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diff --git a/59911-0.txt b/59911-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0e18656 --- /dev/null +++ b/59911-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7599 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 59911 *** + + + + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Note: + 1. Page Scan Source: + https://books.google.com/books?id=kbZMAAAAcAAJ + (the Bavarian State Library) + + + + + + +THE ROCK AHEAD. + +A NOVEL. + +BY EDMUND YATES, +AUTHOR OF "LAND AT LAST," ETC. + + +_COPYRIGHT EDITION_. + + +IN TWO VOLUMES. +VOL. I. + + + + +LEIPZIG +BERNHARD TAUCHNITZ. +1868. + +_The Right of Translation is reserved_. + + + + + + +To M. E--d. Forgues. + +My dear Sir, + +Although I have not the pleasure of your personal acquaintance, I + +venture to ask you to accept the dedication of this book, in slight + +acknowledgment of the admirable manner in which you have reproduced + +two of my previous stories (_Broken to Harness_ and _The Forlorn Hope_) + +in the pages of the _Revue des Deux Mondes_, and of the flattering + +way in which you have frequently referred to my writings in that + +excellent periodical. + + +Faithfully yours, + +EDMUND YATES. + +_London, April 1868_. + + + + + + +CONTENTS +OF VOLUME I. + + +PROLOGUE + +CHAPTER + I. Whispered. + II. Pondered. + III. Proposed. + IV. Settled. + + +BOOK THE FIRST. + + I. Rowley Court. + II. In Possession. + III. Carabas House. + IV. Breaking Cover. + V. Memory-haunted. + VI. Lloyd's Luck. + VII. The Linnet's Cage. + VIII. The Linnet's first Flight. + IX. Soaring. + + +BOOK THE SECOND. + + I. Progress. + II. Integratio Amoris. + III. At the Crystal Palace. + + + + + + +THE ROCK AHEAD. + + + + + +PROLOGUE. + + + + +CHAPTER I. +Whispered. + + +Hot in Brighton, very hot. The August sun reflected off white-chalk +cliff and red-brick pavement, and the sea shining and sparkling like a +sapphire; the statue of George the Fourth, in its robe of verdigris, +looking on in blighted perspiration at the cabmen at its base, as +though imploring a drink; the cabmen lolling undemonstratively on the +boxes of their vehicles, not seeking for employment, and--partly by +reason of the heat, but more, perhaps in consequence of the money +received recently at the races--rather annoyed than otherwise when +their services were called into requisition. For the Brighton races +had just taken place, and the town, always so full, had been more +crammed than ever. All the grand hotels had been filled with the upper +ten thousand, who moved easily over from Chichester and Worthing and +Bognor, where they had been staying for Goodwood, which immediately +precedes Brighton; and all the lodgings had been taken by the +betting-men and the turfites,--the "professionals," with whom the +whole affair is the strictest matter of business, and to whom it is of +no interest whether the race is run at Torquay or Wolverhampton, in +blazing sunshine or pouring hailstorm, so long as the right thing +"comes off," and they "land the winner." + +It was all right for the bookmakers this time at Brighton: the +favourites, against which so much money had been staked, had been +beaten, and "dark" horses, scarcely heard of, and backed for nothing, +had carried off the principal prizes. So it followed that most of the +gentry of the betting-ring, instead of hurrying off to the scene of +their next trials of fortune, finding themselves with plenty of money +in their pockets, at a pleasant place in lovely weather, made up their +minds to remain there during the intervening Saturday and Sunday, and +to drop business so far as possible until the Monday morning, when +they would speed away by the early express-trains. + +So far as possible, but not entirely. It is impossible for them to +drop business altogether even on this glorious Sunday afternoon, when +the whole face of Nature is blandly smiling. See the broad blue bosom +of the sea smooth and sparkling as glass, dotted here and there with +white-sailed pleasure-boats; see far away, beyond the encircling belt +of brick and stone, the broad shoulder of the bare and bushless downs, +over which the fresh air careering comes away laden with the delicious +scents of trodden turf and wild thyme and yellow gorse; see the +brown beach, where under the lee of the fishing-smacks, or making a +table of the large flukes of rusty anchors, sit groups of +excursionists,--pallid Londoners, exulting in the unwonted luxury of +escaping from the stony streets, and more excited by the brisk and +revivifying sea air than by the contents of the stone bottle which +stands in the midst of each group, and whose contents are so +perpetually going round from hand to hand in the little footless +glass; see the Esplanade thronged with its hundreds of foot +passengers, its scores of flies and carriages; see the Stock Exchange +in all its glory, and the children of Israel gorgeous in long +ringlets, thunder-and-lightning neckties, and shot-silk parasols; and +see the turf-men standing here and there in little knots, trying to be +interested in the scenes passing around them, but ever and again +turning to each other with some question of "odds," for some scrap of +"intelligence." + +The ring is strongly represented this Sunday afternoon on Brighton +Parade, both in its highest and its lowest form. The short stout man +in the greasy suit of black, with the satin waistcoat frayed round the +pockets by the rubbing of his silver watch-guard, who is jotting down +memoranda with a fat cedar-pencil in his betting-book, enters freely +into conversation and is on an equality with the gentlemanly-looking +man whose only visible "horseyness" is expressed in his tightly-cut +trousers and his bird's-eye neckerchief with the horseshoe pin. +Patrons of the turf, owners of racehorses, commission-agents, +bookmakers, touts, tipsters, hangers-on of every kind to turf +speculations and turf iniquities, are here at Brighton on this lovely +Sunday afternoon. + +There was one group, consisting of three people, planted on the +Esplanade, just in front of the Old Ship Hotel, the three component +members of which were recognised and saluted by nearly everyone who +passed. One of them was a short square-built man, with keen eyes +closely set and sunken, small red whiskers, and a sharp-pointed nose. +He was dressed in black, with a wonderfully neatly-tied long white +cravat, folded quite flat, with a dog's tooth set in gold for a pin; +and he wore a low-crowned hat. The other two were young men, dressed +in the best style of what is known as "horsey get-up." They had been +talking and laughing ever since they had taken up their position, +immediately after lunching at the hotel, out of which they had +strolled with cigars in their mouths; and it was obvious that any +respect which the elder man might receive was not paid to him on +account of his age, but rather in acknowledgment of the caustic +remarks with which he amused his companions. These remarks seemed at +last to have come to an end. There had been a long silence, which was +broken by the elder man asking, + +"O, seen anything of Gore--Harvey Gore? Has he gone back, or what?" + +"Don't know; haven't seen him since Thursday night," said the taller +of the young men. + +"Won a pot of money on the Cup," said the other sententiously; +"regular hatful." + +"What did his pal do?" asked the elder man. "Lloyd I mean. Did he pull +through?" + +"Dropped his tin, Foxey dear. Held on like grim death to Gaslight, and +was put in the hole like the rest of us. He tells me he has been hit +for--" + +"_He_ tells you!" interrupted the elder man; "He tells you! I've known +Gilbert Lloyd for two or three years, and anything _he_ tells me I +should take deuced good care not to believe." + +"Very good, Foxey dear! very nice, you sweet old thing! only don't +halloo out _quite_ so loud, because here's G.L. coming across the road +to speak to us, and he mightn't--How do, Lloyd, old fellow?" + +The new-comer was a man of about four-and-twenty, a little above the +middle height, and slightly but strongly built. His face would +generally have been considered handsome, though a physiognomist would +have read shiftiness and suspicion in the small and sunken blue eyes, +want of geniality in the tightly-closing mouth visible under the +slight fair moustache, and determination in the jaw. Though there was +a slight trace of the stable in his appearance, he was decidedly more +gentlemanly-looking than his companions, having a distinct stamp of +birth and breeding which they lacked. He smiled as he approached the +group, and waved a small stick which he carried in a jaunty manner; +but Foxey noticed a flushed appearance round his eyes, an eager worn +straining round his mouth, and said to his friend who had last spoken, +"You're right, Jack; Lloyd has had it hot and strong this time, and no +mistake." + +The young man had by this time crossed the road and stood leaning over +the railing. In answer to a repetition of their salutes, he said: + +"Not very bright. None of us are always up to the mark, save Foxey +here, who is perennial; and just now I'm worried and bothered. O, not +as you fellows imagine," he said hastily, as he saw a smile go round; +and as he said it his face darkened, and the clenching of his jaws +gave him a very savage expression,--"not from what I've dropped at +this meeting; that's neither here nor there: lightly come; lightly +gone; but the fact is that Gore, who is living with me over there, is +deuced seedy." + +"Thought he looked pulled and done on Thursday," said Foxey. "Didn't +know whether it was backing Gaslight that had touched him up, or--" + +"No," interrupted Lloyd hurriedly; "a good deal of champagne under a +tremendously hot sun; that's the cause, I believe. Harvey has a way of +turning up his little finger under excitement, and never will learn to +moderate his transports. He's overdone it this time, and I'm afraid is +really bad. I must send for a doctor; and now I'm off to the +telegraph-office, to send a message to my wife. Gore was to have +cleared out of this early this morning, to spend a day or two with +Sandcrack, the vet, at Shoreham; and my proprietress was coming down +here; but there's no room for her now, and I must put her off." + +"Do you think Harvey Gore's really bad?" asked one of the younger men. + +"Well, I _think_ he's got something like sunstroke, and I _know_ +he's a little off his head," responded Lloyd. "He'll pull round, I +daresay--I've no doubt. But still he can't be moved just yet, and a +woman would only be in the way under such circumstances, let alone +it's not being very lively for her; so I'll just send her a message to +keep off. Ta-ta! I shall look into the smoking-room to-night at the +Ship, when Harvey's gone off to sleep." And with a nod and a smile, +Gilbert Lloyd started off. + +"Queer customer that, Foxey." + +"Queer indeed; which his golden number is Number One!" said Foxey +enigmatically. + +"What's his wife like?" + +"Never saw her," said Foxey; "but I should think she had a pleasant +time of it with that youth. It will be an awful disappointment to him, +her not coming down, won't it?" + +"Foxey, you are an unbeliever of the deepest dye. Domestic happiness +in your eyes is--" + +"Bosh! You never said a truer word. Now, let's have +half-a-crown's-worth of fly, and go up the cliff." + + +A short time after Gilbert Lloyd had left the house in which he had +taken lodgings, consisting of the parlour-floor and a bedroom +upstairs, Mrs. Bush, the landlady, whose mind was rather troubled, +partly because the servant, whose "Sunday out" it was, had not +yet returned from the Methodist chapel where she performed her +devotions--a delay which her mistress did not impute entirely to the +blandishments of the preacher--and partly for other reasons, took up +her position in the parlour-window, and began to look up and down the +street. Mrs. Bush was not a landlady of the jolly type; she was not +ruddy of complexion, or thin and trim of ankle, neither did she adorn +herself with numerous ribbons of florid hue. On the contrary, she was +a pale, anxious-faced woman, who looked as if she had had too much to +do, and quite enough to fret about, all her life. And now, as she +stood in the parlour-window on a hot Sunday, and contemplated the +few loungers who straggled through the street on their way to the +seashore, she assumed a piteous expression of countenance, and shook +her head monotonously. + +"I wish I hadn't let 'em the rooms, I'm sure," said Mrs. Bush to +herself. "It's like my luck--and in the race-week too. If _he's_ able +to be up and away from this in a day or two, then _I_ know nothing of +sickness; and I've seen a good deal of it too in my time. No sign of +that girl! But who's this?" + +Asking this, under the circumstances, unsatisfactory question, Mrs. +Bush drew still closer to the parlour-window, holding the inevitable +red-moreen curtain still farther back, and looked with mingled +curiosity and helplessness at a cab which stopped unmistakably at the +door of her house, and from the window of which a handsome young +female head protruded itself. Mrs. Bush could not doubt that the +intention of the lady in the cab was to get out of it and come into +her house; and that good-for-nothing Betsy had not come in, and there +was nobody to open the door but Mrs. Bush--a thing which, though a +meek-enough woman in general, she did not like doing. The lady gave +her very little time to consider whether she liked it or not; for she +descended rapidly from the cab, took a small travelling-bag from the +hand of the cabman, paid him, mounted the three steps which led to the +door, and knocked and rang with so determined a purpose of being +admitted that Mrs. Bush, without a moment's hesitation,--but with a +muttered "Mercy on us! Suppose he'd been asleep now!" which seemed to +imply that the lady's vehemence might probably damage somebody's +nerves,--crossed the hall and opened the door. + +She found herself confronted by a very young lady, a girl of not more, +and possibly less, than nineteen years, in whose manner there was a +certain confidence strongly suggestive of her entertaining an idea +that the house which she was evidently about to enter was her own, and +not that of the quiet, but not well-pleased, looking person who asked +her civilly enough, yet not with any cordiality of tone, whom she +wished to see. + +"Is Mr. Lloyd not at home? This is his address, I know," was the +enigmatical reply of the young lady. + +"A Mr. Lloyd _is_ lodging here, miss," returned Mrs. Bush, with a +glance of anything but approbation at her questioner, and planting +herself rather demonstratively in the doorway; "but he isn't in. Did +you wish to see him?" + +"I am Mrs. Lloyd," replied the young lady with a frown, and depositing +her little travelling-bag within the threshold; "did you not know I +was coming? Let me in, please." + +And the next minute--Mrs. Bush could not tell exactly how it +happened--she found the hall-door shut, and she was standing in the +passage, while the young lady who had announced herself as Mrs. Lloyd +was calmly walking into the parlour. Mrs. Bush was confounded by the +sudden and unexpected nature of this occurrence; but the only thing +she could do was to follow the unlooked-for visitor into the parlour, +and she did it. The young lady had already seated herself on a small +hard sofa, covered with crimson moreen to match the window-curtains, +had put off her very becoming and fashionable bonnet, and was then +taking off her gloves. She looked annoyed, but not in the least +embarrassed. + +"_That_ is Mr. Lloyd's room, I presume?" she said, as she pointed to +the folding-doors which connected the parlours, and which stood +slightly open. + +"Yes, m'm; but--" + +Mrs. Bush hesitated; but as the young lady rose, took up her bag, and +instantly pushed the door she had indicated quite open, and walked +into the apartment, Mrs. Bush felt that the case was getting +desperate. Though a depressed woman habitually, she was not by any +means a timid one, and had fought many scores of highly successful +battles with lodgers in her time. But this was quite a novel +experience, and Mrs. Bush was greatly at a loss how to act. Something +must be done, that was quite clear. Not so what that something was to +be; and more than ever did Mrs. Bush resent the tarrying of Betsy's +feet on her return from Beulah Chapel. + +"_She_ would have shut the door in her face, and kept her out until I +saw how things really were," thought the aggrieved landlady; but she +said boldly enough, as she closely followed the intruder, and glanced +at her left hand, on which the symbol of lawful matrimony duly shone: + +"If you please, m'm, you wasn't expected. Mr. Lloyd nor the other +gentleman never mentioned that there was a lady coming; and I don't in +general let my parlours to ladies." + +"Indeed! that is very awkward," said the young lady, who had opened +her bag, taken out her combs and brushes, and was drawing a chair to +the dressing-table; "but it cannot be helped. Mr. Lloyd quite expected +me, I know; he arranged that I should come down to-morrow before he +left town; but it suited me better to come to-day. I can't think why +he did not tell you." + +"I suppose he forgot it, m'm," said Mrs. Bush, utterly regardless of +the uncomplimentary nature of the suggestion, "on account of the sick +gentleman; but it's rather unfortunate, for I never _do_ take in +ladies, not in my parlours; and Mr. Lloyd not having mentioned it, +I--" + +"Do you mean to say that I cannot remain here with my husband?" said +the young lady, turning an astonished glance upon Mrs. Bush. + +"Well, m'm," said the nervous landlady, "as it's for a short time only +as Mr. Lloyd has taken the rooms, and as it's Sunday, I shall see, +when he conies in. You see, m'm, I've rather particular people in my +drawing-rooms, and it's different about ladies; and--" Here she +glanced once more at the light girlish figure, in the well-fitting, +fashionable dress, standing before the dressing-table, and at the +white hand adorned with the orthodox ring. + +"I think I understand you," said the intruder gravely; "you did not +know Mr. Lloyd was married, and you are not sure that I am his wife. +It is a difficulty, and I really don't see how it is to be gotten +over. Will you take _his_ word?