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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Mary: The Queen of the House of David and
-Mother of Jesus, by A. Stewart (Alexander Stewart) Walsh
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-Title: Mary: The Queen of the House of David and Mother of Jesus
- The Story of Her Life
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-Author: A. Stewart (Alexander Stewart) Walsh
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-Contributor: T. De Witt (Thomas De Witt) Talmage
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-Release Date: August 1, 2019 [EBook #60028]
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-[Illustration: By Frederick Goodall.
-
-MARY AND THE INFANT SAVIOUR.]
-
-
-
-
- MARY:
- THE
- QUEEN OF THE HOUSE OF DAVID
- AND
- MOTHER OF JESUS.
-
- THE STORY OF HER LIFE.
-
- GABRIEL.—“Hail, thou that art highly favored, the Lord is with thee:
- Blessed art thou among women.”
-
- MARY.—“All generations shall call me blessed.”
-
- BY
- REV. A. STEWART WALSH, D.D.
-
- WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY
- REV. T. DE WITT TALMAGE, D.D.
-
- _ILLUSTRATED._
-
- PUBLISHED EXCLUSIVELY BY
- A. S. GRAY & CO.
- SUCCESSORS TO
- CENTRAL PUBLISHING HOUSE AND KEYSTONE PUBLISHING CO.
- PITTSBURGH, PA.
- 1889.
-
- COPYRIGHT BY H. S. ALLEN,
- 1886.
- COPYRIGHT OWNED BY
- A. S. GRAY.
- 1889.
-
- ARGYLE PRESS,
- PRINTING AND BOOKBINDING,
- 265 & 267 CHERRY ST., N. Y.
-
-
-
-
- TO WOMANKIND THROUGHOUT THE WORLD
-
- THIS
-
- STORY OF A LIFE
-
- MOST
-
- BEAUTIFUL, BENEFICENT, AND INSPIRING
-
- Is Dedicated
-
- BY THE AUTHOR.
-
-
-
-
-INTRODUCTION TO THE QUEEN OF THE HOUSE OF DAVID.
-
-BY REV. T. DE WITT TALMAGE, D.D.
-
-
-I have been asked to open the front door of this book. But I must not
-keep you standing too long on the threshold. The picture-gallery, the
-banqueting hall and the throne-room are inside. All the fascinations
-of romance are, by the able author, thrown around the facts of Mary’s
-life. Much-abused tradition is also called in for splendid service. The
-pen that the author wields is experienced, graceful, captivating, and
-multipotent. As perhaps no other book that was ever written, this one
-will show us woman as standing at the head of the world. It demonstrates
-in the life of Mary what woman was and what woman may be. Woman’s
-position in the world is higher than man’s; and although she has often
-been denied the right of suffrage, she always does vote and always will
-vote—by her influence; and her chief desire ought to be that she should
-have grace rightly to rule in the dominion which she has already won.
-
-She has no equal as a comforter of the sick. What land, what street,
-what house has not felt the smitings of disease? Tens of thousands of
-sick beds! What shall we do with them? Shall man, with his rough hand,
-and heavy foot, and impatient bearing, minister? No; he cannot soothe the
-pain. He can not quiet the nerves. He knows not where to set the light.
-His hand is not steady enough to pour out the drops. He is not wakeful
-enough to be watcher. You have known men who have despised women, but the
-moment disease fell upon them, they did not send for their friends at
-the bank or their worldly associates. Their first cry was, “Take me to
-my wife.” The dissipated young man at the college scoffs at the idea of
-being under home influence; but at the first blast of typhoid fever on
-his cheek he says, “Where is mother?” I think one of the most pathetic
-passages in all the Bible is the description of the lad who went out to
-the harvest fields of Shunem and got sunstruck; throwing his hands on his
-temples, and crying out, “Oh, my head! my head!” and they said, “Carry
-him to his mother.” And the record is “He sat on her knees till noon and
-then died.”
-
-In the war men cast the cannon, men fashioned the muskets, men cried to
-the hosts “Forward, march!” men hurled their battalions on the sharp
-edges of the enemy, crying “Charge! charge!” but woman scraped the lint,
-woman administered the cordials, woman watched by the dying couch, woman
-wrote the last message to the home circle, woman wept at the solitary
-burial, attended by herself and four men with a spade. Men did their work
-with shot and shell, and carbine and howitzer; women did their work with
-socks and slippers, and bandages, and warm drinks, and scripture texts,
-and gentle soothings of the hot temples, and stories of that land where
-they never have any pain. Men knelt down over the wounded and said, “On
-which side did you fight?” Women knelt down over the wounded and said,
-“Where are you hurt? What nice thing can I make for you to eat? What
-makes you cry?” To-night, while we men are soundly asleep in our beds,
-there will be a light in yonder loft; there will be groaning down that
-dark alley; there will be cries of distress in that cellar. Men will
-sleep and women will watch.
-
-No one as well as a woman can handle the poor. There are hundreds and
-thousands of them in all our cities. There is a kind of work that men
-cannot do for the destitute. Man sometimes gives his charity in a rough
-way, and it falls like the fruit of a tree in the East, which fruit comes
-down so heavily that it breaks the skull of the man who is trying to
-gather it. But woman glides so softly into the house of want, and finds
-out all the sorrows of the place, and puts so quietly the donation on the
-table, that all the family come out on the front steps as she departs,
-expecting that from under her shawl she will thrust out two wings and go
-right up to Heaven, from whence she seems to have come down. O, Christian
-young woman, if you would make yourself happy and win the blessings of
-Christ, go out among the poor! A loaf of bread or a bundle of socks may
-make a homely load to carry, but the angels of God will come out to
-watch, and the Lord Almighty will give His messenger hosts a charge,
-saying, “Look after that woman, canopy her with your wings, and shelter
-her from all harm.” And while you are seated in the house of destitution
-and suffering, the little ones around the room will whisper, “Who is she?
-is she not beautiful?” and if you will listen right sharply, you will
-hear dripping through the leaky roof, and rolling over the broken stairs,
-the angel chant that shook Bethlehem: “Glory to God in the highest, and
-on earth peace and good will to man.” Can you tell why a Christian woman,
-going down among the haunts of iniquity on a Christian errand, seldom
-meets with any indignity?
-
-I stood in the chapel of Helen Chalmers, the daughter of the celebrated
-Dr. Chalmers, in the most abandoned part of the city of Edinburg; and I
-said to her, as I looked around upon the fearful surroundings of that
-place, “Do you come here nights to hold a service?” “Oh, yes,” she said;
-“I take my lantern and I go through all these haunts of sin, the darkest
-and the worst; and I ask all the men and women to come to the chapel, and
-then I sing for them, and I pray for them, and I talk to them.” I said,
-“Can it be possible that you never meet with an insult while performing
-this Christian errand?” “Never,” she said; “never.” That young woman,
-who has her father by her side, walking down the street, and an armed
-policeman at each corner is not so well defended as that Christian woman
-who goes forth on Gospel work into the haunts of iniquity carrying the
-Bible and bread.
-
-Some one said, “I dislike very much to see that Christian woman teaching
-these bad boys in the mission school. I am afraid to have her instruct
-them.” “So,” said another man, “I am afraid too.” Said the first, “I am
-afraid they will use vile language before they leave the place.” “Ah,”
-said the other man, “I am not afraid of that; what I am afraid of is,
-that if any of those boys should use a bad word in her presence, the
-other boys would tear him to pieces—killing him on the spot.”
-
-Woman is especially endowed to soothe disaster She is called the weaker
-vessel, but all profane as well as sacred history attests that when the
-crisis comes she is better prepared than man to meet the emergency. How
-often have you seen a woman who seemed to be a disciple of frivolity and
-indolence, who, under one stroke of calamity, changed to be a heroine.
-There was a crisis in your affairs, you struggled bravely and long,
-but after a while there came a day when you said, “Here I shall have
-to stop;” and you called in your partners, and you called in the most
-prominent men in your employ, and you said, “We have got to stop.” You
-left the store suddenly; you could hardly make up your mind to pass
-through the street and over on the ferry-boat; you felt everybody would
-be looking at you and blaming you and denouncing you. You hastened home;
-you told your wife all about the affair. What did she say? Did she
-play the butterfly; did she talk about the silks and the ribbons and
-the fashions? No; she came up to the emergency; she quailed not under
-the stroke. She helped you to begin to plan right away. She offered to
-go out of the comfortable house into a smaller one, and wear the old
-cloak another winter. She was one who understood your affairs without
-blaming you. You looked upon what you thought was a thin, weak woman’s
-arm holding you up; but while you looked at that arm there came into the
-feeble muscles of it the strength of the eternal God. No chiding. No
-fretting. No telling you about the beautiful house of her father, from
-which you brought her, ten, twenty, or thirty years ago. You said, “Well,
-this is the happiest day of my life. I am glad I have got from under my
-burden. My wife don’t care—I don’t care.” At the moment you were utterly
-exhausted, God sent a Deborah to meet the host of the Amalekites and
-scatter them like chaff over the plain. There are scores and hundreds of
-households to-day where as much bravery and courage are demanded of woman
-as was exhibited by Grace Darling or Marie Antoinette or Joan of Arc.
-
-Woman is further endowed to bring us into the Kingdom of Heaven. It is
-easier for a woman to be a Christian than for a man. Why? You say she
-is weaker. No. Her heart is more responsive to the pleadings of divine
-love. The fact that she can more easily become a Christian, I prove by
-the statement that three-fourths of the members of the churches in all
-Christendom are women. So God appoints them to be the chief agencies for
-bringing this world back to God. The greatest sermons are not preached
-on celebrated platforms; they are preached with an audience of two or
-three and in private home-life. A patient, loving, Christian demeanor
-in the presence of transgression, in the presence of hardness, in the
-presence of obduracy and crime, is an argument from the throne of the
-Lord Almighty; and blessed is that woman who can wield such an argument.
-A sailor came slipping down the ratlin one night as though something
-had happened, and the sailors cried, “What’s the matter?” He said, “My
-mother’s prayers haunt me like a ghost.”
-
-In what a realm is every mother the queen. The eagles of heaven can not
-fly across that dominion. Horses, panting and with lathered flanks, are
-not swift enough to run to the outpost of that realm, and death itself
-will only be the annexation of heavenly principalities. When you want
-your grandest idea of a queen you do not think of Catherine of Russia,
-or of Anne of England, or Maria Theresa of Germany: but when you want to
-get your grandest idea of a queen you think of the plain woman who sat
-opposite your father at the table or walked with him, arm in arm, down
-life’s pathway; sometimes to the Thanksgiving banquet, sometimes to the
-grave, but always together; soothing your petty griefs, correcting your
-childish waywardness, joining in your infantile sports, listening to your
-evening prayer, toiling for you with needle or at the spinning wheel, and
-on cold nights wrapping you up snug and warm; and then, at last, on that
-day when she lay in the back room dying, and you saw her take those thin
-hands with which she had toiled for you so long, and put them together
-in a dying prayer that commended you to the God whom she had taught you
-to trust—oh, she was the queen! The chariots of God came down to fetch
-her, and as she went in, all heaven rose up. You can not think of her now
-without a rush of tenderness that stirs the deep foundations of your
-soul, and you feel as much a child again as when you cried on her lap;
-and if you could bring her back to life again to speak, just once more,
-your name as tenderly as she used to speak it, you would be willing to
-throw yourself on the ground and kiss the sod that covers her, crying,
-“Mother! mother!” Ah, she was the queen!
-
-Home influences are the mightiest of all influences upon the soul. There
-are men who have maintained their integrity, not because they were any
-better naturally than some other people, but because there were home
-influences praying for them all the time. They got a good start. They
-were launched on the world with the benedictions of a Christian mother.
-They may track Siberian snows, they may plunge into African jungles, they
-may fly to the earth’s end, they can not go so far and so fast but the
-prayer will keep up with them. Oh, what a multitude of women in heaven.
-Mary, Christ’s mother, in heaven. Elizabeth Fry in heaven. Charlotte
-Elizabeth in heaven. The mother of Augustine in heaven. The Countess of
-Huntingdon is in heaven—who sold her splendid jewels to build chapels—in
-heaven; while a great many others who have never been heard of on earth,
-or known but little of, have gone into the rest and peace of heaven. What
-a rest. What a change it was from the small room with no fire and one
-window, the glass broken out, and the aching side and worn out eyes, to
-the “house of many mansions.” Heaven for aching heads. Heaven for broken
-hearts. Heaven for anguish-bitten frames. No more sitting up until
-midnight for the coming of staggering steps. No more rough blows on the
-temples. No more sharp, keen, bitter curses.
-
-Some of you will have no rest in this world; it will be toil and struggle
-all the way up. You will have to stand at your door fighting back the
-wolf with your own hand red with carnage. But God has a crown for you.
-He is now making it, and whenever you weep a tear, He sets another gem
-in that crown; whenever you have a pang of body or soul, He puts another
-gem in that crown, until after a while in all the tiara there will be no
-room for another splendor; and God will say to his angel, “The crown is
-done; let her up that she may wear it.” And as the Lord of righteousness
-puts the crown upon your brow, angel will cry to angel, “Who is she?”
-and Christ will say, “I will tell you who she is; she is the one that
-came up out of great tribulation and had her robe washed and made white
-in the blood of the Lamb.” And then God will spread a banquet, and He
-will invite all the principalities of heaven to sit at the feast, and
-the tables will blush with the best clusters from the vineyards of God
-and crimson with the twelve manner of fruits from the tree of life, and
-water from the fountains of the rock will flash from the golden tankards;
-and the old harpers of heaven will sit there, making music with their
-harps, and Christ will point you out amid the celebrities of heaven,
-saying, “She suffered with me on earth, now we are going to be glorified
-together.” And the banquetters, no longer able to hold their peace,
-will break forth with congratulation. “Hail! hail!” And there will be a
-handwriting on the wall; not such as struck the Persian noblemen with
-horror, but with fire-tipped fingers writing in blazing capitals of light
-and love and victory: “God has wiped away all tears from all faces.”
-
-And now I leave you in the hands of Dr. Walsh, the author of this book.
-He will show you Mary, the model of all womanly, wifely, motherly
-excellence—the Madonna hanging in the Louvre of admiration for all
-Christendom, and for many millions in the higher Vatican of their worship.
-
- T. DE WITT TALMAGE.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS.
-
-
- CHAPTER I.—THE QUEEN’S PORTRAIT.
-
- “A form beloved comes again”—Inspired painters in a voyage of
- discovery—Tributes to Mary, honoring all womankind—Guido’s
- wish—Madonnas of many climes. Raphael’s “Transfigured
- Woman”—Savonarola’s bonfire—St. Luke’s picture of the
- Virgin—The Vandal spirit. Page 29
-
- CHAPTER II.—THE PILGRIM, CRUSADER AND VIRGIN.
-
- Life a pilgrimage—Pilgrims of many faiths—A struggle for holy
- places between the Pilgrim-Crusaders and Moslem—The harem and
- the home—The rise of Chivalry—The Knights and “Our Lady”—The
- results of the Crusades. Page 36
-
- CHAPTER III.—ARMAGEDDON! “THE KEY AND SICKLE.”
-
- “The wandering hermit wakes the storms of war”—Acre and
- Esdrælon, the “Armageddon” or “Mountain of the Gospel” of the
- Scriptures—The battle-field of nations—The City of Jeanne
- d’Arc. The jewel in the sickle-haft—Prince Edward, the Crusade
- leader—Sultan Kha-tel—The sacking of Acre—Actors introduced. Page 48
-
- CHAPTER IV.—SIR CHARLEROY; THE SOLDIER OF FORTUNE AND KNIGHT
- OF SAINT MARY.
-
- The flight from Acre to Nazareth—The born-leader—Life estimates
- with Death holding the scales—A prince honors, a bishop
- blesses, and a mother loves—An epitome of paradoxes. Page 53
-
- CHAPTER V.—NAZARETH.
-
- Nazareth, the place of Mary’s nativity—The choice of a
- leader—The coward king—The Virgin’s Fount—English songsters—The
- Knights’ mountain Litany—Longings for home and mother—Nain and
- Endor’s lessons. Page 61
-
- CHAPTER VI.—THE FUGITIVES.
-
- A night bivouac amid sacred scenes—The “Knight of the
- Holy-Sepulcher” who fled on “a white charger with black
- wings”—The funeral at dawn—Mary’s palm-bearing angel-guard—The
- twelve knights separate into two parties—Will-makings and
- farewells—By Endor to oblivion. Page 74
-
- CHAPTER VII.—ICHABOD.
-
- Sir Charleroy’s band approach Shunem, the City of Elijah—The
- surprise—Sir Charleroy the captive of Azrael the Mameluke—The
- Mohammedan heaven depicted—“A hair, the bridge over hell”—The
- odoriferous houris—A gorgeous charnel-house blasted—The
- prodigal becomes the herald of purity—The Knight of Saint
- Mary and the Jewish Spy—Adversity makes the Knight and the
- Jew friends—The Knight instructing Ichabod—“’Till Shiloh
- comes”—“The true, refined and final Judaism”—“The east and
- the west embracing; truth leading.”—An honest doubt is a real
- prayer. Page 82
-
- CHAPTER VIII.—FROM JERICHO TO JORDAN.
-
- The radiant proselyte—Climbing to glory—The ghostly forms
- hovering over submerged Sodom—Jordan’s sweetening—Siddim-angels
- among the willows and oleanders by the Dead Sea—Summonsed
- to fight for the Crescent or go to the slave mart—Nourahmal
- “The light of the harem” becomes the disciple and friend of
- Ichabod—A debate concerning women—A rarity and a wonder—“I told
- her women had souls; she laughed like a monkey”—The flight from
- Jericho by night—The lightning—God’s torch—“Canst thou dance
- rocks into camels?”—A mummy’s flight, and the burial of a live
- man—“Unclean”—The solemn passage of Jordan. Page 93
-
- CHAPTER IX.—THE FEAST OF THE ROSE.
-
- A breakfast of lentils and barley in the wilderness—The gloom
- of the Knight and the joy of the Jew—Sermons on fate and
- songs in flowers—The poetry of Ichabod—Celibacy a reward at
- Rome—Kneph “The father of his mother”—The heathen and the
- Christian “Feast of the Rose”—The summary of the events in
- Mary’s life and in the life of Jesus—The Egyptian Rosary—Neb-ta
- the maiden sister—The egg and the cross, ancient signs of
- immortality—The Copt priest—The insights of the Egyptians
- symbolized by the Sphinx. Page 113
-
- CHAPTER X.—AFTER EVE, ESTHER OR MARY?
-
- By Jabbock, in the native place of Ichabod—Israelitish
- maidens keeping the feast of Esther—Religious love, filial
- love and lover’s love—The poetic Jew’s rhapsody concerning
- affection—God’s voice in the Garden—The ideal women of the Old
- Testament and of the New—The Jew’s cry for mother—Vacillating
- Sir Charleroy—“Echo’s Magic”—Jewish customs. Page 135
-
- CHAPTER XI.—THE FEAST OF PURIM.
-
- A night-scene by Jabbock—Harrimai the priest, and his daughter
- Rizpah—The religious ceremonial and the revel—Sir Charleroy
- and Rizpah as “Ahasuerus and Esther”—The Knight’s secret
- discovered—Conquest of a woman’s heart through pity—“Of what
- metals Jewish maidens are.” Page 152
-
- CHAPTER XII.—ASTARTE OR MARY?
-
- The Knight of Saint Mary enslaved by a Hebrew beauty—The
- journey toward Bozrah—The Mameluke attack—The hand to hand
- fight—Sir Charleroy wounded and Ichabod slain—Rizpah’s heroism
- in peril—Espousal in the face of death—A wonderful vision. Page 170
-
- CHAPTER XIII.—FROM RAMOTH GILEAD TO DAMASCUS.
-
- Teacher and pupil become patient and nurse—Perilous
- relations—Delights, assurances, fears and clouds—Harrimai’s
- discovery and his malediction—Love’s debate and
- decision—Elopement by night—the Knight and the Jewess wedded at
- Damascus. Page 182
-
- CHAPTER XIV.—THE THEATER OF THE GIANTS.
-
- The death of Harrimai—A honey-moon in the “Eye of the
- East”—To Bashan with the Mecca chaplet-seekers—Nature,
- art and desolation—Lejah’s black lava-sea—The frenzies of
- Gerash’s passion-flower—Reaction after exaltation—“A camel
- voyage in-sea”—Rizpah’s challenge—Jealous of Sir Charleroy’s
- love for Mary—“Illusion”—The church of Saint George at
- Edrei—Recrimination—Ridicule costly to pride—Neither Christian,
- Jew nor Pagan—A woman with unsettled faith—A babe poisoned by
- its mother’s passion—The lamp and the palm-trees—The Knight’s
- appeals—Omens—A beacon needed—Fleeing the Lejah—To Bozrah. Page 195
-
- CHAPTER XV.—THE REVELS OF MEN AND THE RITES OF THEIR GODDESSES.
-
- Kunawat at the City of Job—The Shrine of Astarte—The Cyclopean
- image—Questioning the Soul, Time and God—Hugeness, greatness;
- littleness, caricature—The naked worshipers of the golden
- calf—Sins exposed—Purity’s vision—Phallic mysteries—Khem—Female
- deities—Dualism—Immortality by progeny and by regeneration—The
- fire-worshiper’s mystic number eight, and the Jewish covenant
- number seven. Page 212
-
- CHAPTER XVI.—A BATTLE OF GIANTS AT BOZRAH.
-
- Houses forty centuries old—The old stone-house of an
- ancient giant becomes the home of the knight and his
- wife—How circumstances change people—Recriminations and
- reconciliation—“The gall taken from animals offered to Juno,
- goddess of marriage”—Rizpah’s temper that seemed brilliant
- before wedlock, afterward seems to Sir Charleroy very like
- that of a virago—The charming nonsense of those for the
- first time parents—Shall she be named Davidah, Angela, Marah
- or Mary?—The Christian and Jewish faith battle about the
- cradle—The separation of husband and wife, in anger—The sick
- child and the desolated, deserted wife—Rizpah longs for a
- mother, such as Mary of Bethlehem. Page 224
-
- CHAPTER XVII.—RIZPAH THE ANCIENT MOTHER OF SORROWS.
-
- After many years, Rizpah dwells in Bozrah with her
- three children—Rizpah of Bozrah fascinated by Rizpah of
- Gibeah—Miriamne the daughter of Rizpah—The daughter appalled
- by her mother’s mysterious hallucinations—The wonders of
- mother-love—The story of the ancient, Jewish “Mother of
- Sorrows”—The omen of the bat and the parable of the stars. Page 245
-
- CHAPTER XVIII.—THE QUEEN PROCLAIMED IN THE GIANT CITY.
-
- The old and the young Jews—The old Christian priest and
- his Jewess proselyte—Attacked by Mamelukes—The “Old Clock
- Man”—The Balsam Band—Miriamne, the Jewess proselyte, questions
- concerning the queen of the old priest’s heart—The miraculous
- picture of Mary at Damascus—Silver hands and feet—Crown
- jewels. Page 264
-
- CHAPTER XIX.—THE STORY OF MARY’S CHILDHOOD. Page 282
-
- CHAPTER XX.—THE WEDDING—THE BIRTH AND THE FLIGHT.
-
- The birth of Jesus and the flight to Egypt—Miriamne reads
- to her mother a Christian account of Mary’s espousal—Rizpah
- curious but doubtful. Page 293
-
- CHAPTER XXI.—THE QUEEN AND HER FAMILY IN EGYPT.
-
- Father Adolphus and Miriamne converse of the Holy Family’s
- sojourn in Egypt—Heliopolis and the Temple of the
- Sun—Fire-worshipers—At Memphis, the shrine of Apis the
- sacred bull—The red heifer of Israel—The Holy Family rescued
- in Egypt by a robber who afterward died on the cross next
- to the Savior—The legend of a gipsy’s prophecy concerning
- Jesus—Zingarella won by the Virgin. Page 312
-
- CHAPTER XXII.—THE SHADOW OF THE CROSS.
-
- Rizpah dreading heresy yet charmed by the story of the “Girl
- Wife”—“Behold my mother and brethren”—Christ’s message to his
- widowed mother—The “Church of the Terror”—Rizpah’s vision
- of “Glad Tidings.” Rizpah of Bozrah allured from Rizpah of
- Gibeah—A hot-chase after an old love—The sword that pierced
- Mary—The shadow of the cross horrifies Rizpah—The faith of the
- Nazarene denounced—Miriamne driven from home by her mother.
- Page 322
-
- CHAPTER XXIII.—THE MISERERE AND THE EASTER ANTHEM.
-
- Miriamne alone at night in the giant city—A refuge at the
- Christian priest’s—The midnight Miserere—Penitents—Easter at
- Bozrah—Finding the mother-love in God’s heart. Page 337
-
- CHAPTER XXIV.—A HEROINE’S PILGRIMAGE.
-
- The convert’s yearnings—“Go and tell”—When parents oppose each
- other which shall the child follow?—A child of the kingdom
- in a new family circle—Jesus, Mary and the elect—Miriamne’s
- two great ambitions—Living apart may be as sinful as actual
- divorcement—Father Adolphus encourages and Rizpah opposes
- Miriamne—Rizpah recounts to Miriamne the story of her love for
- Sir Charleroy, his madness and her own futile visit to London
- in the effort to win him back—The curse of heredity—“I’ll
- disown thee with tears in my voice and kisses in my heart.” Page 351
-
- CHAPTER XXV.—CONSOLATRIX AFFLICTORUM.
-
- Miriamne’s welcome by the London Palestineans—The daughter
- meets her father in a mad-house—Disappointment—The flight—The
- search—The White Madonna of the Asylum Park—Love the remedy
- of minds perturbed by hate—Pallas-Athene the virgin of the
- heathen—Miriamne’s letter to her mother and its grim answer. Page 367
-
- CHAPTER XXVI.—THE WEDDING AT CANA.
-
- Sir Charleroy giving signs of recovery under Miriamne’s
- Ministries—A remarkable service in the chapel of the
- Palestineans—The knight interested in the story of Cana—The
- address of Cornelius, on “Home” and “Marriage”—“Is this
- London or Bozrah?”—Sir Charleroy’s sudden relapse—Miriamne’s
- adroit ministries—Memories that awaken hopes—The clouds again
- lifting—Mary’s life motto. Page 381
-
- CHAPTER XXVII.—THE STAR OF THE SEA.
-
- Sir Charleroy, partially restored, with Miriamne and Cornelius
- journeying toward Syria—Passing Cyprus—Olympus—A storm rising
- on the Mediterranean—Cornelius presses his love suit on
- Miriamne—Miriamne pledges love, but pleads her mission as a
- barrier to marriage—Conflicts below, tempests aloft—A dream;
- Venus’s court and Mary’s triumph—Sir Charleroy in frenzy
- defying the billows—An hour of peril—The “Lightning Song” of
- the sailors—The twin stars—“Mary, Star of the Sea”—The victims
- of fabricated consciences—Parting. Page 397
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII.—THE QUEEN IN THE VALLEY OF SORROWS.
-
- Father and daughter at Acre—The mysterious Hospitaler—From
- Acre to Joppa—“The myths are as full of women as the
- women are full of myths”—The wars of men about women—At
- Jerusalem—The wonderful words of the Knight-Hospitaler, turned
- preacher—The _Via Dolorosa_—The Valley of Jehosaphat—The
- mountain outlook—“Soldiers Speed the Cross”—Mary, the sun
- of women, rising in moral grandeur above the women of the
- grove-shrines—The panorama of the ages, passing before Mary’s
- mind. Page 419
-
- CHAPTER XXIX.—TWO DEAD HEARTS UNITING TWO LIVING ONES.
-
- From Jerusalem to Bozrah—The tomb of Ichabod—Sir Charleroy
- argues against meeting Rizpah—Miriamne’s strong argument
- in behalf of the lasting obligations of marriage—A husband
- reaching the climax of revenges—Joseph by kindness kept Mary
- in sweet mood and so blessed the unborn Christ—“Miriamne,
- I am a bundle of contradictions!”—The news-rider—A plague
- at Bozrah—De Griffin’s twins nigh death—Miriamne meets her
- mother—Reconciliation—A strange funeral; only two women as
- mourners and pall-bearers. Page 437
-
- CHAPTER XXX.—THE “KNIGHT OF SAINT MARY” AND RIZPAH AT THE
- GRAVE OF THEIR SONS.
-
- Father Adolphus and Sir Charleroy—A ruined temple and a
- ruined man—“A woman, a woman leading in religion!”—Jesus and
- Magdalena—The twelve appearings of the lingering Christ—The
- Savior’s love-letter from heaven to His mother—Lucifer’s
- attempt at suicide—The kiss befouled by treason—The meeting
- of Sir Charleroy and Rizpah—“The tomb of giant-love grown to
- mad-hate.” Page 453
-
- CHAPTER XXXI.—THE ROSE, QUEEN OF HEARTS IN BOZRAH.
-
- A scene of domestic happiness—Love the vassal of the
- will—Neb-ta in the “Judgment Hall of Truth”—The lambs that
- are offered by sectarian hates—The Arcana of glorious wedded
- love—Rizpah transformed—Miriamne’s public profession of
- Christ—Cornelius Woelfkin again appeals for union in wedlock—An
- inner and an outer Miriamne—The coronation of love—The solemn
- espousal. Page 467
-
- CHAPTER XXXII.—THE QUEEN AND THE GRAIL-SEEKERS.
-
- “The gold of my heart to the man that piloted me to
- happiness”—Miriamne yearns for a world in sin—Has the Church
- or God failed?—A revolutionary reformer—The story of the
- grail quest—The quest of a heavenly cure for human ills—The
- triumphant Adam and Eve—The queenly women of patriarchal
- times—The mother of the Savior as the wife of a carpenter—What
- kept her young heart from breaking—Miriamne’s farewell to
- Bozrah. Page 484
-
- CHAPTER XXXIII.—THE HOSPITALER’S ORATION.
-
- The secret meeting of the Knights at the house of Phebe—Swords
- bent sickle-like and spears crossed—After war, social
- victories—Sunrise at midnight—Each career determined by the
- life that gives life—The girdle of Venus—Next after God, Mary
- chiefly instrumental in giving the world a Savior. Page 498
-
- CHAPTER XXXIV.—MEMORIALS AT BOZRAH.
-
- The death of Dorothea—The priest of the wayside—The wedding of
- Cornelius and Miriamne—A pilgrimage to the tombs of Adolphus,
- Charleroy and Rizpah. Backlook, and outlooks. Page 510
-
- CHAPTER XXXV.—THE SISTERS OF BETHANY.
-
- The Missioners at Bethany—The site of the Home of
- Jesus—Miriamne’s ideal society—The miracle age—A home, not a
- throne, the place of Ascension—Will Jesus so return?—The angel
- bivouac. Page 522
-
- CHAPTER XXXVI.—THE QUEEN OF THE HOUSE OF DAVID.
-
- The Knight’s Pentecost—In the upper room of Joseph of
- Arimathæa—Mary’s title and realm—Luke, the word-painter—The
- smoke side and the fire side of Pentecost. Page 529
-
- CHAPTER XXXVII.—THE CORONATION OF THE QUEEN.
-
- The Hospitaler deemed a prophet at Bethany. The legitimacy of
- Jesus as the “son of David” assured through His mother—“The
- reign of blood”—First born—Pagan Rome made sponsor for Mary’s
- son—Doomsday books and royal charters. Page 538
-
- CHAPTER XXXVIII.—THE “LIGHT OF THE HAREM” IN THE “TEMPLE OF
- ALLEGORY.”
-
- The old church at Bethany—A dedication—The wonders of
- symbolism—Idolatry and Mariolatry. Page 548
-
- CHAPTER XXXIX.—CROWN JEWELS.
-
- The Hospitaler warns the Missioners of the Sheik of Jerusalem’s
- designs—The son of Azrael—Immunity purchased—The wedding of
- Beulah, Nourahmal’s grand-daughter to a Jewish convert—The
- wedding address—Juno-Moneta—Crown jewels of maidens and
- mothers—Mary sounding the depths of woman’s miseries—A
- malediction for lust—“Knights of the White Cross”—The lost
- woman dreaming of how it seems to have a mother’s arms
- infolding her—The Virgin’s potent example. Page 568
-
- CHAPTER XL.—THE QUEEN’S VISION OF THE AGE OF GOLD AND FIRE.
-
- Nourahmal wed to the Druse camel-driver—the Druse converted—The
- Hospitaler’s message—Ezekiel prophecies fulfilled at Olivet—The
- “Mother’s pillow”—Gabriel, the “Angel of Mothers and of
- Victories.” Page 581
-
- CHAPTER XLI.—A CHIME AND A DIRGE AT CHRISTMAS-TIME.
-
- “Motherhood priced”—“Thou shalt be saved in
- child-bearing”—Sylvan gods of Rome—“The Miriamites,”—“In
- Rama, weeping and great mourning”—Joachim’s bleating lamb
- slain—Woman’s supreme hour—Maternity’s crucifixion—“The
- Cæsarian Section”—The ebbing tide and the stranded wreck,
- at midnight. Page 595
-
- CHAPTER XLII.—THE MOTHER OF SORROWS TRIUMPHANT AT LAST.
-
- The funeral of Miriamne—The Hospitaler tells the traditions of
- Mary’s death and assumption—What the Druse convert said to his
- camel—“The beatings of mighty wings”—The tomb of Miriamne in
- Gethsemane. Page 611
-
- CHAPTER XLIII.—A COFFIN FULL OF FLOWERS, AND A GIRDLE WITH
- WINGS.
-
- Cornelius and his son at Bethany—Changed scenes—Under the
- lights and shadows of Chemosh—A widower’s grief—Azrael’s
- putative son razes to the ground Miriamne’s home and temple—The
- legend of Mary’s coffin and girdle—The last of the new
- grail-knights—A sad and dramatic tableau. Page 618
-
-
-
-
-
-LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS.
-
-
- I.
-
- MARY AND THE INFANT JESUS, Frontispiece
-
- (The original painted by GOODALL.)
-
- PAGE
-
- II.
-
- THE BIRTH OF MARY 60
-
- (The original painted by MURILLO.)
-
- III.
-
- RIZPAH DEFENDING THE DEAD BODIES OF HER RELATIONS, 250
-
- (The original painted by BECKER.)
-
- IV.
-
- THE EDUCATION OF MARY, 282
-
- (The original painted by CARL MULLER.)
-
- V.
-
- THE MARRIAGE OF MARY AND JOSEPH, 294
-
- (The original painted by RAPHAEL.)
-
- VI.
-
- THE SHADOW OF THE CROSS, 332
-
- (The original painted by MORRIS.)
-
- VII.
-
- JESUS AT THE AGE OF TWELVE WITH MARY AND JOSEPH ON THEIR WAY
- TO JERUSALEM, 350
-
- (The original painted by MENGELBURG.)
-
- VIII.
-
- THE YOUTH JESUS YIELDING TO THE WISHES OF HIS MOTHER, 366
-
- (The original painted by W. HOLMAN HUNT.)
-
- IX.
-
- THE WEDDING AT CANA, 380
-
- (The original painted by PAUL VERONESE.)
-
- X.
-
- MARY AND ST. JOHN, 433
-
- (The original painted by PLOCKHORST.)
-
-
-
-
-THE QUEEN OF THE HOUSE OF DAVID
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-THE QUEEN’S PORTRAIT.
-
- “And breaking as from distant gloom,
- A face comes painted on the air;
- A presence walks the haunted room,
- Or sits within the vacant chair.
- And every object that I feel
- Seems charged by some enchanter’s wand.
- And keen the dizzy senses thrill,
- As with the touch of spirit hand.
- A form beloved comes again,
- A voice beside me seems to start,
- While eager fancies fill the brain,
- And eager passions hold the heart.”
-
-
-_Master, we would see a sign from Thee_, was the cunning challenge of
-the Scribes and Pharisees. They were certain that, in this at least, the
-hearts of the people would be with them. A sign, a scene, a symbol, were
-the constant demand and quest of the olden times, as of all times. Even
-Jehovah led forth to victory and trust, as necessity was upon Him in
-leading human followers, “with an _outstretched arm_, and with _signs_
-and with _wonders_.” The Jews, seemingly so doubtful and so querulous,
-after all articulated the longings of the universal humanity. The longing
-stimulated the effort to gratify it, and forthwith the artist became the
-teacher of the people. Presentments of Mary, as she might have been, and
-as she was imagined to have been by those most devout, were multiplied.
-Piety sought to express its regard for her by making her more real to
-faith through the instrumentality of the speaking canvas, but beyond this
-there was the desire to embody certain charms and virtues of character
-dear to all pure and devout ones. These were expressed by pictured faces,
-ideally perfect. They called each such “Mary”; and if there had never
-been a real Mary, still these handiworks would have had no small value.
-Who can say that those consecrated artists were in no degree moved by
-the Spirit which guided David when “he opened dark sayings on the harp,”
-and rapturously extolled that other Beloved of God, the Church? Music
-and painting—twin sisters—equal in merit, and both from Him who displays
-form, color and harmony as among the chief rewards and glories of His
-upper kingdom. These also meet a want in human nature as God created
-it. The artists did not beget this desire for presentments through form
-and color of the woman deemed most blessed; the desire rather begot the
-artists. Stately theology has never ceased truly to proclaim from the day
-Christ cried “_It is finished!_” that “_in Him all fullness dwells_;” but
-no theology, has been able to silence the cry of woman’s heart in woman
-and woman’s nature in man which pleads through the long years, “_Show us
-the mother and it sufficeth us_.” It has happened sometimes that gross
-minds have strayed from the ideal or spiritual imports of Mary’s life and
-fallen into idolizing her effigies. That was their fault, and must not be
-taken as full proof that nothing but evil came from the portrayings of
-our queen. The facts are conclusively otherwise. The painters that made
-glorious ideals shine forth from the canvas unconsciously painted the
-shadows largely out of the conditions of all women. Before this second
-advent of the Virgin, the paganish idea that women were the “weaker sex,”
-the inferiors of men, at best only useful, handsome animals, prevailed.
-The renaissance of Mary, as the ideal woman, was an event seeded with
-the germs of revolutionary impulses socially. Like sunrise it began in
-the East, at first dimly manifest, then it became effulgent and quickly
-coursed westward along the pathways of Christianity’s conquests. Like
-sweet, grateful light then there came to the hearts of men the braver
-true persuasion, that the woman who not only bore the Christ but won His
-reverent love must have been morally beautiful and great. In the track
-of this persuasion, and as its sequence, there came the conviction that
-the sex, of which Mary was one, had within it possibilities beyond what
-its sturdier companions had dreamed. After this it came about that the
-painters, often the interpreters of human feelings, began to represent
-all goodness under the form of a Madonna. Not knowing the contour
-of Mary’s face they began gathering here and there, from the women
-they knew, features of beauty. They combined these in one harmonious
-presentment. They set out to represent the ideal woman, but had to go
-to women to find her parts. It became a tribute to womankind to do this.
-It was like a voyage of discovery, and the artist voyagers depicted not
-only the best things in womankind, but by putting these things together
-illustrated what woman could be and should be at her best.
-
-It was thus that Guido produced a picture of the Madonna which enravished
-all that beheld it. Once he had said, “I wish I’d the wings of an angel
-to behold the beatified spirits, which I might have copied.” After, here
-and there, he picked out fragments of color and form on earth; then put
-them into one ideal composition. It was a heart-expanding work; the work
-of a prophet, since it told of what might be in woman wholly at her
-best. Then he said, “the beautiful and pure idea must be in the head”
-of the artist. It was a deep saying. Given the ideal, and the worker
-will need only proper ambition to present a grand composition, whether
-on canvas or in the patternings of the inner life. The presentments of
-the Virgin rose in fineness when priests turned from their exegesis to
-kneel and paint for men. The great Saint Augustine, held in high honor
-by Christians of every name, redeemed from a youth of darkest sinning,
-revered as his guiding star two lovely women, Monica, his mother, and
-Mary, the mother of Jesus. He argues, in stalwart polemics, that through
-the acknowledgment of Mary’s pre-eminence all womankind was elevated.
-Her presentment, so as to be fully comprehended, was in the beginning a
-blessing to every soul in being an inspiration to purer, sweeter living.
-So far as such presentment now conserves the same results the work is
-worthy and profitable. In all times the representations of the Virgin,
-whether by the historian or the master of the studio, varied; but the
-piety they awakened always seemed to be of one type, and that lofty.
-Thus we have “the stern, awful quietude of the old Mosaics, the hard
-lifelessness of the degenerate Greeks, the pensive sentiment of the
-Siena, the stately elegance of the Florentine Madonnas, the intellectual
-Milanese, with their large foreheads and thoughtful eyes, the tender,
-refined mysticism of the Umbrian, the sumptuous loveliness of the
-Venetian; the quaint, characteristic simplicity of the early German, so
-stamped with their nationality that I never looked round me in a room
-full of German girls without thinking of Albert Durer’s Virgins; the
-intense, life-like feeling of the Spanish, the prosaic, portrait-like
-nature of the Flemish schools, and so on.” Each time and place produced
-its own ideal, but all tried to express the one thought uppermost; pious
-regard for the Queen and model. All seemed to feel that in this devotion
-there was somehow comfort and exaltation—and there generally were both.
-
-The writer of the foregoing quotation, a woman of widest culture and
-admirable good sense, attested the need that many feel by her own
-rapturous description of the Madonna of Raphael in the Dresden Gallery.
-“I have seen my own ideal once where Raphael—inspired, if ever painter
-was inspired—projected on the space before him that wonderful creation.”
-“There she stands, the transfigured woman; at once completely human and
-completely divine, an abstraction of power, purity and love; poised on
-the empurpled air, and requiring no other support; with melancholy,
-loving mouth, her slightly dilated sibylline eyes looking out quite
-through the universe to the end and consummation of all things; sad, as
-if she beheld afar off the visionary sword that was to reach her heart
-through HIM, now resting as enthroned on that heart; yet already exalted
-through the homage of the redeemed generations who were to salute her
-as blessed. Is it so indeed? Is she so divine? or does not rather the
-imagination lend a grace that is not there? I have stood before it and
-confessed that there is more in that form and face than I have ever
-yet conceived. The _Madonna di San Sisto_ is an abstract of _all_ the
-attributes of Mary.”
-
-The foregoing representation marked a step forward in things spiritual.
-Before Raphael, painters numberless, under the influence of the luxurious
-and vicious Medici, had filled the churches of Florence with painted
-presentments of the Virgin, characterized by an alluring beauty which
-seemed next door to blasphemy. Then came that Luther of his times,
-Savonarola. He thundered for purity, simplicity and reform; aiming his
-blows at the depraving, sensuous conceptions of the grosser artists. He
-made a bonfire in the Piazza of Florence, there consuming these false
-madonnas. He was, for this, persecuted to death by the Borgia family.
-They could not bear his trumpet call to Florentines, “Your sins make me
-a prophet; I have been a Jonah warning Nineveh; I shall be a Jeremiah
-weeping over the ruins; for God will renew His church and that will not
-take place without blood—” Art heard his voice, the painters became
-disgusted with their meaner handiwork, the rude, the obscene, the
-mischievous was obliterated; finer, more spiritual and loftier concepts
-of the Virgin appeared as proof of a reformation of morals. And Raphael,
-later on, seeing these productions, felt the influence that begot them,
-and then produced that masterpiece. Tradition says Saint Luke painted
-a picture of the Virgin from life. The picture, reputed to have been
-so painted, was found by the Turks in Constantinople when that city
-fell into their conquering hands. They despoiled it of its princely
-jewel-decorations, then tramped it contemptuously beneath their feet. The
-latter act was typical, and the Turk still lives to trample in contempt
-on honest efforts to portray with amplitude and finished details this
-splendid character, whose outlines alone are presented by the Gospels.
-But though the Vandal spirit survives, there survives also the strong
-yearning for the representation of that woman beyond compare, and some
-will still revel amid the ideals of painters, and some will be gladdened
-still more by truth’s complete presentment which words alone can make.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-THE PILGRIM, CRUSADER AND VIRGIN.
-
- “There is a fire—
- And motion of the soul which will not dwell,
- In its own narrow being, but aspire
- Beyond the fitting medium of desire;
- And but once kindled, quenchless ever more,
- Preys upon high adventure, nor can tire
- Of aught but rest.”—“_Childe Harold._”
-
-
-There is something very fascinating about the contemplation of life as a
-continuous pilgrimage, and the fascination grows on one as the conviction
-of the truth of the conception is deepened by study of it. The course of
-our race has been a series of processions from continent to continent,
-from age to age, from barbarism to refinement, from darkness toward
-light. Whether measuring the little arcs of individuals from birth to
-dust, or following along the mighty marches of our universe with all its
-grouping hosts of whirling constellations, we have before us ever this
-constant truth; man moves willingly or unwillingly onward, as a pilgrim
-amid pilgrims. “Move on” is the constant mandate and necessity of being.
-Man’s course is mapped; onward from the swaddling clothes to the shroud,
-from life to dust; then onward again; while all the mighty planet fleets
-of which the earth-ship is but one, move along their courses, over
-trackless oceans, toward destinations, all unknown, yet concededly in a
-grand as well as in an inexorable pilgrimage. Partly because the motions
-of his earth-ship makes him restless, partly because he is a being that
-hopes and so comes to try to find by distant quests hope’s fruitions, and
-more largely because he is of a religious nature, which impels him to
-seek things beyond himself, the man becomes a pilgrim. He that is content
-as and where he is, always, is regarded as a fool playing with the toys
-of a child, by wise men; by religionists, lack of holy restlessness is
-ever adjudged to be a sign of depravity. Hence almost all religions,
-whether false or true, have given birth to the pilgrim spirit. The zeal
-to express and to utilize this spirit has been often pitiful to behold.
-Multitudes, failing to grasp the fact that life itself is a pilgrimage,
-have invented other pilgrimages and gone aside to useless, needless
-miseries. But all the time they attested human nature seeking something
-beyond itself, better than its present. So the tribes that lived in the
-lowlands nourished traditions of descent from gods or ancestors who abode
-on the mountains, and they inaugurated pilgrimages to seek inspiration
-or a golden age “on high places, far away.” The chosen people of God
-thus constantly were allured from the worship of the Everywhere and One
-Jehovah by the enthusiasm of the heathen devotees who flocked to the
-mountain fanes. Turn which way one will in the night of the ages and
-the spectacle of the pilgrim is before him. Ancient Hinduism, followed
-by that of to-day, witnessed annually, pilgrims counted by hundreds of
-thousands to the temple of murderous Juggernaut, the Ganga Sagor, or isle
-of Sacred Ganges. The Buddhists journey to Adam’s Peak in Ceylon, and
-the Lamaists of Thibet travel adoringly to their Lha-Isa; the Japanese
-have their pilgrim shrines amid perilous approaches at Istje, while the
-Chinese, who claim to be sons of the mountains, clamber with naked knees
-the rugged sides of Kicou-hou-chan. The pilgrimages of the Jews occupy
-many chapters of Holy Writ, for all their ancient worthies “_not having
-received the promises, but seeing them afar off ... confessed that they
-were pilgrims and strangers_.” Christ confronted the pilgrim spirit
-perverted in the person of the woman of Samaria, at the eastern foot of
-Gerezim. She and her people rested their hopes in pilgrimages to their
-supposed to be sacred places, but the Saviour declared to her by Jacob’s
-well, truths, both grand and revolutionary, in these words: “The hour ...
-now is when the true worshiper shall worship the Father in spirit ... not
-in this mountain nor in Jerusalem.” “Go call thy husband and come hither.
-Whosoever drinketh the water I shall give shall never thirst.” There were
-volumes in the golden sentences and they plainly said no need to travel
-far to find the Everywhere God Who ever comes where men are to satisfy
-their every thirst. “Go call thy husband.” Go to thy home and find the
-water of life through doing God’s will; it is better to be a missionary
-than a pilgrim unless the pilgrim be also missioner. But the truths of
-that hour have found tardy acceptance among many. The children of Jacob
-are pilgrims throughout the earth, and the disciples of Christ, since
-His departure, have gone pilgriming often, as did their fathers before
-them. Constantine, the Roman emperor, and his mother, Helena, by example
-and precept, urged Christendom to re-embark in such pious journeys, and
-at the end of the first thousand years of its existence, Christianity
-had hosts of disciples actuated by the same old passion that sent
-religionists everywhere to seek shrines, fanes and blessings. Then the
-belief began to be held everywhere among Christians that the millennial
-period was at hand. Multitudes abandoned friends, sold or gave away their
-possessions, and hastened toward the Holy Land, where they believed
-Jesus Christ was to appear to judge the world. Here two pilgrim tides,
-utterly opposed to each other, met; the Christian and the Mohammedan.
-The followers of the False Prophet, like other men, were imbued with
-the pilgrim spirit. Some of these thought perfection could be attained
-only within the precincts of Babylon or Bagdad, and others sincerely
-believed that they could find peculiar nearness to heaven about the
-stone-walled Kaaba of Mecca. It was held to be not only a privilege but
-a duty, incumbent upon all, to take these religious journeys; hence men
-and women, young and old, undertook them. Even the decrepit were under
-the obligation, and they must either undertake the work, though failure
-by death were certain, or hire a proxy to go in their behalf. So was
-rolled up stupendously the numbers of pilgrim graves which have marked
-this earth of ours. The Christian pilgrims for a time thronged toward
-Palestine, first as a small stream, then as a torrent. Europe at large
-was aroused, and all impulses converged toward the Holy Sepulcher. The
-soldiers of the Cross soon added swords to their equipments; the flashing
-of spears outshone the altar lights, and almost before they realized it
-the priests and pious pilgrims were transformed to mailed knights. There
-was a root to the impulse, and that the universally felt need of ideals,
-patterns, personages of heroic mold in all goodness, to show men how to
-live. The pilgrims turned their eyes to the worthies of the past, and
-soon came to believe that they could best imbibe their spirit amid their
-tombs and former abodes. Like most religionists they grew to believe God
-their especial friend, and they therefore soon came to feel that, against
-all odds, He would help them to victory. Then they easily grew to believe
-that death in their crusades would merit the martyr’s crown. Their
-courage was unbounded, for many went out with a passion to die in the
-cause they had embraced. The following crusades were marked by conflicts
-between Moslem and Christian, filled with fanatical and merciless fury,
-though both the opposing hosts claimed to be doing all they did in God’s
-name and under his especial direction. “_Deus vult_,” “God wills it,”
-was the war-cry of a mighty army, each of which bore on his banner and
-on his breast the sign of the Cross, the emblem eternally exalted by the
-Prince of Peace, who willingly died that others might live; but these
-soldiers were bent on slaying those they could not convert. They were in
-a transitional state, passing from being pilgrims to being missionaries,
-but the course was a bloody one. They promoted their self-complacency by
-persuading themselves that it was a heaven-offending wrong to continue
-to suffer heretics to occupy the places made sacred by the Saviour when
-in the world. Then multitudes of Christian priests taught that the pious
-needed free course to visit the holy places of the East, that they
-might upbuild their faith and their grasp of theological abstractions
-by beholding objects associated with the tenets they had adopted. The
-Moslems had no interest in these proceedings beyond a desire to thwart
-them. The Christians, to be sure, had the moral disadvantage of being
-invaders, but then censure of them is mitigated by the fact that Syria
-was stolen property to the Turk. The latter held it by the stern title
-deed of the sword. The reader of this summary will be chiefly advantaged
-by remembering that this conflict was one of the mightiest efforts in
-the direction of missionary work ever attempted by man, and that being
-attempted by force it failed utterly. Now the Crusaders were believers
-in Christ and devoted to Mary. These facts awaken questions as to how,
-since the spirits of these twain are finally to conquer all hearts, their
-champions were so defeated? The Crusaders desired to promote the glory of
-the Man of men and the woman of women, but sought it by aims only weakly
-worthy, and means often atrocious. It never matters to Christ’s kingdom
-who possesses His grave if He only possesses all hearts. The Crusaders,
-beginning with a warm sentiment of respect for the Virgin, suffered
-their sentimentality to run mad, and mad sentiment is ripe for folly and
-defilement. An opal, they say, will change its color when its wearer is
-sick; so a man wearing a priceless virtue on the sleeve of his creed,
-will find its luster bedimmed when evil sickens his heart. The Crusaders
-had grand banners, mottoes, war-cries and ideals, but they did not know
-how to honestly and truly apply them. Their efforts and results well
-serve to emphasize the truth that moral advances are made with grander
-forces than those of the sword; that in the end the heroes and heroines
-of the world’s regeneration will appear potent and regnant solely in
-the sweetness, truth and exaltation of personal character. Crusader and
-Moslem, at heart, were each desirous of making the world better, but they
-each, in fact for a time made it fearfully worse. Probably the followers
-of the Cross and the followers of the Crescent would have been glad to
-have bestowed all kindness each on the other, if only the one would have
-accepted the creed of the other. But the humanity and charity of each
-were as to the other eclipsed utterly by a zeal for theories. There was
-need to both that there arise a harmonizing ideal. It would seem as if
-Providence suffered these opposing pilgrims to peel each other until each
-in sheer disgust was driven to seek some better way. An able historian
-affirms that the Crusades did not “change the fate of a single dynasty,
-nor the boundaries and relative strength of a nation”—but they did leave
-a history, the contemplation of which affords rare thought-food. The
-conflict ended in the utter route and flight of the Christians. The
-tragedy ended at Acre, but there were left some things that took shape in
-men’s thinking, and the world was made thereby better. The populations
-and properties of Christian Europe had been squandered to a startling
-degree in these religious wars, and it was fitting that there be some
-return to compensate. The result of all others, that grew out of the
-Crusades, and was indeed also a leading cause of their vigor, was the
-rising of the spirit of chivalry. The dawn of chivalry first begat brave
-fighting, but in time the chivalrous discovered a theater for their
-activity amid the amenities of peace. Chivalry was a rebound from the
-rugged, barbarous belief of the semi-civilized, whose trust was in brute
-force and whose constant _dictum_ was, “Might makes right.” Men became
-impressed with a spirit of tenderness, and, little by little the duty
-and beauty of the strong’s helping the weak dawned upon humanity. To
-be chivalrous, by the unwritten laws of custom, became the obligation
-of every man who sought popular respect. Chivalry was in the creed of
-the noble and brave, and men delighted to become the companions of lone
-pilgrims, patrons of beggars, protectors of children and defenders of
-women. Toward the gentler sex, the spirit of chivalry finely expressed
-itself by not only defending helpless females amid physical perils, but
-by according to womankind distinguished courtesy, refined politeness,
-and all those proper respects that so appropriately garnish and ornament
-the social intercourse of the sexes in properly cultivated societies.
-Before the advent of this chivalric time, women had been deemed as
-generally every way inferior to men; chiefly desirable as ministers to
-the necessities or appetites of their lords; useful as mothers, but
-worthy of very little respect, confidence or lasting admiration. The dawn
-of this new and fine gallantry was a step toward woman’s disinthrallment.
-Chivalry tried to express itself in the Crusades; defeated, its ardor
-still burned, and Europe felt its beneficent glow long after the
-conflict for Syrian sepulchers had ceased. And here it is of the utmost
-importance that the reader forget not the key fact, that before the
-advent of the attractive spirit of chivalry, men’s minds in Christian
-communities were profoundly penetrated and wondrously incited by a deep
-and new regard for the _Queenly woman Mary, the mother of Jesus_! She
-had been almost rediscovered. By a common consent, Christian pulpits
-had begun sounding her praises, as the ideal woman; a woman worthy of
-the veneration and emulation of all. The various religious communities
-vied with each other in doing her honor. The Cistercians declared her
-purity by wearing white, the Servi wore black to commemorate her touching
-sorrows, and other bodies elected as their distinguishing badges, various
-garbs or signs solely to proclaim their allegiance to their ideal woman.
-A popular moral coronation of Mary resulted. The Crusaders outran all
-others in their adulation of, and committal to, the wondrous woman. They
-were the first to call her “Our Lady.” She was THE Lady of the hearts
-of all. These chivalrous soldiers to her spoke their pious vows, from
-her besought holy favors, and in her name, with sacred oaths, committed
-their all to effort to wrest all Palestine from the enemies of Mary’s
-Son.[1] Now these millions of men were not mad, nor in pursuit of a
-phantom. It was all very real to them. They desired to express a long
-pent-up natural feeling, and they found an object all satisfactory in
-Mary. The Crusaders returned finally and for good from battling with
-Moslem; they returned thoroughly, disastrously defeated: but with their
-love for Mary all aglow. When they first called her “Our Lady,” there
-may have been an admixture of irreverence and dilettante in the thought
-of many; they were purged of these in the hurricane of battle and in the
-terrors of that inhospitable land of their pilgrimages. Amid trials,
-far away from his home, often in severe want, frequently confronting
-slavery and death, the Christian knight while adding “_Ave Marie_” to his
-“_Patre Nostre_,” learned to think of the Madonna as his mother. Missing
-the latter keenly, worshiping the other unfeignedly, woman took a high
-throne in his esteem. Sword conquest began to seem to the war-wearied
-soldier very insignificant as compared to a ministry of comfort, peace
-and good will. The defeated Crusaders returned to scatter through all
-Europe a new gospel of humanity. They exalted the Queen of David’s line
-and forgot to recount the fortunes of war in the East in expounding the
-dawning beauties of the woman that entranced them and the queenship this
-ideal had gained over their minds. So they prepared multitudes of the
-sterner sex for a lasting belief in the worthfulness of true womanhood
-at its best. The Christian world was ripe for such a revival, when the
-priests began to thunder “On to Jerusalem!” but men needed not so much
-war as conversion; not so much relics and tombs as loving principles
-exemplified. It is wonderful how conversion womanizes some men. That
-is a triumph of the spiritual over the sensual, the beautiful over the
-gross. It will make a man of brutal, selfish fiber, in time, as tender
-as a mother toward her child and as self-denying as a maid toward her
-lover. The Crusaders started out to rescue the tomb of the dead Saviour
-from unbelievers and failed, but they returned to herald the renaissance
-of Mary, the disenslaving of woman; to call the state, the home and
-individuals to all the refinements which the exaltation of such an ideal
-of necessity offered. Toward this advening the rising spirit of chivalry
-was bending the finest hearts when the clarions of war, sounded from
-altar and baptistry, summoned all to raise the red banner against the
-Moslem. Right here it is worthy of notice that God’s providence presented
-other, though allied, principles in the conflict against the Orientals.
-Two pilgrim hosts, thinking to choose their own ways, were wisely led to
-better goals than they knew. The Turk presented the throng of the harem
-as his family; the Christian was committed to the union of only two in
-holy wedlock. One party presented a banner with a Cross, forever the
-emblem of self-sacrifice; the other the Crescent, emblem of youthfulness
-increasing, a hint ever of the hope of endless lust, whether borne of the
-master of a harem or by the heathen follower of the ancient moon-horned
-Astarte. The last at Acre, by the Syrian border of the Mediterranean Sea,
-the Saracen hugged victory and the Cross-bearers were utterly routed.
-So reads human history, but in truth the defeat was only apparent and
-local. The followers of the Crescent, holding the creed of lust and
-making pleasure of sense their end came surely toward their destruction
-when successes encouraged them in their courses; the followers of the
-Cross, on the other hand, had within some germs of truth, life-giving in
-themselves and too beautiful to be suffered to die from the earth. Trial
-and defeat watered these germs and the knightly hosts returned to Europe
-by thousands to proclaim finer doctrines than those by which the priest
-had incited them to war. The returning soldiers were transformed from
-pilgrims to missionaries, from being taught to teaching, from restorers
-of Palestine’s graves to restorers of European society. Of the “Teutonic
-Knights of Saint Mary,” a fine and representative order, an impartial
-historian writes: “They defended Christianity against the barbarians of
-Eastern Europe.” “After many bloody encounters introduced German manners,
-language and morals.” Of the Knighthood, as a whole, says another, “the
-institution that could breed such characters as these, obviously rendered
-an enduring service to humanity. Its spirit lives on, offering examples
-which the young still welcome in their joyous, dreamy days. The ideal
-still remains, purified by time, freed from its frailties, and aids in
-fashioning modern sentiment to the conception and admiration of the
-Christian gentleman.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-ARMAGEDDON; THE KEY AND SICKLE.
-
- “From the moist regions of the western star,
- The wandering hermits wake the storm of war;
- Their limbs all iron, their souls all flame;
- A countless host the Red Cross warriors came.”—REGINALD HEBER.
-
-
-As a traveler climbs the mountain to see the sunrise, so he that would
-overlook the past or present must needs clamber to some lofty point of
-vision in a significant era or historic location. There are two plains in
-Syria; one lying along the Mediterranean, the other jutting out from the
-base of the former toward Jordan; the two together, in shape very like
-a sickle, have witnessed events wonderfully instructive and determinate
-to the student of the philosophy of time’s course. These two plains
-are known respectively as Esdrælon and Acre. The sea and the mountains
-give these plains their sickle shape, and the geographical outlines are
-constantly suggestively before the mind as one remembers these plateaus
-not only as the highways but the battle-fields of the ancient nations.
-For while, as one says, “the face of nature smiles”—“no spot on earth
-more fertile,” he also says “no field on earth was so fattened by the
-blood of the slain.” There the Philistines, the Ptolemys, Antiochus, the
-Maccabees, Herod, Baldwin, King of Jerusalem, Salah-ed-din, Cœur-de-Lion,
-Melek-Seruf and Napoleon, each in turn, put their ambitions and their
-beliefs to the stern arbitrament of swords. There the kingdom of the
-House of David struggled for life; there the splendid dream of the
-Crusaders ended as a nightmare.
-
-As a jewel in the haft of the sickle, at the northerly end of the plain
-by the sea, sits the city of Acre. This city compels the attention of
-the preacher and student of history and gives theme to him who blends
-symbol into song. Acre gave its name to its adjacent country round about,
-and though both city and plain witnessed many a change of master in the
-past, those changing masters, to gratify their whims or strengthen their
-policies from time to time, giving the places various names. The Knights
-of Saint John made it their elect city, honoring it as Saint Jean de
-Acre, the martyr maid of France. From the city itself one may look out
-over the sea-highway of nations; from the drear and lofty mountains of
-its surrounding country one may look over many memorable places. Acre was
-often called the “Key of Palestine” by the soldier strategists and by the
-chroniclers of events. To their testimony is added that of the inspired
-writers and prophets who made it their key and mountain of outlook
-frequently.
-
-These plains, dotted all about by sacred places, memorable for two great
-victories; Barak over the Canaanites and Gideon over the Midianites; and
-two great disasters, the death of Saul and the death of Josiah, became
-to the Jews the symbol of the conflict of right and wrong. Prophetically,
-and in the serene hope that righteousness at last would prevail, the
-plain was called Armageddon, “the Mountain of the Gospel.” We hear the
-rapt Zechariah thus descanting: “The Lord also shall save the glory of
-the house of David and the house of David shall be as God.” “And it
-shall come to pass in that day, that I will seek to destroy all the
-nations that come against Jerusalem. And I will pour upon the house of
-David, and upon the inhabitants of Jerusalem, the spirit of grace and of
-supplications; and they shall look upon me whom they have pierced, and
-they shall mourn for him, as one mourneth for his only son, and shall be
-in bitterness for him, as one that is in bitterness for his first-born.”
-
-The prophet looked forth to the Pentecostal day of salvation and the
-assured victories of David’s great successor. Following this ancient
-seer, John the beloved, in the Visions of the Apocalypse repeats, these
-oracles. During the wars of the Crusaders, Acre was sometimes in their
-possession and sometimes held by their Turkish foes. In the year 1191
-Richard the Lion Heart wrested it from the infidel leader Salah-ed-din.
-The Christians held it firmly until 1291, the time when the last wave
-of the Crusader advance ebbed, in bloody defeat, from the shores of
-the Holy Land. For two hundred years the believer of the West and the
-Moslem grappled with each other in deadly conflict; war’s fortunes
-often changing, but the awful price in human misery and human blood was
-inexorably exacted at every stage of the conflict. Acre was the focus
-toward which the eddying tides ever and anon moved; therefore it saw not
-only the end but the worst of the Crusades.
-
-Our story begins A. D. 1291 at Acre, the Key of Palestine, in Armageddon,
-“the mountain of the Gospel.” The situation may be briefly depicted:
-Acre was filled with a mixed and un-homogeneous population. There were
-the ubiquitous Galilean traders, without politics; shrewd to the last
-degree in traffic and courtly as a Parisian; there some secret, sullen,
-silent enemies of the Christian invaders, awaiting the coming end; there
-hundreds of those camp-following nondescript “good lord and good devil”
-characters, and there the remnants of the Crusader armies. The latter
-were not only diminished as to numbers but greatly degraded in moral
-tone. Their warfare had been belittled to a defense and a retreat. The
-adventurers were uppermost; courts-martial, intrigues and fanfaronade
-were their occupation daily. Prince Edward, the Christian leader, had
-made a sworn treaty with the Moslems long before this time; but his
-pious followers had quickly, wickedly violated it. Thereupon the Sultan,
-Kha-tel, had made an irrevocable treaty with himself, sealed with the
-most awful oath he could register, that he would never tire until he
-had exterminated the last of the Western invaders now circumscribed and
-besieged in Acre. With 200,000 dusky followers the Sultan besieged the
-last stronghold of the Crusaders. The hearts of the defenders sank within
-them, and scores sought safety in homeward flight, loading down every
-vessel bound for Europe. Among the first fugitives was the chief leader,
-Hugh de Lusignan, who wore the phantom title, “King of Jerusalem.” He
-preferred the safety of distant Cyprus to the doubtful regality which
-was overshadowed with nearing death. Only 12,000 were left to represent
-the Crusade cause which once mustered millions. May 18, 1291, the devoted
-city was stormed by the Turks; an entrance was effected and a murderous
-carnage, heaping the streets with the dead, and redding the foam of the
-moaning sea, followed. But there was no easy victory to the Moslem, for
-the steady, vigorous, brilliant, desperate fighting of the knights,
-laying low piles of their foes for every one of themselves that fell,
-compelled the respect of the Sultan’s host. The Turks attempted to gain
-a surrender by offering bribes; these failing, terms were offered. The
-latter, which included permission for the Crusade remnant to depart the
-country in peace, were accepted. But the Sultan, taught, if he needed
-the lesson, by the perfidy of Prince Edward’s Christian truce-breakers,
-quickly broke his promise of safe conduct. Though the retreating band was
-in no way party to the wrong he sought to avenge, they were mercilessly
-ambuscaded. There followed another struggle to the death, a handful
-against a host and but few succeeded in cutting their way through the
-cordon of death. History has often recounted the preceding events up to
-the point; from this point it is proposed to lead the reader along the
-career of a fragment tossed out of the foregoing whirlpool of disaster.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-SIR CHARLEROY; THE SOLDIER OF FORTUNE AND KNIGHT OF SAINT MARY.
-
- “’Tis quickly seen,
- Whate’er he be, ’twas not what he had been;
- That brow in furrowed lines had fixed at last,
- And spoke of passion but of passion past.”
-
- ...
-
- “Chained to excess, the slave of each extreme,
- How woke he from the wildness of his dream?
- Alas! he told not, but he did awake,
- To curse the withered heart that would not break.”—“_Lara._”
-
-
-The course of the knights fleeing from Acre was turned toward Nazareth.
-There being but one way open to them, they took that way quickly and
-with one accord. The fugitives from Acre represented various knightly
-orders, but they were disorganized, without any definite destination and
-without an authorized leader. Among them was Sir Charleroy de Griffin,
-a knight famed for valor, a central and commanding personage; one that
-would have attracted attention in almost any assembly of men. As he
-went, so went the rest of the fleeing Christians, and when he reined in
-his panting steed, after a time, at the top of a fir-crested knoll not
-far from Nazareth, the knights following him did likewise. Then they
-drew around him in a semi-circle, without command, and simultaneously,
-as if to solicit his direction. They had followed the course he took
-because he took it, and now with one accord they halted because he had
-done so. There is to some a subtile influence that makes them leaders of
-men; so the disorganized Crusaders, by an unvoiced but fully expressed
-concession, admitted the leadership of this dashing horseman. Some may
-designate this a triumph of personal magnetism, but be that as it may,
-it was a fact that Sir Charleroy was chief. Sir Charleroy, just at the
-time of the foregoing incident, presented an admirable study for the
-philosopher or painter. From his saddle he was able to overlook leagues
-of bright landscape, but he could not claim the protection of a foot of
-it; for the first time in his life he yearned for home, now a spreading
-sea, and a wall of death shut it out from him apparently for ever; by
-circumstances absolute sovereign almost of the men about him, but doubt
-and danger were confounding all his ability to give commands. He fell
-into a train of thought, leaving his comrades to converse with their
-pawing steeds and to questionings within themselves as to the future.
-Sir Charleroy had reached an eminence in life, one of those points of
-out-look where a man’s past meets him and demands review, that it may
-explain the present. He believed that he had reached very nearly the end
-of his career, and in that belief he began to weigh it for what it was
-worth. In imagination he saw one writing the story of his life. Sir
-Charleroy, the refugee, began faithfully to review Sir Charleroy, the
-wayward youth, pleasure-seeker and reckless man. The former dictated
-mentally to the imaginary scribe: “Write, Charleroy de Griffin was the
-son of a stalwart French Baron, used to duels and trained to war. The boy
-inherited from his father a splendid physique, of which he was unduly
-proud, and a restless disposition that he never sincerely asked God to
-control. By the death of the baron, his son, an infant, was left to the
-sole tutelage of his English mother. The latter was of high birth, by
-nature a noble woman, and in every way worthy of a better son than the
-one whom he had turned out to be. She had idolized her brawny spouse in
-his lifetime, and when she had recovered from the shock his death caused,
-her yearning heart, little by little, turned from the idol in the tomb
-to the child he had left her. Ere long she lived again in the rapture
-of a love all absorbing, all bestowing, all ruling. She lavished her
-affection on the youth, not because he was particularly lovable, for he
-was not, but because he was the only one left her to love, and she was so
-constituted that she must love; the necessity of loving to her made it
-easy.
-
-“Then there were many things in the features and form of her son that
-reminded her of the man who, in brighter days, had won entirely her
-maiden heart and her young wife love. The child was wont to wonder why
-his mother embraced him as she did sometimes, with a wondering, startled,
-wild, passionate embrace; but when he got older he discerned the meaning
-of these outbreaks. He knew that the mother-heart was having a vision of
-past wifehood, memory’s grace-given solace of widowhood. Besides this
-the embraces were her appealings or warnings to death; her heart suddenly
-seizing as if to shelter and save her last and only idol; for the thought
-would sometimes come with shadows deep enough, that perhaps the boy
-might also die. Such love would have been a prized wealth and blessing
-to some; but in this case, on the one hand, it unfitted this mother for
-the proper disciplining of this son, and this son though, sometimes, when
-his conceit permitted it, realizing that the love was given, not won,
-began to expect it as his due or despise it for its lavishness. In due
-time he entered the period expressively designated, ‘The monster age.’
-This is the time when expanding young life has outgrown the tenderness of
-infancy and failed of putting on manly and womanly graces; a time when
-there is a mighty ambition to put on the characteristics of adult life
-and a mighty lack of ability gracefully to wear them. At this period,
-perhaps, the majority of youths of both sexes, are interesting chiefly
-for what they have been, or what it is hoped they will be. They feel,
-conscious of their growing powers, great self-conceit, and with their
-growth comes an expansion of their capacities and wants. The plenitude of
-their wantings makes them avaricious, hence parsimonious toward others of
-every thing, especially of gratitude. Reverence for elders, respect for
-fathers, holy regard for mothers, tenderness toward women, chief charms
-of youth, are buried in the tomb of other virtues by great, selfish,
-ugly demons of desire. The monster age came to Charleroy in its full
-virulence, but his mother discerned little of his monstrosity; what she
-did discern, all unasked, she condoned. She believed all things, hoped
-all things good of him, although seldom comforted by an expression or
-act of gratitude on his part. She was to be pitied; but it may be said
-that the lad was to be pitied almost as much as herself. It was the old
-story over; she unconsciously went about destroying her own happiness
-and though she would have willingly died if need be in his behalf, she
-harmed him beyond estimate by her indulgent loving. Then the youth was
-surrounded by those who sought the favor of the baroness by constantly
-sounding in her ears, and in the ears of the boy, praises of the dead
-baron. They told of his daring, they descanted upon his adventures, his
-powers, his wisdom. He was the widow’s idol, and the incense was grateful
-to her, but the worst of it was that they befooled the lad by continually
-assuring him that he was the image of his father, and surely destined to
-equal, if not surpass, his sire in deeds of valor. A dangerous burden is
-wealth; whether it come as great name or great intellect, great physical
-strength or as much gold, it is a fateful load which few can gracefully
-support. The youth had wealth in all the foregoing directions; if he
-had had a mother whose love loved wisely enough to save, if it need be
-by pain, he might have been saved; but her love infatuated her. The
-youth’s folly brought him frequently into shameful entanglements; but she
-extricated him each time. Nobody ever heard of her even rebuking him; as
-to chastising him, that were a thing abhorrent to her thoughts. His face
-always bespoke his pardon in advance with her. She would have smitten
-her husband’s corpse, as it lay in its coffin, as soon as she would have
-smitten the one whose features constantly reminded her of him her heart
-had held most dear. Then she hoped, with a mother’s large-hearted faith,
-that each escapade would be the last. But as the youth grew older his
-acts were bolder. Again and again, without notice and with heartless
-inconsiderateness, he left his home to pursue some adventure, and again
-and again, mother’s love followed him, ever to find him at last in some
-sore plight, and then quickly to forgive him. By the time Charleroy had
-reached his majority, the family fortune had been severely tried and
-depleted in paying the penalty of his follies. He himself had become an
-old young man, with too many gray hairs and too much experience for one
-of his years.
-
-“At that time, a few enthusiasts having determined to make one last
-effort to secure the Holy Sepulcher, Charleroy de Griffin ardently
-enlisted in the pre-doomed enterprise, allured largely by its very
-desperateness. The crusade spirit was then a fitful dying flame
-throughout Europe. England and France were left practically alone to
-furnish the men and the money for the last crusade. Prince Edward of
-France was its leader, and De Griffin, having in his veins the blood
-of both of the supporting nations, a French name, a splendid physique,
-together with a fearless, dashing temperament, was enthusiastically
-hailed to the enlistment and pushed forward to leadership. ‘_Sir_
-Charleroy de Griffin!’ smilingly called out Prince Edward, the day of
-review, before the one set for departure. The young man’s comrades, many
-of whom had been his associates in former days of wassail, hearing the
-Prince’s word, shouted out with one accord, ‘Knighted! The prince has
-knighted de Griffin! Hurrah for Sir Charleroy!’ The day following Sir
-Charleroy bowed his head, as he stood on the quay ready to embark, to
-receive the benediction of a bishop. As the sacrist laid his hands on the
-young man’s head, the latter, throwing back his cloak, reverently touched
-the cross he had attached to his bosom with his jeweled sword-hilt. The
-young knight for a little while was very complacent; for he was enjoying
-a sentimental emotion of virtue, arising from sophistries with which his
-mind toyed. Some way he felt he had become a soldier of the holy Christ,
-and somehow it seemed to him he was making atonement for past follies
-by now placing himself side by side with the pious and noble. Though in
-reality only bent on seeking excitement, adventure, change, he looked
-forward to the rewards of conscience belonging alone to the penitent,
-and to a possible public canonizing as one going forth to die for God.
-A little piety paralleling one’s own desires is often made to do great
-service in silencing the clamors from within. His proud, tearful mother
-was by his side. Passionately she kissed his cross, then his brow, then
-his eyes and then his lips; leaving on the brow the glistening, dewy
-jewels that told the story of the heart which bade him stay, yet go. The
-young knight was for once in his life very serious, but tearless. After
-all this, in rapid steps, followed the disaster at Acre; the desperate
-struggle outside the city; the flight toward Nazareth. Sir Charleroy
-finally stands between the sea and the city, a mother’s idol ready to
-be broken; at twenty-five, near the apparent apex and end of a life,
-having had great opportunities, now, with all lost, he stands there an
-epitome of paradoxes. He had made life a pursuit of pleasure only to
-find the pursuit ending in misery; he had enlisted to serve the Prince
-of Peace, but that service he had undertaken with the sword; he had
-championed, as he said, the cause of Christ, the all-conquering, but he
-meets utter defeat. He had taken for his patron saint Mary, after years
-of libertinism. He elected Mary, he said, because his mother was so like
-her. But Sir Charleroy’s mother demoralized her son by over-indulgence,
-while Mary, though informed by Gabriel that her offspring was divine,
-followed her child as a true mother, with the divinely appointed
-authority of a mother, serenely, constantly directing his career up to
-the feast of Jerusalem, where he began to reveal his divine commission.
-Even then, motherhood affirmed its rights in the very presence of God
-manifest, in the question: ‘_Son, why hast thou dealt thus?_’ Nor was
-the right challenged, for ‘_he went down and was subject to_’ father
-and mother!” At this point Sir Charleroy ceased mentally tracing his
-own career, and lifting his eyes looked intently toward Nazareth. “Ah,”
-he said, but so that none could hear his words, “my mother loved as
-many another, in part selfishly, for the joy of abandoned love, and I
-squander that patrimony like a spendthrift, to my harm. Mary’s love for
-her son was like his for the world, a constant self-abnegation. That love
-survives as an inspiration to the world. By these contrasts I explain my
-failure in life, and the present is the natural sequence of the past.”
-
-[Illustration: By Murillo.
-
-THE BIRTH OF MARY.]
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-NAZARETH.
-
- “This is indeed the blessed Mary’s land,
- Virgin and Mother of our dear Redeemer!
- All hearts are touched and softened by her name;
- Alike the bandit with the bloody hand,
- The priest, the prince, the scholar and the peasant,
- The man of deeds, the visionary dreamer,
- Pay homage to her as one ever present.”—LONGFELLOW—“_Golden Legend_.”
-
- “I walked along the top of the hills overlooking Nazareth. A
- glorious scene opened on the view. The air was perfectly serene
- and clear. I remained for some hours lost in contemplation of
- the wide prospect and the events connected with the scene. One
- of the most beautiful and sublime prospects on earth.”—ROBINSON’S
- _Biblical Researches_.
-
-
-The avenging Turks easily persuaded themselves that they could serve God
-better by participating in the sacking of fallen Acre than by pursuing
-the conquered, fleeing Christian knights; so they let the latter escape
-inland, while they themselves returned to the pillage. Ere long, by
-stealth, good fortune and Providential leading, the fugitives arrived
-unmolested at the top of a hill, overlooking the little city of Nazareth,
-forever memorable as having been once the earthly abiding place of Jesus
-and Mary. On the way thither scarcely a sentence had been spoken,
-for each felt that murmuring would be harmful, mirth inopportune.
-They chose their course indifferently, all following Sir Charleroy de
-Griffin because he rode bravely and onward. The fugitives paused, partly
-sequestered by the shrubbed hillock, forgetting for a time all else in
-admiration of the outspreading panorama in view. Heaven and earth were
-smiling at each other; thousands of leagues of sky were filled with the
-raptured songs of larks, while as echo and challenge of the songs from
-above, the thrush and robin of the grass knoll and thicket responded.
-From the plains of El Battaf on the north to Esdrælon on the south
-Nature, God’s flower queen, had decked the earth everywhere with blossoms
-of pinks, tulips and marigolds.
-
-“Those dusky cowards,” spoke Sir Charleroy, “though numbering ten to one,
-will not seek us here; they’ll wait an opportunity to ambuscade us.”
-
-“We’ve broken our knight’s pledge, never to flee more than the distance
-of four French acres from a foe, and yet methinks we’ve made them respect
-our swords; that’s something to say, though we’ve not made them respect
-our creed.” It was a Knight of the Golden Cross that spoke.
-
-Sir Charleroy continued, while his eyes turned toward the city: “I thirst
-for the waters of a fount in Nazareth as did David once for one in
-Bethlehem.”
-
-“For all of our getting at it, Nazareth’s water might as well be in
-Ethiopia,” spoke a Hospitaler.
-
-“I’ve a yearning that comes near to sending me on a charge into the city.”
-
-“That would be a hot pursuit of death surely.”
-
-“A fair one, then, since death has been long pursuing us.” After a
-moment’s pause Sir Charleroy continued:
-
-“Ah, death! None can escape, none overtake him; see we are his prisoners
-now, yet he tantalizes us by a show of immunity. As a sarcophagus is let
-down by suspending ropes in tedious stages, with jogglings and pauses,
-into the grave, so passes each through perils and sickenings from life to
-death. No, no, an undue fear of death intoxicates us until phantasmagoria
-possess the brain. We call these hopes; they are delusive! But will any
-of you follow for a charge down to the Virgin’s fountain? We can not
-more than die; that we must soon, in any event. I think I could die more
-complacently, having cooled my thirst where she was wont to cool hers.”
-
-“Ugh,” exclaimed the Templar, with a shudder of disgust, “the fountain
-flows out through an old stone coffin! By my plume! while drinking there
-I’d be fancying that the ghost of the one robbed of his last house
-were leering at me and reveling in the thought that I’d soon be poor
-and thirstless as he. Verily the flavor of a drink depends much on the
-goblet!”
-
-“We may have plenty of miserable fancies, if we only court such; for
-me, Templar, I prefer to comfort myself by cheerier thoughts; while I
-drank there, I’d think of the coolings of death’s streams; of her, that
-at this fountain slaked her body’s thirst and from the chalice of death
-drank serenely at last. My sword, the gift of my king, after having
-shed torrents of blood, hangs uselessly at my side. It seems cruel as
-powerless; ay, ’tis hateful! My mother gave me, on my departure, better
-gifts by far; tears, kisses, undying love, and the charge to call on Mary
-if ever evil befell me. The latter I know not how to do; but still my
-weak faith, methinks, would be helped to cry ‘Mother’ to God, if I could
-only stand where that mother stood who won the first love of the infant
-Jesus, the last anxious thoughts of the God man.”
-
-“Sir Charleroy is unusually pious to-night; but alas, though I’ve
-been taught to say our church’s _Litany_, calling on ‘the Virgin most
-faithful,’ ‘Virgin most merciful,’ ‘Help of the Christian,’ ‘Lady of
-Victories,’ I can not use those phrases here. Where’s the help, the
-mercy, the victory now? The _Litany_, belongs to England!”
-
-“We are in our present plight because we have won heaven’s neglect
-through having more vices than graces, probably.”
-
-“Whatever the cause, the mocking disappointment is apparent. It is
-nigh thirteen hundred years since the Holy son and His mother began
-proclaiming and exemplifying the White Kingdom here. Now in all this
-land of theirs, we thirteen, fateful number, alone are left of those who
-openly own His cause. Yea, and the city where He grew in favor, these
-nature-blessed plains whose flowers gave Him picture sermons, are all
-filled with burrowing monsters eternally at war with Him and His.”
-
-“Faith will rest until assured that the Promiser is dead, and that can
-never be, Sir Knight.”
-
-“My faith staggers at the sights of Nazareth. Chief, look yonder.”
-
-The knights all now called Sir Charleroy chief, when addressing him.
-
-“At what?”
-
-“The ruins!”
-
-“Ah, all that’s left of our Crusader church. They say it was built on the
-very spot where Mary fell fainting, when she saw the Nazarenes in wrath
-dragging her son away to cast him down from the precipice to death. But
-He escaped, though the church since built did not!”
-
-“True; therefore it seems to me that the hand on time’s dial turns
-backward. This city is filled with creatures having hearts as hard as
-the limestone walls of the cave-like houses they fittingly inhabit. If
-Christ and His Mother were again on earth as before, mercy’s ministers,
-the present inhabitants of Nazareth would surpass His ancient persecutors
-in the zeal with which they would drag not only Him but His mother to the
-cliffs.”
-
-“Over the door of yon ruined church, some hand of faith carved the word
-‘Victory!’ The word is there yet, and though the hand that carved it is
-dead, the faith which prompted it hath victory assured it.”
-
-“‘Victory,’ in ruins! A meaningless boast, as it seems to me, Sir
-Charleroy. Such victory as ours; shadowy and very distant!”
-
-At that moment one of the Templars, who had been secretly praying behind
-a cactus hedge, drew near and the Hospitaler addressed him:
-
-“Brother, any token?”
-
-“Praise Jehovah! yes, of peace.”
-
-“How came it?”
-
-“In my communings, God brought to my mind how the wondrous Deborah, not
-far from here, pushed the pusillanimous Barak from his refuge among the
-pistacas and oaks, from waverings to courage and to glorious victory over
-God’s foes.”
-
-“A happy thought; ‘the stars on their course fought against Sisera!’”
-
-“Barak was called the ‘thunderbolt,’ but Deborah was the ‘lightning.’ The
-lightning gave force to the bolt and God to the lightning.”
-
-Sir Charleroy, catching the last sentence, joined in the debate:
-
-“Gentlemen, there is another lesson on the brow of that history; it is,
-that women, having more trust, cleave closer to God in peril than do men.
-Men are in a panic when their devices fail; women have fewer devices to
-fail, hence are less easily confounded. For that reason God sent out our
-race in pairs.”
-
-“Hermon’s breast holds the last ray of the setting sun,” remarked the
-Golden Cross.
-
-“And the Transfiguration of Christ is recalled! I think some angel of God
-is holding the sunlight there for our instruction, now,” exclaimed the
-chief.
-
-“Our instruction?” queried the Templar. “I do not discern its meaning;
-campaigning I fear has dulled my brain.”
-
-“The Son of Mary, on yon mount, met Elijah, representative of the
-prophets, Moses, representative of the law; both called from the
-deathless land to proclaim the fulfillment of all prophecy and law
-through His coming passion.”
-
-“And still I question how this applies to us?”
-
-“A Knight of the _Red Cross_ should easily discern that suffering unto
-death for truth’s sake is the way, all prophecy declares that a reign
-of law transforming things to spiritual splendor shall at last come to
-earth.”
-
-“Ah, Sir Charleroy, the interpretation is entrancing, but why did the
-glory need to fade into night, and to be followed by Gethsemane and
-Calvary?”
-
-“Life is but a series of temporary glimpses of the glory that shall be
-revealed. Night and cloud come and go, yet the sun never dies.”
-
-“But, Sir Charleroy, was it not hard that the loving Immanuel should be
-forced to bide these pangs though ever pursuing true righteousness?”
-
-“Yea, Templar, but the glory of the Transfiguration came to all that
-group while Jesus prayed; as the angel hastened to minister when
-Gethsemane was darkest. These things teach that heaven watches its own,
-with succor according to want; great light at hand to baffle great
-darkness and royal answers for anxious prayers!”
-
-“You mean, Sir Charleroy, that we few, surrounded by a sea of enemies,
-in an inhospitable land, far from home, should despise each despairing
-thought?”
-
-“Good Templar, I am certain of this, anyway: Suffering for the right has
-full reward, for after passion as Christ’s, so to His followers there
-comes the ascension.”
-
-“Amen,” fervently ejaculated several surrounding knights, and Sir
-Charleroy felt the glow that he felt that time the English bishop blessed
-him.
-
-As they thus communed, the sun had quietly sunk down into the far-off
-Mediterranean, flooding the west with light like molten gold. Doubtless
-one thought came to each at the sight; for all smiled sadly when one
-remarked: “The _West_ is very beautiful to-night!” They thought with
-deep yearnings of home. But the darkness quickly drew over the scene and
-the song of the baleful nightingales began to start forth here and there
-from thickets which, in the darkness, appeared like plumes of mourning
-on acres of black velvet. One knight, for a while entranced by the grim,
-gloomy spectacle, shuddered; then looked up as if to say: “When will
-the moon rise? the darkness is oppressive!” Another tried to cheer his
-comrades by crying: “England’s songsters know us and come to sing us into
-hopefulness!”
-
-“Men, to rest; you’ll need it.” It was Sir Charleroy who spoke.
-Responsibility made him motherly.
-
-“Let us revel awhile in memories of better days,” replied the Templar.
-
-“But listen; do you not hear afar off something like the moaning of the
-winds before a storm?”
-
-“What of it? A storm could add little to our misery.”
-
-“The sound you hear is the cry of jackal and wolf; our omens. Forget now
-all unnerving thoughts of home and steel yourselves to meet hard fortune.
-For a while rest. Rest is now our wisdom; night, our mother; for a time
-in safety she will swaddle us within her black garments. And then——”
-
-“Even so, good Sir Charleroy, and I’m thinking this is her last visit to
-us. She has come, I guess, to lead us to the portals of eternal day.”
-
-“When I say good-night to you, comrades, it will be with the expectation
-of next saying good-morning where the wicked cease from troubling,”
-solemnly said the Golden Cross.
-
-“But,” interrupted the Hospitaler, “while the pulse beats we have a
-mortgage on time and a duty to plan to live.”
-
-“Bravely said; now tell us how to plan,” exclaimed several knights.
-
-“Merge all our orders into one, for the present; elect a leader, and——”
-The Hospitaler paused, for he could not guess the needs or course of
-the future. But the knights quickly acquiesced in the unity of action
-proposed.
-
-“Who shall lead?” was the next question.
-
-“I nominate,” shouted the Hospitaler, “the one whom we all believe must
-be under the especial care of the good angels of these places sacred to
-all revering mother Mary.”
-
-The knights, with one voice, responded, “Sir Charleroy de Griffin,
-Teutonic Knight of the Order of St. Mary!”
-
-The little band dared their danger for a moment by a spontaneous cheer.
-
-“We have no priest to anoint the chief of the Refugees, but with God to
-witness, let each who would ratify the choice place hilt to shield, as an
-oath of service and defense.”
-
-Every hilt rang against Sir Charleroy’s shield, as the Hospitaler ceased
-speaking.
-
-“Comrades,” said Sir Charleroy, “I thank you for your confidence in this
-hour when the issue is life or death. Let us seek the God of battles.”
-The knights formed a hollow square about their leader, and all kneeled
-upon the earth.
-
-Their wondering steeds seemed to catch the spirit of their riders,
-and, drawing near, drooped their heads. For a few moments there was
-awing silence, and then in deep measured tones the Hospitaler began
-chanting, “_Kyrie Eleison_” (Lord have mercy). The companions responded,
-“_Christi Eleison_.” Then, amid those scenes of sacred history, the
-kneeling soldiers, together, and without command, with only the stars for
-altar-lights, solemnly chanted a portion of the sublime Litany of their
-church. Galilee never before, nor since, heard a more sincere orison:
-“Pour forth, we beseech Thee, oh, Lord, Thy grace into our hearts, that
-we to whom the incarnation of Christ, Thy Son, was made known by the
-message of an angel, may by His passion and His cross be brought to the
-glory of His resurrection, through the same Christ, our Lord. Amen.”
-
-As they arose, a Templar spoke: “Companions, if it so please you, put
-a seal, the seal of the Red Cross Knights, upon our act.” So saying,
-the knight crossed his feet, then spread out his arms horizontally;
-similitude of the crucifixion. All reverently imitated the action,
-meanwhile, their swords being in hand with blades crossing, forming a
-fence of steel.
-
-“Comrades,” spoke Sir Charleroy, with emotion, “I accept the trust, and
-vow by Him that gave the single-handed Elijah on yonder far-off wrinkled
-Carmel, sign by fire, that confounded Baal and its regal hosts, to lead
-you to liberty and home or to glorious graves.”
-
-“_In hoc signo vinces_, living or dead,” was the chorused response. Just
-then the rising moon flooded their interlaced swords with light, and, as
-they glittered, the knights took it for an omen that there was a blessing
-in the union of their swords.
-
-“Sir Charleroy, I proclaim thee king of Jerusalem; what say you,
-comrades?” exclaimed a hitherto silent Knight of St. John. Once more
-every knight’s sword touched the leader’s shield.
-
-“Nobly proclaimed!” remarked the Templar. “When De Lusignan deserted us,
-ceasing to be kingly, he ceased to be king.”
-
-“Have charity, men,” interrupted their chief; “it takes a world of
-courage to fall with a falling cause when a way of escape is open.”
-
-“Oh, we’ll have charity; the same that Tancred had for that brave
-preacher and craven soldier, Hermit Peter; the latter ran from peril and
-Tancred raced him back. We can not reach Lusignan to whip him to duty,
-but we can vote him dethroned and dead. All cowards are dead to the
-brave.”
-
-“But, companions, I must decline the presumptuous title and phantom
-throne. Jerusalem shall have, to us, but one king; the Son of Mary. For
-the future, to you, let me be simply Sir Charleroy. Now let us be moving.”
-
-“Whither?” anxiously inquired several knights in a breath.
-
-“Over the valley to the cactus hedges against the limestone cliffs before
-us, where runs along the great highway from Damascus to Egypt. We shall
-not need the route to either point, probably; but those hills are full of
-caves for the living and tombs for the dead.” All obeyed.
-
-“Why so thoughtful?” said the Hospitaler to the Knight of the Golden
-Cross, who marched along with his cloak partly shielding his face.
-
-“I’m living in the past,” he sententiously answered.
-
-“The past? Ah, to make up by a back journey for an expected briefing of
-thy future?”
-
-“No, raillery here, Hospitaler. I was just wishing that since we are so
-near Endor, Saul’s witch would call up some saintly Samuel to tell us
-where we shall be this time to-morrow.”
-
-“Oh, Golden Cross, know we can best bear the good or evil of the future
-by seeing it only as it comes; for me, I prefer to think of another
-place, near us, but having a more helpful incident for the memory of such
-as we.”
-
-“Dost thou mean Nain?”
-
-“The same. There a dead only son was raised from the bier to comfort a
-widowed mother.”
-
-“Well said, Hospitaler,” responded Sir Charleroy, “and let us not forget
-that it was a mother’s tearful prayers that won the working of the
-miracle.”
-
-“Alas, knight,” sighed the Templar, “we have no mothers to so petition
-for us here, if we be quenched ere long.”
-
-“Some of us have living mothers who never cease to pray for us, nor will
-until their breath ceases. In this land, where God appeared through
-motherhood, I have a strong confidence that our mothers’ prayers,
-re-enforced by our appealing but unvoiced needs, will move the motherhood
-of God, if such I may call His tenderest lovings. I’ll trust to-night my
-mother’s prayers, reaching from England to Heaven and from thence to
-here, further than all the sympathy forgetful Europe will vouchsafe us. A
-nation cheered us to battle, and yet it will never seek for the fragments
-defeat has left; but the man never lived, no matter what his ill deserts,
-whom true mother love and eternal God love ever forgot.” After this long
-address, Sir Charleroy again felt the glow within and the approvings that
-he felt on the quay when the bishop’s hands were on his head.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-THE FUGITIVES.
-
- “’Tis not in mortals to command success;
- But we’ll do better, Sempronius; we’ll deserve it.”—_Cato._
-
-
-The fugitives slept, some in the obliviousness of complete fatigue and
-others restlessly, their minds perturbed by dreams of their impending
-perils. Dawn summoned all to renewed activity, but its coming was not
-greeted joyfully by the knights.
-
-“Sir Charleroy,” mournfully spoke a Hospitaler to the former, as they met
-at the outskirts of the camping place, “our comrade, the Knight of the
-Holy Sepulcher, made good his escape from this woeful country during the
-early morning, before dawn, as our comrades were sleeping!”
-
-“Why, impossible!” questioningly responded the chief.
-
-“Alas, ’twas rather impossible for him not to go!”
-
-“I’m in no humor for such petty jesting! See, his steed is there yet,”
-and Sir Charleroy turned on his heel impatiently as he spoke.
-
-“Pardon, companion, he that departed was borne away by the white charger
-with black wings!”
-
-“Dead?”
-
-“Mortals say ‘dead’ of such, but it were better to say he is free.”
-
-“_Peace to his soul_,” fervently spoke Sir Charleroy.
-
-“Ah, knight, thou canst not imagine the peacefulness of his going!”
-
-“But why were we not summoned? We might have consoled him at least;
-perhaps we might have healed. What was his malady?”
-
-“A poisoned arrow wounded him in the retreat from Acre. He did not
-realize his peril until the agonies of the end were wracking his body.
-Then he said, ‘Too late; it’s useless to attempt resistance of the
-inevitable.’”
-
-“Now this is pitiful—a humiliation of us all. Heavens, Hospitaler!
-there’s not a knight among us who would not have periled his life in
-effort in the dying man’s behalf.”
-
-“But he cautioned me against disturbing any one on his account. ‘Poor
-men,’ he said, ‘they’ll need all the rest they can get for the struggles
-of the day to come.’ Only once did he seem to yearn for a remedy, and
-that time he spoke mostly as one dreaming. I remember his every word—‘I
-wish I could bathe these hot and bleeding wounds in the all-healing nards
-said to exude exhaustlessly from the image of the Virgin Most Merciful at
-Damascus.’ I roused him, then, with an appeal for permission to summon
-thee, but he forbade me.”
-
-“Thou shouldst have overridden all protests of his! By my tokens! I’d
-have emulated faithful Elenora, who sucked the poison from the dagger
-stab given her spouse, our knightly Prince Edward, by the would-be
-assassin at Acre.”
-
-“I could not resist him; his face shone in the moonlight with heavenly
-brightness; mine was covered with tears. Oh, chief, the dying man spoke
-like an angel. Once he said: ‘It is sweet to go out here, nigh where the
-resurrection angel, Gabriel, gave Mary the glad tidings that her humanity
-was to join with the Good Father to bring forth One capable of sounding
-each human sorrow here and hereafter. He overcomes the dread last enemy
-of all our race!’ I watched as he fixed his dying gaze upon the golden
-cross he wore; his last words still fill and inflame my soul: ‘Brother,
-good-night—say this to each for me. I feel great darkness creeping
-in to possess this broken, weary body. It comes to stay, but my soul
-moves forth out of its dungeon. I see gates most lofty, all glorious,
-and oh, so near! They open to an eternal day.’ Then he breathed his
-last, murmuring tenderly: ‘I’m going; good-night; good-morning!’” The
-Hospitaler ended his recital with a great sob, then burying his face in
-his cloak, was silent.
-
-Presently the knights formed a hollow square about an old tomb in the
-hillside. The Hospitaler supported tenderly the head of the dead comrade
-in his lap. On the naked breast of the corpse lay the many-pointed golden
-cross of the Knights of the Sepulcher, while round the body was wrapped a
-Templar’s banner, with its significant emblem, two riders on one horse;
-symbol of friendship and necessity.
-
-“Let the one who received the dying prayer of our brave companion speak,”
-said Sir Charleroy. The knights all knelt, and the Hospitaler still
-reverently supporting the head of the dead, spoke. “Knight of Christ,
-sleep; the clamors of war shall no more disturb thee. The dead at least
-are just and merciful. Israelite, Mohammedan and Christian may lie
-together in these vales, reconciled at last. They that would not share
-a loaf to save life to one another, in death share quietly all they
-have, their beds. The ashes of the long sleepers have no contentions;
-here are no crowdings of each other; no misunderstandings; no alarms.
-Sleep, soldier, thy worthy warfare finished; thy cause appealed to the
-Judge of All! Sleep and leave us to battle on ’mid perils and pain.
-Sleep thy body, while thy soul fathoms the mysteries to us inscrutable.
-Rest now, and leave us here a little longer to wonder why it is that
-human creatures must needs inhumanly oppose and slay each other for the
-enthroning of Truth, the friend, the quest of all! Sleep, and leave us to
-wonder why death and conflict are the openers of the gates of life and
-peace.” Some of those kneeling wept, but they were too much depressed to
-speak. Quietly they laid the body within its resting place; quietly they
-sealed up the tomb’s entrance. Then they mounted their steeds at their
-chief’s command.
-
-“There are but twelve of us left; a lucky number. Perhaps the breaking
-of the fateful spell believed to follow the number thirteen, was death’s
-beneficence!” It was the Templar who so spoke.
-
-“It is said, Templar,” responded Charleroy, “that our Mary, in her
-girlhood, was escorted ever by an invisible heavenly guard, a thousand
-strong. In the guard there were twelve palm-bearing angels of rare
-splendor, commissioned to reveal charity.”
-
-“A worthy companionship, chief!”
-
-“I’m inclined to pray heaven to send again to these parts the beautiful
-twelve, to assure us good fortune and victory.”
-
-“Surely the prayers of us all join thine, Sir Charleroy; but methinks
-we have forgotten how to pray aright, or heaven has forgotten to answer
-us. We have been praying and fighting for months only to find at last
-that our prayers and our battlings are alike vain. I fear there are no
-palm-bearing angels at hand.”
-
-The horsemen slowly wended their way back to the hill-top, overlooking
-Nazareth, on which they first paused the night before. Again they halted
-to admire the prospect, as well as to look for a route of safe retreat.
-Nazareth was astir. The little band on the hill could hear the morning
-trumpeters calling the Moslem to worship.
-
-“Gentlemen,” said the leader of the band on the hill, “it is wisdom to
-divide into two parties, and make for the sea by different routes. At
-Cæsarea we may find some vessels with which to leave these to us fateful
-shores. If we meet the foe anywhere, the odds against us now are so great
-that death or enslavement must be the result. Perhaps if there be two
-parties one may escape.” The knights paused about their leader a few
-moments in affectionate debate; all opposing at first the plan that was
-to scatter them, but all, finally, convinced that it was the highest
-wisdom to go on their ways apart. Lots were cast by the eleven, De
-Griffin not participating. Four were grouped in one party and seven in
-the other by the result.
-
-“I’ll join the weaker party, remembering the five wounds of Jesus,” said
-Sir Charleroy, reining his steed to the smaller company. A moment after
-he continued: “Now, good souls, away with grief; part we must; here and
-now. May God go tenderly with the seven, a covenant number. Now make your
-wills; then a brief farewell; then use the spur.”
-
-“Wills?” said a Templar, and they all smiled in a sickly way at the
-word. “We knights, boasting our poverty, our holding of all we have in
-community, know nothing of will-making.”
-
-“True, the pelf we each have is small enough; a few keep-sakes, our arms
-and such like; but our love is something. Let’s will that, and if we’ve
-aught to say before we die, we’d better say it now. There is work ahead,
-and plenty of it. There will be no time for _ante-mortem_ statement
-when we meet the cimeters of the Crescent.” So spoke Sir Charleroy. He
-continued, “My slayer will take good care of my jewels.” He commenced
-writing upon a bit of parchment, using for rest the pommel of his saddle.
-In a few moments he paused.
-
-“Wilt thou read thine, that we may know how to make ours, chief?”
-inquired one near him.
-
-“A message to my mother; that’s all.”
-
-“Enough; that’s sacred.”
-
-“Yes—but—no. Misery has knit us into one family. I feel to confide.” So
-saying, he read his writing, omitting only the portion that recited their
-recent vicissitudes:—
-
- “And now, beloved mother, we turn from Nazareth toward the sea
- with only a forlorn hope of reaching it. I long to meet thee,
- but the longing must, I fear, content itself in reaching out my
- heart’s best love across the distant ocean toward thyself. It
- is all I can give in return for the mysterious consciousness
- that thine is a constant presence. My memory teems with records
- of my life-long ingratitude toward thyself, that gave me birth
- and all a loving heart could bestow, and now I’m tasting
- bitterest remorse for all those selfish days of mine. I wish
- I could recall their acts. Take these words as my request for
- pardon. I shall bind this little parchment scrap in my belt in
- a vague hope that some way, some time, it may reach thee. If it
- do, remember it is sent to bear to thee, beloved mother, the
- assurance that thy once wayward boy remembers now, as he has
- for months, as the brightest, best, most exalting and blessed
- things of all his life, thy loving words, thy patient trust in
- him and all thy pious exhortations. I thank God now for all my
- trials and perils. They have brought me to full prizing of thy
- goodness and near to the religion thou dost profess.”
-
-The reader paused, and the companion knights at once began begging him to
-inscribe messages for them each, he being the only one in all the company
-having the priestly gift of the pen. Most of them said, “To my mother”
-or “To my sister, write;” but one blushed as he said, “I’ve no mother
-nor sister.” His comrades rallied him at once: “Name her, the other only
-woman!”
-
-“A heart as brave as thine, knight,” said the Hospitaler to the blushing
-youth, “has a queen on its throne, somewhere.”
-
-The youth blushed more and drew away a little.
-
-“Only a lover,” said the Templar. “Lovers, absent, assuage their
-pinings by new mating! They forget; mothers never do. Write for us, Sir
-Charleroy.”
-
-The blush of the youth deepened to anger, evincing his heart’s high
-protest against any hint of doubt being aimed at his queen; but he was
-self-restraining, silent. “I’ll not reveal her by defense even,” was his
-whispered thought.
-
-The writing was finished. “Farewell! Forward.”
-
-The chief suited the action to the commands, and soon his steed was
-dashing swiftly away with its rider, followed by the others of his party.
-The seven departed toward Nain; perhaps it was an ominous choice, for
-their route led them toward the cave of incantation, where Endor’s witch
-called up for Saul the shade of Samuel. Most likely the words of the dead
-prophet to the haunted warrior, “To-morrow thou shalt be with me,” would
-have told the fate of the seven that morning fittingly, for they were
-never heard from by any of their earthly friends.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-ICHABOD.
-
- “Oh, that many may know
- The end of this day’s business, ere it come;
- But it sufficeth that the day will end,
- And then the end is known.”—_Julius Cæsar._
-
-
-A tedious ride brought the five knights nigh Shunem, the City of Elijah.
-
-“We’ll find no prophet’s chamber here for such as we,” remarked Sir
-Charleroy.
-
-“Perhaps,” said a comrade, “we may by force or cajoling find a breakfast;
-a cake or cruse of oil.”
-
-“Anyhow,” replied the chief, “we must try for a little food. We can
-neither fight nor flee with gaunt hunger on our flanks. Who knows, after
-all, but that we may happen on a humane being in these parts.”
-
-“Well, good captain, if we should find a Shulamite, black, but comely,
-she might be as loving to thee as that one of old was to Solomon,
-although——”
-
-The sentence was broken off by the interrupting command of Sir Charleroy,
-“Men, quick to cover; to the lemon-tree grove on the right!”
-
-A glance back revealed a host of armed men behind the knights.
-
-“All saints defend!” cried the Templar, as the little band wheeled toward
-the refuge.
-
-The tale of the battle to the death that ensued, is quickly told.
-
-Sir Charleroy, though he had fought with reckless bravery, as one hotly
-pursuing death, alone survived. A bludgeon blow felled him; when he
-recovered consciousness, he beheld standing by his side a gorgeously
-bedecked Moslem. The clangor of the conflict was over; the blood in
-which he weltered, and the vicious eyes that watched him, were all that
-reminded the knight of what had recently transpired. Presently the latter
-addressed the one that stood guard:
-
-“Why is the infidel so tardy in finishing his work?”
-
-“Is the Crusader in a hurry to reach night?” sententiously replied the
-man of gorgeous trappings.
-
-“He would like to stay long enough to execute a murderer—the chief of thy
-horde.”
-
-“My horde? Thou knowest me?”
-
-“Oh, yes, ‘Azrael, Angel of Death,’ thy minions call thee; but I defy
-thee as I loathe thee.”
-
-The chief’s brow darkened; his sword rose in air, and he exclaimed:
-“Hercules was healed of a serpent bite, ages ago, at Acre; Islamism in
-the same place recently; I must finish the hydra by cutting off thy
-hissing head, Christian.”
-
-Sir Charleroy steadily met his captor’s gaze, eye to eye, and was silent.
-
-The chief paused; then lowering his sword, toyed its point against the
-cross on the prostrate man’s breast.
-
-“Bitter tongue, thou dost worship a death sign; dost thou so love death?”
-
-“Death befriends those who wear that sign in truth; this is my comfort
-standing now at the rim of earth’s last night.”
-
-“Thy bright red blood and unwrinkled brow bespeak youth, the power to
-enjoy life. Youth and such power is ever a prayer for more time; thou
-liest to thyself and me by professing to seek thy end.”
-
-“How wonderful! The ‘Angel of Death’ is a soul-reader as well as a
-murderer!” bitterly rejoined Sir Charleroy.
-
-“Well, then, refute me! Here’s thy greasy, blood-stained sword; now go,
-by thine own hands, if thou darest, to judgment.”
-
-“Trusting God, I may defy thee; yet not hurry Him!”
-
-“I like the Christian’s metal. I might let him live.”
-
-“Life would be a mean gift now; a painful departure from the threshold of
-Paradise, to renew weary pilgrimages.”
-
-“I may be merciful.”
-
-“I do not believe it.”
-
-“Thou shalt.”
-
-“When I believe in the tenderness of jackals and tigers, in the sincerity
-of transparent hypocrisy, I’ll praise the mercy of Azrael.”
