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You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms -of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online -at <a href="https://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a>. If you -are not located in the United States, you will have to check the laws of the -country where you are located before using this eBook. -</div> -<div style='display:block; margin-top:1em; margin-bottom:1em; margin-left:2em; text-indent:-2em'>Title: Cane</div> -<div style='display:block; margin-top:1em; margin-bottom:1em; margin-left:2em; text-indent:-2em'>Author: Jean Toomer</div> -<div style='display:block; margin-top:1em; margin-bottom:1em; margin-left:2em; text-indent:-2em'>Contributor: Waldo Frank</div> -<div style='display:block;margin:1em 0'>Release Date: August 12, 2019 [eBook #60093]<br /> -[Most recently updated: March 19, 2021]</div> -<div style='display:block;margin:1em 0'>Language: English</div> -<div style='display:block;margin:1em 0'>Character set encoding: UTF-8</div> -<div style='display:block; margin-left:2em; text-indent:-2em'>Produced by: Tim Lindell, Robert Tonsing, and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team</div> -<div style='margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:4em'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CANE ***</div> - - <div class="figcenter"> - <img src="images/cover.jpg" width="533" height="800" alt="" /> - </div> - - <h1>CANE</h1> - - <div class="center xxlarge bolder"><b>Jean Toomer</b></div> - - <div class="center large bolder mt6 mb10"><i>With a Foreword<br /> - by</i><br /> - Waldo Frank</div> - - <div class="center-container italics bolder ml10"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i8">Oracular.</div> - <div class="i8">Redolent of fermenting syrup,</div> - <div class="i8">Purple of the dusk,</div> - <div class="i8">Deep-rooted cane.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <div class="figleft"> - <img src="images/i_title.png" width="110" height="100" alt="" /> - </div> - - <div class="xxlarge bolder mt15 ml30">LIVERIGHT<br /><span class="ml15">NEW YORK</span></div> - - <hr class="page" /> - - <div class="center mt6"> - COPYRIGHT © 1923 BY BONI & LIVERIGHT<br /> - ® 1951 BY JEAN TOOMER - </div> - - <div class="center mt4">1.987654</div> - - <div class="center mt4"><span class="smcap">Standard Book Number</span>: 87140-535-0<br /> - <span class="smcap">Library of Congress Catalog Card Number</span>: 23-12749</div> - - <div class="center small mt20">MANUFACTURED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA</div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="center large bolder mt10 mb10">To my grandmother...</div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="FOREWORD"> - <span class="pagenum">vii</span> - <h2>FOREWORD</h2> - </div> - - <p class="drop-cap">READING this book, I had the vision of a land, heretofore sunk in - the mists of muteness, suddenly rising up into the eminence of song. - Innumerable books have been written about the South; some good books - have been written in the South. This book <i>is</i> the South. I do not - mean that <i>Cane</i> covers the South or is the South’s full voice. Merely - this: a poet has arisen among our American youth who has known how to - turn the essences and materials of his Southland into the essences and - materials of literature. A poet has arisen in that land who writes, not - as a Southerner, not as a rebel against Southerners, not as a Negro, - not as apologist or priest or critic: who writes as a <i>poet</i>. The - fashioning of beauty is ever foremost in his inspiration: not forcedly - but simply, and because these ultimate aspects of his world are to him - more real than all its specific problems. He has made songs and lovely - stories of his land ... not of its yesterday, but of its immediate - life. And that has been enough.</p> - - <p>How rare this is will be clear to those who<span class="pagenum">viii</span> have followed with - concern the struggle of the South toward literary expression, and the - particular trial of that portion of its folk whose skin is dark. The - gifted Negro has been too often thwarted from becoming a poet because - his world was forever forcing him to recollect that he was a Negro. - The artist must lose such lesser identities in the great well of life. - The English poet is not forever protesting and recalling that he is - English. It is so natural and easy for him to be English that he can - sing as a man. The French novelist is not forever noting: “This is - French.” It is so atmospheric for him to be French, that he can devote - himself to saying: “This is human.” This is an imperative condition for - the creating of deep art. The whole will and mind of the creator must - go below the surfaces of race. And this has been an almost impossible - condition for the American Negro to achieve, forced every moment of his - life into a specific and superficial plane of consciousness.</p> - - <p>The first negative significance of <i>Cane</i> is that this so natural - and restrictive state of mind is completely lacking. For Toomer, - the Southland is not a problem to be solved; it is a field of - loveliness <span class="pagenum">ix</span>to be sung: the Georgia Negro is not a downtrodden soul - to be uplifted; he is material for gorgeous painting: the segregated - self-conscious brown belt of Washington is not a topic to be discussed - and exposed; it is a subject of beauty and of drama, worthy of creation - in literary form.</p> - - <p>It seems to me, therefore, that this is a first book in more ways - than one. It is a harbinger of the South’s literary maturity: of its - emergence from the obsession put upon its minds by the unending racial - crisis—an obsession from which writers have made their indirect escape - through sentimentalism, exoticism, polemic, “problem” fiction, and - moral melodrama. It marks the dawn of direct and unafraid creation. - And, as the initial work of a man of twenty-seven, it is the harbinger - of a literary force of whose incalculable future I believe no reader of - this book will be in doubt.</p> - - <p>How typical is <i>Cane</i> of the South’s still virgin soil and of its - pressing seeds! and the book’s chaos of verse, tale, drama, its - rhythmic rolling shift from lyrism to narrative, from mystery to - intimate pathos! But read the book through<span class="pagenum">x</span> and you will see a - complex and significant form take substance from its chaos. Part One - is the primitive and evanescent black world of Georgia. Part Two is - the threshing and suffering brown world of Washington, lifted by - opportunity and contact into the anguish of self-conscious struggle. - Part Three is Georgia again ... the invasion into this black womb of - the ferment seed: the neurotic, educated, spiritually stirring Negro. - As a broad form this is superb, and the very looseness and unexpected - waves of the book’s parts make <i>Cane</i> still more <i>South</i>, still more of - an æsthetic equivalent of the land.</p> - - <p>What a land it is! What an Æschylean beauty to its fateful problem! - Those of you who love our South will find here some of your love. Those - of you who know it not will perhaps begin to understand what a warm - splendor is at last at dawn.</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">A feast of moon and men and barking hounds,</div> - <div class="i0">An orgy for some genius of the South</div> - <div class="i0">With bloodshot eyes and cane-lipped scented mouth</div> - <div class="i0">Surprised in making folk-songs....</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p>So, in his still sometimes clumsy stride (for<span class="pagenum">xi</span> Toomer is finally a - poet in prose) the author gives you an inkling of his revelation. An - individual force, wise enough to drink humbly at this great spring of - his land ... such is the first impression of Jean Toomer. But beyond - this wisdom and this power (which shows itself perhaps most splendidly - in his complete freedom from the sense of persecution), there rises - a figure more significant: the artist, hard, self-immolating, the - artist who is not interested in races, whose domain is Life. The book’s - final Part is no longer “promise”; it is achievement. It is no mere - dawn: it is a bit of the full morning. These materials ... the ancient - black man, mute, inaccessible, and yet so mystically close to the new - tumultuous members of his race, the simple slave Past, the shredding - Negro Present, the iridescent passionate dream of the To-morrow ... - are made and measured by a craftsman into an unforgettable music. The - notes of his counterpoint are particular, the themes are of intimate - connection with us Americans. But the result is that abstract and - absolute thing called Art.</p> - - <p class="right smcap">Waldo Frank.</p> - - <hr class="page" /> - - <blockquote> - <p class="noindent">Certain of these pieces have appeared in <i>Broom</i>, <i>Crisis</i>, - <i>Double Dealer</i>, <i>Liberator</i>, <i>Little Review</i>, <i>Modern Review</i>, - <i>Nomad</i>, <i>Prairie</i>, and <i>S 4 N</i>.</p> - - <p class="noindent">To these magazines: thanks.</p> - </blockquote> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter"> - <h2>CONTENTS</h2> - </div> - - <table summary="Contents"> - <tbody> - <tr> - <th> </th> - <th class="tdr"><div class="xsmall">PAGE</div></th> - </tr> - <tr> - <td><a href="#FOREWORD" title="Go to Foreword"><span class="smcap">Foreword</span>, by <i>Waldo Frank</i></a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>vii</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td> </td> - <td class="tdr"><div> </div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#KARINTHA" title="Go to Karintha">Karintha</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>1</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#REAPERS" title="Go to Reapers">Reapers</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>6</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#NOVEMBER_COTTON_FLOWER" title="Go to November Cotton Flower">November Cotton Flower</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>7</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#BECKY" title="Go to Becky">Becky</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>8</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#FACE" title="Go to Face">Face</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>14</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#COTTON_SONG" title="Go to Cotton Song">Cotton Song</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>15</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#CARMA" title="Go to Carma">Carma</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>16</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#SONG_OF_THE_SON" title="Go to Song of the Son">Song of the Son</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>21</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#GEORGIA_DUSK" title="Go to Georgia Dusk">Georgia Dusk</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>22</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#FERN" title="Go to Fern">Fern</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>24</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#NULLO" title="Go to Nullo">Nullo</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>34</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#EVENING_SONG" title="Go to Evening Song">Evening Song</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>35</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#ESTHER" title="Go to Esther">Esther</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>36</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#CONVERSION" title="Go to Conversion">Conversion</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>49</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#PORTRAIT_IN_GEORGIA" title="Go to Portrait in Georgia">Portrait in Georgia</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>50</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#BLOOD-BURNING_MOON" title="Go to Blood-Burning Moon">Blood-Burning Moon</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>51</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td> </td> - <td class="tdr"><div> </div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#SEVENTH_STREET" title="Go to Seventh Street">Seventh Street</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>71</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#RHOBERT" title="Go to Rhobert">Rhobert</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>73</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#AVEY" title="Go to Avey">Avey</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>76</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#BEEHIVE" title="Go to Beehive">Beehive</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>89</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#STORM_ENDING" title="Go to Storm Ending">Storm Ending</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>90</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#THEATER" title="Go to Theater">Theater</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>91</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#HER_LIPS_ARE_COPPER_WIRE" title="Go to Her Lips Are Copper Wire">Her Lips Are Copper Wire</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>101</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#CALLING_JESUS" title="Go to Calling Jesus">Calling Jesus</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>102</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#BOX_SEAT" title="Go to Box Seat">Box Seat</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>104</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#PRAYER" title="Go to Prayer">Prayer</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>131</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#HARVEST_SONG" title="Go to Harvest Song">Harvest Song</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>132</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#BONA_AND_PAUL" title="Go to Bona and Paul">Bona and Paul</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>134</div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td> </td> - <td class="tdr"><div> </div></td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td class="smcap"><a href="#KABNIS" title="Go to Kabnis">Kabnis</a></td> - <td class="tdr"><div>157</div></td> - </tr> - </tbody> - </table> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="KARINTHA"> - <span class="pagenum">1</span> - <h2>KARINTHA</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Her skin is like dusk on the eastern horizon,</div> - <div class="i0">O cant you see it, O cant you see it,</div> - <div class="i0">Her skin is like dusk on the eastern horizon</div> - <div class="i0">... When the sun goes down.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p class="drop-cap">MEN had always wanted her, this Karintha, even as a child, Karintha - carrying beauty, perfect as dusk when the sun goes down. Old men rode - her hobby-horse upon their knees. Young men danced with her at frolics - when they should have been dancing with their grown-up girls. God grant - us youth, secretly prayed the old men. The young fellows counted the - time to pass before she would be old enough to mate with them. This - interest of the male, who wishes to ripen a growing thing too soon, - could mean no good to her.</p> - - <p>Karintha, at twelve, was a wild flash that told the other folks just - what it was to live. At sunset, when there was no wind, and the - pine-smoke <span class="pagenum">2</span>from over by the sawmill hugged the earth, and you couldnt - see more than a few feet in front, her sudden darting past you was a - bit of vivid color, like a black bird that flashes in light. With the - other children one could hear, some distance off, their feet flopping - in the two-inch dust. Karintha’s running was a whir. It had the sound - of the red dust that sometimes makes a spiral in the road. At dusk, - during the hush just after the sawmill had closed down, and before - any of the women had started their supper-getting-ready songs, her - voice, high-pitched, shrill, would put one’s ears to itching. But no - one ever thought to make her stop because of it. She stoned the cows, - and beat her dog, and fought the other children... Even the preacher, - who caught her at mischief, told himself that she was as innocently - lovely as a November cotton flower. Already, rumors were out about - her. Homes in Georgia are most often built on the two-room plan. In - one, you cook and eat, in the other you sleep, and there love goes on. - Karintha had seen or heard, perhaps she had felt her parents loving. - One could but imitate one’s parents, for to follow them was the<span class="pagenum">3</span> way of - God. She played “home” with a small boy who was not afraid to do her - bidding. That started the whole thing. Old men could no longer ride her - hobby-horse upon their knees. But young men counted faster.</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Her skin is like dusk,</div> - <div class="i0">O cant you see it,</div> - <div class="i0">Her skin is like dusk,</div> - <div class="i0">When the sun goes down.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p>Karintha is a woman. She who carries beauty, perfect as dusk when the - sun goes down. She has been married many times. Old men remind her that - a few years back they rode her hobby-horse upon their knees. Karintha - smiles, and indulges them when she is in the mood for it. She has - contempt for them. Karintha is a woman. Young men run stills to make - her money. Young men go to the big cities and run on the road. Young - men go away to college. They all want to bring her money. These are - the young men who thought that all they had to<span class="pagenum">4</span> do was to count time. - But Karintha is a woman, and she has had a child. A child fell out of - her womb onto a bed of pine-needles in the forest. Pine-needles are - smooth and sweet. They are elastic to the feet of rabbits... A sawmill - was nearby. Its pyramidal sawdust pile smouldered. It is a year before - one completely burns. Meanwhile, the smoke curls up and hangs in odd - wraiths about the trees, curls up, and spreads itself out over the - valley... Weeks after Karintha returned home the smoke was so heavy - you tasted it in water. Some one made a song:</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Smoke is on the hills. Rise up.</div> - <div class="i0">Smoke is on the hills, O rise</div> - <div class="i0">And take my soul to Jesus.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p>Karintha is a woman. Men do not know that the soul of her was a growing - thing ripened too soon. They will bring their money; they will die not - having found it out... Karintha at<span class="pagenum">5</span> twenty, carrying beauty, perfect - as dusk when the sun goes down. Karintha...</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Her skin is like dusk on the eastern horizon,</div> - <div class="i0">O cant you see it, O cant you see it,</div> - <div class="i0">Her skin is like dusk on the eastern horizon</div> - <div class="i0">... When the sun goes down.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Goes down...</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="REAPERS"> - <span class="pagenum">6</span> - <h2>REAPERS</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Black reapers with the sound of steel on stones</div> - <div class="i0">Are sharpening scythes. I see them place the hones</div> - <div class="i0">In their hip-pockets as a thing that’s done,</div> - <div class="i0">And start their silent swinging, one by one.</div> - <div class="i0">Black horses drive a mower through the weeds,</div> - <div class="i0">And there, a field rat, startled, squealing bleeds,</div> - <div class="i0">His belly close to ground. I see the blade,</div> - <div class="i0">Blood-stained, continue cutting weeds and shade.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="NOVEMBER_COTTON_FLOWER"> - <span class="pagenum">7</span> - <h2>NOVEMBER COTTON FLOWER</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Boll-weevil’s coming, and the winter’s cold,</div> - <div class="i0">Made cotton-stalks look rusty, seasons old,</div> - <div class="i0">And cotton, scarce as any southern snow,</div> - <div class="i0">Was vanishing; the branch, so pinched and slow,</div> - <div class="i0">Failed in its function as the autumn rake;</div> - <div class="i0">Drouth fighting soil had caused the soil to take</div> - <div class="i0">All water from the streams; dead birds were found</div> - <div class="i0">In wells a hundred feet below the ground—</div> - <div class="i0">Such was the season when the flower bloomed.</div> - <div class="i0">Old folks were startled, and it soon assumed</div> - <div class="i0">Significance. Superstition saw</div> - <div class="i0">Something it had never seen before:</div> - <div class="i0">Brown eyes that loved without a trace of fear,</div> - <div class="i0">Beauty so sudden for that time of year.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="BECKY"> - <span class="pagenum">8</span> - <h2>BECKY</h2> - </div> - - <blockquote> - <p>Becky was the white woman who had two - Negro sons. She’s dead; they’ve gone away. - The pines whisper to Jesus. The Bible flaps - its leaves with an aimless rustle on her mound.</p> - </blockquote> - - <p class="drop-cap">BECKY had one Negro son. Who gave it to her? Damn buck nigger, said the - white folks’ mouths. She wouldnt tell. Common, God-forsaken, insane - white shameless wench, said the white folks’ mouths. Her eyes were - sunken, her neck stringy, her breasts fallen, till then. Taking their - words, they filled her, like a bubble rising—then she broke. Mouth - setting in a twist that held her eyes, harsh, vacant, staring... Who - gave it to her? Low-down nigger with no self-respect, said the black - folks’ mouths. She wouldnt tell. Poor Catholic poor-white crazy woman, - said the black folks’ mouths. White folks and black folks built her - cabin, fed her and her growing baby, prayed secretly to God who’d put - His cross upon her and cast her out.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">9</span></p> - - <p>When the first was born, the white folks said they’d have no more to do - with her. And black folks, they too joined hands to cast her out... - The pines whispered to Jesus.. The railroad boss said not to say he - said it, but she could live, if she wanted to, on the narrow strip - of land between the railroad and the road. John Stone, who owned the - lumber and the bricks, would have shot the man who told he gave the - stuff to Lonnie Deacon, who stole out there at night and built the - cabin. A single room held down to earth... O fly away to Jesus ... by - a leaning chimney...</p> - - <p>Six trains each day rumbled past and shook the ground under her cabin. - Fords, and horse- and mule-drawn buggies went back and forth along the - road. No one ever saw her. Trainmen, and passengers who’d heard about - her, threw out papers and food. Threw out little crumpled slips of - paper scribbled with prayers, as they passed her eye-shaped piece of - sandy ground. Ground islandized between the road and railroad track. - Pushed up where a blue-sheen God with listless eyes could look at it.<span class="pagenum">10</span> - Folks from the town took turns, unknown, of course, to each other, in - bringing corn and meat and sweet potatoes. Even sometimes snuff... O - thank y Jesus... Old David Georgia, grinding cane and boiling syrup, - never went her way without some sugar sap. No one ever saw her. The boy - grew up and ran around. When he was five years old as folks reckoned - it, Hugh Jourdon saw him carrying a baby. “Becky has another son,” was - what the whole town knew. But nothing was said, for the part of man - that says things to the likes of that had told itself that if there was - a Becky, that Becky now was dead.</p> - - <p>The two boys grew. Sullen and cunning... O pines, whisper to Jesus; - tell Him to come and press sweet Jesus-lips against their lips and - eyes... It seemed as though with those two big fellows there, there - could be no room for Becky. The part that prayed wondered if perhaps - she’d really died, and they had buried her. No one dared ask. They’d - beat and cut a man who meant nothing at all in mentioning that they - lived along the road. White or colored?<span class="pagenum">11</span> No one knew, and least of all - themselves. They drifted around from job to job. We, who had cast out - their mother because of them, could we take them in? They answered - black and white folks by shooting up two men and leaving town. “Godam - the white folks; godam the niggers,” they shouted as they left town. - Becky? Smoke curled up from her chimney; she must be there. Trains - passing shook the ground. The ground shook the leaning chimney. Nobody - noticed it. A creepy feeling came over all who saw that thin wraith - of smoke and felt the trembling of the ground. Folks began to take - her food again. They quit it soon because they had a fear. Becky if - dead might be a hant, and if alive—it took some nerve even to mention - it... O pines, whisper to Jesus...</p> - - <p>It was Sunday. Our congregation had been visiting at Pulverton, and - were coming home. There was no wind. The autumn sun, the bell from - Ebenezer Church, listless and heavy. Even the pines were stale, sticky, - like the smell of food that makes you sick. Before we turned the bend - of the road that would show us the Becky cabin,<span class="pagenum">12</span> the horses stopped - stock-still, pushed back their ears, and nervously whinnied. We urged, - then whipped them on. Quarter of a mile away thin smoke curled up from - the leaning chimney... O pines, whisper to Jesus... Goose-flesh came - on my skin though there still was neither chill nor wind. Eyes left - their sockets for the cabin. Ears burned and throbbed. Uncanny eclipse! - fear closed my mind. We were just about to pass... Pines shout to - Jesus!.. the ground trembled as a ghost train rumbled by. The chimney - fell into the cabin. Its thud was like a hollow report, ages having - passed since it went off. Barlo and I were pulled out of our seats. - Dragged to the door that had swung open. Through the dust we saw the - bricks in a mound upon the floor. Becky, if she was there, lay under - them. I thought I heard a groan. Barlo, mumbling something, threw his - Bible on the pile. (No one has ever touched it.) Somehow we got away. - My buggy was still on the road. The last thing that I remember was - whipping old Dan like fury; I remember nothing after that—that is, - until I reached town and<span class="pagenum">13</span> folks crowded round to get the true word of - it.</p> - - <blockquote> - <p>Becky was the white woman who had two Negro sons. She’s dead; - they’ve gone away. The pines whisper to Jesus. The Bible flaps - its leaves with an aimless rustle on her mound.</p> - </blockquote> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="FACE"> - <span class="pagenum">14</span> - <h2>FACE</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Hair—</div> - <div class="i0">silver-gray,</div> - <div class="i0">like streams of stars,</div> - <div class="i0">Brows—</div> - <div class="i0">recurved canoes</div> - <div class="i0">quivered by the ripples blown by pain,</div> - <div class="i0">Her eyes—</div> - <div class="i0">mist of tears</div> - <div class="i0">condensing on the flesh below</div> - <div class="i0">And her channeled muscles</div> - <div class="i0">are cluster grapes of sorrow</div> - <div class="i0">purple in the evening sun</div> - <div class="i0">nearly ripe for worms.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="COTTON_SONG"> - <span class="pagenum">15</span> - <h2>COTTON SONG</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Come, brother, come. Lets lift it;</div> - <div class="i0">Come now, hewit! roll away!</div> - <div class="i0">Shackles fall upon the Judgment Day</div> - <div class="i0">But lets not wait for it.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">God’s body’s got a soul,</div> - <div class="i0">Bodies like to roll the soul,</div> - <div class="i0">Cant blame God if we dont roll,</div> - <div class="i0">Come, brother, roll, roll!</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Cotton bales are the fleecy way</div> - <div class="i0">Weary sinner’s bare feet trod,</div> - <div class="i0">Softly, softly to the throne of God,</div> - <div class="i0">“We aint agwine t wait until th Judgment Day!</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Nassur; nassur,</div> - <div class="i0">Hump.</div> - <div class="i0">Eoho, eoho, roll away!</div> - <div class="i0">We aint agwine t wait until th Judgment Day!”</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">God’s body’s got a soul,</div> - <div class="i0">Bodies like to roll the soul,</div> - <div class="i0">Cant blame God if we dont roll,</div> - <div class="i0">Come, brother, roll, roll!</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="CARMA"> - <span class="pagenum">16</span> - <h2>CARMA</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Wind is in the cane. Come along.</div> - <div class="i0">Cane leaves swaying, rusty with talk,</div> - <div class="i0">Scratching choruses above the guinea’s squawk,</div> - <div class="i0">Wind is in the cane. Come along.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p class="drop-cap">CARMA, in overalls, and strong as any man, stands behind the old brown - mule, driving the wagon home. It bumps, and groans, and shakes as it - crosses the railroad track. She, riding it easy. I leave the men around - the stove to follow her with my eyes down the red dust road. Nigger - woman driving a Georgia chariot down an old dust road. Dixie Pike is - what they call it. Maybe she feels my gaze, perhaps she expects it. - Anyway, she turns. The sun, which has been slanting over her shoulder, - shoots primitive rockets into her mangrove-gloomed, yellow flower face. - Hi! Yip! God has left the Moses-people for the nigger. “Gedap.” Using - reins to slap the mule, she disappears in a cloudy rumble at some - indefinite point along the road.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">17</span></p> - - <p>(The sun is hammered to a band of gold. Pine-needles, like mazda, are - brilliantly aglow. No rain has come to take the rustle from the falling - sweet-gum leaves. Over in the forest, across the swamp, a sawmill - blows its closing whistle. Smoke curls up. Marvelous web spun by the - spider sawdust pile. Curls up and spreads itself pine-high above the - branch, a single silver band along the eastern valley. A black boy - ... you are the most sleepiest man I ever seed, Sleeping Beauty ... - cradled on a gray mule, guided by the hollow sound of cow-bells, heads - for them through a rusty cotton field. From down the railroad track, - the chug-chug of a gas engine announces that the repair gang is coming - home. A girl in the yard of a whitewashed shack not much larger than - the stack of worn ties piled before it, sings. Her voice is loud. - Echoes, like rain, sweep the valley. Dusk takes the polish from the - rails. Lights twinkle in scattered houses. From far away, a sad strong - song. Pungent and composite, the smell of farmyards is the fragrance of - the woman. She does not sing; her body is a song. She is in the forest, - dancing. Torches<span class="pagenum">18</span> flare .. juju men, greegree, witch-doctors .. - torches go out... The Dixie Pike has grown from a goat path in Africa.</p> - - <p class="right"><i>Night.</i></p> - - <p class="noindent">Foxie, the bitch, slicks back her ears and barks at the rising moon.)</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Wind is in the corn. Come along.</div> - <div class="i0">Corn leaves swaying, rusty with talk,</div> - <div class="i0">Scratching choruses above the guinea’s squawk,</div> - <div class="i0">Wind is in the corn. Come along.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p>Carma’s tale is the crudest melodrama. Her husband’s in the gang. And - its her fault he got there. Working with a contractor, he was away most - of the time. She had others. No one blames her for that. He returned - one day and hung around the town where he picked up week-old boasts and - rumors... Bane accused her. She denied. He couldnt see that she was - becoming hysterical. He would have liked to take his fists and beat - her. Who was strong as a man. Stronger. Words, like corkscrews, wormed - to her strength. It fizzled out. Grabbing a gun, she rushed from the - house and plunged across<span class="pagenum">19</span> the road into a cane-brake.. There, in - quarter heaven shone the crescent moon... Bane was afraid to follow - till he heard the gun go off. Then he wasted half an hour gathering - the neighbor men. They met in the road where lamp-light showed tracks - dissolving in the loose earth about the cane. The search began. Moths - flickered the lamps. They put them out. Really, because she still - might be live enough to shoot. Time and space have no meaning in a - canefield. No more than the interminable stalks... Some one stumbled - over her. A cry went up. From the road, one would have thought that - they were cornering a rabbit or a skunk... It is difficult carrying - dead weight through cane. They placed her on the sofa. A curious, nosey - somebody looked for the wound. This fussing with her clothes aroused - her. Her eyes were weak and pitiable for so strong a woman. Slowly, - then like a flash, Bane came to know that the shot she fired, with - averted head, was aimed to whistle like a dying hornet through the - cane. Twice deceived, and one deception proved the other. His head went - off. Slashed one of the men who’d helped, the man<span class="pagenum">20</span> who’d stumbled over - her. Now he’s in the gang. Who was her husband. Should she not take - others, this Carma, strong as a man, whose tale as I have told it is - the crudest melodrama?</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Wind is in the cane. Come along.</div> - <div class="i0">Cane leaves swaying, rusty with talk,</div> - <div class="i0">Scratching choruses above the guinea’s squawk,</div> - <div class="i0">Wind is in the cane. Come along.