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diff --git a/6007.txt b/6007.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7383038 --- /dev/null +++ b/6007.txt @@ -0,0 +1,12184 @@ +Project Gutenberg's The Two Sides of the Shield, by Charlotte M. Yonge + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Two Sides of the Shield + +Author: Charlotte M. Yonge + +Release Date: July, 2004 [EBook #6007] +Last Updated: August 17, 2012 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TWO SIDES OF THE SHIELD *** + + + + +Produced by Hanh Vu + + + + + + +THE TWO SIDES OF THE SHIELD + +By Charlotte M. Yonge + + + + + +PREFACE + + + +It is sometimes treated as an impertinence to revive the personages +of one story in another, even though it is after the example of +Shakespeare, who revived Falstaff, after his death, at the behest of +Queen Elizabeth. This precedent is, however, a true impertinence in +calling on the very great to justify the very small! + +Yet many a letter in youthful handwriting has begged for further +information on the fate of the beings that had become favourites of the +school-room; and this has induced me to believe that the following out +of my own notions as to the careers of former heroes and heroines +might not be unwelcome; while I have tried to make the story stand +independently for new readers, unacquainted with the tale in which Lady +Merrifield and her brothers and sisters first appeared. + +'Scenes and Characters' was, however, published so long ago, that the +young readers of this generation certainly will only know it if it has +had the good fortune to have been preserved by their mothers. It +was only my second book, and in looking back at it so as to preserve +consistency, I have been astonished at its crudeness. + +It will explain a few illusions to state that it is the story of the +motherless family of Mohuns of Beechcroft, with a kindly deaf father at +the head, Mr. Mohun, whose pet name was the Baron of Beechcroft, owing +to a romantic notion of his daughters made fun of by his sons. The +eldest sister, a stiff, sensible, dry woman, had just married and gone +to India, leaving her post to the next in age, Emily, who was much too +indolent for the charge. Lilies, the third in age, with her head full +of the kind of high romance and sentiment more prevalent thirty or forty +years ago than now, imagined that whereas the household had formerly +been ruled by duty, it now might be so by love. Of course, confusion +dire was the consequence, chiefly with the younger boys, the scientific, +cross-grained Maurice, and the high-spirited, turbulent Reginald, all +the mischief being fomented by Jane's pertness and curiosity, and only +mitigated by the honest simplicity and dutifulness of eight years old +Phyllis. The remedy was found at last in the marriage of the eldest +son William with Alethea Weston, already Lilias's favourite friend and +model. + +That in a youthful composition there should be a cavalier ancestry, a +family much given to dying of consumption, and a young marquess cousin +is, perhaps, inevitable. Lord Rotherwood was Mr. Mohun's ward, and +having a dull home of his own, found his chief happiness as well as all +the best influences of his life, in the merry, highly-principled, though +easy-going life at his uncle's, whom he revered like a father, while +his eager, somewhat shatter-brained nature often made him a butt to his +cousins. All this may account for the tone of camaraderie with which the +scattered members of the family meet again, especially around Lilias, +who had, with her cleverness and enthusiasm, always been the leading +member of the group. + +It should, perhaps, also be mentioned that Lord Rotherwood's greatest +friend was also Lilias's favourite brother, Claude, who had become a +clergyman and died early. Aunt Adeline had been the spoilt child and +beauty of the family, the youngest of all. + +C. M. YONGE. + +March 8th, 1885. + + + + +CONTENTS + +CHAPTER I. WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME? CHAPTER II. THE MERRIFIELDS CHAPTER +III. GOOD BYE CHAPTER IV. TURNED IN AMONG THEM CHAPTER V. THE FIRST WALK +CHAPTER VI. PERSECUTION CHAPTER VII. G.F.S. CHAPTER VIII. MY PERSECUTED +UNCLE CHAPTER IX. LETTERS CHAPTER X. THE EVENING STAR CHAPTER XI. SECRET +EXPEDITIONS CHAPTER XII. A HUNT CHAPTER XIII. AN EGYPTIAN SPHINX CHAPTER +XIV. A CYPHER AND A TY CHAPTER XV. THE BUTTERFLY'S BALL CHAPTER XVI. THE +INCONSTANCY OF CONSTANCE CHAPTER XVII. THE STONE MELTING CHAPTER XVIII. +MYSIE AND DOLORES CHAPTER XIX. A SADDER AND A WISER AUTHORESS CHAPTER +XX. CONFESSIONS OF A COUNTRY MOUSE CHAPTER XXI. IN COURT AND OUT CHAPTER +XXII. NAY + + + + + +THE TWO SIDES OF THE SHIELD + + + + + +CHAPTER I. -- WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME? + + + +A London dining-room was lighted with gas, which showed a table of small +dimensions, with a vase of somewhat dirty and dilapidated grasses in the +centre, and at one end a soup tureen, from which a gentleman had helped +himself and a young girl of about thirteen, without much apparent +consciousness of what he was about, being absorbed in a pile of papers, +pamphlets, and letters, while she on her side kept a book pinned open by +a gravy spoon. The elderly maid-servant, who set the dishes before them, +handed the vegetables and changed the plates, really came as near to +feeding the pair as was possible with people above three years old. + +The one was a dark, thin man, with a good deal of white in his thick +beard and scanty hair, the absence of which made the breadth of his +forehead the more remarkable. The girl would have shown an equally +remarkable brow, but that her dark hair was cut square over it, so as +to take off from its height, and give a heavy over-hanging look to the +upper part of the face, which below was tin and sallow, well-featured, +but with a want of glow and colour. The thick masses of dark hair were +plaited into a very long thick tail behind, hanging down over a black +evening frock, whose white trimmings were, like everything else about +the place, rather dingy. She was far less absorbed than her father, and +raised a quick, wistful brown eye whenever he made the least sound, or +shuffled his papers. Indeed, it seemed that she was reading in order to +distract her anxiety rather than for the sake of occupation. + +It was not till after the last pieces of cheese had been offered and +refused, and the maid had retired, leaving some dull crackers and +veteran biscuits, with two decanters and a claret-jug, that he spoke. + +'Dolores!' + +'Yes, father.' + +But he only cleared his throat, and looked at his letter again, while +she fixed her eager eyes upon him so earnestly that he let his fall +again, and looked once more over his letters before he spoke again. + +'Dolores,' and the tone was dry, as if all feeling were driven from it. + +'Yes, father.' + +'You know that I have accepted this appointment?' + +'Yes, father.' + +'And that I shall be absent three years at the least?' + +'Yes.' + +'Then comes the question, how you are to be disposed of in the +meantime?' + +'Could not I go with you?' she said, under her breath. + +'No, my dear.' And somehow the tone had more tenderness in it, though it +was so explicit. 'I shall have no fixed residence, no one with whom +to leave you; and the climate is not fit for you. Your Aunt Lilias has +kindly offered to take charge of you.' + +'Oh, father!' + +'Well?' + +'If you would only let me stay here with Caroline and Fraulein. I like +it so much better.' + +'That cannot be, Dolly. I have this morning promised to let the house as +it is to Mr. Smithson.' + +'And Caroline?' + +'If Caroline takes my advice, she will remain here as his housekeeper, +and I think she will. Well, what is it? You do not mean that you would +prefer going to your Aunts Jane and Ada?' + +'Oh no, no; only if I might go to school.' + +'This is nonsense, Dolores. It will be much better for you on all +accounts to be with your aunt at Silverfold. I have no fear that she and +her girls will not do their best to make you happy and good, and to give +you what you have sadly wanted, my poor child. I have always wished you +could have seen more of her.' + +There could be no doubt from the tone, in the mind of any one who knew +Mr. Maurine Mohun, that the decision was final; but perhaps Dolores +would have asked more if the door-bell had not rung at the moment and +Mr. Smithson had not been announced. Fate was closing in on her. She +retired into her book, and remained as long as she possibly could, for +the sake of seeing her father and hearing his voice; but after a time +she was desired to call Caroline, and to go to bed herself, for it was a +good deal past nine o'clock. + +She had been aware, she could hardly tell how, that her father had been +offered a government appointment connected with the Fiji Islands, and +then that, glad to escape from the dreariness which had settled down on +the house since his wife's death, about eighteen months previously, he +had accepted it, and she had speculated much on her probable fate; but +had never before been officially informed of his designs for himself or +for her. + +He was a barrister, who spent all his leisure time on scientific +studies, and his wife had been equally devoted to the same pursuits. +Dolores had been her constant companion; but after the mother's death, +from an accident on a glacier, a strange barrier of throwing himself +into the ways of a girl past the charms of infancy. It was as if they +had lost their interpreter. + +The German governess, chosen by Mrs. Mohun, was very German indeed, +and greatly occupied in her own studies. When she found that the +armes-liebes Madchen shrank from being wept over and caressed on the +mournful return, she decided that the English had no feeling, and +acquiesced in the routine of lessons and expeditions to classes. She was +never unkind, but she did not try to be a companion; and old Caroline +was excellent in the attention she paid to the comforts of her master +and his daughter, but had no love of children, and would not have +encouraged familiarities, even if Dolores had not been too entirely a +drawing-room child to offer them. + +The morning came, and everything went on as usual; Dolores poured +out the coffee, Mr. Mohun read his Times, Fraulein ate as usual, but +afterwards he asked for a few minutes' conversation with Fraulein. All +that Dolores heard of the result of it was 'So,' and then lessons went +on until twelve o'clock, when it was the custom that the girl should +have an hour's recreation, which was, in any tolerable weather, spent +in the gardens of the far west Crescent, where she lived. There she was +nearly certain of meeting her one great friend, Maude Sefton, who was +always sent out for her airing at the same time. + +They spied each other issuing from their doors, met, linked their arms, +and entered together. Maude was a tall, rosy girl, with a great yellow +bush down her back, half a year older than Dolores, and a great deal +bigger. + +'My dearest Doll!' + +'Oh yes, it is come.' + +'Then he is really going? I heard the pater and mater talking about it +yesterday, and they said it would be an excellent thing for him.' + +'Oh, Maude! Then they did not say anything about what we hoped?' + +'What, the mater's offering for you to come and live with us, darling? +Oh no; and I's afraid it is of no use to ask her, for she said of +herself, that she knew Mr. Mohun had sisters, and--' + +'And what? Tell me, Maude. You must!' + +'Well, then, you know you made me, and I think it is a shame. She +said she was glad she wasn't one of them, for you were such a peculiar +child.' + +'Dear me, Maude, you needn't mind telling me that! I'm sure I don't want +to be like everybody else.' + +'And are you going to one of your aunts?' + +'Yes, to Aunt Lilias. Oh, Maude, he would not hear a word against it, +and I know it will be so horrid! Aunts are always nasty!' + +'Kate is very fond of her aunt,' said Maude, who did not happen to have +any personal experiences to oppose to this sweeping assertion. + +'Oh, I don't mean proper aunts, but aunts that have orphans left to +them.' + +'But you are not an orphan, darling.' + +'I dare say I shall be. 'Tis a horrible climate, and there are no end +of cannibals there, so that he would not take me out for anything,--and +sharks, and volcanoes, and hurricanes.' + +'I don't think they eat people there now.' + +'It's bad enough if they don't! And you know those aunts begin pretty +well, while they are in fear of the father, but then they get worse.' + +'There was Ada Morton,' said Maude, in a tone of conviction, 'and Anna +Ross.' + +'Oh yes, and another book, 'Rose Turquand.' It was a grown-up book, that +I read once--long ago,' said Dolores, who had in her mother's time been +allowed a pretty free range of 'book-box.' + +"And there's 'Under the Shield,' but that was a boy." + +'There are lots and lots,' said Dolores. 'They are ever so much worse +than the stepmothers! Not that there is any fear of that!' she added +quickly. + +'But isn't this Aunt Lilias nice? It's a pretty name. Which is she? You +have one aunt a Lady Something, haven't you?' + +'Yes, it is this one, Lady Merrifield. Her husband is a general, Sir +Jasper Merrifield, and he is gone out to command in some place in India; +but she cannot stand the climate, and is living at home at a place +called Silverfold, with a whole lot of children. I think two are gone +out with their father, but there are a great many more.' + +'Don't you know them at all?' + +'No, and don't want to! I think my aunts were unkind to mother!' + +'Oh!' exclaimed Maude. + +'I am sure of it. They were horrid, stuck-up, fine ladies, and looked +down on her, though she was ever so much nicer, and cleverer, and more +intellectual than they; and she looked down on them.' + +'Are you sure?' asked Maude, to whom it was as good as a story. + +'Yes, indeed. She was civil, of course, because they were father's +sisters, but I know she couldn't bear them. If any of them came to +London, there was a calling, but all very stupid, and a dining at +Lord Rotherwood's; but she never would, except once, when I can hardly +remember, go to stay at their slow places in the country. I've heard +father try to persuade her when they didn't think I understood. You know +we always went abroad, or to the sea or something, except last year, +when we were at Beechcroft. That wasn't so bad, for there were lots of +books, and Uncle Reginald was there, and he is jolly.' + +'Can't you get Mr. Mohun to send you there?' + +'No, I don't think they would have me, for every body there is grown +up, and father seems to have a wish for me to be with this Aunt Lilias, +because she has a schoolroom.' + +'I wonder he should wish it, if she was unkind to Mrs. Mohun.' + +'Well, she was out of the way most of the time. They have lived at Malta +and Gibraltar, and Belfast, and all sorts of places, so they will +all have regular garrison frivolous manner, and think of nothing but +officers and balls. I know she was a beauty, and wants to be one still.' + +'Maude, whose father was a professor, looked quite appalled and said-- + +'You will be the one to infuse better things.' She felt quite proud of +the word. + +'Perhaps,' returned Dolores; 'they always do that in time, but not till +they've been awfully bullied. All the cousins are jealous, and the aunt +spites them because they are nicer and prettier than her own.' + +'Yes,' said Maude, 'but then there's always some tremendously nice +boy-cousin, or uncle, or something, that makes up for it all. Will Sir +Jasper Merrifield's eldest son be a Sir?' + +'Oh no; he's not a baronet, but a G.C.B., Knight Grand Cross of the +Bath, that is. Besides, I don't care for love, and titles, and all that +nonsense, though father is first cousin to Lord Rotherwood.' + +'And you never saw any of them?' + +'Yes, Aunt Lilias was at the Charing Cross Hotel with Uncle Jasper and +the two eldest daughters, Alethea and Phyllis, and some more of them, +just before they sailed; and father took me there on Sunday to luncheon; +but there were so many people, and such a talk, and such a bustle, that +I hardly knew which was which. Aunt Jane and Aunt Ada were a talking +that it made my head turn round; but I saw how affected Aunt Lilias is, +and I knew that whenever they looked at me they said 'poor child,' and +I always hate any one who does that! All I was afraid of then was that +father would let Aunt Jane and Aunt Ada come and live with us; but this +is ever so much worse.' + +'You have such a lot of aunts and uncles!' said Maude, 'and I have not +got anything but one old uncle.' + +'Uncles are all very well,' said Dolores, said Maude. 'There are the two +Miss Mohuns--' + +'Oh, that's beginning at the wrong end. Aunt Ada is the youngest of them +all, and she thinks she is a young lady still, and wears little curls +on her forehead, and a tennis pinafore, and makes her waist just like a +wasp. She and Aunt Jane live together at Rockquay, because she has bad +health--at least she has whenever she likes; and Aunt Jane does all +sorts of charities and worries, and sets everybody to rights,' +said Dolly, in a very grown-up voice, speaking partly from her own +observation, and partly repeating what she had caught from her elders. + +'Oh yes, I know her,' said Maude. 'She asked me questions about all I +did, and she did bother mamma so about a maid she recommended that we +are never going to take another from her.' + +'Aunt Phyllis comes between them, I believe; but she has married a +sailor captain and gone to settle in New Zealand, and I have not seen +her since I was a very little girl. Then there's Aunt Emily, who is a +very great swell indeed. Her husband was a canon, Lord Henry Grey; +but he is dead, and she lives at Brighton, a regular fat, comfortable +down-pillow of a woman, who isn't bad to lunch with, only she sends one +out to the Parade with her maid, as if one was a baby. Mother used to +laugh at her. And I think there was an older one who went to India and +died long ago.' + +'I have seen your two uncles. There's Major Mohun. Oh! he is fun!' + +'Yes, dear old Uncle Regie! I wish he was not in Ireland. He will be so +sorry to miss seeing father off, but he can't get leave. And there was a +clergyman who is dead, and father grieved for very much. I think he did +something to make them all nicer to mother, for it was just after that +we went to stay at Beechcroft with Uncle William. You know him, and how +mother used to call him the very model of a country squire; and I like +his wife, Aunt Alethea. Only it is very pokey and slow down there, and +they are always after flannel petticoats and soup kitchens, and all the +old fads that are exploded. I should get awfully tired of it before a +year was out, only I should not be teased with strange children, and +there would be no one to be jealous of me.' + +'Can't you get your father to change and send you there?' + +'Not a chance. You see Aunt Lilias had offered, and they haven't, and I +must go on with my education. I hope, though I shall have no advantages, +I shall still be able to go up for the Cambridge examination, if Aunt +Lilias has not prejudices, as I dare say she has, since of course none +of her own will be able to try.' + +'You'll come up to us for the examination, Dolly dear, and we shall do +it together, and that will be nice!' + +'If they will let me; but I don't expect to be allowed to do anything +that I wish. Only perhaps father may be come home by that time.' + +'Is it three years?' + +'Yes. It is a terrible time, isn't it? However, when I'm seventeen +perhaps he will talk to me, and I can really keep house.' + +'And then you'll come back here?' + +'Do you know, Maudie--listen--I've another uncle, belonging to mother.' + +'Oh, Dolly! I thought she had no one!' + +'He told me he was my Uncle Alfred once when he met me in the park with +Fraulein, and gave me a note for mother. He is called Mr. Flinders.' + +'But I thought your mother was daughter to Professor Hay?' + +'But this is a half-brother; my grandmother was married before. Uncle +Alfrey has an immense light beard, and I think he is very poor. He came +once or twice to see mother, and they always sent me out of the room; +but I am sure she gave him money--not father's housekeeping money, but +what she got for herself by writing. Once I heard father go out of the +house, saying, 'Well, it's your own to do as you please with.' And then +mother went to her room, and I know she cried. It was the only time that +ever mother cried!' And as Maude listened, much impressed--'Once when +she had got eleven pounds, and we were going to have bought father such +a binocular for a secret as a birthday present, Mr. Flinders came, and +she gave him ten of it, and we could only buy just a few slides for +father. And she told me she was grieved, but she could not help it, and +it would be time for me to understand when I was older.' + +'I don't think this Uncle Alfrey can be nice,' said Maude. + +''Tis quite disgusting if he kisses me,' said Dolly; 'but you see he is +poor, and all the Mohuns are stuck up, except father, and they wanted +mother to despise him, and not help him. And you see, she stuck to him. +I don't like him much; but you see nobody ever was like her! Oh, Maude, +if she wasn't dead!' + +And poor Dolores cried as she had not done even at the time of the +accident, or in the terrible week that followed, or at the desolate home +coming. + + + + +CHAPTER II. -- THE MERRIFIELDS. + + + +The cool twilight of a long sunny summer's day was freshening the +pleasant garden of a country house, and three people were walking slowly +along a garden path enjoying the contrast with the heat, glare, and +noise of the day. The central one was a tall, slender lady, with a light +shawl hung round her shoulders. On one side was a youth who had begun to +overtop her, on the other a girl of shorter and sturdier mould, who only +reached up to her shoulder. + +'So she is coming!' the girl said. + +'Yes, Uncle Maurice has answered my letter very kindly.' + +'I should think he would be very much obliged,' observed the boy. + +'Please, mamma, do tell us all about it,' said the girl. 'You know I +stopped directly when you made me a sign not to go on asking questions +before the little ones. And you said you should have to make us your +friends while papa and the grown-ups are away.' + +'Well, Gillian, I know you can be discreet when you are warned, and +perhaps it is best that you should know how things stand. Do you +remember anything about it, Hal?' + +'Only a general perception that there were tempests in the higher +regions, but I think that was more from hearing Alley and Phyl talk than +from my native sagacity.' + +'So I should suppose, since you were only six years old, at the utmost.' + +'But Uncle Maurice always was under a cloud, wasn't he, especially at +Beechcroft, where I never saw him or his wife in the holidays except +once, when I believe she was not at all liked, and was thought to be +very proud, and stuck-up, and pretentious.' + +'But was she just nobody? not a lady?' cried Gillian. 'Aunt Emily always +called her, '"Poor thing."' + +'Perhaps she did the same by Aunt Emily,' returned Hal. + +'And I am sure I have heard Aunt Ada say that she wasn't a lady; and +Aunt Jane that she had all sorts of discreditable connections.' + +'Come now, Gill, if you chatter so, how is mamma to get a word in +between?' + +'I'm afraid we have all been hard on her, poor thing!' + +'There now, mamma has done it, just like Aunt Emily!' + +'Anybody would be poor who got killed in a glacier!' + +'No, but one doesn't say poor when people are--nice.' + +'When I said poor,' now put in Lady Merrifield, 'it was not so much that +I was thinking of her death as of her having come into a family where +nobody welcomed her, and I really do not suppose it was her fault.' + +'Moreover, she seemed to do very well without a welcome,' added Hal. + +'Who is interrupting now?' cried Gillian, 'but was she a lady?' + +'I never saw her, you know,' said the mother; 'but from all I ever heard +of her, I should think she was, and cleverer and more highly educated +than any of us.' + +'Yes,' said Hal, 'that was the kind of pretension that exasperated them +all at Beechcroft, especially Uncle William.' + +'I wonder if Dolores will have it!' said Gillian. 'I suppose she will +know much more than we do.' + +'Probably, being the only child of such parents, and with every +advantage London can give. Maurice was always much the cleverest of us +all, and with a very strong mechanical and scientific turn, so that I +now think it might have been better to have let him follow his bent. But +when we were young there was a good deal of mistrust of anything outside +the beaten tracks of gentlemanlike professions, and my dear old father +did not like what he heard of the course of study for those lines. +Things were not as they are now. So Maurice went to Cambridge, and was +fifth wrangler of his year, and then had to go to the bar. It somehow +always gave him a thwarted, injured feeling of working against the +grain, and he cultivated all these scientific pursuits to the utmost, +getting more and more into opinions and society that distressed +grandpapa and Uncle William. So he fell in with Mr. Hay, a professor +at a German university. I can hear William's tone of utter contempt and +disgust. I believe this poor man was exceedingly learned, and had made +some remarkable discoveries, but he was very poor, and lived in lodgings +at Bonn with his daughter in the small way people are content to do in +Germany. As to his opinions, we all took it for granted that he was a +freethinker; but I can't tell how that might be. Maurice lodged in the +same house one year when he went to learn German and attend lectures, +and he went back again every long vacation. At last came your dear +grandfather's death. Maurice hurried away from Beechcroft immediately +after the funeral, and the next thing that was heard of him was that +he had married Miss Hay. It was no wonder that your Uncle William was +bitterly hurt and offended at the apparent disrespect to our father, and +would make no move towards Maurice.' + +'It was when we were at the Cape, wasn't it?' asked Hal. + +'Yes, the year Gillian was born. Well, your dear Uncle Claude went to +see Maurice in London, and found there was much excuse. Maurice had +learnt that the old professor was dying, and his daughter had nothing, +and would have had to be a governess, so that Maurice had married her in +haste in order to be able to help them.' + +'Then it really was very kind and noble in him!' exclaimed Gillian. + +'And I believe every one would have felt it so; but for his +unfortunately reserved way of concealing the extent of the acquaintance, +and showing that he would not be interfered with. Claude did his best to +close the breach, but there had been something to forgive on both sides, +and perhaps SHE was prouder than the Mohuns themselves. Oh! my dears, +I hope you will never have a family quarrel among you! It is so sad to +look back upon a change after the happy years when we were all together, +and were laughing and making fun of one another!' + +'But you were quite out of it, mamma.' + +'So I was in a way, but I knew nothing of the justification till too +late for any advances from us to take much effect. I am four years older +than Maurice, we had never been a pair, and had never corresponded. +And when I wrote to him and to his wife, I only received stiff, formal +answers. They were abroad when we were in London on coming home, and +they would not come to see us at Belfast, so that I could never make +acquaintance with her; but I believe she was an excellent wife, suiting +him admirably in every way, and I expect to find this little daughter of +theirs very well brought up, and much forwarder than honest old Mysie.' + +'Mysie is in perfect raptures at the notion of having a cousin here +exactly of her own age,' said Gillian. 'What she would wish is that the +two should be so much alike as to be taken for twins. I have been trying +to remember Dolores on that dreadful Sunday at the hotel, when Uncle +Maurice came to see us, just when papa was setting off for Bombay, but +it all seems confusion. I can think of nothing but a little black, shy +figure. I remember Phyllis telling me that she thought I ought to do +something to entertain her, but I could not think of a word to say to +her.' + +'For which perhaps she was thankful,' said her brother. + +'I am not sure. You are all too apt, when you are shy, to console +yourself with fancying that you are doing as you would be done by. It +might have worried her then perhaps, but it would have made it easier +for her to begin among us now! I am very glad her father consents to my +having her! I do hope we may make her happy.' + +'Happy!' said Gillian. 'Anybody must be happy with such a number to play +with, and with you to mother her, mamma.' + +'I am afraid she will not feel me much like her own mother, poor child! +But it will not be for want of the will. When I look back now I feel +sorry for myself for the early loss of my mother, for though we were all +merry enough as children and young people, there always seems to have +been a lack of something fostering and repressing. There was a kind of +desolateness in our life, though we did not understand it at the time. +I am thankful you have not known it, my dears.' There was a strange rush +of tears nearly choking her voice, and she shook them away with a sort +of laugh. 'That I should cry for that at this time of day!' + +Gillian raised her face for a kiss, and even Harry did the same. Their +hearts were very full, as the perception swept over them in one flash +what their lives would have been without mamma. It seemed like the solid +earth giving way under their feet! + +'I am very sorry for poor Dolores,' said Gillian presently. 'It seems as +if we could never be kind enough to her.' + +'Yes. Indeed I hope we may do something towards supplying her with a +real home, wandering sprites as we have been,' said Lady Merrifield. + +'What a name it is! Dolores! It is as bad as Peter Grievous! How did she +get it?' grumbled Harry. + +'That I cannot tell, but I think we must call her Dora or Dolly, as I +fancy your Aunt Jane told me she was called at home. I hope Wilfred +will not get hold of it and tease her about it. You must defend her from +that.' + +'If we can,' said Gillian; 'but Wilfred is rather an imp.' + +'Yes,' said Harry. 'I found Primrose reduced to the verge of distraction +yesterday because 'Willie would call her Leg of Mutton.'' + +'I hope you boxed his ears!' cried Gillian. + +'I did give it to him well,' said Hal, laughing. + +'Thank you,' said his mother. 'A big brother is more effective in such +cases than any one else can be. Wilfred is the only one of you all who +ever seemed to take pleasure in causing pain--and I hardly know how to +meet the propensity.' + +'He is the only one who is not quite certain to be nice with Dolores,' +said Gillian. + +'And I really don't quite see how to manage,' said the mother. 'If we +show him our anxiety to shield her, it is very likely to direct his +attention that way.' + +'She must take her chance,' said Hal, 'and if she is any way rational, +she can soon put a stop to it.' + +'But, oh dear! I wish he could go to school,' said Gillian. + +'So do I, my dear,' returned her mother; 'but you know the doctors say +we must not risk it for another year, and I can only hope that as he +grows stronger, he may become more manly. Meantime we must be patient +with him, and Hal can help more than any one else. There--what's that +striking?' + +'Three quarters.' + +'Then we must make haste in, or we shall not have finished supper before +ten.' + +Lilias Mohun had married a soldier, and after many wanderings through +military stations, the health and education of a large proportion of +her family had necessitated her remaining at home with them, while her +husband held a command in India, taking out with him the two grown-up +daughters and the second son, who was on his staff. She was established +in a large house not far from a country town, for the convenience of +daily governess, tutor, and masters. She herself had grown up on the +old system which made education depend more on the family than on the +governess, and she preferred honestly the company and training of her +children to going into society in her husband's absence. Therefore +she arranged her habits with a view to being constantly with them, and +though exchanging calls, and occasionally accepting invitations in the +neighbourhood, it was an understood thing that she went out very little. +The chief exceptions were when her eldest son, Harry, was at home from +Oxford. He was devotedly fond of her, and all the more pleased and proud +to take her about with him because it had not always been possible that +his holidays in his school life should be spent at home, and thus the +privilege was doubly prized. + +The two sisters above and one brother below him were in India with their +father, and Gillian was not yet out of the schoolroom, though this did +not cut her off from being her mother's prime companion. Then followed a +schoolboy at Wellington, named Jasper, two more girls, a brace of boys, +and the five-year-old baby of the establishment--sufficient reasons +to detain Lady Merrifield in England after more than twenty years of +travels as a soldier's wife, so that scarcely three of her children had +the same birthplace. She had been able to see very little of her English +relations, being much tied by the number of her children while all were +very young, and the expense of journeys; but she was now within easy +reach of her two unmarried sisters, and after the Cape, Gibraltar, +Malta, and Dublin, the homes of her eldest sister, and of her eldest +brother did not seem very far off. + +Indeed Beechcroft, the home of her childhood, had always been the +headquarters of herself and her children on their rare visits to +England. Her elder boys had been sure of a welcome there in the +holidays, and loved it scarcely less than she did herself; and when +looking for her present abode, the whole family had stayed there for +three months. Her brother Maurice, however, she had scarcely seen, and +she had been much pained at being included in his persistent avoidance +of the whole family, who felt that he resented their displeasure at his +marriage even more since his wife's death than he had done during her +lifetime, as if he felt doubly bound, for her sake, not to forgive and +forget. At least so said some of the family, while others hoped that +his distaste to all intercourse with them only arose from the apathy +succeeding a great blow. + + + + +CHAPTER III. -- GOOD-BYE + + + +A passage was offered to Mr. Mohun in a Queen's ship, and this hurried +the preparations so much that to Dolores it appeared that there was +nothing but bustle and confusion, from the day of her conversation with +Maude, until she found herself in the railway carriage returning from +Plymouth with her eldest uncle. Her father had intended to take her +himself to Silverfold; but detentions at the office in London, and then +a telegram from Plymouth, had disconcerted his plans, and when he found +that his eldest brother would come and meet him at the last, he was glad +to yield to his little daughter's earnest desire to be with him as long +as possible. + +Shy and reserved as both were, and almost incapable of finding +expression for their feelings, they still clung closely together, though +the only tears the girl was seen to shed came in church on the last +Sunday evening, blinding and choking, and she could barely restrain her +sobs. Her father would have taken her out, but she resisted, and leant +against him, while he put his arm round her. After this, whenever it was +possible, she crept up to him, and he held her close. + +There had been no further discussion on her home. Lady Merrifield had +written kindly to her, as well as to her father, but that was small +consolation to one so well instructed by story books in the hypocrisy of +aunts until fathers were at a distance. And her father was so manifestly +gratified by the letter, that it would be of no use to say a word to him +now. Her fate was determined, and, as she heroically told Maude in their +last interview, she was determined to make the best of it. She would +endure the unjust aunt, and jealous, silly cousins, and be so clever, +and wise, and superior, that she would force them to admire and respect +her, and by-and-by follow her example, and be good and sensible, so that +when father came home, he would find them acknowledging that they owed +everything to her; she had saved two or three of their lives, +nursed half of them when the other half were helpless, fainting, and +hysterical, and, in short, been the Providence of the household. Then +father would look at her, and say, 'My Mary again!' and he would take +her home, and talk to her with the free confidence he had shown her +mother, and would be comforted. + +This was the hope that had carried her through the last parting, when +she went on board with her uncle and saw her father's cabin, and looked +with a dull kind of entertainment at all the curious arrangements of the +big ship. It seemed more like sight-seeing than good-bye, when at last +they were sent on shore, and hurried up to the station just in time for +the train. + +Uncle William was a very unapproachable person. He did not profess to +understand little girls. He looked at Dolores rather anxiously, afraid, +perhaps, that she was crying, and put her into the carriage, then rushed +out and brought back a handful of newspapers, giving her the Graphic, +and hiding himself in the Times. + +She felt too dull and stunned to read, or to look at the pictures, +though she held the paper in her hands, and she gazed out dreamily at +the Ton's and rocks and woody ravines of Dartmoor as they flew past her, +the leaves and ferns all golden brown with autumn colouring. She had +had little sleep that night; her little legs had all the morning been +keeping up with the two men's hasty steps, and though an excellent meal +had been set before her in the ship, she had not been able to swallow +much, and she was a good deal worn out. So when at last they reached +Exeter, and finding there would be two hours to wait, her uncle +asked whether she would come down into the town with him and see the +Cathedral, she much preferred to stay where she was. He put her under +the care of the woman in the waiting-room, who gave her some tea, took +off her hat, and made her lie down on a couch, where she slept quite +sound for more than an hour, until she was roused by some ladies coming +in with a crying baby. + +It was, she thought, nearly time to go on, for the gas was being +lighted. She put on her hat, and went out to look for her uncle on +the platform, so as to get into a better light to see the face of her +mother's little Swiss watch, which her father had just made over to her. +She had just made out that there was not more than a quarter of an hour +to spare, when she heard an exclamation. + +'By Jove! if that ain't Mary's little girl!' and, looking up she saw Mr. +Flinders' huge, bushy, light-coloured beard. 'Is your father here?' he +asked. + +'No; he sailed this afternoon.' + +'Always my luck! Ticket wasted! Sailed--really?' + +'Oh yes. We did not come back till the ship was out of harbour.' + +He muttered some exclamation, and asked-- + +'Whom are you with?' + +'Uncle William. Mr. Mohun--my eldest uncle. He will be back directly.' + +Mr. Flinders whistled a note of discontent. + +'Going to rusticate with him, poor little mite?' he asked. + +'No. I'm to live with my Aunt Lilias--Lady Merrifield.' + +'Where?' + +'At Silverfold Grange, near Silverfold.' + +'Well, you'll get among the swells. They'll make you cut all your +poor mother's connections. So there's an end of it. She was a good +creature--she was!' + +'I'll never forget any one that belongs to her,' said Dolores. 'Oh, +there's Uncle William!' as on the top of the stairs she spied the +welcome sight of his grey locks and burly figure. Before he had +descended, her other uncle had vanished, and she fancied she had heard +something about, 'Mum about our meeting. Ta ta!' + +Uncle William's eyes being less sharp than hers, he was on his way +to the waiting-room before she joined him, and as he had not seen her +encounter, she would not tell him. They were settled in the carriage +again, and she was tolerably refreshed. Mr. Mohun fell asleep, and she, +after reading by the lamp-light as long as she could find anything to +read, gazed at the odd reflections in the windows till she, too, nodded +and dozed, half waking at every station. + +At last, she was aware of a stop in earnest, voices, and being called. +There was her uncle saying, 'Well, Hal, here we are!' and she was lifted +out and set on the platform, with gas all round. Her uncle was saying, +'We didn't get away in time for the express,' and a young man was +answering, 'We'd better put Dolly into the waggonette at once. Then I'll +see to the luggage.' + +Very like a parcel, so stiff were her legs, she was bundled into the +dark cavern of a closed waggonette, and, after a little lumbering, her +uncle and the young man got in after her, saying something about eleven +o'clock. + +She was more awake now, and knew that they were driving through lighted +streets, and then, after an interval, turned into darkness, upon gravel, +and stopped at last before a door full of light, with figures standing +up dark in it. She heard a 'Well, William!' 'Well Lily, here we are at +last!' Then there were arms embracing her, and a kiss on each cheek, as +a soft voice said, 'My poor little girl! They wanted to sit up for you, +but it was too late, and I dare say you had rather be quiet.' + +She was led into a lamp-lit room, which dazzled her. It was spread with +food, but she was too much tired to eat, and her aunt saw how it was, +and telling Harry to take care of his uncle, she took the hand--though +it did not close on hers--and, climbing up what seemed to Dolores an +endless number of stairs, she said-- + +'You are up high, my dear; but I thought you would like a room to +yourself.' + +'Poked away in an attic,' was Dolores's dreamy thought; while her aunt +added, to a tall, thin woman, who came out with a lamp in her hand-- + +'She is so tired that she had better go to bed directly, Mrs. Halfpenny. +You will make her comfortable, and don't let her be disturbed in the +morning till she has had her sleep out.' + +Dolly found herself undressed, without many words, till it came +to--'Your prayers, Miss Dora. I am sure you've need not to miss them.' + +She did not like to be told, besides, poor child, prayers were not much +more than a form to her. She did not contest the point, but knelt down +and muttered something, then laid her weary head on the pillow, was +tucked up by Mrs. Halfpenny, and left in the dark. It was a dreary half +sleep into which she fell. The noise of the train seemed to be still in +her ears, and at the same time she was always being driven up--up--up +endless stairs, by tall, cruel aunts; or they were shutting her up to do +all their children's work, and keeping away father's letters from her. +Then she awoke and told herself it was a dream, but she missed the +noises of the street, and the patch of light on the wall from the gas +lamps, and recollected that father was gone, and she was really in the +power of one of these cruel aunts; and she felt like screaming, only +then she might have been heard; and a great horrid clock went on making +a noise like a church bell, and striking so many odd quarters that there +was no guessing when morning was coming. And after all, why should she +wish it to come? Oh, if she could but sleep the three years while father +was away! + +At last, however, she fell into a really calm sleep, and when she awoke, +the room was full of light, but her watch had stopped; she had been too +much tired to remember to wind it; and she lay a little while hearing +sounds that made it clear that the world was astir, and she could see +that preparations had been made for her getting up. + +'They shan't begin by scolding me for being late,' she thought, and she +began her toilette. + +Just as she came to her hair, the old nurse knocked and asked whether +she wanted help. + +'Thank you, I've been used to dress myself,' said Dolores, rather +proudly. + +'I'll help you now, missy, for prayers are over, and they are all gone +to breakfast, only my lady said you were not to be disturbed, and Miss +Mysie will be up presently again to bring you down.' + +She spoke low, and in an accent that Dolores afterwards learnt was +Scotch; and she was a tall, thin, bony woman, with sandy hair, who +looked as if she had never been young. She brushed and plaited the dark +hair in a manner that seemed to the owner more wearisome and less tender +than Caroline's fashion; and did not talk more than to inquire into the +fashion of wearing it, and to say that Miss Mohun's boxes had been sent +from London, demanding the keys that they might be unpacked. + +'I can do that myself,' said Dolores, who did not like any stranger to +meddle with her things. + +'Ye could tak them oot, nae doubt, but I must sort them. It's my +lady's orders,' said Mrs. Halfpenny, with all the determination of the +sergeant, her husband, and Dolores, with a sense of despair, and a sort +of expectation that she should be deprived of all her treasures on one +plea or another, gave up the keys. + +Mrs. Halfpenny then observed that the frock which had been worn for the +last two days on the railway, and evening and morning, needed a better +brushing and setting to rights than she had had time to give it. She had +better take out another. Which box were her frocks in? + +Dolores expected her heartless relations to insist on her leaving off +her mourning, and she knew she ought to struggle and shed tears over it; +but, to tell the truth, she was a good deal tired of her hot and fusty +black; and when she had followed Mrs. Halfpenny into a passage where +the boxes stood uncorded; and the first dress that came to light was +a pretty fresh-looking holland that had been sent home just before the +accident, she exclaimed-- + +'Oh, let me put that on.' + +'Bless me, miss, it has blue braid, and you in mourning for your poor +mamma!' + +Dolores stood abashed, but a grey alpaca, which she had always much +disliked, came out next, and Mrs. Halfpenny decided that with her black +ribbons that would do, though it turned out to be rather shockingly +short, and to show a great display of black legs; but as the box +containing the clothes in present wear had not come to hand, this must +stand for the present--and besides, a voice was heard, saying, 'Is Dora +ready?' and a young person darted up, put her arms round her neck, and +kissed her before she knew what she was about. 'Mamma said I should come +because I am just your age, thirteen and a half,' she said. 'I'm Mysie, +though my proper name is Maria Millicent.' + +Dolores looked her over. She was a good deal taller than herself, and +had rich-looking shining brown hair, dark brown eyes full of merriment, +and a bright rosy colour, and she danced on her active feet as if +she were full of perpetual life. 'All happy and not caring,' thought +Dolores. + +'Now don't fash Miss Mohun with your tricks. She has stood like a lamb,' +said Mrs. Halfpenny reprovingly. 'There, we'll not keep her to find an +apron.' + +'I don't wear pinafores,' said Mysie, 'but I don't mind pretty aprons +like this. 'Why, my sisters had them for tennis, before they went out to +India. Come along, Dora,' grasping her hand. + +'My name isn't Dora,' said the new-comer, as they went down the passage. + +'No,' said Mysie, in a low voice; 'but mamma told Gill--that's Gillian, +and me, that we had better not tell anybody, because if the boys heard +they might tease you so about it; for Wilfred is a tease, and there's +no stopping him when mamma isn't there. So she said she would call +you Dora, or Dolly, whichever you liked, and you are not a bit like a +Dolly.' + +'They always called me Dolly,' said Dolores; 'and if I am not to have my +name, I like that best; but I had rather have my proper name.' + +'Oh, very well,' said Mysie; 'it is more out of the way, only it is very +long.' + +By this time they had descended a long narrow flight of uncarpeted +stairs, 'the back ones,' as Mysie explained, and had reached a slippery +oak hall with high-backed chairs, and all the odds and ends of a +family-garden hats, waterproofs, galoshes, bats, rackets, umbrellas, +etc., ranged round, and a great white cockatoo upon a stand, who +observed--'Mysie, Cockie wants his breakfast,' as they went by towards +the door, whence proceeded a hubbub of voices and a clatter of knives +and jingle of teaspoons and cups, a room that as Mysie threw open the +door seemed a blaze of sunshine, pouring in at the large window, and +reflected in the glass and silver. Yes, and in the bright eyes and +glossy hair of the party who sat round the breakfast-table, further +brightened by the fire, pleasant in the early autumn. + +Eyes, as it seemed to Dolores, eyes without number were levelled on her, +as Mysie led her in, saying-- + +'Here's a place by mamma; she kept it for you, between her and Uncle +William.' + +'No, don't all jump up at once and rush at her,' said Lady Merrifield. +'Give her a little time. Here, my dear;' and she held out her hand and +drew in the stranger to her, kissing her kindly, and placing her in a +chair close to herself, as she presided over the teacups--not at the +end, but at the middle of the table--while all that could be desired to +eat and drink found its way at once to Dolores, who had arrived at being +hungry now, and was glad to have the employment for hands and eyes, +instead of feeling herself gazed at. She was not so much occupied, +however, as not to perceive that Uncle William's voice had a free, merry +ring in it, such as she had never heard in his visits to her father, and +that there was a great deal of fun and laughter going on over the thin +sheets of an Indian letter, which Aunt Lily was reading aloud. + +No one seemed to be attending to anything else, when Dolores ventured to +cast a glance around and endeavour to count heads as she sat between her +uncle and aunt. Two boys and a girl were opposite. Harry, who had come +to meet them last night, was at one end of the table, a tall girl, +but still a schoolroom girl, was at the other, and Mysie had been lost +sights of on her own side of the table; also there was a very tiny girl +on a high chair on the other side of her mamma. 'Seven,' thought Dolores +with sinking heart. 'Eight oppressors!' + +They were mostly brown-eyed, well-grown creatures. One boy, at the +further corner, had a cast in his eye, and was thin and wizen-looking, +and when he saw her eyes on him, he made up an ugly face, which he got +rid of like a flash of lightning before any one else could see it, but +her heart sank all the more for it. He must be Wilfred, the teaser. + +Aunt Lilias was a tall, slender woman, dressed in some kind of soft +grey, with a little carnation colour at her throat, and a pretty lace +cap on her still rich, abundant, dark brown hair, where diligent search +could only detect a very few white threads. Her complexion was always of +a soft, paly, brunette tint, and though her cheeks showed signs that she +was not young, her dark, soft, long-lashed eyes and sweet-looking +lips made her face full of life and freshness; and the figure and long +slender hands had the kind of grace that some people call willowy, but +which is perhaps more like the general air of a young birch tree, or, +as Hal had once said, 'Early pointed architecture reminded him of his +mother.' + +The little one was getting restless, and two of the boys began filliping +crumbs at one another. + +'Wilfred! Fergus!' said the mother quite low and gently; but they +stopped directly. 'We will say grace,' she said, lifting the little one +down. 'Now, Primrose.' + +Every one stood up, to Dolores' surprise, a pair of little fat hands +were put together, a little clear voice said a few words of thanksgiving +perfectly pronounced. + +'You may go, if you like,' she said. 'Hal, take care of Prim.' + +Up jumped the two boys and a sprite of a girl, who took the hand of +little Primrose, a beautiful little maiden with rich chestnut wavy +curls. They all paused at the door, the boys making a salute, the girls +a little curtsey. Primrose's was as pretty a little 'bob' as ever was +seen. + +'I am glad you keep that custom up,' said Mr. Mohun. + +'Jasper had been brought up to it, and wished it to be the habit among +us; and I find it a great protection against bouncing and rudeness.' + +But Dolly's blood boiled at such stupid, antiquated, military nonsense. +She would never give in to it, if they made her live on bread and water! + +The uncle and aunt, who perhaps had lengthened out their breakfast from +politeness to her, had finished when she had, and the pony-chaise came +to the door, in which Hal was to drive Uncle William to the station. +Everybody flocked to the door to bid him good-bye, and then Aunt Lilias +stooped down to ask Dolores if she were quite rested and felt quite +well, Mysie standing anxiously by as if she felt her a great charge. + +'Quite well, quite rested, thank you,' the girl answered in her stiff, +shy way. + +'There is half an hour to spare before Miss Vincent comes. The children +generally spend it in feeding the creatures. I am not going to give +a holiday, because I think people get more pleasantly acquainted over +something, than over nothing, to do, but you need not begin lessons +to-day if you had rather settle your thoughts and write your letters.' + +'I had rather begin at once,' said Dolores, who thought she would now +establish her pre-eminence at the cost of any amount of jealousy. + +'Very well, then, when you hear the gong--' + +'Mamma,' said Mysie solemnly, after long waiting, 'she says she had +rather not be called out of her name.' + +'I thought you had been called Dolly, my dear.' + +'Yes, at home,' with a strong emphasis. + +'Well, my dear, I dare say it may be better to keep to your proper name +at once. We won't take liberties with it, till you feel as if you could +call this home,' said Lady Merrifield, looking as if she would have +kissed her niece on the slightest encouragement, but no one ever looked +less kissable than Dolores Mohun at that moment. Was it not cruel and +hypocritical to talk of this tiresome multitude as ever making home? + + + + +CHAPTER IV. -- TURNED IN AMONG THEM + + + +'Do you like pets?' asked Mysie eagerly, as her mother left the two +girls together. + +'I never had any,' said Dolores. + +'Oh how dreadful! Why, old Cockie, and Aga and Begum, the two oldest +pussies, have been everywhere with us. And, besides, there's Basto, +the big Pyrenean dog, and,--oh, here comes little Quiz, mamma's little +Maltese--Quiz, Quiz.' + +Dolores started, she did not like either dogs or cats; and the little +spun-glass looking dog smelt about her. + +'I must go and feed my guinea-pig,' said Mysie; 'won't you come? Here +are some over shoes and Poncho.' + +Dolores was afraid Poncho was another beast, but it turned out to be +a sort of cape, and she discovered that all the cloaks and most of the +sticks had names of their own. She was afraid to be left standing on the +steps alone lest any amount of animals or boys should fall on her there, +so she consented to accompany Mysie, who shuffled along in a pair of +overshoes vastly too big for her, since she had put her cousin into the +well-fitting ones. She chattered all the way. + +'We do like this place so. It is the nicest we have ever been in. All +that is wanting is that papa will buy it, and then we shall never go +away again.' + +It was a pleasant place, though not grand; a homely-looking, roomy, +red-brick house, covered with creepers--the Virginian one with its +leaves just beginning to be painted. There was a bright sunny garden +full of flowers in front, and then a paddock, with cows belonging to a +farmer, Mysie said. It was her ambition to have them of their own 'when +papa came home,' when all good things were to happen. Behind there were +large stable-yards and offices, too large for Lady Merrifield's one +horse and one pony, and thus available for the children's menagerie of +rabbits, guinea-pigs, magpie, and the like. On the way Mysie was only +too happy to explain the family as she called it, when she had recovered +from her astonishment that Dolores, always living in England, could +not 'count up her cousins.' 'Why they always had been shown their +photographs on a Sunday evening after the Bible pictures, and even +little Primrose knew all the likeness, even of those she had never +seen.' + +The catalogue of names and ages followed. + +Dolores heard it with a feeling of bewilderment, and a sense that one +Maude was worth all the eight put together with whom she was called +on to be familiar. She found herself standing in a court, rather +grass-grown, where Gillian, with little Primrose by her side, was +flinging peas to a number of pigeons, grey, white, and brown, who +fluttered round her. Valetta and Fergus were on the granary steps, +throwing meal and sop mixed together to a host of cackling, struggling +fowls, who tried to leap over each other's backs. Wilfred seemed busy at +some hutches where some rabbits twitched their noses at cabbage leaves. +Mysie proceeded to minister to some black and rust-coloured guinea-pigs, +which Dolores thought very ugly, uninteresting, and odorous. + +Then there were dogs jumping about everywhere, and cats and kittens +parading before people's feet, so that Dolores felt as if she had +been turned into a den of wild beasts, and resolved against ever again +venturing into the court at 'feeding-time.' A big bell gathered all the +children up together into a race to the house. There was another scurry +to change shoes and wash hands, and then Mysie conducted her cousin +into a large, cheerful, wainscoted room on the ground floor, with deep +windows, and numerous little, solid-looking deal tables. There were Lady +Merrifield and a young lady in spectacles, to whom Dolores was presented +as 'your new pupil,' and every one sat down at one of the little tables, +on which there were Bibles and Prayer-books. + +Lady Merrifield took the two youngest on each side of her. Dolores found +a table ready for her with the books. A passage in the New Testament was +given out and read verse by verse, to the end of the subject, which was +the Parable of the Tares, and then Lady Merrifield gave a short lesson +on it, asking questions, and causing references to be found, according +to a book of notes, she had ready at hand. + +'Just like a charity school,' thought Dolores, when she was able to +glance at the time-table, and saw that two days in the week there was +Old Testament, two days New, one day Catechism, one day Prayer-book. +Only half an hour was thus appropriated, but to her mind it was an +old-fashioned waste of time, and very tiresome. + +Then came a ring at the door-bell. 'Mr. Poulter,' she heard, and to her +amazement, she found that Gillian and Mysie, as well as their brothers, +had Latin lessons in the dining-room with the curate. The two girls and +Fergus only went to him every other day, Wilfred every day, as Gillian +was learning Greek and mathematics. What was Dolores to do? + +'Have you done any Latin, my dear?' asked her aunt. + +'Not yet. Father wished to be quite convinced that the professor was a +good scholar,' said Dolores. + +'Very well. We will wait a little,' said Aunt Lilias, and Dolores +indignantly thought that she was amused. + +Mysie was sent off to her music in the drawing-room, whither her mother +followed with Primrose's little lessons, leaving the schoolroom piano to +Valetta, and Fergus to write copies and to do sums, while Miss Vincent +examined the new-comer, which she did by giving her some questions to +answer in writing, and some French and German to translate and parse +also in writing. + +The music was inconvenient to a girl who had always prepared her work +alone. She could do the language work easily, but the questions teased +her. They seemed to her of no use, and quite out of her beat. No dates, +none of the subject she had specially got up. Why, if Miss Vincent did +not know that people were not to be expected to answer stupid questions +about history quite out of their own line, that was her fault. + +She did what she knew, and then sat biting the top of her pen till +her aunt came back, and there was a change in occupations all round, +resulting in her having to read French aloud, which she knew she did +well; but it was provoking to find that Gillian read quite as well, and +knew a word at which she had made a shot, and a wrong one. + +She heard the observation pass between her aunt and the governess, +'Languages fair, but she seems to have very little general information.' + +General information, indeed! Just as if she who had lived in London, +gone to lectures, and travelled on the Continent, must not know more +than these children cast up and down in a soldier's life; and as if +her Fraulein, with all her diplomas, must not be far superior to a +mere little daily governess, and a mother! It was all for the sake of +depreciating her. + +At twelve o'clock, to her further indignation, she found there was to be +an hour of reading aloud and of needlework-actual plain needlework. The +three girls were making under-garments for themselves; and on Dolores +proving to have no work of any sort, her aunt sent Gillian to the +drawer, and produced a child's pinafore, which she was desired to hem. +Each, however, had a quarter of an hour's reading aloud of history to do +in turn, all from one big book, a history of Rome, and there was a map +hung up over the black board, where they were in turn to point to the +places mentioned. Before Gillian began reading, the date, and something +about the former lesson was required to be told by the children, and +it came quite readily, Valetta especially declaring that she did love +Pyrrhus, which the others seemed to think very bad taste. + +Dolores knew nothing about ancient history, and thought it foolish to +study anything that did not tell in a Cambridge examination; but she +supposed they knew no better down there; and when it came to her turn +to read, she mangled the names so, that Val burst out laughing when she +spoke of A-pious-Claudius. Lady Merrifield hushed this at once, and the +girl read in a bewildered manner, and as one affronted. She saw he aunt +looking at her piece of hemming, which, to say the truth, would not have +done credit to Primrose, and the recollection came across her of all +the oppressed orphans who had been made household drudges, so that her +reading did not become more intelligible. As the clock struck one, a +warning gong was heard; everybody jumped up, the work was folded away, +and with the obeisance at the door, Gillian and Val ran away. + +Mysie stayed a little longer, it being her turn to tidy the room; and +Lady Merrifield said to Dolores-- + +'I must teach you how to hold your needle tomorrow, my dear.' + +'I hate work,' responded Dolores. + +'Val does not like it,' said her aunt; 'nor indeed did I at your age; +but one cannot be an independent woman without being able to take care +of one's own clothes, so I resolved that these children should learn +better than I did. Do you like a take a run with Mysie before dinner? +Or there is the amusing shelf. Books may be taken out after one o'clock, +and they must be put back at eight, or they are confiscated for the +ensuing day,' she added, pointing to a paper below where this sentence +was written. + +Dolores was still rather tired, and more inclined to make friends with +the books than with the cousins. There were fewer than she expected, and +nothing like so many absolute stories as she was used to reading with +Maude Sefton. + +'Those are such grown-up books,' she said to Mysie, who came to assist +her choice, and pointed to the upper shelves. + +'Oh, but grown-up books are nicest!' returned Mysie; 'at least, when +they don't begin being stupid and marrying too soon. They must do it at +last to get out of the story, and it's nicer than dying, but they can +have lots of nice adventures first. But here are the 'Feats on the +Fiords' and the 'Crofton Boys' and 'Water Babies,' and all the volumes +of 'Aunt Judy,' if you like the younger sort. Or the dear, dear 'Thorn +Fortress;' that's good for young and old.' + +'Haven't you any books of your own?' + +'Oh yes; this 'Thorn Fortress' is Val's, and 'A York and a Lancaster +Rose' is mine, but whenever any one gives us a book, if it is not a +weeny little gem like Gill's 'Christian Year,' or my 'Little Pillow,' or +Val's 'Children in the Wood,' we bring it to mother, and if it is nice, +we keep it here, for every one to read. If it is just rather silly, and +stupid, we may read it once, and then she keeps it; and if it is very +silly indeed, she puts it out of the way.' + +Mysie said it as if it had been killing an animal. + +'Have you got many books?' + +'Yes; but I don't mean to have them knocked about by all the boys, nor +put out of the way neither.' + +'Mamma said we were to be all like sisters,' said Mysie, with rather a +craving for the new books; but Dolores tossed up her head and said-- + +'We can't be. It's nonsense to say so.' + +To her surprise, Mysie turned round to Lady Merrifield, who was looking +at some exercises that Miss Vincent had laid before her. + +'Mamma,' she said, 'is it fair that Dolores should read our books, if +she won't give you up hers to look over, and be like ours?' + +'Mysie,' said Lady Merrifield, 'you can't expect Dolores to like all +our home plans till she is used to them. No, my dear, you need not be +afraid; you shall keep your books in your own room, and nobody shall +meddle with them. I am sure your cousins would not wish to be so unkind +as to deprive you of the use of theirs.' + +By the time Dolores had made up her mind to take 'Tom Brown,' it was +time for the general flight to prepare for dinner, and she found her +room made to look very pleasant, and almost homelike, for her books and +little knickknacks had been put out, not quite as she preferred, but +still so as to make the place seem like her own. She was pleased enough +to be quite gracious to Mysie and Val who came to visit her, and to +offer to let them read any of her books; when they both thanked her and +said-- + +'If mamma lets us.' + +'Oh, then you won't have them,' said Dolores; 'I'm not going to let her +have my books to take away.' + +'You don't think she would take them away, when she said she wouldn't?' +said Mysie, hotly. + +'Why, what would she do if she didn't happen to approve of them?' + +'Only tell us not to read them.' + +'And wouldn't you?' + +'Why, Dolores!' in such a tone as made her ashamed of her question; and +she said, 'Well, father never makes any fuss about what I read. He has +other things to think of.' + +'How do you get books, then?' + +'I buy them. And Maude Sefton, she's my great friend, has lots given to +her, but nobody bothers about reading them. They aren't grown-up books, +you know.' + +'How stupid,' said Val. 'You had better read the 'Talisman,' and then +you'll see how nice a grown-up book is.' + +'The 'Talisman!' Why, Maude Sefton's brother had to get it up for his +holiday task, and he said it was all rot and bosh.' + +'What a horridly stupid boy he must be,' returned Mysie. 'Why, I +remember when Jasper once had the 'Talisman' to do, and the big ones +were so delighted. Mamma read it out, and I was just old enough to +listen. I remembered all about Sir Kenneth and Roswal.' + +'Tom Sefton's not stupid!' said Dolores, in wrath; 'but--but the book is +stupid and out of date! I heard father and the professor say it was gone +by.' + +Mysie and Valetta looked perfectly astounded, and Dolores pursued her +advantage. + +'Of course it is all very well for you that have never lived in London, +nor had any advantages.' + +'But we have advantages!' cried Val. + +'You don't know what advantages are,' said Dolores. + +'There's the gong,' cried Mysie, and down they all plunged into the +dining-room, where the family were again collected, with Hal at one end +and his mother at the other. + +Dolores was amazed when, at the first pause, after every one was help, +Valetta's voice arose. + +'Mamma, what are advantages?' + +'Don't you know, Val?' + +'Dolores says we haven't any. And I said we have. And she says I don't +know what advantages are.' + +Hal and Gillian were both laughing with all their might. Their mother +kept her countenance, and said-- + +'I suppose every one has advantages of some sort, and perhaps without +knowing them.' + +'I'm sure I know,' cried Fergus. + +'Well, what are they?' asked Harry. + +'Having mamma!' cried the little boy. + +'Hear, hear! That's right, Fergy man! Couldn't be better!' cried Harry, +and there was a general acclamation, which inspired gentle Mysie with +the fear that her motherless cousin might feel the contrast, and, though +against rules, she whispered-- + +'She will make you like one of us.' + +'That wasn't what I meant,' returned Dolores, a little contemptuously. + +'What did you mean?' said Mysie. + +'Why, you've no classes, nor lectures, nor master, and only just a mere +daily governess.' + +Dolores did not mean this to be heard beyond her neighbour, but Mysie +demanded-- + +'What, do you want to be doing lessons all day long?' + +'No, but good governesses never are daily!' + +'That's a pity,' said Gillian, turning round on her. 