-
-“Our holy Koran reveals a bridge finer than a hair, sharper than a sword,
-beset with thorns, laid over hell. From that bridge, with an awful
-plunge, the wicked go eternally down; over it safely, swiftly, the holy
-pass to happiness. Art ready to try that bridge?”
-
-“Ready for the land of forgetfulness; no swords nor crescents are there.”
-
-“No, thou wouldst only reach Orf, the partition of hell, where the
-half-saints tarry; thy bravery merits that much; but I’ll teach thee to
-reach better realms.”
-
-“Turk, Mameluke, ’tis fiendish to prejudge a dying soul; leave judgment
-to God, and share now all that is within thy power, my body, with thy fit
-partners, the vultures!”
-
-“A living slave is worth more to me than a dead knight; I’ve an humor to
-let thee live.”
-
-“Oh, most merciful hypocrite! I did not think thou couldst tell the truth
-so readily; but let me, I beseech thee, be the dead knight.”
-
-“What if I save thy life, teach thee the puissant faith of Islam, give
-thee leadership, and with it opportunity to win entrance to that highest
-Paradise, whose gateway is overshadowed by swords of the brave? There
-thou mayest dwell forever with Allah and the adolescent houris.”
-
-“Enough; unless thou dost aim to torture me! I’m a Knight of Saint Mary,
-and thou full well knowest the measure of my vows; how throughout this
-land my Order has warred against thy hateful polygamy, thy gilded lusts
-here, thy Harem heaven hereafter! Ye thrive by luring to your standards
-men aflame now with the fire that burns such souls at last in black
-perdition. I tell thee to thy teeth, thou and thine are living devils.
-But ye war against the wisdom of the world and the law of God; though
-triumphing now, ye will rot amid your riots and victories.”
-
-The chief’s face grew black as night for an instant, but recovering
-himself, he continued, sarcastically at first, then with the zeal of a
-proselyter:
-
-“Speak low, thou, last dying vestige of a wan faith! Thou mightst make my
-solemn followers yell with ridiculing laughter! I tell thee of life and
-of a faith as natural as nature herself. Listen; there is for the brave
-and faithful a Paradise whose rivers are white as milk as odoriferous
-as musk. There are sights for the eye, fetes most delicious and music
-never ceasing to ravish; these lure the brilliantly-robed faithful to the
-black-eyed daughters of Pleasure. One look at them would reward such as
-we for a world-life of pain; and the children of the prophet’s faith are
-given the eternities to companion these splendid creatures whose forms
-created of musk know no infirmity, but survive, always, as adolescent
-fountains. The heaven of Islamism is eternal youth, eternally luxurious.”
-
-“It befits the Angel of Death to gild a deformed hell with bedazzling
-words. Thou and thine glorify lust, and thy heaven, like thy harem, is
-but a brothel after all. Now let me blast thy gorgeous charnel-house with
-the lightning of God’s Word: ‘Blessed are the pure in heart for they
-shall see God!’”
-
-Sir Charleroy had raised himself up as he was speaking; now he fell back,
-exhausted. He again felt the glow in his heart that he felt on the quay
-when the English bishop blessed him; but it seemed more real now than
-then, and the approvings of conscience some way came with rebukes that
-caused tears to flow. He felt something akin to real penitence for a life
-that had not been always up to the ideal that this debate had caused him
-to exalt. As he fell back he closed his eyes and turned his face from his
-captor; the act was a prayer to be helped to shut out of his mind the
-picture of gilded lust depicted by the false teacher that stood by. For
-a few moments the wounded man was left to his own thoughts, and then his
-heart went out toward home crying like a sick or lost child in the night,
-for “_Mother!_” Once more he returned to that duality of existence which
-comes when one enters into personal introspections. There seemed to be
-two Sir Charleroys, one writing the history of the other, and the writer
-was recording such estimates as these: “As he lay there, nigh death, he
-drew near to God. He had once been a rover, seeking the wildest pleasures
-of the European capitals; but meeting passion, presented as the ultimate
-of life, for all eternity, his soul recoiled from it and he became the
-herald of purity. Once he had friends, wealth and physical prowess;
-but he squandered them as a prodigal; when he lay bleeding, powerless
-in body, amid strangers, a slave, he rose to the majesty of a moral
-giant.” The Sir Charleroy that was thus reviewed was comforted, and he
-stood off from the picture in imagination to admire it, as one standing
-before a mirror. Just then he thought of his mother and Mary, his ideal,
-standing on either side of him, before the same presentment. It might
-have been a dream; but he believed they smiled through tears, pressed
-their beating hearts to his and upheld him by their arms with tenderness
-and strength. His captor left him for a few moments only, undisturbed.
-At a sign from Azrael, he was soon carried away by a guard; the parley
-was ended and he that had so bravely spoken doomed to confront that
-that is to the vigorous mind the worst of happenings, uncertainty. For
-months the captive mechanically submitted to the fortunes of the Sheik’s
-caravan; in health improving; in spirit depressed, numbed. The knight
-had constantly before him three grim certainties, escape impossible;
-rebellion useless; each day hope darkened by further departure from the
-sea. The captive’s treatment from the Sheik was not unkind. The latter
-met him by times with a sort of courtly condescension, varied only by an
-occasional penetrating, questioning glance. They had little conversation,
-yet the Sheik’s looks plainly said: “When thou art subdued, sue for
-favors; they’ll be granted.” De Griffin nursed his pride and firmness
-and prevented all familiarity on Azrael’s part. The latter was puzzled
-sometimes, sometimes angered; but he was too polite to show his feelings.
-For months the only conversation between the two alert, strong men might
-be summed up in these words on the Sheik’s part: “Slave, freedom and
-heaven are sweet.” “Knight, Allah knows only the followers of the Prophet
-as friends.” On the knight’s part a look of scorn or an expression of
-disgust was the sole reply.
-
-In the Sheik’s retinue was another captive, a Jew. He was constantly
-near the knight; for being more fully trusted than the latter, the
-Sheik had made the Israelite in part the custodian of the Christian.
-The knight discerned the relationship very quickly; though both Jew and
-chief endeavored to conceal it. Sir Charleroy, at the first, treated his
-companion captive with loathing and resentment, as a spy. After a time,
-the “sphinx, eyes open, mouth shut,” as Azrael described Sir Charleroy,
-deemed it wise and politic to make the Jew his ally. The resolution once
-formed, he found many circumstances to aid in bridging the gulf that
-separated the captive and his guard; the cultured Teutonic leader and the
-wandering Israelite. They both hated the same man, their captor; both
-loathed the religion he was covertly aiming to lure them to; both were
-anxious for freedom. They gave voice to these feelings when together,
-alone, and ere long sympathy made them friends. The next step was natural
-and easy; the stronger mind took the leadership of the two, and Sir
-Charleroy became teacher; his keeper became his pupil and _protégé_.
-
-The twain one day, after this change of relation, walked together
-conversing, on a hill overlooking Jericho, by which place the Sheik’s
-caravan was encamped.
-
-“Ichabod, thou wearest a fitting name.”
-
-“I suppose so, since my mother gave it. But why say so now?”
-
-“Ichabod, ‘glory departed,’ thou art like thy people—despoiled.”
-
-“Oh, Lord! how long?” piously exclaimed the Jew.
-
-“Till Shiloh comes!”
-
-“Verily it is so written,” was the Jew’s reply.
-
-“But He has come, Israelite!”
-
-“Where?” the startled Jew questioned, drawing back as if he expected his,
-to him mysterious, companion to throw back his tunic and declare: “_I am
-he!_”
-
-“In the world and in my heart.”
-
-“Ah, Sir Knight, Israel’s desolation refutes all that.”
-
-“Jew, thine eyes are veiled. I’ll teach thee to see Him yet.”
-
-The Jew was puzzled.
-
-The twain fell into prolonged converse, and then in that lone place the
-Crusader waxed eloquent, preaching Christ and Him crucified to one of
-Abraham’s seed.
-
-When the two captives descended to their tents, each was conscious of a
-new, peculiar joy. One had the joy of having proclaimed exalted truth,
-faithfully, to the almost persuading of his hearer; the other was moving
-about in the growing delight and wonder of a new dawning faith.
-
-At frequent intervals Ichabod besought the knight to take him “_to the
-mountain_.”
-
-Each visit thither was a delight to the new inquirer.
-
-On such a journey one day spoke Ichabod: “Christian, I am consumed with
-anxiety to hear thy words and another anxiety lest they do me harm. I
-am thinking, thinking, by day, and, what little time my thoughts permit
-sleep, I’m filled with wondrous dreams! I fear to lose my old faith, and
-yet it becomes like Dead Sea apples under the light of this new way. So
-new, so infatuating. None I’ve met, and I’ve met many, ever so moved
-me. Why, knight, I’ve traversed half the world; sometimes as wealth’s
-favorite, sometimes of necessity in misfortune; I’ve seen the faiths of
-Egypt and India in their homes, and walked amid the temples of great
-Rome, but with abiding contempt for all not Israelitish. Not so this
-creed of the knight affects me.”
-
-“And for good reason; I offer thee the true, new, refined and final
-Judaism!”
-
-“It seems so, and yet I tremble. I dare not doubt; that’s sin; but here’s
-the puzzle that harasses me: What if, in doubting these things I’m now
-told, I be doubting the very truth, the Jewish faith!”
-
-“Ichabod, thy heart has been a buried seed awaiting the spring. It has
-come.”
-
-“Oh, knight, I’m trusting my dear soul to thee. As a dog his master, a
-maid her lover, so blindly I follow thee. I can not go back: I can not
-pause nor can I go onward alone. I’m in the misery of a joy too great to
-be borne, almost, and yet too much my master to be given up. Oh, knight,
-thou art so wise, so strong! Steady me; hold me up! I can only pray and
-adjure thee to be sincere with me; only sincere; that’s all; as sincere
-as if thou wert ministering to the ills of a sick man battling death.”
-
-The child of Abraham, with a sudden movement, flung his arms with all
-vehemence about Sir Charleroy. The East and the West embracing, truth
-leading, love triumphant.
-
-“Poor Ichabod, if thou hadst no soul, thy clingings and yearnings would
-bind me to thee faithfully. Thou hast tried to give me charge over that
-that is immortal. A Higher Being has it in loving trust; were it not so,
-I’d turn in dread from thy confiding!”
-
-“Is mine so bad a soul, master?”
-
-“Indeed, no. Its preciousness to Him that created it, is what would make
-me dread its partial custody.”
-
-“Thou’lt help me, master, now?”
-
-“For three objects I’ll willingly die; my mother; our lady, and the soul
-of one who abandons himself, as thou, to my poor pilotage.”
-
-“Then, thou strangely lovest me. Oh, this but more persuades me that thy
-faith is right; it makes thee so good to a stranger, a slave, a hated
-Jew!”
-
-“But then we are so apart and so unlike each other!”
-
-“No, Jew, I want to show that humanity is one. The very creed I’m trying
-to teach thee and would fain have all thy race, ay, all mankind fully
-understand, is full of love, joy, peace. These follow it as naturally
-as the flower the stem, the humming the flying wing made to fly and be
-musical.”
-
-“Oh, my dear light, with thee I’m in joy and wilderment. Thy presence
-seems to bring me hosts of crowned truths, all seeking to enter my
-being. I feel like a tired runner ready to faint when thou’rt absent,
-but when thou talkest the tired runner is plunged into a cooling ocean,
-whose circling waves, as it were charged with the stimulus of tempered
-lightnings, glowing with a million rainbows, overwhelm, lift up and rest
-him. I’m floating thereon now!”
-
-“Thy strange fancies make me wonder, Ichabod.”
-
-“Wonder; why my strength dies from over wonder. I was ill for hours
-yesterday. Light to my sweat-blinded, feverish eyes, all calm and
-healing, comes when I yield to thy will; but still all my joy is
-haunted by ghosts which rise in day-mare troops, pointing rebukingly to
-labyrinths into which I seem to be pushed. I sometimes wonder if I’m
-seeing real spirits or going mad.”
-
-“Dost pray, Jew?”
-
-“I dare not live without praying!”
-
-“Then tell the All Pitiful what thou hast this day told to me. He loves
-the sincere, down to the deepest hell of doubt, and from it all, at last,
-will lead tumulted souls safely. An honest doubt is a real prayer, well
-winged; quickly it reaches heaven, at whose portal it dies to rise again
-all peace.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-FROM JERICHO TO JORDAN.
-
- “Through sins of sense, perversities of will,
- Through doubt and pain, through guilt and shame and ill
- Thy pitying Eye is on Thy creature still.”
-
- “Wilt Thou not make, eternal Source and Goal,
- In thy long years life’s broken circle whole,
- And change to praise the cry of a lost soul?”—WHITTIER.
-
-
-Jew and Crusader came to love each other after the manner of David and
-Jonathan, and they were both made stronger and happier men on account of
-this loving.
-
-“Sir Charleroy, a year gone to day, thou and I climbed to glory.”
-
-“Thou hast a prolific imagination or I a poor memory. I have no
-remembrance of either climbing or glory of a year ago.”
-
-“I may well remember the greatest day of my life; the day thou tookst me
-up yon hill over against Jericho; I saw, as Elisha, in the presence of
-his great master Elijah, the mountains, that day, full of the chariots
-and angels of God.”
-
-“But, Jew, the chariot separated Elijah and Elisha; we were, in thy
-‘great day,’ made one.”
-
-“True, but I got the prophet’s insight and power. Oh now I see Shiloh
-coming in the redemption of Jew and Gentile.”
-
-“Radiant proselyte, give God, not me the glory.”
-
-“I’ll call thee, knight, Jordan—my Jordan.”
-
-“The Jew rambles amid strange conceptions. Why am I like that mighty
-stream?”
-
-“Its bed and banks, God’s cup; they nobly serve, catching the pure waters
-of mountain springs and heaven’s clouds, to bear them, mingled with sweet
-Galilee, to the black burning lips of Sodom’s plains below. I was a dead
-sea, alive alone to misery; nothing to me but my historic past, and that
-sin-stained. I’m now refreshed and purified; sometime there’ll be life
-growing about me!”
-
-“The highlands of Galilee gather from heaven, oceans of sweet, pure
-water, which Jordan, year after year, night and day, hurries down to the
-Asphalt sea; but still that sea remains lifeless and bitter. Even so,
-the clean, white truth comes to some, life-long, yet vainly. I think I’m
-little like Jordan, but much like that sea.”
-
-“And yet, knight, all is not vain that seems so. I learned this once,
-long ago, in the vale of Siddim, by the sea of Lot. As I entered that
-place of desolation I thought of Gehenna! The lime cliffs about, all
-barren and pitiless as the walls of a furnace, shut out the breezes,
-and intensified the sun’s scorching rays. A solemn stillness, unbroken
-by wind, wave or voice of life, was there; suffocating, plutonic odors
-ladened the air, and a fog hung over that watery winding sheet of the
-cities of the plain. I watched that overhanging cloud until my heated
-brain shaped it into a vast company of shades; the ghostly forms of the
-overwhelmed denizens of those accursed habitations, now in mute terror
-and confusion, holding to one another desperately; fearing to go to final
-judgment. Once I thought they were together trying to look down into
-the depths, perchance to seek for vestiges of their ancient, earthly
-habitations. These fancies grew and grew upon me, mad dreamer that I was,
-until I was nigh to desperate fright; but I found some little angels on
-the shore who comforted.”
-
-“Angels at Sodom?”
-
-“Even so. The first was light and liquid silver; it sang a bar of
-nature’s tireless, varied melody by my footsteps. Ah, the little, fresh
-spring that burst forth through the rim of the crystalline basin, was an
-angel to me. Then I found others here and there. At first I was glad,
-then I began to pity them, and to wish I could change their courses. They
-all wended their ways to the desolate sea, and their sweet currents were
-swallowed up in the yawning gulf of death. ‘Vainly,’ I said at first.
-Then I saw other angels in the forms of bending willows, and gorgeous
-oleanders. Just then it all came to me; the springs, though small and
-few, were not in vain. The oleanders and the willow, whose roots kissed
-their fresh life, were evidences that the springs had been for good.
-Aye, more, the flowers rejoiced me in those desolations more than could
-the rose gardens of the Temple in days of happiness. Yea, knight, thou
-hast been a rivulet to Ichabod in a day when he wandered as among arid
-mountains and dead seas.”
-
-“Blest child of Abraham, thy faith is great, though I be but a pitiable
-guide; yet I’ll adopt thy similes. Be thou and I, to each other, Jordan,
-rivulet and flower by turn; the fresh current gives life to plant and
-blossom, while plant and blossom both shade and beautify the streams.
-With both it shall be well, if we well learn to seek deep for the hidden
-springs of the life that can never die. Already thou hast blessed me
-very greatly, gathering truths I failed to find. Thou return’st to me
-multiplied all I bestow.”
-
-“Would I could gather for all; for my race, so blinded! Oh, it is a
-tristful thought that the nearer I get to God, the further I get from
-them I love next after Him. Even my mother was wont to say to me, when,
-as a questioning boy, I inquired beyond the traditions of the Rabbis,
-that she’d disown me to all eternity as a heretic. My belief has made me
-an outcast to her, and yet the thought of her hating me tears my heart.”
-
-“I’ll love thy orphaned heart.”
-
-“Me? Love me; so far beneath thee and with such pauper power of payment?”
-
-“Thy desolation makes thee rich; having none other to love, thou
-canst love me the more. Thou know’st this open secret of loving; its
-selfishness demands all; getting that it gives all. Fear not Ichabod, but
-that thou’lt find the hunger of thy heart well fed. It is as natural for
-us to love those we have helped as to hate those we have harmed. Thou
-know’st how men wonder that the Infinite can love the finite, but they
-forget, or never realized, that one may love because he has loved. So
-is it with God. He loves, and that He loves becomes therefore rich and
-worthful to Him.”
-
-The morning after the betrothal, shall we call it, of these two men to
-each other, long before dawn the knight was wakened by a cautious step
-on the stone floor of his sleeping place. Sir Charleroy was at once all
-alert and leaped from the couch, sword in hand, expecting to confront
-some gipsy thief, for there had been a band of these wanderers hovering
-near the day before.
-
-“Who’s there?” sternly he demanded, advancing, on guard meanwhile.
-
-“Ichabod, Ichabod!” with trembling voice and in a half whisper. It was
-the Jew.
-
-“I did not mean to fright thee,” he hurriedly explained, when he had
-recovered from his fear of being thrust through, “but I’ve news; bad news
-that would not wait!”
-
-“What is the bad? Is it near?”
-
-“Oh, knight, speak low—the news is bad enough and the ill, though not on
-us, close after us!”
-
-“Thou art excited, my friend; sit down and then unfold the matter.
-Meanwhile I’ll light a faggot.”
-
-“In truth, I can’t sit, and I’ve reason to be nervous.” Then the man
-spread out his arms and his fingers as if he would stand all ready to
-fly; his eyes wide open, staring as he talked.
-
-“Our Sheik leaves Jericho to-morrow; summoned by the sheriff of Mecca.
-The sheriff is supreme to Moslem. The command is for war toward the east.
-Blood, blood; when will the world be done shedding blood!”
-
-“Well, my loving alarmist,” replied Sir Charleroy, coolly, “that’s not
-very bad news. If the Sheik leaves us, we’ll be free; if he takes us,
-there will be a change and for that I could almost cry ‘Blessed be
-Allah!’ I am sickened, crushed, dry-rotted by this hum-drum life; this
-slavery; dancing abject attendance on a gluttonous master, whose sole
-object seems to be eating or dallying about the marquees of his harem.”
-
-“Oh, Sir Charleroy, the change has dreadful things for us!”
-
-“Why?”
-
-“I heard that the runner bringing the mandate from Mecca brings also
-command that all prisoners, such as we, must be made to embrace Islamism,
-enlist to die, if need be, in this so-called holy war, or be sent to the
-slave mart.”
-
-“This is a carnival for the furies! Why, Ichabod, the latter is burial
-alive; the former death with a dishonored conscience!”
-
-“Sir Charleroy, I prefer the slavery.”
-
-“Well, I prefer neither. Is the mandate final?”
-
-“Yes; I’ve an order to commence packing at sunrise; by noon we will be
-enlisted or in chains.”
-
-“Who gave thee these state secrets, so in detail? Perhaps ’tis only
-camp-fire gossip recounted for lack of novel ghost stories.”
-
-“Ah, ’tis too true. I’d swear my life on it!”
-
-“Rash, credulous; but which now, comrade, I can not tell.”
-
-“Master, I had this from one that loves me as I love thee; the young
-Nourahmal, light of the harem, favorite of the Sheik.”
-
-“Well, now it seems to me that this light of the harem is thy favorite
-rather than the Sheik’s.”
-
-“She adores me.”
-
-“Doubtless! Where a woman unfolds her mind there she brings all else
-an offering easily possessed. She seals her change of allegiance
-by scattering the secrets of the dethroned to the enthroned lover.
-‘Nourahmal’? Is she as charming in form as in name?”
-
-“Hold, now! If thou lov’st me thou will’st not continue thus to wound. I
-love that girl, but not the way thou meanest!”
-
-“So? Is there an elopement pending?”
-
-“Unworthy gibe! Say no more like it, but answer this: Is it not possible
-for a man and woman to be knitted together in soul, as I and thou have
-been, without the shadow of a remembrance that they are animals of
-different sexes?”
-
-“Possible? Really I do not know. It may be possible, but so very rare
-that I have failed to hear of any such relationship.”
-
-“Then thou shalt hear of it now in Nourahmal and me.”
-
-“I’ll take both to Paris! Another wonder of the world! But explain
-further.”
-
-“My Nourahmal is a captive; hates the man to whom she must submit as we
-hate him, and loves me with the new love that you have revealed to me,
-because I’ve shown her that I love her that way; so different from any
-thing she ever knew before.”
-
-“Well, there are many women yoked to men for whom they feel no great
-affection, yet they glorify womanhood by their unfaltering loyalty.
-Loyalty is woman’s glory; the hope of society. If the women be traitors,
-then, alas!”
-
-“Nourahmal is not a wife! The man that parcels out his heart to a dozen
-favorites buys but scraps in return. A woman in misery’s chains, without
-the bands of the confiding, utter love of her lord, will talk; she
-must talk, or go mad. I tell, thee, knight, such gossip is the panacea
-of suicidal bent. There’s many a woman kills herself for lack of a
-confidant!”
-
-“Thou hast learned much philosophy going around the world, Jew, but
-perhaps not this bitter truth; the woman who is traitor to one man will
-be to another. Thou mayst be the next. What if she set us fleeing for the
-sake of laughing at our forced return?”
-
-“Impossible, knight; she reveres me truly; even as she does God; just as
-I did Sir Charleroy when he brought me light and rest. I was to her what
-thou art to me. One day I told her women had souls, as dear to heaven as
-the souls of men! She laughed at me like a monkey, at first, and reminded
-me that were I a true disciple of Islam I’d know that only young and
-beautiful women go to heaven, and they even there have a lowly place.
-Thou knowest these infidels believe that the large majority of hellions
-are women.”
-
-“Not strange Jew; they treat women as pretty or useful animals, and so
-degrade, not only themselves, but these very women. A woman so demeaned
-does not become heavenly, to say the least. But I think, if I were a
-Turk, I’d keep only argus-eyed eunuchs to guard my harem; in faith, I’d
-even have the tongues out of those guards.”
-
-“There, now, thou dost jest again.”
-
-“Well, go on, in seriousness. Tell us the pipings of this seraglio
-beauty.”
-
-“I’ve won her over completely.”
-
-“This is not strange. Poets are always valiant, victorious orators with
-women. The female heart is emotionally moved up to belief with little
-logic, if the speaker be fair, or musical, or brave!”
-
-“I was none of these; I told her of the ‘Friend of Publicans and
-Sinners;’ that fed her soul. I do not believe there is a woman on earth
-that can resist that story.”
-
-“Oh, well, I’m not going to forget that the first woman outran her mate
-in evil, nor that she exchanged the All Beautiful for the snaky demon.”
-
-“It would be nobler for a knight, truer for all, to judge, if judge they
-will, by wider circles. Do not remember the sin of one, or a few, to the
-disparagement of all!”
-
-“Eve, the best made of all, fell; then her weaker sisters are more likely
-to follow in her way,” said the knight.
-
-“She found a sin and fell: thousands of her daughters have fallen by sins
-that men invented and thrust on them. Thou knowest that most women who go
-wrong, go in ways they would not without the temptings of the stronger
-will. The sin that ruins most is that to woman’s nature abhorrent, until
-honeyed over by the tongue of man.”
-
-“Dexterous lance, art thou, Jew; but, anyway, some women are born bad.”
-
-“No; I’m not able for one so wise as the knight, unless I’ve the strength
-of truth. I’ve heard that our wise men say that if we could trace the
-ancestry of any one evil, from birth, we would find somewhere, up the
-line, a father, prëeminent in wickedness. Say, women are weak to resist
-evil; then, say men are strong to propagate it. Now, which way turns the
-scale?”
-
-“Oh, I say always, dogmatically, if need be, in man’s favor.”
-
-“Let me see: Eve’s humanity that sinned was out of the finest part of
-Adam’s body, and the serpent which betrayed her was a male.”
-
-“I’ll parry the thrust by asking why the Holy Writings reveal no female
-angels? I think there are none.”
-
-“I’ve a wiser reason, knight. It is this: Man has so foully dealt with
-the angels in the flesh that God’s mercy reserves their finer spiritual
-counterparts for the sole companionships of heaven, which justly
-appreciates these holy, pure and tender creations. Heaven would not be
-perfectly beautiful without them and, methinks, can not spare one for a
-moment!”
-
-“Not even to minister to a needy world?”
-
-“Woman’s life is here, generally, all service, all ministry; her return
-to earth after death would be a work of supererogation. God sends back
-the male spirits to help restore the world their sex did most to ruin.”
-
-Then both the debaters laughed out as heartily as they dared, but there
-was in the tones of the knight’s laughter a part-confession of defeat.
-After a time Sir Charleroy spoke again: “Thou art calm now, after this
-diversion, Ichabod; proceed with thy story of danger.”
-
-“Well, Nourahmal——”
-
-“Oh, yes, begin again with Nourahmal. Samson was a pretty good man for a
-giant, but he had a betraying Delilah!”
-
-“True enough; but he had also a noble mother. Remember the better, rather
-than the worse.”
-
-“I remember her peers, Mary and my mother.”
-
-“So, then, when sweepingly condemning all the sex, please except the
-mothers, at least of those who may be thy hearers.”
-
-“Good Jew, I’ll not wound thee!”
-
-“No pity for me; pity thyself. Such thoughts as thou hast spoken wound
-thine own soul. We Jews have an order called ‘Tumbler Pharisees;’ they
-affect humility, shuffle as they walk and stumble on purpose that they
-may not seem to walk with confidence. Akin to them we have the ‘Bleeding
-Pharisees;’ they walk with shut eyes, lest they should see a woman, and,
-stumbling against many a post, are soon covered with their own blood,
-receiving real harm in flying from imaginary dangers.”
-
-“‘_Maya, Maya_,’ Ichabod,” laughing aloud, exclaimed Sir Charleroy.
-
-The latter, catching the knight’s arm, hoarsely whispered: “Hush! Thou
-mayst be heard. What dost thou mean by ‘_Maya_’?”
-
-“Perhaps, Nourahmal! _Maya_ was the reputed wife of the supposed god
-Brahm of the Hindus. It is reported that she was in form like unto fog
-and her name means ‘illusion.’ A subtle truth, Jew; even a god, in love,
-is near a fog bank!”
-
-“Thou dost not know Nourahmal and dost discredit her; that’s slander;
-thou dost know me and ridiculest me; that’s—but—I’ll not say it.”
-
-“I’d not pain my Ichabod.”
-
-“Nor discredit Nourahmal?”
-
-“No; but did this angel, or Syren of thine, having shown the peril,
-present a map to a city of refuge?”
-
-“Ah, poor, helpless girl! she has none for herself, much less for us. She
-just told me all and wept and kissed me a farewell, praying me to flee. I
-could think of no question in the delight of hearing her say, she hoped
-I’d meet her in Heaven, in peace away from Moslem and wars. Only think of
-her faith! All new; just a little while ago she did not know there was a
-heaven for women. I felt I could die then in peace. I’ve taught one woman
-that she is more than a pretty animal!”
-
-“Then, Jew, to thee, life is worth living?”
-
-“Oh truly! Oh, if this light could only spread over Egypt and all my own
-Syria!”
-
-“Thy desire is akin to that of Mary’s son and noble. Certain it is that
-we can not spread that light by fighting to sustain the fateful Crescent.”
-
-“By the glory of God, I never will.”
-
-“Nor I, son of Abraham; so let’s decline.”
-
-“And go to the slave mart?”
-
-“Oh, no, not while I’ve a sword, Ichabod.”
-
-“Then to flee is the word?”
-
-“The eastern campaigning with the sheik, would be a little longer route
-to Paradise?”
-
-“Perhaps not; I am assured that we are needed of God by the use He
-has recently made of us. He will keep us in our flight from bloody
-persecuting war, and possible apostacy.”
-
-“I hate the last word! A knight enchanted of Mary can never become a
-renegade; not I, at least. I was born October ninth. Tradition says that
-the holy St. John Damascene, having had his hand cut off by the Saracens
-that day, was by Our Lady miraculously made whole, and lived long after
-to wield a powerful, facile pen in her behalf. I’ll trust my head and
-saber hand, used for her, to her protection.”
-
-“And I’ll trust Him that led the wandering hosts of Moses; for ‘in all
-their affliction, He was afflicted with them, and the angel of His
-presence saved them; and He bore them and carried them all the days of
-old.’ Oh, master, I’ve comfort I can not tell, when I feel orphaned, by
-thinking of my Maker, not only as a Father, but as a Mother! God is our
-Mother when we, bereft of mother-love, most feel our need of it. So thou
-toldst me in the mountains.”
-
-“True; but shall we try our escape now?”
-
-“Nay, we had better wait till a little before dawn; the camp patrol is
-then withdrawn; then we’ll embrace freedom.”
-
-“The Jew seems very confident.”
-
-“Oh, I spent the hour after I met Nourahmal (God keep her), amid the
-palms for which Jericho is fitly named, and got a token.”
-
-“A token?”
-
-“My eyes were touched in the darkness.”
-
-“Sweet Nourahmal followed thee?”
-
-“No, but He that opened the eyes of blind Bartimeus near here.”
-
-“What didst thou see?”
-
-“Elisha healing the streams about this palm city, type of God healing
-the floods of bitterest fates; after that I saw Jericho’s walls falling
-at the blasts of Joshua’s trumpets, and remembered that his God then is
-ours now.”
-
-“Didst thou see two poor men fleeing in the dark from peril to peril,
-pursued by a hundred horsemen, who saber-lashed them; a little further
-two corpses, one of a Christian the other of a Jew, on which fed fighting
-jackals?”
-
-“I saw no such horror! I saw two led forth from their captors, as Peter
-from his dungeon; the angels that blinded the eyes of the monstrous men,
-who of old sought to defile Lot’s house, blinded the eyes of the pursuers
-of the two; and the angel of Peter gave them guidance and light. But
-come, the night-guard has retired; between now and the call to morning
-prayers is our opportunity.”
-
-Out of the old stone stable silently knight and Jew glided, threading
-their way amid splendors they believed to be, but could not see. The
-ministering spirits were over and around them, their path was through the
-Kelt, the sublimest waddy of Palestine; but night shrouded the latter;
-their weak faith dimly discerned the other.
-
-“Can’t thou see any way-marks, Jew?”
-
-“I discern but few. Yet, what matter? It is enough that He who leads us
-sees?”
-
-“The night is getting blacker and blacker; the omen makes my heart shiver
-as it beats.”
-
-As the knight spoke there came a terrific crash of thunder and a
-succession of blinding lightning flashes. Sir Charleroy clasped the Jew’s
-arm and in startled voice questioned:
-
-“Dost thou not fear these?”
-
-“Why should I? The angel guides swing the torches of the unchangeable
-Father to give us glimpses of our way. All is well; I saw by the
-lightning flash that we are passing safely the camp lines of our captors.”
-
-A few miles were over-past. The storm had abated a little, and the first
-streaks of dawn, like spears, were rising in the east.
-
-“Would God, good Jew,” said the now wearied Sir Charleroy, “that the
-Prophet of the Moslem, who, near by here, is said once by a stamp of his
-foot to have brought forth from the rock a camel, were present to dance
-for us now.”
-
-“He is not here, so we must help ourselves, knight.”
-
-“Ah, my dear man, canst thou dance rocks into camels?”
-
-“No, but there are houses nigh, and each thou knowst has it’s stable-yard
-in front.”
-
-“But there is the thorny nubk tree, surrounding the herds.”
-
-“I’ve faith to try my faith when all I have is faith.”
-
-“What for; to steal a camel?”
-
-“Oh, no; I’d not steal a camel but I’d borrow a couple of them. Two; for
-I’m not one of the knights who exhibit poverty, by riding double, thou
-dost know.”
-
-“Borrow? Well so be it; the black infidels owe us for two years’ service.
-They borrowed us!”
-
-“It’s pious to take the beasts; for we pay so honest debts of these
-heathens and shorten the list of their souls’ sins by removing from them,
-in our escape, the opportunity for our murder.”
-
-“If this be sophistry, Ichabod, it is so sweet that it is taken as
-delightful truth.”
-
-“Thou art persuaded?”
-
-“No man can out run me, be he rabbi or priest, in condemning vices, if
-they be such as I do not care to practice, and I am a profound believer
-in every creed that’s sweet to my desires. Here action treads the heels
-of persuasion.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-On beasts, borrowed without formality, the fugitives hurried toward
-Jordan, only there to find a barrier to their progress in the angry
-torrent swelled by the recent storms. It was clearly futile to attempt
-a passage, and to tarry, waiting the ebb of the waters, was to bring
-certain detection. They turned the heads of their borrowed camels toward
-their master’s homes and waited the sunrise, meanwhile moving about to
-find some means of safety.
-
-“Well, my comrade, I think it will not be long until those Turks will
-give our souls an Elijah-like ascension except that there will be no
-chariot. The morning shimmering on his mountain makes me think of this,
-Ichabod.”
-
-“The tracks of our returning camels in the wet earth will guide our
-pursuers.”
-
-“Suppose we climb a tree as Zacchaeus, since we can not have a chariot.
-By my plume! which I’ve not seen for a year, I think that would be
-safety; the Turks never look up except in prayer, and the wolf Azrael
-seldom prays. But God pity us! there they are coming.”
-
-“To the tombs, master! On the left.”
-
-“Refuge for jackals?”
-
-“Yes, but also for the miserable, living and dead! Now haste!”
-
-Sir Charleroy obeyed quickly, but recoiled with a groan of disgust as
-he suddenly pushed against an entombed body. He touched his hilt, as
-if determined to abandon attempt at flight, and then, overcoming the
-rash impulse to confront the pursuers, turned about, seized the corpse,
-and dragging it from its place, hurled it over the river bank into the
-torrent. He was in the dispoiled nich in an instant. A cry from the
-pursuers drew him forth. “See, Ichabod, the Turks are running along the
-river banks watching the mummy bobbing along in the torrent. See, it
-sinks. Ah, the brutes, how they shout! They think that body alive, and
-that one poor slave is hounded to death.”
-
-“Jehovah Jeireh, now help us; they’ll soon be back,” cried Ichabod.
-
-“Ah, I forgot; they’ll remember there were two of us.”
-
-“Calm, Sir Knight, ‘By this sign I conquer,’ quoting thy words of
-another. I’ll go forth; the only one left; at least so they’ll think.”
-
-Sir Charleroy turned and looked at the Jew, and was amazed to see him
-binding in front of himself a board having the ominous words, “Unclean”
-upon it.
-
-“What; thou, a Jew, and touch that foul thing, worn to festering death by
-some leper!”
-
-“Better night and a clean soul, though in a body burned by the cursed
-leprosy, than life in Moslem slavery.”
-
-“But what if the disease cleave to thee, and we escape?”
-
-“Sir Knight, thou wilt live to tell others that a once hated Jew was led
-of thee to truth, and after died a living death, that his benefactors
-might survive. I think such deeds cause noble lights to glow in human
-souls.”
-
-“God bless and pity thee, Ichabod.”
-
-“Ah, he does; even now. I see the scarlet line of Rahab, and it binds the
-pestilence that walketh by noonday.”
-
-The furious pursuers spurred their steeds up toward the tombs, but
-as they beheld the solitary man, sitting in painful attitude with
-beggar-like palm extended and wearing the dread sign, they rapidly
-wheeled their steeds about and galloped away. The Moslem had heard that
-a Jew would suffer any torture rather than ceremonial pollution; hence
-judged that the object before them could not be the refugee they sought.
-
-“I wonder not that the demoniac cut himself madly when among the tombs,
-good Jew. Sure it’s like going to glory to get out once more. Methinks
-freedom is only sweet when taken with fresh air! Well, we are out and the
-enemy thwarted.”
-
-“Methinks, master, that the leper that died here, leaving no legacy but
-the sign of his death, did some good in unknowingly making me his heir.”
-
-“And the corpse I disposed of so unceremoniously left me a house of
-safety, though small and musty. I’ve a bitter thought.”
-
-“So, Sir Charleroy, tell it me, perhaps I can sweeten it.”
-
-“I, the heir for a little time of that soulless clay, am like it.”
-
-“Not much being here and alive.”
-
-“I rather think like it. See me tossed about by strangers, robbed of my
-rights, helpless to resist fate’s tides, begrudged the room I occupy, and
-not one who once knew me to weep over my besetments.”
-
-“Sir Knight, the miracles of our frequent preservation should make our
-murmurings dumb.”
-
-In the evening Jordan ebbed a little and the two wanderers passed over.
-Nor did they regret the consequent immersing in its flood. No word was
-spoken as they passed through the current, for, before they entered,
-having remembered that at this Bethabara ford man’s Savior was baptized,
-they were each busy with his own meditations. When they stood on the
-other shore, Sir Charleroy reverently said: “Comrade, I prayed as we
-passed that we might have the dove of peace henceforth above our souls at
-least.”
-
-“I prayed on my part that God would accept the act as the Christian’s
-typical burial to the world and separation from its sins.”
-
-“How like death and birth is that beautiful type. They level all life.”
-
-“Are our lives leveled? knight.”
-
-“Henceforth; and we are brethren.”
-
-“And our King and Savior was baptized here by the herald of His Kingdom,
-John?”
-
-“Yea; here the new Judaism was formally inaugurated. Tradition says also
-that Jesus baptized his mother afterward at this ford.”
-
-“How filial; how beautiful; how expressive! He was her God, yet her
-son, she his mother and disciple; and each by all ties and forms bound
-together in a fellowship of helpfulness.”
-
-“The Jew’s an interpreter.”
-
-“Sir Charleroy sweetens my trust as Jordan sweetens the bitter waters of
-Bahr Lut.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-THE FEAST OF THE ROSE.
-
- “They arise now like the stars before me
- Through the long, long night of years;
- Some are bright with heavenly radiance,
- And others shine out through our tears.
- They arise, too, like mystical flowers,
- All different and all the same—
- As they lie on my heart like a garland
- That is wreathed around MARY’S name,”
-
-
-“Good morning and a blessing, comrade.” It was the greeting of the Jew
-to the knight who lay asleep under a palm the day after the flight. The
-sleeper slowly rising, murmured:
-
-“I’m half vexed at thee, Ichabod; thou hast dissolved a dream filled with
-sights of home and mother.”
-
-“I’ve brought lentils, barley, and grape-clusters; they are better than
-dreams when the sun is up.”
-
-“To those sad when awake, joyful dreams are welcome.”
-
-“There are real joys just before us.”
-
-“Real joys, just before us? Grim sarcasm; a sorry jest, Jew!”
-
-“No; oh, no. I’m telling thee the smiling, clean-faced truth. We’ll be
-safe at Jabbock’s city by sun set!”
-
-“Safe? safe? I’m unused to that word; almost afraid of it. What does it
-mean in this country?”
-
-“Oh, these cavalrymen! always on the charge; now here, now there. Thy
-thoughts go by habit, sometimes racing forward, sometimes retreating. A
-while ago thou wert as full of faith as Gideon, now thou art as timorous
-as Canaan’s spies.”
-
-“My habits have grown fat by feeding on piebald experiences.”
-
-“Experience is a lying prophet, when it counts without reckoning God.”
-
-“I can not see a step ahead. That’s certainty to me, though thou callest
-it doubt. I know not how to hang rainbows upon the ghostly brows of the
-future when I’ve no power to lay hand on the ghostly form and have no
-rainbows.”
-
-“He that lifted the burdens of the past from off us holds the changing
-winds of the future in His fists. One second of life goes ever with
-only one second of care. I learned this of Sir Charleroy long ago. Now
-he forgets his own teachings. Shall I call him Reuben, never excelling
-because unstable as water?”
-
-“Call me slave: Uncertainty’s slave! Thou didst waken me from a dream of
-home, to the shock of remembering again that I was homeless, dead to all
-that once made life worth living. The gorgeous hopes of thy fertile mind
-are mocked by stern present facts.”
-
-“Odd talk from one just dreaming of his mother; a good woman didst say?
-then very hopeful; all good women are. Then remember how thou didst lift
-me to the very gates of heaven yesterday. Thou canst not see a step
-ahead? Well, then look back; miles; years. Was not our God in thy battles
-in the thickets; in the mountains; in Jordan? My poor reasoning tells
-me that He has wrought too much for us to drop us now. He must get His
-reward in keeping us to the end.”
-
-“Some of the past makes me shudder, Ichabod.”
-
-“Pick out the best, not the worst. We escaped the very Gehenna at
-Jericho, following murderers, the storm, slavery; now free, fed, rested,
-the eastern air washed and sunned to a tonic. I’m drinking lotus balm out
-of it.”
-
-“There it is; the sun’s in thy brain, poet-preacher.”
-
-“No, I’m only giving thee back some of thine own sermons. I draw from my
-own heart no monster memories. If I’ve fought hard battles it sufficeth
-that I have fought them once. I’ll not recall their bloody sweat and
-tears for the sake of refighting them. No, I’m going back to the sweet,
-happy hours of babyhood; for I tell thee, knight, there is a world of joy
-to a man, scorched by stern experience, to forget himself sometimes back
-to the lullabys and warblings of the days of his innocence.”
-
-“I can’t do it.”
-
-“I can’t help doing it, especially in this place! My whole being feeds on
-a present scent of home.”
-
-“Thou knowest the country hereabouts?”
-
-“My soul laughs in friendly converse with these crocuses, pinks, and
-asphodels, turning the velvet, grassy plains to palace carpets. I’m
-saying to myself these blossoms must know me, their bowing heads and
-offered odors being my reward for nursing their mothers when I was a boy.”
-
-“Well, flowers are sincere friends; they never change and are all
-charitable. That’s why they are deemed fit presents to those in prison,
-or proper offering to be laid on the breast of the dead Magdalene.”
-
-“Ah, dead Magdalene; for even the symbol of a broken promise; born to
-be a queen of love, by perverted love dethroned! Woman, man’s ward, by
-man betrayed; the guide star setting in black night; the savior of human
-purity befouling all purity! Given the power by which Eve was to crush
-the serpent’s head and using it to breed all serpentine ills. This is
-Eve turning a volcano upon Eden. Put flowers upon her once passionate,
-now dead, heart, in awful contrast! Nature at her worst is intensified
-anguish; at her best an ocean of joy, an universe of light and song. So I
-learn of nature under man. Listen to nature’s perfumed throb now: these
-thousands of feathered songsters, millions of lesser creatures, whose
-melody is larger than themselves and more perceptible. Hear the humming,
-thrumming, buzzing, trumpetings. Oh, this is life as the All-Saving tuned
-it to utter joy! It widens, deepens, thickens; getting sweeter, louder,
-happier all the way. A tempest, set to music, knight. I’m caught in its
-whirl and join in its praisings. It comes over me as an insight of what
-nature really is. God cares for it all and made it thus, to throb and
-exult!” Ichabod paused in transport. “But I sometimes think there’s a
-great waste of these things; there is so much in places where there is no
-human ear or eye to hear or see.”
-
-“Reuben is narrow-viewed just now. Man is not all! God makes happiness
-because He is so full of goodness He must. Our rabbis call Him ‘The
-Fountain.’ There is no waste! He makes these things for His own joy, and,
-methinks, looks down from the circle of the heavens to say to what is in
-the desert or wilderness, ‘Very good.’ Then, beyond this, I’ve sometimes
-thought He kept the processions of joy and beauty moving along; coming,
-going, dying, living, ending and beginning again, as a sort of practice;
-by action keeping all fresh and new. He causes things of beauty and power
-to pass through His divine alchemy from one glory to another, as the
-general causes his squadrons to move through the evolutions of the battle
-before the conflict. The Father is awaiting man’s hour, man’s return
-from sinning; the time for millennial advent; then all delights, as if
-fresh born, all goods newly harvested, will appear to be multiplied,
-intensified, transfigured. That will be the beginning of hereafter.”
-
-“Oh, Israel, the sun is in thy brain. I forget all logic of contention,
-charmed out of words, by feasting on thy orisons, Go on, Jew.”
-
-“Then I’ll say ’twas God, not chance, nor fate, that brought us to wander
-alone with nature. Read well nature’s book that lies open in the lap of
-the Great Teacher! Only stand close to Him and He will hold the torch,
-turn the pages and give the sure interpretations of the sweetness that
-feeds quiet, the picturesqueness which evokes smiles and the stately
-grandeurs which beget faith.”
-
-“Israel, thou climbest the sun-ladder to rhapsody!”
-
-“Whether soaring, climbing, or creeping, I know not; but this I know,
-I’m tasting in these wanderings God’s kisses. They are in the flowers; my
-spirit rests on His as my body on the balm of the fresh breezes. Then,
-animate nature seems so contented and happy! Why, I’ve been ravished
-by the songsters; as I’ve said to myself, they echo the angelic anthem
-of heaven, peace. Had any such doubt as haunts thee, come to me, since
-passing Jordan, it would have been sung out of countenance by the winged
-warblers or dragged from my heart captive in floral fetters by Him that
-hath two staves, beauty and bands.”
-
-“Oh, Ichabod, do not pause. Go on, I pray thee.”
-
-“Then thou art glad to hear that nature is not a beautiful widow mourning
-her dead bridegroom through the ages?”
-
-“I love to listen to thee.”
-
-“Listen to a wiser. See those stately heliotropes. They stand above all
-of their kind with shining faces; great in aspiration, great in devotion.
-All day they turn toward the sun and when their blossoms fade they leave
-a hardy seed. The winter may bury it, but it springs forth in vernal
-days, strong in the life it won by loving the summer sun.”
-
-“Ichabod, I’m charmed! Let’s abide here always amid these joys of nature.”
-
-“What, be hermits?”
-
-“Yes; life’s troubles are made by its people; the fewer people the fewer
-troubles.”
-
-“While sharing their troubles may we not lessen them. No man may live to
-himself; we’re wedded to each other.”
-
-“Yes, wedded to life. A royal phrase; since I’ve been constantly either
-hating or loving it; fearing to live and then fearing to die. Wedded! ah,
-ha, ha; the wedded are those who most madly love and then most bitterly
-hate.”
-
-“Say sometimes; then thou’lt be like the stopped horologue, telling the
-true time once in twenty-four hours, at least.”
-
-“Thy poetry runs into caustic quality. What hast thou been lunching on
-since morn?”
-
-“At least not on Dead Sea apples, fair without, ashes within. My poetry,
-if I have any, always sings in accord with the company it keeps.”
-
-“How many more arrows in thy quiver, hast thou?”
-
-“Only one, and that a question; does my master intend to foreswear
-marriage himself? He ridicules it.”
-
-“I have already done so.”
-
-“Well, ’tis well thou didst not live in Rome, for its citizens that dared
-to live amid the temptations and soul-crampings of voluntary bachelorhood
-were highly taxed for their disregard of the claims of society and the
-state.”
-
-“Yet even the Romans ever deemed bachelorhood a blessing. In this opinion
-royal Claudius decreed that the sailors who brought to Rome a ship loaded
-from the wheat granaries of Egypt in the time of Agabus’s famine, should
-be as a reward permitted to remain unmarried. If I were a Roman and a
-sailor I’d pray for a famine and a Claudius.”
-
-“A world without wives? What a world!”
-
-So saying Ichabod caught up a stick and began marking on the earth.
-
-“How now, Israel; some sorcery?”
-
-“No—yet, may be, yes. I’ll picture a world without women.”
-
-The Jew outlined the Egyptian deity, “_Kneph._”
-
-“What have we, man or beast?”
-
-“Truly, I think partly both. The knight has described his Elysium and I
-have here pictured a fit king for it. Behold thy god, sworn celibate.
-Egypt’s adored Kneph. Is this hideous enough?”
-
-“A god! well he’s not handsome; a ram’s head; four horns; two up, two
-down; armed as both ram and goat?”
-
-“Both were sacred to him in Egypt; also the horned snake with which
-Cleopatra put out her life; poor, unfortunate man-wrecked beauty.”
-
-“But, Jew, thou dost dawdle! What of this play?”
-
-“Oh, nothing, only Kneph would do well for a sailor, at Rome, under
-Claudius, in famine time!”
-
-“My poet wanders, but yet stings.”
-
-“So? Kneph was a god that boasted, or rather his spokesmen did, that he
-was the _father of his mother_. What economy! No need to be grateful to
-or love a mother; no need to wear a wife on the heart. The folly of a
-dark age by folly darkened in the mad attempt to lift up man without his
-purer better part.”
-
-“How strange, Jew, whenever we touch a new belief, or an old one, new
-to us, we find peoples following an idea or ideal. There has been a
-crying through the world ever for a some one for pilgrim man to follow.
-How passing strange; our century wails the self-same cry; and somehow
-it always happens that this matter has something to do with woman. See;
-‘_Kneph_’ was the monstrous birth of those who thought man superlative,
-and greatness to be by being all man. How sharply the devotion to the
-Madonna cuts across this! She was mother of the noblest, and man in the
-begetting left out. Oh, my head’s full of thoughts, but they tumble along
-toward my lips without system or leader. I talk like a madman, though I
-think like a Seraph.”
-
-“I think, Sir Charleroy, that a healthy son of Adam sneering at all
-women, publicly, reproaches himself as being one who never knew a true
-one.”
-
-“More javelins! I’d swear, anyhow, that if I’d been Adam, no winged
-serpent of gaudy colors and honey tongue could have lured me from
-Paradise, Eve or no Eve!”
-
-“If thou hadst been there thou wouldst have been lonesome with the
-speechless herds; finding the new woman, would have loved her like the
-boy who mates just to see how it seems.”
-
-“Oh, likely!”
-
-“Then if thy ward or angel attempted to elope with the devil thou wouldst
-have gone along, too, from curiosity, as lad to a hippodrome, just to see
-the finish; or as thousands of men since Adam, tied to wayward women,
-have gone down with them to darkness, preferring hell with their idols to
-heaven without.”
-
-“I suppose so. Oh, how strangely are the fates of men and women
-interwoven.”
-
-“Then thou dost not now elect to live a hermit, without the companionship
-of the frail, fair and faithful sex which are said to double our joys?”
-
-“Yes and multiply our sorrows!”
-
-“I suspect thou’lt change thy late creed very soon.”
-
-“Why so?”
-
-“I expect ere long that we’ll meet some living blossoms.”
-
-“By my token, that’s good news, Ichabod.”
-
-“So, then, thou art ready to recant?”
-
-Evening came, and the pilgrims supped on the meager meat they were able
-to procure in the fields.
-
-“Now poet of the Palm Land mellow my dreams by possessing me of thy
-meditations. What fixes thy gaze?”
-
-“The monarch of the sky; after a day such as this has been, he seems to
-me to take his departure with a peculiar sort of triumphal sweep of his
-trailing splendors.”
-
-“Horus exulting over prostrate Set.”
-
-“But night, not the green-colored son of Osiris, conquers now, master.”
-
-“Night never conquers. It merely lives by sufferance; often routed by
-the invincible spears of the sun. Darkness creeps forth here because the
-golden charger in masterful strategy has gone elsewhere to rout other
-armies of the dark kingdom. Lay this to thy heart, good Jew.”
-
-“I do, as precious ointment to a blister. Enlarge me.”
-
-“There, Jew; see the fleecy clouds over Jordan. How grand!”
-
-“Yea, as I’ve often seen them; some like alabaster thrones, and others
-like ships on fire, while others are like silver castles, banded with
-cornelian and gold, with here and there hyacinthian shields hung on their
-battlements, all fresh as the stones in heaven’s foundation walls! How
-they career and float along the empurpled ocean of the west! I forget
-myself even now into their midst. Oh, knight, such pictures, such visions
-make my soul shout in peals of holy laughter.”
-
-“My Israel, the sun which woos the earth into making love to him with
-flowers never sets in thy brain; thou livest in the poet’s constant noon.”
-
-“But we both are changing. Even the knight gets mellow. Hardship, the sun
-and faith are working in us both for good.”
-
-“Getting to be? No; thou wert and art poet, painter and singer; all in
-one. If the world does not hear thee the Seraphim will, by and by.”
-
-“I’ve noticed that souls unbent from some long, twisting pain, run,
-aspire and play. It is mercy’s rest, reward.”
-
-“God fits some especially to catch passing joys, Ichabod.”
-
-“Yea, and it all comes from a serene faith that all is very good as He
-made it. I’m just opening to the Sun Eternal, at whose right hand are
-pleasures evermore. I love thy wakening touch, my guide.”
-
-“Ah, I’m a bungling player on the harp of thy soul, but I love thy
-melody. Child of nature, speak more and more to me.”
-
-“I can but ill tell all. I’m dumb amid the waves of peace which enhalo,
-the hopes that thrill, the views of truth that fill my being.”
-
-“I believe thee on my soul, Jew. I’d stop now to remember a little,
-perhaps to sleep, since so I can follow dreams that would craze me to
-contemplate awake; but if we now sleep, pray God our day-dreams go on and
-on. I think we are pilgrims following spiritual truths. They’ll lead us
-on high; let’s not miss their direction.”
-
-“One may sleep, master, when he can not think; for me, now, I’d rather
-court, awake, my mind’s guests, for a time, meanwhile gainsaying the
-lullabys of cricket and nightingale now floating out from every bush.”
-
-“So be it. How shall we proceed to pass the time?”
-
-“Can we set up an Ebenezer? God hitherto hath helped us.”
-
-“I have it; we’ll to the feast.”
-
-“Well, we have what some great kings have not, and so shall find joy in a
-feast. We have appetite!”
-
-“Thou dost miss my meaning, though thy point is prime. We seldom think
-to thank the Giver for the power to enjoy as well as for the enjoyable.
-I knew a French prince, once, who said he’d give his birthright for one
-good dinner, and he was no Esau, either. He had dinners and dinners, but
-what were they along with premature decay gnawing at his vitals like a
-rat, while he himself could eat less than a babe?”
-
-“I see; the knight would have us thankfully commemorate to-day’s
-enjoyment of nature.”
-
-“Just so; I think, in loving nature, because we begin to understand
-her, we will be on our way to all the natural joy of which she is God’s
-interpreter.”
-
-“But our feast?”
-
-“The stars are out on the blue; their queen will soon come up from the
-sea, then I’ll induct thee into the feast of the ‘Rose.’ The rose is the
-queen of flowers, and flowers the thoughts of God!”
-
-“The feast of the Rose! I’ve heard it was a licencious, heathen orgy!”
-
-“It was then a shameful misnomer. My Mary found it; transformed it. Out
-of it, through reverence of her, comes a beautiful observance. See here,
-Jew.”
-
-So saying, the knight took from his bosom a string of precious stones
-and arranged them, as they glowed under the moonlight, on the ground
-heart-shaped.
-
-The knight then questioningly observed the Jew.
-
-The latter shook his head and remarked:
-
-“I’ve seen such often among the Arabs. They have a prayer for each bead
-to be said the night after the death of one of their number, believing
-the shade departs not to Hades ’till the prayers are said. Thou dost not
-practice their enchantments?”
-
-“Bah! Never. My gemmed circle has a deeper, holier significance. Each
-pendant is to recall to mind some virtue or event in the saintly Mary’s
-life. Then there are guilds called, ‘Brothers of the Rosary.’ I belong
-to one such; each member is sworn to pray for all the others wherever
-scattered. The Turks may have had a praying string, but the Crusaders
-have appropriated and applied it to nobler uses.”
-
-“Tell me more of it, if there be more.”
-
-“There are but fifteen in my brotherhood.”
-
-“Only fifteen, no room for me?” said the Jew.
-
-“Fifteen; to suggest the fifteen great events in Mary’s life; namely, the
-_Annunciation_; Gabriel announced to Mary that she was to be the Mother
-of Jesus; the _Visitation_; Mary in the Gospel spirit went quickly to
-tell her kinswoman of her promised favor; the _Birth of Jesus_, this was
-the crowning joy; then here is the gem that recalls the _Presentation of
-Jesus_ in the Temple. Thou knowest, Jew, thy fathers often wondered how,
-after all, a lamb, an animal, could stand between offended Deity and man.
-Jesus in the Temple was the fulfillment or explanation of the mystery!”
-
-“Yea, truly, I’ve seen this. Oh, that all my people could also see it!”
-
-“Then, here is the jewel that reminds us of the ‘_Scourging at the
-pillar_’ of Him ‘by whose stripes we are healed.’”
-
-“Israel reads Isaiah with darkened mind, my loving guide. I’ve seen this.
-Oh, that my people could.”
-
-“Here is the jewel that recalls the ‘_Crowning with thorns_’ of Him that
-hath to give, at His right hand, ‘pleasures forever more.’ He wore that
-thorny coronet that His redeemed should return with singing, crowned with
-everlasting joy.”
-
-“I’ve felt it; feel it now. Hallelujah!”
-
-“This one is to commemorate ‘_Jesus bearing the Cross_;’ this one ‘_His
-crucifixion_,’ and this ‘_His resurrection_.’”
-
-“The hope of hopes by our Saducees denied!”
-
-“Then we have here another to remind us of our Saviour’s ‘_Ascension_,’
-with His pregnant promise of a royal return to take at last His children
-home.”
-
-“Come, Lord Jesus, even so, quickly!” cried Ichabod.
-
-“‘Wait patiently for Him and He will give thee the desire of thy heart,’
-oh, heir of faithful Abraham!”
-
-“I weary sometimes, my loved teacher.”
-
-“So do we, of our brotherhood; but here is a thought of rest; this bead
-recalls ‘_Pentecost_.’ We are led of the Spirit, which guides to all
-truth and comforts by the way.”
-
-“But what has all this to do with Mary?”
-
-“Oh, here are two beads; one reminds us of her ‘_Assumption_’ into
-heaven, the other of her ‘_Crowning_.’”
-
-“Was she crowned?”
-
-“Yea, in heaven, for the Son of Mary promised to His faithful ones this
-exaltation; ‘_I appoint unto you a Kingdom as my Father hath appointed
-unto me_, ye which have continued with me in my temptation.’ Surely, she
-that followed him from the pains of parturition, as an outcast, to the
-Cross and the sepulcher, CONTINUED!”
-
-“I would I could have been there to enter the race for such crowning.”
-
-“‘He hath made us kings and priests unto God; if we suffer we shall also
-reign with Him,’ Jew.”
-
-“Hallelujah! would I could shout it to heaven; no, I do; but rather to
-all Jewry!” exclaimed the Israelite.
-
-“John was only a ‘voice crying in the wilderness,’ as he thought, but he
-was heard at the palace and down the ages. Even now I voice his words in
-this lone place.”
-
-“Thou didst not tell me of the meaning of that black and red pendant,”
-said Ichabod, interrupting.
-
-“Oh, _Gethsemane_, Jesus, the intercessor for the world, ‘who ever lives
-to intercede.’ The black sign is of that.”
-
-“Then I’ve a Saviour in glory praying for me. Oh, this is balm and water
-to me! Why do I dare to think of myself as a poor Jew! God pity; no,
-forgive me! I, repining sometimes and yet defended in glory; honored by
-royal adoption, elected of God, called to kingship!”
-
-“How we do go up and down; sometimes thou, sometimes I. Now I’m leading,
-awhile ago ’twas thou. Yea, we are all dependants; but this is healthful
-meditation, Ichabod, and thy confession rebukes me as well.”
-
-“Is this all of the feast?”
-
-“Oh, no. Here are some tokens to remind us of Mary’s life; so brief, so
-useful. See, here, five gems that remind us of the wounds of her son;
-her wounds as well, for the sword that pierced Him pierced through to
-her soul also. At each of these emblems we ‘Rosary Brothers’ repeat
-the Lord’s Prayer. Last of all, reverently clasping this crucifix,
-we sacredly repeat the Apostle’s Creed, the same as I taught thee at
-Jericho.”
-
-“I remember, as I do the water courses, when thirsty.”
-
-“What think’st thou of all this formality? Is it like the Arabic
-mummeries?”
-
-“No, they are mocking devils, are they not?”
-
-“I am not to judge of their sincerity, nor their needs, nor art thou.”
-
-“Master, I wish I could be a Rosary Brother. Methinks it would help my
-ambling faith sometimes, if I could touch a token.”
-
-“He above is all tender of baby faiths that can do no better than amble.
-Remember the words of thy own Hosea: ‘I drew them with cords of a man,
-with bonds of love, I taught Ephriam to go; taking them by the arms; just
-as a mother teaches her babe to walk,’ is it not?”
-
-“Even so. Does the Rosary help some to walk?”
-
-“I believe it does.”
-
-“Tell me more about it.”
-
-“The Crusaders were the first to call Mary ‘The Rose.’ To almost all
-mankind that flower has ever been the emblem of pure, unselfish love,
-and when the soldiers of the Cross grew to understand the character of
-her that gave the world its Saviour, they could think of no title more
-fitting for that queenly woman.”
-
-“I’ve an Egyptian rosary, knight. See, I wear it on this golden chain,
-next my heart, for its safety——”
-
-“To ward off witchcraft?”
-
-“Bah! ’Tis a toy in usefulness. I keep it, thinking it may work
-incantation with the money-lender, and so save me sometime from
-starvation.” Then the Jew laughed aloud at his own wit. It seemed very
-ridiculous to him to liken his talisman to the real rosary or its saint.
-
-“Wouldst thou let me examine it, Jew?”
-
-The latter handed to the knight a chain and image.
-
-“Egyptian?”
-
-“An image of Neb-ta, sister of Isis, the wife of the Sun God Osiris. It
-was given me by a Copt priest, whom I saved from drowning in the Nile.”
-
-“A Copt?”
-
-“A Copt. He was a professed Christian; but, like some of the ancestral
-Egyptians, sought to be right by being a little of every thing. He was
-very superstitious, though he thought himself very broad-minded. He was
-quite certain that Coptic Christianity was true, though not equally
-certain that his pagan ancestors were in faith all false. He thought he’d
-be on the safe side by mixing a little of all creeds with his own, and so
-he prayed in Christ’s name and also Neb-ta’s.”
-
-“A pretty fool, Jew.”
-
-“Yea. He had a story about the goddess, very pretty when not absurd,
-running somehow thus: When Osiris was cut to pieces by Set, a type of day
-slain by night, I think, Neb-ta went round the world with her widowed
-sister, Isis, to gather up the fragments of her spouse. Isis is the
-moon above; below, reproduction. She is pictured in Egypt, as all the
-female deities, with two eggs and a half-circle at the side, to express
-the latter idea. Isis has in her hand also this sign—a cross supporting
-an egg, to typify immortality. The old Egyptian priest told me this
-sympathetic Neb-ta, if I trusted her, would reward me for saving his
-life, by defending my case in Hades. There is a good deal of mysticism in
-all this, but I rather prize the gift, since it reminds me that I once
-saved a man.”
-
-“But, Nourahmal? Since thou knew of Mary thou hast saved a woman, Jew.”
-
-The Jew was silent. The knight continued:
-
-“These philosophic, inseeing, sign-writing, symbol-making Egyptians were
-pilgrims, too; a nation of graal-seekers; after an idea, example. I see
-always the huge Sphinx coming before me when I think of them.”
-
-“The Sphinx! Well, that’s strange. I’d never think of that, unless I
-happened upon something very big and very meaningless!”
-
-“No, no; the people that rocked the cradle of religions in their infancy,
-wrought all their theology into that one mighty symbol, to endure and
-challenge compare with all that man should find beside.”
-
-“I do not see how!”
-
-“The Sphinx faces the East—light!”
-
-“True!”
-
-“It can not reach that light toward which it looks, neither could the
-Nubians.”
-
-“All true.”
-
-“It was part man, part beast; but the upper part was man, and this is
-what we think we know, and all of man?”
-
-“Oh, knight, Phthah, the ‘beautiful-faced,’ ‘secret-opener’ of the Nile
-gods has touched thee.”
-
-“The Sphinx was like man’s thought; too great for words; at least such
-words as men can now fit to their lips.”
-
-“I see; it’s all coming into my mind, master.”
-
-“It sat still and was silent, but the world went on; the thought it
-expressed reached hearts after the men that formed the image had passed
-away. The truth lives ever, and can not die until it completes its
-purpose.”
-
-“Thou art a magician, who pleases, astonishes, excites, instructs, and at
-the same time plays with me as if I were a pigmy!”
-
-“It’s not I, but the truth. The Sphinx again! Its hugeness, truth
-expressed, appears mighty when placed by our sides.”
-
-“Tell me where I am! Shall I fling Neb-ta away as a bauble, or beg its
-pardon for hanging so much meaning to a fool’s neck?”
-
-“Vehement! The sun is in thy head!”
-
-“But shall I sit and look as a Sphinx, or run mad because I can’t?”
-
-“Be calm, and let me tell thee that the dwellers by the mighty Nile
-plagued themselves with lasting darkness when they banished the people
-whose leader’s face shone from communion with Jehovah. They clung to
-some half truths, left them by the progeny of Joseph, but the half was
-dimmed by courted lusts.”
-
-“But my people had no Neb-ta, no women divinities to leave in Egypt.”
-
-“No, yet Egypt, aiming to exalt the tender, the beautiful, the mother,
-incarnated certain virtues, and lo, a woman deity! It was an effort to
-find the ‘Rose.’ The nation was in a vast, serious pilgrimage through all
-their dynasties after an idea, a pattern; an opportunity to reach and
-to express the best things. I tell thee, Jew, the heathen nations sit
-in darkness; this side and that, along the track of time, holding here
-and there a torch, waiting through the night whose hours are tolled off
-at century intervals, for something, Some One. There have passed before
-them like phantoms, gods and gods; man invented, man evolved; but none of
-these tarried, none satisfied. Oh, ‘the Isles wait for thee,’ Jesus, Thou
-Ideal Man, and also for the true conception of Mary the ideal woman!”
-
-“For two Gods? Is Mary divine?”
-
-“Did I say that? Nay, as the child Jesus was subject to her, so she was
-subject to the Christ, at last. Christ was the Word, Mary His blessed
-echo; Christ the Sun, Mary the Moon that reflected that light, showing
-its beauty in woman’s life!”
-
-“But now, what shall I do with my beautiful fright, Neb-ta, Sir
-Charleroy?”
-
-“Put her away, in mind, amid the galaxies of woman deities; mythical
-in all but the pitiful sincerity of the adoration of their devotees
-and in the greatness of the truths they vaguely articulated. See, I’ll
-interpret: Isis going round the world to gather up the fragments of
-her dismembered husband. Woman’s ministry; the restoration of man;
-wife consecration to an only love. Then there was not only beautiful
-widowhood, second only to beautiful wifehood, but also the spinster
-sister. Hail Egypt! Thy Sphinx saw further than our peoples of boasted
-civilizations. At our best we never rose so near to a just altitude as to
-attempt the deification of the maiden sister, the omnipresent angel, who
-mothers other people’s children as if they were her own. Egypt worshipped
-motherhood, perhaps grossly, in adoring the earth’s fructifications, but
-she did not overlook those pious souls who in a glorious self-abnegation
-play waiting-maids to the real queens of earth, the child-bearers. I’d
-never tire praising the child-bearers, or all who love them, for they
-that bring forth a life are greater than the greatest kingly man-slayer
-on earth. The world is upside down; no religion is wholly false that aids
-to right it in any degree. Hail, creeds of Egypt, or any other land,
-that seek to efface from fame’s pages the names of life-destroyers that
-thereon may chiefly shine the names of those who give or save life.”
-
-“Oh, oscillating Sir Charleroy, thou art just and courtly now.”
-
-“Praise me, then! Mankind would average better by far than it does if all
-were right half the time.”
-
-“Would I could gather all the threads of to-day’s blessed communings into
-a golden band to support over my heart faith’s breastplate.”
-
-“I can give thee its summary: God, a beauty Creator, out of all things
-hideous in His good Providence will emerge the fine, tender and loving.
-Neb-ta, Egypt’s ideal, carried the lotus, the flower of unrestrained
-pleasure, as her scepter; Neb-ta-like the influences that sway most human
-hearts to-day; but the Rose of the world has blossomed. Mary, the flower
-of women. They that love and serve, as that warm, red-hearted woman,
-shall at last reign in eternal bliss within the ruby walls of the New
-Jerusalem.”
-
-“I’m with the knight, to proclaim thy Rose!”
-
-“A good profession! It will be well if we remember that woman is as
-essential to religion as religion to women. As for man he needs the one
-as the interpreter of the other. Therefore, it was that God sent to earth
-a flower that could talk.”
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-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-AFTER EVE, ESTHER OR MARY?
-
- “Still slowly passed the melancholy day,
- And still the stranger wist not where to stray:
- The world was sad—the Garden was a wild;
- And man, the hermit, sighed—till woman smiled.”—MILTON.
-
-
-The Israelites, along Jabbock, were all aglow with preparation for
-celebrating one of their feasts. Sir Charleroy and his comrade journeying
-along, in the early morning, were apprised of the advent of the
-festivities by the passing near them of a company of maidens, marching
-and chanting. The pilgrims drew apart and sequestered themselves behind a
-clump of nubt trees that they might observe, themselves unobserved, the
-graceful procession of singers.
-
-“Well, my poet, didst thou conjure up these fairies, or have we come on
-the musk-born houri?” Sir Charleroy spoke in an absent-minded manner,
-perhaps, with an affectation of a lack of very much interest. In fact,
-long privation of the presence of women had somehow rusted from his
-bearing, in their vicinage, most of the confident courtier. In a word,
-he was now bashful in their presence. He spoke with a small witticism to
-subdue, his own embarrassment. His words were unheard, for the Jew was
-all engaged in contemplating the passing women.
-
-In truth, the latter made a striking picture; garbed as they were, in
-holiday attire; all young, oriental in beauty, and fresh in face, form
-and action. They were rural maidens and that says all. It had been a
-long time since either Ichabod or Sir Charleroy had met such types of
-womanhood; all free from affectation; all natural and graceful in motion;
-a band of women, as sisters, bent to one purpose and that a lofty one,
-the proper observance of a joyous, pious, religious ceremonial.
-
-Presently Ichabod drew a long breath and rapturously exclaimed: “Praise
-be to the Patriarchs, my people!”
-
-“I’d rather say, Ichabod, praise the Patriarch’s daughters, if these be
-human!”
-
-“Ha, ha! flesh, indeed! Our Hebrew maidens celebrating the Feast of
-Esther!”
-
-“Are they praying God for Adams, so that each Esther and Vashti may have
-one all to herself? If so, we are part answers to their prayers.”
-
-“Hush such jest! These be holy maidens, now honoring our Esther. Thou
-knowest about her?”
-
-“Certainly; she was my heroine before Our Lady dethroned in my heart
-all others. I was wont to wish I’d been about in Haman’s time. I’d have
-aroused that old dotard, Ahasuerus, right quickly. By the sackcloth of
-Mordecai, if I’d been the king, the hanging would have put the Haman
-family into mourning long before it did.”
-
-“Oh, how like angels! It’s years since I saw a woman other than as
-deflowered by harem life. Heavens, what a spoiler man is at his worst!”
-
-“Dost forget Nourahmal? But no matter; I admire, and wonder that some
-roving band of Arabs, with less piety, or more force than we, does not
-swoop down upon these innocents for seraglio prizes. Perhaps these have
-the liveried angels about, that are said ever to guard saintly purity.”
-
-“Doubtless; and besides them, with all the practical providence which
-belongs to the Jew, thou mayst be sure that the groves, not far away, are
-full of fathers, brothers, lovers.”
-
-“I wish I were a brother to some of them.”
-
-“Then thou’dst be a Jew.”
-
-“I’d forget that in being a lover to the others.”
-
-“Thou wouldst not change thy faith for a woman?”
-
-“Now, I’d swear I would not. If like most men, and in love, I’d swear
-I would; and then, having gotten my new priestess, in a little while,
-backslide and drag her with me, or make her heart weep. My comfort in the
-last estate being my consistency, if not my constancy. What a mad rout it
-is when religion and love, born twins, cross purposes?”
-
-“That’s a very true, yet bitter speech. I’ll tell the Hebrew maidens to
-beware.”
-
-“Better tell me to beware, now. It’s the beginning that makes the
-trouble. No beginning, then no after folly.”
-
-The procession glided past and the pilgrims followed at a distance.
-
-“We are within an arm of dear old Jabbock,” remarked Ichabod, as they
-came to a river-bank, later.
-
-“Ah, ha! my chartless pilot, does the current whisper its name to thee,
-in Hebrew? I’d not wonder if it did, since every thing is clannish in
-this country.—I hope there is no more swimming for us to do.”
-
-“Its tumbling waters are full of voices to me, blending with echoes of
-things of the past; but one who spoke a thousand times more tenderly than
-ever spoke murmuring waters, told me its name, knight.”
-
-“Nourahmal? No! rather some one of those pious beauties we passed not
-long ago. Oh, roguish Ichabod, I remember thou wert away a long time in
-the morning after our breakfast of peas and grapes. But, dear Ichabod,”
-continued Sir Charleroy, feigning rebuke, “didst thou so soon forget thy
-little convert of Jericho? I wonder if thou lifted up thy voice and wept
-when thou kissed the maid that told thee the river’s name? Come, confess,
-and I’ll call thee Isaac.”
-
-“Raillery of prime quality, knight; but raillery and ridicule, though
-keenly pointed, are generally bad arrows for long range.”
-
-“Well, no matter. I’m glad thou knowest the place, if thou dost know it.
-Who told thee the name of this water?”
-
-“One with a voice to me sweeter, kinder than that of any betrothed
-lover’s ever can be.”
-
-“Very, very eloquent thou art. Indeed, if we were in Italy, I’d guess
-’twas a syren had communed with thee; in France, a Crusader troubadour;
-in Rhineland, the water sprite, Lurline; but, being in this wondrous
-country of revelations, apparitions, prophets, angels and the like, I
-can only as a catechumen, ask thy dulcet informer’s name?”
-
-“How oddly thou dost talk when thou talkest as a double man; half
-sneering infidel; half Christian preacher.”
-
-“A truce, Ichabod. That may be a home-thrust well aimed, but it’s enough
-that one of us be bitter. It’s sometimes natural to me, but not to thee.”
-
-“A bee-sting will redden the high priest’s brow.”
-
-“Well, I’ll not sting thee. Who gave the name of the river?”
-
-“Master, one to me alone of all the world an angel, my mother. I was born
-near here, and the memories of a youth made happy by one all patient, all
-loving, rises above and survives all changes.”
-
-“My noble friend, forgive my repartee. I’m glad, truly, that we are so
-lucky as to have this knowledge.”
-
-“Lucky? Then all is not fate; there is some chance, if no Providence?”
-
-“Pardon more; the bee-sting is still on thy brow. Ichabod, I can not help
-my feelings, which sometimes make me think that only God can tread the
-hidden, narrow line between stern fate and happy accident. They say the
-Sybil wrote her prophetic decrees upon leaves and flung them recklessly
-to the inconstant winds. Just so we’re in decreed courses, swirled by
-chance gusts.”
-
-“Yet we two are getting on well together.”
-
-“So do chance and fate; the pity is to the waif that falls between them.”
-
-“I wonder how here, in Holy Land, thou canst think of any control but
-Providence.”
-
-“Wonder? So do I. I’m a bundle of wonderings.”
-
-“Listen to Jabbock.”
-
-“I do, more attentively than Jabbock to me. What of it?”
-
-“Grander rivers are forgotten; why is it so remembered?”
-
-“We’re forgotten, meaner men remembered.”
-
-“This river sings through the centuries of history the song of a fugitive
-of pale heart, who in sheer desperation, long, long ago, seized a
-fleeting hope and became a prince, having power to prevail with God.”
-
-“Ah, Jacob, who worked fourteen years to win a woman. It was, I’m sure,
-the woman that nerved him to attempt greatness. Such a woman! Had she
-been like our moderns she would have jilted him, or eloped with him,
-before the end of one of the fourteen years.”
-
-“I’ll not tilt with thy sarcasms. It were much better to remember that
-he, a pigmy, the night in his soul, as that about him, black as Erebus,
-grappled with the mighty, unknown, unseen apparition to find he was
-holding Deity. The mysteries of crossing fates and chances are as open
-nut-bur compared to that of all weakness prevailing with Omnipotence, my
-good master, I think.”
-
-“But ever after that joust, Jacob was a cripple!”
-
-“Oh, but remember, as he halted on his thigh the sun rose over Penuel,
-‘the place of seeing God,’ by interpretation. He was stronger for his
-laming!”
-
-“A very ‘Timor-lame,’ this prince of great chances and mean ways.”
-
-“Time and trial repaired Jacob’s spotted soul.”
-
-“There was much room for the mending, I do vow.”
-
-“His weightings bespeak some charity. Think; a weak mother, one designing
-wife, and plenty of wealth!”
-
-“Well, ’tis true, these were enough to have undone St. Anthony, if the
-devil had only thought to have tried them all at once upon him!”
-
-“Sir Charleroy swings back to his old bitterness toward women; did he
-never love one?”
-
-“No, not as a lover. I was never tried except by designing coquetries
-that nauseated finally.”
-
-“Perhaps, like most solitary men, thou so revered thyself by habit that
-there was no room for other person in thy heart.”
-
-“I never met one I deemed perfect and available.”
-
-“Better to have loved some one far from perfect than none. If thy
-heart-fount had been once touched it would have set thy imaginations to
-weaving halos about the one touching. Thou wouldst have enthroned her by
-a love that would have transformed both. She would have become in time
-what she was in love’s young dream; while thou wouldst have grown by the
-experience to be twice the man thou hadst been—or art.”
-
-“The sun in thy head is settling down into thy heart, Jew.”
-
-“Is that so, Charleroy?”
-
-“Yes, but not to harm; heart sunsets ripen heart fruits; that’s the
-reason the autumn suns run low; the low suns ripen. But after all, I’m
-not so very miserable in heart. I’ve loved some women; mother and my
-Mary——”
-
-“Filial love, religious love! somewhat akin and blessing him that feels
-their mellow, exalting influences; but, oh, Sir Charleroy, they do
-not fill completely the heart’s temple. There are places there for
-the expression of ruddy, glorious lover’s love. The three make up an
-all-comprehending trinity, and fill the man as Deity the universe.
-I see religious love in adoration of God’s Fatherhood, mother love
-in the tender leading of the Spirit, lover’s love in the priceless
-self-surrender of our Saviour. That made the angels sing, and in the
-being of each of our race there is room, aye need, of the melody which
-only the experiencing of this passion in full can produce. In love-mating
-is a wondrous thrill which can be but faintly voiced even by those who
-have experienced it.
-
-“There are other passions which ebb with time, or, being well fed, wax
-gross; not so with this one. Inspired by the potencies of life, which
-lie at the very core of being, it wells up in rills, rivers and torrents
-of pleasurable sensations. Out from the heart it goes to the remotest
-members, only to double on its courses and dash again through the beating
-heart, heating its flame by its doubling and hasting, making the beatings
-wilder by its hastings, and then hasting more because of the wilder
-beatings. Of all emotions love is the most tireless. It increases by
-giving, grows stronger by action and proclaims the secret of its heavenly
-birth, its immortality, by the way in which it deepens and ripens with
-every movement of its life. Aye, more, it proclaims itself the power of
-the resurrection by the way it transforms the lives it possesses. A man
-may be a lout, ever so crude in fiber, but this musical flame passing
-through his being, burns up his dross, making him all brave, courteous,
-tender, poetic, religious! Yea, religious! If it do not utterly redeem
-a sinner possessed by it, it will take him nearer to salvation than
-any other power known on earth, except the Spirit of Grace. It is as
-the opening of the eyes of the blind man, for it opens the doors of
-a new sense to the realizing of a world as new as delightful. As the
-thrummings on the harp-strings someway leave a lasting sonorousness
-and tenderness in the supporting woods about the lyre, so leaves this
-passion, through the beatings of every wave of it, wealth. Its devotee by
-it is inducted into exhaustless new realms and possessions, unalterably
-secured to him, and at the same time beyond all computation. He ever
-gathers treasures, as a prince from incoming fleets, and is made affluent
-beyond all counting. He surpasses all in wealth-getting, and yet is
-infinitely apart from the littleness of avarice. It is to him the advent
-of charity’s full-orbed day. It may be fancy in him, but it’s to him
-very real; the world about, as if having learned his secret, seems to
-be dressing for the wedding feast, while all things appear to be coming
-very confidentially to him to whisper the divine mandate, ‘marry and
-multiply.’ He is trusted, yet trusts; leads, yet follows. He is proud
-to display, a little, his conquest, but does so with a sort of alert
-charming selfishness, which gives notice to the world that he alone is
-to wear the chosen one upon his heart. He realizes the paradox of giving
-all and receiving all; the mystery of two lives merged into one by an
-utter surrender, each to each, which leaves both infinitely richer than
-the sum of all their ownings could make either if possessed by the one
-apart from the other. Oh, how almost imperiously each demands that
-the other shall surrender all and then how great the joy each feels in
-leading the chosen mate to surprises at the munificence and completeness
-of the giving up of all by the one who just now demanded all. I do not
-know the woman’s heart, but can readily believe it far surpasses the
-man’s in its consecration, enjoyment and aspiring. I know the man’s, but
-my words are ragged in description. I know that this grand passion makes
-him wondrously weak and wondrously strong. Sometimes these inner feelings
-come nigh overwhelming him; sometimes they fall upon his life like the
-musical ebb-waves on resonant shores. I can not word it all, nor is it
-strange, since I am speaking of a life of heavenly flights, and best
-expressed by voiceless signs, embraces. In love’s hour the man realizes,
-as never before, his lordliness and his pride and ambition are fed by a
-growing conviction that all the world is small beside himself and his;
-proud as a conqueror of untold wealth, he yields to the tender ties
-that unrelentingly bind him and crucifies his native roughness that he
-may be more like, more worthy her he rules and obeys. He is made finer;
-she stronger. Has she virtues, he appropriates them; at the same time,
-by the homage implied by his appropriation, makes them to shine more
-brightly on the brow and heart of his queen. He touches the fires on the
-altar she has erected within herself to love alone, and the altar-fires
-blaze until her whole being is illuminated as a temple on fête days. She
-puts on his best parts, and then he revels in delight as he beholds his
-virtues refined and so beautifully framed. There are times when, like a
-mighty anthem, his passion passes over and through him. Then is he nigh
-to madness, being in the mood to slay himself, or another doing aught
-to check the rapture of the mighty swellings of the music that pours
-over every nerve from head to heart, to limb. Then it is he embraces and
-kisses and embraces again; as an inspired artist of music, exhausting
-himself to prolong this joy, almost materialized. Indeed, I saw one who
-said ‘this is tangible music. I feel it; taste it; see it!’ It seems to
-thicken the air until I rise unwinged, and yet in a flight that seems to
-me as free and brilliant as that of the golden oriole’s. If the enchanted
-enchanter be pure and true, she leads her captive king, made tender and
-yet more manly by his captivity, surely upward from tumultuous passion’s
-sway to the ambrosial table-lands of higher affection where both may
-reign tenderly, bravely, hopefully, forever. I tell thee, knight, the
-finest spectacle on earth is a man in his prime, creation’s lord at his
-best, sincerely, completely in love with a queenly woman. Next after
-getting God into a man’s heart, the greatest blessing is the getting of a
-woman of genuine parts therein.”
-
-“Oh, child of the sunny palm land, thou hast imbibed wondrous eloquence.
-But thou sayest truly. Now, for the women that are so to queen us men. No
-woman that I ever knew of could so intoxicate, transform and translate
-me.”
-
-“One like Eve, the gift of God?”
-
-“The first woman, like the first man, was pure without virtue, until
-tried; then she fell. I think of her chiefly as being a splendid animal,
-yet, as Adam was not left for man’s example, neither was she. I still
-think Eve passed by in history to be only what she was full proof that
-love which rises no higher than to give all to and for that which was
-like the fruit of the tempting tree, good for food and pleasant to the
-eyes, is not like the love that at last hung on the tree of Calvary. Oh,
-child of Abraham, I hear the ‘_voice of God walking in the garden in the
-cool of the day_,’ saying to a world of flitting, false ideals, and those
-yearning for pilots and patterns, ‘_Where art thou?_’ I don’t know, for
-one, exactly where I am, but I’m going forward and upward someway.”
-
-“Sir Charleroy thou dost dazzle me by thy correspondences and insights,
-if I do thee by my pictures. We are quits.”
-
-“But we’ll not quit. This pilgrim idleness has value. I never knew what
-I believed until, thus flung out of life’s hurly burly, I had little
-company but my thoughts. There was method of reason in God’s taking His
-prophets to lone places, to fit them for understanding the rapturing
-visions with which He filled them.”
-
-“’Tis so, true; but what thinks the knight of Esther, the beautiful
-Queen? She’s the idol and ideal in Israel in all times and places.”
-
-“Wondrous woman! A girl, petted, ill-trained, from poverty suddenly
-exalted, surrounded by the skilled intriguants of court, a jealous,
-exacting, conceited, harem-demoralized old king for a spouse, she was
-then burdened with the salvation of a nation. I’ve so pitied her that
-I’ve forgotten to admire how well she did in her trying lot.”
-
-“Can the world ever have a finer figure or presentment of all that is
-womanly? I do not challenge thy Mary, but may I not put the two side by
-side?”
-
-“Israel has two great women in their way. The one, Esther, exemplifying
-all sweetness and the mild strength of a suddenly developed woman, doing
-grandly in one emergency when great peril and great love aroused her from
-only being an entrancing, petted beauty, to be the heroine of an hour.
-But she was not tried by the searching test of a lifetime. She never
-meets the needs of mothers seeking an ideal. Rizpah, your other grand
-woman, was the mother, even the mother of sorrows, of the Old Testament.
-It takes these two to make an ideal, and yet the pattern is incomplete.
-God walks yet in the garden where men live, with only these two before
-them, and ever and anon they hear the unanswerable, ‘_Where art thou?_’”
-
-“Why, my mentor, master, thou hast touched our Scriptures with the rod
-that budded; the whole opens to me as if for the first time. Methinks, if
-I were permitted to lay hands now upon one of our sacred volumes, I’d be
-fairly overcome by the light that would break out on me from within it.”
-
-“‘The entrance of the word giveth light,’ Ichabod.”
-
-“I’m moved, master, along lines I can not turn from, to the one woman of
-all, Mary. She is thy ideal queen of hearts?”
-
-“I’m a pilgrim and follow her, seeing none better.”
-
-“Then thou wouldst be willing to wed such as Mary?”
-
-“Hold! This is sacrilegious! I’ll not think of Mary in any such
-comparison. Leave my patron saint upon her high pedestal. I save her for
-my soul’s health, as every man should save some noble woman, for an inner
-enshrining, to be all that woman may be at her best, his beloved, his
-inspirer, and yet touching no spring of his life save such as responds
-to things of moral grandeur.”
-
-“Ah, master, I’ve not yet been enamored fully of this woman. I feel a
-stranger to her, but I feel the meaning of the finer things thou hast
-just spoken. I have the need of which thou dost speak, and my life, like
-a babe, often now goes out crying, ‘Mother, mother.’ As we lay, yesterday
-night, beneath the quiet firmament, I gazed up and asked a sign of God
-in prayer. It was a baby cry I know, but I saw one star that staid and
-staid above me. It seemed to be warmed with reddish tintings, and I
-thought that its glitterings were proof that it was taking part in some
-anthem of the morning stars. Then I dreamed that my mother was in the
-star all luminous, holy, happy, looking down in constant guardianship of
-her outcast boy! Oh, can a child ever be outcast utterly to mother? Can
-it be that she, who so loved me and so loved God, can hate me now, loving
-her and loving God as I do? God knows my heart! Will he not tell her
-all? Her constant mandate to me was, ‘keep a loyal heart, an undefiled
-conscience.’ I’ve tried to do both, but then her soul loathed apostacy.
-Does she loathe me for leaving Israel’s fold? My heart all torn, cries
-to-day, ‘Mother, mother!’ I’m sure she can not hate me. To-morrow I hope
-I shall pray at her grave.”
-
-Then the vehement Israelite fell on the ground in an ecstasy, utterly
-unconscious of his companion, and, kissing the earth as if already he was
-by that parent’s resting place, wildly called, “Mother! my mamma! oh,
-I’m so lonely, so unhappy! Let me come! God, God, let me go to mother!
-Mother, I did it as thou saidst. I’m no leper. I’m not a heretic! I
-love thee. I love God. I’ve kept pure. I’ve trusted God’s care in all
-my trouble. Mamma, my mamma, let Ichabod embrace thee!” Exhausted and
-quivering he there lay. The knight was silent. It was holy ground, and
-the whole thicket about seemed to be glowing with the fire that burns
-without consuming.
-
-The travelers were encamped again under the sky, and it was now night.
-A shooting star sped through the constellation of Orion and fell down
-toward the Dead Sea.
-
-“An omen, Jew.”
-
-“Explain, brother knight.”
-
-“Life; bright, short, ending in gloom.”
-
-“Look at the fixed stars.”
-
-“They preach fate.”
-
-“Perhaps, but they have the majority. Few fall; I think, too, Someone
-holds them.”
-
-“Thy hopefulness colors thy faith.”
-
-“Thy murmurings run toward final madness, knight; the Rabbis, good men,
-so taught me.”
-
-“If one star falls may not all? If Providence hold them, why does one
-escape?”
-
-“Thou hast heard that the giant Orion having lost his eyes, afterward
-regained his sight by turning his sockets toward the rising sun; that
-meteor we saw shot through the constellation Orion. Look up.”
-
-“A happy simile and pungent thrust, Jew.”
-
-“He that sent the lightnings to show us our way out of dread Jericho,
-most likely now commissioned some angel to swing a meteor across the sky
-as a torch or beacon for our guidance. The trail of flame teaches me
-that God is writing His royal signature on some great message.”
-
-“This world is too vast and too thronged with insignificants, such as we,
-for such especial carings on God’s part. There are too many kings, too
-many shepherds, too many follies for Him to constantly watch any one or
-two.”
-
-“Backward, forward; now good, now bad. What a charging, changing knight!
-Pray God to get thee right and then fix thee.”
-
-Their converse was interrupted by a prolonged trumpet blast, echoing from
-hill to hill. Sir Charleroy sprang to his feet and clasping his sword
-hilt, cried eagerly, “We’re ambuscaded!”
-
-“No, by the glory of God, ’twas the temple call! How grand it sounds away
-in this wilderness!”
-
-“No, no, Jew, I’ve heard that call; this one had six responses.”
-
-“’Twas echo’s magic! Didst thou not notice how the sound spread as it
-traveled in a sort of sheet of melody? Then it rose and fell from low
-hill to high. One blast; seven responses. Nature proclaiming against fate
-and chance; the covenant number.”
-
-“I’m not so confident that it’s a miracle; what if it were some Mamelukes
-or Druses, planning one of their pious immolations of heretics with us
-for the victims?”
-
-“Nay, brother, It’s ‘_Purim_’; that feast is now due, and always begins
-at early starlight. I know it. Come, I’ll put it to the proof.”
-
-“Hold; poets are more rash than knights in a charge, but not so skillful
-in retreat! Whither wouldst thou?”
-
-“I’ll spy out the trumpeters and report.”
-
-“Not alone. I’ll go, too. This camp will care for itself if they beyond
-be friends; if enemies, why then, without consulting us, they will care
-for all we have. But this,” said the knight, toying with his sword, “was
-blessed by a priest to preach to infidels.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-THE FEAST OF PURIM.
-
-
-Stealthily Ichabod, followed by Sir Charleroy, approached the place from
-which the trumpet call had sounded. The foliage was dense, the necessary
-way somewhat winding, and these circumstances, together with the fact
-that it was expedient to move with great caution, made the progress
-of the explorers very slow. The last ray of day had faded, sung away
-by the evening bird and insect chorusers, whose concert strains, like
-the vanishing notes of æolian harps swept by dying breezes, were now
-blending, without a line to mark the place of transition, into the lull
-of the night. Nature’s lullaby to tired, drowsy life. It was a witching
-hour in the woods, and the scene that lay just beyond the pilgrims in an
-opening by Jabbock was an enchantment. The river, reflecting the moon
-rays and the lights of torches borne by many intermingling feasters,
-flowed silently along like a stream of mingled silver and fire, while
-tree and shrub along its sides, as green as green could be, bore as
-fruits lights of many colors. In the opening, surrounded by beacons,
-banners and the lamp-bearing trees, the beauty as well as the center of
-all was a magnificent patriarchal tent, made of costly materials. About
-the pavilion were mounds of earth, elevated upon high tripods, seven
-in all, in symbols of the seven temple candle-sticks. On each mound
-there blazed a fire fed by resinous faggots, and the lights of the fires
-falling upon the folds of the tent, caught up here and there by bands of
-blue and gold, made the whole glisten like jeweled silk.
-
-“Hallelujah,” with suppressed joy, exclaimed Ichabod, “the tabernacle of
-God with men!”
-
-“Hush, rash man, and watch!” rebukingly replied Sir Charleroy.
-
-“Watch? Why, my soul is in my eyes. I’m as one famished for years
-smelling a feast!”
-
-As they looked on the beautiful scene, they perceived that the front
-of the pavilion was lifted up and stretched forward as a canopy over
-an altar, richly decorated with twined olive branches and blood-red
-blossoms. A little way off, and yet partly encircling the altar, were
-little walnut trees, each tree having on its branches glistening lamps,
-half hidden by wreaths of hollyhocks and asters.
-
-The moon sank behind the hills; the night darkened, but the fires and
-lamps burned still more brightly.
-
-“It’s like fairy-land, Jew,” after little, spake Sir Charleroy.
-
-“More beautiful, knight. Wait and see.”
-
-There was a burst of music, instantly followed by the entrance of youths
-and old men; some singing, others vigorously playing ugabs, reed-flutes,
-and tambourines. Somewhere near, though unseen by the watchers, were
-happy women; they recognized their voices in refrains, choruses, and
-merry peals of laughter.
-
-“Well, this is not warlike, but what is it, Jew?” queried Sir Charleroy.
-
-“Wait a little.”
-
-There came a commanding trumpet blast. Its tones died away in the
-melody-waves of a score of viols, managed by unperceived musicians. Then
-silence; presently the huge blue curtain that hung across the tent, just
-back of the outstretching front canopy, parted, and there emerged an aged
-man of stately form, wearing an Aaronic mitre and priestly robes; rich as
-well as ample. He paused before the altar a moment, as if in prayer, and
-then suddenly the air far and wide quivered with a sound like a cyclone
-hail. There were also cornet blasts mingling therewith.
-
-“Heavens, Jew, explain!”
-
-“Selah! These the drums and waking clappers; the signal to be given. Now
-for ‘Purim’ in earnest.”
-
-The groves about seemed to be alive and moving, for from every direction
-toward the center gathered men and boys, bearing palm branches and
-torches; these, as they advanced, moved with speeded pace, presently
-they were in a perfect maze, the music of every kind growing louder and
-louder, then seeming to die away.
-
-“They’re carrying the edicts of Ahasuerus to the Jews to defend
-themselves, master.”
-
-“A fine play, Jew!”
-
-Now the blue curtain parted again, and from the pavilion emerged another
-stately form, in all except that he lacked priestly robing, the very
-counterpart of the aged man first at the altar.
-
-“Glory to Shaddah! again I see the holy brothers, Harrimai,” cried
-Ichabod.
-
-The second patriarch motioned silence; all in the assembly bent their
-heads in breathless attention and the patriarch spoke: “Brethren of
-Israel, hearken and give God all the glory who this hour permits us, His
-chosen people, to celebrate in peace, with joy, our glad Purim feast.
-This day, Jehovah granted me the most wholesome comfort of hearing from a
-pashaw of our scourge that the last of the armies of the Moslem, beaten
-by want and internal discord, were melting out of our land like fog
-banks before the rising sun. He certified to me for a handful of barley
-(for which he had come to stand in need) that those hated cross-bearing
-invaders, the knights, were gone, never to return. So God has worked in
-our behalf as in the days of Esther, setting our enemies to destroying
-one another and then compassing the slinging out of His holy places, the
-abominable remnants. So may His thunders, as of old, forever beat on the
-heads of all who lift themselves against our Israel!”
-
-There was a murmur of applause; first like the buzz of the noonday
-insects of the groves, then like a careering hurricane. The applause
-swelled up, drowning all sounds, causing the fires to flicker and flame,
-making the pavilion’s sides sway and wave as if all were feeling the joy
-present. The musical instruments quickly now caught up the strain of the
-cheery voices, and all was in a perfect whirl of excitement with one
-thought, ‘praise.’ It was free and fluent, because it came from hearts
-practiced in the ultimate swings from joy to sorrow and then from sorrow
-to joy. For half an hour nearly, the rhapsody continued, nor did it
-temperate until sheer exhaustion fell on the revelers.
-
-Presently, after an interval of comparative quiet, there came a flourish
-of cornets and a roar of the rattling clappers. It was a signal followed
-by the uplifting of the old priest’s hands as if in benediction. All
-heads were bowed; some of the congregation knelt, and then he spoke in
-sonorous, yet soothing voice, words of benediction: “Blessed art thou, Oh
-Lord our God, King of the Universe, who hath wrought all miracles for our
-fathers and also for us, at this time.”
-
-Then the people stood up, and the second patriarch, advancing to the
-front of the altar, began reading from the holy _Kethubim_ of the Jews,
-the story of the Purim. At each mention of Esther’s name the congregation
-murmured “how beautiful is goodness;” at each mention of Haman’s name
-all in the congregation stamped their feet, also making gurgling noises
-with their throats, to imitate the false prince’s strangling; the whole
-being made more hideous by the shriek of discordant cornet notes and the
-springing of rattles.
-
-The foregoing scene suddenly changed; a procession of maidens, in
-graceful evolutions, emerging from the surrounding groves, presenting a
-living picture, really entrancing. They were all richly robed in garments
-of graceful flow, caught round their waists by flowered girdles. Some
-wore sashes of jassamine, while others were crowned with lilies or asters
-or violets. Their arms and ankles were clad only with circlets from which
-pendant bells gave forth music at every motion. Seven of the foremost
-maidens bore lamps; behind each of these followed one with a harp; behind
-each harper two with tambourines and cymbals. Seven times this maiden
-train, with a step in time, half march, half dance, waltzed around the
-canopied altar. Then were given seven cornet blasts, the procession
-leaders waving their lamps with each blast, after which there was
-perfect silence. Now the old priest moved forward a little toward the
-procession; the congregation meanwhile gathering in a semi-circle, just
-outside of all, and he addressed the assembly: “Brethren and children, I
-would speak to you a little of the ‘Virtuous Woman.’ Daughters of Israel,
-hearts of homes to be, hopes of the nation looking for a Deliverer and
-deliverers yet to be born; hear me! Israel knows no queen of all womanly
-perfections like unto Esther, the beautiful. Evermore take her for your
-meditation by day and your dreams by night. Then shall you all realize to
-yourselves, your fathers, brothers, husbands, all that the holy Proverbs
-of our _Kethubim_ declares of the true woman. Then the priest taking the
-parchment, solemnly and in mellow tones, read the last chapter of the
-book, ‘the birth-day chapter,’ a verse prophetic for every day of the
-longest month, as the Jews believe.”
-
-When the reader ceased, the encampment was dim, many of the lights having
-been quenched. Then the congregation joined in chanting a soft-aired
-Jewish hymn.
-
-“The devotions are ended; now for the sports;” so spoke Ichabod; the
-first words spoken between him and the knight during their observation
-of the last part of the proceedings before the pavilion. He had scarcely
-made the announcement when the second patriarch appeared, dressed in
-somber black, leading by the hand a maiden of wondrous beauty, wearing
-also black, in heavy trails; on her head a golden crown. As they
-appeared the applause as at first burst forth, but now blended with
-distinguishable cries of “Hail Esther!” “Hail Mordecai!”
-
-“It’s the play, knight. Watch that pair.”
-
-“No fear, Jew, such a wondrous beauty! Had I been Haman and she Esther,
-I never could have crossed her. Heavens, Jew, it is well said the people
-of promise produce the most beautiful women of earth. That’s why Deity
-elected one of them, through whom to be incarnate, I think.”
-
-“I think I heard the knight say, awhile ago, that the revolution of all
-religions was to come when men’s admiration for women rose far above
-rapture over outward form. Is it not so?”
-
-“Ah, it’s thy remembering and my forgetting that keeps us crossing each
-other! But no matter; am I looking at an angel or not?”
-
-“That’s the priest’s only daughter; his idol, ay, the idol of every youth
-in all these parts of Israel. No nation can be dead while it produces
-such flowers.”
-
-Suddenly the camp blazed with re-illumination, and then began a carnival.
-Games and dancers were everywhere. Some, evidently men, were dressed as
-women, and others, evidently women, were garbed as men. For one season,
-Purim, the command against the interchange of garments between the sexes,
-was suspended. Each reveler carried a little box. If he asked a favor
-or a question, the reply was a challenge to try lots. Partners were so
-chosen, tasks given and predictions made. Laughter was everywhere, and
-wine was flowing.
-
-“Ichabod, I haven’t tasted wine since Acre! Why dost thou not introduce
-me yonder?”
-
-“Wait; they will all be mellow, soon. They may be, too, for it’s a law
-that a Jew is not deemed drunk at ‘_Purim_’ so long as he can discern
-between a blessing for Mordecai and a curse for Haman.”
-
-“Heavens! how they do imbibe.”
-
-“It’s natural for doves to twitter after a thunder storm. They remember
-the past troubles.”
-
-“Ay; but I fear they will consume all the beverage before we are with
-them. We have had plenty of trouble; now take me in to twitter with those
-doves.”
-
-Ichabod started, as if to lead the way, and then drew back and moaned,
-“no, no; it cannot be. I’m forever anathema here, to them! I could bear
-their hate, not their contempt. They may call me renegade, but never
-spaniel nor hypocrite! If I appeared among them they would soon know, if
-they do not already, that Ichabod is changed. Then they’d sneer and tell
-me that I tried to play double, or thinking my people’s faith not good
-enough for me, I yet hungered for their feasts. No, no; it must not be!
-To-morrow, I hope to pray at my mother’s grave. I’d choke then if I had
-to remember I’d done aught that she, living, would have thought mean.”
-
-“Now, I’ll not persuade thee, Jew, but go alone.”
-
-“That’s reckless! thou mayst regret it. They may become riotous, being
-half drunk, and beat thee as a Haman. No, stay away.”
-
-“No dissuasion, Jew, but just change garments. It’s the fashion
-to-night.” The Jew complied, remarking as he did:
-
-“Will the knight wear this leather thong?”
-
-“Heavens! no, nor the brand on thy neck.”
-
-“Christian knights commanded me to wear one, and burned into my flesh the
-other years ago; they deemed it necessary to mark all Jews for hatred.”
-
-“Dear Ichabod, I never counseled branding any man!”
-
-“I believe it. I have forgotten all bitterness about these marks and have
-borne them as my cross.
-
-“But, Sir Charleroy, don’t wear thy cross in their sight!”
-
-“For once, I’ll cover it.” So saying he hid the emblem.
-
-The comrades parted, and Sir Charleroy quickly found himself by the
-maiden who personated Esther. He approached unnoticed until he pleasantly
-said: “Queen of Shushan, a man out there behind a clump of Sharon roses,
-played me a game of lots. I lost the game, and he has put it on me to
-come to the Queen to fix the forfeit I shall pay.” The maiden turned her
-head haughtily and examined the speaker from head to foot with repelling
-gaze. It was her way of freezing off the amorous swains who constantly
-aimed to pay her court. But when her eyes met those of the self-possessed
-stranger, she gave a little start. Perhaps she caught sight, by some
-omen, of her fate; perhaps she felt the magnetism of the strong will
-which for the first time presented itself. In any event, it was the first
-time she had ever been alone, face to face, with such as he; a stalwart
-man, all reverential, yet all self-possessed. They were well matched, and
-they both felt it, intuitively, instantly.
-
-“Who art thou?”
-
-“A child of God.”
-
-“Of Israel?”
-
-“By faith, most holy of Abraham’s seed,” responded Sir Charleroy.
-
-“Thy speech bewrayeth thee as lacking our shibboleth.”
-
-“I’ve been a life long wanderer. Thou wouldst not reject one whom
-involuntary exile had robbed of tokens?”
-
-“But I can not be free with an uncertified stranger. I’m afraid I err in
-tarrying here ’till now.”
-
-“Hospitality is the boast of pious Hebrews who obey Him that ‘loveth the
-stranger in giving him food and raiment.’ Thou hast the Great Father’s
-law: ‘Love ye therefore the stranger, for ye were strangers in the land
-of Egypt.’ Some have by hospitality unawares entertained angels, thou
-knowst.”
-
-“I’d like to entertain an angel; are they ever so human-like as thou?”
-she smiled.
-
-“Had I known the Esther of to-night long enough to convince her that my
-freedom was sincere, I’d say that she was a fine example of the union of
-the angelic in the human.”
-
-The maiden laughed. The incense was agreeable, and the freedom of this
-feast-time justified her acceptance of this novel, bold flattery. Your
-proud, daring woman is very vulnerable to such assaults. The world
-often wonders why such women so often, after all, surrender; but that’s
-because the world does not appreciate the dexterity in such jousts of
-such skilled men of the world as Sir Charleroy; or how grateful to
-self-admiring beauties the admiration of superior intellects is.
-
-“Well, will thou give me thy name?”
-
-“Certainly. For to-night, Ahasuerus?”
-
-“A presumptious jest, sir.”
-
-“No, for I admire and respect Esther, that’s here.”
-
-“And then?”
-
-“I plead for help; gain me admittance to the festivities, and escape from
-inquiry further, as to my identity.”
-
-“And afterward, be called by my people brazen by thee, a little fool!”
-
-“Art thou driven from right, the claim of hospitality, by fear of a lie?”
-
-“What if thou wert a Bedouin spy, or a hated cross follower?”
-
-“Thou art a noble hearted maiden.”
-
-“Ah, who told thee so?”
-
-“Thy face.”
-
-“What is that to thee, if true?” she blushed a little.
-
-“Could’st thou drive from thy bosom a fleeing kid, there seeking refuge
-from pursuing lions?”
-
-“I do not know ’till tried. Thou art at any rate no kid; there is no
-lion. If thou desirest refuge, see the path of departure is the one by
-which thou cam’st hither.”
-
-“Well, then, farewell.”
-
-The knight made as if he would go, but he knew he would not. The motion
-gave him excuse for looking sad, and he knew that next to a handsome face
-a sad one most easily conquers a woman.
-
-“Tarry a moment ’till I think. Can I trust thee?” she was hesitating.
-
-“I’ve trusted thee, and that’s ever the best proof of fidelity.” Women
-like to think they are especially trusted.
-
-“Well——but, see, my father comes; there’s no time for argument; let me
-speak!”
-
-As the aged priest drew near, Esther saluted him, and said, “Father, let
-me take this Galileean stranger to the youths and their games? He claims
-our hospitality.”
-
-The priest, wont to be on the alert, was disarmed by the magic word
-hospitality; then, too, for a long time before, having been wifeless, he
-had been wont to put his daughter forward, according large confidence to
-her; hence his reply:
-
-“If thou knowest him, Rizpah.”
-
-“I do.”
-
-“Welcome, brother, what is thy name?” said Harrimai.
-
-Rizpah, his daughter, quickly made reply, “Ahasuerus, and I’ve laughed at
-the _coincidence_ until he has been ashamed to repeat it.”
