of the boys
-rushed up stairs for the shaving-box. It was indeed a beautiful affair,
-and all the articles were of the very finest quality; but what created
-great surprise was the contents of a note found on the top of a little
-steel-box which fitted nicely in one of the divisions. The note ran
-thus:
-
- “Within the little steel-box is the miniature of the lady you
- are destined to marry, this box you are not to open till you see
- my two dogs, Howler and Barker, and then by consulting them you
- will find out the way to open the box, for it has a curious
- fastening, and cannot be opened but by their connivance unless
- it is broken, and if broken, the miniature will be destroyed. I
- think you can depend on yourself in this particular, but be sure
- to spit in Barnes’ face, and if you could add a tweak of the
- nose and a kick, you would greatly oblige me.
-
- G. D.”
-
-Of course it was agreed on all sides that the little box should remain
-quietly untouched just where it now lay, but they made themselves very
-merry over the letter and note. As to applying again for the school not
-one of the family would listen to it, not even if Mr. Barnes came in
-person to make the offer.
-
-“No!” said Davie, the youngest boy; “not if he were to fall down on his
-knees and beg you to go.”
-
-This created a laugh again, and this good-heartedness was very soothing
-to poor Arthur.
-
-Not one of the children would take the letter to Herman Hall, and the
-hostler was too shabby a looking fellow to be sent on such an errand to
-so grand a place, so Martha’s lover, Garry Lovel, a young man who worked
-Mr. Green’s farm _on shares_, undertook to deliver it himself. There
-need not have been such confabulations on the subject, for Garry did not
-get farther than the porter’s lodge, an awful gloomy looking place,
-Garry said, and the porter was as awful-looking and gloomy as the lodge.
-He was told that an answer would be sent in the course of the day, and
-he therefore need not wait, and the young man said he put wings to his
-feet and a quarter of a mile between him and the porter before he got to
-an ordinary walk.
-
-“If I were you, Mister Arthur,” said Garry, “I never would set foot in
-yon hall, for there is something wrong there. I can’t believe that
-honest people would shut themselves up in that dull, musty sort of way,
-unless they had something to conceal. You had far better turn farmer,
-here is a fine chance, for neighbor Fielding wants to go West, and he
-would rent his farm for a trifle.”
-
-“Do take it,” said Mrs. Green.
-
-“No,” said Martha, blushing; “let him take father’s farm on shares, that
-will be easier, for I want Garry to take the next farm.”
-
-Then there was a merry shout of laughter, and the boys declared she was
-right, and that Arthur should stay with them, and they would plough and
-reap for him while he tinkered about, shot birds, and caught fish.
-
-Toward evening the answer to his letter came, he was requested to call
-at Herman Hall at ten o’clock the next day, and then he might decide
-whether the terms would suit him.
-
-At ten o’clock he was at the porter’s lodge, where the solemn-looking
-personage who had so awed Garry stood ready to receive him. A low,
-garden-chaise, with a pair of handsome ponies, was waiting for him, into
-which he seated himself. The ride was enchantment. No fairy dream could
-have conjured up the beautiful scenery which opened to his view at every
-turn of the road. Arthur was lost in rapture, he forgot his humble
-circumstances and his slender fortunes, for his whole soul was filled
-with lofty thoughts, he seemed elevated to the companionship of angels,
-and he gloried that he was a man after God’s own image. “Angels,”
-thought he, as the carriage moved slowly along, “could not feel happier,
-nor have purer emotions than I enjoy this moment. I have had the fear of
-God before me and have reverenced Him always, but here I love
-Him—_these_ are His glorious works. Cities are made by men.”
-
-Arthur had lived in cities always, and his little excursions, hastily
-made, and very limited in duration, were for the purpose of fishing or
-shooting, and always with a dull companion, like Snow, who fished and
-shot in the same way that he kept books—pursuing the one act, the one
-thought which he proposed doing.
-
-Herman Hall had been in the possession of the family for more than a
-century; it was originally selected on account of its beauty and fine
-prospects, and art had assisted nature in embellishing it. Arthur
-entered the mansion-house a far different man than he was an hour
-before. A new sense—a new feeling had been given to him.
-
-His name was announced by the footman, and the man who received it
-passed it to another, who opened a parlor door, and then came forward to
-request him to walk in. With his mind filled with such a blaze of glory
-as that through which he had passed, the petty formalities of a common
-man, better in external gifts than himself, seemed as nothing, so that
-when Mr. Herman waved his hand to a chair, Arthur seated himself with as
-much ease as if he had been worth a million.
-
-“This is your letter I presume,” said Mr. Herman. Arthur bowed. “You are
-competent to teach the German language”—another bow,—“and what are
-your terms?”
-
-Arthur smiled, for the truth is he never thought of terms, he concluded
-there was a set price, and that there would be no difficulty on that
-score.
-
-“You shall name your own terms, sir,” said he, “I have never taught, but
-I understand the method of teaching, and therefore leave the minor
-consideration to you.”
-
-“We shall say a dollar an hour, if that sum suits you,” said Mr. Herman,
-and Arthur was quite satisfied. He was to begin in the course of an
-hour, and until the young lady was ready, he was requested to walk in
-the library.
-
-A library! A private library! Arthur had seen several of them, and had
-been in the city, and in circulating libraries, but he never, even in
-works of history and fiction had read of any to equal the extent and
-magnificence of this one. This library occupied the whole ground floor
-of a wing of what might be called a castle, and no book was beyond the
-reach of the hand. The roof or ceiling was supported by forty columns,
-the base of each being ten feet square, five feet high, and filled with
-books. There was just space enough between each column for a person to
-pass with ease, and there were lounges and chairs scattered about in
-every direction. This curious library contained all that was valuable
-and rare, and not an author of note was omitted. One column was devoted
-to Shakspeare alone, with every commentator from the earlier to the
-present time, and here, as if by instinct, Arthur seated himself. He was
-soon buried in the charms of the author’s fancy, and when the servant
-announced that the ladies requested to see him, he had some difficulty
-to bring his thoughts down to a level with a dollar an hour.
-
-After walking through an interminable suite of apartments—all to
-impress him with the wealth and consequence of the owners, he was
-ushered into a small room, such as ladies are fond of calling a
-_boudoir_, here sat two ladies, the younger of whom rose as he entered.
-
-“Pray be seated,” said Madam Herman, waving her hand in the same
-gracious manner as her son,—“Sit here, and let me request you to listen
-to certain preliminaries before you begin your duties.—If you dislike
-them, we can part at once?”
-
-“Oh, let the preliminaries suit yourself!” said Arthur, “and I shall
-make no objection, provided I may spend one hour a day, or even less, in
-that glorious library, why, madam, I shall never dream of remuneration,
-there is food and raiment, and every thing that can delight the soul, at
-the foot of one column alone—the one devoted to Shakspeare!”
-
-Mrs. Herman stared at him with perfect amazement. He heard a clear
-ringing laugh as if in the next room, and on glancing his eye toward the
-window, there sat the young lady, brimful of smiles and blushes, with
-her head bending over a piece of embroidery.
-
-The young man came down from his stilts at once. Shakspeare—the
-library—the glorious scenery—all vanished, and there he sat a humble
-teacher of the German language, for one dollar an hour.
-
-“The preliminaries, young man,” said the old lady, stiffly, not
-regarding his rhapsody, or subsequent embarrassment—“are few, but must
-be complied with strictly.—Hear them out without interruption, and then
-decide for yourself.”
-
-“At ten o’clock precisely you are to be in this room, there is your
-seat, and there is the lady who is to receive instruction.” Arthur rose,
-and bowed to this lady, who half rose and blushed exceedingly. “I shall
-remain in the room, and give notice when the hour expires. There is to
-be no conversation excepting what relates to the language you are
-teaching, and when the hour is expired you can go to the library, or
-ride out, or amuse yourself on the grounds, till the servant announces
-to you that it is time to dress for dinner. You are to dine with us.”
-Arthur did not like this part of the arrangement, and sat uneasily in
-his chair.—“Go to your room as soon as the dessert is removed, and be
-your own master till five o’clock, when another hour of your time will
-be required; I shall be in the room as before, and give you notice when
-the hour is up, and the family then sees you no more till ten the next
-day, excepting that this lady will preside at the breakfast and tea
-table. You are to remain with us until the lady is sufficiently grounded
-in the language to proceed in it by herself, and you are neither to
-leave the place, nor see any one till that time arrives.”
-
-The same clear laugh was heard in the next room, and with a glance of
-his eye, he saw that the young lady held a handkerchief to her
-face.—Arthur rose;—
-
-“I had no idea madam that I was to be the happy inmate of this paradise,
-but as it is your pleasure, I agree to the terms excepting, that once a
-week I must have the privilege of seeing one or two of my humble
-Berrydale friends. The porter’s lodge can be our place of rendezvous,
-and all that they shall ever hear from my lips is, that I am happy
-beyond my hopes. I think it is the desire to remain unknown to the
-people in the neighbourhood, which gives rise to your request that I
-hold no communication with them.”
-
-Mrs. Herman made no reply—she pointed to the table where books, paper,
-and pens lay, and began to knit with dignified solemnity.
-
-He took his seat opposite to the young lady, (whose name had not been
-mentioned by Mrs. Herman,) but drew his chair so that his face was
-partly hidden, for he wanted to catch glimpses of his pupil’s face,
-unseen by Mrs. Herman. He took up the books, examined them, and
-selecting one, began to read.
-
-“The language must appear harsh to you,” said he, “but as soon as you
-have acquired the pronunciation, you will like it exceedingly.—I was
-acquainted with a gentleman who had a great desire”—
-
-“No anecdotes, if you please, Mr. Hazerelle,” said Mrs. Herman,—“Please
-to recollect.” Arthur really was “struck all in a heap,” particularly as
-he again heard the laugh in the next room. The young lady pitied his
-confusion, but the laugh was irresistible, and she joined in it. What
-could Arthur do better than to laugh also? Instead of ordering him to
-leave the house as he expected, the old lady begged them to proceed, as
-“minutes made up hours.”
-
-He got through the first lesson without further remark, though the young
-lady could scarcely keep her countenance, and when the hour had expired,
-Mrs. Herman rang a little table bell, and the servant who came in was
-requested to show Mr. Hazarelle his chamber.
-
-As soon as Arthur had shut his room door, he threw himself on the sofa
-and laughed heartily, but what was his amazement when he heard the same
-clear ringing laugh as before.
-
-“Upon my word,” thought he, “this is a queer place. All solemn nonsense
-on one side—all puerile formality on the other—and harlequinism in the
-centre.—Truly, I am curiously hemmed in, and can scarcely hope to steer
-clear among such an odd set.—Who can that merry laugher be?—I
-certainly have heard that clear bell voice before!—Where can I have
-heard it?”—
-
-“But the more he thought,” as the children say, “the more he could not
-tell;” so he looked round his chamber, and there, to his surprise, was
-his trunk, his carpet-bag, and his dressing-case. Really this is taking
-things for granted, thought he; why these articles must have been sent
-for the moment I entered the house; they thought I should be a fool to
-refuse compliance with their terms, which, in fact, they might safely
-infer had I hesitated.
-
-Now our readers must not suppose that Arthur was a sorry fellow, and
-willing to put up with insult. On the contrary, he was high-minded and
-brave, and from an equal would receive no provocation. But he was
-forbearing to the weak and nervous; and in the present case, it would be
-absurd to resent either the folly of Mrs. Herman, or the impertinence of
-the laugher, even could he find him out. Besides, there was an air of
-mystery and enchantment around the people and place, which was very
-captivating to a young man.
-
-The hours slipt away at the column of Shakspeare, and a servant informed
-him that it was time to dress for dinner, which business did not take
-him many minutes to accomplish, as he was one of those rare persons
-whose dress is never out of order. “Dust never sticks to him,” as homely
-Mrs. May used to tell her friends—a saying which Mrs. Green was fond of
-repeating to _her_ friends whenever his name was mentioned.
-
-Now for an extraordinary scene, thought Arthur, as the servant bowed him
-down to the dining-room. I shall see a magnificent service of plate and
-a royal dinner. But he was disappointed in one respect—for though the
-dinner-service was splendid, yet the dinner itself was simple beyond all
-imagination. The table was set for four persons, Mrs. Herman was at the
-head, her son at the foot, and Arthur and Grace Gordon opposite to each
-other. Fricasseed chickens and boiled ham constituted the meat part of
-the dinner; but there was a number of dishes of delicate vegetables,
-delicately cooked, and a variety of fine fruit for dessert.
-
-There was neither wine nor ale, but pitchers of ice-water in
-abundance—and all seemed to eat with an appetite. Madam Herman helped
-liberally, but talked sparingly. Mr. Herman uttered not a syllable,
-Grace Gordon was in high spirits, and laughingly asked a few questions
-in German, such as she had learned in the morning, Arthur answered her
-gravely, according to contract—and thus the first dinner passed.
-
-As the library was a great novelty, Arthur betook himself to the
-Shakspeare column again, and there he remained until five o’clock, when
-he was summoned to the study. He found Madam Herman seated in her
-rocking-chair, and Grace Gordon at the table, with a smile on her face
-of dubious meaning, and her handkerchief more than once raised to hide
-it.
-
-If the lesson was a dry matter-of-fact business, he was fully rewarded
-by the quickness of the young lady’s apprehension; she perfectly
-comprehended what Arthur had taught her in the morning, and he feared
-her progress would be so rapid, that he should not remain in this
-enchanted castle very long. He turned round to Madam Herman, when she
-rung the little bell for the servant to bow him out, and observed that
-Miss Gordon had made great progress already. The old lady made no reply,
-but drew up with quiet dignity, and there was scorn on her features.
-Miss Gordon blushed and held down her head, pitying the young man’s
-embarrassment, and again, from the half-open door the same clear laugh
-was heard.
-
-Arthur stood for a moment irresolute, he had half a mind to quit the
-house at once; for the disagreeable manners of the old lady, the cold
-formality of her son, and the laugh, which seemed as if in mockery, were
-more than a counterpoise to the great benefits and pleasures of his
-situation. But the young lady was unexceptionable in her manners; she
-was not, to be sure, familiar, or even social, as is always the case
-between teacher and scholar; but there was nothing offensive—and it was
-a pleasure to look at her beautiful face. He stood irresolute, however,
-and probably would have made his parting bow, had not his eye glanced at
-the following words, evidently written that moment—_never take offense
-where none is meant_.
-
-A grateful bow and a deep blush convinced the young lady that she should
-not lose her teacher. Arthur was bowed out of the room as before, and
-jumping in the chaise which the servant said was waiting for him, he
-rode down to the lodge to see his friends, who were to meet him there at
-six o’clock. The four boys, Mr. Green, and Garry, were all clustering in
-the room waiting for him, and his heart warmed with joy on receiving
-their honest, hearty greeting. Garry asked if he might tell Mrs. Green
-and Martha to come the next day—and the boys declared that they would
-be there also. There was a delicacy about these unsophisticated people
-which prevented them from asking questions, as soon as they heard the
-terms of his contract at Herman Hall. Arthur told them, however, that he
-was quite happy, and that his pupil would not want his assistance more
-than a month, as she learned very quickly.
-
-The servant presented himself at the door, and Arthur found it was time
-to bid his honest friends adieu, promising to see them once a week at
-that hour—and so they reluctantly parted. On his return to the house,
-he was shown to a small room adjoining the library, and on the table was
-the tea equipage. The man asked if he would like to go to his chamber
-before taking tea; and Arthur, supposing this part of the etiquette,
-followed him up stairs, where, as usual, the door was opened for him,
-and, with a low bow, the servant retired. After arranging his hair and
-dress, he sat at the casement enjoying the beautiful prospect, and
-regretting that it would, like a dream, so soon fade away—for he was
-quite certain that the lady would master the most difficult part of the
-language in less than six weeks.
-
-How strangely are we constituted, and how little do we know of what the
-mind is capable. In a few hours Arthur was a changed man. The petty
-anxieties of a business life, all originating in the necessity of
-providing for daily wants, were cast aside, never to be resumed
-again—for new feelings, new hopes filled his whole soul. He never
-before understood the greatness, the goodness of God; he never
-comprehended His power over creation, and that all things, all that was
-beautiful, was the work of His hand. It was in this magnificent solitude
-that his heart opened to all this glory; and it seemed as if a film had
-fallen from his sight. Men _cannot know God in cities_!
-
-New faculties have been given to me, thought he, on descending to the
-tea-room. I am in communion with a holy and chaste spirit, which will, I
-know, sustain me; and the future, so dreaded, I now look forward to with
-a certainty of success. My heart is made up of love and charity—and
-every human being shall have a claim upon my tenderness. Even the weak
-and infirm of purpose I shall endeavor to comfort and advise; and as to
-this beautiful girl, so far, so infinitely my superior—why may I not
-love her as a dear sister, love her in secret and—
-
-He was by this time in the room, and there, at the head of the table,
-sat the beautiful girl, who had just passed through his mind in such
-near relationship. Wholly unprepared for her presence—for he had
-forgotten that she was to preside at the breakfast and tea-table—he
-started back in the fear that the servant had made a mistake.
-
-Grace Gordon half rose, smiled, and bid him take a seat. Instead of the
-silence and reserve of the dinner-table, Arthur found himself in
-animated conversation, and he was pouring out his feelings, when he
-heard the same clear, loud laugh as before.
-
-Relieved from restraint, for the absence of Madam Herman left him at
-liberty, he arose as if to see who it was that had thrown an air of
-ridicule on his conversation. Grace Gordon put her finger to her lip and
-pointed to his chair, and this, at once, subdued the anger which was
-fast rising, and determined him to wait for a more suitable opportunity
-to gratify his curiosity.
-
-“You are good-tempered I hear, Mr. Hazerelle, and good-temper is a gift
-which few possess. Perhaps, however, you have not been severely tested.
-Many people pass for good-tempered who are irritable and irascible when
-thwarted.”
-
-“It depends altogether upon the person who provokes me,” said Arthur. “A
-woman, for instance, is always sure of forbearance, be she ever so
-disposed to find fault, and a man walks untouched, though he might
-insult me, if I consider him as an inferior. So, you perceive, I am
-good-tempered with a qualification, and it depends upon the character of
-our friend in ambush whether I am to take offense at that clear, ringing
-laugh. If he is in any way connected with you, he may indulge his
-risible propensities to the utmost, for I am certain that I can submit
-to such gaucheries for the very short time I am to be honored by your
-kindness.”
-
-“Short time, Mr. Hazerelle! Well, if you call a twelvemonth short, be it
-so,” said she. “Why, did you suppose I could thoroughly understand the
-German language in less time than that?”
-
-“In less than a twelvemonth! Yes, in less than three months you will be
-able to speak and read fluently; there is no fear of your being a dull
-scholar. It would be my interest to find you obtuse of intellect, for to
-live and breathe in this atmosphere is a happiness I never expected to
-enjoy—the library itself is full compensation for more of my time than
-I so freely give to you.”
-
-Here followed another laugh, and as there was now a perfect
-understanding between the young lady and himself, he resolved to take no
-notice of it. He arose, however, and shut the door, but he might have
-spared himself the trouble for it was opened in an instant.
-
-Arthur smiled good-humoredly, and observed that the merry gentleman was
-no doubt a privileged person, one who had a control over the destinies
-of the house, or such an eccentric way of amusing himself would not be
-allowed.
-
-Miss Gordon colored, and was about to make reply, when the laugh
-commenced again and continued so long that there was an end of further
-conversation; the lady rose with much embarrassment, said she hoped to
-meet him there at breakfast, and then departed through the door whence
-the laugh came.
-
-Arthur found it amounted to this—he must do one of three things—to ask
-no questions, enter into no conversation with Miss Gordon or any of the
-family—request to take his meals by himself—or quit the house. It was
-very irksome, certainly, to sit in perfect silence when there was one
-person, at least, who had conversational powers; it was likewise irksome
-to see people moving about him all day, to know that they all had
-communion with one another, and that he alone should stalk about the
-house and grounds in utter silence, save the two hours when he was
-engaged in teaching. He walked out to consider of it in the open air,
-and after an hour’s ramble through groves and walks, breathing delicious
-perfumes, he returned with the determination to bear with the eccentric
-humor of the family and remain with them until the winter set in.
-
-It certainly was very disheartening to meet no pleasant voice on his
-entering the house, and to go to his solitary chamber without a kind
-_good-night_ from a living soul, yet Arthur did not murmur. If he were
-always thankful for “small benefits,” he had reason to be grateful now,
-for here all the comforts and luxuries of life were in abundance, and
-there were two great pleasures added to all this—the library and the
-beautiful face and pleasing manners of his pupil.
-
-He took a long walk, and returned more elevated, more grateful and
-humble than ever, it was a perfect fairy-land all around, and why should
-the foolish manners of the inmates of the house disturb his
-tranquillity. He strove to keep the thought uppermost that it was to
-these very eccentric people he owed his happiness, so he was shown to
-the breakfast-room with feelings disposed to submit to what, under other
-circumstances, would be so difficult to bear.
-
-Miss Gordon was already there, and to Arthur’s surprise and confusion,
-she held out her hand with a kind good-morning and a pleasant smile. The
-conversation was trifling, he kept a rein over his thoughts and let none
-but such as were mere commonplace go forth to excite the merriment of
-the person in the next room, for Arthur presumed he was there, as the
-door was still half open. Just at parting he made the unlucky
-observation, that as he had taken sufficient exercise for the morning he
-should go again to the library, for there he should find
-friends—friends who had always cheered and consoled him.
-
-He might, to be sure, have omitted the speech, simple as it was, yet how
-could one so entirely alone avoid feeling this loneliness—it was no
-cause of mirth to others, certainly, and yet the man in the next room
-laughed merrily.
-
-“What a magnificent mind it was that planned this library,” said Arthur,
-pointing to it, as the lady and he left the room.
-
-She smiled faintly, however, and as they separated, replied that “it was
-planned—as well as the house and grounds—by the laugher in the next
-room.”
-
-“Alas!” thought Arthur, when alone in the library, “he is undoubtedly
-insane; he is, perhaps, Miss Gordon’s father, or some near relative, and
-being harmless, is allowed to amuse himself in any way he likes. I see
-it all now, and his laughter shall annoy me no longer; but where have I
-heard it before?”
-
-All at once the truth flashed upon him, in Mr. Graham’s office, where he
-studied law for a year, he often saw a gentleman by the name of Herman,
-who certainly resembled the one who was the owner of this estate. He was
-a great talker, and a great laugher—the very clear, bell-like, musical
-laugh he had heard so frequently.
-
-The present Mr. Herman was grave, taciturn, frivolous and formal, with
-gray hair and broken teeth; whereas the one he formerly knew was much
-younger looking, with dark hair and perfect teeth. Mr. Graham took great
-pleasure in his society, for he was full of anecdote and had been a
-traveler; Arthur, also, was much amused with his gay and easy manners,
-and it was quite a regret to them all when Mr. Herman left the city.
-Arthur had often inquired after him, but Mr. Graham heard nothing from
-or of him, and so he faded away from their memory. It seemed, therefore,
-almost a certainty that he was in some way connected with the family of
-the Hermans where Arthur now was.
-
-Day after day Arthur went through the same routine, the young lady
-making great progress in German, and he making great progress in love,
-for could it be expected that he was to sit in earnest conversation for
-two hours every day, and be at the same table with her at all times,
-without losing his heart. Whether Grace Gordon loved him in return, was
-another matter; no one could judge if she did, for her attentions were
-only those of a lady to a gentleman, and even the haughty old lady,
-Madam Herman, could find no fault.
-
-What puzzled Arthur more than any thing else was this, Mr. Herman was
-never seen excepting at dinner, where he went or what he did was a
-mystery; he certainly never was in the library, for there Arthur went at
-irregular times, so that he would of course have been seen. He never was
-about the grounds, and Arthur had no stated times of walking or riding
-there; he might, however, take an airing with Madam Herman, for she went
-out regularly, and he sometimes met the carriage. He never questioned
-the servants, for his honor and pride prevented that, and Grace Gordon
-never alluded to her family at all. Yet it must be presumed that the
-young man had curiosity, and if he had not, there were his friends at
-the inn, they were dying to know what was going on within that wide
-extent of high stone wall. The old schoolmaster of Berrydale, who had
-read something of China in a geography book, called it the _Celestial
-City_, and ardently longed to enter the gates to take a peep there, he
-did make one attempt, but the porter at the lodge knew better what his
-place was worth than to let a stranger enter.
-
-Arthur had now been there two months, and had never left the place, his
-friends paid their evening visits about once a week, for there had been
-a wedding to occupy them, and Martha and Garry were now man and wife.
-The winter was at hand, and not a word was said of the period when his
-instructions were to cease. Grace Gordon and he were on the most
-friendly footing imaginable, and could now converse very well in German,
-but though her progress was astonishing, yet Madam Herman never opened
-her lips to wonder or praise.
-
-Deep, deeper in love did poor Arthur get every day—a hopeless love he
-knew it to be, and yet he would not have given up the tormenting
-pleasure for the world; he wished, and dreamed his wishes over and over
-again, that Grace Gordon was as poor as himself, for he thought there
-was a possibility then of winning her affections. For any thing he knew
-to the contrary, she _might_ be poor, but how was he to find it out,
-unless the embargo on words was taken off. At every turn he met a
-domestic, but he knew them not even by name, all his wants were supplied
-in the most exact and liberal manner, but he asked no questions, and
-their respect for him prevented any approach toward familiarity.
-
-He had walked and ridden over every part of the estate with the
-exception of an inclosure, which he was given to understand, in the very
-beginning, was appropriated to the use of the domestics, and into which
-visitors never entered. A road from the next market-town reached this
-inclosure, and every thing wanted for the family was brought here in
-carts and wagons. A dense hedge of cedar, eight feet in height, which
-extended to the right and left, prevented any one from seeing what was
-passing on the other side, and Arthur thought that this was all in good
-taste and good keeping with the general plan. It was impossible to guess
-at the extent of this inclosure, for the hedge, or fence made a number
-of circuitous bends, and thus rendered it deceptive to the eye.
-
-One morning he strolled out as usual, and took the path that led to the
-cedar-hedge, for the ground there was well-beaten and very pleasant to
-the feet. He walked leisurely, his mind occupied with the one object of
-the deepest interest to him—Grace Gordon. Starting from his day-dream
-he looked at his watch, and found it time to return, that he might
-prepare for breakfast. He quickened his pace, therefore, and endeavored
-to retrace his steps, but he made a mistake in one of the turnings and
-went backward instead of forward. The error was not discovered until he
-reached an immense iron-bound gate, which at that moment was slowly
-opened by some one on the other side. He waited until the man who was
-opening the gate, and whose voice he heard, should make his appearance,
-for he really was at a loss to know which way to proceed. What was his
-surprise to find that the gate-opener was Mr. Herman himself, and that
-following him closely was a troop of young people, all in high spirits,
-and apparently on the most familiar terms with him. A second glance
-assured him that it was not the Mr. Herman of yesterday, gray-headed and
-formal, but the Mr. Herman he formerly knew, with the same merry, clear,
-ringing laugh which he recollected so well.
-
-The gentleman started on seeing Arthur, but appeared not to know him, he
-raised his hat however, and then turned to his young companions, who
-were as much amazed as himself at the rencontre. He could see at a
-glance that Grace Gordon was not among them, but they evidently must be
-her friends. They all walked briskly away, and as he turned to look at
-them, saw that Mr. Herman was running at full speed, and the whole party
-after him. He stood at the open gate and for the first time saw the
-inside of the hedge, and to his astonishment found that he was in the
-rear of the mansion, for there, about a quarter of a mile off, was the
-back-court, and several of the domestics whom he recognized, passing to
-and fro.
-
-One of the men who stood near the gate, came forward as Arthur was about
-entering, and said that Miss Gordon was waiting breakfast for him, and
-“that the chaise should be brought round in an instant.”
-
-“This is very curious,” thought Arthur, “why not enter the house this
-way? Here I shall not have to walk more than two or three hundred yards,
-whereas it will be half an hour’s ride to reach the front.”
-
-However, the chaise was brought to the gate, and after riding fast for
-twenty or thirty minutes, Arthur was brought to the front of the house,
-and as quickly as possible he made his toilet, and was ushered to the
-breakfast table.
-
-“You are welcome back,” said Miss Gordon, blushing deeply, “I thought
-you had left us never to return. We sent scouts after you in every
-direction, fearing at first you had lost your way, but Madam Herman
-thought that would be impossible.”
-
-“But it was possible,” said Arthur, “for I did lose my way, and I hope
-you will pardon my having kept breakfast waiting so long, I do not
-deserve such kindness.”
-
-“Oh, as to that,” said Grace Gordon, “there is no one injured but
-yourself, for I breakfasted an hour ago!”
-
-Arthur was on the point of speaking of the troop of young people that he
-met coming out of the gate, but he stopped, for this was infringing on
-the rules—rules which he never forgot one instant. Miss Gordon seeing
-him about to speak, waited for a moment, and then proceeded to pour out
-his tea.
-
-“And you really lost your way, Mr. Hazarelle, it is no wonder when you
-recollect how many windings and turnings there are. If I were to follow
-the cedar-hedge, I should undoubtedly be puzzled, for that doubles and
-winds about in every direction. Did you not meet any one in your walk?”
-
-“Yes, several; I blundered along till I reached a gate,—”
-
-“Indeed!” said Miss Gordon, “and was the gate open?”
-
-“No, the gate was opened when I reached it, I saw one of the domestics,
-or rather he saw me, and it was from him I learned that the breakfast
-was waiting. Miss Gordon,—I never was placed in so awkward a position
-in my life. I have submitted to conditions, which, to one of my nature,
-are very painful and mortifying,—for you must yourself despise me for
-submitting to them.”
-
-“You have acted honorably, Mr. Hazarelle,” said she, with much feeling,
-“and an honorable man must always be respected. You may be assured that
-I deeply feel for the mortification and privations you endure, and would
-lessen them if I could. One day or other—very soon perhaps—you will
-learn why you have been thus bound down to rules which must at least
-appear strange, if not ridiculous. You will find us grateful for the
-service you have rendered me, and I hope to be under obligations to you
-for several months to come.”
-
-“Grateful!—Miss Gordon,—it is for me to speak of gratitude, for there
-has been as much happiness crowded in the few months of my residence
-here as would spread over the whole of an ordinary life. I shall leave
-my heart, and all that life is worth in this beautiful retreat, and that
-I may not be utterly miserable by incurring your hate, it is better for
-me to go as soon as possible.”
-
-“Oh! you must not talk of leaving us yet,” said she, pretending not to
-understand him, “for how shall I get on with the German? I am not so
-well grounded in the language, as that I can study by myself.”
-
-“You can improve without assistance, I assure you, and you will have
-opportunities this winter of meeting with many who speak the language.
-As to me, though I shall be near you when you are in the city, yet the
-difference in our prospects will prevent our meeting,—I shall be
-nothing there but a humble clerk; or perhaps, a humble teacher.”
-
-Tears came in the young lady’s eyes, but she did not dare to trust her
-voice, and Arthur proceeded.
-
-“There is not a more solitary being in the world than myself, for I do
-not know that I have a relation, and yet there is no one that so
-ardently desires the love and sympathy of kindred. With a heart thus
-alive to tender emotions, judge, therefore, dear Miss Gordon, how
-impossible it is not to admire the beauty, talent, and excellence of the
-lovely being who honors me with her confidence. I have awakened from
-this bright dream, and must go while I have the power.”
-
-Miss Gordon rose, but trembled so much that she was compelled to sit
-again. Arthur approached to bid her farewell, for he now found that it
-was impossible to remain near her after making this confession, but
-seeing her distress he drew back, and said in a low voice, he would
-write a few lines of thanks before he left the house. Just as he was
-leaving the room, he had the glimpse of a gentleman, who appeared to
-come from the library, and it occurred to him that it must be Mr.
-Herman. He was too much agitated, however, to dwell on so trifling a
-circumstance, yet he could not help wondering which of the two gentlemen
-it was. When in his chamber, he wrote to Mr. Herman, thanking him for
-all his kindness and attention to his pleasures and comforts, and
-regretting that it was not in his power to remain longer. He gave his
-respectful compliments to Madam Herman and Miss Gordon, and said that he
-should send for his effects in the course of the afternoon.
-
-The servant took the letter to Mr. Herman, who by note requested Arthur
-to meet him in the library before he departed. After writing a few lines
-to Miss Gordon, our hero left his pleasant chamber,—and no one can
-imagine with what regret,—and entered the library. Mr. Herman as usual,
-waved his hand to a chair.
-
-“You are leaving us, Mr. Hazerelle,” said he, “I presume you think Miss
-Gordon is sufficiently advanced in her studies to get on without a
-teacher.—Is that your reason for going at this time?”
-
-“Miss Gordon has made great progress,” said Arthur, “and if she could
-meet with a few clever Germans now and then, she would soon be master of
-the language.”
-
-“Do you leave us because you think she has no further need of your
-assistance, or have you other reasons; we have no wish to part with you
-for a month or two, if convenient for you to remain?”
-
-“Mr. Herman,” said Arthur, rising, his face crimsoned all over, “have
-you never been young—do you forget that I am but twenty-four, and that
-my heart is as susceptible as if I were heir to all this estate? Do you
-think it possible to be in the society of so lovely a woman as Miss
-Gordon without becoming attached to her? I assure you, sir, that this
-was unforeseen by me. Had I been aware of her excellencies, I should not
-have placed myself in a situation which I know is to render me unhappy
-for life. You ask for my reasons, I tell them to you
-frankly—good-morning.”
-
-In the midst of all the agitation which this avowal called forth, Arthur
-could not avoid observing the effect it had upon Mr. Herman. He rose
-slowly, his eyes were opened to the utmost, and his hands were
-outspread, but he spoke not; in fact, the boldness and honesty of the
-speech took him completely by surprise—and Arthur had walked out of the
-house before he recovered his recollection.
-
-As Arthur had not made known his intention to the servants, for the
-whole was the impulse of the moment, no carriage was in waiting; but
-before he had proceeded a mile, the chaise and ponies overtook him, and
-on entering it, he saw his carpet-bag, trunk, and dressing-case in the
-bottom of the carriage. As he was now released from all obligations, he
-asked the coachman whether Mr. Herman had a brother. The man said he had
-not. He then inquired whether the gentleman who came through the gate
-where he stood, in the morning, was any relation of the family? The
-answer was, he did not know. As it was evident that the fellow had
-instructions not to be communicative, Arthur forbore further
-question—and they rode on at a rapid pace.
