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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Cane, by Jean Toomer
-
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-
-Title: Cane
-
-Author: Jean Toomer
-
-Contributor: Waldo Frank
-
-Release Date: August 12, 2019 [eBook #60093]
-[Most recently updated: March 19, 2021]
-
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CANE ***
-
-
-
-
- CANE
-
-
- Jean Toomer
-
- _With a Foreword
- by_
- Waldo Frank
-
- _Oracular.
- Redolent of fermenting syrup,
- Purple of the dusk,
- Deep-rooted cane._
-
- [Illustration] LIVERIGHT
- NEW YORK
-
- COPYRIGHT © 1923 BY BONI & LIVERIGHT
- ® 1951 BY JEAN TOOMER
-
- 1.987654
-
- STANDARD BOOK NUMBER: 87140-535-0
- LIBRARY OF CONGRESS CATALOG CARD NUMBER: 23-12749
-
- MANUFACTURED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
-
- To my grandmother...
-
-
-
-
- FOREWORD
-
-
-Reading this book, I had the vision of a land, heretofore sunk in
-the mists of muteness, suddenly rising up into the eminence of song.
-Innumerable books have been written about the South; some good books
-have been written in the South. This book _is_ the South. I do not
-mean that _Cane_ covers the South or is the South’s full voice. Merely
-this: a poet has arisen among our American youth who has known how to
-turn the essences and materials of his Southland into the essences and
-materials of literature. A poet has arisen in that land who writes, not
-as a Southerner, not as a rebel against Southerners, not as a Negro,
-not as apologist or priest or critic: who writes as a _poet_. The
-fashioning of beauty is ever foremost in his inspiration: not forcedly
-but simply, and because these ultimate aspects of his world are to him
-more real than all its specific problems. He has made songs and lovely
-stories of his land ... not of its yesterday, but of its immediate
-life. And that has been enough.
-
-How rare this is will be clear to those who have followed with
-concern the struggle of the South toward literary expression, and the
-particular trial of that portion of its folk whose skin is dark. The
-gifted Negro has been too often thwarted from becoming a poet because
-his world was forever forcing him to recollect that he was a Negro.
-The artist must lose such lesser identities in the great well of life.
-The English poet is not forever protesting and recalling that he is
-English. It is so natural and easy for him to be English that he can
-sing as a man. The French novelist is not forever noting: “This is
-French.” It is so atmospheric for him to be French, that he can devote
-himself to saying: “This is human.” This is an imperative condition for
-the creating of deep art. The whole will and mind of the creator must
-go below the surfaces of race. And this has been an almost impossible
-condition for the American Negro to achieve, forced every moment of his
-life into a specific and superficial plane of consciousness.
-
-The first negative significance of _Cane_ is that this so natural
-and restrictive state of mind is completely lacking. For Toomer,
-the Southland is not a problem to be solved; it is a field of
-loveliness to be sung: the Georgia Negro is not a downtrodden soul
-to be uplifted; he is material for gorgeous painting: the segregated
-self-conscious brown belt of Washington is not a topic to be discussed
-and exposed; it is a subject of beauty and of drama, worthy of creation
-in literary form.
-
-It seems to me, therefore, that this is a first book in more ways
-than one. It is a harbinger of the South’s literary maturity: of its
-emergence from the obsession put upon its minds by the unending racial
-crisis—an obsession from which writers have made their indirect escape
-through sentimentalism, exoticism, polemic, “problem” fiction, and
-moral melodrama. It marks the dawn of direct and unafraid creation.
-And, as the initial work of a man of twenty-seven, it is the harbinger
-of a literary force of whose incalculable future I believe no reader of
-this book will be in doubt.
-
-How typical is _Cane_ of the South’s still virgin soil and of its
-pressing seeds! and the book’s chaos of verse, tale, drama, its
-rhythmic rolling shift from lyrism to narrative, from mystery to
-intimate pathos! But read the book through and you will see a
-complex and significant form take substance from its chaos. Part One
-is the primitive and evanescent black world of Georgia. Part Two is
-the threshing and suffering brown world of Washington, lifted by
-opportunity and contact into the anguish of self-conscious struggle.
-Part Three is Georgia again ... the invasion into this black womb of
-the ferment seed: the neurotic, educated, spiritually stirring Negro.
-As a broad form this is superb, and the very looseness and unexpected
-waves of the book’s parts make _Cane_ still more _South_, still more of
-an æsthetic equivalent of the land.
-
-What a land it is! What an Æschylean beauty to its fateful problem!
-Those of you who love our South will find here some of your love. Those
-of you who know it not will perhaps begin to understand what a warm
-splendor is at last at dawn.
-
- A feast of moon and men and barking hounds,
- An orgy for some genius of the South
- With bloodshot eyes and cane-lipped scented mouth
- Surprised in making folk-songs....
-
-So, in his still sometimes clumsy stride (for Toomer is finally a
-poet in prose) the author gives you an inkling of his revelation. An
-individual force, wise enough to drink humbly at this great spring of
-his land ... such is the first impression of Jean Toomer. But beyond
-this wisdom and this power (which shows itself perhaps most splendidly
-in his complete freedom from the sense of persecution), there rises
-a figure more significant: the artist, hard, self-immolating, the
-artist who is not interested in races, whose domain is Life. The book’s
-final Part is no longer “promise”; it is achievement. It is no mere
-dawn: it is a bit of the full morning. These materials ... the ancient
-black man, mute, inaccessible, and yet so mystically close to the new
-tumultuous members of his race, the simple slave Past, the shredding
-Negro Present, the iridescent passionate dream of the To-morrow ...
-are made and measured by a craftsman into an unforgettable music. The
-notes of his counterpoint are particular, the themes are of intimate
-connection with us Americans. But the result is that abstract and
-absolute thing called Art.
-
- WALDO FRANK.
-
-
- Certain of these pieces have appeared in _Broom_, _Crisis_,
- _Double Dealer_, _Liberator_, _Little Review_, _Modern Review_,
- _Nomad_, _Prairie_, and _S 4 N_.
-
- To these magazines: thanks.
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
-
- PAGE
-
- FOREWORD, by _Waldo Frank_ vii
-
-
- KARINTHA 1
-
- REAPERS 6
-
- NOVEMBER COTTON FLOWER 7
-
- BECKY 8
-
- FACE 14
-
- COTTON SONG 15
-
- CARMA 16
-
- SONG OF THE SON 21
-
- GEORGIA DUSK 22
-
- FERN 24
-
- NULLO 34
-
- EVENING SONG 35
-
- ESTHER 36
-
- CONVERSION 49
-
- PORTRAIT IN GEORGIA 50
-
- BLOOD-BURNING MOON 51
-
-
- SEVENTH STREET 71
-
- RHOBERT 73
-
- AVEY 76
-
- BEEHIVE 89
-
- STORM ENDING 90
-
- THEATER 91
-
- HER LIPS ARE COPPER WIRE 101
-
- CALLING JESUS 102
-
- BOX SEAT 104
-
- PRAYER 131
-
- HARVEST SONG 132
-
- BONA AND PAUL 134
-
-
- KABNIS 157
-
-
-
-
- KARINTHA
-
- Her skin is like dusk on the eastern horizon,
- O cant you see it, O cant you see it,
- Her skin is like dusk on the eastern horizon
- ... When the sun goes down.
-
-
-Men had always wanted her, this Karintha, even as a child, Karintha
-carrying beauty, perfect as dusk when the sun goes down. Old men rode
-her hobby-horse upon their knees. Young men danced with her at frolics
-when they should have been dancing with their grown-up girls. God grant
-us youth, secretly prayed the old men. The young fellows counted the
-time to pass before she would be old enough to mate with them. This
-interest of the male, who wishes to ripen a growing thing too soon,
-could mean no good to her.
-
-Karintha, at twelve, was a wild flash that told the other folks just
-what it was to live. At sunset, when there was no wind, and the
-pine-smoke from over by the sawmill hugged the earth, and you couldnt
-see more than a few feet in front, her sudden darting past you was a
-bit of vivid color, like a black bird that flashes in light. With the
-other children one could hear, some distance off, their feet flopping
-in the two-inch dust. Karintha’s running was a whir. It had the sound
-of the red dust that sometimes makes a spiral in the road. At dusk,
-during the hush just after the sawmill had closed down, and before
-any of the women had started their supper-getting-ready songs, her
-voice, high-pitched, shrill, would put one’s ears to itching. But no
-one ever thought to make her stop because of it. She stoned the cows,
-and beat her dog, and fought the other children... Even the preacher,
-who caught her at mischief, told himself that she was as innocently
-lovely as a November cotton flower. Already, rumors were out about
-her. Homes in Georgia are most often built on the two-room plan. In
-one, you cook and eat, in the other you sleep, and there love goes on.
-Karintha had seen or heard, perhaps she had felt her parents loving.
-One could but imitate one’s parents, for to follow them was the way of
-God. She played “home” with a small boy who was not afraid to do her
-bidding. That started the whole thing. Old men could no longer ride her
-hobby-horse upon their knees. But young men counted faster.
-
- Her skin is like dusk,
- O cant you see it,
- Her skin is like dusk,
- When the sun goes down.
-
-Karintha is a woman. She who carries beauty, perfect as dusk when the
-sun goes down. She has been married many times. Old men remind her that
-a few years back they rode her hobby-horse upon their knees. Karintha
-smiles, and indulges them when she is in the mood for it. She has
-contempt for them. Karintha is a woman. Young men run stills to make
-her money. Young men go to the big cities and run on the road. Young
-men go away to college. They all want to bring her money. These are
-the young men who thought that all they had to do was to count time.
-But Karintha is a woman, and she has had a child. A child fell out of
-her womb onto a bed of pine-needles in the forest. Pine-needles are
-smooth and sweet. They are elastic to the feet of rabbits... A sawmill
-was nearby. Its pyramidal sawdust pile smouldered. It is a year before
-one completely burns. Meanwhile, the smoke curls up and hangs in odd
-wraiths about the trees, curls up, and spreads itself out over the
-valley... Weeks after Karintha returned home the smoke was so heavy
-you tasted it in water. Some one made a song:
-
- Smoke is on the hills. Rise up.
- Smoke is on the hills, O rise
- And take my soul to Jesus.
-
-Karintha is a woman. Men do not know that the soul of her was a growing
-thing ripened too soon. They will bring their money; they will die not
-having found it out... Karintha at twenty, carrying beauty, perfect
-as dusk when the sun goes down. Karintha...
-
- Her skin is like dusk on the eastern horizon,
- O cant you see it, O cant you see it,
- Her skin is like dusk on the eastern horizon
- ... When the sun goes down.
-
- Goes down...
-
-
-
-
- REAPERS
-
-
- Black reapers with the sound of steel on stones
- Are sharpening scythes. I see them place the hones
- In their hip-pockets as a thing that’s done,
- And start their silent swinging, one by one.
- Black horses drive a mower through the weeds,
- And there, a field rat, startled, squealing bleeds,
- His belly close to ground. I see the blade,
- Blood-stained, continue cutting weeds and shade.
-
-
-
-
- NOVEMBER COTTON FLOWER
-
-
- Boll-weevil’s coming, and the winter’s cold,
- Made cotton-stalks look rusty, seasons old,
- And cotton, scarce as any southern snow,
- Was vanishing; the branch, so pinched and slow,
- Failed in its function as the autumn rake;
- Drouth fighting soil had caused the soil to take
- All water from the streams; dead birds were found
- In wells a hundred feet below the ground—
- Such was the season when the flower bloomed.
- Old folks were startled, and it soon assumed
- Significance. Superstition saw
- Something it had never seen before:
- Brown eyes that loved without a trace of fear,
- Beauty so sudden for that time of year.
-
-
-
-
- BECKY
-
- Becky was the white woman who had two Negro sons. She’s dead;
- they’ve gone away. The pines whisper to Jesus. The Bible flaps
- its leaves with an aimless rustle on her mound.
-
-
-Becky had one Negro son. Who gave it to her? Damn buck nigger, said the
-white folks’ mouths. She wouldnt tell. Common, God-forsaken, insane
-white shameless wench, said the white folks’ mouths. Her eyes were
-sunken, her neck stringy, her breasts fallen, till then. Taking their
-words, they filled her, like a bubble rising—then she broke. Mouth
-setting in a twist that held her eyes, harsh, vacant, staring... Who
-gave it to her? Low-down nigger with no self-respect, said the black
-folks’ mouths. She wouldnt tell. Poor Catholic poor-white crazy woman,
-said the black folks’ mouths. White folks and black folks built her
-cabin, fed her and her growing baby, prayed secretly to God who’d put
-His cross upon her and cast her out.
-
-When the first was born, the white folks said they’d have no more to do
-with her. And black folks, they too joined hands to cast her out...
-The pines whispered to Jesus.. The railroad boss said not to say he
-said it, but she could live, if she wanted to, on the narrow strip
-of land between the railroad and the road. John Stone, who owned the
-lumber and the bricks, would have shot the man who told he gave the
-stuff to Lonnie Deacon, who stole out there at night and built the
-cabin. A single room held down to earth... O fly away to Jesus ... by
-a leaning chimney...
-
-Six trains each day rumbled past and shook the ground under her cabin.
-Fords, and horse- and mule-drawn buggies went back and forth along the
-road. No one ever saw her. Trainmen, and passengers who’d heard about
-her, threw out papers and food. Threw out little crumpled slips of
-paper scribbled with prayers, as they passed her eye-shaped piece of
-sandy ground. Ground islandized between the road and railroad track.
-Pushed up where a blue-sheen God with listless eyes could look at it.
-Folks from the town took turns, unknown, of course, to each other, in
-bringing corn and meat and sweet potatoes. Even sometimes snuff... O
-thank y Jesus... Old David Georgia, grinding cane and boiling syrup,
-never went her way without some sugar sap. No one ever saw her. The boy
-grew up and ran around. When he was five years old as folks reckoned
-it, Hugh Jourdon saw him carrying a baby. “Becky has another son,” was
-what the whole town knew. But nothing was said, for the part of man
-that says things to the likes of that had told itself that if there was
-a Becky, that Becky now was dead.
-
-The two boys grew. Sullen and cunning... O pines, whisper to Jesus;
-tell Him to come and press sweet Jesus-lips against their lips and
-eyes... It seemed as though with those two big fellows there, there
-could be no room for Becky. The part that prayed wondered if perhaps
-she’d really died, and they had buried her. No one dared ask. They’d
-beat and cut a man who meant nothing at all in mentioning that they
-lived along the road. White or colored? No one knew, and least of all
-themselves. They drifted around from job to job. We, who had cast out
-their mother because of them, could we take them in? They answered
-black and white folks by shooting up two men and leaving town. “Godam
-the white folks; godam the niggers,” they shouted as they left town.
-Becky? Smoke curled up from her chimney; she must be there. Trains
-passing shook the ground. The ground shook the leaning chimney. Nobody
-noticed it. A creepy feeling came over all who saw that thin wraith
-of smoke and felt the trembling of the ground. Folks began to take
-her food again. They quit it soon because they had a fear. Becky if
-dead might be a hant, and if alive—it took some nerve even to mention
-it... O pines, whisper to Jesus...
-
-It was Sunday. Our congregation had been visiting at Pulverton, and
-were coming home. There was no wind. The autumn sun, the bell from
-Ebenezer Church, listless and heavy. Even the pines were stale, sticky,
-like the smell of food that makes you sick. Before we turned the bend
-of the road that would show us the Becky cabin, the horses stopped
-stock-still, pushed back their ears, and nervously whinnied. We urged,
-then whipped them on. Quarter of a mile away thin smoke curled up from
-the leaning chimney... O pines, whisper to Jesus... Goose-flesh came
-on my skin though there still was neither chill nor wind. Eyes left
-their sockets for the cabin. Ears burned and throbbed. Uncanny eclipse!
-fear closed my mind. We were just about to pass... Pines shout to
-Jesus!.. the ground trembled as a ghost train rumbled by. The chimney
-fell into the cabin. Its thud was like a hollow report, ages having
-passed since it went off. Barlo and I were pulled out of our seats.
-Dragged to the door that had swung open. Through the dust we saw the
-bricks in a mound upon the floor. Becky, if she was there, lay under
-them. I thought I heard a groan. Barlo, mumbling something, threw his
-Bible on the pile. (No one has ever touched it.) Somehow we got away.
-My buggy was still on the road. The last thing that I remember was
-whipping old Dan like fury; I remember nothing after that—that is,
-until I reached town and folks crowded round to get the true word of
-it.
-
- Becky was the white woman who had two Negro sons. She’s dead;
- they’ve gone away. The pines whisper to Jesus. The Bible flaps
- its leaves with an aimless rustle on her mound.
-
-
-
-
- FACE
-
-
- Hair—
- silver-gray,
- like streams of stars,
- Brows—
- recurved canoes
- quivered by the ripples blown by pain,
- Her eyes—
- mist of tears
- condensing on the flesh below
- And her channeled muscles
- are cluster grapes of sorrow
- purple in the evening sun
- nearly ripe for worms.
-
-
-
-
- COTTON SONG
-
-
- Come, brother, come. Lets lift it;
- Come now, hewit! roll away!
- Shackles fall upon the Judgment Day
- But lets not wait for it.
-
- God’s body’s got a soul,
- Bodies like to roll the soul,
- Cant blame God if we dont roll,
- Come, brother, roll, roll!
-
- Cotton bales are the fleecy way
- Weary sinner’s bare feet trod,
- Softly, softly to the throne of God,
- “We aint agwine t wait until th Judgment Day!
-
- Nassur; nassur,
- Hump.
- Eoho, eoho, roll away!
- We aint agwine t wait until th Judgment Day!”
-
- God’s body’s got a soul,
- Bodies like to roll the soul,
- Cant blame God if we dont roll,
- Come, brother, roll, roll!
-
-
-
-
- CARMA
-
- Wind is in the cane. Come along.
- Cane leaves swaying, rusty with talk,
- Scratching choruses above the guinea’s squawk,
- Wind is in the cane. Come along.
-
-
-Carma, in overalls, and strong as any man, stands behind the old brown
-mule, driving the wagon home. It bumps, and groans, and shakes as it
-crosses the railroad track. She, riding it easy. I leave the men around
-the stove to follow her with my eyes down the red dust road. Nigger
-woman driving a Georgia chariot down an old dust road. Dixie Pike is
-what they call it. Maybe she feels my gaze, perhaps she expects it.
-Anyway, she turns. The sun, which has been slanting over her shoulder,
-shoots primitive rockets into her mangrove-gloomed, yellow flower face.
-Hi! Yip! God has left the Moses-people for the nigger. “Gedap.” Using
-reins to slap the mule, she disappears in a cloudy rumble at some
-indefinite point along the road.
-
-(The sun is hammered to a band of gold. Pine-needles, like mazda, are
-brilliantly aglow. No rain has come to take the rustle from the falling
-sweet-gum leaves. Over in the forest, across the swamp, a sawmill
-blows its closing whistle. Smoke curls up. Marvelous web spun by the
-spider sawdust pile. Curls up and spreads itself pine-high above the
-branch, a single silver band along the eastern valley. A black boy
-... you are the most sleepiest man I ever seed, Sleeping Beauty ...
-cradled on a gray mule, guided by the hollow sound of cow-bells, heads
-for them through a rusty cotton field. From down the railroad track,
-the chug-chug of a gas engine announces that the repair gang is coming
-home. A girl in the yard of a whitewashed shack not much larger than
-the stack of worn ties piled before it, sings. Her voice is loud.
-Echoes, like rain, sweep the valley. Dusk takes the polish from the
-rails. Lights twinkle in scattered houses. From far away, a sad strong
-song. Pungent and composite, the smell of farmyards is the fragrance of
-the woman. She does not sing; her body is a song. She is in the forest,
-dancing. Torches flare .. juju men, greegree, witch-doctors ..
-torches go out... The Dixie Pike has grown from a goat path in Africa.
-
- _Night._
-
-Foxie, the bitch, slicks back her ears and barks at the rising moon.)
-
- Wind is in the corn. Come along.
- Corn leaves swaying, rusty with talk,
- Scratching choruses above the guinea’s squawk,
- Wind is in the corn. Come along.
-
-Carma’s tale is the crudest melodrama. Her husband’s in the gang. And
-its her fault he got there. Working with a contractor, he was away most
-of the time. She had others. No one blames her for that. He returned
-one day and hung around the town where he picked up week-old boasts and
-rumors... Bane accused her. She denied. He couldnt see that she was
-becoming hysterical. He would have liked to take his fists and beat
-her. Who was strong as a man. Stronger. Words, like corkscrews, wormed
-to her strength. It fizzled out. Grabbing a gun, she rushed from the
-house and plunged across the road into a cane-brake.. There, in
-quarter heaven shone the crescent moon... Bane was afraid to follow
-till he heard the gun go off. Then he wasted half an hour gathering
-the neighbor men. They met in the road where lamp-light showed tracks
-dissolving in the loose earth about the cane. The search began. Moths
-flickered the lamps. They put them out. Really, because she still
-might be live enough to shoot. Time and space have no meaning in a
-canefield. No more than the interminable stalks... Some one stumbled
-over her. A cry went up. From the road, one would have thought that
-they were cornering a rabbit or a skunk... It is difficult carrying
-dead weight through cane. They placed her on the sofa. A curious, nosey
-somebody looked for the wound. This fussing with her clothes aroused
-her. Her eyes were weak and pitiable for so strong a woman. Slowly,
-then like a flash, Bane came to know that the shot she fired, with
-averted head, was aimed to whistle like a dying hornet through the
-cane. Twice deceived, and one deception proved the other. His head went
-off. Slashed one of the men who’d helped, the man who’d stumbled over
-her. Now he’s in the gang. Who was her husband. Should she not take
-others, this Carma, strong as a man, whose tale as I have told it is
-the crudest melodrama?
-
- Wind is in the cane. Come along.
- Cane leaves swaying, rusty with talk,
- Scratching choruses above the guinea’s squawk,
- Wind is in the cane. Come along.
-
-
-
-
- SONG OF THE SON
-
-
- Pour O pour that parting soul in song,
- O pour it in the sawdust glow of night,
- Into the velvet pine-smoke air to-night,
- And let the valley carry it along.
- And let the valley carry it along.
-
- O land and soil, red soil and sweet-gum tree,
- So scant of grass, so profligate of pines,
- Now just before an epoch’s sun declines
- Thy son, in time, I have returned to thee,
- Thy son, I have in time returned to thee.
-
- In time, for though the sun is setting on
- A song-lit race of slaves, it has not set;
- Though late, O soil, it is not too late yet
- To catch thy plaintive soul, leaving, soon gone,
- Leaving, to catch thy plaintive soul soon gone.
-
- O Negro slaves, dark purple ripened plums,
- Squeezed, and bursting in the pine-wood air,
- Passing, before they stripped the old tree bare
- One plum was saved for me, one seed becomes
-
- An everlasting song, a singing tree,
- Caroling softly souls of slavery,
- What they were, and what they are to me,
- Caroling softly souls of slavery.
-
-
-
-
- GEORGIA DUSK
-
-
- The sky, lazily disdaining to pursue
- The setting sun, too indolent to hold
- A lengthened tournament for flashing gold,
- Passively darkens for night’s barbecue,
-
- A feast of moon and men and barking hounds,
- An orgy for some genius of the South
- With blood-hot eyes and cane-lipped scented mouth,
- Surprised in making folk-songs from soul sounds.
-
- The sawmill blows its whistle, buzz-saws stop,
- And silence breaks the bud of knoll and hill,
- Soft settling pollen where plowed lands fulfill
- Their early promise of a bumper crop.
-
- Smoke from the pyramidal sawdust pile
- Curls up, blue ghosts of trees, tarrying low
- Where only chips and stumps are left to show
- The solid proof of former domicile.
-
- Meanwhile, the men, with vestiges of pomp,
- Race memories of king and caravan,
- High-priests, an ostrich, and a juju-man,
- Go singing through the footpaths of the swamp.
-
- Their voices rise .. the pine trees are guitars,
- Strumming, pine-needles fall like sheets of rain ..
- Their voices rise .. the chorus of the cane
- Is caroling a vesper to the stars..
-
- O singers, resinous and soft your songs
- Above the sacred whisper of the pines,
- Give virgin lips to cornfield concubines,
- Bring dreams of Christ to dusky cane-lipped throngs.
-
-
-
-
- FERN
-
-
-Face flowed into her eyes. Flowed in soft cream foam and plaintive
-ripples, in such a way that wherever your glance may momentarily have
-rested, it immediately thereafter wavered in the direction of her
-eyes. The soft suggestion of down slightly darkened, like the shadow
-of a bird’s wing might, the creamy brown color of her upper lip. Why,
-after noticing it, you sought her eyes, I cannot tell you. Her nose was
-aquiline, Semitic. If you have heard a Jewish cantor sing, if he has
-touched you and made your own sorrow seem trivial when compared with
-his, you will know my feeling when I follow the curves of her profile,
-like mobile rivers, to their common delta. They were strange eyes. In
-this, that they sought nothing—that is, nothing that was obvious and
-tangible and that one could see, and they gave the impression that
-nothing was to be denied. When a woman seeks, you will have observed,
-her eyes deny. Fern’s eyes desired nothing that you could give her;
-there was no reason why they should withhold. Men saw her eyes and
-fooled themselves. Fern’s eyes said to them that she was easy. When
-she was young, a few men took her, but got no joy from it. And then,
-once done, they felt bound to her (quite unlike their hit and run with
-other girls), felt as though it would take them a lifetime to fulfill
-an obligation which they could find no name for. They became attached
-to her, and hungered after finding the barest trace of what she might
-desire. As she grew up, new men who came to town felt as almost
-everyone did who ever saw her: that they would not be denied. Men were
-everlastingly bringing her their bodies. Something inside of her got
-tired of them, I guess, for I am certain that for the life of her she
-could not tell why or how she began to turn them off. A man in fever
-is no trifling thing to send away. They began to leave her, baffled
-and ashamed, yet vowing to themselves that some day they would do some
-fine thing for her: send her candy every week and not let her know whom
-it came from, watch out for her wedding-day and give her a magnificent
-something with no name on it, buy a house and deed it to her, rescue
-her from some unworthy fellow who had tricked her into marrying him.
-As you know, men are apt to idolize or fear that which they cannot
-understand, especially if it be a woman. She did not deny them, yet the
-fact was that they were denied. A sort of superstition crept into their
-consciousness of her being somehow above them. Being above them meant
-that she was not to be approached by anyone. She became a virgin. Now a
-virgin in a small southern town is by no means the usual thing, if you
-will believe me. That the sexes were made to mate is the practice of
-the South. Particularly, black folks were made to mate. And it is black
-folks whom I have been talking about thus far. What white men thought
-of Fern I can arrive at only by analogy. They let her alone.
-
- • • • • •
-
-Anyone, of course, could see her, could see her eyes. If you walked
-up the Dixie Pike most any time of day, you’d be most like to see her
-resting listless-like on the railing of her porch, back propped against
-a post, head tilted a little forward because there was a nail in the
-porch post just where her head came which for some reason or other she
-never took the trouble to pull out. Her eyes, if it were sunset, rested
-idly where the sun, molten and glorious, was pouring down between the
-fringe of pines. Or maybe they gazed at the gray cabin on the knoll
-from which an evening folk-song was coming. Perhaps they followed a
-cow that had been turned loose to roam and feed on cotton-stalks and
-corn leaves. Like as not they’d settle on some vague spot above the
-horizon, though hardly a trace of wistfulness would come to them. If it
-were dusk, then they’d wait for the search-light of the evening train
-which you could see miles up the track before it flared across the
-Dixie Pike, close to her home. Wherever they looked, you’d follow them
-and then waver back. Like her face, the whole countryside seemed to
-flow into her eyes. Flowed into them with the soft listless cadence of
-Georgia’s South. A young Negro, once, was looking at her, spellbound,
-from the road. A white man passing in a buggy had to flick him with
-his whip if he was to get by without running him over. I first saw her
-on her porch. I was passing with a fellow whose crusty numbness (I
-was from the North and suspected of being prejudiced and stuck-up) was
-melting as he found me warm. I asked him who she was. “That’s Fern,”
-was all that I could get from him. Some folks already thought that I
-was given to nosing around; I let it go at that, so far as questions
-were concerned. But at first sight of her I felt as if I heard a Jewish
-cantor sing. As if his singing rose above the unheard chorus of a
-folk-song. And I felt bound to her. I too had my dreams: something I
-would do for her. I have knocked about from town to town too much not
-to know the futility of mere change of place. Besides, picture if you
-can, this cream-colored solitary girl sitting at a tenement window
-looking down on the indifferent throngs of Harlem. Better that she
-listen to folk-songs at dusk in Georgia, you would say, and so would I.