-
-“’Tis strange, surely, and not like a Jewish one. I must examine the
-family rolls to-morrow. Peace be unto thee, son,” and the old man turned
-toward his pavilion. Esther plucked a lily from her crown and handed it
-to Sir Charleroy saying: “Here, king, a token.”
-
-“Of what?”
-
-“Shushan; in our tongue, the name of the flower signifies ‘surrender.’”
-
-“They say, Esther, that Judith wore a crown of lilies when she
-assassinated Holophernes. Is there any danger to me impending?”
-
-“Thou hast a lily. It is said to ward off enchantments, too.”
-
-“I am enchanted. I do not want to awaken. In Egypt they call this the
-lotus, flower of unrestrained pleasure.”
-
-“For now then, we’ll call it lotus.”
-
-“All gods, even Osiris, bless thee, Esther.”
-
-So the twain were charmed comrades, till watch fires were dim and the
-palm shadows were creeping in, like funeral attendants, to carry away
-the spirit of the dying revel. Here and there was heard anon the voices
-commending this one and that to pleasant slumbers. The stars were
-withdrawing behind dawn’s feathery curtains, and over all, at intervals,
-was heard the voice of the chanticleer, triumphantly proclaiming the
-coming day.
-
-Charleroy and Rizpah were left alone with each other at the end of the
-last game.
-
-The maiden gave a coy, furtive glance and tardily drew away from the
-knight. The language of the drawing-room of the day, is as old as the
-centuries, and that maid of the wilderness used it as finely as a queen,
-to say without words, “it’s time we part; please say so first, nor leave
-to me, the hostess, the first suggestion of a wish to have thee go——”
-
-Still the knight spake not.
-
-He was delighted and averse to breaking the first pleasure spell of years.
-
-The Jewish maiden, with fine courtesy, renewed the subject: “King,
-methinks, thou art anxious to exchange the grove for the palace.”
-
-“I can never think of weariness when restful Esther is nigh.”
-
-“But thy life is precious to thy subjects; care for it, and go with
-freshness to to-morrow’s cares of state.”
-
-“Ah, queen, I too keenly realize that with thy departure my kingdom fades
-to nothingness.”
-
-“A truce, my liege.”
-
-“Granted, and any thing else, to the half of my kingdom.”
-
-Rizpah startled the birds in the shrubbery to premature morning song,
-with a merry laugh. It was a finishing charge, that laugh, by which she
-carried her point, for the knight quickly questioned “Why this?”
-
-“I was only thinking how odd thou wouldst appear if thou didst wear away
-my pepelum. Thy subjects would think their king mad, if he met them
-veiled as a woman.”
-
-“Pardon, queen, I’ve been so absorbed, I forgot myself—” So saying,
-he gracefully transferred from his shoulder to hers the shawl she had
-permitted him for the night to wear. As the maiden adjusted it, something
-fell out of its folds, glittering to her feet.
-
-“Findings keepings;” she laughed, and stooped to pick up the object. As
-she arose she turned it slowly toward the setting moon the better to
-inspect the find.
-
-The knight was alarmed, but it was too late to prevent her examination
-now of his Teutonic cross and chain.
-
-At a glance, Rizpah saw it was an emblem, of all others, hated by her
-people, and with a low, startled cry she made a motion as if to hurl
-it from her, but she checked herself with a powerful effort; suddenly
-turning her black, piercing eyes upon her companion she took a step back.
-She stood there the embodiment of an imperative question.
-
-The knight quietly said: “Be calm, dear maid.”
-
-Over her countenance passed a cloud which to the man all too plainly
-said: “How darst thou use such terms to me?” and then the face hardened
-again to imperative interrogation.
-
-“Thou trustedst me four hours ago, under the lotus, try now my sincerity
-by any sterner test.”
-
-Turning her eyes full on his, with a voice without a quaver, but in
-deep, measured tones indicative of suppressed emotion, she questioned as
-she held out toward him his emblem, “What’s this?”
-
-“Concealment from thee, having trusted me as thou hast, would be futile
-not only, but hateful; thou knowst the meaning of the sign.”
-
-“Who art thou then?”
-
-“A Christian knight!”
-
-“An enemy of my people everywhere; a spy here!” she exclaimed.
-
-“No, never a spy! a true Christian knight never was such! Our warfare is
-open and equal. I’m degraded by the defense from such an odious charge!”
-
-“Why debate thy methods; ’tis enough for me to know thou art a foe to me
-and mine.”
-
-“No enemy of thine, but rather the friend of all humanity, woman.”
-
-“Bloody friends I’ve heard!”
-
-“No! Each one of my order is sworn, by awful vow, to protect the
-traveler, the poor, the weak and woman with our last drop of blood! If we
-two were all alone here and one of our lives must be forfeited to save
-the other’s, mine would joy to go first.”
-
-“Words are cheap, and thou can’st use them finely, knight.”
-
-“Thou knowst, maiden, to what that cross alludes.”
-
-“The Nazarene Imposter!”
-
-“His followers revere Him?”
-
-“Like madmen, they follow their phantom!”
-
-“Didst ever hear of one wearing that sign, being untrue to it?”
-
-“No, it’s their dread black-art.”
-
-“Wouldst thou trust me if I swore by it?”
-
-“I might; but I’d fear that devils would flock out of the airy deep to
-witness thy vowing. Spare me that horror!”
-
-“Maiden, thou’lt craze me by thy distrust and wild words. In God’s name
-tell me what to do!”
-
-“Swear, but wave back the evil spirits, if thou art wont to have them.”
-
-“That sign is their lasting terror; but the silent palms and the stars
-alone shall witness, ay, the God of all, as well. Here, make thou the
-words as thou wilt. Now, I kiss the cross I love, and am ready. He suited
-the action to the words. The maiden drew near to him, looking down into
-his eyes searchingly and seemed assured by their serene frankness.”
-
-“Go on, Rizpah, I’ll bind my soul with any words coined, and, remember
-that I believe that perjury would consign me to misery untold here;
-eternal woe hereafter!”
-
-“I’ll trust thy solemn asseverations; they say that a superstition on the
-right side will make even a Philistine bearable. Repeat, ‘I swear never
-to harm any of Rizpah’s kin or clan, except in self-defense.’”
-
-He complied.
-
-“Again, ‘I swear to depart peacefully at once, and no more seek
-companionship with the people this night met.’”
-
-He complied, but murmured “cruelty.”
-
-“And how?” she questioned.
-
-“Wilt add a little?”
-
-“Add what?”
-
-“Add this ‘except by permission of the one ordaining my vow.’”
-
-“It is so fixed.”
-
-“I then swear it all.”
-
-“Well, now go,” and she pointed to the hills.
-
-“I obey, but yet plead delay.”
-
-She hesitated and fell from being master to being mastered.
-
-“Why, what benefits delay?”
-
-“Oh, woman, I yearn as only a lonely heart can, to enjoy a little while
-the fellowship and hospitality of thy people! For years homeless; for
-months friendless, I’ve come to feel worthless. This is the first bright
-hour in my life for many a day. Perhaps, maiden of Israel, thou mightst
-make life worth living to me.”
-
-It was a charge on her sympathy, and he knew it would succeed.
-
-“A Crusader, ‘one of the armies of God,’ boasting a divine call to
-conquer and convert the world, so talking?”
-
-“Our armed crusades are ended forever; my occupation’s gone.”
-
-She had hesitated, now she pitied the man, and woman-like, again
-surrendered while she protested.
-
-“I do not think there could come great harm from thy staying until
-sunrise repast.”
-
-“Bless thee, the nine sun gods bless thee, Esther.”
-
-“Heathen!”
-
-“Well; an Egyptian-Christian-Jew taught me to say this when too cheerful
-to be solemn, and pious enough not to be frivolous.”
-
-“An Egyptian-Hebrew-Christian! He must have been an Arab. That
-name means the ‘mixed.’ But go to the men’s tents; to-morrow
-I’ll have more wisdom. Peace and grace to thee; good night,
-Christian-Heathen-Hebrew-Arabic-Egyptian!” She laughingly spoke and the
-unbending made the knight, bold. He addressed her:
-
-“I’d sleep in perfect peace, if Rizpah would give me a token.”
-
-“I? what?” and the maiden drew back, offended. Her innocency remembered
-no token then, but such solicited by her maiden friends, or given at
-times to her father, a kiss.
-
-“Place thy hand in mine, Rizpah.” She quickly complied, glad she was
-mistaken, as to her suspicion and blushing within, as she thought how
-strangely, easily, her mind had had the thought, “Well, now what, knight?”
-
-“Promise me that while I’m permitted to tarry among thy people, I shall
-have thy heart’s friendship; as freely, as loyally bestowed as if I were
-thy brother.”
-
-“Canst trust me, a woman, a girl, almost a stranger?”
-
-“I trust thy woman’s heart as Joshua’s men of old trusted Rahab, a wreck,
-but still a woman. Thou art infinitely more noble than she.”
-
-“But men think us weak, fitful, garrulous.”
-
-“Responsibility makes the weakest of thy sex heroines and pity is the
-gateway to their hearts. Thou hast my life and my happiness as thy
-responsibility; dost pity me?”
-
-“Yes: go now. A Gentile hater of my people shall see of what metals
-Jewish maidens are.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-ASTARTE OR MARY?
-
- “Who could resist; who in the universe?
- She did breathe ambrosia; so immerse
- My existence in a golden clime,
- She took me like a child of sucking time,
- And cradled me in roses. Thus condemned
- The current of my former life was stemmed:
- I bowed a tranced vassal.”—KEATS.
-
-
-The Teutonic Knight of Saint Mary, through all his changing fortunes from
-the time of his knighthood’s vow, preserved his moral integrity, his
-loyalty to the lofty pattern of life set forth by the Queenly exemplar,
-Mary, the mother of Jesus. Crusader days had so far improved his life as
-to make him the outspoken denouncer of all impurity of life. He thought
-his creed and his committal thereto complete. A change came over him. He
-that, in the storm of battle, had often cried as his law and his delight
-“_Deus Vult_,” “God wills,” now feared to seek to know, much less to do,
-that will. The intoxications of a new love were upon him; unconsciously
-he was suffering his queen to be veiled, eclipsed; and he yielded to the
-tide that swept him toward the Jewish maiden. Sometimes his conscience
-smote him, but he parleyed with it, called it a fool, or placated it by
-the assurance that this whole matter could be stopped any time at will.
-Like many another man, forgetting all else except that he was a refined
-animal, he passed away from the beacons of Bethlehem to the chambers of
-Imagery, the gods of Egypt. In chains of roses, though with many fine
-Christian sentiments on his lips, he went heart first, head first, into
-an utter committal of all his being to the possession of his enchanter.
-He expected to regard the laws of the land and society, but nothing
-more. He was led by his tempting spirit to Ramoth Gilead, now sometimes
-called Gerara or Gerash. There it was that Rizpah’s family took up its
-abode. With them, and of them, was Sir Charleroy, a welcome guest, his
-welcome secured by his own personal efforts to please, in part; but more
-through the _finesse_ of Rizpah, who having promised to be a sister, was
-permitting her mind to wonder what he might become if only her friend
-were a Hebrew. Such day dreams were sinless, but impolitic if she really
-meant to keep herself free and painless, when the parting time came. But
-it so happens that the questions and problems of the heart are thrust
-ever on life when most responsive, least experienced. The wonder is not
-that so many decide them ill, but that youth so pressed, so ardent, so
-callow, as a whole decide so fairly well the master social problem. The
-life of Harrimai and his following was very Jewish at Gerash. There was
-an unusual amount of national pride evinced in that locality for the
-times. Sir Charleroy was interested deeply in the place because of its
-splendid ruins, he said, but as need not be explained, chiefly on account
-of its natural beauties amid which Rizpah was peerless. The Israelitish
-colony revered the place for its ancient part in Jewish history, and
-because they believed no Moslem invader had ever defiled the place. The
-knight and the Jewish father and daughter were in frequent companionship.
-They were becoming very intimate, meanwhile gaining power each to make
-the other eventually very miserable.
-
-Rizpah was pushing out in a new experience to her. If she were enamored
-she did not fully know it. She only knew that the knight’s companionship
-was very delightful. If she had any misgivings as to the propriety of her
-course she silenced them by saying to herself: “Sir Charleroy has sworn
-to leave us forever when I say he shall. I can end this matter any time.”
-She thought she could, but the shield of her safety was already too heavy
-for her. She could not have said go, had she tried. Time deepened the
-perplexity by multiplying the enmeshings of the trio. The knight and
-Rizpah were much in each other’s society. They spoke of this as being
-a happy circumstance, as youths usually do. “We shall understand each
-other so well—too well to misunderstand.” Some of the Jewish young men
-were jealous and made some very natural remarks, under the circumstances,
-though the remarks were rather bitter with jealousy. The older people,
-some of them, anxious for an alliance by marriage with the rich and
-powerful Harrimai family, took up the undertone complaints of the young
-people of their race. Of course, the murmurings were cloaked with
-declarations that they were all for the sake of righteousness! Harrimai,
-in heart far from assured, was yet compelled to defend the two secretly
-loving, in order to defend his daughter’s fair fame. The two young
-people wore the armor of teacher and pupil; the young woman constantly
-bepraising the knight’s wondrous knowledge of the antiquities, etc., of
-all the out-of-the-way places they visited. So the meshes multiplied,
-though the caviling was in part silenced. As teacher and pupil they went
-on, and Harrimai knew, as did Sir Charleroy, that the relationship had
-its peril, as it existed between a man and woman who could love yet ought
-not to love. Rizpah did not at first know how easily a woman’s heart
-surrenders to a man to whom she is accustomed to look upward. In fact she
-drifted in a delight in all pertaining to the knight; her only outlook
-and watchfulness being toward her father. The way the latter at times
-keenly, silently observed her and the knight made her uneasy. She knew
-intuitively that not far away there was impending on her father’s part
-an investigation. She determined to delay, if not prevent it. One day
-she bounded into her father’s presence, aglow with enthusiasm over the
-wonders unfolded to her by Sir Charleroy during a visit to the ruins of
-Gerash’s temple of the sun. The old man was charmed by her description,
-and when she declared her intention to pursue her investigations beyond
-their city he hesitated to forbid.
-
-“And now, father, I’m going to that old city of the Giants, Bozrah.”
-
-The father, with an effort at firmness, dissuadingly replied:
-
-“We may all go there, but not now. It is better to bide here quietly,
-until we learn that the perils of receding war have left assured peace.”
-
-“Why, father, I’m not afraid!”
-
-“I know it; so much the more need for me to be: these over-daring
-daughters need over-careful guardians. Some of us aged ones are suffered
-to tarry long from paradise, in order that we may see our darlings in
-the right path thither.”
-
-“Give me my swift white dromedary and two attendants and I’ll defy the
-miserables who ambuscade along the way.”
-
-Just then, there dashed toward them, over the oleander-fringed road which
-passed due north along the little river and across the city, a rider on
-panting steed.
-
-“It’s the news runner!” said the patriarch.
-
-“Shall we signal him?” she questioned.
-
-“No, daughter, we will meet him yonder, where the two great streets
-cross. He will await me.”
-
-When the father and daughter arrived, a crowd had already gathered about
-the horseman. Some pressed him for news, but he looked straight ahead
-at his horse, now slaking its thirst, and merely snapped out, “News? My
-beast is thirsty!”
-
-When Harrimai drew near the rider saluted him and at once unfolded his
-budget: “Father, I’m this day from Bozrah. Its ruins are not ruined. All
-around there, and from there to here, the herds sleep in the shade, and
-the carrion birds that have so long been hovering around us for human
-food have fled back to Egypt and Europe and Hades!”
-
-“Praised be the Father of Israel! I shall live then, as I prayed I might,
-to see the infidels slung out of our holy places!” So spoke the priest,
-and as he affectionately embraced some aged Israelites who gathered about
-him, the horseman responded:
-
-“God reigns and Israel has peace.” He put spurs to his horse then, and
-dashed away across the river to spread to other hamlets the glorious
-news.
-
-Next morning Rizpah, having carried her point, was ready to depart for
-Bozrah. She had taken silence on her father’s part for consent, and
-pursued her preparations as if it were so ordered. All things being ready
-she silenced protest by a good-by kiss.
-
-“But daughter! What escort?”
-
-“Ah,” she thought, “victory! I can go if well attended.” She continued
-aloud; “Perhaps Sir Charleroy’s Egyptian might attend me, since our
-servants are busy in the groves.” The maiden called to her Ichabod, who
-had found a home in Harrimai’s establishment, his identity hidden under
-the assumed name Huykos, a name from the Nile land, meaning “Shepherd
-King.” “I’ll take it,” said Ichabod, one day to Sir Charleroy, “that all
-unknown I may follow my pilgrim comrade and perhaps honor my new found
-‘Shepherd King.’”
-
-“One will be a meager escort daughter,” interposed Harrimai.
-
-“Oh, fear for me nothing, father. I’ll quickly be at Bozrah, where there
-are Israelites not a few who will be proud to aid thy daughter.”
-
-“No, daughter it must not be. I’ll call the young men from the vineyard,
-if thou must go.”
-
-“Another victory,” her heart whispered; then quickly turning to Sir
-Charleroy she exclaimed, “My father must not call the workmen from their
-tasks; what sayst thou? Wilt serve us both by joining my body-guard,
-Ahasuerus? Come, to please my father?”
-
-The knight had hoped for and expected the summons, so needed no urgency
-and was instantly preparing for the start.
-
-Harrimai was not pleased by the arrangement, and yet he was forced to
-thank the knight for consenting. His native courtliness compelled this
-much, and Rizpah’s genius had precluded all gainsaying on his part. And
-so they rode away, Rizpah in a delight, which she could not clearly
-define; Sir Charleroy blinded already by the cry that at last led to
-giant Samson’s blinding, namely: “Get her for me.” Ichabod masked under
-his name, Huykos, followed after, knowing that the knight was captive to
-the maid and feeling very happy over the circumstance. As he rode, his
-mind ran forward to the wedding, and he laughed again and again at the
-witty things he imagined himself saying at that wedding. Suddenly the
-scene changed from one of careless delight to one filled with the frights
-of impending peril. At a turn in the road, from behind a wall, there rose
-up a company of Mamelukes. Rizpah saw them the instant her companion did
-and exclaimed, as she half turned her camel:
-
-“Let’s race back to Gerash!”
-
-But four dusky sentinels were behind them. They were surrounded.
-
-“’Tis fight or flight, the latter futile,” whispered the knight. They
-paused, and Ichabod joined them. Sir Charleroy drawing his sword again
-spoke: “Comrade it’s a desperate chance; a dozen to two; but we have
-taken such before together!”
-
-“Let the knight say a dozen to three,” exclaimed Rizpah, as she drew from
-the folds of her garments a saber before unseen and touched the edge
-expert-like with her thumb.
-
-“Oh, brave, pure girl! I don’t fear death; I’d court it for thee,
-but”—Sir Charleroy paused and looked unutterable misery; then instantly
-recovering and emboldened by the danger that threatened to soon end all,
-he exclaimed:
-
-“Rizpah, thou rememberest my knight-vow at Purim; thou shalt see how
-I’ll keep it; if I perish, remember I have loved thee as I never loved
-any other being.” The words were very vehement, but probably very true.
-Rizpah blushed, brushed a tear from her eyes and then, in the frankness
-that such an hour engenders, replied: “And I thee—” the rest was drowned
-in the wild shout of the Turks as they close about the three. But they
-had not counted upon such a reception as those two men and that one
-woman gave them. Ichabod fought like a roused mastiff, without a thought
-of fear for himself. He struck vehemently, but a calm settled smile
-was on his countenance. Sir Charleroy saw it and years after said,
-recalling the incident, “amidst the greatest perils there’s a wondrous
-peace to one who feels he is striking for God, close to the portals of
-death and judgment.” The knight himself fenced with the rapidity of
-lightning. Again and again by ones and twos and threes, the enemies
-charged down upon him, but he fought with the prowess of a crusader, the
-fire of a lover. Those parts had never before witnessed such splendid
-swordsmanship. As the attack had been sudden, so was its ending. Two
-Turks fell beneath Sir Charleroy’s weapon in quick succession, and a
-third fell under his own horse, which was desperately wounded by a
-sweeping blow from the knight. At the same, instant, almost, Ichabod and
-one of the foemen, whom he was engaging, fell in significant silence,
-while another struggled to drag Rizpah to his steed that he might make
-her captive. Sir Charleroy, wounded and faint, dealt the latter miscreant
-a staggering blow and the maiden, plucking a small dagger from the folds
-of her garment, finished with a single thrust her captor’s earthly career.
-
-Those of the marauders that were able, in fright took flight, wheeling
-away more quickly than they had come.
-
-“Rizpah, wilt thou go to Ich—Huykos? I can’t,” softly called out Sir
-Charleroy.
-
-The maiden flew to the Jew’s side, but quickly started back, crying:
-“Oh, knight, come quickly! He’s dead!” Just then, looking back, a sudden
-horror fell upon her, for she saw Sir Charleroy half reclining against a
-rock, bleeding and pale. Like lightning she thought: “Both dead; I alone;
-home miles away; the Turks hovering near.”
-
-But the thought of her own peril was only momentary, and after it there
-came more rapidly than can be written the thought that one dear as her
-life was dead, dead for her sake. Instantly, on feet that seemed winged,
-she was at Sir Charleroy’s side. All her being merged into one great,
-instant impulse to save her lover. Over him she bent, and with passionate
-sorrow tried with her garments to staunch the flow of blood. In the
-sincerity and frankness that the presence of death ever brings, she arose
-above all prudishness and impulsively kissed the cold lips of the knight.
-His eyes opened, and he faintly murmured:
-
-“I’m so happy, dear Rizpah. I know now it is well.” A little later he
-murmured: “Flee now for home. Thou’lt reach it by sun down. Leave me. To
-tarry is to court a harem prison.”
-
-“Hush,” impatiently responded she; “see this dagger?” and she held it
-close to his half-closed eyes. “My pious father gave it me when I was
-but a girl. He told me it might some time save me from dishonor. It did
-so to-day, once. If those black demons return, sure as my name is Rizpah,
-it will do so again, even though I turn it toward my own heart.”
-
-“Better flee, my love.”
-
-“Not ’till thou can’st go, too.”
-
-“I may die.”
-
-“Then, I’ll go into the shadow land with thee.”
-
-The knight was silent. The pain of his wounds was forgotten in the joy
-of that lone companionship. But, after all, his mind, perturbed by the
-shock, the pain, the dangers, was unable to rest. He tried to say to
-himself the prayer of the dying crusader, but the words were confused.
-He could not remember many of them; those he remembered, seemed to
-be unwilling to go heavenward for mercy. Some way in the clearness
-of judgment as to simple right and wrong that comes to a mind on the
-confines of death, he found himself condemned. He was haunted by a vision
-that came to his mind first the day he decided against conviction, at all
-hazard, to follow the family of Rizpah and Harrimai to Gerash. The vision
-was that of the false prophet Zedekiah, making himself horns of iron, and
-with them appearing before the wicked King of Israel, Ahab, to proclaim,
-not the things of God, but the things the prophet knew would meet the
-desires of his royal master. The wounded often fall asleep; it’s nature’s
-way of recovering from a shock and of chaining pain in forgetfulness. Sir
-Charleroy knew not whether he was sleeping or not; but the vision passed
-in painful vividness over his mind. He heard the prophet’s voice saying:
-“Go up to Ramoth Gilead, and prosper.” Then he saw a true prophet of God
-standing nigh, with sorrowful countenance, and the face was that of the
-Madonna. The latter moaned in his ear, warningly; “_Who shall persuade,
-that he may go up and fall at Ramoth Gilead? Then there came forth a
-spirit and said, I will persuade._”
-
-The spirit was black-garbed, in a blood-spotted garment, and wore, as
-Sir Charleroy seemed to see the apparition, a scarlet crescent, and
-the knight thought of Astarte. He heard in his vision the beatings as
-of mighty wings, rising to flight, and tried to turn and see who the
-departing one was. It seemed as if the spirit of Astarte-like countenance
-transfixed him with a gaze, so he could not turn; but a loneliness
-and darkness, almost palpable, came over him, and he knew it was the
-Madonna-faced prophet that had departed. The knight started up as if to
-rise, but, awakening, found Rizpah’s restraining arms about him.
-
-“Stay,” she soothingly said. “Thou art feverish, and too weak to rise.
-Thou’lt be better presently; the blood has ceased flowing.”
-
-“Oh,” he groaned; “I had such a dream!”
-
-Just then Rizpah beheld coming in the distance, from toward Gerash,
-a horseman, at rapid pace. Her first thought, “The enemy returns.”
-Her second brought her hand swiftly to her reeking dagger, as she
-soliloquized: “He’s only one, and I’m one; if but a woman.”
-
-The rider drew nearer, and she was almost overcome with the revulsion
-from fear and despair; for the comer was Laconic, the “news runner.”
-He knew the maiden, and wheeling his steed to her side with his usual
-brevity, cried out:
-
-“Why, didst thou kill both?”
-
-“Shame on thee; ’twas the Arabs!”
-
-“I thought so. I met two horsemen and two riderless steeds, galloping
-away down the road. I knew they’d been at some devilment.”
-
-“Good runner, in the name of God, speed thee to Bozrah, or somewhere, for
-help, and bring it quickly.”
-
-“Bring? not so; send. _I_ come not ’till my set day!”
-
-“Any thing; but hurry!”
-
-“Hurry! Yes, hurry! I love hurry.”
-
-He was away like an arrow, in his course. His steed leaped over one of
-the dead miscreants and Laconic shouted back: “Carrion dinners! Thank
-God!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-FROM RAMOTH GILEAD TO DAMASCUS
-
- “Daughters of Eve! your mother did not well:
- ...
- The man was not deceived, nor yet could stand:
- He chose to lose for love of her, his throne,—
- With her could die, but could not live alone.”
-
- “Daughters of Eve! it was for your dear sake
- The world’s first hero died an uncrowned king:
- But God’s great pity touched the great mistake
- And made his married love a sacred thing;
- For yet his nobler sons, if aught be true,
- Find the lost Eden in their love of you.”—JEAN INGELOW.
-
-
-For many days Sir Charleroy lay wounded at the house of the Patriarch
-Harrimai, and she for whom he had periled his life was his constant
-attendant. He sorely needed her services, and all Gerash, the priest
-included, conceded the fitness of Rizpah’s rendering the aid she was able
-to render. The maiden was all willing to minister, and as she ministered
-her interest in the man deepened. When she began to look up to him as her
-teacher before the battle with Mamelukes, she began a sort of worship;
-when she saw him fighting to the death in her behalf, her worship became
-an engrossing adoration. If there had been any thing more required in
-order to enlist all the affection of which her being was capable, these
-opportunities of administering to her suffering lover furnished it. As
-God loves because He has helped a needy one, so a woman’s heart easily
-flows out toward the object for whom she has performed pious services.
-On the other hand, Sir Charleroy was more and more enchanted, for there
-is life and charm beyond all description to the touch of the queen of a
-man’s heart when he is in trouble or pain.
-
-Rizpah, in woman’s most queenly garb, the one appointed her at her
-creation, that of “help-mate,” was beautiful indeed, and queenly indeed,
-to the man whose heart had enthroned her. When alone, they treated each
-other with the frank, earnest tenderness, fitting as well as natural, to
-the betrothed. Though they did not admit it even to themselves, they had
-fully determined to be one, at all peril, in spite of any opposition,
-reason approving or disapproving. They often said to one another, “Our
-betrothal taking place at the very gates of death was therefore a very
-solemn one that nothing on earth can annul.” The sentiment was perfect
-and very agreeable; and with them a beautiful and agreeable sentiment
-became as controlling as if it were a revelation from heaven. In this,
-they were perfectly human. They even persuaded themselves of God’s
-favor, thanking Him for what they were pleased to call His Providence,
-namely the peril and long sickness leading to the betrothal and days of
-love-life together. They were right in conceding that God’s hand was in
-the battle; but they were impious in interpreting His Providence to be
-fully in accord with their desires. In this, too, they were very human.
-But there were shadows about them; for while at times they drifted
-along on prismatic tides of Lethean delights, there were other times
-when they remembered that there was to come a day of explanation, with
-probable following storms. Both were glad and sorry at once, in view of
-each day’s improvement of the knight’s physical condition. Convalescent,
-they both realized, meant a great change in their relationship; perhaps
-a long separation. Their anxiety was deepened by a change in the
-demeanor of Rizpah’s father. His eyes no longer questioningly followed
-the young people; but his words, uttered in tones of steelly coldness
-and very deliberately, bespoke discovery, conviction, conclusion and
-determination. One sentence often addressed to the lovers, was to them
-like the rumblings of an approaching, gathering storm. “Our friend is
-improving, and I’m very glad that he will be able soon to go to his own
-dear people.” The lovers discerned a peculiar emphasis on the words “I’m
-glad” and “his own dear people.” The politic priest, having read, as from
-an open book, the heart-secret of the young people, was awaiting with
-self-confidence an opportunity to confound them utterly. The crisis came
-one Sabbath morning, just after the morning meal of the convalescent.
-Harrimai had paid his usual visit and uttered his steelly sentences. This
-time the words seemed especially cruel to Rizpah, for she was nervous,
-indeed ill; the prolonged services and anxieties she had experienced of
-late were telling on her strength. As Harrimai departed, she gave way
-to a flood of tears. Rizpah was not wont to weep, nor was Sir Charleroy
-skilled in comforting; but both he and she were lovers, hence it seemed
-very natural to her frankly to pillow her head on the knight’s shoulder,
-and very natural to him to seek to comfort with a tenderness all new
-to him. Had one asked Rizpah if she were going back to babyishness, or
-forward toward heaven, she could not have answered. Had one asked the
-knight if he were becoming motherly, or turning priest, he could not have
-answered. He felt very tender, and his work of comforting seemed like
-an act of high piety. Both were glad of the tears which brought the joy
-of comforting and being comforted, then, there and that way. They were
-passing into a superb mood when quite unexpectedly to them, but quite
-expectedly to himself, Harrimai suddenly re-entered the apartment. He
-expected to surprise them and he did so, thoroughly. The scene following
-was exciting, dramatic and decisive.
-
-Rizpah, with a slight scream, disengaged herself from Sir Charleroy’s
-embrace, and hid her face in her hands. The eyes of the knight and priest
-met; neither quailed; both remained for a few moments silent; but their
-fixed gaze said plainly enough, each to each, “We must have a settlement
-here and now!” Harrimai spoke first, addressing himself to his daughter:
-“Young woman, this conduct is immodest and disgraceful! In a Hebrew
-maiden, heaven defying! I’ll speak to thee further of this presently.
-Now, begone, and leave me to deal with this man!” Harrimai made arrogant
-by his profession and the implicit obedience he had been wont to receive
-from his followers, expected to fill the young people with dismay by the
-suddenness of his assault. But Rizpah, though young, was no tongue-tied
-spring, and Sir Charleroy of Gerash was still Sir Charleroy of Acre.
-
-The words “dishonorable,” “immodest,” stung the maiden; sullenly,
-defiantly almost, she settled back in her seat and leaned toward the
-knight, as if to say, “I cast my lot with this man.” Her eyes plainly,
-angrily said to the man whom all her life hitherto she had reverently
-obeyed, “Now do thy worst.” It was impious, passionate, love going
-headlong from filial duty and religious instruction to the shrine of
-Astarte. The parent was chagrined at this unexpected repulse, but with
-his usual adroitness pretending not to notice it, he turned to the
-knight. “Stranger, this outrage excuses abruptness on my part; who art
-thou?”
-
-Sir Charleroy arose from his hammock, the excitement and shock of the
-rencounter finishing his recovery, by rousing all the machineries of his
-system into normal activities.
-
-“Sir Priest, I’ve nothing to conceal. I love the truth and this maiden
-too well to lie—I am a Christian knight.”
-
-“I knew it; but thy confession shortens our parley. Now, ‘Christian
-knight,’ tell me why thou didst attempt to allure to thyself the
-affections of a mere girl; a Jewish maiden whom thou canst never hope
-to wed? Dost thou so pay our hospitality; setting at defiance parental
-authority and our Jewish laws? Dost thou under the favors of this house
-intrigue to quench all its light?”
-
-“Thou brandst that girl and me with the epithet ‘dishonorable;’ and thou
-a priest! Men of thy holy calling should never slander, especially not
-their own kin and strangers.” The knight was livid, but not with fear.
-
-“Can an Israelite slander Crusaders? these professors of high religion,
-these followers of an impostor, these enemies of my people, these
-practicers of intrigues, races, jousts, gluttonies and drunkenness; men
-whose sole serious business is murderous war? Tell me?”
-
-The knight’s face flushed a little, but with complete self-control he
-replied:
-
-“Some of my comrades have been unworthy men, ’tis true; but some Jews
-have fallen to every crime and violence. Have all fallen? Thou hast not,
-perhaps! Shall all be maligned for the few? What says Harrimai?”
-
-“Thou art of those, who come to thrust us out of our land and thrust in
-here a hated creed!”
-
-“I am of those who live to serve the needy and erring.”
-
-“To the proof; I’ve heard from thy clans only of bloodshed.”
-
-“Our order sprung up four hundred years ago, under the stirring appeals
-of religionists as pious and humane as thou; or any of thy kind since
-Aaron. We were begotten in a time when grim famine made the well-fed
-wondrous kind. Those hours that make men universally akin.”
-
-“Go on; ‘Christian knight,’ I’d like a lesson of that sort.”
-
-“Then remember Noah’s covenant of peace. On our banners often we have our
-spirit expressed by a dove flying toward a tempest-tossed ark; in the
-messenger’s beak an olive branch; around the whole the bow of promise.”
-
-“Well what of all this?”
-
-“The ark is the world; the rest is plain.”
-
-“Oh, a charming theory,” sarcastically responded Harrimai.
-
-“I wear it next my heart;” so saying the knight threw aside his cloak and
-drew from around his body a banner he had hitherto concealed. “See here,
-‘_chastity_,’ ‘_temperance_,’ ‘_courtesy_.’ Our mottoes in peace or war!
-Women, children and pilgrims, in a word the needy the world around, are
-the wards of all true Christian knights!”
-
-“Mottoes! words! Oh, yes, words! But then the Crusaders have used swords!
-Their words I’ll meet with words to their confounding, nor while I live
-will I forget their cruel weapons.” So saying the priest swept out of the
-sick chamber in manifest rage.
-
-He returned in a moment, and with the self-command of wrath, conscious
-of power, said: “Thou wouldst make all men _akin_! Thou and thine are
-dreamers, the world thinks; to-day it laughs to scorn this bootless
-pursuit of a chimera. Leave us forthwith and in the peace that thou
-foundst here. When the kinship is reality, thou mayst come to us for
-further talk; ’till then remember thou art a Christian, I a Jew!”
-
-“Thou art religious! Heavens! what a tender shepherd.”
-
-Harrimai was very much angered, but he retorted with self-control; “Oh,
-yes, and the God of all hath seven garments. In creation, honor and
-glory; in providence, majesty; as lawgiver, might and whiteness; of
-spotless light when he appears as a Saviour. He is clad with zeal when
-he punishes, and with blood red when He revenges. I would be like Him.
-By the glory of God! thou follower of Nazereth’s Impostor, sooner than
-suffer thy blood to contaminate my family lines, I’d hew thee to pieces
-as Agag was hewn! Rizpah, thou knowest me; wed him and thou’lt be
-widowed, though carrying the unborn; though widow-hood broke thy heart.
-I’d rather a thousand times see thee lying dead by thy true Jewish mother
-than——.” The priest, in a tumult of fanatical passion mingled with the
-grief of offended pride, lacked for words to express the climax of his
-feelings; so covering his tearless eyes, as one weeping, he rushed out
-from those he had assailed. He persuaded himself that he had spoken all
-for the glory of God; the lovers thought of their solemn betrothal and
-their love which they were certain was as fine as any earth ever knew,
-and they felt that they were martyrs. Both sides appealed to God and in a
-spirit very ungodly, but very human, braced themselves for opposing war.
-
-When the maiden became somewhat calm, Sir Charleroy found words to
-question:
-
-“Harrimai cannot find heart to blast his idol’s happiness! He does not
-mean all he said?”
-
-“Alas, he does. It’s part of the Patriarch’s religion to hate such as
-thou, as he does. He means more, if possible, than he spoke. Our people
-unveil the bosom and cover the mouth; thine cover the bosom and unveil
-the mouth. Ye talk, we burn.”
-
-“Has pure love like ours no sanctity in his sight?”
-
-“Alas, he can not believe any love pure that is between Gentile and
-Israelite. He was sneering at ours a few evenings ago, when he remarked
-as we were looking at the stars, ‘Hyperius or Venus of the evening is
-mistakenly called the star of love. Lucifer of the morning is the true
-emblem of most young love. It rises in maddening brightness, but fades
-out of sight very soon.’”
-
-“Grim omen! We took Venus for our betrothal star; they say it is so
-bright at times that it casts a shadow. I feel its shadow now,” said the
-knight, meditating.
-
-“Yes, shadows and shadows!” exclaimed Rizpah, with a flood of tears,
-and she swayed back and forth as she wept. She was driven by tempests
-of fear that made her ready to flee, and held by anchors of passionate
-loving that made her ready to brave all fears; therefore the swaying and
-weeping. At intervals the two communed and debated concerning the one
-all-engrossing theme, their future course.
-
-“Rizpah,” comfortingly spoke the knight, “when in the greatest peril of
-our lives, we were drawn, by danger, closer to each other.” There was a
-glance of entreaty in her eyes as if to say, “Go save thy life and let
-the Jewish maiden die alone;” but the knight drew her to his bosom, and
-she responded by an embrace of passionate clinging.
-
-“I go from Rizpah only at her command or death’s,” said the knight
-solemnly.
-
-The maiden shuddered, and again passionately clung to her lover. He
-interpreted her action, and again comfortingly spoke:
-
-“Fear not; earth has somewhere a refuge for us until death call us!”
-
-“Somewhere? What, go away?”
-
-“Yes. It is that or separation.”
-
-She knew that full well. But to flee from home with the knight, the
-alternative presented to her mind, startled her. At first thought it
-seemed a reckless, perilous, unfilial, God-defying act; then it seemed
-attractive because so daring. A tumult of arguments questionings, fears
-and yearnings mingled in her mind. She had never learned to arrange
-arguments, _pro_ and _con_, judicially. What woman whose feelings were
-aroused ever did that?
-
-He pressed on her flight, enforcing each reason presented with an
-affectionate embrace; her tongue spoke not, but her embraces replied
-to each of his. She had a conscience, and it asserted itself until she
-placated it by a half formed resolution to be very prudent and do nothing
-rashly. The resolution comforted her at first; then she began to follow
-it, mentally, to its sequence. She thought of her father praising her
-piety as her purpose was disclosed. Something within, coming like a voice
-from her heart, mockingly whispered “Go on.” She pursued the meditations,
-and heard, in imagination, her neighbors praising her as a martyr of love
-for faith’s sake. Again the mocking inner voice said, “Go on.” Again
-her thoughts moved forward until she saw that conscience was driving
-her to separation from Sir Charleroy; in a word, making her walk in a
-funeral procession, her own dead heart on the bier. The thought made her
-shudder and recoil; then the knight’s arms encircled her more closely
-than before. Again and again she took the foregoing mental journey, again
-and again recoiled, shuddering from the alternative of separation from
-her lover, and at each recoil felt his grateful embrace. Each time she
-traversed the mental course the journey toward duty by the privation of
-love seemed more onerous. Distaste was followed by repugnance; then utter
-weariness. At last, utterly wretched, her purposes and perceptions fell
-into hopeless confusion, and she exclaimed “Charleroy, Charleroy, save
-me!”
-
-The knight was at a loss to divine fully her meaning, yet tenderly he
-answered:
-
-“Save Rizpah? She knows I’d do that in death’s teeth!”
-
-“Oh, Charleroy, ’tis not death, but life, that I fear. How shall I live?”
-
-Quickly he ejaculated:
-
-“With me, forever, and safe!”
-
-The maiden remembering many an admonition she had heard concerning the
-inconstancy of lovers, yet driven forward by the all-abandoning love of
-her woman’s heart, gave voice to all she felt and feared in one vehement
-interrogation:
-
-“Oh, Charleroy, if I forsake all for my love of thee shall I ever be
-discarded by——?”
-
-The knight interpreted her meaning in advance, and answered by an embrace
-that was all-assuring. He was rejoiced beyond words, for he knew full
-well that hesitation and questionings like hers were on the rim of full
-surrender. Suddenly he became very serious and felt that peculiar glow
-that came over him the day of his departure from England when the bishop
-blessed him. He appreciated in a measure the responsibility following
-such a committal of another’s life to himself as Rizpah was making,
-and he embraced her with an anxious reverence, such as a pietist feels
-clasping an ideal of his God. It was well for both that the man was thus
-impressed by the committal of that maiden of her soul and body to his
-pilotage. Pity the woman who reaches the extremity Rizpah had reached if
-her conqueror be not white-souled and sincere.
-
-Rizpah an incarnation of passion, a wreath of lotus flowers on a sea
-of delight, tossed by the winds, borne by the tides, surrendered all
-thoughts that might disturb, that she might enjoy what she had embraced
-as her fate to the full.
-
-Sir Charleroy constantly prayed within himself, “My mother’s God help me
-to deal as purely with my sacred charge as I would with the Virgin Patron
-of my knightly order, were she here now to seek my knightly services.”
-The prayer was effectual, for the Knight sincerely sought to make it so.
-
-Decisive action followed this interview between the lovers. That very
-night they fled together from Gerash, and with only one trusty servant;
-after many vicissitudes they reached Damascus. For a time Rizpah placated
-her conscience by asserting that she would not consent to the wedding
-ceremonial until it could have her father’s approval, or that of some
-Jewish Rabbi. Finding it impossible to obtain these, she irresolutely
-suggested the advisability of delaying until some change, quite vaguely
-apprehended, might come. But there were two Rizpah’s—one that wanted to
-be a faithful Jewess, and one that wanted only and constantly a darling
-idol. Sir Charleroy sided with the latter; it was two to one, and the one
-surrendered. Ere long a Christian missionary at Damascus sealed the vows.
-They confided their story to him, as if to ask his advice as to what
-they had best do, but with the impetuosity of lovers they had decided
-their course before they asked advice, and did not even ask it until
-they had pledged their vows before this priest. But it was a balm to
-conscience to ask advice. And the Sacrist answered them briefly: “Venus
-and Mercury, fabled deities of love and wisdom. They are much alike
-in the firmament, and revolve in orbits in accord with the earth’s.
-Methinks it is _wisdom_ to _love_ in the earth. But, children, Venus sets
-sooner than Mercury; see to it that you make it your wisdom to love as
-long as you go round with the world.” Then they both said “Amen.” For a
-moment Sir Charleroy heard within him that impressive sound as of the
-beating of mighty, departing wings. He dragged his attention quickly from
-the introspection to gaze into the eyes of his bride. He was glad that a
-Christian priest had prayed for a blessing upon himself and her, but all
-sophistry aside, the truth remained. Astarte’s was the presiding spirit
-at that wedding.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-THE THEATER OF GIANTS.
-
- “Once more we look and all is still as night,
- All desolate! Groves, temples, palaces
- Swept from the sight and nothing visible,
- ... Save here and there
- An empty tomb, a fragment like a limb
- Of some dismembered giant.”
-
- “Og, the King of Bashan, came out against us to battle at
- Edrei, and the Lord said unto me, Fear him not: for I will
- deliver him, and all his people, and his land, into thy hand.
- And we took ... three-score cities of the Kingdom of Og, in
- Bashan.”—Deut. iii.
-
- “Bashan is the land of sacred romance.” “His mission [Paul’s,
- Gal., 1: 15] to Bashan seems to have been eminently successful.
- Heathen temples were converted into churches, and new churches
- built in every town.” “In the fourth century nearly the whole
- of the inhabitants were Christian.” “The Christians are now
- nearly all gone.” “Nowhere else is patriarchal life so fully
- exemplified.” “Bashan is literally crowded with towns, the
- majority of them deserted, but not ruined.” “Many are as
- perfect as if finished only yesterday.”—PORTER’S “_Giant
- Cities_.”
-
-
-For a brief period the delightful seasons, the famed rivers, the stately
-surrounding mountains, the paradisiacal plains, the antiquities, the
-pleasure gardens and palaces of the city of Damascus, whose name by
-interpretation is “change,” offered sought-for gratification to the
-knight and his bride. Harrimai died suddenly after the elopement of
-his child, the only person on earth whom he truly loved, the only
-one that had ever successfully defied his mandates. He had purposed
-disinheriting her for her act, but before he could execute that purpose,
-death disinherited him. Some said that he died of a broken heart; the
-physicians said he was taken off by a fit; Sir Charleroy said he died
-because his proud will was crossed. Rizpah inherited a fortune that
-helped both her and her husband to forget the old priest’s maledictions
-by enabling them to enjoy all there was to be enjoyed in Damascus, “the
-eye of the East.” They gave up unreservedly to pleasure, and centered
-the world more and more in themselves. Sir Charleroy did this easily,
-reasoning that, having had so many pains, he was entitled to compensating
-pleasures. He heard from England; and the news was to the effect that
-there had been changes and changes in his native land. Many of those he
-once knew, including his mother, were dead; and he himself was forgotten
-as dead. Sententiously, bitterly he summed up his feelings: “They thought
-me dead, and, my mother and her fortune being gone, did not care to
-find out whether I was dead or not; therefore let them think as they
-thought.” Rizpah feared the lashings of conscience, and, having given up
-every thing once dear to enter the life she had, courted forgetfulness
-of the past, pleasure for the present. The two had within themselves
-exuberant youth, a wealth of possibilities of happiness; the elements
-that, like the abundance of the volcano, paints the sky gorgeously when
-rising heavenward; like it, in the downward course, followed by darkness
-and disaster. The two, differing in almost every thing but fervor
-of temperament, were in accord in pursuit of change; they persuaded
-themselves that they were growing to be like each other, when they were
-only exalting the one thing, love of excitement, in which they were alike.
-
-Damascus, naturally, in time, became uninteresting and vapid to them
-both. They wore it out; they wanted new scenes. They heard that a caravan
-of Mohammedan pilgrims was to pass through their city on the way to
-Mecca to procure besim balm and holy chaplets, and promptly determined
-to journey with it; but not to Mecca. The caravan was to pass through
-Bashan, and the two excitement-seekers desired to visit the latter land
-of wonders. They readily garbed themselves as Mohammedans, though once
-they would have loathed such garbing as a defilement. They desired
-company toward Bashan, and since the time they defied their consciences
-in order to be wedded to each other, their consciences had been wont
-to be very submissive in the face of their desires. They explained to
-themselves the absence of qualms of conscience in the face of a pretense
-of being Moslems, as the result of a growth toward liberality on their
-part. The explanation made them comfortably complacent, although the fact
-was that they had passed far beyond liberalism toward nothingism.
-
-Passing Musmeth and Khubat of the Argob, they tarried after a time at
-Edrei, just inside the shore line of that mysterious black, lava sea,
-the Lejah. They were in a country where nature, art and desolation had
-done their greatest. Following a passing impulse seemed to them to have
-brought them thither, but one believing in God’s constant providence will
-readily believe that they were led thither as to a school. There were
-omen and prophecy confronting them. These fervent souls had gone from
-hymen’s altar filled with romancings, under a glow of prismatic auroras,
-never pausing to perceive that from each wedding time there winds a troop
-of serious years burdened with many a commonplace duty. Their love had
-been volcanic, their impulses ecstatic, their aims toward things filled
-with commotion. The wine in their cup was to leave dregs; after the
-fire there was to be ashes, and it was fitting that they contemplated
-a specimen of great desolation and dreariness, the result of great
-fires and great storms. So they were within that wonder of the world,
-three hundred and fifty square miles of awful plain, filled with ruined
-towns and cities. Heaved up here and there by jutting basalt rocks, the
-plain seemed filled with black ice-bergs; ridged at intervals the plain
-suggested an ocean wave-tossed. Therein is many a cave and cranny place,
-fit abode for the wild beast or robber; fit abode for ghosts, if one
-seeks to believe there are such. But therein were only a few green spots,
-oases, to bid the traveler welcome. Ere long the knight and his consort
-wore out the Lejah, and, in so doing, in part, wore out themselves. They
-had a fullness of the pleasure of the kind which lacks recreation. As it
-was, they stayed there longer than it was well for them to stay.
-
-Rizpah, the passion flower of Gerash, experiencing the supreme exaction
-of womanhood now, began to droop. Months spent in pursuit of excitement,
-the great change in her manner of life, as well as the oppressive
-desolations of her surroundings, had drawn heavily upon her resources
-physically. Reaction after exaltation, and nervous discord after nervous
-tension are natural results, always.
-
-The knight discerned the change of temper, and as an anxious novice went
-about correcting the matter. He knew little concerning woman, except
-that love of her intoxicates; delighting in the intoxication he sought
-to stimulate Rizpah’s flagging energies by pushing her onward into
-the feverish brilliancy that was so delightful to himself. It was an
-attempt to cure physical impoverishment by the renewal of its causes.
-She was at times complacent, because incompetent to resist; passive,
-because enervated. He was most selfish, though not realizing the fact,
-when trying to be most tender. In fact, the twain were on the rim of
-a test period in their married life and being unskilled in its common
-places, unfitted to stand the test. Sir Charleroy had recourse to the
-only physician he deemed adequate; one whom on account of his dress he
-called “Old Sheepskin.” This was a guide, with a motly group of Druses
-assistants, and an unpronouncible name.
-
-“Come, Rizpah, ‘Old Sheepskin Jacket’ has put on his red tunic and
-leathern girdle to carry us a camel voyage in-sea; if we do not give the
-man a job he’ll fall to stealing again.”
-
-Rizpah languidly shook her head.
-
-“But we must patronize the man to keep up what little honesty he has, and
-he has some. He told me but yesterday he’d rather work than rob—though
-the pay be less, so is the danger less.”
-
-The knight was telling the truth as well as trying to be facetious.
-
-Again Rizpah replied with a weary shake of the head, her hands rising
-deprecatingly, then falling into her lap as if almost nerveless.
-
-“But, Rizpah, while we are here we ought to fully explore the changeless
-cities of this dead, black, lava sea. There are none other like this on
-earth! ’Tis nature’s desperate effort to outrun phantasmagoria.”
-
-Rizpah shook her head and waved her hands; this time vehemently, as if to
-repel a horror.
-
-“What? A fixed no?”
-
-“No more excursions into this counterpart of hades for me.”
-
-“Well, so be it to-day, at least,” with surrendering tones, the knight
-replied.
-
-“To-day? All days! Oh, God, remove me from this nightmare!”
-
-So exclaiming, the woman covered her eyes, shuddered and wept
-hysterically.
-
-Sir Charleroy was almost overcome with sudden amazement. The tears, the
-terror, the complete change before him, were beyond his comprehension.
-After a time he again spoke: “Why, this is a sudden freak or frenzy. I
-thought Rizpah fascinated here!”
-
-“I’ve had my notice from the dread spirits that infest the place to
-go! Didst thou note what dark and threatening clouds dipped down like
-vultures upon me when we were last there?” vehemently Rizpah replied.
-
-“I only saw a threatening of rain that came not. It seldom rains in the
-Lejah.”
-
-“There was rain enough in my poor, shivering, weeping heart!”
-
-“But, I wonder, Rizpah, thou didst not tell me of these feelings before!”
-
-“I could not confide then; I was too jealous!”
-
-“Jealous? What a word! But of whom, me?”
-
-“I can never forget that thy union with me has made thee alien to thy
-people and in part neglectful of the faith for which thou didst once
-fight bravely. I can not forget that the Teutonic knight was the devotee
-of a bepraised Lady Mary. I thought of this that black day, and I felt
-as if those dry, grim clouds were her frowns. It was thou, my Christian
-husband, who named the Lejah, ‘Tartarus,’ and it has been such for some
-time to me. Its sight has constantly burned me with remorse! That day
-it seemed to me thy Mary pitied thee and blamed me! I writhed under the
-thought! I, for a moment, hated her. I felt like climbing some height,
-and, club in hand with defiant curses, challenging her right to have
-a finer care of thee than I have. I’d have done it, if thou hadst not
-been here to laugh at the folly of my frenzy. Ah, husband, if she is
-or was all that thou dost depict her, she can not love me, and thou
-must contrast us to my disparagement. I can not forget that thou wert a
-Christian soldier; sworn to war for her and her son; now thou art wedded
-to me, a daughter of her and His persecutors!”
-
-“Why, Rizpah, thy changing moods are appalling; thou dost beat the
-magicians who conjure up the dead, since thou dost create out of nothing
-the most hideous ghosts to haunt thyself—Maya! Maya!”
-
-“Oh, yes, I know ‘Maya,’ wife of Brahm, by interpretation ‘illusion.’ A
-myth, as a gibe, has a sharp point, effective because so difficult to
-parry. But, alas, ridicule, though it easily tear to pieces delusion, is
-powerless to disperse the gloom that sits in a soul as mine.”
-
-“I’ll not ridicule my Rizpah, but I would bring her light.”
-
-“Ah? That is, resurrect the peace thou didst murder?”
-
-“Show me one wound my hand has made and I’ll abjectly beg all pardons,
-attempt any atonement!”
-
-“Dost thou, knight, remember the ruins of the Christian church of Saint
-George, at Edrei?”
-
-“Certainly.”
-
-“And thy conversation there?”
-
-“Yes, that Saint George was England’s patron saint famed for having slain
-the dragon which imperiled a king’s daughter.”
-
-“More thou didst say; thou didst expatiate on the princess, saying her
-name was Alexandra, meaning, ‘friend of mankind’; further, thou saidst
-there was a queenly woman by name, Mary, daughter of the King of Kings,
-friend beyond all women of humanity, for whom every true knight was
-willing to be a Saint George.”
-
-“True enough; but to what purport now is this reminiscence?”
-
-“Thou saidst Saint George was loyal to the death to his faith, and died a
-martyr!”
-
-“True again. What of it?”
-
-“Was the Teutonic knight thinking of himself as a martyr because wed to
-a Jewess? I followed thy thoughts, though they were not all spoken. How
-naturally that day thou didst tell me of thy visions which thou hadst
-between Gerash and Bozrah when wounded nigh to death. The English saint,
-knight, very loyal to creed, rebuked in his dreams, by the beating of
-mighty wings, the departing of his heart’s rose! Oh, why didst thou not
-tell me this before it was too late! I would have helped thee escape the
-ingenuous Jewess Thou didst awaken then with dread bleeding, to find
-thyself pillowed upon the bosom of a simple-hearted loving girl; I now
-awaken, wounded indeed, but with none to staunch the wounding! Why, de
-Griffin, didst thou keep this secret so long? Why unfold it now?”
-
-“I’d be the Saint George of Rizpah and slay her dragon, gloom.”
-
-“Poor comfort to offer since the gloom is beyond thy powers! Flout my
-mood as thou mayst; what use? I vainly denounce it. Thou hast had thy
-dream; now I’m having mine. I’ll not mock thy insights; thou canst not by
-bantering jeer change mine. My Lejah omens assure me that I’m to have a
-rain of tears and more; some way thy Mary will be their cause.”
-
-“Rizpah errs; the queen I revere was a living epistle of good will; her
-character the joy and inspiration of all women, especially of those in
-tribulation. But enough! Rizpah, being a Jew, should abhor the necromancy
-of omens!”
-
-“Jew! Ah, yes; I was once! But the valiant English knight lured me into
-his Christian love and my race’s hate. I had once the luxurious faith
-of a pious girl; all feeling, all flowers; too young to reason, but
-young enough to love the good and beautiful unto salvation. The knight
-poisoned the blossoms before they ripened by the acids of ridicule! There
-is a loss beyond repair and a bitter memory, that of a broken promise;
-under our love-star thou didst swear thou wouldst never lightly treat my
-believing. Venus has set, Mercury is rising; but wisdom brings a burning
-glare. The promise that the knight failed to keep was made when I was,
-he said his idol; now I’m only his wife!”
-
-“Rizpah exchanges the glory of the rose for the bitter gray of the
-wormwood.”
-
-“I’m thy handiwork; now mock the result, if to do so comforts thee.”
-
-“My handiwork!”
-
-“Yes, fool!”
-
-“These words are awful.”
-
-“I think so and I hate them; though I can not check them. I hate my
-temper and even myself when in such present moods. De Griffin, pray as
-thou didst never pray before, that I do not learn to hate thee. I pity
-thee, because I’ve some love left.”
-
-“Pity?”
-
-“Yes, when I imagine thee wriggling beneath the malignant detestation of
-which I know I shall soon be capable.”
-
-“My wife, in God’s dear name, banish these moods! They are impious,
-unnatural; the crisis of thy being falsely accuses thy heart. Be calm!”
-
-“Calm? ‘Be calm!’ Very good; calm me, please, if thou canst. Oh, why
-didst thou make me thus?”
-
-“The God of all peace forgive me if I did, Rizpah.”
-
-“Thou wert the elder and shouldst have known?”
-
-“What?”
-
-“That to unsettle a woman’s faith, if she be such as I, is to let loose
-a bundle of blind vagaries and to tumble her, like a drifting wreck, on
-unknown shores.”
-
-“Oh, wife, as thou hopest for heaven and lovest our unborn child,
-restrain these moods. Thou’lt mark the one to be, with germs of all
-evil; for such outbursts of mothers re-act with awful effect upon their
-offspring. Thou knowest how the old nurse, at Damascus, killed a babe in
-an instant, merely by giving it her breast after she had yielded to an
-outbreak of passion. Such tempers hurl poison through all the being!”
-
-“Alas, knight, that all this prudence ever comes just a little too late!”
-
-“What could I have done better?”
-
-“Left the little maid of Harrimai’s home free from thy enchantments and
-to the quiet of her people’s state.”
-
-“But I loved thee so. That atones for all.”
-
-“Thou thoughtst thou lovedst, but ’twas my form which fascinated thee,
-not my mind nor soul!” Rizpah’s face became ashen pale, her eyes had a
-far-off gaze and were steelly, as she began plaintively to repeat the
-words, “‘_There were giants in the earth.... They saw the daughters of
-men, Adamish, that they were fair and they took them for wives of all
-they chose, and they bore children and it repented the Lord that He had
-made man, for He saw that the wickedness was great in the earth._’ Thou
-wast my giant-lofty. Thou stolest my heart and body. Now for a flood to
-punish the sin, and my tears are already its first droppings.”
-
-“We are wed; shall we not now make the best of it? Even when into this
-mystic alliance unmated lives converge, they can still with wisdom
-extract from it at least peace. Go fervently, firmly, back to the faiths
-of thy girlhood; become again all thou wert, except that thou be ever
-mine.”
-
-“Ah, ha! how little, after all, thou knowest of woman’s heart? Thou
-wouldst command it do and be; and go and come, wouldst thou? Thinkst
-thou, thou canst make such heart as mine wild with the strange
-intoxications of unholy fire, filling the brain above it with all the
-clouds, weird longings, doubtings and misgivings, that fume up from that
-fire, and then send that heart back without a compass, chart, sail or
-helm, to find the haven? Send it lashed by remorse part of the time, part
-of the time half dead to all feeling, and all the time blind, to hunt up
-lost creeds.”
-
-“But God provided an ark; let us ask Him to aid us build one in a home,
-with happy parents and happy children. Thou readst to me, but yesterday,
-the Prophets’ beautiful description of a lamp burning with oil supplied
-from two palm trees; one on either side. I’ll interpret; the trees are
-parents, the lamp the light of home, manifest in posterity, reproduction;
-a prophecy of the resurrection.”
-
-“Beautiful mysticism. But the giantesque men rose to play at lust, just
-beside Sinai of the law.”
-
-“Not so I, the Teutonic knight, now the husband. Rizpah; thy desperate
-misery appeals to all my manhood. I swear to thee I’d turn my heart’s
-blood into the oil to cause our home to glow with the serene light of
-holy happiness.”
-
-“Words, words; how sad, because so beautiful, yet so vain!”
-
-“Oh Rizpah,” cried the knight, too anxious to be angry, though the
-woman’s words were stinging, “thy looks startle me! Pray God to rest and
-hold thy worried soul.”
-
-“Pray? I have tried, often of late, to pray, but I do not know how.
-I fear thou hast stolen even that power from me! Ugh! the last time
-I prayed, my words seemed like black cormorants rising with loads of
-carrion; then falling struck dead by the sun, into great black caves,
-such as abound in our Lejah hell! I heard my words flung back at me in
-mockery. Pray? I dare not, lest God strike me dead for a hypocrite and a
-heretic!”
-
-“But my poor, dear wife,” soothingly said Sir Charleroy, “He is merciful.”
-
-“Oh, yes, to the good and the faithful; I’m neither! I gave Him up for
-a man, as the Adamish men gave him up for women. I madest thou my God,
-and now have none other; for He of the heavens is very holy, but very
-jealous!”
-
-“Rizpah, Rizpah, do not thus give way to these wild imaginations.”
-
-“Give way? Alas, all is already given away; soul and body were on an
-idolatrous altar long ago. I’m buried in the ashes!”
-
-“But Rizpah, trust my love: I’ll help thee back to peace and usefulness.”
-
-“Bah! the masculine great I——”
-
-“Heavens! woman, is there any love in a heart that so hurls javelins?”
-
-“I don’t know! I suppose so, for I pity thee.”
-
-“Pity me?”
-
-“Yes; when I think as I do at times, that thy wife is turning into a
-devil, a very devil! Sir Charleroy de Griffin, knight of St. Mary, dost
-hear me? A devil, a raging devil, and one that will pity while she
-assails.” The last sentence was almost screamed, then the woman fell on
-the rug of their apartment and wept convulsively. After a little there
-was the silence of exhaustion, of chagrin, of shame. Sir Charleroy stood
-by the prostrate form and with words half commanding said: “Let us ride
-out a little way.” He was trying a new strategy.
-
-“No, no, no! Thou’lt take me to the Lejah, and I shall see that dread
-omen again.”
-
-“What?” As he questioned he raised the woman tenderly from the floor.
-
-“The lava desert, in long rolling waves, black and drear.”
-
-“Ah, Rizpah, thou knowest that it was only thy unreined fancy, heated by
-morbid broodings, that changed the eternally-fixed furrows of the plain,
-overshadowed by running clouds into threatening billows! God and the sun
-are above all clouds and behind every anxious heart. Look up; look in,
-until thy soul finds Him; then the horror of darkness will die away.”
-
-“Oh, how thy comfortings hurt me, because I do not believe in thee,
-nor believe thee! Thou sayst that thou didst abandon thy Christian,
-perfect queen of women, for me. I know thou must be chagrined at the bad
-exchange! I can not honor nor trust the faithfulness of one so fickle. No
-matter for that, but what comes after is worse. Those black sky-drapings
-were over the Lejah that day because I was there. I know—I know there’s
-a tide of sorrow rolling toward me. I see it as I saw those black,
-serpent-like, lava waves. But, oh, the suspense! It’s awful; let the
-worst come if only soon!” The knight, sworn to protect helpless women,
-saw himself disarmed and powerless to aid the one woman of earth for whom
-he would have died.
-
-Two giants at bay in Giant Land, where another mold of gianthood had died
-leaving nothing but monuments to attest the greatness of the failure. The
-two knew only this, that they were very miserable and powerless, by any
-means accustomed, to extricate themselves.
-
-Sir Charleroy wished and wished, in his soul, that his patron saint and
-queen of women would appear and tell both what to do. He unconsciously
-was turning his mind’s eye in the right direction. Husband and wife both
-believed there was a right way, a pattern of right, and an ideal of
-heaven, but they could not lay hold of them. Giant, crusader and husband,
-each in turn strove in his day at the same spot, and at the same point
-failed.
-
-Sir Charleroy, in mind, went out along a strangely beset line of
-thinking. Sometimes he pitied himself, and that brought the balm of
-conceit. He remembered it was a fine thing to be a martyr, forgetting
-that some, rewardless, suffer as sinners. Sometimes he heard those
-beatings of mighty wings, as if some wondrous holy one were departing.
-Then he became very penitent and full of the entreatings of prayer.
-Either mood was brief enough to him not yet converted; a very Peter
-in vacillations. Whether he would finally follow the beating wings or
-sit down nigh to the gates of certain insanity, the gates that those
-who over-much pity themselves are sure to reach, was the issue in his
-life then. The bugles of war call few to the heroism of the field, but
-millions are daily called by God’s bugle to the better achievements which
-make for glory amid the duties of common life. That latter bugle was
-calling him, but he was slow to obey, or understand even.
-
-The events recorded in the foregoing pages roused Sir Charleroy to an
-anxious effort to do something to change the currents of his wife’s
-thoughts. Necessity quickened his discernment, and though he had had but
-little experience in dealing with those ill in the body or mind, he
-quickly concluded that a change of place and a change of pursuit would be
-beneficial. In truth, his own feelings attested this much. He himself was
-weary of the pursuit of excitement as a sole and constant occupation.
-
-“Shall we leave the Lejah, Rizpah?” he questioned, a few days after the
-outbreak before mentioned.
-
-“Yes, I say!—I’m leaving it! See here,” and she pointed to her cheeks,
-once ruddy, now haggard. “Oh, Charleroy, take me away or death will!”
-
-“Enough! We’ll go. But where?”
-
-“Any place under heaven; say the word and I’ll run out of the place
-instantly, leaving all here.”
-
-“What, our effects!”
-
-“Any thing to get away. I feel like a child approached by some monster
-terror, hour by hour! For days I’ve been transfixed by my fear or I would
-have run away, even alone, before this. Now thy words break the spell!
-Come, let us go before I’m overcome again!”
-
-“There, now, be calm. No more of this undue nervousness. We’ll go, and
-soon. What says Rizpah to Bozrah, southward of Bashan?”
-
-“Yes, to Bozrah; historic Bozrah!” and the face of the woman brightened
-as she went on: “It was the fairy land of my youth. I’ve wanted to go
-there since I was a wee little thing, scarce able to walk.” Then the
-woman unbent and talked with the rapture of a child:
-
-“Oh; I’ve wanted to see Bozrah all my life, since the days when my old
-nurse used to talk me to sleep with stories of Og and his bedstead nine
-cubits long, and how our little Hebrew, Moses, overcame those Rephaim.”
-
-“Thy prophets and psalmists, as well as thy nurses, were wont to go
-into rapturous descriptions of the lofty oaks, loftier mountains,
-ragged plains, marvelous pastures and goodly herds of the Hauran and
-Trachonitis.”
-
-Rizpah continued in gleeful strain: “Oh, those herds; if I can’t see old
-Og, I’d like to see the famous bulls of Bashan! Show me something huge,
-no matter how huge, if alive and not black! I’m becoming infatuated
-with the strong and the large. If ever I lose my soul it will be by
-worshiping, pagan-like, something mightier than I can imagine; of body
-or muscle. Yes, yes, I’ll be a thorough pagan since I can not be a Jew
-nor a Christian! Now, I forewarn thee.” So saying she laughed merrily.
-The knight was rejoiced to hear the musical, natural laughter again, and
-encouraged the play of her wit, which attested a mind unbending to rest.
-
-“Woman-like, adoring the huge when the grand can not be found. Thank God,
-the giants are all dead; there are none at Bozrah, at least. I’ll not
-fear the little dirty Arabs, or pigmy Druses as supplanters.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-THE REVELS OF MEN AND RITES OF THEIR GODDESSES.
-
- “Rude fragments now
- Lie scattered where the shapely column stood.
- Her palaces are dust. In all the streets the sprightly chords
- Are silent. Revelry and dance and show
- Suffer a syncope and solemn pause;
- While God performs upon the trembling stage
- Of His own works His dreadful part, alone.”—COWPER.
-
- “Then shall ye know that I am the Lord, when their slain shall
- be among their idols, round about their altars ... upon every
- high place ... under every thick oak.”—Ezekiel vi.
-
-
-Passing from Edrei toward Bozrah the pilgrim knight and his wife with
-their convoy reached Kunawat, the Kenath of Scripture, once the dwelling
-place of Job. Here for a time they abode. The number and variety of
-castles, temples, theaters and palaces in ruins, were sufficient to
-engage the attention of the travelers for many days. Rizpah was more
-cheerful than she was at Edrei, but yet restless to reach Bozrah, on
-which place her heart was set.
-
-One day standing before an old Roman temple in Kunawat, Rizpah, somewhat
-interested by its well preserved Corinthian columns, and Sir Charleroy
-deeply engrossed in contemplation of an huge stone image, the former
-asks: “Has the knight recognized an old English or a new Bashan love?”
-The woman was finding the oft-repeated and prolonged visits to this
-particular place monotonous. She was annoyed, but modified her rebuke
-into raillery.
-
-“There is something very fascinating in the Cyclopean face.”
-
-“A broken stone fascinate a man? But I see ’tis that of a woman; the
-brain part gone. Would that the English knight had wed such; then he
-might have been loyal to creed, and not a martyr!”
-
-[Illustration: ASTARTE.]
-
-“Rizpah knows that I could never have loved a brainless face, nor any one
-akin to this Kunawat goddess.”
-
-“Not if she echoed thy ‘aye’ and ‘nay’ consistently? Be careful; as many
-strong men have fallen by having their conceit gratified as there have
-fallen women through flattery.”
-
-“How absurd to hint that I could be so lured.”
-
-“But the knight says Astarte fascinates!”
-
-“I said so, meaning that I’m fascinated by the train of thoughts that the
-image awakens. Think a moment; we, the living of to-day confronting the
-acme of the thought of the ages long gone. Looking at this, I seem to be
-seeing over rolling centuries, right into the hearts of humanity that
-lived thousands of years ago.”
-
-“All this might have been taken in at a glance! Having seen it, what use
-is it?”
-
-“Use? To aid in finding a key to life’s problems. I’m filled with
-questionings; do not yearnings, such as beat through the being of the
-ancients pulse in those of to-day? Are not humanity’s temptations and
-needs ever the same?”
-
-“Since the ancients did not tarry to compare with us, I, being only a
-woman, of Gerash, of to-day, can give only the shallow answer, I suppose
-so.”
-
-“Oh, I’m not questioning Rizpah; but the ruins, the air, time, my soul,
-God!”
-
-“And their reply?”
-
-“Bewildering echoes of each question?
-
-“And it’s all a mystery to Sir Charleroy?”
-
-“I know a little; something, next to nothing.”
-
-“Possess curious me of that little, and I’ll help thee wonder why so much
-greatness came to naught.”
-
-“That wondering is easily met; they had, as god, one whose head could be
-broken as this one’s was; they that would survive must be sheltered by
-the Invincible.”
-
-Rizpah, meanwhile had drawn close to the huge stone face and placing one
-hand beneath the mouth, the other on the portion of the head just above
-the moon crown, her arms stretched well nigh to their limits quizically
-remarked:
-
-“Those that dined with her must have had pyramids for chairs. What dost
-thou think they were like?”
-
-“Crusaders?”
-
-“Now, I’m tantalized. Crusaders two or three thousand years ago? How
-absurd!”
-
-“Oh, certainly they were not known by the name, Crusaders: but
-they that followed Astarte and such-like deities, whether called
-Kenaihites, Rephaim, Moslem, Christians, or by other appellation are
-all soldier-pilgrims, dominated by an ideal. There have been many
-female deities among the pagans and there is a deal of paganism left in
-humanity.”
-
-“That’s because half the race are men. Astarte would be very popular
-to-day with thy sex, if she were here in living form, a whole woman,
-instead of a fragment and beautiful also—”
-
-“Thou dost not care to hear more of the female deities?”
-
-“Oh, yes; I’ll be fearfully jealous if thou dost keep any thing back.
-Tell me what madmen the ancients were?” She paused, slapped the face of
-the image, ejaculating “_Virago!_” then continued, “Why did they make
-their effigy both hideous and huge? Ugly things should be dwarfed!”
-
-“The ancients, who knew not the grandeur of moral power, gave their
-deities terribleness in their physical proportions, and a mountain
-of flesh became their ideal of greatness—men ever try to make their
-objects of worship greater than themselves, thou knowest. Hast forgotten
-what Ichabod once told us of the Egyptians? How they expressed their
-reverence by piling up pyramids and made that very diminutive which they
-would caricature? Oh, how our true religion, having at its heart an only,
-all-beautiful, Almighty God, rises above these human devices!”
-
-“I wonder that it did not, at its first appearing on earth, instantly
-overthrow all others.”
-
-“And it is a still more wonderful thing that those who embraced it,
-having known, should have sometimes gone back to paganism? Thou dost
-remember that God’s chosen people, after enjoying marvels of His
-Providence, plunged headlong into idolatry in the very presence of His
-splendor at Sinai?”
-
-“With shame I remember it. I marvel as well that this record, which
-evokes the ridicule of the grosser heathen, was made part of our Holy
-writings.”
-
-“God’s compensation! The people stripped themselves of their jewels to
-make the calf; then of their garments to worship it according to the lewd
-rites of Apis. God since has lashed them naked around the world, as it
-were, by giving their history to all times. ‘_Be sure your sin will find
-you out_,’ is a stern truth haunting the conscience of the evil doer;
-but though exposure is a bitter medicine it is a saving one. God as such
-applies it.”
-
-“I think the devil crazed the people at Sinai.”
-
-“Yes, Rizpah, but Human Desire was his name. The revelers made their
-devil as well as their calf, that day.”
-
-“But it is said ‘they rose to play.’ If so disobedient and heaven-defying
-how could they have found heart to play?”
-
-“Odious, significant word that one is, here. It was a ‘_play_’ that
-engulphed all purity. No wonder they ceased to observe the ‘burning
-mountain!’ Only the pure in heart can see God.”
-
-“Thank God! that thy people and mine have finally escaped, my husband.”
-
-“So far as we have escaped, I thank Him; but, alas, the evangels of
-Egypt’s scarlet heresies still go about, and there are many, everywhere,
-led away in chains that seem of flowers at first, but are found to be of
-galling iron at last.”
-
-“I did not know this?”
-
-“Oh, these modern perverters disguise their horrible tenets with many
-refined phrases; yet He that overwhelmed gross Sodom and the jewelless,
-naked dancers about the golden bull, sees through all their thin drapings
-and will judge the free lover, corrupt socialist and libertine as He
-did those ancients. The Assyrian and Egyptian representations of Venus
-generally appeared holding a serpent; a sort of bitter admission of the
-curse in the hand of perverted love and the fierce lashings that follow
-it.”
-
-“I fail to connect the ancient with the present heresies, my good
-teacher.”
-
-“I pause to-day here, reminded of their common origin and consequences.
-God put it into the hearts of His creatures to love women, honor
-motherhood, and worship Him. Read Sinai’s law, and this is all manifest.
-There came a perversion; the love of woman was degraded, motherhood was
-denied its honor, and men became God-defying. There was a confusion
-worse than that of Babel, and the worshiping was transferred, first, to
-symbolized lust; then degraded. They that adored Venus, knowing how her
-adoration had depraved themselves, came to believe that she scandalized
-the heaven they imagined. Then came a time when her earthly rites even
-scandalized the wiser pagans.”
-
-“My husband leads me along strange ways. Is it wise to do so?”
-
-“I see a grand end; follow me. There is a deep significance in the fact
-that among the pagans there constantly appeared this adoration of woman
-on account of her power of motherhood. I take this adoration as proof of
-a conscious need feeling after a vaguely discerned truth. The yearning
-is suggested by the paired gods. Assyria had its Beltis, consort of
-Bel-nimrud; and there were Allelta of the Arabians, the many-breasted
-Diana of the Ephesians, the Aphrodite of the Greeks, Ceres and Venus
-of Rome, this Astarte of the Giants; beyond all, in utter odiousness
-Khem, the Phallic god of Egypt. Amid all these false ideals, the divine
-home with its pure love and our immortality by grace’s mystery, were
-overslaughed in human thought. The glaring passions, that were unwilling
-to believe in other immortality than that that comes through posterity,
-other heaven than that of sensuous pleasure, fascinated and dominated
-hearts and souls.”
-
-“And worshiping women-gods did this.”
-
-“Worshiping beings with the form of women did it! Reverence for true
-womanhood ever exalts and never degrades. But these ancients adored very
-gorgons with snakes for hair, and having tearing, brazen claws. They set
-these gorgons with the Harpies, in their mythologies, at the gates of
-dark Pluto’s palace. Alas, where men are led by ill-flavored women, is
-ever more Pluto’s gateway.”
-
-“The up-digging of these ancient soils, knight, give forth foul odors.
-Did they not dread a just and jealous God?”
-
-“No. It is the constant voice of history that false belief concerning
-these things of which I have spoken, brings both blindness and
-degradation. Unbelief comes swiftly in the wake of impurity. The gorgons
-had but one eye and that had the malign power of turning to stone all
-upon whom its glance fell. When men deify a fallen woman then look for a
-cataclysm of evils. Rizpah has seen little of the world, but this in time
-she’ll find true; the man whose cult or faith bends toward the libidinous
-is on the way to utter atheism. So these old-time free-lovers, like
-those of to-day, push out of the universe in their belief, the Great,
-Beautiful, First Cause. The pure in heart see God; the impure can not
-even pray to Him. The latter must be aided by an Immaculate One. They
-make a gulf betwixt their souls and heaven, which Great Mercy alone can
-bridge.”
-
-“Ah, knight, I’d dread a return of those gross idolatries, knowing
-mankind’s trend, but that I knew that Shiloh was to come as a Reformer.”
-The knight caught at the words of his wife to lead her toward his own
-dear belief.
-
-“If He came to Rizpah in the form of a man, unique because of his virgin
-purity, unlike any other in being all unselfish, and accompanied by a
-peerless woman, exemplifying all that is best in the gentle sex; between
-Himself and that woman a love deep to love’s last depth, pure as a
-sunbeam, enduring as eternity itself, would Rizpah welcome Him!”
-
-“That would be a wondrous coming; but I’d welcome Him.”
-
-“Does Rizpah believe such an appearing desirable?”
-
-“Oh, on my soul, yes! If he should so come, methinks the rites which have
-gone on in the secrecy of the groves, under the uncertain light of the
-moon, would be driven from the earth, and men come to worship God, taking
-that man for the ideal of manhood, that woman as woman’s pattern.”
-
-“Dost thou see that stone with eight lines crossing, lying just there by
-the image of Astarte?”
-
-“I see it and the lines; but what of them?”
-
-“In the far East, the land of the Fire Worshipers, on almost all
-the handiwork of man that symbol is placed. It is to represent an
-eight-pointed star, the Assyrian sign of immortality.”
-
-“Eight lines crossing to represent immortal life? This is inane!”
-
-“Not quite. I had its explanation from my wandering Jew, Ichabod, learned
-by much travel in the lore of many peoples. He thus interpreted the
-symbol as the Assyrians understood it; man, a four-pointed star; his four
-radiate limbs suggesting that likeness. Thou knowest that the Israelites
-have been wont to call men stars? The Assyrians, not having the sure
-word, were led to seek by human philosophy a theory of immortality,
-and they got no further than twice four, two human beings in union; so
-eight or a double star, their symbol of marriage, represented the only
-immortality they were able to find; that that comes from reproduction. At
-least that was the only reality, the rest being very vaguely believed,
-and believed only because they thought that the mystery of a new life
-coming forth, was a hint of a spiritual method analogous to the
-material. They then fell to worshiping the sun, the great fructifier
-and light of nature; fire, the essence of passion, became their highest
-god. It is said that those Magi of the East, that arrived long ago at
-Bethlehem, were fire worshipers, and that in answer to a cry for light,
-constantly uttered by their race, they took their journey to Judah,
-seeking it.”
-
-“The world must turn to Israel ever for the truth, Sir Charleroy.”
-
-“For some truth; not all; but there is a tradition that the star the
-wise men followed was a double one, two planets in conjunction. There is
-a fitness in the legend, for the seekers of light were brought to the
-cave where lay a mother and babe; the latter God’s finest presentment of
-immortality, the Incarnation; the fruit of the Divine in union with the
-human. I stand overcome with wonder and reverence when I remember that
-they of the East had some light from the Jews they held captive ages
-before. They lost most of what they had, then, longing for its return,
-God answered their prayer by taking them to the finest of schools, a
-blessed home circle. Behold all the East looking for light at Bethlehem!”
-
-Rizpah evaded her husband’s graceful attempt to impress on her Christian
-tenets, by replying: “I prefer the Jewish choice number Seven, though I
-can not give it fine interpretations, as thou to the Eight of the East.”
-
-“Rizpah prefers it because it is Jewish, and I prefer Seven because I
-read therein a covenant; for Seven is the sacred covenant number of God’s
-Word. Let me interpret: There is a Triune God, symbolized by Three; then
-man, the child of chance, the being tossed hither and thither by the four
-winds, a complex union himself of body, mind, animal life and immortal
-spirit. Four is his representative number, or symbol. The Assyrians
-paired fours; the Jews vaguely discerned a grander path to eternal
-felicity through the conjunction of God and man, the Three and the Four.
-From this they derived their covenant number, Seven.”
-
-“These are charming explanations, Sir Charleroy; especially so, if sure
-ones!”
-
-“But the truths are fairer than my poor words. I read that at creation
-the morning stars—meaning the beings that know no night, the very sons
-of God—shouted for joy! They saw an immortality having its springs
-in the being of the Eternal, and were glad. Since then the race has
-diverged into two lines. The gross and unbelieving, seeking to effect
-the apotheosis of human lust, have gone their ways reveling under the
-moonlight, and building their fanes in the groves which fade, while the
-believing and God-taught have walked in a covenant toward Him, ‘Who
-only hath immortality dwelling in light.’ Rizpah, some day that home
-group at Bethlehem, a father, mother, and child, surrounded by angels,
-overshadowed by God, will come to be thought the finest ideal of this
-life. Yea, a picture of Heaven itself!”
-
-The knight’s wife fixed her piercing, dark eyes on his, there were
-expressed in her countenance admiration and fearfulness. She was charmed
-by his lofty sentiments, yet apprehensive of being led into some
-dangerous, Christian heresy. Fanaticism always has a terror of heresy,
-so-called, even though it seemed to be full of white truth. Presently she
-questioned:
-
-“So Og, great as a mountain of flesh, and Astarte, goddess of the
-pleasure that kills, only, of all Kunawat’s ancients, have left enduring
-names?”
-
-“One other name endures, the ages brightening its luster—Job, loyal to
-the last, in spite of the devil and a virago wife.”
-
-“Poor woman! say I of Job’s wife. None have told her side of her family
-troubles. May be Job haunted the grove of the moon-crowned?”
-
-“May be? Never! His splendid orations bespoke a man walking nigh Jehovah.
-Listen: ‘If I beheld the moon walking in brightness, if my heart hath
-been secretly enticed, or my mouth kissed my hand, let thistles grow
-instead of wheat.’ He said this amid the votaries of the Lust-Queen.”
-
-“And Job may be praised, not only as proof that there has been one
-patient man on earth, but as proof that a good man will stand pure to the
-last, though the world about acclaim the praise of delightful sins?”
-
-“He stood because entranced by his beautiful ideal. He loved Him whose
-name is Holiness.”
-
-“Heaven comes at last to such.”
-
-“Job was God’s best friend on earth in his day, and his Heavenly Father
-gave him as his reward His best earthly gift—a new, pure, happy, fruitful
-home.”
-
-“Are we through now with the fascinating image, knight?”
-
-“Yes, Rizpah, if we take to heart its warnings. May we preserve our
-integrity, and have a home as our reward finer than that of the Man of
-Uz; yea, verily, as fine in its tempers and virtues as that of Bethlehem.”
-
-So saying, the knight led Rizpah toward their abode.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-A BATTLE OF GIANTS AT BOZRAH.
-
- “Sleep—the ghostly winds are blowing!
- No moon abroad—no star is glowing.
- The river is deep and the tide is flowing
- To the land where you and I are going!
- We are going afar,
- Beyond moon or star,
- To the land where the sinless angels are!
-
- I lost my heart to your heartless sire
- (’Twas melted away by his looks of fire),
- Forgot my God, and my father’s ire,
- All for the sake of a man’s desire;
- But now we’ll go
- Where the waters flow,
- And make our bed where none shall know.”—“_The Mother’s Last
- Song._”—BARRY CORNWALL.
-
- “How shall we order the child, and how shall we do.”—Judges
- xiii. 12.
-
-
-Sir Charleroy and his consort took up their abode in one of the many
-deserted ancient stone houses of the city of Bozrah. The latter, situated
-in one of the most fertile plains of earth, once having upward of one
-hundred thousand inhabitants, several times having risen to metropolitan
-splendor, ages ago sank into neglect, decay and desolation. But with
-wonderful persistence that city preserves the records, or relics, of
-what it was in better, greater days. The antiquarian to-day finds in and
-around Bozrah the dwellings, palaces and temples of many and various
-peoples, some piled in strata-like courses, one above the other, each
-layer the tombstone of its predecessor; some as fine as they were
-forty centuries ago. The annalist there has at hand as an open book
-the achievements of some of the mightiest men of earth, physically.
-The latter were contemporary with that line of God’s moral giants,
-of which Abraham, Moses and David were representative leaders first,
-and Christ finally. The strata of Bozrah tell of differing policies,
-politics, religions; all alike in one thing—the attempt to build upon
-the buttresses of giant force; but they present in the end the one
-result—failure; all being equally dead at the last, if not equally
-herculean at the first. Sheer robustness in the armies of Rome, the
-Turk, Alexander, and Og wrought out their best about the Bashan cities,
-and in that theater played the eternally losing game of all such. It
-seems as if God had chosen that part of all the world to illustrate
-this great lesson of His providence. The Roman, Mohammedan, Greek, and
-others like them, there had their brutal and sensuous existence. There
-the Crusader carried also his banners; but the end of the Rephaim was
-the forerunner and prophecy of all the other giantesque gatherings that
-followed after them. Each passing race and dynasty left its monuments and
-tokens of possession; but of all, those of the first, the giants, are the
-most enduring, most wonderful. These dateless, huge, rugged, fort-like
-dwellings, standing just as they did four thousand years ago, except
-that they are mostly unoccupied, are impressive monuments and reminders
-of the mighty denizens who once abode within them. There are ruins of
-temples, palaces, houses of commerce and places of amusement, but chiefly
-of homes; the latter, significantly, instructively, being the best
-preserved of all. Sir Charleroy observed this circumstance, and casually
-remarked to Rizpah, as they bestowed their effects in one of the ancient
-domiciles:
-
-“If ever I take to building, I’ll build abiding places for people, only.
-Such are the most lasting.”
-
-But while he came thus near to a royal truth, he did not make it his
-own. It passed through his mind and he felt its light, as one might
-that from the wing of a ministering spirit, while his eyes were holden
-and his back turned. He immediately left the angelic thought, to go
-wandering through years of misery, before coming back face to face with
-it again. Sir Charleroy and Rizpah, a western soldier and a woman of
-Israel, two giants in their way, began a new career at Bozrah. It was
-providential. Measuring power by the only available test at hand, namely,
-what it accomplishes, it was manifest long ago to all that the brawn of
-the Cyclops was not the master force of the word. Hercules cleansed the
-earth of mythical, not real evils. Sir Charleroy and Rizpah are fittingly
-brought to the theater of the giants for the purpose of testing the
-potency of giantesque sentimentality and stubborn, mighty ardor. To this
-end, two will do as well as a nation, and a decade will be as conclusive
-as a score of generations. The husband and wife entered Bozrah gladly,
-and quickly adapted themselves to their new surroundings. They were both
-very impressible, and there were many things in their new environments
-that impressed and stimulated them. Nature’s face and locations may
-be changed by man, but he can not change her heart. She, on the other
-hand, is invincible in her conquests of both his face and inner being.
-Climate and environments determine the characters and careers of the
-majorities. The sleets of the North, in time, will goad the sensuous
-Turk or Hottentot to high activity, while the Cossack or Esquimaux,
-under tropical suns soon fall into luxuriousness and laziness. Bozrah
-began its molding of the knight and his wife. Rizpah and Sir Charleroy
-were at first attracted to Giant Land by the hugeness of its monuments
-and ghostly greatness of its record. They received at Bozrah their first
-impulse to settle and make a home. Probably they were largely influenced
-by the conviction that, in its way, there was nothing more entrancing
-or majestic beyond. For the best results to them, the second selection
-was altogether unfortunate. They had made their home in the midst of
-battle-fields, and the atmosphere that hung over all things was like
-that over a defeated army, sullenly submitting. The new comers from the
-beginning, in their new home, were immersed in ghostly memories, and that
-atmosphere so like the breath of a bound yet struggling giant. They were
-affected more than they realized by all these things.
-
-“No more tours, no more worlds, for us to conquer!” exclaimed the knight.
-
-Rizpah, her cheerfulness of mind largely recovered, replied to this
-remark of Sir Charleroy with a bantering laugh, at the same time pointing
-upward. Quickly, and with retort cruel as a giant’s javelin, he cried:
-
-“Alas, so soon Rizpah seeks my final departure from her!”
-
-The cavalier was no more; it was the brusque and gross within him that
-spoke. Had he been courtly, even without being Christian, he would have
-been considerate enough not to have cruelly jested concerning that which
-lay in his wife’s heart as a possible and sad fact. Often the thought of
-eternal separation from her husband, even from eternal hope, haunted her
-now. Her husband knew this.
-
-For a moment his answer seemed to stun her; then the affectations of
-pouting on her mobile face, coming when she pointed upward, changed into
-lines of anger. A hot flush mounting up to the roots of her hair, hung
-out the warning signal.
-
-The knight, pretending not to observe the change, twined his arms about
-his wife and mockingly sighed:
-
-“Poor girl! I can find no wings on thee. I once thought thou hadst such.
-They must have dropped off.”
-
-There was no reply. He then began to retreat, to placate, and to that
-intent drew her closer and closer to his heart, until, embracing her, his
-hands clasped; but, for the first time since the event near Gerash, when
-the Arabs were vanquished, his caress was without response. He tried a
-thrust thus:
-
-“Well, beloved, since thou dost banish me, bestow a kiss of long
-farewell.”
-
-Quickly, Rizpah flung aside his embracing arms and cried: “Shechemite!
-I’m no Dinah, won by false professions!”
-
-“_Shechem was more honorable than all the house of his father_,” quoted
-the knight in reply.
-
-“He loved himself, his passions; to these gods he gave up with all
-devotion, and they immolated him. That was good!”
-
-“Why, Rizpah, thou art pettish.”
-
-“‘Rizpah!’ Thou art adroit in using bitter similes; a brutalizing power,
-when brutally used! Now, call me ‘Jarnsaxa.’ Thou toldst me, yesterday,
-how that mighty male god of the Norse, Thor, while hating her people,
-to the death, stole Jarnsaxa. Yea, and how many giants fell for women.
-Perhaps thou didst want me to pity thee. We are in Giant Land now, and
-thou canst begin to play Colossus!”
-
-The knight was startled, and quickly entreated: “My queen, lets drop
-the masks; no more of this; forget my sarcasm, and I’ll forgive the
-recriminations. A truce and pardon, in the name of love. What says
-Esther?”
-
-“‘Esther?’ Thou calledst me that when cavalier, turning lover. Thou art
-neither now!” The sentence ended in a petulant sob.
-
-“Oh, stay now. It was playfulness. I—there, now! Canst thou not brook a
-little playfulness from me?”
-
-“Playfulness? Bah! Ye men play so like lions, forgetting to keep the
-claws cushioned! But, now thou hadst better be going, saint—the only
-one here. Go, now, right along to heaven. They want thee there. They
-want thee, not me.” Then she choked back another sob, but instantly
-thereafter, dashing the rising tear from her eyes, she bitterly
-exclaimed: “At any rate, thou’lt have company!”
-
-“Whom, pray?”
-
-“The begetter and chief of all restless vagabonds!”
-
-“So; I never heard of him. Has he a name, my dear?”
-
-The knight was sarcastic, because he was nettled.
-
-Rizpah’s eyes glittered with the fire of offended pride, and she quickly
-began in measured tone, as if in soliloquy, and alone, to quote Job’s
-record of satan’s joining the assembly of the sons of God:
-
-“_There was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before
-the Lord, and satan came also. And the Lord said whence camest thou? Then
-satan said from going to and fro in the earth and from walking up and
-down in it._”
-
-“My wife responds to my penitence with bitterness; but even the pagans
-were wiser. They ever took the gall from the animals offered to Juno,
-goddess of wedlock.”
-
-“Thy wife promised to be thy helpmate and give thee all she had. Now,
-just forget thy fine paganism, being a Christian long enough to remember
-that I’m thy helpmate in all things, even in bitterness. I give thee all,
-even returning thy giving.”
-
-“Thou shouldst not make so much of my little misstep.”
-
-“Nothing is little with which one must constantly live. Great breaks
-grow from little fractures. One may stand a blow, but its the constant
-fretting that roughs the heart-strings to woe unendurable. Thou hast a
-habit of playfully hurting.”
-
-“Well, this has been a day at school; there ought to be a school for
-husbands! We do not half understand the fine, sensitive creatures that
-companion us.”
-
-“Oh, thou thoughtst thou wert a woman-reader!”
-
-“Were I to see an angel with a body like a harp, eyes like the
-unsearchable ocean, heart of flame, arms like flowering vines, covered
-with prismatic wings, I’d be no more puzzled and abashed than I am now
-by my high-strung, fine-tempered Rizpah.”
-
-“Puzzled! abashed! I’d help thee pity thy wounded conceit, but that I
-know that thou art soon to ascend. Art thou going now!”
-
-“I’m afraid not, since I’ve so many more sins than graces. When elephants
-soar with butterfly wings, thou mayst look for my departure. Till then
-I’ll stay here and practice the patience of Job, beset with his rambling
-devil.”
-
-“How elegantly the cavalier uses simile in coining epithets.”
-
-“Heavens! Rizpah, thou dost twist my meanings! Why distort, instead of
-pardoning my blunders, making both of us miserable!”
-
-“Oh, then, thou hast grace enough not to liken me to thy besetting, evil
-spirit, at least in words?”
-
-“No, no, ’tis refined cruelty to put me on the defense as to that.
-Believe it or not, Rizpah of Gerash and Rizpah of Bozrah are the same. My
-heart to its core says so!”
-
-This second quarrel, that should not have been begun, had the merit of
-ending, as it should, in reconciliation, tears, embraces and a great
-many excellent pledges. Yet Sir Charleroy did not greatly profit by
-the experience. He failed to perceive that these first breaks in the
-rhythmic flow of conjugal love are great shocks to a deeply affectionate
-woman. He knew that men easily recover from rebuffs, and so did not
-stop to consider that young wife-hood was the highest expression on
-earth of utter clinging to one sole support. He knew his own feelings
-and took them for the standard. He set himself up as the pattern,
-quite unconsciously, perhaps; and after the conflict in which he came
-off conceded victor, he was condescending in his manner. This was
-unfortunate. Rizpah did not need to be told that her husband was wiser
-and stronger willed and more self-possessed and more able to endure
-life’s trial than herself. All this she believed, absolutely, when she
-surrendered her heart to the man at the first. Woman-like, these were
-the very circumstances that caused her to love him as she did. A woman
-never loves completely until her love is supplemented by adoration. She
-must believe the man, who would make full conquest, is one to whom she
-can look up; one some way her superior. But while a loving woman will
-give a devotion almost religious, she will be pained amid her delights
-of committal by a haunting fear that he whom she adores may rise away
-from her. In the very plenitude of her fullest love-worship she will deny
-the reverence, sometimes, in a seeming inconsistency, rebuff and even
-ridicule her idol. It is with her a sort of hysteria, a confession of
-secret terror, lest she and he grow apart in mind, and so come to part in
-body. Hence it is a giant cruelty on the part of a husband, sometimes, to
-enforce, or thrust forward, his size or his lordship. They may be facts,
-but God has set over against them as their equal that love which clings,
-stimulates and supplements, without which the finest man is far less than
-the half of the united twain. Sir Charleroy blundered along in his error;
-Rizpah tried to be happy and failed. She did not know how to make the
-best of her surroundings, and Sir Charleroy did not know, because he did
-not seek religiously to find out how to help her make the best of them.
-They had some periods of pleasure, but they continually grew briefer
-and were more frequently interrupted as time went on. She was ill, he
-suffered himself to think her at times ill-tempered. As a lover, he
-admired her outbreaks as very brilliant, and flattered her by remarking
-that she had the metal of an Arabian steed; as a husband, he thought her
-very disagreeable when pettish or angry. Indeed, though he never said so
-to her, he did say to himself that at times she was very like a virago.
-The only steed that came to his mind then was the ass, to which he
-likened himself when he considered himself the perfection of submissive
-patience.
-
-A new event radically changed the picture and situation in this troubled
-home.
-
-The prayer of prayers was heard in Bozrah; the cry of a baby; a bundle of
-needs and helplessness, with no language but a cry. Processions of silent
-centuries had passed through those halls since they echoed the hoarse
-voices of the brawny beings who built them. One could not hear the infant
-cry without remembering the contrasts. A baby; a puny one at that, and of
-the gentler sex, besides being of a race pigmy compared to the stalwarts
-who builded those abodes. Sir Charleroy and his consort had set up their
-household gods, and for a goodly period had occupied as theirs a Rephaim
-home.
-
-The little stranger came, though they did not discern it, with power
-to bless them both. A poetic visitor, happening on this baby’s hammock
-there and then, might have gone in raptures, to some truths, after this
-fashion: “It will be the golden tie, angel of peace and hope, to the
-home!” The philosopher, seeing the little bundle of helplessness, might
-have said: “Here is a giant, the home is immortal through its offspring;
-the babe requiring so much, richly repays its loving care-takers by
-inducting them into the soul expansions of unselfish service.” But then
-poets and philosophers often miss the mark, attempting prophesy.
-
-The parents followed the usual course of those for the first time in
-that relation. Their love for each other, very intense, and by its
-sensitiveness witnessing after all that it was very selfish, got a new
-direction. They soon drifted into the charming fooleries of their like.
-Sometimes they petted the child unceasingly, and one was anon jealous of
-the other if surpassed in this. They each struggled for a recognition
-from the innocent, and debated as to whether the first babble of the
-little one was “mamma” or “papa.” Then there were times when they handled
-baby very reverently, as if it were something from God, or likely to
-break.
-
-At such times they each, in heart, thanked God and gave the child, at
-least in part, to Him. Sometimes they called it “Davidah” or “darling,”
-and laughed as they assured each other, to assure themselves, that the
-baby looked wise as if understanding. Sometimes they played with it as
-if they were children and it a toy; sometimes they ministered to it with
-anxious care, while all the time they felt quite sure it was somehow of
-finer mold and fiber than any babe before on earth. They were just like
-all for the first time parents, and their raptures were now for good,
-being centered around the thought expressed by the sweet word home. Of
-course, the question of naming the child was discussed, and, of course,
-no name they could think of seemed quite good enough. Some days the
-child was given a dozen, and some days it had none; for all the time
-they kept trying to fit it.
-
-In one thing, both parents were Jewish, namely, the desire to give their
-darling an appellation expressive of what it was or what they hoped
-it would be. They first agreed on “Angela,” but that was discarded as
-being a sort of advertisement of the quality of their treasure. In the
-constant selfishness of love they would keep it all secretly, sacredly to
-themselves, they said. They sought for many days some significant token
-or name that should be fully expressive of their thought, and yet by the
-three only be ever fully understood. One day Rizpah, always abrupt, still
-nursing an old superstition, said: “Call her Marah, a mournful, sweet,
-expressive title.”
-
-“Why, wife, that means ‘bitterness.’”
-
-“Bitterness, since I believe that somewhere, somehow, there is bitterness
-enough in store for her—and me with her.”
-
-“I’d prefer ‘Mary,’ my wife; surely this little angel is to be all like
-that blessed one.”
-
-Then there was more strife, but of a rather patient kind, which ended
-in a compromise, they calling the child Miriamne, each in mind meaning
-different from the other; the one Marah, the other Mary. But on the
-heels of this came soon the graver problem, How should the babe be
-reared, in Jewish faith or Christian? It was the old, old story of a
-difficulty seemingly easily adjusted to all, except to those who have
-actually met it, and in this case, as usual, the two parties fanatically
-opposed each other. In the name of sweet religion they loyally served
-the devil for a time. The highest achievement of a creed or faith is the
-soothing and elevation of a home here, or the exalting of it heavenward
-for hereafter. That is a travesty of piety which wrecks the substance
-of joy for the shell of a dogma. This stricture is easily written and
-may pass without dissent, the reader immediately falling into the error
-denounced. Of course, as usual, these two parents began the discussion of
-the subject. At intervals they cautiously pressed their arguments, but
-each unwaveringly moved toward his or her point. They were like advancing
-armies, firing occasional shots, but surely approaching a mighty issue.
-They pretended to argue the matter by times, but it was a farce, for each
-in mind irrevocably had predetermined the conclusion. Time sped on a year
-or more, then the conflict fully came.
-
-“Rizpah, we were wed by a Christian, let us take the fruit of that
-compact to Christian baptism.”
-
-“The first act was an error; we shall not atone for it by repetitions in
-kind! The child is mine; I decline.”
-
-“And mine, so I request.”
-
-“A mother imperils her whole life for her child, and unreservedly gives
-to it part of herself; justice, humanity, should give the child to the
-mother, so far as may be.”
-
-“But even under thy faith, I, the father, am the head of the house.”
-
-“Under my faith the nurture and training of children belong chiefly to
-the mother, and my faith has been the finest society-builder of the
-world in the past. Thou hast often recounted to me the deeds of that
-golden, heroic time of my people, when the great Maccabean family led us
-and inspired us. Well, then, the mothers had exclusive control of the
-daughters until they were wed, and so they had grand daughters among the
-Maccabees.”
-
-“Well, we differ in belief; we had better compromise.”
-
-“We dare not barter a little soul to do it.”
-
-“Well, briefly then, being lord of this home, I command that the
-grace-giving sacrament be sought for our Mary.”
-
-“My faith, to which thou didst first appeal, forbids fathers to command
-their children to walk through idolatrous fires. Marah shall not.”
-
-“Hush; I only want the loved one inducted into the true faith.”
-
-“Mine is the older and truer.”
-
-“With thee argument is futile; I insist——”
-
-“If the father is a foreigner, Jewry’s rule is that the children are to
-be called by the mother’s name and regarded as of her family. Make such
-law as thou choosest for thy family but not for mine.”
-
-“I’ll end this,” cried Sir Charleroy, seizing the child, as if to hasten
-then to seek some priest’s ministry.
-
-Rizpah’s eyes glittered with sullen purpose. She sprang before him, and
-hissed:
-
-“Our fathers escaped at all cost from Egypt. I’ll not go back, nor Marah.”
-
-The knight was surprised, and his looks expressed it as he said:
-
-“Dost thou rave?”
-
-“Oh, no, I was just remembering that a bearded serpent was the Egyptian
-symbol of deity; something like a man. You Christians would have all
-husbands gods to their families! No bearded serpent for mine!”
-
-“Heavens, woman! thinkest thou thy scorn and vituperation can stay me?”
-So saying he pushed, or rather half flung the woman from him. He had no
-conception of the rage that any thing like a blow evokes in the heart of
-a woman that could love as once did Rizpah. On his part it was intended
-as a masterpiece of strategy, in the hope that the woman would swoon,
-then surrender in the weakness of following hysteria. The act was hateful
-to him, but he justified it by the end sought, yet missed that end.
-
-Rizpah was a tigress roused, and like many another mother, beast or
-human, when the fight is once for offspring was endowed with sudden,
-supernatural strength. She sprang toward the hammock, plucking her dagger
-meanwhile from its hiding-place.
-
-“Heaven defend us, woman!” cried Sir Charleroy, glancing about for a
-means of prevention, “thou wouldst not do murder?”
-
-“Oh, no, thou art not fit to die; but hear me; this blade, consecrated
-to defense from dishonor, saved me once. Dost thou remember? It will do
-it again, if need be. The giver sleeps, but his stern charge haunts me
-still. ‘Protect at any cost from dishonor!’”
-
-“Wouldst thou shed blood of any here!”
-
-“Sir Charleroy saw me slay the Turk. Had I failed, thou falling, this
-blade would have found my own heart. Push me onward by thy imperiousness
-and I will slay the babe and then myself! Methinks, it would be an
-atonement for which my parent would forgive my breaking of his heart. Ah,
-then sweet rest; life’s tumults over! God would pity the tempest-tossed
-soul that, through such bitterness, flung itself on Him.”
-
-“Dost mean all this, Rizpah?”
-
-“Can I trifle? Ask thyself. Have I ever? My desperate sincerity made me
-thy wife, but now it impels me to defy all thy attempts to make me thy
-minion, unthinking echo or slave; or worse, the ruiner of that girl.”
-
-“Well, then, woman, since thou or I must yield and I can not, thou wilt
-not, I execute my before announced purpose to have my lawful authority
-acknowledged with thee or——”
-
-“Say the rest, find peace away from me——”
-
-“Which?” sternly demanded the knight.
-
-“As thou dost wish, only I’ll not give up my child to Christian
-sacrifice.”
-
-“Then we can not live in peace together.”
-
-“To which I reply, that God never ordained marriage to bind people to the
-home when they can only for each other in that home make a very Tartarus!”
-
-The knight was humiliated. He had believed that the woman’s heart could
-not bear the thought of separation, and now to find her willing to give
-him up, rather than her will, her faith, hurt his pride. But they had
-made an utter crossing of purposes. He ran out of their stone house, his
-heart as stony. A little way off he paused, looked back, and said, “For
-the last time, Rizpah, what dost thou say?”
-
-“Go; once for love I gave up all. Again I do it; I give thee up for the
-highest of all love, the love of a mother for her child!”
-
-Caressingly Rizpah embraced the infant; and then fell on her knees with
-her face averted from her husband. He took one glance, and realizing the
-defeat of his strong will by that kneeling woman, angrily hurried away.
-The die was cast. He turned his back on Rizpah, swearing that he would
-never more return.
-
-For a few days Rizpah lived in a crazy dream; now laughing as she thought
-of her victory; again letting her maiden love re-assert itself; then
-assuring her heart that all was over and well as it was. But a woman who
-imagines that reproach or even open violence can utterly extirpate love
-that once completely possessed her, knows not her own heart. Especially
-is this true if to that heart, she at times, press, lovingly, a child
-begotten in that love, and the form bearing the impress of that man for
-whom sometime she would have willingly died.
-
- * * * * *
-
-One night the baby cried piteously, being ill, and Rizpah was feeling
-very lonely because so anxious for it. She had sometimes, since Sir
-Charleroy’s departure, prattled with the baby calling “papa” and
-“Charleroy,” mother-like, woman-like. Self-condemning, for this was a
-half confession that she would have the little one think, if it thought
-at all, that she, the mother, was not to blame for the absence. The baby
-had caught some names and in its moaning, feverishly cried: “Abbaroy,
-Abbaroy; I want my Abbaroy.” The cry was piercing to the mother’s heart
-and conscience. She even then wished for the husband’s return. Indeed,
-some hot tears fell as she prayed God to send “papa Charleroy back.” The
-tie of marriage, potent beyond all of earth, now drew her away toward the
-absent one, and she then began to marvel how easily they had separated;
-how lightly they had regarded the bonds which after all tightly held
-them. When lives have blended and been tied together by other lives, it
-is indeed a prophesy of union “until death do us apart.”
-
-“Abbaroy, Abbaroy! I want my Abbaroy,” still piteously cried the sick
-child. The night without was raging; the little lamp sent dancing shadows
-over the black walls of her room and an unutterable loneliness took
-possession of the woman. One by one thoughts like these arose; “Father
-dead, mother dead; husband as good as dead; perhaps really so, and my
-child like to die! What if she should die thus crying for her father!
-Oh, God spare me this! I’d go mad by her corpse.” “Abbaroy, I want my
-Abbaroy,” sobbed the child in her sleep. The mother heard the waving
-palms without. Her vivid imagination turned them into persons, spirits.
-They seemed to be her dead ancestors and they caught up the cry of her
-child rebukingly “Abbaroy, I want my Abbaroy.” She swooned now and slept.
-In the sleep there came a dream. She thought she saw her daughter, grown
-to womanhood, but pale and sad. She had the hand of her mother and was
-drawing her toward the sea. Whenever the mother drew back the daughter
-wailed “Abbaroy, I want my Abbaroy.” Presently their feet touched the
-water edge, she saw a ship, floating at anchor, but with sails spread
-partly; on its stern was the name, “_England_.” The captain stood by the
-vessel’s side, observing her. At last he cried: “Well, how long must we
-wait for thee?” A wave seemed to dash against her face and she awakened.