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="SONG_OF_THE_SON"> - <span class="pagenum">21</span> - <h2>SONG OF THE SON</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Pour O pour that parting soul in song,</div> - <div class="i0">O pour it in the sawdust glow of night,</div> - <div class="i0">Into the velvet pine-smoke air to-night,</div> - <div class="i0">And let the valley carry it along.</div> - <div class="i0">And let the valley carry it along.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">O land and soil, red soil and sweet-gum tree,</div> - <div class="i0">So scant of grass, so profligate of pines,</div> - <div class="i0">Now just before an epoch’s sun declines</div> - <div class="i0">Thy son, in time, I have returned to thee,</div> - <div class="i0">Thy son, I have in time returned to thee.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">In time, for though the sun is setting on</div> - <div class="i0">A song-lit race of slaves, it has not set;</div> - <div class="i0">Though late, O soil, it is not too late yet</div> - <div class="i0">To catch thy plaintive soul, leaving, soon gone,</div> - <div class="i0">Leaving, to catch thy plaintive soul soon gone.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">O Negro slaves, dark purple ripened plums,</div> - <div class="i0">Squeezed, and bursting in the pine-wood air,</div> - <div class="i0">Passing, before they stripped the old tree bare</div> - <div class="i0">One plum was saved for me, one seed becomes</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">An everlasting song, a singing tree,</div> - <div class="i0">Caroling softly souls of slavery,</div> - <div class="i0">What they were, and what they are to me,</div> - <div class="i0">Caroling softly souls of slavery.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="GEORGIA_DUSK"> - <span class="pagenum">22</span> - <h2>GEORGIA DUSK</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">The sky, lazily disdaining to pursue</div> - <div class="i2">The setting sun, too indolent to hold</div> - <div class="i2">A lengthened tournament for flashing gold,</div> - <div class="i0">Passively darkens for night’s barbecue,</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">A feast of moon and men and barking hounds,</div> - <div class="i2">An orgy for some genius of the South</div> - <div class="i2">With blood-hot eyes and cane-lipped scented mouth,</div> - <div class="i0">Surprised in making folk-songs from soul sounds.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">The sawmill blows its whistle, buzz-saws stop,</div> - <div class="i2">And silence breaks the bud of knoll and hill,</div> - <div class="i2">Soft settling pollen where plowed lands fulfill</div> - <div class="i0">Their early promise of a bumper crop.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Smoke from the pyramidal sawdust pile</div> - <div class="i2">Curls up, blue ghosts of trees, tarrying low</div> - <div class="i2">Where only chips and stumps are left to show</div> - <div class="i0">The solid proof of former domicile.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Meanwhile, the men, with vestiges of pomp,</div> - <div class="i2">Race memories of king and caravan,</div> - <div class="i2">High-priests, an ostrich, and a juju-man,</div> - <div class="i0">Go singing through the footpaths of the swamp.</div><span class="pagenum">23</span> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Their voices rise ... the pine trees are guitars,</div> - <div class="i2">Strumming, pine-needles fall like sheets of rain...</div> - <div class="i2">Their voices rise ... the chorus of the cane</div> - <div class="i0">Is caroling a vesper to the stars...</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">O singers, resinous and soft your songs</div> - <div class="i2">Above the sacred whisper of the pines,</div> - <div class="i2">Give virgin lips to cornfield concubines,</div> - <div class="i0">Bring dreams of Christ to dusky cane-lipped throngs.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="FERN"> - <span class="pagenum">24</span> - <h2>FERN</h2> - </div> - - <p class="drop-cap">FACE flowed into her eyes. Flowed in soft cream foam and plaintive - ripples, in such a way that wherever your glance may momentarily have - rested, it immediately thereafter wavered in the direction of her - eyes. The soft suggestion of down slightly darkened, like the shadow - of a bird’s wing might, the creamy brown color of her upper lip. Why, - after noticing it, you sought her eyes, I cannot tell you. Her nose was - aquiline, Semitic. If you have heard a Jewish cantor sing, if he has - touched you and made your own sorrow seem trivial when compared with - his, you will know my feeling when I follow the curves of her profile, - like mobile rivers, to their common delta. They were strange eyes. In - this, that they sought nothing—that is, nothing that was obvious and - tangible and that one could see, and they gave the impression that - nothing was to be denied. When a woman seeks, you will have observed, - her eyes deny. Fern’s eyes desired nothing that you<span class="pagenum">25</span> could give her; - there was no reason why they should withhold. Men saw her eyes and - fooled themselves. Fern’s eyes said to them that she was easy. When - she was young, a few men took her, but got no joy from it. And then, - once done, they felt bound to her (quite unlike their hit and run with - other girls), felt as though it would take them a lifetime to fulfill - an obligation which they could find no name for. They became attached - to her, and hungered after finding the barest trace of what she might - desire. As she grew up, new men who came to town felt as almost - everyone did who ever saw her: that they would not be denied. Men were - everlastingly bringing her their bodies. Something inside of her got - tired of them, I guess, for I am certain that for the life of her she - could not tell why or how she began to turn them off. A man in fever - is no trifling thing to send away. They began to leave her, baffled - and ashamed, yet vowing to themselves that some day they would do some - fine thing for her: send her candy every week and not let her know whom - it came from, watch out for her wedding-day and give her a magnificent - something with no name on it, buy<span class="pagenum">26</span> a house and deed it to her, rescue - her from some unworthy fellow who had tricked her into marrying him. - As you know, men are apt to idolize or fear that which they cannot - understand, especially if it be a woman. She did not deny them, yet the - fact was that they were denied. A sort of superstition crept into their - consciousness of her being somehow above them. Being above them meant - that she was not to be approached by anyone. She became a virgin. Now a - virgin in a small southern town is by no means the usual thing, if you - will believe me. That the sexes were made to mate is the practice of - the South. Particularly, black folks were made to mate. And it is black - folks whom I have been talking about thus far. What white men thought - of Fern I can arrive at only by analogy. They let her alone.</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>Anyone, of course, could see her, could see her eyes. If you walked - up the Dixie Pike most any time of day, you’d be most like to see her - resting listless-like on the railing of her porch, back propped against - a post, head tilted a little forward because there was a nail in the - porch<span class="pagenum">27</span> post just where her head came which for some reason or other she - never took the trouble to pull out. Her eyes, if it were sunset, rested - idly where the sun, molten and glorious, was pouring down between the - fringe of pines. Or maybe they gazed at the gray cabin on the knoll - from which an evening folk-song was coming. Perhaps they followed a - cow that had been turned loose to roam and feed on cotton-stalks and - corn leaves. Like as not they’d settle on some vague spot above the - horizon, though hardly a trace of wistfulness would come to them. If it - were dusk, then they’d wait for the search-light of the evening train - which you could see miles up the track before it flared across the - Dixie Pike, close to her home. Wherever they looked, you’d follow them - and then waver back. Like her face, the whole countryside seemed to - flow into her eyes. Flowed into them with the soft listless cadence of - Georgia’s South. A young Negro, once, was looking at her, spellbound, - from the road. A white man passing in a buggy had to flick him with - his whip if he was to get by without running him over. I first saw her - on her porch. I was passing with a fellow whose crusty numbness <span class="pagenum">28</span>(I - was from the North and suspected of being prejudiced and stuck-up) was - melting as he found me warm. I asked him who she was. “That’s Fern,” - was all that I could get from him. Some folks already thought that I - was given to nosing around; I let it go at that, so far as questions - were concerned. But at first sight of her I felt as if I heard a Jewish - cantor sing. As if his singing rose above the unheard chorus of a - folk-song. And I felt bound to her. I too had my dreams: something I - would do for her. I have knocked about from town to town too much not - to know the futility of mere change of place. Besides, picture if you - can, this cream-colored solitary girl sitting at a tenement window - looking down on the indifferent throngs of Harlem. Better that she - listen to folk-songs at dusk in Georgia, you would say, and so would I. - Or, suppose she came up North and married. Even a doctor or a lawyer, - say, one who would be sure to get along—that is, make money. You and - I know, who have had experience in such things, that love is not a - thing like prejudice which can be bettered by changes of town. Could - men in Washington, Chicago, or New York,<span class="pagenum">29</span> more than the men of Georgia, - bring her something left vacant by the bestowal of their bodies? You - and I who know men in these cities will have to say, they could not. - See her out and out a prostitute along State Street in Chicago. See - her move into a southern town where white men are more aggressive. See - her become a white man’s concubine... Something I must do for her. - There was myself. What could I do for her? Talk, of course. Push back - the fringe of pines upon new horizons. To what purpose? and what for? - Her? Myself? Men in her case seem to lose their selfishness. I lost - mine before I touched her. I ask you, friend (it makes no difference - if you sit in the Pullman or the Jim Crow as the train crosses her - road), what thoughts would come to you—that is, after you’d finished - with the thoughts that leap into men’s minds at the sight of a pretty - woman who will not deny them; what thoughts would come to you, had - you seen her in a quick flash, keen and intuitively, as she sat there - on her porch when your train thundered by? Would you have got off at - the next station and come back for her to take her where? Would you - have<span class="pagenum">30</span> completely forgotten her as soon as you reached Macon, Atlanta, - Augusta, Pasadena, Madison, Chicago, Boston, or New Orleans? Would you - tell your wife or sweetheart about a girl you saw? Your thoughts can - help me, and I would like to know. Something I would do for her...</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>One evening I walked up the Pike on purpose, and stopped to say hello. - Some of her family were about, but they moved away to make room for me. - Damn if I knew how to begin. Would you? Mr. and Miss So-and-So, people, - the weather, the crops, the new preacher, the frolic, the church - benefit, rabbit and possum hunting, the new soft drink they had at old - Pap’s store, the schedule of the trains, what kind of town Macon was, - Negro’s migration north, boll-weevils, syrup, the Bible—to all these - things she gave a yassur or nassur, without further comment. I began to - wonder if perhaps my own emotional sensibility had played one of its - tricks on me. “Lets take a walk,” I at last ventured. The suggestion, - coming after so long an isolation, was novel enough, I guess, to - surprise. But it wasnt that. Something told me that men<span class="pagenum">31</span> before me had - said just that as a prelude to the offering of their bodies. I tried - to tell her with my eyes. I think she understood. The thing from her - that made my throat catch, vanished. Its passing left her visible in a - way I’d thought, but never seen. We walked down the Pike with people on - all the porches gaping at us. “Doesnt it make you mad?” She meant the - row of petty gossiping people. She meant the world. Through a canebrake - that was ripe for cutting, the branch was reached. Under a sweet-gum - tree, and where reddish leaves had dammed the creek a little, we sat - down. Dusk, suggesting the almost imperceptible procession of giant - trees, settled with a purple haze about the cane. I felt strange, as I - always do in Georgia, particularly at dusk. I felt that things unseen - to men were tangibly immediate. It would not have surprised me had - I had vision. People have them in Georgia more often than you would - suppose. A black woman once saw the mother of Christ and drew her in - charcoal on the courthouse wall... When one is on the soil of one’s - ancestors, most anything can come to one... From force of habit, I - suppose, I held Fern in<span class="pagenum">32</span> my arms—that is, without at first noticing - it. Then my mind came back to her. Her eyes, unusually weird and open, - held me. Held God. He flowed in as I’ve seen the countryside flow - in. Seen men. I must have done something—what, I dont know, in the - confusion of my emotion. She sprang up. Rushed some distance from me. - Fell to her knees, and began swaying, swaying. Her body was tortured - with something it could not let out. Like boiling sap it flooded arms - and fingers till she shook them as if they burned her. It found her - throat, and spattered inarticulately in plaintive, convulsive sounds, - mingled with calls to Christ Jesus. And then she sang, brokenly. A - Jewish cantor singing with a broken voice. A child’s voice, uncertain, - or an old man’s. Dusk hid her; I could hear only her song. It seemed to - me as though she were pounding her head in anguish upon the ground. I - rushed to her. She fainted in my arms.</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>There was talk about her fainting with me in the canefield. And I - got one or two ugly looks from town men who’d set themselves up to - protect <span class="pagenum">33</span>her. In fact, there was talk of making me leave town. But - they never did. They kept a watch-out for me, though. Shortly after, - I came back North. From the train window I saw her as I crossed her - road. Saw her on her porch, head tilted a little forward where the nail - was, eyes vaguely focused on the sunset. Saw her face flow into them, - the countryside and something that I call God, flowing into them... - Nothing ever really happened. Nothing ever came to Fern, not even I. - Something I would do for her. Some fine unnamed thing... And, friend, - you? She is still living, I have reason to know. Her name, against the - chance that you might happen down that way, is Fernie May Rosen.</p> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="NULLO"> - <span class="pagenum">34</span> - <h2>NULLO</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">A spray of pine-needles,</div> - <div class="i0">Dipped in western horizon gold,</div> - <div class="i0">Fell onto a path.</div> - <div class="i0">Dry moulds of cow-hoofs.</div> - <div class="i0">In the forest.</div> - <div class="i0">Rabbits knew not of their falling,</div> - <div class="i0">Nor did the forest catch aflame.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="EVENING_SONG"> - <span class="pagenum">35</span> - <h2>EVENING SONG</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Full moon rising on the waters of my heart,</div> - <div class="i0">Lakes and moon and fires,</div> - <div class="i0">Cloine tires,</div> - <div class="i0">Holding her lips apart.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Promises of slumber leaving shore to charm the moon,</div> - <div class="i0">Miracle made vesper-keeps,</div> - <div class="i0">Cloine sleeps,</div> - <div class="i0">And I’ll be sleeping soon.</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Cloine, curled like the sleepy waters where the moon-waves start,</div> - <div class="i0">Radiant, resplendently she gleams,</div> - <div class="i0">Cloine dreams,</div> - <div class="i0">Lips pressed against my heart.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="ESTHER"> - <span class="pagenum">36</span> - <h2>ESTHER</h2> - </div> - - <h3>1</h3> - - <p><i>Nine.</i></p> - - <p class="drop-cap">ESTHER’S hair falls in soft curls about her high-cheek-boned - chalk-white face. Esther’s hair would be beautiful if there were - more gloss to it. And if her face were not prematurely serious, one - would call it pretty. Her cheeks are too flat and dead for a girl of - nine. Esther looks like a little white child, starched, frilled, as - she walks slowly from her home towards her father’s grocery store. - She is about to turn in Broad from Maple Street. White and black men - loafing on the corner hold no interest for her. Then a strange thing - happens. A clean-muscled, magnificent, black-skinned Negro, whom she - had heard her father mention as King Barlo, suddenly drops to his knees - on a spot called the Spittoon. White men, unaware of him, continue - squirting tobacco juice in his direction. The saffron fluid splashes - on his<span class="pagenum">37</span> face. His smooth black face begins to glisten and to shine. - Soon, people notice him, and gather round. His eyes are rapturous - upon the heavens. Lips and nostrils quiver. Barlo is in a religious - trance. Town folks know it. They are not startled. They are not afraid. - They gather round. Some beg boxes from the grocery stores. From old - McGregor’s notion shop. A coffin-case is pressed into use. Folks line - the curb-stones. Business men close shop. And Banker Warply parks his - car close by. Silently, all await the prophet’s voice. The sheriff, - a great florid fellow whose leggings never meet around his bulging - calves, swears in three deputies. “Wall, y cant never tell what a - nigger like King Barlo might be up t.” Soda bottles, five fingers full - of shine, are passed to those who want them. A couple of stray dogs - start a fight. Old Goodlow’s cow comes flopping up the street. Barlo, - still as an Indian fakir, has not moved. The town bell strikes six. The - sun slips in behind a heavy mass of horizon cloud. The crowd is hushed - and expectant. Barlo’s under jaw relaxes, and his lips begin to move.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">38</span></p> - - <p>“Jesus has been awhisperin strange words deep down, O way down deep, - deep in my ears.”</p> - - <p>Hums of awe and of excitement.</p> - - <p>“He called me to His side an said, 'Git down on your knees beside me, - son, Ise gwine t whisper in your ears.’”</p> - - <p>An old sister cries, “Ah, Lord.”</p> - - <p>“'Ise agwine t whisper in your ears,’ he said, an I replied, 'Thy will - be done on earth as it is in heaven.’”</p> - - <p>“Ah, Lord. Amen. Amen.”</p> - - <p>“An Lord Jesus whispered strange good words deep down, O way down deep, - deep in my ears. An He said, 'Tell em till you feel your throat on - fire.’ I saw a vision. I saw a man arise, an he was big an black an - powerful—”</p> - - <p>Some one yells, “Preach it, preacher, preach it!”</p> - - <p>“—but his head was caught up in th clouds. An while he was agazin at - th heavens, heart filled up with th Lord, some little white-ant biddies - came an tied his feet to chains. They led him t th coast, they led him - t th sea, they led him across th ocean an they didnt set him free. - The old coast didnt miss him, an th new<span class="pagenum">39</span> coast wasnt free, he left - the old-coast brothers, t give birth t you an me. O Lord, great God - Almighty, t give birth t you an me.”</p> - - <p>Barlo pauses. Old gray mothers are in tears. Fragments of melodies - are being hummed. White folks are touched and curiously awed. Off to - themselves, white and black preachers confer as to how best to rid - themselves of the vagrant, usurping fellow. Barlo looks as though he is - struggling to continue. People are hushed. One can hear weevils work. - Dusk is falling rapidly, and the customary store lights fail to throw - their feeble glow across the gray dust and flagging of the Georgia - town. Barlo rises to his full height. He is immense. To the people he - assumes the outlines of his visioned African. In a mighty voice he - bellows:</p> - - <p>“Brothers an sisters, turn your faces t th sweet face of the Lord, an - fill your hearts with glory. Open your eyes an see th dawnin of th - mornin light. Open your ears—”</p> - - <p>Years afterwards Esther was told that at that very moment a great, - heavy, rumbling voice actually was heard. That hosts of angels and of - demons paraded up and down the streets all<span class="pagenum">40</span> night. That King Barlo rode - out of town astride a pitch-black bull that had a glowing gold ring - in its nose. And that old Limp Underwood, who hated niggers, woke up - next morning to find that he held a black man in his arms. This much is - certain: an inspired Negress, of wide reputation for being sanctified, - drew a portrait of a black madonna on the court-house wall. And King - Barlo left town. He left his image indelibly upon the mind of Esther. - He became the starting point of the only living patterns that her mind - was to know.</p> - - <h3>2</h3> - - <p><i>Sixteen.</i></p> - - <p>Esther begins to dream. The low evening sun sets the windows of - McGregor’s notion shop aflame. Esther makes believe that they really - are aflame. The town fire department rushes madly down the road. It - ruthlessly shoves black and white idlers to one side. It whoops. It - clangs. It rescues from the second-story window a dimpled infant - which she claims for her own. How had she come by it? She thinks of<span class="pagenum">41</span> - it immaculately. It is a sin to think of it immaculately. She must - dream no more. She must repent her sin. Another dream comes. There - is no fire department. There are no heroic men. The fire starts. The - loafers on the corner form a circle, chew their tobacco faster, and - squirt juice just as fast as they can chew. Gallons on top of gallons - they squirt upon the flames. The air reeks with the stench of scorched - tobacco juice. Women, fat chunky Negro women, lean scrawny white women, - pull their skirts up above their heads and display the most ludicrous - underclothes. The women scoot in all directions from the danger zone. - She alone is left to take the baby in her arms. But what a baby! Black, - singed, woolly, tobacco-juice baby—ugly as sin. Once held to her - breast, miraculous thing: its breath is sweet and its lips can nibble. - She loves it frantically. Her joy in it changes the town folks’ jeers - to harmless jealousy, and she is left alone.</p> - - <p><i>Twenty-two.</i></p> - - <p>Esther’s schooling is over. She works behind<span class="pagenum">42</span> the counter of her - father’s grocery store. “To keep the money in the family,” so he said. - She is learning to make distinctions between the business and the - social worlds. “Good business comes from remembering that the white - folks dont divide the niggers, Esther. Be just as black as any man - who has a silver dollar.” Esther listlessly forgets that she is near - white, and that her father is the richest colored man in town. Black - folk who drift in to buy lard and snuff and flour of her, call her a - sweet-natured, accommodating girl. She learns their names. She forgets - them. She thinks about men. “I dont appeal to them. I wonder why.” - She recalls an affair she had with a little fair boy while still in - school. It had ended in her shame when he as much as told her that for - sweetness he preferred a lollipop. She remembers the salesman from the - North who wanted to take her to the movies that first night he was in - town. She refused, of course. And he never came back, having found out - who she was. She thinks of Barlo. Barlo’s image gives her a slightly - stale thrill. She spices it by telling herself his glories. Black. - Magnetically so. Best cotton picker in<span class="pagenum">43</span> the county, in the state, - in the whole world for that matter. Best man with his fists, best - man with dice, with a razor. Promoter of church benefits. Of colored - fairs. Vagrant preacher. Lover of all the women for miles and miles - around. Esther decides that she loves him. And with a vague sense of - life slipping by, she resolves that she will tell him so, whatever - people say, the next time he comes to town. After the making of this - resolution which becomes a sort of wedding cake for her to tuck beneath - her pillow and go to sleep upon, she sees nothing of Barlo for five - years. Her hair thins. It looks like the dull silk on puny corn ears. - Her face pales until it is the color of the gray dust that dances with - dead cotton leaves...</p> - - <h3>3</h3> - - <p><i>Esther is twenty-seven.</i></p> - - <p>Esther sells lard and snuff and flour to vague black faces that drift - in her store to ask for them. Her eyes hardly see the people to whom - she gives change. Her body is lean and<span class="pagenum">44</span> beaten. She rests listlessly - against the counter, too weary to sit down. From the street some one - shouts, “King Barlo has come back to town.” He passes her window, - driving a large new car. Cut-out open. He veers to the curb, and steps - out. Barlo has made money on cotton during the war. He is as rich as - anyone. Esther suddenly is animate. She goes to her door. She sees him - at a distance, the center of a group of credulous men. She hears the - deep-bass rumble of his talk. The sun swings low. McGregor’s windows - are aflame again. Pale flame. A sharply dressed white girl passes by. - For a moment Esther wishes that she might be like her. Not white; she - has no need for being that. But sharp, sporty, with get-up about her. - Barlo is connected with that wish. She mustnt wish. Wishes only make - you restless. Emptiness is a thing that grows by being moved. “I’ll - not think. Not wish. Just set my mind against it.” Then the thought - comes to her that those purposeless, easy-going men will possess him, - if she doesnt. Purpose is not dead in her, now that she comes to think - of it. That loose women will have their arms around him at Nat Bowle’s<span class="pagenum">45</span> - place to-night. As if her veins are full of fired sun-bleached southern - shanties, a swift heat sweeps them. Dead dreams, and a forgotten - resolution are carried upward by the flames. Pale flames. “They shant - have him. Oh, they shall not. Not if it kills me they shant have him.” - Jerky, aflutter, she closes the store and starts home. Folks lazing - on store window-sills wonder what on earth can be the matter with Jim - Crane’s gal, as she passes them. “Come to remember, she always was a - little off, a little crazy, I reckon.” Esther seeks her own room, and - locks the door. Her mind is a pink mesh-bag filled with baby toes.</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>Using the noise of the town clock striking twelve to cover the creaks - of her departure, Esther slips into the quiet road. The town, her - parents, most everyone is sound asleep. This fact is a stable thing - that comforts her. After sundown a chill wind came up from the west. - It is still blowing, but to her it is a steady, settled thing like the - cold. She wants her mind to be like that. Solid, contained, and blank - as a sheet of darkened ice. She will not permit herself to<span class="pagenum">46</span> notice the - peculiar phosphorescent glitter of the sweet-gum leaves. Their movement - would excite her. Exciting too, the recession of the dull familiar - homes she knows so well. She doesnt know them at all. She closes her - eyes, and holds them tightly. Wont do. Her being aware that they are - closed recalls her purpose. She does not want to think of it. She opens - them. She turns now into the deserted business street. The corrugated - iron canopies and mule- and horse-gnawed hitching posts bring her a - strange composure. Ghosts of the commonplaces of her daily life take - stride with her and become her companions. And the echoes of her heels - upon the flagging are rhythmically monotonous and soothing. Crossing - the street at the corner of McGregor’s notion shop, she thinks that the - windows are a dull flame. Only a fancy. She walks faster. Then runs. A - turn into a side street brings her abruptly to Nat Bowle’s place. The - house is squat and dark. It is always dark. Barlo is within. Quietly - she opens the outside door and steps in. She passes through a small - room. Pauses before a flight of stairs down which people’s voices, - muffled, come. The air<span class="pagenum">47</span> is heavy with fresh tobacco smoke. It makes her - sick. She wants to turn back. She goes up the steps. As if she were - mounting to some great height, her head spins. She is violently dizzy. - Blackness rushes to her eyes. And then she finds that she is in a large - room. Barlo is before her.</p> - - <p>“Well, I’m sholy damned—skuse me, but what, what brought you here, lil - milk-white gal?”</p> - - <p>“You.” Her voice sounds like a frightened child’s that calls homeward - from some point miles away.</p> - - <p>“Me?”</p> - - <p>“Yes, you Barlo.”</p> - - <p>“This aint th place fer y. This aint th place fer y.”</p> - - <p>“I know. I know. But I’ve come for you.”</p> - - <p>“For me for what?”</p> - - <p>She manages to look deep and straight into his eyes. He is slow at - understanding. Guffaws and giggles break out from all around the room. - A coarse woman’s voice remarks, “So thats how th dictie niggers does - it.” Laughs. “Mus give em credit fo their gall.”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">48</span></p> - - <p>Esther doesnt hear. Barlo does. His faculties are jogged. She sees a - smile, ugly and repulsive to her, working upward through thick licker - fumes. Barlo seems hideous. The thought comes suddenly, that conception - with a drunken man must be a mighty sin. She draws away, frozen. Like - a somnambulist she wheels around and walks stiffly to the stairs. Down - them. Jeers and hoots pelter bluntly upon her back. She steps out. - There is no air, no street, and the town has completely disappeared.</p> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="CONVERSION"> - <span class="pagenum">49</span> - <h2>CONVERSION</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">African Guardian of Souls,</div> - <div class="i0">Drunk with rum,</div> - <div class="i0">Feasting on a strange cassava,</div> - <div class="i0">Yielding to new words and a weak palabra</div> - <div class="i0">Of a white-faced sardonic god—</div> - <div class="i0">Grins, cries</div> - <div class="i0">Amen,</div> - <div class="i0">Shouts hosanna.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="PORTRAIT_IN_GEORGIA"> - <span class="pagenum">50</span> - <h2>PORTRAIT IN GEORGIA</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Hair—braided chestnut, coiled like a lyncher’s rope,</div> - <div class="i0">Eyes—fagots,</div> - <div class="i0">Lips—old scars, or the first red blisters,</div> - <div class="i0">Breath—the last sweet scent of cane,</div> - <div class="i0">And her slim body, white as the ash of black flesh after flame.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="BLOOD-BURNING_MOON"> - <span class="pagenum">51</span> - <h2>BLOOD-BURNING MOON</h2> - </div> - - <h3>1</h3> - - <p class="drop-cap">UP from the skeleton stone walls, up from the rotting floor boards - and the solid hand-hewn beams of oak of the pre-war cotton factory, - dusk came. Up from the dusk the full moon came. Glowing like a fired - pine-knot, it illumined the great door and soft showered the Negro - shanties aligned along the single street of factory town. The full moon - in the great door was an omen. Negro women improvised songs against its - spell.</p> - - <p>Louisa sang as she came over the crest of the hill from the white - folks’ kitchen. Her skin was the color of oak leaves on young trees - in fall. Her breasts, firm and up-pointed like ripe acorns. And her - singing had the low murmur of winds in fig trees. Bob Stone, younger - son of the people she worked for, loved her. By the way the world - reckons things, he had won her. By measure of that warm glow which came - into her mind at thought of him, he had won her.<span class="pagenum">52</span> Tom Burwell, whom the - whole town called Big Boy, also loved her. But working in the fields - all day, and far away from her, gave him no chance to show it. Though - often enough of evenings he had tried to. Somehow, he never got along. - Strong as he was with hands upon the ax or plow, he found it difficult - to hold her. Or so he thought. But the fact was that he held her to - factory town more firmly than he thought for. His black balanced, and - pulled against, the white of Stone, when she thought of them. And her - mind was vaguely upon them as she came over the crest of the hill, - coming from the white folks’ kitchen. As she sang softly at the evil - face of the full moon.</p> - - <p>A strange stir was in her. Indolently, she tried to fix upon Bob or - Tom as the cause of it. To meet Bob in the canebrake, as she was going - to do an hour or so later, was nothing new. And Tom’s proposal which - she felt on its way to her could be indefinitely put off. Separately, - there was no unusual significance to either one. But for some reason, - they jumbled when her eyes gazed vacantly at the rising moon. And from - the jumble came the stir that was strangely within <span class="pagenum">53</span>her. Her lips - trembled. The slow rhythm of her song grew agitant and restless. Rusty - black and tan spotted hounds, lying in the dark corners of porches - or prowling around back yards, put their noses in the air and caught - its tremor. They began plaintively to yelp and howl. Chickens woke up - and cackled. Intermittently, all over the countryside dogs barked and - roosters crowed as if heralding a weird dawn or some ungodly awakening. - The women sang lustily. Their songs were cotton-wads to stop their - ears. Louisa came down into factory town and sank wearily upon the step - before her home. The moon was rising towards a thick cloud-bank which - soon would hide it.