-Or, suppose she came up North and married. Even a doctor or a lawyer,
-say, one who would be sure to get along—that is, make money. You and
-I know, who have had experience in such things, that love is not a
-thing like prejudice which can be bettered by changes of town. Could
-men in Washington, Chicago, or New York, more than the men of Georgia,
-bring her something left vacant by the bestowal of their bodies? You
-and I who know men in these cities will have to say, they could not.
-See her out and out a prostitute along State Street in Chicago. See
-her move into a southern town where white men are more aggressive. See
-her become a white man’s concubine... Something I must do for her.
-There was myself. What could I do for her? Talk, of course. Push back
-the fringe of pines upon new horizons. To what purpose? and what for?
-Her? Myself? Men in her case seem to lose their selfishness. I lost
-mine before I touched her. I ask you, friend (it makes no difference
-if you sit in the Pullman or the Jim Crow as the train crosses her
-road), what thoughts would come to you—that is, after you’d finished
-with the thoughts that leap into men’s minds at the sight of a pretty
-woman who will not deny them; what thoughts would come to you, had
-you seen her in a quick flash, keen and intuitively, as she sat there
-on her porch when your train thundered by? Would you have got off at
-the next station and come back for her to take her where? Would you
-have completely forgotten her as soon as you reached Macon, Atlanta,
-Augusta, Pasadena, Madison, Chicago, Boston, or New Orleans? Would you
-tell your wife or sweetheart about a girl you saw? Your thoughts can
-help me, and I would like to know. Something I would do for her...
-
- • • • • •
-
-One evening I walked up the Pike on purpose, and stopped to say hello.
-Some of her family were about, but they moved away to make room for me.
-Damn if I knew how to begin. Would you? Mr. and Miss So-and-So, people,
-the weather, the crops, the new preacher, the frolic, the church
-benefit, rabbit and possum hunting, the new soft drink they had at old
-Pap’s store, the schedule of the trains, what kind of town Macon was,
-Negro’s migration north, boll-weevils, syrup, the Bible—to all these
-things she gave a yassur or nassur, without further comment. I began to
-wonder if perhaps my own emotional sensibility had played one of its
-tricks on me. “Lets take a walk,” I at last ventured. The suggestion,
-coming after so long an isolation, was novel enough, I guess, to
-surprise. But it wasnt that. Something told me that men before me had
-said just that as a prelude to the offering of their bodies. I tried
-to tell her with my eyes. I think she understood. The thing from her
-that made my throat catch, vanished. Its passing left her visible in a
-way I’d thought, but never seen. We walked down the Pike with people on
-all the porches gaping at us. “Doesnt it make you mad?” She meant the
-row of petty gossiping people. She meant the world. Through a canebrake
-that was ripe for cutting, the branch was reached. Under a sweet-gum
-tree, and where reddish leaves had dammed the creek a little, we sat
-down. Dusk, suggesting the almost imperceptible procession of giant
-trees, settled with a purple haze about the cane. I felt strange, as I
-always do in Georgia, particularly at dusk. I felt that things unseen
-to men were tangibly immediate. It would not have surprised me had
-I had vision. People have them in Georgia more often than you would
-suppose. A black woman once saw the mother of Christ and drew her in
-charcoal on the courthouse wall... When one is on the soil of one’s
-ancestors, most anything can come to one... From force of habit, I
-suppose, I held Fern in my arms—that is, without at first noticing
-it. Then my mind came back to her. Her eyes, unusually weird and open,
-held me. Held God. He flowed in as I’ve seen the countryside flow
-in. Seen men. I must have done something—what, I dont know, in the
-confusion of my emotion. She sprang up. Rushed some distance from me.
-Fell to her knees, and began swaying, swaying. Her body was tortured
-with something it could not let out. Like boiling sap it flooded arms
-and fingers till she shook them as if they burned her. It found her
-throat, and spattered inarticulately in plaintive, convulsive sounds,
-mingled with calls to Christ Jesus. And then she sang, brokenly. A
-Jewish cantor singing with a broken voice. A child’s voice, uncertain,
-or an old man’s. Dusk hid her; I could hear only her song. It seemed to
-me as though she were pounding her head in anguish upon the ground. I
-rushed to her. She fainted in my arms.
-
- • • • • •
-
-There was talk about her fainting with me in the canefield. And I
-got one or two ugly looks from town men who’d set themselves up to
-protect her. In fact, there was talk of making me leave town. But
-they never did. They kept a watch-out for me, though. Shortly after,
-I came back North. From the train window I saw her as I crossed her
-road. Saw her on her porch, head tilted a little forward where the nail
-was, eyes vaguely focused on the sunset. Saw her face flow into them,
-the countryside and something that I call God, flowing into them...
-Nothing ever really happened. Nothing ever came to Fern, not even I.
-Something I would do for her. Some fine unnamed thing... And, friend,
-you? She is still living, I have reason to know. Her name, against the
-chance that you might happen down that way, is Fernie May Rosen.
-
-
-
-
- NULLO
-
-
- A spray of pine-needles,
- Dipped in western horizon gold,
- Fell onto a path.
- Dry moulds of cow-hoofs.
- In the forest.
- Rabbits knew not of their falling,
- Nor did the forest catch aflame.
-
-
-
-
- EVENING SONG
-
-
- Full moon rising on the waters of my heart,
- Lakes and moon and fires,
- Cloine tires,
- Holding her lips apart.
-
- Promises of slumber leaving shore to charm the moon,
- Miracle made vesper-keeps,
- Cloine sleeps,
- And I’ll be sleeping soon.
-
- Cloine, curled like the sleepy waters where the moon-waves start,
- Radiant, resplendently she gleams,
- Cloine dreams,
- Lips pressed against my heart.
-
-
-
-
- ESTHER
-
-
- 1
-
- _Nine._
-
-Esther’s hair falls in soft curls about her high-cheek-boned
-chalk-white face. Esther’s hair would be beautiful if there were
-more gloss to it. And if her face were not prematurely serious, one
-would call it pretty. Her cheeks are too flat and dead for a girl of
-nine. Esther looks like a little white child, starched, frilled, as
-she walks slowly from her home towards her father’s grocery store.
-She is about to turn in Broad from Maple Street. White and black men
-loafing on the corner hold no interest for her. Then a strange thing
-happens. A clean-muscled, magnificent, black-skinned Negro, whom she
-had heard her father mention as King Barlo, suddenly drops to his knees
-on a spot called the Spittoon. White men, unaware of him, continue
-squirting tobacco juice in his direction. The saffron fluid splashes
-on his face. His smooth black face begins to glisten and to shine.
-Soon, people notice him, and gather round. His eyes are rapturous
-upon the heavens. Lips and nostrils quiver. Barlo is in a religious
-trance. Town folks know it. They are not startled. They are not afraid.
-They gather round. Some beg boxes from the grocery stores. From old
-McGregor’s notion shop. A coffin-case is pressed into use. Folks line
-the curb-stones. Business men close shop. And Banker Warply parks his
-car close by. Silently, all await the prophet’s voice. The sheriff,
-a great florid fellow whose leggings never meet around his bulging
-calves, swears in three deputies. “Wall, y cant never tell what a
-nigger like King Barlo might be up t.” Soda bottles, five fingers full
-of shine, are passed to those who want them. A couple of stray dogs
-start a fight. Old Goodlow’s cow comes flopping up the street. Barlo,
-still as an Indian fakir, has not moved. The town bell strikes six. The
-sun slips in behind a heavy mass of horizon cloud. The crowd is hushed
-and expectant. Barlo’s under jaw relaxes, and his lips begin to move.
-
-“Jesus has been awhisperin strange words deep down, O way down deep,
-deep in my ears.”
-
-Hums of awe and of excitement.
-
-“He called me to His side an said, ‘Git down on your knees beside me,
-son, Ise gwine t whisper in your ears.’”
-
-An old sister cries, “Ah, Lord.”
-
-“‘Ise agwine t whisper in your ears,’ he said, an I replied, ‘Thy will
-be done on earth as it is in heaven.’”
-
-“Ah, Lord. Amen. Amen.”
-
-“An Lord Jesus whispered strange good words deep down, O way down deep,
-deep in my ears. An He said, ‘Tell em till you feel your throat on
-fire.’ I saw a vision. I saw a man arise, an he was big an black an
-powerful—”
-
-Some one yells, “Preach it, preacher, preach it!”
-
-“—but his head was caught up in th clouds. An while he was agazin at
-th heavens, heart filled up with th Lord, some little white-ant biddies
-came an tied his feet to chains. They led him t th coast, they led him
-t th sea, they led him across th ocean an they didnt set him free.
-The old coast didnt miss him, an th new coast wasnt free, he left
-the old-coast brothers, t give birth t you an me. O Lord, great God
-Almighty, t give birth t you an me.”
-
-Barlo pauses. Old gray mothers are in tears. Fragments of melodies
-are being hummed. White folks are touched and curiously awed. Off to
-themselves, white and black preachers confer as to how best to rid
-themselves of the vagrant, usurping fellow. Barlo looks as though he is
-struggling to continue. People are hushed. One can hear weevils work.
-Dusk is falling rapidly, and the customary store lights fail to throw
-their feeble glow across the gray dust and flagging of the Georgia
-town. Barlo rises to his full height. He is immense. To the people he
-assumes the outlines of his visioned African. In a mighty voice he
-bellows:
-
-“Brothers an sisters, turn your faces t th sweet face of the Lord, an
-fill your hearts with glory. Open your eyes an see th dawnin of th
-mornin light. Open your ears—”
-
-Years afterwards Esther was told that at that very moment a great,
-heavy, rumbling voice actually was heard. That hosts of angels and of
-demons paraded up and down the streets all night. That King Barlo rode
-out of town astride a pitch-black bull that had a glowing gold ring
-in its nose. And that old Limp Underwood, who hated niggers, woke up
-next morning to find that he held a black man in his arms. This much is
-certain: an inspired Negress, of wide reputation for being sanctified,
-drew a portrait of a black madonna on the court-house wall. And King
-Barlo left town. He left his image indelibly upon the mind of Esther.
-He became the starting point of the only living patterns that her mind
-was to know.
-
-
- 2
-
- _Sixteen._
-
-Esther begins to dream. The low evening sun sets the windows of
-McGregor’s notion shop aflame. Esther makes believe that they really
-are aflame. The town fire department rushes madly down the road. It
-ruthlessly shoves black and white idlers to one side. It whoops. It
-clangs. It rescues from the second-story window a dimpled infant
-which she claims for her own. How had she come by it? She thinks of
-it immaculately. It is a sin to think of it immaculately. She must
-dream no more. She must repent her sin. Another dream comes. There
-is no fire department. There are no heroic men. The fire starts. The
-loafers on the corner form a circle, chew their tobacco faster, and
-squirt juice just as fast as they can chew. Gallons on top of gallons
-they squirt upon the flames. The air reeks with the stench of scorched
-tobacco juice. Women, fat chunky Negro women, lean scrawny white women,
-pull their skirts up above their heads and display the most ludicrous
-underclothes. The women scoot in all directions from the danger zone.
-She alone is left to take the baby in her arms. But what a baby! Black,
-singed, woolly, tobacco-juice baby—ugly as sin. Once held to her
-breast, miraculous thing: its breath is sweet and its lips can nibble.
-She loves it frantically. Her joy in it changes the town folks’ jeers
-to harmless jealousy, and she is left alone.
-
- _Twenty-two._
-
-Esther’s schooling is over. She works behind the counter of her
-father’s grocery store. “To keep the money in the family,” so he said.
-She is learning to make distinctions between the business and the
-social worlds. “Good business comes from remembering that the white
-folks dont divide the niggers, Esther. Be just as black as any man
-who has a silver dollar.” Esther listlessly forgets that she is near
-white, and that her father is the richest colored man in town. Black
-folk who drift in to buy lard and snuff and flour of her, call her a
-sweet-natured, accommodating girl. She learns their names. She forgets
-them. She thinks about men. “I dont appeal to them. I wonder why.”
-She recalls an affair she had with a little fair boy while still in
-school. It had ended in her shame when he as much as told her that for
-sweetness he preferred a lollipop. She remembers the salesman from the
-North who wanted to take her to the movies that first night he was in
-town. She refused, of course. And he never came back, having found out
-who she was. She thinks of Barlo. Barlo’s image gives her a slightly
-stale thrill. She spices it by telling herself his glories. Black.
-Magnetically so. Best cotton picker in the county, in the state,
-in the whole world for that matter. Best man with his fists, best
-man with dice, with a razor. Promoter of church benefits. Of colored
-fairs. Vagrant preacher. Lover of all the women for miles and miles
-around. Esther decides that she loves him. And with a vague sense of
-life slipping by, she resolves that she will tell him so, whatever
-people say, the next time he comes to town. After the making of this
-resolution which becomes a sort of wedding cake for her to tuck beneath
-her pillow and go to sleep upon, she sees nothing of Barlo for five
-years. Her hair thins. It looks like the dull silk on puny corn ears.
-Her face pales until it is the color of the gray dust that dances with
-dead cotton leaves..
-
-
- 3
-
- _Esther is twenty-seven._
-
-Esther sells lard and snuff and flour to vague black faces that drift
-in her store to ask for them. Her eyes hardly see the people to whom
-she gives change. Her body is lean and beaten. She rests listlessly
-against the counter, too weary to sit down. From the street some one
-shouts, “King Barlo has come back to town.” He passes her window,
-driving a large new car. Cut-out open. He veers to the curb, and steps
-out. Barlo has made money on cotton during the war. He is as rich as
-anyone. Esther suddenly is animate. She goes to her door. She sees him
-at a distance, the center of a group of credulous men. She hears the
-deep-bass rumble of his talk. The sun swings low. McGregor’s windows
-are aflame again. Pale flame. A sharply dressed white girl passes by.
-For a moment Esther wishes that she might be like her. Not white; she
-has no need for being that. But sharp, sporty, with get-up about her.
-Barlo is connected with that wish. She mustnt wish. Wishes only make
-you restless. Emptiness is a thing that grows by being moved. “I’ll
-not think. Not wish. Just set my mind against it.” Then the thought
-comes to her that those purposeless, easy-going men will possess him,
-if she doesnt. Purpose is not dead in her, now that she comes to think
-of it. That loose women will have their arms around him at Nat Bowle’s
-place to-night. As if her veins are full of fired sun-bleached southern
-shanties, a swift heat sweeps them. Dead dreams, and a forgotten
-resolution are carried upward by the flames. Pale flames. “They shant
-have him. Oh, they shall not. Not if it kills me they shant have him.”
-Jerky, aflutter, she closes the store and starts home. Folks lazing
-on store window-sills wonder what on earth can be the matter with Jim
-Crane’s gal, as she passes them. “Come to remember, she always was a
-little off, a little crazy, I reckon.” Esther seeks her own room, and
-locks the door. Her mind is a pink mesh-bag filled with baby toes.
-
- • • • • •
-
-Using the noise of the town clock striking twelve to cover the creaks
-of her departure, Esther slips into the quiet road. The town, her
-parents, most everyone is sound asleep. This fact is a stable thing
-that comforts her. After sundown a chill wind came up from the west.
-It is still blowing, but to her it is a steady, settled thing like the
-cold. She wants her mind to be like that. Solid, contained, and blank
-as a sheet of darkened ice. She will not permit herself to notice the
-peculiar phosphorescent glitter of the sweet-gum leaves. Their movement
-would excite her. Exciting too, the recession of the dull familiar
-homes she knows so well. She doesnt know them at all. She closes her
-eyes, and holds them tightly. Wont do. Her being aware that they are
-closed recalls her purpose. She does not want to think of it. She opens
-them. She turns now into the deserted business street. The corrugated
-iron canopies and mule- and horse-gnawed hitching posts bring her a
-strange composure. Ghosts of the commonplaces of her daily life take
-stride with her and become her companions. And the echoes of her heels
-upon the flagging are rhythmically monotonous and soothing. Crossing
-the street at the corner of McGregor’s notion shop, she thinks that the
-windows are a dull flame. Only a fancy. She walks faster. Then runs. A
-turn into a side street brings her abruptly to Nat Bowle’s place. The
-house is squat and dark. It is always dark. Barlo is within. Quietly
-she opens the outside door and steps in. She passes through a small
-room. Pauses before a flight of stairs down which people’s voices,
-muffled, come. The air is heavy with fresh tobacco smoke. It makes her
-sick. She wants to turn back. She goes up the steps. As if she were
-mounting to some great height, her head spins. She is violently dizzy.
-Blackness rushes to her eyes. And then she finds that she is in a large
-room. Barlo is before her.
-
-“Well, I’m sholy damned—skuse me, but what, what brought you here, lil
-milk-white gal?”
-
-“You.” Her voice sounds like a frightened child’s that calls homeward
-from some point miles away.
-
-“Me?”
-
-“Yes, you Barlo.”
-
-“This aint th place fer y. This aint th place fer y.”
-
-“I know. I know. But I’ve come for you.”
-
-“For me for what?”
-
-She manages to look deep and straight into his eyes. He is slow at
-understanding. Guffaws and giggles break out from all around the room.
-A coarse woman’s voice remarks, “So thats how th dictie niggers does
-it.” Laughs. “Mus give em credit fo their gall.”
-
-Esther doesnt hear. Barlo does. His faculties are jogged. She sees a
-smile, ugly and repulsive to her, working upward through thick licker
-fumes. Barlo seems hideous. The thought comes suddenly, that conception
-with a drunken man must be a mighty sin. She draws away, frozen. Like
-a somnambulist she wheels around and walks stiffly to the stairs. Down
-them. Jeers and hoots pelter bluntly upon her back. She steps out.
-There is no air, no street, and the town has completely disappeared.
-
-
-
-
- CONVERSION
-
-
- African Guardian of Souls,
- Drunk with rum,
- Feasting on a strange cassava,
- Yielding to new words and a weak palabra
- Of a white-faced sardonic god—
- Grins, cries
- Amen,
- Shouts hosanna.
-
-
-
-
- PORTRAIT IN GEORGIA
-
-
- Hair—braided chestnut, coiled like a lyncher’s rope,
- Eyes—fagots,
- Lips—old scars, or the first red blisters,
- Breath—the last sweet scent of cane,
- And her slim body, white as the ash of black flesh after flame.
-
-
-
-
- BLOOD-BURNING MOON
-
-
- 1
-
-Up from the skeleton stone walls, up from the rotting floor boards
-and the solid hand-hewn beams of oak of the pre-war cotton factory,
-dusk came. Up from the dusk the full moon came. Glowing like a fired
-pine-knot, it illumined the great door and soft showered the Negro
-shanties aligned along the single street of factory town. The full moon
-in the great door was an omen. Negro women improvised songs against its
-spell.
-
-Louisa sang as she came over the crest of the hill from the white
-folks’ kitchen. Her skin was the color of oak leaves on young trees
-in fall. Her breasts, firm and up-pointed like ripe acorns. And her
-singing had the low murmur of winds in fig trees. Bob Stone, younger
-son of the people she worked for, loved her. By the way the world
-reckons things, he had won her. By measure of that warm glow which came
-into her mind at thought of him, he had won her. Tom Burwell, whom the
-whole town called Big Boy, also loved her. But working in the fields
-all day, and far away from her, gave him no chance to show it. Though
-often enough of evenings he had tried to. Somehow, he never got along.
-Strong as he was with hands upon the ax or plow, he found it difficult
-to hold her. Or so he thought. But the fact was that he held her to
-factory town more firmly than he thought for. His black balanced, and
-pulled against, the white of Stone, when she thought of them. And her
-mind was vaguely upon them as she came over the crest of the hill,
-coming from the white folks’ kitchen. As she sang softly at the evil
-face of the full moon.
-
-A strange stir was in her. Indolently, she tried to fix upon Bob or
-Tom as the cause of it. To meet Bob in the canebrake, as she was going
-to do an hour or so later, was nothing new. And Tom’s proposal which
-she felt on its way to her could be indefinitely put off. Separately,
-there was no unusual significance to either one. But for some reason,
-they jumbled when her eyes gazed vacantly at the rising moon. And from
-the jumble came the stir that was strangely within her. Her lips
-trembled. The slow rhythm of her song grew agitant and restless. Rusty
-black and tan spotted hounds, lying in the dark corners of porches
-or prowling around back yards, put their noses in the air and caught
-its tremor. They began plaintively to yelp and howl. Chickens woke up
-and cackled. Intermittently, all over the countryside dogs barked and
-roosters crowed as if heralding a weird dawn or some ungodly awakening.
-The women sang lustily. Their songs were cotton-wads to stop their
-ears. Louisa came down into factory town and sank wearily upon the step
-before her home. The moon was rising towards a thick cloud-bank which
-soon would hide it.
-
- Red nigger moon. Sinner!
- Blood-burning moon. Sinner!
- Come out that fact’ry door.
-
-
- 2
-
-Up from the deep dusk of a cleared spot on the edge of the forest a
-mellow glow arose and spread fan-wise into the low-hanging heavens.
-And all around the air was heavy with the scent of boiling cane. A
-large pile of cane-stalks lay like ribboned shadows upon the ground. A
-mule, harnessed to a pole, trudged lazily round and round the pivot of
-the grinder. Beneath a swaying oil lamp, a Negro alternately whipped
-out at the mule, and fed cane-stalks to the grinder. A fat boy waddled
-pails of fresh ground juice between the grinder and the boiling stove.
-Steam came from the copper boiling pan. The scent of cane came from the
-copper pan and drenched the forest and the hill that sloped to factory
-town, beneath its fragrance. It drenched the men in circle seated
-around the stove. Some of them chewed at the white pulp of stalks, but
-there was no need for them to, if all they wanted was to taste the
-cane. One tasted it in factory town. And from factory town one could
-see the soft haze thrown by the glowing stove upon the low-hanging
-heavens.
-
-Old David Georgia stirred the thickening syrup with a long ladle, and
-ever so often drew it off. Old David Georgia tended his stove and told
-tales about the white folks, about moonshining and cotton picking,
-and about sweet nigger gals, to the men who sat there about his stove
-to listen to him. Tom Burwell chewed cane-stalk and laughed with the
-others till someone mentioned Louisa. Till some one said something
-about Louisa and Bob Stone, about the silk stockings she must have
-gotten from him. Blood ran up Tom’s neck hotter than the glow that
-flooded from the stove. He sprang up. Glared at the men and said,
-“She’s my gal.” Will Manning laughed. Tom strode over to him. Yanked
-him up and knocked him to the ground. Several of Manning’s friends got
-up to fight for him. Tom whipped out a long knife and would have cut
-them to shreds if they hadnt ducked into the woods. Tom had had enough.
-He nodded to Old David Georgia and swung down the path to factory town.
-Just then, the dogs started barking and the roosters began to crow.
-Tom felt funny. Away from the fight, away from the stove, chill got
-to him. He shivered. He shuddered when he saw the full moon rising
-towards the cloud-bank. He who didnt give a godam for the fears of
-old women. He forced his mind to fasten on Louisa. Bob Stone. Better
-not be. He turned into the street and saw Louisa sitting before her
-home. He went towards her, ambling, touched the brim of a marvelously
-shaped, spotted, felt hat, said he wanted to say something to her, and
-then found that he didnt know what he had to say, or if he did, that he
-couldnt say it. He shoved his big fists in his overalls, grinned, and
-started to move off.
-
-“Youall want me, Tom?”
-
-“Thats what us wants, sho, Louisa.”
-
-“Well, here I am—”
-
-“An here I is, but that aint ahelpin none, all th same.”
-
-“You wanted to say something?..”
-
-“I did that, sho. But words is like th spots on dice: no matter how y
-fumbles em, there’s times when they jes wont come. I dunno why. Seems
-like th love I feels fo yo done stole m tongue. I got it now. Whee!
-Louisa, honey, I oughtnt tell y, I feel I oughtnt cause yo is young
-an goes t church an I has had other gals, but Louisa I sho do love
-y. Lil gal, Ise watched y from them first days when youall sat right
-here befo yo door befo th well an sang sometimes in a way that like t
-broke m heart. Ise carried y with me into th fields, day after day, an
-after that, an I sho can plow when yo is there, an I can pick cotton.
-Yassur! Come near beatin Barlo yesterday. I sho did. Yassur! An next
-year if ole Stone’ll trust me, I’ll have a farm. My own. My bales will
-buy yo what y gets from white folks now. Silk stockings an purple
-dresses—course I dont believe what some folks been whisperin as t how
-y gets them things now. White folks always did do for niggers what they
-likes. An they jes cant help alikin yo, Louisa. Bob Stone likes y.
-Course he does. But not th way folks is awhisperin. Does he, hon?”
-
-“I dont know what you mean, Tom.”
-
-“Course y dont. Ise already cut two niggers. Had t hon, t tell em so.
-Niggers always tryin t make somethin out a nothin. An then besides,
-white folks aint up t them tricks so much nowadays. Godam better not
-be. Leastawise not with yo. Cause I wouldnt stand f it. Nassur.”
-
-“What would you do, Tom?”
-
-“Cut him jes like I cut a nigger.”
-
-“No, Tom—”
-
-“I said I would an there aint no mo to it. But that aint th talk f now.
-Sing, honey Louisa, an while I’m listenin t y I’ll be makin love.”
-
-Tom took her hand in his. Against the tough thickness of his own, hers
-felt soft and small. His huge body slipped down to the step beside her.
-The full moon sank upward into the deep purple of the cloud-bank. An
-old woman brought a lighted lamp and hung it on the common well whose
-bulky shadow squatted in the middle of the road, opposite Tom and
-Louisa. The old woman lifted the well-lid, took hold the chain, and
-began drawing up the heavy bucket. As she did so, she sang. Figures
-shifted, restless-like, between lamp and window in the front rooms of
-the shanties. Shadows of the figures fought each other on the gray dust
-of the road. Figures raised the windows and joined the old woman in
-song. Louisa and Tom, the whole street, singing:
-
- Red nigger moon. Sinner!
- Blood-burning moon. Sinner!
- Come out that fact’ry door.
-
-
- 3
-
-Bob Stone sauntered from his veranda out into the gloom of fir trees
-and magnolias. The clear white of his skin paled, and the flush of his
-cheeks turned purple. As if to balance this outer change, his mind
-became consciously a white man’s. He passed the house with its huge
-open hearth which, in the days of slavery, was the plantation cookery.
-He saw Louisa bent over that hearth. He went in as a master should
-and took her. Direct, honest, bold. None of this sneaking that he had
-to go through now. The contrast was repulsive to him. His family had
-lost ground. Hell no, his family still owned the niggers, practically.
-Damned if they did, or he wouldnt have to duck around so. What would
-they think if they knew? His mother? His sister? He shouldnt mention
-them, shouldnt think of them in this connection. There in the dusk
-he blushed at doing so. Fellows about town were all right, but how
-about his friends up North? He could see them incredible, repulsed.
-They didnt know. The thought first made him laugh. Then, with their
-eyes still upon him, he began to feel embarrassed. He felt the need of
-explaining things to them. Explain hell. They wouldnt understand, and
-moreover, who ever heard of a Southerner getting on his knees to any
-Yankee, or anyone. No sir. He was going to see Louisa to-night, and
-love her. She was lovely—in her way. Nigger way. What way was that?
-Damned if he knew. Must know. He’d known her long enough to know. Was
-there something about niggers that you couldnt know? Listening to
-them at church didnt tell you anything. Looking at them didnt tell
-you anything. Talking to them didnt tell you anything—unless it was
-gossip, unless they wanted to talk. Of course, about farming, and
-licker, and craps—but those werent nigger. Nigger was something more.
-How much more? Something to be afraid of, more? Hell no. Who ever heard
-of being afraid of a nigger? Tom Burwell. Cartwell had told him that
-Tom went with Louisa after she reached home. No sir. No nigger had ever
-been with his girl. He’d like to see one try. Some position for him
-to be in. Him, Bob Stone, of the old Stone family, in a scrap with a
-nigger over a nigger girl. In the good old days... Ha! Those were the
-days. His family had lost ground. Not so much, though. Enough for him
-to have to cut through old Lemon’s canefield by way of the woods, that
-he might meet her. She was worth it. Beautiful nigger gal. Why nigger?