--at all events I may remain here until +he comes in presently?" + +Something winning, something convincing, in the tone of her voice +caused a sudden revulsion of feeling in Mrs. Bush. The good woman--for +she was a good woman in the main--began to feel rather ashamed of +herself, and she commenced a bungling sort of apology. Of course the +lady could stay, but it _was_ awkward Mr. Lloyd not having told her; +and there was but one servant, a good-for-nothing hussy as ever +stepped--and over-staying her time now to that degree, that she +expected the "drawing-rooms" would not have their dinner till ever so +late; but at this point the young lady interrupted her. + +"If I may stay for to-night," she said gently, and with a very frank +smile, which made Mrs. Bush feel indignant with herself, as well as +ashamed, "some other arrangement can be made to-morrow; and I require +no waiting-on. I shall give you no trouble, or as little as possible." + +Mrs. Bush could not hold out any longer. She told the young lady she +could certainly stay for that day and night, and as for to-morrow, she +would "see about it;" and then, at the dreaded summons of the +impatient "drawing-rooms," bustled away, saying she would return +presently, and "see to" the stranger herself. + +Pretty girls in pretty dresses are not rarities in the lodging-houses +of Brighton; indeed, it would perhaps be difficult to name any place +where they are to be seen more frequently, or in greater numbers; but +the toilet-glass on the table in the back bedroom of Mrs. Bush's +lodging-house, a heavy article of furniture, with a preponderance of +frame, had probably reflected few such faces as that of the lady +calling herself Mrs. Lloyd, who looked attentively into it when she +found herself alone, and decided that she was not so very dusty, +considering. + +She was rather tall, and her figure was slight and girlish, but firm +and well-developed. She carried her head gracefully; and something in +her attitude and air suggested to the beholder that she was not more +commonplace in character than in appearance. Her complexion was very +fair and clear, but not either rosy or milky; very young as she was, +she looked as if she had thought too much and lived too much to retain +the ruddiness and whiteness of colouring which rarely coexist with +intellectual activity or sensitive feelings. Her features were +well-formed; but the face was one in which a charm existed different +from and superior to any which merely lies in regularity of feature. +It was to be found mainly in the eyes and mouth. The eyes were brown +in colour--the soft rich deep brown in which the pupil confounds +itself with the iris; and the curling lashes harmonised with both; +eyes not widely opened, but yet with nothing sly or hidden in their +semi-veiled habitual look--eyes which, when suddenly lifted up, and +opened in surprise, pleasure, anger, or any other emotion, instantly +convinced the person who received the glance that they were the most +beautiful he had ever seen. The eyebrows were dark and arched, and the +forehead, of that peculiar formation and width above the brow which +phrenologists hold to indicate a talent for music, was framed in +rippling bands of dark chestnut hair. + +She was a beautiful and yet more a remarkable-looking young woman, +girlish in some points of her appearance, and in her light lithe +movements, but with something ungirlish, and even hard, in her +expression. This something was in the mouth: not small enough to be +silly, not large enough to be defective in point of proportion; the +line of the lips was sharp, decisive, and cold; richly coloured, as +befitted her youth, they were not young lips--they did not smile +spontaneously, or move above the small white teeth with every thought +and fancy, but moved deliberately, opening and closing at her will +only. What it was in Mrs. Lloyd's face which contradicted the general +expression of youth which it wore, would have been seen at once if she +had placed her hand across her eyes. The beaming brown eyes, the +faintly-tinted rounded cheeks, were the features of a girl--the +forehead and the mouth were the features of a woman who had left +girlhood a good way behind her, and travelled over some rough roads +and winding ways since she had lost sight of it. + +When Mrs. Bush returned, she found the stranger in the front parlour, +but not standing at the window, looking out for the return of her +husband; on the contrary, she was seated at the prim round table, +listlessly turning over some newspapers and railway literature left +there by Gilbert Lloyd. Once again Mrs. Bush looked at her with sharp +suspicion; once again she was disarmed by her beauty, her composure, +and the sweetness of her smile. + +"Mr. Lloyd is not in yet, m'm," began Mrs. Bush, "and you'll be +wanting your lunch." + +"No, thank you," said Mrs. Lloyd; "I can wait. I suppose you don't +know when he is likely to be in?" + +"He _said_ directly," replied Mrs. Bush; "and I wish he had kept to +it, for I can't think the sick gentleman is any better. I've been to +look at him, and he seems to me a deal worse since morning." + +Mrs. Lloyd looked rather vacantly at Mrs. Bush. "Have you a lodger ill +in the house?" she asked. "That makes it still more inconvenient for +you to receive me." + +Mrs. Bush felt uncomfortable at this question. How very odd that Mrs. +Lloyd should not know about her husband's friend! They are evidently +queer people, thought the landlady; and she answered rather stiffly: + +"The only lodger ill in the house, m'm, is the gentleman as came with +Mr. Lloyd; and, in my opinion, he's very ill indeed." + +"Came with Mr. Lloyd?" said the young lady in a tone of great +surprise. "Do you mean Mr. Gore? Can you possibly mean Mr. Gore?" + +"Just him," answered Mrs. Bush succinctly. "Didn't you know he was +here with Mr. Lloyd?" + +"I knew he was coming to Brighton with him, certainly," said Mrs. +Lloyd; "but I understood he was to leave immediately after the +races--before I came down. What made him stay?" + +Mrs. Bush drew near the table, and, leaning her hands upon it, fell +into an easy tone of confidential chat with Mrs. Lloyd. That lady sat +still, looking thoughtfully before her, as the landlady began, but +after a little resting her head on her hand and covering her eyes: + +"He stayed, m'm, because he was very ill, uncommon ill to be sure; I +never saw a gentleman iller, nor more stubborn. His portmanteau was +packed and ready when he went to the races, and he told Betsy he +shouldn't be five minutes here when he'd come back; and Mr. Lloyd said +to him in my hearing, 'Gore,' said he, 'how your digestion stands the +tricks you play with it, I can _not_ understand;' for they'd been +breakfasting, and he had eat unwholesome, I can't say otherwise. But +when they come from the races, they come in a cab, which wasn't usual; +and, not to offend you, m'm, Mr. Lloyd had had quite enough" (here she +paused for an expression of annoyance on the part of her hearer; but +no such manifestation was made); "but Mr. Gore, he _was_ far gone, and +a job we had to get him upstairs without disturbing the drawing-rooms, +I can assure you. And Mr. Lloyd told me he had been very ill all day +at the races, and wouldn't come home or let them fetch a doctor--there +were ever so many there--or anything, but would go on drinking, and +when he put him in the cab, he wanted to take him to a doctor's, but +he wouldn't go; and Mr. Lloyd did say, m'm, begging your pardon, that +Mr. Gore damned the doctors, and said all the medicine he ever took, +or ever would take, was in his portmanteau." + +"Was there no doctor sent for, then? Has nothing been done for him?" +asked Mrs. Lloyd, with some uneasiness in her tone, removing her hand +from her eyes and looking full at Mrs. Bush. + +"We've done--Betsy and me and Mr. Lloyd; for no one could be more +attentive--all we could; but Mr. Gore was quite sensible, and have a +doctor he _would not_; and what could we do? We gave him the medicine +out of the case in his portmanteau. I mixed it and all, and he told me +how, quite well; and this morning he was ever so much better." + +"And is he worse now? Who is with him?" asked Mrs. Lloyd, rising. + +"Well, m'm, _I_ think he looks a deal worse; and I wish Mr. Lloyd was +come in, because I think he ought to send for a doctor; I don't know +what to do." + +"Who is with him?" repeated Mrs. Lloyd. + +"No one," returned Mrs. Bush. "No one is with him. When Mr. Lloyd went +out, he told me Mr. Gore felt inclined to sleep; he had had some tea +and was better, and I was not to let him be disturbed. But when I was +upstairs just now, I heard him give a moan; and I knew he was not +asleep, so I went in; and he looks very bad, and I couldn't get a word +out of him but 'Where's Lloyd?'" + +"Take me to his room at once," said Mrs. Lloyd, "and send for a doctor +instantly. We must not wait for anything." + +But the incorrigible Betsy had not yet returned, and Mrs. Bush +explained to the stranger that she had no means of sending for a +doctor until she could send Betsy. + +"Let me see Mr. Gore first, for a minute, and then I will fetch the +nearest doctor myself," said Mrs. Lloyd; and passing out of the room +as she spoke, she began to ascend the narrow staircase, followed by +the landlady, instructing her that the room in which the sick man was +to be found was the "two-pair front." + +The room in which the sick man lay was airy, and tolerably large. As +Gertrude Lloyd softly turned the handle of the door, and entered, the +breeze, which bore with it a mingled flavour of the sea and the dust, +fluttered the scanty window-curtains of white dimity, and caused the +draperies of the bed to flap dismally. The sun streamed into the room, +but little impeded by the green blinds, which shed a sickly hue over +everything, and lent additional ghastliness to the face, which was +turned away from Gertrude when she entered the chamber. The bed, a +large structure of extraordinary height, stood in front of one of the +windows; the furniture of the room was of the usual lodging-house +quality; an open portmanteau, belching forth tumbled shirts and +rumpled pocket-handkerchiefs, gaped wide upon the floor; the top of +the chest of drawers was covered with bottles, principally of the +soda-water pattern, but of which one contained a modicum of brandy, +and another some fluid magnesia. Everything in the room was disorderly +and uncomfortable; and Gertrude's quick eye took in all this +discomfort and its details in a glance, while she stepped lightly +across the floor and approached the bed. + +The sunlight was shining on Harvey Gore's face, and showed her how +worn and livid, how ghastly and distorted, it was. He lay quite still, +and took no notice of her presence. Instantly perceiving the effect of +the green blind, Gertrude went to the window and pulled it up, then +beckoned Mrs. Bush to her side, and once more drew near the bed. + +"Mr. Gore," she said, "Mr. Gore! Do you not know me? Can you not look +at me? Can you not speak to me? I am Mrs. Lloyd." + +The sick man answered her only with a groan. His face was an awful +ashen gray; his shoulders were so raised that the head seemed to be +sunken upon the chest; and his body lay upon the bed with unnatural +weight and stillness. One hand was hidden by the bedclothes, the other +clutched a corner of the pillow with cramped and rigid fingers. The +two women exchanged looks of alarm. + +"Was he looking like this when you saw him last--since I came?" said +Mrs. Lloyd, speaking in a distinct low tone directed completely into +the ear of the listener. + +"No, no; nothing like so bad as he looks now," said Mrs. Bush, whose +distended eyes were fixed upon the patient with an expression of +unmitigated dismay. "Did you ever see anyone die?" she whispered to +Gertrude Lloyd. + +"No; never." + +"Then you will see it, and soon." + +"Do you really think he is dying?" and then she leaned over him, shook +him very gently by the shoulder, loosened his hold of the pillow, and +said again, + +"Mr. Gore! Mr. Gore! Do you not know me? Can you not speak to me?" + +Again he groaned, and then, feebly opening his eyes, so awfully glazed +and hollow that Gertrude recoiled with an irrepressible start, made a +movement with his head. + +"He knows me," whispered Gertrude to Mrs. Bush; "for God's sake go for +a doctor without an instant's delay! I must stay with him." + +The landlady, dreadfully frightened, was only too glad to escape from +the room. + +For a few moments after she was left alone with the sick man Gertrude +stood beside him quite still and silent; then he moved uneasily, again +groaned, and made an ineffectual attempt to sit up in his bed. +Gertrude tried to assist him; she passed her arms round his shoulders, +and put all her strength to the effort to raise him, but in vain. The +large heavy frame slipped from her hold, and sunk down again with +ominous weight and inertness. Looking around in great fear, but still +preserving her calmness, she perceived the bottle in which some brandy +still remained. In an instant she had filled a wine-glass with the +spirit, lifted the sufferer's feeble head, and contrived to pour a +small quantity down his throat. The stimulant acted for a little upon +the dying man; he looked at her with eyes in which an intelligent +purpose pierced the dull glaze preceding the fast-coming darkness, +stretched his hand out to her, and drew her nearer, nearer. Gertrude +bent over him until her chestnut hair touched his wan livid temples, +and then, when her face was on a level with his own, he whispered in +her ear. + +* * * * * + +Mrs. Bush had not gone many steps away from her own hall-door when she +met Gilbert Lloyd. He was walking slowly, his hands thrust deep into +his pockets, his head bent, his eyes frowning and downcast, and his +under-lip firmly held by his white, sharp, even teeth. He did not see +Mrs. Bush until she came close up to him, and exclaimed, + +"O, Mr. Lloyd, how thankful I am I've met you! The gentleman is very +bad indeed--just gone, sir,--and I was going for a doctor. There's not +a moment to lose." + +Gilbert Lloyd's face turned perfectly white. + +"Impossible, Mrs. Bush," he said; "you must be mistaken. He was much +better when I left him; besides, he was not seriously ill at all." + +"I don't know about that, sir, and I can't stay to talk about it; I +must get the doctor at once." + +"No, no," said Lloyd, rousing himself; "I will do that. Where is the +nearest? Tell me, and do you go back to him." + +"First turn to the right, second door on the left," said Mrs. Bush, +with unusual promptitude. "Dr. Muxky's; he isn't long established, but +does a good business." + +Gilbert Lloyd hurried away; and Mrs. Bush returned to the house, +thinking only when she had reached it, that she had forgotten to +mention his wife's arrival to Gilbert Lloyd. + +* * * * * + +When Lloyd entered the sick man's room, bringing with him Dr. Muxky, +as that sandy-haired and youthful general practitioner was called by +his not numerous clients, he saw a female figure bending over the bed. +It was not that of Mrs. Bush; he had passed her loitering on the +stairs,--ostensibly that she might conduct the gentlemen to the scene +of action, really because she dared not reënter the room unsupported +by a medical presence. The figure did not change its attitude as they +entered, and Dr. Muxky approached the patient with a professional +gliding step. He was followed by Lloyd; who, however, stopped abruptly +on the opposite side of the bed when he met the full unshrinking gaze +of his wife's bright, clear, threatening eyes. + +"May I trouble you to stand aside for a moment?" said Dr. Muxky +courteously to Gertrude, who instantly moved, but only a very little +way, and again stood quite still and quite silent. Dr. Muxky stooped +over his patient, but only for a few seconds. Then he looked up at +Gilbert Lloyd, and said hastily, + +"I have been called in too late, sir; I'm afraid your friend is dead." + +"Yes," said Gertrude quietly, as if the doctor had spoken to her: "he +is dead. He has been dead some minutes." + +Gilbert Lloyd looked at her, but did not speak; the doctor looked from +one to the other, but said nothing. Then Gertrude stretched out her +hand and laid her fingers heavily upon the dead man's eyelids, and +kept them there for several moments amid the silence. In a little +while she steadily withdrew her hand, and without a word left the +room. + +On the drawing-room landing she found Mrs. Bush. That practised and +cautious landlady, mindful of the possible prejudice of her permanent +lodgers against serious illness and probable death in their immediate +vicinity, raised her finger, as a signal that a low tone of voice +would be advisable. + +"Go upstairs; the doctor wants you," said Gertrude, and passed quickly +down to the parlour. A few moments more, and she had put on her bonnet +and shawl, opened the hall-door without noise, closed it softly, and +was walking swiftly down the street towards the shore. + + + + +CHAPTER II. +Pondered. + + +The sandy-haired slim young man, whose name was Muxky, who was a +member of the Royal College of Surgeons of England, and who amongst +the few poor people of Brighton that knew of his existence enjoyed the +brevet-rank of doctor, found himself in anything but a pleasant +position. The man to see whom he had been called in was dead; there +was no doubt of that. No pulsation in the heart, dropped jaw, fixed +eyes--all the usual