</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Red nigger moon. Sinner!</div> - <div class="i0">Blood-burning moon. Sinner!</div> - <div class="i0">Come out that fact’ry door.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <h3>2</h3> - - <p>Up from the deep dusk of a cleared spot on the edge of the forest a - mellow glow arose and spread fan-wise into the low-hanging heavens. - And all around the air was heavy with the scent<span class="pagenum">54</span> of boiling cane. A - large pile of cane-stalks lay like ribboned shadows upon the ground. A - mule, harnessed to a pole, trudged lazily round and round the pivot of - the grinder. Beneath a swaying oil lamp, a Negro alternately whipped - out at the mule, and fed cane-stalks to the grinder. A fat boy waddled - pails of fresh ground juice between the grinder and the boiling stove. - Steam came from the copper boiling pan. The scent of cane came from the - copper pan and drenched the forest and the hill that sloped to factory - town, beneath its fragrance. It drenched the men in circle seated - around the stove. Some of them chewed at the white pulp of stalks, but - there was no need for them to, if all they wanted was to taste the - cane. One tasted it in factory town. And from factory town one could - see the soft haze thrown by the glowing stove upon the low-hanging - heavens.</p> - - <p>Old David Georgia stirred the thickening syrup with a long ladle, and - ever so often drew it off. Old David Georgia tended his stove and told - tales about the white folks, about moonshining and cotton picking, - and about sweet nigger gals, to the men who sat there about his<span class="pagenum">55</span> stove - to listen to him. Tom Burwell chewed cane-stalk and laughed with the - others till someone mentioned Louisa. Till some one said something - about Louisa and Bob Stone, about the silk stockings she must have - gotten from him. Blood ran up Tom’s neck hotter than the glow that - flooded from the stove. He sprang up. Glared at the men and said, - “She’s my gal.” Will Manning laughed. Tom strode over to him. Yanked - him up and knocked him to the ground. Several of Manning’s friends got - up to fight for him. Tom whipped out a long knife and would have cut - them to shreds if they hadnt ducked into the woods. Tom had had enough. - He nodded to Old David Georgia and swung down the path to factory town. - Just then, the dogs started barking and the roosters began to crow. - Tom felt funny. Away from the fight, away from the stove, chill got - to him. He shivered. He shuddered when he saw the full moon rising - towards the cloud-bank. He who didnt give a godam for the fears of - old women. He forced his mind to fasten on Louisa. Bob Stone. Better - not be. He turned into the street and saw Louisa sitting before her - home. He went<span class="pagenum">56</span> towards her, ambling, touched the brim of a marvelously - shaped, spotted, felt hat, said he wanted to say something to her, and - then found that he didnt know what he had to say, or if he did, that he - couldnt say it. He shoved his big fists in his overalls, grinned, and - started to move off.</p> - - <p>“Youall want me, Tom?”</p> - - <p>“Thats what us wants, sho, Louisa.”</p> - - <p>“Well, here I am—”</p> - - <p>“An here I is, but that aint ahelpin none, all th same.”</p> - - <p>“You wanted to say something?..”</p> - - <p>“I did that, sho. But words is like th spots on dice: no matter how y - fumbles em, there’s times when they jes wont come. I dunno why. Seems - like th love I feels fo yo done stole m tongue. I got it now. Whee! - Louisa, honey, I oughtnt tell y, I feel I oughtnt cause yo is young - an goes t church an I has had other gals, but Louisa I sho do love - y. Lil gal, Ise watched y from them first days when youall sat right - here befo yo door befo th well an sang sometimes in a way that like t - broke m heart. Ise carried y with me into th fields, day after day, an - after that, an I<span class="pagenum">57</span> sho can plow when yo is there, an I can pick cotton. - Yassur! Come near beatin Barlo yesterday. I sho did. Yassur! An next - year if ole Stone’ll trust me, I’ll have a farm. My own. My bales will - buy yo what y gets from white folks now. Silk stockings an purple - dresses—course I dont believe what some folks been whisperin as t how - y gets them things now. White folks always did do for niggers what they - likes. An they jes cant help alikin yo, Louisa. Bob Stone likes y. - Course he does. But not th way folks is awhisperin. Does he, hon?”</p> - - <p>“I dont know what you mean, Tom.”</p> - - <p>“Course y dont. Ise already cut two niggers. Had t hon, t tell em so. - Niggers always tryin t make somethin out a nothin. An then besides, - white folks aint up t them tricks so much nowadays. Godam better not - be. Leastawise not with yo. Cause I wouldnt stand f it. Nassur.”</p> - - <p>“What would you do, Tom?”</p> - - <p>“Cut him jes like I cut a nigger.”</p> - - <p>“No, Tom—”</p> - - <p>“I said I would an there aint no mo to it. But that aint th talk f now. - Sing, honey Louisa,<span class="pagenum">58</span> an while I’m listenin t y I’ll be makin love.”</p> - - <p>Tom took her hand in his. Against the tough thickness of his own, hers - felt soft and small. His huge body slipped down to the step beside her. - The full moon sank upward into the deep purple of the cloud-bank. An - old woman brought a lighted lamp and hung it on the common well whose - bulky shadow squatted in the middle of the road, opposite Tom and - Louisa. The old woman lifted the well-lid, took hold the chain, and - began drawing up the heavy bucket. As she did so, she sang. Figures - shifted, restless-like, between lamp and window in the front rooms of - the shanties. Shadows of the figures fought each other on the gray dust - of the road. Figures raised the windows and joined the old woman in - song. Louisa and Tom, the whole street, singing:</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Red nigger moon. Sinner!</div> - <div class="i0">Blood-burning moon. Sinner!</div> - <div class="i0">Come out that fact’ry door.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <h3>3</h3> - - <p>Bob Stone sauntered from his veranda out into<span class="pagenum">59</span> the gloom of fir trees - and magnolias. The clear white of his skin paled, and the flush of his - cheeks turned purple. As if to balance this outer change, his mind - became consciously a white man’s. He passed the house with its huge - open hearth which, in the days of slavery, was the plantation cookery. - He saw Louisa bent over that hearth. He went in as a master should - and took her. Direct, honest, bold. None of this sneaking that he had - to go through now. The contrast was repulsive to him. His family had - lost ground. Hell no, his family still owned the niggers, practically. - Damned if they did, or he wouldnt have to duck around so. What would - they think if they knew? His mother? His sister? He shouldnt mention - them, shouldnt think of them in this connection. There in the dusk - he blushed at doing so. Fellows about town were all right, but how - about his friends up North? He could see them incredible, repulsed. - They didnt know. The thought first made him laugh. Then, with their - eyes still upon him, he began to feel embarrassed. He felt the need of - explaining things to them. Explain hell. They wouldnt understand, and - moreover, who ever<span class="pagenum">60</span> heard of a Southerner getting on his knees to any - Yankee, or anyone. No sir. He was going to see Louisa to-night, and - love her. She was lovely—in her way. Nigger way. What way was that? - Damned if he knew. Must know. He’d known her long enough to know. Was - there something about niggers that you couldnt know? Listening to - them at church didnt tell you anything. Looking at them didnt tell - you anything. Talking to them didnt tell you anything—unless it was - gossip, unless they wanted to talk. Of course, about farming, and - licker, and craps—but those werent nigger. Nigger was something more. - How much more? Something to be afraid of, more? Hell no. Who ever heard - of being afraid of a nigger? Tom Burwell. Cartwell had told him that - Tom went with Louisa after she reached home. No sir. No nigger had ever - been with his girl. He’d like to see one try. Some position for him - to be in. Him, Bob Stone, of the old Stone family, in a scrap with a - nigger over a nigger girl. In the good old days... Ha! Those were the - days. His family had lost ground. Not so much, though. Enough for him - to have to cut through<span class="pagenum">61</span> old Lemon’s canefield by way of the woods, that - he might meet her. She was worth it. Beautiful nigger gal. Why nigger? - Why not, just gal? No, it was because she was nigger that he went to - her. Sweet... The scent of boiling cane came to him. Then he saw the - rich glow of the stove. He heard the voices of the men circled around - it. He was about to skirt the clearing when he heard his own name - mentioned. He stopped. Quivering. Leaning against a tree, he listened.</p> - - <p>“Bad nigger. Yassur, he sho is one bad nigger when he gets started.”</p> - - <p>“Tom Burwell’s been on th gang three times fo cuttin men.”</p> - - <p>“What y think he’s agwine t do t Bob Stone?”</p> - - <p>“Dunno yet. He aint found out. When he does— Baby!”</p> - - <p>“Aint no tellin.”</p> - - <p>“Young Stone aint no quitter an I ken tell y that. Blood of th old uns - in his veins.”</p> - - <p>“Thats right. He’ll scrap, sho.”</p> - - <p>“Be gettin too hot f niggers round this away.”</p> - - <p>“Shut up, nigger. Y dont know what y talkin bout.”</p> - - <p>Bob Stone’s ears burned as though he had<span class="pagenum">62</span> been holding them over the - stove. Sizzling heat welled up within him. His feet felt as if they - rested on red-hot coals. They stung him to quick movement. He circled - the fringe of the glowing. Not a twig cracked beneath his feet. He - reached the path that led to factory town. Plunged furiously down it. - Halfway along, a blindness within him veered him aside. He crashed into - the bordering canebrake. Cane leaves cut his face and lips. He tasted - blood. He threw himself down and dug his fingers in the ground. The - earth was cool. Cane-roots took the fever from his hands. After a long - while, or so it seemed to him, the thought came to him that it must - be time to see Louisa. He got to his feet and walked calmly to their - meeting place. No Louisa. Tom Burwell had her. Veins in his forehead - bulged and distended. Saliva moistened the dried blood on his lips. He - bit down on his lips. He tasted blood. Not his own blood; Tom Burwell’s - blood. Bob drove through the cane and out again upon the road. A hound - swung down the path before him towards factory town. Bob couldnt see - it. The dog loped aside to let him pass. Bob’s blind<span class="pagenum">63</span> rushing made him - stumble over it. He fell with a thud that dazed him. The hound yelped. - Answering yelps came from all over the countryside. Chickens cackled. - Roosters crowed, heralding the bloodshot eyes of southern awakening. - Singers in the town were silenced. They shut their windows down. - Palpitant between the rooster crows, a chill hush settled upon the - huddled forms of Tom and Louisa. A figure rushed from the shadow and - stood before them. Tom popped to his feet.</p> - - <p>“Whats y want?”</p> - - <p>“I’m Bob Stone.”</p> - - <p>“Yassur—an I’m Tom Burwell. Whats y want?”</p> - - <p>Bob lunged at him. Tom side-stepped, caught him by the shoulder, and - flung him to the ground. Straddled him.</p> - - <p>“Let me up.”</p> - - <p>“Yassur—but watch yo doins, Bob Stone.”</p> - - <p>A few dark figures, drawn by the sound of scuffle stood about them. Bob - sprang to his feet.</p> - - <p>“Fight like a man, Tom Burwell, an I’ll lick y.”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">64</span></p> - - <p>Again he lunged. Tom side-stepped and flung him to the ground. - Straddled him.</p> - - <p>“Get off me, you godam nigger you.”</p> - - <p>“Yo sho has started somethin now. Get up.”</p> - - <p>Tom yanked him up and began hammering at him. Each blow sounded as if - it smashed into a precious, irreplaceable soft something. Beneath them, - Bob staggered back. He reached in his pocket and whipped out a knife.</p> - - <p>“Thats my game, sho.”</p> - - <p>Blue flash, a steel blade slashed across Bob Stone’s throat. He had - a sweetish sick feeling. Blood began to flow. Then he felt a sharp - twitch of pain. He let his knife drop. He slapped one hand against his - neck. He pressed the other on top of his head as if to hold it down. - He groaned. He turned, and staggered towards the crest of the hill in - the direction of white town. Negroes who had seen the fight slunk into - their homes and blew the lamps out. Louisa, dazed, hysterical, refused - to go indoors. She slipped, crumbled, her body loosely propped against - the woodwork of the well. Tom Burwell leaned against it. He seemed - rooted there.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">65</span></p> - - <p>Bob reached Broad Street. White men rushed up to him. He collapsed in - their arms.</p> - - <p>“Tom Burwell....”</p> - - <p>White men like ants upon a forage rushed about. Except for the taut hum - of their moving, all was silent. Shotguns, revolvers, rope, kerosene, - torches. Two high-powered cars with glaring search-lights. They came - together. The taut hum rose to a low roar. Then nothing could be heard - but the flop of their feet in the thick dust of the road. The moving - body of their silence preceded them over the crest of the hill into - factory town. It flattened the Negroes beneath it. It rolled to the - wall of the factory, where it stopped. Tom knew that they were coming. - He couldnt move. And then he saw the search-lights of the two cars - glaring down on him. A quick shock went through him. He stiffened. He - started to run. A yell went up from the mob. Tom wheeled about and - faced them. They poured down on him. They swarmed. A large man with - dead-white face and flabby cheeks came to him and almost jabbed a - gun-barrel through his guts.</p> - - <p>“Hands behind y, nigger.”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">66</span></p> - - <p>Tom’s wrist were bound. The big man shoved him to the well. Burn him - over it, and when the woodwork caved in, his body would drop to the - bottom. Two deaths for a godam nigger. Louisa was driven back. The mob - pushed in. Its pressure, its momentum was too great. Drag him to the - factory. Wood and stakes already there. Tom moved in the direction - indicated. But they had to drag him. They reached the great door. Too - many to get in there. The mob divided and flowed around the walls to - either side. The big man shoved him through the door. The mob pressed - in from the sides. Taut humming. No words. A stake was sunk into the - ground. Rotting floor boards piled around it. Kerosene poured on the - rotting floor boards. Tom bound to the stake. His breast was bare. - Nails scratches let little lines of blood trickle down and mat into - the hair. His face, his eyes were set and stony. Except for irregular - breathing, one would have thought him already dead. Torches were flung - onto the pile. A great flare muffled in black smoke shot upward. The - mob yelled. The mob was silent. Now Tom could be seen within the - flames. Only his head, erect,<span class="pagenum">67</span> lean, like a blackened stone. Stench - of burning flesh soaked the air. Tom’s eyes popped. His head settled - downward. The mob yelled. Its yell echoed against the skeleton stone - walls and sounded like a hundred yells. Like a hundred mobs yelling. - Its yell thudded against the thick front wall and fell back. Ghost of a - yell slipped through the flames and out the great door of the factory. - It fluttered like a dying thing down the single street of factory town. - Louisa, upon the step before her home, did not hear it, but her eyes - opened slowly. They saw the full moon glowing in the great door. The - full moon, an evil thing, an omen, soft showering the homes of folks - she knew. Where were they, these people? She’d sing, and perhaps they’d - come out and join her. Perhaps Tom Burwell would come. At any rate, the - full moon in the great door was an omen which she must sing to:</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Red nigger moon. Sinner!</div> - <div class="i0">Blood-burning moon. Sinner!</div> - <div class="i0">Come out that fact’ry door.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="figright mb30"> - <img src="images/i_069.png" width="135" height="50" alt="" /> - </div> - - <hr class="page clear" /> - <div class="chapter" id="SEVENTH_STREET"> - <span class="pagenum">71</span> - <h2>SEVENTH STREET</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Money burns the pocket, pocket hurts,</div> - <div class="i0">Bootleggers in silken shirts,</div> - <div class="i0">Ballooned, zooming Cadillacs,</div> - <div class="i0">Whizzing, whizzing down the street-car tracks.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p class="drop-cap">SEVENTH STREET is a bastard of Prohibition and the War. A crude-boned, - soft-skinned wedge of nigger life breathing its loafer air, jazz - songs and love, thrusting unconscious rhythms, black reddish blood - into the white and whitewashed wood of Washington. Stale soggy wood - of Washington. Wedges rust in soggy wood... Split it! In two! Again! - Shred it! .. the sun. Wedges are brilliant in the sun; ribbons of wet - wood dry and blow away. Black reddish blood. Pouring for crude-boned - soft-skinned life, who set you flowing? Blood suckers of the War would - spin in a frenzy of dizziness if they drank your blood. Prohibition - would put a stop to it. Who set you flowing? White and whitewash - disappear in blood. Who set you flowing? Flowing down the smooth - asphalt of Seventh Street, in shanties, brick<span class="pagenum">72</span> office buildings, - theaters, drug stores, restaurants, and cabarets? Eddying on the - corners? Swirling like a blood-red smoke up where the buzzards fly in - heaven? God would not dare to suck black red blood. A Nigger God! He - would duck his head in shame and call for the Judgment Day. Who set you - flowing?</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Money burns the pocket, pocket hurts,</div> - <div class="i0">Bootleggers in silken shirts,</div> - <div class="i0">Ballooned, zooming Cadillacs,</div> - <div class="i0">Whizzing, whizzing down the street-car tracks.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="RHOBERT"> - <span class="pagenum">73</span> - <h2>RHOBERT</h2> - </div> - - <p class="drop-cap">RHOBERT wears a house, like a monstrous diver’s helmet, on his head. - His legs are banty-bowed and shaky because as a child he had rickets. - He is way down. Rods of the house like antennæ of a dead thing, - stuffed, prop up in the air. He is way down. He is sinking. His house - is a dead thing that weights him down. He is sinking as a diver would - sink in mud should the water be drawn off. Life is a murky, wiggling, - microscopic water that compresses him. Compresses his helmet and would - crush it the minute that he pulled his head out. He has to keep it in. - Life is water that is being drawn off.</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Brother, life is water that is being drawn off.</div> - <div class="i0">Brother, life is water that is being drawn off.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p>The dead house is stuffed. The stuffing is alive. It is sinful to draw - one’s head out of live stuffing in a dead house. The propped-up antennæ - would cave in and the stuffing be strewn .. shredded life-pulp .. in - the water. It is sinful to have one’s own head crushed.<span class="pagenum">74</span> Rhobert is an - upright man whose legs are banty-bowed and shaky because as a child - he had rickets. The earth is round. Heaven is a sphere that surrounds - it. Sink where you will. God is a Red Cross man with a dredge and a - respiration-pump who’s waiting for you at the opposite periphery. God - built the house. He blew His breath into its stuffing. It is good to - die obeying Him who can do these things.</p> - - <p>A futile something like the dead house wraps the live stuffing of the - question: how long before the water will be drawn off? Rhobert does not - care. Like most men who wear monstrous helmets, the pressure it exerts - is enough to convince him of its practical infinity. And he cares not - two straws as to whether or not he will ever see his wife and children - again. Many a time he’s seen them drown in his dreams and has kicked - about joyously in the mud for days after. One thing about him goes - straight to the heart. He has an Adam’s-apple which strains sometimes - as if he were painfully gulping great globules of air .. air floating - shredded life-pulp. It is a sad thing to see a banty-bowed, shaky, - ricket-legged man straining the raw insides of his throat against - smooth air. Holding furtive thoughts about the glory of pulp-heads<span class="pagenum">75</span> - strewn in water... He is way down. Down. Mud, coming to his banty - knees, almost hides them. Soon people will be looking at him and - calling him a strong man. No doubt he is for one who has had rickets. - Lets give it to him. Lets call him great when the water shall have been - all drawn off. Lets build a monument and set it in the ooze where he - goes down. A monument of hewn oak, carved in nigger-heads. Lets open - our throats, brother, and sing “Deep River” when he goes down.</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Brother, Rhobert is sinking.</div> - <div class="i0">Lets open our throats, brother,</div> - <div class="i0">Lets sing Deep River when he goes down.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="AVEY"> - <span class="pagenum">76</span> - <h2>AVEY</h2> - </div> - - <p class="drop-cap">FOR a long while she was nothing more to me than one of those skirted - beings whom boys at a certain age disdain to play with. Just how I - came to love her, timidly, and with secret blushes, I do not know. - But that I did was brought home to me one night, the first night that - Ned wore his long pants. Us fellers were seated on the curb before an - apartment house where she had gone in. The young trees had not outgrown - their boxes then. V Street was lined with them. When our legs grew - cramped and stiff from the cold of the stone, we’d stand around a box - and whittle it. I like to think now that there was a hidden purpose in - the way we hacked them with our knives. I like to feel that something - deep in me responded to the trees, the young trees that whinnied like - colts impatient to be let free... On the particular night I have in - mind, we were waiting for the top-floor light to go out. We wanted to - see Avey leave the flat. This night she stayed longer than usual and - gave<span class="pagenum">77</span> us a chance to complete the plans of how we were going to stone - and beat that feller on the top floor out of town. Ned especially had - it in for him. He was about to throw a brick up at the window when at - last the room went dark. Some minutes passed. Then Avey, as unconcerned - as if she had been paying an old-maid aunt a visit, came out. I don’t - remember what she had on, and all that sort of thing. But I do know - that I turned hot as bare pavements in the summertime at Ned’s boast: - “Hell, bet I could get her too if you little niggers weren’t always - spying and crabbing everything.” I didnt say a word to him. It wasnt - my way then. I just stood there like the others, and something like - a fuse burned up inside of me. She never noticed us, but swung along - lazy and easy as anything. We sauntered to the corner and watched her - till her door banged to. Ned repeated what he’d said. I didnt seem - to care. Sitting around old Mush-Head’s bread box, the discussion - began. “Hang if I can see how she gets away with it,” Doc started. - Ned knew, of course. There was nothing he didnt know when it came to - women. He dilated on the emotional needs of girls. Said<span class="pagenum">78</span> they werent - much different from men in that respect. And concluded with the solemn - avowal: “It does em good.” None of us liked Ned much. We all talked - dirt; but it was the way he said it. And then too, a couple of the - fellers had sisters and had caught Ned playing with them. But there was - no disputing the superiority of his smutty wisdom. Bubs Sanborn, whose - mother was friendly with Avey’s, had overheard the old ladies talking. - “Avey’s mother’s ont her,” he said. We thought that only natural and - began to guess at what would happen. Some one said she’d marry that - feller on the top floor. Ned called that a lie because Avey was going - to marry nobody but him. We had our doubts about that, but we did agree - that she’d soon leave school and marry some one. The gang broke up, and - I went home, picturing myself as married.</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>Nothing I did seemed able to change Avey’s indifference to me. I played - basket-ball, and when I’d make a long clean shot she’d clap with the - others, louder than they, I thought. I’d meet her on the street, and - there’d be no difference<span class="pagenum">79</span> in the way she said hello. She never took the - trouble to call me by my name. On the days for drill, I’d let my voice - down a tone and call for a complicated maneuver when I saw her coming. - She’d smile appreciation, but it was an impersonal smile, never for me. - It was on a summer excursion down to Riverview that she first seemed to - take me into account. The day had been spent riding merry-go-rounds, - scenic-railways, and shoot-the-chutes. We had been in swimming and we - had danced. I was a crack swimmer then. She didnt know how. I held her - up and showed her how to kick her legs and draw her arms. Of course - she didnt learn in one day, but she thanked me for bothering with her. - I was also somewhat of a dancer. And I had already noticed that love - can start on a dance floor. We danced. But though I held her tightly - in my arms, she was way away. That college feller who lived on the top - floor was somewhere making money for the next year. I imagined that - she was thinking, wishing for him. Ned was along. He treated her until - his money gave out. She went with another feller. Ned got sore. One - by one the boys’ money gave<span class="pagenum">80</span> out. She left them. And they got sore. - Every one of them but me got sore. This is the reason, I guess, why I - had her to myself on the top deck of the <i>Jane Mosely</i> that night as - we puffed up the Potomac, coming home. The moon was brilliant. The air - was sweet like clover. And every now and then, a salt tang, a stale - drift of sea-weed. It was not my mind’s fault if it went romancing. I - should have taken her in my arms the minute we were stowed in that old - lifeboat. I dallied, dreaming. She took me in hers. And I could feel by - the touch of it that it wasnt a man-to-woman love. It made me restless. - I felt chagrined. I didnt know what it was, but I did know that I - couldnt handle it. She ran her fingers through my hair and kissed - my forehead. I itched to break through her tenderness to passion. - I wanted her to take me in her arms as I knew she had that college - feller. I wanted her to love me passionately as she did him. I gave her - one burning kiss. Then she laid me in her lap as if I were a child. - Helpless. I got sore when she started to hum a lullaby. She wouldnt - let me go. I talked. I knew damned well that I could beat her at that. - Her<span class="pagenum">81</span> eyes were soft and misty, the curves of her lips were wistful, and - her smile seemed indulgent of the irrelevance of my remarks. I gave up - at last and let her love me, silently, in her own way. The moon was - brilliant. The air was sweet like clover, and every now and then, a - salt tang, a stale drift of sea-weed...</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>The next time I came close to her was the following summer at Harpers - Ferry. We were sitting on a flat projecting rock they give the name of - Lover’s Leap. Some one is supposed to have jumped off it. The river is - about six hundred feet beneath. A railroad track runs up the valley and - curves out of sight where part of the mountain rock had to be blasted - away to make room for it. The engines of this valley have a whistle, - the echoes of which sound like iterated gasps and sobs. I always think - of them as crude music from the soul of Avey. We sat there holding - hands. Our palms were soft and warm against each other. Our fingers - were not tight. She would not let them be. She would not let me twist - them. I wanted to talk. To explain what I meant to her. Avey was as - silent as those great trees whose tops we looked down<span class="pagenum">82</span> upon. She has - always been like that. At least, to me. I had the notion that if I - really wanted to, I could do with her just what I pleased. Like one - can strip a tree. I did kiss her. I even let my hands cup her breasts. - When I was through, she’d seek my hand and hold it till my pulse cooled - down. Evening after evening we sat there. I tried to get her to talk - about that college feller. She never would. There was no set time to go - home. None of my family had come down. And as for hers, she didnt give - a hang about them. The general gossips could hardly say more than they - had. The boarding-house porch was always deserted when we returned. No - one saw us enter, so the time was set conveniently for scandal. This - worried me a little, for I thought it might keep Avey from getting an - appointment in the schools. She didnt care. She had finished normal - school. They could give her a job if they wanted to. As time went on, - her indifference to things began to pique me; I was ambitious. I left - the Ferry earlier than she did. I was going off to college. The more - I thought of it, the more I resented, yes, hell, thats what it was, - her downright laziness. Sloppy<span class="pagenum">83</span> indolence. There was no excuse for a - healthy girl taking life so easy. Hell! she was no better than a cow. - I was certain that she was a cow when I felt an udder in a Wisconsin - stock-judging class. Among those energetic Swedes, or whatever they - are, I decided to forget her. For two years I thought I did. When I’d - come home for the summer she’d be away. And before she returned, I’d - be gone. We never wrote; she was too damned lazy for that. But what a - bluff I put up about forgetting her. The girls up that way, at least - the ones I knew, havent got the stuff: they dont know how to love. - Giving themselves completely was tame beside just the holding of Avey’s - hand. One day I received a note from her. The writing, I decided, was - slovenly. She wrote on a torn bit of note-book paper. The envelope had - a faint perfume that I remembered. A single line told me she had lost - her school and was going away. I comforted myself with the reflection - that shame held no pain for one so indolent as she. Nevertheless, I - left Wisconsin that year for good. Washington had seemingly forgotten - her. I hunted Ned. Between curses, I caught his opinion of<span class="pagenum">84</span> her. She - was no better than a whore. I saw her mother on the street. The same - old pinch-beck, jerky-gaited creature that I’d always known.</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>Perhaps five years passed. The business of hunting a job or something - or other had bruised my vanity so that I could recognize it. I felt - old. Avey and my real relation to her, I thought I came to know. I - wanted to see her. I had been told that she was in New York. As I had - no money, I hiked and bummed my way there. I got work in a ship-yard - and walked the streets at night, hoping to meet her. Failing in this, - I saved enough to pay my fare back home. One evening in early June, - just at the time when dusk is most lovely on the eastern horizon, I saw - Avey, indolent as ever, leaning on the arm of a man, strolling under - the recently lit arc-lights of U Street. She had almost passed before - she recognized me. She showed no surprise. The puff over her eyes - had grown heavier. The eyes themselves were still sleepy-large, and - beautiful. I had almost concluded—indifferent. “You look older,” was - what she said. I wanted to convince <span class="pagenum">85</span>her that I was, so I asked her to - walk with me. The man whom she was with, and whom she never took the - trouble to introduce, at a nod from her, hailed a taxi, and drove away. - That gave me a notion of what she had been used to. Her dress was of - some fine, costly stuff. I suggested the park, and then added that the - grass might stain her skirt. Let it get stained, she said, for where it - came from there are others.