-Why not, just gal? No, it was because she was nigger that he went to
-her. Sweet... The scent of boiling cane came to him. Then he saw the
-rich glow of the stove. He heard the voices of the men circled around
-it. He was about to skirt the clearing when he heard his own name
-mentioned. He stopped. Quivering. Leaning against a tree, he listened.
-
-“Bad nigger. Yassur, he sho is one bad nigger when he gets started.”
-
-“Tom Burwell’s been on th gang three times fo cuttin men.”
-
-“What y think he’s agwine t do t Bob Stone?”
-
-“Dunno yet. He aint found out. When he does— Baby!”
-
-“Aint no tellin.”
-
-“Young Stone aint no quitter an I ken tell y that. Blood of th old uns
-in his veins.”
-
-“Thats right. He’ll scrap, sho.”
-
-“Be gettin too hot f niggers round this away.”
-
-“Shut up, nigger. Y dont know what y talkin bout.”
-
-Bob Stone’s ears burned as though he had been holding them over the
-stove. Sizzling heat welled up within him. His feet felt as if they
-rested on red-hot coals. They stung him to quick movement. He circled
-the fringe of the glowing. Not a twig cracked beneath his feet. He
-reached the path that led to factory town. Plunged furiously down it.
-Halfway along, a blindness within him veered him aside. He crashed into
-the bordering canebrake. Cane leaves cut his face and lips. He tasted
-blood. He threw himself down and dug his fingers in the ground. The
-earth was cool. Cane-roots took the fever from his hands. After a long
-while, or so it seemed to him, the thought came to him that it must
-be time to see Louisa. He got to his feet and walked calmly to their
-meeting place. No Louisa. Tom Burwell had her. Veins in his forehead
-bulged and distended. Saliva moistened the dried blood on his lips. He
-bit down on his lips. He tasted blood. Not his own blood; Tom Burwell’s
-blood. Bob drove through the cane and out again upon the road. A hound
-swung down the path before him towards factory town. Bob couldnt see
-it. The dog loped aside to let him pass. Bob’s blind rushing made him
-stumble over it. He fell with a thud that dazed him. The hound yelped.
-Answering yelps came from all over the countryside. Chickens cackled.
-Roosters crowed, heralding the bloodshot eyes of southern awakening.
-Singers in the town were silenced. They shut their windows down.
-Palpitant between the rooster crows, a chill hush settled upon the
-huddled forms of Tom and Louisa. A figure rushed from the shadow and
-stood before them. Tom popped to his feet.
-
-“Whats y want?”
-
-“I’m Bob Stone.”
-
-“Yassur—an I’m Tom Burwell. Whats y want?”
-
-Bob lunged at him. Tom side-stepped, caught him by the shoulder, and
-flung him to the ground. Straddled him.
-
-“Let me up.”
-
-“Yassur—but watch yo doins, Bob Stone.”
-
-A few dark figures, drawn by the sound of scuffle stood about them. Bob
-sprang to his feet.
-
-“Fight like a man, Tom Burwell, an I’ll lick y.”
-
-Again he lunged. Tom side-stepped and flung him to the ground.
-Straddled him.
-
-“Get off me, you godam nigger you.”
-
-“Yo sho has started somethin now. Get up.”
-
-Tom yanked him up and began hammering at him. Each blow sounded as if
-it smashed into a precious, irreplaceable soft something. Beneath them,
-Bob staggered back. He reached in his pocket and whipped out a knife.
-
-“Thats my game, sho.”
-
-Blue flash, a steel blade slashed across Bob Stone’s throat. He had
-a sweetish sick feeling. Blood began to flow. Then he felt a sharp
-twitch of pain. He let his knife drop. He slapped one hand against his
-neck. He pressed the other on top of his head as if to hold it down.
-He groaned. He turned, and staggered towards the crest of the hill in
-the direction of white town. Negroes who had seen the fight slunk into
-their homes and blew the lamps out. Louisa, dazed, hysterical, refused
-to go indoors. She slipped, crumbled, her body loosely propped against
-the woodwork of the well. Tom Burwell leaned against it. He seemed
-rooted there.
-
-Bob reached Broad Street. White men rushed up to him. He collapsed in
-their arms.
-
-“Tom Burwell....”
-
-White men like ants upon a forage rushed about. Except for the taut hum
-of their moving, all was silent. Shotguns, revolvers, rope, kerosene,
-torches. Two high-powered cars with glaring search-lights. They came
-together. The taut hum rose to a low roar. Then nothing could be heard
-but the flop of their feet in the thick dust of the road. The moving
-body of their silence preceded them over the crest of the hill into
-factory town. It flattened the Negroes beneath it. It rolled to the
-wall of the factory, where it stopped. Tom knew that they were coming.
-He couldnt move. And then he saw the search-lights of the two cars
-glaring down on him. A quick shock went through him. He stiffened. He
-started to run. A yell went up from the mob. Tom wheeled about and
-faced them. They poured down on him. They swarmed. A large man with
-dead-white face and flabby cheeks came to him and almost jabbed a
-gun-barrel through his guts.
-
-“Hands behind y, nigger.”
-
-Tom’s wrist were bound. The big man shoved him to the well. Burn him
-over it, and when the woodwork caved in, his body would drop to the
-bottom. Two deaths for a godam nigger. Louisa was driven back. The mob
-pushed in. Its pressure, its momentum was too great. Drag him to the
-factory. Wood and stakes already there. Tom moved in the direction
-indicated. But they had to drag him. They reached the great door. Too
-many to get in there. The mob divided and flowed around the walls to
-either side. The big man shoved him through the door. The mob pressed
-in from the sides. Taut humming. No words. A stake was sunk into the
-ground. Rotting floor boards piled around it. Kerosene poured on the
-rotting floor boards. Tom bound to the stake. His breast was bare.
-Nails scratches let little lines of blood trickle down and mat into
-the hair. His face, his eyes were set and stony. Except for irregular
-breathing, one would have thought him already dead. Torches were flung
-onto the pile. A great flare muffled in black smoke shot upward. The
-mob yelled. The mob was silent. Now Tom could be seen within the
-flames. Only his head, erect, lean, like a blackened stone. Stench
-of burning flesh soaked the air. Tom’s eyes popped. His head settled
-downward. The mob yelled. Its yell echoed against the skeleton stone
-walls and sounded like a hundred yells. Like a hundred mobs yelling.
-Its yell thudded against the thick front wall and fell back. Ghost of a
-yell slipped through the flames and out the great door of the factory.
-It fluttered like a dying thing down the single street of factory town.
-Louisa, upon the step before her home, did not hear it, but her eyes
-opened slowly. They saw the full moon glowing in the great door. The
-full moon, an evil thing, an omen, soft showering the homes of folks
-she knew. Where were they, these people? She’d sing, and perhaps they’d
-come out and join her. Perhaps Tom Burwell would come. At any rate, the
-full moon in the great door was an omen which she must sing to:
-
- Red nigger moon. Sinner!
- Blood-burning moon. Sinner!
- Come out that fact’ry door.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
- SEVENTH STREET
-
- Money burns the pocket, pocket hurts,
- Bootleggers in silken shirts,
- Ballooned, zooming Cadillacs,
- Whizzing, whizzing down the street-car tracks.
-
-
-Seventh Street is a bastard of Prohibition and the War. A crude-boned,
-soft-skinned wedge of nigger life breathing its loafer air, jazz
-songs and love, thrusting unconscious rhythms, black reddish blood
-into the white and whitewashed wood of Washington. Stale soggy wood
-of Washington. Wedges rust in soggy wood... Split it! In two! Again!
-Shred it! .. the sun. Wedges are brilliant in the sun; ribbons of wet
-wood dry and blow away. Black reddish blood. Pouring for crude-boned
-soft-skinned life, who set you flowing? Blood suckers of the War would
-spin in a frenzy of dizziness if they drank your blood. Prohibition
-would put a stop to it. Who set you flowing? White and whitewash
-disappear in blood. Who set you flowing? Flowing down the smooth
-asphalt of Seventh Street, in shanties, brick office buildings,
-theaters, drug stores, restaurants, and cabarets? Eddying on the
-corners? Swirling like a blood-red smoke up where the buzzards fly in
-heaven? God would not dare to suck black red blood. A Nigger God! He
-would duck his head in shame and call for the Judgment Day. Who set you
-flowing?
-
- Money burns the pocket, pocket hurts,
- Bootleggers in silken shirts,
- Ballooned, zooming Cadillacs,
- Whizzing, whizzing down the street-car tracks.
-
-
-
-
- RHOBERT
-
-
-Rhobert wears a house, like a monstrous diver’s helmet, on his head.
-His legs are banty-bowed and shaky because as a child he had rickets.
-He is way down. Rods of the house like antennæ of a dead thing,
-stuffed, prop up in the air. He is way down. He is sinking. His house
-is a dead thing that weights him down. He is sinking as a diver would
-sink in mud should the water be drawn off. Life is a murky, wiggling,
-microscopic water that compresses him. Compresses his helmet and would
-crush it the minute that he pulled his head out. He has to keep it in.
-Life is water that is being drawn off.
-
- Brother, life is water that is being drawn off.
- Brother, life is water that is being drawn off.
-
-The dead house is stuffed. The stuffing is alive. It is sinful to draw
-one’s head out of live stuffing in a dead house. The propped-up antennæ
-would cave in and the stuffing be strewn .. shredded life-pulp .. in
-the water. It is sinful to have one’s own head crushed. Rhobert is an
-upright man whose legs are banty-bowed and shaky because as a child
-he had rickets. The earth is round. Heaven is a sphere that surrounds
-it. Sink where you will. God is a Red Cross man with a dredge and a
-respiration-pump who’s waiting for you at the opposite periphery. God
-built the house. He blew His breath into its stuffing. It is good to
-die obeying Him who can do these things.
-
-A futile something like the dead house wraps the live stuffing of the
-question: how long before the water will be drawn off? Rhobert does not
-care. Like most men who wear monstrous helmets, the pressure it exerts
-is enough to convince him of its practical infinity. And he cares not
-two straws as to whether or not he will ever see his wife and children
-again. Many a time he’s seen them drown in his dreams and has kicked
-about joyously in the mud for days after. One thing about him goes
-straight to the heart. He has an Adam’s-apple which strains sometimes
-as if he were painfully gulping great globules of air .. air floating
-shredded life-pulp. It is a sad thing to see a banty-bowed, shaky,
-ricket-legged man straining the raw insides of his throat against
-smooth air. Holding furtive thoughts about the glory of pulp-heads
-strewn in water.. He is way down. Down. Mud, coming to his banty
-knees, almost hides them. Soon people will be looking at him and
-calling him a strong man. No doubt he is for one who has had rickets.
-Lets give it to him. Lets call him great when the water shall have been
-all drawn off. Lets build a monument and set it in the ooze where he
-goes down. A monument of hewn oak, carved in nigger-heads. Lets open
-our throats, brother, and sing “Deep River” when he goes down.
-
- Brother, Rhobert is sinking.
- Lets open our throats, brother,
- Lets sing Deep River when he goes down.
-
-
-
-
- AVEY
-
-
-For a long while she was nothing more to me than one of those skirted
-beings whom boys at a certain age disdain to play with. Just how I
-came to love her, timidly, and with secret blushes, I do not know.
-But that I did was brought home to me one night, the first night that
-Ned wore his long pants. Us fellers were seated on the curb before an
-apartment house where she had gone in. The young trees had not outgrown
-their boxes then. V Street was lined with them. When our legs grew
-cramped and stiff from the cold of the stone, we’d stand around a box
-and whittle it. I like to think now that there was a hidden purpose in
-the way we hacked them with our knives. I like to feel that something
-deep in me responded to the trees, the young trees that whinnied like
-colts impatient to be let free... On the particular night I have in
-mind, we were waiting for the top-floor light to go out. We wanted to
-see Avey leave the flat. This night she stayed longer than usual and
-gave us a chance to complete the plans of how we were going to stone
-and beat that feller on the top floor out of town. Ned especially had
-it in for him. He was about to throw a brick up at the window when at
-last the room went dark. Some minutes passed. Then Avey, as unconcerned
-as if she had been paying an old-maid aunt a visit, came out. I don’t
-remember what she had on, and all that sort of thing. But I do know
-that I turned hot as bare pavements in the summertime at Ned’s boast:
-“Hell, bet I could get her too if you little niggers weren’t always
-spying and crabbing everything.” I didnt say a word to him. It wasnt
-my way then. I just stood there like the others, and something like
-a fuse burned up inside of me. She never noticed us, but swung along
-lazy and easy as anything. We sauntered to the corner and watched her
-till her door banged to. Ned repeated what he’d said. I didnt seem
-to care. Sitting around old Mush-Head’s bread box, the discussion
-began. “Hang if I can see how she gets away with it,” Doc started.
-Ned knew, of course. There was nothing he didnt know when it came to
-women. He dilated on the emotional needs of girls. Said they werent
-much different from men in that respect. And concluded with the solemn
-avowal: “It does em good.” None of us liked Ned much. We all talked
-dirt; but it was the way he said it. And then too, a couple of the
-fellers had sisters and had caught Ned playing with them. But there was
-no disputing the superiority of his smutty wisdom. Bubs Sanborn, whose
-mother was friendly with Avey’s, had overheard the old ladies talking.
-“Avey’s mother’s ont her,” he said. We thought that only natural and
-began to guess at what would happen. Some one said she’d marry that
-feller on the top floor. Ned called that a lie because Avey was going
-to marry nobody but him. We had our doubts about that, but we did agree
-that she’d soon leave school and marry some one. The gang broke up, and
-I went home, picturing myself as married.
-
- • • • • •
-
-Nothing I did seemed able to change Avey’s indifference to me. I played
-basket-ball, and when I’d make a long clean shot she’d clap with the
-others, louder than they, I thought. I’d meet her on the street, and
-there’d be no difference in the way she said hello. She never took the
-trouble to call me by my name. On the days for drill, I’d let my voice
-down a tone and call for a complicated maneuver when I saw her coming.
-She’d smile appreciation, but it was an impersonal smile, never for me.
-It was on a summer excursion down to Riverview that she first seemed to
-take me into account. The day had been spent riding merry-go-rounds,
-scenic-railways, and shoot-the-chutes. We had been in swimming and we
-had danced. I was a crack swimmer then. She didnt know how. I held her
-up and showed her how to kick her legs and draw her arms. Of course
-she didnt learn in one day, but she thanked me for bothering with her.
-I was also somewhat of a dancer. And I had already noticed that love
-can start on a dance floor. We danced. But though I held her tightly
-in my arms, she was way away. That college feller who lived on the top
-floor was somewhere making money for the next year. I imagined that
-she was thinking, wishing for him. Ned was along. He treated her until
-his money gave out. She went with another feller. Ned got sore. One
-by one the boys’ money gave out. She left them. And they got sore.
-Every one of them but me got sore. This is the reason, I guess, why I
-had her to myself on the top deck of the _Jane Mosely_ that night as
-we puffed up the Potomac, coming home. The moon was brilliant. The air
-was sweet like clover. And every now and then, a salt tang, a stale
-drift of sea-weed. It was not my mind’s fault if it went romancing. I
-should have taken her in my arms the minute we were stowed in that old
-lifeboat. I dallied, dreaming. She took me in hers. And I could feel by
-the touch of it that it wasnt a man-to-woman love. It made me restless.
-I felt chagrined. I didnt know what it was, but I did know that I
-couldnt handle it. She ran her fingers through my hair and kissed
-my forehead. I itched to break through her tenderness to passion.
-I wanted her to take me in her arms as I knew she had that college
-feller. I wanted her to love me passionately as she did him. I gave her
-one burning kiss. Then she laid me in her lap as if I were a child.
-Helpless. I got sore when she started to hum a lullaby. She wouldnt
-let me go. I talked. I knew damned well that I could beat her at that.
-Her eyes were soft and misty, the curves of her lips were wistful, and
-her smile seemed indulgent of the irrelevance of my remarks. I gave up
-at last and let her love me, silently, in her own way. The moon was
-brilliant. The air was sweet like clover, and every now and then, a
-salt tang, a stale drift of sea-weed....
-
- • • • • •
-
-The next time I came close to her was the following summer at Harpers
-Ferry. We were sitting on a flat projecting rock they give the name of
-Lover’s Leap. Some one is supposed to have jumped off it. The river is
-about six hundred feet beneath. A railroad track runs up the valley and
-curves out of sight where part of the mountain rock had to be blasted
-away to make room for it. The engines of this valley have a whistle,
-the echoes of which sound like iterated gasps and sobs. I always think
-of them as crude music from the soul of Avey. We sat there holding
-hands. Our palms were soft and warm against each other. Our fingers
-were not tight. She would not let them be. She would not let me twist
-them. I wanted to talk. To explain what I meant to her. Avey was as
-silent as those great trees whose tops we looked down upon. She has
-always been like that. At least, to me. I had the notion that if I
-really wanted to, I could do with her just what I pleased. Like one
-can strip a tree. I did kiss her. I even let my hands cup her breasts.
-When I was through, she’d seek my hand and hold it till my pulse cooled
-down. Evening after evening we sat there. I tried to get her to talk
-about that college feller. She never would. There was no set time to go
-home. None of my family had come down. And as for hers, she didnt give
-a hang about them. The general gossips could hardly say more than they
-had. The boarding-house porch was always deserted when we returned. No
-one saw us enter, so the time was set conveniently for scandal. This
-worried me a little, for I thought it might keep Avey from getting an
-appointment in the schools. She didnt care. She had finished normal
-school. They could give her a job if they wanted to. As time went on,
-her indifference to things began to pique me; I was ambitious. I left
-the Ferry earlier than she did. I was going off to college. The more
-I thought of it, the more I resented, yes, hell, thats what it was,
-her downright laziness. Sloppy indolence. There was no excuse for a
-healthy girl taking life so easy. Hell! she was no better than a cow.
-I was certain that she was a cow when I felt an udder in a Wisconsin
-stock-judging class. Among those energetic Swedes, or whatever they
-are, I decided to forget her. For two years I thought I did. When I’d
-come home for the summer she’d be away. And before she returned, I’d
-be gone. We never wrote; she was too damned lazy for that. But what a
-bluff I put up about forgetting her. The girls up that way, at least
-the ones I knew, havent got the stuff: they dont know how to love.
-Giving themselves completely was tame beside just the holding of Avey’s
-hand. One day I received a note from her. The writing, I decided, was
-slovenly. She wrote on a torn bit of note-book paper. The envelope had
-a faint perfume that I remembered. A single line told me she had lost
-her school and was going away. I comforted myself with the reflection
-that shame held no pain for one so indolent as she. Nevertheless, I
-left Wisconsin that year for good. Washington had seemingly forgotten
-her. I hunted Ned. Between curses, I caught his opinion of her. She
-was no better than a whore. I saw her mother on the street. The same
-old pinch-beck, jerky-gaited creature that I’d always known.
-
- • • • • •
-
-Perhaps five years passed. The business of hunting a job or something
-or other had bruised my vanity so that I could recognize it. I felt
-old. Avey and my real relation to her, I thought I came to know. I
-wanted to see her. I had been told that she was in New York. As I had
-no money, I hiked and bummed my way there. I got work in a ship-yard
-and walked the streets at night, hoping to meet her. Failing in this,
-I saved enough to pay my fare back home. One evening in early June,
-just at the time when dusk is most lovely on the eastern horizon, I saw
-Avey, indolent as ever, leaning on the arm of a man, strolling under
-the recently lit arc-lights of U Street. She had almost passed before
-she recognized me. She showed no surprise. The puff over her eyes
-had grown heavier. The eyes themselves were still sleepy-large, and
-beautiful. I had almost concluded—indifferent. “You look older,” was
-what she said. I wanted to convince her that I was, so I asked her to
-walk with me. The man whom she was with, and whom she never took the
-trouble to introduce, at a nod from her, hailed a taxi, and drove away.
-That gave me a notion of what she had been used to. Her dress was of
-some fine, costly stuff. I suggested the park, and then added that the
-grass might stain her skirt. Let it get stained, she said, for where it
-came from there are others.
-
- • • • • •
-
-I have a spot in Soldier’s Home to which I always go when I want the
-simple beauty of another’s soul. Robins spring about the lawn all
-day. They leave their footprints in the grass. I imagine that the
-grass at night smells sweet and fresh because of them. The ground is
-high. Washington lies below. Its light spreads like a blush against
-the darkened sky. Against the soft dusk sky of Washington. And when
-the wind is from the South, soil of my homeland falls like a fertile
-shower upon the lean streets of the city. Upon my hill in Soldier’s
-Home. I know the policeman who watches the place of nights. When I go
-there alone, I talk to him. I tell him I come there to find the truth
-that people bury in their hearts. I tell him that I do not come there
-with a girl to do the thing he’s paid to watch out for. I look deep
-in his eyes when I say these things, and he believes me. He comes
-over to see who it is on the grass. I say hello to him. He greets me
-in the same way and goes off searching for other black splotches upon
-the lawn. Avey and I went there. A band in one of the buildings a fair
-distance off was playing a march. I wished they would stop. Their
-playing was like a tin spoon in one’s mouth. I wanted the Howard Glee
-Club to sing “Deep River,” from the road. To sing “Deep River, Deep
-River,” from the road... Other than the first comments, Avey had been
-silent. I started to hum a folk-tune. She slipped her hand in mine.
-Pillowed her head as best she could upon my arm. Kissed the hand that
-she was holding and listened, or so I thought, to what I had to say. I
-traced my development from the early days up to the present time, the
-phase in which I could understand her. I described her own nature and
-temperament. Told how they needed a larger life for their expression.
-How incapable Washington was of understanding that need. How it
-could not meet it. I pointed out that in lieu of proper channels, her
-emotions had overflowed into paths that dissipated them. I talked,
-beautifully I thought, about an art that would be born, an art that
-would open the way for women the likes of her. I asked her to hope, and
-build up an inner life against the coming of that day. I recited some
-of my own things to her. I sang, with a strange quiver in my voice,
-a promise-song. And then I began to wonder why her hand had not once
-returned a single pressure. My old-time feeling about her laziness came
-back. I spoke sharply. My policeman friend passed by. I said hello to
-him. As he went away, I began to visualize certain possibilities. An
-immediate and urgent passion swept over me. Then I looked at Avey.
-Her heavy eyes were closed. Her breathing was as faint and regular as
-a child’s in slumber. My passion died. I was afraid to move lest I
-disturb her. Hours and hours, I guess it was, she lay there. My body
-grew numb. I shivered. I coughed. I wanted to get up and whittle at
-the boxes of young trees. I withdrew my hand. I raised her head to
-waken her. She did not stir. I got up and walked around. I found my
-policeman friend and talked to him. We both came up, and bent over her.
-He said it would be all right for her to stay there just so long as she
-got away before the workmen came at dawn. A blanket was borrowed from
-a neighbor house. I sat beside her through the night. I saw the dawn
-steal over Washington. The Capitol dome looked like a gray ghost ship
-drifting in from sea. Avey’s face was pale, and her eyes were heavy.
-She did not have the gray crimson-splashed beauty of the dawn. I hated
-to wake her. Orphan-woman...
-
-
-
-
- BEEHIVE
-
-
- Within this black hive to-night
- There swarm a million bees;
- Bees passing in and out the moon,
- Bees escaping out the moon,
- Bees returning through the moon,
- Silver bees intently buzzing,
- Silver honey dripping from the swarm of bees
- Earth is a waxen cell of the world comb,
- And I, a drone,
- Lying on my back,
- Lipping honey,
- Getting drunk with silver honey,
- Wish that I might fly out past the moon
- And curl forever in some far-off farmyard flower.
-
-
-
-
- STORM ENDING
-
-
- Thunder blossoms gorgeously above our heads,
- Great, hollow, bell-like flowers,
- Rumbling in the wind,
- Stretching clappers to strike our ears ..
- Full-lipped flowers
- Bitten by the sun
- Bleeding rain
- Dripping rain like golden honey—
- And the sweet earth flying from the thunder.
-
-
-
-
- THEATER
-
-
-Life of nigger alleys, of pool rooms and restaurants and near-beer
-saloons soaks into the walls of Howard Theater and sets them throbbing
-jazz songs. Black-skinned, they dance and shout above the tick and
-trill of white-walled buildings. At night, they open doors to people
-who come in to stamp their feet and shout. At night, road-shows volley
-songs into the mass-heart of black people. Songs soak the walls and
-seep out to the nigger life of alleys and near-beer saloons, of the
-Poodle Dog and Black Bear cabarets. Afternoons, the house is dark, and
-the walls are sleeping singers until rehearsal begins. Or until John
-comes within them. Then they start throbbing to a subtle syncopation.
-And the space-dark air grows softly luminous.
-
-John is the manager’s brother. He is seated at the center of the
-theater, just before rehearsal. Light streaks down upon him from a
-window high above. One half his face is orange in it. One half his
-face is in shadow. The soft glow of the house rushes to, and compacts
-about, the shaft of light. John’s mind coincides with the shaft of
-light. Thoughts rush to, and compact about it. Life of the house and of
-the slowly awakening stage swirls to the body of John, and thrills it.
-John’s body is separate from the thoughts that pack his mind.
-
-Stage-lights, soft, as if they shine through clear pink fingers.
-Beneath them, hid by the shadow of a set, Dorris. Other chorus girls
-drift in. John feels them in the mass. And as if his own body were the
-mass-heart of a black audience listening to them singing, he wants
-to stamp his feet and shout. His mind, contained above desires of
-his body, singles the girls out, and tries to trace origins and plot
-destinies.
-
-A pianist slips into the pit and improvises jazz. The walls awake. Arms
-of the girls, and their limbs, which .. jazz, jazz .. by lifting up
-their tight street skirts they set free, jab the air and clog the floor
-in rhythm to the music. (Lift your skirts, Baby, and talk t papa!)
-Crude, individualized, and yet .. monotonous...
-
-John: Soon the director will herd you, my full-lipped, distant
-beauties, and tame you, and blunt your sharp thrusts in loosely
-suggestive movements, appropriate to Broadway. (O dance!) Soon the
-audience will paint your dusk faces white, and call you beautiful. (O
-dance!) Soon I... (O dance!) I’d like...
-
-Girls laugh and shout. Sing discordant snatches of other jazz songs.
-Whirl with loose passion into the arms of passing show-men.
-
-John: Too thick. Too easy. Too monotonous. Her whom I’d love I’d leave
-before she knew that I was with her. Her? Which? (O dance!) I’d like
-to...
-
-Girls dance and sing. Men clap. The walls sing and press inward. They
-press the men and girls, they press John towards a center of physical
-ecstasy. Go to it, Baby! Fan yourself, and feed your papa! Put ..
-nobody lied .. and take .. when they said I cried over you. No lie!
-The glitter and color of stacked scenes, the gilt and brass and crimson
-of the house, converge towards a center of physical ecstasy. John’s
-feet and torso and his blood press in. He wills thought to rid his mind
-of passion.
-
-“All right, girls. Alaska. Miss Reynolds, please.”
-
-The director wants to get the rehearsal through with.
-
-The girls line up. John sees the front row: dancing ponies. The rest
-are in shadow. The leading lady fits loosely in the front. Lack-life,
-monotonous. “One, two, three—” Music starts. The song is somewhere
-where it will not strain the leading lady’s throat. The dance is
-somewhere where it will not strain the girls. Above the staleness,
-one dancer throws herself into it. Dorris. John sees her. Her
-hair, crisp-curled, is bobbed. Bushy, black hair bobbing about her
-lemon-colored face. Her lips are curiously full, and very red. Her
-limbs in silk purple stockings are lovely. John feels them. Desires
-her. Holds off.
-
-John: Stage-door johnny; chorus-girl. No, that would be all right.
-Dictie, educated, stuck-up; show-girl. Yep. Her suspicion would be
-stronger than her passion. It wouldnt work. Keep her loveliness. Let
-her go.
-
-Dorris sees John and knows that he is looking at her. Her own glowing
-is too rich a thing to let her feel the slimness of his diluted
-passion.
-
-“Who’s that?” she asks her dancing partner.
-
-“Th manager’s brother. Dictie. Nothin doin, hon.”
-
-Dorris tosses her head and dances for him until she feels she has him.
-Then, withdrawing disdainfully, she flirts with the director.