-The heavy window blind of stone had swung open, the rain was beating in
-on her. She started up and felt for her child, half fearfully lest a
-corpse should meet her touch. But she found her hands clasping a little
-form with fast beating heart and burning skin. The light had gone out,
-but there alone in that desolate home amid the ruins of past ages, the
-woman bowed in agonizing prayer. The balm of broken hearts was sought and
-she for a time was clothed and in her right mind. She arose, serenely, in
-the morning the cry of the sea captain of her dream in her ears, and the
-firm resolve in her heart to seek her husband even in far-off England;
-with him to try for the things that make for peace. Then she opened the
-iron-bound chest that had come to her from her father and took therefrom
-a roll of the ‘_Kethrubim_’ and read. And it so happened that seeking to
-refresh her mind as to the story of how the giant Sampson got honey out
-of the slain lion’s carcass, that she might more fully apply the meaning
-to her own experience, she came to the story of his birth. That story
-fixed her attention for days. It was like a new revelation to her. And
-she read and read these words over and over:
-
-“And there was a certain man of Zorah, of the Danites, whose name _was_
-Manoah.
-
-“And the angel of the LORD appeared unto the woman, and said unto her,
-Behold now, thou shalt conceive and bear a son.
-
-“Then the woman came and told her husband, saying, A man of God came unto
-me, and his countenance _was_ like an angel of God, and he said unto me,
-Behold thou shalt bear a son.
-
-“Then Manoah entreated the Lord and said, O my Lord, let the man of God
-which thou didst send come again unto us, and teach us what we shall do
-unto the child.
-
-“And God hearkened to the voice of Manoah; and the angel of God came
-again unto the woman.
-
-“And the woman made haste, and ran, and shewed her husband.
-
-“And Manoah arose, and went after his wife and came to the man.
-
-“And Manoah said, Now let thy words come to pass. How shall we order the
-child, and _how_ shall we do unto him?
-
-“And the angel of the Lord said unto Manoah, Of all that I said unto the
-woman let her beware.
-
-“So Manoah took a kid with a meat offering, and offered _it_ upon a rock
-unto the Lord: and _the angel_ did wondrously; and Manoah and his wife
-looked on.
-
-“For it came to pass, when the flame went up toward heaven from off the
-altar, that the angel of the Lord ascended in the flame of the altar: and
-Manoah and his wife looked on it, and fell on their faces to the ground.”
-
-And as Rizpah read, little by little, the truth and beauty of the scene
-and its words dawned upon her. Thus she meditated: “This is the way
-God brought forth His giant deliverer, Samson; God appeared to the
-woman first, but she hasted to tell of the promised blessing to her
-husband.” When she thought of how that angel-led wife led her husband,
-she remembered her own fanatical bitterness and was condemned. Then she
-remembered how Manoah and his wife, together, asked how they should
-order their child and how, as together they bowed before the Spirit, he
-ascended in glory over them. “Oh,” she moaned within herself, “if we had
-only put aside our differences and, forgetting all else, just so sought
-together the Divine directings!” It was evening as she meditated, and
-she said within herself: “If ever I can get nigh Sir Charleroy’s heart
-I’ll tell him all this, and before the altar of a new consecration we’ll
-give ourselves and ours to God, just this way.” There came a wondrous joy
-to her heart and the palms that seemed to moan rebukingly without that
-other night, “Abbaroy, Abbaroy, I want my Abbaroy,” this night reminded
-her some way vaguely of the beating of mighty wings, approaching nearer
-and nearer. She felt no longer rage, as she thought about the often
-bepraised Mary of her husband, but on the other hand, wished she knew
-more about her, were more like her. It was the woman in her, yearning for
-a mother.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-RIZPAH, THE ANCIENT “MOTHER OF SORROWS.”
-
- “Oh say to mothers, what a holy charge
- Is theirs! With what a queenly power, their love
- Can rule the fountain of a new-born mind.
- Warn them to wake at early dawn and sow
- Good seed before the world has sown its tares;
- Nor in their toil decline, that angel bands
- May put their sickles in and reap for God
- And gather in his garner.”
-
-
-Nearly a score of years passed away, each having wrought its changes,
-and Rizpah de Griffin is dwelling quietly with her three children at
-Bozrah. She is companionless though not a widow. Care has left its stern
-impress on her every feature; the roses have gone from her cheeks and the
-snows that tarry, baffling all springs, are on her head. But time that
-has worn has also ripened. Rizpah has become a self-possessed, stately
-matron; her form is erect, her eye as bright as ever. Bozrah has not
-changed; the city sits in its sullen, fixed gloom, seemingly unconscious
-of the ravages that time works elsewhere. But there have been changes
-and changes among the people since first the woman of Gerash arrived
-there. Many former inhabitants have wandered away; some to be swallowed
-up by the tides of peoples of other climes; some have gone to judgment.
-But new comers have taken the places of those that had departed and
-speeded the swift enough forgetting of the absent ones, Rizpah was in
-high honor, for although she lived in seclusion, mixing very little with
-any of the people about her, all respected her. Hers was a well-ordered
-house; Druses, Turks and Hebrews joined in affirming this. She ruled
-her children firmly and they obeyed her implicitly, for they loved her
-loyally. We meet her now amid active preparation for the observance of
-the approaching Jewish Sabbath. With her are two boys, twins, born in
-London, as like each other as could be, and Miriamne. The latter is in
-the full possession of her roses, and in the enjoyment of that splendor
-of personal charm seemingly belonging to all the maidens of Abrahamic
-descent under “the covenant of the stars and the sand.” For are not
-Israel’s women not only plenteous and bright and lofty like the stars,
-and her men numberless, rugged and restless as the surf-washed sands on
-every shore? Does not this race, in all history, continually attest the
-persistence and pre-eminence of all good to those who walk under the
-Divine covenants?
-
-Miriamne not only is seen to possess a gracefulness like unto that of the
-palm, nature’s pattern of beauty in the East, but she has such robustness
-of form as might be expected in one born of such a Hebrew mother and
-such a Saxon father. In her temper, poetic, emotional, oriental, like
-her mother; in feature and mind more like her father; she was a better,
-more evenly balanced result than either. It often so happens; the child
-by some natural selection or some mercifulness, inheriting a character,
-the resultant of the union of two sets of parental forces, yet finer
-than either apart. The scientific man in such cases will say, herein we
-behold, in a new being, physical and spiritual forces in action, the
-latter gaining the advantage; a prophesy without mystery that at last the
-fittest only shall survive. The theologian, on the other hand, will see
-Providence electing the best and preparing choice characteristics for
-superior works to be done.
-
-At a call of the mother, the children gathered about her, and the group
-was charming; a picture full of expression and contrasts. The matron
-cast a look of yearning affection upon her offsprings, and the emotion
-possessed her until the hard face-lines faded into a sweet smile. Just
-then she would have been a satisfactory model for an artist painting
-Madonna. “Thank God, children, the emblem of rest and of hope in ages to
-come is at hand. I have joyed to-day, in full preparation that this next
-Sabbath may be piously and earnestly celebrated with all the religious
-exactness of our people.” Then, patting the boys on their heads with
-playful tenderness, she continued: “Run away now up to the synagogue-ruin
-on the hill. Don’t forget your duty in play, lads; be true little
-Israelites! When ye see the sun go down back of Gilead’s mountains, give
-us warning of the Sabbath’s beginning. Now mind, keep your eyes toward
-Jerusalem.”
-
-The lads sped away, and Rizpah following them with her eyes prayed in
-heart: “God bless them, and though in this place of desolation, make them
-little Samuels in faith and service.” A little after her face glowed
-with triumphant joy, for there came back to her ears the boys’ voices,
-mingling in sacred song. It was the psalm of the “Captives’ Return”
-that they sang. The declining sun began to throw its last rays through
-the open windows of the huge stone home, flooding the black basalt
-walls and pavement with golden tints. Slowly the mother’s eyes wandered
-from the scene without to objects within, until they rested on a huge
-painting that covered nearly half the opposite wall. One glance and her
-whole being seemed transformed. In an instant her reverential and weary
-attitude was changed to one of excited attention. She grew pale, her
-body swayed with a waving motion, suggestive of the panther creeping
-toward a victim. Then her form became rigid like one preparing for some
-great muscular effort, or endeavoring to suppress some inner tempest.
-Her face, made habitually calm by the schoolings of adversity, became a
-theater for expression of the changing emotion within; the mouth-lines
-putting on a firmness almost hideous; her eyes glittered like a serpent’s
-in the act of charming; contrasting with the forehead that shone like a
-silver shield. She was as one under a spell or in a trance; but for a few
-moments only. There came a light footfall; then a quick, half frightened,
-piteous cry and Miriamne stood beside her.
-
-“Oh, mother, don’t! mother, mother; thou dost terrify me!” The young
-woman stopped half way between the open door and her parent. Now she
-was passing through a great transition. She had seen all that was
-happening, often before; had often run away from the spectacle to hide
-it from herself. Now she was trying to nerve herself to penetrate the
-mystery in the hope of preventing its painfulness. She was at the turning
-point, where a girl changes to the woman within the circle of parental
-influences.
-
-But so complete was the absorption of the one gazing upon the spectacle
-upon the wall, at first the cry was unheeded. In a sort of sudden,
-trembling desperation the young woman quickly bounded between her mother
-and the picture. Then, as if realizing the unfilial imprudence of the
-act, but still unwilling to recede from efforts to break the spell that
-bound her parent, she fell upon her knees before the seeming devotee and
-burst into tears. The mother started up a little as one awakening from a
-dream; then said, with perfect control of voice and manner; “Marah, what
-ails thee? Art ill? Are the Bedouin coming?”
-
-“No, no,” replied the other; “the picture; the picture!”
-
-“What is it child?”
-
-“I do not know. I only know that your strange, wild gaze upon its hideous
-group terrifies me! For years I’ve learned to feel a mingled disgust and
-fright in the presence of the woman in that presentment. When I came in,
-your face looked like hers. You did not seem to be my own tender mother,
-but an angry virago. Oh, why do you shadow all our Sabbath eves, by this
-mysterious, cruel staring and moaning before this imagery of death?
-You’ve made me to dread the approaching Holy Day, promise of all delight
-to our people, as the advent of all pain to us.”
-
-“Marah, this is wickedness in thee. Thou shouldst learn to wrap thy soul
-about with the joys thou knowest, and leave all this that thou dost not
-understand, most likely terrible to thee chiefly because thou dost not
-understand it, to go its way.”
-
-“I’ve tried and tried for months to reason thus; but how little comfort
-to be saying over and over, ‘it’s all right,’ ‘it’s nothing,’ to a fear
-that stops the very beatings of the heart. Oh, that I could fly from this
-land of desolations. Its loneliness and shadows keep coming and coming
-around me until I dread, lest they enter my very being and become part of
-me. I’ve leaned hitherto alone on my mother’s greater strength for rest.
-If I come to fear her, I’ll lose my reason!”
-
-“Marah,” said the mother, with enforced calmness, “thou art feverish
-to-day; thou hast wrought too much. Now retire and say this pillow Psalm;
-‘_He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High, abideth under
-the shadow of the Almighty._’ Thou’lt be peaceful in the morning; as are
-those ever who abide under the shadow of the King.”
-
-But only the more passionately the daughter clung to her mother, and
-again she renewed her plaint: “Ah, mother, I haven’t strength to take
-these promises! Oh, forgive me, I can not help it; I feel as if something
-awful were impending; something coming between us! A curse is on this
-land. Is it any way over the De Griffins? Tell me, I beseech you, what
-is that painted thing? Sometimes I run out of the room when alone, as
-if those men hanging there were still alive, in death’s agony. I’ve
-dreamed sometimes that they came down in bodily form charging you and me
-with murdering them; and when I go out at evening, I imagine that the
-Ismaelitish woman in the foreground is flitting about my path, while in
-every thicket I hear the flapping wings of her carrion birds. Oh, mother!
-let us tear down that sole defilement of our own little, only home, and
-give it to the pilgrim Rabbi, now in Bozrah, that he may burn it with
-exorcising rites.”
-
-“Then thou thinkest there’s witchery hereabouts, Marah,” said the mother,
-severely.
-
-[Illustration: By George Becker.
-
-RIZPAH DEFENDING THE DEAD BODIES OF HER RELATIONS.]
-
-“I? I do not know what I think, beyond this, that I’m overcome,
-terrified, made miserable, and you, under some spell for a time, cease to
-be my mother.”
-
-“My daughter profanes her faith by permitting unreined imaginations to
-rule her so.”
-
-“Oh, tell me all about this hateful thing! Why it so moves you. You said
-long ago you would when I was able to bear it. I am no longer a child.
-Mother, you say you read me like an open book, now look into my heart
-and see that it is bursting with fright and worry! You say you know
-woman’s nature; if so, you know that I can suffer when I understand, but
-shall go mad in the suspense of constant fear of some threatening ill
-unseen.” Thus speaking and clinging to her mother, with a twining, almost
-desperate embrace, such as among women implies unerringly that a supreme
-moment and demand has fallen upon the questioner, she burst forth in
-tearless sobs. The mother’s face was a study and told of a succession of
-weighty thoughts; parental authority brooked; infringed; new surprised
-realization that the daughter was no longer a child, but a wise, earnest
-woman. Then there was a degree of fearfulness springing from deep love.
-The elder woman perceived the crisis, and knew full well that in such
-times denials to a woman meant a dead heart, or worse. Then her manner
-softened, and drawing her child to her bosom with an embrace passionate
-in fervor, she tenderly, soothingly spoke to her:
-
-“My most dearly beloved Marah! dismiss all thy fears at once and forever.
-They are needless. Rest, now and always, as thou never canst elsewhere,
-in all the world, upon this heart of mine. Rest thou in thy present young
-womanhood, as calmly, as trustingly, as thou didst in baby-hood. That
-heart guarded thee more tenderly than its own life then, through storms
-within and without that nearly broke it. In part thou dost know this;
-remembering what it has been in loyalty to God and thyself, canst thou
-pain it by one distrusting thought now?”
-
-“Oh, mother, I know, I know; I do not mean to doubt you, and I remember,
-with a gratitude beyond all my poor power of speech, your toiling,
-patient, constant, loving care for me and my brothers. I never can forget
-that you are a Hebrew indeed, proud to emulate the noble mothers of our
-nation in its olden, golden days; but after all I must think. I think,
-sometimes, with anguish, that that awful picture may some way come
-between us!”
-
-“Why, Marah, impossible! thou art my other self; a fairer copy; as I
-was at thy age.” Then Rizpah spoke in unusual, confiding tenderness:
-“We mothers have our vanities and take a secret pride in wearing our
-daughters on our hearts as precious jewels. When nature gratifies that
-pride by giving us daughters in form, features and mind, mirrors or
-glad reminders of ourselves, as we were in the days of young beauty,
-romancings and hopes, we hug these in our souls in a way thou canst never
-realise until thou hast been such a mother. Change? I change toward
-thee? Ah, girl, not being a mother, thou canst not begin to fathom the
-ocean-depth, the heaven-height, the eternity-like unchanging endurance
-of a woman’s love, once it has been quickened into the channels of
-maternal affection. Thou art a woman to all the world, but not so to
-me. I love thee now as I loved thee when thou wert a babe. To me thou
-wilt always be a little, lovely, needy creature—an angel touching the
-fountains of my inmost nature. All earthly friendships change; lover’s
-love, at first fierce, generally dies as the tides of years roll over
-it; but, mother-love, in all loving, is the exception. Believe this as
-thou dost believe the tenets of our faith and thou’ll find thy troubling
-thoughts fleeing away like mists of Hermon, before the conquering
-banners of the morning.” There followed a prolonged embrace and a mutual
-kiss; impassioned, affectionate; an action expressing volumes to one
-skilled in interpreting the signs, all unvoiced and unwritten, yet, by
-some constant intuition, known to all womankind as the language of the
-finest, sincerest loving. That moment these two women passed onward,
-upward together to a higher, lighter, stronger relationship than they had
-enjoyed before. They entered the temple where daughter and mother begin
-the feast of the new revelation; when to the love of parent and child is
-added that of real companionship. That is a sunny, fruity hour, when a
-girl is received as a woman by a woman; that woman her mother.
-
-The two sat embracing and happy for a long time; but the old pain
-suddenly revived—Miriamne’s eyes chancing to stray to the picture. She
-shuddered, then looked pleadingly into her parent’s eyes. The mother,
-quickly interpreting the look, tenderly replied: “Sometime.”
-
-“No, oh, no; tell me, mother, all, now! Who, and what are those hanging
-forms: the horror-frighted, bludgeon-armed woman; the birds of black,
-hovering over the crosses? Oh! my mother, you trust me; now tell me all
-or tear that down! You know it’s not lawful for us Jews to have any image
-of things in Hades.”
-
-The last words moved the mother more than all else that Miriamne had
-hitherto spoken. Heresy, she abominated; and the chief aim of her life
-had been to make her children true Israelites by precept and example. To
-her thinking, Israel alone was right; all others were heathen, to whom
-was reserved perdition. To an apostate, in her belief, there came a final
-judgment of misery, beggaring all attempt at description. A little while
-she hesitated, and then came to quick resolve to tell her daughter all.
-She arose, walked rapidly back and forth over the stone floor of the
-abode, and, then stopping before the daughter, said: “Thy wish shall be
-granted. In love of thee, for lo, these many years I’ve hidden from thee
-one miserable and dark chapter of our family history. I have drank the
-bitter waters alone. But too much I love thee to bear the piteous appeal
-of thy lips, or the look of doubt that sometimes flits in thy questioning
-eyes. Canst thou bear knowledge that is full of bitterness?”
-
-“Yea, mother,” said Miriamne, “there is no bitterness in reality like
-that our imaginations conjure up, when fed by mysteries that hang on
-pictures of such hideous mien——”
-
-“Thou dost force me to the explanation, but, daughter blame me not, if,
-like Saul of old, who fainted at the sight he compelled Endor’s witch to
-reveal, thou art given now some knowledge that kills thy sunshine.”
-
-“I’m the daughter of Rizpah and Sir Charleroy. Did they either of them
-ever fear?”
-
-“Ah! but I have been the very mother of sorrows, ever since thy birth,
-child. God knows it; and it were best to leave it all to Him alone.”
-
-“But, mother, I’d gladly share your sorrows. Sorrow shared is ever
-lightened by the sharing. Let us bear the corpse between us, and in this
-lonely life we shall be made more than ever companions, through a common
-grief.”
-
-“So be it then. Thou shalt know all.”
-
-And Rizpah, going to a seldom-used iron-bound chest, drew therefrom a
-parchment roll; handing the same to her daughter, she said: “Read. It’s
-part of Father Harrimai’s ‘_Kethubim_.’” The place opened to the story
-of the famine in David’s time, which endured three years, because of
-wrongs done to the Gibeonites by the children of Israel. As Miriamne read
-onward, Rizpah from time to time gave explanations:
-
-“Dost perceive, daughter, that Jehovah, though not revengeful, is a God
-of recompenses?”
-
-“He was the friend of the Gibeonites though they were not of his chosen
-people; because they had no other friend, I think,” said Miriamne.
-
-“Yes, and He held all Israel responsible for what they were willing to
-let their blood-thirsty Saul perform. As he had been, so had been the
-people; they were guilty, and God needed to punish them. How just! Oh!
-God is sure to press men to a conclusion. Read what David said to the
-stranger Gibeonites;” Miriamne continued:
-
-“And he said, what ye shall say, _that_ will I do for you.
-
-“And they answered the king, the man that consumed us, and that devised
-against us;
-
-“Let seven men of his sons be delivered unto us, and we will hang them up
-unto the Lord in Gibeah.
-
-“And the king said, I will give them.
-
-“But the king spared Mephiboseth, the son of Jonathan the son of Saul.
-
-“But the king took the two sons of Rizpah, the daughter of Aiah, whom she
-bare unto Saul, Armoni and Mephiboseth; and the five sons of Michal the
-daughter of Saul, whom she brought up for Adriel.
-
-“And he delivered them into the hands of the Gibeonites, and they hanged
-them in the hill before the Lord: and they fell all seven together, and
-were put to death in the beginning of barley harvest.”
-
-Miriamne paused; then addressed her parent:
-
-“Mother, I’d not be an heretic, and yet I can not see the justice of
-hanging the sons for the father’s sins?”
-
-“Perhaps they were parties to the murder; perhaps publicly, or in heart,
-defended it. At any rate, from the beginning it has been so. Thou and thy
-brothers are living here fatherless on account of him that begat you——”
-
-“Shall I stop reading this bloody story?” quoth Miriamne.
-
-“It pains thee. Thou must go on now, though thou shouldst fall fainting,
-as Saul at Endor. Read.”
-
-The daughter complied, and with quickly revived interest, for she came to
-the name “Rizpah” the second time, but before she had not noticed it in
-reading.
-
-“And Rizpah, the daughter of Aiah, took sackcloth and spread it for her
-upon the rock, from the beginning of harvest until water dropped upon
-them out of heaven, and suffered neither the birds of the air to rest on
-them by day, nor the beasts of the field by night.
-
-“And it was told David what Rizpah, the daughter of Aiah, the concubine
-of Saul, had done.
-
-“And David went and took the bones of Saul and the bones of Jonathan,
-his son, from the men of Jabesh-gilead, which had stolen them from the
-street of Beth-shan.
-
-“And he brought up from thence the bones of Saul and the bones of
-Jonathan his son; and they gathered the bones of them that were hanged.
-
-“And the bones of Saul and Jonathan his son buried they in the country
-of Benjamin, in Zelah, in the sepulcher of Kish, his father: and they
-performed all that the king commanded. And after that God was entreated
-for the land.”
-
-When the last clause was finished, Miriamne cast a glance at the huge
-painting on the wall.
-
-“I understand in part; that is Rizpah and her crucified children?”
-
-“It is well, daughter. Behold her; this is motherhood of strongest type!
-Humanity is no where perfect, but of all the erring ones of life, I most
-believe in those, who, among many perversions of judgment and blemishes
-of character, have some one or more of lofty virtues. Methinks a soul
-may be drenched by many sins, and yet, if within its very core it carry
-sincerely and sacred as its life some noble, dominating passion, like the
-holy love of parent for a child, that soul will ever have thereby a gate
-open to the Holy Spirit, a handle for the grasp of saving angels, and,
-while life lasts, an ever-flying signal lifted toward heaven. Such prayer
-unspoken is a beseeching, not vainly for the interceding love of Him that
-weighs the spirits.”
-
-“But, mother, you’re not such a tigress? Not like that woman?”
-
-“How proud I’d be to be indeed all she was. The exact interpretation of
-‘Rizpah’ is a ‘living coal,’ but her name interpreted by her life is
-better called the ‘flaming beacon.’ We mutually lament the dispersion
-of our people! Dost thou remember how last Sabbath thou wepst while
-thou didst read to me the words of the blessed Isaiah foretelling the
-long-delayed but Divinely-promised regathering of all our tribes?”
-
-“Oh! that the hills of Judea would glow with the beacons of that day!”
-
-“Daughter, God’s beacons are chiefly noble spirits, such as Moses of the
-Exode, Samson, the giant, David, Nehemiah and Cyrus. The world has not
-yet interpreted Rizpah, the ‘burning coal,’ the beacon fire. Once I was
-frail, timorous, wavering, but devotion to that character has transformed
-me. When the world’s mothers look to her pattern, there will be a new
-order of motherhood; then look for heroic men and an heroic age!”
-
-“But was not Rizpah a Hivite, a descendant of Ham, and so of those
-forever under God’s curse?”
-
-“My child, ancestry is not always the test of worth. The consequences
-of sin may pass down from sire to son, but never so as to bar the way
-to hope, nor dam up the stream of ever-pitying mercy of heaven. Rizpah
-had some true Jewish blood within her heart, and in the long run God’s
-providence doth work to make the better part, of admixed good and ill,
-dominate. Besides all this, the lovely Ruth, thou dost emulate so well,
-was foreign to our people. So, too, was Rahab; and our Rabbis tell us
-she was in the royal line of David, from which at last the Messiah shall
-arise. Those women, with Rizpah, were beacons to the world! While mankind
-revere true love, constancy, loyalty and faith, those names will be
-remembered.”
-
-“But, mother, Rizpah was the concubine of Saul, and as I think of how
-you oft denounce the harems of our neighboring Bedawin, my very soul
-blushes at hearing you admire this woman so.”
-
-“Ah, daughter, methinks she was more sinned against than sinning. Recall
-the unequal struggle: Rizpah, a foreigner, of a nation subdued by kingly
-Saul; he a man, strong of mind, a king, hedged with a sort of divinity
-that in the minds of the simple ever hedges kings about; making their
-words and deeds seem always right and just. If women made the laws and
-customs there never would have been known on earth unclean polygamy,
-but ever instead thereof the union only, in holy wedlock, of two lives,
-mutually consecrated, serviceful and constant. Under wrong teaching and
-tyranny, a woman may do that which purer societies condemn, and yet
-retain a conscience white and clean before God.
-
-“Within that book of Samuel, which I hold, it is recorded that
-Ishbosheth, a son of Saul, who for a time reigned in a rebellious
-confederacy, a horseman’s day’s journey from here, at Mahanaim, charged
-Rizpah once with an act of impurity.
-
-“The record makes no mention of Rizpah’s reply. Like thousands of women
-before and since her time, she was defenseless against slander. Men, the
-stronger, may malign without evidence, and often it doth outweigh, to
-ears ripe to feast upon the carrion of a scandal, the indignant denial of
-outraged purity, accompanied even with evidences which make the thought
-of crime upon the part of the one belied, seemingly an impossibility. But
-leave all that; I appeal in behalf of my revered Rizpah to her wondrous
-loyalty as a mother. Tell me not that this sublimely heroic woman, who
-patiently watched the corpses of her sons and other kin from April,
-through all the lonely nights and through all those burning days, until
-October rains wept them to their burial, ever did an act that could let
-loose upon them living or dead the hounds of scandal! They may have
-suffered death as malefactors, in God’s sight, but still her mother-love
-clung to them. She who kept those long vigils, lest beast or bird of prey
-should harm or mar or pollute the bodies precious to her if to no one
-else, I am assured, beyond all cavil, never did aught that could have
-stung their brows or embittered their hearts! Such motherly devotion as
-hers doth fully purify a woman. He who planned society, with its sacred
-foundations resting so largely on the integrity of its child-bearers, has
-planted in the bosom of woman this all-possessing love of her offspring,
-as her safeguard. It’s her wall of fire by day and by night, and verily
-more restraining to her than any law of man, command of God, or fear of
-hell!”
-
-“And are loving mothers never unchaste?”
-
-“The Jews hated swine and the monster deities of Chaldeans, because both
-destroyed their young, and our holy Talmudists declare that Mary of the
-Christians, not being as pure as the Nazarene’s followers affirm, is
-doomed to bide even in lowest Hades with the bar of hell’s gate through
-her ear. No, I, as a Jewish woman, believe that one of my sex being a
-mother and impure is neither loving, nor a woman!”
-
-“How I revere the noble sentiments of Rizpah of Bozrah!”
-
-“For all I am, after God, praise that ancient, fervent beacon, Rizpah of
-Gibeah!”
-
-“I am in part reconciled to her, but yet I wish, in frightened agony
-often, that you would renounce this historic Rizpah; lioness-like in her
-devotion to her offspring, but full of murderous fury toward any that
-crossed her love. Our holy book must have sweeter, nobler ideals for our
-inspiration.”
-
-“I judge this Hebrew heroine mother by her influence upon me, and that
-has been for good. The hypocrite or romancer may call the passer-by to
-prayer and have no more soul in it than the Moslem trumpet. Only those
-who have some God-like saintliness of character, can win effectually,
-unceasingly. There is mighty power in the unspoken sermons of such a
-life. _I cherish_ Rizpah, whose touch of moral power, coming where and
-when I was weak to callowness, girded me with purpose for wavering and
-thews of steel for rosy softness. I was once like thee, a fragile flower,
-but the example of that patient woman’s heroism, ever before me, has
-fitted me to meet my awful trials and worthily inhabit this giant-built
-house. Thou dost remember, Miriamne, at last Passover time they wish, as
-thou didst read to me of Jacob, that even now a ladder with communicating
-angels might be set up from earth to heaven?”
-
-“Ah, that would be a feast; angels in burning bushes, or by fountains as
-in Hagar’s time! I often worship in the thicket and pray for heaven’s
-messengers from Paradise to fan the flames of our devotion, as Gabriel
-did the orisons of Daniel. But I’d be afraid to meet an angel like your
-Rizpah.”
-
-“Not so with me, Marah. Indeed, I often think of Rizpah and Jacob
-together. Thou rememberest how, not far away, at Mahanaim, Jacob of
-old met a host of angels? They came to cheer him in an hour of sad
-depression, the saddest kind indeed; for in that hour he remembered
-amid his repentings that he was soon to face the brother whom long
-years before he had wronged. Well, when Rizpah, by the death of Saul,
-was released from that domineering madman-king, she made her home at
-Mahanaim, the place near which Jacob counseled with the angels. Methinks
-she there also communed with the spirits that do excel in strength.
-She may have been weak before, but in that angel school she outgrew
-her master. Ay, my child, it is marvelous how a woman rises under the
-impulses of a noble love, holy companionship and plenty of sorrow. Many a
-male brute has flattered himself he was crushing into fawning servitude
-by his imperious, selfish will, his weaker child-burdened mate, only
-some day to find the victim asserting her individuality with power
-unearthly. The partridge skulks, terrified amid lowly grasses from the
-hunter, little by little gathering courage for her pinions, then she
-suddenly departs to return no more, meanwhile luring the hunter from her
-treasures.”
-
-“That is, an abused wife should run away?”
-
-“Oh, perhaps not; but she may rise above her tyrant.”
-
-“I can’t but remember the woman’s rough strength.”
-
-“To me the all-controlling love of Rizpah for her children condones her
-former errings, her Philistine ancestry, her craggedness. I believe she
-soars with the angels now, and to Israel she must be a pattern until some
-more saintly and finer woman arises to take the leadership of woman.”
-
-“Will such an one appear, mother?”
-
-“God’s dial is a circle, with a sweep like eternity. He knows no hurry;
-yet, though never weary, is never belated. We are not waiting for him,
-but He is for us. When man is ready to take up his pilgrim march to the
-highlands of a living, all light, all beautiful, there’ll be beacons and
-beacons from the valleys to the hills.”
-
-Just then the lamp by which they had been sitting, for some time having
-only flickered, was suddenly quenched, and there was a sound of the
-fluttering of wings in the room. Miriamne screamed and clung to her
-mother, her thoughts on the vultures of the picture.
-
-“’Twas only a bat, daughter!”
-
-“Oh, this ghostly place!” the young woman cried.
-
-“Ghosts and bats are very harmless; would men were like them!” bitterly
-spoke Rizpah.
-
-“A bat putting out our light; it’s like an omen!”
-
-“Yes, wrongs do put out the light of human joy, but only for a little
-while; look out to the firmament, my clinging other self, as I do,
-for comfort by times. See, the stars are immovable; all bright and in
-seemingly everlasting calm. Never forget in any long trial, or sudden
-terror, that when our human-made lights expire we are to turn our eyes
-toward heaven. In truth, God Himself often quenches our lights to make us
-look up to His.” The mother, approaching the stone casement, and looking
-out on the sky, continued: “The heavens are full of beacons and lamps.
-They shall light us to bed as His truth lights those who will to serene,
-long rest. Good night, my child.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-THE QUEEN PROCLAIMED IN THE GIANT CITY.
-
- “Half-hearted, false-hearted! Heed we the warning!
- Only the whole can be perfectly true;
- Bring the whole offering, all timid thought scorning,
- True-hearted only if whole-hearted too.”—HAVERGAL.
-
-
-Another Passover season was at hand, and the few Israelites in and
-about Bozrah, not being permitted to celebrate the feast, at Jerusalem
-were gathering for a “Little Passover” at the Giant City. There was
-sadness, murmurings and fears in the hearts of the people. Sadness in
-remembering the decadence of Israel; fears, for there were Mamelukes
-hovering threateningly in large numbers near the city; murmurings,
-because fault-findings, the last stage to indifference, flourish when
-religion is decaying. Faith and doubt waged their eternal battle; and at
-Bozrah, doubt appealing to present facts, had the easier part against
-faith, appealing to past providences or unseen hopes. There was clamor
-for a change, but the leaders of the people were purblind to any new
-light. They crushed their own secret doubts and continued to enforce
-what they believed, because they had believed it. They felt a sense of
-responsibility, and that made them very conservative. Before the sun had
-reached high-noon Bozrah was all astir. There were but two principal
-streets in the city; these ran by the four great points of the compass
-and crossed at its center. Two companies of Jews of very different
-make-up, each moving along one of those streets, met, and, in passing,
-quite accidentally, the two processions formed a cross. One of the
-companies was made up of priests and serious old men, the true elders of
-the people. They tried to appear very wise and very pious, and succeeded.
-They tried as well to cheer and comfort all, and did not succeed very
-well. The other company was made up of young Israelitish men. They were
-going eastward; the old men walked northward, away from the sun, now a
-little more than southeast. By the side of the elders glided a row of
-shadows of their own making. But they were as unconscious of these as of
-the shadows their musty traditions flung over the people.
-
-The youths felt like singing, so they sang. The sadness that was so
-general was not very deep with them. They would have liked to have sung
-a sort of convivial song; but, that being forbidden, they compromised
-with their consciences and the situation by singing the one hundred and
-twenty-second Psalm, with the vigor of a madrigal. They had a surplusage
-of vitality, and they let it flow out in the pious canticle. Certainly
-they conserved outward propriety; as to their inward feelings, they
-themselves hardly knew what they were; hence, it would be unjust, for one
-without, to pass judgment. The Psalm was appointed to be sung at this
-feast. They say the returning captives, coming from Babylon, centuries
-before, sang this song as they ascended to a sight of Jerusalem.
-
-Now, some of the elders had come to think it piety to morbidly nurse
-their sorrows. They were never happy except when they were miserable. One
-of these paused and addressed the young singers:
-
-“Children, cease. Your time is too much like a dancer’s.”
-
-Then all eyes turned toward the leader of the youths, a man with a
-Saul-like neck, large mouth, wet, thick lips, and burning eyes; all
-bespeaking a person who is never religious beyond the drawings of
-religious excitement, for excitement’s sake, and never self-restraining,
-except as checked by fear of a very material hell. Such an one, if he
-have any regularity in his piety, will have it because somebody opposes,
-or because, having swallowed, with one lazy gulp, a heavy creed, he
-thereafter goes about condoning by habit his petty vices, in trying to
-force others to be better than he himself ever expects to be. Such are
-never spiritual, and seldom martyrs; but they make good persecutors, and
-so do a work that compels others, by suffering, to be spiritual, and, may
-be, good martyrs. This leader made sharp retort, thrusting out his chin
-to enforce it:
-
-“The Psalm is all right, and, if the old men sang more, they would have
-less time for moaning. Singing and moaning are much alike, only the
-former cheers men, the latter, devils!”
-
-“Son,” replied the patriarch, “revile not the fathers. We do not condemn
-thy joy as sin; but yet it now seems inopportune. We are entering
-captivity, not liberation. Our holy and our beautiful temple is in ruins;
-our people like hunted quail.”
-
-“But, this is feast time,” said the youth.
-
-“What a feast! I remember it as it was when the nation gathered at
-Jerusalem, to the number of nigh 3,000,000, and offered 250,000 lambs.
-Ah, now, a handful, in this grim old city surrounded by aliens!”
-
-The elder, so speaking, bowed his head, threw his mantle over his
-eyes and wept; meanwhile his fellow-elders gathered about him, very
-reverently, and waved their hands rebuking toward the youths. Just then
-there drew near a beautiful Jewess, led by an aged man, the latter garbed
-partly as an Israelite, and partly as one of the Druses. He had a saintly
-mien, and fixed the attention of the elders; but, the young men, with
-one accord, youth-like, at once erected, in silent worship, an unseen
-altar of devotion to the new goddess. The grouping was striking and
-suggestive. The stranger was silent, and seemed to be intent on passing
-by so; but the elders felt their responsibility. It is the fate of the
-religious leader to be expected to explain every thing. He must talk to
-every body, and about every matter. He cannot, when he will, keep quiet
-and so get the credit for fullness of wisdom, as do some. He must express
-an opinion, for silence is deemed a greater sin in such than insincerity
-or words out of ignorance. The foremost of the elders felt called to act,
-and so confronting the two new comers, sternly addressed the maiden:
-
-“I perceive that thou art of my people; wherefore comest thou here, and
-in this companionship? Knowest thou not that women are forbidden to be at
-the first of the feast?”
-
-The young men were not in accord with the elder; they stood apart, and
-some whispered to others:
-
-“It is Miriamne de Griffin.”
-
-The maiden shrank back a little; but the saintly man with her, advancing
-a step, replied:
-
-“I am the maiden’s guardian to-day, fathers, and responsible for her act.
-Say on!”
-
-The elder, though knowing full well who the speaker was, and also fully
-understanding the import of his challenge, pretended to have neither
-heard nor seen him. He looked past the speaker, who was championing the
-maiden, and continued:
-
-“Do thy people at home know of these indiscreet acts?”
-
-“Hold, Rabbi! no insinuations.” The saintly man’s voice was commanding,
-and compelled silence. He continued: “We go our way, ye yours. Ye can not
-help yourselves out of your miseries; then presume not to direct us.” He
-checked his rising anger, remembering that he was a religious teacher,
-and launched out in a wayside sermon. “Ye children of Abraham, hear me,
-though I came not to counsel. Ye have stopped my progress, now hear God’s
-truth! There are dangers without, but greater ones within; though your
-eyes, being veiled, ye perceive not these things. I noticed as I was
-coming this way that the tombs and grave-stones every where have been
-whitened recently. They tell me this was done so as to enable your people
-plainly to see them and so avoid them. Yet fleeing defilement of the
-dead, ye live in a grave, all of you. All your prefiguring feasts have
-ripened into a glowing present that treads out into a full day!”
-
-The old men seemed puzzled and angry; the young men puzzled but glad.
-They welcomed any sermon if it came with novelty. They reasoned within
-themselves that the old teachings were dead, and that a new creed
-could be no worse. If it were novel, it would have at least a temporary
-freshness.
-
-The speaker proceeded, for the congregation before him, being divided in
-sentiment, invited him, so far, to proceed.
-
-“Oh, nation, called to be the light of the world, ye bear but phantom
-torches. Ye move sorrowfully, surrounded by walls of cloud, but just
-beyond there lies a glorious firmament, aglow with suns of hope and a
-thousand golden-arched doors made of realized prophecies and promises
-ripened. Can ye make these ruined habitations of mighty men, now sleeping
-in the cliffs and valleys about us, again teem with their former life?
-No, no! yet less readily can ye make your dead, finished, vanishing types
-take new life. Ye are puzzled and partially angry, but hold in check the
-hot blood. I’ll soon depart; yet before I go, I’ll tell ye, all, this
-for your deepest thinking: Ye can never celebrate again the Passover!
-God shut ye from your Temple long ago to teach you this; these traveling
-ceremonials of yours are but mockeries. The last real passover was
-celebrated when your fathers slew the Nazarene——”
-
-“Let us stone him!” vehemently cried the brawny leader of the youths, and
-the elders turned their backs, as if to give approval to the violence,
-but not incur liability by witnessing.
-
-The brawny youth seized a boulder as if to begin; the saintly man did not
-move, and another youth seized the arm of the youth of brawn.
-
-“Young men, I’ll show you an entrancing picture,” was the saintly man’s
-calm words. They were instantly intent. “Look, you and your old men
-make the sign of the cross by your ranks. Look again, by the cross
-stands this damsel, simple, pure and loving; an ideal woman. Her name,
-Miriamne, or Mary. Do not delude yourselves into the belief that it will
-be safe or possible for you to silence truth by murdering me. I’d despise
-your attempt if I did not pity your thoughtless rage. Do not forget the
-picture of this hour. The Passover will be fully celebrated when the
-power of the cross and the presence of purity is universally felt in
-earth. Only your men attend this your sacrifice. It is well; and when men
-truly bear the burden of sacrifice, women will be at their feast. Now,
-then, take heed. Farewell, ancients!”
-
-So saying the saintly man of strange garb suddenly turned away, drawing
-the Jewess with him. The elders were confounded; they could not find
-words at the moment for reply; they were stung by the pleased and
-approving glances that the young men gave the departing couple. The
-elders would have been pleased to have taken the Jewish maiden from
-her escort with violence, but the latter was a brawny man. The elders
-knew the youths would not aid; to attempt it themselves would be likely
-to be a failure, certainly undignified. They deemed it wise, in any
-event, to conserve their dignity, and being unable to do any thing more
-terrific, they hissed an orthodox malediction after the departing man
-and woman. That made the elders feel a little better. The two companies
-at the crossing of the streets fell to musing and conversing, but in
-different groups. The old men talked as old men, deploring the present
-and be-praising the past; the youths deplored the present and be-praised
-the future; some of them trying to interpret the words of the saintly
-man. They all wanted to be very orthodox Jews, and yet they all felt
-that the stranger’s words were full of sweetness and good cheer. Some of
-the youths, like others of their age, had unconsciously sided with the
-strangers on account of the woman’s influence. They admired her, and the
-side she was on was charmingly invincible.
-
-“_The Arabs are coming!_”
-
-It was a cry starting up from all directions, and passed from lip to
-lip like the tidings of fire at night. The city was soon in confusion
-and panic; then mixed crowds surged toward the crossing of the streets
-like terrified sheep. They needed leaders or shepherds. But the elders
-so lavish in advice usually, were dumb with fright now. Yet every body
-looked toward them for direction. Suddenly, the saintly man and the
-Jewess reappeared; as suddenly transformed to a self-reliant leader, she
-cried out: “Youths of Israel, to the defense; the enemy come in by the
-wall toward the Sun Temple’s ruins!”
-
-“Perhaps it’s the ‘Angel of Death,’” cried the thick-necked leader of the
-youths.
-
-“The All-Father of the covenant forefend!” groaned some of the elders.
-
-“Fathers,” cried the Jewess, “pray as you can, but we younger ones must
-fight as well as pray. Pray the men to go to a charge!”
-
-“A Deborah!” shouted the thick-necked youth. “Now lead and we’ll follow!”
-
-“Shame!” cried the saintly man. “Lead yourselves!”
-
-There was no need of argument; the thick-necked youth waved his hand
-to the other young men and they all dashed away toward the advance of
-the enemy; all of the city having a mind to fight, becoming instant
-volunteers. But the elders, with a piety enforced by prudence concluded
-to stay at the crossing and pray. Perhaps in their hearts they reasoned
-that if the enemy were repulsed they might claim the glory of having
-sustained the fighters, as Aarons and Hurs; if the youths and their
-followers were overcome, then they, the elders, might claim prescience
-and say at the end: “We knew it were vain to resist.”
-
-Soon there were heard the shouts and clangor of conflict. The fight was
-on. Miriamne breathlessly carried the news to her mother.
-
-The matron laid her hand on her bosom, not to still a fluttering heart,
-but affectionately to toy with the handle of her faithful dagger.
-
-“Oh, mother, when will these troublous times end? what shall we do?”
-
-“Daughter, fight! if need be.”
-
-“But we are only women!”
-
-“But this is woman’s time; remember Sisera!” Rizpah began dressing for
-departure.
-
-“Oh, mother, wait! Let us send the boys for news into the city. Perhaps
-the worst has not come, when the mothers must take arms.”
-
-Rizpah silently assented. The boys were sent, and in half an hour
-returned with hot and beaming faces. “The Mamelukes are all slung out of
-the city! Lots of them killed,” both exclaimed, between their pantings.
-
-“How brothers: is it all over?”
-
-“Yes, all over! They’re gone! Oh, you ought to have seen how our young
-men and the Druses raced them,” interposed one.
-
-“If it hadn’t been for the Druses we’d all been murdered!” cried the
-other. Then the brothers caught up the narrative in turn.
-
-“And, Miriamne, some of the young soldier-like men, after the fight,
-went about shouting ‘_cheers for the flag of Maccabees and the maid of
-Bozrah!_’ They say the ‘maid of Bozrah’ means you. What do they intend?”
-
-Miriamne seemed not to hear the question. She was engrossed with her own
-thoughts and thus was meditating: “It’s just as the Old Clock Man said!
-The Druses by their needed aid prove it; the Jews need a Saviour!”
-
-“Boys,” presently questioned Rizpah, “Were many of the heretics killed?”
-
-“Oh, ever so many! Yes, and we want cloths for the wounded,” said the
-questioned lads.
-
-“Now, may the alien dead rot!”
-
-“But we must bring cloths.”
-
-“Who says it?”
-
-“The ‘Old Clock Man’ told every body to help the hurt.”
-
-“And who, pray, is this ‘Old Clock Man?’”
-
-Rizpah was quickly answered by Miriamne.
-
-“I know him, mother. He’s the leader of the Christians here, and a
-wondrously good old man who heals the sick, feeds the poor, teaches the
-ignorant and gives the true time of day to every body by the bell of his
-religious house!”
-
-The mother fixed her eyes penetratingly upon Miriamne for a moment, then
-frigidly questioned:
-
-“And since thou hast disobeyed me in making the acquaintance of a
-stranger, thou wilt now explain why thou hast never mentioned to me this
-‘Old Clock Man’ of whom thou dost seem to know so much! Who is he?”
-
-“Why, he’s the ‘Old Clock Man’ who mends poor people’s clocks, plays with
-the children and is doing every body kindness!”
-
-“Some Christian witchery!”
-
-“Oh, mother, he’s an angel if ever there was one on earth!”
-
-“Is he a Jew?” almost hissed Rizpah.
-
-“I’ve forgotten to ask about that; but I’m certain he is, if only Jews
-are good, for he is a saint of God.”
-
-Rizpah’s face wore a sneer as she again spoke: “How canst thou tell,
-Inexperience?”
-
-“By acts. He goes about seeking poor people to clothe and feed, and he is
-their physician as well, and will take no pay.”
-
-“Some Christian perverter, trying to seduce the unthinking by pretended
-service. Beware of such, Miriamne!”
-
-“But healing the sick and setting people’s clocks right can’t do harm!
-I’m certain of that?”
-
-“How sly; he would set all Jewry to Christian time and faith at the same
-instant!”
-
-“I love his way, mother; it is so good; more I do not know.”
-
-“The old knave!”
-
-“Oh! mother, he is old, but no knave. Ought we not to be reverent to the
-hoary head in the way of righteousness?”
-
-“Yet an old man may poison women and children. I told thee the story of
-Agag once, daughter.”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“I mean now to tell thee if this man be not a Jew, let him be like Agag,
-hewn to pieces. Flee him as a leper.”
-
-“He don’t talk so. He says all mankind are brothers. Only to-day, he
-cried, to the men in the beginning of the fight, ‘save your families as
-best you may,’ kill the wounded Moslem with kindness!” The rapid converse
-of the two women was interrupted by the impatient cry of the boys for
-wraps and lint. As they started away, Miriamne darted after them, saying:
-“I’ll go and help those caring for the wounded.”
-
-“Wayward,” called after her the mother, “remember my commands. Keep away
-from the old Perverter, and minister to suffering Israelites, only. God
-can spare the rest! Let them die.”
-
-In the midst of the suffering ones, Miriamne soon found herself, and as
-might be expected; there, too, was the “Old Clock Man.” As they met he
-said, laconically, “It is fitting that woman’s tender hands minister
-thus.”
-
-“Thanks,” was her reply.
-
-Presently Miriamne questions, with an unaffected diffidence, her
-companion.
-
-“Will you tell me your name?”
-
-“Call me father, that’s enough.”
-
-“Ah! but I can not, you are not my father.”
-
-“I may be.”
-
-“What jest is this! I’ve a father living?”
-
-“I am father to multitudes, but after the flesh, childless.”
-
-“Oh, thy children are dead, then?”
-
-“Nay, some dead and some living; but, living or dead, they are my
-children.”
-
-“This is a wilderment to me. Where is your wife?”
-
-“Everywhere. In early youth, with vows unutterable, I wed my church. She
-is Humanity’s mother, and I the father of all of her children, who will
-let me serve them.”
-
-“And is this the Christian faith?”
-
-“It is mine, anyway.”
-
-“I like it. I’m sure it must be safe; being so good, and so you may be my
-father that way. Are there many fathers like you?”
-
-“Many, and many needed, else sin will make all orphans.”
-
-“And you have no wife, no home?”
-
-“A home most beautiful, which, at sunset, I’ll enter through a door, once
-shut, not possible to be opened by my hands, though its fastenings be but
-grass and daisies.”
-
-“You mean death?” As she said it, tears welled in Miriamne’s eyes.
-
-“Weep not, my child, death is beautiful, at least to me.”
-
-“Oh, good man—father. I do not yet know how to think about you or these
-things that you say. What made you so different from the people I know?”
-
-“A woman, a lovely woman.”
-
-“Your mother?”
-
-“Not as you think.”
-
-“Oh, then pardon my curiosity. You had some love?”
-
-“Thou hast said it.”
-
-“Why did you not wed her? Did she die?”
-
-“A woman’s question? I’ll tell thee all some other time. I hear
-approaching voices.”
-
-“Tell me just a little more now; do?”
-
-“Are the wounded all attended properly? Mercy first, stories and sermons
-after.”
-
-“Ah, here come my brothers. I’ll inquire;” and away ran Miriamne to a
-group of youths, singing a roundelay, of which she caught but a few lines;
-
- “Jew and Gentile, Christian, Turk,
- Equally shall share our work.
- For Adolphus’ good
- We’d shed our blood,
- For we have joined the balsam band,
- To cure all troubles in our land.
- We love the man,
- We love the band.
- We love the brothers of our balsam band.”
-
-Miriamne comprehended the situation in a moment, and all radiant with
-smiles, bounded to the side of her aged friend, crying: “Father, oh,
-you’ve a bonny family coming; over fifty youths and maidens; some
-Jews, some Gentiles. They’ve been comforting the wounded and now have
-spontaneously formed some sort of friendly guild.”
-
-“That’s praiseworthy so far,” the saintly man replied.
-
-“And don’t blush; when I asked the leader what were their purposes and
-name, a dozen cried out at once; ‘We’re Father Adolphus’s angels of
-mercy!’”
-
-“They could easily have found a better title, but youth in its frank
-celerity interprets human need. We all must have a pattern or hero.
-That’s the reason there are pagans; not finding the true God, some invent
-one. Anyway, God blesses the merciful.”
-
-“Oh, these angels are splendid; so earnest; so happy; so every thing
-good! They all wear balsam-twig crowns, and are singing improvised
-ditties about charity and humanity, and such like.”
-
-“Praised be God if they mean them, daughter.”
-
-“Mean them? Why they’ll make the ancients groan if they go to the
-crossways with their enthusiastic singing. ‘Black-frowns!’ if they
-disturb the Passover solemnities, won’t there be trouble?
-
-“And Bozrah will never understand the meaning of the ceremonial, the
-phantom of which meaning some to-day are pursuing, until it beholds sweet
-charity sincerely applied, rising with healing and life in its wings to
-pass over savingly where humanity has pains and death.”
-
-The old priest looked away toward Jerusalem, as he spoke—his voice
-meanwhile becoming very tender, almost tremulous. Had one been able to
-enter his heart, there would have been seen a memory picture of Calvary.
-Miriamne was awed for a few moments; the old man was lost in thought;
-presently she recalled his attention: “Father, the band is just at hand.
-Shall I introduce you?”
-
-“It is needless; I formed that Band of Charity, though I gave them not
-the name; most all except the recruits of to-day know me.”
-
-The singers went by, saluting the priest as they passed; obeying his
-signal to them not to tarry.
-
-Miriamne turned to her comrade with quickened confidence, and with her
-usual impetuosity exclaimed:
-
-“I want to be what you like. Make me a Balsamite!”
-
-“Thou hast a mother who might object.”
-
-“Oh, no, no; not if she knew all, as do I.”
-
-“Some have called my work witchcraft.”
-
-“I don’t care, since I know better. Make me a Balsamite, now, please?”
-
-“So be it, child. Put thy hand on thy heart and repeat: ‘_I promise my
-Merciful Father always to show heartfelt kindness to all His creatures,
-especially those in misery, because of His everlasting goodness toward
-myself._’”
-
-“I promise that gladly. Is that all?”
-
-“Yes; thy badge, a sprig of the evergreen balm-shrub, shall teach thee
-the rest.”
-
-“Teach me the rest?”
-
-“Puzzled again, child? Well, I’ll teach thee, and the shrub shall recall
-my lessons. As thou dost learn to love nature, as thou wilt when getting
-back to a more child-like faith, nature will talk to thee all the time.
-See, this is unfading; so is mercy. When torrid suns make the shrub
-suffer, it sweats or weeps these healing gums. Trials make all good souls
-fruitful. Then see, this little shrub gives to the world all it receives,
-transforming its earthy nourishments, sunshines and showers, into a
-medicament for sufferers. It is a type of the All-Giver. It has but three
-flowers, and I read in these the signature of a Triune God. This thou
-wilt, perhaps, read some time for thyself, when thou hast learned the
-mystery of the Unspeakable Gift.”
-
-“My father, your wisdom is very beautiful.”
-
-“Would, my child, that my words ever be to thee as the nuts of this
-little evergreen emblem, though rough-coated, still filled with liquid of
-honey sweetness.”
-
-The maiden yearned to embrace the priest. Had she done so, her feelings
-would have been like those of a daughter toward a father, or a devotee
-toward God. She yearned to express love for father. The fountain of that
-affection, hitherto unevoked, was full. But she restrained herself, and
-said, as she clasped the old man’s arm: “May I be crowned?”
-
-“Yes, daughter; having served the bleeding as thou didst to-day, thou
-mayst.” The priest twined together some of the balsam bows and placed
-them upon her brow. “I saw once, at Damascus, a painted presentment of
-the mother of our Lord, on wood, from which, continuously, there exuded
-a precious nard, of all healing virtue. So they said, at least; and
-more than this, I was assured it had power to heal even the wounds of
-infidels.”
-
-“Is this really so?”
-
-“I believe a Christian kindness to an unbeliever a medicine to the soul
-of the blesser and blest. That’s why I’m merciful to Moslem.”
-
-“But you court dangers, do you not? I remember your telling me once, that
-fanatics, or men with a false religion, falsely practiced, were like mad
-dogs—one could never tell when they might bite the kindest master.”
-
-“True, some forgetting the essence of all religion worth the name,
-Charity, to propagate their theories, easily befool their consciences and
-murder gratitude. But ingratitude is a Christian and Jewish, as well as a
-heathen fault. In this all are alike. Still, though a man spoil all the
-good I try to do him, there’s one thing he can not spoil.”
-
-“And that is what?”
-
-“The bird of sunny plumage that sings in my heart because of the good I
-attempt. I met a French pilgrim, a while ago, who spent his time mostly
-in helping, as he could, to make the Mohammedan children he met, happy.
-He sang to them, gave them presents, acted as umpire in their sports, and
-if one got hurt he mothered it—(that’s what he called his tender, odd
-ways). Some called him wrong in his head, but when I knew him I believed
-that one sane, amid thousands crazed.”
-
-“Who and what was he?”
-
-“I asked him, and for reply got only this: ‘I’m Melchisedec, a priest of
-the wayside, seeking to win silver hands, silver feet, and crown jewels.’”
-
-“Well, he would have frightened me, if I’d met him speaking that way and
-in such moods?”
-
-“Oh, no; he was not frightful; he seemed to attract even the birds, and
-the ownerless curs ran to him when others spurned them. He once, when
-sick, told me that he came from Toul, in Lorraine, where was enshrined an
-image of Madonna with a silver foot. He believed that tradition, which
-declared that that presentment of Mary gave a sign by taking a step, on a
-certain time, which warned some of great impending danger, and thereupon
-the member was changed to the precious metal.”
-
-“It’s a pretty story.”
-
-“At least the lesson is honey-like. No being can strive to help another
-without finding the All-Shining often in his own soul. So our crowns are
-made.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-THE QUEEN’S CHILDHOOD.
-
- “Now raise thy view,
- Unto the vision most resembling Christ’s.”—DANTE.
-
- “Fear not, Mary, for thou hast found favor with God.”—GABRIEL.
-
-
-Miriamne, all aglow with pleasurable excitement and filled with a
-curiosity which at times rose to very serious questioning as to her own
-faith, anxiously sought to compass an early meeting with the “Old Clock
-Man.” She could not content herself to wait a chance opportunity, and so,
-remembering that it was his custom at evening time to visit, alone, for
-meditation various old ruins like those of the Reservoir, she determined
-to seek him there; it being not very far from her home. With beating
-heart she repaired thither at sunset, the day after the Mameluke attack.
-Having traversed the Reservoir’s side some two or three hundred feet,
-she was on the point of returning, for the place was very lonely, when a
-voice startled her.
-
-“Oh, Father Adolphus, how you frighten me! I’m so glad you came!”
-
-“Looking for me, yet frightened at finding me. Glad I came, though I
-scared you?”
-
-“Well, men and women when frightened are glad of the fellowship of any
-thing seemingly strong. It’s easy for the terrified to believe or trust.”
-
-[Illustration: By Carl Muller.
-
-THE EDUCATION OF MARY.]
-
-“There’s rare philosophy in thy head, little woman.”
-
-“So? What were you saying when I startled so?”
-
-“That the silvering of the moon brought out thy person beautifully. So
-she that sits above the moon, a queen in heaven, would beautify thy soul
-if thou shouldst elect to put on the character she ever wore.”
-
-“I can’t do that, knowing so little of her.”
-
-“A woman’s way of saying, tell me more.”
-
-“You would not torment your Mary with such repartee.”
-
-“Woman again. Art thou jealous already?”
-
-“Fie.”
-
-“Say that again! Once the foil of one of thy sex is penetrated, not
-having arguments, she can at least say ‘fie’! Well, even ducklings hiss
-when helplessly entangled.”
-
-“Adolphus Von Gombard, I’ll not call you ‘father’ again, if you approach
-me any more in this courtier fashion.”
-
-“Again, I say, an old head; but I’d plead privilege.”
-
-“At least old enough to discern the sacred line that bounds all proper
-commerce between the sexes. You plead privilege; I grant you the noblest
-any woman can give, the privilege of guiding my immortal soul; but I
-remember to have heard that he who would shepherd such as I, must be to
-her as a woman. The relationship between us must be as that between the
-angels of heaven who neither marry nor are given in marriage.”
-
-“Some young women receive teachings most willingly from fine-favored and
-patronizing instructors.”
-
-“I know it; but let none patronize me so. I’ve begun to adore the Sacrist
-of Bozrah, but if a breath or word passes that makes me think of him
-chiefly as being a man, then I shall sit in his presence in fright,
-or flee as I would were I to find the place changed into a lonely
-night-draped waddy, my only company an image of some leering, giant
-Bacchus. But this unequal defence is painful.”
-
-“Then desist and tell me what I’m to do.”
-
-“You have been my ideal man, for heaven’s sake rob me not by changing!”
-
-“Right nobly spoken, daughter. Now pardon me, for I was putting thee to a
-test.”
-
-“A test?”
-
-“Yes. It’s forbidden, by customs hereabout, for man and woman, as we,
-alone to converse face to face; perhaps wisely, if one be bad and the
-other weak. Yet the custom is heathenish—low moral tone engendering
-mighty suspicions!”
-
-“Did my priest think me a heathen?”
-
-“No, not that; but they say the moon makes lovers and others mad. I was
-wondering whether I was dealing with a bundle of romancings or an earnest
-girl?”
-
-Delicately the maiden avoided the query with another:
-
-“You loved Mary: why did you not wed her?”
-
-“Woman again; doomed to make all vistas end in wedlock. With your sex
-love, beginning to give, gives all readily, and seems to find no rest
-until there’s conjugal union.”
-
-“I have not desired to give all that way to those I’ve loved!”
-
-“It is all or nothing. Ye women love only relatives, and never cease to
-desire to make all relatives whom ye want to love. Why, girl, my Mary
-is a saint; she died ages ago, after the flesh; but as a model for all
-womankind lives forever,”
-
-“How was she your Mary, then?”
-
-“She belongs to every noble minded man as his inspirer.”
-
-“Mary—you call her Mary. I thought all the holy and the great had
-uncommon names?”
-
-“In fiction they do; in reality the name is nothing.”
-
-“Was she wise and beautiful?”
-
-“One of our most holy teachers, Epiphanius, who lived less than four
-hundred years after Mary, spent many years at Bethlehem and gathered
-facts that caused him thus to write. ‘She was of middle stature, her face
-oval, her eyes brilliant and of an olive tint; her eyebrows arched and
-black, her hair a pale brown, her complexion fair as wheat. She spoke
-little, but she spoke freely and affably. She was grave, courteous,
-tranquil. In her deportment was nothing lax or feeble.’ Saint Denis, the
-Areopagite, who is said to have seen this queen of David’s house in her
-lifetime, declared that she was ‘a dazzling beauty,’ that he ‘would have
-adored her as a goddess had he not known that there was but one God!’ Of
-this much I’m certain, my Bozrah Miriamne, one so serene of character,
-and so pure, must have reflected her inner, imperishable beauties in her
-features.”
-
-“Father Adolphus, you mention strange names. There are none that sound
-like those revered by my people. Do you ever hate my race? If you do you
-must not teach me any doctrine.”
-
-“Hate? Why, I love all peoples, and by faith I am made a child of
-Abraham.”
-
-“Then you are a proselyte?”
-
-“Not by any forms. I believe in the God of Abraham and His Messiah. That
-makes me a perfect Jew.”
-
-“This is strange. My mother never unfolded it to me.”
-
-“Ah, she has not yet looked into these royal mysteries?”
-
-“But, good father, is your name among our chronologies?”
-
-“Thanks to the God of the Patriarchs, yes; it is with that of Moses,
-David, Elijah, and all the rest, in the Lamb’s Book of Life.”
-
-“Where?”
-
-“In Heaven.”
-
-“How wonderful; yet I’m afraid to hear more.”
-
-“Shall I take thee home?”
-
-“No; tell me more of Mary. You say she made you lonely and a father?”
-
-“I must then begin her history, and show thee how and why she lived?”
-
-“Do you think it will tire me?”
-
-“Fear not! Her story is a poem, a picture, a tragedy; it’s one long
-delight.”
-
-“Then tell it to me, I pray you.”
-
-So the priest proceeded:
-
-“When the world was very wicked, and therefore very sad, God in His
-goodness was drawn to send from heaven a light-bearer—some one to tell
-man his duty and able to win back to the Great Father mankind’s straying
-affections. Thou dost know this much, and hast read in thy sacred
-Scriptures how God called to the universe, all chaotic and dark, to come
-forth into beautiful form; how he said to the darkness, ‘_Let there be
-light_.’ That history bears within it a fine sermon. It’s a picture of
-God’s. Out of sin, darkness, confusion, there emerged a perfect man in
-a Paradisiacal home, with a perfect, beautiful woman as a help-mate by
-his side. That was God’s ideal of perfection and happiness. It delighted
-the Father of Joys to make it. This is ever true; behind all clouds in
-God’s Providence is sunshine, and beyond all disorders somewhere at last
-will walk forth unalloyed pleasure, a Sabbath-like rest, and fullness of
-harmony.”
-
-“Oh, can you make me believe and feel this?”
-
-“Wait patiently.”
-
-“I try to do so; but I’m discouraged by the present miseries in my family
-and in all our nation.”
-
-“God mourns over all our sorrows before they or we are born, but His
-wisdom and power of cure are faultless. Wait. Times are mending, and
-the moral sphere is dipping into the rim of light’s oceans. I think the
-angels perceive the world now, as thou perceivest the new moon.”
-
-“The poetry of the words I can not interpret.”
-
-“The moon’s a dark globe, with a ribbon of silver across it.”
-
-“And things have been worse; now are bettering?”
-
-“Assuredly so. Believe there is a God, and thou’lt rest in hope. Go
-back a little in history to when Cæsar Augustus, of awful pagan Rome,
-ruled the world, having won dominion through desolating wars. The most
-educated Romans then believed in no hereafter, and sought openly, without
-restraint, the grossest pleasures. The ignorant believed in fabled
-monstrosities. Rome set the fashions of all the world. The Jews, thy
-people, God’s people, were lower, morally, then, than ever they had been
-before. They were divided into warring families and sects, holding a
-few forms and traditions, but having little heart in religion. The rest
-of mankind was barbarous. Thou hast heard how the Roman Titus overthrew
-Jerusalem, slaughtering thy people by thousands, defiling their holy
-Temple and seeming to blot out nearly the whole of thy race. That time
-of Titus was midnight; since that the day has been slowly advancing.
-Before that awful culmination of sorrows, the Divine Trinity held august
-council, and, as say the traditions of my church, determined to bring a
-holy sunrise to the earth’s midnight. The trouble of all creation was
-that man had fallen. The Divine Council decreed to confound the devil,
-who broke up the first home and ruined the first pure pair by causing
-to emerge from another home, another pair. They came, this time mother
-and Son, to be the moral patterns for the race, the beginning of a new,
-sin-conquering dispensation. The fathers hand down these sayings: ‘The
-august, regal Triune Council thus decreed: “Let us make a pure creature,
-dearer to us than all others.”’ They say she was begotten upon the
-Sabbath, the birth-day of the angels, whose queen she was to be. Then
-one thousand of the ministering spirits were commissioned to defend her;
-while Gabriel was sent to announce the glad tidings of the birth of a
-Saviour’s mother, in Hades. Her angels appeared as young men, of majestic
-mien, of marvelous beauty and pure as crystals. Their garments were like
-gold, richly colored, and could not be touched any more than could be the
-light of the sun.”
-
-“How charming! But is this all true?” exclaimed the maiden.
-
-Without reply, the priest continued: “They were crowned with diadems,
-exhaling celestial perfumes; in their hands they bore interwoven palms;
-on their arms and breasts were crosses and military devices. They were
-swift of flight, some of them six-winged, like the angels of Isaiah’s
-vision.”
-
-“How dazzling! But is this all true?” Miriamne persisted.
-
-“Well, it’s not in thy sacred books nor in mine so written.”
-
-“Then you are giving me your imaginings?”
-
-“Oh, no; but after the manner I have spoken, it is recorded in revered
-traditions of my church, and none can very well disprove the sayings.”
-
-“I wonder if such honors made Mary proud?”
-
-“A strange query.”
-
-“I’d like to love one such as she, but could not if she were haughty or
-lofty, like the great of earth.”
-
-“It would have made such as thou proud, perhaps; but there was none of
-the serpent in her whose Offspring was to crush the serpent’s head.”
-
-“Is there any of the serpent in me?”
-
-“I’m not thy judge.”
-
-“Then she was immaculate?”
-
-“Ah, that’s a question for the doctors. I’m too simple to know beyond
-what is written. I’m glad to know that she rejoiced in her son, as a
-God and a _Saviour_!”—“She was of noble family, though her parents were
-poor,” the priest continued. “Her mother was by name Anna, and worthy
-of the name, which is by interpretation ‘_gracious_.’ Traditions of
-her goodness are many, and the good and great have honored her memory.
-I paid Anna homage, that of a youth respectful of worthy motherhood,
-at Constantinople, in a church erected in the year 710 to commemorate
-that saint. Among others, also Justinian, the Emperor, in the year 550,
-dedicated a sacred place to Mary’s mother.”
-
-“Then she had her meed of praise, at last?”
-
-“Tradition, though tardy, has been just; but I trust not tradition alone.
-I easily reason that there must have been much of goodness and womanly
-beauty in the mother that bore such a woman as Mary. I know that God can
-bring forth angels from the offscourings, but that is not His way. He
-works by steps upward. I tell thee, girl, the mother gives her life to
-her offspring, and in spite of training, almost in spite of regeneration,
-the characteristics of this parent will reappear in the child. But to my
-story about Mary’s parents, Jehoikim and Anna.
-
-“Blessed be God, Anna and Jehoikim were untainted by the pride of life,
-and, though living in a time of loose morals, walked lovingly, constantly
-with each other, through all their days. I talk to thee as to a prudent,
-but not prudish, young woman. Society is well rotted when divorce is
-about as common as marriage; it was that way in Anna and Jehoikim’s time.
-Why, even the exacting Pharisees then taught that a man might divorce
-a wife who had lost her personal beauty, or badly cooked her husband’s
-meat. Jehoikim might have left Anna, for she was childless; that was
-reason enough for divorcement to the average Jew, then. But their love
-was beautiful. The man, as was his duty, clung tenderly to his wife; her
-misfortune making her all the more in need of his tenderness. Dost thou
-not think so?”
-
-“I suppose so. I don’t know.”
-
-“Pardon my earnestness; it made me forget thy inexperience!
-
-“Well, God rewarded their constancy, and they became the parents of
-my Mary. The father had a noble ancestry; but, what is better, within
-himself a royal heart. He bore by right the priestly office; but that
-was not much to such a man, in respect to worldly gain. Honest priests
-in his time were generally poor; the priestly preferments went, most
-richly laden, to those who dealt corruptly, and truckled to the ruling
-powers. Mary’s father was above sordidness and simony. He had little to
-give or to leave to his beloved, but he left his child a good name and
-the remembrance of the blessed. So while God chose the humble to confound
-the mighty, and serenely exalted those of low estate, He was mindful to
-choose His elect from the ranks of the morally great. Such are found in
-all places and times, and when surrounded, as were these pious parents,
-by the gross, low and selfish, they shine with transcendent splendor.
-In Tisri, the first month of the Jewish civic year, while the smoke of
-the holocausts were ascending, to invite heaven’s pardon, Mary, who
-was to bring forth the world’s greatest offering for sin, was born at
-Nazareth. Her career was fore-ordained, and she was soon walking her
-course of piety and sorrow. Though inexperienced and tender-hearted,
-sorrows in heaviest, grimmest forms fell upon her. Her father died when
-she was, it is said, only nine years of age; not long after, the girl
-knelt, a mourner, by the bier of her mother; the golden hairs of youth
-mingling, in the disheveling of utter grief, with the gray, which crowned
-the queen and guide of her heart, her mother. On the threshold of her
-life Mary’s parents were called away from her, leaving her no heritage
-but their precepts and example. They say that Jehoikim’s hands were
-stretched out, as in benediction, when he died, and so remained until his
-burial, reminding all that his last act was a commendation of his little
-daughter to Him who carries the lambs in his bosom! The picture of these
-outstretched hands, and of the girl embracing the aged dead mother, are
-often in my mind; they never fail to deeply move me. Poor orphaned lamb!”
-
-Miriamne brushed away a tear, a sort of self-pitying tear. She ran
-forward in mind, to the day when she, herself, would be orphaned, without
-a benediction, or, perhaps, a cheering memory. Then she questioned:
-
-“Did your Mary have other friends?”
-
-“Yea, her Heavenly Father. It is said, also, that she was cared for by
-the elders of the people, and religiously trained under the very shadows
-of the Temple. We may readily believe this; for, in her after life, she
-evinced a self-possession in adversity that witnessed of a thorough
-religious culture. If there was no other evidence, her splendid poem,
-the ‘_Magnificat_,’ would convince any seeking proof, that Mary had had
-surpassing benefits and privileges in the study of God’s words, as well
-as in the best learning of her people, the Jews. But, Miriamne, I’ll
-weary thee; let us turn toward thy home.” Presently they stood not far
-from the old stone house of Rizpah; then Von Gombard drew from under his
-mantle a roll of writings. “Here, take and read. After its perusal I’ll
-see thee again.” So saying, the old priest lifted a hand in blessing, and
-then moved away toward his abode.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
-THE WEDDING, THE BIRTH AND THE FLIGHT.
-
- “Seraph of heaven; too gentle to be human,
- Veiled beneath the radiant form of woman.
- Sweet benediction of the eternal curse;
- Veiled glory of the lampless universe!
- Thou moon beyond the clouds, thou living form;
- Thou wonder and thou Beauty——
- Thou harmony of nature’s art.”—SHELLEY.
-
- “Take that one hour at Bethlehem out of human history, and
- eighteen centuries of hours are left but partially explained.”—PROF.
- NEWMAN SMYTH.
-
-
-“What so engages thee, daughter?” questioned Rizpah, as they sat together
-at evening in the old stone house.
-
-“I’m reading the story of a lovely orphan girl. I wish I were, in heart,
-as lovely as she.”
-
-“Was she a white citadel, pure and strong?”
-
-“Peerless, indeed; the very queen of women, I think.”
-
-“Oh, then thou must be reading of glorious Rizpah? Now fill me with this
-matter! I thirst to hear.”
-
-Miriamne, though fearful of further exposing her thoughts and study,
-obeyed, knowing full well that nothing would so stimulate her mother’s
-curiosity as attempted evasion.
-
-“I’ve been reading of the orphan girl’s marriage. Shall I go back, or
-continue from that period? Her name was Mary, and she was a Jewess;
-that’s the sum of the beginning.”
-
-“Go forward,” sententiously replied the elder.
-
-Miriamne complied:
-
- “The guardians and relatives of Mary determined that she should
- early wed some proper person to be her protector, and so,
- according to Jewish custom, they went about the selection of a
- husband for her as soon as she had reached her fourteenth year.
- This selection was deemed a pious and serious duty by all the
- participants therein; therefore it was made by an appeal to the
- Lord with lots. Zacharias, the presiding priest, managed the
- proceeding, as follows: He first inquired God’s will in prayer.
- An angel brought reply, saying: ‘Go forth; call together all
- the widowers among the people, and let each bring his rod.’
-
-“In truth here is refreshment! If all weddings were contrived under the
-wisdom of older heads, there would be fewer mad marriages.” Rizpah swayed
-back and forth as she spoke. She was remembering, now, the curse of
-Harrimai that day in Gerash, long years before. She thought him a monster
-then, but now she was enshrining him in mind by the Angel of the Lots.
-
-“Shall I go on, mother?”
-
-“Go on.”
-
-“He to whom the Lord shall show a sign, let him be husband of Mary,” read
-Miriamne.
-
-“Ah, the Lord would not trust the youths to draw! He knows that a man is
-like to harass the life out of one woman before he learns to care for
-another rightly. God was good to Mary in hedging her in to a widower if
-needs be that she must marry.”
-
-Rizpah did not sway back and forth now; she sat erect and laughed
-bitterly.
-
-[Illustration: By Raphael.
-
-THE MARRIAGE OF MARY AND JOSEPH.]
-
-Miriamne continued:
-
- “There were many splendid youths who rejoiced to be permitted
- to bring their wands.”
-
-“Oh, ho! then they were suffered to draw for the girl? But what
-matter—the Angel of Lots presided! He’d not let the youths succeed!”
-Again Rizpah laughed, and as mockingly as before.
-
-Miriamne again read:
-
- “After prayer each deposited his almond tree with the aged
- Temple priest. In the early morning they anxiously sought the
- verdict. It was found that all the rods were dead, except
- that of Joseph, the son of Jacob, the son of Mathan; but his
- blossomed as that which, ages before, confirmed miraculously
- the priesthood of Aaron’s sons. Then there appeared another
- miracle, for as Joseph reached forth his hand to take his
- blooming branch, there issued from among its luxurious
- blossoms, miraculously, a white dove, dazzling as snow. For
- a moment the dove gracefully suspended itself in the air,
- turning its eyes from one to another of the competitors; then
- it alighted on Joseph’s head. ‘Thou art the person chosen to
- take the Virgin and keep her for the Lord,’ said the priest,
- solemnly, to Joseph. All the rivals responded ‘Amen,’ and then
- the dove flew away toward heaven. Joseph was thirty-three years
- old, of pleasing countenance, very modest, graceful, and of
- comely figure, and a widower.
-
- “When all was told to Mary she modestly replied: ‘I knew it,
- for the Lord has been with me.’ Zacharias told Mary that Joseph
- was a true, honest Jew, a carpenter by trade, and trained by a
- father who fully believed the adage of Rabbins, which said that
- ‘He who would not make his son a robber makes him a mechanic.’
- ‘Besides this,’ said the Temple priest, ‘thy espoused one is
- like thyself, of the royal _house of David_. The blood of
- twenty kings mingle in the veins of you both. God grant that to
- that house of David there soon be born another, greater than
- all before, to deliver our holy nation from foreign masters.’
- Mary made no reply, but as a blush of hopefulness passed over
- her face, she looked very earnestly toward heaven and seemed
- to be repeating the prayer of the priest to the All Father. The
- formal betrothal then took place. Joseph presented his chosen
- bride a small token of silver, saying: ‘If thou consentest to
- be my bride, accept this.’ She took it, smiling affectionately,
- and then the witnesses signed the usual Jewish compact, which
- read as follows:
-
- “‘I Joseph, said to Mary, daughter of Jehoikim, become my wife
- under the law of Moses and Israel. I promise to honor thee; to
- provide for thy support; thy food and thy clothing; according
- to the custom of Hebrew husbands, who honor their wives, as
- is befitting. I give thee at once thy dowry and promise thee
- besides nourishment, and clothing, and whatsoever shall be
- necessary for thee, also conjugal friendship, a thing common to
- all nations of the world. Mary consents to become the wife of
- Joseph,’ The two signed the document.”
-
-“See Miriamne, the Jews were wise; they made the husbands do most of the
-promising. They knew that the wives would be all wifely without such
-pledging.” And Rizpah again bitterly laughed.
-
-“Shall I proceed?”
-
-“Yes, oh, proceed; it’s a Jewish poem.”
-
- “Thereupon Joseph placed a jeweled ring upon Mary’s fourth
- finger, with a smile and a blush, saying, the ‘physicians
- say, my beloved, that a nerve and a vein, reaching the heart
- together, lay close to the surface of that finger.’ And she
- understood and was happy. A benediction was pronounced, and
- then the espoused pair were ready to depart to Joseph’s
- house. He was to be the guardian of the maiden from that
- hour forth. The hereditary servants of the families took
- up the line of march, bearing flaming torches; immediately
- after these followed a procession of women, richly garbed
- and wearing golden tiaras and pearl bedecked girdles. Behind
- these attendants of the virgin, followed a goodly company of
- dexterous musicians and singers, discoursing rapturously the
- significant canticles of Solomon. As the latter went on from
- time to time they broke out of the line of march and disported
- themselves in the eastern star-dance, saying as they did so, to
- one another, ‘the morning stars sang at creation; the dawn of a
- new home coming by love, is next to creation the most joyous
- of all events.’ So the dancers went on, and as they rejoiced
- in poetic motions, they thought of the stars which yet tremble
- as if with the thrilling of that first delight they shouted.
- Of all, the sweet orphan girl now companioned was the center.
- She was bedecked with costly jewels, the glad tributes of those
- that loved her; over her was the significant veil, and, so
- beneath the wedding canopy, she entered Nazareth to be a wife.
- Her sky had become very bright, for hers was a heart that took
- exquisite joy from the honeyed petals of affection’s flower.
- No bride ever more fully entered into that supreme state, the
- all exalting, entrancing, expanding, thrilling period of new
- married life. She went forward in the proud consciousness that
- her weakness had overcome a giant, and that while she lead a
- royal captive, she was supremely happy in her utter bestowal of
- her all upon the one only man now became almost next to God in
- the temple of her soul.”
-
-Miriamne paused, and Rizpah wept a little.
-
-“Shall I go on or pause, mother?”
-
-“Go on, dear.”
-
-“But you weep, are you ill?”
-
-“Oh, no, except in memory. This is sweet sorrow, that beats us back and
-forth; contrasting dark endings with bright beginnings; heaven high
-hopings with black disappointments, and happy lives with our own, all
-interwoven with miseries. I walked once in the sweet illusions of bridal
-days, but an utter widowhood came before death called. That’s the worst
-bereavement.”
-
-“But some marriages are all happiness, are they not?” queried the
-daughter.
-
-“Some, but not many. That’s the rule. Most of them begin well enough, but
-wedded mates are not as wisely tender as lovers; they too soon entomb all
-their joys in graves of selfishness and lust. So then the dove flies from
-the blossom of espousal never to return.”
-
-“Perhaps, such as they did not love enough to begin with and so
-separated?”
-
-“Some who would die for each other before marriage, would die to be quit
-of each other, after. Hence the brood of suicides, and that blackest
-crime of all, murder, which often raises its treacherous, cruel head
-within the marriage chamber.”
-
-“How comes this error, trouble, horror?”
-
-“In wedding bodies, without consents or courtings of the souls, if those,
-who, though mismated, happen to join lives, were only wise, they might
-yet be happy, growing together. But read more daughter.”
-
- “In the fullness of time, the angel Gabriel, known amid the
- Seraphim as God’s champion, the chosen of Jehovah and His
- messenger of comfort and sympathy from heaven to man, was
- commissioned to carry the glorious news to earth. He spread
- his rainbow pinions, and with his own radiance to lighten his
- course, passed from the confines of the august court of the
- Divine Presence, the companionship of his fellow archangels,
- Michael, Raphael, Uriel, to go out across the planet-lightened
- realms of everlasting space. His course was watched with
- throbbing interest by the spirits of mercy appointed for
- ministering to man. Gabriel sped on, with sweeps of power which
- almost devoured distances, nor paused to bask for a moment in
- the many-colored lights of the golden and silvery shielded
- planets or constellations that he passed in his rapid flight.
- The wheeling suns and rushing worlds, marching and charging
- along the shoreless oceans of eternal space, had no splendors
- nor powers with which to challenge his high mission; though
- theirs was grand, his was grander. He traveled at love’s
- behest, on mercy’s work, to carry to this little earth, rolling
- along, mostly in shadows, the mandate of glory, the news of
- heaven’s great saving device. He bore proclamation in its
- substance and its realizations forever the manifold wisdom of
- God; the wonder of all who know to think or reason. And so that
- voyage passed into the pages of history and the records of
- eternity as well.
-
- “Mary, whom Gabriel sought, was engaged in evening prayer as
- was her wont, with her face toward Jerusalem’s Temple.”
-
-Miriamne paused; she perceived that she had arrived at a part of the
-manuscript which Father Adolphus had marked with a red line to remind her
-it was from his Christian Bible. She feared to read this portion to her
-mother.
-
-“Read on, daughter, the words are precious; they are as songs in the
-night to my soul.”
-
-Miriamne continued:
-
-“And in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God unto a city
-of Galilee, named Nazareth,
-
-“To a virgin espoused to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of
-David; and the virgin’s name was Mary.
-
-“And the angel came in unto her and said, Hail! thou art highly favored,
-the Lord is with thee: blessed art thou among women.
-
-“And when she saw him, she was troubled at his saying, and cast in her
-mind what manner of salutation this should be.
-
-“And the angel said unto her, Fear not, Mary: for thou hast found favor
-with God.
-
-“And, behold, thou shalt conceive in thy womb, and bring forth a son, and
-shalt call his name JESUS.”
-
-Miriamne read the last word “Joshua.”
-
-She proceeded:
-
-“He shall be great, and shall be called the Son of the Highest; and the
-Lord God shall give unto him the throne of his father David.
-
-“And he shall reign over the house of Jacob forever; and of his kingdom
-there shall be no end.
-
-“Then said Mary unto the angel, How shall this be, seeing I know not a
-man?
-
-“And the angel answered and said unto her, The Holy Ghost shall come upon
-thee, and the power of the Highest shall overshadow thee: therefore also
-that Holy Thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of
-God.”
-
-“Hold! hold!” cried Rizpah. “What is this? the faith of the Nazarene?”
-
-Miriamne was awed. She feared she had proceeded too far; but quickly
-remembering an explanation of Father Adolphus, replied: “Be content,
-mother, I read but that that appears in our holy prophets, Isaiah, the
-poetic and vehement; his words you so much prize have here an echo.”
-
-Rizpah gazed at her daughter, with a puzzled, questioning expression for
-a moment, and then sententiously said, “Read on.” She was alert, though
-severe. Her curiosity was ruling, but her prudence was conserved, at
-least in her own mind. The daughter was anxious, but could not retreat;
-she knew she must read further or make a futile effort to explain her
-reluctance. The two were a study; each afraid of the other: each anxious
-to aid the other to truth; both on guard, and, while professing to be all
-love for each other, attempting to move forward to a fuller fellowship by
-indirection. The outlines of the cross were appearing in that household,
-and never was there to be complete accord until there it ruled all hearts.
-
-Miriamne continued to read, but confined herself chiefly to notes made by
-the old priest on the margin of her manuscript.
-
- “Presently Joseph, the affianced husband of Mary, discovered
- that his beloved was to become a mother. At first the discovery
- was like a dagger in his heart, for as yet the marriage had
- not been consummated. It was a crisis of great import and
- trial to husband and wife. Joseph, though now a plain man and
- a mechanic, carried in his veins the noblest blood of his
- race, being descendant of the ancient kings and in the line of
- Solomon and David. Besides that, he had all the abhorrence of
- the better Jews for adultery, that their awful law of death as
- its penalty, implied.”
-
-“Did he help the mob to stone her?” cried Rizpah.
-
-Miriamne was startled by her mother’s angry earnestness.
-
-“Oh! we’ll see.”
-
-She continued reading:
-
- “He met his affianced in the evening on her return from
- Hebron’s rosy hills, whither she had gone to visit her
- kinswoman, the mother of John, by name Elizabeth. The interview
- of those two noble women had prepared Mary to tell her
- betrothed all that troubled and rejoiced her. When her espoused
- met her privately and for the last time, as he intended, he
- found her sweetly, serenely singing, as was her wont, a Davidic
- psalm. He was at first astonished, not knowing how she could
- be so happy under such stigma as seemed to rest upon her. His
- patrician blood was roused, and for a moment he was ready
- to denounce her to the Sanhedrim as an adulteress. Then he
- looked at her, pitifully, questioningly. It could not be, he
- meditated, that one so young could be so depraved as to sing
- God praises, being a criminal. She must be insane! He tore
- himself from her presence, but instantly returned when she
- called out: ‘Joseph, God knows all; touch not His anointed.’
-
- “‘Woman!’ he cried ‘explain! explain! Thy seeming sin hangs
- scorpions over my eyes, and turns my heart to ashes. Thy
- calmness is a wonderment!’
-
- “Then Mary quietly recited to him the wondrous story of
- Gabriel’s visit.
-
- “Joseph was pale, and reverently attentive; but still the
- sadness of his countenance betokened his incredulity.
-
- “Mary, self-possessed, confident in her own integrity,
- continued: ‘For three months I have been secluded with my
- kinswoman, Elizabeth. She knows I saw no man, and thou canst
- testify of the manner of my living since our espousal; but
- I got words from God, at Hebron. When I first went into my
- kinswoman’s house.”
-
-“Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Ghost:
-
-“And she spake out with a loud voice, and said, Blessed art thou among
-women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb.
-
-“And whence _is_ this to me, that the mother of my Lord should come to me?
-
-“For, lo, as soon as the voice of thy salutation sounded in mine ears,
-the babe leaped in my womb for joy.
-
-“And blessed is she that believed: for there shall be a performance of
-those things which were told her from the Lord.”
-
- “No sooner had Elizabeth finished that salutation, than the
- Spirit of the Most Holy Ghost possessed me and I, thus, without
- premeditation prophetically said:
-
-“My soul doth magnify the Lord.
-
-“And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour.
-
-“For he hath regarded the low estate of his handmaiden: for, behold, from
-henceforth all generations shall call me blessed.
-
-“For He that is mighty hath done to me great things; and holy is His name.
-
-“And His mercy is on them that fear him from generation to generation.
-
-“He hath shewed strength with his arm; He hath scattered the proud in the
-imagination of their hearts.
-
-“He hath put down the mighty from their seats, and exalted them of low
-degree.
-
-“He hath filled the hungry with good things; and the rich He hath sent
-empty away.
-
-“He hath holpen his servant Israel, in remembrance of his mercy.
-
-“As He spake to our fathers, to Abraham, and to his seed forever.”[2]
-
- “I tarried until Elizabeth’s son was born. He is to be the
- herald of mine! Joseph was amazed. The wisdom and stately
- character of her _magnificent_ description and ascription were
- unaccountable. But he doubted still her integrity. Yet his
- wrath was softened into pity a little. He hesitated, and then,
- _being a just man and not willing to make her a public example,
- was minded to put her away privately_.”
-
-“Ha, ha;” laughed Rizpah, bitterly; “I see now, ’tis a beautiful fable
-thou art reading! Put her away privately! a man do that under such
-circumstances! Bah! rather would a real man parade the woman’s guilt
-from the house tops. In truth, to show that he was sinless because he
-was such a Nemesis of sin; or to get the pity of light-headed fools, who
-would gladly take the place of the discarded! A pretty, baby face can
-catch unerringly the man who pities himself well, if she will only gush
-with real or affected pity for him. Pity and flatter a man and he’ll be—a
-Lucifer! But read it all. This is refreshing; its so absurdly uncommon!”
-
-The girl continued:
-
-“But while he thought on these things, behold, the angel of the Lord
-appeared unto him in a dream, saying, Joseph, thou son of David, fear not
-to take unto thee Mary thy wife: for that which is conceived in her is of
-the Holy Ghost.
-
-“And she shall bring forth a son, thou shalt call his name JESUS: for he
-shall save his people from their sins.
-
-“Now all this was done, that it might be fulfilled which was spoken of
-the Lord by the prophet, saying,
-
-“Behold, a virgin shall be with child, and shall bring forth a son, and
-they shall call his name Emmanuel, which being interpreted is, God with
-us.
-
-“Then Joseph being raised from sleep did as the angel of the Lord had
-bidden him, and took unto him his wife.”
-
-Miriamne again read “Joshua” for Jesus, but yet felt assured that her
-mother was in heart, recognizing the source of the story. Rizpah,
-by silence, pretended not to know she was listening to parts of the
-Christian Bible, for she was very curious now. Miriamne was willing the
-harmless pretense should continue. But they furtively observed each other.
-
-“I see; this is a story based upon some of the Christian’s heresies,”
-interrupted Rizpah. “If the stories be so unnatural, I’d never fear their
-sacred books!”
-
-Miriamne was rejoiced, for her mother was becoming interested, and that
-was nigh being fully persuaded that their home was not contaminated by
-the hated Christian’s Bible. Miriamne read again:
-
- “Mary now was contented. She had the approval of God and
- her conscience, and that for which her young heart greatly
- yearned the approval of the one man of earth whom she loved.
- It mattered little to her that few others knew her wondrous
- secret. She knew her position was one of peril, and yet she
- felt certain God would be with her to the end. The joy of
- Joseph was full, and the revulsion of feeling from crushing
- shame, to lofty hope was unutterable. A while before he was
- ready to die, as he began tearing from his heart its idol,
- and attempting to consign her to the tomb like that of death,
- forgetfullness. Now he perceived himself elect of God to
- defend, vouch for and shelter the woman of women, the highly
- favored of Deity.
-
-“And it came to pass in those days that there went out a decree from
-Cæsar Augustus that all the world should be taxed.
-
-“And all went to be taxed, every one into his own city.
-
-“And Joseph also went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into
-Judea, unto the city of David, which is called Bethlehem, (because he was
-of the house and lineage of David,)
-
-“To be taxed with Mary his espoused wife.
-
-“And so it was, that, while they were there, the days were accomplished.
-
-“And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling
-clothes, and laid him in a manger; because there was no room for them in
-the inn.”
-
-“How barbarous! They surely could not have been Jews who kept that inn,
-or a woman in bearing would have had tender welcome. They must have been
-Christians; they are the people whose women blush when carrying little
-life, and, as if ashamed, forgetting that God had royally privileged
-them, hide themselves. Bah, I’m sick of the thought! I’ve seen Christian
-husbands ashamed of their pregnant wives;” so soliloquised Rizpah.
-
-“There were no Christians at the time of these events, mother. But shall
-I read of the company Mary had, to comfort her?”
-
-“Yes, do; I’d like to have been there, just to rail at the inn’s folks.”
-
-Miriamne continued,
-
-“And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field,
-keeping watch over their flock by night.
-
-“And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord
-shone round about them; and they were sore afraid.
-
-“And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good
-tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.”
-
-“It is said that even the cave, where Mary was, was filled with supernal
-light,” remarked Miriamne digressingly.
-
-“I believe it on my word. If angels ever come to earth, it must be surely
-to hold glad torches about the couches where beings, to be at last
-perchance like themselves, are coming forth to life,” said Rizpah.
-
-“It is thus reported,” continued Miriamne:
-
-“Now when Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of Herod the
-king, behold, there came wise men from the east to Jerusalem,
-
-“Saying, Where is he that is born King of the Jews? for we have seen his
-star in the east, and are come to worship him.”
-
-Miriamne substituted Joshua for Jesus in the reading.
-
-“Joshua, ‘Joshua,’ what ‘Joshua’ is that?”
-
-“Joshua means “deliverer;” this one was to be such; for the rest, I’ve
-not before read it, mother.”
-
-“Read on, again,” tritely, Rizpah spoke.
-
-“When Herod the king had heard these things, he was troubled, and all
-Jerusalem with him.
-
-“And when he had gathered all the chief priests and scribes of the people
-together, he demanded of them where Christ should be born.
-
-“And they said unto him, In Bethlehem of Judea: for thus it is written by
-the prophet,
-
-“And thou Bethlehem, in the land of Juda, art not the least among the
-princes of Juda: for out of thee shall come a Governor, that shall rule
-my people Israel.
-
-“Then Herod, when he had privily called the wise men, inquired of them
-diligently what time the star appeared.
-
-“And he sent them to Bethlehem, and said, Go and search diligently for
-the young child; and when ye have found him, bring me word again, that I
-may come and worship him also.
-
-“When they had heard the king, they departed and, lo, the star, which
-they saw in the east, went before them, till it came and stood over where
-the young child was.
-
-“When they saw the star, they rejoiced with exceeding great joy.
-
-“And when they were come into the house, they saw the young child
-with Mary his mother, and fell down, and worshiped him: and when they
-had opened their treasures, they presented unto him gifts; gold, and
-frankincense, and myrrh.
-
-“And being warned of God in a dream that they should not return to Herod,
-they departed into their own country another way.”
-
-Miriamne read ‘The Anointed’ where the text said Christ.
-
-“Miriamne, who could these men have been, Rabbins?”
-
-“I think not, mother; I see upon the margin of my ‘_megellah_’ a note
-which says, These were light or fire-worshipers of Persia. They, or
-rather their ancestors had heard, centuries before, from the Jews,
-then their captives, that there was an expectation, based on wondrous
-prophecies, that some time, there was to be on earth a man, born of
-woman, in character like God and in mission the bringer in of the golden
-age. These Magi were seeking that person, like pious pilgrims.”
-
-“Oh, the Messiah. Alas! we all long for His coming!” Then Rizpah fell
-into a revery from which Miriamne roused her with the question: “Art too
-weary to hear more?”
-
-“No, no; read, on. These things strangely move and rest me.”
-
-Miriamne continued:
-
- “When eight days were fulfilled, they circumcised the Child,
- calling him Joshua, offering, according to the law, a pair of
- turtle doves.”
-
-“Circumcised? Ah, I’m glad! They were good Jews, though poor ones, since
-they offered the gifts of the poor, two pigeons,” exclaimed Rizpah.
-
-Miriamne read onward:
-
-“There was a man in Jerusalem, whose name was Simeon; and the same man
-was just and devout, waiting for the consolation of Israel.
-
-“And it was revealed unto him by the Holy Ghost, that he should not see
-death, before he had seen the Lord’s Christ.
-
-“And he came by the Spirit into the Temple; and when the parents brought
-in the child.
-
-“Then took he him up in his arms, and blessed God and said:
-
-“Lord, now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace, according to thy
-word:
-
-“For mine eyes have seen thy salvation,
-
-“Which thou hast prepared before the face of all people;
-
-“A light to lighten the Gentiles, and the glory of thy people Israel.
-
-“And Joseph and his mother marveled at these things which were spoken of
-him.
-
-“And Simeon blessed them, and said unto Mary his mother, Behold this
-child is set for the fall and rising again of many in Israel; and for a
-sign which shall be spoken against;
-
-“(Yea, a sword shall pierce through thy own soul also;) that the thoughts
-of many hearts may be revealed.”
-
-“How mysterious and contradictory, and yet how true the old man’s word,
-Miriamne? He blessed the parents amid their pious services toward their
-offspring, yet predicted a sword thrust for the mother. Ah, the sword for
-the mother is ever impending! But read further.”
-
-Miriamne continued:
-
-“And Anna, a prophetess, who was a widow of about fourscore and four
-years, which departed not from the temple, but served God with fastings
-and prayers night and day.
-
-“And she coming in that instant gave thanks likewise unto the Lord, and
-spoke of him to all them that looked for redemption in Jerusalem.”
-
-“What a finished picture, Miriamne,” interrupted Rizpah. “See, a young
-mother committing her child to God; a blessing and a sword of pain
-revealed; then the finest human sympathy in the form of motherhood
-chastened by years coming to encourage her. Oh, the years have sadly
-wrecked a true woman if they have put her beyond saying, from her heart:
-‘Poor girl, I love thee,’ to her younger sister in her hour of maternal
-trial. But what followed?”
-
-Miriamne replied by again reading:
-
-“The angel of the Lord appeareth to Joseph in a dream, saying, Arise, and
-take the young child and his mother, and flee into Egypt, and be thou
-there until I bring thee word: for Herod will seek the young child to
-destroy him.”
-
-“Ha! the jealous old hypocrite! But I remember, Herod murdered his wife.
-A man brute enough to do that could easily seek the life of an innocent
-babe. If Apollyon ever be dethroned because of the appearing of one more
-devilish than himself, the dethroner will be a wife-murderer!” exclaimed
-Rizpah, almost in a passion.
-
-Miriamne continued:
-
-“Joseph took the young child and his mother by night, and departed into
-Egypt.
-
-“And was there until the death of Herod.”
-
-“So Jewry, our Jewry, gave one of its young mothers a stable for a bed
-chamber, a manger for her babe; then refused her these by making her an
-exile. Cruel Israel said go or be childless! Oh, Israel! how Pagan Rome
-defiled thee!” passionately exclaimed the Jewish matron.
-
-Miriamne paused until the mother questioned:
-
-“Was there a pursuit?”
-
-“A hot one, though a vain one; my manuscript reads as follows:
-
- “Herod had charged the Magi to tell him, on their return from
- their quest, the abode of the Child born under the star. He
- pretended to desire to pay it homage, but in heart he was
- intending to murder it. The Magi, impressed by the goodness
- and sanctity of mother and Infant, never returned to Herod to
- betray them.”
-
-“Then Herod, when he saw that he was mocked of the wise men, was
-exceeding wroth, and sent forth and slew all the children that were in
-Bethlehem, and in all the coasts thereof, from two years old and under,
-according to the time which he had diligently inquired of the wise men.
-
-“Then was fulfilled that which was spoken by Jeremy, the prophet, saying:
-
-“In Ramah there was a voice heard, lamentation, and weeping, and a great
-mourning, Rachel weeping for her children, and would not be comforted,
-because they are not.”
-
- “So a dark wave of misery rolled over Bethlehem. Hundreds of
- women, weeping over their own dead, were led to understand
- the cruel injustice of the spirit that drove the Virgin and
- her child into exile, and that, until the end of time, there
- will be sorrow in the homes of the land that does despite to
- the virtues and characteristics exemplified, so well, by that
- mother and that Child.”
-
-With these words Miriamne rolled up her parchment, saying: “This is all
-there is written here.”
-
-“All? It is well, for thou art weary, child. We’ll now retire; to-morrow
-I must speak with thee about the book. Good-night, now.”
-
-“Good-night, mother.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-
-THE QUEEN WITH HER FAMILY IN EGYPT.
-
- “It is curious to observe, as the worship of the Virgin mother
- expanded and gathered to itself the relics of many an ancient
- faith, now the new and the old elements became amalgamated....
- The Madonna assumed the characteristics ... of the types of
- fertility.”—ANNA JAMISON.
-
- “Babe Jesus lay on Mary’s lap,
- The sun shone in His hair,
- And so it was she saw, mayhap,
- The crown already there.”—GEORGE MCDONALD.
-
-
-The day following Miriamne’s readings to her mother, she eagerly sought
-Father Adolphus that she might receive more of the narrative, delightsome
-to herself and evidently interesting to her parent.
-
-Finding the priest at dawn in one of his accustomed walks amid the ruins,
-she scarcely waited for his “Peace, daughter,” until she exclaimed,
-“More! I want more of the story!”
-
-“Hast finished that I gave thee so soon?”
-
-“Yes, and read it all to my mother! Is that not wonderful?”
-
-“Temerity!”
-
-“No; it charms her. She has fallen in love with the child-wife. Oh, what
-if my mother should come to think and believe as you—then I would!”
-
-“Thou mayst alone; but what part of the story desirest thou?”
-
-“All! Nothing less than all! What became of the Holy Family in Egypt?”
-
-“Now sit down on this shattered column and I’ll recount to thee the
-traditions in order, leaving thee to judge which is true.”
-
-“Tell me what you believe and I’ll believe it. That’s enough!”
-
-“I scarcely am able to do that, not knowing whether to believe or
-disbelieve some of the things reported. But I remember them, and
-perceiving that though they are only traditions, they are very beautiful
-and very natural, I remember them with delight, that is very near to
-giving them full credence.”
-
-“Then, so will I do.”
-
-“It may be the wise way, for I’ve believed that the good angels who,
-under God, watched over the little outcast family drifting about in
-strange places, have also watched over the drifting stories of their
-wanderings, letting the facts profitable for us to know, come safely to
-us, though they have come without the seal of authenticated history.”
-
-“Now, I believe all this, too.”
-
-“Well, then, ardent catechumen, listen. For three years the queenly Mary,
-with her consort and child, tarried in Egypt—”
-
-“How did they subsist?”
-
-“Oh, the God of the outcasts Ishmael and Elijah, who provided water for
-one and bread for the other of those two, was the One who sent the Holy
-Family to Egypt with the charge that they ‘be there until He brought them
-word.’ Now, thou hast learned that when God sends any on His work He
-charges Himself with their support.”
-
-“Did they find friends in Egypt?”
-
-“Thou wilt learn in time, daughter, that two of that family had, as
-none on earth before, the secret of making friends. They had the
-love-enchantment from on high, which has been winning its way ever since
-over the world. But I’ll proceed. There were in Egypt at that time
-multitudes of Israelites who had sought its refuge from the persecutions
-practiced toward them nearer home. Doubtless these exiles received
-Joseph’s family kindly. Also, in all the East at that time there were
-many artizan leagues, banded together to aid their fellow-craftsmen.
-Joseph being a carpenter, I doubt not, found among these sympathy and
-help.”
-
-“At what place did the family abide?”
-
-“Tradition says they tarried for a considerable period at Heliopolis, the
-city celebrated the world over for its splendid temple, where centered
-the Egyptian Sun worship. To me this tradition seems most reasonable,
-when I remember that the child of that family was pointed out before,
-by a miraculous star, which led the Fire worshipers of Persia to his
-cradle. The Fire worshipers of the far East and the Light worshipers of
-Egypt were much alike in their beliefs. They were all seeking light, and,
-impelled by the necessity of man’s nature for some religion, revealed or
-man-made, able to do no better, looked up to the sun, the greatest light
-of which they knew. God’s hand was in that meeting of the old and the
-new. There is a tradition that when the Holy Family arrived at Heliopolis
-all the idols in the Sun Temple fell on their faces. Be that as it may,
-the pathos of the poor prayers of the Light worshipers moved the Divine
-Mercy to send them the Sun of Righteousness, and all the handiwork of
-Rhameses, at On, lies in great, grim silent ruins, while the faith that
-had its germ in that little outcast family is overspreading the earth.
-Alas, poor Egypt!”
-
-“Why poor Egypt?” questioned Miriamne, wonderingly.
-
-“Those living now are so like their ancients who, in fright and helpless
-doubt, sought to save themselves by placating both good and evil; the
-light struggles in Egypt to-day, entering slowly and often retiring.
-Yea, poor Egypt, I pity thee! But I digress. It is said that the Holy
-Family also tarried for a season at Memphis, on the Nile, the city where
-chiefly was practiced the worship of _Apis_, the sacred bull. Thou
-rememberest how Israel was nearly ruined by doing homage to a golden calf
-at Sinai? That calf-worship was the same as the Apis-worship of Egypt.
-The Egyptians, in common with all mankind of old, earnestly looked for
-a manifestation of God in visible form—an incarnation. Their priests
-practiced on their pitiful yearnings and credulity, and taught them to
-believe that their greatest god appeared from time to time under the form
-of a bull, which _Avatars_ they, the priests, claimed that they only
-could discover. The Egyptians, highly esteeming endurance and passionate
-vigor, readily accepted the animal pre-eminent in these things as the
-abiding place and expression of their god. The Child Jesus, the token
-of a better faith, was fittingly brought, therefore, to Egypt’s Temple
-of _Apis_. Thus the _Light and Immortality_ confronted that typified
-grossly at Memphis, and the incarnations that were as false as they were
-offensive, were brought face to face with the _Incarnation_ sung by the
-angels. The devotees at the fanes of Memphis degraded man by preferring
-the beast. He that made man a little lower than the angels first,
-afterward exalted him to sonship by appearing garbed in the likeness of a
-man. Christ, at Memphis, was to do what Moses did at Sinai.”
-
-“I do not comprehend these words!”
-
-“As Moses ground the golden image worshiped by Israel to powder, so
-Christ came to overthrow and blot out of the world every vestige of the
-religions or believings that exalts the animal and degrades the spiritual
-in man. He heralded the age of gold and fire.”
-
-“And was _Apis_ overthrown by the child?”
-
-“Not immediately; that is not the way of Him who knows no haste; but
-in His own good time its fall came. Egypt, hoar with deep thinkings on
-the master problems of life, death, eternity, did much in distant times
-to color and express the beliefs of all peoples. It became a school of
-religious as well as the theater of some of their greatest, bloodiest
-conflicts. Let me recall some of the steps. First, I’ll begin with the
-revival of the true faith under Moses, which was the revival of escape,
-the only way to preserve God’s people from utter defilement. Thou hast
-read in thy Holy writings how the conflict began between the king and
-Israel’s leader:
-
- _And Pharaoh called for Moses and for Aaron, and said, Go ye,
- sacrifice to your God in the land._
-
- _And Moses said, It is not meet so to do; for we shall
- sacrifice the abomination of the Egyptians to the Lord our God:
- lo, shall we sacrifice the abomination of the Egyptians before
- their eyes, and will they not stone us?_
-
- _We will go three days journey into the wilderness, and
- sacrifice to the Lord our God, as he shall command us._”
-
-“Why was Moses so anxious to get away so far!”
-
-“I’ll show thee; that was then a mystery, now explained. Egypt worshiped
-a bull devoutly; the Israelites were commanded to sacrifice to God a red
-heifer. The color, red, was an antetype of the saving blood to be shed on
-red Calvary. Moses, methinks, desired to get away that he might reveal
-this sacred mystery, so far as he discerned it, to those to whom it was
-sent. Follow me now with pious, frank heart. The Israelites antagonized
-the customs of Egypt sharply by offering before God the finer, weaker
-animal, and now, girl, as I read of Mary and her child waiting about
-Memphis, I discern the past and that present meeting. It seems to me
-that He who thundered to Pharaoh ‘_let my people go_’ rëappears in the
-form of the child, the pitying shepherd, seeking the lost sheep amid
-earth’s offscourings. More, as I think of Mary, the beautiful outcast,
-following the fortunes of her Divine Child down into that dark land, and
-also remember how His blood finally crimsoned her life, I recall the red
-heifer offered on Israel’s ancient altars. Mary, for the world’s sake,
-through her maternity, was laid on the altar.”
-
-“Father Adolphus, you dazzle and yet convince me. How wonderful all this
-seems!”
-
-“I see the Holy Child in Egypt, the building nation of earth, as
-the founder of a new order of building. Now follow me, child. After
-the garden and the wilds, where primitive man abode, there came the
-Tabernacle and Temple. When man enters into the benign influences of
-social life, he begins building a house to shelter and seclude his own.
-When he takes God or a god into his society he builds a temple. If
-there be growth and culture he decorates his buildings, hideously at
-first, æsthetically after practice. Presently he becomes a scientific
-builder and a philosopher. Then to him life is all building. He grasps
-the thought that he is the architect of himself, of his character, of
-his future. If his religious life is deepened he expresses all his
-philosophy, all his aspirations in monuments and temples. Moses and
-Solomon, in tabernacle and temple, but repeated the deeds of Egypt. But
-Egypt built under the sun, the patriarchs under the Spirit. Egypt had
-done its best, reached the end of its resources, having filled the land
-from the Delta to the cataracts of the Nile with pyramidial monument and
-august fanes. But building under the sun, in the light of nature only,
-was building in the dark, at least half the time. Christ, the architect
-of all that is enduring, confronted the achievements of those ancients as
-a merciful destroyer. He came to them to turn and overturn that, after
-the ruins, their mind be turned to a building upon and with the precious
-living Corner-Stone! Try to remember all this. Christianity is on the eve
-of a new building age. The crusades are ended. Now for religious palaces!