</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>I have a spot in Soldier’s Home to which I always go when I want the - simple beauty of another’s soul. Robins spring about the lawn all - day. They leave their footprints in the grass. I imagine that the - grass at night smells sweet and fresh because of them. The ground is - high. Washington lies below. Its light spreads like a blush against - the darkened sky. Against the soft dusk sky of Washington. And when - the wind is from the South, soil of my homeland falls like a fertile - shower upon the lean streets of the city. Upon my hill in Soldier’s - Home. I know the policeman who watches the place of nights. When I go - there alone, I talk to him. I tell him I come there to find the truth - that people<span class="pagenum">86</span> bury in their hearts. I tell him that I do not come there - with a girl to do the thing he’s paid to watch out for. I look deep - in his eyes when I say these things, and he believes me. He comes - over to see who it is on the grass. I say hello to him. He greets - me in the same way and goes off searching for other black splotches - upon the lawn. Avey and I went there. A band in one of the buildings - a fair distance off was playing a march. I wished they would stop. - Their playing was like a tin spoon in one’s mouth. I wanted the Howard - Glee Club to sing “Deep River,” from the road. To sing “Deep River, - Deep River,” from the road... Other than the first comments, Avey - had been silent. I started to hum a folk-tune. She slipped her hand - in mine. Pillowed her head as best she could upon my arm. Kissed the - hand that she was holding and listened, or so I thought, to what I had - to say. I traced my development from the early days up to the present - time, the phase in which I could understand her. I described her own - nature and temperament. Told how they needed a larger life for their - expression. How incapable Washington was of understanding <span class="pagenum">87</span>that need. - How it could not meet it. I pointed out that in lieu of proper channels, - her emotions had overflowed into paths that dissipated them. I talked, - beautifully I thought, about an art that would be born, an art that - would open the way for women the likes of her. I asked her to hope, and - build up an inner life against the coming of that day. I recited some - of my own things to her. I sang, with a strange quiver in my voice, - a promise-song. And then I began to wonder why her hand had not once - returned a single pressure. My old-time feeling about her laziness came - back. I spoke sharply. My policeman friend passed by. I said hello to - him. As he went away, I began to visualize certain possibilities. An - immediate and urgent passion swept over me. Then I looked at Avey. - Her heavy eyes were closed. Her breathing was as faint and regular as - a child’s in slumber. My passion died. I was afraid to move lest I - disturb her. Hours and hours, I guess it was, she lay there. My body - grew numb. I shivered. I coughed. I wanted to get up and whittle at - the boxes of young trees. I withdrew my hand. I raised her head to - waken her. She<span class="pagenum">88</span> did not stir. I got up and walked around. I found my - policeman friend and talked to him. We both came up, and bent over her. - He said it would be all right for her to stay there just so long as she - got away before the workmen came at dawn. A blanket was borrowed from - a neighbor house. I sat beside her through the night. I saw the dawn - steal over Washington. The Capitol dome looked like a gray ghost ship - drifting in from sea. Avey’s face was pale, and her eyes were heavy. - She did not have the gray crimson-splashed beauty of the dawn. I hated - to wake her. Orphan-woman...</p> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="BEEHIVE"> - <span class="pagenum">89</span> - <h2>BEEHIVE</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Within this black hive to-night</div> - <div class="i0">There swarm a million bees;</div> - <div class="i0">Bees passing in and out the moon,</div> - <div class="i0">Bees escaping out the moon,</div> - <div class="i0">Bees returning through the moon,</div> - <div class="i0">Silver bees intently buzzing,</div> - <div class="i0">Silver honey dripping from the swarm of bees</div> - <div class="i0">Earth is a waxen cell of the world comb,</div> - <div class="i0">And I, a drone,</div> - <div class="i0">Lying on my back,</div> - <div class="i0">Lipping honey,</div> - <div class="i0">Getting drunk with silver honey,</div> - <div class="i0">Wish that I might fly out past the moon</div> - <div class="i0">And curl forever in some far-off farmyard flower.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="STORM_ENDING"> - <span class="pagenum">90</span> - <h2>STORM ENDING</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Thunder blossoms gorgeously above our heads,</div> - <div class="i0">Great, hollow, bell-like flowers,</div> - <div class="i0">Rumbling in the wind,</div> - <div class="i0">Stretching clappers to strike our ears ..</div> - <div class="i0">Full-lipped flowers</div> - <div class="i0">Bitten by the sun</div> - <div class="i0">Bleeding rain</div> - <div class="i0">Dripping rain like golden honey—</div> - <div class="i0">And the sweet earth flying from the thunder.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="THEATER"> - <span class="pagenum">91</span> - <h2>THEATER</h2> - </div> - - <p class="drop-cap">LIFE of nigger alleys, of pool rooms and restaurants and near-beer - saloons soaks into the walls of Howard Theater and sets them throbbing - jazz songs. Black-skinned, they dance and shout above the tick and - trill of white-walled buildings. At night, they open doors to people - who come in to stamp their feet and shout. At night, road-shows volley - songs into the mass-heart of black people. Songs soak the walls and - seep out to the nigger life of alleys and near-beer saloons, of the - Poodle Dog and Black Bear cabarets. Afternoons, the house is dark, and - the walls are sleeping singers until rehearsal begins. Or until John - comes within them. Then they start throbbing to a subtle syncopation. - And the space-dark air grows softly luminous.</p> - - <p>John is the manager’s brother. He is seated at the center of the - theater, just before rehearsal. Light streaks down upon him from a - window high above. One half his face is orange in it. One half his - face is in shadow. The soft glow<span class="pagenum">92</span> of the house rushes to, and compacts - about, the shaft of light. John’s mind coincides with the shaft of - light. Thoughts rush to, and compact about it. Life of the house and of - the slowly awakening stage swirls to the body of John, and thrills it. - John’s body is separate from the thoughts that pack his mind.</p> - - <p>Stage-lights, soft, as if they shine through clear pink fingers. - Beneath them, hid by the shadow of a set, Dorris. Other chorus girls - drift in. John feels them in the mass. And as if his own body were the - mass-heart of a black audience listening to them singing, he wants - to stamp his feet and shout. His mind, contained above desires of - his body, singles the girls out, and tries to trace origins and plot - destinies.</p> - - <p>A pianist slips into the pit and improvises jazz. The walls awake. Arms - of the girls, and their limbs, which .. jazz, jazz .. by lifting up - their tight street skirts they set free, jab the air and clog the floor - in rhythm to the music. (Lift your skirts, Baby, and talk t papa!) - Crude, individualized, and yet .. monotonous...</p> - - <p>John: Soon the director will herd you, my<span class="pagenum">93</span> full-lipped, distant - beauties, and tame you, and blunt your sharp thrusts in loosely - suggestive movements, appropriate to Broadway. (O dance!) Soon the - audience will paint your dusk faces white, and call you beautiful. (O - dance!) Soon I... (O dance!) I’d like...</p> - - <p>Girls laugh and shout. Sing discordant snatches of other jazz songs. - Whirl with loose passion into the arms of passing show-men.</p> - - <p>John: Too thick. Too easy. Too monotonous. Her whom I’d love I’d leave - before she knew that I was with her. Her? Which? (O dance!) I’d like - to...</p> - - <p>Girls dance and sing. Men clap. The walls sing and press inward. They - press the men and girls, they press John towards a center of physical - ecstasy. Go to it, Baby! Fan yourself, and feed your papa! Put .. - nobody lied .. and take .. when they said I cried over you. No lie! - The glitter and color of stacked scenes, the gilt and brass and crimson - of the house, converge towards a center of physical ecstasy. John’s - feet and torso and his blood press in. He wills thought to rid his mind - of passion.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">94</span></p> - - <p>“All right, girls. Alaska. Miss Reynolds, please.”</p> - - <p>The director wants to get the rehearsal through with.</p> - - <p>The girls line up. John sees the front row: dancing ponies. The rest - are in shadow. The leading lady fits loosely in the front. Lack-life, - monotonous. “One, two, three—” Music starts. The song is somewhere - where it will not strain the leading lady’s throat. The dance is - somewhere where it will not strain the girls. Above the staleness, - one dancer throws herself into it. Dorris. John sees her. Her - hair, crisp-curled, is bobbed. Bushy, black hair bobbing about her - lemon-colored face. Her lips are curiously full, and very red. Her - limbs in silk purple stockings are lovely. John feels them. Desires - her. Holds off.</p> - - <p>John: Stage-door johnny; chorus-girl. No, that would be all right. - Dictie, educated, stuck-up; show-girl. Yep. Her suspicion would be - stronger than her passion. It wouldnt work. Keep her loveliness. Let - her go.</p> - - <p>Dorris sees John and knows that he is looking at her. Her own glowing - is too rich a thing to<span class="pagenum">95</span> let her feel the slimness of his diluted - passion.</p> - - <p>“Who’s that?” she asks her dancing partner.</p> - - <p>“Th manager’s brother. Dictie. Nothin doin, hon.”</p> - - <p>Dorris tosses her head and dances for him until she feels she has him. - Then, withdrawing disdainfully, she flirts with the director.</p> - - <p>Dorris: Nothin doin? How come? Aint I as good as him? Couldnt I have - got an education if I’d wanted one? Dont I know respectable folks, lots - of em, in Philadelphia and New York and Chicago? Aint I had men as good - as him? Better. Doctors an lawyers. Whats a manager’s brother, anyhow?</p> - - <p>Two steps back, and two steps front.</p> - - <p>“Say, Mame, where do you get that stuff?”</p> - - <p>“Whatshmean, Dorris?”</p> - - <p>“If you two girls cant listen to what I’m telling you, I know where I - can get some who can. Now listen.”</p> - - <p>Mame: Go to hell, you black bastard.</p> - - <p>Dorris: Whats eatin at him, anyway?</p> - - <p>“Now follow me in this, you girls. Its three<span class="pagenum">96</span> counts to the right, - three counts to the left, and then you shimmy—”</p> - - <p>John: —and then you shimmy. I’ll bet she can. Some good cabaret, with - rooms upstairs. And what in hell do you think you’d get from it? Youre - going wrong. Here’s right: get her to herself—(Christ, but how she’d - bore you after the first five minutes)—not if you get her right she - wouldnt. Touch her, I mean. To herself—in some room perhaps. Some - cheap, dingy bedroom. Hell no. Cant be done. But the point is, brother - John, it can be done. Get her to herself somewhere, anywhere. Go down - in yourself—and she’d be calling you all sorts of asses while you were - in the process of going down. Hold em, bud. Cant be done. Let her go. - (Dance and I’ll love you!) And keep her loveliness.</p> - - <p>“All right now, Chicken Chaser. Dorris and girls. Where’s Dorris? I - told you to stay on the stage, didnt I? Well? Now thats enough. All - right. All right there, Professor? All right. One, two, three—”</p> - - <p>Dorris swings to the front. The line of girls, four deep, blurs within - the shadow of suspended <span class="pagenum">97</span>scenes. Dorris wants to dance. The director - feels that and steps to one side. He smiles, and picks her for a - leading lady, one of these days. Odd ends of stage-men emerge from the - wings, and stare and clap. A crap game in the alley suddenly ends. - Black faces crowd the rear stage doors. The girls, catching joy from - Dorris, whip up within the footlights’ glow. They forget set steps; - they find their own. The director forgets to bawl them out. Dorris - dances.</p> - - <p>John: Her head bobs to Broadway. Dance from yourself. Dance! O just a - little more.</p> - - <p>Dorris’ eyes burn across the space of seats to him.</p> - - <p>Dorris: I bet he can love. Hell, he cant love. He’s too skinny. His - lips are too skinny. He wouldnt love me anyway, only for that. But I’d - get a pair of silk stockings out of it. Red silk. I got purple. Cut - it, kid. You cant win him to respect you that away. He wouldnt anyway. - Maybe he would. Maybe he’d love. I’ve heard em say that men who look - like him (what does he look like?) will marry if they love. O will you - love me? And give me kids, and a<span class="pagenum">98</span> home, and everything? (I’d like to - make your nest, and honest, hon, I wouldnt run out on you.) You will if - I make you. Just watch me.</p> - - <p>Dorris dances. She forgets her tricks. She dances.</p> - - <p>Glorious songs are the muscles of her limbs.</p> - - <p>And her singing is of canebrake loves and mangrove feastings.</p> - - <p>The walls press in, singing. Flesh of a throbbing body, they press - close to John and Dorris. They close them in. John’s heart beats - tensely against her dancing body. Walls press his mind within his - heart. And then, the shaft of light goes out the window high above him. - John’s mind sweeps up to follow it. Mind pulls him upward into dream. - <span class="right">Dorris dances...</span><br />John dreams:</p> - - <blockquote> - <p>Dorris is dressed in a loose black gown splashed with lemon - ribbons. Her feet taper long and slim from trim ankles. She - waits for him just inside the stage door. John, collar and tie - colorful and flaring, walks towards the stage door. There are - no trees in the alley. But his feet feel as though they step - on autumn leaves whose rustle has been pressed out of them by - the passing of a million satin slippers. The air is sweet with - roasting <span class="pagenum">99</span>chestnuts, sweet with bonfires of old leaves. John’s - melancholy is a deep thing that seals all senses but his eyes, - and makes him whole.</p> - - <p>Dorris knows that he is coming. Just at the right moment she - steps from the door, as if there were no door. Her face is - tinted like the autumn alley. Of old flowers, or of a southern - canefield, her perfume. “Glorious Dorris.” So his eyes speak. - And their sadness is too deep for sweet untruth. She barely - touches his arm. They glide off with footfalls softened on the - leaves, the old leaves powdered by a million satin slippers.</p> - - <p>They are in a room. John knows nothing of it. Only, that the - flesh and blood of Dorris are its walls. Singing walls. Lights, - soft, as if they shine through clear pink fingers. Soft lights, - and warm.</p> - - <p>John reaches for a manuscript of his, and reads. Dorris, who - has no eyes, has eyes to understand him. He comes to a dancing - scene. The scene is Dorris. She dances. Dorris dances. Glorious - Dorris. Dorris whirls, whirls, dances...</p> - </blockquote> - - <p class="right mb0">Dorris dances.</p> - <p class="noindent mt0"> - The pianist crashes a bumper chord. The whole stage claps. Dorris, - flushed, looks quick at John. His whole face is in shadow. She seeks - for her dance in it. She finds it a dead thing in the shadow which is - his dream. She rushes from<span class="pagenum">100</span> the stage. Falls down the steps into her - dressing-room. Pulls her hair. Her eyes, over a floor of tears, stare - at the whitewashed ceiling. (Smell of dry paste, and paint, and soiled - clothing.) Her pal comes in. Dorris flings herself into the old safe - arms, and cries bitterly.</p> - - <p>“I told you nothin doin,” is what Mame says to comfort her.</p> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="HER_LIPS_ARE_COPPER_WIRE"> - <span class="pagenum">101</span> - <h2>HER LIPS ARE COPPER WIRE</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">whisper of yellow globes</div> - <div class="i0">gleaming on lamp-posts that sway</div> - <div class="i0">like bootleg licker drinkers in the fog</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">and let your breath be moist against me</div> - <div class="i0">like bright beads on yellow globes</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">telephone the power-house</div> - <div class="i0">that the main wires are insulate</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">(her words play softly up and down</div> - <div class="i0">dewy corridors of billboards)</div> - </div> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">then with your tongue remove the tape</div> - <div class="i0">and press your lips to mine</div> - <div class="i0">till they are incandescent</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="CALLING_JESUS"> - <span class="pagenum">102</span> - <h2>CALLING JESUS</h2> - </div> - - <p class="drop-cap">HER soul is like a little thrust-tailed dog that follows her, - whimpering. She is large enough, I know, to find a warm spot for it. - But each night when she comes home and closes the big outside storm - door, the little dog is left in the vestibule, filled with chills till - morning. Some one ... eoho Jesus ... soft as a cotton boll brushed - against the milk-pod cheek of Christ, will steal in and cover it that - it need not shiver, and carry it to her where she sleeps upon clean hay - cut in her dreams.</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>When you meet her in the daytime on the streets, the little dog keeps - coming. Nothing happens at first, and then, when she has forgotten - the streets and alleys, and the large house where she goes to bed of - nights, a soft thing like fur begins to rub your limbs, and you hear a - low, scared voice, lonely, calling, and you know that a cool something - nozzles moisture in your palms. Sensitive things like nostrils, quiver. - Her breath comes sweet as honeysuckle whose pistils bear the life of - coming song. And her eyes carry<span class="pagenum">103</span> to where builders find no need for - vestibules, for swinging on iron hinges, storm doors.</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>Her soul is like a little thrust-tailed dog, that follows her, - whimpering. I’ve seen it tagging on behind her, up streets where - chestnut trees flowered, where dusty asphalt had been freshly sprinkled - with clean water. Up alleys where niggers sat on low door-steps before - tumbled shanties and sang and loved. At night, when she comes home, the - little dog is left in the vestibule, nosing the crack beneath the big - storm door, filled with chills till morning. Some one ... eoho Jesus - ... soft as the bare feet of Christ moving across bales of southern - cotton, will steal in and cover it that it need not shiver, and carry - it to her where she sleeps: cradled in dream-fluted cane.</p> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="BOX_SEAT"> - <span class="pagenum">104</span> - <h2>BOX SEAT</h2> - </div> - - <h3>1</h3> - - <p class="drop-cap">HOUSES are shy girls whose eyes shine reticently upon the dusk body of - the street. Upon the gleaming limbs and asphalt torso of a dreaming - nigger. Shake your curled wool-blossoms, nigger. Open your liver lips - to the lean, white spring. Stir the root-life of a withered people. - Call them from their houses, and teach them to dream.</p> - - <p>Dark swaying forms of Negroes are street songs that woo virginal houses.</p> - - <p>Dan Moore walks southward on Thirteenth Street. The low limbs of - budding chestnut trees recede above his head. Chestnut buds and - blossoms are wool he walks upon. The eyes of houses faintly touch him - as he passes them. Soft girl-eyes, they set him singing. Girl-eyes - within him widen upward to promised faces. Floating away, they dally - wistfully over the dusk body of the street. Come on, Dan Moore, come - on. Dan sings. His voice is a little hoarse.<span class="pagenum">105</span> It cracks. He strains to - produce tones in keeping with the houses’ loveliness. Cant be done. He - whistles. His notes are shrill. They hurt him. Negroes open gates, and - go indoors, perfectly. Dan thinks of the house he’s going to. Of the - girl. Lips, flesh-notes of a forgotten song, plead with him...</p> - - <p>Dan turns into a side-street, opens an iron gate, bangs it to. Mounts - the steps, and searches for the bell. Funny, he cant find it. He - fumbles around. The thought comes to him that some one passing by might - see him, and not understand. Might think that he is trying to sneak, to - break in.</p> - - <p>Dan: Break in. Get an ax and smash in. Smash in their faces. I’ll show - em. Break into an engine-house, steal a thousand horse-power fire - truck. Smash in with the truck. I’ll show em. Grab an ax and brain - em. Cut em up. Jack the Ripper. Baboon from the zoo. And then the - cops come. “No, I aint a baboon. I aint Jack the Ripper. I’m a poor - man out of work. Take your hands off me, you bull-necked bears. Look - into my eyes. I am Dan Moore. I was born in a canefield. The hands of - Jesus<span class="pagenum">106</span> touched me. I am come to a sick world to heal it. Only the other - day, a dope fiend brushed against me— Dont laugh, you mighty, juicy, - meat-hook men. Give me your fingers and I will peel them as if they - were ripe bananas.”</p> - - <p>Some one might think he is trying to break in. He’d better knock. His - knuckles are raw bone against the thick glass door. He waits. No one - comes. Perhaps they havent heard him. He raps again. This time, harder. - He waits. No one comes. Some one is surely in. He fancies that he sees - their shadows on the glass. Shadows of gorillas. Perhaps they saw him - coming and dont want to let him in. He knocks. The tension of his arms - makes the glass rattle. Hurried steps come towards him. The door opens.</p> - - <p>“Please, you might break the glass—the bell—oh, Mr. Moore! I thought - it must be some stranger. How do you do? Come in, wont you? Muriel? - Yes. I’ll call her. Take your things off, wont you? And have a seat in - the parlor. Muriel will be right down. Muriel! Oh Muriel! Mr. Moore to - see you. She’ll be right down. You’ll pardon me, wont you? So glad to - see you.”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">107</span></p> - - <p>Her eyes are weak. They are bluish and watery from reading newspapers. - The blue is steel. It gimlets Dan while her mouth flaps amiably to him.</p> - - <p>Dan: Nothing for you to see, old mussel-head. Dare I show you? If I - did, delirium would furnish you headlines for a month. Now look here. - Thats enough. Go long, woman. Say some nasty thing and I’ll kill you. - Huh. Better damned sight not. Ta-ta, Mrs. Pribby.</p> - - <p>Mrs. Pribby retreats to the rear of the house. She takes up a - newspaper. There is a sharp click as she fits into her chair and draws - it to the table. The click is metallic like the sound of a bolt being - shot into place. Dan’s eyes sting. Sinking into a soft couch, he closes - them. The house contracts about him. It is a sharp-edged, massed, - metallic house. Bolted. About Mrs. Pribby. Bolted to the endless rows - of metal houses. Mrs. Pribby’s house. The rows of houses belong to - other Mrs. Pribbys. No wonder he couldn’t sing to them.</p> - - <p>Dan: What’s Muriel doing here? God, what a place for her. Whats she - doing? Putting her stockings on? In the bathroom. Come<span class="pagenum">108</span> out of there, - Dan Moore. People must have their privacy. Peeping-toms. I’ll never - peep. I’ll listen. I like to listen.</p> - - <p>Dan goes to the wall and places his ear against it. A passing street - car and something vibrant from the earth sends a rumble to him. That - rumble comes from the earth’s deep core. It is the mutter of powerful - underground races. Dan has a picture of all the people rushing to put - their ears against walls, to listen to it. The next world-savior is - coming up that way. Coming up. A continent sinks down. The new-world - Christ will need consummate skill to walk upon the waters where huge - bubbles burst... Thuds of Muriel coming down. Dan turns to the - piano and glances through a stack of jazz music sheets. “Ji-ji-bo, - JI-JI-BO!” ..</p> - - <p>“Hello, Dan, stranger, what brought you here?”</p> - - <p>Muriel comes in, shakes hands, and then clicks into a high-armed seat - under the orange glow of a floor-lamp. Her face is fleshy. It would - tend to coarseness but for the fresh fragrant something which is the - life of it. Her hair like an Indian’s. But more curly and bushed<span class="pagenum">109</span> - and vagrant. Her nostrils flare. The flushed ginger of her cheeks is - touched orange by the shower of color from the lamp.</p> - - <p>“Well, you havent told me, you havent answered my question, stranger. - What brought you here?”</p> - - <p>Dan feels the pressure of the house, of the rear room, of the rows of - houses, shift to Muriel. He is light. He loves her. He is doubly heavy.</p> - - <p>“Dont know, Muriel—wanted to see you—wanted to talk to you—to see - you and tell you that I know what you’ve been through—what pain the - last few months must have been—”</p> - - <p>“Lets dont mention that.”</p> - - <p>“But why not, Muriel? I—”</p> - - <p>“Please.”</p> - - <p>“But Muriel, life is full of things like that. One grows strong and - beautiful in facing them. What else is life?”</p> - - <p>“I dont know, Dan. And I dont believe I care. Whats the use? Lets talk - about something else. I hear there’s a good show at the Lincoln this - week.”</p> - - <p>“Yes, so Harry was telling me. Going?”</p> - - <p>“To-night.”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">110</span></p> - - <p>Dan starts to rise.</p> - - <p>“I didnt know. I dont want to keep you.”</p> - - <p>“Its all right. You dont have to go till Bernice comes. And she wont be - here till eight. I’m all dressed. I’ll let you know.”</p> - - <p>“Thanks.”</p> - - <p>Silence. The rustle of a newspaper being turned comes from the rear - room.</p> - - <p>Muriel: Shame about Dan. Something awfully good and fine about him. But - he don’t fit in. In where? Me? Dan, I could love you if I tried. I dont - have to try. I do. O Dan, dont you know I do? Timid lover, brave talker - that you are. Whats the good of all you know if you dont know that? I - wont let myself. I? Mrs. Pribby who reads newspapers all night wont. - What has she got to do with me? She is me, somehow. No she’s not. Yes - she is. She is the town, and the town wont let me love you, Dan. Dont - you know? You could make it let me if you would. Why wont you? Youre - selfish. I’m not strong enough to buck it. Youre too selfish to buck - it, for me. I wish you’d go. You irritate me. Dan, please go.</p> - - <p>“What are you doing now, Dan?”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">111</span></p> - - <p>“Same old thing, Muriel. Nothing, as the world would have it. Living, - as I look at things. Living as much as I can without—”</p> - - <p>“But you cant live without money, Dan. Why dont you get a good job and - settle down?”</p> - - <p>Dan: Same old line. Shoot it at me, sister. Hell of a note, this loving - business. For ten minutes of it youve got to stand the torture of an - intolerable heaviness and a hundred platitudes. Well, damit, shoot on.</p> - - <p>“To what? my dear. Rustling newspapers?”</p> - - <p>“You mustnt say that, Dan. It isnt right. Mrs. Pribby has been awfully - good to me.”</p> - - <p>“Dare say she has. Whats that got to do with it?”</p> - - <p>“Oh, Dan, youre so unconsiderate and selfish. All you think of is - yourself.”</p> - - <p>“I think of you.”</p> - - <p>“Too much—I mean, you ought to work more and think less. Thats the - best way to get along.”</p> - - <p>“Mussel-heads get along, Muriel. There is more to you than that—”</p> - - <p>“Sometimes I think there is, Dan. But I dont know. I’ve tried. I’ve - tried to do something <span class="pagenum">112</span>with myself. Something real and beautiful, I - mean. But whats the good of trying? I’ve tried to make people, every - one I come in contact with, happy—”</p> - - <p>Dan looks at her, directly. Her animalism, still unconquered by - zoo-restrictions and keeper-taboos, stirs him. Passion tilts upward, - bringing with it the elements of an old desire. Muriel’s lips become - the flesh-notes of a futile, plaintive longing. Dan’s impulse to direct - her is its fresh life.</p> - - <p>“Happy, Muriel? No, not happy. Your aim is wrong. There is no such - thing as happiness. Life bends joy and pain, beauty and ugliness, - in such a way that no one may isolate them. No one should want to. - Perfect joy, or perfect pain, with no contrasting element to define - them, would mean a monotony of consciousness, would mean death. Not - happy, Muriel. Say that you have tried to make them create. Say that - you have used your own capacity for life to cradle them. To start them - upward-flowing. Or if you cant say that you have, then say that you - will. My talking to you will make you aware of your<span class="pagenum">113</span> power to do so. - Say that you will love, that you will give yourself in love—”</p> - - <p>“To you, Dan?”</p> - - <p>Dan’s consciousness crudely swerves into his passions. They flare up in - his eyes. They set up quivers in his abdomen. He is suddenly over-tense - and nervous.</p> - - <p>“Muriel—”</p> - - <p>The newspaper rustles in the rear room.</p> - - <p>“Muriel—”</p> - - <p>Dan rises. His arms stretch towards her. His fingers and his palms, - pink in the lamp-light, are glowing irons. Muriel’s chair is close and - stiff about her. The house, the rows of houses locked about her chair. - Dan’s fingers and arms are fire to melt and bars to wrench and force - and pry. Her arms hang loose. Her hands are hot and moist. Dan takes - them. He slips to his knees before her.</p> - - <p>“Dan, you mustnt.”</p> - - <p>“Muriel—”</p> - - <p>“Dan, really you mustnt. No, Dan. No.”</p> - - <p>“Oh, come, Muriel. Must I—”</p> - - <p>“Shhh. Dan, please get up. Please. Mrs. Pribby is right in the next - room. She’ll hear<span class="pagenum">114</span> you. She may come in. Dont, Dan. She’ll see you—”</p> - - <p>“Well then, lets go out.”</p> - - <p>“I cant. Let go, Dan. Oh, wont you please let go.”</p> - - <p>Muriel tries to pull her hands away. Dan tightens his grip. He feels - the strength of his fingers. His muscles are tight and strong. He - stands up. Thrusts out his chest. Muriel shrinks from him. Dan becomes - aware of his crude absurdity. His lips curl. His passion chills. He has - an obstinate desire to possess her.</p> - - <p>“Muriel, I love you. I want you, whatever the world of Pribby says. - Damn your Pribby. Who is she to dictate my love? I’ve stood enough of - her. Enough of you. Come here.”</p> - - <p>Muriel’s mouth works in and out. Her eyes flash and waggle. She - wrenches her hands loose and forces them against his breast to keep - him off. Dan grabs her wrists. Wedges in between her arms. Her face is - close to him. It is hot and blue and moist. Ugly.</p> - - <p>“Come here now.”</p> - - <p>“Dont, Dan. Oh, dont. What are you killing?”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">115</span></p> - - <p>“Whats weak in both of us and a whole litter of Pribbys. For once in - your life youre going to face whats real, by God—”</p> - - <p>A sharp rap on the newspaper in the rear room cuts between them. The - rap is like cool thick glass between them. Dan is hot on one side. - Muriel, hot on the other. They straighten. Gaze fearfully at one - another. Neither moves. A clock in the rear room, in the rear room, - the rear room, strikes eight. Eight slow, cool sounds. Bernice. Muriel - fastens on her image. She smooths her dress. She adjusts her skirt. - She becomes prim and cool. Rising, she skirts Dan as if to keep the - glass between them. Dan, gyrating nervously above the easy swing of his - limbs, follows her to the parlor door. Muriel retreats before him till - she reaches the landing of the steps that lead upstairs. She smiles - at him. Dan sees his face in the hall mirror. He runs his fingers - through his hair. Reaches for his hat and coat and puts them on. He - moves towards Muriel. Muriel steps backward up one step. Dan’s jaw - shoots out. Muriel jerks her arm in warning of Mrs. Pribby. She gasps - and turns and starts to run. Noise of a<span class="pagenum">116</span> chair scraping as Mrs. Pribby - rises from it, ratchets down the hall. Dan stops. He makes a wry face, - wheels round, goes out, and slams the door.</p> - - <h3>2</h3> - - <p>People come in slowly ... mutter, laughs, flutter, whishadwash, “I’ve - changed my work-clothes—” ... and fill vacant seats of Lincoln - Theater. Muriel, leading Bernice who is a cross between a washerwoman - and a blue-blood lady, a washer-blue, a washer-lady, wanders down the - right aisle to the lower front box. Muriel has on an orange dress. - Its color would clash with the crimson box-draperies, its color would - contradict the sweet rose smile her face is bathed in, should she take - her coat off. She’ll keep it on. Pale purple shadows rest on the planes - of her cheeks. Deep purple comes from her thick-shocked hair. Orange - of the dress goes well with these. Muriel presses her coat down from - around her shoulders. Teachers are not supposed to have bobbed hair. - She’ll keep her hat on. She takes the first chair, and indicates that<span class="pagenum">117</span> - Bernice is to take the one directly behind her. Seated thus, her eyes - are level with, and near to, the face of an imaginary man upon the - stage. To speak to Berny she must turn. When she does, the audience is - square upon her.</p> - - <p>People come in slowly ... “—for my Sunday-go-to-meeting dress. O glory - God! O shout Amen!” ... and fill vacant seats of Lincoln Theater. Each - one is a bolt that shoots into a slot, and is locked there. Suppose - the Lord should ask, where was Moses when the light went out? Suppose - Gabriel should blow his trumpet! The seats are slots. The seats are - bolted houses. The mass grows denser. Its weight at first is impalpable - upon the box. Then Muriel begins to feel it. She props her arm against - the brass box-rail, to ward it off. Silly. These people are friends of - hers: a parent of a child she teaches, an old school friend. She smiles - at them. They return her courtesy, and she is free to chat with Berny. - Berny’s tongue, started, runs on, and on. O washer-blue! O washer-lady!</p> - - <p>Muriel: Never see Dan again. He makes me feel queer. Starts things he - doesnt finish.<span class="pagenum">118</span> Upsets me. I am not upset. I am perfectly calm. I am - going to enjoy the show. Good show. I’ve had some show! This damn tame - thing. O Dan. Wont see Dan again. Not alone. Have Mrs. Pribby come in. - She <i>was</i> in. Keep Dan out. If I love him, can I keep him out? Well - then, I dont love him. Now he’s out. Who is that coming in? Blind as a - bat. Ding-bat. Looks like Dan. He mustnt see me. Silly. He cant reach - me. He wont dare come in here. He’d put his head down like a goring - bull and charge me. He’d trample them. He’d gore. He’d rape! Berny! He - won’t dare come in here.</p> - - <p>“Berny, who was that who just came in? I havent my glasses.”</p> - - <p>“A friend of yours, a <i>good</i> friend so I hear. Mr. Daniel Moore, Lord.”</p> - - <p>“Oh. He’s no friend of mine.”</p> - - <p>“No? I hear he is.”</p> - - <p>“Well, he isnt.”