-
-Our hero had at that moment vague thoughts of rising in the world,
-penniless though he was, having an indistinct hope, too, that Miss
-Gordon would listen to his suit, if he had an independence to offer her.
-As to the old lady or her formal son, he did not trouble himself about
-their approbation; in fact, he knew that, as far as their approval went,
-the thing was entirely out of the question. He had, however, given Mr.
-Herman a good fright about it, and this amused poor Arthur in the midst
-of his painful feelings—and he wondered what Madam Herman would say
-when told of it.
-
-But they did not reach the porter’s lodge, and yet they drove fast, and
-nearly half an hour had elapsed. On looking round—for he had been so
-absorbed in thought as not to observe the road they were going—he saw
-that they were riding in an easterly direction, and presently they
-entered a thick woods. He told the coachman that he was taking him the
-wrong road, and that he must turn back; but the man said they would come
-out right in a few minutes; that he thought it would be a pleasant ride
-this way, as Mr. Hazerelle had never been there before.
-
-After leaving the woods they got on a common wagon road, and then making
-a circuit of half a mile, they reached the lodge; and the porter stood
-there ready to assist in taking out the luggage. As soon as it was
-placed on the floor of the room, the coachman jumped on the seat, and
-was out of sight in a moment.
-
-“Step this way,” said the porter; “please to go down these steps, and
-then walk to the end of that long passage, and you will see a white
-door, through which you are to pass; you will there meet with a friend,
-who will conduct you safely to Berrydale.”
-
-“Why not go out at this door, my friend? This is the one leading to the
-stage-road—I prefer going this way.”
-
-“So should I, too,” said the porter, “if I thought there was any harm in
-going a pleasanter road. You will not repent going to the end of the
-long passage. You have only to descend six steps.”
-
-“Often as I have been here,” said Arthur, “I never saw that dark passage
-before.”
-
-“For a very good reason,” said the porter; “the door was always locked,
-and Mr. Herman had the key. He came here this morning and opened it
-himself. You perceive that this door is locked, and that the windows are
-grated—so that, in truth, there is no way of getting out but down
-through that narrow passage.”
-
-“Well, if that is the case,” said Arthur, good-humoredly, “I must go
-that way. This is, however, the oddest of all odd things; but it is of a
-piece with the rest,” continued he to himself—respect for Grace Gordon
-preventing him from speaking lightly of the family. He descended and
-walked through the long passage which was only lighted at the end by a
-small window, or loop-hole, giving just light enough to see the white
-door, a flight of seven or eight steps leading to it. On opening it, he
-entered a handsomely-furnished parlor, with a table in the centre, on
-which was some fine fruit. He did not stop, however to taste it, but
-went to a folding-door opposite, and to his surprise, found himself in a
-lady’s boudoir—for there, on the table, were books, needle-work, and
-embroidery. What can all this mean, thought Arthur; surely the Herman
-family are a little deranged. Pride and wealth have caused them to act
-thus strangely. Heaven grant that Grace Gordon has none of their blood
-in her veins.
-
-As this thought passed through his mind, he heard the clear, gay laugh
-of his old acquaintance. For he now was convinced that it was the Mr.
-Herman he formerly knew, and whom he had seen that morning. He sprang to
-a door, which stood partly open, and there, to his surprise, he saw, not
-Mr. Herman, but Godfried Darg, and his two dogs, Barker and Growler.
-
-“Ah! are you here, my good friend,” said Arthur, shaking hands with him.
-“You gave us the slip in an odd way; and I have to thank you for a very
-valuable present.”
-
-“Did you spit in old Barnes’ face, and give him a kick, as I requested?”
-
-“No,” said Arthur, laughing, “I had no chance; for instead of becoming
-teacher to a score or two of village children, I had the honor of—”
-
-“Yes, yes, I know it; Herman told me all, and told me of your fine
-speech this morning.”
-
-“Why who are you, that can be so familiar with so reserved a gentleman
-as Mr. Herman?”
-
-“Who am I? Why plain Godfried Darg. But are you not a pretty fellow, to
-fall in love with a lady so entirely out of your reach. Did I not give
-you a dressing-case, in which lay the miniature of the pretty little
-girl that is to be your wife? Did not my note tell you that you were not
-to open the box till Barker and Growler gave you leave?”
-
-“And have I not obeyed your directions?” said Arthur, smiling; “if you
-take the trouble to go to the porter’s lodge, you will see the case, and
-find that the box is untouched. Confound all this mystery—what does it
-mean? Why am I singled out for such necromancy; and why am I here in
-this singular place, when my wish is to be with my quiet, honest friends
-of Berrydale?”
-
-“And so you took me at my word, and never opened the little box?”
-
-“I had two very good reasons for not doing it—the first was that you
-requested me not to do it until I had consulted your dogs, if you
-remember; and the second reason was, that the picture which you said the
-box contained, would be broken if I attempted it—at least so you said
-in your note.”
-
-“Did you ever read the letter which old Crosbie told you to hand to
-Barnes?”
-
-“No—it was destroyed, I heard; but I shall insist on hearing the
-contents the moment I see Mr. Crosbie.”
-
-“You need not ask him; here is the letter—I persuaded the old ass,
-Barnes, to give it to me—there, read it.”
-
-“Upon my word,” said Arthur, laughing; “I do not wonder at my dismissal;
-I am only surprised that I was not complimented with the kick which you
-requested me to bestow upon Barnes.”
-
- “To Mr. Barnes,—Sir, The bearer of this letter is a pert
- jackanapes, and is full of conceit. He boasts that he will rule
- you, and all the gentlemen in the neighborhood, with a rod of
- iron. He is going to make you pull down the old school-house,
- and oblige you to dress the boys in uniform. In short, he
- promises himself that he will turn every thing upside down, and
- leave you and your four respectable colleagues out when it is
- time to elect new trustees. He is so daring, that you must be
- cautious how you act; and above all things, do not let him know
- the contents of this letter—just dismiss him coolly when he
- presents himself.
-
- Yours,
- P. Herman.”
-
-Arthur read this curious epistle aloud, and started when he saw the
-signature. “Surely,” said he, “Mr. Herman, the solemn, grave, upright
-owner of Herman Hall, never could have written this letter—if he did,
-he is crazy!”
-
-“He did write it, and he is not crazy; but why do we sit talking
-nonsense here when so much is to be done.”
-
-“I do not know what _your_ business may be, Mr. Darg, but mine is to get
-away from Herman Hall as quickly as possible; will you accompany me to
-Berrydale?”
-
-“Not I; why there is a great deal going on here; for instance, there are
-a number of pretty girls in the house, and there is to be a wedding. Ah,
-you start, yet I tell you the truth, there is to be a wedding here this
-very evening; instead of going to Berrydale you had better remain here
-and get a peep at the bride.”
-
-“If it is Miss Gordon—but that is impossible.”
-
-“And why is it impossible? she is very beautiful and very accomplished;
-so that it is the most likely thing in the world. Why, I would take her
-without a cent to her portion, if she would have me.”
-
-Arthur now determined to find his way out of this mysterious place, and
-he was the more anxious as it was barely possible that what Darg said
-respecting Miss Gordon might be true, so he walked to the door opposite
-and opened it, and there lay his carpet-bag, his trunk and
-dressing-case—he turned to express his surprise, but Darg had
-disappeared.
-
-“I will open the case now,” said Arthur, “and trust to luck not to break
-the miniature. I am the sport of some one, and I will put an end to it.”
-
-So saying, he opened the dressing-case, and was just in the act of
-breaking open the little steel-box, when Galton Springle stood before
-him.
-
-“I have found you at last,” said the man, “why how closely you have kept
-yourself. Did I not tell you to leave your address at the inn?”
-
-Arthur was stooping over the case when Springle entered, and on raising
-up suddenly, he struck the man in the face and crushed the spectacles;
-instead of letting Arthur assist him, he rushed into the adjoining room
-and shut the door.
-
-“I do believe the fellow had a mask on his face,” thought Arthur, “for I
-heard something crackle and crush as my head struck him. What brings
-such a man in a house of this kind; and if he has a mask, why may not
-Darg be disguised also?—and old Crosbie, it always struck me that his
-eyes were too deeply set. If I come in contact with them again I will
-soon find out.”
-
-He had scarcely touched the dressing-case to recommence his attempt,
-when in came the identical Mr. Crosbie.
-
-“Oh, you are there, my friend, are you!” said Arthur, seizing him; “you
-gave me a letter to Mr. Barnes, did you; I shall take the liberty of
-tweaking your nose for the compliment.”
-
-Off came the nose, and off went Mr. Crosbie, and after him rushed
-Arthur; but being unacquainted with the intricacies of the place he lost
-sight of him, and on opening a door what was his surprise to find
-himself in a large parlor, surrounded by a number of persons, and Mr.
-Herman in the midst of them, laughing merrily.
-
-“Walk in, walk in, Mr. Hazerelle,” said Mr. Herman; “what, you found out
-that old Crosbie had a paper nose, were you not ashamed to expose the
-poor fellow?”
-
-But Arthur had no ear nor eye for him—in the centre of the group stood
-Grace Gordon, holding in her hand the little steel-box, which a servant
-had that moment put there. By her side was Abram Snow, looking just as
-quiet and grave as when in the counting-house.
-
-After shaking hands, Arthur turned again to Grace Gordon, for she seemed
-to be the most sane among them.
-
-“Where are Barker and Growler?” said she, laughing. “Godfried Darg, call
-your dogs.”
-
-Mr. Herman whistled, and both dogs came racing into the room.
-
-“Now, Arthur,” said Mr. Herman, “here are Barker and Growler, set down
-the steel-box and let them open the case.”
-
-“I have no desire to see the face of any other lady than this one,” said
-Arthur, approaching Miss Gordon and taking her hand. “There is some
-mystery here which I cannot fathom, but with her I am safe; whatever may
-be the plans and manœuvres of others, here there is no guile.”
-
-“There,” said Mr. Herman, “the dogs have opened the box with one bite.”
-
-“Or rather, you pressed a spring and opened it,” said Grace, laughing,
-“for I saw you. Now let Mr. Hazerelle see the miniature.”
-
-“Come here, Arthur,” said Mr. Herman, “stand behind Miss Gordon while
-she opens the box; now look over her shoulder and see the lady you are
-to marry.”
-
-Arthur looked over the shoulder of Grace, and he saw her lovely face
-reflected from the little mirror in her hand—it was the most natural
-thing in the world to kiss the cheek which was so near his lips, and
-there was a laugh from every one in the room, the clear, musical laugh
-of his old tormentor being heard above the rest.
-
-“Well,” said Mr. Herman, “we did not intend to have the ceremony
-performed till evening, but as Arthur has pulled off old Crosbie’s nose,
-and crushed Springle’s face, the plot cannot go on, so we will ask the
-clergyman to walk in—he is in the library—and put poor Arthur out of
-suspense. Welcome Mr. Green, and you, too, good lady—ah, there comes
-Garry Lovel and his wife, and all the boys. Yes, Arthur, I know how to
-appreciate the kindness of your friends, and see—there is good Mrs.
-May, too—am I not a good manager?”
-
-Every thing was ready, and before Arthur could ask for an explanation of
-what had occurred, he stood up and became the happy husband of Grace
-Gordon.
-
-“Now step in this room,” said Mr. Herman, after the ceremony was over,
-“and let me tell you how this has happened.”
-
-“Oh, never mind,” said Arthur; “I care not how it has been brought
-about, for the sole wish of my heart has been gratified.”
-
-“But Grace Gordon has no fortune, and as you have none, what are you
-going to do?”
-
-“Arthur,” said Grace, “bear with him just now, he is jesting. Mr.
-Herman, did you not promise me that all mystery should cease the moment
-we were married?”
-
-“Well, well, I submit. And now be as happy as you both deserve—after
-this I must act like other folks, I presume, but I shall never enjoy
-myself thoroughly again.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mr. Herman became his own master and heir to a large estate at
-twenty-one. He began to build immediately, and the plan of the house and
-grounds was a type of his character. He was full of plots and
-contrivances, and there were, therefore, long passages under ground and
-labyrinths at every turn. Arthur Hazerelle was his intimate friend, and
-prevented him from ruining himself by taking the management of his
-pecuniary affairs, so that at the end of five years the house and
-grounds were finished to suit the whimsical fancy of the owner, and his
-income was not diminished.
-
-Unfortunately, Mr. Hazerelle loved the same lady on whom his friend had
-placed his affections—but this did not disturb the friendship of the
-young men. Mr. Hazerelle was accepted by the young lady, and his friend
-withdrew from the world, determined never to marry. In the course of a
-few years, Mr. Hazerelle and his wife both died, leaving one son to the
-guardianship of Mr. Herman. Aware of his own faults, faults which he
-considered as having arisen from an early knowledge of the great wealth
-to which he was heir, he determined upon bringing up his friend’s child
-in ignorance of what he intended to do for him.
-
-He was one of the most active men in the world, and luckily his means
-were excellent, so that he could execute all the romantic schemes that
-he planned. He took no one into his confidence, but through the means of
-his great wealth he had the power of accomplishing whatever he wished.
-Every thing which happened to Arthur was in consequence of his agency.
-He had him educated in the most eccentric manner, giving him an insight
-into law, medicine and commerce. Every change in the young man’s
-prospects which appeared the result of accident, was owing to him, and
-that he might learn something of Arthur’s real character, he frequently
-lived in the same house with him.
-
-When he found that Arthur was humble and good-tempered, and that he
-struggled hard against his fate, he thought it was high time to make him
-amends. He was sure that prosperity would not undo the work of years,
-and that he had acted his part as a guardian well.
-
-One of his gardeners lost his wife, leaving a child a few weeks old—it
-was a girl, and her father did not live long after the death of his
-wife. Mr. Herman took the child, and determined, if she had a good
-intellect, to educate her for Arthur. She was both intelligent and
-beautiful, so that he waited with impatience for the time when Arthur
-should be twenty-four, as that, according to his notion, was the age of
-discretion.
-
-Grace Gordon had been in his confidence from the time she could
-comprehend it, and from dwelling upon the plan so long had learned to
-like it. Many and many a time had she seen Arthur when in the city with
-Mr. Herman, but she could not persuade him to bring Arthur to what might
-be considered his own home.
-
-Mr. Herman never left off his love of mystery and plotting, and when
-little children hung round him he would turn himself into a gypsy and
-tell their fortunes, which made them laugh; or he would be a shipwrecked
-sailor, and tell a melancholy story, and make them weep; but he seldom
-told them a sad tale, for he loved to hear them laugh, and he was the
-greatest laugher of them all.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- TE LAUDAMUS.
-
-
- BY MRS. E. OAKES SMITH.
-
-
- “The darkness and the light are both alike to thee.”
- Oh, Christ! thou very Christ! not as a God,
- One and eternal, treading with thy feet
- The rounded worlds, which, with a ruby glow,
- Give back the touch in music breathing roll,
- Till all the azure dome bows to the light,
- Flushed with exultant joy, and sings aloud
- To harps of sapphire, amethyst and pearl.
- Not as the leader of embannered hosts
- That wait thy bidding; the glowing seraph,
- Bright cherub, or the archangelic throng,
- Grave in the virtue of eternal years—
- Fair in the beauty of eternal truth—
- Sublime and joyful in eternal youth—
- Not all thy goings forth with level eyes,
- And even tread, harmonious, self-involved—
- Thyself Love, Beauty, Truth, and seeing these
- In all, through all, from angel’s anthem tone
- To feeblest pulsing in poor human heart:—
- Not all thy earth-love mission, thy deep prayers
- On Olivet, and all thy weary grief
- Until Gethsemane beheld thee bleed
- At every pore, o’er faith betrayed, and love
- That wearied, though its watch was but an hour—
- Thy breaking bread to hungry lips—thine eye
- That pitied every shape of wo—thy tears
- For Lazarus—thy more than love for her,
- The loving Mary, unrebuked, though frail—
- Thy scornings of hypocrisy and wrong—
- Thy goings up and down for good to earth,
- And writing on its forehead a new name,[2]
- Even as incarnate Evil walked the earth,
- And branded on its face the mark of Cain,[3]
- So did thy loving hand efface the mark,
- Thy footsteps leave a blessing for the curse—
- For this I bless thee, and all this would take
- Into my soul of souls, and walk with Thee;
- Yet not for these do I so much adore;
- . . . . . . . But thou didst go.
- Down to the very grave—like unto ours
- Thy death-pang—thy effulgent limbs did lie
- “In cold obstruction.” Oh! pitying soul of Man!
- For this I praise thee—worship and bow down,
- Sing with the evening stars and morning light.
- When the great glory of the sun walks forth,
- I shout the resurrection and new life;
- For thou with light didst penetrate the dark,
- Thy footsteps waked “old chaos and dim night.”
- Legions of melancholy shapes that wailed
- Their being, mourning they should be a blot
- Upon the garments of enrobed light,
- Their voice a discord when the swelling hymn
- In God’s majestic dome rolled through all space,
- In silence saw thy foot the barrier press
- Of their uncheered vault, with a strong tread,
- Itself a light, till downward more and more
- The inverted arch recoiled, and thou didst stand,
- Amid their ghostly and distorted shapes
- Serene and fair, thrice beautiful and calm.
- Death and Hell—Darkness and Pain! Oh, my God!
- We see their marks, we know not what they are,
- But Thou, oh Christ! didst walk the dread abysm,
- And from thyself a permeating light
- Made darkness day. The adamantine bond
- Broke from its clasp, and knew itself no more;
- The jangling chord, that its own discord wailed,
- Slid into music with a heavenly song,
- Chaotic shapes, that slunk from light, behold
- Thy beauty and upsprung to perfect grace;
- The shadow was no more a shadow left—
- Deformity no more could find a place—
- Evil had turned itself unto the Good,
- For Light and Love had breathed themselves again
- Upon our earth, unto the very depths
- Where Death and Darkness reigned; and God had said,
- As when Creation woke, “Let there be light”—
- Oh Christ! dear Christ! for this I worship Thee.
- Thou didst tread through all man’s fearful pathway,
- And we go down unto the grave in trust,
- For we behold thy footstep there, a light,
- And catch the trailing of thy robe, as on
- We go in our dim way through death to Thee;
- And not without a hope, thus shadowed forth,
- That in God’s universe shall cease to be
- The Blackness and the Sorrow and the Wrong!
-
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-
-[2] “Jesus stooped down and wrote upon the ground.”
-
-[3] “And the Lord said unto Satan, ‘Whence comest thou?’ Then Satan
-answered the Lord and said, ‘from going to and fro in the earth, and
-from walking up and down in it.’”
-
- * * * * *
-
-[Illustration: A bouquet of pink roses, also containing small yellow and
-blue flowers with a bird perched on the topmost rose.]
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- TRUE ROMANCING.
-
-
-In a large, pleasant garden, laid out in the old fashioned style, two
-young friends were walking together one summer evening. Sometimes they
-would sit down on a grassy slope, looking at the bright clouds in the
-western sky; then rising together in the most friendly manner, they
-would walk beneath the arching trees, stopping often to pluck flowers,
-and many-patterned leaves, from the low hanging boughs, but ever and
-anon they talked busily together, and their conversation soon turned
-upon their early recollections.
-
-“I remember well the first time I ever saw you, Magdalene,” commenced
-the younger one. “It was a still summer day, soon after we first moved
-here. Every thing at home was in confusion. Our scanty load of furniture
-had been tossed into our neglected old house, apparently to arrange
-itself. Our one girl, with noisy undirected zeal, went stumbling about,
-falling over chairs, and breaking crockery; while my poor father, sick
-and irritable, lay upon a bed, fuming at every thing. Unnoticed and
-wondering, I sat in a corner, amused for a time by the chaos by which I
-was surrounded. But at length I grew very weary at the voices of
-displeasure and vexation, that grated so harshly upon my ears. Looking
-up at the window, I saw how brightly the sun was shining upon the green
-waving trees in the avenue beyond; and with a sudden longing for quiet I
-slipped out at the door. Our own garden, a square of bare ground was by
-no means inviting; but beyond grew a row of tall, beautiful trees, that
-seemed to bound a large flower-garden, and farther still, a little wood
-with a low stile, enchanted my fancy, and promised me an easy entrance.
-Oh! I cannot tell you how beautiful it looked, to a child brought up in
-the close dismal streets of a large city. I felt as if I stood in
-Fairy-land. Every thing seemed to have a marvelous light,—a mysterious
-shading cast over it, which gave me a sensation, as if something strange
-and wonderful were hidden behind every bush, or at every corner around
-which I passed. As I went on, my childish attention was attracted by the
-pretty iron railings which bounded the garden, and looking between them,
-I saw a well-kept lawn, and smooth walks, winding around mounds of green
-turf. On one of these mounds, you were sitting, reading with a calm air,
-perfectly in keeping with the scene around. I thought you much older
-than you really were, for you were tall for your age. You seemed to me
-so striking in your dark blue dress, with your beautiful features, that
-I immediately ran over in my mind all the heroines I had ever read of,
-but as I could not find one that exactly resembled you, I thought of a
-name for you, and had commenced to connect a long story with it, when a
-voice from the house called you, and to my great disappointment, you
-went in. I continued for awhile to look in upon the wide garden, but I
-felt as if the life of the scene, and the heroine of my story had
-departed with you.”
-
-“Ah! yes, Franzchen,” answered her companion, “from the first, you were
-romantic and fanciful. But I remember well, with what childish
-superiority I at first looked down upon you. When Aunt Katrine told me
-one day, that she was going to bring little Franzchen Deshalbens to see
-me,—I cried contemptuously—What, Aunt!—That girl, with such a little
-unwashed face, and such great black eyes to see me!—I don’t like babies
-for play-fellows! But before you had been with me long, I learned to
-like you well enough, and think I might possibly find pleasure in the
-companionship of one younger than myself. You remember, we went into the
-garden, and as we sat upon the mound, you told me the story of ‘the fair
-lady and the genii.’ I soon forgot my disdain, and besought you to
-continue, until the moon rose upon your endless and enchanting
-recitals.”
-
-“Yes, indeed! Magda. I too remember with what dignity you received me.
-But that only pleased me, because it corresponded with the character I
-had drawn out for you, of a great princess. But I think I should have
-been a little overawed, if Aunt Katrine had not spoken so kindly to me.
-Then when I commenced to speak of my favorite stories, you seemed to
-think such things so far beneath you, that I did not expect the interest
-with which you afterward listened.”
-
-“And then, Franzchen, I used to come to the fence at the foot of the
-garden, to see you sitting on the ground, building a castle with small
-sticks, and you, little muddy thing, would look up with your great dark
-eyes, to tell me of some new tale you had been reading, and you would
-fix upon a character in it for each of us. Sometimes you were the hero
-or heroine of the piece, and would tell the whole in the first person.
-What a changeful, chameleon-like creature you made yourself out to be.
-Now you were the brave knight, Sir George, and rode fighting for
-Christendom; and now as the sorrowful Griselda, you told me of your
-cruel, task-exacting aunt, until the tears came into my eyes; or you
-spoke of yourself as ‘the fair one with the locks of gold,’ while all
-the time your curling black hair fell over your face. Do you know,
-Franzchen, I often envy you those curling dark locks? Stay now, while I
-arrange these white jasmins in your hair. Flowers never look so well in
-mine.”
-
-“Dear Magda, how can you envy me, with your beautiful, light, braided
-hair? Do you know, last night, I thought you looked like an old Grecian
-statue, with your fine features, and tall, fine figure; and you spoke to
-every one with so much ease and self-possession.”
-
-“There, now! Franzchen. You are running away again from all common
-sense, into the crazy region of your imagination. Do not try to make a
-heroine of me, I beseech you, or expect me to take all your fancies for
-realities. But it is growing late. I hope you are not too romantic to
-eat any supper.”
-
-As they returned to the house, they were met by Aunt Katrine. “Here,
-girls! come quickly,” she cried. “I have a letter for Magdalene, from
-her father’s sister, the high and mighty Baroness of Radgardin.”
-
-Now this aunt of Magda’s,—a pretty, foolish, ambitious woman, had
-married a nobleman of high birth, and great wealth, whose sister was a
-margravine. Great indeed, was the dignity of the noble Baron of
-Radgardin, and great was the elation and self-consequence of his
-baroness. Had not Magda grown up uncommonly beautiful and striking in
-appearance, it may well be doubted whether she would have taken so much
-interest in her, as she now seemed to. But as it was, she liked to have
-her handsome niece with her, and had already many ambitious designs
-connected with her. Her darling scheme at present, was to marry her to
-the young Count Hugo, the son of an old friend of the baron’s, and she
-constantly remarked that Magda, a beauty, and somewhat of an heiress,
-should hold up her head, and remember, that she was the niece of the
-Baroness of Radgardin, and the grand-daughter of the Baron of Roderkamp.
-She had now written to invite her to pay her a visit, as she expected to
-have much noble company at her house, to whom she was anxious to
-introduce her.
-
-Among the rest, she was to be honored by the presence of Count Hugo, and
-she went so far as to hint that her family were always remarkable for
-beauty, and as some of them had already done so well in the world, Magda
-also, under her guidance, might do equally so. At the close, she added,
-“My dear child, you must come. I have seen your father, and he said that
-the only obstacle that would prevent your coming was, that you had a
-friend staying with you, whom you had promised to accompany on a visit.
-You must prevail upon your friend to delay this visit, and come with
-you. My carriage shall be at your door next Tuesday—so be sure and be
-ready.”
-
-Magda laughed heartily as she read the letter. “But we will go,
-Franzchen,” she said, “for we shall have a fine time no doubt, and
-besides that, I have seen this Count Hugo, and like him very much. So
-does my father. I have often heard him speak very highly of him.”
-
-But Franzchen looked upon the matter very seriously, and never doubting
-but that Magda had only to appear to conquer the whole world, she
-cried,—“But Carl Engleford, Magda, what is to become of poor Carl
-Engleford?”
-
-“Oh, never mind Carl Engleford! I tell you, Franzchen, I’m very
-ambitious, and I want to see Count Hugo again. But we must write to your
-cousin and delay our visit there.”
-
-This cousin of Franzchen’s whom they spoke of visiting, was a
-good-natured, but high-tempered woman, who had never been able to bear
-with Monsieur Deshalbens’ perverse and irritable temper; but at his
-death she would gladly have taken charge of her little cousin; Magda
-however would never consent that she should be separated from her, and
-they compromised the matter by going often to pay her a long visit, but
-this might easily be delayed on so important an occasion as the present.
-
-“We shall want a good many things,” said Magda, with a prudent and
-business like air, after a few minutes consideration; “I shall go at
-once to my father and get a draft for each of us. Shall I manage every
-thing myself?”
-
-“Pray do,” said Franzchen, who was still thinking of Carl Engleford.
-
-Magda found plenty to occupy her, and busied herself with preparing and
-packing; but at length the eventful day arrived, and with it the
-baroness’s carriage.
-
-“Is Lisette to go with us?” asked Franzchen, as she saw the girl
-descending the stairs, bonnet on and band-box and parcel in hand.
-
-“Certainly. We must have a waiting-maid at Radgardin castle,” answered
-her companion.
-
-They set off in high spirits. After a long and somewhat wearisome ride
-they approached the castle.
-
-It was a magnificent building, situated upon a winding river, which
-swelled out into a little lake before it. The commencement of the water
-was hidden from view by deep, dark woods, terminated by a distant range
-of blue mountains. Franzchen was fairly enchanted, as the coachman,
-exciting the spirited horses, whirled them at full speed along the
-smooth, level road entering the extensive pleasure-grounds.
-
-“Oh, Magda, look, look!” she cried, “what beautiful glimpses we catch of
-the water as we pass among the trees, and how finely the road winds down
-to the river!”
-
-Magda had been there before, but she now joined heartily in her friend’s
-admiration. Soon they drew up at the gate of the castle, were ushered up
-stairs, and received in the vestibule by the baroness.
-
-“Oh, my dear Magda, how delighted I am to see you—I knew you would
-come. Although I am rusticating here in the country just now, we shall
-not be very dismal, I can assure you. I have a delightful party coming
-to see me. The Margrave and Margravine of Baralt, the Landgrave of
-Durathor, the Dowager Countess of Hinkle, Baron Logrum, and better than
-all—”
-
-Here she was interrupted by her niece, who drew Franzchen forward to
-introduce her to her aunt, who immediately drew herself up—“was much
-gratified at the honor Mademoiselle Deshalbens had done her in
-accompanying her niece to her little country-house”—“hoped she was not
-fatigued by the journey,” and so on.
-
-After the usual inquiries and compliments had been gone through with,
-they were conducted to a handsome room, opening on a balcony overlooking
-a modern flower-garden behind the castle. The baroness left them to rest
-and refresh themselves. She was soon followed by a servant bearing
-fruits and refreshments on a gilded waiter.
-
-But Franzchen thought not of eating as she stood at the window looking
-out upon the terrace. So looking doubtfully at her companion, who was
-busily engaged directing Lisette to unpack the trunks, she began:
-
-“Oh, Magda, how pleasant it would be to run down and look at the river.
-We could so easily descend these steps and pass through that gate.”
-
-“No, indeed, Franzchen. You must lie down immediately and go to sleep.”
-
-“What! I go to sleep! It isn’t night yet!”
-
-“But we have been traveling all day, and to-night we are to be
-introduced to a great party. If we do not rest now we shall be horribly
-weary when evening comes, and look frightful and stupid.”
-
-“But, Magda, I’m not sleepy at all. It will be of no use to lie down.”
-
-“But you must, Franzchen; you must eat and sleep, or you will look thin
-and pale, and I don’t want you to look like a scarecrow.”
-
-“I don’t want to look like a scarecrow, either. Do you think I shall?”
-
-“Of course you will if you don’t lie down. Now do, dear Franzchen.”
-
-“Well, then, if I must,” said Franzchen, sighing as she turned away from
-the window.
-
-Magda smiled as she saw her lie down and in a few minutes fall fast
-asleep, but without thinking of following her example, she was turning
-again to Lisette, when the baroness looked in.
-
-“Do you not want to rest, my dear?”
-
-“No, aunt; I never sleep in the day time.”
-
-“Well, then, leave Lisette and come with me a moment, I want to have a
-talk with you.” So saying, she led the way to the balcony, and after a
-few compliments on her manners and appearance, she began. “Now, my dear
-child, who is this friend of yours, this Mademoiselle Deshalbens?”
-
-“She is an orphan,” answered Magda. “Her father came to our neighborhood
-when she was very young, and purchased a house near to ours. When he
-died he left her, with a moderate fortune, to the guardianship of my
-father, who had taken a great deal of interest in her.”
-
-“Who was her father? Were you acquainted with him before?”
-
-“No, they were perfect strangers, but we liked Franzchen so much, that
-we would gladly have had her with us always. Monsieur Deshalbens was
-French. His health was very poor from the time we first became
-acquainted with him; his wife, who was a German, had died some time
-before.”
-
-“A Frenchman! and nobody I suppose. My dear Magda, you must be careful
-what acquaintances you form. At your time of life it is very important.
-Now, don’t look so indignant, my dear, I’m not finding fault with your
-friend in the least, you know, for she seems to be a harmless little
-creature, and her manners are very pretty, only wanting in style of
-course. But how much better it would be if all your acquaintances were
-selected from high-life, and your intimate friend should be a baroness,
-or a lady something, at least.”
-
-“If all she wants is a little mann—”
-
-“There, now, my dear, why should you take offense at what I have said?
-It was only meant to guide your conduct in future. Do not let us speak
-of it any more now. I want you to give me your opinion about a little
-walk I am having made down here. Come, let us go and see it.” So saying,
-she descended from the balcony with a smiling countenance, and Magda
-followed, to hear that Count Hugo was expected every moment—was such a
-handsome young man—so brave, so distingué, etc.
-
-When Franzchen opened her eyes, it was quite evening. The room was
-brightly lighted by a chandelier from the ceiling, and Magda was
-standing beside her, waiting for her to awaken. She jumped up, wondering
-that she had forgotten herself for so long a time, and asking how her
-companion had slept.
-
-“Excellently well, dear Franzchen. But it is time you dressed. The
-baroness has been here. She says that every one has come, and we must
-descend to the drawing-room as soon as we can. Come, I will arrange your
-hair myself, for I have set Lisette to altering a little your white
-gauze dress with the blue trimming.”
-
-“But how will you get dressed, Magda?”
-
-“Don’t you see that Lisette has already braided my hair? She can finish
-dressing me in a minute. Now, pray, don’t open your eyes so wide. I did
-not sleep quite as long as you, that is all.”
-
-“But my white gauze dress with the blue trimming! Where did it come
-from? I never saw it before.”
-
-“Why, I ordered it, to be sure, and plenty more beside. Did you think,
-you little ignoramus, that we were coming without any thing to wear? But
-now, let me do your hair.”
-
-“How kind you always are, Magda! I never thought of it.”
-
-“I know that. You never paid a visit to the Baroness of Radgardin
-before, and don’t know of what importance such things are in her eyes.”
-
-“But, Magda, what are you putting those pearls in my hair for? They are
-the prettiest ornaments you have. You must wear them yourself.”
-
-“Oh, no! I’m going to wear my little tiara, my golden crescent, that we
-used to call the crown. It is more suitable, you know.”
-
-“Suitable! To what?”
-
-“Why, to my exalted expectations, to be sure! You forget Count Hugo.”
-
-“Has he come?” asked Franzchen, eagerly.
-
-“Yes, some time ago; and I have seen and talked with him. There! Now,
-pray, don’t give such another start, for you have disarranged all the
-curls I had just finished brushing. Sit still, and I will tell you all
-about it. I did not feel at all inclined to sleep, and I went down the
-terrace, with the baroness, to see a new walk she is having made. We
-were in full discussion concerning it, when we heard a voice behind us
-and turning, saw Count Hugo, who had left his horse with a servant at
-the entrance of the park, that he might, as he told us, have the
-pleasure of walking slowly through it, and enjoying the fine views.”
-
-“I like him for that!” cried Franzchen, who was growing quite excited.
-“That is just what I should have liked to have done! I hate those
-indifferent sort of persons, who pass every thing by without the least
-admiration, and would not walk a step out of their way to see the most
-beautiful scene in the world. But what next, Magda?”
-
-“Only that we had a pleasant little conversation, and I like him better
-than ever. After paying his respects to the baroness, he hastened to
-claim my acquaintance, and stayed talking to me until my aunt, alarmed
-for my toilette, carried him off.”