-
-Dorris: Nothin doin? How come? Aint I as good as him? Couldnt I have
-got an education if I’d wanted one? Dont I know respectable folks, lots
-of em, in Philadelphia and New York and Chicago? Aint I had men as good
-as him? Better. Doctors an lawyers. Whats a manager’s brother, anyhow?
-
-Two steps back, and two steps front.
-
-“Say, Mame, where do you get that stuff?”
-
-“Whatshmean, Dorris?”
-
-“If you two girls cant listen to what I’m telling you, I know where I
-can get some who can. Now listen.”
-
-Mame: Go to hell, you black bastard.
-
-Dorris: Whats eatin at him, anyway?
-
-“Now follow me in this, you girls. Its three counts to the right,
-three counts to the left, and then you shimmy—”
-
-John: —and then you shimmy. I’ll bet she can. Some good cabaret, with
-rooms upstairs. And what in hell do you think you’d get from it? Youre
-going wrong. Here’s right: get her to herself—(Christ, but how she’d
-bore you after the first five minutes)—not if you get her right she
-wouldnt. Touch her, I mean. To herself—in some room perhaps. Some
-cheap, dingy bedroom. Hell no. Cant be done. But the point is, brother
-John, it can be done. Get her to herself somewhere, anywhere. Go down
-in yourself—and she’d be calling you all sorts of asses while you were
-in the process of going down. Hold em, bud. Cant be done. Let her go.
-(Dance and I’ll love you!) And keep her loveliness.
-
-“All right now, Chicken Chaser. Dorris and girls. Where’s Dorris? I
-told you to stay on the stage, didnt I? Well? Now thats enough. All
-right. All right there, Professor? All right. One, two, three—”
-
-Dorris swings to the front. The line of girls, four deep, blurs within
-the shadow of suspended scenes. Dorris wants to dance. The director
-feels that and steps to one side. He smiles, and picks her for a
-leading lady, one of these days. Odd ends of stage-men emerge from the
-wings, and stare and clap. A crap game in the alley suddenly ends.
-Black faces crowd the rear stage doors. The girls, catching joy from
-Dorris, whip up within the footlights’ glow. They forget set steps;
-they find their own. The director forgets to bawl them out. Dorris
-dances.
-
-John: Her head bobs to Broadway. Dance from yourself. Dance! O just a
-little more.
-
-Dorris’ eyes burn across the space of seats to him.
-
-Dorris: I bet he can love. Hell, he cant love. He’s too skinny. His
-lips are too skinny. He wouldnt love me anyway, only for that. But I’d
-get a pair of silk stockings out of it. Red silk. I got purple. Cut
-it, kid. You cant win him to respect you that away. He wouldnt anyway.
-Maybe he would. Maybe he’d love. I’ve heard em say that men who look
-like him (what does he look like?) will marry if they love. O will you
-love me? And give me kids, and a home, and everything? (I’d like to
-make your nest, and honest, hon, I wouldnt run out on you.) You will if
-I make you. Just watch me.
-
-Dorris dances. She forgets her tricks. She dances.
-
-Glorious songs are the muscles of her limbs.
-
-And her singing is of canebrake loves and mangrove feastings.
-
-The walls press in, singing. Flesh of a throbbing body, they press
-close to John and Dorris. They close them in. John’s heart beats
-tensely against her dancing body. Walls press his mind within his
-heart. And then, the shaft of light goes out the window high above him.
-John’s mind sweeps up to follow it. Mind pulls him upward into dream.
-Dorris dances...
-John dreams:
-
- Dorris is dressed in a loose black gown splashed with lemon
- ribbons. Her feet taper long and slim from trim ankles. She
- waits for him just inside the stage door. John, collar and tie
- colorful and flaring, walks towards the stage door. There are
- no trees in the alley. But his feet feel as though they step
- on autumn leaves whose rustle has been pressed out of them by
- the passing of a million satin slippers. The air is sweet with
- roasting chestnuts, sweet with bonfires of old leaves. John’s
- melancholy is a deep thing that seals all senses but his eyes,
- and makes him whole.
-
- Dorris knows that he is coming. Just at the right moment she
- steps from the door, as if there were no door. Her face is
- tinted like the autumn alley. Of old flowers, or of a southern
- canefield, her perfume. “Glorious Dorris.” So his eyes speak.
- And their sadness is too deep for sweet untruth. She barely
- touches his arm. They glide off with footfalls softened on the
- leaves, the old leaves powdered by a million satin slippers.
-
- They are in a room. John knows nothing of it. Only, that the
- flesh and blood of Dorris are its walls. Singing walls. Lights,
- soft, as if they shine through clear pink fingers. Soft lights,
- and warm.
-
- John reaches for a manuscript of his, and reads. Dorris, who
- has no eyes, has eyes to understand him. He comes to a dancing
- scene. The scene is Dorris. She dances. Dorris dances. Glorious
- Dorris. Dorris whirls, whirls, dances...
-
- Dorris dances.
-
-The pianist crashes a bumper chord. The whole stage claps. Dorris,
-flushed, looks quick at John. His whole face is in shadow. She seeks
-for her dance in it. She finds it a dead thing in the shadow which is
-his dream. She rushes from the stage. Falls down the steps into her
-dressing-room. Pulls her hair. Her eyes, over a floor of tears, stare
-at the whitewashed ceiling. (Smell of dry paste, and paint, and soiled
-clothing.) Her pal comes in. Dorris flings herself into the old safe
-arms, and cries bitterly.
-
-“I told you nothin doin,” is what Mame says to comfort her.
-
-
-
-
- HER LIPS ARE COPPER WIRE
-
-
- whisper of yellow globes
- gleaming on lamp-posts that sway
- like bootleg licker drinkers in the fog
-
- and let your breath be moist against me
- like bright beads on yellow globes
-
- telephone the power-house
- that the main wires are insulate
-
- (her words play softly up and down
- dewy corridors of billboards)
-
- then with your tongue remove the tape
- and press your lips to mine
- till they are incandescent
-
-
-
-
- CALLING JESUS
-
-
-Her soul is like a little thrust-tailed dog that follows her,
-whimpering. She is large enough, I know, to find a warm spot for it.
-But each night when she comes home and closes the big outside storm
-door, the little dog is left in the vestibule, filled with chills till
-morning. Some one ... eoho Jesus ... soft as a cotton boll brushed
-against the milk-pod cheek of Christ, will steal in and cover it that
-it need not shiver, and carry it to her where she sleeps upon clean hay
-cut in her dreams.
-
- • • • • •
-
-When you meet her in the daytime on the streets, the little dog keeps
-coming. Nothing happens at first, and then, when she has forgotten
-the streets and alleys, and the large house where she goes to bed of
-nights, a soft thing like fur begins to rub your limbs, and you hear a
-low, scared voice, lonely, calling, and you know that a cool something
-nozzles moisture in your palms. Sensitive things like nostrils, quiver.
-Her breath comes sweet as honeysuckle whose pistils bear the life of
-coming song. And her eyes carry to where builders find no need for
-vestibules, for swinging on iron hinges, storm doors.
-
- • • • • •
-
-Her soul is like a little thrust-tailed dog, that follows her,
-whimpering. I’ve seen it tagging on behind her, up streets where
-chestnut trees flowered, where dusty asphalt had been freshly sprinkled
-with clean water. Up alleys where niggers sat on low door-steps before
-tumbled shanties and sang and loved. At night, when she comes home, the
-little dog is left in the vestibule, nosing the crack beneath the big
-storm door, filled with chills till morning. Some one ... eoho Jesus
-... soft as the bare feet of Christ moving across bales of southern
-cotton, will steal in and cover it that it need not shiver, and carry
-it to her where she sleeps: cradled in dream-fluted cane.
-
-
-
-
- BOX SEAT
-
- 1
-
-
-Houses are shy girls whose eyes shine reticently upon the dusk body of
-the street. Upon the gleaming limbs and asphalt torso of a dreaming
-nigger. Shake your curled wool-blossoms, nigger. Open your liver lips
-to the lean, white spring. Stir the root-life of a withered people.
-Call them from their houses, and teach them to dream.
-
-Dark swaying forms of Negroes are street songs that woo virginal houses.
-
-Dan Moore walks southward on Thirteenth Street. The low limbs of
-budding chestnut trees recede above his head. Chestnut buds and
-blossoms are wool he walks upon. The eyes of houses faintly touch him
-as he passes them. Soft girl-eyes, they set him singing. Girl-eyes
-within him widen upward to promised faces. Floating away, they dally
-wistfully over the dusk body of the street. Come on, Dan Moore, come
-on. Dan sings. His voice is a little hoarse. It cracks. He strains to
-produce tones in keeping with the houses’ loveliness. Cant be done. He
-whistles. His notes are shrill. They hurt him. Negroes open gates, and
-go indoors, perfectly. Dan thinks of the house he’s going to. Of the
-girl. Lips, flesh-notes of a forgotten song, plead with him...
-
-Dan turns into a side-street, opens an iron gate, bangs it to. Mounts
-the steps, and searches for the bell. Funny, he cant find it. He
-fumbles around. The thought comes to him that some one passing by might
-see him, and not understand. Might think that he is trying to sneak, to
-break in.
-
-Dan: Break in. Get an ax and smash in. Smash in their faces. I’ll show
-em. Break into an engine-house, steal a thousand horse-power fire
-truck. Smash in with the truck. I’ll show em. Grab an ax and brain
-em. Cut em up. Jack the Ripper. Baboon from the zoo. And then the
-cops come. “No, I aint a baboon. I aint Jack the Ripper. I’m a poor
-man out of work. Take your hands off me, you bull-necked bears. Look
-into my eyes. I am Dan Moore. I was born in a canefield. The hands of
-Jesus touched me. I am come to a sick world to heal it. Only the other
-day, a dope fiend brushed against me— Dont laugh, you mighty, juicy,
-meat-hook men. Give me your fingers and I will peel them as if they
-were ripe bananas.”
-
-Some one might think he is trying to break in. He’d better knock. His
-knuckles are raw bone against the thick glass door. He waits. No one
-comes. Perhaps they havent heard him. He raps again. This time, harder.
-He waits. No one comes. Some one is surely in. He fancies that he sees
-their shadows on the glass. Shadows of gorillas. Perhaps they saw him
-coming and dont want to let him in. He knocks. The tension of his arms
-makes the glass rattle. Hurried steps come towards him. The door opens.
-
-“Please, you might break the glass—the bell—oh, Mr. Moore! I thought
-it must be some stranger. How do you do? Come in, wont you? Muriel?
-Yes. I’ll call her. Take your things off, wont you? And have a seat in
-the parlor. Muriel will be right down. Muriel! Oh Muriel! Mr. Moore to
-see you. She’ll be right down. You’ll pardon me, wont you? So glad to
-see you.”
-
-Her eyes are weak. They are bluish and watery from reading newspapers.
-The blue is steel. It gimlets Dan while her mouth flaps amiably to him.
-
-Dan: Nothing for you to see, old mussel-head. Dare I show you? If I
-did, delirium would furnish you headlines for a month. Now look here.
-Thats enough. Go long, woman. Say some nasty thing and I’ll kill you.
-Huh. Better damned sight not. Ta-ta, Mrs. Pribby.
-
-Mrs. Pribby retreats to the rear of the house. She takes up a
-newspaper. There is a sharp click as she fits into her chair and draws
-it to the table. The click is metallic like the sound of a bolt being
-shot into place. Dan’s eyes sting. Sinking into a soft couch, he closes
-them. The house contracts about him. It is a sharp-edged, massed,
-metallic house. Bolted. About Mrs. Pribby. Bolted to the endless rows
-of metal houses. Mrs. Pribby’s house. The rows of houses belong to
-other Mrs. Pribbys. No wonder he couldn’t sing to them.
-
-Dan: What’s Muriel doing here? God, what a place for her. Whats she
-doing? Putting her stockings on? In the bathroom. Come out of there,
-Dan Moore. People must have their privacy. Peeping-toms. I’ll never
-peep. I’ll listen. I like to listen.
-
-Dan goes to the wall and places his ear against it. A passing street
-car and something vibrant from the earth sends a rumble to him. That
-rumble comes from the earth’s deep core. It is the mutter of powerful
-underground races. Dan has a picture of all the people rushing to put
-their ears against walls, to listen to it. The next world-savior is
-coming up that way. Coming up. A continent sinks down. The new-world
-Christ will need consummate skill to walk upon the waters where huge
-bubbles burst... Thuds of Muriel coming down. Dan turns to the
-piano and glances through a stack of jazz music sheets. “Ji-ji-bo,
-JI-JI-BO!”..
-
-“Hello, Dan, stranger, what brought you here?”
-
-Muriel comes in, shakes hands, and then clicks into a high-armed seat
-under the orange glow of a floor-lamp. Her face is fleshy. It would
-tend to coarseness but for the fresh fragrant something which is the
-life of it. Her hair like an Indian’s. But more curly and bushed
-and vagrant. Her nostrils flare. The flushed ginger of her cheeks is
-touched orange by the shower of color from the lamp.
-
-“Well, you havent told me, you havent answered my question, stranger.
-What brought you here?”
-
-Dan feels the pressure of the house, of the rear room, of the rows of
-houses, shift to Muriel. He is light. He loves her. He is doubly heavy.
-
-“Dont know, Muriel—wanted to see you—wanted to talk to you—to see
-you and tell you that I know what you’ve been through—what pain the
-last few months must have been—”
-
-“Lets dont mention that.”
-
-“But why not, Muriel? I—”
-
-“Please.”
-
-“But Muriel, life is full of things like that. One grows strong and
-beautiful in facing them. What else is life?”
-
-“I dont know, Dan. And I dont believe I care. Whats the use? Lets talk
-about something else. I hear there’s a good show at the Lincoln this
-week.”
-
-“Yes, so Harry was telling me. Going?”
-
-“To-night.”
-
-Dan starts to rise.
-
-“I didnt know. I dont want to keep you.”
-
-“Its all right. You dont have to go till Bernice comes. And she wont be
-here till eight. I’m all dressed. I’ll let you know.”
-
-“Thanks.”
-
-Silence. The rustle of a newspaper being turned comes from the rear
-room.
-
-Muriel: Shame about Dan. Something awfully good and fine about him. But
-he don’t fit in. In where? Me? Dan, I could love you if I tried. I dont
-have to try. I do. O Dan, dont you know I do? Timid lover, brave talker
-that you are. Whats the good of all you know if you dont know that? I
-wont let myself. I? Mrs. Pribby who reads newspapers all night wont.
-What has she got to do with me? She is me, somehow. No she’s not. Yes
-she is. She is the town, and the town wont let me love you, Dan. Dont
-you know? You could make it let me if you would. Why wont you? Youre
-selfish. I’m not strong enough to buck it. Youre too selfish to buck
-it, for me. I wish you’d go. You irritate me. Dan, please go.
-
-“What are you doing now, Dan?”
-
-“Same old thing, Muriel. Nothing, as the world would have it. Living,
-as I look at things. Living as much as I can without—”
-
-“But you cant live without money, Dan. Why dont you get a good job and
-settle down?”
-
-Dan: Same old line. Shoot it at me, sister. Hell of a note, this loving
-business. For ten minutes of it youve got to stand the torture of an
-intolerable heaviness and a hundred platitudes. Well, damit, shoot on.
-
-“To what? my dear. Rustling newspapers?”
-
-“You mustnt say that, Dan. It isnt right. Mrs. Pribby has been awfully
-good to me.”
-
-“Dare say she has. Whats that got to do with it?”
-
-“Oh, Dan, youre so unconsiderate and selfish. All you think of is
-yourself.”
-
-“I think of you.”
-
-“Too much—I mean, you ought to work more and think less. Thats the
-best way to get along.”
-
-“Mussel-heads get along, Muriel. There is more to you than that—”
-
-“Sometimes I think there is, Dan. But I dont know. I’ve tried. I’ve
-tried to do something with myself. Something real and beautiful, I
-mean. But whats the good of trying? I’ve tried to make people, every
-one I come in contact with, happy—”
-
-Dan looks at her, directly. Her animalism, still unconquered by
-zoo-restrictions and keeper-taboos, stirs him. Passion tilts upward,
-bringing with it the elements of an old desire. Muriel’s lips become
-the flesh-notes of a futile, plaintive longing. Dan’s impulse to direct
-her is its fresh life.
-
-“Happy, Muriel? No, not happy. Your aim is wrong. There is no such
-thing as happiness. Life bends joy and pain, beauty and ugliness,
-in such a way that no one may isolate them. No one should want to.
-Perfect joy, or perfect pain, with no contrasting element to define
-them, would mean a monotony of consciousness, would mean death. Not
-happy, Muriel. Say that you have tried to make them create. Say that
-you have used your own capacity for life to cradle them. To start them
-upward-flowing. Or if you cant say that you have, then say that you
-will. My talking to you will make you aware of your power to do so.
-Say that you will love, that you will give yourself in love—”
-
-“To you, Dan?”
-
-Dan’s consciousness crudely swerves into his passions. They flare up in
-his eyes. They set up quivers in his abdomen. He is suddenly over-tense
-and nervous.
-
-“Muriel—”
-
-The newspaper rustles in the rear room.
-
-“Muriel—”
-
-Dan rises. His arms stretch towards her. His fingers and his palms,
-pink in the lamp-light, are glowing irons. Muriel’s chair is close and
-stiff about her. The house, the rows of houses locked about her chair.
-Dan’s fingers and arms are fire to melt and bars to wrench and force
-and pry. Her arms hang loose. Her hands are hot and moist. Dan takes
-them. He slips to his knees before her.
-
-“Dan, you mustnt.”
-
-“Muriel—”
-
-“Dan, really you mustnt. No, Dan. No.”
-
-“Oh, come, Muriel. Must I—”
-
-“Shhh. Dan, please get up. Please. Mrs. Pribby is right in the next
-room. She’ll hear you. She may come in. Dont, Dan. She’ll see you—”
-
-“Well then, lets go out.”
-
-“I cant. Let go, Dan. Oh, wont you please let go.”
-
-Muriel tries to pull her hands away. Dan tightens his grip. He feels
-the strength of his fingers. His muscles are tight and strong. He
-stands up. Thrusts out his chest. Muriel shrinks from him. Dan becomes
-aware of his crude absurdity. His lips curl. His passion chills. He has
-an obstinate desire to possess her.
-
-“Muriel, I love you. I want you, whatever the world of Pribby says.
-Damn your Pribby. Who is she to dictate my love? I’ve stood enough of
-her. Enough of you. Come here.”
-
-Muriel’s mouth works in and out. Her eyes flash and waggle. She
-wrenches her hands loose and forces them against his breast to keep
-him off. Dan grabs her wrists. Wedges in between her arms. Her face is
-close to him. It is hot and blue and moist. Ugly.
-
-“Come here now.”
-
-“Dont, Dan. Oh, dont. What are you killing?”
-
-“Whats weak in both of us and a whole litter of Pribbys. For once in
-your life youre going to face whats real, by God—”
-
-A sharp rap on the newspaper in the rear room cuts between them. The
-rap is like cool thick glass between them. Dan is hot on one side.
-Muriel, hot on the other. They straighten. Gaze fearfully at one
-another. Neither moves. A clock in the rear room, in the rear room,
-the rear room, strikes eight. Eight slow, cool sounds. Bernice. Muriel
-fastens on her image. She smooths her dress. She adjusts her skirt.
-She becomes prim and cool. Rising, she skirts Dan as if to keep the
-glass between them. Dan, gyrating nervously above the easy swing of his
-limbs, follows her to the parlor door. Muriel retreats before him till
-she reaches the landing of the steps that lead upstairs. She smiles
-at him. Dan sees his face in the hall mirror. He runs his fingers
-through his hair. Reaches for his hat and coat and puts them on. He
-moves towards Muriel. Muriel steps backward up one step. Dan’s jaw
-shoots out. Muriel jerks her arm in warning of Mrs. Pribby. She gasps
-and turns and starts to run. Noise of a chair scraping as Mrs. Pribby
-rises from it, ratchets down the hall. Dan stops. He makes a wry face,
-wheels round, goes out, and slams the door.
-
-
- 2
-
-People come in slowly ... mutter, laughs, flutter, whishadwash, “I’ve
-changed my work-clothes—” ... and fill vacant seats of Lincoln
-Theater. Muriel, leading Bernice who is a cross between a washerwoman
-and a blue-blood lady, a washer-blue, a washer-lady, wanders down the
-right aisle to the lower front box. Muriel has on an orange dress.
-Its color would clash with the crimson box-draperies, its color would
-contradict the sweet rose smile her face is bathed in, should she take
-her coat off. She’ll keep it on. Pale purple shadows rest on the planes
-of her cheeks. Deep purple comes from her thick-shocked hair. Orange
-of the dress goes well with these. Muriel presses her coat down from
-around her shoulders. Teachers are not supposed to have bobbed hair.
-She’ll keep her hat on. She takes the first chair, and indicates that
-Bernice is to take the one directly behind her. Seated thus, her eyes
-are level with, and near to, the face of an imaginary man upon the
-stage. To speak to Berny she must turn. When she does, the audience is
-square upon her.
-
-People come in slowly ... “—for my Sunday-go-to-meeting dress. O glory
-God! O shout Amen!” ... and fill vacant seats of Lincoln Theater. Each
-one is a bolt that shoots into a slot, and is locked there. Suppose
-the Lord should ask, where was Moses when the light went out? Suppose
-Gabriel should blow his trumpet! The seats are slots. The seats are
-bolted houses. The mass grows denser. Its weight at first is impalpable
-upon the box. Then Muriel begins to feel it. She props her arm against
-the brass box-rail, to ward it off. Silly. These people are friends of
-hers: a parent of a child she teaches, an old school friend. She smiles
-at them. They return her courtesy, and she is free to chat with Berny.
-Berny’s tongue, started, runs on, and on. O washer-blue! O washer-lady!
-
-Muriel: Never see Dan again. He makes me feel queer. Starts things he
-doesnt finish. Upsets me. I am not upset. I am perfectly calm. I am
-going to enjoy the show. Good show. I’ve had some show! This damn tame
-thing. O Dan. Wont see Dan again. Not alone. Have Mrs. Pribby come in.
-She _was_ in. Keep Dan out. If I love him, can I keep him out? Well
-then, I dont love him. Now he’s out. Who is that coming in? Blind as a
-bat. Ding-bat. Looks like Dan. He mustnt see me. Silly. He cant reach
-me. He wont dare come in here. He’d put his head down like a goring
-bull and charge me. He’d trample them. He’d gore. He’d rape! Berny! He
-won’t dare come in here.
-
-“Berny, who was that who just came in? I havent my glasses.”
-
-“A friend of yours, a _good_ friend so I hear. Mr. Daniel Moore, Lord.”
-
-“Oh. He’s no friend of mine.”
-
-“No? I hear he is.”
-
-“Well, he isnt.”
-
-Dan is ushered down the aisle. He has to squeeze past the knees of
-seated people to reach his own seat. He treads on a man’s corns. The
-man grumbles, and shoves him off. He shrivels close beside a portly
-Negress whose huge rolls of flesh meet about the bones of seat-arms.
-A soil-soaked fragrance comes from her. Through the cement floor
-her strong roots sink down. They spread under the asphalt streets.
-Dreaming, the streets roll over on their bellies, and suck their glossy
-health from them. Her strong roots sink down and spread under the river
-and disappear in blood-lines that waver south. Her roots shoot down.
-Dan’s hands follow them. Roots throb. Dan’s heart beats violently. He
-places his palms upon the earth to cool them. Earth throbs. Dan’s heart
-beats violently. He sees all the people in the house rush to the walls
-to listen to the rumble. A new-world Christ is coming up. Dan comes up.
-He is startled. The eyes of the woman dont belong to her. They look at
-him unpleasantly. From either aisle, bolted masses press in. He doesnt
-fit. The mass grows agitant. For an instant, Dan’s and Muriel’s eyes
-meet. His weight there slides the weight on her. She braces an arm
-against the brass rail, and turns her head away.
-
-Muriel: Damn fool; dear Dan, what did you want to follow me here for?
-Oh cant you ever do anything right? Must you always pain me, and
-make me hate you? I do hate you. I wish some one would come in with a
-horse-whip and lash you out. I wish some one would drag you up a back
-alley and brain you with the whip-butt.
-
-Muriel glances at her wrist-watch.
-
-“Quarter of nine. Berny, what time have you?”
-
-“Eight-forty. Time to begin. Oh, look Muriel, that woman with the
-plume; doesnt she look good! They say she’s going with, oh, whats his
-name. You know. Too much powder. I can see it from here. Here’s the
-orchestra now. O fine! Jim Clem at the piano!”
-
-The men fill the pit. Instruments run the scale and tune. The saxophone
-moans and throws a fit. Jim Clem, poised over the piano, is ready to
-begin. His head nods forward. Opening crash. The house snaps dark. The
-curtain recedes upward from the blush of the footlights. Jazz overture
-is over. The first act is on.
-
-Dan: Old stuff. Muriel—bored. Must be. But she’ll smile and she’ll
-clap. Do what youre bid, you she-slave. Look at her. Sweet, tame woman
-in a brass box seat. Clap, smile, fawn, clap. Do what youre bid. Drag
-me in with you. Dirty me. Prop me in your brass box seat. I’m there, am
-I not? because of you. He-slave. Slave of a woman who is a slave. I’m a
-damned sight worse than you are. I sing your praises, Beauty! I exalt
-thee, O Muriel! A slave, thou art greater than all Freedom because I
-love thee.
-
-Dan fidgets, and disturbs his neighbors. His neighbors glare at him.
-He glares back without seeing them. The man whose corns have been trod
-upon speaks to him.
-
-“Keep quiet, cant you, mister. Other people have paid their money
-besides yourself to see the show.”
-
-The man’s face is a blur about two sullen liquid things that are his
-eyes. The eyes dissolve in the surrounding vagueness. Dan suddenly
-feels that the man is an enemy whom he has long been looking for.
-
-Dan bristles. Glares furiously at the man.
-
-“All right. All right then. Look at the show. I’m not stopping you.”
-
-“Shhh,” from some one in the rear.
-
-Dan turns around.
-
-“Its that man there who started everything. I didnt say a thing to him
-until he tried to start something. What have I got to do with whether
-he has paid his money or not? Thats the manager’s business. Do I look
-like the manager?”
-
-“Shhhh. Youre right. Shhhh.”
-
-“Dont tell me to shhh. Tell him. That man there. He started everything.
-If what he wanted was to start a fight, why didnt he say so?”
-
-The man leans forward.
-
-“Better be quiet, sonny. I aint said a thing about fight, yet.”
-
-“Its a good thing you havent.”
-
-“Shhhh.”
-
-Dan grips himself. Another act is on. Dwarfs, dressed like
-prize-fighters, foreheads bulging like boxing gloves, are led upon
-the stage. They are going to fight for the heavyweight championship.
-Gruesome. Dan glances at Muriel. He imagines that she shudders. His
-mind curves back into himself, and picks up tail-ends of experiences.
-His eyes are open, mechanically. The dwarfs pound and bruise and bleed
-each other, on his eyeballs.
-
-Dan: Ah, but she was some baby! And not vulgar either. Funny how some
-women can do those things. Muriel dancing like that! Hell. She rolled
-and wabbled. Her buttocks rocked. She pulled up her dress and showed
-her pink drawers. Baby! And then she caught my eyes. Dont know what my
-eyes had in them. Yes I do. God, dont I though! Sometimes I think, Dan
-Moore, that your eyes could burn clean ... burn clean ... BURN CLEAN!..
-
-The gong rings. The dwarfs set to. They spar grotesquely, playfully,
-until one lands a stiff blow. This makes the other sore. He commences
-slugging. A real scrap is on. Time! The dwarfs go to their corners
-and are sponged and fanned off. Gloves bulge from their wrists. Their
-wrists are necks for the tight-faced gloves. The fellow to the right
-lets his eyes roam over the audience. He sights Muriel. He grins.
-
-Dan: Those silly women arguing feminism. Here’s what I should have said
-to them. “It should be clear to you women, that the proposition must
-be stated thus:
-
- Me, horizontally above her.
- Action: perfect strokes downward oblique.
- Hence, man dominates because of limitation.
- Or, so it shall be until women learn their stuff.
-
-So framed, the proposition is a mental-filler, Dentist, I
-want gold teeth. It should become cherished of the technical intellect.