</p> - - <p>Dan is ushered down the aisle. He has to squeeze past the knees of - seated people to reach his own seat. He treads on a man’s corns. The - man grumbles, and shoves him off. He shrivels<span class="pagenum">119</span> close beside a portly - Negress whose huge rolls of flesh meet about the bones of seat-arms. - A soil-soaked fragrance comes from her. Through the cement floor - her strong roots sink down. They spread under the asphalt streets. - Dreaming, the streets roll over on their bellies, and suck their glossy - health from them. Her strong roots sink down and spread under the river - and disappear in blood-lines that waver south. Her roots shoot down. - Dan’s hands follow them. Roots throb. Dan’s heart beats violently. He - places his palms upon the earth to cool them. Earth throbs. Dan’s heart - beats violently. He sees all the people in the house rush to the walls - to listen to the rumble. A new-world Christ is coming up. Dan comes up. - He is startled. The eyes of the woman dont belong to her. They look at - him unpleasantly. From either aisle, bolted masses press in. He doesnt - fit. The mass grows agitant. For an instant, Dan’s and Muriel’s eyes - meet. His weight there slides the weight on her. She braces an arm - against the brass rail, and turns her head away.</p> - - <p>Muriel: Damn fool; dear Dan, what did you want to follow me here for? - Oh cant you<span class="pagenum">120</span> ever do anything right? Must you always pain me, and - make me hate you? I do hate you. I wish some one would come in with a - horse-whip and lash you out. I wish some one would drag you up a back - alley and brain you with the whip-butt.</p> - - <p>Muriel glances at her wrist-watch.</p> - - <p>“Quarter of nine. Berny, what time have you?”</p> - - <p>“Eight-forty. Time to begin. Oh, look Muriel, that woman with the - plume; doesnt she look good! They say she’s going with, oh, whats his - name. You know. Too much powder. I can see it from here. Here’s the - orchestra now. O fine! Jim Clem at the piano!”</p> - - <p>The men fill the pit. Instruments run the scale and tune. The saxophone - moans and throws a fit. Jim Clem, poised over the piano, is ready to - begin. His head nods forward. Opening crash. The house snaps dark. The - curtain recedes upward from the blush of the footlights. Jazz overture - is over. The first act is on.</p> - - <p>Dan: Old stuff. Muriel—bored. Must be. But she’ll smile and she’ll - clap. Do what youre<span class="pagenum">121</span> bid, you she-slave. Look at her. Sweet, tame woman - in a brass box seat. Clap, smile, fawn, clap. Do what youre bid. Drag - me in with you. Dirty me. Prop me in your brass box seat. I’m there, am - I not? because of you. He-slave. Slave of a woman who is a slave. I’m a - damned sight worse than you are. I sing your praises, Beauty! I exalt - thee, O Muriel! A slave, thou art greater than all Freedom because I - love thee.</p> - - <p>Dan fidgets, and disturbs his neighbors. His neighbors glare at him. - He glares back without seeing them. The man whose corns have been trod - upon speaks to him.</p> - - <p>“Keep quiet, cant you, mister. Other people have paid their money - besides yourself to see the show.”</p> - - <p>The man’s face is a blur about two sullen liquid things that are his - eyes. The eyes dissolve in the surrounding vagueness. Dan suddenly - feels that the man is an enemy whom he has long been looking for.</p> - - <p>Dan bristles. Glares furiously at the man.</p> - - <p>“All right. All right then. Look at the show. I’m not stopping you.”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">122</span></p> - - <p>“Shhh,” from some one in the rear.</p> - - <p>Dan turns around.</p> - - <p>“Its that man there who started everything. I didnt say a thing to him - until he tried to start something. What have I got to do with whether - he has paid his money or not? Thats the manager’s business. Do I look - like the manager?”</p> - - <p>“Shhhh. Youre right. Shhhh.”</p> - - <p>“Dont tell me to shhh. Tell him. That man there. He started everything. - If what he wanted was to start a fight, why didnt he say so?”</p> - - <p>The man leans forward.</p> - - <p>“Better be quiet, sonny. I aint said a thing about fight, yet.”</p> - - <p>“Its a good thing you havent.”</p> - - <p>“Shhhh.”</p> - - <p>Dan grips himself. Another act is on. Dwarfs, dressed like - prize-fighters, foreheads bulging like boxing gloves, are led upon - the stage. They are going to fight for the heavyweight championship. - Gruesome. Dan glances at Muriel. He imagines that she shudders. His - mind curves back into himself, and picks up tail-ends of experiences. - His eyes are open,<span class="pagenum">123</span> mechanically. The dwarfs pound and bruise and bleed - each other, on his eyeballs.</p> - - <p>Dan: Ah, but she was some baby! And not vulgar either. Funny how some - women can do those things. Muriel dancing like that! Hell. She rolled - and wabbled. Her buttocks rocked. She pulled up her dress and showed - her pink drawers. Baby! And then she caught my eyes. Dont know what my - eyes had in them. Yes I do. God, dont I though! Sometimes I think, Dan - Moore, that your eyes could burn clean ... burn clean ... BURN CLEAN!..</p> - - <p>The gong rings. The dwarfs set to. They spar grotesquely, playfully, - until one lands a stiff blow. This makes the other sore. He commences - slugging. A real scrap is on. Time! The dwarfs go to their corners - and are sponged and fanned off. Gloves bulge from their wrists. Their - wrists are necks for the tight-faced gloves. The fellow to the right - lets his eyes roam over the audience. He sights Muriel. He grins.</p> - - <p>Dan: Those silly women arguing feminism. Here’s what I should have said - to them. “It<span class="pagenum">124</span> should be clear to you women, that the proposition must - be stated thus:</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Me, horizontally above her.</div> - <div class="i0">Action: perfect strokes downward oblique.</div> - <div class="i0">Hence, man dominates because of limitation.</div> - <div class="i0">Or, so it shall be until women learn their stuff.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p class="noindent">So framed, the proposition is a mental-filler, Dentist, I - want gold teeth. It should become cherished of the technical intellect. - I hereby offer it to posterity as one of the important machine-age - designs. P. S. It should be noted, that because it <i>is</i> an achievement - of this age, its growth and hence its causes, up to the point of - maturity, antedate machinery. Ery...”</p> - - <p>The gong rings. No fooling this time. The dwarfs set to. They clinch. - The referee parts them. One swings a cruel upper-cut and knocks the - other down. A huge head hits the floor. Pop! The house roars. The - fighter, groggy, scrambles up. The referee whispers to the contenders - not to fight so hard. They ignore him. They charge. Their heads jab - like boxing-gloves. They kick and spit and bite. They pound each other - furiously. Muriel pounds.<span class="pagenum">125</span> The house pounds. Cut lips. Bloody noses. - The referee asks for the gong. Time! The house roars. The dwarfs bow, - are made to bow. The house wants more. The dwarfs are led from the - stage.</p> - - <p>Dan: Strange I never really noticed him before. Been sitting there for - years. Born a slave. Slavery not so long ago. He’ll die in his chair. - Swing low, sweet chariot. Jesus will come and roll him down the river - Jordan. Oh, come along, Moses, you’ll get lost; stretch out your rod - and come across. LET MY PEOPLE GO! Old man. Knows everyone who passes - the corners. Saw the first horse-cars. The first Oldsmobile. And he was - born in slavery. I did see his eyes. Never miss eyes. But they were - bloodshot and watery. It hurt to look at them. It hurts to look in most - people’s eyes. He saw Grant and Lincoln. He saw Walt—old man, did you - see Walt Whitman? Did you see Walt Whitman! Strange force that drew me - to him. And I went up to see. The woman thought I saw crazy. I told - him to look into the heavens. He did, and smiled. I asked him if he - knew what that rumbling is that comes up from the ground. Christ,<span class="pagenum">126</span> what - a stroke that was. And the jabbering idiots crowding around. And the - crossing-cop leaving his job to come over and wheel him away...</p> - - <p>The house applauds. The house wants more. The dwarfs are led back. But - no encore. Must give the house something. The attendant comes out and - announces that Mr. Barry, the champion, will sing one of his own songs, - “for your approval.” Mr. Barry grins at Muriel as he wabbles from the - wing. He holds a fresh white rose, and a small mirror. He wipes blood - from his nose. He signals Jim Clem. The orchestra starts. A sentimental - love song, Mr. Barry sings, first to one girl, and then another in the - audience. He holds the mirror in such a way that it flashes in the face - of each one he sings to. The light swings around.</p> - - <p>Dan: I am going to reach up and grab the girders of this building and - pull them down. The crash will be a signal. Hid by the smoke and dust - Dan Moore will arise. In his right hand will be a dynamo. In his left, - a god’s face that will flash white light from ebony. I’ll grab a girder - and swing it like a walking-stick.<span class="pagenum">127</span> Lightning will flash. I’ll grab - its black knob and swing it like a crippled cane. Lightning... Some - one’s flashing ... some one’s flashing... Who in hell is flashing that - mirror? Take it off me, godam you.</p> - - <p>Dan’s eyes are half blinded. He moves his head. The light follows. - He hears the audience laugh. He hears the orchestra. A man with a - high-pitched, sentimental voice is singing. Dan sees the dwarf. Along - the mirror flash the song comes. Dan ducks his head. The audience - roars. The light swings around to Muriel. Dan looks. Muriel is too - close. Mr. Barry covers his mirror. He sings to her. She shrinks away. - Nausea. She clutches the brass box-rail. She moves to face away. - The audience is square upon her. Its eyes smile. Its hands itch to - clap. Muriel turns to the dwarf and forces a smile at him. With a - showy blare of orchestration, the song comes to its close. Mr. Barry - bows. He offers Muriel the rose, first having kissed it. Blood of his - battered lips is a vivid stain upon its petals. Mr. Barry offers Muriel - the rose. The house applauds. Muriel flinches back. The dwarf steps - forward, diffident;<span class="pagenum">128</span> threatening. Hate pops from his eyes and crackles - like a brittle heat about the box. The thick hide of his face is drawn - in tortured wrinkles. Above his eyes, the bulging, tight-skinned brow. - Dan looks at it. It grows calm and massive. It grows profound. It is - a thing of wisdom and tenderness, of suffering and beauty. Dan looks - down. The eyes are calm and luminous. Words come from them... Arms - of the audience reach out, grab Muriel, and hold her there. Claps - are steel fingers that manacle her wrists and move them forward to - acceptance. Berny leans forward and whispers:</p> - - <p>“Its all right. Go on—take it.”</p> - - <p>Words form in the eyes of the dwarf:</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">Do not shrink. Do not be afraid of me.</div> - <div class="i0"><i>Jesus</i></div> - <div class="i0">See how my eyes look at you.</div> - <div class="i0"><i>the Son of God</i></div> - <div class="i0">I too was made in His image.</div> - <div class="i0"><i>was once</i>—</div> - <div class="i0">I give you the rose.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p>Muriel, tight in her revulsion, sees black, and daintily reaches for - the offering. As her hand<span class="pagenum">129</span> touches it, Dan springs up in his seat and - shouts:</p> - - <p> - <span style="margin-left: 1em;">“JESUS WAS ONCE A LEPER!”</span><br /> - </p> - - <p>Dan steps down.</p> - - <p>He is as cool as a green stem that has just shed its flower.</p> - - <p>Rows of gaping faces strain towards him. They are distant, beneath him, - impalpable. Squeezing out, Dan again treads upon the corn-foot man. The - man shoves him.</p> - - <p>“Watch where youre going, mister. Crazy or no, you aint going to walk - over me. Watch where youre going there.”</p> - - <p>Dan turns, and serenely tweaks the fellow’s nose. The man jumps up. Dan - is jammed against a seat-back. A slight swift anger flicks him. His - fist hooks the other’s jaw.</p> - - <p>“Now you have started something. Aint no man living can hit me and get - away with it. Come on on the outside.”</p> - - <p>The house, tumultuously stirring, grabs its wraps and follows the men.</p> - - <p>The man leads Dan up a black alley. The alley-air is thick and moist - with smells of garbage <span class="pagenum">130</span>and wet trash. In the morning, singing niggers - will drive by and ring their gongs... Heavy with the scent of rancid - flowers and with the scent of fight. The crowd, pressing forward, is a - hollow roar. Eyes of houses, soft girl-eyes, glow reticently upon the - hubbub and blink out. The man stops. Takes off his hat and coat. Dan, - having forgotten him, keeps going on.</p> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="PRAYER"> - <span class="pagenum">131</span> - <h2>PRAYER</h2> - </div> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">My body is opaque to the soul.</div> - <div class="i0">Driven of the spirit, long have I sought to temper it unto the spirit’s longing,</div> - <div class="i0">But my mind, too, is opaque to the soul.</div> - <div class="i0">A closed lid is my soul’s flesh-eye.</div> - <div class="i0">O Spirits of whom my soul is but a little finger,</div> - <div class="i0">Direct it to the lid of its flesh-eye.</div> - <div class="i0">I am weak with much giving.</div> - <div class="i0">I am weak with the desire to give more.</div> - <div class="i0">(How strong a thing is the little finger!)</div> - <div class="i0">So weak that I have confused the body with the soul,</div> - <div class="i0">And the body with its little finger.</div> - <div class="i0">(How frail is the little finger.)</div> - <div class="i0">My voice could not carry to you did you dwell in stars,</div> - <div class="i0">O Spirits of whom my soul is but a little finger...</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="HARVEST_SONG"> - <span class="pagenum">132</span> - <h2>HARVEST SONG</h2> - </div> - - <p class="hang">I am a reaper whose muscles set at sundown. All my oats are cradled.</p> - <p class="hang">But I am too chilled, and too fatigued to bind them. And I hunger.</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang">I crack a grain between my teeth. I do not taste it.</p> - <p class="hang">I have been in the fields all day. My throat is dry. I hunger.</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang">My eyes are caked with dust of oatfields at harvest- time.</p> - <p class="hang">I am a blind man who stares across the hills, seeking stack’d fields of other harvesters.</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang">It would be good to see them ... crook’d, split, and - iron-ring’d handles of the scythes. It would be - good to see them, dust-caked and blind. I hunger.</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang">(Dusk is a strange fear’d sheath their blades are dull’d in.)</p> - <p class="hang">My throat is dry. And should I call, a cracked grain like the oats ... eoho—</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang">I fear to call. What should they hear me, and offer me their grain, - oats, or wheat, or corn? I have been in the fields all day. I fear I could not taste - it. I fear knowledge of my hunger.</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang"><span class="pagenum">133</span>My ears are caked with dust of oatfields at harvest-time.</p> - <p class="hang">I am a deaf man who strains to hear the calls of other harvesters whose throats are also dry.</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang">It would be good to hear their songs .. reapers of - the sweet-stalk’d cane, cutters of the corn .. - even though their throats cracked and the - strangeness of their voices deafened me.</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang">I hunger. My throat is dry. Now that the sun has - set and I am chilled, I fear to call. (Eoho, my brothers!)</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang">I am a reaper. (Eoho!) All my oats are cradled. - But I am too fatigued to bind them. And I hunger. I crack a grain. It has no taste to it. - My throat is dry...</p> - <p class="hang"> </p> - <p class="hang">O my brothers, I beat my palms, still soft, against the - stubble of my harvesting. (You beat your soft - palms, too.) My pain is sweet. Sweeter than - the oats or wheat or corn. It will not bring me - knowledge of my hunger.</p> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="BONA_AND_PAUL"> - <span class="pagenum">134</span> - <h2>BONA AND PAUL</h2> - </div> - - <h3>1</h3> - - <p class="drop-cap">ON the school gymnasium floor, young men and women are drilling. They - are going to be teachers, and go out into the world .. thud, thud .. - and give precision to the movements of sick people who all their lives - have been drilling. One man is out of step. In step. The teacher glares - at him. A girl in bloomers, seated on a mat in the corner because she - has told the director that she is sick, sees that the footfalls of the - men are rhythmical and syncopated. The dance of his blue-trousered - limbs thrills her.</p> - - <p>Bona: He is a candle that dances in a grove swung with pale balloons.</p> - - <p>Columns of the drillers thud towards her. He is in the front row. He is - in no row at all. Bona can look close at him. His red-brown face—</p> - - <p>Bona: He is a harvest moon. He is an autumn leaf. He is a nigger. Bona! - But dont all the dorm girls say so? And dont you, when<span class="pagenum">135</span> you are sane, - say so? Thats why I love—Oh, nonsense. You have never loved a man who - didnt first love you. Besides—</p> - - <p>Columns thud away from her. Come to a halt in line formation. Rigid. - The period bell rings, and the teacher dismisses them.</p> - - <p>A group collects around Paul. They are choosing sides for basket-ball. - Girls against boys. Paul has his. He is limbering up beneath the - basket. Bona runs to the girl captain and asks to be chosen. The girls - fuss. The director comes to quiet them. He hears what Bona wants.</p> - - <p>“But, Miss Hale, you were excused—”</p> - - <p>“So I was, Mr. Boynton, but—”</p> - - <p>“—you can play basket-ball, but you are too sick to drill.”</p> - - <p>“If you wish to put it that way.”</p> - - <p>She swings away from him to the girl captain.</p> - - <p>“Helen, I want to play, and you must let me. This is the first time - I’ve asked and I dont see why—”</p> - - <p>“Thats just it, Bona. We have our team.”</p> - - <p>“Well, team or no team, I want to play and thats all there is to it.”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">136</span></p> - - <p>She snatches the ball from Helen’s hands, and charges down the floor.</p> - - <p>Helen shrugs. One of the weaker girls says that she’ll drop out. Helen - accepts this. The team is formed. The whistle blows. The game starts. - Bona, in center, is jumping against Paul. He plays with her. Out-jumps - her, makes a quick pass, gets a quick return, and shoots a goal from - the middle of the floor. Bona burns crimson. She fights, and tries to - guard him. One of her team-mates advises her not to play so hard. Paul - shoots his second goal.</p> - - <p>Bona begins to feel a little dizzy and all in. She drives on. Almost - hugs Paul to guard him. Near the basket, he attempts to shoot, and Bona - lunges into his body and tries to beat his arms. His elbow, going up, - gives her a sharp crack on the jaw. She whirls. He catches her. Her - body stiffens. Then becomes strangely vibrant, and bursts to a swift - life within her anger. He is about to give way before her hatred when - a new passion flares at him and makes his stomach fall. Bona squeezes - him. He suddenly feels stifled, and wonders why in hell the ring of - silly gaping faces that’s caked about him doesnt make way<span class="pagenum">137</span> and give - him air. He has a swift illusion that it is himself who has been - struck. He looks at Bona. Whir. Whir. They seem to be human distortions - spinning tensely in a fog. Spinning .. dizzy .. spinning... Bona - jerks herself free, flushes a startling crimson, breaks through the - bewildered teams, and rushes from the hall.</p> - - <h3>2</h3> - - <p>Paul is in his room of two windows.</p> - - <p>Outside, the South-Side L track cuts them in two.</p> - - <p>Bona is one window. One window, Paul.</p> - - <p>Hurtling Loop-jammed L trains throw them in swift shadow.</p> - - <p>Paul goes to his. Gray slanting roofs of houses are tinted lavender - in the setting sun. Paul follows the sun, over the stock-yards where - a fresh stench is just arising, across wheat lands that are still - waving above their stubble, into the sun. Paul follows the sun to a - pine-matted hillock in Georgia. He sees the slanting roofs of gray - unpainted cabins tinted lavender. A<span class="pagenum">138</span> Negress chants a lullaby beneath - the mate-eyes of a southern planter. Her breasts are ample for the - suckling of a song. She weans it, and sends it, curiously weaving, - among lush melodies of cane and corn. Paul follows the sun into himself - in Chicago.</p> - - <p>He is at Bona’s window.</p> - - <p>With his own glow he looks through a dark pane.</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>Paul’s room-mate comes in.</p> - - <p>“Say, Paul, I’ve got a date for you. Come on. Shake a leg, will you?”</p> - - <p>His blonde hair is combed slick. His vest is snug about him.</p> - - <p>He is like the electric light which he snaps on.</p> - - <p>“Whatdoysay, Paul? Get a wiggle on. Come on. We havent got much time by - the time we eat and dress and everything.”</p> - - <p>His bustling concentrates on the brushing of his hair.</p> - - <p>Art: What in hell’s getting into Paul of late, anyway? Christ, but he’s - getting moony. Its his blood. Dark blood: moony. Doesnt get<span class="pagenum">139</span> anywhere - unless you boost it. You’ve got to keep it going—</p> - - <p>“Say, Paul!”</p> - - <p>—or it’ll go to sleep on you. Dark blood; nigger? Thats what those - jealous she-hens say. Not Bona though, or she ... from the South ... - wouldnt want me to fix a date for him and her. Hell of a thing, that - Paul’s dark: you’ve got to always be answering questions.</p> - - <p>“Say, Paul, for Christ’s sake leave that window, cant you?”</p> - - <p>“Whats it, Art?”</p> - - <p>“Hell, I’ve told you about fifty times. Got a date for you. Come on.”</p> - - <p>“With who?”</p> - - <p>Art: He didnt use to ask; now he does. Getting up in the air. Getting - funny.</p> - - <p>“Heres your hat. Want a smoke? Paul! Here. I’ve got a match. Now come - on and I’ll tell you all about it on the way to supper.”</p> - - <p>Paul: He’s going to Life this time. No doubt of that. Quit your - kidding. Some day, dear Art, I’m going to kick the living slats out of - you, and you wont know what I’ve done it for. And your slats will bring - forth Life .. beautiful woman...</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">140</span></p> - - <p><i>Pure Food Restaurant.</i></p> - - <p>“Bring me some soup with a lot of crackers, understand? And then a - roast-beef dinner. Same for you, eh, Paul? Now as I was saying, you’ve - got a swell chance with her. And she’s game. Best proof: she dont give - a damn what the dorm girls say about you and her in the gym, or about - the funny looks that Boynton gives her, or about what they say about, - well, hell, you know, Paul. And say, Paul, she’s a sweetheart. Tall, - not puffy and pretty, more serious and deep—the kind you like these - days. And they say she’s got a car. And say, she’s on fire. But you - know all about that. She got Helen to fix it up with me. The four of - us—remember the last party? Crimson Gardens! Boy!”</p> - - <p>Paul’s eyes take on a light that Art can settle in.</p> - - <h3>3</h3> - - <p>Art has on his patent-leather pumps and fancy vest. A loose fall coat - is swung across his arm. His face has been massaged, and over a close - shave, powdered. It is a healthy pink the blue<span class="pagenum">141</span> of evening tints a - purple pallor. Art is happy and confident in the good looks that his - mirror gave him. Bubbling over with a joy he must spend now if the - night is to contain it all. His bubbles, too, are curiously tinted - purple as Paul watches them. Paul, contrary to what he had thought he - would be like, is cool like the dusk, and like the dusk, detached. - His dark face is a floating shade in evening’s shadow. He sees Art, - curiously. Art is a purple fluid, carbon-charged, that effervesces - besides him. He loves Art. But is it not queer, this pale purple - facsimile of a red-blooded Norwegian friend of his? Perhaps for some - reason, white skins are not supposed to live at night. Surely, enough - nights would transform them fantastically, or kill them. And their red - passion? Night paled that too, and made it moony. Moony. Thats what Art - thought of him. Bona didnt, even in the daytime. Bona, would she be - pale? Impossible. Not that red glow. But the conviction did not set his - emotion flowing.</p> - - <p>“Come right in, wont you? The young ladies will be right down. Oh, Mr. - Carlstrom, do play something for us while you are waiting. We just<span class="pagenum">142</span> - love to listen to your music. You play so well.”</p> - - <p>Houses, and dorm sitting-rooms are places where white faces seclude - themselves at night. There is a reason...</p> - - <p>Art sat on the piano and simply tore it down. Jazz. The picture of Our - Poets hung perilously.</p> - - <p>Paul: I’ve got to get the kid to play that stuff for me in the daytime. - Might be different. More himself. More nigger. Different? There is. - Curious, though.</p> - - <p>The girls come in. Art stops playing, and almost immediately takes up a - petty quarrel, where he had last left it, with Helen.</p> - - <p>Bona, black-hair curled staccato, sharply contrasting with Helen’s - puffy yellow, holds Paul’s hand. She squeezes it. Her own emotion - supplements the return pressure. And then, for no tangible reason, her - spirits drop. Without them, she is nervous, and slightly afraid. She - resents this. Paul’s eyes are critical. She resents Paul. She flares at - him. She flares to poise and security.</p> - - <p>“Shall we be on our way?”</p> - - <p>“Yes, Bona, certainly.”</p> - - <hr class="tb" /> - - <p>The Boulevard is sleek in asphalt, and, with<span class="pagenum">143</span> arc-lights and - limousines, aglow. Dry leaves scamper behind the whir of cars. The - scent of exploded gasoline that mingles with them is faintly sweet. - Mellow stone mansions over-shadow clapboard homes which now resemble - Negro shanties in some southern alley. Bona and Paul, and Art and - Helen, move along an island-like, far-stretching strip of leaf-soft - ground. Above them, worlds of shadow-planes and solids, silently - moving. As if on one of these, Paul looks down on Bona. No doubt of it: - her face is pale. She is talking. Her words have no feel to them. One - sees them. They are pink petals that fall upon velvet cloth. Bona is - soft, and pale, and beautiful.</p> - - <p>“Paul, tell me something about yourself—or would you rather wait?”</p> - - <p>“I’ll tell you anything you’d like to know.”</p> - - <p>“Not what I want to know, Paul; what you want to tell me.”</p> - - <p>“You have the beauty of a gem fathoms under sea.”</p> - - <p>“I feel that, but I dont want to be. I want to be near you. Perhaps I - will be if I tell you something. Paul, I love you.”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">144</span></p> - - <p>The sea casts up its jewel into his hands, and burns them furiously. To - tuck her arm under his and hold her hand will ease the burn.</p> - - <p>“What can I say to you, brave dear woman—I cant talk love. Love is a - dry grain in my mouth unless it is wet with kisses.”</p> - - <p>“You would dare? right here on the Boulevard? before Arthur and Helen?”</p> - - <p>“Before myself? I dare.”</p> - - <p>“Here then.”</p> - - <p>Bona, in the slim shadow of a tree trunk, pulls Paul to her. Suddenly - she stiffens. Stops.</p> - - <p>“But you have not said you love me.”</p> - - <p>“I cant—yet—Bona.”</p> - - <p>“Ach, you never will. Youre cold. Cold.”</p> - - <p>Bona: Colored; cold. Wrong somewhere.</p> - - <p>She hurries and catches up with Art and Helen.</p> - - <h3>4</h3> - - <p>Crimson Gardens. Hurrah! So one feels. People ... University of Chicago - students, members of the stock exchange, a large Negro in crimson - uniform who guards the door .. had<span class="pagenum">145</span> watched them enter. Had leaned - towards each other over ash-smeared tablecloths and highballs and - whispered: What is he, a Spaniard, an Indian, an Italian, a Mexican, a - Hindu, or a Japanese? Art had at first fidgeted under their stares .. - what are <i>you</i> looking at, you godam pack of owl-eyed hyenas? .. but - soon settled into his fuss with Helen, and forgot them. A strange thing - happened to Paul. Suddenly he knew that he was apart from the people - around him. Apart from the pain which they had unconsciously caused. - Suddenly he knew that people saw, not attractiveness in his dark skin, - but difference. Their stares, giving him to himself, filled something - long empty within him, and were like green blades sprouting in his - consciousness. There was fullness, and strength and peace about it all. - He saw himself, cloudy, but real. He saw the faces of the people at - the tables round him. White lights, or as now, the pink lights of the - Crimson Gardens gave a glow and immediacy to white faces. The pleasure - of it, equal to that of love or dream, of seeing this. Art and Bona and - Helen? He’d look. They were wonderfully flushed and beautiful. Not<span class="pagenum">146</span> for - himself; because they were. Distantly. Who were they, anyway? God, if - he knew them. He’d come in with them. Of that he was sure. Come where? - Into life? Yes. No. Into the Crimson Gardens. A part of life. A carbon - bubble. Would it look purple if he went out into the night and looked - at it? His sudden starting to rise almost upset the table.</p> - - <p>“What in hell—pardon—whats the matter, Paul?”</p> - - <p>“I forgot my cigarettes—”</p> - - <p>“Youre smoking one.”</p> - - <p>“So I am. Pardon me.”</p> - - <p>The waiter straightens them out. Takes their order.</p> - - <p>Art: What in hell’s eating Paul? Moony aint the word for it. From bad - to worse. And those godam people staring so. Paul’s a queer fish. - Doesnt seem to mind... He’s my pal, let me tell you, you horn-rimmed - owl-eyed hyena at that table, and a lot better than you whoever you - are... Queer about him. I could stick up for him if he’d only come - out, one way or the other, and tell a feller. Besides, a room-mate has - a right to know. Thinks I wont understand. <span class="pagenum">147</span>Said so. He’s got a swell - head when it comes to brains, all right. God, he’s a good straight - feller, though. Only, moony. Nut. Nuttish. Nuttery. Nutmeg... “What’d - you say, Helen?”</p> - - <p>“I was talking to Bona, thank you.”</p> - - <p>“Well, its nothing to get spiffy about.”</p> - - <p>“What? Oh, of course not. Please lets dont start some silly argument - all over again.”</p> - - <p>“Well.”</p> - - <p>“Well.”</p> - - <p>“Now thats enough. Say, waiter, whats the matter with our order? Make - it snappy, will you?”</p> - - <p>Crimson Gardens. Hurrah! So one feels. The drinks come. Four highballs. - Art passes cigarettes. A girl dressed like a bare-back rider in flaming - pink, makes her way through tables to the dance floor. All lights are - dimmed till they seem a lush afterglow of crimson. Spotlights the girl. - She sings. “Liza, Little Liza Jane.”</p> - - <p>Paul is rosy before his window.</p> - - <p>He moves, slightly, towards Bona.</p> - - <p>With his own glow, he seeks to penetrate a dark pane.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">148</span></p> - - <p>Paul: From the South. What does that mean, precisely, except that - you’ll love or hate a nigger? Thats a lot. What does it mean except - that in Chicago you’ll have the courage to neither love or hate. A - priori. But it would seem that you have. Queer words, arent these, - for a man who wears blue pants on a gym floor in the daytime. Well, - never matter. You matter. I’d like to know you whom I look at. Know, - not love. Not that knowing is a greater pleasure; but that I have - just found the joy of it. You came just a month too late. Even this - afternoon I dreamed. To-night, along the Boulevard, you found me cold. - Paul Johnson, cold! Thats a good one, eh, Art, you fine old stupid - fellow, you! But I feel good! The color and the music and the song... - A Negress chants a lullaby beneath the mate-eyes of a southern planter. - O song!.. And those flushed faces. Eager brilliant eyes. Hard to - imagine them as unawakened. Your own. Oh, they’re awake all right. “And - you know it too, dont you Bona?”</p> - - <p>“What, Paul?”</p> - - <p>“The truth of what I was thinking.”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">149</span></p> - - <p>“I’d like to know I know—something of you.”</p> - - <p>“You will—before the evening’s over. I promise it.”</p> - - <p>Crimson Gardens. Hurrah! So one feels. The bare-back rider balances - agilely on the applause which is the tail of her song. Orchestral - instruments warm up for jazz. The flute is a cat that ripples its fur - against the deep-purring saxophone. The drum throws sticks. The cat - jumps on the piano keyboard. Hi diddle, hi diddle, the cat and the - fiddle. Crimson Gardens .. hurrah! .. jumps over the moon. Crimson - Gardens! Helen .. O Eliza .. rabbit-eyes sparkling, plays up to, - and tries to placate what she considers to be Paul’s contempt. She - always does that .. Little Liza Jane... Once home, she burns with - the thought of what she’s done. She says all manner of snidy things - about him, and swears that she’ll never go out again when he is along. - She tries to get Art to break with him, saying, that if Paul, whom - the whole dormitory calls a nigger, is more to him than she is, well, - she’s through. She does not break with Art. She goes out as often as - she can with Art and Paul. She explains this to herself<span class="pagenum">150</span> by a piece of - information which a friend of hers had given her: men like him (Paul) - can fascinate. One is not responsible for fascination. Not one girl had - really loved Paul; he fascinated them. Bona didnt; only thought she - did. Time would tell. And of course, <i>she</i> didnt. Liza... She plays up - to, and tries to placate, Paul.