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CHARLEMONT;
OR,
THE PRIDE OF THE VILLAGE
A TALE OF KENTUCKY.
BY W. GILMORE SIMMS,
"Nor will I be secure.
In any confidence of mine own strength,
For such security is oft the mother
Of negligence, and that, the occasion
Of unremedy'd ruin."
Microcosmus--THO. NABBES.
TO THE HON. JAMES HALL, OF CINCINNATI:
AS ONE OF THE ABLEST OF OUR LITERARY PIONEEERS A GENUINE REPRESENTATIVE
OF THE GREAT WEST;
WHOSE WRITINGS EQUALLY ILLUSTRATE HER HISTORY AND GENIUS:
this story of "CHARLEMONT," and its Sequel "BEAUCHAMPE" are
respectfully inscribed by
THEIR AUTHOR
ADVERTISEMENT
The domestic legend which follows, is founded upon actual events of
comparatively recent occurrence in the state of Kentucky. However
strange the facts may appear in the sequel--however in conflict with
what are usually supposed to be the sensibilities and characteristics
of woman--they are yet unquestionably true; most of them having
been conclusively established, by the best testimony, before a
court of justice. Very terrible, indeed, was the tragedy to which
they conducted--one that startled the whole country when it took
place, and the mournful interest of which will long be remembered.
More on this subject need not be mentioned here. The narrative,
it is hoped, will satisfy all the curiosity of the reader. It has
been very carefully prepared from and according to the evidence;
the art of the romancer being held in close subjection to the
historical authorities. I have furnished only the necessary details
which would fill such blanks in the story as are of domestic
character; taking care that these should accord, in all cases, with
the despotic facts. In respect to these, I have seldom appealed to
invention. It is in the delineation and development of character,
only, that I have made free to furnish scenes, such as appeared to
me calculated to perfect the portraits, and the better to reconcile
the reader to real occurrences, which, in their original nakedness,
however unquestionably true, might incur the risk of being thought
improbabilities.
The reflections which will be most likely to arise from the
perusal of such a history, lead us to a consideration of the social
characteristics of the time and region, and to a consideration of
the facility with which access to society is afforded by the manners
and habits of our forest population. It is in all newly-settled
countries, as among the rustic population of most nations, that the
absence of the compensative resources of wealth leads to a singular
and unreserved freedom among the people. In this way, society
endeavors to find equivalents for those means of enjoyment which
a wealthy people may procure from travel, from luxury, from the
arts, and the thousand comforts of a well-provided homestead. The
population of a frontier country, lacking such resources, scattered
over a large territory, and meeting infrequently, feel the lack of
social intercourse; and this lack tends to break down most of the
barriers which a strict convention usually establishes for the
protection, not only of sex and caste, but of its own tastes and
prejudices. Lacking the resources of superior wealth, population,
and civilization, the frontier people are naturally required to
throw the doors open as widely as possible, in order to obtain that
intercourse with their fellows which is, perhaps, the first great
craving of humanity. As a matter of necessity, there is little
discrimination exercised in the admission of their guests. A specious
outside, agreeable manners, cleverness and good humor, will soon
make their way into confidence, without requiring other guaranties
for the moral of the stranger. The people are naturally frank and
hospitable; for the simple reason that these qualities of character
are essential for procuring them that intercourse which they crave.
The habits are accessible, the restraints few, the sympathies are
genial, active, easily aroused, and very confiding. It follows,
naturally, that they are frequently wronged and outraged, and just
as naturally that their resentments are keen, eager, and vindictive.
The self-esteem, if not watchful, is revengeful; and society sanctions
promptly the fierce redress--that wild justice of revenge--which
punishes without appeal to law, with its own right hand, the
treacherous guest who has abused the unsuspecting confidence which
welcomed him to a seat upon the sacred hearth. In this brief portrait
of the morale of society, upon our frontiers, you will find the
materiel from which this story has been drawn, and its justification,
as a correct delineation of border life in one of its more settled
phases in the new states. The social description of Charlemont
exhibits, perhaps, a THIRD advance in our forest civilization, from
the original settlement.
It is not less the characteristic of these regions to exhibit
the passions and the talents of the people in equal and wonderful
saliency. We are accordingly struck with two classes of social
facts, which do not often arrest the attention in old communities.
We see, for example, the most singular combination of simplicity and
sagacity in the same person; simplicity in conventional respects,
and sagacity in all that affects the absolute and real in life,
nature and the human sensibilities. The rude man, easily imposed
upon, in his faith, fierce as an outlaw in his conflicts with men,
will be yet exquisitely alive to the nicest consciousness of woman;
will as delicately appreciate her instincts and sensibilities, as
if love and poetry had been his only tutors from the first, and
had mainly addressed their labors to this one object of the higher
heart, education; and in due degree with the tenderness with
which he will regard the sex, will be the vindictive ferocity with
which--even though no kinsman--he will pursue the offender who has
dared to outrage them in the case of any individual. In due degree
as his faith is easy will his revenges be extreme. In due degree as
he is slow to suspect the wrong-doer, will be the tenacity of his
pursuit when the offender requires punishment. He seems to throw
wide his heart and habitation, but you must beware how you trespass
upon the securities of either.
The other is a mental characteristic which leads to frequent
surprises among strangers from the distant cities. It consists in
the wonderful inequality between his mental and social development.
The same person who will be regarded as a boor in good society, will
yet exhibit a rapidity and profundity of thought and intelligence--a
depth and soundness of judgment--an acuteness in discrimination--a
logical accuracy, and critical analysis, such as mere good society
rarely shows, and such as books almost as rarely teach. There will
be a deficiency of refinement, taste, art--all that the polished
world values so highly--and which it seems to cherish and encourage
to the partial repudiation of the more essential properties of
intellect. However surprising this characteristic may appear, it
may yet be easily accounted for by the very simplicity of a training
which results in great directness and force of character--a frank
heartiness of aim and object--a truthfulness of object which
suffers the thoughts to turn neither to the right hand nor to the
left, but to press forward decisively to the one object--a determined
will, and a restless instinct--which, conscious of the deficiencies
of wealth and position, is yet perpetually seeking to supply them
from the resources within its reach. These characteristics will
be found illustrated in the present legend, an object which it
somewhat contemplates, apart from the mere story with which they
are interwoven.
A few words more in respect to our heroine, Margaret Cooper. It
is our hope and belief, that she will be found a real character by
most of our readers. She is drawn from the life, and with a severe
regard to the absolute features of the original. In these days of
"strong-minded women," even more certainly than when the portrait
was first taken, the identity of the sketch with its original will
be sure of recognition. Her character and career will illustrate
most of the mistakes which are made by that ambitious class, among
the gentler sex, who are now seeking so earnestly to pass out from
that province of humiliation to which the sex has been circumscribed
from the first moment of recorded history. What she will gain by
the motion, if successful, might very well be left to time, were
it not that the proposed change in her condition threatens fatally
some of her own and the best securities of humanity. We may admit,
and cheerfully do so, that she might, with propriety, be allowed
some additional legal privileges of a domestic sort. But the great
object of attainment, which is the more serious need of the sex--her
own more full development as a responsible being--seems mainly
to depend upon herself, and upon self-education. The great first
duty of woman is in her becoming the mother of men; and this duty
implies her proper capacity for the education and training of the
young. To fit her properly for this duty, her education should become
more elevated, and more severe in degree with its elevation. But
the argument is one of too grave, too intricate, and excursive
a character, to be attempted here. It belongs to a very different
connection. It is enough, in this place, to say that Margaret Cooper
possesses just the sort of endowment to make a woman anxious to
pass the guardian boundaries which hedge in her sex--her danger
corresponds with her desires. Her securities, with such endowments,
and such a nature, can only be found in a strict and appropriate
education, such as woman seldom receives anywhere, and less, perhaps,
in this country than in any other. To train fully the feminine
mind, without in any degree impairing her susceptibilities and
sensibilities, seems at once the necessity and the difficulty of
the subject. Her very influence over man lies in her sensibilities.
It will be to her a perilous fall from pride of place, and power,
when, goaded by an insane ambition, in the extreme development of
her mere intellect, she shall forfeit a single one of these securities
of her sex.
CHAPTER I.
THE SCENE.
The stormy and rugged winds of March were overblown--the first
fresh smiling days of April had come at last--the days of sunshine
and shower, of fitful breezes, the breath of blossoms, and the
newly-awakened song of birds. Spring was there in all the green
and glory of her youth, and the bosom of Kentucky heaved with the
prolific burden of the season. She had come, and her messengers
were everywhere, and everywhere busy. The birds bore her gladsome
tidings to
"Alley green,
Dingle or bushy dell of each wild wood,
And every bosky bourn from side to side--"
nor were the lately-trodden and seared grasses of the forests left
unnoted; and the humbled flower of the wayside sprang up at her
summons. Like some loyal and devoted people, gathered to hail the
approach of a long-exiled and well-beloved sovereign, they crowded
upon the path over which she came, and yielded themselves with
gladness at her feet. The mingled songs and sounds of their rejoicing
might be heard, and far-off murmurs of gratulation, rising from the
distant hollows, or coming faintly over the hill-tops, in accents
not the lees pleasing because they were the less distinct. That
lovely presence which makes every land blossom, and every living
thing rejoice, met, in the happy region in which we meet her now,
a double tribute of honor and rejoicing.
The "dark and bloody ground," by which mournful epithets Kentucky
was originally known to the Anglo-American, was dark and bloody
no longer. The savage had disappeared from its green forests for
ever, and no longer profaned with slaughter, and his unholy whoop
of death, its broad and beautiful abodes. A newer race had succeeded;
and the wilderness, fulfilling the better destinies of earth, had
begun to blossom like the rose. Conquest had fenced in its sterile
borders with a wall of fearless men, and peace slept everywhere in
security among its green recesses. Stirring industry--the perpetual
conqueror--made the woods resound with the echoes of his biting
axe and ringing hammer. Smiling villages rose in cheerful white,
in place of the crumbling and smoky cabins of the hunter. High
and becoming purposes of social life and thoughtful enterprise
superseded that eating and painful decay, which has terminated in
the annihilation of the red man; and which, among every people,
must always result from their refusal to exercise, according to
the decree of experience, no less than Providence, their limbs and
sinews in tasks of well-directed and continual labor.
A great nation urging on a sleepless war against sloth and feebleness,
is one of the noblest of human spectacles. This warfare was rapidly
and hourly changing the monotony and dreary aspects of rock and
forest. Under the creative hands of art, temples of magnificence
rose where the pines had fallen. Long and lovely vistas were opened
through the dark and hitherto impervious thickets. The city sprang
up beside the river, while hamlets, filled with active hope and
cheerful industry, crowded upon the verdant hill-side, and clustered
among innumerable valleys Grace began to seek out the homes of
toil, and taste supplied their decorations. A purer form of religion
hallowed the forest-homes of the red-man, while expelling for ever
the rude divinities of his worship; and throughout the land, an
advent of moral loveliness seemed approaching, not less grateful
to the affections and the mind, than was the beauty of the infant
April, to the eye and the heart of the wanderer.
But something was still wanting to complete the harmonies of nature,
in the scene upon which we are about to enter. Though the savage
had for ever departed from its limits, the blessings of a perfect
civilization were not yet secured to the new and flourishing regions
of Kentucky. Its morals were still in that fermenting condition
which invariably distinguishes the settlement of every new country
by a various and foreign people. At the distant period of which we
write, the population of Kentucky had not yet become sufficiently
stationary to have made their domestic gods secure, or to have
fixed the proper lines and limits regulating social intercourse
and attaching precise standards to human conduct. The habits and
passions of the first settlers--those fearless pioneers who had
struggled foot to foot with the Indian, and lived in a kindred
state of barbarity with him, had not yet ceased to have influence
over the numerous race which followed them. That moral amalgam
which we call society, and which recognises a mutual and perfectly
equal condition of dependence, and a common necessity, as the great
cementing principles of the human family, had not yet taken place;
and it was still too much the custom, in that otherwise lovely
region, for the wild man to revenge his own wrong, and the strong
man to commit a greater with impunity. The repose of social order
was not yet secured to the great mass, covering with its wing,
as with a sky that never knew a cloud, the sweet homes and secure
possessions of the unwarlike. The fierce robber sometimes smote
the peaceful traveler upon the highway, and the wily assassin of
reputation, within the limits of the city barrier, not unfrequently
plucked the sweetest rose that ever adorned the virgin bosom
of innocence, and triumphed, without censure, in the unhallowed
spoliation.
But sometimes there came an avenger;--and the highway robber fell
before the unexpected patriot; and the virgin was avenged by the
yet beardless hero, for the wrong of her cruel seducer. The story
which we have to tell, is of times and of actions such as these.
It is a melancholy narrative--the more melancholy as it is most
certainly true. It will not be told in vain, if the crime which
it describes in proper colors, and the vengeance by which it was
followed, and which it equally records, shall secure the innocent
from harm, and discourage the incipient wrongdoer from his base
designs.
CHAPTER II.
THE TRAVELLERS.
Let the traveller stand with us on the top of this rugged eminence,
and look down upon the scene below. Around us, the hills gather
in groups on every side, a family cluster, each of which wears the
same general likeness to that on which we stand, yet there is no
monotony in their aspect. The axe has not yet deprived them of a
single tree, and they rise up, covered with the honored growth of
a thousand summers. But they seem not half so venerable. They wear,
in this invigorating season, all the green, fresh features of youth
and spring. The leaves cover the rugged Limbs which sustain them,
with so much ease and grace, as if for the first time they were
so green and glossy, and as if the impression should be made more
certain and complete, the gusty wind of March has scattered abroad
and borne afar, all the yellow garments of the vanished winter.
The wild flowers begin to flaunt their blue and crimson draperies
about us, as if conscious that they are borne upon the bosom
of undecaying beauty; and the spot so marked and hallowed by each
charming variety of bud and blossom, would seem to have been a
selected dwelling for the queenly Spring herself.
Man, mindful of those tastes and sensibilities which in great part
constitute his claim to superiority over the brute, has not been
indifferent to the beauties of the place. In the winding hollows
of these hills, beginning at our feet, you see the first signs of
as lovely a little hamlet as ever promised peace to the weary and
the discontent. This is the village of Charlemont.
A dozen snug and smiling cottages seem to have been dropped in
this natural cup, as if by a spell of magic. They appear, each of
them, to fill a fitted place--not equally distant from, but equally
near each other. Though distinguished, each by an individual feature,
there is yet no great dissimilarity among them. All are small, and
none of them distinguished by architectural pretension. They are
now quite as flourishing as when first built, and their number has
had no increase since the village was first settled. Speculation
has not made it populous and prosperous, by destroying its repose,
stifling its charities, and abridging the sedate habits and comforts
of its people. The houses, though constructed after the fashion
of the country, of heavy and ill-squared logs, roughly hewn, and
hastily thrown together, perhaps by unpractised hands, are yet made
cheerful by that tidy industry which is always sure to make them
comfortable also. Trim hedges that run beside slender white palings,
surround and separate them from each other. Sometimes, as you see,
festoons of graceful flowers, and waving blossoms, distinguish
one dwelling from the rest, declaring its possession of some fair
tenant, whose hand and fancy have kept equal progress with habitual
industry; at the same time, some of them appear entirely without
the little garden of flowers and vegetables, which glimmers and
glitters in the rear or front of the greater number.
Such was Charlemont, at the date of our narrative. But the traveller
would vainly look, now, to find the place as we describe it. The
garden is no longer green with fruits and flowers--the festoons
no longer grace the lowly portals--the white palings are down and
blackening in the gloomy mould--the roofs have fallen, and silence
dwells lonely among the ruins,--the only inhabitant of the place.
It has no longer a human occupant.
"Something ails it now--the spot is cursed."
Why this fate has fallen upon so sweet an abiding place--why the
villagers should have deserted a spot, so quiet and so beautiful--it
does not fall within our present purpose to inquire. It was most
probably abandoned--not because of the unfruitfulness of the soil,
or the unhealthiness of the climate--for but few places on the bosom
of the earth, may be found either more fertile, more beautiful, or
more healthful--but in compliance with that feverish restlessness
of mood--that sleepless discontent of temper, which, perhaps, more
than any other quality, is the moral failing in the character of the
Anglo-American. The roving desires of his ancestor, which brought
him across the waters, have been transmitted without diminution--nay,
with large increase--to the son. The creatures of a new condition
of things, and new necessities, our people will follow out their
destiny. The restless energies which distinguish them, are, perhaps,
the contemplated characteristics which Providence has assigned
them, in order that they may the more effectually and soon, bring
into the use and occupation of a yet mightier people, the wilderness
of that new world in which their fortunes have been cast. Generation
is but the pioneer of generation, and the children of millions, more
gigantic and powerful than ourselves, shall yet smile to behold,
how feeble was the stroke made by our axe upon the towering trees
of their inheritance.
It was probably because of this characteristic of our people, that
Charlemont came in time to be deserted. The inhabitants were one
day surprised with tidings of more attractive regions in yet deeper
forests, and grew dissatisfied with their beautiful and secluded
valley. Such is the ready access to the American mind, in its
excitable state, of novelty and sudden impulse, that there needs but
few suggestions to persuade the forester to draw stakes, and remove
his tents, where the signs seem to be more numerous of sweeter
waters and more prolific fields. For a time, change has the power
which nature does not often exercise; and under its freshness,
the waters DO seem sweeter, and the stores of the wilderness, the
wild-honey and the locust, DO seem more abundant to the lip and
eye.
Where our cottagers went, and under what delusion, are utterly
unknown to us; nor is it important to our narrative that we should
inquire. Our knowledge of them is only desirable, while they were
in the flourishing condition in which they have been seen. It is
our trust that the novelty which seduced them from their homes, did
not fail them in its promises--that they may never have found, in
all their wanderings, a less lovely abiding-place, than that which
they abandoned. But change has its bitter, as well as its sweet,
and the fear is strong that the cottagers of Charlemont, in the
weary hours, when life's winter is approaching, will still and
vainly sigh after the once-despised enjoyments of their deserted
hamlet.
It was toward the close of one of those bright, tearful days in
April, of which we have briefly spoken, when a couple of travellers
on horseback, ascended the last hill looking down upon Charlemont.
One of these travellers had passed the middle period of life; the
other was, perhaps, just about to enter upon its heavy responsibilities,
and more active duties. The first wore the countenance of one
who had borne many sorrows, and borne them with that resignation,
which, while it proves the wisdom of the sufferer, is at the same
time, calculated to increase his benevolence. The expression of his
eye, was full of kindness and benignity, while that of his mouth,
with equal force, was indicative of a melancholy, as constant as
it was gentle and unobtrusive. A feeble smile played over his lips
while he spoke, that increased the sadness which it softened; as
the faint glimmer of the evening sunlight, upon the yellow leaves
of autumn, heightens the solemn tones in the rich coloring of the
still decaying forest.
The face of his companion, in many of its features, was in direct
contrast with his own. It was well formed, and, to the casual
glance, seemed no less handsome than intellectual. There was much
in it to win the regard of the young and superficial. An eye that
sparkled with fire, a mouth that glowed with animation--cheeks
warmly colored, and a contour full of vivacity, seemed to denote
properties of mind and heart equally valuable and attractive. Still,
a keen observer would have found something sinister, in the upward
glancing of the eye, at intervals, from the half-closed lids; and,
at such moments, there was a curling contempt upon the lips, which
seemed to denote a cynical and sarcastic turn of mind. A restless
movement of the same features seemed equally significant of caprice
of character, and a flexibility of moral; while the chin narrowed
too suddenly and became too sharp at the extremity, to persuade a
thorough physiognomist, that the owner could be either very noble
in his aims, or very generous in his sentiments. But as these
outward tokens can not well be considered authority in the work
of judgment, let events, which speak for themselves, determine the
true character of our travellers.
They had reached the table land of the heights which looked down
upon Charlemont, at a moment when the beauty of the scene could
scarcely fail to impress itself upon the most indifferent observer.
The elder of the travellers, who happened to be in advance, was
immediately arrested by it; and, staying the progress of his horse,
with hand lifted above his eye, looked around him with a delight
which expressed itself in an abrupt ejaculation, and brought his
companion to his side. The sun had just reached that point in his
descent, which enabled him to level a shaft of rosy light from
the pinnacle of the opposite hill, into the valley below, where it
rested among the roofs of two of the cottages, which arose directly
in its path. The occupants of these two cottages had come forth,
as it were, in answer to the summons; and old and young, to the
number of ten or a dozen persons, had met, in the winding pathway
between, which led through the valley, and in front of every cottage
which it contained. The elder of the cottagers sat upon the huge
trunk of a tree, which had been felled beside the road, for the
greater convenience of the traveller; and with eyes turned in the
direction of the hill on which the sunlight had sunk and appeared
to slumber, seemed to enjoy the vision with no less pleasure than
our senior traveller. Two tall damsels of sixteen, accompanied by
a young man something older, were strolling off in the direction
of the woods; while five or six chubby girls and boys were making
the echoes leap and dance along the hills, in the clamorous delight
which they felt in their innocent but stirring exercises. The whole
scene was warmed with the equal brightness of the natural and the
human sun. Beauty was in the sky, and its semblance, at least, was
on the earth. God was in the heavens, and in his presence could
there be other than peace and harmony among men!
"How beautiful!" exclaimed the elder of our travellers--"could
anything be more so! How pure, how peaceful! See, Warham, how
soft, how spirit-like, that light lies along the hill-side, and
how distinct, yet how delicate, is the train which glides from it
down the valley, even to the white dwellings at its bottom, from which
it seems to shrink and tremble as if half conscious of intrusion.
And yet the picture below is kindred with it. That, now, is a scene
that I delight in--it is a constant picture in my mind. There is
peace in that valley, if there be peace anywhere on earth. The old
men sit before the door, and contemplate with mingled feelings of
pride and pleasure, the vigorous growth of their children. They
behold in them their own immortality, even upon earth. The young
will preserve their memories, and transmit their names to other
children yet unborn; and how must such a reflection reconcile them
to their own time of departure, not unfitly shown in the last smiles
of that sunlight, which they are so soon about to lose. Like him,
they look with benevolence and love upon the world from which they
will soon depart."
"Take my word for it, uncle, they will postpone their departure
to the last possible moment, and, so far from looking with smiles
upon what they are about to leave for ever, they will leave it with
very great reluctance, and in monstrous bad humor. As for regarding
their children with any such notions as those you dwell upon with
such poetical raptures, they will infinitely prefer transmitting
for themselves their names and qualities to the very end of the
chapter. Ask any one of them the question now, and he will tell you
that an immortality, each, in his own wig-wam, and with his weight
of years and infirmity upon him, would satisfy all his expectations.
If they look at the vigor of their young, it is to recollect that
they themselves once were so, and to repine at the recollection.
Take my word for it, there is not a dad among them, that does not
envy his own son the excellence of his limbs, and the long time of
exercise and enjoyment which they seemingly assure him."
"Impossible!" exclaimed the elder of the two travellers. "Impossible!
I should be sorry to think as you do. But you, Warham, can not
understand these things. You are an habitual unbeliever--the most
unfortunate of all mankind."
"The most fortunate, rather. I have but few burdens of credulity
to carry. The stars be blessed, my articles of faith are neither
very many nor very cumbrous. I should be sorry if my clients were
so few."
"I should be sorry, Warham, if I had so little feeling as yourself."
"And I should be still more sorry, uncle, if I had half so much.
Why, sir, yours is in such excess, that you continually mistake the
joys and sorrows of other people for your own. You laugh and weep
with them alternately; and, until all's done and over, you never
seem to discover that the business was none of yours;--that you
had none of the pleasure which made you laugh, and might have been
spared all the unnecessary suffering which moved your tears. 'Pon
my soul, sir, you pass a most unprofitable life."
"You mistake, Warham, I have shared both; and my profits have been
equally great from both sources. My susceptibility has been an
exceeding great gain to me, and has quickened all my senses. There
is a joy of grief, you know, according to Ossian."
"Nay, if you quote Ossian, uncle. I give you up. I don't believe
in Ossian, and his raving stuff always sickens me."
"I sometimes think, Warham," said the uncle, good naturedly, "that
Providence has denied you some of the more human faculties. Nay,
I fear that you are partially deficient in some of the senses. Do
you see that sunlight to which I point--there, on the hill-side,
a sort of rosy haze, which seems to me eminently beautiful?"
"Yes, sir; and, if you will suffer me, I will get out of its reach
as quickly as possible. I have been half blinded by it ever since
you found it so beautiful. Sunlight is, I think, of very little
importance to professional men, unless as a substitute for candles,
and then it should come over the left shoulder, if you would not
have it endanger the sight. Nay, I will go farther, and confess that
it is better than candlelight, and certainly far less expensive.
Shall we go forward, sir?"
"Warham," said the uncle, with increasing gravity, "I should be
sorry to believe that a habit of speech so irreverential, springs
from anything but an ambition for saying smart things, and strange
things, which are not always smart. It would give me great pain
to think that you were devoid of any of those sensibilities which
soften the hearts of other men, and lead them to generous impulses."
"Nay, be not harsh, uncle. You should know me better. I trust my
sensibilities, and senses too, may be sufficient for all proper
purposes, when the proper time comes for their employment; but
I can't flame up at every sunbeam, and grow enthusiastic in the
contemplation of Bill Johnson's cottage, and Richard Higgins's
hedgerow. A turnip-patch never yet could waken my enthusiasm,
and I do believe, sir--I confess it with some shame and a slight
misgiving, lest my admissions should give you pain--that my fancy
has never been half so greatly enkindled by Carthula, of the bending
spear, or Morven of the winds, as by the sedate and homely aspect
of an ordinary dish of eggs and bacon, hot from the flaming frying-pan
of some worthy housewife."
The uncle simply looked upon the speaker, but without answering.
He was probably quite too much accustomed to his modes of thought
and speech to be so much surprised as annoyed by what he said.
Perhaps, too, his own benevolence of spirit interfered to save the
nephew from that harsher rebuke which his judgment might yet have
very well disposed him to bestow.
Following the course of the latter in silence, he descended into
the valley, and soon made his way among the sweet little cottages
at its foot. An interchange of courtsies between the travellers and
the villagers whose presence had given occasion to some portion of
the previous dialogue, in which the manner of the younger traveller
was civil, and that of the elder kind; and the two continued on
their journey, though not without being compelled to refuse sundry
invitations, given with true patriarchal hospitality, to remain
among the quiet abodes through which they passed.
As cottage after cottage unfolded itself to their eyes, along the
winding avenue, the proprietors appeared at door and window, and,
with the simple freedoms of rural life, welcomed the strangers with
a smile, a nod, and sometimes, when sufficiently nigh, a friendly
word of salutation, but without having the effect of arresting
their onward progress. Yet many a backward glance was sent by the
elder of the travellers, whose eyes, beaming with satisfaction,
sufficiently declared the delight which he received from the
contemplation of so many of the mingled graces of physical and
moral nature. His loitering steps drew from his young companion an
occasional remark, which, to ears less benevolent and unsuspecting
than than those of the senior, might have been deemed a sarcasm; and
more than once the lips of the nephew had curled with contemptuous
smiles, as he watched the yearning glances of his uncle on each
side of the avenue, as they wended slowly through it.
At the end of the village, and at the foot of the opposite hills,
they encountered a group of young people of both sexes, whose bursts
of merriment were suddenly restrained as they emerged unexpectedly
into sight. The girls had been sitting upon the grassy mead, with
the young men before them; but they started to their feet at the
sound of strange steps, and the look of strange faces. Charlemont,
it must be remembered, was not in the thoroughfare of common travel.
If visited at all by strangers, it was most usually by those only
who came with a single purpose. Nothing, therefore could have been
more calculated to surprise a community so insulated, than that they
should attract, but not arrest the traveller. The natural surprise
which the young people felt, when unexpectedly encountered in their
rustic sports, was naturally increased by this unusual circumstance,
and they looked after the departing forms of the wayfarers with a
wonder and curiosity that kept them for some time silent. The elder
of the two, meanwhile--one of whose habits of mind was always to give
instantaneous utterance to the feeling which was upper-most--dilated,
without heeding the sneers of his nephew, upon the apparent happiness
which they witnessed.
"Here, you see, Warham, is a pleasure which the great city never
knows:--the free intercourse of the sexes in all those natural
exercises which give health to the body, grace to the movement,
and vivacity to the manners."
"The health will do well enough," replied the skeptic, "but save
me from the grace of Hob and Hinney; and as for their manners--did
I hear you correctly, uncle, when you spoke of their manners?"
"Surely, you did. I have always regarded the natural manners which
belong to the life of the forester, as being infinitely more noble,
as well as more graceful, than those of the citizen. Where did you
ever see a tradesman whose bearing was not mean compared with that
of the hunter?"
"Ay, but these are no hunters, and scarcely foresters. I see not a
single Nimrod among the lads; and as for the lasses, even your eyes,
indulgent as they usually are, will scarcely venture to insist that
I shall behold one nymph among them worthy to tie the shoe-latchets
of Diana. The manners of the hunter are those of an elastic savage;
but these lads shear sheep, raise hogs for the slaughter-pen, and
seldom perform a nobler feat than felling a bullock. They have none
of the elasticity which, coupled with strength, makes the grace of
the man; and they walk as if perpetually in the faith that their
corn-rows and potatoe-hills were between their legs."
"Did you note the young woman in the crimson body Warham? Was she
not majestically made?"
"It struck me she would weigh against any two of the company."
"She is rather heavy, I grant you, but her carriage, Warham!"
"Would carry weight--nothing more."
"There was one little girl, just rising into womanhood:--you must
admit that she had a very lovely face, and her form--"
"My dear uncle, what is it that you will not desire me to believe?
You are sadly given to proselytism, and take infinite pains to
compel me to see with eyes that never do their owner so much wrong,
as when they reject the aid of spectacles. How much would Charlemont
and its inhabitants differ to your sight, were you only to take
your green spectacles from the shagreen case in which they do no
duty. But if you are resolved, in order to seem youthful, to let
your age go unprovided with the means of seeing as youth would see,
at least suffer me to enjoy the natural privileges of twenty-five.
When, like you, my hairs whiten, and my eyes grow feeble, ten to
one, I shall think with you that every third woodman is an Apollo,
and every other peasant-girl is a Venus, whom--"
The words of the speaker ceased--cut short by the sudden appearance
of a form and face, the beauty and dignity of which silenced the
skeptic, and made him doubtful, for the moment, whether he had not
in reality reached that period of confused and confounding vision,
which, as he alleged to be the case with his uncle, loses all
power of discrimination. A maiden stood before him--tall, erect,
majestic--beautiful after no ordinary standard of beauty. She was
a brunette, with large dark eyes, which, though bright, seemed dark
with excess of bright--and had a depth of expression which thrilled
instantly through the bosom of the spectator. A single glance did
she bestow upon the travellers, while she acknowledged, by a slight
courtesy, the respectful bow which they made her. They drew up
their horses as with mutual instinct, but she passed them quickly,
courtesying a second time as she did so, and, in another moment a
turn of the road concealed her from the eyes of the travellers.
"What say you to that, Warham?" demanded the senior exultingly.
"A Diana, in truth; but, uncle, we find her not among the rest.
SHE is none of your cottagers. SHE is of another world and element.
She is no Charlemonter."
And, as he spoke, the younger traveller looked back with straining
eyes to catch another glanco of the vanished object, but in vain.
"You deserve never to see a lovely woman again, Warham, for your
skepticism."
"But I will have a second look at her, uncle, though the skies
fall," answered the young man, as, wheeling his horse round, he
deliberately galloped back to the bend in the avenue, by which she
had been hidden from his view.
He had scarcely reached the desired point, when he suddenly recoiled
to find the object of his pursuit standing motionless just beyond,
with eyes averted to the backward path--her glance consequently
encountering his own, the very moment when he discovered her. A deep
crimson, visible even where he stood, suffused her cheeks when she
beheld him; and without acknowledging the second bow which the
traveller made, she somewhat haughtily averted her head with a
suddenness which shook her long and raven tresses entirely free of
the net-work which confined them.
"A proud gipsy!" muttered the youth as he rode back to his uncle--"just
such a spirit as I should like to tame." He took especial care,
however, that this sentiment did not reach the ears of his senior.
"Well?" said the latter, inquiringly, at his approach.
"I am right after all, uncle:--the wench is no better than the
rest. A heavy bulk that seemed dignified only because she is too
fat for levity. She walks like a blind plough-horse in a broken
pasture, up and down, over and over; with a gait as rigid and
deliberate as if she trod among the hot cinders, and had corns on
all her toes. She took us so by surprise that if we had not thought
her beautiful we must have thought her ugly, and the chances are
equal, that, on a second meeting, we shall both think her so. I
shall, I'm certain, and you must, provided you give your eyes the
benefit, and your nose the burden of your green specs."
"Impossible! I can scarce believe it, Warham," replied the senior.
"I thought her very beautiful."
"I shall never rely on your judgment again;--nay, uncle, I am almost
inclined to suspect your taste."
"Well, let them be beautiful or ugly, still I should think the same
of the beauty of this village."
"While the sun shines it may be tolerable; but, uncle, in wet bad
weather--it must become a mere pond, it lies so completely in the
hollow of the hills."
"There is reason in that, Warham."
"And yet, even as a pond, it would have its advantages--it would
be famous for duck-raising."
"Pshaw! you are worse than a Mahometan."
"Something of a just comparison, uncle, though scarcely aimed,"
said the other; "like Mahomet, you know, I doubt the possession of
souls by women."
"Yet if these of Charlemont have not souls, they have no small
share of happiness on earth. I never heard more happy laughter from
human lips than from theirs. They must be happy."
"I doubt that also," was the reply. "See you not, uncle, that to
nine or ten women there are but three lads? Where the disproportion
is so great among the sexes, and where it is so unfavorable to the
weaker, women never can be happy. Their whole lives will be lives
of turmoil, jealousy, and pulling of caps. Nay, eyes shall not
be secure under such circumstances; and Nan's fingers shall be in
Doll's hair, and Doll's claws in Nanny's cheeks, whenever it shall
so happen, that Tom Jenkins shall incline to Nan, or John Dobbins
to Doll. Such a disparity between the sexes is one of the most
fruitful causes of domestic war."
"Warham, where do you think to go when you die?"
"Where there shall be no great inequality in the population. Believe
me, uncle, though I am sometimes disposed to think with Mahomet,
and deny the possession of souls to the sex, I also incline to
believe, with other more charitable teachers--however difficult
it may be to reconcile the two philosophies--that there will be no
lack of them in either world."
"Hush, hush, Warham," was the mild rebuke of the senior; "you go
too far--you are irreverent. As for this maiden, I still think her
very beautiful--of a high and noble kind of beauty. My eyes may be
bad;--indeed I am willing to admit they are none of the best; but
I feel certain that they cannot so far deceive me, when we consider
how nigh we were to her."
"The matter deserves inquiry, uncle, if it were only to satisfy
your faith;--suppose we ride back, both of us, and see for
ourselves--closely, and with the aid of the green spectacles? Not
that I care to see farther--not that I have any doubts--but I wish
you to be convinced in this case, if only to make you sensible of
the frequent injustice to which your indulgence of judgment, subjects
the critical fastidiousness of mine. What say you; shall we wheel
about?"
"Why, you are mad, surely. It is now sunset, and we have a good
eight miles before we get to Holme's Station."
"But we can sleep in Charlemont to-night. A night in this earthly
Eden--"
"And run the risk of losing our company? Oh, no, most worthy nephew.
They will start at dawn to-morrow."
"We can soon come up with 'em."
"Perhaps not, and the risk is considerable. Travelling to the
Mississippi is no such small matter at any time, and, in these times
it is only with a multitude, that there is safety. The murder of
old Whiteford, is a sufficient warning not to go alone with more
gold than lead in one's pocket. We are two, it is true, but better
ten than two. You are a brave fellow enough, Warham, I doubt not;
but a shot will dispose of you, and after that I should be an easy
victim. I could wink and hold out my iron as well as the best of
you, but I prefer to escape the necessity. Let us mend our pace.
We are burning daylight."
The nephew, with an air of some impatience, which, however,
escaped the eyes of the senior, sent his horse forward by a sharp
application of his spur, though looking back the while, with a
glance of reluctance, which strongly disagreed with the sentiments
which he expressed. Indeed, with both the travellers, the impression
made by the little village of Charlemont was such that the subject
seemed nowise displeasing to either, and furnished the chief staple
of conversation between them, as they rode the remaining eight miles
of their journey. The old man's heart had been subdued and won by
the sweet air of peace which seemed to overspread and hallow the
soft landscape, and the smiling cottages which made it human. The
laughing maidens with their bright eyes and cheering accents, gave
vivacity to its milder charms. We have heard from the lips of the
younger traveller, that these attractions had failed to captivate
his fancy. We may believe of this as we please. It is very probable
that he had, in considerable part, spoken nothing but the truth.
He was too much of a mocker;--one of those worldlings who derive
their pleasures from circumstances of higher conventional attraction.
He had no feeling for natural romance. His PENCHANT, was decidedly
for the artificial existence of city life; and the sneers which he
had been heard to express at the humble joys of rustic life, its
tastes, and characteristics, were, in truth, only such as he really
felt. But, even in his case, there was an evident disposition to
know something more of Charlemont. He was really willing to return.
He renewed the same subject of conversation, when it happened to
flag, with obvious eagerness; and, though his language was still
studiedly disparaging, a more deeply penetrating judgment than that
of his uncle, would have seen that the little village, slightly as
he professed to esteem it, was yet an object of thought and interest
in his eyes. Of the sources of this new interest time must inform
us.
"Well, well, Warham," at length exclaimed the uncle, in a tone that
seemed meant to close the discussion of a topic which his nephew now
appeared mischievously bent to thrust upon him, "you will return
to Kentucky in the fall. Take Charlemont in your route. Stop a
week there. It will do you no harm. Possibly you may procure some
clients--may, indeed, include it in your tour of practice--at all
events, you will not be unprofitably employed if you come to see
the village and the people with MY eyes, which, I doubt not, you
will in time."
"In time, perhaps, I may. It is well that you do not insist upon
any hurried convictions. Were I at your years uncle mine," continued
the other irreverently, "I should no doubt see with your eyes, and
possibly feel with your desires. Then, no doubt, I shall acquire
a taste for warmingpans and nightcaps--shall look for landscapes
rather than lands--shall see nothing but innocence among the young,
and resignation and religion among the old; and fancy, in every
aged pair of bumpkins that I see, a Darby and Joan, with perpetual
peace at their fireside, though they may both happen to lie there
drunk on apple-brandy. Between caudle-cups and 'John Anderson,
my Jo-John,' it is my hope to pass the evening of my days with a
tolerable grace, and leave behind me some comely representatives,
who shall take up the burden of the ditty where I leave off.
On this head be sure you shall have no cause to complain of me. I
shall be no Malthusian, as you certainly have shown yourself. It
is the strangest thing to me, uncle, that, with all your SPOKEN
rapture for the sex, you should never have thought of securing for
yourself at least one among the crowd which you so indiscriminately
admire. Surely, a gentleman of your personal attractions--attractions
which seem resolute to cling to you to the last--could not have found
much difficulty in procuring the damsel he desired! And when, too,
your enthusiasm for the sex is known, one would think it only
necessary that you should fling your handkerchief, to have it
greedily grappled by the fairest of the herd. How is it, uncle--how
have you escaped from them--from yourself?"
"Pshaw, Warham, you are a fool!" exclaimed the senior, riding forward
with increasing speed. The words were spoken good naturedly, but
the youth had touched a spot, scarcely yet thoroughly scarred over,
in the old man's bosom; and memories, not less painful because
they had been bidden so long, were instantly wakened into fresh
and cruel activity.
It will not diminish the offence of the nephew in the mind of the
reader, when he is told that the youth was not ignorant of the
particular tenderness of his relative in this respect. The gentle
nature of the latter, alone, rescued him from the well-merited reproach
of suffering his habitual levity of mood to prevail in reference
to one whom even he himself was disposed to honor. But few words
passed between the two, ere they reached the place of appointment.
The careless reference of the youth had made the thoughts of the
senior active at the expense of his observation. His eyes were
now turned inward; and the landscape, and the evening sun, which
streamed over and hallowed it with a tender beauty to the last, was
as completely hidden from his vision, as if a veil had been drawn
above his sight. The retrospect, indeed, is ever the old man's
landscape; and perhaps, even had he not been so unkindly driven back
to its survey, our aged traveller would have been reminded of the
past in the momently-deepening shadows which the evening gathered
around his path. Twilight is the cherished season for sad memories,
even as the midnight is supposed to be that of guilty ghosts; and
nothing, surely, can be more fitting than that the shadows of former
hopes should revisit us in those hours when the face of nature
itself seems darkening into gloom.
It was night before the wayfarers reached the appointed baiting
place. There they found their company--a sort of little caravan,
such as is frequent in the history of western emigration--already
assembled, and the supper awaiting them. Let us leave them to its
enjoyment, and return once more to the village of Charlemont.
CHAPTER III
THE STRONG-MINDED WOMAN.
The young maiden last met by our travellers, and whose appearance
had so favorably impressed them, had not been altogether uninfluenced
by the encounter. Her spirit was of a musing and perhaps somewhat
moody character, and the little adventure related in our last
chapter, had awakened in her mind a train of vague and purposeless
thought, from which she did not strive to disengage herself. She
ceased to pursue the direct path back to Charlemont, the moment she
had persuaded herself that the strangers had continued on their way;
and turning from the beaten track, she strolled aside, following the
route of a brooklet, the windings of which, as it led her forward,
were completely hidden from the intrusive glance of any casual
wayfarer. The prattle of the little stream as it wound upon its
sleepless journey, contributed still more to strengthen the musings
of those vagrant fancies that filled the maiden's thoughts.
She sat down upon the prostrate trunk of a tree, and surrendered
herself for a while to their control. Her thoughts were probably of
a kind which, to a certain extent, are commended to every maiden.
Among them, perpetually rose an image of the bold and handsome
stranger, whose impudence, in turning back in pursuit of her,
was somewhat qualified by the complimentary curiosity which such
conduct manifested. Predominant even over this image, however, was
the conviction of isolation which she felt where she was, and the
still more painful conviction, that the future was without promise.
Such thoughts and apprehensions may be natural enough to all young
persons of active, earnest nature, not permitted to perform; but
in the bosom of Margaret Cooper they were particularly so. Her mind
was of a masculine and commanding character, and was ill-satisfied
with her position and prospect in Charlemont. A quiet, obscure
village, such as that we have described, held forth no promise for
a spirit so proud, impatient, and ambitious as hers. She knew the
whole extent of knowledge which it contained, and all its acquisitions
and resources--she had sounded its depths, and traced all its
shallows. The young women kept no pace with her own progress--they
were good, silly girls enough--a chattering, playful set, whom
small sports could easily satisfy, and who seemed to have no care,
and scarce a hope, beyond the hilly limits of their homestead; and
as for the young men--they were only suited to the girls, such as
they were, and could never meet the demand of such an intellect as
hers.
This lofty self-estimate, which was in some sense just, necessarily
gave a tone to her language and a coloring to all her thoughts,
such as good sense and amiability should equally strive to suppress
and conceal--unless, as in the case of Margaret Cooper, the individual
herself was without due consciousness of their presence. It had the
effect of discouraging and driving from her side many a good-natured
damsel, who would have loved to condole with her, and might have
been a pleasant companion. The young women regarded her with some
dislike in consequence of her self-imposed isolation--and the
young men with some apprehension. Her very knowledge of books,
which infinitely surpassed that of all her sex within the limits
of Charlemont, was also an object of some alarm. It had been her
fortune, whether well or ill may be a question, to inherit from
her father a collection, not well chosen, upon which her mind had
preyed with an appetite as insatiate as it was undiscriminating.
They had taught her many things, but among these neither wisdom nor
patience was included;--and one of the worst lessons which she had
learned, and which they had contributed in some respects to teach,
was discontent with her condition--a discontent which saddened, if
it did not embitter, her present life, while it left the aspects
of the future painfully doubtful, even to her own eye.
She was fatherless, and had been already taught some of those rude
lessons which painfully teach dependence; but such lessons, which
to most others would have brought submission, only provoked her to
resistance. Her natural impetuosity of disposition, strengthened
by her mother's idolatrous indulgence, increased the haughtiness
of her character; and when, to these influences, we add that
her surviving parent was poor, and suffered from privations which
were unfelt by many of their neighbors, it may be easily conceived
that a temper and mind such as we have described those of Margaret
Cooper--ardent, commanding, and impatient, hourly found occasion,
even in the secluded village where she dwelt, for the exercise of
moods equally adverse to propriety and happiness. Isolated from the
world by circumstances, she doubly exiled herself from its social
indulgences, by the tyrannical sway of a superior will, strengthened
and stimulated by an excitable and ever feverish blood; and, as
we find her now, wandering sad and sternly by the brookside, afar
from the sports and humbler sources of happiness, which gentler
moods left open to the rest, so might she customarily be found, at
all hours, when it was not absolutely due to appearances that she
should be seen among the crowds.
We will not now seek to pursue her musings and trace them out to
their conclusions, nor will it be necessary that we should do more
than indicate their character. That they were sad and solemn as
usual--perhaps humbling--may be gathered from the fact that a big
tear might have been seen, long gathering in her eye;--the next
moment she brushed off the intruder with an impatience of gesture,
that plainly showed how much her proud spirit resented any such
intrusion. The tear dispersed the images which had filled her
contemplative mood, and rising from her sylvan seat, she prepared
to move forward, when a voice calling at some little distance,
drew her attention. Giving a hasty glance in the direction of the
sound, she beheld a young man making his way through the woods, and
approaching her with rapid footsteps. His evident desire to reach
her, did not, however, prompt her to any pause in her own progress;
but, as if satisfied with the single glance which she gave him, and
indifferent utterly to his object, she continued on her way, nor
stopped for an instant, nor again looked back, until his salutation,
immediately behind her, compelled her attention and answer.
"Margaret--Miss Cooper!" said the speaker, who was a young rustic,
probably twenty or twenty-one years of age, of tall, good person,
a handsome face, which was smooth, though of dark complexion, and
lightened by an eye of more than ordinary size and intelligence. His
tones were those of one whose sensibilities were fine and active,
and it would not have called for much keen observation to have
seen that his manner, in approaching and addressing the maiden,
was marked with some little trepidation. She, on the contrary,
seemed too familiar with his homage, or too well satisfied of his
inferiority, to deign much attention to his advances. She answered
his salutation coldly, and was preparing to move forward, when his
words again called for her reluctant notice.
"I have looked for you, Margaret, full an hour. Mother sent me
after you to beg that you will come there this evening. Old Jenks
has come up from the river, and brought a store of fine things--there's
a fiddle for Ned, and Jason Lightner has a flute, and I--I have a
small lot of books, Margaret, that I think will please you."
"I thank you, William Hinkley, and thank your mother, but I can
not come this evening."
"But why not, Margaret?--your mother's coming--she promised for you
too, but I thought you might not get home soon enough to see her,
and so I came out to seek you."
"I am very sorry you took so much trouble, William, for I cannot
come this evening."
"But why not, Margaret? You have no other promise to go elsewhere
have you?"
"None," was the indifferent reply.
"Then--but, perhaps, you are not well, Margaret?"
"I am quite well, I thank you, William Hinkley, but I don't feel
like going out this evening. I am not in the humor."
Already, in the little village of Charlemont, Margaret Cooper
was one of the few who were permitted to indulge in humors, and
William Hinkley learned the reason assigned for her refusal, with
an expression of regret and disappointment, if not of reproach.
An estoppel, which would have been so conclusive in the case of
a city courtier, was not sufficient, however, to satisfy the more
frank and direct rustic, and he proceeded with some new suggestions,
in the hope to change her determination.
"But you'll be so lonesome at home, Margaret, when your mother's
with us. She'll be gone before you can get back, and--"
"I'm never lonesome, William, at least I'm never so well content
or so happy as when I'm alone," was the self-satisfactory reply.
"But that's so strange, Margaret. It's so strange that you should
be different from everybody else. I often wonder at it, Margaret;
for I know none of the other girls but love to be where there's a
fiddle, and where there's pleasant company. It's so pleasant to be
where everybody's pleased; and then, Margaret, where one can talk
so well as you, and of so many subjects, it's a greater wonder
still that you should not like to be among the rest."
"I do not, however, William," was the answer in more softened
tones. There was something in this speech of her lover, that found
its way through the only accessible avenues of her nature. It was
a truth, which she often repeated to herself with congratulatory
pride, that she had few feelings or desires in common with the
crowd.
"It is my misfortune," she continued, "to care very little for
the pastimes you speak of; and as for the company, I've no doubt
it will be very pleasant for those who go, but to me it will
afford very little pleasure. Your mother must therefore excuse me,
William:--I should be a very dull person among the rest."
"She will be so very sorry, Margaret--and Ned, whose new fiddle
has just come, and Jason Lightner, with his flute. They all spoke
of you and look for you above all, to hear them this evening. They
will be so disappointed."
William Hinkley spoke nothing of his own disappointment, but it was
visible enough in his blank countenance, and sufficiently audible
in the undisguised faltering of his accents.
"I do not think they will be so much disappointed, William Hinkley.
They have no reason to be, as they have no right to look for me
in particular. I have very little acquaintance with the young men
you speak of."
"Why, Margaret, they live alongside of you--and I'm sure you've met
them a thousand times in company," was the response of the youth,
uttered in tones more earnest than any he had yet employed in the
dialogue, and with something of surprise in his accents.
"Perhaps so; but that makes them no intimates of mine, William
Hinkley. They may be very good young men, and, indeed, so far as
I know, they really are; but that makes no difference. We find our
acquaintances and our intimates among those who are congenial, who
somewhat resemble us in spirit, feeling, and understanding."
"Ah, Margaret!" said her rustic companion with a sigh, which amply
testified to the humility of his own self-estimate, and of the
decline of his hope which came with it--"ah, Margaret, if that
be the rule, where are you going to find friends and intimates in
Charlemont?"
"Where!" was the single word spoken by the haughty maiden, as her
eye wandered off to the cold tops of the distant hills along which
the latest rays of falling sunlight, faint and failing, as they fell,
imparted a hue, which though bright, still as it failed to warm,
left an expression of October sadness to the scene, that fitly
harmonized with the chilling mood under which she had spoken
throughout the interview.
"I don't think, Margaret," continued the lover, finding courage as
he continued, "that such a rule is a good one. I know it can't be
a good one for happiness. There's many a person that never will meet
his or her match in this world, in learning and understanding--and
if they won't look on other persons with kindness, because they
are not altogether equal to them, why there's a chance that they'll
always be solitary and sad. It's a real blessing, I believe, to have
great sense, but I don't see, that because one has great sense,
that one should not think well and kindly of those who have little,
provided they be good, and are willing to be friendly. Now, a good
heart seems to be the very best thing that nature can give us;
and I know, Margaret, that there's no two better hearts in all
Charlemont--perhaps in all the world, though I won't say that--than
cousin Ned Hinkley, and Jason Lightner, and--"
"I don't deny their merits and their virtues, and their goodness
of heart, William Hinkley," was the answer of the maiden--"I only
say that the possession of these qualities gives them no right to
claim my sympathies or affection. These claims are only founded upon
congeniality of character and mind, and without this congeniality,
there can be no proper, no lasting intimacy between persons. They
no doubt, will find friends between whom and themselves, this
congeniality exists. I, on the other hand, must be permitted to find
mine, after my own ideas, and as I best can. But if I do not--the
want of them gives me no great concern. I find company enough, and
friends enough, even in these woods, to satisfy the desires of my
heart at present; I am not anxious to extend my acquaintance or
increase the number of my intimates."
William Hinkley, who had become somewhat warmed by the argument,
could have pursued the discussion somewhat further; but the tones
and manner of his companion, to say nothing of her words, counselled
him to forbear. Still, he was not disposed altogether to give up
his attempts to secure her presence for the evening party.
"But if you don't come for the company, Margaret, recollect the
music. Even if Ned Hinkley was a perfect fool, which he is not,
and Jason Lightner were no better,--nobody can say that they are
not good musicians. Old Squire Bee says there's not in all Kentucky
a better violinist than Ned, and Jason's flute is the sweetest
sound that ear ever listened to along these hills. If you don't care
anything for the players, Margaret, I'm sure you can't be indifferent
to their music; and I know they are anything but indifferent to
what you may think about it. They will play ten times as well if
you are there; and I'm sure, Margaret, I shall be the last"--here
the tone of the speaker's voice audibly faltered--"I shall be the
very last to think it sweet if you are not there."
But the words and faltering accents of the lover equally failed in
subduing the inflexible, perverse mood of the haughty maiden. Her
cold denial was repeated; and with looks that did not fail to speak
the disappointment of William Hinkley, he attended her back to the
village. Their progress was marked by coldness on the one hand, and
decided sadness on the other. The conversation was carried on in
monosyllables only, on the part of Margaret, while timidity and
a painful hesitancy marked the language of her attendant. But a
single passage may be remembered of all that was said between the
two, ere they separated at the door of the widow Cooper.
"Did you see the two strangers, Margaret, that passed through
Charlemont this afternoon?"
The cheeks of the maiden became instantly flushed, and the rapid
utterance of her reply in the affirmative, denoted an emotion which
the jealous instincts of the lover readily perceived. A cold chill,
on the instant, pervaded the veins of the youth; and that night
he did not hear, any more than Margaret Cooper, the music of his
friends. He was present all the time and he answered their inquiries
as usual; but his thoughts were very far distant, and somehow or
other, they perpetually mingled up the image of the young traveller,
whom he too had seen, with that of the proud woman, whom he was
not yet sure that he unprofitably worshipped.
CHAPTER IV.
SIMPLICITY AND THE SERPENT.
The mirth and music of Charlemont were enjoyed by others, but not
by Margaret Cooper. The resolution not to share in the pleasures
of the young around her, which she showed to her rustic lover, was
a resolution firmly persevered in throughout the long summer which
followed. Her wayward mood shut out from her contemplation the only
sunshine of the place; and her heart, brooding over the remote,
if not the impossible, denied itself those joys which were equally
available and nigh. Her lonesome walks became longer in the forests,
and later each evening grew the hour of her return to the village.
Her solitude daily increased, as the youth, who really loved her
with all the ardency of a first passion, and who regarded her at
the same time with no little veneration for those superior gifts
of mind and education which, it was the general conviction in
Charlemont, that she possessed, became, at length, discouraged in a
pursuit which hitherto had found nothing but coldness and repulse.
Not that he ceased to love--nay, he did not cease entirely
to hope. What lover ever did? He fondly ascribed to the object of
his affections a waywardness of humor, which he fancied would pass
away after a season, and leave her mind to the influence of a more
sober and wholesome judgment. Perhaps, too, like many other youth
in like circumstances, he did not always see or feel the caprice
of which he was the victim. But for this fortunate blindness, many
a fair damsel would lose her conquest quite as suddenly as it was
made.
But the summer passed away, and the forest put on the sere and
sombre robes of autumn, and yet no visible change--none at least
more favorable to the wishes of William Hinkley--took place in the
character and conduct of the maiden. Her mind, on the contrary,
seemed to take something of its hue from the cold sad tones of the
forest. The serious depth of expression in her dark eyes seemed
to deepen yet more, and become yet more concentrated--their glance
acquired a yet keener intentness--an inflexibility of direction--which
suffered them seldom to turn aside from those moody contemplations,
which had made her, for a long time, infinitely prefer to gaze upon
the rocks, and woods, and waters, than upon the warm and wooing
features of humanity.
At distance the youth watched and sometimes followed her, and
when, with occasional boldness, he would draw nigh to her secret
wanderings, a cold fear filled his heart, and he shrunk back with
all the doubt and dread of some guilty trespasser. But his doubt,
and we may add, his dread also, was soon to cease entirely, in the
complete conviction of his hopelessness. The day and the fate were
approaching, in the person of one, to whom a natural instinct had
already taught him to look with apprehension, and whose very first
appearance had inspired him with antipathy.
What a strange prescience, in some respects, has the devoted and
watchful heart that loves! William Hinkley, had seen but for a
single instant, the face of that young traveller, who has already
been introduced to us, and that instant was enough to awaken his
dislike--nay, more, his hostility. Yet no villager in Charlemont
but would have told you, that, of all the village, William Hinkley
was the most gentle, the most generous--the very last to be moved
by bad passions, by jealousy or hate.
The youth whom we have seen going down with his uncle to the great
valley of the Mississippi, was now upon his return. He was now
unaccompanied by the benignant senior with whom we first made his
acquaintance. He had simply attended the old bachelor, from whom
he had considerable expectations, to his plantation, in requital
of the spring visit which the latter had paid to his relatives in
Kentucky; and having spent the summer in the southwest, was about
to resume his residence, and the profession of the law, in that
state. We have seen that, however he might have succeeded in
disguising his true feelings from his uncle, he was not unmoved by
the encounter with Margaret Cooper, on the edge of the village. He
now remembered the casual suggestion of the senior, which concluded
their discussion on the subject of her beauty; and he resolved to
go aside from his direct path, and take Charlemont in the route of
his return. Not that he himself needed a second glance to convince
him of that loveliness which, in his wilfulness, he yet denied.
He was free to acknowledge to himself that Margaret Cooper was one
of the noblest and most impressive beauties he had ever seen. The
very scorn that spoke in all her features, the imperious fires that
kindled in her eyes, were better calculated than any more gentle
expressions, to impose upon one who was apt to be skeptical on the
subject of ordinary beauties. The confidence and consciousness of
superiority, which too plainly spoke out in the features of Margaret,
seemed to deny to his mind the privilege of doubting or discussing
her charms--a privilege upon which no one could have been more apt
to insist than himself. This seeming denial, while it suggested to
him ideas of novelty, provoked his curiosity and kindled his pride.
The haughty glance with which she encountered his second approach,
aroused his vanity, and a latent desire arose in his heart, to
overcome one who had shown herself so premature in her defiance.
We will not venture to assert that the young traveller had formed
any very deliberate designs of conquest, but, it may be said, as well
here as elsewhere, that his self-esteem was great; and accustomed
to easy conquests among the sex, in the region where he dwelt, it
was only necessary to inflame his vanity, to stimulate him to the
exercise of all his arts.
It was about noon, on one of those bright, balmy days, early in
October, when "the bridal of the earth and sky," in the language of
the good old Herbert, is going on--when, the summer heats subdued,
there is yet nothing either cold, or repulsive in the atmosphere;
and the soft breathing from the southwest has just power enough to
stir the flowers and disperse their scents; that our young traveller
was joined in his progress towards Charlemont, by a person mounted
like himself and pursuing a similar direction.
At the first glance the youth distinguished him as one of the
homely forest preachers of the methodist persuasion, who are the
chief agents and pioneers of religion in most of the western woods.
His plain, unstudied garments all of black, rigid and unfashionable;
his pale, demure features, and the general humility of his air and
gesture, left our young skeptic little reason to doubt of this;
and when the other expressed his satisfaction at meeting with
a companion at last, after a long and weary ride without one, the
tone of his expressions, the use of biblical phraseology, and the
monotonous solemnity of his tones, reduced the doubts of the youth
to absolute certainty. At first, with the habitual levity of the
young and skeptical, he congratulated himself upon an encounter
which promised to afford him a good subject for quizzing; but a
moment's reflection counselled him to a more worldly policy, and he
restrained his natural impulse in order that he might first sound
the depths of the preacher, and learn in what respect he might be
made subservient to his own purposes. He had already learned from
the latter that he was on his way to Charlemont, of which place
he seemed to have some knowledge; and the youth, in an instant,
conceived the possibility of making him useful in procuring for
himself a favorable introduction to the place. With this thought,
he assumed the grave aspect and deliberate enunciation of his
companion, expressed himself equally gratified to meet with a person
who, if he did not much mistake, was a divine, and concluded his
address by the utterance of one of those pious commonplaces which
are of sufficiently easy acquisition, and which at once secured
him the unscrupulous confidence of his companion.
"Truly, it gladdens me, sir," said the holy man in reply, "to meet
with one, as a fellow-traveller in these lonesome ways, who hath a
knowledge of God's grace and the blessings which he daily sheddeth,
even as the falling of the dews, upon a benighted land. It is my
lot, and I repine not that such it is, to be for ever a wayfarer,
in the desert where there are but few fountains to refresh the
spirit. When I say desert, young gentleman, I speak not in the
literal language of the world, for truly it were a most sinful
denial of God's bounty were I to say, looking round upon the mighty
forests through which I pass, and upon the rich soil over which
I travel, that my way lies not through a country covered, thrice
covered, with the best worldly bounties of the Lord. But it is
a moral desert which my speech would signify. The soul of man is
here lacking the blessed fountains of the truth--the mind of man
here lacketh the holy and joy-shedding lights of the spirit; and
it rejoiceth me, therefore, when I meet with one, like thyself,
in whose language I find a proof that thou hast neither heard the
word with idle ears, nor treasured it in thy memory with unapplying
mind. May I ask of thee, my young friend, who thou art, and by
what name I shall call thee?--not for the satisfaction of an idle
curiosity, to know either thy profession or thy private concerns,
but that I may the better speak to thee in our conference
hereafter, Thou hast rightly conjectured as to my calling--and my
own name, which is one unknown to most even in these forests, is
John Cross--I come of a family in North Carolina, which still abide
in that state, by the waters of the river Haw. Perhaps, if thou
hast ever travelled in those parts, thou hast happened upon some
of my kindred, which are very numerous."
"I have never, reverend sir, travelled in those parts," said the
youth, with commendable gravity, "but I have heard of the Cross
family, which I believe, as you say, to be very numerous--both male
and female."
"Yea, I have brothers and sisters an equal number; I have aunts and
uncles a store, and it has been the blessing of God so to multiply
and increase every member thereof, that each of my brothers, in
turn, hath a goodly flock, in testimony of his favors. I, alone,
of all my kindred, have neither wife nor child, and I seem as one
set apart for other ties, and other purposes."
"Ah, sir," returned the other, quickly, and with a slyness of
expression which escaped the direct and unsuspecting mind of the
preacher, "but if you are denied the blessings which are theirs,
you have your part in the great family of the world. If you have
neither wife nor child of your own loins, yet, I trust, you have
an abiding interest in the wives and children of all other men."
"I were but an unworthy teacher of the blessed word, had I not,"
was the simple answer. "Verily, all that I teach are my children;
there is not one crying to me for help, to whom I do not hasten
with the speed of a father flying to bring succor to his young. I
trust in God, that I have not made a difference between them; that
I heed not one to the forfeit or suffering of the other; and for
this impartial spirit toward the flock intrusted to my charge,
do I pray, as well as for the needful strength of body and soul,
through which my duties are to be done. But thou hast not yet spoken
thy name, or my ears have failed to receive it."
There was some little hesitation on the part of the youth before
he answered this second application; and a less unheeding observer
than his fellow-traveller, might have noticed an increasing warmth
of hue upon his cheek, while he was uttering his reply:--
"I am called Alfred Stevens," he replied at length, the color
increasing upon his cheek even after the words were spoken. But
they were spoken. The falsehood was registered against him beyond
recall, though, of course, without startling the doubts or suspicions
of his companion.
"Alfred Stevens; there are many Stevenses: I have known several
and sundry. There is a worthy family of that name by the waters of
the Dan."
"You will find them, I suspect, from Dan to Beersheba," responded
the youth with a resumption of his former levity.
"Truly, it may be so. The name is of good repute. But what is thy
calling, Alfred Stevens? Methinks at thy age thou shouldst have
one."
"So I have, reverend sir," replied the other; "my calling heretofore
has been that of the law. But it likes me not, and I think soon to
give it up."
"Thou wilt take to some other then. What other hast thou chosen; or
art thou like those unhappy youths, by far too many in our blessed
country, whom fortune hath hurt by her gifts, and beguiled into
idleness and sloth?"
"Nay, not so, reverend sir; the gifts of fortune have been somewhat
sparing in my case, and I am even now conferring with my own thoughts
whether or not to take to school-keeping. Nay, perhaps, I should
incline to something better, if I could succeed in persuading myself
of my own worthiness in a vocation which, more than all others,
demands a pure mind with a becoming zeal. The law consorts not
with my desires--it teaches selfishness, rather than self-denial;
and I have already found that some of its duties demand the blindness
and the silence of that best teacher from within, the watchful and
unsleeping conscience."
"Thou hast said rightly, Alfred Stevens; I have long thought that
the profession of the law hardeneth the heart, and blindeth the
conscience. Thou wilt do well to leave it, as a craft that leads
to sin, and makes the exercise of sin a duty; and if, as I rightly
understand thee, thou lookest to the gospel as that higher vocation
for which thy spirit yearneth, then would I say to thee, arise,
and gird up thy loins; advance and falter not;--the field is open,
and though the victory brings thee no worldly profit, and but
little worldly honor, yet the reward is eternal, and the interest
thereof, unlike the money which thou puttest out to usury in the
hands of men, never fails to be paid, at the very hour of its due,
from the unfailing treasury of Heaven. Verily, I rejoice, Alfred
Stevens, that I have met with thee to-day. I had feared that the
day had been lost to that goodly labor, to which all my days have
been given for seventeen years, come the first sabbath in the next
November. But what thou hast said, awakens hope in my soul that such
will not be the case. Let not my counsels fail thee, Alfred;--let
thy zeal warm; let thy spirit work within thee, and thy words
kindle, in the service of the Lord. How it will rejoice me to
see thee taking up the scrip and the staff and setting forth for
the wildernesses of the Mississippi, of Arkansas, and Texas, far
beyond;--bringing the wild man of the frontier, and the red savage,
into the blessed fold and constant company of the Lord Jesus, to
whom all praise!"
"It were indeed a glorious service," responded the young stranger--whom
we shall proceed, hereafter, to designate by the name by which he
has called himself. He spoke musingly, and with a gravity that was
singularly inflexible--"it were indeed a glorious service. Let me
see, there were thousands of miles to traverse before one might reach
the lower Arkansas; and I reckon, Mr. Cross, the roads are mighty
bad after you pass the Mississippi--nay, even in the Mississippi,
through a part of which territory I have gone only this last summer,
there is a sad want of causeways, and the bridges are exceedingly
out of repair. There is one section of near a hundred miles,
which lies between the bluffs of Ashibiloxi, and the far creek of
Catahoula, that was a shame and reproach to the country and the
people thereof. What, then, must be the condition of the Texas
territory, beyond? and, if I err not, the Cumanchees are a race
rather given to destroy than to build up. The chance is that the
traveller in their country might have to swim his horse over most
of the watercourses, and where he found a bridge, it were perhaps
a perilous risk to cross it. Even then he might ride fifty miles
a day, before he should see the smokes which would be a sign of
supper that night."
"The greater the glory--the greater the glory, Alfred Stevens. The
toil and the peril, the pain and the privation, in a, good cause,
increase the merit of the performance in the eyes of the Lord.
What matters the roads and the bridges, the length of the way, or
the sometimes lack of those comforts of the flesh, which are craved
only at the expense of the spirit, and to the great delay of our
day of conquest. These wants are the infirmities of the human,
which dissipate and disappear, the more few they become, and the
less pressing in their complaint. Shake thyself loose from them,
Alfred Stevens, and thy way henceforth is perfect freedom."
"Alas! this is my very weakness, Mr. Cross:--it was because of these
very infirmities, that I had doubt of my own worthiness to take up
the better vocation which is yet my desire. I am sadly given to
hunger and thirst toward noon and evening; and the travel of a long
day makes me so weary at night, that I should say but a hurried
grace before meal, and make an even more hurried supper after it.
Nay, I have not yet been able to divest myself of a habit which I
acquired in my boyhood; and I need at times, throughout the day,
a mouthful of something stronger than mere animal food, to sustain
the fainting and feeble flesh and keep my frame from utter exhaustion.
I dare not go upon the road, even for the brief journey of a single
day, without providing myself beforehand with a supply of a certain
beverage, such as is even now contained within this vessel, and
which is infallible against sinking of the the spirits, faintings
of the frame, disordered nerves, and even against flatulence and
indigestion. If, at any time, thou shouldst suffer from one or the
other of these infirmities, Mr. Cross, be sure there is no better
medicine for their cure than this."
The speaker drew from his bosom a little flask, such as is sufficiently
well known to most western travellers, which he held on high, and
which, to the unsuspecting eyes of the preacher, contained a couple
of gills or more of a liquid of very innocent complexion.
"Verily, Alfred Stevens, I do myself suffer from some of the
weaknesses of which thou hast spoken. The sinking of the spirits,
and the faintness of the frame, are but too often the enemies that
keep me back from the plough when I would thereto set my hand; and
that same flatulence--"
"A most frequent disorder in a region where greens and collards
form the largest dishes on the tables of the people," interrupted
Stevens, but without changing a muscle of his countenance.
"I do believe as thou say'st, Alfred Stevens, that the disorder comes
in great part from that cause, though, still, I have my doubts if
it be not a sort of wind-melancholy, to which people, who preach aloud
are greatly subject. It is in my case almost always associated with
a sort of hoarseness, and the nerves of my frame twitch grievously
at the same periods. If this medicine of thine be sovereign against
so cruel an affliction, I would crave of thee such knowledge as
would enable me to get a large supply of it, that I may overcome
a weakness, which, as I tell thee, oftentimes impairs my ministry,
and sometimes makes me wholly incapable of fervent preaching. Let
me smell of it, I pray thee."
"Nay, taste of it, sir--it is just about the time when I find it
beneficial to partake of it, as a medicine for my own weakness,
and I doubt not, it will have a powerful effect also upon you. A
single draught has been found to relieve the worst case of flatulence
and colic."
"From colic too, I am also a great sufferer," said the preacher as
he took the flask in his hand, and proceeded to draw the stopper.
"That is also the child of collards," said Stevens, as he watched
with a quiet and unmoved countenance the proceedings of his
simple companion, who finding some difficulty in drawing the cork,
handed it back to the youth. The latter, more practised, was more
successful, and now returned the open bottle to the preacher.
"Take from it first, the dose which relieves thee, Alfred Stevens,
that I may know how much will avail in my own case;" and he watched
curiously, while Stevens, applying the flask to his lips, drew from
it a draught, which, in western experience of benefits, would have
been accounted a very moderate potion. This done, he handed it back
to his companion, who, about to follow his example, asked him:--
"And by what name, Alfred Stevens, do they call this medicine, the
goodly effect of which thou holdst to be so great?"
Stevens did not immediately reply--not until the preacher had applied
the bottle to his mouth, and he could see by the distension of his
throat, that he had imbibed a taste, at least, of the highly-lauded
medicine. The utterance then, of the single word--"Brandy"--was
productive of an effect no less ludicrous in the sight of the youth,
than it was distressing to the mind of his worthy companion. The
descending liquor was ejected with desperate effort from the throat
which it had fairly entered--the flask flung from his hands--and
with choking and gurgling accents, startling eyes, and reddening
visage, John Cross turned full upon his fellow-traveller, vainly
trying to repeat, with the accompanying horror of expression which
he felt, the single spellword, which had produced an effect so
powerful.
"Bran--bran--brandy!--Alfred Stevens!--thou hast given me poison--the
soul's poison--the devil's liquor--liquor distilled in the vessels
of eternal sin. Wherefore hast thou done this? Dost thou not know"--
"Know--know what, Mr. Cross?" replied Stevens, with all the
astonishment which he could possibly throw into his air, as he
descended from his horse with all haste to recover his flask, and
save its remaining contents from loss.
"Call me not mister--call me plain John Cross," replied the
preacher--in the midst of a second fit of choking, the result of
his vain effort to disgorge that portion of the pernicious liquid
which had irretrievably descended into his bowels. With a surprise
admirably affected, Stevens approached him.
"My dear sir--what troubles you?--what can be the matter? What have
I done? What is it you fear?"
"That infernal draught--that liquor--I have swallowed of it a mouthful.
I feel it in me. The sin be upon thy head, Alfred Stevens--why did
you not tell me, before I drank, that it was the soul's poison?--the
poison that slays more than the sword or the pestilence;--the
liquor of the devil, distilled in the vessels of sin--and sent among
men for the destruction of the soul! I feel it now within me, and
it burns--it burns like the fires of damnation. Is there no water
nigh that I may quench my thirst?--Show me, Alfred Stevens, show me
where the cool waters lie, that I may put out these raging flames."
"There is a branch, if I mistake not, just above us on the road--I
think I see it glistening among the leaves. Let us ride toward it,
sir, and it will relieve you."
"Ah, Alfred Stevens, why have you served me thus? Why did you not
tell me?"
Repeated groans accompanied this apostrophe, and marked every step
in the progress of the preacher to the little rivulet which trickled
across the road. John Cross, descended with the rapidity of one
whose hope hangs upon a minute, and dreads its loss, as equal to
the loss of life. He straddled the stream and thrust his lips into
the water, drawing up a quantity sufficient, in the estimation of
Stevens, to have effectually neutralized the entire contents of
his flask.
"Blessed water! Blessed water! Holiest beverage! Thou art the
creation of the Lord, and, next to the waters of eternal life,
his best gift to undiscerning man. I drink of thee, and I am faint
no longer. I rise up, strong and refreshed! Ah, my young friend,
Alfred Stevens, I trust thou didst not mean me harm in giving me
that poisonous liquor?"
"Far from it, sir, I rather thought to do you a great benefit."
"How couldst thou think to do me benefit by proffering such poison
to my lips? nay, wherefore dost thou thyself carry it with thee,
and why dost thou drink of it, as if it were something not hurtful
as well to the body as the soul? Take my counsel, I pray thee,
Alfred Stevens, and cast it behind thee for ever. Look not after
it when thou dost so, with an eye of regret lest thou forfeit
the merit of thy self-denial. If thou wouldst pursue the higher
vocation of the brethren, thou must seek for the needful strength
from a better and purer spirit. But what unhappy teacher could
have persuaded thee to an indulgence which the good men of all the
churches agree to regard as so deadly?"
"Nay, Mr. Cross--"
"John Cross, I pray thee; do I not call thee Alfred Stevens?--Mr.
is a speech of worldly fashion, and becomes not one who should put
the world and its fashions behind him."
Stevens found it more difficult to comply with this one requisition
of the preacher, than to pursue a long game of artful and complex
scheming. He evaded the difficulty by dropping the name entirely.
"You are too severe upon brandy, and upon those who use it. Nay, I
am not sure, but you do injustice to those who make it. So far from
its manufacturers being such as you call them, we have unquestionable
proof that they are very worthy people of a distant but a Christian
country; and surely you will not deny that we should find a medicine
for our hurts, and a remedy for our complaints, in a liquor which,
perhaps, it might be sinful to use as an ordinary beverage. Doctors,
who have the care of human life, and whose business and desire it
is to preserve it, nevertheless do sometimes administer poisons to
their patients, which poisons, though deadly at other times, will,
in certain diseases and certain conditions of disease, prove of
only and great good."
"Impossible! I believe it not! I believe not in the good of brandy.
It is hurtful--it is deadly. It has slain its thousands and its tens
of thousands--it is worse than the sword and the summer pestilence.
Many a man have I known to perish from strong drink. In my own
parts, upon the river Haw, in North Carolina state, I have known
many. Nay, wherefore should I spare the truth, Alfred Stevens?
--the very father of my own life, Ezekiel Cross, perished miserably
from this burning water of sin. I will not hear thee speak of it
again; and if thou wouldst have me think of thee with favor, as one
hopeful of the service of the brethren, cast the accursed beverage
of Satan from thy hands."
The youth, without a word, deliberately emptied tho contents of
his vessel upon the sands, and the garrulous lips of the preacher
poured forth as great a flood of speech in congratulation, as he had
hitherto bestowed in homily. The good, unsuspecting man, did not
perceive that the liquor thus thrown away, was very small in quantity,
and that his companion, when the flask was emptied, quietly restored
it to his bosom. John Cross had obtained a seeming victory, and
did not care to examine its details.
CHAPTER V.
THE SERPENT IN THE GARDEN.
The concession made by Stevens, and which had produced an effect so
gratifying upon his companion, was one that involved no sacrifices.
The animal appetite of the young lawyer was, in truth, comparatively
speaking, indifferent to the commodity which he discarded; and even
had it been otherwise, still he was one of those selfish, cool and
calculating persons, who seem by nature to be perfectly able to
subdue the claims of the blood, with great ease, whenever any human
or social policy would appear to render it advisable. The greatest
concession which he made in the transaction, was in his so readily
subscribing to that false logic of the day, which reasons against
the use of the gifts of Providence, because a diseased moral, and
a failing education, among men, sometimes result in their abuse.
The imperfections of a mode of reasoning so utterly illogical, were
as obvious to the mind of the young lawyer as to anybody else; and
the compliance which he exhibited to a requisition which his own
sense readily assured him was as foolish as it was presumptuous,
was as degrading to his moral character from the hypocrisy which it
declared, as it was happy in reference to the small policy by which
he had been governed. The unsuspecting preacher did not perceive
the scornful sneer which curled his lips and flashed his eyes,
by which his own vanity still asserted itself through the whole
proceeding; or he would not have been so sure that the mantle
of grace which he deemed to have surely fallen upon the shoulders
of his companion, was sufficiently large and sound, to cover
the multitude of sins which it yet enabled the wearer, so far, to
conceal. Regarding him with all the favor which one is apt to feel
for the person whom he has plucked as a brand from the burning, the
soul of John Cross warmed to the young sinner; and it required no
great effort of the wily Stevens to win from him the history, not
only of all its own secrets and secret hopes--for these were of but
small value in the eyes of the worldling--but of all those matters
which belonged to the little village to which they were trending,
and the unwritten lives of every dweller in that happy community.
With all the adroit and circumspect art of the lawyer, sifting the
testimony of the unconscious witness, and worming from his custody
those minor details which seem to the uninitiated so perfectly
unimportant to the great matter immediately in hand--Stevens
now propounded his direct inquiry, and now dropped his seemingly
unconsidered insinuation, by which he drew from the preacher as
much as he cared to know of the rustic lads and lasses of Charlemont.
It does not concern our narrative to render the details thus unfolded
to the stranger. And we will content ourselves, as did the younger
of the travellers, who placed himself with hearty good will at the
disposal of the holy man.
"You shall find for me a place of lodging, Mr. Cross, while it
shall suit me to stay in Charlemont. You have a knowledge of the
people, and of the world, which I possess not; and it will be better
that I should give myself up to your guidance. I know that you will
not bring me to the dwelling of persons not in good repute; and,
perhaps, I need not remind you that my worldly means are small--I
must be at little charge wherever I stop."
"Ah, Brother Stevens, worldly goods and worldly wealth are no more
needed in Charlemont, than they are necessary to the service of the
blessed Redeemer. With an empty scrip is thy service blest;--God
sees the pure heart through the threadbare garment. I have friends
in Charlemont who will be too happy to receive thee in the name of
the Lord, without money and without price."
The pride of Stevens, which had not shrunk from hypocrisy and
falsehood, yet recoiled at a suggestion which involved the idea of
his pecuniary dependence upon strangers, and he replied accordingly;
though he still disguised his objections under the precious appearance
of a becoming moral scruple.
"It will not become me, Mr. Cross, to burden the brethren of the
church for that hospitality which is only due to brethren."
"But thou art in the way of grace--the light is shining upon thee--the
door is open, and already the voice of the Bridegroom is calling
from within. Thou wilt become a burning and a shining light--and
the brethren of the church will rejoice to hail thee among its
chosen. Shall they hold back their hand when thou art even on the
threshold?"
"But, Mr. Cross--"
"Call me not Mr., I pray thee. Call me plain John Cross, if it please
thee not yet to apply to me that sweeter term of loving kindness
which the flock of God are happy to use in speech one to another.
If thou wilt call me Brother Cross, my heart shall acknowledge the
bonds between us, and my tongue shall make answer to thine, in like
fashion. Oh, Alfred Stevens, may the light shine soon upon thine
eyes, that thou may'st know for a truth how pleasant it is for
brethren to dwell together in the peace of of the Lord, and according
to his law. I will, with God's grace, bring thee to this perfect
knowledge, for I see the way clear because of the humility which
thou hast already shown, and thy yielding to the counsels of the
teacher. As for what thou sayest about charges to the brethren,
let that give thee no concern. Thou shalt lodge with old Brother
Hinkley, who is the pattern of good things and of, holiness in
Charlemont. His house is more like unto the tent of the patriarch
pitched upon the plain, than the house of the dweller among the
cities. No lock fastens its doors against the stranger; and the
heart of the aged man is even more open than the doorway of his
dwelling. He standeth in the entrance like one looking out for
him that cometh, and his first word to the messenger of God, is
'welcome!' Thou shalt soon see the truth of what I say to thee,
for even now do we look down upon his house in the very midst of
the village."