'Perhaps you +don't know that Miss Vincent has a First Class Cambridge Certificate in +everything, and is daily, because she likes to live with her mother.' + +'I think,' added Lady Merrifield, with a smile, 'that Dolores has been +in the way of seeing more clever people, and getting superior teaching +of some kind, but we will do the best we can for her, and try not to let +her miss many advantages.' + +Dolores felt a little abashed, and decidedly angry at being put in the +wrong. + +The elders kindly turned away the general attention from her. There was +a great deal of merry family fun going on, which was quite like a new +language to her. Fergus and Primrose wanted to go out in search of +blackberries. Gillian undertook to drive them in the cart, but as the +donkey had once or twice refused to cross a little stream of water that +traversed the road, the brothers foretold that she would ignominiously +come back again. + +'Gill and water are perilous!' observed Hal. + +'Jack's not here,' said Gillian; 'besides, it is down, not up the hill, +and I'm sure I don't want to draw a pail of water.' + +'No--Sancho will do that.' + +'The gong will sound and sound, buzz and roar,' said Wilfred. 'No Gill! +no little ones! We shall send out and find them stuck fast in the lane, +Sancho with his feet spread out wide, Gill with three or four sticks +lying broken on the road round her, the kids reduced to eating +blackberries like the children in the wood.' + +'Don't Fred,' said Gillian. 'You'll frighten them.' + +'Little donkeys!' said Wilfred. + +'If they were, we shouldn't want Sancho,' said Val. + +It was not a very sublime bit of wit, but there was a great laugh at +it all round the table. Val and Fergus declared they would go too, till +they heard that Nurse Halfpenny said she would not let the little ones +go out without her to tear their clothes to pieces. + +Every one unanimously declared that would be no fun at all, and turned +to mamma to beg her to forbid nurse to come out and spoil everything. + +'That's just her view,' said mamma, laughing; 'she thinks you spoil +everything.' + +'Oh, that's clothes! Spoiling fun is worse.' + +'But were you really going with the old Halfpenny, Gill?' said Mysie, +turning to her. + +'Yes,' said Gillian. 'You know I can manage her pretty well when it is +only the little ones and they wouldn't have any pleasure otherwise.' + +'Oh come, Gill,' intreated Fergus, 'or nurse will make us sit in the +donkey-cart all the time while Lois picks the blackberries!' + +'Mamma, do tell her not to come,' intreated Valetta, and more of them +joined in with her. + +'No, my dears, I don't like to vex her when she thinks she is doing her +duty.' + +'She wouldn't come if you did, mamma,' and there was a general outcry +of intreaty that mamma would come with them, and defend them from Mrs. +Halfpenny, as Fergus, who was rather a formal little fellow, expressed +it, and mamma, after a little consideration, consented to drive the +pony-carriage in that direction, and to announce to Nurse Halfpenny that +she herself would take charge of the children. Whereupon there was a +whoop and a war-dance of jubilee, quite overwhelming to Dolores, who +could not but privately ask Mysie if Nurse Halfpenny was so very cross. + +'Awfully,' said Mysie, and Wilfred added-- + +'As savage as a bear with a sore head.' + +'Like Mrs. Crabtree?' asked Dolores. + +'Exactly. Jasper called her so when he wanted to lash her up, till at +lash she got hold of his 'Holiday House' and threw it into the sea, and +it was in Malta and we couldn't get another,' said Mysie. + +'And haven't you one?' + +'Yes, Gill and I save for it; but mamma only let us have it on condition +we made a solemn promise never to tease nurse about it.' + +'And does she go at you with that dreadful thing--what's it name--the +tawse?' + +'Ah! you'll soon know,' said Wilfred. + +'No, no; nonsense, Fred,' said Mysie, as Dolores' face worked with +consternation. 'She never hits us, not if we are ever so tiresome. Papa +and mamma would not let her.' + +'But why do they let her be so dreadful? Maude's nurse used to be horrid +and slap her, and when her mother found it out the woman was sent away +directly.' + +Nurse Halfpenny isn't that sort,' said Mysie. 'Her husband was papa's +colour-sergeant, and he got a sun-stroke and died, and then she came +when Gillian was just born, and so weak and tiny that she would never +have lived if nurse hadn't watched her day and night, and so Gillian's +her favourite, except the youngest, and she is ever so good, you know. +I've heard the ladies, when we were with the dear old 111th, telling +mamma how they envied her her trustworthy treasure.' + +'I'm sure they might have had her at half-price,' said Wilfred. 'She's +be dear at a farthing!' + +At that moment Mrs. Halfpenny's voice was heard demanding if it were +really her ladyship's pleasure to go out, fatiguing herself to the very +death with all the children rampaging about her and tearing themselves +to pieces, if not poisoning themselves with all sorts of nasty berries. + +'Indeed I'll take care of them and bring them back safe to you,' +responded her ladyship, very much in the tone of one of her own children +making promises. 'Put them on their brown hollands and they can't come +to much harm.' + +'Well, if it's your wish, ma'am, my leddy; what must be, must, but I +know how it will be--you'll come back tired out, fit to drop, and Miss +Val and Miss Primrose won't have a rag fit to be seen on them. But if +it's your will, what must be must, for you're no better than a bairn +yourself, general's lady though you be, and G.C.B.' + +'No, nurse, you'll be G.C.B.--Grand Commander of the Bath--when we come +home,' called out Hall, who was leaning on the banister at the bottom, +and there was a general laugh, during which Dolly tardily climbed the +stairs, so tardily that her aunt, meeting her, asked whether she was +still tired, and if she would rather have the afternoon to arrange her +room. + +She said 'yes,' but not 'thank you,' and went on, relieved that Mysie +did not offer to stay and help her, and yet rather offended at being +left alone, while all the others went their own way. She heard them +pattering and clattering, shouting and calling up and down the passages, +and then came a great silence, while they could be seen going down the +drive, some on foot, some in the pony-chaise or donkey-cart. + +Her things had all been unpacked and put in order, and her room had +a very cheerful window. It was prettily furnished with fresh pink and +white dimity, and choice-looking earthenware, but to London eyes like +those of Dolores it seemed very old-fashioned and what she called 'poked +up.' The paper was ugly, the chimney-piece was a narrow, painting thing, +of the same dull, stone-colour as the door and the window-frame. And +then the clear air, the perfect stillness, the absence of anything +moving in the view from the window gave the citybred child a sense of +dreadful loneliness and dreariness as she sat on the side of her bed, +with one foot under her, gazing dolefully round her, and in he head +composing her own memoirs. + +'Fully occupied with their own plans and amusements, the lonely orphan +was left in solitude. Her aunt knew not how her heart ached after the +home she had left, but the machine of the family went its own way and +trod her under its wheels.' + +This was such a fine sentence that it was almost a comfort, and she +thought of writing it to Maude Sefton, but as she got up to fetch her +writing-case from the schoolroom, she saw that her books were standing +just in the way she did not like, and with all the volumes mixed up +together. So she tumbled them all out of the shelves on the floor, and +at that moment Mrs. Halfpenny looked into the room. + +'Well, to be sure!' she exclaimed, 'when me and Lois have been working +at them books all the morning.' + +'They were all nohow--as I don't like them,' said Dolores. + +'Oh, very well, please yourself then, miss, if that's all the thanks you +have in your pocket, you may put them up your own way, for all I care. +Only my lady will have the young ladies' rooms kept neat and orderly, or +they lose marks for it.' + +'I don't want any help,' said Dolores, crossly, and Mrs. Halfpenny shut +the door with a bang. 'The menials are insulting me,' said Dolores to +herself, and a tear came to her eye, while all the time there was a +certain mournful satisfaction in being so entirely the heroine of a +book. + +She went to work upon her books, at first hotly and sharply, and very +carefully putting the tallest in the centre so as to form a gradual +ascent with the tops and not for the world letting a second volume stand +before its elder brother, but she soon got tired, took to peeping at +one or two parting gifts which she had not yet been able to read, and at +last got quite absorbed in the sorrows of a certain Clare, whose golden +hair was cut short by her wicked aunt, because it outshone her cousin's +sandy locks. There was reason to think that a tress of this same golden +hair would lead to her recognition by some grandfather of unknown +magnificence, as exactly like that of his long-lost Claribel, and this +might result in her assuming splendours that would annihilate the aunt. +Things seemed tending to a fracture of the ice under the cruellest +cousin of all, and her rescue by Clare, when they would be carried +senseless into the great house, and the recognition of Clare and the +discomfiture of her foes would take place. How could Dolores shut the +book at such a critical moment! + +So there she was sitting in the midst of her scattered books, when the +galloping and scampering began again, and Mysie knocked at the door +to tell her there were pears, apples, biscuits, and milk in the +dining-room, and that after consuming them, lessons had to be learnt for +the next day, and then would follow amusements, evening toilette, seven +o'clock tea, and either games or reading aloud till bedtime. As to the +books, Mysie stood aghast. + +'I thought nurse and Lois had done them all for you.' + +'They did them all wrong, so I took them down.' + +Oh, dear! We must put them in, or there'll be a report.' + +'A report!' + +'Yes, Nurse Halfpenny reports us whenever she doesn't find our rooms +tidy, and then we get a bad mark. Perhaps mamma wouldn't give you one +this first day, but it is best to make sure. Shall I help you, or you +won't have time to eat any pears?' + +Dolores was thankful for help, and the books were scrambled in anyhow +on the shelves; for Mysie's good nature was endangering her share of the +afternoon's gouter, though perhaps it consoled her that her curiosity +was gratified by a hasty glance at the backs of her cousin's +story-books. + +By the time the two girls got down to the dining-table, every one had +left the room, and there only remained one doubtful pear, and three +baked apples, besides the loaf and the jug of milk. Mysie explained that +not being a regular meal, no one was obliged to come punctually to it, +or to come at all, but these who came tardily might fare the worse. As +to the blackberries, for which Dolores inquired, the girls were going +to make jam of them themselves the next day; but Mysie added, with +an effort, she would fetch some, as her cousin had had none in the +gathering. + +'Oh no, thank you; I hate blackberries,' said Dolores, helping herself +to an apple. + +'Do you?' said Mysie, blankly. 'We don't. They are such fun. You can't +think how delicious the great overhanging clusters are in the lane. Some +was up so high that Hal had to stand up in the cart to reach them, and +to take Fergus up on his shoulder. We never had such a blackberrying as +with mamma and Hal to help us. And only think, a great carriage came by, +with some very grand people in it; we think it was the Dean; and they +looked down the lane and stared, so surprised to see what great mind to +call out, 'Fee, faw, fum.' You know nothing makes such a good giant +as Fergus standing on Hal's shoulders, and a curtain over them to hide +Hal's face. Oh dear, I wish I hadn't told you! You would have been a new +person to show it to.' + +Dolores made very little answer, finished her apple, and followed to +the schoolroom, where an irregular verb, some geography, and some dates +awaited her. + +Then followed another rush of the populace for the evening meal of the +live stock, but in this Dolores was too wary to share. She made her way +up to her retreat again, and tried to lose the sense of her trouble +and loneliness in a book. Then came the warning bell, and a prodigious +scuffling, racing and chasing, accompanied by yells as of terror and +roars as of victory, all cut short by the growls of Mrs. Halfpenny. +Everything then subsided. The world was dressing; Dolores dressed too, +feeling hurt and forlorn at no one's coming to help her, and yet worried +when Mysie arrived with orders from Mrs. Halfpenny to come to her to +have her sash tied. + +'I think a servant ought to come to me. Caroline always does,' said the +only daughter with dignity. + +'She can't, for she is putting Primrose to bed. Oh, it's so delicious to +see Prim in her bath,' said Mysie, with a little skip. 'Make haste, or +we shall miss her, the darling.' + +Dolores did not feel pressed to behold the spectacle, and not being +in the habit of dressing without assistance, she was tardy, and Mysie +fidgeted about and nearly distracted her. Thus, when she reached the +nursery, Primrose was already in her little white bed-gown, and was +being incited by Valetta to caper about on her cot, like a little +acrobat, as her sisters said, while Mrs. Halfpenny declared that 'they +were making the child that rampageous, she should not get her to sleep +till midnight.' + +They would have been turned out much sooner, and Primrose hushed into +silence, if nurse's soul had not been horrified by the state of Dolores' +hair and the general set of her garments. + +'My certie!' she exclaimed--a dreadful exclamation in the eyes of the +family, who knew it implied that in all her experience Mrs. Halfpenny +had never known the like! And taking Dolores by the hand, she led the +wrathful and indignant girl back into her bedroom, untied and tied, +unbuttoned and buttoned, brushed and combed in spite of the second bell +ringing, the general scamper, and the sudden apparition of Mysie and +Val, whom she bade run away and tell her leddyship that 'Miss Mohoone +should come as soon as she was sorted, but she ought to come up early +to have her hair looked to, for 'twas shame to see how thae fine London +servants sorted a motherless bairn.' + +Dolores felt herself insulted; she turned red all over, with feelings +the old Scotchwoman could not understand. She expected to hear the +message roared out to the whole assembly round the tea-table, but Mysie +had discretion enough to withhold her sister from making it public. + +The tea itself, though partaken of by Lady Merrifield, seemed an +indignity to the young lady accustomed to late dinners. After it, the +whole family played at 'dumb crambo.' Dolores was invited to join, +and instructed to 'do the thing you think it is;' but she was entirely +unused to social games, and thought it only ridiculous and stupid when +the word being a rhyme to ite, Fergus gave rather too real a blow to +Wilfred, and Gillian answered, ''Tis not smite;' Wilfred held out a +hand, and was told, ''Tis not right;' Val flourished in the air as if +holding a string, and was informed that 'kite' was wrong; when Hal +ran away as if pursued by Fergus by way of flight; and Mysie performed +antics which she was finally obliged to explain were those of a sprite. +Dolores could not recollect anything, and only felt annoyed at being +made to feel stupid by such nonsense, when Mysie tried to make her a +present of a suggestion by pointing to the back of a letter. Neither +write nor white would come into her head, though little Fergus +signalized himself, just before he was swept off to bed, by seizing a +pen and making strokes! + +After his departure, Lady Merrifield read aloud 'The Old oak Staircase,' +which had been kept to begin when Dolores came, Hal taking the book in +turn with his mother. And so ended Dolores' first day of banishment. + + + + +CHAPTER V. -- THE FIRST WALK + + + +'What a lot of letters for you, mamma!' cried Mysie. + +'Papa!' exclaimed Fergus and Primrose. + +'No, it is not the right day, my dears. But here is a letter from Aunt +Ada.' + +'Oh!' in a different tone. + +'She writes for Aunt Jane. They will come down here next Monday because +Aunt Jane is wanted to address the girls at the G.F.S. festival on +Tuesday.' + +'Aunt Jane seems to have taken to public speaking,' said Harry. 'It +would be rather a lark to hear her.' + +'You may have a chance,' said Lady Merrifield, 'for here is a note from +Mrs. Blackburn to ask if I will be so very kind as to let them have the +festival here. They had reckoned upon Tillington Park, where they have +always had it before, but they hear that all the little Tillingtons have +the measles, and they don't think it safe to venture there.' + +'It will be great fun!' said Gillian. 'We will have all sorts of games, +only I'm afraid they will be much stupider than the Irish girls.' + +'And ever so much stupider than the dear 111th children,' sighed Mysie. + +'Aren't they all great big girls?' asked Valetta, disconsolately. + +'I believe twelve years old is the limit,' said her mother. +'Twelve-year-old girls have plenty of play in them, Vals, haven't they, +Mysie? Let me see--two hundred and thirty of them.' + +'For you to feast?' asked Harry. + +'Oh, no--that cost comes out of their own funds, Mrs. Blackburn takes +care to tell me, and Miss Hacket will find some one in Siverfold who +will provide tables and forms and crockery. I must go down and talk to +Miss Hacket as soon as lessons are over. Or perhaps it would save time +and trouble if I wrote and asked her to come up to luncheon and see the +capabilities of the place. Why, what's the matter?' pausing at the blank +looks. + +'The jam, mamma--the blackberry jam!' cried Valetta. + +'Well?' + +'We can't do it without Gill, and she will have to be after that Miss +Constance,' explained Val. + +'Oh! never mind. She won't stay all the afternoon,' said Gillian, +cheerfully. 'Luncheon people don't.' + +'Yes, but then there will be lessons to be learnt.' + +'Look here, Val,' said Gillian, 'if you and Mysie will learn your +lessons for tomorrow while I'm bound to Miss Con., I'll do mine some +time in the evening, and be free for the jam when she is gone.' + +'The dear delicious jam!' cried Val, springing about upon her chair; and +Lady Merrifield further said-- + +'I wonder whether Mysie and Dolores would like to take the note down. +They could bring back a message by word of mouth.' + +'Oh, thank you, mamma!' cried Mysie. + +'Then I will write the note as soon as we have done breakfast. Don't +dawdle, Fergus boy.' + +'Mayn't I go?' demanded Wilfred. + +'No, my dear. It is your morning with Mr. Poulter. And you must take +care not to come back later than eleven, Mysie dear; I cannot have him +kept waiting. Dolores, do you like to go?' + +'Yes, please,' said Dolores, partly because it was at any rate gain +to escape from that charity-school lesson in the morning, and partly +because Valetta was looking at her in the ardent hope that she would +refuse the privilege of the walk, and it therefore became valuable; +but there was so little alacrity in her voice that her aunt asked her +whether she were quite rested and really liked the walk, which would be +only half a mile to the outskirts of the town. + +Dolores hated personal inquiries beyond everything, and replied that she +was quite well, and didn't mind. + +So soon as she and Mysie had finished, they were sent off to get ready, +while Aunt Lilias wrote her note in pencil at the corner of the table, +which she never left, while Fergus and Primrose were finishing their +meal; but she had to silence a storm at the 'didn't mind'--Gillian even +venturing to ask how she could send one to whom it was evidently no +pleasure to go. 'I think she likes it more than she shows,' said the +mother, 'and she wants air, and will settle to her lessons the better +for it. What's that, Val?' + +'It was my turn, mamma,' said Valetta, in an injured voice. + +'It will be your turn next, Val,' said her mother, cheerfully. 'Dolores +comes between you and Mysie, so she must take her place accordingly. And +today we grant her the privilege of the new-comer.' + +Dolores would have esteemed the privilege more, if, while she was going +upstairs to put on her hat, the recollection had not occurred to her of +one of the victim's of an aunt's cruelty who was always made to run on +errands while her favoured cousins were at their studies. Was this the +beginning? Somehow, though her better sense knew this was a foolish +fancy, she had a secret pleasure in pitying herself, and posing to +herself as a persecuted heroine. And then she was greatly fretted +to find the housemaid in her room, looking as if no one else had any +business there. What was worse, she could not find her jacket. She +pulled out all her drawers with fierce, noisy jerks, and then turned +round on the maid, sharply demanding-- + +'Who has taken my jacket?' + +'I'm sure I don't know, Miss Dollars. You'd best ask Mrs. Halfpenny.' + +'If--' but at that moment Mysie ran in, holding the jacket in her hand. +'I saw it in the nursery,' she said, triumphantly. 'Nurse had taken it +to mend! Come along. Where's your hat?' + +But there was pursuit; Mrs. Halfpenny was at the door. 'Young ladies, +you are not going out of the policy in that fashion.' + +'Mamma sent us. Mamma wants us to take a note in a hurry. Only to Miss +Hacket,' pleaded Mysie, as Mrs. Halfpenny laid violent hands on her +brown Holland jacket, observing-- + +'My leddy never bade ye run off mair like a wild worricow than a general +officer's daughter, Miss Mysie. What's that? Only Miss Hacket, do you +say? You should respect yourself and them you come of mair than to show +yourself to a blind beetle in an unbecoming way. 'Tis well that there's +one in the house that knows what is befitting. Miss Dollars, you stand +still; I must sort your necktie before you go. 'Tis all of a wisp. Miss +Mysie, you tell your mamma that I should be fain to know her pleasure +about Miss Dollars' frocks. She've scarce got one--coloured or +mourning--that don't want altering.' + +Mrs. Halfpenny always caused Dolores such extreme astonishment and awe +that she obeyed her instantly, but to be turned about and tidied by an +authoritative hand was extremely disagreeable to the independent young +lady. Caroline had never treated her thus, being more willing to permit +untidiness than to endure her temper. She only durst, after the pair +were released, remonstrate with Mysie on being termed Miss Dollars. + +'They can't make out your name,' said Mysie. 'I tried to teach Lois, but +nurse said she had no notion of new-fangled nonsense names.' + +'I'm sure Valetta and Primrose are worse.' + +'Ah! but Val was born at Malta, and mamma had always loved the Grand +Master La Valetta so much, and had written verses about him when she was +only sixteen. And Primrose was named after the first primrose mamma had +seen for twelve years--the first one Val and I had ever seen.' + +'They called me Miss Mohun at home.' + +'Yes, but we can't here, because of Aunt Jane.' + +All this was chattered forth on the stairs before the two girls reached +the dining-room, where Mysie committed the feeding of her pets to Val, +and received the note, with fresh injunctions to come home by eleven, +and bring word whether Miss Hacket and Miss Constance would both come to +luncheon. + +'Oh dear!' sighed Gillian, and there was a general groan round the +table. + +'It can't be helped, my dear.' + +'Oh no, I know it can't,' said Gillian, resignedly. + +'You see,' said Mysie. 'Yes, come along, Basto dear. You see Gill has to +be--down, Basto, I say!--a young lady when.... Never mind him, Dolores, +he won't hurt. When Miss Constance Hacket and--leave her alone, Basto, I +say!--and she is such a goose. Not you, Dolores, but Miss Constance.' + +'Oh that dog! I wish you would not take him.' + +'Not take dear old Basto! Why 'tis such a treat for him to get a walk in +the morning--the delight of his jolly old black heart. Isn't he a dear +old fellow? and he never hurt anybody in his life! It's only setting +off! He will quiet down in a minute; but I couldn't disappoint him. +Could I, my old man?' + +Never having lived with animals nor entered into their feelings, Dolores +could not understand how a dog's pleasure could be preferred to her +comfort, and felt a good deal hurt, though Basto's antics subsided as +soon as they were past the inner gate shutting in the garden from the +paddock, which was let out to a farmer. Mysie, however, ran on as usual +with her stream of information-- + +'The Miss Hacket were sister or daughters or something to some old man +who used to be clergyman here, and they are all married up but these +two, and they've got the dearest little house you ever saw. They had +a nephew in the 111th, and so they came and called on us at once. Miss +Hacket is a regular old dear, but we none of us can bear Miss Constance, +except that mamma says we ought to be sorry for her because she leads +such a confined life. Miss Hacket and Aunt Jane always do go on so about +the G.F.S. They both are branch secretaries, you know.' + +'I know! Aunt Jane did bother Mrs. Sefton so that she says she will +never have another of those G.F.S. girls. She says it is a society for +interference.' + +'Mamma likes it,' said Mysie. + +'Oh! but she is only just come.' + +'Yes; but she always looked after the school children at Beechcroft +before she married, and she and Alethea and Phyllis had the soldiers' +children up on Sunday. Alethea taught the little drummer boys, and they +were so funny. I wonder who teaches them now! Gill always goes down +to help Miss Hacket with her G.F.S. classes. She has one on Sunday +afternoon, and one on Tuesday for sewing, and she is the only young lady +in the place who can do plain needlework properly.' + +'Sewing-machines can work. What the use of fussing about it!' + +'They can't mend,' said Mysie. 'Besides, do you know, in the American +war, all the sewing-machines in the Southern States got out of order, +and as all the machinery people were in the north, the poor ladies +didn't know what to do, and couldn't work without them.' + +'Sewing-machines are a recent invention,' said Dolores. + +'Oh! you didn't think I meant the great old War of Independence. No, I +meant the war about the slaves--secession they called it.' + +'That is not in the history of England,' said Dolores, as if Mysie had +no business to look beyond. + +'Why! of course not, when it happened in America. Papa told us about +it. He read it in some paper, I think. Don't you like learning things in +that way?' + +'No. I don't approve of irregular unsystematic knowledge.' + +Dolores has heard her mother say something of this kind, and it came +into her head most opportunely as a defence of her father--for she would +not for the world have confessed that he did not talk to her as Sir +Jasper Merrifield seemed to have done to his children. In fact she +rather despised the General for so doing. + +'Oh! but it is such fun picking up things out of lesson time!' said +Mysie. + +'That is the Edge--,' Dolores was not sure of the word Edgeworthian, +so she went on to 'system. Professor Sefton says he does not approve of +harassing children with cramming them with irregular information at all +sorts of times. Let play be play and lessons be lessons, he says, not +mixed up together, and so Rex and Maude never learnt anything--not a +letter--till they were seven years old.' + +'How stupid!' cried Mysie. + +'Maude's not stupid!' cried Dolores, 'nor the professor either! She's my +great friend.' + +'I didn't say she was stupid,' said Mysie, apologetically, 'only that +it must be very stupid not to be able to read till one was seven. Could +you?' + +'Oh, yes. I can't remember when I couldn't read. But Maude used to play +with a little girl who could read and talk French at five years old, and +she died of water upon her brain.' + +'Dear me! Primrose can read quite well,' said Mysie, somewhat alarmed; +'but then,' she went on in a reassured voice, 'so could all of us except +Jasper and Gillian, and they felt the heat so much at Gibraltar that +they were quite stupid while they were there.' + +This discussion brought the two girls across the paddock out into a road +with a broad, neat footpath, where numerous little children were being +exercised with nurses and perambulators. At first it was bordered by +fields on either side, but villas soon began to spring up, and presently +the girls reached what looked like a long, low 'cottage residence,' but +was really two, with a verandah along the front, and a garden divided +in the middle by a paling covered with canary nasturtium shrubs. The +verandah on one side was hung with a rich purple pall of the dark +clematis, on the other by a Gloire de Dijon rose. There were bright +flower beds, and the dormer windows over the verandah looked like +smiling eyes under their deep brows of creeper-trimmed verge-board. What +London-bred Dolores saw was a sight that shocked her--a lady standing +unbonnetted just beyond the verandah, talking to a girl whose black hat +and jacket looked what Mysie called 'very G.F.S.-y.' + +The lady did not turn out to be young or beautiful. She was near middle +age, and looked as if she were far too busy to be ever plump; she had a +very considerable amount of nose and rather thin, dark hair, done in a +fashion which, like that of her navy blue linen dress, looked perfectly +antiquated to Dolores. As she saw the two girls at the gate she came +down the path eagerly to welcome them. + +'Ah! my dear Mysie! so kind of your dear mother! I thought I should +hear from her.' And as she kissed Mysie, she added, 'And this is the new +cousin. My dear, I am glad to see you here.' + +Dolores thought her own dignified manner had kept off a kiss, not +knowing that Miss Hacket was far too ladylike to be over-familiar, and +that there was no need to put on such a forbidding look. + +Mysie gave her message and note, but Miss Hacket could not give the +verbal answer at once till she had consulted her sister. She was not +sure whether Constance had not made an engagement to play lawn-tennis, +so they must come in. + +There sounded 'coo-roo-oo coo-roo-oo' in the verandah, and Mysie cried-- + +'Oh, the dear doves!' + +Miss Hacket said she had been just feeding them when the G.F.S. girl +arrived, and as Mysie came to a halt in delight at the aspect of a young +one that had just crept out into public life, the sister was called to +the window. She was a great deal younger and more of the present day +in style than her sister, and had pensive-looking grey eyes, with +a somewhat bored languid manner as she shook hands with the early +visitors. + +The sisters had a little consultation over the note, during which +Dolores studied them, and Mysie studied the doves, longing to see the +curious process of feeding the young ones. + +When Miss Hacket turned back to her with the acceptance of the +invitation, she thought she might wait just to help Miss Hacket to put +in the corn and the sop. Meantime Miss Constance talked to Dolores. + +'Did you arrive yesterday?' + +'No, the day before.' + +'Ah! it must be a great change to you.' + +'Indeed it is.' + +'This must be the dullest place in England, I think,' said Miss +Constance. 'No variety, no advantages of any kind! And have not you +lived in London?' + +'Yes.' + +'That is my ambition! I once spent six weeks in London, and it was an +absolute revelation--the opening of another world. And I understand that +Mr. Maurice Mohun is such a clever man, and that you saw a great deal of +his friends.' + +'I used,' said Dolores, thinking of those days of her mother when she +was the pet and plaything of the guests, incited to say clever and pert +things, which then were passed round and embellished till she neither +knew them nor comprehended them. + +'That is what I pine for!' exclaimed Miss Constance. 'Nobody here has +any ideas. You can't conceive how borne and prejudiced every one her who +is used to something better! Don't you love art needlework?' + +'Maude Sefton has been working Goosey Goosey Gander on a toilet-cover.' + +'Oh! how sweet! We never get any new patterns here! Do come in and see, +I don't know which to take; I brought three beginnings home to choose +from, and I am quite undecided.' + +'Mrs. Sefton draws her own patterns,' said Dolores. 'Something she gets +ideas from Lorenzo Dellman--he's an artist, you know, and a regular +aesthete! He made her do a dado all sunflowers last year, but they are a +little gone out now, and are very staring besides, and I think she will +have some nymphs dancing among almond-trees in blue vases instead, as +soon as she has designed it.' + +'Isn't that lovely! Oh! what would I not give for such opportunities? Do +let me have your opinion.' + +So Dolores went in with her, and looked at three patterns, one of +tall daisies; another of odd-looking doves, one on each side of a red +Etruscan vase, where the water must have been as much out of their reach +as that in the pitcher was beyond the crow's; and a third, of Little +Bo Peep. Having given her opinion in favour of Bo Peep, she was taken +upstairs to inspect the young lady's store of crewels, and choose the +colours. + +Dolores neither knew nor cared anything about fancy work, but to be +treated as an authority was quite soothing, and she fully believed +that the mere glimpses she had had of Mrs. Sefton's work and the shop +windows, enabled her to give great enlightenment to this poor country +mouse; so she gladly went to the bedroom, with a muslin-worked +toilet-cover, embroidered curtains, plates fastened against the wall, +and table all over knick-knacks, which Miss Constance called her little +den, where she could study beauty after her own bent, while her sister +Mary was wholly engrossed with the useful, and could endure nothing but +the prose of the last century. + +Meantime Mysie had forgotten how time flew in her belief that in one +minute more the young doves would want to be fed, and then in amusement +at seeing them pursue their parents with low squeaks and flutterings, +watching, too, the airs and graces, bowing, cooing, and laughing of the +old ones. When at last she was startled by hearing eleven struck, there +had to be a great hunt for Dolores in the drawing-room and garden, +and when at last Miss Hacket's calls for her sister brought the +tow downstairs more than ten minutes had passed! Mysie was too much +dismayed, and in too great a hurry to do anything but cry, 'Come along, +Dolores,' and set off at such a gallop as to scandalize the Londoner, +even when Mysie recollected that it was too public a place for running, +and slackened her pace. Dolores was soon gasping, and with a stitch in +her side. Mysie would have exclaimed, 'What were you doing with Miss +Constance?' but breathlessness happily prevented it. The way across the +paddock seemed endless, and Mysie was chafed at having to hold back for +her companion, who panted in distress, leant against a tree, declared +she could not go on, she did not care, and then when, Mysie set off +running, was seized with fright at being left alone in this vast unknown +space, cried after her and made a rush, soon ending in sobbing breath. + +At last they were at the door, and Wilfred just coming out of the +dining-room greeted them with, 'A quarter to twelve. Won't you catch it? +Oh my!' + +'Are they come?' said Lady Merrifield, looking out of the schoolroom. +'My dear children! Did Miss Hacket keep you?' + +'No, mamma,' gasped Mysie. 'At least it was my fault for watching the +doves.' + +'Ah! Mysie, I must not send you on a message next time. Mr. Poulter has +been waiting these twenty minutes, and I am afraid you are not fit to +take a lesson now. Dolores looks quite done up! I shall send you both +to lie down on your beds and learn your poetry for an hour. And you must +write an apology to Mr. Poulter this afternoon. No, don't go in now. Go +up at once, Gillian shall bring your books. Does Miss Hacket come?' + +'Yes, mamma,' said Mysie humbly, looking at Dolores all the time. +She was too generous to say that part of the delay had been caused by +looking for her cousin, and having to adapt her pace to the slower one, +but she decidedly expected the avowal from Dolores, and thought it mean +not to make it. 'And, oh, the jam!' she mourned as she went upstairs. +While, on the other hand, Dolores considered what she called 'being sent +to bed' an unmerited and unjust sentence given without a hearing; when +their tardiness had been all Mysie's fault, not hers. She had no notion +that her aunt only sent them to lie down, because they looked heated, +tired, and spent, and was really letting them off their morning's +lessons. It was a pity that she felt too forlorn and sullen even to +complain when Gillian brought up Macaulay's 'Armada' for her to learn +the first twelve lines, or she might have come to an understanding, but +all that was elicited from her was a glum 'No,' when asked if she knew +it already. Gillian told her not to keep her dusty boots on the bed, and +she vouchsafed no answer, for she did not consider Gillian her mistress, +though, after she was left to herself, she found them so tight and +hot that she took them off. Then she looked over the verses rather +contemptuously--she who always learnt German poetry; and she had a great +mind to assert her independence by getting off the bed, and writing a +letter to Maude Sefton, describing the narrow stupidity of the whole +family, and how her aunt, without hearing her, had send her to be for +Mysie's fault. However she felt so shaky and tired that she thought she +had better rest a little first, and somehow she fell fast asleep, and +was only awakened by the gong. She jumped up in haste, recollecting that +the delightful sympathizing Miss Constance was coming to luncheon, +and set her hair and dress to rights eagerly, observing, however, to +herself, that her horrid aunt was quite capable of imprisoning her all +the time for not having learnt that stupid poetry. + +She hesitated a little where to go when she reached the hall, but the +schoolroom door was open, and she heard a mournful voice concluding with +a gasp-- + + 'Our glorious semper eadem, the banner of our pride.' + +And Miss Vincent saying, 'Now, my dear, go and wash your face, and try +not to be such a dismal spectacle.' + +And then Mysie came out, with heavy eyes and a mottled face, showing +that she had been crying all the time she had been learning, over her +own fault certainly, but likewise over mamma's displeasure and Dolly's +shabbiness. + +'Well, Dora,' said Miss Vincent, 'have you come to repeat your poetry?' + +'No,' said Dolores. 'I went to sleep instead.' + +'Oh! I'm glad of that. I wish poor Mysie had done the same. I believe it +was what Lady Merrifield intended, you both looked so knocked up.' + +Dolores cleared up a little at this, especially as Miss Vincent was no +relation, and she thought it a good time to make her protest against +mere English. + +'Oh!' she said. 'I supposed that was the reason she gave me such a +stupid, childish, sing-song nursery rhyme to learn. I can say lots of +Schiller and some Goethe.' + +'I advise you not to let any one hear you call Lord Macaulay's poem a +nursery rhyme, or it might never be forgotten,' said Miss Vincent gaily. +Then seeing the cloud return to Dolores's face, she added, 'You have +been brought forward in German, I see. We must try to bring your +knowledge of English literature up to be even with it.' + +Dolores liked this better than anything she had yet heard, chiefly +because she had learnt from her books that governesses were not +uniformly so cruel as aunts. And besides, she felt that she had been +spared a public humiliation. + +By this time the guests were ringing at the door, and Miss Vincent, with +her had on, only waiting till their entrance was made to depart. Dolores +asked whether to go into the drawing-room, and was told that Lady +Merrifield preferred that the children should only appear in the +dining-room on the sound of the gong, which was not long in being heard. + +The Merrifields were trained not to chatter when there was company at +table, besides Mysie and Val were in low spirits about the chance of the +blackberry cookery. Miss Hacket sat on one side of Lady Merrifield, and +talked about what associates had answered her letters, and what villages +would send contingents of girls, and it sounded very dull to the +young people. Miss Constance was next to Hal. She looked amiable and +sympathetic at Dolores on the opposite side of the table, but discussed +lawn-tennis tournaments with her neighbour, which was quite as little +interesting to the general public as was the G.F.S. However, as soon as +Primrose had said grace, Lady Merrifield proposed to take Miss Hacket +down to the stable-yard; and the whole train followed excepting the +two girls, who trusted Hal to see whether their pets would suffer +inconvenience. However it soon was made evident to Gillian that she was +not wanted, and that Dolores and Constance had no notion of wandering +about the paved courts and bare coach-houses, among the dogs and cats, +guinea-pigs, and fowls. Indeed, Constance, who was at least seven years +older than Gillian, and a full-blown young lady, dismissed her by saying +'that she was going to see Miss Mohun's books.' + +'Oh, certainly,' said Gillian, in a voice as though she were rather +surprised, though much relieved. + +So off the friends went together--for of course they were to be friends. +The Miss Mohun had been uttered in a tone that clearly meant to be asked +to drop it, so they were to be Dolores and Constance henceforth, if not +Dolly and Cons. Dolores was such a lovely name that Constance could not +mangle it, and was sure there was some reason for it. The girl had, in +fact, been named after a Spanish lady, whom her mother had known and +admired in early girlhood, and to whom she had made a promise of naming +her first daughter after her. No doubt Dolores did not know that Mrs. +Mohun had regretted the childish promise which she had felt bound to +keep in spite of her husband's dislike to the name, which he declared +would be a misfortune to the child. + +Dolores was really proud of its peculiarity, and delighted to have any +one to sympathize with her, in that and a great deal besides, which she +communicated to her new friend in the window-seat of her room. When +the two ladies went home, Constance told her sister that 'dear little +Dolores was a remarkable character, sadly misunderstood among those +common-place people, the Merrifields, and unjustly used, too, and she +should do her best for her!' + +Meantime Gillian, finding herself not wanted, had repaired to the +schoolroom. + +'Oh, it is of no use,' sighed Mysie, disconsolately. 'I've ever so +much morning's work to make up, too. And I never shall! I've muzzled my +head!' + +By which remarkable expression Mysie signified that fatigue, crying, and +dinner had made her brains dull and heavy; but Gillian was a sensible +elder sister. + +'Don't try your sum yet, then,' she said. 'Practise your scales for half +an hour, while I do my algebra, and then we'll go over your German verbs +together. I'll tell Miss Vincent, and she wont' mind, and I think mamma +will be pleased if you try.' + +Gillian was too much used to noises not to be able to work an equation, +and prepare her Virgil, to the sound of scales, and Mysie was a good +deal restored by them and by hope. + +So when at length Constance had been summoned by her sister, who tore +herself away from the arrangements, being bound to five-o'clock tea +elsewhere, Mysie was discovered with a face still rather woe-begone, but +hopeful and persevering, and though there still was a 'bill of parcels' +where 11 and 3/4 lbs. of mutton at 13 and 1/2d. per lb. refused to come +right, Lady Merrifield kissed her, said she had been a diligent child, +and sent her off prancing in bliss to the old 'still-room' stove, where +they were allowed a fire, basins, spoons, and strainers, and where the +sugar lay in a snowy heap, and the blackberries in a sanguine pile. + +'There's partiality!' thought Dolores, and scowled, as she stood at the +front door still gazing after Constance. + +'Won't you come, Dolly?' said Mysie. 'Or haven't you learnt your +lessons?' + +'No,' said Dolly, making one answer serve for both questions. + +'Oh! then you can't. Shall I ask mamma to let you off?' + +'No, I don't care. I don't like messes! And what's the use if you +haven't a cookery class?' + +'It's such fun,' said Val. + +'And our sisters did go to a cookery class at Dublin and taught Gill,' +added Mysie. + +'But if you haven't done your lessons, you can't go,' said Valetta +decidedly. + +Off they went, and Lady Merrifield presently crossed the hall, and saw +Dolores' attitude. + +'My dear, are you waiting to say those verses?' she said kindly. + +'I hadn't time to learn them, I went to sleep,' said Dolores. + +'A very good thing too, my dear. Suppose we go over them together.' + +Aunt Lilias took the unwilling hand, led Dolores into the schoolroom, +and for half an hour she went over the verses with her, explaining what +was new to the girl, and vividly describing the agitation of Plymouth, +and the flocks of people thronging in. 'I must show her that I will be +minded, but I will make it pleasant to her, poor child,' she thought. + +And it could not have been otherwise than pleasant to her, but that she +was reflecting all this time that she was being punished while Mysie was +enjoying herself. Therefore she put the lid on her intellect, and was +inconceivably stupid. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. -- PERSECUTION + + + +On Monday afternoon Dolores was sitting at the end of the long garden +walk, upon a green garden-bench, with a crocodile's head and tail +roughly carved. The shouts of the others were audible in the distance +beyond the belt of trees. Aunt Lily had driven into the town to meet her +sisters, taking Fergus with her, whereas Dolores had never been out in +the carriage. There was partiality! Though, to be sure, Fergus was to +have a tooth out! Harry and Gillian were playing with the rest, and +she had been invited to join, but she had made answer that she hated +romping, and on being assured that no romping was necessary, she replied +that she only wanted to read in peace. She had refused the "Thorn +Fortress," which she was told would explain the game, and had hunted out +"Clare, or No Home," to compare her lot with that of the homeless one. + +Certainly, she had not yet been sent to bed with a box on the ear +because a countess had shown symptoms of noticing her more than her +ugly, over-dressed cousin. But then Aunt Lily would not allow her to +walk down alone to the Casement Villas to see dear Constance, and would +let that farmer keep all those dreadful cows in the paddock, so that +even going escorted was a terror to her. + +Nor had her handsome mourning been taken from her and old clothes of +her cousin substituted for it. No, but she had been cruelly pulled about +between Mrs. Halfpenny and the Silverton dressmaker with a mouthful of +pins; and Aunt Lily had insisted on her dress being trimmed with velvet, +instead of the jingling jet she preferred. + +Did they intercept her letters? She had had one from her father, sent +from Falmouth, but only one from Maude Sefton in ten days! Moreover, she +had one from Constance in her apron pocket, arrived that very afternoon, +asking her to come down with Gillian on the Sundays, that the friends +might enjoy themselves together while the classes were going on; but she +made sure that all were so jealous of her friendship with Constance that +no consent would be given. + +She did not hear or notice the whisperings in the laurels behind her-- + +'Do you see that sulky old Croat, smoking his pipe under the tree?' + +'No, he is a Black Brunswicker.' + +'Nonsense, Willie; the Black Brunswickers weren't till Bonaparte's +time.' + +'I don't care, he is anything black and nasty; here goes!' + +'Oh stop; don't shoot. I believe he is only a vivandiere. Besides, it's +treacherous--' + +'I tell you he is laying a train to blow up the tower. There!' + +An arrow struck the bench beside Dolores, who, more angry than she had +ever been in her life, snatched it up, unheeding that it had no point +to speak of, rushed headlong in pursuit, while, with a tremendous shout, +Valetta and Wilfred flew before her to a waste overgrown place at the +end of the kitchen garden. + +'We've shot a Croat!' + +'No, a Black Brunswicker.' + +'Oh ah! They are coming--the enemy! Into the fortress! Bar the wolf's +passage!' + +And as Dolores struggled through the bushes, she saw the whole family +dashing into an outhouse, and the door slammed. She pushed against it, +but an unearthly compound of howls, yells, shouts and bangs replied. + +'Gillian! Harry, I say,' she cried in great anger; 'come out, I want to +speak to you.' + +But her voice was lost in the war-whoops within, and the louder she +knocked, the louder grew the din, till she walked off, swelling with +grief and indignation. Mysie, after all her professions of friendship, +to use her in this way! And Harry and Gillian, who should have kept the +others within bounds! + +Slowly she crossed the lawn, just as Lady Merrifield, the other two +aunts, and Fergus, all came out from the glass door of the drawing-room. +Aunt Jane, a trim little dark-eyed woman, looking at two and forty much +the same as she might have done at five and twenty; and Aunt Adeline, +pretty and delicately fair, with somewhat of the same grace as Lady +Merrifield, but more languor, and an air as if everything about her were +for effect. Though not specially fond of theses aunts, Dolores was glad +to have them as witnesses of her ill-usage. + +'There stands Dolly, like a statue of Diana, dart in hand,' exclaimed +Aunt Adeline. + +'Yes,' said Dolores; 'I wish to know, Aunt Lilias, if Wilfred and +Valetta are to call me names, and shoot arrows at me?' + +'What do you mean, my dear?' + +'They came at me while I was sitting quietly reading--there--and shot at +me, and called me such horrid names I can't repeat them, and ran away. +Then the others, Gillian and Harry and all, would not listen to me, but +shut themselves up in an out-house and shouted at me.' + +'I think there must be some mistake, Dolores,' said her aunt. 'Where are +they?' + +'Out beyond there,' said Dolores, pointing in the direction in which +Fergus was running. + +Lady Merrifield set off with her, and the other two ladies followed more +slowly. + +'I thought it would not do,' said Aunt Jane. + +'Lily's children are so rough,' added Aunt Adeline. + +'I am not so sure that the fault is theirs,' was the reply. 'She is a +priggish little puss, who wants shaking up.' + +'Ah! here come the hordes,' sighed Adeline, shrinking a little, as the +entire population, summoned by Fergus, came pouring forth to meet the +advancing mother. + +'How is this, Wilfred? Have you been shooting arrows at your cousin?' + +'Mama!' cried Valetta, indignantly, 'he did not shoot at her; he only +pretended, and shot the old crocodile-bench. He never meant any more. It +was only play.' + +'Have you not been forbidden to shoot in the direction of any person?' + +'Nor I didn't!' said Wilfred. 'I only shot the crocodile. I never tried +to hit her. She is quite big enough to miss.' + +'And she did look such a nice Croat, mamma,' added Valetta. 'We were +scouts out of the Thorn Fortress, Willie and I, and it was such a jolly +dodge to steal upon one of the enemy.' + +'You should have warned her.' + +Then it would not have been a surprise,' said Val, seriously. + +'Was she not at play with you?' + +'No, mamma,' said Mysie. 'We asked her, and she would not. I say,' +pausing in consternation, 'Dolores, was it you that came and called at +the door of the Wolf's passage?' + +'Of course. I wanted to show Gillian how Wilfred behaved to me.' + +I thought it was Fergus come home to be the enemy.' + +'Didn't you know her voice?' asked the mother + +'We were all making such a noise ourselves in the dark,' said Gillian, +'that there was no hearing any one; and Primrose was rather frightened, +so that Hal was attending to her. Indeed, Dolores, I am very sorry. If +we had guessed that it was you, we would have opened the door at once, +and then you would have known that it was all fun and play, and not have +troubled mamma about it.' + +'Wilfred and Valetta knew,' said Dolores, rather sullenly. + +'Oh! but it was such fun,' said Val. + +'It was fun that became unkindness on your part,' said her mother. 'You +ought not to have kept it up without warning to her. And what do I hear +about names? I hope that was also misunderstanding of the game. What did +you call her?' + +'Only a Croat,' said Valetta, indignantly, 'and a Black Brunswicker.' + +'Was that it, Dolores?' + +'Perhaps,' she muttered, disconcerted by a laugh from her Aunt Jane. + +'I do not know what you took them for,' said Lady Merrifield, 'but you +see some part of this trouble arose from a mistake on you part. Now, +Wilfred and Valetta, remember that is not right to force a person into +play against her will. And as to the shooting near, but not at her, +you both know perfectly well that it is forbidden. So give me your bow, +Wilfred. I shall keep it for a week, that you may remember obedience.' + +Wilfred looked sullen, but obeyed. Dolores could not call her aunt +unjust, but as she look round, she met glances that made her think it +prudent to shelter herself among the elders. Aunt Jane asked what the +game was. + +'The Thorn Fortress,' said Gillian. 'It comes out of that delightful +S.P.C.K. book so called, where, in the 'Thirty Years' War,' all the +people of a village took refuge from the soldiers in a field in the +middle of a forest guarded by a tremendous hedge of thorns. Val had +it for a birthday present, and the children have been acting it ever +since.' + +'It has quite put out the Desert Island passion, which used to be a +regular stage in these children's lives. Every voyage we have taken, +somebody has come to ask whether there was any hope of being wrecked on +one.' + +'Fergus even asked when we crossed from Dublin,' said Gillian. + +'He was put up to that, to keep up the tradition,' observed Harry. + +On reaching the house, the elders proceeded to five o'clock tea in +the drawing-room, the juniors to gouter in the dining-room. As Dolores +entered, she beheld a row of all her five younger cousins drawn +up looking at her as if she had committed high treason, and she was +instantly addressed-- + +'Tell-take tit!' began Valetta. + +'Sneak!' cried Wilfred. + +'I will call her Croat!' added Fergus. + +'Worse than Croat! Bashi Bazouk!' exclaimed Valetta. + +'Worse than Crow!' chimed in Primrose. + +'Oh, Dolores! How could you?' said Mysie. + +'To get poor Willie punished!' said Val. + +Dolores stood her ground. 'It was time to speak when it came to shooting +arrows at me.' + +'Hush! hush! Willie,' cried Mysie. 'I told you so. Now Dolores, listen. +Nobody ever tells of anybody when it is only being tiresome and they +don't mean it, or there never would be any peace at all. That's honour! +Do you see? One may go to Gill sometimes.' + +'One's a sneak if one does,' put in Wilfred; but Mysie, unheeding went +on-- + +'And Gill can help without a fuss or going to mamma.' + +'Mamma always knows,' said Val. + +'Mamma knows all about everything,' said Mysie. 'I think it's nature; +ad if she does not always take notice at the time, she will have it out +sooner or later.' Then resuming the thread of her discourse: 'So you +see, Dolly, we have made up our minds that we will forgive you this +time, because you are an only child and don't know what's what, and +that's some excuse. Only you mustn't go on telling tales whenever an +evident happens.' + +Dolores thought it was she who ought to forgive, but the force against +her was overpowering, though still she hesitated. 'But if I promise not +to tell,' she said, 'how do I know what may be done to me?' + +'You might trust us,' cried Mysie, with flashing eyes. + +'And I can tell you,' added Wilfred, 'that if you do tell, it will be +ever so much the worse for you--girl that you are.' + +'War to the knife! Cried Valetta, and everybody except Mysie joined in +the outcry. 'War to the knife with traitors in the camp.' + +Mysie managed to produce a pause, and again acted orator. 'You see, +Dolores, if you did tell, it would not be possible for mamma or Gill to +be always looking after you, and I couldn't do you much good--and if all +these three are set against you, and are horrid to you, and I couldn't +do you much good--horrid to you, you'll have no peace in your life; and, +after all, we only ask of you to give and take in a good-natured sort of +way, and not to be always making a fuss about everything you don't like. +It is the only way, I assure you.' + +Dolores saw the fates were against her, and said-- + +'Very well.' + +'You promise?' + +'Yes.' + +'Then we forgive you, and here's the box of chocolate things Aunt Ada +brought. We'll have a cigar all round and be friends. Smoke the pipe of +peace.' + +Dolores afterwards thought how grand it would have been to have replied, +'Dolores Mohun will never be intimidated;' but the fact was that her +spirit did quail at the thought of the tortures which the two boys +might inflict on her if Mysie abandoned her to their mercy, and she was +relieved, as well as surprised to find that her offence was condoned, +and she was treated as if nothing had happened. + +Meantime Aunt Jane was asking in the drawing-room, 'How do you get on?' + +'Fairly well,' was Lady Merrifield's answer. 'We shall work together in +time.' + +'What does Gill say?' asked the aunt, rather mischievously. + +'Well,' said the young lady, 'I don't think we get on at all, not even +poor Mysie, who works steadily on at her, gets snubbed a dozen times a +day, and never seems to feel it.' + +I hoped her father would have sent her to school,' said Aunt Adeline. 'I +knew she would be troublesome. She has all her mother's pride.' + +'The proudest people are those who have least to be proud of,' said Aunt +Jane. + +'School would have hardened the crust and kept up the alienation,' said +Lady Merrifield. + +'Perhaps not. It might teach her to value the holidays, and learn that +blood is thicker than water,' said Miss Jane. + +'It is always in reserve,' added Miss Adeline. + +'Yes, Maurice told her to send her if I grew tired of her, as he said,' +replied Lady Merrifield, 'but of course I should not think of that +unless for very strong reasons.' + +'Oh, mamma!' and Gillian remained with her mouth open. + +'Well?' said Aunt Jane. + +'I meant to have told you mamma, but Mr. Leadbitter came in about the +G.F.S. and stopped me, and I have never seen you to speak to since. +Yesterday you know, I stayed from evensong to look after the little +ones, and you said Dolores might do as she pleased, so she stayed at +home. The children were looking at the book of Bible Pictures, and it +came out that Dolly knew nothing at all about Joshua and the walls of +Jericho, nor Gideon and the lamps in the pitchers, nor anything else. +Then, when I was surprised, she said that it was not the present system +to perplex children with the myths of ancient Jewish history.' + +Gillian was speaking rapidly, in the growing consciousness that her +mother had rather have had this communication reserved for her private +ear--and her answer was, 'Poor child!' + +'Just what I should expect!' said Aunt Jane. + +'Probably it was jargon half understood, and repeated in defence of +her ignorance,' said Lady Merrifield. 'She is an odd mixture of defiant +loyalty and self-defence.' + +'What shall you do about this kind of talk?' asked her sister. + +'One must hear it sooner or later,' said Harry. + +'That is true,' returned his mother, 'but I suppose Fergus and Primrose +did not hear or understand.' + +'Oh no, mamma. I know they did not, for they were squabbling because +Primrose wanted to turn over before Fergus had done with Gideon.' + +'Then I don't think there is any harm done. If it comes before Mysie or +Val I will talk to them, and I mean to take this poor child alone for a +little while each day in the week and try to get at her.' + +'There's another thing,' said Gillian. 'Is she to go down with me always +to Casement Cottages on Sunday afternoons when I take the class?' + +'To teach or to learn?' ironically exclaimed Aunt Jane. + +'Neither,' said Gillian. 'To chatter to Constance Hacket. They both +spoke to me about it yesterday before I went home, and I believe +Constance has written a note to her to ask her today! Fancy, that goose +told me my sweet cousin was a dear, and that we didn't appreciate her. +Even Miss Hacket gave me quite a lecture on kindness and consideration +to an orphan stranger.' + +'Not uncalled for, perhaps,' said Aunt Jane. 'I hope you received it in +an edifying manner.' + +'Now, Aunt Jane! Well, I believe I said we were as kind as she would let +us be, especially Mysie.' + +Lady Merrifield here made the move to conduct her sisters to their +rooms; Miss Mohun detained her when they had reached hers, and had left +Adeline to rest on her sofa. The two, though very unlike, had still the +habits of absolute confidential intimacy belonging to sisters next in +age. + +'Lily,' said Miss Mohun, 'Gillian spoke of a note. Did Maurice give you +any directions about this child's correspondence?' + +'You know I did not see him. I was so much disappointed. I would give +anything to have talked her over with him.' + +'I am not sure that you would have gained much. I doubt whether he knows +much about her, poor fellow. But the letters?' + +'He wrote that she had been a good deal with Professor Sefton's family, +and he thought they might like to keep up their intercourse.' + +'Nothing about Flinders? He ought to have warned you.' + +'No. Who is he?' + +'A half-brother--no, a step-brother to poor Mary. He was the son by a +former marriage of her father's first wife, and has been always a +thorn in their sides. He is a low, dissipated kind of creature; writes +theatrical criticisms for third-rate papers, or something of that kind, +when he is at his best. I believe Mary was really fond of him, and +helped him more than Maurice could well bear, and since her death the +man has perfectly pestered him with appeals to her memory. I really +believe one reason he welcomed this post was to get out of his reach.' + +'You always know everything Jenny. Now how did you know this?' + +'I called once in the midst of an interview between him and Mary. And +afterwards I came on poor Maurice when he was really very much provoked, +and had it all out; ad since her death--well, I saw him get a begging +letter from the man, and he spoke of it again. I wish I had advised him +to warn you against the wretch.' + +'I don't suppose he knows where the child is. He is no relation to her, +you say?' + +'None at all, happily. But on that occasion, when I was an uncomfortable +third, Maurice was very angry that she should have been allowed to call +him Uncle Alfred; and Mary screwed up her little mouth, and evidently +rather liked the aggravation to Mohun pride.' + +'Poor Maurice, so he had a skeleton! Well, I don't see how it can hurt +us. The man probably knows nothing about us, and even if he could trace +the girl, he must know that she can do nothing for him.' + +'You had better keep an eye on her letters. He is quite capable of +asking for the poor child's half sovereigns. I wish Maurice had given +you authority.' + +'Perhaps he spoke to her about it. At any rate, what he said of the +Seftons is quite sufficient to imply that there is no sanction to any +other correspondence.' + +'That is true. Really, Lily, I believe you are the most likely person +to do some good with her, though I don't think you know what you are in +for. But Gillian does!' + +'I believe it is very good for the children to have to exercise a little +forbearance. In spite of all our knocking about the world, our family +exclusiveness is pretty much what ours was in the old Beechcroft days--' + +'When Rotherwood and Robert Mohun were out only outsiders and the +Westons came on us like new revelations!' + +'It is curious to look back on,' said Lady Merrifield. 'It seems to me +that the system, or no system, on which we were brought up was rather +passing away even then.' + +'Specks we growed,' said Jane. 'What do you call the system?' + +'Just that people thought it their own business to bring up their +children themselves, and let the actual technical teaching depend upon +opportunities, whereas now they get them taught, but let the bringing up +take it chance.' + +'People lived with their children then--yes, I see what you mean, Lily. +Poor Eleanor, intending with all her might to be a mother to us, brought +us up, as you call it, with all her powers; but public opinion would +never have suffered us to get merely the odd sort of teaching that she +could give us. It was regular, or course; but oh! do you remember the +old atlas, with Germany divided into circles, and everything as it was +before the Congress of Vienna?' + +'You liked geography; I hated it.' + +'Yes, I was young enough to come in for the elder boys' old school +atlases, which had some sense in them. It seems to me that we had more +the spirit of working for ourselves according to our individual tastes +than people have now. We learnt, they are taught.' + +'Well! and what did we learn?' + +'As much as we could carry,' said Aunt Jane, laughing. 'Assimilate, if +you like it better; and I doubt if people will turn out to have done +more now. What becomes of all the German that is crammed down girl's +throats, whether they have a turn for languages or not? Do they ever +read a German book? Now you learnt it for love of Fouque and Max +Piccolomini, and you have kept it up ever since.' + +'Yes, by cramming it down my children's throats. But what I complain of, +Jane, in the young folk that come across me is not over-knowledge, but +want of knowledge--want of general culture. This Dolores, for instance, +can do what she has been taught better than Mysie, some tings better +than Gillian, but she has absolutely no interest in general knowledge, +not even in the glaciers which she has seen; she does not know whether +Homer wrote in Greek or Latin, considers "Marmion" a lesson, cannot tell +a planet from a star, and neither knows nor cares anything about the two +Napoleons. Now we seem to have breathed in such things. Why! I remember +being made into Astyanax for a very unwilling Andromache (poor Eleanor) +for caress, and being told to shudder at the bright copper coal-scuttle, +before Harry went to school.' + +'Of course poor Maurice could not cultivate his child. Yet, after all, +we grew up without a mother; but then the dear old Baron lived among us, +and knew what we were doing, instead of shutting us up in a schoolroom +with some one, with only knowledge, not culture. Those very late dinners +have quite upset all the intelligent intercourse between fathers and +children not come out.' + +'Yes, Jasper and I have felt that difficulty. But after all, Jenny, when +I look back, I cannot say I think ours was a model bringing up. What a +strange year that was after Eleanor's marriage!' + +'Ah! you felt responsible and were too young for it, but to me it was a +very jolly time, though I suppose I was an ingredient in your troubles. +Yes, we brought ourselves up; but I maintain that it was better +alternative than being drilled so hard as never to think of anything but +arrant idling out of lesson-time.' + +'Lessons should be lessons, and play, play, is one of the professor's +maxims to which that poor child has treated us.' + +'Ah! on that system, where would have been all your grand heraldic +pedigrees? I've got them still.' + +'Oh! Jenny, you good old Brownie, have you? How I should like to look +at them again and show them the Gillian and Mysie. Do you remember the +little scalloped line we drew round all the true knights?' + +'Ay! and where would have been all your romancing about Sir Maurice de +Mohun, the pride of his name? For my part, I much prefer a cavalier +dead two hundred years ago as the object of a girl's enthusiasm--if +enthusiasm she must have--to the existing lieutenant, or even curate.' + +'Certainly; I should be sorry to have been bred up to history with +individual interest and romance squeezed out of it. You see when Jasper +came home from the Crimea he exactly continued mine.' + +'You have fulfilled your ideal better than falls to the lot of most +people, even to the item of knighthood.' + +'Ah! you should have heard us grumble over the expense of it. And, +after all, I dare say Sir Maurice found his knight's fee quite as +inconvenient! Oh!' with a start, 'there's the first bell, and here have +I been dawdling here instead of minding my business! But it is so nice +to have you! I day, Jenny, we will have one of our good old games at +threadpaper verses and all the rest tonight. I want you to show the +children how we used to play at them.' + +And the party played at paper games for nearly two hours that evening, +to the extreme delight of Gillian, Mysie, and Harry, to say nothing +of their mother and aunts, who played with all their might, even Aunt +Adeline lighting up into droll, quiet humour. Only Dolores was +first bewildered, then believed herself affronted, and soon gave up +altogether, wondering that grown-up people could be so foolish. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. -- G.F.S. + + + +The first thought of Dolores was that she should see Constance Hacket, +when she heard 'Hurrah for a holiday!' resounding over the house. + +As she came out of her room Mysie met her. 'Hurrah! Aunt Jane has got us +a holiday that we may help get ready for the G.F.S.! Mamma has sent down +notes to Miss Vincent and Mr. Pollock. Oh! jolly, jolly!' + +And, obvious of past offences, Mysie caught her cousin's arms, and +whirled her round and round in an exulting dance, extremely unpleasant +to so quiet a personage. 