</p> - - <p>“Paul is so deep these days, and I’m so glad he’s found some one to - interest him.”</p> - - <p>“I dont believe I do.”</p> - - <p>The thought escapes from Bona just a moment before her anger at having - said it.</p> - - <p>Bona: You little puffy cat, I do. I do!</p> - - <p>Dont I, Paul? her eyes ask.</p> - - <p>Her answer is a crash of jazz from the palm-hidden orchestra. Crimson - Gardens is a body whose blood flows to a clot upon the dance floor. Art - and Helen clot. Soon, Bona and Paul. Paul finds her a little stiff, and - his mind, wandering to Helen (silly little kid who wants every highball - spoon her hands touch, for a souvenir), supple, perfect little dancer, - wishes for the next dance when he and Art will exchange.</p> - - <p>Bona knows that she must win him to herself.</p> - - <p>“Since when have men like you grown cold?”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">151</span></p> - - <p>“The first philosopher.”</p> - - <p>“I thought you were a poet—or a gym director.”</p> - - <p>“Hence, your failure to make love.”</p> - - <p>Bona’s eyes flare. Water. Grow red about the rims. She would like to - tear away from him and dash across the clotted floor.</p> - - <p>“What do you mean?”</p> - - <p>“Mental concepts rule you. If they were flush with mine—good. I dont - believe they are.”</p> - - <p>“How do you know, Mr. Philosopher?”</p> - - <p>“Mostly a priori.”</p> - - <p>“You talk well for a gym director.”</p> - - <p>“And you—”</p> - - <p>“I hate you. Ou!”</p> - - <p>She presses away. Paul, conscious of the convention in it, pulls her - to him. Her body close. Her head still strains away. He nearly crushes - her. She tries to pinch him. Then sees people staring, and lets her - arms fall. Their eyes meet. Both, contemptuous. The dance takes blood - from their minds and packs it, tingling, in the torsos of their swaying - bodies. Passionate blood leaps back into their eyes. They are a dizzy - blood clot on a gyrating floor.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">152</span></p> - - <p>They know that the pink-faced people have no part in what they feel. - Their instinct leads them away from Art and Helen, and towards the - big uniformed black man who opens and closes the gilded exit door. - The cloak-room girl is tolerant of their impatience over such trivial - things as wraps. And slightly superior. As the black man swings the - door for them, his eyes are knowing. Too many couples have passed out, - flushed and fidgety, for him not to know. The chill air is a shock to - Paul. A strange thing happens. He sees the Gardens purple, as if he - were way off. And a spot is in the purple. The spot comes furiously - towards him. Face of the black man. It leers. It smiles sweetly like a - child’s. Paul leaves Bona and darts back so quickly that he doesnt give - the door-man a chance to open. He swings in. Stops. Before the huge - bulk of the Negro.</p> - - <p>“Youre wrong.”</p> - - <p>“Yassur.”</p> - - <p>“Brother, youre wrong.”</p> - - <p>“I came back to tell you, to shake your hand, and tell you that you are - wrong. That something beautiful is going to happen. That the - <span class="pagenum">153</span> - Gardens are purple like a bed of roses would be at dusk. That I - came into the Gardens, into life in the Gardens with one whom I did - not know. That I danced with her, and did not know her. That I felt - passion, contempt and passion for her whom I did not know. That I - thought of her. That my thoughts were matches thrown into a dark - window. And all the while the Gardens were purple like a bed of roses - would be at dusk. I came back to tell you, brother, that white faces - are petals of roses. That dark faces are petals of dusk. That I am - going out and gather petals. That I am going out and know her whom I - brought here with me to these Gardens which are purple like a bed of - roses would be at dusk.”</p> - - <p>Paul and the black man shook hands.</p> - - <p>When he reached the spot where they had been standing, Bona was gone.</p> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="figright"> - <img src="images/i_155.png" width="150" height="146" alt="" /> - </div> - <p class="right clear"><b>to <span class="smcap">Waldo Frank</span>.</b></p> - - <hr class="page" /> - <div class="chapter" id="KABNIS"> - <span class="pagenum">153</span> - <h2>KABNIS</h2> - </div> - - <h3>1</h3> - - <p class="drop-cap">RALPH KABNIS, propped in his bed, tries to read. To read himself to - sleep. An oil lamp on a chair near his elbow burns unsteadily. The - cabin room is spaced fantastically about it. Whitewashed hearth and - chimney, black with sooty saw-teeth. Ceiling, patterned by the fringed - globe of the lamp. The walls, unpainted, are seasoned a rosin yellow. - And cracks between the boards are black. These cracks are the lips the - night winds use for whispering. Night winds in Georgia are vagrant - poets, whispering. Kabnis, against his will, lets his book slip down, - and listens to them. The warm whiteness of his bed, the lamp-light, do - not protect him from the weird chill of their song:</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">White-man’s land.</div> - <div class="i0">Niggers, sing.</div> - <div class="i0">Burn, bear black children</div> - <div class="i0">Till poor rivers bring</div> - <div class="i0">Rest, and sweet glory</div> - <div class="i0">In Camp Ground.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p><span class="pagenum">158</span></p> - <p>Kabnis’ thin hair is streaked on the pillow. His hand strokes the slim - silk of his mustache. His thumb, pressed under his chin, seems to be - trying to give squareness and projection to it. Brown eyes stare from - a lemon face. Moisture gathers beneath his arm-pits. He slides down - beneath the cover, seeking release.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Near me. Now. Whoever you are, my warm glowing sweetheart, - do not think that the face that rests beside you is the real Kabnis. - Ralph Kabnis is a dream. And dreams are faces with large eyes and weak - chins and broad brows that get smashed by the fists of square faces. - The body of the world is bull-necked. A dream is a soft face that fits - uncertainly upon it... God, if I could develop that in words. Give - what I know a bull-neck and a heaving body, all would go well with - me, wouldnt it, sweetheart? If I could feel that I came to the South - to face it. If I, the dream (not what is weak and afraid in me) could - become the face of the South. How my lips would sing for it, my songs - being the lips of its soul. Soul. Soul hell. There aint no such thing. - What in hell was that?</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">159</span></p> - - <p>A rat had run across the thin boards of the ceiling. Kabnis thrusts his - head out from the covers. Through the cracks, a powdery faded red dust - sprays down on him. Dust of slave-fields, dried, scattered... No use - to read. Christ, if he only could drink himself to sleep. Something - as sure as fate was going to happen. He couldnt stand this thing much - longer. A hen, perched on a shelf in the adjoining room begins to - tread. Her nails scrape the soft wood. Her feathers ruffle.</p> - - <p>“Get out of that, you egg-laying bitch.”</p> - - <p>Kabnis hurls a slipper against the wall. The hen flies from her perch - and cackles as if a skunk were after her.</p> - - <p>“Now cut out that racket or I’ll wring your neck for you.”</p> - - <p>Answering cackles arise in the chicken yard.</p> - - <p>“Why in Christ’s hell cant you leave me alone? Damn it, I wish your - cackle would choke you. Choke every mother’s son of them in this - God-forsaken hole. Go away. By God I’ll wring your neck for you if you - dont. Hell of a mess I’ve got in: even the poultry is hostile. Go way. - Go way. By God, I’ll...”</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">160</span></p> - - <p>Kabnis jumps from his bed. His eyes are wild. He makes for the door. - Bursts through it. The hen, driving blindly at the window-pane, - screams. Then flies and flops around trying to elude him. Kabnis - catches her.</p> - - <p>“Got you now, you she-bitch.”</p> - - <p>With his fingers about her neck, he thrusts open the outside door and - steps out into the serene loveliness of Georgian autumn moonlight. Some - distance off, down in the valley, a band of pine-smoke, silvered gauze, - drifts steadily. The half-moon is a white child that sleeps upon the - tree-tops of the forest. White winds croon its sleep-song:</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">rock a-by baby..</div> - <div class="i0">Black mother sways, holding a white child on her bosom.</div> - <div class="i0">when the bough bends..</div> - <div class="i0">Her breath hums through pine-cones.</div> - <div class="i0">cradle will fall..</div> - <div class="i0">Teat moon-children at your breasts,</div> - <div class="i0">down will come baby..</div> - <div class="i0">Black mother.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p>Kabnis whirls the chicken by its neck, and throws the head away. Picks - up the hopping<span class="pagenum">161</span> body, warm, sticky, and hides it in a clump of bushes. - He wipes blood from his hands onto the coarse scant grass.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Thats done. Old Chromo in the big house there will wonder whats - become of her pet hen. Well, it’ll teach her a lesson: not to make a - hen-coop of my quarters. Quarters. Hell of a fine quarters, I’ve got. - Five years ago; look at me now. Earth’s child. The earth my mother. God - is a profligate red-nosed man about town. Bastardy; me. A bastard son - has got a right to curse his maker. God...</p> - - <p>Kabnis is about to shake his fists heaven-ward. He looks up, and the - night’s beauty strikes him dumb. He falls to his knees. Sharp stones - cut through his thin pajamas. The shock sends a shiver over him. He - quivers. Tears mist his eyes. He writhes.</p> - - <p>“God Almighty, dear God, dear Jesus, do not torture me with beauty. - Take it away. Give me an ugly world. Ha, ugly. Stinking like unwashed - niggers. Dear Jesus, do not chain me to myself and set these hills - and valleys, heaving with folk-songs, so close to me that I cannot - reach them. There is a radiant beauty in the<span class="pagenum">162</span> night that touches and - ... tortures me. Ugh. Hell. Get up, you damn fool. Look around. Whats - beautiful there? Hog pens and chicken yards. Dirty red mud. Stinking - outhouse. Whats beauty anyway but ugliness if it hurts you? God, he - doesnt exist, but nevertheless He is ugly. Hence, what comes from - Him is ugly. Lynchers and business men, and that cockroach Hanby, - especially. How come that he gets to be principal of a school? Of the - school I’m driven to teach in? God’s handiwork, doubtless. God and - Hanby, they belong together. Two godam moral-spouters. Oh, no, I wont - let that emotion come up in me. Stay down. Stay down, I tell you. O - Jesus, Thou art beautiful... Come, Ralph, pull yourself together. - Curses and adoration dont come from what is sane. This loneliness, - dumbness, awful, intangible oppression is enough to drive a man insane. - Miles from nowhere. A speck on a Georgia hillside. Jesus, can you - imagine it—an atom of dust in agony on a hillside? Thats a spectacle - for you. Come, Ralph, old man, pull yourself together.”</p> - - <p>Kabnis has stiffened. He is conscious now of<span class="pagenum">163</span> the night wind, and - of how it chills him. He rises. He totters as a man would who for - the first time uses artificial limbs. As a completely artificial man - would. The large frame house, squatting on brick pillars, where the - principal of the school, his wife, and the boarding girls sleep, seems - a curious shadow of his mind. He tries, but cannot convince himself - of its reality. His gaze drifts down into the vale, across the swamp, - up over the solid dusk bank of pines, and rests, bewildered-like, - on the court-house tower. It is dull silver in the moonlight. White - child that sleeps upon the top of pines. Kabnis’ mind clears. He sees - himself yanked beneath that tower. He sees white minds, with indolent - assumption, juggle justice and a nigger... Somewhere, far off in - the straight line of his sight, is Augusta. Christ, how cut off from - everything he is. And hours, hours north, why not say a lifetime - north? Washington sleeps. Its still, peaceful streets, how desirable - they are. Its people whom he had always halfway despised. New York? - Impossible. It was a fiction. He had dreamed it. An impotent nostalgia - grips him. It becomes intolerable. He forces himself <span class="pagenum">164</span>to narrow to a cabin - silhouetted on a knoll about a mile away. Peace. Negroes within it are - content. They farm. They sing. They love. They sleep. Kabnis wonders if - perhaps they can feel him. If perhaps he gives them bad dreams. Things - are so immediate in Georgia.</p> - - <p>Thinking that now he can go to sleep, he re-enters his room. He builds - a fire in the open hearth. The room dances to the tongues of flames, - and sings to the crackling and spurting of the logs. Wind comes up - between the floor boards, through the black cracks of the walls.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Cant sleep. Light a cigarette. If that old bastard comes over - here and smells smoke, I’m done for. Hell of a note, cant even smoke. - The stillness of it: where they burn and hang men, you cant smoke. Cant - take a swig of licker. What do they think this is, anyway, some sort - of temperance school? How did I ever land in such a hole? Ugh. One - might just as well be in his grave. Still as a grave. Jesus, how still - everything is. Does the world know how still it is? People make noise. - They are afraid of silence. Of what lives, and God, of what dies in - silence. There must be many dead<span class="pagenum">165</span> things moving in silence. They come - here to touch me. I swear I feel their fingers... Come, Ralph, pull - yourself together. What in hell was that? Only the rustle of leaves, I - guess. You know, Ralph, old man, it wouldnt surprise me at all to see a - ghost. People dont think there are such things. They rationalize their - fear, and call their cowardice science. Fine bunch, they are. Damit, - that was a noise. And not the wind either. A chicken maybe. Hell, - chickens dont wander around this time of night. What in hell is it?</p> - - <p>A scraping sound, like a piece of wood dragging over the ground, is - coming near.</p> - - <p>“Ha, ha. The ghosts down this way havent got any chains to rattle, - so they drag trees along with them. Thats a good one. But no joke, - something is outside this house, as sure as hell. Whatever it is, it - can get a good look at me and I cant see it. Jesus Christ!”</p> - - <p>Kabnis pours water on the flames and blows his lamp out. He picks up a - poker and stealthily approaches the outside door. Swings it open, and - lurches into the night. A calf, carrying a yoke of wood, bolts away - from him and scampers down the road.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">166</span></p> - - <p>“Well, I’m damned. This godam place is sure getting the best of me. - Come, Ralph, old man, pull yourself together. Nights cant last forever. - Thank God for that. Its Sunday already. First time in my life I’ve ever - wanted Sunday to come. Hell of a day. And down here there’s no such - thing as ducking church. Well, I’ll see Halsey and Layman, and get a - good square meal. Thats something. And Halsey’s a damn good feller. - Cant talk to him, though. Who in Christ’s world can I talk to? A hen. - God. Myself... I’m going bats, no doubt of that. Come now, Ralph, go - in and make yourself go to sleep. Come now .. in the door .. thats - right. Put the poker down. There. All right. Slip under the sheets. - Close your eyes. Think nothing .. a long time .. nothing, nothing. - Dont even think nothing. Blank. Not even blank. Count. No, mustnt count - Nothing .. blank .. nothing .. blank .. space without stars in it. - No, nothing .. nothing..</p> - - <p>Kabnis sleeps. The winds, like soft-voiced vagrant poets sing:</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">167</span></p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">White-man’s land.</div> - <div class="i0">Niggers, sing.</div> - <div class="i0">Burn, bear black children</div> - <div class="i0">Till poor rivers bring</div> - <div class="i0">Rest, and sweet glory</div> - <div class="i0">In Camp Ground.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <h3>2</h3> - - <p>The parlor of Fred Halsey’s home. There is a seediness about it. - It seems as though the fittings have given a frugal service to at - least seven generations of middle-class shop-owners. An open grate - burns cheerily in contrast to the gray cold changed autumn weather. - An old-fashioned mantelpiece supports a family clock (not running), - a figure or two in imitation bronze, and two small group pictures. - Directly above it, in a heavy oak frame, the portrait of a bearded - man. Black hair, thick and curly, intensifies the pallor of the high - forehead. The eyes are daring. The nose, sharp and regular. The poise - suggests a tendency to adventure checked by the necessities of absolute - command. The portrait is that of an English gentleman who has retained - much of his culture, in that<span class="pagenum">168</span> money has enabled him to escape being - drawn through a land-grubbing pioneer life. His nature and features, - modified by marriage and circumstances, have been transmitted to his - great-grandson, Fred. To the left of this picture, spaced on the wall, - is a smaller portrait of the great-grandmother. That here there is - a Negro strain, no one would doubt. But it is difficult to say in - precisely what feature it lies. On close inspection, her mouth is seen - to be wistfully twisted. The expression of her face seems to shift - before one’s gaze—now ugly, repulsive; now sad, and somehow beautiful - in its pain. A tin wood-box rests on the floor below. To the right of - the great-grandfather’s portrait hangs a family group: the father, - mother, two brothers, and one sister of Fred. It includes himself - some thirty years ago when his face was an olive white, and his hair - luxuriant and dark and wavy. The father is a rich brown. The mother, - practically white. Of the children, the girl, quite young, is like - Fred; the two brothers, darker. The walls of the room are plastered - and painted green. An old upright piano is tucked into the corner near - the window. The window looks out<span class="pagenum">169</span> on a forlorn, box-like, whitewashed - frame church. Negroes are gathering, on foot, driving questionable gray - and brown mules, and in an occasional Ford, for afternoon service. - Beyond, Georgia hills roll off into the distance, their dreary aspect - heightened by the gray spots of unpainted one- and two-room shanties. - Clumps of pine trees here and there are the dark points the whole - landscape is approaching. The church bell tolls. Above its squat tower, - a great spiral of buzzards reaches far into the heavens. An ironic - comment upon the path that leads into the Christian land... Three - rocking chairs are grouped around the grate. Sunday papers scattered on - the floor indicate a recent usage. Halsey, a well-built, stocky fellow, - hair cropped close, enters the room. His Sunday clothes smell of wood - and glue, for it is his habit to potter around his wagon-shop even - on the Lord’s day. He is followed by Professor Layman, tall, heavy, - loose-jointed Georgia Negro, by turns teacher and preacher, who has - traveled in almost every nook and corner of the state and hence knows - more than would be good for anyone other than a silent man. Kabnis, - trying to<span class="pagenum">170</span> force through a gathering heaviness, trails in behind them. - They slip into chairs before the fire.</p> - - <p>Layman: Sholy fine, Mr. Halsey, sholy fine. This town’s right good at - feedin folks, better’n most towns in th state, even for preachers, but - I ken say this beats um all. Yassur. Now aint that right, Professor - Kabnis?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Yes sir, this beats them all, all right—best I’ve had, and - thats a fact, though my comparison doesnt carry far, y’know.</p> - - <p>Layman: Hows that, Professor?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Well, this is my first time out—</p> - - <p>Layman: For a fact. Aint seed you round so much. Whats th trouble? Dont - like our folks down this away?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Aint that, Layman. He aint like most northern niggers that way. - Aint a thing stuck up about him. He likes us, you an me, maybe all—its - that red mud over yonder—gets stuck in it an cant get out. (Laughs.) - An then he loves th fire so, warm as its been. Coldest Yankee I’ve ever - seen. But I’m goin t get him out now in a jiffy, eh, Kabnis?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Sure, I should say so, sure. Dont think its because I dont - like folks down this way.<span class="pagenum">171</span> Just the opposite, in fact. Theres more - hospitality and everything. Its diff—that is, theres lots of northern - exaggeration about the South. Its not half the terror they picture it. - Things are not half bad, as one could easily figure out for himself - without ever crossing the Mason and Dixie line: all these people - wouldnt stay down here, especially the rich, the ones that could easily - leave, if conditions were so mighty bad. And then too, sometime back, - my family were southerners y’know. From Georgia, in fact—</p> - - <p>Layman: Nothin t feel proud about, Professor. Neither your folks nor - mine.</p> - - <p>Halsey (in a mock religious tone): Amen t that, brother Layman. Amen - (turning to Kabnis, half playful, yet somehow dead in earnest). An Mr. - Kabnis, kindly remember youre in th land of cotton—hell of a land. - Th white folks get th boll; th niggers get th stalk. An dont you dare - touch th boll, or even look at it. They’ll swing y sho. (Laughs.)</p> - - <p>Kabnis: But they wouldnt touch a gentleman—fellows, men like us three - here—</p> - - <p>Layman: Nigger’s a nigger down this away, Professor. An only two - dividins: good an bad.<span class="pagenum">172</span> An even they aint permanent categories. They - sometimes mixes um up when it comes t lynchin. I’ve seen um do it.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Dont let th fear int y, though, Kabnis. This county’s a good - un. Aint been a stringin up I can remember. (Laughs.)</p> - - <p>Layman: This is a good town an a good county. But theres some that - makes up fer it.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Things are better now though since that stir about those - peonage cases, arent they?</p> - - <p>Layman: Ever hear tell of a single shot killin moren one rabbit, - Professor?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: No, of course not, that is, but then—</p> - - <p>Halsey: Now I know you werent born yesterday, sprung up so rapid like - you aint heard of th brick thrown in th hornets’ nest. (Laughs.)</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Hardly, hardly, I know—</p> - - <p>Halsey: Course y do. (To Layman) See, northern niggers aint as dumb as - they make out t be.</p> - - <p>Kabnis (overlooking the remark): Just stirs them up to sting.</p> - - <p>Halsey: T perfection. An put just like a professor should put it.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">173</span></p> - - <p>Kabnis: Thats what actually did happen?</p> - - <p>Layman: Well, if it aint sos only because th stingers already movin jes - as fast as they ken go. An been goin ever since I ken remember, an then - some mo. Though I dont usually make mention of it.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Damn sight better not. Say, Layman, you come from where theyre - always swarmin, dont y?</p> - - <p>Layman: Yassur. I do that, sho. Dont want t mention it, but its a fact. - I’ve seed th time when there werent no use t even stretch out flat upon - th ground. Seen um shoot an cut a man t pieces who had died th night - befo. Yassur. An they didnt stop when they found out he was dead—jes - went on ahackin at him anyway.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: What did you do? What did you say to them, Professor?</p> - - <p>Layman: Thems th things you neither does a thing or talks about if y - want t stay around this away, Professor.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Listen t what he’s tellin y, Kabnis. May come in handy some day.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Cant something be done? But of<span class="pagenum">174</span> course not. This - preacher-ridden race. Pray and shout. Theyre in the preacher’s hands. - Thats what it is. And the preacher’s hands are in the white man’s - pockets.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Present company always excepted.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: The Professor knows I wasnt referring to him.</p> - - <p>Layman: Preacher’s a preacher anywheres you turn. No use exceptin.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Well, of course, if you look at it that way. I didnt mean— But - cant something be done?</p> - - <p>Layman: Sho. Yassur. An done first rate an well. Jes like Sam Raymon - done it.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Hows that? What did he do?</p> - - <p>Layman: Th white folks (reckon I oughtnt tell it) had jes knocked two - others like you kill a cow—brained um with an ax, when they caught Sam - Raymon by a stream. They was about t do fer him when he up an says, - “White folks, I gotter die, I knows that. But wont y let me die in my - own way?” Some was fer gettin after him, but th boss held um back an - says, “Jes so longs th nigger dies—” An Sam fell down ont his knees an - prayed, “O Lord, Ise<span class="pagenum">175</span> comin to y,” an he up an jumps int th stream.</p> - - <p>Singing from the church becomes audible. Above it, rising and falling - in a plaintive moan, a woman’s voice swells to shouting. Kabnis hears - it. His face gives way to an expression of mingled fear, contempt, and - pity. Layman takes no notice of it. Halsey grins at Kabnis. He feels - like having a little sport with him.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Lets go t church, eh, Kabnis?</p> - - <p>Kabnis (seeking control): All right—no sir, not by a damn sight. Once - a days enough for me. Christ, but that stuff gets to me. Meaning no - reflection on you, Professor.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Course not. Say, Kabnis, noticed y this morning. What’d y get - up for an go out?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Couldnt stand the shouting, and thats a fact. We dont have that - sort of thing up North. We do, but, that is, some one should see to it - that they are stopped or put out when they get so bad the preacher has - to stop his sermon for them.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Is that th way youall sit on sisters up North?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: In the church I used to go to no one ever shouted—</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">176</span></p> - - <p>Halsey: Lungs weak?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Hardly, that is—</p> - - <p>Halsey: Yankees are right up t th minute in tellin folk how t turn a - trick. They always were good at talkin.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Well, anyway, they should be stopped.</p> - - <p>Layman: Thats right. Thats true. An its th worst ones in th community - that comes int th church t shout. I’ve sort a made a study of it. You - take a man what drinks, th biggest licker-head around will come int th - church an yell th loudest. An th sister whats done wrong, an is always - doin wrong, will sit down in th Amen corner an swing her arms an shout - her head off. Seems as if they cant control themselves out in th world; - they cant control themselves in church. Now dont that sound logical, - Professor?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Reckon its as good as any. But I heard that queer cuss over - yonder—y know him, dont y, Kabnis? Well, y ought t. He had a run-in - with your boss th other day—same as you’ll have if you dont walk th - chalk-line. An th quicker th better. I hate that Hanby. Ornery bastard. - I’ll mash his mouth in one of<span class="pagenum">177</span> these days. Well, as I was sayin, that - feller, Lewis’s name, I heard him sayin somethin about a stream whats - dammed has got t cut loose somewheres. An that sounds good. I know th - feelin myself. He strikes me as knowin a bucketful bout most things, - that feller does. Seems like he doesnt want t talk, an does, sometimes, - like Layman here. Damn queer feller, him.</p> - - <p>Layman: Cant make heads or tails of him, an I’ve seen lots o queer - possums in my day. Everybody’s wonderin about him. White folks too. - He’ll have t leave here soon, thats sho. Always askin questions. An I - aint seed his lips move once. Pokin round an notin somethin. Noted what - I said th other day, an that werent fer notin down.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: What was that?</p> - - <p>Layman: Oh, a lynchin that took place bout a year ago. Th worst I know - of round these parts.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Bill Burnam?</p> - - <p>Layman: Na. Mame Lamkins.</p> - - <p>Halsey grunts, but says nothing.</p> - - <p>The preacher’s voice rolls from the church in an insistent chanting - monotone. At regular intervals <span class="pagenum">178</span>it rises to a crescendo note. The - sister begins to shout. Her voice, high-pitched and hysterical, is - almost perfectly attuned to the nervous key of Kabnis. Halsey notices - his distress, and is amused by it. Layman’s face is expressionless. - Kabnis wants to hear the story of Mame Lamkins. He does not want to - hear it. It can be no worse than the shouting.</p> - - <p>Kabnis (his chair rocking faster): What about Mame Lamkins?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Tell him, Layman.</p> - - <p>The preacher momentarily stops. The choir, together with the entire - congregation, sings an old spiritual. The music seems to quiet the - shouter. Her heavy breathing has the sound of evening winds that blow - through pinecones. Layman’s voice is uniformly low and soothing. A - canebrake, murmuring the tale to its neighbor-road would be more - passionate.</p> - - <p>Layman: White folks know that niggers talk, an they dont mind jes so - long as nothing comes of it, so here goes. She was in th family-way, - Mame Lamkins was. They killed her in th street, an some white man seein - th risin in her stomach as she lay there soppy in her blood like<span class="pagenum">179</span> any - cow, took an ripped her belly open, an th kid fell out. It was living; - but a nigger baby aint supposed t live. So he jabbed his knife in it an - stuck it t a tree. An then they all went away.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Christ no! What had she done?</p> - - <p>Layman: Tried t hide her husband when they was after him.</p> - - <p>A shriek pierces the room. The bronze pieces on the mantel hum. The - sister cries frantically: “Jesus, Jesus, I’ve found Jesus. O Lord, - glory t God, one mo sinner is acomin home.” At the height of this, a - stone, wrapped round with paper, crashes through the window. Kabnis - springs to his feet, terror-stricken. Layman is worried. Halsey picks - up the stone. Takes off the wrapper, smooths it out, and reads: “You - northern nigger, its time fer y t leave. Git along now.” Kabnis knows - that the command is meant for him. Fear squeezes him. Caves him in. As - a violent external pressure would. Fear flows inside him. It fills him - up. He bloats. He saves himself from bursting by dashing wildly from - the room. Halsey and Layman stare stupidly at each other. The stone, - the<span class="pagenum">180</span> crumpled paper are things, huge things that weight them. Their - thoughts are vaguely concerned with the texture of the stone, with the - color of the paper. Then they remember the words, and begin to shift - them about in sentences. Layman even construes them grammatically. - Suddenly the sense of them comes back to Halsey. He grips Layman by the - arm and they both follow after Kabnis.</p> - - <p>A false dusk has come early. The countryside is ashen, chill. Cabins - and roads and canebrakes whisper. The church choir, dipping into a long - silence, sings:</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">My Lord, what a mourning,</div> - <div class="i0">My Lord, what a mourning,</div> - <div class="i0">My Lord, what a mourning,</div> - <div class="i0">When the stars begin to fall.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p>Softly luminous over the hills and valleys, the faint spray of a - scattered star...</p> - - - <h3>3</h3> - - <p>A splotchy figure drives forward along the cane- and corn-stalk - hemmed-in road. A<span class="pagenum">181</span> scarecrow replica of Kabnis, awkwardly animate. - Fantastically plastered with red Georgia mud. It skirts the big house - whose windows shine like mellow lanterns in the dusk. Its shoulder jogs - against a sweet-gum tree. The figure caroms off against the cabin door, - and lunges in. It slams the door as if to prevent some one entering - after it.</p> - - <p>“God Almighty, theyre here. After me. On me. All along the road I saw - their eyes flaring from the cane. Hounds. Shouts. What in God’s name - did I run here for? A mud-hole trap. I stumbled on a rope. O God, a - rope. Their clammy hands were like the love of death playing up and - down my spine. Trying to trip my legs. To trip my spine. Up and down my - spine. My spine... My legs... Why in hell didn’t they catch me?”</p> - - <p>Kabnis wheels around, half defiant, half numbed with a more immediate - fear.</p> - - <p>“Wanted to trap me here. Get out o there. I see you.”</p> - - <p>He grabs a broom from beside the chimney and violently pokes it under - the bed. The broom<span class="pagenum">182</span> strikes a tin wash-tub. The noise bewilders. He - recovers.</p> - - <p>“Not there. In the closet.”