appearances--ay, and rather more than the usual +appearances: "What we professionally call the _rigor mortis_--the +stiffness immediately succeeding death, my dear sir, is in this case +very peculiarly developed." Mr. Muxky, in the course of his attendance +at St. Bartholomew's Hospital, had seen many deathbeds, had inspected +in an easy and pleasant manner many dead bodies; but he had never seen +one which had presented such an extraordinary aspect of rigidity so +immediately after death. He approached the bed once more, turned back +the sheet which Mrs. Bush had drawn over the face, and kneeling by the +side of the bed, passed his hand over and under the body. As he moved, +Gilbert Lloyd moved too, taking up his position close behind him, and +watching him narrowly. For an instant a deep look of anxiety played +across Gilbert Lloyd's face, the lines round the mouth deepened and +darkened, the brows came down over the sunken eyes, and the under jaw, +relaxing, lost its aspect of determination; but as Mr. Muxky turned +from the bed and addressed him, Lloyd's glance was perfectly steady, +and his face expressed no emotions stronger than those which under the +circumstances every man would be expected to feel, and no man would +care to hide. + +"This is rather an odd experience, my dear sir," said Mr. Muxky; +"called in to see our poor friend, who has, as it were, slipped his +cable before my arrival. Our poor friend, now, was a--well--man of the +world as you are--you will understand what I mean--our poor friend was +a--free liver." + +Yes, Gilbert Lloyd thought that he was a man who ate and drank +heartily, and never stinted himself in anything. + +"Nev-er stinted himself in anything!" repeated Mr. Muxky, who had by +this time added many years to his personal appearance, and entirely +prevented the bystanders from gleaning any expression from his eyes, +by the assumption of a pair of glasses of neutral tint--"nev-er +stinted himself in anything! Ah, a great deal may be ascribed to that, +my dear sir; a great deal may be ascribed to that!" + +"Yes," said Gilbert Lloyd carelessly; "if a man will take as much +lobster-salad and Strasbourg pie as he can eat, with as much champagne +and moselle as he can carry; and if, in spite of the remonstrances of +his friends, he will sit without his hat on the top of a drag, with +the August sun beating down upon him--" + +"Did he do that, my dear sir--did he do that?" + +"He did, indeed! Several of us implored him to be careful; but you +might as well have spoken to the wind as to him, poor dear fellow. We +told him that he'd probably have a--a--what do you call it?" + +"General derangement of the system? Flux of blood to the--" + +"No, no; sunstroke--that's what I mean; sunstroke. Perigal, who was +out in India in the Punjaub business--he was on our drag when poor +Harvey was taken bad, and he said it was sunstroke all over--regular +case." + +"Did he, indeed?" said Mr. Muxky. "Well, that's odd, very odd! From +the symptoms you have described, I imagined that it must have been +something of the kind:--brain overdone, system overtaxed. In this +railway age, Mr. Lloyd, we live such desperately rapid lives, +concentrate so much mental energy and bodily fibre into a few years, +that--" + +"I'm glad you're satisfied, Mr. Muxky," said Gilbert Lloyd, pulling +out his purse. "It's a satisfaction in these melancholy cases to know +that everything has been done, and that there was no chance of saving +the poor fellow, even if--" + +"I scarcely say that, Mr. Lloyd. A little bloodletting might, if taken +at the exact moment--_in tempore veni_; you recollect the old +quotation--might have been of some use. There's a prejudice just now +against the use of the lancet, I know; but still-- For me?" taking a +crisp hank-note which Lloyd handed to him. "O, thank you, thank you! +This is far too munifi--" + +"The labourer, Mr. Muxky, is worthy of his hire," said Gilbert Lloyd: +"and it is our fault--not yours--that you were summoned too late. But, +as you just now remarked, it is impossible in these cases to know what +is impending, or how nigh may be the danger. I was very much struck by +that remark. And now good-afternoon, Mr. Muxky. I must go out and find +my poor wife, who is quite upset by this unfortunate affair. +Good-afternoon--not another word of thanks, I beg; and any of the +usual formalities in these matters---I don't know what they are--but +certificates, and that kind of thing, we may look to you to settle? +Thanks again. Good-day." + +And Gilbert Lloyd shook hands with the overwhelmed Mr. Muxky, whose +eyes gleamed even through the neutral-tinted glasses, and whose pale +face burst into a pleased perspiration, as he crumpled the crisp +bank-note into his waistcoat-pocket, and followed Mrs. Bush down the +stairs. + +"A sensible man that, Mrs. Bush," said he when he reached the first +landing; "a very sensible, kind-hearted, clear-headed man. Under all +the circumstances, you're very lucky in having had such a man in the +house. No fuss, no preposterous excitement--everything quite proper, +but thoroughly businesslike." + +"You're right, Dr. Muxky," responded the sympathetic landlady. "When I +saw as clear as clear that that poor creature was going the way of all +flesh--which is grass, and also dust and ashes--and knew I'd got those +Miss Twillows in the drawing-rooms, you might have knocked me down +with a feather. Nervous is nothing to what the Miss Twillows is; +and coming regular from Peckham for the sea-bathing now five +years, regular as the month of July comes round; and giving no +trouble, through bringing their own maid; and stopping on all +September,--without perambulators in the passage, and children's +boots, which after being filled with sand will _not_ take the +polish,--their leaving would be a loss to me which--" + +Mrs. Bush stopped suddenly in her harangue, as the drawing-room door, +by which they were standing, was cautiously opened, and an elderly +female head was slowly protruded. It was a large head, and yet it had +what is called a "skimpy" character. What little hair there was on it +was of a mixed pepper-and-salt kind of colour, and gathered into two +large roll-curls, one on either side of the head, in front, and into a +thin wisp behind. In this wisp was stuck a comb, pendent from which +was a little bit of black lace. The features could not be defined, as +the lower part of the face was entirely hidden in a handkerchief held +to the nose, exhaling pungent vinegar. Mr. Muxky stared a little at +this apparition--stared more when the head wagged and the mouth +opened, and the word "Doctor?" was uttered in interrogative accent. +Then Mr. Muxky, beginning to perceive how the land lay, said in his +softest tones: "Yes, my dear madam, I _am_ the doctor." + +The head dropped again, and again the lips opened. "Fever?" was what +they said this time, while a skinny hand at the end of a skinny arm +made itself manifest, pointing upwards. + +"Fever," repeated Mr. Muxky, "that has removed our poor friend +upstairs--nothing of the sort, my dear madam, I can assure you; +nothing but--" + +"Not smallpox?--don't say it's smallpox!" This from another voice, the +owner of which was in the background, unseen. "O, Hannah, does he say +it's smallpox?" + +"He don't say anything of the kind, Miss Twillow," interposed Mrs. +Bush; "knowing that in the midst of life we are in death, specially +sitting in hot suns without our hats on the tops of stage-coaches, and +to say nothing of too much to drink. You've never been inconvenienced +since you've been in this house, have you, m'm? and you won't be now. +It isn't my fault, I'm sure; nor yet Dr. Muxky's; and, considering all +things, not a great put-out, though doubtless upsetting to the +nerves." + +"That's just the point, Mrs. Bush," said Mr. Muxky, who was not going +to lose the chance; "nothing to fear; but yet, some temperaments so +constituted that--like the Æolian harp--the--the slightest breath of +fright has an effect on them. If my poor services now could be of any +use--" + +"Yes, now do," said Mrs. Bush, "Miss Twillow, Miss Hannah; just see +the doctor for a minute. You've had a shock, I'll allow, and it's +natural you should be upset; but the doctor will put you right in a +minute." + +Thus Mr. Muxky secured two new patients; not a bad day's work. + +While these matters were in progress in the house Gertrude had left, +and the subdued bustle inevitably attendant upon the necessary care +and the unavoidable household disorganisation which succeeds a death, +even when the dead is only a stranger in the house where the solution +of the enigma has come to him,--she was sitting on the shore close by +the foamy edge of the waves, and thinking. + +Gertrude had gone down to the shore across the broad road, now crowded +with people out for the bright summer afternoon; with carriages and +gigs, with vehicles of the highest elegance, and with such as had no +pretence to anything but convenience; with pedestrians of every class, +assembled with all sorts of objects, hygiene and flirtation being +predominant. She had gone away down the slope, and on to the strip of +pebbly sand; and where one of the wooden barriers marked out a +measured space, she sat down on a seaweed-flecked heap of shingle, and +began to think. The long line of the horizon, where the blue sea met +the blue sky, parted only by a narrow verge of light, broken white +clouds, was before her--between it and her absent, troubled eyes lay +the wide expanse of sea. A short space only parted her from the +moving, restless, talking crowd upon the Esplanade; but her sense of +solitude was complete. The ridge of the slope hid her; the soft plash +of the sea, with its monotonous recurrence, soothed her ear, and +deadened the sound of wheels and the murmur of voices; her eyes met +only the great waters, across which sometimes a boat glided, on which +sometimes a sea-bird's wing rested for an instant. As Gertrude sat +there, with her arms extended and her hands tightly clasped together, +with her head bent forward and her eyes fixed upon the distant line of +the sea and sky, her thoughts obeyed her will, and formed themselves, +consecutive, complete, and purposeful. The girl--for she was but a +girl, after all--had brought thither a heavy trouble; to be taken out, +looked at, weighed, examined. She had brought there a half-developed +purpose, to be thought into maturity, to be fully fashioned and +resolved upon. Before she should leave that place she would have done +these things; and when she should leave it, a new phase in her life +would have begun. Ineffable sadness was in her brown eyes--grief and +dread, which did not seem newly born there, but constant dwellers, +only that to-day they had been suddenly awakened once again from +temporary repose. If there had been anyone to see Gertrude, as she sat +by the edge of the waves, and to note her face, with its concentrated +and yet varying expression, that person, if an acute observer, would +have been struck by the contrast between the eyes and the mouth. The +character of the look in the eyes shifted and varied; there was fear +in it, grief, weariness, disgust, sometimes even horror; and these +expressions passed like the lights and shadows over a fair landscape. +But the mouth did not vary; firm, closely shut,--so compressed that +its tightness produced a white line above the red of the upper lip,-- +it expressed power and resolution, when that long process of +thinking--too purposeful to be called a reverie--commenced, and it +expressed power and resolution when at length Gertrude rose. Hours had +passed over her unheeded, as she sat by the sea; the afternoon had +lengthened into the evening; the crowd of loungers had dispersed. She +had heard, but not heeded, the church-bells ringing for evening +service; and now silence was all around her, and the red flush of +sunset was upon the sky and the sea. When she had risen from her seat +of shingle, Gertrude stood for some minutes and looked along the +shore, where her solitary figure seemed doubly lonely. Then she turned +and scanned the long line of the houses and the road, on which a few +scattered human beings only were moving. A strange reluctance to move +possessed her; but at length she shook it off, and with a slight +shudder turned her back upon the sea, fast becoming gray as the sun +went down, and walked steadily, though not quickly, back to the +lodging-house where she had left her husband. + +As she drew near to the house, Gertrude looked up at the window of the +room in which she had seen Harvey Gore die. It was open; but the green +blind was closely drawn. Looking upwards at the window, she did not +perceive till she was close upon it that the house-door was slightly +ajar; but as she raised her hand to the knocker, the door was opened +widely by Mrs. Bush, and Gertrude, going into the passage, found +Gilbert Lloyd there. The sudden sight of him caused her to start for +an instant, but not perceptibly; and Mrs. Bush immediately addressed +her with voluble questions and regrets. + +Where had she been all this time? She had gone out without her lunch, +and had she had nothing to eat? How uneasy she and Mr. Lloyd had been +about her! (Mr. Lloyd had evidently secured by this time a high place +in the good graces of Mrs. Bush.) Mr. Lloyd had been waiting and +watching for her ever so long; and she, Mrs. Bush, as soon as ever the +poor dear dead gentleman upstairs had been "put tidy,"--which was her +practical mode of expressing the performance of the toilet of the +dead,--had been also watching and waiting for Mrs. Lloyd's +reappearance. Suspicion and scanty civility had given place in the +manner of the worthy landlady--who was infinitely satisfied with the +proper sense of what was due to her in the unfortunate position of +affairs exhibited by Gilbert Lloyd--to anxiety for the comfort of the +young lady whom she had so unwillingly received. + +During the colloquy between Mrs. Bush and Gertrude, Gilbert Lloyd had +been standing, awkwardly enough, in the passage, but without speaking. +But when a pause came, and Gertrude approached the parlour-door, he +spoke. + +"Where have you been, Gertrude?" he asked sternly. + +His wife stood still and answered, but did not look at him. + +"I have been sitting by the seashore." + +"You must be cold and hungry, I should think." + +"I am neither." + +"I suppose you know you cannot remain here?" + +"Why?" + +He seemed a little at a loss for an answer; but replied, after a +moment's pause: + +"A death in the house is sufficient reason. Mrs. Bush can't attend to +a lady-lodger, under the circumstances. You can go back to town in the +morning; for to-night I shall take you to the nearest hotel." + +"Very well." + +She never looked at him; not by the most fleeting flicker of an +eyelash did she address her face to him, though he looked steadily at +her, trying to compel her glance. She went into the parlour, through +the folding-door into the bedroom, collected the few articles which +she had taken out of her travelling-bag, and returned, carrying it in +her hand. Evidently all arrangements had been made by Gilbert Lloyd +with Mrs. Bush: no more was said. Gertrude took a friendly leave of +the landlady, and went out of the house, walking silently by her +husband's side. He did not offer her his arm, and not a word was +spoken between them until the door of a private sitting-room at the +George had closed behind them. Then he turned savagely round upon her, +and said, in a thick low voice, "The meaning of this foolery?" + +This time she looked at him--looked him straight in the face with the +utmost calmness. There was not the least flush of colour in her pale +face, not the slightest trembling of her lips, not the smallest +flutter of her hands,--by which in woman agitation is so often +betrayed,--as she said calmly, "You are polite, but mysterious. And I +suppose the journey, or something, has rendered me a little dull. I +don't quite follow you. What 'foolery' are you pleased to ask the +meaning of?" + +She had the best of it so far. She stood erect, facing the light, her +head thrown back, her arm outstretched, with nothing of bravado, but +with a good deal of earnestness in her manner and air. Gilbert Lloyd's +head was sunk on his breast, his brow was knit over his frowning eyes, +his lips tightly set, and his under-jaw was clenched and rigid. His +hands were plunged into his pockets, and he had commenced to pace the +room; but at his wife's question he stopped, and said, "What foolery! +Why, the foolery of your conduct in those lodgings this day; the +foolery of your coming down, in the first place, when you weren't +wanted, and of your conduct once you came." + +"I came," said Gertrude, in a perfectly calm voice, and still looking +him steadily in the face, "in pursuance of the arrangement between us. +It was your whim, when last I saw you, to wish for my company here; +and you settled the time at which I was to come. My 'foolery' so far +consists in having exactly obeyed you." + +"Your obedience is very charming," said Gilbert Lloyd with a sneer; +"and no doubt I should have enjoyed your company as much as I +generally do. Few men are blessed with wives embodying all the +cardinal virtues. But circumstances have changed since we made that +arrangement. I couldn't tell this man was going to die, I suppose?" + +She had purposely turned her face away when her husband began to sneer +at her, and was pretending to occupy herself with opening her +travelling-bag; but as these words fell upon her ear, she drew herself +to her full height, and again looking steadily at him, said, "I +suppose not." + +"You suppose not! Why, of course not! By heavens, it's enough to drive +a man to desperation to be tied for life to a white-faced cat like +this, who stands opposite him repeating his words, and shows no more +interest in him than--By Jove," he exclaimed, shaking his clenched +fist at