-But these in turn will be thrust aside, that all may give themselves to
-build souls up for eternity!”
-
-“I am dazzled good father, indeed; but oh, I can not remember all these
-things! I’m like a child in my love for stories, and I can re-tell such
-to my mother, as I can not these deeper things you utter.”
-
-“I forgot, child. But we priests preach by habit everywhere!”
-
-“Tell me more of Mary and Joseph and Jesus. Were the Egyptians kind to
-them?”
-
-“As kind as the followers of the Pharaohs to the descendants of Joseph!
-No more. There was no more room in Egypt for Jesus at His coming than
-there was among His own people. But the God of Moses, ever the living
-God, though opposed, may never be thwarted nor killed!”
-
-“Oh, now do not tell me these things, too deep for me; just tell me the
-simple story of the sojourn in that strange land.”
-
-“So be it, girl. If I digress, recall me. They say that the Holy Family
-found in that land a few to accept them kindly. One such was a robber,
-who, happening upon them, was at first about to do them violence; but he
-was restrained by the demeanor of the saintly mother, and his heart was
-all changed toward compassion of the little company. Instead of robbing,
-he gave them a temporary home in his mountain retreat. It is said that
-he was the one to whom the child of Mary, long after, while dying on the
-cross, companion in death with that same robber, gave repentance, with
-the promise of Paradise.”
-
-“How good and natural!”
-
-“Then there’s another legend. It is that Mary and her loved ones were
-met in that strange country by one of the world’s pilgrims of pilgrims—a
-gipsy, who was a sorceress. There’s a charming little dialogue, part in
-prose and part in verse, all about that meeting, which I have here. I’ll
-read it. The sorceress begins chanting:
-
- GIPSY—I come, I come from the land of the sun,
- From the dim, dim past of the far-off dawn;
- The waif of the world, the froth of the sea,
- Of a clan that has been and ever shall be.
-
- MARY—God give thee grace and forgive thee thy sins.
-
- GIPSY—Ye are pilgrims, too; no lodge for to-night,
- Ye are outcasts here in a flight of fright!
- But the mother charms and my heart say come.
- Ye may come; shall come to my gipsy’s home.
-
-“‘The gipsy, Zingarella, took the babe in her arms, but then suddenly
-broke forth into a mournful chant, as she held the hand of the infant:
-
- ‘Here’s a cradle song, and a tear and a moan;
- Here’s a crown of thorns and a cross, when grown.
- Here’s a vale of blood and a black, black night.
- Here’s a flocking world and a rising light.’
-
-“‘And then suddenly falling upon her knees, the gipsy asked alms; but
-this time, as never before, with both palms extended and craving neither
-silver nor gold, but eternal life. It was granted.’”
-
-“Oh, father Adolphus, I’ll never forget this story.”
-
-“Forget not, either, its simple lesson; the gospel comes to the very
-waifs of life, and so there is help for the sinning, wherever found, in
-the Holy Child; encouragement to all holy longings in the meanest breast
-of the meanest woman, once within that circle, all radiant with the
-beautiful virtues of that Saviour’s mother.”
-
-“Surely, I’ll treasure this lesson, which is both balm and heart’s ease.”
-
-“I must go now, so must thou. I’ll send at noon to the Reservoir,
-another parchment. Let one of the lads meet the messenger. It will be
-suitable for reading to thy mother, Rizpah. Be not so soon over-hopeful.
-We must proceed with her slowly. Those most needing the light will curse
-it if, coming too suddenly, it chance to dazzle. Israel still goes down
-all unconsciously to Egypt for gods, and the spectacle of man changing
-the invisible down, down, continues everywhere. Slowly, we who would be
-faithful, must raise up His only true presentment. We must allure after
-us, with all wisdom and tenderness, those we would win, while striving
-ourselves to rise toward Divine ideals ever beyond and above us. God
-bless my little missionary.”
-
-They parted; and there were tears on Miriamne’s face; but not of anguish.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-THE SHADOW OF THE CROSS.
-
- “Day followed day, like any childhood passing;
- And silently Mary sat at her wheel
- And watched the boy Messiah as she span;
- And as a human child unto his mother,
- Subject the while, He did her low-voiced bidding—
- Or gently came to lean upon her knee
- And ask her of the thoughts that in him stirred.
-
- “And then, all tearful-hearted, she paused,
- Or with tremulous hand spun on—
- The blessing that her lips instructive gave,
- Asked Him with an instant thought again:”
-
-
-“Mother, I’ve another volume of that charming story, full of wonderful
-things. Shall we peruse them to please our woman’s curiosity, to-night?”
-
-“Woman’s curiosity?” angrily ejaculated Rizpah.
-
-“They say all women are inquisitive; do they not?”
-
-“They! The fling of the ‘lords of earth!’ Eaten up with anxiety solely
-concerning themselves, they plunge into introspections and questionings
-pertaining to their own worth; the ultimate of their own preciousness,
-that they call philosophy. Our sex, in self-forgetfulness, ask questions
-out of sympathy, and with desire to help others; that’s ‘curiosity!’
-Faugh, the fling is sickening!”
-
-“My book is both curious and philosophical; it’s interesting to both
-sexes therefore. Shall I read?”
-
-“On thy promise to tell me later whence it came, who its author, thou
-mayst read it to me.”
-
-Miriamne, perceiving that her mother was curious to hear the whole story,
-though the former placated her conscience by a show of indifference,
-responded: “I’ll begin with the return of the wanderers.” So saying, she
-read:
-
-“‘But when Herod was dead, behold, an angel of the Lord appeareth in a
-dream to Joseph in Egypt, saying, arise, and take the young child and his
-mother, and go into the land of Israel: for they are dead which sought
-the young child’s life.
-
-“‘And he arose, and took the young child and his mother, and came into
-the land of Israel.
-
-“‘Being warned of God in a dream, he turned aside into the parts of
-Galilee:
-
-“‘And he came and dwelt in a city called Nazareth: that it might be
-fulfilled which was spoken by the prophets. He shall be called a
-Nazarene.’”
-
-“Nazarene!” Rizpah ejaculated, interrupting the reader. “Does the word
-not taste like wormwood, girl?”
-
-The maiden replied, adroitly: “We read the pagan inscriptions on the
-monuments about us without being harmed! Surely we may safely read these
-nobler peoples’ words and deeds.” So saying, the maiden continued:
-
-“‘Now his parents went to Jerusalem every year at the feast of the
-passover.
-
-“‘And when He was twelve years old, they went up to Jerusalem after the
-custom of the feast.
-
-“‘And when they had fulfilled the days, as they returned, the child Jesus
-tarried behind in Jerusalem; and Joseph and His mother knew not of it.
-
-“‘But they, supposing Him to have been in the company, went a day’s
-journey; and they sought Him among their kinsfolk and acquaintance.
-
-“‘And when they found Him not, they turned back again to Jerusalem,
-seeking Him.
-
-“‘And it came to pass that after three days they found Him in the temple,
-sitting in the midst of the doctors, both hearing them, and asking them
-questions.
-
-“‘And all that heard Him were astonished at His understanding and answers.
-
-“‘And when they saw Him, they were amazed: and His mother said unto Him,
-Son, why hast thou thus dealt with us? Behold, Thy father and I have
-sought Thee sorrowing.
-
-“‘And He said unto them, How is it that ye sought me? Wist ye not that I
-must be about my Father’s business?’”
-
-“That was rude, was it not, daughter? Was not his father’s business
-his mother’s? He was young for such philosophy, so like that of tyrant
-husband.”
-
-“He meant God’s business!”
-
-“Then his earnestness was just. God first, kin after—mother or
-husband—say I. Did the mother gain-say him?”
-
-“It is thus recorded,” replied the maiden.
-
-“‘And they understood not the saying which He spake unto them.
-
-“‘And he went down with them, and came to Nazareth, and was subject unto
-them; but his mother kept all these sayings in her heart.
-
-“‘And He increased in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and man.’”
-
-“Daughter, there was a fine spirit in that house; it was enhaloed by the
-girl-wife’s character! No wonder that the son increased in favor with God
-and man! He was able to cope with the doctors mentally, yet subjected
-himself to his mother. I’ll certify that he was wonderfully like his
-mother. The traits of the woman that bore him are prominent in every man
-of fine measure.”
-
-“And are fine daughters, like their fathers,” laughingly questioned
-Miriamne, as she glanced at a reflection of herself in a metallic mirror
-suspended on the wall before her.
-
-“Ah, that depends on whether they have wholesome fathers.” Then, turning
-her eyes affectionately toward her daughter, Rizpah continued: “Thou hast
-enough of Hebrew in thee to leaven thee. Yet, let me plant this in thy
-memory, my lamb, destined most likely some time to lie in anguish on the
-altar of maternity: Mothers determine beyond all else the fate of the
-world by determining beyond all else the characters of their offspring.
-Yea, girl, in the homes of industry, the bugle-calls of the soldier, the
-moving orations of the holy teacher, there are ever heard echoes of their
-cradle days.” Rizpah paused, drew a long sigh, and again broke forth:
-“But, alas! men and women walk in pairs. How can the gentler of the
-two, alone, or opposed by the stronger, succeed? I’ve seen paired birds
-battle the sly serpent, creeping toward their birdlings, victoriously;
-paired weakness triumphant over huge danger; and I’ve seen the lords of
-creation dropping serpents upon their own mates and their own nestlings!
-If one would find a monstrous cruelty, he must needs seek in human
-homes!” Then the speaker, pausing, bowed herself, and sat swaying from
-side to side, with her hands over her eyes. Miriamne, accustomed to such
-action on her mother’s part, and knowing it was best when she was in
-such moods to leave her to herself, withdrew quietly. Yet, Rizpah seemed
-not alone to herself, for her mind was peopled with ghostly forms from
-her gloomy past; all painful companions, but still courted by the woman
-in her periods of morbidness. Presently she slept; the sleep of sorrow,
-that mercy balm of nature which comes to pained or wounded humanity
-as the power to grieve or ache is exhausted. The sleeper passed from
-consciousness of things about her, followed by the forms that had haunted
-her memory, and was soon among the wonders of dream land. Then came to
-her the sound of mighty contentions, and it seemed as if opposing forces
-were in conflict concerning herself. Rizpah, of the ancient, seemed to
-be trying to drag the dreamer toward seven crosses supporting seven
-stark forms. The babel of contending voices was silenced by others,
-exulting, as if in victory. There was a change; the sleeper seemed to be
-lifted up from caverns unutterably deep, and suffocating, upon a ruby
-cloud, soft as down to the touch, but irresistible in uplifting. She
-was borne swiftly, over vast realms of space, toward a golden gate-way
-with tomb-like arch, whose cross-shaped portal swung invitingly open. A
-river of light spreading to a sea, and vibrating with sense-entrancing
-melody, flowed outward through the mighty gate-way. On either side of
-the portals, and moving along the river, were many glorious beings. The
-latter soared on wings of mighty sweep, whose motions seemed to beat
-in accord with the melody of the flowing light, while, from within and
-without the gate-way, there came the sound of countless voices, all,
-as it were, mingling in the triumphant swellings of a grand anthem.
-The dreamer discerned in the anthem two words, repeated over and over,
-tirelessly: “_Glad Tidings!_” “_Glad Tidings!_” “_Glad Tidings!_” The
-golden gate became rose-tinted; the color deepening to purple and gold
-as down the stream of light there floated an island of gardens, and on
-the island appeared two human forms; a youth and a maiden. The anthem
-“Glad Tidings” continued; but sweeter, louder, deeper than before. And
-the sleeper perceived that on the wings of the glorious beings there were
-emblems; red crosses, about each cross a ring of fire; above the crosses,
-bejeweled silver cups; then she knew that the twain on the island were
-bride and groom. The scene changed; there was a consciousness of a flight
-of time. She looked again, and on the island she beheld a mother lovingly
-bending over a babe; over mother and babe tenderly bended a man, by the
-pride and the affection he expressed, attesting himself the husband and
-father. Rizpah was enraptured, and in her dream she prayed the scene
-might tarry. She was nigh being envious of that happy mother. But her
-prayer was denied her, for soon she was startled by a voice at her side,
-saying, in tones of mournful rebuke: “Farewell, forever!”
-
-The dreamer, looking about, beheld in her vision, her ideal, Rizpah; but
-the latter was wonderfully changed. Her eyes were dim and sunken; her
-form dwarfed, bowed and age-shriveled. Suddenly the whole vision faded
-into thin air, and Rizpah, of Bozrah, awakened filled with condemnation.
-Before she fully realized that she had been dreaming, she cried out:
-
-“Rizpah, oh, Rizpah, tarry a moment!”
-
-Silence was her sole reply. Little by little, as she collected her
-thoughts, she comprehended that her vision, while sleeping, expressed
-the facts of her life while waking. The heroine girl-wife of Nazareth,
-the newer, finer, surer, truer ideal of womanhood, was demolishing in
-the mind of the woman of Bozrah her former idol, the lioness of Gibeah’s
-hill. She knew this, for she found herself contrasting the two ideals,
-and in mind lingering by preference and with the greater delight about
-conceptions of the younger. Then began the struggles of the giants in
-her conscience; clean truth against hoar prejudices; sweet mercy against
-bitter revenge; Mary of Bethlehem against Rizpah of Gibeah. The matron
-of Bozrah, usually hitherto so self-sufficient, was changing. She felt
-that yearning inevitable in the career of most women for a confidant. She
-could not sleep; she could not now go down to get inspiration by standing
-before the grim Rizpah-painting, in the lower room; she was miserable,
-lonely and restless.
-
-Mechanically, she moved toward her daughter’s chamber, some way feeling
-that even a sleeper would be company to one so lonely as herself. Rizpah,
-alone, at night, in the grim, giant house, groping her way toward
-Miriamne’s sleeping place, was unconsciously illustrating her soul’s
-quest. She was in heart seeking alone, and in the dark, some one to take
-the place of her demolished ideal. Had the queen of women been there, in
-person, Rizpah, then, would have welcomed her. She groped her way to the
-maiden’s couch, feeling that, as she believed, her daughter was pure
-and good and loving. Could the matron have analyzed her own feelings,
-she would have found that she was in part led toward Miriamne because
-the latter some way seemed like, or near to, the girl-wife who was
-supplanting in the heart of Rizpah of Bozrah, the wild Rizpah of Gibeah.
-A cloud passing let a flood of silvering moonlight full on the sleeper’s
-couch, and Rizpah, feasting her eyes, murmured: “I wonder if that woman
-of Bethlehem were not very like this maiden?” As the mother gazed on her
-offspring she presently began noting features in the sleeper’s face that
-reminded her of the absent father and husband. She recalled him as he
-appeared under the palms that night at Purim, and as he was that day he
-lay pale and bleeding in her all-giving arms. The whole past, that was
-delightful, came trooping up, and with it there came the full light of an
-old love revived; a renaissance of that she had supposed buried forever.
-Soon the aged woman, all youthful again within, was mentally in hot chase
-after the pleasure she had parted from so hastily long years before. She
-was glad of her thoughts, for they were rejoicing; glad she was alone,
-for the thoughts seemed sacred. It was no use, had she willed, to resist;
-so she just gave up to the impulse, and with a half-suppressed cry,
-passionately twined her arms about the sleeping girl, and covered the
-face of the latter with burning kisses.
-
-The maiden started up in affright, breaking the spell that swayed her
-mother, but only in part at first. Rizpah was almost angered by the
-awakening, which caused the vision her soul was embracing to take swift
-flight. Her first glance seemed to say to the now awakened girl:
-“Begone, intruder! Leave me for a time alone with—” but she recovered
-herself, and was silent. Yet her mind ran on after the vision. She had
-not been embracing the girl, but the girl’s father, in heart. Had he
-happened there then, he would have been all-forgiven, all-welcome. So
-wonderful the heart of one capable of deep loving as well as deep hating;
-so wonderful the nature of such a woman as Rizpah, when her emotions,
-aroused, spread their throbbing pinions to soar at the behest of revived
-affection. “Human passion,” sneeringly some may say, and truly. But
-human passion is a gift of grace. When it travels along right lines,
-it quickens the one enriched by it to the noblest deeds. He whose name
-is Love came to earth through the Incarnation to show the splendor
-of human affection, working at its best in the kingdom of its finest
-displays—the home circle. The fate of Eden made men believe a lie, but
-Bethlehem refuted that lie for all time. Rizpah turned bitterly from
-the fiery, disappointing love she had experienced to stamp all loving,
-except parent love, a mockery. She had nursed her false creed, and
-suppressed her rebel heart by adoration of the wintry ideal of Gibeah.
-Now she was touched by a new influence, and it was to her as the touch
-of spring to winter-prisoned nature. For a few moments daughter and
-mother contemplated each other; the one as if dreaming, the other full
-of wilderment. Then the former quietly said: “I’ve been very nervous
-to-night. I’m quieter now, and will go to rest. Sweet dreams follow thee,
-daughter.”
-
-The maiden composed herself to sleep, and the elder woman passed out of
-the room. The latter, in going, perceived on the floor-slab a parchment,
-and bore it away with her. She said within herself as she did so: “It is
-best for Miriamne that I know of her reading.” But, after all, she was
-very curious to know all about the new matter, of which she had recently
-heard a part, on her own account. The writing, that of a masculine hand,
-ran as follows:
-
- “MIRIAMNE:—As I promised, I have herein recorded, for the
- help of thy memory, further facts about the Bethlehem Mother,
- MARY. Keeping constantly in heart the wonderful words of the
- angel Gabriel, she followed with constancy the wanderings of
- her Son as He went forth to heal and preach. She heard with
- pride and joy that a Dove of Peace from heaven overshadowed
- Him at His baptism in Jordan; but immediately she was plunged
- into anxiety, for he disappeared from the haunts of men
- in a prolonged absence. This was during the time of His
- temptation in the wilderness. He returned to gladden her,
- but immediately set forth to new trials, labors and dangers.
- The young Miracle-Worker was denounced and driven from among
- the people of His youth. Tradition points to the very place
- where his mother fell fainting, when she saw the people of
- Nazareth dragging her Son to a precipice by the city, with
- intent to cast Him down to death. At that place of the mother’s
- overcoming the Empress Helena builded the sanctuary called the
- ‘_Church of the Terror_.’ But that loyal mother never wavered
- in her allegiance to her Son, but, shortly after these things
- formally, publicly, bravely, received baptism at His hands in
- Jordan, at Bethabara. Indeed, this act on her part evinced
- not only the faith of a disciple, but the zeal of motherhood;
- her Son’s cause seemed to be failing, and she espoused it to
- strengthen it in its most trying hour. She was willing to dare
- all things to win for her Beloved a possible gain, however
- small.
-
- “The gathering storm grew darker about the Carpenter’s Son,
- and the leaders of the people were planning His destruction;
- but He pursued his work of healing and teaching serenely; His
- mother constantly hovering near him to encourage Him. She
- heard that John the Baptist, son of Elizabeth, the herald of
- her own Child, had been slain because he had been true to
- God. The harlots of the Court of Herod had procured John’s
- death, because that holy man had rebuked their vices. But even
- this shocking event did not overawe the mother of the Founder
- of the New Kingdom. She stood in splendid contrast with the
- murderers of the prophet. It was purity, almost single-handed,
- against lust corseleted by the nation; two phalanxes; one of
- few, the other of many; but, as common in this world, each
- led by a woman. Mary, like a parent bird fluttering over her
- nestling, sought by the fowler, hovered around her offspring.
- She exemplified the finest, fullest utterance of faith, ‘Jesus
- only,’ by determining to break up the home in Nazareth, in
- order that all the family might keep near the beloved One in
- His journeys. So it happened that when He was near Capernaum,
- working Himself nigh unto death, they visited Him to persuade
- Him to rest. Of this it is written:
-
- ‘_While He yet talked to the people, behold, His mother and His
- brethren stood without, desiring to speak with Him._
-
- ‘_Then one said unto Him, Behold, thy mother and Thy brethren
- stand without, desiring to speak with Thee._
-
- ‘_But He answered and said unto him, Who is my mother? and who
- are my brethren?_
-
- ‘_And He stretched forth His hand toward His disciples, and
- said, Behold my mother and my brethren!_
-
- ‘_For whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in
- heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother._’
-
- “To all He herein proclaimed the doctrines of His kingdom,
- self-denial, and though the words seem harsh, they were most
- kind, for by them He said, as it were, to His disciples:
- ‘Behold these all-sacrificing relatives of mine are twice
- related to me; by blood and by sufferings.’ It was, on Jesus’
- part, a public adoption of His own family. As He had been
- publicly adopted from on high when He typically submitted to
- death in His baptism, so when He beheld His mother, having
- forsaken all to be with Him, he proclaimed those that had
- elected to share His sufferings His kin indeed. The sword of
- His suffering bitterly wounded her when the rabble howled
- after the Healer, “_Thou wast born in fornication._” But He,
- amid all His engrossments, never forgot to minister to His
- mother as a courtly, reverent, loving Son. These words of a
- holy book not only speak of the workings of the providence of
- God, but assure us that He that uttered them was prompted to
- comfort His own widowed mother: ‘But I tell you of a truth,
- many widows were in Israel in the days of Elias, when the
- heaven was shut up three years and six months, when great
- famine was throughout all the land;
-
- “‘But unto none of them was Elias sent, save unto Sarepta, a
- city of Sidon, unto a woman that was a widow.’
-
- “And now for the present I close with all holy salutations.
-
- “A. VON G.”
-
-[Illustration: By P. R. Morris.
-
-THE SHADOW OF THE CROSS.]
-
-Rizpah was so engrossed with the matter of the letter that she scarcely
-observed the initials at its end. As she turned the letter over there
-fell into her lap a pictured parchment. It represented a woman, half
-kneeling and with arms outstretched toward a beautiful child, the
-latter balancing, and, as it were, taking a first lesson in walking.
-“That woman’s face is some way very like that of my Miriamne’s in
-beauty and thoughtfulness,” soliloquized Rizpah. Then observing a tent
-in the picture, at one side and under the tent, the form of a strong,
-dignified man, she again scrutinizingly exclaimed, “In truth, that face
-is Harrimai’s! How like my father!” For some time she sat considering the
-group, and then again spoke to herself: “Ah, I see, these are none other
-than the girl wife, husband and child of whom Miriamne has been reading!
-But what an improper legend at the bottom? ‘_A sword shall pierce through
-thine own soul also!_’ A sword has no place in that happy group!” And
-Rizpah still gazed at the charming presentment. Suddenly she started from
-her seat. “What’s this?” she cried as she traced a dark cross made by
-the shadow of the child’s outstretched arms and reaching from his feet
-to the mother’s bending knees. “I have it now; the cross is the sword!
-Some of the Nazarene heresy, the witchery of the ‘Old Clock Man!’” Rizpah
-flung the picture from her as if it were a serpent. She thought she saw
-a paramount duty, and without an instant of delay she hastened back to
-Miriamne, this time in angry mood—Rizpah of Bozrah, the fanatical Nemesis
-of heresy.
-
-“Here, girl! Whence this book of devils!”
-
-Miriamne, in fright, leaped from her couch, and Rizpah, laying hold of
-her arm, half dragged the bewildered, trembling girl to the adjacent
-apartment. “These?” imperiously questioned Rizpah, as she pointed
-vehemently toward picture and manuscript lying together on the floor.
-
-The maiden, overcome by the suddenness of the stormy outbreak, spoke
-tremblingly, pleadingly:
-
-“Oh, mother, forgive me if I’ve done wrong! Father Adolphus, the old—”
-
-“Oh, yes, the old wizzard! he gave them to thee,” interrupted the mother.
-“Enough! ’tis as I expected; the Christian’s doctrine of devils!”
-
-Miriamne reached forth, mechanically, to take the denounced objects, but
-Rizpah at once intercepted her, spurning them with her foot.
-
-“Don’t touch the leprosy! To-morrow we’ll hire some Druses beggars to
-burn them!”
-
-“But, mother, they are not ours; we must return at least the painting; it
-cost great labor!”
-
-“Leave that to me! Now, further and finally for thee, rash girl,
-I’ve commands. Listen! Thou art never again to meet or speak to that
-hoary-headed old wizzard, Von Gombard.”
-
-“But, mother—”
-
-“No evasion nor compromise!”
-
-“I can not treat the kind old man that way. He is so good, and all the
-people, Jews and Gentiles, love him,” pleaded Miriamne.
-
-“Enough! and, in brief, meet him or speak to him again, and I’ll disown
-thee! I’d drive thee, daughter of mine though thou art, out of my home to
-starvation and pray God to send all the plagues written in His book to
-haunt thee, while thy life remained, rather than tolerate heresy!”
-
-So saying, Rizpah fell upon her knees, as if even then to utter an
-imprecation.
-
-In terror the daughter ran to her, and shielding her eyes from the
-parent’s anger-distorted countenance, she pitifully cried:
-
-“Mother! Oh, mother! Don’t curse me! Save me! save me!”
-
-The elder woman’s body swayed and dilated as if she were possessed of
-some furious demon, checked and muzzled, but struggling to break forth.
-Evidently the pathos of the daughter’s appeal touched some responding
-chord of mercy, for the mother restrained herself and then suddenly arose
-and swept out of the bed-chamber. And yet Miriamne was not reassured; she
-felt the fascination of dread. With trembling her eyes were riveted on
-the open door; her ears heard the heavy, stately, threatening, departing
-footsteps, and great misery overwhelmed her. She felt, if she could not
-express it, that the breakers of a mighty wrath were heaving and tossing
-in that bosom on which she had hitherto rested when in pain or peril.
-She knew the meanings of those wavy motions, so like those of the boa
-retiring for renewed attack. She saw them passing up and down the form of
-Rizpah as the latter went out, her eyes burning, her body dilating. She
-had observed these things in her parent before, but never as now directed
-toward herself.
-
-In terror and anguish Miriamne fled out of the old Giant-house. There
-was relief and a sense of getting more truly under the sheltering wings
-of God in getting out under the serene canopy of heaven. So, often, the
-grief-stricken seek solitude, absence from all that has crossed and
-hurt, separation from all earthly, in a lonely appeal to the Holy and
-Loving. And so these two women, bound to each other by the strongest
-human ties, needing, because of their isolation, each other supremely;
-after all, loving each other with a choice, tried love, willing each to
-endure any cross, even unto death, for the other’s weal, and both anxious
-to serve God loyally, went apart. They exemplified the cross-purposes
-and misunderstandings that beset and mar life’s pilgrims. They needed
-sorely, both of them, pilot and beacon; some one to inspire as well as
-to exemplify all that is best in womanhood. The need was patent, but the
-remedy but dimly discerned.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-THE MISERERE AND THE EASTER ANTHEM.
-
- “Under the shade of His mighty wings,
- One by one
- Are His secrets told,
- One by one.
- Lit by the rays of each morning sun,
- Shall a new flower its petals unfold,
- With its mystery hid in its heart of gold.”
-
- “But even unto this day, when Moses is read, the veil is upon
- their heart. Nevertheless, when it shall turn to the Lord the
- veil shall be taken away.”—II Cor., 3:15.
-
-
-Midnight and moonlight were in Bozrah, and midnight and moonlight were
-in Miriamne’s heart as she wandered out into the city. She did not
-see her way further than to know it must be some direction other than
-toward her home. That place all her life hitherto the dearest spot on
-earth, was become her dread. As she moved away from it she did not
-look back. It seemed to her that there was an angry cloud enveloping
-it; a cloud holding a furious thunderbolt. As she went on, she rapidly
-passed through a series of painful feelings; those that naturally beset
-the runaway girl. First she felt very reckless, then, surprised at
-her recklessness, then very lonely as if every tie that bound her was
-broken, and then affrighted as she thought of confronting the great,
-strange, selfish world alone. A woman so young and so inexperienced; a
-bird with half-fledged wings, thrust out of the parent nest into a storm;
-altogether a pitiable creature. In the moonlight of her conscience,
-after a time, she dimly discerned a line of duty. It seemed to her
-that it were best for her to turn toward the church of Adolphus, and
-she resolutely turned thither. Before the resolution she had walked
-aimlessly; now with an aim and with some soul comfort. She did not have
-power to analyze her feelings; had she had such power she might have
-discerned the fact that she was turning toward something her reason told
-her was very good, therefore the soul comfort came as the harbinger of
-conversion. As yet the moonlight within, like that without, was not
-strong enough to resolve the shadows in and about her. She knew, and
-that alone, certainly, that she was miserable, wounded, bruised. So
-storm-beaten, in a flight from the ancient Rizpah and her counterpart,
-Rizpah of Bozrah, the maiden naturally turned toward the place where
-there seemed rest, escape; the haven known to all the troubled and sick
-of the Giant city. With a great throb of joy she at length drew nigh
-the Church of Adolphus. All was silent about it; but its up-pointing
-spire, emblem of eternal, aspiring hope, rest on a rock, stability—in
-grand contrast with the grim ruins God’s revenges had scattered in dire
-confusion all around, assured her. She remembered then that she had
-heard some say that they had been blessed beyond all telling, in hours
-of trouble, by the services of that sanctuary. She perceived that the
-church, from spire to portal, was flooded with silvering moonlight,
-while all beyond and around it was in shadows; then she wearily sank
-down by a small porch near the great entrance. As she sank she moaned a
-broken prayer: “Oh, God, take me!” Utterly overcome, she wished for a
-moment for death’s release; and death’s similitude, fainting, sometimes
-sent in mercy, came over her. How long she lay unconscious, she knew
-not. She was suddenly aroused by the stroke of a muffled bell; she
-opened her eyes and beheld forms gliding out of the darkness into the
-chapel. For a moment she felt a superstitious fear that chilled her. She
-vaguely remembered that that bell had been wont to toll thus solemnly
-when there was a funeral. Simultaneous with the thought she questioned,
-Was she herself dead? But she quickly collected her thoughts and then
-comprehended that there was to be a midnight service in the chapel. She
-remembered that Father Adolphus was wont to have such, at intervals. She
-longed to taste the joys within of which she had heard, and was at the
-same time restrained, lest by entering she should in some way part from
-her mother and the faith of her childhood forever. Conscience and desire
-waged war with each other, and the girl was too much excited to stand
-still or to reason clearly. She, therefore, mechanically moved through
-the open doors with the throng, out of the darkness into the light.
-Once within the place the grateful sense of peace and the splendors of
-the various appointments, beyond all she had ever before experienced,
-engrossed all her thoughts. The lofty arches, the well wrought pillars,
-the niches, in which were here and there saintly paintings, the lights,
-disposed so as to produce an impression of seriousness and rest, the
-hum of subdued voices, all came to her as balm. At the east she beheld
-a silver altar, velvet draped; on either side of it lofty columns with
-golden plinths and capitals; just back of the altar, in a light that made
-the face of the presentment more beautiful, she discerned the image of a
-woman, splendidly robed and jewel-crowned. For a moment she thought she
-was looking upon one living, for the crowned woman was so beautiful, so
-much a part of the place, and seemed so inviting. She contrasted her,
-in mind, with the terrible picture of Rizpah. Just then, with little
-persuasion, she could have run toward the woman, back of the altar, and
-plead for sympathy. The feeling was momentary. Little by little the truth
-dawned upon her, and she thought, “this represents the beautiful Mary of
-Father Von Gombard.” Then the moonlight within the maiden’s soul began
-to change into dawn. She gazed and gazed, and as she was so engaged, her
-thoughts took wing for heaven and her soul cried within itself as a babe
-for its mother. She knew not her way, but she knew she needed and yearned
-for a guide as pure as heaven and as serious as God. Her meditations
-were interrupted when she perceived the place growing darker about her,
-the forms of the congregation now becoming like so many moving shadows.
-All around her bowed their heads as in prayer, and, impressed by the
-solemnity of the place, she did likewise. There was a long silence. The
-hush of death was over the place, the only sign of life the stealthy
-movements of a tall, dark-robed personage, who glided about the chancel.
-The tower bell tolled again, once, twice, thrice; its muffled tones, as
-they died away, being prolonged, then caught up and borne onward with
-organ notes which filled the trembling air with entrancing melody. Then
-the organ tones softened and died away into subdued minors. “How like the
-sighings of autumn evening breezes, before a rain,” thought Miriamne.
-The place again was full of melody, the organ being reinforced by lutes
-and dulcimers, played by unseen hands. But the worshippers were silent;
-all bowed, apparently, in prayerful expectation. It was all new and
-exceedingly impressive to the maiden, and she was carried along by the
-spirit of the hour.
-
-The draped figure passed down from behind the altar-lattice and moved,
-on tip-toe, from one to another of the worshipers. Miriamne was curious,
-yet frightened. “What if he came to me?” The question she asked herself
-made her tremble. If it were the priest, she was sure he would be very
-kind and yet how would she explain her absence at that hour from home?
-She was alert to hear the words he spoke to others near her, and when she
-did, she took courage. They seemed just such as she needed. She knew the
-voice; it was that of Father Adolphus, in the tenderness and triumph of
-one filled with unearthly hopes and heavenly sympathy. The cadence of his
-voice accorded with the plaintive tones of the organ. Miriamne’s heart
-fluttered like a caged bird, back and forth, from yearnings to fears,
-as the priest drew nearer and nearer to her. She yearned to hear spoken
-to herself his balm-like benedictions; she feared, lest recognizing
-her, he should reprove. He seemed about to pass, as if not perceiving
-her. Now more intensely she yearned and dreaded than before. She could
-not restrain herself, and so she sobbed aloud like a child in pain. The
-priest tenderly placed his hand on her head and softly said: “_If we
-confess our sins He is faithful and just to forgive and to cleanse us
-from all iniquity._”
-
-“Oh, Father Adolphus,” she sobbed, “is this for me?”
-
-The priest started, but quickly recovered himself, and again spoke in
-the same tone as before, his voice rising in accord with a triumphant
-strain of the music: “_He died that we might live!_” Miriamne clasped and
-passionately kissed his hand.
-
-The place had become darker, little by little; the organ tones meanwhile
-growing deeper and more solemn, while voices from an unseen choir
-blended with them. Miriamne, recognizing, from the words of the singers,
-the penitential Psalms, followed the worship with deepened interest
-from the fifty-first to the fifty-seventh of the sacred songs. They
-expressed the pains and tempests of her own soul as they voiced sublimely
-sin-beseeching pardon. The Christian and Jew were for the moment made
-akin. The man at the organ was a master of his art, and while handling
-the keys of his instrument, he also played on the hearts of his hearers.
-He was aiming to reproduce Calvary, its scenes, emotions and meanings,
-and he succeeded. The devout assembly, following the motive and movement
-of the composition, was led mentally to realize the journey from the
-Judgment Hall to the Crucifixion. There were measured, mournful, dragging
-tones; Jesus bearing his heavy cross; then followed discord and confused
-uproar, the voices of a mob. Later on there were dirges and silences,
-followed, as it were, by blows and ugly cries. The nailed hands, the
-uplifted cross and the sneers of those who passing wagged their heads,
-were all revived to the imagination. With these sounds, from the first,
-there ran along a sustained minor strain, sometimes nearly obliterated,
-at other times ruling. It was as mournful as the sigh of the autumn winds
-amid the dying leaves and night rains. In the color and movement of that
-minor there was feelingly expressed the deep, poignant, undemonstrative
-sorrow of the mother that followed the thorn-crowned and scourged Son
-to his martyrdom. Then came a long silence, broken only by the fleeting
-whispers here and there. The worshipers were in earnest prayer. They
-were at the cross, as the friends of Jesus, in earnest communings.
-Again the organ broke in on the silence; there was a rush of air as if
-some one passed in rapid, terrified flight, followed by a sound like
-swiftly departing footsteps; the fleeing disciples came to the minds
-of the worshipers. Then the organ tones deepened to the rumblings of
-approaching thunders—heralds of a climax of catastrophies, while above
-the rumblings a solitary, piercing voice, which ended in a thrilling,
-agonizing cry: “_My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me!_” Following
-this came peal upon peal from the organ; louder and louder; discord and
-confusion; ending in mighty crashings. The rocking earth; the earthquake;
-the rent veil—all the tragedy of Cavalry—was presented in awful realism
-to the minds of the kneeling worshipers. Every light had been quenched,
-the temple within was as dark as a tomb, and not a sound could be heard
-but moans and penitential weepings. To one any way superstitious and not
-knowing the intent of the presentment, the whole would have seemed very
-like the realm of the lost, filled with damned souls, making pitiful
-last appeals to mercy; but to the worshipers there came a vision of a
-stark, dead form on a cross, standing out vividly against the darkness
-of Calvary around that cross the amazed, condemned crucifiers and a
-few disciples, the latter whispering about the burial. The realism was
-oppressive and some present cried out, as if by the bier of a loved one,
-while some fainted away. But the Healer was there. Father Adolphus, with
-a voice full of tears, with the pathos of Him that went down to preach
-hope to “the spirits in prison,” spoke to the penitents of peace, light
-and glory through faith. As the old Missioner went from one to another
-the lights of the chapel, one after another, reappeared. Presently the
-aged consoler stood by Miriamne: “Hast thou felt the power of the Cross,
-my child?”
-
-“Oh, Father Adolphus, I do not know; I only know I’m very wretched!”
-
-“‘Godly sorrow worketh repentance’; but thou wert as happy as a bird thou
-thoughtst and saidst a few days ago?”
-
-“I was a bird—a girl then! I’m a woman now. I’ve lived years in hours.”
-
-“Any sudden trouble?”
-
-“Oh, yes, a tempest and tempests.”
-
-“Possess me of all, daughter.”
-
-“I can not. It’s every thing. I seem so useless and nobody loves me!”
-
-“Thou art too young to be morbid and art greatly beloved by ONE.”
-
-“Oh, I can not come to Him. I’m under His ban; I do not honor my parents.
-How can I? One, my father, I never knew. I’ve seen him through my
-mother’s eyes, and to despise. Now I am afraid of her, and my terror is
-poisoning the love I once felt for her. Oh, I’m miserable, lost! Father,
-Father, save me!” And the wretched girl flung her arms passionately about
-the old priest.
-
-“Ah, girl, I can not; but there is One that can save.”
-
-“Save, save me—one so lost?”
-
-“He is a ‘Prince and a Saviour.’”
-
-“I do not know Him. He can not love me, and one must love me to save me;
-I’m so needy and wicked.”
-
-“Well said, and He is love. Only believe.”
-
-“I don’t know how to believe.”
-
-“Like a poor, sick babe, all need, thou, amid thy weaknesses, hast power
-at least to cry.”
-
-“Cry? What shall I cry?”
-
-“‘Help thou mine unbelief.’”
-
-Slowly, by wisely simple gospel-counsels, the aged teacher lead the
-penitent girl Christward. As they communed the congregation departed,
-and an attendant lighted the lamps. Presently the music of the organ
-again broke forth; but now in cheerful and triumphant strains. Miriamne
-listened, and as she did, a change came over her countenance. Her dawn
-was coming.
-
-“Art looking up, daughter?”
-
-“This music is like spring morning melodies, and I’m singing to it, in
-soul, I think.”
-
-“It is the morning song of souls; the angel’s greeting to Mary. Observe
-the words; first the ‘Hail Mary’ before the wondrous birth; then the
-serene assurance of the mourning mother at the grave, ‘He is not here, He
-has risen.’”
-
-“Ah, Adolphus, how blessed are you Christians in a religion all mercy,
-all songs, all love, and all nearness to God!”
-
-“‘Come unto me all ye that labor and are heavy laden.’”
-
-“I would I could hear Him say as much to me; but I can not go, come, nor
-do any thing else; not even stay away; I’m a bit of wind-drifted down!”
-
-“Come all ye heavy laden,” measuredly replied the priest.
-
-“Oh, if there were some one to bear me onward; blind and weak as I am!”
-
-“He carries the lambs in His bosom!”
-
-“Alas, I feel myself cowering away from His Holiness, when I attempt to
-approach Him alone!”
-
-“All to Him must go alone, in prayer as in death. He meets with a
-plenteous mercy the confiding ones who come by sorrows’ thorny path,
-as He will meet the needy in judgment who have only faith’s plea. Fear
-not to go alone; solitude has its benefits, and He is sole accuser or
-excuser. The terms of His rebuke are eternal secrets, as are the terms of
-His forgiveness. They lie alone, between the Blesser and the blessed.”
-
-“Is the lovely woman there, your Mary?”
-
-“Yes, child.”
-
-“And she was the mother of this Saviour?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And was He like her?”
-
-“He is, eternal; the ‘I Am’—not was nor shall be—always.”
-
-“Oh, yes; but is He like the woman?”
-
-“In my soul I so believe, to my joy; for she was godly, therefore,
-God-like.”
-
-“Then I can love Him, trust Him, and I’m sure He’ll pity me, at least.”
-
-“Amen,” piously ejaculated Father Adolphus. Then he said: “Now child,
-rest; it’s too late to go home. My sister, yonder, will care for thee
-till morning, and then thou must hie to thy home. Thou yet mayst be its
-peace-maker and blesser.”
-
-Easter-tide came. All nature was serene and seemed to recognize the
-memorial of holy, happy association. Father Adolphus was astir early to
-ply his industry of mercy for the suffering. “Poor, unhappy land, and
-unhappy because so blind! Oh, man, man, how thine eyes are holden, while
-fatlings, birds and flowers rejoice!”
-
-“Ah, unbenumbed by sinning, they, like the cattle in Bethlehem’s stable,
-are first to see the Saviour born of woman. ‘Praise ye the Lord, beasts
-and all cattle, creeping things and flying fowl. They shall not hurt
-nor destroy in all my holy mountain; for the earth shall be full of the
-knowledge of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea.’” Thus soliloquized
-the old priest as he passed toward well-known haunts of misery in the
-Giant City.
-
-Miriamne was called to a late breakfast by the kindly sister of Adolphus.
-The aged woman said little, but every act seemed freighted with motherly
-interest, and was like balm to the heart conscious chiefly of loneliness
-and wretchedness. The maiden longed to have the elder woman solicit her
-confidence, but the latter did not respond to the mute, though manifest
-desire. “It is better so. God’s work is best done in an hour like this,
-when He alone is left to searching and counsel.” So thought this aged
-minister. Experience under Father Adolphus had given her this wisdom.
-
-The coming of evening brought to the little religious house its master
-all cheerful, yet well wearied by a day of ministering for God.
-
-“Art here yet, daughter?” was his first greeting.
-
-“Yes; where else should I be? I’m friendless, lost, unhappy; even to a
-vague longing for death; but I’m frightened at that longing, since it
-seems as if I was as friendless in Heaven as on earth. Oh, it’s awful to
-be a two-fold orphan!”
-
-Just then the church-bell rang forth a merry peal.
-
-Miriamne looked a question, and the old priest continued: “Hark, it’s the
-pæan of peace, declaring that the Day Spring from on high has visited all
-those in the shadow of death.”
-
-“Another service?”
-
-“Yes, the best of all. We cling to the hours of this day and battle night
-away in joy, thus declaring our hope in the resurrection, the end of all
-nights. Listen, that’s my organ, the one I myself made.”
-
-Miriamne listened, and there was wafted to her an Easter anthem; at
-intervals containing the sentence: “Thou that takest away the sins of the
-world have mercy.”
-
-As they passed into the chapel, the maiden remarked: “There are more
-women here than there were at the other service?”
-
-“The other celebrated death; the chief pain-maker of woman’s life; for
-they live in love whose ties are constantly sundered by man’s last enemy.
-They are allured by the beautiful things, the joys, the hopes of our
-Easter service. It proclaims eternal victory over the destroyer.”
-
-“How beautiful the woman’s form back of the altar, good Father, to-night.”
-
-“Our moods within appear to us on objects without. So strangely the
-Kingdom of Heaven, beginning in the soul, spreads everywhere. It is
-natural, though to think that the resurrection time brought all joy to
-the childless mother: to this one as it did and does bring a thousand
-times to other mothers, like her bereaved.”
-
-The Easter service went onward, a succession of joys; the march of a
-pilgrim army with the goals in view; the triumph of truth, the crowning
-of life, the final discomfiture of death. Miriamne brightened as the
-service advanced; then came a fullness of joy; then a reaction and she
-finally fell into a sleep akin to a trance. It was the resting of the
-wounded on the way of healing. There was a Divine overpouring and a
-babe-like sleep of perfect trust; from this the voice of the priest
-aroused her!
-
-“Miriamne seems to rest.”
-
-“Oh, such a dream! I followed the songs to the sky and wished my body had
-wings. God lifted me up and I slept, dreaming myself into His presence. I
-thought I was in heaven.”
-
-“Thou art near it, child.”
-
-“Oh, this wonderful calm! What makes me so happy?”
-
-“Hast thou any token?”
-
-“I do not know: I murmured as the people sang these words: ‘_I know that
-my Redeemer liveth_;’ as I murmured that, every thing, got brighter, and
-I felt no more under the yoke and load!”
-
-“He is thy Vindicator. ’Tis well.”
-
-Then tears coursed down the old man’s face.
-
-And so the girl that fled out of her home, away from the phantom of
-Rizpah of the ancients, away from her mother; a pilgrim; all wants,
-all yearnings, in a few brief hours, had found a city of refuge, an
-everlasting hope and was in soul serenely resting.
-
-[Illustration: By Mengelburg.
-
-JESUS AT THE AGE OF TWELVE WITH MARY AND JOSEPH ON THEIR WAY TO
-JERUSALEM.]
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-A HEROINE’S PILGRIMAGE.
-
- “There is a vision, in the heart of each,
- Of justice, mercy, wisdom, tenderness
- To wrong and pain and knowledge of the cure;
- And these embodied in a woman’s form,
- That best transmits them pure as first received.”—Robert Browning.
-
- “Behold, the handmaid of the Lord: be it unto me according to
- thy word.”—MARY.
-
-
-Miriamne, the day after her conversion, at evening, was sitting in
-the portal of the church at Bozrah, musing. “Oh, how I thank Father
-Adolphus for showing me the way to this peace!” The western sky, to the
-maiden’s rapt imagination, seemed very like the gate of Heaven, and in
-her meditations she exclaimed as if talking to those in glory, yet near
-to her: “Mother of my Saviour, I need a mother! Thou and I, two women,
-loved of the same Lord, shall we not evermore be friends?” Then the stars
-glittered through the fading sun light like night-lamps, set along the
-parapets of that far off city, and the maiden felt as if heaven’s doors
-were being shut. She was oppressed with a sense of being left alone,
-and thereupon cried out, “Oh, Jesus, Jesus, do not leave me here in the
-dark; Oh! thou mother, sainted and happy, may I not be where thou art
-until morning?” The cry or prayer of the girl, having in it much of the
-poet, little of the skilled theologian, was one likely to be censured
-by those adept in stately forms, and yet it was very natural. Miriamne
-was but an infant in experience and had yet to learn that after the
-resurrection came Pentecost; then the Ascension. Steps like these are in
-the believer’s experience; conversion is a rising from the dead to be
-followed by the assuring work of the Holy Spirit, then Heaven. But the
-soul quickened from the charnel-house of sin and inducted, not only into
-a new inner life but into a new fellowship, hungers for more and more.
-Hence, it is a common thing for the young convert to wish to die, and be
-away from life’s turmoils and defilements at once and with the glorified,
-immediately, forever. It is as if the disciple would pass at once from
-the sepulcher directly up the Mount of Ascension. In this spirit Mary
-Magdalene pressed forward to embrace to her human heart the newly risen
-Saviour that morning when he tenderly restrained her. There was something
-for her to be and do before the final rest on the Divine bosom, in
-unending rapture. “_Touch me not; for I am not yet ascended_,” as if He
-would say, “I myself, have other work yet, before the eternal gates are
-lifted up for my triumphal entrance as the King of Glory.” “_Go to my
-brethren, and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father and your Father._”
-The master words were, “Go;” “say.” The load Jesus put on His followers
-was the same in kind, though infinitely less, that He took on Himself.
-Some way it was love burdening with blessing, for He that in dying agony
-sent the Rose of His heart, Mary, to the home of John instead of at once
-to Paradise, knew surely that then for her that was best. “To go” and
-“tell” was best for Magdalene, as to stay and work for a time is best for
-all:
-
-So Miriamne’s prayer, though so worded that it would have been censured
-by the learned churchmen, was heard in heaven, and He that said: “My
-peace I leave with you,” ministered, all unseen by human eye, to that
-lamb, bleating alone amid the dark giant castles of Bashan and the darker
-castles of fears that hover not far from each new-born of His Kingdom.
-She passed from repining, from morbidly wishing to die and from thoughts
-solely of her own weal, to the second stage of experience; that stage,
-where the young convert is influenced with a burning zeal to tell of the
-blessings found and thereby win others for the Saviour. Miriamne soon
-felt desire inexpressible to run and tell others of her joy. Then her
-mind recurred to her father, living somewhere far to the westward, just
-beneath where she had fancied the gates of heaven were a little while
-ago. “No, no; I cannot go yet! I must stay here and do something. Oh, I’d
-be ashamed to go to heaven and leave my father, my mother, my brothers,
-my people in their misery!” As she thus spoke she pulled her hand quickly
-down by her side. The motion like to one pulling away from some leading
-influence. A voice at hand spoke: “Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall
-neither slumber nor sleep.”
-
-Miriamne, with a slight startled exclamation, turned to see whence the
-voice and with joy beheld Father Adolphus.
-
-“Oh, dear Father, I’m glad you came this way! I want to tell you above
-all others how happy you made me.”
-
-Solemnly and tenderly the old man replied: “‘Not unto us, oh Lord; not
-unto us, but unto thy name give glory, for thy mercy and for thy truth’s
-sake.’”
-
-“Yes, He has done it; but you helped, good teacher; and I am so happy!
-Oh, I do not know myself! I feel so changed. I’m growing wiser, happier
-and stronger every minute.”
-
-“If so, then, He that called thee, daughter, had a purpose.”
-
-“I know it; see it; feel it. I’m called to help my people; to bring
-together Sir Charleroy and Rizpah.”
-
-“Say ‘my parents’; it’s more filial.”
-
-“Yes, but it’s so strange. I call them in my mind now all the time by
-their names. It seems as if I belonged to another family; that of Jesus,
-Mary and the Angels.”
-
-“A child of the Kingdom, indeed! When thy parents are converted, the
-family tie will be revived. Thou dost feel the love of heaven; the great
-eternal family bond, as Christ when he said: ‘My mother and my brethren
-are these which hear the word of God and do it.’”
-
-“But if I hope to bring my parents together I must go first to my father
-and persuade him. I know my mother will object to the journey. Can I
-disobey her and still please God?”
-
-“Ask God. I have for thee, and already see thy way. I have already acted
-in this matter.”
-
-“I can not forget the law in that I learn that ‘He that setteth lightly
-by his father or his mother is cursed.’ Among our noble ancients, the
-Maccabees, the disobedient child was even stoned to death.”
-
-“But thy salvation puts thee under the Gospel, although, under the Law
-even parents had duties; they were forbidden to make their children walk
-through the idolatrous fires. What says Jesus to thee?”
-
-“I do not know whether it be His spirit or not; yet all the time I hear a
-voice within me saying: ‘These twain shall be one.’”
-
-“I see thy soul abhors this actual divorcement of thy parents. Oh, how
-some play hide and seek with their consciences around forms as these do;
-not comforting but hating each other; not bearing together their common
-burdens; wide seas between them, yet fancying they have violated no law
-of God, because they have not asked the law of man to do what it never
-can, truly, proclaim two, neither having committed the deadly sin, apart.”
-
-“This separate living is their constant sin?”
-
-“He that starts wrongly repeats the wrong anew each time that, by act or
-thought, he approves the wrong first done. Sin’s name is truly legion.”
-
-“What an awful thing is sin!”
-
-“True, daughter. It blinds its victims here, and its wages hereafter is
-death.”
-
-“That’s why I fear to disobey my mother; what if it be sin to do so?”
-
-“The command, my child, is ‘children obey your parents—_in the Lord_.”
-
-“What does ‘in the Lord’ mean?”
-
-“I’ll tell thee, my little catechumen; there comes a time to some youths,
-in pious life, when duty to God compels disobedience of parents; as it
-came to Jonathan, son of Saul. God is Father and mother to the righteous,
-and His law must be first. Mary left home and every thing, first and
-last, to follow Jesus. Her way was the Christian’s.”
-
-“I thought once I was right in obeying my mother without question. Now I
-think I may be right in disobeying without question. The old and the new
-law are at war within me.”
-
-“Amid these Bashan hills Paul, the Holy Saint, traveled, led of God from
-thinking that directly opposite to his former beliefs, the truth. Jesus
-met him then on the way to Damascus, in power and in glory; Paul had been
-for a long time a profound scholar, a Pharisee of thy people. On this
-journey, enlightened by the spirit, he asked and learned sincerely to
-ask, the question of questions in this life; ‘_Lord what wilt thou have
-me to do?_’ I beseech thee to ask it daughter, as thy hourly prayer.”
-
-“Did God answer Paul?”
-
-“Yea.”
-
-“How?”
-
-“The blessed apostle tells all! ‘When it pleased God who separated me
-from my mother’s womb to reveal His son in me, that I might preach among
-the heathen, immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood, ... but
-I went into Arabia.’ Neither wife, friend, child, nor Ephesian Elders,
-clinging with tears, could hold him back from duty. Then he preached
-through this wild country.”
-
-“But I’m not Paul, and only a woman.”
-
-“‘Only a woman!’ She out of whom went seven devils, a woman, was the
-herald of the resurrection, and the church; God’s glory in the earth, is
-likened unto a woman. Oh, when a woman is clothed with the Sun, there is
-nothing more resplendent, and as for power, naught prevails against her.
-It seems to me if thou dost emulate her who said to God’s messenger:
-‘_Be it unto me according to thy word_’ thou wilt go ere long to thy
-father; but thou must now return!”
-
-“Return whither? This spot of all earth alone tolerates me!”
-
-“No, that’s changed! Thou art the Child of a King. Go home; ay, rise to
-tell of the One that hath risen in thy heart.”
-
-“Dare I? Must I?” Miriamne soon answered, by action, her own questions.
-
-The young woman started homeward; at first with fearfulness. Then there
-came to her great calmness and courage, as she thought: “If I was wrong
-in going, I’m right in returning. My mother scared me from home into
-God’s arms. I can tell her that.” The new life had quickened within her
-the springs of affection. In all her life before she had not been so long
-apart from her mother. She said to herself, “I’ll just spring into her
-arms, when I meet her!” And she would have, if permitted.
-
-The mother with a face like a stone, emotionless, saw her approach. When
-the latter stood by the threshold, the parent freezingly said: “Well;
-what dost thou want here?”
-
-A dozen answers pressed for utterance. Some like those shaped by an
-angry or reckless girl; some such as might come to a politic woman,
-having recourse ever to cunning against the odds of power. The first
-thoughts were not of love, the last not of truth. In an instant Miriamne
-remembered her new personality. She was the missionary! She dared, being
-right, face any thing, even her mother’s wrath; but in her soul she dared
-not let bitterness rule. She knew as well that she dared not tell the
-truth so as to convey a false impression. She might have done so once;
-but not now. “Lord what wilt thou have me to do?” the golden prayer was
-on her lips and she had instant grace to say quietly: “I was doing no
-wrong.”
-
-“Was where?”
-
-How brave the girl had become. Her reply was calm and courageous. “I was,
-for a time praying to God; but safe, for God was with me in the Spirit
-and good Father Adolphus in the flesh.”
-
-“The Old Clock Man!”
-
-“Yea.”
-
-“The wizard! I so suspected. Here is more of this bad work;” and Rizpah
-angrily thrust before Miriamne a scroll. “That fawning, heretic-priest
-came here and left this with mock piety saying: ‘I, being the mother,
-might read it!’ I had no humor to converse with him; but of thee I demand
-the full meaning. Now, no avoidance, girl; dost thou hear!” Miriamne was
-not only not abashed, but in her new-found courage took the letter, and
-without a quaver of the voice, read:
-
- “TO THE GRAND MASTER OF THE TEMPLE, LONDON.
-
- “_Faithful Knight and Son of the Church_:
-
- “GREETING—I herewith commend to thee and thy most pious and
- chivalrous offices, my beloved catechumen, Miriamne de Griffin,
- of Bozrah. She is the truly noble daughter of an English
- nobleman, now living somewhere in London. He is, I fear,
- prodigal toward God, and an exile from his family; perhaps in
- the distress of bodily ailment, most grievous. Prompted by holy
- desires, this young woman, whom I commend, may come to thy
- city in the hope of finding her father, for the compassing of
- his restoration to health, his family and righteousness. Had I
- the power, I would command the thousand liveried angels, said
- ever to attend the Holy Virgin, to encompass ever this sweet
- and pious daughter of Knight de Griffin; but being impotent to
- direct the angel guard, I serenely commit my daughter in the
- spirit, to the watch, care and chivalrous regard of thyself and
- thy companion knights.
-
- “All saints salute thee. My benediction be on thee. _In pace._
-
- “ADOLPHUS VON GOMBARD.”
-
-“And _thou_ dost think thou couldst go alone, half round the world, find
-that renegade wanderer, bring him here, make him good, tolerable, and
-re-unite our family? THOU?” Rizpah stopped, her voice almost at the pitch
-of a scream; her utterance ending in a groan that died with a hiss.
-
-Miriamne responded calmly: “I can not tell what I may achieve, that is
-with God; but I know what I must attempt. The path of duty is clear, and
-I enter it unwaveringly.”
-
-“And I, as unwaveringly, forbid.”
-
-“I expected this command, and in all love for thee, my mother, shall
-disobey it.”
-
-Rizpah turned pale, her eyes became leaden. She was for an instant like
-one stunned by a sudden, heavy blow, and disarmed. The little submissive
-child that she deemed her daughter to be, was suddenly transformed before
-her; changed in fact to a firm, strong, brave woman. But the elder
-quickly recovered, and while clearly perceiving that violence would be
-futile, had recourse to the last arm of the half-defeated, to ridicule.
-
-“Disobedience, oh, I see, this is a part of this superior religion of
-thine and that old ‘Old Clock Man;’ this Gombard, ha! ha! It was always
-so. New religions please by freeing from law! What an old idiot that
-Solomon of the ancients! He taught ‘forsake not the law of thy mother.’”
-
-“Mother, I have two parents and obligations to both. I find our home
-shattered, and I for most of my life half orphan. I have thereby great
-and lasting loss. My brothers and you suffer as well. I am led of God,
-in a desire to seek a remedy for our troubles. I would gladly obey your
-edicts, but first I must obey my Maker and King.”
-
-“Girl, false teachings lure thee to a curse.”
-
-“You know mother, you yourself cursed the memory of Herod not long ago,
-when we wandered amid the ruins at Kauawat and saw the remnants of his
-image, as angry Christians left it, shattered years ago. That day you
-said a curse on him that broke up families or made innocents mourn,
-whether he lived anciently or now.”
-
-“Well?”
-
-“I say a curse, bitter, on every act that breaks up or beclouds a home!
-But not I, it is God that curses!”
-
-Rizpah was speechless and withdrew from the room, motioning silence
-with a stately, angry wave of her hand. She was defeated in the debate,
-but not subdued. The next day Rizpah renewed the subject, but this time
-adopting the tactics of kindness.
-
-“My darling, since yesterday I’ve been thinking thy good intentions
-worthy of approval for their spirit of love. I’d approve thy purpose did
-I not forsee that the great sacrifice on thy part would be fruitless. Thy
-father and I could never live together! If thou foundst him thou couldst
-not love him as he is, and, as for reforming him, that were impossible!”
-
-“I must try.”
-
-“’Tis useless; a woman as wise, as patient, and as earnestly seeking
-that result as thou, gave years of devotion, deep as her life, to that
-purpose. They failed utterly.”
-
-“Was that woman my mother?”
-
-“Yes, listen. In the glorious romances of youth I met Sir Charleroy.
-I pitied him coming to our house a defeated Crusader, a refugee. Pity
-gave way to admiration. There were few about me whom I could love; I had
-no mother. In some way I gave him her part of my heart first, then the
-rest of it. I admired him for his soldier-like bravery. He was older and
-vastly wiser than I. All my ambitions seemed to be satisfied in climbing
-up with his thoughts. He was able to teach me a thousand things I never
-before heard of. Heart and mind were intoxicated. I unconditionally
-surrendered all to him, with an almost worshipful devotion. I could not
-have made a more complete committal if my God had come in human form
-and sought me for His everlasting companionship. I fled with him from
-my father’s home. In the wild Lejah and this Bozrah we lived for a time
-together, until he changed from lover to hater! Here my unnatural love
-was murdered by inches. I can now reason better than then, and yet the
-past seems like a nightmare. Thy father knew a great deal, intended to
-be kind but did not comprehend the dangerous responsibility of taking to
-his care such a passionate, imaginative, impressible creature as I was.
-He did not realize that there is a period in a woman’s life when she
-may be literally made into another being. In every generation women are
-walking by thousands through a sort of passion week. I walked in mine,
-ready to be molded almost into any form; but he tried to have me profess
-to be a Christian, live like a devotee of Astarte and be as Anata of the
-Assyrians to her husband, but the echo of himself. I might have done all
-this, but he tried to hasten me by force, and then all fell to ruins like
-those amid which we lived. That glorious structure of love which romance
-built, became the saddest ruin here in those days.
-
-“I was then a young woman, just entering the perilous, exhaustive periods
-of maternity. I was weak and nervous, and sometimes may have tried his
-patience, but I thought then that he ought to have borne with me. I am
-now certain he ought. After he left, I was for a time glad. I had renewed
-freedom from arguments, rasping and crossing of purposes. Then I felt
-the martyr’s joy. I felt I was left, a girl-wife, with babe in arms, to
-battle alone, for God’s sake, for thy sake. It seemed often that the
-arching heavens above were smiling upon baby and me; that sustained me.
-But, daughter, my moral training had been as thorough as has been thine.
-My idea of the solemnity and life-bindingness of the marriage tie could
-be no higher than it was. I believed it divine to be forgiving, and
-finally was impelled to turn from our broken home, to find, if possible,
-my recreant spouse. Dominated by convictions of duty, and often by a
-revived, wild, soul-possessing love for Sir Charleroy, I went to far
-off, strange London, I hunted out Sir Charleroy and was ready to be all
-things, any thing for his sake. He received me tenderly, only to soon
-change to cruelty. Your brothers were born there, adding to my load new
-burdens; but I was without help. He never seemed to study my comfort,
-pleasure nor needs. In a nation of strangers, with strange ways, I was
-alone. He knew scores; I knew only that one man. Repulsed by him I
-drank again and again the depths of misery, having no heart in all the
-great city to counsel nor love me. Then thy father took delight in vice.
-I was crucified for months; my only comfort communing in memory with
-the Sir Charleroy that had been, the tender, loving, brave Palestine
-knight. In those dark days, I found there was a place where persecuted
-Israelites secretly met; a sort of cleft-rock synagogue. Thither I went
-for consolation. I was wedded anew to my religion, because it was mother,
-father, husband and all to me; when there was none but God left to me. I
-came to long, daily, for the time to go to that meeting place of a few
-Hebrews just to pray God for two things. One, the most pitiful of prayers
-for a mother, that He would care for my children and keep them from being
-like their father; the other that I might be permitted soon to die! Thy
-father grew constantly more brutal, taciturn and fitful! At last I had
-an explanation. I found by unmistakable signs that he was going mad. I
-saw further that that madness took the shape of a murderous antipathy
-for me and the children. Under the advice of the rabbi, leader of our
-people at London, I determined, as the only alternative, to return to
-our Bozrah home and leave him to the care of his companion knights. In
-blank, leaden grief I left London. I came to these scenes of desolation
-with a heart as broken as any that ever survived its pains. I could have
-died. I returned, my fate fixed, the cup of my retribution for having
-disobeyed my parent full. Once a queenly, blithesome girl, petted and
-loved by hundreds, changed to a lone, sad widow and prematurely old. A
-wife without a husband, a Jew without the recognition of my people. How
-utterly isolated! Thou know’st the rest, daughter.”
-
-The two women were silent. Miriamne was moved by the revelation to a
-wondrous pity; but her royal sentence: “_Lord, what wilt thou have me to
-do?_” seemed to be written on the air just before her uplifted eyes.
-
-Then questioned the elder, “And thou my daughter, a woman, wilt not also
-leave me? It’s a woman’s heart that pitifully questions.”
-
-“I’ll never forsake my mother!”
-
-“And never leave?”
-
-“Except, only as God commissions!”
-
-“Oh, say that thou wilt never leave me in life! I said this in cruel
-pains for thee, Miriamne. Miriamne, daughter, here by the couch in which
-thou wert born, I plead.” So saying the mother dropped on one knee, flung
-one arm over the bed by her side, and stretched out the other toward her
-daughter.
-
-The maiden was profoundly moved, her loving heart seemed to be swelling
-within her, all her emotional nature ready to exclaim, “I’ll tarry,”
-but again her royal sentence: “_Lord, what wilt thou have me to do?_”
-controlled.
-
-“Loved mother, I am not my own. God has bought me, and in His dear love
-I go. The story of sorrow I’ve just heard confirms me in my purpose. I’m
-called, I know, to work out a new and brighter day for mother and father!”
-
-Rizpah was both pained and chagrined, and burying her face in her
-_pepulum_ moaned, “God, pity me!”
-
-“He does, I know, and sends a daughter to bear thee proof, my mother.”
-
-The mother, as if not hearing the latter words, continued, growing
-vehement: “The necromancy of that Nazarine priest has hastened the
-workings of heredity’s curse! Girl, thy father’s distemper is taking root
-in thy brain; thou too, art going mad! This scheme of peril, foredoomed
-to failure, is worthy of a bedlamite only. Oh, Jehovah, my shepherd, thou
-lead’st me now by bitter waters!”
-
-“Mother, you called me at my birth, ‘Marah,’ ‘bitterness.’ You know how
-the people murmured by the bitter springs of Marah, in the wilderness,
-but God showed Moses a tree that sweetened the water. I’ve seen that
-tree and felt its power. It grows on the mount called Calvary, and is
-immortal.”
-
-“Be considerate now, daughter, since I meet thee kindly. To one not
-believing thy Nazarene doctrine, it is useless to appeal with Christian
-figures.”
-
-“Well, mother, you remember Jeptha? He had a daughter, and she was
-all-influential with him.”
-
-“He was the cause of her death, as thy father will be of thine.”
-
-“But Jeptha’s daughter became a heroine.”
-
-“When dost thou depart?” questioned Rizpah.
-
-“Next Lord’s day I say my last prayers in Bozrah.”
-
-“Farewell. As well now as later. I can not bear a long parting, and after
-to-day we shall speak no more of this.” Miriamne was amazed by the sudden
-change.
-
-“Do I go in peace?”
-
-“Ah, daughter, what a question? A mother’s undiminished love will follow
-thee even unto death, winging a thousand daily prayers to Israel’s
-Shepherd in thy behalf. Yet, I shall condemn thy going, rebuke thy
-disobedience, perhaps frown upon thee, and even say, ‘I disown thee!’
-But, though I do all this, there will be tears in my voice and kisses
-in my heart, for my first-born. All my authority as a mother cries
-against thy going, and all my mother-heart embraces. I’ll not kiss thee
-as thou departest, but waft hundreds after thee when thou art gone. I’m
-not Rizpah, devotee of Rizpah now. I’m only a woman, a parent, a voice
-uttering two decrees; one of the head and one of the heart!”
-
-Miriamne was inexpressibly rejoiced by the words she had heard, as they
-betokened the breaking down of the strong opposition to her purpose; but
-she could not trust herself further than to say, as she affectionately
-embraced her mother, “And I can only cry as did that noble Bethlehem
-mother to God’s messenger: ‘_Be it unto me according to thy word._’ He
-leads, I follow.”
-
-[Illustration: By W. Holman Hunt.
-
-THE YOUTH JESUS YIELDING TO THE WISHES OF HIS MOTHER.]
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
-CONSOLATRIX AFFLICTORUM.
-
- “Furl we the sail and pass with tardy oar
- Through these bright regions, casting many a glance
- Upon the dream like issues and romance
- Of many-colored life that Fortune pours
- Round the Crusaders till, on distant shores,
- Their labors end.”—WORDSWORTH.
-
-
-Miriamne’s welcome at the “Retreat of the Palestineans,” at London, was
-most cordial. The Grand Master of the returned knights and his wife
-received her as a daughter; the companion knights vied with each other in
-efforts to serve the child of their once honored comrade, Sir Charleroy
-de Griffin. But the maiden never for a moment lost sight of her mission.
-No sooner had she been bidden to rest than she questioned as to her
-father’s welfare. The Grand Master attempted to assure her that she might
-recuperate after her journey, but she only the more urged her desire to
-be taken to her parent at once.
-
-“Worthy Master, dalliance would not be rest, but torture, to me. Being
-now so near my father, I’m filled with a ruling, all-exciting longing to
-see him, at once!”
-
-“Be patient, daughter, for a little season; all is done for him that can
-be. The princely revenues of the knights of Europe are at the behest of
-each of our veterans, as he hath need.”
-
-“Ah! but your wealth can not provide him what I bring—a daughter’s love!”
-
-“And yet, daughter, since you press me, I must explain that he is under a
-cloud which would make thy offering vain at present.”
-
-“There is no need, kind commander, to make evasive explanations. I have
-been forewarned of my father’s troubles of mind.”
-
-“But he is violent at times, and we are compelled to keep him secluded in
-the asylum of our brotherhood.”
-
-“Good Master, that but the more increases my ardor to hasten a meeting
-with him. I want to try the cure of love upon him; I’ve all faith in its
-efficacy. When may I go?”
-
-The foregoing was a sample of Miriamne’s words each day. Her appeals
-touched all hearts and finally over-persuaded the medical attendants,
-who, in fact, began to fear lest refusal would unsettle the maiden’s
-mind. She was all vehemence and urgency on this subject.
-
-The meeting was a sorrowful and brief one.
-
-She was not prepared for such a spectacle as her father presented, and
-her cry, “Take me to him,” was changed to one more vehement now:
-
-“Take me away!”
-
-Terror supplemented her utter disappointment. To both feelings there
-was added a sense of humiliation. She imagined her return to Bozrah,
-empty-handed; the possible gibes of her mother and others. Her great
-faith seemed fruitless and her enthusiasm ebbed. Then she began to
-question within herself whether or not, after all, the new faith she
-had embraced was not a splendid illusion! She was in “Doubting Castle,”
-with “Giant Despair,” and the mighty, impelling question, “What wilt
-Thou have me to do?” little by little lost its grip on her will. It had
-seemed to her the voice of God; now it seemed little more than the echo
-of words heard in a dream. She was moved now by a desire to get away from
-something, but she could not define the thing. Certainly she desired to
-escape her disappointment, but not knowing how, she sought to get away
-from its scene. If she could have run away from herself she would have
-been glad to have done so. She fled from the asylum, as soon as night
-came to hide her flight. She had not strength to go far, and the Asylum
-park of many acres of lawns and groves, afforded her solitude; that that
-she now chiefly desired. The night the desolate girl thus went forth was
-a lovely one; a reflection of that other night of sorrow when she fled
-from the old stone-house home to the chapel of Adolphus at Bozrah. And
-the memory of that night returned to the girl with some consoling. Again
-she looked up to the firmament and was calmed by the eternal rest that
-seemed on all above, and again she yearned to go up further to the only
-seeming haven of righteousness and peace.
-
-Then came the reaction; the prolonged tension had done its work, and the
-young woman dropped down on the earth. How long she lay in her blank
-dream she knew not. If during its continuance she in part recovered
-consciousness, she had no desire nor strength to rise or throw off her
-weakness.
-
-Ere long her absence was known at the Grand Master’s and an eager search
-was instituted. Foremost in the quest was the young chaplain of the
-knights and his quest brought him first to the object of search.
-
-“Can I aid my lady?” said the chaplain, in kindly tones, standing a
-little distance away from her, in part through a feeling of delicacy akin
-to bashfulness, and in part fearing lest by any means he should affright
-her.
-
-The young woman lay motionless; her eyes closed; her face as the face of
-the lifeless. Receiving no answer, the man questioned within himself:
-“Is she dead?” Fear emboldened him, and he essayed active assistance.
-Delicately, gently, firmly he raised up the prostrate woman. She seemed
-to realize that some one was assisting her, but she was very passive.
-Her head, drooping, rested on the young man’s shoulder, and she sighed a
-weary, broken sentence:
-
-“I’m so glad you came, Father Adolphus!”
-
-“Not Father Adolphus, but one rejoiced to serve a friend of his.”
-
-The maiden was silent a few moments, as if listening to words coming
-to her from a distance, through confusions. Memory was struggling to
-re-enforce semi-consciousness. Then came comprehension; she realized
-the presence of a stranger, and, with an effort, stood erect. Her eyes
-turned on the chaplain’s face with questionings, having in them mingled
-surprise, timidity and rebuke. The man interpreted her glance and made
-quick reply:
-
-“At my lady’s services, the Chaplain of the Palestineans. We are all
-anxious at the Grand Master’s concerning yourself.”
-
-“Anxious for me!” She found words to say that much, and hearing her own
-words she recalled her recent thoughts of herself, as one being very
-miserable and very worthless. She turned her eyes from the young man
-toward the woodland, in the darkness appearing like a gateway to black
-oblivion. She yearned to bury herself in the oblivion utterly, and her
-looks betrayed the thought. The youth gently touched her arm, saying:
-
-“Despair has no place here; the Palestineans vanquish it.”
-
-She then looked down toward where she had been lying, both nerves and
-will weakening. It seemed to her a bed, even on the earth, were inviting,
-especially so if she could take there a sleep that knew no waking.
-
-The young man had ministered to his fellow-beings long enough to have
-become a good interpreter of hearts. He discerned the thoughts of the one
-before him, and offered prompt remedies, words wisely spoken:
-
-“Our faith makes us all hope to see our guest happy ere long.”
-
-Then she gave way to a flood of tears. The tears moved the man to
-exercise His professional function, and forgetting all else he spoke
-as a comforter to a sorrowing woman. She listened, but, except for her
-sobs, was silent until he questioned: “Shall I stay to guide back to the
-‘Refuge,’ or return to send help?”
-
-She answered by turning toward him a face pale and blank, lighted alone
-by eyes all appealing. He interpreted the look and continued: “I’ll tarry
-to aid. Shall we now seek the ‘Refuge?’”
-
-Then she exclaimed, “Alas, there seems no refuge for me!”
-
-“The troubles of Miriamne de Griffin enlist all hearts at this place, I
-assure you.”
-
-“And this, your kindness, with your happiness ever before me, but makes
-to myself my own desolation more manifest! Ah, I’m but a hulk in a dark
-tide!”
-
-“Lady, say not so, I beseech you. Look, there!” Languidly, mechanically,
-she turned her eyes in the direction the speaker pointed; then suddenly
-drew back from sight of a white apparition, standing out boldly from a
-background of dark shrubbery. Her nerves all unstrung were for the moment
-victimized by superstitious dreads.
-
-“Only, calm, pure marble; a fear-slayer; not fear-invoker! Look
-at its pedestal!” assuringly spoke the chaplain. The maiden
-did as bidden and slowly read, repeating each word aloud:
-“_Sancta-Maria-Consolatrix-Afflictorum._”
-
-“By easy interpretation: ‘Mother of Jesus, consoler of the sorrowing!’”
-responded the young man.
-
-“Ah, like all consolations nigh to me, this is only stone and set in deep
-shadows! It can not come to me!”
-
-“True, yon form is passionless stone; but the truth eternal, which it
-emblemizes, is living and fervent.”
-
-“Life and fervor? Death and sorrow submerge both!”
-
-“There is mother-love in the heart of God; to one so nearly orphan as my
-friend, it must be comforting to look up believing that in heaven there
-are fatherhood, motherhood and home! This is the sermon in yon stone.”
-
-Then the chaplain gently, reverently drew the sorrow stricken maiden
-toward the “Refuge” and she followed, unresisting. As they moved along,
-she essayed to seek further acquaintance with her guide.
-
-“May I know the chaplain’s name?”
-
-“Certainly; to those that are intimates, ‘Brother’ or ‘Friend;’ for such
-I’ve renounced my former self and name.”
-
-“But if I should need and wish to send for you? I might. I could not call
-for ‘Brother.’”
-
-“Ah, I’m by right, ‘Cornelius Woelfkin;’ yet the names are misnomers,
-since I’m not kin to the wolf, nor am I ‘a heart-giving light’ as my name
-implies; at least if I give light it is but dim.”
-
-The meeting of the young people, apparently accidental, was in fact an
-incident in a far-reaching train of Providences. The young woman was in
-trouble and needing such sympathy as one who was both young and wise
-could give; the young man was courteous, pure-minded, wise beyond his
-years, free from the conceits common to young men of capacity, and being
-a natural philanthropist, naturally sympathetic. The young woman was at
-the age that yearns for a girl friend, and needs a mother’s counsel; the
-young man had much of his mother in his make-up; enough to fit him to win
-his way into the confidence and fine esteem of a refined and trusting
-young woman; but not enough to make him effeminate. Somehow he exactly
-met the needs of Miriamne’s life. He could advise her as sincerely and
-wisely as a mother and companion her as affectionately as a girl friend.
-Having neither girl friend nor mother, the young chaplain became both to
-her.
-
-They were both impressible and inexperienced in the matters that belong
-to the realms of the heart, in its grander emotions; therefore with a
-charming simplicity they outlined their intentions and the limitations
-of their relations. They assured each other, again and again, probably
-in part to assure themselves, that they were to be very true and very
-sensible young friends. Their converse often ran along after this manner.
-
-“We understand each other so well!”
-
-“Yes, and are so well adapted to each other!”
-
-“We have had too much experience to spoil this helpful relation between
-us, by giving away to any sway of the romantic emotions.”
-
-“There has seldom been in the world a friendship between a young man and
-young woman so exalted and wise as ours is.”
-
-They agreed that she should call him “brother,” and he should call her
-“sister.” At first they said they wished they were indeed akin by ties
-of blood; though in time they were glad they were not. In this they were
-like many another pair who have had such a wish, and in their case as in
-many another like it, the wish, was a prediction of its own early demise.
-
-Among the works of art in the park of the Palestineans was a commanding
-bronze of Pallas-Athene, the goddess believed by her pagan devotees to
-be the patroness of wisdom, art and science. She was the Virgin of the
-Romans and the Greeks, their queenly woman, deemed by her wisdom ever
-superior to Mars, god of war. She was represented bearing both spear
-and shield; but these as emblems of her moral potencies. In a word, she
-was the result of the efforts of those ancients to express a perfection
-that was virgin and matchless, because too fine and exalted to have an
-equal. Between the “White Madonna” and this Minerva, Chaplain Woelfkin
-and the Maid of Bozrah often walked, back and forth, in very complacent
-conversations. They desired themes, the ideals afforded them; they were
-in a frame of mind that delighted in Utopianism, and the effigies of the
-women guided their day-dreams. Youth, quickened by dawning, though as yet
-unperceived, love, naturally begins building a Pantheon filled with fine
-creations. That is the time of hero-worship in general; afterward comes
-the iconoclastic period when every idol is cast down to make place for
-the only one that the heart crowns. Cornelius praised sincerely Miriamne,
-when she said she would be as the Græco-Roman goddess—very wise, very
-pure, very strong. Day by day, he believed she was becoming like Minerva.
-Then he thought it very fine for the maiden to emulate the goddess in
-every thing, even her perpetual virginity. Again, walking near the
-Madonna and discoursing of her as the ideal of womanhood, as the mother,
-the minister, the saint, the maiden said she would emulate the latter;
-the chaplain in his heart prayed that she might.
-
-Once he finely said: “A pure, patient woman is God’s appointed and best
-consoler of the afflicted. Miriamne, be like Mary, and Sir Charleroy will
-find restoration.”
-
-The young woman was encouraged by the words to increase her efforts in
-her father’s behalf. Now she did so not only because prompted by a sense
-of duty, but because filial love seemed a fine ornament for a maiden.
-Birds in mating-times put on their finest plumage; men and women do
-likewise. The chaplain was a humanitarian by profession, and naturally
-joined the maiden in her efforts for her father’s recovery. So their
-thoughts and their works ran in parallel lines. They had unbounded
-delight in their companionship and common efforts. This delight they
-innocently explained to themselves as the natural result and reward of
-their fine, exalted, frank, wise, brother-like, sister-like friendship.
-In hours of their supremest satisfaction they generously expressed
-sorrow for the world at large, because so few in it knew how to attain
-such bliss as they enjoyed. In a word, they were a very fine and a
-very innocent pair, a complete contrast with Rizpah and Sir Charleroy
-at Gerash. The latter took their course under the torrid influences of
-Astarte of the brawny Giants, the former moved forward charmed and led by
-those things that were held to be the belongings of the fine women whose
-statues graced the park of the Palestineans. Miriamne asked wisdom later
-of her elect counselor, and he advised her to send letters to Bozrah
-urging her mother to join her in London, in efforts in behalf of their
-insane kinsman.
-
-The young man very wisely argued: “He is a fragment, flung out of a
-wrecked home; his perturbed mind is clouded by the wild passions of a
-misled heart. We must balance his brain by calming his heart. He is
-filled with hatings, and love alone is hate’s cure. If the past losses be
-recovered, he must be brought back to the place of loss.”
-
-Miriamne wrote to her mother, glad to please her counselor by so doing,
-and yet almost hopeless of gaining any answer that was favorable. The
-maiden renewed her visit to her father’s lodge in the asylum. She was not
-permitted, nor did she then desire, to see her parent. She shuddered when
-she remembered the one dreadful meeting of the beginning, and was content
-to sit outside the door of his cell or keep, day by day, to perform such
-little services as she could. Sometimes she would call the insane man by
-his name, or title; sometimes she would call out: “Father, would you like
-to see Miriamne?” or “Father, your daughter is here.” At other times she
-would sit near his door singing Eastern songs, especially such as she had
-heard were favorites of her parents in their younger days.
-
-Days passed onward, and there appeared no result beyond the fact that
-when she was thus engaged the knight became very quiet. At the suggestion
-of Chaplain Woelfkin, she changed her method, and began in hearing of
-the knight a recital of the history of Crusader days. In this she was
-encouraged, for an attendant told her that her father each day, when she
-began, drew close to his barred door to listen. As she came near the
-time of the Acre campaign, the knight’s face was flushed with interest.
-Having followed the narrative up to the fall of the city and the flight
-of Sir Charleroy and his comrades, she paused. Then she was surprised
-and delighted at once, for the incarcerated man in a voice both calm and
-natural, ejaculated the words: “Go on!”
-
-Miriamne would have rushed to the prison door had not Cornelius, who
-stood not far away, motioned her to remain seated and to continue. For a
-moment she was at a loss how to proceed, but then she bethought herself
-of an experiment. She described by a kind of a parable the career of her
-father, as follows:
-
-“And the noble knight, after years of illness, was found by his loving
-daughter. Under her kindly care he recovered, and at her earnest request
-he returned to his home in Palestine. There he spent many happy years
-with his reunited family, consisting of a wife, daughter and twin sons.
-He is living there now, and all that family agree that theirs is the most
-happy and loving home on earth.”
-
-“It’s a lie! a lie!” almost shouted the lunatic. “Sir Charleroy is
-not there. He went mad; the devil stole his skull and left his brain
-uncovered to be scratched by a million of bats. That’s why he went mad; I
-know him; he went mad, and is mad yet, and you get away with your lying!”
-
-The daughter fled in terror at the succeeding outburst of wild profanity;
-but she was still rejoiced, that a chord of memory had been struck. It
-gave a harsh response, yet it gave a response, and that was much. She
-continued her efforts as before. The interviews were not fruitless,
-but they were costing her fearfully. She complained to no one, yet her
-youthful locks, in a few months streaked with silver, told the story of
-suffering.
-
-One day there was delivered at the Grand Master’s a huge package directed
-to herself. Miriamne, filled with wonder, called help to open the case.
-Just under the cover she beheld a letter. She knew the handwriting. It
-was her mother’s. Her heart took a great leap, and as a flash of joy
-there ran through her mind the thought:
-
-“Mother has sent something to help. Perhaps it’s her clothing, and she is
-coming!”
-
-Tremblingly Miriamne read the epistle. How formal:
-
- “MIRIAMNE DE GRIFFIN:—Thou went’st without my leave. Do not
- return till sent for. Thou left’st a loving mother for a
- worthless father, and this is a daughter’s reward. Thou dost
- say Sir Charleroy is mad. I knew it, and think that the curse
- is descending on thee. But I doubt not the man has cunning in
- his madness, and has prompted thee to inveigle me into his
- toils again. Once he had me in England, and there he put me on
- the rack of his merciless temper and lust! Shame on him for
- that time! Shame on me if he have opportunity to repeat it! I
- send thee a comforter. Put it before his eyes, and tell him
- that the woman of Bozrah is before him. Tell him that she, like
- Rizpah of old, is true to the death to her sons, and, while
- waking, never forgets to curse the vultures!”
-
-No love was added. There was no name appended. Miriamne felt like one
-disowned. She dreaded to examine the contents of the case; but a servant,
-who began the opening just then, spread it out. As she suspected, after
-she had read the letter, it was the (to her) hateful picture of ancient
-Rizpah.
-
-It was evening, and the maiden sought a refuge from her troubles in the
-park. It was, on her part, another flight from the face of Rizpah of
-Gibeah; another seeking of solitude from man that she might gain that
-sense of nearness to the Eternal Father under the calm, silent stars of
-His canopy. It was like that flight from the old stone house of Bozrah to
-the chapel of Father Adolphus that she had made long before.
-
-The maiden’s course brought her to the “White Madonna,” and there she
-found her counselor and brother, the chaplain. He had heard that Miriamne
-was desponding that day, and had bent his course hither, confident that
-the “_Consolatrix Afflictorum_” would prove a tryst. The scenery around
-Pallas Athene was the finer by far, but to a troubled heart there was the
-more allurement in the place where the love of heaven was expressed.
-The Minerva expressed self-sufficiency; the “White Madonna,” God’s
-sufficiency. One expressed justice, culture, the perfection of human
-gifts, regnant and victorious; the other spoke of welcome, healing,
-mercy, and help for those who were in pitiable needs. The virgin evolved
-by the philosophers of the Greeks was a concept touching but few of
-humanity, and fitted to be crowned only in a world of perfections, such
-as has not yet existed. The “White Madonna” depicted a real character who
-had a human heart and heavenly traits, and that easily found acceptance
-in human affections.
-
-The maiden and her counselor sat together for a long time; she speaking
-of her social miseries, he of God’s remedies; she describing the
-thickness of the night about her; he telling her in beautiful parables
-that there was a refuge and an asylum, though the night obscured all for
-a time. As they conversed the rising moon flooded the “White Madonna”
-with silvering light, and the chaplain rapturously exclaimed:
-
-“See, the moon gets its light from the sun, and gives it to the image. We
-do not see the sun, but we see its work and glory reflected! So God hands
-down from heaven to His children, by His angels and ministers, the powers
-and blessings that they need. Miriamne, we have a Father who forgets none
-and is munificent to all!”
-
-[Illustration: Paul Veronese.
-
-THE WEDDING AT CANA.]
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-THE WEDDING AT CANA.
-
- “I would I were an excellent divine
- That had the Bible at my fingers’ ends;
- That men might hear out of this mouth of mine
- How God doth make His enemies His friends;
- Rather than with a thundering and long prayer
- Be led into presumption, or despair.”—BRETON.
-
- “Hear ye Him. Whatever He saith unto you, do it.”—MARY.
-
-
-Chaplain Woelfkin heard of Miriamne’s reply from her mother. He was both
-glad and sorry thereat; sorry the heart he tenderly esteemed should have
-been so wounded, and glad that the wounding afforded him opportunity to
-show how gently and wisely he could comfort.
-
-“Your trial came at a fortunate time, sister.”
-
-“I can not see how such a rebuke can ever be timely, being unjust and
-cruel.”
-
-“True enough; but if fate must assail, it is well to have its hardships
-fall on us when we are supported by dawning hopes. There are hopes near
-for Miriamne.”
-
-“Let not my brother’s warm heart give me false comfort. I’ve no sight of
-hope.”
-
-“Say not so; there is a surprise in store for you.”
-
-“Now, pray, explain.”
-
-“You will be permitted to meet your father at the chapel service
-to-night.”
-
-“Oh, but—!” and Miriamne bowed her head and waved her hand as if to repel
-some unpleasant spectacle.
-
-“Be not perturbed, sister. Let me explain: You came hither to seek
-your demented parent, hoping that love would find a way to compass his
-healing. The purpose and effort were alike noble and wise. You lost heart
-because the results were slow to appear; but the good seed was sown, and
-now for the fruit.”
-
-“Has my father recovered?”
-
-“He has improved, and to-night we’ll sit quietly while we apply the balm
-of Gilead.”
-
-“Now am I in a mystery.”
-
-“Miriamne’s ministries have touched a responsive chord in Sir Charleroy’s
-heart and fitted him to attend our mind-cure services. Love is the surest
-remedy for a mind gone down under the ruins of the crushed heart. Sir
-Charleroy calls his daughter ‘Naaman’s little maid,’ and but yesterday
-said: ‘Ah, she’ll take me to healing Jordan yet!’”
-
-“Blessed be God,” devoutly exclaimed the maiden, glancing heavenward.
-
-“To which I say ‘amen,’ assured that great things will come through our
-‘_Birth of Peace_.’”
-
-“And what is that, pray?”
-
-“We are trying to soothe the tumultuous minds of our asylum patients by
-displaying sweet peace in picture garbs. To-night by the aid of a musical
-and illustrative service we shall depict, in the chapel, the Birth of
-Jesus. But I’ll not explain further now. Wait until the hour of service,
-sister.”
-
-When the people were gathered, Miriamne, glowing with hope, yet silenced
-by anxiety, was in the midst of the assembly. The preliminary services
-moved slowly along with a studied absence of hurry. Miriamne could not
-give them her attention; she was disappointed because she did not see her
-father present, and the chaplain himself was not there. Presently the
-music of the occasion arrested her attention. She followed its movement
-and found it gaining control of her feelings. There was an organ in soft,
-quiet tones leading voices that murmured words of trust and rest. She
-followed the flowing tide of melody again and again, each time further,
-higher, more contentedly, until one strain, expressive of serene triumph,
-lifted her to a very third heaven of satisfaction. There it left her
-almost at a loss to say where the melody ceased and the remembering began.
-
-At that instant, the chaplain passed by her side, robed in white,
-hurriedly whispering so she alone could hear: “Your father is behind the
-screen of Templar banners, quietly listening. Be hopeful and pray. God is
-good!” The words to her soul were as rain whisperings to spring flowers
-in a torrid noon.
-
-Advancing to the raised platform, the young man told the story of
-Bethlehem, ending with a beautiful description of the angel song of
-“_Peace on earth, good will to men_.” The words of the speaker were
-quietly spoken, and his address mostly like that of one conversing with
-a few friends; but the words were very impressive. When all had bowed to
-receive the benediction, Miriamne, lifting her eyes, beheld her father
-sitting, with the flag screen thrown aside, full in view, but clad as
-a knight and without manacle or guard. For a moment he sat thus, then
-arose and calmly moved out of the chapel toward his lodge. She obeyed a
-sudden impulse and rose to speed after him, but the restraining hand of
-the Grand Master was laid on her arm:
-
-“Wait; not yet, daughter.”
-
-Renewed hope made it easy for her to comply, and she sat down again
-filled with gratitude toward God. A series of similar services followed,
-each bringing new causes for hopefulness to the maiden.
-
-“We are going to Cana to-day, sister,” remarked the young chaplain some
-weeks subsequent to the “Birth of Peace” service.
-
-“To Cana?”
-
-“To Cana, and for a purpose.”
-
-“I can not fathom it, brother.”
-
-Then the young man explained to his fair hearer the scripture event, and
-the method devised for presenting it at the chapel, as intended that day.
-
-The patients and their friends were assembled in the chapel again. Sir
-Charleroy among them, but silent and absorbed with his own thoughts.
-
-“We are going to try a device to gain his attention,” whispered the
-chaplain to Miriamne. Just then the Grand Master, dressed in the full
-regalia of a knight, ascended the platform and uncovered to view a huge
-earthen vessel, remarking: “Friends, we want to exhibit this evening a
-vessel, on its way now to France, but left for a time in our custody by
-some of our comrade Crusaders, who brought it from Cana in Galilee.”
-
-“Knights,” “Crusaders,” “Cana!” murmured Sir Charleroy, as if in
-soliloquy. Miriamne observed her father’s eyes. They were no longer
-leaden; they glowed with interest. “You all remember,” continued the
-Grand Master, “how Jesus turned the water into wine at Cana? Tradition
-informs us that this before us is one of the identical water-pots used
-that time by our Savior; but I’ll leave our chaplain to tell the rest.”
-The youth took his position at the pulpit and began informally to talk,
-as if in conversation, but he had anxiously, carefully prepared for the
-occasion.
-
-He first pictured Cana, with its limestone houses, sitting on the side
-of the highlands, a few miles north-east of Nazareth. “This place,” he
-continued, “is the reminder of two instructive events. I have their
-history here.” Thereupon, Cornelius turned to an illuminated volume and
-began reading, with passing comments. As he read, Sir Charleroy closely
-watched the reader; the puzzled look of the listener faded into satisfied
-attention.
-
- “Jesus was proclaimed the Lamb of God, near Cana, by that
- vehement, self-starving Baptist John. But in habits and manner
- of living John and Jesus were utterly dissimilar. There was
- harmony in the great things, faith and charity in all things.”
-
-The mad knight nodded inquiringly.
-
-The student continued:
-
- “Jesus, the organizer of the new kingdom, at Cana, unfolded one
- part of His policy, for nigh here twain questioned: ‘_Where
- dwellest thou?_’ Jesus instantly invited them to His own
- abode. They dwelt with Him a day, and were won to be His loyal
- disciples, thus attesting the power of Christ in the home. And
- they got a home religion, for one of these, Andrew, at once
- sought to win his brother Peter to discipleship. On the eve of
- Cana’s wedding feast Jesus won Philip, saying, ‘_Follow me_,’
- and Philip hasted to win Nathaniel, crying, ‘Come and see.’ To
- these He spoke of a hereafter home with open doors and a holy
- family. Each of Jesus’s true disciples was impelled to haste
- and tell salvation’s story to his nearest kin. Christianity is
- a feast beginning in the home circle and spreading to all the
- earth.”
-
-The mad knight, as he listened, cast a glance of inquiry over his
-shoulder at those near him.
-
-“Sir Charleroy applies the lesson to himself,” whispered the Grand Master
-to Miriamne.
-
-Cornelius went on:
-
- “Cana was the home of Nathaniel. We see this poor man sitting
- in seclusion under a fig tree. Except his doubts, he was alone.
- To him Jesus went, and at the door of his own home the Master
- met him. Because Nathaniel believed, on little evidence, God
- gave him more, and promised him that he should see heaven open
- and the angels ascending and descending, as in Jacob’s vision.
- So are those winged messengers passing back and forth forever,
- to minister to and comfort needy man. One may be lost to the
- world, to friends, to himself, but never lost to the Good
- Shepherd, who is like the one in the parable leaving the ninety
- and nine to follow the lamb that was straying.”
-
-Sir Charleroy’s head bowed, and Miriamne was glad, for she saw the tears
-falling thick and fast down his pallid cheeks.
-
-A sign from the attending physicians brought the services quietly to a
-close. They had seen the emotion of the knight, and desired that the
-feelings aroused be permitted to quietly ebb.
-
-A few days later, by their advice, the Grand Master summoned the chaplain
-of the Palestineans to hold another service like the last. “Sir Charleroy
-was blessed that last day. He evinces interest and natural reasonings.
-Since the former service he has repeated the story of Cana over and over,
-together with the substance of thy discourse thereon. Besides that, he
-never tires of inquiring about the ‘ruddy priest of the sweet words,’”
-said the physician.
-
-“I obey, my Master, it’s God’s will. What shall be my theme?”
-
-“Oh, Cana continued; De Griffin is constantly inquiring as to when the
-ruddy priest of the sweet words is to continue the tale of the Cana,”
-said the Grand Master.
-
-“Praise the Day Spring that hath visited us!”
-
-“You echo the thought of all our souls, Cornelius.”
-
-And it was so that on the day following the chapel of the “House of Rest”
-was filled with much the same company that met there the last time.
-
-Miriamne arrived early and eagerly questioned Cornelius as he passed her
-on his way to his robing-room:
-
-“Oh, brother, hast thou a message of grace and hope for me, to-day?”
-
-“_The entrance of thy word giveth light_,” was his quiet reply; and he
-passed on, not daring to tarry near the woman that so strangely moved
-him. He felt very serious, and hence avoided that which might distract
-his attention.
-
-But Miriamne felt assured, while Cornelius was all faith in the efficacy
-of the Divine word in working the cure of minds perturbed.
-
-Presently he stood behind his reading-desk and, waiting until the organ
-tone had died away, commenced by reading these words:
-
-“And the third day there was a marriage in Cana of Galilee; and the
-mother of Jesus was there:
-
-“And both Jesus was called, and his disciples, to the marriage.”
-
-Sir Charleroy had entered the chapel, and was moving toward a lonely
-seat; his motions were languid; his action listless, except when at
-intervals he gazed into the empty air and hissed some incoherent words
-at imaginary people. But the word “Cana” arrested his attention. He
-looked up, smiled, and then exclaimed: “Oh, the red-faced! That’s it;
-tell us more, more of Cana!”
-
-Cornelius complied. “We have here a story of two lives in the most
-precious tie on earth, marriage.”
-
-Then the chaplain read:
-
- “We see Christ at a Jewish wedding, and the Hebrew marriage was
- ever an occasion of great joy. Not only so, but the weddings
- of that people were characterized by very instructive and
- impressive ceremonies. Let me explain. The day before the
- wedding both bride and groom fasted, confessed their sins and
- made ceremonial atonement for the errors of their past lives.
- They were to be part of each other, and felt that each owed
- it to the other to be free from burden or taint of the past.
- Both bride and groom at the wedding wore wreaths of myrtle, the
- emblem of justice, constantly to typify that virtue as supreme
- in wedlock.”
-
-“Oh, young priest, thou art an angel!”
-
-The voice startled all but Sir Charleroy. He had spoken, yet his face
-indicated only placidity and interest. Cornelius proceeded:
-
- “The bride, veiled from head to foot to show that her beauty
- was to be seen only by him to whom she gave herself, decked
- with a girdle, emblem of strength and subjection, was led in
- triumph from the home of her father to the home of him who was
- to possess her. Before she took her departure, kindly hands
- anointed her with sweet perfumes and gave her priceless jewels;
- while on her way she was met by all her friends, singing songs
- and bearing torches to gladden her journey toward her new
- abode. Thus they that loved the bride did bestir themselves
- to bestow bounties and make the maiden most choice. There was
- no detraction, no defiling, no effort to belittle. Were wives
- aided like brides there would be fewer broken hearts among
- wedded women.”
-
-“Wondrous true, ruddy priest!” It was the mad knight’s voice. Cornelius
-continued:
-
- “The feast of the wedding lasted seven days. To such a
- gathering Jesus once went. Probably this was the marriage of
- a kinsman. Thus, immediately after His temptation and His
- baptism, with His mighty redemptional work all before Him,
- our Lord deemed it a leading duty to give proper attention to
- this wedding ceremonial, one of the lesser things that make
- up so much of life. With man supreme selfishness, or natural
- littleness, engenders apathy to all except some pre-occupying
- purpose, but He, in whom all fullness dwells, entered into
- and embraced around about all life. He was as glorious when
- meddling with human joys and making the waters of Cana blush
- to wine, as when grappling with the sorrows of sin and setting
- Himself up on Calvary the beacon and light of the ages.”
-
-Miriamne felt the illumination again that first came to her that
-Easter-day at Bozrah, while Sir Charleroy’s face glowed with intelligence
-and peace. This was a full, round gospel which Cornelius was proclaiming,
-and every soul present was fed.
-
-After pausing for an interlude of soothing music he again proceeded with
-his discoursing as one conversing:
-
-“At Cana, Christ bound as a captive, natural law. How He did so we do not
-know, but we do know that while destroying no part of nature’s system
-he mysteriously made it serve for human happiness in a way unusual and
-marvelous. It seems to me that the story of Cana is a fireside story. No
-matter how miserable a home may be, it may have faith that in welcoming
-the Divine guest it welcomes assured miraculous joy. Life’s waters may
-blush everywhere to heaven’s wine!”
-
-The mad knight murmured: “Oh, ruddy priest! if thou couldst only preach
-this in Bozrah.”
-
-The Grand Master, who was sitting by Miriamne, pressed her hand and
-whispered: “Memory is reviving—praise to the Day-Spring!”
-
-Cornelius again read his parchment.
-
-“And when they wanted wine, the mother of Jesus saith unto him, They have
-no wine.
-
-“Jesus saith unto her, Woman, what have I to do with thee? Mine hour is
-not yet come.”
-
-“So,” said the reader, “these folks were likely poor, the supply meager,
-though no man ever yet had enough of the wine of joy at his wedding until
-it was blessed by the God of marriage.”
-
-Just then Sir Charleroy, standing up, solemnly said: “Young man, I’d have
-thee tell these people why He said ‘Woman, what have I to do with thee?’
-He, the man, was master, that was it, eh?”
-
-“Oh, motion to Cornelius not to debate,” whispered Miriamne to the Grand
-Master; but Cornelius was already adroitly replying:
-
-“True, knight of Saint Mary, but this Master of ceremonies was Divine.
-Then He was not talking to his wife. He had not wed this woman, hence
-was not bound by the law of being her other self. Besides that we must
-not forget that they had often conversed intimately before the wedding;
-she with all the tenderness of a woman’s heart, which in its love ever
-naturally outruns all plans, all reasonings, to bestow all it has at once
-upon the all-beloved. She hurried Christ in the way of giving. This to
-her credit, if her wisdom is reproved.”
-
-The knight settled back in his seat, his face very pale but not
-anger-marked.
-
-Cornelius continued: “The term ‘woman’ is often used, as here, in all
-tenderness. Our rugged language ill translates the original. When a
-people has not fine moods in its living, its language becomes like
-sackcloth, unfit to clothe the angel-like thoughts of those who live on
-more exalted planes. The gross degrade all their companions, whether such
-be beings or merely words.”
-
-The leader again read:
-
-“His mother saith unto the servants, Whatsoever he saith unto you, do it.”
-
- “This shows the good, motherly Mary supplementing the Master’s
- work. Doubtless, she had her partisans, some who would have
- sided with her had she chosen to rebuke her Son. But she
- desired harmony at the feast and in the home. This was the
- chief end, and for it she was willing to serve and wait.”
-
-“Very true! Our Lady was always right and good.” It was the voice of the
-mad knight.
-
-Cornelius continued:
-
- “These were the finest words Mary ever spoke; they were the
- key to her whole life; indeed, the spirit of the ideal woman
- ever more standing nearer to Christ than any other being; at a
- wedding, the very climax of fullest human love, the gateway to
- home, the counterpart of heaven, Mary points all to the Christ,
- exclaiming, ‘_Hear ye Him!_’”
-
-“Our Lady was always a wise, brave, loving, submissive woman,” exclaimed
-Sir Charleroy.
-
-“It is an old tradition,” replied Cornelius, “that this was the wedding
-of John, the beloved and confidant of Jesus. It is interesting to
-remember that that blessed disciple, in his Gospel, presents the one whom
-he loved as a mother but twice—once at this wedding, the other time at
-the crucifixion; the places of highest joy, and deepest sorrow; a way of
-saying from the altar to the cross, is woman’s course; a parable-like
-presentment of the doctrine that the wife and mother are to appear at
-these two points, so opposite, so common to all; the lowest dip, the
-highest heaven.”
-
-The mad knight suddenly interrupted them.
-
-“What did Joseph think of all this?”
-
-Perhaps this odd query was fortunate, for it brought smiles to all. The
-knight laughed out until his eyes were flowing with tears.
-
-Cornelius, self-possessed, quietly replied: “It is said that Joseph was
-dead long ere this wedding, and that Mary was exhaling the perfumes of
-her consecrated widowed life to gladdening in pious ministries the people
-about her. Widowhood has such purposes.”
-
-“Ah, she was the Rose,” cried the knight. “If Joseph were not dead, he
-might well stand back, behind such a wife!”
-
-The chaplain of the Palestineans closed with a well-worded climax,
-recalling the fact that this event made a lasting impression on the
-Son of God, as evinced by the wondrous tropes of the Apocalypse, where
-eternal goodness and eternal joy are pictured under the similitude of a
-wedding-feast.
-
-The mad knight cried out: “Grand, grand! Oh, ruddy priest, I worship
-thee!”
-
-The Grand Master signaled the conclusion. The worshipers and patients
-were slowly retiring, Sir Charleroy moving toward his lodge seemingly
-wrapped in contemplation of some engrossing problem.
-
-He passed near the picture of “Rizpah Defending Her Relatives,” which by
-some mischance had been left near the chapel door. Instantly the knight’s
-attention was fixed; he became excited, then suddenly turning to an
-attendant, exclaimed:
-
-“Here, tell me, where am I? Is this London or Bozrah?”
-
-“London, good Teuton.”
-
-Again he gazed at the picture, and his transformation was startling.
-His face was distorted, his body became rigid and swayed as that of the
-hooded snake making ready to strike a victim. Then bounding to the Grand
-Master’s side he snatched the latter’s sword from its hilt, quickly
-returned to the picture, and before any could prevent him began to hack
-it to pieces.
-
-One tried to restrain him, but was overpowered, two, then three were
-flung aside. Presently he was pinioned but not silenced.
-
-“Away! Unhand me!” he shouted. “In the name of the King of Jerusalem, the
-defenders of the Sepulcher, unhand me! Do you not see? There! they’ve
-come to make riot at the feast of Cana! Ruddy priest, come quickly. Help!
-This fearful gang will all be loose in a moment; they be the ghosts of
-the giants, and war everlastingly against the peace of homes; against our
-Mary and her Son’s kingdom.”
-
-He was breathless for a moment, and all were anxious lest he be
-permanently unsettled. Some were praying for him, others holding him.
-Then he broke forth again as before.
-
-“Unhand me, infidels! God wills it! Let me cut to pieces yon horrible
-thing fresh from hot hell; painted by the gory and beslimed hands of
-devils! See! it’s bewitched, and the woman and the hanging men and the
-vultures are all alive! They’ll be at us! One of those black birds has
-feasted on my heart for years, and yon woman has nightly beaten my bare
-brain with her club.”
-
-They tried to calm him; his daughter pressed to his side, and flinging
-her arms about the knight, beseechingly cried: “Father! father! it is I!
-Miriamne!”
-
-“Miriamne? Ha! ha!” cried the excited man. “More mockery! More witchery!
-Miriamne is lost, eternally lost! Yon group of demons tore her from me!
-Oh, God, if thou lovest a soldier of the cross, hear me, and blast with
-burning, swift and quenchless lightnings, yon monsters, and with them all
-who separate hearts and wreck homes!”
-
-“Father, so say we all; let us pray together,” pleaded the girl.
-
-“Father! Who says ‘father’ to me?”
-
-“It is I, your daughter, Miriamne!”
-
-Suddenly, Sir Charleroy became calm and curiously observed the maiden.
-“Art thou Sir Charleroy’s daughter? I knew him once in Palestine. He died
-afterward in London and left me his body. But it’s not much use. It’s
-sick most of the time. I carry it about, though, hoping he’ll come for
-it. If thou dost want it thou canst have it.”
-
-The daughter humored the fancy, and quickly replied: “I do want it. I
-love it. I’ll help you take care of it. Let me now hug it to my heart.”
-
-Then he permitted her to twine about him her arms, and when she kissed
-him the second time he returned the salutation, and tears ran down his
-hot cheeks.
-
-“Blessed be the God of peace,” fervently ejaculated Cornelius. “The day
-dawns; after tears, light.”
-
-The knight continued after a time, addressing Miriamne:
-
-“Sir Charleroy was my friend; and thou art his daughter? Thou wouldst
-not deceive me, I know. Tell me in a few words,” he said, meanwhile
-furtively glancing about, “Who am I?”