'Don't!' she cried. 'You hurt! You make me +dizzy!' + +'My certie, Miss Mysie!' exclaimed Mrs. Halfpenny at the same time, +'ye're daft! Gae doon canny, and keep your apron on, for if I see a +stain on that clean dress--' + +Mysie hopped downstairs without waiting to hear the terrible +consequences.' + +Aunt Adeline did not come down to breakfast, but Aunt Jane appeared, +fresh and glowing, just in time for prayers, having been with Gillian +and Harry to survey the scene of operations, and to judge of the day, +which threatened showers, the grass being dank and sparkling with +something more than September dews. + +'The tables must be in the coach-house,' said Lady Merrifield. 'Happily, +our equipages are not on a large scale, and we must not get the poor +girls' best things drenched.' + +'No; and it is rather disheartening to have to address double ranks of +umbrellas,' said Aunt Jane. 'Is the post come?' + +'It is always infamously late here,' said Harry. 'We complained, as the +appointed hour is eight, but we were told 'all the other ladies were +satisfied.' I do believe they think no one not in business has a right +to wish for letters before nine.' + +'Here it comes, though,' said Gillian; and in due time the locked +letter-bag was delivered to Lady Merrifield, and Primrose waited eagerly +to act as postman. + +It was not the day for the Indian mail, but Aunt Jane expected some last +directions, and Lady Merrifield the final intelligence as to the numbers +of each contingent of girls. Dolores was on the qui vive for a letter +from Maude Sefton, and devoured her aunt and the bag with her eyes. She +was quite sure that among the bundle of post-cards that were taken out +there was a letter. Also she saw her aunt give a little start, and +put it aside, and when she demanded. 'Is there no letter for me?' Lady +Merrifield's answer was,' None, my dear, from Miss Sefton.' + +Hot indignation glowed in Dolores's cheeks and eyes, more especially as +she perceived a look pass between the two aunts. She sat swelling while +talk about the chances of rain was passing round her, the forecasts in +the paper, the cats washing their faces, the swallows flying low, the +upshot being that it might be fine, but that emergencies were to be +prepared for. All the time that Lady Merrifield was giving orders to +children and servants for the preparations, Dolores kept her station, +and the instant there was a vacant moment, she said fiercely-- + +'Aunt Lilias, I know there is a letter for me. Let me have it.' + +'Your father told me you might have letter from Miss Sefton, and there +is none from her,' said Lady Merrifield, with a somewhat perplexed air. + +'I may have letters from whom I choose.' + +'My dear, that is not the custom in general with girls of your age, and +I know your father would not wish it. Tell me, is there any one you have +reason to expect to hear from?' + +Dolores had an instinct that all the Mohuns were set against the person +she was thinking of, but she had an answer ready, true, but which would +serve her purpose. + +'There was a person, Herr Muhlwausser, that father ordered some +scientific plates from--of microscopic zoophytes. He said he did not +know whether anything would come of it, but, in case it should, he gave +my address, and left me a cheque to pay him with. I have it in my desk +upstairs.' + +'Very well, my dear,' said Lady Merrifield, 'you shall have the letter +when it comes.' + +'The men are come, my lady, to put up the tables. Miss Mohun says will +you come down?' came the information at that moment, sweeping away Aunt +Lilias and everybody else into the whirl of preparation; while Dolores +remained, feeling absolutely certain that a letter was being +withheld from her, and she stood on the garden steps burning with hot +indignation, when Mysie, armed with the key of the linen-press, flashed +past her breathlessly, exclaiming-- + +'Aren't you coming down, Dolly? 'Tis such fun! I'm come for some +table-cloths.' + +This didn't stir Dolores, but presently Mysie returned again, followed +by Mrs. Halfpenny, grumbling that 'A' the bonnie napery that she had +packed and carried sae mony miles by sea and land should be waured on +a wheen silly feckless taupies that 'tis the leddies' wull to cocker up +till not a lass of 'em will do a stroke of wark, nor gie a ceevil answer +to her elders.' + +Mysie, with a bundle of damask cloths under her arm, paused to repeat, +'Are you not coming Dolly? Your dear Miss Constance is there looking for +you?' + +This did move Dolores, and she followed to the coach-house, where +everybody was buzzing about like bees, the tables and forms being +arranged, and upon them dishes with piles of fruit and cakes, +contributions from other associates. All the vases, great and small, +were brought out, and raids were made on the flower garden to fill them. +Little scarlet flags, with the name of each parish in white, were placed +to direct the parties of guests to their places, and Harry, Macrae, and +the little groom were adorning the beams with festoons. The men from +the coffee-tavern supplied the essentials, but the ladies undertook the +decoration, and Aunt Adeline, in a basket-chair, with her feet on a +box, directed the ornamentation with great taste and ability. Constance +Hacket had been told off to make up a little bouquet to lay beside each +plate, and Dolores volunteered to help her. + +'Well, dearest, will you come to me on Sunday?' + +'I don't know. I have not been able to ask Aunt Lilias yet, and Gillian +was very cross about it.' + +'What did she say?' + +'She said she did not think Aunt Lilias approved of visiting and +gossiping on Sunday.' + +'Oh! now. What does Gillian do herself?' said Constance in a hurt voice. +'She does come and teach, certainly, but she stays ever so long talking +after the class is over. Why should we gossip more than she does?' + +'Yes; but people's own children can do no wrong.' + +There Constance became inattentive. Mr. Poulter had come up, and wanted +to be useful, so she jumped up with a handful of nosegays to instruct +him in laying them by each plate, leaving Dolores to herself, which +she found dull. The other two, however, came back again, and the work +continued, but the talk was entirely between the gentleman and lady, +chiefly about music for the choral society, and the voices of the +singers, about which Dolores neither knew nor cared. + +By one o'clock the long tables were a pretty sight, covered with piles +of fruit and cakes, vases of flowers and little flags, establishments of +teacups at intervals, and a bouquet and pretty card at every one of the +plates. + +Then came early dinner at the house, and such rest as could be had after +it, till the pony-chaise, waggonette, and Mrs. Blackburne's carriage +came to the door to convey to church all whom they could carry, the rest +walking. + +The church was a sea of neat round hats, mostly black, with a +considerable proportion of feathers, tufts, and flowers. On their dark +dresses were pinned rosettes of different-coloured ribbon, to show to +which parish they belonged. There was a bright, short service, in which +the clear, high voices of the multitudinous maidens quite overcame +those of the choir boys, and then an address, respecting which Constance +pronounced that 'Canon Fremont was always so sweet,' and Dolores +assented, without in the least knowing what it had been about. + +Constance, who had driven down, was to have kept guard, in the walk from +church, over the white-rosed Silverton detachment; but another shower +was impending, and Miss Hacket, declaring that Conny must not get wet, +rushed up and packed her into the waggonette, where Dolores was climbing +after, when at a touch from Gillian, Lady Merrifield looked round. + +'Dolores,' she said, 'you forget that Miss Hacket walked to church.' + +Dolores turned on the step, her face looking as black as thunder, and +Miss Hacket protested that she was not tired, and could not leave her +girls. + +'Never mind the girls, I will look after them; I meant to walk. Don't +stand on the step. Come down,' she added sharply, but not in time, for +the horses gave a jerk, and, with a scream from Constance, down tumbled +Dolores, or would have tumbled, but that she was caught between her +aunt and Miss Hacket, who with one voice admonished her never to do +that again, for there was nothing more dangerous. Indeed, there was more +anger in Lady Merrifield's tone than her niece had yet heard, and as +there was no making out that there was the least injury to the girl, she +was forced to walk home, in spite of all Miss Hacket's protestations +and refusals, which had nearly ended in her exposing herself to the same +peril as Dolores, only that Lady Merrifield fairly pushed her in and +shut the door on her. Nothing would have compensated to Dolores but that +her Constance should have jumped out to accompany her and bewail her +aunt's cruelty, but devotion did not reach to such an extent. Her aunt, +however, said in a tone that might be either apology or reproof-- + +'My dear, I could not let poor Miss Hacket walk after all she has done +and with all she has to do today.' + +Dolores vouchsafed no answer, but Aunt Jane said-- + +'All which applies doubly to you, Lily.' + +'Not a bit; I am not run about like all of you,' she answered, brightly. +'Besides, it is such fun! I feel like Whit Monday at Beechcroft! Don't +you remember the pink and blue glazed calico banners crowned with summer +snowballs? And the big drum? What a nice-looking set of girls! How +pleasant to see rosy, English faces tidily got up! They were rosy enough +in Ireland, but a great deal too picturesque. Now these are a sort of +flower of maidenhood--' + +'You are getting quite poetical, Lily.' + +'It's the effect of walking in procession--there's something quite +exhilarating in it; ay, and of having a bit of old Beechcroft about me. +Do tell me who that lady is; I ought to know her, I'm sure! Oh, Miss +Smith, good morning. How many girls have you brought? Oh! the crimson +rosettes, are they? York and Lancaster?--indeed. I'm glad we have +some shelter for them; I'm afraid there is another shower. Have you no +umbrella, my dear? Come under mine.' + +It was a fierce scud of hail, hitting rather than wetting, but Dolores +had the satisfaction of declaring the edges of her dress to be damp and +going off to change it, though Aunt Jane pinched the kilting and said +the damp was imperceptible, and Wilfred muttered, 'Made of sugar, only +not so sweet.' + +In fact, she hoped that Constance, who had told of her hatred to these +great functions and willingness to do anything to avoid them, would +avail herself of the excuse; but though the young lady must have seen +her go, she never attempted to follow; and Dolores, feeling her own room +dull, came down again to find the drawing-room empty, and on the next +gleam of sunshine, she decided on going to seek her friend. + +What a hum and buzz pervaded the stable-yard! There was a coach-house +with all its great doors open, and the rows of girls awakening from +their first shy and hungry silence into laughter and talking. There +were big urns and fountains steaming, active hands filling cups, all +the cousins, all their congeners, and four or five clergymen acting +as waiters, Aunt Adeline pouring out tea a the upper table for any +associate who had time to swallow it, and Constance Hacket talking away +to a sandy-haired curate, without so much as seeing her friend! Only +Wilfred, at sight of his cousin again, getting up a violent mock cough, +declaring that he thought she had gone to bed with congealed lungs or +else Brown Titus, as the old women called it. His mother, however, heard +the cough--which, indeed, was too remarkable a sound not to attract any +one--and with a short, sharp word to him to take care, she put Dolores +down under Aunt Ada's wing, and provided her with a lovely peach and a +delicious Bath bun. Constance just looked up and nodded, saying, 'You +dear little thing, I couldn't think what was become of you,' and then +went on with her sandy curate, about--what was it?--Dolores know not, +only that it seemed very interesting, and she was left out of it. + +Down came the rain, a hopeless downpour, and there was a consultation +among the elders, some laughing, some doubtful looks, and at last Harry, +with Macrae and one of the curates, disappeared. Then grace was sung, +and speeches followed--one by the rector, Mr. Leadbitter, fatherly and +prosy;--a paper read by the Branch Secretary, about affairs in general; +and a very amusing speech by Miss Mohun, full of anecdotes of example +and warning. 'You know,' she said, 'all the school story-books end--when +the grown up books marry their people--with the good girl going out to +service under her young lady, and there she lives happy ever after! But +some of us know better! We don't know how far the marrying ones always +do live very happy ever after--' + +'For shame, Jenny!' muttered Lady Merrifield. + +'But,' went on Miss Mohun, 'even you that have been lucky enough to get +under your own young ladies know that life here is all new beginnings at +the bottom, just as when you were very proud of yourselves for getting +out of the infant school, you found it was only being at the bottom +of the upper one; and I can tell the twelve-year-olds--I see some of +them--that it is often a finer thing to be at the head of the school +than the last in the house. Ay, you've got to work up there again, and +it is a long business and a steady business, but it is to be done. I +knew a girl, thirty-five years ago, that my sister-in-law took from +school, and she was not a genius either, and I am quite sure she could +not do rule-of-three, nor tell what is the capital of Dahomey, as I dare +say every one here can do, but I'll tell you what she did, and that was, +her best, and there she has been ever since; and the last time I saw +her was sitting up in her housekeeper's room, in her silk gown, with her +master's grandchildren hanging about her, respected and loved by us all. +And I knew another, a much clever girl at school, with prettier ways to +begin with, but--I'm sorry to say, her finger were too clever, and it +was not very happy ever after, though she did right herself.' And +then Aunt Jane went on to the difficulties of having to deal with +such quantities of pots and pans, and knives and forks, and cloths and +brushes, each with a use of its very own, just as if she had been a +scullery-maid herself; telling how sense and memory must be brought to +bear on these things just as much as in analyzing a sentence, and how +even those would not do without the higher motive of faithfulness to +Him whose servants we all are. Her finish was a picture of the roving +servant girl, always saying, 'I don't like it,' and always seeking +novelty, illustrated by her experience of a little maid who left one +place because she could not sleep alone, and another because the little +girl slept with her, a third because it was so lonesome, and a fourth +because it was so noisy, and quitted her fifth within a half year +because she could not eat twice cooked meat. + +Aunt Jane varied her voice in the most comical way, and the girls, as +well as all her audience, laughed heartily. + +'Bravo, Jenny!' said a voice close to her, and a gentleman with a rather +bald head, a fluffy, light beard touched with white, dancing eyes, and a +slim, youthful figure, was seen standing in the group. + +Lady Merrifield and her sisters cried with one glad voice, 'Oh! +Rotherwood!' holding out their hands. + +'Yes. I found I'd a few hours between the trains, so I ran down to look +you up. I met Harry at the house, and he told me I should find Jane +qualifying for the female parliament.' + +'It's such a pity you should fall on all this turmoil,' said Aunt Ada. + +'Pity! I wouldn't have missed Jenny's wisdom for the world. What is it, +Lily? Temperance, or have you set up a Salvation Army? + +'G.F.S., of course, you Rotherwood of old! And now you are come, you +shall save me from what has been my bugbear for the last week. You shall +give the premiums.' + +'Come, it's no use making faces and pretending you know nothing about +it,' added Miss Mohun. 'I know very well that Florence is deep in it!' + +'Ay, they'll have you over to repeat that splendid harangue about pots +and pans!' said he, bowing at Lady Merrifield's introductions of him to +the bystanders, and obediently accepting the sheaf of envelopes, while +Mr. Leadbitter made it known that the premiums would be given by the +Marquess of Rotherwood. Certainly it was a much more lively business +than if Lady Merrifield had performed it, for he had something droll +to observe to each girl. One he pretended to envy, telling her he +had worked hard for may a year, and never got such a card as that for +it--far less five shillings. Another he was sure kept her pans bright, +and always knew which was which; a very little one was asked if she had +gone from her cradle, and so on, always sending them away with a broad +smile, and professing great respect for the three seven-year-card +maidens who came up last. Then in a concluding speech he demanded--where +were the premiums for the mistresses, who, he was quite sure, deserved +them quite as much or more than the maids! + +While everybody was still laughing, Lady Merrifield asked Mr. Leadbitter +to explain that as it was still raining hard, she must ask all to +adjourn to the great loft over the stable, where they could enjoy +themselves. Each associate was to gather her own flock and bring them +in order. Lady Merrifield said she would lead the way, Lord Rotherwood +coming with her, picking up little Primrose in his arms to carry her +upstairs to the loft. + +Every one was moving. Dolores was among a crowd of strangers. She +heard them saying how delightful Lord Rotherwood was, and charming +and handsome and graceful Lady Merrifield, with her beautiful eyes. It +worried Dolores, who thought it rather foolish to be pretty, except in +the case of persecuted orphan, and, moreover, admiration of her +aunt always seemed to her disparagement of her mother. And where was +Constance? + +She followed the stream, and, climbing some stairs, came out into +a large, long, empty hay-loft, over what had once been hunting +stables--the children's wet-day play-place. The deputation dispatched to +the house had managed to get up there the schoolroom piano, and one of +the curates sat down to it, and began playing dance music, while Miss +Mohun, Miss Hacket, and the other ladies began arranging couples for a +country dance--all girls, of course, except that Lord Rotherwood danced +with the tiny premium girl, and Harry with Primrose. Wilfred and Fergus +could not be incited to make the attempt; Mysie offered herself to +Dolores, but in vain. 'I hate dancing,' was all the answer she got, +and she went off to persuade Lois, the nursery girl. Constance Hacket +arranged herself on a chair, and looked out from between two curates; +there was no getting at her. + +Then there came a pause; Lord Rotherwood spoke to Gillian, and must have +asked her to point Dolores out, for presently he made his way to the +little dark figure in the window, and, kindly laying his hand on her +shoulder, asked whether she had heard from her father yet. + +'No, I suppose you can't,' he added. 'It is a great break-up for you; +but you are a lucky girl to be taken in here! It reminds me of what +Beechcroft used to be to me when I was a stray fish, though not quite so +lonely as you are. Make the most of it, for there aren't many in these +days like Aunt Lily there!' + +'He little knows,' thought Dolores, as a waltz began to be played. + +'They want an example,' he said. 'Come along. You know how, I'm sure--a +Londoner like you!' + +Pairs were whirling about the floor in full career in a short time, to +the astonishment of other maidens who had never seen dancing in their +lives. Dolores, afraid to refuse, and certainly flattered, really was +wonderfully exhilarated and brightened by her career wither good-natured +cousin. + +'I do believe Cousin Rotherwood has shaken her out of the dumps,' +observed Gillian to Aunt Jane, who returned-- + +'He can do it if any one can.' + +The funny thing was the effect upon Constance, who, in the next pause, +shook off her curates, advanced to Dolores, who was recovering her +breath under the window, called her a dear thing whom she had not been +able to get to all this time, sat rather forward with an arm round +her waist for the next half-hour, and, when Sir Roger de Coverley was +getting up, proposed that they should be partners, but not till she had +seen Lord Rotherwood pair himself off with Mysie. + +'I must,' said he to Lady Merrifield, 'it's so like dancing with honest +Phyl.' + +'The greatest compliment you could have, Mysie,' said her mother, +looking very much pleased. + +The last yellow patches of evening sunshine on the sloping roof faded; +watches were looked at, the music turned to the National Anthem, +everybody stood up, or stood still, and sung it. Then at the close, Mr. +Leadbitter stood by the piano and said-- + +'One word more, my young friends. Some of you may have been surprised at +this evening's amusement, but we want you to understand that there is +no harm in dancing itself, provided that the place, the manner, and +the companions are fit. I hope that you will all prove the truth of my +words, by not taking this pleasant evening as an excuse for running +into places of temptation. Now, good night, with many thanks to Lady +Merrifield for the happy day she has given us.' + +A voice added, 'Three cheers for Lady Merrifield!' and the G.F.S. showed +itself by no means backward in the matter of cheering. There was a +hunting up of ulsters and umbrellas; one associate after another got her +flock together, and clattered downstairs, either to get into vans, to +walk to the station, or to disperse to their homes in the town. + +Meantime Lord Rotherwood had time to explain that he was on his way +to fetch his wife home from some German baths, where she had gone to +recruit after the season; and, as he meant to cross at night, had come +to spend a few hours with his cousin. There was still an hour to spare, +during which Lady Merrifield insisted that he must have more solid food +than G.F.S. provided. + +'Lily,' said Miss Mohun, as the elders walked to the house together, 'it +strikes me that Rotherwood could satisfy your mind about that letter. He +would know the handwriting. You remember a certain brother--very much in +law--of Maurice's?' + +'I have reason to do so,' said Lord Rotherwood. 'You don't mean that he +has been troubling Lily?' + +'No; but from the nature of the animal it is much to be apprehended that +he will,' said Miss Mohun, 'if he knows that the child is here.' + +'In fact,' said Lady Merrifield, 'Jane has made me suppress, till +examination, a letter to her, in case it should be from him. It is a +horrid thing to do. What do you think, Rotherwood?' + +'There should be no correspondence. Did not Maurice warn you? Then +he ought. Look here, Lily. His wife--under strong compulsion from the +fellow, I should think--begged me to find some employment for him. I got +him a secretaryship to our Board of--what d'ye call it? I'll do Maurice +the justice to say that he was considerably cool about it; but the end +of it was that there was an unaccountable deficit, and my lady said it +served me right. I was a fool, as I always am, and gave way to the poor +woman about not bringing it home to him. And she insisted on making +it up to me by degrees--out of her literary work, I fancy--for I don't +think Maurice knew the extent of the peculation. Ever since I've been +getting begging letters from the fellow at intervals. If he had the +impertinence to molest you, Lily, simply refer him to me.' + +'And if he writes to the child?' + +'Return him the letter. Say she can have no such thing without her +father's consent.' + +'Is this a case in point?' said Lady Merrifield, producing the letter. + +'No,' said he, holding it up in the waning light. 'I know the fellow's +fist too well! This is a gentleman's hand.' + +'What a relief!' said Lady Merrifield. + +'Nay, don't be in a hurry,' said Miss Mohun. 'Don't give it to her +unopened. Your only safety is in maintaining your right to see all the +child's letters, except what her father specified.' + +'Don't you wish it was you, Brownie?' asked her cousin. + +'I hate it!' said Lady Merrifield; 'but I suppose I ought! However, +there's no harm in this, that's a comfort; it is simply that the +gentleman that the house is let to has found this note to her somewhere +about, and thinks she would wish to have it. I think it is her mother's +hand. How nice of him!' + +'Now, Lily, don't go and be too apologetic,' said Jane. 'Assert your +right, or you'll have it all over again.' + +'Without Jenny to do prudence,' said Lord Rotherwood, while Lady +Merrifield, hardly hearing either of them, hurried on in search of her +niece, but they would have been satisfied if they could have heard her. + +'My dear, here's your letter. I am so sorry to have been too much +hindered to look at it before. You must not mind, Dolly. I know it is +very disagreeable; but every one who has the care of precious articles +like young ladies is bound to look after them.' + +Dolores took the letter with a kind of acknowledgement, but no more, +for its detention offended her, and she was aggrieved at the prospect of +future inspection, as another cruel stroke inflicted upon her. + +Aunt Adeline was found in the drawing-room, where she had entertained +such ladies as were afraid of the damp, or who did not approve of the +dancing, and would not look on at it. Thence all went off to a merry +meal, where the elders plunged into old stories, and went on capping +each others' recollections and making fun, to the extreme delight of +the young folk, who had often been entertained with tales of Beechcroft. +Aunt Ada declared that she had not laughed so much for ten years, and +Aunt Jane declared that it was too bad to lower their dignity and be so +absurd before all these young things. + +'It's having four of the old set together!' said Lord Rotherwood; 'a +chance one doesn't get every day. I wonder how soon Maurice and Phyllis +will meet.' + +'It depends on whether the Zenobia touches at Auckland before going to +the Fijis,' said Lady Merrifield. + +'There is at least a sort of neighbourhood between them,' said Miss +Mohun, 'though it may be about as close as between us and Sicily.' + +'She is looking out for Maurice,' said Aunt Ada. 'She wrote, only it was +too late, to propose his bringing Dolores to be at least nearer to him.' + +'Just like Phyllis!' ejaculated the marquess. 'You have one of your +flock with something of her countenance, Lily.' + +'I am so glad you see it, Rotherwood. It is what I am always trying +to believe in, and I hope the likeness is a little within as well as +without--but we poor creatures who have been tumbled about the world get +sophisticated, and can't attain to the sweet, blundering freshness of +"Honest Simplicity."' + +'It is a plant that must be spontaneous--can't be grown to order.' + +'His lordship's carriage at the door,' announced Macrae. + +'Ah, well! Trains must be caught, I suppose. I'm glad you're settled +here, Lilias. I feel as if a sort of reflex of old Beechcroft were +attainable now.' + +'I hope it won't be a G.F.S. day next time you come!' + +'Oh, it was very jolly. I shall bring my child next time, if I can get +her out of the clutches of the governesses for a day, but it is a hard +matter. They look daggers at me if I put my head into the schoolroom.' + +'You always were a dangerous element there, you know.' + +'Poor dear Eleanor! What did I not make her go through! But she never +went the length of one of my lady's governesses, who declared that +she had as much call to interfere in my stable, as I had with her +schoolroom.' + +'What mischief were you doing there?' + +'Well, if you must know, I was enlivening a very dry and Cromwellian +abridgement with some of Lily's old cavalier anecdotes, so Lily was at +the bottom of it, you see.' + +'But did she fall on you then and there?' + +'No, no. I trust my beard is too grey for that. But she looked at me +with impressive dignity such as neither poor little Fly nor I could +stand, and afterwards betook herself to Victoria, who, I am happy to +say, sent her to the right about.' + +'As I am about to do,' said Lady Merrifield; 'for if you don't miss +your train, it will be by cruelty to animals. No, you've not got time to +shake hands with all that rabble. Be off with you.' + +'Ah! I shall tell Victoria that if she sees me tomorrow it's all owing +to your unpitying punctuality,' said he, shaking himself into his +overcoat. + +'Dear old fellow!' said Lady Merrifield, as she turned from the front +door, while he drove off. 'He is like a gust of old Beechcroft air! But +I should think Victoria had a handful.' + +'She knew what she was doing,' said Aunt Ada. 'I always thought she +married him for the sake of breaking him in.' + +'And very well she has done it, too,' returned Aunt Jane. 'Only now and +then he gets a holiday, and then the real creature breaks out again. +But it is much better so. He would not have been of half so much good +otherwise.' + +Lady Merrifield looked from one to the other, but said no more, for +all the young folks were round her; but every one was so much tired, +children, servants, and all, that prayers were read early, and all went +to their rooms. Yet, tired as she was, Lady Merrifield sat on in her +sister Jane's room, in her dressing-gown, talking according to another +revival of olden time. + +'What did Ada mean about Rotherwood? Isn't he happy?' + +'Oh yes, very happy; and it is much the best thing that could have +happened. It is only another of the proofs that life is very long, +especially for men.' + +'Come, now, tell me all about it. You don't know how often I feel as if +I had been buried and dug up again.' + +'There are things one can't write about. Poor fellow! he never really +wanted to marry anybody but Phyllis.' + +'No! you don't mean it! I never knew it.' + +'No, for you were in the utmost parts of the earth; and he was very +good, so that I don't believe honest Phyl herself, or any one without +eyes, guessed it; but he had it all out with our father, who begged him, +almost on that allegiance he had always shown, to abstain from beginning +about it. You see, not only are they first cousins, but our mother and +his father both were consumptive, and there was dear Claude even then +regularly breaking down every winter, and Ada needing to be looked after +like a hothouse plan. I'm sure, when I think of the last generation of +Devereuxes, I wonder so many of us have been tough enough to weather +the dangerous age; and there had been an alarm or two about Rotherwood +himself. Well, he was very good, half from obedience, half from being +convinced that it would be a selfish thing, and especially from being +wholly convinced that Phyl's feelings were not stirred. That was the way +I came to know about it, for papa took me out for a drive in the old gig +to ask what I thought about her heart, and I could truly and honestly +say she had never found it, cared for Rotherwood just as she did for +Reggie, and was not the sort to think whether a man was attentive to +her. Besides, she was eighteen, and he thirty-one, and she thought him +venerable. I believe, if he had asked her then, she might have taken him +(because Cousin Rotherwood wished it), but she would have had to fall in +love in the second place instead of the first. Well, he was very good, +poor old fellow, except that by way of taking himself off, and diverting +his mind, he went dear-stalking with such unnecessary vehemence that a +Scotch mist was very nearly the death of him, and he discovered that he +had as many lungs as other people. If you could only have seen our dear +old father then, how distressed and how guilty he felt, and how he used +to watch Phyllis, and examine Alethea and me as to whether she seemed +more than reasonably concerned for Rotherwood had come and hit the right +nail on the head he might have carried her off.' + +'But he didn't.' + +'No; for, you see, he was ill enough to convince himself, as well as +other people, that he was a consumptive Devereux after all.' + +'Oh yes! I remember the shock with which I heard like a doom that he was +going the way of the others; and hen he and the dear Claude came out +in his yacht to us at Gibraltar, and were so bright! We had a wonderful +little journey into Spain together, and how Jasper enjoyed it! Little +did I think I was never to see Claude here again. But it was true, +was it not, that all Rotherwood's care gave the dear fellow much more +comfort--perhaps kept him longer?' + +'I am sure it was so. Rotherwood soon got over his own attachment--the +missing an English winter was all he needed; but he would hear of +nothing but devoting himself to Claude. Papa and Claude were both uneasy +at his going off from all his cares and duties, but I believe--and +Claude knew it--that he actually could not settle down quietly while +Phyllis remained unmarried, and that having Claude to nurse and carry +about from climate was the comfort of his life. Or, I believe, dear +Claude would have been glad to have been left in peace to do what he +could. Well, then Phyllis and Ada went to stay in the Close with Emily, +and Ada wrote conscious letters and came home bridling and blushing +about Captain May, so that we were quite prepared for his turning up at +Beechcroft, but not at all for what I saw before he had been ten minutes +in the house, that it was Phyllis that he meant, and had meant all +along! Dear Harry! it almost made up for its not being Rotherwood. Well, +poor Ada! It hadn't gone too deep, happily, and I opened her eyes in +time to hinder any demonstration that could have left pain and shame--at +least, I think so; but poor Ada has had too many little fits for one to +have told much more than another. I believe Phyl did tell Harry that +he meant Ada, but she let herself be convinced to the contrary; and +the only objection I have to it is his having taken that appointment +at Auckland, and carried her out of reach of any of us. However, it was +better for Rotherwood, and when she was gone, and his occupation over +with our dear Claude, his mother was always at him to let her see him +married before she died. And so he let her have her way. No, don't look +concerned. Lady Rotherwood is an excellent, good woman, just the wife +for him, and he knows it, and does as she tells him most faithfully and +gratefully. They are pattern-folk from top to toe, and so is the boy. +But the girl! He would have his way, and named her Phyllis--Fly he calls +her. She is a little skittish elf--Rotherwood himself all over; and +doesn't he worship her! and doesn't he think it a holiday to carry her +off to play pranks with! and isn't he happy to get amongst a good lot of +us, and be his old self again!' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. -- MY PERSECUTED UNCLE + + + +Dolores was allowed to go to Casement Cottage on Sunday. It was always +rather an awful thing to her to get through the paddock when the +farmer's cattle turned out there. She did not mind it so much in the +broad road and in the midst of a large party, with Hal among them, and +no dogs; but alone with only one companion, and in the easy path which +was the shortest way to the cottage, she winced and trembled at the +little black, shaggy Scotch oxen, with white horns and faces that looked +to her very wild and fierce. + +'Oh, Gillian, those creatures! Can't we go the other way?' + +'No; it is a great deal further round, and there's no time. They won't +hurt. The farmer engaged not to turn out anything vicious here.' + +'But how can he be sure?' + +'Well, don't come if you don't like it,' said Gillian, impatiently. 'It +is your own concern. I must go.' + +Dolores did not like the notion of Constance being told that she would +not come because she was afraid of the oxen. She thought it very unkind +of Gillian, but she came, and kept carefully on the side furthest from +the formidable animals. And Gillian really was forbearing. She did make +allowances for the London-bred girl's fears; and the only thing she did +was, that when one of the animals lifted up its head and looked, and +Dolores made a spring as if to run away, she caught the girl's arm, +crying, 'Don't! That's the very way to make him run after you.' + +They got safe out of the paddock at last, and rang at the door. They +were both kissed, Dolores with especial affectionateness, because the +good ladies pitied her so much; and then while Miss Hacket and Gillian +went off to their class, Constance took Dolores up into her own room, +and began to tell her how disappointed she was not to have seen more of +her at the Festival. + +'But those curates would not let me alone. I was obliged to attend to +them.' + +And then she was very eager to know all about Lord Rotherwood, which +rather amazed Dolores, who had been in the habit of hearing her father +mention him as 'that mad fellow Rotherwood,' while her mother always +spoke with contempt of people who ran after lords and ladies, and had +been heard to say that Lord Rotherwood himself was well enough, but his +wife was a mere fine lady. + +But Dolores had a matter on which she was very anxious. + +'Connie, do they always read one's letters first? I mean the old people, +like Aunt Lily.' + +'What! has she been reading your letters?' + +'She says she always shall, except father's and Maude Sefton's, because +papa spoke to her about that. She took a letter of mine the other day, +and never let me have it till the evening, and I am sure Aunt Jane put +her up to it.' + +'You poor darling!' exclaimed Constance. 'Was it anything you cared +about?' + +'Oh no--not that--but there might be. And I want to know whether she has +the right.' + +'I should not have thought Lady Merrifield would have been so like an +old schoolmistress. Miss Dormer always did, the old cat! where I went to +school,' said Constance. 'We did hate it so! She looked over every one's +letters, except parents', so that we never could have anything nice, +except by a chance or so.' + +'It is tyranny,' said Dolores, solemnly. 'I do not see why one should +submit to it.' + +'We had dodges,' continued Constance, warming with the history of her +school-days, and far too eager to talk to think of the harm she might be +doing to the younger girl. 'Sometimes, when a lot of us went to a shop +with one of the governesses, one would slip out and post a letter. +Fraulein was so short-sighted, she never guessed. We used to call her +the jolly old Kafer. But Mademoiselle was very sharp. She once caught +Alice Bell, so that she had to make an excuse and say she had dropped +something. You see, she really had--the letter into the slit.' + +'But that was an equivocation.' + +'Oh, you darling scrupulous, long-worded child! You aren't like the +girls at Miss Dormer's, only she drove us to it, you know. You'll be +horribly shocked, but I'll tell you what Louie Preston did. There was +a young man in the town whom she had met at a picnic in the holidays--a +clerk, he was, at the bank--and he used to put notes to her under the +cushions at church; but one unlucky Sunday, Louie had a cold and didn't +go, and she told Mabel Blisset to bring it, and Mabel didn't understand +the right place, and went poking about, so that Miss Dormer found it +out, and there was such a row!' + +'Wasn't that rather vulgar?' said Dolores. + +'Well, he was only a clerk, but he was a duck of a man, with regular +auburn hair, you know. And he sang! We used to go to the Choral Society +concerts, and he sang ballads so beautifully, and always looked at +Louie!' + +'I should not care for anything of that sort,' said Dolores. 'I think it +is bad form.' + +'So it is,' said Constance, seriously, 'only one can't help recollecting +the fun of the thing, and what one was driven to in those days. Is there +any one you are anxious to correspond with?' + +'Not in particular, only I can't bear to have Aunt Lilias meddling with +my letters; and there's a poor uncle of mine that I know would not like +her, or any of the Mohuns, to see his letters. + +'Indeed! Your poor mamma's brother?' cried Constance, full of curiosity. + +'Mind, it is in confidence. You must never tell any one.' + +'Never. Oh, you may trust me!' cried Constance. + +'Her half-brother,' said Dolores; and the girl proceeded to tell +Constance what she had told Maude Sefton about Mr. Flinders, and how her +mother had been used to assist him out of her own earnings, and how he +had met her at Exeter station, and was so disappointed to have missed +her father. Constance listened most eagerly, greatly delighted to have a +secret confided to her, and promising to keep it with all her might. + +'And now,' said Dolores, 'what shall I do? If poor Uncle Alfred writes +to me, Aunt Lilias will have the letter and read it, and the Mohuns are +all so stuck up; they will despise him, and very likely she will never +let me have the letter.' + +'Yes, but, dear, couldn't you write here, with my things, and tell him +how it is, and tell him to write under cover to me?' + +'Dear Connie! How good you are! Yes, that would be quite delightful!' + +All the confidences and all the caresses had, however, taken quite as +long as the G.F.S. class, and before Constance had cleared a space on +the table for Dolores's letter, there was a summons to say that Gillian +was ready to go home. + +'So early!' said Constance. 'I thought you would have had tea and stayed +to evening service.' + +'I should like it so much,' cried Dolores, remembering that it would +spare her the black oxen in the cross-path, as well as giving her the +time with her friend. + +So they went down with the invitation, but Gillian replied that mamma +always liked to have all together for the Catechism, and that she could +not venture to leave Dolores without special permission. + +'Quite right, my dear,' said Miss Hacket. 'Connie would be very sorry to +do anything against Lady Merrifield's rules. We shall see you again in a +day or two.' + +And this is the way in which Constance kept her friend's secret. When +Miss Hacket had done her further work with a G.F.S. young woman who +needed private instruction to prepare her for baptism, the two sisters +sat down to a leisurely tea before starting for evensong; in the first +place, Constance detailed all she had discovered as to the connection +with Lord Rotherwood, in which subject, it must be confessed, good Miss +Hacket took a lively interest, having never so closely encountered a +live marquess, 'and so affable,' she contended; upon which Constance +declared that they were all stuck-up, and were very unkind and hard to +poor darling Dolores. + +'I don't know. I cannot fancy dear Lady Merrifield being unkind to any +one, especially a dear girl as good as an orphan,' said Miss Hacket, +who, if not the cleverest of women, was one of the best and most +warm-hearted. 'And, indeed, Connie, I don't think dear Gillian and Mysie +feel at all unkindly to their cousin.' + +'Ah! that's just like you, Mary. You never see more than the outside, +but then I am in dear Dolly's confidence.' + +'What do you mean, Connie?' said Miss Hacket, eagerly. + +Constance had come home from school with the reputation of being much +more accomplished than her elder sister, who had grown up while her +father was a curate of very straitened means, and thus, though her +junior, she was thought wonderfully superior in discernment and +everything else. + +'Well,' said Constance, 'what do you think of Lady Merrifield sending +her to bed for staying late here that morning?' + +'That was strict, certainly; but you know she sent Mysie too. It was all +my own thoughtlessness for detaining them,' said the good elder sister. +'I was so grieved!' + +'Yes,' said Constance, 'it sounds all very well to say Mysie was treated +in the same way, but in the afternoon Mysie was allowed to go and make +messes with blackberry jam, while poor Dolly was kept shut up in the +schoolroom!' + +Constance did not like Lady Merrifield, who had unconsciously snubbed +some of her affectations, and nipped in the bud a flirtation with Harry, +besides calling off some of the curates to be helpful. But Miss Hacket +admired her neighbour as much as her sister would permit, and made +answer-- + +'It is so hard to judge, my dear, without knowing all. Perhaps Mysie had +finished her lessons.' + +'Ah! I know you always are for Lady Merrifield! But what do you say, +then, to her prying into all that poor child's correspondence?' + +'My dear, I think most people do think it advisable to have some check +on young girl's letters. Perhaps Dolores's father desired it.' + +'He never put on any restrictions,' said Constance. 'I am sure he +never would. Men don't. It is always women, with their nasty, prying, +tyrannous instincts.' + +'I am sure,' returned Mary, 'one would not think a child like Dolores +Mohun could have anything to conceal.' + +'But she has!' cried Constance. + +'No, my dear! Impossible!' exclaimed Miss Hacket, looking very much +shocked. 'Why, she can't be fourteen!' + +'Oh! it is nothing of that sort. Don't think about that, Mary.' + +'No, no, I know, Connie dear; you would never listen to any young girl's +confidence of that kind--so improper and so vulgar,' said Miss Hacket, +and Constance did not think it necessary to reveal her knowledge of the +post-office under the cushions at church, and other little affairs of +that sort. + +'It is her uncle,' said Constance. 'Her mother, it seems, though quite +a lady, was the daughter of a professor, a very learned man, very +distinguished, and all that, but not a high family enough to please +the Mohuns, and they never were friendly with her, or treated her as an +equal.' + +'That couldn't have been Lady Merrifield,' persevered Miss Hacket. 'She +lamented to me herself that she had been out of England for so many +years that she had scarcely seen Mrs. Maurice Mohun.' + +'Well, there were the Miss Mohuns and all the rest!' said Constance. +'Why, Dolores has only once been at the family place. And her mother had +a brother, an author and a journalist, a very clever man, and the Mohuns +have always regularly persecuted him. He has been very unfortunate, +and Mrs. Maurice Mohun has done her utmost to help him, writing in +periodicals and giving the proceeds to him. Wasn't that sweet? And now +Dolores feels quite cut off from him; and she is so fond of him, poor +darling for her mother's sake.' + +Tender-hearted as Miss Hacket was, she had seen enough of life to have +some inkling of what being very unfortunate might sometimes mean. + +'I should think,' she said, 'that Lady Merrifield would never withhold +from the child any letter it was proper she should have, especially from +a relation.' + +'Yes, but I tell you she did keep back a letter on the festival day till +she had looked at it. Poor Dolores saw it come, and she saw a glance +pass between her and Miss Mohun, and she is quite sure, she says, her +Aunt Jane had been poisoning her mind about this poor persecuted uncle, +and that she shall never be allowed to hear from him.' + +'I don't suppose there can be much for him to say to her,' said Miss +Hacket. Then, after a little reflection, 'Connie, my dear, I really +think you had better not interfere. There may be reasons that this poor +child knows nothing about for keeping her aloof from this uncle.' + +'Oh! but her mother helped him.' + +'She was his sister. That was quite another thing. Indeed, Connie,' said +Miss Hacket, more earnestly, 'I am quite sure that you will use your +influence--and you have a great deal of influence, you know--most kindly +by persuading this dear child to be happy with the Merrifields and +submit to their arrangements.' + +'You are infatuated with Lady Merrifield,' muttered Constance. 'Ah! how +little you know!' + +Here the first warning note of the bell ended the discussion, and +Constance did not think it necessary to tell her sister of the offer +she had made to Dolores. In her eyes, Mary, who was the eldest of the +family, had always been of the dull, grown-up, authoritative faction of +the elders, while she herself was still one of the sweet junior party, +full of antagonism to them, and ready to elude them in any way. Besides, +she had promised her darling Dolores; and the thing was quite romantic; +nor could any one call it blame-worthy, since it was nothing like a +lover--not even a young man, but only a persecuted uncle in distress. + +So she awaited anxiously the next Sunday when Dolores's letter was to +be written in her room. To tell the truth, Dolores could quite as easily +have written in her own, and brought down the letter in her pocket, if +she had been eager about the matter; but she was not, except under the +influence of making a grievance. She had never written to Uncle Alfred +in her life, nor he to her; and his visits to her mother had always led +to something uncomfortable. Nor would she have thought about the subject +at all if it had not been for the sore sense that she was cut off from +him, as she fancied, because he belonged to her mother. + +Nothing particular had happened that week. There had been no very +striking offences one way or the other; she was working better with her +lessons and understanding more of Miss Vincent's methods. She perceived +that they were thorough, and respected them accordingly, and she had had +the great satisfaction of getting more good marks for French and German +than Mysie. She had become interested in 'The Old Oak Staircase,' and +began to look forward to Aunt Lily's readings as the best part of the +day. But she had not drawn in the least nearer to any of the family. +She absolutely disliked, almost hated, the quarter of an hour which Aunt +Lily devoted to her religious teaching every morning, though nobody was +present, not even Primrose. She nearly refused to learn, and said as +badly as possible the very small portions she was bidden to learn by +heart, and she closed her mind up against taking in the sense of the +very short readings and her aunt's comments on them. It seemed to her +to be treating her like a Sunday-school child, and insulting her mother, +who had never troubled her in this manner. Her aunt said no word of +reproach, except to insist on attention and accuracy of repetition; but +there came to be an unusual gravity and gentleness about her in these +lessons, as if she were keeping a guard over herself, and often a +greatly disappointed look, which exasperated Dolores much more than a +scolding. + +Mysie had left off courting her cousin, finding that it only brought +her rebuffs, and went her own way as before, pleased and honoured when +Gillian would consort with her, but generally paring with her younger +sister. + +Dolores, though hitherto ungracious, missed her attentions, and decided +that they were 'all falseness.' Wilfred absolutely did tease and annoy +her whenever he could, Fergus imitated him, and Valetta enjoyed and +abetted him. These three had all been against her ever since the affair +of the arrow; but Wilfred had not many opportunities of tormenting her, +for in the house there was a perpetual quiet supervision and influence. +Mrs. Halfpenny was sure to detect traps in the passage, or bounces at +the door. Miss Vincent looked daggers if other people's lesson books +were interfered with. Mamma had eyes all round, and nobody dared to +tease or play tricks in her presence. Hal, Gillian, and even Mysie +always thwarted such amiable acts as putting a dead wasp into a shoe, +or snapping a book in the reader's face; while, as to venturing into +the general family active games, Dolores would have felt it like rushing +into a corobboree of savages! + +There was one wet afternoon when they could not even get as far as to +the loft over the stables; at least the little ones could not have done +so, and it was decided that it would be very cruel to them for all the +others to run off, and leave them to Mrs. Halfpenny; so the plan was +given up. + +Partly because Lady Merrifield thought it very amiable in Mysie and +Valetta to make the sacrifice, and partly to disperse the thundercloud +she saw gathering on Wilfred's brow, she not only consented to a +magnificent and extraordinary game at wolves and bears all over the +house, but even devoted herself to keeping Mrs. Halfpenny quiet by +shutting herself into the nursery to look over all the wardrobes, and +decide what was to 'go down' in the family, and what was to be given +away, and what must be absolutely renewed. It was an operation that Mrs. +Halfpenny enjoyed so much, that it warranted her to be deaf to shrieks +and trampling, and almost to forget the chances of gathers and kilting +being torn out, and trap-doors appearing in skirts and pinafores. + +All that time Dolores sat hunched up in her own room, reading 'Clare, +or No Home,' and realizing the persecutions suffered by that afflicted +child, who had just been nearly drowned in rescuing her wickedest +cousin, and was being carried into her noble grandfather's house, there +to be recognized by her golden hair being exactly the colour it was when +she was a baby. + +There were horrible growlings at times outside her door, and she +bolted it by way of precaution. Once there was a bounce against it, but +Gillian's voice might be heard in the distance calling off the wolves. + +Then came a lull. The wolves and bears had rushed up and down stairs +till they were quite exhausted and out of breath, especially as Primrose +had always been a cub, and gone in the arms of Hal or Gillian; Fergus +at last had rolled down three steps, and been caught by Wilfred, who, +in his character of bear, hugged and mauled him till his screams grew +violent. Harry had come to the rescue, and it was decided that there +had been enough of this, and that there should be a grand exhibition of +tableaux from the history of England in the dining-room, which of course +mamma was to guess, with the assistance of any one who was not required +to act. + +Mama, ever obliging, hastily condemned two or three sunburnt hats and +ancient pairs of shoes, to be added to the bundle for Miss Hacket's +distribution, and let herself be hauled off to act audience. + +'But where's Dolly?' she asked, as she looked at the assemblage on the +stairs. + +'Bolted into her room, like a donkey,' said Wilfred, the last clause +under his breath. + +'Indeed, mamma, we did ask her, and gave her the choice between wolves +and bears,' said Mysie. + +'Unfortunately she is bear without choosing,' said Gill. + +'A sucking of her paws in a hollow tree,' chimed in Hal. + +'Hush! hush!' said Lady Merrifield, looking pained; 'perhaps the choice +seemed very terrible to a poor only child like that. We, who had the +luck to be one of many, don't know what wild cats you may all seem to +her.' + +'She never will play at anything,' said Val. + +'She doesn't know how to,' said Mysie. + +'And won't be taught,' added Wilfred. + +'But that's very dreadful,' exclaimed Lady Merrifield. 'Fancy a poor +child of thirteen not knowing how to play. I shall go and dig her out!' + +So there came a gentle tap at the closed door, to which Dolores +answered-- + +'Can't you let me alone? Go away,' thinking it a treacherous ruse of the +enemy to effect an entrance; but when her aunt said-- + +'Is there anything the matter, my dear? Won't you let me in?' she was +obliged to open it. + +'No, there's nothing the matter,' she allowed. 'Only I wanted them to +let me alone.' + +'They have not been rude to you, I hope.' + +Dolores was too much afraid of Wilfred to mention the bouncing, so she +allowed that no one had been rude to her, but she hated romping, which +she managed to say in the tone of a rebuke to her aunt for suffering it. + +However, Aunt Lily only smiled and said-- + +'Ah! you have not been used to wholesome exercise in large families. I +dare say it seems formidable; but, my dear, you are looking quite pale. +I can't allow you to stay stuffed up there, poking over a book all the +afternoon. It is very bad for you. We are going to have some historical +tableaux. They are to have one set, and I thought perhaps you and I +would get up some for them to guess in turn.' + +Dolores was not in a mood to be pleased, but she did not quite dare to +say she did not choose to make herself ridiculous, and she knew there +was authority in the tone, so she followed and endured. + +So they beheld Alfred watching the cakes before the bright grate in the +dining-room, and having his ears beautifully boxed. Also Knut and the +waves, which were graphically represented by letting the wind in under +the drugget, and pulling it up gradually over his feet, but these, Mysie +explained, were only for the little ones. Rollo and his substitute doing +homage to Charles the Simple, were much more effective; as Gillian in +that old military cloak of her father's, which had seen as much service +in the play-room as in the field, stood and scowled at Wilfred in the +crown and mamma's ermine mantle, being overthrown by Harry at his full +height. + +The excitement was immense when it was announced that mamma had a +tableau to represent with the help of Dolores, who was really warming +a little to the interest of the thing, and did not at all dislike being +dressed up with one of the boy's caps with three ostrich feathers, to +accompany her aunt in hood and cloak, and be challenged by Hal, who had, +together with the bow and papa's old regimental sword, been borrowed to +personate the robber of Hexham. Everybody screamed with ecstasy except +Fergus, who thought it very hard that he should not have been Prince +Edward instead of a stupid girl. + +So, to content all parties, mama undertook to bring in as many as +possible, and a series from the life of Elizabeth Woodville was +accordingly arranged. + +She stood under the oak, represented by the hall chandelier, with Fergus +and Primrose as her infant sons, and fascinated King Edward on +the rocking-horse, which was much too vivant, for it reared as +perpendicularly as it could, and then nearly descended on its nose, to +mark the rider's feelings. + +Then, with her hair let down, which was stipulated for, though, as she +observed, nothing would make it the right colour, she sat desolate on +the hearth, surrounded by as many daughters as could be spared from +being spectators, as her youngest son was born off from her maternal +arms by a being as like a cardinal as a Galway cloak, disposed tippet +fashion, could make him. + +She could not be spared to put up her hair again before she had to +forget her maternal feelings and be mere audience, while her two sons +were smothered by Mysie and Dolores, converted into murderers one +and two by slouched hats. Fergus, a little afraid of being actually +suffocated, began to struggle, setting off Wilfred, and the adventure +was having a conclusion, which would have accounted for the authentic +existence of Perkin Warbeck, when--oh horror! there was a peal at the +door-bell, and before there was a moment for the general scurry, +Herbert the button-boy popped out of the pantry passage and admitted +Mr. Leadbitter, to whom, as a late sixth standard boy, he had a special +allegiance, and, having spied him coming, hurried to let him in out of +the rain instantly. + +At least, such was the charitable interpretation. Harry strongly +suspected that the imp had been a concealed spectator all the time, and +had particularly relished the mischief of the discomfiture, which, after +all, was much greater on the part of the Vicar than any one else, as +he was a rather stiff, old-fashioned gentleman. Lady Merrifield only +laughed, said she had been beguiled into wet day sports with the +children, begged him to excuse her for a moment or two, and tripped +away, followed by Gillian to help her, quickly reappearing in her lace +cap as the graceful matron, even before Mr. Leadbitter had quite done +blushing and quoting to Harry 'desipere in loco,' as he was assisted off +with his dripping, shiny waterproof. + +After all no harm would have been done if--Harry and Gillian being +both off guard--Valetta had not exclaimed most unreasonably in her +disappointment-- + +'I knew the fun would be spoilt the instant Dolores came in for it.' + +'Yes, Mr. Murderer, you squashed my little finger and all but smothered +me,' cried Fergus, throwing himself on Dolores and dropping her down. + +'Don't! don't! you know you mustn't,' screamed valiant Mysie, flying to +the rescue. + +'Murderers! Murderers must be done for,' shouted Wilfred, falling upon +Mysie. + +'You shan't hurt my Mysie,' bellowed Valetta, hurling herself upon +Wilfred. + +And there they were all in a heap, when Gillian, summoned by the +shrieks, came down from helping her mother, pulled Valetta off Wilfred, +Wilfred off Mysie, Mysie off Fergus, and Fergus off Dolores, who was +discovered at the bottom with an angry, frightened face, and all her +hair standing on end. + +'Are you hurt, Dolores? I am very sorry,' said Gillian. 'It was very +naughty. Go up to the nursery, Fergus and Val, and be made fit to be +seen.' + +They obeyed, crestfallen. Dolores felt herself all over. It would have +been gratifying to have had some injury to complain of, but she had +fallen on the prince's cushions, and there really was none. So she only +said, 'No, I'm not hurt, though it is a wonder;' and off she walked +to bolt herself into her own room again, there to brood on Valetta's +speech. + +It worked up into a very telling and pathetic history for Constance's +sympathizing ears on Sunday, especially as it turned out to be one of +the things not reported to mamma. + +And on that day, Dolores, being reminded of it by her friend, sent a +letter to Mr. Flinders to the office of the paper for which he worked in +London, to tell him that if he wished to write to her as he had promised +he must address under cover to Miss Constance Hacket, Casement Cottage, +as otherwise Aunt Lilias would certainly read all his letters. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. -- LETTERS + + + +Constance Hacket was very much excited about the address to Dolores's +letter to her uncle. She had not noticed it at the moment that it was +written, but she did when she posted it; and the next time she could get +her young friend alone, she eagerly demanded what Mr. Flinders had to do +with the Many Tongues, and why her niece wrote to him at the office. + +'He writes the criticisms,' said Dolores, magnificently; for though +she despised pluming herself on any connection with a marquess, she +did greatly esteem that with the world of letters. 'You know we are all +literary.' + +'Oh yes, I know! But what kind of criticisms do you mean? I suppose it +is a very clever paper?' + +'Of course it it,' said Dolores, 'but I don't think I ever saw it. +Father never takes in society papers. I believe he does criticisms on +plays and novels. I know he always has tickets for all the theatres and +exhibitions. + +She did not say how she did know it, for a pang smote her as she +remembered dimly a scene, when her father had forbidden her mother to +avail herself of escort thus obtained. Nor was she sure that the word +all was accurately the fact; but it was delightful to impress Constance, +who cried, 'How perfectly delicious! I suppose he can get any article +into his paper!' + +'Oh yes, of course,' said Dolores. + +'Did your dear mother write in it?' + +'No; it was not her line. She used to write metaphysical and scientific +articles in the first-class reviews and magazines, and the Many Tongues +is what they call a society paper, you know.' + +'Oh yes, I know. There are charming things about the Upper Ten Thousand. +They tell all that is going on, but I hardly ever can see one. Mary +won't take in anything about Church Bells, and we get the Guardian when +it is a week old, and my brother James has done with it.' + +'Dear me! How dreadful!' said Dolores, who had been used to see all +manner of papers come in as regularly as hot rolls. 'Why, you never can +know anything! We didn't take in society papers, because father does not +care for gossip or grandees. He has other pursuits. I can show you some +of dear mother's articles. There's one called 'Unconscious Volition,' +and another on the 'Progress of Species.' I'll bring them down next time +I come.' + +'Have you read them?' + +'No; they are too difficult. Mother was so very clever, you know.' + +'She must have been,' said Constance, with a sigh; 'but how did she get +them published?' + +'Sent them to the editor, of course,' said Dolores. 'They all knew her, +and were glad to get anything that she wrote.' + +'Ah! that is what it is to have an introduction,' sighed Constance. + +'What! have you written anything?' cried Dolores. + +'Only a few little trifles,' said Constance, modestly. 'It is a great +secret, you know, a dead secret.' + +'Oh! I'll keep it. I told you my secret, you know, so you might tell me +yours.' + +And so to Dolores were confided sundry verses and tales on which +Constance had been wont to spend a good deal of her time in that pretty +sitting-room. She had actually sent her manuscripts to magazines, but +she had heard no more of one, and the other had been returned declined +with thanks--all for want of an introduction. Dolores was delighted to +promise that as soon as she heard from Uncle Alfred, she would get him +to patronize them, and the reading occupied several Sunday afternoons. +Dolores suggested, however, that a goody-goody story about a choir-boy +lost in the snow would never do for the Many Tongues, and a far more +exciting one was taken up, called 'The Waif of the Moorland,' being the +story of a maiden, whom a wicked step-mother was suspected of murdering, +but who walked from time to time like the 'Woman in White.' There was +only too much time for the romance; for weeks passed and there was no +answer from Mr. Flinders. It was possible that he might have broken off +his connection with the paper, only then the letter would probably have +been returned; and the other alternative was less agreeable, that it +was not worth his while to write to his niece. While as to Maude Sefton, +nothing was heard of her. Were her letters intercepted? And so the +winter side of autumn set in. Hal was gone to Oxford, and there had +been time for letters to come from Mr. Mohun, posted from Auckland, +New Zealand, where he had made a halt with his sister, Mrs. Harry May, +otherwise Aunt Phyllis. Dolores was very much pleased to receive her +letter, and to have it all to herself; but, after all, she was somewhat +disappointed in it, for there was really nothing in it that might not +have been proclaimed round the breakfast-table, like the public letters +from that quarter of the family who were at Rawul Pindee. It told of +deep-sea soundings and investigations into the creatures at the bottom +of the sea, of Portuguese men-of-war, and albatrosses; and there were +some orders to scientific-instrument makers for her to send to them--a +very improving letter, but a good deal like a book of travels. Only at +the end did the writer say, 'I hope my little daughter is happy among +her cousins, and takes care to give her aunt no trouble, and to profit +by her kind care. Your three cousins here, Mary, Lily, and Maggie, are +exceedingly nice girls, and much interested about you; indeed, they wish +I had brought you with me.' + +Dolores read her letter over and over and over, for the pleasure of +having something all to herself, and never communicated a word about the +miscroscopic monsters her father had described, but she drew her head +back and reflected, 'He little knows,' when he spoke of her being happy +among her cousins. + +Lady Merrifield likewise received a letter, about which she did not say +much to her children, but Miss Mohun, who had had a much longer one, +came over for the day to read this to her sister. In point of fact, +she had paired in childhood with her brother Maurice. She had been +his correspondent in school and college days, and being a person never +easily rebuffed, she had kept up more intercourse with him and his wife +than any others of the family had done, and he had preserved the habit +of writing to her much more freely and unreservedly than to any one +else. So the day after the New Zealand letters came, just as the +historical reading and needlework were in full force, the schoolroom +door was opened, and a brisk little figure stood there in sealskin coat +and hat. + +Up jumped mamma. 