-I hereby offer it to posterity as one of the important machine-age
-designs. P. S. It should be noted, that because it _is_ an achievement
-of this age, its growth and hence its causes, up to the point of
-maturity, antedate machinery. Ery...”
-
-The gong rings. No fooling this time. The dwarfs set to. They clinch.
-The referee parts them. One swings a cruel upper-cut and knocks the
-other down. A huge head hits the floor. Pop! The house roars. The
-fighter, groggy, scrambles up. The referee whispers to the contenders
-not to fight so hard. They ignore him. They charge. Their heads jab
-like boxing-gloves. They kick and spit and bite. They pound each other
-furiously. Muriel pounds. The house pounds. Cut lips. Bloody noses.
-The referee asks for the gong. Time! The house roars. The dwarfs bow,
-are made to bow. The house wants more. The dwarfs are led from the
-stage.
-
-Dan: Strange I never really noticed him before. Been sitting there for
-years. Born a slave. Slavery not so long ago. He’ll die in his chair.
-Swing low, sweet chariot. Jesus will come and roll him down the river
-Jordan. Oh, come along, Moses, you’ll get lost; stretch out your rod
-and come across. LET MY PEOPLE GO! Old man. Knows everyone who passes
-the corners. Saw the first horse-cars. The first Oldsmobile. And he was
-born in slavery. I did see his eyes. Never miss eyes. But they were
-bloodshot and watery. It hurt to look at them. It hurts to look in most
-people’s eyes. He saw Grant and Lincoln. He saw Walt—old man, did you
-see Walt Whitman? Did you see Walt Whitman! Strange force that drew me
-to him. And I went up to see. The woman thought I saw crazy. I told
-him to look into the heavens. He did, and smiled. I asked him if he
-knew what that rumbling is that comes up from the ground. Christ, what
-a stroke that was. And the jabbering idiots crowding around. And the
-crossing-cop leaving his job to come over and wheel him away...
-
-The house applauds. The house wants more. The dwarfs are led back. But
-no encore. Must give the house something. The attendant comes out and
-announces that Mr. Barry, the champion, will sing one of his own songs,
-“for your approval.” Mr. Barry grins at Muriel as he wabbles from the
-wing. He holds a fresh white rose, and a small mirror. He wipes blood
-from his nose. He signals Jim Clem. The orchestra starts. A sentimental
-love song, Mr. Barry sings, first to one girl, and then another in the
-audience. He holds the mirror in such a way that it flashes in the face
-of each one he sings to. The light swings around.
-
-Dan: I am going to reach up and grab the girders of this building and
-pull them down. The crash will be a signal. Hid by the smoke and dust
-Dan Moore will arise. In his right hand will be a dynamo. In his left,
-a god’s face that will flash white light from ebony. I’ll grab a girder
-and swing it like a walking-stick. Lightning will flash. I’ll grab
-its black knob and swing it like a crippled cane. Lightning... Some
-one’s flashing ... some one’s flashing... Who in hell is flashing that
-mirror? Take it off me, godam you.
-
-Dan’s eyes are half blinded. He moves his head. The light follows.
-He hears the audience laugh. He hears the orchestra. A man with a
-high-pitched, sentimental voice is singing. Dan sees the dwarf. Along
-the mirror flash the song comes. Dan ducks his head. The audience
-roars. The light swings around to Muriel. Dan looks. Muriel is too
-close. Mr. Barry covers his mirror. He sings to her. She shrinks away.
-Nausea. She clutches the brass box-rail. She moves to face away.
-The audience is square upon her. Its eyes smile. Its hands itch to
-clap. Muriel turns to the dwarf and forces a smile at him. With a
-showy blare of orchestration, the song comes to its close. Mr. Barry
-bows. He offers Muriel the rose, first having kissed it. Blood of his
-battered lips is a vivid stain upon its petals. Mr. Barry offers Muriel
-the rose. The house applauds. Muriel flinches back. The dwarf steps
-forward, diffident; threatening. Hate pops from his eyes and crackles
-like a brittle heat about the box. The thick hide of his face is drawn
-in tortured wrinkles. Above his eyes, the bulging, tight-skinned brow.
-Dan looks at it. It grows calm and massive. It grows profound. It is
-a thing of wisdom and tenderness, of suffering and beauty. Dan looks
-down. The eyes are calm and luminous. Words come from them... Arms
-of the audience reach out, grab Muriel, and hold her there. Claps
-are steel fingers that manacle her wrists and move them forward to
-acceptance. Berny leans forward and whispers:
-
-“Its all right. Go on—take it.”
-
-Words form in the eyes of the dwarf:
-
- Do not shrink. Do not be afraid of me.
- _Jesus_
- See how my eyes look at you.
- _the Son of God_
- I too was made in His image.
- _was once_—
- I give you the rose.
-
-Muriel, tight in her revulsion, sees black, and daintily reaches for
-the offering. As her hand touches it, Dan springs up in his seat and
-shouts:
-
- “JESUS WAS ONCE A LEPER!”
-
-Dan steps down.
-
-He is as cool as a green stem that has just shed its flower.
-
-Rows of gaping faces strain towards him. They are distant, beneath him,
-impalpable. Squeezing out, Dan again treads upon the corn-foot man. The
-man shoves him.
-
-“Watch where youre going, mister. Crazy or no, you aint going to walk
-over me. Watch where youre going there.”
-
-Dan turns, and serenely tweaks the fellow’s nose. The man jumps up. Dan
-is jammed against a seat-back. A slight swift anger flicks him. His
-fist hooks the other’s jaw.
-
-“Now you have started something. Aint no man living can hit me and get
-away with it. Come on on the outside.”
-
-The house, tumultuously stirring, grabs its wraps and follows the men.
-
-The man leads Dan up a black alley. The alley-air is thick and moist
-with smells of garbage and wet trash. In the morning, singing niggers
-will drive by and ring their gongs... Heavy with the scent of rancid
-flowers and with the scent of fight. The crowd, pressing forward, is a
-hollow roar. Eyes of houses, soft girl-eyes, glow reticently upon the
-hubbub and blink out. The man stops. Takes off his hat and coat. Dan,
-having forgotten him, keeps going on.
-
-
-
-
- PRAYER
-
-
- My body is opaque to the soul.
- Driven of the spirit, long have I sought to temper it unto the
- spirit’s longing,
- But my mind, too, is opaque to the soul.
- A closed lid is my soul’s flesh-eye.
- O Spirits of whom my soul is but a little finger,
- Direct it to the lid of its flesh-eye.
- I am weak with much giving.
- I am weak with the desire to give more.
- (How strong a thing is the little finger!)
- So weak that I have confused the body with the soul,
- And the body with its little finger.
- (How frail is the little finger.)
- My voice could not carry to you did you dwell in stars,
- O Spirits of whom my soul is but a little finger..
-
-
-
-
- HARVEST SONG
-
-
- I am a reaper whose muscles set at sundown. All my oats are
- cradled.
- But I am too chilled, and too fatigued to bind them.
- And I hunger.
-
- I crack a grain between my teeth. I do not taste it.
- I have been in the fields all day. My throat is dry.
- I hunger.
-
- My eyes are caked with dust of oatfields at harvest-time.
- I am a blind man who stares across the hills, seeking stack’d
- fields of other harvesters.
-
- It would be good to see them .. crook’d, split, and iron-ring’d
- handles of the scythes. It would be good to see them,
- dust-caked and blind. I hunger.
-
- (Dusk is a strange fear’d sheath their blades are dull’d in.)
- My throat is dry. And should I call, a cracked grain like the oats
- ... eoho—
-
- I fear to call. What should they hear me, and offer me their
- grain, oats, or wheat, or corn? I have been in the fields all
- day. I fear I could not taste it. I fear knowledge of my
- hunger.
-
- My ears are caked with dust of oatfields at harvest-time.
- I am a deaf man who strains to hear the calls of other harvesters
- whose throats are also dry.
-
- It would be good to hear their songs .. reapers of the
- sweet-stalk’d cane, cutters of the corn .. even though their
- throats cracked and the strangeness of their voices deafened
- me.
-
- I hunger. My throat is dry. Now that the sun has set and I am
- chilled, I fear to call. (Eoho, my brothers!)
-
- I am a reaper. (Eoho!) All my oats are cradled. But I am too
- fatigued to bind them. And I hunger. I crack a grain. It has
- no taste to it. My throat is dry...
-
- O my brothers, I beat my palms, still soft, against the stubble of
- my harvesting. (You beat your soft palms, too.) My pain is
- sweet. Sweeter than the oats or wheat or corn. It will not
- bring me knowledge of my hunger.
-
-
-
-
- BONA AND PAUL
-
-
- 1
-
-On the school gymnasium floor, young men and women are drilling. They
-are going to be teachers, and go out into the world .. thud, thud ..
-and give precision to the movements of sick people who all their lives
-have been drilling. One man is out of step. In step. The teacher glares
-at him. A girl in bloomers, seated on a mat in the corner because she
-has told the director that she is sick, sees that the footfalls of the
-men are rhythmical and syncopated. The dance of his blue-trousered
-limbs thrills her.
-
-Bona: He is a candle that dances in a grove swung with pale balloons.
-
-Columns of the drillers thud towards her. He is in the front row. He is
-in no row at all. Bona can look close at him. His red-brown face—
-
-Bona: He is a harvest moon. He is an autumn leaf. He is a nigger. Bona!
-But dont all the dorm girls say so? And dont you, when you are sane,
-say so? Thats why I love—Oh, nonsense. You have never loved a man who
-didnt first love you. Besides—
-
-Columns thud away from her. Come to a halt in line formation. Rigid.
-The period bell rings, and the teacher dismisses them.
-
-A group collects around Paul. They are choosing sides for basket-ball.
-Girls against boys. Paul has his. He is limbering up beneath the
-basket. Bona runs to the girl captain and asks to be chosen. The girls
-fuss. The director comes to quiet them. He hears what Bona wants.
-
-“But, Miss Hale, you were excused—”
-
-“So I was, Mr. Boynton, but—”
-
-“—you can play basket-ball, but you are too sick to drill.”
-
-“If you wish to put it that way.”
-
-She swings away from him to the girl captain.
-
-“Helen, I want to play, and you must let me. This is the first time
-I’ve asked and I dont see why—”
-
-“Thats just it, Bona. We have our team.”
-
-“Well, team or no team, I want to play and thats all there is to it.”
-
-She snatches the ball from Helen’s hands, and charges down the floor.
-
-Helen shrugs. One of the weaker girls says that she’ll drop out. Helen
-accepts this. The team is formed. The whistle blows. The game starts.
-Bona, in center, is jumping against Paul. He plays with her. Out-jumps
-her, makes a quick pass, gets a quick return, and shoots a goal from
-the middle of the floor. Bona burns crimson. She fights, and tries to
-guard him. One of her team-mates advises her not to play so hard. Paul
-shoots his second goal.
-
-Bona begins to feel a little dizzy and all in. She drives on. Almost
-hugs Paul to guard him. Near the basket, he attempts to shoot, and Bona
-lunges into his body and tries to beat his arms. His elbow, going up,
-gives her a sharp crack on the jaw. She whirls. He catches her. Her
-body stiffens. Then becomes strangely vibrant, and bursts to a swift
-life within her anger. He is about to give way before her hatred when
-a new passion flares at him and makes his stomach fall. Bona squeezes
-him. He suddenly feels stifled, and wonders why in hell the ring of
-silly gaping faces that’s caked about him doesnt make way and give
-him air. He has a swift illusion that it is himself who has been
-struck. He looks at Bona. Whir. Whir. They seem to be human distortions
-spinning tensely in a fog. Spinning .. dizzy .. spinning... Bona
-jerks herself free, flushes a startling crimson, breaks through the
-bewildered teams, and rushes from the hall.
-
-
- 2
-
-Paul is in his room of two windows.
-
-Outside, the South-Side L track cuts them in two.
-
-Bona is one window. One window, Paul.
-
-Hurtling Loop-jammed L trains throw them in swift shadow.
-
-Paul goes to his. Gray slanting roofs of houses are tinted lavender
-in the setting sun. Paul follows the sun, over the stock-yards where
-a fresh stench is just arising, across wheat lands that are still
-waving above their stubble, into the sun. Paul follows the sun to a
-pine-matted hillock in Georgia. He sees the slanting roofs of gray
-unpainted cabins tinted lavender. A Negress chants a lullaby beneath
-the mate-eyes of a southern planter. Her breasts are ample for the
-suckling of a song. She weans it, and sends it, curiously weaving,
-among lush melodies of cane and corn. Paul follows the sun into himself
-in Chicago.
-
-He is at Bona’s window.
-
-With his own glow he looks through a dark pane.
-
- • • • • •
-
-Paul’s room-mate comes in.
-
-“Say, Paul, I’ve got a date for you. Come on. Shake a leg, will you?”
-
-His blonde hair is combed slick. His vest is snug about him.
-
-He is like the electric light which he snaps on.
-
-“Whatdoysay, Paul? Get a wiggle on. Come on. We havent got much time by
-the time we eat and dress and everything.”
-
-His bustling concentrates on the brushing of his hair.
-
-Art: What in hell’s getting into Paul of late, anyway? Christ, but he’s
-getting moony. Its his blood. Dark blood: moony. Doesnt get anywhere
-unless you boost it. You’ve got to keep it going—
-
-“Say, Paul!”
-
-—or it’ll go to sleep on you. Dark blood; nigger? Thats what those
-jealous she-hens say. Not Bona though, or she .. from the South ..
-wouldnt want me to fix a date for him and her. Hell of a thing, that
-Paul’s dark: you’ve got to always be answering questions.
-
-“Say, Paul, for Christ’s sake leave that window, cant you?”
-
-“Whats it, Art?”
-
-“Hell, I’ve told you about fifty times. Got a date for you. Come on.”
-
-“With who?”
-
-Art: He didnt use to ask; now he does. Getting up in the air. Getting
-funny.
-
-“Heres your hat. Want a smoke? Paul! Here. I’ve got a match. Now come
-on and I’ll tell you all about it on the way to supper.”
-
-Paul: He’s going to Life this time. No doubt of that. Quit your
-kidding. Some day, dear Art, I’m going to kick the living slats out of
-you, and you wont know what I’ve done it for. And your slats will bring
-forth Life .. beautiful woman...
-
-_Pure Food Restaurant._
-
-“Bring me some soup with a lot of crackers, understand? And then a
-roast-beef dinner. Same for you, eh, Paul? Now as I was saying, you’ve
-got a swell chance with her. And she’s game. Best proof: she dont give
-a damn what the dorm girls say about you and her in the gym, or about
-the funny looks that Boynton gives her, or about what they say about,
-well, hell, you know, Paul. And say, Paul, she’s a sweetheart. Tall,
-not puffy and pretty, more serious and deep—the kind you like these
-days. And they say she’s got a car. And say, she’s on fire. But you
-know all about that. She got Helen to fix it up with me. The four of
-us—remember the last party? Crimson Gardens! Boy!”
-
-Paul’s eyes take on a light that Art can settle in.
-
-
- 3
-
-Art has on his patent-leather pumps and fancy vest. A loose fall coat
-is swung across his arm. His face has been massaged, and over a close
-shave, powdered. It is a healthy pink the blue of evening tints a
-purple pallor. Art is happy and confident in the good looks that his
-mirror gave him. Bubbling over with a joy he must spend now if the
-night is to contain it all. His bubbles, too, are curiously tinted
-purple as Paul watches them. Paul, contrary to what he had thought he
-would be like, is cool like the dusk, and like the dusk, detached.
-His dark face is a floating shade in evening’s shadow. He sees Art,
-curiously. Art is a purple fluid, carbon-charged, that effervesces
-besides him. He loves Art. But is it not queer, this pale purple
-facsimile of a red-blooded Norwegian friend of his? Perhaps for some
-reason, white skins are not supposed to live at night. Surely, enough
-nights would transform them fantastically, or kill them. And their red
-passion? Night paled that too, and made it moony. Moony. Thats what Art
-thought of him. Bona didnt, even in the daytime. Bona, would she be
-pale? Impossible. Not that red glow. But the conviction did not set his
-emotion flowing.
-
-“Come right in, wont you? The young ladies will be right down. Oh, Mr.
-Carlstrom, do play something for us while you are waiting. We just
-love to listen to your music. You play so well.”
-
-Houses, and dorm sitting-rooms are places where white faces seclude
-themselves at night. There is a reason...
-
-Art sat on the piano and simply tore it down. Jazz. The picture of Our
-Poets hung perilously.
-
-Paul: I’ve got to get the kid to play that stuff for me in the daytime.
-Might be different. More himself. More nigger. Different? There is.
-Curious, though.
-
-The girls come in. Art stops playing, and almost immediately takes up a
-petty quarrel, where he had last left it, with Helen.
-
-Bona, black-hair curled staccato, sharply contrasting with Helen’s
-puffy yellow, holds Paul’s hand. She squeezes it. Her own emotion
-supplements the return pressure. And then, for no tangible reason, her
-spirits drop. Without them, she is nervous, and slightly afraid. She
-resents this. Paul’s eyes are critical. She resents Paul. She flares at
-him. She flares to poise and security.
-
-“Shall we be on our way?”
-
-“Yes, Bona, certainly.”
-
- • • • • •
-
-The Boulevard is sleek in asphalt, and, with arc-lights and
-limousines, aglow. Dry leaves scamper behind the whir of cars. The
-scent of exploded gasoline that mingles with them is faintly sweet.
-Mellow stone mansions over-shadow clapboard homes which now resemble
-Negro shanties in some southern alley. Bona and Paul, and Art and
-Helen, move along an island-like, far-stretching strip of leaf-soft
-ground. Above them, worlds of shadow-planes and solids, silently
-moving. As if on one of these, Paul looks down on Bona. No doubt of it:
-her face is pale. She is talking. Her words have no feel to them. One
-sees them. They are pink petals that fall upon velvet cloth. Bona is
-soft, and pale, and beautiful.
-
-“Paul, tell me something about yourself—or would you rather wait?”
-
-“I’ll tell you anything you’d like to know.”
-
-“Not what I want to know, Paul; what you want to tell me.”
-
-“You have the beauty of a gem fathoms under sea.”
-
-“I feel that, but I dont want to be. I want to be near you. Perhaps I
-will be if I tell you something. Paul, I love you.”
-
-The sea casts up its jewel into his hands, and burns them furiously. To
-tuck her arm under his and hold her hand will ease the burn.
-
-“What can I say to you, brave dear woman—I cant talk love. Love is a
-dry grain in my mouth unless it is wet with kisses.”
-
-“You would dare? right here on the Boulevard? before Arthur and Helen?”
-
-“Before myself? I dare.”
-
-“Here then.”
-
-Bona, in the slim shadow of a tree trunk, pulls Paul to her. Suddenly
-she stiffens. Stops.
-
-“But you have not said you love me.”
-
-“I cant—yet—Bona.”
-
-“Ach, you never will. Youre cold. Cold.”
-
-Bona: Colored; cold. Wrong somewhere.
-
-She hurries and catches up with Art and Helen.
-
-
- 4
-
-Crimson Gardens. Hurrah! So one feels. People ... University of Chicago
-students, members of the stock exchange, a large Negro in crimson
-uniform who guards the door .. had watched them enter. Had leaned
-towards each other over ash-smeared tablecloths and highballs and
-whispered: What is he, a Spaniard, an Indian, an Italian, a Mexican, a
-Hindu, or a Japanese? Art had at first fidgeted under their stares ..
-what are _you_ looking at, you godam pack of owl-eyed hyenas? .. but
-soon settled into his fuss with Helen, and forgot them. A strange thing
-happened to Paul. Suddenly he knew that he was apart from the people
-around him. Apart from the pain which they had unconsciously caused.
-Suddenly he knew that people saw, not attractiveness in his dark skin,
-but difference. Their stares, giving him to himself, filled something
-long empty within him, and were like green blades sprouting in his
-consciousness. There was fullness, and strength and peace about it all.
-He saw himself, cloudy, but real. He saw the faces of the people at
-the tables round him. White lights, or as now, the pink lights of the
-Crimson Gardens gave a glow and immediacy to white faces. The pleasure
-of it, equal to that of love or dream, of seeing this. Art and Bona and
-Helen? He’d look. They were wonderfully flushed and beautiful. Not for
-himself; because they were. Distantly. Who were they, anyway? God, if
-he knew them. He’d come in with them. Of that he was sure. Come where?
-Into life? Yes. No. Into the Crimson Gardens. A part of life. A carbon
-bubble. Would it look purple if he went out into the night and looked
-at it? His sudden starting to rise almost upset the table.
-
-“What in hell—pardon—whats the matter, Paul?”
-
-“I forgot my cigarettes—”
-
-“Youre smoking one.”
-
-“So I am. Pardon me.”
-
-The waiter straightens them out. Takes their order.
-
-Art: What in hell’s eating Paul? Moony aint the word for it. From bad
-to worse. And those godam people staring so. Paul’s a queer fish.
-Doesnt seem to mind... He’s my pal, let me tell you, you horn-rimmed
-owl-eyed hyena at that table, and a lot better than you whoever you
-are... Queer about him. I could stick up for him if he’d only come
-out, one way or the other, and tell a feller. Besides, a room-mate has
-a right to know. Thinks I wont understand. Said so. He’s got a swell
-head when it comes to brains, all right. God, he’s a good straight
-feller, though. Only, moony. Nut. Nuttish. Nuttery. Nutmeg... “What’d
-you say, Helen?”
-
-“I was talking to Bona, thank you.”
-
-“Well, its nothing to get spiffy about.”
-
-“What? Oh, of course not. Please lets dont start some silly argument
-all over again.”
-
-“Well.”
-
-“Well.”
-
-“Now thats enough. Say, waiter, whats the matter with our order? Make
-it snappy, will you?”
-
-Crimson Gardens. Hurrah! So one feels. The drinks come. Four highballs.
-Art passes cigarettes. A girl dressed like a bare-back rider in flaming
-pink, makes her way through tables to the dance floor. All lights are
-dimmed till they seem a lush afterglow of crimson. Spotlights the girl.
-She sings. “Liza, Little Liza Jane.”
-
-Paul is rosy before his window.
-
-He moves, slightly, towards Bona.
-
-With his own glow, he seeks to penetrate a dark pane.
-
-Paul: From the South. What does that mean, precisely, except that
-you’ll love or hate a nigger? Thats a lot. What does it mean except
-that in Chicago you’ll have the courage to neither love or hate. A
-priori. But it would seem that you have. Queer words, arent these,
-for a man who wears blue pants on a gym floor in the daytime. Well,
-never matter. You matter. I’d like to know you whom I look at. Know,
-not love. Not that knowing is a greater pleasure; but that I have
-just found the joy of it. You came just a month too late. Even this
-afternoon I dreamed. To-night, along the Boulevard, you found me cold.
-Paul Johnson, cold! Thats a good one, eh, Art, you fine old stupid
-fellow, you! But I feel good! The color and the music and the song...
-A Negress chants a lullaby beneath the mate-eyes of a southern planter.
-O song!.. And those flushed faces. Eager brilliant eyes. Hard to
-imagine them as unawakened. Your own. Oh, they’re awake all right. “And
-you know it too, dont you Bona?”
-
-“What, Paul?”
-
-“The truth of what I was thinking.”
-
-“I’d like to know I know—something of you.”
-
-“You will—before the evening’s over. I promise it.”
-
-Crimson Gardens. Hurrah! So one feels. The bare-back rider balances
-agilely on the applause which is the tail of her song. Orchestral
-instruments warm up for jazz. The flute is a cat that ripples its fur
-against the deep-purring saxophone. The drum throws sticks. The cat
-jumps on the piano keyboard. Hi diddle, hi diddle, the cat and the
-fiddle. Crimson Gardens .. hurrah! .. jumps over the moon. Crimson
-Gardens! Helen .. O Eliza .. rabbit-eyes sparkling, plays up to,
-and tries to placate what she considers to be Paul’s contempt. She
-always does that .. Little Liza Jane... Once home, she burns with
-the thought of what she’s done. She says all manner of snidy things
-about him, and swears that she’ll never go out again when he is along.
-She tries to get Art to break with him, saying, that if Paul, whom
-the whole dormitory calls a nigger, is more to him than she is, well,
-she’s through. She does not break with Art. She goes out as often as
-she can with Art and Paul. She explains this to herself by a piece of
-information which a friend of hers had given her: men like him (Paul)
-can fascinate. One is not responsible for fascination. Not one girl had
-really loved Paul; he fascinated them. Bona didnt; only thought she
-did. Time would tell. And of course, _she_ didnt. Liza... She plays up
-to, and tries to placate, Paul.
-
-“Paul is so deep these days, and I’m so glad he’s found some one to
-interest him.”
-
-“I dont believe I do.”
-
-The thought escapes from Bona just a moment before her anger at having
-said it.
-
-Bona: You little puffy cat, I do. I do!
-
-Dont I, Paul? her eyes ask.
-
-Her answer is a crash of jazz from the palm-hidden orchestra. Crimson
-Gardens is a body whose blood flows to a clot upon the dance floor. Art
-and Helen clot. Soon, Bona and Paul. Paul finds her a little stiff, and
-his mind, wandering to Helen (silly little kid who wants every highball
-spoon her hands touch, for a souvenir), supple, perfect little dancer,
-wishes for the next dance when he and Art will exchange.
-
-Bona knows that she must win him to herself.
-
-“Since when have men like you grown cold?”
-
-“The first philosopher.”
-
-“I thought you were a poet—or a gym director.”
-
-“Hence, your failure to make love.”
-
-Bona’s eyes flare. Water. Grow red about the rims. She would like to
-tear away from him and dash across the clotted floor.
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“Mental concepts rule you. If they were flush with mine—good. I dont
-believe they are.”
-
-“How do you know, Mr. Philosopher?”
-
-“Mostly a priori.”
-
-“You talk well for a gym director.”
-
-“And you—”
-
-“I hate you. Ou!”
-
-She presses away. Paul, conscious of the convention in it, pulls her
-to him. Her body close. Her head still strains away. He nearly crushes
-her. She tries to pinch him. Then sees people staring, and lets her
-arms fall. Their eyes meet. Both, contemptuous. The dance takes blood
-from their minds and packs it, tingling, in the torsos of their swaying
-bodies. Passionate blood leaps back into their eyes. They are a dizzy
-blood clot on a gyrating floor.
-
-They know that the pink-faced people have no part in what they feel.
-Their instinct leads them away from Art and Helen, and towards the
-big uniformed black man who opens and closes the gilded exit door.
-The cloak-room girl is tolerant of their impatience over such trivial
-things as wraps. And slightly superior. As the black man swings the
-door for them, his eyes are knowing. Too many couples have passed out,
-flushed and fidgety, for him not to know. The chill air is a shock to
-Paul. A strange thing happens. He sees the Gardens purple, as if he
-were way off. And a spot is in the purple. The spot comes furiously
-towards him. Face of the black man. It leers. It smiles sweetly like a
-child’s. Paul leaves Bona and darts back so quickly that he doesnt give
-the door-man a chance to open. He swings in. Stops. Before the huge
-bulk of the Negro.
-
-“Youre wrong.”
-
-“Yassur.”
-
-“Brother, youre wrong.”
-
-“I came back to tell you, to shake your hand, and tell you that you are
-wrong. That something beautiful is going to happen. That the
-Gardens are purple like a bed of roses would be at dusk. That I
-came into the Gardens, into life in the Gardens with one whom I did
-not know. That I danced with her, and did not know her. That I felt
-passion, contempt and passion for her whom I did not know. That I
-thought of her. That my thoughts were matches thrown into a dark
-window. And all the while the Gardens were purple like a bed of roses
-would be at dusk. I came back to tell you, brother, that white faces
-are petals of roses. That dark faces are petals of dusk. That I am
-going out and gather petals. That I am going out and know her whom I
-brought here with me to these Gardens which are purple like a bed of
-roses would be at dusk.”
-
-Paul and the black man shook hands.
-
-When he reached the spot where they had been standing, Bona was gone.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
- to WALDO FRANK.
-
-
-
-
- KABNIS
-
-
- 1
-
-Ralph Kabnis, propped in his bed, tries to read. To read himself to
-sleep. An oil lamp on a chair near his elbow burns unsteadily. The
-cabin room is spaced fantastically about it. Whitewashed hearth and
-chimney, black with sooty saw-teeth. Ceiling, patterned by the fringed
-globe of the lamp. The walls, unpainted, are seasoned a rosin yellow.