If the scruples of Stevens still continued to urge him against
accepting the hospitality of the old patriarch of whom he had
received a description at once just and agreeable, the recollection
of the village-maiden whom he had gone aside from his direct path
of travel, and made some even greater departures from the truth,
to see, determined him at length to waive them; particularly when
he ascertained from his fellow-traveller that he knew of nobody in
Charlemont who accommodated strangers for money.
Stevens was one of those persons who watch the progress of events,
and he resolved, with a mental reservation--that seems strange
enough in the case of one who had shown so little reluctance to say
and do the thing which he could not maintain or defend--to avail
himself of some means for requiting, to the uttermost farthing,
the landlord, to whose hospitality he might be indebted during his
stay in Charlemont.
Such are the contradictions of character which hourly detect and
describe the mere worldling--the man lacking in all principle, but
that which is subservient to his selfish policy. To accept money
or money's worth from a stranger, seemed mean and humbling to one,
who did not hesitate, in the promotion of a scheme, which, had
treachery for its object, to clothe himself in the garments of
deception, and to make his appearance with a lie festering upon
his lips. That evening, Alfred Stevens became, with his worthier
companion, an inmate of the happy dwelling of William Hinkley, the
elder--a venerable, white-headed father, whose whole life had made
him worthy of a far higher eulogium than that which John Cross had
pronounced upon him.
The delight of the family to see their reverend teacher was heartfelt
and unreserved. A vigorous gripe of the hand, by the elder dragged
him into the house, and a sentence of unusual length, from his
better half, assured him of that welcome which the blunter action
of her venerable husband had already sufficiently declared. Nor
was the young adventurer who accompanied the preacher, suffered
to remain long unconsidered. When John Cross had told them who he
was, or rather when he had declared his spiritual hopes in him--which
he did with wonderful unction, in a breath--the reception of old
Hinkley, which had been hospitable enough before, became warm and
benignant; and Brother Stevens already became the word of salutation,
whenever the old people desired to distinguish their younger guest.
Brother Stevens, it may be said here, found no difficulty in
maintaining the character he had assumed. He had, in high degree,
the great art of the selfish man, and could, when his game required
it, subdue with little effort, those emotions and impulses, which
the frank and ardent spirit must speak out or die. He went into the
house of the hospitable old man, and into the village of Charlemont,
as if he had gone into the camp of an enemy. He was, indeed, a
spy, seeking to discover, not the poverty, but the richness of the
land. His mind, therefore, was like one who has clothed himself
in armor, placed himself in waiting for the foe, and set all his
sentinels on the watch. His caution measured every word ere it was
spoken, every look ere it was shown, every movement ere he suffered
his limbs to make it. The muscles of his face, were each put under
curb and chain--the smiles of the lip and the glances of the eyes,
were all subdued to precision, and permitted to go forth, only
under special guard and restriction. In tone, look, and manner, he
strove as nearly as he might to resemble the worthy but simple-minded
man, who had so readily found a worthy adherent and pupil in him;
and his efforts at deception might be held to be sufficiently
successful, if the frank confiding faith of the aged heads of the
Hinkley family be the fitting test of his experiment.
With them he was soon perfectly at home--his own carriage seemed
to them wondrously becoming, and the approbation of John Cross was
of itself conclusive. The preacher was the oracle of the family,
all of whom were only too happy of his favor not to make large
efforts to be pleased with those he brought; and in a little while,
sitting about the friendly fireside, the whole party had become as
sociable as if they had been "hail fellow! well met," a thousand
years. Two young girls, children of a relative, and nieces of the
venerable elder, had already perched themselves upon the knee of
the stranger, and strove at moments over his neck and shoulder,
without heeding the occasional sugary reproof of Dame Hinkley,
which bade them "let Brother Stevens be;" and, already had Brother
Stevens himself, ventured upon the use of sundry grave saws from
the holy volume, the fruit of early reading and a retentive memory,
which not a little helped to maintain his novel pretensions in the
mind of the brethren, and the worthy teacher, John Cross himself.
All things promised a long duration to a friendship suddenly begun;
when William Hinkley, the younger, a youth already introduced to
the reader, made his appearance within the happy circle. He wore a
different aspect from all the rest as he recognised in the person
of Brother Stevens, the handsome stranger, his antipathy to whom,
at a first glance, months before, seemed almost to have the character
of a warning instinct. A nearer glance did not serve to lessen his
hostility.
Our traveller was to the eye of a lover, one, indeed, who promised
dangerous rivalship, and an intrepid air of confidence which, even
his assumed character could not enable him to disguise from the
searching eyes of jealousy, contributed to strengthen the dislike
of the youth for a person who seemed so perfectly sure of his
ground. Still, William Hinkley behaved as a civil and well-bred
youth might be expected to behave. He did not suffer his antipathy
to put on the aspect of rudeness; he was grave and cold, but
respectful; and though he did not "be-brother" the stranger, he yet
studiously subdued his tones to mildness, when it became necessary,
in the course of the evening meal, that he should address him.
Few words, however, were exchanged between the parties. If Hinkley
beheld an enemy to his heart's hopes in Stevens, the latter was
sufficiently well-read in the human heart to discover quite as
soon, that the rustic was prepared to see in himself any character
but that of a friend. The unwillingness with which Hinkley heard his
suggestions--the absence of all freedom and ease in his deportment,
toward himself, so different from the manner of the youth when
speaking or listening to all other persons; the occasional gleam
of jealous inquiry and doubt within his eye, and the utter lack
of all enthusiasm and warmth in his tones while he spoke to him,
satisfied Stevens, that he, of all the household of his hospitable
entertainers, if not actually suspicious of his true character,
was the one whose suspicions were those most easily to be awakened,
and who of all others, needed most to be guarded against. It will
not increase our estimate of the wisdom of the stranger, to learn
that, with this conviction, he should yet arrogate to himself a
tone of superiority, while speaking in hearing of the youth.
This was shown in a manner that was particularly galling to a
high-spirited youth, and one whose prejudices were already awakened
against the speaker. It was that of a paternal and patronizing
senior, whose very gentleness and benignity of look and accent,
seem to arise from a full conviction of the vast difference which
exists between himself and his hearer. An indignity like this, which
can not be resented, is one which the young mind feels always most
anxious to resent. The very difficulties in the way of doing so,
stimulates the desire. Such was the feeling of William Hinkley.
With such a feeling it may be conjectured that opportunity was
not long wanting, or might soon be made, for giving utterance to
the suppressed fires of anger which were struggling in his heart.
Days and weeks may elapse, but the antipathy will declare itself
at last. It would be easier to lock up the mountain torrent after
the breath of the tornado has torn away its rocky seals, than to
stifle in the heart that hates, because of its love, the fierce
fury which these united passions enkindle within it.
In the first hour of their first interview, William Hinkley and
Alfred Stevens felt that they were mutual foes. In that little space
of time, the former had but one thought, which, though it changed
its aspect with each progressive moment, never for an instant changed
its character. He panted with the hope of redressing himself for
wrongs which he could not name; for injuries and indignities which
he knew not how to describe. Stevens had neither done nor said
anything which might be construed into an offence. And yet, nobody
knew better than Stevens that he had been offensive. The worthy
John Cross, in the simplicity of his nature, never dreamed of this,
but, on the contrary, when our adventurer dilated in the fatherly
manner already adverted to, be looked upon himself as particularly
favored of Heaven, in falling upon a youth, as a pupil, of such
unctuous moral delivery.
"Surely," he mused internally, "this is a becoming instrument which
I have found, for the prosecution of the good work. He will bear
the word like one sent forth to conquer. He will bind and loose
with a strong hand. He will work wondrous things!"
Not unlike these were the calculations of old Hinkley, as he
hearkened to the reverend reasonings and the solemn commonplaces
of the stranger. Stevens, like most recent converts, was the most
uncompromising enemy of those sins from which he professed to have
achieved with difficulty his own narrow escape; and finding, from
the attentive ear of his audience, that he had made a favorable
impression, he proceeded to manufacture for them his religious
experience; an art which his general information, and knowledge of
the world enabled him to perform without much difficulty.
But the puritan declamation which pleased all the rest, disgusted
young Hinkley, and increased his dislike for the declaimer. There
was too much of the worldling in the looks, dress, air, and manner
of Stevens, to satisfy the rustic of his sincerity. Something of
his doubts had their source, without question, in the antipathy
which he had formed against him; but William Hinkley was not without
keen, quick, observing, and justly discriminating faculties, and much
of his conclusions were the due consequence of a correct estimate
of the peculiarities which we have named. Stevens, he perceived,
declared his experiences of religion, with the air of one who
expects the congratulations of his audience. The humility which
thinks only of the acquisition itself, as the very perfection of
human conquest, was wanting equally to his language and deportment.
The very details which he gave, were ostentatious; and the gracious
smiles which covered his lips as he concluded, were those of the
self-complacent person, who feels that he has just been saying
those good things, which, of necessity, must command the applause
of his hearers.
A decent pause of half an hour after the supper was finished, which
was spent by the jealous youth in utter silence, and he then rose
abruptly and hurried from the apartment, leaving the field entirely
to his opponent. He proceeded to the house of his neighbor and
cousin, Ned Hinkley, but without any hope of receiving comfort
from his communion. Ned was a lively, thoughtless, light-hearted
son of the soil, who was very slow to understand sorrows of any
kind; and least of all, those which lie in the fancy of a dreaming
and a doubtful lover. At this moment, when the possession of a new
violin absorbed all his thoughts, his mind was particularly obtuse
on the subject of sentimental grievances, and the almost voluptuous
delight which filled his eyes when William entered his chamber,
entirely prevented him from seeing the heavy shadow which overhung
the brows of the latter.
"What, back again, William? Why, you're as changeable as the last
suit of a green lizard. When I asked you to stop, and hear me play
'Cross-possum,' and 'Criss-cross,' off you went without giving me
a civil answer. I've a mind now to put up the fiddle and send your
ears to bed supperless. How would you like that, old fellow? but
I'll be good-natured. You shall have it, though you don't deserve
it; she's in prime tune, and the tones--only hear that, Bill--there.
Isn't she delicious?"
And as the inconsiderate cousin poured out his warmest eulogy of the
favorite instrument, his right hand flourished the bow in air, in
a style that would have cheered the heart of Jean Crapaud himself,
and then brought it over the cat-gut in a grand crash, that sounded
as harshly in the ears of his morbid visitor, as if the two worlds
had suddenly come together with steam-engine velocity. He clapped
his hands upon the invaded organs, and with something like horror
in his voice, cried out his expostulations.
"For heaven's sake, Ned, don't stun a body with your noise."
"Noise! Did you say noise, Bill Hinkley--noise?"
"Yes. noise," answered the other with some peevishness in his accents.
The violinist looked at him incredulously, while he suffered the
point of the fiddle-bow to sink on a line with the floor; then,
after a moment's pause, he approached his companion, wearing in his
face the while, an appearance of the most grave inquiry, and when
sufficiently nigh, he suddenly brought the bow over the strings
of the instrument, immediately in William's ears, with a sharp and
emphatic movement, producing an effect to which the former annoying
crash, might well have been thought a very gentle effusion. This
was followed by an uncontrollable burst of laughter from the merry
lips of the musician.
"There--that's what I call a noise, Bill. Sweet Sall CAN make a
noise when I worry her into it; she's just like other women in that
respect; she'll be sure to squall out if you don't touch her just
in the right quarter. But the first time she did NOT go amiss, and
as for stunning you--but what's the matter? Where's the wind now?"
"Nothing--only I don't want to be deafened with such a clatter."
"Something's wrong, Bill, I know it. You look now for all the
world like a bottle of sour son, with the cork out, and ready to
boil over. As for Sall making a noise the first time, that's all
a notion, and a very strange one. She was as sweet-spoken then as
she was when you left me before supper. The last time, I confess,
I made her squall out on purpose. But what of that? you are not
the man to get angry with a little fun!"
"No, I'm not angry with you, Ned--I am not angry with anybody; but
just now, I would rather not hear the fiddle. Put it up."
"There!" said the other good-naturedly, as he placed the favorite
instrument in its immemorial case in the corner. "There; and now
Bill, untie the pack, and let's see the sort of wolf-cubs you've
got to carry; for there's no two horns to a wild bull, if something
hasn't gored you to-night."
"You're mistaken, Ned--quite mistaken--quite!"
"Deuse a bit! I know you too well, Bill Hinkley, so it's no use
to hush up now. Out with it, and don't be sparing, and if there's
any harm to come, I'm here, just as ready to risk a cracked crown
for you, as if the trouble was my own. I'd rather fiddle than fight,
it's true; but when there's any need for it, you know I can do one
just as well as the other; and can go to it with just as much good
humor. So show us the quarrel."
"There's no quarrel. Ned," said the other, softened by the frank
and ready feeling which his companion showed; "but I'm very foolish
in some things, and don't know how it is. I'm not apt to take
dislikes, but there's a man come to our house with John Cross, this
evening, that I somehow dislike very much."
"A man! What's he like? Anything like Joe Richards? That was a
fellow that I hated mightily. I never longed to lick any man but Joe
Richards, and him I longed to lick three times, though you know I
never got at him more than twice. It's a great pity he got drowned,
for I owe him a third licking, and don't feel altogether right,
since I know no sort of way to pay it. But if this man's anything
like Joe, it may be just the same if I give it to HIM. Now--"
"He's nothing like Richards," said the other. "He's a taller and
better-looking man."
"If he's nothing like Joe, what do you want to lick him for?" said
the single-minded musician, with a surprise in his manner, which
was mingled with something like rebuke.
"I have expressed no such wish, Ned; you are too hasty; and if
I did wish to whip him, I don't think I should trouble you or any
man to help me. If I could not do it myself, I should give it up
as a bad job, without calling in assistants."
"Oh, you're a spunky follow--a real colt for hard riding," retorted
the other with a good-natured mock in his tones and looks; "but if
you don't want to lick the fellow, how comes it you dislike him?
It seems to me if a chap behaved so as to make me dislike him, it
wouldn't be an easy matter to keep my hands off him. I'd teach him
how to put me into a bad humor, or I'd never touch violin again."
"This man's a parson, I believe."
"A parson--that's a difficulty. It is not altogether right to lick
parsons, because they're not counted fighting people. But there's
a mighty many on 'em that licking would help. No wonder you dislike
the fellow, though if he comes with John Cross, he shouldn't
be altogether so bad. Now, John Cross IS a good man. He's good,
and he's good-humored. He don't try to set people's teeth on edge
against all the pleasant things of this world, and he can laugh,
and talk, and sing, like other people. Many's the time he's asked
me, of his own mouth, to play the violin; and I've seen his little
eyes caper again, when sweet Sall talked out her funniest. If it
was not so late, I'd go over now and give him a reel or two, and
then I could take a look at this strange chap, that's set your
grinders against each other."
The fiddler looked earnestly at the instrument in the corner, his
features plainly denoting his anxiety to resume the occupation
which his friends coming had so inopportunely interrupted. William
Hinkley saw the looks of his cousin, and divined the cause.
"You shall play for me, Ned," he remarked; "you shall give me that
old highland-reel that you learned from Scotch Geordie. It will
put me out of my bad humor, I think, and we can go to bed quietly.
I've come to sleep with you to-night."
"You're a good fellow, Bill; I knew that you couldn't stand it
long, if Sweet Sall kept a still tongue in her head. That reel's
the very thing to drive away bad humors, though there's another
that I learnt from John Blodget, the boat-man, that sounds to me
the merriest and comicalest thing in the world. It goes--," and here
the fiddle was put in requisition to produce the required sounds:
and having got carte blanche, our enthusiastic performer, without
weariness, went through his whole collection, without once perceiving
that his comical and merry tunes had entirely failed to change the
grave, and even gloomy expression which still mantled the face of
his companion. It was only when in his exhaustion he set down the
instrument, that he became conscious of William Hinkley's continued
discomposure.
"Why, Bill, the trouble has given you a bigger bite than I thought
for. What words did you have with the preacher?"
"None: I don't know that he is a preacher. He speaks only as if he
was trying to become one."
"What, you hadn't any difference--no quarrel?"
"None."
"And it's only to-night that you've seen him for the first time?"
A flush passed over the grave features of William Hinkley as he heard
this question, and it was with a hesitating manner and faltering
accents, that he contrived to tell his cousin of the brief glimpse
which he had of the same stranger several months before, on that
occasion, when, in the emotion of Margaret Cooper, replying to
a similar question, he first felt the incipient seed of jealousy
planted within his bosom. But this latter incident he forbore to
reveal to the inquirer; and Ned Hinkley, though certainly endowed
by nature with sufficient skill to draw forth the very soul of music
from the instrument on which he played, had no similar power upon
the secret soul of the person whom he partially examined.
"But 'tis very strange how you should take offence at a man you've
seen so little; though I have heard before this of people taking
dislikes at other people the first moment they set eyes on 'em.
Now, I'm not a person of that sort, unless it was in the case of
Joe Richards; and him I took a sort of grudge at from the first
beginning. But even then there was a sort of reason for it; for,
at the beginning, when Joe came down upon us here in Charlemont,
he was for riding over people's necks, without so much as asking,
'by your leave.' He had a way about him that vexed me, though we
did not change a word."
"And it's that very way that this person has that I don't like,"
said William Hinkley. "He talks as if he made you, and when you
talk, he smiles as if he thought you were the very worst work that
ever went out of his hands. Then, if he has to say anything, be
it ever so trifling, he says it just as if he was telling you that
the world was to come to an end the day after to-morrow."
"Just the same with Joe Richards. I never could get at him but
twice; though I give him then a mighty smart hammering; and if he
hadn't got under the broadhorn and got drowned;--but this fellow?"
"You'll see him at church to-morrow. I shouldn't wonder if he
preaches; for John Cross was at him about it before I came away.
What's worse, the old man's been asking him to live with us."
"What, here in Charlemont?"
"Yes."
"I'll be sure to lick him then, if he's anything like Joe Richards.
But what's to make him live in Charlemont? Is he to be a preacher
for us?"
"Perhaps so, but I couldn't understand all, for I came in while
they were at it, and left home before they were done. I'm sure if
he stays there I shall not. I shall leave home, for I really dislike
to meet him."
"You shall stay with me, Bill, and we'll have Sall at all hours,"
was the hearty speech of the cousin, as he threw his arms around
the neck of his morose companion, and dragged him gently toward
the adjoining apartment, which formed his chamber. "To-morrow," he
continued, "as you say, we'll see this chap, and if he's anything
like Joe Richards--" The doubled fist of the speaker, and his
threatening visage, completed the sentence with which this present
conference and chapter may very well conclude.
CHAPTER VI.
THE TOAD ON THE ALTAR.
The next day was the sabbath. John Cross had timed his arrival at
the village with a due reference to his duties, and after a minute
calculation of days and distances, so that his spiritual manna might
be distributed in equal proportions among his hungering flock. His
arrival made itself felt accordingly, not simply in Charlemont,
but throughout the surrounding country for a circuit of ten miles
or more. There was a large and hopeful gathering of all sorts
and sexes, white and black, old and young. Charlemont had a very
pretty little church of its own; but one, and that, with more true
Christianity than is found commonly in this world of pretence and
little tolerance, was open to preachers of all denominations. The
word of God, among these simple folks, was quite too important to
make them scruple at receiving it from the lips of either Geneva,
Rome, or Canterbury. The church stood out among the hills at a
little distance from, but in sight of the village; a small, neat
Grecian-like temple, glimmering white and saintlike through solemn
visaged groves, and gaudy green foliage. The old trees about it
were all kept neatly trimmed, the brush pruned away and cleared up,
and a smooth sweet sward, lawnlike, surrounded it, such as children
love to skip and scramble over, and older children rest at length
upon, in pairs, talking over their sweet silly affections.
Surrounded by an admiring crowd, each of whom had his respectful
salutation, we see our friend John Cross toward noon approaching
the sacred dwelling. Truly he was the most simple, fraternal of
all God's creatures. He had a good word for this, an affectionate
inquiry for that, a benevolent smile, and a kind pressure of the
hand for all. He was a man to do good, for everybody saw that he
thought for others before himself, and sincerity and earnestness
constitute, with the necessary degree of talent, the grand secrets
for making successful teachers in every department.
Though a simple, unsophisticated, unsuspecting creature, John Cross
was a man of very excellent natural endowments. He chose for his
text a passage of the Scriptures which admitted of a direct practical
application to the concerns of the people, their daily wants, their
pressing interests, moral, human, and social. He was thus enabled
to preach a discourse which sent home many of his congregation much
wiser than they came, if only in reference to their homely duties
of farmstead and family. John Cross was none of those sorry and
self-constituted representatives of our eternal interests, who
deluge us with a vain, worthless declamation, proving that virtue
is a very good thing, religion a very commendable virtue, and a
liberal contribution to the church-box at the close of the sermon one
of the most decided proofs that we have this virtue in perfection.
Nay, it is somewhat doubtful, indeed, if he ever once alluded to the
state of his own scrip and the treasury of the church. His faith,
sincere, spontaneous, ardent, left him in very little doubt that
the Lord will provide, for is he not called "Jehovah-Jireh?"--and
his faith was strengthened and confirmed by the experience of his
whole life. But then John Cross had few wants--few, almost none!
In this respect he resembled the first apostles. The necessities
of life once cared for, never was mortal man more thoroughly
independent of the world. He was not one of those fine preachers
who, dealing out counsels of self-denial, in grave saws and solemn
maxims, with wondrous grim visage and a most slow, lugubrious
shaking of the head--are yet always religiously careful to secure
the warmest seat by the fireside, and the best buttered bun
on table. He taught no doctrine which he did not practise; and as
for consideration--that test at once of the religionist and the
gentleman--he was as humbly solicitous of the claims and feelings
of others, as the lovely and lowly child to whom reverence has
been well taught as the true beginning, equally of politeness and
religion.
Before going into church he urged his protege, Stevens, to consent
to share in the ceremonies of the service as a layman; but there was
still some saving virtue in the young man, which made him resolute
in refusing to do so. Perhaps, his refusal was dictated by a policy
like that which had governed him so far already; which made him
reluctant to commit himself to a degree which might increase very
much the hazards of detection. He feared, indeed, the restraints
which the unequivocal adoption of the profession would impose
upon him, fettering somewhat the freedom of his intercourse with
the young of both sexes, and, consequently, opposing an almost
insurmountable barrier to the prevailing object which had brought
him to the village. Whatever may have been the feelings or motives
which governed him, they, at least, saved him from an act which
would have grievously aggravated his already large offence against
truth and propriety. He declined, in language of the old hypocrisy.
He did not feel justified in taking up the cross--he felt that he
was not yet worthy; and, among the members of a church, which takes
largely into account the momentary impulses and impressions of the
professor, the plea was considered a sufficiently legitimate one.
But though Stevens forbore to commit himself openly in the cause
which he professed a desire to espouse, he was yet sufficiently
heedful to maintain all those externals of devotion which a serious
believer would be apt to exhibit. He could be a good actor of a
part, and in this lay his best talent. He had that saving wisdom
of the worldling, which is too often estimated beyond its worth,
called cunning; and the frequent successes of which produces that
worst of all the diseases that ever impaired the value of true
greatness--conceit. Alfred Stevens fancied that he could do everything,
and this fancy produced in him the appearance of a courage which
his moral nature never possessed. He had the audacity which results
from presumption, not the wholesome strength which comes from
the conscious possession of a right purpose. But a truce to our
metaphysics.
Never did saint wear the aspect of such supernatural devotion. He
knelt with the first, groaned audibly at intervals, and when his
face became visible, his eyes were strained in upward glances, so
that the spectator could behold little more in their orbs than a
sea of white.
"Oh! what a blessed young man!" said Mrs. Quackenbosh.
"How I wish it was he that was to preach for us to-day," responded
that gem from the antique, Miss Polly Entwistle, who had joined
every church in Kentucky in turn, without having been made a spouse
in either.
"How handsome he is!" simpered Miss Julia Evergreen--a damsel of
seventeen, upon whom the bilious eyes of Miss Entwistle were cast
with such an expression as the devil is said to put on when suddenly
soused in holy water.
"Handsome is that handsome does!" was the commentary of a venerable
cormorant to whom Brother Cross had always appeared the special
and accepted agent of heaven.
"I wish Brother Cross would get him to pray only. I wonder if
he believes in the new-light doctrine?" purred one of the ancient
tabbies of the conventicle.
"The new light is but the old darkness, Sister Widgeon," responded
an old farmer of sixty four, who had divided his time so equally
between the plough and the prayer-book, that his body had grown
as crooked as the one, while his mind was bewildered with as many
doctrines as ever worried all sense out of the other.
We shall not suffer these to divert us, any more than Stevens
permitted their speculations upon his person and religion to affect
his devotion. He looked neither to the right nor to the left while
entering the church, or engaging in the ceremonies. No errant
glances were permitted to betray to the audience a mind wandering
from the obvious duties before it; and yet Alfred Stevens knew just
as well that every eye in the congregation was fixed upon him, as
that he was himself there; and among those eyes, his own keen glance
had already discovered those of that one for whorn all these labors
of hypocrisy were undertaken.
Margaret Cooper sat on the opposite side of the church, but the
line of vision was uninterrupted between them, and when--though very
unfrequently--Stevens suffered his gaze to rest upon her form, it
was with a sudden look of pleased abstraction, as if, in spite of
himself, his mind was irresistibly drawn away from all recollection,
of its immediate duties.
If a word is sufficient for the wise, a look answers an equal purpose
with the vain. Margaret Cooper left the church that morning with
a pleased conviction that the handsome stranger had already paid
his devotion to her charms. There was yet another passion to be
gratified. The restless ambition of her foolish heart whispered to
her momently, that if her person had done so much, what might she
not hope to achieve when the treasures of her mind were known. She
had long since made the comparison of her own intellect with that
of every other maiden in the village, and she flattered herself
that before many days, the young stranger should make it too. Her
vain heart was rapidly preparing to smooth the path of the enemy
and make his conquests easy.
But it was not the women only, by whom the deportment of Alfred
Stevens was so closely watched. The eyes of suspicion and jealousy were
upon him. The two young men whose interview formed the conclusion
of our last chapter, scanned his conduct and carriage with sufficient
keenness of scrutiny.
"I'll tell you what, Bill Hinkley," said his cousin, "this fellow,
to my thinking, is a very great rascal."
"What makes you think so?" demanded the former, with slow, dissatisfied
accents; "he seems to pray very earnestly."
"That's the very reason I think him a rascal. His praying seems
to me very unnatural. Here, he's a perfect stranger in the place,
yet he never shows any curiosity to see the people. He never once
looks around him. He walks to the church with his eye cast upon
the ground, and sometimes he squints to this side and sometimes
to that, but he seems to do it slyly, and seems to take pains that
nobody should see him doing, it. All this might answer for an old
man, who--believes that everything is vanity--as, indeed, everything
must seem to old people; but to a young fellow, full of blood,
who eats well, drinks well, sleeps well, and should naturally have
a hankering after a young girl, all this is against nature. Now,
what's against nature is wrong, and there's wrong at the bottom of
it. Youth is the time to laugh, dance, sing, play on the violin,
and always have a sweetheart when it can find one. If you can't get
a beauty take a brown; and if Mary won't smile, Susan will. But
always have a sweetheart; always be ready for fun and frolic; that's
the way for the young, and when they don't take these ways, it's
unnatural--there's something wrong about it, and I'm suspicious of
THAT person. Now, I just have this notion of the young stranger.
He's after no good. I reckon he's like a hundred others; too
lazy to go to work, he goes to preaching, and learns in the first
sermon to beg hard for the missionaries. I'll lick him, Bill, to
a certainty, if he gives me the littlest end of an opportunity."
"Pshaw, Ned, don't think of such a thing. You are quite too fond
of licking people."
"Deuse a bit. It does 'em good. Look you, this chap is monstrous
like Joe Richards. I'll have to lick him on that account."
"You're mad, Ned; talk of whipping a preacher."
"He's no preacher yet," said the other, "but if I lick him he may
become one."
"No matter, he's never offended you."
"Ay, but he will. I see it in the fellow's looks. I never was
mistaken in a fellow's looks in all my life."
"Wait till he does offend you then."
"Well, I'm willing to do that, for I know the time will come. I'm
always sure, when I first see a man, to know whether I'll have to
flog him or not. There's a something that tells me so. Isn't that
very singular, Bill?"
"No! you form a prejudice against a man, fancy that you ought to
whip him, and then never rest till you've done so. You'll find your
match some day."
"What! you think some other chap will fancy he ought to whip me?
Well--maybe so. But this ain't the fellow to do that."
"He's a stout man, and I reckon strong. Besides, Ned, he's very
handsome."
"Handsome! Lord, Bill, what a taste you have? How can a man be
called handsome that never altogether opens his eyes, except when
he turns up the whites until you'd think he'd never be able to get
the balls back to their proper place? Then, what a chin he has--as
sharp as a pitchfork, and who but a girl child would fancy a man
with his hair combed sleek like a woman's on each side of his ears,
with big whiskers at the same time that looks for all the world
like the brush of a seven years running fox, Handsome! If my pup
'Dragon' was only half so much like a beast, I'd plump him into
the horsepond!"
It is probable that Ned Hinkley did not altogether think of the
stranger as he expressed himself. But he saw how deep a hold his
appearance had taken, in an adverse way, upon the mind and feelings
of his relative and friend, and his rude, but well-meant endeavors
were intended to console his companion, after his own fashion, by
the exhibition of a certain degree of sympathy.
His efforts, however well intended, did not produce any serious
effect. William Hinkley, though he forbore the subject, and every
expression which might indicate either soreness or apprehension,
was still the victim of that presentiment which had touched him on
the very first appearance of the stranger. He felt more than ever
apprehensive on the score of his misplaced affections. While his
cousin had been watching the stranger, HIS eyes had been fixed
upon those of Margaret Cooper, and his fears were increased and
strengthened, as he perceived that she was quite too much absorbed
in other thoughts and objects to behold for an instant the close
espionage which he maintained upon her person. His heart sunk within
him, as he beheld how bold was her look, and how undisguised the
admiration which it expressed for the handsome stranger.
"You will go home with me, William?" said the cousin, The other
hesitated.
"I think," said he, after a moment's pause, "I should rather go
to my own home. It is a sort of weakness to let a stranger drive
a man off from his own family, and though I somehow dislike this
person's looks, and am very sorry that John Cross brought him to
our house, yet I shouldn't let a prejudice which seems to have no
good foundation take such possession of my mind. I will go home,
Ned, and see--perhaps I may come to like the stranger more when I
know him better."
"You'll never like him. I see it in the fellow's eye; but just as
you please about going nome. You're right in one thing--never to
give up your own dunghill, so long as you can get room on it for a
fair fling with your enemy. Besides, you can see better, by going
home, what the chap's after. I don't see why he should come here
to learn to preach. We can't support a preacher. We don't want
one. He could just as well have learned his business, where he came
from."
With these words the cousins separated.
"Now," said Ned Hinkley as he took his own way homeward, in a deeper
fit of abstraction than was altogether usual with him, "now will
Bill Hinkley beat about the bush without bouncing through it, until
it's too late to do anything. He's mealy-mouthed with the woman,
and mealy-mouthed with the man, and mealy-mouthed with everybody.
--quite too soft-hearted and too easy to get on. Here's a stranger
nobody knows, just like some crow from another corn-field, that'll
pick up his provisions from under his very nose, and he doing
nothing to hinder until there's no use in trying. If I don't push
in and help him, he'll not help himself. As for Margaret Cooper,
dang it, I'll court her for him myself. If he's afraid to pop the
question, I ain't; though I'll have to be mighty careful about
the words I use, or she'll be thinking I come on my own hook; and
that would be a mighty scary sort of business all round the house.
Then this stranger. If anybody can look through a stranger here in
Charlemont, I reckon I'm that man. I suspect him already. I think
he's after no good with his great religioning; and I'll tie such
a pair of eyes to his heels, that his understanding will never be
entirely out of my sight. I'll find him out if anybody can. But
I won't lick him till I do. That wouldn't be altogether right,
considering he's to be a parson, though I doubt he'll never make
one."
And thus, with a head filled with cares of a fashion altogether
new, the sturdy young Kentuckian moved homeward with a degree of
abstraction in his countenance which was not among the smallest
wonders of the day and place in the estimation of his friends and
neighbors.
Meanwhile, the work of mischief was in full progress. Everybody
knows the degree of familiarity which exists among all classes in a
country-village, particularly when the parties are brought together
under the social and stimulating influences of religion. It was
natural that the pastor, long known and well beloved, should be
surrounded by his flock as he descended from the pulpit. The old
ladies always have a saving interest in his presence, and they pave
the way for the young ones. Alfred Stevens, as the protege of John
Cross, naturally attended his footsteps, and was introduced by him
to the little congregation, which had mostly remained to do honor
to the preacher. Of these, not last, nor least, was the widow
Cooper; and, unreluctant by her side, though in silence, and not
without a degree of emotion, which she yet was able to conceal,
stood her fair but proud-hearted daughter.
Margaret, alas! Margaret stood there with a heart more proud,
yet more humble, than ever. Proud in the consciousness of a new
conquest--humble in the feeling that this conquest had not been
made, but at the expense of some portion of her own independence.
Hitherto, her suitors had awakened no other feeling in her heart
but vanity. Now, she felt no longer able to sail on, "imperial
arbitress," smiling at woes which she could inflict, but never share.
That instinct, which, in the heart of young Hinkley had produced
fear, if not antipathy, had been as active in her case, though with
a very different result. The first glimpse which she had of the
handsome stranger, months before, had impressed her with a singular
emotion; and now that he was returned, she could not divest herself
of the thought that his return was a consequence of that one glimpse.
With a keener judgment than belonged to her neighbors, she too had
some suspicions that religion was scarcely the prevailing motive
which had brought the youth back to their little village; for how
could she reconcile with his present demure gravity and devout
profession, the daring which he had shown in riding back to behold
her a second time? That such had been his motive she divined by her
own feeling of curiosity, and the instincts of vanity were prompt
enough to believe that this was motive sufficient to bring him
back once more, and under the guise of a character, which would
the readiest secure an easy entrance to society. Pleased with the
fancy that she herself was the object sought, she did not perceive
how enormous was the sort of deception which the stranger had
employed to attain the end desired. With all her intellect she had
not the wisdom to suspect that he who could so readily practise so
bold an hypocrisy, was capable of the worst performances; and when
their names were mentioned, and his eyes were permitted to meet
and mingle their glances with hers, she was conscious of nothing
farther than a fluttering sentiment of pleasure, which was amply
declared to the stranger, in the flash of animation which spoke
openly in her countenance; eye speaking to lip and cheek, and
these, in turn, responding with a kindred sentiment to the already
tell-tale eye.
William Hinkley, from a little distance, beheld this meeting. He
had lingered with the curiosity which belongs to the natural
apprehension of the lover. He saw them approach--nay, fancied
he beheld the mutual expression of their sympathizing eyes, and
he turned away, and hurried homeward, with the feeling of a heart
already overborne, and defrauded in all its hopes and expectations.
The flowers were threatened with blight in his Eden: but he did
not conjecture, poor fellow, that a serpent had indeed entered it!
CHAPTER VII.
THE GOOD YOUNG MAN IN MEDITATION.
Perhaps, it may be assumed, with tolerable safety, that no first
villany is ever entirely deliberate. There is something in events
to give it direction--something to egg it on--to point out time,
place, and opportunity. Of course, it is to be understood that the
actor is one, in the first place, wanting in the moral sense. What
we simply mean to affirm is, that the particular, single act, is,
in few instances, deliberately meditated from the beginning. We
very much incline to think that some one event, which we ordinarily
refer to the chapter of accidents, has first set the mind to work
upon schemes, which would otherwise, perhaps, never be thought of
at all. Thus, we find persons who continue very good people, as
the world goes, until middle age, or even seniority; then, suddenly
breaking out into some enormous offence against decency and society,
which startles the whole pious neighborhood. Folks start up, with
outstretched hands and staring eyes, and cry aloud:--
"Lord bless us, who would have thought so good a man could be so
bad!"
He, poor devil, never fancied it himself, till he became so,
and it was quite too late to alter his arrangements. Perhaps his
neighbors may have had some share in making him so. Pious persons
are very frequently reduced to these straits by having the temptation
forced too much upon them. Flesh and blood can not always withstand
the provocation of earthly delicacies, even where the spirit is a
tolerably stout one; and of the inadequacy of the mind, always to
contend with the inclinations of the flesh, have we not a caution in
that injunction of Holy Book which warns us to fly from temptation?
But lame people can not fly, and he is most certainly lame who halts
upon mere feet of circumstances. Such people are always in danger.
Now, Alfred Stevens, properly brought up, from the beginning, at some
theological seminary, would have been--though in moral respects
pretty much the same person--yet in the eye of the world a far
less criminal man. Not that his desires would have been a jot more
innocent, but they would have taken a different direction. Instead
of the recklessness of course, such as seems to have distinguished
the conduct of our present subject--instead of his loose indulgences--his
smart, licentious speeches--the sheep's-eye glances, right and
left, which he was but too prone to bestow, without prudence or
precaution, whenever he walked among the fair sisters--he, the said
Alfred, would have taken counsel of a more worldly policy, which
is yet popularly considered a more pious one. He would have kept
his eyes from wandering to and fro; he would have held his blood
in subjection. Patient as a fox on a long scent in autumn, he would
have kept himself lean and circumspect, until, through the help
of lugubrious prayer and lantern visage, he could have beguiled
into matrimony some one feminine member of the flock--not always
fair--whose worldly goods would have sufficed in full atonement
for all those circumspect, self-imposed restraints, which we find
asually so well rewarded. But Alfred Stevens was not a man of this
pious temper. It is evident, from his present course, that he had
some inkling of the MODUS OPERANDI; but all his knowledge fell
short of that saving wisdom which would have defrauded the social
world of one of its moral earthquakes, and possibly deprived the
survivors of the present moral story--for moral it is, though our
hero is not exactly so.
It would be doing our subject and our theory equal injustice if we
were to suppose that he had any fixed purpose, known to himself,
when he borrowed the professional garment, and began to talk with
the worthy John Cross in the language of theology, and with the
tongue of a hypocrite. He designed to visit Charlemont--that was
all--as he had really been impressed by the commanding figure and
noble expression of beauty of that young damsel whom he had encountered
by the roadside. Even this impression, however, would have been
suffered to escape from his mind, had it not been so perfectly
convenient to revisit the spot, on his return to his usual place of
residence. During the summer, Charlemont and its rustic attractions
had been the frequent subject of a conversation, running into
discussion, between himself and the amiable old man, his uncle. The
latter repeatedly urged upon his nephew to make the visit; fondly
conceiving that a nearer acquaintance with the pleasant spot which
had so won upon his own affections, would be productive of a like
effect upon his nephew. Alas, how little did he know the mischief
he was doing!
In the very idleness of mood--with just that degree of curiosity
which prompts one to turn about and look a second time--Alfred
Stevens resumed the route which included Charlemont. But the devil
had, by this time, found his way into the meditations of the youth,
and lay lurking, unknown to himself, perhaps, at the bottom of
this same curiosity. The look of pride and defiance which Margaret
Cooper had betrayed, when the bold youth rode back to steal a second
glance at her matchless person, was equivalent to an equally bold
challenge; and his vanity hastily picked up the gauntlet which hers
had thrown down. He wished to see the damsel again--to see if she
WAS so beautiful--if she did, indeed, possess that intellectual
strength and vivacity which flashed out so suddenly and with so
much splendor from beneath her long, dark eye-lashes!
In this mood he met with John Cross; and the simplicity of that
worthy creature offered another challenge, not less provoking than
the former, to the levity and love of mischief which also actively
predominated in the bosom of the youth. Fond of a malicious sort
of fun, and ever on the look-out for subjects of quizzing, it was
in compliance with a purely habitual movement of his mind that he
conjured up that false, glozing story of his religious inclinations,
which had so easily imposed upon the unsuspecting preacher. Never
was proceeding less premeditated, or so completely the result of an
after-thought, than this; and now that it had proved so perfectly
successful--now that he found himself admitted into the very heart
of the little village, and into the bosoms of the people--he began,
for the first time, to feel the awkwardness of the situation in which
he had placed himself, and the responsibilities, if not dangers,
to which it subjected him. To play the part of a mere preacher--to
talk glibly, and with proper unction, in the stereotype phraseology
of the profession--was no difficult matter to a clever young lawyer
of the West, having a due share of the gift of gab, and almost as
profoundly familiar with scripture quotation as Henry Clay himself.
But there was something awkward in the idea of detection, and he
was not unaware of those summary dangers which are likely to follow,
in those wild frontier regions, from the discovery of so doubtful
a personage as "Bro' Wolf" in the clothing of a more innocent
animal. Chief-Justice Lynch is a sacred authority in those parts;
and, in such a case as his, Alfred Stevsns did not doubt that the
church itself would feel it only becoming to provide another sort
of garment for the offender, which, whether pleasant or not, would
at least be likely to stick more closely, and prove less comfortably
warm.
But, once in, there was no help but to play out the game as it had
been begun. Villagers are seldom very sagacious people, and elegant
strangers are quite too much esteemed among them to make them very
particular in knowing tho whys and wherefores about them--whence
they come, what they do, and whither they propose to go. Stevens
had only to preserve his countenance and a due degree of caution,
and the rest was easy. He had no reason to suppose himself an object
of suspicion to anybody; and should he become so, nothing was more
easy than to take his departure with sufficient promptness, and
without unnecessarily soliciting the prayers of the church in behalf
of the hurried traveller! At all events, he could lose nothing by
the visit: perhaps something might be gained.
What was that something? Behold him in his chamber, preparing to
ask and to answer this question for himself. The sabbath-day is
finally over. He has been almost the lion of the day. We say almost,
for the worthy John Cross could not easily be deprived, by any
rivalry, of the loyal regards of his old parishioners. But, though
the latter had most friends, the stranger, Alfred Stevens, had
had most followers. All were anxious to know him--the young, in
particular, maidens and men; and the grave old dames would have
given their last remaining teeth, bone or waxen, to have heard him
discourse. There was so much sense and solemnity in his profound,
devout looks! he has been made known to them all; he has shaken
hands with many. But he has exchanged the speech of sympathy and
feeling with but one only--and that one!--
Of her he thinks in his chamber--his quiet, snug, little chamber--a
mere closet, looking out upon a long garden-slip, in which he
sees, without much heeding them, long lanes of culinary cabbage,
and tracts of other growing and decaying vegetation, in which his
interest is quite too small to make it needful that he should even
ask its separate names. His chin rests upon his hands with an air
of meditation; and gradually his thoughts rise up in soliloquy,
which is suffered to invade no ear but ours:--
"Well! who'd have thought it? a parson!--devilish good indeed! How
it will tell at Murkey's! What a metamorphose! if it don't stagger
'em, nothing will! It's the best thing I've done yet! I shall have
to do it over a hundred times, and must get up a sermon or two
beforehand, and swear that I preached them--and, egad! I may have
to do it yet before I'm done--ha! ha! ha!"
The laughter was a quiet chuckle, not to be heard by vulgar ears;
it subsided in the gorges of his throat. The idea of really getting
up a sermon tickled him. He muttered over texts, all that he could
remember; and proceeded to turn over the phrases for an introduction,
such as, unctuous with good things in high degree, he fancied would
be particularly commendable to his unsuspecting hearers. Alfred
Stevens had no small talent for imitation, he derived a quiet sort
of pleasure, on the present occasion, from its indulgence.
"I should have made a famous parson, and, if all trades fail, may
yet. But, now that I am here, what's to come of it? It's not so
hard to put on a long face, and prose in scripture dialect; but,
cui bono? Let me see--hem! The girl is pretty, devilish pretty--with
such an eye, and looks so! There's soul in the wench--life--and
a passion that speaks out in every glance and movement. A very
Cressid, with a cross of Corinne! Should she be like her of Troy?
At all events, it can do no harm to see what she's made of!
"But I must manage warily. I have something to lose in the business.
Frankfort is but fifty miles from Charlemont--fifty miles--and
there's Ellisland, but fourteen. Fourteen!--an easy afternoon ride.
That way it must be done. Ellisland shall be my post-town. I can
gallop there in an afternoon, drop and receive my letters, and be
back by a round-about which shall effectually baffle inquiry. A
week or two will be enough. I shall see, by that time, what can be
done with her; though still, cautiously, Parson Stevens!--cautiously."
The farther cogitations of Stevens were subordinate to these, but
of the same family complexion. They were such as to keep him wakeful.
The Bible which had been placed upon his table, by the considerate
providence of his hostess, lay there unopened; though, more than
once, he lifted the cover of the sacred volume, letting it fall again
suddenly, as if with a shrinking consciousness that such thoughts
as at that moment filled his mind were scarcely consistent with
the employment, in any degree, of such a companion. Finally, he
undressed and went to bed. The hour had become very late.
"Good young man," muttered worthy Mrs. Hinkley to her drowsy
spouse, in the apartment below, as she heard the movements of her
guest-"good young man, he's just now going to bed. He's been studying
all this while. I reckon Brother Cross has been sound this hour."
The light from Stevens's window glimmered out over the cabbage-garden,
and was seen by many an ancient dame as she prepared for her own
slumbers.
"Good young man," said they all with one accord. "I reckon he's
at the Bible now. Oh! he'll be a blessed laborer in the vineyard,
I promise you, when Brother Cross is taken."
"If it were not for the cursed bore of keeping up the farce beyond
the possibility of keeping up the fun, such a rig as this would
be incomparably pleasant; but"--yawning--"that's the devil! I get
monstrous tired of a joke that needs dry nursing!"
Such were the last muttered words of Parson Stevens before he
yielded himself up to his slumbers. Good young man--charitable old
ladies--gullible enough, if not charitable! But the professions
need such people, and we must not quarrel with them!
CHAPTER VIII.
PAROCHIAL PERFORMANCES.
The poor, conceited blackguards of this ungracious earth have
a fancy that there must be huge confusion and a mighty bobbery in
nature, corresponding with that which is for ever going on in their
own little spheres. If we have a toothache, we look for a change
of weather; our rheumatism is a sure sign that God has made his
arrangements to give us a slapping rain; and, should the white
bull or the brown heifer die, look out for hail, or thunderstorm,
at least, as a forerunner of the event. Nothing less can possibly
console or satisfy us for such a most unaccountable, not to
say unnatural and unwarrantable, a dispensation. The poets have
ministered largely to this vanity on the part of mankind. Shakspere
is constantly at it, and Ben Jonson, and all the dramatists. Not
a butcher, in the whole long line of the butchering Caesars, from
Augustus down, but, according to them, died in a sort of gloom
glory, resulting from the explosion of innumerable stars and rockets,
and the apparitions of as many comets! "Gorgons, and hydras, and
chimeras dire," invariably announce the coming stroke of fate; and
five or seven moons of a night have suddenly arisen to warn some
miserable sublunarian that orders had been issued that there should
be no moon for him that quarter, or, in military and more precise
phrase, that he should have no "quarters" during that moon. Even our
venerable and stern old puritan saint, Milton--he who was blessed
with the blindness of his earthly eye, that he should be more
perfectly enabled to contemplate the Deity within--has given way to
this superstition when he subjects universal nature to an earthquake
because Adam's wife followed the counsels of the snake.
A pretty condition of things it would be, if stars, suns, and
systems, were to shoot madly from their spheres on such occasions!
Well might the devil laugh if such were the case! How he would chuckle
to behold globes and seas, and empires, fall into such irreverend
antics because some poor earthling, be he kingling or common sodling,
goes into desuetude, either by the operation of natural laws, or
the sharp application of steel or shot! Verily, it makes precious
little difference to the Great Reaper, by what process we finally
become harvested. He is sure of us, though no graves gape, no stars
fall, no comets rush out, like young colts from their stables,
flinging their tails into the faces of the more sober and pacific
brotherhood of lights. But, denied the satisfaction of chuckling
at such sights as these, his satanic majesty chuckles not the less
at the human vanity which looks for them. Nay, he himself is very
likely to suggest this vanity. It is one of his forms of temptation
--one of his manoeuvres; and we take leave, by way of warning, to
hint to those worthy people, who judge of to-morrow's providence
by the corns of their great toe, or their periodical lumbago, or
the shooting of their warts, or the pricking of their palms, that
it is in truth the devil which is at the bottom of all this, and
that the Deity has nothing to do in the business. It is the devil
instilling his vanities into the human heart, in that form which
he thinks least likely to prove offensive, or rouse suspicion. The
devil is most active in your affairs, Mrs. Thompson, the moment
you imagine that there must be a revolution on your account in the
universal laws of nature. At such a moment your best policy will be
to have blood let, take physic, and go with all diligence to your
prayers.
There was no sort of warning on the part of the natural to the
moral world, on the day when Alfred Stevens set forth with the
worthy John Cross, to visit the flock of the latter. There was
not a lovelier morning in the whole calendar. The sun was alone
in heaven, without a cloud; and on earth, the people in and about
Charlemont, having been to church only the day before, necessarily
made their appearance everywhere with petticoats and pantaloons
tolerably clean and unrumpled. Cabbages had not yet been
frost-bitten. Autumn had dressed up her children in the garments
of beauty, preparatory to their funeral. There was a good crop of
grain that year, and hogs were brisk, and cattle lively, and all
"looking-up," in the language of the prices current. This was long
before the time when Mr. M---- made his famous gammon speeches; but
the people had a presentiment of what was coming, and to crown the
eventful anticipations of the season, there was quite a freshet in
Salt river. The signs were all and everywhere favorable. Speculation
was beginning to chink his money-bags; three hundred new banks, as
many railways, were about to be established; old things were about
to fleet and disappear; all things were becoming new; and the serpent
entered Charlemont, and made his way among the people thereof,
without any signs of combustion, or overthrow, or earthquake.
Everybody has some tolerable idea of what the visitation of a
parson is, to the members of his flock. In the big cities he comes
one day, and the quarterly collector the next. He sits down with
the "gude wife" in a corner to themselves, and he speaks to her in
precisely the same low tones which cunning lovers are apt to use.
If he knows any one art better than another, it is that of finding
his way to the affections of the female part of his flock. A subdued
tone of voice betrays a certain deference for the party addressed.
The lady is pleased with such a preliminary. She is flattered again
by the pains he takes in behalf of her eternal interests; she is
pretty sure he takes no such pains with any of her neighbors. It
is a sign that he thinks her soul the most becoming little soul in
the flock, and when he goes away, she looks after him and sighs,
and thinks him the most blessed soul of a parson. The next week
she is the first to get up a subscription which she heads with her
own name in connection with a sum realized by stinting her son of
his gingerbread money, in order to make this excellent parson a
life-member of the "Zion African Bible and Missionary Society, for
disseminating the Word among the Heathen." The same fifty dollars
so appropriated, would have provided fuel for a month to the starving
poor of her own parish.
But Brother Cross gets no such windfalls. It is probable that he never
heard of such a thing, and that if he did, he would unhesitatingly
cry out, "Humbug," at the first intimation of it. Besides, his voice
was not capable of that modulation which a young lover, or a city
parson can give it. Accustomed to cry aloud and spare not, he
usually spoke as if there were some marrow in his bones, and some
vigor in his wind-bags. When he came to see the good wife of his
congregation, he gave her a hearty shake of the hand, congratulated
her as he found her at her spinning-wheel; spoke with a hearty
approbation, if he saw that her children were civil and cleanly;
if otherwise, he blazed out with proper boldness, by telling her
that all her praying and groaning, would avail nothing for her
soul's safety, so long as Jackey's breeches were unclean; and that
the mother of a rude and dirty child, was as sure of damnation, as
if she never prayed at all. He had no scruples about speaking the
truth. He never looked about him for the gentle, easy phrases, by
which to distinguish the conduct which he was compelled to condemn.
He knew not only that the truth must be spoken, and be spoken by
him, if by anybody, but that there is no language too strong--perhaps
none quite strong enough--for the utterance of the truth. But it must
not be supposed, that John Cross was in any respect an intolerant,
or sour man. He was no hypocrite, and did not, therefore, need to
clothe his features in the vinegar costume of that numerous class.
His limbs were put into no such rigid fetters as too often denote
the unnatural restraints which such persons have imposed upon their
inner minds. He could laugh and sing with the merriest, and though
he did not absolutely shake a leg himself, yet none rejoiced more
than he, when Ned Hinkley's fiddle summoned the village to this
primitive exercise.
"Now, Alfred Stevens," said he, the breakfast being over, "what
say'st thou to a visit with me among my people. Some of them know
thee already; they will all be rejoiced to see thee. I will show
thee how they live, and if thou shouldst continue to feel within
thee, the growing of that good seed whose quickening thou hast
declared to me, it will be well that thou shouldst begin early to
practise the calling which may so shortly become thine own. Here
mightest thou live a space, toiling in thy spiritual studies, until
the brethren should deem thee ripe for thy office; meanwhile, thy
knowledge of the people with whom thou livest, and their knowledge
of thee, would be matter of equal comfort and consolation, I trust,
to thee as to them."
Alfred Stevens expressed himself pleased with the arrangement.
Indeed, he desired nothing else.
"But shall we see all of them?" he demanded. The arch-hypocrite
began to fear that his curiosity would be compelled to pay a heavy
penalty to dullness.
"The flock is small," said John Cross. "A day will suffice, but I
shall remain three days in Charlemont, and some I will see to-day,
and some to-morrow, and some on the day after, which is Wednesday."
"Taken in moderate doses," murmured Stevens to himself, "one may
stand it."
He declared himself in readiness, and the twain set forth. The
outward behavior of Stevens was very exemplary. He had that morning
contrived to alter his costume in some respects to suit the situation
of affairs. For example, he had adopted that slavish affectation
which seems to insist that a preacher of God should always wear
a white cravat, so constructed and worn as to hide the tips of
his shirt collar. If they wore none, they would look infinitely
more noble, and we may add, never suffer from bronchitis. In his
deportment, Stevens was quite as sanctified as heart could wish.
He spoke always deliberately, and with great unction. If he had to
say "cheese and mousetrap," he would look very solemn, shake his
head with great gravity and slowness, and then deliberately and
equally emphasizing every syllable, would roll forth the enormous
sentence with all the conscious dignity of an ancient oracle. That
"cheese and mousetrap," so spoken, acquired in the ears of the hearer,
a degree of importance and signification, which it confounded them
to think they had never perceived before in the same felicitous
collocation of syllables. John Cross was not without his vanities.
Who is? Vanity is quite as natural as any other of our endowments.
It is a guaranty for amiability. A vain man is always a conciliatory
one. He is kind to others, because the approbation of others is a
strong desire in his mind. Accordingly, even vanity is not wholly
evil. It has its uses.
John Cross had his share, and Alfred Stevens soon discovered that
he ministered to it in no small degree. The good old preacher took
to himself the credit of having effected his conversion, so far as
it had gone. It was his hand that had plucked the brand from the
burning. He spoke freely of his protege, as well before his face as
behind his back. In his presence he dwelt upon the holy importance of
his calling; to others he dilated upon the importance of securing
for the church a young man of so much talent, yet of so much devotion:
qualities not always united, it would seem, among the churchlings
of modern times.
Alfred Stevens seemed to promise great honor to his teacher. That
cunning which is the wisdom of the worldling, and which he possessed
in a very surprising degree, enabled him to adopt a course of
conduct, look, and remark, which amply satisfied the exactions of
the scrupulous, and secured the unhesitating confidence of those
who were of a more yielding nature. He soon caught the phraseology
of his companion, and avoiding his intensity, was less likely to
offend his hearers. His manner was better subdued to the social
tone of ordinary life, his voice lacked the sharp twang of the
backwoods man; and, unlike John Cross, he was able to modulate it
to those undertones, which, as we have before intimated, are so
agreeable from the lips of young lovers and fashionable preachers.
At all events, John Cross himself, was something more than satisfied
with his pupil, and took considerable pains to show him off. He was
a sort of living and speaking monument of the good man's religious
prowess.
It does not need that we should follow the two into all the abodes
which they were compelled to visit. The reader would scarcely
conceal his yawns though Stevens did. Enough, that a very unctuous
business was made of it that morning. Many an old lady was refreshed
with the spiritual beverage bestowed in sufficient quantity to
last for another quarter; while many a young one rejoiced in the
countenance of so promising a shepherd as appeared under the name
of Alfred Stevens. But the latter thought of the one damsel only.
He said many pleasant things to those whom he did see; but his mind
ran only upon one. He began to apprehend that she might be among
the flock who were destined to wait for the second or last day's
visitation; when, to his great relief, John Cross called his
attention to the dwelling of the widow Cooper, to whom they were
fast approaching.
Stevens remarked that the dwelling had very much the appearance of
poverty--he did not fail to perceive that it lacked the flower-garden
in front which distinguished the greater number of the cottages in
Charlemont; and there was an appearance of coldness and loneliness
about its externals which impressed itself very strongly upon his
thoughts, and seemed to speak unfavorably for the taste of the
inmates. One is apt to associate the love of flowers with sweetness
and gentleness of disposition, and such a passion would seem
as natural, as it certainly would be becoming, to a young lady of
taste and sensibility. But the sign is a very doubtful one. Taste
and gentleness may satisfy themselves with other objects. A passion
for books is very apt to exclude a very active passion for flowers,
and it will be found, I suspect, that these persons who are most
remarkable for the cultivation of flowers are least sensible to the
charms of letters. It seems monstrous, indeed, that a human being
should expend hours and days in the nursing and tendance of such
stupid beauties as plants and flowers, when earth is filled with
so many lovelier objects that come to us commended by the superior
sympathies which belong to humanity. Our cities are filled with
the sweetest orphans--flowers destined to be immortal; angels in
form, that might be angels in spirit--that must be, whether for
good or evil--whom we never cultivate--whom we suffer to escape our
tendance, and leave to the most pitiable ignorance, and the most
wretched emergencies of want. The life that is wasted upon dahlias,
must, prima facie, be the life of one heartless and insensible,
and most probably, brutish in a high degree.
But Alfred Stevens had very little time for further reflection.
They were at the door of the cottage. Never did the widow Cooper
receive her parson in more tidy trim, and with an expression of
less qualified delight. She brought forth the best chair, brushed
the deerskin-seat with her apron, and having adjusted the old man
to her own satisfaction as well as his, she prepared to do a like
office for the young one. Having seated them fairly, and smoothed
her apron, and gone through the usual preliminaries, and placed
herself a little aloof, on a third seat, and rubbed her hands, and
struggled into a brief pause in her brisk action, she allowed her
tongue to do the office for which her whole soul was impatient.
"Oh, Brother Cross, what a searching sermon you gave us yesterday.
You stirred the hearts of everybody, I warrant you, as you stirred
up mine. We've been a needing it for a precious long time, I
tell you; and there's no knowing what more's a wanting to make us
sensible to the evil that's in us. I know from myself what it is,
and I guess from the doings of others. We're none of us perfect,
that's certain; but it's no harm to say that some's more and some's
not so perfect as others. There's a difference in sin, Brother
Cross, I'm a thinking, and I'd like you to explain why, and what's
the difference. One won't have so much, and one will have more; one
will take a longer spell of preaching, and half the quantity will
be a dose to work another out clean, entire. I'm not boastful for
myself, Brother Cross, but I do say, I'd give up in despair if I
thought it took half so much to do me, as it would take for a person
like that Mrs. Thackeray."
"Sister Cooper," said brother Cross, rebukingly, "beware of the
temptation to vain-glory. Be not like the Pharisee, disdainful
of the publican. To be too well pleased with one's self is to be
displeasing to the Lord."
"Oh, Brother Cross, don't be thinking that I'm over and above
satisfied with the goodness that's in me. I know I'm not so good.
I have a great deal of evil; but then it seems to me there's a
difference in good and a difference in evil. One has most of one
and one has most of another. None of us have much good, and all of
us have a great deal of sin. God help me, for I need his help--I
have my own share; but as for that Mrs. Thackeray, she's as full
of wickedness as an an egg's full of meat."
"It is not the part of Christianity, Sister Cooper," said John Cross
mildly, "to look into our neighbors' accounts and make comparisons
between their doings and our own. We can only do so at great risk
of making a false reckoning. Besides, Sister Cooper, it is business
enough on our hands, if we see to our own short-comings. As for Mrs.
Thackeray, I have no doubt she's no better than the rest of us, and
we are all, as you said before, children of suffering, and prone
to sin as certain as that the sparks fly upward. We must only watch
and pray without ceasing, particularly that we may not deceive
ourselves with the most dangerous sin of being too sure of our own
works. The good deeds that we boast of so much in our earthly day
will shrivel and shrink up at the last account to so small a size
that the best of us, through shame and confusion, will be only too
ready to call upon the rocks and hills to cover us. We are very
weak and foolish all, Sister Cooper. We can't believe ourselves
too weak, or too mean, or too sinful. To believe this with all our
hearts, and to try to be better with all our strength, is the true
labor of religion. God send it to us, in all its sweetness and
perfection, so that we may fight the good fight without ceasing."
"But if you could only hear of the doings of Mrs. Thackeray,
Brother Cross, you'd see how needful it would be to put forth all
your strength to bring her back to the right path."
"The Lord will know. None of us can hide our evil from the eyes
of the Lord. I will strive with our sister, when I seek her, which
will be this very noon, but it is of yourself, Sister Cooper, and
your daughter Margaret, that I would speak. Where is she that I
see her not?"
This was the question that made our quasi hierophant look up with
a far greater degree of interest than he had felt in the long and
random twattle to which he had been compelled to listen. Where was
she--that fair daughter? He was impatient for the answer. But he
was not long detained in suspense. Next to her neighbors there was
no subject of whom the mother so loved to speak as the daughter,
and the daughter's excellences.
"Ah! she is up-stairs, at her books, as usual. She does so love
them books, Brother Cross, I'm afraid it'll do harm to her health.
She cares for nothing half so well. Morning, noon, and night, all
the same, you find her poring over them; and even when she goes out
to ramble, she must have a book, and she wants no other company.
For my part I can't see what she finds in them to love so; for
except to put a body to sleep I never could see the use they were
to any person yet."
"Books are of two kinds," said Brother Cross gravely. "They are
useful or hurtful. The useful kinds are good, the hurtful kinds
are bad. The Holy Bible is the first book, and the only book, as
I reckon it will be the book that'll live longest. The 'Life of
Whitefield' is a good book, and I can recommend the sermons of that
good man, Brother Peter Cummins, that preached when I was a lad,
all along through the back parts of North Carolina, into South
Carolina and Georgia. I can't say that he came as far back into
the west as these parts; but he was a most faithful shepherd. There
was a book of his sermons printed for the benefit of his widow and
children. He died, like that blessed man, John Rogers, that we see
in the primer-books, leaving a wife with eleven children and one
at the breast. His sermons are very precious reading. One of them
in particular, on the Grace of God, is a very falling of manna in
the wilderness. It freshens the soul, and throws light upon the
dark places in the wilderness. Ah! if only such books are printed,
what a precious world for poor souls it would be. But they print
a great many bad books now-a-days."
The natural love of mischief which prevailed in the bosom of Alfred
Stevens now prompted him to take part in the conversation at this
happy moment. The opportunity was a tempting one.
"The printers," said he, "are generally very bad men. They call
themselves devils, and take young lads and bring them up to their
business under that name!"
The old lady threw up her hands, and John Cross, to whom this
intelligence was wholly new, inquired with a sort of awe-struck
gravity--
"Can this be true, Alfred Stevens? Is this possible?"
"The fact, sir. They go by no other name among themselves; and
you may suppose, if they are not ashamed of the name, they are not
unwilling to perform the doings of the devil. Indeed, they are busy
doing his business from morning to night--and night to morning.
They don't stop for the sabbath. They work on Sunday the same as
any other day, and if they take any rest at all it is on Saturday,
which would show them to be a kind of Jews."
"Good Lord deliver us!" ejaculated the widow.
"Where, O! where?" exclaimed the Brother Cross with similar earnestness.
The game was too pleasant for Alfred Stevens. He pursued it.
"In such cities," he continued, "as New York and Philadelphia,
thousands of these persons are kept in constant employ sending
forth those books of falsehood and folly which fill the hearts of
the young with vain imaginings, and mislead the footsteps of the
unwary. In one of these establishments, four persons preside, who
are considered brothers; but they are brothers in sin only, and
are by some supposed to be no other. They have called themselves
after the names of saints and holy men; even the names of the
thrice blessed apostles, John and James, have been in this fashion
abused; but if it be true that the spirits of evil may even in
our day as of old embody themselves in mortal shape for the better
enthralling and destruction of mankind, then should I prefer to
believe that these persons were no other than the evil demons who
ruled in Ashdod and Assyria. Such is their perseverance in evil--such
their busy industry, which keeps a thousand authors (which is but
another name for priests and prophets) constantly at work to frame
cunning falsehoods and curious devices, and winning fancies, which
when printed and made into books, turn the heads of the young and
unwary, and blind the soul to the wrath which is to come."
The uplifted hands of the widow Cooper still attested her wonder.
"Lord save us!" she exclaimed, "I should not think it strange
if Sister Thackeray had some of these very books. Do ask, Brother
Cross, when you go to see her. She speaks much of books, and I see
her reading them whenever I look in at the back window."
John Cross did not seem to give any heed to the remark of the old
woman. There was a theological point involved in one of the remarks of
Alfred Stevens which he evidently regarded as of the first importance.
"What you say, Alfred Stevens, is very new and very strange to me,
and I should think from what I already know of the evil which is
sometimes put in printed books, that there was indeed a spirit of
malice at work in this way, to help the progress and the conquests
of Satan among our blind and feeble race. But I am not prepared to
believe that God has left it to Satan to devise so fearful a scheme
for prosecuting his evil designs as that of making the demons
of Ashdod and Assyria take the names of mortal men, while teeming
to follow mortal occupations. It would be fearful tidings for our
poor race were this so. But if so, is it not seen that there is
a difference in the shapes of these persons. If either of these
brothers who blasphemously call themselves John and James, after
the manner of the apostles, shall be in very truth and certainty
that Dagon of the Philistines whom Jehovah smote before his altar,
will he not be made fishlike from the waist downward, and will
this not be seen by his followers and some of the thousands whom
he daily perverts to his evil purposes and so leads to eternal
destruction?"
"It may be that it is permitted to such a demon to put on what
shape he thinks proper," replied Stevens; "but even if it is not,
yet this would not be the subject of any difference--it would
scarcely prevent the prosecution of this evil purpose. You are to
remember, Mr. Cross--"
"John Cross--plain John Cross, Alfred Stevens," was the interruption
of the preacher.
"You are to remember," Stevens resumed, "that when the heart is full
of sin, the eyes are full of blindness. The people who believe in
these evil beings are incapable of seeing their deformities."
"That is true--a sad truth."
"And, again," continued Stevens, "there are devices of mere mortal
art, by which the deformities and defects of an individual may be
concealed. One of these brothers, I am told, is never to be seen
except seated in one position at the same desk, and this desk is
so constructed, as to hide his lower limbs in great part, while
still enabling him to prosecute his nefarious work."
"It's clear enough, Brother Cross," exclaimed the widow Cooper,
now thoroughly convinced--"it's clear enough that there's something
that he wants to hide. Lord help us! but these things are terrible."
"To the weak and the wicked, Sister Cooper, they are, as you say,
terrible, and hence the need that we should have our lamps trimmed
and lighted, for the same light which brings us to the sight of
the Holy of Holies, shows us the shape of hatefuless, the black
and crouching form of Satan, with nothing to conceal his deformity.
Brother Stevens has well said that when the heart is full of sin,
the eyes are full of blindness; and so we may say that when the
heart is full of godliness, the eyes are full of seeing. You can
not blind them with devilish arts. You can not delude them as to
the true forms of Satan, let him take any shape The eye of godliness
sees clean through the mask of sin, as the light of the sun pierces
the thickest cloud, and brings day after the darkest night."
"Oh! what a blessed thing to hear you say so."
"More blessed to believe, Sister Cooper, and believing, to pray
with all your heart for this same eye of godliness. But we should
not only pray but work. Working for God is the best sort of prayer.
We must do something in his behalf: and this reminds me, Sister
Cooper, that if there is so much evil spread abroad in these books,
we should look heedfully into the character of such as fall into
the hands of the young and the unmindful of our flock."
"That is very true; that is just what I was thinking of, Brother
Cross. You can not look too close, I'm thinking into such books as
you'll find at the house of Widow Thackeray. I can give a pretty
'cute guess where she gets all that sort of talk, that seems so
natural at the end of her tongue."
"Verily, I will speak with Sister Thackeray on this subject,"
responded the pastor--"but your own books, Sister Cooper, and those
of your daughter Margaret--if it is convenient, I should prefer to
examine them now while I am here."
"What! Margaret's books! examine Margaret's books!"
"Even so, while I am present and while Brother Stevens is here,
also, to give me his helping counsel in the way of judgment."
"Why, bless us, Brother Cross, you don't suppose that my daughter
Margaret would keep any but the properest books? she's too sensible,
I can tell you, for that. She's no books but the best; none, I'll
warrant you, like them you'll find at Widow Thackeray's. She's not
to be put off with bad books. She goes through 'em with a glance
of the eye. Ah! she's too smart to be caught by the contrivances
of those devils, though in place of four brothers there was four
thousand of 'em. No, no! let her alone for that--she's a match for
the best of 'em."
"But as Brother Stevens said," continued John Cross, "where sin
gets into the heart, the eye is blinded to the truth. Now--"
"Her eye's not blinded, Brother Cross, I can tell you. They can't
cheat her with their books. She has none but the very best. I'll
answer for them. None of them ever did me any harm; and I reckon
none of them'll ever hurt her. But I'm mistaken, if you don't have
a real burning when you get to Mrs. Thackeray's."
"But, Sister Cooper--" commenced the preacher.
"Yes, Brother Cross," replied the dame.
"Books, as I said before, are of two kinds."
"Yes, I know--good and bad--I only wonder there's no indifferent
ones among 'em," replied the lady.
"They should be examined for the benefit of the young and ignorant."
"Oh, yes, and for more besides, for Mrs. Thackeray's not young,
that's clear enough; and I know there's a good many things that
she's not ignorant of. She's precious knowing about many things
that don't do her much good; and if the books could unlearn her,
I'd say for one let her keep 'em. But as for looking at Margaret's
books--why, Brother Cross, you surely know Margaret?"
The preacher answered meekly, but negatively.
"Ain't she about the smartest girl you ever met with?" continued
the mother.
"God has certainly blessed her with many gifts," was the reply,
"but where the trust is great, the responsibility is great also."
"Don't she know it?"
"I trust she does, Sister Cooper."
"You may trust every bit of it. She's got the smartness, the same
as it is in books--"
"But the gift of talents, Sister Cooper, is a dangerous gift."
"I don't see, Brother Cross, how good things that come from God
can be dangerous things."
"If I could see the books, Sister Cooper;--I say not that they are
evil--"
John Cross began in tones that denoted something like despair;
certainly dissatisfaction was in them, when Alfred Stevens, who
had long since tired of what was going on, heard a light footfall
behind him. He turned his eyes and beheld the fair maiden, herself,
the propriety of whose reading was under discussion, standing in the
doorway. It appeared that she had gathered from what had reached
her ears, some knowledge of what was going on, for a smile of
ineffable scorn curled her classic and nobly-chiselled mouth, while
her brow was the index to a very haughty volume. In turning, Alfred
Stevens betrayed to her the playful smile upon his own lips--their
eyes met, and that single glance established a certain understanding
between them.
Her coming did not avail to stifle the subject of discussion. John
Cross was too resolute in the prosecution of his supposed duty, to
give up the cause he had once undertaken. He had all the inveteracy
of the stout old puritan. The usual introduction over and he resumed,
though he now addressed himself to the daughter rather than the
mother. She scarcely heard him to the end.
"The books were my father's, Mr. Cross; they are valuable to me
on that account. They are dear to me on their own. They are almost
my only companions, and though I believe you would find nothing in
them which might be held detrimental, yet I must confess, if there
were, I should be sorry to be made acquainted with the fact. I
have not yet discovered it myself, and should be loath to have it
shown by another."
"But you will let me see them, Margaret?"
"Yes, sir, whenever you please. I can have no objection to that,
but if by seeing them you only desire an opportunity to say what I
shall read and what not, I can only tell you that your labor will
be taken in vain. Indeed, the evil is already done. I have not a
volume which I have not read repeatedly."
It is needless to add that Brother Cross was compelled to forego his
book examination at the widow Cooper's, though strongly recommended
there to press it at Widow Thackeray's. Alfred Stevens was a mute
observer during the interview, which did not last very long after
the appearance of Margaret. He was confirmed in all his previous
impressions of her beauty, nor did the brevity of the conference
prevent him from perceiving her intense self-esteem, which under
certain influences of temperament is only another name for vanity.
Besides they had exchanged glances which were volumes, rendering
unnecessary much future explanation. She had seen that he was
secretly laughing at the simple preacher, and that was a source
of sympathy between them. She was very much in the habit of doing
the same thing. He, on the other hand, was very well satisfied
that the daughter of such a mother must be perverse and vain; and
he was moralist enough to know that there is no heart so accessible to
the tempter as the proud and wilful heart. But few words had passed
between them, but those were expressive, and they both parted, with
the firm conviction that they must necessarily meet again.
CHAPTER IX.
HOW THE TOAD GRINS UPON THE ALTAR.
Shall we go the rounds with our pastor? Shall we look in upon him
at Mrs. Thackeray's, while, obeying the suggestion of the widow
Cooper, he purges her library of twenty volumes, casting out the
devils and setting up the true gods? It is scarcely necessary.
Enough to know that, under his expurgatorial finger, our beloved
and bosom friend, William Shakspere, was the first to suffer.
Plays! The one word was enough. Some lying histories were permitted
to escape. The name of history saved them! Robinson Crusoe was
preserved as a true narrative; and Swift's Tale of a Tub escaped,
as it was assumed (there being no time to read any of the books,
and in this respect John Cross showed himself much more of a
professional critic than he conjectured) to be a treatise on one
branch of the cooperage business, and so, important to domestic
mechanics in a new country. The reader will remember the manner in
which the library of the knight of La Mancha was disposed of. He
would err, however, if he supposed that John Cross dismissed
the books from the window, or did anything farther than simply to
open the eyes of Mrs. Thackeray to the bad quality of some of the
company she kept. That sagacious lady did not think it worth while
to dispute the ipse dixit of a teacher so single-minded, if not
sagacious. She bowed respectfully to all his suggestions, promised
no longer to bestow her smiles on the undeserving--a promise of no
small importance when it is remembered that, at thirty-three, Mrs.
Thackeray was for the first time a widow--and that night she might
have been seen laughing heartily with Mesdames Ford and Quickly at
the amorous pertinacity of the baffled knight of Eastcheap.
Under the paternal wing of John Cross, Alfred Stevens obtained
the desired entree into the bosom of the flock. He was everywhere
admitted with gladness--everywhere welcomed as to a home; and the
unsophisticated old teacher by whose agency this was effected,
congratulated his congregation and himself, on leaving the village,
that he had left in it a person so full of grace, and one who,
with the blessing of God, was so likely to bring about the birth
of grace in others. The good old man bestowed long and repeated
counsels upon his neophyte. The course of study which he prescribed
was very simple. The Bible was the Alpha and the Omega--it was
the essential whole. It would be well to read other books if they
could be had--Clarke and Wesley were, of course, spoken of--but
they could be done without. The word of God was in the one volume,
and it needed no help from commentators to win its way and suffice
the hungering and thirsting soul.
"If you could lay hands upon the book of sermons written by Brother
Peter Cummins, which his wife had printed, I'm thinking it would
serve, next to God's own blessed word, to put you in the right way.
It's been a great helping to me, Alfred Stevens, that same book of
sermons; and, I reckon it's because it's so good a book that it's
not printed now. I don't see it much about. But I'll get you one
if I can, and bring or send it to you, soon enough to help you to
the wisdom that you're a seeking after. If it only wakes the spirit
in you as it did in me--if it only stirs you up with the spirit of
divine love--you'll find it easy enough to understand the teachings
of the holy volume. All things become clear in that blessed light.
By its help you read, and by its working you inwardly digest all
the needful learning. The Lord be with you, Alfred Stevens, and
bring to perfect ripening your present undertaking."
"Amen!" was the solemn response of the hypocrite, but we need not
say what an irreverent and unholy thought lay at the bottom of his
mind in making this ejaculation.
Before the departure of John Cross, the latter had made terms with
Squire Hinkley for the board and lodging of Brother Stevens and
his horse. Hinkley would have preferred taking nothing, considering
the praiseworthy purpose of the supposed theological student; but
Stevens shrunk from receiving such an obligation with a feeling
of pride, which yet had no scruples at practising so wretched an
imposture. He insisted upon making compensation, or upon leaving
the house; and, not to incur this risk, Hinkley consented to receive
a weekly sum in payment; but the charge was considerably smaller,
as we may suppose, than it would have been had the lodger simply
appeared as an inoffensive traveller, practising no fraud and making
no professions of religion.
Having effected all these arrangements, to his own satisfaction and
seemingly that of all others, John Cross departed once more into
the wilderness on his single-hearted ministry of love. A sturdy
and an honest worker was he in the tabernacle, with a right mind
if not a very wise one; and doing more good in his generation, and
after the fashion of his strength, than is often permitted to the
stall-fed doctors of his vocation.
The reader will suppose that the old man has been already gone some
seven days. Meanwhile, the young student has fairly made himself
at home in Charlemont. He has a snug room, entirely to himself, at
Squire Hinkley's, and, by the excellent care of the worthy dame, it
is provided with the best bedding and the finest furniture. Her
own hands sweep it clean, morning and night, for the incipient
parson; she makes up the bed, and, in customary phrase, puts it in
all respects to rights. His wants are anticipated, his slightest
suggestion met with the most prompt consideration; and John Cross
himself, humble and unexacting as he was, might have felt some
little twinges of mortal envy could he have known that his protege
promised to become a much greater favorite than himself.
This, indeed, seemed very likely to be the case. A good young
man in the sight of the ladies is always a more attractive person
than a good old man. Dame Hinkley, though no longer young herself,
remembered that she had been so, and preserved all her sympathies,
in consequence, for young people. She thought Alfred Stevens so
handsome, and he smiled so sweetly, and he spoke so genty, and,
in short, so great had been his progress in the affections of his
hostess in the brief space of a single week, that we are constrained
to confess ourselves rejoiced that she herself was an old woman,
as well on her own account as on that of her worthy spouse.
Her good man was very well satisfied, whether from confidence or
indifference, that such should be the case. Her attentions to the
young stranger probably diverted them from himself. But not so with
William Hinkley--the son. We have already had some glimpses of the
character of this young man. We may now add that the short week's
residence of Stevens in Charlemont had increased the soreness at
his heart. In that week he had seen fairly established that intimacy
between his rival and the lady of his love which seemed to give
the death-blow to any pretensions of his. He had seen them meet;
had seen them go forth together; beheld their mutual eyes, and,
turning his own inward, saw how deeply his heart was concerned
in the probable sympathies of theirs. Then, to turn to his own
habitation, and to behold THAT, mother and all, devoted to the same
absolute stranger; to pass unheeded in the presence of those whom
he best loved--over whom natural ties gave him inalienable rights;
to feel himself put aside for one only known of yesterday; to look
with yearning, and meet eyes only of disregard and indifference!
Such being the suggestions of his jealous and suffering nature, it
is surely no matter of wonder that the youth grew melancholy and
abstracted.
Our adventurer was snugly seated in the little but select chamber
which had been given him in the house of Squire Hinkley. A table,
neatly spread with a cotton cover, stood before him: a travelling-portfolio
was opened beneath his hand, with a broad sheet of paper, already
well written over, and waiting nothing but his signature, and perhaps
the postscript. He was absorbed unusually in his cogitations, and
nibbled into bits the feathery end of the gray goosequill of which he
had been making such excellent use. While he meditates, unseeing,
we will use the liberty of an old acquaintance to scan the letter--for
such it is--which he has been writing. Perhaps we shall gather from
it some matters which it may concern us yet to know:--
"Dear Barnabas: The strangest adventure--positively the very
strangest--that ever happened to a son of Murkey's, will keep me
from the embraces of the brethren a few weeks longer. I am benighted,
bewildered, taken with art-magic, transmuted, TRANSMOGRIFIED, not
myself nor yet another, but, as they say in Mississippi, 'a sort
of betweenity.' Fancy me suddenly become a convert to the bluest
presbyterianism, as our late excellent brother Woodford became,
when he found that he could not get Moll Parkinson on any other
terms--and your guess will not be very far from the true one. I
am suddenly touched with conviction. I have seen a light on my way
from Tarsus. The scales have fallen from my eyes. I have seen the
wickedness of my ways, and yours too, you dog; and, having resolved
on my own repentance, I am taking lessons which shall enable me to
effect yours. Precious deal of salt will it need for that! Salt river
will fall, while its value rises. But the glory of the thing--think
of that, my boy! What a triumph it will be to revolutionize
Murkey's!--to turnout the drinkers and smokers, and money-changers;
to say, 'Hem! my brethren, let us pay no more taxes to sin in this
place!' There shall be no more cakes and ale. Ginger shall have no
heat i' the mouth there; and, in place of smoking meats and tobacco,
give you nothing but smoking methodism! Won't that be a sight and
a triumph which shall stir the dry bones in our valley--ay, and
bones not so dry? There shall be a quaking of the flesh in sundry
places. Flam will perish in the first fit of consternation; and if
Joe Burke's sides do not run into sop and jelly, through the mere
humor of the thing, then prophecy is out of its element quite.