'Oh! Jenny! Brownie indeed! How did you come? You +didn't walk from the station?' + +'Yes, why not? Otherwise I should have been too soon, and have disturbed +the lessons,' said Aunt Jane, in the intervals of the greeting kisses. +'All well with the Indian folks?' + +'Oh yes; they've come back from the emerald valleys of Cashmere, and +Alethea has actually sent me a primrose--just like an English one--that +they found growing there. They did enjoy it so. Have you heard from +Maurice?' + +'Yes, I thought you would like to hear about Phyllis, so, having enjoyed +it with Ada, I brought it over for further enjoyment with you.' + +'That's a dear old Brownie! We've a good hour before dinner. Shall we +read it to the general public, or shall we adjourn to the drawing-room?' + +"Oh! I assure you it is very instructive. Quite as much so as Miss +Sewell's 'Rome.'" + +And Aunt Jane, whom Gillian had aided in disrobing herself of her +outdoor garments, was installed by the fire, and unfolded a whole volume +of thin, mauve sheets in Mr. Mohun's tiny Greek-looking handwriting. + +It was a sort of journal of his voyage. There were all the same accounts +of the minute creatures that are incipient chalk, and their exquisite +cells, made, some of coral, some of silex spicule from sponges; the +some descriptions of phosphorescent animals, meduse, and the like, that +Dolores had thought her own special treasure and privilege, only a great +deal fuller, and with the scientific terms untranslated--indeed, Aunt +Jane had now and then to stop and explain, since she had always kept up +with the course of modern discovery. There was also much more about his +shipmates, with one or two of whom Mr. Mohun had evidently made +great friends. He told his sister a great deal about them, and his +conversations with them, whereas he had only told Dolores abut one +little midshipman getting into a scrape. Perhaps nothing else was to be +expected, but it made her feel the contrast between being treated with +real confidence and as a mere child, and it seemed to put her father +further away from her than ever. + +Then came the conclusion, written on shore-- + +'Harry May came on board to take me home with him. He is a fine, genial +fellow and his welcome did one's heart good. I never did him justice +before; but I see his good sense and superiority called into play out +here. Depend upon it, there's nothing like going to the other end of the +world to teach the value of home ties.' + +'Well done, Maurice,' exclaimed Lady Merrifield; but she glanced at +Dolores and checked herself. + +Miss Mohun went on, 'Phyllis met me at the door of a pleasant, +English-looking house, with all her tribe about her. She has the true +'honest Phyl' face still, carrying me back over some thirty or forty +years of life, and as you would imagine, she is a capital mother, with +all her flock well in hand, and making themselves thoroughly useful +in the scarcity of servants; though the other matters do not seem +neglected. The eldest can talk like a well informed girl, and shows +reasonable interest in things in general; but Phyllis wants to put +finishing touches to their education, and her husband talks of throwing +up his appointment before long, as he is anxious to go home while his +father lives. I wish I had gone to Stoneborough before coming out here, +now that I see what a gratification it would have been if I could have +brought a fresh report of old Dr. May. (Somehow, I think there has +been a numbness or obtuseness about me all these last two years which +hindered me from perceiving or doing much that I now regret, since +either the change or the wholesome atmosphere of this house has wakened +me as it were. Among these ungracious omissions is what I now am much +concerned to think of, that I never went to see Lilias when I committed +my child to her charge; nor talked over her disposition. Not that I +really understand it as I ought to have done when the poor child was +left to me. I take shame to myself when Phyllis questions me about her), +but as I watch these children with their parents I am quite convinced +that the being taken under Lily's motherly wing is by far the best thing +that could have befallen Dolores, and that my absence is for her real +benefit as well as mine.' + +The part between brackets was omitted by Miss Mohun in the public +reading, but the last sentence she did read, thinking it good for both +parties to hear it. However, Dolores both disliked the conclusion to +which her father had come, and still more that her aunt and cousins +should hear it, though, after all, it was only Gillian and Mysie who +remained to listen by the time the end of the letter was reached. The +long words had frightened away Valetta as soon as her appointed task of +work was finished. + +Aunt Lily did not see the omitted sentence till the two sisters were +alone together later in the afternoon. It filled her eyes with tears. +'Poor Maurice,' she said; 'he wrote something of the same kind to me.' + +'I expect we shall see him wonderfully shaken up and brightened when he +comes home. The numbness he talks of was half of it Mary's dislike to us +all, only I never would let her keep me aloof from him.' + +'I almost wish he had taken Dolores out to Phyllis. I am not in the +least fulfilling his ideal towards her.' + +'Nor would Phyllis, unless the voyage had had as much effect on her as +it seems to have had upon Maurice. So you don't get on any better?' + +'Not a bit. It is a case of parallel lines. We don't often have +collisions--unless Wilfred gets an opportunity of provoking her.' + +'Why don't you send that boy to school?' + +'I shall after Christmas. He is quite well now, and to have him at home +is bad both for himself and the others. He needs licking into shape +as only boys can do to one another, and he is not a model for Fergus, +especially since Harry has been away.' + +'What does he do?' + +'Nothing very brilliant, nor of the kind one half forgives for the +drollery of it. Putting mustard into the custard was the worst, I think; +inciting the dogs to bring the cattle down on the girls when they cross +the paddock; shutting up their books when the places are found--those +are the sort of things; putting that very life-like wild cat +chauffe-pied with glaring eyes in Dolly's bed. I believe he does such +things to all, but his sisters would let him torture them rather than +complain, whereas Dolores does her best to bring them under my notice +without actually laying an information, which she is evidently afraid to +do. It is very unlucky that her coming should have been just when we +had such an element about--for it really gives her some just cause of +complaint.' + +'But you say he is impartial?' + +'Teasing is unfortunately his delight. He will even frighten Primrose, +but I am afraid there is active dislike making Dolores his favourite +victim; and then Val and Fergus, who don't tease actively on their own +account, have come to enjoy her discomfiture.' + +"And you go on the principle of 'tolerer beaucoup?'" + +'I do; hoping that it is not laziness and weakness that makes me abstain +from nagging about what is not brought before my eyes by the children or +the police--I mean Gill, Halfpenny, and Miss Vincent. Then I scold, or +I punish, and that I think maintains the principle, without danger to +truth or forbearance. At least, I hope it does. I am pretty sure that +if I punished Wilfred for every teasing trick I know, or guess at, he +would--in his present mood--only become deceitful, and esprit de corps +might make Val and Fergus the same, though I don't think Mysie's truth +could be shaken any more than honest Phyl's.' + +'Besides, mutual discipline is not a thing to upset. Lily, I revere you! +I never thought you were going to turn out such a sensible mother.' + +'Well, you see, the difficulty is, that what may work for one's +own children may not work for other people's. And I confess I don't +understand her persistent repulse of Mysie.' + +'Nor of you, the nasty little cat!' said Aunt Jane, with a little fierce +shake of the head. + +'I do understand that a little. I am too unlike Mary for her to stand +being mothered by me.' + +'There must be some other influence at work for this perverseness to +keep on so long. Tell me, did she take up with that very goosey girl, +that Miss Hacket?' + +'Oh yes; she goes there every Sunday afternoon. It is the only thing the +poor child seem much to care about, and I don't think there can be any +harm in it.' + +'Humph! the folly of girl is unfathomable! Oh! you may say what you +like--you who have thrown yourself into your daughters and kept them +one with you. You little know in your innocence the product of an +ill-managed boarding-school!' + +'Nay,' said Lady Merrifield, a little hotly, 'I do know that Miss Hacket +is one of the most excellent people in the world, a little tiresome and +borne, perhaps, but thoroughly good, and every inch a lady.' + +'Granted, but that's not the other one--Constance is her name? My dear, +I saw her goings on at the G.F.S. affair--If she had only been a member, +wouldn't I have been at her.' + +'My dear Jenny, you always had more eyes to your share than other +people.' + +'And you think that being an old maid has not lessened their sharpness, +eh! Lily? Well, I can't help it, but my notion is that the sweet +Constance--whatever her sister may be--is the boarding-school miss a +little further developed into sentiment and flirtation.' + +'Nay, but that would be so utterly uncongenial to a grave, reserved, +intellectual girl, brought up as Dolores has been.' + +'Don't trust to that! Dolores is an interesting orphan, and the notice +of a grown-up young lady is so flattering that it carries off a great +deal of folly.' + +'Well, Jenny, I must think about it. I hope I have done no harm by +allowing the friendship--the only indulgence she has seemed to wish +for; and I am afraid checking it would only alienate he still more! Poor +Maurice, when he is trusting and hoping in vain!' + +'Three year is a long time, Lily; and you have no had three months of +her yet--' + +The door opened at that moment for the afternoon tea, which was earlier +than usual, to follow of Miss Mohun's reaching the station in time for +her train. Lady Merrifield was to drive her, and it was the turn of +Dolores to go out, so that she shared the refection instead of waiting +for gouter. In the midst the Miss Hackets were announced, and there were +exclamations of great joy at the sight of Miss Mohun; as she and Miss +Hacket flew upon each other, and to the very last moment, discussed the +all-engrossing subject of G.F.S. politics. + +Nevertheless, while Miss Mohun was hurrying on her sealskin in her +sister's room, she found an opportunity of saying, 'Take care, Lily, I +saw a note pass between those two.' + +'My dear Jenny, how could you? You were going on the whole time about +cards and premiums and associates. Oh! yes, I know a peacock or a lynx +is nothing to you, but how was it possible? Why, I was making talk to +Constance all along, and trying to make Dolly speak of her father's +letter.' + +'I might retort by talking of moles and bats! Did you never hear of +the London clergyman whose silver cream-jug, full of cream too, was +abstracted by the penitent Sunday school boy whom he was exhorting over +his breakfast-table?' + +'I don't believe London curates have silver jugs or cream either!' + +'A relic of past wealth, like St. Gregory's one silver dish, and perhaps +it was milk. Well, to descend to particulars. It was done with a meaning +glance, as Dolores was helping her on with her cloud, and was instantly +disposed of in the pocket.' + +'I wonder what I ought to do about it,' sighed Lady Merrifield, 'If I +had seen it myself I should have no doubts. Oh! if Jasper were but here! +And yet it is hardly a thing to worry him about. It is most likely to be +quite innocent.' + +'Well, then you can speak of the appearance of secrecy as bad manners. +You will have her all to yourself as you go home.' + +But when the aunts came downstairs, Dolores was not there. On being +called, she sent a voice down, over the balusters, that she was not +going. + +Aunt Jane shrugged her shoulders. There was barely time to reach the +train, so that it was impossible to do anything at the moment; but in +the Merrifield family bad manners and disrespect were never passed over, +Sir Jasper having made his wife very particular in that respect; and as +soon as she came home in the twilight, she looked into the school-room, +but Dolores was not there, and then into the drawing-room, where she was +found learning her lessons by firelight. + +'My dear, why did you not go with your Aunt Jane and me?' + +'I did not want to go. It was so cold,' said Dolores in a glum tone. + +'Would it not have been kinder to have found that out sooner? If I had +not met the others in the paddock, and picked up Valetta, the chance +would have been missed, and you knew she wanted to go.' + +Dolores knew it well enough. The reason she was in this room was that +all the returning party had fallen upon her; Wilfred had called her a +dog in the manger, and Gillian herself had not gainsayed him--but the +general indignation had only made her feel, 'what a fuss about the +darling.' + +'Another time, too,' added Lady Merrifield, 'remember that it would +be proper to come down and speak to me instead of shouting over the +balusters in that unmannerly way; without so much as taking leave of +your Aunt Jane. If she had not been almost late for her train, I should +have insisted.' + +'You might, and I should not have come if you had dragged me,' thought, +but did not say, Dolores. She only stood looking dogged, and not +attempting the 'I beg your pardon,' for which her aunt was waiting. + +'I think,' said Lady Merrifield, gently, 'that when you consider it a +little, you will see that it would be well to be more considerate and +gracious. And one thing more, my dear, I can have no passing of private +notes between you and Constance Hacket. You see a good deal of each +other openly, and such doings are very silly and missish, and have an +underhand appearance such as I am sure your father would not like.' + +Dolores burst out with, 'I didn't,' and as Primrose at this instant ran +in to help mamma take off her things, she turned on her heel and went +away, leaving Lady Merrifield trusting to a word never hitherto in that +house proved to be false, rather than to those glances of Aunt Jane, +which had been always held in the Mohun family to be a little too +discerning and ubiquitous to be always relied on; and it was a +satisfactory recollection that at the farewell moment when Miss Jane +professed to have observed the transaction, she had been heard saying, +'Yes, it will never do to be too slack in inquiring into antecedents, or +the whole character of the society will be given up,' and with her black +eyes fixed full upon Miss Hacket's face. + + + + +CHAPTER X. -- THE EVENING STAR + + + +'Oh, Connie dear, I had such a fright! Do you know you must never +venture to give me anything when any one is there--especially Aunt Jane. +I am sure it was her, she is always spying about?' + +'Well, but dearest Dolly, I couldn't tell that she would be there, and +when I got your letter I could not keep it back, you know, so I made +Mary come up and call on Lady Merrifield for the chance of being able to +give it to you--and I thought it was so lucky Miss Mohun was there, for +she and Mary were quite swallowed up in their dear G.F.S.' + +'You don't know Aunt Jane! And the worst of it is she always makes Aunt +Lilias twice as cross! I did get into such a row only because I didn't +want to go driving with the two old aunts in the dark and cold, and be +scolded all the way there and back.' + +'When you had a letter to read too!' + +'And then Aunt Lily said all manner of cross things about giving notes +between us. I was so glad I could say I didn't, for you know I didn't +give it to you, and it wasn't between us.' + +'You cunning child!' laughed Constance, rather amused at the sophistry. + +'Besides,' argued Dolores, 'what right has she to interfere between my +uncle and my friends and me? + +'You dear! Yes, it is all jealousy!' + +'I have heard--or I have read,' said Dolores, 'that when people ask +questions they have no right to put, it is quite fair to give them a +denial, or at least to go as near the wind as one can.' + +'To be sure,' assented Constance, 'or one would not get on at all! But +you have no told me a word about your letters.' + +'Father's letter? Oh, he tells me a great deal about his voyage, and all +the funny creatures they get up with the dredge. I think he will be sure +to write a book about them, and make great discoveries. And now he +is staying with Aunt Phyllis in New Zealand, and he is thinking, poor +father, how well off I must be with Aunt Lilias. He little knows!' + +'Oh, but you could write to him, dearest!' + +'He wouldn't get the letter for so long. Besides, I don't think I could +say anything he would care about. Gentlemen don't, you know.' + +'No! gentlemen can't enter into our feelings, or know what it is to be +rubbed against and never appreciated. But your uncle! Was the letter +from him?' + +'Oh yes! And where do you think he is? At Darminster--editing a paper +there. It is called the Darminster Politician. He said he sent a copy +here.' + +"Oh yes, I know; Mary and I could not think where it came from. It had a +piece of a story in it, and some poetry. I wonder if he would put in my +'Evening Star.'" + +'You may read his letter if you like; you see he says he would run over +to see me if it were not for the dragons.' + +'I wish he could come and meet you here. It would be so romantic, but +you see Mary is half a dragon herself, and would be afraid of Lady +Merrifield'--then, reading the letter,--'How droll! How clever! What a +delightful man he must be! How very strange that all your family should +be so prejudiced against him! I'll tell you what, Dolores, I will write +and subscribe for the Darminster Politician my own self--I must see +the rest of that story--and then Mary can't make any objection; I can't +stand never seeing anything but Church Bells, and then you can read it +too, darling.' + +'Oh, thank you, Connie. Then I shall have got him one subscriber, as +he asks me to do. I am afraid I shan't get any more, for I thought +Aunt Lily was in a good humour yesterday, and I put one of the little +advertisement papers he sent out on the table, and she found it, and +only said something about wondering who had sent the advertisement of +that paper that Mr. Leadbitter didn't approve of. She is so dreadfully +fussy and particular. She won't let even Gillian read anything she +hasn't looked over, and she doesn't like anything that isn't goody +goody.' + +'My poor darling! But couldn't you write and get your uncle to look at +some of my poor little verses that have never seen the light?' + +'I dare say I could,' said Dolores, pleased to be able to patronize. +'Oh, but you must not write on both sides of the paper, I know, for +father and mother were always writing for the press.' + +'Oh, I'll copy them out fresh! Here's the 'Evening Star.' It was +suggested by the sound of the guns firing at the autumn manoevres; +here's the 'Bereaved Mother's Address to her Infant:' + + + 'Sweet little bud of stainless white, + Thou'lt blossom in the garden of light.' + + +'Mary thought that so sweet she asked Miss Mohun to send it to Friendly +Leaves, but she wouldn't--Miss Mohun I mean; she said she didn't think +they would accept it, and that the lines didn't scan. Now I'm sure its +only Latin and Greek that scan! English rhymes, and doesn't scan! That's +the difference!' + +'To be sure!' said Dolores, 'but Aunt Jane always does look out for what +nobody else cares about. Still I wouldn't send the baby-verses to Uncle +Alfred, for they do sound a little bit goody, and the 'Evening Star' +would be better.' + +The verses were turned over and discussed until the summons came to tea, +poured out by kind old Miss Hacket, who had delighted in providing her +young guests with buttered toast and tea cakes. + +Dolores went home quite exhilarated and unusually amiable. + +Her letter to her father was finished the next day. It contained the +following information. + +'Uncle Alfred is at Darminster. He is sub-editor to the Politician, the +Liberal county paper. I do not suppose Aunt Lilias will let me see him, +for she does not like anything that dear mother did. There is a childish +obsolete tone of mind here; I suppose it is because they have never +lived in London, and the children are all so young of their age, and so +rude, Wilfred most especially. Even Gillian, who is sixteen, likes quite +childish games, and Mysie, who is my age, is a mere child in tastes, and +no companion. I do wish I could have gone with you.' + +Lady Merrifield wrote by the same mail, 'Your Dolores is quite well, and +shows herself both clever and well taught. Miss Vincent thinks highly of +her abilities, and gets on with her better than any one else, except +the daughter of our late Vicar, for whom she has set up a strong girlish +friendship. She plainly has very deep affections, which are not readily +transferred to new claimants, but I feel sure that we shall get on in +time.' + +Miss Mohun wrote, 'Lily and I enjoyed your letter together. Dolly looks +all the better for country life, though I am afraid she has not learnt +to relish it, nor to assimilate with the Merrifield children as I +expected. I don't think Lily has quite fathomed her as yet, but 'cela +viendra' with patience, only mayhap not without a previous explosion. I +fancy it takes a long time for an only child to settle in among a large +family. It was a great pity you could not see Lily yourself. To my +dismay I encountered Flinders in the street at Darminster last week. I +believe he is on the staff of a paper there, happily Dolly does not know +it, nor do I think he knows where she is.' + +In another three weeks, Constance was in the utmost elation, for 'On +hearing the cannonade of the Autumn Manoeuvres' was in print, and Miss +Hacket was so much delighted that justice should be done to her sister's +abilities, that she forgot Mr. Leadbitter's disapproval, and ordered +half a dozen copies of the Politician for the present, and one for the +future. + +Dolores, walking home in the twilight, could not help showing Gillian, +in confidence, the precious slip, though it was almost too dark to read +the small type. + +'Newspaper poetry, I thought that always was trumpery,' said Gillian, +making a youthfully sweeping assertion. + +'Many great poets have begun with a periodical press,' said Dolores, +picking up a sentence which she had somewhere read. + +'I thought you hated English poetry, Dolly! You always grumble at having +to learn it.' + +'Oh, that is lessons.' + +"'Il Penseroso,' for instance." + +'This is a very different thing.' + +'That it certainly is,' said Gillian, beginning to read-- + + + 'How lovely mounts the evening star + Climbing the sunset skies afar.' + + +'What a wonderful evening! Why, the evening star was going up backward!' + +'You only want to make nonsense of it.' + +'It is not I that make nonsense!' said Gillian, 'why, don't you see, +Dolly, which way the sun and everything moves?' + +'This is the evening star,' said Dolores, sulkily. 'It was just rising.' + +'I do believe you think it rises in the west.' + +'You always see it there. You showed it to me only last Sunday.' + +'Do you think it had just risen?' + +'Of course the stars rise when the sun sets.' + +Gillian could hardly move for laughing. 'My dear Dolores, you to be +daughter to a scientific man! Don't you know that the stars are in the +sky, going on all the time, only we can't see them till the sunlight is +gone?' + +But Dolores was too much offended to attend, and only grunted. She +wanted to get the cutting away from Gillian, but there was no doing so. + + + 'The mist is rising o'er the mead, + With silver hiding grass and reed; + 'Tis silent all, on hill and heath, + The evening winds, they hardly breathe; + What sudden breaks the silent charm, + The echo wakes with wild alarm. + With rapid, loud, and furious rattle, + Sure 'tis the voice of deadly battle, + Bidding the rustic swain to fly + Before his country's enemy.' + + +'Did anybody ever hear of a sham fight in the evening?' cried the +soldier's daughter indignantly. 'There, I can't see any more of it.' + +'Give it to me, then.' + +'You are welcome! Where did it come from? Let me look. C.H. Oh, did +Constance Hacket write it? Nobody else could be so delicious, or so far +superior to Milton.' + +'You knew it all the time, and that was the reason you made game of it.' + +'No, indeed it was not, Dolores. I did not guess. You should have told +me at first.' + +'You would have gone on about it all the same.' + +'No, indeed, I hope not. I did not mean to vex you; but how was I to +know it was so near your heart?' + +'I ought to have known better than to have shown it to you! You are +always laughing at her and me all over the house--and now--' + +'Come, Dolly. I never meant to hurt your feelings. I will promise not to +tell the others about it.' + +No answer. There was something hard and swelling in Dolores's throat. + +'Won't that do?' said Gillian. 'You know I can't say that I admire it, +but I'm sorry I hurt you, and I'll take care the others don't tease you +about it.' + +Dolores made hardly any answer, but it was a sort of pacification, and +Gillian said not a word to the younger ones. Still she thought it no +breach of her promise, when they were all gone to bed, and she the sole +survivor, to tell her mother how inadvertently she had affronted Dolores +by cutting up the verses, before she knew whose they were. + +'I am sorry,' said Lady Merrifield. 'Anything that tends to keep Dolores +aloof from us is a pity.' + +'But, mama, I had no notion whose they were.' + +'You saw that she was pleased with them.' + +'Yes, but that was the more ridiculous. Fancy the evening star climbing +up--up--you know in the sunset!' + +'Portentous, certainly! Yet still I wish you could have found it in your +heart to take advantage of any feeler towards sympathy.' + +'How could I pretend to admire such stuff?' + +'You need not pretend; but there are two ways of taking hold of a thing +without being untrue. If you had been a little wiser and more forbearing +you need not have given Dolores such a shock as would drive her in upon +herself. Depend upon it, the older you grow, the more dangerous you will +find it to begin by hitting the blots.' + +Gillian looked on in some curiosity when the next day good Miss Hacket, +enchanted with her dear Connie's success, trotted up to display the +lines to Lady Merrifield, who on her side felt bound to set an example +alike of tenderness and sincerity, and was glad to be able to observe, +'The lines run very smoothly. This must be a great pleasure to her.' + +'Indeed it is! Connie is so clever. I always say I can't think where she +got it from; but we always tried to give her very advantage, and she was +quite a favourite pupil at Miss Dormer's. Is not it a sweet idea, the +stillness of the evening broken by the sounds of battle, and then it +proving to be only our brave defenders?' + +'Yes,' was the answer. 'I have often thought of that, and of what it +might be to hear those volleys of musketry in earnest. It has made me +very thankful.' + +So Miss Hacket went away gratified, and Gillian owned that it would have +been useless to wound the good lady's feelings by criticism, though her +mother made her understand that if her opinion had been asked, or Connie +herself had shown the verses, it would have been desirable to point +out the faults, in a kindly spirit. The wonder was, how they could have +found their way into the paper, and they were followed by more with the +like signature. + +Indeed, the great sensational tale, 'The Waif of the Moorland,' was +being copied out of the books where it had been first written. Dolores +had sounded Mr. Flinders on the subject, and he had replied that he +could ensure its consideration by a publisher, but that her fair friend +must be aware that an untried author must be prepared for some risk. + +Constance could hardly abstain from communicating her hopes to her +sister; but Mr. Leadbitter--to whom the poetry was duly shown--had given +such a character of the Darminster Politician that Miss Hacket besought +Constance to have no more to do with it. Besides, she was so entirely a +lady, and so conscientious, that all her tender blindness would not +have prevented her from being shocked at encouraging, or profiting by, a +surreptitious correspondence. + +Constance declared that Mr. Leadbitter's objection to the paper was +merely political, and her sister was too willing that she should be +gratified to protest any further. The copying had to be done in secret, +since it was impossible to confess the hopes founded on Mr. Flinders, +and it therefore lasted several weeks, each fresh portion being +communicated to Dolores on Sunday afternoons. There were at first a +few scruples on Constance's part whether this were exactly a Sunday +occupation; but Dolores pronounced that 'the Sabbatarian system was +gone out,' and after Constance had introduced the ghostly double of her +vanished waif walking in a surpliced procession, she persuaded herself +that there was a sufficient aroma of religion about the story to bring +it within the pale of Sunday books. + +The days were shortening so that Lady Merrifield had doubts as to the +fitness of letting the girls return in the dark, but Gillian would have +been grieved to relinquish her class, and the matter was adjusted by the +two remaining till evensong, when there was sure to be sufficient escort +for them to come home with. + +Therewith arrived the holidays and Jasper, whose age came between those +of Gillian and Mysie. Dolores had looked forward to his coming, for, by +all the laws of fiction, he was bound to be the champion of the orphan +niece, and finally to develop into her lover and hero. In 'No Home,' +when Clare's aunt locked her up and fed her on bread and water for +playing the piano better than her spiteful cousin Augusta, Eric, the boy +of the family, had solaced her with cold pie and ice-creams drawn up +in a basket by a cord from the window. He had likewise forced from his +cruel mother the locket which proved Clare's identity with the mourning +countess's golden-haired grandchild and heiress, and he had finally been +rewarded with her hand, becoming in some mysterious manner Lord Eric. + +Jasper, however, or Japs, as his family preferred to call him, proved +to be a big, shy boy, not at all delighted with the introduction of a +stranger among his sisters, neither golden-haired nor all-accomplished, +only making him feel his home invaded, and looking at him with her great +eyes. + +'Is that girl here for good?' he asked, when he found himself with Harry +and Gillian. + +'Yes, of course,' said the cousin, 'while her father is away, and that +is for three years.' + +Jasper whistled. + +'Aunt Ada said,' added Gillian, 'that if she got too tiresome, mamma had +Uncle Maurice's leave to send her to school.' + +'That would be no good to me,' said Jasper, 'for she would still be here +in the holidays.' + +'Has she been getting worse?' asked Harry. + +'No, I don't know that she has,' said Gillian, 'except that she runs +after that Constance more than ever. But, I say, Jasper, mamma says she +is particularly anxious that there should be no teasing of her; and you +can hinder Wilfred better than anybody can. She wants her to be really +at home, and one--' + +But though Jasper was very fond both of mother and sister, he would not +stand a second-hand lecture, and broke in with an inquiry about chances +of rabbit-shooting. + +Among his juniors he heard more opinions and more undisguised, when the +whole party had rushed out together to the stable-yard to inspect the +rabbits and other live-stock. + +'And Dolly says you are a fright,' sighed Mysie, condoling with a very +awkward-looking puppy which she was nursing. + +'She! she thinks everything a fright!' said Valetta. + +'Except Constance,' added Wilfred. + +'Who is ugliest of all!' politely chimed in Fergus. + +'Oh, Japs, she is such a nasty girl--Dolly, I mean!' cried Valetta. + +"You know you ought not to say 'nasty,'" exclaimed Mysie. + +'Well, but she is!' insisted Val. 'She squashed a dear little ladybird, +and said it would sting!' + +'She really thought it would,' said Mysie. + +At which the young barbarians shouted aloud with contempt, and Valetta +added. 'She is afraid of everything--cows and dogs and frogs.' + +'I got a whole match-box full of grasshoppers to shut up in her desk +and make her squall,' said Wilfred, 'only the girls went and turned them +out.' + +'It was so cruel to the poor grasshoppers,' said Mysie. 'One had his +horn broken, and dragged his leg.' + +'What does she do?' asked Jasper. + +'She's always cross,' said Fergus. + +'And she won't play,' added Valetta. 'And never will lend us anything of +hers.' + +'And she's a regular sneak,' said Wilfred. 'She wants to tell of +everything--only we stopped that and she doesn't dare now.' + +'You see,' said Mysie, gravely, 'she has always lived alone and in +London, and that makes her horribly stupid about everything sensible. We +thought we should soon teach her to be nice; and mamma says we shall if +we are patient.' + +'We'll teach her, won't we, Japs!' said Wilfred, aside, in an ominous +voice. + +'She is only thirteen,' added Valetta, 'and she pretends to be grown up, +and only to care for a grown-up young lady--that Constance Hacket.' + +'Yes,' added Mysie, 'only think--they write poetry!' + +'What rot it must be!' said Jasper. 'There's a man in my house that +writes poetry, and don't they chaff him! And this must be ever so much +worse.' + +'Oh, that it is,' said Valetta. 'I heard Mr. Poulter and Miss Vincent +laughing about it like anything.' + +'But they get it put into print,' said Mysie, still impressed. 'Miss +Hacket brought it up to give to mamma, and there's ever so much of it +shut up in the drawing-room blotting-book with the malachite knobs. I +can't think why they laugh--I think it is very pretty. Old Miss Hacket +read me the one about "My Lost Dove."' + +'Mysie always will stick up for Dolores,' said Valetta in a grumbling +voice. + +'I always meant her to be my friend,' said Mysie, disconsolately. + +'Well, I'm glad she's not,' said Jasper. 'What a sell it would have +been for me to find you chummy with a stupid, poetry-writing, +good-for-nothing girl like that, instead of my jolly old Mice!' + +And at that minute all Dolly's slights were fully compensated for! + +There was a lurking purpose in the boys' minds that if Dolores would +not join in fun, yet still fun should be extracted from her. Jasper +had brought home a box of Japanese fireworks, and Wilfred, who was +superintending his unpacking, proposed to light the serpent and place it +in Dolores's path as she was going up to bed; but Jasper was old enough +to reply that he would have no concern with anything so low and snobbish +as such a trick. In fact, there was in Jasper's mind a decided line +between bullying and teasing, which did not exist as yet in Wilfred's +conscience. And, altogether, Dolores was in a state of mind that made +her stiff letters to her father betray low spirits and discontent. + +On Sunday, while waiting for the early dinner, Jasper and Mysie happened +to be together in the drawing-room, and Mysie took the opportunity of +showing her brother the different cuttings of poetry. The lines were +smooth, and some had a certain swing in them such as Mysie, with an +unformed taste, a love for Miss Hacket, and amazement that the words +of a familiar acquaintance of her own should appear in print, genuinely +admired. But the eyes of a youth exercised in 'chaffing' the productions +of one of his fellow 'men' were infinitely more critical. Besides, what +could be more shocking to the General's son than the confusion between +the evening gun and the sham fight? And Mysie had been reduced +to confusion for not detecting the faults, and then pardoned in +consideration of being only a girl, by the time the gong summoned them +to the Sunday roast beef. + +The dinner over, the female part of the family, scampered headlong +upstairs, while Harry repaired with his mother to her room to talk over +a letter from his father respecting his plans on leaving Oxford. The +other boys hung about the hall, until Gillian and Dolores came down +equipped for walking. 'Hollo, Gill! All right! Where's Mysie? We'll be +off! Mysie! Mice! Mouse! Val!' + +'You must wait for them, Japs,' said Gillian. 'They are having their +dresses changed; and, don't you remember, I always go to Miss Hacket's.' + +'Botheration! What for?' + +'You know very well.' + +'Oh yes. To help her to write touching verses about the sweet dead dove, +with voice and plumage soft as love, eh? Only, Gill, I'm afraid +your memory is failing, if you don't know the evening gun from rifle +practice.' + +'Nonsense! that's no concern of mine,' said Gillian, opening the front +door, very anxious to get Dolores away from hearing anything worse. + +'Oh, that's your modesty. Only such a conjunction could have produced +such a scene that the evening star came up backwards to look at it!' + +'For shame, Jasper! How in the world did you get hold of that?' + +'Too sweet a thing not to meet with universal fame,' said Jasper, to +whom it was exquisite fun to assume that Gillian devoted her Sunday +afternoons to the concoction of such poetry with Constance Hacket, +and thus to revenge himself for his disgust and jealousy at having his +favourite companion and slave engrossed. Wilfred hopped about like an +imp in ecstasy, grinning in the face of Dolores, whom Gillian longed to +free from her tormentors. The shout was welcome, as Mysie and Valetta +came tearing down the drive after them. + +'Japs! Japs! Oh, we couldn't come before because nurse would make us +take off our Sunday serges. Come and let out the dogs. Mamma says we may +see if there are any nice fir cones in the plantation to gild for the +Christmas-tree.' + +'And you won't come?' said Jasper. 'The Muses must meet. What a poem you +will produce! + + + 'Hear I a cannon or a rifle, + That is an unessential trifle!' + + +'What nonsense boys do talk!' said Gillian, turning her back on them +with regret; for much as she loved her class, she better loved a +walk with Jasper, and here was Dolores on her hands in a state of +exasperation, believing her to have broken her promise, and muttering, + +'You set him on.' + +'No, indeed I never did! You know I promised.' + +'There are plenty of ways of getting out of a promise.' + +'Speak for yourself, Dolores.' + +There were ten minutes of offended silence, and then Gillian said, 'This +is nonsense! You may believe me, I was sorry I laughed at the first +verses you showed me, and mamma said I ought not. We never spoke of it, +but Miss Hacket has been giving mamma all the poems, and Jasper must +have got at them. Don't you see?' + +'Oh yes, you say so,' said Dolores, sulkily. + +'You don't believe me!' + +'You promised that your brothers should never hear of it.' + +'I promised for myself. I couldn't promise for what was put into a +newspaper and trumpeted all over the place,' said Gillian, really angry +now. + +Dolores could not deny this, but she was hurt by the word trumpeted; +and besides, her own slippery behaviour was weakening her trust in other +people's sincerity, and she only gave a kind of grunt; but Gillian, +recovering herself a little, and remembering her mother's words, +proceeded to argue. 'Besides, it was me whom Jasper meant to tease, not +you.' + +'I don't care which it was. He is as bad as the rest of them!' + +Gillian attempted no more conciliation, and they arrived in silence at +the Casement Cottages, where Constance was awaiting her friend in the +greatest excitement; for she had despatched 'The Waif of the Moorland' +to Mr. Flinders in the course of the week, and had received a letter +from him in return, saying that a personal interview with the gifted +authoress would be desirable. + +'And I do long to see him; don't you, darling? + +'It is very hard that he should be kept away from me,' said Dolores, +trying to stir up some tender feelings. + +'That it is, my poor sweet! I thought whether he could come to me for +a merely literary consultation without Mary's knowing anything further +about it, and then we could contrive for you to come down and meet him; +but there are so many horrid prejudices that I suppose it would not be +safe.' + +'I don't see how I could come down here without the others. Aunt Lily +won't let me come alone, and though it is holiday time, that is no good, +for those horrid boys are always about, and I see that Jasper is going +to be worse even than Wilfred. + +Various ways and means were discussed, but no excuse seemed available +for either Constance's going to Darminster, or for Mr. Flinders coming +to Silverton, without exciting suspicion. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. -- SECRET EXPEDITION + + + +'The Christmas-tree! Oh, mamma, do let it be the Christmas-tree. It is +quite well. We've been to look at it.' + +'Christmas-trees have got so stale, Val,' said Gillian. + +'Rot!' put in Jasper. + +'Oh, please, please, mamma,' implored Valetta, 'please let it be the +dear old Christmas-tree! You said I should choose because it will be my +birthday.' + +'There is no need to whine, Val; you shall have your tree.' + +'I'm so glad!' cried Mysie. 'The dear old tree is best of all. I could +never get tired of it if I lived to be a hundred years old.' + +'Such are institutions,' said their mother. 'I never heard of a +Christmas-tree till I was twice your age.' + +'Oh, mamma! How dreadful! What did you do?' + +'I suppose it is all very well for you kids,' said Jasper, loftily, +putting his hands in his pockets. + +'Perhaps something may be found interesting eve: to the high and mighty +elders,' observed Lady Merrifield. + +'Oh! What, mamma?' + +Mamma, of course, only looked mysterious. + +'And,' added Val, 'mayn't we all go on a secret expedition and buy +things for it?' + +'We've all been saving up,' added Mysie; 'and everybody knows every +single thing in all the shop at Silverton.' + +'Besides,' added Gillian, 'the sconces will none of them hold, and +almost all the golden globes got smashed in coming from Dublin, and one +of the birds has its head off, and another has lost its spun-glass tail, +and another its legs.' + +'A bird of Paradise,' said Lady Merrifield, laughing; 'but wasn't there +a tree at Malta decked with no apparatus at all?' + +'Yes, but Alley and Phyl can do anything!' + +'I think we must ask Aunt Jane---' + +There was a howl. 'Oh, please, mamma, don't let Aunt Jane get all the +things! We do so want to choose.' + +'You impatient monsters! You haven't heard me out, and you don't deserve +it.' + +'Oh, mamma, I beg your pardon!' 'Oh, mamma, please!' 'Oh, mamma, pray!' +cried the most impatient howlers, dancing round her. + +'What I was about to observe, before the interruption by the honourable +members, was, that we might perhaps ask Aunt Jane and Aunt Ada to +receive at luncheon a party of caterers for this same tree.' + +'Oh! oh! oh!' 'How delicious!' 'Hooray!' 'That's what I call jolly fun!' + +'And, mamma,' added Gillian, 'perhaps we might let Miss Hacket join. +I know she wants to get up something for a G.F.S. class; but mamma was +attending to Primrose, and the brothers burst in. + +'There goes Gill, spoiling it all!' exclaimed Wilfred. + +'That's always the way,' said Jasper. 'Girls must puzzle everything up +with some philanthropic Great Fuss Society dodge.' + +'I am sure, Jasper,' said Gillian, 'I don't see why it should spoil +anything to make other people happy. I thought we were told to make +feasts not only for our own friends--' + +'Gill's getting just like old Miss Hacket,' said Wilfred. + +'Or sweet Constance,' put in Jasper. 'She'll be writing poems next.' + +'Hush! hush! boys,' said Lady Merrifield. 'I do not mean to interfere +with your pleasure, 'but I had rather our discussions were not entirely +selfish. Suppose, Gillian, we walked down to Casement Cottages, and +consulted Miss Hacket.' + +This was done, in the company of all the little girls, for Miss Hacket's +cats, doves, and gingerbread were highly popular; moreover, Dolores was +glad of a chance sight of Constance. + +'My dear,' said Lady Merrifield, as Gillian walked beside her, 'you must +be satisfied with giving Miss Hacket the reversion of our tree, and +you and Mysie can go and help her. It will not do to make these kind of +works a nuisance to your brothers.' + +'I did not think Jasper would have been so selfish as to object,' said +Gillian, almost tearfully. + +'Remember that boys have a very short time at home, and cannot be +expected to care for these things like those who work in them,' said +Lady Merrifield. 'It will not make them do so, to bore them, and take +away their sense of home and liberty. At the same time, they must not +expect to have everything sacrificed to them, and so I shall make Jasper +understand.' + +'You won't scold him, mamma?' + +'Can't you, any of you, trust me, Gill?' + +'Oh! mamma! Only I didn't want him to think. I wouldn't do everything +he liked, except that I don't want him to be unkind about those poor +girls.' + +Miss Hacket was perfectly enraptured at the offer of the reversion of +the Christmas-tree and its trapping. Valetta's birthday was on the 28th +of December and the tree was to be lighted on the ensuing evening +for G.F.S. Moreover, the party would go to Rockstone as soon as an +appointment could be made with Miss Mohun, to make selections at a great +German fancy shop, recently opened there, and in full glory; and the +Hacket sisters were invited to join the party, starting at a quarter +to eight, and returning at a few minutes after seven, the element +of darkness at each end only adding to the charm in the eyes of the +children, and Valetta, with a little leap, repeated that it would be a +real secret expedition. + +'Very secret indeed,' said her mother, 'considering how many it is known +to--' + +'Yes, but it is, mamma, for everybody has a secret from everybody.' + +The words made Constance and Dolores look round with a start from their +colloquy under the shade of the window-curtains, but no one was thinking +of them. Just as the plans were settled, Constance came forward, saying, +'Lady Merrifield, may I have dear Dolores to spend the day with me? We +neither of us wish to join your kind party to Rockstone, and we should so +enjoy being together.' + +'I had much rather stay,' added Dolores. + +'Very well,' said Lady Merrifield, reflecting that her sisters would be +grateful for the diminution of the party, and that it would be easier to +keep the peace without Dolores. + +The defection was hailed with joy by her cousins, though they were +struck dumb at her extraordinary taste in not liking shopping. + +Jasper did look rather small when his mother assured him in private +he might have trusted her to see that he was not to be incommoded with +Gillian's girls, and he only observed, in excuse for his murmurs, that +it made a man mad to see his sisters always off after some charity fad +or other. + +"'Always' being a few hours once a week," she said. + +'Just when one wants her.' + +'Look here, my boy,' she said, 'you don't want your sisters to be +selfish, useless, fine ladies--never doing any one any good. If they +take up good works, they can't drop them entirely to wait on you. +Gillian does give up a great deal, and it would be kinder to forbear a +little, and not treat all she does as an injury to yourself.' + +'I only meant to get a rise out of her.' + +'You are quite welcome to do that, provided it is done in good nature. +Gill is quite sound stuff enough to be laughed at! But, I say, my Japs, +I should prefer your letting Dolores alone; she has not learned to be +laughed at yet, and has not come even to the stage for being taught to +bear it.' + +'She looks fit to turn the cream sour,' observed Jasper. 'I say, mamma, +you don't want me to go on this shopping business, do you?' + +'Not by any means, sir.' + +Happily, the chance of a day's rabbit shooting presented itself at a +warren some miles off, and Harry undertook the care of Wilfred, who gave +his word of honour to obey implicitly and take no liberties with the +guns. Fergus would gladly have gone with them, but he was still young +enough to be sensible of the attractions of toy-shops. Only Primrose had +to be left to the nursery, and there was no need to waste pity on her, +for on such an occasion Mrs. Halfpenny would relax her mood, and lay +herself out to be agreeable, when she had exhausted her forebodings +about her leddyship making herself ill for a week gaun rampaging about +with all the bairns, as if she was no better than one herself. + +'I shall let Miss Mohun do most of the rampaging, nurse; but, if it is +fine, will you take Miss Primrose into the town and let her choose her +own cards. I have given her a florin, and if you make the most of that +for her, she will be as happy as going with us.' + +'That I will, my leddy. Bairns is easy content when ye ken how to sort +'em.' + +'And, nurse, I believe there will be a box from Sir Jasper at the +station. It may come home in the waggonette that takes us. Will you and +Macrae get it safe into the store-room, for I don't want the children to +see it too soon?' + +There was nothing but satisfaction in the house on the morning of the +expedition. The untimely candle-light breakfast was only a fresh element +of delight, and so was the paling gas at the station, the round, red sun +peeping out through a yellow break between grey sky and greyer woods; +the meeting Miss Hacket in her fur cloak, the taking of the tickets, +the coughing of the train, the tumbling into one of the many empty +carriages, the triumphant start,--all seemed as fresh and delicious as +if the young people had never taken a journey before in all their lives. +The fog in the valleys, the sleepy villages, the half-roused stations, +all gave rise to exclamations, and nothing was regretted but that the +windows would get clouded over. + +Even the waiting at the junction had its charms, for it was enlivened by +a supplementary breakfast on rolls and milk! and at a few minutes past +eleven the train was drawing up at Rockstone, and Aunt Jane, sealskins +and all, was beckoning from the platform, hurrying after the carriage as +it swept past, and holding out a hand to jump the party from the door. + +There she was, ready to take them to the most charming and cheapest +shops, where the coins burning in those five pockets would go the +furthest. Go in a cab? No, I thank you, it is far more delightful to +walk. So mamma and Miss Hacket were stowed away in the despised vehicle, +to make the purchases that nobody cared about, or which were to be +unseen and unknown till the great day; while Aunt Jane undertook to +guide the young people through the town, for her house was at the other +end of it securing the Christmas-cards on the way, if nothin' else. For, +though all the cards and gifts to mamma, and a good many besides, were +of domestic manufacture, some had to be purchased, and she knew, this +wonderful woman, where to get cards of former seasons at reduced prices +to suit their youthful finances. + +Considerable patience was requisite before all the choices were made, +and the balance cast between cards and presents, and Miss Mohun got her +quartette past all the shop windows, to the seaside villa, shut in by +tamarisks, which Aunt Adeline believed to be the only place that suited +her health. Mamma and Miss Hacket had already arrived, and filled the +little vestibule with parcels and boxes. + +Then the early dinner! The aunts had anticipated their Christmas turkey +for that goodly company to help them eat it, but afterwards there +was only time for a mince pie all round; for more than half the work +remained to be done by all except mamma, who would stay and rest with +Aunt Ada, having finished all that could not be deputed. + +However, first she had a conference in private with Aunt Jane, who +undertook therein to come to Silverton for Valetta's birthday, and add +astonishment and mystery sufficient to satisfy such of the public as +were weary of Christmas-trees. She added, however, 'You will think I +am always at you. Lily, but did you know that Flinders is living at +Darminster?' + +'No; but it is five and twenty miles off, and he has never troubled us.' + +'Don't be too secure. He is in connection with that low paper--the +Politician--which methinks, is the place where those remarkable poems of +Miss Constance's have appeared.' + +'Is it not the way of poetry of that calibre to see the light in county +papers?' + +'This seems to me of a lower calibre than is likely to get in without +private interest.' + +'But to my certain knowledge the child has neither written to, nor heard +of the man all this time.' + +'You don't know what goes on with her bosom friend.' + +'I am certain Miss Hacket would connive at nothing underhand. Besides, I +have never seen any thing sly or deceitful in poor Dolores. She will not +make friends with us, that is all, and that may be our fault.' + +'I only say, look out, you unsuspicious dame!' + +'Now, Jenny, satisfy my curiosity as to how you know all this. I am sure +I never showed you those effusions. We have had trouble enough about +them, for the children cut them up in a way Dolores has never forgiven.' + +'Oh! Miss Hacket sent them to me, to ask if 'Mollsey to her Babe' +and 'The Canary' might not be passed on to Friendly Leaves. And as to +Flinders, when I went to the G.F.S. Conference at Darminster I met the +man full in the street, and, of course, I inquired afterwards how he +came there. So there's nothing preternatural about it.' + +'It is well you did not live two hundred years ago, or you would +certainly have been burnt for a witch.' + +'See what a witch I shall make on the 28th! But I hear those unfortunate +children dancing and prancing with impatience on the stairs. I must go, +before they have driven Ada distracted.' + +What would the two aunts have said, could they have seen Dolores and +Constance, at that moment partaking of the most elaborate meal the +Darminster refreshment-room could supply, at a little round marble +table, in company with Mr. Flinders! They had not been obliged to start +nearly so early as the other party, as the journey was much shorter, and +with no change of line, so they had quietly walked to the station by ten +o'clock, arrived at Darminster at half-past eleven, and have been met by +the personage whom Dolores recognized as Uncle Alfred. Constance was a +little disappointed not to see something more distinguished, and less +flashy in style, but he was so polite and complimentary, and made such +touching allusions to his misfortunes and his dear sister, that she soon +began to think him exceedingly interesting, and pitied him greatly when +he said he could not take them to his lodgings--they were not fit for +his niece or her friend, who had done him a kindness for which he could +never be sufficiently grateful, in affording him a glimpse of his dear +sister's child. It made Dolores wince, for she never could bear the +mention of her mother, it was like touching a wound, and the old +sensation of discomfort and dislike to her uncle's company began to grow +over her again, now that she was not struggling against Mohun opposition +to her meeting him. He lionized them about the town, but it was a foggy, +drizzly day, one of those when the fringe of sea-coast often enjoys +finer weather than inland places; the streets were very sloppy, and +Dolores and Constance did not do much beyond purchasing a few cards and +some presents at a fancy shop, as they had agreed to do, to serve as an +excuse for their expedition in case it could not be kept a secret, +and most of the visit was made in the waiting-room at the station, or +walking up and down the platform. As to the grand point, Mr. Flinders +told Constance that her tale was talented and striking, full of great +excellence; she might hope for success equal to Ouida's--but that he had +found it quite impossible to induce a publisher to accept a work by an +unknown author, unless she advanced something. He could guarantee the +return, but she must entrust him with thirty pounds. Poor Constance! it +was a fatal blow; she had not thirty pounds in the world; she doubted +if she could raise the sum, even by her sister's help. Then Mr. Flinders +sighed, and thought that if he represented the circumstances, the firm +might be content with twenty--nay, even fifteen. Constance cheered up +a little. She did think she could make up fifteen, after the 21st, when +certain moneys became due, which she shared with her sister. She would +be left very bare all the spring--but what was that to the return +she was promised? Only Mr. Flinders impressed on her the necessity of +secrecy--even from her sister--since, he said, if he were once known +to have obtained such terms for a young authoress, he should be besieged +for ever! + +'But, Uncle Alfred,' said Dolores, 'surely my father and mother, and +all the other people I have known, did not pay to get their things +published.' + +'My dear niece, you speak as one who has been with persons of high and +established fame--the literary aristocracy, in fact. The doors once +opened, Miss Hacket will, like them, make her own terms; but such doors, +like many others, are only to be opened by a silver key.' + +There were other particulars which he talked over with the authoress in +a promenade on the platform while Dolores was left in the waiting-room; +but afterwards he indulged his niece with a tete-a-tete, asking her +father's address, and mourning over the length of time it would take to +obtain an answer from Fiji. Mr. Mohun had promised to help him, solemnly +and kindly promised, for the sake of her whom they had both loved so +much, and here he was, cut off and quite in extremity. Unfortunate as +usual, through his determined enemies, a company in which he had shares +had collapsed, he was penniless till his salary from the Politician +became due in March. Meanwhile, he should be expelled from his lodging +and brought to ruin if he could not raise a few pounds--even one. + +Dolores had nearly two pounds in her purse. Her father had left her +amply provided, and she had not much opportunity of spending. She knew +he had seen the gold when she was shopping, and when she had paid for +the refreshments, which of course she had found she had to do. With some +hesitation she said, 'If thirty shillings would be of any good to you--' + +'My dear, generous child, your dear mother's own daughter! It will be +the saving of me temporarily! But among all your wealthy relatives, +surely, considering your father's promise, you could obtain some advance +until he can be communicated with!' + +'If he is still in New Zealand, we could telegraph, and hear directly. +He did not know how long he should be there, for the ship had something +to be done to it.' + +This did not suit Mr. Flinders. Such telegrams were very expensive, and +it was too uncertain whether Mr. Mohun would be at Auckland. Surely, +Lady Merrifield, whose husband was shaking the pagoda tree, would make +an advance if she knew the circumstances. + +'I don't think she would,' said Dolores, 'I don't think they are very +rich. There is only one horse and one little pony, and my cousins have +such very tiny allowances.' + +'Haughty and poor! Stuck up and skimping. Yes, I understand. But I am +not asking from her, only an advance, on your father's promise, which +he would be certain to repay. Yes, quite certain! It is only a matter +of time. It would save me at the present moment from utter ruin and +destruction that would have broken your dear mother's heart. Oh! Mary, +what I lost in you.' Then, as perhaps he saw reflection on Dolores's +face, he added, 'She is gone, the only person who took an interest in +me, so it matters the less, and when you hear again of your unhappy +uncle you will know what drove him--' + +'If it was only an advance--I have a cheque,' began Dolores. 'If seven +pounds would do you any good--' + +'It would be salvation!' he exclaimed. + +'Father left it with me,' pursued Dolores, considering, 'in case +Professor Muhlwasser went on with his great book of coloured plates of +microscopic marine zoophytes, and sent it in. I was to keep this and pay +with it--' + +'Oh! Muhlwasser! you need not trouble about him. I saw his death in the +paper a month ago.' + +'Then I really think I might send you the cheque, and write to my father +why I did so.' + +'Ah! Dolly, I knew that your mother's daughter could never desert me.' + +More followed of the same kind, tending to make Dolores feel that she +was doing a heroically generous thing, and stifling the lurking sense in +her mind that she had no right to dispose of her father's money without +his consent. The December day began to close in, the gas was lighted, +Constance was seen disconsolately peeping out at the waiting-room door +to see whether the private conference were over. They joined her again, +and Mr. Flinders discoursed about the envy and jealousy of critics, and +success being only attained by getting into a certain clique, till she +began to look rather frightened; but reassured by the voluble list of +names and papers to which he assured her of recommendations. Then he +began to be complimentary, and she, to put on the silly tituppy kind of +face and tone wherewith she had talked to the curates at the festival. +Dolores began to find this very dull, and to feel neglected, perhaps +also cross, and doubts came across her whether she might not get into +a dreadful scrape about the money, which she certainly had no right to +dispose of. She at last broke in with, 'Uncle Alfred, are you quite sure +Professor Muhlwasser is dead?' + +'Bless your heart, child, he's as dead as Harry the Eighth,' said Mr. +Flinders in haste;' died at Berlin, of fatty degeneration of the heart! +Well, as I was saying, Miss Constance--' + +'But, uncle, I was thinking--' + +'Hush!' as a couple of ladies and a whole train of nurses and children +invaded the waiting-room, 'it won't do to talk of such little matters +in public places, you know. Would you not like a cup of tea, Miss +Constance. Will you allow me to be your cavalier?' + +People were beginning to arrive in expectation of the coming train, and +talk was not possible in the throng; at least, Mr. Flinders did not make +it so. At last the train swept up, and he was hurrying to find places +for the ladies, when there was a moment's glimpse of a handsome +moustached face at a smoking-carriage window. Dolores started, and had +almost exclaimed, 'Uncle Reginald;' but before the words were out of her +mouth, Mr. Flinders had drawn her on swiftly, among all the numbers of +people getting out and getting in, hurled her into a distant carriage, +handed Constance in after her, and muttering something about forgetting +an appointment, he vanished, without any of the arrangements about +foot-warmers that he had promised. + +'Uncle Reginald!' again exclaimed Dolores, 'I am sure it was he!' + +'Oh dear! What an escape!' answered Constance, breathless with surprise, +and settling herself with disgust and difficulty next to a fat old +farmer, as three or four more people entered and jammed them close +together. + +'Who is he?' she presently whispered. + +'Colonel Mohun. His regiment is at Galway. I know he talked of getting +over this winter if he possibly could; but Aunt Lily went away before +the post was come in.' + +'We shall have to take great care when we get out.' + +Here the train started, and conversation in undertones became +impossible, more especially as two of the farmers in the carriage were +coming back from the Smithfield Cattle Show, and were discussing the +prize oxen with all their might. It was very stuffy and close. Constance +looked ineffably fastidious and uncomfortable, and Dolores gazed at the +clouded window, and dull little lamp overhead, put in to enliven the +deepening twilight. This avoiding of Uncle Reginald brought more before +her mind a sense of wrong-doing than anything that had gone before. +She was fond of this uncle, who always made her father's house his +headquarters when in London, and used to play with her when she was a +small child, and always to take her to the Zoological Gardens, till she +declared she was too old to care for such a childish show, and then he +and her father both laughed at her so much that she would never have +forgiven anybody else; and she found he enjoyed it for his own sake far +more than she did. However, he always did take her out for walks and +sights that were sure to be amusing with him. Father, too, was quite +bright and alive when he was in the house, and thus Dolores had nothing +but pleasant associations connected with this uncle, and had heard of +the chances of his coming like a ray of light, though without much hope, +since the state of Ireland had prevented him from being able even to +run over to take leave of her father. And now he was come, she must hide +from him like a guilty thing! There was no spirit of opposition against +him in her mind, and thus she could feel that she was doing something +sad and strange. Moreover, she began to feel that her promise about the +cheque had been a rash one, and the echo of her father's voice came back +on her, saying, 'Surely, Mary, you know better than to believe a word +out of Flinders's mouth.' + +But then she thought of her mother's rare tears glistening in her eyes, +and the answer, 'Poor Alfred! I cannot give him up. Everything has been +against him.' + +It was quite dark before Silverton was reached, at half-past five, with +three quarters of an hour to spare before the other travellers were +expected. Most of their fellow passengers had got out at previous +stations, so that Constance was able to open the door and jump out so +perilously before the train had quite stopped, that a porter caught her +with a sharp word of reproof. She grasped Dolores's hand and scudded +across the platform, giving the return tickets almost before the +collector was ready. A cautious guard even exclaimed, 'What's those two +young women up to?' but was answered at once, 'They're all right! That's +nought but one of the old parson's daughters, as have been out with a +return to Darminster.' + +'A sweetheartin'?' demanded one of the bystanders, and there was a +laugh. + +Constance heard the tones and vulgar laugh, though not the words, and +she was in such a panic as she hurried down the steps that she did not +stop to look out for a cab. The place was small, and they were not very +plentiful at any time, and she was mortally afraid, though she hardly +knew why, of being over-taken and questioned by Colonel Mohun, who might +know his niece, though he would not know her; but Dolores was tired, and +had a headache, and did not at all like the walk in the dirt, and fog, +and dark, after turning from the gas lit station. + +'We were to have a cab, Constance.' + +'We can't,' was the answer, still hurrying on. 'He would come out upon +us.' + +'He is much more likely to overtake us this way!' said Dolores, thinking +of her uncle's long strides. + +'Well, we can't turn back now!' said Constance, getting almost into a +run, which lasted till they were past the paddock gate. Dolores, panting +to keep up with her, had half a mind to turn up there and go straight +home; but there might be any number of oxen in the way, and almost +worse, she might meet Jasper and Wilfred, or if Uncle Reginald overtook +her, what would he think? + +The pair slackened their pace a little when they had satisfied +themselves that the break in the dark hedge beside them was the gate. +They heard wheels, and presently saw the lamps of a cab, bearing down, +halt at the gate they had left behind, and turn in. + +'We should have been off first,' said Dolores. + +'If we could have got a cab in time?' + +'One can always get cabs.' + +'Oh! no, not at all for certain.' + +'This is a nasty, stupid, out-of-the-way place,' said Dolores, wanting +to say something cross. + +'It isn't a vulgar place, full of traffic,' returned Constance, equally +cross. + +'Well, I never meant to walk home in this way! I'm sure my feet are wet. +I wish I had waited and gone with Uncle Regie.' + +'Now, Dolly, what do you mean? You would not have it all betrayed?' + +'I've a great mind to tell Uncle Regie all about it.' + +'Now, Dolly! When you said so much about the Mohun pride and scorn of +your poor, dear uncle.' + +'Uncle Regie is not proud. And he would know what to do.' + +'But,' cried Constance, in a fright, 'you would never tell him! You +promised that it should be a secret, and I should be in such a dreadful +scrape with Lady Merrifield and Mary.' + +'Well! it was your doing, and you had all the pleasure of it, +flourishing about the platform with him.' + +'How can you be so disagreeable, Dolores, when you know it was all on +business. Though I do think he is the most interesting man I ever did +see.' + +'Just because he flattered you.' + +However, there is no need to tell how many cross and quarrelsome things +the two tired friends said to each other. They were sitting on opposite +sides of the fire, one very gloomy, and the other very pettish, when +the waggonette stopped at the gate, to put out Miss Hacket and take +up Dolores. Hands pulled her up the step, and a hubbub of merry voices +received her in the dark. + +'Good girl, not to keep us waiting.' + +'Oh, Dolly, Dolly, Macrae says Uncle Regie's come!' + +'Oh, Dolly, it has been such fun!' + +'Take care of my parcel!' + +'Ah, ha! you don't know what is in there.' + +'Here's something under my feet!' + +'Oh! take care! 'Tisn't my--' + +'Hush, hush, Val--' + +And so it went on till on the steps was seen in full light among the +boys, Uncle Reginald, ready to lift every one out with a kiss.' + +'Ha! Dolly, is that you?' he said, as they came into the hall. 'I saw +such a likeness of you at one station that I was as near as possible +jumping out to speak to her. She had on just that fur tippet!' + +'That comes of living in Ireland, Regie,' said Aunt Lily. 