</p> - - <p>He throws the broom aside and grips the poker. Starts towards the - closet door, towards somewhere in the perfect blackness behind the - chimney.</p> - - <p>“I’ll brain you.”</p> - - <p>He stops short. The barks of hounds, evidently in pursuit, reach him. A - voice, liquid in distance, yells, “Hi! Hi!”</p> - - <p>“O God, theyre after me. Holy Father, Mother of Christ—hell, this aint - no time for prayer—”</p> - - <p>Voices, just outside the door:</p> - - <p>“Reckon he’s here.”</p> - - <p>“Dont see no light though.”</p> - - <p>The door is flung open.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Get back or I’ll kill you.</p> - - <p>He braces himself, brandishing the poker.</p> - - <p>Halsey (coming in): Aint as bad as all that. Put that thing down.</p> - - <p>Layman: Its only us, Professor. Nobody else after y.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Halsey. Layman. Close that door.<span class="pagenum">183</span> Dont light that light. For - godsake get away from there.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Nobody’s after y, Kabnis, I’m tellin y. Put that thing down an - get yourself together.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: I tell you they are. I saw them. I heard the hounds.</p> - - <p>Halsey: These aint th days of hounds an Uncle Tom’s Cabin, feller. - White folks aint in fer all them theatrics these days. Theys more - direct than that. If what they wanted was t get y, theyd have just - marched right in an took y where y sat. Somebodys down by th branch - chasin rabbits an atreein possums.</p> - - <p>A shot is heard.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Got him, I reckon. Saw Tom goin out with his gun. Tom’s pretty - lucky most times.</p> - - <p>He goes to the bureau and lights the lamp. The circular fringe is - patterned on the ceiling. The moving shadows of the men are huge - against the bare wall boards. Halsey walks up to Kabnis, takes the - poker from his grip, and without more ado pushes him into a chair - before the dark hearth.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">184</span></p> - - <p>Halsey: Youre a mess. Here, Layman. Get some trash an start a fire.</p> - - <p>Layman fumbles around, finds some newspapers and old bags, puts them - in the hearth, arranges the wood, and kindles the fire. Halsey sets a - black iron kettle where it soon will be boiling. Then takes from his - hip-pocket a bottle of corn licker which he passes to Kabnis.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Here. This’ll straighten y out a bit.</p> - - <p>Kabnis nervously draws the cork and gulps the licker down.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Ha. Good stuff. Thanks. Thank y, Halsey.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Good stuff! Youre damn right. Hanby there dont think so. Wonder - he doesnt come over t find out whos burnin his oil. Miserly bastard, - him. Th boys what made this stuff—are y listenin t me, Kabnis? th boys - what made this stuff have got th art down like I heard you say youd - like t be with words. Eh? Have some, Layman?</p> - - <p>Layman: Dont think I care for none, thank y jes th same, Mr. Halsey.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Care hell. Course y care. Everybody cares around these parts. - Preachers an<span class="pagenum">185</span> school teachers an everybody. Here. Here, take it. Dont - try that line on me.</p> - - <p>Layman limbers up a little, but he cannot quite forget that he is on - school ground.</p> - - <p>Layman: Thats right. Thats true, sho. Shinin is th only business what - pays in these hard times.</p> - - <p>He takes a nip, and passes the bottle to Kabnis. Kabnis is in the - middle of a long swig when a rap sounds on the door. He almost - spills the bottle, but manages to pass it to Halsey just as the door - swings open and Hanby enters. He is a well-dressed, smooth, rich, - black-skinned Negro who thinks there is no one quite so suave and - polished as himself. To members of his own race, he affects the manners - of a wealthy white planter. Or, when he is up North, he lets it be - known that his ideas are those of the best New England tradition. To - white men he bows, without ever completely humbling himself. Tradesmen - in the town tolerate him because he spends his money with them. He - delivers his words with a full consciousness of his moral superiority.</p> - - <p>Hanby: Hum. Erer, Professor Kabnis, to<span class="pagenum">186</span> come straight to the point: the - progress of the Negro race is jeopardized whenever the personal habits - and examples set by its guides and mentors fall below the acknowledged - and hard-won standard of its average member. This institution, of which - I am the humble president, was founded, and has been maintained at a - cost of great labor and untold sacrifice. Its purpose is to teach our - youth to live better, cleaner, more noble lives. To prove to the world - that the Negro race can be just like any other race. It hopes to attain - this aim partly by the salutary examples set by its instructors. I - cannot hinder the progress of a race simply to indulge a single member. - I have thought the matter out beforehand, I can assure you. Therefore, - if I find your resignation on my desk by to-morrow morning, Mr. Kabnis, - I shall not feel obliged to call in the sheriff. Otherwise...”</p> - - <p>Kabnis: A fellow can take a drink in his own room if he wants to, in - the privacy of his own room.</p> - - <p>Hanby: His room, but not the institution’s room, Mr. Kabnis.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: This is my room while I’m in it.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">187</span></p> - - <p>Hanby: Mr. Clayborn (the sheriff) can inform you as to that.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Oh, well, what do I care—glad to get out of this mud-hole.</p> - - <p>Hanby: I should think so from your looks.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: You neednt get sarcastic about it.</p> - - <p>Hanby: No, that is true. And I neednt wait for your resignation either, - Mr. Kabnis.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Oh, you’ll get that all right. Dont worry.</p> - - <p>Hanby: And I should like to have the room thoroughly aired and cleaned - and ready for your successor by to-morrow noon, Professor.</p> - - <p>Kabnis (trying to rise): You can have your godam room right away. I - dont want it.</p> - - <p>Hanby: But I wont have your cursing.</p> - - <p>Halsey pushes Kabnis back into his chair.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Sit down, Kabnis, till I wash y.</p> - - <p>Hanby (to Halsey): I would rather not have drinking men on the - premises, Mr. Halsey. You will oblige me—</p> - - <p>Halsey: I’ll oblige you by stayin right on this spot, this spot, get - me? till I get damned ready t leave.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">188</span></p> - - <p>He approaches Hanby. Hanby retreats, but manages to hold his dignity.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Let me get you told right now, Mr. Samuel Hanby. Now listen t - me. I aint no slick an span slave youve hired, an dont y think it for - a minute. Youve bullied enough about this town. An besides, wheres - that bill youve been owin me? Listen t me. If I dont get it paid in by - tmorrer noon, Mr. Hanby (he mockingly assumes Hanby’s tone and manner), - I shall feel obliged t call th sheriff. An that sheriff’ll be myself - who’ll catch y in th road an pull y out your buggy an rightly attend t - y. You heard me. Now leave him alone. I’m takin him home with me. I got - it fixed. Before you came in. He’s goin t work with me. Shapin shafts - and buildin wagons’ll make a man of him what nobody, y get me? what - nobody can take advantage of. Thats all...</p> - - <p>Halsey burrs off into vague and incoherent comment.</p> - - <p>Pause. Disagreeable.</p> - - <p>Layman’s eyes are glazed on the spurting fire.</p> - - <p>Kabnis wants to rise and put both Halsey and Hanby in their places. - He vaguely knows that<span class="pagenum">189</span> he must do this, else the power of direction - will completely slip from him to those outside. The conviction is just - strong enough to torture him. To bring a feverish, quick-passing flare - into his eyes. To mutter words soggy in hot saliva. To jerk his arms - upward in futile protest. Halsey, noticing his gestures, thinks it is - water that he desires. He brings a glass to him. Kabnis slings it to - the floor. Heat of the conviction dies. His arms crumple. His upper - lip, his mustache, quiver. Rap! rap, on the door. The sounds slap - Kabnis. They bring a hectic color to his cheeks. Like huge cold finger - tips they touch his skin and goose-flesh it. Hanby strikes a commanding - pose. He moves toward Layman. Layman’s face is innocently immobile.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Whos there?</p> - - <p>Voice: Lewis.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Come in, Lewis. Come on in.</p> - - <p>Lewis enters. He is the queer fellow who has been referred to. A tall - wiry copper-colored man, thirty perhaps. His mouth and eyes suggest - purpose guided by an adequate intelligence. He is what a stronger - Kabnis might have been, and in an odd faint way resembles him. As he<span class="pagenum">190</span> - steps towards the others, he seems to be issuing sharply from a vivid - dream. Lewis shakes hands with Halsey. Nods perfunctorily to Hanby, who - has stiffened to meet him. Smiles rapidly at Layman, and settles with - real interest on Kabnis.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Kabnis passed me on the road. Had a piece of business of my own, - and couldnt get here any sooner. Thought I might be able to help in - some way or other.</p> - - <p>Halsey: A good baths bout all he needs now. An somethin t put his mind - t rest.</p> - - <p>Lewis: I think I can give him that. That note was meant for me. Some - Negroes have grown uncomfortable at my being here—</p> - - <p>Kabnis: You mean, Mr. Lewis, some colored folks threw it? Christ - Amighty!</p> - - <p>Halsey: Thats what he means. An just as I told y. White folks more - direct than that.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: What are they after you for?</p> - - <p>Lewis: Its a long story, Kabnis. Too long for now. And it might involve - present company. (He laughs pleasantly and gestures vaguely in the - direction of Hanby.) Tell you about it later on perhaps.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">191</span></p> - - <p>Kabnis: Youre not going?</p> - - <p>Lewis: Not till my month’s up.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Hows that?</p> - - <p>Lewis: I’m on a sort of contract with myself. (Is about to leave.) - Well, glad its nothing serious—</p> - - <p>Halsey: Come round t th shop sometime why dont y, Lewis? I’ve asked y - enough. I’d like t have a talk with y. I aint as dumb as I look. Kabnis - an me’ll be in most any time. Not much work these days. Wish t hell - there was. This burg gets to me when there aint. (In answer to Lewis’ - question.) He’s goin t work with me. Ya. Night air this side th branch - aint good fer him. (Looks at Hanby. Laughs.)</p> - - <p>Lewis: I see...</p> - - <p>His eyes turn to Kabnis. In the instant of their shifting, a vision of - the life they are to meet. Kabnis, a promise of a soil-soaked beauty; - uprooted, thinning out. Suspended a few feet above the soil whose - touch would resurrect him. Arm’s length removed from him whose will - to help... There is a swift intuitive interchange of consciousness. - Kabnis has a sudden need to rush into the arms of this man. His eyes - call,<span class="pagenum">192</span> “Brother.” And then a savage, cynical twist-about within him - mocks his impulse and strengthens him to repulse Lewis. His lips curl - cruelly. His eyes laugh. They are glittering needles, stitching. With a - throbbing ache they draw Lewis to. Lewis brusquely wheels on Hanby.</p> - - <p>Lewis: I’d like to see you, sir, a moment, if you dont mind.</p> - - <p>Hanby’s tight collar and vest effectively preserve him.</p> - - <p>Hanby: Yes, erer, Mr. Lewis. Right away.</p> - - <p>Lewis: See you later, Halsey.</p> - - <p>Halsey: So long—thanks—sho hope so, Lewis.</p> - - <p>As he opens the door and Hanby passes out, a woman, miles down the - valley, begins to sing. Her song is a spark that travels swiftly to the - near-by cabins. Like purple tallow flames, songs jet up. They spread - a ruddy haze over the heavens. The haze swings low. Now the whole - countryside is a soft chorus. Lord. O Lord... Lewis closes the door - behind him. A flame jets out...</p> - - <p>The kettle is boiling. Halsey notices it. He<span class="pagenum">193</span> pulls the wash-tub from - beneath the bed. He arranges for the bath before the fire.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Told y them theatrics didnt fit a white man. Th niggers, just - like I told y. An after him. Aint surprisin though. He aint bowed t - none of them. Nassur. T nairy a one of them nairy an inch nairy a time. - An only mixed when he was good an ready—</p> - - <p>Kabnis: That song, Halsey, do you hear it?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Thats a man. Hear me, Kabnis? A man—</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Jesus, do you hear it.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Hear it? Hear what? Course I hear it. Listen t what I’m tellin - y. A man, get me? They’ll get him yet if he dont watch out.</p> - - <p>Kabnis is jolted into his fear.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Get him? What do you mean? How? Not lynch him?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Na. Take a shotgun an shoot his eyes clear out. Well, anyway, it - wasnt fer you, just like I told y. You’ll stay over at th house an work - with me, eh, boy? Good t get away from his nobs, eh? Damn big stiff - though, him. An youre not th first an I can tell y. (Laughs.)</p> - - <p>He bustles and fusses about Kabnis as if he<span class="pagenum">194</span> were a child. Kabnis - submits, wearily. He has no will to resist him.</p> - - <p>Layman (his voice is like a deep hollow echo): Thats right. Thats true, - sho. Everybody’s been expectin that th bust up was comin. Surprised um - all y held on as long as y did. Teachin in th South aint th thing fer - y. Nassur. You ought t be way back up North where sometimes I wish I - was. But I’ve hung on down this away so long—</p> - - <p>Halsey: An there’ll never be no leavin time fer y.</p> - - <h3>4</h3> - - <p>A month has passed.</p> - - <p>Halsey’s workshop. It is an old building just off the main street - of Sempter. The walls to within a few feet of the ground are of an - age-worn cement mixture. On the outside they are considerably crumbled - and peppered with what looks like musket-shot. Inside, the plaster has - fallen away in great chunks, leaving the laths, grayed and cobwebbed, - exposed. A sort of loft above the shop proper serves as a break-water<span class="pagenum">195</span> - for the rain and sunshine which otherwise would have free entry to the - main floor. The shop is filled with old wheels and parts of wheels, - broken shafts, and wooden litter. A double door, midway the street - wall. To the left of this, a work-bench that holds a vise and a variety - of wood-work tools. A window with as many panes broken as whole, throws - light on the bench. Opposite, in the rear wall, a second window looks - out upon the back yard. In the left wall, a rickety smoke-blackened - chimney, and hearth with fire blazing. Smooth-worn chairs grouped about - the hearth suggest the village meeting-place. Several large wooden - blocks, chipped and cut and sawed on their upper surfaces are in the - middle of the floor. They are the supports used in almost any sort of - wagon-work. Their idleness means that Halsey has no worth-while job on - foot. To the right of the central door is a junk heap, and directly - behind this, stairs that lead down into the cellar. The cellar is known - as “The Hole.” Besides being the home of a very old man, it is used by - Halsey on those occasions when he spices up the life of the small town.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">196</span></p> - - <p>Halsey, wonderfully himself in his work overalls, stands in the doorway - and gazes up the street, expectantly. Then his eyes grow listless. He - slouches against the smooth-rubbed frame. He lights a cigarette. Shifts - his position. Braces an arm against the door. Kabnis passes the window - and stoops to get in under Halsey’s arm. He is awkward and ludicrous, - like a schoolboy in his big brother’s new overalls. He skirts the large - blocks on the floor, and drops into a chair before the fire. Halsey - saunters towards him.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Time f lunch.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Ya.</p> - - <p>He stands by the hearth, rocking backward and forward. He stretches his - hands out to the fire. He washes them in the warm glow of the flames. - They never get cold, but he warms them.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Saw Lewis up th street. Said he’d be down.</p> - - <p>Halsey’s eyes brighten. He looks at Kabnis. Turns away. Says nothing. - Kabnis fidgets. Twists his thin blue cloth-covered limbs. Pulls closer - to the fire till the heat stings his shins. Pushes back. Pokes the - burned logs. Puts on<span class="pagenum">197</span> several fresh ones. Fidgets. The town bell - strikes twelve.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Fix it up f tnight?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Leave it t me.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Get Lewis in?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Tryin t.</p> - - <p>The air is heavy with the smell of pine and resin. Green logs spurt - and sizzle. Sap trickles from an old pine-knot into the flames. Layman - enters. He carries a lunch-pail. Kabnis, for the moment, thinks that he - is a day laborer.</p> - - <p>Layman: Evenin, gen’lemun.</p> - - <p>Both: Whats say, Layman.</p> - - <p>Layman squares a chair to the fire and droops into it. Several town - fellows, silent unfathomable men for the most part, saunter in. - Overalls. Thick tan shoes. Felt hats marvelously shaped and twisted. - One asks Halsey for a cigarette. He gets it. The blacksmith, a - tremendous black man, comes in from the forge. Not even a nod from - him. He picks up an axle and goes out. Lewis enters. The town men look - curiously at him. Suspicion and an open liking contest for possession - of their faces. They are uncomfortable. One by one they drift into the - street.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">198</span></p> - - <p>Layman: Heard y was leavin, Mr. Lewis.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Months up, eh? Hell of a month I’ve got.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Sorry y goin, Lewis. Just getting acquainted like.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Sorry myself, Halsey, in a way—</p> - - <p>Layman: Gettin t like our town, Mr. Lewis?</p> - - <p>Lewis: I’m afraid its on a different basis, Professor.</p> - - <p>Halsey: An I’ve yet t hear about that basis. Been waitin long enough, - God knows. Seems t me like youd take pity a feller if nothin more.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Somethin that old black cockroach over yonder doesnt like, - whatever it is.</p> - - <p>Layman: Thats right. Thats right, sho.</p> - - <p>Halsey: A feller dropped in here tother day an said he knew what you - was about. Said you had queer opinions. Well, I could have told him - you was a queer one, myself. But not th way he was driftin. Didnt mean - anything by it, but just let drop he thought you was a little wrong up - here—crazy, y’know. (Laughs.)</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Y mean old Blodson? Hell, he’s bats himself.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">199</span></p> - - <p>Lewis: I remember him. We had a talk. But what he found queer, I think, - was not my opinions, but my lack of them. In half an hour he had - settled everything: boll weevils, God, the World War. Weevils and wars - are the pests that God sends against the sinful. People are too weak to - correct themselves: the Redeemer is coming back. Get ready, ye sinners, - for the advent of Our Lord. Interesting, eh, Kabnis? but not exactly - what we want.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Y could have come t me. I’ve sho been after y enough. Most - every time I’ve seen y.</p> - - <p>Kabnis (sarcastically): Hows it y never came t us professors?</p> - - <p>Lewis: I did—to one.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Y mean t say y got somethin from that - celluloid-collar-eraser-cleaned old codger over in th mud hole?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Rough on th old boy, aint he? (Laughs.)</p> - - <p>Lewis: Something, yes. Layman here could have given me quite a deal, - but the incentive to his keeping quiet is so much greater than anything - I could have offered him to open up, that I crossed him off my mind. - And you—</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">200</span></p> - - <p>Kabnis: What about me?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Tell him, Lewis, for godsake tell him. I’ve told him. But its - somethin else he wants so bad I’ve heard him downstairs mumblin with th - old man.</p> - - <p>Lewis: The old man?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: What about me? Come on now, you know so much.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Tell him, Lewis. Tell it t him.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Life has already told him more than he is capable of knowing. It - has given him in excess of what he can receive. I have been offered. - Stuff in his stomach curdled, and he vomited me.</p> - - <p>Kabnis’ face twitches. His body writhes.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: You know a lot, you do. How about Halsey?</p> - - <p>Lewis: Yes... Halsey? Fits here. Belongs here. An artist in your way, - arent you, Halsey?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Reckon I am, Lewis. Give me th work and fair pay an I aint - askin nothin better. Went over-seas an saw France; an I come back. Been - up North; an I come back. Went t school; but there aint no books whats - got th feel t them<span class="pagenum">201</span> of them there tools. Nassur. An I’m atellin y.</p> - - <p>A shriveled, bony white man passes the window and enters the shop. He - carries a broken hatchet-handle and the severed head. He speaks with a - flat, drawn voice to Halsey, who comes forward to meet him.</p> - - <p>Mr. Ramsay: Can y fix this fer me, Halsey?</p> - - <p>Halsey (looking it over): Reckon so, Mr. Ramsay. Here, Kabnis. A little - practice fer y.</p> - - <p>Halsey directs Kabnis, showing him how to place the handle in the vise, - and cut it down. The knife hangs. Kabnis thinks that it must be dull. - He jerks it hard. The tool goes deep and shaves too much off. Mr. - Ramsay smiles brokenly at him.</p> - - <p>Mr. Ramsay (to Halsey): Still breakin in the new hand, eh, Halsey? - Seems like a likely enough faller once he gets th hang of it.</p> - - <p>He gives a tight laugh at his own good humor. Kabnis burns red. The - back of his neck stings him beneath his collar. He feels stifled. - Through Ramsay, the whole white South weighs down upon him. The - pressure is terrific. He sweats under the arms. Chill beads run down - his body. His brows concentrate upon the handle <span class="pagenum">202</span>as though his own life - was staked upon the perfect shaving of it. He begins to out and out - botch the job. Halsey smiles.</p> - - <p>Halsey: He’ll make a good un some of these days, Mr. Ramsay.</p> - - <p>Mr. Ramsay: Y ought t know. Yer daddy was a good un before y. Runs in - th family, seems like t me.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Thats right, Mr. Ramsay.</p> - - <p>Kabnis is hopeless. Halsey takes the handle from him. With a few deft - strokes he shaves it. Fits it. Gives it to Ramsay.</p> - - <p>Mr. Ramsay: How much on this?</p> - - <p>Halsey: No charge, Mr. Ramsay.</p> - - <p>Mr. Ramsay (going out): All right, Halsey. Come down an take it out in - trade. Shoe-strings or something.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Yassur, Mr. Ramsay.</p> - - <p>Halsey rejoins Lewis and Layman. Kabnis, hangdog-fashion, follows him.</p> - - <p>Halsey: They like y if y work fer them.</p> - - <p>Layman: Thats right, Mr. Halsey. Thats right, sho.</p> - - <p>The group is about to resume its talk when<span class="pagenum">203</span> Hanby enters. He is all - energy, bustle, and business. He goes direct to Kabnis.</p> - - <p>Hanby: An axle is out in the buggy which I would like to have shaped - into a crow-bar. You will see that it is fixed for me.</p> - - <p>Without waiting for an answer, and knowing that Kabnis will follow, he - passes out. Kabnis, scowling, silent, trudges after him.</p> - - <p>Hanby (from the outside): Have that ready for me by three o’clock, - young man. I shall call for it.</p> - - <p>Kabnis (under his breath as he comes in): Th hell you say, you old - black swamp-gut.</p> - - <p>He slings the axle on the floor.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Wheeee!</p> - - <p>Layman, lunch finished long ago, rises, heavily. He shakes hands with - Lewis.</p> - - <p>Layman: Might not see y again befo y leave, Mr. Lewis. I enjoys t hear - y talk. Y might have been a preacher. Maybe a bishop some day. Sho do - hope t see y back this away again sometime, Mr. Lewis.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Thanks, Professor. Hope I’ll see you.</p> - - <p>Layman waves a long arm loosely to the<span class="pagenum">204</span> others, and leaves. Kabnis goes - to the door. His eyes, sullen, gaze up the street.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Carrie K.’s comin with th lunch. Bout time.</p> - - <p>She passes the window. Her red girl’s-cap, catching the sun, flashes - vividly. With a stiff, awkward little movement she crosses the - door-sill and gives Kabnis one of the two baskets which she is - carrying. There is a slight stoop to her shoulders. The curves of her - body blend with this to a soft rounded charm. Her gestures are stiffly - variant. Black bangs curl over the forehead of her oval-olive face. - Her expression is dazed, but on provocation it can melt into a wistful - smile. Adolescent. She is easily the sister of Fred Halsey.</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: Mother says excuse her, brother Fred an Ralph, fer bein late.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Everythings all right an O.K., Carrie Kate. O.K. an all right.</p> - - <p>The two men settle on their lunch. Carrie, with hardly a glance in the - direction of the hearth, as is her habit, is about to take the second - basket down to the old man, when Lewis rises. In doing so he draws - her unwitting attention.<span class="pagenum">205</span> Their meeting is a swift sun-burst. Lewis - impulsively moves towards her. His mind flashes images of her life - in the southern town. He sees the nascent woman, her flesh already - stiffening to cartilage, drying to bone. Her spirit-bloom, even now - touched sullen, bitter. Her rich beauty fading... He wants to— He - stretches forth his hands to hers. He takes them. They feel like warm - cheeks against his palms. The sun-burst from her eyes floods up and - haloes him. Christ-eyes, his eyes look to her. Fearlessly she loves - into them. And then something happens. Her face blanches. Awkwardly - she draws away. The sin-bogies of respectable southern colored folks - clamor at her: “Look out! Be a <i>good</i> girl. A <i>good</i> girl. Look out!” - She gropes for her basket that has fallen to the floor. Finds it, and - marches with a rigid gravity to her task of feeding the old man. Like - the glowing white ash of burned paper, Lewis’ eyelids, wavering, settle - down. He stirs in the direction of the rear window. From the back yard, - mules tethered to odd trees and posts blink dumbly at him. They too - seem burdened with an impotent pain. Kabnis and Halsey are still busy - with<span class="pagenum">206</span> their lunch. They havent noticed him. After a while he turns to - them.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Your sister, Halsey, whats to become of her? What are you going - to do for her?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Who? What? What am I goin t do?..</p> - - <p>Lewis: What I mean is, what does she do down there?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Oh. Feeds th old man. Had lunch, Lewis?</p> - - <p>Lewis: Thanks, yes. You have never felt her, have you, Halsey? Well, - no, I guess not. I dont suppose you can. Nor can she... Old man? - Halsey, some one lives down there? I’ve never heard of him. Tell me—</p> - - <p>Kabnis takes time from his meal to answer with some emphasis:</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Theres lots of things you aint heard of.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Dare say. I’d like to see him.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: You’ll get all th chance you want tnight.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Fixin a little somethin up fer tnight, Lewis. Th three of us an - some girls. Come round bout ten-thirty.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">207</span></p> - - <p>Lewis: Glad to. But what under the sun does he do down there?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Ask Kabnis. He blows off t him every chance he gets.</p> - - <p>Kabnis gives a grunting laugh. His mouth twists. Carrie returns from - the cellar. Avoiding Lewis, she speaks to her brother.</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: Brother Fred, father hasnt eaten now goin on th second week, - but mumbles an talks funny, or tries t talk when I put his hands ont - th food. He frightens me, an I dunno what t do. An oh, I came near - fergettin, brother, but Mr. Marmon—he was eatin lunch when I saw - him—told me t tell y that th lumber wagon busted down an he wanted y t - fix it fer him. Said he reckoned he could get it t y after he ate.</p> - - <p>Halsey chucks a half-eaten sandwich in the fire. Gets up. Arranges his - blocks. Goes to the door and looks anxiously up the street. The wind - whirls a small spiral in the gray dust road.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Why didnt y tell me sooner, little sister?</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: I fergot t, an just remembered it now, brother.</p> - - <p>Her soft rolled words are fresh pain to Lewis.<span class="pagenum">208</span> He wants to take her - North with him. What for? He wonders what Kabnis could do for her. What - she could do for him. Mother him. Carrie gathers the lunch things, - silently, and in her pinched manner, curtsies, and departs. Kabnis - lights his after-lunch cigarette. Lewis, who has sensed a change, - becomes aware that he is not included in it. He starts to ask again - about the old man. Decides not to. Rises to go.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Think I’ll run along, Halsey.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Sure. Glad t see y any time.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Dont forget tnight.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Dont worry. I wont. So long.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: So long. We’ll be expectin y.</p> - - <p>Lewis passes Halsey at the door. Halsey’s cheeks form a vacant smile. - His eyes are wide awake, watching for the wagon to turn from Broad - Street into his road.</p> - - <p>Halsey: So long.</p> - - <p>His words reach Lewis halfway to the corner.</p> - - - <h3>5</h3> - - <p>Night, soft belly of a pregnant Negress, throbs evenly against the - torso of the South. Night throbs a womb-song to the South. Cane- and<span class="pagenum">209</span> - cotton-fields, pine forests, cypress swamps, sawmills, and factories - are fecund at her touch. Night’s womb-song sets them singing. Night - winds are the breathing of the unborn child whose calm throbbing in the - belly of a Negress sets them somnolently singing. Hear their song.</p> - - <div class="center-container"> - <div class="poetry"> - <div class="stanza"> - <div class="i0">White-man’s land.</div> - <div class="i0">Niggers, sing.</div> - <div class="i0">Burn, bear black children</div> - <div class="i0">Till poor rivers bring</div> - <div class="i0">Rest, and sweet glory</div> - <div class="i0">In Camp Ground.</div> - </div> - </div> - </div> - - <p>Sempter’s streets are vacant and still. White paint on the wealthier - houses has the chill blue glitter of distant stars. Negro cabins - are a purple blur. Broad Street is deserted. Winds stir beneath the - corrugated iron canopies and dangle odd bits of rope tied to horse- - and mule-gnawed hitching-posts. One store window has a light in it. - Chesterfield cigarette and Chero-Cola cardboard advertisements are - stacked in it. From a side door two men come out. Pause, for a last - word and then say good night. Soon they melt in shadows thicker than - they. Way off down the street four figures sway beneath iron<span class="pagenum">210</span> awnings - which form a sort of corridor that imperfectly echoes and jumbles what - they say. A fifth form joins them. They turn into the road that leads - to Halsey’s workshop. The old building is phosphorescent above deep - shade. The figures pass through the double door. Night winds whisper in - the eaves. Sing weirdly in the ceiling cracks. Stir curls of shavings - on the floor. Halsey lights a candle. A good-sized lumber wagon, wheels - off, rests upon the blocks. Kabnis makes a face at it. An unearthly - hush is upon the place. No one seems to want to talk. To move, lest the - scraping of their feet..</p> - - <p>Halsey: Come on down this way, folks.