-And cracks between the boards are black. These cracks are the lips the
-night winds use for whispering. Night winds in Georgia are vagrant
-poets, whispering. Kabnis, against his will, lets his book slip down,
-and listens to them. The warm whiteness of his bed, the lamp-light, do
-not protect him from the weird chill of their song:
-
- White-man’s land.
- Niggers, sing.
- Burn, bear black children
- Till poor rivers bring
- Rest, and sweet glory
- In Camp Ground.
-
-Kabnis’ thin hair is streaked on the pillow. His hand strokes the slim
-silk of his mustache. His thumb, pressed under his chin, seems to be
-trying to give squareness and projection to it. Brown eyes stare from
-a lemon face. Moisture gathers beneath his arm-pits. He slides down
-beneath the cover, seeking release.
-
-Kabnis: Near me. Now. Whoever you are, my warm glowing sweetheart,
-do not think that the face that rests beside you is the real Kabnis.
-Ralph Kabnis is a dream. And dreams are faces with large eyes and weak
-chins and broad brows that get smashed by the fists of square faces.
-The body of the world is bull-necked. A dream is a soft face that fits
-uncertainly upon it... God, if I could develop that in words. Give
-what I know a bull-neck and a heaving body, all would go well with
-me, wouldnt it, sweetheart? If I could feel that I came to the South
-to face it. If I, the dream (not what is weak and afraid in me) could
-become the face of the South. How my lips would sing for it, my songs
-being the lips of its soul. Soul. Soul hell. There aint no such thing.
-What in hell was that?
-
-A rat had run across the thin boards of the ceiling. Kabnis thrusts his
-head out from the covers. Through the cracks, a powdery faded red dust
-sprays down on him. Dust of slave-fields, dried, scattered... No use
-to read. Christ, if he only could drink himself to sleep. Something
-as sure as fate was going to happen. He couldnt stand this thing much
-longer. A hen, perched on a shelf in the adjoining room begins to
-tread. Her nails scrape the soft wood. Her feathers ruffle.
-
-“Get out of that, you egg-laying bitch.”
-
-Kabnis hurls a slipper against the wall. The hen flies from her perch
-and cackles as if a skunk were after her.
-
-“Now cut out that racket or I’ll wring your neck for you.”
-
-Answering cackles arise in the chicken yard.
-
-“Why in Christ’s hell cant you leave me alone? Damn it, I wish your
-cackle would choke you. Choke every mother’s son of them in this
-God-forsaken hole. Go away. By God I’ll wring your neck for you if you
-dont. Hell of a mess I’ve got in: even the poultry is hostile. Go way.
-Go way. By God, I’ll...”
-
-Kabnis jumps from his bed. His eyes are wild. He makes for the door.
-Bursts through it. The hen, driving blindly at the window-pane,
-screams. Then flies and flops around trying to elude him. Kabnis
-catches her.
-
-“Got you now, you she-bitch.”
-
-With his fingers about her neck, he thrusts open the outside door and
-steps out into the serene loveliness of Georgian autumn moonlight. Some
-distance off, down in the valley, a band of pine-smoke, silvered gauze,
-drifts steadily. The half-moon is a white child that sleeps upon the
-tree-tops of the forest. White winds croon its sleep-song:
-
- rock a-by baby..
- Black mother sways, holding a white child on her bosom.
- when the bough bends..
- Her breath hums through pine-cones.
- cradle will fall..
- Teat moon-children at your breasts,
- down will come baby..
- Black mother.
-
-Kabnis whirls the chicken by its neck, and throws the head away. Picks
-up the hopping body, warm, sticky, and hides it in a clump of bushes.
-He wipes blood from his hands onto the coarse scant grass.
-
-Kabnis: Thats done. Old Chromo in the big house there will wonder whats
-become of her pet hen. Well, it’ll teach her a lesson: not to make a
-hen-coop of my quarters. Quarters. Hell of a fine quarters, I’ve got.
-Five years ago; look at me now. Earth’s child. The earth my mother. God
-is a profligate red-nosed man about town. Bastardy; me. A bastard son
-has got a right to curse his maker. God...
-
-Kabnis is about to shake his fists heaven-ward. He looks up, and the
-night’s beauty strikes him dumb. He falls to his knees. Sharp stones
-cut through his thin pajamas. The shock sends a shiver over him. He
-quivers. Tears mist his eyes. He writhes.
-
-“God Almighty, dear God, dear Jesus, do not torture me with beauty.
-Take it away. Give me an ugly world. Ha, ugly. Stinking like unwashed
-niggers. Dear Jesus, do not chain me to myself and set these hills
-and valleys, heaving with folk-songs, so close to me that I cannot
-reach them. There is a radiant beauty in the night that touches and
-... tortures me. Ugh. Hell. Get up, you damn fool. Look around. Whats
-beautiful there? Hog pens and chicken yards. Dirty red mud. Stinking
-outhouse. Whats beauty anyway but ugliness if it hurts you? God, he
-doesnt exist, but nevertheless He is ugly. Hence, what comes from
-Him is ugly. Lynchers and business men, and that cockroach Hanby,
-especially. How come that he gets to be principal of a school? Of the
-school I’m driven to teach in? God’s handiwork, doubtless. God and
-Hanby, they belong together. Two godam moral-spouters. Oh, no, I wont
-let that emotion come up in me. Stay down. Stay down, I tell you. O
-Jesus, Thou art beautiful... Come, Ralph, pull yourself together.
-Curses and adoration dont come from what is sane. This loneliness,
-dumbness, awful, intangible oppression is enough to drive a man insane.
-Miles from nowhere. A speck on a Georgia hillside. Jesus, can you
-imagine it—an atom of dust in agony on a hillside? Thats a spectacle
-for you. Come, Ralph, old man, pull yourself together.”
-
-Kabnis has stiffened. He is conscious now of the night wind, and
-of how it chills him. He rises. He totters as a man would who for
-the first time uses artificial limbs. As a completely artificial man
-would. The large frame house, squatting on brick pillars, where the
-principal of the school, his wife, and the boarding girls sleep, seems
-a curious shadow of his mind. He tries, but cannot convince himself
-of its reality. His gaze drifts down into the vale, across the swamp,
-up over the solid dusk bank of pines, and rests, bewildered-like,
-on the court-house tower. It is dull silver in the moonlight. White
-child that sleeps upon the top of pines. Kabnis’ mind clears. He sees
-himself yanked beneath that tower. He sees white minds, with indolent
-assumption, juggle justice and a nigger... Somewhere, far off in
-the straight line of his sight, is Augusta. Christ, how cut off from
-everything he is. And hours, hours north, why not say a lifetime
-north? Washington sleeps. Its still, peaceful streets, how desirable
-they are. Its people whom he had always halfway despised. New York?
-Impossible. It was a fiction. He had dreamed it. An impotent nostalgia
-grips him. It becomes intolerable. He forces himself to narrow to a cabin
-silhouetted on a knoll about a mile away. Peace. Negroes within it are
-content. They farm. They sing. They love. They sleep. Kabnis wonders if
-perhaps they can feel him. If perhaps he gives them bad dreams. Things
-are so immediate in Georgia.
-
-Thinking that now he can go to sleep, he re-enters his room. He builds
-a fire in the open hearth. The room dances to the tongues of flames,
-and sings to the crackling and spurting of the logs. Wind comes up
-between the floor boards, through the black cracks of the walls.
-
-Kabnis: Cant sleep. Light a cigarette. If that old bastard comes over
-here and smells smoke, I’m done for. Hell of a note, cant even smoke.
-The stillness of it: where they burn and hang men, you cant smoke. Cant
-take a swig of licker. What do they think this is, anyway, some sort
-of temperance school? How did I ever land in such a hole? Ugh. One
-might just as well be in his grave. Still as a grave. Jesus, how still
-everything is. Does the world know how still it is? People make noise.
-They are afraid of silence. Of what lives, and God, of what dies in
-silence. There must be many dead things moving in silence. They come
-here to touch me. I swear I feel their fingers... Come, Ralph, pull
-yourself together. What in hell was that? Only the rustle of leaves, I
-guess. You know, Ralph, old man, it wouldnt surprise me at all to see a
-ghost. People dont think there are such things. They rationalize their
-fear, and call their cowardice science. Fine bunch, they are. Damit,
-that was a noise. And not the wind either. A chicken maybe. Hell,
-chickens dont wander around this time of night. What in hell is it?
-
-A scraping sound, like a piece of wood dragging over the ground, is
-coming near.
-
-“Ha, ha. The ghosts down this way havent got any chains to rattle,
-so they drag trees along with them. Thats a good one. But no joke,
-something is outside this house, as sure as hell. Whatever it is, it
-can get a good look at me and I cant see it. Jesus Christ!”
-
-Kabnis pours water on the flames and blows his lamp out. He picks up a
-poker and stealthily approaches the outside door. Swings it open, and
-lurches into the night. A calf, carrying a yoke of wood, bolts away
-from him and scampers down the road.
-
-“Well, I’m damned. This godam place is sure getting the best of me.
-Come, Ralph, old man, pull yourself together. Nights cant last forever.
-Thank God for that. Its Sunday already. First time in my life I’ve ever
-wanted Sunday to come. Hell of a day. And down here there’s no such
-thing as ducking church. Well, I’ll see Halsey and Layman, and get a
-good square meal. Thats something. And Halsey’s a damn good feller.
-Cant talk to him, though. Who in Christ’s world can I talk to? A hen.
-God. Myself... I’m going bats, no doubt of that. Come now, Ralph, go
-in and make yourself go to sleep. Come now .. in the door .. thats
-right. Put the poker down. There. All right. Slip under the sheets.
-Close your eyes. Think nothing .. a long time .. nothing, nothing.
-Dont even think nothing. Blank. Not even blank. Count. No, mustnt count
-Nothing .. blank .. nothing .. blank .. space without stars in it.
-No, nothing .. nothing..
-
-Kabnis sleeps. The winds, like soft-voiced vagrant poets sing:
-
- White-man’s land.
- Niggers, sing.
- Burn, bear black children
- Till poor rivers bring
- Rest, and sweet glory
- In Camp Ground.
-
-
- 2
-
-The parlor of Fred Halsey’s home. There is a seediness about it.
-It seems as though the fittings have given a frugal service to at
-least seven generations of middle-class shop-owners. An open grate
-burns cheerily in contrast to the gray cold changed autumn weather.
-An old-fashioned mantelpiece supports a family clock (not running),
-a figure or two in imitation bronze, and two small group pictures.
-Directly above it, in a heavy oak frame, the portrait of a bearded
-man. Black hair, thick and curly, intensifies the pallor of the high
-forehead. The eyes are daring. The nose, sharp and regular. The poise
-suggests a tendency to adventure checked by the necessities of absolute
-command. The portrait is that of an English gentleman who has retained
-much of his culture, in that money has enabled him to escape being
-drawn through a land-grubbing pioneer life. His nature and features,
-modified by marriage and circumstances, have been transmitted to his
-great-grandson, Fred. To the left of this picture, spaced on the wall,
-is a smaller portrait of the great-grandmother. That here there is
-a Negro strain, no one would doubt. But it is difficult to say in
-precisely what feature it lies. On close inspection, her mouth is seen
-to be wistfully twisted. The expression of her face seems to shift
-before one’s gaze—now ugly, repulsive; now sad, and somehow beautiful
-in its pain. A tin wood-box rests on the floor below. To the right of
-the great-grandfather’s portrait hangs a family group: the father,
-mother, two brothers, and one sister of Fred. It includes himself
-some thirty years ago when his face was an olive white, and his hair
-luxuriant and dark and wavy. The father is a rich brown. The mother,
-practically white. Of the children, the girl, quite young, is like
-Fred; the two brothers, darker. The walls of the room are plastered
-and painted green. An old upright piano is tucked into the corner near
-the window. The window looks out on a forlorn, box-like, whitewashed
-frame church. Negroes are gathering, on foot, driving questionable gray
-and brown mules, and in an occasional Ford, for afternoon service.
-Beyond, Georgia hills roll off into the distance, their dreary aspect
-heightened by the gray spots of unpainted one- and two-room shanties.
-Clumps of pine trees here and there are the dark points the whole
-landscape is approaching. The church bell tolls. Above its squat tower,
-a great spiral of buzzards reaches far into the heavens. An ironic
-comment upon the path that leads into the Christian land... Three
-rocking chairs are grouped around the grate. Sunday papers scattered on
-the floor indicate a recent usage. Halsey, a well-built, stocky fellow,
-hair cropped close, enters the room. His Sunday clothes smell of wood
-and glue, for it is his habit to potter around his wagon-shop even
-on the Lord’s day. He is followed by Professor Layman, tall, heavy,
-loose-jointed Georgia Negro, by turns teacher and preacher, who has
-traveled in almost every nook and corner of the state and hence knows
-more than would be good for anyone other than a silent man. Kabnis,
-trying to force through a gathering heaviness, trails in behind them.
-They slip into chairs before the fire.
-
-Layman: Sholy fine, Mr. Halsey, sholy fine. This town’s right good at
-feedin folks, better’n most towns in th state, even for preachers, but
-I ken say this beats um all. Yassur. Now aint that right, Professor
-Kabnis?
-
-Kabnis: Yes sir, this beats them all, all right—best I’ve had, and
-thats a fact, though my comparison doesnt carry far, y’know.
-
-Layman: Hows that, Professor?
-
-Kabnis: Well, this is my first time out—
-
-Layman: For a fact. Aint seed you round so much. Whats th trouble? Dont
-like our folks down this away?
-
-Halsey: Aint that, Layman. He aint like most northern niggers that way.
-Aint a thing stuck up about him. He likes us, you an me, maybe all—its
-that red mud over yonder—gets stuck in it an cant get out. (Laughs.)
-An then he loves th fire so, warm as its been. Coldest Yankee I’ve ever
-seen. But I’m goin t get him out now in a jiffy, eh, Kabnis?
-
-Kabnis: Sure, I should say so, sure. Dont think its because I dont
-like folks down this way. Just the opposite, in fact. Theres more
-hospitality and everything. Its diff—that is, theres lots of northern
-exaggeration about the South. Its not half the terror they picture it.
-Things are not half bad, as one could easily figure out for himself
-without ever crossing the Mason and Dixie line: all these people
-wouldnt stay down here, especially the rich, the ones that could easily
-leave, if conditions were so mighty bad. And then too, sometime back,
-my family were southerners y’know. From Georgia, in fact—
-
-Layman: Nothin t feel proud about, Professor. Neither your folks nor
-mine.
-
-Halsey (in a mock religious tone): Amen t that, brother Layman. Amen
-(turning to Kabnis, half playful, yet somehow dead in earnest). An Mr.
-Kabnis, kindly remember youre in th land of cotton—hell of a land.
-Th white folks get th boll; th niggers get th stalk. An dont you dare
-touch th boll, or even look at it. They’ll swing y sho. (Laughs.)
-
-Kabnis: But they wouldnt touch a gentleman—fellows, men like us three
-here—
-
-Layman: Nigger’s a nigger down this away, Professor. An only two
-dividins: good an bad. An even they aint permanent categories. They
-sometimes mixes um up when it comes t lynchin. I’ve seen um do it.
-
-Halsey: Dont let th fear int y, though, Kabnis. This county’s a good
-un. Aint been a stringin up I can remember. (Laughs.)
-
-Layman: This is a good town an a good county. But theres some that
-makes up fer it.
-
-Kabnis: Things are better now though since that stir about those
-peonage cases, arent they?
-
-Layman: Ever hear tell of a single shot killin moren one rabbit,
-Professor?
-
-Kabnis: No, of course not, that is, but then—
-
-Halsey: Now I know you werent born yesterday, sprung up so rapid like
-you aint heard of th brick thrown in th hornets’ nest. (Laughs.)
-
-Kabnis: Hardly, hardly, I know—
-
-Halsey: Course y do. (To Layman) See, northern niggers aint as dumb as
-they make out t be.
-
-Kabnis (overlooking the remark): Just stirs them up to sting.
-
-Halsey: T perfection. An put just like a professor should put it.
-
-Kabnis: Thats what actually did happen?
-
-Layman: Well, if it aint sos only because th stingers already movin jes
-as fast as they ken go. An been goin ever since I ken remember, an then
-some mo. Though I dont usually make mention of it.
-
-Halsey: Damn sight better not. Say, Layman, you come from where theyre
-always swarmin, dont y?
-
-Layman: Yassur. I do that, sho. Dont want t mention it, but its a fact.
-I’ve seed th time when there werent no use t even stretch out flat upon
-th ground. Seen um shoot an cut a man t pieces who had died th night
-befo. Yassur. An they didnt stop when they found out he was dead—jes
-went on ahackin at him anyway.
-
-Kabnis: What did you do? What did you say to them, Professor?
-
-Layman: Thems th things you neither does a thing or talks about if y
-want t stay around this away, Professor.
-
-Halsey: Listen t what he’s tellin y, Kabnis. May come in handy some day.
-
-Kabnis: Cant something be done? But of course not. This
-preacher-ridden race. Pray and shout. Theyre in the preacher’s hands.
-Thats what it is. And the preacher’s hands are in the white man’s
-pockets.
-
-Halsey: Present company always excepted.
-
-Kabnis: The Professor knows I wasnt referring to him.
-
-Layman: Preacher’s a preacher anywheres you turn. No use exceptin.
-
-Kabnis: Well, of course, if you look at it that way. I didnt mean— But
-cant something be done?
-
-Layman: Sho. Yassur. An done first rate an well. Jes like Sam Raymon
-done it.
-
-Kabnis: Hows that? What did he do?
-
-Layman: Th white folks (reckon I oughtnt tell it) had jes knocked two
-others like you kill a cow—brained um with an ax, when they caught Sam
-Raymon by a stream. They was about t do fer him when he up an says,
-“White folks, I gotter die, I knows that. But wont y let me die in my
-own way?” Some was fer gettin after him, but th boss held um back an
-says, “Jes so longs th nigger dies—” An Sam fell down ont his knees an
-prayed, “O Lord, Ise comin to y,” an he up an jumps int th stream.
-
-Singing from the church becomes audible. Above it, rising and falling
-in a plaintive moan, a woman’s voice swells to shouting. Kabnis hears
-it. His face gives way to an expression of mingled fear, contempt, and
-pity. Layman takes no notice of it. Halsey grins at Kabnis. He feels
-like having a little sport with him.
-
-Halsey: Lets go t church, eh, Kabnis?
-
-Kabnis (seeking control): All right—no sir, not by a damn sight. Once
-a days enough for me. Christ, but that stuff gets to me. Meaning no
-reflection on you, Professor.
-
-Halsey: Course not. Say, Kabnis, noticed y this morning. What’d y get
-up for an go out?
-
-Kabnis: Couldnt stand the shouting, and thats a fact. We dont have that
-sort of thing up North. We do, but, that is, some one should see to it
-that they are stopped or put out when they get so bad the preacher has
-to stop his sermon for them.
-
-Halsey: Is that th way youall sit on sisters up North?
-
-Kabnis: In the church I used to go to no one ever shouted—
-
-Halsey: Lungs weak?
-
-Kabnis: Hardly, that is—
-
-Halsey: Yankees are right up t th minute in tellin folk how t turn a
-trick. They always were good at talkin.
-
-Kabnis: Well, anyway, they should be stopped.
-
-Layman: Thats right. Thats true. An its th worst ones in th community
-that comes int th church t shout. I’ve sort a made a study of it. You
-take a man what drinks, th biggest licker-head around will come int th
-church an yell th loudest. An th sister whats done wrong, an is always
-doin wrong, will sit down in th Amen corner an swing her arms an shout
-her head off. Seems as if they cant control themselves out in th world;
-they cant control themselves in church. Now dont that sound logical,
-Professor?
-
-Halsey: Reckon its as good as any. But I heard that queer cuss over
-yonder—y know him, dont y, Kabnis? Well, y ought t. He had a run-in
-with your boss th other day—same as you’ll have if you dont walk th
-chalk-line. An th quicker th better. I hate that Hanby. Ornery bastard.
-I’ll mash his mouth in one of these days. Well, as I was sayin, that
-feller, Lewis’s name, I heard him sayin somethin about a stream whats
-dammed has got t cut loose somewheres. An that sounds good. I know th
-feelin myself. He strikes me as knowin a bucketful bout most things,
-that feller does. Seems like he doesnt want t talk, an does, sometimes,
-like Layman here. Damn queer feller, him.
-
-Layman: Cant make heads or tails of him, an I’ve seen lots o queer
-possums in my day. Everybody’s wonderin about him. White folks too.
-He’ll have t leave here soon, thats sho. Always askin questions. An I
-aint seed his lips move once. Pokin round an notin somethin. Noted what
-I said th other day, an that werent fer notin down.
-
-Kabnis: What was that?
-
-Layman: Oh, a lynchin that took place bout a year ago. Th worst I know
-of round these parts.
-
-Halsey: Bill Burnam?
-
-Layman: Na. Mame Lamkins.
-
-Halsey grunts, but says nothing.
-
-The preacher’s voice rolls from the church in an insistent chanting
-monotone. At regular intervals it rises to a crescendo note. The
-sister begins to shout. Her voice, high-pitched and hysterical, is
-almost perfectly attuned to the nervous key of Kabnis. Halsey notices
-his distress, and is amused by it. Layman’s face is expressionless.
-Kabnis wants to hear the story of Mame Lamkins. He does not want to
-hear it. It can be no worse than the shouting.
-
-Kabnis (his chair rocking faster): What about Mame Lamkins?
-
-Halsey: Tell him, Layman.
-
-The preacher momentarily stops. The choir, together with the entire
-congregation, sings an old spiritual. The music seems to quiet the
-shouter. Her heavy breathing has the sound of evening winds that blow
-through pinecones. Layman’s voice is uniformly low and soothing. A
-canebrake, murmuring the tale to its neighbor-road would be more
-passionate.
-
-Layman: White folks know that niggers talk, an they dont mind jes so
-long as nothing comes of it, so here goes. She was in th family-way,
-Mame Lamkins was. They killed her in th street, an some white man seein
-th risin in her stomach as she lay there soppy in her blood like any
-cow, took an ripped her belly open, an th kid fell out. It was living;
-but a nigger baby aint supposed t live. So he jabbed his knife in it an
-stuck it t a tree. An then they all went away.
-
-Kabnis: Christ no! What had she done?
-
-Layman: Tried t hide her husband when they was after him.
-
-A shriek pierces the room. The bronze pieces on the mantel hum. The
-sister cries frantically: “Jesus, Jesus, I’ve found Jesus. O Lord,
-glory t God, one mo sinner is acomin home.” At the height of this, a
-stone, wrapped round with paper, crashes through the window. Kabnis
-springs to his feet, terror-stricken. Layman is worried. Halsey picks
-up the stone. Takes off the wrapper, smooths it out, and reads: “You
-northern nigger, its time fer y t leave. Git along now.” Kabnis knows
-that the command is meant for him. Fear squeezes him. Caves him in. As
-a violent external pressure would. Fear flows inside him. It fills him
-up. He bloats. He saves himself from bursting by dashing wildly from
-the room. Halsey and Layman stare stupidly at each other. The stone,
-the crumpled paper are things, huge things that weight them. Their
-thoughts are vaguely concerned with the texture of the stone, with the
-color of the paper. Then they remember the words, and begin to shift
-them about in sentences. Layman even construes them grammatically.
-Suddenly the sense of them comes back to Halsey. He grips Layman by the
-arm and they both follow after Kabnis.
-
-A false dusk has come early. The countryside is ashen, chill. Cabins
-and roads and canebrakes whisper. The church choir, dipping into a long
-silence, sings:
-
- My Lord, what a mourning,
- My Lord, what a mourning,
- My Lord, what a mourning,
- When the stars begin to fall.
-
-Softly luminous over the hills and valleys, the faint spray of a
-scattered star...
-
-
- 3
-
-A splotchy figure drives forward along the cane- and corn-stalk
-hemmed-in road. A scarecrow replica of Kabnis, awkwardly animate.
-Fantastically plastered with red Georgia mud. It skirts the big house
-whose windows shine like mellow lanterns in the dusk. Its shoulder jogs
-against a sweet-gum tree. The figure caroms off against the cabin door,
-and lunges in. It slams the door as if to prevent some one entering
-after it.
-
-“God Almighty, theyre here. After me. On me. All along the road I saw
-their eyes flaring from the cane. Hounds. Shouts. What in God’s name
-did I run here for? A mud-hole trap. I stumbled on a rope. O God, a
-rope. Their clammy hands were like the love of death playing up and
-down my spine. Trying to trip my legs. To trip my spine. Up and down my
-spine. My spine... My legs... Why in hell didn’t they catch me?”
-
-Kabnis wheels around, half defiant, half numbed with a more immediate
-fear.
-
-“Wanted to trap me here. Get out o there. I see you.”
-
-He grabs a broom from beside the chimney and violently pokes it under
-the bed. The broom strikes a tin wash-tub. The noise bewilders. He
-recovers.
-
-“Not there. In the closet.”
-
-He throws the broom aside and grips the poker. Starts towards the
-closet door, towards somewhere in the perfect blackness behind the
-chimney.
-
-“I’ll brain you.”
-
-He stops short. The barks of hounds, evidently in pursuit, reach him. A
-voice, liquid in distance, yells, “Hi! Hi!”
-
-“O God, theyre after me. Holy Father, Mother of Christ—hell, this aint
-no time for prayer—”
-
-Voices, just outside the door:
-
-“Reckon he’s here.”
-
-“Dont see no light though.”
-
-The door is flung open.
-
-Kabnis: Get back or I’ll kill you.
-
-He braces himself, brandishing the poker.
-
-Halsey (coming in): Aint as bad as all that. Put that thing down.
-
-Layman: Its only us, Professor. Nobody else after y.
-
-Kabnis: Halsey. Layman. Close that door. Dont light that light. For
-godsake get away from there.
-
-Halsey: Nobody’s after y, Kabnis, I’m tellin y. Put that thing down an
-get yourself together.
-
-Kabnis: I tell you they are. I saw them. I heard the hounds.
-
-Halsey: These aint th days of hounds an Uncle Tom’s Cabin, feller.
-White folks aint in fer all them theatrics these days. Theys more
-direct than that. If what they wanted was t get y, theyd have just
-marched right in an took y where y sat. Somebodys down by th branch
-chasin rabbits an atreein possums.
-
-A shot is heard.
-
-Halsey: Got him, I reckon. Saw Tom goin out with his gun. Tom’s pretty
-lucky most times.
-
-He goes to the bureau and lights the lamp. The circular fringe is
-patterned on the ceiling. The moving shadows of the men are huge
-against the bare wall boards. Halsey walks up to Kabnis, takes the
-poker from his grip, and without more ado pushes him into a chair
-before the dark hearth.
-
-Halsey: Youre a mess. Here, Layman. Get some trash an start a fire.
-
-Layman fumbles around, finds some newspapers and old bags, puts them
-in the hearth, arranges the wood, and kindles the fire. Halsey sets a
-black iron kettle where it soon will be boiling. Then takes from his
-hip-pocket a bottle of corn licker which he passes to Kabnis.
-
-Halsey: Here. This’ll straighten y out a bit.
-
-Kabnis nervously draws the cork and gulps the licker down.
-
-Kabnis: Ha. Good stuff. Thanks. Thank y, Halsey.
-
-Halsey: Good stuff! Youre damn right. Hanby there dont think so. Wonder
-he doesnt come over t find out whos burnin his oil. Miserly bastard,
-him. Th boys what made this stuff—are y listenin t me, Kabnis? th boys
-what made this stuff have got th art down like I heard you say youd
-like t be with words. Eh? Have some, Layman?
-
-Layman: Dont think I care for none, thank y jes th same, Mr. Halsey.
-
-Halsey: Care hell. Course y care. Everybody cares around these parts.
-Preachers an school teachers an everybody. Here. Here, take it. Dont
-try that line on me.
-
-Layman limbers up a little, but he cannot quite forget that he is on
-school ground.
-
-Layman: Thats right. Thats true, sho. Shinin is th only business what
-pays in these hard times.
-
-He takes a nip, and passes the bottle to Kabnis. Kabnis is in the
-middle of a long swig when a rap sounds on the door. He almost
-spills the bottle, but manages to pass it to Halsey just as the door
-swings open and Hanby enters. He is a well-dressed, smooth, rich,
-black-skinned Negro who thinks there is no one quite so suave and
-polished as himself. To members of his own race, he affects the manners
-of a wealthy white planter. Or, when he is up North, he lets it be
-known that his ideas are those of the best New England tradition. To
-white men he bows, without ever completely humbling himself. Tradesmen
-in the town tolerate him because he spends his money with them. He
-delivers his words with a full consciousness of his moral superiority.