-
-“Oh, I am so glad! I’m sure he must like you very much, Magda! It seems
-like a dream. How stupid I was to sleep all the time.”
-
-“Not at all,” said Magda, quietly, as she gave the last touch to
-Franzchen’s hair. “There comes Lisette with the dress.”
-
-The toilette was at length completed, and Magdalene announced her
-intention of descending immediately.
-
-Franzchen, who always delighted in seeing her friend handsomely dressed,
-could not refrain from a little innocent admiration, but danced around
-her, examining her from head to foot, and exclaiming, “You look like
-some great queen, Magda, in your white satin dress, and your little
-golden coronal.” Magda smiled quietly, and thought little Franzchen did
-not look at all amiss in the white gauze dress, her dark curls fastened
-back by the bandeau of pearls, and her eyes sparkling with delight.
-
-As they were ushered into the brilliant saloon, the baroness came
-forward and introduced them to one and another, until Franzchen was
-almost bewildered. First they must curtsey to this stout lady in blue,
-and the noble margravine, then smile sweetly on that good-tempered old
-gentleman, and gratefully on this condescending great landgrave.
-
-Then advanced from the crowd, a thin, elderly gentleman, with rather a
-vacant countenance, and stiff manner, accompanied by a younger one, with
-bright, brown eyes, and a lively, pleasant face. They welcomed Magda
-with much friendliness, and were introduced to Mademoiselle Deshalbens
-as Baron Radgardin and Count Hugo.
-
-Franzchen’s eyes fairly danced. She felt as if she was in an enchanted
-land, and although, after the first introduction was over she was left
-almost unnoticed in the crowd, she was fully occupied in admiring the
-brilliancy of the lights, the gay appearance of the lamps, and above
-all, in watching Magda dancing with Count Hugo, who evidently admired
-her greatly, and seized every opportunity of conversing with her.
-
-At length a sandy-haired young man, whose countenance left the
-impression of a perfect blank upon Franzchen’s mind, requested her to
-dance. She arose to join the set, but was so busy thinking and admiring,
-that she hardly knew what she was doing; but she danced with the
-unconscious grace that was natural to her.
-
-“Mademoiselle Deshalbens moves like a zephyr,” remarked the count, who
-had been watching the new-comer with considerable satisfaction—and
-Magda smiled assent.
-
-After the dancing and supper were over, a walk was proposed upon the
-terrace—and every gentleman hastened to escort some fair lady to the
-promenade.
-
-As Franzchen stood waiting, she saw the count looking for Magda, who was
-already walking with Baron Logrum. As he turned away disappointed, he
-noticed her standing alone, and hastened to beg the honor of conducting
-her.
-
-She desired nothing more than the opportunity of becoming acquainted
-with him; and although at first she stood a little in awe of him, she
-had a natural gift at making herself at home with every one, and
-inducing them to talk. But the count was no difficult subject. He spoke
-with the ease of an intelligent, well educated man, and the wit of a
-young and lively one.
-
-He commenced at once about Magdalene, whom he rejoiced again to have
-met. Then they admired the pleasant walk, the fine view, and the bright
-moonlight; and at length they wandered off into a comparison of their
-favorite writers, whom they discussed with an animation that astonished
-a very prim and proper couple, who walked just behind them, alternately
-answering with yes and no’s, to questions asked at minute intervals.
-
-By the time they returned to the saloon, Franzchen felt almost as if
-they were old friends, and thought how much better one free and earnest
-conversation was than a thousand silent meetings.
-
-“I like the count very much,” she said, as she returned with Magda to
-their room, after the company had dispersed; “and he talks so much of
-you.”
-
-“You do not wonder so much now, that I could forget Carl Engleford,
-while thinking of him?”
-
-“No.” Franzchen was obliged to confess that she was no longer surprised
-at it.
-
-It may easily be imagined that the two friends rose rather late upon the
-ensuing morning; but that was the custom in that noble house—and the
-midday sun was shining brightly when Lisette entered with the coffee.
-
-Magdalene and Franzchen sat opposite each other in their loose
-morning-dresses, and entered into a regular gossip, as they sipped their
-coffee, on the events of the preceding day.
-
-They talked over the kind though stiff baron, the ambitious baroness,
-the condescending landgrave, and last, but not least, the agreeable
-young count.
-
-“I always had a high esteem for him,” said Magda, “from what I have
-heard of him. And I think he is more truly polite and polished than any
-one I have ever met with.”
-
-“I think so, too,” said Franzchen; “he is so gentle and kind; and I like
-so much to see his eyes twinkle, when he says any thing merry.”
-
-“Yes, he really has beautiful eyes, so full of life and intelligence.”
-
-“And then, Magda, his manners are so simple and unaffected. I was
-afraid, because he was a count, and very rich, that he would be haughty
-and self-conceited; but he is not so at all—is he?”
-
-“Not in the least,” responded Magda; and so they agreed that they were
-very well pleased to have met him.
-
-“Good news! good news!” cried the baroness, when she next found Magda
-alone. “The count is going to stay with us awhile, for he is quite at
-leisure for some time to come. Ah! I know well enough to whom it is
-owing. He was delighted with the party last night, and expressed great
-pleasure at meeting you here, expressing at the same time the highest
-admiration of your appearance and manners—so dignified and lady-like!”
-
-Magda smiled, blushed, and said he was really too complimentary.
-
-“Oh, he admires you exceedingly; and he likes your little friend, too.
-He says there is something very bright and lovely in the expression of
-her face, and that the contrast between you is very becoming to you
-both. Was it not good-natured of him to take so much notice of her?”
-
-“No, he only showed a due discernment, I think,” answered Magda.
-
-“Oh, my dear, you are so fond of her! But to do her justice, she really
-dressed herself with good taste last night, which is a thing I like to
-see. And you did also, Magda; only I did not like your head-dress quite
-so well.”
-
-“That is because nature has not bestowed upon me such fine dark curls,
-ma’am.”
-
-“Well, she has pretty hair. But, my dear, we must make good use of the
-time while the count is with us.”
-
-“I shall certainly endeavor to,” said Magda, as she went to join
-Franzchen and the count in the park.
-
-One fine evening the two friends, accompanied by Count Hugo, who was now
-their constant companion, strolled down to the river. As they looked
-toward the blue distant mountains, Franzchen wished for wings that she
-might fly away to their dim summits; but Magda thought it would be far
-more agreeable to glide over the clear surface of the water.
-
-The count seized upon the idea with alacrity. “Yes, that is the very
-thing,” he cried. “And, see! here is a little boat all ready. Will you
-not trust yourselves to my guidance? I am a good boat’s-man, I assure
-you.”
-
-“Oh, delightful!” cried Franzchen. “You shall row us in the path that
-the moon has marked out for us; and we will glide down the stream like
-the fairies we hear of in old stories, in their little walnut-shell
-boats.”
-
-“But what if we should tip over?” suggested the prudent Magda.
-
-“Then we would float along like the sea-nymphs, with flowing locks
-spread out upon the water. I think, to bathe in this beautiful river
-would be quite pleasant.”
-
-“And only think,” interposed the count, “what a fine opportunity I
-should have of displaying my gallantry in rescuing you by those flowing
-locks, and swimming with you to the land.”
-
-“Oh, my poor head! It makes me shudder to think of it,” said Magda,
-clasping her hands above her. “That might do for water-nymphs, if they
-have hair of ropes, and skin like leather; but for poor human beings, me
-thinks, it would be more romantic than agreeable.”
-
-“But there is really no danger,” replied the count; “and I shall
-consider it as an imputation upon my skill, if you do not try it.”
-
-Franzchen jumped into the boat, Magda followed, and Count Hugo, placing
-himself at the helm, soon showed himself skillful in the use of the oar.
-
-The moonlight shining like silver upon the still water, the dark trees
-and bushes casting deep, mysterious shadows upon the margin, the fresh
-evening air, and the showers of diamonds falling from the oars, all
-combined to carry Franzchen, keenly alive to every thing picturesque,
-into the seventh heaven. Unable to contain herself, she broke forth with
-her clear voice into a little river song, in which she was quickly
-joined by her companions. Then Count Hugo begged for another, and
-another—and so they floated on, making the echoes resound with sweet
-sounds until they came to a little island, where the count moored the
-boat to the shore, and springing out, offered them his hand.
-
-They made the circuit of the island, and then sat down on the craggy
-roots of some old trees, looking toward the dark woods on the opposite
-side of the river.
-
-“This little island reminds me of a story you were telling me the other
-day, Franzchen,” said Magda.
-
-“Oh, tell it us! tell it us again!” said the count, seating himself
-opposite to them. “This is the very time and place for it; and that
-alone is needed to make the evening perfect!”
-
-Franzchen thought it quite perfect already, but she readily consented,
-on condition that they also should relate something in their turn. She
-then commenced a little anecdote concerning a prince, who once possessed
-a large province, with a small island upon the coast, to which his
-predecessors had been so greatly attached, on account of its extreme
-beauty, that they had built a palace upon it, and held there their court
-during the fairest months of the year. There, one by one, his ancestors
-had been gathered to their rest—and tradition associated with that spot
-the fate of their line. Year by year the king grew more attached to his
-island heritage; and through many sorrows and misfortunes, he clung to
-it as a reminiscence of the past, and a safeguard for the future. At
-length a powerful and ambitious neighbor made war upon him, defeated
-him, and drove him to take refuge upon this one small island, the last
-of his possessions. As long as he could retain it he was not without
-hope; but when this also was taken from him, the unfortunate king
-wandered, exiled and broken-hearted, in a foreign land, and at length
-returned in disguise, old and friendless, to die upon the ground
-consecrated to his race.
-
-Franzchen always entered with her whole heart into every thing she
-related, however insignificant; and she now described with great effect
-the loveliness of the island, and the despair of the exiled monarch. Her
-eyes beamed, and her voice rose as she told of the conflict, and fell
-again into sadness, as she spoke of the defeat, the exile, and the sad
-return.
-
-Count Hugo moved nearer as she proceeded, and looked at her with
-increasing interest and pleasure; and Magda smiled, for she had often
-experienced the living interest which Franzchen threw, like a magic web,
-over all her recitals. Then she and Count Hugo must also relate
-something; and though they could not pretend to compete with Franzchen,
-yet the eager interest she took in all that was said, acted almost like
-inspiration; and the tales and traditions went round, until Magda,
-startled by the lateness of the hour, rose to return.
-
-After that the count liked nothing better than to prevail upon Franzchen
-to draw upon her retentive memory for the stories and anecdotes in which
-she delighted; and then they would enter into airy and mystical
-conversations, and such abstract philosophical questions, that Magda
-declared she was fast taking leave of her seven senses, and running the
-risk of colds, chills, and all kinds of disasters, by sitting upon the
-grass, and walking through the park at all hours of the day.
-
-So passed the time for days and for weeks; for Count Hugo prolonged his
-stay, and, indeed, he seemed very unwilling to take his departure at
-all; and the baroness, triumphant in the success of her plans, would not
-hear of Magda’s leaving.
-
-Day after day Count Hugo walked out with them, read to them, and seemed
-to take increasing interest in their society.
-
-After leaving Magda and the count alone, Franzchen often found them
-engaged in earnest conversation, when they would appear evidently
-embarrassed by her return. Then the count would jump up, offer her his
-seat, and enter at once into an animated discussion upon the first
-subject that entered his head. This Franzchen looked upon as a very
-natural proceeding, and a matter of course. Sometimes it struck her,
-that he talked too much to her, that he paid her more attention, and
-consulted her wishes even more than Magda’s; but that was only a little
-awkwardness, and Magda was not of a jealous disposition.
-
-At length they came to the conclusion that the visit to Franzchen’s good
-cousin could be postponed no longer. So they reluctantly fixed upon the
-day for their departure, and the baroness could not prevail upon them to
-delay it.
-
-On the last evening they went to take a farewell walk in the park. Magda
-was silent and thoughtful, Franzchen decidedly dismal, and Count Hugo
-seemed uneasy and absent-minded. Franzchen at length, to break the
-silence, doubled a large leaf into a cup, and pretending to be very
-thirsty, dipped up water from the river, and offered it to her
-companions, under the pretence that it was the choicer nectar. Count
-Hugo declared the river water was detestable, begged her not to taste
-it, and said he would bring her some from the spring. In vain she
-protested that she would wait until she returned, that she could not
-think of letting him go all the way back to the spring. He was only too
-happy to be of any service—and he darted away.
-
-“And so we really must go to-morrow,” said Franzchen, sadly, after
-standing a moment looking after him. “What shall we do without Count
-Hugo, Magda?”
-
-“But we need not part with him. He only waits for permission to
-accompany us to-morrow to your cousin’s.”
-
-“Does he, indeed? Oh, Magda, surely you will grant it.”
-
-“I have nothing to do with it, Franzchen. I shall never exert any
-influence over him but that of a friend.”
-
-“Why, Magda, I always supposed—”
-
-“But Carl Engleford,” interrupted Magda, archly. “What would become of
-poor Carl Engleford! And now,” she said, speaking more seriously, “let
-me assure you, dearest Franzchen, that I have never for a moment thought
-of the count for myself. It is for you I have sought his society; it is
-for your sake I have prolonged our stay; and it is for your sake alone
-that the count has remained with us. Forgive me a little innocent
-deception. The baroness manœuvered for me, and I must needs manœuvre a
-little for you. Now the count has fairly engaged me on his side. He
-loves you truly; and it has long been my most earnest wish to see you
-look favorably upon him.”
-
-“Ah, yes!” cried Count Hugo, who at that moment appeared among the
-trees, bearing a pitcher of water, which he let fall hastily as he
-rushed forward to seize her hand. “Loveliest Franzchen! have you not
-long seen how I delight in your society, and how miserable I should be
-without you! It is, indeed, your permission I wait for! Will you not
-grant it?”
-
-Magda quietly descended after the pitcher, which had been rolling down
-the sloping ground in a most perilous manner, while the count poured
-forth such a torrent of persuasion and beseeching looks, that before the
-bewildered little Franzchen well knew what she was about, she had
-granted the desired permission, and allowed him to cover her hand with
-kisses, in gratitude therefor. But although she had consented rather
-hastily, yet, on recovering her senses, and considering the matter, she
-did not feel inclined to retract; and her first thought on the following
-morning was, “How glad I am Count Hugo is going with us.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Great was the triumph of the baroness, when she heard that the count was
-to accompany her guests; but immense was her astonishment and
-disappointment, when she discovered that it was as the declared suitor,
-not of Magdalene, but of Franzchen; and severe would have been the
-upbraidings which her niece would have had to bear, for not acquainting
-her sooner with the true state of things, had not Count Hugo, before
-their departure, earnestly thanked her for the great kindness and
-discretion with which she had discerned his feelings, and aided him in
-seeking the society of her young friends. Whereupon, she thought it best
-to conceal her dissatisfaction, under the pretence of great penetration.
-And, after all she thought, Baron Logrum is richer than the count, and
-evidently admires Magda greatly; and so—and so—
-
-And so ended the visit to Radgardin.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- THE POET’S CHOICE.
-
-
- BY RICHARD COE.
-
-
- “Standing now before thee, Colin,
- Are my coz and I;
- Tell me truly, now, dear Colin,
- While we’re waiting by,
- Which the prettier of the twain,
- My sweet coz or I?
-
- “See my locks so bright and golden,
- Braided o’er my brow;
- See mine eyes so blue and heavenly,
- And my pretty mou’,
- And my teeth of pearly whiteness,
- Fairer none I vow?
-
- “See my cousin’s locks of raven,
- On her brow so white,
- And her gentle features graven
- With a calm delight!
- Do not fear mine anger, Colin,
- But decide aright.”
-
- Colin stood awhile uncertain,
- Then he made reply—
- “Fair to me thy locks so golden,
- Beautiful thine eye;
- Pearly teeth so white and even
- Ne’er before saw I!
-
- “Locks of raven like thy cousin’s
- Lovely are, I ween,
- Features all so calm and holy
- Seldom e’er are seen!
- To decide which is the prettier,
- Two such maids between,
-
- “Is too nice a task, sweet maiden,
- For such youth as I;
- One is like the morning sunrise,
- One the evening sky;
- Both so beautiful and lovely
- That they charm the eye!”
-
- Now with hands enclasped together,
- Sweetly to behold,
- Light they bounded o’er the heather
- Raven locks and gold:
- While beside me, spell-entrancéd,
- Stood young Colin bold!
-
- Then, afar, I heard them singing
- Colin’s sweet reply—
- “One is like the morning sunrise,
- One the evening sky,”
- Till their voices in the distance
- Sounded like a sigh!
-
- Came the evening shadows o’er us,
- As we lingering stood,
- Clothing landscape all before us,
- Mountain, vale and wood,
- With a darkness like the spirit’s
- Melancholy mood!
-
- Then unto young Colin turning,
- “Colin! sir,” said I,
- “I will take the morning sunrise,
- Thou the evening sky,
- And, within our souls, forever
- Wear them till we die!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- TRANSLATION.
-
-
- ODES OF HORACE. BOOK I. ODE XXIII.
-
-
- BY D. R. K.
-
-
- Like frightened fawn, when on the mountain air
- The crashing hunt comes sweeping near its lair,
- Trembling it stands, uncertain which to fly,
- The rustling leaves, or stag-hounds dreadful cry,
- So thou, my Chloe, when thy swain appears,
- Thy pallid checks disclose full well thy fears;
- Thy trembling steps, thy downcast eyes, attest
- The tumults that assail thy tender breast.
-
- Wherefore this causeless fear? this false alarm?
- Thou surely canst not think I’d do thee harm?
- When thy fond swain with eager steps draws nigh,
- With greater signs of fear, thou wouldst not fly
- Gætulia’s lion, with its dreadful roar—
- Helvetia’s wolf or Thracia’s savage boar.
- Oh! calm thy fears and yield me up thy charms—
- Forsake thy mother’s for thy lover’s arms.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- CLAIRE NEVILLE.
-
-
- BY H. L. JONES.
-
-
-Death was in the house; in the room; in the small pallet where, side by
-side, lay the mother and her newly born child.
-
-Poverty was there, too, hard-featured and repulsive always, but now
-hanging her head and hiding her face before the stern reality of the
-dark angel. What mattered it how the soul took its departure? whether in
-state, with many mourning eyes gazing, and white stoled priest with
-lifted hands at the bedside; or desolate and wholly forsaken of man as
-was Clara Neville’s on her straw-bed in her lonely hovel? It mattered
-not—and yet may our last moments be cheered by the silent and tearful
-love of friends—as we start on our dark voyage, may we hear the
-cheering tones and be buoyed up by the affectionate throbs of the
-beloved hearts around us!
-
-Pestilence had come among the inmates of the hamlet. They were not
-barbarians, else, to leave the couch of death untended. But bereavement
-and selfishness and mortal fear had done its work. The few who remained
-were dying alone, and of this number was Clara Neville and her young
-daughter. Her husband in a distant land, her kindred estranged or dead,
-she met her fast coming fate alone, but with one all-absorbing anxiety.
-With that anxious will, she had kept herself, as it were, alive—that
-she might not leave her little one in the world behind her. While the
-death-damps hung on her own brow, her straining gaze yet rested on the
-form and face of the pale infant, whose fluttering breath grew shorter
-and shorter every instant. Still she clasped her baby close to her poor
-heart, with the energy that death itself could not subdue, and when at
-length the limbs straightened in what the mother knew was the last
-convulsion, Clara cast her eyes to heaven, and closing her speechless
-lips, in a glad smile passed away.
-
-So it seemed at least. But help was nighest when it seemed farthest
-away. The door of the hovel was flung open—the serene air poured in;
-gentle hands ministered at the couch, and restoratives and cordials on
-lip and brow brought back the life that seemed to have left its
-dwelling. The disease had reached its crisis, and the eyes of both
-mother and child once more opened on the world.
-
-Clara, weak and half insensible still from the deadly illness she had
-suffered, scarcely looked at the pure, white linen of her bed, the
-little comforts and luxuries about her, or the gentle and watchful
-Sister of Charity who bent over her, with the cool draught or the
-nourishing mixture. She looked only at the sleeping cherub at her bosom,
-without power to smooth, as she longed to, the brown curls on the
-forehead, or to kiss the gentle eyes in their pleasant sleep. Then she,
-too, sunk into such a sleep, long and refreshing, and hour after hour
-the Sister sat by the bed, till the night passed and the morning, and
-the sun came against the white curtain at the head of the silent bed.
-Nature was kindly dealing with Clara and her young baby; they slept and
-gathered strength to live. Stronger and deeper came the breath of
-both—more rapidly ran the rosy current over the calm faces of both,
-till Nature, drawing from her deep wells of love, moistened the thirsty
-lip of one, at the moment the glad throb of the other’s heart woke them
-both to happy existence. Clara nursed her child and had no words to
-express her joy. The watchful Sister saw the emotion that pervaded her
-frame, and placing her finger on her lip, prepared a composing draught
-for the young mother.
-
-Many days passed of the kindest care and the most rapid recovery. Both
-mother and child were so well as no longer to need the constant aid of
-the Sister. But she sat with Clara the evening before her departure, her
-kind face lighted up with benevolence and interest in those she had
-saved from death.
-
-“Holy Mary grant it may be best for both of you!” ejaculated she, as her
-fingers mechanically sought her rosary and moved rapidly over it.
-
-“Amen!” said Clara, piously.
-
-“You have tasted the bitterness of death once. You can never dread it so
-much again. I have attended many death-beds, I never saw any thing so
-nearly like it as yours was; but for a little warmth about the heart, I
-should have been quite discouraged; and then when I tore open your vest
-the crucifix lay there, and I was almost sure you were living. Our
-Blessed Mother would be loth that the pillow on which Jesus rested
-should be hard and cold; and sure enough it was not half an hour before
-your eyes opened.”
-
-“Dear Sister Martha,” said Clara; “I had dreams in that half hour which
-I shall never forget to the last day of my life.”
-
-“Tell me them if you may. The dreams of those who have passed from death
-back to life, must be foreshadowings and pictures of the life beyond.
-Holy St. Ignatius had many such, when exhausted with excessive fasts he
-lay in death-like swoons on the floor of his cell. Tell me, then, I pray
-you, in what form death came to you.”
-
-“Like two vast dark wings, which grew darker and darker, and folded
-closer and closer over me, till at last they seemed to brood over me, as
-I have seen birds over their young. There was nothing strange or gloomy
-about them—nothing frightful. They seemed to have a right there, and I
-knew what it was; only I could not look at or attend to its approaches,
-because I waited and watched first for the soul of my darling to pass. I
-said it with my thought to the dark wings, and it replied—‘You shall
-pass away together.’ Then it came closer to me, like a watching mother
-to the bed, and I felt it come down on my eyes like a shadow, and then I
-seemed to sleep a long, long while. Such a sleep as one is half
-conscious of, and the refreshment of which he fully enjoys.
-
-“When I awoke, I found or felt myself in the folds, as it were, of a
-cloud. It was rose-colored, and seemed made of music—but the music was
-not set harmony either, and seemed composed of all natural soothing
-sounds. The whisper and rush of the wave on the sea shore, the murmur of
-the brooklet, or the sighing of the wind among the trees or over the
-long grass; all sounds that are associated with peace and loveliness
-filled and seemed to compose this cloud, for there was a mingling of
-senses, so to speak, or rather all that was most lovely in sound and
-color and odor embathed and permeated my being without my perceiving,
-far less analyzing, the source of my pleasure. At length, as if the
-natural body were changed for a spiritual one, I began to ascend and
-descend on the pillowy clouds above and about me, I moved voluntarily,
-and was conscious of an independent existence. Slowly came back the
-memory of life and of its relations. But though I remembered my baby
-entirely, I was without that agonizing anxiety for her with which I had
-died. There were many soft female faces about me as I lay there, and
-presently I felt that the Blessed Mother herself was among them, for she
-leaned over me and smiled; and then, I knew without her telling me, that
-my own baby was the one she held in her arms and gave to me. I cannot
-express to you the home-feeling that this gave me. All about me grew
-more soft and lovely, the forms and features of all more and more
-distinct, as if they were careful not to oppress the new-born soul with
-excess of beauty.
-
-“But when the rose-cloud floated away and the clear blue beyond of the
-very heavens, sprinkled with starry light, of which our firmament in a
-clear wintry night gives you but a feeble idea, I felt then the activity
-of a spirit. With the celerity of thought we traversed, in bands or
-alone, the infinite space, where we learned God in its beauty and
-vastness, and learning Him, adored Him. It was but a beginning, a moment
-of eternity that I had begun to taste, yet what years I seemed to myself
-to live! Once only I saw the Holy Jesus, and then He spoke so gently the
-words, ‘A little while, and where I am, you shall be also. Suffer your
-little one, also, to come unto me, and forbid her not; she will remember
-her first moments in heaven.’
-
-“And then the next thing I remember was a dull, sluggish feeling, of
-almost pain, and a choking sensation; and then, your face, full of
-compassion, my kind Sister, beamed on me and consoled me. It had been a
-grievous change from heaven’s angels, but that I found one of mercy on
-earth.”
-
-“Very little like an angel,” said Sister Martha, with a smile; “but tell
-me now, how the angels look.”
-
-“That is just what I cannot do,” said Clara, “no more than I can tell
-how the soul looks that beams in your eye, but is not your eye,—how the
-tears well up from your tender heart, and soften but do not suffuse. Ah!
-with what body do they come? Something that without seeing, we love, and
-before which, body, and feature, and form, even in this life melt away.
-Even here we love what we never saw or can see, how much more in a
-world, where thought meets thought with purest eloquence, unimpeded by
-words or tones, where the glance of an eye speaks a clear reply to every
-question you ask, and gentle affections lapse your soul in perpetual
-joy. You love them, these angels, without knowing why, and without the
-need of sight to feed the feeling.”
-
-“You have seen very much, Clara,” said the pious sister, “I would I
-might die, to learn thus, how to live.”
-
-“Yes, life can never seem to me as it has done. I would that so it might
-have looked to my darling child. I would that she might have the memory
-of that fond embrace, and those touching words of the Divine Saviour.”
-
-Sister Martha never forgot this incident in her monotonous and yet ever
-varied existence. In the varieties of pain and suffering which she
-witnessed and relieved, she constantly remembered the young Clara and
-her eventful entrance into a life which promised so little to innocence
-and poverty. From time to time she traced her path, and administered
-such consolations and assistance as were consistent with her own duties,
-and when ten years after, Mrs. Neville sunk into a sleep of death,
-Sister Martha closed the eyes of the parent, and bore the weeping child
-to the convent of Chaillot, where she would have at least a shelter, and
-the kind care she needed.
-
-Since her birth, Clara, or as the Sisters of the French Convent called
-her, Claire Neville, had neither seen nor heard from her father, but her
-mother, who had received no intelligence of his death, had constantly
-looked forward, even to the day of her death, to a re-union with him
-upon earth, and not an hour before she died, she had told the beloved
-being, for whom alone she wished to live, that she was convinced that
-she should not depart, without once more being consoled by his presence.
-
-A few moments before her final departure, her vivid fancy, acting on the
-hope that had so long filled her whole being, produced the resemblance
-for which she sighed. She raised her eyes to the door, and a glad
-expression of recognition, illumined them with more than mortal light;
-and while those about her in vain sought for the object of her mental
-sight, she was evidently in a state of happy conviction that the so
-long-lost was found, and that her child had, when most she needed it,
-found a friend and a father. Her lips moved, but uttered no sound—she
-gazed at her child, and smiled,—and, in that smile, passed into a
-world, where is no more death.
-
-Claire remained at the convent, which was within a mile of the small
-town of Chaillot, on the French coast; and, by rendering such services
-as her tender age would permit—and by her unvarying sweetness and
-gentleness, endeared herself to the sisters, and as they said, amply
-repaid them for the slight expenses she incurred.
-
-But, deprived of the society of children, and having no person about
-her, with whom she could precisely sympathize, the young girl grew up
-with an isolation of spirit, easy to foresee, and a prematurity of
-character, consequent on her position, which strangely contrasted with
-her childish face. Her eyes, which were of a clear blue, had a sweet
-seriousness in their depths, so far removed from the glad _insouciance_
-of childhood, as to startle you as you gazed, and for the moment to fill
-you with awe, as if in the presence of a spirit—at least such was my
-own feeling the first time I saw her.
-
-I had been ordered to the south of France for my health, and had been
-stopping for a week in the town, near which the convent of Chaillot was
-situated. Its white walls could be easily seen through the trees around
-it, and from its windows the far-reaching sea suggested images of lonely
-and solemn grandeur, in unison with the secluded character of the pious
-inmates. From this institution, of all the passive virtues, came forth
-alternately bands of those heroic spirits, the Sisters of Mercy, who
-relinquishing the life of quiet inaction, which the convent induced,
-went with their hearty sympathy, their cheerful aid, and their
-unshrinking labor, into every abode where poverty, sickness, or even
-pestilence cried out for a helping hand.
-
-Often a victim to this open-handed charity, this sublime self-sacrifice
-would be brought home to the convent, to breathe her last. But never was
-there a gap in these heroic ranks. As fast as one brave spirit fell, the
-place was filled by another, animated by her example, and eager to take
-up her cross. It was to this place, that the little Claire, taught by
-the example of Sister Martha, looked forward as to the fulfillment of
-her destiny. For this purpose, her education had, at the early age of
-fourteen, fitted her for a nurse; and in the convent she was called on,
-in all the little cases of illness which needed a soother. Nobody could
-spread a plaster so smoothly as Claire—nobody could place a pillow so
-nicely under the head as Claire—no one stepped so softly, spoke so
-gently, bathed so coolly, as Claire—none murmured so monotonously the
-rosary, or sung in a low tone the Ave Maria, so as to bring sleep on the
-strained eyelids, as Claire—and her gentleness and assiduity had
-entirely won the hearts of the good Sisters.
-
-One day, it was late in the afternoon, I had gone down on the beach to
-walk, as my habit was, for some hours. The character of the shore for
-miles, which was exceedingly bold and rocky contrasted with the smooth
-expanse and soothing murmurs of the sea; and debarred by my want of
-strength, from scaling the rocks, as I longed to do, I used to wander on
-the white, hard sand, with a free feeling of delight, and an animating
-glow, that was second only to the sense of power with which the strong,
-firm step of the mountaineer springs from one cliff to another.
-
-On the afternoon I mention, this effervescence of the blood, which
-induced a corresponding elevation and sensitiveness to the spirit, kept
-me in a perpetual state of enjoyment, which I did not attempt to
-analyze, but was content to feel. The sun had set, and the brilliant
-hues over the water continually broke in little rainbows on the crested
-waves. The air, balmy and fresh, was full of life. The birds wheeled and
-circled in graceful joyousness over the lapsing, and seemingly conscious
-ocean, which swelled and whispered its mysterious replies. For the first
-time I felt my own spirit in harmony with nature in this aspect.
-Formerly, an undefinable terror took possession of me at being left
-alone with the ocean. It was the same with the sky. Many a time I have
-glanced timidly at the depths of the sky, and shrunk from it, as if it
-were from the presence of the Creative Power; and always when the whole
-breadth of the sea stretched out his leviathan length before me, it awed
-and oppressed me to such a degree that I did not like to walk alone on
-the beach. Every wave, as it dashed up the smooth “untrampled floor,”
-had come laden with sounds of lamentation. I had continually thought, as
-I looked at it, how deceitful it was, in its beauty, and how its
-magnificence and pomp covered sorrowing, and wrecks, and heart
-breakings. But now, for no reason, all was different. The ocean seemed
-like a great angel of God’s mercy, beautiful, vast, and conscious. It
-married with the sky, and reflected all hues of beauty and glory, and
-sang out songs of praise to the Power that made them both. My spirit
-rose and mingled with the simple majesty of the scenery. I too felt
-myself a child of God, and could understand and worship him. In my heart
-were echoed the dim soundings of the sea; in my thoughts sparkled the
-watching stars, and the still lingering sun-beams. The transcendant
-beauty, above all form, yet which reveled in creative forms; the
-vastness and vague splendor of nature, in this view, all spoke of the
-Infinite in my soul. Deep called unto deep to praise Him, and I paced
-hurriedly to and fro, with an excitement and elevation of soul that
-rendered me insensible to the passage of time.
-
-The water was already dark with the reflection of night, when a light
-touch startled me, as if I had received an electric shock. I looked up
-and saw a sweet, serious figure at my side.
-
-“Madame is not aware that the evening is chill,” said she, gently.
-
-“Chilly is it?” I answered. “It seems very warm.”
-
-“You have been walking a long time—hours. Will Madame permit me to go
-home with her?”
-
-She mingled the formal politeness of a stranger with the familiar _tu_
-that seemed induced by kindness and anxiety. I felt the feverish glow on
-my cheek, and replied, “that I had probably walked beyond my strength.”
-Already the re-action of lassitude and weakness crept over me, and I
-could hardly walk, as we turned toward the village.
-
-“It is half a mile to the village. You are very weak. Permit me to
-attend you to the convent near. It wilt be no inconvenience. Lean on me,
-dear Madame.”
-
-She spoke these words calmly and slowly, but, as if she were to be
-obeyed. I followed her mechanically, or rather tottered along by her
-side without question. I felt too much exhausted to talk, and also the
-need of immediate repose and care in my wearied condition.
-
-A few minutes walk brought us to the convent gate. An old man, who was
-also the gardener, opened it, and two of the sisters hurried to the door
-to receive us. A slight gesture from my guide, produced profound
-silence, and I was at once taken to a room and a bed.
-
-I awoke from an unconscious state, produced I supposed by the sedative I
-had drank immediately on my arrival, and looked languidly around me. I
-remember my first feeling was one of surprise at the comfortable
-appearance of every thing near and about me. I had never been in a
-convent before, and had supposed, with the vague notions of
-Protestantism about convents, that I should be put in a cell at least,
-with probably a death’s head and cross-bones for furniture, and a
-hair-cloth and thongs for entertainment. On the contrary, I felt myself
-lying on a down-bed—muslin curtains gathered in delicate folds above
-it—the windows shaded with the same material—waving lightly to and fro
-in the summer night air. The oaken floor so highly polished, and the
-neat table holding a nurse-lamp and some phials. Besides that, there was
-no look of a sick-room. The lamp shone on the mild face of the Madonna
-of Sassoferato, whose clasped hands and conventual garb seemed to make
-her the tutelar genius of such a scene; and below, was the never-failing
-crucifix of ivory on a bronze stand.