her, "I feel as if I could knock the life out of you!" + +To have been struck by him would have been no novel experience on +Gertrude's part. More than once in these paroxysms of temper he had +seized her roughly by the arm or shoulder, leaving the livid imprint +of his hand on her delicate flesh; and she fully expected that he +would strike her now. But as he spoke he had been hastily pacing the +room; and it was not until he stopped to menace her that he looked in +her face, and saw there an expression such as he had never seen +before. Anger, terror, misery, obstinacy, contempt,--all these +passions he had often seen mirrored in Gertrude's features, but never +the aversion, the horror, the loathing which now appeared there. The +look seemed to paralyse him, for in it he divined the feelings of +which it was the reflex. His extended arm dropped by his side, and his +whole manner changed, as he said, "There! enough of that! It was hard +enough for me to have the trouble of poor Gore's illness to fight +against, without anything else; and when you did come, Gertrude, I +thought--well"--pulling himself together, as it were, he bent forward +towards her, and with a soft look in his eyes and an inexpressible +tenderness in his voice, whispered, "I thought you might have brought +a word of cheer and comfort and--and love--to your poor old Gilbert, +who--" + +While speaking he gradually drew near to her, and advanced his hand +until it touched her waist. Gertrude no sooner felt his clasp than, +with a short sharp cry as if of bodily pain, she withdrew herself from +it. + +"Don't touch me!" she exclaimed, in a voice half choked with sobs. Her +calmness was gone, and her whole system was quivering with emotion. +"For Heaven's sake keep off! Never lay your touch on me, in kindness +or in cruelty, again, or you will find that the 'white-faced cat' has +claws, and can use them." + +Gilbert Lloyd stared for an instant in mute astonishment at his wife, +who stood confronting him, her eyes sparkling like glowing coals in +the midst of her pale face, her hair pushed back off her forehead, her +hands tightly clasped behind her head. He was cowed by this sudden +transformation, by this first act of overt rebellion on Gertrude's +part, and thought it best to temporise. So he said, "Why, Gertrude +darling, my little lady, what's all--" + +"No more of that Gilbert," she interrupted, calming herself by a +strong effort, unlocking her hands, and again confronting him. "Those +pet names are things of the past now--of the past, which must be to us +even more dead and more forgotten than it is to most people." + +The solemnity of her tone and of her look angered him, and he said +shortly, "Don't preach, please. Spare yourself that." + +"I am not preaching, Gilbert, and I am not--as you sometimes tell +me--acting; but I have something to say which you must hear." + +"Must, eh? Well, come down off your stilts, and say it." + +"Gilbert Lloyd," said Gertrude, "this day you and I part for ever. +Don't interrupt me," she said, as he made a hasty gesture; "hear me +out. I knew that this would be the end of our hasty and ill-advised +marriage; but I did not think the end would come so soon. It _has_ +come now, and no power on earth would induce me to alter my +determination." + +"O, that's it, is it?" said Lloyd, after a minute's silence. "And this +is my wife, if you please; this is the young lady who promised to +love, honour, and obey! This woman, who now coolly talks about our +parting for ever, is one who has hung about my neck a thousand times +and--" + +"No," exclaimed Gertrude, interrupting him, "no! This" (touching +herself lightly on the breast) "is your wife indeed--is the woman who +bears your name and has borne your caprices; but" (again touching +herself) "this is not the woman that left London this morning. I wish +to heaven I were--I wish to heaven I were!" + +She uttered these last words in a low plaintive tone that was almost a +wail, and covered her face with her hands. + +"This is mere foolery and nonsense," said Lloyd, after a momentary +pause. "You wish you were, indeed! If you're not the same woman, what +the devil has changed you?" + +"Do you want to know?" she asked suddenly, looking up at him,--not +eagerly, boldly, or defiantly, but with the expression of horror and +loathing which he had previously noticed. + +"No!" he replied with an oath; "why should I waste my time listening +to your string of querulous complaints? You want a separation, do you? +Well, I am not disposed to say 'no' to any reasonable request; but if +I agree to this, mind, it's not to be the usual business." + +Finding he paused, Gertrude said, "I scarcely understand you." + +"Well, I mean that 'parting for ever' does not mean coming together +again next month, to live in a fool's paradise for a week, and then +hate each other worse than ever. If we part, we part for ever, which +means that we never meet again on earth--or rather, that we begin life +afresh, with the recollection of the last few months completely +expunged. We have neither of us any relations to worry us with +attempts at reconciliation; not half-a-dozen men know of the fact of +my having been married, and none of them have ever seen you. So that +on both sides we start entirely free. It is not very likely that we +shall ever run across each other's path in the future; but if we do, +we meet as entire strangers, and the fact of our having been anything +to one another must never be brought forward to prejudice any scheme +in which either of us may be engaged. Do you follow me?" + +"Perfectly." + +"And does what I propose meet your views?" + +"Entirely." + +"That's right. Curious," said Lloyd, with a short, sharp +laugh,--"curious that just as we are about to part, we should begin to +agree. However, you're right, I suppose; we could not hit it; we were +always having tremendous rows, and now each of us can go our own way; +and," he added, under his breath, as he glanced at Gertrude's +expressive face and trim figure, "I don't think I've had the worst of +the bargain." + +After a moment's silence, Lloyd said, "What do you propose to do?" + +"I have no schemes at present," Gertrude replied; "and if I had, you +have no right to ask about them." + +"You've not taken long to shake off your harness, by Jove!" said Lloyd +bitterly. "However, whatever you do hereafter, you must have something +to start with now." He took out a pocket-book, and counted from it +some bank-notes. "I've not done so badly as people thought," said he; +"and here are two hundred pounds, all my available capital. Yon shall +have half of this--here it is." He pushed a roll of notes towards her. +She took it without a word, and placed it in her travelling-bag. +"You'll sleep here to-night, I suppose; and had better clear out of +this place early to-morrow. I shall have to stay until after the +funeral. And now, I suppose, that's about all?" + +"All," said Gertrude, taking up her travelling-bag and moving towards +the door. + +"Won't you--won't you say 'good-bye'?" said Lloyd, putting out his +hand as she passed him. + +Gertrude made him no reply; but she gathered her dress tightly round +her, as though to preserve it from his touch; and on glancing at her +face Gilbert Lloyd saw there the same look of horror and loathing +which had paralysed him even in the midst of his furious rage. + + + + +CHAPTER III. +Proposed. + + +When Gertrude left her husband's presence,--without giving him any +clue to her intentions for the future, something like bewilderment +fell upon her for a little. It was not grief--no such sentiment had +any place or share in the tumult of her mind. The arrangement which +had been made, the agreement that had been come to, was a distinct and +positive relief to her. It would have been a relief even before the +late occurrences which had brought things to a crisis, and Gertrude +neither denied nor lost sight of that fact. It had become a positive +necessity, not to be avoided, not to be deferred; and it was done. +When the door closed behind her, as she trod the narrow passage which +divided the sitting-room in which their last interview had taken place +from the bedroom in which she was to pass the night, Gertrude knew +that she was relieved--was even, in a dull, hardly-ascertained sort of +way, glad, and yet she was bewildered. There was more horror in her +mind than sorrow. For the hope and happiness of her own life, thus +early blighted in their first bloom, she had no sentimental pity; she +could not afford to think about them, even if she had had time, which +she had not. The circumstances of her life had aided the natural +disposition and habits of her mind, and brought her to look steadily +at facts rather than feelings, at results and actions rather than at +influences and illusions of the past. As a matter of fact, her life in +all its great meanings was past, and the best thing she could do was +to banish it from memory, to dismiss it from contemplation as +completely and as rapidly as possible. + +Gertrude had been for many hours without food, and had undergone much +and various mental agitation. She was conscious that the bewilderment +which pervaded her mind was in a great degree referable to physical +exhaustion, and she resolved to postpone thought and action until the +morning. She rang a hell, ordered a slight meal to be served to her in +her room, and having eaten and drank, went to bed so completely +overpowered by the fatigue and restrained excitement of the day, that +she fell asleep immediately. The calm summer night, unvisited by +darkness, passed over, and witnessed only her unbroken rest--a grand +privilege of her youth. + +Gilbert Lloyd remained for some time in the room where Gertrude had +left him, walking to and fro before the windows, lost in thought. The +passion and excitement of the day had not been without their effect on +him also, and certain components mingled with them in his case which +had no existence in the sum of Gertrude's suffering--doubt, dread, +suspense, uncertainty. What did Gertrude mean? What still remained +hidden, after that terrible interview in which so much had been +revealed? What was still unexplained, after all that dreary and +hopeless explanation? These questions, which he could not answer, +which it was his best hope might never be answered, troubled Gilbert +Lloyd sorely. That the agreement which had been made between him and +his wife was highly satisfactory to him he knew as clearly as Gertrude +knew it; but in the way in which it had been brought about, in the +manner of its decision, the advantage had been Gertrude's. Gilbert +Lloyd did not like that, though this parting was so utter and so final +that he might well have dismissed all such considerations, and turned +his back upon the past, as he had proposed to do in reality, and as he +did not entertain a doubt that Gertrude would do in downright real +earnest, never bestowing so much thought or memory on him again as to +produce the smallest practical effect upon her future life. He knew +that he had achieved a great success that day; that this final +separation between himself and Gertrude was an event in every way +desirable, and which he would have hailed with satisfaction at any +period since he had wearied of her and begun to regard marriage as the +very worst and stupidest of all mistakes;--a mental process which had +commenced surprisingly soon after he had made the blunder. But, +somehow, Gilbert Lloyd did not taste the flavour of success. It was +not sufficiently unmingled for the palate of a man of despotic +self-will, and the ultra intolerance of complete callousness and +scoundrelism. At length he checked himself in his monotonous walk, and +muttering, "Yes, I'll go back it's safest," he rang the bell. + +His summons was not obeyed with remarkable alacrity--waiters and +chambermaids had had a bard time of it at the George of late; but a +waiter did at length present himself. By this time the news of a +"sporting gent's" death in the immediate vicinity had reached the +George, and the man looked at Lloyd with the irrational curiosity +invariably excited by the sight of anyone who has been recently in +close contact with crime, horror, or grief. + +"I rang to tell you I shall send my traps down from Pavilion-place, +but I shall not sleep here," said Lloyd; "I shall come up to breakfast +in the morning, though." + +"Very good, sir," said the man; and Gilbert Lloyd took up his hat and +walked out. He called for a minute at Pavilion-place, and spoke a few +words to Mrs. Bush, who gave him a latchkey, then went away again; and +the morning hours were well on when he let himself quietly into the +lodging-house and threw himself on the bed in the back parlour. + +The window of the "two-pair front" was open, and the fresh breeze, +sea-scented, blew in through the aperture, and faintly stirred the +drapery of the bed. Presently the sun rose, and before long a bright +ray streamed through the green blind, and a wavering bar of light +shimmered fantastically across the sheet which decently veiled the +dead man's face. + + +Gertrude Lloyd went down to the railway station early on the following +morning, and before Gilbert had made his appearance at the George. She +had not passed unnoticed at that hostelry. In the first place, she was +too young and handsome to pass unnoticed anywhere during a sojourn of +sufficient duration to give people time to look at her, if so +disposed. In the second place, there was something odd about her. She +was evidently the wife of the gentleman who had brought her to the +hotel, and had then changed his mind about staying, and gone away so +abruptly. Here she was now going away without seeing him; calling for +her bill and paying it, "quite independent like," as a chambermaid, +with a very proper reverence for masculine superiority, remarked; +setting off alone, perfectly cool and comfortable. "There's been a +tiff, that's it, and more's the pity," was the conclusion arrived at +by the waiter and the chambermaid, who agreed that Gertrude was very +pretty, and "uncommon young, to be sure, to be so very off-handed." + +Mrs. Bush, too, did not omit to inquire for the handsome young lady +who had got "the better" of her so very decidedly. "She's off to +London, first train in the morning," said Lloyd. "There was no good in +her staying here for all this sad affair. _I_ can't avoid it, of +course; but she is better out of it all." After which explanation, +Mrs. Bush thought, sagaciously, that leaving one's husband in an +unpleasant position, and getting safe out of it one's self, was not a +very affectionate proceeding; and that Mrs. Lloyd, if she really was +very fond of her husband, at all events did not make the fact +obtrusively evident. + +But Gertrude Lloyd had not gone to London. Her mind had been actively +at work from an early hour in the morning, and strengthened and +refreshed by rest, she had been able to employ it to good purpose. Her +first resolve was not to go to the lodgings she and her husband had +occupied in London any more. She had no wish to embarrass his +proceedings in any way. She desired to carry out their contract in +both letter and spirit, and to disappear at once and completely from +his life. So she left a note for Gilbert Lloyd at the George, +containing the words: "Please have everything belonging to me sent to +Mrs. Bloxam's;" and then took her way to the station, and her place in +an early train for Worthing. Gertrude was alone in the carriage, and +she profited by the circumstance to tear up and throw out of window a +letter or two, and sundry bills on which her name, "Mrs. Lloyd," +appeared. Her initials only were stamped on her travelling-bag. The +letters disposed of, she drew off her wedding-ring, and without an +instant's hesitation for sentimental regret, dropped it on to the +rails. Then she sat still and looked out at the landscape. Her face +was quite calm now, but the traces of past agitation were on it. The +first person to whom Gertrude Lloyd should speak to-day would not be +struck by the contrast between her assured, self-possessed manner and +her extreme youth, as Mrs. Bush had been impressed by it only +yesterday. + +Arrived at Worthing, Gertrude had no difficulty in securing quiet and +respectable lodgings, away from the sea, and not far out of the town. +It was in a small house, forming one of a row of small houses, with +climbing roses about the windows, and common but fragrant flowers in a +Lilliputian strip of garden-plot on either side of the door. On the +opposite side of the road was a row of gardens corresponding to the +houses, remarkable for numerous arbours of curiously small dimensions +and great variety and ingenuity of construction; likewise for the +profusion and luxuriance with which they grew scarlet-runners and +nasturtiums. In one of these houses Gertrude engaged a sunny parlour +and bedroom for a week certain; and then, having explained to the +woman of the house that she was a governess, and was about to enter on +a new situation, but was not certain when she would be required to +proceed to the house of her employers, she set herself to the carrying +out of the plans she had formed that morning, and, as a first step, +wrote the following letter: + + +"7 Warwick-place, Worthing. + +"Monday. + +"My Dear Mrs. Bloxam,--You will probably be very much surprised to +receive a letter from me, and I am not less astonished to find myself +writing to you. Though you were kind to me, after a fashion, while I +lived at the Vale House, the circumstances under which I quitted your +protection, and the events which have since occurred, were of a nature +to render me unwilling to open up any communication with you, and to +make it extremely improbable that I should ever be called on to do so. +I retain some pleasant and grateful recollections of you and of my +childhood, when I was, on the whole, happy; and I remember in +particular, and