-
-Hanby: Hum. Erer, Professor Kabnis, to come straight to the point: the
-progress of the Negro race is jeopardized whenever the personal habits
-and examples set by its guides and mentors fall below the acknowledged
-and hard-won standard of its average member. This institution, of which
-I am the humble president, was founded, and has been maintained at a
-cost of great labor and untold sacrifice. Its purpose is to teach our
-youth to live better, cleaner, more noble lives. To prove to the world
-that the Negro race can be just like any other race. It hopes to attain
-this aim partly by the salutary examples set by its instructors. I
-cannot hinder the progress of a race simply to indulge a single member.
-I have thought the matter out beforehand, I can assure you. Therefore,
-if I find your resignation on my desk by to-morrow morning, Mr. Kabnis,
-I shall not feel obliged to call in the sheriff. Otherwise...”
-
-Kabnis: A fellow can take a drink in his own room if he wants to, in
-the privacy of his own room.
-
-Hanby: His room, but not the institution’s room, Mr. Kabnis.
-
-Kabnis: This is my room while I’m in it.
-
-Hanby: Mr. Clayborn (the sheriff) can inform you as to that.
-
-Kabnis: Oh, well, what do I care—glad to get out of this mud-hole.
-
-Hanby: I should think so from your looks.
-
-Kabnis: You neednt get sarcastic about it.
-
-Hanby: No, that is true. And I neednt wait for your resignation either,
-Mr. Kabnis.
-
-Kabnis: Oh, you’ll get that all right. Dont worry.
-
-Hanby: And I should like to have the room thoroughly aired and cleaned
-and ready for your successor by to-morrow noon, Professor.
-
-Kabnis (trying to rise): You can have your godam room right away. I
-dont want it.
-
-Hanby: But I wont have your cursing.
-
-Halsey pushes Kabnis back into his chair.
-
-Halsey: Sit down, Kabnis, till I wash y.
-
-Hanby (to Halsey): I would rather not have drinking men on the
-premises, Mr. Halsey. You will oblige me—
-
-Halsey: I’ll oblige you by stayin right on this spot, this spot, get
-me? till I get damned ready t leave.
-
-He approaches Hanby. Hanby retreats, but manages to hold his dignity.
-
-Halsey: Let me get you told right now, Mr. Samuel Hanby. Now listen t
-me. I aint no slick an span slave youve hired, an dont y think it for
-a minute. Youve bullied enough about this town. An besides, wheres
-that bill youve been owin me? Listen t me. If I dont get it paid in by
-tmorrer noon, Mr. Hanby (he mockingly assumes Hanby’s tone and manner),
-I shall feel obliged t call th sheriff. An that sheriff’ll be myself
-who’ll catch y in th road an pull y out your buggy an rightly attend t
-y. You heard me. Now leave him alone. I’m takin him home with me. I got
-it fixed. Before you came in. He’s goin t work with me. Shapin shafts
-and buildin wagons’ll make a man of him what nobody, y get me? what
-nobody can take advantage of. Thats all...
-
-Halsey burrs off into vague and incoherent comment.
-
-Pause. Disagreeable.
-
-Layman’s eyes are glazed on the spurting fire.
-
-Kabnis wants to rise and put both Halsey and Hanby in their places.
-He vaguely knows that he must do this, else the power of direction
-will completely slip from him to those outside. The conviction is just
-strong enough to torture him. To bring a feverish, quick-passing flare
-into his eyes. To mutter words soggy in hot saliva. To jerk his arms
-upward in futile protest. Halsey, noticing his gestures, thinks it is
-water that he desires. He brings a glass to him. Kabnis slings it to
-the floor. Heat of the conviction dies. His arms crumple. His upper
-lip, his mustache, quiver. Rap! rap, on the door. The sounds slap
-Kabnis. They bring a hectic color to his cheeks. Like huge cold finger
-tips they touch his skin and goose-flesh it. Hanby strikes a commanding
-pose. He moves toward Layman. Layman’s face is innocently immobile.
-
-Halsey: Whos there?
-
-Voice: Lewis.
-
-Halsey: Come in, Lewis. Come on in.
-
-Lewis enters. He is the queer fellow who has been referred to. A tall
-wiry copper-colored man, thirty perhaps. His mouth and eyes suggest
-purpose guided by an adequate intelligence. He is what a stronger
-Kabnis might have been, and in an odd faint way resembles him. As he
-steps towards the others, he seems to be issuing sharply from a vivid
-dream. Lewis shakes hands with Halsey. Nods perfunctorily to Hanby, who
-has stiffened to meet him. Smiles rapidly at Layman, and settles with
-real interest on Kabnis.
-
-Lewis: Kabnis passed me on the road. Had a piece of business of my own,
-and couldnt get here any sooner. Thought I might be able to help in
-some way or other.
-
-Halsey: A good baths bout all he needs now. An somethin t put his mind
-t rest.
-
-Lewis: I think I can give him that. That note was meant for me. Some
-Negroes have grown uncomfortable at my being here—
-
-Kabnis: You mean, Mr. Lewis, some colored folks threw it? Christ
-Amighty!
-
-Halsey: Thats what he means. An just as I told y. White folks more
-direct than that.
-
-Kabnis: What are they after you for?
-
-Lewis: Its a long story, Kabnis. Too long for now. And it might involve
-present company. (He laughs pleasantly and gestures vaguely in the
-direction of Hanby.) Tell you about it later on perhaps.
-
-Kabnis: Youre not going?
-
-Lewis: Not till my month’s up.
-
-Halsey: Hows that?
-
-Lewis: I’m on a sort of contract with myself. (Is about to leave.)
-Well, glad its nothing serious—
-
-Halsey: Come round t th shop sometime why dont y, Lewis? I’ve asked y
-enough. I’d like t have a talk with y. I aint as dumb as I look. Kabnis
-an me’ll be in most any time. Not much work these days. Wish t hell
-there was. This burg gets to me when there aint. (In answer to Lewis’
-question.) He’s goin t work with me. Ya. Night air this side th branch
-aint good fer him. (Looks at Hanby. Laughs.)
-
-Lewis: I see...
-
-His eyes turn to Kabnis. In the instant of their shifting, a vision of
-the life they are to meet. Kabnis, a promise of a soil-soaked beauty;
-uprooted, thinning out. Suspended a few feet above the soil whose
-touch would resurrect him. Arm’s length removed from him whose will
-to help... There is a swift intuitive interchange of consciousness.
-Kabnis has a sudden need to rush into the arms of this man. His eyes
-call, “Brother.” And then a savage, cynical twist-about within him
-mocks his impulse and strengthens him to repulse Lewis. His lips curl
-cruelly. His eyes laugh. They are glittering needles, stitching. With a
-throbbing ache they draw Lewis to. Lewis brusquely wheels on Hanby.
-
-Lewis: I’d like to see you, sir, a moment, if you dont mind.
-
-Hanby’s tight collar and vest effectively preserve him.
-
-Hanby: Yes, erer, Mr. Lewis. Right away.
-
-Lewis: See you later, Halsey.
-
-Halsey: So long—thanks—sho hope so, Lewis.
-
-As he opens the door and Hanby passes out, a woman, miles down the
-valley, begins to sing. Her song is a spark that travels swiftly to the
-near-by cabins. Like purple tallow flames, songs jet up. They spread
-a ruddy haze over the heavens. The haze swings low. Now the whole
-countryside is a soft chorus. Lord. O Lord... Lewis closes the door
-behind him. A flame jets out...
-
-The kettle is boiling. Halsey notices it. He pulls the wash-tub from
-beneath the bed. He arranges for the bath before the fire.
-
-Halsey: Told y them theatrics didnt fit a white man. Th niggers, just
-like I told y. An after him. Aint surprisin though. He aint bowed t
-none of them. Nassur. T nairy a one of them nairy an inch nairy a time.
-An only mixed when he was good an ready—
-
-Kabnis: That song, Halsey, do you hear it?
-
-Halsey: Thats a man. Hear me, Kabnis? A man—
-
-Kabnis: Jesus, do you hear it.
-
-Halsey: Hear it? Hear what? Course I hear it. Listen t what I’m tellin
-y. A man, get me? They’ll get him yet if he dont watch out.
-
-Kabnis is jolted into his fear.
-
-Kabnis: Get him? What do you mean? How? Not lynch him?
-
-Halsey: Na. Take a shotgun an shoot his eyes clear out. Well, anyway, it
-wasnt fer you, just like I told y. You’ll stay over at th house an work
-with me, eh, boy? Good t get away from his nobs, eh? Damn big stiff
-though, him. An youre not th first an I can tell y. (Laughs.)
-
-He bustles and fusses about Kabnis as if he were a child. Kabnis
-submits, wearily. He has no will to resist him.
-
-Layman (his voice is like a deep hollow echo): Thats right. Thats true,
-sho. Everybody’s been expectin that th bust up was comin. Surprised um
-all y held on as long as y did. Teachin in th South aint th thing fer
-y. Nassur. You ought t be way back up North where sometimes I wish I
-was. But I’ve hung on down this away so long—
-
-Halsey: An there’ll never be no leavin time fer y.
-
-
- 4
-
-A month has passed.
-
-Halsey’s workshop. It is an old building just off the main street
-of Sempter. The walls to within a few feet of the ground are of an
-age-worn cement mixture. On the outside they are considerably crumbled
-and peppered with what looks like musket-shot. Inside, the plaster has
-fallen away in great chunks, leaving the laths, grayed and cobwebbed,
-exposed. A sort of loft above the shop proper serves as a break-water
-for the rain and sunshine which otherwise would have free entry to the
-main floor. The shop is filled with old wheels and parts of wheels,
-broken shafts, and wooden litter. A double door, midway the street
-wall. To the left of this, a work-bench that holds a vise and a variety
-of wood-work tools. A window with as many panes broken as whole, throws
-light on the bench. Opposite, in the rear wall, a second window looks
-out upon the back yard. In the left wall, a rickety smoke-blackened
-chimney, and hearth with fire blazing. Smooth-worn chairs grouped about
-the hearth suggest the village meeting-place. Several large wooden
-blocks, chipped and cut and sawed on their upper surfaces are in the
-middle of the floor. They are the supports used in almost any sort of
-wagon-work. Their idleness means that Halsey has no worth-while job on
-foot. To the right of the central door is a junk heap, and directly
-behind this, stairs that lead down into the cellar. The cellar is known
-as “The Hole.” Besides being the home of a very old man, it is used by
-Halsey on those occasions when he spices up the life of the small town.
-
-Halsey, wonderfully himself in his work overalls, stands in the doorway
-and gazes up the street, expectantly. Then his eyes grow listless. He
-slouches against the smooth-rubbed frame. He lights a cigarette. Shifts
-his position. Braces an arm against the door. Kabnis passes the window
-and stoops to get in under Halsey’s arm. He is awkward and ludicrous,
-like a schoolboy in his big brother’s new overalls. He skirts the large
-blocks on the floor, and drops into a chair before the fire. Halsey
-saunters towards him.
-
-Kabnis: Time f lunch.
-
-Halsey: Ya.
-
-He stands by the hearth, rocking backward and forward. He stretches his
-hands out to the fire. He washes them in the warm glow of the flames.
-They never get cold, but he warms them.
-
-Kabnis: Saw Lewis up th street. Said he’d be down.
-
-Halsey’s eyes brighten. He looks at Kabnis. Turns away. Says nothing.
-Kabnis fidgets. Twists his thin blue cloth-covered limbs. Pulls closer
-to the fire till the heat stings his shins. Pushes back. Pokes the
-burned logs. Puts on several fresh ones. Fidgets. The town bell
-strikes twelve.
-
-Kabnis: Fix it up f tnight?
-
-Halsey: Leave it t me.
-
-Kabnis: Get Lewis in?
-
-Halsey: Tryin t.
-
-The air is heavy with the smell of pine and resin. Green logs spurt
-and sizzle. Sap trickles from an old pine-knot into the flames. Layman
-enters. He carries a lunch-pail. Kabnis, for the moment, thinks that he
-is a day laborer.
-
-Layman: Evenin, gen’lemun.
-
-Both: Whats say, Layman.
-
-Layman squares a chair to the fire and droops into it. Several town
-fellows, silent unfathomable men for the most part, saunter in.
-Overalls. Thick tan shoes. Felt hats marvelously shaped and twisted.
-One asks Halsey for a cigarette. He gets it. The blacksmith, a
-tremendous black man, comes in from the forge. Not even a nod from
-him. He picks up an axle and goes out. Lewis enters. The town men look
-curiously at him. Suspicion and an open liking contest for possession
-of their faces. They are uncomfortable. One by one they drift into the
-street.
-
-Layman: Heard y was leavin, Mr. Lewis.
-
-Kabnis: Months up, eh? Hell of a month I’ve got.
-
-Halsey: Sorry y goin, Lewis. Just getting acquainted like.
-
-Lewis: Sorry myself, Halsey, in a way—
-
-Layman: Gettin t like our town, Mr. Lewis?
-
-Lewis: I’m afraid its on a different basis, Professor.
-
-Halsey: An I’ve yet t hear about that basis. Been waitin long enough,
-God knows. Seems t me like youd take pity a feller if nothin more.
-
-Kabnis: Somethin that old black cockroach over yonder doesnt like,
-whatever it is.
-
-Layman: Thats right. Thats right, sho.
-
-Halsey: A feller dropped in here tother day an said he knew what you
-was about. Said you had queer opinions. Well, I could have told him
-you was a queer one, myself. But not th way he was driftin. Didnt mean
-anything by it, but just let drop he thought you was a little wrong up
-here—crazy, y’know. (Laughs.)
-
-Kabnis: Y mean old Blodson? Hell, he’s bats himself.
-
-Lewis: I remember him. We had a talk. But what he found queer, I think,
-was not my opinions, but my lack of them. In half an hour he had
-settled everything: boll weevils, God, the World War. Weevils and wars
-are the pests that God sends against the sinful. People are too weak to
-correct themselves: the Redeemer is coming back. Get ready, ye sinners,
-for the advent of Our Lord. Interesting, eh, Kabnis? but not exactly
-what we want.
-
-Halsey: Y could have come t me. I’ve sho been after y enough. Most
-every time I’ve seen y.
-
-Kabnis (sarcastically): Hows it y never came t us professors?
-
-Lewis: I did—to one.
-
-Kabnis: Y mean t say y got somethin from that
-celluloid-collar-eraser-cleaned old codger over in th mud hole?
-
-Halsey: Rough on th old boy, aint he? (Laughs.)
-
-Lewis: Something, yes. Layman here could have given me quite a deal,
-but the incentive to his keeping quiet is so much greater than anything
-I could have offered him to open up, that I crossed him off my mind.
-And you—
-
-Kabnis: What about me?
-
-Halsey: Tell him, Lewis, for godsake tell him. I’ve told him. But its
-somethin else he wants so bad I’ve heard him downstairs mumblin with th
-old man.
-
-Lewis: The old man?
-
-Kabnis: What about me? Come on now, you know so much.
-
-Halsey: Tell him, Lewis. Tell it t him.
-
-Lewis: Life has already told him more than he is capable of knowing. It
-has given him in excess of what he can receive. I have been offered.
-Stuff in his stomach curdled, and he vomited me.
-
-Kabnis’ face twitches. His body writhes.
-
-Kabnis: You know a lot, you do. How about Halsey?
-
-Lewis: Yes... Halsey? Fits here. Belongs here. An artist in your way,
-arent you, Halsey?
-
-Halsey: Reckon I am, Lewis. Give me th work and fair pay an I aint
-askin nothin better. Went over-seas an saw France; an I come back. Been
-up North; an I come back. Went t school; but there aint no books whats
-got th feel t them of them there tools. Nassur. An I’m atellin y.
-
-A shriveled, bony white man passes the window and enters the shop. He
-carries a broken hatchet-handle and the severed head. He speaks with a
-flat, drawn voice to Halsey, who comes forward to meet him.
-
-Mr. Ramsay: Can y fix this fer me, Halsey?
-
-Halsey (looking it over): Reckon so, Mr. Ramsay. Here, Kabnis. A little
-practice fer y.
-
-Halsey directs Kabnis, showing him how to place the handle in the vise,
-and cut it down. The knife hangs. Kabnis thinks that it must be dull.
-He jerks it hard. The tool goes deep and shaves too much off. Mr.
-Ramsay smiles brokenly at him.
-
-Mr. Ramsay (to Halsey): Still breakin in the new hand, eh, Halsey?
-Seems like a likely enough faller once he gets th hang of it.
-
-He gives a tight laugh at his own good humor. Kabnis burns red. The
-back of his neck stings him beneath his collar. He feels stifled.
-Through Ramsay, the whole white South weighs down upon him. The
-pressure is terrific. He sweats under the arms. Chill beads run down
-his body. His brows concentrate upon the handle as though his own life
-was staked upon the perfect shaving of it. He begins to out and out
-botch the job. Halsey smiles.
-
-Halsey: He’ll make a good un some of these days, Mr. Ramsay.
-
-Mr. Ramsay: Y ought t know. Yer daddy was a good un before y. Runs in
-th family, seems like t me.
-
-Halsey: Thats right, Mr. Ramsay.
-
-Kabnis is hopeless. Halsey takes the handle from him. With a few deft
-strokes he shaves it. Fits it. Gives it to Ramsay.
-
-Mr. Ramsay: How much on this?
-
-Halsey: No charge, Mr. Ramsay.
-
-Mr. Ramsay (going out): All right, Halsey. Come down an take it out in
-trade. Shoe-strings or something.
-
-Halsey: Yassur, Mr. Ramsay.
-
-Halsey rejoins Lewis and Layman. Kabnis, hangdog-fashion, follows him.
-
-Halsey: They like y if y work fer them.
-
-Layman: Thats right, Mr. Halsey. Thats right, sho.
-
-The group is about to resume its talk when Hanby enters. He is all
-energy, bustle, and business. He goes direct to Kabnis.
-
-Hanby: An axle is out in the buggy which I would like to have shaped
-into a crow-bar. You will see that it is fixed for me.
-
-Without waiting for an answer, and knowing that Kabnis will follow, he
-passes out. Kabnis, scowling, silent, trudges after him.
-
-Hanby (from the outside): Have that ready for me by three o’clock,
-young man. I shall call for it.
-
-Kabnis (under his breath as he comes in): Th hell you say, you old
-black swamp-gut.
-
-He slings the axle on the floor.
-
-Halsey: Wheeee!
-
-Layman, lunch finished long ago, rises, heavily. He shakes hands with
-Lewis.
-
-Layman: Might not see y again befo y leave, Mr. Lewis. I enjoys t hear
-y talk. Y might have been a preacher. Maybe a bishop some day. Sho do
-hope t see y back this away again sometime, Mr. Lewis.
-
-Lewis: Thanks, Professor. Hope I’ll see you.
-
-Layman waves a long arm loosely to the others, and leaves. Kabnis goes
-to the door. His eyes, sullen, gaze up the street.
-
-Kabnis: Carrie K.’s comin with th lunch. Bout time.
-
-She passes the window. Her red girl’s-cap, catching the sun, flashes
-vividly. With a stiff, awkward little movement she crosses the
-door-sill and gives Kabnis one of the two baskets which she is
-carrying. There is a slight stoop to her shoulders. The curves of her
-body blend with this to a soft rounded charm. Her gestures are stiffly
-variant. Black bangs curl over the forehead of her oval-olive face.
-Her expression is dazed, but on provocation it can melt into a wistful
-smile. Adolescent. She is easily the sister of Fred Halsey.
-
-Carrie K.: Mother says excuse her, brother Fred an Ralph, fer bein late.
-
-Kabnis: Everythings all right an O.K., Carrie Kate. O.K. an all right.
-
-The two men settle on their lunch. Carrie, with hardly a glance in the
-direction of the hearth, as is her habit, is about to take the second
-basket down to the old man, when Lewis rises. In doing so he draws
-her unwitting attention. Their meeting is a swift sun-burst. Lewis
-impulsively moves towards her. His mind flashes images of her life
-in the southern town. He sees the nascent woman, her flesh already
-stiffening to cartilage, drying to bone. Her spirit-bloom, even now
-touched sullen, bitter. Her rich beauty fading... He wants to— He
-stretches forth his hands to hers. He takes them. They feel like warm
-cheeks against his palms. The sun-burst from her eyes floods up and
-haloes him. Christ-eyes, his eyes look to her. Fearlessly she loves
-into them. And then something happens. Her face blanches. Awkwardly
-she draws away. The sin-bogies of respectable southern colored folks
-clamor at her: “Look out! Be a _good_ girl. A _good_ girl. Look out!”
-She gropes for her basket that has fallen to the floor. Finds it, and
-marches with a rigid gravity to her task of feeding the old man. Like
-the glowing white ash of burned paper, Lewis’ eyelids, wavering, settle
-down. He stirs in the direction of the rear window. From the back yard,
-mules tethered to odd trees and posts blink dumbly at him. They too
-seem burdened with an impotent pain. Kabnis and Halsey are still busy
-with their lunch. They havent noticed him. After a while he turns to
-them.
-
-Lewis: Your sister, Halsey, whats to become of her? What are you going
-to do for her?
-
-Halsey: Who? What? What am I goin t do?..
-
-Lewis: What I mean is, what does she do down there?
-
-Halsey: Oh. Feeds th old man. Had lunch, Lewis?
-
-Lewis: Thanks, yes. You have never felt her, have you, Halsey? Well,
-no, I guess not. I dont suppose you can. Nor can she... Old man?
-Halsey, some one lives down there? I’ve never heard of him. Tell me—
-
-Kabnis takes time from his meal to answer with some emphasis:
-
-Kabnis: Theres lots of things you aint heard of.
-
-Lewis: Dare say. I’d like to see him.
-
-Kabnis: You’ll get all th chance you want tnight.
-
-Halsey: Fixin a little somethin up fer tnight, Lewis. Th three of us an
-some girls. Come round bout ten-thirty.
-
-Lewis: Glad to. But what under the sun does he do down there?
-
-Halsey: Ask Kabnis. He blows off t him every chance he gets.
-
-Kabnis gives a grunting laugh. His mouth twists. Carrie returns from
-the cellar. Avoiding Lewis, she speaks to her brother.
-
-Carrie K.: Brother Fred, father hasnt eaten now goin on th second week,
-but mumbles an talks funny, or tries t talk when I put his hands ont
-th food. He frightens me, an I dunno what t do. An oh, I came near
-fergettin, brother, but Mr. Marmon—he was eatin lunch when I saw
-him—told me t tell y that th lumber wagon busted down an he wanted y t
-fix it fer him. Said he reckoned he could get it t y after he ate.
-
-Halsey chucks a half-eaten sandwich in the fire. Gets up. Arranges his
-blocks. Goes to the door and looks anxiously up the street. The wind
-whirls a small spiral in the gray dust road.
-
-Halsey: Why didnt y tell me sooner, little sister?
-
-Carrie K.: I fergot t, an just remembered it now, brother.
-
-Her soft rolled words are fresh pain to Lewis. He wants to take her
-North with him. What for? He wonders what Kabnis could do for her. What
-she could do for him. Mother him. Carrie gathers the lunch things,
-silently, and in her pinched manner, curtsies, and departs. Kabnis
-lights his after-lunch cigarette. Lewis, who has sensed a change,
-becomes aware that he is not included in it. He starts to ask again
-about the old man. Decides not to. Rises to go.
-
-Lewis: Think I’ll run along, Halsey.
-
-Halsey: Sure. Glad t see y any time.
-
-Kabnis: Dont forget tnight.
-
-Lewis: Dont worry. I wont. So long.
-
-Kabnis: So long. We’ll be expectin y.
-
-Lewis passes Halsey at the door. Halsey’s cheeks form a vacant smile.
-His eyes are wide awake, watching for the wagon to turn from Broad
-Street into his road.
-
-Halsey: So long.
-
-His words reach Lewis halfway to the corner.
-
-
- 5
-
-Night, soft belly of a pregnant Negress, throbs evenly against the
-torso of the South. Night throbs a womb-song to the South. Cane- and
-cotton-fields, pine forests, cypress swamps, sawmills, and factories
-are fecund at her touch. Night’s womb-song sets them singing. Night
-winds are the breathing of the unborn child whose calm throbbing in the
-belly of a Negress sets them somnolently singing. Hear their song.
-
- White-man’s land.
- Niggers, sing.
- Burn, bear black children
- Till poor rivers bring
- Rest, and sweet glory
- In Camp Ground.
-
-Sempter’s streets are vacant and still. White paint on the wealthier
-houses has the chill blue glitter of distant stars. Negro cabins
-are a purple blur. Broad Street is deserted. Winds stir beneath the
-corrugated iron canopies and dangle odd bits of rope tied to horse-
-and mule-gnawed hitching-posts. One store window has a light in it.
-Chesterfield cigarette and Chero-Cola cardboard advertisements are
-stacked in it. From a side door two men come out. Pause, for a last
-word and then say good night. Soon they melt in shadows thicker than
-they. Way off down the street four figures sway beneath iron awnings
-which form a sort of corridor that imperfectly echoes and jumbles what
-they say. A fifth form joins them. They turn into the road that leads
-to Halsey’s workshop. The old building is phosphorescent above deep
-shade. The figures pass through the double door. Night winds whisper in
-the eaves. Sing weirdly in the ceiling cracks. Stir curls of shavings
-on the floor. Halsey lights a candle. A good-sized lumber wagon, wheels
-off, rests upon the blocks. Kabnis makes a face at it. An unearthly
-hush is upon the place. No one seems to want to talk. To move, lest the
-scraping of their feet..
-
-Halsey: Come on down this way, folks.
-
-He leads the way. Stella follows. And close after her, Cora, Lewis, and
-Kabnis. They descend into the Hole. It seems huge, limitless in the
-candle light. The walls are of stone, wonderfully fitted. They have no
-openings save a small iron-barred window toward the top of each. They
-are dry and warm. The ground slopes away to the rear of the building
-and thus leaves the south wall exposed to the sun. The blacksmith’s
-shop is plumb against the right wall. The floor is clay. Shavings have
-at odd times been matted into it. In the right-hand corner, under the
-stairs, two good-sized pine mattresses, resting on cardboard, are on
-either side of a wooden table. On this are several half-burned candles
-and an oil lamp. Behind the table, an irregular piece of mirror hangs
-on the wall. A loose something that looks to be a gaudy ball costume
-dangles from a near-by hook. To the front, a second table holds a lamp
-and several whiskey glasses. Six rickety chairs are near this table.
-Two old wagon wheels rest on the floor. To the left, sitting in a
-high-backed chair which stands upon a low platform, the old man. He
-is like a bust in black walnut. Gray-bearded. Gray-haired. Prophetic.
-Immobile. Lewis’ eyes are sunk in him. The others, unconcerned, are
-about to pass on to the front table when Lewis grips Halsey and so
-turns him that the candle flame shines obliquely on the old man’s
-features.
-
-Lewis: And he rules over—
-
-Kabnis: Th smoke an fire of th forge.
-
-Lewis: Black Vulcan? I wouldnt say so. That forehead. Great woolly
-beard. Those eyes. A mute John the Baptist of a new religion—or a
-tongue-tied shadow of an old.
-
-Kabnis: His tongue is tied all right, an I can vouch f that.
-
-Lewis: Has he never talked to you?
-
-Halsey: Kabnis wont give him a chance.
-
-He laughs. The girls laugh. Kabnis winces.
-
-Lewis: What do you call him?
-
-Halsey: Father.
-
-Lewis: Good. Father what?
-
-Kabnis: Father of hell.
-
-Halsey: Father’s th only name we have fer him. Come on. Lets sit down
-an get t th pleasure of the evenin.
-
-Lewis: Father John it is from now on...
-
-Slave boy whom some Christian mistress taught to read the Bible. Black
-man who saw Jesus in the ricefields, and began preaching to his people.
-Moses- and Christ-words used for songs. Dead blind father of a muted
-folk who feel their way upward to a life that crushes or absorbs them.
-(Speak, Father!) Suppose your eyes could see, old man. (The years hold
-hands. O Sing!) Suppose your lips...
-
-Halsey, does he never talk?