-
-Not a sound, but the sighing of the leaves against the window,
-interrupted the midnight quiet of the scene. Refreshed and composed by
-the judicious treatment I had received, I lay calmly recalling the
-preceding evening, and wondering what my landlady at the village would
-think of my being out all night. I might have spared any anxiety on that
-account, as I afterward learned, as the good Sisters had at once
-dispatched a messenger to assure her of my safety. In that small place
-the arrival of a stranger is an event. The seclusion of a convent is
-favorable to curiosity, and my name, situation, health, and person, were
-perfectly well-known to all the good Sisters, though I had not chanced
-to meet one of them.
-
-A distant strain of music broke the silence around me. I started, and
-raising myself in bed undrew the curtains. A figure clothed in white
-approached the bed, and I recognized at once the face of my yesterday’s
-companion.
-
-“Do not be startled. It is only the Sisters.”
-
-She bent her sweet face over me, like an angel watcher.
-
-“You have been sitting by me all night, my dear,” said I.
-
-“Oh! that is nothing,” she answered, cheerfully. “I like to keep awake
-in the night.”
-
-“But what can you have to occupy yourself with? Surely, you cannot be
-satisfied with telling your beads over?”
-
-“I have my netting by me, and then there are always one’s thoughts and
-memories.”
-
-“And your memories, my dear,” said I, “what are they? What can you
-remember that is not so mingled with pain and deprivations, that the
-contemplation of it must be sad rather than pleasant?”
-
-In reply, she told me in her own simple and touching manner the story of
-her mother’s death, and the almost revelation that preceded it.
-
-“And how do you feel about it yourself?” said I.
-
-“I fully believe, madam, that such an impression would not have been
-vouchsafed by the good God to my mother, unless it had been true, and
-important also that I should know it.”
-
-“Then you still look for your father, my child?”
-
-“As I look for the sunrise to-morrow,” she answered, raising her clear
-eyes to heaven. “Some day he will certainly come.”
-
-“And meanwhile!”
-
-“Meanwhile, I think of him continually. I imagine always how he would
-like to have me conduct myself, and in all my little troubles I look
-forward to the time when I shall feel no more sorrow. You will not think
-me superstitious, madam, when I tell you that my mother’s heart is very
-near to mine, and often I am conscious of heavenly thoughts that I am
-sure are of her whispering to my spirit.”
-
-I would not for the world have disturbed fancies so sweet and holy as
-filled the breast of this lovely child with any doubts of their reality,
-even if I had not been more than half inclined to agree with her in the
-belief of spiritual intercourse with the departed.
-
-“But, Claire,” said I, after a long pause, “it is a strange and terrible
-thought, one at which we instinctively revolt, that close to us, by
-night or by day, is a haunting spirit, even if it were our mother’s. It
-seems to me I should so dread the answer, that I could never gather
-courage to speak to such a spirit, if I believed it could and would
-answer me.”
-
-“I suppose it would not answer. Ah! if it could do so, would it not long
-since have responded to the agonized cry of the bereaved! But, though it
-is not to sense that it speaks, the impression is not the less vivid or
-credible. It is not what you see with your mortal eye, dear lady, that
-you believe most fully and heartily. Even if we were to see the beloved
-form or hear the beloved tones, a something would whisper to us of doubt
-and incredulity. It would be ‘an optical illusion,’ or ‘a derangement of
-the auricular organs,’ and we should very soon come to believe ourselves
-entirely mistaken in the impressions we had received. It is only the
-mind itself that can take distinct cognizance of its own objects.”
-
-“You speak like a philosopher, dear Claire. Where have you learned to
-consider the subject so deeply?”
-
-“Of Father Angelo,” replied the young girl, simply.
-
-“And he is your confessor, I suppose,” said I.
-
-“Yes, madam; and my best friend. For dear Sister Martha, who has told me
-of my early life, could not resolve my doubts and fears, and the
-thousand anxieties that I should naturally feel, and I have been both
-relieved and enlightened by free conversation with Father Angelo. He
-must have suffered much himself, for his heart is so tender and his
-manner so soothing, and yet he always strengthens one’s spirit so much,
-with his calm views of another life, in this life of ours. Till he came
-to us I never knew fully what sympathy was. The Sisters but half
-understood me, and when I saw the excellence of their lives, when I
-watched their hardy activity and their daily devotion to duty, I used to
-feel sure that theirs must be the true thought that led directly to
-right action, and that my world of fancies and mysteries must be a
-morbid and unhealthy one. Still I felt constantly that ‘I heard a voice
-they could not hear,’ and never till last summer, when Father Angelo
-came to us, did I at all understand myself.”
-
-“And now that you do understand yourself, you are happy, my child?” I
-asked.
-
-“As happy as one with unoccupied affections can be, madam. I feel that I
-have much love that has never been called into action, and I fancy that
-my father when he comes will fill my heart. Meantime, I see why it is
-that there are depths in my soul that no plummet can sound, and where
-the voice of God alone calls forth an answer. Sometime or other, either
-in this world or a future one, these deep voices will find musical
-utterance, and the harmony of the affections, which alone is wanting to
-the harmony of nature, will make my being what God intended it to be.”
-
-“You are happy, my dear child, to have such a confidence; it comes
-sometimes after suffering and sorrowful experiences, but seldom in the
-bloom of life.”
-
-“And I should have wandered long and unhappily but for the guidance of
-Father Angelo,” said Claire, her eyes radiant with grateful affection
-whenever she spoke of this father of her best thoughts.
-
-I became curious to see Father Angelo.
-
-“When will he come here again?” I inquired.
-
-“To-morrow at furthest,” said Claire.
-
-“Then I hope I shall see him.”
-
-“Assuredly, if madam desires it,” said Claire, with a pleased look. “But
-apparently, madam is a Protestant?”
-
-“Oh, I do not want to confess to him,” said I, laughing.
-
-“Pardon me, madam. But have you never felt that it would be a great
-pleasure and privilege to confess?”
-
-“Assuredly not, Claire,” said I, more seriously.
-
-“Madam has had dear friends then, to whom she could express every
-thought—confess every fault—and to whom she could apply in every
-difficulty?” inquired she.
-
-“No—not always,” answered I, hesitatingly; “but, Claire, we believe
-that to God alone we should confess.”
-
-“God alone can absolve,” said Claire, devoutly, “by the mouth of his
-minister, the repenting heart. But there are so many things we wish to
-say to an earthly friend, and to which we must receive an answer—”
-
-“But we believe the Bible to be a sufficient guide to all our darkness
-and doubts.”
-
-“Morally I know it is, madam. And I do not say that its precepts will
-not reach every variety of intellectual difficulty. But I have found
-that conference with a superior mind is a great relief and pleasure, as
-well as guide, in understanding the doubts that often weigh on the
-mind.”
-
-“Unquestionably it is so, Claire; but we find those superior minds in
-the circle of our acquaintances, in our husbands, brothers, and the
-friends to whom we attach ourselves. We have not the need of confession
-that you feel, isolated as you are from any guiding mind.”
-
-“Yes, madam, that is true. I can see that in such a case confession
-would not be so necessary; but with us it is a great need.”
-
-She drew the curtains as she spoke, and sat silently at her netting. I
-lay revolving in my mind for a long time the conversation I had been
-holding with this strange girl. There was something in the maturity of
-her mind and the dignity of her manner, that contrasted greatly with the
-extreme youthfulness of her figure and face. Her eyes had a quiet
-serenity that seemed the result of having attained, at a bound, the goal
-to which humanity generally reaches after long and painful experiences
-and mental vicissitudes that leave their unmistakable marks on the face.
-But in Claire’s face, seen by the pale light of the room, was an angelic
-wisdom, pure and high. Yet she did not look satisfied; or rather, she
-was satisfied only in the thought of a future different from the calm
-present.
-
-I asked myself how would this sweet flower bear transplanting? She had
-no ties but those of gratitude to the place she was in, and as a sphere
-of usefulness, some one more strong and hardy could fill it better than
-she did. She evidently looked and longed for the arrival of her father,
-more from “the necessity of loving” than from a filial feeling. I did
-not myself believe that he was in existence, or that if he were, he was
-worthy of her affection, or he would long ere this have sought her out.
-Thoughts like these kept me wakeful, and when I undrew the curtain again
-to speak to Claire, I found she had gone softly out, and her place was
-supplied by a stout “Sister,” to whom I had no inclination to speak. She
-told me, in answer to my query, that day was nearly breaking, and I sunk
-to sleep in the hearing of the distant music of the morning-hymn.
-
-The sun was already high in the heavens when I awoke. Claire was sitting
-by the side of my bed, and at my first motion, spoke to me with a
-cheerful smile that well corresponded with the serene brightness of the
-day.
-
-“Father Angelo has been here for some time, madam; I have been telling
-him about you, for truly, madam, I feel as if I had known you a long
-time, instead of only one night. He will be glad to see you.”
-
-“And I shall like to see him, Claire. But as I feel myself, thanks to
-your kindness, quite recovered, I will not receive him so entirely in
-dishabille.”
-
-In a few momenta I was dressed, and walking in the small garden attached
-to the convent. Claire left me for a short time, and then came out
-followed or rather attended by her friend.
-
-He was dressed in the common black robe of his order, with the cowl
-thrown back so as fully to display his head and throat. For the first
-time, I understood that he was not a monk, but only a clergyman, as we
-should say. A priest, and not a very old one either. Certainly he had
-never numbered more than thirty-five years. His face was entirely pale,
-and his temples covered with dark hair, while his red lips and white,
-even teeth had the grace of feminine contour.
-
-I was struck with the gravity, even to sadness, of his manner, no less
-than with the beauty of his person. He uttered in a low, quiet voice the
-usual benediction, and then asked me to listen to him, as he had much to
-say to me. I replied with some surprise, that I was quite at his
-service, and leading me to a rude garden-seat, over which honeysuckles
-and roses made a natural bower, he said quietly to Claire—
-
-“You will leave us, Claire, for half an hour; and send Sister Mary with
-some of her coffee and best buns.”
-
-This was not precisely the confessional I had anticipated; and in spite
-of the little flutter of my spirits, this picture of myself, in high
-colloquy with a Catholic priest, sipping hot coffee and eating nice
-buns, was so laughable, that I could hardly keep my face in a state of
-suitable gravity.
-
-Sister Mary’s white buns and fragrant coffee were delicious indeed.
-While I partook of them, Father Angelo leaned his head on his hand in
-profound abstraction. His complete absorption continued for some minutes
-after the nun had left us alone. At length he raised his head, and
-looking steadily at me, said abruptly,
-
-“I suppose it is vain to attempt any thing like a conversion of your
-principles to the true church.”
-
-“Entirely so,” I answered, “as I was born and educated I shall probably
-remain.”
-
-“So I thought.”
-
-Again there was a long silence. What it was to end in, I could not
-guess; but I determined not to break it. My companion was evidently
-agitated and uncomfortable. His red lips became pale and quivering, and
-his brow bent. He rose from his seat, and paced back and forward on the
-graveled walk. After some time had elapsed in this inward conflict, he
-seated himself once more by my side, and taking my hand, addressed me
-thus:
-
-“Pardon me for saying that I require from you a solemn promise of
-secrecy in regard to what I am about to communicate.”
-
-I was somewhat prepared for a communication, it is true; but not at all
-disposed to bind myself to secrecy with a stranger. He seemed to read my
-thoughts, for he fixed his bright eyes on mine, and then dropped them
-with an expression of embarrassment.
-
-“I should not have asked you, madam, for this pledge of secrecy, but
-that it is of much importance—and—and I think you can receive no
-inconvenience—possibly—”
-
-He stopped entirely, but again raised his eyes with an expression so
-imploring, that I said at once,
-
-“Say on, sir. I promise you that nothing but the most imperative
-necessity shall make me disclose to any one what you may tell me.”
-
-“Thank you,” said he, eagerly; “it is not on my account that I desire
-secrecy. But there are many reasons—the good of the church—evil
-tongues. When I have told you all, these reasons will readily suggest
-themselves to your own mind. You are surprised that I should choose to
-make an entire stranger my confident in a secret. But in the first
-place, you are not entirely unknown to me. I have interested myself in
-you somewhat; and there have been persons enough ready to tell me of
-your ‘birth, parentage, and education.’ Of your mind and heart, Claire
-has told me much this morning, in a long conversation we have had; and,
-in short, circumstances make it necessary that I should confide in you.”
-
-There was something so heartfelt in the tone in which Father Angelo
-spoke, something so entirely sincere, notwithstanding the mystery in
-which the affair was enveloped, that I repeated what I had before said:
-
-“Whatever you wish to say to me, sir, I am ready to hear, to keep
-entirely to myself, and to assist you to the best of my power.”
-
-He looked greatly relieved, and proceeded.
-
-“You have divined, before this, madam, the reason of my wish to confide
-in you. You are a foreigner, a Protestant, a widow, and independent in
-your actions. Claire needs all these for her friend and efficient
-adviser.”
-
-“Claire! then it is of her you wish to speak? I supposed your secret
-concerned yourself. She has told me of her own life.”
-
-“She has told you what she knew,” said Father Angelo, with the same
-abruptness as before. Indeed, through the whole of our interview, there
-was an earnestness which dispensed with the usual forms almost of
-civility.
-
-“I have been waiting, watching for such an event as your coming, ever
-since last year, when I first became fully acquainted with Claire, and
-saw how unsuited she was to a conventual life. She has warm feelings and
-superior intellect, and she is fretted continually by the discrepancy
-between her inward and outward life. She would be a companion to you,
-and—she has some means—” he stopped, and a slight flush passed over
-his pale face. “I should not wish her to be a dependent on the bounty of
-any person.”
-
-“I understand, however, from Claire herself,” said I, “that her mother
-died poor, and that she has been indebted to charity for her support.
-This father of hers—if he be living—”
-
-“You think he must be a wretch,” said Father Angelo, calmly, “so to
-desert those who have every claim on his care. Be it so. He is a wretch.
-And most wretched is he, that, seeing before him the form of his child,
-and listening to the outpourings of her angelic soul, he should be
-barred from acknowledging kindred with it, and forced, for the very love
-he bears her, to tear her from him forever.
-
-“If you will accede to my earnest request, take Claire with you to
-America—care for her—watch over her—be to her all that, alas! her
-father must not be—and I shall feel that all, and a thousand times more
-than all I deserve, and all I live for, is granted, and shall at once
-enter a convent of La Trappe. I long for it—I long for eternal silence;
-and have only retained my present position, that I might find Claire,
-read her character, and do what I could to unfold and strengthen it.
-That mission is accomplished. Her native strength of wing has already
-carried her mind beyond what my feeble flights can follow. She soars to
-regions of purity and peace, where my soul cannot revel, unless after
-long years of penance and suffering. She loves the ideal parent, who is
-to her the personification of all virtue; and it is impossible, and
-ought to be so, for me to sully her thoughts with the reality which to
-her must always be a source of disappointment and mortification, and to
-me inexpressible shame.”
-
-This revelation was not unexpected to me, so far as regarded the
-relationship of the two parties; but it filled me with much matter for
-meditation. I had no curiosity to know the events of Father Angelo’s
-past life. The lines of suffering, and the traces of strong passions,
-were marked deeply on his marble brow, and composed even to severity as
-his manner now was, I could read under the habitual restraint of his
-expressive face, that no slight agony had wrought on a naturally proud
-and sensitive spirit, before it could compel itself to forego its
-sweetest pleasures rather than breathe on the purity of the beloved
-object.
-
-After some time passed on my side in revolving what I had heard, and
-what I was expected to do, and on his, in a distressful silence that
-watched painfully for my first word, I asked,
-
-“But about Claire’s religious influences. She will have few of the kind
-she has been accustomed to; and all her indirect influences, you must be
-aware, will not be very favorable to her religious constancy.”
-
-“I think she will become a Protestant. You are surprised that I should
-be willing to trust her in such an atmosphere. But there are some minds
-that are cast, so to speak, in a Protestant mould; and hers is one. She
-has not a great deal of faith, and her mind naturally tends so much to
-inquiry, perhaps I should say skepticism, that I found it difficult to
-lead her. I may as well say at once, that my own reasons for adopting
-the profession and character of a priest, were first to discover her,
-and know her mind more intimately than I could do in any other position;
-and secondly, because the Catholic faith promises more to me than any
-other religion. I feel the need of what it has to give; but to Claire, I
-can see its spirit and forms are not so necessary. I am not bigoted nor
-intolerant, as you see. Perhaps I am not a good Catholic. But I wish you
-to understand that I am not acting against my conscience.”
-
-“These are strange words from a Catholic priest,” said I, looking at
-him. A flush of impatience crossed his face again.
-
-“I need not qualify my words to you, I am sure. What I need—a wretched,
-debased sinner—stripes—fasting—silence—and digging my own grave
-daily—are not the necessary aliment of Claire’s soul, fresh from the
-forming hand of the All-Pure.”
-
-“Then I understand that Claire, if I take her, is to be like my own
-child; that no interference of any kind with my authority or influence
-is to be allowed?”
-
-“There is no person living authorized to interfere,” said Father Angelo,
-sadly. “Her father will be dead to her. And God will reward or punish
-you as you deal by this forlorn and most angelic child.”
-
-“I accept the trust,” said I, with the same solemnity that was expressed
-in the manner of the unhappy father. He took my hand in his, and holding
-it up, repeated a short prayer in Latin, which I took to be an
-invocation, but I said nothing; and, indeed, was so agitated and
-exhausted that I could not speak.
-
-“I shall leave this place this morning,” said he, with a more composed
-voice, “and shall send to you such information as may be necessary to
-her future welfare in any possible contingency.”
-
-He rung a bell which stood on the table, and Claire came into the
-garden, as if she had been in waiting. He made a sign to her to attend
-to me, and as soon as I had taken the restorative she hastened to offer,
-rose to go. I shall never forget the look of anguished affection that
-spread over his pale face, as he murmured above Claire’s bright head the
-customary benediction. His whole being seemed one thrill of pain.
-Stooping over he pressed on her forehead a kiss of such love! and then
-without another word hurried away.
-
-Claire looked astonished, as well she might, for she had never seen him
-agitated before, though, as she said, she conjectured he must have
-suffered much.
-
-“He feels sorrowfully at leaving you, my child,” said I, “he tells me he
-is about leaving this part of the country.”
-
-She looked at me, as if she wondered at his communicating such an
-intention to me, rather than to herself, but was too delicate to inquire
-further.
-
-The same afternoon a package came to the convent, directed to me, and
-contained, among other things, a letter from Father Angelo “to his
-beloved daughter in Christ Jesus”—in which he recommended her to accept
-the proposal I had made of taking her with me to America, and containing
-besides some affectionate words of advice. It was brief, and I could
-easily see that many feelings had prevented his being more prolix.
-
-I then entered more fully into the subject with Claire, of her leaving
-her native country for mine. I found, to my great joy, that she was not
-only willing but desirous to go with me, and that a night’s free
-converse with me had given me much of her affection.
-
-“I have not dared to think, dear madam,” she said tearfully, “how
-‘doubly lone’ I should be when you were gone.”
-
-“And you think you shall not long for the seclusion of Chaillot, and the
-hymns of the Sisters?”
-
-“Oh, I dare say I shall long to see them. But meanwhile I do so long to
-be with you, and to see something and somebody in the world!”
-
-“And you will be my own daughter?” I asked her now more seriously—“do
-you know how much that implies? If I give you all I shall require much
-from you.”
-
-“Not more than all my heart,” answered she gayly, “and that you shall
-certainly have.”
-
-“Till somebody else asks for it,” said I to myself.
-
-The remainder of my stay at Chaillot was cheered by the occasional
-visits of Claire, but the most of the time she spent at the convent, and
-among the poor of the village, who loved her and mourned her departure.
-When at last the vessel bore us both away from France she was deeply
-affected. I was glad to see it: glad that mere curiosity and interest in
-novelty had not dulled her heart to one sympathy.
-
-Arrived at Boston, we met the kind faces of friends, how kind and how
-dear, we never feel till an ocean has separated us, and soon found
-ourselves quietly established at my own residence, as if not a week had
-passed since I was last there. Claire gained in a northern climate all
-she needed to make her perfect—strength of body, and consequent
-strength of mind. She was never weary of the bold natural scenery in
-which New England abounds, and wandered and climbed till I used to beg
-her to take care of herself for my sake.
-
-All this time I had a plot in my head. For what woman was ever without
-one? Had I not a son, whose image was seldom absent an hour from my
-memory, yet whose name I was careful not to mention to Claire? Who could
-tell what might be in the future, if I did not mar its brightness by my
-own interference? So I patiently waited the result of accidental
-influences. I expected Herbert home by the next packet. He had been
-prevented from meeting me in France, and accompanying us home, by
-illness, and I had availed myself of the escort of some friends who were
-coming to America, without waiting for his recovery.
-
-We had been returned for more than two months. The autumnal tints
-already brightened with consumptive red the rich verdure of summer, and
-the harvest-moon shone out with a calm brilliancy that almost mocked the
-daily sun. Claire was delighted with Nature under its bold American
-features. As I watched the daily development of her taste, and delighted
-to see its refinement and richness, I felt that I could not have desired
-more in a daughter, than was thrown as it were by the bounty of
-Providence into my lap.
-
-We had been sitting in the old portico, with shawls wrapt about us, and
-watching the moonlight on the clumps of trees, as it silvered and
-sprinkled them with heavenly glory, and neither of us had for a long
-time spoken. Claire, who connected all still, solemn beauty with the
-thought of her lost mother, was, I doubted not, thinking of heaven and
-her; and I was myself recalling my short and eventful acquaintance with
-her father. Claire rose from her seat, and walked down the avenue a
-short distance, then turned and stood by a fountain, which played by the
-side of a larch tree. It was a pretty picture. The fountain, the tree,
-and the moon, that embathed the girl, the fountain, and the tree in soft
-splendor. Claire had removed her shawl from her shoulders, and stood
-with it dropping off her arm, as motionless as a statue. Her bright,
-waving hair lay over her shoulders—and like the spirit of the scene she
-stood.
-
-As I, too, followed down the walk, I was conscious of a second figure,
-which, as I approached, came out from the shadow of a tree. Once in the
-light, I recognized Herbert, and did _not_ scream. Neither did I beckon
-to him to look at, and fall in love with, the beautiful being before us,
-because I felt very certain that if it were to be done, there could not
-be a better time for him to do it without my aid. And with a
-self-command, which I believe is rare among match-makers, I beckoned to
-him to retire to the house, while I went forward to Claire.
-
-She was still motionless, absorbed in thoughts of a not painful
-character, as was evident from the placid expression of her lifted eyes.
-
-“You will take cold, Claire,” said I, gently.
-
-“Thank you,” she answered, in her sweet French accent, “I am not afraid.
-You know I am used to all hours and weathers.”
-
-“But I am going in now. My son has arrived. You have never heard me
-speak of him, I believe—but I have felt considerable anxiety about him.
-An anxiety which is now happily relieved by his arrival.”
-
-She looked a little surprised, but made no inquiry and followed me into
-the house. I was curious to see the effect of this her first
-acquaintance with an accomplished and eminently attractive man. Hitherto
-she had seen no person above the common peasantry of the small town of
-Chaillot, except Father Angelo.
-
-Three weeks after this evening, Herbert came into my room, whence Claire
-had just gone to take a walk, and throwing himself into a chair, wiped
-the wet from his forehead and hair in a state of unquestionable
-agitation.
-
-“Come, mother! help me—help me, or I sink!”
-
-“What, really overcome? You, the redoubtable! the renowned! the
-invincible! Can I believe my eyes!” answered I, laughing heartily—for
-love-sickness, like sea-sickness, gets no sympathy—and I was really
-pleased to see Herbert, for once, undoubtedly in earnest.
-
-“Now, a truce to your satire, mother mine. And a truce to your smiles
-even. I wont allow that there is any occasion for grief either; but the
-fact is, I cannot live, now, without Claire and her love—and she knows
-it—”
-
-“Knows it!”
-
-“Yes!” said Herbert, impatiently; “and that’s the devil of it! While I
-was endeavoring to wind myself softly, soothingly, you see, into her
-tender heart, not to break it, you know, but just to set all its
-faculties and springs fluttering, like pigeons, and to watch how she
-should blush, and sigh, and droop—till, just at the right point, I
-meant, when she least hoped and expected it, when she should
-despairingly throw herself down, half senseless with excitement and
-hopelessness—then, I meant to have stepped in. Now, mother, don’t
-_say_, What an insufferable puppy! for I feel it enough, I assure you.
-The fact is, I didn’t know myself what I did mean till half an hour
-ago.”
-
-“Is it possible! Why, Claire has been reading to me nearly or quite half
-an hour, and has just gone out to carry some comfort to old Nurse
-Dobbins. No appearance of maiden agitation about her, my poor son, but
-as calm as a clock.”
-
-The fact was, I had noticed that her cheek had a slight pallor, and had
-recommended the walk myself; but this I did not think it necessary to
-mention.
-
-“Doubtless!” was the pettish reply. “I wonder if she is not all ice—or
-rather, whether she has a heart for any thing but old women!”
-
-“She certainly has a heart, and one well worth the winning, Herbert. But
-not in the fashion you have been used to. All-conquering knight that you
-are—you must lay down your tinsel and frippery, and don the helmet of
-sterling gold, and break a lance for honor bright, if you would win
-favor from this child of nature.”
-
-“Isn’t she, mother?” said Herbert, enthusiastically, “isn’t she the
-noblest, and loveliest, and sweetest creature that ever the earth
-presumed to bear up? You love her, I know; teach me how to love her, so
-that she may love me! for it is true what I tell you. I cannot live
-without her pure and beautiful heart!”
-
-I had never seen Herbert thoroughly moved before. Under an exterior of
-frivolity he concealed the real fervor and enthusiasm of which I knew
-him capable. But it had been long since I had seen him at all excited
-about any thing. That Claire should interest him, was only allowing him
-a pure natural taste; but that Claire should not have reciprocated the
-sentiment she excited, puzzled me, I allow—for I was a parent.
-
-“Tell me, mother,” he continued—or would have done so, but that Claire
-just at that moment entered the room, with her basket on her arm. Her
-pale cheek now flushed with a rapid walk, was brilliant with health, and
-her eyes met both Herbert’s and mine with a buoyancy and serenity, as
-little like a love-stricken girl as could well be imagined. I saw
-Herbert’s cheek turn pale, as he suddenly rose and springing through the
-window upon the lawn, whistled to his dog, and walked rapidly away.
-
-Claire looked after him, and then meeting my inquiring eye, she stood
-with hers looking clearly into my face.
-
-“And so my poor Herbert has no chance?” said I.
-
-She seated herself by me with a little embarrassment, which became her a
-thousand times more than the serene self-possession so habitual to her.
-
-“My beloved mother—my benefactress!” she stopped.
-
-“Not a word of that, Claire. Hearts are to be given, and not bought. But
-how comes it that you see nothing lovable or winning about Herbert? He
-seems perfectly hopeless.”
-
-“I might have seen, indeed I did see, a thousand charming qualities in
-Mr. ——,” said Claire, with grave simplicity, “but that he seemed to be
-only amusing himself with me, and not in earnest about any thing. Least
-of all did I believe him in earnest when he professed love for me. Love!
-which I have always looked on as something so holy, so sacred, so
-ennobling! a trust so solemn as another’s heart, not to be taken without
-awe and trembling! Believe me, dearest mother, I did not once think, nor
-can I now, that Mr. —— had an earnest thought in the whole matter.
-Evidently he has only been amusing himself, and trying perhaps to amuse
-me with the idea of having made a conquest. He mistook me altogether.”
-She drew her head up a very little, with an expression that spoke of
-wounded pride; but instantly dismissed it, and resumed her usual
-affectionate look.
-
-“I hope you will not think any more about it, dear Claire. These things
-are best dismissed from the thoughts. Shall we go on with our reading?”
-
-I spoke hurriedly, for, in truth, I was severely disappointed. I did not
-think how much so, until I listened to the calm, decided tone, and
-looked on the quiet face of Claire. Things looked hopeless for Herbert;
-and I could not help sympathizing with him in his keen disappointment.
-Meantime, as I knew affection could not be reproached into existence, I
-endeavored to divert both my own mind and hers from a painful subject.
-
-Absence is said to be the death of love, I believe it is sometimes the
-birth of it. Certainly, Herbert, if he had tried a thousand ways to
-Claire’s heart, could not have hit on a likelier road than that which
-led him away from her, under the pretence of going to Niagara Falls.
-
-“My body will go in search of the picturesque, mother,” said he, with a
-faint attempt at gayety, “but my soul remains at home. It will haunt
-you—both; and I charge you listen to its whispers that shall be in your
-ears night and day!”
-
-“Farewell, Claire!” was all he said to her; and when he was gone, she
-sat for some minutes, looking into the heart of a flower she was holding
-in her hand, as if trying to solve a problem too difficult for her.
-
-Days passed, and weeks. We talked, and walked, and rode, and read by
-turns, as we were wont to do, before this vision of Herbert had passed
-over and breathed on the mirror of her pure heart. But no longer was her
-eye clear, and her brow serene. She was disturbed and restless. An enemy
-had come in to her heart to steal away its peace. When we read poetry, a
-consciousness in her voice, gave meaning and depth to every passionate
-tone; and when we walked in the November woods, their melancholy beauty
-woke sad feelings kindred to the scene. I saw that her sensitive nature
-was touched to its depths. She had begun to think, not that she was
-loved, for her standard of that passion was too high to leave her in
-such an error; but how sweet it would be to be loved. Her heart, like a
-lonely harp-string, vibrated in every breeze, and seemed asking vainly
-for its completing harmony.
-
-She did not ask me to read to her any of Herbert’s letters. I wished she
-would, and once read to her what I thought a very capital description of
-the cataract. But she only said composedly that my son had described the
-scenery, and not his own impressions on seeing it.
-
-“I don’t believe any reality on earth could equal the descriptions we
-have had of Niagara. It would need heaven and hell almost to body forth
-the ideas that travelers have called up. I can only hope to be able, if
-ever I see it, to forget all that I have ever heard about it, so as to
-shrink before its magnificence as I should feel bound to do.”
-
-“Suppose we try, Claire?” said I.
-
-“With all my heart,” answered she, evidently glad in her restless state
-to be going somewhere. I had previously told her that Herbert had gone
-to Quebec.
-
-In a week’s time Claire and myself, with a man-servant, had reached
-Albany, and there took the canal-boats to Buffalo. The wearisome journey
-by stage-coach had admirably prepared us for the monotonous ease of the
-boat. Fortunately there were very few passengers, and we lay in our
-little clean white berths and rested and read as quietly as if we had
-been in our own rooms.
-
-On reaching the Falls we were too thoroughly wearied to attempt more
-that night, and went to our beds.
-
-On our way, a fellow passenger, experienced in sight-seeing, had
-recommended to us to take our first view from the American side, and
-from below, instead of the usual view from Table Rock. We therefore
-crossed the river a little distance below the Falls, without giving way
-to the temptation of gazing for a moment at the view before us, though
-the roar was terrible in our ears. Then we walked on the American side,
-closer, closer till we were within twenty feet of the cataract. The
-spray dripped over us, the rocks were slippery to our feet, the roar of
-a thousand floods seemed in our bewildered ears; and below, as it were,
-the reverberating yells of damned spirits tossing, and whirling, and
-dashing and howling forever. Then we looked up. The volume of water
-seemed coming down from the very heavens upon us. We uttered a faint cry
-of terror—turned round and fled. That is to say, we fled several yards.
-No matter. We were impressed sufficiently with the physical grandeur of
-the scene. It was oppressive, overwhelming. Afterward, when we roamed
-over all these rocks and took views from every point, and gazed at the
-cataract’s wondrous beauty as well as power, we found a moral grandeur
-with which our souls sympathized, and to which they rose to enjoy and
-adore. These jottings down of our impressions can give no idea to one
-who has not visited the Falls, and to one who has, will scarcely enhance
-his recollections. I mention them only to illustrate a trait of Claire’s
-character.
-
-A mother with her child were wandering along among the loose stones and
-sharp rocks close to the terrible whirlpool from which we had just
-turned. The mother had let go the child’s hand, and he, a lad of some
-four or five years old, slipped from the stone on which he stood, and as
-a natural consequence was in imminent danger of his life. But one rock,
-and that slippery and sloping, intervened between the little fellow and
-certain death. The mother screamed, but was motionless from mere horror;
-Claire, who at once forgot every thing about her but what was connected
-with the living drama before her, pulled at a stroke her scarf from her
-neck, and giving me one end to hold, while she held the other, slid her
-feet rapidly down to the very brink of the torrent, caught the boy
-firmly by his foot and stood holding him. She was as pale as death, but
-as firm and strong in her attitude as if she stood on the parlor floor.
-She dared not move, and I had not strength, and was too distrustful of
-the strength of the scarf, to dare to pull them up.
-
-As we stood thus it seemed hours, though it could scarcely be half a
-minute before relief was obtained by a rope thrown by a strong arm from
-behind over the form of Claire, which fully supported her in her
-perilous position. Immediately after she was clasped in the arms of a
-man in a cloak, whom we had seen sitting near us in an absorbed
-attitude, seemingly regardless of all about him. He had sprung from his
-seat, caught up a boat-rope, which I perfectly remembered afterward to
-have stepped over, thrown it around Claire, so as to support her, and
-then giving the noose to my servant, who stood close but inactively
-behind, steadied himself by the other end of the rope, slipped and
-sprang down by Claire, caught up the boy with one hand and tossed him up
-to his mother, and then bore the now fainting Claire carefully up to the
-bank.
-
-The boy screamed wildly with fright, and the mother was voluble with her
-thanks and offers of assistance. Claire remained still and motionless in
-the arms of the stranger, and I watched the spray dash over her marble
-face. Presently her eyes opened slowly, with a deep sigh. She looked at
-her preserver and a beautiful color overspread her face. Then for the
-first time I also looked at him, for to this moment no one had spoken
-but the woman whose carelessness had put in jeopardy three lives.
-
-He had bent his head down to hers and had kissed her forehead, rosy with
-returned consciousness. She replied by pulling her arm over his neck and
-kissing, not his forehead, but his very lips. The woman and her boy had
-gone, the servant discreetly retired, and there in the sound and rush of
-many waters, in the turmoil of elemental war, the still, small voice of
-two loving hearts, lately so near to death, was heard and registered.