with especial gratitude, that you put down, with the +high hand of authority, the very natural inclination of the other +girls to ridicule and oppress me, because I had no relations to give +me presents, take me out, and beg half-holidays for all the pupils on +the strength of their visits, and because my holidays were always +passed at school. You will wonder what I am coming to, and why, if it +be anything important, I should recall these seemingly trivial things +by the way; but I do so in order to remind myself, and to gain courage +in so doing, of the only protection and friendship I have ever +received from a woman,--now, when I need protection and friendship +very, very much, and am about to ask you to extend them to me. + +"When I left you as I did, and married the man who had induced me to +deceive you as I did (do not suppose I want to extenuate my own share +in the matter, or throw the blame on him because I mention him thus), +you told me, in the only letter you ever addressed to me, that I had +made a bad mistake, and should inevitably find it out sooner or later. +You were distinctly and unerringly right. I did make a bad mistake--a +worse mistake than anyone but myself can ever know or guess; and I +have found it out sooner instead of later. I have known it for a long +time; but now circumstances have arisen which oblige me to act on my +knowledge, and a separation has taken place between my husband and +myself. Not a separation in the ordinary sense, with the tie +repudiated and yet retained; but a separation by which each has +undertaken to cease to exist for the other. I have no relations, so +far as I know. If I have any, you and you alone are aware of the fact, +and know who they are. I have no prejudices to offend, no position to +forfeit. Gilbert Lloyd and I have parted never to meet again, as we +both hope; never, under any circumstances, to recognise or interfere +with one another. I have no friends, except I may venture to call you +a friend; and to you alone can I now turn for assistance. I would say +for advice, but that the time for that is past. There is nothing to be +done now but to act upon the resolution which has been taken. + +"My plan for the future is this: I have 100_l_., and a voice whose +quality you know, and which has improved since I was at the Vale +House; so that I know it to be of the best kind, and in the best +order, for concert-singing at least, perhaps ultimately for opera. I +intend to become a public singer; but I must have more teaching, and +the means of living in the mean time; so that the small sum in my +possession may be expended upon the teaching and training of my voice. +From many indications, which I perfectly remember, but need not enter +into here, I have reason to believe that I was a profitable pupil to +you; that from some source unknown to me you received sums of money +for my maintenance and education of an amount which was very well +worth having. I do not say this in any way to disparage the habitual +kindness with which you treated me, and which I have always +acknowledged gratefully, bat because I am about to propose a bargain +to you, and wish to assure myself that I have some grounds for doing +so, and for counting upon your acquiescence. + +"Will you receive me at the Vale House for one year free of charge, in +the capacity of a teacher for the junior classes, and giving me +sufficient time to enable me to take music-lessons and practise +singing? If you will do this, and thus enable me, if I find my voice +fulfils my expectations, to earn a livelihood for myself in an +independent fashion, I will undertake to repay the cost out of my +earnings. Possessing, as you do, the knowledge, if not of my +parentage, at least of some person who became voluntarily responsible +for my support during several years, you may perhaps be able, unless I +am considered to have sacrificed all claim on my unknown connections +by my marriage, to procure from them a little more assistance for me; +but you must not make any attempt to do so if such an attempt should +involve the revelation of my secret. I presume, if anyone exists whom +it concerned, you made known my marriage. That circumstance is the +last to be known about me; henceforth Gertrude Lloyd has no more +existence than Gertrude Keith. + +"If you should accede to my request, it will be necessary for me to +know whether any of the girls now under your charge were at the Vale +House when I left it, also whether you have any servants now likely to +recognise me. I shall await your answer with much anxiety. Should it +be unfavourable, I must endeavour to devise some other method of +carrying out the fixed purpose of my future life; and at present no +possible alternative presents itself to my mind. In conclusion, I beg +that you will decide quickly. I shall be here only one week; that +expired, if you do not answer me, or if you answer me unfavourably, I +must face the problem to which just now I see no solution. Address +Miss Grace Lambert.--Yours sincerely, + +"Gertrude Lloyd." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. +Settled. + + +The Vale House, Hampstead, was admirably suited in point of size and +situation for a boarding-school or "establishment" for young ladies. +It stood in its own grounds, which, though not really extensive, had +been made the most of, and contrived to look as if there were a great +deal more of them than there really was; and it commanded an extensive +prospect from the upper windows, well elevated above the jealous walls +which guarded the youth and beauty committed to Mrs. Bloxam's charge +from contact with the outer world. Occasionally, or at least in one +instance, as will presently appear, the security had not been +altogether so inviolable as might have been desired; but, on the +whole, the "establishment" at Vale House maintained and deserved a +high character. A heavy, square, roomy, red-brick mansion, with its +windows cased in white stone, and a coat-of-arms sculptured in the +same material, but now nearly undecipherable, inserted over the heavy +mahogany hall-door,--the Vale House belonged to a period of +architecture when contract-building was unknown, when the art of +"running-up" houses was yet undiscovered, and a family mansion among +the middle-classes meant a house in which fathers and sons and +grandsons intended to live and die, unbeguiled by "splendid +opportunities" into constant migrations and rapid changes in their +style and manner of living. + +The Vale House had, however, suffered from the changes and innovations +of the age; and the grandson of its last hereditary inhabitant now +dwelt in splendour in a west-end "place," forming an "annexe" to a +square of ultra-fashionable pretensions and performances, and looked +and spoke as though he had never even heard the name of a locality +more northern or more distant from the centre of civilisation than the +Marble Arch. If the Townleys were oblivious of the Vale House, so was +the Vale House of them. Except among such of the inhabitants of +Hampstead as were careful and religious conservators of tradition, the +origin and history of the Vale House had been forgotten; and a general +notion prevailed that it had always been a school. The pupils--with +the exception of such as were of a romantic turn of mind and given to +the association of all old houses having plenty of room in them with +the _Orphan of the Forest_ and the _Children of the Abbey_--hated the +place, and believed that it must always have witnessed the +incarceration of unoffending girlhood. The ancient and much-effaced +armorial bearings awakened no compassionate respect in the minds of +these haughty young creatures, but rather a lively scorn. "Old Bloxam +was only a sea-captain, and she was a governess in some old lord's +family, and they set her up in the school, and she gives herself airs +as if she was a lady," they would remark, under the influence of +irritation, arising from causes gastronomic or otherwise; and the +caricaturing of these armorial bearings was a favourite _jeu d'esprit_ +among the livelier and cleverer section of Mrs. Bloxam's pupils. + +The school at the Vale House had--been of late years a very prosperous +undertaking. Mrs. Bloxam's connection was among the rich and +respectable mercantile community, not the shop-keeping, be it known: +she observed with the utmost strictness the distinction between +wholesale and retail trades, and especially affected the learned +professions. In Gertrude's time, two daughters of a Scotch baronet had +effectively represented the real aristocracy; but they were "finished" +long since, and had returned to the land of their birth, having +learned to braid their sandy locks, and to tone down their hereditary +freckles, and equally hereditary accents, to the admiration of all +Glen Houlaghan. The real aristocracy was quite unrepresented at the +Vale House, but the "British-merchant" element flourished there. Mrs. +Bloxam had prospered of late years, and was now in circumstances +which permitted her to contemplate retiring from the labours of +school-keeping,--in which she had never pretended to herself to find a +congenial occupation,--as a not impossible, indeed not even a very +remote, contingency. + +Mrs. Bloxam was not at all like the conventional schoolmistress; she +as little resembled the Pinkerton as the Monflathers type; and despite +the contemptuous comments of her pupils was very ladylike indeed, both +in appearance and manners. She was a tall slight woman, very fair of +hair and complexion, with blue eyes, which were a little hard in +expression, and a little shifty; with an inexpressive mouth, a +graceful figure, and a good deal of character and decision in her +voice, gestures, and movements. She had purchased the Vale House from +its former proprietor, a distant relative of her own and, like +herself, a schoolmistress, on highly advantageous terms, when she was +a new-made widow, and a very young woman; and now she hoped, after a +year or two, to dispose of it on terms by no means so advantageous to +the purchaser. But this hope Mrs. Bloxam had not spoken of to anyone. +She was of silent and secretive temperament, and liked to make up her +mind completely, and in every detail, to any plan of action which she +contemplated before making it known to any friend or acquaintance. Her +man of business was Mrs. Bloxam's sole confidant, and even he knew no +more of her affairs than was indispensable to their safe and +profitable conduct. + +Mr. Dexter would have been as ignorant as any mere acquaintance of +Mrs. Bloxam's--as any of the young girls asleep in the white beds, +standing in long ranges in the "lofty and well-ventilated dormitories" +which formed so important a feature in the prospectus that eloquently +set forth the advantages of the Vale House "establishment"--of the +nature of the contents of a bundle of letters which Mrs. Bloxam set +herself to peruse, late on the same evening on which Gertrude Lloyd's +letter reached her well-shaped hands. Only one individual in the world +besides Mrs. Bloxam knew that the letters which she was now engaged in +reading had ever been written; and their writer would probably have +been surprised--as they did not contain any guarantees for the payment +of money--had he known that they were still in existence. + +Gertrude's letter had reached Mrs. Bloxam just at the hour at which +the concluding ceremonial of the school-day routine was about to be +performed. She laid it aside until prayers and the formal leave-taking +for the night insisted upon at the Vale House as essential to the due +inculcation of good breeding had been gone through; and then, in the +welcome retirement and solitude of her own sitting-room, seated before +her own particular bureau, and with her own particular supper in +tempting perspective, Mrs. Bloxam read, not without sympathy mingling +with her astonishment, the letter of her quondam pupil. + +Mrs. Bloxam read the letter once and laid it down, and thought very +profoundly for some minutes. Then she took it up and read it again, +and once more fell into a fit of musing. The bureau before which she +had seated herself had a number of small drawers at the side. One of +these Mrs. Bloxam opened, and selected from among its neatly-arranged +contents a packet, tied with green ribbon and docketed: "Lord S--, +from 185- to 186-." The parcel contained twenty letters, and Mrs. +Bloxam read them all through. The task did not occupy much time; the +writing was large and clear, her sight was strong and quick. When she +had read the letters, she replaced them in the order which she had +temporarily disturbed, retied the packet, and locked it away in the +drawer whence she had taken it. Then she arranged a sheet of paper on +the blotting-pad before her, took up a pen, and began to write with a +rapid hand what was evidently intended to be a long letter. + +But in the middle of the third page Mrs. Bloxam changed her mind. +"Safer not, better not," she muttered to herself; "the written letter +remains. Witness these;" and she inclined her pen-handle towards the +drawer in which she had just replaced the packet of letters; "time +will show whether she had better know, or not know." + +Then Mrs. Bloxam tore the sheet, the third page of which she had begun +to write on, into fragments sufficiently minute to defy the curiosity +and the ingenuity of the most prying and ingenious of housemaids, and +replaced it by another, on which she wrote the following words: + +"The Vale House, Hampstead. +"Tuesday night. + + +"My Dear Gertrude,--I have your letter. I accede to your request, and +will make arrangements in reference to the proposal which you have +submitted to me. None of the girls now here have any recollection of +you. There are several younger members of the families whose older +girls were here; but your change of name prevents that being of any +consequence. The servants were all changed at the Easter Term. Let me +know when it will suit you to come here; and believe me yours +sincerely, + +"Elinor Bloxam." + + +When she had read this brief note over, addressed it to Miss Grace +Lambert, and placed it in the appointed spot for all letters to be +despatched by the morning post, Mrs. Bloxam sat down to her solitary +supper with a well-satisfied expression of countenance. + +It was nearly eleven years since Gertrude Keith, a handsome, +intelligent, and self-willed child of eight years old, had been +confided to the care of Mrs. Bloxam and the advantages, educational +and otherwise, of the Vale House. The letters which Mrs. Bloxam had +read, that summer night, formed the greater part of all the +correspondence which had--been addressed to her by the individual who +had placed the child under her protection, and whose confidence Mrs. +Bloxam had won, and to a certain extent undeniably deserved. It had +been stipulated that Gertrude Keith was to be kept in ignorance of her +parentage, and of the circumstances under which she had been placed in +Mrs. Bloxam's establishment; and this condition the schoolmistress had +conscientiously observed. Gertrude knew nothing of her own origin. She +was believed by her companions, and she believed herself, to be an +orphan girl, without any living relatives. + +Gertrude Keith was the natural daughter of Lord Sandilands, a nobleman +whose wild youth had given place to a correct and irreproachable +middle age, which stage of life he had now passed, and was beginning +the downward descent. He had placed the child under the care of Mrs. +Bloxam, who had been formerly a governess in the family of his sister, +Lady Marchmont, and who retained the confidence and regard of her +former employers, after she had made the adventurous and unsuccessful +experiment of matrimony. Certain circumstances connected with the +little girl's birth and the early death of her ill-starred mother made +Lord Sandilands shrink from seeing her, with strange and strong +aversion; and one of the conditions to which he had required Mrs. +Bloxam's consent and adherence was, that his name was never to be +spoken to the child, and that, except in the event of her illness or +death, he was to be spared all communications respecting her, except +at certain stated intervals. These conditions had been scrupulously +observed; and Gertrude's childhood had been as happy as any childhood +passed under such exceptional conditions could be. She was a handsome, +healthy, brave, independent-spirited child, who did not give much +trouble, and who held her own against the envy, hatred, malice, +and all uncharitableness of that world in miniature--a girls' +boarding-school. As for Mrs. Bloxam, she liked the handsome, sturdy +child, and she liked the stylish graceful girl, who developed herself +so rapidly from that promising childhood. Then Gertrude was not a +troublesome, while she was a very lucrative, pupil; and there was an +agreeable certainty about the very liberal payments made on her +account by Lord Sandilands, and an equally agreeable uncertainty about +the period of the girl's removal from the Vale House, which formed an +exception to the rule in general cases; and Mrs. Bloxam highly +appreciated both these advantages. A portion of the correspondence +which Mrs. Bloxam had read on the evening on which she had received +Gertrude's letter referred to the time when she should have attained +to womanhood, and her schooldays should be over. It was Lord +Sandilands' wish that the arrangement made for her in her childhood +should continue; that Mrs. Bloxam should act as her protectress; that +the girl should remain with her, until she should feel indisposed to +stay at the Vale House any longer, or should decide upon some manner +of life for herself. "In any of these cases," said Gertrude's unknown +father in one of his letters, "on your communicating the facts to me, +I will make the best arrangement for Gertrude within my power." + +It was not very long after this had