"Seriously, you dog, I have become a theological student! Don't you
see proofs of my progress in my unctuous phraseology. I was taken
suddenly upon the highway--a brand plucked from the burning--and to
be stuck up on high, still lighted, however, as a sort of lantern
and lighthouse to other wayfarers--wandering rogues like yourself,
who need some better lights than your own if it only be to show you
how to sin decently. I am professedly a convert to the true faith,
though which that is, I think, has not well been determined among
you at Murkey's, or, indeed, anywhere else. I believe the vox
populi, vox Dei, still comprises the only wholesome decision which
has yet been made on the subject. The popular vote here declares it
to be methodism; with you it is baptism or presbytenanism--which?
I am a flexible student, however, and when I meet you again at
Murkey's, shall be prepared to concur with the majority.
"But, in sober fact, I am a professor--actually recognised by
my neighbors as one of the elect--set apart to be and do mighty
things. How I came so, will call for a long story, which I defer
to another occasion. Enough to tell you that an accidental rencontre
with a silly old preacher (whose gullet I filled with raw brandy,
which I recommended to him, under another name, as a sovereign
remedy against flatulence, and which nearly strangled him he took
such a premeditated swallow), brought me into one of the loveliest
little villages in all this western country, and there I saw many
things--among others--a woman!--
"A woman!--that one word, you dog, will explain the mystery--will
show you why I am thus transmuted, TRANSMOGRIFIED, and in 'a state
of betweenity.' Nothing less, I assure you, could make me disguise
myself after the present fashion; wear the sanctimonious and sour
phiz which the common law of modern religion prescribes, and keep
me much longer from the pleasanter communion of such glorious
imps, as I suppose, are, even now, beginning to gather in the dingy
smoke-room of our sovereign Murkey. But this woman, you will ask.
Ay, ay, but you shall have no answer yet. It shall be enough for
you that she is a queen of Sheba, after her own fashion. A proud,
imperious, passionate creature--tall, really beautiful--and so
majestic! You should see the flashing of her eyes to know what sort
of a thing is moral lightning. Her face kindles up in an instant.
She is an intensifier, and like most such, cursedly smart. Young
too--scarce eighteen, I think; queer too--almost tyrannical at
times--but full of blood, of unregulated passions, moody, capricious,
and, of course, easy game, if the sportsman knows anything of
the habits of the bird. She is a country-girl, but no hoyden. Her
intensity of character, her pride and great self-esteem, have made
her a solitary. Unsophisticated in some respects, she is yet not
to be surprised. In solitude, and a taste for it, she has acquired
a sort of moral composure which makes her secure against surprise.
I am really taken with the girl, and COULD love her, I tell you--nay,
do love her--so long as love can keep himself--out of a state of
bondage! I do not think, at this moment, that I shall violate any
of the laws of the conventicle, like small-witted Brother Woodford;
though, so far as the woman is concerned, I should leave it without
argument to the free vote of all the Lads of Fancy that ever gather
round Murkey's round table, if my justification for turning traitor,
would not prove immeasurably more complete than his.
"So! so! There are bones enough for you to crunch, you professional
bandog. I had not meant to tell you half so much. There is some
danger that one may lose his game altogether, if he suffers his
nose to point unnecessarily to the cover where it lies. I know what
keen scents are in the club, some of which would be on my track
in no time if they knew where to find me; but I shall baffle you,
you villains. My post-town is fifty miles from the place where I pursue
my theological studies; you are too wise to attempt a wild-goose
chase. You may smack your chaps, Barney, with envy; bite them
too if you please, and it will only whet my own sense of pleasure
to fancy your confusion, and your hopeless denunciations in the
club. I shall be back in time for term--meanwhile get the papers
in readiness. Write to me at the post-town of Ellisland, and remember
to address me as Alfred Stevens--nay, perhaps, you may even say,
'Rev. Alfred Stevens,' it will grace the externals of the document
with a more unctuous aspect, and secure the recipient a more wholesome
degree of respect. Send all my letters to this town under envelope
with this direction. I wrote you twice from Somerville. Did I tell
you that old Hunks has been deused liberal? I can laugh at the
small terms, yet go to Murkey's and shine through the smoke with
the best of you. I solicit the prayers of the Round Table.
"Faithfully, yours, &c."
So far our profligate had written to his brother profligate, when
a tap was heard at the entrance of his chamber. Thrusting the
written papers into his portfolio, he rose, and opening the door
discovered his hostess at the entrance.
"I came, Brother Stevens," said the old lady, "if you not too busy
in your studies, to have a little talk with you, and to get your
counsel upon a subject that a little distresses me. But you look
as if you were busy now--"
"Not too busy, Mrs. Hinkley, to oblige you in this or in any other
respect," replied the guest with suitable suavity of expression--"shall
I attend you down stairs."
"Oh! no! it won't need," said she. "I'll take a seat with you
awhile. We shall be less liable to interruption here."
Stevens scarcely repressed his smile, but the seniority of the old
lady made her proceedings very innocent, however much they might
have been adverse to the rules. He threw wide the door, and without
more hesitation she followed him at once into the chamber.
CHAPTER X.
THE MOTHER'S GRIEFS.
The business upon which Mrs. Hinkley sought the chamber of her
guest was a very simple one, and easily expressed. Not that she
expressed it in few words. That is scarcely possible at any time
with an ancient lady. But the long story which she told, when
compressed into intelligible form, related to her son William.
She had some maternal fears on his account. The lad was a decided
melancholic. His appetite was bad; his looks were thin and unhappy; he
lacked the usual spirit of youth; he lacked his own usual spirit.
What was the cause of the change which had come over him so suddenly,
she could not divine. Her anxiety was for the remedy. She had
consulted Brother Cross on the subject before he departed; but
that good man, after a brief examination of the patient, had freely
admitted his inability to say what was the matter with him, and what
was proper for his cure. To the object of this solicitude himself,
he had given much good counsel, concluding finally with a recommendation
to read devoutly certain chapters in Job and Isaiah. It appears
that William Hinkley submitted to all this scrutiny with exemplary
fortitude, but gave no satisfactory answers to any of the questions
asked him. He had no complaints, he denied any suffering; and
expressed himself annoyed at the inquisition into his thoughts
and feelings. This annoyance had been expressed, however, with the
subdued tones and language of one habitually gentle and modest.
Whenever he was approached on the subject, as the good old lady
assured her guest, he shook off his questioners with no little
haste, and took to the woods for the rest of the day. "That day,"
said she, "you needn't look for William Hinkley to his dinner."
Stevens had been struck with the deportment of this youth, which
had seemed to him haughty and repulsive; and, as he fancied,
characterized by some sentiment of hostility for himself. He was
surprised therefore to learn from the old lady that the lad was
remarkable for his gentleness.
"How long has he been in this way, Mrs. Hinkley?" he asked with
some curiosity.
"Well now, Brother Stevens, I can't tell you. It's been growing on
him for some time. I reckon it's a matter of more than four months
since I first seen it; but it's only been a few weeks that I have
spoken to him. Brother Cross spoke to him only Monday of last week.
My old man don't seem to see so much of it; but I know there's a
great change in him now from what there used to be. A mother's eye
sees a great way farther into the hearts of her children, Brother
Stevens, than any other persons; and I can see plainly that William
is no more the same boy--no! nor nothing like it--that he once was.
Why, once, he was all life, and good humor; could dance and sing
with the merriest among them; and was always so good and kind, and
loved to do whatever would please a body; and was always with somebody,
or other, making merry, and planning the prettiest sports. Now, he
don't sing, nor dance, nor play; when you see him, you 'most always
see him alone. He goes by himself into the woods, and he'll be
going over the hills all day, nobody with him, and never seeming
to care about his food, and what's more strange, never looking at
the books that he used to be so fond of."
"He has been fond of books, then--had he many?"
"Oh, yes, a whole drawer of them, and he used to get them besides
from the schoolmaster, Mr. Calvert, a very good man that lives
about half a mile from the village, and has a world of books. But
now he neither gets books from other people nor reads what he's
got. I'm dubious, Brother Stevens, that he's read too much for his
own good. Something's not right here, I'm a thinking."
The good old lady touched her head with her finger and in this
manner indicated her conjecture as to the seat of her son's disease.
Stevens answered her encouragingly.
"I scarcely think, Mrs. Hinkley, that it can be anything so bad.
The young man is at that age when a change naturally takes place
in the mind and habits. He wants to go into the world, I suspect.
He's probably tired of doing nothing. What is to be his business?
It's high time that such a youth should have made a choice."
"That's true, Brother Stevens, but he's been the apple to our eyes,
and we haven't been willing that he should take up any business
that would--carry him away from us. He's done a little farming
about the country, but that took him away, and latterly he's kept
pretty much at home, going over his books and studying, now one
and now another, just as Mr. Calvert gave them to him."
"What studies did he pursue?"
"Well, I can't tell you. He was a good time at Latin, and then he
wants to be a lawyer;--"
"A lawyer!"
"Yes, he had a great notion to be a lawyer and was at his books
pretty hard for a good year, constant, day by day, until, as I
said before, about four months ago, when I saw that he was growing
thin, and that he had put down the books altogether, and had the
change come over him just as I told you. You see how thin he is
now. You'd scarce believe him to be the same person if you'd seen
him then. Why his cheeks were as full and as red as roses, and
his eye was always shining and laughing, and he had the liveliest
step, and between him and Ned Hinkley, his cousin, what with flute
and fiddle, they kept the house in a constant uproar, and we were
all so happy. Now, it isn't once a month that we hear the sound of
the fiddle in the house. He never sings, and he never dances, and
he never plays, and what little he lets us see of him, is always
so sad and so spiritless that I feel heartsick whenever I look
upon him. Oh! Brother Stevens, if you could only find out what's
the matter, and tell us what to do, it would be the most blessed
kindness, and I'd never forget it, or forget you, to my dying day."
"Whatever I can do, Mrs. Hinkley, shall surely be done. I will see
and speak with your son."
"Oh! do--that's a dear good sir. I'm sure if you only talk to him
and advise him it will do him good."
"Without being so sure, ma'am, I will certainly try to please
you. Though I think you see the matter with too serious eyes. Such
changes are natural enough to young people, and to old ones too.
But what may be your son's age."
"Nineteen last April."
"Quite a man for his years, Mrs. Hinkley."
"Isn't he?"
"He will do you credit yet."
"Ah! if I could believe so. But you'll speak to him, Brother Stevens?
You'll try and bring all to rights?"
"Rely upon me to do what I can;--to do my best."
"Well, that's as much as any man can do, and I'm sure I'll be so
happy--we shall all be so much indebted to you."
"Do not speak of it, my dear madam," said Stevens, bowing with
profound deference as the old lady took her departure. She went
off with light heart, having great faith in the powers of the holy
man, and an equal faith in his sincerity.
"What a bore!" he muttered as he closed the door behind her.
"This is one of the penalties, I suppose, which I must pay for my
privileges. I shall be called upon to reform the morals and manners,
and look into the petty cares of every chuckle-headed boor and
boor's brat for ten miles round. See why boys reject their mush,
and why the girls dislike to listen to the exhortations of a mamma,
who requires them to leave undone what she has done herself--and
with sufficient reason too, if her own experience be not wholly
profitless. Well, I must submit. There are advantages, however; I
shall have other pupils to tutor, and it shall go hard with me if
all the grapes prove sour where the vines are so various."
The student of divinity, after these conclusions, prepared to make
his toilet. Very few of these students, in their extreme solicitude for
the well being of the inner man, show themselves wholly regardless
of their externals. Even mourning, it appears, requires to be
disposed by a fashionable costumer. Though the garments to which
the necessities of travel limited Brother Stevens were not various,
they were yet select. The good young man had an affection for his
person, which was such certainly as to deserve his care. On this
occasion he was more than usually particular. He did not scruple
to discard the white cravat. For this he substituted a handkerchief
which had the prettiest sprig of lilac, on a ground of the most
delicato lemon color. He consulted complexions, and his mirror
determined him in favor of this pattern. Brother Stevens would not
have worn it had he been summoned, in his new vocation, to preach
or pray at the conventicle; nor would he have dreamed of anything
but a black stock had his business been to address the democracy
from the top of a cider-barrel. His habits, under such necessities,
would have been made to correspond with the principles (Qu?) which
such a situation more distinctly called for.
But the thoughts of our worthy brother ran upon other objects. He
was thinking of Margaret Cooper. He was about to pay that damsel
a visit. His progress, we may suppose, had not been inconsiderable
when we are told that his present visit was one of previous
arrangement. They were about to go forth on a ramble together--the
woods were so wild and lovely--the rocks surrounding Charlemont
were so very picturesque;--there was the quietest tarn, a sort of
basin in the bosom of the hills at a little distance, which she was
to show him; and there was the sweetest stream in the world, that
meandered in the neighborhood; and Brother Stevens so loved the
picturesque--lakes embosomed in hills, and streams stealing through
unbroken forests, and all so much the more devotedly, when he had
such a companion as Margaret Cooper.
And Margaret Cooper!--she the wild, the impassioned. A dreamer--a
muse--filled with ambitious thoughts--proud, vain, aspiring
after the vague, the unfathomable! What was her joy, now that she
could speak her whole soul, with all its passionate fullness, to
understanding ears! Stevens and herself had already spoken together.
Her books had been his books. The glowing passages which she loved
to repeat, were also the favorite passages in his memory. Over the
burning and thrilling strains of Byron, the tender and spiritual
of Shelley, the graceful and soft of Campbell, she loved to linger.
They filled her thoughts. They made her thoughts. She felt that
her true utterance lay in their language; and this language, until
now, had fallen dead and without fruit upon the dull ears of her
companions in Charlemont. What was their fiddling and festivity to
her! What their tedious recreations by hillside or stream, when she
had to depress her speech to the base levels of their unimaginative
souls! The loveliness of nature itself, unrepresented by the glowing
hues of poetry, grew tame, if not offensive; and when challenged
to its contemplation by those to whom the muse was nothing, the
fancy of the true observer grew chilled and heavy, and the scenes
of beauty seemed prostituted in their glance.
We have all felt this. Nothing can more annoy the soul of taste or
sensibility than to behold its favorite scene and subject fail in
awakening others to that emotion which it has inspired in ourselves.
We turn away in haste, lest the object of our worship should become
degraded by a longer survey. Enthusiasm recoils at a denial of
sympathy; and all the worth of our companion, in a thousand other
respects, fails to reconcile us to his coldness and indifference.
That Alfred Stevens had taste and talent--that he was well read
in the volumes which had been her favorite study, Margaret Cooper
needed no long time to discover. She soon ascribed to him qualities
and tastes which were beyond his nature. Deceived by his tact, she
believed in his enthusiasm. He soon discovered HER tastes; and she
found equally soon that HIS were like her own. After this discovery,
she gave him credit for other and more important possessions; and
little dreamed that, while he responded to her glowing sentiments
with others equally glowing--avowed the same love for the same
authors, and concurred with her in the preference of the same
passages--his feelings were as little susceptible of sympathy with
hers as would have been those of the cold demon Mephistopheles!
While her eye was flashing, her cheek flushed, her breast heaving
with the burning thoughts and strains of the master to whom her
beautiful lips were giving utterance, he was simply sensible to HER
beauty--to its strange, wild charms--and meditating thoughts from
which the soul of true poetry recoils with the last feelings of
aversion. Even the passion which he felt while he surveyed her,
foreign as it was to those legitimate emotions which her ambition
and her genius would equally have tended to inspire in any
justly-minded nature, might well be considered frigid--regarded as
the result of deliberate artifice--the true offspring of an habitual
and base indulgence.
It was to meet this unsophisticated, impassioned, and confiding
girl, that Alfred Stevens bestowed such particular pains on his
costume. He felt its deficiencies, and, accordingly, the necessity
of making the most of it; for, though he perfectly well knew that
such a woman as Margaret Cooper would have been the very last to
regard the mere garment in which a congenial nature is arrayed,
yet he also well knew that the costume is not less indicative of
the tastes than the wealth of the wearer. You will see thousands
of persons, men and women, richly dressed, and but one will be WELL
dressed: that one, most generally, will be the individual who is
perhaps of all others possessed of the least resources for dress,
other than those which dwell in the well-arranged mind, the
well-disposing taste, and the happy, crowning fancy.
His tasks of the toilet were at length ended, and he was preparing
to go forth. He was about to leave the chamber, had already placed
his hand upon the latch of the door, when he heard the voice of his
hostess, on the stairway, in seeming expostulation with her son.
He was about to forbear his purpose of departure as the parties had
retired, when, remembering the solicitude of the lady, and thinking
it would show that zest in her service which he really could not
entertain, he determined at once to to join the young man, and
begin with him that certain degree of intimacy without which it
could scarcely be supposed that he could broach the subject of his
personal affairs. He felt somewhat the awkwardness of this assumed
duty, but then he recollected his vocation; he knew the paramount
influence of the clergy upon all classes of persons in the West,
and, with the conscious superiority derived from greater years
and better education, he felt himself fortified in undertaking the
paternal office which the fond, foolish mother had confided to his
hands. Accordingly, descending the stairs briskly, he joined the
two at the entrance of the dwelling. The son was already on the
outside; the mother stood in the doorway: and, as Stevens appeared
and drew nigh, William Hinkley bowed, and turned away as if to
withdraw.
"If you have no objections, Mr. Hinkley," said Stevens, "I will
join you. You seem to be about to go my way."
The young man paused with an air of reluctance, muttered something
which was not altogether intelligible, but which Stevens construed
into assent, and the two set forth together--the good old matron
giving a glance of gratitude to the benevolent young student which
her son did not fail to note, while, at the same time, a sentence
which evidently conveyed some motherly rebuke, was addressed to
his already-irritated ears.
CHAPTER XI.
WRESTLING.
Alfred Stevens, as he walked behind his young companion, observed
him with a more deliberate survey than he had yet taken. Hitherto,
the young man had challenged but little of his scrutiny. He had
simply noted him for a tall youth, yet in the green, who appeared
of a sulky, retiring nature, and whose looks had seemed to him
on one or more occasions to manifest something like distaste for
himself. The complacency of Stevens, however, was too well grounded
to be much disturbed by such an exhibition. Perhaps, indeed, he
would have derived a malicious sort of satisfaction in making a
presumptuous lad feel his inferiority. He had just that smallness
of spirit which would find its triumph in the success of such a
performance.
He now observed that the youth was well formed, tall, not ungraceful--with
features of singular intelligence, though subdued to the verge of
sadness. His face was pale and thin, his eyes were a little sunken,
and his air, expression, and general outside, denoted a youth of
keen sensibilities, who had suffered some disappointment.
In making this examination, Alfred Stevens was not awakened to
any generous purposes. He designed, in reality, nothing more than
to acquit himself of the duty he had undertaken with the smallest
possible exertion. His own mind was one of that mediocre character
which the heart never informs. His scrutiny, therefore, though it
enabled him to perceive that the young man had qualities of worth,
was not such as to prompt any real curiosity to examine further.
A really superior mind would have been moved to look into these
resources; and, without other motive than that of bringing a young,
laboring, and ardent soul out of the meshes of a new and bewildering
thought or situation, would have addressed himself to the task with
that degree of solicitous earnestness which disarms prejudice and
invites and wins confidence. But, with his first impression, that
the whole business was a "bore," our benevolent young teacher
determined on getting through with it with the least possible effort.
He saw that the youth carried a book under his arm, the externals
of which, so uniform and discouraging as they appear in every legal
library, could not well be questioned as belonging to some such
venerable receptacle of barbarous phrase and rigid authority. The
circumstance afforded him an occasion to begin a conversation,
the opening of which, with all his coolness, was a subject of some
awkwardness.
"You seem a student like myself, Mr. Hinkley, and, if I mistake not
from the appearance of your book, you are taking up the profession
which I am about to lay down."
"This is a law-book, sir," said Hinkley, in accents which were
rather meek than cold; "it is Blackstone."
"Ah! I thought as much. Have you been long a student?"
"I may scarcely consider myself one yet. I have read, sir, rather
than studied."
"A good distinction, not often made. But, do you incline to law
seriously?"
"Yes, sir--I know no occupation to which I so much incline."
"The law is a very arduous profession. It requires a rare union of
industry, talent, and knowledge of mankind to be a good lawyer."
"I should think so, sir."
"Few succeed where thousands fail. Young men are very apt to mistake
inclination for ability; and to be a poor lawyer--"
"Is to be worse than poor--is to be despicable!" replied Hinkley
with a half-sfnile, as he interrupted a speech which might have
been construed into a very contemptuous commentary on his own
pretensions. It would seem that the young man had so understood
it. He continued thus:--
"It may be so with me, sir. It is not improbable that I deceive
myself, and confound inclination with ability."
"Oh, pardon me, my dear young friend," said Stevens patronizingly;
"but I do not say so. I utter a mere generality. Of course, I can
know nothing on the subject of your abilities. I should be glad
to know. I should like to converse with you. But the law is very
arduous, very exacting. It requires a good mind, and it requires
the whole of it. There is no such thing as being a good lawyer
from merely reading law. You can't bolt it as we do food in this
country. We must chew upon it. It must be well digested. You seem
to have the right notion on this subject. I should judge so from two
things: the distinction which you made between the reader and the
student; and the fact that your appearance is that of the student. I
am afraid, my young friend, that you overwork yourself. You look
thin, and pale, and unhappy. You should be careful that your passion
for study is not indulged in at the peril of your health."
The frame of the young man seemed to be suddenly agitated. His face
was flushed, and a keen, quick, flash of anger seemed to lighten
in his eyes as he looked up to the paternal counsellor and replied:--
"I thank you, sir, for your interest, but it is premature. I am
not conscious that my health suffers from this or any other cause."
"Nay, my young friend, do not deceive yourself. You perhaps underrate
your own industry. It is very difficult matter to decide how much
we can do and how much we ought to do, in the way of study. No mere
thinking can determine this matter for us. It can only be decided
by being able to see what others do and can endure. In a little
country village like this, one can not easily determine; and the
difficulty may be increased somewhat by one's own conviction, of
the immense deal that one has to learn. If you were to spend a year
in some tolerably large community. Perhaps you meditate some such
plan?".
"I do not, sir," was the cold reply.
"Indeed; and have you no desire that way?"
"None!"
"Very strange! at your time of life the natural desire is to go
into the great world. Even the student fancies he can learn better
there than he can anywhere else--and so he can."
"Indeed, sir: if I may be so bold to ask, why, with this opinion,
have you left the great city to bury yourself in a miserable village
like Charlemont?"
The question was so quickly put, and with so much apparent keenness,
that Stevens found the tables suddenly reversed. But he was in
nowise discomposed. He answered promptly.
"You forget," he said, "that I was speaking of very young men, of
an ambitious temper, who were seeking to become lawyers. The student
of divinity may very well be supposed to be one who would withdraw
himself from the scene of ambition, strifes, vanities, and tumultuous
passions."
"You speak, sir, as if there were a material difference in our
years?" said Hinkley inquiringly.
"Perhaps it is less than in our experience, my young friend," was
the answer of the other, betraying that quiet sense of superiority
which would have been felt more gallingly by Hinkley had he been
of a less modest nature. Still, it had the effect of arousing some
of the animal in his blood, and he responded in a sentence which was
not entirely without its sneer, though it probably passed without
penetrating such a buff of self-esteem as guarded the sensibilities
of our adventurer.
"You are fortunate sir, if, at your time of life, you have succeeded
in withdrawing your thoughts and feelings, with your person, from
such scenes of ambition as you speak of. But I fancy the passions
dwell with us in the country as well as with the wiser people in
the town; and I am not sure that there is any pursuit much more
free from their intrusion than that of the law."
"Your remark exhibits penetration, Mr. Hinkley. I should not be
surprised if you have chosen your profession properly. Still, I
should counsel you not to overwork yourself. Bear with me, sir; I
feel an interest in your behalf, and I must think you do so. Allow
me to be something of a judge in this matter. You are aware, sir,
that I too have been a lawyer."
The youth bowed stiffly.
"If I can lend you any assistance in your studies, I will do so.
Let me arrange them for you, and portion out your time. I know
something about that, and will save you from injuring your health.
On this point you evidently need instruction. You are doing yourself
hurt. Your appearance is matter of distress and apprehension to
your parents."
"To my parents, sir?"
"Your mother, I mean! She spoke to me about you this very morning.
She is distressed at some unaccountable changes which have taken
place in your manners, your health, your personal appearance. Of
course I can say nothing on the subject of the past, or of these
changes; but I may be permitted to say that your present looks do
not betoken health, and I have supposed this to be on account of
your studies. I promised your good mother to confer with you. and
counsel you, and if I can be of any help--"'
"You are very good, sir!"
The young man spoke bitterly. His gorge was rising. It was not
easy to suppress his vexation with his mother, and the indignation
which he felt at the supercilious approaches of the agent whom she
had employed. Besides, his mind, not less than his feelings, was
rising in vigor in due degree with the pressure put upon it.
"You are very good, sir, and I am very much obliged to you. I
could have wished, however, that my mother had not given you this
trouble, sir. She certainly must have been thinking of Mr. John
Cross. She could scarcely have hoped that any good could have
resulted to me, from the counsel of one who is so little older than
myself."
This speech made our adventurer elevate his eyebrows. He absolutely
stopped short to look upon the speaker. William Hinkley stopped
short also. His eye encountered that of Stevens with an expression
as full of defiance as firmness. His cheeks glowed with the generous
indignation which filled his veins.
"This fellow has something in him after all," was the involuntary
reflection that rose to the other's mind. The effect was, however,
not very beneficial to his own manner. Instead of having the effect
of impressing upon Stevens the necessity of working cautiously,
the show of defiance which he saw tended to provoke and annoy him.
The youth had displayed so much propriety in his anger, had been
so moderate as well as firm, and had uttered his answer with so
much dignity and correctness, that he felt himself rebuked. To be
encountered by an unsophisticated boy, and foiled, though but for
an instant--slightly estimated, though but by a youth, and him
too, a mere rustic--was mortifying to the self-esteem that rather
precipitately hurried to resent it."
"You take it seriously, Mr. Hinkley. But surely an offer of service
need not be mistaken. As for the trifling difference which may be
in our years, that is perhaps nothing to the difference which may
be in our experience, our knowledge of the world, our opportunities
and studies."
"Surely, sir; all thece MAY be, but at all events we are not bound
to assume their existence until it is shown."
"Oh, you are likely to prove an adept in the law, Mr. Hinkley."
"I trust, sir, that your progress may be as great in the church."
"Ha!--do I understand you? There is war between us then?" said
Stevens, watching the animated and speaking countenance of William
Hinkley with increasing curiosity.
"Ay, sir--there is!" was the spirited reply of the youth. "Let it
be war; I am the better pleased, sir, that you are the first to
proclaim it."
"Very good," said Stevens, "be it so, if you will. At all events
you can have no objection to say why it should be so."
"Do you ask, sir?"
"Surely; for I can not guess."
"You are less sagacious, then, than I had fancied you. You, scarce
older than myself--a stranger among us--come to me in the language
of a father, or a master, and without asking what I have of feeling,
or what I lack of sense, undertake deliberately to wound the one,
while insolently presuming to inform the other."
"At the request of your own mother!"
"Pshaw! what man of sense or honesty would urge such a plea. Years,
and long intimacy, and wisdom admitted to be superior, could alone
justify the presumption."
The cheeks of Stevens became scalding hot.
"Young man!" he exclaimed, "there is something more than this!"
"What! would it need more were our positions reversed?" demanded
Hinkley with a promptness that surprised himself.
"Perhaps not! would you provoke me to personal violence?"
"Ha! might I hope for that? surely you forget that you are a
churchman?"
Stevens paused awhile before he answered. His eyes looked vacantly
around him. By this time they had left the more thickly-settled parts
of the village considerably behind them. But a few more dwellings
lay along the path on which they were approaching. On the left,
a gorge opened in the hills by which the valley was dotted, which
seemed a pathway, and did indeed lead to one or more dwellings which
were out of sight in the opposite valley. The region to which this
pathway led was very secluded, and the eye of Stevens surveyed it
for a few moments in silence. The words of Hinkley unquestionably
conveyed a challenge. According to the practice of the country,
AS A LAWYER, he would have been bound to have taken it as such. A
moment was required for reflection. His former and present position
caused a conflict in his mind. The last sentence of Hinkley, and
a sudden glimpse which he just then caught of the residence of
Margaret Cooper, determined his answer.
"I thank you, young man, for reminding me of my duties. You had
nearly provoked the old passions and old practices into revival.
I forgive you--you misunderstand me clearly. I know not how I have
offended you, for my, only purpose was to serve your mother and
yourself. I may have done this unwisely. I will not attempt to
prove that I have not. At all events, assured of my own motives, I
leave you to yourself. You will probably ere long feel the injustice
you have done me!"
He continued on his way, leaving William Hinkley almost rooted to
the spot. The poor youth was actually stunned, not by what was said
to him, but by the sudden consciousness of his own vehemence. He
had expressed himself with a boldness and an energy of which neither
himself nor his friend, until now, would have thought him capable.
A moment's pause in the provocation, and the feelings which had
goaded him on were taken with a revulsion quite as sudden. As he
knew not well what he had said, so he fancied he had said everything
precisely as the passionate thought had suggested it in his own
mind. Already he began to blame himself--to feel that he had done
wrong--that there had been nothing in the conduct or manner of
Stevens, however unpleasant, to justify his own violence; and that
the true secret of his anger was to be found in that instinctive
hostility which he had felt for his rival from the first. The more
he mused, the more he became humbled by his thoughts; and when he
recollected the avowed profession of Stevens his shame increased.
He felt how shocking it was to intimate to a sworn non-combatant
the idea of a personal conflict. To what point of self-abasement his
thoughts would have carried him, may only be conjectured; he might
have hurried forward to overtake his antagonist with the distinct
purpose of making the most ample apology; nay, more, such was the
distinct thought which was now pressing upon his mind, when he was
saved from this humiliation by perceiving that Stevens had already
reached, and was about to enter the dwelling of Margaret Cooper.
With this sight, every thought and feeling gave place to that of
baffled love, and disappointed affection. With a bitter groan he
turned up the gorge, and soon shut himself from sight of the now
hateful habitation.
CHAPTER XII.
THE MASTER AND HIS PUPILS.
The course of the young rustic was pursued for half a mile further
till he came to a little cottage of which the eye could take no
cognizance from any part of the village. It was embowelled in a
glen of its own--a mere cup of the slightly-rising hills, and so
encircled by foliage that it needed a very near approach of the
stranger before he became aware of its existence. The structure was
very small, a sort of square box with a cap upon it, and consisted
of two rooms only on a ground floor, with a little lean-to or
shed-room in the rear, intended for a kitchen. As you drew nigh
and passed through the thick fringe of wood by which its approach
was guarded, the space opened before you, and you found yourself
in a sort of amphitheatre, of which the cottage was the centre. A
few trees dotted this area, large and massive trees, and seemingly
preserved for purposes of shade only. It was the quietest spot in
the world, and inspired just that sort of feeling in the contemplative
stranger which would be awakened by a ramble among the roofless
ruins of the ancient abbey. It was a home for contemplation--in
which one might easily forget the busy world without, and deliver
himself up, without an effort, to the sweetly sad musings of the
anchorite.
The place was occupied, however. A human heart beat within the
humble shed, and there was a spirit, sheltered by its quiet, that
mused many high thoughts, and dreamed in equal congratulation and
self-reproach, of that busy world from which it was an exile. The
visit of William Hinkley was not paid to the solitude. A venerable
man, of large frame, and benignant aspect, sat beneath an aged
tree, paternal in its appearance like himself. This person might be
between fifty and sixty years of age. His hair, though very thick
and vigorous, was as white as driven snow. But there were few wrinkles
on his face, and his complexion was the clear red and white of a
healthy and sanguine temperament. His brow was large and lofty. It
had many more wrinkles than his face. There were two large horizontal
seams upon it that denoted the exercise of a very busy thought.
But the expression of his eye was that of the most unembarrassed
benevolence and peace. It was subdued and sometimes sad, but then
it had the sweetest, playfullest twinkle in the world. His mouth,
which was small and beautifully formed, wore a similar expression.
In short he was what we would call a handsome old gentleman, whose
appearance did not offend taste, and whose kind looks invited
confidence. Nor would we mistake his character.
This person was the Mr. Calvert, the schoolmaster of the village,
of whom Mrs. Hinkley spoke to Alfred Stevens in discussing
the condition of her son. His tasks were over for the day. The
light-hearted rabble whom he taught, released from his dominion which
was not severe, were, by this time, scampering over the hills, as
far from their usual place of restraint as the moderate strength of
their legs could carry them. Though let loose, boys are not apt to
feel their liberty in its prime and freshness, immediately in the
neighborhood of the schoolhouse. The old gentleman left to himself,
sat out in the open air, beneath a massive oak, the paternal stretching
of whose venerable arms not unfrequently led to the employment of
the shade below for carrying on the operations of the schoolhouse.
There, squat on their haunches, the sturdy boys--germs of the finest
peasantry in the world--surrounded their teacher in a group quite
as pleasing as picturesque. The sway of the old man was paternal.
His rod was rather a figurative than a real existence; and when
driven to the use of the birch, the good man, consulting more
tastes than one, employed the switch from the peach or some other
odorous tree or shrub, in order to reconcile the lad, as well as
he could, to the extraordinary application. He was one of those
considerate persons, who disguise pills in gold-leaf, and if compelled,
as a judge, to hang a gentleman, would decree that a rope of silk
should carry out the painful requisitions of the laws.
Seated beneath his tree, in nearly the same spot and position in
which he had dismissed his pupils, William Calvert pored over the
pages of a volume as huge of size as it was musty of appearance.
It was that pleasant book--quite as much romance as history--the
"Knights of Malta," by our venerable father, Monsieur L'Abbe
Vertot. Its dull, dim, yellow-looking pages--how yellow, dim, and
dull-looking in comparison with more youthful works--had yet a
life and soul which it is not easy to find in many of these latter.
Its high wrought and elaborate pictures of strife, and toil, and
bloodshed, grew vividly before the old man's eyes; and then, to help
the illusion, were there not the portraits--mark me--the veritable
portraits, engraved on copper, with all their titles, badges, and
insignia, done to the life, of all those brave, grand, and famous
masters of the order, by whom the deeds were enacted which he
read, and who stared out upon his eyes, at every epoch, in full
confirmation of the veracious narrative? No wonder that the old
man became heedless of external objects. No wonder he forgot the
noise of the retiring urchins, and the toils of the day, as, for
the twentieth time, he glowed in the brave recital of the famous
siege--the baffled fury of the Turk--the unshaken constancy and
unremitted valor of the few but fearless defenders. The blood in
his cheek might be seen hastening to and fro in accordance with the
events of which he read. His eye was glowing--his pulse beating,
and he half started from his seat, as, hearing a slight footstep,
he turned to encounter the respectful homage of his former pupil,
still his friend, our young acquaintance, William Hinkley.
The old man laid down his book upon the grass, extended his hand
to his visiter, and leaning back against the tree, surrendered
himself to a quiet chuckle in which there was the hesitancy of a
little shame.
"You surprised me, William," he said; "when I read old Vertot,
and such books, I feel myself a boy again. You must have seen my
emotion. I really had got so warm, that I was about to start up and
look for the weapons of war; and had you but come a moment later,
you might have suffered an assault. As it was, I took you for
a Turk--Solyman himself--and was beginning to ask myself whether
I should attack you tooth and nail, having no other weapons, or
propose terms of peace. Considering the severe losses which you--I
mean his Turkish highness--had sustained, I fancied that you would
not be disinclined to an arrangement just at this moment. But
this very notion, at the same time, led me to the conclusion that
I might end the struggle for ever by another blow. A moment later,
my boy, and you might have been compelled to endure it for the
Turk."
The youth smiled sadly as he replied: "I must borrow that book
from you, sir, some of these days. I have often thought to do so,
but I am afraid."
"Afraid of what, William?"
"That it will turn my head, sir, and make me dislike more difficult
studies."
"It is a reasonable fear, my son; but there is no danger of this
sort, if we will only take heed of one rule, and that is, to take
such books as we take sweetmeats--in very small quantities at a
time, and never to interfere with the main repast. I suspect that
light reading--or reading which we usually call light, but which,
as it concerns the fate of man in his most serious relations, his
hopes, his affections, his heart, nay, his very people and nation--is
scarcely less important than any other. I suspect that this sort
of reading would be of great service to the student, by relieving
the solemnity of more tedious and exacting studies, if taken sparingly
and at allotted hours. The student usually finds a recreation of
some kind. I would make books of this description his recreation.
Many a thick-headed and sour parent has forced his son into
a beer-shop, into the tastes for tobacco and consequently brandy,
simply from denying him amusements which equally warm the blood
and elevate the imagination. Studies which merely inform the head
are very apt to endanger the heart. This is the reproach usually
urged against the class of persons whom we call thorough lawyers.
Their intense devotion to that narrow sphere of law which leaves
out jury-pleading, is very apt to endanger the existence of feeling
and imagination. The mere analysis of external principles begets a
degree of moral indifference to all things else, which really impairs
the intellect by depriving it of its highest sources of stimulus.
Mathematicians suffer in the same way--become mere machines, and
forfeit, in their concern for figures, all the social and most
of the human characteristics. The mind is always enfeebled by any
pursuit so single and absorbing in its aims as to leave out of
exercise any of the moral faculties. That course of study is the
only one to make a truly great man, which compels the mind to do
all things of which it is capable."
"But how do you reconcile this, sir, with the opinion, so generally
entertained, that no one man can serve two masters? Law, like the
muse, is a jealous mistress. She is said to suffer no lachesse to
escape with impunity."
"You mistake me. While I counsel one to go out of his profession
for relief and recreation, I still counsel but the one pursuit. Men
fail in their professions, not because they daily assign an hour
to amusement, but because they halt in a perpetual struggle between
some two leading objects. For example, nothing is more frequent in
our country than to combine law and politics. Nothing is more apt
to ruin the lawyer."
"Very true, sir. I now understand you. But I should think the great
difficulty would be, in resorting to such pleasant books as this
of Vertot for relief and recreation, that you could not cast him
off when you please. The intoxication would continue even after
the draught has been swallowed, and would thus interfere with the
hours devoted to other employments."
"There is reason in that, William, and that, indeed, is the grand
difficulty. But to show that a good scheme has its difficulties is
not an argument for abandoning it."
"By no means, sir."
"The same individual whom Vertot might intoxicate, would most
probably be intoxicated by more dangerous stimulants. Everything,
however, depends upon the habits of self-control which a man has
acquired in his boyhood. The habit of self-control is the only
habit which makes mental power truly effective. The man who can not
compel himself to do or to forbear, can never be much of a student.
Students, if you observe, are generally dogged men--inflexible,
plodding, persevering--among lawyers, those men whom you always
find at their offices, and seldom see anywhere else. They own
that mental habit which we call self-control, which supplies the
deficiency in numerous instances of real talent. It is a power,
and a mighty power, particularly in this country, where children
are seldom taught it, and consequently grow up to be a sort of moral
vanes that move with every change of wind, and never fix until they
do so with their own rust. He who learns this power in boyhood will
be very sure to master all his companions."
The darker expression of sadness passed over the countenance of
the ingenuous youth.
"I am afraid," said he, "that I shall never acquire this habit."
"Why so? In your very fear I see a hope."
"Alas! sir, I feel my own instability of character. I feel myself
the victim of a thousand plans and purposes, which change as soon
and as often as they are made. I am afraid, sir, I shall be nothing!"
"Do not despond, my son," said the old man sympathizingly. "Your
fear is natural to your age and temperament. Most young men at
your time of life feel numerous yearnings--the struggle of various
qualities of mind, each striving in newly-born activity, and
striving adversely. Your unhappiness arises from the refusal of
these qualities to act together. When they learn to co-operate, all
will be easy. Your strifes will be subdued; there will be a calm
like that upon the sea when the storms subside."
"Ah! but when will that be? A long time yet. It seems to me that
the storm rather increases than subsides."
"It may seem so to you now, and yet, when the strife is greatest,
the favorable change is at hand. It needs but one thing to make
all the conflicting qualities of one's mind cooperate."
"What is that one thing, sir?"
"An object! As yet, you have none."
"None, sir!"
"None--or rather many--which is pretty much the same thing as having
none."
"I am not sure, sir--but it seems to me, sir, that I have an object."
"Indeed, William! are you sure?"
"I think so, sir."
"Well, name it,"
"I have ambition, sir."
"Ah! that is a passion, not an object. Does your ambition point in
one direction? Unless it does, it is objectless."
The youth was silent. The old man proceeded:--
"I am disposed to be severe with you, my son. There is no surer
sign of feebleness than in the constant beginnings and the never
performings of a mind. Know thyself, is the first lesson to learn.
Is it not very childish to talk of having ambition, without knowing
what to do with it? If we have ambition, it is given to us to work
with. You come to me, and declare this ambition! We confer together.
Your ambition seeks for utterance. You ask, 'What sort of utterance
will suit an ambition such as mine?' To answer this question,
we ask, 'What are your qualities?' Did you think, William, that I
disparaged yours when I recommended the law to you as a profession?"
"No, sir! oh, no! Perhaps you overrated them. I am afraid so--I
think so."
"No, William, unfortunately, you do not think about it. If you
would suffer yourself to think, you would speak a different language."
"I can not think--I am too miserable to think!" exclaimed the youth
in a burst of passion. The old man looked surprised. He gazed with
a serious anxiety into the youth's face, and then addressed him:--
"Where have you been, William, for the last three weeks? In all
that time I have not seen you."
A warm blush suffused the cheeks of the pupil. He did not immediately
answer.
"Ask ME!" exclaimed a voice from behind them, which they both
instantly recognised as that of Ned Hinkley, the cousin of William.
He had approached them, in the earnestness of their interview,
without having disturbed them. The bold youth was habited in a
rough woodman's dress. He wore a round jacket of homespun, and in
his hand he carried a couple of fishing-rods, which, with certain
other implements, betiayed sufficiently the object of his present
pursuit.
"Ask me!" said he. "I can tell you what he's been about better than
anybody else."
"Well, Ned," said the old man, "what has it been? I am afraid it
is your fiddle that keeps him from his Blackstone."
"My fiddle, indeed! If he would listen to my fiddle when she speaks
out, he'd be wiser and better for it. Look at him, Mr. Calvert, and
say whether it's book or fiddle that's likely to make him as lean
as a March pickerel in the short space of three months. Only look
at him, I say."
"Truly, William, I had not observed it before, but, as Ned says,
you do look thin, and you tell me you are unhappy. Hard study might
make you thin, but can not make you unhappy. What is it?"
The more volatile and freespoken cousin answered for him.
"He's been shot, gran'pa, since you saw him last."
"Shot?"
"Yes, shot!--He THINKS mortally. I think not. A flesh wound to my
thinking, that a few months more will cure."
"You have some joke at bottom, Edward," said the old man gravely.
"Joke, sir! It's a tough joke that cudgels a plump lad into a lean
one in a single season."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean to use your own language, gran'pa. Among the lessons
I got from you when you undertook to fill our heads with wisdom
by applications of smartness to a very different place--among the
books we sometimes read from was one of Master Ovid."
"Ha! ha! I see what you're after. I understand the shooting. So
you think that the blind boy has hit William, eh?"
"A flesh wound as I tell you; but he thinks the bolt is in his
heart. I'm sure it can and will be plucked out, and no death will
follow."
"Well! who's the maiden from whose eyes the arrow was barbed?"
"Margaret Cooper."
"Ah! indeed!" said the old man gravely.
"Do not heed him," exclaimed William Hinkley; but the blush upon
his cheeks, still increasing, spoke a different language.
"I would rather not heed him, William. The passions of persons so
young as yourself are seldom of a permanent character. The attractions
which win the boy seldom compensate the man. There is time enough
for this, ten years hence, and love then will be far more rational."
"Ah, lud!--wait ten years at twenty. I can believe a great deal
in the doctrine of young men's folly, but I can't go that. I'm in
love myself."
"You!"
"Yes! I!--I'm hit too--and if you don't like it, why did you teach
us Ovid and the rest? As for rational love, that's a new sort of
thing that we never heard about before. Love was never expected
to be rational. He's known the contrary. I've heard so ever since
I was knee-high to the great picture of your Cupid that you showed
us in your famous Dutch edition of Apuleius. The young unmarried
men feel that it's irrational; the old married people tell us so
in a grunt that proves the truth of what they say. But that don't
alter the case. It's a sort of natural madness that makes one attack
in every person's lifetime. I don't believe in repeated attacks.
Some are bit worse than others; and some think themselves bit,
and are mistaken. That's the case with William, and it's that that
keeps him from your law-books and my fiddle. That makes him thin.
He has a notion of Margaret Cooper, and she has none of him; and
love that's all of one side is neither real nor rational. I don't
believe it."
William Hinkley muttered something angrily in the ears of the
speaker.
"Well, well!" said the impetuous cousin, "I don't want to make you
vexed, and still less do I come here to talk such politics with
you. What do you say to tickling a trout this afternoon? That's
what I come for."
"It's too cool," said the old man.
"Not a bit. There's a wind from the south, and a cast of cloud
is constantly growing between us and the sun. I think we shall do
something--something better than talking about love, and law, where
nobody's agreed. You, gran'pa, won't take the love; Bill Hinkley
can't stomach the law, and the trout alone can bring about a
reconciliation. Come, gran'pa, I'm resolved on getting your supper
to-night, and you must go and see me do it."
"On one condition only, Ned."
"What's that, gran'pa?"
"That you both sup with me."
"Done for myself. What say you, Bill?"
The youth gave a sad assent, and the rattling youth proceeded:--
"The best cure of grief is eating. Love is a sort of pleasant grief.
Many a case of affliction have I seen mended by a beefsteak. Fish
is better. Get a lover to eat, rouse up his appetites, and, to the
same extent, you lessen his affections. Hot suppers keep down the
sensibilities; and, gran'pa, after ours, to-night, you shall have
the fiddle. If I don't make her speak to you to-night, my name's
Brag, and you need never again believe me."
And the good-humored youth, gathering up his canes, led the way to
the hills, slowly followed by his two less elastic companions.
CHAPTER XIII.
THE HISTORY OF A FAILURE.
The route, which conducted them--over a range of gently-ascending
hills, through groves tolerably thick, an uncleared woodland tract
comprising every variety of pleasant foliage, at length brought them
to a lonely tarn or lake, about a mile in circumference, nestled
and crouching in the hollow of the hills, which, in some places
sloped gently down to its margin, at others hung abruptly over its
deep and pensive waters. A thick fringe of shrubs, water-grasses,
and wild flowers, girdled its edges, and gave a dark and mysterious
expression to its face. There were many beaten tracks, narrow paths
for individual wayfarers on foot, which conducted down to favorite
fishing-spots. These were found chiefly on those sides of the lake
where the rocks were precipitous. Perched on a jutting eminence, and
half shrouded in the bushes which clothed it, the silent fisherman
took his place, while his fly was made to kiss the water in capricious
evolutions, such as the experienced angler knows how to employ to
beguile the wary victim from close cove, or gloomy hollow, or from
beneath those decaying trunks of overthrown trees which have given
his brood a shelter from immemorial time.
To one of these selected spots, Ned Hinkley proceeded, leaving his
companions above, where, in shade themselves, and lying at ease
upon the smooth turf, they could watch his successes, and at the
same time enjoy the coup d'oeil, which was singularly beautiful,
afforded by the whole surrounding expanse. The tarn, like the dark
mysterious dwelling of an Undine, was spread out before them with
the smoothness of glass, though untransparent, and shining beneath
their eyes like a vast basin of the richest jet. A thousand pretty
changes along the upland slopes, or abrupt hills which hemmed it
in, gave it a singular aspect of variety which is seldom afforded
by any scene very remarkable for its stillness and seclusion.
Opposite to the rock on which Ned Hinkley was already crouching,
the hill-slope to the lake was singularly unbroken, and so gradual
was the ascent from the margin, that one was scarcely conscious
of his upward movement, until looking behind him, he saw how far
below lay the waters which he had lately left.
The pathway, which had been often trodden, was very distinctly
marked to the eyes of our two friends on the opposite elevation,
and they could also perceive where the same footpath extended on
either hand a few yards from the lake, so as to enable the wanderer
to prolong his rambles, on either side, until reaching the foot of
the abrupt masses of rock which distinguished the opposite margin
of the basin. To ascend these, on that side, was a work of toil,
which none but the lover of the picturesque is often found willing
to encounter. Above, even to the eyes of our friends, though
they occupied an eminence, the skies seemed circumscribed to the
circumference of the lake and the hills by which it was surrounded;
and the appearance of the whole region, therefore, was that of
a complete amphitheatre, the lake being the floor, the hills the
mighty pillars, and the roof, the blue, bright, fretted canopy of
heaven.
"I have missed you, my son, for some time past, and the beauty of
the picture reminds me of what your seeming neglect has made me
lose. When I was a young man I would have preferred to visit such
a spot as this alone. But the sense of desolation presses heavily
upon an old man under any circumstances; and he seeks for the
company of the young, as if to freshen, with sympathy and memory,
the cheerlessness and decay which attends all his own thoughts
and fancies. To come alone into the woods, even though the scene
I look on be as fair as this, makes me moody and awakens gloomy
imaginations; and since you have been so long absent, I have taken
to my books again, and given up the woods. Ah! books, alone, never
desert us; never prove unfaithful; never chide us; never mock us,
as even these woods do, with the memory of baffled hopes, and dreams
of youth, gone, never to return again.
"I trust, my dear sir, you do not think me ungrateful. I have not
wilfully neglected you. More than once I set out to visit you; but
my heart was so full--I was so very unhappy--that I had not the
spirit for it. I felt that I should not be any company for you,
and feared that I would only affect you with some of my own dullness."
"Nay, that should be no fear with you, my dear boy, for you should
know that the very sorrows of youth, as they awaken the sympathies
of age, provide it with the means of excitement. It is the misfortune
of age that its interest is slow to kindle. Whatever excites the
pulse, if not violently, is beneficial to the heart of the old man.
But these sorrows of yours, my son--do you not call them by too
strong a name? I suspect they are nothing more than the discontents,
the vague yearnings of the young and ardent nature, such as prompt
enterprise and lead to nobleness. If you had them not, you would
think of little else than how to squat with your cousin there,
seeking to entrap your dinner; nay, not so much--you would think
only of the modes of cooking and the delight of eating the fish,
and shrink from the toil of taking it. Do not deceive yourself.
This sorrow which distresses you is possibly a beneficial sorrow.
It is the hope which is in you to be something--to DO something--for
this DOING is after all, and before all, the great object of
living. The hope of the heart is always a discontent--most generally
a wholesome discontent--sometimes a noble discontent leading to
nobleness. It is to be satisfied rather than nursed. You must do
what it requires."
"I know not what it requires."
"Your DOING then must be confined at present to finding out what
that is."
"Alas! sir, it seems to me as if I could no more THINK than I can
DO"
"Very likely;--that is the case at present; and there are several
reasons for this feebleness. The energies which have not yet been
tasked, do not know well how to begin. You have been a favored boy.
Your wants have been well provided for. Your parents have loved
you only too much."
"Too much! Why, even now, I am met with cold looks and reproachful
words, on account of this stranger, of whom nobody knows anything."
"Even so: suppose that to be the case, my son; still it does not
alter the truth of what I say. You can not imagine that your parents
prefer this stranger to yourself, unless you imagine them to have
undergone a very sudden change of character. They have always
treated you tenderly--too tenderly."
"Too tenderly, sir?"
"Yes, William, too tenderly. Their tenderness has enfeebled you, and
that is the reason you know not in what way to begin to dissipate
your doubts, and apply your energies. If they reproach you, that is
because they have some interest in you, and a right in you, which
constitutes their interest. If they treat the stranger civilly, it
is because he is a stranger."
"Ay, sir, but what if they give this stranger authority to question
and to counsel me? Is not this a cruel indignity?"
"Softly, William, softly! There is something at the bottom of
this which I do not see, and which perhaps you do not see. If your
parents employ a stranger to counsel you, it proves that something
in your conduct leads them to think that you need counsel."
"That may be, sir; but why not give it themselves? why employ a
person of whom nobody knows anything?"
"I infer from your tone, my son, rather than your words, that you
have some dislike to this stranger.
"No, sir--"was the beginning of the young man's reply, but he
stopped short with a guilty consciousness. A warm blush overspread
his cheek, and he remained silent. The old man, without seeming to
perceive the momentary interruption, or the confusion which followed
it, proceeded in his commentary.
"There should be nothing, surely, to anger you in good counsel,
spoken even by a stranger, my son; and even where the counsel be
not good, if the motive be so, it requires our gratitude though it
may not receive our adoption."
"I don't know, sir, but it seems to me very strange, and is very
humiliating, that I should be required to submit to the instructions
of one of whom we know nothing, and who is scarcely older than
myself."
"It may be mortifying to your self-esteem, my son, but self-esteem,
when too active, is compelled constantly to suffer this sort of
mortification. It may be that one man shall not be older in actual
years than another, yet be able to teach that other. Merely living,
days and weeks and months, constitutes no right to wisdom: it is
the crowding events and experience--the indefatigable industry--the
living actively and well--that supply us with the materials for
knowing and teaching. In comparison with millions of your own age,
who have lived among men, and shared in their strifes and troubles,
you would find yourself as feeble a child as ever yet needed the
helping hand of counsel and guardianship; and this brings me back
to what I said before. Your parents have treated you too tenderly.
They have done everything for you. You have done nothing for
yourself. They provide for your wants, hearken to your complaints,
nurture you in sickness, with a diseasing fondness, and so render
you incapable. Hence it is, that, in the toils of manhood, you do
not know how to begin. You lack courage and perseverance."
"Courage and perseverance!" was the surprised exclamation of the
youth.
"Precisely, and lest I should offend you, my son, I must acknowledge
to you beforehand, that this very deficiency was my own."
"Yours, sir? I can not think it. What! lack courage?"
"Exactly so!"
"Why, sir--did I not see you myself, when everybody else looked
on with trembling and with terror, throw yourself in the way of
Drummond's horses and save the poor boy from being dashed to pieces?
There was surely no lack of courage there!"
"No! in that sense, my son, I labor under no deficiency. But
this sort of courage is of the meanest kind. It is the courage of
impulse, not of steadfastness. Hear me, William. You have more than
once allowed the expression of a wonder to escape you, why a man,
having such a passion for books and study, and with the appearance
of mental resources, such as I am supposed to possess, should be
content, retiring from the great city, to set up his habitation in
this remote and obscure region. My chosen profession was the law;
I was no unfaithful student. True, I had no parents to lament my
wanderings and failures; but I did not wander. I studied closely,
with a degree of diligence which seemed to surprise all my companions.
I was ambitious--intensely ambitious. My head ran upon the strifes
of the forum, its exciting contests of mind and soul--its troubles,
its triumphs. This was my leading thought--it was my only passion.
The boy-frenzies for women, which are prompted less by sentiment
or judgment, than by feverish blood, troubled me little. Law was my
mistress--took up all my time--absorbed all my devotion. I believe
that I was a good lawyer--no pettifogger--the merely drilled
creature who toils for his license, and toils for ever after solely
for his petty gains, in the miserably petty arts of making gains
for others, and eluding the snares set for his own feet by kindred
spirits. As far as the teaching of this country could afford me
the means and opportunity, I endeavored to procure a knowledge of
universal law--its sources--its true objects--its just principles--its
legitimate dicta. Mere authorities never satisfied me, unless,
passing behind the black gowns, I could follow up the reasoning
to the first fountains--the small original truths, the nicely
discriminated requisitions of immutable justice--the clearly-defined
and inevitable wants of a superior and prosperous society. Everything
that could illustrate law as well as fortify it; every collateral
aid, in the shape of history or moral truth, I gathered together,
even as the dragoon whose chief agent is his sabre, yet takes care
to provide himself with pistols, that may finish what the other
weapon has begun. Nor did I content myself with the mere acquisition
of the necessary knowledge. Knowing how much depends upon voice,
manner and fluency, in obtaining success before a jury, I addressed
myself to these particulars with equal industry. My voice, even
now, has a compass which your unexercised lungs, though quite as
good originally as mine, would fail entirely to contend with. I
do not deceive myself, as I certainly do not seek to deceive you,
when I say, that I acquired the happiest mastery over my person."
"Ah! sir--we see that now--that must have been the case!" said the
youth interrupting him. The other continued, sadly smiling as he
heard the eulogy which the youth meant to speak, the utterance of
which was obviously from the heart.
"My voice was taught by various exercises to be slow or rapid, soft
or strong, harsh or musical, by the most sudden, yet unnoticeable
transitions. I practised all the arts, which are recommended by
elocutionists for this purpose, I rumbled my eloquence standing on
the seashore, up to my middle in the breakers. I ran, roaring up
steep hills--I stretched myself at length by the side of meandering
brooks, or in slumberous forests of pine, and sought, by the merest
whispers, to express myself with distinctness and melody. But there
was something yet more requisite than these, and this was language.
My labors to obtain all the arts of utterance did not seem less
successful. I could dilate with singular fluency, with classical
propriety, and great natural vigor of expression. I studied directness
of expression by a frequent intercourse with men of business, and
examined, with the nicest urgency, the particular characteristics
of those of my own profession who were most remarkable for their
plain, forcible speaking. I say nothing of my studies of such great
masters in discourse and philosophy, as Milton, Sliakspere, Homer,
Lord Bacon, and the great English divines. As a model of pure English
the Bible was a daily study of two hours; and from this noble well
of vernacular eloquence, I gathered--so I fancied--no small portion
of its quaint expressive vigor, its stern emphasis, its golden and
choice phrases of illustration. Never did a young lawyer go into
the forum more thoroughly clad in proof, or with a better armory
as well for defence as attack."
"You did not fail, sir?" exclaimed the youth with a painful expression
of eager anxiety upon his countenance.
"I did fail--fail altogether! In the first effort to speak, I
fainted, and was carried lifeless from the court-room."
The old man covered his face with his hands, for a few moments,
to conceal the expression of pain and mortification which memory
continued to renew in utter despite of time. The young man's hand
rested affectionately on his shoulder. A few moments sufficed to
enable the former to renew his narrative.
"I was stunned but not crushed by this event. I knew my own resources.
I recollected a similar anecdote of Sheridan; of his first attempt
and wretched failure. I, too, felt that 'I had it in me,' and though
I did not express, I made the same resolution, that 'I would bring
it out.' But Sheridan and myself failed from different causes,
though I did not understand this at that time. He had a degree of
hardihood which I had not; and he utterly lacked my sensibilities.
The very intenseness of my ambition; the extent of my expectation;
the elevated estimate which I had made of my own profession; of
its exactions; and, again, of what was expected from me; were all
so many obstacles to my success. I did not so esteem them, then; and
after renewing my studies in private, my exercises of expression and
manner, and going through a harder course of drilling, I repeated
the attempt to suffer a repetition of the failure. I did not
again faint, but I was speechless. I not only lost the power of
utterance, but I lost the corresponding faculty of sight. My eyes
were completely dazed and confounded. The objects of sight around
me were as crowded and confused as the far, dim ranges of figures,
tribes upon tribes, and legions upon legions, which struggle
in obscurity and distance, in any one of the begrimed and blurred
pictures of Martin's Pandemonium. My second failure was a more
enfeebling disaster than the first. The first procured me the
sympathy of my audience, the last exposed me to its ridicule."
Again the old man paused. By this time, the youth had got one of
his arms about the neck of the speaker, and had taken one of his
hands within his grasp.
"Yours is a generous nature, William," said Mr. Calvert, "and I have
not said to you, until to-day, how grateful your boyish sympathies
have been to me from the first day when you became my pupil. It
is my knowledge of these sympathies, and a desire to reward them,
that prompts me to tell a story which still brings its pains to
memory, and which would be given to no other ears than your own.
I see that you are eager for the rest--for the wretched sequel."
"Oh, no! sir--do not tell me any more of it if it brings you pain.
I confess I should like to know all, but--"
"You shall have it all, my son. My purpose would not be answered
unless I finished the narrative. You will gather from it, very
possibly, the moral which I could not. You will comprehend something
better, the woful distinction between courage of the blood and courage
of the brain; between the mere recklessness of brute impulse, and
the steady valor of the soul--that valor, which, though it trembles,
marches forward to the attack--recovers from its fainting, to
retrieve its defeat; and glows with self-indignation because it has
suffered the moment of victory to pass, without employing itself
to secure the boon!--
"Shame, and a natural desire to retrieve myself, operated to make
me renew my efforts. I need not go through the processes by which
I endeavored to acquire the necessary degree of hardihood. In vain
did I recall the fact that my competitors were notoriously persons
far inferior to me in knowledge of the topics; far inferior in the
capacity to analyze them; rude and coarse in expression; unfamiliar
with the language--mere delvers and diggers in a science in which
I secretly felt that I should be a master. In vain did I recall to
mind the fact that I knew the community before which I was likely
to speak; I knew its deficiencies; knew the inferiority of its
idols, and could and should have no sort of fear of its criticism.
But it was myself that I feared. I had mistaken the true censor.
It was my own standards of judgment that distressed and made me
tremble. It was what I expected of myself--what I thought should
be expected of me--that made my weak soul recoil in terror from
the conviction that I must fail in its endeavor to reach the point
which my ambitious soul strove to attain. The fear, in such cases,
produced the very disaster, from the anticipated dread of which
it had arisen. I again failed--failed egregiously--failed utterly
and for ever! I never again attempted the fearful trial. I gave
up the contest, yielded the field to my inferiors, better-nerved,
though inferior, and, with all my learning, all my eloquence, my
voice, my manner; my resources of study, thought, and utterance,
fled from sight--fled here--to bury myself in the wilderness,
and descend to the less ambitious, but less dangerous vocation of
schooling--I trust, to better uses--the minds of others. I had done
nothing with my own."
"Oh, sir, do not say so. Though you may have failed in one department
of human performance, you have succeeded in others. You have lost
none of the knowledge which you then acquired. You possess all the
gifts of eloquence, of manner, of voice, of education, of thought."
"But of what use, my son? Remember, we do not toil for these
possessions to lock them up--to content ourselves, as the miserable
miser, with the consciousness that we possess a treasure known to
ourselves only--useless to all others as to ourselves! Learning,
like love, like money, derives its true value from its circulation."
"And you circulate yours, my dear sir. What do we not owe you in
Charlemont? What do I not owe you, over all?"
"Love, my son--love only. Pay me that. Do not desert me in my old
age. Do not leave me utterly alone!"
"I will not, sir--I never thought to do so."
"But," said the old man, "to resume. Why did I fail is still the
question. Because I had not been taught those lessons of steady
endurance in my youth which would have strengthened me against failure,
and enable me finally to triumph. There is a rich significance in
what we hear of the Spartan boy, who never betrayed his uneasiness
or agony though the fox was tearing out his bowels. There is a
sort of moral roughening which boys should be made to endure from
the beginning, if the hope is ever entertained, to mature their
minds to intellectual manhood. Our American Indians prescribe the
same laws, and in their practice, very much resemble the ancient
Spartans. To bear fatigue, and starvation, and injury--exposure,
wet, privation, blows--but never to complain. Nothing betrays so
decidedly the lack of moral courage as the voice of complaint. It
is properly the language of woman. It must not be your language.
Do you understand me, William?"
"In part, sir, but I do not see how I could have helped being what
I am."
"Perhaps not, because few have control of their own education.
Your parents have been too tender of you. They have not lessoned
you in that proper hardihood which leads to performance. That task
is before yourself, and you have shrunk from the first lessons."
"How, sir?"
"Instead of clinging to your Blackstone, you have allowed yourself
to be seduced from its pages, by such attractions as usually delude
boys. The eye and lip of a pretty woman--a bright eye and a rosy
cheek, have diverted you from your duties."
"But do our duties deny us the indulgence of proper sensibilities?"
"Certainly not--PROPER sensibilities, on the contrary, prescribe
our duties."
"But love, sir--is not love a proper sensibility?"
"In its place, it is. But you are a boy only. Do you suppose that
it was ever intended that you should entertain this passion before
you had learned the art of providing your own food? Not so; and the
proof of this is to be found in the fact that the loves of boyhood
are never of a permanent character. No such passion can promote
happiness if it is indulged before the character of the parties is
formed. I now tell you that in five years from this time you will
probably forget Miss Cooper."
"Never! never!"
"Well, well--I go farther in my prophecy. Allow me to suppose you
successful in your suit, which I fancy can never be the case--"
"Why, sir, why?"
"Because she is not the girl for you; or rather, she does not think
you the man for her!"
"But why do you think so, sir?"
"Because I know you both. There are circumstances of discrepancy
between you which will prevent it, and even were you to be successful
in your suit, which I am very sure will never be the case, you
would be the most miserably-matched couple under the sun."
"Oh, sir, do not say so--do not. I can not think so, sir."
"You WILL not think so, I am certain. I am equally certain from
what I know of you both, that you are secure from any such danger.
It is not my object to pursue this reference, but let me ask you,
William, looking at things in the most favorable light, has Margaret
Cooper ever given you any encouragement?"
"I can not say that she has, sir, but--"
"Nay, has she not positively discouraged you? Does she not avoid
you--treat you coldly when you meet--say little, and that little
of a kind to denote--I will not say dislike--but pride, rather than
love?"
The young man said nothing. The old one proceeded:--
"You are silent, and I am answered. I have long watched your
intercourse with this damsel, and loving you as my own son, I have
watched it with pain. She is not for you, William. She loves you
not. I am sure of it. I can not mistake the signs. She seeks other
qualities than such as you possess. She seeks meretricious qualities,
and yours are substantial. She seeks the pomps of mind, rather
than its subdued performances. She sees not, and can not see, your
worth; and whenever you propose to her, your suit will be rejected.
You have not done so yet?"
"No, sir--but I had hoped--"
"I am no enemy, believe me, William, when I implore you to discard
your hope in that quarter. It will do you no hurt. Your heart
will suffer no detriment, but be as whole and vigorous a few years
hence--perhaps months--as if it had never suffered any disappointment."
"I wish I could think so, sir."
"And you would not wish that you could think so, if you were not
already persuaded that your first wish is hopeless."
"But I am not hopeless, sir."
"Your cause is. But, promise me that you will not press your suit
at present."
The young man was silent.
"You hesitate."
"I dare not promise."
"Ah, you are a foolish boy. Do you not see the rock on which you are
about to split. You have never learned how to submit. This lesson
of submission was that which made the Spartan boy famous. Here,
you persist in your purpose, though your own secret convictions,
as well as your friend's counsel, tell you that you strive against
hope. You could not patiently submit to the counsel of this stranger,
though he came directly from your parents, armed with authority to
examine and to counsel."
"Submit to him! I would sooner perish!" exclaimed the indignant
youth.
"You will perish unless you learn this one lesson. But where now
is your ambition, and what does it aim at?"
The youth was silent.
"The idea of an ambitious youth, at twenty, giving up book and
candle, leaving his studies, and abandoning himself to despair,
because his sweetheart won't be his sweetheart any longer, gives us
a very queer idea of the sort of ambition which works in his breast."
"Don't, sir, don't, I pray you, speak any more in this manner."
"Nay, but, William, ask yourself. Is it not a queer idea?"
"Spare me, sir, if you love me."
"I do love you, and to show you that I do, I now recommend to you
to propose to Margaret Cooper."
"What, sir, you do not think it utterly hopeless then?"
"Yes, I do."
"And you would have me expose myself to rejection?"
"Exactly so!"
"Really, sir, I do not understand you."
"Well, I will explain. Nothing short of rejection will possibly
cure you of this malady; and it is of the last importance to your
future career, that you should be freed as soon as possible from
this sickly condition of thought and feeling--a condition in which
your mind will do nothing, and in which your best days will be
wasted. Blackstone can only hope to be taken up when you have done
with her."
"Stay, sir--that is she below."
"Who?"
"Margaret----"
"Who is with her?"
"The stranger--this man, Stevens."
"Ha! your counsellor, that would be? Ah! William, you did not tell
me all."
CHAPTER XIV.
THE ENTHUSIAST.
The cheeks of the youth glowed. He felt how much he had suppressed
in his conference with his venerable counsellor. Mr. Calvert did
not press the topic, and the two remained silent, looking down,
from the shaded spot where they lay, upon the progress of Margaret
Cooper and her present attendant, Stevens. The eminence on which
they rested was sufficiently lofty, as we have seen, to enable
them, though themselves almost concealed from sight, to take in
the entire scene, not only below but around them; and the old man,
sharing now in the interest of his young companion, surveyed the
progress of the new-comers with a keen sense of curiosity which, for
a time, kept him silent. The emotions of William Hinkley were such
as to deprive him of all desire for speech; and each, accordingly,
found sufficient employment in brooding over his own awakened fancies.
Even had they spoken in the ordinary tone of their voices, the
sounds could not have reached the persons approaching on the opposite
side. They drew nigh, evidently unconscious that the scene was
occupied by any other than themselves. Ned Hinkley was half-shrouded
in the shrubbery that environed the jutting crag upon which his
form was crouched, and they were not yet sufficiently nigh to the
tarn to perceive his projecting rod, and the gaudy fly which he
kept skipping about upon the surface. The walk which they pursued
was an ancient Indian footpath, which had without doubt conducted
the red warriors, a thousand times before, to a spot of seclusion
and refreshment after their long day's conflict on the "DARK AND
BLOODY GROUND." It was narrow and very winding, and had been made so
in order to lessen the fatigue of an ascent which, though gradual
enough, was yet considerable, and would have produced great weariness,
finally, had the pathway been more direct.
The circuitousness of this route, which lay clear enough before
the eyes of our two friends upon the eminence--crawling, as it did,
up the woodland slopes with the sinuous course of a serpent--was
yet visible to Ned Hinkley, on his lowlier perch, only at its
starting-point, upon the very margin of the lake. He, accordingly,
saw as little of the approaching persons as they had seen of him.
They advanced slowly, and seemed to be mutually interested in
their subject of conversation. The action of Stevens was animated;
The air and attitude of Margaret Cooper was that of interest and
attention. It was with something little short of agony that William
Hinkley beheld them pause upon occasion, and confront each other
as if the topic was of a nature to arrest the feet and demand the
whole fixed attention of the hearer.
It will be conjectured that Alfred Stevens had pressed his opportunities
with no little industry. Enough has been shown to account for the
readiness of that reception which Margaret Cooper was prepared to
give him. Her intelligence was keen, quick, and penetrating. She
discovered at a glance, not his hypocrisy, but that his religious
enthusiasm was not of a sort to become very tyrannical. The air of
mischief which was expressed upon his face when the venerable John
Cross proposed to purge her library of its obnoxious contents,
commended him to her as a sort of ally; and the sympathy with
herself, which such a conjecture promised, made her forgetful of
the disingenuousness of his conduct if her suspicions were true.
But there were some other particulars which, in her mind, tended to
dissipate the distance between them. She recognised the individual.
She remembered the bold, dashing youth, who, a few months before,
had encountered her on the edge of the village, and, after they
had parted, had ridden back to the spot where she still loitered,
for a second look. To that very spot had she conducted him on their
ramble that afternoon.
"Do you know this place, Mr. Stevens?" she demanded with an arch
smile, sufficiently good-humored to convince the adventurer that,
if she had any suspicions, they were not of a nature to endanger
his hopes.
"Do I not!" he said, with an air of EMPRESSMENT which caused her
to look down.
"I thought I recollected you," she said, a moment after.
"Ah! may I hope that I did not then offend you with my impertinence?
But the truth is, I was so struck--pardon me if I say it--with
the singular and striking difference between the group of damsels
I had seen and THE ONE--the surprise was so great--the pleasure so
unlooked for--that--"
The eye of Margaret Cooper brightened, her cheek glowed, and her
form rose somewhat proudly. The arch-hypocrite paused judiciously,
and she spoke:--
"Nay, nay, Mr. Stevens, these fine speeches do not pass current.
You would make the same upon occasion to any one of the said group
of damsels, were you to be her escort."
"But I would scarcely ride back for a second look," he responded,
in a subdued tone of voice, while looking with sad expressiveness
into her eyes. These were cast down upon the instant, and the color
upon her cheeks was heightened.
"Come," said she, making an effort, "there is nothing here to
interest us."
"Except memory," he replied; "I shall never forget the spot."
She hurried forward, and he joined her. She had received the impression
which he intended to convey, without declaring as much--namely,
that his return to Charlemont had been prompted by that one glimpse
which he had then had of her person. Still, that nothing should
be left in doubt, he proceeded to confirm the impression by other
suggestions:--
"You promise to show me a scene of strange beauty, but your whole
village is beautiful, Miss Cooper. I remember how forcibly it struck
me as I gained the ascent of the opposite hills coming in from the
east. It was late in the day, the sun was almost setting, and his
faintest but loveliest beams fell upon the cottages in the valley,
and lay with a strange, quiet beauty among the grass-plats, and
the flower-ranges, and upon the neat, white palings."
"It is beautiful," she said with a sigh, "but its beauty does not
content me. It is too much beauty; it is too soft; for, though it
has its rocks and huge trees, yet it lacks wildness and sublimity.
The rocks are not sufficiently abrupt, the steeps not sufficiently
great; there are no chasms, no waterfalls--only purling brooks and
quiet walks."
"I have felt this already," he replied; "but there is yet a deficiency
which you have not expressed, Miss Cooper."
"What is that?" she demanded.
"It is the moral want. You have no life here; and that which
would least content me would be this very repose--the absence of
provocation--the strife--the triumph! These, I take it, are the
deficiencies which you really feel when you speak of the want of
crag, and chasm, and waterfall."
"You, too, are ambitious, then!" she said quickly; "but how do you
reconcile this feeling with your profession?"
She looked up, and caught his eye tenderly fixed upon her.
"Ah!" said he, "Miss Cooper, there are some situations in which we
find it easy to reconcile all discrepancies."
If the language lacked explicitness, the look did not. He proceeded:--
"If I mistake not, Miss Cooper, you will be the last one to blame
me for not having stifled my ambition, even at the calls of duty
and profession."
"Blame you, sir? Far from it. I should think you very unfortunate
indeed, if you could succeed in stifling ambition at any calls,
nor do I exactly see how duty should require it."
"If I pursue the profession of the divine?" he answered hesitatingly.
"Yes--perhaps--but that is not certain?" There was some timidity
in the utterance of this inquiry. He evaded it.
"I know not yet what I shall be," he replied with an air of
self-reproach; "I fear I have too much of this fiery ardor which
we call ambition to settle down into the passive character of the
preacher."
"Oh, do not, do not!" she exclaimed impetuously; then, as if
conscious of the impropriety, she stopped short in the sentence,
while increasing her forward pace.
"What!" said he, "you think that would effectually stifle it?"
"Would it not--does it not in most men?"
"Perhaps; but this depends upon the individual. Churchmen have a
great power--the greatest in any country."
"Over babes and sucklings!" she said scornfully.
"And, through these; over the hearts of men and women."
"But these, too, are babes and sucklings--people to be scared by
shadows--the victims of their own miserable fears and superstitions!"
"Nevertheless, these confer power. Where there is power, there is
room for ambition. You recollect that churchmen have put their feet
upon the necks of princes."
"Yes, but that was when there was one church only in Christendom.
It was a monopoly, and consequently a tyranny. Now there are
a thousand, always in conflict, and serving very happily to keep
each other from mischief. They no longer put their feet on princes'
necks, though I believe that the princes are no better off for this
forbearance--there are others who do. But only fancy that this time
was again, and think of the comical figure our worthy brother John
Cross would make, mounting from such a noble horse-block!"
The idea was sufficiently pleasant to make Stevens laugh.
"I am afraid I shall have greater trouble in converting you, Miss
Cooper, than any other of the flock in Charlemont. I doubt that
your heart is stubborn--that you are an insensible!"
"I insensible!" she exclaimed, and with such a look! The expression
of sarcasm had passed, as with the rapidity of a lightning-flash,
from her beautiful lips; and a silent tear rose, tremulous
and large, with the same instantaneous emotion, beneath her long,
dark eyelashes. She said nothing more, but, with eyes cast down,
went forward. Stevens was startled with the suddenness of these
transitions. They proved, at least, how completely her mind was at
the control of her blood. Hitherto, he had never met with a creature
so liberally endowed by nature, who was, at the same time, so
perfectly unsophisticated. The subject was gratifying as a study
alone, even if it conferred no pleasure, and awakened no hopes.
"Do not mistake me," he exclaimed, hurrying after, "I had no purpose
to impute to you any other insensibility except to that of the holy
truths of religion."
She looked up and smiled archly. There was another transition from
cloud to sunlight.
"What! are you so doubtful of your own ministry?"
"In your case, I am."
"Why?"
"You will force me to betake myself to studies more severe than
any I have yet attempted."
She was flattered but she uttered a natural disclaimer.
"No, no! I am presumptuous. I trust you will teach me. Begin--do
not hesitate--I will listen."
"To move you I must not come in the garments of methodism. That
faith will never be yours."
"What faith shall it be?"
"That of Catholicism. I must come armed with authority. I must
carry the sword and keys of St. Peter. I must be sustained by all
the pomps of that church of pomps and triumphs. My divine mission
must speak through signs and symbols, through stately stole,
pontifical ornaments, the tiara of religious state on the day of
its most solemn ceremonial; and with these I must bring the word
of power, born equally of intellect and soul, and my utterance must
be in the language of divinest poesy!"
"Ah! you mistake! That last will be enough. Speak to me in poesy--let
me hear that--and you will subdue me, I believe, to any faith that
you teach. For I can not but believe the faith that is endowed with
the faculty of poetic utterance."
"In truth it is a divine utterance--perhaps the only divine utterance.
Would I had it for your sake."
"Oh! you must have it. I fancy I see it in some things that you
have said. You read poetry, I am sure--I am sure you love it."
"I do! I know not anything that I love half so well."
"Then you write it?" she asked eagerly.
"No! the gift has been denied me."
She looked at him with eyes of regret.
"How unfortunate," she said.
"Doubly so, as the deficiency seems to disappoint you."
She did not seem to heed the flattery of this remark, nor did she
appear to note the expression of face with which it was accompanied.
Her feelings took the ascendency. She spoke out her uncommissioned
thoughts and fancies musingly, as if without the knowledge of her
will.
"I fancy that I could kneel down and worship the poet, and feel
no shame, no humility. It is the only voice that enchants me--that
leads me out from myself; that carries me where it pleases and finds
for me companions in the solitude; songs in the storm; affections in
the barren desert! Even here, it brings me friends and fellowships.
How voiceless would be all these woods to me had it no voice speaking
to, and in, my soul. Hoping nothing, and performing nothing here,
it is my only consolation. It reconciles me to this wretched spot.
It makes endurance tolerable. If it were not for this companionship--if
I heard not this voice in my sorrows, soothing my desolation,
I could freely die!--die here, beside this rock, without making a
struggle to go forward, even to reach the stream that flows quietly
beyond!"
She had stopped in her progress while this stream of enthusiasm
poured from her lips. Her action was suited to her utterance.
Unaccustomed to restraint--nay, accustomed only to pour herself
forth to woods, and trees, and waters, she was scarcely conscious
of the presence of any other companion, yet she looked even while
she spoke, in the eyes of Stevens. He gazed on her with glances of
unconcealed admiration. The unsophisticated nature which led her
to express that enthusiasm which a state of conventional existence
prompts us, through fear of ridicule, industriously to conceal,
struck him with the sense of a new pleasure. The novelty alone
had its charm; but there were other sources of delight. The natural
grace and dignity of the enthusiastic girl, adapting to such
words the appropriate action, gave to her beauty, which was now in
its first bloom, all the glow which is derived from intellectual
inspiration. Her whole person spoke. All was vital, spiritual,
expressive, animated; and when the last word lingered on her lips,
Stevens could scarcely repress the impulse which prompted him to
clasp her in his embrace.