'Once in a +shop at Belfast, a lady darted up to me with "And it's I that am glad +to see you, me dear. And how's me sweet little god-daughter? Oh! and +it isn't yourself. And aren't you Mrs. Phelim O'Shaugnessy?'" And under +cover of this, Dolores retreated to her own room. She took off her +things, and then looked at the cheque. + +Professor Muhlwasser was a clever German, always at work on science, +counting, in the most minute and accurate manner, such details as the +rays in a sea anemone's tentacles, or the eggs in a shrimp's roe. He +was engaged on a huge book, in numbers, of which Mr. Maurice Mohun had +promised to take two copies--but whereas extravagances upon peculiar +hobbies were apt not to be tolerated in the family, and it was really +uncertain whether the work would ever be completed, Mr. Mohun had +preferred leaving a cheque for the payment in his little daughter's +hand, rather than entrust it to one of the brothers, who would have +howled and growled at such a waste of good money on such a subject. +Thus he had told Dolores to back the draft, get it changed, and send +the amount by a postal order to Germany, if the books and account should +come, which he thought very doubtful. + +And now the professor was dead, Dolores looked at the cheque, and +supposed she could do as she pleased with it. Mother helped Uncle +Alfred. Yes, but mother earned all she sent him herself! Perhaps he +would not ask again. How much more he had talked to Constance than to +herself. Dolly wished she had not seen him to get into this difficulty. +She was tired, cold, and damp. Oh! if she had never gone, and not been +half caught by Uncle Regie! + + + + +CHAPTER XII. -- A HUNT + + + +Dolores was glad to recollect, when she awoke, that Uncle Reginald was +in the house. It was as if she had a friend of her own there who might +enter into all the ill-usage she suffered, and whom she could even +consult about Uncle Alfred, so far as she could do so without disclosing +all the underhand correspondence. She called doing so betraying +Constance, but, in truth, she shrank more from shocking him with what +he might think very wrong--since, after all, he belonged to that +hard-hearted generation of grown-up people who had no feeling nor +understanding of one's troubles. + +As she went downstairs she was aware of an increasing hubbub, and +frequently looking over the balusters, perceived the top of Primrose's +wavy head above the close-cropped one of Uncle Regie, as, with her +mounted on his shoulder, he careered round the hall, with a pack of +others vociferating behind him. + +There was a lull, for Lady Merrifield came out of her room just as +Dolores had paused; Primrose was put down, the morning salutations took +place, and Dolores had her full share of them. She was even allowed to +sit next her uncle at breakfast; but her rasher of bacon had not been +half eaten, before she had perceived that, as to possessing him as she +used to do at home, he was just as much everybody else's Uncle Regie as +hers, for during the time of their being stationed at Belfast, he had +been so often with them, that he was quite established as the prince of +playfellows. + +'Uncle Regie, will you have a crack at the rabbits tomorrow? Brown said +we might have a day, and we have been keeping it for you.' + +'Uncle Regie, the hounds meet at the Bugle this morning, won't you come +and see them throw off?' + +'Oh, let me come too!' 'And me!' 'And me!' + +'My dear children,' exclaimed their mother, 'I can't have the whole +tribe of little ones and girls going galloping after your uncle. You +will only hinder him.' + +'No, no, Lily! the more Merrifields, the merrier the field. I'll drill +them well. How far off is this Bugle?' + +'Not two miles over Furzy Common.' + +'Oh! not so far, Hal!' + +'That's nothing. Who is coming?' + +A general outbreak of 'Me's' ensued, but mamma laid an embargo on +Primrose, who must stay at home and 'help her,' while Gillian looked +wistful and doubtful, knowing that more efficient help than the little +one's might be desirable. + +'You had better go, my dear,' said her mother, 'if you are not tired. I +don't like to send Mysie and Val without some one to turn back with them +if your uncle and the boys want to go further.' + +But whereas it was not nearly time to start, Uncle Reginald was +dragged down to inspect all the live stock in the stable-yard, at their +feeding-time, and went off with Val and Primrose clinging to his hands, +and the general rabble surrounding him. + +Nothing could have been more alien to Dolores's taste than going out to +a meet on foot through mud and mire--she who hated the being driven out +to take a constitutional walk on the gravel road or the paved path! But +she had some hope that while all the others ran off madly, as was +their wont, she might secure a little rational conversation with Uncle +Reginald. So she came down in hat and ulster, and was rewarded with +'That's right, Doll; I'm glad to see they have taught you to take +country walks.' + +'It is all compliment to you, Uncle Regie,' said Gillian. 'She hates +them generally.' + +'Are we all ready? Where are Japs and Will?' + +'Gone to shut up the dogs; and Hal is not coming.' + +'Beneath his dignity, eh?' + +'I think he has some reading to do,' said Gillian. + +'Now mind, Reginald,' said Aunt Lily, coming on the scene, 'you are not +to let those imps drag you farther than you like. It is a very different +thing, remember, children, from going out with the hounds like a +gentleman.' + +'Yes, mamma,' returned Fergus. 'If you would only let me have the pony!' + +'And send home the girls as soon as you find them in the way,' she +added. + +'All right,' answered he, and off plunged the party; but Dolores soon +found that she was not to be allowed much of Uncle Reginald's exclusive +society. He did begin talking to her about her father's voyage, last +letters, and intended departure from Auckland, but Valetta kept fast +hold of his other hand, and the others were all round, every moment +pointing out something--to them noticeable--and telling the story of +some exploit, delighted when their uncle capped it with some boyish +tales of Beechcroft, or with some droll, Irish story. + +With such talk, the strong, healthy young folk little heeded the surface +mud or the lanes. Even Dolores when she heard her father's name in the +reminiscences,' was interested for a time, and was always hoping that +the others would fly off and leave her to her uncle; but she was much +less used to country mud and stout boots than the others, and she had +been very much tired by her expedition on the previous day, so that +she had begun to find the way very long before they came out on an open +green, with a few cottages standing a good way back in their gardens, +and as their centre, one of the great old coaching inns of past days, +now chiefly farmhouse, though a sign, bearing a golden bugle-horn upon a +blue ground, stood aloft in front of it, over the heads of the speckled +mass of tan, black, and white, pervaded with curved tails, over which +the scarlet-coated whips kept guard, while shining horses, bearing red +coats and black coats, boys, and a few ladies, were moving about, and +carriages drew up from time to time. + +There was a long standing about, and Colonel Mohun, being a stranger +there himself, kept his flock on the outskirts, only Jasper plunging +in, at sight of a mounted schoolfellow, while Gillian and Mysie told the +names of the few they recognized. At last there was a move, and Jasper +came back to point out the wood they were going to draw, close at hand. +Should they not all go on and see it? + +'Oh! let us! do come, Uncle Regie,' cried Mysie and Val. + +'Look here, Gill,' said the uncle, 'this child doesn't look fit to go +any farther.' + +'I'm very tired, and so cold,' said Dolores. + +'Yes,' said Gillian, 'we ought to go home now.' + +Not me! not me;' cried the other two girls; 'Uncle Regie will take care +of us.' + +'I think you must come,' said Gillian, 'mamma said you had better come +home when I do.' + +'Yes,' said Wilfred, 'we don't want a pack of girls to go and get +tired.' + +'We shall go into all sorts of places not fit for you,' said Jasper; +'you wouldn't come back with a whole petticoat among you.' + +'And Val would be left stodged in a ditch for a month of Sundays,' added +Wilfred. + +'I am afraid we had better part company, Gill,' said the colonel. 'I +would take you on a little further, but this poor little Londoner won't +have a leg to stand upon by the time she gets home.' + +'More shame for her to come out to spoil our fun,' muttered Valetta, too +low for her uncle to hear. + +'Mamma will think we have gone quite far enough, thank you, uncle,' said +the sage Gillian, 'and I think Fergus had better come too.' + +'That he had,' said Jasper. 'Fancy him over Peat Hill.' + +'He'll be left behind to be picked up as we come back,' said Wilfred. + +'No, no, no! I can keep up better than you can, Wil! Take me, Uncle +Regie.' The little boy was so near a howl that good-natured Colonel +Mohun's heart was touched, and he consented to let him come on, though +Jasper argued, 'You'll have to carry him, uncle.' + +'No, I'll make you, master! Tell your mother not to wait luncheon for +us, Gillian; we'll pick up something somewhere.' + +'Hurrah!' cried Wilfred and Fergus, to whom this was an immense +additional pleasure. + +The girls turned away into the lane, Valetta indulging in an outrageous +grumble. 'Why should Dolores have come out to spoil everything?' + +Dolores did not speak. + +'Just our one chance,' sighed Mysie, 'and perhaps we should have seen +the fox.' + +'We may do that yet,' said Gillian; 'he may come this way.' + +'I don't care if he does,' said Valetta. 'I wanted to see them draw the +copse. I believe Dolores did it on purpose to spoil our pleasure.' + +'Don't be so cross, Val,' said Mysie. 'She can't help being tired.' + +'Why did she come, then, when nobody wanted her?' + +'For shame, Val,' said Gillian, 'you know mamma would be very angry to +hear you say anything so unkind.' + +'It's quite true, though,' muttered Valetta. + +'Never mind, Dolly, dear,' said Mysie, shocked. 'Val doesn't really mean +it, you know.' + +'Yes, she does,' said Dolores, shaking her comforter off; 'you all do! I +wish I had never come here.' + +Mysie tried in her own persevering way to argue again that Val was only +put out, and disappointed at having to turn back, to which Valetta, in +spite of Gillian's endeavour to silence her, added, 'So stupid of her to +come out! What did she do it for?' + +Dolores, who hardly ever cried, was tired into crying now. 'You grudge +me everything; you wouldn't let me speak one single word to Uncle Regie, +and kept bothering about! I'll never do anything with you again! I +won't.' + +'Did you want to speak to Uncle Regie?' asked Mysie. + +'To be sure I did! He is my uncle, that I knew ever so long before you +did, and you never let him speak to me.' + +'Mrs. Halfpenny always put us on the high chair, with our faces to the +wall when we were jealous,' remarked Valetta. + +'But did you want to say anything to him in particular?' said Mysie, +revolving means of contriving a private interview. + +'That's no business of yours! I wish you would let me alone!' broke +out Dolores, in a fretful fright lest any one should guess that she had +anything on her mind. + +'To make up stories of us, of course,' growled Valetta, but Gillian +here interposed, declaring with authority that if she heard another word +before they reached the paddock gate, she should certainly tell mother +how disgracefully they had been behaving. When Gillian said such things +she kept her word. Besides, by way of precaution, she marched down the +muddy middle of the road, with Dolores limping along the footpath on one +side, and Val as far off as possible on the border of the ditch, on the +other; the more inoffensive Mysie keeping by her side. They were all +weary, and Dolores was very footsore also, by the time they reached +home, at the very moment that the two Misses Hacket appeared coming up +the drive. Lady Merrifield, having the day before invited the elder, as +the purchases needed to be looked over, and preparations set in hand, +and she did not then know that her brother was coming. + +Dolores scarcely knew whether she was glad to see Constance. She had +many doubts and qualms about that cheque. And if she had spent any quiet +time alone with her uncle, she might have laid enough of her trouble +before him to get some advice or help; but to ask for an interview, +especially when 'everybody' thought it was to make complaints, was too +uncomfortable and alarming; and she was inclined to escape from thought +of the whole subject altogether by taking action quickly. + +Gillian gave her uncle's message about not waiting; the dirty boots were +taken off in the hall, and Constance followed her friend up to her room +to take off her things. + +Dolores sat on the side of her bed, too much tired at first to be +willing to move, Constance's pity elicited tears, and that they had all +been so very unkind to her; they were angry at her getting tired, +and they were jealous of her even speaking to Uncle Regie. Again +this alarmed Constance, 'You weren't going to tell him about Mr. +Flinders--you know you promised.' + +'He knows about him already, and he would tell me what to do.' + +'Oh! but that would never do, darling Dolly. You told me all the family +were hard and unjust, and he would tell Lady Merrifield, and we should +never be allowed to see each other again. And only think of my poor +little secret! I didn't think you would have turned from your poor +relation in misfortune for the sake of this grand Colonel.' + +The end of it was, that just as the gong was sounding, Dolores handed +over to Constance an envelope directed to Mr. Flinders, and containing +Mr. Maurice Mohun's cheque. It was off her mind now, she thought, as she +shuffled down to dinner, lookup so pale and uneasy that her aunt made +her have a glass of wine and some gravy soup to begin with, and, when +dinner was over, turned all the parcels off the school-room sofa, and +made her lie upon it during the grand unpacking, which was almost +as charming as the purchasing, perhaps more so, since there was no +comparison with costlier articles. + +There was not very much time. This was Friday and Christmas Day was on +Monday, so there were only two more clear week-days before the birthday +and Miss Hacket would be church-decorating on the morrow; but Lady +Merrifield would not send her daughters to help, as there were plenty of +hands without them, and they were too young to trust in a mixed set, who +were not always sure to be reverent. + +Dinner had rested and refreshed them; they rejoiced in the absence of +the man-kind, and Primrose was sent out for her walk while the numerous +boxes and packages were opened, and displayed sconces and tapers, +gilt balls and glass birds, oranges and bon-bons, disguised in every +imaginable fashion. There was a double set of the tapers, and two relays +of devices in sweets, for the benefit of the party of the second night, +a list of whom Miss Hacket had brought, that heads might be counted, and +any deficiency supplied in time through Aunt Jane. For Lady Merrifield +had commissioned Gillian to lay in--unknown to the good lady--a stock +of such treasures as are valuable indeed to the little maid: shell +pin-cushions, Cinderella slippers holding thimbles, cases of hair-pins, +queer housewives, and the like things, wonderfully pretty for the +price, and which filled the kind heart of Miss Hacket with rapture and +gratitude at such brilliant additions to her own home-made contrivances +in the way of cuffs, comforters, and illuminated workbags, all +beautifully neat; I though it was hard to persuade her of what Lady +Merrifield averred, that such things ought to be far more precious than +brilliant, shop-bought, ready-made ware, 'with no love-seed in it.' + +'It is very hard,' she said; 'how fancy shops try to spoil all one used +to be able to do for one's friends. The purses, and the penwipers, and +the needle-cases that were one's choicest presents in my youth, are all +turned out now smart and tight and fashioned, but without a scrap of the +honest old labour and love that went into them.' + +'But papa and mamma do care still,' cried Gillian; 'papa never will have +any purse but the long ones mamma nets for him.' + +'And mamma always will have the old brown and blue carriage-bag that +Aunt Phyllis worked,' chimed in Mysie, 'though Claude did say he would +throw it into the sea when we crossed from Dublin for it looked like an +old housekeeper's.' + +'Claude was in a superfine condition then--in awe of an old Sandhurst +comrade. He would be gild enough to see the old brown bag now, poor +fellow,' said Lady Merrifield, tenderly. + +So it went on, with merry chat and a good deal of real preparation, till +the early darkness came on, and a great noise in the haul announced +the return of 'the boys,' among whom Lady Merrifield still classed her +colonel brother. They were muddy up to the eyes, but they had seen +a great deal more than was easy to understand in their incoherent +accounts. Wilfed had rolled into a wet ditch, and been picked out by his +uncle and hung up to dry at a little village inn, where--this seemed +to have been the supreme glory--they had made a meal on pigs'-liver +and bread-and-cheese before plodding home again--losing their way +under Wilfred's confident pilotage--finding themselves five miles from +home--getting a cast in a cart for the two little boys just as Fergus +was almost ready to cry--Colonel Mohun and Jasper walking alongside of +the carter for two miles, and conversing in a friendly manner, though +the man said he knew the soldier by his step, and thought it was a +pool-trade. Finally, he directed them by a short cut, which proved to be +through a lane of clay and pools of such an adhesive nature that Fergus +had to be pulled out step by step by main force by his uncle, who +deposited him on some stones at the other end, and then came back to +assist the struggles of Wilfred, who was slowly proceeding with Jasper's +help. + +'And that's the way we make you spend your Christmas holiday, Regie,' +said Lady Merrifield. + +'Never mind. Lily; mud was a congenial element to us both in old +times, you know, so no wonder your brood take to it like ducks or +hippopotamuses. I say, we ought to have come in by the rear. Couldn't +that imp of a buttons of yours come and scrape us before we go +upstairs?' + +'You are certainly grown older, Regie. You never would have thought of +that once.' + +'No more would you, Lily--so do yourself justice.' + +However, when five o'clock tea was spread in the drawing-room, and the +Hacket ladies came in, Constance beheld such a splendid vision of a +fine, fair, though sunburnt face, long, light moustaches, and tall +figure, that she instantly assumed her most affected graces, and did not +wonder the less that the Mohuns were all so very high. + +Dolores's strong desire for a private interview with her uncle died away +when Constance carried off the cheque. She knew he would tell her she +had no right to give it, and she did not want to be told so, nor to have +any special inquiries made. She was not sorry that an invitation from a +neighbour kept him and Hal out shooting all Saturday, and, on the other +hand, she so far shrank from Constance's talk about Mr. Flinders as not +to be vexed that it was too wet on Sunday afternoon for any going down +to Casement Cottages. + +It was on that wet afternoon, however, that Uncle Reginald, crossing +the hall for once without his tail of followers, saw her slowly dragging +downstairs with a book in her hand. + +'Well, Miss Doll,' he said; 'you don't look very jolly! What's the +matter?' + +'Nothing, Uncle Regie.' + +'I don't believe in nothing. Here,' sitting down on the stairs, with an +arm round her, 'tell me all about it, Dolly, we are old chums, you know. +Have you got into a row?' + +'Oh no!' + +'Is there anything I can put straight?' + +'No, thank you, Uncle Regie.' + +'There's something amiss!' said the good-natured, puzzled uncle. 'What +is it? I should have thought you would have got on with these young +folks like--like a house on fire.' + +'That's all you know about it,' thought Dolly. What she said was, 'One +never does.' + +'I don't understand that generalization,' answered her uncle; then, as +she did not answer, he added, 'I am sure your Aunt Lily is very anxious +to make you happy. Have you anything to complain of?' + +'No,' said Dolores, 'I don't complain of anything.' + +She was thinking of Valetta's notion that she wanted to 'make up stories +of them,' and therefore she said it in a manner which conveyed that she +had a good deal to complain of, if she would, though really she would +have been a good deal puzzled to produce a grievance that a man like +Uncle Reginald would understand, though she had plenty for sympathy like +Constance's. + +However, it was not to be expected that a private conference should last +long in that house, and Mysie appeared at that moment, looking for her +cousin, to say that 'Mamma was ready for her.' Dolores went off with +more alacrity than usual, and Uncle Reginald beckoned up his other +niece, and observed: 'I say, Mysie, what's the matter with Dolly?' + +'She is always like that, uncle,' answered Mysie. + +'Don't you hit it off with her, then?' + +'I can't, uncle,' said Mysie, looking up, with a sudden wink now and +then to stop her tears. 'I thought we should have been such friends; but +she won't let me. I didn't mean to be stupid and disagreeable, like the +girls in 'Ashenden Schoolroom,' but she doesn't care for anybody but +Miss Constance and Maude Sefton.' + +'I hope you are all very kind to her,' said Uncle Reginald, rather +wistfully. + +'We try,' said Mysie, who was not going to betray Wilfred and Valetta, +and could honestly say so of herself and Gillian. + +And there again came an interruption, in the shape of Gillian. 'Mysie, +mamma says we may finish up our sacred illuminated cards, for it will be +Sunday work.' + +'Oh, jolly!' cried Mysie, jumping up. 'And will you give me one rub of +your real good carmine Gilly-flower, dear.' + +'And of my ultramarine, too,' responded Gillian, wherewith the two +sisters disappeared, radiant with goodwill and gratitude; while poor +Uncle Reginald, who had intended to devote this wet Sunday afternoon to +writing to his brother that Dolores was perfectly happy and thriving in +Lily's care, and like a sister to his other favourite, Mysie, remained +disappointed and perplexed, wondering whether the poor little maiden +were homesick, or whether no children could be depended on for kindness +when out of sight, and deciding that he should defer his letter till +he had seen a little more, and talked to his sister Jane, who could see +through a milestone any day. + +It was understood that mamma preferred home-made cards to bought ones, +so there was always a great manufacture of them in the weeks previous +to Christmas, the comparative failures being exchanged among the younger +members. + +The presents were always reserved for Valetta's birthday and the tree, +and this rendered the circulation of the cards doubly interesting. In +the immediate family alone, there were thirteen times thirteen, besides +those coming from, and going to outsiders, so that it was as well that +a good many should be of domestic manufacture, either with pencil and +brush, or of tiny leaves carefully dried and gummed. And mamma had kept +an album, with names and dates, into which all these home efforts were +inserted, and nothing else! This year's series began with a little +chestnut curl of Primrose's hair, fastened down on a card by Gillian, +and rose to a beautiful drawing of a blue Indian Lotus lily, with a +gorgeous dragon-fly on it, sent by Alethea. The Indian party had sent a +card for every one--the girls, beautiful drawings of birds, insects, and +scenery; the brother, a bundle of rice-paper figured with costumes, +and papa, some clever pen-and-ink outlines of odd figures, which his +daughters beguiled from him in his leisure moments! + +As to the home circle, it is enough to say that their performances were +highly satisfactory to the makers, and were rewarded by mamma's kisses, +and the text or verse she had secretly illuminated for each. She had no +time to do more, and the series were infinitely prized and laid up as +treasures. There were plenty of ornamental cards from without to be +admired: the Brighton and Beechcroft aunts; the Stokesley cousins, and +whole multitudes of friends pouring them in as usual; so that the entire +review seemed to occupy all those free moments of the Christmas Day, +when the young folks were neither at church, nor at meals, nor singing +carols themselves, nor hearing the choir sing in the hall, nor looking +over photograph books and hearing old family stories. This last +occupation was received in the family as the regular evening pleasure, +ending in all singing, 'When shepherds watch their flocks by night.' + +Dolores had a card from her aunt and each of her cousins, besides one of +the parcel Uncle Reginald had brought. She did not think enough of the +very bad drawing and smeared painting of the ambitious attempts she +received, to feel at all disconcerted at having no reciprocity to offer. +The only cards she had sent were to Constance Hacket, to Fraulein, and +to Maude Sefton--the last with a sore sense of the long interval since +she had heard. + +However, there was a card from Maude, but it was a very poor one, +looking very much like a last year's possession, and the letter was not +much better, being chiefly an apology for having been too busy to write. +Maude was going to lectures with Nona Styles--Nona was such a darling +girl--and breaking off because she was wanted to rehearse Cinderella +with this same darling Nona. + +It made Dolores's heart go down farther, though there was a beautiful +and unexpected card from Mrs. Sefton, one from her former servant, +Caroline, also from Fraulein, and three or four from old friends of her +mother, who had remembered the solitary girl. In truth, she had more +beautiful ones than anybody else, but she kept these in their envelopes, +and showed herself so much averse to free fingering and admiration of +them that Lady Merrifield had to call off Valetta, remind her that her +cousin had a right to her own cards, and hear in return that Dolores was +so cross. + +'Dolly,' said Uncle Reginald, in a low voice, since he was permitted +to look over the cards with her, 'I think I have found out part of your +troubles.' + +She looked at him in alarm. + +He put his finger on a card bearing the words, 'Goodwill to men.' + +'Umph,' said she. 'I don't want everything of mine messed and spoilt.' + +And as his eye fell on Fergus's cards, he felt there was reason in what +she said. + +Aunt Lily had taken her for a quarter of an hour that morning, trying to +infuse the real thought underlying the joy that makes it Christmas, not +only yule-tide. But it all fell flat--it was all lessons to her--imposed +on her on a day that she had not been used to see made what she called +'goody.' Last year her father had shut himself up after church, and she +had spent the evening in noisy mirth with the Seftons. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. -- AN EGYPTIAN SPHYNX + + + +Aunt Adeline was afraid of winter journeys as well as of the tumultuous +festivities of Silverton; so at twelve o'clock. Colonel Mohun drove the +pony-carriage to meet the little trim Brownie who stepped out of the +station, the porter carrying behind her a huge thing, long, and swathed +in brown paper. 'It is quite light; it won't hurt,' she said, 'It must +go with us. Put your legs across it, Regie. That's right.' + +'Then what becomes of yours?' + +'Mine can go anywhere,' said Miss Mohun, crumpling herself up in some +mysterious manner under the fur rug, while they drove off, her luggage +sticking far off on either side of the splashboard. + +'What, in the name of wonder, are you smuggling in there?' + +'If you must know, it is the body of a mummy over whose dissection you +will have to assist.' + +'Ah! Rotherwood is coming.' + +'Rotherwood!' + +'And his little girl. Just like him. Lily gets a note this morning from +London, telling her to telegraph if she can't have them by the 5.20 +train. I've just been ordering a fly. It seems that Lady Rotherwood, +going to meet Ivinghoe at the station, coming from school, found he had +measles coming out! So they packed off his sister to Beechcroft without +having seen him, and thence Rotherwood took her to London.' + +'And is having a fine frolic with her, no doubt; but he might as well +have given Lily more notice, considering that a marquess or two makes +more difference to her household than it does to his.' + +'Oh! she is glad enough, only in some trepidation as to how Mrs. +Halfpenny may receive the unspecified maid that the child may bring.' + +'How jolly we shall be! I wish Ada had come.' + +'I tried to drag her out, but it gets harder and harder to shake her up. +You must come back with me and see her.' + +'I say, Jane, have you seen Maurice's child lately?' + +'Not very. She wouldn't come with the others last week.' + +'What do you think about her? I thought leaving her with Lily would +have been the making of her. Indeed, I told Maurice there could not be a +better brought up set anywhere than the Merrifields, and that Lily would +mother her like one of her own; and now I find her moping about, looking +regularly down in the mouth. I got hold of her one day and tried to find +out what was the matter, but she only said she would not complain. Can +they bully her?' + +'I'll tell you what, Maurice, Lily is a great deal too kind to her. She +has a kind of temper that won't let them make friends with her.' + +'Come now! She was a nice jolly little girl at home. She and I have had +no end of larks together, and it is hard to blame her for fretting after +her home, poor child--Aye! I know you never liked her, or she might have +done better with you and Ada than turned in among a lot of imps.' + +'I'm thankful it was otherwise!' + +'Now do, Jane, set your mind to it. Don't be prejudiced, but make those +sharp eyes of some use. I really feel bound to give Maurice an account +of Dolly, and tell him what is best for her.' + +'I believe,' said Jane, 'that there is some counter-influence at work, +and I am trying to find it out; but, after all, I believe patience is +the only thing, and that Lily will conquer her if nobody meddles.' + +''Tis not Lily I am afraid of, but her children.' + +'Nonsense, Regie; one would think you had never been turned loose into +school to be licked into shape.' + +'She is a girl, not a cub like me.' + +'A worse cub, for she has not your temper, sir, and, moreover, you had +had the wholesome discipline of a large family. Besides, nobody teases +but Wilfred. Gillian and Mysie behave like angels to the tiresome puss.' + +'Well, I'm bound to believe you, Jenny, but I don't like the looks of +it.' + +Aunt Jane's mysterious parcel was greeted rapturously, and conveyed into +the dining-room, which had a semi-circular end, filled with glass, +and capable of being shut off with heavy curtains when the season made +snugness desirable. This bay had been set apart from the first for her +operations, the tree, whose second season it was, having been taken up +and already erected in the centre of the room, not much the worse for +last year's excursion, for, if rather stunted, that was all the better. +No one was excluded from the decoration thereof, since that was the best +part of the sport to those too old for the mystery--and yet young enough +to fasten sconces where their candles would infallibly set fire to the +twigs above them. The only defaulters were Jasper, who had preferred +going down to the meadows with his gun; and Dolores, who had retired +to the drawing-room with a book, on having a paper star removed from +immediate risk of conflagration. 'They were determined not to let her +help,' she said. + +So she only emerged when the workers halted for a merry, hurried meal in +the schoolroom, where Jasper appeared, very late, very cross at having +had to make himself fit to be seen, and, likewise, at having brought +home no spoil, the snipes having been so malicious as to escape him. +Having sallied forth before the post came in, it was only now that it +broke on him that visitors were expected, and he did not like it at all. + +'I thought we had got rid of all the enemy!' he growled, at his end of +the table. + +'That's what he calls Constance.' thought Dolores. + +'Polite,' observed Gillian. + +'This will be worse still, being lord and ladies grumbled on Jasper, 'I +hate swells.' + +'Oh! but these aren't like horrid, common, fine lords and ladies,' cried +Mysie; 'why, you know all mamma's old stories about the fun they had +with cousin Rotherwood. + +'What's the good of that! That's a hundred years ago. He'll just make +mamma and Uncle Regie of no good at all! And then there's a girl too--' +(in a tone of inconceivable disgust) 'I don't want strange girls--an +awful stuck-up swell of a Londoner, not able to do anything! I wish I +had gone to spend Christmas with Bruce! I would if I had known it was to +be like this.' + +The speech brought Mysie to the verge of tears. Aunt Jane's sharp ears +heard it, and she looked at the head of the table, expecting to hear a +rebuke; but Lady Merrifield turned a deaf ear on that side. Only after +the meal, she called her son, 'Jasper,' she said, 'I want to send a note +to Redford, if you like to ride over with it. You need not come home +till eight o'clock, if it is moonlight, it the boys are disengaged, and +if you do really wish to keep out of the way.' + +Jasper's eyes fell under hers. + +'Mamma, I don't want that.' + +'Only you said more than you meant, Japs. If it relieves your mind, it +hurts other people. But I do want the note taken, so go and come back in +time for the sports; which I don't think you will find much damaged.' + +Meantime, Aunt Jane had ensconced herself behind the curtains; where she +admitted no one but Miss Vincent and Uncle Reginald, and in process +of time, mamma and Macrae. The others were still fully employed in +garnishing the tree, though it was only to bear lights, ornaments and +sweets. All solid articles had been for some time past committed to a +huge box, or ottoman, the veteran companion of the family travels, which +stood in the centre of the bay. Into its capacious interior everybody +had been dropping parcels of various sizes and shapes, with addresses in +all sorts of hands, which were to find their destination on this great +evening. This was part of the mystery that kept Mysie and Valetta in one +continual dance and caper. It was all they could do not to peep between +the curtains when the privileged mortals went in and out, bearing all +sorts of mysterious loads well covered up from all eyes. Wilfred did +make one attempt, but something extraordinary snapped at his nose, with +a sharp crack, and drove him back with a start. + +A lamp had been taken thither, and there really was nothing more to do +to the tree, the scraps of packing had been picked up, and the hands, +tingling from fir-needle pricks, had been washed, though not without +protest from Valetta that it wasn't worth while, and from Wilfred that +it was all along of these horrid swells--! + +The sound of wheels summoned Lady Merrifield and her brother from the +place of mystery, and they were in the hall when a fresh gust of keen +air came in from the door, an ulstered figure hurried in, and something +small and furred was put into the lady's embrace. + +'Here's my Fly, Lily--! Look, Fly, here they all are--all the cousins. +Off with the hat. Let us see your funny little face.' + +It was a funny little smiling face, set in short, light, wavy hair, not +exactly pretty, but with a bright, quaint, confiding look, as if used to +be shown off by her father, and ready to make friends on the spot. 'And +how is your boy?' as the round of greetings was completed, and the wraps +thrown off. + +'Going on capitally, better than he deserves, the young scamp, for +suppressing all symptoms for fear he should be hindered from coming +home. His mother was in a proper fright, she showed him to the doctor on +the way, who told her to put him to bed at once, and send his sister out +of the house. She never set eyes on him, or I would not have brought her +here.' + +'I am exceedingly glad you have,' said Lady Merrifield, bending for +another kiss. + +'And Lily, I've done another awful thing. Victoria kept old nurse to +help with Ivinghoe, and we brought the Swiss bonne, Louise, away with +us, but the poor thing found her sister very ill in London, and I hadn't +the heart to bring her away, so Phyllis said she would do for herself, +if your maid, or some of them, would have an eye to her.' + +'There! I'm doubly glad, Rotherwood! If I had any fears it was not of +you, or Phyllis; but that like Vich Ian Vhor, she should have her tail +on. And, oh! Rotherwood, do you know what you are in for?' + +'High jinks of some sort, I've no doubt. We picked up a couple of boxes +at Gunter's and Miller's with a view thereto. Who is master of the +revels?' + +'Jane. She's too deep in preparations to come forth at present. Gillian, +will you take Phyllis to the nursery, and take care of her. We are to +have a very high tea at half-past six; but, Rotherwood, I promise that +another day you shall have a respectable dinner in this house.' + +'Return to the prose of life, eh, Lily? Well, Fly, what do you think of +it?' + +'Oh, daddy, aren't you glad we came?' she cried, dancing off, in +Gillian's wake, arm-in-arm with Mysie and Valetta, while he called after +her, 'Find the boxes, and make them over to the right quarter.' + +This was enough to make the whole bevy of children rush away, and only +the three elders remained. Lord Rotherwood said, 'This is short notice. +Lily; but I did not know Reginald was here, and I thought you might want +help. Don't be frightened, only a queer thing has happened. I went to +W.'s bank yesterday. I thought they looked at me as if something was +up, and by-and-by one of the partners came and took me into his private +room. There he showed me a cheque, and asked my opinion whether the +writing was Maurice's. And I should say it decidedly was, but it was +actually for seventy pounds, payable to order of Miss Dolores M. Mohun.' + +'Seventy!' + +'Yes, and dated the 19th of August.' + +'Just before Maurice went.' + +There was a sudden silence, for the door opened; but it was to admit +Miss Mohun, who began, 'Oh! Rotherwood, you are too munificent. Why, +what's the matter?' Lady Merrifield hastily explained, as far as she yet +understood, what had brought him. + +'How did they get the cheque?' she asked. + +'Sent up from the country bank where it had been cashed--Darminster.' + +'Ah!' came from both the aunts. + +Lord Rotherwood went on. 'They asked me who Miss Dolores Mohun was, and +I could do no otherwise than tell them, and likewise where to find her, +but I explained that she is a mere child; and I told them I would come +down here, so I hope you will have as little annoyance as possible.' + +'It is very good of you, Rotherwood, but I can't understand it at all. +Was her name on the back?' + +'Certainly; I told them I thought the whole thing must be a well got up +forgery, and a confidential clerk was to go down today to Darminster to +try to find out who gave it in there.' + +'Darminster! Flinders!' ejaculated Miss Mohun. + +'Regie,' exclaimed Lady Merrifield; 'what did you say about having seen +some one like Dolores at Darminster station?' + +'I was nearly jumping out after her. I should have said it was herself, +if it had not been impossible. Why she was with you at Rockstone, and it +was a pouring, dripping day,' said the colonel. + +'No, she was not. She begged to spend the day with Constance Hacket, and +we picked her up as we came home. Poor child, what has she been doing? I +have not looked after her properly.' + +'But need she have had anything to do with it?' said Colonel Mohun. 'How +should a cheque of Maurice's come into her possession?' + +'She did tell me,' said Lady Merrifield,' that her father had left one +with her to pay for some German scientific book that might be sent for +him.' + +'I see, then!' cried Miss Mohun. 'That wretch Flinders must have got +into communication with her, and induced her to fill up her father's +cheque for him.' + +'But why should it be Flinders?' said Lord Rotherwood. + +'Jane found out that he is living at Darminster, and has been trying to +put me on my guard,' returned Lady Merrifield. + +'It is all that fellow Flinders, depend upon it,' said Colonel Mohun. +'He is quite capable of it, and you'll find poor Dolly has nothing to +do with it. Quite preposterous. And look here, Lily, let the poor child +alone to enjoy herself tonight. Most likely Rotherwood's clerk, or +detective, or whatever he may be, will have ferreted out the rights of +the matter at Darminster. I sincerely hope he will, and have Flinders +in custody, and then you would have upset her and accused her all for +nothing.' + +'I am glad you think so, Regie,' said Lady Merrifield. 'I am thankful +enough to wait, and hope it will be explained without spoiling the +children's evening.' + +'All right,' said the visitor; 'I only hope I have not spoilt yours.' + +'Oh! one learns to throw things off. I shall believe it is all Flinders, +and none of it the child's,' said Lady Merrifield, carefully avoiding +a glance that could show her any gesture of dissent on the part of her +sister, and only looking up for her brother's nod of approval. 'Besides, +how foolish it would be to worry myself when I have two such protectors! +It was very good in you, Rotherwood, I only hope we shall take good care +of your Fly, and that her mother will be satisfied about her.' + +'She knew the little woman and I should have a lark together,' said he. +'The governess was safe out of reach, holiday-making, so I could have +her all to myself. Victoria suggested her brother's, and we must go +there before we have done, but business and the pantomime by good luck +took us to London first. So when I wrote to you from the bank, I also +let her know that I was obliged to take the little woman down here +first. I couldn't take her to High Court till Louise is available +again.' + +'So much the better, I'm sure.' + +'And what I was going to say is, that Rotherwood has been startlingly +munificent and splendid,' said Aunt Jane. 'We shall have a set of new +surprises.' + +'I don't in the least know what I brought. I only told each of them to +put up such a box as they sent out for Christmas concerns. Do precisely +what you please with them.' + +'Come and see, Lily, for I think there will be enough to reserve a fresh +lot of things for Miss Hacket's affair. By-the-by, Regie, did you say it +rained at Darminster?' + +'Poured all the way down.' + +'Well, we had it quite fine.' + +'Was it fine here?' + +'Yes, certainly,' said Lady Merrifield,' or Primrose would not have gone +out. Take care of Rotherwood, Regie. You know his room.' + +And the two sisters crossed the hall, where the 'very high tea' was +being laid; hearing from the regions above sounds of exquisite glee and +merriment, as perfect and almost as inexpressive of anything else as the +singing of birds, so that they themselves could not help answering with +a laugh, before they vanished into the chamber of mystery. + +Indeed, Phyllis's conversation was like a fairy tale. Her brother's +illness, which was not enough to damp any one's spirits, had prevented +or hindered a grand children's party as the Butterfly's Ball, where she +was to have been the Butterfly, and Lord Ivinghoe the Grasshopper, and +all the children were to appear as one of the characters in Roscoe's +pretty poem. Never was anything more delightful to the imagination of +the little cousins, and they could not marvel enough at her seeming so +little uneasy about anything so charming, and quite ready and eager +to throw herself headlong into all their present enjoyments, making +wonderful surmises as to the mystery in preparation. + +Dolores heard the laughing, and it did not suit with her vaguely uneasy +and injured frame of mind; feeling dreadfully lonely too, as she came +downstairs, dressed for the evening, but not knowing where to go, for +the dining-room was engrossed, the schoolroom was dark and the fire out, +the drawing-room occupied by the two gentlemen. She crouched down in +one of the big arm-chairs on either side of the hearth in the hall, and +began to read by the firelight. Presently Jasper came in from his ride, +and began taking off his greatcoat, leggings, and boots, whistling as he +did so, then, perceiving the tempting object of a black leg sticking out +of the chair, he stole up across the soft carpet, and caught hold of the +ankle. He received a vigorous kick in return (which perhaps he expected) +but what he did not expect was the black figure that rose up in outraged +dignity and indignation. 'For shame! I won't be insulted!' + +'Whew! I thought 'twas Val! I beg your pardon.' + +'I shall ask my aunt if I am to be insulted.' + +'Well, if you choose to take it in that way--A man can't do more than +beg pardon! I'm sure I would never have presumed to touch you if I had +known it was your Dolorousness.' + +And he turned to walk away, just as the babbling ripple of laughter +began to flow downstairs, and a whole mass of little girls intertwined +together was descending. 'I always hop,' said a voice new to him, +'except on the great staircase, and mother doesn't like it there. But +this is such a jolly stair. Can't you hop?' + +Hopping in a threefold embrace on a slippery stair was hardly a safe +pastime, and before Jasper had time to utter more than' Holloa there! +take care!' there descended suddenly on him an avalanche of little +girls, 'knocking him off his feet, so that all promiscuously rolled down +two or three steps together. Fergus and Primrose, who had somehow been +holding on behind,' remained upright, but nevertheless screaming. The +shrieks of the fallen were, however, laughter. There was a soft rug +below, and by the time the gentlemen had rushed out of the dining-room, +and the ladies from the curtained recess, giggling below and legs above +were chiefly apparent. + +'Any one hurt?' was of course Lady Merrifield's cry. + +'Oh no, mamma. Only we are so mixed up we can't get up,' called out +Mysie. + +'Is this arm you or me?' exclaimed Phyllis, following up the joke. + +'Come, sort yourselves, ladies and gentlemen,' said Lord Rotherwood. +'What's this, a Fly's wing?' + +'No, it's mine,' cried Val, as his hand pulled her out, and the others +extricated themselves, still laughing, go that they could hardly stand, +and Fly declaring, 'Oh, daddy, daddy, it is such fun! I am so glad we +came,' and taking a gratuitous leap into the air. + +'Every one to her taste,' said Lady Merrifield, 'I congratulate those to +whom a compound tumble-down-stairs is felicity.' + +'She has found her congenial element, you see,' said her father, as the +elders proceeded upstairs to their toilette.' 'Tis laughing-gas with her +to be with other children, and the most laughingest of all are naturally +yours, old Lily.' + +Meanwhile Jasper, risen on his stocking soles, looked all over at the +little figure, dressed old picture fashion, in the simplest white frock +with blue sash, and short-cut hair tied back with blue. + +'Well, you are a jolly little girl,' he said, 'and a cool customer, too! +What do you mean by knocking a fellow over the first time you see him?' + +'And what do you mean by coming like a great--huge--big elephant in our +way to stop up the stairs?' demanded Fly, in return. + +'Do you mean to insinivate that 'twas I that made you fall?' said +Jasper--'I, that was quietly walking up the stairs, when down there came +on me a shower--not cats and dogs, but worserer, far worserer! Why, I'm +kilt! my nose is flat as a pancake, I shan't recover my beauty all the +evening for the great swells that are coming.' + +'Jasper, Japs,' called his mother's warning voice, 'you must come up and +dress, for tea is going in.' + +He obeyed, rushing two steps at a time; but meeting, at the bottom of +the attic flight, his sister Gillian, he demanded, 'Gill, what awfully +jolly little girl have they got down there?' + +'Why, Fly, of course, Lady Phyllis Devereux--' + +'No, no, nothing swell, a comical little soul, with no nonsense about +her, in a white thing.' + +'Well, that's Phyllis. There's no one else there.' + +'I say. Gill, 'tis like sunshine and clouds. She and the other, I mean. +Why, I gave a little pull to a foot I saw in the armchair, thinking +it belonged to Val, and out breaks my Lady of the Rueful Countenance, +vowing she'll complain that I've insulted her; and as to the other, the +whole lot of them tumbled over me together on the stairs, and she did +nothing but laugh and chaff.' + +'I hope she is not a romp,' said the staid Gillian, sagely, as she went +downstairs. + +But on that score she was soon satisfied. Phyllis Devereux was a +thorough little lady, wild and merry as she was, and enchanted to be +in the rare fairyland of child companionship. And that indeed she +had, Mysie and Valetta, between whose ages she stood, hung to +her inseparably, and Jasper was quite transformed from his grim +superciliousness into her devoted knight. At tea-time there was a +competition for the seats next to her, determined by Valetta's taking +one side, in right of the birthday, and Jasper the other, because he +secured it, and Mysie gave way to him because he was Japs, and she +always did. While Dolores laid up a store of moralizings on the +adulation paid to the little lady of title, and at the same time +speculated what concatenation of circumstances could ever make her Lady +Dolores Mohun. On the whole, it would be more likely that her father +should gain a peerage by putting down a Fijian rebellion than that it +should be discovered that his mother, Lady Emily, had been the true +heiress of the marquessate, and even so, an uncomfortable number of +people must be disposed of before it could come to him. She had one +consolation, however, for Uncle Reginald, always kind to her, was +particularly affectionate this evening, as if he would not have that +little foolish Fly set up before her. + +The tea and the tree both went off joyously. There is no need to +describe the spectacle to folks who can count their Christmas-trees by +the years of their life and the memorable part of this one was that much +of the fruit that had been left hanging on it was now metamorphosed +into something much more gorgeous--oranges had become eggs full of +sugar-plums, gutta-percha monkeys grinned on the branches, golden +flowers had sprung to life on the ends of the twigs, a lovely jewel-like +lantern crowned the whole, and as to sweets, everybody--servants and +all--had some delightful devices containing them, whether drum, bird, or +bird's nest. + +Before the distribution was over, it was observed that Aunt Jane and +Uncle Reginald, also Harry, had vanished from the scene. There was a +pause, during which such tapers as began to burn perilously low, were +extinguished, an operation as delightful apparently as the fixing them. +Presently a horn was heard, and a start or shudder of mysterious ecstasy +pervaded the audience, as a tall figure came through the curtains, and +announced: + +'Ladies and gentlemen, I have the honour to inform you that a fresh +discovery has been made in the secret chambers of the Pyramid of Chops, +otherwise known as Te-Gun-Ter-ra. A mummy has been disinterred, which +is about to be opened by the celebrated Egyptologist, Herr Professor +Freudigfeldius, who has likewise discovered the means of making such +a conjuration of the Sphynx that she will not only summon each of the +present company by name, but will require of each of them to reply to a +question. The penalty of a refusal is well known!' + +Therewith the curtains were drawn back, and a scene was presented which +made some of the spectators start. Behind was the semblance of a wall +marked with the joints of large stones, and lighted (apparently) with +two brass lamps. On the floor lay extended an enormous mummy, with the +regulation canvas case, and huge flaps of ears, between which appeared +a small, painted face, and below lay a long, gaily coloured scroll in +hieroglyphics. Exalted stiffly in a seat placed on a seeming block of +stone, was a figure, with elbows, as it were glued to its sides, and +hands crossed, altogether stone-coloured and monumental, and with the +true Sphynx head, surrounded with beetles, lizards, and other mystic +creatures (very chocolate-coloured). And beside her stood the Herr +Professor, in a red fez, long dark gown, and spectacles, a flowing +beard concealing the rest of his face. How delightful to see such an +Egyptologist! Even though one perfectly knew the family beard and +fez; also that the gown was papa's old dressing-gown, captured for the +theatrical wardrobe. And how grand to hear him speak, even though his +broken English continually became more vernacular. + +'Liebes Herrschaft,' he began, 'I would, nobles, gentry, and ladies say. +You here see the embalmed rests of the celebrated monarch Nic-nac-ci-no. +Lately up have I them graben, and likewise his tutelar Sphynx have +found, and have even to give signs of animation compelled.' + +Touching the effigy with his wand, she emitted certain growls and +hisses, which made Primrose hide her face in alarm at anything so +uncanny, and Lord Rotherwood observe-- + +'Nearly related to the cat-goddess Pasht; I thought so.' + +'There was something of the lion or cat in the Sphynx,' said Gillian, +gravely, while the three little girls clasped each other's hands with +delightful thrills of awe and expectation. + +'Observe,' continued the Professor, 'the outer case with the features of +the deceased is painted. I should conclude that King Nic-nac, etcetera, +had been of a peculiarly jolly--I mean frolich--nature, judging by the +grin on his face. We proceed--' + +As he laid his hand on the wrapper, the Sphynx gave utterance to sounds +so like the bad language of a cat that some looked round for one. The +Professor waved at her, and she subsided. He turned back the covering, +and demanded, 'Will the amiable Fraulein there. Mademoiselle Valetta, +come and see what treasures she can discover in the secrets of the +tomb?' + +Val, who in right of her birthday, had expected the first call, jumped +up, but the Sphynx made awful noises as she advanced, and the Professor +explained that she would have to answer the Sphynx's question first. + +'But I don't know Egyptian,' she observed. + +'Never mind, it will sound like English.' + +It did so, for it was, 'How many months old art thou, maiden?' + +Val's arithmetic was slightly scared. She clasped her hand nervously, +and was indebted to the Professor for the sotto voce hint, 'twelve +nines,' before she uttered 'a hundred and eight.' + +The Sphynx relapsed into stoniness, and the Herr Professor guided the +hands, which trembled a little, to the interior of the mummy, whence +they drew out a basket, labelled (wonderful to relate) 'Val,' +and containing--oh! such treasures, a blue egg full of needlework +implements, a new book, an Indian ivory case, a skipping-rope, a +shuttlecock, and other delights past description. The exhibition of them +was only beginning when the Professor called for Primrose, who was too +much frightened to come alone, and therefore was permitted to be brought +by Mrs. Halfpenny. The Sphynx was particularly amiable on this occasion, +and only asked 'When Primroses came?' and as the little one, in her shy +fright did not reply, nurse did so, with, 'Come, missie, can't you find +a word to tell that mamma's Primrose came in spring.' This was allowed +to pass, and Mrs. Halfpenny bore off her child, clutching a doll's +cradle, stuffed with pretty things, and for herself a bundle wrapped up +in a shawl from Sir Jasper himself. + +After Primrose was gone to bed, the Sphynx became much more ill-tempered +and demonstrative, snarling considerably at the approach of some of +the party, some of whom replied with convulsive laughter, some, such +as Jasper, with demonstrations of 'poking up the Sphynx.' She had a +question for everybody--Fly was asked, 'Which was best, a tree or a +Butterfly's ball?' and answered, with truthful politeness, that where +Mysie and Val were was best of all. She carried off a collection that +had hastily been made of Indian curiosities, photographs of her two +friends, and a book; and her father, after being asked, 'What was +the best of insects?' and replying, 'On the whole, I think it is my +housefly, even when she isn't a butterfly,' received a letter-weight +of brass, fashioned like an enormous fly, which Lady Merrifield had +snatched up from the table for the purpose. The maids giggled at the +well-known conundrums proposed to them, and Dolores had a very easy +question--' What was the weather this day week?' + +'A horrid wet day,' she promptly answered, and found herself endowed +with a parcel containing some of the best presents of all, bangles from +the Indian box, a beautiful pair of stork-like scissors, a writing-case, +etc. + +'The Sphynx's invention is running low,' observed Jasper to Gillian, +when the creature put the same question about last week's weather to +Herbert, the page-boy, as a prelude to his discovering the treasures of +the mummy, as a knife and an umbrella. His view of the weather was that +it was 'A fine day ma'am! yes, a fine day.' + +Macrae came last, and the Sphynx asked him which of the two contrary +views was right. + +'It was fine, ma'am, that I know. For I walked down with nurse, and +little Miss Primrose into Silverton, to help to carry her in case she +was tired, and we never had occasion to put up an umbrella.' + +Wherewith Macrae received his combination of gifts and retired; the +mummy being completely rifled, and the construction of the body, a frame +of light, open wicker-work, revealed. Aunt Jane had had it made at the +basketmaker's, while as to the head and covering, her own ingenious +fingers had painted and fashioned them. Everybody had to look at +everybody's presents, a lengthened operation, and then there was a +splendid game at blindman's-buff in the hall, in which all the elders +joined, except mamma, who had to go and sit in the nursery with the +restless and excited Primrose while Mrs. Halfpenny and Lots went down to +the servants' festivity. + +When she came down again, it was to quiet the tempest of merriment, +and send off the younger folks in succession to bed, till only the four +elders and Hal remained on the scene, waiting till there was reason to +think the household would be ready for prayers. + +'It was Dolores that you saw at Darminster, Reginald,' said Miss Mohun, +quietly. + +'You Sphynx woman, how do you know?' + +'You said it was raining at Darminster.' + +'Yes, that it was, everywhere beyond the tunnel through the Darfield +hills.' + +'Exactly, I know they make a line in the rainfall. Well, here it was +dry, but Dolores called it a wet day.' + +'Now I call that too bad, Jane, to lay a trap for the poor child in the +game,' cried Colonel Mohun, just as if they had still been boy and girl +together. + +'It was to satisfy my own mind,' she said, colouring a little. 'I didn't +want any one to act on it. Indeed, I think there will be no occasion.' + +'Besides,' he added, 'it is nothing to go upon! No doubt, if it wasn't +raining, it was the next thing to it here, and bow was she to recollect +at this distance of time? I won't have her caught out in that way!' + +'I am glad she has a champion, Regie,' said Lady Merrifield. 'Here come +the servants.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. -- A CYPHER AND A TY. + + + +Dolores was coming down to breakfast the next morning when Colonel +Mohun's door opened. He exclaimed, 'My little Dolly, good morning!' +stooped down and kissed her. + +Then, standing still a moment, and holding her hand, he said-- + +'Dolly, it was not you I saw at Darminster station?' + +It was a terrible shock. Some one, no doubt, was trying to set him +against her. And should she betray Constance and her uncle? At any rate, +almost before she knew what she was saying, 'No, Uncle Regie,' was out +of her mouth, and her conscience was being answered with 'How do I know +it was me that he saw? these fur capes are very common.' + +'I thought not,' he answered, kindly. 'Look here, Dolly, I want one word +with you. Did your father ever leave anything in charge with you for Mr. +Flinders? Did he ever speak to you about him?' + +'Never,' Dolores truly answered. + +'Because, my dear, though it's a hard thing to say, and your poor mother +felt bound to him, he is a slippery fellow--a scamp, in fact, and if +ever he writes to you here, you had better send the letter straight off +to me, and I'll see what's to be done. He never has, I suppose?' + +'No,' said Dolores, answering the word here, and foolishly feeling the +involvement too great, and Constance too much concerned in it for her +to confess to her uncle what had really happened. Indeed, the first +falsehood held her to the second; and there was no more time, for Lord +Rotherwood was coming out of his room further down the passage. And +after the greetings, as she went downstairs before the two gentlemen, +she was sure she heard Uncle Regie say, 'She's all right.' What could it +mean? Was a storm averted? or was it brewing? Could that spiteful Aunt +Jane and her questions about the weather be at the bottom of it? + +The fun that was going on at breakfast seemed a mere roar of folly to +her, and she had an instinct of nothing but getting away to Constance. +She soon found that there would be opportunity enough, for the tree was +to be taken down in a barrow, and all the youthful world was to carry +down the decorations in baskets, and help to put them on. She dashed off +among the first to put on her things, and then was disappointed to +find that first all the pets were to be fed and shown off to Fly, who +appreciated them far more than she had done--knew how to lay hold of a +rabbit, nursed the guinea-pigs and puppies in turn, and was rapturous in +her acceptance of two young guinea-pigs and one puppy. + +'I can keep them up in daddy's dressing-room while we are at High Court, +and it will be such fun,' she said. + +'Will he let you?' asked Gillian, in some doubt. + +'Oh! daddy will always let me, and so will Griffin--his man, you know, +only we left him in London because daddy said he would be in your +butler's way, but I can't think why. Griffin would have helped about the +tree and learnt to make a mummy when we have our party. Louise would not +let me have them in the nursery, I know, but daddy and Griffin would, +and I could go and feed them in the morning before breakfast. Griffin +would get me bran! That is, if we do go to High Court; I wish we were to +stay on here. There's nobody to play with at High Court, and grandpapa +always keeps daddy talking politics, so that I can hardly ever get him! +Mysie, whatever do you do with your father away in India?' + +'Yes, it is horrid. But then, there's mamma,' said Mysie, whispering, +however, as she saw Dolores near, and feared to hurt her feelings. + +'Ah!' said Fly, with a tender little shake of her head; ''tis worse for +her to have no mother at all! Is that why she looks so sad?' + +'Cross' is the word,' said Wilfred. 'I can't think what she is come +bothering down here for!' + +'Oh! for shame, Wilfred!' said Fly. 'You should be sorry for her.' And +she went up to Dolores, and by way of doing the kindest thing in the +world, said-- + +'Here's my new puppy. Is not he a dear? I'll let you hold him,' and she +attempted to deposit the fat, curly, satiny creature in Dolores's arms, +which instantly hung down stiff, as she answered, half in fright, 'I +hate dogs!' The puppy fell down with a flop, and began to squeak, while +the girls, crying, 'Oh! Dolly, how could you!' and 'Poor little pup!' +all crowded round in pity and indignation, and Wilfred observed, 'I told +you so!' + +'You'll get no change but that out of the Lady of the Rueful +Countenance,' said Jasper. + +Mysie had for once nothing to say in Dolores's defence, being equally +hurt for Fly's sake and the puppy's. Dolores found herself virtually +sent to Coventry, as she accompanied the party across the paddock, +only just near enough to benefit by their protection from the herd of +half-grown calves which were there disporting themselves; and, as if to +make the contrast still more provoking, Fly, who had a natural affinity +for all animals, insisted on trying to attract them, calling, 'Sukkey! +sukkey!' and hold out bunches of grass, in vain, for they only galloped +away, and she could only explain how tame those at home were, and how +she went out farming with daddy whenever he had time, and mother and +Fraulein would let her out. + +The tree meantime came trundling down, a wonderful spectacle, with all +its gilt balls and fir-cones nodding and dangling wildly, and its other +embellishments turning upside down. There were greetings of delight at +Casement Cottage, and Miss Hacket had kissed everybody all round before +Gillian had time to present the new-comer, and then the good lady was +shocked at her own presumption, and exclaimed-- + +'I beg your ladyship's pardon! Dear me! I had no notion who it was!' + +'Then please kiss me again now you do know!' said Fly, holding up her +funny little face to that very lovable kind one, and they were all soon +absorbed in the difficulty of getting the tree in at the front door, and +setting it up in the room that had been prepared for it. + +Dolores had hoped to confide her alarms to Constance's sympathetic +ear, but her friend, who had written and dreamt of many a magnificently +titled scion of the peerage, but had never before seen one in her own +house, had not a minute to spare for her, being far too much engrossed +in observing the habits of the animal. These certainly were peculiar, +since she insisted on a waltz round the room with the tabby cat, and +ascended a step-ladder, merrily spurning Jasper's protection, to insert +the circle of tapers on the crowning chandelier. There was nothing left +for Dolores to do but to sit by in the window-seat, philosophizing on +the remarkable effects of a handle to one's name, and feeling cruelly +neglected. + +Suddenly she saw a fly coming up to the gate. There was a general +peeping and wondering. Then Uncle Reginald and a stranger got out and +came up to the door. There was a ring--everybody paused and wondered for +a moment; then the maid tapped at the door and said, 'Would Miss Mohun +come and speak to Colonel Mohun a minute in the drawing-room?' + +There was a hush of dread throughout the room. 'Ah!' sighed Miss Hacket, +looking at Gillian, and all the elders thought without saying that some +terrible news of her father had to be told to the poor child. They let +her go, frightened at the summons, but that idea not occurring to her. + +'There!' said Uncle Regie, 'she can set it straight. Don't be +frightened, my dear; only tell this gentleman whether that is your +writing.' + +The stranger held a strip so that she could only just see 'Dolores M. +Mohun,' and she unhesitatingly answered 'Yes'--very much surprised. + +'You are sure?' said her uncle, in a tone of disappointment that made +her falter, as she added, 'I think so.' At the same time the stranger +turned the paper round, and she knew it for the cheque that had so +long resided in her desk, but with dilated eyes, she exclaimed, +'But--but--that was for seven pounds!' + +'That,' said the stranger, 'then, Miss Mohun, you know this draft?' + +'Only it was for seven,' repeated Dolores. + +'You mean, I conclude, that it was drawn for seven pounds, and that it +was still for seven when it left your handy?' + +'Yes,' muttered Dolores, who was beginning to get very much frightened, +at she knew not what, and to feel on her guard at all points. + +'There's nothing to be afraid of, my dear,' said Uncle Reginald, +tenderly; 'nobody suspects you of anything. Only tell us. Did your +father give you this paper?' + +'Yes.' + +'And when did you cash it?' asked the clerk. + +Dolores hung her head. 'I didn't,' she said. + +'But how did it get out of your possession?' said her uncle. 'You are +sure this is your own writing at the back. It could surely not have been +stolen from her?' he added to the stranger. + +'That could hardly be,' said that person. 'Miss Mohun, you had better +speak out. To whom did you give this cheque?' + +There was a whirl of terror all round about Dolores, a horror of +bringing herself first, then Uncle Alfred, Constance, and everybody else +into trouble. She took refuge in uttering not a word. + +'Dolores,' said her uncle, and his tone was now much more grave and less +tender, thus increasing her terror; 'this silence is of no use. Did you +give this cheque to Mr. Flinders?' + +In the silence, the ticks of the clock on the mantel-piece seemed like a +hammer beating on her ears. Dolores thought of the morning's flat denial +of all intercourse with Flinders! Then the word give occurred to her +as a loophole, and her mind did not embrace all the consequences of +the denial, she only saw one thing at a time, 'I didn't give it,' she +answered, almost inaudibly. + +'You did not give it?' repeated her uncle, getting angry and speaking +loud. 'Then how did it get into his hands? Is there no truth in you?' he +added, after a pause, which only terrified her more and more. 'Whom did +you give it to?' + +'Constance!' The word came out she hardly knew how, as something which +at least was true. Colonel Mohun knocked at the door of the room she +had come from. It was instantly opened, and Miss Hacket began, 'The poor +dear! Can I get anything for her, I am sure it is a terrible shock!' +and as he stood, astonished, Gillian added, 'Oh! I see it isn't that. We +were afraid it was something about Uncle Maurice.' + +'No, my dear, no such thing. Only would Miss Constance Hacket be kind +enough to come here a minute?' + +'Oh! My apron! My fingers! Excuse me for being such a figure!' Constance +ran on, as Colonel Mohun made her come across to the room opposite, +where she looked about her in amazement. Was the stranger a publisher +about to make her an offer for the 'Waif of the Moorland.' But Dolores's +down-cast attitude and set, sullen face forbade the idea. + +'Miss Constance Hacket,' said the colonel, 'here is an uncomfortable +matter in which we want your assistance. Will you kindly answer a +question or two from Mr. Ellis, the manager of the.... Bank?' + +Then the manager politely asked her if she had seen the cheque before. + +'Yes--why--what's wrong about it? Oh! It is for seventy! Why, Dolores, I +thought it was only for seven?' + +'It was for seven when you parted with it, then, Miss Hacket,' said the +manager; 'let me ask whether you changed it yourself?' + +'No,' she said, 'I sent it to--' and there she came to a dead pause, in +alarm. + +'Did you send it to Mr. Alfred Flinders?' said Mr. Ellis. + +'Yes--oh!' another little scream, 'He can't have done it. He can't be +such a villain! Your own uncle, Dolores.' + +'He is no uncle of Dolores Mohun!' said the colonel. 