been written, though much before +the time at which either her father or Mrs. Bloxam had contemplated +the probability of any change in Gertrude's life, or of the girl's +taking her destiny into her own hands, that an accident made her +acquainted with Gilbert Lloyd. She had not shared any of the early +romance and follies of her companions: the "young gentlemen" of Dr. +Waggle's "establishment" had had no charm, singly or collectively, for +her; the doctor, the chemist, the music and drawing masters, even the +Italian signor, who made singing-lessons a delight, and was so +fascinating, though he used his hair-brush sparingly, and his +nail-brush not at all,--each and all were perfectly without attraction +or danger for the young girl, who seemed to ignore or despise all the +petty flirtations and manoeuvrings of her schoolfellows. + +Of and for not one of the young girls under her care head Mrs. Bloxam +less fear or anxiety. Gertrude was proud and stately, and though tall +for her seventeen years, and firm as well as graceful of outline, and +though she had made fair progress with her education, and in her +musical studies was notably in the van, there was something childlike +about her still, something which kept Mrs. Bloxam in a happy condition +of unsuspecting tranquillity. + +But all Gertrude Keith's childlike peace and passionless calm vanished +when she met Gilbert Lloyd, at a house where Mrs. Bloxam was in the +habit of visiting during the vacations, and whither she brought +Gertrude, in order to avoid leaving her to the portentous solitude of +the Vale House, in the absence of her companions. The girl fell in +love with the young man--who paid her quiet, stealthy, underhand +attentions--with a suddenness and a vehemence which would have alarmed +anyone who loved her, for the future of a woman endowed with so +imaginative, sensitive, and passionate a nature. All the dormant +romance, of which no one had suspected the existence in Gertrude's +nature, whose awakening no one perceived, when the time came was +aroused into force and action, and the girl was transformed. Now was +the time at which the instinct, the care, the love, the caution of a +mother, would have been needed to guide, direct, and save Gertrude +from her own undisciplined fancy, from her own untaught impulses. But +Gertrude had no such aid extended to her. Mrs. Bloxam, a good woman in +her way, and of more than average intelligence, had no feelings +towards the girl which even bordered on the maternal; and the habitual +authority of the schoolmistress was naturally in some degree abrogated +by the fact that it was vacation-time. She was not of a very confiding +or unsuspicious disposition; but she had, unconsciously to herself, to +deal in Gilbert Lloyd with one who knew well how to lull suspicion, +and he in his turn found an apt pupil in Gertrude. They met again and +again; the girl's beauty, freshness, and daring had a strong charm for +a man like Lloyd; and for the first time since he had had to calculate +life's chances closely, and to rely upon himself for the indulgences +and luxuries which alone made life worth having to a man of his +temperament, he committed the blunder of gratifying feeling at the +expense of prudence. He did not fall in love with Gertrude quite so +precipitately or so violently as she fell in love with him, but the +second meeting did for him what the first had done for her; and in +Gilbert Lloyd's case, to form a desire was to resolve to achieve it, +at whatever cost to others, at whatever sacrifice of personal honour, +provided it did not entail public disgrace, such gratification might +necessitate or involve. + +The vacation enjoyed by the pupils, and not less enjoyed by the +proprietor, of the Vale House, was within three days of its +expiration, when a housemaid belonging to the establishment reported +Miss Gertrude Keith "missing;" and the search and anxiety consequent +on the intelligence were terminated by a letter from the fugitive, +informing Mrs. Bloxam that she had been married that morning to +Gilbert Lloyd by special license, and was then about to start for a +short continental excursion. + +Mrs. Bloxam was very much shocked, and very much annoyed, in the first +place, that the event should have happened at all; in the second, that +Gilbert Lloyd, of whom she knew something, and cordially disapproved +what she did know, should be the hero of an affair certain to bring +her into discredit with Lord Sandilands, and likely, if she did not +contrive to hide it very skilfully, to bring her school into discredit +with the public. She had no doubt as to the veracity of Gertrude's +story, no doubt that Lloyd had really married her--a copy of the +certificate of the marriage was enclosed in her letter; but she +bitterly regretted her own blindness and negligence, and, to do her +justice, felt not a little for the girl's probable fate. + +Mrs. Bloxam rapidly perceived the advantage to be derived from the +circumstance that the untoward event of Gertrude's elopement had taken +place during the vacation. She summoned all the servants, informed +them that Miss Keith had left the Vale House under certain unpleasant +circumstances which it was not necessary to explain; that any +indiscreet reference to the circumstance made to the other pupils on +the reassembling of the school would be visited by condign punishment +in the forfeiture of the offender's place; and then dismissed them, to +assemble downstairs in their own domain and learn all the particulars +from the housemaid, who was in Gertrude's confidence, and had been +liberally bribed by Gilbert Lloyd to facilitate and connive at all the +preliminary meetings which had resulted in the elopement. + +To this proceeding succeeded a period of reflection on the part of +Mrs. Bloxam. Should she inform Lord Sandilands of the events that had +taken place? Should she tell him how much sooner than she had +calculated upon, Gertrude had taken the decision of her fate into her +own hands? Should she tell him that the time to which she had looked +forward as an eventuality, which might come about in a couple of +years, had already taken place, and that now was the opportunity for +fulfilling the intentions which he had continuously, if vaguely, +expressed in his letters to her? Mrs. Bloxam debated this question +with herself, and self-interest loudly and persistently advised her to +silence. Lord Sandilands had never seen the girl, had never even +hinted at seeing her, had indeed distinctly disclaimed any intention +of ever seeing her. Nothing could be more improbable than that he +should find out what had occurred. If she should continue to apply to +his solicitor for the money which he was authorised to pay her at +certain intervals, no suspicion of any change in the state of affairs +could arise. And the money would be very welcome to her. By resorting +to the simple expedient of holding her tongue, she might avoid +scandal, avoid doing herself the injury which she most necessarily +inflict upon her school by the admission of an elopement having taken +place from within its walls, and secure a sum of money which would be +both useful and agreeable. To be sure, the day of reckoning must come, +but not yet; and if ever she should have it in her power to do any +service or kindness to the poor misguided girl, who would certainly +inevitably come, or she (Mrs. Bloxam) was much mistaken in Gilbert +Lloyd, to need service and kindness before much time should have gone +over her, she pledged herself, to herself, to show her all the +kindness in her power, unreservedly and heartily. Thus did Mrs. Bloxam +make the devil's bargain with herself; and very successfully did she +pursue the line of conduct which she had determined to follow, from +the period of Gertrude Keith's elopement to that evening on which she +had received the no-longer-deluded girl's letter, two years and a half +later. With the fatal facility which results from impunity, Mrs. +Bloxam had almost ceased to remember Gertrude, and had quite ceased to +feel uneasiness regarding the concealment she had practised towards +Lord Sandilands, and the appropriation of the sum of money which he +paid to her yearly. But with the perusal of Gertrude's letter the +subject again arose in her mind, and, as was Mrs. Bloxam's habit, she +faced it steadily and considered it maturely. Gertrude's proposition +was not an entirely pleasing one. There was a certain responsibility +attaching to assuming the charge of a young woman so strangely +situated; and the present acceptation of the trust might involve Mrs. +Bloxam in difficulties and dilemmas to which she was by no means blind +or insensible. But, on the other hand, she saw in Gertrude's return a +perfect security against the divulgement of her decidedly unpleasant +secret. Should Lord Sandilands now make any inquiry about Gertrude, +she should experience no difficulty in satisfying him or any +representative he might send. Even should the change of name become +known-a contingency which a little well-timed manoeuvring might +prevent--Mrs. Bloxam could afford to trust to her own ingenuity to +find a reason for that proceeding which should satisfy all querists. +Gertrude's own interest and safety were now concerned in preserving +the secret of her elopement, her marriage, and the duration of her +absence from the Vale House; while the offer of her services as +teacher to the junior classes was sufficiently valuable to leave Mrs. +Bloxam still a gainer to the full extent of the annual stipend, even +when Gertrude's maintenance and needful expenses should be taken into +account--a calculation which Mrs. Bloxam made very accurately and +minutely, and which was very much in her line. The result of the +cogitations to which Mrs. Bloxam gave herself up after she had read +Gertrude's letter has already appeared. On the following day she +received from Mrs. Lloyd a few brief lines of acknowledgment and +thanks; and the Saturday of the week which had begun with the death of +Harvey Gore and the final parting between Gilbert Lloyd and his young +wife witnessed the installation of a new inmate, holding an anomalous +position--partly parlour-boarder and partly pupil-teacher--at the Vale +House. This new inmate was known to her companions and pupils, in +short to all concerned, as Miss Grace Lambert. + + + + +END OF THE PROLOGUE. + + + +BOOK THE FIRST. + + + + +CHAPTER I. +Rowley Court. + + +The traveller of thirty years ago, whom pleasure or business took +through the heart of Gloucestershire, and who had the satisfaction of +enjoying the box-seat of the admirably-appointed mail-coach which ran +through that district,--if he had an eye for the picturesque and a +proper appreciation of the beauties of nature, exhibiting themselves +in the freshest turf, the oldest trees, the loveliest natural +landscape-gardening combination of grassy upland, wooded knoll, and +silver stream,--seldom refrained from inquiring the name of the owner +of the property which was skirted by the well-kept road along which +they were bowling, and was invariably informed by the coachman that +all belonged "to the Challoners, of whom you've doubtless heerd; the +Challoners of Rowley Court." By his phrase, "of whom you've doubtless +heerd," the coachman expressed literally what he meant. He and his +compeers, born and bred in the county, were so impressed with the +seignorial dignities of the Challoners of Rowley Court, that they +ignored the possibility of the position of the family being unknown +throughout the length and breadth of the land. That they were, not +what they had been was indeed admitted, that the grand old estate had +some what diminished, that the family revenues had decreased, that the +present members of it were to a certain extent impoverished, that the +hand of poverty was one of the many objectionable hands which had an +unpleasant grip upon the old Squire,--all these were facts which were +tacitly admitted in privileged regions--such as the servants'-hall at +the Court, or the snuggery at the Challoners' Arms--but which were +never hinted at to passing strangers. So jealous, indeed, of the +honour of the family were its retainers--among whom the mail-driver +was to be classed, as he was doubtless connected with the tenantry by +family or marriage--that if "the box" ventured to comment on the +evident want of attention to the property, manifested in broken +hedges, unmended thatch, in undrained fen or unreclaimed common, he +received but a short answer, conveying an intimation that they knew +pretty well what was right down in those parts, the Challoners did; at +all events, as well as most cockneys: the biting sarcasm conveyed in +this retort having generally the effect of closing the conversation, +and reducing the fee given to the driver at the journey's end to +one-half the sum originally intended. + +There are no mail-coaches now, and the traveller by rail has no chance +of getting a glimpse of Rowley Court, save a momentary one in the +short interval between a cutting and a tunnel which are on the extreme +border of the park. The Court itself stands towards the centre of the +park on low ground encircled by wooded hills, towards which, in the +good old times, avenues of stately oak, elm, and lime trees extended +in long vistas. But under the dire pressure of necessity the woodman's +axe has been frequently at work lately in these "cool colonnades," and +the avenues are consequently much shorn of their fair proportions. The +house is a big incongruous mass of two distinct styles of +architecture--a grafting of Inigo Jones's plain façade and Corinthian +pillars on a red-brick Elizabethan foundation, with projecting +mullioned windows, octagonal turrets, quaintly-carved cornices, and +ornamental doorways. Round the house runs a broad stone terrace +bounded by a low balustrade, and flanked at each of the corners by a +large stone vase, which, in the time of prosperity, had contained +choice flowers varying with the season, but which were now full of +cracks and fissures, and were overgrown with creeping weeds and common +parasites. The very stones of the terrace were chipped moss-edged, and +grass-fringed; the black-faced old clock in the stable-turret had lost +one of its hands, while several of its gilt numerals had become +effaced by time and tempest; the vane above it had only two points of +the compass remaining for the brass fox, whose bushy tail had gone in +the universal wreck, to point at; the pump in the stable-yard was dry; +the trough in front of it warped and blistered; a piece of dirty +oil-cloth had been roughly nailed over the kennel, in front of which +the big old mastiff lay blinking in the sunshine; and a couple of +cart-horses, a pair of superannuated carriage-horses, the Squire's old +roan cob, and "the pony" (a strong, rough, undersized, Welsh-bred +brute, with untiring energy and no mouth), were the sole tenants of +the stables which had once been occupied by the best-bred hacks, and +hunters of the county. + +They were bad times now for the Challoners of Rowley Court--bad times +enough, Heaven knew; but they had been great people, and that was some +consolation for Mark Challoner, the old Squire, as he stiffly returned +the bow of Sir Thomas Walbrook, ex-Lord Mayor of London, carpet-maker, +and millionaire, who had recently built an Italian villa and laid out +an Italian garden on a three-hundred acre "lot" which he had purchased +from the Challoner estate. They had been the great lords of all that +district. Queen Elizabeth had lodged for some time at Rowley Court on +one of her progresses; and Charles the First and Henrietta Maria had +slept there, the royal pair finding "all the highways strewed with +roses and all manner of sweet flowers," as was recorded in a +worm-eaten parchment manuscript kept among the archives in the old +oak-chest in the library. There was no sign then of the evil days in +store; evil days which began in 1643, when Colonel Sands' troopers +pillaged the Court, and sent off five wagons loaded with spoil to +London. + +It is the custom of the Challoners to say that then began that +decadence which has continued for ever since; and in truth, though +there have been many vicissitudes of fortune undergone by the old +family, the tendency has been for ever downward. The final blow to +their fortunes was dealt by Mark Challoner's immediate predecessor, +his brother Howard, who was one of the ornaments of the Prince +Regent's court, and who gambled and drank and diced and drabbed with +the very finest of those fine gentlemen. It was in his time that the +axe was laid to the root of the tree; that Sir Thomas Walbrook's +father, the old carpet-maker, made the first money advances which +resulted in his ultimate purchase on easy terms of the three hundred +acres; and that ultimate ruin began decidedly to establish and +proclaim itself at Rowley Court. When providence removed Howard +Challoner from this world by a timely attack of gout in the stomach, +long after his beloved king and patron had been gathered to his +fathers, it was felt that there was every chance of a beneficial +change in the family fortunes. The godless old bachelor was succeeded +by his brother Mark, then a clear-headed, energetic man in the prime +of life, a widower with two remarkably promising boys--the elder a +frank, free-hearted jovial fellow, fond of country sports, a good +shot, a bold rider, "a downright Englishman," as the tenantry +delighted to call him; the younger a retiring, shy lad, wanting in the +attributes of popularity, but said to be wondrous clever "with his +head," and to know more than people double his age, which in itself +was something bordering on the miraculous to the simple +Gloucestershire folk. And, for a time, all went very well. Mark +Challoner was his own steward, and almost his own bailiff; at all +events, he allowed no one on the property to be more thoroughly master +of its details than he. Without