"Margaret!" he exclaimed--"Miss Cooper!--you are yourself a poet!"
"No, no!" she murmured, rather than spoke;--"would I were!--a
dreamer only--a self-deluded dreamer."
"You can not deceive me!" he continued, "I see it in your eyes,
your action; I hear it in your words. I can not be deceived. You
are a poet--you will, and must be one!"
"And if I were!" she said mournfully, "of what avail would it be
here? What heart in this wilderness would be touched by song of
mine? Whose ear could I soothe in this cold and sterile hamlet?
Where would be the temple--who the worshippers--even were the
priestess all that her vanity would believe, or her prayers and
toils might make her? No, no! I am no poet; and if I were, better
that the flame should go out--vanish altogether in the smoke of its
own delusions--than burn with a feeble light, unseen, untrimmed,
unhonored--perhaps, beheld with the scornful eye of vulgar and
unappreciating ignorance!"
"Such is not your destiny, Margaret Cooper," replied Stevens, using
the freedom of address, perhaps unconsciously, which the familiarity
of country life is sometimes found to tolerate. "Such is not your
destiny, Margaret. The flame will not go out--it will be loved and
worshipped!"
"Ah! never! what is here to justify such a hope--such a dream?"
"Nothing HERE; but it was not of Charlemont I spoke. The destiny which
has endowed you with genius will not leave it to be extinguished
here. There will come a worshipper, Margaret. There will come
one, equally capable to honor the priestess and to conduct her to
befitting altars. This is not your home, though it may have been
your place of trial and novitiate. Here, without the restraint
of cold, oppressive, social forms, your genius has ripened--your
enthusiasm has been kindled into proper glow--your heart, and
mind, and imagination, have kept equal pace to an equal maturity!
Perhaps this was fortunate. Had you grown up in more polished and
worldly circles, you would have been compelled to subdue the feelings
and fancies which now make your ordinary language the language of
a muse."
"Oh! speak not so, I implore you. I am afraid you mock me."
"No! on my soul, I do not. I think all that I say. More than that,
I feel it, Margaret. Trust to me--confide in me--make me your
friend! Believe me, I am not altogether what I seem."
An arch smile once more possessed her eyes.
"Ah!" I could guess that! But sit you here. Here is a flower--a
beautiful, small flower, with a dark blue eye. See it--how humbly
it hides amid the grass. It is the last flower if the season. I
know not its name. I am no botanist; but it is beautiful without
a name, and it is the last flower of the season. Sit down on this
rock, and I will sing you Moore's beautiful song, ''Tis the last
of its kindred.'"
"Nay, sing me something of your own, Margaret."
"No, no! Don't speak of me, and mine, in the same breath with
Moore. You will make me repent of having seen you. Sit down and be
content with Moore, or go without your song altogether."
He obeyed her, and the romantic and enthusiastic girl, seating
herself upon a fragment of rock beside the path, sang the delicate
and sweet verses of the Irish poet, with a natural felicity of
execution, which amply compensated for the absence of those Italian
arts, which so frequently elevate the music at the expense of the
sentiment. Stevens looked and listened, and half forgot himself in
the breathlessness of his attention--his eye fastened with a gaze
of absolute devotion on her features, until, having finished her
song, she detected the expression of his face, and started, with
blushing cheeks, to her feet.
"Oh! sweet!" he murmured as he offered to take her hand, but she
darted forward, and following her, he found himself a few moments
after, standing by her side, and looking down upon one of the
loveliest lakes that ever slept in the embrace of jealous hills.
CHAPTER XV.
A CATASTROPHE.
"You disparage these scenes," said Stevens, after several moments
had been given to the survey of that before him, "and yet you have
drawn your inspiration from them--the fresh food which stimulates poetry
and strengthens enthusiasm. Here you learned to be contemplative;
and here, in solitude, was your genius nursed. Do not be ungrateful,
Margaret--you owe to these very scenes all that you are, and all
that you may become."
"Stay! before I answer. Do you see yon bird?"
"Where?"
"In the west--there!" she pointed with her fingers, catching his
wrist unconsciously, at the same time, with the other hand, as if
more certainly to direct his gaze.
"I see it--what bird is it?"
"An eagle! See how it soars and swings; effortless, as if supported
by some external power!"
"Indeed--it seems small for an eagle."
"It is one nevertheless! There are thousands of them that roost
among the hills in that quarter. I know the place thoroughly. The
heights are the greatest that we have in the surrounding country.
The distance from this spot is about five miles. He, no doubt,
has some fish, or bird now within his talons, with which to feed
his young. He will feed them, and they will grow strong, and will
finally use their own wings. Shall he continue to feed them after
that? Must they never seek their own food?"
"Surely they must."
"If these solitudes have nursed me, must they continue to nurse me
always? Must I never use the wings to which they have given vigor?
Must I never employ the sight to which they have imparted vigilance?
Must I never go forth, and strive and soar, and make air, and earth,
and sea, tributary to my wing and eye? Alas! I am a woman!--and
her name is weakness! You tell me of what I am, and of what I may
become. But what am I? I mock myself too often with this question
to believe all your fine speeches. And what may I become? Alas! who
can tell me that? I know my strength, but I also know my weakness.
I feel the burning thoughts of my brain; I feel the yearning impulses
in my heart; but they bring nothing--they promise nothing--I feel
the pang of constant denial. I feel that I can be nothing!"
"Say not so, Margaret--think not so, I beseech you. With your
genius, your enthusiasm--your powers of expression--there is nothing,
becoming in your sex, and worthy of it, which you may not be."
"You can not deceive me! It might be so, if this were Italy; there,
where the very peasant burns with passion, and breathes his feeblest
and meanest thoughts and desires in song. But here, they already
call me mad! They look on me as one doomed to Bedlam. They avoid
me with sentiments and looks of distrust, if not of fear; and when
I am looking into the cloud, striving to pierce, with dilating eye
its wild yellow flashing centres, they draw their flaxen-headed
infants to their breasts, and mutter their thanks to God, that he
has not, in a fit of wrath, made them to resemble me! If, forgetful
of earth, and trees, and the human stocks around me, I pour forth
the language of the great song-masters, they grin at my insanity--they
hold me incapable of reason, and declare their ideas of what that
is, by asking who knows most of the dairy, the cabbage-patch,
the spinning-wheel, the darning-needle--who can best wash Polly's
or Patty's face and comb its head--can chop up sausage-meat the
finest--make the lightest paste, and more economically dispense
the sugar in serving up the tea! and these are what is expected
of woman! These duties of the meanest slave! From her mind nothing
is expected. Her enthusiasm terrifies, her energy offends, and if
her taste is ever challenged, it is to the figures upon a quilt or
in a flower-garden, where the passion seems to be to make flowers
grow in stars, and hearts, and crescents. What has woman to expect
where such are the laws; where such are the expectations from her?
What am I to hope? I, who seem to be set apart--to feel nothing
like the rest--to live in a different world--to dream of foreign
things--to burn with a hope which to them is frenzy, and speak
a language which they neither understand nor like! What can I be,
in such a world? Nothing, nothing! I do not deceive myself. I can
never hope to be anything."
Her enthusiasm hurried her forward. In spite of himself, Stevens was
impressed. He ceased to think of his evil purposes in the superior
thoughts which her wild, unregulated energy inspired. He scarcely
wondered, indeed--if it were true--that her neighbors fancied
her insane. The indignation of a powerful mind denied--denied
justice--baffled in its aims--conscious of the importance of all
its struggles against binding and blinding circumstances--is akin
to insanity!--is apt to express itself in the defiant tones of a
fierce and feverish frenzy.
"Margaret," said he, as she paused and waited for him, "you are not
right in everything. You forget that your lonely little village of
Charlemont, is not only not the world, but that it is not even an
American world. America is not Italy, I grant you, nor likely soon
to become so; but if you fancy there are not cities even in our
country, where genius such as yours would be felt and worshipped,
you are mistaken."
"Do you believe there are such?" she demanded incredulously.
"I KNOW there are!"
"No! no! I know better. You can not deceive me. It can not be so.
I know the sort of genius which is popular in those cities. It is
the gentleman and lady genius. Look at their verses for example.
I can show you thousands of such things that come to us here, from
all quarters of the Union--verses written by nice people--people
of small tastes and petty invention, who would not venture upon the
utterance of a noble feeling, or a bold sentiment of originality,
for fear of startling the fashionable nerves with the strong words
which such a novelty would require. Consider, in the first place,
how conclusive it is of the feeblest sort of genius that these
people should employ themselves, from morning to night, in spinning
their small strains, scraps of verse, song, and sonnet, and invariably
on such subjects of commonplace, as can not admit of originality,
and do not therefore task reflection. Not an infant dies or is
born, but is made the subject of verse; nay, its smiles and tears
are put on record; its hobby-horse, and its infant ideas as they
begin to bud and breathe aloud. Then comes the eternal strain about
summer blooms and spring flowers; autumn's melancholy and winter's
storms, until one sickens of the intolerable monotony. Such are
the things that your great cities demand. Such things content them.
Speak the fearless and always strange language of originality and
strength, and you confound and terrify them."
"But, Margaret, these things are held at precisely the same value
in the big cities as they are held by you here in Charlemont. The
intelligent people smile--they do not applaud. If they encourage
at all it is by silence."
"No! no! that you might say, if, unhappily, public opinion did not
express itself. The same magazines which bring us the verses bring
us the criticism."
"That is to say, the editor puffs his contributors, and disparages
those who are not. Look at the rival journal and you will find
these denounced and another set praised and beplastered."
"Ah! and what would be my hope, my safety, in communities which
tolerate these things; in which the number of just and sensible
people is so small that they dare not speak, or can not influence
those who have better courage? Where would be my triumphs? I, who
would no more subscribe to the petty tyranny of conventional law,
than to that baser despotism which is wielded by a mercenary editor,
in the absence of a stern justice in the popular mind. Here I may
pine to death--there, my heart would burst with its own convulsions."
"No! Margaret, no! It is because they have not the genius,
that such small birds are let to sing. Let them but hear the true
minstrel--let them but know that there is a muse, and how soon
would the senseless twitter which they now tolerate be hushed
in undisturbing silence. In the absence of better birds they bear
with what they have. In the absence of the true muse they build no
temple--they throng not to hear. Nay, even now, already, they look
to the west for the minstrel and the muse--to these very woods.
There is a tacit and universal feeling in the Atlantic country,
that leads them to look with expectation to the Great West, for the
genius whose song is to give us fame. 'When?' is the difficult--the
only question. Ah! might I but say to them--'now'--the muse is
already here!"
He took her hand--she did not withhold it; but her look was subdued--the
fires had left her eyes--her whole frame trembled with the recoil
of those feelings--the relaxation of those nerves--the tension
of which we have endeavored feebly to display. Her cheek was no
longer flushed but pale; her lips trembled--her voice was low and
faint--only a broken and imperfect murmur; and her glance was cast
upon the ground.
"You!" she exclaimed.
"Yes, I! Have I not said I am not altogether what I seem? Ah!
I may not yet say more. But I am not without power, Margaret, in
other and more powerful regions. I too have had my triumphs; I too
can boast that the minds of other men hang for judgment upon the
utterance of mine."
She looked upward to his glance with a stranger expression of
timidity than her features had before exhibited. The form of Stevens
had insensibly risen in seeming elevation as he spoke, and the
expression of his face was that of a more human pride. He continued:--
"My voice is one of authority in circles where yours would be one
of equal attraction and command. I can not promise you an Italian
devotion, Margaret; our people, though sufficiently enthusiastic,
are too sensible to ridicule to let the heart and blood speak out
with such freedom as they use in the warmer regions of the South:
but the homage will be more intellectual, more steady, and the fame
more enduring. You must let your song be heard--you must give me
the sweet privilege of making it known to ears whose very listening
is fame."
"Ah!" she said, "what you say makes me feel how foolishly I have
spoken. What is my song? what have I done? what am I? what have I
to hope? I have done nothing--I am nothing! I have suffered, like
a child, a miserable vanity to delude me, and I have poured into
the ears of a stranger those ravings which I have hitherto uttered
to the hills and forests. You laugh at me now--you must."
The paleness on her cheek was succeeded by the deepest flush of
crimson. She withdrew her hand from his grasp.
"Laugh at you, Margaret! You have awakened my wonder. Struck with
you when we first met--"
"Nay, no more of that, but let us follow these windings; they lead
us to the tarn. It is the prettiest Indian path, and my favorite
spot. Here I ramble morning and eve, and try to forget those vain
imaginings and foolish strivings of thought which I have just
inflicted upon you. The habit proved too much for my prudence, and
I spoke as if you were not present. Possibly, had you not spoken
in reply, I should have continued until now."
"Why did I speak?"
"Ah! it is better. I wish you had spoken sooner. But follow me
quickly. The sunlight is now falling in a particular line which
gives us the loveliest effect, shooting its rays through certain
fissures of the rock, and making a perfect arrow-path along the
water. You would fancy that Apollo had just dismissed a golden
shaft from his quiver, so direct is the levelled light along the
surface of the lake."
Speaking thus, they came in sight of the party on the opposite
hills, as we have already shown--without, however, perceiving
them in turn. It will be conjectured without difficulty that, with
a nature so full of impulse, so excitable, as that of Margaret
Cooper--particularly in the company of an adroit man like Stevens,
whose purpose was to encourage her in that language and feeling of
egotism which, while it was the most grateful exercise to herself,
was that which most effectually served to blind her to his designs--her
action was always animated, expressively adapting itself, not only
to the words she uttered, but, even when she did not speak, to the
feelings by which she was governed. It was the art of Stevens to
say little except by suggestives. A single word, or brief sentence,
from his lips, judiciously applied to her sentiments or situation,
readily excited her to speech; and this utterance necessarily brought
with it the secret of her soul, the desire of her heart, nay, the
very shape of the delusion which possessed it. The wily libertine,
deliberate as the demon to which we have likened him, could provoke
the warmth which he did not share--could stimulate the eloquence
which he would not feel--could coldly, like some Mephistopheles
of science, subject the golden-winged bird or butterfly to the
torturous process of examination, with a pin thrust through its
vitals, and gravely dilate on its properties, its rich plumage, and
elaborate finish of detail, without giving heed to those writhings
which declared its agonies. It is not meant to be understood that
Stevens found no pleasure himself in the display of that wild,
unschooled imagination which was the prevailing quality in the mind
of Margaret Cooper. He was a man of education and taste. He could
be pleased as an amateur; but he wanted the moral to be touched,
and to sympathize with a being so gifted and so feeble--so high
aiming, yet so liable to fall.
The ardor of Margaret Cooper, and the profound devotion which
it was the policy of Stevens to display, necessarily established
their acquaintance, in a very short time, on the closest footing
of familiarity. With a nature such as hers, all that is wanted is
sympathy--all that she craves is sympathy--and, to win this, no
toil is too great, no sufferance too severe; alas, how frequently
do we see that no penalty is too discouraging! But the confiding
spirit never looks for penalties, and seldom dreams of deceit.
What, then, were the emotions of William Hinkley as he beheld the
cordiality which distinguished the manner of Margaret Cooper as she
approached the edge of the lake with her companion? In the space
of a single week, this stranger had made greater progress in her
acquaintance than HE had been able to make in a period of years.
The problem which distressed him was beyond his power to solve.
His heart was very full; the moisture was already in his eyes; and
when he beheld the animated gestures of the maid--when he saw her
turn to her companion, and meet his gaze without shrinking, while
her own was fixed in gratified contemplation--he scarcely restrained
himself from jumping to his feet. The old man saw his emotion.
"William," he said, "did I understand you that this young stranger
was a preacher?"
"No, sir, but he seeks to be one. He is studying for the ministry,
under Brother Cross."
"Brother Cross is a good man, and is scarcely likely to have anything
to do with any other than good men. I suppose he knows everything
about the stranger?"
William Hinkley narrated all that was known on the subject in the
village. In the innocence of his heart, Brother Cross had described
Alfred Stevens as a monument of his own powers of conversion. Under
God, he had been a blessed instrument for plucking this brand from
the burning. A modified account of the brandy-flask accompanied the
narrative. Whether it was that Mr. Calvert, who had been a man of
the world, saw something in the story itself, and in the ludicrousness of
the event, which awakened his suspicions, or whether the carriage
of Alfred Stevens, as he walked with Margaret Cooper, was rather that
of a young gallant than a young student in theology, may admit of
question; but it was very certain that the suspicions of the old
gentleman were somewhat awakened.
Believing himself to be alone with his fair companion, Alfred
Stevens was not as scrupulous of the rigidity of manner which,
if not actually prescribed to persons occupying his professional
position, is certainly expected from them; and, by a thousand
little acts of gallantry, he proved himself much more at home as
a courtier and a ladies' man than as one filled with the overflow
of divine grace, and thoughtful of nothing less than the serious
earnest of his own soul. His hand was promptly extended to assist
the progress of his fair companion--a service which was singularly
unnecessary in the case of one to whom daily rambles, over hill
and through forest, had imparted a most unfeminine degree of vigor.
Now he broke the branch away from before her path; and now, stooping
suddenly, he gathered for her the pale flower of autumn.
These little acts of courtesy, so natural to the gentleman, were
anything but natural to one suddenly impressed with the ascetical
temper of methodism. Highly becoming in both instances, they were
yet strangely at variance with the straight-laced practices of the
thoroughgoing Wesleyan, who sometimes fancies that the condition
of souls is so desperate as to leave no time for good manners. Mr.
Calvert had no fault to find with Stevens's civility, but there was
certainly an inconsistency between his deportment now, and those
characteristics which were to be predicated of the manner and mode
of his very recent conversion. Besides, there was the story of
the brandy-flask, in which Calvert saw much less of honor either
to John Cross or his neophyte. But the old man did not express his
doubts to his young friend, and they sat together, watching, in a
silence only occasionalry broken by a monosyllable, the progress
of the unconscious couple below.
Meanwhile, our fisherman, occupying his lonely perch just above the
stream, had been plying his vocation with all the silent diligence
of one to the manner born. Once busy with his angle, and his world
equally of thought and observation became confined to the stream
before his eyes, and the victim before his imagination. Scarcely
seen by his companions on the heights above, he had succeeded in
taking several very fine fish; and had his liberality been limited
to the supper-table of his venerable friend Calvert, he would long
before have given himself respite, and temporary immunity to the
rest of the finny tribe remaining in the tarn. But Ned Hinkley
thought of all his neighbors, not omitting the two rival widows,
Mesdames Cooper and Thackeray.
Something too, there was in the sport, which, on the present
occasion, beguiled him rather longer than his wont. More than once
had his eye detected, from the advantageous and jutting rock where
he lay concealed, just above the water, the dark outlines of a
fish, one of the largest he had ever seen in the lake, whose brown
sides, and occasionally flashing fins, excited his imagination and
offered a challenge to his skill, which provoked him into something
like a feeling of personal hostility.
The fish moved slowly to and fro, not often in sight, but at such
regularly-recurring periods as to keep up the exciting desire which
his very first appearance had awakened in the mind of his enemy.
To Ned Hinkley he was the beau-ideal of the trout genius. He was
certainly the hermit-trout of the tarn. Such coolness, such strength,
such size, such an outline, and then such sagacity. That trout was
a triton among his brethren. A sort of Dr. Johnson among fishes.
Ned Hinkley could imagine--for on such subjects his imagination
kindled--how like an oracle must be the words of such a trout,
to his brethren, gathering in council in their deep-down hole--or
driven by a shower under the cypress log--or in any other situation
in which an oracle would be apt to say, looking around him with
fierceness mingled with contempt, "Let no dog bark." Ned Hinkley
could also fancy the contemplations of such a trout as he witnessed
the efforts made to beguile him out of the water.
"Not to be caught by a fly like that, my lad!" and precisely as if
the trout had spoken what was certainly whispered in his own mind,
the fisherman silently changed his gilded, glittering figure on his
hook for one of browner plumage--one of the autumn tribe of flies
which stoop to the water from the overhanging trees, and glide off
for twenty paces in the stream, to dart up again to the trees, in
as many seconds, if not swallowed by some watchful fisher-trout,
like the one then before the eyes of our companion.
Though his fancy had become excited, Ned Hinkley was not impatient.
With a cautious hand he conducted the fly down the stream with
the flickering, fidgety motion which the real insect would have
employed. The keen-nosed trout turned with the movements of the
fly, but philosophically kept aloof. Now he might be seen to sink,
now to rise, now he glided close under the rock where the angler
reclined, and, even in the very deep waters which were there, which
were consequently very dark, so great was the size of the animal,
that its brown outline was yet to be seen, with its slightly-waving
tail, and at moments the flash of its glittering eye, as, inclining
on its side, it glanced cunningly upward through the water.
Again did Ned Hinldey consult his resources. Fly after fly was taken
from his box, and suffered to glide upon the stream. The wary fish
did not fail to bestow some degree of attention upon each, but his
regards were too deliberate for the success of the angler, and he
had almost began to despair, when he observed a slight quivering
movement in the object of pursuit which usually prepares the good
sportsman to expect his prey. The fins were laid aback. The motion
of the fish became steady; a slight vibration of the tail only was
visible; and in another moment he darted, and was hooked.
Then came the struggle. Ned Hinkley had never met with a more
formidable prey. The reel was freely given, but the strain was
great upon shaft and line. There was no such thing as contending.
The trout had his way, and went down and off, though it might have
been observed that the fisherman took good care to baffle his efforts
to retreat in the direction of the old log which had harbored him,
and the tangling alders, which might have been his safest places
of retreat. The fish carried a long stretch of line, but the hook
was still in his jaws, and this little annoyance soon led him upon
other courses. The line became relaxed, and with this sign, Ned
Hinkley began to amuse himself in tiring his victim.
This required skill and promptness rather than strength. The
hermit-trout was led to and fro by a judicious turn of wrist or
elbow. His efforts had subsided to a few spasmodic struggles--an
occasional struggle ending with a shiver, and then he was brought
to the surface. This was followed by a last great convulsive effort,
when his tail churned the water into a little circle of foam, which
disappeared the moment his struggles were over. But a few seconds
more were necessary to lift the prey into sight of all the parties
near to the lake. They had seen some of the struggle, and had
imagined the rest. Neither Margaret Cooper nor Stevens had suspected
the presence of the fisherman until drawn to the spot by this trial
of strength.
"What a prodigious fish!" exclaimed Stevens; "can we go to the
spot?"
"Oh! easily--up the rocks on the left there is a path. I know it
well. I have traversed it often. Will you go? The view is very fine
from that quarter."
"Surely: but who is the fisherman?"
"Ned Hinkley, the nephew of the gentleman with whom you stay. He
is a hunter, fisherman, musician--everything. A lively, simple, but
well-meaning young person. It is something strange that his cousin
William Hinkley is not with him. They are usually inseparable."
And with these words she led the way for her companion following
the edge of the lake until reaching the point where the rocks seemed
to form barriers to their further progress, but which her agility
and energy had long since enabled her to overcome.
"A bold damsel!" said Calvert, as he viewed her progress. "She
certainly does not intend to clamber over that range of precipices.
She will peril her life."
"No!" said William Hinkley; "she has done it often to my great
terror. I have been with her more than once over the spot myself.
She seems to me to have no fear, and to delight in the most dangerous
places."
"But her companion! If he's not a more active man than he seems he
will hardly succeed so well."
William was silent, his eye watching with the keenest interest the
progress of the two. In a few moments he started to his feet with
some appearance of surprise.
"What's the matter?" demanded Calvert.
"She does not seem as if she wished to ascend the rocks, but she's
aiming to keep along the ledges that overhang the stream, so as
to get where Ned is. That can hardly be done by the surest-footed,
and most active. Many of the rocks are loose. The ledge is very
narrow, and even where there is room for the feet there are such
projections above as leave no room for the body. I will halloo to
her, and tell her of the danger."
"If you halloo, you will increase the danger--you will alarm her,"
said the old man.
"It will be best to stop her now, in season, when she can go back.
Stay for me, sir, I can run along on the heights so as to overlook
them, and can then warn without alarming."
"Do so, my son, and hasten, for she seems bent on going forward.
The preacher follows but slowly, and she stops for him. Away!"
The youth darted along the hill, pursuing something of a table-line
which belonged to the equal elevation of the range of rock on which
he stood. The rock was formed of successive and shelving ledges,
at such intervals, however, as to make it no easy task--certainly
no safe one--to drop from one to the other. The perch of Ned Hinkley,
was a projection from the lowest of these ledges, running brokenly
along the margin of the basin until lost in the forest slope over
which Margaret Cooper had led her companion.
If it was a task to try the best vigor and agility--to say nothing
of courage--of the ablest mountaineer, to ascend the abrupt ledges
from below, aiming at the highest point of elevation. The attempt
was still more startling to follow the lower ledges, some of which
hung, loosened and tottering, just above the deepest parts of the
lake. Yet, with that intrepidity which marked her character, this
was the very task which Margaret Cooper had proposed to herself.
William Hinkley had justly said that she did not seem to know fear;
and when Stevens with the natural sense of caution which belongs
to one to whom such performances are unusual, suggested to her that
such a pathway seemed very dangerous--
"Dangerous!" she exclaimed, standing upon the merest pinnacle of
a loosened fragment which rested on the very margin of the stream.
"Did you never perceive that there was a loveliness in danger
which you scarcely felt to be half so great in any other object or
situation. I love the dangerous. It seems to lift my soul, to make
my heart bound with joy and the wildest delight. I know nothing so
delightful as storm and thunder. I look, and see the tall trees
shivering and going down with a roar, and feel that I could sing--sing
aloud--and believe that there are voices, like mine, then singing
through all the tempest. But there is no danger here. I have clambered
up these ledges repeatedly--up to the very top. Here, you see, we
have an even pathway along the edge. We have nothing to do but to
set the foot down firmly."
But Stevens was not so sure, and his opinion on the beauties of the
dangerous did not chime exactly with hers. Still, he did not lack
for courage, and his pride did not suffer him to yield in a contest
with a female. He gazed on her with increasing wonder. If he saw
no loveliness in danger--he saw no little loveliness just then in
her; and she might be said to personify danger to his eyes. Her
tall, symmetrical, and commanding figure, perched on the trembling
pinnacle of rock which sustained her, was as firm and erect as if
she stood on the securest spot of land.
Nor was her position that of simple security and firmness. The grace
of her attitude, her extended and gently waving arm as she spoke,
denoted a confidence which could only have arisen from a perfect
unconsciousness of danger. Her swan-like neck, with the face slightly
turned back to him; the bright flashing eyes, and the smile of equal
pride and dignity on her exquisitely-chiselled mouth;--all formed
a picture for the artist's study, which almost served to divert
the thoughts of Stevens from the feeling of danger which he expressed.
While he gazed, he heard a voice calling in tones of warning from
above; and, at the sound, he perceived a change in the expression
of Margaret Cooper's face, from confidence and pride, to scorn and
contempt. At the same time she darted forward from rock to rock,
with a sort of defying haste, which made him tremble for her
safety, and left him incapable to follow. The call was repeated;
and Stevens looked up, and recognised the person of the youth whom
he had counselled that morning with such bad success.
If the progress of Margaret Cooper appeared dangerous in his sight,
that of the young man was evidently more so. He was leaping, with
the cool indifference of one who valued his life not a pin's fee,
from ledge to ledge, down the long steppes which separated the
several reaches of the rock formation. The space between was very
considerable, the descent abrupt; the youth had no steadying pole
to assist him, but flying rather than leaping, was now beheld in
air, and in the next moment stood balancing himself with difficulty,
but with success, and without seeming apprehension, on the pinnacle
of rock below him. In this way he was approaching the lower ledge
along which Margaret Cooper was hurrying as rapidly as fearlessly,
and calling to her as he came, implored her to forbear a progress
which was so full of danger.
Stevens fancied he had no reason to love the youth, but he could
not help admiring and envying his equal boldness and agility; the
muscular ease with which he flung himself from point to point, and
his sure-footed descent upon the crags and fragments which trembled
and tottered beneath the sudden and unaccustomed burden. Charitably
wishing that, amid all his agility he might yet make a false step,
and find an unexpected and rather cold bath in the lake below,
Stevens now turned his eyes upon Margaret Cooper.
She did not answer the counsels of William Hinkley--certainly did
not heed them: and, but for the increased impatience of her manner
might be supposed not to have heard them. The space between herself
and Stevens had increased meanwhile, and looking back, she waited
for his approach. She stood on a heavy mass which jutted above
the lake, and not six feet from the water. Her right foot was upon
the stone, sustaining the whole weight of her person. Her left was
advanced and lifted to another fragment which lay beyond. As she
looked back she met the eyes of Stevens. Just then he saw the large
fragment yield beneath her feet. She seemed suddenly conscious of
it in the same moment, and sprung rapidly on that to which her left
foot was already advanced. The impetus of this movement, sent the
rock over which she had left. This disturbed the balance of that
to which she had risen, and while the breath of the stranger hung
suspended in the utterance of the meditated warning, the catastrophe
had taken place. The stone shrank from beneath her, and, sinking
with it, in another moment, she was hidden from sight in the still,
deep waters of the lake.
CHAPTER XVI.
SOUSING A GURNET.
The disappearance of Margaret Cooper was succeeded by a shriek
from above--a single shriek--a cry of terror and despair; and in
the same instant the form of William Hinkley might have been seen
cleaving the air, with the boldness of a bird, secure always of
his wing, and descending into the lake as nearly as it was possible
for him to come, to the spot where she had sunk. Our cooler fisherman
looked up to the abrupt eminence, just above his own head, from
which his devoted cousin had sprung.
"By gemini!" he exclaimed with an air of serious apprehension, "if
William Hinkley hasn't knocked his life out by that plunge he's
more lucky than I think him. It's well the lake's deep enough in
this quarter else he'd have tried the strength of hard head against
harder rock below. But there's no time for such nice calculations!
We can all swim--that's a comfort."
Thus speaking, he followed the example of his cousin, though more
quietly, plunging off from his lowlier perch, and cleaving the
water, headforemost, with as little commotion as a sullen stone would
make sent directly downward to the deep. By this time, however,
our former companion, Stevens, had done the same thing. Stevens
was no coward, but he had no enthusiasm. He obeyed few impulses.
His proceedings were all the result of calculation. He could swim
as well as his neighbors. He had no apprehensions on that score;
but he disliked cold water; and there was an involuntary shrug of
the shoulder and shiver of the limbs before he committed himself
to the water, which he did with all the deliberation of the cat,
who, longing for fish, is yet unwilling to wet her own feet. His
deliberation, and the nearness of his position to Margaret Cooper,
were so far favorable to his design that he succeeded in finding
her first. It must be understood that the events, which we have
taken so much time to tell, occupied but a few seconds in the
performance. Stevens was in the water quite as quickly as Ned
Hinkley, and only not so soon as his more devoted and desperate
cousin. If it was an advantage to him to come first in contact
with the form of Margaret Cooper, it had nearly proved fatal to
him also. In the moment when he encountered her, her outstretched
and grasping arms, encircled his neck. They rose together, but he
was nearly strangled, and but for the timely interposition of the
two cousins, they must probably have both perished.
It was the fortune of our fisherman to relieve the maiden, whom
he bore to the opposite shore with a coolness, a skill and spirit,
which enabled him to save himself from her desperate but unconscious
struggles, while supporting her with a degree of ease and strength
which had been acquired while teaching some dozen of the village
urchins how to practise an art in which he himself was reckoned a
great proficient.
It was fortunate for Stevens that the charities of William Hinkley
were more active and indulgent than his own, since, without the
timely succor and aid which he afforded, that devout young gentleman
would have been made to discontinue his studies very suddenly and
have furnished a summary conclusion to this veracious narrative--a
consummation which, if it be as devoutly wished by the reader
as by the writer, will be a much greater source of annoyance to
our publisher than it has proved already. Never had poor mortal
been compelled to drink, at one time, a greater quantity of that
celestial beverage, which the Reverend Mr. Pierpont insists is the
only liquor drunk at the hotels of heaven. We should be sorry to
misrepresent that very gentle gentleman, but we believe that this
is substantially his idea. It was unfortunate for Stevens that,
previously to this, he had never been accustomed to drink much of
this beverage in its original strength anywhere. He had been too
much in the habit of diluting it; and being very temperate always
in his enjoyment of the creature comforts, he had never taken it,
even when thus diluted, except in very moderate quantities.
In consequence of his former abstemiousness, the quantity which
he now swallowed nearly strangled him. He was about to take his
last draught with many wry faces, when the timely arms of the two
cousins, by no very sparing application of force withdrew him from
the grasp of the damsel; and without very well understanding the
process, or any particulars of his extrication, he found himself
stretched upon the banks over which he had lately wandered, never
dreaming of any such catastrophe; discharging from his stomach by
no effort of his own, a large quantity of foreign ingredients--the
ordinary effect, we are given to understand, of every inordinate
indulgence in strong waters.
Our excellent old friend, Mr. Calvert, was soon upon the spot, and
while Ned Hinkley was despatched to the village for assistance,
he took himself the charge of recovering the unconscious maiden.
Half-forgetting his hostility, William Hinkley undertook the same
good service to Stevens, who really seemed to need succor much more
than his fair companion. While William Hinkley busied himself by
rolling, friction, fanning, and other practices, employed in such
cases, to bring his patient back to life, he could not forbear an
occasional glance to the spot where, at a little distance, lay the
object of his affections.
Her face was toward him, as she lay upon her side. Her head was
supported on the lap of the old man. Her long hair hung dishevelled,
of a more glossy black now when filled with water. Her eyes were
shut, and the dark fringes of their lids lay like a pencil-streak
across the pale, prominent orbs which they served to bind together.
The glow of indignant pride with which she was wont to receive
his approaches had all disappeared in the mortal struggle for life
through which she had lately gone; and pure, as seemingly free
from every passion, her pale beauties appeared to his doating eye
the very perfection of human loveliness. Her breast now heaved
convulsively--deep sighs poured their way through her parted lips.
Her eyes alternately opened upon but shut against the light, and,
finally, the exertions of the old man were rewarded as the golden
gleam of expression began to relight and reillumine those features
which seemed never to be without it.
She recovered her consciousness, started up, made an effort to
rise, but, reeling with inability, sunk down again into the paternal
grasp of the old man.
"Mr. Calvert!" she murmured.
"You are safe, my daughter," said the old man.
"But how did it happen?--where am I?"
"By the lake."
"Ah! I remember. I was drowning. I felt it all--the choking--the
struggle--the water in my ears and eyes! It was a dreadful feeling.
How did I come here? Who saved me?"
"Ned Hinkley brought you to land, but he was helped by his cousin
William, who assisted the stranger."
"The stranger? ah! yes, I remember: but where is he?"
She looked around wildly and anxiously, and beholding William
Hinkley at a little distance, busy with the still unconscious form
of Stevens, a quick, fearful shudder passed over her frame. She
almost crouched into the old man's arms as she asked, in husky
accents--
"He is not dead--he lives?"
"I hope so. He breathes."
She waited for no more, but, starting to her feet, she staggered to
the spot where Stevens lay. The old man would have prevented her.
"You are feeble; you will do yourself harm. Better, if you are able
to walk, hurry homeward with me, when you can change your clothes."
"Would you have me ungrateful?" she exclaimed; "shall I neglect
him when he risked his life for me?"
There was a consciousness in her mind that it was not all gratitude
which moved her, for the deathly paleness of her cheek was now
succeeded by a warm blush which denoted a yet stronger and warmer
emotion. The keen eyes of William Hinkley understood the meaning of
this significant but unsyllabling mode of utterance, and his eyes
spoke the reproach to hers which his lips left unsaid:--
"Ah! did I not risk my life too, to prevent--to save? When would
she feel such an interest in me? when would she look thus were my
life at stake?"
"He will not be neglected," said the old man, gently endeavoring
to restrain her. Perhaps she would not have given much heed to
the interruption, for hers was the strength of an unfettered will,
one accustomed to have way, but that, at this moment, the eyes of
Stevens unclosed and met her own. His consciousness had returned,
and, under the increasing expression in his looks, she sunk back,
and permitted the old man to lead her along the homeward path. More
than once she looked back, but, with the assurance of Mr. Calvert
that there was no more danger to be apprehended, she continued to
advance; the worthy old man, as they went, seeking to divert her
mind, by pleasant and choice anecdotes of which his memory had
abundant stores, from dwelling upon the unpleasant and exciting
event which had just taken place.
Margaret Cooper, whose habits previously had kept her from much
intimacy with the village sage, was insensibly taken by his gentleness,
the purity of his taste, the choiceness of his expression, the
extent of his resources. She wondered how a mind so full should have
remained unknown to her so long--committing the error, very common
to persons of strong will and determined self-esteem, of assuming
that she should, as a matter of inevitable necessity, have known
everything and everybody of which the knowledge is at all desirable.
In pleasant discourse he beguiled her progress, until Ned Hinkley
was met returning with horses--the pathway did not admit of a vehicle,
and the village had none less cumbrous than cart and wagon--on
one of which she mounted, refusing all support or assistance; and
when, Mr. Calvert insisted upon walking beside her, she grasped
the bough of a tree, broke off a switch, and, giving an arch but
good-natured smile and nod to the old man, laid it smartly over
the horse's flank, and in a few moments was out of sight.
"The girl is smart," said Calvert, as he followed her retreating
form with his eye--"too smart! She speaks well--has evidently read.
No wonder that William loves her; but she will never do for him.
She has no humility. Pride is the demon in her heart. Pride will
overthrow her. These woods spoil her. Solitude is the natural nurse
of self-esteem, particularly where it is strong at first, and is
coupled with anything like talent. Better for such a one if sickness,
and strife, and suffering, had taken her at the cradle, and nursed
her with the milk of self-denial, which is the only humility worth
having. And yet, why should I speak of her, when the sting remains
in my own soul--when I yet feel the pang of my feebleness and
self-reproach? Alas! I should school none. The voice speaks to me
ever, 'Old man, to thy prayers! Thy own knees are yet stubborn as
thy neck!'"
Leaving him to the becoming abasement of that delusive self-comfort
which ministers to our vain-glory, and which this good old man had
so happily succeeded in rebuking, we will return to the spot where
we left our other parties. Ned Hinkley had already joined them.
With his horse he had providently brought a suit of his own clothes
for the stranger, which, though made of homespun, and not of the
most modern fashion, were yet warm and comfortable, and as Stevens
was compelled to think, infinitely preferable to the chilly and
dripping garments which he wore. A few moments, in the cover of
the woods, sufficed the neophyte to make the alteration; while the
two cousins, to whom the exigencies of forester and fisherman life
were more familiar prepared to walk the water out of their own
habits, by giving rapid circulation to their blood and limbs. While
their preparations were in progress, however, Ned Hinkley could not
deny himself the pleasure of discoursing at length on the subject
of the late disaster.
"Stranger," he said, "I must tell you that you've had a souse in
as fine a fishing-pond as you'll meet with from here to Salt river.
I reckon, now, that while you were in, you never thought for a
moment of the noble trout that inhabit it."
"I certainly did not," said the other.
"There, now! I could have sworn it. That a man should go with his
eyes open into a country without ever asking what sort of folks
lived there! Isn't it monstrous?"
"It certainly seems like a neglect of the first duty of a traveller,"
said Stevens good-humoredly; "let me not show myself heedless of
another. Let me thank you, gentlemen, for saving my life. I believe
I owe it to one or both of you."
"To him, not to me," said Ned Hinkley, pointing to his cousin.
William was at a little distance, looking sullenly upon the two
with eyes which, if dark and moody, seemed to denote a thought
which was anywhere else but in the scene around him.
"He saved you, and I saved the woman. I wouldn't have a woman
drowned in this lake for all the houses in Charlemont."
"Ah! why?"
"'Twould spoil it for fishing for ever."
"Why would a woman do this more than a man?"
"For a very good reason, my friend. Because the ghost of a woman
talks, and a man's don't, they say. The ghost of a man says what
it wants to say with its eyes; a woman's with her tongue. You know
there's nothing scares fish so much as one's talking."
"I have heard so. But is it so clear that there is such a difference
between ghosts? How is it known that the female does all the
talking?"
"Oh, that's beyond dispute. There's a case that we all know
about--all here in Charlemont--the case of Joe Barney's millpond.
Barney lost one of his children and one of his negroes in the
pond--drowned as a judgment, they say, for fishing a Sunday. That
didn't make any difference with the fish: you could catch them there
just the same as before. But when old Mrs. Prey fell in, crossing
the dam, the case was altered. You might sit there for hours and
days, night and day, and bob till you were weary; devil a bite after
that! Now, what could make the difference but the tongue? Mother
Frey had a tongue of her own, I tell you. 'Twas going when she
fell in, and I reckon's been going ever since. She was a sulphury,
spiteful body, to be sure, and some said she poisoned the fish if
she didn't scare them. To my thinking, 'twas the tongue."
Stevens had been something seduced from his gravity by the blunt
humor and unexpected manner of Ned Hinkley; besides, having been
served, if not saved, by his hands, something, perhaps, of attention
was due to what he had to say; but he recollected the assumed
character which he had to maintain--something doubtful, too, if
he had not already impaired it in the sight and hearing of those
who had come so opportunely but so unexpectedly to his relief, He
recovered his composure and dignity; forbore to smile at the story
which might otherwise have provoked not only smile but corresponding
answer; and, by the sudden coolness of his manner, tended to confirm
in Ned Hinkley's bosom the half-formed hostility which the cause
of his cousin had originally taught him to feel.
"I'll lick the conceit out of him yet!" he muttered, as Stevens,
turning away, ascended to the spot where William Hinkley stood.
"I owe you thanks, Mr. Hinkley," he began.
The young man interrupted him.
"You owe me nothing, sir," he answered hastily, and prepared to
turn away.
"You have saved my life, sir."
"I should have saved your dog's life, sir, in the same situation.
I have done but an act of duty."
"But, Mr. Hinkley--"
"Your horse is ready for you, sir," said the young man, turning
off abruptly, and darting up the sides of the hill, remote from
the pathway, and burying himself in the contiguous forests.
"Strange!" exclaimed the neophyte--"this is very strange!"
"Not so strange, stranger, as that I should stand your groom, without
being brought up to such a business for any man. Here's your nag,
sir."
"I thank you--I would not willingly trespass," he replied, as he
relieved our angler from his grasp upon the bridle.
"You're welcome without the thanks, stranger. I reckon you know
the route you come. Up hill, follow the track to the top, take the
left turn to the valley, then you'll see the houses, and can follow
your own nose or your nag's. Either's straight enough to carry you
to his rack. You'll find your clothes at your boarding-house about
the time that you'll get there."
"Nay, sir, I already owe you much. Let them not trouble you. I will
take them myself."
"No, no, stranger!" was the reply of our fisherman, as he stooped
down and busied himself in making the garments into a compact bundle;
"I'm not the man to leave off without doing the thing I begin to
do. I sometimes do more than I bargain for--sometimes lick a man
soundly when I set out only to tweak his nose; but I make it a
sort of Christian law never to do less. You may reckon to find your
clothes home by the time you get there. There's your road."
"A regular pair of cubs!" muttered the horseman, as he ascended
the hill.
"To purse up his mouth as if I was giving him root-drink, when I
was telling him about Mother Frey's spoiling the fish! Let him take
care--he may get the vinegar next time, and not the fish!"
And, with these characteristic commentaries, the parties separated
for the time.
CHAPTER XVII.
PHILOSOPHY OP FIGHTING.
"You're not a fighter, Bill Hinkley, and that's about the worst
fault that I can find against you."
Such was the beginning of a dialogue between the cousins some
three days after the affair which was narrated in our last chapter.
The two young men were at the house of the speaker, or rather at
his mother's house; where, a favorite and only son, he had almost
supreme dominion. He was putting his violin in tune, and the
sentences were spoken at intervals with the discordant scraps of
sound which were necessarily elicited by this unavoidable musical
operation. These sounds might be said to form a running accompaniment
for the dialogue, and, considering the sombre mood of the person
addressed, they were, perhaps, far more congenial than any more
euphonious strains would have been.
"Not a fighter!" said the other; "why, what do you mean?"
"Why, just what I say--you are not a fighter. You love reading, and
fiddling, and fishing sometimes, and sometimes dancing, and hunting,
and swimming; but I'm pretty certain you don't love fighting. You
needn't contradict, Bill--I've been thinking the matter over; and
I'm sure of it. I recollect every battle or scrape you ever were
in, from the time we went to old Chandler's, and I tell you, you're
not a fighter--you don't love fighting!"
This was concluded with a tremendous scrape over the strings,
which seemed to say as well as scrape could speak--"There can be
no mistake on the subject--I've said it."
"If I knew exactly what you were driving at," said the other, "perhaps
I might answer you. I never pretended to be a fighter; and as for
loving it, as I love eating, drinking, books, fiddling, and dancing,
why that needs no answer. Of course I do not, and I don't know who
does."
"There it is. I told you. I knew it. You'd sooner do almost anything
than fight."
"If you mean that I would submit to insult," said the more peaceable
cousin, with some displeasure in his tones and countenance, "sooner
than resent it, you are very much mistaken. It wouldn't be advisable
even for you to try the experiment."
"Poh, poh, Bill, you know for that matter that it wouldn't take
much trying. I'd lick you as easily now as I did when we were boys
together."
"We are boys no longer," said the other gravely.
"I'm as much a boy as ever, so far as the licking capacity calls
for boyhood. I've pretty much the same spirit now that I had then,
and ten times the same strength and activity. But don't look so
blue. I'm not going to try my strength and spirit and activity on
you. And don't suppose, Bill Hinkley, that I mean to say you're
anything of a coward, or that you'd submit to any open insult; but
still I do say, you're not only not fond of fighting, but you're
just not as much inclined that way as you should be."
"Indeed! what more would you have? Do you not say that I would not
submit to insult?--that I show the proper degree of courage in such
cases?"
"Not the PROPER degree. That's the very question. You're not quick
enough. You wait for the first blow. You don't step out to meet
the enemy. You look for him to come to you."
"Surely! I look upon fighting as brutal--to be waited for, not
sought--to be resorted to only in compliance with necessity--to be
avoided to the last!"
"No such thing--all a mistake. Fighting and the desire to get on
the shoulders of our neighbors is a natural passion. We see that
every day. The biggest boy licks the one just below him, he whips
the next, and so down, and there's not one that don't lick somebody
and don't stand licked himself--for the master licks the biggest.
The desire to fight and flog is natural, and this being the case,
it stands to reason that we must lick our neighbor or he'll be sure
to lick us."
"Pshaw! you speak like a boy yet. This is schoolhouse philosophy."
"And very good philosophy too. I'm thinking the schoolhouse and
the play-ground is pretty much a sort of world to itself. It's no
bad show of what the world without is; and one of its first lessons
and that which I think the truest, is the necessity of having a
trial of strength with every new-comer; until we learn where he's
to stand in the ranks, number one or number nothing. You see there
just the same passions, though, perhaps, on a small scale, that
we afterward find to act upon the big world of manhood. There, we
fight for gingerbread, for marbles, top and ball; not unfrequently
because we venture to look at our neighbor's sweetheart; and
sometimes, quite as often, for the love of the thing and to know
where the spirit and the sinew are. Well, isn't that just what the
big world does after us? As men, we fight for bigger playthings, for
pounds, where before we fought for pence--for gold where before we
fought for coppers--for command of a country instead of a schoolyard;
for our wives instead of sweethearts, and through sheer deviltry
and the love of the thing, when there's nothing else to fight about,
just the same as we did in boyhood."
"But even were you to prove, and I to admit, that it is so, just
as you say, that would not prove the practice to be a jot more
proper, or a jot less brutal."
"Begging your pardon, Bill, it proves it to be right and proper,
and accordingly, if brutal, a becoming brutality. If this is
the natural disposition of boys and men, don't you see that this
schoolboy licking and fighting is a necessary part of one's moral
education? It learns one to use his strength, his limbs and sinews,
as he may be compelled to use them, in self-defence, in every future
day of his life. You know very well what follows a boy at school
who doesn't show himself ready to bung up his neighbor's eye the
moment he sees it at a cross-twinkle. He gets his own bunged up.
Well, it's just the same thing when he gets to be a man. If you have
a dispute with your enemy, I don't say that you shouldn't reason
with him, but I do say that your reasoning will have very little
effect upon him unless he sees that you are able and willing
to write it in black and blue upon his sheepskin. And what better
way could you find to show him THAT, unless by giving him word and
blow, the blow first, as being the most impressive argument?"
"You must have been dreaming of these subjects last night." said
the grave cousin--"you seem to have them unusually well cut and
dried."
"I haven't been dreaming about it, Bill, but I confess I've been
thinking about it very seriously all night, and considering all
the arguments that I thought you would make use of against it.
I haven't quite done with my discussion, which I took up entirely
for your benefit."
"Indeed! you are quite philanthropic before breakfast; but let us
hear you?"
"You talk of the brutality of fighting--now in what does that
brutality consist? Is it not in breaking noses, kicking shins,
bunging up eyes, and making one's neighbor feel uncomfortable in
thigh, and back, and arms, and face, and skin, and indeed, everywhere,
where a big fist or a cowhide shoe may plant a buffet or a bruise?"
"Quite a definition, Ned."
"I'm glad you think so: for if it's brutal in the boy to do so to
his schoolmate, is it less so for the schoolmaster to do the same
thing to the boy that's under his charge? He bruises my skin, makes
my thighs, and arms, and back, and legs, and face, and hands, ache,
and if my definition be a correct one, he is quite as brutal as
the boys who do the same thing to one another."
"He does it because the boys deserve it, and in order to make them
obedient and active."
"And when did a boy not deserve a flogging when he gets licked by
his companion?" demanded the other triumphantly--"and don't the
licking make him obedient, and don't the kicking make him active?
By gemini, I've seen more activity from one chap's legs under the
quick application of another's feet, than I think anything else
could produce, unless it were feet made expressly for such a purpose
and worked by a steam-engine. That might make them move something
faster, but I reckon there would be no need in such a case of any
such improvement."
"What are you driving at, Ned Hinkley? This is by far the longest
argument, I think, that you've ever undertaken. You must be moved
by some very serious considerations."
"I am, and you'll see what I'm driving at after a little while.
I'm not fond of arguing, you know, but I look upon the fighting
principle as a matter to be known and believed in, and I wish to
make clear to you my reasons for believing in it myself. You don't
suppose I'd put down the fiddle for a talk at any time if the
subject was not a serious one?"
"Give way--you have the line."
"About the brutality of fighting then, there's another thing to
be said. Fighting produces good feeling--that is to say supposing
one party fairly to have licked another."
"Indeed--that's new."
"And true too, Bill Hinkley. It cures the sulks. It lets off steam.
It's like a thunderstorm that comes once in a while, and drives
away the clouds, and clears the skies until all's blue again."
"Black and blue."
"No! what was black becomes blue. Chaps that have been growling at
each other for weeks and months lose their bad blood--"
"From the nostrils!"
"Yes, from the nostrils. It's a sort of natural channel, and runs
freely from that quarter. The one crows and the other runs and there's
an end of the scrape and the sulks. The weaker chap, feeling his
weakness, ceases to be impudent; the stronger, having his power
acknowledged, becomes the protector of the weak. Each party falls
into his place, and so far from the licking producing bad feeling
it produces good feeling and good humor; and I conclude that one
half of the trouble in the world, the squabbles between man and
man, woman and woman, boy and boy--nay, between rival nations--is
simply because your false and foolish notions of brutality and
philanthropy keep them from coming to the scratch as soon as they
should. They hang off, growling and grumbling, and blackguarding,
and blaspheming, when, if they would only take hold, and come to
an earnest grapple, the odds would soon show themselves--broken
heads and noses would follow--the bad blood would run, and as soon
as each party found his level, the one being finally on his back,
peace would ensue, and there would be good humor for ever after,
or at least until the blood thickened again. I think there's reason
in my notion. I was thinking it over half the night. I've thought
of it oftentimes before. I've never yet seen the argument that's
strong enough to tumble it."
"Your views are certainly novel, Ned, if not sound. You will excuse
me if I do not undertake to dispute them this morning. I give in,
therefore, and you may congratulate yourself upon having gained a
triumph if not a convert?"
"Stop, stop, William Hinkley: you don't suppose I've done all this
talking only to make a convert or to gain a triumph?"
"Why, that's your object in fighting, why not in arguing?"
"Well, that's the object of most persons when they dispute, I know;
but it is not mine. I wish to make a practical application of my
doctrine."
"Indeed! who do you mean to fight now?"
"It's not for me to fight, it's for you."
"Me!"
"Yes; you have the preference by rights, though if you don't--and
I'm rather sorry to think, as I told you at the start, that the
only fault I had to find with you is that you're not a fighter--I
must take your place and settle the difference."
William Hinkley turned upon the speaker. The latter had laid down
the violin, having, in the course of the argument, broken all its
strings; and he stood now, unjacketed, and still in the chamber,
where the two young men had been sleeping, almost in the attitude
of one about to grapple with an antagonist. The serious face of him
whose voice had been for war--his startling position--the unwonted
eagerness of his eye, and the ludicrous importance which he attached
to the strange principle which he had been asserting--conquered for
a moment the graver mood of his love-sick companion, and he laughed
outright at his pugnacious cousin. The latter seemed a little
offended.
"It's well you can laugh at such things, Bill Hinkley, but I can't.
There was a time when every mother's son in Kentucky was a man,
and could stand up to his rack with the best. If he couldn't keep
the top place, he went a peg lower; but he made out to keep the
place for which he was intended. Then, if a man disliked his neighbor
he crossed over to him and said so, and they went at it like men,
and as soon as the pout was over they shook hands, and stood side
by side, and shoulder to shoulder, like true friends, in every
danger, and never did fellows fight better against Indians and
British than the same two men, that had lapped muscles, and rolled
in the grain together till you couldn't say whose was whose, and
which was which, till the best man jumped up, and shook himself,
and gave the word to crow. After that it was all peace and good
humor, and they drank and danced together, and it didn't lessen
a man in his sweetheart's eyes, though he was licked, if he could
say he had stood up like a man, and was downed after a good hug,
because he couldn't help it. Now, there's precious little of that.
The chap that dislikes his fellow, hasn't the soul to say it out,
but he goes aside and sneers and snickers, and he whispers things
that breed slanders, and scandals, and bad blood, until there's no
trusting anybody; and everything is full of hate and enmity--but
then it's so peaceful! Peaceful, indeed! as if there was any peace
where there is no confidence, and no love, and no good feeling
either for one thing or another."
"Really, Ned, it seems to me you're indignant without any occasion.
I am tempted to laugh at you again."
"No, don't. You'd better not."
"Ha! ha! ha! I can not help it, Ned; so don't buffet me. You forced
me into many a fight when I was a boy, for which I had no stomach;
I trust you will not pummel me yourself because the world has grown
so hatefully pacific. Tell me, in plain terms, who I am to fight
now."
"Who! who but Stevens?--this fellow Stevens. He's your enemy, you
say--comes between you and your sweetheart--between you and your
own mother--seems to look down upon you--speaks to you as if he
was wiser, and better, and superior in every way--makes you sad
and sulky to your best friends--you growl and grumble at him--you
hate him--you fear him--"
"Fear him!"
"Yes, yes, I say fear him, for it's a sort of fear to skulk off
from your mother's house to avoid seeing him--"
"What, Ned, do you tell me that--do you begrudge me a place with
you here, my bed, my breakfast?"
"Begrudge! dang it, William Hinkley, don't tell me that, unless you
want me to lay heavy hand on your shoulder!"--and the tears gushed
into the rough fellow's eyes as he spoke these words, and he turned
off to conceal them.
"I don't mean to vex you, Ned, but why tell me that I skulk--that
I fear this man?"
"Begrudge!" muttered the other.
"Nay, forgive me; I didn't mean it. I was hasty when I said so;
but you also said things to provoke me. Do you suppose that I fear
this man Stevens?"
"Why don't you lick him then, or let him lick you, and bring the
matter to an ending? Find out who's the best man, and put an end
to the growling and the groaning. As it now stands you're not the
same person--you're not fit company for any man. You scarcely talk,
you listen to nobody. You won't fish, you won't hunt: you're sulky
yourself and you make other people so!"
"I'm afraid, Ned, it wouldn't much help the matter even if I were
to chastise the stranger."
"It would cure him of his impudence. It would make him know how to
treat you; and if the rest of your grievance comes from Margaret
Cooper, there's a way to end that too."
"How! you wouldn't have me fight her?" said William Hinkley, with
an effort to smile.
"Why, we may call it fighting," said the advocate for such wholesale
pugnacity, "since it calls for quite as much courage sometimes to
face one woman as it does to face three men. But what I mean that
you should do with her is to up and at her. Put the downright
question like a man 'will you?' or 'won't you?' and no more beating
about the bush. If she says 'no!' there's no more to be said,
and if I was you after that, I'd let Stevens have her or the d--l
himself, since I'm of the notion that no woman is fit for me if
she thinks me not fit for her. Such a woman can't be worth having,
and after that I wouldn't take her as a gracious gift were she to
be made twice as beautiful. The track's before you, William Hinkley.
Bring the stranger to the hug, and Margaret Cooper too, if she'll
let you. But, at all events, get over the grunting and the growling,
the sulky looks, and the sour moods. They don't become a man who's
got a man's heart, and the sinews of a man."
William Hinkley leaned against the fireplace with his head resting
upon his hand. The other approached him.
"I don't mean to say anything, Bill, or even to look anything,
that'll do you hurt. I'm for bringing your trouble to a short cut.
I've told you what I think right and reasonable, and for no other
man in Kentucky would I have taken the pains to think out this
matter as I have done. But you or I must lick Stevens."
"You forget, Ned. Your eagerness carries you astray. Would you beat
a man who offers no resistance?"
"Surely not."
"Stevens is a non-combatant. If you were to slap John Cross on one
cheek he'd turn you the other. He'd never strike you back."
"John Cross and Stevens are two persons. I tell you the stranger
WILL fight. I'm sure of it. I've seen it in his looks and actions."
"Do you think so?"
"I do; I'm sure of it. But you must recollect besides, that
John Cross is a preacher, already sworn in, as I may say. Stevens
is only a beginner. Besides, John Cross is an old man; Stevens, a
young one. John Cross don't care a straw about all the pretty girls
in the country. He works in the business of souls, not beauties,
and it's very clear that Stevens not only loves a pretty girl, but
that he's over head and heels in love with your Margaret--"
"Say no more. If he will fight, Ned Hinkley, he shall fight!"
"Bravo, Bill--that's all that I was arguing for--that's all that
I want. But you must make at Margaret Cooper also."
"Ah! Ned, there I confess my fears."
"Why, what are you afraid of?"
"Rejection!"
"Is that worse than this suspense--this anxiety--this looking
out from morning till night for the sunshine, and this constant
apprehension of the clouds--this knowing not what to be about--this
sulking--this sadding--this growling--this grunting--this muling--this
moping--this eternal vinegar-face and ditchwater-spirit?"
"I don't know, Ned, but I confess my weakness--my want of courage
in this respect!"
"Psho! the bark's worse always than the bite. The fear worse than
the danger! Suspense is the very d--l! Did you ever hear of the
Scotch parson's charity? He prayed that God might suspend Napoleon
over the very jaws of hell--but 'Oh, Lord!' said he, 'dinna let
him fa' in!' To my mind, mortal lips never uttered a more malignant
prayer!"
CHAPTER XVIII.
TRAILING THE FOX.
This dialogue was broken by a summons to the breakfast-table. We
have already intimated that while the hateful person of Stevens was
an inmate of his own house, William Hinkley remained, the better
portion of his time, at that of his cousin. It was not merely that
Stevens was hateful to his sight, but such was the devotion of his
father and mother to that adventurer, that the young man passed
with little notice from either, or if he incurred their attention
at all, it was only to receive their rebuke. He had not been able
to disguise from them his dislike to Stevens. This dislike showed
itself in many ways--in coldness, distance, silence--a reluctance
to accord the necessary civilities, and in very unequivocal glances
of hostility from the eyes of the jealous young villager.
Such offences against good-breeding were considered by them as so
many offences against God himself, shown to one who was about to
profess his ministry; and being prepared to see in Brother Stevens
an object of worth and veneration only, they lacked necessarily all
that keenness of discrimination which might have helped somewhat
to qualify the improprieties of which they believed their son to be
guilty. Of his causes of jealousy they had no suspicion, and they
shared none of his antipathies. He was subject to the daily lecture
from the old man, and the nightly exhortation and expostulation
of the old woman Tho latter did her spiriting gently. The former
roared and thundered. The mother implored and kissed--the father
denounced and threatened. The one, amidst the faults of her you
which she reproved, could see his virtues; she could also see that
he was suffering--she knew not why--as well as sinning; the other
could only see an insolent, disobedient boy who was taking airs upon
himself, flying in the face of his parents, and doomed to perish
like the sons of Eli, unless by proving himself a better manager
than Eli, he addressed himself in time to the breaking in of the
unruly spirit whose offences promised to be so heinous. It was
not merely from the hateful sight of his rival, or the monotonous
expostulation of his mother, that the poor youth fled; it was sometimes
to escape the heavily chastening hand of his bigoted father.
These things worked keenly and constantly in the mind of William
Hinkley. They acquired additional powers of ferment from the
coldness of Margaret Cooper, and from the goadings of his cousin.
Naturally one of the gentlest of creatures, the young man was
not deficient in spirit. What seemed to his more rude and elastic
relative a token of imbecility, was nothing more than the softening
influence of his reflective and mental over his physical powers.
These, under the excitement of his blood were necessarily made
subject to his animal impulses, and when he left the house that
morning, with his Blackstone under his arm, on his way to the
peaceful cottage of old Calvert, where he pursued his studies, his
mind was in a perfect state of chaos. Of the chapter which he had
striven to compass the previous night, in which the rights of persons
are discussed with the usual clearness of style, but the usual
one-sidedness of judgment of that smooth old monarchist, William
Hinkley scarcely remembered a solitary syllable. He had read only
with his eyes. His mind had kept no pace with his proceedings, and
though he strove as he went along to recall the heads of topics,
the points and principles of what he had been reading, his efforts
at reflection, by insensible but sudden transitions, invariably
concluded with some image of strife and commotion, in which he
was one of the parties and Alfred Stevens another; the beautiful,
proud face of Margaret Cooper being always unaccountably present,
and seeming to countenance, with its scornful smiles, the spirit
of strife which operated upon the combatants.
This mood had the most decided effect upon his appearance; and
the good old man, Calvert, whose attention had been already drawn
to the condition of distress and suffering which he manifested,
was now more than ever struck with the seemingly sudden increase
of this expression upon his face. It was Saturday--the saturnalia
of schoolboys--and a day of rest to the venerable teacher. He was
seated before his door, under the shadows of his paternal oak,
once more forgetting the baffled aims and profitless toils of his
own youthful ambition, in the fascinating pages of that historical
romancer the stout Abbe Vertot. But a glance at the youth soon
withdrew his mind from this contemplation, and the sombre pages of
the present opened upon his eye, and the doubtful ones of the future
became, on the instant, those which he most desired to peruse.
The study of the young is always a study of the past with the
old. They seem, in such a contemplation, to live over the records
of memory. They feel as one just returning from a long and weary
journey, who encounters another, freshly starting to traverse the
same weary but inviting track. Something in the character of William
Hinkley, which seemed to resemble his own, made this feeling yet
more active in the mind of Mr. Calvert; and his earnest desire was
to help the youth forward on the path which, he soon perceived, it
was destined that the other should finally take. He was not satisfied
with the indecision of character which the youth displayed. But
how could he blame it harshly? It was in this very respect that his
own character had failed, and though he felt that all his counsels
were to be addressed to this point, yet he knew not where; or in
what manner, to begin. The volume of Blackstone which the youth
carried suggested to him a course, however. He bade the young man
bring out a chair, and taking the book in his hand, he proceeded
to examine him upon parts of the volume which he professed to have
been reading.
This examination, as it had the effect of compelling the mind
of the student to contract itself to a single subject of thought,
necessarily had the further effect of clearing it somewhat from
the chaos of clouds which had been brooding over it, obscuring
the light, and defeating the warmth of the intellectual sun behind
them; and if the examination proved the youth to have been very
little of a student, or one who had been reading with a vacant
mind, it also proved that the original powers of his intellect
were vigorous and various--that he had an analytical capacity of
considerable compass; was bold in opinion, ingenious in solution,
and with a tendency to metaphysical speculation, which, modified by
the active wants and duties of a large city-practice, would have
made him a subtle lawyer, and a very logical debater. But the blush
kept heightening on the youth's cheeks as the examination proceeded.
He had answered, but he felt all the while how much his answer had
sprung from his own conjectures and how little from his authorities.
The examination convinced him that the book had been so much
waste-paper under his thumb. When it was ended the old man closed
the volume, laid it on the sward beside him, and looked, with
a mingled expression of interest and commiseration, on his face.
William Hinkley noted this expression, and spoke, with a degree
of mortification in look and accent, which he did not attempt to
hide:--
"I am afraid, sir, you will make nothing of me. I can make nothing
of myself. I am almost inclined to give up in despair. I will be
nothing--I can be nothing. I feared as much from the beginning,
sir. You only waste your time on me."
"You speak too fast, William--you let your blood mingle too much
with your thoughts. Let me ask you one question. How long will
you be content to live as you do now--seeking nothing--performing
nothing--being nothing?"
The youth was silent.
"I, you see, am nothing," continued the old man--"nay, do not
interrupt me. You will tell me, as you have already told me, that
I am much, and have done much, here in Charlemont. But, for all that
I am, and have done here, I need not have gone beyond my accidence.
My time has been wasted; my labors, considered as means to ends,
were unnecessary; I have toiled without the expected profits of
toil; I have drawn water in a sieve. It is not pleasant for me to
recall these things, much less to speak of them; but it is for your
good that I told you my story. You have, as I had, certain defects
of character--not the same exactly, but of the same family complexion.
To be something, you must be resolved. You must devote yourself,
heart and mind, with all your soul and with all your strength, to
the business you have undertaken. Shut your windows against the
sunshine, your ears to the song of birds, your heart against the
fascinations of beauty; and if you never think of the last until
you are thirty, you will be then a better judge of beauty, a truer
lover, a better husband, a more certain candidate for happiness.
Let me assure you that, of the hundred men that take wives before
they are thirty, there is scarcely one who, in his secret soul, does
not repent it--scarcely one who does not look back with yearning
to the days when he was free."
There was a pause. The young man became very much agitated. He rose
from his chair, walked apart for a few moments, and then, returning,
resumed his seat by the old man.
"I believe you are right, sir--nay, I know you are; but I can not
be at once--I can not promise--to be all that you wish. If Margaret
Cooper would consent, I would marry her to-morrow."
The old man shook his head, but remained silent. The young one
proceeded:--
"One thing I will say, however: I will take to my studies after
this week, whatever befalls, with the hearty resolution which you
recommend. I will try to shut out the sunshine and the song. I
will endeavor to devote soul and strength, and heart and mind,
to the task before me. I KNOW that I can master these studies--I
think I can"--he continued, more modestly, modifying the positive
assertion--"and I know that it is equally my interest and duty to
do so. I thank you sir, very much for what you have told me. Believe
me, it has not fallen upon heedless or disrespectful ears."
The old man pressed his hand.
"I know THAT, my son, and I rejoice to think that, having given me
these assurances, you will strive hard to make them good."
"I will, sir!" replied William, taking up his cap to depart.
"But whither are you going now?"
The youth blushed as he replied frankly:--
"To the widow Cooper's. I'm going to see Margaret."
"Well, well!" said the old man, as the youth disappeared, "if it must
be done, the sooner it's over the better. But there's another moth
to the flame. Fortunately, he will be singed only; but she!--what
is left for her--so proud, yet so confiding--so confident of strength,
yet so artless? But it is useless to look beyond, and very dismal."
And the speaker once more took up Vertot, and was soon lost amid
the glories of the knights of St. John. His studies were interrupted
by the sudden and boisterous salutation of Ned Hinkley:--
"Well, gran'pa, hard at the big book as usual? No end to the fun
of fighting, eh? I confess, if ever I get to love reading, it'll be
in some such book as that. But reading's not natural to me, though
you made me do enough of it while you had me. Bill was the boy for
the books, and I for the hooks. By-the-way, talking of hooks, how
did those trout eat? Fine, eh? I haven't seen you since the day of
our ducking."
"No, Ned, and I've been looking for you. Where have you been?"
"Working, working! Everything's been going wrong. Lines snapped,
fiddle-strings cracked, hooks missing, gun rusty, and Bill Hinkley
so sulky, that his frown made a shadow on the wall as large and
ugly as a buffalo's. But where is he? I carne to find him here."
While he was speaking, the lively youth squatted down, and deliberately
took his seat on the favorite volume which Mr. Calvert had laid
upon the sward at his approach.
"Take the chair, Ned," said the old man, with a smaller degree of
kindness in his tone than was habitual with him. "Take the chair.
Books are sacred things--to be worshipped and studied, not employed
as footstools."
"Why, what's the hurt, gran'pa?" demanded the young man, though
he rose and did as he was bidden. "If 'twas a fiddle, now, there
would be some danger of a crash, but a big book like that seems
naturally made to sit upon."
The old man answered him mildly:--
"I have learned to venerate books, Ned, and can no more bear to see
them abused than I could bear to be abused myself. It seems to me
like treating their writers and their subjects with scorn. If you
were to contemplate the venerable heads of the old knights with
my eyes and feelings, you would see why I wish to guard them from
everything like disrespect."
"Well, I beg their pardon--a thousand pardons! I meant no offence,
gran'pa--and can't help thinking that it's all a notion of yours,
your reverencing such old Turks and Spaniards that have been
dead a thousand years. They were very good people, no doubt, but
I'm thinking they've served their turn; and I see no more harm in
squatting upon their histories than in walking over their graves,
which, if I were in their country of Jericho--that was where they
lived, gran'pa, wa'n't it?--I should be very apt to do without
asking leave, I tell you."
Ned Hinkley purposely perverted his geography and history. There was
a spice of mischief in his composition, and he grinned good-naturedly
as he watched the increasing gravity upon the old man's face.
"Come, come, gran'pa, don't be angry. You know my fun is a sort of
fizz--there's nothing but a flash--nothing to hurt--no shotting.
But where's Bill Hinkley, gran'pa?"
"Gone to the widow Cooper's, to see Margaret."
"Ah! well, I'm glad he's made a beginning. But I'd much rather he'd
have seen the other first."
"What other do you mean?" demanded the old man; but the speaker,
though sufficiently random and reckless in what he said, saw the
impolicy of allowing the purpose of his cousin in regard to Stevens
to be understood. He contrived to throw the inquirer off.
"Gran'pa, do you know there's something in this fellow Stevens that
don't altogether please me? I'm not satisfied with him."
"Ah, indeed! what do you see to find fault with?"
"Well, you see, he comes here pretending to study. Now, in the
first place, why should he come here to study? why didn't he stay
at home with his friends and parents?"
"Perhaps he had neither. Perhaps he had no home. You might as well
ask me why I came here, and settled down, where I was not born--where
I had neither friends nor parents."
"Oh, no, but you told us why," said the other. "You gave us a reason
for what you did."
"And why may not the stranger give a reason too?"
"He don't, though."
"Perhaps he will when you get intimate with him. I see nothing in
this to be dissatisfied with. I had not thought you so suspicious,
Ned Hinkley--so little charitable."
"Charity begins at home, gran'pa. But there's more in this matter.
This man comes here to study to be a parson. How does he study?
Can you guess?"
"I really can not."
"By dressing spruce as a buck--curling his hair backward over his
ears something like a girl's, and going out, morning, noon, and
night, to see Margaret Cooper."
"As there is no good reason to suppose that a student of divinity
is entirely without the affections of humanity, I still see nothing
inconsistent with his profession in this conduct."
"But how can he study?"
"Ah! it may be inconsistent with his studies though not with his
profession. It is human without being altogether proper. You see
that your cousin neglects his studies in the same manner. I presume
that the stranger also loves Miss Cooper."
"But he has no such right as Bill Hinkley."
"Why not?"
"Why not? Why, Bill is a native here, has been loving her for the
last year or more. His right certainly ought to be much greater
than that of a man whom nobody knows--who may be the man in the
moon for anything we know to the contrary--just dropped in upon
us, nobody knows how, to do nobody knows what."
"All that may be very true, Ned, and yet his right to seek Miss
Cooper may be just as good as that of yourself or mine. You forget
that it all depends upon the young lady herself whether either of
them is to have a right at all in her concerns."
"Well, that's a subject we needn't dispute about, gran'pa, when
there's other things. Now, isn't it strange that this stranger
should ride off once a week with his valise on his saddle, just as
if he was starting on a journey--should be gone half a day--then
come back with his nag all in a foam, and after that you should
see him in some new cravat, or waistcoat, or pantaloons, just as
if he had gone home and got a change?"
"And does he do that?" inquired Mr. Calvert, with some show of
curiosity.
"That he does, and he always takes the same direction; and it
seems--so Aunt Sarah herself says, though she thinks him a small
sort of divinity on earth--that the day before, he's busy writing
letters, and, according to her account, pretty long letters too.
Well, nobody sees that he ever gets any letters in return. He
never asks at the post-office, so Jacob Zandts himself tells me,
and that's strange enough, too, if so be he has any friends or
relations anywhere else."
Mr. Calvert listened with interest to these and other particulars
which his young companion had gathered respecting the habits of the
stranger; and he concurred with his informant in the opinion that
there was something in his proceedings which was curious and perhaps
mysterious. Still, he did not think it advisable to encourage the
prying and suspicious disposition of the youth, and spoke to this
effect in the reply which finally dismissed the subject. Ned Hinkley
was silenced not satisfied.
"There's something wrong about it," he muttered to himself on
leaving the old man, "and, by dickens! I'll get to the bottom of
it, or there's no taste in Salt-river. The fellow's a rascal; I
feel it if I don't know it, and if Bill Hinkley don't pay him off,
I must. One or t'other must do it, that's certain."
With these reflections, which seemed to him to be no less moral than
social, the young man took his way back to the village, laboring
with all the incoherence of unaccustomed thought, to strike out
some process by which to find a solution for those mysteries which
were supposed to characterize the conduct of the stranger. He had
just turned out of the gorge leading from Calvert's house into the
settlement, when he encountered the person to whom his meditations
were given, on horseback; and going at a moderate gallop along
the high-road to the country. Stevens bowed to him and drew up for
speech as he drew nigh. At first Ned Hinkley appeared disposed to
avoid him, but moved by a sudden notion, he stopped and suffered
himself to speak with something more of civility than he had hitherto
shown to the same suspected personage.
"Why, you're not going to travel, Parson Stevens," said he--"you're
not going to leave us, are you?"
"No, sir--I only wish to give myself and horse a stretch of a few
miles for the sake of health. Too much stable, they say, makes a
saucy nag."
"So it does, and I may say, a saucy man too. But seeing you with
your valise, I thought you were off for good."
Stevens said something about his being so accustomed to ride with
the valise that he carried it without thinking.
"I scarcely knew I had it on!"
"That's a lie all round," said Ned Hinkley to himself as the other
rode off. "Now, if I was mounted, I'd ride after him and see where
he goes and what he's after. What's to hinder? It's but a step to
the stable, and but five minutes to the saddle. Dang it, but I'll
take trail this time if I never did before."
CHAPTER XIX.
THE DOOM.
With this determination our suspicious youth made rapid progress in
getting out his horse. A few minutes saw him mounted, and putting
some of his resolution into his heels, he sent the animal forward
at a killing start, under the keen infliction of the spur. He had
marked with his eye the general course which Stevens had taken
up the hills, and having a nag of equal speed and bottom, did not
scruple, in the great desire which he felt, to ascertain the secret
of the stranger, to make him display the qualities of both from
the very jump. Stevens had been riding with a free rein, but in
consequence of these energetic measures on the part of Hinkley,
the latter soon succeeded in overhauling him. Still he had already
gone a space of five miles, and this, too, in one direction.
He looked back when he found himself pursued, and his countenance
very clearly expressed the chagrin which he felt. This he strove,
but with very indifferent success, to hide from the keen searching
eyes of his pursuer. He drew up to wait his coming, and there was
a dash of bitterness in his tones as he expressed his "gratification
at finding a companion where he least expected one."
"And perhaps, parson, when you didn't altogether wish for one,"
was the reply of the reckless fellow. "The truth is, I know I'm
not the sort of company that a wise, sensible, learned, and pious
young gentleman would like to keep, out the truth is what you said
about taking a stretch, man and beast, seemed to me to be just
about as wise a thing for me and my beast also. We've been lying
by so long that I was getting a little stiff in my joints, and
Flipflap, my nag here, was getting stiff in his neck, as they say
was the case with the Jews in old times, so I took your idea and
put after you, thinking that you'd agree with me that bad company's
far better than none."
There was a mixture of simplicity and archness in the manner of
the speaker that put Stevens somewhat at fault; but he saw that it
wouldn't do to show the dudgeon which he really felt; and smoothing
his quills with as little obvious effort as possible, he expressed
his pleasure at the coming of his companion. While doing so, he
wheeled his horse about, and signified a determination to return.
"What! so soon? Why, Lord bless you, Flipflap has scarcely got in
motion yet. If such a stir will do for your nag 'twont do for him."
But Stevens doggedly kept his horse's head along the back track,
though the animal himself exhibited no small restiffness and a
disposition to go forward.
"Well, really, Parson Stevens, I take it as unkind that you turn
back almost the very moment I join you. I seem to have scared ride
out of you if not out of your creature; but do as you please. I'll
ride on, now I'm out. I don't want to force myself on any man for
company."
Stevens disclaimed any feeling of this sort, but declared he had
ridden quite as far as he intended; and while he hesitated, Hinkley
cut the matter short by putting spurs to his steed, and going out
of sight in a moment.
"What can the cur mean?" demanded Stevens of himself, the moment
after they had separated. "Can he have any suspicions? Ha! I must
be watchful! At all events, there's no going forward to-day. I
must put it off for next week; and meanwhile have all my eyes about
me. The fellow seems to have as much cunning as simplicity. He is
disposed too, to be insolent I marked his manner at the lake, as
well as that of his bull-headed cousin; but that sousing put anger
out of me, and then, again, 'twill scarcely do in these good days
for such holy men as myself to take up cudgels. I must bear it for
awhile as quietly as possible. It will not be long. She at least is
suspicionless. Never did creature so happily delude herself. Yet
what a judgment in some things! What keen discrimination! What
a wild, governless imagination! She would be a prize, if it were
only to exhibit. How she would startle the dull, insipid, tea-table
simperers on our Helicon--nay, with what scorn she would traverse
the Helicon itself. The devil is that she would have a will in
spite of her keeper. Such an animal is never tamed. There could be
no prescribing to her the time when she should roar--no teaching
her to fawn and fondle, and not to rend. Soul, and eye, and tongue,
would speak under the one impulse, in the exciting moment; and when
Mrs. Singalongohnay was squeaking out her eternal requiems--her new
versions of the Psalms and Scriptures--her blank verse elegiacs--oh!
how blank!--beginning, 'Night was upon the hills,'--or 'The evening
veil hung low,' or, 'It slept,'--or after some other equally
threatening form and fashion--I can fancy how the bright eye of
Margaret would gleam with scorn; and while the Pollies and Dollies,
the Patties and Jennies, the Corydons and Jemmy Jesamies, all
round were throwing up hands and eyes in a sort of rapture, how
she would look, with what equal surprise and contempt, doubting
her own ears, and sickening at the stuff and the strange sycophancy
which induced it. And should good old Singalongohnay, with a natural
and patronizing visage, approach, and venture to talk to her about
poetry, with that assured smile of self-excellence which such a
venerable authority naturally employs, how she would turn upon the
dame and exclaim--'What! do you call that poetry?' What a concussion
would follow. How the simperers would sheer off; the tea that night
might as well be made of aqua-fortis. Ha! ha! I can fancy the scene
before me. Nothing could be more rich. I must give her a glimpse of
such a scene. It will be a very good mode of operation. Her pride
and vanity will do the rest. I have only to intimate the future
sway--the exclusive sovereignty which would follow--the overthrow
of the ancient idols, and the setting up of a true divinity in
herself. But shall it be so, Master Stevens? Verily, that will
be seen hereafter. Enough, if the delusion takes. If I can delude
the woman through the muse, I am satisfied. The muse after that
may dispose of the woman as she pleases."