-
-“But you wrote me, Herbert, that you were setting off for Quebec last
-week. Who could have dreamed of finding you here?”
-
-“And so I did go to Quebec. But I used it up in two days, and then came
-on here once more. In my then state of mind it was a relief to place
-myself where you found me, and listen to the roar of the water from
-morning till night. Now, I don’t care how soon we go away.”
-
-We did journey, however, for some weeks; and when we returned and were
-once more in our own quiet parlor at home, I asked Herbert to come with
-me to my room.
-
-“I am going to read you something, Herbert. Something about Claire.”
-
-Then I opened the packet which Father Angelo had given me. First there
-was the official announcement, or rather a copy of it, of Father
-Angelo’s admission to the Convent of la Trappe, in Piedmont, and his
-consequent death to the world and every body in it. Then a separate
-packet contained such particulars of his life as he deemed necessary for
-me to know, and to communicate to Claire, if I thought proper, or to
-whomsoever she should hereafter marry. There were also papers conveying
-a small amount of property to her. Enough for her subsistence should she
-be deprived by misfortune of my support.
-
-The man had been sinned against and was also a great sinner. He had
-sinned against the young English girl, Clara, whom he had seduced from
-her home under the false pretence of marriage, and whose fidelity to him
-and trust in him had continued to her gentle death. Afterward to win for
-himself the means of keeping up his dissipated habits he had recourse to
-forgery, and had escaped in disguise, and narrowly, with his life. After
-that he went to Rome; by a run of luck in gambling he obtained the means
-of making a handsome appearance in society there, and by his
-cultivation, taste and fine manners, so impressed an Italian family of
-some distinction that he married one of the daughters. The marriage was
-an unhappy one. His wife eloped with his friend, and the old drama of a
-duel was acted over. Finally his resources were exhausted, and either
-reason or conscience suggested to him the claim which a wife and child
-had on his memory. At all events, he became an altered man, took holy
-orders, obtained permission to travel, and did travel in search of his
-long-forgotten wife and child. After a long search he found Claire. He
-sought her society. He became her confessor and her friend. He learned
-her pure heart, and her enthusiastic devotion to the memory of her
-parents. Then the iron entered into his soul. He felt the impossibility
-of presenting himself to such an innocent being as the realization of
-such an ideal as hers. He now dreaded any chance by which his
-relationship could become known to her, as much as he had heretofore
-eagerly sought her. All he could do for her he did, but he constantly
-watched an opportunity to secure to her an efficient friend, who could
-take her into the world, and withdrawing her from the dull and confined
-life she then had, put her into the way of forming connections for
-herself which would in some degree lead her to forget or cease to look
-for her father. The agony of being forced to deny himself every parental
-caress, lest he should be forced to explain his relationship, and
-consequently the reasons for his long and unpardonable estrangement,
-made him wish a thousand times he were dead indeed, and he said he
-longed every hour for the time to arrive when he should take the vow of
-eternal silence, for such only harmonized with the gloom of his soul.
-
-It would be wearisome to go through all the details of such a life, of
-such talents abused, of such a mournful old age.
-
-We talked the matter over freely and fully, and Herbert concluded with
-me that it was best to burn the package, that under no possible
-combination of circumstances could it fall into her hands. It should be
-his happiness he said to make her forget to look for her father.
-
-How he found out how much she could bless him—and when she discovered
-that though he was full of faults, she loved him, faults and all, I
-cannot tell; but every body’s experience will furnish similar instances
-for themselves or others.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- APPEARANCES.
-
-
- BY J. HUNT, JR.
-
-
- It is not by an outward show
- To judge where sorrows first begin
- An old, thatched cot, for aught we know,
- May have a “banquet hall” within.
-
- How true this rule will oft apply,
- To some who fill life’s lowly part;
- Their very looks may Pain descry,
- And Joy be seated in their heart.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- HOW CHARLEY BELL BECAME SENATOR.
-
-
-The whole matter is this.
-
-The tea-things had just been cleared away, the baby just got fast asleep
-and laid in his crib, my wife just got fixed by the round-table making a
-blue velvet cap for him, and I had just got comfortably settled in my
-arm-chair on the other side of the table, when Tom returned from the
-post-office through the rain and mud and dark bringing one letter. My
-wife gave a pish! when I told her it was not from her mother, but
-apologized immediately for her expression when I informed her that the
-letter—broad, thick and with a vast deal of ink in the
-superscription—was from Charley. Giving the wick of the lard-lamp
-another turn she begged me to read it aloud.
-
-Tearing off the envelope—drawing my chair a little nearer the fire and
-clearing my throat I read—
-
- Rev. W.——
-
- “_My dear W._—Elected! Apart from all nonsense and affectation
- I am heartily glad of it! of course I received the
- congratulations of every body here quietly, as if it was all a
- matter of course that I should be elected Senator, but with you
- I have no reserve. Know then, my _very_ dear W., that I am glad
- I am elected. For three reasons. First, because I am elected
- while just barely of the requisite age: Second, because I am
- elected by an overwhelming majority—20 to 1: Third, because it
- places me out in a free and higher field of usefulness and
- energy. Why I feel as if I had just begun my life. I have not
- attained the _end_—only the beginning of my ambition. I don’t
- think that it ought to be branded as _ambition_—this feeling of
- mine either. I _don’t_ think it is ambition. It is a purer
- feeling—A wish, an eagerness, a _nature_ to be doing,
- influencing, bettering as wide a sphere as I possibly can. I was
- elected without any _art_ on my part whatever. I told the people
- exactly what I was, and what I intended to try to do if they
- elected me. I intend to be just exactly what I am! If I were to
- try to appear other than exactly _that_ I would look as well as
- feel mean—my arm would falter in every gesture, my tongue
- stammer, my knees shake—I would become weak—weak physically,
- mentally, utterly! A pure-minded, single-intentioned,
- whole-souled manner in thought, word and deed has borne me thus
- far like a straight arrow from a true bow. It is the shortest,
- best way to cleave the future, I know.
-
- “There is a fourth reason why I do rejoice in my election. It is
- because I know that _you_ will rejoice in it. It is _you_ my
- friend who have made me high-thoughted and far-thoughted. It is
- _you_ who during the last twenty years have been my good
- genius—in your conversation when present with me—in your
- correspondence when absent from——”
-
-I read the rest of the letter to my wife, but it is entirely too
-flattering to me to be coolly written out here. Indeed I remarked all
-along, through the three more pages which followed, to my wife, that his
-encomiums were only the warm expressions of a warm soul unusually
-excited, and which must be taken with all allowance.
-
-Charley’s letter flushed me through and through. That my old friend
-should be elected Senator to congress from his State I hoped but hardly
-expected. Intimate companionship with a friend, you know, has a tendency
-to dwindle him in our eyes. Don’t misunderstand! Intimacy with such a
-man as Charles Bell makes one love and prize him more and more—but does
-_not_ make one think more and more that such a man is suited to be a
-grave and reserved Senator. It is just as it is with the Swiss peasant
-whose cabin is on a side of Mont Blanc—the hoary old mountain does not
-appear a tithe so sublime to him as it does to some traveler in the
-distance.
-
-I say I felt thoroughly warmed and rejoiced. I arose, put all my wife’s
-spools and scraps off the table into her lap, laid my portfolio and
-ink-stand upon it, begged my wife to absorb herself in her baby’s velvet
-cap, dipped my pen in the ink and now have written thus far.
-
-All my past intercourse with Charley rushes to my lips now, as tears do
-sometimes to one’s eyes. I want to tell just as briefly and distinctly
-as possible how he has risen from nothing to what he now is. I know much
-better than he—and if he reads this, it will do him good. Any-how, I
-feel in the mood of writing, and before I go to bed, if my baby don’t
-wake with the colic and my wife don’t interrupt me I will tell you
-exactly how Charley Bell became a United States Senator.
-
-The fact is, too, that I have a half-hope that some youth may read this
-and may get a word which may wake _him_ to a higher and nobler life than
-he has ever yet dreamed of. If the eye of any such a one rests on these
-pages, just one word my fine fellow. Forget for a little while that
-everlasting Julia whom you fell in love with last Tuesday a week ago,
-and read with all your soul of souls.
-
-I cannot exactly say when I did _not_ know Charley. He is some three
-years older than myself—he being about eighteen, and I about fifteen
-years of age when our friendship began to be a thing to be remembered.
-He looked when I saw him a year ago exactly as he did when we used first
-to chat cosily beside his fire-side, about Bulwer and Dora Anson. He is
-of a medium size, handsome, earnest face, forehead broad rather than
-high. There is a peculiar gentleman-look about him, wherever he is or
-whatever he is doing. He has such an enthusiastic sympathy with every
-man, woman and child he meets with that he is popular of course.
-
-His peculiarity, however, always consisted in a hunger after personal
-excellence. From our first acquaintance we made a distinct arrangement
-to tell each other of our faults as plainly as words could convey
-meaning. If he did not faithfully do his part toward me in this
-arrangement I am very, very much mistaken. He thought _aloud_ about
-me—told me exactly what I _was_, and what I was _not_. I did the same
-in regard to him. We have acted thus for many years now. We have been of
-vast benefit to each other—and will continue to be till we die.
-
-I do verily believe that this arrangement had a good deal to do in
-making him the man he is.
-
-Just in this way.
-
-When we first became intimate, and had made our arrangement as above, I
-opened the war by talking to him as follows:
-
-“Charley, my fine fellow, you are ambitious to be a good speaker.
-Now—you remember our little arrangement about correcting the faults of
-each other?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Well, the plain fact is you have got a most miserable, squeaking voice.
-Your chest is narrow, you stoop, you don’t have that broad, strong,
-manly appearance which is almost essential to a speaker.”
-
-I saw he winced under this. He _felt_ eloquence deeply—he _thought_
-eloquently—and forgot that the thought must be _expressed_ eloquently,
-or it is eloquence only to himself.
-
-That afternoon he made a pair of dumb-bells—and I do verily believe
-that he has hardly missed a day from that to this in which he has not
-exercised his chest and his voice in every possible way. No one would
-ever think _now_ that he was not always the broad-chested,
-powerful-voiced orator he is.
-
-It strikes me that even this little event had something to do with
-Charley in his becoming a Senator. You never saw a narrow-chested man
-who had any voice, energy or eloquence in your life. If _you_ have got a
-stoop, my boy, you had better correct it if you ever intend being any
-thing.
-
-I received from him one day a very, very plain exposition of one of my
-many faults. Never mind what it is. He pointed it out to me as you would
-point out a rattlesnake in a thicket to any companion you chanced to be
-walking with. I saw it—this vile fault of mine—and have been hunting
-it, and striking savagely at it, whenever I detect it stealing through
-my conduct with its accursed insidiousness ever since. Alas! it is “only
-skotched not killed” yet. But that is another matter. I only mention it
-to say that his very plain remarks gave an edge to my remarks, as I
-observed—
-
-“You are right, Charley, perfectly so—and I war against that accursed
-fault forever. But it reminds me of one of _yours_.”
-
-“Eh?”
-
-“Charley, you have a vile, offensive, disgusting habit of chewing
-tobacco. It is loathsome. If you would only keep the weed in your mouth,
-why it would only poison yourself—but you will be everlastingly
-spitting out its juice—and it poisons _me_—poisons me through sight,
-smell, hearing and feeling. Don’t use it any more.”
-
-True to his own true nature, he never took another quid. Whether this is
-one cause of his blooming health and firm nerve I will not say. I _will_
-say that it is one cause of his astonishing popularity with the
-ladies—whether _they_ know that it is or not—and thus one cause of
-this election of his as Senator.
-
-These faults of ours! I said they are like snakes. So they are.
-Sometimes a man catches sight of one of them lying full-length in its
-loathsomeness in his own conduct or conversation. Suppose the fault is
-self-conceit?—a disease of mentioning one’s self at all times, which
-you have contracted. Well, you see the same fault in some fool or other,
-or some Charley Bell tells you of it. The knowledge falls like a flash
-of daylight on the vice—you see it! If it would only perish—crawl
-_out_ of you, it would be well. But the vile thing—crawls _into
-you_—like a snake into its hole. It does not show its head while you
-are watching for it. A day or two passes. You forget about it—and it is
-out—drawing its filthy trail through all your conduct again.
-
-This is _not_ a digression. Because I wanted to say that Charley was a
-man of too strong a desire after personal excellence not to wage eternal
-war after such vermin. A shrewd observer would have known the existence
-of his besetting faults only by the unusual prominence of just the
-opposite virtues, just as you recognize the former drunkard in the man
-who has a special horror now of all that can intoxicate.
-
-There were several minor defects in Charley’s character, which I pointed
-out to him, but which he has so completely conquered that I have
-forgotten what they were.
-
-I really must say something about that Dora Anson affair.
-
-Dora was the brunette daughter of an established lawyer in our inland
-village. I see her as distinctly before me while I write, as if she
-_was_ before me. She was some sixteen years of age—had the usual amount
-of education and mind—was unaffected—warm-hearted—black haired and
-eyed—rosy-lipped—woman-rounded form. Charley fell in
-love—astonishingly in love with her. I was amazed. He was of an
-intellectual, though impulsive nature; and she had no conversational
-power—nothing in the world but a lively, natural, voluptuous sort of
-beauty, to recommend her to him.
-
-Astonishingly in love. He made love to her by flowers, and was accepted
-in the same way, before he went to college. He was absent a year. The
-very night of his return he went to a party at her father’s, which
-happened that night. He got a seat near her toward the close of the
-evening—in a low voice made a passionate appeal to her, although
-surrounded by company—went home—wrote her a still more passionate
-letter. He was too impulsive—frightened her—had his letter returned,
-and came to me, and as we sat on a log in the moonlight, told me the
-whole. He was about twenty years old then, and the affection had
-quickened, expanded, strengthened his heart even more than that
-chest-exercise had his lungs. There was a depth, and breadth, and force
-about his affection for Dora which stirred up his whole being. It rolled
-through him like a sea, deepening and washing out the sands of his heart
-till that heart became deep and broad. For months that love lived and
-worked in him; at last it died out like the steam from the engine of a
-steamship.
-
-When I see his hearty affection for his friends—his warm sympathy for
-all among whom he mingles, which gives him his wonderful popularity, I
-can trace it all back to that development of his heart under the hot
-summer of that love of his for Dora Anson. I do believe that the genial
-smile, the cordial manner, the melting persuasiveness of his tones, all
-owe their development, if not their origin, to that culture of his
-heart. The sun may have set which shone on his soul, but it left that
-soul all ruddy and ripe from its warm rays. If Dora had jilted him, it
-would have left him a soured man. If she had married him, it would have
-left him a satiated man. In either case it would have injured him. But
-she did not jilt him—did not marry him; he outgrew so sensuous a love
-as that, and somehow or other they drifted apart.
-
-I believe, however—and my wife, to whom I have just mentioned it,
-agrees with me—that his connection with Mr. Nelson had very much to do
-in making him the man he is.
-
-You see, when Charley had finished his law-studies, his father and
-mother were dead. He never had any brothers or sisters. One or two
-thousand dollars was his fortune. Being a young man—now some
-twenty-five—of fine appearance, and talents, and manners, he attracted
-the attention of Mr. Nelson, a keen and rich lawyer in the village, and
-in a few weeks he was settled in his office as a junior partner. For
-some six months Nelson seemed wonderfully attached to
-Charley—continually spoke of him with the loudest praise—over-rated
-him, in fact. At the close of this period, however, he suddenly took
-just as violent a set against Bell as he had before for him. Nobody ever
-knew the reason of this. I don’t think Nelson himself did. The truth is,
-the elder partner was a singular man. He always dressed neatly in
-black—was rather thin, with a stooping shoulder, a retreating forehead,
-a quick way of talking, and a rapid step. He was excessively hospitable
-and generous, more for the sake of being a sort of protector and
-superior of the guest than any thing else. Self-will was _the_ trait of
-his character.
-
-But I am writing about Charley, and have got no time to paint this
-Nelson. Enough to say that he took as vehement a dislike to Bell as he
-before had a liking. He ridiculed and opposed and thwarted him with an
-astonishing bitterness. Bell, at first, was staggered with
-astonishment—then cut to the very soul with such unkindness from the
-last man on earth from whom he expected it. But it did him great good.
-It corrected his blind confidence in every man completely, and gave him
-a quiet watchfulness of men in all his dealings with them, which was of
-immense benefit to him. It destroyed in an instant all his false and
-colored ideas of things. The faults of his character which Nelson
-pointed out and ridiculed, and made the ostensible cause of his
-alienation, were forever corrected—just as a wart is burnt off by
-corrosive sublimate. Nelson’s extravagant depreciation of him after such
-extravagant praise of him, gave him, in one word, an impulse to prove
-himself unworthy that depreciation and more than worthy the former
-praise, which did more for him than if his senior partner had given him
-years of the most careful instruction and countenance. Besides, it threw
-him suddenly on himself—made an independent man of him forever. Just
-what that chest-exercise did for his lungs, that Dora affair did for his
-heart, this Nelson matter did for his will—it deepened and broadened
-and strengthened it to an unusual degree—it did very much toward making
-him a Senator.
-
-My wife agrees with me that the little love affair of his with Marie
-McCorcle had not much if any effect on our friend. Failing a little in
-love with her when he was some twenty-six years old, for a remark she
-made in a speech when May Queen, he proposed in a note—was rejected in
-a note. Mounting his horse, he took a ride of some eleven days on
-business somewhere. On his return he was over with it, except of course
-the feeling of pique. The first day of his ride he chanted, as he told
-me, the words of her rejection to “Old Hundred,” all day long, over and
-over and over. The next day it was to a faster tune. He trotted his
-horse rapidly back, making his hoofs keep time to the swiftest jig of
-his recollection, as he rode into town with the words of her rejection
-still on his lips.
-
-The rest of my task is a pleasant one. I like to think about Annie
-Rennaugh—I love even to write her name. She was a cousin of Dora’s and
-resided in the same town. I cannot say that she was pretty—but I can
-say that she was beautiful. Just in this way. She was of a small,
-modest, quiet appearance. You would hardly look at her twice if you saw
-her in a promiscuous company. Only become acquainted with her, however,
-and an irresistible charm is upon you. There is such a delicious ease in
-all she says and does—such a deep mirth and artless confidence in her
-that conquers without observation.
-
-She was a special friend of Charley’s. He confided to her from the very
-first all his affair with Dora. I saw him one evening at a party with
-her. She was seated in a chair by the door, with a saucer of
-strawberries and cream in her lap. He was seated at her feet in the
-doorway—enjoying the summer air—conversing in a low, earnest tone with
-her as they took alternate teaspoonsful of the fruit. They were talking
-about Dora—Charley’s _ideal_ Dora—as earnestly as if they were talking
-love on their own account.
-
-Well, the full moon of Dora’s influence waxed into the full orb of its
-influence upon her lover, and then waned, and waned. His friendship,
-however, for Annie increased slowly—slowly, but most surely. When he
-was whirled away for those four weeks by Marie McCorcle, he told her all
-about it, and had, as usual, all her sympathy. Then he was off for
-college and corresponded with her regularly. I was with him in college.
-Many a time has he torn up—at my advice—the long letter he had written
-her, because it was entirely too warm, even though it was directed in
-the most _fraternal_ manner possible to “My dear Sister Annie,” and
-signed, “Your affectionate brother, Charles.”
-
-You can see immediately how it all ended. A friendship begun in mere
-indifference had ripened through six years into deep, genuine affection.
-He never dreamed that he loved Annie until he found that she was
-essential to his existence. For the first time he knew what true love
-was. He found that it was _not_ the sensual flush of passion, such as
-warmed him under the hot beauty of Dora—that it was _not_ the fever of
-the imagination which diseased him under the moonlight of Marie. He
-found that love was not a passion but a feeling; was not a fit but a
-condition; was not a hot flush of blood, but the quick, even,
-everlasting flow of the heart’s tide, giving health and life to the
-whole man.
-
-I am writing nothing but actual fact, and so I cannot say how he told
-Annie his love and how she accepted him. He has talked to me—I do
-believe in all it amounts to several hundred hours—about Dora and
-Marie. He has quoted to me at least one dozen dozen times every word
-that ever passed between him and them, but he never told me any thing
-about his love conversation with Annie. They are married. They seem
-perfectly happy in the quiet possession of each other and of the
-blue-eyed baby boy that laughs in their arms.
-
-This was the making of Charles Bell. A remark of mine has led to the
-development of his noble form, and the establishment of that full health
-so essential to successful labor. His love for Dora has expanded his
-heart and warmed and flushed him all through and through with an
-affection and persuasion and love, that shows itself in his every tone
-and smile and clasp of the hand and word. His affair with Marie has
-cultivated his imagination perhaps. His painful experience with Mr.
-Nelson has corrected all false ideas of men—has given him caution,
-self-possession, self-reliance and energy. He has learned to meet things
-as they come; to do his utmost, and then, not only not murmur at
-whatever happens but actually to acquiesce, to rejoice in every event.
-Annie is an infinite blessing to him. He is full of impulse, and she, by
-a silent, irresistable influence, controls and directs it. He is full of
-noble aspiration but inclined to be fickle—she is ever pouring oil on
-the fire of his soul as with an unseen angel hand—is silent and
-uncongenial when he wanders from his better self—and thus draws him
-quietly but irresistibly back.
-
-Of course there were many circumstances in politics and situation which
-conspired to elevate him to his present position. I have only alluded to
-the quiet under-current of his private life. I wrote what I have written
-only because I felt like doing so. I do not think either he or Annie
-will be offended at my freedom should they read this—especially as I
-have not mentioned his State or his real name. I am heartily sick of all
-romance and romantic ideas and descriptions of men and women, but I do
-look upon the “Hon. Charles Bell and his amiable lady,” as the
-Washington papers will call them, as two of the finest persons in all my
-knowledge. Both are most sincere Christians, and singular as it may seem
-to some, I regard their companionship and mutual influence as one which
-is to last not only through this poor world, but through all eternity. I
-would like exceedingly to write out my ideas on this point, but I cannot
-do it now. Besides, the editor may be married to a second wife, and in
-that case, would most certainly refuse admission to this little sketch
-in the pages of his magazine.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- FUNERAL OF ALLSTON.
-
-
- BY ELIHU SPENCER.
-
-
- Speaking of Allston, I was told in Boston that his funeral was
- by torch-light, after nine in the evening, and one of the most
- impressive and befitting ceremonies ever witnessed. _New York
- Correspondent Nat. Intelligencer._
-
- Not in the glare of day—
- Not to the common eye:
- But lay that dreamless brow away
- When night is on the sky—
- When darkness drops her noiseless pall,
- And torches light the funeral.
-
- Not in the glare of day—
- Not in the pomp of wo:
- Let nature veil the sanctity
- Of tears, that none may know
- Whose hushed but earnest griefs belie
- The clamors of hypocrisy.
-
- Not in the glare of day—
- Not by the reeking mart:
- He loved the lone and twilight way,
- The night-fall of the heart—
- When, passion, pride and sense subdued,
- The spirit wrought in solitude.
-
- Not in the glare of day—
- Not to the common eye:
- And though ye lay that brow away
- When night is on the sky,
- Long years shall yet remember well
- The poet-painter’s burial.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- A LEAF FROM THE JOURNAL OF FLORENCE WALTON.
-
-
- BY MISS SUSAN A. STUART.
-
-
- “It was not strange, for in the human breast
- Two master-passions cannot co-exist.”
-
-
-“What a picture of delicious comfort, dear Aunt Mary,” said Cora Norton,
-as throwing herself into the luxurious depths of a _Voltaire_ chair, and
-placing her pretty little feet on the low fender, she looked around her
-Aunt Mary’s _snuggery_.
-
-A cold, misty rain was falling without; but the ample crimson curtains
-were drawn closely, so that no evidence of the inclemency of the weather
-was visible within to its two inmates. The cheerful, crackling fire
-threw over the chamber and its occupants “fitful gleams and red,” as
-drawn closely on the opposite sides of the fire-place they chatted
-cosily together.
-
-“Yes, Aunt Mary, you have so much comfort, so much repose, that I can
-enter _con amore_ into your feelings, as you thus sit so tranquilly in
-your well-lined, little nest, and take a bird’s-eye view of the
-bustling, plotting, never-resting world. But, dearest aunty, your
-darling little pony has just tired me sufficiently, so as to leave me in
-a state of quiescence, in which state one of your pleasant reminiscences
-of by-gone days would prove very acceptable. I hope, my dear aunty, you
-know how to take a slight hint, for I am awfully modest about asking
-favors.” And she crossed her little hands demurely on her lap, settled
-herself still more comfortably, and with an asking smile on her roguish,
-pretty face nodded her head in a very patronizing manner at her aunt,
-saying, “_Commencez-donc, s’il vous plaît, ma bonne_.”
-
-“Well! my little chatterbox, is your tongue worn out at last, and you
-really wish to play the part of listener! But, what shall I tell you?
-Let us see! Florence Walton,” continued the old lady musingly, as she
-rubbed her spectacles with her silk apron. “Yes, yes, she is given to
-ridicule herself, and might _one_ day suffer from it, as my poor
-Florence has done. Here, Co, count the stitches for the heel in this
-stocking for me, with your young eyes, and I will try to think over
-something about her.”
-
-“You have seen Florence Walton here,” said Mrs. Jordan, as Cora handed
-her knitting back to her, “but you must forget her looks, if you wish to
-have before your mind’s eye the proud, beautiful girl of my narrative. A
-petted and spoiled child was Florence, when she and I were school-mates.
-An only child—beautiful, talented, and winning in her affectionate
-ways—with parents, who were the happy _slaves_ to her slightest
-caprices, how could it be otherwise?”
-
-“I remember, as though but yesterday, when she was ushered in among us
-school-girls by Madame Gaspard. As natural, we all sat silent and
-restrained before the new-comer, who, unused to school-discipline, and
-in all the freedom of her, but just-quitted, home-circle, was in the
-habit of giving speech to the first thoughts that presented themselves
-to mind, without caring for their fitness, and too proud to show respect
-for our opinions, like another school-girl among utter strangers would
-have done.
-
-“Yes! I recollect it as freshly as yesterday, and see before me now the
-bright, fearless creature, as with an impatient toss of her glossy
-ringlets she said half-pettishly—‘Pleasant as my home, indeed! I wish I
-was there now, at any-rate, for I feel here as a cat _must_ feel in a
-strange garret.’ And a smile parted her saucy lips, as we broke into
-hearty laughter at this _compliment_ from the new girl.
-
-“That quaint phrase of Florence Walton’s introduced her at once, and
-frolick and fun finished the evening. Many, and many were the scrapes
-that her wit and laughter-loving propensity has brought upon her, but
-through all her affairs beamed forth the evidence of a noble, generous,
-bold, but quick temper, impossible to daunt, but, like the generality of
-impulsive temperaments, led child-like and trusting through the
-affections. I have seen Florence in after-years, for we were
-school-mates a long, long time, throw herself in a perfect abandonment
-of tears on her bed, after answering saucily and with light laughter,
-some friend whom she dearly prized—and yet, after remonstrances from me
-and advice for the future would reply—‘In vain, dear Mary, all your
-good advice, and so would be my promises of amendment, were I foolish
-enough to make them. I know, dear friend, my besetting sin—know it, and
-I assure you, I most deeply deplore my weakness, which would prevent me
-from making good any promise I might make you or myself for the future.
-As well ask the bird not to fly, or the fish not to swim, as to make me
-promise when irritated, not to use my only weapon—ay! sharper, I will
-admit, than a two-edged sword. Mary, it is my misfortune more than my
-fault. I have felt—keenly, bitterly felt—how wrong I am in acting
-thus. In casting from me by ridicule and foolish jests, friends whose
-affection I dearly prize. Oh! you cannot tell how I have struggled—how
-in my own heart-communings I have determined to be more guarded for the
-future. But the future was ever as the _past_. My sin is too strong, and
-I too weak.’
-
-“Many such conversations have we held together and I, Cora, was a wicked
-sinner myself, then, and knew not God, nor the efficacy of prayer,
-therefore I could not tell the erring, but warm-hearted girl, to cast
-her burthen at the foot of the Cross; and that from the knowledge of her
-_weakness_ would come her _strength_, for that He, the Mighty One, loved
-to help the weak ones, who come as suppliants to his throne. Ah! yes, we
-were wicked, and only thought of such things not being _respectable_,
-instead of their sinfulness!
-
-“Time sped on, working his changes as he ever does, and our school-days
-passed like our girlhood, never to return. Florence and I made every
-promise of everlasting friendship when we parted; kept, too, I believe
-as faithfully as if made in more mature years. The first letter I
-received from her after we had both left for our homes, told me of the
-death of her father, which was very sudden. The newspapers announced
-shortly after this, the demise of her remaining parent, and my heart
-clung still more fondly to her, poor thing, for she had no brothers or
-sisters to sympathize with her in this sad bereavement. She was now
-alone to struggle with the cold world, which made no allowance for her
-faults of the head, but were visited upon her as crimes of a darker die.
-
-“Years elapsed, and nothing more reached me of Florence. I married your
-uncle, dear Cora, and spent many, many happy years with him _here_, in
-my little nest as you term it, when death also came to tear him from me.
-Then, too, with my sorrow, came the oftener thoughts of my girl-friend,
-Florence Walton. Wondering had she ever married—was she a mother, a
-widow—and still above all came the wish that I could see her once
-again. I had written to her frequently, but my letters were never
-answered, and so I began to imagine that time had blotted out _my_ name
-from ‘memory’s page,’ or that she had gone forth into the world under
-some other cognomen, and that my letters had failed to reach her.
-Somehow, I could never think her dead, there was too much life and
-liveliness in my ideal of her, to join them together.
-
-“Other thoughts began to have influence over me, when one day among
-letters and papers, came one, bearing my name in her own hand-writing!
-That old, familiar penmanship brought back, like some fondly remembered
-strain of music, thoughts of childhood’s happy days, and my heart leaped
-forth in love welcome to the writer ere I broke the envelope. How much
-more were my feelings stirred within me, when the warm, passionate
-nature of Florence beamed forth in every line. She proffered a visit to
-me, telling me, that she too had known sorrow, deep, lasting—and when
-she thought of my happiness, she could not bear to lay open the still
-tender wound; but I had suffered, as she had very recently learned, and
-could therefore without additional heart-pangs give my sympathy to a
-friend, my own, old, wayward, school-friend.”
-
-“How quickly did I respond, and urge her to come speedily, and she
-came.”
-
-“Yes, dear aunty,” said Cora, “I recollect her now. I was a tiny one, it
-is true, but I remember well a lady, who dressed in mourning, and was
-accustomed to walk evening after evening up and down the broad portico
-with you, while I, too, would endeavor to keep pace with you, till tired
-out I have thrown myself across the door-step and slept, unconsciously,
-until you became aware of ‘my small existence,’ and gave me to Elsie, to
-put in bed.”
-
-“Yes, dear Co, I plead guilty; for the fascination of Florence’s
-conversation, tinctured, too, with sadness, was sufficient to make any
-one forget their own identity. It was during that visit she narrated all
-that happened to her during our separation. But, as I am but little
-skilled as a _raconteuse_, I will, after Elsie has given us our tea,
-lend you her journal to glance over. She said, when she gave it to me,
-‘This journal, my dear Mary, will bring me and my trials sometimes
-before your eyes; for I cannot bear to be utterly forgotten by the one
-being who has loved me through evil as well as good report. Besides, I
-think it sinful to remind myself, by looking over these blotted
-pages—which, strange incongruity as it may appear, I cannot bear the
-idea of destroying—as they make me unhappy and discontented, by
-recalling times past, that were better forever to lie buried in
-Oblivion’s stream.’
-
-“There, Co, is the manuscript—rather formidable in its closely written
-pages; but to me, so full of interest, that I should have read it were
-it six times as long. So, read it to yourself, dear, after you have
-given me my tea, and then I will attend to my little domestic concerns;
-for though ’tis, indeed, but a ‘wee nest,’ yet the birds of the air do
-not minister to me.”
-
-“Thank you, dear aunty. Now, Elsie, my good Elsie, please hurry with the
-tea-waiter; for I am so famished with _curiosity_ to read these yellow
-leaves, that I will pardon any supper, if ’tis not _comme il faut_, if
-you will only hurry!”
-
-My readers will imagine the refreshment past—the wick of the lamp
-raised—the shade adjusted—and the fair Cora, with her head supported
-by one tiny hand, hid in a shower of curls, seated at the centre-table,
-in the most comfortable of all chairs, and deeply intent upon the pages
-of
-
-
- THE JOURNAL
-
-_Tuesday night, June._—Well, ’tis over. To-day I arrived in my new
-home; and setting aside my longing after a _home_-feeling, which I have
-ever felt since the death of my dear, dear mother, there is no place
-that promises more domestic enjoyments than Alton; especially if Clare,
-my cousin, will love me and let me love her. She is a pretty girl, not
-beautiful, I admit, but sufficiently comely. My good, kind uncle, too! I
-can love _him_, I know; for how careful—how very, very tender was he of
-my feelings on our road hither. My room, also, is very nicely arranged;
-and as I glance around, I think I may again be happy, _even_, though I
-am dependent on my uncle’s bounty. I must to sleep now, for I am too
-sleepy now for aught else.
-
-_Monday._—Several days have elapsed since I last wrote; and I begin to
-love my old uncle in reality. There is yet another member of our small
-family circle, whom I did not see the first day of my arrival. It is an
-old lady, claiming cousinship with my Uncle Alton, and carrying herself
-with quite an “_air_” to myself. Very strict, too, she seems in her
-religious views; and yet sadly lacking in herself that charity for
-others which, in my eyes, is the light, “pure and undefiled.” Ah, me! I
-must stop, or I shall be wanting in that which I am so lauding. How
-lonely—how very lonely do I yet feel! no nearer my _home_ of the heart
-yet, I fear me. My uncle I love; but—my Cousin Clare is so strange. Can
-she love, or is she like one of those incomprehensible characters of
-whom I have read, who keep all those feelings hidden deep within their
-heart of hearts, until they die away of themselves, leaving them in
-reality as callous as she now seems to me. I have tried to settle myself
-to my usual employments. I sew, I read, and tune my guitar occasionally;
-and often wander out, with my books, into those grand old woods around
-Alton, and sitting there under their deep, dark shadows, find
-companionship in my thoughts. My Cousin Clare I did ask once to
-accompany me, but was refused, on account of household duties; and Mrs.