any undue amount of niggardliness he +devised and carried out unsparing retrenchments; thriftless tenants, +after warning, were got rid of, and energetic men introduced in their +places; a better style of farming was suggested, and all who adopted +it were helped by their landlord. The estate improved so greatly and +so rapidly that vacant farms were largely competed for, and rents were +rising, when suddenly Mark Challoner withdrew himself from the life +into which he had plunged with such eagerness, and in which he had +succeeded so well, and became a confirmed recluse, a querulous, moody, +silent man, loving solitude, hating companionship, shutting out from +him all human interest. + +A sudden change this, and one which did not happen without exciting +remarks from all the little world round Rowley Court, both high and +low. The Walbrooks and their set (for during the few later years there +had been frequent irruptions of the plutocracy into the old county +families, and the Walbrooks were now the shining centre of a circle of +people with almost as much money and as little breeding as +themselves)--the Walbrooks and their set shook their heads and +shrugged their shoulders, and secretly rejoiced that the old man from +whom they never received anything but the sternest courtesy, and who +so pertinaciously repelled all attempts at familiar intercourse from +them, had at last come upon the evil days in store for him, and would +no longer twit them by his aristocratic presence and frigid behaviour. +The more humble classes--the old tenantry, who had been rejoicing at +the better turn which things on the estate had undoubtedly taken, and +who were looking forward to a long career of good management under the +reign of Mark Challoner and his sons--were wofully disappointed at the +change, and expressed their disappointment loudly amongst themselves, +while taking due care that it should never reach the master's ear. No +one, however, either among the neighbours or the dependents, seemed to +notice that the change in Mark Challoner's life--that his fading from +the hearty English squire into the premature old man, that his +abnegating the exercise of his tastes and pleasures, and giving up +everything in which he had hitherto felt the keenest interest--was +contemporaneous with the departure of his younger son, Geoffrey, from +the paternal roof. In that act there was nothing to create surprise: +it had always been known that Master Geoffrey's talents were destined +to find exercise in the great arena of London, and now that he was +eighteen years of age, it was natural that he should wish to bring +those talents into play; and though nothing had been said in or out of +the house about his going, until one morning when he told the coachman +to bring round the dogcart and to come with him to the station, +there was no expression, of surprise on the part of any of the +household--beings to whom the expression of anything they might feel +was of the rarest occurrence. The old butler, indeed, a relic of the +past, who had been Howard Challoner's body-servant in his later years, +and who was almost superannuated, remarked that the Squire sent for +his eldest son immediately after his younger son's departure; that the +two were closeted together for full two hours (a most unusual thing at +Rowley Court, where, in general, all matters were discussed before the +servants, or, indeed, before anyone that might be present); and that +"Master Miles" came out with pallid cheeks and red eyes, and in a +state which the narrator described as one of "flustration." + +Seven years had passed since Geoffrey Challoner's departure,--seven +years, during which his name had never been mentioned by his father or +his brother; seven years, during which the old man, wrapped in the +reserve, the silence, and the moodiness which had become his second +nature, had been gradually, but surely, breaking in health, and +wending his way towards the trysting-place where the Shadow cloaked +from head to foot was in waiting for him. That meeting was very close +at hand just now. So thought the servants, as from the ivy-covered +windows of the office they peered occasionally at their master, +propped up by pillows in his bath-chair, which had been wheeled into a +corner of the stone terrace where the light spring sunshine fell +fullest; so thought Dr. Barford, the brightest, cheeriest, rosiest +little medico, on whom all within the Cotswold district pinned their +faith ungrudgingly, and who had just sent his dark green gig, drawn by +that flea-bitten gray mare, which was known within a circuit of fifty +miles round, to the stables, and who approached the invalid with a +brisk step and an inquiring, pleasant smile. + +"Sitting in the sunshine," said the Doctor aloud (having previously +said, _sotto voce_, "Hem!--hem! much changed, by George!"), "sitting +in the sunshine, my dear old friend! And quite right too-- + + + 'The sunshine, broken in the rill, + Though turned astray, is sunshine still,' + + +as somebody says. Well, and how do we feel to-day?" + +"Badly enough, Doctor; badly enough!" replied the Squire, in a low +thick voice. "I'm running down very fast, and there's very little more +sunshine for me--" here an attack of coughing interrupted him for a +moment; "so I'm making the most of it." + +"O, you mustn't say that," said Dr. Barford cheerily. "While there's +life there's hope, you know; and you've gone through some baddish +bouts since we've known each other." + +"None so bad as this," said Mark Challoner. "Your skill, under +Providence, has kept me alive hitherto; but though you're as skilful +as ever, and as kind--God bless you for it!--you've not got Providence +working with you now. I'm doomed, and I know it. What's more, I don't +repine, only I want to make the most of the time that's left me; and, +above all, I want to see Miles again." + +"Miles? O, ay! He's staying in town, is he not?" + +"Yes, with my old friend Sandilands, who loves him as if he were his +own son. Poor Miles, it's a shame to drag him away from his enjoyment +to come down to a poor, dull, dying old man." + +"You would not hurt his feelings by saying that before him," said the +Doctor shortly, "and you've no right to say it now. Has he been sent +for?" + +"Yes, they telegraphed for him this morning." + +"Well, there can be no harm in that, though I won't have you give way +to this feeling of lowness that is coming over you." + +"Coming over me!" the old man repeated wearily. "Ah, Barford, my dear +friend, you know how long it is since the light died out of my life, +and left me the mere shell and husk of man that I have been since; you +know, Doctor, how long it is ago, though you don't know the cause of +it." + +"Nor ever sought to know it, Squire; bear me witness of that," said +the little Doctor. "It's no part of my business or of my nature to +seek confidences; and though perhaps if I had been aware of what was +troubling you--and at the first I knew perfectly well that _animo +magis quam corpore_ was the seat of your illness--and though, being +unable to 'minister to a mind diseased,' as somebody says, I was +labouring, as it were, at a disadvantage,--you will do me the justice +to say, that I never for a moment hinted that--hum! you understand?" +And Dr. Barford, who would have given the results of a week's practice +to know really what had first worked the change in the old man, +stopped short and looked at him with a confidence-inviting glance. + +"Perfectly," said the Squire; "but it could never have been. My secret +must die with me; and when after my death the closet is broken open, +and people find the skeleton in it, they will merely come upon a lot +of old bones jumbled together, and, not having got the key of the +puzzle to fit them together, will wonder what I can have been afraid +of. Why do you stare so earnestly?" + +"A skeleton, my dear Squire!" said the little Doctor, on tiptoe with +eagerness; "you said a skeleton in a closet, and a lot of old bones +jumbled together--" + +A smile, the first seen for many a day, passed across Mark Challoner's +wan face as he said, "I was speaking metaphorically, Barford; that is +all. No belated traveller was ever robbed and murdered at Rowley +Court--in my time at least, believe me." + +Dr. Barford laughed a short laugh, and shrugged his shoulders as +though deprecating a pursuance of the subject, but he evidently did +not place entire credence on his friend's assertion. However, he +plunged at once into a series of medical questions, and shortly +afterwards took his leave. As he passed the hall-door, which was open, +on his way to the stables, he saw a neatly-dressed middle-aged woman +pacing quietly up and down the hall; and recognising her as the nurse +from London, who for some time past had been in nightly attendance on +the old man, he beckoned her to him. + +"Coming out to get a little breath of fresh air, nurse?" he said +pleasantly, as she approached. "You must need it, I should think." + +"Well, sir, it is warm and close in the Squire's room now, there's no +denying; and what it'll be when the summer comes on I often dread to +think." + +"No you don't, nurse," said the Doctor, eyeing her keenly. "You know +better than that, with all the practice and experience you've had. No +summer for the Squire, poor fellow, this side the grave." + +"You think not, sir?" + +"I _know_ it, nurse, and so do you, if you only chose to say so. +However, he's gone down so very rapidly since I was here last, and his +tone is altogether so very low and depressed, that I imagine the end +to be very close upon us; so close that I think you had better tell +Mr. Miles--the son that has been telegraphed for, you know, and who +will probably be down to-night--that if he has anything special to say +to his father he had better do so very shortly after his arrival. +What's that?" he asked, as a dull sound fell upon his ear. + +"That's the Squire knocking for Barnard to fetch his chair, sir; see, +Barnard has heard, and is going to him." + +"O, all right! Poor old Squire! poor good old fellow! Don't forget +about Mr. Miles, nurse. Goodnight;" and the little Doctor, casting a +kindly look towards the spot where the figure of the old man in the +chair loomed hazily in the dim distance, hurried away. + +When Mark Challoner's servant had reached his master's chair, and, +obedient to the signal he had received, was about to wheel it towards +the house, he found that the old man had changed his intention, and +was desirous of remaining out on the terrace yet a few minutes. On +receiving this order Barnard looked over his shoulder at the nurse, +who was still standing at the hall-door; and as she made no sign to +him to hasten his movements, he concluded that his master's wish might +be obeyed, and so, after touching his hat respectfully, he returned to +the genial society of the gardener and the stable-lad. And Mark +Challoner was once more left alone. The fact in its broadest +significance seemed to become patent to him as he watched the +retreating figure of his servant, and two tears coursed down his wan +cheeks. Mark Challoner knew that his last illness was then upon him; +for weeks he had felt that he should never again shake off the +lassitude and weakness so stealthily yet so surely creeping over him; +but now, within the last few minutes, the conviction had flashed +across him that the end was close at hand--that he had arrived at the +final remnant of that originally grand strength and vitality which, +slowly decaying, had enabled him to make head against disease so long, +and that he was taking his last look at the fair fields which he had +inherited, and in the improvement of which he had at one time--ah, how +long ago!--found his delight. It was this thought that made him +dismiss Barnard. The old man, with the new-born consciousness of his +approaching end fresh in him, wanted to gaze once more at his +diminished possessions; and for the last time to experience the old +associations which a contemplation of them never failed to revive. +There, with the westering sun just gilding its topmost branches, was +the Home Copse, where he had shot his first pheasant, to his old +father's loudly-expressed delight. Just below it lay the Black Pool, +out of which, at the risk of his own life, he had pulled Charles +Gammock, a rosy-faced boy with fair hair--Charles Gammock! ay, ay, +they buried him a year ago, and his grandson now holds the land. +There, bare and attenuated now, but as he first remembered it young +and strong and full of promise, was the Regent's Plantation, so called +in honour of the illustrious personage who, staying for the night with +Howard Challoner, had honoured him by planting the first tree in it. +Beyond it, Dirck's land, now--and as that thought crossed him the +Squire's brow became furrowed, and his wan colour deepened into a +leaden hue, for Dirck was one of the moneyed interest, one of the +manufacturers who had come in Sir Thomas Walbrook's wake, and were +bent on the acquisition of all the county property which might come +into the market. Beyond it lay Thurston Gap, the surest place for +finding a fox in the whole county, old Tom Horniblow used to say. Old +Tom Horniblow! Why, there had been three or four huntsmen to the +Cotswold since him: he must have been dead these forty years, during +which time the Squire had not thought of him a dozen times; and yet +then, at that moment, the stout figure of the old huntsman mounted on +his famous black horse, just as he had seen him at the cover-side half +a century ago, rose before his eyes. This reminiscence turned Mark +Challoner's thoughts from places to people; and though his glance +still rested on the landscape, his mind was busy recalling the ghosts +of the past. His father, a squire indeed of the old type--hearty, +boisterous, and hot-headed: it was well--and a faint smile dawned on +Mark Challoner's cheek as the thought crossed his mind--it was as well +that his father had died before the irruption of the Walbrooks, +Dircks, and such-like; it would have been too much for him. His +brother, the dandy with the high cravat and the buckskin breeches and +hessian boots, ridiculed by his country neighbours, and regarding his +estate but as a means to supply his town dissipation. His wife--she +seemed more dim and ghost-like to him than any of the others; he had +known her so short a time, so much of his life had been passed since +her death; since the gentle little woman, whose wedding-ring he had +worn on his little finger until it had eaten into the flesh, glided +out of the world after having given birth to her second son. And, with +the train of thought awakened by the reminiscence of the career of +that second son, from his birth until the morning of his abrupt +departure from the ancestral home, surging round him, the old man's +head sunk upon his breast, a fresh access of feebleness seemed to come +over him; and when the watchful Barnard sallied from his retreat and +advanced towards the chair, he found his master in a state bordering +on collapse, and made the utmost haste to get him to his room, and +place him under the professional care of the nurse. + +In the course of a very few minutes, however, the Squire, aided by +stimulants, revived; and his senses rapidly returning, he ordered his +desk to be brought to the side of the bed into which he had been +moved, and commenced listlessly sorting the papers therein. They were +few and unimportant; the old man's illness had not been sudden; he had +always been a thoroughly methodical man, and he had had plenty of time +and opportunity to attend to his correspondence. Propped up by the +pillows, he was leisurely looking through the orderly bundles of +letters, neatly tied together and scrupulously docketed, when the +sound of a horse's hoofs on the gravel outside, the grating of wheels, +the barking of the dogs in the stable-yard, and the almost +simultaneous ringing of the house-bell, gave warning of an arrival. +Mark Challoner had scarcely time to note these various occurrences +when the room-door was thrown open, and in the next instant the old +man's wavering and unsteady hands were fast in the grasp of his son +Miles. + +A tall man, over six feet in height, with a bright red-and-white +complexion, large brown eyes, a straight nose too big for his face, a +large mouth full of sound white teeth, with dark brown hair curling +crisply at the sides of his head and over his poll, with long +moustache and flowing brown beard, with a strongly-knit but somewhat +ungainly figure, dressed in a well-made but loosely-fitting gray suit, +and with large, well-shaped, brown hands, which, after releasing the +first grip of the Squire's fingers, joined themselves together and +kept working in tortuous lissom twists: this was Miles Challoner. A +faint smile, half of pleasure, half of amusement--something odd in +Miles had always been remarked by his father--flitted over the +Squire's face, as he said, after the first greeting, "You've come in +time, Miles: you received the telegram?" + +"And started off at once, sir. All I could do to prevent his lordship +from coming with me--wanted to come immensely; but I told him I +thought he'd better not. Even such an old friend as he is in the way +when one's seedy--don't you think I'm right, sir?" + + +"You're right enough, Miles; more especially when, as in the present +case, it's a question of something more than 'seediness,' as you call +it. My time," continued the Squire, in tones a little thickened by +emotion,--"my time has come, my boy. I'm only waiting for you, before, +like Hezekiah, I should 'turn my face unto the wall.' I have, I hope, +'set my house in order,' and I know that now 'I shall die, and not +live;' but I wanted to see you before--before I go." + +The young man leaned quickly forward and looked earnestly in his +father's face, as he heard these words; then with a gesture of inquiry +elevated his eyebrows at the nurse, who was standing just inside the +door. Receiving for answer an affirmative nod, Miles Challoner's cheek +for an instant turned as pale as that of the invalid; but he speedily +recovered himself, and said in a voice which lacked the cheery ring +that should have accompanied the words: "You're a little down, sir, +and that's natural enough, considering your illness; but you'll make +head against it now, and we shall soon have you about as usual. It was +only yesterday Lord Sandilands was saying that though he's some +quarter of a century your junior, he should be very sorry to back +himself against you at 'anything British,' as he expressed +it--anything where strength and bottom were required." + +The old man smiled again as he said: "Sandilands has been a townman +for so long that he's lost all condition, and has ruined his health +for want of air and exercise. But at least he lives; while I--I've +vegetated for the last few years, and now there's an end even to +that." + +"Why didn't you send for me before, sir? If I'd had any idea you +thought yourself so ill, I'd have come long since." + +"I know that, my dear boy, and that's the very reason why I didn't +send. Why should I fetch you from your friends and your gaiety to +potter about an old man's bedside? I would not have sent for you even +now, save that I have that inward feeling which is unmistakable, and +which tells me that I can't last many days, many hours more, and I +wanted, selfishly enough, to have you near me at the last." The old +man spoke these words with indescribable affection, and, half +involuntarily as it seemed, threw his arm round his son's neck. The +big strong frame of the young man shook with ill-repressed emotion as +he took the thin hand hanging round his shoulder, and pressed it +reverently to his lips. "Father!" he said; and as he said it, both the +men felt how many years had passed since he had chanced to use the +term "Father!" + +"True, my boy," said Mark Challoner quietly,--"it is a pleasure, +though I fear a selfish one. 