-
-Miriamne again humored him, and pressing her lips nigh his ear, in a
-whisper replied: “Sir Charleroy, Teutonic knight, my father.”
-
-The old man held her off a little way, gazed at her a moment, doubtfully,
-then said: “Thou art large for a baby! Miriamne is a little thing.”
-Then he continued: “But thy eyes, they are Miriamne’s; and so honest! I
-believe them! Then thou art Miriamne and I Sir Charleroy?”
-
-“Truly.” And again she kissed her father.
-
-“But thou dost not want me—a wreck, a pauper!”
-
-“I do, and the boys do; all Bozrah wants you, needs you.”
-
-“Not thy mother! Oh, no; I murdered her long ago!”
-
-“Not so, dear father.”
-
-“I did, indeed. See,” and he pointed to the painting, “I’ve killed her
-again, to-day.”
-
-“That’s but a miserable painting, and I hate it as much as you do; but
-it’s harmless, henceforth.”
-
-“Are all the devils in it dead; the vultures that ate up my heart?”
-
-“Yes, yes; who cares for them?”
-
-“Then I shall get better.”
-
-The mad knight suffered himself to be led away quietly. There was great
-joy among the Palestineans that night. And so Miriamne carried the spirit
-of Mary, that presided at Cana’s feast, into the misery of that English
-asylum. She had given her life to ministering for others, had begun in
-her own home circle, her life motto: “_Hear ye Him_”—“_Whatsoever He
-saith unto you, do it._” Now she was rewarded, and began to hope that
-there would be the renewal of wedding chimes at Bozrah, that the wine of
-its joy would be renewed and sweetened. She questioned the chaplain for
-advice. “Tell the Master there is no wine in the old stone house, and
-‘_whatsoever He saith, do it_,’” was the young man’s answer.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-“THE STAR OF THE SEA.”
-
- “Rocked in the cradle of the deep,
- I lay me down in peace to sleep,
- Secure, I rest upon the wave,
- For Thou, oh Lord, hast power to save.
- I know Thou wilt not slight my call,
- For Thou dost mark the sparrow’s fall,
- And calm and peaceful be my sleep,
- Rocked in the cradle of the deep.
- And such the faith that still were mine
- Tho’ stormy winds swept o’er the brine,
- Or tho’ the tempest’s fiery breath
- Roused me from sleep to wreck and death;
- In ocean’s caves still safe with Thee,
- Those gems of immortality,
- And calm and peaceful be my sleep
- Rocked in the cradle of the deep.”
-
-
-Like the morning dawn on a calm sea, after a night of fierce storm, so
-came now great peace to Miriamne. The heaviest sorrow of her life was
-lifting. Her father was recovering; his mind becoming rational; and chief
-of Miriamne’s joys, was the fact that his convalescence was accompanied
-by the appearance of a deep trusting love for herself. He seemed to
-lean on his daughter for help; cling to her for hope and aim, by every
-way, not only to express his sense of dependence on but his deep and
-abiding gratitude toward the patient, chief minister, in the mission
-of his recovery. He seemed for a long time to be haunted by a fear of
-relapse into some great misery that he but dimly remembered and could not
-define, beyond a shudder. He dreaded to be alone, and often clung to his
-daughter with furtive glances of fear, even as a terrified child clings
-to its mother. One day, months after he had begun to be rational, he
-addressed Miriamne: “We must soon seek another abiding place, daughter.
-Our Grand Master has discharged with overflowing payment, every debt of
-hospitality.”
-
-“True, father, and I’m glad; the thought for weeks in my mind, is now in
-yours. But where shall we go?”
-
-“I think, to France, and immediately.”
-
-“France?”
-
-“Yes, there I’ll seek out some of the De Griffins. They may be able to
-mend my shattered fortunes, and if I find none of my kin, I shall not be
-lacking in any thing, for there are many of our Teutonic knights. While
-they prosper, no want shall harass me or mine.”
-
-“Father, I do not want to go to France.”
-
-“Why, this is strange?”
-
-“It seems far away, very far, to me.”
-
-“Art thou dreaming, my Syrian Oriole?”
-
-“No, awake! And very earnest.”
-
-“Why, we could walk thither, were it not for the water.”
-
-“But I can not go that way!”
-
-“Well, we can not stay here, so where?”
-
-“Eastward; Bozrah!”
-
-“Wouldst thou ask a spirit, by mercy permitted escape from Tophet to
-return?”
-
-“Yes, even that, if the spirit had a mission and a safe conduct.”
-
-“Thou art nobler, braver than I. I can’t trust the land of giants and
-vultures.”
-
-“The giants and vultures we must meet are in human forms, and such are
-everywhere.”
-
-“There are over many for the population, in Syria and beyond it.”
-
-“But there have been many changes since you left that country,
-especially, in our city,” persisted the maiden.
-
-“Nothing changes in Palestine or Bozrah, daughter, except wives, and they
-only one way; from bad to worse.”
-
-The young chaplain seconded Miriamne’s efforts.
-
-Sir Charleroy was spasmodically the stronger, but Miriamne by patience
-and persistence prevailed. In time, she won her cause, and the three
-took sail for the Holy Land, the knight protesting that he would go as
-far as Acre and no further. The journey was slow but not monotonous,
-for the English trader on which they journeyed stopped at various
-ports. Cornelius on his part was enjoying a serene delight that had no
-shadow except when he remembered that voyaging with Miriamne was to
-have an end; Miriamne on her part had three-fold pleasure; delight in
-her companionship with the young missionary, delight in the continued
-improvement of her father’s health, and greater delight still in the
-glowing hope of the success of her mission of peace to her home-circle.
-As for Sir Charleroy it suited him well to be sailing. He was ever
-exhilarated by change; each day brought it. He was in theory a fatalist,
-and the staunch ship pushing onward day and night to its destination,
-carrying all along, was an expression of the inexorable. Then the
-conditions about him rested him, for he was freed from any need of
-bracing of his will to choose or execute any thing. He went forward
-because the ship went. That was all and enough. Only once during the
-voyage did he assert himself or express a desire to change his course.
-THAT WAS WHEN PASSING CYPRUS.
-
-“Here,” he cried, “let me disembark!”
-
-Persuasively, Miriamne protested.
-
-“But I must! I’ve a mission. I want to curse the memory of the recreant
-Lusignan, the coward ‘King of Jerusalem;’ he that clandestinely stole
-away from Acre on the eve of those last days!”
-
-“But, father, Cyprus is called the ‘horned island.’ I do not like the
-name!”
-
-“I’ve heard it better named, ‘the blessed isle.’ There the hospitable
-knights had a refuge for pilgrims, and it still abides.”
-
-Just then some of the sailors cried, “Olympus!” They had caught sight of
-that ancient mountain, the fabled home of the gods.
-
-Miriamne adroitly used the cry to divert her father’s mind, saying:
-
-“Let those admire Olympus who will; as for me, I prefer holy, fragrant
-Lebanon.”
-
-She pointed eastward, and they saw the dim outlines of Palestine’s famous
-range. The knight’s attention was fixed on Lebanon, and they sailed past
-Cyprus quietly without further objection on his part.
-
-Miriamne and Cornelius, as the night began to settle down, stood together
-by the ship’s side, feasting on glimpses of the distant shore. There were
-signs of a coming storm, perceived intuitively by those accustomed to
-the sea, by the young watchers best discerned in the anxious looks of the
-seamen.
-
-“The captain says the sky and sea are preparing for a duel. You noticed
-how the blue changed to dark brown in the water this afternoon? He says
-that, and the muddy appearance of the sky, betoken a tempest.”
-
-“How like polished silver the wings of those gulls glisten as they
-career!” was the maiden’s ecstatic reply.
-
-“The wings are as they always are. They glisten now because they flash
-against a murky background.”
-
-“An omen, Cornelius, for good! I’ll call the sea-birds hope’s
-carrier-pigeons with messages for us.”
-
-“I would we had their wondrous power of outriding all storms. It is said
-they can sleep on the waves, even during a tempest.”
-
-“I’ve the heart of a sea-gull, to-night.”
-
-“And not a dread or pang within?”
-
-“No, no! Oh, come, any power, to hurry us to Acre! I’d give way to the
-merriment of the becalmed sailors, who whistle for the wind, if I only
-knew the notes of their call.”
-
-“But the old sea-captain is very grave. See how the men at his command
-are lashing up almost every stitch of our ship’s dress.”
-
-“Oh, well, I’ll be grave, too, to please you; and yet I pray that Old
-Boreas, and all the Boreadal, come in racing hurricanes, if need be, that
-we may be sent gallantly into longed-for Acre!”
-
-“A storm at sea is grand in a picture or in imagination; sometimes,
-though rarely, in experience. To be enjoyed it must be terrible; there’s
-the rub; it may come with overmastering fury.”
-
-“Bird of ill omen! Why cry as in requiems? As for me, while you are
-fearing going down, I’ll be thinking of going forward!”
-
-“And be disappointed, certainly, on your part, as I hope I may be
-mistaken on mine. We may not go down; we shall certainly not go forward!”
-
-“Now, how like a wayward man! Since you can not have your way, cross me
-by predicting my frustration!”
-
-“Oh, do not lay the blame on me! there are broader shoulders to bear it.
-Lay the blame on the Taurus and Lebanon ranges!”
-
-“Well, this is an odd saying, surely!”
-
-“Wait awhile, and you will find it very true, as well. We are to meet
-to-night, most likely, the Levanter or off-shore gale, Paul’s Euroclydon,
-charging down from its mountain castles. Taurus and Lebanon together form
-a cave of the winds!”
-
-“And you seem glad that they are coming to battle us back?” spake the
-maiden, rebukingly.
-
-“Yes, if they prolong our companionship. I can not rejoice in a speed
-that hastens our parting.”
-
-The last sentence died on the chaplain’s paling lips with a sigh.
-
-The maiden turned her eyes full on the speaker, then slowly, meditatively
-answered:
-
-“I shall be sorry, too, at our parting!”
-
-“‘Sorry!’ Ah! that’s no word for me, this time; agonized is better!” was
-the young missioner’s quick rejoinder.
-
-The maiden was pained, but she mastered her feelings and pleaded:
-
-“The parting must come some time; do not let such repinings make it
-harder for both. It is wiser, when confronting what one does not desire,
-but can not help, to court the balm of forgetfulness. So do I ever,
-especially now.”
-
-“And like all attempted silencings of the heart, by cold philosophy,
-mocked at last by failure!”
-
-“My philosophy can not mock me, since it accords with the stern facts
-which confront us. I’ll be as frank now as a sister, Cornelius. Our
-diverging missions part us. You go to Jerusalem to preach the cross; I,
-to a narrower field, at Bozrah, to attempt the rekindling of love on one
-lone altar of wedlock. God orders it thus, and I submit unquestioningly;
-for it is not for one who can scarcely touch the hem of His garment to
-challenge His wisdom by a murmur.”
-
-“But time, Miriamne, may leave you free, your work being completed in the
-Giant City?”
-
-“Even so. There is a gulf between us; we may love across it but not pass
-it, in body, in this life.”
-
-“And I can not see the gulf?”
-
-“I am in faith, after all, an Israelite; enlightened to be sure, but not
-likely to renounce the ancient beliefs. You are a Christian; nor would I
-wish you otherwise. Now, amid the miseries I’ve witnessed in my own home,
-I can not but be admonished against any attempt at fusing, by the fire of
-adolescent, transitory loving, two lives guided by faiths so constantly
-in antagonisms.”
-
-“The faith of Jesus and Mary, truly lived, never failed to fuse hearts
-sincerely loving. You may call yourself what you like; in substance of
-faith we are in accord.”
-
-“The chaplain reasons well; better than I can, and yet he does not
-convince me! I can only plead that he do not persist, and so make the
-parting harder. It must be; though my heart break, I must suffer the
-immolation. I’ve asked this question in the awful sincerity of a soul as
-it were at the bar of judgment: ‘_What wilt Thou have me to do?_’ I know
-the answer. I must seek to bring father and mother together.”
-
-“And then?”
-
-“Seek to know if the Messiah has indeed come.”
-
-“And then?”
-
-“If I find He has, some way tell His people Israel, as only a Jewess can,
-of the Light Everlasting.”
-
-“And then?”
-
-“Why, that’s sufficient to measure the lives of generations; but if I
-survive beyond that work, I have vaguely passing through my mind the
-coming of a millennial day when all mankind will be akin; all righteous,
-all just, and the tears of womankind assuaged.”
-
-“I pray for that, but how can we hasten joy by breaking our own hearts?”
-
-“I do not know what lies beyond; how that day of glory is to come, but
-this I know, the spirit of Chivalry was from God. It had, and has a deep,
-impressive meaning. In contact with it at the west, I felt all the time
-as if it were blind, but a Samson still, feeling for the pillars of some
-mighty wrong. I wonder if I may not be the giant’s true guide. Or, better
-still, may I not be, under God, the giantess to do the very work. Perhaps
-the world awaits a woman Samson!”
-
-“What Miriamne says is to me all mysticism! Explain.”
-
-“I do not know how, beyond this: I’m God’s bride by consecration, and He
-will keep me for His work.”
-
-“Can’t I share it?” almost piteously, the chaplain asked.
-
-“Truly, yes, wherever you may be, with me or not.”
-
-“Oh, Miriamne, your passionate enthusiasm entrances me. You are an
-inspiration to me. I fear I shall languish aside from you.”
-
-“I shall love you more, Cornelius, as you are more grandly, heroically
-self-sacrificing.”
-
-“Any thing to win Miriamne’s constant love!”
-
-“I shall love you, Cornelius, in a deep, holy way, only and forever. I’d
-be ashamed to be thus frank, but that I have a love that is as pure as
-the heaven of its birth. Be true to your God, to your mission; a little
-while and then at the City of Light, life’s brief dream over, the first,
-after God, I’ll ask for will be the faithful man whom my heart knows.”
-
-“Ah, what can I do? I’m all zeal; willing to go, but the glow of your
-cheeks, the flash of your eyes, even in the midst of such noble converse,
-drag me away from my resolves. That that stimulates me, unmans me, or
-reminds me I am a man and a lover.”
-
-“You ought to teach me, not I you; but you remember you told me of the
-belief of some in ‘penetrative virginity.’ That is the purity of Mary
-passing somehow into others. Oh, all I am that’s good, be in you, and
-more, even all that she was whom you so revere; I mean the mother of the
-Christ.”
-
-“In my soul I reverently exclaim ‘amen,’ but then again, how strange the
-question will not down, ‘must we part?’” And so saying he flung his arm
-about the woman, passionately embracing her. He thought for a moment he
-had overcome her, but the kiss on her lips not resisted, was the end; for
-slowly untwining his arms and holding his hands at arm’s length, she
-questioned: “Will you promise me one thing?”
-
-“Surely, yes, name it.”
-
-“That you will think of me as a friend, sister, henceforth, and let me go
-my way without further misery?”
-
-The man struggled with himself for a time; then gazed into her eyes with
-a most piteously appealing gaze.
-
-She was firm.
-
-“Yes—I promise, but say affianced, to be wed in heaven?”
-
-“God bless you,” was her instant response. Their lips met and the debate
-was ended.
-
-And so for the time they separated, persuading themselves that the whole
-matter between them had been finally sealed. They had all faith in their
-pledges mutually given, each to live apart from the other. As yet they
-had no just conception of the power of a rebel heart constantly uprising.
-Of course, they both foresaw a measure of wretchedness in the future as
-a consequence of their decision, but distant pain foreseen by the young,
-is ever dimmed by hope, and very different from present pain. These twain
-comforted themselves, at first, by the thought that they were martyrs,
-and it is always agreeable to feel ourself a martyr, especially when
-expecting a martyr’s reward; at least it is so until the reality of the
-martyrdom comes.
-
-The sky grew darker, night shut down about the ship, the winds increased,
-and that sense of awful loneliness, felt on the eve of an impending
-night-storm at sea, came to all hearts but those of the sailors. The
-latter were too busy to think of aught but their duties. Then their
-captain had his reckonings, and assured them by his bearing that he felt
-confident that he could outride this storm as he had often before similar
-ones. Miriamne, yielding not more to the captain’s command, than to the
-entreaties of Woelfkin, went below to her cabin. She soon courted sleep
-to help her forget the war of the tempest, praying a prayer most fitting,
-meanwhile. The prayer was a meditation, like unto this: “He that cares
-for all will care for helpless me, and come what may, keep me until that
-last great day.” The storm strengthened, and she began to be anxious for
-her father, and her friend. She had said to herself the latter title
-should define Cornelius. But her heart forgot its fear a moment in a
-mysterious, merry peal of laughter; such laughter is very real, but it is
-never heard by human ears. We know it only in those exalted moments when
-we try fine introspections; when there seems to be two of us; the one
-observing and entering into the other. Miriamne heard that laughter when
-she meditated, “Cornelius is just a friend.” Presently she became more
-anxious for those aloft. Then a troop of imperious inner questions came
-to her: “Might I not stand by him, if the danger increases? Would it be
-wrong to show him that I am brave and loving?”
-
-“Will he think me cowardly and stony-hearted?” Resolution was being
-assailed, and weakened. The questionings increased in number and
-imperiousness: “What if to-night we are all to perish?” Then she let
-imagination take the rein. She thought of a scene that might be if she
-and her beloved were as betrothed, soon to be wed, lovers. In the scene
-she fancied herself, her lover and her father all together in a last
-embrace, going down into the yawning waves. “Would my lover try to save
-me?” For the moment there were two of her again, and it was the one that
-awhile ago laughed so merrily, that now seemed to be saying: “Would my
-lover try to save me?” The one self heard the question, and by silence,
-without sign of rebuke, seemed to give the other self plenary indulgence.
-Then came a free play of her imagination. She saw herself lying in coral
-palaces, beneath the moaning waves of the Mediterranean, still clasping
-her lover and her parent. Then she thought of how her friends would
-receive the news of her demise. Perhaps some poet would embalm the event
-in deathless poems, and thousands read of the three that perished side by
-side. Her mind ran back to London. She imagined a memorial service at the
-chapel of the Palestineans and the Grand Master there saying: “Miriamne
-de Griffin was lost at sea; in the path of glorious duty, loyally pursued
-to the end.”
-
-Then she thought of Bozrah and the old stone house, with her mother
-and her brothers, its sole occupants; the mother in mourning garbs,
-her spirit subdued, and she often tenderly saying to the fatherless,
-sisterless boys, “Miriamne was a good girl, a faithful daughter, a noble
-woman.”
-
-But after all, these excursions were unsatisfactory to the young woman.
-And naturally so. When she thought of lying a corpse, with weed-winding
-sheets, for years, in the caves of the sea, she was repelled. Thoughts
-of her memorials, possibly to transpire at London and Bozrah, were not
-very comforting. She was too young, too free from morbidness, too deeply
-enamored, to court, assiduously, posthumous honors.
-
-Then came thought of a wreck and rescue, and it was very welcome. It
-grew out of the possibility of the youth she loved and she alone, of
-all on board, being saved. She thought of drifting about for days on
-a raft! Would she recall her resolutions and his, or would he say to
-her: “Miriamne, I saved you from the deep; now you are mine entirely
-and forever!” Would she believe his claim paramount? Would duty’s
-requirements be satisfied? Then she was as two again. One voice said
-‘yes,’ and the other did not concur, neither did it gainsay. She could
-not pronounce a verdict and there were tears flowing.
-
-The storm grew stronger, but the laboring ship rose and fell on the
-billows at intervals, and she was lulled to sleep. Her last thoughts, as
-she passed into dreamland, were that it would have been a useless pain,
-both endured, if now they were to be lost; the pain of determining,
-as they had, to live apart. As she so thought she wished almost that
-they had not resolved as they had. Conscience and desire were in their
-ceaseless warfare. Then sleeping brought a dream of joy, the blessing
-that comes often to the heart that is clean. The dream was colored by
-events preceding.
-
-Cornelius had reminded her the day before, as they were sailing along
-the coast of Cyprus, that, at Paphos, on that island, there was once a
-temple to Venus, the fabled goddess of love. That divinity, surrounded by
-multitudes paying her homage, came before the dreamer’s mind in all those
-ravishing splendors of person that are so attractive to human desires.
-Around the goddess, and very close to her, were hosts of young men and
-maidens, their actions as boisterous and ecstatic as those intoxicated.
-Outside of the throngs of youths were others older: and outside of these
-were others still; those far away from the goddess, seemingly bowed with
-years. The company of youths was constantly increased by new arrivals who
-crowded back those there before them.
-
-But there was a depletion as well as augmenting of the vast, surging
-congregation; for anon, as if mad, some nearest the deity rushed away,
-both of the men and the maidens, nor did those fleeing stop until they
-found violent deaths by leaping from cliffs or into the sea.
-
-Then the ancients, crowded continually back by the new arrivals, one
-after another, with expressions of disappointment and disgust on their
-features, seemed to melt away into a surrounding forest of trees that
-were very black and very like shadows. The dreamer in her dream betook
-herself to prayer that the God of mercy might change what she saw.
-
-Then she beheld the Paphian goddess in all the splendor of her form, a
-perfect triumph of nature, just as depicted by bard and painter, looking
-out contemptuously, pitilessly, toward her former votaries, now aged and
-pushed aside. There came then a voice as if from above: “_God is love._”
-
-Immediately on the face of the divinity there was an expression as of
-terror, and she began sinking. Before the mind of the dreamer, the
-beautiful creature, and her retinue of nude, bold-faced attendants, with
-all that appertained to them and their queen went down, ingulfed in a
-foaming, roaring whirlpool. As they went down lightnings from above
-shot after them. And the dreamer looked aloft to see from whence the
-voice and the lightning came. As she gazed upward she saw a man of noble
-form, reverently bowing, as a son might bow in the presence of a mother
-revered and loved, before a woman of noble mien and beautiful beyond all
-compare.
-
-But this one’s beauty had no similitude to that of the departed deity.
-As the maiden gazed she discerned that the man was the one her heart
-called lover, the woman the one she had enshrined as the ideal of her
-soul, Mary. The twain stood above her, on a plain, apparently of clouds
-very bright, rising in graceful curve from the earth and stretching away
-in measureless vistas, filled with flowered parks, silvery rivers and
-stately mountains. Along the rivers, amid the flowery plains and on the
-verdant mountains, there were numerous buildings; but these latter were
-inviting; not palatial, nor stately. They were homes surrounded by family
-groups. And the dreamer discerned true love triumphant and fruitful. She
-lingered in this presence, anon longing for a presentment of her self
-amid the scenes of pleasure, until all was suddenly dissolved by a mighty
-lurch of the ship that awakened her. She started from her couch and all
-immediately before the dream came back to her mind.
-
-“We’re in a storm on the Mediterranean, and the captain is anxious!” Her
-nerves were now unstrung; a woman’s timorousness was upon her. She could
-hear confused noises aloft, but no voices. For a moment she questioned:
-“What if all but myself have been swept away?” Then she thought of
-herself as drifting about in a ship, sailless, helmless, alone! The
-thought was suffocating. The noises aloft continued, and she gave
-strained attention to catch the sound of a voice. There was nothing to be
-heard but the creaking of timbers, the dashing of waves, the shrieking
-of winds and vague thumpings, as if parts of the vessel were beating
-each other to pieces.
-
-“I’ll not lie still in this coffin!” she exclaimed, and with a bound
-she made her way to the deck. As she arrived there she thought she saw
-dark forms, some crouching as if for shelter, and others as if engaged
-in a great struggle. Were these demons, or the crew in a struggle for
-life? She could not say. Then there came a cry from the direction of the
-forward part of the ship; she thought it was her father’s voice, but it
-was very hoarse and scarcely recognizable.
-
-She listened again to the cry: “Ho, ho; ye Olympian demons! tear up the
-sea, charge now! Ha, ha; have at us!” The cry thrilled her. Again the
-wild voice rose above the storm:
-
-“Bury her, my darling, if ye dare! What matter! her white soul has
-eternal wings!”
-
-She was certain it was her father. She longed to rush to his side, but
-she doubted whether she could find him in the darkness; then, too, even
-in the terrors of the moment, her maiden modesty asserted itself. She
-remembered that she was but partly clad.
-
-Again came that voice, wilder than before: “Ye billows, dare ye smite a
-knight in the face? I’ll meet your challenge, and single-handed, in your
-midst, fight!”
-
-Miriamne’s heart was almost paralyzed by the thought, “The boisterousness
-has overcome my father. He’s contemplating leaping into the sea!”
-
-Just then a vivid flash of lightning made every thing visible. It seemed
-to cut under the clouds, which, rain-charged, were running near the
-billow crests, and at the same time enswathed the ship from the mast tips
-to the partially exposed keel, in flame.
-
-The maiden saw by that flash her father standing on the head-rail,
-one hand clinging to a stay rope, the other with clinched fist, as if
-menacing the boiling waters that leaped away from the plunging prow. His
-face was livid, his hair wind-tossed, his eyes glaring. With a scream she
-bounded toward him; her scream and appearance terrifying the sailors.
-It was so unexpected and they had forgotten the presence of a woman
-on board. They only saw a white form, with disheveled hair and with a
-motion light and swift as a creature on wings, passing from companion-way
-forward.
-
-But the fright was but momentary. Cornelius, who had been vainly
-endeavoring to calm the knight, knew the form, and loud enough to be
-heard by all cried:
-
-“Miriamne de Griffin!”
-
-He was by her side in an instant.
-
-The young woman uttered pleadingly one sentence, but it thrilled all who
-heard it:
-
-“My father!”
-
-Cornelius exultingly answered:
-
-“Saved! See, the captain holds him and has summoned the watch!” Then he
-could do no less, forgetting as he did in the present surprise, all old
-resolves, so he drew the trembling form to his heart as closely as he
-could. She drew back a little, but he whispered, “Miriamne.” What else he
-might have said was lost, for she fluttered a little, then rested, but on
-the bosom of her companion.
-
-She was a woman in peril, in fright, storm-drenched, and in love. What
-otherwise or less could she have done than nestle in the shelter that
-gave love for love and promised her all else?
-
-“Are you not alarmed, Cornelius?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“How strange! You have changed places with me. In the evening you
-trembled when I left you, and I thought I was very brave. Now I tremble;
-do you not?”
-
-“I cowered a while ago from the cross you presented me; it seemed to
-bring a lingering death.”
-
-Just then the ship’s prow plunged under a mountainous billow. Miriamne
-clung to her support and fearfully questioned:
-
-“Shall we be overwhelmed?”
-
-“No; I’ve a token.”
-
-“From the captain?”
-
-“Not from the one who guides this ship alone.”
-
-A flash of lightning revealed the lover’s face to Miriamne. She saw his
-eyes turned devoutly upward, and she understood his meaning. They had
-withdrawn to a shelter by the vessel’s side meanwhile. Presently the
-young missioner spoke again;
-
-“Our Heavenly Father keeps vigil, I think, sometimes with especial care
-over this highway between the outer world and the desolate habitations of
-His chosen people.”
-
-“Hark, the sailors are singing! How strange it is to sing in such
-perils,” spoke the maiden.
-
-“They’re as happy now as the wave-walking petrels. The Levant has done
-its worst; they know this by the coming of the rain, hence they sing
-their ‘Lightning Song.’”
-
-“Lightning song?” queried the maiden.
-
-“Listen! How they explode their vocalized breaths in hissings, whizzings,
-followed by the prolonged crash made by stamping feet and clapping hands
-at the end of every stanza. That chorus is meant to imitate those
-heralds of the thunder, the flashing lightnings.”
-
-“But it seems presumptuous to me. The lightning is so dreadful!”
-
-“Not that which comes as ‘a funeral torch to Euroclydon,’ as the sailors
-say. Some of them call it ‘the winking and blinking of St. Elmo going to
-sleep.’”
-
-“Oh, Cornelius, the storm is breaking! I see a star; yes two!”
-rapturously cried the maiden.
-
-“Truly, yes; ‘Castor and Pollux,’ the ‘Twins,’ the ‘Sailor’s Delight!’
-They say these stars are storm rulers and friends of the mariner. Now
-hear how they shout their song! They see the stars!”
-
-Above the subsiding wind and waves, rose the words of the singers:
-
- “Now to our harbor safe going;
- Riding the billows, pushed by the gale:
- The torch of the Twins bright glowing—
- Tipping our mast and gilding each sail.”
-
-“And do these stars assure, Cornelius?”
-
-“I saw a star no cloud can ever hide, through the darkest part of the
-storm.”
-
-“A star?”
-
-“Yes, ‘Mary, Star of Sea.’”
-
-“I do not comprehend you.”
-
-“God’s love! He that guided the maiden orphan of Bethlehem through the
-besetments of her life, amid the tempests of Jewry and Rome, purely,
-safely, gloriously, to the end; while many of noble birth and having
-every earthly good went down to ruin, walks ever on the wave where faith
-voyages.”
-
-“And you thought of the Holy Mother in the storm?”
-
-“Yes, this Adriatic is full of angels, that come in thoughts, or before
-the eyes! You remember Paul, tempest tossed a day and a night on this
-sea, was found by the Divine Messenger that night when the darkness was
-thickest?”
-
-“And this ‘Star of the Sea?’”
-
-“It tells me mother-love was carried by a dying Savior into the heart of
-the Triune, Eternal God, and we are His children, and He became Father
-and Mother to us. You have seen the hen gather her chickens, as human
-mother shelters with her arm or apron her child in pain or peril?”
-
-“How touching! Think you He felt for us like tenderness in the height of
-the storm?”
-
-“He sought in His plenteous wisdom mother love to sustain Himself, during
-the pain and perils of His incarnation, and will ever surely grant a love
-and care to His own beloved ones in suffering or danger as tender as that
-He sought and needed for Himself.”
-
-“Surely this is a grateful, natural reasoning; but do you believe Mary
-presides over the sailor especially?”
-
-“It is enough for me to know that the Father through Mary exemplified His
-motherliness.”
-
-“I’ll never more call yon bright luminaries Castor and Pollux, but rather
-Jesus and Mary, the guides and the defenders!” And for a long time they
-gazed at the double stars, the storm slowly abating. Once the youth,
-drawing the maiden closely to himself, questioned:
-
-“Can not we call the stars in conjunction, ‘Cornelius and Miriamne’?”
-
-They had been watching, in sweet converse, there, a long time; there were
-faint traces of dawn in the east, and Miriamne had just been thinking,
-“Palestine receives us with illumination;” then she bethought herself
-that she and the man with her were going hither to proclaim the Gospel
-of eternal light. The question of her lover recalled the converse of the
-day before. That seemed fact, unchanged; all occurring since, dream. She
-arose, pointed eastward, and firmly said: “There lies our work, our all.
-May a glorious day enhalo all God’s chosen country ere long. Cornelius,
-yesterday we promised solemnly that we dare not turn from now; especially
-after our wonderful deliverance!” She glided away to her cabin, leaving
-the man alone to contemplate the poor comfort of being praised as a
-martyr, on a cross of self-sacrifice; the pains of which, if not as awful
-as those of Calvary, were destined to be more prolonged. His face was
-as if sprinkled with white ashes; it was so pale, so blank. After the
-tempest they spoke very little with each other. Miriamne waved away any
-attempt at re-opening the subject, with a motion of the finger to the
-lips, signaling silence, and a glance all tenderness, but full of pitiful
-pleadings to be spared. The young man but once or twice essayed the
-discussion, fearing on the one hand to trust himself to speak, and on the
-other hand feeling that any effort to change his fate would be hopeless.
-But he and she were full of inner conflicts. Then their pathways seemed
-stony, brier-tangled. They had both elected, for Guide and Ideal, Jesus
-and Mary; they were both going toward the cross in a noble consecration
-of their lives. But they denied themselves that that sustained Jesus,
-home love, such as he found at Bethany; conjugal love, such as sustained
-Mary, the wife and the mother, as well as the disciple. They had as their
-loftiest ambition the purpose of making the world happier and better,
-and began by making misery for themselves. They had read that a star led
-the wise men of the East to Christ in a cradle, the light of the Gospel
-rising first in a little home circle. They looked at the double stars
-above them after the storm that night almost until dawn, and then turned
-away to go, each into the dark like a lone wandering star. Each was in
-part the victim of a fabricated conscience, and of a misconception of
-duty.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-THE QUEEN IN THE VALLEY OF SORROWS.
-
- “They led him away to crucify him.”—MARK.
-
- “There followed him a great company of ... women, who also
- bewailed him.”—LUKE.
-
- GABRIEL: “Hail, highly favored among women blessed!”
-
- MARY: This is my favored lot!
- My exaltation to affliction high!—MILTON.
-
-
-For many days Sir Charleroy and Miriamne tarried at Acre, the latter
-seeking to banish repining on account of him whom she had sent away at
-the behest of conscience, by ministries for her parent. With alacrity she
-joined the tours of her knightly father, visiting the scenes where he
-once battled, listening, from time to time, with unaffected delight, to
-his recitals. The tides of fanatical conquests had wrought few changes
-on the face of the city, and the realism of those days of siege, of
-the stern compacts made in the last hours of the Crusaders, the solemn
-religious services before the last battle, the death struggle and the
-disordered retreat, was complete. The excitement of revived memories
-seemed to lift up the knight from the syncope of ill health. This
-encouraged the maiden to solicit the reviews and recitals of her father.
-The night before their departure from Acre, as determined, the knight and
-his daughter stood together contemplating the sacred pile which stood
-in the moonlight and shadows, mostly in shadows. The soldier of fortune,
-having told its story over and over, was now silent, dreaming of the past.
-
-“_Selamet!_”
-
-They both started, for the voice was like one from the tomb, none but
-themselves being apparent.
-
-“I’m afraid here; let’s be going, father,” whispered Miriamne, essaying
-to withdraw.
-
-Thereupon there glided out of the shadows a stately form who, drawing
-near to the father and daughter, spoke:
-
-“Fear not, lady! Knight, they can not be foes who court kindred memories
-and hope of like colors at the same shrine!”
-
-“Thou speakest with Christian allusions the ‘peace’ word of the Turk.”
-
-“I wear the Turkish ‘_selamet_,’ as I do this Turkish harness, a loathed
-necessity, but without; the peace I pray and feel is the mystic inner
-peace.”
-
-“As a Christian?”
-
-“Yea; nor do I fear confession, since I am speaking to those who abhor
-the Crescent.”
-
-“A pious Jew would as soon adhere to Astarte with her orgies as to bow to
-the mooned-crown she wore.”
-
-“Jews? No, not Jews! Such would not sooner run from the moon-mark than
-they would from the shadows which fall down about you from yon grand and
-awful sign.”
-
-The speaker pointed to the crossed spire above, as he spoke.
-
-“No more avoidance; we are brethren. I’m Sir Charleroy de Griffin,
-Teutonic knight.”
-
-“And not unknown. The story of thy valor, even here, lives in the bosoms
-of true companions. I’m a Knight Hospitaler of Rhodes, yet fameless.”
-
-The two men came closely together; there were a few secret tests. The
-Hospitaler said:
-
-“_In hoc signo vinces!_”
-
-Sir Charleroy crossed his feet, stretched out his arms and murmured
-something heard only by his comrade. It made the other’s eyes lighten
-with pleasure.
-
-To Miriamne it was a dumb show; but the tokens given and received were
-useful to pilgrims in those perilous times.
-
-“Whither, Sir Charleroy?”
-
-“To-morrow, toward Joppa.”
-
-“So, ho! By interpretation, _The Watch-tower of Joy_. From thence one may
-see Jerusalem! And then?”
-
-“And then? God knows where! A useless life, like mine, is ever aimless.”
-
-“No, no, father!” interrupted the daughter; “not useless. No life that
-God prolongs is useless.”
-
-“True; the girl is right, Teuton. Aspiration will cure thee, since it’s
-the mother of immortality. I go to Joppa also.”
-
-“They say, Hospitaler, its sea-side is full wild; its reefs like barking
-Scylla and Charybdis? I hope it may be so; I’d like a terrible uproar.”
-
-“The sea is the emblem of change; from calm to weary moan, to howling
-terrors and back again.”
-
-“But the people? They say Joppa’s outside is fine, naturally, though,
-within, the life of its people is mean, colorless; a charnel-house whose
-activity is that of grave worms!” And Sir Charleroy shuddered with
-disgust at his own figure.
-
-“I think the legend of Andromeda, said to have been chained to Joppa’s
-sea-crags for a season, to be persecuted by a serpent, then freed,
-prophetic. Joppa may have a future.”
-
-“How?”
-
-“Oh, the chained maiden was boasted by her fond mother as more beautiful
-than Neptune’s Nereids, hence the persecution. Crescent faiths have been
-the persecutors of Joppa and all the other beautiful Andromedas of this
-land.”
-
-“And the chains are riveted?”
-
-“No, not certainly. There was, in the myth, a Perseus of winged feet,
-having a helmet that made invisible and a sickle from Minerva, goddess of
-wisdom; he slew the serpent, then wed the victim.”
-
-“Now the key, further.”
-
-“When wrongs overwhelm all, women suffer most; but time brings their
-deliverance.”
-
-“The myths are as full of women as the women full of myths!” exclaimed
-Sir Charleroy.
-
-“But Andromeda, the woman, was blameless!”
-
-“Yet it’s strange that in all men’s fightings, as in their religions,
-constantly the woman appears,” replies Sir Charleroy.
-
-“I’d have thee think, knight, of the legend; it tells how men, in those
-dark times, tied their faith to the sure conviction that right would
-triumph, wrong be slain, and the martyrs at last go up among the stars.
-See how they placed their Andromeda in the constellation now above us.
-Perseus was a Christian, or rather a Christian was a Perseus.”
-
-“Now, thou art merry!”
-
-“No; I mean St. Peter; he was a Perseus. Hearken to the word:
-
-“‘Now there was at Joppa a certain disciple named Tabitha: this woman was
-full of good works and alms-deeds.
-
-“‘And it came to pass that she died.
-
-“‘The disciples sent unto Peter two men, desiring him that he would not
-delay to come to them.
-
-“‘When he was come, they brought him into the upper chamber: and all the
-widows stood by him weeping, and showing the coats and garments which she
-made, while she was with them.
-
-“‘But Peter put them all forth, and kneeled down, and prayed; and turning
-him to the body, said, Tabitha, arise. And she opened her eyes: and when
-she saw Peter, she sat up.
-
-“‘And he gave her his hand, and lifted her up; and when he had called the
-saints and widows, he presented her alive.
-
-“‘And it was known throughout all Joppa; and many believed in the Lord.’”
-
-“Why, Hospitaler, thou hast a memory like an elephant or an emperor and a
-tongue like a sacrist!”
-
-“Well, the time for swords being past I have taken to books; their leaves
-are wings. The world will be conquered yet by the words of the Swordless
-King.”
-
-“And thou wouldst liken Tabitha to Andromeda?”
-
-“Wasn’t she a real beauty, as her name is interpreted? Beautiful old
-soul! She robed the poor! Peter bringing her to the truth of the new life
-smote the dragon at Joppa, as a very Perseus.”
-
-“A woman! a woman, again leading the army of salvation!”
-
-“After that Peter slept on the house top of Simon the Tanner, and God
-gave him the vision of Jew and Gentile, bond and free, rich and poor;
-all, as one family coming into the benign rays of the Sun whose wings are
-full of healing.”
-
-“And will that day come, Sir Hospitaler? I’m feeling almost a frenzy of
-desire for it!”
-
-“Surely as the morning to Acre; but we must hie homeward; good-night;
-I’ll see you at the quay to-morrow.”
-
-From Acre, Miriamne and her father, next day, set sail. The companions on
-the journey from Acre by Joppa arrived at Jerusalem, there to separate
-soon, for Miriamne, with every ingenious device, urged her father
-forward. Bozrah was constantly uppermost in her mind.
-
-“We part, Sir Charleroy, to-morrow?” said the Hospitaler.
-
-“If thou dost elect to stay in sad Jerusalem, surely.
-
-“Yes; I’d go mad here from doing nothing but wrestling with my thoughts.
-In fact, I guess I’d go mad anywhere, if long there. I think, sometimes,
-that my mind’s in a whirlpool, moving not like others; yet, round and
-round in some consistency, carrying its befooling creeds, hopes, dreams,
-visions, phantasmagoria in a pretty fair march. I’m sure, more than sure,
-that if I once stopped moving, my brain would rest like a house after
-a land-slide, tilted over, while all the things in the whirlpool would
-drift about in hopeless confusion.”
-
-“Thou dost talk like a physician, gone mad with philosophy!”
-
-“No doubt of it; that’s all because I’ve been idling here a month; a week
-longer and God knows who could set me going again, rightly.”
-
-Then the knight laughed merrily; very merrily, in fact, for a man who had
-trained himself to morbidness. The Hospitaler replied:
-
-“I see nothing for me beyond the Holy City and its historic surrounds.
-I’m training myself to proclaim God’s kingdom and must begin at that
-pre-eminent, world over-looking point, Jerusalem.”
-
-“But there are no schools to fit one there?”
-
-“The most informing and man-expanding on earth; the deathless examples of
-the worthies; best studied where they lived their mightful living. I go
-now to Golgotha.”
-
-“Golgotha? ‘The Place of the Skull?’”
-
-“Even so, sometimes called the Valley of Jehosaphat.”
-
-Sir Charleroy rubbed his head as one well puzzled, and was silent.
-
-“Oh, knight, thou hast forgotten the goings forward of Ezekiel’s mind,
-prophetically. It was in Kidron, the Golgotha Valley, that he had the
-vision of the dry bones. Let me read:
-
-“‘Behold, there were very many bones in the open valley; and, lo, they
-were very dry.
-
-“‘And He said unto me, Son of man, can these bones live? And I answered,
-O Lord God, thou knowest.
-
-“‘Again He said unto me, Prophesy;
-
-“‘Thus saith the Lord God unto these bones; Behold, I will cause breath
-to enter into you, and ye shall live:
-
-“‘As I prophesied, there was a noise, and behold a shaking, and the bones
-came together, bone to his bone.
-
-“‘The sinews and the flesh came up upon them, and the skin covered them.
-
-“‘Then said he unto me, say to the wind, Thus saith the Lord God; come
-from the four winds, O breath, and breathe upon these slain, that they
-may live.
-
-“‘So I prophesied as he commanded me, and the breath came into them, and
-they lived, and stood up upon their feet, an exceeding great army.’”
-
-“And now, soldier, turned exegete, tell me what thou dost make of the
-strange phantasm?”
-
-“That God will work in this world a marvelous transformation; those
-living-dead, all around us and beyond, to the ends of the earth, shall
-stand in new life. The scene is laid to be in this Kidron valley, to
-bring all minds to the ‘Light of the World,’ who passed in painful
-triumph along it, even unto Calvary.”
-
-“But this may not be so, yet it so seems?”
-
-“Hearken again to the prophet’s happy ending:
-
-“‘Moreover I will make a covenant of peace with them; it shall be an
-everlasting covenant with them: and I will place them, and multiply them,
-and will set my sanctuary in the midst of them for evermore.
-
-“‘My tabernacle also shall be with them: yea, I will be their God, and
-they shall be my people.’
-
-“All this,” continued the Hospitaler, “is what is to come, is coming. The
-dawn of this day began when Jesus passed over Kidron!”
-
-“And yet, Rhodes, I’m doubtful. Do not the correspondences remote,
-mislead thee?”
-
-“If a crusade leader sent a summons like this wouldst thou respond,
-trusting? ‘Blow ye the trumpet in Zion, and sound an alarm in my holy
-mountain: let all the inhabitants of the land tremble: for the day of the
-LORD cometh, for _it is_ nigh at hand?’”
-
-“The Hospitaler knows I would.”
-
-“Well; God by His Prophet-Herald, Joel, so alarms the nations. And more,
-we have a broader summons,” and the preacher soldier read again:
-
-“‘Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision: for the day of the
-Lord is near in the valley of decision.
-
-“‘Let the heathen be wakened, and come up to the valley of Jehosaphat:
-for there will I sit to judge all the heathen round about.
-
-“‘Put ye in the sickle, for the harvest is ripe.
-
-“‘The sun and the moon shall be darkened, and the stars shall withdraw
-their shining.
-
-“‘The Lord also shall roar out of Zion, and utter His voice from
-Jerusalem; and the heavens and the earth shall shake: but the Lord _will_
-be the hope of His people, and the strength of the children of Israel.
-
-“‘So shall ye know that I _am_ the Lord your God dwelling in Zion, my
-holy mountain.
-
-“‘Beat your plowshares into swords, and your pruninghooks into spears:
-let the weak say, I am strong.’”
-
-Then the Hospitaler closed his eyes, turned his face upward as in prayer,
-and began speaking like unto one in a rapture or trance:
-
-“When souls would measure themselves for judgment, they must stand by
-the scenes wrought out by Him that died for men; just hereabouts, when
-the last judgment comes, the multitudes of earth, tried by the measure
-of the God-man, will be brought face to face with God’s standard of
-moral grandeur, sublimely once displayed here. Before its splendor the
-stars, the finest of men, shall wax dim; human philosophy, the sun of the
-world, go out, and human religion, ever the child of human desire, shall
-fade as the setting, waning moon, that emblem of the concupiscent. Then
-Charity, that never fails, shall come to her throne, the last implement
-of war be beaten into services of love, while the weak, no more dominated
-by giant brutality, shall rise to the pre-eminence of moral strength.
-Adam and Eve, the fallen pair, passed through the valley of sorrow and
-sin, downward; Christ and Madonna, the new ideals, passed through the
-valley of sorrow and salvation, upward.”
-
-“Oh, Rhodes, the whirl of my brain is as if touched by the swellings of
-an anthem. I’ll come right yet, if thou dost enravish me so!” cried Sir
-Charleroy.
-
-And Miriamne’s face shone as if the sun were on it, but it was not. She
-was looking away, in soul, to the future. The Hospitaler continued:
-
-“Truly, all heads, as well as hearts, are righted here, where the touch
-of the Cross makes the dry bones live. Here get I my schooling; this
-place of the Cross, where the depths of sin, the heights of love, are
-manifest; from which radiates all holiest tenets, to which and from
-which flow the streams of Scriptural truth. If only we could get all
-men to stand sincerely on this lofty hill of vision, overlooking all
-times to come, all histories past, all mysteries would be explained, all
-prophecies become clear, and there never would be need on earth again
-for wars of faith or the burning of heretics. Pilate spake welcome words
-to the ages when he cried: ‘_Miles, expedi Crucem_’—‘Soldiers, speed the
-Cross.’ Its speed is light’s speed.”
-
-As they conversed, the three had slowly journeyed along the _Via
-Dolorosa_—the road to the Cross.
-
-“Here,” said the Hospitaler, “it is reported that Jesus yearningly
-looking back to the weeping women that followed him Cross-ward, cried:
-‘_Daughters of Jerusalem, weep not for me, but weep for yourselves and
-children._’”
-
-“The woman again in religion!” exclaimed Sir Charleroy.
-
-“Immanuel spoke to the world, then. When truth goes to crucifixion, women
-and children—the weaker—may well weep. It’s the Giant’s hour. So children
-and women ever have been the chief followers of Jesus. No wonder that
-children brought palms of peace to Him and shouted His praises, while
-women anointed Him with tears. They knew, by an holy intuition, that
-somehow He was the King of Love, the defender of weakness.”
-
-“I begin to think, Sir Knight Hospitaler, that the sun of this country
-has wrapped its gold about thy brain.”
-
-“Oh, father, don’t prevent; these words of his are balm to my soul,”
-quoth Miriamne.
-
-“Speak on, for the girl’s sake, knight. Speak on; I’ll be silent.”
-
-The Hospitaler continued:
-
-“Daughter, thou dost follow the story as those holy women followed Jesus,
-afar off; but with tenderness. As they found later unutterable nearness,
-so shalt thou; God willing.”
-
-“The woman in religion! It’s so. I, a man; this Miriamne, a woman,
-a girl, my daughter. I’m like a pupil to her, yet I professed this
-cross-faith more than a score of years before she was born. I’d need a
-millennium to overtake her, in glory, if we both died now. I’m like poor
-old David, who fled from his rebellious son, Absalom, over the hills
-that skirt Kidron. I’m dethroned.”
-
-“Remember, rather, that He who glorified Kidron was ‘obedient unto
-death.’ Mother and son, together all loving, all loyal in that dread
-hour, here attested that in David’s kingdom, at the last, at its best,
-there will be no trampling on the family ties, Sir Charleroy.”
-
-“Wonderful! I never thought of this before, after this manner. But still,
-the woman leads the world in religion!”
-
-“_The_ woman! Yes, but only when she takes her place, as did Mary, as a
-follower of Jesus to Calvary.”
-
-“But how, now, about Astarte, Diana, Baaltis?”
-
-“They had their day; rude, gross phantoms; conceived in the hot souls of
-low and lecherous men; but I told thee, here we might overlook the world.
-In this valley Athaliah, daughter of cruel Jezebel, Queen of Ahab, and,
-like her mother, an Astarte-socialist, worshiped the lewd ideal, Baaltis.
-Death, in shocking form, took off that heathen queen of Israel. God’s
-revenge, this was.
-
-“And now, I remember that the queen mother of Asa, here, in Kidron, set
-up the worship of Ashera with its Phallic mysteries; but Asa, the youth,
-pure of mind and led of God, not only tore down, root and branch the
-groves and woven booths of licentiousness, but dethroned the woman who
-had set them up. Just here, in finest contrasts, I remember the Virgin
-Mary, the pure mother, the ideal woman, who, in this valley of decision,
-rose for all time the exemplification of truest womanhood—a wife, a
-mother. Mary has broken forever the idols of Baaltis. While Mary’s
-memory lasts, part of the enduring, sacred history, toward which all
-Christian eyes turn, Astarte can never rise under any name or form for
-long toleration. She is forever broken, and her creed of lust fated to
-reprobation.
-
-“Wherever this gospel story, eternal and eternally new, is told, there
-will come to the minds of the hearers a vision of those associated in
-the last dread hours of the Divine Martyr, in a fellowship of sympathy
-and sorrow. Among these will stand pre-eminent the women. Simon, the
-Cyrenian, compelled by the soldiers, aided the trembling sorrow-burdened
-Christ to bear the cross. And it is easy to believe that the wife of that
-Simon, who appears later, for a moment, in the praiseful salutations of
-Paul, as the parent of Christian sons, she reverently called by the great
-apostle mother, was among the women that were most sorrowful and nearest
-the dying Saviour. Then there were Mary, the mother of James, Salome,
-Mary Magdalene, and possibly Claudia the wife of Pilate—that brave woman
-who advocated Christ’s cause before the proud, implacable Sanhedrim, the
-howling mob and Imperial Rome’s representatives. What fitting mourners in
-that touching, yet august funeral march!
-
-“Women are fully capable by nature, through their finest, tenderest
-chords, ever responsive in woe, to express the whole of grief, however
-deep! The sex which loves most, loves longest, mourns most easily as well
-as most sincerely, and has made sorrow sacred by the lavish bestowals of
-it, whene’er its founts were touched.
-
-“There is an holy, perfumed anointing in their tears. This
-crucifixion-time was woman’s hour supremely. Mary with _magnificent_
-self-possession, heart-broken, yet strong in faith; weeping in eye and
-soul, but intruding no wild howlings amid those who wept for custom’s
-sake; tearful, yet retiring in her grief, here passes before our minds
-at once the most fascinating, winsome, yet pity-begetting woman known to
-man.”
-
-“Father,” cried Miriamne, restraining but little her own tears: “Are you
-listening?”
-
-“Yes, yes; oh, yes. The glory of Eden’s noon has fallen on the tongue and
-brain of Rhodes, and yet I cannot gainsay him; nor would I try to dispel
-his wise and honored sayings. I can only wonder and wonder how it is that
-woman rises at the very front when any grand advance is made.”
-
-“Good Rhodes, go on,” spoke Miriamne.
-
-[Illustration: B. Plockhorst.
-
-MARY AND ST. JOHN.]
-
-“I’m easily persuaded, for there is something of a savory sweetness to
-this grief—welcome mother of true penitence, that comes over souls, who,
-in imagination, follow the steps to the cross. I’ve heard that Mary
-followed her son from the Judgment Hall to Calvary. He moved at slow
-pace, and well He might; worn by months of toil for needy humanity; by
-watchings, teachings and the like; until now ready to drop down under the
-thorn-crown, the scourging and the cross. But the blessed Virgin, still
-a woman, still a mother, faltered by the way. Sometimes she hid her eyes
-from the scourging, sometimes she was pushed aside by those who knew her
-not, or those who knowing hated her because of her goodness. Tradition
-tells us she fainted several times overcome by the terrors of that sad
-journey through the valley. She had small strength to witness the climax
-of brutality when cruel hands drove the awful nails into that One she
-loved! The history of that dread hour has often wrung tears from stout
-hearts; and he who understands in any degree a mother’s heart, easily
-believes that she was absent when the mob raised the victim on His cross.
-But, mother-like, nothing could keep her from the final parting, which
-death brought to her and her son.
-
-“Sorrow sharpens the language of love to a deep expressiveness; when the
-end was approaching, Mary and John stood side by side and near to the
-One, who, to them, was dearer than all. I have heard, and I believe that
-a sign from the Christ had hurried John away, just before His death,
-to bring mother to the heart that was yearning not more to give than
-to receive, the comforts that both needed, the assurance of undying
-affection. The man on the cross, stripped of all earthly except His
-flesh, even robbed of the tunic that Mary had made, and for which the men
-of war gambled, as war has often gambled for the patrimony of the King of
-Men, had little or nothing of earth to give, other than His rights in the
-hearts of mother and John.
-
-“These were His farewell keepsakes to each. It needs no strained
-imagination to fathom His heart, for He opened it all in His dying cry,
-‘My God, my God, why hast Thou forsaken me?’ This was not as the cry of
-a victor, but that of a broken heart; not as a strong man, but typical
-humanity, alone, facing death as a child. The language He used then was
-not that usually His, it was the language of His childhood. In every
-syllable of that cry, one may read, I fear that God, even God, has
-forsaken me; but mother, my own loved mother! mother, mother, oh, my
-dying, human heart, leans as a babe on thy bosom!’”
-
-“Here, here!” cried Sir Charleroy. “Quick! Take this cross of a Teutonic
-Knight of St. Mary; bury it when I’m gone by her grave in Gethsemane!
-I have praised myself as her champion, and son, and devotee. Heavens!
-I’m abashed by thy splendid revelation! I never have even dreamed of her
-glorious worth!”
-
-“Father, my father, be calm, be calm—calm for my sake; you fright me when
-you so give way. Remember, we’re at the place where a wrong past ends at
-the right beginning.”
-
-“Thou art my good angel, Miriamne; but, oh, it’s twice sad! I’ve been a
-madman half my life and a player in a farce the other half!”
-
-“Be calm, Sir Knight, and look into the wonders of this place. Christ’s
-coming to earth to pardon its errings, right its wrongs, and hang
-unfading victory crowns on all futures. Listen: There was night when that
-King died, and the dead arose and went about the city, attesting the
-eternal fact that He was Ruler of all worlds. And it was the Feast of the
-New Moon at Jerusalem; the Feast of Venus at Rome; of Khem in Egypt; but
-the crescent was hidden.”
-
-“I see, I see, Rhodes; Mary and Mary’s son were to come forth; all others
-eclipsed!”
-
-“It is attested by history that there was black darkness about the Sun
-Temple at Heliopolis as Christ was bidding His mother and earth Death’s
-good-night. The Egyptian city of Osiris, by miracle, witnessed of the
-great event at Calvary. Some there were prompted to say: ‘Either the
-world is coming to an end, or the god of nature suffers.’”
-
-“And Mary, wise and erudite, Rhodes? Tell us more of her.”
-
-“‘It is finished!’ cried her son, and she passed from the grief of those
-who agonize amid somber, monster pangs impending, into that quiet,
-subdued, ripening sadness that comes over those who have learned to say:
-‘_Thy will be done._’ At Cana’s feast her Beloved told her: ‘_Mine hour
-has not yet come._’ Now, she knew the meaning of the mystic words, and
-saw His hour, with all its mighty imports, at last marked in full; all
-the prophecies gathered as into a full-orbed sun; the cross rose like a
-dial, mountains high, the shadows on it telling eternity’s time! Mary,
-the singer of the ‘_Magnificat_,’ her imagination fired, her vision
-inspired, as she stood by that interpreting, ghastly symbol, could see
-the course of the sacred past emerging into meaning. Eve leading; the
-wealth of her bloom no longer sacrificed to primeval, Astarte-like
-intoxications; the wings of the real tree of life above her; the serpent
-crushed beneath her heel. Then, following, Noah, the man of the ark,
-symbol of sheltering covenants between God and man, covenants ever
-circled by bows of hope, ever surmounted by dove-like peace. After these
-Abraham, with his typical lamb, followed by a countless multitude of
-priests, laying down at the cross, as they passed, their temple-pattern,
-the symbols of its service realized and ellipsed! After these, Moses,
-the law-giver, with face serene at law’s fulfillment, in company with
-flaming prophets innumerable, all rejoicing in visions realized. Behind
-all followed Captivity and Hades, Christ’s grandest trophies, forever in
-chains! Teutonic Knight of St. Mary, thy queen saw all these, and as they
-passed there rose to her view the White Kingdom of David. Now, stand here
-where she stood; surrender mind and heart to the Spirit and Word, then
-thou shalt behold the radiant procession, the coming glory!”
-
-The Hospitaler ceased. Then softly, meanwhile waving his hand as if
-entreating, Sir Charleroy spoke:
-
-“Rhodes, wait a little; don’t say any more now. I want to watch that
-procession. It seems to me I see it. Oh, wonderful, all wonderful!”
-
-“He shall be called Wonderful.”
-
-There was a long, long pause, broken gently by Miriamne, who, after a
-while, said:
-
-“We’d better return to the city; the day is very hot, and I’m—” She could
-say no more.
-
-Silently Sir Charleroy complied; silently all three journeyed to their
-abodes. The Hospitaler was content with his effort to proclaim the
-truths of Calvary, and Miriamne was glad to leave her father to the full
-benefit of his sacred, all-engrossing thoughts. Miriamne, in heart, was
-enraptured by her thoughts of the mother of Jesus.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-TWO DEAD HEARTS UNITING TWO LIVING ONES
-
- “Let us alone regret, ...
- ... Sorrow humanizes our race.
- Tears are the showers that fertilize the world;
- And memory of things precious keepeth warm
- The heart that once did hold them.
- They are poor that have lost nothing; they are far more poor
- Who, losing, have forgotten; they most poor
- Of all who lose and wish they might forget.”—JEAN INGELOW.
-
-
-Under Miriamne’s adroit and patient guidance Sir Charleroy and his
-attendants made goodly progress until they reached ancient Jabbock,
-bordering Giant Bashan; but at that point the knight made a stubborn
-stand, persisting that he would proceed no further Bozrah-ward.
-
-“I smell Mohammedanism coming to me from the East, and, having had enough
-of the Saracens in my day, I’ll tarry away from their haunts——
-
-“I must go, beloved, to the tomb of my dear defender, Ichabod. I must go
-to Gerash to do the pious offices of a mourner.”
-
-The maiden brought forward every reason her ingenuity could invent
-opposed to the proposed deflection in course. She enlisted the Druses
-guides, whom she had employed to accompany them hitherto, to aid her in
-raising objections, and they magnified the obstacles in the way to Gerash
-with commendable loyalty to their employer, the maiden, if not with
-strict regard to truth. They all encamped, and the debate was the sole
-occupation for hours.
-
-“Now, Miriamne, hitherto my good spirit, thou wouldst lure me to
-perdition! I’ve been in the Lejah. I’m certain that black lava-sea is
-hell’s mouth, and Bozrah’s its porch!”
-
-“So be it; but if we go carrying the heavenly consciousness of doing our
-Father’s will, we may carry heaven to those gates.”
-
-“It’s not my duty to go thither. I passed through that purgatory once.
-Its horrors blasted my life! To return thither would be presumption.”
-
-“But you have forgotten the sunrise coming to you. Each day, for months,
-as you have journeyed eastward, you have gained in health of body and
-mind.”
-
-“Dost thou mean that God blesses those who plunge headlong to
-destruction, as the possessed swine that ran violently into the sea?”
-
-“Can not my father let faith silence the disquietings of his wild
-fancies? The memory of a past pain, though a persistent, is often a false
-teacher.”
-
-“Oh, I do remember. Some memories seem to scorch the very substance of my
-brain! I pray when such come that God give me eternal forgetfulness. I’d
-rather be an idiot than have the power of coherent thinking filled with
-such reminiscences!”
-
-“Ah, if we all, always, had the wisdom, while gazing into our dark, deep
-pools, to gaze until we saw at their bottoms the image of the sky above!”
-
-“Well said, daughter! Bozrah is a dark pool! I saw there only an image of
-the sky, and that very far away!”
-
-The day of the foregoing they were wandering along the flowery banks
-and over the forest-covered hills that undulated away from Jabbock’s
-ravine. As they moved along the maiden plucked a hyacinth blossom and
-affectionately fastened it on her father’s bosom; just where he was wont
-to wear, when in England, his knight’s cross.
-
-“Rizpah once placed a lotus there; it made me drunk; a votary of
-pleasure, mad; but Miriamne, her daughter, places there the flower of
-serene, deathless affection! Sweet, thou art my good angel, the flower
-says to Gerash!”
-
-“Why, father! I do not understand!”
-
-“Apollo unwittingly caused the death of a beautiful youth, the friend
-of his heart, whose name was Hyacinthus. So says tradition, and it’s so
-charming, I more than half believe it! Apollo, in loyal love, made a
-flower grow from the grave of his friend. This is it! See; here’s the
-color of the dead youth’s blood. This blossom is the flower of deathless
-friendship and I love it.”
-
-“A touching story, I’ll remember it; but it seems to me the flower says,
-‘Bozrah,’ my father.”
-
-“Take this leaf, girl; here.”
-
-“And what of this?”
-
-“There, on that leaf, behold those signs, ‘Ai’ ‘Ai’.”
-
-“I think some markings are there like what you say, though never ’till
-now did I so trace them.”
-
-“That’s the Greek cry of woe. The perfumes of these flowers, in every
-field of Gerash, remind me of my duty. I must go to the tomb of the man
-that died in my defense.”
-
-“A pious sentiment; but duty to the living can not be pushed aside by
-such a call. You have other and living friends?”
-
-“Yes, thou art my friend, lover, angel; but I’ll keep thee with me, my
-lamb.”
-
-“Rizpah and your sons!”
-
-“Rizpah my friend? that would be amusing, if it were not such a grim
-sarcasm. Oh, what a miserable race she led me!”
-
-“Misery, like joy, in wedded life, is won or lost by the deed of two; not
-one. I shall not acquit my mother; but were not there two to blame?”
-
-“Two? no; only one. I could not be peaceful with a panther.”
-
-“Be not too severe, and think a little; did not you, after all, do much
-to make your wedded wife what she was at her worst?”
-
-“What, I? Thou dost not think that?”
-
-“Yes; I know the story of your espousal; your flight from Gerash, and
-then your after conflicts. You knew before you determined against all
-opposing, in the face of reasons most grave, and without any thought of
-your adaptation to each other, to wed, that your tempers, tastes, and
-trainings were in almost every thing apart.”
-
-“Well, we loved each other sincerely; our marriage vows were honestly
-taken.”
-
-“Marriage; that settled it forever! Did you as honestly keep as you took
-the vows, for better or worse?”
-
-“Now that were impossible. Did you ever see your mother in rage, her
-muscles rising in a sort of serpentine wavings from her feet upward?
-Ugh! I hear her sibilant, hissing words of scorn, now. They’ll haunt me
-forever. She was a lotus in love, and a boa in wrath.”
-
-“I may have seen her so, but out on the love that lets such visions
-displace memories of the best things; a daughter, nurtured by her, can
-not; a husband sworn on hymen’s altar, dare not forget.”
-
-“I tried to set her right, Miriamne.”
-
-“Not always with kindness unfailing. I’ve seen the scourge-marks on her
-heart. I’ve heard her moan as a wounded dove; no, more piteously, as
-a deserted wife and mother. You tried to set her right by forcing her
-to your faith, that, too, when the girl-wife was weak and exhausted by
-early maternity. You have been wont ever to pity profoundly the holy
-mother who recoiled fainting from the spectacle of her son scourged to
-crucifixion. That pity is a fine feeling; but since Mary’s day is passed,
-it is finer to evince a manly tenderness for living women moving toward
-their Calvary. How you waste your emotions on the dead! Mary Hyacinthus,
-Ichabod, have all, Rizpah nothing.”
-
-“See here, daughter; let me look down into thy eyes. I’m of a mind to
-think the sun has gotten into thy brain. It gets into every body’s in
-this country.” So saying, he turned her face toward his own. It was a
-bungling effort on his part to parry her thrusts with ridicule, the last
-weapon of the defeated.
-
-She was a little indignant, but yet too earnest to be diverted, and so
-followed up her advantage.
-
-“You were the stronger, every way, and fenced well against your other
-self. The woman erred, sometimes grievously, perhaps, and you had your
-sweet retaliations. How sweet you can tell. Each blow at her, fell on me,
-my brothers and yourself. Oh, it’s the climax-revenge to lay open with
-giant thrusts, monstrous and keen, vein and nerve. One may mar a good
-purpose by pursuing it cruelly. Were not your efforts to set my mother
-right severe, sometimes?”
-
-“Did the eloquent Hospitaler put these fine words together for thee,
-girl?” testily questioned Sir Charleroy.
-
-“No matter who sent them, if they be true words. If you get angry, I’ll
-be wounded. You need not try hard to hurt me. I will strive to be all
-filial, while all loyal; but not more so to father than to mother.”
-
-“Well, but she was a rheumatism to me.”
-
-“So be it; still she was part of you. Does one dismember a limb that
-aches, or give it tenderer care than all others?”
-
-“‘It is better,’ said Solomon, ‘to dwell in the wilderness, than with a
-contentious and angry woman.’ I got heartily weary of an ache that ached
-because it ached.”
-
-“I’ll place Joseph by Solomon.”
-
-“Pray, how?”
-
-“He espoused Mary and was with her, yet apart; thus showing God’s idea
-of the needs of weary mothers in their trying hours, when giving their
-strength to another being. Joseph was kept as a lover only, until after
-Jesus was born, that his services might have a lover’s tenderness. I have
-heard that the manhood of Jesus reflected the sweetness of Mary; Joseph
-kept his wife in those days sweet, so the kindness of that noble spouse
-lived after all, an immortal influence. Joseph, through Mary in part,
-determined the bodily traits of the child Jesus; the latter influences
-all time.”
-
-“Why, truly, thou hast found a beautiful flower, Miriamne, and I’m
-wondering that I never saw it before in Mary’s life. But, finally, I tell
-thee I loved Rizpah as my soul at first.”
-
-“Oh, yes; you both loved with almost volcanic ardor. My mother told me
-so; but this very power and inclination of passionate loving gave you
-each for the other power of dreadfully hurting.”
-
-“Well, we’ll speak further of this, perhaps, another time. The hyacinth
-lures me to Ichabod’s tomb.”
-
-“The rose, emblem of Mary, flower of wedded love, is sweeter than the
-hyacinth. Go home to Bozrah, father, I beseech you, so you may prove
-yourself still a Knight of Saint Mary.”
-
-“Home? I’ve none! Bozrah is grim ruins within, without. There, as only
-fit and in fit dwellings, abide the cormorant and hyena. All hopes that
-ever centred in that place for me were but dancing satyrs at the last;
-all loves but eagles with hot-iron beaks, which devoured the hearts that
-fed them, then fled away! I hate Bozrah!”
-
-“You have a wife and children there. I a mother. Where the brood is,
-there is home. Bozrah has no gloom for us, save such as we make for it.
-It may be a glad place yet. Remember that Kidron and Golgotha were made
-all beautiful by the fidelity of Mary and the cross-bearing of Jesus.”
-
-“Miriamne, this parley is useless. Once for all, hear me. Before I wed
-thy mother I took upon my soul an impious, almost desperate, vow, that
-I’d possess her though the possessing ruined me. The strong, hopeful
-Knight of the Cross was domineered over by his love. Before this I had
-some commendable principles and a little piety. What am I now, after long
-driftings about through wasted years of prime? I’m the wreck of a man;
-less! a part of a wreck, trying to get made over in a meaner pattern out
-of the fragments left. Thy mother unmade me!”
-
-“Adam said something like that of Eve.”
-
-“Don’t interrupt me, Miriamne. The Jewish maiden Zainab gave Mohammed,
-of Bozrah, the poisoned lamp which ruined his health; the Jewish
-Rizpah has such a lamp. See me, wrinkled, hair whitened, all too soon;
-chivalry, morality and piety dragged out of me bit by bit. I stand here
-the caricature of what I was or what I should be. I’m fit for neither
-war nor courtship. I’d make a pretty show attempting to court Rizpah!
-I’ve forgotten how such things are done, and, besides, I’m not the
-original Sir Charleroy she wed. Let her find him, or his counterfeit,
-and be happy. The original Sir Charleroy and Rizpah loved each other
-desperately, but these that I know hate each other as desperately. I
-tell thee it would be legalized adultery for these latter two to live
-under the same roof, pleading as justification the vows of the other
-two! Miriamne, I tell thee that thou mayst tell it on the house tops, or
-hill tops, as I’ll cry it through eternity, if permitted, Sir Charleroy
-and Rizpah, of Gerash and Bozrah, died long ago! The devil stole their
-bodies, put an imp’s spirit in each, and then parted them forever. If
-they ever meet it will be by the fiend’s device, that he may revel over
-their warrings with each other! Ah, ha! What the Roman arena was to the
-blood-thirsty populace, such to the fiends the homes of the world when
-full of tumults!”
-
-And Miriamne, alarmed by the outbreak, tried to calm her father:
-
-“Oh, father, you will need mercy some day; merit it by bestowing it. You
-suffer an unforgiving spirit to inflame your passion!”
-
-“Forgiving? What’s the use? I’ve vainly tried mercy!”
-
-“Try once more. The injured have resource so long as they have power to
-forgive. Remember Him who in the great extremity cried: ‘_They know not
-what they do!_’ Trust Rizpah once more!”
-
-“I do not see the shadow of a peg on which to hang a trust.”
-
-“You, a Teutonic Knight of St. Mary!”
-
-“Thank God Mary was not a Rizpah!”
-
-“Mary had the trust of Joseph in those dire days, when nothing but a
-miracle could prove her integrity. She presents not only woman’s goodness
-but that which even the loftiest wife needs, the constancy beyond measure
-of her husband.”
-
-“Joseph was advised by an angel. I not.”
-
-“As you love your mother, honor the woman who mothers your children. They
-bear your image, yet she alone, with a sublime self-forgetting, struggles
-to have them grow up honorably, purely, and in the fear of God.”
-
-“She wants to make them Israelites.”
-
-“Perhaps so, and perhaps the Christian examples she has seen give her no
-reason to wish otherwise. But after all, her way is better than to have
-left them as their father left them, to become infidels or nothing. Oh,
-father, do not think me bold. I speak because I love you; as perhaps no
-other might care or presume to give utterance.”
-
-“Well, girl, I guess I’m a double man; for, determined to oppose, I feel
-a desire within to have thee win in this argument. I’m one compound of
-contradictions. I was a sworn bachelor, then a sworn husband, now I’m
-neither. I’m a widower, with a living wife; a parent of three children
-with only one. I bewail my homelessness, yet run from an offered home.
-I confess to being useless, yet see a mission most important at my own
-door. Swearing loyalty to Mary, I disregard all she exemplified—of late
-revealed to me; professing to be a Christian, I live a life that would
-shame a decent Jew. I have a daughter, said by all to be much like me in
-temper, feature, and mind, yet we are here utterly opposed in thought and
-purpose. I’ve heard the profoundest teachers in grandest temples unmoved
-to this duty, to-day presented; and, now, without the pale of any church,
-in the wilds of Jericho, a mere girl, my daughter, instructs me well!
-This all proves that I’m the caricature of Miriamne’s father. If I be Sir
-Charleroy, then I’m beside myself!”
-
-“A good half confession! Now for the atonement!”
-
-“What, a bundle of contradictions making atonement? undoing the past!
-more contradictions?”
-
-“Righteousness displaces all the contradictions of life!”
-
-“I could make no atonement except by contradicting a score of years, and
-going to Bozrah! Now hear me finally; by the glory of God, alive, I’ll
-never go to Rizpah’s house!”
-
-Miriamne felt that further persuasion would be futile. She made a last
-request, then.
-
-“Will my father take me to the outskirts of that city? I’ll enter alone
-to comfort the woman who, notwithstanding her faults, I believe to be the
-noblest of mothers. She may not have a husband; she has a daughter.”
-
-As the father and daughter rested at noon, not far from the Giant City,
-some days after the foregoing events, they beheld a single horseman from
-toward Bozrah speeding along the great southern highway.
-
-“I think he’s a Jew and in peaceful pursuit. I’ll hail him,” said the
-knight, “in the language of Galilee.”
-
-The rider, hearing the call, halted. Glancing about him he discovered
-the source of the call, and promptly reined his steed toward where the
-pilgrims were sitting. Instantly he began in short, quick sentences:
-
-“Wonder; the face of a Frank, the garb of a Turk, the voice of a Jew!
-An old man, a young woman! A Moslem in company with his slave? No, she
-sits by his side! A harem favorite? No! She is not veiled! Ye do not
-look cunning enough for magicians, too cunning to be pilgrims; not pious
-enough, old man, to be a priest, and too pious-looking to be a robber.”
-
-“True, Laconic,” said the knight, “I’m at no loss as to thee.”
-
-“So it seems! But pray, Christian, Jewish, Druses, Turks, who are ye?”
-
-“We’re pilgrims, good runner.”
-
-“Ha, ha; these pilgrims are a mad-lot, with piebald customs!”
-
-“What news, runner?”
-
-“What news! A plague in Bozrah! De Griffin’s twins are nigh to death—De
-Griffin? May be thou knowest him? Thou dost look like him: but he’s
-dead. Now his twins have no nurses nor mourners, but Rizpah, and I’m
-racing to Gerash to see if I can find a soul to swell her wailings.”
-
-The rider turned his horse and with a word, “_Selamet_,”—“peace,” was
-gone.
-
-Miriamne had heard enough, and now, with redoubled vehemence, reöpened
-her arguments and appeals to her father to go to her home.
-
-“I’ll not go into Rizpah’s house. I tell thee thou art inviting me into
-hell!”
-
-Miriamne, in turn, replied: “There is good anywhere for those that
-earnestly seek it. Mohammed, they say, got his first inspiration in
-Bozrah, and he a Moslem, a crescent devotee!”
-
-“Yes; he wed a rich wife there, too, and she was a saint. I may envy him
-in these things.”
-
-The young woman hastily entered the city and stopped for a little time at
-the mission house of Father Adolphus, briefly, hurriedly, to announce her
-return, inquire the latest report concerning the illness of her brothers,
-and to beseech the old priest to go out after her father; if possible, to
-bring him into the city and to the desolate fireside.
-
-“Well, well; there, now, I’d call thee bee or humming-bird, truly,
-darting from point to point, subject to subject, if I didn’t know I was
-talking to an angel.”
-
-The sincere compliment was unheard by Miriamne, for she was gone ere it
-was sounded. The old man shaded his eyes, looked after her a few moments,
-then girding himself, hobbled down the street to seek at the city’s
-outskirt the waiting knight.
-
-And Miriamne, with heart beating high, sped on homeward. But as she
-approached it she slackened her pace, with questionings as to how she
-had best enter, so as to secure loving welcome and in no wise perturb
-by sudden surprise. She saw her mother through the doorway, bowed and
-swinging back and forth. The girl’s heart divined all; “My brothers
-are dead!” The mother seemed oblivious to all about her, and Miriamne
-hesitated on the threshold. Just then the runner galloped up to the open
-door, reined his steed, and exclaimed: “Out of sight, out of mind! Death,
-like poverty, sifts our friends! Ye can hire mourners cheaper at Bozrah
-than at Gerash, and there are none to be had without coins! Gerash is
-distant. I had no coins, and was a fool to start, wise to return!” It was
-Laconic, and he was gone before any reply was given. Rizpah didn’t even
-lift up her head to notice his coming or going.
-
-Miriamne was glad of the circumstance, for the runner gave her words with
-which to enter: “A daughter never forsakes.” She spoke thus, very softly.
-
-Rizpah, perhaps not recognizing the voice, moaned on, swaying as she
-moaned:
-
-“Mother, mother?”
-
-Rizpah slowly lifted her eyes to the speaker; then, either by a masterful
-self-control or because sorrow dazed, she slowly and without emotion,
-addressed the maiden:
-
-“Thou here? So, then, my three are safe together, before my eyes, in
-death. Thou wert buried years ago.”
-
-Without another word the daughter and sister quietly moved to the forms
-lying beside the mother, and knelt down, bowing, her one arm flung over
-the corses. Presently she reached out her hand and it met a warm clasp
-from her mother. The maiden knew full well that it meant welcome. It
-was death’s victory; expressive, unspoken eloquence. There were four
-hearts; two still in death; two alive and breaking, but the dead hearts
-somehow drew the living ones together and then they beat as one, each
-all comforting to the other. Two dead hearts bridged the gulf between
-two living ones. There followed the embrace and kiss of peace, and then
-Rizpah questioned:
-
-“Wilt stay with me a little while, my only—?” thereupon she sobbed and
-was relieved.
-
-“Stay? Yes, always! But when, the burial?”
-
-“At once! It’s the plague and the law requires promptness. O Death, thou
-didst do thy bitterest for Rizpah!”
-
-Rizpah soon rose up and began to busy herself about the bodies.
-
-“Mother, tell me how to aid you.”
-
-“Yea, as I need. Thou and I wilt carry them to the cave of entombment.”
-
-“But will there be no funeral rites?”
-
-“I’ll perform such; keeping vigil as Rizpah of old. My children were
-crucified, as were hers. All mankind turned from us in our stress, and so
-they died in want.”
-
-“But, mother, the watching would kill you!”
-
-“Thou dost comfort me, now. Oh, I’d be overjoyed, if I only knew for
-certainty that death would court me at my vigil.”
-
-Softly Miriamne spoke:
-
-“Sir Charleroy is at Bozrah.”
-
-“Now thou makest Bozrah seem afar. Oh, the garments of people may brush
-together passing, but still to all things else the passers be eternities
-apart,” replied quickly, and yet with cool self-possession, Rizpah.
-
-“Death, that cools the pulses, also subdues the asperities. I could not
-hate an enemy if I met him amid his dead,” persuasively responded the
-maiden.
-
-“Imperious, fanatical, stubborn Charleroy! changeable in all but his
-determination to make conquest of the faith of others. Then, I can not
-ask his pardon for my serving God. Liberty came to Egypt because the
-mothers of captive Israel were faithful. So says our Talmud.”
-
-“Sir Charleroy respects at least, fidelity.”
-
-“Then ’tis well to have me die. He never did me justice to my face; let
-him embalm me in honey after I’m dead, as Herod did the wife he murdered.
-It’s a way of some husbands. But we must be moving, daughter; I’ve
-prepared two biers. The plague is a stern messenger, nor leaves room for
-any dallying.”
-
-And Bozrah witnessed a strange, sad spectacle. Two roughly constructed
-burial couches; on each a body, and two women, the one aged, the other
-youthful, both bowed with grief, slowly bearing the biers away, down to
-the tomb-hill. The elder directed; and so they went; first a little way
-forward with one body, then returning to advance the other. There were no
-mourners following; the passers-by offered no help; the women of the city
-drew their doors shut, and the children playing in the streets, when they
-beheld this funeral procession, fled away with subdued exclamations.
-
-The ancient Rizpah, watching her dead on their crosses, was standing that
-time in her valley of “dry bones;” her imitator, Rizpah de Griffin, was
-now walking through that same valley. Both made pitiable by desolation.
-Neither was able to hide her dead from her sight by looking for the hope
-of the blessed resurrection. Their loving had been fierce enough, but
-the soul-reviving Spirit of the prophet’s vision was not yet seen to be
-in the valley for them. The two Rizpahs were “mothers of sorrow,” but
-followed no cross that had on it besides “death,” “victory.” They went
-with tears, but not held by a love that triumphs in “leading captivity
-captive.” These ancient Jewish mothers may be put in striking contrast
-with the Davidic Queen Mary, who wept from the Judgment Hall, past the
-cross, past the tomb, up to the chamber of Pentecost, from which she
-viewed the transports of the Ascension of her Son, her Saviour, her King.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
-THE “KNIGHT OF ST. MARY” AND RIZPAH AT THE GRAVE OF THEIR SONS.
-
- “Courage, for life is hasting
- To endless life away;
- The inner fires unwaiting,
- Transfigure our dull clay.”
-
- ...
-
- “Lost, lost are all our losses;
- Love set forever free;
- The full life heaves and tosses
- Like an eternal sea;
- One endless, living story;
- One poem spread abroad,
- And the sun of all our glory
- Is the countenance of God.”—GEORGE MCDONALD.
-
- “I am ascending unto my Father and your Father, and to my God
- and your God.”—JNO. xx. 17.
-
-
-The Teutonic knight was standing in silent contemplation of a pile of
-ruins, from the center of which rose a number of stately columns like so
-many mourners about a grave. These were all left of a stately old temple.
-Art had done nobly here once; now desolation was master, even the name of
-the structure being forgotten. The priest approached, questioning within
-himself as to how he would address Sir Charleroy, when they met. As he
-drew nearer, he thought here are two temples in decay. There came to his
-mind out of the distant past a vision of Sir Charleroy as he was when he
-stood erect, ruddy-cheeked and every wit a man by his bride’s side, the
-time of the wedding at Damascus. The priest, contrasting the man before
-him, now aged and solemn faced, with what he was then, thought “of the
-two ruined temples, the man is the sadder one. A quarter of a century
-slipping over a life, though with noiseless feet, generally leaves its
-tracks; if pain and passion have been the companion of the years, havoc
-is wrought.” Solemnly, and in measured tones, the priest’s meditations
-having given him free utterance, he spoke, quoting the words long before
-sadly pronounced by the Savior concerning Jerusalem’s holy place:
-“_Destroy this temple and in three days I will raise it up._”
-
-Sir Charleroy slowly, very slowly, turning his eyes upon the speaker,
-observed him from head to foot, but uttered not a word.
-
-Again the priest spoke: “Time has so changed both knight and priest, that
-they forget themselves; nor is it therefore wonderful, they should not
-remember each other.”
-
-“Father Adolphus! Miriamne’s work?”
-
-“What matter whose act if we see God back of the actor. I’ve a message
-from on high!”
-
-“Why, thou dost astound me!”
-
-“Methinks no man more needs astounding. May righteousness enter the gates
-opened by wonder, and so move thee into Rizpah’s home and thine; death is
-there!”
-
-“Is there? has been! When love was slain, I shut out its bleeding form
-with the mourning robes of a long forgetfulness.
-
-“There are hopes that die to live no more; so there are homes which
-bereft of their household Penates are doomed to grim ruin forever. See
-these giant dwellings. They tell it all.
-
-“Thou art a Christian, I believe; but like the disciples, Cleopas and
-Luke, with eyes holden; not discerning the Lord.
-
-“Just as some, having embalmed the body, looked into the tomb at a napkin
-only, seeing merely the place where He lay. Though puzzled that the
-grave’s seal was broken, they were still blind to the miracle of a new
-dawn, simultaneous with the unclasping of night’s grim arms. They had
-heard of the resurrection to be, yet they reasoned that the Promiser was
-surely dead. Love alone, in the person of Mary Magdalene, most loving
-because most forgiven, overleaped all doubts, disappointments and fears,
-to hie away in the thinning darkness, in an utter abandonment to her
-trust in the words of Him, to whom her heart was given. That was love
-indeed.”
-
-“Oh, priest, ’tis so. A woman; a woman; leading in religion! I do not
-much bepraise her, for she, being a woman, easily could believe, where
-men doubted.”
-
-“It would have been cruel to have crossed her faith, would it not, Sir
-Charleroy?”
-
-“Yes, on my soul, yes!”
-
-“Then go to the bier of thy boys. Let love overleap all obstacles.”
-
-“But let me rest, priest. I’ve had the full draught of trouble’s cup. I’m
-quit of further conflict.”
-
-“Thou believest? Listen:
-
-“To whom also he shewed himself alive after His passion by many
-infallible proofs, being seen of them forty days, and speaking of the
-things pertaining to the kingdom of God——
-
-“Christian Cross-bearing knight, hear me! The suffering Savior could
-never have revealed Himself, as the Almighty, Risen Christ, if there had
-been no cross. By what He suffered He had gain of power. Thy wrinkles,
-disciplines and all such like, fit thee now to minister in the chamber of
-death; even where now of all places on earth, thou art needed.”
-
-“But my case is so peculiar, my home so unnatural!”
-
-“Is there no balm in Gilead, Sir Charleroy? If thou and she have been
-great sinners, He’s a great Savior, and more, a patient one. Hast thou
-thought how He lingered near His followers in an overplus of love, lured
-from the triumphs of heaven, to personally deal, all comfortingly, all
-encouragingly, peculiarly with individuals? For thirty-three years in
-the flesh he wandered about, doing good, healing all those oppressed
-of the devil; but the finest hours of all His life lay in those forty
-days between the resurrection and the ascension. Well might He say to
-Mary: ‘Touch me not,’ when in love, she fain would have retarded Him by
-sentimental fondling. Listen now:
-
-“‘I have not yet ascended: Go to my disciples, say to them: I ascend
-unto my Father and your Father, to my God and your God!’ He was making a
-sublime accent along golden steps, and the number of those steps were ten
-and two, even as the number of Israel’s tribes.”
-
-“I do not comprehend this mysticism, though the word-frame is beautiful.”
-
-“Then know it. On the cross, Immanuel cried: ‘It is finished!’ Glorious
-salvation’s work was finished; but then He lingered still to bless,
-especially His friends. Count the steps. He appeared first to Mary
-Magdalene, out of whom he had cast the seven devils and who doubtless
-clung to the Savior, her only hope, her only deliverance from the awful
-realities of the tragedy in her soul. Thy Rizpah was never so ill as
-Magdalene, yet surely she is worthy as much tenderness.”
-
-“Secondly. Jesus appeared to His mother; love’s appearing. I see her
-now, in mind, by the record here unnamed—left in the sacred privacy of
-her grief; too stricken to minister, but close to the triumph, because
-all needful of its blessing. I see a third step—Jesus, by special
-appointment, meeting the backsliding fisherman of Tiberias, now gone away
-to his nets, persuading himself he had done and suffered enough, even as
-does Sir Charleroy to-day.”
-
-“I’ve been called Pilate. Go on. Call me Peter; I can bear it.”
-
-“Fourthly. The Christ joined Luke and Cleopas, the Greek proselytes, now
-doubters; but the chill of their misgivings was burned away in hearts
-inflamed, while they journeyed to Emmaus.”
-
-“Now call me Luke-Cleopas, priest. I’ve the chill of the doubts, I’m
-sure.”
-
-“Fifthly. He came to His own little church-of-the-upper-room, to breathe
-on it peace and to display His all-convincing body; then He waited a week
-for a special unfoldment to Thomas, the all-doubter, leaving him filled
-with all faith.”
-
-“Oh, that He’d come to Sir Charleroy!” said the knight.
-
-“He does, but the knight’s eyes are holden, and he starves while toiling
-for fish in a dead sea. Listen to these words by the shore of Tiberias:
-
-“‘Then Jesus saith unto them, Children, have ye any meat? They answered
-him, No.
-
-“‘And he said unto them, Cast the net on the right side of the ship, and
-ye shall find. They cast therefore, and now they were not able to draw it
-for the multitude of fishes.
-
-“‘Jesus saith unto them, Come and dine. And none of the disciples durst
-ask him, Who art thou? knowing that it was the Lord.
-
-“‘Jesus then cometh, and taketh bread, and giveth them, and fish
-likewise.’
-
-“Oh, Sir Charleroy, cast in the net on the right side, then come and
-dine.”
-
-“But I’m an odd man; not like others.”
-
-“He that is All Fullness later appeared to multitudes of every clime, the
-representatives of the Church universal, ever full of odd people; again
-to the apostle of good works, James, called the pillar of faith. The
-tenth appearing was at Bethany, as the blesser and promiser to all. After
-that he showed himself to Paul, proof that he was a returning Christ,
-and, last of all, to John on Patmos. This the John that was care-taker of
-Mary, the mother; John, the all-loving. I read each page of the glowing
-Apocalypse as a love-letter from heaven to a mother, from a Son who
-carries eternally within His glorious heart the image of the woman great
-chiefly for her great love of Him. She loyally followed Him to the grave;
-He lovingly followed her beyond it. When he set John to picturing heaven
-as a virgin-bride and His Church as a woman clothed with the sun, Christ
-had surely the choicest of women, Mary, in His heart.”
-
-“And the Heart of Heaven might well lovingly remember the mystical Rose,”
-quoth the knight.
-
-“As heaven loved Mary, so should noble men love ‘bone of their bone,
-flesh of their flesh,’ _as Christ loved the Church and gave Himself for
-it_.”
-
-“Thou wert never wed, good priest?”
-
-“No; perhaps ’tis well so. I’ve had a work in helping those who were wed
-unhappily, to peace; forgetting, in serving their need, my own joy.”
-
-“Then thou hast no idea of what it is to deal with a Rizpah as a wife.”
-
-“I know she’s a woman; a marvel in her fidelity to her children. She
-may have infirmities, but there was a woman, bowed grievously for
-eighteen years, fully restored by one kind touch of the man, Jesus, ever
-all-pitiful and tender toward women.”
-
-“But that one was willing to be healed.”
-
-“No; she was trying to hide, but the Savior called her out, just to heal
-her.”
-
-“Now, then, let me cross swords at close quarters, since thou dost press
-me. I ask thee, as a Christian priest, wouldst thou have me tolerate the
-sins of heresy in my own home? Remember, Jezebel, she beguiled Ahab,
-her daughter, Athaliah, and her husband, Jehoram, also, into gravest
-transgressions. So God’s people were led, little by little, to the groves
-of Astarte. I think I’ve a good parallel: Jezebel was the daughter of a
-priest, so this Rizpah of Bozrah. With her hot temper, pride of exalted
-birth, and a mouthful of arguments; a man meets such a woman as a pigmy,
-to crouch, or as a knight, to resist.”
-
-“The name Jezebel means ‘chaste.’ Her pious namers must have respected
-chastity once. Her practices were all loyalty to Ahab and her children,
-though her theories may have been odious. All that is recorded of them,
-which engenders hate for her memory, is the hatefulness of the way she
-pressed her creeds upon others, the Jews. Which the more like Jezebel—Sir
-Charleroy or Rizpah?”
-
-“But Rizpah was ardent to lay our love, and our children on her altar.
-Like the women who brought their jewels to Aaron to be transmuted into
-the golden calf! I could only protest, and I did.”
-
-“Did not the men of Egypt and Israel first proclaim the worship of Apis?
-Were not the women merely following their lords? There are many women who
-defile their jewels because, with contempts that turn their hearts to
-ashes, their lords do not, as they should, wear both the wives and the
-jewels on strong and loyal hearts.”
-
-“Oh, I perceive! Rizpah has been parading to thee her family troubles. A
-true woman would have rather given herself to nest-hiding.”
-
-“Thou hast not hidden thy nest, but, like a wandering bird, fled it.”
-
-“She never asked my aid; she left me in London.”
-
-The knight was charging blindly, and defeated.
-
-“It was not for her to crave, but for thee to lavishly bestow. She
-left thee? What better could Abigail have done than turn her beautiful
-countenance and good understanding away from churlish Nabal, who lived
-chiefly to gloat about the cross on which he had placed her?”
-
-“Does the sacrist advocate divorce?”
-
-“No! No rupture of the tie sealed in heaven; but when by recriminations
-a home becomes a living burial, a hell, then two houses are better than
-one. I feel here keenly, knight. My mother had a monstrous man, my
-father, in wedlock. He left her to battle single-handed for her little
-ones. Her patient, sad face comes ever before me. Oh, how she eschewed
-all other men, though courted by worthier than he; how she strove to hide
-my father’s faults and taught us, his children, to try to respect him! I
-was but a youth when he died, but I tell thee I dared not look upon his
-coffined face lest I should curse him, then and there!”
-
-The knight cowered as if from a malediction.
-
-“There, there! for heaven’s sake pause, Sacrist! Abashed at home, lashed
-by the teacher of the faith I’ve suffered to defend, I’ll be driven to
-flee to the wandering Bedouin, or to death!”
-
-“They say Lucifer, unable to commit suicide, plunges headlong into the
-abyss when thwarted in any design.”
-
-“Call me Lucifer; another epithet!”
-
-“There are no black gulfs into which thou canst flee from the memories
-which conscience points to when duty is contemned.”
-
-“Is it the priest’s purpose to harass my soul?”
-
-“No; but rather to lead it back to its peace that thou didst leave long
-ago. There is only one way of return, that a very _Via Dolorosa_. Mary
-along it walked with her son, her God and Savior, to the cross and the
-resurrection! By the cross God gives, we go to our glory.”
-
-“I’ve tried my best to be a loyal, Christian knight. Give me, at least,
-that award.”
-
-“I can not praise justly; I dare not flatter; I must in all faithfulness
-say thou hast yet to learn the alphabet of loyalty, as interpreted
-by that glorious pair, Mary and the Christ—the triumphant Eve, the
-triumphant Adam. Thou hast been following afar off, nearer the flickering
-of Judas’ illusive lantern than to Him who pleaded amid His griefs,
-all self-forgetting, with His Roman guards to let His little band of
-followers depart unharmed. The woman whom thou exaltest as the queen of
-hearts is, after all, not thy pattern. Judas and Mary are in lasting
-contrast; he all treason, she fidelity’s choicest fruit. It is well to
-see to it to which one is the nearer. Oh, Gethsemane, garden of touching
-contrasts! There love was most grossly interpreted by the shrines of
-_Baaltis_; there most grandly interpreted by love’s sublimest offering
-that night the Saviour agonized. There twice the enemy of man did his
-almost worst; once by the rites of the groves, once in the wracking
-temptations of the Man of Sorrows. The arch-fiend was baffled, and then
-the ingenuity of hell was taxed to one last, most terrific and dastardly
-assault. What thinkest thou was the climax? The last effort to blot out
-the hope of man was made through betrayal by a kiss; the finest sign of
-affection befouled by treason! When the wedded betray each other, alas,
-for the world!”
-
-Sir Charleroy surrendered now, exclaiming:
-
-“Oh, Father Adolphus; again I see there is a mist on my knightly cross!
-I’m unworthy to wear the sign. It has been an emblem of death; I see it
-now an emblem of life and love.”
-
-“Will the knight look on the dead faces of his sons?”
-
-“Yes, yes! In the name of God, yes! Lead me as a child, for I’m nothing
-more.”
-
-The knight was in the throes of transformation. He and the priest walked
-side by side, mostly in silence, broken anon, only by questions of Sir
-Charleroy’s, like these:
-
-“Am I worth saving? Shall I ever become able to fully sound and truly
-express, in life, the depths of all thou hast told me? And Rizpah! what
-will Rizpah say or do?”
-
-The old priest answered ever:
-
-“‘Awake, thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Christ Himself
-shall give thee light!’”
-
-The lone burial cave was reached. Nigh the two biers stood Rizpah and
-Miriamne and but a little way off Sir Charleroy and the priest. The
-maiden, with surprised joy, saw the two men, but Rizpah, busy with her
-thoughts, never lifted her eyes. The latter drew a slab away from the
-entrance of the tomb and then moaned: “Better I’d never been a mother.”
-
-Father Adolphus seized the opportunity to say in deep, entreating tones:
-
-“‘I will ransom them from the power of the grave: I will redeem them from
-death.’”
-
-The mother supposing it was some kindly neighbor, still unnoticing any
-thing but the speaker’s voice, moaned on, sitting nigh the tomb-door,
-between the dead, a hand on each.
-
-Then the old shepherd drew nearer, saying:
-
-“Sisters of Israel, only believe. Beyond this stony gate there is an
-eternal home fairer than any dream. There all broken homes shall rise in
-joy, their treasures reunited and happy.”
-
-Now Rizpah rose, and observing the speaker silently for a moment, she did
-not seem offended at the priest’s presence. Misery had overcome, at least
-for the time, her prejudice. Presently she exclaimed:
-
-“My family reunited in heaven? Ah! that can not be, and if it were so,
-what joy to ever repeat the bickering, blamings and wrongs of this poor
-miserable life?”
-
-“Thou wilt know as thou art known there and see eye to eye,” said the
-missioner.
-
-“Oh, if it could be only so!”
-
-“Wouldst like it so?”
-
-“Yes, by the grave of my darlings, I swear it! I loved them with my life
-madly. All the love I had was concentrated in them. I knew when I began
-idolizing them that I had loved before full well my husband and daughter.
-I knew this, because the love I withdrew from them rushed forth to the
-boys. But my idols are dead, and now if my love do not dry up, it will
-hunger, feed on me myself, then turn to ferocity wolf-like.”
-
-“Perhaps a husband restored may fill and enlarge thy heart. There never
-was a great sorrow but there stood near it a great joy,” spoke the priest.
-
-“Ah, he is stubborn, I, perhaps, proud. Immensity is between me and Sir
-Charleroy.”
-
-“Hast thou not yet had enough of pride’s dead sea apples?”
-
-“Alas! why ask me?”
-
-“If thou art ready for a better day, he may be.”
-
-“Ready? I’ve always been. What I did for conscience sake and these
-children is done. What he did to me he only can undo, as far as the past
-can be undone.”
-
-Then Miriamne waved her hand to her father, unseen by Rizpah,
-entreatingly, as if to say: “Come, but not too quickly, a little nearer.”
-
-Sir Charleroy complied and not as a laggard, for Rizpah seemed changed
-from what she was in London. He now saw her as in those golden early days
-at Gerash. But the truth was, the change was chiefly in himself.
-
-“Rizpah!”
-
-“Sir Charleroy de Griffin!” replied the woman addressed deliberately, and
-apparently emotionlessly, as she fixed her eyes upon the knight. Then her
-eyes turned toward the tomb, seemingly inviting his to follow there their
-course. She stepped back and glanced from man to tomb, by the glance
-saying more plainly than words:
-
-“That is thy work. Thou didst open that grave in my pathway.”
-
-The knight stood by her side and put forth his hand to clasp hers, but
-with a respectfulness that betokened the cavalier and one not quite
-certain of his welcome.
-
-Then spake Father Adolphus:
-
-“Remember Damascus, both of you. Come, Miriamne,” he continued, drawing
-the maiden aside, “I’ve a giant’s grave to show thee.”
-
-The priest and the maiden moved to a turn in the road and passed behind
-the crumbled wall of a Roman palace.
-
-“But, Father Adolphus, where now? What of the giant’s grave?”
-
-“Be content, girl. I mean the grave of mad love grown to mad hate. It
-will be made and deep enough by thy parents, but they can best make it
-alone.”
-
-And Miriamne fell upon her knees in silent, grateful prayer; a great
-burden that had borne her down for years seemed lifted from off her.
-The Miserere that had wailed through her life so long now changed to an
-Easter anthem.
-
-Father Adolphus after a time recalled her by a single question:
-
-“Dost see the fierce woman and the vultures fleeing away before the
-coming of our Christian Mother of Sorrows?”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-THE ROSE, QUEEN OF HEARTS IN THE GIANT CITY
-
- “Around thy starry crown are wreathed
- So many names divine!
- Which is the dearest to my heart
- And the most worthy thine?”
-
- ...
-
- “‘_Mother of sorrows_,’ many a heart,
- Half broken by despair,
- Hath laid its burden by the cross,
- And found a mother there.
- ‘_Mary_,’ the dearest name of all,
- The holiest and the best,
- The first low word that Jesus lisped
- Laid on His mother’s breast.”—A. A. PROCTOR.
-
-
-There had come a great change to the home of the De Griffins at Bozrah,
-without and within. Shrubs and vines grew about the old stone house
-in profusion, birds sang contentedly at its casements, and kittens,
-undisturbed, played around its doors. These were tokens of the new inner
-life.
-
-The queen of that domestic palace was happy; its king restored to his
-rights and duties; therefore there was abounding delight and peace within
-and without. Sir Charleroy and Rizpah, the two mature wed-lovers that
-abode there, had, out of all their estrangements and tribulations, come
-to understand at last that love grows out of law and is more than a
-sentiment, free to go when lured or flee from that which burdens. It was
-to them like a revelation from heaven to find that love is the vassal of
-the will and can be made to go where it ought, as well as be reined back
-from lawless rovings. They found there was great satisfaction in their
-efforts to be very agreeable to each other. Sir Charleroy constantly
-assured Rizpah of his belief that they were now more really lovers
-than they had been in those fervent days at Gerash. She believed this
-new creed with the avidity of a heart sore with long waitings for its
-proclaiming.
-
-The knight bethought himself of a graceful advance, and introduced the
-matter with a sort of parable. “I’ve been thinking to-day that the only
-man whom I ever felt like kissing, the man who loved me to the full of
-his great heart, is present with us in spirit these days to joy over our
-reconciliation. I’ve felt a strange thrill at times which made me think I
-was touched by the glowing heart of Ichabod.”
-
-“Ichabod?”
-
-“Yes; he that fell in our defense the day of that perilous battle with
-those Mamelukes, near Gerash. Ah, he had the heart of a mastiff, the soul
-of a martyr!”
-
-“Thy love is constant. But what’s in thy hand?”
-
-The knight had hoped for the question.
-
-“A token I took from his corpse. It was given him by a Copt priest, whose
-life he saved in Egypt. See.”
-
-“I see a stone in a gold setting; on the stone an image, I think of a
-woman? I’ve noticed it with thee before.”
-
-“I knew it! Once I thought thou didst observe it askance, as if a trifle
-jealous. Well, no more secrets, no more jealousies. What says Rizpah?”
-
-“I say amen; and yet I say tell all, or none; either way I shall be
-content. Love’s trust, when full, has few questions and no doubts.”
-
-“Nobly spoken, but yet I must tell all. The image is of _Neb-ta_, from
-the country of Hamites.”
-
-“What an odd figure! Her head-dress, a basket!”
-
-“The basket on her head and the little house by her side betoken that
-she was the presiding spirit of domestic life. I love Neb-ta! She ever
-reminds me of woman at her best, as a mother brooding her chicks.”
-
-“Praise be the Patriarchs; they left us testimonies which makes it
-needless to go to Egypt for precepts concerning home-love!” responded the
-wife.
-
-“But, Rizpah, thou dost divert me! Wait; I’m coming around with the
-patriarchs, by way of Jerusalem, to Bozrah.”
-
-“Now, that’s a fine parade; I await it,” the woman, with quick reply,
-answered.
-
-“Tradition says this Neb-ta will stand before Osiris and Isis in the
-judgment ‘hall of truth,’ where another deity styled ‘divine wisdom’
-opens the books of men’s earthly deeds. As the great Anubis weighs them,
-Neb-ta stands by ready to cut away the failings of those weighed. When
-the scale of their merit is lacking, she herself leaps into it, to weigh
-it down in their behalf.”
-
-“A pretty myth for grim old Nile Land!”
-
-“It proves man’s belief that at last he’ll need help.”
-
-“It is strange those women degraders should have allotted one of that sex
-so fine a part in the hereafter.”
-
-“It illustrates the constant conviction in men’s hearts that woman’s
-sympathy abides to the last.”
-
-“In some men’s hearts, say. All are not equally just.”
-
-“I’ll be direct, Rizpah, and sincere. I’ve felt an indescribable
-unworthiness of all I enjoy here in the house saved and brightened by my
-wife. I’ve been saying, ‘Oh, that some one like Neb-ta would cut off my
-failings and enrich my merit.’”
-
-Sir Charleroy, after this long journey around about, felt relieved. He
-had made his confession and waited his absolution.
-
-Rizpah’s eyes brightened up, and, though bedewed, shone with the luster
-of gleaming affection.
-
-He knew full well how to interpret that look, and evinced the quality
-of the interpretation by quickly embracing her. There passed between
-them salutations having the purity of manna, the lusciousness of Escol’s
-grapes.
-
-“Will Sir Charleroy need to go to Egypt for a Neb-ta?”
-
-“No, never, while I’ve an all-forgiving, all-blessing Rizpah!”
-
-Encouraged by the success attending one simile, he attempted another
-later:
-
-“I was thinking,” tenderly replied the knight, “that I’ve sinned against
-God in the name of religion, and unconsciously offered ‘the female lamb.’”
-
-“Pardon my stupidity, but yet I do not gather what is thy meaning.”
-
-“My Rizpah has been sacrificed for years.”
-
-The wife tried to reply, “I’m no lamb without blemish;” but her tears
-and his passionate embrace, checked her utterance. To those without,
-there is much incomprehensible in the estrangements and reconciliations
-of human pairs, made utterly one in wedlock. If, since the Incarnate
-died for love, and the Temple’s veil was rent, there has been on earth
-an unrevealed Holiest of Holy places, it has been where wed lives,
-alienated, have been reunited. It is like a sacrilege to attempt its
-depicting to stranger eyes or ears. Many, for themselves, have been
-within that holy place; each twain meeting its own peculiar and varied
-experiences. But, having come forth with a natural and most meritorious
-reverence for the events of such supreme hours, they are wont to withdraw
-from human curiosity all that transpired, as completely as they hide from
-the world their souls’ dealings with God. They who have never been within
-that Holy Place, can not understand about what there transpires; those
-that have been there, defend their sacred right to keep from all the
-world that which they saw and felt, by refusing to give audience to the
-experiences of others.
-
-Sir Charleroy and Rizpah, at the time of the foregoing conversation,
-entered serenely, lovingly that Holy Place. Then they took, as it were,
-wings of memory and shields of faith. The grim giant house was forgotten.
-Its walls seemed to thin away, until they had to themselves a broad, but
-secluded world. There was light, but not exposure; repentance, mutual,
-and forgiveness, not only free, but in every syllable seeming to have
-balm for healing. There followed an unutterable sense of getting nearer
-and nearer to each other. They felt as if they had but one will, and that
-guided by God; one mind, and that clear and heaven soaring. The only
-sense of being two, was in their beating hearts, and then two hearts
-seemed more blessed than one; for being two, there was the joy of their
-beatings for and against each other. Words fail; it would be sacrilege
-to go further. Let the curtain drop. Leave them with a thousand angels,
-winged and liveried in white, with wands of silence to keep watch and
-ward until morning!
-
-On the morrow they knew that both had surrendered and both conquered.
-And by a paradox, to those uninitiated, each rejoiced as much in the
-surrender each had made, as in the victory which had been won by the
-one defeated. Defeat and victory was their common wealth. There was a
-full community between them, and that made both rich, whatever their
-possessings. Thenceforward, between them, there was perfect frankness
-and consideration; no sarcasms, no recriminations, and hence no need of
-foils nor masks. Christ had captured the Crusader’s heart, and he was
-now, as never before, able to reveal the King of his soul to Rizpah. She
-moved unconsciously into a beauty of character like unto that of Mary,
-and her heart began singing a ‘Magnificat.’ The woman was transformed,
-if possible, more completely than the man. For years amid hurtings she
-had schooled herself to reticence, and had been an enigma to all who knew
-her; but now, under the rising of this new sun, she opened as the blossom
-of early spring. Sir Charleroy, indeed all who knew her, attested delight
-and surprise; but Rizpah was as much surprised at herself as any other
-could be at her.
-
-“I didn’t know I could,” she exclaimed often with laughter and tears.
-She seemed to break away and run from her former self as one from
-some phantom, as a child from a reputed witch, or a freed bird from a
-prisoning cage. She saw herself growing in all these things every moment
-and exclaimed, in the rush of feeling; “I could fly, I’m sure!” Then
-tenderly, “I would not, my mate, for a thousand worlds, unless thou
-couldst fly with me. No, no, Charleroy, watch my wings; they are thine;
-cut them if they grow or flutter for rising. If they do, they’ll do it
-themselves, without my willing.” Again the sacredness of the holiest came
-over them.
-
-“Oh, Rizpah, I know, I knew this wealth of love was in thee; I’ve
-wondered often why I could not find it.”
-
-“I did not know it, my lover king; I’m glad thou hast found it, for thy
-finding feeds me with light and glory! I’m carried back to Gerash and
-Damascus.”
-
-“I think not. There were flaming swords at Eden’s Gate, after the fall.
-No going back; but the swords gave light for departure into broader
-places. I think that’s the symbol of the sword and the flame, Rizpah.”