-Dudley added, with an expression of countenance, to emphasize her
-speech, “Clare, Miss Walton, thinks of others besides herself. For my
-part, I never admired those tramps through the woods, of which some
-young ladies are so fond.” And her mouth was settled into that
-self-complacent expression, as if perfectly satisfied of the effect
-produced on me—imagining that poor I must be abashed into utter
-prostration before the majesty of her disapproval. Nevertheless, I still
-walk, and will continue doing so, with or without approval, which I
-neither value nor seek.
-
-_Thursday night, July._—What a difference will the arrival of an
-agreeable person make in a country-house. Now, yesterday and to-day are
-so rapid, compared with the preceding weeks. There has been an arrival
-at Alton. No less a personage than Col. Dudley, a nephew, by marriage,
-to my old plague. His health, it seems, is not very good—and he passes
-the summer here to re-establish it. He lives in the “sunny South,” and
-gives me some glowing descriptions of it. I have some one now who is in
-reality a companion; but, although this seems equally agreeable to me,
-and to himself, it does not seem to be relished as well by Mrs. Dudley.
-
-_Sunday, September._—Many weeks have elapsed since I have written in my
-journal. I have been so happy, that I took no note of time. Col. Dudley
-has been my constant companion; and Mrs. Dudley, his aunt, though always
-making little plans and plots to draw him into her own and Clare’s
-society—from which I am as much excluded by my own choice, as their
-habitual reserve—has not succeeded as yet. I am sure to find him at my
-side, whether in a walk or ride. And these same glorious woods—so old,
-so grand—how beautiful they are becoming now, as the “melancholy days”
-draw nigh. What made the poet say the autumn days were the “saddest of
-the year.” I am sure he must have been indulging in a poetical license,
-for to me they are infinitely joyous and gladsome. I know—I feel that
-Hugh Dudley loves me; and yet why does he not ask me to be his. Perhaps
-he waits for a manifestation of my feelings for _him_; but _that_ I
-shall never evince, dearly as I love him. I know that he is proud—so
-much so, that much as I love a proud man, it becomes almost a fault in
-him. But I am also proud; and where I most love, there am I always the
-most reserved. I wish him to know “I would be wooed, and not unsought be
-won.”
-
-_Wednesday night._—How happy! how immeasurably happy am I! I can hardly
-realize these joyous feelings! I have just entered my chamber, too
-excited for sleep; and seeing my journal lying close to the
-writing-desk, have opened it to put in words, my joy. It appears
-unaccountable to me, how, for one moment, I could have imagined myself
-happy before, when I compare my present ecstatic feelings to what I can
-remember of ever experiencing. It seems that my heart is opening in
-love, to the whole world. I could even take Mrs. Dudley with the kindest
-affection to it, if she would allow me; but why or wherefore she
-_dislikes_ me, and _will_ manifest that feeling for me. Even my
-perceptions of the beautiful have grown so much the more lively; and the
-meanest thing of earth—the mossy trunk—the cloudlet—the sky—the
-stream—the wild-flower—are _all_ floating in an atmosphere of light
-and beauty. And why is all this? Oh! my proud heart, you are now
-satisfied; and you can answer, why this ecstatic feeling. _I love_ and
-_I am loved_! Hugh Dudley—_my own_ Hugh—has told me this in words—so
-wondrously eloquent—and has, at last, sued me to become his wife. He
-wished our marriage to take place at once; but for all sufficient
-reasons, I have begged him to defer it till next summer. Then I will go
-forth with him among strangers—with him who is my world. I have found
-at last my _home_ of the heart. ’Tis in his love—his ardent,
-disinterested love. And why did I not marry him at once, and go with him
-to his own sunny home? I could not, proud heart that I am, bear to owe
-the very dress in which I should be decked at the altar, to the bounty
-of my uncle—how much less to Col. Dudley. Though I have a home with
-them—that is, shelter and food—yet my right hand should be cut off,
-ere I would take pecuniary aid from any. They all look cold upon me now,
-even my uncle. I have ever conducted myself respectfully—nay, even
-affectionately toward him; but, for some reason or other, he has altered
-toward me, and I have drawn myself again into my reserve. I have
-undoubtedly thwarted some cherished plan of his, with respect to Clare
-and Dudley; but even my _dependence_ on him—_gratitude_ will not be
-forced—will not allow me to regret what has happened. Oh! so
-contented—so blest am I—that cold looks from the world are unregarded,
-so long as I am conscious of his love. I had been sick, and sad, for two
-days and more; my heart and head seemed bursting, for I could hear, in
-my chamber (where sickness kept me prisoner) the sound of mirth and
-enjoyment going on below. Even the unwonted laugh of Clare was echoing
-merrily, as if my absence kindled a fire of joy in her bosom of ice; and
-my jealous heart told me she was happy, because of the attentions of
-Col. Dudley. I could not endure the thought of his wasting upon her one
-smile—one word beyond those of common civility. Very, very wicked was I
-on that bed of sickness; for every time I could hear the voice of Mrs.
-Dudley calling upon my cousin, in a gladdened tone, I would half utter
-aloud, “Yes! that vile old woman is satisfied now. She thinks he will
-love that icicle—that automaton.” Yes, wicked I was, indeed; but then,
-sick and suffering, I should have been treated with more sympathy by
-those under whose roof I then was eating the bread of dependence, it
-would have made it less bitter—not near so choking. _One_ ceremonious
-visit for the day from Clare—one message of inquiry from my uncle, was
-the sole interest that was bestowed upon me. How can it be wondered at,
-then, if my heart grew bitter toward them; ay, even to him, for if he
-inquired, it was never told me. But the bitterness I felt toward him was
-different from that which I felt toward my uncle and cousin. When I
-reflected on their conduct, there was a mingling of anger and revenge;
-when on him, the tears would rush to my eyes, an aching feeling to my
-heart, and I would say, “Could I only die now, would he shed one tear,
-or be saddened by the cold, pale face of her whom he must have known
-felt something for him beside mere friendship.” And then I would hide my
-eyes in the pillow, and weep in pity over the sad fate of myself which I
-thus pictured.
-
-As these bitter, bitter thoughts careered through my brain—increasing
-its ache—how did I sigh for the rest of the grave. “For the living know
-that they shall die: but the dead know not any thing, neither have they
-any more a reward; for the memory of them is forgotten. Also their
-_love_, and their hatred, and their envy is now perished; neither have
-they any more a portion for ever in any thing that is done under the
-sun.” I snatched my journal—in my longing to unburthen myself of my
-weight of wo—and scribbled what I here transcribe, but which from shame
-I have since torn out:
-
-“Why, oh Father! didst thou see fit to throw me here in this bitter
-world, to suffer and to struggle _alone_! Alone must I suffer—alone am
-I in my love—alone in my despair—and when dying solitary, and I am
-bore to the rest of the grave, I shall be unwept, unthought of. Well! be
-it so; only, Father, teach me to bow in submission and to drink without
-murmuring of the bitter cup. I already look upon the tomb, as the
-storm-tossed mariner to his haven of safety, ‘where the wicked cease
-from troubling and the weary are at rest.’ Ah! how few care what the
-motherless one, cut off from the world by poverty and other adverse
-circumstances, must endure. My wishes and my hopes are mine, and mine
-_alone_. I feel, as I imagine the deaf and dumb one does, whose heart is
-full of love, and bright, warm, beautiful fancies, and who cannot give
-them words. To whom can I utter them? All, all these feelings must be
-forever buried in the depths of mine own sad heart, and nothing but the
-froth, the foam, and the weeds, be thrown on the surface for the world’s
-gaze. Oh! how I envy those who have fond parents—a dear brother—a
-loving sister. How I long for a sympathy—a resting-place for my
-affections, which I despair of ever finding on earth, but which I hope I
-may realize with Him, the Father, who has given me this capability of
-loving.”
-
-This was written after hearing what my imagination—heated with fever
-and jealousy—construed into a light laugh from Dudley, immediately
-under my window. I knew it was _him_, for I heard the crashing sound of
-his boot-heel on the gravel, and the mingling tones of his aunt and
-Clare. They had all been walking—for I sprang from the bed to ascertain
-the fact. Yes, walking! For Clare was leaning on his arm; her sun-bonnet
-dangling by the string from her hand, and to my jealous eye she had
-never looked so near to beautiful. Her cheeks were flushed, and a smile
-_almost_ loving parted her lips as she looked up into his face. They had
-stopped to admire a flower, over which Mrs. Dudley still leaned, and
-he—apparently—was describing some of the same kind he possessed. How I
-hated Clare, at the moment, there standing with her hand upon his arm,
-when there was no necessity for the support; loving him, too, as I knew
-she must—though in what manner I could not picture to myself—for I had
-ever thought from her impassable nature it was the blood of _fishes_
-which filled her veins. As I looked upon the group my dejection became
-intensified into agony. I felt utterly _alone_, and I wished for some
-kind Samaritan to pour the oil of sympathy into my bleeding wounds. It
-was then I wrote, and in the despair of my soul I felt that all was
-vanity and bitterness, and that I had deceived myself entirely—yes,
-blindly deceived myself. _He_ cared not for _me_—whilst I was writhing
-in pain, _he_ was merrily and gleefully laughing with those whom he
-knew, as well as I did, loved me not.
-
-How changed my feelings now from those penned above, wrung from me by
-jealousy and despair! ’Tis as if I had been groping in some dark,
-noisome cave alone—ay, alone and fearful—and had suddenly entered an
-inner chamber, before unknown, where a thousand lights are dancing and
-reflecting against its brilliant columns and gem-like stalactites
-pendent from its illuminated sides and dome—so beautiful—so sudden has
-been the change. To begin at the beginning and tell how came this
-change.
-
-For three days had I kept my room. On the afternoon of the third I stole
-out unobserved, as I thought, and made my way to the old, sombre-looking
-forest—my favorite haunt—where, under its dark, umbrageous trees, amid
-its gloom and solitude, I sought for companionship for my own sad
-thoughts. Seated on a fallen tree, turning with my foot the dry leaves
-listlessly, and hearing the moaning and sighing of the breeze through
-the tree tops. No other sound reached me; but I started up wildly—for
-sickness had made me nervous—as a hand was laid upon my arm, and
-scarcely heard his loved voice, softened into tenderness, for the loud
-beating of my own poor heart.
-
-“I hope that I have not frightened you much, dear Florence. Have you, at
-last, got well?”
-
-“Not entirely; but I am better, Colonel Dudley, though still I have some
-remains of my headache.” And I closed my eyes, which were rapidly
-filling with tears, and turned from him my face, that he might not
-observe them.
-
-“Your illness has been a sad, sad trial to me, Florence,” said he,
-softly. “I missed you more than I can tell you. My nights have been
-sleepless from anticipation and from disappointment at not seeing you,
-as I hoped each day to do, when I arose. How I sighed for your
-companionship. Even after I went to my chamber last night, I again left
-it when the whole house seemed to be quiet, and wandered _here_ to your
-favorite spot where so oft I have listened to you. I have inquired each
-day concerning you till I am fearful I tired the patience of both your
-cousin and uncle. They said you were only slightly unwell, but that it
-was your custom to keep your room when annoyed by companionship not
-pleasing to your taste, made fastidious by a long residence in the city
-and by novel-reading! You see how candid I am, but I have my reasons for
-being thus explicit. I thought them unkind—I began to think if I were
-the one who had wearied you, and memory, faithful to your charming ways,
-said at once ‘no’—for I could see that my company was more welcome than
-that of my aunt and your cousin. Nay, start not from me, dear Florence,
-I mean nothing to injure the most sensitive delicacy, but to show you
-the meditations to which I have been led by your sickness, and let you
-decide for me whether my future is to be happiness, almost too great for
-reality, or entire wretchedness. I blame you not for not seeking the
-society of either your cousin or my aunt, for neither are, or could be
-congenial; and who, I am sure, from some cause or other, are not
-friendly to you. Tell me now, why did you not send me even one word,
-formal though it might have been, to my bouquet—arranged with as much
-skill as I possessed, and bearing its Oriental meaning for your eye to
-read?”
-
-“Your bouquet!” And in my surprise I turned to him my face, forgetful of
-my tears. “When did you send it—and by whom?”
-
-“Tears, dearest Florence! Did you not receive it? But say that, and a
-load will have been lifted from my heart. Did not Miss Clare bring you
-one from me yesterday morning?”
-
-“Never; nor even the simplest inquiry has reached me from you.” And my
-eyes looked the reproach I did not utter.
-
-“Strange, very strange! What could have been their motives for this
-conduct? Yesterday, dear Florence, I sent a bouquet, hoping that it
-would commence what I have so long wished but feared to tell you. I sent
-you a rose-bud and other flowers, of which you yourself told me the
-language when we sat by the window, one rainy afternoon, longing to be
-out for this same walk. You laughingly did as I requested you,
-instructed me into their meaning, and I said that when I sent a bouquet
-so arranged, the lady who might receive it must think it uttered what I
-feared to say. Ah! Florence, I was sure that you knew I was speaking in
-serious earnestness, for your face colored brightly, and I could see the
-trembling of the little fingers as you began to untie the flowers,
-though you carefully kept your face averted. Will you be angry with me
-when I say, that I began _then_ to hope what I so earnestly wish to ask
-from you? Do you not understand me, Florence?”
-
-I answered not, but sat with face averted, and head bowed, to hide the
-emotions his words caused.
-
-“Your answer is needless, for I know that you long ago have understood
-my heart. Yes; last night in this your favorite spot I sat me down to
-think upon you, and your winning, artless character. I felt that with
-you I should be content to exclaim,
-
- ‘Oh! that the desert were my dwelling-place,
- With one fair spirit for my minister,
- That I might all forget the human race,
- And, hating no one, love but only her.’
-
-And that fair spirit you are conscious, sweet Florence, must be
-yourself. Say, will you be willing, dear one, to minister to me through
-life?”
-
-I could hardly repress the low cry of joy which sprung from my heart to
-my lips, yet I did so, and sat apparently calm at his side, whilst he
-continued still more passionately—
-
-“Yes; _you_, dearest Florence, are the fair spirit whom I devotedly
-love. Tell me, can you—will you be mine? And, though a desert be not
-our dwelling-place, make with your love a paradise of my earthly
-habitation. Say—answer me _now_, Florence, dear one—will you be my
-wife?”
-
-I did not answer—I could not; but I leaned my face against his
-shoulder, and, as his arm encircled me, he bent down his head and
-whispered what answer he wished me to make. We left _our_ favorite walk
-engaged—with _one_ hope—_one_ love—_one_ joy. As if in charming
-coincidence with our happiness, how gloriously beautiful was the aspect
-worn by surrounding objects. And we asked one another, in sympathy,
-could any thing in England, France, or Italy—in the way of trees—be
-equal to our forests, as they then appeared? So many kinds—so many
-shades—so differing in foliage: now dense and rich in living green—now
-sparse, showing the satiny boughs of the elm, or the rich brown trunk of
-oak, or its mossy covering—now the light, feathery foliage waving as in
-spring—all so varying, yet commingling, and from their very contrasts
-making the effect more striking, and forming a whole of harmony, like
-unto some gorgeous picture. And then the sunset, as we stood on a rising
-hill to gaze upon his setting, on this our happy evening! ’Twas as
-glorious as ever Italia’s sky could boast. Little cloudlets of burnished
-gold, whose upper edge wore a pale violet hue, were floating in a sea of
-rose; whilst above and around was the pure azure canopy. And all these
-were changing in form and tint, as lower, and still more low, sunk the
-sun—like the fabled changes of the dying dolphin—till the whole
-sobered down into the soft gray of twilight. Then we turned for our walk
-home. How tenderly did he fold my shawl around me, and whisper lovingly
-as he drew my hand under his arm, that I must be careful now of my
-health for _his_ sake, if I would not for my own!
-
-As we turned into the graveled walk leading directly to the house, we
-met Clare and Mrs. Dudley. I saw them before he was aware they were
-approaching, for his head was bent toward me as he uttered words of joy
-which thrilled my heart, so long aching for sympathy and _his_ love,
-with a happiness almost amounting to agony. How red grew my face as
-their eyes looked full upon us! How surprised the stare, how cold their
-passing salutation to us both! But little either of us recked now. Every
-thing with me was forgotten but the certainty of his loving me, and my
-promise to become his wife. When he has gone—ah! here comes the gloomy
-shadow in my picture of light. I will form some plan to make sufficient
-money, that I may not be dependent on any one for my simple outfit, and
-then we will marry, as I said, next summer. Now, I can only think of my
-happiness, which is too ecstatic for me yet to realize.
-
-_Tuesday, Oct._—A fortnight has dragged on—ah! yes: how truly is it
-described when I say _dragged_ since _his_ departure, and I wonder to
-myself how was it possible that I ever should endure this place without
-him—my sunlight!—my joy! In one of the literary papers which my uncle
-takes is a notice of premiums, to be awarded to the successful
-competitors, for tales, essays, etc. I have determined to become one. I
-have often written—may I not succeed? I _will_ succeed. I have a good
-plan, too, for a story, founded upon an incident in the life of my old
-hero-like grandfather. So, adieu my old friend, my journal, for awhile;
-for I must bend all my existent energies on my _prize_ story—as I
-_will_ it to be. In doing that and answering Hugh’s letters, the time at
-my disposal will be entirely taken up. The prizes will be awarded before
-Christmas. I am beginning to think Mrs. Dudley and Clare suspect my
-engagement to Hugh.
-
-_November 28th._—Joy! joy! and now for the details—to confide to you,
-my journal, in what that joy consists! My uncle opened the mail-bag, as
-usual, this morning whilst we sat at breakfast. There were two gentlemen
-present, beside our family circle, and one of them, a wealthy gentleman
-from a neighboring city, and who has always shown himself peculiarly
-polite and attentive, at the same time an interesting and intellectual
-companion. Mrs. Dudley and Clare—I forever _couple_ them together, for
-it seems to me they have only _one_ mind for their two bodies, and of
-course, but a small portion for each—imagine I am “setting my cap” for
-him; and according to their general custom, endeavor to set me in the
-worst possible light in his eyes. Well! _revenons à nos moutons_, my
-uncle placed two letters before me as my share of the precious bag,
-remarking as he did so:
-
-“One from your punctual correspondent at the South, and one from
-Philadelphia. What beau in that city, Floy, do you write to?”
-
-“Why, Miss Walton”—in a most insulting tone, said Mrs. Dudley—“is not
-this foolish correspondence with my nephew dropped by _him_ yet? If it
-were not for its improbability, I should begin to fear there was
-something serious in it; but, then your encouragement of his attentions
-was so very open, that Clare and I said it could only have been for your
-amusement and his, to make the time pass to two idlers. But, once for
-all, pray inform me as _his_ aunt, did you ever dream of any reality in
-your game?”
-
-How the hot blood rushed to my temples as I convulsively grasped the
-letters to place in my pocket. Yet my pride came to the rescue at this
-wanton insult, and at which her assistant in her schemes, Clare, sat
-smiling, triumphantly rejoicing in this vulgar attack—so turning to
-her, with a light laugh of scorn, I replied:
-
-“_Your nephew!_ Humph! Yes; your supposition does credit to your _ever_
-rightly judging and far-seeing mind. My flirtation with _your kinsman_
-could, of course, be only for one’s amusement in the country!”
-
-I had paid her back, certainly, for the poor, wicked old creature’s face
-colored up in anger as she said:
-
-“Oh! very well, very well, indeed, Miss Walton. That is a nice speech
-for a coquette to make about an absent gentleman in the presence of
-another.”
-
-I made _her_ no further answer, but finishing my coffee, left the room
-to read my letters. I could not help making this answer to her at the
-time; yet, I sincerely regret it now. It seems like treason against my
-love to utter such a thing about _him_, even to retaliate upon her. The
-first letter I opened was from Hugh Dudley—breathing the most devoted
-love—begging me to shorten his term of exile, and let him come, at
-once, to claim me for his own. The other was from the editor of the
-——, and contained a check for one hundred dollars! My story had
-obtained the second prize. Now, I _can_ think about what Hugh has
-written, I will write to him to-morrow, and tell him I will consider his
-proposition. I must not grant it at once, for I am ashamed to let him
-see how much I love him.
-
-_December 18th._—How busy they are preparing for Christmas; yet I
-cannot enter into their feelings of mirth. A presentiment is haunting
-me—a shadow, like the gloom of the grave, is around me. I cannot answer
-why this is so. Foolish that I am! I have gone forth to my favorite
-walk; I have recalled the words—the vows of love—his tender looks, as
-he offered them; and yet the cold, dead feeling at my heart will not be
-driven forth. As I entered the parlor yesterday, in the dim twilight,
-softly—for I was thinking sadly, as I am wont _now_—I heard Mrs.
-Dudley say to Clare, “_Depend on it, Hugh Dudley will not marry_ HER _at
-least_.” I do not think she saw me; but Clare’s cold eyes rested on me
-with a most malignant glance, as I quickly drew back, ere they should be
-aware of my entrance. I know, oh, heart of mine! how foolish ’tis for me
-to grieve. Is this the confidence I have in his love—his vows—his
-honor—to be thus shaken for _one_ moment by the assertions of an
-evil-minded and plotting old woman, who manifestly hates me. I _will_
-tear this feeling from me. I will not despond—I will trust in you, my
-own noble-hearted Hugh.
-
-_January._—’Tis strange! no letters from Col. Dudley. Can he be ill?
-Oh! this sickening suspense—this living death! I fancy, too, that my
-enemies—for so I must call Mrs. Dudley and Clare—watch me
-narrowly—triumphantly. What can it mean? Oh, Father! in thy mercy,
-spare me this anticipated misery! Let the bitter cup pass from me, if
-thou wilt; for I feel my utter weakness and inability to bear up under
-these harrowing thoughts. Impossible! I will not pen any thing against
-his truth. He must be sick. Not even to this mute witness of my love
-will I own, that even in _thought_ I suspect him. I will show him this
-one of these days yet to come, when the happiness I then shall feel will
-repay me for all my sorrows—and then he will know how much he was
-loved. “Absence makes the heart grow fonder,” says the song—and it is
-true with me, at least, I wonder, is it the case with him. I will go
-down now—for everybody is away to-day, shopping in the neighboring
-town—and play all his favorites, and cheat myself with the belief that
-he is beside me—that I feel his warm breath play among my curls—that,
-on the lifting of my eye, I shall meet his glance, so full of love and
-trust, as to shame me in my inmost heart for ever _thinking_ he could
-prove false.
-
-_February._—Oh, God! how unspeakably miserable am I. And you, old
-friend, that has been the record of my joy—my short dream of
-happiness—be also the page upon which I chronicle my grief—my deep
-despair. I am calmer now; I did think that I should have crazed under
-the blow; but the Father has strengthened and borne me up. I had been
-expecting an answer to my last letter from Hugh, (oh! how anxiously, for
-’twas past the usual time,) when one day my Uncle Alton sent for me.
-
-“Florence,”—as I entered—“I have a package for you, sent under cover
-to myself. I am afraid that this will prove a sad trial to you; but as
-you have your own self to thank for it, I am in hopes, for your sake, it
-will not occasion you much heart-grief. I am playing the part of Job’s
-comforters; but I cannot help saying to you, that you should remember
-how you speak of the absent, for sooner or later, they always are
-informed of bad speeches by some injudicious friend.”
-
-“What does this long preface lead to, Uncle Alton,” said I, with a
-smile, though my heart felt heavy as lead, and as cold. “Surely I am not
-mixed up in any of the neighborhood slander, I hope. I always thought
-that you did me the justice to imagine that I care little, and talk
-less, of the worthies who compose the society attainable at Alton.”
-
-My uncle, by this time, had handed me the package which he had been
-separating from its envelop; and he now coldly, I may say sternly,
-addressed me,
-
-“Hugh Dudley, Florence, has written me that you and himself were
-engaged—solemnly pledged to each other to wed the coming summer. From
-your speech, made in public, in the presence of his friends and
-relative, from whom he has received the information, he now releases you
-from your chains, that he thinks must have been galling, to call forth
-from you, in public, so unprovoked, so cruel a speech. What renders it
-still more stinging, was the fact, that Mr. Hilton, one of the gentlemen
-present, has ever been an enemy of Dudley’s, and on his return home (for
-he lives not very far from him) repeated it among a certain set. After
-Dudley heard of this he gave the more ready credence to his aunt’s
-letter, which came whilst the subject was in agitation in his thoughts.
-He wrote to me, as your nearest friend and protector, explaining his
-conduct, and requesting me to hand you your letters. It has grieved me
-to hear of this conduct, heartless as I must call it, from my sister’s
-child.”
-
-I felt like throwing myself at my uncle’s feet, and begging him to plead
-for me with Hugh in my great misery; but, at this moment I looked up,
-and saw Mrs. Dudley standing near the entrance, and peering on me with
-such a smile of malicious triumph, that crushing back my real feelings
-of agony with my al-conquering pride, I said lightly, though it seemed
-as if my heart were weeping blood the while—
-
-“Do not trouble yourself, uncle, about my incapacity for bearing this,
-especially as you say it was brought on me by my own means. Inform Col.
-Dudley when you write, that I accept my release with thanks, and never
-have, nor could ever claim relationship with some of his kin, but with
-the same feelings of loathing and disgust I experience when some hideous
-and dangerous reptile crosses my path.”
-
-I was nerved by my anger against Mrs. Dudley to say this, and to act the
-part I assumed, of carelessness, for I took up the package with a light
-laugh, thanked my uncle, and dropped a very lowly reverence to her as I
-approached the door, saying, “I hope, my dear madam, that your truly
-_Christian_ heart is now at rest, having seen the end of our game, begun
-to relieve the tedium or worse of a country-house, blessed with such an
-inmate as your venerable self.”
-
-I have a dim recollection of seeing her eyes open wide and still wider
-with perfect amaze, and the words “heartless flirt,” fell from her lips.
-I reached my room, though my pride was fast ebbing, and locked myself
-in. I opened the bundle—my own letters came tumbling therefrom, and
-_one_ from _him_. I put it here, that with the record of my willful
-error, its punishment may also be seen.
-
- “Miss Walton,—I return you your letters, and your vows of
- love—when the substance is not possessed, how worthless is the
- shadow. I scorn myself for having loved one who could so
- wantonly trifle with a trustful, loving heart, which has been
- taken when proffered, to throw away as a worthless object. May
- you be happy, but that I am afraid you will not be. I hope that
- you will be more careful of the next heart that you may witch to
- love you. At least, never say of him in the presence of either
- friends or enemies, “he will do well enough to amuse one’s self
- with in the country!” I again say, may you be happy, and as my
- happiness can only be in forgetting you, I shall never seek to
- hear of you; and rest easy that this will be the last letter
- with which you will ever be troubled from the hand of
-
- Hugh Dudley.”
-
-It was over! and I sat long silent and motionless with the letters
-before me. I then determined to bear uncomplainingly my fate, and never
-let _him_ know the agony which his thus breaking _our_ engagement had
-caused me. “Did I die from it,” was my proud resolution, “I will die in
-silence. He, to believe so quickly, so readily, an assertion made
-against me, by an enemy of his, and proved by an enemy of mine. Did he
-ask me, ‘Was it so—and wherefore?’ No: but acted on the information,
-careless of my pain—oh! well he knew that I loved him—and exulted in
-it from revenge. Had he asked me, oh! how humbly would I have
-acknowledged my fault, and throwing myself more trustingly on his love,
-how would I have prayed for forgiveness, till the proud man, in his
-strength, would have been softened by my tears, and taken me again in
-love to his bosom.” But it was over, and she who had caused this misery
-should not triumph. I jumped from my seat, bathed my eyes, curled my
-hair elaborately, decked myself in a most becoming dress, and on seeing
-my ashy cheeks, in the glance I gave into the glass, for the first time
-painted them with carmine. I then descended into the drawing-room. Mr.
-Harold, the wealthy merchant from the city, whom I have spoken of, had
-returned the day before, on a visit to my uncle, and for him, and to
-him, I played and sung. I was in my wildest spirits. I kept up this
-farce for weeks whenever the eyes of the household were upon me, till I
-thought in the struggle my mind must give way. At this crisis a letter
-came from a cousin of my mother, to whom I had written to ask for an
-asylum, gladly welcoming me to her home—for she was aged and infirm,
-and wanted companionship. I accepted at once; received a cold
-acquiescence from my uncle—a still more indifferent one from my
-cousin—and set out for my new home in Kentucky, determined to hide
-myself forever from the eyes of those whose triumph was built on the
-ruins of my happiness. Oh! Hugh, could you have known how deeply I have
-repented of that speech, wrung from my wounded pride, even you would
-have forgiven me and loved me still—but you never, never loved as I did
-you. But it is, as I said, all, all past; my dream is ended, and I now
-walk sadly my allotted time on earth, a sorrower and a sojourner in a
-vale of tears.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Here ended this sketch from her journal; and Cora Norton sat at first
-meditating, with her head still leaning on her arm. Turning at last to
-her aunt, who was dozing across the room, she said—
-
-“What has become of Col. Dudley, Aunt Mary?”
-
-“Ech! what!” exclaimed the old lady; and then being thoroughly roused,
-she took her knitting from the floor, where it had slipped during her
-nap, received from Cora her spectacles, and upon her niece repeating her
-inquiry—
-
-“He is now,” said Aunt Mary, gaping and rubbing her eyes, “the husband
-of Clare Alton, and lives in his far distant home—at least so I heard
-about five years since, the only time I ever heard of him. It is said
-that the match was made up for him entirely by his aunt, and that Clare
-is an excellent housekeeper—raises more chickens and turkies than any
-lady in the neighborhood. She, as my informant told me, is quite the
-_model_ housewife of her neighbors, and has finished a hexagon
-bed-quilt, of I don’t know how many thousand patches. As to herself and
-the colonel, they get along very politely I believe—
-
- “Living together as most people do,
- Suffering each other’s foibles, by accord,
- And not exactly either one or two.”
-
-And now, Cora love, it is bedtime. Need I ‘point a moral’ to the journal
-you have read? Ah! no, you say. Well! when that little rattling tongue
-of yours seems disposed to laugh and say flippant things about your
-lovers, think of my girl-friend, Florence Walton, and profit by her
-dear-bought experience.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- THE PRISONER’S DEATH-BELL.
-
-
- BY REV. H. HASTINGS WELD.
-
-
- Blessed be His name whose messages of peace
- Not to the worldly or the proud are borne:
- Whose light bids in the dungeon darkness cease,
- Whose mercy clothes him whom the world has shorn.
-
- Vain are the efforts of vindictive power,
- Vain are its chains to bind a spirit down;
- For that to Heaven in prayer can calmly soar
- When earthly foes in utmost fury frown.
-
- Death to the youthful is untimely wo—
- Death to the happy is a fearful grief—
- But weary age is not averse to go:—
- The captive welcomes even death’s relief.
-
- What then to him the frowning prison-walls—
- The clanking chain, the tyrant’s vengeful spite?
- From the freed spirit every shackle falls—
- Earth’s gloom is lost in Heaven’s glorious light.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- A STORY FOR CHRISTMAS.
-
-
- FROM THE GERMAN.
-
-
-“‘Does thy right hand offend thee, cut it off and cast it from thee.’
-That is in the Bible, to be sure, but it is no remedy for this terrible
-pain,” sighed the suffering Pastor Seidelman, “for if it goes from my
-hands I have it in my feet, and if I were to cut off all my limbs what
-would become of his reverence?”
-
-“Ah, Conrad,” said his faithful nurse and wife, and smiled through her
-tears, “you are always so cheerful in the midst of your sufferings.”
-
-“And why not, Catharine? Am I master of this pain, or its slave? And can
-I not always imagine that these limbs belong to some one else, and that
-I have nothing to do with them? But the hardest to bear is, that the
-miserable things keep me here in this arm-chair, whilst every thing
-without there is so blooming and beautiful; the wall-flowers and
-harebells are just as fine, or finer in my garden than in Herman &
-Hübner’s—that I cannot on this glorious evening feast upon strawberries
-with you all in the arbor, and that you, dear Catharine—this is the
-worst—must be confined here to nurse me. Has the spring-time of our
-life all vanished?”
-
-“Ah, Conrad,” said his wife cheeringly, and stroked his pale cheeks, “we
-have so many blessings left—our love and our children. Let us thank God
-for all—for our joys, and for our sorrows too. Ah, if you could only go
-to the springs at A——.”
-
-“Yes, yes,” said the pastor, “but never mind. The springs are distant
-and dear. I have given it up long ago. Sometimes, indeed, it seems as if
-it would be a little thing for my lord count up on the hill to treat his
-old pastor to the journey. But he must need all his money for the gay
-life he leads at the capital—oh, no! he is not to be thought of, nor
-the springs either.”
-
-This had been the conclusion for the last ten years of every
-conversation between the worthy people, whenever the subject was the
-health of the good pastor. What availed him his duties so faithfully
-performed, the love and veneration of his flock, his gay world of
-flowers just outside the door, and his circle of blooming children?
-There he sat in the great arm-chair, while without the birds were
-singing, the lindens in full leaf, the little six-years-old Paul was
-exercising a troop of wooden soldiers, the gentle Hermine dancing
-merrily, and in a distant part of the garden the beautiful Theodora was
-walking with her youngest brother, the little pet, Ernst. Indeed, the
-worthy Seidelman might well be happy, surrounded by all these treasures.
-But he was bowed down by disease, not of mind, but of body; and he was
-very poor, though that was no one’s fault but his own. For how in the
-world was any one with such a soft heart ever to grow rich. His house
-was always open to the needy, and not rarely to the wolf even in sheep’s
-clothing, and often when on his return from some wedding, his wife would
-search anxiously in his pockets for the fee, he would say, with a look
-of shame and contrition, “Don’t be vexed, Catharine, I have given it to
-Gottlieb, he has broken his leg;” then both would smile through their
-tears, and the orders to the butcher for the next week would be
-countermanded.
-
-But one other grief burdened the worthy people. Anxiety on account of
-their favorite child Theodora, just eighteen years old, and so gentle,
-who became every day more and more estranged from them. In his sleepless
-nights of pain, she left the care of her father entirely to her mother
-and her sister Hermine, and shut herself up in her room, where they saw
-her candle burning until long after midnight, and to their anxious
-questionings she gave only confused, unsatisfactory replies. But now,
-when the roses in her cheeks had begun to fade, her father and mother
-had determined that, when twilight came, when she always went to walk in
-the large garden, they would penetrate into her securely-locked
-apartment, and solve, if possible, the sad riddle. And they had selected
-this evening for the attempt.