</p> - - <p>He leads the way. Stella follows. And close after her, Cora, Lewis, and - Kabnis. They descend into the Hole. It seems huge, limitless in the - candle light. The walls are of stone, wonderfully fitted. They have no - openings save a small iron-barred window toward the top of each. They - are dry and warm. The ground slopes away to the rear of the building - and thus leaves the south wall exposed to the sun. The blacksmith’s - shop is plumb against the right wall. The floor is clay. Shavings have - at odd<span class="pagenum">211</span> times been matted into it. In the right-hand corner, under the - stairs, two good-sized pine mattresses, resting on cardboard, are on - either side of a wooden table. On this are several half-burned candles - and an oil lamp. Behind the table, an irregular piece of mirror hangs - on the wall. A loose something that looks to be a gaudy ball costume - dangles from a near-by hook. To the front, a second table holds a lamp - and several whiskey glasses. Six rickety chairs are near this table. - Two old wagon wheels rest on the floor. To the left, sitting in a - high-backed chair which stands upon a low platform, the old man. He - is like a bust in black walnut. Gray-bearded. Gray-haired. Prophetic. - Immobile. Lewis’ eyes are sunk in him. The others, unconcerned, are - about to pass on to the front table when Lewis grips Halsey and so - turns him that the candle flame shines obliquely on the old man’s - features.</p> - - <p>Lewis: And he rules over—</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Th smoke an fire of th forge.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Black Vulcan? I wouldnt say so. That forehead. Great woolly - beard. Those eyes. A mute John the Baptist of a new religion—or a - tongue-tied shadow of an old.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">212</span></p> - - <p>Kabnis: His tongue is tied all right, an I can vouch f that.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Has he never talked to you?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Kabnis wont give him a chance.</p> - - <p>He laughs. The girls laugh. Kabnis winces.</p> - - <p>Lewis: What do you call him?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Father.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Good. Father what?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Father of hell.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Father’s th only name we have fer him. Come on. Lets sit down - an get t th pleasure of the evenin.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Father John it is from now on...</p> - - <p>Slave boy whom some Christian mistress taught to read the Bible. Black - man who saw Jesus in the ricefields, and began preaching to his people. - Moses- and Christ-words used for songs. Dead blind father of a muted - folk who feel their way upward to a life that crushes or absorbs them. - (Speak, Father!) Suppose your eyes could see, old man. (The years hold - hands. O Sing!) Suppose your lips...</p> - - <p>Halsey, does he never talk?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Na. But sometimes. Only seldom. Mumbles. Sis says he talks—</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">213</span></p> - - <p>Kabnis: I’ve heard him talk.</p> - - <p>Halsey: First I’ve ever heard of it. You dont give him a chance. Sis - says she’s made out several words, mostly one—an like as not cause it - was “sin.”</p> - - <p>Kabnis: All those old fogies stutter about sin.</p> - - <p>Cora laughs in a loose sort of way. She is a tall, thin, mulatto woman. - Her eyes are deep-set behind a pointed nose. Her hair is coarse and - bushy. Seeing that Stella also is restless, she takes her arm and the - two women move towards the table. They slip into chairs. Halsey follows - and lights the lamp. He lays out a pack of cards. Stella sorts them as - if telling fortunes. She is a beautifully proportioned, large-eyed, - brown-skin girl. Except for the twisted line of her mouth when she - smiles or laughs, there is about her no suggestion of the life she’s - been through. Kabnis, with great mock-solemnity, goes to the corner, - takes down the robe, and dons it. He is a curious spectacle, acting a - part, yet very real. He joins the others at the table. They are used - to him. Lewis is surprised. He laughs. Kabnis shrinks and<span class="pagenum">214</span> then glares - at him with a furtive hatred. Halsey, bringing out a bottle of corn - licker, pours drinks.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Come on, Lewis. Come on, you fellers. Heres lookin at y.</p> - - <p>Then, as if suddenly recalling something, he jerks away from the table - and starts towards the steps.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Where y goin, Halsey?</p> - - <p>Halsey: Where? Where y think? That oak beam in th wagon—</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Come ere. Come ere. Sit down. What in hell’s wrong with you - fellers? You with your wagon. Lewis with his Father John. This aint - th time fer foolin with wagons. Daytime’s bad enough f that. Ere, sit - down. Ere, Lewis, you too sit down. Have a drink. Thats right. Drink - corn licker, love th girls, an listen t th old man mumblin sin.</p> - - <p>There seems to be no good-time spirit to the party. Something in the - air is too tense and deep for that. Lewis, seated now so that his eyes - rest upon the old man, merges with his source and lets the pain and - beauty of the South meet him there. White faces, pain-pollen, settle - downward through a cane-sweet mist and touch the<span class="pagenum">215</span> ovaries of yellow - flowers. Cotton-bolls bloom, droop. Black roots twist in a parched - red soil beneath a blazing sky. Magnolias, fragrant, a trifle futile, - lovely, far off... His eyelids close. A force begins to heave and - rise... Stella is serious, reminiscent.</p> - - <p>Stella: Usall is brought up t hate sin worse than death—</p> - - <p>Kabnis: An then before you have y eyes half open, youre made t love it - if y want t live.</p> - - <p>Stella: Us never—</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Oh, I know your story: that old prim bastard over yonder, an - then old Calvert’s office—</p> - - <p>Stella: It wasnt them—</p> - - <p>Kabnis: I know. They put y out of church, an then I guess th preacher - came around an asked f some. But thats your body. Now me—</p> - - <p>Halsey (passing him the bottle): All right, kid, we believe y. Here, - take another. Wheres Clover, Stel?</p> - - <p>Stella: You know how Jim is when he’s just out th swamp. Done up in - shine an wouldnt let her come. Said he’d bust her head open if she went - out.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">216</span></p> - - <p>Kabnis: Dont see why he doesnt stay over with Laura, where he belongs.</p> - - <p>Stella: Ask him, an I reckon he’ll tell y. More than you want.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Th nigger hates th sight of a black woman worse than death. - Sorry t mix y up this way, Lewis. But y see how tis.</p> - - <p>Lewis’ skin is tight and glowing over the fine bones of his face. His - lips tremble. His nostrils quiver. The others notice this and smile - knowingly at each other. Drinks and smokes are passed around. They pay - no neverminds to him. A real party is being worked up. Then Lewis opens - his eyes and looks at them. Their smiles disperse in hot-cold tremors. - Kabnis chokes his laugh. It sputters, gurgles. His eyes flicker and - turn away. He tries to pass the thing off by taking a long drink which - he makes considerable fuss over. He is drawn back to Lewis. Seeing - Lewis’ gaze still upon him, he scowls.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Whatsha lookin at me for? Y want t know who I am? Well, I’m - Ralph Kabnis—lot of good its goin t do y. Well? Whatsha keep lookin - for? I’m Ralph Kabnis. Aint that<span class="pagenum">217</span> enough f y? Want th whole family - history? Its none of your godam business, anyway. Keep off me. Do y - hear? Keep off me. Look at Cora. Aint she pretty enough t look at? Look - at Halsey, or Stella. Clover ought t be here an you could look at her. - An love her. Thats what you need. I know—</p> - - <p>Lewis: Ralph Kabnis gets satisfied that way?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Satisfied? Say, quit your kiddin. Here, look at that old man - there. See him? He’s satisfied. Do I look like him? When I’m dead I - dont expect t be satisfied. Is that enough f y, with your godam nosin, - or do you want more? Well, y wont get it, understand?</p> - - <p>Lewis: The old man as symbol, flesh, and spirit of the past, what do - think he would say if he could see you? You look at him, Kabnis.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Just like any done-up preacher is what he looks t me. Jam some - false teeth in his mouth and crank him, an youd have God Almighty spit - in torrents all around th floor. Oh, hell, an he reminds me of that - black cockroach over yonder. An besides, he aint my past. My ancestors - were Southern blue-bloods—</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">218</span></p> - - <p>Lewis: And black.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Aint much difference between blue an black.</p> - - <p>Lewis: Enough to draw a denial from you. Cant hold them, can you? - Master; slave. Soil; and the overarching heavens. Dusk; dawn. They - fight and bastardize you. The sun tint of your cheeks, flame of - the great season’s multi-colored leaves, tarnished, burned. Split, - shredded: easily burned. No use...</p> - - <p>His gaze shifts to Stella. Stella’s face draws back, her breasts come - towards him.</p> - - <p>Stella: I aint got nothin f y, mister. Taint no use t look at me.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Youre a queer feller, Lewis, I swear y are. Told y so, didnt I, - girls? Just take him easy though, an he’ll be ridin just th same as any - Georgia mule, eh, Lewis? (Laughs.)</p> - - <p>Stella: I’m goin t tell y somethin, mister. It aint t you, t th Mister - Lewis what noses about. Its t somethin different, I dunno what. That - old man there—maybe its him—is like m father used t look. He used t - sing. An when he could sing no mo, they’d allus come f him an carry - him t church an there he’d sit, befo th pulpit, aswayin<span class="pagenum">219</span> an aleadin - every song. A white man took m mother an it broke th old man’s heart. - He died; an then I didnt care what become of me, an I dont now. I dont - care now. Dont get it in y head I’m some sentimental Susie askin for yo - sop. Nassur. But theres somethin t yo th others aint got. Boars an kids - an fools—thats all I’ve known. Boars when their fever’s up. When their - fever’s up they come t me. Halsey asks me over when he’s off th job. - Kabnis—it ud be a sin t play with him. He takes it out in talk.</p> - - <p>Halsey knows that he has trifled with her. At odd things he has been - inwardly penitent before her tasking him. But now he wants to hurt her. - He turns to Lewis.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Lewis, I got a little licker in me, an thats true. True’s what - I said. True. But th stuff just seems t wake me up an make my mind a - man of me. Listen. You know a lot, queer as hell as y are, an I want - t ask y some questions. Theyre too high fer them, Stella an Cora an - Kabnis, so we’ll just excuse em. A chat between ourselves. (Turns to - the others.) Youall cant listen in on this. Twont interest y. So<span class="pagenum">220</span> just - leave th table t this gen’lemun an myself. Go long now.</p> - - <p>Kabnis gets up, pompous in his robe, grotesquely so, and makes as if to - go through a grand march with Stella. She shoves him off, roughly, and - in a mood swings her body to the steps. Kabnis grabs Cora and parades - around, passing the old man, to whom he bows in mock-curtsy. He sweeps - by the table, snatches the licker bottle, and then he and Cora sprawl - on the mattresses. She meets his weak approaches after the manner she - thinks Stella would use.</p> - - <p>Halsey contemptuously watches them until he is sure that they are - settled.</p> - - <p>Halsey: This aint th sort o thing f me, Lewis, when I got work - upstairs. Nassur. You an me has got things t do. Wastin time on - common low-down women—say, Lewis, look at her now—Stella—aint she - a picture? Common wench—na she aint, Lewis. You know she aint. I’m - only tryin t fool y. I used t love that girl. Yassur. An sometimes - when th moon is thick an I hear dogs up th valley barkin an some old - woman fetches out her song, an th winds seem like th Lord made them - fer t fetch an carry th<span class="pagenum">221</span> smell o pine an cane, an there aint no big - job on foot, I sometimes get t thinkin that I still do. But I want t - talk t y, Lewis, queer as y are. Y know, Lewis, I went t school once. - Ya. In Augusta. But it wasnt a regular school. Na. It was a pussy - Sunday-school masqueradin under a regular name. Some goody-goody - teachers from th North had come down t teach th niggers. If you was - nearly white, they liked y. If you was black, they didnt. But it wasnt - that—I was all right, y see. I couldnt stand em messin an pawin over m - business like I was a child. So I cussed em out an left. Kabnis there - ought t have cussed out th old duck over yonder an left. He’d a been a - better man tday. But as I was sayin, I couldnt stand their ways. So I - left an came here an worked with my father. An been here ever since. - He died. I set in f myself. An its always been; give me a good job an - sure pay an I aint far from being satisfied, so far as satisfaction - goes. Prejudice is everywheres about this country. An a nigger aint - in much standin anywheres. But when it comes t pottin round an doin - nothing, with nothin bigger’n an ax-handle t hold a feller down, like - it was a while back<span class="pagenum">222</span> befo I got this job—that beam ought t be—but - tmorrow mornin early’s time enough f that. As I was sayin, I gets t - thinkin. Play dumb naturally t white folks. I gets t thinkin. I used - to subscribe t th <i>Literary Digest</i> an that helped along a bit. But - there werent nothing I could sink m teeth int. Theres lots I want t ask - y, Lewis. Been askin y t come around. Couldnt get y. Cant get in much - tnight. (He glances at the others. His mind fastens on Kabnis.) Say, - tell me this, whats on your mind t say on that feller there? Kabnis’ - name. One queer bird ought t know another, seems like t me.</p> - - <p>Licker has released conflicts in Kabnis and set them flowing. He pricks - his ears, intuitively feels that the talk is about him, leaves Cora, - and approaches the table. His eyes are watery, heavy with passion. He - stoops. He is a ridiculous pathetic figure in his showy robe.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Talkin bout me. I know. I’m th topic of conversation everywhere - theres talk about this town. Girls an fellers. White folks as well. An - if its me youre talkin bout, guess I got a right t listen in. Whats - sayin? Whats sayin bout his royal guts, the Duke? Whats sayin, eh?</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">223</span></p> - - <p>Halsey (to Lewis): We’ll take it up another time.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: No nother time bout it. Now. I’m here now an talkin’s just - begun. I was born an bred in a family of orators, thats what I was.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Preachers.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Na. Preachers hell. I didnt say wind-busters. Y - misapprehended me. Y understand what that means, dont y? All right - then, y misapprehended me. I didnt say preachers. I said orators. - <span class="gespertt">ORATORS</span>. Born one an I’ll die one. You understand me, Lewis. (He - turns to Halsey and begins shaking his finger in his face.) An as f - you, youre all right f choppin things from blocks of wood. I was good - at that th day I ducked th cradle. An since then, I’ve been shapin - words after a design that branded here. Know whats here? M soul. Ever - heard o that? Th hell y have. Been shapin words t fit m soul. Never - told y that before, did I? Thought I couldnt talk. I’ll tell y. I’ve - been shapin words; ah, but sometimes theyre beautiful an golden an have - a taste that makes them fine t roll over with y tongue. Your tongue - aint fit f nothin but t roll an lick hog-meat.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">224</span></p> - - <p>Stella and Cora come up to the table.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Give him a shove there, will y, Stel?</p> - - <p>Stella jams Kabnis in a chair. Kabnis springs up.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Cant keep a good man down. Those words I was tellin y about, - they wont fit int th mold thats branded on m soul. Rhyme, y see? Poet, - too. Bad rhyme. Bad poet. Somethin else youve learned tnight. Lewis - dont know it all, an I’m atellin y. Ugh. Th form thats burned int my - soul is some twisted awful thing that crept in from a dream, a godam - nightmare, an wont stay still unless I feed it. An it lives on words. - Not beautiful words. God Almighty no. Misshapen, split-gut, tortured, - twisted words. Layman was feedin it back there that day you thought I - ran out fearin things. White folks feed it cause their looks are words. - Niggers, black niggers feed it cause theyre evil an their looks are - words. Yallar niggers feed it. This whole damn bloated purple country - feeds it cause its goin down t hell in a holy avalanche of words. I - want t feed th soul—I know what that is; th preachers dont—but I’ve - got t feed it. I wish t God some lynchin white man ud<span class="pagenum">225</span> stick his knife - through it an pin it to a tree. An pin it to a tree. You hear me? Thats - a wish f y, you little snot-nosed pups who’ve been makin fun of me, an - fakin that I’m weak. Me, Ralph Kabnis weak. Ha.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Thats right, old man. There, there. Here, so much exertion - merits a fittin reward. Help him t be seated, Cora.</p> - - <p>Halsey gives him a swig of shine. Cora glides up, seats him, and then - plumps herself down on his lap, squeezing his head into her breasts. - Kabnis mutters. Tries to break loose. Curses. Cora almost stifles - him. He goes limp and gives up. Cora toys with him. Ruffles his hair. - Braids it. Parts it in the middle. Stella smiles contemptuously. And - then a sudden anger sweeps her. She would like to lash Cora from the - place. She’d like to take Kabnis to some distant pine grove and nurse - and mother him. Her eyes flash. A quick tensioning throws her breasts - and neck into a poised strain. She starts towards them. Halsey grabs - her arm and pulls her to him. She struggles. Halsey pins her arms and - kisses her. She settles, spurting like a pine-knot afire.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">226</span></p> - - <p>Lewis finds himself completely cut out. The glowing within him - subsides. It is followed by a dead chill. Kabnis, Carrie, Stella, - Halsey, Cora, the old man, the cellar, and the work-shop, the southern - town descend upon him. Their pain is too intense. He cannot stand it. - He bolts from the table. Leaps up the stairs. Plunges through the - work-shop and out into the night.</p> - - - <p>6</p> - - <p>The cellar swims in a pale phosphorescence. The table, the chairs, - the figure of the old man are amœba-like shadows which move about and - float in it. In the corner under the steps, close to the floor, a - solid blackness. A sound comes from it. A forcible yawn. Part of the - blackness detaches itself so that it may be seen against the grayness - of the wall. It moves forward and then seems to be clothing itself in - odd dangling bits of shadow. The voice of Halsey, vibrant and deepened, - calls.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Kabnis. Cora. Stella.</p> - - <p>He gets no response. He wants to get them up,<span class="pagenum">227</span> to get on the job. He is - intolerant of their sleepiness.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Kabnis! Stella! Cora!</p> - - <p>Gutturals, jerky and impeded, tell that he is shaking them.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Come now, up with you.</p> - - <p>Kabnis (sleepily and still more or less intoxicated): Whats th big - idea? What in hell—</p> - - <p>Halsey: Work. But never you mind about that. Up with you.</p> - - <p>Cora: Oooooo! Look here, mister, I aint used t bein thrown int th - street befo day.</p> - - <p>Stella: Any bunk whats worked is worth in wages moren this. But come - on. Taint no use t arger.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: I’ll arger. Its preposterous—</p> - - <p>The girls interrupt him with none too pleasant laughs.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Thats what I said. Know what it means, dont y? All right, then. - I said its preposterous t root an artist out o bed at this ungodly - hour, when there aint no use t it. You can start your damned old work. - Nobody’s stoppin y. But what we got t get up for? Fraid<span class="pagenum">228</span> somebody’ll - see th girls leavin? Some sport, you are. I hand it t y.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Up you get, all th same.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Oh, th hell you say.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Well, son, seeing that I’m th kind-hearted father, I’ll give y - chance t open your eyes. But up y get when I come down.</p> - - <p>He mounts the steps to the work-shop and starts a fire in the hearth. - In the yard he finds some chunks of coal which he brings in and throws - on the fire. He puts a kettle on to boil. The wagon draws him. He lifts - an oak-beam, fingers it, and becomes abstracted. Then comes to himself - and places the beam upon the work-bench. He looks over some newly - cut wooden spokes. He goes to the fire and pokes it. The coals are - red-hot. With a pair of long prongs he picks them up and places them - in a thick iron bucket. This he carries downstairs. Outside, darkness - has given way to the impalpable grayness of dawn. This early morning - light, seeping through the four barred cellar windows, is the color of - the stony walls. It seems to be an emanation from them. Halsey’s coals - throw out<span class="pagenum">229</span> a rich warm glow. He sets them on the floor, a safe distance - from the beds.</p> - - <p>Halsey: No foolin now. Come. Up with you.</p> - - <p>Other than a soft rustling, there is no sound as the girls slip into - their clothes. Kabnis still lies in bed.</p> - - <p>Stella (to Halsey): Reckon y could spare us a light?</p> - - <p>Halsey strikes a match, lights a cigarette, and then bends over and - touches flame to the two candles on the table between the beds. Kabnis - asks for a cigarette. Halsey hands him his and takes a fresh one for - himself. The girls, before the mirror, are doing up their hair. It is - bushy hair that has gone through some straightening process. Character, - however, has not all been ironed out. As they kneel there, heavy-eyed - and dusky, and throwing grotesque moving shadows on the wall, they are - two princesses in Africa going through the early-morning ablutions of - their pagan prayers. Finished, they come forward to stretch their hands - and warm them over the glowing coals. Red dusk of a Georgia sun<span class="pagenum">230</span>set, - their heavy, coal-lit faces... Kabnis suddenly recalls something.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Th old man talked last night.</p> - - <p>Stella: An so did you.</p> - - <p>Halsey: In your dreams.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: I tell y, he did. I know what I’m talkin about. I’ll tell y - what he said. Wait now, lemme see.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Look out, brother, th old man’ll be getting int you by way o - dreams. Come, Stel, ready? Cora? Coffee an eggs f both of you.</p> - - <p>Halsey goes upstairs.</p> - - <p>Stella: Gettin generous, aint he?</p> - - <p>She blows the candles out. Says nothing to Kabnis. Then she and Cora - follow after Halsey. Kabnis, left to himself, tries to rise. He has - slept in his robe. His robe trips him. Finally, he manages to stand - up. He starts across the floor. Half-way to the old man, he falls and - lies quite still. Perhaps an hour passes. Light of a new sun is about - to filter through the windows. Kabnis slowly rises to support upon his - elbows. He looks hard, and internally gathers himself together. The - side face of Father John is in the direct line of his eyes. He scowls - at<span class="pagenum">231</span> him. No one is around. Words gush from Kabnis.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: You sit there like a black hound spiked to an ivory pedestal. - An all night long I heard you murmurin that devilish word. They thought - I didnt hear y, but I did. Mumblin, feedin that ornery thing thats - livin on my insides. Father John. Father of Satan, more likely. What - does it mean t you? Youre dead already. Death. What does it mean t you? - To you who died way back there in th 'sixties. What are y throwin it - in my throat for? Whats it goin t get y? A good smashin in th mouth, - thats what. My fist’ll sink int y black mush face clear t y guts—if y - got any. Dont believe y have. Never seen signs of none. Death. Death. - Sin an Death. All night long y mumbled death. (He forgets the old man - as his mind begins to play with the word and its associations.) Death - ... these clammy floors ... just like th place they used t stow away th - worn-out, no-count niggers in th days of slavery ... that was long ago; - not so long ago ... no windows (he rises higher on his elbows to verify - this assertion. He looks around, and, seeing no one<span class="pagenum">232</span> but the old man, - calls.) Halsey! Halsey! Gone an left me. Just like a nigger. I thought - he was a nigger all th time. Now I know it. Ditch y when it comes right - down t it. Damn him anyway. Godam him. (He looks and re-sees the old - man.) Eh, you? T hell with you too. What do I care whether you can see - or hear? You know what hell is cause youve been there. Its a feelin an - its ragin in my soul in a way that’ll pop out of me an run you through, - an scorch y, an burn an rip your soul. Your soul. Ha. Nigger soul. A - gin soul that gets drunk on a preacher’s words. An screams. An shouts. - God Almighty, how I hate that shoutin. Where’s th beauty in that? Gives - a buzzard a windpipe an I’ll bet a dollar t a dime th buzzard ud beat - y to it. Aint surprisin th white folks hate y so. When you had eyes, - did you ever see th beauty of th world? Tell me that. Th hell y did. - Now dont tell me. I know y didnt. You couldnt have. Oh, I’m drunk an - just as good as dead, but no eyes that have seen beauty ever lose their - sight. You aint got no sight. If you had, drunk as I am, I hope Christ - will kill me if I couldnt see it. Your eyes are dull and watery, like - fish<span class="pagenum">233</span> eyes. Fish eyes are dead eyes. Youre an old man, a dead fish man, - an black at that. Theyve put y here t die, damn fool y are not t know - it. Do y know how many feet youre under ground? I’ll tell y. Twenty. - An do y think you’ll ever see th light of day again, even if you wasnt - blind? Do y think youre out of slavery? Huh? Youre where they used t - throw th worked-out, no-count slaves. On a damp clammy floor of a dark - scum-hole. An they called that an infirmary. Th sons-a.... Why I can - already see you toppled off that stool an stretched out on th floor - beside me—not beside me, damn you, by yourself, with th flies buzzin - an lickin God knows what they’d find on a dirty, black, foul-breathed - mouth like yours...</p> - - <p>Some one is coming down the stairs. Carrie, bringing food for the old - man. She is lovely in her fresh energy of the morning, in the calm - untested confidence and nascent maternity which rise from the purpose - of her present mission. She walks to within a few paces of Kabnis.</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: Brother says come up now, brother Ralph.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">234</span></p> - - <p>Kabnis: Brother doesnt know what he’s talkin bout.</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: Yes he does, Ralph. He needs you on th wagon.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: He wants me on th wagon, eh? Does he think some wooden thing - can lift me up? Ask him that.</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: He told me t help y.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: An how would you help me, child, dear sweet little sister?</p> - - <p>She moves forward as if to aid him.</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: I’m not a child, as I’ve more than once told you, brother - Ralph, an as I’ll show you now.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Wait, Carrie. No, thats right. Youre not a child. But twont do - t lift me bodily. You dont understand. But its th soul of me that needs - th risin.</p> - - <p>Carrie K: Youre a bad brother an just wont listen t me when I’m tellin - y t go t church.</p> - - <p>Kabnis doesnt hear her. He breaks down and talks to himself.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Great God Almighty, a soul like mine cant pin itself onto a - wagon wheel an satisfy itself in spinnin round. Iron prongs an<span class="pagenum">235</span> hickory - sticks, an God knows what all ... all right for Halsey ... use him. Me? - I get my life down in this scum-hole. Th old man an me—</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: Has he been talkin?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Huh? Who? Him? No. Dont need to. I talk. An when I really talk, - it pays th best of them t listen. Th old man is a good listener. He’s - deaf; but he’s a good listener. An I can talk t him. Tell him anything.</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: He’s deaf an blind, but I reckon he hears, an sees too, from - th things I’ve heard.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: No. Cant. Cant I tell you. How’s he do it?</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: Dunno, except I’ve heard that th souls of old folks have a - way of seein things.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: An I’ve heard them call that superstition.</p> - - <p>The old man begins to shake his head slowly. Carrie and Kabnis watch - him, anxiously. He mumbles. With a grave motion his head nods up and - down. And then, on one of the down-swings—</p> - - <p>Father John (remarkably clear and with great conviction): Sin.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">236</span></p> - - <p>He repeats this word several times, always the downward nodding. - Surprised, indignant, Kabnis forgets that Carrie is with him.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Sin! Shut up. What do you know about sin, you old black - bastard. Shut up, an stop that swayin an noddin your head.</p> - - <p>Father John: Sin.</p> - - <p>Kabnis tries to get up.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Didnt I tell y t shut up?</p> - - <p>Carrie steps forward to help him. Kabnis is violently shocked at her - touch. He springs back.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Carrie! What .. how .. Baby, you shouldnt be down here. Ralph - says things. Doesnt mean to. But Carrie, he doesnt know what he’s - talkin about. Couldnt know. It was only a preacher’s sin they knew in - those old days, an that wasnt sin at all. Mind me, th only sin is whats - done against th soul. Th whole world is a conspiracy t sin, especially - in America, an against me. I’m th victim of their sin. I’m what sin - is. Does he look like me? Have you ever heard him say th things youve - heard me say? He couldnt if he had th Holy Ghost t<span class="pagenum">237</span> help him. Dont look - shocked, little sweetheart, you hurt me.</p> - - <p>Father John: Sin.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Aw, shut up, old man.</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: Leave him be. He wants t say somethin. (She turns to the old - man.) What is it, Father?</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Whatsha talkin t that old deaf man for? Come away from him.</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: What is it, Father?</p> - - <p>The old man’s lips begin to work. Words are formed incoherently. - Finally, he manages to articulate—</p> - - <p>Father John: Th sin whats fixed... (Hesitates.)</p> - - <p>Carrie K. (restraining a comment from Kabnis): Go on, Father.</p> - - <p>Father John: ... upon th white folks—</p> - - <p>Kabnis: Suppose youre talkin about that bastard race thats roamin round - th country. It looks like sin, if thats what y mean. Give us somethin - new an up t date.</p> - - <p>Father John:—f tellin Jesus—lies. O th sin th white folks 'mitted - when they made th Bible lie.</p> - - <p><span class="pagenum">238</span></p> - - <p>Boom. Boom. BOOM! Thuds on the floor above. The old man sinks back into - his stony silence. Carrie is wet-eyed. Kabnis, contemptuous.</p> - - <p>Kabnis: So thats your sin. All these years t tell us that th white - folks made th Bible lie. Well, I’ll be damned. Lewis ought t have been - here. You old black fakir—</p> - - <p>Carrie K.: Brother Ralph, is that your best Amen?</p> - - <p>She turns him to her and takes his hot cheeks in her firm cool hands. - Her palms draw the fever out. With its passing, Kabnis crumples. He - sinks to his knees before her, ashamed, exhausted. His eyes squeeze - tight. Carrie presses his face tenderly against her. The suffocation of - her fresh starched dress feels good to him. Carrie is about to lift her - hands in prayer, when Halsey, at the head of the stairs, calls down.</p> - - <p>Halsey: Well, well. Whats up? Aint you ever comin? Come on. Whats up - down there? Take you all mornin t sleep off a pint? Youre weakenin, - man, youre weakenin. Th axle an th beam’s all ready waitin f y. Come on.</p> - - <p>Kabnis rises and is going doggedly towards<span class="pagenum">239</span> the steps. Carrie notices - his robe. She catches up to him, points to it, and helps him take it - off. He hangs it, with an exaggerated ceremony, on its nail in the - corner. He looks down on the tousled beds. His lips curl bitterly. - Turning, he stumbles over the bucket of dead coals. He savagely jerks - it from the floor. And then, seeing Carrie’s eyes upon him, he swings - the pail carelessly and with eyes downcast and swollen, trudges - upstairs to the work-shop. Carrie’s gaze follows him till he is gone. - Then she goes to the old man and slips to her knees before him. Her - lips murmur, “Jesus, come.”</p> - - <p>Light streaks through the iron-barred cellar window. Within its soft - circle, the figures of Carrie and Father John.</p> - - <p>Outside, the sun arises from its cradle in the tree-tops of the - forest. Shadows of pines are dreams the sun shakes from its eyes. The - sun arises. 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