-Again he spoke: “Hadrian built a temple of Venus over the tomb of
-Christ, but Hadrian and Venus are no more in power and there has been a
-resurrection from that tomb.”
-
-“Ah, Sir Charleroy, I’m a child in thy creed, but I’m comforted by thy
-resurrection hopes, especially since conversing yesterday more freely
-than ever with our lovely child of God, Miriamne.”
-
-“Hers is an angel’s visit, wife.”
-
-“And angel-like, with filial spirit, she comes, this time, with request
-for our consent to an act of great import to her.”
-
-“So; and what may it be? Though I know it can only be good.”
-
-“She came to tell us, that she desires publicly to profess the religion
-of the Naz——of Jesus.”
-
-Sir Charleroy felt a twinge of an old pain, and for a moment queried
-within: “Will the old struggle over faiths again confront us?” But he
-dismissed it with an unexpressed “Impossible, we’re all changed!” Then
-replied he quietly with a question. “Does the dear girl fully understand
-the seriousness of the act? If she do and then acts, I’ll be glad to
-commit her to Christ as her Bridegroom and King.”
-
-“We cannot be with her always, and she seems determined to go through
-life unwed.”
-
-“A Neb-ta, an angel spinster, mothering other people’s chicks! But what
-says my Rizpah of our daughter’s purpose to profess her faith?”
-
-“I? This: God being my Helper, I’ll never again stand between Him and any
-soul, except it be to pray for that soul’s health.”
-
-Just then the maiden entered bearing a lamp which suddenly lighted the
-room, now well nigh in darkness. She presented a most striking and
-suggestive figure. Her eyes were full of her heart’s chief question, and,
-standing in the light of her own bearing, she seemed to fitly represent
-the part she had borne in that household.
-
-Sir Charleroy, anticipating his daughter’s question, greeted her with
-promptness thus: “Sunshine, thy purpose I know. It’s all between God
-and thyself. Go gladden Father Adolphus and Cornelius with an early
-profession.”
-
-She was filled with surprise, and voiced its chief cause:
-
-“Cornelius? He’s at Jerusalem!”
-
-“Well, if so, ’tis wonderful, since I met him here to-day.”
-
-“I wonder,” she meditated, meanwhile speaking her thoughts as if
-unconscious of those about her, “What brought him here?”
-
-“Oh,” replied the father, “he says ‘to see Father Adolphus about the
-church of Jerusalem;’ but Father Adolphus says ‘the young man came
-because he could not help it, to see his good angel.’”
-
-“‘His good angel!’ Whom?”
-
-“Now, Sunrise, guess! When thou dost so, to make short work, begin with
-the good angel of us all, Miriamne.”
-
-Miriamne lifted her hand reprovingly, but the tell-tale crimson hung
-confession on her cheeks, while her lips, wreathed in smiles, told her
-pleasure.
-
-“Well, now, will my father go with me to good Adolphus about my
-profession?”
-
-“As thou mayst like, but it will be easier to reduce three to two than
-four to two!”
-
-Again the uplifted, reproving hand and the blush and Miriamne ran out.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Do not reöpen that question settled once; it can only pain us both to
-recur to it.”
-
-“‘Reöpened!’ ‘Settled!’” exclaimed Cornelius. “Not with me. Nothing in
-silence can settle it; and it is always open to me, sleeping or waking.”
-
-“The consciousness of duty done comes like the breezes of Galilee,
-turning all moanings to a song within me.”
-
-“Oh, Miriamne, who is it decrees that we, belonging, all, each, to the
-other, should be torn asunder ruthlessly? Duty, conscience! Hard metallic
-words when they describe the links of a chain! Ah, our misconceptions
-often bind us to pain; this one I cannot bear!”
-
-“And yet, Cornelius, you told me in that Adriatic storm you could as
-easily drown a passion rising against righteousness as you could drown
-the body then, by a plunge into the billows!”
-
-“You held me back when I moved forward to show how easily I could make
-the plunge.”
-
-“But then you had no intention of leaping to death!”
-
-“Not while held back by Miriamne!”
-
-“I? Poor, weak I, hold you?”
-
-“To me your touch has ever had persuasion and might! Oh, woman, you lead
-me captive to your will in chains riveted, unyielding, and yet of golden
-delights.”
-
-“Say not so. We have each a great mission, but apart.”
-
-“Apart! The decree that settles our courses that way is monstrous. It is
-not of God. He ordained that our race go in pairs. And when He set up
-the new kingdom of Jesus, its heralding disciples were sent forth two
-by two. As Moses needed his Hobab, Christ his confidants, so need I a
-yoke-fellow. I’ve no ambition to live, much less to work, unless I have
-my heart’s idol with me.”
-
-“Illusion.”
-
-“Call it ‘_Maya_’ if you like; but ‘_Maya_,’ Brahm’s wife, illusion, made
-the universe visible to him. So say those ancient mythologians. I can see
-nothing without my Miriamne!”
-
-“Oh, man, hold; nor pain me further! I cannot help you. How can I,
-since my own chosen work seems too great for me! I’m like a mere shell,
-drifting with the tides, without sail or helm; the harbor unknown. I only
-know I carry a precious pearl, truth, and that there are those who need
-it. I must bear it to them.”
-
-“I’m a shell, without helm or sail, and have the same pearl. Let me
-voyage with you.”
-
-“And—what?”
-
-“In all brevity—marry me!”
-
-“That cannot be, I fear. I’d rather be the——. Can’t I be your ideal
-as Mary?” She blundered amid her efforts to express herself, and the
-tell-tale blush betokened defeat.
-
-“Yes; be my Mary, and let me take the place as your Joseph. Mary was a
-wife and mother. The greatest of God’s works in the old dispensation was
-to translate men; in the new dispensation, seeking to surpass the old, He
-presented a perfect woman, in her highest estate, as the queen of a home!”
-
-The woman was silent for time. There then seemed to her to be two
-Miriamnes, and the debate was transferred from being between the young
-man and herself to these two which she seemed to be. One Miriamne said
-“Yield,” one “Be firm.” One said, “He has the better reasons,” one said
-“Nay;” one said, “It is pleasant to be overcome,” the other said “_Maya,
-Maya, Maya!_” Then recovering herself she exclaimed, “I wish the priest
-were here; he’d guide us by the Divine word.”
-
-“I have a holy text,” and drawing a line at a venture, the youth repeated
-these words:
-
-“‘_God said it is not good that man should be alone!_’”
-
-She smiled and stammered:
-
-“Oh, Cornelius! I want to admire you and lean on you as my guide,
-teacher, pastor; but you meet all my approaches that way, transformed to
-a lover.”
-
-“_Maya! Maya!_ Miriamne; let the illusion work; sleep the Leathen sleep;
-yield to love’s dream; then comes the full noon to awaken to marriage
-joy. Thou wilt find, not above thee but at thy side, then, the teacher,
-guide; shepherd as well; but also the husband.”
-
-Miriamne had reached a point of hesitancy, which is, in all lives, just
-a step from surrender, and the lover, made alert by his ardor, perceived
-the advantage. Though a prey to hopes and fears, an incarnation of
-paradoxes, in which bashfulness contested with audacity for control
-of the will, he gathered all his powers into a grand charge. With a
-tender vehemence he stormed the citadel of the heart before him. First
-he imprisoned her hand in his; he had done so before. Now it fluttered
-strangely; presently it rested as a bird; at first as if frightened, then
-helpless, then content. All that followed may be easily imagined. Suffice
-to say that Cornelius Woelfkin just then believed life worth living and
-the universe made visible, though not by an illusion.
-
-Just as many another of Eve’s daughters placed as she in a tempest of
-delights, she confessed her capitulation by a series of retorts, which
-gave her relief from tears by affording apologies for laughter.
-
-“No woman ever so loved as I now? You men all talk that way at betrothal!”
-
-“‘To death!’ Miriamne, ’twill be true with me.”
-
-“Yes, at betrothal and when their wives are dead, they say men are very
-affectionate. But, Cornelius, remember I’ll expect sweets between times.
-Do not love me to death at first, vex me to death later, then go mad for
-love’s sake after I’m gone!”
-
-He vowed, protested and assured; she believed him without the shadow of
-a doubt. They were irrevocably committed to each other now. There was
-a rush of thoughts, plannings, questionings and hopes. Two lives apart
-converging, becoming mysteriously one. Over them arose that wondrous sun
-which illumines some betrothal days. They were both very happy, very
-proud, and also each to the other very beautiful. The harmless conceits
-of love possessed them and they persuaded themselves easily that they
-were at the center of all things, even of the infinite love of God. The
-glow of their own hearts brightened to them all things immediately about
-them, and they entered that arcana of delights where secret blessings
-may be experienced but can not be depicted. They ate of that hidden
-manna which is reserved alone for those who sincerely love and are
-loved. No being ever loved as they, who afterward despised or regretted
-the enchantment, although it brought some pain or at the last ended in
-disappointment. None ever having been for a season in that Beulah-Land
-but wishes himself there again. None who comprehends the thrillings of
-lover days can fail to envy more or less, if they are loveless, those who
-are in love as these twain were.
-
-Much of the ridiculing of this grand passion, affected by some, is after
-all the result of envy, secretly longing for that beyond its reach.
-Sometimes the enraptured themselves attempt this deriding, but theirs is
-an hysterical laughter, a feeble effort to rest from the intensity of
-their rapture or to hide their secret from others. The laughter of all
-such as the foregoing is hollow and eventually turns the shame back upon
-the ridiculers who would cover others with it; for love, while it is an
-angel of sunshine, has also the power of carrying to every heart which
-shamefully entreats it remorse, humiliation and pains as numberless as
-nameless.
-
-Cornelius and Miriamne, the young reformers, having embarked fully
-upon the full, glowing, exalting, triumphant tide of their love were
-themselves reformed and transformed. A while ago each was willing to
-die for the world, now each was willing to die, if need be, for the
-other and not for humanity’s sake, unless some way the heart’s idol was
-to be part of the reward of that sacrifice. This new tide carried them
-quickly to that place of paradoxical oscillations, the place where the
-lover is one moment utterly self-denying, the next utterly grasping;
-willing to be annihilated one instant in behalf of another, and then in
-an avariciousness without a parallel on earth, the next moment willing to
-annihilate the universe rather than be bereft of the one object deemed
-above all others.
-
-The young lovers passed through the usual, often experienced, often
-depicted, old, old, ever new phases of this relation. The fire kindled
-in their hearts sped from center to center of their beings, the laughter
-of secret joy quivered along every nerve of each. Each was happier than
-it was possible to tell, even that other one that awakened the joy.
-Their gait, their blushing cheeks, their flashing eyes, and their words
-proclaimed unmistakable the complete coronation of love. They believed,
-and perhaps properly, that they were enjoying the seraphic, exuberant,
-mellow, yet exciting delights of an hundred ordinary lives merged into
-one. Each in turn, over and over, in repetitions that tired neither to
-utter nor to hear, said to the other: “I love you.” A rain of impassioned
-kisses made reply. Time was not observed; they forgot their former hurry,
-that pushed them earnestly, ever toward duty, when they were committed
-to being reformers. They were only and completely lovers now, and lovers
-are beings whose existence is in a heaven where there are no clocks.
-The sun set over Bozrah while the twain communed, but there was so much
-light in their hearts they did not observe the lull of night around them.
-Existence seemed to them a living fullness, a soaring upward without
-friction or effort, and they incarnated that which at last makes heaven,
-perfect desire perfectly satisfied. They were presently recalled to the
-things outside of themselves by the sound of some one approaching.
-
-“It’s Father Adolphus. I know his step,” remarked Miriamne.
-
-Cornelius, remembering his recent, successful assault, was encouraged
-to attempt another. His heart whispered to him: “Why not make this
-matter final now?” His heart seemed to grow pale and trembled at its own
-whispering, until he himself grew pale and trembled throughout his whole
-being, at the audacity of the thought. But love’s suggestions are ever
-very domineering; this one dominated the man instantly, and he acted on
-it.
-
-“Miriamne, why not permit Father Adolphus now to seal our betrothal with
-his blessing?”
-
-“He will bless us, I know,” quoth the maiden, evasively; but she knew
-what her lover meant full well. Not only so, her heart, against her
-judgment, was siding for the blessing.
-
-The youth felt certain he had carried one line of defense, and now went
-charging onward, determined to carry all before him.
-
-“Yes; he will bless us, I know, if we ask him. I’ll ask him, and then,
-Miriamne, mine, I’ll call thee no more sister, but wife.”
-
-“Oh, you are in such a hurry! This is all too sudden. I—only wanted to be
-engaged—not married, perhaps, for years. We could work for the Master—”
-
-She was interrupted, as victorious lovers usually interrupt.
-
-Just then the priest entered. Miriamne tried to greet him with a smile
-and a sentence, but she was under a spell. She seemed to herself to be
-a different woman than she was when he last met her guide. She spoke a
-few meaningless words, which were lost in the vigorous utterance of her
-companion, as he explained the betrothal and requested its ratification.
-
-The aged man of God looked tenderly down on both, and then questioned:
-
-“Miriamne, I know his heart toward thee; is thine resting on his?”
-
-The maiden drooped her eye-lids, but the tell-tale blush on her cheek
-gave answer.
-
-“Shall I commit you to each other before God, forever!”
-
-Her hand rose in an effort to restrain, but it fell back into her lap, as
-if unwilling to do so.
-
-“Bless us quickly, good father, I pray you,” spoke Cornelius.
-
-“Clasp four hands crossed,” said the priest.
-
-The maiden’s hands joined those of the young man, and yet one drew back a
-little, as if to say, Wait. The motion was slight; then she found voice.
-
-“But, Father Adolphus, do you think God will condemn, if we do?”
-
-“God made such as ye are to love each other. What says thy conscience?
-Speak frankly now, girl; thou art with those that care for thee with an
-eternal regard.”
-
-“My conscience does not condemn, and I commit all I am to the guidance of
-you two men. I feel quiet and safe in the committal.”
-
-And the solemn sealing words were soon spoken.
-
-“Shall I pronounce you husband and wife?” questioned the priest.
-
-Cornelius, like a knight in full charge desirous of taking all before him
-as trophy, exclaimed quickly, confidently: “Yes, yes, all!”
-
-Then Miriamne recovered herself in the emergency, and with maidenly
-dignity and tenderness, yet with unalterable firmness, said: “Nay.”
-
-“But, Miriamne—”
-
-The youth could proceed no further. He was defeated by the glance that
-met his, filled with pious, kindly, yet firm dissent. She spoke then
-freely.
-
-“Before God we are affianced; the first step, as an Israelite, I’ve
-taken. We are now bound to each other forever. I am proud to wear the
-yoke of betrothal. We must wait before the final words are spoken, until
-we’ve seen my parents, and until God has given us further wisdom.”
-
-She prevailed. Shortly after the foregoing, Cornelius, taking a tender
-farewell, returned to his work at Jerusalem.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-THE QUEEN AND THE GRAIL SEEKERS.
-
- “My good blade carves the casques of men;
- My tough lance thrusteth sure,
- My strength is as the strength of ten,
- Because my heart is pure.
-
- Sometimes on lonely mountain meres;
- I find a magic bark,
- I leap on board, no helmsman steers,
- I float ’till all is dark.
-
- A gentle sound, an awful light!
- Three angels bear the Holy Grail,
- With folded feet, in stoles of white,
- On sleeping wings they sail.
-
- So pass I hostel, hall and grange;
- By hedge, and fort, by park and pale,
- All armed I ride, what e’er betide,
- Until I find the Holy Grail.”—TENNYSON.
-
- “Moreover certain women of our company amazed us, having been
- early at the tomb.”
-
-
-Another Easter, to some the brightest yet, smiled in Bozrah, and Miriamne
-was at the Christian Chapel.
-
-Father Adolphus, after serious, tender greeting, questioned:
-
-“I wonder thy father came not to-day?”
-
-“Oh, he’s celebrating the resurrection of love, joy, and peace, at home.
-You often told me these were the realities of Christ’s rising.”
-
-“Thy joy in this must reach all fullness?”
-
-“I don’t know, I’m in a strange way—very happy, yet very restless.”
-
-“I have seen souls before at their noon; hast thou not observed how the
-air seems to tremble sometimes at midday? This is not fear but fullness.”
-
-“Oh, my shepherd, I’m not at noon yet, only dawn. I’ve only begun my
-work.”
-
-“Has our missionary Cupid other couples at odds to reunite?”
-
-“Perhaps so; but whether God calls me to such work or not, this much I
-know, He has put a burden on me.”
-
-“Will Miriamne confide it to me—or has the lover dethroned the priest?”
-
-“There now, never say that again! None on earth can dethrone in my heart
-my constant friend and guide; yea under God, my savior! Had there been
-no Father Adolphus there would have been no lover; at least no Christian
-Cornelius, as my heart’s lord.”
-
-“I fear Miriamne in her generous desire to cheer a tired old man
-flatters.”
-
-“No; not flattery, but just award. As the ancient captives on their
-return to their own Israel gave their wealth to provide crowns for their
-priests, so do I to-day offer the finest gold of my heart to the man who
-piloted me with purity, patience, and wisdom, along and over perilous
-ways, to happiness beyond all words to express.”
-
-The old missionary’s face expressed the wondrous comfort he felt in the
-words of his convert.
-
-“And what is it that burdens thee, daughter?”
-
-“I hope my pastor will not be offended, but I’m burdened by the slow
-dawning of religious day. Why does it take so long to convert the earth?”
-
-“The zeal of the young convert fills thee!”
-
-“Ah, but that trite answer, defense of the slow progress of true or false
-creed, after all does not answer. I feel those Easter services at times
-lifting me up, out of and beyond myself, out of all thought of my own
-final glory, and to anxiety for a lost Israel, a lost world! I think,
-at times, I comprehend what was meant by the descent to the grave, the
-captivity of death, the triumphal ascent, and then I wonder and doubt.”
-
-“Wonder and doubt?”
-
-“Yes; I wonder at the grandeur of all that the resurrection implies,
-and seeing it unrealized I doubt whether my interpretation of it be the
-right one. Worse than that, I’m pained by darker doubts. Forgive me, but
-my poor soul sometimes questions whether or not God has grown weary or
-failed to keep His promises. Oh, these doubts pain me to my heart’s core,
-but they will come! I see day by day on every hand such widespread gloom;
-not only that very few walk in the light, but how many shadows fall on
-those who profess to have entered the light of the Rising?”
-
-“Alas, day drags wearily!” slowly responded the priest.
-
-“Yes; the centuries since Calvary, filled with misery, ignorance, and
-sin, seem to me to have rebuke in them to all who saw, from time to time,
-the Gospel light, and imperious urgency for those who see it now.”
-
-“But the church is doing its best to get onward, Miriamne.”
-
-“That I doubt, though I’d fear to be heretical.”
-
-“Again, I do not comprehend thee, girl.”
-
-“That’s it; I do not comprehend myself, or what it is that I’m stirred to
-be or do. I think that there’s a reason for sadness at Easter time. It
-is the reminder of a great hope unfulfilled. Over twelve hundred years
-have passed away since Christ arose, typical of the rising of mankind by
-faith to all that was noble and blissful, and yet we are all in the dim
-twilight of the morning. Oh, my teacher, it seems to me as if a funeral
-chord went weeping through every Easter anthem.”
-
-The old priest sat silently for a time, then bowed his head and wearily
-sighed; “I have done my best any way!”
-
-“Oh, do not think I doubt that! No, no; I’d not hint a rebuke of my noble
-guide; but I can’t make you understand me! Nobody seems to grasp my
-meaning! Yet of this I’m certain, I want to do something differing from
-what has been; something great, revolutionary, for the world, for Christ.”
-
-“All reforms are revolutionary; all consecration to noble work, noble.”
-
-“I suppose I express myself as vaguely as other Christians, whose efforts
-are chiefly words. But why is it that there can not be a presentment of
-Divine truth in such a simple and attractive form as to make all hearing
-and seeing love it? Why is it that the followers of truth separate into
-armies, not only not sympathizing with, but opposing each other? Why do
-not all having a common Father and one Saviour, join as one loving family
-to bear aloft the banner of the Invincible?”
-
-“That day will come in God’s good time.”
-
-“Oh, again forgive me; but that trite apology for the delayed dawn seems
-to me to fling the blame on God in order to palliate man’s indifference.”
-
-“Miriamne, thou art thoughtful beyond thy years, but what wouldst thou
-have?”
-
-“Some one to show me how, and when, and where to proclaim a revolution!
-There is need that Israel believe; that one half the race, its women,
-be crowned with its full privileges and powers; that Christian humanity
-check war, banish poverty and bring in universal justice.”
-
-“Revolutionist, indeed; though a blessed one art thou!”
-
-“So I’m often told; but who will show me how to work for such ends!”
-
-“Hast thou among thy knightly companionships heard of the Grail knights?”
-
-“I’ve heard of them; but not a great deal. Why ask?”
-
-“Thou art like them.”
-
-“I’m glad to know whom I’m like; tell me of them that I may know myself.”
-
-“They, as their life work, and with charming enthusiasm, sought an object
-pure and noble, but which none but they themselves could see.”
-
-“Did they obtain their object and do much good?”
-
-“They were a blessing to the world; but sometimes, like others seeking
-lofty ends, they failed. Eternity alone can estimate their work and
-worth.”
-
-“Where are they now?”
-
-“Their successors are like thee. That grail guild of old is now no more.”
-
-“Tell me all about them and the Grail!”
-
-“Listen. Joseph of Arimathæa, he that secretly followed the Lord in his
-lifetime, and openly, after he saw the glory of His crucifixion, is
-said to have caught the blood that flowed from the speared side in the
-paschal vessel or cup used at the last supper. There is a cathedral in
-Glastonbury, England, which once I saw, erected on the place where Joseph
-builded a little wicker oratory, when there as a missionary. At least
-they say he once was there. The aged Joseph died and the Grail or Passion
-cup passed into the custody of other holy men. Finally a custodian of it
-sinned, and thereupon it was caught away quickly to heaven. But there is
-a legend that it is brought, from time to time, to earth, only to be seen
-by those that are pure—virgin men and women. Then out of the yearnings
-for the cup’s presence (for it is said it gave unutterable joy as well
-as miraculous healings to any that came nigh to it), an order of knights
-sprung up, to seek it, everywhere in earth. They were sworn not to
-disclose their mission, and bound, as their only hope of success, to keep
-their hearts noble and pure.”
-
-“But how am I like a ‘grail knight?’”
-
-“Miriamne pursues a heavenly cure for human ills, a something she cannot
-see nor quite explain.”
-
-“’Tis true and wonderful.”
-
-“The ‘grail’ story is almost as old as man, being shaped out of other
-most ancient pilgrim quests. All noble hearts yearn for a healer and
-ideal.”
-
-“Perhaps the time has come for a woman crusade, a new order of grail
-seekers?”
-
-“Indeed, I think as much; and Miriamne, taking Mary as her model, may be
-the very one to proclaim it.”
-
-“But being a woman, and so young, I might be ridiculed as an enthusiast,
-as brazen, perhaps, or worse, if I attempted such things.”
-
-“If thou didst undertake any thing truly good, thou wouldst best know
-its goodness by the bitterness of its opposing. The cross is very bright
-on one side, on the other it casts shadows. Walking toward it we walk in
-those chastening shadows. But when we’ve passed the grave, which it ever
-guards, there is light, all light—not before.”
-
-“Sometimes I think I’m a very womanish woman and not the stuff of which
-the heroine can be made.”
-
-“To be a woman is to have within thee a wealth of power. To be queenly
-is to do in queenly spirit the work falling to thy lot. Behold the
-queenly women of the patriarchs! Rebecca watered the flocks, Rachel was
-a shepherdess. The daughter of Jethro, King of Midian, also kept the
-flocks; and Tamar baked bread. The Word of God records these things,
-methinks, to show in what a queenly way a queenly woman may perform a
-seemingly unimportant work. Doing humble works well, they had their honor
-in due time. Think of our Mary, Mother of Jesus, after her call, serving
-humbly as a good housewife to a carpenter.”
-
-“Oh, if I could only catch the flavor of her life more fully!”
-
-“A worthy wish! Her life was a sermon on faith. Called of God to bring
-forth Immanuel, she accepted the trust with joyful humility, leaving
-the miraculous performance to the Promiser. For thirty years, from
-Bethlehem’s cradle to Bethabara, where Her Son was owned of God, she
-bore her pains and toils, facing persecutions, the leers and slanderous
-innuendoes of the rabble, all without faltering. Only wondrous faith
-kept her gentle young heart from breaking! I think she carried the cross
-all along the course of Christ’s life—until He Himself took it. She
-wrought out her work as a satellite of her son, and yet as a poem most
-eloquent, voicing thoughts without which some of His wondrous, greater
-life would lack explanation.”
-
-“I fain would be like her, but then to be so seems beyond my capacities.”
-
-“If thou canst not be a satellite of the Sun as Mary, be a satellite of
-a satellite. Reflect her, and it will be well, since she reflected Him.
-’Tis a simple lesson, but profitable; learn it; there is greatness in
-little things; regarding them we may at the same time lay hold of that
-that is great. I’d have all women heroines by teaching them what heroism
-is.”
-
-“Was Mary learned? She had to meet some grand company?”
-
-“Wise, as thou mayst be in the solid culture of God’s word.”
-
-“But I can never be a Mary,” presently the maiden murmured.
-
-“Thou canst be thyself, and what thou canst. A seraph could be no more.
-God needed for his lofty purpose but one like the Maiden of Nazareth, and
-for thy comfort remember Mary could not have been the mother of Jesus and
-Miriamne de Griffin of Bozrah also. She had her mission, thou thine; it
-is a judgment of God to attempt to say that each in her station was not
-and is not placed in the way most excellent.”
-
-Their converse ended but to be renewed. At frequent intervals Miriamne
-advised with her guide upon the subject uppermost in her mind, and
-more and more became endued with the spirit of the missionary. To all
-questionings within herself, as to how she might compass her lofty and
-philanthropic designs, there came but one answer, “To Jerusalem!” It
-seemed to her that there, at the heart of Syrian life, she might obtain
-inspiration and wisdom, as well as the widest possible opportunity of
-applying these for others. To her to believe was to act, and so she soon
-had completed all her arrangements to join a band of pilgrims passing
-by way of Bozrah toward the great city. The parting was painful to
-mother and daughter, and unlike any they had experienced before. The
-daughter felt a misgiving. Her mother was aged. The tensions of trial
-and responsibility being removed so largely from the life of the latter
-by recent events, left her spiritless. Perhaps it would be more accurate
-to say that in the days of excitement and conflict she exerted herself
-beyond her ability; now, when the motive was gone, nature proclaimed its
-premature exhaustion. Miriamne was convinced that she would be motherless
-ere long, and was haunted by misgivings as to ever again seeing her if
-she left Bozrah. Rizpah herself, though she feared that the present
-separation and farewell were to be final, urged her child tenderly,
-earnestly, to go forward as conscience dictated. The parting between
-these two women was secret, they two being alone. It was affectionate
-and most tender, and yet cheered by the mutual hope both expressed of an
-eternal reunion after death. The eventful day and the supreme moment came
-to find Miriamne and her mother nerved for the parting. That was soon
-over, and the maiden moved out of the old stone home toward the white
-camel already caparisoned for her use. Father Adolphus and Sir Charleroy
-awaited her by its side, having repeated, over and over, to the maiden’s
-chosen attendant a score of directions, and having in the fussiness
-of nervousness again and again examined bridle and girt and hamper.
-The maiden, glancing after the caravan of pilgrims which was to be her
-convoy, now slowly passing out of the city, turned toward her father to
-say the last words of parting. She began: “And now, dear father.” Her
-voice, tremulous to begin with, broke down.
-
-“There, Miriamne,” interrupted the knight, “wait, we’ll accompany thee a
-little distance.” The three moved out of the city together, the attendant
-riding on before them. They were all too sorrowful to speak cheerfully,
-so each said nothing. On the crest of a hillock the old priest paused;
-simultaneously the father and daughter did likewise. “I’m too weary to
-go further,” spoke the priest. Miriamne’s eyes filled with tears, and
-Sir Charleroy, drawing close to the maiden, turned his eyes away. He
-stood in silence gazing afar, but at nothing. Each at the last seemed
-to dread to be the first to speak that one word so inexpressibly sad
-when believed to be about to be spoken as a last “farewell.” The silence
-became oppressive, and then Father Adolphus murmured, “I suppose we must
-bid thee adieu, now.” Sir Charleroy shuddered and drew his turban down
-over his eyes.
-
-Just then all the child and all the woman in Miriamne’s nature was
-awakened. Her feelings well nigh over-mastered her, and she exclaimed:
-“Oh, Bozrah, how can I leave thee and thy dear ones!” Bozrah to her meant
-home; for a moment her world seemed centred there. The old priest, ever
-adroit in ministering comfort, sought to divert the thoughts of those
-about him from needless pain, and so shading his eyes looked steadily
-eastward for a few moments. Then he questioned: “Daughter, canst thou see
-Salchad, at the Crater’s Mouth. I can not see it for my sight faileth;
-but I know ’tis yonder.” Miriamne followed the direction of the priest’s
-pointing hand, though she knew full well without directing, where the
-grim fortress city lay. Habit had made it natural to follow the guidance
-of that old, trembling hand. Some way, it helped her; she seemed better
-to understand what she already partly knew, when it directed.
-
-“Yes, I see it. It is there; changeless and dreary as ever. But why this
-question?”
-
-“Dost thou observe how the prospect fades away south of it, until it
-reaches the spreading desert?”
-
-“Yes, I perceive!”
-
-“Turn to the north, what object is most striking?”
-
-“Oh, Hermon! ‘The old-man mountain;’ the sun makes its snowy-top appear
-to-day very like the white on an old man’s head and chin.”
-
-Sir Charleroy’s attention was recalled from his contemplation of the pain
-of parting for an instant, and he questioned:
-
-“Canst thou see aught of the ruins of the ‘Temple of the Sun,’ said to be
-at Hermon’s crest?”
-
-But before an answer could be given to the knight’s question, Father
-Adolphus exclaimed: “Daughter, look back again to ruined Salchad! Beyond
-its ‘war tower of giants,’ there lies only the desert. Now turn thy back
-on it all forever, without repinings. Leave the desert and the war tower
-of the giants to the wandering Bedouin.”
-
-“And then what?”
-
-“Turn thy face toward Jerusalem, thy back to the drear desert—”
-
-The maiden almost involuntarily complied, and the priest continued:
-
-“Go forward with Hermon on thy right. Remember that the temple of the
-Fire Worshipers is overturned, its altars cold; but more remember that on
-Hermon humanity was transfigured in answer to prayer.”
-
-“And so my shepherd and guide would promise me blessing and bid me God
-speed?” quoth the maiden.
-
-“Thou read’st my heart, daughter.”
-
-“The same true heart; it never gets old or weary of cheering.”
-
-“I’m made grateful and happy, daughter, by thy words. He that saith,
-‘_Let not your hearts be troubled!_’ and ‘_comfort ye, comfort ye my
-people_,’ is my leader. For cheering, I was called.”
-
-“How noble such a call seems to me, now.”
-
-“Yea; daughter, if one can not be as the stars that fought in their
-course for Sisera, he may be as a summer evening’s breeze, in cooling
-pain’s fevers, and in drying the tears from cheeks that blush through the
-rains of weeping times.”
-
-Gently, firmly she guided her camel from the hillock, on which it was
-feeding, toward the highway, along which the caravan was departing. “We
-must be going now.”
-
-At her words, Sir Charleroy and the old Sacrist each caught one of her
-hands.
-
-“Oh, my fathers!” was her pitying but not pitiable exclamation. Sir
-Charleroy, standing on the hillock, by the camel, on which his daughter
-was mounted, drew the hand he held close to his heart, then his arm
-tenderly encircled its owner. The maiden’s head rested upon the breast
-that had often borne her since babyhood, her lips met in unfeigned
-tenderness those of the man who not only loved her as a daughter, but as
-his good angel, almost savior. It was a scene for a painter; the past
-and the present, sunset and morning; the one looking back in a confessed
-ineffectiveness of a life nearly spent, in contrast with a fresh, young,
-hopeful life, before which lay a world to be conquered. Miriamne, the
-called leader in a new crusade for women, for humanity, was bidding
-farewell to the ruins of giant land, and to a representative of the last
-of the sworded-crusaders.
-
-Her staff fell on the side of the beast that bore her and it moved away
-quickly after the departing troop.
-
-The parting was over, and yet the two old men silently lingered at the
-place of the farewell. Once or twice the maiden looked back to them,
-as she was borne forward, to wave an adieu. The lone watchers followed
-her with their eyes, until her white camel appeared but a speck moving
-along at the skirt of a column of dust. The eyes of the watchers dimmed
-by years, now supplemented by tears, presently could discern only dust.
-She was buried from their view forever. Then they silently returned to
-the city, each busy with his own thoughts. Thereafter there was a heavy
-loneliness on all hearts in that Bozrah circle. The priest moved about
-his chapel, and the parents about their home as though an angel of light
-had gone from their midst, or as if the angel of death had come among
-them.
-
-“It seems strange like,” said the Sacrist’s sister, “to let a girl go
-away to that far-off city, among strangers, and about such meaningless
-purposes.”
-
-“Never mind; never mind, sister, God’s lambs are ever safe. Her mission
-is clear to her, at least, and she’ll not be among strangers. The knights
-who secretly abide in the city of God have a charge concerning her in
-letters I’ve sent them. As well, Cornelius, her betrothed, is there. Pure
-love will be her wall of fire.” Thus ended all arguments and misgivings.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
-THE HOSPITALER’S ORATION.
-
- “I do not say that a social cyclone is impending; but the
- signs of the times certainly admonish us that if Christianity
- is to avert a revolution of the most gigantic proportions,
- and the most ruinous results, we have not an hour to lose
- in assuring the restless masses that they have no better
- friends than are the professed disciples of Him whose glory
- it was to preach the gospel to the poor, and to lift up their
- crushing burdens.”—REV. DR. A. J. F. BEHREND’S “_Socialism and
- Christianity_.”
-
- “My soul doth magnify the Lord.... He hath put down princes
- from their thrones, and exalted them of low degree.”—MARY.
-
-
-The daughter of Sir Charleroy found a home and a mother with Dorothea
-Woelfkin, the widowed parent of her affianced. What manner of woman the
-latter was may be readily inferred from the character of her beloved and
-only son, Cornelius. It sufficeth to say, mother and son were in all
-things wonderfully alike.
-
-“Miriamne, I’ve called to ask, if we get the consent of my mother, that
-you attend a conclave of knights, to be secretly held, after Moslem
-prayers this evening.”
-
-“Where?”
-
-“At the house of the Christian sister, aged Phebe; just by the second
-wall of the city.”
-
-“And why do they meet?”
-
-“An eloquent Hospitaler, lately returned from a long mission, is to
-address the companions and their friends.”
-
-“A Hospitaler; what’s his name?”
-
-“Ah, there it is; the question all ask, and none can answer! He has given
-full tokens of his right to confidence, but declines, for reasons which
-he says are most pious, to reveal himself further than that he is a
-Knight Hospitaler of Rhodes.”
-
-“Rhodes? Is he very tall, of piercing eyes, his hair long and jet, with
-streaks of gray?”
-
-“Even so.”
-
-“My father knew such a man, whom he called ‘silver-tongued.’”
-
-“This man is as eloquent as Apollos.”
-
-“We met such an one, and were with him for a time. We left him here, on
-our journey from Acre to Bozrah.”
-
-“Did you penetrate his secret?”
-
-“I did not, though my father once said to him ‘Grail.’ After that he kept
-aloof from us.”
-
-“A proof it must be as I’ve suspected; the Hospitaler is one of the new
-Grail-Knights!” exclaimed Cornelius.
-
-“And he is here? I must hear him again. The words he spoke to me in
-Gethsemane have followed me night and day since. He made the journey of
-Mary and Christ, by way of Kedron, to the cross, seem like a present
-reality; a path typical of the one before every child of God. I saw it
-all then, but have been unable since to find it. Oh, I burn with desire
-to have the ‘silver-tongued’ guide me to that pathway again.”
-
-At the appointed time the twain sought the house of Christian Phebe,
-and found it wrapped in gloom; the only sign of life without being a
-man garbed as a camel driver, standing guard at the door. Cornelius
-whispered to Miriamne, “He’s a knight—the warden.” The young man gave
-the watchman a secret signal; the latter communicated through a little
-gated window, with those within, and quickly the door swung open,
-admitting Woelfkin and his companion. Within were light and cheerfulness
-contrasting with the gloom without. A goodly company was already
-assembled, chiefly made up of Crusaders, but now unharnessed. The faces
-of the pilgrim soldiers betokened a change within. They betokened
-spirits subdued, but not crushed; hearts having surrendered ambition for
-devastating conquest, to welcome a finer hope. There were few things
-about the place suggestive of war, and many suggestive of peace. At one
-end of the room stood a desk, in shape much like an altar. It was draped
-with a Templar banner, and to its side were fastened a sword, bent in the
-shape of a sickle, and two spears forming a cross, supporting a cup; the
-latter was in form the same as the cup of the Passion.
-
-“There is something about this place that recalls the chapel of the
-Palestineans, in London, Cornelius.”
-
-“Well, you and I were there; now we are here. In that the two places have
-likeness,” pleasantly responded the maiden’s escort.
-
-Miriamne’s eyes wandered from object to object, as if seeking proof of,
-her assertion, and her companion followed her gaze with a glance about
-the place, which finally rested, as his glances were wont, on the eyes of
-Miriamne.
-
-“Oh, the devoutness, the peace, the fellowship!” she exclaimed.
-
-Just then there was a movement: a number of the men present arose; a
-hailing sign, significant to the initiated, was given by some, while
-simultaneously a slight applause passed around the room:
-
-“’Tis he,” whispered Miriamne.
-
-“Your Hospitaler?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-The knights all stood and sang in subdued voices, a psalm of hope. “The
-movement of the melody suggests pilgrims climbing a hill.” At least, so
-the maiden said its movement seemed to her.
-
-When the psalm was finished, the knights resumed their seats and the
-Hospitaler, without preliminary, at once addressed them:
-
-“Knights of Christ, few and often in hiding, I would remind ye that no
-plan of God is futile, and that His cause has no backward movement.
-
-“A dream of conquest, restoration and glory came over all followers of
-the cross. The dream had within it a hope of a holy land in Christian
-possession, and all the children of earth getting from it the story of
-the true faith. Then there was to come, we believed, the golden age,
-in which all mankind in sweet charity’s glorious fellowship should go
-forward.
-
-“Nature, man’s mother, prays in a million mournful voices for that
-golden day; and God, man’s eternal and loving Father, works by countless
-invincible agencies to cause its full dawning. We Crusaders gave our
-lives by thousands for our faith, but we seemed to have done little
-beside change the name of this land from Philistine to Palestine. One, to
-be sure, is softer to the ear than the other, but to the heart both names
-bring the same miserable thoughts. Yet there was more than this attained.
-Ye remember how our cavalier soldiers expressed their chivalric impulses
-in honoring that queen of women, Our Lady? Like the rising of sun at
-midnight, came the conviction to Christian Europe when at its worst,
-socially, that reform must begin by purifying the homes of the people,
-by exalting all home life. To do this, the mothers who bare and nurture
-the fruits of the home, as well as making them for weal or for woe what
-they are, must needs be exalted by right as well as by fitness to their
-queenship. Every knight’s praise of Mary was an avowal of faith; his
-faith that woman could be, should be, what his imagination pictured Mary
-to have been.
-
-“The knightly Christians were among the first to be moved by the belief
-that that was a monstrous blight, a heresy toward God and nature which
-regarded the finer sex as necessities or luxuries. Impressed by reverence
-for Mary, the banded soldiers of the cross began to feel their mission
-to be not only the recovery of the dead, but also of the living from
-infidel dominion; hence, each Crusade banner came as a sunburst to those,
-who, under the spell of gross passion, were enslaving their natural
-co-partners.
-
-“Men, while the harem ideal stands, while woman is impotent because
-uncrowned, our lofty hopes can not bear fruit nor will our labors be
-ended!”
-
-The speaker was interrupted by a murmur of applause that ran around the
-circle of auditors.
-
-Miriamne glowed with delight, and raised her hand impressively and nodded
-toward Cornelius. He only saw the motion and easily interpreted it as
-meaning, “There, that’s what I felt, but could not express.”
-
-The speaker continued: “God said it is not good that the man should be
-alone; time that resolves all mysteries, and experience which transmutes
-to gold all the rubbish of guess and experiment, has irrevocably declared
-that man cannot be to his fullness, in a state of solitary grandeur. He
-and the woman go up or down together; and, whether a seraph or a serpent
-leads her, the man by inclination or by force is sure to follow her
-footsteps.
-
-“We Crusaders had a glimpse of the truth, but lost it to follow an _ignis
-fatuus_. Yet, in this land, we confronted the harem with the home ruled
-by one queenly wife and mother. The world, beholding the contrast begins
-to believe, as never before, in the supremacy, over all institutions, of
-that one where, under Eden’s covenant charters, purity and mother-love
-mold the race in the name of sole and patient love. The Saracens paraded
-their houris, their concubines, and their slaves as the proofs of their
-prowess; but the Christians challenged the array by the quality of their
-possessions, commencing with their women of God’s blood royal, and
-ascending to each revered personage, from love’s companions, to Mary, to
-Jesus. He that nobly deals with the one by his side will find her putting
-on a glory that will brighten the luster of his kingliness, and bringing
-forth to him those having the power to grasp and mold the destinies of
-coming years. Listeners, mark me; there is a lesson profound in the
-record of the strugglings with each other of Rebecca’s twins before their
-birth. Indeed, each being begins his career within the life that gives
-him life.
-
-“Who will say, with assurance, that all of life lies within the reach of
-any man of himself? Nay, be it said, rather, that she who first carries,
-then leads, then inspires, as she only can, her sons and daughters, is
-the one who lays her gentle hands, with resistless power, upon the keys
-of all futures. It is the mother who impresses the prophecy of what is
-to be on the heart of the infant, before the event finds place upon the
-deathless page which records deeds done.”
-
-Again applause interrupted.
-
-The Hospitaler continued, as attention was given anew:
-
-“That profoundest of ancient teachers, Plato, enunciated at least a
-half-truth or truth’s shadow, in his doctrine of the preëxistence of
-souls, though, as our church understands it, it pronounces the teaching
-heretical. Be that as it may, this much assuredly is true: if each
-man has not been on earth before, his present existence being the
-repetition of a prior one, his intuitions, vague recollections out of
-a past forgotten in a former death, surely there is none who is not
-the fruit of his parents. He is largely what they made him, and of the
-twain that beget, I affirm that the mother wields the ruling influence
-in the life and character of the begotten. I believe men perpetuate
-their worst traits through their posterity, easily and more persistently
-than do women theirs. In the giant of the human pair brawn and muscle
-predominate, and these, if depraved, feed every evil passion, giving
-each power to run with virulence from sire to son. The woman, formed by
-finer conceptions to be an angel, may fall to sinning and let weakness
-take the place of gentleness. So be it; yet even then her weaknesses
-and her sinnings, constantly repugnant to her nature as God framed it,
-antagonistic to the refinement that is native, ebb and die along the
-shores of her being’s course. She more naturally and more forcefully
-transmits her good than she does her evil, as a general rule. They have
-in fable-lore a tradition that the mythical goddess of love, Venus,
-wore a resplendent girdle, the sight of which made every beholder love
-the wearer. Let me give present force to the legend by affirming that
-every true woman, girded with the virtues that it is her duty and her
-privilege to wear, is an object, among all earthly beings, superlatively,
-entrancingly beautiful—next after Christ, God’s best gift to man.”
-
-Cornelius now plucked the corner of Miriamne’s _pepulum_. It was a
-lover’s restless, questioning act. Being a man, trained as men, he was
-naturally inclined to doubt the speaker and to join in secret ridicule,
-that substitute for gainsaying when arguments are utterly lacking; but
-being a lover, he was so far doubtful as to his old creeds concerning
-women, as to be ready to be led. Miriamne turned toward her lover with a
-smile lightened by eyes which glowed. Hers was not the smile of a girl
-flatly complacent in an effort to be very agreeable. She believed; the
-love she had for the man at her side was consecrated first to truth.
-Her will was that of a blade of steel—yielding, serviceable; but still
-elastic or firm, as need be and as its highest purposes required. She
-smiled, but the smile mounting to her brightening eyes, left her fine
-forehead, a very temple of thought, all placid. The smile and the glance
-routed all doubts from the young man’s mind. She to him was a Venus, and
-more, a saint. She wore the invisible girdle of which the knight had
-spoken, and the youth felt its winning power. Another proof that the best
-advocate of a woman is a woman; and of her worth, the best argument an
-example.
-
-The orator knight proceeded without pause:
-
-“I know full well that some sneer and carp on woman’s weakness, having
-recourse to Eden for argument. To these I reply: The enemy assailed not
-the weaker, but the stronger first, and exhibited masterly generalship
-in seeking to overcome the citadel that would insure the greatest loss,
-the most complete victory. And note how long and arduous his siege of
-Eve; then remember how quickly Adam fell. Crush the woman’s heart, ruin
-her faith, degrade her body, and then, with this work completed, we are
-ready to ring down the curtain over the end of the tragedy of a wrecked
-world. When men hold women to their hearts, their manhood is enlarged and
-their queens become their angels, bearing a ‘grail’ that catches for both
-the choice things of heaven. But when a man turns his strength against a
-woman, she ceases to be his charming, alluring helpmate. He has brawn,
-and she, not having that, puts on that cunning which is the natural arm
-of the weaker. When the honey-suckle turns to poison-ivy, or the dove to
-a fox, then weep; but when woman lays aside the entrancings of her moral
-beauty to enter a desperate strife with armed cunning, let men go mad
-over their queens become witches. I tell you, hearers, when men become
-demons women will give themselves to sorcery. I speak not of spiritual
-possession, but of human deflowering. Shall our queens be uncrowned,
-disrobed, degraded? No, no, Satan alone could say ‘yea.’”
-
-When the burst of applause that had interrupted him subsided, the
-Hospitaler continued:
-
-“We knights revere the sign of the cross because the world’s Savior died
-thereon; it will be well for us to revere womankind because it was given
-to woman, not to man, to coöperate with God in bringing that Savior to
-the world. A woman bore him with crucial pains, as each of us was borne,
-before He bore the cross. And reverently I say it, companions, woman’s
-cross is ever set, and all the earth is her Calvary. I can not but see,
-as must you who think, that all this pain to her has in God’s great plan
-some vicarious element, some blessing for mankind. We Christians pray
-for the second coming of Jesus, the Jews wait and weep for the dawn of
-a day of salvation, the Mohammedans, like hosts of the Pagans, in every
-clime, are longing for some golden day; better than the present. This
-universal longing is a prophecy of good to come. I can not believe that
-the All-Father would suffer this universal and intuitive longing to end
-in disappointment and mockery. He is too good for that. By this longing I
-see standing out, less dimly, and yet dimly enough to be by many unseen,
-some sublime, prophetic hints. Read sacred Writ. Wherever therein you
-discern a prophetic character, emblem of Christ, forerunner of the golden
-age, you will find not far from him, as his partner and help, fittingly a
-woman!
-
-“From the first it was so. Adam the first appeared, and a woman was his
-partner, helpmate and more. He fell. A way of recovery was provided for
-him, but it was the woman who was given to bring forth the One whose heel
-was to crush the head of the author of humanity’s great catastrophe. Then
-came the second Adam—Immanuel. At his advent the chief figure, next after
-God the chief instrument in His bringing in, by His side along the years
-in all helpful ministries, a woman, Mary, the beautiful, the perfect, the
-ideal of women.
-
-“Again and again we have puzzled over the records, wondering why Matthew
-traced the genealogy of Jesus along the male line only, through David and
-Jacob to Abraham the father of the faithful, and that Luke traced that
-genealogy through Mary and her father, Heli. But there’s method most wise
-in the records. Matthew wrote for the Jews, Luke for the Gentiles. The
-hint is herein given that when the Gentiles are fully gathered in, woman
-will be recognized in the ultimate religion, that knows neither race
-nor sex. As in the royal line which gave man a Savior, as in a queenly
-line having for man, society and home—the emblem of heaven expressed on
-earth—blessing and saving powers.”
-
-The knight closed with an appeal for the continuance of the revival of
-the chivalrous spirit toward woman, saying:
-
-“It matters little what becomes of the dust of the pious dead; the past
-is secure, and Deity guards till the resurrection all tombs in His own
-unfrustrated way, but it matters much how we treat the living! That is a
-puerile piety which is ready to die to defend from foes that can not harm
-inanimate ashes that appeal for no favor, while suffering, willingly,
-living bodies encompassing bleeding hearts, to continue amid untold
-agonies, their whole existence one long appeal for succor! Christian
-knights, on with your new crusade, and may the golden age come grandly
-in, its fruits—love, joy, and peace in every clime, to every race, to
-every man, woman, and child!”
-
-The speaker sat down; there was a moment of deep silence, followed by an
-outburst of approving acclamations.
-
-Then ensued a hum of voices, the assembly breaking up into little
-groups, one and another attempting each to prove his loyalty, his piety
-or his good sense to the man next to him, by certifying his belief in the
-knight’s words.
-
-Miriamne, half unconscious of her surroundings, exclaimed:
-
-“Oh, will not some one tell me how to begin?”
-
-“Can I aid my Miriamne?” asked her lover.
-
-“I don’t know; perhaps. But that Grail Knight with the silver tongue
-sees, in his soul, what I would reach. When he speaks my feet take wings.
-I can not tell you what or how it all is. He speaks and I see, as Moses
-in the mount, the outline of the tabernacle of God that is to be with
-men.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-MEMORIALS AT BOZRAH.
-
- “I’m footsore and very weary,
- But I travel to meet a Friend;
- The way is long and dreary,
- But I know it soon must end.
- He is traveling swiftly as whirlwinds,
- And though I creep slowly on,
- We are drawing nearer and nearer,
- And the journey is almost done.
- I know He will not fail me,
- So I count every hour a chime,
- Every throb of my heart’s beating
- That tells of the flight of TIME.
- I will not fear at His coming,
- Although I must meet Him alone,
- He will look in my eyes so gently
- And take my hand in His own.”
-
-
-An uneventful year passed over the missioners, but it was followed
-quickly by eventful times.
-
-Two messages came, one after the other, and not far apart, to Jerusalem,
-which moved all the Christian colony at the latter place, but especially
-Cornelius and his consort. The first was from Father Adolphus and as
-follows:
-
- “Your parents, Sir Charleroy and Rizpah, have departed
- Bozrah. They went out together, and their end was peace. They
- compensated themselves for the needless miseries they had
- wrought in their younger days by keeping out of all shadows
- during their journey after their reconciliation by the tomb of
- their children, even until sunset. I could not summon you, for
- they passed away quickly, only a few days coming between their
- goings.”
-
-Shortly after the foregoing, came the other message, and that
-accidentally, for the link between Jerusalem and Bozrah being broken
-by death, there was none left in the Giant City to send after or for
-comforting to the missioners. “Father Adolphus is dead.” That was the
-report brought by chance to the Christians at Zion. Hundreds in Jerusalem
-had heard of him, and hearing of his death sighed mildly. The missioners
-were his mourners—really, solely.
-
-Ere long Dorothea left Jerusalem of Syria for the New Jerusalem, and this
-event not only brought sorrow but also perplexity. Miriamne realized
-that she could not now continue in the house of her betrothed, simply as
-his betrothed, even if it were possible for the household to continue,
-the head being absent. Whither should she go, orphan and kinless as she
-was? Love protested mightily against any thought of going far from her
-affianced, and then she felt profound pity for the man who mourned and
-felt a mother’s loss deeply, as did Cornelius. He entreated for a speedy
-wedding, and she, seeing then no alternative, consented thereto; but
-as she assumed love’s yoke, she believed that the ambition of her life
-was frustrated. She was not disconsolate, neither was she tearless. She
-thought she discerned the leadings of God and submitted promptly, making
-it thenceforth her duty cheerfully to engage in the, to her, seemingly
-commonplace works of a missionary pastor’s wife. Her husband was a “man
-of the people,” and found acceptance with the lowly. He was wont to call
-himself “a priest forever after the order of Melchisedec.” Said he anon
-to his flock: “Like that mysterious man who flits across your sacred
-histories am I! You of the Jews, self-elect, as God’s elect, though
-disgrafted, would put me, intending to do so or not, by the unknown and
-unheralded Melchisedec. You think me, without father, without mother,
-beginning of days, or end of life, because you do not find my name in the
-chronologies of your high families nor myself in the covenants of the
-Hebrews. You Christians doubt my authority because no ghostly ordaining
-hands have been laid upon my head. But I’m the child of a King, and a
-towel, such as my Master wore as He ministered, is robing enough for me!”
-Old people, women and children, gave the young man unquestioning love,
-and thus was well indorsed the choiceness of his ministerings. Miriamne
-beheld these manifestations with secret joy, for she knew that through
-the one she loved she was, in part, expressing her own thoughts and
-sympathies. Once wed, she was too honest, too tender-hearted, too noble
-to be less than all that wifehood implied, and yet she felt at times
-as if the ambitions and hopes of her life, nursed through many years,
-had not been compassed. She tried to settle down and humbly do the work
-of a missionary’s helpmate, and to overcome, through Divine grace, the
-ambition to do seemingly grander things than she was doing. Sometimes,
-smiling through tears, she would say to her husband as he sought to
-satisfy her heart’s yearnings with mention of the good work they were
-doing:
-
-“Well, a man has come between me and the ‘grail.’ I’m following him, may
-he follow it, and God guide both.”
-
-After a time Cornelius and Miriamne made a pilgrimage to Bozrah, drawn
-thither by a desire common to both to honor their loved ones departed.
-They found the Giant City all pervaded by the spirit of the moribund
-past. Even the Christian church, once a light, a joy and a promise of a
-better day, had fallen into decline at Bozrah. The edifice had become
-dilapidated, the congregation was depleted.
-
-In name, Father Adolphus had a successor, younger, more learned, more
-eloquent in his way, than the saintly man now sleeping. But the infidels,
-the very ones who were wont to confess that they could not, if they
-would, make headway against the old priest’s godly life, now laughed to
-scorn the stately and scholarly arguments of the new leader. The converts
-under the new regime were few, the common people did not from him hear
-the word gladly; and the regular congregation was rent by schisms.
-
-One chapel service sufficed both Miriamne and Cornelius. They found in it
-nothing but cold formality and the memory of what had been, but was now
-no more.
-
-“Oh, Cornelius,” Miriamne cried, “reverently I say it, but is it not
-strange that our faith edges its way over the world so slowly, with such
-heralds?”
-
-“Leastwise, you may say, you do not see your ‘Grail’ here, Miriamne?”
-
-“Oh, now, I realize the worth of Von Gombard as I never did before.”
-
-“Are you not sorrowed at his absence, Miriamne?”
-
-“Sorrowed! Truly not; but unspeakably glad that he walks with the sons
-of God; a very king, I know, amid the greatest. Oh, how sad I’d be to
-see the poor, dear, tired old man with his overfull heart and trembling
-limbs now going about in painful ministries here! God was twice good;
-in leaving him so long, then in taking him. Ah, if there were more like
-that old saint, those that there are would not need to tarry till their
-twilight.”
-
-“Shall we prolong our stay?”
-
-“No! I’ve listened long enough to the lull of eternity here. Bozrah’s
-past has taught me its all. I’m ready to go home.”
-
-“Home! When, to-morrow?” ardently questioned Cornelius, anxious himself
-to depart the Giant City.
-
-“After to-morrow; the coming day, at my instance, the memorial of my
-parents is to be set up.”
-
-The following morning, just before sunrise, the husband and wife repaired
-to the tomb of their loved ones, to witness, by pre-arrangement, the
-unveiling of a memorial. It consisted of two figures carved from whitest
-marble; a woman’s form with a face expressive of tenderness and beauty,
-marked with deepest grief, but not with hopelessness. Across her lap
-there lay the form of a young man, the rigors of death plainly marked
-on his face and limbs. There was no mistaking the representation, and
-Cornelius quickly exclaimed:
-
-“I know the one that sits thus holding that crucified body! ’Tis real!
-Impressive! Awful!”
-
-“It is fitting, think you?”
-
-“I’m too much moved to judge, perhaps; though I do wonder that you
-have not had carved upon the pedestal the names of your dead, or some
-explanation.”
-
-“Names? What matter, to the stranger passing, who lie beneath the stone?
-As for the meaning, let those who come and go question till it appear.”
-
-“I’m the first questioner, Miriamne. The application?”
-
-“Remember that my mother, in her almost solitary grief, held her dead
-children for a time against her broken heart, but it was a heart filled
-with a mother-love which never faltered. There is nothing in love
-surpassing such on earth. Then at last, when her life work was done, her
-cup full, my mother, as her final consolation, held to her heart the Son
-whose death gives life, as yon Madonna holds the Christ.”
-
-“I bow to Miriamne’s judgment; the creation is appropriate; Glorious
-Madonna!”
-
-“I have a hope that it may stand here in the Hauran an enduring sermon to
-the varied races who pass. They who come and go here, reminded that the
-Nephalim with all their arrogant might left little but their crumbling
-tombs; that Astarte, once the potent, dangerous goddess of the groves,
-here faded from the love of her fevered hosts, who themselves in turn
-faded from the face of the earth, may pause to question what the meaning
-and power of this last, new, fresh presentment! Perhaps they will hear
-from those made wise, and in time learn to tell one another, that
-these two figures speak of the Deathless Kingdom, its white loves, its
-wondrous rewards and its Spirit of might expressed by all who are in it
-through the power of an endless life, and through the agency of immortal
-influence.”
-
-“Miriamne, I see thee a palpitating angel in the flesh! I can say no
-more!”
-
-As the young missioner thus spoke he stretched out his arms toward the
-woman he loved as if he would restrain her. The motion came from his
-heart, which was anxiously saying within: “She is growing upward and away
-from her consort.” But he had neither courage nor words to voice the
-vague thought which brought admiration mixed with fears.
-
-They turned toward their temporary home in the Giant City. As they went,
-the rising sun flooded the marble forms by the graves with a golden
-light, and the twain, beholding the glory of that morning benediction,
-felt an illumining in their hearts that some way made heaven seem very
-near.
-
-“And now, darling, we’ll return to Jerusalem, and quietly pursue our work
-until we join those loved ones gone on before,” spoke the husband the day
-after the monument’s unveiling.
-
-“I trust we shall work in future with better plans and grander results
-than we have had before.”
-
-“Are you discontented with what we accomplish?”
-
-“No, and yes,” was her measured reply.
-
-Cornelius turned his eyes full upon her, lifting inquiringly his eyebrows.
-
-She continued: “I’m satisfied, if God so will, to blend my work into my
-husband’s; I know this is my duty as a wife, but I long to echo nobler
-music. Can you make it?”
-
-“Annata, the Assyrian goddess, was content to be the echo of her spouse,
-the mighty Ammon. I’d be an Ammon if I could to be worthy being echoed by
-Miriamne. But, little wife, your words sound almost Delphic; and yet you
-are no such ambiguous oracle. Is there any wish unmet?”
-
-“I’ve a misgiving.”
-
-“Why, wife of mine, see how strong you’ve been, each year adding health!
-See the shadows over our people. We are sent to chase these away with
-Gospel truth. We’ve hitherto only learned how to work efficiently, and
-in the future will do braver, greater things than ever. We’ll tarry, as
-Adolphus, ay, and by grace renew strength, turning back the dial pointer,
-as with prayer, did Hezekiah of old.”
-
-“I’ll not go, I know, until my work is done. None go before such time.”
-
-“Oh, but we must go together everywhere, even to death.”
-
-“Ah, beloved, I know your meaning. It’s the lover, not the consecrated
-missionary, who speaks now.”
-
-“I can’t help it! I’ll be useless without you. I’m useless now, except as
-you sustain me; as Abishag, the Shunnamite, the fairest young maiden of
-all Israel, brought heart to the bosom of David, old and shaken by years,
-so you put into me all the ambition I have. To my trembling heart you are
-what Deborah was to Barak’s.”
-
-“God help you, Cornelius; I believe you, because I know your trusting
-nature and have joyed in the fullness of your lavish love, but let us
-bravely face this matter as it comes. For God, I know, I must quickly do
-my work and be gone.”
-
-“Oh, say not so, if I’m to be left alone! That must not be! By your love
-for me I entreat you to stay; a thousand ties bind my life to thine; it
-will kill me by inches to have them severed!——
-
-“Miriamne, my own, nearer to God by far than am I; plead with Him to
-spare us this agony!”
-
-“In spirit, my loyal spouse, we shall ever be near each other, but I
-feel that in the body we shall not be together long. I shall finish my
-course and then——”
-
-“No, not that,” vehemently exclaimed the husband. “Say not that! I’ll
-work for you, with you, for God. Help me to the end and let me so help
-you, beloved!”
-
-“You may help me while I tarry.”
-
-“I’ll joy to realize the prophet’s vision, who saw the hands of a man
-under the wings of an angel. Here are the hands and Miriamne is the
-angel.”
-
-“But your imagination glows, kindled by the torch of a human heart almost
-idolatrous.”
-
-“Nay, not idolatrous; for the fire rises to things holy. I only plead
-that God let me walk with Miriamne; I know she will walk nigh Him. Go
-where you will my feet will bear me thither, undertake what you may,
-my heart and hand will help; point out any goal of darling desire and
-thither I’ll carry you, if need be. For you I’ll gladly die, if, at the
-dying, I have the comforting assurance that soon my other self will join
-me in the overshadowed land of life.”
-
-“How it would brighten the world, if all who take the holy vows of
-marriage on their souls were as truly wed in heart as we.” As the twain
-stood by the white marble figures at sunrise the next morning, equipped
-for departure, they made a striking picture. The living and the dead; the
-exemplars of the purest, deepest wedded love committed to serving their
-fellow man; they rose grandly above the ruins of the place builded by
-those mighty self-seeking devotees of Astarte.
-
-Bozrah sat in desolation, knowing no hope and having a bitter past only
-and forever to contemplate; the youthful gospel heralds had all life,
-rising to new life—hope beyond hope, joy beyond joy, and then life,
-hope and joy in endless unfoldments, stretching way through measureless
-eternities, all before them. Miriamne was pensive; Cornelius was
-chastened by the remembrance of the words she had spoken the day before,
-and both subdued by the presence of the majestic monument before them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXV.
-
-THE SISTERS OF BETHANY.
-
- “Her eyes are homes of silent prayer,
- No thought her mind admits;
- But ‘He was dead and there he sits!
- And He that brought him back is there!’
-
- “All subtle thought, all curious fears,
- Borne down by gladness so complete;
- She bows, she bathes the Savior’s feet
- With costly spikenard and with tears.”—ALFRED TENNYSON.
-
- “In the day time He was teaching in the temple, and at night
- He went out and abode in the mount that is called the Mount of
- Olives.”—LUKE xxi., 37.
-
- “Gethsemane on one side, Bethany on the other ... where He
- was wont to pray for His people and weep for a sinful world;
- where His feet stood on the eve of His ascension and where
- His wondering disciples received from white-robed angels the
- promise of His second advent. It will be admitted that above
- and beyond all places in Palestine Olivet witnessed ‘God
- manifest in the flesh.’”—_Porter’s “Giants of Bashan.”_
-
-
-After Jesus had been driven from His native Nazareth, He found a home
-in the house of Lazarus, Martha and Mary, in the village of Bethany,
-on the eastern slope of Olivet. That was sweet, memorable Bethany of
-the Gospels; “the perfection of repose,” amid the palm and oak-covered
-slopes of Olivet; hidden by its quiet life, as well as its sequestering
-mountain, from Jerusalem, that great, throbbing heart of Palestine.
-
-Thither, down the east steps of the Temple, through the “Golden Gate,”
-along camel paths that wound past Gethsemane and across fitful Kedron,
-the Son of Man often went when worn out by His love ministries, or
-harassed by the gainsayings of the great city. So, preaching His new
-kingdom, He exalted its cornerstone, the godly home, by electing one
-such, that of Lazarus and his sisters, as a rest and a refuge for
-Himself. Beyond this He proved His own humanity by seeking earthly
-friendships, at the same time exhibiting Himself, though the favored of
-heaven, the object of constant angelic regard, as needing, because He was
-human, that which humanity ever needs—congenial human fellowships.
-
-The history of that ancient Bethany family, gathered from various
-sources, but chiefly from the simple and touching narrative of the
-Evangelist John, is full of interest. The mother of that home, to us
-nameless, was dead. Yet she was not fameless; that circle of children
-in their several relationships witnessed full well of a finest
-mother-culture, that had been theirs. The father of that family was
-worse than dead; he was a leper, buried alive in the Lazar keeps of the
-plague-stricken, and the husband of Martha, the elder sister, early had
-left his bride widowed.
-
-That was a circle cut through its center; but affliction had knit
-together in deepened affection the few left. The fatherly brother,
-Lazarus, well fulfilled his double obligation, and wins admiration, as
-do ever those sons and brothers who faithfully take the place of dead
-fathers. That he was such a brother, the grief of his sisters when he
-died fully proclaimed.
-
-With a few fine sentences John depicts those sisters. Martha, widowed
-in life’s morning, but surmounting all morbidness by giving herself to
-motherly ministries in her home; and then was Mary, a clinging, trusting,
-pious maiden; a poem of faith, a tear-bedewed rose-wreath. When Christ
-joined that circle there was presented the finest conceivable ideal of
-a home. They served and He blessed, and though their bereavements could
-never be forgotten, while His banner of love was over them, they were
-able to alleviate the poignancy of their griefs through the hope of a
-blessed resurrection and a final, eternal reunion.
-
-The sacred associations gathering about the village of Olivet made it a
-place peculiarly attractive to Cornelius and Miriamne; for they, too,
-were bereaved; neither in all the world having a single living kinsman of
-whom they knew.
-
-They determined, shortly after their final farewell to Bozrah, to take
-up their abode at the “House of Dates,” and were unmeasurably delighted
-in being able to secure for themselves a house reputed to have been the
-identical one occupied by Christ and His choice friends. If it were not
-the same, there seemed good reason to believe it was at least on the site
-of that ancient sacred domicile.
-
-One day they conversed of their work, their hopes, and the needs of their
-field of labor.
-
-“I’m led to think that we should establish a refuge for Magdalenes,
-Miriamne.”
-
-“If we did attempt the founding of an asylum for outcasts we would not
-belie the memory of a noble woman, who was never a harlot, by applying
-to it her name. But my ‘grail’ does not lead me that way. I’d go mad
-working for the utterly lost only! No; no, our work must be more radical,
-by beginning back of the falling so as to prevent it.”
-
-“Something must be done to educate the women of this country to better
-living and higher conceptions of womanhood. We need a school of some
-kind.”
-
-“A school? Good, if it be of the right kind; but there have been schools
-and schools for men, such as they were, and they have effectually proven
-that education alone is not a savior. Learning does not transform the
-soul, else God would have given Moses the pattern of a college instead of
-that of a tabernacle. My mother used often to tell me that the devil is
-superbly educated. The more he knows the prouder and more dangerous he
-becomes. I do not despise learning, but since it is impotent to transform
-men, why try it as the savior of woman? She who takes counsel less of the
-intellect than of the conscience and affections! We must seek for those
-we aim to help something surpassing in direct efficacy any thing yet
-attempted;” so saying, Miriamne paused.
-
-“Shall we organize a church, ‘fair as the moon, clear as the sun, and
-terrible as an army with banners?’”
-
-“There have been churches and churches. It would be vain for me to
-attempt to prove to you, a theologian and a churchman, that this you call
-the ‘Bride of Christ’ is imperfect or lacking in any energy of reform;
-but, though I heartily confess ’tis the choicest institution this side of
-the stars, yet I see it professing to have heavenly charity, abounding
-light, and measureless joys, leaving the needy without hospitals, the
-heathen in ignorance, and most of the world, including many churchmen,
-famishing for happiness. The trouble is, it infolds too many wolves and
-repels too many lambs. Your flocks are too much given to atoning for lean
-living by fat believing; memorizing huge creeds instead of incarnating
-them; putting their faith-confessions into themselves rather than
-themselves into their faith professions. You churchmen shut your ears to
-friendly criticism, sneer at those that censure, and in branding such
-heretics proclaim yourselves infallible. I’d not be a vaporing railler,
-but I hear within your ecclesiastical bodies of warring factions, of
-ambitious and multitudinous leaders, a proof that they are of the
-church militant; though theirs is an internecine militating. I doubt if
-there has existed Christ’s ideal of a church since Pentecost. He gave a
-glimpse of its true outlines there, and it will yet come in its power and
-splendor; then, for the pæans!”
-
-“You’d organize, perhaps, a _Vestal Band_?”
-
-“Vestals?”
-
-“Yes; an union of women of pure hearts, committed solely to such works as
-those performed in part by the holy sisters of our church fraternities.”
-
-“I revere such as are thus engaged with all my heart; but, churchman,
-you are narrow in your plan; even Pagan Rome, which honored Vesta, the
-fire goddess, by having an altar to her in every community, held that
-the State was a great family, and placed Vesta, the goddess of virginal
-purity, near the Penates, or gods of the household and family.”
-
-“I see nothing now in this juxtaposition.”
-
-“They saw that there was ruin to all society if their girls were impure;
-hence buried alive a Vestal, if she fell from her vow of chastity. You
-have heard, Cornelius, how good Romans were wont to invoke, often, as
-their family guardians, the manes of their departed kin; and this very
-naturally; they held to the belief that the family tie, the finest,
-strongest known among men, outlived, by virtue of its heavenliness, the
-shock of death. Imperial Rome trusted much its all-conquering swords, for
-this life, but for the life to come it appealed to Jupiter omnipotent or
-Minerva, the all-wise. No, no, a ‘Vestal Society,’ such as you imply,
-would not suffice. I’ve a broader clientage and vaster scheme in mind,
-good churchman husband—”
-
-“Shall I venture another guess?”
-
-“It would be needless. Let me explain myself fully. Good Father Adolphus,
-founder of Bozrah’s ‘_Balsam Band_,’ which he sometimes called ‘nursing
-preachers,’ told me that in olden times there was in this country a
-fraternity of women, banded together to perform works of charity.
-They were remembered chiefly for their helpfulness to those that were
-in direst need and utterly friendless. They befriended criminals and
-social outcasts. He said that the women of Jerusalem who followed
-Christ weeping, were, probably, of that fraternity, since it was the
-custom of that pious company to offer their tears for those on the way
-to execution. More, these women were wont to furnish the pain-dulling
-herbs to victims dying condemned. You remember the Christ was offered
-such herbs? When I remember the spirit that actuated Martha and Mary, I
-readily believe they were members of that pious fraternity. More, when I
-remember how, for His own dear sake, they ministered to His human wants,
-there comes to my mind the possibility of a perpetual organization, for
-God’s sake, ministering to human want, taking the home as its palace, and
-to be known to the world by the expressive, winning title, ‘_Sisters of
-Bethany_.’”
-
-“Miriamne, if you were not Miriamne, I’d call you Gabriel. I’m dazzled by
-these words. In truth, thy ‘_grail_’ is near, I believe.”
-
-“That I seek to build up I’ve explained, and here in Bethany I’ll attempt
-it. We’ll have a fraternity of women, Christ-guided, with burning hearts,
-and in methods simple, direct and catholic, reaching after women.”
-
-“Now for our pillow prayer, Miriamne. Then side by side, unto wondrous
-sleep land, side by side in heart and being at awakening.
-
-“‘The sun of the millennium will rise from behind the family altar,’
-Father Adolphus was wont to say. ’Twas well said; redeemed homes are the
-fruits of the restoration. Shall I read to-night?”
-
-“Surely we need the Word to understand the throbbings of our own hearts
-when our prayers return, dove-like, with olive branches from heaven.”
-
-“What shall I read?”
-
-“What came after Pentecost!”
-
-Then the husband opened to the Gospel Story, and remarking the
-‘Ascension,’ read:
-
-“He was taken up, after that He through the Holy Ghost had given
-commandments unto the apostles whom he had chosen:
-
-“To whom also He shewed himself alive after His passion by many
-infallible proofs, being seen of them forty days, and speaking of the
-things pertaining to the kingdom of God:
-
-“When they therefore were come together, they asked of Him, saying, Lord,
-wilt Thou at this time restore again the kingdom of Israel?
-
-“And He said unto them, It is not for you to know the times or the
-seasons, which the Father hath put into His own power.
-
-“But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you:
-and ye shall be witnesses unto Me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judea,
-and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.
-
-“And when He had spoken these things, while they beheld, He was taken up;
-and a cloud received Him out of their sight.
-
-“And while they looked steadfastly toward heaven as He went up, behold,
-two men stood by them in white apparel;
-
-“Which also said, Ye men of Galilee, why stand ye gazing up into heaven?
-This same Jesus, which is taken up from you into heaven, shall so come in
-like manner as ye have seen Him go into heaven.”
-
-“And His farewell happened at Bethany? It makes our home seem still more
-like the gate of heaven, when I remember this; ‘He’ll come so as He
-went;’ what if that meant His next advent is to be at this very place?”
-
-“Or, what if it meant that He would appear the second time, in glory,
-at the homes of men; since He elected His home for the gateway of His
-earthly exit,” replied the husband. Then they sat for a little while in a
-blessed silence; that kind that falls upon souls bowing to a benediction,
-or moved by thoughts that are holy beyond expression.
-
-The wife broke in on their reverie: “I wonder how His departure affected
-the disciples?”
-
-“I have it all here, darling;” then he took one of his parchments and
-read:
-
-“And He led them out as far as to Bethany, and He lifted up His hands,
-and blessed them.
-
-“And it came to pass, while He blessed them, He was parted from them, and
-carried up into heaven.
-
-“And they worshiped Him, and returned to Jerusalem with great joy:
-
-“And were continually in the temple, praising and blessing God.
-
-“And they went forth, and preached everywhere, the Lord working with
-them, and confirming the word with signs following.”
-
-“I knew it was as I thought! If believers are as they say, enlisted
-soldiers, under the blood-stained banners, our Christ has not been true
-to His word, or there is universal treason in the camp! The world is not
-gospeled and the soldiers have not the miracle power. I tell you husband,
-there is need of a revolution, a revival of zeal, an improvement of
-methods! The Hospitaler was right. The Christian world needs to be led
-along the _Via Dolorosa_ after Jesus and Mary, up to their measure of
-utter consecration, to their undying love, to their lofty, soul consuming
-zeal!”
-
-And the young gospel herald was silent, for he could not gainsay her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVI.
-
-THE QUEEN OF THE HOUSE OF DAVID.
-
- “The harp the monarch minstrel swept,
- The king of men, the loved of heaven.
- ...
- It softened men of iron mold;
- No ear so dull, no soul so cold
- That felt not, fired not to the tone,
- Till David’s lyre grew mightier than the throne;
- Since then, though heard on earth no more,
- Devotion, and her daughter, love,
- Still bid the bursting spirit soar,
- To sounds that seem as from above,
- In dreams that day’s broad light can not remove.”—BYRON.
-
- “The king rose up to meet her, and bowed himself unto her, ...
- and caused a seat to be set for the king-mother, and she sat at
- his right hand.”—1 KINGS, 2, 19.
-
-
-“Miriamne, the heavenly host we imagined to be in bivouac about our
-Bethany home, methinks were really present, and gave color and form to my
-dreams. I was in a grail-quest all night.”
-
-“What a golden day is such a night! But tell me of the color and form of
-your visions, Cornelius.”
-
-“We fell asleep last night conversing of the Ascension; my dreams carried
-me on to Pentecost.”
-
-“And what have you brought from the dream-land to help in the stern and
-pressing waking hours?”
-
-“A panting heart, as one having climbed mountain above mountain. I burn
-to know and feel the whole significance of Pentecost!
-
-“I’ve determined to seek holy companionship and wise guiding by
-attendance at the next ‘Harvest Feast’ at Jerusalem. I think I’ll get
-peculiar help at the great city.”
-
-“The Israelites will not welcome a Christian to their feast.”
-
-“The one I aim to attend is that that will be observed by the Christian
-knights in an upper room, in the great city. They think they have
-possession of the identical apartment in which the disciples of our Lord
-met and witnessed the glories of Pentecost, after the Ascension.”
-
-“In Joseph of Arimathæa’s house?”
-
-“That is the accepted report. The Hospitaler, whom we believe to be a
-‘Grail Knight’ of to-day, is quite earnest in so affirming.”
-
-“Wondrous white-souled Arimathæa! Jewish and a priest, yet secretly
-a disciple of Jesus! I dare to liken myself unto that holy man, in a
-measure. He left an old faith for a new one, and followed the cup of the
-Passion, as I, my ideal.”
-
-“_A good man and a just_,” says the Testament.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“We meet to-night in Arimathæa’s house,” said the Hospitaler to
-Cornelius, shortly after the arrival and welcome of the latter at
-Jerusalem.
-
-“Can the uninitiated attend?” questioned Cornelius.
-
-“Now, that’s the joy of it, they can; and more, we are to have a number
-of Jews present, among them some once priests; but now like that Joseph
-of blessed memory, seeing the true light.”
-
-“And the meeting?”
-
-“The exalting of the Word, that’s the need of the hour, world-wide. I
-tell thee, young man, set to teach; the needs are not more religions but
-more religion, not more revelators or prophets but surer interpreters.
-The world blooms with truth on every hand; who will pluck the blossoms?”
-
-And the disciples were again, all with one accord, in the holy upper
-chamber.
-
-The Hospitaler, with an abruptness of John the Baptist, merely throwing
-back his tunic and exposing the golden sign of knighthood for a moment to
-his companions, as he entered, at once began to address the assembly;
-
-“Jews and Gentiles, all children by creation of a common Father—greeting!
-The fires of Pentecost are kindled everywhere in Jerusalem, but they are
-the old fires and cold enough; sacrifices smoke on the altars, but the
-day of such offerings is past.
-
-“Methinks, the offered bulls, goats and lambs, if they could speak, would
-cry out against the priestly hands that shed their blood; ‘How long,
-how long the blood of our flocks has pointed to the lamb of God, the
-All-Savior, who died to save men from sin and beasts from the altar; and
-yet we die as if our work were not finished!’
-
-“The beasts join in the wailings of humanity.
-
-“For centuries God’s chosen people celebrated this feast of the harvest,
-the joy of Jewry; and now the world’s harvest advenes. Yet, for the most
-part, the multitudes see not the ripening. For years the first fruits
-were offered, and as yet, the people do not understand that first fruits
-mean chosen, choice fruits, the elect of God.
-
-“For centuries, Israel offered the shoulder and heart of the lamb, and
-yet Israel waits under the overshadowing smokes of its burnt offering,
-not discerning the Lamb Priest, whose heart of eternal love and shoulder
-of power, are given for the salvation of the people.
-
-“Israelites, hear me; out of the altar’s smoke emerges to view the
-kingdom of the house of David, refined, purified—the hope of the future.
-Ye have thought, hitherto, that David’s kingdom, whatsoever it might have
-been, is, in these ages, to be reckoned with the dynasties and forces of
-an antiquity, whose influences long ago ebbed away along the shores of
-the all-entombing past.
-
-“Yet such conclusion is as fallacious as it is evidently superficial. The
-God who works in unbroken time cycles, though men remit their tasks at
-the beck of sleep or death, pushes forth His forceful, faultless projects
-with a tireless consistency that knows no cross purposes. A real and
-present kingdom is that with which this Pentecost we have to do. We are
-not, _at that time_ when _they shall bring out the bones of the kings of
-Judah and spread them before the sun_. David’s throne is a verity, though
-long incrusted with neglects; it is a symbol of power in a dynasty that
-is ordained to overspread the earth. I’d summon my witnesses; first the
-weeping Jeremiah. ‘Thus said the Lord: David shall never lack a man to
-sit on the throne of the house of Israel.’ How bold! but amid the ruins
-about us, I cry never! never! Now call the God-nourished captive Daniel,
-who, sincere to the last, made all Babylon glow with his prayers and his
-visions. Saith Daniel:
-
-“‘The God of heaven shall set up a kingdom that shall never be
-destroyed.’ The dream is certain; the interpretation sure. He was proof
-against the alluring blandishments of his royal captors, and as pure to
-the last as a knight of San Grail.”
-
-Cornelius saw a light on the Hospitaler’s face, and knew it was that that
-comes from a conscience clear before God. The latter went on with a voice
-suddenly become tenderer than it was before.
-
-“Let us hear the reply of the converted pagan king, Nebuchadnezzar:
-‘_Whose kingdom is from generation to generation!_’
-
-“Hearken to Isaiah, to whom the scroll of human history through a
-thousand generations then yet to come was present and lucid: ‘Unto us
-a child is born ... his name shall be called Wonderful ... The Prince
-of Peace.’ ‘Of the _increase_ of His government and peace there shall
-be no end upon the throne of David to _establish_ it with judgment and
-with justice from henceforth and _forever_.’ Surely he must be of dull
-comprehension who saith this is only the spiritual, heavenly kingdom of
-the glorified.
-
-“Let us stand for a little under the light of the blazing tongues of
-Pentecost, enswathed in imagination by the mighty, rushing tide of Spirit
-manifestation, fresh from the Being of the Almighty. Now listen to Peter,
-transfigured and illuminated within and without. Error here, with him,
-was impossible! Untruth at such a time would be a madness like that of
-the attempted steadying of the ark. Saith Peter: ‘_David being a prophet
-knowing that God had sworn to him that He would raise up Christ to sit
-on his throne._’ Peter at last, a rock of God, I bless thee! Call that
-archangel, who doth excel in strength, his name given him in heaven being
-Gabriel, the ‘Champion of God.’ He certified his mission to Mary in terms
-that can be made no finer: ‘_I am Gabriel, that STAND IN THE PRESENCE OF
-GOD and sent to show thee glad tidings. Thou shalt bring forth a son. And
-the Lord shall give unto Him the throne of His father David._’ Of His
-Kingdom there shall be no end. These are ‘glad tidings,’ indeed, sung
-as such to the joy and wonder of heaven, as well as proclaimed as the
-sovereign comfort of earth’s inhabiters.
-
-“The splendid, earthly Kingdom outlined so gloriously by the prophets
-has suffered no syncope, and David’s royal line has not found its end in
-sepulchral palaces. That Kingdom and that line survives; their zenith not
-yet attained.
-
-“In that zenith day, _Truth shall spring out of the earth, and
-righteousness shall look down from heaven_.
-
-“So it was settled forever in heaven, for earth and to all eternity, that
-in the vocabulary of divine wisdom, ‘first-born’ means ‘choice-born.’
-And he is choice-born no matter how ill his beginning, who is reborn by
-the all-uplifting, renewing Spirit of Grace! Jesus, in marked manner,
-even in this respect, parallels David in reäffirming in Himself this law
-of His refined, exalted kingdom. The line of the Christ from remotest
-generations is found to have deflected from the line of the first born.
-His descent must be traced through Seth, Shem, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob,
-Judah, David, Solomon and Nathan, and still others, none of whom were
-first in their advent into the families to which they belonged. Again,
-the Christ and his progenitor, David, antagonized the barbarian tenet of
-all ages that a man was to be honored merely because of his gigantesque
-figure or prowess. In olden times men revered greatly the giantly.
-Among the primitives to be a weakling was to be pitiable, and to be
-huge to monstrosity was to be respected, if not actually worshiped.
-Indeed, paganism in its essence is but homage paid to the great, that
-is terrible. The princely David began his career in slaying wild beasts
-and monstrous giants, but we may cease admiring the prowess he had
-physically in greater admiration of the symbol that lies in his early
-exploits. He was to be the giant-slayer; evil giants and giant evils
-were to fall before him alike; and a shepherd’s little sling, in pious
-hands, was shown to be invincible. In Solomon’s time, there was more
-outward splendor, but less spirituality than in David’s time. The latter
-witnessed the gilded decline in its beginnings. Decay followed swiftly.
-The world sighed for a restoration; the heathen manufactured gods; the
-Fire Worshipers followed stars; in the groves, virgins were, after a
-sort, worshiped, as in the forest night-services of the old England of
-some of you, the Druids prayed to a mystical ‘virgin that was to bring
-forth.’ There was a common yearning for the coming of a Champion to lead
-and defend the races of man. The yearning felt its way blindly toward the
-wonder to be, that of a woman of the children of men, mothering One all
-human, all divine, a Prince fit to link together the parts of David’s
-kingdom, whether militant here or triumphant above. That full day has
-begun, but is only dimly seen by many. You Jews have been wont to keep a
-Pentecost of males only while Egypt deifies a woman as goddess of the
-harvest. One turns to brawn, the other to the bringer forth, and neither
-gets the truth, the royal truth, found in the faith that brings forth
-through all humanity!
-
-“Would you see a real Pentecost? Now, look how the first was to the
-fathers. The holy ones, among Christ’s followers, believing His promises,
-assembled at Joseph of Arimathæa’s house, to await it. Hear the word:
-
-“And in those days Peter stood up in the midst of the disciples, the
-number of names together were about a hundred and twenty.
-
-“These all continued with one accord in prayer and supplication, with the
-women, and Mary the mother of Jesus, and with his brethren.”
-
-“Our holy Luke, said to have been an artist, artistically presents the
-scene. As we read his record, we behold the ‘Queen of the House of
-David,’ the representative woman; as she should be, in the company and
-honor of God’s people. Not there as a beautiful creature to be admired;
-but there to pray with those who prayed for the dawn and the glory. With
-the genius of an artist, and the insight of a prophet, Luke displays his
-ideal thus. The Scripture record closes, leaving the typical woman amid
-God’s people, on her knees, waiting in hopefulness for the full dawn;
-while for a little time over all falls the earnest of the promise in
-miraculous displays from above. There was a rushing of mighty sounds, the
-providences of God in motion, the movements of His spirits who minister,
-for a time made visible! The scene was one never to be forgotten, and
-the holy John, years after in the glowing visions of the Apocalypse, had
-brought to his mind its central figure the woman clothed with the sun;
-the transfigured woman, and she as woman in her highest estate; that is
-mothering a child! He saw her rising above all perils, all evils; but as
-she rose, she bore aloft her child, a Man Child! Look at the picture, men
-and brethren, ’till it possesses your souls! BEHOLD THE WOMAN! Behold
-the interlaced symbols! As a mother holds above peril her child, so the
-peerless woman held aloft her Divine Babe; as the church holds aloft
-its offspring, so also in the apotheosis of the ideal mother, comes the
-uplifting of man’s hopes, and the triumph of all that is best, all that
-is promised. We see to-day, but the smoke side of Pentecost, by and by
-we’ll see, as do those in heaven, its fire side.”
-
-The speaker ceased his address, and all were filled with great and moving
-thoughts.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVII.
-
-THE CORONATION OF THE QUEEN.
-
- “My knowledge is so weak, oh, blissful queen,
- To tell abroad thy mighty worthiness,
- That I the weight of it may not sustain;
- But as a child of twelve months’ old or less
- That laboreth his language to express,
- Even so fare I and therefore pray,
- Guide thou my song which I of thee may say.”—WORDSWORTH.
-
-
-“If I could only carry to Bethany what I feel now!” ejaculated the young
-chaplain, as he hurried along from the knights’ celebration of Pentecost,
-homeward, at the time that the Moslems were summoned to evening prayers
-by the minaret calls.
-
-After his greeting, on arriving at his abode, his first words were: “I’ve
-seen the crowns of fire, and now comprehend the meaning of Pentecost,
-where men gathered from varied climes, heard each the spirit’s message in
-his own tongue! The Spirit is the interpreter!”
-
-“By what aid came this revelation?”
-
-“God and the Hospitaler.”
-
-“We have the first here; let us call the other, that the temple on the
-hill be made to feel the glow. The time is opportune, for each day
-witnesses new triumphs of our cause.”
-
-When the knight arrived a feast was in progress. His air awed those to
-whom he was a stranger, and there were not a few who thought within
-themselves,
-
-“Is he a prophet?”
-
-Abruptly, as usual, he began:
-
-“Friends: I would that all hearts here were moved by justice to enthrone
-the Queen whose praise your frank youths have been sincerely singing. I
-am here to-day to proclaim her rights, and in so doing I shall appeal to
-that sure word which survives when all else fails. She was of David’s
-royal line; the noblest one of all the earth. To the proof? The Christian
-Scriptures, from the hands of Matthew and Luke, present her ancestral
-descent. These apostles wrote as God directed, and, after all, only
-reaffirmed that already set forth in the most carefully, religiously
-guarded records of all antiquity, the Jewish genealogical tables.
-
-“You know that the ancient Jews held those tables in sacred regard, for
-on their integrity depended the proof of the things to them most dear,
-as they believed. By them every Jew could trace his Abrahamic descent,
-and to Abraham’s seed were all the great promises of the covenant. By
-those tables they proved their title to the land of promise, Canaan.
-Every Jew, believing himself one of God’s chosen people, and that his
-advancement and the advancement of his posterity in the Divine favor,
-depended on the purity of the blood of both, felt that he needed the
-guidance of those tables to preserve him from any admixture with alien or
-Gentile blood. The Aaronic priesthood was hereditary and the priesthood
-was initial in the religious system of the Hebrews. Its legitimacy was
-preserved chiefly by these hereditary charters. Then all true Israelites
-looked for the coming of a Savior, Priest and King to bring to the chosen
-transcendent glory, and to win an universal dominion, marked by love, joy
-and peace. Every Jew knew that Great One was to spring from the house of
-David, and all within that Judaic line hoping that he or his children
-might be near akin to the One to come, carefully, constantly, proudly
-guarded and studied these records of descent. Birth was the foundation
-upon which all Jewish institutions were founded. ‘_So all Israel was
-reckoned by genealogies._’ They lived in a reign of blood, and in blood
-to be Jewishly thoroughbred was, they thought, to be most highly favored.
-They had not yet discerned the law of the new dispensation, which
-declares all men akin; a dispensation seeking to build up a superior
-humanity by first of all transforming and exalting the inner life. By the
-revered records of these Jewish patriarchs, both holy and love-ladened,
-place the writings of Matthew and Luke, and with concurrent testimony,
-unimpeachable as well as conclusive, the legitimacy of Jesus the son of
-Mary is proven! He was beyond a cavil of David’s kingly line. There were
-Christ-haters who contested at every point His claim of Messiahship. They
-forged lies freely; they hurled after Him slanders innumerable; they
-insinuated that He was born in fornication; they affected to flee from
-Him as one having a devil; they denounced Him to Jewish as well as Roman
-authorities as a liar, a seducer of men and a traitor. In a word, they
-howled Him down in every way they could, unabashed by the splendor of His
-baptismal indorsement, unsilenced by the awful warnings of His cross. But
-in their desperation they never dared to challenge the records which
-proved Him ‘_the son of David_.’ Now had His claims rested upon His
-relations to His earthly father, Joseph, they would have been disproven.
-All Jewry would have quickly, fiercely proclaimed Him a pretender and
-not in the family of promise. The Christ was heir of David’s name and
-fame because His mother was, and so in exalting Him you crown the saintly
-woman who bore Him! He was the adopted son of Joseph, type of all His
-followers, adopted sons of a Royal Father. He was legitimate through his
-mother, type of all his followers, brought into the royal family of God
-by the power of a mystic new birth.
-
-“But there is another line running backward, preserved through the
-centuries to connect the first Adam with this last one. This line runs
-from Christ through his mother to Eden. Behold the august truth suspended
-by that chain of names! Names; only names of the dead! names of the
-forgotten! Jesus by Mary is linked to the chain! It’s an old, old chain,
-but yet it has gems in its links. Each named is the child of another
-living before, and the history of each is recorded in two words, ‘begat,’
-‘died.’ A chain of dust! One man precedes another. Each in turn vanishes
-until immortality is confronted in the last sentence: ‘_Adam, who was
-the son of God!_’ The first mortal son of God uncrowned and led away
-from his kingdom, by a woman, to death! The twain go down together, each
-ruinous to the other, with nothing left them but a hope; and that hope
-rested upon a to them mysterious promise: ‘_The seed of the woman shall
-crush the head of the serpent!_’ It would have staggered their faith had
-one told them that in God’s revenges, all compensating, all healing,
-she that led down was of the sex that should lead upward. Out of their
-darkness there came a seeming dawn, and Eve cried ecstatically at the
-birth of Cain:
-
-‘I have gotten a man from the Lord!’
-
-“They thought he was a token of renewed favor and probably the redeemer
-from the curse. He turned out a murderer, and introduced them to the
-supreme horror of humanity—death. The conflict of light and darkness went
-on, and the first pair tasted death themselves, looking along the horizon
-of unrealized hopes to the last and waiting, as all their posterity
-through painful centuries waited, for the Man that was to save. The long
-years with leaden tread marched on, struggles amid suffering weighty and
-countless, accompanied the race; of them all woman bore the heavier part,
-but she kept somehow the larger hope. Each Jewish mother, with a pride of
-sex secretly cherished, watched and longed for the coming from herself of
-the ONE who was to lift her up and crown her queen, indeed.
-
-“God at last gathered all woman’s trustful hopings into one great
-answered prayer, and deigning, in sovereign love, His marvelous
-co-operation, brought forth another and a perfect Adam.
-
-“We are informed that Joseph and Mary went, about the time of Jesus’
-birth, in compliance with Roman law, to Bethlehem to pay their personal
-taxes. The Roman tax lists were based upon the records of family descent
-so far as concerned the Jews.
-
-“To make the collection certain beyond the possibility of any one’s
-escape, the law required each taxable subject to pay his allotted tribute
-in the city of his nativity. The father and mother of Jesus were cited
-to the city of David. Thither they went. And so in the providence of God
-it happened that pagan Rome was summoned to the cradle of the infant
-Savior and made unwittingly an attester to all time that He was of a
-family by right recorded among those descended from great David.
-
-“The son and the mother here stand or fall together. If Mary was not of
-David’s line, then the Son she bore was not, and He is left without proof
-of being of the seed of David.
-
-“Joseph was not the father of the Christ _after the flesh_. The lives of
-mother and son are eternally intertwined. If we honor one we must needs
-honor the other; abating the fame of one we degrade the other.
-
-“Jesus’ claims to being the Messiah depended upon the fact that His
-mother was of the tribe and family royal. The absolute requirements
-of prophecy can only be met in the Messiah by His being of the House
-of David. Jesus himself admitted and fairly met this necessity. So
-he questioned the Pharisees: ‘What think ye of Christ? Whose son is
-he?’ ‘They say unto him, the Son of David.’ Admitting this, the Savior
-propounded the question involving sonship and spiritual unity with God
-which His questioners could not answer:
-
-“‘If David then call him Lord, how is he son?’
-
-“‘_Neither durst any man from that day forth ask Him any more questions._’
-
-“Had He denied the necessity of Davidic origin they could have
-overwhelmed Him with Scriptures. Had he not been of that family the most
-ignorant Jew would have promptly rejected His claims to being the Hope of
-Israel.
-
-“Peter the apostle, amid the soul-trying solemnities of Pentecost,
-speaking to the representatives of people from all parts of the earth
-and for all time, cried: ‘Men and brethren, let me freely speak unto you
-concerning the Patriarch David: Being a prophet, and knowing God had
-sworn with an oath to him that of the fruit of his loins, _according to
-the flesh_, he would raise up Christ to sit on his throne.’
-
-“This orator spoke then with the accuracy of one in the presence of the
-Holy Ghost, and not only made sincere, but illuminated, by the torch of
-God. This is conclusive, but the reiteratives of the inspired writers
-justify us in presenting their cumulative evidence.
-
-“After Peter comes the learned Hebrew of the Hebrews, Paul; before his
-conversion to Christianity declaring himself to have been ‘after the most
-straightest sect a Pharisee;’ after that conversion, rejoicing to the end
-of life, as of the true, new Israel by faith in Him that makest all new.
-
-“Twice Paul met Mary’s son mysteriously, face to face, within the very
-confines of Glory. Let Paul speak: ‘Paul, a servant of Jesus Christ,
-separated unto the gospel of God, concerning His Son, our Lord, which was
-made of the seed of David according to the flesh!’
-
-“Let us not longer make a mock of eternal, holy verities! Christ was of
-David’s flesh through His mother, and born to be a real king of a real
-kingdom, not a phantom kingdom! That kingdom must come; yea, blessed be
-Jehovah! it is coming.
-
-“Joseph, the putative father of Jesus, adopted Jesus as his son, but he
-could not, by that legal act, make his foster son, whose father was the
-Holy Spirit of the seed of David, _after the flesh_! Jesus received,
-then, His royal blood from Mary, and bore His Kingly title after the
-flesh as ‘_the crown wherewith his mother crowned Him_.’ Revelations
-harmonize; Luke and Matthew must therefore agree with Paul and Peter.
-
-“The tables of Luke and Matthew agree down to David’s time, but then
-they diverge, until they are converged in Jesus, through the undoubted
-legitimacy of Mary as a descendant of David and the adoption of Jesus
-by Joseph, a scion of another branch of the same great family. Luke
-gives a sentence, all luminous, but first puzzling: ‘_Jesus himself
-began to be about thirty years of age, being, as was supposed, the son
-of Joseph, which was the son of Heli._’ ‘Ah, as was _supposed!_’ sneers
-the infidel. ‘As was _supposed!_ SUPPOSED!!’ hatefully shouts some
-insinuating, ignorant Jews! But now let us fill out, naturally, Luke’s
-statement, ‘as was supposed, the son of Joseph, but in reality the son
-of Heli.’ But here it may be asked, was Jesus the son of Heli? It is,
-I answer, not infrequently in the Scriptures that a grandson is called
-a son. Jesus was probably the grandson of Heli. It was a common custom
-of the Jews, except in cases of especial necessity, not to record the
-names of women in tracing lines of descent. Men kept the books, and it
-had become a habit with the lords of creation to thrust woman into the
-background. Mary was too insignificant a person, socially considered, in
-her time, to be registered in her own name in the hereditary charters.
-Joseph was put in her stead, as her representative. There was not any
-supposition about the descent of Mary, but these scribes, who had charge
-of the books, thought it were more creditable to the male sex to record
-Joseph as the father of Jesus, and, by a little fiction, suppose him to
-have descended through the former from Heli, than to say Mary descended
-from Heli and Jesus descended from Mary. The Romans encouraged this,
-and also the politicians. Men were the only ones to fight or pay taxes,
-and, as political factors, were strictly watched by those in authority.
-Luke, in reality, gives Mary’s line. He was scholarly and accurate,
-besides that a physician, and we judge by all experience that there is
-that in the profession of medicine which makes its followers tender
-toward all suffering, consequently especially tender to women, the
-largest inheritors of the pains that beset our race. Doctor Luke, like
-those of his fraternity, by an act of graceful justice, in the spirit of
-Christianity which is essentially humane, just, and courtly, accorded
-gladly the woman her place. But the ‘_doomsday books_’ of the Jews,
-containing their family trees or genealogies, perished with the perishing
-of the Jewish nation. Those records had done their work; it was time for
-them to go. They had become by misuse agencies of evil. They stood long
-enough to demonstrate that God works through cycles vastly wide, and that
-His definite promise made to Adam, Abraham and many of their successors,
-had finally been fulfilled, at the end of thousands of years, with a
-miraculous explicitness. The records disappeared after Christ came, and
-herein was a providence saying to the watchers: ‘He is come. No need
-further of the patents of His ancestry to aid your watching.’ More than
-that, they being gone, no other could arise claiming to be Shiloh, with
-hope of convincing any by appeal to proof from the records of ancestry.
-
-“Shiloh and his white kingdom have come. It is ruling the earth; not
-in memories of its mighty dead, but by its regal, potent virtues and
-charities. The battering rams of Titus destroyed wall and Holy Temple,
-but thus was let in new dawn. Above the storm of that awful conflict the
-spiritual may discern in living letters the mightly words of God which
-dispelled disordering darkness from the universe at the beginning: ‘_Let
-there be light_,’ and, indeed, ‘light was.’ The obliterated records of
-Jewish ancestral lines, on which alone many a worthless child of Abraham
-based his claims to superiority, his right to despise and neglect his
-fellow men, his justification to tyrannize, and finally his hope of favor
-with God, ceased to present their sturdy barriers to the entering in of a
-better hope. Then came in the beginning of this new era; now the patent
-of nobility is noble character; this is the time to be marked by an
-universal recognition of universal brotherhood in a kingdom where there
-is neither Jew nor Gentile, bond nor free, male nor female. A kingdom
-where righteousness, impartial justice, liberty, equality, purity and
-humanity are to be the regnant potencies. In this kingdom, how fittingly,
-Christ stands as the king and ideal of man, and how fittingly his mother
-supplements his sway by being presented herself to all womankind as a
-queenly ideal. Let him or her dispute her title, who can surely say
-the earth, in this redemption period, needs no such sublime epitome of
-womanly virtue and worthfulness.
-
-“My words are ended for to-day, assembled men and women. Some of these
-things spoken may seem like deep sayings, but I leave them to find their
-lodgment in your hearts and minds. I trust them, knowing that Truth has a
-sword which cuts her way, each sweep of that sword making light.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVIII.
-
-THE “LIGHT OF THE HAREM” IN “THE TEMPLE OF ALLEGORY.”
-
- “Would I had fallen upon those happier days,
- And those Arcadian scenes....
- Vain wish! Those days were never! airy dreams
- Sat for the picture, and the poet’s hand
- Imposed a gay delirium for a truth.
- Grant it; I still must envy them an age
- That favored such a dream; in days like these
- Impossible when virtue is so scarce,
- That to suppose a scene where she presides
- Is tramontane, and stumbles all belief.”—YOUNG.
-
- “The glory of the Lord came from the way of the east, ... and
- the earth shined with His glory. Thou son of man show the house
- to the house of Israel, that they may be ashamed of their
- iniquities, and let them measure the pattern.”—EZEKIEL, xliii.
-
-
-“My Cornelius once said I might expend the fortune coming from my
-grandfather, Harrimai, as I chose.”
-
-“Why, that’s so without my saying. I did not court your grandfather, nor
-his ownings, and have gotten affluence beyond the wildest dreams of a
-lover in Miriamne’s self.”
-
-“I think the old church on the hill is smiling day by day, more and more.”
-
-“I’ve noted the improvement, and it assures me our hearers are growing.
-A meanly kept sanctuary, witnesses of starved worshipers. Some churches
-might be called stables for all-devouring, nothing-giving, lean kine.”
-
-“I’d like to be brought to confession; question me!”
-
-“Question? I can not doubt either Miriamne or her doings; to question,
-one must doubt.”
-
-“Sir Courtly! But I’ll flank your courtesy; I’ve purchased and furbished
-up the old ecclesiastical pile.”
-
-“I might have guessed it was Miriamne’s work! Now, good Bishop of
-Bethany, appoint me Rector.”
-
-“Churchman forever! We’ll have no Rector.”
-
-“No Rector? No sermons? No congregation?”
-
-“We’ll have a multitude, if we can get into the place the God-shine; that
-brightens and draws ever.”
-
-“Allurement by light! A new device. Are we to have a tryst where
-lotus-dreamers may take sun-baths?”
-
-“Curiosity, too proud to question directly, travels around with
-banterings.”
-
-“Incisive Miriamne, my ægis, thin as paper, is shredded: I confess!”
-
-“Confession compels pardon and counsel. I’ll give both. The restored
-sanctuary is to be the capitol of our fraternity, the ‘_Sisters of
-Bethany_.’”
-
-“Capitol? Are you inviting the Sultan to take your homes and your heads?
-A capitol sounds like politics, revolution and things governmental.”
-
-“There is to be war and a revolution; our munitions are to be solely
-moral agencies; our aim, to revolve the world around toward Paradisiacal
-days. I’d have parting streams flow out from Bethany to water the
-earth, and sing anew the jubilant strains of Pison, Gihon, Hiddekel and
-Euphrates.”
-
-“Arcadia! Alas, how sad such dreams, because so impossible to realize.
-The Arcadians, so charming in the poet’s pictures, were, in fact, very
-warlike, very loutish, very human.”
-
-“Say not that what has been must always be. Moses, at a time when Israel
-was at its lowest dip, received of God a pattern of the Tabernacle. The
-God of Moses is unchangeable. I’ve gotten from Him a pattern, also.”
-
-“And now I question, as you wish!”
-
-“The old sanctuary is to be a ‘_Temple of Allegory_.’ We shall attempt
-therein to picture the finest truths by symbols that shall make them
-tangible and irresistible.”
-
-“A splendid ambition! Possess me of your intricacies of canon and
-catechism. I’d accept them.”
-
-“You overlook our simplicity by expecting complexity. We shall not walk
-like ghosts, hampered by the grave-clothes of the dead, though august
-forms. Seven words, enough for each day of the round week, are our whole
-profession: ‘_Humanity toward humanity, with godliness toward God._’”
-
-As they conversed, they walked toward the old sanctuary at the suburbs of
-Bethany, and now were drawing near it.
-
-“Behold, Miriamne, the Hospitaler; yonder.”
-
-“Yes, I’ve called the knights hither; the Hospitaler will dedicate our
-temple to-day.”
-
-“But has he ecclesiastical authority so to do?”
-
-“The same authority that these growing shrubs and vines have to make the
-place beautiful. See, I’ve pierced the walls of the grim pile, wherever I
-could, to make a window. The Hospitaler is to take them for a theme.”
-
-“Windows for themes?”
-
-“He is able; and understands by them that we’d have let into musty
-beliefs floods of sweet light.”
-
-“The knights are singing!”
-
-“Yes, the Grail song, ‘_Faint though pursuing_;’ the dedication has
-commenced.”
-
-The words sung recited the grail quest; but its chorus, a simple one,
-was much the same as that sung at the May-day festivities on a former
-occasion. The people gathered, heartily joined in the chorus. When the
-singing ceased, the Knight, in his usual abrupt manner, began addressing
-the assembly:
-
- “The beloved young missioners have undertaken, by means of
- their handiwork here, to strikingly present the noblest truths,
- and they have taken a step in the right direction. Love for the
- pictorial, manifest especially in children, grows with growth;
- those adult needing and seeking, as they grow, finer, grander
- symbols. Our Divine Lord, who ‘_knew men_’ and ‘_knew_ what
- was in man,’ did not rebuke, but rather utilized this taste
- of man, by teaching the profoundest things of His Kingdom by
- means of it. He came as close as close could be to the very
- core of human life, as it was or to all time will be. While
- He might have navigated Galilee in a palatial barge, borne
- over be-flowered waves by perfumed breezes and golden wings,
- with the aureoled spirits, ‘_who do excel in strength_,’ by
- thousands, to escort Him, He chose rather to journey in an
- all-winning humility, borrowing, as He had need, the old
- boat of some poor Tiberian fisherman. He might have entered
- Jerusalem, that last time, in an Elijah-like chariot, dazzling
- the city with splendors surpassing those that the rapt John
- beheld on Patmos; but the King of Glory, seeking to be the
- King of all men, elected in that supreme moment to get near to
- men by approaching the august courts of Herod and Caiphas, and
- the commons as well, on an ass—an humble beast, and borrowed
- at that. All this allegorized the condescension and sympathy
- of Jehovah. The universe is full of patterns! The books of
- Nature, Revelation, and Providence, having a common authority,
- are constant in the use of pictured truth. Nature gives us the
- dawning of light and the marshaling of order out of darkness
- and chaos. There is the low earth, the high firmament, ripe
- summer going down into the winding sheets of winter and up
- to the resurrections of spring. Twig, flower, seed, forest;
- insect that creeps, and bird that flies; the speck-life moved,
- and the behemoth; the atom and the planet-system—waning and
- growing, dying and living, from formlessness to beauty, from
- time to eternity! Then take the inspired picture-history:
- Eden’s fall, Egyptian captivity, the Red Sea passage, the
- wilderness, the manna by the way, the rest by the Mount of the
- Law, the entrance to the Promised Land. Lastly, the Incarnate
- One, an eternal symbol, the realization and fulfillment of all
- preceding. ‘Which things are an allegory,’ exclaimed Paul, with
- a sweeping back-look. The three books present to the thoughtful
- pictured banners innumerable, to wave him onward. This temple
- is dedicated to the purpose of pointing to these pictures.
- Fitly the ‘angels of the mount’ have determined to make
- prominent the beautiful, patient, modest Mary, Mother of Jesus.