Such was a portion of the soliloquy of the libertine as he rode
slowly back to Charlemont. His further musings we need not pursue
at present. It is enough to say that they were of the same family
character. He returned to his room as soon as he reached his
lodging-house, and drawing from his pocket a bundle of letters
which he had intended putting in the postoffice at Ellisland, he
carefully locked them up in his portable writing-desk which he kept
at the bottom of his valise. When the devout Mrs. Hinkley tapped at
his door to summon him to dinner, the meritorious young man was to
be seen, seated at his table, with the massive Bible of the family
conspicuously open before him. Good young man! never did he invoke
a blessing on the meats with more holy unction than on that very
day.
Meanwhile, let us resume our progress with William Hinkley, and
inquire in what manner his wooing sped with the woman whom he so
unwisely loved. We have seen him leaving the cottage of Mr. Calvert
with the avowed purpose of seeking a final answer. A purpose from
which the old man did not seek to dissuade him, though he readily
conceived its fruitlessness. It was with no composed spirit that
the young rustic felt himself approaching the house of Mrs. Cooper.
More than once he hesitated and even halted. But a feeling of shame,
and the efforts of returning manliness re-resolved him, and he
hurried with an unwonted rapidity of movement toward the dwelling,
as if he distrusted his own power, unless he did so, to conclude
the labor he had begun.
He gathered some courage when he found that Margaret was from home.
She had gone on her usual rambles. Mrs. Cooper pointed out the
course which she had taken, and the young man set off in pursuit.
The walks of the maiden were of course well known to a lover so
devoted. He had sought and followed her a thousand times, and the
general direction which she had gone, once known, his progress was
as direct as his discoveries were certain. The heart of the youth,
dilated with better hopes as he felt himself traversing the old
familiar paths. It seemed to him that the fates could scarcely be
adverse in a region which had always been so friendly. Often had
he escorted her along this very route, when their spirits better
harmonized--when, more of the girl struggling into womanhood, the
mind of Margaret Cooper, ignorant of its own resources and unconscious
of its maturer desires, was more gentle, and could rejoice in that
companionship for which she now betrayed so little desire. The
sheltered paths and well-known trees, even the little clumps
of shrubbery that filled up the intervals, were too pleasant and
familiar to his eye not to seem favorable to his progress, and with
a hope that had no foundation, save in the warm and descriptive
colors of a young heart's fancy, William Hinkley pursued the route
which led him to one of the most lovely and love-haunted glades in
all Kentucky.
So sweet a hush never hallowed the sabbath rest of any forest. The
very murmur of a drowsy zephyr among the leaves was of slumberous
tendency; and silence prevailed, with the least possible exertion
of her authority, over the long narrow dell through which the maiden
had gone wandering. At the foot of a long slope, to which his eye
was conducted by a natural and lovely vista, the youth beheld the
object of his search, sitting, motionless, with her back toward
him. The reach of light was bounded by her figure which was seated
on the decaying trunk of a fallen tree. She was deeply wrapped in
thought, for she did not observe his approach, and when his voice
reached her ears, and she started and looked round, her eyes were
full of tears. These she hastily brushed away, and met the young
man with a degree of composure which well might have put the blush
upon his cheek, for the want of it.
"In tears!--weeping, Margaret?" was the first address of the lover
who necessarily felt shocked at what he saw.
"They were secret tears, sir--not meant for other eyes," was the
reproachful reply.
"Ah, Margaret! but why should you have secret tears, when you
might have sympathy--why should you have tears at all? You have no
sorrows."
"Sympathy!" was the exclamation of the maiden, while a scornful
smile gleamed from her eyes; "whose sympathy, I pray?"
The young man hesitated to answer. The expression of her eye
discouraged him. He dreaded lest, in offering his sympathies, he
should extort from her lips a more direct intimation of that scorn
which he feared. He chose a middle course.
"But that you should have sorrows, Margaret, seems very strange
to me. You are young and hearty; endowed beyond most of your sex,
and with a beauty which can not be too much admired. Your mother is
hearty and happy, and for years you have had no loss of relations
to deplore. I see not why you should have sorrows."
"It is very likely, William Hinkley, that you do not see. The
ordinary sorrows of mankind arise from the loss of wives and cattle,
children and property. There are sorrows of another kind; sorrows
of the soul; the consciousness of denial; of strife--strife to be
continued--strife without victory--baffled hopes--defeated aims
and energies. These are sorrows which are not often computed in the
general account. It is highly probable that none of them afflict
you. You have your parents, and very good people they are. You
yourself are no doubt a very good young man--so everybody says--and
you have health and strength. Besides, you have property, much
more, I am told, than falls to the lot ordinarily of young people
in this country. These are reasons why you should not feel any
sorrow; but were all these mine and a great deal more, I'm afraid
it would not make me any more contented. You, perhaps, will
not understand this, William Hinkley, but I assure you that such,
nevertheless is my perfect conviction."
"Yes, I can, and do understand it, Margaret," said the young man,
with flushed cheek and a very tremulous voice, as he listened to
language which, though not intended to be contemptuous, was yet
distinctly colored by that scornful estimate which the maiden had
long since made of the young man's abilities. In this respect she
had done injustice to his mind, which had been kept in subjection
and deprived of its ordinary strength and courage, by the enfeebling
fondness of his heart.
"Yes, Margaret," he continued, "I can and do understand it, and I
too have my sorrows of this very sort. Do not smile, Margaret, but
hear me patiently, and believe, that, whatever may be the error
which I commit, I have no purpose to offend you in what I say or do.
Perhaps, we are both of us quite too young to speak of the sorrows
which arise from defeated hopes, or baffled energies, or denial
of our rights and claims. The yearnings and apprehensions which we
are apt to feel of this sort are not to be counted as sorrows, or
confounded with them. I had a conversation on this very subject
only a few days ago, with old Mr. Calvert, and this was his very
opinion."
The frankness with which William Hinkley declared the source
of his opinions, though creditable to his sincerity, was scarcely
politic--it served to confirm Margaret Cooper in the humble estimate
which she had formed of the speaker.
"Mr. Calvert," said she, "is a very sensible old man, but neither
he nor you can enter into the heart of another and say what shall,
or what shall not be its source of trouble. It is enough, William
Hinkley, that I have my cares--at least I fancy that I have them--and
though I am very grateful for your sympathies, I do not know that
they can do me any good, and, though I thank you, I must yet decline
them."
"Oh, do not say so, Margaret--dear Margaret--it is to proffer them
that I seek you now. You know how long I have sought you, and loved
you: you can not know how dear you are to my eyes, how necessary
to my happiness! Do not repulse me--do not speak quickly. What I
am, and what I have, is yours. We have grown up together; I have
known no other hope, no other love, but that for you. Look not upon
me with that scornful glance--hear me--I implore you--on my knee,
dear Margaret. I implore you as for life--for something more dear
than life--that which will make life precious--which may make it
valuable. Be mine, dear Margaret--"
"Rise, William Hinkley, and do not forget yourself!" was the stern,
almost deliberate answer of the maiden.
"Do not, I pray you, do not speak in those tones, dear Margaret--do
not look on me with those eyes. Remember before you speak, that
the dearest hope of a devoted heart hangs upon your lips."
"And what have you seen in me, or what does your vain conceit behold
in yourself, William Hinkley, to make you entertain a hope?"
"The meanest creature has it."
"Aye, but only of creatures like itself."
"Margaret!" exclaimed the lover starting to his feet.
"Ay, sir, I say it. If the meanest creature has its hope, it relates
to a creature like itself--endowed with its own nature and fed with
like sympathies. But you--what should make you hope of me? Have
I not long avoided you, discouraged you? I would have spared you
the pain of this moment by escaping it myself. You haunt my steps
--you pursue me--you annoy me with attentions which I dare not
receive for fear of encouraging you, and in spite of all this,
which everybody in the village must have seen but yourself, you
still press yourself upon me."
"Margaret Cooper, be not so proud!"
"I am what I am! I know that I am proud--vain, perhaps, and having
little to justify either pride or vanity; but to you, William
Hinkley, as an act of justice, I must speak what I feel--what is
the truth. I am sorry, from my very soul, that you love me, for I
can have no feeling for you in return. I do not dislike you, but
you have so oppressed me that I would prefer not to see you. We have
no feelings in common. You can give me no sympathies. My soul, my
heart, my hope--every desire of my mind, every impulse of my heart,
leads me away from you--from all that you can give--from all that
you can relish. To you it would suffice, if all your life could
be spent here in Charlemont--to me it would be death to think that
any such doom hung over me. From this one sentiment judge of the
rest, and know, for good and all, that I can never feel for you
other than I feel now. I can not love you, nor can the knowledge
that you love me, give me any but a feeling of pain and mortification."
William Hinkley had risen to his feet. His form had put on an
unusual erectness. His eye had gradually become composed; and now
it wore an expression of firmness almost amounting to defiance. He
heard her with only an occasional quiver of the muscles about his
mouth. The flush of shame and pride was still red upon his cheek
When she had finisned, he spoke to her in tones of more dignity
than had hitherto marked his speech.
"Margaret Cooper, you have at least chosen the plainest language
to declare a cruel truth."
The cheek of the girl became suddenly flushed.
"Do you suppose," she said, "that I found pleasure in giving you
pain? No! William Hinkley, I am sorry for you! But this truth, which
you call cruel, was shown to you repeatedly before. Any man but
yourself would have seen it, and saved me the pain of its frequent
repetition. You alone refused to understand, until it was rendered
cruel. It was only by the plainest language that you could be made
to believe a truth that you either would not or could not otherwise be
persuaded to hear. If cold looks, reserved answers, and a determined
rejection of all familiarity could have availed, you would never
have heard from my lips a solitary word which could have brought
you mortification. You would have seen my feelings in my conduct,
and would have spared your own that pain, which I religiously strove
to save them."
"I have, indeed, been blind and deaf," said the young man; "but you
have opened my eyes and ears, Margaret, so that I am fully cured of
these infirmities. If your purpose, in this plain mode of speech,
be such as you have declared it, then I must thank you; though it
is very much as one would thank the dagger that puts him out of
his pain by putting him out of life."
There was so much of subdued feeling in this address--the more
intense in its effect, from the obvious restraint put upon it, that
the heart of the maiden was touched. The dignified bearing of the
young man, also--so different from that which marked his deportment
hitherto--was not without its effect.
"I assure you, William Hinkley, that such alone was my motive for
what else would seem a most wanton harshness. I would not be harsh
to you or to anybody; and with my firm rejection of your proffer,
I give you my regrets that you ever made it. It gives me no pleasure
that you should make it. If I am vain, my vanity is not flattered
or quickened by a tribute which I can not accept; and if you never
had my sympathy before, William Hinkley, I freely give it now. Once
more I tell you, I am sorry, from the bottom of my heart, that you
ever felt for me a passion which I can not requite, and that you
did not stifle it from the beginning; as, Heaven knows, my bearing
toward you, for a whole year, seemed to me to convey sufficient
warning."
"It should have done so! I can now very easily understand it,
Margaret. Indeed, Mr. Calvert and others told me the same thing.
But as I have said, I was blind and deaf. Once more, I thank you,
Margaret--it is a bitter medicine which you have given me, but I
trust a wholesome one."
He caught her hand and pressed it in his own. She did not resist
or withdraw it, and, after the retention of an instant only, he
released it, and was about to turn away. A big tear was gathering
in his eye, and he strove to conceal it. Margaret averted her head,
and was about to move forward in an opposite direction, when the
voice of the young man arrested her:--
"Stay, but a few moments more, Margaret. Perhaps we shall never
meet again--certainly not in a conference like this. I may have no
other opportunity to say that which, in justice to you, should be
spoken. Will you listen to me, patiently?"
"Speak boldly, William Hinkley. It was the subject of which you
spoke heretofore which I shrunk from rather than the speaker."
"I know not," said he, "whether the subject of which I propose to
speak now will be any more agreeable than that of which we have
spoken. At all events, my purpose is your good, and I shall speak
unreservedly. You have refused the prayer of one heart, Margaret,
which, if unworthy of yours, was yet honestly and fervently devoted
to it. Let me warn you to look well when you do choose, lest you fall
into the snares of one, who with more talent may be less devoted,
and with more claims to admiration, may be far less honest in his
purpose."
"What mean you, sir?" she demanded hurriedly, with an increasing
glow upon her face.
"This stranger--this man, Stevens!"
"What of him? What do you know of the stranger that you should give
me this warning?"
"What does anybody know of him? Whence does he come--whither would
he go? What brings him here to this lonely village?--"
A proud smile which curled the lips of Margaret Cooper arrested the
speech of the youth. It seemed to say, very distinctly, that she,
at least, could very well conjecture what brought the stranger so
far from the travelled haunts.
"Ha! do you then know, Margaret?"
"And if I did not, William Hinkley, these base insinuations
against the man, of whom, knowing nothing, you would still convey
the worst imputations, would never move my mind a hair's breadth
from its proper balance. Go, sir--you have your answer. I need not
your counsel. I should be sorry to receive it from such a source.
Failing in your own attempt, you would seek to fill my mind with
calumnious impressions in order to prejudice the prospects of
another. For shame! for shame, William Hinkley. I had not thought
this of you. But go! go! go, at once, lest I learn to loathe as
well as despise you. I thought you simple and foolish, but honorable
and generous. I was mistaken even in this. Go, sir, your slanderous
insinuations have no effect upon me, and as for Alfred Stevens,
you are as far below him in nobleness and honest purpose, as you
are in every quality of taste and intellect."
Her face was the very breathing image of idealized scorn and beauty
as she uttered these stinging words. Her nostrils were dilated,
her eyes flashing fire, her lips slightly protruded and parted, her
hand waving him off. The young man gazed upon her with wild looks
equally expressive of anger and agony. His form fairly writhed
beneath his emotions; but he found strength enough gaspingly to
exclaim:--
"And even this I forgive you, Margaret."
"Go! go!" she answered; "you know not what you say, or what you
are. Go! go!"
And turning away, she moved slowly up the long avenue before her,
till, by a sudden turn of the path she was hidden from the sight.
Then, when his eye could no longer follow her form, the agony of
his soul burst forth in a single groan, and staggering, he fell
forward upon the sward, hopeless, reckless, in a wretched condition
of self-abandonment and despair.
CHAPTER XX.
BLOWS--A CRISIS.
But this mood lasted not long. Youth, pride, anger, asserted
themselves before the lapse of many minutes. Darker feelings got
possession of his mind. He rose to his feet. If love was baffled,
was there not revenge? Then came the recollection of his cousin's
counsel. Should this artful stranger triumph in everything? Margaret
Cooper had scarcely disguised the interest which she felt in him.
Nay, had not that exulting glance of the eye declared that she, at
least, knew what was the purpose of Stevens in seeking the secluded
village? His own wrongs were also present to his mind. This usurper
had possessed himself of the affections of all he loved--of all of
whose love he had till then felt himself secure--all but the good
old schoolmaster, and the sturdy schoolmate and cousin. And how
soon might he deprive him even of these? That was a new fear! So
rapid had been the stranger's progress--so adroitly had he insinuated
himself into this Eden of the wilderness--bringing discontent and
suffering in his train--that the now thoroughly-miserable youth
began to fancy that nothing could be safe from his influence. In
a short time his garden would all be overrun, and his loveliest
plants would wither.
Was there no remedy for this? There was! and traversing the solemn
recesses of that wood, he meditated the various modes by which the
redress of wrong, and slight and indignity, were to be sought. He
brooded over images of strife, and dark and savage ideas of power
rioting over its victim, with entirely new feelings--feelings new
at least to him. We have not succeeded in doing him justice, nor
in our own design, if we have failed to show that he was naturally
gentle of heart, rigidly conscientious, a lover of justice for its
own sake, and solicitously sensitive on the subject of another's
feelings. But the sense of suffering will blind the best judgment,
and the feeling of injury will arouse and irritate the gentlest
nature. Besides, William Hinkley, though meek and conscientious,
had not passed through his youth, in the beautiful but wild border
country in which he lived, without having been informed, and somewhat
influenced, by those characteristic ideas of the modes and manner
in which personal wrongs were to be redressed.
Perhaps, had his cousin said nothing to him on this subject, his
feelings would have had very much the same tendency and general
direction which they were taking now. A dark and somewhat pleasurable
anxiety to be in conflict with his rival--a deadly conflict--a
close, hard death-struggle--was now the predominant feeling in his
mind;--but the feeling was not ALTOGETHER a pleasurable one. It had
its pains and humiliations, also. Not that he had any fears--any
dread of the issue. Of the issue he never thought. But it disturbed
the long and peaceful order of his life. It conflicted with the
subdued tastes of the student. It was at war with that gentle calm
of atmosphere, which letters diffuse around the bower of the muse.
In the conflict of his thoughts and feelings, the judgment of the
youth was impaired. He forgot his prudence. In fact, he knew not
what he did. He entered the dwelling of his father, and passed into
the dining-room, at that solemn moment when the grace before meat
was yet in course of utterance by our worthy Brother Stevens.
Hitherto, old Mr. Hinkley had religiously exacted that, whenever
any of the household failed to be present in season, this ceremony
should never be disturbed. They were required, hat in hand, to
remain at the entrance, until the benediction had been implored;
and, only after the audible utterance of the word "Amen," to approach
the cloth.
We have shown little of old Hinkley. It has not been necessary. The
reader has seen enough, however, to understand that, in religious
matters--at least in the forms and externals of religion--he was
a rigid disciplinarian. Upon grace before and after meat he always
insisted. His own prayers of this sort might have been unctuous,
but they were never short; and the meats were very apt to grow cold,
while the impatience of his hearers grew warm, before he finished.
But through respect to the profession, he waived his own peculiar
privilege in behalf of Brother Stevens; and this holy brother was
in the middle of his entreaty, when William Hinkley appeared at the
door. He paused for an instant without taking off his hat. Perhaps
had his father been engaged in his office, William would have
forborne, as usual, however long the grace, and have patiently waited
without, hat off, until it had reached the legitimate conclusion.
But he had no such veneration for Stevens; and without scruple he
dashed, rather hastily, into the apartment, and flinging his hat
upon a chair, strode at once to the table.
The old man did not once raise his eyes until the prayer was over.
He would not have done so had the house been on fire. But at the
close, he looked up at his son with a brow of thunder. The cloud
was of serious and very unusual blackness. He had for some time been
dissatisfied with his son. He had seen that the youth entertained
some aversion for his guest. Besides, he had learned from his
worthy consort, that, in an endeavor of Brother Stevens to bestow
good counsel upon the youth, he had been repulsed with as little
respect as ceremony. There was one thing that the stern old man had
not seen, and could not see; and that was the altered appearance
of the lad. As he knew of no reason why he should be unhappy, so he
failed to perceive in his appearance any of the signs of unhappiness.
He saw nothing but the violation of his laws, and that sort of
self-esteem which produces fanaticism, is always the most rigid
in the enforcement of its own ordinances. Already he regarded the
youth as in a state of rebellion and for such an offence his feeling
was very much that of the ancient puritan. No one more insists
upon duty, than he who has attained authority by flinging off the
fetters of obedience. Your toughest sinner usually makes the sourest
saint.
"And is this the way, William Hinkley, that you show respect to
God? Do you despise the blessing which Brother Stevens asks upon
the food which sustains us?"
"I presume, sir, that God has already blessed all the food which
he bestows upon man. I do not think that any prayer of Brother
Stevens can render it more blessed."
"Ha! you do not, do you? Please to rise from this table."
"Nay, sir--" began Stevens.
"Rise, sir," continued the old man, laying down knife and fork,
and confronting the offender with that dogged look of determination
which in a coarse nature is the sure sign of moral inflexibility.
"Forgive him, sir, this time," said Stevens; "I entreat you to
forgive him. The young man knows not what he does."
"I will make him know," continued the other.
"Plead not for me, sir," said William Hinkley, glaring upon Stevens
with something of that expression which in western parlance is
called wolfish, "I scorn and spurn your interference."
"William, William, my dear son, do not speak so--do not make your
father angry."
"Will you leave the table, sir, or not?" demanded the father, his
words being spoken very slowly, through his teeth, and with the
effort of one who seeks to conceal the growing agitation. The eyes
of the mother fell upon the youth full of tears and entreaty. His
fine countenance betrayed the conflicting emotions of his soul.
There was grief, and anger, despair and defiance; the consciousness
of being wrong, and the more painful consciousness of suffering
wrong. He half started from his chair, again resumed it, and gazing
upon Stevens with the hate and agony which he felt, seemed to be
entirely forgetful of the words and presence of the father. The
old man deliberately rose from the table and left the room. The
mother now started up in an agony of fear.
"Run, my son--leave the room before your father comes back. Speak
to him, Brother Stevens, and tell him of the danger."
"Do not call upon him, mother, if you would not have me defy you
also. If YOUR words will not avail with me, be sure that his can
not."
"What mean you, my son? You surely have no cause to be angry with
Brother Stevens."
"No cause! no cause!--but it matters not! BROTHER Stevens knows
that I have cause. He has heard my defiance--he knows my scorn and
hate, and he shall feel them!"
"William, my son, how--"
The steps of the father, approaching through the passageway, diverted
her mind to a new terror. She knew the vindictive and harsh nature
of the old man; and apprehensions for her son superseded the feeling
of anger which his language had provoked.
"Oh, my son, be submissive, or fly. Jump out of the window, and
leave Brother Stevens and me to pacify him. We will do all we can."
The unlucky allusion to Brother Stevens only increased the young
man's obstinacy.
"I ask you not, mother. I wish you to do nothing, and to say nothing.
Here I will remain. I will not fly. It will be for my father and
mother to say whether they will expel their only son from their
home, to make room for a stranger."
"It shall not be said that I have been the cause of this," said
Stevens, rising with dignity from his chair; "I will leave your
house, Mrs. Hinkley, only regretting that I should be the innocent
cause of any misunderstanding or discontent among its members. I
know not exactly what can be the meaning of your son's conduct.
I have never offended him; but, as my presence does offend him, I
will withdraw myself--"
"You shall not!" exclaimed old Hinkley, who re-entered the room
at this moment, and had heard the last words of the speaker. "You
shall not leave the house. Had I fifty sons, and they were all to
behave in the manner of this viper, they should all leave it before
you should stir from the threshold."
The old man brought with him a cowskin; and the maternal apprehensions
of his wife, who knew his severe and determined disposition, were
now awakened to such a degree as to overcome the feeling of deference,
if not fear, with which the authority of her liege lord had always
inspired her.
"Mr. Hinkley, you won't strike William with that whip--you must
not--you shall not!" and, speaking thus, she started up and threw
herself in the old man's way. He put her aside with no measured
movement of his arm, and approached the side of the table where
the young man sat.
"Run, William, run, if you love me!" cried the terrified mother.
"I will not run!" was the answer of the youth, who rose from his
seat, however, at the same moment and confronted his father.
"Do not strike me, father! I warn you--do not strike me. I may be
wrong, but I have suffered wrong. I did not mean, and do not mean,
to offend you. Let that content you, but do not strike me."
The answer was a blow. The whip descended once, and but once, upon
the shoulders of the young man. His whole frame was in a convulsion.
His eyes dilated with the anguish of his soul; his features worked
spasmodically. There was a moment's hesitation. The arm that smote
him was again uplifted--the cruel and degrading instrument of
punishment a second time about to descend; when, with the strength
of youth, and the determination of manhood, the son grasped the
arm of the father, and without any more than the degree of violence
necessary to effect his object, he tore the weapon from the uplifted
hand.
"I can not strike YOU.'" he exclaimed, addressing the old man. "That
blow has lost you your son--for ever! The shame and the dishonor
shall rest on other shoulders. They are better deserved here, and
here I place them!"
With these words, he smote Stevens over the shoulders, once, twice,
thrice, before the latter could close with him, or the father
interfere to arrest the attempt. Stevens sprang upon him, but the
more athletic countryman flung him off, and still maintained his
weapon. The father added his efforts to those of Stevens; but he
shook himself free from both, and, by this time, the mother had
contrived to place herself between the parties. William Hinkley
then flung the whip from the window, and moved toward the door.
In passing Stevens, he muttered a few words:--
"If there is any skin beneath the cloak of the parson, I trust I
have reached it."
"Enough!" said the other, in the same low tone. "You shall have
your wish."
The youth looked back once, with tearful eyes, upon his mother; and
making no other answer but a glance more full of sorrow than anger
to the furious flood of denunciation which the old man continued to
pour forth, he proceeded slowly from the apartment and the dwelling.
CHAPTER XXI.
CHALLENGE.
The whole scene passed in very few minutes. No time was given for
reflection, and each of the parties obeyed his natural or habitual
impulses. Old Hinkley, except when at prayers, was a man of few
words. He was much more prompt at deeds than words--a proof of which
has already been shown; but the good mother was not so patient, and
made a freer use of the feminine weapon than we have been willing
to inflict upon our readers. Though she heartily disapproved of her
son's conduct toward Stevens, and regarded it as one of the most
unaccountable wonders, the offender was still her son. She never
once forgot, or could forget, that. But the rage of the old man
was unappeasable. The indignity to his guest, and that guest of
a calling so sacred, was past all forgiveness, as it was past all
his powers of language fitly to describe. He swore to pursue the
offender with his wrath to the end of the world, to cut him off
equally from his fortune and forgiveness; and when Brother Stevens,
endeavoring to maintain the pacific and forgiving character which
his profession required, uttered some commonplace pleading in the
youth's behalf, he silenced him by saying that, "were he on the bed
of death, and were the offender then to present himself, the last
prayer that he should make to Heaven would be for sufficient strength
to rise up and complete the punishment which he had then begun."
As for Stevens, though he professed a more charitable spirit, his
feelings were quite as hostile, and much more deadly. He was not
without that conventional courage which makes one, in certain states
of society, prompt enough to place himself in the fields of the
duello. To this condition of preparedness it has hitherto been the
training of the West that every man, at all solicitous of public
life, must eventually come. As a student of divinity, it was
not a necessity with Alfred Stevens. Nay, it was essential to the
character which he professed that he should eschew such a mode of
arbitrament. But he reasoned on this subject, as well with reference
to past habits as to future responsibilities. His present profession
being simply a ruse d'amour (and, as he already began to perceive,
a harmless one in the eyes of the beauty whom he sought, and whose
intense feelings and unregulated mind did not suffer her to perceive
the serious defects of a character which should attempt so impious
a fraud), he was beginning to be somewhat indifferent to its
preservation; and, with the decline of his caution in this respect,
arose the natural inquiry as to what would be expected of him in
his former relations to society. Should it ever be known hereafter,
at a time when he stood before the people as a candidate for some
high political trust, that he had tamely submitted to the infliction
of a cowskin, the revelation would be fatal to all his hopes of
ambition, and conclusive against all his social pretensions. In
short, so far as society was concerned, it would be his social
death.
These considerations were felt in their fullest force. Indeed, their
force can not well be conceived by the citizen of any community
where the sense of individual responsibility is less rigid and
exacting. They naturally outweighed all others in the mind of
Alfred Stevens; and, though no fire-eater, he not only resolved
on fighting with Hinkley, but, smarting under the strokes of
the cowskin--heavily laid on as they had been--his resolution was
equally firm that, in the conflict, they should not separate until
blood was drawn. Of course, there were some difficulties to be
overcome in bringing about the meeting, but, where the parties are
willing, most difficulties are surmounted with tolerable ease. This
being the case at present, it followed that both minds were busy
at the same moment in devising the when, the how, and the where,
of the encounter.
William Hinkley went from the house of his father to that of his
cousin; but the latter had not yet returned from that ride which
he had taken in order to discover the course usually pursued by
Stevens. Here he sat down to dinner, but the sister of Ned Hinkley
observed that he ate little, and fancied he was sick. That he should
come to dine with his cousin was too frequent a matter to occasion
question or surprise. This lady was older than her brother by some
seven years. She was a widow, with an only child, a girl. The child
was a prattling, smiling, good-natured thing, about seven years
old, who was never so happy as when on Cousin William's knee. Poor
William, indeed, was quite a favorite at every house in the village
except that of Margaret Cooper, and, as he sometimes used bitterly
to add, his own. On this occasion, however, the child was rendered
unhappy by the seeming indifference of Cousin William. The heart
of the young man was too full of grief, and his mind of anxiety,
to suffer him to bestow the usual caresses upon her; and when,
putting her down, he passed into the chamber of Ned Hinkley, the
little thing went off to her mother, to complain of the neglect
she had undergone.
"Cousin William don't love Susan any more, mamma," was the burden
of her complaint.
"Why do you say so, Susan?"
"He don't kiss me, mamma; he don't keep me in his lap. He don't say
good things to me, and call me his little sweetheart. I'm afraid
Cousin William's got some other sweetheart. He don't love Susan."
It was while the little prattler was pouring forth her infantile
sorrows in her mother's ear, that the voice of William Hinkley was
heard, calling her name from the chamber.
"There, he's calling you now, Susan. Run to him and kiss him, and
see what he wants. I'm sure he loves you just as much as ever. He's
got no other sweetheart."
"I'll run, mamma--that I will. I'm so glad! I hope he loves me!"
and the little innocent scampered away to the chamber. Her artless
tongue, as she approached, enabled him to perceive what had been
her grievances.
"Do you call me to love me, and to kiss me, Cousin William, and to
make me your sweetheart again?"
"Yes, Susan, you shall be my only sweetheart. I will kiss nobody
but you."
"You'll forget--you will--you'll put me out of your lap, and go
away shaking your head, and looking so!--" and here the observant
little creature attempted a childish imitation of the sad action
and the strange, moody gestures with which he had put her down when
he was retiring from the room--gestures and looks which the less
quick eyes of her mother had failed utterly to perceive.
"No, no!" said he, with a sad smile; "no, Susan. I'll keep you in
my lap for an hour whenever I come, and you shall be my sweetheart
always."
"Your LITTLE sweetheart, your LITTLE Susan, Cousin William."
"Yes, my dear little Susan, my dearest little sweetheart Susan."
And he kissed the child fondly while he spoke, and patted her rosy
cheeks with a degree of tenderness which his sad and wandering
thoughts did not materially diminish.
"But now, Susan," said he, "if I am to be your sweetheart, and to
love you always, you must do all that I bid you. You must go where
I send you."
"Don't I, Cousin William? When you send me to Gran'pa Calvert,
don't I go and bring you books, and didn't I always run, and come
back soon, and never play by the way?"
"You're a dear Susan," said he; "and I want you to carry a paper
for me now. Do you see this little paper? What is it?"
"A note--don't I know?"
"Well, you must carry this note for me to uncle's, but you mustn't
give it to uncle, nor to aunty, nor to anybody but the young man
that lives there--young Mr. Stevens."
"Parson Stevens," said the little thing, correcting him.
"Ay, ay, Parson Stevens, if you please. You must give it to him,
and him only; and he will give you a paper to bring back to me.
Will you go now, Susan?"
"Yes, I'll go: but, Cousin William, are you going to shoot the
little guns? Don't shoot them till I come back, will you?"
The child pointed to a pair of pistols which lay upon the table
where William Hinkley had penned the billet. A flush of consciousness
passed over the young man's cheek. It seemed to him as if the
little innocent's inquiry had taken the aspect of an accusation.
He promised and dismissed her, and, when she had disappeared,
proceeded to put the pistols in some condition for use. In that
time and region, duels were not often fought with those costly and
powerful weapons, the pistols of rifle bore and sight. The rifle,
or the ordinary horseman's pistol, answered the purposes of hate.
The former instrument, in the hands of the Kentuckian, was a
deadly weapon always; and, in the grasp of a firm hand, and under
the direction of a practised eye, the latter, at ten paces, was
scarcely less so. This being the case, but few refinements were
necessary to bring about the most fatal issues of enmity; and
the instruments which William Hinkley was preparing for the field
were such as would produce a smile on the lips of more civilized
combatants. They were of the coarsest kind of holster-piotols,
and had probably seen service in the Revolution. The stocks were
rickety, the barrels thin, the bore almost large enough for grape,
and really such as would receive and disgorge a three-ounce bullet
with little straining or reluctance. They had been the property
of his own grandfather, and their value for use was perhaps rather
heightened than diminished by the degree of veneration which, in
the family, was attached to their history.
William Hinkley soon put them in the most efficient order. He was
not a practised hand, but an American forester is a good shot almost
by instinct; he naturally cleaves to a gun, and without instruction
learns its use. William, however, did not think much of what he
could hit, at what distance, and under what circumstances. Nothing,
perhaps, could better show the confidence in himself and weapon than
the inattention which the native-born woodman usually exhibits to
these points. Let his weapon be such as he can rely upon, and his
cause of quarrel such as can justify his anger, and the rest seems
easy, and gives him little annoyance. This was now the case with
our rustic. He never, for a moment, thought of practising. He had
shot repeatedly, and knew what he could do. His simple object was
to bring his enemy to the field, and to meet him there. Accordingly,
when he had loaded both pistols, which he did with equal care, and
with a liberal allowance of lead and powder, he carefully put them
away without offering to test his own skill or their capacities.
On this subject, his indifference would have appeared, to a regular
duellist, the very extreme of obtuseness.
His little courier conveyed his billet to Stevens in due season.
As she had been instructed, she gave it into the hands of Stevens
only; but, when she delivered it, old Hinkley was present, and she
named the person by whom it was sent.
"My son! what does he say?" demanded the old man, half-suspecting
the purport of the billet.
"Ah!" exclaimed Stevens, with the readiness of a practised actor,
"there is some hope, I am glad to tell you, Mr. Hinkley, of his
coming to his senses. He declares his wish to atone, and invites me
to see him. I have no doubt that he wishes me to mediate for him."
"I will never forgive him while I have breath!" cried the old man,
leaving the room. "Tell him that!"
"Wait a moment, my pretty one," said Stevens, as he was about
retiring to his chamber, "till I can write an answer."
The billet of Hinkley he again read. We may do so likewise. It was
to the following effect:--
"Sir: If I understood your last assurance on leaving you this day,
I am to believe that the stroke of my whip has made its proper
impression on your soul--that you are willing to use the ordinary
means of ordinary persons, to avenge an indignity which was not
CONFINED TO YOUR CLOTH. If so, meet me at the lake with whatever
weapons you choose to bring. I will be there, provided with pistols
for both, at any hour from three to six. I shall proceed to the
spot as soon as I receive your answer. "W. H."
"Short and sharp!" exclaimed Stevens as he read the billet. "'Who
would have thought that the YOUNG man had so much blood in him!'
Well, we will not balk your desire, Master Hinkley. We will meet
you, in verity, though it may compel me to throw up my present hand
and call for other cards. N'importe: there is no other course."
While soliloquizing, he penned his answer, which was brief and to
the purpose:--
"I will meet you as soon as I can steal off without provoking
suspicion. I have pistols which I will bring with me. "A. S."
"There, my little damsel," said he, re-entering the dining-room,
and putting the sealed paper into the hands of the child, "carry
that to Mr. Hinkley, and tell him I will come and speak with him
as he begs me. But the note will tell him."
"Yes, sir."
"So----"
Mrs. Hinkley entered tho room at this moment. Her husband had
apprized her of the communication which her son had made, and the
disposition to atonement and repentance which he had expressed.
She was anxious to confirm this good disposition, to have her son
brought back within the fold, restored to her own affections and
the favor of his father. The latter, it is true, had signified his
determined hostility, even while conveying his intelligence; but
the mother was sanguine--when was a mother otherwise?--that all
things would come right which related to her only child. She now
came to implore the efforts of Stevens; to entreat, that, like a
good Christian, he would not suffer the shocking stripes which her
son, in his madness, had inflicted upon him to outweigh his charity,
to get the better of his blessed principles, and make him war upon
the atoning spirit which had so lately, and so suddenly wakened
up in the bosom of the unruly boy. She did not endeavor to qualify
the offence of which her son had been guilty. She was far from
underrating the indignity to which Stevens had been subjected; but
the offender was her son--her only son--in spite of all his faults,
follies, and imperfections, the apple of her eye--the only being
for whom she cared to live!
Ah! the love of a mother!--what a holy thing! sadly wanting
in judgment--frequently misleading, perverting, nay, dooming the
object which it loves; but, nevertheless, most pure; least selfish;
truest; most devoted!
And the tears gushed from the old woman's eyes as she caught the
hand of Stevens in her own, and kissed it--kissed HIS hand--could
William Hinkley have seen THAT, how it would have rankled, how he
would have writhed! She kissed the hands of that wily hypocrite,
bedewing them with her tears, as if he were some benign and blessing
saint; and not because he had shown any merits or practised any
virtues, but simply because of certain professions which he had
made, and in which she had perfect faith because of the professions,
and not because of any previous knowledge which she had of the
professor. Truly, it behooves a rogue monstrous much to know what
garment it is best to wear; the question is equally important to
rogue and dandy.
Stevens made a thousand assurances in the most Christian spirit--we
can not say that he gave her tear for tear--promised to do his best
to bring back the prodigal son to her embrace, and the better to
effect this object, put his pistols under his belt! Within the hour
he was on his way to the place of meeting.
CHAPTER XXII.
FOOT TO FOOT.
William Hinkley was all impatience until, his little messenger
returned, which she did with a speed which might deserve commendation
in the case of our professional Mercuries--stage-drivers and mail
contractors, hight! He did not withhold it from the little maid,
but taking her in his arms, and kissing her fondly, he despatched
her to her mother, while he wrapped up his pistols and concealing
them in the folds of his coat, hurried from the house with the anxious
haste of one who is going to seek his prey. He felt somewhat like
that broad-winged eagle which broods on the projecting pinnacle of
yonder rocky peak in waiting for the sea-hawk who is stooping far
below him, watching when the sun's rays shall glisten from the
uprising fins of his favorite fish. But it was not a selfish desire
to secure the prey which the terror of the other might cause him
to drop. It was simply to punish the prowler. Poor William could
not exactly tell indeed why he wished to shoot Alfred Stevens; but
his cause of hostility was not less cogent because it had no name.
The thousand little details which induce our prejudices in regard
to persons, are, singly, worth no one's thought, and would possibly
provoke the contempt of all; but like the myriad threads which
secured the huge frame of Gulliver in his descent upon Lilliput,
they are, when united, able to bind the biggest giant of us all.
The prejudices of William Hinkley, though very natural in such a
case as his, seemed to him very much like instincts. It seemed to
him, if he once reasoned on the matter, that, as he had good cause
to hate the intruder, so there must be justification for shooting
him. Were this not so, the policy of hating would be very questionable,
and surely very unprofitable. It would be a great waste of a very
laudable quantity of feeling--something like omitting one's bullet
in discharging one's piece--a profligacy only justifiable in a
feu de joie after victory, where the bullets have already done all
necessary mischief, and will warrant a small subsequent waste of
the more harmless material.
Without designing any such child's play, our rustic hero, properly
equipped with his antique pistols, well charged, close rammed,
three-ounce bullets, or nearabouts, in each, stood, breathing fire
but without cooling, on the edge of the lake, perched on an eminence
and looking out for the coming enemy. He was playing an unwonted
character, but he felt as if it were quite familiar to him. He
had none of that nice feeling which, without impugning courage, is
natural enough to inexperience in such cases. The muzzles of the
pistols did not appear to him particularly large. He never once thought
of his own ribs being traversed by his three-ounce messengers. He
had no misgivings on the subject of his future digestion. He only
thought of that blow from his father's hand--that keen shaft from
the lips of Margaret Cooper--that desolation which had fallen upon
his soul from the scorn of both; and the vengeance which it was in
his power to inflict upon the fortunate interloper to whose arts
he ascribed all his misfortunes! and with these thoughts his fury
and impatience increased, and he ascended the highest hill to look
out for his foe; descended, in the next moment, to the edge of the
lake, the better to prepare for the meeting.
In this state of excitement the meekness had departed from his
countenance; an entire change of expression had taken place: he
stood up, erect, bold, eagle-eyed, with the look of one newly made
a man by the form of indomitable will, and feeling, for the first
time, man's terrible commission to destroy. In a moment, with the
acquisition of new moods, he had acquired a new aspect. Hitherto,
he had been tame, seemingly devoid of spirit--you have not forgotten
the reproaches of his cousin, which actually conveyed an imputation
against his manliness?--shrinking, with a feeling of shyness akin
to mauvaise honte, and almost submitting to injustice, to avoid
the charge of ill-nature. The change that we have described in his
soul, had made itself singularly apparent in his looks. They were
full of a grim determination. Had he gazed upon his features, in
the glassy surface of the lake beside him, he had probably recoiled
from their expression.
We have seen Mrs. Hinkley sending Stevens forth for the purpose
of recalling her son to his senses, receiving his repentance, and
bringing him once more home into the bosom of his flock. We have
not forgotten the brace of arguments with which he provided himself
in order to bring about this charitable determination. Stevens was
a shot. He could snuff his candle at ten paces, sever his bamboo,
divide the fingers of the hand with separate bullets without grazing
the skin--nay, more, as was said in the euphuistic phraseology of
his admirers, send his ball between soul and body without impairing
the integrity of either.
But men may do much shooting at candle or bamboo, who would do
precious little while another is about to shoot at them. There is
a world of difference between looking in a bull's-eye, and looking in
the eye of man. A pistol, too, looks far less innocent, regarded
through the medium of a yawning muzzle, than the rounded and
neatly-polished butt. The huge mouth seems to dilate as you look
upon it. You already begin to fancy you behold the leaden mass--the
three-ounce bullet--issuing from its stronghold, like a relentless
baron of the middle ages, going forth under his grim archway,
seeking only whom he may devour. The sight is apt to diminish the
influence of skill. Nerves are necessary to such sportsmen, and
nerves become singularly untrue when frowned upon through such a
medium.
Under this view of the case, we are not so sure that the excellence
of aim for which Alfred Stevens has been so much lauded, will make
the difference very material between the parties; and now that he
is fairly roused, there is a look of the human devil about William
Hinkley, that makes him promise to be dangerous. Nay, the very pistols
that he wields, those clumsy, rusty, big-mouthed ante-revolutionary
machines, which his stout grandsire carried at Camden and Eutaw,
have a look of service about them--a grim, veteran-like aspect,
that makes them quite as perilous to face as to handle. If they
burst they will blow on all sides. There will be fragments enough
for friend and foe; and even though Stevens may not apprehend so
much from the aim of his antagonist, something of deference is due
to the possibility of such a concussion, as will make up all his
deficiencies of skill.
But they have not yet met, though Stevens, with praiseworthy
Christianity, is on his way to keep his engagements, as well to mother
as to son. He has his own pistols--not made for this purpose--but
a substantial pair of traveller's babes--big of mouth, long of
throat, thick of jaw, keen of sight, quick of speech, strong of
wind, and weighty of argument. They are rifled bores also, and,
in the hands of the owner, have done clever things at bottle and
sapling. Stevens would prefer to have the legitimate things, but
these babes are trustworthy; and he has no reason to suppose that
the young rustic whom he goes to meet can produce anything more
efficient. He had no idea of those ancient bull-pups, those solemn
ante-revolutionary barkers, which our grandsire used upon harder
heads than his, at Camden and the Eutaws. He is scarcely so confident
in his own weapons when his eye rests on the rusty tools of his
enemy.
But it was not destined that this fight should take place without
witnesses. In spite of all the precautions of the parties, and they
were honest in taking them, our little village had its inklings
of what was going on. There were certain signs of commotion and
explosion which made themselves understood. Our little maid, Susan
Hinkley, was the first, very innocently, to furnish a clue to the
mystery. She had complained to her mother that Cousin William had
not shot the little guns for her according to his promise.
"But, perhaps, he didn't want to shoot them, Susan."
"Yes, mamma, he put them in his pockets. He's carried them to shoot;
and he promised to shoot them for me as soon as I carried the note."
"And to whom did you carry the note, Susan?" asked the mother.
"To the young parson, at Uncle William's."
The mother had not been unobservant of the degree of hostility which
her brother, as well as cousin, entertained for Stevens. They had
both very freely expressed their dislike in her presence. Some
of their conferences had been overheard and were now recalled, in
which this expression of dislike had taken the form of threats,
vague and purposeless, seemingly, at the time; but which now, taken
in connection with what she gathered from the lips of the child,
seemed of portentous interest. Then, when she understood that
Stevens had sent a note in reply--and that both notes were sealed,
the quick, feminine mind instantly jumped to the right conclusion.
"They are surely going to fight. Get my bonnet, Susan, I must run
to Uncle William's, and tell him while there's time. Which way did
Cousin William go?"
The child could tell her nothing but that he had taken to the hills.
"That brother Ned shouldn't be here now! Though I don't see the good
of his being here. He'd only make matters worse. Run, Susan--run
over to Gran'pa Calvert, and tell him to come and stop them from
fighting, while I hurry to Uncle William's. Lord save us!--and let
me get there in time."
The widow had a great deal more to say, but this was quite enough
to bewilder the little girl. Nevertheless, she get forth to convey
the mysterious message to Grand'pa Calvert, though the good mother
never once reflected that this message was of the sort which assumes
the party addressed to be already in possession of the principal
facts. While she took one route the mother pursued another, and
the two arrived at their respective places at about the same time.
Stevens had already left old Hinkley's when the widow got there,
and the consternation of Mrs. Hinkley was complete. The old man
was sent for to the fields, and came in only to declare that some
such persuasion had filled his own mind when first the billet of
his son had been received. But the suspicion of the father was of
a much harsher sort than that of the widow Hinkley. In her sight
it was a duel only--bad enough as a duel--but still only a duel,
where the parties incurring equal risks, had equal rights. But the
conception of the affair, as it occurred to old Hinkley, was very
different.
"Base serpent!" he exclaimed--"he has sent for the good young man
only to murder him. He implores him to come to him, in an artful
writing, pretending to be sorely sorrowful and full of repentance;
and he prepares the weapon of murder to slay him when he comes. Was
there ever creature so base!--but I will hunt him out. God give me
strength, and grant that I may find him in season."
Thus saying, the old man seized his crab-stick, a knotty club,
that had been seasoned in a thousand smokes, and toughened by the
use of twenty years. His wife caught up her bonnet and hurried with
the widow Hinkley in his train. Meanwhile, by cross-examining the
child, Mr. Calvert formed some plausible conjectures of what was
on foot, and by the time that the formidable procession had reached
his neighborhood he was prepared to join it. Events thickened with
the increasing numbers. New facts came in to the aid of old ones
partially understood. The widow Thackeray, looking from her window,
as young and handsome widows are very much in the habit of doing,
had seen William Hinkley going by toward the hill, with a very rapid
stride and a countenance very much agitated; and an hour afterward
she had seen Brother Stevens following on the same route--good
young man!--with the most heavenly and benignant smile upon his
countenance--the very personification of the cherub and the seraph,
commissioned to subdue the fiend.
"Here is some of your treachery, Mr. Calvert. You have spoiled
this boy of mine; turning his head with law studies; and making
him disobedient--giving him counsel and encouragement against
his father--and filling his mind with evil things. It is all your
doing, and your books. And now he's turned out a bloody murderer,
a papist murderer, with your Roman catholic doctrines."
"I am no Roman catholic, Mr. Hinkley," was the mild reply--"and as
for William becoming a murderer, I think that improbable. I have
a better opinion of your son than you have."
"He's an ungrateful cub--a varmint of the wilderness--to strike the
good young man in my own presence--to strike him with a cowskin--what
do you think of that, sir? answer me that, if you please."
"Did William Hinkley do this?" demanded the old teacher earnestly.
"Ay, that he did, did he!"
"I can hardly understand it. There must have been some grievous
provocation?"
"Yes; it was a grievous provocation, indeed, to have to wait for
grace before meat."
"Was that all? can it be possible!"
The mother of the offender supplied the hiatus in the story--and
Calvert was somewhat relieved. Though he did not pretend to justify
the assault of the youth, he readily saw how he had been maddened by
the treatment of his father. He saw that the latter was in a high
pitch of religious fury--his prodigious self-esteem taking part
with it, naturally enough, against a son, who, until this instance,
had never risen in defiance against either. Expostulation and
argument were equally vain with him; and ceasing the attempt at
persuasion, Calvert hurried on with the rest, being equally anxious
to arrest the meditated violence, whether that contemplated the
murderous assassination which the father declared, or the less
heinous proceeding of the duel which he suspected.
There was one thing which made him tremble for his own confidence
in William Hinkley's propriety of course. It was the difficulty
which he had with the rest, in believing that the young student of
divinity would fight a duel. This doubt, he felt, must be that, of
his pupil also: whether the latter had any reason to suppose that
Stevens would depart from the principles of his profession, and
waive the securities which it afforded, he had of course, no means
for conjecturing; but his confidence in William induced him to
believe that some such impression upon his mind had led him to the
measure of sending a challenge, which, otherwise, addressed to a
theologian, would have been a shameless mockery.
There was a long running fire, by way of conversation and commentary,
which was of course maintained by these toiling pedestrians, cheering
the way as they went; but though it made old Hinkley peccant and
wrathy, and exercised the vernacular of the rest to very liberal
extent, we do not care to distress the reader with it. It may have
been very fine or not. It is enough to say that the general tenor
of opinion run heavily against our unhappy rustic, and in favor of
the good young man, Stevens. Mrs. Thackeray, the widow, to whom
Stevens had paid two visits or more since he had been in the village,
and who had her own reasons for doubting that Margaret Cooper had
really obtained any advantages in the general struggle to find favor
in the sight of this handsome man of God--was loud in her eulogy
upon the latter, and equally unsparing in her denunciations of the
village lad who meditated so foul a crime as the extinguishing so
blessed a light. Her denunciations at length aroused all the mother
in Mrs. Hinkley's breast, and the two dames had it, hot and heavy,
until, as the parties approached the lake, old Hinkley, with a
manner all his own, enjoined the most profound silence, and hushed,
without settling the dispute.
Meanwhile, the combatants had met. William Hinkley, haviug ascended
the tallest perch among the hills, beheld his enemy approaching
at a natural pace and at a short distance. He descended rapidly to
meet him and the parties joined at the foot of the woodland path
leading down to the lake, where, but a few days before, we beheld
Stevens and Margaret Cooper. Stevens was somewhat surprised to note
the singular and imposing change which a day, almost an hour, had
wrought in the looks and bearing of the young rustic. His good, and
rather elevated command of language, had struck him previously as
very remarkable, but this had been explained by his introduction
to Mr. Calvert, who, as his teacher, he soon found was very well
able to make him what he was. It was the high bearing, the courteous
defiance, the superior consciousness of strength and character, which
now spoke in the tone and manner of the youth. A choice military
school, for years, could scarcely have brought about a more decided
expression of that subdued heroism, which makes mere manliness a
matter of chivalry, and dignifies brute anger and blind hostility
into something like a sentiment. Under the prompting of a good
head, a generous temper, and the goodness of a highly-roused, but
legitimate state of feeling, William Hinkley wore the very appearance
of that nobleness, pride, ease, firmness, and courtesy, which,
in the conventional world, it is so difficult, yet held to be so
important, to impress upon the champion when ready for the field.
A genuine son of thunder would have rejoiced in his deportment, and
though a sneering, jealous and disparaging temper, Alfred Stevens
could not conceal from himself the conviction that there was
stuff in the young man which it needed nothing but trial and rough
attrition to bring out.
William Hinkley bowed at his approach, and pointed to a close
footpath leading to the rocks on the opposite shore.
"There, sir, we shall be more secret. There is a narrow grove above,
just suited to our purpose. Will it please you to proceed thither?"
"As YOU please, Mr. Hinkley," was the reply; "I have no disposition
to balk your particular desires. But the sight of this lake reminds
me that I owe you my life?"
"I had thought, sir, that the indignity which I put upon you, would
cancel all such memories," was the stern reply.
The cheek of Stevens became crimson--his eye flashed--he felt the
sarcasm--but something was due to his position, and he was cool
enough to make a concession to circumstances. He answered with
tolerable calmness, though not without considerable effort.
"It has cancelled the OBLIGATION, sir, if not the memory! I certainly
can owe you nothing for a life which you have attempted to disgrace--"
"Which I have disgraced!" said the other, interrupting him.
"You are right, sir. How far, however, you have shown your manhood
in putting an indignity upon one whose profession implies peace,
and denounces war, you are as well prepared to answer as myself."
"The cloth seems to be of precious thickness!" was the answer of
Hinkley, with a smile of bitter and scornful sarcasm.
"If you mean to convoy the idea that I do not feel the shame of the
blow, and am not determined on avenging it, young man, you are in
error. You will find that I am not less determined because I am
most cool. I have come out deliberately for the purpose of meeting
you. My purpose in reminding you of my profession was simply to
undeceive you. It appears to me not impossible that the knowledge
of it has made you somewhat bolder than you otherwise might have
been."
"What mean you?" was the stern demand of Hinkley, uttered in very
startling accents.
"To tell you that I have not always been a non-combatant, that I am
scarcely one now, and that, in the other schools, in which I have
been taught, the use of the pistol was an early lesson. You have
probably fancied that such was not the case, and that my profession--"
"Come, sir--will you follow this path?" said Hinkley, interrupting
him impatiently.
"All in good time, sir, when you have heard me out," was the cool
reply. "Now, sir," he continued, "were you to have known that it
would be no hard task for me to mark any button on your vest, at
any distance--that I have often notched a smaller mark, and that
I am prepared to do so again, it might be that your prudence would
have tempered your courage--"
"I regret for your sake," said Hinkley, again interrupting him with
a sarcasm, "that I have not brought with me the weapon with which
MY marks are made. You seem to have forgotten that I too have some
skill in my poor way. One would think, sir, that the memory would
not fail of retaining what I suspect will be impressed upon the
skin for some time longer."
"You are evidently bent on fighting, Mr. Hinkley, and I must gratify
you!"
"If you please, sir."
"But, before doing so, I should like to know in what way I have
provoked such a feeling of hostility in your mind? I have not sought
to do so. I have on the contrary, striven to show you my friendship,
in part requital of the kindness shown me by your parents."
"Do not speak of them, if you please."
"Ay, but I must. It was at the instance of your worthy mother that
I sought you and strove to confer with you on, the cause of your
evident unhappiness."
"You were the cause."
"I?"
"Yes--you! Did I not tell you then that I hated you; and did you
not accept my defiance?"
"Yes; but when you saved my life!--"
"It was to spurn you--to put stripes upon you. I tell you, Alfred
Stevens, I loathe you with the loathing one feels for a reptile,
whose cunning is as detestable as his sting is deadly. I loathe
you from instinct. I felt this dislike and distrust for you from
the first moment that I saw you. I know not how, or why, or in what
manner, you are a villain, but I feel you to be one! I am convinced
of it as thoroughly as if I knew it. You have wormed yourself into
the bosom of my family. You have expelled me from the affections
of my parents; and not content with this, you have stolen to the
heart of the woman to whom my life was devoted, to have me driven
thence also. Can I do less than hate you? Can I desire less than
your destruction? Say, having heard so much, whether you will make
it necessary that I should again lay my whip over your shoulders."
The face of Stevens became livid as he listened to this fierce and
bitter speech. His eye watched that of the speaker with the glare
of the tiger, as if noteful only of the moment when to spring. His
frame trembled. His lip quivered with the struggling rage. All his
feeling of self-superiority vanished when he listened to language
of so unequivocal a character--language which so truly denounced,
without defining, his villany. He felt, that if the instinct of the
other was indeed so keen and quick, then was the combat necessary,
and the death of the rustic essential, perhaps, to his own safety.
William Hinkley met his glance with a like fire. There was no
shrinking of his heart or muscles. Nay, unlike his enemy, he felt
a strange thrill of pleasure in his veins as he saw the effect
which his language had produced on the other.
"Lead the way!" said Stevens; "the sooner you are satisfied the
better."
"You are very courteous, and I thank you," replied Hinkley, with
a subdued but sarcastic smile, "you will pardon me for the seeming
slight, in taking precedence of one so superior; but the case
requires it. You will please to follow. I will show you my back no
longer than it seems necessary."
"Lead on, sir--lead on."
CHAPTER XXIII.
UNEXPECTED ISSUES.
William Hinkley ascended the narrow path leading to the hills
with an alacrity of heart which somewhat surprised himself. The
apprehensions of danger, if he felt any, were not of a kind to
distress or annoy him, and were more than balanced by the conviction
that he had brought his enemy within his level. That feeling of
power is indeed a very consolatory one. It satisfies the ambitious
heart, though death preys upon his household, one by one; though
suffering fevers his sleep; though the hopes of his affection wither;
though the loves and ties of his youth decay and vanish. It makes
him careless of the sunshine, and heedless of the storm. It deadens
his ear to the song of birds, it blinds his eye to the seduction
of flowers. It makes him fly from friendship and rush on hate. It
compensates for all sorts of loneliness, and it produces them. It
is a princely despotism; which, while it robs its slave of freedom,
covers him with other gifts which he learns to value more; which,
binding him in fetters, makes him believe that they are sceptres
and symbols before which all things become what he desires them.
His speech is changed, his very nature perverted, but he acquires
an "open sesame" by their loss, and the loss seems to his imagination an
exceeding gain. We will not say that William Hinkley was altogether
satisfied with HIS bargain, but in the moment when he stood
confronting his enemy on the bald rock, with a deadly weapon in
each hand--when he felt that he stood foot to foot in equal conflict
with his foe, one whom he had dragged down from his pride of place,
and had compelled to the fearful issue which made his arrogance
quail--in that moment, if he did not forget, he did not so much
feel, that he had lost family and friends, parents and love; and
if he felt, it was only to induce that keener feeling of revenge
in which even the affections are apt to be swallowed up.
Stevens looked in the eye of the young man and saw that he was
dangerous. He looked upon the ante-revolutionary pistols, and saw
that they were dangerous too, in a double sense.
"Here are pistols," he said, "better suited to our purpose. You
can sound them and take your choice."
"These," said Hinkley, doggedly, "are as well suited as any. If
you will, you can take your choice of mine; but if you think yours
superior, use them. These are good enough for me."
"But this is out of all usage," said Stevens.
"What matters it, Mr. Stevens? If you are satisfied that yours are
the best, the advantage is with you. If you doubt that mine can
kill, try them. I have a faith in these pistols which will content
me; but we will take one of each, if that will please you better,
and use which we think proper."
Stevens expressed himself better pleased to keep his own.
"Suit yourself as to distance," said Hinkley, with all the coolness
of an unmixed salamander. His opponent stepped off ten paces with
great deliberation, and William Hinkley, moving toward a fragment
of the rock upon which he had placed his "revolutions" for the better
inspection of his opponent, possessed himself of the veterans and
prepared to take the station which had been assigned him.
"Who shall give the word?" demanded Stevens.
"You may!" was the cool rejoinder.
"If I do, I kill you," said the other.
"I have no fear, Mr. Stevens," answered William Hinkley with a
degree of phlegm which almost led Stevens to fancy he had to deal
with a regular Trojan--"I have no fear," he continued, "and if you
fancy you can frighten me by this sort of bragging you have very
much mistaken your man. Shoot when you please, word or no word."
William Hinkley stood with his back to the woods, his face toward
the lake which spread itself, smooth and calm at a little distance.
He did not perceive that his position was a disadvantageous one.
The tree behind, and that beside him, rendered his body a most
conspicuous mark; while his opponent, standing with his back to
the uncovered rocks ranged with no other objects of any prominence.
Had he even been sufficiently practised in the arts of the duello, he
would most probably have been utterly regardless of these things.
They would not have influenced his firmness in the slightest
degree. His course was quite as much the result of desperation as
philosophy. He felt himself an outcast as well from home as from
love, and it mattered to him very little, in the morbid excitement
of his present mind, whether he fell by the hand of his rival, or
lived to pine out a wearisome existence, lonely and uninspired, a
gloomy exile in the bitter world. He waited, it may be said, with
some impatience for the fire of his antagonist. Once he saw the
pistol of Stevens uplifted. He had one in each hand. His own hung
beside him. He waited for the shot of the enemy as a signal when to
lift and use his own weapon. But instead of this he was surprised
to see him drop the muzzle of his weapon, and with some celerity
and no small degree of slight of hand, thrust the two pistols
under his coat-skirts. A buz reached his ears a moment after--the
hum of voices--some rustling in the bushes, which signified confusion
in the approach of strangers. He did not wish to look round as he
preferred keeping his eye on his antagonist.
"Shoot!" he exclaimed--"quickly, before we are interrupted."
Before he could receive any answer there was a rush behind
him--he heard his father's voice, sudden, and in a high degree of
fury, mingled with that of his mother and Mr. Calvert, as if in
expostulation. From the latter the words distinctly reached his
ears, warning him to beware. Such, also, was the purport of his
mother's cry. Before he could turn and guard against the unseen
danger, he received a blow upon his head, the only thing of which
he was conscious for some time. He staggered and fell forward. He
felt himself stunned, fancied he was shot, and sunk to the ground
in an utter state of insensibility.
The blow came from his father's crab-stick. It was so utterly
unexpected by the parties who had attended old Hinkley to the place
of meeting, that no efforts were made to prevent it. But the mother
of the victim rushed in in time to defeat the second blow, which
the father prepared to inflict, in the moment when his son was
falling from the effects of the first. Grasping the coat skirts
of her spouse, she pulled him back with no scrupulous hand, and
effectually baffled his designs by bringing him down, though in an
opposite direction, to the same level with the youth. Old Hinkley
did not bite the dust, but the latter part of his skull most
effectually butted it; and had not his head been quite as tough as
his crab-stick, the hurt might have been quite as severe as that
which the latter had inflicted on the son.
The latter lay as perfectly quiet as if all had been over with him.
So much so, that the impression became very general that such was
the case. Under this impression the heart of the mother spoke out
in mingled screams of lamentation and reproach. She threw herself
down by the side of the youth and vainly attempted to stop the blood
which was streaming from a deep gash on his skull. While engaged
in this work, her apron and handkerchief being both employed for
this purpose, she poured forth a torrent of wrath and denunciation
against her spouse. She now forgot all the offences of the boy, and
even Alfred Stevens came in for his share of the anger with which
she visited the offence and the offender.
"Shame! shame! you bloody-minded man," she cried, "to slaughter
your own son--your only son--to come behind him and knock him down
with a club as if he had been an inhuman ox! You are no husband
of mine. He sha'n't own you for a father. If I had the pick, I'd
choose a thousand fathers for him, from here to Massassippi, sooner
than you. He's only too good and too handsome to be son of yours.
And for what should you strike him? For a stranger--a man we never
saw before. Shame on you! You are a brute, a monster, William
Hinkley, and I'm done with you for ever.
"My poor, poor boy! Look up, my son. Look up, William. Open your
eyes. It's your own dear mother that speaks to you. O my God! you've
killed him--he will not open his eyes. He's dead, he's dead, he's
dead!"
And truly it seemed so, for the youth gave no sign of consciousness.
She threw herself in a screaming agony upon his body, and gave
herself up to the unmeasured despair, which, if a weakness, is
at least a sacred one in the case of a mother mourning her only
son. Old Hinkley was not without his alarms--nay, not altogether
without his compunctions. But he was one of that round head genus
whose self-esteem is too much at all times for fear, or shame, or
sensibility. Without seeking to assist the lad, and ascertain what
was his real condition, he sought only to justify himself for what
he had done by repeating the real and supposed offences of the
youth. He addressed himself in this labor chiefly to Mr. Calvert,
who, with quite as much suffering as any of the rest, had more
consideration, and was now busied in the endeavor to stanch the
blood and cleanse the wound of the victim.
"He's only got what he deserved," exclaimed the sullen, stubborn
father.
"Do not speak so, Mr. Hinkley," replied Calvert, with a sternness
which was unusual with him; "your son may have got his death."
"And he deserves it!" responded the other doggedly.
"And if he has," continued Calvert, "you are a murderer--a cold-blooded
murderer--and as such will merit and will meet the halter."
The face of the old man grew livid--his lips whitened with rage;
and he approached Calvert, his whole frame quivering with fury,
and, shaking his hand threateningly, exclaimed:--
"Do you dare to speak to me in this manner, you miserable, white-headed
pedagogue--do you dare?"
"Dare!" retorted Calvert, rising to his feet with a look of majesty
which, in an instant, awed the insolence of the offender. Never
had he been faced by such defiance, so fearlessly and nobly expressed.
"Dare!--Look on me, and ask yourself whether I dare or not.
Approach me but a step nigher, and even my love for your unfortunate
and much-abused but well-minded son will not protect you. I would
chastise you, with all my years upon me, in spite of my white
head. Yours, if this boy should die, will never become white,
or will become so suddenly, as your soul will wither, with its
own self-torture, within you. Begone!--keep back--do not approach
me, and, above all, do not approach me with uplifted hand, or, by
Heaven, I will fell you to the earth as surely as you felled this
boy! You have roused a feeling within me, William Hinkley, which
has slept for years. Do not provoke it too far. Beware in season.
You have acted the brute and the coward to your son--you could do
so with impunity to him--to me you can not."
There was something in this speech, from one whom old Hinkley was
accustomed to look upon as a dreaming bookworm, which goaded the
tyrannical father into irrepressible fury; and, grinding his teeth,
without a moment's hesitation he advanced, and was actually about
to lay the crab-stick over the shoulders of the speaker: but
the latter was as prompt as he was fearless. Before Hinkley could
conceive his intention, he had leaped over the still unconscious
person of William, and, flinging the old man round with a sudden
jerk, had grasped and wrested the stick from his hands with a degree
of activity and strength which confounded all the bystanders, and
the subject of his sudden exercise of manhood no less than the
rest.
"Were you treated justly," said Calvert, regarding him with a look
of the loftiest indignation, "you should yourself receive a taste
of the cudgel you are so free to use on others. Let your feebleness,
old man, be a warning to your arrogance."
With these words, he flung the crab-stick into the lake, old Hinkley
regarding him with looks in which it was difficult to say whether
mortification or fury had preponderance.
"Go," he continued--"your son lives; but it is God's mercy, and
none of yours, which has spared his life. You will live, I hope,
to repent of your cruelty and injustice to him; to repent of having
shown a preference to a stranger, so blind as that which has moved
you to attempt the life of one of the most gentle lads in the whole
country."
"And did he not come here to murder the stranger? did we not find
him even now with pistol ready to murder Brother Stevens? See the
pistols now in his hands--my father's pistols. We came not a minute
too soon. But for my blow, he had been a murderer."
Such was the justification which old Hinkley now offered for what
he had done.
"I am no advocate for duelling," said Calvert, "but I believe that
your son came with the stranger for this purpose, and not to murder
him."
"No, no! do you not see that Brother Stevens has no pistols? Did
we not see him trying to escape--walking off--walking almost over
the rocks to get out of the way?"
Calvert comprehended the matter much more clearly.
"Speak, sir!" he said to Stevens, "did you not come prepared to
defend yourself?"
"You see me as I am," said Stevens, showing his empty hands.
Calvert looked at him with searching eye.
"I understand you, sir," he said, with an expression not to be
mistaken; "I'understand you now. THIS LAD I KNOW. HE COULD NOT BE
A MURDERER. HE COULD NOT TAKE ANY MAN AT ADVANTAGE. If you do not
know the fact, Mr. Stevens, I can assure you that your life was
perfectly secure from his weapon, so long as his remained equally
unendangered. The sight of that lake, from which he rescued you
but a few days ago, should sufficiently have persuaded you of this."
Stevens muttered something, the purport of which was, that "he did
not believe the young man intended to murder him."
"Did he not send you a challenge?"
"No!" said old Hinkley; "he sent him a begging note, promising
atonement and repentance."
"Will you let me see that note?" said Calvert, addressing Stevens.
"I have it not--I destroyed it," said Stevens with some haste.
Calvert said no more, but he looked plainly enough his suspicions.
He now gave his attention to William Hinkley, whose mother, while
this scene was in progress, had been occupied, as Calvert had
begun, in stanching the blood, and trimming with her scissors, which
were fortunately at her girdle, the hair from the wound. The son,
meanwhile, had wakened to consciousness. He had been stunned but
not severely injured by the blow, and, with the promptitude of a
border-dame, Mrs. Hinkley, hurrying to a pine-tree, had gathered
enough of its resin, which, spread upon a fragment of her cotton
apron, and applied to the hurt, proved a very fair substitute for
adhesive plaster. The youth rose to his feet, still retaining the
pistols in his grasp. His looks were heavy from the stupor which
still continued, but kindled into instant intelligence when he
caught sight of Stevens and his father.
"Go home, sir!" said the latter, waving his hand in the prescribed
direction.
"Never!" was the reply of the young man, firmly expressed; "never,
sir, if I never have a home!"
"You shall always have a home, William, while I have one," said
Mr. Calvert.
"What! you encourage my son in rebellion? you teach him to fly in
the face of his father?" shouted the old man.
"No, sir; I only offer him a shelter from tyranny, a place of refuge
from persecution. When you learn the duties and the feelings of
a father, it will be time enough to assert the rights of one. I
do not think him safe in your house against your vindictiveness
and brutality. He is, however, of full age, and can determine for
himself."
"He is not of age, and will not be till July."
"It matters not. He is more near the years of discretion than his
father; and, judging him to be in some danger in your house, as a
man and as a magistrate I offer him the protection of mine. Come
home with me, William."
"Let him go, if he pleases--go to the d--l! He who honors not
his father, says the Scriptures--what says the passage, Brother
Stevens--does it not say that he who honors not his father is in
danger of hell-fire?"
"Not exactly, I believe," said the other.
"Matters not, matters not!--the meaning is very much the same."
"Oh, my son," said the mother, clinging to his neck, "will you,
indeed, desert me? can you leave me in my old age? I have none,
none but you! You know how I have loved--you know I will always
love you."
"And I love you, mother--and love him too, though he treats me as
an outcast--I will always love you, but I will never more enter
my father's dwelling. He has degraded me with his whip--he has
attempted my life with his bludgeon. I forgive him, but will never
expose myself again to his cruelties or indignities. You will always
find me a son, and a dutiful one, in all other respects."
He turned away with Mr. Calvert, and slowly proceeded down the
pathway by which he had approached the eminence. He gave Stevens
a significant look as he passed him, and lifted one of the pistols
which he still carried in his hands, in a manner to make evident
his meaning. The other smiled and turned off with the group, who
proceeded by the route along the hills, but the last words of the
mother, subdued by sobs, still came to the ears of the youth:--
"Oh, my son, come home! come home!"
"No! no! I have no home--no home, mother!" muttered the young man,
as if he thought the half-stifled response could reach the ears of
the complaining woman.
"No home! no hope!" he continued--"I am desolate."
"Not so, my son. God is our home; God is our companion; our
strength, our preserver! Living and loving, manfully striving and
working out our toils for deliverance, we are neither homeless,
nor hopeless; neither strengthless, nor fatherless; wanting neither
in substance nor companion. This is a sharp lesson, perhaps, but
a necessary one. It will give you that courage, of the great value
of which I spoke to you but a few days ago. Come with me to my
home; it shall be yours until you can find a better."
"I thank you--oh! how much I thank you. It may be all as you pay,
but I feel very, very miserable."
CHAPTER XXIV.
EXILE.
The artist in the moral world must be very careful not to suffer
his nice sense of retributive justice, to get so much the better
of his judgment, as an artist, as to make him forgetful of human
probabilities, and the superior duty of preparing the mind of the
young reader by sterling examples of patience and protracted reward,
to bear up manfully against injustice, and not to despond because
his rewards are slow. It would be very easy for an author to make
everybody good, or, if any were bad, to dismiss them, out of hand,
to purgatory and places even worse. But it would be a thankless
toil to read the writings of such an author. His characters would
fail in vraisemblance, and his incidents would lack in interest.
The world is a sort of vast moral lazar-house, in which most have
sores, either of greater or less degree of virulence. Some are
nurses, and doctors, and guardians; and these are necessarily free
from the diseases to which they minister. Some, though not many,
are entirely incurable; many labor for years in pain, and when
dismissed, still hobble along feebly, bearing the proofs of their
trials in ugly seams and blotches, contracted limbs, and pale,
haggard features. Others get off with a shorter and less severe
probation. None are free from taint, and those who are the most
free, are not always the greatest favorites with fortune.
We are speaking of the moral world, good reader. We simply borrow
an illustration from the physical. Our interest in one another is
very much derived from our knowledge of each other's infirmities;
and it may be remarked, passingly, that this interest is productive
of very excellent philosophical temper, since it enables us to bear
the worst misfortunes of our best friends with the most amazing
fortitude. It is a frequent error with the reader of a book--losing
sight of these facts--to expect that justice will always be done
on the instant. He will suffer no delay in the book, though he
sees that this delay of justice is one of the most decided of all
the moral certainties whether in life or law. He does not wish to
see the person in whom the author makes him interested, perish in
youth--die of broken heart or more rapid disaster; and if he could
be permitted to interfere, the bullet or the knife of the assassin
would be arrested at the proper moment and always turned against
the bosom of the wrong-doer.
This is a very commendable state of feeling, and whenever it occurs,
it clearly shows that the author is going right in his vocation.
It proves him to be a HUMAN author, which is something better than
being a mere, dry, moral one. But he would neither be a human nor
a moral author were he to comply with the desires of such gentle
readers, and, to satisfy their sympathies, arrest the progress
of events. The fates must have their way, in the book as in the
lazar-house; and the persons of his drama must endure their sores
and sufferings with what philosophy they may, until, under the
hands of that great physician, fortune, they receive an honorable
discharge or otherwise.
Were it with him, our young friend, William Hinkley, who is
really a clever fellow, should not only be received to favor with
all parties, but such should never have fallen from favor in the
minds of any. His father should become soon repentant, and having
convicted Stevens of his falsehood and hypocrisy, he should be rewarded
with the hand of the woman to whom his young heart is so devoted.
Such, perhaps, would be the universal wish with our readers; but
would this be fortunate for William Hinkley? Our venerable friend
and his, Mr. Calvert, has a very different opinion. He says:--
"This young man is not only a worthy young man, but he is one,
naturally of very vigorous intellect. He is of earnest, impassioned
temperament, full of enthusiasm and imagination; fitted for work--great
work--public work--head work--the noblest kind of work. He will be
a great lawyer--perhaps a great statesman--if he addresses himself
at once, manfully, to his tasks; but he will not address himself to
these tasks while he pursues the rusting and mind-destroying life
of a country village. Give him the object of his present desire
and you deprive him of all motive for exertion. Give him the woman
he seeks and you probably deprive him even of the degree of quiet
which the country village affords. He would forfeit happiness without
finding strength. Force him to the use of his tools and he builds
himself fame and fortune."
Calvert was really not sorry that William Hinkley's treatment had
been so harsh. He sympathized, it is true, in his sufferings, but
he was not blind to their probable advantages; and he positively
rejoiced in his rejection by Margaret Cooper.
It was some four or five days after the events with which our last
chapter was closed, that the old man and his young friend were to
be seen sitting together, under the shade of the venerable tree
where we have met them before. They had conferred together seriously,
and finally with agreeing minds, on the several topics which have
been adverted to in the preceding paragraph. William Hinkley had
become convinced that it was equally the policy of his mind and
heart to leave Charlemont. He was not so well satisfied, however, as
was the case with Mr. Calvert, that the loss of Margaret Cooper was
his exceeding gain. When did young lover come to such a conclusion?
Not, certainly, while he was young. But when was young lover wise?
Though a discontent, William Hinkley was not, however, soured
nor despairing from the denial of his hopes. He had resources of
thought and spirit never tested before, of the possession of which
he, himself, knew nothing. They were to be brought into use and
made valuable only by these very denials; by the baffling of his
hope; by the provocation of his strength.
His resolution grew rapidly in consequence of his disappointments.
He was now prepared to meet the wishes of his venerable and wise
preceptor--to grapple stoutly with the masters of the law; and,
keeping his heart in restraint, if not absolute abeyance, to do that
justice to his head, which, according to the opinion of Mr. Calvert,
it well-deserved if hitherto it had not demanded it. But to pursue
his studies as well as his practice, he was to leave Charlemont. How
was this to be done--where was he to go--by what means? A horse,
saddle, and bridle--a few books and the ante-revolutionary pistols of
his grandsire, which recent circumstances seemed to have endeared
to him, were all his available property. His poverty was an
estoppel, at the outset, to his own reflections; and thinking of
this difficulty he turned with a blank visage to his friend.
The old man seemed to enter into and imagine his thoughts. He did
not wait to be reminded, by the halting speech of the youth, of
the one subject from which the latter shrunk to speak.
"The next thing, my son," said he, "is the necessary means. Happily,
in the case of one so prudent and temperate as yourself, you will
not need much. Food and clothing, and a small sum, annually, for
contingencies, will be your chief expense; and this, I am fortunately
able to provide. I am not a rich man, my son; but economy and
temperance, with industry, have given me enough, and to spare. It
is long since I had resolved that all I have should be yours; and
I had laid aside small sums from time to time, intending them for
an occasion like the present, which I felt sure would at length
arrive. I am rejoiced that my foresight should have begun in time,
since it enables me to meet the necessity promptly, and to interpose
myself at the moment when you most need counsel and assistance."
"Oh, my friend, my kind generous friend, how it shames me for my
own father to hear you speak thus!"
The youth caught the hands of his benefactor, and the hot tears
fell from his eyes upon them, while he fervently bent to kiss them.
"Your father is a good but rough man, William, who will come to
his senses in good time. Men of his education--governed as he is by
the mistake which so commonly confounds God with his self-constituted
representative, religion with its professor--will err, and can not
be reasoned out of their errors. It is the unceasing operation of
time which can alone teach them a knowledge of the truth. You must
not think too hardly of your father, who does not love you the less
because he fancies you are his particular property, with whom he
may do what he pleases. As for what I have done, and am disposed
to do for you, let that not become burdensome to your gratitude.
In some respects you have been a son to me, and I send you from
me with the same reluctance which a father would feel in the like
circumstances. You have been my companion, you have helped to cheer
my solitude; and I have learned to look on the progress of your
mind with the interest of the philosopher who pursues a favorite
experiment. In educating you, I have attempted an experiment which
I should be sorry to see fail. I do not think now that it will
fail. I think you will do yourself and me ample justice. If I have
had my doubts, they were of your courage, not your talent. If you
have a weakness, it is because of a deficiency of self-esteem--a
tendency to self-disparagement. A little more actual struggle with
the world, and an utter withdrawal from those helps and hands which
in a youth's own home are very apt to be constantly employed to
keep him from falling, and to save him from the consequences of
his fall, and I do not despair of seeing you acquire that necessary
moral hardihood which will enable you to think freely, and to make
your mind give a fair utterance to the properties which are in
it. When this is done, I have every hope of you. You will rise to
eminence in your profession. I know, my son, that you will do me
honor."
"Ah, sir, I am afraid you overrate my abilities. I have no
consciousness of any such resources as you suppose me to possess."
"It is here that your deficiency speaks out. Be bold, my son--be
bold, bolder, boldest. I would not have you presumptuous, but there
is a courage, short of presumption, which is only a just confidence
in one's energies and moral determination. This you will soon
form, if, looking around you and into the performances of others,
you see how easy they are, and how far inferior they are to your
own ideas of what excellence should be. Do not look into yourself
for your standards. I have perhaps erred in making these too high.
Look out from yourself--look into others--analyze the properties
of others; and, in attempting, seek only to meet the exigencies of
the occasion, without asking what a great mind might effect beyond
it. Your heart will fail you always if your beau ideal is for ever
present to your mind."
"I will try, sir. My tasks are before me, and I know it is full time
that I should discard my boyhood. I will go to work with industry,
and will endeavor not to disappoint your confidence; but I must
confess, sir, I have very little in myself."
"If you will work seriously, William, my faith is in this very
humility. A man knowing his own weakness, and working to be strong,
can not fail. He must achieve something more than he strives for."
"You make me strong as I hear you, sir. But I have one request to
make, sir. I have a favor to ask, sir, which will make me almost
happy if you grant it--which will at least reconcile me to receive
your favors, and to feel them less oppressively."
"What is that, William? You know, my son, there are few things
which I could refuse you."
"It is that _I_ MAY BE YOUR SON; that I may call you father, and
bear henceforward your name. If you adopt me, rear me, teach me,
provide me with the means of education and life, and do for me
what a father should have done, you are substantially more than
my father to me. Let me bear, your name. I shall be proud of it,
sir. I will not disgrace it--nay, more, it will strengthen me in
my desire to do it and myself honor. When I hear it spoken, it will
remind me of my equal obligations to you and to myself."
"But this, my son, is a wrong done to your own father."
"Alas! he will not feel it such."
The old man shook his head.
"You speak now with a feeling of anger, William. The treatment of
your fether rankles in your mind."
"No, sir, no! I freely forgive him. I have no reference to him in
the prayer I make. My purpose is simply what I declare. Your name
will remind me of your counsels, will increase my obligation to
pursue them, will strengthen me in my determination, will be to
me a fond monitor in your place. Oh, sir, do not deny me! You have
shown me the affections of a father--let me, I entreat you, bear
the name of your son!"
The youth flung his arms about the old man's neck, and wept with
a gush of fondness which the venerable sire could not withstand.