'He is only the son +of her mother's step-mother by her first marriage.' + +'Oh, Dolores, then you deceived me!' exclaimed Constance; 'you told +me he was your own uncle, or I would never--and oh! my fifteen pounds. +Where is he?' + +'That, madam,' said Mr. Ellis, gravely, 'I hope the police may discover. +He has quitted Darminster after having cashed this cheque for seventy +pounds. We have already telegraphed to the police to be on the look out +for him, but I much fear that it will be too late.' + +'Oh! my fifteen pounds! What shall I do? Oh, Dolores, how could you? I +shall never trust any one again!' + +Perhaps Uncle Reginald felt the same, but he only darted a look upon his +niece, which she felt in every nerve, though to his eyes she only stood +hard and stolid. The manager, who found Constance's torrent of words +as hard to deal with as Dolores's silence, asked for pen and ink, and +begged to take down Miss Hacket's statement to lay before a magistrate +in case of Flinders's apprehension. It was not very easy to keep her +to the point, especially as her chief interest was in her own fifteen +pounds, of which Mr. Ellis only would say that she could prosecute the +man for obtaining money on false pretences, and this she trusted meant +getting it back again. As to the cheque in question, she told how +Dolores had entrusted it to her to send to her supposed uncle, Mr. +Flinders, to whom it had been promised the day they went to Darminster, +and she was quite ready to depose that when it left her hands, it was +only for seven pounds. + +This was all that the bank manager wanted. He thanked her, told Colonel +Mohun they should hear from him, and went off in a hurry, both to +communicate with the police, and to leave the young ladies to be dealt +with by their friends, who, he might well suppose, would rather that he +removed himself. + +'Put on your hat, Dolores,' said Colonel Mohun, gravely; 'you had better +come home with me! Miss Hacket, excuse me, but I am afraid I must ask +whether you have been assisting in a correspondence between my niece and +this Flinders?' + +'Oh! Colonel Mohun, you will believe me, I was quite deceived. Dolores +represented that he was her uncle, to whom she was much attached, +and that Lady Merrifield separated her from him out of mere family +prejudice.' + +'I am afraid you have paid dearly for your sympathy,' said the colonel. +'It certainly led you far when you assisted your friend to deceive the +aunt who trusted you with her.' + +The movement that was taking place seemed like licence to that roomful, +burning with curiosity to break out. Mysie was running after Dolores to +ask if she could do anything for her, but Colonel Mohun called her back +with 'Not now, Mysie.' Miss Hacket came forward with agitated hopes that +nothing was amiss, and, at sight of her, Constance collapsed quite. 'Oh, +Mary,' she cried out, 'I have been so deceived! Oh! that man!' and she +sunk upon a chair in a violent fit of crying, which alarmed Miss Hacket +so dreadfully that she looked imploringly up to Colonel Mohun. He +had meant to have left Miss Constance to explain, but he saw it was +necessary to relieve the poor elder sister's mind from worse fears by +saying, 'I am afraid it is my niece who deceived her, by leading her +into forwarding letters and money to a person who calls himself a +relation. He seems to have been guilty of a forgery, which may have +unpleasant consequences. Children, I think you had better follow us +home.' + +Dolores had come down by this time, and Colonel Mohun walked home, at +some paces from her, very much as if he had been guarding a criminal +under arrest. Poor Uncle Reginald! He had put such absolute trust in the +two answers she had made him in the morning; and had been so sure of her +good faith, that when the manager brought word that the cheque had +been traced to Flinders, who had absconded, he still held that it was +a barefaced forgery, entirely due to Flinders himself, and that Dolores +could show that she had no knowledge of it, and he had gone down in the +fly expecting to come home triumphant, and confute his sister Jane, +who persisted in being mournfully sagacious. And he was indignant in +proportion to the confidence he had misplaced; grieved, too, for his +brother's sake, and absolutely ashamed. + +Once he asked, when they were within the paddock, out of the way of +meeting any one, 'Have you nothing to say to me, Dolores?' + +It was not said in a manner to draw out an answer, and she made none at +all. + +Again he spoke, as they came near the house: + +'You had better go up to your room at once. I do not know how to think +of the blow this will be to your father.' + +It was so entirely what Dolores was thinking of, that it seemed to +her barbarous to tell her of it In fact she was stunned, scarcely +understanding what had happened, and too proud and miserable to ask for +an explanation, for had not every one turned against her, even Uncle +Reginald and Constance--and what had happened to that cheque? + +She did not see Uncle Reginald turn into the drawing-room, and letting +himself drop despairingly into an armchair, say, 'Well, Jane, you were +right, more's the pity!' + +'She really gave him the cheque!' + +'Yes, but at least it was only for seven. The rascal himself must have +altered it into seventy. She and the other girl both agree as to that. +There's been a clandestine correspondence going on with that scamp +ever since she has been here, under cover to that precious friend of +hers--that Hacket girl.' + +'Ah! you warned me, Jenny,' said Lady Merrifield 'But I'm quite sure +Miss Hacket knew nothing of it.' + +'I don't suppose she did. She seemed struck all of a heap. Any way +they've quarrelled now; the other one has turned King's evidence--has +lost some money too, and says Dolores deceived her. She's deceived every +one all round, that's the fact. Why she told me two flat lies this very +morning--lies--there's no other name for it. What will you do with her, +Lily?' + +'I don't know,' said Lady Merrifield, utterly shocked, and recollecting, +but not mentioning, the falsehood told to her about the note. Lord +Rotherwood said, 'Poor child,' and Colonel Mohun groaned, 'Poor +Maurice.' + +'Then she did go to Darminster?' said Miss Mohun. + +'Yes; that came out from this Miss Constance, who seems to have been +properly taken in about some publishing trash. Serve her right! But +it seems Dolores beguiled her with stories about her dear uncle in +distress. We left her nearly in hysterics, and I told the children to +come away.' + +'What does Dolores say?' asked Jane. + +'Nothing! I could not get a word out of her after the first surprise at +the alteration of the cheque. Not a word nor a tear. She is as hard--as +hard as a bit of stone.' + +'Really,' said Lady Merrifield, 'I can't help thinking there's a good +deal of excuse for her.' + +'What? That poor Maurice's wife was half a heathen, and afterwards the +girl was left to chance?' said Colonel Mohun. 'I see no other. And you, +Lily, are the last person I should expect to excuse untruth.' + +'I did not mean to do that, Regie; but you all say that poor Mary was +fond of this man and helped him.' + +'That she did!' said Lord Rotherwood, 'and very much against the grain +it went with Maurice.' + +'Then don't you see that this poor child, who probably never had the +matter explained to her, may have felt it a great hardship to be cut off +from the man her mother taught her to care for; and that may have led +her into concealments?' + +'Well!' said Colonel Mohun, 'at that rate, at least one may be thankful +never to have married.' + +'One--or two, Regie?' said Jane, as they all laughed at his sally. 'I +think I had better go up and see whether I can get anything out of +the child. Do you mean to have her down to dinner, Lily,' she added, +glancing at the clock. + +'Oh yes, certainly. I don't want to put her to disgrace before all the +children and servants--that is, if she is not crying herself out of +condition to appear, poor child.' + +'Not she,' said Uncle Reginald. + +On opening the door, the children were all discovered in the hall, in +anxious curiosity, not venturing in uncalled, but very much puzzled. + +Gillian came forward and said, 'Mamma, may we know what is the matter?' + +'I hardly understand it myself yet, my dear, only that Dolores and +Constance Hacket have let themselves be taken in by a sort of relation +of Dolores's mother, and Uncle Maurice has lost a good deal of money +through it. It would not have happened if there had been fair and +upright dealing towards me; but we do not know the rights of it, and you +had better take no notice of it to her.' + +'I thought,' said Valetta, sagaciously, 'no good could come of running +after that stupid Miss Constance.' + +'Who can't pull a cracker, and screams at a daddy long-legs,' added +Fergus. + +'But, mamma, what shall we do?' said Gillian. 'I came away because Uncle +Regie told us, and Constance was crying so terribly; but what is poor +Miss Hacket to do? There is the tree only half dressed, and all the +girls coming to-night, unless she puts them off.' + +'Yes, you had better go down alone as soon as dinner is over, and see +what she would like,' said Lady Merrifield. 'We must not leave her in +the lurch, as if we cast her off, though I am afraid Constance has been +very foolish in this matter. Oh, Gillian, I wish we could have made +Dolores happier amongst us, and then this would not have happened.' + +'She would never let us, mamma,' said Gillian. + +But Mysie, coming up close to her mother as they all went up the broad +staircase to prepare for the midday meal, confessed in a grave little +voice, 'Mamma, I think I have sometimes been cross to Dolly-more lately, +because it has been so very tiresome.' + +Lady Merrifield drew the little girl into her own room, stooped down, +and kissed her, saying, 'My dear child, these things need a great deal +of patience. You will have to be doubly kind and forbearing now, for she +must be very unhappy, and perhaps not like to show it. You might say +a little prayer for her, that God will help us to be kind to her, and +soften her heart.' + +'Oh yes, mamma; and, please, will you set it down for me?' + +'Yes, my dear, and for myself too. You shall have it before bed-time.' + +Aunt Jane had followed Dolores to her own room the girl, who was sitting +on her bed, dazed, regretted that she had not bolted her door, as her +aunt entered with the words, 'Oh, Dolores, I am very sorry I could not +have thought you would so have abused the confidence that was placed in +you.' + +To this Dolores did not answer. To her mind she was the person ill-used +by the prohibition of correspondence, but she could not say so. Every +one was falling on her; but Aunt Jane's questions could not well help +being answered. + +'What will your father think of if?' + +'He never forbade me to write to Uncle Alfred' said Dolores. + +'Because he never thought of your doing such a thing. Did he give you +this cheque?' + +'Yes.' + +'For yourself?' + +'N-n-o. But it was the same.' + +'What do you mean by that?' + +'It was to pay a man--a man's that's dead.' + +'That may be; but what right did that give you to spend the money +otherwise? Who was the man?' + +'Professor Muhlwasser, for some books of plates.' + +'How do you know he is dead! Who told you so? Eh! Was it Flinders? Ah! +you see what comes of trusting to an unprincipled man like that. If you +had only been open and straightforward with Aunt Lily, or with any of +us, you would have been saved from this tissue of falsehood; forfeiting +your Uncle Reginald's good opinion, and enabling Flinders to do your +father this great injury.' She paused, and, as Dolores made no answer, +she went on again--'Indeed, there is no saying what you have not brought +on yourself by your deceit and disobedience. If Flinders is apprehended, +you will have to appear against him in court, and publicly avow that you +gave away what your father trusted to you.' + +Dolores gave a little moan and start, and her aunt, perceiving that she +had touched an apparently vulnerable spot, proceeded--'The only thing +left for you to do is to tell the whole story frankly and honestly. I +don't say so only for the sake of showing Aunt Lily that you are sorry +for having abused her confidence. I wish I could think that you +are; but, unless we know all, we cannot shield you from any further +consequences, and that of course we should wish to do, for your father's +sake.' + +Dolores did not feel drawn to confession, but she knew that when Aunt +Jane once set herself to ask questions, there was no use in trying to +conceal anything. So she made answers, chiefly 'Yes' or No,' and her +aunt, by severe and diligent pumping, had extracted bit by bit what +it was most essential should be known, before the gong summoned them. +Dolores would rather have been a solitary prisoner, able to chafe +against oppression, than have been obliged to come down and confront +everybody; but she crept into the place left for her between Mysie and +Wilfred. She had very little appetite, and never found out how Mysie +was fulfilling her resolution of kindness by baulking Wilfred of sundry +attempts to tease; by substituting her own kissing-crust for Dolly's +more unpoetical piece of bread; and offering to exchange her delicious +strawberry-jam tartlet for the black-currant one at which her cousin was +looking with reluctant eyes. + +Mysie and Valetta were grievously exercised about their chances of +returning to the G.F.S. Tree. Indeed Gillian went the length of telling +them that Fly was behaving far better in her disappointment as to the +Butterfly's Ball than they were as to this 'old second-hand tree.' Fly +laughed and observed, 'Dear me, things one would like are always being +stopped. If one was to mind every time, how horrid it would be! And +there's always something to make up!' + +Then it occurred to Gillian, though not to her younger sisters, that +Lady Phyllis Devereux lived in general a much less indulged, and more +frequently disappointed, life than did herself and her sisters. + +However, there was great delight at that dinner-table. Jasper had ridden +to get the letters of the second post, and Lord Rotherwood had his hands +and his head full of them when he came in to luncheon--there being what +Lady Merrifield called a respectable dinner in view. In the first place. +Lord Ivinghoe was getting on very well, and was up, sitting by the fire, +playing patience. Nobody was catching the measles, and quarantine +would be over on the 9th of January. Secondly, 'Fly, shall you be very +broken-hearted if I tell you.' + +'Oh, daddy, you wouldn't look like that if it was anything very bad! +Lion isn't dead?' + +'No; but I grieve to say your unnatural grand-parents don't want you! +Grandmamma is nervous about having you without mamma. What did we do +last time we were there, Fly?' + +'Don't you remember, daddy? they said there was nothing for me to ride +to the meet, and you and Griffin put the side-saddle on Crazy Kate, and +we went out with the hounds, and I've got the brush up in my room!' + +'I don't wonder grandmamma is nervous,' observed Lady Merrifield. + +'Will you be nervous, Lily,' said Lord Rotherwood, 'if this same flyaway +mortal is left on your hands till the 9th?' + +Dinner, manners, silence before company, and all, could not repress a +general scream of ecstacy, which called forth the reply. 'I should think +you and her mother were the people to be nervous. + +'Oh! my lady has been duly instructed in Merrifield perfections, and +esteems you a model mother.' + +The children's nods and smiles said 'Hear, hear!' + +'Well, you've got it all in her own letter,' continued Lord Rotherwood. +'You see, they've got a caucus at High Court, and a dinner, and I must +go up there on Monday; but if you'll keep this dangerous Fly--' + +'I can answer for the pleasure it will give,' + +'Well then, I'll come back for her by the 9th, and you've Victoria's +letter, haven't you?' + +'Yes, it is very kind of her.' + +'Then I shall expect you to be ready to start with me for the +Butterfly's Ball. Eh, young ladies, what will you come out as?' + +'Oh daddy, daddy, is it? Has mamma asked them? Oh! it is more delicious +than anything ever was. Mysie, Mysie, what will you be?' + +'The sly little dormouse crept out of his hole,' quoted Mysie, in a very +low, happy voice. + +'And I will be a jolly old frog,' shouted Fergus, finding the ordinance +of silence broken and making the most of it, on the presumption that +the whole family were invited. However, the tone, rather than the +uncomprehended words of his mother's answer, 'Nobody asked you, sir,' +she said, reduced him to silence, and it became understood, through +Fly's inquiries, that the invitation included Lady Merrifield must make +her acceptance doubtful. And besides, the question which three were +to go was the unspoken drawback to full bliss, and yet the delight was +exceedingly great in the prospect, great enough to make the contrast of +gloom in poor Dolores's spirit all the darker, as she sat, left out of +everything, and she could not now say, with absolute injustice, though +she still clung to the belief that there was more misfortune than fault +in her disgrace. + +She crept away, shivering with unhappiness, to the schoolroom, while +the others frisked off discussing the wonderful Butterfly's Ball. Lady +Merrifield looked in on her, and she hardened herself to endure either +another probing or fresh reproaches, but all she heard was, 'My dear, I +cannot talk over this sad affair now, as I have to go out. But, if you +can, I think you had better write to your father about it, and let him +understand exactly how it happened. Or, if you had rather write than +speak in explaining it to me, you can do so, and we can consider +tomorrow what is to be done about it.' + +Then she went out with her brother and cousin to drive to some +Industrial schools which Lord Rotherwood wanted to see. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. -- THE BUTTERFLY'S BALL. + + + +Miss Mohun went to the Casement Cottages with Gillian to see what the +elder Miss Hacket might wish and whether they could be of use to her; +the young people being left to exercise themselves within call in case +the Tree was to be continued. + +This proved to be an act of great kindness, for poor Mary Hacket was +suffering all the distress of an upright and honourable woman at her +sister's abuse of confidence; and had felt as if Colonel Mohun's summons +to his nieces was the close of all intimacy with such an unworthy +household. Moreover, the evenings entertainment could not be given up +and Gillian was despatched to summon the eager assistants, while Aunt +Jane repeated her assurances that Lady Merrifield perfectly understood +Miss Hacket's ignorance of the doings in Constance's room--listening +patiently even when the tender-hearted woman began to excuse her sister +for having accepted Dolores's lamentations at being cut off from her +so-called uncle. 'Dear Connie is so romantic, and so easily touched,' +she said, 'though, of course, it was very wrong of her to suppose that +Lady Merrifield could do anything harsh or unkind. She is in great grief +now, poor darling, she feels so bitterly that her friend led her into it +by deceiving her about the relationship and character.' + +This, Aunt Jane did not think the worst part of the affair, and she said +that the girl had been brought up to call the man Uncle Alfred, and very +possibly did not understand that he was only so by courtesy, nor that he +was so utterly untrustworthy. + +'I thought so,' said Mary Hacket. 'I told Connie that such a child could +not possibly have been a willing party to his fraud--for fraud, I fear, +it was--Miss Mohun. Do you think there is any hope of her recovering the +sum she advanced.' + +'I am afraid there is not, even if the wretched man is apprehended.' + +'Ah! if she had only told me what she wanted it for!' + +'I hope it was all her own.' + +'Oh, Miss Mohun, no doubt you know that two sisters living together must +accommodate one another a little, and Connie's dress expenses, at her +age, are necessarily more than mine. But here come the dear children, +and we ought to dismiss all painful subjects, though I declare I am so +nervous I hardly know what I am about.' + +However, by Miss Mohun's help, the good lady rose to the occasion, and +when once busy, the trouble was thrown off, so that no guests would have +detected how unhappy she had been in the forenoon. Constance soon +came down, and confided to Gillian a parcel directed to Miss D. Mohun, +containing all the notes written to her, and all the books lent to her, +by the false friend whom she had cast off, after which she threw herself +into the interests of the present. + +The London ornaments, and the residue of the gifts and bonbons, made the +Christmas-tree a most memorable one to the G.F.S. mind. + +As to Fly, she fraternized to a great extent with a very small maid, +in a very long, brown dress, and very thick boots, who did not taste +a single bonbon, and being asked whether she understood that they were +good to eat, replied that she was keeping them for 'our Bertie and +Minnie;' and, on encouragement, launched into such a description of her +charges--the blacksmith's small children--that Lady Phyllis went back, +not without regrets that she could not be a little nurse who had done +with school at twelve years old, and spent her days at the back of a +perambulator. + +'Oh, daddy,' she said, 'I do wish you had come down; it was such lovely +fun--the best tree I ever saw. Why wouldn't you come?' + +'If thirty odd years should pass over that little head of yours, my Lady +Fly, and you should then meet with Mysie and Val, maybe you will then +learn the reason why.' + +'We will recollect that in thirty years' time.' + +'When our children go to a Christmas-tree.' + +'And we sit over the fire instead.' + +'Oh! but should we ever not care for a dear, delightful Christmas-tree?' + +'If we had each other instead.' + +'Then we would all go still together!' + +'And tell our little boys and girls all about this one, and the +Butterfly's Ball!' + +'Perhaps our husbands would want us, and not let us go.' + +'Oh! I don't want a husband. He'd be in the way. We'd send him off to +India or somewhere, like Aunt Lily's.' + +'Don't, Fly; it is not at all nice to have papa away.' + +'Oh yes, it would be ten hundred times better if he were at home.' + +Such were the mingled sentiments of the triad, as they went upstairs to +bed, linked together in their curious fashion. + +Some time later, a bedroom discussion of affairs was held by Lady +Merrifield and Miss Mohun, who had not had a moment alone together all +day, to converse upon the two versions of the disaster which the latter +had extracted from Dolores and Constance, and which fairly agreed, +though Constance had been by far the most voluble, and somewhat +ungenerously violent against her former friend, at least so Lady +Merrifield remarked. + +'You should take into account the authoress's disappointed vanity.' + +'Yes, poor thing! How he must have nattered her!' + +'Besides, there is the loss of the money, which, I fear, falls as +seriously on good Miss Hacket as on the goose herself.' + +'Does it, indeed? That must not be. How much is it?' + +'Fifteen pounds; and that foolish Constance fancies that poor Dolores +assisted in duping her. I really had to defend the girl; though I am +just as angry myself when I watch her adamantine sullenness.' + +'I am the person to be angry with for having allowed the intimacy, in +spite of your warnings, Jenny.' + +'You were too innocent to know what girls are made of. Oh yes, you +are very welcome to have six of your own, but you might have six dozen +without knowing what a girl brought up at a second-rate boarding-school +is capable of, or what it is to have had no development of conscience. +What shall you do? send her to school?' + +'After that recommendation of yours?' + +'I didn't propose a second-rate boarding-school, ma'am. There's a High +School starting after the holidays at Rockstone. Let me have her, and +send her there.' + +'Ada would not like it.' + +'Never mind Ada, I'll settle her. I would keep Dolly well up to her +lessons, and prevent these friendships.' + +'I suppose you would manage her better than I have been able to do,' +said Lady Merrifield, reluctantly. 'Yet I should like to try again; I +don't want to let her go. Is it the old story of duty and love, Jane? +Have I failed again through negligence and ignorance, and deceived +myself by calling weakness and blindness love?' + +'You don't fail with your own, Lily. Rotherwood runs about admiring +them, and saying he never saw a better union of freedom and obedience. +It was really a treat to see Gillian's ways tonight; she had so much +consideration, and managed her sisters so well.' + +'Ah, but there's their father! I do so dread spoiling them for him +before he comes home; but then he is a present influence with us all the +time.' + +'They would all clap their hands if I carried Dolly off.' + +'Yes, and that is one reason I don't want to give her up; it seems so +sad to send Maurice's child away leaving such an impression. One thing I +am thankful for, that it will be all over before grandmamma and Bessie +Merrifield come.' + +At that moment there was a knock at the door, and a small figure +appeared in a scarlet robe, bare feet, and dishevelled hair. + +'Mysie, dear child! What's the matter? who is ill?' + +'Oh, please come, mamma, Dolly is choking and crying in such a dreadful +way, and I can't stop her.' + +'I give up, Lily. This is mother-work,' said Miss Mohun. + +Hurrying upstairs, Lady Merrifield found very distressing sounds issuing +from Dolores's room; sobs, not loud, but almost strangled into a perfect +agony of choking down by the resolute instinct, for it was scarcely +will. + +'My dear, my dear, don't stop it!' she exclaimed, lifting up the girl in +her arms. 'Let it out; cry freely; never mind. She will be better soon, +Mysie dear. Only get me a glass of water, and find a fresh handkerchief. +There, there, that's right!' as Dolores let herself lean on the kind +breast, and conscious that the utmost effects of the disturbance had +come, allowed her long-drawn sobs to come freely, and moaned as they +shook her whole frame, though without screaming. Her aunt propped her up +on her own bosom, parted back her hair, kissed her, and saying she was +getting better, sent Mysie back to her bed. The first words that were +gasped out between the rending sobs were, 'Oh! is my--he--to be tried?' + +'Most likely not, my dear. He has had full time to get away, and I hope +it is so.' + +'But wasn't he there? Haven't they got him? Weren't they asking me about +him, and saying I must be tried for stealing father's cheque?' + +'You were dreaming, my poor child. They have not taken him, and I am +quite sure you will not be tried anyway.' + +'They said--Aunt Jane and Uncle Reginald and all, and 'that dreadful man +that came--' + +'Perhaps they said you might have to be examined, but only if he is +apprehended, and I fully expect that he is out of reach, so that you +need not frighten yourself about that, my dear.' + +'Oh, don't go!' cried Dolores, as her aunt stirred. + +'No, I'm not going. I was only reaching some water for you. Let me +sponge your face.' + +To this Dolores submitted gratefully, and then sighed, as if under heavy +oppression, 'And did he really do it?' + +'I am afraid he must have done so.' + +'I never thought it. Mother always helped him.' + +'Yes, my dear, that made it very hard for you to know what was right to +do, and this is a most terrible shock for you,' said her aunt, feeling +unable to utter another reproach just then to one who had been so loaded +with blame, and she was touched the more when Dolores moaned, 'Mother +would have cared so much.' + +She answered with a kiss, was glad to find her hand still held, and +forgot that it was past eleven o'clock. + +'Please, will it quite ruin father?' asked Dolores, who had not outgrown +childish confusion about large sums of money. + +'Not exactly, my dear. It was more than he had in the bank, and Uncle +Regie thinks the bankers will undertake part of the loss if he will let +them. It is more inconvenient than ruinous.' + +'Ah!' There was a faintness and oppression in the sound which made +Lady Merrifield think the girl ought not to be left, and before long, +sickness came on. Nurse Halfpenny had to be called up, and it was one +o'clock before there was a quiet, comfortable sleep, which satisfied the +aunt and nurse that it was safe to repair to their own beds again. + +The dreary, undefined self-reproach and vague alarms, intensified by the +sullen, reserved temper, and culminating in such a shock, alienating the +only persons she cared for, and filling her with terror for the future, +could not but have a physical effect, and Dolores was found on the +morrow with a bad head-ache, and altogether in a state to be kept in +bed, with a fire in her room. + +Gillian and Mysie were much impressed by the intelligence of their +cousin's illness when they came to their mother's room on the way to +breakfast, and Mysie turned to her sister, saying, 'There Gill, you +see she did care, though she didn't cry like us. Being ill is more than +crying.' + +'Well,' said Gillian, 'it is a good deal more than such things as you +and Val cry for, Mysie.' + +'It was a trial such as you don't understand, my dears,' said Lady +Merrifield. 'I don't, of course, excuse much that she did, but she had +been used to see her mother make every exertion to help the man.' + +'That does make a difference,' said Gillian, 'but she shouldn't have +taken her father's money. And wasn't it dreadful of Constance to smuggle +her letters? I'm quite glad Constance gets part of the punishment.' + +'Certainly, that might be just, Gillian, but unfortunately the loss +falls infinitely more heavily upon Miss Hacket, who cannot afford the +loss at all.' + +'Oh dear!' cried Mysie. + +'I'm very sorry,' said Gillian. + +'And, my dear girls, in all honour and honesty, we must make it up to +her.' + +'Can't we save it out of our allowance?' said Mysie. + +'Sixpence a month from you, a shilling perhaps from Gill, how long would +that take? No, my dear girls, I am going to put you to a heavy trial.' + +'Oh, mamma, don't!' cried Gillian, seeing what she was driving at. +'Don't give up the Butterfly's Ball.' + +'Oh, don't!' implored Mysie, tears starting in her eyes. 'We never saw a +costume ball, and Fly wishes it so.' + +'And I thought you had promised,' said Gillian. + +'Cousin Rotherwood assumes that I did; but I did not really accept. +I told him I could not tell, for you know your Grandmamma Merrifield +talked of coming here, and I cannot put her off. And now I see that it +must be given up.' + +'It need only be calico!' sighed Gillian, sticking pins in and out of +the pincushion. + +'Fancy dresses even in calico are very expensive. Besides, I could not +go to a place like Rotherwood without at least two new dresses, and it +is not right to put papa to more expense.' + +'Oh, mamma! couldn't you? You always do look nicer than any one,' said +Mysie. + +'My dear, I am afraid nothing I have at present would be suitable for +a General's wife at Lady Rotherwood's party, and we must think of what +would be fitting both towards our hostess and papa. Don't you see?' + +'Ah! your velvet dress!' sighed Gillian. + +'My poor old faithful state apparel,' smiled Lady Merrifield. 'Poor +Gill, you did not think again to have to mourn for it, but I don't know +that even that could have been sufficiently revivified, though it was my +cheval de bataille for so many years. + +For Lady Merrifield's black velvet of many years' usefulness, had been +put on for her p.p.c. party at Belfast, when Gillian, in abetting Jasper +in roasting chestnuts over a paraffin-lamp, had set herself and the +tablecloth on fire, and had been extinguished with such damages as +singed hair, a scar on Jasper's hands, and the destruction of her +mother's 'front breadth.' There had been such relief and thankfulness at +its being no worse that the 'state apparel' had not been much mourned, +especially as the remains made a charming pelisse for Primrose; and in +the retirement of Silverton, it had not been missed till the present +occasion. + +'Do gowns cost so very much?' said Mysie. + +'Indeed they do, my poor Mouse. The lamented cost more than twenty +pounds. I had been thinking whether I could afford the requisite +garments--not quite so costly--and thought I might get them for about +sixteen, with contrivance; but you see I feel it my fault that I let +Dolores go and lead Constance to get cheated, and I cannot take the +money out of what papa gives for household expenses and your education, +so it must come out of my own personal allowance. Don't you see?' + +'Ye--es,' said Gillian, apparently intent on getting a big, black-headed +pin repeatedly into the same hole, while Mysie was trying with all her +might not to cry. + +'You are thinking it is very hard that you should suffer for Dolly's +faults. Perhaps it is, but such things may often happen to you, my +dears. Christians bear them well for love's sake, you know.' + +'And it is a little my fault,' said Gillian, thoughtfully; 'for it was I +that let the chestnut fall into the lamp.' + +'I--I don't think I should have minded so much,' said Mysie, almost +crying, 'if we had done it our own selves--and Fly too--for some very +poor woman in the snow.' + +'I know that very well, Mysie, and this is a much harder trial, as you +don't get the honour and glory of it; and, besides, you will have to +take care to say not a word of this reason to Fly or Valetta, or any one +else.' + +'Val will be awfully disappointed,' said Gillian. + +'Poor Val! But I should not have taken her anyway, so that matters +the less. I should have taken Jasper, for that would have been more +convenient than so many girls. In fact, I did not mean anybody to have +heard of it till I had made up my mind, so that there would have been no +disappointment; but that naughty Cousin Rotherwood could not keep it to +himself; and so, my poor maidens, you have to bear it with a good grace, +and to be treated as my confidential friends.' + +Mysie smiled and kissed her mother--Gillian cleared somewhat, but +observing, 'I only wish it wasn't clothes;' tried to dismiss the subject +as the gong began to sound, but Mysie caught her mother's dress, and +said, 'Mayn't I tell Fly, for a great secret?' + +'No, my dear, certainly not. Fly is a dear little girl, but we don't +know how she can keep secrets, and it would never do to let the +Rotherwoods know; papa and Uncle William would be exceedingly annoyed. +And only think of Miss Hacket's feelings if it came round. It will be +hard enough to get her to take it now.' + +'Perhaps she won't,' flashed into the minds of both girls; but Mysie +said entreatingly, 'One moment more, mamma, please! What can I say to +Fly that will be the truth?' + +'Say that I find we cannot go, and that I had never promised,' said Lady +Merrifield. 'I trust you, my dears.' + +And as she opened the door to hurry down to prayers, the two sisters +felt the words very precious and inspiriting. Mysie lingered on the step +and bravely asked Gillian whether her eyes looked like crying-- + +'No, only a little twinkly,' answered the elder sister; 'they will be +all right after prayers if you don't rub them.' + +'No, I won't, said Mysie; "I'll try to mean 'Thy will be done.' For I +suppose it is His will, though it is mamma's." + +'I'm glad you thought of that, Mysie,' said Gillian; 'you see it is +mamma's goodness.' And Gillian added to herself, "dear little Mysie +too. If it had not been for her, I believe I should have 'grizzled' all +prayer-time, and now I hope I shall attend instead." + +When everybody rose up from their knees, Lady Merrifield was glad to see +two fairly cheerful faces. She tried to lessen the responsibility of the +confidants, and to get the matter settled by telling Lord Rotherwood +at once and publicly that she had thought his kind invitation over, +and that she found she must not accept it. Perhaps she warily took the +moment after she had seen the postman coming up the drive, for he had +only time to say, 'Now, that's too bad, Lily, you don't mean it,' and +she to answer, 'Yes, in sad earnest, I do,' before the letters came in, +and the attention of the elders was taken off by the distribution. + +But Valetta whispered to Gillian, 'Not going; oh why?' + +'No; never mind, you wouldn't have gone, anyway--hush--' said Gillian, +beginning, it may be, a little sharply, but then becoming dismayed as +Valetta, perhaps a little unhinged by the late pleasures, burst forth +into such a fit of crying as made everybody look up, and her mother tell +her to go away if she could not behave better. Gillian, understanding +a sign of the head as permission, led her away, hearing Lord Rotherwood +observe,-- + +'There, you cruel party!' before again becoming absorbed in his letter. + +'Oh dear!' sighed Fly, turning to Mysie as they rose from table, 'I am +so sorry! It would have been so nice; and I thought we were safe, as +mamma had written herself!' + +'Ah! but my mamma hadn't accepted,' said Mysie. + +Phyllis seemed to take this as final, and sighed, but Mysie presently +exclaimed, 'I say! can't we all play at Butterfly's Ball in the hall +after lessons?' + +'Lessons?' said Fly; 'but it's holiday-time?' + +'Mamma always makes us do a sort of little lesson, even in the holidays, +as she says we get naughty. But I suppose you need not; and perhaps she +will not make us now you are here.' + +Colonel Mohun and Lord Rotherwood were going to Darminster to see what +was the state of the investigation about Mr. Flinders. They set out +directly after breakfast, and after the feeding of the pets, where +Valetta joined them, much consoled by the prospect of the extemporary +Butterfly's Ball at home, Lady Phyllis, with her usual ready +adaptability, repaired with the others to the schoolroom, where the +Psalms and Lessons were read, and a small amount of French reading in +turn from 'En Quarantaine' followed, with accompaniment of needlework or +drawing, after which the children were free. + +Aunt Jane was going home to her Sunday school and the Rockstone +festivities. She came down for her final talk with her sister just in +time to perceive the folding up of three five-pound notes. + +'Lily,' she said, with instant perception, 'I could beat myself for what +I told you yesterday.' + +Lady Merrifield laughed. 'The girls are very good about it!' she said. +'Now you have found it out, see whether that note will make Miss Hacket +swallow it.' + +'Can't be better! But oh. Lily, it is disgusting! Could not I rig up +something fanciful for the children?' + +'That's not so much the point. 'The General's lady,' as Mrs. Halfpenny +would say, is bound not to look like 'ane scrub,' as she would be +unwelcome to Victoria, and what would be William's feelings? I could +hardly have accomplished it even with this, and the catastrophe settles +the matter.' + +'You could not get into my black satin?' + +'No, I thank you, my dear little Brownie,' said Lady Merrifield, +elongating herself like a girl measuring heights. + +'Ada has a larger assortment, as well as a taller person,' continued +Miss Jane, 'but then they are rather 'henspeckle,' and they have all +made their first appearance at Rotherwood.' + +'No, no, thank you, my dear, Jasper would not like the notion--even if +there was not more of me than of Ada. I have no doubt it is much better +for us.' + +'Should you have liked it, Lily?' + +'For once in a way. For Rotherwood's sake, dear old fellow. Yes, I +should.' + +'Ah, well! You are a bit of a grande dame yourself. Ada enjoys it, too, +or I don't think I ever should go there.' + +'Surely Victoria behaves well to you?' + +'Far be it from me to say she is not exemplary in her perfect civility +to all her husband's relations. Ada thinks her charming; but oh. Lily, +you've never found out what it is to be a little person in a great +person's house, and to feel one's self scrupulously made one of the +family, because her husband is so much attached to all of them. There's +nothing spontaneous about it! I dare say you would get on better, though +You are not a country-town old maid; you would have an air of the world +and of distinction even if you went in your old grey poplin.' + +'Well, I thought better of my lady.' + +'You ought not! She makes great efforts, I am sure, and is a pattern of +graciousness and cordiality--only that's just what riles one, when one +knows one is just as well born, and all the rest of it. And then I'm +provided with the clever men, and the philanthropical folk to talk to. I +know it's a great compliment, and they are very nice, but I'd ten times +rather take my chance among them. However, now I've made the grapes sour +for you, what do you think about Dolores? Will you send her to us?' + +'Not immediately, at any rate, dear Jane. It is very kind in you to wish +to take her off our hands, but I do want to try her a little longer. I +thought she seemed to be softening last night.' + +'She was as hard as ever when I went in to wish her good-bye.' + +'I thought she had too much headache for conversation when I went in +last; I think this is a regular upset from unhappiness and reserve.' + +'Alias temper and deceitfulness.' + +'Something of both. You know the body often suffers when things are not +thrown out in a wholesome explosion at once, but go simmering on; and I +mean to let this poor child alone till she is well.' + +'Ah! here comes the pony-carriage. Well, Lily, send her to me if you +repent.' + +The sisters came out to find the Butterfly's Ball in full action. Fly +had become a Butterfly by the help of a battered pair of fairy wings, +stretched on wire, which were part of the theatrical stock. 'The shy +little Dormouse' was creeping about on all fours under a fur jacket, +with a dilapidated boa for a long tail, but her 'blind brother the Mole' +had escaped from her, and had been transformed into the Frog, by means +of a spotted handkerchief over his back, and tremendous leap-frog jumps. +Primrose, in another pair of fairy wings, was personating the Dragon-fly +and all his relations, 'green, orange, and blue.' Valetta, in perfect +content with the present, with a queer pair of ears, and a tail made +of an old brush, sat up and nibbled as Squirrel. The Grasshopper was +performing antics which made him not easily distinguishable from +the Frog, and the Spider was actually descending by a rope from the +balusters, while his mother, standing somewhat aghast, breathed a hope +that 'poor Harlequin's' fall was not part of the programme. But she +did not interfere, having trust in the gymnastics that were studied +at school by Jasper, who had been beguiled into the game by Fly's +fascinations. + +'A far more realistic performance than the Rotherwood Butterfly's Ball +is likely to be,' said Aunt Jane, aside, as the various guests came up +for her departing kiss. 'And much more entertaining, if they could only +think so. Where's Gillian?' + +Gillian appeared on the stairs in her own person at the moment. She +said Mrs. Halfpenny had called her, and told her that 'Miss Dollars' was +crying, and that she did not think the child ought to be left alone +long to fret herself, but Saturday morning needments called away nurse +herself, so she had ordered in Miss Gillian as her substitute. Gillian +was reading to her, and had only come away to make her farewells to Aunt +Jane. + +'That is right, my dear,' said her mother; 'I will come and sit with her +after luncheon.' + +For the whole youthful family were to turn out to superintend the +replantation of the much-enduring fir, which, it was hoped, might +survive for many another Christmas. + +However, Lady Merrifield could not keep her promise, for a whole party +of visitors arrived just after the children's dinner was over. + +'And it's old Mrs. Norgood,' sighed Gillian, looking over the balusters, +'and she always slays for ages!' + +'One of you young ladies must bide with Miss Dollars,' said Nurse +Halfpenny, decidedly, 'or we shall have her fretting herself ill again.' + +'Oh, nursie, can't you?' entreated Gillian. + +'Me, Miss Gillian! How can I, when Miss Primrose is going out with +the whole clamjamfrie, and all the laddies, into the wet plantations? +Na--one of ye maun keep the lassie company. Ye've had your turn, Miss +Gillian, so it should be Miss Mysie. It winna hurt ye, bairn, ye that +hae been rampaging ower the house all the morning.' + +Mysie knew it was her turn, but she also knew that nurse always favoured +Gillian and snubbed her. She had a devouring longing to be with her dear +Fly, and a certain sense that she was the preferred one. Must another +pleasure be sacrificed to that very naughty Dolores, whose misdemeanours +had deprived them of the visit to Rotherwood. She looked so dismal that +Gillian said good-naturedly, 'Really, Mysie, I don't think mamma would +mind Dolores's being left a little while; I must go down to see about +the Tree, because mamma gave me a message to old Webb, but I'll come +back directly. Or perhaps Dolly is going to sleep, and does not want any +one. Go and see.' + +Mysie on this crept quietly into the room, full of hope of escape, but +Dolores was anything but asleep. 'Oh, are you come, Mysie? Now you'll go +on with the story. I tried, but my eyes ache at the back of them, and I +can't.' + +Mysie's fate was sealed. She sat down by the fire and took up the book, +'A Story for the Schoolroom,' one of the new ones given from the Tree. +It was the middle of the story, and she did not care about it at first, +especially when she heard Fly's voice, and all the others laughing and +chattering on the stairs. + +'Didn't they care for her absence?' and her voice grew thick, and her +eyes dim; but Dolores must not think her cross and unwilling, and she +made a great effort, became interested in the girls there described, and +wondered whether staying with Fly would have turned her head, after the +example of the heroine of the book. + +Dolores did not seem to want to talk. In fact, she was clinging to the +reading, because she could not bear to speak or think of the state of +affairs, and the story seemed, as it were, to drown her misery. She +knew that her aunt and cousins were far less severe with her than she +expected, but that could only be because she was ill. Had not Uncle +Reginald turned against her, and Constance? It would all come upon her +as soon as she came out of her room, and she was rather sorry to believe +that she should be up and about to-morrow morning. + +Mysie read on till the short, winter day showed the first symptoms of +closing in. Then Lady Merrifield came up. 'You here, little nurse?' she +said. 'Run out now and meet the others. I'll stay with Dolly.' Mysie +knew by the kiss that her mother was pleased with her; but Dolores +dreaded the talk with her aunt, and made herself sleepy. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. -- THE INCONSTANCY OF CONSTANCE. + + + +The two gentlemen who had gone to Darminster brought home tidings that +the police who had been put on the track of Flinders had telegraphed +that it was thought that a person answering to his description had +embarked at Liverpool in an American-bound steamer. + +This idea, though very uncertain, was a relief, at least to all except +the boys, who thought it a great shame that such a rascal should escape, +and wanted to know whether the Americans could not be made to give him +up. They did not at all understand their elders being glad, for the sake +of Maurice Mohun and his dead wife, that the man should not be publicly +convicted, and above all that Dolores should not have to bear testimony +against him in court, and describe her own very doubtful proceedings. +Besides, there would have been other things to try him for, since he had +cheated the publishing house which employed him of all he had been able +to get into his hands. There was reason to believe that he had heavy +debts, especially gambling ones, and that he had become desperate since +he no longer had his step-sister to fall back upon. + +Looking into his room, among other papers, a half-burnt manuscript was +found upon his grate among some exhausted cinders, as if he had been +trying to use the unfortunate 'Waif of the Moorland' to eke out his last +fire. Moreover, the proprietor of the Politician told Colonel Mohun of +having remonstrated with him on the exceeding weakness and poorness of +the 'Constantia' poetry, 'which,' as that indignant personage added, +'was evidently done merely as a lure to the unfortunate young lady.' + +The fifteen pounds had been accepted in an honourable and ladylike +manner by the elder sister--but without any overpowering expression +of gratitude. No doubt it was a bitter pill to her, forced down by +necessity, and without guessing that it cost the donors anything. + +Dolores's mind was set at rest as to Flinders's evasion before night, +and on the Sunday morning even Nurse Halfpenny could find out nothing +the matter with her, so that she was obliged to make her appearance as +usual. Uncle Reginald did not kiss her, he only gave a cold nod, and +said 'Good morning.' Otherwise all went on as usual, and it was pleasant +to find that Fly was as entirely used as they were to learning Collect +and hymn, and copying out texts illustrating Catechism, and that she was +expected to have them ready to repeat them to her mother some time +in the afternoon. There was something, too, that Mysie could not have +described, but which she liked, in the manner in which, on this morning, +Dolores accepted small acts of good nature, such as finding a book +for her, getting a new pen and helping her to the whereabouts of a +Scriptural reference. It seemed for the first time as if she liked to +receive a kindness, and her 'thank you' really had a sound of thanks, +instead of being much more like 'I wish you would not.' Mysie felt +really encouraged to be kind, and when, on setting forth to church, +everybody was crowding round trying to walk with Fly, and Dolores was +going along lonely and deserted, Mysie resigned her chance of one side +of the favourite Phyllis, and dropped back to give her company to the +solitary one. To her surprise and gratification, Dolores took hold of +her hand, and listened quite willingly to her chatter about the schemes +for the fortnight that Fly was to be left with them. Presently Constance +was seen going markedly by the other gate of the churchyard, quite out +of her usual way, and not even looking towards them. + +It was the last day of the old year, and, in the midst of the Christmas +joy, there were allusions to it in the services and hymns. Something +in the tune of 'Days and moments quickly flying,' touched some chord in +Dolores's spirit, and set her off crying. She would have done anything +to stop it, but there was no helping it, great round splashes came down, +and the more she was afraid of being noticed, the worse the choking +grew. At last, the very worst person--she thought--to take notice. Uncle +Reginald, did so, and, under cover of a general rising, said sternly, +'Stop that, or go out.' + +Stop that! Much did the colonel know about a girl's tears, or how she +would have given anything to check them. But here was Aunt Lily edging +down to her, taking her by the hand, leading her out, she did not know +how, stopping all who would have come after them with help--then pausing +a little in the open, frosty air. + +'Oh, Aunt Lily! I am very sorry!' + +'Never mind that, my dear. Do you feel poorly?' + +'Oh no; I'm quite well--only--' + +'Only overcome--I don't wonder--my dear--can you walk quietly home with +me?' + +'Yes, please.' + +Nothing was said till they had passed the 'idle corner,' where men and +half-grown lads smoked their pipes in anything but Sunday trim; and +stared at the lady making her exit, till they were through the short +street with shop windows closed, and a strong atmosphere of cooking, +and had come into the quiet lane leading to the paddock. Then Lady +Merrifield laid her hand on the girl's shoulder very gently, and said, +'It was too much for you, my dear, you are not quite strong yet.' + +'Oh yes; I'm well. Only I am so very--very miserable,' and the gust of +sobs and tears rushed on her again. + +'Dear child, I should like to be able to help you!' + +'You can't! I've done it! And--and they'll all be against me +always--Uncle Regie and all!' + +'Uncle Regie was very much hurt, but I'm sure he will forgive you when +he sees how sorry you are. You know we all hope this is going to be a +fresh start. I am sure you were deceived.' + +'Yes,' said Dolores. 'I never could have thought he--Uncle Alfred--was +such a dreadful man.' + +'I expect that since he lost your mother's influence and help he may +have sunk lower than when you had seen him before. Did your father give +you any directions about him?' + +'No. Father hated to hear of him' and never spoke about him if he could +help it; and we thought it was all Mohun high notions because he wasn't +quite a gentleman.' + +'I see. Indeed, my dear, though you have done very wrong, I have +already felt that there was great excuse for you in trying to keep up +intercourse with a person who belonged to your mother. I wish you had +told me, but I suppose you were afraid.' + +'Yes' said Dolores. 'And I thought you were sure to be cross and harsh,' +she muttered. And then suddenly looking up, 'Oh, Aunt Lily! everybody is +angry but you--you and Mysie! Please go on being kind! I believe you've +been good to me always.' + +'My dear, I've tried,' said Lady Merrifield, with fears in her brown +eyes and a choke in her voice caressing the hand that had been put into +hers. 'I have wished very much to make you happy with us; but the ways +of a large family must be a trial to a new-comer.' + +Dolores raised her face for a kiss, and said, 'I see it now. But I did +not like everything always, and I thought aunts were sure to be unkind.' + +'That was very hard. And why?' + +She was heard to mutter something about aunts in books always being +cross. + +'Ah! my dear! I suppose there are some unkind aunts, but I am sure there +are a great many more who wish with all their hearts to make happy homes +for their nieces. I hope now we may do so. I have more hope than ever I +had, and so I shall write to your father.' + +'And please--please,' cried Dolores, 'don't let Uncle Regie write him a +very dreadful letter! I know he will.' + +'I think you can prevent that best yourself, by telling Uncle Regie how +sorry you are. He was specially grieved because he thinks you told him +two direct falsehoods.' + +'Oh! I didn't think they were that,' said Dolores, 'for it was true that +father did not leave anything with me for Uncle Alfred. And I did not +know whether it was me whom he saw at Darminster. I did tell you one +once, Aunt Lily, when you asked if I gave Constance a note. At least, +she gave it to me, and not I to her. Indeed, I don't tell falsehoods, +Aunt Lily--I mean I never did at home, but Constance said everybody said +those sort of things at school, and that one was driven to it when one +was---' + +'Was what, my dear?' + +'Tyrannized over,' Dolores got out. + +'Ah! Dolly, I am afraid Constance was no real friend. It was a great +mistake to think her like Miss Hacket.' + +'And now she has sent back all my notes, and won't look at me or speak +to me,' and Dolores's tears began afresh. + +'It is very ungenerous of her, but very likely she will be very sorry to +have done so when her first anger is over, and she understands that you +were quite as much deceived as she was.' + +'But I shall never care for her again. It is not like Mysie, who never +stopped being kind all the time--nor Gillian either. I shall cut her +next time!' + +'You should remember that she has something to forgive. I don't want you +to be intimate with her but I think it would be better if, instead of +quarrelling openly, you wrote a note to say that you were deceived and +that you are very sorry for what you brought on her.' + +'I should not have gone on with it but for her and Her stupid poems!' + +'Can you bear to tell me how it all was, my dear? I do not half +understand it.' + +And on the way home, and in Lady Merrifield's own room Dolores found +it a relief to pour forth an explanation of the whole affair, beginning +with that meeting with Mr. Flinders at Exeter, of which no one had +heard, and going on to her indignation at the inspection of her letters; +and how Constance had undertaken to conduct her correspondence, 'and +that made it seem as if she must write to some one,'--so she wrote to +Uncle Alfred. And then Constance, becoming excited at the prospect of +a literary connection, all the rest followed. It was a great relief to +have told it all, and Lady Merrifield was glad to see that the sense of +deceit was what weighed most heavily upon her niece, and seemed to have +depressed her all along. Indeed, the aunt came to the conclusion +that though Dolores alone might still have been sullen, morose and +disagreeable, perhaps very reserved, she never would have kept up +the systematic deceit but for Constance. The errors, regarded as sin, +weighed on Lady Merrifield's mind, but she judged it wiser not to press +that thought on an unprepared spirit, trusting that just as Dolores had +wakened to the sense of the human love that surrounded her, hitherto +disbelieved and disregarded, so she might yet awake to the feeling of +the Divine love and her offence against it. + +The afternoon was tolerably free, for the gentlemen, including the elder +boys, walked to evensong at a neighbouring church noted for its musical +services, and Lady Merrifield, as she said, 'lashed herself up' to go +with Gillian, carry back the remnant of the unhappy 'Waif,' and 'have it +out' with Constance, who would, she feared, never otherwise understand +the measure of her own delinquency, and from whom, perhaps, evidence +might be extracted which would palliate the poor child's offence in +the eyes of Colonel Mohun. Both the Hacket sisters looked terribly +frightened when she appeared, and the elder one made an excuse for +getting her outside the door to beseech her to be careful, dear +Constance was so nervous and so dreadfully upset by all she had +undergone. Lady Merrifield was not the least nervous of the two, and she +felt additionally displeased with Constance for not having said one word +of commiseration when her sister had inquired for Dolores. On returning +to the drawing-room, Lady Merrifield found the young lady standing by +the window, playing with the blind, and looking as if she wanted to make +her escape. + +'I do not know whether you will be sorry or glad to see this,' said Lady +Merrifield, producing a half-burnt roll of paper. 'It was found in +Mr. Flinders's grate, and my brother thought you would be glad that it +should not get into strange hands.' + +'Oh, it was cruel! it was base! What a wicked man he is!' cried +Constance, with hot tears, as she beheld the mutilated condition of her +poor 'Waif.' + +'Yes, it was a most unfortunate thing that you should have run into +intercourse with such an utterly untrustworthy person.' + +'I was grossly deceived, Lady Merrifield!' said Constance, clasping her +hands somewhat theatrically. + +'I shall never believe in any one again!' + +'Not without better grounds, I hope,' was the answer. 'Your poor little +friend is terribly broken down by all this.' + +'Don't call her my friend. Lady Merrifield. She has used me shamefully! +What business had she to tell me he was her uncle when he was no such +thing?' + +'She had been always used to call him so.' + +'Don't tell me, Lady Merrifield,' said Constance, who, after her first +fright, was working herself into a passion. 'You don't know what +a little viper you have been warming, nor what things she has been +continually saying of you. She told me--' + +Lady Merrifield held up her hand with authority. + +'Stay, Constance. Do you think it is generous in you to tell me this?' + +'I am sure you ought to know.' + +'Then why did you encourage her?' + +'I pitied her--I believed her--I never thought she would have led me +into this!' + +'How did she lead you?' + +'Always talking about her precious, persecuted uncle. I believe she was +in league with him all the time!' + +'That is nonsense,' said Lady Merrifield, 'as you must see if you +reflect a little. Dolores was too young to have been told this man's +real character; she only knew that her mother, who had spent her +childhood with him, treated him as a brother, and did all she could for +him. Dolores did very wrongly and foolishly in keeping up a connection +with him unknown to me; but I cannot help feeling there was great excuse +for her, and she was quite as much deceived as you were.' + +'Oh, of course, you stand by your own niece, Lady Merrifield. If you +knew what horrid things she said about your pride and unkindness, as she +called it, you would not think she deserved it.' + +'Nay, that is exactly what does most excuse her in my eyes. Her fancying +such things of me was what did prevent her from confiding in me.' + +Constance had believed herself romantic, but the Christian chivalry of +Lady Merrifield's nature was something quite beyond her. She muttered +something about Dolores not deserving, which made her visitor really +angry, and say, 'We had better not talk of deserts. Dolores is a mere +child--a mother-less child, who had been a good deal left to herself for +many months. I let her come to you because she seemed shy and unhappy +with us, and I did not like to deny her the one pleasure she seemed to +care for. I knew what an excellent person and thorough lady your sister +is, and I thought I could perfectly trust her with you. I little thought +you would have encouraged her in concealment, and--I must say--deceit, +and thus made me fail in the trust her father reposed in me.' + +'I would never have done it,' Constance sobbed, 'but for what she said +about you. Lady Merrifield!' + +'Well, and even if I am such a hard, severe person, does that make it +honourable or right to help the child I trusted to you to carry on this +underhand correspondence?' + +Constance hung her head. Her sister had said the same to her, but she +still felt herself the most injured party, and thought it very hard +that she should be so severely blamed for what the girls at her school +treated so lightly. She said, 'I am very sorry. Lady Merrifield,' but +it was not exactly the tone of repentance, and it ended with: 'If it had +not been for her, I should never have done it.' + +'I suppose not, for there would have been no temptation. I was in +hopes that you would have shown some kindlier and more generous feeling +towards the younger girl, who could not have gone so far wrong without +your assistance, and who feels your treatment of her very bitterly. But +to find you incapable of understanding what you have done, makes me all +the more glad that the friendship--if friendship it can be called--is +broken off between you. Good-bye. I think when you are older and wiser, +you will be very sorry to recollect the doings of the last few months.' + +Lady Merrifield walked away, and found on her return that Dolores had +succeeded in writing to her father, and was so utterly tired out by the +feelings it had cost her that she was only fit to lie on the sofa and +sleep. + +Gillian was, of course, not seen till she came home from evening +service. + +'Oh, mamma,' she said, 'what did you do to Constance?' + +'Why?' + +'Well, I heard you shut the front door. And presently after there came +such a noise through the wall that all the girls pricked up their ears, +and Miss Hacket jumped up in a fright. If it had been Val, one would +have called it a naughty child roaring.' + +'What! did I send her into hysterics?' + +'I suppose, as she is grown up, it must have the fine name, but it +wasn't a bit like poor Dolly's choking. I am sure she did it to make her +sister come! Well, of course, Miss Hacket went away, and I did the best +I could, but what could one do with all these screeches and bellowings +breaking out?' + +'For shame. Gill!' + +'I can't help it, mamma. If you had only seen their faces when the +uproar came in a fresh gust! How they whispered, and some looked +awestruck. I thought I had better get rid of them, and come home myself; +but Miss Hacket met me, and implored me to stay, and I was weak-minded +enough to do so. I wish I hadn't, for it was only to be provoked past +bearing. That horrid girl has poisoned even Miss Hacket's mind, and she +thinks you have been hard on her darling. You did not know how nervous +and timid dear Connie is!' + +'Well, Gill, I confess she made me very angry, and I told her what I +thought of her.' + +'And that she didn't choose to hear!' + +'Did you see her again?' + +'No, I am thankful to say, I did not. But Miss Hacket would go on all +tea-time, explaining and explaining for me to tell you how dear Connie +is so affectionate and so easily led, and how Dolores came over her with +persuasions, and deceived her. I declare I never liked Dolly so well +before. At any rate, she doesn't make professions, and not a bit +more fuss than she can help. And there was Miss Hacket getting brandy +cherries and strong coffee, and I don't know what all, because dear +Connie was so overcome, and dear Lady Merrifield was quite under a +mistake, and so deceived by Dolores. I told Miss Hacket you were never +under a mistake nor deceived.' + +'You didn't, Gillian!' + +'Yes, I did, and the stupid woman only wanted to kiss me (but I wouldn't +let her) and said I was very right to stand up for my dear mamma. As if +that had anything to do with it! What are you laughing at, mamma? Why, +Uncle Regie is laughing, and Cousin Rotherwood! What is it?' + +'At the two partisans who never stand up for their own families,' said +Uncle Regie. + +'But it's true!' cried Gillian. + +'What! that I am never mistaken nor deceived?' said Lady Merrifield. + +'Except when you took Miss Constance for a sensible woman, eh?' said her +brother. + +'That I never did! But I did take her for a moderately honourable one.' + +'Well, that was a mistake,' owned Gillian. 'And Miss Hacket is as bad! +There's no gratitude---' + +'Hush!' broke in her mother; and Gillian stopped abashed, while Lady +Merrifield continued, 'I won't have Miss Hacket abused. She is only +blinded by sisterly affection.' + +'I don't think I can go there again,' said Gillian, 'after what she said +about you.' + +'Nonsense!' said her mother. 'Don't be as bad as Constance in trying to +make me angry by telling me all poor Dolly's grumblings.' + +'Follow your mother's example, Gillian,' said Lord Rotherwood, 'and, if +possible, never hear, certainly never attend to, what any one says of +you behind your back.' + +'Is said to have said of you, you should add, Rotherwood,' put in the +colonel. 'It is a decree worse than eavesdropping.' + +'Oh, Regie!' exclaimed his sister. + +'Well, not perhaps for your own honour and conscience, but the keyhole +is a more trustworthy medium than the reporter.' + +'That's a strong way of stating it, but, at any rate, the keyhole has no +temper nor imagination, or prejudice of its own,' said Lady Merrifield. + +'No, and as far as it goes, it enables you to judge of the frame in +which the words, even if correctly reported, were spoken,' added Colonel +Mohun. + +'The moral of which is,' said Lord Rotherwood, drolly, 'that Gillian +is not to take notice of anyone's observations upon her unless she has +heard them through the keyhole.' + +'And so one would never hear them at all.' + +'Q. E. D.,' said Lord Rotherwood. 'And now, Lily, do you. ever sing +the two evening-hymns. Ken and Keble, now, as the family used to do +on Sundays at the Old Court, long ere the days of 'Hymns Ancient and +Modern'? + +'Don't we?' said Lady Merrifield. 'Only all our best voices will be +singing it at Rawul Pindee!' + +And, as she struck a note on the piano, all the younger people still up, +Mysie, Phyllis, Wilfred and Valetta, gathered round from the outer +room to join in their evening Sunday delight. Fly put her hand into her +father's and whispered, 'You told me about it, daddy.' He began to sing, +but his voice thickened as he missed the tones once associated with it. +And Lady Merrifield, too, nearly broke down as with all her heart she +sang, hopefully, + + + 'Now Lord, the gracious work begin.