-
-Halsey: Na. But sometimes. Only seldom. Mumbles. Sis says he talks—
-
-Kabnis: I’ve heard him talk.
-
-Halsey: First I’ve ever heard of it. You dont give him a chance. Sis
-says she’s made out several words, mostly one—an like as not cause it
-was “sin.”
-
-Kabnis: All those old fogies stutter about sin.
-
-Cora laughs in a loose sort of way. She is a tall, thin, mulatto woman.
-Her eyes are deep-set behind a pointed nose. Her hair is coarse and
-bushy. Seeing that Stella also is restless, she takes her arm and the
-two women move towards the table. They slip into chairs. Halsey follows
-and lights the lamp. He lays out a pack of cards. Stella sorts them as
-if telling fortunes. She is a beautifully proportioned, large-eyed,
-brown-skin girl. Except for the twisted line of her mouth when she
-smiles or laughs, there is about her no suggestion of the life she’s
-been through. Kabnis, with great mock-solemnity, goes to the corner,
-takes down the robe, and dons it. He is a curious spectacle, acting a
-part, yet very real. He joins the others at the table. They are used
-to him. Lewis is surprised. He laughs. Kabnis shrinks and then glares
-at him with a furtive hatred. Halsey, bringing out a bottle of corn
-licker, pours drinks.
-
-Halsey: Come on, Lewis. Come on, you fellers. Heres lookin at y.
-
-Then, as if suddenly recalling something, he jerks away from the table
-and starts towards the steps.
-
-Kabnis: Where y goin, Halsey?
-
-Halsey: Where? Where y think? That oak beam in th wagon—
-
-Kabnis: Come ere. Come ere. Sit down. What in hell’s wrong with you
-fellers? You with your wagon. Lewis with his Father John. This aint
-th time fer foolin with wagons. Daytime’s bad enough f that. Ere, sit
-down. Ere, Lewis, you too sit down. Have a drink. Thats right. Drink
-corn licker, love th girls, an listen t th old man mumblin sin.
-
-There seems to be no good-time spirit to the party. Something in the
-air is too tense and deep for that. Lewis, seated now so that his eyes
-rest upon the old man, merges with his source and lets the pain and
-beauty of the South meet him there. White faces, pain-pollen, settle
-downward through a cane-sweet mist and touch the ovaries of yellow
-flowers. Cotton-bolls bloom, droop. Black roots twist in a parched
-red soil beneath a blazing sky. Magnolias, fragrant, a trifle futile,
-lovely, far off... His eyelids close. A force begins to heave and
-rise... Stella is serious, reminiscent.
-
-Stella: Usall is brought up t hate sin worse than death—
-
-Kabnis: An then before you have y eyes half open, youre made t love it
-if y want t live.
-
-Stella: Us never—
-
-Kabnis: Oh, I know your story: that old prim bastard over yonder, an
-then old Calvert’s office—
-
-Stella: It wasnt them—
-
-Kabnis: I know. They put y out of church, an then I guess th preacher
-came around an asked f some. But thats your body. Now me—
-
-Halsey (passing him the bottle): All right, kid, we believe y. Here,
-take another. Wheres Clover, Stel?
-
-Stella: You know how Jim is when he’s just out th swamp. Done up in
-shine an wouldnt let her come. Said he’d bust her head open if she went
-out.
-
-Kabnis: Dont see why he doesnt stay over with Laura, where he belongs.
-
-Stella: Ask him, an I reckon he’ll tell y. More than you want.
-
-Halsey: Th nigger hates th sight of a black woman worse than death.
-Sorry t mix y up this way, Lewis. But y see how tis.
-
-Lewis’ skin is tight and glowing over the fine bones of his face. His
-lips tremble. His nostrils quiver. The others notice this and smile
-knowingly at each other. Drinks and smokes are passed around. They pay
-no neverminds to him. A real party is being worked up. Then Lewis opens
-his eyes and looks at them. Their smiles disperse in hot-cold tremors.
-Kabnis chokes his laugh. It sputters, gurgles. His eyes flicker and
-turn away. He tries to pass the thing off by taking a long drink which
-he makes considerable fuss over. He is drawn back to Lewis. Seeing
-Lewis’ gaze still upon him, he scowls.
-
-Kabnis: Whatsha lookin at me for? Y want t know who I am? Well, I’m
-Ralph Kabnis—lot of good its goin t do y. Well? Whatsha keep lookin
-for? I’m Ralph Kabnis. Aint that enough f y? Want th whole family
-history? Its none of your godam business, anyway. Keep off me. Do y
-hear? Keep off me. Look at Cora. Aint she pretty enough t look at? Look
-at Halsey, or Stella. Clover ought t be here an you could look at her.
-An love her. Thats what you need. I know—
-
-Lewis: Ralph Kabnis gets satisfied that way?
-
-Kabnis: Satisfied? Say, quit your kiddin. Here, look at that old man
-there. See him? He’s satisfied. Do I look like him? When I’m dead I
-dont expect t be satisfied. Is that enough f y, with your godam nosin,
-or do you want more? Well, y wont get it, understand?
-
-Lewis: The old man as symbol, flesh, and spirit of the past, what do
-think he would say if he could see you? You look at him, Kabnis.
-
-Kabnis: Just like any done-up preacher is what he looks t me. Jam some
-false teeth in his mouth and crank him, an youd have God Almighty spit
-in torrents all around th floor. Oh, hell, an he reminds me of that
-black cockroach over yonder. An besides, he aint my past. My ancestors
-were Southern blue-bloods—
-
-Lewis: And black.
-
-Kabnis: Aint much difference between blue an black.
-
-Lewis: Enough to draw a denial from you. Cant hold them, can you?
-Master; slave. Soil; and the overarching heavens. Dusk; dawn. They
-fight and bastardize you. The sun tint of your cheeks, flame of
-the great season’s multi-colored leaves, tarnished, burned. Split,
-shredded: easily burned. No use...
-
-His gaze shifts to Stella. Stella’s face draws back, her breasts come
-towards him.
-
-Stella: I aint got nothin f y, mister. Taint no use t look at me.
-
-Halsey: Youre a queer feller, Lewis, I swear y are. Told y so, didnt I,
-girls? Just take him easy though, an he’ll be ridin just th same as any
-Georgia mule, eh, Lewis? (Laughs.)
-
-Stella: I’m goin t tell y somethin, mister. It aint t you, t th Mister
-Lewis what noses about. Its t somethin different, I dunno what. That
-old man there—maybe its him—is like m father used t look. He used t
-sing. An when he could sing no mo, they’d allus come f him an carry
-him t church an there he’d sit, befo th pulpit, aswayin an aleadin
-every song. A white man took m mother an it broke th old man’s heart.
-He died; an then I didnt care what become of me, an I dont now. I dont
-care now. Dont get it in y head I’m some sentimental Susie askin for yo
-sop. Nassur. But theres somethin t yo th others aint got. Boars an kids
-an fools—thats all I’ve known. Boars when their fever’s up. When their
-fever’s up they come t me. Halsey asks me over when he’s off th job.
-Kabnis—it ud be a sin t play with him. He takes it out in talk.
-
-Halsey knows that he has trifled with her. At odd things he has been
-inwardly penitent before her tasking him. But now he wants to hurt her.
-He turns to Lewis.
-
-Halsey: Lewis, I got a little licker in me, an thats true. True’s what
-I said. True. But th stuff just seems t wake me up an make my mind a
-man of me. Listen. You know a lot, queer as hell as y are, an I want
-t ask y some questions. Theyre too high fer them, Stella an Cora an
-Kabnis, so we’ll just excuse em. A chat between ourselves. (Turns to
-the others.) Youall cant listen in on this. Twont interest y. So just
-leave th table t this gen’lemun an myself. Go long now.
-
-Kabnis gets up, pompous in his robe, grotesquely so, and makes as if to
-go through a grand march with Stella. She shoves him off, roughly, and
-in a mood swings her body to the steps. Kabnis grabs Cora and parades
-around, passing the old man, to whom he bows in mock-curtsy. He sweeps
-by the table, snatches the licker bottle, and then he and Cora sprawl
-on the mattresses. She meets his weak approaches after the manner she
-thinks Stella would use.
-
-Halsey contemptuously watches them until he is sure that they are
-settled.
-
-Halsey: This aint th sort o thing f me, Lewis, when I got work
-upstairs. Nassur. You an me has got things t do. Wastin time on
-common low-down women—say, Lewis, look at her now—Stella—aint she
-a picture? Common wench—na she aint, Lewis. You know she aint. I’m
-only tryin t fool y. I used t love that girl. Yassur. An sometimes
-when th moon is thick an I hear dogs up th valley barkin an some old
-woman fetches out her song, an th winds seem like th Lord made them
-fer t fetch an carry th smell o pine an cane, an there aint no big
-job on foot, I sometimes get t thinkin that I still do. But I want t
-talk t y, Lewis, queer as y are. Y know, Lewis, I went t school once.
-Ya. In Augusta. But it wasnt a regular school. Na. It was a pussy
-Sunday-school masqueradin under a regular name. Some goody-goody
-teachers from th North had come down t teach th niggers. If you was
-nearly white, they liked y. If you was black, they didnt. But it wasnt
-that—I was all right, y see. I couldnt stand em messin an pawin over m
-business like I was a child. So I cussed em out an left. Kabnis there
-ought t have cussed out th old duck over yonder an left. He’d a been a
-better man tday. But as I was sayin, I couldnt stand their ways. So I
-left an came here an worked with my father. An been here ever since.
-He died. I set in f myself. An its always been; give me a good job an
-sure pay an I aint far from being satisfied, so far as satisfaction
-goes. Prejudice is everywheres about this country. An a nigger aint
-in much standin anywheres. But when it comes t pottin round an doin
-nothing, with nothin bigger’n an ax-handle t hold a feller down, like
-it was a while back befo I got this job—that beam ought t be—but
-tmorrow mornin early’s time enough f that. As I was sayin, I gets t
-thinkin. Play dumb naturally t white folks. I gets t thinkin. I used
-to subscribe t th _Literary Digest_ an that helped along a bit. But
-there werent nothing I could sink m teeth int. Theres lots I want t ask
-y, Lewis. Been askin y t come around. Couldnt get y. Cant get in much
-tnight. (He glances at the others. His mind fastens on Kabnis.) Say,
-tell me this, whats on your mind t say on that feller there? Kabnis’
-name. One queer bird ought t know another, seems like t me.
-
-Licker has released conflicts in Kabnis and set them flowing. He pricks
-his ears, intuitively feels that the talk is about him, leaves Cora,
-and approaches the table. His eyes are watery, heavy with passion. He
-stoops. He is a ridiculous pathetic figure in his showy robe.
-
-Kabnis: Talkin bout me. I know. I’m th topic of conversation everywhere
-theres talk about this town. Girls an fellers. White folks as well. An
-if its me youre talkin bout, guess I got a right t listen in. Whats
-sayin? Whats sayin bout his royal guts, the Duke? Whats sayin, eh?
-
-Halsey (to Lewis): We’ll take it up another time.
-
-Kabnis: No nother time bout it. Now. I’m here now an talkin’s just
-begun. I was born an bred in a family of orators, thats what I was.
-
-Halsey: Preachers.
-
-Kabnis: Na. Preachers hell. I didnt say wind-busters. Y misapprehended
-me. Y understand what that means, dont y? All right then, y
-misapprehended me. I didnt say preachers. I said orators. O R A T O R S.
-Born one an I’ll die one. You understand me, Lewis. (He turns to
-Halsey and begins shaking his finger in his face.) An as f you, youre
-all right f choppin things from blocks of wood. I was good at that th
-day I ducked th cradle. An since then, I’ve been shapin words after a
-design that branded here. Know whats here? M soul. Ever heard o that?
-Th hell y have. Been shapin words t fit m soul. Never told y that
-before, did I? Thought I couldnt talk. I’ll tell y. I’ve been shapin
-words; ah, but sometimes theyre beautiful an golden an have a taste
-that makes them fine t roll over with y tongue. Your tongue aint fit f
-nothin but t roll an lick hog-meat.
-
-Stella and Cora come up to the table.
-
-Halsey: Give him a shove there, will y, Stel?
-
-Stella jams Kabnis in a chair. Kabnis springs up.
-
-Kabnis: Cant keep a good man down. Those words I was tellin y about,
-they wont fit int th mold thats branded on m soul. Rhyme, y see? Poet,
-too. Bad rhyme. Bad poet. Somethin else youve learned tnight. Lewis
-dont know it all, an I’m atellin y. Ugh. Th form thats burned int my
-soul is some twisted awful thing that crept in from a dream, a godam
-nightmare, an wont stay still unless I feed it. An it lives on words.
-Not beautiful words. God Almighty no. Misshapen, split-gut, tortured,
-twisted words. Layman was feedin it back there that day you thought I
-ran out fearin things. White folks feed it cause their looks are words.
-Niggers, black niggers feed it cause theyre evil an their looks are
-words. Yallar niggers feed it. This whole damn bloated purple country
-feeds it cause its goin down t hell in a holy avalanche of words. I
-want t feed th soul—I know what that is; th preachers dont—but I’ve
-got t feed it. I wish t God some lynchin white man ud stick his knife
-through it an pin it to a tree. An pin it to a tree. You hear me? Thats
-a wish f y, you little snot-nosed pups who’ve been makin fun of me, an
-fakin that I’m weak. Me, Ralph Kabnis weak. Ha.
-
-Halsey: Thats right, old man. There, there. Here, so much exertion
-merits a fittin reward. Help him t be seated, Cora.
-
-Halsey gives him a swig of shine. Cora glides up, seats him, and then
-plumps herself down on his lap, squeezing his head into her breasts.
-Kabnis mutters. Tries to break loose. Curses. Cora almost stifles
-him. He goes limp and gives up. Cora toys with him. Ruffles his hair.
-Braids it. Parts it in the middle. Stella smiles contemptuously. And
-then a sudden anger sweeps her. She would like to lash Cora from the
-place. She’d like to take Kabnis to some distant pine grove and nurse
-and mother him. Her eyes flash. A quick tensioning throws her breasts
-and neck into a poised strain. She starts towards them. Halsey grabs
-her arm and pulls her to him. She struggles. Halsey pins her arms and
-kisses her. She settles, spurting like a pine-knot afire.
-
-Lewis finds himself completely cut out. The glowing within him
-subsides. It is followed by a dead chill. Kabnis, Carrie, Stella,
-Halsey, Cora, the old man, the cellar, and the work-shop, the southern
-town descend upon him. Their pain is too intense. He cannot stand it.
-He bolts from the table. Leaps up the stairs. Plunges through the
-work-shop and out into the night.
-
-
- 6
-
-The cellar swims in a pale phosphorescence. The table, the chairs,
-the figure of the old man are amœba-like shadows which move about and
-float in it. In the corner under the steps, close to the floor, a
-solid blackness. A sound comes from it. A forcible yawn. Part of the
-blackness detaches itself so that it may be seen against the grayness
-of the wall. It moves forward and then seems to be clothing itself in
-odd dangling bits of shadow. The voice of Halsey, vibrant and deepened,
-calls.
-
-Halsey: Kabnis. Cora. Stella.
-
-He gets no response. He wants to get them up, to get on the job. He is
-intolerant of their sleepiness.
-
-Halsey: Kabnis! Stella! Cora!
-
-Gutturals, jerky and impeded, tell that he is shaking them.
-
-Halsey: Come now, up with you.
-
-Kabnis (sleepily and still more or less intoxicated): Whats th big
-idea? What in hell—
-
-Halsey: Work. But never you mind about that. Up with you.
-
-Cora: Oooooo! Look here, mister, I aint used t bein thrown int th
-street befo day.
-
-Stella: Any bunk whats worked is worth in wages moren this. But come
-on. Taint no use t arger.
-
-Kabnis: I’ll arger. Its preposterous—
-
-The girls interrupt him with none too pleasant laughs.
-
-Kabnis: Thats what I said. Know what it means, dont y? All right, then.
-I said its preposterous t root an artist out o bed at this ungodly
-hour, when there aint no use t it. You can start your damned old work.
-Nobody’s stoppin y. But what we got t get up for? Fraid somebody’ll
-see th girls leavin? Some sport, you are. I hand it t y.
-
-Halsey: Up you get, all th same.
-
-Kabnis: Oh, th hell you say.
-
-Halsey: Well, son, seeing that I’m th kind-hearted father, I’ll give y
-chance t open your eyes. But up y get when I come down.
-
-He mounts the steps to the work-shop and starts a fire in the hearth.
-In the yard he finds some chunks of coal which he brings in and throws
-on the fire. He puts a kettle on to boil. The wagon draws him. He lifts
-an oak-beam, fingers it, and becomes abstracted. Then comes to himself
-and places the beam upon the work-bench. He looks over some newly
-cut wooden spokes. He goes to the fire and pokes it. The coals are
-red-hot. With a pair of long prongs he picks them up and places them
-in a thick iron bucket. This he carries downstairs. Outside, darkness
-has given way to the impalpable grayness of dawn. This early morning
-light, seeping through the four barred cellar windows, is the color of
-the stony walls. It seems to be an emanation from them. Halsey’s coals
-throw out a rich warm glow. He sets them on the floor, a safe distance
-from the beds.
-
-Halsey: No foolin now. Come. Up with you.
-
-Other than a soft rustling, there is no sound as the girls slip into
-their clothes. Kabnis still lies in bed.
-
-Stella (to Halsey): Reckon y could spare us a light?
-
-Halsey strikes a match, lights a cigarette, and then bends over and
-touches flame to the two candles on the table between the beds. Kabnis
-asks for a cigarette. Halsey hands him his and takes a fresh one for
-himself. The girls, before the mirror, are doing up their hair. It is
-bushy hair that has gone through some straightening process. Character,
-however, has not all been ironed out. As they kneel there, heavy-eyed
-and dusky, and throwing grotesque moving shadows on the wall, they are
-two princesses in Africa going through the early-morning ablutions of
-their pagan prayers. Finished, they come forward to stretch their hands
-and warm them over the glowing coals. Red dusk of a Georgia sunset,
-their heavy, coal-lit faces... Kabnis suddenly recalls something.
-
-Kabnis: Th old man talked last night.
-
-Stella: An so did you.
-
-Halsey: In your dreams.
-
-Kabnis: I tell y, he did. I know what I’m talkin about. I’ll tell y
-what he said. Wait now, lemme see.
-
-Halsey: Look out, brother, th old man’ll be getting int you by way o
-dreams. Come, Stel, ready? Cora? Coffee an eggs f both of you.
-
-Halsey goes upstairs.
-
-Stella: Gettin generous, aint he?
-
-She blows the candles out. Says nothing to Kabnis. Then she and Cora
-follow after Halsey. Kabnis, left to himself, tries to rise. He has
-slept in his robe. His robe trips him. Finally, he manages to stand
-up. He starts across the floor. Half-way to the old man, he falls and
-lies quite still. Perhaps an hour passes. Light of a new sun is about
-to filter through the windows. Kabnis slowly rises to support upon his
-elbows. He looks hard, and internally gathers himself together. The
-side face of Father John is in the direct line of his eyes. He scowls
-at him. No one is around. Words gush from Kabnis.
-
-Kabnis: You sit there like a black hound spiked to an ivory pedestal.
-An all night long I heard you murmurin that devilish word. They thought
-I didnt hear y, but I did. Mumblin, feedin that ornery thing thats
-livin on my insides. Father John. Father of Satan, more likely. What
-does it mean t you? Youre dead already. Death. What does it mean t you?
-To you who died way back there in th ’sixties. What are y throwin it
-in my throat for? Whats it goin t get y? A good smashin in th mouth,
-thats what. My fist’ll sink int y black mush face clear t y guts—if y
-got any. Dont believe y have. Never seen signs of none. Death. Death.
-Sin an Death. All night long y mumbled death. (He forgets the old man
-as his mind begins to play with the word and its associations.) Death
-... these clammy floors ... just like th place they used t stow away th
-worn-out, no-count niggers in th days of slavery ... that was long ago;
-not so long ago ... no windows (he rises higher on his elbows to verify
-this assertion. He looks around, and, seeing no one but the old man,
-calls.) Halsey! Halsey! Gone an left me. Just like a nigger. I thought
-he was a nigger all th time. Now I know it. Ditch y when it comes right
-down t it. Damn him anyway. Godam him. (He looks and re-sees the old
-man.) Eh, you? T hell with you too. What do I care whether you can see
-or hear? You know what hell is cause youve been there. Its a feelin an
-its ragin in my soul in a way that’ll pop out of me an run you through,
-an scorch y, an burn an rip your soul. Your soul. Ha. Nigger soul. A
-gin soul that gets drunk on a preacher’s words. An screams. An shouts.
-God Almighty, how I hate that shoutin. Where’s th beauty in that? Gives
-a buzzard a windpipe an I’ll bet a dollar t a dime th buzzard ud beat
-y to it. Aint surprisin th white folks hate y so. When you had eyes,
-did you ever see th beauty of th world? Tell me that. Th hell y did.
-Now dont tell me. I know y didnt. You couldnt have. Oh, I’m drunk an
-just as good as dead, but no eyes that have seen beauty ever lose their
-sight. You aint got no sight. If you had, drunk as I am, I hope Christ
-will kill me if I couldnt see it. Your eyes are dull and watery, like
-fish eyes. Fish eyes are dead eyes. Youre an old man, a dead fish man,
-an black at that. Theyve put y here t die, damn fool y are not t know
-it. Do y know how many feet youre under ground? I’ll tell y. Twenty.
-An do y think you’ll ever see th light of day again, even if you wasnt
-blind? Do y think youre out of slavery? Huh? Youre where they used t
-throw th worked-out, no-count slaves. On a damp clammy floor of a dark
-scum-hole. An they called that an infirmary. Th sons-a... Why I can
-already see you toppled off that stool an stretched out on th floor
-beside me—not beside me, damn you, by yourself, with th flies buzzin
-an lickin God knows what they’d find on a dirty, black, foul-breathed
-mouth like yours...
-
-Some one is coming down the stairs. Carrie, bringing food for the old
-man. She is lovely in her fresh energy of the morning, in the calm
-untested confidence and nascent maternity which rise from the purpose
-of her present mission. She walks to within a few paces of Kabnis.
-
-Carrie K.: Brother says come up now, brother Ralph.
-
-Kabnis: Brother doesnt know what he’s talkin bout.
-
-Carrie K.: Yes he does, Ralph. He needs you on th wagon.
-
-Kabnis: He wants me on th wagon, eh? Does he think some wooden thing
-can lift me up? Ask him that.
-
-Carrie K.: He told me t help y.
-
-Kabnis: An how would you help me, child, dear sweet little sister?
-
-She moves forward as if to aid him.
-
-Carrie K.: I’m not a child, as I’ve more than once told you, brother
-Ralph, an as I’ll show you now.
-
-Kabnis: Wait, Carrie. No, thats right. Youre not a child. But twont do
-t lift me bodily. You dont understand. But its th soul of me that needs
-th risin.
-
-Carrie K: Youre a bad brother an just wont listen t me when I’m tellin
-y t go t church.
-
-Kabnis doesnt hear her. He breaks down and talks to himself.
-
-Kabnis: Great God Almighty, a soul like mine cant pin itself onto a
-wagon wheel an satisfy itself in spinnin round. Iron prongs an hickory
-sticks, an God knows what all ... all right for Halsey ... use him. Me?
-I get my life down in this scum-hole. Th old man an me—
-
-Carrie K.: Has he been talkin?
-
-Kabnis: Huh? Who? Him? No. Dont need to. I talk. An when I really talk,
-it pays th best of them t listen. Th old man is a good listener. He’s
-deaf; but he’s a good listener. An I can talk t him. Tell him anything.
-
-Carrie K.: He’s deaf an blind, but I reckon he hears, an sees too, from
-th things I’ve heard.
-
-Kabnis: No. Cant. Cant I tell you. How’s he do it?
-
-Carrie K.: Dunno, except I’ve heard that th souls of old folks have a
-way of seein things.
-
-Kabnis: An I’ve heard them call that superstition.
-
-The old man begins to shake his head slowly. Carrie and Kabnis watch
-him, anxiously. He mumbles. With a grave motion his head nods up and
-down. And then, on one of the down-swings—
-
-Father John (remarkably clear and with great conviction): Sin.
-
-He repeats this word several times, always the downward nodding.
-Surprised, indignant, Kabnis forgets that Carrie is with him.
-
-Kabnis: Sin! Shut up. What do you know about sin, you old black
-bastard. Shut up, an stop that swayin an noddin your head.
-
-Father John: Sin.
-
-Kabnis tries to get up.
-
-Kabnis: Didnt I tell y t shut up?
-
-Carrie steps forward to help him. Kabnis is violently shocked at her
-touch. He springs back.
-
-Kabnis: Carrie! What .. how .. Baby, you shouldnt be down here. Ralph
-says things. Doesnt mean to. But Carrie, he doesnt know what he’s
-talkin about. Couldnt know. It was only a preacher’s sin they knew in
-those old days, an that wasnt sin at all. Mind me, th only sin is whats
-done against th soul. Th whole world is a conspiracy t sin, especially
-in America, an against me. I’m th victim of their sin. I’m what sin
-is. Does he look like me? Have you ever heard him say th things youve
-heard me say? He couldnt if he had th Holy Ghost t help him. Dont look
-shocked, little sweetheart, you hurt me.
-
-Father John: Sin.
-
-Kabnis: Aw, shut up, old man.
-
-Carrie K.: Leave him be. He wants t say somethin. (She turns to the old
-man.) What is it, Father?
-
-Kabnis: Whatsha talkin t that old deaf man for? Come away from him.
-
-Carrie K.: What is it, Father?
-
-The old man’s lips begin to work. Words are formed incoherently.
-Finally, he manages to articulate—
-
-Father John: Th sin whats fixed... (Hesitates.)
-
-Carrie K. (restraining a comment from Kabnis): Go on, Father.
-
-Father John: ... upon th white folks—
-
-Kabnis: Suppose youre talkin about that bastard race thats roamin round
-th country. It looks like sin, if thats what y mean. Give us somethin
-new an up t date.
-
-Father John:—f tellin Jesus—lies. O th sin th white folks ’mitted
-when they made th Bible lie.
-
-Boom. Boom. BOOM! Thuds on the floor above. The old man sinks back into
-his stony silence. Carrie is wet-eyed. Kabnis, contemptuous.
-
-Kabnis: So thats your sin. All these years t tell us that th white
-folks made th Bible lie. Well, I’ll be damned. Lewis ought t have been
-here. You old black fakir—
-
-Carrie K.: Brother Ralph, is that your best Amen?
-
-She turns him to her and takes his hot cheeks in her firm cool hands.
-Her palms draw the fever out. With its passing, Kabnis crumples. He
-sinks to his knees before her, ashamed, exhausted. His eyes squeeze
-tight. Carrie presses his face tenderly against her. The suffocation of
-her fresh starched dress feels good to him. Carrie is about to lift her
-hands in prayer, when Halsey, at the head of the stairs, calls down.
-
-Halsey: Well, well. Whats up? Aint you ever comin? Come on. Whats up
-down there? Take you all mornin t sleep off a pint? Youre weakenin,
-man, youre weakenin. Th axle an th beam’s all ready waitin f y. Come on.
-
-Kabnis rises and is going doggedly towards the steps. Carrie notices
-his robe. She catches up to him, points to it, and helps him take it
-off. He hangs it, with an exaggerated ceremony, on its nail in the
-corner. He looks down on the tousled beds. His lips curl bitterly.
-Turning, he stumbles over the bucket of dead coals. He savagely jerks
-it from the floor. And then, seeing Carrie’s eyes upon him, he swings
-the pail carelessly and with eyes downcast and swollen, trudges
-upstairs to the work-shop. Carrie’s gaze follows him till he is gone.
-Then she goes to the old man and slips to her knees before him. Her
-lips murmur, “Jesus, come.”
-
-Light streaks through the iron-barred cellar window. Within its soft
-circle, the figures of Carrie and Father John.
-
-Outside, the sun arises from its cradle in the tree-tops of the
-forest. Shadows of pines are dreams the sun shakes from its eyes. The
-sun arises. Gold-glowing child, it steps into the sky and sends a
-birth-song slanting down gray dust streets and sleepy windows of the
-southern town.
-
-
- THE END
-
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- - Redundant title page removed.
- - Silently corrected a few typographical errors.
- - Otherwise spelling and hyphenation left unchanged.
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