He was deeply touched: his lips quivered; his eyes thrilled and
throbbed. In vain did he strive to resist the impulse. He gave him
tear for tear.
"My son, you have unmanned me."
"Ah, my father, I can not regret, since, in doing so, I have
strengthened my own manhood."
"If it have this effect, William, I shall not regret my own
weakness. There is a bird, you are aware, of which it is fabled
that it nourishes its young by the blood of its own bosom, which
it wounds for this purpose. Believe me, my dear boy, I am not
unwilling to be this bird for your sake. If to feel for you as the
fondest of fathers can give me the rights of one, then are you most
certainly my son--my son!"
Long, and fond, and sweet, was their embrace. For a full hour,
but few words, and those of a mournful tenderness, were exchanged
between the parties. But the scene and the struggle were drawing
nigh their close. This was the day when they were to separate. It
had been arranged that William Hinkley, or as he now calls himself,
William Calvert, was to go into the world. The old man had recalled
for his sake, many of the memories and associations of his youth.
He had revived that period--in his case one of equal bitterness
and pleasure--when, a youth like him he was about to send forth,
he had been the ardent student in a profession whose honors he had
so sadly failed to reap. In this profession he was then fortunate
in having many sterling friends. Some of these were still so. In
withdrawing from society, he had not withdrawn from all commerce
with a select and sacred few; and to the friendly counsel and
protection of these he now deputed the paternal trusts which had
been just so solemnly surrendered to himself. There were long and
earnest appeals written to many noble associates--men who had won
great names by dint of honorable struggle in those fields into which
the feebler temper of Mr. Calvert did not permit him to penetrate.
Some of these letters bore for their superscriptions such names as
the Clays, the Crittendens, and the Metcalfs--the strong men, not
merely of Kentucky, but of the Union. The good old man sighed as
he read them over, separately, to his young companion.
"Once I stood with them, and like them--not the meanest among
them--nay, beloved by them as an associate, and recognised as a
competitor. But they are here--strong, high, glorious, in the eye
of the nation--and I am nothing--a poor white-headed pedagogue in
the obscurest regions of Kentucky. Oh, my son, remember this, and
be strong! Beware of that weakness, the offspring of a miserable
vanity, which, claiming too much for itself, can bestow nothing
upon others. Strive only to meet the exigency, and you will do
more--you will pass beyond it. Ask not what your fame requires--the
poor fame of a solitary man struggling like an atom in the bosom
of the great struggling world--ask only what is due to the task
which you have assumed, and labor to do that. This is the simple,
small secret, but be sure it is the one which is of more importance
than all beside."
The departure of William Hinkley from his native village was kept
a profound secret from all persons except his adopted father and
his bosom friend and cousin, Fisherman Ned. We have lost sight of
this young man for several pages, and, in justice equally to the
reader and himself, it is necessary that we should hurriedly retrace
our progress, at least so far as concerns his. We left him, if we
rememoer, having driven Alfred Stevens from his purpose, riding
on alone, really with no other aim than to give circulation to his
limbs and fancies. His ride, if we are to believe his random but
significant words, and his very knowing looks, was not without
its results. He had certainly made some discoveries--at least he
thought and said so; but, in truth, we believe these amounted to
nothing more than some plausible conjectures as to the route which
Alfred Stevens was in the habit of pursuing, on those excursions,
in which the neighbors were disposed to think that there was something
very mysterious. He certainly had jumped to the conclusion that, on
such occasions, the journey of Stevens was prolonged to Ellisland;
and, as such a ride was too long for one of mere pleasure and
exercise, the next conclusion was, that such a journey had always
some business in it.
Now, a business that calls for so much secrecy, in a young student
of theology, was certainly one that could have very little relation
to the church. So far as Ned Hinkley knew anything of the Decalogue
it could not well relate to that. There was nothing in St. Paul
that required him to travel post to Ellisland; though a voyage to
Tarsus might be justified by the authority of that apostle; and
the whole proceeding, therefore, appeared to be a mystery in which
gospelling had very little to do. Very naturally, having arrived
at this conclusion, Ned Hinkley jumped to another. If the saints
have nothing to do with this journey of Alfred Stevens, the sinners
must have. It meant mischief--it was a device of Satan; and the
matter seemed so clearly made out to his own mind, that he returned
home with the further conviction, which was equally natural and
far more easily arrived at, that he was now bound by religion, as
he had previously been impelled by instinct, to give Stevens "a
regular licking the very first chance that offered." Still, though
determined on this measure, he was not unmindful of the necessity
of making other discoveries; and he returned to Charlemont with a
countenance big with importance and almost black with mystery.
But the events which had taken place in his absence, and which we
have already related, almost put his own peculiar purposes out of
his mind. That William Hinkley should have cowskinned Stevens would
have been much more gratifying to him could he have been present;
and he was almost disposed to join with the rest in their outcry
against this sacrilegious proceeding, for the simple reason, that
it somewhat anticipated his own rigorous intentions to the same
effect. He was not less dissatisfied with the next attempt for two
reasons.
"You might have known, Bill, that a parson won't fight with pistols.
You might have persuaded him to fist or cudgel, to a fair up and
down, hand over, fight! That's not so criminal, they think. I
heard once of Brother John Cross, himself trying a cudgel bout with
another parson down in Mississippi, because he took the same text
out of his mouth, and preached it over the very same day, with
contrary reason. Everybody said that John Cross served him right,
and nobody blamed either. But they would have done so if pistols
had been used. You can't expect parsons or students of religion to
fight with firearms. Swords, now, they think justifiable, for St.
Peter used them; but we read nowhere in Old or New Testament of
their using guns, pistols, or rifles."
"But he consented to fight, and brought his own pistols, Ned?"
"Why, then, didn't you fight? That's the next thing I blame you
for--that, when you were both ready, and had the puppies in your
hands, you should have stood looking at each other without taking
a crack. By jingo, had there been fifty fathers and mothers in
the bush, I'd have had a crack at him. No, I blame you, William--I
can't help it. You didn't do right. Oh! if you had only waited for
me, and let me have fixed it, how finely we would have managed.
What then, if your father had burst in, it was only shifting the
barkers from your hands to mine. I'd have banged at him, though
John Cross himself, and all his flock, stood by and kneed it to
prevent me. They might have prayed to all eternity without stopping
me, I tell you."
William Hinkley muttered something about the more impressive sort
of procedure which his father had resorted to, and a little soreness
about the parietal bones just at that moment giving a quick impatient
air to his manner, had the effect of putting an end to all further
discussion of this topic. Fisherman Ned concluded with a brief
assurance, meant as consolation, that, when he took up the cudgels,
his cousin need make himself perfectly easy with the conviction that
he would balance both accounts very effectually. He had previously
exhorted William to renew the attempt, though with different weapons,
to bring his enemy into the field; but against this attempt Mr.
Calvert had already impressively enjoined him; exacting from him
a promise that he would not seek Stevens, and would simply abide
any call for satisfaction which the latter might make. The worthy
old man was well assured that in Stevens's situation there was very
little likelihood of a summons to the field from him.
Still, William Hinkley did not deem it becoming in him to leave the
ground for several days, even after his preparations for departure
were complete. He loitered in the neighborhood, showed himself
frequently to his enemy, and, on some of these occasions, was
subjected to the mortification of beholding the latter on his way
to the house of Margaret Cooper, with whom, a few moments after, he
might be seen in lonely rambles by the lake-side and in the wood.
William had conquered his hopes from this quarter, but he vainly
endeavored to suppress his pangs.
At length the morning came for his departure. He had seen his mother
for the last time the night before. They had met at the house of
the widow Hinkley, between which and that of Calvert, his time had
been chiefly spent, since the day of his affair with Stevens. His
determination to depart was carefully concealed from his mother.
He dreaded to hear her entreaties, and he doubted his own strength
to endure them. His deportment, however, was sufficiently fond and
tender, full of pain and passion, to have convinced her, had she
been at all suspicious of the truth, of the design he meditated.
But, as it was, it simply satisfied her affections; and the fond
"good night" with which he addressed her ears at parting, was
followed by a gush of tears which shocked the more sturdy courage
of his cousin, and aroused the suspicions of the widow.
"William Hinkley," she said after the mother had gone home--"you
must be thinking to leave Charlemont. I'm sure of it--I know it."
"If you do, say nothing, dear cousin; it will do no good--it can
not prevent me now, and will only make our parting more painful."
"Oh, don't fear me," said the widow--"I shan't speak of it, till
it's known to everybody, for I think you right to go and do just
as Gran'pa Calvert tells you; but you needn't have made it such a
secret with me. I've always been too much of your friend to say a
word."
"Alas!" said the youth mournfully, "until lately, dear cousin,
I fancied that I had no friends--do not blame me, therefore, if I
still sometimes act as if I had none."
"You have many friends, William, already--I'm sure you will find
many more wherever you go; abler friends if not fonder ones, than
you leave behind you."
The youth threw his arms round the widow's neck and kissed her
tenderly. Her words sounded in his ears like some melodious prophecy.
"Say no more, cousin," he exclaimed with sudden enthusiasm; "I am
so well pleased to believe what you promise me of the future, that
I am willing to believe all. God bless you. I will never forget
you."
The parting with Calvert was more touching in reality, but with
fewer of the external signs of feeling. A few words, a single
embrace and squeeze of the hand, and they separated; the old man
hiding himself and his feelings in the dimness of his secluded
abode, while his adopted son, with whom Ned Hinkley rode a brief
distance on his way, struck spurs into his steed, as if to lose, in
the rapid motion of the animal, the slow, sad feelings which were
pressing heavily upon his heart. He had left Charlemont for ever.
He had left it under circumstances of doubt, and despondency--stung
by injustice, and baffled in the first ardent hopes of his youthful
mind. "The world was all before him, where to choose." Let us not
doubt that the benignant Providence is still his guide.
CHAPTER XXV.
CONQUEST.
The progress of events and our story necessarily brings as back
to Charlemont. We shall lose sight of William Hinkley, henceforth
Calvert, for some time; and here, par parenthese, let us say to
our readers that this story being drawn from veritable life, will
lack some of that compactness and close fitness of parts which
make our novels too much resemble the course of a common law case.
Instead of having our characters always at hand, at the proper
moment, to do the business of the artist, like so many puppets,
each working on a convenient wire, and waiting to be whistled in
upon the scene, we shall find them sometimes absent, as we do in
real life when their presence is most seriously desired, and when
the reader would perhaps prefer that they should come in, to meet
or make emergencies. Some are gone whom we should rather see; some
present, whose absence, in the language of the Irishman, would be
the best company they could give us; and some, not forthcoming,
like the spirits of Owen Glendower, even when most stoutly called
for. The vast deeps of human progress do not release their tenants
at the beck and call of ordinary magicians, and we, who endeavor
to describe events as we find them, must be content to take them
and persons, too, only when they are willing. Were we writing the
dramatic romance, we should be required to keep William Hinkley
always at hand, as a convenient foil to Alfred Stevens. He should
watch his progress; pursue his sinuosities of course; trace him
out in all his ill-favored purposes, and be ready, at the first
act--having, like the falcon, by frequent and constantly-ascending
gyrations, reached the point of command--to pounce down upon the
fated quarry, and end the story and the strife together. But ours
is a social narrative, where people come and go without much regard
to the unities, and without asking leave of the manager. William
Hinkley, too, is a mere man and no hero. He has no time to spare,
and he is conscious that he has already wasted too much. He has
work to do and is gone to do it. Let it console the reader, in his
absence, to know that he WILL do it--that his promise is a good
one--and that we have already been shown, in the dim perspective
of the future, glimpses of his course which compensate him for his
mishaps, and gladden the heart of his adopted father, by confirming
its prophecies and hopes.
The same fates which deny that he should realize the first fancies
of his boyhood, are, in the end, perhaps, not a jot kinder to others
whom they now rather seem to favor. His absence did not stop the
social machine of Charlemont from travelling on very much as before.
There was a shadow over his mother's heart, and his disappearance
rather aroused some misgiving and self-reproachful sensations in
that of his father. Mr. Calvert, too, had his touch of hypochondria
in consequence of his increased loneliness, and Ned Hinkley's
fighting monomania underwent startling increase; but, with the rest,
the wheel went on without much sensible difference. The truth is,
that, however mortifying the truth may be, the best of us makes but
a very small sensation in his absence. Death is a longer absence,
in which our friends either forget us, or recollect our vices. Our
virtues are best acknowledged when we are standing nigh and ready
to enforce them. Like the argumentative eloquence of the Eighth
Harry, they are never effectual until the halberdiers clinch their
rivets forcibly.
It does not necessarily impugn the benevolence or wisdom of Providence
to show that crime is successful for a season in its purposes. Vice
may prevail, and victims perish, without necessarily disparaging the
career, or impeding the progress of virtue. To show that innocence
may fall, is sometimes to strengthen innocence, so that it may
stand against all assailants. To show vice, even in its moments of
success, is not necessarily to show that such success is desirable.
Far from it! As none of us can look very deeply into the future,
so it happens that the boon for which we pray sometimes turns out
to be our bane; while the hardship and suffering, whose approach
we deprecate in sackcloth and ashes, may come with healing on their
wings, and afford us a dearer blessing than any ever yet depicted
in the loom of a sanguine and brilliant imagination.
We are, after all, humbling as this fact may be to our clamorous
vanity, only so many agents and instruments, blind, and scuffling
vainly in our blindness, in the perpetual law of progress. As a
soul never dies, so it is never useless or unemployed. The Deity
is no more profligate in the matter of souls than he is in that
of seeds. They pass, by periodical transitions, from body to body;
perhaps from sphere to sphere; and as the performance of their trusts
have been praiseworthy or censurable, so will be the character of
their trusts in future. He who has shown himself worthy of confidence
in one state, will probably acquire a corresponding increase of
responsibility in another. He who has betrayed his trusts or impaired
them, will share less of the privileges of the great moral credit
system.
In all these transitions, however, work is to be done. The fact that
there is a trust, implies duty and performance; and the practice
of virtue is nothing more than the performance of this work to the
best of our abilities. Well, we do not do our work. We fail in our
trusts. We abuse tuem. Such a man as Alfred Stevens abuses them.
Such a woman as Margaret Cooper fails in them. What then? Do we
destroy the slave who fails in his duty, or chasten him, and give
him inferior trusts? Do you suppose that the Deity is more profligate
in souls than in seeds--that he creates and sends forth millions
of new souls, annually, in place of those which have gone astray?
Hardly so! He is too good an economist for that. We learn this from
all the analogies. As a soul can not perish, so it never remains
unemployed. It still works, though its labors may be confined to
a treadmill.
The mere novel-reader may regard all this as so much unnecessary
digression. But let him not deceive himself. It would be the most
humiliating and painful thought, indeed, could we believe that the
genius which informs and delights us--which guides the bark of state
through a thousand storms and dangers to its port of safety--which
conquers and commands--which sings in melodies that make melodies
in human hearts for thousands of succeeding years--is suddenly to
be suspended--to have no more employment--to do no more work--guide
no more states--make no more melodies! Nay, the pang would be scarcely
less to believe that a fair intellect like that of Alfred Stevens,
or a wild, irregular genius, like that of Margaret Cooper--because
of its erring, either through perversity or blindness, is wholly
to become defunct, so far as employment is concerned--that they
are to be deprived of all privilege of working up to the lost
places--regaining the squandered talents--atoning, by industry and
humble desire, the errors and deficiencies of the past! We rather
believe that heaven is a world where the labors are more elevated,
the necessities less degrading; that it is no more permanent than
what we esteem present life; nay, that it is destined to other
transitions; that we may still ascend, on and on, and that each
heaven has its higher heaven yet. We believe that our immortality
is from the beginning; that time is only a periodical step in
eternity----that transition is the true meaning of life--and death
nothing more than a sign of progress. It may be an upward or a
downward progress, but it is not a toilsome march to a mere sleep.
Lavish as is the bounty of God, and boundless as are his resources,
there is nothing of him that we do know which can justify the idea
of such utter profligacy of material.
We transgress. Our business is with the present doings of our
dramatis persons and not with the future employment of their souls.
Still, we believe, the doctrine which we teach not only to be more
rational, but absolutely more moral than the conjectures on this
subject which are in ordinary use. More rational as relates to
the characteristics of the Deity, and more moral as it affects the
conduct and the purposes of man himself. There is something grand
beyond all things else, in the conception of this eternal progress
of the individual nature; its passage from condition to condition;
sphere to sphere; life to life; always busy, working for the mighty
Master; falling and sinking to mere menial toils, or achieving and
rising to more noble trusts; but, at all events, still working in
some way in the great world-plantation, and under the direct eye
of the sovereign World-Planter. The torture of souls on the one
hand, and the singing of psalms on the other, may be doctrines
infinitely more orthodox; but, to our mind, they seem immeasurably
inferior in grandeur, in propriety, in noble conception of the
appointments of the creature, and the wondrous and lovely designs
of the benignant Father.
The defeat of such a soul as that of Margaret Cooper can surely be
a temporary defeat only. It will regain strength, it must rise in
the future, it must recover the lost ground, and reassert the empire
whose sway it has unwillingly abandoned; for it is not through
will, wholly, by which we lose the moral eminence. Something is
due to human weaknesses; to the blindness in which a noble spirit
is sometimes suffered to grow into stature; disproportioned
stature--that, reaching to heaven, is yet shaken down and overthrown
by the merest breath of storm that sweeps suddenly beneath its
skies. The very hopelessness of Margaret Cooper's ambition, which
led her to misanthropy, was the source of an ever-fertile and
upspringing confidence. Thus it was that the favoring opinions which
Alfred Stevens expressed--a favoring opinion expressed by one whom
she soon discovered was well able to form one--accompanied by an
assurance that the dream of fame which her wild imagination had
formed should certainly be realized, gave him a large power over
her confidence. Her passion was sway--the sway of mind over mind--of
genius over sympathy--of the syren Genius over the subject Love.
It was this passion which had made her proud, which had filled her
mind with visions, and yielded to her a world by itself, and like
no other, filled with all forms of worship and attraction; chivalrous
faith, unflagging zeal, generous confidence, pure spirits, and the
most unquestioning loyalty! Ignorant of the world which she had not
seen, and of those movements of human passion which she had really
never felt, she naturally regarded Alfred Stevens as one of the
noble representatives of that imaginary empire which her genius
continually brought before her eyes. She saw in him the embodiment
of that faith in her intellect which it was the first and last hope
of her intellect to inspire; and seeing thus, it will be easy to
believe that her full heart, which, hitherto, had poured itself
forth on rocks, and trees, and solitary places, forgetful of all
prudence--a lesson which she had never learned--and rejoicing in
the sympathy of a being like herself, now gushed forth with all the
volume of its impatient fullness. The adroit art of her companion
led her for ever into herself; she was continually summoned to pour
forth the treasures of her mind and soul; and, toiling in the same
sort of egoisme in which her life heretofore had been consumed,
she was necessarily diverted from all doubts or apprehensions of
the occult purposes of him who had thus beguiled her over the long
frequented paths. As the great secret of success with the mere
worldling, is to pry into the secret of his neighbor while carefully
concealing his own, so it is the great misfortune of enthusiasm to
be soon blinded to a purpose which its own ardent nature neither
allows it to suspect nor penetrate. Enthusiasm is a thing of utter
confidence; it has no suspicion; it sets no watch on other hearts;
it is too constantly employed in pouring forth the treasures of its
own. It is easy, therefore, to deceive and betray it, to beguile
it into confidence, and turn all its revelations against itself.
How far the frequency of this usage in the world makes it honorable,
is a question which we need not discuss on this occasion.
Alfred Stevens had now been for some weeks in the village
of Charlemont, where, in the meantime, he had become an object
of constantly-increasing interest. The men shrank from him with a
feeling of inferiority; the women--the young ones being understood--shrank
from him also, but with that natural art of the sex which invites
pursuit, and strives to conquer even in flight. But it was soon
evident enough that Stevens bestowed his best regards solely upon
Margaret Cooper. If he sought the rest, it was simply in compliance
with those seeming duties of his ostensible profession which were
necessary to maintain appearances. Whether he loved Margaret Cooper
or not, he soon found a pleasure in her society which he sought
for in no other quarter of the village. The days, in spite of the
strife with William Hinkley, flew by with equal pleasantness and
rapidity to both. The unsophisticated mind of Margaret Cooper left
her sensible to few restraints upon their ordinary intercourse;
and, indeed, if she did know or regard them for an instant, it was
only to consider them as necessary restraints for the protection
of the ignorant and feeble of her sex--a class in which she never
once thought to include herself. Her attachment to Alfred Stevens,
though it first arose from the pleasure which her mind derived
from its intercourse with his, and not from any of those nice and
curious sympathies of temperament and taste which are supposed to
constitute the essence and comprise the secret of love, was yet
sufficient to blind her judgment to the risks of feeling, if nothing
more, which were likely to arise from their hourly-increasing
intimacy; and she wandered with him into the devious woods, and
they walked by moonlight among the solemn-shaded hills, and the
unconscious girl had no sort of apprehension that the spells of an
enslaving passion were rapidly passing over her soul.
How should she apprehend such spells? how break them? For the first
time in her life had she found intellectual sympathy--the only
moral response which her heart longed to hear. For the first time
had she encountered a mind which could do justice to, and correspond
on anything like equal terms with, her own. How could she think
that evil would ensue from an acquisition which yielded her the
only communion which she had ever craved Her confidence in herself,
in her own strength, and her ignorance of her own passions, were
sufficient to render her feelings secure; and then she was too well
satisfied of the superiority and nobleness of his. But, in truth,
she never thought upon the subject. Her mind dwelt only on the
divine forms and images of poetry. The ideal world had superseded,
not only the dangers, but the very aspect, of the real. Under the
magic action of her fancy, she had come to dwell
"With those gay creatures of the element
That in the colors of the rainbow live,
And play i' the plighted clouds"--
she had come to speak only in the one language, and of the one
topic; and, believing now that she had an auditor equally able to
comprehend and willing to sympathize with her cravings, she gave
free scope to the utterance of her fancies, and to the headlong
impulse of that imagination which had never felt the curb.
The young heart, not yet chilled by the world's denials, will readily
comprehend the beguiling influence of the dreaming and enthusiastic
nature of some dear spirit, in whose faith it has full confidence,
and whose tastes are kindred with its own. How sweet the luxury
of moonlight in commerce with such a congenial spirit! how heavenly
the occasional breath of the sweet southwest! how gentle and soothing
fond the whispers of night--the twiring progress of sad-shining
stars--the gentle sway of winds among the tree-tops--the plaintive
moan of billows, as they gather and disperse themselves along the
shores! To speak of these delights; to walk hand-in-hand along the
gray sands by the seaside, and whisper in murmuring tones, that seem
to gather sympathies from those of ocean; to guide the eye of the
beloved associate to the sudden object; to challenge the kindred
fancy which comments upon our own; to remember together, and repeat,
the happy verse of inspired poets, speaking of the scene, and to
the awakened heart which feels it; and, more, to pour forth one's
own inspirations in the language of tenderness and song, and awaken
in the heart of our companion the rapture to which our own has
given speech--these, which are subjects of mock and scorn to the
worldling, are substantial though not enduring joys to the young
and ardent nature.
In this communion, with all her pride, strength, and confidence,
Margaret Cooper was the merest child. Without a feeling of guile,
she was dreaming of the greatness which her ambition craved,
and telling her dreams, with all the artless freedom of the child
who has some golden fancy of the future, which it seeks to have
confirmed by the lips of experience. The wily Stevens led her on,
gave stimulus to her enthusiasm, made her dreams become reasonable
in her eyes, and laughed at them in his secret heart. She sung at
his suggestion, and sang her own verses with all that natural tremor
which even the most self-assured poet feels on such an occasion.
"Beautiful!" the arch-hypocrite would exclaim, as if unconscious
of utterance; "beautiful!" and his hand would possess itself of
the trembling fingers of hers. "But beautiful as it is, Margaret,
I am sure that it is nothing to what you could do under more
auspicious circumstances."
"Ah! if there were ears to hear, if there were hearts to feel, and
eyes to weep, I feel, I know, what might be done. No, no! this is
nothing. This is the work of a child."
"Nay, Margaret, if the work of a child, it is that of a child of
genius."
"Ah! do not flatter me, Alfred Stevens, do not deceive me. I am too
willing to believe you, for it is so dear a feeling to think that
I too am a poet. Yet, at the first, I had not the smallest notion
of this kind: I neither knew what poetry was, nor felt the desire
to be a poet. Yet I yearned with strange feelings, which uttered
themselves in that form ere I had seen books or read the verses
of others. It was an instinct that led me as it would. I sometimes
fear that I have been foolish in obeying it; for oh, what has it
brought me? What am I? what are my joys? I am lonely even with my
companions. I share not the sports and feel not the things which
delight my sex. Their dances and frolics give me no pleasure. I
have no sympathy with them or their cares. I go apart--I am here
on the hills, or deep in the forests--sad, lonely, scarcely knowing
what I am, and what I desire."
"You are not alone, nor are your pleasures less acute than theirs.
If they laugh, their laughter ends in sleep. If you are sad, you lose
not the slightest faculty of perception or sensibility, but rather
gain them in consequence. Laughter and tears are signs neither
of happiness nor grief, and as frequently result from absolute
indifference as from any active emotion. If you are absent from them,
you have better company. You can summon spirits to your communion,
Margaret; noble thoughts attend you; eyes that cheer, lips that
assure you, and whispers, from unknown attendants, that bid you be
of good heart, for the good time is coming. Ah! Margaret, believe
me when I tell you that time is at hand. Such a genius as yours,
such a spirit, can not always be buried in these woods."
It was in such artful language as this that the arch-hypocrite
flattered and beguiled her. They were wandering along the edge of
the streamlet to which we have more than once conducted the footsteps
of the reader. The sun was about setting. The autumn air was mild
with a gentle breathing from the south. The woods were still and
meek as the slumbers of an infant. The quiet of the scene harmonized
with the temper of their thoughts and feelings. They sat upon
a fragment of the rock. Margaret was silent, but her eyes were
glistening bright--not with hope only, but with that first glimmering
consciousness of a warmer feeling, which gives a purple light to
hope, and makes the heart tremble, for the first time, with its
own expectations. It did not escape Alfred Stevens that, for the
first time, her eye sank beneath his glance; for the first time
there was a slight flush upon her cheek. He was careful not to
startle and alarm the consciousness which these signs indicated.
The first feeling which the young heart has of its dependence upon
another is one little short of terror; it is a feeling which wakens
up suspicion, and puts all the senses upon the watch. To appear
to perceive this emotion is to make it circumspect; to disarm it,
one must wear the aspect of unconsciousness. The wily Stevens,
practised in the game, and master of the nature of the unsuspecting
girl, betrayed in his looks none of the intelligence which he felt.
If he uttered himself in the language of admiration, it was that
admiration which would be natural to a profound adorer of literature
and all its professors. His words were those of the amateur:--
"I can not understand, Margaret, how you have studied--how you have
learned so much--your books are few--you have had no masters. I
never met in my life with so remarkable an instance of unassisted
endeavor."
"My books were hero in the woods--among these old rocks. My teacher
was solitude. Ah! there is no teacher like one's own heart. My
instinct made me feel my deficiencies--my deficiencies taught me
contemplation--and from contemplation came thoughts and cravings,
and you know, when the consciousness of our lack is greatest, then,
even the dumb man finds a voice. I found my voice in consequence
of my wants. My language you see is that of complaint only."
"And a sweet and noble language it is, Margaret; but it is not in
poetry alone that your utterance is so distinct and beautiful--you
sing too with a taste as well as power which would prove that
contemplation was as happy in bringing about perfection in the one
as in the other art. Do sing me, Margaret, that little ditty which
you sang here the other night?"
His hand gently detained and pressed hers as he urged the request.
"I would rather not sing to-night," she replied, "I do not feel
as if I could, and I trust altogether to feeling. I will sing for
you some other time when you do not ask, and, perhaps would prefer
not to hear me."
"To hear you at all, Margaret, is music to my ears."
She was silent, and her fingers made a slight movement to detach
themselves from his.
"No, Margaret, do not withdraw them! Let me detain them
thus--longer--for ever! My admiration of you has been too deeply
felt not to have been too clearly shown, Your genius is too dear
to me now to suffer me to lose it. Margaret--dear Margaret!"
She spoke not--her breathing became quick and hard.
"You do not speak, let me hope that you are not angry with me?"
"No, no!" she whispered faintly. He continued with more boldness,
and while he spoke, his arm encircled her waist.
"A blessed chance brought me to your village. I saw you and returned.
I chose a disguise in which I might study you, and see how far the
treasures of your mind confirmed the noble promise of your face.
They have done more. Like him who finds the precious ore among the
mountains, I can not part with you so found. I must tear you from
the soil. I must bear you with me. You must be mine, Margaret--you
must go with me where the world will see, and envy me my prize."
He pressed her to his bosom. She struggled slightly.
"Do not, do not, Alfred Stevens, do not press me--do not keep
me. You think too much of me. I am no treasure--alas! this is all
deception. You can not--can not desire it?"
"Do I not! Ah! Margaret, what else do I desire now? Do you think
me only what I appear in Charlemont?"
"No! no!"
"I have the power of a name, Margaret, in my profession--among a
numerous people--and that power is growing into wealth and sway. I
am feared and honored, loved by some, almost worshipped by others;
and what has led me from this sway, to linger among these hills--to
waste hours so precious to ambition--to risk the influence which I
had already secured--what, but a higher impulse--a dearer prospect--a
treasure, Margaret, of equal beauty and genius."
Her face was hidden upon his bosom. He felt the beating of her
heart against his hand.
"If you have a genius for song, Margaret Cooper, I, too, am not
without my boast. In my profession, men speak of my eloquence as
that of a genius which has few equals, and no superior."
"I know it--it must be so!"
"Move me not to boast, dear Margaret; it is in your ears only that
I do so--and only to assure you that, in listening to my love, you
do not yield to one utterly obscure, and wanting in claims, which,
as yours must be finally, are already held to be established and
worthy of the best admiration of the intelligent and wise. Do you
hear me, Margaret?"
"I do, I do! It must be as you say. But of love I have thought
nothing. No, no! I know not, Alfred Stevens, if I love or not--if
I can love."
"You mistake, Margaret. It is in the heart that the head finds its
inspiration. Mere intellect makes not genius. All the intellect in
the world would fail of this divine consummation. It is from the
fountains of feeling that poetry drinks her inspiration. It is at
the altars of love that the genius of song first bends in adoration.
You have loved, Margaret, from the first moment when you sung.
It did not alter the case that there was no object of sight. The
image was in your mind--in your hope. One sometimes goes through
life without ever meeting the human counterpart of this ideal; and
the language of such a heart will be that of chagrin--distaste of
life--misanthropy, and a general scorn of his own nature. Such,
I trust, is not your destiny. No, Margaret, that is impossible. I
take your doubt as my answer, and unless your own lips undeceive
me, dearest Margaret, I will believe that your love is willing to
requite my own."
She was actually sobbing on his breast. With an effort she struggled
into utterance.
"My heart is so full, my feelings are so strange--oh! Alfred Stevens,
I never fancied I could be so weak."
"So weak--to love! surely, Margaret, you mistake the word. It is in
loving only that the heart finds its strength. Love is the heart's
sole business; and not to exercise it in its duties is to impair its
faculties, and deprive it equally of its pleasures and its tasks.
Oh, I will teach you of the uses of this little heart of yours,
dear Margaret--ay, till it grow big with its own capacity to teach.
We will inform each other, every hour, of some new impulses and
objects. Our dreams, our hopes, our fears, and our desires, ah!
Margaret--what a study of love will these afford us. Nor to love
only. Ah! dearest, when your muse shall have its audience, its
numerous watching eyes and eager ears, then shall you discover how
much richer will be the strain from your lips once informed by the
gushing fullness of this throbbing heart."
She murmured fondly in his embrace, "Ah! I ask no other eyes and
ears than yours."
In the glow of a new and overpowering emotion, such indeed was her
feeling. He gathered her up closer in his arms. He pressed his lips
upon the rich ripe beauties of hers, as some hungering bee, darting
upon the yet unrifled flower which it first finds in the shadows
of the forest, clings to, and riots on, the luscious loveliness,
as if appetite could only be sated in its exhaustion. She struggled
and freed herself from his embrace: but, returning home that
evening her eye was cast upon the ground; her step was set down
hesitatingly; there was a tremor in her heart; a timid expression
in her face and manner! These were proofs of the discovery which
she then seems to have made for the first time, that there is a
power stronger than mere human will--a power that controls genius;
that mocks at fame; feels not the lack of fortune, and is independent
of the loss of friends! She now first knew her weakness. She had
felt the strength of love! Ah! the best of us may quail, whatever
his hardihood, in the day when love asserts HIS strength and goes
forth to victory.
Margaret Cooper sought her chamber, threw herself on the bed, and
turned her face in the pillow to hide the burning blushes which,
with every movement of thought and memory, seemed to increase upon
her cheek. Yet, while she blushed and even wept, her heart throbbed
and trembled with the birth of a new emotion of joy. Ah! how sweet
is our first secret pleasure--shared by one other only--sweet to
that other as to ourself--so precious to him also. To be carried
into our chamber--to be set up ostentatiously--there, where none
but ourselves may see--to be an object of our constant tendance,
careful idolatry, keen suspicion, delighted worship!
Ah! but if the other makes it no idol--his toy only--what shall
follow this desecration of the sacred thing! What but shame, remorse,
humiliation, perhaps death!--alas! for Margaret Cooper, the love
which had so suddenly grown into a precious divinity with her, was
no divinity with him. He is no believer. He has no faith in such
things, but like the trader in religion, he can preach deftly the
good doctrines which he can not feel and is slow to practise.
CHAPTER XXVI.
FALL.
We should speak unprofitably and with little prospect of being
understood, did our readers require to be told, that there is a
certain impatient and gnawing restlessness in the heart of love,
which keeps it for ever feverish and anxious. Where this passion
is associated with a warm, enthusiastic genius, owning the poetic
temperament, the anxiety is proportionatly greater. The ideal of
the mind is a sort of classical image of perfect loveliness, chaste,
sweet, commanding, but, how cold! But love gives life to this
image, even as the warm rays of the sun falling upon the sullen
lips of the Memnon, compel its utterance in music. It not only looks
beauty--it breathes it. It is not only the aspect of the Apollo, it
is the god himself; his full lyre strung, his golden bow quivering
at his back with the majesty of his motion; and his lips parting
with the song which shall make the ravished spheres stoop, and
gather round to listen.
Hitherto Margaret Cooper had been a girl of strong will; will
nursed in solitude, and by the wrong-headed indulgence of a vain
and foolish mother. She was conscious of that bounding, bursting
soul of genius which possessed her bosom; that strange, moody, and
capricious god; pent-up, denied, crying evermore for utterance,
with a breath more painful to endure, because of the suppression.
This consciousness, with the feeling of denial which attended it,
had cast a gloomy intensity over her features not less than her
mind. The belief that she was possessed of treasures which were
unvalued--that she had powers which were never to be exercised--that
with a song such as might startle an empire, she was yet doomed
to a silent and senseless auditory of rocks and trees; this belief
had brought with it a moody arrogance of temper which had made
itself felt by all around her. In one hour this mood had departed.
Ambition and love became united for a common purpose; for the object
of the latter, was also the profound admirer of the former.
The anxious restlessness which her newly-acquired sensations
occasioned in her bosom, was not diminished by a renewal of those
tender interviews with her lover, which we have endeavored, though
so faultily, already to describe. Evening after evening found them
together; the wily hypocrite still stimulating, by his glozing
artifices, the ruling passion for fame, which, in her bosom, was
only temporarily subservient to love, while he drank his precious
reward from her warm, lovely, and still-blushing lips and cheeks.
The very isolation in which she had previously dwelt in Charlemont,
rendered the society of Stevens still more dear to her heart. She
was no longer alone--no longer unknown--not now unappreciated in
that respect in which hitherto she felt her great denial. "Here is
one--himself a genius--who can do justice to mine."
The young poet who finds an auditor, where he has never had one
before, may be likened to a blind man suddenly put in possession
of his sight. He sees sun and moon and stars, the forms of beauty,
the images of grace; and his soul grows intoxicated with the
wonders of its new empire. What does he owe to him who puts him in
possession of these treasures? who has given him his sight? Love,
devotion, all that his full heart has to pay of homage and affection.
Such was very much the relation which Margaret Cooper bore to
Alfred Stevens; and when, by his professions of love, he left the
shows of his admiration no longer doubtful, she was at once and
entirely his. She was no longer the self-willed, imperious damsel,
full of defiance, dreaming of admiration only, scornful of the
inferior, and challenging the regards of equals. She was now a timid,
trembling girl--a dependant, such as the devoted heart must ever
be, waiting for the sign to speak, looking eagerly for the smile
to reward her sweetest utterance. If now she walked with Stevens,
she no longer led the way; she hung a little backward, though she
grasped his arm--nay, even when her hand was covered with a gentle
pressure in the folds of his. If she sung, she did not venture to
meet his eyes, which she FELT must be upon hers, and now it was no
longer her desire that the village damsels should behold them as
they went forth together on their rambles. She no longer met their
cunning and significant smiles with confidence and pride, but with
faltering looks, and with cheeks covered with blushes. Great, indeed,
was the change which had come over that once proud spirit--change
surprising to all, but as natural as any other of the thousand changes
which are produced in the progress of moments by the arch-magician,
Love. Heretofore, her song had disdained the ordinary topics
of the youthful ballad-monger. She had uttered her apostrophes to
the eagle, soaring through the black, billowy masses of the coming
thunder-storm; to the lonely but lofty rock, lonely in its loftiness,
which no foot travelled but her own; to the silent glooms of the
forest--to the majesty of white-bearded and majestic trees. The
dove and the zephyr now shared her song, and a deep sigh commonly
closed it. She was changed from what she was. The affections had
suddenly bounded into being, trampling the petty vanities underfoot;
and those first lessons of humility which are taught by love, had
subdued a spirit which, hitherto, had never known control.
Alfred Stevens soon perceived how complete was his victory. He
soon saw the extent of that sudden change which had come over
her character. Hitherto, she had been the orator. When they stood
together by the lake-side, or upon the rock, it was her finger
which had pointed out the objects for contemplation; it was her
voice whose eloquence had charmed the ear, dilating upon the beauties
or the wonders which they surveyed. She was now no longer eloquent
in words. But she looked a deeper eloquence by far than any words
could embody. He was now the speaker; and regarding him through the
favoring media of kindled affections, it seemed to her ear, that
there was no eloquence so sweet as his. He spoke briefly of the
natural beauties by which they were surrounded.
"Trees, rocks, the valley and the hill, all realms of solitude
and shade, inspire enthusiasm and ardor in the imaginative spirit.
They are beneficial for this purpose. For the training of a great
poet they are necessary. They have the effect of lifting the mind
to the contemplation of vastness, depth, height, profundity. This
produces an intensity of mood--the natural result of any association
between our own feelings and such objects as are lofty and noble in
the external world. The feelings and passions as they are influenced
by the petty play of society, which diffuses their power and breaks
their lights into little, become concentrated on the noble and the
grand. Serious earnestness of nature becomes habitual--the heart
flings itself into all the subjects of its interest--it trifles
with none--all its labors become sacred in its eyes, and the latest
object of study and analysis is that which is always most important.
The effect of this training in youth on the poetic mind, is to
the last degree beneficial; since, without a degree of seriousness
amounting to intensity--without a hearty faith in the importance
of what is to be done--without a passionate fullness of soul which
drives one to his task--there will be no truthfulness, no eloquence,
no concentrated thought and permanent achievement. With, you, dear
Margaret, such has already been the effect. You shrink from the
ordinary enjoyments of society. Their bald chat distresses you, as
the chatter of so many jays. You prefer the solitude which feeds
the serious mood which you love, and enables your imagination,
unrepressed by the presence of shallow witlings, to evoke its
agents from storm and shadow--from deep forest and lonesome lake--to
minister to the cravings of an excited heart, and a soaring and
ambitious fancy."
"Oh, how truly, Alfred, do you speak it," she murmured as he closed.
"So far, so good; but, dear Margaret--there are other subjects
of study which are equally necessary for the great poet. The wild
aspects of nature are such as are of use in the first years of his
probation. To grow up in the woods and among the rocks, so that a
hearty simplicity, an earnest directness, with a constant habit of
contemplation should be permanently formed, is a first and necessary
object. But it is in this training as in every other. There are
successive steps. There is a law of progressive advance. You must
not stop there. The greatest moral study for the poet must follow.
This is the study of man in society--in the great world--where he
puts on a thousand various aspects--far other than those which are
seen in the country--in correspondence with the thousand shapes of
fortune, necessity, or caprice, which attend him there. Indeed, it
may safely be said, that he never knows one half of the responsibility
of his tasks who toils without the presence of those for whom he
toils. It is in the neighborhood of man that we feel his and our
importance. It is while we are watching his strifes and struggles
that we see the awful importance of his destiny; and the great trusts
of self, and truth, and the future, which have been delivered to
his hands. Here you do not see man. You see certain shapes, which
are employed in raising hay, turnips, and potatoes; which eat and
drink very much as man does; but which, as they suffer to sleep
and rest most of those latent faculties, the exercise of which
can alone establish the superiority of the intellectual over the
animal nature, so they have no more right to the name of man than
any other of those animals who eat as industriously, and sleep
as profoundly, as themselves. The contemplation of the superior
being, engaged in superior toils, awakens superior faculties in the
observer. He who sees nothing but the gathering of turnips will
think of nothing but turnips. As we enlarge the sphere of our
observation, the faculty of thought becomes expanded. You will
discover this wonderful change when you go into the world. Hitherto,
your inspirers have been these groves, these rocks, lakes, trees,
and silent places. But, when you sit amid crowds of bright-eyed,
full-minded, and admiring people; when you see the eyes of thousands
looking for the light to shine from yours; hanging, with a delight
that still hungers, on the words of truth and beauty which fall
from your lips--then, then only, dearest Margaret, will you discover
the true sources of inspiration and of fame."
"Ah!" she murmured despondingly--"you daunt me when you speak of
these crowds--crowds of the intellectual and the wise. What should
I be--how would I appear among them?"
"As you appear to me, Margaret--their queen, their idol, their
divinity, not less a beauty than a muse?"
The raptures which Stevens expressed seemed to justify the embrace
which followed it; and it was some moments before she again spoke.
When she did the same subject was running in her mind.
"Ah! Alfred, still I fear!"
"Fear nothing, Margaret. It will be as I tell you--as I promise!
If I deceive you, I deceive myself. Is it not for the wife of my
bosom that I expect this homage?"
Her murmurs were unheard. They strolled on--still deeper into
the mazes of the forest, and the broad disk of the moon, suddenly
gleaming, yellow, through the tops of the trees, sirprised them in
their wanderings.
"How beautiful!" he exclaimed. "Let us sit here, dearest Margaret.
The rock here is smooth and covered with the softest lichen. A
perfect carpet of it is at our feet, and the brooklet makes the
sweetest murmuring as it glides onward through the grove, telling
all the while, like some silly schoolgirl, where you may look for
it. See the little drops of moonlight falling here--and there in
the small openings of the forest, and lying upon the greensward
like so many scattered bits of silver. One might take it for fairy
coin. And, do you note the soft breeze that seems to rise with the
moon as from some Cytherean isle, breathing of love, love only--love
never perishing!"
"Ah! were it so, Alfred!"
"Is it not, Margaret? If I could fancy that you would cease to love
me or I you--could I think that these dear joys were to end--but
no! no! let us not think of it. It is too sweet to believe, and
the distrust seems as unholy as it is unwholesome. That bright soft
planet seems to persuade to confidence as it inspires love. Do you
not feel your heart soften in the moonlight, Margaret? your eye
glistens, dearest--and your heart, I know, must be touched. It
is--I feel its beating! What a tumult, dear Margaret, is here!"
"Do not, do not!" she murmured, gently striving to disengage herself
from his grasp.
"No! no!--move not, dearest," he replied in a subdued tone--a
murmur most like hers. "Are we not happy? Is there anything, dear
Margaret, which we could wish for?"
"Nothing! nothing!"
"Ah! what a blessed chance it was that brought me to these hills.
I never lived till now. I had my joys, Margaret--my triumphs! I
freely yield them to the past! I care for them no more! They are
no longer joys or triumphs! Yes, Margaret you have changed my heart
within me. Even fame which I so much worshipped is forgotten."
"Say not that; oh, say not that!" she exclaimed, but still in
subdued accents.
"I must--it is too far true. I could give up the shout of applause--the
honor of popular favor--the voice of a people's approbation--the
shining display and the golden honor--all, dear Margaret, sooner
than part with you."
"But you need not give them up, Alfred."
"Ah, dearest, but I have no soul for them now. You are alone my
soul, my saint--the one dear object, desire, and pride, and conquest."
"Alas! and have you not conquered, Alfred?"
"Sweet! do I not say that I am content to forfeit all honors,
triumphs, applauses--all that was so dear to me before--and only
in the fond faith that I had conquered? You are mine--you tell me
so with your dear lips--I have you in my fond embrace--ah! do not
talk to me again of fame."
"I were untrue to you as to myself, dear Alfred, did I not. No!
with your talents, to forego their uses--to deliver yourself up to
love wholly, were as criminal as it would be unwise."
"You shall be my inspiration then, dear Margaret. These lips shall
send me to the forum--these eyes shall reward me with smiles when
I return. Your applause shall be to me a dearer triumph than all
the clamors of the populace."
"Let us return home--it is late."
"Not so!--and why should we go? What is sleep to us but loss? What
the dull hours, spent after the ordinary fashion, among ordinary
people. Could any scene be more beautiful than this--ah! can any
feeling be more sweet? Is it not so to you, dearest? tell me--nay,
do not tell me--if you love as I do, you can not leave me--not
now--not thus--while such is the beauty of earth and heaven--while
such are the rich joys clustering in our hearts. Nay, while, in
that hallowing moonlight, I gaze upon thy dark eyes, and streaming
hair, thy fair, beautiful cheeks, and those dear rosy lips!"
"Oh! Alfred, do not speak so--do not clasp me thus. Let us go. It
is late--very late, and what will they say?"
"Let them say! Are we not blessed? Can all their words take from
us these blessings--these sacred, sweet, moments--such joys, such
delights? Let them dream of such, with their dull souls if they
can. No! no! Margaret--we are one! and thus one, our world is as
free from their control as it is superior to their dreams and hopes.
Here is our heaven, Margaret--ah! how long shall it be ours! at
what moment may we lose it, by death, by storm, by what various
mischance! What profligacy to fly before the time! No! no! but a
little while longer--but a little while!"
And there they lingered! He, fond, artful, persuasive; she, trembling
with the dangerous sweetness of wild, unbidden emotions. Ah! why
did she not go? Why was the strength withheld which would have
carried out her safer purpose? The moon rose until she hung in
the zenith, seeming to linger there in a sad, sweet watch, like
themselves--the rivulet ran along, still prattling through the
groves; the breeze, which had been a soft murmur among the trees
at the first rising of the moon, now blew a shrill whistle among
the craggy hills; but they no longer heard the prattle of the
rivulet--even the louder strains of the breeze were unnoticed,
and it was only when they were about to depart, that poor Margaret
discovered that the moon had all the while been looking down upon
them.
CHAPTER XXVII.
THE BIRTH OF THE AGONY.
It was now generally understood in Charlemont that Margaret Cooper
had made a conquest of the handsome stranger. We have omitted--as
a matter not congenial to our taste--the small by-play which had
been carried on by the other damsels of the village to effect the
same object. There had been setting of caps, without number, ay,
and pulling them too, an the truth were known among the fair Stellas
and Clarissas, the Daphnes and Dorises, of Charlemont, but, though
Stevens was sufficiently considerate of the claims of each, so far
as politeness demanded it, and contrived to say pleasant things,
pour passer le temps, with all of them, it was very soon apparent
to the most sanguine, that the imperial beauties and imperious mind
of Margaret Cooper had secured the conquest for herself.
As a matter of course, the personal and intellectual attractions
of Stevens underwent no little disparagement as soon as this fact
was known. It was now universally understood that he was no such
great things, after all; and our fair friend the widow Thackeray,
who was not without her pretensions to wit and beauty, was bold
enough to say that Mr. Stevens was certainly too fat in the face,
and she rather thought him stupid. Such an opinion gave courage
to the rest, and pert Miss Bella Tompkins, a romp of first-rate
excellence, had the audacity to say that he squinted!--and this
opinion was very natural, since neither of his eyes had ever rested
with satisfaction on her pouting charms.
It may be supposed that the discontent of the fair bevy, and its
unfavorable judgment of himself, did not reach the ears of Alfred
Stevens, and would scarcely have disturbed them if it did. Margaret
Cooper was more fortunate than himself in this respect. She could
not altogether be insensible to the random remarks which sour envy
and dark-eyed jealousy continued to let fall in her hearing; but
her scorn for the speakers, and her satisfaction with herself,
secured her from all annoyance from this cause. Such, at least,
had been the case in the first days of her conquest. Such was not
exactly the case now. She had no more scorn of others. She was no
longer proud, no longer strong. Her eyes no longer flashed with
haughty defiance on the train which, though envious, were yet
compelled to follow. She could no longer speak in those superior
tones, the language equally of a proud intellect, and a spirit
whose sensibilities had neither been touched by love nor enfeebled
by anxiety and apprehension. A sad change had come over her heart
and all her features in the progress of a few days. Her courage had
departed. Her step was no longer firm; her eye no longer uplifted
like that of the mountain-eagle, to which, in the first darings
of her youthful muse, she had boldly likened herself. Her look was
downcast, her voice subdued; she was now not less timid than the
feeblest damsel of the village in that doubtful period of life
when, passing from childhood to girlhood, the virgin falters, as
it were, with bashful thoughts, upon the threshold of a new and
perilous condition. The intercourse of Margaret Cooper with her
lover had had the most serious effect upon her manners and her
looks. But the change upon her spirit was no less striking to all.
"I'm sure if I did love any man," was the opinion of one of the
damsels, "I'd die sooner than show it to him, as she shows it to
Alfred Stevens. It's a guess what he must think of it."
"And no hard guess neither," said another; "I reckon there's no
reason why he should pick out Margaret Cooper except that he saw
that it was no such easy matter any where else."
"Well! there can be no mistake about it with them; for now they're
always together--and Betty, her own maid, thinks--but it's better
not to say!"
And the prudent antique pursed up her mouth in a language that said
everything.
"What!--what does she say?" demanded a dozen voices.
"Well! I won't tell you that. I won't tell you all; but she does
say, among other things, that the sooner John Cross marries them,
the better for all parties."
"Is it possible!"
"Can it be!"
"Bless me! but I always thought something wrong."
"And Betty, her own maid, told you? Well, who should know, if she
don't?"
"And this, too, after all her airs!"
"Her great smartness, her learning, and verse-making! I never knew
any good come from books yet."
"And never will, Jane," said another, with an equivocal expression,
with which Jane was made content; and, after a full half-hour's
confabulation, in the primitive style, the parties separated--each,
in her way, to give as much circulation to Betty's inuendoes as
the importance of the affair deserved.
Scandal travels along the highways, seen by all but the victim.
Days and nights passed; and in the solitude of lonely paths, by
the hillside or the rivulet, Margaret Cooper still wandered with
her lover. She heard not the poisonous breath which was already
busy with her virgin fame. She had no doubts, whatever might be
the event, that the heart of Alfred Stevens could leave her without
that aliment which, in these blissful moments, seemed to be her
very breath of life. But she felt many fears, many misgivings, she
knew not why. A doubt, a cloud of anxiety, hung brooding on the
atmosphere. In a heart which is unsophisticated, the consciousness,
however vague, that all is not right, is enough to produce this cloud;
but, with the gradual progress of that heart to the indulgence of
the more active passions, this consciousness necessarily increases
and the conflict then begins between the invading passion and the
guardian principle. We have seen enough to know what must be the
result of such a conflict with a nature such as hers, under the
education which she had received. It did not end in the expulsion
of her lover. It did not end in the discontinuance of those long
and frequent rambles amid silence, and solitude, and shadow. She
had not courage for this; and the poor, vain mother, flattered with
the idea that her son-in-law would be a preacher, beheld nothing
wrong in their nightly wanderings, and suffered her daughter, in
such saintly society, to go forth without restraint or rebuke.
There was one person in the village who was not satisfied that
Margaret Cooper should fall a victim, either to the cunning of
another, or to her own passionate vanity. This was our old friend
Calvert. He was rather, inclined to be interested in the damsel,
in spite of the ill treatment of his protege, if it were only in
consequence of the feelings with which she had inspired him. It
has been seen that, in the affair of the duel, he was led to regard
the stranger with an eye of suspicion. This feeling had been further
heightened by the statements of Ned Hinkley, which, however loose
and inconclusive, were yet of a kind to show that there was some
mystery about Stevens--that he desired concealment in some respects--a
fact very strongly inferred from his non-employment of the village
postoffice, and the supposition--taken for true--that he employed
that of some distant town. Ned Hinkley had almost arrived at
certainty in this respect; and some small particulars which seemed
to bear on this conviction, which he had recently gathered, taken
in connection with the village scandal in reference to the parties,
determined the old man to take some steps in the matter to forewarn
the maiden, or at least her mother, of the danger of yielding too
much confidence to one of whom so little was or could be known.
It was a pleasant afternoon, and Calvert was sitting beneath his
roof-tree, musing over this very matter, when he caught a glimpse
of the persons of whom he thought, ascending one of the distant
hills, apparently on their way to the lake. He rose up instantly,
and, seizing his staff, hurried off to see the mother of the damsel.
The matter was one of the nicest delicacy--not to be undertaken
lightly--not to be urged incautiously. Nothing, indeed, but a strong
sense of duty could have determined him upon a proceeding likely
to appear invidious, and which might be so readily construed,
by a foolish woman, into an impertinence. Though a man naturally
of quick, warm feelings, Calvert had been early taught to think
cautiously--indeed, the modern phrenologist would have said that,
in the excess of this prudent organ lay the grand weakness of his
moral nature. This delayed him in the contemplated performance much
longer than his sense of its necessity seemed to justify. Having
now resolved, however, and secure in the propriety of his object,
he did not scruple any longer.
A few minutes sufficed to bring him to the cottage of the old
lady, and her voice in very friendly tenor commanded him to enter.
Without useless circumlocution, yet without bluntness, the old
man broached the subject; and, without urging any of the isolated
facts of which he was possessed, and by which his suspicions were
awakened, he dwelt simply upon the dangers which might result
from such a degree of confidence as was given to the stranger. The
long, lonely rambles in the woods, by night as well as day, were
commented on, justly, but in an indulgent spirit; and the risks of
a young and unsuspecting maiden, under such circumstances, were shown
with sufficient distinctness for the comprehension of the mother,
had she been disposed to hear. But never was good old man, engaged
in the thankless office of bestowing good advice, so completely
confounded as he was by the sort of acknowledgments which his
interference obtained. A keen observer might have seen the gathering
storm while he was speaking; and, at every sentence, there was a low,
running commentary, bubbling up from the throat of the opinionated
dame, somewhat like rumbling thunder, which amply denoted the rising
tempest. It was a sort of religious effort which kept the old lady
quiet till Calvert had fairly reached a conclusion. Then, rising
from her seat, she approached him, smoothed back her apron, perked
out her chin, and, fixing her keen gray eyes firmly upon his own,
with her nose elongated to such a degree as almost to suggest the
possibility of a pointed collision between that member and the
corresponding one of his own face, she demanded--
"Have you done--have you got through?"
"Yes, Mrs. Cooper, this is all I came to say. It is the suggestion
of prudence--the caution of a friend--your daughter is young, very
young, and--"
"I thank you! I thank you! My daughter is young, very young; but
she is no fool, Mr. Calvert--let me tell you that! Margaret Cooper
is no fool. If you don't know that, I do. I know her. She's able
to take care of herself as well as the best of us."
"I am glad you think so, Mrs. Cooper, but the best of us find it a
difficult matter to steer clear of danger, and error and misfortune;
and the wisest, my dear madam, are only too apt to fall when they
place their chief reliance on their wisdom."
"Indeed! that's a new doctrine to me, and I reckon to everybody
else. If it's true, what's the use of all your schooling, I want
to know?"
"Precious little, Mrs. Cooper, if--"
"Ah! precious little; and let me tell you, Mr. Calvert, I think
it's mighty strange that you should think Margaret Cooper in more
need of your advice, than Jane Colter, or Betsy Barnes, or Susan
Mason, or Rebecca Forbes, or even the widow Thackeray."
"I should give the same advice to them under the same circumstances,
Mrs. Cooper."
"Should you, indeed! Then I beg you will go and give it to them,
for if they are not in the same circumstances now, they'd give each
of them an eye to be so. Ay, wouldn't they! Yes! don't I know, Mr.
Calvert, that it's all owing to envy that you come here talking
about Brother Stevens."
"But I do not speak of Mr. Stevens, Mrs. Cooper; were it any other
young man with whom your daughter had such intimacy I should speak
in the same manner."
"Would you, indeed? Tell that to the potatoes. Don't I know better.
Don't I know that if your favorite, that you made so much of--your
adopted son, Bill Hinkley--if he could have got her to look at
him, they might have walked all night and you'd never have said
the first word. He'd have given one eye for her, and so would every
girl in the village give an eye for Brother Stevens. I'm not so
old but I know something. But it won't do. You can go to the widow
Thackeray, Mr. Calvert. It'll do her good to tell her that it's
very dangerous for her to be thinking about young men from morning
to night. It's true you can't say anything about the danger, for
precious little danger she's in; but, lord, wouldn't she jump to
it if she had a chance. Let her alone for that. You'd soon have
cause enough to give her your good advice about the danger, and
much good would come of it. She'd wish, after all was said, that
the danger was only twice as big and twice as dangerous."
Such was the conclusion of Mr. Calvert's attempt to give good
counsel. It resulted as unprofitably in this as in most cases; but
it had not utterly fallen, like the wasted seed, in stony places.
There was something in it to impress itself upon the memory of Mrs.
Cooper; and she resolved that when her daughter came in, it should
be the occasion of an examination into her feelings and her relation
to the worthy brother, such as she had more than once before
meditated to make.
But Margaret Cooper did not return till a comparatively late hour;
and the necessity of sitting up after her usual time of retiring,
by making the old lady irritable, had the effect of giving some
additional force to the suggestions of Mr. Calvert. When Margaret
did return, she came alone. Stevens had attended her only to the
wicket. She did not expect to find her mother still sitting up; and
started, with an appearance of disquiet, when she met her glance.
The young girl was pale and haggard. Her eye had a dilated, wild
expression. Her step faltered; her voice was scarcely distinct as
she remarked timidly--
"Not yet abed, mother?"
"No! it's a pretty time for you to keep me up."
"But why did you sit up, mother? It's not usual with you to do so."
"No! but it's high time for me to sit up, and be on the watch too,
when here's the neighbors coming to warn me to do so--and telling
me all about your danger."
"Ha! my danger--speak--what danger, mother?"
"Don't you know what danger? Don't you know?"
"Know!" The monosyllable subsided in a gasp. At that moment Margaret
Cooper could say no more.
"Well, I suppose you don't know, and so I'll tell you. Here's been
that conceited, stupid old man, Calvert, to tell me how wrong it
is for you to go out by night walking with Brother Stevens; and
hinting to me that you don't know how to take care of yourself
with all your learning; and how nobody knows anything about Brother
Stevens; as if nobody was wise for anything but himself. But I gave
him as good as he brought, I'll warrant you. I sent him off with
a flea in his ear!"
It was fortunate for the poor girl that the light, which was that
of a dipped candle, was burning in the corner of the chimney, and
was too dim to make her features visible. The ghastly tale which
they told could not have been utterly unread even by the obtuse
and opinionated mind of the vain mother. The hands of Margaret were
involuntarily clasped in her agony, and she felt very much like
falling upon the floor; but, with a strong effort, her nerves
were braced to the right tension, and she continued to endure, in
a speechless terror, which was little short of frenzy, the outpourings
of her mother's folly which was a frenzy of another sort.
"I sent him off," she repeated, "with a flea in his ear. I could
see what the old fool was driving after, and I as good as told him
so. If it had been his favorite, his adopted son, Bill Hinkley, it
would have been another guess-story--I reckon. Then you might have
walked out where you pleased together, at all hours, and no harm
done, no danger; old Calvert would have thought it the properest
thing in the world. But no Bill Hinkley for me. I'm for Brother
Stevens, Margaret; only make sure of him, my child--make sure of
him."
"No more of this, dear mother, I entreat you. Let us go to bed,
and think no more of it."
"And why should we not think of it? I tell you, Margaret, YOU
MUST THINK OF IT! Brother Stevens soon will be a preacher, and a
fine speck he will be. There'll be no parson like him in all west
Kentucky. As for John Cross, I reckon he won't be able to hold a
candle to him. Brother Stevens is something to try for. You must
play your cards nicely, Margaret. Don't let him see too soon that
you like him. Beware of that! But don't draw off too suddenly as
if you didn't like him--that's worse still; for very few men like
to see that they ain't altogether pleasing even at first sight to
the lady that they like. There's a medium in all things, and you
must just manage it, as if you wa'n't thinking at all about him,
or love, or a husband, or anything; only take care always to turn
a quick ear to what he says, and seem to consider it always as if
'twas worth your considering. And look round when he speaks, and
smile softly sometimes; and don't be too full of learning and wisdom
in what you say, for I've found that men of sense love women best
when they seem to talk most like very young children--maybe because
they think it's a sign of innocence. But I reckon, Margaret, you
don't want much teaching. Only be sure and fix him; and don't stop
to think when he asks. Be sure to have your answer ready, and you
can't say 'yes' too quickly now-a-days, when the chances are so
very few."
The mother paused to take breath. Her very moral and maternal
counsel had fallen upon unheeding ears. But Margaret was sensible
of the pause, and was desirous of taking advantage of it. She rose
from her chair, with the view of retiring; but the good old dame,
whose imagination had been terribly excited by the delightful
idea of having a preacher for her son-in-law who was to take such
precedence over all the leaders of the other tribes, was not willing
to abridge her eloquence.
"Why, you're in a great hurry now, Margaret. Where was your hurry
when you were with Brother Stevens? Ah! you jade, can't I guess--don't
I know? There you were, you two, under the trees, looking at the
moon, and talking such sweet, foolish nonsense. I reckon, Margaret,
'twould puzzle you to tell what HE said, or what YOU said, I can
guess he didn't talk much religion to you, heh? Ah! I know it all.
It's the old story. It's been so with all young people, and will
bo so till the end. Love is the strangest thing, and it does listen
to the strangest nonsense. Ain't it so, Margaret? I know nothing
but love would ever dumbfounder you in this way; why, child, have
you lost your tongue? What's the matter with you?"
"Oh, mother, let me retire now, I have such a headache."
"Heartache, you mean."
"Heartache it is," replied the other desperately, with an air of
complete abandonment.
"Ah! well, it's clear that he's got the heartache quite as much
as you, for he almost lives with you now. But make him speak out,
Margaret--get him to say the word, and don't let him be too free
until he does. No squeezing of hands, no kissing, no--"
"No more, no more, I entreat you, mother, if you would not--drive
me mad! Why do you speak to me thus--why counsel me in this manner?
Leave me alone, I pray you, let me retire--I must--I must sleep
now!"
The mother was not unaccustomed to such passionate bursts of speech
from her daughter, and she ascribed the startling energy of her
utterance now, to an excited spirit in part, and partly to the
headache of which she complained.
"What! do you feel so bad, my child? Well, I won't keep you up
any longer. I wouldn't have kept you up so long, if I hadn't been
vexed by that old fool, Calvert."
"Mr. Calvert is a good man, mother."
"Well, he may be--I don't say a word against that," replied the
mother, somewhat surprised at the mildly reproachful nature of that
response which her daughter had made, so different from her usual
custom:--"he may be very good, but I think he's very meddlesome to
come here talking about Brother Stevens."
"He meant well, mother."
"Well or ill, it don't matter. Do you be ready when Brother Stevens
says the word. He'll say it before long. He's mighty keen after
you, Margaret. I've seen it in his eyes; only you keep a little
off, till he begins to press and be anxious; and after that he can't
help himself. He'll be ready for any terms; and look you, when a
man's ready none of your long bargains. Settle up at once. As for
waiting till he gets permission to preach, I wouldn't think of it.
A man can be made a preacher or anything, at any time, but 'tain't
so easy in these times, for a young woman to be made a wife. It's
not every day that one can get a husband, and such a husband! Look
at Jane Colter, and Betsy Barnes, and Rebecca Forbes, and Susan
Mason; they'll be green again, I reckon, before the chance comes
to them; ay, and the widow Thackeray--though she's had her day
already. If 'twas a short one she's got no reason to complain.
She'll learn how to value it before it begins again. But, go to
bed, my child, you oughtn't to have a headache. No! no! you should
leave it to them that's not so fortunate. They'll have headaches
and heartaches enough, I warrant you, before they get such a man
as Brother Stevens."
At last, Margaret Cooper found herself alone and in her chamber.
With unusual vigilance she locked and doublelocked the door. She
then flung herself upon the bed. Her face was buried in the clothes.
A convulsion of feeling shook her frame. But her eyes remained
dry, and her cheeks were burning. She rose at length and began to
undress, but for this she found herself unequal. She entered the
couch and sat up in it--her hands crossed upon her lap--her face
wan, wild, the very picture of hopelessness if not desperation!
The words of her weak mother had tortured her; but what was this
agony to that which was occasioned by her own thoughts.
"Oh God!" she exclaimed at length, "can it be real? Can it be
true? Do I wake? Is it no dream? Am I, am I what I dare not name
to myself--and dread to hear from any other? Alas! it is true--too
true. That shade, that wood!--oh, Alfred Stevens! Alfred Stevens!
What have you done! To what have you beguiled me!"
CHAPTER XXVIII
STRENGTH AFTER FALL.
That weary night no sleep came to the eyelids of the hapless
Margaret Cooper. The garrulous language of the mother had awakened
far other emotions in her bosom than those which she labored to inspire;
and the warning of Mr. Calvert, for the first time impressed upon
herself the terrible conviction that she was lost. In the wild
intoxicating pleasures of that new strange dream, she had been
wofully unconscious of the truth. So gradual had been the progress
of passion, that it had never alarmed or startled her. Besides, it
had come to her under a disguise afforded by the customary cravings
of her soul. Her vanity had been the medium by which her affections
had been won, by which her confidence had been beguiled, by which
the guardian watchers of her virtue had been laid to sleep.
What a long and dreadful night was that when Margaret Cooper was
first brought to feel the awful truth in its true impressiveness
of wo. Alas! how terribly do the pleasures of sin torture us. The
worst human foe is guilt. The severest censure the consciousness
of wrong doing. Poverty may be endured--nay is--and virtue still
be secure; since the mind may be made strong to endure the heaviest
toil, yet cherish few desires; the loss of kin may call for few
regrets, if we feel that we have religiously performed our duties
toward them, and requited all their proper claims upon us. Sickness
and pain may even prove benefits and blessings, if it shall so
happen that we resign ourselves without complaint, to the scourge
of the chastener, and grow patient beneath his stripes. But that
self-rebuke of one's own spirit from which we may not fly--that
remorseful and ever-vexing presence which haunts us, and pursues with
a wing even more fleet than that of fear--which tells clamorously
of what we had, and scornfully of what we have lost--lost for
ever! that is the demon from whom there is no escape, and beyond
whom there is no torture. Vainly would we strive with this relentless
enemy. Every blow aimed at its shadowy bosom recoils upon our own.
In the crowd, it takes the place of other forms and dogs us with
suspicious glances; in the solitude, it stalks boldly to our side,
confronts us with its audacious truths and terrible denunciations--leaves
no moment secure, waking or sleeping! It is the ghost of murdered
virtue, brooding over its grave in that most dark and dismal of all
sepulchres, the human heart. And if we cry aloud, as did Margaret
Cooper, with vain prayer for the recall of a single day, with what
a yell of derisive mockery it answers to our prayer.
The night was passed in the delusive effort of the mind to argue
itself into a state of fancied security. She endeavored to recall
those characteristics in Alfred Stevens, by which her confidence
had been beguiled. This task was not a difficult one in that early
day of her distress; before experience had yet come to confirm the
apprehensions of doubt--before the intoxicating dream of a first
passion had yet begun to stale upon her imagination. Her own elastic
mind helped her in this endeavor. Surely, she thought, where the
mind is so noble and expansive, where the feelings are so tender and
devoted, the features so lofty and impressive, the look so sweet,
the language so delicate and refined, there can be no falsehood.
"The devotion of such a man," she erringly thought, "might well
sanction the weakness of a woman's heart--might well persuade to
the momentary error which none will seek more readily to repair
than himself. If he be true to me, what indeed should I care for
the scorn of others."
Alas! for the credulous victim. This was the soul of her error.
This scorn of others--of the opinions of the world around her, is
the saddest error of which woman, who is the most dependant of all
beings in the moral world, can ever be guilty. But such philosophy
did not now deceive even the poor girl by whom it was uttered.
It is a melancholy truth, that, where there is no principle, the
passions can not be relied on; and the love of Alfred Stevens had
hitherto shown itself in selfishness. Margaret Cooper felt this,
but she did not dare to believe it.
"No! no!" she muttered--"I will not doubt--I will not fear! He is
too noble, too generous, too fond! I could not be deceived."
Her reliance was upon her previous judgment, not upon his principles.
Her self-esteem assisted to make this reference sufficient for the
purposes of consolation, and this was all that she desired in this
first moment of her doubt and apprehension.
"And if he be true--if he keep for ever the faith that his lips and
looks declare--then will I heed nothing of the shame and the sin.
The love of such a man is sufficient recompense for the loss of all
besides. What to me is the loss of society? what should I care for
the association and opinions of these in Charlemont? And elsewhere--he
will bear me hence where none can know. Ah! I fear not: he will be
true."
Her self-esteem was recovering considerably from its first overthrow.
Her mind was already preparing to do battle with those, the scorn
of whom she anticipated, and whose judgments she had always hitherto
despised. This was an easy task. She was yet to find that it was not
the only task. Her thoughts are those of many, in like situations,
and it is for this reason that we dwell upon them. Our purpose is,
to show the usual processes of self-deception.
Margaret Cooper, like a large class of persons of strong natural
mind and sanguine temper, was only too apt to confound the cause
of virtue with its sometimes uncouth, harsh and self-appointed
professors. She overlooked the fact that public opinion, though
a moral object against which woman dares not often offend, is yet
no standard for her government; that principles are determinable
elsewhere; and that, whatever the world may think of them, and whatever
may be their seeming unimportance under existing circumstances,
are the only real moral securities of earth. She might fly from
Charlemont, either into a greater world, or into a more complete
solitude, but she would fly to no greater certainties than she now
possessed. Her securities were still based upon the principles of
Alfred Stevens, and of these she knew nothing. She knew that he
was a man of talent--of eloquence; alas for her! she had felt it;
of skill--she had been its victim; of rare sweetness of utterance,
of grace and beauty; and as she enumerated to herself these his
mental powers and personal charms, she felt, however numerous the
catalogue, that none of these afforded her the guaranty she sought.
She arose the next day somewhat more composed, and with a face
which betrayed sleeplessness, but nothing worse. This she ascribed
to the headache with which she had retired. She had not slept an
instant, and she arose entirely unrefreshed. But the stimulating
thoughts which had kept her wakeful, furnished her with sufficient
strength to appear as usual in the household, and to go through
her accustomed duties. But it was with an impatience scarcely
restrainable that she waited for the approach of evening which
would bring her lover. Him she felt it now absolutely of the last
necessity that she should see; that she should once more go with
him to those secret places, the very thougnt of which inspired her
with terror, and, laying bare her soul to his eyes, demand of him
the only restitution which he could make.
He came. Once more she descended the steps to meet him--Her mother
arrested her on the stairway. A cunning leer was in her eye, as she
looked into the woful, impassive eyes of her daughter. She grinned
with a sort of delight expressive of the conviction that the advice
she had given the night before was to be put in execution soon.
"Fix him, Margaret; he's mighty eager for you. You've cut your
eye-tooth--be quick, and you'll have a famous parson for a husband
yet."
The girl shrunk from the counsellor as if she had been a serpent.
The very counsel was enough to show her the humiliating attitude
in which she stood to all parties.
"Remember," said the old woman, detaining her--"don't be too willing
at first. Let him speak fairly out. A young maiden can't be too
backward, until the man offers to make her a young wife!"
The last words went to her soul like an arrow.
"A young maiden!" she almost murmured aloud, as she descended the
steps--"O God! how lovely now, to my eyes, appears the loveliness
of a young maiden!"
She joined Stevens in silence, the mother watching them with the
eyes of a maternal hawk as they went forth together. They pursued
a customary route, and, passing through one of the gorges of the
surrounding hills, they soon lost sight of the village. When the
forest-shadows had gathered thickly around them, and the silence
of the woods became felt, Stevens approached more nearly, and,
renewing a former liberty, put his arm about her waist. She gently
but firmly removed it, but neither of them spoke a word. A dense
copse appeared before them. Toward it he would have led the way.
But she resolutely turned aside, and, while a shudder passed over
her frame, exclaimed--
"Not there--not there!"
Breathlessly she spoke. He well enough understood her. They pursued
an opposite direction, and, in the shade of a wood which before
they had never traversed, they at length paused. Stevens, conducting
her to the trunk of a fallen tree, seated her, and placed himself
beside her. Still they were silent. There was a visible constraint
upon both. The thoughts and feelings of both were alike active--but
very unlike in character. With him, passion, reckless passion,
was uppermost; selfish in all its phases, and resolute on its own
indulgence at every hazard. In her bosom was regret if not remorse,
mingled with doubts and hopes in pretty equal proportion. Yet had
she, even then, but little doubt of him. She accused him of no
practice. She fancied, foolish girl, that his error, like her own,
had been that of blind impulse, availing itself of a moment of
unguarded reason to take temporary possession of the citadel of
prudence. That he was calculating, cunning--that his snares had
been laid beforehand--she had not the least idea. But she was to
grow wiser in this and other respects in due season. How little
did she then conjecture the coldness and hardness of that base and
selfish heart which had so fanned the consuming flame in hers!
Her reserve and coolness were unusual. She had been the creature,
heretofore, of the most uncalculating impulse. The feeling was spoken,
the thought uttered, as soon as conceived. Now she was silent. He
expected her to speak--nay, he expected reproaches, and was prepared
to meet them. He had his answer for any reproaches which she might
make. But for that stony silence of her lips he was not prepared.
The passive grief which her countenance betrayed--so like
despair--repelled and annoyed him. Yet, wherefore had she come,
if not to complain bitterly, and, after exhaustion, be soothed at
last? Such had been his usual experience in all such cases. But
the unsophisticated woman before him had no language for such a
situation as was hers. Her pride, her ambition--the very intensity
of all her moods--rendered the effort at speech a mockery, and left
her dumb.
"You are sad, Margaret--silent and very cold to me," he said, at
last breaking the silence. His tones were subdued to a whisper,
and how full of entreating tenderness! She slowly raised her eyes
from the ground, and fixed them upon him. What a speech was in that
one look! There was no trace of excitement, scarcely of expression,
in her face. There was no flush upon her cheeks. She was pale as
death. She was still silent. Her eye alone had spoken; and from
its searching but stony glance his own fell in some confusion to
the ground. There was a dreary pause, which he at length broke:--
"You are still silent, Margaret--why do you not speak to me?"
"It is for you to speak, Alfred," was her reply. It was full
of significance, understood but not FELT by her companion. What,
indeed, had she to say--what could she say--while he said nothing?
She was the victim. With him lay the means of rescue and preservation.
She but waited the decision of one whom, in her momentary madness,
she had made the arbiter of her destiny. Her reply confused him.
He would have preferred to listen to the ordinary language of
reproach. Had she burst forth into tears and lamentations--had she
cried, "You have wronged me--you must do me justice!"--he would
have been better pleased than with the stern, unsuggestive character
that she assumed. To all this, his old experience would have given
him an easy answer. But to be driven to condemn himself--to define
his own doings with the name due to his deserts--to declare his
crime, and proffer the sufficient atonement--was an unlooked-for
necessity.
"You are displeased with me, Margaret."
He dared not meet her glance while uttering this feeble and
purposeless remark. It was so short of all that he should have
said--of all that she expected--that her eyes glistened with a
sudden expression of indignation which was new to them in looking
upon him. There was a glittering sarcasm in her glance, which
showed the intensity of her feelings in the comment which they
involuntarily made on the baldness and poverty of his. Displeasure,
indeed! That such an epithet should be employed to describe the
withering pang, the vulturous, gnawing torture in her bosom--and
that fiery fang which thought, like some winged serpent, was
momentarily darting into her brain!
"Displeased!" she exclaimed, in low, bitter tones, which she seemed
rather desirous to suppress--"no, no! sir--not displeased. I am
miserable, most miserable--anything but displeased. I am too wretched
to feel displeasure!"
"And to me you owe this wretchedness, dear Margaret--THAT--THAT
is what you would say. Is it not, Margaret? I have wronged--I have
ruined you! From me comes this misery! You hate, you would denounce
me."
He put his arm about her waist--he sank upon his knee beside her--his
eye, now that he had found words, could once more look courageously
into hers.
"Wronged--ruined!" she murmured, using a part of his words, and
repeating them as if she did not altogether realize their perfect
sense.
"Ay, you would accuse me, Margaret," he continued--"you would
reproach and denounce me--you hate me--I deserve it--I deserve it."
She answered with some surprise:--
"No, Alfred Stevens, I do not accuse--I do not denounce you. I am
wretched--I am miserable. It is for you to say if I am wronged and
ruined. I am not what I was--I know THAT!--What I am--what I will
be!--"
She paused! Her hands were clasped suddenly and violently--she
looked to heaven, and, for the first time, the tears, streamed from
her eyes like rain--a sudden, heavy shower, which was soon over.
"Ah, Margaret, you would have me accuse myself--and I do. The crime
is mine! I have done you this wrong---"
She interrupted him.
"No, Alfred Stevens, _I_ have done wrong! I FEEL that I have done
wrong. That I have been feeble and criminal, _I_ KNOW. I will not
be so base as to deny what I can not but feel. As for your crime,
you know best what it is. I know mine. I know that my passions are
evil and presumptuous; and though I blush to confess their force,
it is yet due to the truth that I should do so, though I sink into
the earth with my shame. But neither your self-reproaches nor my
confession will acquit us. Is there nothing, Alfred Stevens, that
can be done? Must I fall before you, here, amidst the woods which
have witnessed my shame, and implore you to save me? I do! Behold me!
I am at your feet--my face is in fhe dust. Oh! Alfred Stevens--when
I called your eyes to watch, in the day of my pride, the strong-winged
eagle of our hills, did I look as now? Save me from this shame!
save me! For, though I have no reproaches, yet God knows, when we
looked on that eagle's flight together, my soul had no such taint
as fills it now. Whatever were my faults, my follies, my weaknesses,
Heaven knows, I felt not, feared not this! a thought--a dream of
such a passion, then--never came to my bosom. From you it came! You
put it there! You woke up the slumbering emotion--you--but no!--I
will not accuse you! I will only implore you to save me! Can it be
done? can you do it--will you--will you not?"
"Rise, dearest Margaret--let me lift you!" She had thrown herself
upon the earth, and she clung to it.
"No, no! your words may lift me, Alfred Stevens, when your hands
can not. If you speak a hope, a promise of safety, it will need
no other help to make me rise! If you do not!--I would not wish to
rise again. Speak! let me hear, even as I am, what my doom shall
be? The pride which has made me fall shall be reconciled to my
abasement."
"Margaret, this despair is idle. There is no need for it. Do I not
tell you that there is no danger?"
"Why did you speak of ruin?" she demanded.
"I know not--the word escaped me. There is no ruin. I will save you.
I am yours--yours only. Believe me, I will do you right. I regard
you as sacredly my wife as if the rites of the church had so decreed
it."
"I dare not disbelieve you, Alfred! I have no hope else. Your
words lift me! Oh! Alfred Stevens, you did not mean the word, but
how true it was; what a wreck, what a ruin do I feel myself now--what
a wreck have I become!"
"A wreck, a ruin! no, Margaret, no! never were you more beautiful
than at this very moment. These large, sad eyes--these long, dark
lashes seem intended to bear the weight of tears. These cheeks are
something paler than their wont, but not less beautiful, and these
lips--"
He would have pressed them with his own--he would have taken her
into his arms, but she repulsed him.
"No, no! Alfred--this must not be. I am yours. Let me prove to you
that I am firm enough to protect your rights from invasion."