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. -- THE STONE MELTING. + + + +It was with a strange feeling that Dolores woke on the New Year's +morning, that something was very sad and strange, and yet that there was +a sense of relief. For one thing, that terrible confession to her father +was written, and was no longer a weight hanging over her. And though his +answer was still to come, that was months away. There was Uncle Regie +greatly displeased with her; there was Constance treating her as a +traitor; there was the mischief done, and yet something hard and heavy +was gone? Something sweet and precious had come in on her! Surely +it was, that now she knew and felt that she could trust in Aunt +Lilias--yes, and in Mysie. She got up, quite looking forward to meeting +those gentle, brown eyes of her aunt's, that she seemed never before to +have looked into, and to feeling the sweet, motherly kiss which had so +mud, more meaning in it now, as almost to make up for Uncle Reginald's +estrangement. + +She even anticipated gladly those ten minutes alone with her aunt, which +she used to dislike so much, hoping that the holiday-time would not +hinder them. Really wishing to please her aunt, she had learnt her +portion perfectly, and Lady Merrifield showed that she appreciated the +effort, though still it was more a lesson than a reality. + +'My dear!' she said, 'I am afraid this is another blow for you--it came +this morning.' + +It was the account from Professor Muhlwasser's German publisher, +amounting to a few shillings more than six pounds. And an announcement +that the books were on the way. + +'Oh,' cried Dolores, 'I thought he was dead! He told me so! Uncle +Alfred, I mean! And it was only to get the money! How could he be so +wicked?' + +'I am afraid that was all he cared for.' + +'And what shall I do. Aunt Lily? Will you pay it, please, and take all +my allowance till it is made up?' + +'I think it will be more comfortable for you if I do something of that +sort, though I don't think you should go entirely without money. You +have a pound a quarter. I was going to give you yours at once.' + +'Oh, take it--pray--' + +'Suppose I give you five shillings, instead of twenty. I do not think it +well to leave you with nothing for a year and a half, and this is nearly +what Mysie has.' + +'A shilling a month--very well. I wish I could pay it all at once!' + +'No doubt you do, my dear, but this will keep you in mind for a long +time what a dangerous thing you did in giving away money you had no +right to dispose of.' + +'Yes,' said Dolores. 'Mother earned money for him. I know she never took +father's without asking him; but I couldn't earn, and couldn't ask.' + +Lady Merrifield kissed her, for very joy, to hear no sullenness in her +tone; and then all went to church together on the New Year's day that +was to be the beginning of better things. Lord Rotherwood had just time +to go before meeting the train which was to take him to High Court, +leaving his Fly too much used to his absences to be distressed about +them, and, in fact, somewhat crazy about a notion which Gillian had +started that morning, of getting up a little play to surprise him when +he came back for Twelfth Day, as he promised to do. + +Mamma declared that if it was in French, and the words were learnt every +morning before half-past eleven, it should supersede all other lessons; +but such was the hatred of the whole boy faction to French, that they +declared they had rather do rational sensible lessons twice over than +learn such rot, and this carried the day. The drama proposed was +that one in an old number of 'Aunt Judy,' where the village mayor is +persuaded by the drummer to fine the girls for wearing lace caps. The +French original existed in the house, and Fly started the idea that the +male performers should speak English and the female French; but this was +laughed down. + +In the midst Uncle Reginald came to the door and called, 'Lilias, can +you speak to me a minute?' + +Lady Merrifield went out into the hall to him. + +'Here's a policeman come over, Lily. They have got the fellow!' +'Flinders?' + + +'Yes; arrested him on board a steamer at Bristol.' + +'Oh, I wish they had let it alone!' + +'So do I. They are bringing him back. The Darminster City bench +sits to-day, and they want that unlucky child over there to make her +deposition for his committal.' + +'Can't they commit him without her?' + +'Not for the forgery. The bank people are bent on prosecuting for that, +and we can't stop them. I suppose she can be depended on?' + +'Reginald, don't! I told you the deceit was an unnatural growth from +Constance's pseudo sentiment.' + +'Well, get her ready to come with me,' said the colonel, with a gesture +of doubt; 'we must catch the 12.50. The superintendent brought a fly.' + +'You will frighten her out of her senses. I can't let her go alone with +you in this mood.' + +'As you please, if you choose to knock yourself up. I'll tell the +superintendent, and walk on to the station. You've not a moment to lose, +so don't let her stand dawdling and crying.' + +It was a hard task for Lady Merrifield. She called Dolores, whom Mysie +was inviting to be one of the village maidens, and bade her put on her +things quickly. She ordered cold meat and wine into the dining-room, +called Gillian into her room, and explained while dressing, and bade her +keep the others away. Then, meeting Dolores on the stairs took her into +the dining-room and made her swallow some cold beef, and drink some +sherry, before telling her that the magistrates at Darminster wanted +to ask her some questions. Dolores looked pale and frightened, and +exclaimed, + +'Oh, but he has got away!' + +'My dear, I am grieved to say that he has not.' + +Dolores understood, and submitted more quietly and resignedly than her +aunt had feared. She was a barrister's daughter, and once or twice her +father had taken her and her mother part of the way on circuit with him, +and she had been in court, so that she had known from the first that if +her uncle were arrested there was no choice but that she must speak out. +So she only trembled very much and said-- + +'Aunt Lily, are you going with me?' + +'Indeed I am, my poor child. Uncle Regie is gone on.' + +No more was spoken then, but Dolores put her cold hand into her aunt's +muff. + +Gillian kept all the flock prisoned in the schoolroom. Wilfred, Val, and +Fergus rushed to the window, and were greatly disappointed not to see a +policeman on the box, 'taking Dolores to be tried'--as Fergus declared, +and Wilfred insisted, just because Gillian and Mysie contradicted it +with all their might. He continued to repeat it with variations and +exaggerations, until Jasper heard him, and declared that he should have +a thorough good licking if he said so again, administering a cuff by way +of earnest. Wilfred howled, and was ordered not to be such an ape, and +Fly looked on in wonder at the domestic discipline. + +The superintendent had, in fact, walked on with Uncle Reginald, and +Dolores saw nothing of him, but was put into an empty first-class +carriage, into which her aunt followed her, but her uncle, +observing, 'You know how to manage her, Lily,' betook himself to a +smoking-carriage, and left them to themselves. + +Dolores was never a very talking girl, and the habit of silence had +grown upon her. She leant against her aunt and she put her arm round +her, and did not attempt to say anything till she asked, + +'Will he be there?' + +'I don't know, I am afraid he will. It is very sad for you, my poor +Dolly; but we must recollect that, after all, it may be much better +for him to be stopped now than to go on and get worse and worse in some +strange country.' + +Dolores did not ask what she was to do, she knew enough already about +trials to understand that she was only to answer questions, and she +presently said, + +'This can't be his trial. There are no assizes now.' + +'No, this is only for the committal. It will very soon be over, if you +will only answer quietly and steadily. If you do so, I think Uncle Regie +will be pleased, and tell your father! I am sure I shall!' + +Dolores pressed up closer and laid her cheek against the soft sealskin. +In the midst of her trouble there was a strange wonder in her. Could +this be really the aunt whom she had thought so cruel, unjust, and +tyrannical, and from whom she had so carefully hidden her feelings? +Nobody got into the carriage, and just before reaching Darminster, Lady +Merrifield made a great effort over her own shyness and said, + +'Now, Dolly, we will pray a little prayer that you may be a faithful +witness, and that God may turn it, all to good for your poor uncle.' + +Dolores was very much surprised, and did not know whether she liked it +or not, but she saw her aunt's closed eyes and uplifted hands, and she +tried to follow the example. + +The train stopped, and her uncle came to the door, looking inquiringly +at her. + +'She will be good and brave,' said her aunt; and quickly passing across +the platform, Dolores found herself beside her aunt, with her uncle +opposite in another fly. + +Things had been arranged for them considerately, and after they came to +the Guildhall, where the city magistrates were sitting, Colonel Mohun +went at once into court; the others were taken to a little room, and +waited there a few minutes before Colonel Mohun came to call for his +niece. It was a long room, with a rail at one end, and Dolores knew, +with a strange thrill which made her shudder, that Mr. Flinders was +there, but she could not bear to look at him, and only squeezed hard at +the hand of her aunt, who asked, in a somewhat shaky voice, if she might +come with her niece. + +'Certainly, certainly. Lady Merrifield,' said one of the magistrates, +and chairs were set both for her and Colonel Mohun. + +'You are Miss Mohun, I think--may I ask your Christian name in full?' +And then she had to spell it, and likewise tell her exact age, after +which she was put on oath--as she knew enough of trials to expect. + +'Are you residing with Lady Merrifield?' + +'Yes.' + +'But your father is living?' + +'Yes, but he is in the Fiji Islands.' + +'Will you favour us with his exact name?' + +'Maurice Devereux Mohun.' + +'When did he leave England?' + +'The fifth of last September.' + +'Did he leave any money with you?' + +'Yes.' + +'In what form?' + +'A cheque on W----'s Bank. + +'To bearer or order?' + +'To order.' + +'What was the date?' + +'I think it was the 31st of August, but I am not sure.' + +'For how much?' + +'For seven pounds.' + +'When did you part with it?' + +'On the Friday before Christmas Day.' + +'Did you do anything to it first?' + +'I wrote my name on the back.' + +'What did you do with it.' + +'I sent it to--' her voice became a little hoarse, but she brought out +the words--'to Mr. Flinders.' + +'Is this the same?' + +'Yes--only some one has put 'ty' to the 'seven' in writing, and 0 to the +figure 7.' + +'Can you swear to the rest as your father's writing and your own?' + +The evidence of the banker's clerk as to the cashing of the cheque had +been already taken, and the magistrate said, 'Thank you. Miss Mohun, I +think the case is complete, and we need not trouble you any more.' + +But the prisoner's voice made Dolores start and shudder again, as he +said, + +'I beg your pardon, sir, but you have not asked the young lady'--there +was a sort of sneer in his voice--'how she sent this draft.' + +'Did not you send it direct by the post?' demanded the magistrate. + +'No; I gave it to--' Again she paused, and the words 'Gave it to--?' +were authoritatively repeated, so that she had no choice. + +'I gave it to Miss Constance Hacket to send.' + +'You will observe, sir,' said Flinders, in a somewhat insolent tone, +'that the evidence which the witness has been so ready to adduce is +incomplete. There is another link between her hands and mine.' + +'You may reserve that point for your defence on your trial,' rejoined +the magistrate. 'There is quite sufficient evidence for your committal.' + +There was already a movement to let Dolores be taken away by her uncle +and aunt, so as to spare her from any reproach or impertinence that +Flinders might launch at her. She was like some one moving in a dream, +glad that her aunt should hold her hand as if she were a little child, +saying, as they came out into the street, 'Very clearly and steadily +done, Dolly! Wasn't it, Uncle Regie?' + +'Yes,' he said, absently. 'We must look out, or we shan't catch the 4.50 +train.' + +He almost threw them into a cab, and made the driver go his quickest, +so that, after all, they had full ten minutes to spare. It made Dolores +sick at heart to go near the waiting and refreshment-rooms where she and +Constance had spent all that time with Flinders; but she could not bear +to say so before her uncle, and he was bent on getting some food for +Lady Merrifield. + +'Not soup, Regie; there might not be time to swallow it. A glass of milk +for us each, please; we can drink that at once, and anything solid that +we can take with us. I am sure your mouth must be dry, my dear.' + +Very dry it was, and Dolores gladly swallowed the milk, and found, when +seated in the train, that she was really hungry enough to eat her full +share of the sandwiches and buns which the colonel had brought in with +him; and then she sat resting against her aunt, closed her eyes, and +half dozed in the rattle of the train, not moving in the pause at the +stations, but quite conscious that Colonel Mohun said, 'Not a spark of +feeling for anybody, not even for that man! As hard as a stone!' + +'For shame, Regie!' said her aunt. 'How angry you would have been if she +had made a scene.' + +'I should have liked her better.' + +'No, you wouldn't, when you come to understand. There's stuff in her, +and depth too.' + +'Aye, she's deep enough.' + +'Poor child!' said Lady Merrifield, tenderly. And then the train went +on, and the noise drowned the voices, so that Dolores only partly heard, +'You will see how she will rise,' and the answer, 'You may be right; I +hope so. But I can't get over deliberate deceit.' + +He settled himself in his corner, and Lady Merrifield durst not move nor +raise her voice lest she should break what seemed such deep slumber, +but which really was half torpor, half a dull dismay, holding fast eyes, +lips, and limbs, and which really became sleep, so that Dolores did not +hear the next bit of conversation during the ensuing halt. + +'I say, Lily, I did not like the fellow's last question. He means to +give trouble about it.' + +'I was sorry the other name was brought in, but it must have come sooner +or later.' + +'That's true; but if she can't swear to the figures on the draft, ten to +one that the fellow will get off.' + +'You don't doubt--' + +'No, no; but there's the chance for the defence, and he was sharp enough +to see it.' + +'There is nothing to be said or done about it, of course.' + +'Of course not. There's nothing for it but to let it alone.' + +They went on again, and when the train reached Silverton, Dolly was +dreaming that her father had come, and that he said Uncle Alfred should +be hanged unless she found the money for Professor Muhlwasser. She even +looked about for him, and said, 'Where's father?' when she was wakened +to get out. + +Gillian came up to her mother's room to hear what had happened, and to +give an account of the day, which had gone off prosperously by Harry's +help. He had kept excellent order at dinner, and 'there's something +about Fly which makes even Wilfred be mannerly before her.' And then +they had gone out and had made Fly free of the Thorn Fortress. + +'My dear, that must have been terribly damp and cold at this time of +year.' + +'I thought of that, mamma, and so we didn't sit down, and made it a +guerrilla war; only Fergus couldn't understand the difference between +guerrillas and gorillas, and would thump upon himself and roar when they +were in ambush.' + +'Rather awkward for the ambush!' + +'Yes, Wilfred said he was a traitor, and tied him to a tree, and then +Fly found him crying, and would have let him out; but she couldn't get +the knots undone; and what do you think? She made Wilfred cut the string +himself with his own knife! I never knew such a girl for making every +one do as she pleases. Then, when it got dark, we came in, and had a +sort of a kind of a rehearsal, only that nobody knew any of the parts, +or what each was to be.' + +'A sort of a kind, indeed, it must have been!' + +'But we think the play will be lovely! You can't think how nice Fly +was. You know we settled for her to be Annette, the dear, funny, naughty +girl, but as soon as she saw that Val wanted the part, she said she +didn't care, and gave it up directly, and I don't think we ought to let +her, and Hal thinks so too; and all the boys are very angry, and say +Val will make a horrid mess of it. Then Mysie wanted to give up the good +girl to Fly, and only be one of the chorus, but Fly says she had rather +be one of the chorus ones herself than that. So we settled that you +should fix the parts, and we would abide by your choice.' + +'I hope there was no quarrelling.' + +'N--no; only a little falling upon Val by the boys, and Fly put a stop +to that. Oh, mamma, if it were only possible to turn Dolly into Fly! I +can't help saying it, we seemed to get on so much better just because +we hadn't poor Dolly to make a deadweight, and tempt the boys to be +tiresome: while Fly made everything go off well. I can't describe it, +she didn't in the least mean to keep order or interfere, but somehow +squabbles seem to die away before her, and nobody wants to be +troublesome.' + +'Dear little thing! It is a very sweet disposition. But, Gill, I do +believe that we shall see poor Dolly take a turn now!' + +'Well! having quarrelled with that Constance is in her favour!' + +'Try and think kindly of her trouble. Gill, and then it will be easier +to be kind to her.' + +Gillian sighed. Falsehood and determined opposition to her mother were +the greatest possible crimes in her eyes; and at her age it was not easy +to separate the sin from the sinner. + +New Year's night was always held to be one of especial merriment, but +Lady Merrifield was so much tired out by her expedition that she hardly +felt equal to presiding over any sports, and proposed that instead the +young folk should dance. Gillian and Hal took turns to play for them, +and Uncle Reginald and Fly were in equal request as partners. It was +Mysie who came to draw Dolores out of her corner, and begged her to +be her partner--'If you wouldn't very much rather not,' she said, in a +pleading, wistful, voice. + +Dolores would 'very much rather not;' but she saw that Mysie would be +left out altogether if she did not consent, as Hal was playing and Uncle +Regie was dancing with Primrose. She thought of resolutions to turn over +a new leaf, and not to refuse everything so she said, 'Yes, this once,' +and it was wonderful how much freshened she felt by the gay motion, and +perhaps by Mysie's merry, good-natured eyes and caressing hand. After +that she had another turn with Gillian and one with Hal, and even one +with Fergus because, as he politely informed her, no one else would have +him for a quadrille. But, just as this was in progress, and she could +not help laughing at his ridiculous mistakes and contempt of rules +she met Uncle Reginald's eye fixed on her in wonder 'He thinks I don't +care,' thought she to herself. All her pleasure was gone, and she moved +so dejectedly that her aunt, watching from the sofa, called her and told +her she was over-tired, and sent her to bed. + +Dolores was tired, but not in the way which made it harder instead of +easier to sleep, or, rather, she slept just enough to relax her full +consciousness and hold over herself, and bring on her a misery of terror +and loneliness, and feeling of being forsaken by the whole world. And +when she woke fully enough to understand the reality, it was no better; +she felt, then, the position she had put herself into, and almost saw +in the dark, Flinders's malicious vindictive glance Constance's anger, +Uncle Regie's cold, severe look and, worse than all, her father reading +her letter' + +She fell again into an agony of sobbing, not without a little hope +that Aunt Lily would be again brought to her side. At last the door was +softly pushed open in the dark, but it was not Aunt Lily, it was Mysie's +little bare feet that patted up to the bed, her arms that embraced, +her cheek that was squeezed against the tearful one--'Oh, Dolly, Dolly! +please don't cry so sadly!' + +'Oh! it is so dreadful, Mysie!' + +'Are you ill--like the other night?' + +'No--but--Mysie--I can't bear it!' + +'I don't want to call mamma,' said Mysie, thoughtfully, 'for she is so +much tired, and Uncle Regie and Gill said she would be quite knocked up, +and got her to come up to bed when we went. Dolly, would it be better if +I got into your bed and cuddled you up?' + +'Oh yes! oh yes! please do, there's a dear good Mysie.' + +There was not much room, but that mattered the less, and the hugging +of the warm arms seemed to heal the terrible sense of being unloved and +forsaken, the presence to drive away the visions of angry faces that had +haunted her; but there was the longing for fellow-feeling on her, and +she said, 'That's nice! Oh, Mysie! you can't think what it is like! +Uncle Regie said I didn't care, and he could never forgive deliberate +deceit--and I was so fond of Uncle Regie!' + +'Oh! but he will, if you never tell a story again,' said Mysie--and, +as she felt a gesture implying despair--'Yes, they do; I told a story +once.' + +'You, Mysie! I thought you never did?' + +'Yes, once, when we were crossing to Ireland and nurse wouldn't let +Wilfred tie our handkerchiefs together and fish over the side, and +he was very angry, and threw her parasol into the sea when she wasn't +looking; and I knew she would be so cross, that when she asked me if I +knew what was become of it, I said 'No,' and thought I didn't, really. +But then it came over me, again and again, that I had told a story, and, +oh! I was so miserable whenever I thought of it--at church, and saying +my prayers, you know; and mamma was poorly, and couldn't come to us at +night for ever so long, but at last I could bear it no longer, I heard +her say, 'Mysie is always truthful,' and then I did get it out, and told +her. And, oh! she and papa were so kind, and they did quite and entirely +forgive me!' + +'Yes, you told of your own accord; and they were your own--not Uncle +Regie. Ah! Mysie, everybody hates me. I saw them all looking at me.' + +'No, no! Don't say such things. Dolly. None of us do anything so +shocking.' + +'Yes, Jasper does, and Wilfred and Val!' + +'No! no! no! they don't hate; only they are tiresome sometimes; but if +you wouldn't be cross they would be nice directly--at least Japs and +Val. And 'tisn't hating with Willie, only he thinks teasing is fun.' + +'And you and Gillian. You can only just bear me. + +'No! no! no!' with a great hug, 'that's not true.' + +'You like Fly ever so much better!' + +'She is so dear, and so funny,' said Mysie, the truthful, 'but somehow, +Dolly dear, do you know, I think if you and I got to love one another +like real friends, it would be nicer still than even Fly--because +you are here like one of us, you know; and besides, it would be more, +because you are harder to get at. Will you be my own friend. Dolly?' + +'Oh, Mysie, I must!' and there was a fresh kissing and hugging. + +'And there's mamma,' added Mysie. + +'Yes, I know Aunt Lily does now; but, oh! if you had seen Uncle Alfred's +face, and heard Uncle Regie,' and Dolly began to sob again as they +returned on her. 'I see them whenever I shut my eyes!' + +'Darling,' whispered Mysie, 'when I feel bad at night, I always kneel up +in bed and say my prayers again!' + +'Do you ever feel bad?' + +'Oh yes, when I'm frightened, or if I've been naughty, and haven't told +mamma. Shall we do it, Dolly?' + +'I don't know what that has to do with it, but we'll try.' + +'Mamma told me something to say out of.' + +The two little girls rose up, with clasped hands in their bed, and Mysie +whispered very low, but so that her companion heard, and said with her a +few childish words of confession, pleading and entreating for strength, +and then the Lord's Prayer, and the sweet old verse:-- + + + 'I lay my body down to sleep, + I give my soul to Christ to keep, + Wake I at morn, as wake I never, + I give my soul to Christ for ever.' + + +'Ah! but I am afraid of that. I don't like it,' said Dolores, as they +lay down again. + +'It won't make one never wake,' returned Mysie; 'and I do like to give +my soul to Christ. It seems so to rest one, and make one not afraid.' + +'I don't know,' said Dolores; 'and why did you say the Lord's Prayer? +That hasn't anything to do with it!' + +'Oh, Dolly, when He is our Father near, though our own dear fathers +are far away, and there's deliver us from evil--all that hurts us, you +know-and forgive us. It's all there.' + +'I never thought that,' said Dolores. 'I think you have some different +prayers from mine. Old nurse taught me long ago. I wish you would always +say yours with me. You make them nicer.' + +Mysie answered with a hug, and a murmured 'If I can,' and offered to +say the 121st Psalm, her other step to comfort, and, as she said it, she +resolved in her mind whether she could grant Dolores's request; for +she was not sure whether she should be allowed to leave her room before +saying her own, and she I knew enough of Dolores by this time to be +aware that to say she would ask mamma's leave would put an end to all. +'I know,' was her final decision; 'I'll say my own first, and then come +to Dolly's room.' + +But by that time Dolores was asleep, even if Mysie had not been too +sleepy to speak. + +She meant to have rushed to the room she shared with Valetta before it +was time to get up, but Lots found the black head and the brown together +on Dolores's pillow, wrapped in slumber; and though Mysie flew home as +soon as she was well awake, Mrs. Halfpenny descended on her while she +was yet in her bath, and inflicted a sharp scolding for the malpractice +of getting into her cousin's bed. + +'But Dolly was so miserable, nurse, and mamma was too tired to call.' + +'Then you should have called me, Miss Mysie, and I'd have sorted her +well! You kenned well 'tis a thing not to be done and at your age; ye +should have minded your duties better.' + +And nurse even intercepted Mysie on her way to Dolores's room, and +declared she would have no messing and gossiping in one another's rooms. +Miss Mysie was getting spoilt among strangers. + +Mysie went down with a strong sense of having been disobedient, as well +as of grief for Dolores's disappointment. Happily mamma was late that +morning, and nobody was in her room but Primrose. Poor Mysie had soon, +with tears in her eyes, confessed her transgression. Her mother's tears, +to her great surprise, were on her cheek together with a kiss. 'Dear +child, I am not displeased. Indeed, I am not; I will tell nurse. It must +not be a habit, but this was an exception, and I am only thankful you +could comfort her. + +'And, mamma, may I go now to her. She said I could help her to say her +prayers, and I think she only has little baby ones that her nurse taught +her and she doesn't see into the Lord's Prayer.' + +'My dear, my dear, if you can help her to pray you will do the thing +most sure to be a blessing to her of all.' + +And when Mysie was gone, Lady Merrifield knelt down afresh in +thankfulness. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. -- MYSIE AND DOLORES. + + + +Things were going on more quietly at Silverton. That is to say, there +were no outward agitations, for the house was anything but quiet. Lady +Merrifield had no great love for children's parties, where, as she said, +they sat up too late, to eat and drink what was not good for them, and +to get presents that they did not care about; and though at Dublin +it had been necessary on her husband's account to give and take such +civilities, she had kept out of the exchange at Silverton. But, on the +other hand, there were festivals, and she promoted a full amount of +special treats at home among themselves, or with only an outsider +or two, and she endured any amount of noise, provided it was not +quarrelsome, over-boisterous, or at unfit times. + +There was the school tea, and magic-lantern, when Mr. Pollock acted as +exhibitor, and Harry as spokesman, and worked them up gradually from +grave and beautiful scenes like the cedars of Lebanon, the Parthenon and +Colosseum, with full explanations, through dissolving views of cottage +and bridge by day and night, summer and winter, of life-boat rescue, +and the siege of Sevastopol, with shells flying, on to Jack and +the Beanstalk and the New Tale of a Tub, the sea-serpent, and the +nose-grinding! Lady Phyllis's ecstacy was surpassing, more especially as +she found her beloved little maid-of-all-work, and was introduced to all +that small person's younger brothers and sisters. + +Here they met Miss Hacket, who was in charge of a class. She comported +herself just as usual, and Gillian's dignity and displeasure gave way +before her homely cordiality. Constance had not come, as indeed nothing +but childhood, sympathy with responsibility for childhood, could make +the darkness, stuffiness, and noise of the exhibition tolerable. Even +Lady Merrifield trusted her flock to its two elders, and enjoyed a +tete-a-tete evening with her brother, who profited by it to advise her +strongly to send Dolores to their sister Jane before harm was done to +her own children. + +'I would not see that little Mysie of yours spoilt for all the world,' +said he. + +'Nor I; but I don't think it likely to happen.' + +'Do you know that they are always after each other, chattering in their +bedrooms at night. I hear them through the floor.' + +'Only one night--Mysie told me all about it--I believe Mysie will do +more for that poor child than any of us.' + +Uncle Regie shrugged his shoulders a little. + +'Yes, I know I was wrong before, when I wouldn't take Jane's warning; +but that was not about one of my own, and, besides, poor Dolores is very +much altered.' + +'I'll tell you what, Lily, when any one, I don't care who, man, or +woman, or child, once is given up to that sort of humbug and deceit, +carrying it on a that girl, Dolores, had done, I would never trust again +an inch beyond what I could see. It eats into the very marrow of the +bones--everything is acting afterwards.' + +'That would be saying no repentance was possible--that Jacob never could +become Israel.' + +'I only say I have never seen it.' + +'Then I hope you will, nay, that you do. I believe your displeasure is +the climax of all Dolly's troubles.' + +But Colonel Reginald Mohun could not forgive the having been so entirely +deceived where he had so fully trusted; and there was no shaking his +opinion that Dolores was essentially deceitful and devoid of feeling and +that the few demonstrations of emotion that were brought before him were +only put on to excite the compassion of her weakly, good-natured aunt, +so he only answered, 'You always were a soft one Lily.' + +To which she only answered, 'We shall see knowing that in his present +state of mind he would only set down the hopeful tokens that she +perceived either to hypocrisy on the girl's side, or weakness on hers. + +Dolores had indeed gone with the others rather because she could +not bear remaining to see her uncle's altered looks than because she +expected much pleasure. And she had the satisfaction of sitting by +Mysie, and holding her hand, which had become a very great comfort +in her forlorn state--so great that she forebore to hurt her cousin's +feelings by discoursing of the dissolving views she had seen at a London +party. Also she exacted a promise that this station should always be +hers. + +Mysie, on her side, was in some of the difficulties of a popular +character, for Fly felt herself deserted, and attacked her on the first +opportunity. + +'What does make you always go after Dolly instead of me, Mysie? Do you +like her so much better?' + +'Oh no! but you have them all, and she has nobody.' + +'Well, but she has been so horridly naughty, hasn't she?' + +'I don't think she meant it.' + +'One never does. At least, I'm sure I don't--and mamma always says it is +nonsense to say that.' + +'I'm not sure whether it is always,' said Mysie, thoughtfully, 'for +sometimes one does worse than one knows. Once I made a mouse-trap of a +beautiful large sheet of bluey paper, and it turned out to be an order +come down to papa. Mamma and Alethea gummed it up as well as ever they +could again, but all the officers had to know what had happened to it.' + +'And were you punished?' + +'I was not allowed to go into papa's room without one of the elder ones +till after my next birthday, but that wasn't so bad as papa's being so +vexed, and everybody knowing it; and Major Denny would talk about mice +and mouse-traps every time he saw me till I quite hated my name.' + +'And I'm sure you didn't mean to cut up an important paper.' + +'No; but I did do a little wrong, for we had no leave to take anything +not quite in the waste basket, and this had been blown off the table, +and was on the floor outside. They didn't punish me so much I think +because of that. Papa said it was partly his own fault for not securing +it when he was called off. You see little wrongs that one knows turn +out great wrongs that one would never think of, and that is so very +dreadful, and makes me so very sorry for Dolores.' + +'I didn't think you would like a cross, naughty girl like that more than +your own Fly.' + +'No, no! Fly, don't say that. I don't really like her half so well, you +know, only if you would help me to be kind to her.' + +'I am sure my mother wouldn't wish me to have anything to do with her. +I don't think she would have let me come here if she had known what sort +of girl she is.' + +'But your papa knew when he left you--' + +'Oh, papa! yes; but he can never see anything amiss in a Mohun; I +heard her say so. And he wants me to be friends with you; dear, darling +friends like him and your Uncle Claude, Mysie, so you must be, and not +be always after that Dolores.' + +'I want to be friends with both. One can have two friends.' + +'No! no! no! not two best friends. And you are my best friend, Mysie, +ever so much better than Alberta Fitzhugh, if only you'll come always to +me this little time when I'm here, and sit by me instead of that Dolly.' + +'I do love you very much, Fly.' + +'And you'll sit by me at the penny reading to-night?' + +'I promised Dolly. But she may sit on the other side.' + +'No,' said Phyllis, with jealous perverseness. 'I don't care if that +Dolly is to be on the other side, you'll talk to nobody but her! Now, +Mysie, I had been writing to ask daddy to let you come home with me, you +yourself, to the Butterfly's Ball, but if you won't sit by me, you may +stay with your dear Dolores.' + +'Oh, Fly! When you know I promised, and there is the other side.' + +But Fly had been courted enough by all the cousinhood to have become +exacting and displeased at having any rival to the honour of her +hand--so she pouted and said, 'I don't care about it, if you have her. I +shall sit between Val and Jasper.' + +One must be thirteen, with a dash of the sentiment of a budding +friendship, to enter into all that 'sitting by' involves; and in Mysie's +case, here was her compassionate promise standing not only between +her and the avowed preference of one so charming as Fly, but possibly +depriving her of the chances of the wonders of the Butterfly's Ball. No +wonder that disconsolate tears came into her eyes as she uttered another +pleading, 'Oh, Fly, how can you?' + +'You must choose,' said the offended young lady; 'you can't have us +both.' + +To which argument she stuck, being offended as well as scandalized at +being set aside for such a culprit as Dolores, whose misdemeanours and +discourtesy were equally shocking to her imagination. + +Mysie could confide her troubles to no one, for she was aware that +caring about sitting together was treated by the elders as egregious +folly; but a promise was a promise with her, and she held staunchly to +her purpose, though between Dolores and Miss Vincent she lost all those +delightful asides which enhanced the charms of the amusing parts of the +penny reading and beguiled the duller ones--of which there were many, +since it was more concert than penny reading, people being rather shy of +committing themselves to reading--Hal, Mr. Pollock and the schoolmaster +being the only volunteers in that line. + +Gillian had, sorely against the grain, to play a duet with Constance +Hacket. The two young ladies had met one another with freezing civility +in the classroom, and to those who understood matters, the stiffness of +their necks and shoulders, as they sat at the piano, spoke unutterable +things. But there had never been any real liking between Constance and +the younger Merrifields, and the mother did not trouble herself much +about this, knowing that the vexation of the elder sister, about whom +she did care, would pass off with friendly intercourse. + +Fly's displeasure did not last long, for Mysie bad more attractions for +her than any one else, and she was a good-humoured creature. There was a +joyous Twelfth-Night, with home-made cake and home-characters, prepared +by mamma and Gillian, and followed up by games, in which Dolores had +a share, promoted by her aunt, who was very anxious to keep her from +feeling set apart from every one; but this was difficult to manage, as +she was so generally disliked, that even Gillian was only good-natured +to her in accordance with her mother's desire that she should not be +treated as 'out of the pale of humanity.' Mysie alone sought her out and +brought her forward with any real earnestness, and good little Mysie +had a somewhat difficult part to play between kindness to her and Fly's +occasional little jealous tiffs and decided disapproval. Mysie never +thought, however, about the situation or its difficulties, she simply +followed the moment's call of kindness to Dolores, and, when it was +possible, followed her own inclinations, and enjoyed Fly's lively +society. + +And Dolores was certainly softening and improving. A word to Mrs. +Halfpenny had secured the two girls being permitted to say their prayers +together in Dolores's room unmolested; and what was a reality to a +contemporary became less and less to Dolores a mere lesson imposed by +the authority of an elder. That link between religious instruction and +daily life, which is all important, yet so difficult to find, was being +gradually put into Dolores's hands by her little cousin-friend. Lady +Merrifield hoped and guessed it might be thus, from the questions that +Mysie asked her at times, and from the quickened attention Dolores +showed to her religious lessons, and her less dull and indifferent air +at church. + +It could not be said that she was different with the others. She was +depressed, and wanted spirits for enjoyment, nor would active romping +diversions ever be pleasant to her. She had not the nature for them, +and was not young enough to learn to like them. It could not but seem +foolish to her to race about as a Croat or a savage, and she only beheld +with wonder Gillian's genuine delight in games not merely entered into +for the sake of the little ones. But there was a strong devotion growing +up in her to her aunt and to Mysie, and what they asked of her she +did--even when on a wet day her aunt condemned her to learn battledore +and shuttle-cock of Gillian, who was equally to be pitied for the +awkwardness of her pupil and the banter of her brothers, while Dolly +picked up her shuttlecock and tossed it off with grim determination, as +if doing penance for this dismal half hour. She managed better in the +games where ready sharpness of intellect or memory was wanted, and she +liked these, and would have liked them still better if Uncle Reginald +had not always looked astonished if she laughed. + +She did her part, too, in the little play, being one of the chorus +of the maidens who 'make a vow to make a row.' Lady Merrifield had, +according to the general request, saved disputes by casting the parts, +Gillian being the sage old woman who brought the damsels to reason. Fly, +the prime mover of the tumult, and Mysie, her confidante, while Val and +Dolly made up the mob. A little manipulation of skirts, tennis-aprons, +ribbons, and caps made very nice peasant costumes. Hal was the +self-important Bailli, and Jasper the drummer, the part of gens-d'armes +being all that Wilfred and Fergus could be trusted with. + +Lord Rotherwood came back, and his little daughter's ecstacy was goodly +to see, as she danced about her daddy, almost bursting with the secret +of what he was to see after dinner, and showing herself so brilliantly +well and happy that he congratulated himself upon her mother's +satisfaction. + +While the elders were at dinner, Gillian, with Miss Vincent's help, +finished off the arrangements. There were no outsiders, except the Vicar +and Mr. Pollock who had been asked to dinner, for Lady Merrifield said +she never liked to make her children an exhibition. + +'You are an old-fashioned Lily,' said her cousin, 'and happily not +concerned with popularity. It is a fine thing to be able to consult +one's children's absolute best.' + +The performance went off beautifully--at least so thought both actors +and spectators. The dignity of the Bailli and the meddling of the +drummer were alike delightful; Fly was charmingly arch and mutinous; +Mysie very straightforward; and the least successful personation was +that of Gillian, who had a fit of stage-fright, forgot sentences, and +whirred her spinning-wheel nervously, all the worse for being scolded by +her brothers behind the scenes, and assured that she was making a mull +of the whole affair. And she had been so spirited at the rehearsals, +but she was at a self-conscious age, and could not forget the four +spectators. Very little was required of Dolores, but that little she +did simply and well, and Lord Rotherwood, after watching her all the +evening, observed to Lady Merrifield, 'I should say your difficulties +were diminishing, are they not? The thunder-cloud seems to be a little +lightened.' + +'I am so glad you think so, Rotherwood. I feel sure that all this +distress has drawn her nearer to us, only Regie won't believe it.' + +'Regie is prejudiced.' + +'Is he? I thought him specially fond of Maurice's child, and that this +was revulsion of feeling; but what I am afraid of is, that he will never +believe in her or like her again, whatever she may be, and she is really +fond of him.' + +'Yes, Reginald is not over disposed to believe in any woman's +truth--outside his own family and sisters. Poor fellow! I can't say he +was well used.' + +'What? I suppose he has bad his romance like other people--his little +episode, as my husband calls it.' + +'Yes; and I am afraid we were accountable for it. You remember we were +at Harthope Castle for the first two years after I was married, while +Rotherwood was brought up to the requirements of the Victorian age. + +The --th was quartered at Harfield, within easy distance, and a splendid +looking fellow like Regie was invaluable to Victoria, whenever she +wanted anything to go off well. Well, in those days I had a ward, my +mother's great niece, Maude Conway. A pretty winsome creature it was, +and an heiress in a moderate sort of way, and poor old Redge, after all +his little affairs, and he had had his share of them, was evidently in +for it at last. Victoria thought, as well as myself, it was the best +thing for them both. He was the sound-hearted, good fellow to keep her +matters straight, and she had enough for comfort without overweighting +the balance. So they were engaged but unluckily they had to wait till +she was of age, about eight months off, and they were both ridiculously +shy, and would not have the thing known, though Victoria said it was +unwise. I don't think even Jane suspected it.' + +'No; I don't think she could have done so.' + +'Well, there was the season, and Victoria was not in condition for going +out, and Maude was all for staying quietly with her; but old Lady Conway +came about--a regular schemer--a woman I never could abide. She had +married off her own daughters, and wanted her niece to practise on, that +was the fact. Victoria says she always knew that she, Maude I mean, was +very impressionable and impulsive, and so she wanted to have her out of +harm's way; but one could not prevent her aunt from getting hold of her +and taking her out. Then people told us of her goings on with that scamp +Clanmacklosky and that sister of his. Victoria talked to her by the +yard, but she denied it, and we thought it all gossip. Regie came up for +a couple of nights, and she was as sweet on him as ever, and sent him +away thinking it all right; but the end of it was, she fought off going +down to Rotherwood with us, but went to Brighton with Lady Conway, and +the next thing we heard was that she wrote to throw Reginald over, and +she married Clanmacklosky a month after she was twenty-one! I don't +think I ever saw Victoria so cut up, for we had really liked the girl +and thought well of her. To this hour I believe it was all that woman's +doing, and that poor Maude has supped sorrow. She has lost all her good +looks.' + +'And Regie has never got over it?' + +'Not so as to believe in a woman again.' + +'He used to be rather a joke for susceptibility, and was still a regular +boy when we went out to Gibraltar. I thought him much graver.' + +'Exactly; since that affair his soul has gone into his regiment. It's a +wife to him, and luckily he got his promotion in time, so as not to be +shelved.' + +'I suppose it was really an escape.' + +'I don't know--she would have done very well in his hands. She is the +sort of woman to be as you make her, and even now is a world too good +for Clan. Victoria can never be quite cordial with her, but I can't see +the poor harassed thing without thinking what a sweet creature she once +was, and wishing I'd had the sense to look after her better. But what +I came here for, Lily, was to say you must let me have that Mysie of +yours, since you won't come yourself to this concern of ours. I'm afraid +you won't think much good has come of us, but we couldn't do the Country +Mouse much harm in a fortnight; and you know it is the wish of my heart +that my lonely Fly should grow up on such terms with your flock as +Florence and I did with you all.' + +He pleaded quite piteously, and he was backed up by a letter from his +wife, very grateful for her little Phyllis's happy visit, reiterating +the invitation to Lady Merrifield, and begging that if she still could +not come herself, she would at least send Jasper and Mysie for the +Butterfly's Ball. Mysie's fancy dress would be ready for her, only +waiting for the final touches after it was tried on. Lady Florence +Devereux, too, was near at hand, and wrote to promise to look after +Mysie. + +There was no refusing after this. Lady Florence was not far from being +like a sister to her cousins. She had tended her mother's old age, and +had subsequently settled down into the lady of all work of Rotherwood +parish. Lady Merrifield had much confidence in her, and indeed all she +saw of Fly gave her a great respect for Lady Rotherwood's management +of her child. Harry was going to his uncle's at Beechcroft for some +shooting, and would bring Mysie home when Jasper went back to school. + +So Gillian was called to her mother's room to be told first of the +arrangement, which certainly in some aspects was rather hard on her. + +'I could not help it, my dear,' said Lady Merrifield, 'without +absolutely asking for an invitation for you.' + +'No, mamma; and it is Mysie who is Fly's friend, being the same age and +all. It is quite right, and I understand it.' + +'My dear, I am so glad I can do such a thing as this. If there were +small jealousies among you, I could not venture on letting you be set +aside, for I know the disappointment was quite as great to you as to +Mysie, when we gave it up.' + +'But she was better about it than I,' said Gillian; 'mamma, your +trusting me in that way is better than a dozen balls. Besides, I know +I should hate being there without you; I'm a great old thing, as Jasper +says, neither fish nor fowl, you know, not come out, and not a little +girl in the schoolroom, and it would be very horrid going to a grand +place like that on one's own account.' + +'That's right, Gillyflower. 'Tis very wholesome to discover the sourness +of the grapes. And as I think grandmamma is really coming, I shall want +you at home, and to look after Dolores.' + +'That's the worst of it, mamma; I shall never get on with her as Mysie +does.' + +'We must do our best, for I do think really the poor child is +improving.' + +'Lessons will begin again! That's one comfort,' said Gillian, rather +quaintly, thinking of the length of time that Dolores would thus be off +her hands. + +'And now call Mysie. I must speak to her.' + +As for Mysie, she was in a state of rapture. She knew her bliss before +her mother had communicated it, for Lord Rotherwood could not refrain +from telling his daughter that consent was gained, and Fly darted +headlong to embrace Mysie, dance round her and rejoice. The boys +declared that Mysie at once sprang into the air like a chamois, and that +her head touched the ceiling, but this is believed to be a figment of +Jasper's. + +It was only on the summons to her mother's room that Mysie discovered +that Gillian was not going with her. It dimmed the lustre of her delight +for a little while, 'Oh, Gill, aren't you very sorry? You ought to have +had the first turn.' + +'Never mind, Mysie, you are Fly's friend,'--and the two sisters' looks +at one another at that moment were a real pleasure to their mother. + +Mysie was of a less shy nature than Gillian, as well as at a less +awkward age, so that the visiting without her mother was less +formidable, and she rushed about wild with delight; but Dolores was very +disconsolate. + +'Every one I care for goes away and changes,' she said in her melancholy +little sentiment. + +'But it's only for a fortnight, Dolly, I don't think I could change so +fast.' + +'Oh yes, you will, among all those swells. You like Fly ever so much +better than me.' + +Mysie looked grieved and puzzled, but then exclaimed, in the tone of a +discovery, 'There are different sorts of likings, Dolly, don't you see. +I do love Fly very much, but you know you are like a sort of almost twin +sister to me. I like her best, but I care about you most!' + +With which curious distinction Dolores had to put up. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. -- A SADDER AND A WISER AUTHORESS. + + + +Colonel Mohun took Wilfred to his school, which began its term earlier +than did Jasper's, and Silver-ton was wonderfully quiet. The elder Mrs. +Merrifield was not to come for nearly a week, so that it would have been +possible for her daughter-in-law to go to the Rotherwood festivities +without interfering with her visit, but this no one except Gillian and +Mysie knew, and they kept the secret well. + +The departure of the boys was a great relief to Dolores. Her aunt did +not rank her with Valetta and Fergus, but let her consort with herself +and Gillian, and this suited her much better. Even Gillian allowed that +she was ever so much nicer when there was no one to tease her. It was +true that Jasper certainly, and perhaps Wilfred, would not have molested +her if she had not offended the latter, and offered herself as fair +game; but Gillian, who had to forestall and prevent their pranks, could +not feel their absence quite the privation her sisterly spirit usually +did! + +Valetta and Fergus were harmless without them, but they were forlorn, +being so much used to having their sports led by their two seniors that +they hardly knew what to do without them, and the entreaty, or rather +the whine, 'I want something to do,' was heard unusually often. This led +to Gillian's being often called off to attend to them during the course +of wet days that ensued, and thus Dolores was a good deal alone with her +aunt, who was superintending her knitting a pair of silk stockings to +send out to her father, it was hoped in time for his next birthday. + +At the first proposal, Dolores looked dull and unwilling, and at last +she squeezed out, 'I don't think father will ever want me to do anything +for him again.' + +'My poor child, do you think a father does not forgive and love all the +more one who is in deep sorrow for a fault?' + +'I don't think my letter seemed sorry! I was not half so sorry then as I +am now,' then at a kind word from her aunt her eyes overflowed, and she +said, 'No, I wasn't; I didn't know how good you were, or how bad I was!' + +And when Aunt Lily kissed her, she put her arms round the kind neck that +bent down to her, and laid her head against it, as if it was quite a +rest to feel that love. Her aunt encouraged her to write again to her +father, and to try to express something of her grief and entreaty +for forgiveness, and she was somewhat cheered after this; as though +something of the load on her mind was removed. One day she brought down +all the books in her room and said, 'Please, Aunt Lily, look at them, +and let them be with the rest in the schoolroom, I want to be just like +the others.' + +Lady Merrifield was much pleased with this surrender. Some of the books +were really well worth having and reading, indeed, the best of them +she knew, but there were eight or ten which she suspected of being what +Mysie called silly stories, and she kept them back to look over. She +had been trying in this quiet interval to get Dolly to read something +besides mere childish stories for recreation; and when she saw how well +worn the story books were, and how untouched the 'easy history,' and the +books about animals and foreign countries were, she saw why so clever a +girl as Dolores seemed so stupid about everything she had not learnt as +a lesson, and entirely ignorant of English poetry. + +Lady Merrifield read to her and Gillian in the evenings, and how they +did enjoy it, and bemoaned the coming of grandmamma, to spoil their +snugness and occupy 'mamma.' For Dolores began so to call Lady +Merrifield. She had never so termed her own mother, and it seemed to +her that with the words 'Aunt Lily' she put away all sorts of foolish, +sinister feelings. + +'Mrs. Merrifield was a wonderful old lady, brisk of mind and body, +though of great age. She had been spending Christmas with her eldest +son, the Admiral, at Stokesley, and was going to take on her way the +daughter-in-law, of whom she knew but little in comparison; and with her +she brought the granddaughter, Elizabeth Merrifield, who--since her own +daughter had died--generally lived with her in London, to take care of +her. + +'It will be all company and horrid, and nobody will be allowed to make a +noise!' sighed Valetta to Fergus, as the waggonette, well shut up, drove +to the door. + +'There's cousin Bessie,' said Fergus. + +'Oh, cousin Bessie is thirty-four, and that is as bad as being as old as +grandmamma!' + +And they hung back while the old lady was helped out, and brought across +the hall into the warm drawing-room before her fur cloak was taken off. +There was a quiet little person with her, and Val whispered, 'She'll be +just like Aunt Jane.' + +But the eyes that Bessie turned on her cousins were not at an like Aunt +Jane's little searching black ones. They were of a dark shade of grey, +and had a wonderful softness and sweetness in them. Gillian knew her +a little already, but very little, for there had always been the elder +sisters at their former short meetings. Mamma lamented that there should +be so few grandchildren at home to be shown, though, as she said, 'the +full number might have been too noisy.' + +Grandmamma shook her head. 'I like the house full,' she said, 'I'm all +right, but it is a pity to see the nest emptied, like Stokesley, now. +Nobody left at home but Susan and little Sally! Make the most of them +while you have them about you!' + +The old lady was quite delighted to find Primrose so nearly a baby, and +to have one grandchild still quite as small or smaller than some of +her great grandchildren whom she had never seen. Her great pleasure, +however, soon proved to be in talking about her son Jasper, and hearing +all his wife could tell her about his life in India; and as Lady +Merrifield liked no other subject so well, they were very happy +together, and quite absorbed. + +Meanwhile Bessie made herself a companion to Gillian and Dolores, and +though so much older, seemed to consider herself as a girl like them. +Then, living for the most part in town, she could talk about London +matters to Dolly, and this was a great treat, while yet she had country +tastes enough to suit Gillian, and was not in the least afraid of a +long walk to the fir plantations to pick up Weymouth pine cones, and the +still more precious pinaster ones. + +For the first time Gillian began to see Dolores as Uncle Reginald used +to know her, free from that heavy mist of sullen dislike to everything +and everybody. It seemed to bring them together, but, in spite of +Bessie's charms, they both continually missed Mysie, out of doors and +in, in schoolroom and drawing-room, and, above all, in Dolly's bedroom. +She seemed to be, as Gillian told Bessie, 'a sort of family cement, +holding the two ends, big and little, together;' and Bessie responded +that her elder sister Susan was one of that sort. + +The evenings now were quite unlike the usual ones. Dinner was late, and +the two girls came down to it. Afterwards the young ones sat round the +fire in the hall, where Bessie, who was a wonderful story-teller, kept +Fergus and Valetta quiet and delighted, either with invented tales or +histories of the feats of her own brothers and sisters, who were so +much older than their Silverton first cousins as to be like an elder +generation. + +When the two young ones were gone to bed, the others came into the +drawing-room, where mamma and grandmamma were to be found, either going +over papa's letters, or else Mrs. Merrifield talking about her Stokesley +grandchildren, the same whose pranks Bessie had just been telling, so +that it was not easy to believe in Sam, a captain in the navy. Harry +and John farming in Canada, David working as a clergy-man in the Black +Country, George in a government office, Anne a clergyman's wife, and +mother to the great grandchildren who were always being compared to +Primrose, Susan keeping her father's house, and Sarah, though as old as +Alethea, still treated as the youngest--the child of the family. + +The bits of conversation came to the girls as they sat over their work, +and Bessie would join in, and tell interesting things, till she saw that +grandmamma was ready for her nap, and then one or other gave a little +music, during which Dolly's bed-time generally came. + +'You can't think how grateful I am to you for helping to brighten up +that poor child in a wholesome way!' said Lady Merrifield to Bessie, +under cover of Gillian's performance. + +'One can't help being very sorry for her,' said Elizabeth, who knew what +was hanging over Dolly. + +'Yes, it is a terrible punishment, especially as she has a certain +affection for her step-uncle, or whatever he should be called, for her +mother's sake. It really was a perplexed situation.' + +'But why did she not consult you?' + +'Do you know, I think I have found out. She held aloof from us all, +and treated us--especially me--as if we were her natural enemies, and +I never could guess what was the reason till the other day; she +voluntarily gave me up all her books to be looked over and put into the +common stock, which you saw in the schoolroom.' + +'You look over all the children's books?' + +'Yes. While we were wandering, they did not get enough to make it a very +arduous task, and now I find that they want weeding. If children read +nothing but a multitude of stories rather beneath their capacity, they +are likely never to exert themselves to anything beyond novel reading.' + +'That is quite true, I believe.' + +'Well, among this literature of Dolly's I found no less than four +stories based on the cruelty and injustice suffered by orphans from +their aunts. The wicked step-mothers are gone out, and the barbarous +aunts are come in. It is the stock subject. I really think it is cruel, +considering that there are many children who have to be adopted into +uncles' families, to add to their distress and terror, by raising this +prejudice. Just look at this one'--taking up Dolly's favourite, 'Clare; +or No Home'--'it is not at all badly written, which makes it all the +worse.' + +'Oh, Aunt Lilias,' cried Bessie, whose colour had been rising all this +time. 'How shall I tell you? I wrote it!' + +'You! I never guessed you did anything in that line.' + +'We don't talk about it. My father knows, and so does grandmamma, in a +way; but I never bring it before her if I can help it, for she does not +half like the notion. But, indeed, they aren't all as bad as that! I +know now there is a great deal of silly imitation in it; but I +never thought of doing harm in this way. It is a punishment for +thoughtlessness,' cried poor Bessie, reddening desperately, and with +tears in her eyes. + +'My dear, I am so sorry I said it! If I bad not one of these aunts, I +should think it a very effective story.' + +'I'm afraid that's so much the worse! Let me tell you about it, Aunt +Lilias. At home, they always laughed at me for my turn for dismalities.' + +'I believe one always has such a turn when one is young.' + +'Well, when I went to live with grandmamma, it was very different from +the houseful at home, I had so much time on my hands, and I took to +dreaming and writing because I could not help it, and all my stories +were fearfully doleful. I did not think of publishing them for ever so +long, but at last when David terribly wanted some money for his mission +church, I thought I would try, and this Clare was about the best. They +took it, and gave me five pounds for it, and I was so pleased and never +thought of its doing harm, and now I don't know how much more mischief +it may have done!' + +'You only thought of piling up the agony! But don't be unhappy about it. +You don't know how many aunts it may have warned.' + +'I'm afraid aunts are not so impressionable as nieces. And, indeed, +among ourselves story-books seemed quite outside from life, we never +thought of getting any ideas from them any more than from Bluebeard.' + +'So it has been with some of mine, while, on the other hand, Dolores +seemed to Mysie an interesting story-book heroine--which indeed she is, +rather too much so. But you have not stood still with Clare.' + +'No, I hope I have grown rather more sensible. David set me to do +stories for his lads, and, as he is dreadfully critical, it was very +improving.' + +'Did you write 'Kate's Jewel'? That is delightful. Aunt Jane gave it +to Val this Christmas, and all of us have enjoyed it! We shall be quite +proud of it--that is--may I tell the children?' + +'Oh, aunt, you are very good to try to make me forget that miserable +Clare. I wonder whether it will do any good to tell Dolores all about +it. Only I can't get at all the other girls I may have hurt.' + +'Nay, Bessie, I think it most likely that Dolores would have been an +uncomfortable damsel, even if Clare had remained in your brain. There +were other causes, at any rate, here are three more persecuted nieces +in her library. Besides, as you observed, everybody does not go to +story-books for views of human nature, and happily, also, homeless +children are commoner in books than out of them, so I don't think the +damage can be very extensive.' + +'One such case is quite enough! Indeed, it is a great lesson to think +whether what one writes can give any wrong notion.' + +'I believe one always does begin with imitation.' + +'Yes, it is extraordinary how little originality there is in the +world. In the literature of my time, everybody had small hands and high +foreheads, the girls wanted to do great things, and did, or did not do, +little ones, and the boys all took first classes, and the fashion was +to have violet eyes, so dark you could not tell their colour, and golden +hair.' + +'Whereas now the hair is apt to be bronze, whatever that may be like.' + +'And all the dresses, and all the complexions, and all the lace, and all +the roses, are creamy. Bessie, I hope you don't deal in creaminess!' + +'I'm afraid skim milk is more like me, and that you would say I had +taken to the goody line. I never thought of the responsibility then, +only when I wrote for David's classes.' + +'It is a responsibility, I suppose, in the way in which every word +one speaks and every letter one writes is so. And now--here is Gillian +finishing her piece. How far is it a secret, my dear.' + +'It need not be so here, Aunt Lilias. Only my people are rather +old-fashioned, you know, and are inclined to think it rather shocking of +me, so it ought not to go beyond the family, and especially don't 'let +her,' indicating her grandmother, 'hear about it. She knows I do such +things--it would not be honest not to tell her--but it goes against the +grain, and she has never heard one word of it all.' + +It appeared that Bessie daily read the psalms and lessons to grandmamma, +followed up by a sermon. Then, with her wonderful eyes, Mrs. Merrifield +read the newspaper from end to end, which lasted her till luncheon, +then came a drive in the brougham, followed by a rest in her own room, +dinner, and then Bessie read her to sleep with a book of travels or +biography, of the old book-club class of her youth. Her principles were +against novels, and the tale she viewed as only fit for children. + +Lady Merrifield could not help thinking what a dull life it must be for +Bessie, a woman full of natural gifts and of great powers of enjoyment, +accustomed to a country home and a large family, and she said something +of the kind. 'I did not like it at first,' said Bessie, 'but I have +plenty of occupations now, besides all these companions that I've made +for myself, or that came to me, for I think they come of themselves.' + +'But what time have you to yourself?' + +'Grandmamma does not want me till half-past ten in the morning, except +for a little visit. And she does not mind my writing letters while she +is reading the paper, provided I am ready to answer anything remarkable. +I am quite the family newsmonger! Then there's always from four to +half-past six when I can go out if I like. There's a dear old governess +of ours living not far off, and we have nice little expeditions +together. And you know it is nice to be at the family headquarters in +London, and have every one dropping in.' + +'Oh dear! how good you are to like going on like that,' said Gillian, +who had come up while this was passing; 'I should eat my heart out; you +must be made up of contentment.' + +Elizabeth held up her hand in warning lest her grandmother should be +wakened, but she laughed and said, 'My brothers would tell you I used to +be Pipy Bet. But that dear old governess. Miss Fosbrook, was the +making of me, and taught me how to be jolly like Mark Tapley among the +rattlesnakes,' she finished, looking drolly up to Gillian. + +'And, Gill, you don't know what Bessie has made her companions instead +of the rattlesnakes,' said Lady Merrifield. 'What do you think of +"Kate's Jewel?"' + +Gillian's astonishment and rapture actually woke grandmamma; not +that she made much noise, but there was a disturbing force about her +excitement; and the subject had to be abandoned. + +As the great secret might be shared with Dolores, though not with the +younger ones, whose discretion could not be depended upon, Gillian could +enter upon it the more freely, though she was rather disappointed that +an author was not such an extraordinary sight to Dolly as to herself. +But it was charming to both that Bessie let them look at the proofs of +the story she was publishing in a magazine; and allowed them as well as +mamma, to read the manuscript of the tale, romance, or novel, whichever +it was to be called, on which she wished for her aunt's opinion. + +Bessie took care, when complying with the girls' entreaty, that she +would tell them all she had written; to observe that, she thought +'Clare' a very foolish book indeed, and that she wished heartily she had +never written it. Gillian asked why she had done it? + +'Oh,' said Dolores, 'things aren't interesting unless something horrid +happens, or some one is frightened, or very miserable.' + +'I like things best just and exactly as they really are--or were,' said +Gillian. + +'The question between sensation and character,' said Bessie to her aunt. +'I suppose that, on the whole, it is the few who are palpably affected +by the mass of fiction in the world; but that it is needful to take +good care that those few gather at least no harm from one's work--to be +faithful in it, in fact, like other things.' + +And there was no doubt that Bessie had been faithful in her work ever +since she had realized her vocation. Her lending library books, written +with a purpose, were excellent, and were already so much valued by +Miss Hacket, that Gillian thought how once she should have felt it a +privation not to be allowed to tell her whence they came; but to her +surprise on the Sunday, instead of the constraint with which of late she +had been treated at tea-time, the eager inquiry was made whether this +was really the authoress, Miss Merrifield? + +Secrets are not kept as well as people think. The Hackets' married +sister was a neighbour of Bessie's married sister, and through these +ladies it had just come round, not only who was the author of 'Charlie's +Whistle,' etc., but that she wrote in the ---- Magazine, and was in the +neighbourhood. + +All offences seemed to be forgotten in the burning desire for an +introduction to this marvel of success. Constance had made the most of +her opportunities in gazing at church; but if she called, would she be +introduced? + +'Of course,' said Gillian, 'if my cousin is in the room.' She spoke +rather coldly and gravely, and Miss Hacket exclaimed-- + +'I know we have been a little remiss, my dear, I hope Lady Merrifield +was not offended.' + +'Mamma is never offended,' said Gillian--'but, I do think, and so would +she and all of us, that if Constance comes, she ought to treat Dolores +Mohun--as--as usual.' + +The two sisters were silent, perhaps from sheer amazement at this +outbreak of Gillian's, who had never seemed particularly fond of her +cousin. Gillian was quite as much surprised at herself, but something +seemed to drive her on, with flaming cheeks. 