- And to study her intelligently or profitably, it is necessary
- to know her not only as an historical personage, but as one
- in the cavalcade of symbolism unfolded by Sacred Writ and by
- Nature. She passes by, herself every way unique, the exemplar
- of God to those aspiring after gentle, devout girlhood,
- pure and wise maiden-life, constant wifehood, and patient,
- consecrated, and influential motherhood. Turn again to the
- Divine Word, the beacon of the ages, the history of Providence,
- the solver of life’s problems. It is made up of an entrancing
- array of symbols, types, prophetic dramas, and gorgeously
- constructed visions, constantly representing or dextrously
- pointing, by countless trophies and allegories, to its Ideal
- and Darling, Mary’s Son, _who ‘spoke as man never spake, yet
- who without a parable spake nothing.’_ Though the literary ages
- are strewn with long winrows of dead books, no work of man long
- surviving the mutations of time, God’s picturesque handiwork,
- the inspired volume, as potently molds the thoughts, charms
- the affections and quickens the hopes of our race with its
- tokens, types, idyls and illustration as it did when the earth
- was younger by far than it is now. It is a living fountain,
- not only giving, but retaining its immortality! It abides
- because it masterfully deals with the things that pertain to
- the wonderland of the soul. How necessary its methods is at
- once apparent to any one who considers, discerningly, man as
- a complex union of spirit and matter; wonderful forever, but
- ‘_very good_,’ since the All Holy, Great High Priest performed
- the nuptial ceremony of that union. If there could be found a
- being able to reason, as a man, who had not within himself this
- unity, and who had never experienced its phenomena, such would
- at once combat the possibility of its existence. Even those
- so organized, and momentarily realizing the jointure of the
- God-like spirit with the earthly body, the higher condescending
- to and communing with the inferior, the inferior at times
- over-persuading, dominating and utterly shipwrecking its great
- spiritual co-partner, are compelled to admit the whole as being
- a fact without parallel, alike inscrutable and bewildering. A
- life-time of profoundest introspection can carry the greatest
- mind, herein, only to the confines of new wonders. But the
- interest in the study of the unwritten, unvoiced language of
- symbolisms by which the wonderfully united twain, soul and
- body, confer and commune with each other deepens with the
- study. What a fine, expressive, rapid, exact, exalted language
- that must be! To each well understood; without their arcana
- unknown, unheard, incomprehensible. And it is of necessity
- all symbol, natural, intuitive, without a single arbitrary
- sign! This sign-language acts by _symbol_ in the royal temple
- of memory and imagination. And so again we perceive the
- representative, picturesque or typical is the medium of the
- fine, the deep and the lofty in expressing truth. This is the
- soul’s language, by which it communes with whatever else there
- is in man, through which it receives the songs of Heaven,
- and the august or tender messages of the Spirit, out of the
- deathless land.
-
- “When this sphere of ours was rolling swiftly onward through
- the shadows of night, as well as swiftly downward through
- darker shadows of sin, Divine love said ‘Let there be light.’
- Then the hosts of heaven saw at Bethlehem a mother and babe
- marking the place of world-dawn, unfolding the design of
- Deity to effect redemption by touching the race of man at
- infancy; the most effective because the most plastic point;
- through motherhood the most influential because the tenderest
- instrumentality. The never-to-be-forgotten spectacle thrilled,
- with a new ecstasy, the beings of glory whose every throb
- of life is joy. They tracked the heavens about with light as
- they sped out to keep abreast the fleeing earth and shout over
- Bethlehem, ‘Glad tidings! Glad tidings!’ They saw Eden restored
- through the advent of a new, pure home; they saw a mystic
- covenant between God and man typified in the child begotten of
- a human mother in conjunction with the Eternal Father. By this
- there seemed to be an attesting that humanity was to be raised
- to Divine favor; there also was a symbol showing the value of
- law; for through the incarnation, Deity, in the form of a babe,
- became submissive to law administered by a mortal mother.
-
- “He is blind who can not see in all these things God’s purpose
- to elect some of His creatures to be His co-laborers in the
- choicest co-operations, and also to be exemplars of what He
- does and would do. These things being so, we do well to learn
- the alphabet of His goodness from His elect heroes, heroines
- and saints; and I proclaim to-day my innermost belief in Christ
- as the argument, logic and fruit of God’s love; but, at the
- same time, I praise, as one enravished, the character of her
- who was God’s poem, God’s peroration! We now proclaim this
- temple dedicated to the purposes of showing forth the things I
- have spoken.”
-
-The Hospitaler abruptly ceased his address, as he began it. There were
-other services consisting of psalm-singing and prayers, and the service
-was ended.
-
-As the congregation dispersed, the young missioner, Cornelius, exclaimed:
-“Miriamne, the Hospitaler has awakened me as from sleep by God’s truth.
-Oh, the heavens are not as full of shining stars as God’s truth is full
-of beauty! It seems strange that men like myself, and wiser, are so long
-in bringing these things to their minds. You, my dear little mystic, are
-my interpreter.
-
-“It’s just as I told you, wife. We must go in pairs. In the Egyptian
-mythologies, Osiris had his Isis, Amen-Ra his Maut, and Kneph his Sate.
-Thank God I have my adolescent other self!”
-
-“I, a woman, help you? My sex is honored by the praise. Are they worthy
-of all they need? Is it madness to seek to gather all women having gifts
-and needs into a helped and helping fraternity whose creed is a fine
-example? If I help Cornelius, cannot a peerless one like Mary help all?”
-
-“Pardon the thought, but one word haunts me—idolatry!”
-
-“Impossible! We all need soul company, and have room within for such. We
-must have an inner population of real heroines and heroes or be filled
-with ghosts and myths. The empty soul, eaten up with self-worship, goes
-mad; the myth-possessed becomes an idolater. If we harbor the God-like,
-keeping the highest place for Deity, our inner selves will be no hideous
-chambers of imagery, but a counterpart of heaven.”
-
-“But some have fallen into putting Mary before Jesus, and so we’ve seen
-the advent of Mariolatry.”
-
-“But this only, and surely, here I know, no friend of the Divine Son
-can dethrone Him by honoring her, aright; indeed, as He, Himself, did.
-It was of Him she spoke when exclaiming: ‘_My soul doth rejoice in God
-my Savior!_’ Can one truly honor Him and despise and ignore the woman
-who gave Him human birth? Can one have His mind and forget her for whom
-love was uppermost to Him in His supreme last hours? Can one honor her
-aright, and yet dethrone the Son whom she enthroned? She bore Him, then
-lived for Him. She honored herself in bearing Him, and was His mother,
-His teacher and His disciple. He revered her, she worshiped Him. Awed by
-His augustness, she was yet conscious of an ownership of His greatness;
-believing in His divinity, she yet enjoyed the nearness to Him of a
-mother.”
-
-“I can not but believe that she is a queen, indeed, high among the
-glorified who reign with God! I question again: Who ever did, or could,
-become heretic or carnal by sincerely revering the peerless woman whom
-Christ enthroned on His heart?”
-
-“I know at least that the fathers at imperial and pagan Rome placed a
-representation of Mary in their Pantheon when public policy made it an
-imperative necessity to overthrow the influence of the lewd, fanciful and
-ungodly ideals that had been set up therein,” responded Cornelius.
-
-“The world is a Pantheon full of corrupt ideas. Let us raise high the
-choice ones God has sent us—But see, yonder is the wife of a poor old
-Druse camel-driver. She was once a sinner in the streets of Jerusalem.
-Now she is a Sister of Bethany, allured to goodness by our Temple’s
-allegories!”
-
-“A woman that was a sinner, a scarlet woman?”
-
-“Only such. No; all of that! One woman; a lost one? How little to man;
-how much to God! Had nothing else been done, heaven would have been set
-singing, as ever, over a sinner’s return. That’s reward enough for all
-we’ve attempted.”
-
-“Now I’m interested, indeed!”
-
-“Well you may be, when you hear all. We’ve here one once a harem beauty,
-who, having lost her power to fascinate, was committing her life to that
-hag-cunning belonging to old women who supplement their decaying power by
-wickedness, fox-like and serpentine.”
-
-“The old, old story; yet I thank God if her life be sweetened.”
-
-“Hers is a strange story.”
-
-“May I know it?”
-
-“Yes; it is, as I’ve gathered it in scraps, a sad romance. She was born
-of Georgian parents, among the mountains of Armenia, and gifted, in her
-youth, as are most of those of her sex in that country, with unusual
-personal beauty. She early attracted the attention of the monsters
-who dealt in human flesh, and a Georgian noble unrighteously claiming
-her family as his serfs, bartered away Nourahmal to merchants seeking
-recruits for Mameluke harems. She became, in time, part of the retinue of
-a sheik by the name of Azrael, a desperate adventurer, who, on account
-of his blood-deeds, was called by his followers the ‘Angel of Death,’
-His luxurious and desperate way of living justified his claim to Turkish
-extraction; his adroitness and avidity for intrigue stamped him as a
-Mameluke.”
-
-“Nourahmal? Azrael? Why, these must be the same of whom I’ve heard Sir
-Charleroy speak?” queried Cornelius.
-
-“The same!”
-
-“She comes out of the past as one from the dead!”
-
-“And her story is a series of strange events. It is as follows: Azrael
-suspected her of having abetted the escape of my father and Ichabod,
-therefore determined to kill her. She gained a temporary respite through
-having saved her master’s life from an assassin plotting to supplant him;
-though she periled her own in so doing.
-
-“As Azrael awaited her recovery from the wounds she had suffered in
-his behalf, he devised another scheme which he hoped would compass his
-favorite’s destruction and his own elevation. He was ambitious to be
-Sherif of Mecca. To attain that honor he saw he must needs do something
-to enhance his popularity greatly with his Mohammedan followers, and so
-conceived the plan of getting into his power, Harrimai of the Jews and
-Adolphus of the Christians. His purpose was to rack those two leaders
-into apostasy and the betrayal of their followers. Had he succeeded, the
-event would have been crushing to Jews and Christians east of Jordan.
-He promised Nourahmal her freedom and restoration to her Georgian home
-if she aided him in his design; though he did not disclose his purpose
-to her beyond that of securing the presence of Von Gombard and Harrimai
-in his camp. She felt that there was some malign, hidden purpose in her
-master’s breast, but deemed it expedient, at the outset, to seem to
-co-operate in his plan.”
-
-“But how was the sheik using his strategy against Nourahmal?”
-
-“As a fiend! He, having no conception of a friendship between a man and
-a woman that was pure and free from intrigue, suspected the relations
-between his favorite and Ichabod. He thought the two only needed the
-opportunity to precipitate into perfidy. He laid his plan darkly, and,
-leaving a trusty follower to carry it out, hastened forward to Mecca.”
-
-“But surely, Nourahmal was not what he thought her!”
-
-“No; though training her as a plastic child, he judged she was what he
-had tried to make her; at her worst she was. But let me continue. The
-assault on my parents and Ichabod, on the road between Gerash and Bozrah,
-was the opening of the drama. The plan then was to seize Rizpah, and
-under pretense of negotiating for her ransom, inveigle Harrimai into the
-hands of Azrael’s followers. Nourahmal was to aid in this by affecting
-tears, pleading for pity and suggesting the sending for the girl’s
-father.”
-
-“What besetments perilous we pass through, all unknown to us! Harrimai
-and your parents, to their death, never suspected the devices worked
-against them!”
-
-“Nor dreamed that a harem favorite, a mere girl, and an utter stranger to
-them, was their good angel!”
-
-“Good angel! How?”
-
-“She witnessed the assault from behind a sequestering wall, in company
-with a follower of the sheik, commissioned to kill her instantly if she
-faltered in the part appointed her. This infernal guard was also charged
-to insinuate into her mind the feasibility of elopement with Ichabod. If
-she could be compromised, Azrael knew he could justify her death to those
-who remembered her heroic defense of himself. That was to follow as soon
-as she had done her part in inveigling Harrimai to Azrael’s camp.”
-
-“A demonstration of a personal devil, Miriamne.”
-
-“I’d say rather of an overruling God.”
-
-“How fared Nourahmal after Azrael’s chagrin?”
-
-“Cornelius anticipates me. When she saw Ichabod fall, a sudden desire
-for liberty for herself and to help the imperiled Rizpah, prompted her
-to drive a dagger into the heart of her guard and cry, ‘Rescuers come!’
-That cry drove the remnants of the assailers of Sir Charleroy to sudden
-flight. She asserted to the fugitives that Laconic, the new runner, just
-passing, had slain her guard, and so allayed suspicion until opportunity
-of escape came. She soon made her way to Bozrah, where she found among
-the Christians a temporary home. From thence she drifted into Jerusalem.”
-
-“’Twas strange she did not turn toward Gerash.”
-
-“I said as much to her, but desire to get as far as possible from
-Azrael, and as near as possible to the Holy City, of which Ichabod had
-so glowingly spoken to her, determined her course; besides that, Ichabod
-being dead, Gerash was a strange place to her—Jerusalem seemed to her,
-she said, near heaven.”
-
-“Had she only known it, she was near heaven in Bozrah, being near Von
-Gombard.”
-
-“Her story weaves a chaplet for his tomb to-day; for now it appears that
-from Nourahmal the old priest foreknew the intention of those Saracens,
-who assailed the city that day I was with him. Though they designed
-capturing him to put him on the rack, he rushed into the conflict,
-crying, ‘Kill the foe with kindness!’ The assault would have been fatal
-to Bozrah, too, had not the leader of one of the invading bands ordered
-a retreat, just at the point of victory. This was indirectly Nourahmal’s
-work; for that leader had been won by her to esteem Christians far enough
-to be unwilling to murder them, though not adverse to plundering them.
-That was a great improvement in a Mohammedan.”
-
-“And Nourahmal knows from you that you are Sir Charleroy’s daughter?”
-
-“Yes, by that I won her confidence. Indeed, she began this confidence at
-first, by saying, ‘I love you, because you so remind me, angel of the
-mount, of a Christian knight, who was the dear friend of the only pure
-and unselfish man I knew in all my youth! Such words led to questions
-and explanations. The rest you know.”
-
-“And you have allured, comforted and enlightened her?”
-
-“By God’s help, I have. I have told her of the universal sisterhood, of
-all women, who take as their exemplar the worthy mother of the One who
-proclaimed the universal brotherhood of man. This knowledge is her joy
-and inspiration. When I am with her, she never tires of hearing of the
-‘Queen of David’s House,’ the mother of mothers.”
-
-“But how have you allured her hither, Miriamne?”
-
-“You have questioned curiously with your eyes, at least, concerning those
-gated alcoves and curtained balconies in our Temple of Allegory. They
-helped her!”
-
-“Since you say they are not ‘Confessionals,’ as I call them, tell me what
-they are?”
-
-“‘Rock clefts’ our sisterhood calls them; some are doors to little
-adjacent chapels; some are quiet resting places, where, in impressive
-solitude, souls in prayer may find the mountain manna, for which the
-Savior sought in many a lone night-watching; and some are places where
-are presented, under entrancing symbols, exalting truths.”
-
-“Words have failed to turn the world to faith: may signs do better.”
-
-“I’ve put truth into visible form, that they who get it here may learn
-that truth thus is only up to its full might. I’d have my followers
-believe in visible, not phantom, truth; so believing, truth will not be a
-ghostly proclamation, the toy of the mind, but a force moving hands and
-hearts!”
-
-“And you have met Nourahmal’s case?”
-
-“Yes; fully in what we call the ‘Lover’s Bower,’ yonder. Remember she has
-been the victim of mock love, from first to last.”
-
-“The ‘Lover’s Bower’?”
-
-“Behold the trophy and the bower! There is Nourahmal, now rapturously
-contemplating the picture of Joseph putting the ring of espousal on the
-hand of the Virgin Mary.”
-
-“Nourahmal? That gray-haired, hard-faced woman, holding the hand of a
-charming girl?”
-
-“That is Nourahmal; the younger woman is Beulah, her grand-daughter; they
-two are almost inseparable now.”
-
-“An oleander by a limestone cliff! And so she takes her station by a
-scene of betrothal, forgetting that hymen’s altars can be fired by youth
-alone!”
-
-“The world says so; but yet a disappointed life may sometimes learn why
-it has been a failure, by studying the ashes of time gone in the light of
-quickened memories.”
-
-“What finds Nourahmal there?”
-
-“Golden lessons. First for her grand-daughter, her idol. She never tires
-of saying before yon picture to that maiden now her charge: ‘My flower,
-my lamb, be always as pure as the espoused of Joseph, and you will be a
-jewel which your husband, if he be a true man, will ever proudly wear on
-as his heart. My flower, my lamb, no woman should leave all for any man,
-unless she is certain of finding in him father, mother, brother, sister,
-companion, as Mary found in Joseph!’”
-
-“But how did these things bless Nourahmal herself?”
-
-“Love counterfeited, blasted her life. She believed that it was only
-gross passion masquerading in attractive, delusive colors. So believing,
-it was difficult to tell her of the Love of God so she could realize
-its wealth. Love was only great selfishness, excited and persistent, to
-her mind. It was something to teach her that the genuine affection was
-utterly otherwise; in fact the foundation and crown of all the noblest
-sentiments implanted by God in His choicest creations.
-
-“I have sought to allegorize here, true affection in all its perfection.
-It seems to be fitting to do so, for my ideal queen was ruled by it. She
-never could have loved to the depths she did, as a mother, if she had
-not had within her being all the possibilities of woman’s love. And in
-a rightly balanced woman love is all-impressive, all-controlling; with
-her worship is loving and loving is worship. Here I shall seek to refine
-that sentiment in the hearts of my sisters until each becomes an evangel
-in its behalf. Then mankind will understand the wealth a woman bestows
-on the man that wins her. There is nothing in her career that surpasses
-it, except that sovereign act wherein she lays herself a convert on God’s
-altar. I am seeking to exalt this sacred act, the loving of the gentler
-sex, until all men, brought to revere it as they ought, shall become true
-knights; until society shall be of one mind in crying traitor to every
-man that contemns it in wedlock, and ready to lash naked around the world
-every betrayer who awakens it in innocency to lead it astray.”
-
-“I can only again exclaim, oh! how full of flowers and honey is my
-Miriamne’s creed and gospel!”
-
-“And the churchman so exclaims because I’ve put love where God put it, at
-the front of religion’s cohorts! Can there be a religion worth the name
-that does not masterfully meet the requirements of the relations most
-sacred between human beings?”
-
-As she spoke she led her husband under the splendid painting of Joseph
-espousing Mary, toward the entrance of the bower, remarking: “This
-vestibule, from the Roman word Vesta, Goddess of Purity, is suggestive.
-Rome placed Vesta among the household gods, and was wont to have an altar
-at every outer door. If Purity guard the door, Light and Love will dwell
-within. See the laurel, emblem of victory, as the ancients put it by
-Purity’s altar; so do I. Love, when pure, is all-victorious!”
-
-“Miriamne, these old truths seem to me very charming as you now present
-them; but can Nourahmal and others like her enter into their meaning?”
-
-“A pious saint of our church says that the star which guided to Bethlehem
-finally sank into a spring, where it may be yet seen by women if they be
-pure.”
-
-As they thus communed he passed through an arched doorway, and was
-admitted to a grand court, three sides of which were inclosed by
-the temple and two of its wings, the fourth side hedged by palms,
-vine-interlaced. The sky was the roof, the carpet the floor of that
-country. Just in front of the palm-hedge, on a grassy hillock,
-conspicuous beyond all else, was a colossal stone face. It seemed as if
-it had emerged from the earth, bald of all life—desolation expressed in
-mute stone.
-
-“Astarte here!” exclaimed Cornelius.
-
-“Yes; that’s part of my Bashan inheritance, from Kunawat, the land of
-Job.”
-
-“A woman and a devil beset him; (the two are in this face, methinks).
-Its hideousness, as its import, seems inappropriate in Love’s Bower.”
-
-“Yes, ’tis hideous now, though once the face had beauty. It is not futile
-for young-love to remember that time gouges deformity into beautifulness,
-nor for all to remember how the Kings of the East in Moses’ time
-overthrew the Rephaim, the fallen giant followers of the goddess. The
-East is the home of light, and light is fateful to evil lives. Where are
-the Astarte-devotees now?”
-
-As the man listened his eyes wandered to the place where the palm grove
-came up against the temple wing, and there he observed a purling ribband
-of water.
-
-“Cornelius sees my poem of silver. It comes from a grove of cedars and
-sharon roses, out of a spring in the bosom of a hill. Look the other way.
-It passes under the alcove, under the temple wall; a short, dark passage
-brings it to liberty, ending in the Virgin’s Pool of Kidron. The sun
-allures it up to the clouds at last. But listen; it sings as it runs!”
-
-“I hear many blending melodies.”
-
-“Do you see that canopied dais? There the instructor, or preacher if you
-will, stands. The stream passes near it, getting impulse by a fall; true
-love is speeded when it runs by truth. That’s my lesson. Then there are
-Æolian harps this side and that of the dark alcove, the latter the type
-of the tomb.”
-
-“But why?”
-
-“True love has music both sides of the grave.”
-
-“Mystic!”
-
-“Interpreter, say.”
-
-“But I hear the songs of birds?”
-
-“There they are, this side the dark exit: but in a cage, supported above
-the current by an hour-glass and sickle.”
-
-“Grim emblems.”
-
-“Yes; but it’s a grim truth that love’s joy notes here are caged,
-hampered and transitory. The hour-glass and sickle are, when those notes
-are sung, ever.
-
-“Look to the West.”
-
-“I look, and see nothing but the picture of a sunset.”
-
-“Yes, and that curtains the ‘Rest of the Aged’ in our temple.”
-
-“But whither am I led by these words?”
-
-“Led to look toward sunset, for morning, by faith. You remember the
-Christ was never old; neither are they who draw their life from Him. The
-‘Ancient of Days’ not only has, but gives, eternal youth. Oh, there were
-young men at His sepulcher; yet those angels could count their years
-by centuries! Let the hour-glass make record and the sickle reap; the
-passion flower recalls a vernal life, where the oldest saints are the
-youngest, where all existence is growth, refreshment, glory, exultation!
-There, love is law and law is love, and to love is to live and to live is
-to love. We get a breath of this life here as we enter the vicinage of
-the immortal pair, Jesus and Mary; and we get a distant view of the whole
-from the mountains of the gospel.”
-
-“I believe, and yet sometimes start back at the question, ‘What if, after
-all, at the end almost of eternities there come monotony, decadence,
-satiety—death?’ Next after hell, and nigh as horrible, is annihilation;
-and worst of all, eternal existence with nothing for which to strive—a
-living death!”
-
-“They say, that in Egypt, a palm bowed to give shade to the mother, Mary;
-while the aspen refused to her any comfort. Then Christ blessed the palm
-and it became the fruitful evergreen, while the aspen leaf is fated to
-the end of time by constant tremblings to betoken the agues of a cursed
-life. But, under the sun in submission, our aspen lives are turned to
-palms! We, having His life, need never tremble at death, for we shall
-ever throb with a loving like His.”
-
-“But there are many conditions and needs to womankind. Let us speak of
-these, since the present is hers, the future God’s.”
-
-“The knights vainly tried swords; my King promised to draw all men to
-Himself. You told me how Sir Galahad, the pure knight, had made, about
-the Holy Grail, when he found it, a chest of precious stones and gold.
-Now, I’ve found the virgin pattern of perfection, representative of the
-human-like beating heart of God. Here I’ve set her, exalted her. This
-shall be her golden precious palace. Though dead, here shall be presented
-in the grandeur of her character, the sweetness of her power. By and by,
-it may come about that all mankind akin, shall make it the chief duty of
-Church and State, to care, with a loyal tenderness, for all women, all
-children, from first and last; that not one such shall be left miserable.
-That will be the world obeying the Crucified’s, ‘Behold thy mother.’”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIX.
-
-CROWN JEWELS.
-
- “The VIRGIN MARY unquestionably holds forever a peculiar
- position among all women in the history of redemption.
- Perfectly natural, yea, essential to a sound religious feeling,
- it is to associate with Mary, the fairest traits of maidenly
- and maternal character, and to revere her as the highest model
- of female love and power.”—PROF. PHILIP SCHAFF’S _Church
- History_.
-
-
-“There’s a footman at the door; the good man that talks, I think; he
-would speak with Cornelius.”
-
-With such words, at sunrise one morning a few weeks after the May-day
-service, the missioners of Bethany were aroused by an attendant. Quickly
-robing himself, the young chaplain went forth, and, sure enough, the
-Hospitaler stood before him.
-
-“Selamet; but what haste brings our ever-welcome friend so early?”
-
-“To relieve your minds! I’ve purchased immunity! The Mameluke sheik, at
-Jerusalem, has secured the Sultan’s revocation of the order of razing and
-banishment,” answered the knight. Cornelius gazed at the Hospitaler with
-anxiety, questioning within himself as to whether the knight had taken
-leave of his reason or not.
-
-The abrupt soldier-priest perceiving the perplexity of his hearer broke
-forth: “Why the edict that the Temple on the hill be despoiled, and
-the ‘Angels of the Mount’ be summarily driven out of Syria, has been
-rescinded; the ‘Faithful,’ as those infidels style themselves, have been
-converted; seen a great light which came by mighty gold.”
-
-“All Saints defend us! I did not hear of this. Tell me all!” exclaimed
-Cornelius.
-
-“Not now; the peril is past. I knew it was impending sometime, and
-supposed ye did. I promised a reward, if time were given. I got money
-help from foreign knights. The vandals took it with a mighty thirst, and
-then with a great show of piety promised toleration.”
-
-“I see, as usual with them, great gain with godliness is contentment; but
-what are we on the mount to do?”
-
-“Go on; the Sultan isn’t God, nor his sheik the Devil.”
-
-“The Hospitaler comforts. Now let us enter and breakfast together, that
-we may get wisdom by conferring.”
-
-“I may not tarry longer; I staid all night without the city’s wall so
-as not to be delayed by awaiting the gate-opening. I must be with my
-companions by the time the Moslems have ended their first prayers, or my
-comrades will be alarmed. I’ll return to-morrow.”
-
-Another dawn, another noon, and another sunset, came and went; but the
-knight did not reappear at Bethany. The chaplain vainly tried to suppress
-his anxiety. He feared some treachery on the sheik’s part. Again and
-again the former went to the house-top to look along the Jerusalem road.
-It was a hot June day; the watchings flushed the young man’s face but
-fears’ rigors in the heart paled it. He was a picture of misery. Darkness
-followed sunset; then came tidings:
-
-“There’s a company with garlands and torches coming around the bend!”
-
-The news was brought by a company of Sisters of Bethany. The missioner
-was excited, yet reasoned:
-
-“Garlands and torches! Their bearers can not have baleful report nor evil
-designs.”
-
-The visitants quickly arrived, and singing a roundelay, encircled the
-house of Cornelius and Miriamne. With delight the latter recognized the
-Hospitaler and his companion knights. With them were a number of the
-friends of the new movement at Bethany. They also observed, standing by
-his camel, a little aloof, a tall, gaunt man, garbed as a Druse; by him,
-an elderly woman, and also a maiden.
-
-“’Tis Nourahmal and her grand-child!” whispered Miriamne, following her
-husband’s questioning eyes.
-
-“The maiden wears the flower crown of a bride, and see, there is a young
-man by her side!”
-
-The Hospitaler interrupted their converse:
-
-“I’ve kept my promise to the ‘Angels of the Mount’ and to God. I’m here,
-and to celebrate a proper thanksgiving!”
-
-“Welcome! Now command us,” exclaimed Miriamne. “Yea, welcome, though
-coming in mystery!”
-
-“Another surprise, good chaplain? Well, ’tis fitting, since this one
-is cheering. There was need of offset to thy painful astonishment of
-yesterday. I’ve trapped a wolf for our festivities.”
-
-“A wolf!” exclaimed Miriamne.
-
-“Yes, even the sheik. He swore that he’d make all Bethany bald by fire
-and sword if it were attempted here to establish a Christian church. To
-him I explained that the work on the hill was festal. Praise God, it
-is to be such, to all eternity! And Miriamne’s disavowal of the title
-church, the use of the appellations ‘Pool of Bethesda,’ ‘House of Mercy,’
-‘Temple of Allegory,’ and the like, by your followers in the city,
-concerning your place of gathering, helped the righteous diversion. I
-finished the argument by parading with my cortege, as you see us now.
-Indeed I even asked the sheik to come to the wedding!”
-
-“A wedding?”
-
-“The cruel sheik invited?”
-
-“Two questions and two questioners to be answered with more surprises.
-Nourahmal’s grand-daughter, Beulah, is to be joined to a Jewish convert!
-I asked the sheik to attend with us as one of her next akin; for I
-believe him to be a son of Azrael, though he denies that parentage, as
-well he may, since the ‘Angel of Death’ was strangled at Bagdad for
-treason. Be assured, Miriamne, the young Mohammedan will not be present
-at our ceremonies to-night!”
-
-“Will wonders never cease?” spoke Cornelius, at a loss to know what to
-say.
-
-“No. Let us be going now,” abruptly spoke the Hospitaler.
-
-“Do you return to the city so soon?” queried Miriamne.
-
-The question was answered indirectly:
-
-“Let’s to the temple, or ‘House of Bethesda.’ I’ve taken the liberty to
-order its illumination. Come, we’ll see how its jasmines climb on its
-sturdy walls by the light of the torches kindled for hymen!”
-
-So saying, the Hospitaler turned in the direction mentioned, and all,
-including the missioners, followed him. The scene was fairy-like. There
-were lights and flowers and songs. The feasters from Jerusalem were in
-holiday attire, and those of the villagers that joined in the concourse
-were hearty participants in the festivities.
-
-Arriving at the temple, the Hospitaler led Beulah toward the speaker’s
-dais.
-
-“Will not the camel-driver enter?” questioned the knight of a companion.
-
-“No; he’s half way back to the city by this time.”
-
-“Stand by thy other self,” said the knight to the Jewish groom.
-
-The latter obeyed with alacrity; his zeal and his bashfulness precluding
-grace of action.
-
-“Four hands clasped; crossed,” said the Hospitaler.
-
-The twain did as commanded, the youth with avidity, the maid with a
-timorous, modest reserve. The touch of each, electric to the other, was
-recorded in their faces, over which passed rapidly a poem of emotion. The
-audience became silent, hushed by admiration akin to adoration. The old,
-old, yet ever new, ever-entrancing spectacle of love’s full crowning,
-brought to all minds the splendor and holiness of that royal gift
-which finds in earth its completest unfoldment in wedlock. Each of the
-auditors, conscious of admiration of the presentment, was also conscious
-of self-approving. There is a cleansing of conscience like that which
-follows prayer in the act of heartily approbating the thing which is good
-and beautiful. With the espoused for his inspiration and his background
-of light, the Hospitaler, with his usual abruptness, began addressing the
-assembly:
-
- “You of the East hear best when your eyes are treated together
- with your ears, hence I speak at this time, most propitious, of
- themes pertinent. You have heard how the ancient Romans named
- this month, deemed by them favorable to marriage, Junonius, in
- honor of their chaste and prudent goddess of conjugal life.
- She was the _Hera_ of the Greeks, the only lawfully wedded
- goddess of all their mythologies. The myths prove that those
- pagans discerned the potency and beauty of holy wedlock. They
- polished jewels and wove girdles for its personifications, and
- to-night, in this temple dedicated to womanhood at her best,
- I’d take the girdle and crown and place them upon the Queen of
- Women, the peerless Virgin. For such a real woman the ancients
- were seeking when they had their dream of the myths. She was
- what they yearned for, and her exaltation as the representative
- of all that she truly did represent, will be found of lasting
- profit to all. Behold her, an orphan girl, yet by faith having
- an Eternal Father. As a girl, abhorring waywardness; as a
- woman, therefore, free from wantonness. Mark me, ye maidens,
- the wayward becomes the wanton. Coquetry brushes the down
- from the cheek of the peach, and she that frivolously plays
- with passion in the morning will be likely to seek the groves
- of Astarte at noon. Our ideal woman reached maidenhood’s
- roses all portionless, as world-help is counted, but with the
- inestimable affluence of prudence, constancy and purity. Thus
- she set the finest youths of all Jewry to striving for her
- heart and hand. What Juno was to Rome, Mary was to Israel. The
- Romans proclaimed their faith in the good wife as the producer
- and conserver of wealth by putting their mint in their temple
- of ‘_Juno-Moneta_.’ The carpenter of Nazareth, building up a
- clean, honest, though humble home, by the aid of his consort,
- built more enduringly, and presents a finer historical figure,
- than that once mighty, once wise Solomon; though the latter
- erected the wondrous Temple. The home and love of Joseph and
- Mary will be praised by the ages that abhor the ivory houses
- of pleasure of the great and fallen king. The story of that
- home life at Nazareth has not been written, and we must gather
- it from fragments and eloquent silence. Mary’s jewels as a
- wife were unostentatiously treasured within the four walls of
- her domicile. The devastating tornado leaves enduring, though
- hateful history; but the constant, man-blessing tides of the
- ocean come and go without having their recurring blessings
- recorded. So the constant, loyal, patient woman of Nazareth
- passed noiselessly by in her day. Her exclamation to the Angel
- of the Annunciation, ‘_Behold the handmaid of the Lord, be
- it unto me according to thy word_,’ was the keynote of that
- life ever enhanced by the beauty of duty. There was submission
- to right because it was righteous. And this was not mere
- passiveness. You remember how she challenged her Son in His
- early youth, that time He was absent for a season from His
- parents, at first without explanation? The words Mary spoke
- that day burn like polished gems when considered aright: ‘_Why
- hast thou dealt thus with us? Behold, thy father and I have
- sought thee, sorrowing._’ She did not forget her Son’s divine
- origin, but exalted the rights of motherhood and fatherhood,
- confident that even Deity could not ignore them. She challenged
- the right of a son to cause parental sorrow without instant
- strong reason for so doing. She put her husband’s cause before
- her own, and made his honor her sacred wifely trust. There are
- in this history some very fine things expressed by implication.
- We know the woman was beautiful and much younger than her
- husband; the disparity of years did not hinder full affinity.
- She did not fall into the weakness of feeling self-sufficient
- and all-complacent because feeling pretty. All she was and all
- she had was centred in her consort as a commonwealth between
- him and her. That the sycophant and flatterer crossed her
- path there can be no doubt; but she who was not intoxicated
- by Bethlehem’s _gloria in excelsis_ could not be dazzled by
- the honeyed words of mortals. Wearing such a wife on his
- heart, Joseph was rich indeed. Silence is once more eloquent.
- We know that the mother of Jesus, having been widowed, never
- wed again. Her first love suffered no eclipse. That she was
- courted, after her spouse’s death, we must believe. The mother
- of a Son so famous as was hers, and the possessor of personal
- charms enshrining a soul that knew how to utilize sorrows until
- they became refinements, doubtless had many suitors in her
- widowhood days. And there was no law forbidding her a second
- marriage, except the unwritten law of fine sentiment; but to
- the Queen of the House of David the law of fine sentiment was
- all-controlling. All her heart was filled with love for her
- husband, her Son and her Savior. When her consort died, the
- niche in her heart that he occupied, the only part with room
- for conjugal love, became a shrine. Its door was sealed then
- until the final resurrection. Where such constancy exists there
- is certainty of pure homes. Sanctity, chastity and faithfulness
- were the lights of the temple, dedicated to the mythical Juno,
- within whose precincts no impure woman was suffered to enter.
- To-day I claim for the True Ideal all that was accorded the
- mythical one.”
-
-When the speaker paused, some of the men present broke forth, as was
-the custom in the synagogue service, with an “Amen,” and some exclaimed
-“Rabbi, thine are good words for our women to hear!”
-
-The Hospitaler’s black eyes flashed; a hint of retort of lightning-like
-directness to come. And it came, instantly:
-
- “I shall fail of my duty if I give all to one-half. I shall
- fail of my intent if my words seem like railings at the sex
- most tender, most burdened. Since we are treating of the weeds
- of the mourners, let us question why it is that widowers more
- frequently seek remarriage than do widows. The bereaved man
- easily says: ‘Get me another wife.’ The bereaved woman more
- frequently says: ‘Let me hurry on heavenward after my only and
- ever beloved.’
-
- “With the true woman marriage is a committal so utter that it
- is difficult for her, generally, to make it more than once.
- Again me thinks that marriage brings the graver, heavier loads
- to women. Once experienced, there is need of a mighty love to
- allure her to a second trial. The man rises by self-assertion,
- and wedlock does not hinder him. With the woman wedlock means
- self-denial; her name changes, her career is merged into that
- of her consort; her body is given, literally, to the new beings
- she bears. To woman marriage has no parallel, except death. Her
- only possible compensation is love, and that she should receive
- with measures knowing no stint. Oh, men, all fair to other men,
- all merciful to the beasts that toil, all prudent in keeping in
- motion, by day and by night, the water-wheels in your orange
- and mulberry groves, be fair and merciful to your consorts.
- Yea, and evermore water with love’s most grateful refreshments
- the bearing vines whose tendrils intwine your hearts, whose
- fruits enrich your homes. This is religion; what is less is
- heresy, and he who deals unkindly, cruelly or niggardly with
- his other self, can not face God. The prayers of such are
- hindered and like unto a tree whose leaves are storm-stripped.
- You know the race, by birth, comes forth in two sexes, of
- equal numbers, a hint of God’s plan to have mankind live as
- pairs; but the men are a constant majority. Why? I answer that,
- notwithstanding the perils falling upon the sterner sex, by
- exposure, by war, and all such things, the trials falling to
- woman’s lot work the greater havoc, keeping her sex in huge
- majority in the places of the dead. Now you praise me, because
- I’ve told your women to be like the glorious Mary? Praise me
- again for telling them, as I do this instant, to be like her in
- choice of consorts. If they can not find Josephs to begin with,
- God grant to make the men they have like the choice spouse who
- fell to Mary’s lot!”
-
-The Hospitaler paused for a moment; there was a wave of excitement, very
-near to applause, running over the audience. The bride and the groom,
-together with all the women present, by their faces expressed their
-delight. The men who had exclaimed at the first, looked blank and kept
-silent now.
-
-Abruptly, as before, again the knight spoke:
-
- “I’ll touch now another pertinent theme—_Mary under the shadows
- of scandal!_ I’d exalt her as one having sounded the depths
- of woman’s misery, and yet preserving her integrity. I know
- that some here will think themselves offended, since it’s the
- fashion so to think when listening to discourse such as I
- now intend. Society, more prudish than sincere or wise, has
- demanded that the burning, scarlet, social wrong be spoken of
- only by scrupulous hint, half words and reserves, at least
- among decent and happy folks. For once, as God’s accredited
- ambassador, I’ll change all this, and by Purity’s earthly
- throne, the marriage altar, denounce the crime of crimes, the
- blasting curse of all mankind. Let him that’s conscious of his
- own impurity mince words. I’ll not! Jehovah might have brought
- forth the Christ without subjecting Nazareth’s Virgin to the
- painful necessity of being doubted. It was as He decreed
- and wisely ordered. The happening was not because Deity was
- frustrated, but because He knew that she whose example was
- to be woman’s inspiration, could be so more surely, if her
- career took her along all lines of woman’s needs. There was
- a time when almost all who knew Mary doubted her integrity;
- a time when her name was banded about by the roués of her
- native place; a time when even her betrothed was resolving
- to renounce, if not to denounce her. First I’d speak of how
- impurity is abhorred of God, and then of His wondrous effort to
- allure those lost by it, as evinced in sending out after them
- the two lambs—the Eternal Lamb and the lamb-like woman.
-
- “To say that they whose trend is toward things unclean are
- abhorred of God is to re-echo the edicts of nature and history.
- They say whenever a sin is committed a devil is created to
- avenge it. What legions avenge this sin which, most of all,
- brutalizes man and turns all social relations into anarchy!
- Ask your men of science. They will tell you that all the evils
- flesh is heir to seem to get their seeds herein. Immortal
- revenge haunts it! You know, how in the Christian’s holy book,
- it is affirmed that many sicken and die because partaking
- of the cup of the holy communion unworthily. Presumptuous
- hypocrisy thus meets the wrath which paralyzed Uzzah and
- Jeroboam. But the cup of the passion was love’s highest gift,
- and the offense is not against the cup but against love in
- its sublimest display. Therefore forever death is the penalty
- that overhangs those who outrage this finest gem of angels and
- mortals. Treason to love is suicidal as well as murderous! They
- say that there is a demon whose touch causes hideous, coiling,
- stinging serpents to grow from the bodies of those he touches.
- I’ll tell you his name—Lasciviousness, and he works fatefully
- wherever man abides. But the pure home is an invincible bulwark
- against him, and hymen’s torch his blinding horror.”
-
-There were some of the knight’s auditors, both men and women, who felt
-it their duty, because of custom, to affect disapproval of the free
-speaking they heard. Of these dissenters the women uttered no word, but
-their eyes glared, and the color went and came in their cheeks. The
-disapproving men exhibited faces as hard as marble, while their lips
-mumbled incoherently.
-
-The knight was not slow to perceive the rising storm, but he was
-undaunted. He waxed more earnest and more eloquent; his words and theme
-inflamed him.
-
-One favorable to his faithfulness remarked to a comrade:
-
-“The Hospitaler seems to grow taller, as if filled and enlarged by an
-inspiration.”
-
-His face shone as that of Moses when bearing the law, and some cowered
-as if they heard coming toward them, from afar, the rumblings of Sinai.
-Some white souls present wept, moved more by the truth in its beauty and
-power than they could have been by any play on their emotions. It was an
-hour of true oratory’s triumph; logic set on fire; a consecrated herald
-grappling awful sin with the power of omnipotence.
-
-Presently, after the thunder and lightning, came “the still, small
-voice.” The man of God spoke with loving persuasiveness; he healed with
-words, the woundings truth had made. Then he carried his audience with
-him. Many bowed their heads to weep, as trees beaten by winds that
-carried rain!
-
- “We can all entreat fallen men as to most sins, why not as to
- the chief sins? We speak to the fathers, brothers and sons
- faithfully, pleadingly; why not to the women who are elect to
- companion creation’s lords? Alas, the women have the greater
- need of helpful admonition, when they fall, for revilings and
- black despair fill up the cup of their remorse! You have heard
- of the Feast of Lanterns among the Chinese? Those pagans, once
- a year, go out with many-colored lights to symbolize Mercy
- seeking lost daughters. Shall God’s choicest people fall behind
- the pagan? Never, if true to the noble, tender, pure spirit
- that emanates from God’s own ideal of womanhood. No, no! let
- us vow with unwonted zeal, amid the lights, lessons and joys
- of this hour, to be knights of new order; knights of the white
- cross; sworn to denounce all impure practices on our own part,
- and on the other hand to strive to allure the fallen to that
- that is clean and white as the souls of the angels which do
- excel! Let us go to those whom sin has made drunk, in their
- despairing. Let us tell them that doubt castles are stormed!
- Let us proclaim the seed of the woman the serpent’s destroyer!
- Go, women to women, in woman’s name, remembering that pity in
- the soul makes him or her that hath it successful suppliant
- for all mercies at the throne on which forever the Interceding
- Son of the Virgin reigns! Go, fathers, making your fatherhood
- godlike in its just tenderness! Go, brothers, sons of women,
- as pure, strong brothers indeed! There is many a scarlet woman
- to-day with scalded eyes and ashen heart who is so because she
- believed men brothers and fathers and found some wolves and
- vultures. Go to those who have all days as nights, all joys
- as apples of Sodom. They were not always so, and need not so
- continue. Do not belittle their sin, yet seek to allure them
- by a noble presentment of purity and by all encouragement to
- attempt to win back their lost crowns. Tell them of the woman
- that stood serenely amid bitterest scorns, and say as did her
- Son to one like them: ‘_Go, and sin no more._’ Then teach those
- who have no such blot upon them to be kind and helpful. We can
- never judge any soul’s guilt until we at last know the measure
- of the temptation! God alone knows that.
-
- “I could speak on this theme for hours; but this is enough! The
- story of Mary has somehow ever had peculiar efficacy with the
- blighted of her sex. They easily are led, when all men fail
- them, to dare to trust the One who had a mother so tender.
- Many a motherless outcast has found Christ in trying to find
- mother-love in Mary. After the phantasmagoria of illusive
- pleasure it is healing, through faith in God’s exemplified
- love, to dream of how it seems to have a real mother’s arms
- enfolding one. I hold that it is profitable to the impure
- man, sometimes looking within the Pantheon of memory, to find
- therein conceptions he treasured in his purer days; but with
- more determined assertion I find that it lifts up the soiled
- woman to come in contact with the girdle of power and crown
- jewels of that maiden and mother of Nazareth and Bethlehem.
- It was she that stood against imperial Rome, in the person of
- Herod; a chaste young Jewess against corsleted animality; a
- country maiden, heaven-endowed, against an old fox; the loyal
- mother-eagle against the python! But she that was simply good
- evaded, outran, soared above, and finally confounded the evil
- at its lowest dip, its highest power!”
-
-Then the orator-knight, waving his hand to Cornelius to signify to him
-that the missioner was to conclude the ceremonial, abruptly closed his
-address and retired to one of the little alcove-chapels.
-
-A simple espousal service followed, and then the company gathered
-dispersed, going to join in hastily-arranged festivities in the park by
-the temple. The Hospitaler and the missioners were auditors.
-
-“Nourahmal, I can well believe, was a rare beauty; her grand-child has
-her features, and she’s a vision.”
-
-“What time my friend here, the Hospitaler, did not engage me I was
-admiring the groom,” Miriamne responded to her husband.
-
-“He hails from the Jabbock country,” remarked the knight.
-
-“Jabbock? Faithful Ichabod’s native place?” exclaimed Miriamne.
-
-“He was the groom’s uncle,” quoth the knight.
-
-Then the trio were silent, the thoughts of each following back over
-the past years and along God’s providences. The way life’s lines were
-crossed, interwoven and entangled seemed to each very wonderful.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XL.
-
-THE QUEEN’S VISION OF THE “AGE OF GOLD AND FIRE.”
-
- “Oh, moist eyes,
- And hurrying lips and heaving heart!
- The world we’ve come to late is swollen hard
- With perishing generations and their sins;
- The civilizer’s spade grinds horribly
- On dead men’s bones, and can not turn up soil,
- That’s otherwise than fetid. All successes
- Prove partial failure....
- ... All governments, some wrong;
- The rich men make the poor who curse the rich,
- Who agonize together, rich and poor,
- Under and over in the social spasm.
- ...
- Who being man and human, can stand calmly by
- And view these things, and never tease his soul
- For some great cure.”—MRS. E. B. BROWNING: “_Aurora Leigh_.”
-
- “They went up into an upper room,
- With the woman and Mary the mother of Jesus.”
-
- “Many signs and wonders were done.
- All that believed had all things common.”—ACTS.
-
-
-“I’m anxious for the coming of the people to-day; Beulah said, a week
-ago, at her wedding, that she’d have the old Druse camel-driver at this
-service; though he ran away from her marriage feast.”
-
-“I’ve heard that she and her grandmother had a convert to our faith,
-nearly ripe,” replied Cornelius to his wife.
-
-At this instant one of the “Bethany Sisters” timidly approached the
-speakers, evidently anxious to deliver some communication.
-
-“’Tis ‘Brightness’ by name and by nature,” remarked Miriamne.
-
-“Well, sister Ziha, what is it?” questioned the chaplain.
-
-“Pardon me; but there is waiting without, a grave and taciturn man who
-says he would speak with the ‘Prophetess.’ He means our Miriamne.”
-
-“Of what flavor is he, Ziha?”
-
-“Surely, I can not imagine, sister Miriamne! His countenance is that of a
-Persian Jew; his turban is Turkish; his tunic Christian. But his bearing
-is that of a prince, though all his belongings, except his gorgeously
-dressed camel, are those of a beggar!”
-
-“I’ll see him, Ziha; bid him enter,” exclaimed Miriamne.
-
-“That I did; but he says his haste is too great and his limbs too stiff
-for dismounting. In truth, his brow, bleached to the bone, tells of
-weighty years.”
-
-“Let’s go to him,” said the chaplain.
-
-The missioners going forth, at the easterly side of their temple, were
-confronted by a majestic figure, mounted on a splendidly caparisoned
-white camel, evidently a borrowed one.
-
-“_Ullah makum_,” “God be with you,” said the man on the camel with great
-courtliness and dignity, at the same time extending to the chaplain a
-parchment roll.
-
-“This for me?” questioned the latter.
-
-“For thee,” replied the rider, bowing as before, but looking past the
-question with fixed, though reverent, gaze at Miriamne.
-
-“But who are you?” again questions the chaplain.
-
-“God knows,” was the sententious reply of the rider, his eyes still
-turning, not with curiosity, but with a deferential and affectionate
-interest, toward the chaplain’s wife.
-
-“What message here, my father?” questioned again Cornelius, in the
-language of Galilee.
-
-The aged man’s dark face lightened at the words, and turning his reverent
-gaze from Miriamne toward the questioner, he slowly responded:
-
-“The ‘Angels of the Mount’ are not too proud to call a poor camel driver
-‘my father?’ Age has respect here! I might have known this: Nourahmal is
-full of the odors of this new Bethany!”
-
-“And do you come from Nourahmal?” quickly interrogated Miriamne.
-
-“Nourahmal and I are one, by the voice of God spoken through the holy
-Hospitaler, who is alluring me daily from the secret faiths of my fathers
-to learn the prayers that Nourahmal learns here.”
-
-“I see,” continued Miriamne; “I speak with Nourahmal’s consort. Pray
-dismount for refreshment. We bid you every welcome, Mahmood.”
-
-“Mahmood! called by such fine people by my proper name; not ‘dog’ or
-‘here you,’ or ‘old camel goad!’ Wonderful!”
-
-“Will Nourahmal’s spouse dismount?”
-
-“Blessed woman, I’ve had great refreshment in being thus permitted to see
-thee face to face, and thank thee and thine for what thou hast done for
-me and mine; but I can not tarry; old age and poverty have bargained to
-make constant toil my master. I must keep moving or the swifter youths
-will take away my master and leave me to hire out to starvation;” so
-saying, the speaker smote his camel and the beast moved away, slowly,
-along the road toward Jerusalem.
-
-Cornelius, recovering himself from his meditations, called after the
-departing Druse.
-
-“What of this parchment?”
-
-“The Hospitaler sent it! He said it would talk with ‘the Angels of the
-Mount.’”
-
-The camel driver had stopped his beast to say this much. For a moment
-he looked at the missioners, then at their temple and its surroundings.
-There was a world of questioning, and wonder, and yearning in the old
-man’s countenance. Again his goad fell on the beast he rode and the
-latter bore him along.
-
-“Shall we meet again, father?” Cornelius called after him.
-
-“Stay master work! Go master want! ’Till good shade Death takes to
-the cool rest-land the holy Hospitaler, the Angels of the Mount, my
-Nourahmal, and may be me; even me the poor, old, camel-driver, Mahmood!”
-was the slow reply as the Druse departed. A turn in the road soon shut
-him from view.
-
-“Well, my spouse, Miriamne, our new Bethany sees strange visitants these
-days,” remarked her husband.
-
-“The mystic Druse is finding something that is finer than the creeds of
-his mountain clans,” rejoined Miriamne.
-
-“Be not too certain; those Highlanders of Palestine are ever politic;
-they’ll quote the Koran to one of Islam, kiss the Bible in the company
-of Christians; but once alone are Druse to the last.”
-
-“That is their character; but we’ve a transforming gospel; no man as
-old as he and companion of such advocates of the White Kingdom as the
-Hospitaler and Nourahmal, could talk as did that old man to kill time or
-conventionally.—But you do not study your parchment.” Cornelius, recalled
-by Miriamne’s words, unfolded the document given him by the camel-driver,
-and read aloud:
-
- “My son and my daughter: Greeting; the streams of gospel
- blessing rising in the springs of your mountain temple reach
- refreshingly even unto Jerusalem, as I daily perceive.
- Therefore, for your consolation and for the enkindling of your
- pious zeal, I herewith send these lines. Work onward, beloved,
- believing, hoping you have arrived at the dawn of a new
- revelation and well commenced a true work for God. To-day, as I
- sought to interpret His prophecies, it came to me that that you
- are attempting to do is nigh to being a fulfillment of His word
- as recorded in the manner following by Ezekiel:
-
-“Then the glory of the Lord departed from off the threshold of the house,
-and stood over the cherubim.
-
-“And the cherubim lifted up their wings, and mounted up from the earth in
-my sight: when they went out, the wheels also were beside them, and every
-one stood at the door of the east gate of the Lord’s house; and the glory
-of the God of Israel was over them above.
-
-“The word of the Lord came unto me, saying:
-
-“Thus saith the Lord God: I will assemble you out of the countries where
-ye have been scattered, and I will give you the land of Israel.
-
-“And they shall come thither, and they shall take away all the
-detestable things thereof and all the abominations.
-
-“And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within, and
-I will take the stony heart.
-
-“That they may walk in my statutes, and keep mine ordinances, and they
-shall be my people, and I will be their God.
-
-“Then did the cherubim lift up their wings, and the glory of the God of
-Israel was over them above.
-
-“And the glory of the Lord went up from the midst of the city, and stood
-upon the mountain which is on the east side of the city.
-
- “These solemn words tell how the glory and favor of God was
- driven from the people of old by their sinning; how slowly,
- yearningly, God departed; how in every land He provide _little
- sanctuaries_ for the faithful few. And more than all this,
- the Holy Word describes God in Spirit as pausing on the mount
- to the east of Jerusalem. That pausing place was your Olivet.
- The Jewish Rabbins in their sacred histories affirm that for
- three years God, in manifest form, tarried, near where your
- Temple of Allegory stands, repeating over and over the solemn
- call, ‘_Return unto me, and I will return unto you!_’ Beloved,
- since then the eternal voice, through Jesus Christ, has spoken
- through three ministering years from these mountains to the
- world. You are now re-echoing the cry. God be with you, as He
- is, and give you faith to call and call until the ascended
- Christ come into all hearts.”
-
-“No name to his letter, as usual?” remarked the chaplain.
-
-“He seems to loathe names almost; but recently, when I made bold to ask
-him his, he sententiously observed, ‘God knows; ’tis in a white stone,
-I’m to get; for this life I’m only remembered by what I’ve done.’ But
-what engages my husband’s attention now?”
-
-“I’m trying to interpret the picture yonder, over the door, to the
-retreat you call the ‘_Mother’s Pillow_.’”
-
-“What think you of it? You perceive it’s the legend of the mother pelican
-feeding her famishing young with blood drawn from her own bosom, which
-she has wounded for their food.”
-
-“I think the picture likely to depress nervous mothers!”
-
-“That’s a picture of one side of mother life; look beyond it.”
-
-At that the light from a distant window was let fall, by some unseen
-attendant, all about the entrance to the “_Mother’s Pillow_!”
-
-“I see a splendid ‘Gabriel’ above the pelican; the angel’s hand points
-upward.”
-
-“Glorious Gabriel! Angel of mothers and victories, by interpretation,
-‘God’s champion!’ You’ve heard his titles, Cornelius?”
-
-“I know that he bore victory to Gideon and lightened the way for Daniel’s
-conquest of all Babylon; nor do I forget that he was the angel which
-comforted giant Samson’s mother before her child was born.”
-
-“Yea, he that made the sign of the cross, doing wondrously, above the
-smoke of Monoah’s altar, was after commissioned to greet and guide Mary,
-the mother of the Giant King of the new dispensation.”
-
-“You’ve fine insights, Miriamne, but there’s incompleteness in your
-symbolism here.”
-
-“True, I feel that; all interpretation of motherhood is inadequate; but
-look further.”
-
-“I see the ‘Queen of Mothers!’ Why have you left her and the babe in such
-deep shadows?”
-
-“That’s this life’s reality; but look higher.”
-
-The chaplain complied; a vine trellis was swung aside, and he beheld,
-above the shadowed picture, in an arch reaching nearly to the roof of the
-temple, another, the latter a marvel of light and color.
-
-“Glorified Mary, uplifted by the babe, now grown and Kingly!” exclaimed
-the chaplain.
-
-“And so is taught for mothers’ comfort, that the Son of God honored her
-who bore Him, because she was to Him a true mother. May we not believe
-that this love for Mary, in the God heart, is widened into peculiar
-tenderness toward all who give the earth its lords and paradise its elect
-through the crucifixions of maternity?”
-
-“Oh, Miriamne, I’ve learned in the past to stand, as it were, with bared
-head, all reverential in the presence of true motherhood; when I see
-it strengthened by faith, enriched by suffering; the most entrancing
-example of self-abnegation on earth! To-day I feel, if possible, in these
-surroundings, a deeper reverence than ever, for that estate of woman. Say
-on.”
-
-“Paganism worshiped the sun, the earth, woman; whatever brought forth;
-it was its best attempt at expressing a vaguely realized yet noble
-sentiment. The religions that repudiated paganism, in their efforts to
-extirpate all idolatry, went to the extreme of denying merited honor to
-some most worthy. Then came the Christian revolution, and God turned all
-eyes toward a pure woman. He proclaimed forever the honors of motherhood
-by presenting through it to the world His Unspeakable Gift.”
-
-“So heaven’s last appeal to our race, after Sinai’s thunders and the rapt
-visions of the prophets became ineffective, was made by the eloquence of
-the life of the silent Mary.”
-
-“Well said! Now filled with that belief, herald the White Kingdom!”
-
-“I’ll help Miriamne, encouraging, upholding her; for the rest I’ve
-learned to lean and follow.”
-
-“I’m a column of dust, not a pillar of fire; and dust, alas, to dust
-returns. There is much to do here, more than I shall be able to compass.
-I’ve hitherto but vaguely taught the meaning, power and blessings of
-motherhood.”
-
-“I think more than vaguely.”
-
-“The sun rises in the east. I think we’ve sunrise, but the depth, height
-and breadth have not been sounded nor measured yet. Shall we go toward
-the west wing?”
-
-“Yea, lead, though I’m charmed in this presence.”
-
-“I’d lead to the ‘_Rest of the Aged_.’”
-
-“To the retreat with door like a castle? What are those amazon forms in
-armor?”
-
-“The Peri?”
-
-“I bid them welcome in Miriamne’s name, having learned that she is
-serious as well as cunning in weaving the manna-bearing garlands of every
-myth about her ideals. Say on.”
-
-“They say there is beneath the Caucasian mountains a wondrous city
-builded of pearls and precious stones, in which dwells a race of
-surpassing beauty of person. I’ve utilized the tradition.”
-
-“Oh, the fabled Peri; but I’m mystified.”
-
-“They also say,” continued Miriamne, “that Dives, a wicked genus, wages
-constant war against the Peri, hoping to possess the treasures of the
-Peri capital, but that they successfully repel him and make their
-happiness secure. I have a similitude of the Peri city.”
-
-“In truth, I wonder now. What fitness for such an allegory here?”
-
-“I think I have come near to a profound truth. Listen; here at the west,
-I have planned to show what makes approaching age a terror.”
-
-“There are many evils which fall upon man’s declining years.”
-
-“Judge me if my philosophy is faulty. I see ever that the fear of being
-left poor and also old here haunts most lives. This fear is the parent
-of avarice, and avarice is a serpent of glowing head and deadly sting.
-It robs society and individuals of the two choicest jewels, plenteous
-benevolence and serene hopefulness. You will find that most of the
-wrongs from man to man arise from hearts made cruel by the rigors of
-avariciousness. If we could stay that master passion, all streams of
-benevolence would rise to their flood, and hoarding, now a seeming
-necessity, most frequently a curse, become the occupation solely of a few
-monomaniacs.”
-
-“Miriamne’s philosophy is as invulnerable as a knight’s hauberk, but how
-can you make it a general practice?”
-
-“Oh, very easily. I’ve planned to endow our Temple of Allegory so that it
-may not only teach but also do beautiful things. I’d have it a Pool of
-Bethesda, stirred continuously to meet every human need.”
-
-“Miriamne will have a vast following; the masses believe in loaves and
-fishes!”
-
-“True, avarice prompts some to a mean faith, but I seek to slay avarice
-and blast the love of money, that root of all evil.”
-
-“‘Enthusiast!’ a gainsaying world will cry.”
-
-“And the cry of the world will be then, as often before, a burning lie!
-So be it. I’m holding up the truth, the royal truth of Christianity. I’ll
-hold it up while I have breath, and leave that truth, if God gives me
-grace, as the beacon light on our hill to glow until all Christendom puts
-on a charity as multiform and broad as the needs of humanity.”
-
-“But there is a large and needy world.”
-
-“I have a rich Father; the earth is His and the fullness thereof. The
-only difficulty is in securing from His stewards an accounting and a
-beginning of payment.”
-
-“This, Miriamne, sounds like the dream of a poet. I’ll not waken you from
-your beautiful trance, but still the rough fates of life as it is, and
-the very common commonplace confront us.”
-
-“What a world this would be if all mankind was as one family, realizing
-universal brotherhood!”
-
-“This, too, is the dream of the poet, Socialism; Astarte’s devotees
-practiced it in the past.”
-
-“Now, I’ll say silence! You speak of heathen socialism. Whatever its
-form, lust was its corner stone, and a barbarous selfishness, which
-limited it to those of each tribe or clan, its best expression! I speak
-of a vastly finer, grander creed! I look out and forward to a day when
-all shall know the Lord; a day when law shall be love and love shall be
-law. Then earth shall be an Eden, with plenty for all, such plenty as
-Divine bounty bestows. Christianity means the bringing in of that day;
-the ‘Precious Gift’ was an earnest of all needed gifts from on high.
-When that day comes we shall understand why the Pentecostal fire came to
-all hearts in the time when all worshipers were thanking the All-Giver
-for the bounties of the harvest. Then avarice shall cease from the earth,
-and men, no more harassed by it, learn to practice all bountifulness in
-youth and mid-life, and also serene restfulness when their powers of
-bread-winning are paralyzed by the burdens of years. All will be noble,
-therefore none indolent. There will be no beggars, for charity will run
-before want, ever glad to serve those that can not serve themselves. Then
-those who wear the glory-crowns of gray will be nourished reverently and
-gladly, not as if they were useless paupers; not with a niggardly service
-which seems to be constantly saying, ‘How long are you going to live!’
-There will be no more worriment, no more crowdings of each other, no more
-dishonesty among men! It is, I say, the constant fear of coming, in the
-day when the heart is beating the last strokes of its own funeral march,
-to doled charity or to nothing, that makes men pile up gain in dishonor
-and hoard it with miserly grasping. Do you remember that Mary returned
-from ministering to Elizabeth to sing her ‘Magnificat’ with these
-prophetic strains:
-
-“‘His mercy is on them that fear Him from generation to generation. He
-hath filled the hungry with good things. He hath holpen His servant
-Israel.’
-
-“From the song she went to humble, painful ministries in behalf of all
-the world. Mary supplemented the wondrous work of her Son and King, all
-the way bearing as best she could her part of His cross; all the way her
-quivering heart pierced by the sword that finally slew Him. She saw His
-bloody tears turning to crown jewels as He ascended from Olivet, and
-with unfaltering faith knelt among His earthly followers that she with
-them might receive her crown of flame. That room was the highest point
-of outlook on earth. It was the place of supreme beneficence; the place
-where God gave Himself up freely for His followers and established the
-memorial-superlative of the ages. Thither they hasted that they might
-learn how all-receiving comes from all-giving, that they might realize
-the measure and splendor of perfect charity, which is perfect love.”
-
-“Miriamne, whence do you get such wondrous insights?”
-
-Then the young wife turned aside to her “own little mountain,” as she
-called a secret praying place in the chapel. She quickly returned, and
-handing a manuscript to Cornelius, said:
-
-“Read, please, of Pentecost.”
-
-He complied:
-
-“Then they that gladly received His word were baptized; and the same day
-there were added unto them about three thousand souls.
-
-“And they continued steadfastly in the apostles’ doctrine and fellowship,
-and in breaking of bread and in prayers.
-
-“And fear came upon every soul, and many wonders and signs were done by
-the apostles.
-
-“And all that believed were together, and had all things common;
-
-“And sold their possessions and goods and parted them to all men, as
-every man had need.
-
-“And they, continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking
-bread from house to house, did eat their meat with gladness and
-singleness of heart,
-
-“Praising God, and having favor with all the people. And the Lord added
-to the church daily such as should be saved.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLI.
-
-A CHIME AND A DIRGE AT CHRISTMAS TIME.
-
- “Oh, not alone, because his name is Christ;
- Oh, not alone, because Judea waits
- This man-child for her King—the star stands still!
- Its glory reinstates,
- Beyond humiliation’s utmost ill,
- On peerless throne which she alone can fill,
- Each earthly woman! Motherhood is priced
- Of God, at price no man may dare
- To lessen or misunderstand.
- ...
- The crown of purest purity revealed
- Virginity eternal, signed and sealed
- Upon all motherhood.”—HELEN HUNT.
-
- “In sorrow thou shalt bring forth.”—Gen. iii. 16.
-
- “Thou shalt be saved in child-bearing.”—Tim. ii. 15.
-
-
-Hundreds of willing hands, directed by Miriamne, were engaged in
-preparations for fitly celebrating the feast of the Nativity at Bethany.
-There was cheerful expectation everywhere in the village, and the Temple
-of Allegory was smiling and glowing by day and by night with flowers and
-lights.
-
-“Miriamne, look forth! There approaches our domicile a company of
-singing maidens, wearing holly wreaths and bearing a kline! What can it
-mean?”
-
-An instant of wonderment ready to echo the chaplain’s question possessed
-Miriamne, then with a glow of satisfaction on her pale face, she cried:
-
-“I know it all! The maidens of our fraternity have been declaring for a
-month past they’d have me this Christmas at our Temple on the Hill, if
-they must needs carry me thither!”
-
-“And they knew you were drooping? Who told them? Not I.”
-
-“Love has quick eyes, and my sisters love indeed!
-
-“But, Miriamne, you surely will not risk your life, so precious to all,
-by going forth to-day?”
-
-“The holly, over-canopying the couch they bear, says to me: ‘Yea, go.’ I
-told them the secret of the holly, and how those ancient Romans, thinking
-their deities largely sylvan, cherished this shrub, so persistently
-evergreen, in the belief that it afforded a safe and certain abiding
-place for their gods in bitter, biting days of winter. The maidens
-remember their lesson.”
-
-And shortly after, all went forth toward the temple, the physically weak
-but spiritually strong woman borne by her followers in a sort of triumph,
-and Cornelius leading; the latter, that day was one of the happiest,
-proudest men in all Syria. He rejoiced and exulted in being companion of
-a woman such as Miriamne was.
-
-Miriamne entered the temple to find a vast congregation awaiting her.
-There was a ripple of excitement, a deep murmuring of satisfied voices
-almost reaching the proportion of a masculine outbreak of applause,
-as she appeared. Contentment was depicted on all faces, on many real
-happiness. Neither was it transitory; there was a throbbing of gladness
-running back and forth, rising higher and higher, until it finally broke
-out into an impromptu “_Gloria in excelsis!_” Then followed a scripture
-lesson:
-
-“And Ezra the priest brought the law before the congregation both of men
-and women, and all that could hear with understanding, upon the first day
-of the seventh month.
-
-“And he read therein before the street that was before the water-gate
-from the morning until midday, before the men and the women, and those
-that could understand; and the ears of the people were attentive unto the
-book of the law.”
-
-And now the attention of all was drawn to the sound of footsteps in the
-throbbings of a march, keeping time to the tones of the organ and the
-flourishings of cymbals. Nigh an hundred Syrian maidens, wearing girdles
-and crowns of evergreen, moved with graceful evolutions from the temple’s
-east entrance and quickly formed in a crescent nigh to Cornelius and
-Miriamne. They paused in their progress but still kept time with their
-feet and swinging cymbals. Then the crescent was broken; those in the
-center standing in lines that made a cross; those at either end grouping
-as stars.
-
-“Sisters, we’d hear the fitting song of this day,” said Miriamne.
-Forthwith the gathered company of garlanded maidens began to retire,
-but in perfect order, the two star groups passing along as the company
-making the cross went, so preserving the form of the tableau, until the
-exits were reached. As the procession went forth the temple bell tolled
-solemnly, and the maidens sang, accompanied by organ-notes which died
-away finally like the sigh of tired waves on a beaten strand. Cornelius
-was silent, though his eyes were like the eyes of a child awakened from a
-dream of wonderland.
-
-Miriamne penetrating his thoughts remarked:
-
-“Is Cornelius weary of questioning?”
-
-“I listen as to autumn winds in a scared flight through weeping forests,
-instead of to Christmas exultations!”
-
-“The singers are of my ‘Miriamne Band,’ as they call themselves, in honor
-of the sister of Moses, Israel’s greatest law giver.”
-
-“Methinks all here are mystics in thought and poets in expression!”
-
-“Then so was God. We are but reproducing His lessons! Remember now how
-the Egyptian Pharaoh once commanded that all the male children of his
-Israelitish captives be put to death, to the intent that eventually all
-the females should become the prey of his people.”
-
-“Miriamne journeys far from Bethlehem.”
-
-“The mother and the sister watched the ark in which the infant Moses was
-given to the cruel mercies of the Nile.”
-
-“I remember, but there come no carols from the bullrushes.”
-
-“Yea, finer than from the reeds of Pan. Listen; the ark, emblem of God’s
-covenant, carried the law. The mother and sisters, by the ministries of a
-love which never faltered, frustrated wily Egypt, saved themselves, their
-male companions, and finally their whole race. When God embalms a history
-it is well to look into it for germs of mighty portent.”
-
-“But thinking of this distant and bitter history, we are kept from
-Bethlehem, Miriamne.”
-
-“So the Red Sea and the wilderness preceded the Promised Land. You
-remember there were fears and tears before Miriam and her mother saw
-their babe safely adopted at the palace; so there were pains and toils
-to Mary along the way from Bethlehem’s manger to Bethany’s mount of
-Ascension.”
-
-The words of Miriamne were broken off by a strain of the organ that was
-very like a moan of the distressed.
-
-“Look yonder!”
-
-The chaplain did as bidden, following a motion of his wife’s hand, and
-saw the folds of a huge black curtain slowly rising from in front of one
-of the temple alcoves.
-
-“Woman’s sorrow is tardily lifted!” exclaimed his wife; then there came
-to his ears words of human voices, which were joining in the almost
-human-like moanings of the organ;
-
- “In Rama was there a voice heard;
- Lamentation and weeping and great mourning;
- Rachel weeping for her children,
- And would not be comforted,
- Because they are not.”
-
-“Rachel and funeral dirges seem still distant from the songs of the
-angels in Judea!”
-
-“Rachel is here likened to Mary by the Apostle Matthew.”
-
-“I liken Rachel to Miriamne: for the former Jacob served fourteen years
-which, for the love he bore her, seemed but a few days. Cornelius could
-have done as much for Miriamne.”
-
-“My knightly spouse goes from Bethlehem himself toward Bethany. Go back
-now.”
-
-“I listen; lead me.”
-
-“At Rama, the site of the tomb of Mary’s son, the converted publican,
-St. Matthew, told how death began its cruel hunt of the Virgin’s loved
-Child at His very cradle. Sorrow envies joy; death battles life, and ever
-more woman’s love, the choicest rose of life, has been crossed by the
-destroyer of human happiness; that is human hatings.”
-
-“But how is Rachel so like Mary?”
-
-“A common agony and common needs make all women akin.”
-
-“I accord great homage to the woman who taught one so selfish, gnarled
-and rugged of soul as Jacob was to love so deeply, as he was taught to
-love by her, and yet almost infinitely I separate her from our Rose and
-Queen.”
-
-“Rachel died a martyr in maternity and therefore is worthy of place
-among the regal women of earth. She was one of that line of women who
-gave their lives for others. The line survives, and suffers through
-the years; all-worthy, but not fully honored. Saint Matthew touched an
-all-responsive chord when he voiced the Divine pity for all motherhood,
-by placing the sorrows of Rachel and of Mary side by side. The plain man
-unconsciously soars to the plane of the prophets and poets when he is
-moved by human need or Divine justice.”
-
-“The lesson is irresistible, but still I’m waiting for the celestial
-melodies that awakened the shepherd the night of the Nativity!”
-
-“My partner shall get by giving. Here is a parchment given me years ago
-to read for my mother’s consolation after the death of my brothers. Read
-it, thou, to the matrons and maidens when the chantings cease.”
-
-After a time there was silence! the hush of expectation, for that
-gathering was wont at times to wait for words of blessing from the
-missioners, as the hart for the rivulet at the beginnings of the rain.
-
-“Read!” whispered Miriamne, “but not as the tragedian! Read as a father
-and lover, both in one.” The young man complied, and these were the words
-of the parchment:
-
- “There was a man named Jehoikim who, impressed of God thereto,
- offered a lamb in sacrifice. As he slew it his heart was
- touched with tenderness, and he would have staid his hand,
- but God gave him strength to perform the command. After this
- a daughter, called Mary, was born to him. Whenever he looked
- upon her gentle face he remembered the bleating lamb, and was
- certain that some way his child was to be a sacrifice to God.
- And it was so; for she bore a Son to whom she gave all the
- wealth of a mother’s love, but at last He was offered for man’s
- sin upon a felon’s cross, the agony He felt reaching the heart
- of his mother. As the Son gave Himself up for the world, so
- she gave herself up for her Son. She was sustained through it
- all by a conscience void of offense, and by the ministry of
- angels. Alone to the world, she had no solitude, for though her
- espousal to God had no human witness, even as Eve’s to Adam had
- none, and both were inexperienced, God was at her nuptials, as
- He is ever with those who purely give themselves to Him.”
-
-Then the wife wept and was silent.
-
-“My darling, what so moves you? I’ve never experienced such a Christmas.
-You make the feast as solemn as the holy supper.”
-
-There came no answer; but ere the husband could turn to seek a reason it
-came in a cry from the audience, and a thronging from all directions
-toward where the missioners were.
-
-“Miriamne has fallen!”
-
-“’Tis a swoon?”
-
-“No, ’tis death!” There were surgings back and forth, voices suggesting
-helps, voices filled with stifled sobs, and voices of fright in the
-trebles of hysteria.
-
-The sick woman was borne by strong men to her domicile, and then began
-the tension of waiting. The young chaplain was entering the valley
-of poignant pains by sympathy’s pathway, bound by that mystic chain
-whose links are in the words: “These twain shall be one flesh.” Herein
-is a mystery often repeated; the man’s grief was supplemented by a
-consciousness of vague pains passing along unseen lines from the woman to
-himself. Slowly Miriamne recovered consciousness; but still she hovered
-on the confines of woman’s supreme hour, the hour when great fear haunts
-great hopes, great weakness yields to miraculous influxes of power, and
-great joy, in company with unutterable yearnings, moves along under the
-shadows and by the gulfs of greatest perils. About her gathered a group
-of matrons of her sisterhood, pressing to serve their beloved.
-
-One whispered to another: “Her face is unearthly, like Mary’s as we saw
-it in the ‘Assumption’ to-day.”
-
-The one that heard the words answered with a sob. The voice of pain
-called the drooping woman quickly from her semi-stupor to ministry,
-and opening her eyes she tenderly murmured to the woman that sobbed,
-“Remember what he said: ‘Women of Jerusalem, weep not for me; but weep
-for yourselves and children.’ If I go ’twill be all well; yes, by His
-grace, all well with me. Let all your pity follow the pilgrims of our
-sex who tarry to painfully journey through years of trial, unrequited.”
-
-A little later Cornelius was hastily summoned by one that sought him,
-from the shadows of an arch of the roof, whither he had gone for a few
-moments’ solitude, in which to plead, as only can a man who writhes in
-the fear of having his life torn in two.
-
-“Miriamne asks for her husband.” He heard the words and was by his
-consort’s side instantly. Her eyes were closed, but taking her pale hand
-tenderly in his he impressed a kiss on her brow. She opened her eyes full
-upon him, with a gaze of undying love.
-
-“You kissed my brow, the first kiss as a lover. Then you said it was
-given in the spirit of reverential admiration. Has marriage ever changed
-the thought?”
-
-“Never!”
-
-“If I should leave you, do you think you could tell others how to love
-so?”
-
-“Oh, I can, surely; if I can do any thing, alone!” And then came to
-him the silence of a dumb grief. She saw his agony and pitied him, yet
-serenely she spoke:
-
-“Go onward, beloved, in the way of the prophet’s vision; the power of
-Christ be with you; the life of Mary is an open book; speak to, work for
-those most needing, then will you have your constant Pentecost with the
-ever present ‘Grail.’”
-
-Cornelius pressed the hand he held tenderly; he could not speak.
-
-“Repeat to me the beautiful words concerning the Harvest Feast which you
-heard out of Moses at the service that so blessed you at Jerusalem,” she
-continued again. Then, mastering his voice, he complied:
-
-“And thou shalt keep the feast of weeks unto the Lord thy God with a
-tribute of a freewill-offering of thine hand, which thou shalt give _unto
-the Lord thy God_, according as the Lord thy God hath blessed thee:
-
-“And thou shalt rejoice before the Lord thy God, thou, and thy son, and
-thy daughter, and thy manservant, and thy maidservant, and the Levite
-that is within thy gates, and the stranger, and the fatherless, and the
-widow, that are among you, in the place which the Lord thy God hath
-chosen to place His name there.”
-
-When he finished the words he hid his face in his hands.
-
-“Thou art weary, my good master,” spoke a Jewish mother present. “Go now
-and rest. I’ll watch.”
-
-Quickly, gently, firmly he waved her away, as one unwittingly trying to
-draw him from the gates of heaven.
-
-“It is not usual,” she persisted, “for a man to serve this way; then thou
-hast other and more important duties, our holy missioner!”
-
-He found voice to speak, and needed to restrain himself from indignant
-tone. It seemed as if it were impiety now, so great his love, to speak
-of any duty as higher than that he had toward this one woman, more to
-him than all the world beside. “No; if I were on the cross she would be
-there, another Mary; if I am now in torture I’d be no Christian if I did
-not emulate Him who, amid crucial agonies, between two worlds, cried as
-inmost thought of His heart, ‘_Behold thy Mother!_’”
-
-He felt Miriamne’s hand pressing his, and drawing him closer to herself.
-
-“Cornelius, I’m leaning now as never before upon my husband’s loyal
-heart!”
-
-It seemed to the man as if she were nigh to crying: “My God, my God, why
-hast thou forsaken me!” and as if to answer his own thought he exclaimed:
-
-“He will be Father, I as a mother, Miriamne, my Miriamne!”
-
-Grief had made him an interpreter. It was as he thought, the heart of the
-young woman, woman-like, had been groping about for mother-love. Memory
-had been busy, but had sent the heart of the woman back from groping amid
-the graves of Bozrah all weary, to nestle and rest on the breast of him
-that gave mother-love, and promised all else that loyal heart ere gave.
-
-But all was not gloomful; the clouds were shot through and tinted by some
-light-rays.
-
-“What if our forebodings prove untrue?”
-
-Hope’s question was as a north wind to a desert noon.
-
-Once the man bashfully questioned his spouse, with broken sentence that
-was half signs.
-
-“Does Miriamne feel aught of reproach toward the great love, seemingly
-not far from utter selfishness, which enchanted to this peril?”
-
-“Could Madonna reproach God when she felt the heart-piercing sword? To
-Him she submitted, no less do I in doing and suffering as He wills!”
-
-It has been said a woman’s heart is complex, but this one’s was not now.
-It lay open, as a book, before her lover-husband. He saw no idol there
-but himself. Had there ever been hidden remembrance of some girlish love,
-some secret scar left by a romance, both burning and brief, it would have
-been opened or effaced now.
-
-As she beheld her consort, this time more loved, if possible, than ever
-before, knightly, courtly and tender, alert and strong to help, lavish
-in caressing, she not only felt conquered, but filled with desire to
-surrender to the uttermost; for she joyed to place this man on the
-throne of her being next after God, supremely lord over all. So together
-they moved amid the flowers of Beulah-land, under the glorious lights
-of married love. She all compensated for the pangs the trying hour
-brought; he thrilled, as he ascended higher and higher from lover love to
-husband love, to that holy delight that comes to a man beginning to feel
-fatherhood, the gift of the woman his heart has enthroned. For a little
-time both were too happy to speak, so they let their thoughts wing their
-way upward to the eternities where hopes eternally blossom. She presently
-signaled him to draw close to her, then his clasped hands lay on her
-heart, and their lips met. She said nothing, yet by a sign-language well
-understood by each, plainly entreated him to tell her over and over, more
-and more, his inmost thought, that her heart knew full well already.
-
-She heard his heart’s beatings, then she whispered: “Don’t be anxious;
-all is well, for all is as He that loves us wills.”
-
-“Oh, Miriamne, I loved you never as now; God bless you! bless you! bless
-you!”
-
-She interrupted him again. “The crisis is coming, and I thought perhaps I
-might not survive, Cornelius, but if I do not—”
-
-Her words were silenced by an impassioned kiss.
-
-She continued, “I dreamed, last night, that I saw the shadow of a cross,
-but on it a woman’s form.”
-
-“Oh, beloved, do not think of it!”
-
-“I do. I must! I understand it all.”
-
-Pity now silenced her.
-
-“Oh, Miriamne!” he cried anon, as he saw her descending into the vale of
-agony, from which he could not hold her back. He dare say no more. He
-feared to voice his thoughts, lest his fears become ponderous and huge,
-once they found escape in the garb of words.
-
-Just past midnight the dispatched courier arrived, bringing twain of the
-most-skilled physicians of Jerusalem.
-
-Cornelius watched them with an interest beyond words. His heart sank
-down and down again, as he saw them in serious consultation. Unable to
-restrain himself, he seized the elder, and drawing him hastily aside,
-demanded an opinion. The grave old man only shook his head, saying: “We
-may save one.”
-
-“One? One!
-
-“Which? What?”
-
-“Young man, be quiet; do not let thy emotions disturb the patient or the
-nurses. Prepare for the worst.”
-
-The husband seized the wrinkled hand of the aged practitioner, and then
-flung it from him, crying: “It must not be! It shall not be!” Instantly
-he rushed toward the couch, but the two men of healing intercepted him.
-Then the elder one said: “We must be obeyed, or else we will give no
-commands! Shall we go or stay?”
-
-What a revulsion came! It seemed to Cornelius as if these two men
-of skill were angels, and flinging his arms about them, he hoarsely
-whispered: “Save, save! Stay and save! All I have I give you, only save
-her!”
-
-Quietly they led him to the adjoining apartment; then charged him, as
-he hoped for any good to his wife, not to re-enter her chamber until
-sent for. Reluctantly he consented, not daring to do otherwise and yet
-believing in his very soul that in this hour of peril the bestowment of
-love’s caresses on the invalid would be better than any skill of the
-stranger. He withdrew to the arch on the roof, where unmolested he could
-pray. But his meditations were full of miserable sights. He thought of
-the Egyptians in their feats of Osiris, leading to sacrifice the heifer
-draped in black; then of Rizpah defending her relatives; then of the
-monument in Bozrah, with the mother holding her dead Son. He thought,
-amid the latter meditations, of himself creeping about that monument, in
-the night, until he came to another, on which he deciphered the name,
-“_Miriamne_.” The imagination gave him a shock, and he gave way to it
-exhausted. An hour or so after he was awakened from a sort of stupor by
-the younger of the physicians, who, standing by his side, addressed him:
-
-“Sir Priest, thou mayst come now; but as thy profession teaches, nerve
-thyself to confront any fate, good or ill.”
-
-“How’s my wife?” exclaimed the stricken man, leaping from his couch and
-approaching the speaker, that he might devour with his eyes the thought
-of the one he questioned.
-
-The emotionless features of the man accustomed to confront human
-suffering softened a little to pity. The quick eye of the missioner
-discerned the change, then he cried:
-
-“What, dead!”
-
-“No; if thou wilt but control thyself, thou mayst see her for a little
-while; there’ll be a change soon.”
-
-The man of healing had done and said his best, but that was bad enough.
-He had tried to comfort, but the exigencies were beyond human powers. “A
-change soon!”
-
-Hard, mocking words. Apology for bad news! Stepping-stone to saying
-the worst is at hand; words so often used by the man of healing when
-his art is defeated! How like a funeral knell breaking the heart
-has come, again and again, to tingling ears those terrible sounds:
-“In—a—little—while—there’ll—be—a—change!” Cornelius felt all their
-stunning force, and was instantly by the side of Miriamne. What a change
-met his hungry eyes! The fever had died away; fever, that blast from the
-shores of Death’s ocean, had passed, because there was nothing longer
-for it to attack. The tide was ebbing. She lay silent, pale and haggard;
-motionless, except as to a feeble breathing. The husband would have
-encircled her with his arms. It was love’s impulse, but science, the
-men of healing, restrained him. There was a little wail just then, and
-he glanced around with a look of joy. The nurse had brought the babe
-close to him, turning away her own face to hide her tears, but holding
-the little one out as if trying to say: “This shall compensate.” Then
-again the grief-stricken man turned to the physicians and whispered, in a
-half-fierce, half-terrified way: “She’ll live—she’ll be better now.”
-
-The aged man, slowly adjusting the paraphernalia of his profession
-preparatory to departure, replied: “Few survive the Cæsarean section. It
-was a dire necessity.”
-
-“Lord, behold whom Thou lovest is sick,” moaned the young chaplain, as he
-knelt by the couch and buried his face in its disordered covering. So the
-tide of life ebbed at midnight, leaving a stranded wreck at Bethany, and
-the Christmas chimes turned to dirges.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLII.
-
-THE MOTHER OF SORROWS TRIUMPHANT AT LAST
-
- Are we not kings? Both night and day.
- From early unto late,
- About our bed, about our way,
- A guard of angels wait!
- And so we watch and work and pray
- In more than royal state.
- Are we not more? Out life shall be
- Immortal and divine;
- The nature MARY gave to THEE,
- Dear JESUS, still is THINE;
- Adoring, in THY heart I see
- Such blood as beats in mine.—A. A. PROCTOR.
-
-
-Hundreds were assembled within the “_Temple of Allegory_,” and other
-hundreds, unable to effect an entrance, tarried around about it.
-The knell of Miriamne, the Angel of the Mount, had called the vast
-congregation together from Bethany, from the country round about and from
-the City of Jerusalem.
-
-There were many signs of subdued sorrow, but the intensive expression
-of grief common in the East was absent; neither was there any of the
-paganish blackness, which sometimes characterizes Christians’ funerals,
-manifest. Though Miriamne was dead, her sweet, trustful, cheerful spirit
-still survived and still ruled.
-
-The knights of Jerusalem, led by the Hospitaler, were present, the latter
-to direct the services, by request generally extended.
-
-After a “grail” song by his companions, and at its last words, “_I
-shall be satisfied when I awake in His likeness_,” the Hospitaler began
-discoursing.
-
-“Men and women, death, the leveler, makes us all akin; therefore all of
-us feel impoverished by the departure of the angel who shone upon us here
-from the form that lies yonder. Miriamne Woelfkin, daughter of a knight,
-consort of a Gospel herald, devoted friend of womankind, disciple of
-Jesus, was gifted with almost prophetic insight and power of alluring
-unsurpassed in our day. Hers was the power of a burning heart entranced
-of a superb ideal, and therefore was it the power of immortal influence.
-She will live not more truly in the life she died to give than in the
-lives she lived to save. She was an unique woman, but only so because of
-her superior womanliness. Being dead, she reaches the reward generally
-denied the living, full appreciation. Her career was in part a parallel
-of her choice exemplar’s. You have heard how the Mother of our Lord sung
-her ‘_Magnificat_’ out of a heart as free as a girl’s, yet as proud as
-that of a woman’s glowing in the prospect of honoring maternity. But
-the last note of her rapture died on her lips full soon, and she never
-after in this life rose to such measure of joy. God permitted her life
-to pass through a series of suppressions and griefs, doubtless that she
-might exemplify the sad side of woman’s career. The histories of women,
-mostly written by men, are marred by the conceits of their writers, and
-are at best but obscure pictures. The man with the pen lacks insight
-as to the being, whose life is so largely an expression of heart and
-soul. The lordly writer clothes his heroes in the light of his fevered
-imagination, depicting with bold stroke the mighty deeds of stalwartness;
-but he sees few heroines in his horizon. Those he does see are beyond his
-power of analysis. He falls to actual worship of his masculine demi-gods,
-perhaps as a partial atonement for his failings toward the fine and
-noble characters whose traits are too spiritual for his thought-limits
-or vocabularies. The generality of those who discourse concerning women,
-do it in a patronizing way, and feel to praise themselves as paragons
-in doing justice in this, even by halves. The queenship of Mary is
-constantly disputed, and so her lot is more closely linked with that of
-her sex. As she received the royal gifts of the Magi, holding them as a
-sacred trust for Him to whom her life was utterly devoted, so woman, the
-bearer and nurse of the race, gives all that she has without stint to
-others. Her life is a suppression; all bestowing; her reward the joy she
-has in the lavishness of her bestowals. Hers is the joy of the fountain
-that sings because it flows.
-
-“But recently ye saw the Jewish priests deposit on his mount, after a
-custom constant since Moses, the ashes of the red heifer. They burned
-their sacrifice with red wood. Red pointed to the blood that can only
-atone for sin. But underneath all lies a deep lesson. ’Twas the female
-instead of the male thus offered, and her ashes gave potency to the
-waters of purification. I read this hidden truth: the sacrifices of
-the gentler sex work out the purification of the race. As the moss in
-the heart of the stone, I see this truth lying in the heart of the
-ceremonial! As Christ’s cross precedes the cleansing of regeneration, so
-woman’s cross is the means by which the decays of life are offset by new
-created beings. By the bier of the wondrous comforter of others, I may
-surely appeal to those who hear me and loved her to seek with quickened
-ardor to offer the pain-assuaging myrrhs to those grand souls who go
-along the way to life’s crucial glories. I’d have such justice done as
-would cause all women to cease pitying themselves because they are such,
-and go about rejoicing that God gave them the superlative privileges of
-womanhood.”
-
-There came forth a loud cry, with moanings, from the part of the temple,
-called the “Mother’s Pillow,” where the honored dead lay.
-
-“Miriamne, oh, Miriamne, you brought me through Gethsemane to your
-Calvary!”
-
-A silence almost oppressive fell on the assembly. It was the silence of a
-pity too deep for words.
-
-Then spake the Hospitaler, in words as invigorating as a herald of God’s
-should be, and yet as soothing as a mother’s to her child in pain:
-
-“Christ, who loved the young man who was very good and yet not perfect,
-loves thee, for He is unchanging in His mercy. Hear me, an old man,
-stricken with the years that have schooled, and one who has experienced
-the bitterness of widowerhood after loyal, full loving. God’s hand is on
-thee. He is schooling thee to carry on the work begun by thy wondrous
-consort now asleep.”
-
-“Oh, Miriamne, Miriamne! alone in the dark, I move through Gethsemane
-toward thy Calvary!”
-
-Again the silence of pity was broken by the voice of the knight.
-
-“Remember how David of the White Kingdom was called and furnished for his
-kingship. ‘He chose David, also, His servant, and took him from the sheep
-folds, from following the ewes great with young. He brought him to feed
-Jacob, His people, and Israel, His inheritance.’
-
-“Missioner-shepherd, God calls thee to a ministry of love, for those
-whose trials thou hast now been taught, in part, to measure. You have
-heard how Hadadrimmon, the fabled god of the harvest, ever comes, bearing
-sheaves, with tears.
-
-“Thus speaks the prophet:
-
-“‘In that day shall there be a great mourning in Jerusalem, as the
-mourning of Hadadrimmon.
-
-“‘And the land shall mourn, every family apart; the family of the house
-of David apart, and their wives apart.’
-
-“Young man, God is giving thee a crown in David’s royal line.
-
-“Once more I turn to her who was thy Miriamne’s exemplar and queen. Let
-me tell you all of the last hours of Mary, that you may find instructive
-parallels. I’ll read from my treasured book of traditions:
-
- “After the ascension of Jesus, our Mary dwelt in the house
- of John upon Mount of Olives, and she spent her last days in
- visiting places which had been hallowed by her Divine Son; not
- as seeking the living among the dead, but for consolation and
- for remembrance and that she might perform works of charity.
-
- “In the twenty-second year after the ascension of the Lord, she
- was filled with an inexpressible longing to be with her Son;
- and, lo, an angel appearing with the salutation, ‘Hail, Mary,
- I bring thee a palm-branch, gathered in paradise; command that
- it be carried before thy bier, for thou shalt enter where thy
- son awaits thee.’ And Mary prayed that it be permitted that
- the apostles, now widely scattered under their great commission
- to gospel the world, be gathered about her dying couch; also
- that her soul be not affrighted in the passage through the pale
- realm of death. The angel departed; the palm-branch beside
- her shed light like stars from every leaf; the house was
- filled with splendor, and angel voices chanted the celestial
- canticles. The Holy Spirit caught up John as he was preaching
- at Ephesus, and Peter, offering sacrifice at Rome, and Paul,
- from his place of labor, Thomas, from India, while Matthew
- and James were summoned from afar. After these were called,
- Philip, Andrew, Luke, Simon, Mark and Bartholemew were awakened
- from their sleep of death. These holy ones were carried to the
- Virgin’s home on clouds bright as the morning, and angels and
- powers gathered round about in multitudes. There were Gabriel
- and Michael close beside her, fanning her with their wings,
- which never cease their loving motions. That night a supernal
- perfume of ravishing delightsomeness filled the house, and
- immediately Jesus, with an innumerable company of patriarchs
- and holy ones, the elect of God, approached the dying mother.
- And Jesus stretched out His hand in benediction as He did when
- ascending from the world, long before at Bethany. Then Mary
- tenderly took the hand and kissed it, saying: ‘I bow before the
- hand that made heaven and earth. Oh, Lord, take me to Thyself!’
- Thereupon Christ said, ‘Arise, my beloved; come unto me.’ ‘My
- heart is ready,’ she replied; a few moments after: ‘Lord, unto
- thy hands I commend my spirit.’ Then having gently closed her
- eyes, the holy Virgin expired without a malady; simply of
- consuming love, permitted now by the loving Creator to melt
- the golden cord binding spirit to body. And triumphantly amid
- mourners who rejoiced exceedingly in spirit, the body of this
- Queen of the House of David was entombed amid the solemn cedars
- and olive trees of Gethsemane. Now, this happened upon the day
- that the true Ark of the Covenant was placed in the eternal
- temple of the new heavenly Jerusalem, as they say; and the
- saying is good, for surely, in her heart, this saintly woman
- kept the law; the divine manna as well. Even more, she was the
- fulfillment of God’s covenant that a woman should bear the
- masterers of sin.”
-
-The speaker then knelt; all heads were bowed; he spread out his hands
-as in benediction, but spoke not. Yet all in the silence were blessed,
-for the manifestation of Christ was there. After the benediction the
-companion knights chanted an old grail psalm, repeating again and again
-the stately words:
-
-“_I am the resurrection and the life._”
-
-As they sang their eyes were turned upward in a rapture as of men who saw
-a glorious appearing; and indeed they had a vision of splendor; but they
-saw it within, not without.
-
-“There are angels hovering round,” reverently whispered Mahmood to his
-camel. He was too full to keep silent; too distrustful of his wisdom to
-confide his thoughts to a human being. But the thought of the old Druse
-was as exalted as that of the Hospitaler, for the latter exclaimed, as
-the congregation slowly moved out to the strains of the organ:
-
-“Methinks I hear the beatings of mighty wings! Not far away is Gabriel,
-the ‘angel of mothers’ and of victories! Yea, verily, I believe that the
-spirits of Adolphus, Rizpah, Sir Charleroy and Ichabod are ministering
-nigh us!”
-
-Many looked up through their tears fixedly, as if they felt what the
-knight had said in their souls.
-
-Then they laid the body of Miriamne in a new-made tomb nigh the Garden of
-Olives, not far from the burial-place of Mary the mother of Jesus.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIII.
-
-A COFFIN FULL OF FLOWERS AND A GIRDLE WITH WINGS.
-
- “Behold thy mother!”—JESUS TO JOHN.
-
-
-Two travelers journeyed slowly along Mount Olivet, pausing anon to
-observe the flower-dells between them and Mount Zion, or to contemplate
-the wilder prospects where the wilderness of Judea edged close up to the
-hills they traversed. As the travelers passed, the natives looked after
-them with curiosity; for the garments of the former, though dust-covered,
-were those of personages above the ranks of the common people; also of a
-fashion that betokened them strangers in that vicinity.
-
-One of these men was a youth, stalwart and comely; the other was
-gray-haired and bent as if by the weight of years, though a closer view
-suggested premature blasting, rather than senile decline.
-
-“Winfred, before entering Bethany, we’ll to the ‘Hill of Solomon,’ the
-site of Chemosh, the black image of the Roman Saturn.”
-
-Thereupon the twain turned away from the village and soon came upon a
-company of revelers, each wearing a crown of autumn fruits, and all
-gathered about a platform crowded with hilarious dancers.
-
-“Saturnalia!” exclaimed the elder.
-
-“The worship of Saturn ceased ages ago, did it not?”
-
-“Of the image, yes; but the folly, little changed, continues.”
-
-“This is strange enough; and yet it’s a relief to meet a few happy people
-in this land of solemn faces; even if those happy ones do joy like fools.”
-
-“They celebrate the passing of summer-heat and the coming of the rains
-of autumn. Say not fools; they are trying to be glad about something
-good, somehow coming from some one somewhere above them. Perhaps God can
-resolve scraps of thanksgiving out of it all.”
-
-“Theirs is the laughter of wine! the laughter of the goat-god, Pan, whose
-face scared his mother and whose voice scared the gods!”
-
-“We’ve a persistent custom here, son; and men do not play the fool for
-generations after one manner, at least, without cause.
-
-“These attempt to press into the court of Pleasure to cajole her; all
-men do that; these have chosen merely an old way. They cling to the myth
-of Saturn, the subduer of the Titan of fiction. They say that deity,
-dethroned in the god-world, fled to Italy, where he gave happiness and
-plenty through life, and the freedom of air and earth after death, which
-latter he made to be only a little sleep.”
-
-“That was not more than a mock golden-age; it never came, I think.”
-
-“But very alluring to those that long for it; they dance half-naked,
-typifying the primitive times when men had fewer cares, because fewer
-wants.”
-
-“Can one laugh hard fates out of countenance, and make his troubles run
-with a guffaw?”
-
-“The devotees of Saturn were wont to offer their children in his
-altar-fires, and so ever more it happens; he that bends to the
-materialistic solely, kindles altar-fires for his posterity.”
-
-“After to-day what comes to these, peace?”
-
-“Nay, a year all dark and colorless; then another spasm called a feast—a
-brief lightning-flash revealing the darkness.”
-
-“And so the years come and go; one generation of madmen, then another;
-death the only variety?”
-
-“Nay! I’d have you look upon pleasure of sense deified, taking its
-pleasures under the shadows of Chemosh, for a purpose. You remember we
-read together, under the palms at Babylon, how the holy Daniel saw in
-vision the four winds of heaven striving on the sea?”
-
-“I remember the prophet’s reverie or revel.”
-
-“The four winds and the sea! the meaning, opened, is conflict on every
-hand on earth! Out of the follies and turmoils David’s White Kingdom will
-emerge at last. Listen to the words of the inspired seer:
-
-“‘Behold one like the Son of Man! There was given Him a dominion and a
-glory that all people should serve Him; an everlasting dominion!’
-
-“It is coming; my poor faith, amid the conflicts and revels of man,
-hears the voice of God crying through the night, as in Eden’s dark hour:
-‘_Where art thou?_’ My last lesson to my son awaits us at Bethany; let’s
-be going.”
-
-Ere long Cornelius Woelfkin and his son Winfred stood silently, and with
-uncovered heads, before, but a little apart from, a stately marble shaft
-that rose up amid the olive trees of Gethsemane. It was night, and they
-were alone. The father motioned the son back, and alone glided under the
-shadowing trees, toward the pillar. There the elder one threw himself
-down on the earth, close beside the monument; the youth, deeply moved,
-but unwilling to intrude upon the scene of sacred, silent grief, stood
-aloof. In a small way, there was a repetition of the grief of the Man
-of Sorrows, who there, ages before, yearned in His humanity over a lost
-world, over those from whom His heart was soon to part for life. To be
-sure, the cross of Cornelius Woelfkin was infinitely less galling, less
-heavy than that borne by his Master; and yet it was as heavy as he could
-bear, and hence the pitifulness of his grief.
-
-Who can lift the curtain from his thoughts? The years roll back and
-memory’s pictures pass through his brain, at first in joyful train. The
-lovers in London; the betrothal at sea; the wedding at Jerusalem; the
-ecstatic consummation in years of marriage. Then the painful, almost
-awful separation by death, that never to be forgotten Christmas time.
-And then, twenty years with leaden feet carrying the lone-hearted man
-so painfully slow toward death’s portals, for which he longed with
-unutterable yearning. “Oh, Miriamne, Miriamne, let me come,” he cried.
-The youth, hearing the agonized utterings, was instantly by his father’s
-side. But the old man, still oblivious to all but his sorrow and his
-memories, moaned on with deepening fervor.
-
-“Father,” called out the son. The father rose to his feet and calmly
-said: “My boy, pity me. I’m weak. But oh, you never knew what it is to
-have your life sawn in twain and be compelled then to drag your half and
-lacerated being along the over-clouded vales of an undesired existence!”
-
-“My mother’s tomb?”
-
-“Yes. I promised, as my last service to you, to bring you to it. Its
-study shall be the finish of your schooling.”
-
-Just then the clouds broke away and the moonlight fell full upon the
-monument. It was a shaft, terminating in a crucifix; by its side were
-two forms, one that of St. John, with face turned toward the figure of
-the dying Savior; the other that of a woman kneeling, her face buried
-in her hands. On the base of the cross was the brief sentence: “Behold
-thy mother.” As the youth gazed on the farewell charge of Jesus to John,
-when He commended to the care of that beloved disciple His sorrowing
-mother, he started. It seemed as if the words had grown out of the marble
-suddenly while he was gazing, and for himself only. He felt as if he
-could almost embrace the stone.
-
-The two men were silent and heart full. After a long time, they
-simultaneously turned away toward Bethany. They came to a turn in the
-road that would shut out all view of the garden of sorrow, and the elder
-paused, loath to leave the place where his heart was buried.
-
-Presently he spoke again, as if unconscious of any other being with him:
-“Oh, Miriamne, I failed to carry out the work thou left’st me! How could
-I, alone? I was but half a man without thee, my other self! Miriamne,
-Miriamne, I can be only nothing when I can not be with thee.” Then the
-old man lifted his hands as in benediction or embrace, and continued:
-“Farewell, a last farewell, sweet, white soul, until upon the tearless,
-healing shores of light I say good morning!”
-
-There was a mighty pathos in the display of this old, ripe, strong grief,
-which lived on a love that could not die. The man was a study. He was of
-fine fibre, almost effeminate, never firm, except in his affection for
-that one woman. That was the one strong trend, the one anchorage of his
-life. He need not study the man far, who strove to know him, to discover
-that this tenacity was not natural to him always. It had been a growth
-under the influence of the peerless wife.
-
-“Shall we go on?” after a little asked the son. With a shudder and a
-suppressed sob the elder moved on, but with laggard step, which soon
-paused. Just now, the moon being beclouded, it was very dark about them,
-and the father reached out his hand and drew the youth to his embrace. He
-whispered: “Winfred, son of Miriamne, you bear her image in your face,
-bear it ever in heart, as well. I’m glad you’re not so like me.” The son
-tried to speak, but the elder interrupted:
-
-“You’ll ere long be fatherless as well as motherless, but take your
-mother for your guiding-star. You know what your birth cost her. By her
-death you obtained life, as by the Christ’s, immortality. She saved
-others, she could not save herself; but if you’re true to her memory
-she’ll have a mother’s immortality, that life that lives in the life of
-her child.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Let us gather up the _last_ threads of our story. After the death of
-Miriamne, the “Sisters of Bethany” soon ceased to congregate at the
-“House of Bethesda,” in the city on Olivet. Cornelius Woelfkin attempted
-for a time to carry forward the work of the mission, but, utterly
-miserable himself, he did not know how to bestow comfort on others; a
-man, without the intimate companionship of the woman who had been his
-inspirer, he had no discernment of the needs of woman, nor power to
-interpret the truths that were in the Book or in nature, those garners of
-manna.
-
-The Hospitaler was sent for as an aid. He came but once, and then spoke
-as kindly as he could to the women of Bethany and Jerusalem, and took his
-farewell of them all, in closing words like these:
-
-“The blessed Miriamne, child of Jesus, and emulator of Mary, has passed
-away, but Christ her Comforter and Savior may be such to each of you,
-that wills Mary’s example, as the inspiration of all women, can never
-die. The world has been a battle-ground, and each of you can here see
-over the whole field of conflict. Shall all pleasures be found under the
-leadership of Bacchus and Venus, or in Him that is the God of Joy? Shall
-woman echo the passions of man or the ‘_Magnificat_’ of Mary? Shall the
-strength that man seeks be that of the giants, brute force; the strength
-of woman be, in her youth the bewitchings of personal beauty, in old age
-the cunning of the witch-hag? Shall it not rather be in the girdle of her
-moral worth?
-
-“The world needs to seek and find love, beauty and light. Some go after
-it, vainly, as did the Egyptian devotees of Phallic Khem; to whom, with
-pitiful incongruity, were offered rampant goats and bulls, decorated
-with most delicate flowers. They called Khem the ‘God of births,’ the
-‘beautiful God,’ but we know to put mothers on the throne as the
-beautiful; their flowers, their jewels, their glories being their
-offspring!
-
-“Women of Jerusalem, never forget the Savior’s own words to the women
-that envied His mother, crying that the one that bore Him and nursed Him
-was therefore peculiarly blessed! His reply was: ‘YEA, RATHER BLESSED ARE
-THEY THAT HEAR THE WORD OF GOD AND KEEP IT.’”
-
-Then the Hospitaler, bending his eyes upon the pale-faced, widowed
-missioner, continued: “I’ll tell thee a tradition of our Lord’s mother.
-Doubting Thomas, laggard because doubting, came late to the burial-place
-of Mary. He begged to have her coffin opened, that once more he might
-gaze on the face of his Savior’s mother. It was done. But there seemed to
-be nothing in that coffin except lilies and roses, luxuriously blooming.
-Then, looking up, he saw the spirit of the woman ‘soaring heavenward in
-a glory of light.’ But as she soared, she threw down to him her girdle.
-Here is a beautiful parable. The graves of the holy are to memory full
-of the ever-blooming roses of love and the lilies of purity. If we may
-not have them we loved with us always, we may have the virtues with which
-they engirdled themselves, for our conflicts.”
-
-The Hospitaler paused, cast a glance of yearning tenderness upon the
-assembled women and the heart-stricken Cornelius; then exclaimed:
-
-“Long partings are painful. Farewell!” He glided away ere any could
-clasp his hand. Not long after this event the Sheik of Jerusalem,
-Azrael’s putative son, raided Bethany, razing the “Temple of Allegory”
-to the earth. He was maddened because, after the disappearance of the
-Hospitaler, there came to him no stipend to buy immunity for the
-“Bethesda House” of the “Sisters of Bethany.” He despoiled it, hoping to
-find a treasure therein, but though there was in and about the place a
-great wealth, it was all beyond his grasp or ken, for he knew naught of
-the worth or power of precious truths and precious memories. Cornelius,
-after this, taking his infant son, soon departed from Syria. His dream of
-evangelizing the world and the great designs of Miriamne faded from his
-hopes, as the vision of universal empire has faded often from the hopes
-of dying conquerors. For years he devoted himself to being father and
-mother to his child. At last we behold him, as in the foregoing pages,
-looking toward sunset. He stands finally in Bethany, his dismantled
-home and Miriamne’s ruined temple not far away, her tomb close at hand,
-himself like the fragment of a wreck; altogether presenting a sad,
-dramatic tableau. He stands there as the last of the new “Grail Knights,”
-the last of those who in his time were devoted to the new grail quest. It
-was Saturnalia-time, and it was night.
-
- “VIRGIN AND MOTHER OF OUR DEAR REDEEMER
- ...
- IF OUR FAITH HAD GIVEN US NOTHING MORE
- THAN THIS EXAMPLE OF ALL WOMANHOOD,
- SO MILD, SO STRONG, SO GOOD,
- SO PATIENT, PEACEFUL, LOYAL, LOVING, PURE,
- THIS WERE ENOUGH TO PROVE IT HIGHER AND TRUER
- THAN ALL THE CREEDS THE WORLD HAD KNOWN BEFORE.”
-
- HENRY W. LONGFELLOW.
-
-
-
-
-FOOTNOTES
-
-
-[1] Jamison.
-
-[2] The Magnificat.
-
-
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