"But why so coy, dearest? Do you doubt me?"
"Heaven forbid!"
"Ah! but you do. Why do you shrink from me--why this coldness? If
you are mine, if these charms are mine, why not yield them to me?
I fear, Margaret, that you doubt me still?"
"I do not--dare not doubt you, Alfred Stevens. My life hangs upon
this faith."
"Why so cold, then?"
"I am not cold. I love you--I will be your wife; and never was
wife more faithful, more devoted, than I will be to you; but, if
you knew the dreadful agony which I have felt, since that sad moment
of my weakness, you would forbear and pity me."
"Hear me, Margaret; to-morrow is Saturday. John Cross is to be here
in the evening. He shall marry us on Sunday. Are you willing?"
"Oh, yes! thankful, happy! Ah! Alfred, why did I distrust you for
an instant?"
"Why, indeed! But you distrust me no longer--you have no more
misgivings?"
"No, none!"
"You will be no longer cold, no longer coy, dear Margaret--here in
the sweet evening, among these pleasant shades, love, alone, has
supremacy. Here, in the words of one of your favorites:--
"'Where transport and security entwine,
Here is the empire of thy perfect bliss,
And here thou art a god--'"
concluding this quotation, he would have taken her in his embrace--he
would have renewed those dangerous endearments which had already
proved so fatal; but she repulsed the offered tenderness, firmly,
but with gentleness.
"Margaret, you still doubt me," he exclaimed reproachfully.
"No, Alfred, I doubt you not. I believe you. I have only been too
ready and willing to believe you. Ah! have you not had sufficient
proof of this? Leave me the consciousness of virtue--the feeling
of strength still to assert it, now that my eyes are open to my
previous weakness."
"But there is no reason to be so cold. Remember you are mine by every
tie of the heart--another day will make you wholly mine. Surely,
there is no need for this frigid bearing. No, no! you doubt--you
do not believe me, Margaret!"
"If I did not believe you, Alfred Stevens," she answered gravely,
"my prayer would be for death, and I should find it. These woods
which have witnessed my fault should have witnessed my expiation.
The homes which have known me should know me no more."
The solemnity of her manner rather impressed him, but having no real
regard for her, he was unwilling to be baffled in his true desires.
"If you doubt me not--if you have faith in me, Margaret, why this
solemnity, this reserve? Prove to me, by your looks, by your actions,
by the dear glances, the sweet murmurs, and the fond embrace, what
these cold assurances do not say."
His hand rested on her neck. She gently raised and removed it.
"I have already proved to you my weakness. I will now prove my
strength. It is better so, Alfred. If I have won your love, let me
now command your esteem, or maintain what is left me of my own. Do
not be angry with me if I insist upon it. I am resolute now to be
worthy of you and of myself."
"Ah! you call this love?" said he bitterly. "If you ever loved,
indeed, Margaret--"
"If I ever loved--and have I given you no proofs?" she exclaimed
in a burst of passion; "all the proofs that a woman can give, short
of her blood; and that, Alfred Stevens--that too, I was prepared
to give, had you not promptly assured me of your faith."
She drew a small dagger from her sleeve, and bared it beneath his
glance.
"Think you I brought this without an object? No! Alfred Stevens--know
me better! I came here prepared to die, as well as a frail and
erring woman could be prepared. You disarmed the dagger. You subdued
the determination when you bid me live for you. In your faith, I
am willing to live. I believe you, and am resolved to make myself
worthy of your belief also. I have promised to be your wife, and
here before Heaven, I swear to be your faithful wife; but, until
then, you shall presume in no respect. Your lip shall not touch
mine; your arms shall not embrace me; you shall see, dear Alfred,
that, with my eyes once opened fully upon my own weakness, I have
acquired the most certain strength."
"Give me the dagger," he said.
She hesitated.
"You doubt me still?"
"No, no!" she exclaimed, handing him the weapon--"no, no! I do not
doubt you--I dare not. Doubt you, Alfred?--that were death, even
without the dagger!"
CHAPTER XXIX
BULL-PUPS IN TRAINING.
Alfred Stevens was sufficiently familiar with the sex to perceive
that Margaret Cooper was resolved. There was that in her look and
manner which convinced him that she was not now to be overcome.
There was no effort or constraint in either her looks or language.
The composure of assured strength was there. The discovery of
her weakness, which he had so unexpectedly made, had rendered her
vigilant. Suspecting herself--which women are not apt to do--she
became watchful, not only of the approach of her lover, but of
every emotion of her own soul; and it was with a degree of chagrin
which he could scarcely refrain from showing, that he was compelled
to forego, at least for the present, all his usual arts of seduction.
Yet he knew not how to refrain. Never had Margaret Cooper seemed
so lovely in his eyes, so commanding, so eloquent with beauty, as
now, when remorse had touched her eyes with an unwonted shadow,
and tears and nightwatching had subdued the richer bloom upon her
cheek. Proud still, but pensive in her pride, she walked silently
beside him, still brooding over thoughts which she would not
willingly admit were doubts, and grasping every word of assurance
that fell from his lips as if it had been some additional security.
These assurances he still suffered to escape him, with sufficient
frequency and solemnity, to confirm that feeling of confidence
which his promise of marriage had inspired in her mind. There was
a subdued fondness in his voice, and an EMPRESSMENT in his manner,
which was not all practice. The character which Margaret Cooper had
displayed in this last interview--her equal firmness and fear--the
noble elevation of soul which, admitting her own errors, disdained
to remind him of his--a course which would have been the most ready
of adoption among the weaker and less generous of the sex--had touched
him with a degree of respect akin to admiration; and so strong was
the impression made upon him of her great natural superiority of
mind to almost all the women he had ever met, that, but for her one
unhappy lapse, he had sought no other wife. Had she been strong at
first as she proved herself at last, this had been inevitable.
When in his own chamber that night, he could not help recalling to
his memory the proud elevation of her character as it had appeared
in that interview. The recollection really gave him pain, since
along with it arose the memory also of that unfortunate frailty,
which became more prominent as a crime in connection with that
intellectual merit which, it is erroneously assumed, should have
made it sure.
"But for that, Margaret Cooper, and this marriage were no vain
promise. But that forbids. No, no--no spousals for me: let John
Cross and the bride be ready or not, there shall be a party wanting
to that contract! And yet, what a woman to lose! what a woman to
win! No tragedy queen ever bore herself like that. Talk of Siddons,
indeed! SHE would have brought down the house in that sudden
prostration--that passionate appeal. She made even me tremble. I
could have loved her for that, if for that only. To make ME tremble!
and with such a look, such an eye, such a stern, sweet, fierce
beauty! By Heavens! I know not how to give her up. What a sensation
she would make in Frankfort! Were she my wife--but no, no! bait for
gudgeons! I am not so great a fool as that. She who is mine on my
terms, is yours, sir, or yours--is anybody's, when the humor suits
and the opportunity. I can not think of that. Yet, to lose her is
as little to be thought of. I must manage it. I must get her off
from this place. It need not be to Frankfort! Let me see--there
is--hum!--hum!--yes, a ride of a few miles--an afternoon
excursion--quite convenient, yet not too near. It must be managed;
but, at all events, I must evade this marriage--put it off for the
present--get some decent excuse. That's easy enough, and for the
rest, why, time that softens all things, except man and woman,
time will make that easy too. To-morrow for Ellisland, and the rest
after."
Thus, resolving not to keep his vows to his unhappy victim, the
criminal was yet devising plans by which to continue his power over
her. These plans, yet immature in his own mind, at least unexpressed,
need not be analyzed here, and may be conjectured by the reader.
That night, Stevens busied himself in preparing letters. Of these
he wrote several. It will not further our progress to look over
him as he writes; and we prefer rather, in this place, to hurry on
events which, it may be the complaint of all parties, reader not
omitted, have been too long suffered to stagnate. But we trust not.
Let us hurry Stevens through Friday night--the night of that last
interview.
Saturday morning, we observe that his appetite is unimpaired. He
discusses the breakfast at Hinkley's as if he had never heard of
suffering. He has said an unctuous grace. Biscuits hot, of best
Ohio flour, are smoking on his plate. A golden-looking mass of best
fresh butter is made to assimilate its luscious qualities with
those of the drier and hotter substance. A copious bowl of milk, new
from the dugs of old Brindle, stands beside him, patiently waiting
to be honored by his unscrupulous but not unfastidious taste. The
grace is said, and the gravy follows. He has a religious regard for
the goods and gifts of this life. He eats heartily, and the thanks
which follow, if not from the bottom of the soul, were sufficiently
earnest to have emanated from the bottom of his stomach.
This over, he has a chat with his hosts. He discusses with old
Hinkley the merits of the new lights. What these new lights were,
at that period, we do not pretend to remember. Among sectarians,
there are periodical new lights which singularly tend to increase
the moral darkness. From these, after a while, they passed to the
love festivals or feasts--a pleasant practice of the methodist
church, which is supposed to be very promotive of many other good
things besides love; though we are constrained to say that Brother
Stevens and Brother Hinkley--who, it may be remarked, had very long
and stubborn arguments, frequently without discovering, till they
reached the close, that they were thoroughly agreed in every respect
except in words--concurred in the opinion that there was no portion
of the church practice so highly conducive to the amalgamation of
soul with soul, and all souls with God, as this very practice of
love-feasts!
Being agreed on this and other subjects, Mr. Hinkley invited Brother
Stevens out to look at his turnips and potatoes; and when this
delicate inquiry was over, toward ten o'clock in the day, Brother
Stevens concluded that he must take a gallop; he was dyspeptic, felt
queerish, his studies were too close, his mind too busy with the
great concerns of salvation. These are enough to give one
dyspepsia. Of course, the hot rolls and mountains of volcanic
butter--steam-ejecting--could have produced no such evil effects upon
a laborer in the vineyard. At all events, a gallop was necessary,
and the horse was brought. Brother Hinkley and our matronly sister
of the same name watched the progress of the pious youth, as,
spurring up the hills, he pursued the usual route, taking at first
the broad highway leading to the eastern country.
There were other eyes that watched the departure of Brother
Stevens with no less interest, but of another kind, than those of
the venerable couple. Our excellent friend Calvert started up on
hearing the tread of the horse, and, looking out from his porch,
ascertained with some eagerness of glance that the rider was Alfred
Stevens.
Now, why was the interest of Calvert so much greater on this than
on any other previous occasion? We will tell you, gentle reader.
He had been roused at an early hour that morning by a visit from
Ned Hinkley.
"Gran'pa," was the reverent formula of our fisherman at beginning,
"to-day's the day. I'm pretty certain that Stevens will be riding
out to-day, for he missed the last Saturday. I'll take my chance
for it, therefore, and brush out ahead of him. I think I've got it
pretty straight now, the place that he goes to, and I'll see if I
can't get there soon enough to put myself in a comfortable fix, so
as to see what's a-going on and what he goes after. Now, gran'pa,
I'll tell you what I want from you--them pocket-pistols of your'n.
Bill Hinkley carried off grandad's, and there's none besides that
I can lay hold on."
"But, Ned, I'm afraid to lend them to you."
"What 'fraid of?"
"That you'll use them."
"To be sure I will, if there's any need, gran'pa. What do I get
them for?"
"Ah, yes! but I fear you'll find a necessity where there is none.
You'll be thrusting your head into some fray in which you may lose
your ears."
"By Jupiter, no! No, gran'pa, I'll wait for the necessity. I won't
look for it. I'm going straight ahead this time, and to one object
only. I think Stevens is a rascal, and I'm bent to find him out.
I've had no disposition to lick anybody but him, ever since he
drove Bill Hinkley off--you and him together."
"You'll promise me, Ned?"
"Sure as a snag in the forehead of a Mississippi steamer. Depend
upon me."
"But there must be no quarrelling with Stevens either, Ned."
"Look you, gran'pa, if I'm to quarrel with Stevens or anybody else,
'twouldn't be your pistols in my pocket that would make me set on,
and 'twouldn't be the want of 'em that would make me stop. When
it's my cue to fight, look you, I won't need any prompter, in the
shape of friend or pistol. Now THAT speech is from one of your
poets, pretty near, and ought to convince you that you may as well
lend the puppies and say no more about it. If you don't you'll only
compel me to carry my rifle, and that'll be something worse to an
enemy, and something heavier for me. Come, come, gran'pa, don't be
too scrupulous in your old age. YOUR HAVING them is a sufficient
excuse for MY HAVING them too. It shows that they ought to be had."
"You're logic-chopping this morning, Ned--see that you don't get
to man-chopping in the afternoon. You shall have the pistols, but
do not use them rashly. I have kept them simply for defence against
invasion; not for the purpose of quarrel, or revenge."
"And you've kept them mighty well, gran'pa," replied the young man,
as he contemplated with an eye of anxious admiration, the polish
of the steel barrels, the nice carving of the handles, and the
fantastic but graceful inlay of the silver-mounting and setting.
The old man regarded him with a smile.
"Yes, Ned, I've kept them well. They have never taken life, though
they have been repeatedly tried upon bull's eye and tree-bark. If
you will promise me not to use them to-day, Ned, you shall have
them."
"Take 'em back, gran'pa."
"Why?"
"Why, I'd feel the meanest in the world to have a we'pon, and not
use it when there's a need to do so; and I'm half afraid that the
temptation of having such beautiful puppies for myself--twin-puppies,
I may say--having just the same look out of the eyes, and just the
same spots and marks, and, I reckon, just the same way of giving
tongue--I'm half afraid, I say, that to get to be the owner of
them, might tempt me to stand quiet and let a chap wink at me--maybe
laugh outright--may be suck in his breath, and give a phew-phew-whistle
just while I'm passing! No! no! gran'pa, take back your words, or
take back your puppies. Won't risk to carry both. I'd sooner take
Patsy Rifle, with all her weight, and no terms at all."
"Pshaw, Ned, you're a fool."
"That's no news, gran'pa, to you or me. But it don't alter the
case. Put up your puppies."
"No, Ned; you shall have them on your own terms. Take 'em as they
are. I give them to you."
"And I may shoot anybody I please this afternoon, gran'pa?"
"Ay, ay, Ned--; anybody--"
Thus far the old man, when he stopped himself, changed his manner,
which was that of playful good-humor, to that of gravity, while
his tones underwent a corresponding change--
"But, Ned, my son, while I leave it to your discretion, I yet beg
you to proceed cautiously--seek no strife, avoid it--go not into
the crowd--keep from them where you see them drinking, and do not
use these or any weapons for any trifling provocation. Nothing but
the last necessity of self-preservation justifies the taking of
life."
"Gran'pa--thank you--you've touched me in the very midst of my
tender-place, by this handsome present. One of these puppies I'll
name after you, and I'll notch it on the butt. The other I'll call
Bill Hinkley, and I won't notch that. Yours, I'll call my pacific
puppy, and I'll use it only for peace-making purposes. The other
I'll call my bull-pup, and him I'll use for baiting and butting,
and goring. But, as you beg, I promise you I'll keep 'em both out
of mischief as long as I can. Be certain sure that it won't be
my having the pups that'll make me get into a skrimmage a bit the
sooner; for I never was the man to ask whether my dogs were at hand
before I could say the word, 'set-on!' It's a sort of nature in a
man that don't stop to look after his weapons, but naturally expects
to find 'em any how, when his blood's up, and there's a necessity
to do."
This long speech and strong assurance of his pacific nature and
purposes, did not prevent the speaker from making, while he spoke,
certain dextrous uses of the instrument's which were given into his
hands. Right and left were equally busy; one muzzle was addressed
to the candle upon the mantelpiece, the other pursued the ambulatory
movements of a great black spider upon the wall. The old man surveyed
him with an irrepressible smile. Suddenly interrupting himself the
youth exclaimed:--
"Are they loaded, gran'pa?"
He was answered in the negative.
"Because, if they were," said he, "and that great black spider was
Brother Stevens, I'd show you in the twinkle of a musquito, how
I'd put a finish to his morning's work. But I'd use the bull-pup,
gran'pa--see, this one--the pacific one I'd empty upon him with
powder only, as a sort of feu de joie--and then I'd set up the
song--what's it? ah! Te Deum. A black spider always puts me in mind
of a rascal."
CHAPTER XXX.
THE FOX IN THE TRAP.
The youth barely stopped to swallow his breakfast, when be set
off from the village. He managed his movements with considerable
caution; and, fetching a circuit from an opposite quarter, after
having ridden some five miles out of his way, passed into the road
which he suspected that Stevens would pursue. We do not care to
show the detailed processes by which he arrived at this conclusion.
The reader may take for granted that he had heard from some way-side
farmer, that a stranger rode by his cottage once a week, wearing
such and such breeches, and mounted upon a nag of a certain color
and with certain qualities. Enough to say, that Ned Hinkley was
tolerably certain of his route and man.
He sped on accordingly--did not once hesitate at turns, right or
left, forks and crossroads, but keeping an inflexible course, he
placed himself at such a point on the road as to leave it no longer
doubtful, should Stevens pass, of the place which usually brought
him up. Here he dismounted, hurried his horse, out of sight
and hearing, into the woods, and choosing a position for himself,
with some nicety, along the road-side, put himself in close cover,
where, stretching his frame at length, he commenced the difficult
labor of cooling his impatience with his cogitations.
But cogitating, with a fellow of his blood, rather whets impatience.
He was monstrous restiff. At his fishing pond, with a trout to hook,
he would have lain for hours, as patient as philosophy itself, and
as inflexible as the solid rock over which he brooded. But without
an angle at his hand, how could he keep quiet? Not by thinking,
surely; and, least of all, by thinking about that person for whom
his hostility was so active. Thinking of Stevens, by a natural
association, reminded him of the pistols which Calvert had given
him. Nothing could be more natural than to draw them from his bosom.
Again and again he examined them in fascinated contemplation. He
had already charged them, and he amused himself by thinking of the
mischief he could do, by a single touch upon the trigger, to a poor
little wood-rat, that once or twice ran along a decaying log some
five steps from his feet. But his object being secrecy, the rat
brushed his whiskers in safety. Still he amused himself by aiming
at this and other objects, until suddenly reminded of the very
important difference which he had promised Calvert to make between
the pistols in his future use of them. With this recollection he
drew out his knife, and laid the weapons before him.
"This," said he, after a careful examination, in which he fancied
he discovered some slight difference between them in the hang of
the trigger--"this shall be my bull-pup--this my peace-maker!"
The latter was marked accordingly with a "P," carved rudely enough
by one whose hand was much more practised in slitting the weasand
of a buck, than in cutting out, with crayon, or Italian crow-quill,
the ungainly forms of the Roman alphabet. Ned Hinkley shook his
head with some misgiving when the work was done; as he could not
but see that he had somewhat impaired the beauty of the peacemaker's
butt by the hang-dog looking initial which he had grafted upon it.
But when he recollected the subordinate uses to which this "puppy"
was to be put, and considered how unlikely, in his case, it would
be exposed to sight in comparison with its more masculine brother,
he grew partially reconciled to an evil which was now, indeed,
irreparable.
It does not require that we should bother the reader with the
numberless thoughts and fancies which bothered our spy, in the three
mortal hours in which he kept his watch. Nothing but the hope that
he should ultimately be compensated to the utmost by a full discovery
of all that he sought to know, could possibly have sustained him
during the trying ordeal. At every new spasm of impatience which
he felt, he drew up his legs, shifted from one side to the other
and growled out some small thunder in the shape of a threat that
"it would be only so much the worse for him when the time came!"
HIM--meaning Stevens.
At last Stevens came. He watched the progress of his enemy with
keen eyes; and, with his "bull-pup" in his hand, which a sort of
instinct made him keep in the direction of the highway, he followed
his form upon the road. When he was out of sight and hearing, the
spy jumped to his feet. The game, he felt, was secure now--in one
respect at least.
"He's for Ellisland. That was no bad guess then. He might have been
for Fergus, or Jonesboro', or Debarre, but there's no turn now in
the clear track to Ellisland. He's there for certain."
Ned Hinkley carefully restored his pistols to his bosom and buttoned
up. He was mounted in a few moments, and pressing slowly forward
in pursuit. He had his own plans which we will not attempt to
fathom; but we fear we shall be compelled to admit that he was not
sufficiently a gentleman to scruple at turning scout in a time of
peace (though, with him, by the way, and thus he justified, he is
in pursuit of an enemy, and consequently is at war), and dodging
about, under cover, spying out the secrets of the land, and not
very fastidious in listening to conversation that does not exactly
concern him. We fear that there is some such flaw in the character
of Ned Hinkley, though, otherwise, a good, hardy fellow--with a
rough and tumble sort of good nature, which, having bloodied your
nose, would put a knife-handle down your back, and apply a handful
of cobwebs to the nasal extremity in order to arrest the haemorrhage.
We are sorry that there is such a defect in his character; but we
did not put it there. We should prefer that he should be perfect--the
reader will believe us--but there are grave lamentations enough
over the failures of humanity to render our homilies unnecessary.
Ned Hinkley was not a gentleman, and the only thing to be said in
his behalf, is, that he was modest enough to make pretensions to
the character. As he once said in a row the company muster:--
"I'm blackguard enough, on this occasion, to whip e'er a gentleman
among you!"
Without any dream of such a spectre at his heels to disturb his
imagination, Alfred Stevens was pursuing his way toward Ellisland,
at that easy travelling gait, which is the best for man and beast,
vulgarly called a "dog-trot." Some very fine and fanciful people
insist upon calling it a "jog-trot." We beg leave, in this place,
to set them right. Every trot is a jog, and so, for that matter,
is every canter. A dog-trot takes its name from the even motion of
the smaller quadruped, when it is seized with no particular mania,
and is yet disposed to go stubbornly forward. It is in more classical
dialect, the festina lente motion. It is regularly forward, and
therefore fast--it never puts the animal out of breath, and is
therefore slow. Nobody ever saw a dog practice this gait, with a
tin canister at his tail, and a huddle of schoolboys at his heels.
No! it is THE travelling motion, considering equally the health of
all parties, and the necessity of getting on.
In this desire, Ned Hinkley pressed too closely on the heels
of Stevens. He once nearly overhauled him; and falling back, he
subdued his speed, to what, in the same semi-figurative language,
he styled "the puppy-trot." Observing these respective gaits, Brother
Stevens rode into Ellisland at a moderately late dinner-hour, and
the pursuer followed at an unspeakable, but not great, distance
behind him. We will, henceforward, after a brief glance at
Ellisland, confine ourselves more particularly to the progress of
Brother Stevens.
Ellisland was one of those little villages to which geographers
scarcely accord a place upon the maps. It is not honored with a dot
in any map that we have ever seen of Kentucky. But, for all this,
it is a place! Some day the name will be changed into Acarnania or
Etolia, Epirus or Scandinavia, and then be sure you shall hear of
it. Already, the village lawyers--there are two of them--have been
discussing the propriety of a change to something classical; and
we do not doubt that, before long, their stupidity will become
infectious. Under these circumstances Ellisland will catch a name
that will stick. At present you would probably never hear of the
place, were it not necessary to our purposes and those of Brother
Stevens.
It has its tavern and blacksmith shop--its church--the meanest
fabric in the village--its postoffice and public well and trough.
There is also a rack pro bono publico, but as it is in front of the
tavern, the owner of that establishment has not wholly succeeded in
convincing the people that it was put there with simple reference
to the public convenience. The tavern-keeper is, politically, a
quadrupled personage. He combines the four offices of post-master,
justice of the peace, town council, and publican; and is considered
a monstrous small person with all. The truth is, reader--this
aside--he has been democrat and whig, alternately, every second
year of his political life. His present politics, being loco-foco,
are in Ellisland considered contra bonos mores. It is hoped that
he will be dismissed from office, and a memorial to that effect
is in preparation; but the days of Harrison--"and Tyler too"--have
not yet come round, and Jerry Sunderland, who knows what his enemies
arc driving at, whirls his coat-skirts, and snaps his fingers, in
scorn of all their machinations. He has a friend at Washington, who
spoons in the back parlor of the white-house--in other words, is a
member o f the kitchen-cabinet, of which, be it said, en passant,
there never was a president of the United States yet entirely without
one--and--there never will be! So much for politics and Ellisland.
There was some crowd in the village on the day of Brother Stevens's
arrival. Saturday is a well known day in the western and southern
country for making a village gathering; and when Brother Stevens,
having hitched his horse at the public rack, pushed his way to
the postoffice, he had no small crowd to set aside. He had just
deposited his letters, received others in return, answered some ten
or fifteen questions which Jerry Sunderland, P. M., Q. U., N. P.,
M. C., publican and sinner--such were all deservedly his titles--had
thought it necessary to address to him, when he was suddenly
startled by a familiar tap upon the shoulder; such a tap as leads
the recipient to imagine that he is about to be honored with the
affectionate salutation of some John Doe or Richard Roe of the law.
Stevens turned with some feeling of annoyance, if not misgiving,
and met the arch, smiling, and very complacent visage of a tall,
slender young gentleman in black bushy whiskers and a green coat,
who seized him by the hand and shook it heartily, while a chuckling
half-suppressed laughter gurgling in his throat, for a moment,
forbade the attempt to speak. Stevens seemed disquieted and looked
around him suspiciously.
"What! you here, Ben?"
"Ay, you see me! You didn't expect to see me, Warham---"
"Hush!" was the whispered word of Stevens, again looking round him
in trepidation.
"Oh! ay!" said the other with a sly chuckle, and also in a whisper,
"Mr. Stevens--Brother Stevens--hem! I did not think. How is your
holiness to-day?"
"Come aside," muttered Stevens; and, taking the arm of the incautious
speaker, he led him away from the crowd and took the way out of
the village. Their meeting and departure did not occasion much, if
any, sensation. The visitors in the village were all too busy in
discussing the drink and doctrines, pretty equally distributed, of
Jerry the publican. But there was one eye that noted the meeting
of the friends; that beheld the concern and confusion of Stevens:
that saw their movements, and followed their departing steps.
"Take your horse--where is he?" demanded Stevens.
"Here, at hand; but what do you mean to do?"
"Nothing, but get out of hearing and sight; for your long tongue,
Ben, and significant face, would blab any secret, however deep."
"Ah! did I not say that I would find you out? Did you get my last
letter?"
"Ay, I did: but I'm devilish sorry, Ben, that you've come. You'll
do mischief. You have always been a mar-plot."
"Never, never! You don't know me."
"Don't I?--but get your horse, and let's go into the woods, while
we talk over matters."
"Why not leave the nags here?"
"For a very good reason. My course lies in that direction, so that
I am in my way; while yours, if your purpose be to go back to
Frankfort, will lie on the upper side. Neither of us need come back
to the village."
"And you think to shuffle me off so soon, do you?"
"What would you have me do?"
"Why, give us a peep at this beauty--this Altamira of yours--at
least."
"Impossible! Do not think of it, Ben; you'd spoil all. But, get
the horse. These billet-heads will suspect mischief if they see
us talking together, particularly whon they behold your conceited
action. This political landlord will surmise that you are a second
Aaron Burr, about to beat up recruits to conquer California. Your
big whiskers--what an atrocious pair!--with your standing collar,
will confirm the impression."
The two were soon mounted, and rode into the adjoining woods. They
were only a stone's-throw from the village, when Stevens alighted,
followed by his companion. They hitched their horses to some swinging
branches of a sheltering tree, and, going aside a few paces beyond,
seated themselves upon the grass, as they fancied, in a place of
perfect security.
"And now, Ben, what in truth brings you here?" demanded Stevens,
in tones of voice and with a look which betrayed anything but
satisfaction with the visit.
"Curiosity, I tell you, and the legs of my horse."
"Pshaw! you have some other motive."
"No, 'pon honor. I resolved to find you out--to see what you were
driving at, and where. I could only guess a part from your letter
to Barnabas, and that costive scrawl with which you honored me.
Perhaps, too--and give my friendship credit for the attempt--I came
with some hope to save you."
"Save me--from what?"
"Why, wedlock--the accursed thing! The club is in terror lest you
should forget your vows. So glowing were your descriptions of your
Cleopatra, that we knew not what to make. We feared everything."
"Why, Barnabas might have opened your eyes: he knew better."
"You're not married, then?"
"Pshaw! no."
"Nor engaged?"
The other laughed as he replied:--
"Why, on that head, the least said the better. The roving commission
permits you to run up any flag that the occasion requires."
"Ah, you sly dog!--and what success?"
"Come, come, Ben, you must not be so inquisitive. The game's my
own, you know; and the rules of the club give me immunity from a
fellow-member."
"By Gad, I'll resign! I must see this forest beauty."
"Impossible!"
"Where's she? How will you prevent?"
"By a very easy process. Do you know the bird that shrieks farthest
from her young ones when the fowler is at hand? I'll follow her
example."
"I'll follow you to the uttermost ends of the earth, Warham!"
"Hush! you forget! Am I not Brother Stevens? Ha! ha! ha! You are
not sufficiently reverent, brother. See you no divinity in my look
and bearing? Hark you, Ben, I've been a sort of small divinity in
the eyes of a whole flock for a month past!"
"You pray?"
"And preach!"
"Ha! ha! ha!--devilish good; but I must see you in order to believe.
I must, indeed, Brother Stevens. Why, man, think of it--success in
this enterprise will make you head of the fraternity--you will be
declared pope: but you must have witnesses!"
"So I think; and hark ye, Ben"--laying a finger on the arm of the
other--"I am successful!"
"What! you don't say so! This queen, this princess of Egypt,
Cleopatra, Altamira--eh?"
"Is mine--soul and body--she is mine!"
"And is what you say? Come, come, you don't mean that such a splendid
woman as you describe--such a genius, poet, painter, musician--beauty
too!--you don't mean to say that--"
"I do, every bit of it."
"'Gad! what a fellow!--what a lucky dog! But you must let me see
her, Warham!"
"What! to spoil all--to blurt out the truth?--for, with every
disposition to fib, you lack the ability. No, no, Ben: when the
game's up--when I'm tired of the sport, and feel the necessity of
looking out fresh viands--you shall then know all; I'll give the
clue into your own hands, and you may follow it to your heart's
content. But not now!"
"But how will you get rid of me, mon ami, if my curiosity is
stubborn?"
"Do as the kill-deer does--travel from the nest--go home with you,
rather than you should succeed in your impertinence, and have you
expelled from the club for thrusting your spoon into the dish of
a brother-member."
"You're a Turk, with no bowels of compassion. But, at all events,
you promise me the dish when you're done with it? you give me the
preference?"
"I do!"
"Swear by Beelzebub and Mohammed; by Jupiter Ammon and Johannes
Secundus; by the ghost of Cardinal Bembo, and the gridiron of the
fraternity!"
"Ay, and by the virginity of Queen Elizabeth!"
"Simulacrum! no! no! no such oath for me! That's swearing by
the thing that is not, was not--could not be! You shall swear by
the oaths of the club--you must be bound on the gridiron of the
fraternity, before I believe you. Swear!"
"You are as tenacious as the ghost of buried Denmark But you shall
be satisfied. I swear by the mystic gridiron of the fraternity, and
by the legs thereof, of which the images are Beelzebub, Mohammed,
Johannes Secundus, and so forth--nay, by that memorable volume, so
revered in the eyes of the club, the new edition of 'The Basiad,'
of which who among us has been the true exponent?--that profound
mystery of sweets, fathomed hourly, yet unfathomable still--for
which the commentators, already legions, are hourly becoming legions
more;--by these, and by the mysteries of the mirror that reflects
not our own, but the image we desire;--by these things--by all
things that among the brotherhood are held potent--I swear to--"
"Give me the preference in the favor of this princess; the clue to
find her when you have left her; and the assurance that you will
get a surfeit as soon as possible: swear!"
"Nay, nay! I swear not to that last! I shall hold on while appetite
holds, and make all efforts not to grow dyspeptic in a hurry. I'll
keep my stomach for a dainty, be sure, as long as I can. I were no
brother, worthy of our order, if I did not."
"Well, well--to the rest! Swear to the rest, and I am satisfied."
"You go back, then, instanter?"
"What! this very day?"
"This hour!"
"The d---l! you don't mean THAT, Warham?" returned the other in
some consternation.
"Ay, this very hour! You must swear to that. Your oath must precede
mine."
"Ah! man, remember I only got here last night--long ride--hard-trotting
horse. We have not seen each other for months. I have a cursed sight
to tell you about the boys--girls too--love, law, logic, politics.
Do you know they talk of running you for the house?"
"All in good season, Ben; not now. No, no! you shall see me when
you least look for me, and there will be time enough for all these
matters then. They'll keep. For the present, let me say to you
that we must part now within the hour. You must swear not to dog
my steps, and I will swear to give you carte blanche, and the first
privileges at my princess, when I leave her. This is my bargain.
I make no other."
"I've a great mind not to leave you," said the other doggedly.
"And what will that resolution bring you, do you fancy? Do you
suppose I am to be tracked in such a manner? No, Ben! The effect
will be to make me set off for the east instantly, whether you go
with me or not; and an equally certain effect will be to make us
cut loose for ever."
"You're a d---d hard colt to manage," said the other moodily.
"I sha'n't let myself be straddled by every horse-boy, I assure
you."
"Come, come, old fellow, that's too much like horse-play. Don't be
angry with me. I'll accept your conditions."
"Very good," said Stevens; "if you did not, Ben, it would be no
better for you; for, otherwise, you should never even see my beauty!"
"Is she so very beautiful, old boy?"
"A queen, I tell you! a proud, high-spirited, wild beauty of the
mountains--a thing of fire and majesty--a glorious woman, full
of song and sentiment and ambition--a genius, I tell you--who can
improvise like Corinne, and, by the way, continually reminds one
of that glorious creature. In Italy, she would have been greater
than Corinne."
"And you've won her--and she loves you?"
"Ay--to doting! I found her a sort of eagle--soaring, striving--always
with an eye upon the hills, and fighting with the sunbeams. I have
subdued her. She is now like a timid fawn that trembles at the
very falling of a leaf in the forests. She pants with hope to see
me, and pants with tremulous delight when I come. Still, she shows
every now and then, a glimmering of that eagle spirit which she
had at first. She flashes up suddenly, but soon sinks again. Fancy
a creature, an idolater of fame before, suddenly made captive by
love, and you have a vain, partial image of my forest-princess."
"What a lucky dog! You'll marry her yet, old boy, in spite of all!"
"Pshaw! You are green to talk so."
"You'll be devilish loath to give her up; I'm afraid I'll have to
wait a cursed long time."
"No, not long! Do not despair. Easy won, easy valued."
"And was she easily won?"
"Very! the game was a short one. She is a mere country-girl, you
know, but eighteen or thereabouts--suspecting nobody, and never
dreaming that she had a heart or passions at all. She thought only
of her poetry and her books. It was only necessary to work upon
heart and passions while talking of poetry and books, and they
carried her out of her depth before she could recover. She's wiser
now, Ben, I can assure you, and will require more dexterity to keep
than to conquer."
"And she has no brother to worry a body--no d---d ugly Hobnail,
who has a fancy for her, and may make a window between the ribs of
a gallant, such as nature never intended, with the ounce-bullet of
some d---d old-fashioned seven-foot rifle--eh?"
"There was a silly chap, one Hinkley, who tried it on me--actually
challenged me, though I was playing parson, and there might have
been work for me but for his own bull-headed father, who came to my
rescue, beat the boy and drove him from the place. There is nobody
else to give me any annoyance, unless it be a sort of half-witted
chap, a cousin of the former--a sleepy dog that is never, I believe,
entirely awake unless when he's trout-fishing. He has squinted at
me, as if he could quarrel if he dared, but the lad is dull--too
dull to be very troublesome. You might kiss his grandmother under
his nose, and he would probably regard it only as a compliment to
her superior virtues, and would thank you accordingly--"
A voice a little to the left interrupted the speaker.
"So he does, my brave parson, for his grandmother's sake and his
own," were the words of the speaker. They turned in sudden amaze
to the spot whence the sounds issued. The bushes opening in this
quarter, presented to the astonished eyes of Brother Stevens,
the perfect image of the dull lad of whom he had been speaking.
There was Ned Hinkley in proper person--perfectly awake, yet not
trout-fishing! A sarcastic grin was upon his visage, and rolling
his eyes with a malicious leer, he repeated the words which had
first interrupted the progress of the dialogue between the friends.
"I thank you, Brother Stevens, for the compliment to my grandmother's
virtues. I thank you, on her account as well as my own. I'm very
grateful, I assure you, very grateful, very!"
CHAPTER XXXI.
"ABSQUATULATING."
Had a bolt suddenly flashed and thundered at the feet of the two
friends, falling from a clear sky in April, they could not have
been more astounded. They started, as with one impulse, in the same
moment to their feet.
"Keep quiet," said the intruder; "don't let me interrupt you in so
pleasant a conversation. I'd like to hear you out. I'm refreshed
by it. What you say is so very holy and sermon-like, that I'm like
a new man when I hear it. Sit down, Brother Stevens, and begin
again; sit down, Ben, my good fellow, and don't look so scary! You
look as if you had a window in your ribs already!"
The intruder had not moved, though he had startled the conspirators.
He did not seem to share in their excitement. He was very coolly
seated, with his legs deliberately crossed, while his two hands
parted the bushes before him in order to display his visage--perhaps
with the modest design of showing to the stranger that his friend had
grievously misrepresented its expression. Certainly, no one could
say that, at this moment, it lacked anything of spirit or intelligence.
Never were eyes more keen--never were lips more emphatically made
to denote sarcasm and hostility. The whole face was alive with
scorn, and hate, and bitterness; and there was defiance enough in
the glance to have put wings to fifty bullets.
His coolness, the composure which his position and words manifested,
awakened the anger of Brother Stevens as soon as the first feeling
of surprise had passed away. He felt, in a moment, that the game
was up with him--that he could no longer play the hypocrite in
Charlemont. He must either keep his pledges to Margaret Cooper,
without delay or excuse, or he must abandon all other designs
which his profligate heart may have suggested in its cruel purposes
against her peace.
"Scoundrel!" he exclaimed; "how came you here? What have you heard?"
"Good words, Brother Stevens. You forget, you are a parson."
"Brain the rascal!" exclaimed the whiskered stranger, looking
more fierce than ever. The same idea seemed to prompt the actions
of Stevens. Both of them, at the same moment, advanced upon the
intruder, with their whips uplifted; but still Ned Hinkley did not
rise. With his legs still crossed, he kept his position, simply
lifting from the sward beside him, where they had been placed
conveniently, his two "puppies." One of these he grasped in his
right hand and presented as his enemies approached.
"This, gentlemen," said he, "is my peace-maker. It says, 'Keep your
distance.' This is my bull-pup, or peace-breaker; it says, 'Come
on.' Listen to which you please. It's all the same to me. Both are
ready to answer you, and I can hardly keep 'em from giving tongue.
The bull-pup longs to say something to you, Brother Stevens--the
pacificator is disposed to trim your whiskers, Brother Ben; and I
say, for 'em both, come on, you black-hearted rascals, if you want
to know whether a girl of Charlemont can find a man of Charlemont
to fight her battles. I'm man enough, by the Eternal, for both of
you!"
The effect of Hinkley's speech was equally great upon himself and
the enemy. He sprang to his feet, ere the last sentence was concluded,
and they recoiled in something like indecent haste. The language
of determination was even more strongly expressed by the looks of
the rustic than by his language and action. They backed hurriedly
at his approach.
"What! won't you stand?--won't you answer to your villanies?--won't
you fight? Pull out your barkers and blaze away, you small-souled
scamps; I long to have a crack at you--here and there--both at a
time! Aint you willing? I'm the sleepy trout-fisherman! Don't you
know me? You've waked me up, my lads, and I sha'n't sleep again in
a hurry! As for you, Alfred Stevens--you were ready to fight Bill
Ilinkley--here's another of the breed--won't you fight him?"
"Yes--give me one of your pistols, if you dare, and take your
stand," said Stevens boldly.
"You're a cunning chap--give you one of my puppies--a stick for
my own head--while this bush-whiskered chap cudgels me over from
behind. No! no! none of that! Besides, these pistols were a gift
from a good man, they sha'n't be disgraced by the handling of a
bad one. Get your own weapons, Brother Stevens, and every man to
his tree."
"They are in Charlemont!"
"Well!--you'll meet me there then?"
"Yes!" was the somewhat eager answer of Stevens, "I will meet you
there--to-morrow morning--"
"Sunday--no! no!"
"Monday, then; this evening, if we get home in season."
"It's a bargain then," replied Hinkley, "though I can hardly keep
from giving you the teeth of the bull! As for big-whiskered Ben,
there, I'd like to let him taste my pacificator. I'd just like to
brush up his whiskers with gun-powder--they look to have been done
up with bear's grease before, and have a mighty fine curl; but if
I wouldn't frizzle them better than ever a speckled hen had her
feathers frizzled, then I don't know the virtues of gun-powder.
On Monday morning, Brother Stevens!"
"Ay, ay! on Monday morning!"
Had Ned Hinkley been more a man of the world--had he not been a
simple backwoodsman, he would have seen, in the eagerness of Stevens
to make this arrangement, something, which would have rendered
him suspicious of his truth. The instantaneous thought of the
arch-hypocrite, convinced him that he could never return to Charlemont
if this discovery was once made there. His first impulse was to
put it out of the power of Ned Hinkley to convey the tidings. We
do not say that he would have deliberately murdered him; but, under
such an impulse of rage and disappointment as governed him in the
first moments of detection, murder has been often done. He would
probably have beaten him into incapacity with his whip--which had
a heavy handle--had not the rustic been sufficiently prepared. The
pistols of Stevens were in his valise, but he had no purpose of
fighting, on equal terms, with a man who spoke with the confidence
of one who knew how to use his tools; and when the simple fellow,
assuming that he would return to Charlemont for his chattels,
offered him the meeting there, he eagerly caught at the suggestion
as affording himself and friend the means of final escape.
It was not merely the pistols of Hinkley of which he had a fear. But
he well knew how extreme would be the danger, should the rustic
gather together the people of Ellisland, with the story of his fraud,
and the cruel consequences to the beauty of Charlemont, by which
the deception had been followed. But the simple youth, ignorant
of the language of libertinism, had never once suspected the fatal
lapse from virtue of which Margaret Cooper had been guilty. He was
too unfamiliar with the annals and practices of such criminals, to
gather this fact from the equivocal words, and half-spoken sentences,
and sly looks of the confederates. Had he dreamed this--had it,
for a moment, entered into his conjecturings--that such had been
the case, he would probably have shot down the seducer without a
word of warning. But that the crime was other than prospective, he
had not the smallest fancy; and this may have been another reason
why he took the chances of Stevens's return to Charlemont, and let
him off at the moment.
"Even should he not return," such may have been his reflection--"I
have prevented mischief at least. He will be able to do no harm.
Margaret Cooper shall be warned of her escape, and become humbler
at least, if not wiser in consequence. At all events, the eyes
of Uncle Hinkley will be opened, and poor Bill be restored to us
again!"
"And now mount, you scamps," said Hinkley, pressing upon the two
with presented pistols. "I'm eager to send big-whiskered Ben home
to his mother; and to see you, Brother Stevens, on your way back
to Charlemont. I can hardly keep hands off you till then; and
it's only to do so, that I hurry you. If you stay, looking black,
mouthing together, I can't stand it. I will have a crack at you. My
peace-maker longs to brush up them whiskers. My bull-pup is eager
to take you, Brother Stevens, by the muzzle! Mount you, as quick
as you can, before I do mischief."
Backing toward their horses, they yielded to the advancing muzzles,
which the instinct of fear made them loath to turn their backs
upon. Never were two hopeful projectors so suddenly abased--so
completely baffled. Hinkley, advancing with moderate pace, now
thrust forward one, and now the other pistol, accompanying the
action with a specific sentence corresponding to each, in manner
and form as follows:--
"Back, parson--back, whiskers! Better turn, and look out for the
roots, as you go forward. There's no seeing your way along the road
by looking down the throats of my puppies. If you want to be sure
that they'll follow till you're mounted, you have my word for it.
No mistake, I tell you. They're too eager on scent, to lose sight
of you in a hurry, and they're ready to give tongue at a moment's
warning. Take care not to stumble, whiskers, or the pacificator
'll be into your brush."
"I'll pay you for this!" exclaimed Stevens, with a rage which was
not less really felt than judiciously expressed. "Wait till we
meet!"
"Ay, ay! I'll wait; but be in a hurry. Turn now, your nags are at
your backs. Turn and mount!"
In this way they reached the tree where their steeds were fastened.
Thus, with the muzzle of a pistol bearing close upon the body of
each--the click of the cock they had heard--the finger close to the
trigger they saw--they were made to mount--in momentary apprehension
that the backwoodsman, whose determined character was sufficiently
seen in his face, might yet change his resolve, and with wanton
hand, riddle their bodies with his bullets. It was only when they
were mounted, that they drew a breath of partial confidence.
"Now," said Hinkley, "my lads, let there be few last words between
you. The sooner you're off the better. As for you, Alfred Stevens,
the sooner you're back in Charlemont the more daylight we'll have
to go upon. I'll be waiting you, I reckon, when you come."
"Ay, and you may wait," said Stsvens, as the speaker turned off
and proceeded to the spot where his own horse was fastened.
"You won't return, of course?" said his companion.
"No! I must now return with you, thanks to your interference. By
Heavens, Ben, I knew, at your coming, that you would do mischief;
you have been a marplot ever; and after this, I am half-resolved
to forswear your society for ever."
"Nay, nay! do not say so, Warham. It was unfortunate, I grant you;
but how the devil should either of us guess that such a Turk as
that was in the bush?"
"Enough for the present," said the other. 'It is not now whether
I wish to ride with you or not. There is no choice. There is no
return to Charlemont."
"And that's the name of the place, is it?"
"Yes! yes! Much good may the knowledge of it do you."
"How fortunate that this silly fellow concluded to let you off on
such a promise. What an ass!"
"Yes! but he may grow wiser! Put spurs to your jade, and let us
see what her heels are good for, for the next three hours. I do not
yet feel secure. The simpleton may grow wiser and change his mind."
"He can scarcely do us harm now, if he does."
"Indeed!" said Stevens--"you know nothing. There's such a thing as
hue and cry, and its not unfrequently practised in these regions,
when the sheriff is not at hand and constables are scarce. Every
man is then a sheriff."
"Well--but there's no law-process against us!"
"You are a born simpleton, I think," said Stevens, with little
scruple. He was too much mortified to be very heedful of the
feelings of his companion. "There needs no law in such a case, at
least for the CAPTURE of a supposed criminal; and, for that matter,
they do not find it necessary for his punishment either. Hark ye,
Ben--there's a farmhouse?"
"Yes, I see it!"
"Don't you smell tar?--They're running it now!"
"I think I do smell something like it. What of it?"
"Do you see that bed hanging from yon window?"
"Yes! of course I see it!"
"It is a feather-bed!"
"Well--what of that? Why tell me this stuff? Of course I can guess
as well as you that it's a feather-bed, since I see a flock of
geese in the yard with their necks all bare."
"Hark ye, then! There's something more than this, which you may yet
see! Touch up your mare. If this fellow brings the mob at Ellisland
upon us, that tar will be run, and that feather-bed gutted, for our
benefit. What they took from the geese will be bestowed on us. Do
you understand me? Did you ever hear of a man whose coat was made
of tar and feathers, and furnished at the expense of the county?"
"Hush, for God's sake, Warham! you make my blood run cold with your
hideous notions!"
"That fellow offered to frizzle your whiskers. These would anoint
them with tar, in which your bear's oil would be of little use."
"Ha! don't you hear a noise?" demanded the whiskered companion,
looking behind him.
"I think I do," replied the other musingly.
"A great noise!" continued Don Whiskerandos.
"Yes, it seems to me that it is a great noise."
"Like people shouting?"
"Somewhat--yes, by my soul, that DOES sound something like a shout!"
"And there! Don't stop to look and listen, Warham," cried his
companion; "it's no time for meditation. They're coming! hark!--"
and with a single glance behind him--with eyes dilating with the
novel apprehensions of receiving a garment, unsolicited, bestowed
by the bounty of the county--he drove his spurs into the flanks of
his mare, and went ahead like an arrow. Stevens smiled in spite of
his vexation.
"D--n him!" he muttered as he rode forward, "it's some satisfaction,
at least, to scare the soul out of him!"
CHAPTER XXXII.
THE REVELATION.
Having seen his enemy fairly mounted, and under way, as he thought,
for Charlemont, Ned Hinkley returned to Ellisland for his own horse.
Here he did not suffer himself to linger, though, before he could
succeed in taking his departure, he was subjected to a very keen
and searching examination by the village publican and politician.
Having undergone this scrutiny with tolerable patience, if not to
the entire satisfaction of the examiner, he set forward at a free
canter, determined that his adversary should not be compelled to
wait.
It was only while he rode that he began to fancy the possibility of
the other having taken a different course; but as, upon reflection,
he saw no other plan which he might have adopted--for lynching
for suspected offences was not yet a popular practice in and about
Charlemont--he contented himself with the reflection that he had
done all that could have been done; and if Alfred Stevens failed
to keep his appointment, he, at least, was one of the losers. He
would necessarily lose the chance of revenging an indignity, not to
speak of the equally serious loss of that enjoyment which a manly
fight usually gave to Ned Hinkley himself, and which, he accordingly
assumed, must be an equal gratification to all other persons. When
he arrived at Charlemont, he did not make his arrival known, but,
repairing directly to the lake among the hills, he hitched his
horse, and prepared, with what patience he could command, to await
the coming of the enemy.
The reader is already prepared to believe that the worthy rustic
waited in vain. It was only with the coming on of night that he began
to consider himself outwitted. He scratched his head impatiently,
not without bringing away some shreds of the hair, jumped on his
horse, and, without making many allowances for the rough and hilly
character of the road, went off at a driving pace for the house of
Uncle Hinkley. Here he drew up only to ask if Brother Stevens had
returned.
"No!"
"Then, dang it! he never will return. He's a skunk, uncle--as great
a skunk as ever was in all Kentucky!"
"How! what!--what of Brother Stevens?" demanded the uncle, seconded
by John Cross, who had only some two hours arrived at the village,
and now appeared at the door. But Ned Hinkley was already off.
"He's a skunk!--that's all!"
His last words threw very little light over the mystery, and
certainly gave very little satisfaction to his hearers. The absence
of Alfred Stevens, at a time when John Cross was expected, had
necessarily occasioned some surprise; but, of course, no apprehensions
were entertained by either the worthy parson or the bigoted host
that he could be detained by any cause whatsoever which he could
not fully justify.
The next course of Ned Hinkley was for the cottage of Mr. Calvert.
To the old man he gave a copious detail of all his discoveries--not
only the heads of what he heard from the conspirators in the wood,
but something of the terms of the dialogue. The gravity of Calvert
increased as the other proceeded. He saw more deeply into the
signification of certain portions of this dialogue than did the
narrator; and when the latter, after having expressed his disappointment
at the non-appearance of Stevens on the field of combat, at least
congratulated himself at having driven him fairly from the ground,
the other shook his head mournfully.
"I am afraid it's too late, my son."
"Too late, gran'pa! How? Is it ever too late to send such a rascal
a-packing?"
"It may be for the safety of some, my son."
"What! Margaret you mean? You think the poor fool of a girl's too
far gone in love of him, do you?"
"If that were all, Ned--"
"Why, what more, eh? You don't mean!--"
The apprehensions of the simple, unsuspecting fellow, for the first
time began to be awakened to the truth.
"I am afraid, my son, that this wretch has been in Charlemont too
long. From certain words that you have dropped, as coming from
Stevens, in speaking to his comrade, I should regard him as speaking
the language of triumph for successes already gained."
"Oh, hardly! I didn't think so. If I had only guessed that he
meant such a thing--though I can't believe it--I'd ha' dropped him
without a word. I'd have given him the pacificator as well as the
peace-breaker. Oh, no! I can't think it--I can't--I won't! Margaret
Cooper is not a girl to my liking, but, Lord help us! she's
too beautiful and too smart to suffer such a skunk, in so short a
time, to get the whip-hand of her. No, gran'pa, I can't and won't
believe it!"
"Yet, Ned, these words which you have repeated convey some such
fear to my mind. It may be that the villain was only boasting to
his companion. There are scoundrels in this world who conceive of
no higher subject of boast than the successful deception and ruin
of the artless and confiding. I sincerely hope that this may be
the case now--that it was the mere brag of a profligate, to excite
the admiration of his comrade. But when you speak of the beauty
and the smartness of this poor girl, as of securities for virtue,
you make a great mistake. Beauty is more apt to be a betrayer than
a protector; and as for her talent, that is seldom a protection
unless it be associated with humility. Hers was not. She was
most ignorant where she was most assured. She knew just enough to
congratulate herself that she was unlike her neighbors, and this is
the very temper of mind which is likely to cast down its possessor
in shame. I trust that she had a better guardian angel than either
her beauty or her talents. I sincerely hope that she is safe. At
all events, let me caution you not to hint the possibility of its
being otherwise. We will take for granted that Stevens is a baffled
villain."
"I only wish I had dropped him!"
"Better as it is."
"What! even if the poor girl is--"
"Ay, even then!"
"Why, gran'pa, can it be possible YOU say so?"
"Yes, my son; I say so here, in moments of comparative calmness, and
in the absence of the villain. Perhaps, were he present, I should
say otherwise."
"And DO otherwise! You'd shoot him, gran'pa, as soon as I."
"Perhaps! I think it likely. But, put up your pistols, Ned. You
have nobody now to shoot. Put them up, and let us walk over to your
uncle's at once. It is proper that he and John Cross should know
these particulars."
Ned agreed to go, but not to put up his pistols.
"For, you see, gran'pa, this rascal may return. His friend may have
kept him in long talk. We may meet him coming into the village."
"It is not likely; but come along. Give me that staff, my son,
and your arm on the other side. I feel that my eyes are no longer
young."
"You could shoot still, gran'pa?"
"Not well."
"What, couldn't you hit a chap like Stevens between the eyes at ten
paces? I'm sure I could do it, blindfolded, by a sort of instinct."
And the youth, shutting his eyes, as if to try the experiment,
drew forth one of his pistols from his bosom, and began to direct
its muzzle around the room.
"There was a black spider THERE, gran'pa! I'm sure, taking him for
Stevens, I could cut his web for him."
"You have cut that of Stevens himself, and his comb too, Ned."
"Yes, yes--but what a fool I was not to make it his gills!"
By this time the old man had got on his spencer, and, with staff
in hand, declared himself in readiness. Ned Hinkley lowered his
pistol with reluctance. He was very anxious to try the weapon and
his own aim, on somebody or something. That black spider which
lived so securely in the domicil of Mr. Calvert would have stood no
chance in any apartment of the widow Hinkley. Even the "pacificator"
would have been employed for its extermination, if, for no other
reason, because of the fancied resemblance which it had always worn
to Brother Stevens--a resemblance which occurred to him, perhaps,
in consequence of the supposed similarity between the arts of
the libertine and those for the entrapping of his victims which
distinguish the labors of the spider.
The two were soon arrived at old Hinkley's, and the tale of Ned was
told; but, such was the bigotry of the hearers, without securing
belief.
"So blessed a young man!" said the old lady.
"A brand from the burning!" exclaimed Brother Cross.
"It's all an invention of Satan!" cried old Hinkley, "to prevent
the consummation of a goodly work."
"We should not give our faith too readily to such devices of the
enemy, Friend Calvert," said John Cross, paternally.
"I never saw anything in him that wasn't perfectly saint-like,"
said Mrs. Hinkley." He made the most heartfelt prayer, and the
loveliest blessing before meat! I think I hear him now--'Lord,
make us thankful'--with his eyes shut up so sweetly, and with such
a voice."
"There are always some people, Brother Cross, to hate the saints
of the Lord and to slander them! They lie in wait like thieves of
the night, and roaring lions of the wilderness, seeking what they
may devour."
"Ah," exclaimed Brother Cross, "how little do such know that they
devour themselves; for whoso destroyeth his best friend is a devourer
of himself."
"The blindness of Satan is upon them, and they do his work."
And thus--purr, purr, purr--they went on, to the end of the chapter.
Poor Ned Hinkley found the whole kennel was upon him. Not only did
they deny everything that could by possibility affect the fair fame
of the absent brother, but, from defending him, they passed, with
an easy transition, to the denunciation of those who were supposed
to be his defamers. In this the worthy old man Calvert came in for
his share.
"All this comes of your supporting that worthless boy of mine in
defiance of my will," said old Hinkley. "You hate Brother Stevens
because that boy hated him, and because I love him."
"You are mistaken, Mr. Hinkley," said Calvert, mildly. "I hate
nobody; at the same time I suffer no mere prejudices to delude me
against sight and reason."
"Ah!" said Brother Cross, gently, "it's that very reason, Brother
Calvert, that ruins you worldlings. You must not rely on human
reason. Build on faith, and you build on the Rock of Ages."
"I propose to use reason only in worldly matters, Mr. Cross," said
the other; "for which use, only, I believe it was given us. I
employ it in reference to a case of ordinary evidence, and I beg
your regards now, while I draw your attention to the use I make of
it in the present instance. Will you hear me without interruption?"
"Surely, Brother Calvert, but call me not Mr. Cross. I am not a
Mister. I am plain John Cross; by virtue of my business, a brother,
if it so please you to esteem me. Call me Brother Cross, or Brother
John Cross, or plain John Cross, either of these will be acceptable
unto me."
"We are all brothers, or should be," said Calvert; "and it will
not need that there should be any misunderstanding between us on
so small a matter."
"The matter is not small in the eye of the Lord," said the preacher.
"Titles of vanity become not us, and offend in his hearing."
The old teacher smiled, but proceeded.
"Now, Brother Cross, if you will hear me, I will proceed, according
to my reason, to dwell upon the proofs which are here presented
to you, of the worthlessness of this man, Alfred Stevens; and when
you consider how much the feelings and the safety of the daughters
of your flock depend upon the character of those moral and religious
teachers to whom the care of them is intrusted, you will see, I
think, the necessity of listening patiently, and determining without
religious prejudice, according to the truth and reason of the case."
"I am prepared to listen patiently, Brother Calvert," said John
Cross, clasping his hands together, setting his elbows down upon
the table, shutting his eyes, and turning his face fervently up
to heaven. Old Hinkley imitated this posture quite as nearly as he
was able; while Mrs. Hinkley, sitting between the two, maintained
a constant to-and-fro motion, first on one side, then on the other,
as they severally spoke to the occasion, with her head deferentially
bowing, like a pendulum, and with a motion almost as regular and
methodical. The movements of her nephew, Ned Hinkley, were also a
somewhat pleasant study, after a fashion of his own. Sitting in a
corner, he amused himself by drawing forth his "puppies," and taking
occasional aim at a candle or flowerpot; and sometimes, with some
irreverence, at the curved and rather extravagant proboscis of his
worthy uncle, which, cocked up in air, was indeed something of a
tempting object of sight to a person so satisfied of his skill in
shooting as the young rustic. The parties being thus arranged in
a fit attitude for listening, Mr. Calvert began somewhat after the
following fashion:--
"Our first knowledge of Alfred Stevens was obtained through Brother
John Cross."
"And what better introduction would you have?" demanded old Hinkley.
"None," said the other, "if Brother Cross knew anything about the
party he introduced. But it so happens, as we learn from Brother
Cross himself, that the first acquaintance he had with Stevens was
made upon the road, where Stevens played a trick upon him by giving
him brandy to drink."
"No trick, Brother Calvert; the young man gave it me as a medicine,
took it as a medicine himself, and, when I bade him, threw away
the accursed beverage."
"Ordinary men, governed by ordinary reason, Brother Cross, would
say that Stevens knew very well what he was giving you, and that
it was a trick."
"But only think, Mr. Calvert," said Mrs. Hinkley, lifting her hands
and eyes at the same moment, "the blessed young man threw away the
evil liquor the moment he was told to do so. What a sign of meekness
was that!"
"I will not dwell on this point," was the reply of Calvert. "He comes
into our village and declares his purpose to adopt the profession
of the preacher, and proceeds to his studies under the direction
of Brother Cross."
"And didn't he study them?" demanded Mrs. Hinkley. "Wasn't he, late
and early, at the blessed volume? I heard him at all hours above
stairs. Oh! how often was he on his bended knees in behalf of our
sinful race, ungrateful and misbelieving that we are!"
"I am afraid, madam," said Calvert, "that his studies were scarcely
so profound as you think them. Indeed. I am at a loss to conceive
how you should blind your eyes to the fact that the greater part
of his time was spent among the young girls of the village."
"And where is it denied," exclaimed old Hinkley, "that the lambs
of God should sport together?"
"Do not speak in that language, I pray you, Mr. Hinkley," said
Calvert, with something of pious horror in his look; "this young man
was no lamb of God, but, I fear, as you will find, a wolf in the
fold. It is, I say, very well known that he was constantly wandering,
even till a late hour of the night, with one of the village maidens."
"Who was that one, Brother Calvert?" demanded John Cross.
"Margaret Cooper."
"Hem!" said the preacher.
"Well, he quarrels with my young friend, the worthy son of Brother
Hinkley--"
"Do not speak of that ungrateful cub. Brother Stevens did not
quarrel with him. He quarrelled with Brother Stevens, and would
have murdered him, but that I put in in time to save."
"Say not so, Mr. Hinkley. I have good reason to believe that Stevens
went forth especially to fight with William."
"I would not believe it, if a prophet were to tell me it."
"Nevertheless, I believe it. We found both of them placed at the
usual fighting-distance."
"Ah! but where were Brother Stevens's pistols?"
"In his pocket, I suppose."
"He had none. He was at a distance from my ungrateful son, and
flying that he should not be murdered. The lamb under the hands of
the butcher. And would you believe it, Brother Cross, he had gone
forth only to counsel the unworthy boy--only to bring him back into
the fold--gone forth at his own prayer, as Brother Stevens declared
to Betsy, just before he went out."
"I am of opinion that he deceived her and yourself."
"Where were his pistols then?"
"He must have concealed them. He told Ned Hinkley, this very day,
that he had pistols, but that they were here."
"Run up, Betsy, to Brother Stevens's room and see."
The old lady disappeared. Calvert proceeded.
"I can only repeat my opinion, founded upon the known pacific and
honorable character of William Hinkley, and certain circumstances
in the conduct of Stevens, that the two did go forth, under a
previous arrangement, to fight a duel. That they were prevented,
and that Stevens had no visible weapon, is unquestionably true.
But I do not confine myself to these circumstances. This young man
writes a great many letters, it is supposed to his friends, but
never puts them in the post here, but every Saturday rides off, as
we afterward learn, to the village of Ellisland, where he deposites
them and receive others. This is a curious circumstance, which
alone should justify suspicion.
"The ways of God are intricate, Brother Calvert," said John Cross,
"and we are not to suspect the truth which we can not understand."
"But these are the ways of man, Brother Cross."
"And the man of God is governed by the God which is in him. He
obeys a law which, perhaps, is ordered to be hidden from thy sight."
"This doctrine certainly confers very extraordinary privileges upon
the man of God," said Calvert, quietly, "and, perhaps, this is one
reason why the profession is so prolific of professors now-a-days;
but the point does not need discussion. Enough has been shown to
awaken suspicion and doubt in the case of any ordinary person; and
I now come to that portion of the affair which is sustained by the
testimony of Ned Hinkley, our young friend here, who, whatever his
faults may be, has been always regarded in Charlemont, as a lover
and speaker of the truth."
"Ay, ay, so far as he knows what the truth is," said old Hinkley,
scornfully.
"And I'm just as likely to know what the truth is as you, uncle!','
retorted the young man, rising and coming forward from his corner.
"Come, come," he continued, "you're not going to ride rough shod
over me as you did over Cousin Bill. I don't care a snap of the
finger, I can tell you, for all your puffed cheeks and big bellied
speeches. I don't, I tell you!" and suiting the action to the
word, the sturdy fellow snapped his fingers almost under the nose
of his uncle, which was now erected heavenward, with a more scornful
pre-eminence than ever. The sudden entrance of Mrs. Hinkley, from
her search after Stevens's pistols, prevented any rough issue between
these new parties, as it seemed to tell in favor of Stevens. There
were no pistols to be found. The old lady did not add, indeed, that
thers was nothing of any kind to be found belonging to the same
worthy.
"There! That's enough!" said old Hinkley.
"Did you find anything of Stevens's, Mrs. Hinkley?" inquired Mr.
Calvert.
"Nothing, whatever."
"Well, madam," said Calvert, "your search, if it proves anything,
proves the story of Ned Hinkley conclusively. This man has carried
off all his chattels."
John Cross looked down from heaven, and stared inquiringly at Mrs.
Hinkley.
"Is this true? Have you found nothing, Sister Betsy?"
"Nothing."
"And Brother Stevens has not come back?"
"No!"
"And reason for it, enough," said old Hinkley. "Didn't you hear
that Ned Hinkley threatened to shoot him if he came back?"
"Look you, uncle," said the person thus accused, "if you was anybody
else, and a little younger, I'd thrash you for that speech the same
as if it was a lie! I would."
"Peace!" said Calvert, looking sternly at the youth. Having obtained
temporary silence, he was permitted at length to struggle through
his narrative, and to place, in their proper lights, all the
particulars which Ned Hinkley had obtained at Ellisland. When this
was done the discussion was renewed, and raged, with no little
violence, for a full hour. At length it ceased through the sheer
exhaustion of the parties. Calvert was the first to withdraw from
it, as he soon discovered that such was the bigotry of old Hinkley
and his wife, and even of John Cross himself, that nothing short
of divine revelation could persuade them of the guilt of one who
had once made a religious profession.
Brother Cross, though struck with some of the details which Calvert
had given, was afterward prepared to regard them as rather trivial
than otherwise, and poor Ned was doomed to perceive that the
conviction was general in this holy family, that he had, by his
violence, and the terror which his pistols had inspired, driven
away, in desperation, the most meek and saintly of all possible
young apostles. The youth was nearly furious ere the evening and the
discussion were over. It was very evident to Calvert that nothing
was needed, should Stevens come back, but a bold front and a lying
tongue, to maintain his position in the estimation of the flock,
until such time as the truth WOULD make itself known--a thing
which, eventually, always happens. That night Ned Hinkley dreamed
of nothing but of shooting Stevens and his comrade and of thrashing
his uncle. What did Margaret Cooper dream of?
CHAPTER XXXIII.
STORM AND CONVULSION.
What did Margaret Cooper dream of? Disappointment, misery, death.
There was a stern presentiment in her waking thoughts, sufficiently
keen and agonizing to inspire such dreadful apprehensions in her
dreams. The temperament which is sanguine, and which, in a lively
mood, inspires hope, is, at the same time, the source of those
dark images of thought and feeling, which appal it with the most
terrifying forms of fear; and when Saturday and Saturday night
came and passed, and Alfred Stevens did not appear, a lurking dread
that would not be chidden or kept down, continued to rise within
her soul, which, without assuming any real form or decisive speech,
was yet suggestive of complete overthrow and ruin.
Her dreams were of this complexion. She felt herself abandoned.
Nor merely abandoned. She was a victim. In her desolation she had
even lost her pride. She could no longer meet the sneer with scorn.
She could no longer carry a lofty brow among the little circle,
who, once having envied, were now about to despise her. To the
impatient spirit, once so strong--so insolent in its strength--what
a pang--what a humiliation was here! In her dreams she saw the
young maidens of the village stand aloof, as she had once stood
aloof from them:--she heard the senseless titter of their laugh;
and she had no courage to resent the impertinence. Her courage
was buried in her shame. No heart is so cowardly as that which
is conscious of guilt. Picture after picture of this sort did her
fancy present to her that night; and when she awoke the next morning,
the sadness of her soul had taken the color of a deep and brooding
misanthropy. Such had been the effect of her dreams. Her resolution
came only from despair; and resolution from such a source, we well
know, is usually only powerful against itself.
It is one proof of a religious instinct, and of a universal belief
in a controlling and benevolent Deity, that all men however abased,
scornful of divine and human law, invariably, in their moments of
desperation, call upon God. Their first appeal is, involuntarily,
to him. The outlaw, as the fatal bullet pierces his breast--the
infidel, sinking and struggling in the water--the cold stony
heart of the murderer, the miser, the assassin of reputation as of
life--all cry out upon God in the unexpected paroxysms of death.
Let us hope that the instinct waich prompts this involuntary appeal
for mercy, somewhat helps to secure its blessings. It is thus
also with one who, in the hey-day of the youthful heart, has lived
without thought or prayer--a tumultuous life of uproar and riot--a
long carnival of the passions--the warm blood suppressing the cool
thought, and making the reckless heart impatient of consideration.
Let the sudden emergency arise, with such a heart--let the blood
become stagnant with disease--and the involuntary appeal is to that
God, of whom before there was no thought. We turn to him as to a
father who is equally strong to help and glad to preserve us.
Margaret Cooper, in the ordinary phrase, had lived without God. Her
God was in her own heart, beheld by the lurid fires of an intense,
unmethodized ambition. Her own strength--or rather the persuasion
of her own strength--had been so great, that hitherto she had seen
no necessity for appealing to any other source of power. She might
now well begin to distrust that strength. She did so. Her desperation
was not of that sort utterly to shut out hope; and, while there
is hope, there is yet a moral assurance that the worst is not
yet--perhaps not to be. But she was humbled--not enough, perhaps--but
enough to feel the necessity of calling in her allies. She dropped
by her bedside, in prayer, when she arose that morning. We do not
say that she prayed for forgiveness, without reference to her future
earthly desires. Few of us know how to simplify our demands upon
the Deity to this one. We pray that he may assist us in this or
that grand speculation: the planter for a great crop; the banker
for investments that give him fifty per cent.; the lawyer for more
copious fees; the parson for an increase of salary. How few pray for
mercy--forgiveness for the past--strength to sustain the struggling
conscience in the future! Poor Margaret was no wiser, no better,
than the rest of us. She prayed--silly woman!--that Alfred Stevens
might keep his engagament!
He did not! That day she was to be married! She had some reference
to this in making her toilet that morning. The garments which she
put on were all of white. A white rose gleamed palely from amid
the raven hair upon her brow. Beautiful was she, exceedingly. How
beautiful! but alas! the garb she wore--the pale, sweet flower on
her forehead--they were mockeries--the emblems of that purity of
soul, that innocence of heart, which were gone--gone for ever! She
shuddered as she beheld the flower, and meditated this thought.
Silently she took the flower from her forehead, and, as if it were
precious as that lost jewel of which it reminded her, she carefully
placed it away in her toilet-case.
Yet her beauty was heightened rather than diminished. Margaret
Cooper was beautiful after no ordinary mould. Tall in stature, with
a frame rounded by the most natural proportions into symmetry, and
so formed for grace; with a power of muscle more than common among
women, which, by inducing activity, made her movements as easy as
they were graceful; with an eye bright like the morning-star, and
with a depth of expression darkly clear, like that of the same
golden orb at night; with a face exquisitely oval; a mouth of great
sweetness; cheeks on which the slightest dash of hue from the red,
red rose in June, might be seen to come and go under the slightest
promptings of the active heart within; a brow of great height and
corresponding expansion; with a bust that impressed you with a
sense of the maternal strength which might be harbored there, even
as the swollen bud gives promises of the full-bosomed luxuriance
of the flower when it opens: add to these a lofty carriage, a
look where the quickened spirit seems ever ready for utterance; a
something of eager solemnity in her speech; and a play of expression
on her lips which, if the brow were less lofty and the eye less
keenly bright, might be a smile--and you have some idea of that
noble and lovely temple on which fires of lava had been raised by
an unholy hand; in which a secret worship is carried on which dreads
the light, shrinks from exposure, and trembles to be seen by the
very Deity whose favor it yet seeks in prayer and apprehension.
These beauties of person as we have essayed, though most feebly,
to describe them, were enhanced rather than lessened by that air
of anxiety by which they were now overcast. Her step was no longer
free. It was marked by an unwonted timidity. Her glance was no
longer confident; and when she looked round upon the faces of the
young village-maidens, it was seen that her lip trembled and moved,
but no longer with scorn. If the truth were told, she now envied
the meanest of those maidens that security which her lack of beauty
had guarantied. She, the scorner of all around her, now envied the
innocence of the very meanest of her companions.
Such was the natural effect of her unhappy experience upon her
heart. What would she not have given to be like one of them? She
dared not take her place, in the church, among them. It was a dread
that kept her back. Strange, wondrous power of innocence! The guilty
girl felt that she might be repulsed; that her frailty might make
itself known--MUST make itself known; and she would be driven with
shame from that communion with the pure to which she had no longer
any claim! She sunk into one of the humblest seats in the church,
drawing her reluctant mother into the lowly place beside her.
John Cross did not that day address himself to her case: but sin has
a family similitude among all its members. There is an unmistakeable
likeness, which runs through the connection. If the preacher speaks
fervently to one sin, he is very apt to goad, in some degree, all
the rest: and though Brother Cross had not the most distant idea
of singling out Margaret Cooper for his censure, yet there was a
whispering devil at her elbow that kept up a continual commentary
upon what he said, filling her ears with a direct application of
every syllable to her own peculiar instance.
"See you not," said the demon, "that every eye is turned upon you?
He sees into your soul; he knows your secret. He declares it, as
you hear, aloud, with a voice of thunder, to all the congregation.
Do you not perceive that you sit alone; that everybody shrinks from
your side; that your miserable old mother alone sits with you; that
the eyes of some watch you with pity, but more with indignation?
Look at the young damsels--late your companions--they are your
companions no longer! They triumph in your shame. Their titter
is only suppressed because of the place in which they are. They
ask: 'Is this the maiden who was so wise, so strong--who scorned
us--scorned US, indeed!--and was not able to baffle the serpent in
his very first approaches?' Ha! ha! How they laugh! Well, indeed,
they may. It is very laughable, Margaret--not less laughable and
amusing than strange!--that YOU should have fallen!--so easily, so
blindly--and not even to suspect what every one else was sure of!
O Margaret! Margaret! can it be true? Who will believe in your wit
now, your genius, your beauty? Smutched and smutted! Poor, weak,
degraded! If there is pity for you, Margaret, it is full of mockery
too; it is a pity that is full of bitterness. You should now cast
yourself down, and cover yourself with ashes, and cry, 'Wo is me!'
and call upon the rocks and the hills to cover you!"
Such was the voice in her soul, which to HER senses seemed like
that of some jibing demon at her elbow. Margaret tried to pray--to
expel him by prayer; but the object of his mockery had not been
attained. She could not surrender herself entirely to the chastener.
She was scourged, but not humbled; and the language of the demon
provoked defiance, not humility. Her proud spirit rose once more
against the pressure put upon it. Her bright, dazzling eye flashed
in scorn upon the damsels whom she now fancied to be actually
tittering--scarcely able to suppress their laughter--at her obvious
disgrace. On John Cross she fixed her fearless eye, like that of
some fallen angel, still braving the chastener, whom he can not
contend with. A strange strength--for even sin has its strength for
a season--came to her relief in that moment of fiendish mockery.
The strength of an evil spirit was accorded her. Her heart once more
swelled with pride. Her soul once more insisted on its ascendency.
She felt, though she did not say:--
"Even as I am, overthrown, robbed of my treasure, I feel that I am
superior to these. I feel that I have strength against the future.
If they are pure and innocent, it is not because of their greater
strength, but their greater obscurity. If I am overthrown by the
tempter, it was because I was the more worthy object of overthrow.
In their littleness they live: if I am doomed to the shaft, at
least it will be as the eagle is doomed; it will be while soaring
aloft--while aiming for the sun--while grasping at the very bolt
by which I am destroyed!"
Such was the consolation offered by the twin-demons of pride and
vanity. The latter finds its aliment in the heart which it too
completely occupies, even from those circumstances which, in other
eyes, make its disgrace and weakness. The sermon which had touched
her sin had not subdued it. Perhaps no sermon, no appeal, however
powerful and touching, could at that moment have had power over
her. The paroxysm of her first consciousness of ruin had not yet
passed off. The condition of mind was not yet reached in which an
appeal could be felt.
As in the case of physical disease, so with that of the mind and
heart, there is a period when it is neither useful nor prudent to
administer the medicines which are yet most necessary to safety.
The judicious physician will wait for the moment when the frame is
prepared--when the pulse is somewhat subdued--before he tries the
most powerful remedy. The excitement of the wrong which she had
suffered was still great in her bosom. It was necessary that she
should have repose. That excitement was maintained by the expectation
that Stevens would yet make his appearance. Her eye, at intervals,
wandered over the assembly in search of him. The demon at her elbow
understood her quest.
"He will not come," it said; "you look in vain. The girls follow
your eyes; they behold your disappointment; they laugh at your
credulity. If he leads any to the altar, think you it will be one
whom he could command at pleasure without any such conditions--one
who, in her wild passions and disordered vanity, could so readily
yield to his desires, without demanding any corresponding sacrifices?
Margaret, they laugh now at those weaknesses of a mind which they
once feared if not honored. They wonder, now, that they could have
been so deceived. If they do not laugh aloud, Margaret, it is because
they would spare your shame. Indeed, indeed, they pity you!"
The head of the desperate, but still haughty woman, was now more
proudly uplifted, and her eyes shot forth yet fiercer fires of
indignation. What a conflict was going on in her bosom. Her cheeks
glowed with the strife--her breast heaved; with difficulty she
maintained her seat inflexibly, and continued, without other signs
of discomposure, until the service was concluded. Her step was more
stately than ever as she walked from church; and while her mother
lingered behind to talk with Brother Cross, and to exchange the
sweetest speeches with the widow Thackeray and others, she went on
alone--seeing none, heeding none--dreading to meet any face lest
it should wear a smile and look the language in which the demon at
her side still dealt. HE still clung to her, with the tenacity of
a fiendish purpose. He mocked her with her shame, goading her, with
dart upon dart, of every sort of mockery. Truly did he mutter in
her ears:--
"Stevens has abandoned you. Never was child, before yourself, so
silly as to believe such a promise as he made you. Do you doubt?--do
you still hope? It is madness? Why came he not yesterday--last
night--to-day? He is gone. He has abandoned you. You are not only
alone--you are lost! lost for ever!"
The tidings of this unsolicited attendant were confirmed the next
day, by the unsuspecting John Cross. He came to visit Mrs. Cooper and
her daughter among the first of his parishioners. He had gathered
from the villagers already that Stevens had certainly favored
Miss Cooper beyond all the rest of the village damsels. Indeed, it
was now generally bruited that he was engaged to her in marriage.
Though the worthy preacher had very stoutly resisted the suggestions
of Mr. Calvert, and the story of Ned Hinkley, he was yet a little
annoyed by them; and he fancied that, if Stevens were, indeed,
engaged to Margaret, she, or perhaps the old lady, might relieve
his anxiety by accounting for the absence of his protege. The notion
of Brother John was, that, having resolved to marry the maiden,
he had naturally gone home to apprize his parents and to make the
necessary preparations.
But this conjecture brought with it a new anxiety. It, now, for
the first time, seemed something strange that Stevens had never
declared to himself, or to anybody else who his parents were--what
they were--where they were--what business they pursued; or anything
about them. Of his friends, they knew as little. The simple old
man had never thought of these things, until the propriety of such
inquiries was forced upon him by the conviction that they would
now be made in vain. The inability to answer them, when it was
necessary that an answer should be found, was a commentary upon
his imprudence which startled the good old man not a little. But,
in the confident hope that a solution of the difficulty could
be afforded by the sweetheart or the mother, he proceeded to her
cottage. Of course, Calvert, in his communication to him, had forborne
those darker conjectures which he could not help but entertain;
and his simple auditor, unconscious himself of any thought of evil,
had never himself formed any such suspicions.
Margaret Cooper was in her chamber when Brother Cross arrived. She
had lost that elasticity of temper which would have carried her
out at that period among the hills in long rambles, led by those
wild, wooing companions, which gambol along the paths of poetic
contemplation. The old man opened his stores of scandal to Mrs.
Cooper with little or no hesitation. He told her all that Calvert
had said, all that Ned Hinkley had fancied himself to have heard,
and all the village tattle touching the engagement supposed to
exist between Stevens and her daughter.
"Of course, Sister Cooper," said he, "I believe nothing of this
sort against the youth. I should be sorry to think it of one whom
I plucked as a brand from the burning. I hold Brother Stevens to be
a wise young man and a pious; and truly I fear, as indeed I learn,
that there is in the mind of Ned Hinkley a bitter dislike to the
youth, because of some quarrel which Brother Stevens is said to
have had with William Hinkley. This dislike hath made him conceive
evil things of Brother Stevens and to misunderstand and to pervert
some conversation which he hath overheard which Stevens hath had
with his companion. Truly, indeed, I think that Alfred Stevens is
a worthy youth of whom we shall hear a good account."