'Dolores is half +broken-hearted about it all. She did not thoroughly know how wrong it +was; and it does make her miserable that the one who went along with her +in it should turn against her, and cut her and all.' + +'Connie never meant to keep it up, I'm sure,' said Miss Hacket; 'but she +was very much hurt.' + +'So was Dolly,' said Gillian. + +'Is she so fond of me?' said Constance, in a softened tone. + +'She was,' replied Gillian. + +'I'm sure,' said Miss Hacket, 'our only wish is to forget and forgive as +Christians. Lady Merrifield has behaved most handsomely, and it is +our most earnest wish that this unfortunate transaction should be +forgotten.' + +'And I'm sure I'm willing to overlook it all,' said Constance. 'One must +have scrapes, you know; but friendship will triumph over all.' + +Gillian did not exactly wish to unravel this fine sentiment, and was +glad that the little G.F.S. maid came in with the tea. + +Lady Merrifield was a good deal diverted with Gillian's report, +and invited the two sisters to luncheon on the plea of their slight +acquaintance with Anne--otherwise Mrs. Daventry--with a hint in the note +not to compliment Mrs. Merrifield on Elizabeth's production. + +Then Dolores had to be prepared to receive any advance from Constance. +She looked disgusted at first, and then, when she heard that Gillian had +spoken her mind, said, 'I can't think why you should care.' + +'Of course I care, to have Constance behaving so ill to one of us.' + +'Do you think me one of you, Gillian?' + +'Who, what else are you?' + +And Dolores held up her face for a kiss, a heartier one than had ever +passed between the cousins. There was no kiss between the quondam +friends, but they shook hands with perfect civility, and no stranger +would have guessed their former or their present terms from their +manner. In fact, Constance was perfectly absorbed in the contemplation +of the successful authoress, the object of her envy and veneration, and +only wanted to forget all the unpleasantness connected with the dark +head on the opposite side of the table. + +'Oh Miss Merrifield,' she asked, in an interval afterwards, when hats +were being put on, 'bow do you make them take your things?' + +'I don't know,' said Bessie, smiling. 'I take all the pains I can, and +try to make them useful.' + +'Useful, but that's so dull--and the critics always laugh at things with +a purpose.' + +'But I don't think that is a reason for not trying to do good, even in +this very small and uncertain way. Indeed,' she added, earnestly. 'I +have no right to speak, for I have made great mistakes; but I wanted to +tell you that the one thing I did get published, which was not written +conscientiously--as I may say--but only to work out a silly, sentimental +fancy, has brought me pain and punishment by the harm I know I did.' + +This was a very new idea to Constance, and she actually carried it away +with her. The visit had restored the usual terms of intercourse with the +Hackets, though there was no resumption of intimacy such as there had +been, between Constance and Dolores. It had, however, done much to make +the latter feel that the others considered themselves one with them, and +there was something that drew them together in the universal missing of +Mysie, and eagerness for her letters. + +These were, however, rather disappointing. Mysie had not a genius for +correspondence, and dealt in very bare facts. There was an enclosure +which made Lady Merrifield somewhat anxious: + + +'My Dear Mamma, 'This is for you all by yourself. I have been in sad +mischief, for I broke the conservatory and a palm-tree with my umbrella; +and I did still worse, for I broke my promise and told all about what +you told me never to. I will tell you all when I come home, and I hope +you will forgive me. I wish I was at home. It is very horrid when they +say one is good and one knows one is not; but I am very happy, and Lord +Rotherwood is nicer than ever, and so is Fly. 'I am your affectionate +and penitent and dutiful little daughter, + +'MARIA MILLICENT MERRIFIELD.' + + +With all mamma's intuitive knowledge of her little daughter's mind +and forms of expression, she was puzzled by this note and the various +fractures it described. She obeyed its injunctions of secrecy, even with +regard to Gillian and Bessie, though she could not help wishing that the +latter could have seen and judged of her Mysie. + +Grandmamma was somewhat disappointed to have missed her eldest grandson, +but she was obliged to leave Silverton two days before his return with +his little sister. She had certainly escaped the full tumult of the +entire household, but Bessie observed that she suspected that it might +have been preferred to the general quiescence. + +In spite of all the regrets that Bessie's more coeval cousins, Alethea +and Phyllis were not at home, she and her aunt each felt that a new +friendship had been made, and that they understood each other, and +Bessie had uttered her resolution henceforth always to think of the +impression for good or evil produced on the readers, as well as of the +effectiveness of her story. 'Little did I suppose that 'Clare' would +add to any one's difficulties,' she said, 'still less to yours, Aunt +Lilias.' + + + + +CHAPTER XX. -- CONFESSIONS OF A COUNTRY MOUSE. + + + +Here were the travellers at home again, and Mysie clinging to her +mother, with, 'Oh, Mamma!' and a look of perfect rest. They arrived at +the same time as Dolores had come, so late that Mysie was tired out, +and only half awake. She was consigned to Mrs. Halfpenny after her first +kiss, but as she passed along the corridor, a door was thrown back, and +a white figure sprang upon her. 'Oh, Mysie! Mysie!' and in spite of the +nurse's chidings, held her fast in an embrace of delight. Dolores had +been lying awake watching for her, and implored permission at least to +look on while she was going to bed! + +Harry meanwhile related his experiences to his mother and Gillian over +the supper-table. The Butterfly's Ball had been a great success. He had +never seen anything prettier in his life. Plants and lights had been +judiciously disposed so as to make the hall a continuation of the +conservatory, almost a fairy land, and the children in their costumes +had been more like fairies than flesh and blood, pinafore and +bread-and-butter beings. There was a most perfect tableau at the opening +of the scenery constructed with moss and plants, so as to form a bower, +where the Butterfly and Grasshopper, with their immediate attendants, +welcomed their company, and afterwards formed the first quadrille, Lady +Phyllis, with Mysie and two other little girls staying in the house, +being the butterflies, and Lord Ivinghoe and three more boys of the same +ages, the grasshoppers, in pages' dresses of suitable colours. + +'I never thought,' said Harry, 'that our little brown mouse would come +out so pretty or so swell.' + +'She wanted to be the dormouse,' said Gillian. + +'That was impracticable. They were all heath butterflies of different +sorts, wings very correctly coloured and dresses to correspond. Phyllis +the ringlet with the blue lining, Mysie, the blue one, little Lady +Alberta, the orange-tip, and the other child the burnet moth.' + +'How did Mysie dance?' + +'Very fairly, if she had not looked so awfully serious. The +dancing-mistress, French, of course, had trained them, it was more +ballet than quadrille, and they looked uncommonly pretty. Uncle William +granted that, though he grumbled at the whole concern as nonsense, and +wondered you should send your nice little girl into it to have her head +turned.' + +'Do you think she was happy?' + +'Oh, yes, of course. She always is, but she was in prodigious spirits +when we started to come home. Lady Rotherwood said I was to tell you +that no child could be more truthful and conscientious. Still somehow +she did not look like the swells. Except that once, when she was got +up regardless of expense for the ball, she always had the country mouse +look about her. She hadn't--' + +'The 'Jenny Say Caw,' as Macrae calls it?' said his mother. 'Well, I can +endure that! You need not look so disgusted, Gill. You didn't hear of +her getting into any scrape, did you?' + +'No,' said Hal. 'Stay, I believe she did break some glass or other, +and blurted out her confession in full assembly, but I was over at +Beechcroft, and I am happy to say I didn't see her.' + +Mysie's tap came early to her mother's door the next morning, and it was +in the midst of her toilette that Lady Merrifield was called on to hear +the confession that had been weighing on the little girl's mind. + +'I was too sleepy to tell you last night, mamma, but I did want to do +so.' + +'Well, then, my dear, begin at the beginning, for I could not understand +your letter.' + +'The beginning was, mamma, that we had just come in from our walk, and +we went out into the schoolroom balcony, because we could see round the +corner who was coming up the drive. And we began playing at camps, with +umbrellas up as tents. Ivinghoe, and Alberta, and I. Ivy was general, +and I was the sentry, with my umbrella shut up, and over my shoulder. I +was the only one who knew how to present arms. I heard something coming, +and called out, 'Who goes there?' and Alberta jumped up in such a hurry +that the points other tent--her umbrella, I mean--scratched my face, +and before I could recover arms, over went my umbrella, perpendicular, +straight smash through the glass of the conservatory, and we heard it.' + +'And what did you do? Of course you told!' + +"Oh yes! I jumped up and said, 'I'll go and tell Lady Rotherwood.' I +knew I must before I got into a fright, and Ivinghoe said I couldn't +then, and he would speak to his mother and make it easy for me, and Ply +says he really meant it; but I thought then that's the way the bad ones +always get the others into concealments and lies. So I wouldn't listen a +moment, and I ran down, with him after me, saying, 'Hear reason, Mysie.' +And I ran full butt up against some-body--Lord Ormersfield it was, +I found--but I didn't know then. I only said something about begging +pardon, and dashed on, and opened the door. I saw a whole lot of +fine people all at five-o'clock tea, but I couldn't stop to get more +frightened, and I went up straight to Lady Rotherwood and said, 'Please, +I did it.' Mamma do you think I ought not?" + +'There are such things as fit places and times, my dear. What did she +say?' + +"At first she just said, 'My dear, I cannot attend to you now, run +away;' but then in the midst, a thought seemed to strike her, and she +said, rather frightened, 'Is any one hurt?' and I said, Oh no; only +my umbrella has gone right through the roof of the conservatory, and +I thought I ought to come and tell her directly. 'That was the noise,' +said some of the people, and everybody got up and went to look. And +there were Fly and Ivy, who had got in some other way, and the umbrella +was sticking right upright in the top of one of those palm-trees with +leaves like screens, and somebody said it was a new development of +fruit. Lady Rotherwood asked them what they were doing there, and Ivy +said they had come to see what harm was done. Dear Fly ran up to her and +said, 'We were all at play together, mother; it was not one more than +another;' but Lady Rotherwood only said, 'That's enough, Phyllis, I will +come to you by-and-by in the schoolroom,' and she would have sent us +away if Cousin Rotherwood himself had not come in just then, and asked +what was the matter. I heard some of the answers; they were very odd, +mamma. One was, 'A storm of umbrellas and of untimely confessions;' and +another was, 'Truth in undress.'" + +'Oh, my dear? I hope you were fit to be seen?' + +'I forgot about that, mamma, I had taken off my ulster, and had my +little scarlet flannel underbody, so as to make a better soldier.' + +'Oh!' groaned Lady Merrifield. + +'And then that dear, good Fly gave a jump and flew at him, and said, +'Oh, daddy, daddy, it's Mysie, and she has been telling the truth +like--like Frank, or Sir Thomas More, or George Washington, or anybody.' +She really did say so, mamma.' + +'I can quite believe it of her, Mysie! And how did Cousin Rotherwood +respond?' + +'He sat down upon one of the seats, and took Fly on one knee and me on +the other, though we were big for it--just like papa, you know--and made +us tell him all about it. Lady Rotherwood got the others out of the +way somehow--I don't know how, for my back was that way, and I think +Ivinghoe went after them, but there was some use in talking to Cousin +Rotherwood; he has got some sense, and knows what one means, as if +he was at the dear, nice playing age, and Ivinghoe was his stupid old +father in a book.' + +'Exactly,' said Lady Merrifield, delighted, and longing to laugh. + +'But that was the worst of it,' said Mysie, sadly; 'he was so nice that +I said all sorts of things I didn't mean or ought to have said. I told +him I would pay for the glass if he would only wait till we had helped +Dolores pay for those books that the cheque was for, because the man +came alive again, after her wicked uncle said he was dead, and so +somehow it all came out; how you made up to Miss Constance and couldn't +come to the Butterfly's Ball for want of new dresses.' + +'Oh, Mysie, you should not have said that! I thought you were to be +trusted!' + +'Yes, mamma, I know,' said Mysie, meekly. 'I recollected as soon as I +had said it; and told him, and he kissed me and promised he would never +tell anyone, and made Fly promise that she never would. But I have +been so miserable about it ever since, mamma; I tried to write it in a +letter, but I am afraid you didn't half understand.' + +'I only saw that something was on your mind, my dear. Now that is all +over, I do not so much mind Cousin Rotherwood's knowing, he has always +been so like a brother; but I do hope both he and Fly will keep their +word. I am more sorry for my little girl's telling than about his +knowing.' + +'And Ivinghoe said my running in that way on all the company was worse +than breaking the glass or the palm-tree. Was it, mamma?' + +'Well, you know, Mysie, there is a time for all things, and very likely +it vexed Lady Rotherwood more to be invaded by such a little wild colt.' + +'But not Cousin Rotherwood himself, mamma,' said Mysie, 'for he said I +was quite right, and an honourable little fellow, just like old times. +And so I told Ivy. And he said in such a way, 'Every one knew what his +father was.' So I told him his father was ten thousand times nicer than +ever he would be if he lived a hundred years, and I could not bear him +if he talked in that wicked, disrespectful way, and Fly kissed me for +it, mamma, and said her daddy was worth a hundred of such a prig as he +was.' + +'My dear, I am afraid neither you nor Fly showed your good manners.' + +'It was only Ivinghoe, mamma, and I'm sure I don't care what he thinks, +if he could talk of his father in that way. Isn't it what you call +metallical--no--ironical?' + +'Indeed, Mysie, I don't wonder it made you very angry, and I can't be +sorry you showed your indignation.' + +'But please, mamma, what ought I to have done about the glass?' + +'I don't quite know; I think a very wise little girl might have gone to +Cousin Florence's room and consulted her. It would have been better than +making an explosion before so many people. Florence was kind to you, I +hope.' + +'Oh yes, mamma, it was almost like being at home in her room; and she +has such a dear little house at the end of the park.' + +A good deal more oozed out from Mysie to different auditors at different +times. By her account everything was delightful, and yet mamma concluded +that all had not absolutely fulfilled the paradisiacal expectation with +which her country mouse had viewed Rotherwood from afar. Lady Rotherwood +was very kind, and so was the governess, and Cousin Florence especially. +Cousin Florence's house felt just like a bit of home. It really was the +dearest little house--and fluffy cat and kittens, and the sweetest +love birds. It was perfectly delicious when they drank tea there, but +unluckily she was not allowed to go thither without the governess or +Louise, as it was all across the park, and a bit of village. + +And Fly? Oh, Fly was always dear and good and funny; but there was +Alberta to be attended to, and other little girls sometimes, and it was +not like having her here at home; nor was there any making a row in +the galleries, nor playing at anything really jolly, though the great +pillars in the hall seemed made for tying cords to make a spider's web. +It was always company, except when Cousin Rotherwood called them into +his den for a little fun. But he had gentlemen to entertain most of the +time, and the only day that he could have taken them to see the farm and +the pheasants, Lady Rotherwood said that Phyllis was a little hoarse and +must not get a cold before the ball. + +And as to the Butterfly's Ball itself? Imagination had depicted a +splendid realization of the verses, and it was flat to find it merely a +children's fancy ball, no acting at all, only dancing, and most of the +children not attempting any characteristic dress, only with some insect +attached to head or shoulder; nothing approaching to the fun of the +rehearsal at Silverton, as indeed Fly had predicted. The only attempt +at representation had cost Mysie more trouble than pleasure, for the +training to dance together had been a difficult and wearisome business. +Two of the grass-hoppers had been greatly displeased about it, and +called it a beastly shame, words much shocking gentle Mysie from +aristocratic lips. One of them had been as sulky, angry, and +impracticable as possible, just like a log, and the other had consoled +himself with all manner of tricks, especially upon the teacher and on +Ivinghoe. He would skip like a real grasshopper, he made faces that set +all laughing, he tripped Ivinghoe up, he uttered saucy speeches that +Mysie considered too shocking to repeat, but which convulsed every one +with laughter, Fly most especially, and her governess had punished her +for it. 'She would not punish me,' said Mysie, 'though I know I was just +as bad, and I think that was a shame!' At last the practising had to be +carried on without the boys, and yet, when it came to the point, both +the recusants behaved as well and danced as suitably as if they had +submitted to the training like their sisters! And oh! the dressing, that +was worse. + +'I did not think I was so stupid,' said Mysie, 'but I heard Louise tell +mademoiselle that I was trop bourgeoise, and mademoiselle answered that +I was plutot petite paysanne, and would never have l'air de distinction. + +'Abominable impertinence!' cried Gillian. + +"They thought I did not understand,' said Mysie, 'and I knew it was +fair to tell them, so I said, 'Mais non, car je suis la petite souris de +compagne.'" + +'Well done, Mysie!' cried her sister. + +'They did jump, and Louise began apologizing in a perfect gabble, and +mademoiselle said I had de l'esprit, but I am sure I did not mean it.' + +'But how could they?' exclaimed Gillian. 'I'm sure Mysie looks like a +lady, a gentleman's child--I mean as much as Fly or any one else.' + +'I trust you all look like gentlewomen, and are such in refinement and +manners, but there is an air, which comes partly of birth, partly of +breeding, and that none of you, except, perhaps, Alethea, can boast of, +and about which papa and I don't care one rush.' + +'Has Fly got it, mamma?' said Valetta. 'She seemed like one of +ourselves.' + +'Oh, yes,' put in Dolores. 'It was what made me think her stuck up. I +should have known her for a swell anywhere.' + +'I'm sure Fly has no airs!' exclaimed Val, hotly, and Gillian was ready +to second her; but Lady Merrifield explained. 'The absence of airs is +one ingredient, Val, both in being ladylike, and in the distinction in +which the maid justly perceived our Mouse to be deficient. Come, you +foolish girls, don't look concerned. Nobody but the maid would have ever +let Mysie perceive the difference.' + +Mysie coloured and answered, 'I don't know; I saw the Fitzhughs look at +me at first as if they did not think I belonged, and Ivinghoe was always +so awfully polite that I thought he was laughing at me.' + +'Ivinghoe must be horrid,' broke out Valetta. + +'The Fitzhughs said they would knock it out of him at Eton,' returned +Mysie. 'They got very nice after the first day, and said Fly and I were +twice as jolly fellows as he was.' + +It further appeared that Mysie had had plenty of partners at the ball, +and on all occasions her full share of notice, the country neighbours +welcoming her as her mother's daughter, but most of them saying she +was far more like her Aunt Phyllis than her own mother. The dancing and +excitement so late at night had, however, tired her overmuch, she had +cramp all the remainder of the night, could eat no breakfast the next +day, and was quite miserable. + +'I should like to have cried for you, mamma' she said, 'but they were +all quite used to it, and not a bit tired. However, Cousin Florence came +in, and she was so kind. She took me to the little west room, and made +me lie on the sofa, and read to me till I went to sleep, and I was all +right after dinner and had a ride on Fly's old pony, Dormouse. She +has the loveliest new one, all bay, with a black mane and tail, called +Fairy, but Alberta had that. Oh it was so nice.' + +Altogether Lady Merrifield was satisfied that her little girl had not +been spoilt for home by her taste of dissipation, though she did not +hear the further confidence to Dolores in the twilight by the schoolroom +fire. + +'Do you know, Dolly, though Fly is such a darling, and they all wanted +to be kind as well as they knew how, I came to understand how horrid you +must have felt when you came among the whole lot of us.' + +'But you knew Fly already?' + +'That made it better, but I don't like it. To feel one does not belong, +and to be afraid to open a door for fear it should be somebody's room, +and not quite to know who every one is. Oh, dear! it is enough to make +anybody cross and stupid. Oh, I am so glad to be back again.' + +'I'm sure I am glad you are,' and there was a little kissing match. +'You'll always come to my room, won't you? Do you know, when Constance +came to luncheon, I only shook hands, I wouldn't try to kiss her. Was +that unforgiving?' + +'I am sure I couldn't,' said Mysie; 'did she try?' + +'I don't think so; I don't think I ever could kiss her; for I never +should have said what was not true without her, and that is what makes +Uncle Reginald so angry still. He would not kiss me even when he +went away. Oh, Mysie! that's worse than anything,' and Dolores's face +contracted with tears very near at hand. 'I did always so love Uncle +Regie, and he won't forgive me, and father will be just the same.' + +'Poor dear, dear Dolly,' said Mysie, hugging her. + +'But you know fathers always forgive, and we will try and make a little +prayer about it, like the Prodigal Son's, you know.' + +'I don't blow properly,' said Dolores. + +'I think I can say him,' said Mysie, and the little girls sat with +enfolded arms, while Mysie reverently went through the parable. + +'But he had been very wicked indeed,' objected Dolores, 'what one calls +dissipated. Isn't that making too much of such things as girls like us +can do.' + +'I don't know,' said Mysie, knitting her young brows; 'you see if we are +as bad as ever we can be while we are at home, it is really and truly +as bad in us ourselves as in shocking people that run away, because it +shows we might have done anything if we had not been taken care of. And +the poor son felt as if he could not be pardoned, which is just what you +do feel.' + +'Aunt Lily forgives me,' said Dolores, wistfully. + +'And your father will, I'm sure,' said Mysie, 'though he is yet a great +way off. And as to Uncle Regie, I do wish something would happen that +you could tell the truth about. If you had only broken the palm-tree +instead of me, and I didn't do right even about that! But if any +mischief does happen, or accident, I promise you, Dolly, you shall have +the telling of it, if you have had ever so little to do with it, and +then mamma will write to Uncle Regie that you have proved yourself +truthful.' + +Dolores did not seem much consoled by this curious promise, and Mysie's +childishness suddenly gave way to something deeper. 'I suppose,' she +said, 'if one is true, people find it out and trust one.' + +'People can't see into one,' said Dolly. + +'Mamma says there is a bright side and a dark side from which to look at +everybody and everything,' said Mysie. + +'I know that,' said Dolores; 'I looked at the dark side of you all when +I came here.' + +'Some day,' said Mysie, 'your bright side will come round to Uncle +Regie, as it has to us, you dear, dear old Dolly.' + +'But do you know, Mysie,' whispered Dolores, in her embrace, 'there's +something more dreadful that I'm very much afraid of. Do you know +there hasn't been a letter from father since he was staying with Aunt +Phyllis--not to me, nor Aunt Jane, nor anybody!' + +'Well, he couldn't write when he was at sea, I mean there wasn't any +post.' + +'It would not take so long as this to get to Fiji; and besides. Uncle +Regie telegraphed to ask about that dreadful cheque, and there hasn't +been any answer at all.' + +'Perhaps he is gone about sailing somewhere in the Pacific Ocean; I +heard Uncle William saying so to Cousin Rotherwood.' He said, 'Maurice +is not a fellow to resist a cruise.' + +'Then they are thinking about it. They are anxious.' + +'Not very,' said Mysie, 'for they think he is sure to be gone on a +cruise. They said something about his going down like a carpenter into +the deep sea.' + +'Making deep-sea soundings, like Dr. Carpenter! A carpenter, indeed!' +said Dolores, laughing for a moment. 'Oh! if it is that, I don't mind.' + +The weight was lifted, but by-and-by, when the two girls said their +prayers together, poor Dolores broke forth again, 'Oh, Mysie, Mysie, +your papa has all--all of you, besides mamma, to pray that he may be +kept safe, and my father has only me, only horrid me, to pray for him, +and even I have never cared to do it really till just lately! Oh, poor, +poor father! And suppose he should be drowned, and never, never have +forgiven me!' + +It was a trouble and misery that recurred night after night, though +apparently it weighed much less during the day--and nobody but Mysie +knew how much Dolores was suffering from it. Lady Merrifield was +increasingly anxious as time went on, and still no mail brought letters +from Mr. Mohun, but confidence based on his erratic habits, and the +uncertainty of communication began to fail. And as she grieved more for +the possible loss, she became more and more tender to her niece, and +strange to say, in spite of the terror that gnawed so achingly every +night, and of the ordeal that the Lent Assizes would bring, Dolores was +happier and more peaceful than ever before at Silverton, and developed +more of her bright side. + +'I really think,' wrote Lady Merrifield to Miss Mohun, 'that she is +growing more simple and child-like, poor little maid. She is apparently +free from all our apprehensions about dear Maurice, and I would not +inspire her with them for the world. Neither does she seem to dread +the trial, as I do for her, nor to guess what cross-examination may be. +Constance Hacket has been subpoenaed, and her sister expatiates on her +nervousness. It is one comfort that Reginald must be there as a witness, +so that it is not in the power of Irish disturbances to keep him from +us! May we only be at ease about Maurice by that time!' + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. -- IN COURT AND OUT. + + + +How Dolores's heart beat when Colonel Mohun drove up to the door! She +durst not run out to greet him among her cousins; but stood by her aunt, +feeling hot and cold and trembling, in the doubt whether he would kiss +her. + +Yes, she did feel his kiss, and Mysie looked at her in congratulation. +But what did it mean? Was it only that it came as a matter of course, +and he forgot to withhold it, or was it that he had given up hopes of +her father, and was sorry for her? She could not make up her mind, for +he came so late in the evening that she scarcely saw him before bedtime, +and he did not take any special notice of her the next morning. He had +done his best to save her from being long detained at Darminster, by +ascertaining as nearly as possible when Flinders's case would come on, +and securing a room at the nearest inn, where she might await a summons +into court. Lady Merrifield was going with them, but would not take +either of her daughters, thinking that every home eye would be an +additional distress, and that it was better that no one should see or +remember Dolores as a witness. + +Miss Mohun met the party at the station, going off, however, with her +brother into court, after having established Lady Merrifield and her +niece in an inn parlour, where they kept as quiet as they could, by the +help of knitting, and reading aloud. Lady Merrifield found that +Dolores had been into court before, and knew enough about it to need no +explanation or preparation, and being much afraid of causing agitation, +she thought it best only to try to interest her in such tales as +'Neale's Triumphs of the Cross,' instead of letting her dwell on what +she most dreaded, the sight of the prisoner, and the punishment her +words might bring upon him. + +The morning ended, and Uncle Reginald brought word that his case would +come on immediately after luncheon. This he shared with his sister +and niece, saying that Jane had gone to a pastrycook's with--with +Rotherwood--thinking this best for Dolly. He seemed to be in strangely +excited spirits, and was quite his old self to Dolores, tempting her to +eat, and showing himself so entirely the kind uncle that she would have +been quite cheered up if she had not been afraid that it was all out of +pity, and that he knew something dreadful. + +Lord Rotherwood met them at the hotel entrance, and took his cousin +on his arm; Dolores following with her uncle, was sure that she gave +a great start at something that he said; but she had to turn in a +different direction to wait under the charge of her uncle, who treated +her as if she were far more childish and inexperienced in the ways of +courts than she really was, and instructed her in much that she knew +perfectly well; but it was too comfortable to have him kind to her for +her to take the least offence, and she only said 'Yes' and 'Thank you' +at the proper places. + +The sheriff, meantime, had given Lord Rotherwood and Lady Merrifield +seats near the judge, where Miss Mohun was already installed. Alfred +Flinders was already at the bar, and for the first time Lady Merrifield +saw his somewhat handsome but shifty-looking face and red beard, as +the counsel for the prosecution was giving a detailed account of his +embarrassed finances, and of his having obtained from the inexperienced +kindness of a young lady, a mere child in age, who called him uncle, +though without blood relationship, a draft of her father's for seven +pounds, which, when presented at the bank, had become one for seventy. + +As before, the presenting and cashing of the seventy pounds was sworn to +by the banker's clerk, and then Dolores Mary Mohun was called. + +There she stood, looking smaller than usual in her black, close-fitting +dress and hat, in a place meant for grown people, her dark face pale and +set, keeping her eyes as much as she could from the prisoner. When the +counsel spoke she gave a little start, for she knew him, as one who had +often spent an evening with her parents, in the cheerful times while +her mother lived. There was something in the familiar glance of his eyes +that encouraged her, though he looked so much altered by his wig and +gown, and it seemed strange that he should question her, as a stranger, +on her exact name and age, her father's absence, the connection with the +prisoner, and present residence. Then came: + +'Did your father leave any money with you?' + +'Yes.' + +'What was the amount?' + +'Five pounds for myself; seven besides.' + +'In what form was the seven pounds?' + +'A cheque from W.'s bank.' + +'Did you part with it?' + +'Yes.' + +'To whom?' + +'I sent it to him.' + +'To whom if you please?' + +'To Mr. Alfred Flinders.' And her voice trembled. + +'Can you tell me when you sent it away?' + +'It was on the 22nd of December.' + +'Is this the cheque?' + +'It has been altered.' + +'Explain in what manner?' + +'There has 'ty' been put at the end of the written 'seven,' and a cipher +after the figure 7 making it 70.' + +'You are sure that it was not so when it went out of your possession?' + +'Perfectly sure.' + +Mr. Calderwood seemed to have done with her, and said, 'Thank you;' but +then there stood up a barrister, whom she suspected of being a man her +mother had disliked, and she knew that the worst was coming when he +said, in a specially polite voice too, 'Allow me to ask whether the +cheque in question had been intended by Mr. Mohun for the prisoner?' + +'No.' + +'Or was it given to you as pocket-money?' + +'No, it was to pay a bill.' + +'Then did you divert it from that purpose?' + +'I thought the man was dead.' + +'What man?' + +'Professor Muhlwasser.' + +'The creditor?' + +'Yes.' + +Mr. Calderwood objected to these questions as irrelevant; but the +prisoner's counsel declared them to be essential, and the judge let +him go on to extract from Dolores that the payment was intended for an +expensive illustrated work on natural history, which was to be published +in Germany. Her father had promised to take two copies of it if it were +completed; but being doubtful whether this would ever be the case, +he had preferred leaving a draft with her to letting the account be +discharged by his brother, and he had reckoned that seven pounds would +cover the expense. + +'You say you supposed the author was dead. What reason had you for +thinking so?' + +'He told me; Mr. Flinders did.' + +'Had Mr. Mohun sanctioned your applying this sum to any other purpose +than that specified?' + +'No, he had not. I did wrong,' said Dolores, firmly. + +He wrinkled up his forehead, so that the point of his wig went upwards, +and proceeded to inquire whether she had herself given the cheque to the +prisoner. + +'I sent it.' + +'Did you post it?' + +'Not myself. I gave it to Miss Constance Hacket to send it for me.' + +'Can you swear to the sum for which it was drawn when you parted with +it?' + +'Yes. I looked at it to see whether it was pounds or guineas.' + +'Did you give it loose or in an envelope?' + +'In an envelope.' + +'Was any other person aware of your doing so?' + +'Nobody.' + +'What led you to make this advance to the prisoner?' + +'Because he told me that he was in great distress.' + +'He told you. By letter or in person?' + +'In person.' + +'When did he tell you so?' + +'On the 22nd of December.' + +'And where?' + +'At Darminster.' + +'Let me ask whether this interview at Darminster took place with the +knowledge of the lady with whom you reside?' + +'No, it did not,' said Dolores, colouring deeply. + +'Was it a chance meeting?' + +'No--by appointment.' + +'How was the appointment made?' + +'We wrote to say we would come that day.' + +'We--who was the other party?' + +'Miss Constance Hacket.' + +'You were then in correspondence with the prisoner. Was it with the +sanction of Lady Merrifield?' + +'No.' + +'A secret correspondence, then, romantically carried on--by what means?' + +'Constance Hacket sent the letters and received them for me.' + +'What was the motive for this arrangement?' + +'I knew my aunt would prevent my having anything to do with him.' + +'And you--excuse me--what interest had you in doing so?' + +'My mother had been like his sister, and always helped him.' + +All these answers were made with a grave, resolute straightforwardness, +generally with something of Dolores's peculiar stony look, and only +twice was there any involuntary token of feeling, when she blushed at +confessing the concealment from her aunt, and at the last question, when +her voice trembled as she spoke of her mother. She kept her eyes on her +interrogators all the time, never once glancing towards the prisoner, +though all the time she had a sensation as if his reproachful looks were +piercing her through. + +She was dismissed, and Constance Hacket was brought in, looking about +in every direction, carrying a handkerchief and scent bottle, and not +attempting to conceal her flutter of agitation. + +Mr. Calderwood had nothing to ask her but about her having received the +cheque from Miss Mohun and forwarded it to Flinders, though she could +not answer for the date without a public computation back from Christmas +Day, and forward from St. Thomas's. As to the amount-- + +'Oh, yes, certainly, seven pounds.' + +Moreover she had posted it herself. + +Then came the cross-examination, + +'Had she seen the draft before posting it?' + +'Well--she really did not remember exactly.' + +'How did she know the amount then?' + +'Well, I think--yes--I think Dolores told me so.' + +'You think,' he said, in a sort of sneer. 'On your oath. Do you know?' + +'Yes, yes, yes. She assured me! I know something was said about seven.' + +'Then you cannot swear to the contents of the envelope you forwarded?' + +'I don't know. It was all such a confusion and hurry.' + +'Why so?' + +'Oh! because it was a secret.' + +The counsel of course availed himself of this handle to elicit that the +witness had conducted a secret correspondence between the prisoner +and her young friend without the knowledge of the child's natural +protectors. 'A perfect romance,' he said, 'I believe the prisoner is +unmarried.' + +Perhaps this insinuation would have been checked, but before any one had +time to interfere, Constance, blushing crimson, exclaimed, 'Oh! Oh! I +assure you it was not that. It was because she said he was her uncle and +that they ill-used him.' + +This brought upon her the searching question whether the last witness +had stated the prisoner to be really her uncle, and Constance replied, +rather hotly, that she had always understood that he was. + +'In fact, she gave you to understand that the prisoner was actually +related to her by blood. Did you say that she also told you that he was +persecuted or ill-used by her other relations?' + +'I thought so. Yes, I am sure she said so.' + +'And it was wholly and solely on these grounds that you assisted in this +clandestine correspondence?' + +'Why--yes--partly,' faltered Constance, thinking of her literary +efforts, 'so it began.' + +There was a manifest inclination to laugh in the audience, who naturally +thought her hesitation implied something very different; and the judge, +thinking that there was no need to push her further, when Mr. Calderwood +represented that all this did not bear on the matter, and was no +evidence, silenced Mr. Yokes, and the witness was dismissed. + +The next point was that Colonel Reginald Mohun was called upon to attest +that the handwriting was his brother's. He answered for the main body +of the draft, and the signature, but the additions, in which the forgery +lay, were so slight that it was impossible to swear that they did not +come from the hand of Maurice Mohun. + +'Had application been made to Mr. Mohun on the subject?' + +'Yes, Colonel Mohun had immediately telegraphed to him at the address in +the Fiji Islands.' + +'Has any answer been received?' + +'No!' but Colonel Mohun had a curious expression in his eyes, and Mr. +Calderwood electrified the court by begging to call upon Mr. Maurice +Mohun. + +There he was in the witness-box, looking sunburnt but vigorous. He +replied immediately to the question that the cheque was his own, and +that it had been left under his daughter's charge, also that it had been +for seven pounds, and the 'ty' and the cypher had never been written by +him. The prisoner winced for a moment, and then looked at him defiantly. + +The connection with Alfred Flinders was inquired into and explained, and +being asked as to the term 'Uncle,' he replied, 'My daughter was allowed +to get into the habit of so terming him.' + +The sisters saw his look of pain, and Jane remembered his strong +objection to the title, and his wife's indignant defence of it. + +Dolores stood trembling outside in the waiting-room, by her Uncle +Reginald, from whom she heard that her father had come that morning from +London with Lord Rotherwood, but that it had been thought better not to +agitate her by letting her know of it before she gave her evidence. + +'Has he had my letter?' she asked. + +'No; he knew nothing till he saw Rotherwood last night.' + +All the misery of writing the confession came back upon poor Dolores, +and she turned quite white and sick, but her uncle said kindly, 'Never +mind, my dear, he was very much pleased with your manner of giving +evidence. Such a contrast to your friend's. Faugh!' + +In a few more seconds Mr. Mohun had come out. He took the cold, +trembling hands in his own, pressed them close, met the anxious eyes +with his own, full of moisture, and said, 'My poor little girl,' in a +tone that somehow lightened Dolly's heart of its worst dread. + +'Will you go back into court?' asked the colonel. + +'You don't wish it, Dolly?' said her father. + +'Oh no! please not.' + +'Then,' said the colonel, 'take your father back to the room at the +hotel, and we will come to you. I suppose this will not last much +longer.' + +'Probably not half an hour. I don't want to see that fellow either +convicted or acquitted.' + +Then Dolores found herself steered out of the passages and from among +the people waiting or gazing, into the clearer space in the street, her +father holding her hand as if she had been a little child. Neither of +them spoke till they had reached the sitting-room, and there, the first +thing he did when the door was shut, was to sit down, take her between +his knees, put an arm round her, and kiss her, saying again, 'My poor +child!' + +'You never got my letter!' she said, leaning against him, feeling the +peace and rest his embrace gave. + +'No; but I have heard all. I should have warned you, Dolly; but I never +imagined that he could get at you there; and I was unwilling to accuse +one for whom your mother had a certain affection.' + +'That was why I helped him,' whispered Dolores. + +'I knew it,' he said kindly. 'But how did he find you out, and how had +he the impertinence to write to you at your Aunt Lily's--' + +'I wrote to him first,' she said, hanging down her head. + +'How was that? You surely had not been in the habit of doing so whilst I +was at home.' + +'No; but he came and spoke to me at Exeter, the day you went away. Uncle +William was not there, he had gone into the town. And he--Mr. Flinders, +said he was going down to see you, and was very much disappointed to +hear that you were gone.' + +'Did he ask you to write to him?' + +'I don't think he did. Father, it seems too silly now, but I was very +angry because Aunt Lilias said she must see all my letters except yours +and Maude Sefton's, and I told Constance Hacket. She said she would send +anything for me, and I could not think of any one I wanted to write to, +so I wrote to--to him.' + +'Ah! I saw you did not get on with your aunt,' was the answer, 'that was +partly what brought me home.' And either not hearing or not heeding +her exclamation, 'Oh, but now I do,' he went on to explain that on his +arrival at Fiji he had found that circumstances had altered there, and +that the person with whom he was to have been associated had died, so +that the whole scheme had been broken up. A still better appointment +had, however, been offered to him in New Zealand, on the resignation +of the present holder after a half-year's notice, and he had at once +written to accept it. A proposal had been made to him to spend the +intermediate time in a scientific cruise among the Polynesian Islands; +but the letters he had found awaiting him at Vanua Levu had convinced +him that the arrangements he had made in England had been a mistake, and +he had therefore hurried home via San Francisco, as fast as any letter +could have gone, to wind up his English affairs, and fetch his daughter +to the permanent home in Auckland, which her Aunt Phyllis would prepare +for her. + +Her countenance betrayed a sudden dismay, which made him recollect that +she was a strangely undemonstrative girl; but before she had recovered +the shock so as to utter more than a long 'Oh!' they were interrupted by +the cup of tea that had been ordered for Dolores, and in a minute more, +steps were heard, and the two aunts were in the room. 'Seven years,' +were Jane's first words, and 'My dear Maurice,' Lady Merrifield's, 'Oh! +I wish I could have spared you this,' and then among greetings came +again, 'Seven years,' from the brother and cousin who had seen the +traveller before. + +'I'm glad you were not there, Maurice,' said Lady Merrifield. 'It was +dreadful.' + +'I never saw a more insolent fellow!' said Lord Rotherwood. + +'That Yokes, you mean,' said Miss Mohun. 'I declare I think he is worse +than Flinders!' + +'That's like you women, Jenny,' returned the colonel; 'you can't +understand that a man's business is to get off his client!' + +'When he gave him up as an honest man altogether!' cried Lady +Merrifield. + +'And cast such imputations!' exclaimed Aunt Jane. 'I saw what the wretch +was driving at all the time of the cross-examination; and if I'd been +the judge, would not I have stopped him?' + +'There you go. Lily and Jenny!' said the colonel, 'and Rotherwood just +as bad! Why, Maurice would have had to take just the same line if he had +been for the defence.' + +'He would not have done it in such a blackguard fashion though,' said +Lord Rotherwood. + +'I saw what his defence would be,' said Mr. Mohun, briefly. + +'There!' said Colonel Mohun, with a boyish pleasure in confuting his +sisters; but they were not subdued. + +'Now Maurice,' cried Jane, 'when that man was known to be utterly +dishonourable and good for nothing, was it fair--was it not contrary to +all common sense--to try to cast the imputation between those two poor +girls? So the judge and jury felt it, I am happy to say! but I call it +abominable to have thrown out the mere suggestion--' + +'Nay now, Jane,' said the colonel, 'if the man was to be defended at +all, how else was it to be done?' + +'I wouldn't have had him defended at all! but, unfortunately, that's his +right as an Englishman.' + +'That's another thing! But as the cheque did not alter itself, one of +the three must have done it, and nothing was left but to show that there +had been an amount of shuffling, and--in short, nonsense--that might +cast enough doubt on their evidence to make it insufficient for a +conviction.' + +'Reginald! I can't think how you can stand up for such a wretch, a +vulgar wretch,' cried Miss Mohun. 'You put it delicately, as a gentleman +who had the misfortune to be counsel in such a case might do, but he was +infinitely worse than that, though that was bad enough.' + +'It was Yokes,' put in Mr. Mohun; 'but what did he say?' looking +anxiously at his daughter. + +'It was not so bad about her,' said her uncle, 'he only made her out a +foolish child, easily played upon by everybody, and possibly ignorant +and frightened, or led away by her regard for her supposed relation. It +was the other poor girl-- + +'The amiable susceptibilities of romantic young ladies!' broke out Lady +Merrifield. 'Oh, the creature!' To think of that poor foolish Constance +sitting by to hear it represented that the expedition to Darminster, and +all the rest of it, was because she was actually touched by that fellow. +I really felt ready to take her part.' + +'She had certainly brought it on herself,' said Aunt Jane; 'but it was +atrocious of him and if the other counsel had only known it, he stopped +the cross examination just at the wrong time, or it would have come out +that it was literary vanity that was the lure. No doubt he would have +made a laughing-stock of that, but it would not have been as bad as the +other.' + +'Poor thing,' said Lady Merrifield; 'it was a trying retribution for +schoolgirl folly and want of conscientiousness. I should think she was a +sadder and a wiser woman.' + +'He must have overdone it,' said Mr. Mohun, 'he is a vulgar fellow, and +always does so; but, as Reginald says, the only available defence was +to enhance the folly and sentiment of the girls; but of course the judge +charged the other way-- + +'Entirely,' said Lord Rotherwood, 'he brought Dolly rather well out of +it, saying that as he understood it, a young girl who had seen a needy +connection assisted from her home might think herself justified in +corresponding with him, and even in diverting to his use money left in +her charge, when it was probable that it would not be required for the +original object. He did not say it was right, but it was an error of +judgment by no means implying swindling--in fact. He disposed of Miss +Hacket in the same way--foolish, sentimental, unscrupulous, but not to +that degree. Girls might be silly enough in all conscience, but not so +as to commit forgery or perjury. That was the gist of it, and happily +the jury were of the same opinion.' + +'Happily? Well, I suppose so,' said Mr. Mohun, with a certain +sorrowfulness of tone, into which his little daughter entered. + +'I say, Rotherwood,' exclaimed the colonel, as the town clock's two +strokes for the half-hour echoed loudly, 'if you mean to catch the 4.50, +you must fly.' + +'Fly!' he coolly repeated. 'Tell Mysie, Lily, that Fly has never ceased +talking of her. That child has been saving her money to fit out one of +Florence's orphan's. She--' + +'Rotherwood,' broke in Mr. Mohun, 'your wife charged me to see that you +were in time for that dinner. A ministerial one.' + +'Don't encourage him, Lily,' chimed in the colonel. 'I'll call a cab. +See him safe off, Maurice.' + +And off he was hunted amid the laughter of the ladies; the manner of all +to one another was so exactly what it had been in the old times. + +'I could hardly help telling him to take care, or Victoria would never +let him out again,' said Miss Mohun. 'Poor old fellow, it would have +been a fine chance for him with four of us together.' + +'You can come back with us, Jenny!' + +'I brought my bag in case of accidents.' + +'And we'll telegraph to Adeline to join us tomorrow,' said Mr. Mohun, +who seemed to have been seized with a hunger for the sight of his +kindred. + +'Telegraph! My dear Maurice, Ada's nerves would be torn to smithereens +by a telegram without me to open it for her. I've a card here to post to +her; but I expect that I must go down tomorrow and fetch her, which will +be the best way, for I have a meeting.' + +'Jenny, I declare you are a caution even to Miss Hacket,' said Colonel +Reginald, re-entering. + +'Well, Ada always was the family pet. Besides, I told you I had a G.F.S. +meeting. Did you get a cab for us; Lily has had quite walking enough.' + +The ladies went in a cab, while the gentlemen walked. There was not much +time to spare, and in the compartment into which the first comers +threw themselves, they found both the Hacket sisters installed, and the +gentlemen coming up in haste, nodded and got into a smoking-carriage, on +seeing how theirs was occupied. + +'Oh, we could have made room,' said Constance, to whom a gentleman was a +gentleman under whatever circumstances. + +'Dear Miss Dolores's papa! Is it indeed?' said Miss Hacket. + +'So wonderfully interesting,' chimed in Constance. And they both made a +dart at Dolores to kiss her in congratulation, much against her will. + +The train clattered on, and Lady Merrifield hoped it would hush all +other voices, but neither of the Hackets could refrain from discussing +the trial, and heaping such unmitigated censure on the counsel for the +prisoner, that Miss Mohun felt herself constrained to fly in the face of +all she had said at the hotel, and to maintain the right of even such an +Englishman to be defended, and of his advocate to prevent his conviction +if possible. On which the regular sentiment against becoming lawyers was +produced, and the subject might have been dropped if Constance had +not broken out again, as if she could not leave it. 'So atrocious, so +abominably insolent, asking if he was unmarried.' + +'Evidently flattered!' muttered Aunt Jane, between her teeth, and +unheard; but the speed slackened, and Constance's voice went on, + +'I really thought I should have died of it on the spot. The bare idea of +thinking I could endure such a being.' + +'Well,' said Dolores, just as the clatter ceased at a little station. +'You know you did walk up and down with him ever so long, and I am sure +you liked him very much.' + +An indignant 'You don't understand' was absolutely cut off by an +imperative grasp and hush from Miss Hacket the elder; Aunt Jane was +suffocating with laughter, Lady Merrifield, between that and a certain +shame for womanhood, which made her begin to talk at random about +anything or everything else. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. -- NAY. + + + +'What a mull they have made of it!' were Mr. Maurice Mohun's first words +when he found the compartment free for a tete-a-tete with his brother. + +'All's well that ends well,' was the brief reply. + +'Well, indeed! Mary would not have thought so.' To which the colonel had +nothing to say. + +'It serves me out,' his brother went on presently. 'I ought to have done +something for that wretched fellow before I went, or, at any rate, have +put Dolly on her guard; but I always shirked the very thought of him.' + +'Nothing would have kept him out of harm's way.' + +'It might have kept the child; but she must have been thicker with him +than I ever knew. However I shall have her with me for the future, and +in better hands.' + +'You really mean to take her out?' + +'That's what brought me home. She isn't happy; that is plain from her +letters; and Jane does not know what to make of her, nor Lilias either.' + +'When were your last letters dated?' + +'The last week in September.' + +'Early days,' muttered the colonel. + +'I thought it an experiment, you know; but you said so much about Lily's +girls being patterns, that I thought Jasper Merrifield might have made +her more rational and less flighty, and all that sort of thing; but of +course it was a very different tone from what the child was used to, and +you couldn't tell what the young barbarians were out of sight.' + +'So I began to think last winter; but I fancy you will find that she and +Lily understand one another a good deal better than they did at first.' + +'I thought she did not receive my intelligence as a deliverance. I am +glad if she can carry away an affectionate remembrance, but I want to +have her under my own eye.' + +'I suppose that's all right,' was the half reluctant reply. + +'There's Phyllis. She is full of good sense, with no nonsense about her +or May, and her girls are downright charming.' + +'Very likely; but I say, Maurice, you must not underrate Lilias. She has +gone through a good deal with Dolores, and I believe she has been the +making of her. You've had to leave the poor child a good deal to herself +and Fraulein, and, as you see by this affair, she had some ways that +made it hard for Lily to deal with her at first.' + +Her father plainly did not like this. 'There was no harm in the poor +child, but as I should have foreseen, there's always an atmosphere of +sentiment and ritual and flummery about Lilias, totally different from +what she was used to.' + +Colonel Mohun had nearly said, 'So much the better,' but turned it into, +'I think you will change your opinion.' + +Brothers and sisters, and cousins, whatever they may be to the external +world, always remain relatively to each other pretty much as they knew +one another when a single home held them all. The familiar Christian +names seemed to revive the old ways, and it was amusing to see the +somewhat grave and silent colonel treated by his elder brother as the +dashing, heedless boy, needing to be looked after, while his sister Jane +remained the ready helper and counsellor, and Lady Merrifield was +still in his eyes the unpractical, fanciful Lily with an unfortunately +suggestive rhyme to her name. + +Perhaps it maintained him in this opinion, that when he had answered +all questions about Captain and Mrs. Harry May, and had dilated on their +pretty house in the suburbs of Auckland, his sisters expected him to +tell of the work of the Church among the Maoris and Fijians. He laughed +at them for thinking colonists troubled their heads about natives. + +'I know Phyllis does. One of Harry May's brothers went out as a +missionary.' + +'Disenchanted and came home again when his wife came into a fortune.' + +'Not a bit of it,' said Aunt Jane. 'I know him and all about him. He +stayed till his health broke, and now he is one of the most useful men +in the country. He is coming to speak for the S.P.G. at Rockquay, Lily; +and you must come and meet him and his charming wife. They will tell you +a very different story about Harry's doings.' + +'Well,' allowed Mr. Mohun, 'there are apparitions of brown niggers +done up as smart as twopence prancing about the house. Perfectly +uninteresting, you know, the savage sophisticated out of his +picturesqueness. I made a point of asking no questions, not knowing what +I might be let in for.' + +'Then you heard nothing of Mr. Ward, the Melanesian missionary, whom +Phyllis keeps a room for when he comes to New Zealand to recruit.' + +'The man who was convicted of murder on circumstantial evidence! Oh yes. +I heard of him. I believe the labour-traffic agents heartily wish him at +Portland still, he makes the natives so much too sharp.' + +'Aye,' said the colonel, 'as long as Britons aren't slaves they have no +objection to anything but the name for other people.' + +'Wait till you get out there, Regie, and see what they all say about +those lazy fellows--except, of course, ladies and parsons, and a few +whom they've bitten, like May.' + +'The few are on the Christian side, of course,' said Lady Merrifield, +with irony in her tone. + +Indeed, she was not at all sure that half this colonial prejudice was +not assumed in order to tease her, just as in former times her brother +would make game of her enthusiasms about school children; for he was +altogether returned to his old self, his sister Jane, who had seen the +most of him, testifying that the original Maurice had revived, as never +in the course of his married life. + +Dolores tried to forget or disbelieve the words she had heard about his +having come to fetch her away, and said no word about them until they +had been unmistakably repeated. Then she felt a sort of despair at the +idea of being separated from her aunt and Mysie, for indeed they had +penetrated to affections deeper than had ever been consciously stirred +in her before. Yet she was old enough to shrink from allowing to her +father that she preferred staying with them to going with him, and it +was to her Aunt Jane that she had recourse. That lady, after returning +from her expedition to bring her sister Adeline to Silverton, was +surprised by a timid knock at the door, and Dolores's entrance. + +'Oh, if you please, Aunt Jane, may I come in? I do so want to speak to +you alone. Don't you think it is a sad pity that I should go away from +the Cambridge examination? Could not you tell my father so?' + +'You want to stay for the Cambridge examination,' said Aunt Jane, a +little amused at the manner of touching on the subject, though sorry for +the girl. + +'I have been taking great pains under Miss Vincent, and it does seem a +pity to miss it.' + +'I don't think it will make much difference to you.' + +'Oh, but I do want to be thoroughly well educated. I meant to go through +them all, like Gillian and Mysie, and I am sure father must wish it too. +I know he meant it when he went out last year.' + +'Yes, he did,' said Miss Mohun. 'It was very unlucky that he did not get +any of our later letters.' + +'I have tried to tell him that it is all different now, but he does not +seem to care,' said Dolores. + +'He has quite made up his mind,' said her aunt. + +'Has he quite?' said Dolores. 'I thought perhaps if you talked to him +about the examination and the confirmation too--' + +'But, Dolly, you are not going to a heathen country. Your confirmation +will be as much attended to in New Zealand as here.' + +'Oh, but I should be confirmed with Mysie, and Aunt Lily would read with +me, and help me!' + +'Yes, I see.' + +'Do please tell him. Aunt Jane. He heeds what you say more than any one. +Do tell him that the only hope of my being good is if I stay with Aunt +Lily just these few years!' + +'Ah, Dolly, that is what you really mean and care about--not the +Cambridge business.' + +'Of course it is. Please tell him, Aunt Jane--somehow I can't--that I +was bad and foolish when I wrote all the letters he had; but now I know +better, and--and--I don't want to vex him, but I shall be ever so much +better a daughter to him if he will leave me with Aunt Lily, to learn +some of her goodness'--and there were tears in her eyes, for these +months had softened her greatly. + +'My poor Dolly!' said Aunt Jane, much more tenderly than she generally +spoke. 'I am very sorry for you. I do think Aunt Lily has been the +making of you, and that it is very hard that you should have to be +uprooted from her, just as you had learnt to value her, I will tell your +father so; but honestly, I do not think it is likely to make him change +his mind.' + +Miss Mohun sought her brother out the next day, and told him that they +had all been waiting in patience when thinking that his daughter's +residence at Silverton was an unsuccessful experiment. The explosion she +had predicted had come, and Dolores had been a different creature ever +since, owing to Lady Merrifield's management of her in the crisis; and +she added that the girl was most unwilling to leave her aunt, and that +she herself thought it would be much better to leave her for a few years +to the advantages of her present training, where her affections had been +gained. Mr. Mohun could not see it in the same light. The intimacy with +Constance Hacket was in his eyes a folly, consequent on his sister's +passion for Sunday schools and charities; and Jane, being infected +with the like ardour, he disregarded her explanations. The underhand +correspondence could not have been carried on without great blindness +and carelessness, or, at least, injudiciousness, on Lady Merrifield's +part, and there was no denying that she had trusted to a sense of honour +that was nonexistent. Nor did he appreciate Jane's argument that the +conquest of the heart and will had thus been far more thoroughly gained +than it would have been by constant thwarting and watching. It was hard +to forgive such an exposure as had taken place, or to believe that it +had not been brought about by unjustifiable errors, more especially as +Lady Merrifield was the first to accuse herself of them. Moreover, he +had become sensible of a strong natural yearning for the presence of +his only child, and he had been so much struck with his sister Phyllis's +family that he sincerely believed himself consulting the girl's best +interests. He was by no means an irreligious or ungodly man, but he had +always thought his sister Lilias more or less of an enthusiast, and he +did not wish to see Dolores the same. Perhaps, indeed, the poor child's +manifest clinging to her aunt and cousins made him all the more resolute +to remove her before her affection should be entirely weaned from +himself. + +He made his headquarters at Silverton, and during the next two months +modified his opinions so far as to confess to his sister Jane that +Lilias was a much more sensible woman than he had believed her, and had +her children well in hand. He even allowed that Dolores was improved, +and owed much to her kindness; and when the first sting of the exposure +was over, he could see that the treatment had been far from injudicious +as regarded the girl's own character. He was even glad that warm love +and friendship had grown up towards her aunt and cousins; but all this +left his purpose unchanged; although, after the first, nothing was said +about it, Dolores tried to forget it, and hoped that the sight of her +going on well and peaceably would convince him of the inexpediency of +disturbing her. She could not even mention it to Mysie, lest the dread +should become a reality by being uttered. So no more passed on the +subject till it became necessary to take her outfit in hand, and he +also wished to take her to Beechcroft, that the old family home which he +regarded with fresh tenderness might be impressed on her memory. + +Then, though she never durst directly oppose the fate which he destined +for her, she surprised him by a violent burst of tears and sobbing, and +an entreaty that he would not take her away from Aunt Lily and Mysie a +moment sooner than could be helped. + +She clung to everything, even to the guinea-pigs, and she was the first +in the Easter holidays to beg for the 'Thorn Fortress.' Indeed, Mysie +was a little shocked at her grief, as disloyal and unfilial. 'One ought +not to mind going anywhere with one's father,' she said; 'we all thought +it a great honour for Phyllis and Alethea.' + +'They are grown up!' said Dolores, 'and Aunt Lily does get into one so! +Oh, don't say there's Aunt Phyllis. I hate the very name of her.' + +'She must be nice,' said Mysie, 'Whenever the 'grown-ups' are pleased +with me they say I am getting like her, as if it was the best thing one +could be.' + +'But I don't want Mysie old and grown up, I want my Mysie now, as you +are!--And you'll forget and leave off writing, like Maude Sefton.' + +'Never!' cried Mysie. 'Eight across the world you will always be my own +twin cousin.' + +The wishes of the girl were so far fulfilled that Lady Merrifield took +her to London to provide her outfit, and Mysie accompanied them. A room +and its dressing-room received the three at old Mrs. Merrifield's, and +the two cousins thought their close quarters ineffably precious. + +Mysie was introduced to Maude Sefton, who seemed entirely unconscious +of her treachery to friendship. 'One had so little time, and couldn't +always be writing,' she said, when Dolores reproached her; 'exercises +were enough to tire out one's hand!' + +They also drank tea with Lady Phyllis Devereux and her governess. Fly +could not pour forth questions and reminiscences fast enough about +all the beloved animals at Silverton, not forgetting the little G.F.S. +nursemaid, for whom she had actually made an apron in her plain-work +lessons. Moreover, she deemed Dolores's fate most enviable, to be +going off with her father to strange countries, away from lessons, and +masters, and towns. It would be almost as good as Leila on the island. + +As to the Beechcroft visit, Mr. and Mrs. Mohun collected all the +brothers and sisters in England there for a week, and still Mysie and +Dolores were allowed to be together, squeezed into a corner of Lady +Merrifield's room. It was high summer, bright and glowing, and so dry, +and even the invalidish sisters, Lady Henry Gray and Miss Adeline Mohun +could not object to the sitting out on the lawn, among the dragonflies, +as in days of yore. + +Much of old thought and feeling was then and there taken up again, and +it was on one of the last evenings of the visit that Mr. Mohun, walking +up and down the alley with Lady Merrifield, said-- + +'Well, Lily, I think my determination to take Dolly away was hasty. I +cannot leave her now, but if I had understood all that I see at present, +I should have been both content and grateful to have her among your +children. I am afraid I have been ungracious.' + +'I never thought so, Maurice. It is quite right that she should be with +you, and Phyllis will do every-thing for her much better than I.' + +'Poor child! I believe she is very sorry to go,' said Mr. Mohun; 'but, +at any rate, she will remember Silverton as, I hope, a lasting influence +on her life.' + +Dolores truly believed that so it would be, and that her aunt's guidance +would be always looked back upon as the turning-point of her life. + +'It is my own fault,' she said, as on the last night she clung tearfully +to Lady Merrifield; 'if I had behaved better I might have gone on just +like one of your own.' + +'You will still be in my heart like one of my own, dear child,' said +Lady Merrifield. 'We know the way in which we all can hold together as +one; keep to that, and the distance apart will matter the less.' + +And as they watched Dolores and her father driven away to the station +the next morning, Jane Mohun laid her hand on her sister's arm and said, +'You thought you had made a great failure. Lily, but is not the other +side of a failure often a success?' + +By-and-by came letters from Dolores. She seemed after the first to have +enjoyed her journey, for, as she wrote to Lady Merrifield, in a letter, +very private, and all to her own self, 'Father was so very good and kind +to me, I don't know how to tell you. It was as if a little bit of mother +had got into him, and now I am here I think I shall like the Mays. +Indeed, I am trying to remember your advice, and not beginning by hating +everybody and thinking who they are not. Aunt Phyllis is very nice +indeed, and sometimes her eyes and mouth get like Mysie's, and her voice +is just exactly yours. Only she is plump and roundabout, not a dear, +tall, graceful figure like my White Lily Aunt. Please don't call +it nonsense, for indeed I mean it, and Aunt Phyllis does like your +photograph so much. I have the whole group hung up in my room, and you +over it, and I wish you all good morning every day, for I never, never, +as long as I live, shall love anybody like you and Mysie.' + + + +THE END. + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Two Sides of the Shield, by Charlotte M. Yonge + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TWO SIDES OF THE SHIELD *** + +***** This file should be named 6007.txt or 6007.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/6/0/0/6007/ + +Produced by Hanh Vu + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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