-
-There she strolled through the dark linden walks on this lovely summer
-evening, with her little brother. But there was even more joy in her
-heart than in the glad singing of Ernst, and the setting sun mirrored
-itself in her eyes, sparkling with delight. “Sink into thy golden
-cradle, thou friendly light; with thy setting arises a holyday for us
-all, thy Easter morning, oh, dear father.” Thus she exulted, all
-unconscious of the treachery meditated against her by the anxious love
-of her parents. And just at this moment, when, full of happiness, she
-bent down over a hedge of roses, suddenly the fate of her future life
-stood before her, a youth of most prepossessing appearance. He started
-at the sight of the fair girl, and greeted her with evident
-embarrassment. Theodora, too, was confused, she knew not why, and her
-handkerchief dropped from her trembling hand while she turned hastily
-away. He picked it up, hastened after her, and in a gentle voice, but
-with a foreign accent, begged pardon if his sudden appearance had
-alarmed her, and hoped that on so beautiful an evening he might not be
-the cause of shortening her walk. But her walk was interrupted, and she
-turned toward home much sooner than she had intended, just in time to
-frustrate, for this evening at least, the design of her parents, who
-were just upon the point of ascending the stairs to her room.
-
-And now, when supper was finished, and the pastor was lighting his
-evening pipe, with the children playing around him, what heavy parcel
-does Theodora bring in, and what drops are those shining upon her cheek?
-“My dear father,” she said, “I bring you here the money—a hundred
-dollars—which I have earned for you. It is little, but it is enough to
-carry you to the springs. Now you will be well once more,” and she sunk
-into his arms.
-
-Imagine the happiness of this moment. The children left their play and
-gathered round their parents; the father weighed the gold incredulously
-in his hand, and the whole secret was disclosed amid thanks and kisses.
-Upon the altar of filial love Theodora had laid the hard earnings of her
-needle. For two long years she had sewed and embroidered with
-unremitting industry, while every one else was sleeping. Her cheeks
-indeed were pale, and she had been for a while estranged from those who
-were dearer to her than all the world beside, but she had gained the
-reward that she had striven for so long.
-
-“Present arms!” cried Paul to his soldiers; “don’t you see, you rogues,
-in whose presence you are standing?”
-
-“Yes, dear one,” said her father, “you have worked hard indeed for me,
-for us all, and thy days shall be long in the land which the Lord thy
-God giveth thee.”
-
-More brightly than the star-spangled heaven without, shone the heaven
-glittering with new hopes and joys within the little parsonage. “You
-will be well again,” cried the children, “you will be able to dance just
-like us.”
-
-“Yes,” answered their father, “to dance, and ride, and—but only think,
-Catharine, of my really going to the springs! I can hardly believe it.”
-
-They all talked over the journey with the comforting conviction that it
-was no longer a mere vision, and it was unalterably determined that
-Theodora should accompany her father. The council sat until far into the
-night, that every thing might be discussed—what they should carry with
-them, and through what towns and villages they should pass on their
-journey. But when the village watchman called “Twelve o’clock,” the
-father knocked the ashes out of his pipe, and said, “Children, it is
-late, we shall have a whole day to-morrow.” Paul shut up his soldiers in
-their barracks made by some old folios on the lowest shelf of the
-book-case, and certainly the god of slumber never embraced happier
-people than the inhabitants of that little cottage.
-
-Theodora alone could not sleep. Her mind was too much excited to be
-quickly composed to rest. As the moon shining on drops of dew causes
-them to emit sparkles in the dark night, which vanish again suddenly, so
-dreams and fancies sprung up in Theodora’s mind, and she hardly
-suspected that the stranger in the park was the chief cause of her
-excitement. Without any distinct thoughts of him, and without the
-remembrance of a word that he had said, his image was, in the confusion
-of her mind, like the foundation color in a landscape, like the _thema_
-in one of Beethoven’s symphonies. Only in her short morning slumber did
-his image present itself, as he handed her the handkerchief. But the
-dream vanished before the clear light of the morning sun, and the day
-with its busy plans and thousand occupations dissipated the half-formed
-visions of the night. Again, however, twilight came with its shadows,
-its cool breezes, and its memories, and as she again strolled down the
-garden with her little brother, her heart fluttered with feelings of
-alarm and anxiety. She feared that the young stranger would suddenly
-stand before her again, as he had done upon the preceding evening, and
-yet she could not keep away from the dangerous spot. But no stranger
-appeared; she glanced timidly down the dark walk, but nothing was to be
-seen.
-
-At last, lost in thought, she stood before the very rose-bush where she
-had first seen him the day before. But her reverie was suddenly
-interrupted, for Ernst sprung from behind a large lilac-bush, dragging
-the stranger with him, and crying, “I have you, you rogue; you want to
-play hide and seek with Dora, do you? Away with you!” With a frank smile
-the young man, yielding to the child, approached the blushing girl, who
-would fain have turned away. “Hold him fast,” cried Ernst, “or he will
-run away, and before I can get my horsemen out to follow him he will be
-beyond the mountains.”
-
-“That will he not, my little fellow,” said the stranger, and then
-turning to Theodora, he frankly confessed that only the hope of seeing
-her again had prevented his continuing his journey with his father. He
-told her—but who can tell with pen and ink what a youth, only twenty
-years old, who has at first sight fallen head over ears in love, says to
-a beautiful girl, at such a romantic hour and on such a lovely spot?
-
-Theodora herself hardly knew what he had said, but only (when two hours
-afterward she slowly walked toward her dear home) that he had poured out
-the most ardent protestations of love, and that, although obliged to
-leave on the morrow for, she knew not what part of the country, he had
-promised to return. Whence had come that sparkling ring upon her finger,
-and whither had gone the rose that she had worn all day long in her
-bosom? His name she knew was Robert, but all else that he had said about
-himself and his family had vanished from her mind. He was going away on
-the morrow with his father, whither, she had not the remotest idea, and
-to inquire about him was out of the question. The vision had vanished,
-but the diamond on her finger sparkled consolingly, and she drew it off,
-to keep it carefully until it should be redeemed by the donor.
-
-The next day was consumed in preparations for the journey, and on the
-following morning, after all had been refreshed by the hot coffee, and
-the father had prayed, “May God bless our goings out and our comings
-in,” he was warmly packed in the neat traveling-carriage, with Theodora
-at his side; leave was taken of the dear ones who must stay behind, and
-they drove off. As the tall tops of the trees seemed to nod a kindly
-farewell in the fresh morning air, Theodora thought longingly of the
-last few days, and shrunk from the unknown future. She determined to
-lock up her hopes and fears in her own breast—for how could she speak
-of them to her father. An accidental meeting with a young stranger was,
-as she would fain persuade herself, such a commonplace occurrence; and
-her father, too, was so occupied with the journey, with thoughts of the
-old friends whom he should see, and, above all, with the flowers which,
-whenever they passed a garden, threw him into ecstasies, that a fit
-opportunity never presented itself.
-
-As they approached A——, through a beautiful landscape, they met
-glittering equipages and horsemen, and gayly-dressed parties of
-pedestrians. Music sounded from the lighted saloons, and a new world
-opened itself around the young girl. But anxious emotions filled her
-heart, and she longed for the quiet home-circle of mother, brothers and
-sisters.
-
-Still she breathed more freely as she entered her quiet little room in
-their lodging-house, where every thing was so neat and convenient; even
-the piano had not been forgotten, and the window opened upon the pretty
-little garden belonging to the house, where were green lindens, fragrant
-lilies, and an arbor of woodbine, like the one in dear R——. “Oh
-heavens!” cried her enraptured father, “there is the double lychnis
-chalcedonia, blooming in greater perfection than my single one; and
-there (it can be no dream) there, Theodora, is the white Georgina, which
-I have never seen before, growing among those pinks and carnations.”
-
-Every thing was delightful. Their domestic arrangements were soon made,
-and, on the following morning, the spring which was to give health to
-the invalid was tried, while Theodora sat at home in the garden and
-worked.
-
-Many parties of fashionable promenaders passed by, and troops of
-horsemen galloped past; but Theodora heeded them not; and when her
-father returned, she was ready to receive him; they partook of their
-frugal meal, and then came singing and the piano. But early one morning,
-as she sat at work—heavens! who was that who flew by upon his foaming
-English steed? She dropped her work in her agitation, but the stranger,
-no less surprised, reined in his horse, sprang off, rushed up the little
-garden, and greeted her with the warmest expressions of his surprise and
-pleasure.
-
-Scarcely capable of replying, Theodora returned his greeting, but
-instantly her confusion overcame her, and she asked, with a deep blush,
-how he, whom she had thought so distant, came to be just here.
-
-“O, this place,” was his reply, “is the destination of my poor father’s
-journey.”
-
-“Then you are here for the same purpose that we are?” asked she. “What
-is your father’s disease?”
-
-“Ah! let me be silent upon that point,” sighed Robert; “I am very
-unhappy. But I trust in God that these clouds will clear off; and now
-that I see you, all seems brighter and more hopeful. And,” continued he,
-gazing searchingly into her clear, calm eyes, “I am very vain; but your
-looks tells me, Theodora, that you still remember those happy meetings
-in R——. You shall learn to know me; you shall not find me unworthy of
-your love; and then I will place the decision of our fate in your
-father’s hands, and _my_ father, too—why can I not lead you to him now,
-and say, ‘See, father, the happiness of your only son.’”
-
-“And why do you fear him?” said Theodora, “does he know me?”
-
-“I must not say,” sighed Robert; “the hand of fate is heavy upon me now;
-but here and there I can discern through the clouds the clear blue of
-heaven. O, trust in me, Theodora, if I am an outcast _now_, trust my
-heart, full of love, if there is in yours one spark of interest in me.”
-
-The thorns in this declaration pressed deep into the heart of the poor
-girl. Confidence, love, and doubt raised a wild warfare in her breast;
-she saw the heaven of her pure first love so overclouded, and she saw
-Robert depart with a heavier heart than she had ever known before. The
-next day, and the next, while her father was bathing, Robert was with
-her; and although her confidence in him grew continually, the riddle
-grew more dark and mysterious.
-
-“Say not a word even to your father of our love,” said Robert; “I plead
-only for a little time, and I myself will open my heart to him.”
-
-As long as he was with her, she felt consoled, but with his departure,
-her peace fled.
-
-The happy father, in the meantime, did not perceive his daughter’s
-increasing melancholy. Two weeks had done wonders for him; every day he
-grew stronger. The reviving air breathed new life into the worthy man.
-“O, my child,” said he, joyfully, throwing open the gate one day, at the
-commencement of the third week, “what do you think I have seen? You will
-scarcely believe it; but it is really so—a _Banksia serrata_, in full
-bloom, stands in the castle garden. O, Dora! the exquisite contrast,
-such heavenly blue and gorgeous yellow! I—but you must see it; and,
-only think, the gardener has promised me a shoot! God _has_ blessed our
-goings out and our comings in; only see how well I can move my arm; in
-another week I shall be as well—better than ever. But there is so much
-misery here—if I were only rich; and there is one man so wretched, who,
-dressed in a miserable old gray coat, walks about all day amongst the
-gay and happy—if I only had a little money for him, he should find his
-health, too, in these glorious baths.”
-
-Thus spoke the old man out of his grateful, child-like soul, and never
-noticed how little part Dora took in his joy and kind wishes, or how
-pale she had grown. But the next morning, deeds followed the good
-pastor’s words. On his return from the bath, he hastened to the garden,
-and there stood the flower that he so dearly loved, with its magnificent
-leaves and petals upon which the sun shone, making the dew-drops glitter
-with a thousand rainbow tints, and on every side bloomed the rarest
-plants. “Great, indeed, are the works of the Lord,” said the enthusiast,
-taking off his cap reverently. Just at this moment the old man in the
-gray coat, his head bent down, and his hands behind him, as usual,
-passed by. “Ah! _Banksia serrata_,” murmured the pastor to himself, “no
-misery should exist where you bloom in such beauty;” and half
-unconsciously he put his hand into his pocket, drew out his purse,
-slipped it in the old man’s hand, and then vanished in the crowd. “Now
-you will have a happy day,” cried he, in his innocent joy; “perhaps it
-may cure you—who knows.” But now, like the book of the Evangelist,
-which was first honey and then bitterness, a serious consideration
-rushed on the mind of the pastor. He had sacrificed upon the altar of
-humanity far more than half the pittance which was supporting him at the
-baths, and had barely enough remaining to pay for the journey back to
-R——. “Theodora,” he said, as he entered their little room, “you must
-pack up every thing; I have done a foolish thing—my heart ran away with
-my head; I have given away the twenty dollars that were in the purse,
-and the purse besides. We must go home in two days at the furthest, if
-we do not wish to beg our way back.”
-
-“Oh yes,” cried Theodora, bursting into tears, “let us go to-day—as
-soon as possible!”
-
-“What is the matter, my child?” asked her father, terrified and amazed
-at her tears.
-
-Ah! unconscious father, while you stood before your beloved flower, and
-returned thanks to Heaven for its beauty, the heart of your poor child
-was broken, and the rose of her pure love crushed.
-
-Theodora had been working all the morning in the garden, as usual; but
-not as usual did Robert appear at the appointed time. In her anxiety at
-his non-appearance she was not even allowed the blessing of retirement
-and silence—for the talkative landlady brought a friend to the garden,
-whom she wished to introduce to the pretty stranger from R——. Now if
-Robert came, he would have to retreat—for the departure of these
-gossips was not to be thought of. But he came not; and she was listening
-in despair to the last stroke of ten o’clock, when a dashing barouche
-whirled by, containing upon the back seat two gaudily-dressed ladies,
-between whom sat—Robert.
-
-He boldly threw a kiss to poor Dora, and the ladies, lifting their
-eye-glasses, honored her with a long stare, followed by a burst of
-laughter. Theodora grew pale.
-
-“Do you know that man?” asked the landlady; “he is the most dissipated
-fellow here, and a gambler by profession.”
-
-“And his companions,” added the friend, “are low people from the
-capital.”
-
-Poor Theodora! with difficulty she kept from falling, but the paleness
-which overspread her face alarmed the good landlady, who hurried her
-into the house and administered all kinds of restoratives. When she was
-alone tears came to her relief—“Ah!” sobbed she, “how could such fair,
-earnest words come from a heart so vile. But I will pluck this love from
-my heart, and then farewell peace and hope in this life.”
-
-“Yes, let us go from this dreadful place,” said she to her father when
-she had told him all; “you are quite well again. And this ring—he gave
-it to me as a pledge of his truth; take the glowing jewel from me,
-father dear, it burns into my soul.”
-
-“My poor child,” said her father, “you will indeed be happier in our
-quiet home; as for this ring, it could only have been given to you by
-one to whom thousands are as nothing; only by some wretched gambler. And
-all this mystery that he has preserved. Oh, yes! I see it all. Thank
-God, my child, that he has delivered you from a gambler, that he has
-separated your lot from his, for whom there is no love, no home, who can
-live only in the heated air of the saloon, amidst the despairing cries
-of the losers and the greedy exclamations of the few whom chance favors!
-Pack up every thing; the day after to-morrow we will set out for dear,
-quiet R——, where Heaven will rain down peace upon thy heart, as it has
-already poured its blessing of health upon me.”
-
-Thus with affectionate words did the father drown, at least, the voice
-of sorrow in his poor child’s heart, and for the first time, at the
-approach of evening, she accompanied him into his sanctum, the garden.
-But the brilliant colors of the flowers pained her with the contrast
-between them and her own heart. Red is the color of happy love, and ah!
-Theodora, these are not for thee—there under the weeping-willow blooms
-thy flower, its leaves are the color of the blue above, and although the
-faithless waves at its foot are always flowing on, its image is always
-mirrored in them; so, Theodora, will thy love remain while the river of
-thy life flows on, and faith will ever repeal in thy heart—“Forget me
-not.”
-
-“_Banksia serrata_,” cried her father joyfully, and led her to the
-beautiful plant. She gazed enchanted. Here was no gaudy mixture of
-colors, no dazzling brilliancy. Gentleness seemed to breathe in the
-fragrance wafted from the flower, that heavenly blue—it was her own
-forget-me-not exalted to honor. Her eyes filled with tears, the sight
-had comforted her, and she loitered quietly back through the long
-promenade with her father; outshining in her simple beauty the crowd of
-fashionables collected there at that hour.
-
-“There he is,” said her father, trying to elude the recipient of his
-morning’s bounty.
-
-But the old man had seen him, and stepping up to him, growled out—“Sir,
-a word with you.”
-
-“Go, wait for me there, upon that bench, Dora,” said her father. And she
-went timidly.
-
-“What,” said the stranger, “is that your daughter? I suppose she is
-good-for-nothing, but she is a pretty creature, certainly.
-
-“As concerns yourself,” he continued, in broken German, “it would, I
-suppose, be impolite if I should say, ‘My friend, are you a knave or a
-fool?’ so I will restrain my curiosity, and only ask how you know me?”
-
-“Sir,” replied the pastor, “I do not know you.”
-
-“Oh, don’t deny it,” said the other; “was it not you who slipped the
-purse into my hands this morning? You think to plant your grain in
-fruitful ground. Few here look as ragged as I, but how came you to know
-of the gold under the rags? But this stupid speculation of yours will
-never succeed.”
-
-“Sir,” interrupted the pastor, with dignity, “what do you think of your
-fellow men?”
-
-“The worst,” said the old man; “they are all as good-for-nothing as I
-am. But you have thrown your money away, which you seem to need
-yourself.”
-
-“No, I have not thrown it away,” replied the pastor; “you are sick, my
-friend.”
-
-“I am not your friend; I have no friend.”
-
-“O, wretched indeed are you if you have no friend; then indeed you have
-nothing. Yes, you are really ill in body and mind. What I could do to
-cure the disease of the first I have done, and it is not worth speaking
-of, but to relieve the last I can bring to my aid, though I am very
-poor, the consolation of sympathy and—religion. I am the Pastor
-Seidelman, from R——.”
-
-“What! the Pastor Seidelman!” cried the old man; “and that beautiful
-girl is your daughter?”
-
-“She is,” replied the pastor; “you know nothing of us, but let me know
-enough of you to afford you all the consolation in my power.”
-
-So saying, he drew the old man to a seat under the lindens, and sat
-down. His heart, overflowing with gratitude for the blessing of his
-renewed health, poured itself out toward the stranger in words so full
-of sympathy that they seemed half to provoke a spark of kindliness in
-the stranger’s breast.
-
-“By heaven!” he cried, “you are the most endurable man I have yet met
-with in my wretched life, and ten times better than I. Is it so? Can I
-find such a thing as a friend?”
-
-“It is certain,” said Seidelman; “I am your friend.”
-
-“But I am a wretched beggar, crazed by the ingratitude with which my
-native country, England, has sent me helpless out into the world. I can
-never reward your kindness—I can give you nothing but my misery. Will
-you still be my friend?”
-
-“Come with us to R——,” cried the pastor, “we are poor, too, but you
-shall not want loving care, and Theodora shall nurse you.”
-
-“Ah, call the girl here,” said the stranger; and Theodora modestly
-approached.
-
-The countenance of the old man grew more and more cheerful as he talked
-with the honest pastor and his lovely daughter. But suddenly he started
-up, grasped the pastor’s shoulder with trembling hands, and
-stammered—“I am ill—I must go home.” Then, refusing their offers of
-assistance, he promised to meet them on the same spot the next day, and
-was quickly lost in the crowd.
-
-The pastor and his daughter returned to their lodgings, thinking and
-speaking of nothing but the strange old man.
-
-“We sent him away,” cried the landlady, as she met them at the
-garden-gate, “he has been here twice; quite pale with terror, but it is
-good for him.”
-
-“Who?” asked the father.
-
-“Why the gambler, to be sure.” And poor Theodora shrunk into a dark
-corner of the room.
-
-Her father inquired his name and direction of the landlady, and
-immediately inclosed the costly ring to him in a note which ran thus:
-
-“Sir—Commissioned by my daughter, Theodora, and with her full
-countenance, I return to you this ring, of which we have as little need
-as the honor of your society.”
-
-The next day they hoped again to meet the old man, but he was no where
-to be found, and even their gossiping landlady knew nothing of him—so
-they were obliged to give up all hope of seeing him again.
-
-Early on the following morning they set out for their dear home, and as
-the carriage drove through the avenue of trees before the house, and
-Theodora in vain endeavored to conceal her fast falling tears, which
-came so fast at the remembrance of the happiness now fled forever, some
-one behind them panted out—
-
-“Hold—for Heaven’s sake, stop!”
-
-“Robert!” cried Theodora, and sunk back, almost fainting.
-
-“Drive on,” said her father; and the driver cracked his whip, and the
-light carriage flew swiftly from its pursuer, whose exclamations were
-soon lost in the distance.
-
-But just as they reached the extreme end of the village, a dashing
-vehicle from the opposite direction rattled by. Heavens! there on the
-back seat, between the two bold, gaudy ladies, sat—the gambler. As the
-lightning illumines the dark night, did the truth flash upon Theodora’s
-mind. The faithful lover who had pursued her carriage, and from whom she
-had so unrelentingly fled, could not be identical with the man whom they
-had just seen apparently returning from some nightly revel. The
-resemblance was indeed wonderful, but it was only a resemblance.
-
-“Oh, Robert, Robert!” sobbed the unhappy girl, “how wretched I am.”
-
-“Trust in God, dear child,” said her father; “all is for the best. His
-ways are not as our ways.”
-
-“Ah! all hope has gone, and I—I alone am guilty!”
-
-Three weeks ago how much happiness the little carriage had contained,
-but now how dark every thing seemed. Still as they approached the dear
-home, their sorrow grew milder, and when on the fifth day they were
-greeted by the _patois_ of their native province, thoughts of their
-return were uppermost in Theodora’s mind. Her father brought back what
-he had scarcely dared to hope for in this life, health, and she had some
-little token for each member of the dear circle. A warm shawl for her
-mother, the embroidered kerchief for Hermine, a book for Ernst, and a
-sabre for the young soldier.
-
-And now the white tower of the castle of R—— gleamed in the twilight,
-and on every side dear familiar objects greeted them. There the pine
-wood, and now over the forget-me-not brook under the hanging-boughs of
-the willows around the mill, and they were in the village. And what a
-joyful welcome awaited them here. “It is our dear pastor,” resounded
-from all sides, caps were waved, and hands thrust into the carriage
-windows. The pastor bowed right and left with emotion, but as the
-carriage drove by the church he uncovered his venerable head, and a
-grateful prayer gushed from his overflowing heart.
-
-As they turned the corner, and the peaceful parsonage embowered in its
-magnificent trees stood before them, mother and children came hastening
-to meet them with cries of joy. “Children,” cried the pastor, “it has
-all gone!—you need no longer creep round so quietly, and try not to
-touch me. Come here! and pinch me, I am really well again, and we must
-thank the dear Lord and Theodora for it.”
-
-“Oh dear sister! O father! mother! brother!” sounded on all sides, and
-there was no end to the joyful welcome. And the noise and glee all began
-anew when the trunks were unpacked, and the presents produced. And the
-questions and answers! Paul wished particularly to know how many lions
-and tigers his father had seen on the journey. Hermine, how the ladies
-in A—— were dressed, and the mother what they had for dinner. All were
-satisfied, and went happy to bed.
-
-But the morning came, the day passed, and in the evening there wandered
-in the park unhappy love. But Theodora suffered no longer in secret, her
-mother’s heart and her father’s kind words offered healing to her
-wounded soul, although she felt that for her there was no happiness
-left. On the sixth day the post brought a letter for Theodora. She
-handed it tremblingly to her father, and sank upon a seat, while her
-father read aloud to her, as follows—
-
- “Theodora, my Theodora, I am the happiest of mortals! Wherever I
- turn I see nothing but happiness and joy. The sky is clear and
- blue above me, and you love me and will always love me. You have
- repelled me, but indeed you knew me not. You have left my ring
- in the hands of vice, but how could you know it? Did I not
- myself doubt my own identity when I first saw him? Is not that
- vile fellow, Rodel, my perfect double? But all is right again,
- and I have your ring upon my finger. Hear how it all came about.
- The day after you left, I went to the promenade overwhelmed with
- agony at your departure, and your manner toward me. There I saw
- the detestable gambler, Rodel, and a ray of light from his
- finger caught my eye. I looked at it more attentively—it was
- the very ring that I had given you. I felt that I must instantly
- know how he came by it, and perhaps it would unravel the
- mystery.
-
- “‘Sir,’ said I, turning to him, ‘you have a fine stone there.’
-
- “‘Do you like it?’ said the fellow with assumed nonchalance,
- ‘_ma foi_, it does not look amiss, and from a fair one too.’
-
- “‘I controlled myself, followed him to his room, and stepping up
- to him, said coldly and seriously—
-
- “‘Mr. Rodel, be pleased to tell me upon this spot how you came
- by that ring.’
-
- “‘_En vérité mon enfant_,’ laughed he, ‘you are very amusing,
- but I am not in a joking humor, what do you want of me?’
-
- “‘The ring,’ replied I, ‘and an open confession of how you came
- by it.’
-
- “‘I can easily tell you that, the more readily as I think you
- already guess the truth. I received it from my lady fair, Miss
- Theodora S——. Ah! my dear fellow, she is _un morceau de
- prince_.’
-
- “Your name, dear love, sounded to my heart like a thunderclap,
- but only because such lips dared to pronounce it, for I never
- for an instant supposed that he owed the ring to any thing but
- some miserable fraud. Without allowing myself to be outwardly
- disturbed by the man’s impudence, ‘no more of this,’ I said,
- ‘give me the ring this moment, or I will immediately inform Gen.
- B—— of the ingenious trick by which he lost his two thousand
- louis d’ors yesterday. You may have seen me before? I have also
- seen you, and although yesterday it was none of my business, and
- I did not feel myself called upon to act as guardian to your
- dupes, to-day the office suits me exactly. So choose—the ring,
- and an explanation, or the general’s whip, and my pistols.’ Pale
- and trembling, the wretch drew the ring from his finger and
- handed it to me with your father’s note. I hastened away with my
- heart filled with happiness. All was clear to me—only your
- grief in being so deceived troubled me. No, my Theodora, I am
- not unworthy of you. Tell every thing to your father, and
- commend me to his love. I would write to him but I cannot. Yes,
- Theodora, there is mystery still, the time for explanation is
- not yet arrived, but I can see nothing but joy in store for us.
- Trust in my fervent eternal love as I trusted in yours. It is
- impossible for you to answer this, for you do not know where I
- am; I, myself do not know where I may be to-morrow. But soon I
- shall be with you, never to leave you but to be always your own,
-
- Robert.”
-
-Theodora’s eyes now sparkled with love and joy, but her father silently
-folded the letter again and gave it to her.
-
-“How, father?” she asked, “you say nothing!”
-
-“What can I say?” replied her father. “He has acted nobly, and that he
-really loves you is clear to me. But, beware my child, the tempter goeth
-about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.”
-
-But a new life had begun for Theodora. She soon knew the dear letter by
-heart, and thought only of _his_ return. Thus a week passed away, and
-another, when the post again brought a letter for her father, marked
-_private_.
-
-“From my dear friend, Dr. S——, of the springs at A——, said he, as he
-locked himself into his study, and seating himself in his arm-chair,
-read the following—
-
- “Dear old Friend,—I have so little time for writing any thing
- but prescriptions in this busy place, that you will be surprised
- indeed to receive this. But your happiness is mine, and I can no
- longer keep secret what I know is in store for you. The twenty
- dollars that you in your simple benevolence slipped into the
- hands of the old gray-coat, has brought you interest indeed.
- That shabby was Sir William C——, the rich English banker, who
- diseased in body, and plunged into insane misanthrophy by the
- death of his wife, and of all save one of four children, to whom
- he was devotedly attached, spent this summer at the springs. At
- the urgent solicitation of his only son, a young man of most
- prepossessing manners and appearance, I had been for some time
- attending him, when you met him in the garden. Your kindness to
- him when you could not know him, his conversation with you, and
- your warm, humane nature made the greatest impression upon him,
- and so moved him that he was immediately afterward seized with a
- violent attack of illness, which proved a favorable crisis, and
- his health both of body and mind is completely restored. His
- gratitude to you knows no bounds. He is now, by my advice,
- traveling through Italy previous to coming to R——, where he
- intends to present himself at your door in his former shabby
- dress, and require at your hands the friendship you so
- generously proffered him. As for his son, ask your daughter,
- Theodora, she can tell you far more about him than I can. All
- this I should not have told you, but how could I help it? With
- the warmest congratulations, and repeated injunctions laid upon
- you to keep the secret from your wife and children better than I
- have been able to keep it from you, believe me, my dear old
- friend, truly yours,
-
- Herman A——.”
-
-It was long before the worthy pastor became convinced that all this was
-no dream, but when the reality burst upon him, he folded his hands, and
-his heart was filled with love and gratitude to God. “But,” said he to
-himself, “how can I keep all this from my dear Catharine? Heaven grant
-that that for the first time in my life I may keep my tongue between my
-teeth, and not betray every thing as my old friend here has done.”
-
-“Father,” said his wife at supper, “your face shines like Moses, when he
-came down from the mount. What did the doctor write about?”
-
-“Oh!—he—why of course about every thing that is going on at the
-springs, about the flowers, and my _Banksia serrata_.”
-
-“And nothing,” asked Theodora, “of the old man and—and—”
-
-“Why, what should he know of them?” said her father. “Doubtless the
-young fellow has forgotten our existence, dear Dora, but don’t be
-troubled, we are so happy here.” And then he bit his lips, and swallowed
-the secret as best he could, and as he was obliged to do fifty times a
-day.
-
-Thus the autumn passed, the winter came, and with it that joyous time,
-which, for the sake of the dear child born long ago in Bethlehem, makes
-children of us all. But no news of the absent ones; only the
-intelligence from the capital that the count had sold his castle of
-R——, and that the new lord would take possession at Christmas.
-
-“Well, well,” said the pastor, “the new lord can hardly be worse than
-the old one, and very easily better and more generous, so we may in
-future have a merrier Christmas than this will be, for this time,
-children, affairs look rather gloomy.”
-
-“Ah! we know, father,” cried the joyous children. “You always say
-so—you always try to frighten us with the idea of no Christmas, but it
-always turns out well. Didn’t Ursula slip in yesterday evening, at the
-back-door, with a splendid Christmas tree? We didn’t see it, to be sure,
-but we heard it. And didn’t mother and Dora gild the apples and nuts,
-and cut out the stars yesterday evening? You thought we were in bed, but
-we peeped.”
-
-“Well, well,” laughed their father; “to-morrow will be Christmas-eve,
-and of course you will go to bed bright and early, that you may be up in
-time the next morning.”
-
-“No, no,” shouted the children; “to-morrow evening is just the time when
-the Christ-child comes to us. Have we not just seen Ursula making our
-Christmas-cake? Oh, dear, angel of a father, we will be so good.”
-
-The next day all without was dreary and stormy; the heavy snow-flakes
-fell all day long, but within it was bright and cheerful. Ursula had
-swept and dusted every nook and corner of the house, and the fires all
-burned brightly. In the study the father and mother were busy all the
-morning; the children, meanwhile, looked wisely at one another, and
-tried to keep back the smiles that would dimple out every moment.
-
-At three o’clock, according to the custom of the house, the holyday
-began. The fragrance of the fresh Christmas-cake was wafted through the
-house, mother and children were all dressed in their holyday attire, and
-the father, easy and happy that the morrow’s sermon was prepared, sat
-and smoked in his arm-chair. At four o’clock Theodora came in from the
-gardener’s, where she had been in all the storm to carry a slice of the
-Christmas-cake, with the intelligence that strangers had arrived at the
-village inn.
-
-This news made the good pastor restless, and after pacing up and down
-the room, he went to the window, and rubbing the moisture from the pane,
-looked out. And there, just round the corner, crept the old man in the
-gray coat, with his hands behind him, as formerly, and he walked up the
-steps and knocked at the door. “Courage,” said the pastor to himself,
-and hastened out to meet him.
-
-“Here I am,” said the old man, in a hollow voice, his looks bent on the
-ground, “I have fortunately arrived here at last, but I am weary and
-ill, and I have no one to pity me. Do you remember your kind words; will
-you take me in? What! No reply?”
-
-The honest pastor could not reply. This was what he had so long looked
-forward to, and now he was really grieved that the kind heart of the old
-man could not enjoy the brief pleasure of his little surprise. But as he
-stood silently there, the old man raised his eyes, met that look of love
-and sorrow, and threw himself into his arms.
-
-“No,” cried he, “no longer bent with age, but erect and strong—away
-with dissimulation! O my benefactor, I am—”
-
-“Stay!” interrupted the pastor, “there shall indeed be no dissembling in
-this happy moment. Sir William C——, I know you. The doctor wrote me
-all about you.”
-
-“Take me, then, to your wife and children; they are mine, you are mine,
-but you must take me for payment, and keep me for the rest of my life.”
-
-“Hush!” said the pastor, “my wife and children know nothing of the
-secret, now see what they will say. Come in, dear guest, come in.”
-
-“Ah!” cried Theodora, joyfully, “our old man from A——.”
-
-The children gathered round, the mother welcomed him cordially, and
-seated him in the arm-chair by the bright fire.
-
-Speechless he looked round upon them all, but kept Theodora’s hand in
-his while his gaze rested with evident satisfaction upon her lovely
-face.
-
-“Light the colored Christmas candles, Catharine,” said the father, “and
-seat yourselves all round the table.”
-
-Then he opened his desk, took from it the doctor’s letter, stroked his
-wife’s cheek, and said—
-
-“Ah, Catharine, all this has weighed upon me like a mountain, but now
-all that I know, you, dear ones, shall know, too, and our guest here
-shall tell us whether it be true or no.”
-
-And then he read the doctor’s letter. Let whoever can, imagine the
-variety of emotions that overcame all the listeners; the astonishment of
-the mother, the gentle emotion of the guest, the alternate red and white
-that overspread Theodora’s cheek, and the delight of the little ones.
-
-“Here I am, dear ones,” said the old man, at the end of the reading,
-“and here I shall stay, in dear, cheerful Germany.”
-
-“Where then is—is—” stammered Theodora.
-
-But just then the door was flung open, and there stood Robert, his eyes
-beaming with love and joy.