"And I think so too, Brother Cross. Brother Stevens will be yet a
burning and a shining light in the church. There is a malice against
him; and I think I know the cause, Brother Cross."
"Ah! this will be a light unto our footsteps, Sister Cooper."
"Thou knowest, Brother Cross," resumed the old lady in a subdued
tone but with a loftier elevation of eyebrows and head--"thou
knowest the great beauty of my daughter Margaret?"
"The maiden is comely, sister, comely among the maidens; but beauty
is grass. It is a flower which blooms at morning and is cut down
in the evening. It withereth on the stalk where it bloomed, until
men turn from it with sickening and with sorrow, remembering what
it hath been. Be not boastful of thy daughter's beauty, Sister
Cooper, it is the beauty of goodness alone which dieth not."
"But said I not, Brother Cross, of her wisdom, and her wit, as
well as her beauty?" replied the old lady with some little pique.
"I was forgetful of much, if I spoke only of the beauty of person
which Margaret Cooper surely possesseth, and which the eyes of
blindness itself might see."
"Dross, dross all, Sister Cooper. The wit of man is a flash which
blindeth and maketh dark; and the wisdom of man is a vain thing.
The one crackleth like thorns beneath the pot--the other stifleth
the heart and keepeth down the soul from her true flight. I count
the wit and wisdom of thy daughter even as I count her beauty. She
hath all, I think--as they are known to and regarded by men. But
all is nothing. Beauty hath a day's life like the butterfly; wit
shineth like the sudden flash of the lightning, leaving only the
cloud behind it; and oh! for the vain wisdom of man which makes
him vain and unsteady--likely to falter--liable to fall--rash in
his judgment--erring in his aims--blind to his duty--wilful in his
weakness--insolent to his fellow--presumptuous in the sight of
God. Talk not to me of worldly wisdom. It is the foe to prayer and
meekness. The very fruit of the tree which brought sin and death
into the world. Thy daughter is fair to behold--very fair among the
maidens of our flock--none fairer, none so fair: God hath otherwise
blessed her with a bright mind and a quick intelligence; but I think
not that she is wise to salvation. No, no! she hath not yearned
to the holy places of the tabernacle, unless it be that Brother
Stevens hath been more blessed in his ministry than I!"
"And he hath!" exclaimed the mother. "I tell you, Brother John, the
heart of Margaret Cooper is no longer what it was. It is softened.
The toils of Brother Stevens have not been in vain. Blessed young
man, no wonder they hate and defame him. He hath had a power over
Margaret Cooper such as man never had before; and it is for this
reason that Bill Hinkley and Ned conspired against him, first to
take his life, and then to speak evil of his deeds. They beheld
the beauty of my daughter, and they looked on her with famishing
eyes. She sent them a-packing, I tell you. But this youth, Brother
Stevens, found favor in her heart. They beheld the two as they
went forth together. Ah! Brother John, it is the sweetest sight to
behold two young, loving people walk forth in amity--born, as it
would seem, for each other; both so tall, and young, and handsome;
walking together with such smiles, as if there was no sorrow in
the world; as if there was nothing but flowers and sweetness on
the path; as if they could see nothing but one another; and as if
there were no enemies looking on. It did my heart good to see them,
Brother Cross; they always looked so happy with one another."
"And you think, Sister Cooper, that Brother Stevens hath agreed to
take Margaret to wife?"
"She hath not told me this yet, but in truth, I think it hath very
nigh come to that."
"Where is she?"
"In her chamber."
"Call her hither, Sister Cooper; let us ask of her the truth."
Margaret Cooper was summoned, and descended with slow steps and an
unwilling spirit to meet their visiter.
"Daughter," said the good old man, taking her hand, and leading her
to a seat, "thou art, even as thy mother sayest, one of exceeding
beauty. Few damsels have ever met mine eyes with a beauty like to
thine. No wonder the young men look on thee with eyes of love; but
let not the love of youth betray thee. The love of God is the only
love that is precious to the heart of wisdom."
Thus saying, the old man gazed on her with as much admiration as
was consistent with the natural coldness of his temperament, his
years, and his profession. His address, so different from usual,
had a soothing effect upon her. A sigh escaped her, but she said
nothing. He then proceeded to renew the history which had been given
to him and which he had already detailed to her mother. She heard
him with patience, in spite of all his interpolations from Scripture,
his ejaculations, his running commentary upon the narrative, and the
numerous suggestive topics which took him from episode to episode,
until the story seemed interminably mixed up in the digression.
But when he came to that portion which related to the adventure of
Ned Hinkley, to his espionage, the conference of Stevens with his
companion--then she started--then her breathing became suspended,
then quickened--then again suspended--and then, so rapid in its
rush, that her emotion became almost too much for her powers of
suppression.
But she did suppress it, with a power, a resolution, not often
paralleled among men--still more seldom among women. After the first
spasmodic acknowledgment given by her surprise, she listened with
comparative calmness. She, alone, had the key to that conversation.
She, alone, knew its terrible signification. She knew that Ned
Hinkley was honest--was to be believed--that he was too simple,
and too sincere, for any such invention; and, sitting with hands
clasped upon that chair--the only attitude which expressed the
intense emotion which she felt--she gazed with unembarrassed eye
upon the face of the speaker, while every word which he spoke went
like some keen, death-giving instrument into her heart.
The whole dreadful history of the villany of Stevens, her irreparable
ruin--was now clearly intelligible. The mocking devil at her elbow
had spoken nothing but the truth. She was indeed the poor victim
of a crafty villain. In the day of her strength and glory she had
fallen--fallen, fallen, fallen!
"Why am I called to hear this?" she demanded with singular composure.
The old man and the mother explained in the same breath--that she
might reveal the degree of intercourse which had taken place between
them, and, if possible, account for the absence of her lover. That,
in short, she might refute the malice of enemies and establish the
falsehood of their suggestions.
"You wish to know if I believe this story of Ned Hinkley?"
"Even so, my daughter."
"Then, I do!"
"Ha! what is it you say, Margaret?"
"The truth."
"What?" demanded the preacher, "you can not surely mean that Brother
Stevens hath been a wolf in sheep's clothing--that he hath been a
hypocrite."
"Alas!" thought Margaret Cooper--"have I not been my own worst
enemy--did I not know him to be this from the first?"
Her secret reflection remained, however, unspoken. She answered
the demand of John Cross without a moment's hesitation.
"I believe that Alfred Stevens is all that he is charged to be--a
hypocrite--a wolf in sheep's clothing!--I see no reason to doubt
the story of Ned Hinkley. He is an honest youth."
The old lady was in consternation. The preacher aghast and confounded.
"Tell me, Margaret," said the former, "hath he not engaged himself
to you? Did he not promise--is he not sworn to be your husband?"
"I have already given you my belief. I see no reason to say
anything more. What more do you need? Is he not gone--fled--has he
not failed--"
She paused abruptly, while a purple flush went over her face. She
rose to retire.
"Margaret!" exclaimed the mother.
"My daughter!" said John Cross.
"Speak out what you know--tell us all--"
"No! I will say no more. You know enough already. I tell you, I
believe Alfred Stevens to be a hypocrite and a villain. Is not that
enough? What is it to you whether he is so or not? What is it to
me, at least? You do not suppose that it is anything to me? Why
should you? What should he be? I tell you he is nothing to
me--nothing--nothing--nothing! Villain or hypocrite, or what not--he
is no more to me than the earth on which I tread. Let me hear no
more about him, I pray you. I would not hear his name! Are there
not villains enough in the world, that you should think and speak
of one only?"
With these vehement words she left the room, and hurried to her
chamber. She stopped suddenly before the mirror.
"And is it thus!" she exclaimed--"and I am--"
The mother by this time had followed her into the room.
"What is the meaning of this, Margaret?--tell me!" cried the old
woman in the wildest agitation.
"What should it be, mother? Look at me!--in my eyes--do they not
tell you? Can you not read?"
"I see nothing--I do not understand you, Margaret."
"Indeed! but you shall understand me! I thought my face would tell
you without my words. _I_ see it there, legible enough, to myself.
Look again!--spare me if you can--spare your own ears the necessity
of hearing me speak!"
"You terrify me, Margaret--I fear you are out of your mind.
"No! no! that need not be your fear; nor, were it true, would it
be a fear of mine. It might be something to hope--to pray for. It
might bring relief. Hear me, since you will not see. You ask me
why I believe Stevens to be a villain. I KNOW it."
"Ha! how know it!"
"How! How should I know it? Well, I see that I must speak. Listen
then. You bade me seek and make a conquest of him, did you not? Do
not deny it, mother--you did."
"Well, if I did?"
"I succeeded! Without trying, I succeeded! He declared to me his
love--he did!--he promised to marry me. He was to have married me
yesterday--to have met me in church and married me. John Cross was
to have performed the ceremony. Well! you saw me there--you saw
me in white--the dress of a bride!--Did he come? Did you see him
there? Did you see the ceremony performed?"
"No, surely not--you know without asking."
"I know without asking!--surely I do!--but look you, mother--do you
think that conquests are to be made, hearts won, loves confessed,
pledges given, marriage-day fixed--do these things take place,
as matters of pure form? Is there no sensation--no agitation--no
beating and violence about the heart--in the blood--in the brain!
I tell you there is--a blinding violence, a wild, stormy, sensation
--fondness, forgetfulness, madness! I say, madness! madness!
madness!"
"Oh, my daughter, what can all this mean? Speak calmly, be deliberate!"
"Calm! deliberate! What a monster if I could be! But I am not
mad now. I will tell you what it means. It means that, in taking
captive Alfred Stevens--in winning a lover--securing that pious
young man--there was some difficulty, some peril. Would you believe
it?--there were some privileges which he claimed. He took me in his
arms. Ha! ha! He held me panting to his breast. His mouth filled
mine with kisses--"
"No more, do not say more, my child!"
"Ay, more! more! much more! I tell you--then came blindness and
madness, and I was dishonored--made a woman before I was made a
wife! Ruined, lost, abused, despised, abandoned! Ha! ha! ha! no
marriage ceremony. Though I went to the church. No bridegroom there,
though he promised to come. Preacher, church, bride, all present,
yet no wedding. Ha! ha! ha! How do I know!--Good reason for it,
good reason--Ha! ha!--ah!"
The paroxysm, terminated in a convulsion. The unhappy girl fell
to the floor as if stricken in the forehead. The blood gushed from
her mouth and nostrils, and she lay insensible in the presence of
the terrified and miserable mother.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
THE FATES FIND THE DAGGER AND THE BOWL.
For a long time she lay without showing any signs of life. Her
passions rebelled against the restraint which her mind had endeavored
to put upon them. Their concentrated force breaking all bonds, so
suddenly, was like the terrific outburst of the boiling lava from
the gorges of the frozen mountain. Believing her dead, the mother
rushed headlong into the highway, rending the village with her
screams. She was for the time a perfect madwoman. The neighbors
gathered to her assistance. That much-abused woman, the widow
Thackeray, was the first to come. Never was woman's tenderness
more remarkable than hers--never was woman's watch by the bed of
sickness and suffering--that watch which woman alone knows so well
how to keep--more rigidly maintained than by her! From the first
hour of that agony under which Margaret Cooper fell to earth
insensible, to the last moment in which her recovery was doubtful,
that widow Thackeray--whose passion for a husband had been described
by Mrs. Cooper as so very decided and evident--maintained her place
by the sick bed of the stricken girl with all the affection of a
mother. Widow Thackeray was a woman who could laugh merrily, but
she could shed tears with equal readiness. These were equally the
signs of prompt feeling and nice susceptibility; and the proud Margaret,
and her invidious mother, were both humbled by that spontaneous
kindness for which, hitherto, they had given the possessor so
very little credit, and to which they were now equally so greatly
indebted.
Medical attendance was promptly secured. Charlemont had a very
clever physician of the old school. He combined as was requisite
in the forest region of our country, the distinct offices of the
surgeon and mediciner. He was tolerably skilful in both departments.
He found his patient in a condition of considerable peril. She had
broken a blood-vessel; and the nicest care and closest attendance
were necessary to her preservation. It will not need that we should
go through the long and weary details which followed to her final
cure. Enough, that she did recover. But for weeks her chance was
doubtful. She lay for that space of time, equally in the arms of
life and death. For a long period, she herself was unconscious of
her situation.
When she came to know, the skill of her attendants derived very
little aid from her consciousness. Her mind was unfavorable to her
cure; and this, by the way, is a very important particular in the
fortunes of the sick. To despond, to have a weariness of life,
to forbear hope as well as exertion, is, a hundred to one, to
determine against the skill of the physician. Margaret Cooper felt
a willingness to die. She felt her overthrow in the keenest pangs
of its shame; and, unhappily, the mother, in her madness, had
declared it.
The story of her fall--of the triumph of the serpent--was now the
village property, and of course put an end to all further doubts
on the score of the piety of Brother Stevens; though, by way of
qualification of his offence, old Hinkley insisted that it was the
fault of the poor damsel.
"She," he said, "had tempted him--had thrown herself in his way--had
been brazen," and all that, of which so much is commonly said in
all similar cases. We, who know the character of the parties, and
have traced events from the beginning, very well know how little
of this is true. Poor Margaret was a victim before she was well
aware of those passions which made her so. She was the victim not
of lust but of ambition. Never was woman more unsophisticated--less
moved by unworthy and sinister design. She had her weaknesses--her
pride, her vanity; and her passions, which were tremendous, worked
upon through these, very soon effected her undoing. But, for
deliberate purpose of evil--of any evil of which her own intellect
was conscious--the angels were not more innocent.
But mere innocence of evil design, in any one particular condition,
is not enough for security. We are not only to forbear evil; virtue
requires that we should be exercised for the purposes of good. She
lacked the moral strength which such exercises, constantly pursued,
would have assured her. She was a creature of impulse only, not of
reflection. Besides, she was ignorant of her particular weaknesses.
She was weak where she thought herself strong. This is always the
error of a person having a very decided will. The will is constantly
mistaken for the power. She could not humble herself, and in her
own personal capacities--capacities which had never before been
subjected to any ordeal-trial--she relied for the force which was
to sustain her in every situation. Fancy a confident country-girl--supreme
in her own district over the Hobs and Hinnies thereabouts--in
conflict with the adroit man of the world, and you have the whole
history of Margaret Cooper, and the secret of her misfortune. Let
the girl have what natural talent you please, and the case is by no
means altered. She must fall if she seeks or permits the conflict.
She can only escape by flight. It is in consideration of this
human weakness, that we pray God, nightly, not to suffer us to be
exposed to temptation.
When the personal resources of her own experience and mind failed
Margaret Cooper, as at some time or other they must fail all who
trust only in them, she had no further reliance. She had never
learned to draw equal strength and consolation from the sweet
counsels of the sacred volume. Regarding the wild raving and the
senseless insanity, which are but too frequently the language of
the vulgar preacher, as gross ignorance and debasing folly, she
committed the unhappy error of confounding the preacher with his
cause. She had never been taught to make an habitual reference to
religion; and her own experience of life, had never forced upon
her those sage reflections which would have shown her that TRUE
religion is the very all of life, and without it life has nothing.
The humility of the psalmist, which was the real source of all the
strength allotted to the monarch minstrel, was an unread lesson
with her; and never having been tutored to refer to God, and relying
upon her own proud mind and daring imagination, what wonder that
these frail reeds should pierce her side while giving way beneath
her.
It was this very confidence in her own strength--this fearlessness
of danger (and we repeat the lesson here, emphatically, by way of
warning)--a confidence which the possession of a quick and powerful
mind naturally enough inspires--that effected her undoing. It was
not by the force of her affections that she fell. THE AFFECTIONS
ARE NOT APT TO BE STRONG IN A WOMAN WHOSE MIND LEADS HER OUT FROM
HER SEX!
The seducer triumphed through the medium of her vanity. Her
feeling of self-assurance had been thus active from childhood, and
conspicuous in all her sports and employments. SHE HAD NEVER BEEN
A CHILD HERSELF. SHE LED ALWAYS IN THE PASTIMES OF HER PLAYMATES,
MANY OF WHOM WERE OLDER THAN HERSELF.
She had no fears when others trembled; and, if she did not, at any
time, so far transcend the bounds of filial duty as to defy the
counsels of her parents, it was certainly no less true that she
never sought for, and seldom seemed to need them. IT IS DANGEROUS
WHEN THE WOMAN, THROUGH SHEER CONFIDENCE IN HER OWN STRENGTH, VENTURES
UPON THE VERGE OF THE MORAL PRECIPICE. THEY VERY EXPERIMENTAL,
WHERE THE PASSIONS ARE CONCERNED, PROVES HER TO BE LOST.
Margaret Cooper, confident in her own footsteps, soon learned to
despise every sort of guardianship. The vanity of her mother had
not only counselled and stimulated her own, but was of that gross
and silly order, as to make itself offensive to the judgment of the
girl herself. This had the effect of losing her all the authority
of a parent; and we have already seen, in the few instances where
this authority took the shape of counsel, that its tendency was to
evil rather than to good.
The arts of Alfred Stevens had, in reality, been very few. It was
only necessary that he should read the character of his victim.
This, as an experienced worldling--experienced in such a volume--he
was soon very able to do. He saw enough to discover, that, while
Margaret Cooper was endowed by nature with an extraordinary measure
of intellect, she was really weak because of its possession. In
due proportion to the degree of exercise to which she subjected
her mere mind--making that busy and restless--was the neglect of
her sensibilities--those nice ANTENNAE OF THE HEART.
"Whose instant touches, slightest pause,"
teach the approach of the smallest forms of danger, however
inoffensive their shapes, however unobtrusive their advance. When
the sensibilities are neglected and suffered to fall into disrepute,
they grow idle first, and finally obtuse! even as the limb which you
forbear to exercise loses its muscle, and withers into worthlessness.
When Alfred Stevens discovered this condition, his plan was simple
enough. He had only to stimulate her mind into bolder exercise--to
conduct it to topics of the utmost hardihood--to inspire that sort
of moral recklessness which some people call courage--which delights
to sport along the edge of the precipice, and to summon audacious
spirits from the great yawning gulfs which lie below. This practice
is always pursued at the expense of those guardian feelings which
keep watch over the virtues of the tender heart.
The analysis of subjects commonly forbidden to the sex, necessarily
tends to make dull those habitual sentinels over the female conduct.
These sentinels are instincts rather than principles. Education
can take them away, but does not often confer them. When, through
the arts of Alfred Stevens, Margaret Cooper was led to discuss,
perhaps to despise, those nice and seemingly purposeless barriers
which society--having the experience of ages for its authority--has
wisely set up between the sexes--she had already taken a large
stride toward passing them. But of this, which a judicious education
would have taught her, she was wholly ignorant. Her mind was too
bold to be scrupulous; too adventurous to be watchful; and if, at
any moment, a pause in her progress permitted her to think of the
probable danger to her sex of such adventurous freedom, she certainly
never apprehended it in her own case. Such restraints she conceived
to be essential only for the protection of THE WEAK among her sex.
Her vanity led her to believe that she was strong; and the approaches
of the sapper were conducted with too much caution, with a progress
too stealthy and insensible, to startle the ear or attract the
eye of the unobservant, yet keen-eyed guardian of her citadel. An
eagle perched upon a rock, with wing outspread for flight, and an
eye fixed upon the rolling clouds through which it means to dart,
is thus heedless of the coiled serpent which lies beneath its feet.
The bold eye of Margaret Cooper was thus heedless. Gazing upon the
sun, she saw not the serpent at her feet. It was not because she
slept: never was eye brighter, more far-stretching; never was mind
more busy, more active, than that of the victim at the very moment
when she fell. It was because she watched the remote, not the
near--the region in which there was no enemy, nothing but glory--and
neglected that post which is always in danger. Her error is that
of the general who expends his army upon some distant province,
leaving his chief city to the assault and sack of the invader.
We have dwelt somewhat longer upon the moral causes which, in our
story, have produced such cruel results, than the mere story itself
demands; but no story is perfectly moral unless the author, with a
wholesome commentary, directs the attention of the reader to the
true weaknesses of his hero, to the point where his character fails;
to the causes of this failure, and the modes in which it may be
repaired or prevented. In this way alone may the details of life
and society be properly welded together into consistent doctrine,
so that instruction may keep pace with delight, and the heart and
mind be informed without being conscious of any of those tasks
which accompany the lessons of experience.
To return now to our narrative.
Margaret Cooper lived! She might as well have died. This was HER
thought, at least. She prayed for death. Was it in mercy that her
prayer was denied? We shall see! Youth and a vigorous constitution
successfully resisted the attacks of the assailant. They finally
obtained the victory. After a weary spell of bondage and suffering,
she recovered. But she recovered only to the consciousness of a
new affliction. All the consequences of her fatal lapse from virtue
have not yet been told. She bore within her an indelible witness
of her shame. She was destined to be a mother without having been
a wife!
This, to her mother at least, was a more terrible discovery than the
former. She literally cowered and crouched beneath it. It was the
WRITTEN shame, rather than the actual, which the old woman dreaded.
She had been so vain, so criminally vain, of her daughter--she had
made her so constantly the subject of her brag--that, unwitting of
having declared the whole melancholy truth, in the first moment of
her madness, she shrank, with an unspeakable horror, from the idea
that the little world in which she lived should become familiar
with the whole cruel history of her overthrow. She could scarcely
believe it herself though the daughter, with an anguish in her eyes
that left little to be told, had herself revealed the truth. Her
pride as well as her life, was linked with the pride and the
beauty of her child. She had shared in her constant triumphs over
all around her; and overlooking, as a fond, foolish mother is apt
to do, all her faults of temper or of judgment, she had learned to
behold nothing but her superiority. And now to see her fallen! a
thing of scorn, which was lately a thing of beauty!--the despised,
which was lately the worshipped and the wondered at! No wonder that
her weak, vain heart was crushed and humbled, and her head bowed
in sorrow to the earth. She threw herself upon the floor, and wept
bitter and scalding tears.
The daughter had none. Without sob or sigh, she stooped down and
tenderly assisted the old woman to rise. Why had she no tears? She
asked herself this question, but in vain. Her external emotions
promised none. Indeed, she seemed to be without emotions. A weariness
and general indifference to all things was now the expression of
her features. But this was the deceitful aspect of the mountain,
on whose breast contemplation sits with silence, unconscious of the
tossing flame which within is secretly fusing the stubborn metal
and the rock. Anger was in her breast--feelings of hate mingled up
with shame--scorn of herself, scorn of all--feelings of defiance
and terror, striving at mastery; and, in one corner, a brooding
image of despair, kept from the brink of the precipice only by the
entreaties of some fiercer principle of hate. She felt life to be
insupportable. Why did she live? This question came to her repeatedly.
The demon was again at work beside her.
"Die!" said he. "It is but a blow--a moment's pang--the driving a
needle into an artery--the prick of a pin upon the heart. Die! it
will save you from exposure--the shame of bringing into the world
an heir of shame! What would you live for? The doors of love, and
fame, even of society, are shut against you for ever. What is life
to you now? a long denial--a protracted draught of bitterness--the
feeling of a death-spasm carried on through sleepless years; perhaps,
under a curse of peculiar bitterness, carried on even into age!
Die! you can not be so base as to wish for longer life!"
The arguments of the demon were imposing. His suggestions seemed
to promise the relief she sought. Hers seemed the particular case
where the prayer is justified which invokes the mountains and the
rocks upon the head of the guilty. But the rock refused to fall,
the mountain to cover her shame, and its exposure became daily
more and more certain. Death was the only mode of escape from the
mountain of pain which seemed to rest upon her heart. The means
of self-destruction were easy. With a spirit so impetuous as hers,
to imagine was to determine. She did determine. Yet, even while
making so terrible a resolve, a singular calm seemed to overspread
her soul. She complained of nothing--wished for nothing--sought
for nothing--trembled at nothing. A dreadful lethargy, which made
the old mother declaim as against a singular proof of hardihood,
possessed her spirit. Little did the still-idolizing mother conjecture
how much that lethargy concealed!
The moment that Margaret Cooper conceived the idea of suicide, it
possessed all her mind. It became the one only thought. There were
few arguments against it, and these she rapidly dismissed or overcame.
To leave her mother in her old age was the first which offered
itself; but this became a small consideration when she reflected
that the latter could not, under any circumstances, require her
assistance very long; and to spare her the shame of public exposure
was another consideration. The evils of the act to herself were
reduced with equal readiness to the transition from one state
to another by a small process, which, whether by the name of stab
or shot, was productive only of a momentary spasm; for, though as
fully persuaded of the soul's immortality as the best of us, the
unhappy girl, like all young free-thinkers, had persuaded herself
that, in dying by her own hands, she was simply exercising a
discretionary power under the conviction that her act in doing so
was rendered by circumstances a judicious one. The arguments by
which she deceived herself are sufficiently commonplace, and too
easy of refutation, to render necessary any discussion of them
here. Enough to state the fact. She deliberately resolved upon the
fatal deed which was to end her life and agony together, and save
her from that more notorious exposure which must follow the birth
of that child of sin whom she deemed it no more than a charity to
destroy.
There was an old pair of pistols in the house, which had been the
property of her father. She had often, with a boldness not common
to the sex, examined these pistols. They were of brass, well made,
of English manufacture, with common muzzles, and a groove for
a sight instead of the usual drop. They were not large, but, in
a practised hand, were good travelling-pistols, being capable of
bringing down a man at twelve paces, provided there was anything
like deliberation in the holder. Often and again had she handled
these weapons, poising them and addressing them at objects as
she had seen her father do. On one occasion she had been made to
discharge them, under his own instructions; she had done so without
terror. She recalled these events. She had seen the pistols loaded.
She did not exactly know what quantity of powder was necessary for a
charge, but she was in no mood to calculate the value of a thimbleful.
Availing herself of the temporary absence of her mother, she
possessed herself of these weapons. Along with them, in the same
drawer, she found a horn which still contained a certain quantity
of powder. There were bullets in the bag with the pistols which
precisely fitted them. There, too, was the mould--there were
flints--the stock was sufficiently ample for all her desires; and
she surveyed the prize, in her own room, with the look of one who
congratulates himself in the conviction that he holds in his hand
the great medicine which is to cure his disease. In her chamber
she loaded the weapons, and, with such resignation as belonged to
her philosophy, she waited for the propitious moment when she might
complete the deed.
CHAPTER XXXV.
FOLDING THE ROBES ABOUT HER.
It was the sabbath and a very lovely day. The sun never shone more
brightly in the heavens; and as Margaret Cooper surveyed its mellow
orange light, lying, like some blessed spirit, at sleep upon the
hills around her, and reflected that she was about to behold it
for the last time, her sense of its exceeding beauty became more
strong than ever. Now that she was about to lose it for ever, it
seemed more beautiful than it had ever been before.
This is a natural effect, which the affections confer upon the
objects which delight and employ them. Even a temporary privation
increases the loveliness of the external nature. How we linger
and look. That shade seems so inviting; that old oak so venerable!
That rock--how often have we sat upon it, evening and morning, and
mused strange, wild, sweet fancies! It is an effort to tear one's
self away--it is almost like tearing away from life itself; so
many living affections feel the rending and the straining--so many
fibres that have their roots in the heart, are torn and lacerated
by the separation.
Poor Margaret! she looked from her window upon the bright and
beautiful world around her. Strange that sorrow should dwell in
a world so bright and beautiful! Stranger still, that, dwelling
in such a world, it should not dwell there by sufferance only and
constraint! that it should have such sway--such privilege. That
it should invade every sanctuary and leave no home secure. Ah! but
the difference between mere sorrow and guilt! Poor Margaret could
not well understand that! If she could--but no! She was yet to learn
that the sorrows of the innocent have a healing effect. That they
produce a holy and ennobling strength, and a juster appreciation of
those evening shades of life which render the lights valuable and
make their uses pure. It is only guilt which finds life loathsome.
It is only guilt that sorrow weakens and enslaves. Virtue grows
strong beneath the pressure of her enemies, and with such a power
as was fabled of the king of Pontus, turns the most poisonous fruits
of earth into the most wholesome food.
But, even in the heart of Margaret Cooper, where the sense of the
beautiful was strong, the loveliness of the scene was felt. She
drank in, with strange satisfaction--a satisfaction to which she
had long been a stranger--its soft and inviting beauties. They
did not lessen her sense of suffering, perhaps, but they were not
without their effect in producing other moods, which, once taken
in company with the darker ones of the soul, may, in time, succeed
in alleviating them. Never, indeed, had the prospect been more
calm and wooing. Silence, bending from the hills, seemed to brood
above the valley even as some mighty spirit, at whose bidding strife
was hushed, and peace became the acknowledged divinity of all. The
humming voices of trade and merriment were all hushed in homage to
the holy day; and if the fitful song of a truant bird, that presumed
beside the window of Margaret Cooper, did break the silence of the
scene, it certainly did not disturb its calm. The forest minstrel
sung in a neighboring tree, and she half listened to his lay. The
strain seemed to sympathize with her sadness. She thought upon her
own songs, which had been of such a proud spirit; and how strange
and startling seemed the idea that with her, song would soon cease
for ever. The song of the bird would be silent in her ears, and
her own song! What song would be hers? What strain would she take
up? In what abode--before what altars?
This train of thought, which was not entirely lost, however, was
broken, for the time, by a very natural circumstance. A troop of the
village damsels came in sight, on their way to church. She forgot
the song of birds, as her morbid spirit suggested to her the probable
subject of their meditations.
"They have seen me," she muttered to herself as she hastily
darted from the window. "Ay, they exult. They point to me--me, the
abandoned--the desolate--soon to be the disgraced! But, no! no!
that shall never be. They shall never have that triumph, which is
always so grateful a subject of regale to the mean and envious!"
The voice of her mother from below disturbed these unhappy meditations.
The old lady was prepared for church, and was surprised to find
that Margaret had not made her toilet.
"What! don't you mean to go, Margaret?"
"Not to-day, mother."
"What, and the new preacher too, that takes the place of John Cross!
They say he makes a most heavenly prayer."
But the inducement of the heavenly prayer of the new preacher was
not enough for Margaret. The very suggestion of a new preacher would
have been conclusive against her compliance. The good old lady was
too eager herself to get under way to waste much time in exhortation,
and hurrying off, she scarcely gave herself time to answer the
inquiry of the widow Thackeray, at her own door, after the daughter's
health.
"I will go in and see her," said the lighthearted but truehearted
woman.
"Do, do, ma'am---if you please! She'll be glad to see you. I'll
hurry on, as I see Mrs. Hinkley just ahead."
The widow Thackeray looked after her with a smile, which was
exchanged for another of different character when she found herself
in the chamber of Margaret. She put her arms about the waist of
the sufferer; kissed her cheeks, and with the tenderest solicitude
spoke of her health and comfort. To her, alone, with the exception
of her mother--according to the belief of Margaret--her true
situation had been made known.
"Alas!" said she, "how should I feel--how should I be! You should
know. I am as one cursed--doomed, hopeless of anything but death."
"Ah! do not speak of death, Margaret," said the other kindly. "We
must all die, I know, but that does not reconcile me any more to
the thought. It brings always a creeping horror through my veins.
Think of life--talk of life only."
"They say that death is life."
"So it is, I believe, Margaret; and now I think of it, dress yourself
and go to church where we may hear something on this subject to
make us wiser and better. Come, my dear--let us go to God."
"I can not--not to-day, dear Mrs. Thackeray."
"Ah, Margaret, why not? It is to the church, of all places, you
should now go."
"What! to be stared at? To see the finger of scorn pointing at me
wherever I turn? To hear the whispered insinuation? To be conscious
only of sneer and sarcasm on every hand? No, no, dear Mrs. Thackeray,
I can not go for this. Feeling this, I should neither pray for
myself, nor find benefit from the prayers of others. Nay, THEY
would not pray. They would only mock."
"Margaret, these thoughts are very sinful."
"So they are, but I can not think of any better. They can not but
be sinful since they are mine."
But you are not wedded to sin, dearest. Such thoughts can give you
no pleasure. Come with me to church! Come and pray! Prayer will do
you good."
"I would rather pray here. Let me remain. I will try to go out
among the hills when you are all engaged in church, and will pray
there. Indeed I must. I must pray then and pray there, if prayer
is ever to do me good."
"The church is the better place, Margaret. One prays better where
one sees that all are praying."
"But when I KNOW that they are not praying! When I know that envy
is in their hearts, and malice, and jealousy and suspicion--that
God is not in their hearts, but their fellow; and not him with
friendly and fond, but with spiteful and deceitful thoughts!"
"Ah! Margaret, how can you know this? Judge not lest ye be judged."
"It matters not, dear Mrs. Thackeray. God is here, or there. He
will be among the hills if anywhere. I will seek him there. If I
can command my thoughts anywhere, it will be in the woods alone.
In the church I can not. Those who hate me are there--and their
looks of hate would only move my scorn and defiance."
"Margaret, you do our people wrong. You do yourself wrong. None
hate you--none will point to you, or think of your misfortune; and
if they did, it is only what you might expect, and what you must
learn patiently to bear, as a part of the punishment which God
inflicts on sin. You must submit, Margaret, to the shame as you
have submitted to the sin. It is by submission only that you can
be made strong. The burden which you are prepared to bear meekly,
becomes light to the willing spirit. Come, dear Margaret, I will
keep with you, sit by you--show you, and all, that I forget your
sin and remember only your suffering."
The good widow spoke with the kindest tones. She threw her
arms around the neck of the desolate one, and kissed her with the
affection of a sister. But the demon of pride was uppermost. She
withstood entreaty and embrace.
"I can not go with you. I thank you, truly thank you, dear Mrs.
Thackeray, but I can not go. I have neither the courage nor the
strength."
"They will come--the courage and the strength--only try. God is
watchful to give us help the moment he sees that we really seek
his assistance. By prayer, Margaret--"
"I will pray, but I must pray alone. Among the hills I will pray.
My prayer will not be less acceptable offered among his hills. My
voice will not remain unheard, though no chorus swells its appeal."
"Margaret, this is pride."
"Perhaps!"
"Ah! go with me, and pray for humility."
"My prayer would rather be for death."
"Say not so, Margaret--this is impiety."
"Ay, death!--the peace, the quiet of the grave--of a long sleep--an
endless sleep--where the vulture may no longer gnaw the heart, nor
the fire burn within the brain! For these I must pray."
And, thus speaking, the unhappy woman smote her throbbing head with
violent hand.
"Shocking thought! But you do not believe in such a sleep? Surely,
Margaret, you believe in life eternal?"
"Would I did not!"
"O Margaret!--but you are sick; you are very feverish. Your eyeballs
glare like coals of fire; your face seems charged with blood. I am
afraid you are going to have another attack, like the last."
"Be not afraid. I have no such fear."
"I will sit with you, at least," said the kind-hearted woman.
"Nay, that I must positively forbid, Mrs. Thackeray; I will not
suffer it. I will not sit with YOU. Go you to church. You will
be late. Do not waste your time on me. I mean to ramble among the
hills this morning. THAT, I think, will do me more good than anything
else. There, I am sure--there only--I will find peace."
The worthy widow shook her head doubtfully.
"But I am sure of it," said Margaret. "You will see. Peace, peace--the
repose of the heart--the slumber of the brain!--I shall find all
there!"
Mrs. Thackeray, finding her inflexible, rose to depart, but with
some irresoluteness.
"If you would let me walk with you, Margaret--"
"No! no!--dear Mrs. Thackeray--I thank you very much; but, with a
mood such as mine, I shall be much better alone."
"Well, if you are resolved--"
"I am resolved! never more so."
These words were spoken in tones which might have startled a
suspicious mind. But the widow was none.
"God bless you!" she said, kissing her at parting." I will see you
when I come from church."
"Will you?" said Margaret, with a significant but sad smile. Then,
suddenly rising, she exclaimed:--
"Let me kiss you, dear Mrs. Thackeray, and thank you again, before
you go. You have been very kind to me, very kind, and you have my
thanks and gratitude."
Mrs. Thackeray was touched by her manner. This was the first time
that the proud spirit of Margaret Cooper had ever offered such an
acknowledgment. It was one that the gentle and unremitting kindnesses
of the widow amply deserved. After renewing her promise to call on
her return from church, Mrs. Thackeray took her departure.
Margaret Cooper was once more alone. When she heard the outer door
shut, she then threw herself upon the bed, and gave way to the
utterance of those emotions which, long restrained, had rendered
her mind a terrible anarchy. A few tears, but very few, were wrung
from her eyes; but she groaned audibly, and a rapid succession of
shivering-fits passed through her frame, racking the whole nervous
system, until she scarcely found herself able to rise from the
couch where she had thrown herself. A strong, determined will alone
moved her, and she rose, after a lapse of half an hour, to the
further prosecution of her purpose. Her temporary weakness and
suffering of frame had no effect upon her resolves. She rather seemed
to be strengthened in them. This strength enabled her to sit down
and dictate a letter to her mother, declaring her intention, and
justifying it by such arguments as were presented by the ingenious
demon who assists always in the councils of the erring heart.
She placed this letter in her bosom, that it might be found upon
her person. It was curious to observe, next, that she proceeded
to tasks which were scarcely in unison with the dreadful deed she
meditated. She put her chamber in nice order. Her books, of which
she had a tolerably handsome collection for a private library in
our forest-country, she arranged and properly classed upon their
shelves. Then she made her toilet with unusual care. It was for the
last time. She gazed upon the mirror, and beheld her own beauties
with a shudder.
"Ah!" she thought, though she gave no expression to the thought,
"to be so beautiful, yet fail!"
It was a reflection to touch any heart with sorrow. Her dress was
of plain white; she wore no ornament--not even a riband. Her hair,
which was beautifully long and thick, was disposed in a clubbed
mass upon her head, very simply but with particular neatness; and,
when all was done, concealing the weapon of death beneath a shawl
which she wrapped around her, she left the house, and stole away
unobserved along the hills, in the seclusion and sacred silence
of which she sought to avoid the evil consequences of one crime by
the commission of another far more heinous.
CHAPTER XXXVI.
SUSPENSE AND AGONY.
At the risk of seeming monotonous, we must repeat the reflection
made in our last chapter, that the things we are about to lose for
ever seem always more valuable in the moment of their loss. They
acquire a newer interest in our eyes at such a time, possibly
under the direction of some governing instinct which is intended
to render us tenacious of life to the very last. Privation teaches
us much more effectually than possession the value of all human
enjoyments; and the moralist has more than once drawn his sweetest
portraits of liberty from the gloom and the denials of a dungeon.
How eloquent of freedom is he who yearns for it in vain! How glowing
is that passion which laments the lost!
To one dying, as we suppose few die, in the perfect possession
of their senses, how beautiful must seem the fading hues of the
sunlight, flickering along the walls of a chamber! how heavenly
the brief glimpses of the blue sky through the half-opened window!
how charming the green bit of foliage that swings against the pane!
how cheering and unwontedly sweet and balmy the soft, sudden gust
of the sweet south, breathing up from the flowers, and stirring the
loose drapery around the couch! How can we part with these without
tears? how reflect, without horror, upon the close coffin, the damp
clod, the deep hollows of the earth in which we are to be cabined?
Oh, with what earnestness, at such a moment, must the wholly
conscious spirit pray for life! now greedily will he drink the
nauseous draught in the hope to secure its boon! how fondly will
he seize upon every chimera, whether of his own or of another's
fancy, in order to gain a little respite--in order still to keep
within the grasp of mind and sight, these lovely agents of earth
and its Master, which, in our day of strength and exultation, we
do not value at one half their worth! And how full of dread and
horror must be that first awful conviction which assures him that
the struggle is in vain--that the last remedy is tried--that nothing
is left him now but despair--despair and death! Then it is that
Christianity comes to his relief. If he believes, he gains by his
loss. Its godlike promise assures him then that the things which
his desires make dear, his faith has rendered immortal.
The truth of many of these reflections made their way into the
mind of Margaret Cooper, as she pursued the well-known path along
the hills. She observed the objects along the route more narrowly
than ever. She was taking that path for the last time. Her eyes
would behold these objects no more. How often had she pursued the
same route with Alfred Stevens! But then she had not seen these
things; she had not observed these thousand graces and beauties of
form and shadow which now seemed to crowd around, challenging her
regard and demanding her sympathies. Then she had seen nothing
but him. The bitterness which this reflection occasioned made her
hurry her footsteps; but there was an involuntary shudder that
passed through her frame, when, in noting the strange beauty of the
path, she reflected that it would be trodden by her for the last
time. Her breathing became quickened by the reflection. She pressed
forward up the hills. The forests grew thick around her--deep,
dim, solemn, and inviting. The skies above looked down in little
blessed blue tufts, through the crowding tree-tops. The long vista
of the woods led her onward in wandering thoughts.
To fix these thoughts--to keep them from wandering! This was
a difficulty. Margaret Cooper strove to do so, but she could not.
Never did her mind seem such a perfect chaos--so full of confused
and confusing objects and images. Her whole life seemed to pass in
review before her. All her dreams of ambition, all the struggles
of her genius! Were these to be thrown away? Were these all to be
wasted? Was her song to be unheard? Was her passionate and proud
soul to have no voice? If death is terrible to man, it is terrible,
not as a pang, but as an oblivion; and to the soul of genius,
oblivion is a soul-death, and its thought is a source of tenfold
terror.
"But of what avail were life to me now? Even should I live," said
the wretched woman, "would it matter more to the ambition which I
have had, and to the soul which flames and fevers within me? Who
would hearken to the song of the degraded? Who, that heard the
story of my shame, would listen to the strains of my genius? Say
that its utterance is even as proud as my own vanity of heart would
esteem it--say that no plaint like mine had ever touched the ear
or lifted the heart of humanity! Alas! of what avail! The finger
of scorn would be uplifted long before the voice of applause. The
sneer and sarcasm of the worldling would anticipate the favoring
judgment of the indulgent and the wise. Who would do justice to
my cause? Who listen? Alas! the voice of genius would be of little
avail speaking from the lips of the dishonored.
"To the talent which I have, and the ambition which still burns
within me, life then can bring nothing--no exercise--no fruition.
Suppose, then, that the talent is left to slumber--the ambition
stifled till it has no further longings! Will life yield anything
to the mere creature of society--to my youth--to my beauty--to
my sense of delight--if still there be any such sense left to me?
Shall I be less the creature of social scorn, because I have yielded
my ambition--because I have forborne the employment of those glorious
gifts which Heaven in its bounty has allotted me?
"Alas! no! am I not a woman, one of that frail, feeble sex, whose
name is weakness?--of whom, having no strength, man yet expects
the proofs of the most unyielding--of a firmness which he himself
can not exercise--of a power of self-denial and endurance of which
he exhibits no example. If I weep, he smiles at my weakness. If I
stifle my tears, he denounces my unnatural hardihood. If I am cold
and unyielding, I am masculine and neglected--if I am gentle and
pliant, my confidence is abused and my person dishonored. What
can society, which is thus exacting, accord to me, then, as a mere
woman? What shame will it not thrust upon me--a woman--and as I
am?
"Life then promises me nothing. The talent which I have, lies
within me idle and without hope of use. The pure name of the woman
is lost to me for ever. Shame dogs my footsteps. Scorn points its
finger. Life, and all that it brings to others--love, friends,
fame, fortune--which are the soul of life--these are lost to me
for ever. The moral death is here already. The mere act of dying,
is simply the end of a strife, and a breathing and an agony. That
is all!"
The day became overcast. A cloud obscured the sunlight. The blue
tufts of sky no longer looked downward through the openings of the
trees. The scene, dim and silent before, became unusually dark. The
aspect of nature seemed congenial with the meditated deed. She had
reasoned herself into its commission, and she reproached herself
mentally with her delay. Any self-suggestion of an infirmity of
purpose, with a nature such as hers, would have produced precipitation.
She turned down a slight gorge among the hills where the forest
was more close. She knelt beneath a tree and laid down her pistol
at its foot.
She knelt--strange contradiction!--she knelt for the purposes of
prayer. But she could not pray. It would seem that she attributed
this effort to the sight of the pistols, and she put them behind
her without changing her position. The prayer, if she made any, was
internal; and, at all events it did not seem to be satisfactory.
Yet, before it was ended, she started with an expression of
painful thought upon her face. The voice of her reason had ceased
its utterance. The voice of her conscience, perhaps, had been unheard;
but there was yet another voice to be heard which was more potent
than all.
It was the mother's voice!
She placed her hand upon her side with a spasmodic effort. The
quickening of a new life within her, made that new voice effectual.
She threw herself on the ground and wept freely. For the first
time she wept freely. The tears were those of the mother. The true
fountain of tears had been touched. That first throb of the innocent
pledge of guilty passion subdued the fiend. She could have taken
her own life, but dared not lift the deadly weapon against that. The
arm of the suicide--was arrested. She groaned, she wept, bitterly
and freely. She was at once feebler and more strong. Feebler, as
regarded her late resolution; stronger as regarded the force of
her affections, the sweet humanities, not altogether subdued within
her heart. The slight pulsation of that infant in her womb had been
more effectual than the voice of reason, or conscience, or feminine
dread. The maternal feeling is, perhaps, the most imperious of all
those which gather in the heart of woman.
Margaret Cooper, however, had not altogether resolved against
the deed. She only could not do it there and then. Her wretched
determination was not wholly surrendered, but it was touched, enfeebled;
and with the increasing powers of reflection, the impetuosity of
the will became naturally lessened. Those few glimpses along the
roadside which had made her sensible to the beauties she was about
to lose, had prepared her mind to act in counteraction of her
impulse; and the event which had brought into play the maternal
instinct, naturally helped the cause of roason in her soul.
Still, with the erring pride of youth she reproached herself with
her infirmity of purpose. She resolved to change her ground, as if
the instinct which had been awakened in one spot would not everywhere
pursue her. Time was gained, and in such cases, to gain time is
everything. Perhaps no suicide would ever take place if the individual
would wait ten minutes. The soul takes its color from the cloud,
and changes its moods as often. It is one of the best lessons to
the young, to wait! wait! wait! One of the surest signs of strength
is where the individual waits patiently and makes no complaint.
Margaret Cooper changed her ground. The spot was a wild one. A
broken ledge of rock was at her feet, and just below it ran a dark,
narrow winding footpath half-obscured by the undergrowth. Here she
once more proceeded to nerve her mind for the commission of the
deed, but she had not been there an instant when she was surprised
to hear the sound of voices.
This was unusual. Who could they be? The villagers were not apt
to stray from church-service whenever a preacher was to be found,
and there was a new one, and consequently a new attraction, that
day, for the spiritual hungry of Charlemont. The path below was
seldom trodden except by herself and an occasional sportsman. The
idea that entered her mind was, that her purpose had been suspected,
and that she was pursued.
With this idea, she placed the pistol to her breast. She had
already cocked the weapon. Her finger was on the trigger. But the
tones of another voice reached her ears from below. They were those
of a woman--sweet, musical, and tender.
A new light broke in upon her mind. This was the language of love.
And who were these new lovers in Charlemont? Could it be that the
voice of the male speaker was that of Stevens? Something in the tone
sounded like it, Involuntarily, with this impression, the weapon
was turned from her own bosom, and addressed in the direction in
which the persons below were approaching. A sudden, joyous feeling
touched her soul. The thought to destroy the criminal by whom she
had been destroyed was a source of exultation. She felt that she
could do it. Both pistols were in her hand. The pathway was not
more than twenty paces distant; and her nerves, for the first time,
braced to an unusual tension, trembled with the new excitement in
her soul.
The intruders continued to approach. Their voices became more
distinct, and Margaret Cooper was soon undeceived as to one of them
being that of Alfred Stevens. She was compelled to lie close, that
she might not betray her position and purpose. The male speaker was
very urgent; the voice seemed that of a stranger. That of the female
was not so clearly distinguishable, yet it seemed more familiar to
the unintentional listener.
Something of feminine curiosity now entered the bosom of Margaret
Cooper. Crouching where she was, she deposited the pistols at her
feet. She remained breathlessly, for the slightest movement would
have revealed her to the persons who were now just below. They
passed close beneath the place of her concealment, and she soon
discovered that they were lovers; and what their language was, even
if she had not heard it, might have been conjectured.
The girl was a very pretty brunette of Charlemont--a sweet, retiring
damsel of her own age, named Rivers--whom she knew only slightly.
She was a shy, gentle, unpresuming girl, whom, for this reason,
perhaps, Margaret had learned to look upon without dislike or scorn.
Her companion was a youth whom Margaret had known when a lad, but
who had been absent on the Mississippi for two years. His tall and
masculine but well-made and graceful person sufficiently accounted
for, while it justified, the taste of the maiden. He was a youth
of fine, frank, manly countenance. His garb was picturesque, that
of a bold border-hunter, with hunting-frock of yellow buckskin,
and Indian leggings.
The girl looked up to him with an expression at once of eagerness
and timidity. Confidence and maiden bashfulness spoke equally in
the delight which glowed upon her features. The bright eyes and
sun-burned features of the youth were flushed with the feeling of
happy triumph and assuring love. The relation of the two was sufficiently
evident from their looks, even had they no other language.
What were the emotions of Margaret Cooper as she looked down upon
this pair? At first she thought, as will most persons: "Surely there
is nothing in nature so lovely as the union of two--fond, devoted
hearts. The picture is one equally of moral and physical beauty.
The slight, fragile, depending damsel, hanging in perfect confidence
on the arm of the manly, lofty, and exulting youth--looking up
into his eyes in hope, while he returns the gaze with pride and
fondness! Unconscious of all things but the love which to them is
life and all things besides, they move along the forest way and
know not its solitude; they linger and loiter along its protracted
paths, and see not their length; they cling together through the
lengthened hours, and fancy they have lost no time; they hear each
other's voices, and believe that life is all music and delight."
While Margaret Cooper looked down and heard the pleadings and
promises of the youth, and beheld the sweet emotions of his companion,
engaged in a pleasant struggle between her hopes and misgivings,
she scarcely restrained herself from rising where she was and crying
aloud--like another Cassandra, not to be believed: "Beware! beware!"
But the warning of Margaret Cooper would have been unnecessary.
The girl was not only free from danger, but she was superior to it.
She had the wholesome fear of doing wrong too strongly impressed
upon her by education--she had too little confidence in herself--was
too well assured of her own weakness--to suffer herself, even for
a moment, to depart, in either thought or deed, from those quiet
but stern proprieties of conduct which are among the best securities
of the young. While she looked in her lover's face with confidence,
and held his arm with the grasp of one who is sure of a right to
do so, there was an air of childish simplicity in her manner which
was wholly at variance with wild passions and improper fancies.
While the hunter maintained her on his arm, and looked down into her
eyes with love, his glance was yet as respectful, as unexpressive
of presumption, as her own. Had the eyes of all Charlemont been
looking on, they would have beheld nothing in the conduct of either
which could have incurred the censure of the most becoming delicacy.
Keen was the emotion and bitter was the thought which worked in the
mind of Margaret Cooper. She looked on the deportment of that young
maiden, whose intellect at another day she would have despised,
with envy and regret. Truer thoughts and feelings came to her as she
listened to the innocent but fond dialogue between the unconscious
pair. The hunter was pursuing an erratic life of enterprise and
industry, then very common among the western youth. He had been
down upon the Mississippi, seeking his fortune in such adventures
as make border-life in our country something like the more civilized
life of the middle ages. He had returned after a long absence,
to claim the bride whose affections he had won long before he had
departed.
Never had knight-errant been more true to his mistress. Her image
had been his talisman as well against danger from without, as against
the demon within. It had never left his mind, and he now returned
for his reward. He had returned to Charlemont just before the church
service had begun, and, being unprepared to go thither, had found
no difficulty in persuading his sweetheart to give the hour of
morning service to himself.
Mixed up with his professions of love was the story of his wanderings.
Never were adventures more interesting to any auditor. Never was
auditor more easily moved by the transitions of the tale from tears
to smiles, and from smiles again to tears. His risks and rewards;
his defeats and successes; his wild adventures by fell and flood--not
perhaps so perilous as those of Othello, but such as proved he
had the soul to encounter the worst in Othello's experience, and
maintain himself as well--drew largely on the maiden's wonder and
delight, increased her tenderness and tremors, and made her quite
as devoted to her hero as ever was Desdemona to her dusky chief.
As they went from hearing below, the manner in which the hunter
concluded his narrative provided a sufficient test for the faith
of his companion.
"And now, Selina, you see all the risks and the dangers. There's
work and perhaps trouble for you to go down with me along the Choctaw
borders. But if there's work, I am the man to do my own share, and
help you out in yours; and, if there's trouble, here's the breast
to stand it first, and here's the arm to drive it back, so that
it'll never trouble yours. No danger shall come to you, so long
as I can stand up between it and you. If so be that you love me as
you say, there's one way to show it: you'll soon make up your mind
to go with me. If yon don't, why--"
"But you know I do love you, John--" murmured the girl.
"Don't I believe it? Well, if what you say means what it should,
you're ready. Here's my hand, and all that it's good for. It can
work for you and fight for you, Selina, and it's yours etarnally,
with all that I have."
The hand of the girl was silently put into that of the speaker.
The tears were in her eyes; but, if she made any other answer, it
was unheard by Margaret Cooper. The rustic pair moved from sight
even as they spoke, and the desolate woman once more remained alone!
CHAPTER XXXVII.
SHAME AND DEATH--THE OATH.
Margaret Cooper was at length permitted to emerge from the place
of her concealment. The voices of the lovers were lost, as well
as their forms, in the wooded distance. Dreaming, like children as
they were, of life and happiness, they had wandered off, too happy
to fancy for a moment that the world contained, in its wide, vast
bosom, one creature half so wretched as she who hung above them,
brooding, like some wild bird of the cliff, over the storm which
had robbed her of her richest plumage.
She sank back into the woods. She no longer had the heart to commit
the meditated crime. This purpose had left her mind. It had given
place to another, however, scarcely less criminal. We have seen
her, under the first impression that the stranger whose voice she
heard was Alfred Stevens, turning the muzzle of the pistol from
her breast to the path on which he was approaching. Though she
discovered her error, and laid the weapon down, the sudden suggestion
of her mind, at that moment, gave a new direction to her mood.
Why should she not seek to avenge her wrong? Was he to escape without
penalty? was she to be a quiescent victim? True, she was a woman,
destined it would seem to suffer--perhaps with a more than ordinary
share of that suffering which falls to her sex. But she had also
a peculiar strength--the strength of a man in some respects; and
in her bosom she now felt the sudden glow of one of his fiercest
passions. Revenge might be in her power. She might redress her
wrong by her own hand. It was a weapon of death which she grasped.
In her grasp it might be made a weapon of power. The suggestion
seemed to be that of justice only. It was one that filled her whole
soul with a triumphant and a wild enthusiasm.
"I shall not be stricken down without danger to mine enemy. For
THIS--this, at least--strength is allotted me. Let him tremble! In
his place of seeming security let him tremble! I shall pursue his
steps. I will find him out. There shall be a day of retribution!
Alfred Stevens, there is a power within me which tells me you are
no longer safe!
"And why may I not secure this justice--this vengeance? Why?
Because I am a woman. Ha! We shall see. If I am a woman, I can be
an enemy--and such an enemy! An enemy not to be appeased, not to
be overcome. War always with my foe--war to the knife--war to the
last!"
Such a nature as that of Margaret Cooper needed some such object
to give it the passionate employment without which it must recoil
upon itself and end either in suicide or madness. She brooded upon
this new thought. She found in it a grateful exercise. From the
moment when she conceived the idea of being the avenger of her own
wrong, her spirit became more elastic--she became less sensible to
the possible opinions upon her condition which might be entertained
by others. She found consolation, in retreating to this one thought,
from all the rest. Of the difficulties in the way of her design,
it was not in her impetuous character to think. She never once
suspected that the name of Alfred Stevens had been an assumed one.
She never once asked how she was to pursue and hunt him up. She
thought of a male disguise for herself, it is true; but of the means
and modes of travel--in what direction to go. and after what plan
to conduct her pursuit, she had not the most distant idea.
She addressed herself to her new design, however, in one respect,
with amazing perseverance. It diverted her from other and more
oppressive thoughts. Her pistols she carried secretly to a very
distant wood, where she concealed them in the hollow of a tree.
To this wood she repaired secretly and daily. Here she selected a
tree as a mark. A small section of the bark, which she tore away,
at a given height, she learned to regard as the breast of her
seducer. This was the object of her aim. Without any woman fears,
she began her practice and continued it, day by day, until, as we
are told by one of the chroniclers of her melancholy story, "she
could place a ball with an accuracy, which, were it universally
equalled by modern duellists, would render duelling much more fatal
than it commonly is."
In secret she procured gunpowder and lead, by arts so ingenious as
to baffle detection. At midnight when her mother slept she moulded
her bullets. Well might the thoughts and feelings which possessed her
mind, while engaged in this gloomy labor, have endowed every bullet
with a wizard spell to make it do its bidding truly. Bitter, indeed,
were the hours so appropriated; but they had their consolations.
Dark and terrible were the excited moods in which she retired from
her toils to that slumber which she could not always secure. And
when it did come, what were its images! The tree, the mark, the
weapon, the deep, dim forest, all the scenes and trials of the day,
were renewed in her sleep. A gloomy wood filled her eyes--a victim
dabbled in blood lay before her; and, more than once, her own fearful
cry of vengeance and exultation awakened her from those dreams of
sleep, which strengthened her in the terrible pursuit of the object
which occasioned them.
Such thoughts and practices, continued with religious pertinacity,
from day to day, necessarily had their effect upon her appearance
as well as her character. Her beauty assumed a wilder aspect. Her
eye shot forth a supernatural fire. She never smiled. Her mouth
was rigid and compressed as if her heart was busy in an endless
conflict. Her gloom, thus nurtured by solitude and the continual
presence of a brooding imagination of revenge, darkened into
something like ferocity. Her utterance became brief and quick--her
tones sharp, sudden, and piercing. She had but one thought which
never seemed to desert her, yet of this thought no ear ever had
cognizance. It was of the time when she should exercise the skill
which she had now acquired upon that destroyer of herself, whom
she now felt herself destined to destroy.
Of course we are describing a madness--one of those peculiar
forms of the disease which seems to have its origin in natural and
justifiable suggestions of reason. Not the less a madness for all
that.
Succeeding in her practice at one distance, Margaret Cooper changed
it. From one point to another she constantly varied her practice,
until her aim grew certain at almost any distance within the ordinary
influence of the weapon. To strike her mark at thirty feet became,
in a little while, quite as easy as to do so at five; and, secure
now of her weapon, her next object--though there was no cessation
of her practice--was how to seek and where to find the victim.
In this new object she meditated to disguise herself in the apparel
of a man. She actually commenced the making up of the several
garments of one. This was also the secret labor of the midnight
hour, when her feeble-minded mother slept. She began to feel some
of the difficulties lying in the way of this pursuit, and her mind
grew troubled to consider them, without however, relaxing in its
determination. That seemed a settled matter.
While she brooded over this new feature of her purpose--as if
fortunately to arrest the mad design--her mother fell seriously
sick, and was for some time in danger. The duty of attending upon
her, put a temporary stop to her thoughts and exercises; though
without having the effect of expelling them from her mind.
But another event, upon her mother's recovery, tended to produce
a considerable alteration in her thoughts. A new care filled her
heart and rendered her a different being, in several respects. She
was soon to become a mother. The sickness of soul which oppressed
her under this conviction, gave a new direction to her mood
without lessening its bitterness; and, in proportion as she found
her vengeance delayed, so was the gratification which it promised,
a heightened desire in her mind.
For the humiliating and trying event which was at hand, Margaret
Cooper prepared with a degree of silent firmness which denoted
quite as strongly the resignation of despair as any other feeling.
The child is born.
Margaret Cooper has at length become a mother. She has suffered
the agony, without being able to feel the compensating pride and
pleasure of one. It was the witness of her shame--could she receive
it with any assurances of love? It is doubtful if she did.
For some time after its birth, the hapless woman seemed to be
unconscious, or half-conscious only, of her charge. A stupor weighed
upon her senses. When she did awaken, and her eyes fell upon the
face and form of the infant with looks of recognition, one long,
long piercing shriek burst from her lips. She closed her eyes--she
turned away from the little unoffending, yet offensive object with
a feeling of horror.
Its features were those of Alfred Stevens. The likeness was
indelible; and this identity drew upon the child a share of that
loathing hatred with which she now remembered the guilty father.
It may very well be supposed that the innocent babe suffered under
these circumstances. The milk which it drew from the mother's breast,
was the milk of bitterness, and it did not thrive. It imbibed gall
instead of nutriment. Day after day it pined in hopeless misery;
and though the wretched mother strove to supply its wants and soothe
its little sorrows, with a gradually increasing interest which
overcame her first loathing, there was yet that want of sweetest
sympathy which nothing merely physical could well supply.
Debility was succeeded by disease--fever preyed upon its little
frame, which was now reduced to a skeleton. One short month only
had elapsed from its birth, and it lay, in the silence of exhaustion
upon the arm of its mother. Its eyes, whence the flickering light
was escaping fast, looked up into hers, as she fancied, with an
expression of reproach. She felt, on the instant, the pang of the
maternal conscience. She forgot the unworthy father, as she thought
of the neglectful mother. She bent down, and, for the first time,
imprinted on its little lips the maternal kiss.
A smile seemed to glimmer on its tiny features; and, from that
moment, Margaret Cooper resolved to forget her injuries, for the
time, at least, in the consideration of her proper duties. But
her resolution came too late. Even while her nipple was within its
boneless gums, a change came over the innocent. She did not heed
it. Her eyes and thoughts were elsewhere; and thus she mused, gazing
vacantly upon the wall of her chamber until her mother entered the
room. Mrs. Cooper gave but a single glance at the infant when she
saw that its little cares were over.
"Oh, Margaret!" she exclaimed, "the child is dead."
The mother looked down with a start and shudder. A big tear fell
from her eyes upon the cold cheek of the innocent. She released
it to her mother, turned her face upon the couch, and uttered her
thanks to Heaven that had sedecreed it--that had left her again
free for that darker purpose which had so long filled her mind.
"Better so," she murmured to her mother. "It is at peace. It will
neither know its own nor its mother's griefs. It is free from that
shame for which I must live!"
"Come now, Margaret, no more of that," said the mother sharply.
"There's no need of shame. There are other things to live for
besides shame."
"There are--there are!" exclaimed the daughter, with spasmodic
energy. "Were there not, I should, indeed, be desperate."
"To be sure you would, my child. You have a great deal to live
for yet; and let a little time blow over, and when everything's
forgotten, you will get as good a husband as any girl in the
country."
"For Heaven's sake, mother, none of this?"
"But why not! Though you are looking a little bad just now--quite
pale and broken--yet it's only because you have been so ill; and
this nursing of babies, and having 'em too, is a sort of business
to make any young woman look bad; but in spite of all, there's not
a girl in the village, no matter how fresh she may be looking, that
can hold a candle to you."
"For mercy, mother!--"
"Let me speak, I tell you! Don't I know? You're young, and you'll
get over it. You will get all your beauty and good looks back, now
that the baby's out of the way, and there's no more nursing to be
done. And what with your beauty and your talents, Margaret--"
"Peace! mother! Peace--peace! You will drive me to madness if you
continue to speak thus."
"Well, I'm sure there's no knowing what to say to please you. I'm
sure, I only want to cheer you up, and to convince you that things
are not so bad as you think them now. The cloud will blow over
soon, and everything will be forgotten, and then, you see--"
The girl waved her hand impatiently.
"Death--death!" she exclaimed. "Oh! child of shame, and bitterness,
and wrath!" she murmured, kneeling down beside the infant, "thou
art the witness that I have no future but storm, and cloud, and
wrath, and--Vengeance!"
The last word was inaudible to her mother's ears.
"It is an oath!" she cried; "an oath!" And her hands were uplifted
in solemn adjuration.
"Come--come, Margaret! none of this swearing. You frighten me with
your swearing. There's nothing that you need to swear about! What's
done can't be helped now, by taking it so seriously. You must only
be patient, and give yourself time. Time's the word for us now;
after a little while you'll see the sky become brighter. It's a
bad business, it's true; but it needn't break a body's heart. How
many young girls I've known in my time, that's been in the same
fix. There was Janet Bonner, and Emma Loring, and Mary Peters--I
knew 'em all, very well. Well, they all made a slip once in their
lives, and they never broke their hearts about it, and didn't look
very pale and sad in the face either; but they just kept quiet and
behaved decent for awhile, and every one of 'em got good husbands.
Janet Bonner, she married Dick Pyatt, who came from Massachusetts,
and kept the school down by Clayton's Meadow; Emma Loring married
a baptist-preacher from Virginia, named Stokes. I never saw him to
know him; and as for Mary Peters, there never was a girl that had
a slip that was ever so fortunate, for she's been married no less
than three times since, and as she's a widow again, there's no
telling what may happen to her yet. So don't you be so downcast.
You're chance is pretty nigh as good as ever, if you will only hold
up your head, and put the best face on it."
"Oh! torture--torture! Mother, will you not be silent? Let the dead
speak to me only. I would hear but the voice of this one witness--"
And she communed only with the dead infant, sitting or kneeling
beside it. But the communion was not one of contrition or tears--not
of humility and repentance--not of self-reproach and a broken
spirit. Pride and other passions had summoned up deities and angels
of terror and of crime, before the eyes and thoughts of the wretched
mourner, and the demon who had watched with her and waited on her,
and had haunted her with taunt and bitter mockeries, night and day,
was again busy with terrible suggestions, which gradually grew to
be divine laws to her diseased imagination.
"Yes!" she exclaimed unconsciously.
"I hear! I obey! Yet speak again. Repeat the lesson. I must learn
it every syllable, so that I shall not mistake--so that I can not
fail!"
"Who are you talking to, Margaret?" asked the mother anxiously.
"Do you not see them, where they go? There--through the doors;
the open windows--wrapped in shadows, with great wings at their
shoulders, each carrying a dart in his bony grasp."
"Lord, have mercy! She's losing her senses again!" and the mother
was about to rush from the apartment to seek assistance; but with
the action, the daughter suddenly arose, wearing a look of singular
calmness, and motioning to the child, she said:--
"Will you not dress it for the grave?"
"I'm going about it now. The poor lovely little creature. The
innocent little blossom. We must put it in white, Margaret--virgin
white--and put white flowers in its little hands and on its breast,
and under its head. Oh! it will look so sweet in its little coffin!"
"God! I should go mad with all this!" exclaimed the daughter.
"were it not for that work which is before me! I must be calm for
that-calm and stern! I must not hear--I must not think--not feel--lest
I forget myself, and the deed which I have to do. That oath--that
oath! It is sworn! It is registered in heaven, by the fatal angel
of remorse, and wrath, and vengeance!"
And again, a whisper at her ears repeated:--
"For this, Margaret, and for this only, must thou live".
"I must! I will!" she muttered, as it were in reply, and her eye
glared upon the opened door, as she heard a voice and footsteps
without; and the thought smote her:--
"Should it be now! Come for the sacrifice! Ha!"
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
THE PALL UPON THE COFFIN.
The noise which arrested the attention of Margaret Cooper, and
kindled her features into an expression of wild and fiery ferocity,
was of innocent origin. The widow Thackeray was the intruder. Her
kindness, sympathy, and unweared attentions, so utterly in conflict
with the estimates hitherto made of her heart and character,
by Mrs Cooper, had, in some degree, disarmed the censures of that
excellent mother, if they had not wholly changed her sentiments.
She professed to be very grateful to Thackeray's attentions, and,
without making any profession, Margaret certainly showed her that
she felt them. She now only pointed the widow to the corpse of the
child, in that one action telling to the other all that was yet
unknown. Then she seated herself composedly, folded her hands,
and, beside the corpse, forgot its presence, forgot the presence of
all--heard no voice, save that of the assiduous demon whom nothing
could expel from her companionship.
"Poor little thing!" murmured the widow Thackeray, as she proceeded
to assist Mrs. Cooper in decking it for the grave.
The duty was finally done. Its burial was appointed for the morrow.
A village funeral is necessarily an event of some importance. The
lack of excitements in small communities, in vests even sorrow and
grief and death with a peculiar interest in the eyes of curiosity.
On the present occasion, all the villagers attended. The funeral
itself might have sufficed to collect them with few exceptions;
but now there was a more eager influence still, working upon the
gossippy moods of the population. To see Margaret Cooper in her
affliction--to see that haughty spirit humbled and made ashamed--was,
we fear, a motive, in the minds of many, much stronger than
the ostensible occasion might have awakened. Had Margaret been
a fashionable woman, in a great city, she might have disappointed
the vulgar desire, by keeping to her chamber. Nay, even according
to the free-and-easy standards prevailing at Charlemont, she might
have done the same thing, and incurred no additional scandal.
It was, indeed, to the surprise of a great many, that she made her
appearance. It was still more a matter of surprise--nay, pious and
virgin horror--that she seemed to betray neither grief nor shame,
surrounded as she was by all whom she knew, and all, in particular,
whom, in the day of her pride, she had kept at a distance.
"What a brazen creature!" whispered Miss Jemima Parkinson, an
interesting spinster of thirty-six, to Miss Ellen Broadhurst, who
was only thirty-four; and Miss Ellen whispered back, in reply:--
"She hasn't the slightest bit of shame!"
Interesting virgins! they had come to gloat over the spectacle of
shame. To behold the agonizing sense of degradation declare itself
under the finger-pointing scorn of those who, perhaps, were only
innocent from necessity, and virtuous because of the lack of the
necessary attractions in the eyes of lust.
But Margaret Cooper seemed quite as insensible to their presence
as to their scorn and her own shame. She, in truth, saw none of
them. She heard not their voices. She conjectured non (sic) nts.
She had anticipated all of them; and having, in consequence, reached
a point of intensity in her agony which could bear no addition,
she had been relieved only by a still more intense passion, by
which the enfeebling one, of mere society, stood rebuked and almost
forgotten.
They little dreamed the terrible thoughts which were working,
beneath that stolid face, in that always eager-working brain. They
never fancied what a terrible demon now occupied that fiery heart
which they supposed was wholly surrendered to the consciousness of
shame. Could they have heard that voice of the fiend whispering in
her ears, while they whispered to one another--heard his terrible
exhortations--heard her no less terrible replies--they would have
shrunk away in horror, and felt fear rather than exultation.
Margaret Cooper was insensible to all that they could say or do.
She knew them well--knew what they would say, and feel, and do;
but the very extremity of her suffering had placed it out of their
power any longer to mortify or shame.
Some few of the villagers remained away. Ned Hinkley and his widowed
sister were absent from the house, though they occupied obscure
places in the church when the funeral-procession took place. An
honorable pity kept them from meeting the eyes of the poor
shame-stricken but not shame-showing woman.
And Margaret followed the little corpse to its quiet nook in the
village graveyard. In that simple region the procession was wholly
on foot; and she walked behind the coffin as firmly as if she knew
not what it held. There was a single shiver that passed over her
frame, as the heavy clods fell upon the coffin-lid--but that was
all; and when her mother and the widow Thackeray took each of them
one of her arms, and led her away from the grave, and home, she went
quietly, calmly, it would seem, and with as firm a step as ever!
"She has not a bit of feeling!" said Miss Jemima to Miss Ellen.
"That's always the case with your very smart women," was the reply.
"It's all head with 'em; there's no heart. They can talk fine things
about death, and sorrow, and affliction, but it's talk only. They
don't feel what they say."
Ned Hinkley had a juster notion of the state of the poor victim--of
her failings and her sensibilities, her equal strength and weakness.
"Now," said he to his sister, "there's a burning volcano in that
woman's heart, that will tear her some day to pieces. For all that
coldness, and calmness, and stateliness, her brain is on fire, and
her heart ready for a convulsion. Her thoughts now, if she thinks
at all, are all desperate. She's going through a very hell upon
earth! When you think of her pride--and she's just as proud now as
the devil himself--her misfortune hasn't let her down--only made her
more fierce--you wonder that she lets herself be seen; you wonder
that she lives at all. I only wonder that she hasn't thrown herself
from the rocks and into the lake. She'll do it yet, I'm a-thinking.
"And just so she always was. I knew her long ago. She once told
me she was afraid of nothing--would do as she pleased--she could
dare anything! From that moment I saw she wasn't the girl for Bill
Hinkley. I told him so, but he was so crazy after her, he'd hear to
nothing. A woman--a young woman--a mere girl of fifteen--boasting
that she can dare and do things that would set any woman in
a shiver! I tell you what, sis, the woman that's bolder than her
sex is always in danger of falling from the rocks. She gets such a
conceit of her mind, that the devil is always welcome. Her heart,
after that, stands no sort of chance!
"Protect me, say I, from all that class of women that pride themselves
on their strongmindedness! They get insolent upon it. They think
that mind can do everything. They're so vain, that they never can
see the danger, even when it's yawning at their feet. A woman's
never safe unless she's scary of herself, and mistrusts herself,
and never lets her thoughts and fancies get from under a tight rein
of prudence. For, after all, the passions will have their way some
day, and then what's the use of the mind? I tell you, sis, that
the passions are born deaf--they never listen to any argument.
"But I'm sorry for her--God knows I'm sorry for her! I'd give
all I'm worth to have a fair shot or clip at that rascal Stevens.
Brother Stevens! Ain't it monstrous, now, that a sheep's cover should
be all that's sufficient to give the wolf freedom in the flock?--that
you've only to say, 'This is a brother--a man of God'--and no proof
is asked! nobody questions! The blind, beastly, bigoted, blathering
blockheads! I feel very much like setting off straight, and licking
John Hinkley, though he's my own uncle, within an inch of his life!
He and John Cross--the old fools who are so eager to impose their
notions of religion upon everybody, that anybody may impose upon
them--they two have destroyed this poor young creature. It's at
their door, in part, this crime, and this ruin! I feel it in my
heart to lick 'em both out of their breeches!
"Yet, as I'm a living sinner, they'll stand up in the congregation,
and exhort about this poor girl's misfortune, just as if they were
not to blame at all who brought the wolf into the farmyard! They'll
talk about her sins, and not a word, to themselves or anybody else,
about their own stupidities! I feel it in my heart to lather both
of them right away!"
The sister said little, and sorrowfully walked on in silence
homeward, listening to the fierce denunciations of Ned Hinkley.
Ned was affected, or, rather, he showed his sympathies, in a manner
entirely his own. He was so much for fight, that he totally forgot
his fiddle that night, and amused himself by putting his two
"barking-pups" in order--getting them ready, as he said, "in case
he ever should get a crack at Brother Stevens!"
The cares of the child's burial over, and the crowd dispersed,
the cottage of the widow Cooper was once more abandoned to the
cheerlessness and wo (sic) within. Very dismal was the night of that
day to the two, the foolish mother and wretched daughter, as they
sat brooding together, in deep silence, by the light of a feeble
candle. The mother rocked a while in her easy-chair. The daughter,
hands clasped in her lap, sat watching the candlelight in almost
idiotic vacancy of gaze. At length she stood up and spoke--slowly,
deliberately, and apparently in as calm a mood as she had ever felt
in all her life:--
"We must leave this place, mother. We must go hence--to-morrow if
we can."
"Go?--leave this place? I want to know why! I'm sure we're very
comfortable here. I can't be going just when you please, and leaving
all my company and friends."
"Friends!"
"Yes, friends! There's the widow Thackeray--and there's--"
"And how long is it since Mrs. Thackeray was such a dear friend,
mother?" asked the daughter, with ill-suppressed scorn.
"No matter how long: she's a good friend now. She's not so foolish
as she used to be. She's grown good; she's got religion; and I
don't consider what she was. No!--I'm willing--"
"Pshaw, mother! tell me nothing of your friendships. You'll find,
wherever you go, as many friends as you please, valued quite as
much as Mrs. Thackeray."
"Well, I do say, Margaret, it's very ungrateful of you to speak
so disrespectfully of Mrs. Thackeray, after all her kindness and
attention."
"I do not speak disrespectfully of Mrs. Thackeray. I NEVER did speak
ill of her, even when it was your favorite practice to do so. I
only speak of your newly-acquired appreciation of her. But this is
nothing to the purpose. I repeat, mother, we can not remain here.
I will depart, whether you resolve to go or not. I can not, I will
not, exist another week in Charlemont."
"And where would you go?"
"Back--back to that old farm, from which you brought me in evil
hour! It is poor, obscure, profitless, unsought, unseen: it will
give me a shelter--it may bring me peace. I must have solitude for
a season; I must sleep for months."
"Sleep for months! La me, child, what a notion's that!"
"No matter--thither let us go. I seem to see it, stretching out
its hands, and imploring us to come."
"Bless me, Margaret! a farm stretching out its hands! Why, you're
in a dream!"
"Don't wake me, then! Better I should so dream! Thither I go. It
is fortunate that you have not been able to sell it. It is a mercy
that it still remains to us. It was my childhood's home. Would
it could again receive me as a child! It will cover my head for a
while, at least, and that is something. We must leave this place.
Here every thing offends me--every spot, every face, every look,
every gesture."
"It's impossible, Margaret!--"
"What! you suppose it an honorable distinction, do you, when the
folks here point to your daughter, and say--ha! ha!--listen what
they say! It is the language of compliment! They are doing me honor,
with tongue and finger! Repeat, mother; tell me what they say--for
it evidently gives you great pleasure."
"O Margaret! Margaret!--"
"You understand, do you? Well, then, we go. We can not depart
too soon. If I stay here, I madden! And I must not madden. I have
something which needs be done--which must be done. It is an oath!
an oath in heaven! The child was a witness. She heard all--every
syllable!"
"What all? what did you hear?"
"No matter! I'm sworn to be secret. But you shall hear in time. We
have no time for it now. It is a very long story. And we must now
be packing. Yes, we must go. _I_ must go, at least. Shall I go
alone?"
"But you will not leave your mother, Margaret!"
"Father and mother--all will I leave, in obedience to that oath.
Believe me or not, mother--go with me or not--still I go. Perhaps
it is better that I should go alone."
The strong will naturally swayed the feebler, as it had ever done
before. The mother submitted to an arrangement which she had not
the resolution to oppose. A few days were devoted to necessary
arrangements, and then they left Charlemont for ever. Margaret
Cooper looked not once behind them as they traversed the lonely
hills looking down upon the village--those very hills from which,
at the opening of this story, the treacherous Alfred Stevens and
his simple uncle beheld the lovely little settlement. She recognised
the very spot, as they drove over it, where Stevens first encountered
her, and the busy demon, at her ears whispered:--
"It was here! You remember!"
And she clinched her teeth firmly together, even though she
shuddered at her memories; and she renewed her oath to the demon,
who, thereupon, kept her company the rest of the journey, till she
reached the ancient and obscure farmstead in which she was born.
"She retired," says the rude chronicle from which we have borrowed
many of the materials for this sombre history, "to a romantic little
farm in---, there to spend in seclusion, with her aged mother and
a few servants, the remainder of her days."
Our simple chronicler takes too much for granted. Margaret
Cooper retired with no such purpose. She had purposes entirely at
conflict with any idea of repose or quiet. She thought nothing of
the remainder of her days. Her mother was not so aged but that she
could still think, six months afterward, of the reported marriage
of the widow Thackeray with repining, and with the feeling of one
who thinks that she has suffered neglect and injustice at the hands
of the world. Touching the romance of the ancient farmstead, we
are more modestly content to describe it as sterile, lonely, and
unattractive; its obscurity offering, for the present, its chief
attractions to our desolate heroine, and the true occasion for that
deep disgust with which her amiable mother beheld it.
Our chronicle of Charlemont is ended. We have no further object
or interest within its precincts. William Hinkley is gone, no one
knows whither, followed by his adopted father, the retired lawyer,
whose sensibilities were fatal to his success. It was not long
before Ned Hinkley and his widowed sister found it their policy
to depart also, seeking superior objects in another county; and
at this moment Charlemont is an abandoned and deserted region.
It seemed to decline from the moment when the cruel catastrophe
occurred which precipitated Margaret Cooper from her pride of place.
Beautiful as the village appeared at the opening of our legend,
it was doomed to as rapid a decay as growth. "Something ails it
now--the spot is cursed!"
But OUR history does not finally conclude with the fate of Charlemont.
That chronicle is required now to give place to another, in which
we propose to take up the sundered clues, and reunite them in a
fresh progress. We shall meet some of the old parties once more, in
new situations. We shall again meet with Margaret Cooper, in a new
guise, under other aspects, but still accompanied by her demon--still
inspired by her secret oath--still glowing with all the terrible
memories of the past--still laboring with unhallowed pride; and
still destined for a lark catastrophe. Our scene, however, lies in
another region, to which the reader, who has thus far kept pace with
our progress, is entreated still to accompany us. The chronicle of
"CHARLEMONT" will find its fitting sequel in that of "BEAUCHAMPE"--known
proverbially as "THE KENTUCKY TRAGEDY."
END OF CHARLEMONT.
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