-
-“Oh, Robert! my Robert!” she cried, and would have rushed toward him,
-but overcome by her happiness, she sank into her mother’s arms. The old
-man took his son’s hand, and turning to the pastor, said,
-
-“May I woo your daughter for my noble son?”
-
-“May I,” continued Robert, “be your son, O, dear friend?”
-
-“And may I say,” interrupted his father, “that I have bought the castle
-yonder, and that I beg your daughter’s acceptance of it as a bridal
-gift?”
-
-“My son! my daughter!” cried the weeping parents, and embraced the
-lovers, while the children crowded round the old man.
-
-“But now for supper!” cried the pastor, “if there is any one here who
-can ever eat again; and, mamma, pray see that it is a real Christmas
-feast.”
-
-And then they seated themselves round the table, and the old man,
-looking round upon the happy faces about him, told how he had finished
-the tour of Italy, and had determined to live for the rest of his life
-in beautiful Germany. Then raising his glass, he drank a heartfelt toast
-to them all. “And I have ordered every thing for your comfort at the
-castle at Lee & Hammersmith’s, London; and for you, dear friend,”
-turning to the pastor, “the choicest collection of plants will arrive
-shortly.”
-
-“Oh, heaven!” sighed the pastor, “How have I deserved this—the _Banksia
-serrata, Plumeria_, and divine _Strelitzia_.”
-
-“How?” said his guest, holding up the purse which Seidelman had slipped
-into his hand at the springs; “see your twenty dollars here—the purse
-shall always remain in the family, and our posterity shall read what is
-embroidered upon it—‘Charity brings interest.’ But what makes the
-little ones so restless?”
-
-“Ah!” said their father, “they want to go to bed;” and he and his wife
-quietly left the room.
-
-“No, no!” cried the children, “now the holy child is coming, wait until
-we hear his little bell, and then we shall go, and you, brother Robert,
-and all.”
-
-And soon the longed-for bell sounded, the children rushed into the
-study, and bore along the older ones with them.
-
-There was the Christmas heaven before them, with its shining lights and
-stars. Theodora sprang forward to take from the table her new white
-dress, and forgot her castle. Hermine danced round her new work-box,
-Ernst round his tool-chest, and Paul was immediately absorbed with his
-terrific cannon, and new troops of soldiers.
-
-The mother, coming behind the pastor, slipped on him his new
-dressing-gown, and he uncovered the corner of the table, where were her
-pretty slippers and muff.
-
-“O, ye happy ones,” said Sir William, with tears of real feeling, “how
-easy would it be for me to cover this table with gold, and say, ‘Take
-it—it is all yours,’ but could it give you one moment of the happiness
-that these simple gifts of love afford you. O let me be a child with
-you!”
-
-“Yes, yes, we will all be children,” cried they, and embraced each
-other, while the pastor raised his eyes to heaven, and blessed them,
-saying, “Of such is the kingdom of heaven.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- SONNET.—LIGHT.
-
-
- How beauteous art thou, sacred light! How sweet
- To view thee gushing from the golden sun,
- As he his morning race begins to run!
- Than time or thought alone, thou art less fleet—
- Where shall we seek thy primal dwelling-place?
- About His throne, who ever girt with thee,
- Lay on the bosom of eternity;
- Who lit the stars, which radiate through space—
- Lo! from the east in billowy tide thou flowest,
- Gilding the hill-tops and the heavenly spires—
- Empurpling ocean with a myriad fires—
- Great light, thou sun! o’er heaven thou proudly goest;
- Nor ever standest still, as once, of old,
- Till setting thou hast bathed all with thy molten gold.
-
- A.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- UNSPOKEN.
-
-
- BY A. J. REQUIER.
-
-
- As, sometimes, the tumultuary deep
- Sinks to serene repose,
- When sunset visions o’er its bosom creep
- As o’er a couch of rose;
-
- So, sometimes, the bright Caspian of the soul
- Is sudden hushed and stilled,
- As with the glow of some wild hope as goal
- Its trancéd depths are filled.
-
- “Maid of the twilight eyes! that musest late
- What star breaks on thy brow
- With the resplendence of a Heavenly Gate,
- Greeting its angel now?”
-
- The humid azure of her virgin dream,
- Spanned from the realms above
- By an all-dazzling Iris! thought—trust—theme—
- Life-consecration—Love!
-
- Come with me to the rustic paths and see
- A mute scene eloquent;
- That rude cot, reared where the daisied lea
- Is with the mountain blent.
-
- A form of lovely womanhood which bends
- O’er a much daintier thing—
- Eyes fixed with something that so far transcends
- The strength of shattered suffering.
-
- Armed Cæsar, with his legions, dared not break
- Their concentration wild;
- Life ventured—periled on a single stake!
- And won:—her first born child!
-
- Come with me where the artist-hand hath wrought
- The crown of all its toil—
- The spiritual idol madly sought
- In the hot brain’s turmoil;
-
- Come where the monumental dead have laid
- Their thrice-anointed dust—
- Where priest and martyr, bard and sage, have paid
- The debt all mortals must;
-
- Come where the spells of wizard Nature wrest
- Sublimity from sod—
- Where Lohmon gleams in paradisal rest,
- Niagara preaches God;
-
- Come thou and learn, the inmost glow of soul
- Hath no terrestial token;
- And that, while Polar Oceans freeze and roll,
- It never can be spoken!
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- TO A DANDELION.
-
-
- BY ERASTUS W. ELLSWORTH.
-
-
- Thy face, my friend, is beauty-pale,
- And doth a slender sweet exhale,
- And here is but a homely vale,
- And fancy draws
- No dearness out of song or tale,
- In thine applause;
-
- And some there are who only prize
- The blossoms wooed from foreign skies,
- In odors drenched and dewy dyes,
- But thou shalt be
- Companion to my fonder eyes,
- And kin to me.
-
- When I shall praise a flower the more
- Because its gilded portals pour
- The sweetness of a foreign shore,
- I’ll jog with those
- Who drop the rhyme’s laborious oar,
- And flow in prose.
-
- All themes that Love and Honor use,
- All tender, soul-inspiring views,
- And all the raptures of the muse,
- Howe’er we roam,
- Like the sweet Grace that shuns abuse
- Begin at home.
-
- And where my steps are frequent led—
- In beaten haunts—where’er I tread,
- Are seeds of wit and wisdom spread,
- That not abound,
- Only because my heart and head
- Are stony ground.
-
- Thou claimant of a mutual birth
- Poor kinsman of a fickle hearth,
- Flower of the bleak New England earth,
- I cannot deem
- Your modest crown so little worth
- In my esteem.
-
- When spring returning, odor-sweet,
- Touches the turf with tinsel feet,
- Thy fresh rosette once more we meet,
- By sun or shade,
- Like Joy to smiles, with generous greet,
- Or just displayed.
-
- But soon thy little youth is gone,
- Thy ample-headed age comes on,
- And thou a standing wig dost don,
- Of seedy hair,
- Frayed by the winds, till bald as stone,
- Thy skull is bare.
-
- Ye sacred, sweet, sonorous Nine—
- Dear Floras of the bowers divine—
- Should Age discrown my sable twine
- Of hairy weed,
- Give me to say—This pate of mine
- Has gone to seed.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- WHY DO I WEEP FOR THEE?
-
-
- WORDS BY
- GEORGE LINLEY.
- COMPOSED BY
- W. V. WALLACE.
- SUNG BY
- MISS CATHARINE HAYES.
-
- Published by permission of Lee & Walker, 162 Chestnut Street,
- _Publishers and Importers of Music and Musical Instruments_.
-
-[Illustration: musical score]
-
- Why do I weep for thee?
- Why weep in my sad dreams?
- Parted for aye are we,
- Yes! parted like mountain streams.
-
-[Illustration: musical score continued]
-
- Yet with me lingers still
- That word, that one last word,
- Thy voice, thy voice yet seems to thrill
- The heart’s fond chord.
- Why do I weep for thee?
- Why do I weep for thee?
-
-
- II.
-
- Once, ah! what joy to share
- With thee the noontide hour;
- Then, not a grief nor care
- Had canker’d the heart’s young flow’r
- The sun seems not to shed
- A radiance o’er me now,
- Save mem’ry all seems dead,
- Since lost, since lost art thou.
- Why do I weep for thee?
- Why do I weep for thee?
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-
-
- REVIEW OF NEW BOOKS.
-
-
- _Aylmere, or the Bondman of Kent; and Other Poems. By Robert T.
- Conrad. 1 Vol. Philadelphia; E. H. Butler & Co._
-
-The author of this volume is one of those rare organizations,
-intellectually, which have the power of transmuting whatever they touch
-into gold. As an orator, he sways his audience at will; as a writer, he
-storms the reader’s judgment by logic and declamation welded into one;
-and as a poet, he now charms the fancy with the grace and delicacy of
-his imagery, and now makes the heart throb with his fiery and
-impassioned words.
-
-“Aylmere” is a dramatic poem, originally written for Mr. Forrest, and
-still played, under the name of “Jack Cade,” by that eminent tragedian.
-Though parts of it may derive additional power, on the stage, from the
-magnificent bursts of the great actor for whom it was composed, the true
-beauty of the drama, we think, can only be enjoyed by those who peruse
-it, at leisure, in the closet. Many passages, indeed, are suppressed on
-the boards, in order to bring the play within accustomed limits; and the
-benefit of these the spectator loses entirely.
-
-The drama of “Aylmere” is founded on the famous insurrection of 1450, in
-which the English peasantry were headed by a physician, known
-indifferently as Jack Cade, Aylmere, Mendall and Mortimer. The theme is
-one peculiarly fitted for a republican poet. Goaded by intolerable
-wrongs, social as well as political—insults to their women, contumely
-to themselves, public taxes that reaped them to the last stubble, and
-private exactions on the part of the nobility, that gleaned what little
-regal rapacity had left—the people, in which we comprise the yeomen and
-burghers, as well as the villeins, rose in a body, marched on London,
-exacted the death of the infamous lord-chamberlain, and procured a
-charter from the king, guarantying to the commonalty the rights and
-privileges demanded by their leader. But scarcely had these concessions
-been granted, when a collision, provoked probably by the royal party,
-occurred between the citizens of London and the followers of Cade: the
-insurgents met with a repulse; and the late terrified aristocracy
-rallying, a total defeat and dispersion of the peasantry ensued. Aylmere
-himself was hunted down, like a wild beast, and mercilessly put to
-death. The concessions granted were revoked. And, for centuries after,
-English historians in the interest of the upper classes, blackened the
-name and misrepresented the motives of the ill-fated Kentish reformer.
-
-What nobler task could a republican poet set before himself, than to
-rescue the reputation of this martyred hero from obloquy and shame?
-Well, too, has Judge Conrad fulfilled his pious labor. The principal
-character of the play is Aylmere, of course; indeed he may be said, in
-one sense, to be the entire play. His lofty courage, his abhorrence of
-wrong, his high aspirations after liberty, and the fiery enthusiasm
-which he breathes into his followers, form, as it were, the deep
-undertone, whose thunders roll incessantly through this grand anthem of
-freedom. Other characters, however, contribute materially to the action
-of the piece, and furnish the author with opportunities to display his
-dramatic powers. The portrait of Marianne, the wife of Aylmere, is drawn
-with great tenderness of feeling, and delicacy of touch: she is, like
-her own native Italy, a vision of immortal beauty hallowed and
-sanctified by wo. The cruel, vindictive and insolent Say; the gay,
-careless, yet not wholly wicked Clifford; the friend of the people,
-Friar Lacy; and the yeomen, Wat Worthy and Will Mowbray, all stand
-prominently out from the canvas.
-
-The drama is full of noble poetry. It would give us pleasure to quote
-more largely from it, in proof of this; but the quantity of books upon
-our table, requiring notice, forbids a monopoly of our limited space by
-one. We cannot, however, resist making a few extracts. Here is one, in
-which Aylmere, after his return from Italy, eloquently describes the
-bondage which he shared in common with his fellow-Englishmen.
-
- Ten years of freedom have not made me free.
- I’ve throttled fortune till she yielded up
- Her brightest favors; I have wooed Ambition,
- Wooed with a fiery soul and dripping sword,
- And _would not_ be denied; I turned from her,
- And raked amid the ashes of the past,
- For the high thoughts that burn but cannot die,
- Until my spirit walked with those who now
- Are hailed, as brethren, by archangels:—_Yet,_
- _Have I come home a slave—a thing for chains_
- _And scourges—ay, a dog,_
- _Crouching, and spurned, and spit upon._
-
-In fine contrast to this picture, is the following one of Italy, _as
-Italy was four centuries ago_.
-
- ’Tis free; and want, fear, shame, are aliens there.
- In that blest land the tiller is a prince.
- No ruffian lord breaks spring’s fair promises;
- And summer’s toils—for freedom watches o’er them—
- Are safe and happy; summer lapses by,
- In its own music;
- And pregnant Autumn, with a matron blush,
- Comes stately in, and with her, hand in hand,
- Labor, and busy Plenty. Then old Winter,
- With his stout glee, his junkets, and a laugh
- That shakes from his hoar beard the icicles,
- Makes the year gay again. There are no poor
- Where freedom is.
-
-The whole of the following is in the same fine strain.
-
- _Worthy._ Behold! He comes! he comes!
-
- _Enter_ Aylmere.
-
- _Lacy._ Thank Heaven! thou’rt free!
-
- _Aylmere_, (_laughs._) Ay, once more free! within my grasp a
- sword,
- And round me freemen! Free! as is the storm
- About your hills; the surge upon your shore!
- Free as the sunbeams on the chainless air;
- Or as the stream that leaps the precipice,
- And in eternal thunder, shouts to Heaven,
- That it is free, and will be free forever!
-
- _Straw._ Now for revenge! Full long we’ve fed on wrong:
- Give us revenge!
-
- _Aylmere._ For you and for myself!
- England from all her hills, cries out for vengeance!
- The serf, who tills her soil, but tastes not of
- Her fruit, the slave that in her dungeon groans,
- The yeoman plundered, and the maiden wronged,
- Echo the call in shrieks! The angry waves
- Report the sound in thunder; and the heavens,
- From their blue vaults, roll back a people’s cry
- For liberty and vengeance!
-
- _Lacy._ Wrong on wrong!
- Are there no bolts in heaven?
-
- _Aylmere._ _No swords on earth?_
- _He’ll ever be a slave, who does not right_
- _Himself. The heavens fight not for cravens. Let us strike,_
- _Strike for ourselves, and Heaven will strike for us._
-
-The ensuing are nervous and striking.
-
- All would o’ertop their fellows;
- And every rank—the lowest—hath its height
- To which hearts flutter, with as large a hope
- As princes feel for empire! But in each,
- Ambition struggles with a sea of hate.
- He who sweats up the ridgy grades of life.
- Finds, in each station, icy scorn above,
- Below him hooting envy.
-
- My lord, if you seek power in this, remember,
- The greatness which is born of anarchy,
- And thrown aloft in tumult, cannot last.
- It mounts, like rocks hurled skyward by volcanoes,
- Flushes a guilty moment, and falls back
- In the red earthquake’s bosom.
-
-The tragedy violates, in some of its details, the facts of history. Thus
-Aylmere, instead of being defeated and betrayed, as in the real story,
-perishes, in the drama, at the very hour that the charter is granted.
-The change enables the author to give a fine artistic scene as his
-closing one. Marianne, the wife, having been separated from her husband
-at the outset of the insurrection, falls into the power of Lord Say.
-While thus a prisoner she is accosted with dishonorable proposals by
-Lord Clifford, whom she stabs to escape indignity. For this heroic act
-she is thrown into the castle dungeon, scourged, and visited with other
-brutalities, till she loses her reason. Escaping eventually, she rejoins
-her husband. In Aylmere’s last interview with Lord Say, when the latter,
-dying, poniards the former, she rushes in, her intellect restored, as is
-often the case before death, and perishes with her lord. This furnishes
-the material for the closing scene, which is most dramatically
-conceived. Clasping the fair corpse in his arms, the hero is himself
-sinking into death, when suddenly loud huzzas in the street, call him
-back to life. He starts up with a wild cry of exultation, and asks
-eagerly what it means. The attendants reply, “the charter!” and, as they
-speak, the parchment, duly sealed, is brought triumphantly in. Aylmere
-rushes to it, kisses it, clasps it to his bosom, and exclaiming that the
-bondmen are avenged and England free, totters toward Marianne, falls,
-and dies.
-
-But the drama is not the only poem in the volume, for some fifty
-fugitive pieces ensue, the chance contributions of a life devoted
-generally to pursuits more stern. Several of the last of these
-originally appeared in the pages of this magazine: we may mention “The
-Sons of the Wilderness,” and the “Sonnets on the Lord’s Prayer.”
-Generally they are distinguished by great felicity of expression, a
-vigorous imagination, touches of exquisite pathos, and a lofty scorn of
-whatever is base, cruel, or wrong. As examples of the gentler mood of
-the author’s muse, we would point out two poems, which evidently relate
-to a mother and her daughter: the first, “Lines on the death of a Young
-Married Lady,” and the second, “To Maggie.” The sonnet, “To My Wife,” is
-also very beautiful. As specimens of Judge Conrad’s more indignant mood,
-we refer to the sonnets, “On the Invasion of the Roman Republic,” and to
-“Fear.”
-
-The poem, “To My Brother,” is one that would have made the author’s
-reputation, even if he had written nothing else; and “Freedom” contains
-stanzas that but few other living poets could have penned. To say that
-it exhibits the power of the fourth canto of “Childe Harold,” would
-imply imitation, of which certainly no one can accuse Judge Conrad. But
-we may remark that it has the same nervous style, the same exalted
-imagination, with an original conception that is all its own. In
-perusing this and other poems in this volume we instinctively regret
-that Judge Conrad has not devoted himself entirely to poetry. Such
-powers as his, concentrated on a pursuit so congenial to him, could not
-but have produced results that would have adorned American literature,
-not only temporarily, but throughout all time.
-
-We cannot take leave of our author without going back to the dedication,
-which is addressed to the poet’s father, and which, though often quoted
-in print since the appearance of the book, we venture to quote again.
-
- TO JOHN CONRAD, ESQ.
-
- How much that Young Time gave hath Old Time ta’en;
- Snatching his blessings back with churlish haste,
- And leaving life a wreck-encumbered waste!
- And yet I murmur not—for you remain!
- You and my mother, and the hoarded wealth
- Of home, and love, and high and hearted thought,
- Which Youth in Memory’s wizard woof enwrought.
- These are “laid up” where Time’s ungentle stealth
- Can reach them not. And ’tis a joy to bring
- This humble garland, woven in the wild.
- Back to the hearth and roof-tree of the child:
- The wearied heart bears home its offering.
- If it relume the approving smile of yore—
- Guerdon and glory then—father, I crave no more.
-
- * * * * *
-
- _Poems. By Richard Henry Stoddard. Boston: Ticknor, Reed &
- Fields. 1 vol. 16mo._
-
-It is impossible to open this volume at any page without feeling that
-the author is a poet, and a poet whose promise is very much greater even
-than his performance. Every poem is bright and warm with imagery and
-feeling—poetical expressions are showered with a liberal hand—the
-verse has that soft and fluent movement which indicates that the
-thoughts they convey come from a teeming mind in a gush of melodious
-sentiment—and the impression left on the reader’s imagination is of a
-singularly rich, sensuous, fertile and poetical nature. Every poem,
-almost every line, is a protest against the prose of thought and the
-prose of life, and all the objects of sense are studiously idealized and
-heightened into “something rich” if not into “something strange.” The
-author seems to dwell in a dream of life, peopled with beauties if not
-with Beauty, and sweetly abandoning himself to the soft and subtle
-sensations they imaginatively excite. Pleasure, but a pleasure more than
-mortal, seems to be his aim and aspiration, and infinitely provoked is
-he when the hard facts of life protrude their misshapen but solid
-substance into his meditations, and mock his luxurious illusion.
-
-Now the mood out of which this profuse idealization of thoughts and
-sensations proceeds is undoubtedly poetical, but it should be exhibited
-in connection with higher and sterner qualities, and at best indicates
-the youth of the poetic vision and faculty. But, it must be admitted,
-that Mr. Stoddard has represented it in all its deliciousness, and no
-person can read his volume without being filled and stimulated with its
-sweetness and melody, and luxuriant fancy and opulence of sensuous forms
-and images. It indicates, to some extent, a sensitive and imaginative
-nature overmastered by the pleasant scenes and airy beings in which and
-with whom it revels—possessed instead of possessing—and therefore
-lacking that individual power which wields dominion over its own
-resources, selects, discriminates, rejects, governs, and, in the highest
-sense, combines and creates. Accordingly he does not inform objects, but
-is rather informed by them—does not pass into them by an internal force
-but is rather drawn into them by their external attraction—and thus
-leaves an impression rather of fertility than power. There is a great
-difference between the poet who merges himself in objects, and the poet
-who allows objects to immerge him. In the one case he is a victor, in
-the other a captive.
-
-As a result of this exceeding sensitiveness to impressions, Mr. Stoddard
-is open to the influence of other poets; for when a poet once ceases to
-exercise a jealous guardianship over the individuality of his genius, he
-is liable to be overcome by the superior power of the natures with whom
-he sympathises. Now, Mr. Stoddard is no copyist or imitator, much less a
-plagiarist, but he evidently has an intense love for the genius of
-Shelley, Keats and Tennyson, and sympathises so deeply with them that he
-catches the tone and tune of their spirits—sometimes sets his own songs
-to their music—and thus gives us original thoughts and images that
-_sound_ like theirs because conceived in their spirit. Thus in the
-“Castle in the Air” there is an original line which still has the mark
-of Shelley’s individuality upon it:
-
- “Like some divinest dream upon the couch of sleep.”
-
-It would be easy to select many more illustrations of this unconscious
-imitation, proving, not that Mr. Stoddard is a borrower, but that he is
-not on his guard against the magnetic power of other minds, exercised as
-it is through the most subtile avenues of mental influence. It should be
-his ambition not to differ in degree from the poets he loves, but to
-differ in _kind_. It is better to be Stoddard than to be a Tennysonian,
-especially, as in the present case, when Stoddard contains within
-himself the elements of a new individuality in letters, with a force and
-flavor and fragrance of his own.
-
-We have been thus prolix and minute in characterizing some of the
-peculiarities of this volume, because we are convinced that the author
-is a man of genius, and has a right to be tried by laws of criticism
-severer than those which apply to the common run of versifiers. But we
-are not insensible to the excellencies of the poems; willingly plead
-guilty to the charge of having read the volume with delight, and trust
-that we shall entice many of our readers into the same pleasant
-employment. They evince thought, sentiment, fancy, imagination, delicacy
-and depth of nature; every thing but directing will and a broad
-perception of the true poetical relations of the ideal and the actual;
-and these will come with the growth of his mind, and a larger and more
-genial experience of life. We had marked many passages to illustrate our
-idea both of his merits and his defects, but we have no space at present
-to quote them. The gorgeous “Castle in the Air,” the leading poem in the
-volume, would furnish many a splendid example of the fluency and
-fertility of his genius. “The Witch’s Whelp” is an original conception
-of a different kind. The Songs and Sonnets, toward the close of the
-volume, are perhaps, the most individual and essentially original poems
-of the collection, and some of them display uncommon subtilty and
-sharpness of mental vision.
-
- * * * * *
-
- _A Book of Romances, Lyrics and Songs. By Bayard Taylor. Boston:
- Ticknor, Read & Fields, 1 vol. 16mo._
-
-Bayard Taylor’s peculiarities as a poet are the same which have won him
-so much popularity as a man, and refer to his character as well as his
-mind. Fine, however as is the impression conveyed by his numerous prose
-works, we think that no reader can carefully peruse the present volume
-without feeling that the best embodiment of the man is in these poems.
-They are thoroughly genuine, recording the thoughts and aspirations
-nearest and dearest to the author’s heart and brain, and o’erinformed
-with the life of a thoughtful, imaginative and genial nature. Some of
-them are darkened by a recent affliction, and to those friends who know
-how deep and acute that affliction was, they can hardly be read without
-tears. But the majority of the poems express the essential happiness of
-the author’s spirit, and communicate happiness to the reader. That
-descriptive power, which has made him one of the most fascinating of
-modern writers of travels, is of course active in the present volume in
-its most exquisite form. Indeed, as a poet, he does not so much describe
-as represent scenery, picturing it forth to the imagination in words and
-images which seem the mental counterparts of the objects before his eye.
-As a descriptive poet alone, he would rank high among contemporary
-authors, but he is also a close and subtle observer of the operations of
-thought and passion, as modified by individual character, and numerous
-pieces in this volume indicate intensity and concentration of thought,
-exercised on some of the most elusive and etherial laws and facts of the
-spiritual nature. In addition to all this, his style of expression is
-pure, energetic and picturesque, and varies readily with his themes. The
-best poem in the volume, and one which we think has good pretensions to
-be ranked with American classics, is “Man-da-Min, or the Romance of the
-Maize,” an Indian legend of great beauty, and, in Taylor’s version,
-exquisite in idea and masterly in execution. “Hylas,” “Taurus,” “The
-Summer Camp,” “The Odalisque,” “The Pine Forest of Monterey,” and “The
-Waves,” are likewise of great merit, and exhibit the variety as well as
-power of the author’s mind. Cordially do we wish success to this volume,
-and trust that Taylor will live to write, and we to welcome many like
-it.
-
- * * * * *
-
- _The Home Book of the Picturesque, or American Scenery, Art and
- Literature; with Thirteen Engravings on Steel, from Pictures by
- Eminent Artists, Engraved expressly for this Work. New York:
- George P. Putnam. 1 vol. folio._
-
-The American public have become so accustomed to Mr. Putnam’s
-enterprise, that they may not be surprised even by this splendid example
-of it—a volume essentially American, yet in engravings, letter-press,
-and general execution equal to the best English annuals, and in the
-merits of its literary matter far superior to them. The cost and trouble
-of getting up the book may be conceived, when we mention that the
-pictures from which the exquisite illustrations of the volume are
-engraved, are scattered among many collectors, and that the execution of
-the plates exhibits the utmost skill and finish which the art of
-engraving has reached in America. The essays which accompany the
-engravings are by what old Jacob Tonson called “eminent hands.” Irving
-contributes a paper on the “Catskill Mountains,” which seems like an
-essay accidently left out of the “Sketch Book,” and is certainly worthy
-of a place among the most charming productions of his genius. Cooper’s
-article on “American and European Scenery,” is a carefully meditated and
-attractive disquisition on a subject which has occasioned endless
-discussion, but which was never treated so thoroughly and temperately
-before. Tuckerman’s “Over the Mountains” is an admirable essay. “Scenery
-and Mind,” by Magoun, is the most eloquent, thoughtful, scholarly and
-tasteful of his productions. Willis contributes a brilliant and sensible
-paper on “The Highland Terrace,” in his most fascinating style. The
-artists whose landscapes make the beauty of the volume, are Durand,
-Huntington, Beekwith, Talbot, Kensett, Cropsey, Richards, Church, Weir,
-Cole and Gignoux.
-
-Altogether, the volume is the best exhibition of American art in
-connection with American literature we have ever seen, and must take the
-lead among the gift-books of the season.
-
- * * * * *
-
- _The Human Body and its Connection with Man, Illustrated by the
- Principal Organs. By John James Garth Wilkinson. Member of the
- Royal College of Surgeons of England. Philadelphia: Lippincott,
- Grambo & Co. 1 vol. 12mo._
-
-The author of this curious and attractive volume is well-known as the
-English editor of Swedenborg’s works, and the writer of Swedenborg’s
-life, and, in the opinion of Emerson, is “a philosophic critic, with a
-co-equal vigor of understanding and imagination comparable only to Lord
-Bacon’s.” Without attempting to discuss the accuracy of this opinion,
-which is at least the result of a study of Mr. Wilkinson’s whole works,
-it is sufficient to say here that the author of this volume is one of
-the most vivid, pointed and striking writers of the century; and that,
-however solid or doubtful may be his pretensions to great scientific
-merits, there can be no doubt of the brilliancy of his rhetoric and the
-fertility of his intellect in original thoughts. A review of the present
-work we do not intend to give, but simply recommend it to all readers as
-a powerful, independent, suggestive and stimulating book, lifting the
-study of anatomy and physiology into a fine art, and abounding with new
-views both of the body and the mind. The chief peculiarity of Mr.
-Wilkinson seems to us to be a singular vigor and audacity of will, in
-some cases running into offensive dogmatism, but generally exercised in
-freeing his intellect from the trammels both of accredited skepticisms
-and authorities, and in stamping his own opinions with such force upon
-the mind of the reader, as to create himself into a kind of authority.
-There is muscular health and strength in every sentence of his
-remarkable book, and a seeming gladness in the exercise of his faculties
-which is wonderfully inspiring to the reader.
-
- * * * * *
-
- _The Wonder-Book for Girls and Boys. By Nathaniel Hawthorne.
- With Engravings by Baker from Designs by Billings. Boston:
- Ticknor, Reed & Fields. 1 vol. 16mo._
-
-Hawthorne may have written more powerful stories than those contained in
-this volume, but none so truly delightful. The spirit of the book is so
-essentially sunny and happy, that it creates a jubilee in the brain as
-we read. It is intended for children, but let not the intention cheat
-men and women out of the pleasure they will find in its sparkling and
-genial pages. The stories are told by a certain Eustice Bright to a mob
-of children, whose real names the author suppresses, but whom he
-re-baptizes with the fairy appellation of Primrose, Periwinkle, Sweet
-Fern, Dandelion, Blue-Eye, Clover, Huckleberry, Cowslip, Squash-blossom,
-Milk-weed, Plantain and Butter-cup. The individuality of these little
-creatures is happily preserved, especially in the criticisms and
-applications they make after each story is told; and the reader parts
-with them unwillingly, and with the hope (which the author should not
-disappoint) of resuming their acquaintance in another volume. The
-stories, six in number, are classical myths, re-cast to suit the
-author’s purpose, and told with exquisite grace, simplicity and
-playfulness. The book will become the children’s classic, and, to our
-taste, is fairly the best of its kind in English literature. It is a
-child’s story-book informed with the finest genius.
-
- * * * * *
-
- _The Captains of the Old World, as Compared with the Great
- Modern Strategists, their Campaigns, Characters and Conduct,
- from the Persian to the Punic Wars. By Henry William Herbert.
- New York: Charles Scribner. 1 vol. 12mo._
-
-This volume is all alive and glowing with the fiery characteristics of
-Mr. Herbert’s genius, while it has at the same time the best results of
-his earnest, independent thinking, and profound and accurate
-scholarship. The title sufficiently declares its purpose, and its
-execution is worthy of the theme. It gives a most animated account of
-the Greek and Roman tactics and military organization, and of the lives
-of the great ancient commanders, commencing with Miltiades and ending,
-for the present, with Hannibal. Themistocles, Pausanius, Xenophon,
-Epaminondas and Alexander, are learnedly and eloquently sketched, and
-parallels are drawn between them and the celebrated captains of modern
-times, in which the author shows a knowledge of military science as well
-as his usual power of vivid painting. The work is dedicated to Professor
-Felton, of Harvard University. It cannot fail to have that wide
-circulation which it so eminently merits, for it happily combines
-elements of interest which will recommend it equally to scholars and the
-mass of readers.
-
- * * * * *
-
- _The Life of John Sterling. By Thomas Carlyle. Boston: Phillips,
- Sampson & Co. 1 vol. 12mo._
-
-This is one of the most powerful of Carlyle’s many productions, and, as
-a biography, is to be ranked among the best in English literature. It
-bristles as usual with the author’s harsh scorn of every thing he is
-pleased to call cant, falsehood, and moonshine; but there are glimpses
-in it of deep and genuine tenderness, and, of all his works, it best
-indicates the humanity of the man. The mental characteristics of
-Sterling himself, are drawn with a loving and friendly yet
-discriminating pencil, and the few events of his life are narrated with
-singular skill. The sketches of Sterling’s friends and contemporaries,
-especially the portrait of Coleridge, add much to the interest of the
-volume. There are specimens also of a sort of savage humor equal to
-Carlyle’s best efforts in that kind. The style, though full of vigor and
-flashing with imagery, is as craggy and uneven as ever; exhibiting, in
-the constant recurrence of a few slang words, how formal after all is
-this inveigher against formulas, and how his hatred of affectation
-becomes itself a sort of cant. But the soul of the book is sound and
-manly; and no one can read it without feeling that he has been in
-communion with a deep and great, if somewhat embittered nature.
-
- * * * * *
-
- _Putnam’s Home Cyclopedia Hand-book of the Useful Arts. By T.
- Antisell, M. D. New York: George P. Putnam. 1 vol. 12 mo._
-
- _Hand-Book of Universal Biography. By Parke Godwin. New York:
- George P. Putnam. 1 vol. 12mo._
-
-These volumes belong to a series of six, each complete in itself, under
-the general title of “Putnam’s Home Cyclopedia.” They will be found very
-useful and valuable to all classes of readers, containing a vast amount
-of classified information in the most compact form. The Hand-Book of the
-Useful Arts should be in the possession of every mechanic in the
-country. The Universal Biography, by Parke Godwin, is based on Maunder’s
-book on the same subject, but re-written, extended, corrected, and in
-every way improved. The whole series will make an invaluable library of
-reference. Each volume contains some eight or nine hundred closely
-printed pages.
-
- * * * * *
-
- _The Fifteen Decisive Battles of the World, from Marathon to
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-ludicrous enough.
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-_Crosby and Nichols, of Boston_, have sent us some eight or ten
-delightful little story-books for children, to which we call the
-attention of parents in these holyday times.
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-Dentistry.—Our attention has recently been called to the very superior
-mechanical execution of full sets of teeth, manufactured by a young
-townsman of ours—J. Sothoron Gilliams, Esq.—which in all respects
-surpass any thing of the kind we have elsewhere observed. Doctor
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-also a thorough medical education and assiduous attention to the
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-The Volume for 1852.—Our readers will see from the style in which the
-January number is put forth, that we are in earnest for 1852 in our
-efforts to render “Graham” superior as a work of literature and art. The
-plan marked out and indicated in our prospectus of greatly increasing
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-as we claim the merit of first suggesting and adopting the change, we
-trust that those who partially follow us in January, will not grow weary
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-year.
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-some publishers, who fill sheets with promises which are never thought
-of after the January number is issued, we cannot say—but we now ask
-some little attention to the matter for 1852.
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-page 89, in the which state one of ==> in which state one of
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