'On some fond breast the parting soul +relies,' you know, Miles; and you're all that's left to me in the +world. Besides, the tie between us has been such a happy one; as long +as I can recollect we've had no difference,--we were more like +brothers than father and son, Miles." + +Miles answered only by a pressure of his father's hand. He dared not +trust himself to speak, he knew that his voice was thick and choked +with tears. His father looked at him for an instant, and then said: +"Now, boy, go and get some dinner. How thoughtless of me to keep you +so long fasting after your journey!--Nurse, take Mr. Miles away, and +see that he is properly attended to. Be as careful of him as you are +of me, that's all I ask;" and the old man, half-exhausted, sank back +on his pillow. + +Miles Challoner left the room with the nurse, and when they were +alone, he took the first opportunity of asking her real opinion as to +his father's state. This she gave him frankly and fully, telling him +moreover what Dr. Barford had said as to the necessity of not delaying +anything which he might have to say to the Squire. Miles thanked her, +and then sat down to his cheerless meal. His thoughts were +preoccupied, and he ate and drank but little, pausing every now and +then, bestriding the room, reseating himself, and leaning his head on +his hand with a helpless puzzled air, as one to whom the process of +thought was unfamiliar. He could scarcely realise the fact that the +presiding spirit of the place, the man whose will had been law ever +since he could recollect, "the Squire," who, with diminished +possessions and failing fortunes, had commanded, partly through his +own style and manner, partly through the prestige attaching to the +family, more respect and esteem than all the members of the invading +calicocracy put together,--he could scarcely realise that this rural +autocrat's power was ebbing, and that he himself lay on his death-bed. +On his death-bed!--that was a curious thought: Miles Challoner had +never attempted to realise the position, and now; when vaguely he +attempted it, he failed. Only one thing came out clearly to him after +his attempted examination of the subject, and that was that it would +be most desirable to be at peace with all the world, and that any +enmity cherished to the last would probably have a most disturbing and +uncomfortable effect. Pondering all this he returned to the sick-room. +During his absence, the curtains had been closed and the night-lamp +lighted. The nurse sat nodding in a large easy-chair by the bedside, +and the Squire lay in a dozing state, half-waking now and again as his +head slipped off the high pillow on which it rested, or when the +heaviness of his breathing became specially oppressive. Miles seated +himself on a couch at the foot of the bed, and fatigued by his +journey, soon fell asleep. He seemed to have been unconscious only a +few minutes, but in reality had slept nearly an hour, when he was +awakened by a touch on the shoulder, and opening his eyes, saw the +nurse standing by him. "The Squire's calling for you," she said, +adding in a whisper, "he's going fast!" Miles roused himself, and +crept silently to the head of the bed, where he found his father +gasping for breath. The Squire's dim eyes recognised his son, and +between the paroxysms of laboured respiration he again threw his arm +round Miles's neck and touched the bowed forehead with his lips. Then +the thoughts that had been fermenting in Miles Challoner's heart for +so many years, and which had caused him such mental disturbance that +night, at length found vent in words. With his father's arm around +him, and with his face close to the old man's, Miles said: "Father! +one word, only one! You hear and understand me?" A pressure of the +hand on his cheeks--O, such a feeble pressure, but still a +recognition--answered him. "Father, what of Geoffrey?" A low moan +escaped the old man's lips; other sign made he none. "What of +Geoffrey?" continued Miles,--"years ago you forbade me ever to ask +what had become of him, why he had left us, even to mention his name. +I have obeyed you, as you know: but now, father, now--" + +"Never!" said the old man in dull low accents. "Your brother Geoffrey +is, and must be for ever, dead to you. Miles, my boy, my own boy, +listen! Should you ever meet him, as you may do, shun him, I urge, I +command you! Think of what I say to you now, here, as I am--shun him, +fly from him, let nothing earthly induce you to know him or +acknowledge him." + +"But, father, you will surely tell me why---" + +The nurse touched Miles on the shoulder as he spoke, and pointed to +the Squire, whose swooning had been noticed by her observant eyes. +When he recovered himself he essayed again to speak, but his strength +failing him he laid his hand in his son's, and so peacefully passed +away. + + + + +CHAPTER II. +In Possession. + + +"Really, hardly sooner than I expected, my dear sir," said Dr. +Barford, when he came to pay his accustomed daily visit at Rowley +Court, and found his occupation gone. "A little accelerated by +nervousness about your coming home, but very little; not more than a +few hours. I quite expected the event; told the nurse as much +yesterday, in fact. Ah, well, my dear sir, it is what we must all come +to. He was a fine old gentleman, a very fine old gentleman,--has not +left many like him in Gloucestershire; more's the pity;" and Dr. +Barford continued to talk on with smooth professional glibness, by no +means unconscious of the fact that he was not listened to by Miles +Challoner with even a show of attention. + +Old Mark Challoner's death was emphatically a "bad business" for Dr. +Barford, and he said so (to himself) quite frankly. The Squire had +been a very profitable and by no means a troublesome or exacting +patient to the worthy doctor for a considerable time, and it was not +pleasant to him to know that the attendance which brought much that +was agreeable with it, in addition to liberal and regularly-paid fees, +was at an end. Dr. Barford looked at Miles Challoner, and a mild +despondency possessed itself of his soul. Miles was a model of health +and strength; his complexion indicated unconsciousness of the presence +of bile in his system, and he looked as little like a man troubled, or +likely to be troubled, with nerves, or fancied ailments of any kind, +as need be. So Dr. Barford felt his footing at Rowley Court was a +thing of the past, and mentally bade it farewell with a plaintive +sigh. He was an honest little man, and kind-hearted too, though he did +think of the event, as we all think of every event in which we are +concerned, from a selfish standpoint; and he was frankly, genuinely +sorry for his old friend; and Miles recognised the sincerity of +feeling in him, and threw off his absence of mind, and shook hands +with him over again, thanking him for the skill and care that had +availed so long, none the less warmly that it could avail no longer. + +Miles Challoner's grief for his father was very deep and poignant. His +nature was acutely sensitive, and he had the power of feeling sorrow +more intensely than most men, while he lacked the faculty for shaking +it off, and betaking himself to the way of life which had been his +before the trouble came upon him, which most men possess, and find +very useful in a world which affords little time and has not much +toleration for sentiment. Loneliness fell heavily upon him, and the +society which in the winter would have been within his reach was not +available now. The season was well on in London, and most of the +people who formed the not very extensive neighbourhood of Rowley Court +were in town; so that Miles Challoner was all uncheered by neighbourly +kindness, and his evenings were especially solitary. + +Incidental to his position as sole heir to the diminished but still +respectable possessions of the Challoners, a great deal of business +had to be gone through which was particularly distasteful to Miles. +The family lawyer lived in London, of course, but his personal +services had not been needed. Old Mark Challoner had set his house +very thoroughly in order; no rents were in arrear, the debts were few, +and the tenants were orderly and well-behaved. They had liked their +old landlord well enough, and had been somewhat afraid of him. They +were not quite sure whether they should approve altogether so much of +the new one. Not that Miles had done anything to offend his father's +people; not that he had saliently departed from, or violently +transgressed, the traditions of conduct of the foregone Challoners; +not that there was the slightest suspicion of milk-sopism attaching to +Miles; but there was an uneasy notion abroad that Miles did not take +much interest in the old place, that he cared over-much for books and +"Lunnon," and was rather degenerately ignorant in matters appertaining +to agriculture. On the whole, though there was no disaffection among +the Rowley-Court tenantry, there was not much enthusiasm. Men who +would have thought it a desperate hardship, an entirely unnatural and +unheard-of slight indeed, if they had not been, whenever they desired +it, immediately admitted to an interview with old Mark Challoner, were +perfectly satisfied to transact their business with Mr. Styles the +steward, and displayed to the deputy very little curiosity respecting +his principal. They talked about Miles a little among themselves, +wondering whether he would not marry soon, and supposing, in rather +depreciatory accents, that he would bring a lady from "Lunnon." + +"Glo'ster won't do for him, depend on it," said farmer Bewlay to the +buxom wife of farmer Oliver; "he'll be having a fine madam, what'll +want to be six months among the furriners, and save all she can at +home the other six. Times have changed since the old Squire brought +his pretty little wife home, and she shook hands with us all in the +churchyard, after morning prayers, her first Sunday here, and told us +how she knew us all already, from her husband's talk." + +"I don't remember it myself," said farmer Oliver's buxom wife; "but +I've heard Tummas talk of it, and how she looked up at the old Squire +when she said, 'my husband,' and smiled just like a summer morning." + +"Ay, indeed she did," assented farmer Bewlay; "but he wasn't the old +Squire then, but a brave and good-looking gentleman; and she was a +pretty girl, was madam, when she came to Rowley Court, and pretty up +to the time they carried her out of it. I helped in that job; and the +Squire had nowt but his little boys left." + +"Has anybody heerd tell anything about Master Geoffrey?" said farmer +Oliver's wife, dropping her voice, and looking round her, as people +look who are talking of things which are not, or should not be, +generally mentioned. "Does Mr. Styles say anything about him? Does Mr. +Styles know where he is?" + +"Mr. Styles never mentions him. I don't believe he knows any more than +we do where he is, or what has become of him. A handsome child he was, +and a handsome boy, though small and sly and cruel in his ways, and no +more like the Squire, nor madam neither, than I am. You remember +Master Geoffrey, surely?" + +"O yes, I remember him. How the Squire changed after he went away! He +ran away to sea, didn't he?" + +"Some folk said so; but for my part I don't believe it. The sea, from +all I've ever heard tell of it, ain't an easy life, nor a gay life, +for the matter o' that; and wherever Master Geoffrey run to--and it's +certain sure he can somewheres--it wasn't to sea, in my opinion. I +don't know; I only have my own thoughts about it; and I ha'n't no +means of knowin'. Anyhow he went, and Squire was never the same man +after; he were always good, and fond of the place, and that he were to +the last; but he never had the same smile again, and I never see him +talking to the children about, or patting them on the head, or doing +anything like what he used." + +The honest dark eyes of Polly Oliver filled with tears. "It's all +true," she said, "and more than that. When our Johnny were lying in +the measles, and very near his end, the Squire came down one day along +with Dr. Barford, the physician, you know. He thought there ought to +be someone beside the doctor to see the child; and when Dr. Barford +told us--very kind and feeling like, I must say--as the child couldn't +be left with us any longer, and I began to cry, as was only natural, +and made no difference to me who was there, Squire or no Squire, he +says to me, quiet like, but I can hear the words now, 'You won't +believe me, Mrs. Oliver, and it would be hard to expect you should; +but there are worse things in life than seeing your boy die;' and then +he went away. And when Johnny was buried, and I had time to think of +anything else, I thought of the Squire's words; and many a time I +wondered what was the meaning that was in them, and knew it must be +Master Geoffrey's doing somehow, but how I did not know, and I suppose +no one knows." + +"I don't know about that," said farmer Bewlay; "it's likely as Mr. +Miles knows, and Mr. Geoffrey; but I'm sure Styles doesn't: and +outside them two, and the Squire in his grave, I daresay nobody in +this world knows the rights of the story." + +While the people over whom Miles Challoner had come to reign in the +course of nature thus curiously, but not unkindly or with any lack of +feeling, discussed the actualities and the probabilities of his life, +and raked up the memory of that mysterious family secret, strongly +suspected to be of a calamitous nature, which had long been hidden by +the impenetrable silence of the Squire, and now lay buried in his +grave, Miles Challoner himself was much occupied with the selfsame +subject. The unanswered question which he had asked his father in his +last moments,--the unsolved enigma which had disturbed his mind for +years, which haunted him now, and made all his life seem unreal, +wrong, and out of joint,--. rose up before him, and engaged his +thoughts constantly, almost to the exclusion of every other matter for +reflection except his father's death. The two linked themselves +together in a strong bond of pain, and held him in their withes. This +time was a very heavy one to the new master of Rowley Court. + +His position was irksome to him. The privileges of proprietorship had +no charms for Miles Challoner. He disliked the business details in +which it involved him; he shrunk from the keenly painful associations +it produced; he suffered much from his loneliness,--from the +loneliness of the Court generally. Hitherto, whenever he had been +away, he had returned to enjoy the tranquillity--tranquillity which, +when it was tasted as a change, he appreciated very highly, but which +as the normal state of things wearied him rapidly and excessively. He +had had much companionship, in and since his boyhood, with his father, +and the blank left by the old Squire's death was indeed complete. +Miles Challoner, without deserving precisely the appellation of a +student, was fond of books. He was well-educated, not in a very +profound, but in a tolerably extensive and various sense; and his +taste took a literary turn early in life, which, wholly unshared by +his father, had been encouraged, fostered, and directed by his +father's friend, Lord Sandilands. Miles was a man of few intimacies. +He liked society; but no one would ever have called him sociable: he +had much more the air of frequenting general, in order to keep clear +of particular society; and this really was the case. Upon his +sensitive disposition the family secret, concerning which he had +vainly questioned his father on his death-bed, weighed heavily. It set +him apart, and kept him apart from anything like intimacy with young +men of his own age, because he felt that they too would be always +trying to find out that of which he himself was ignorant; and he was +not at ease with the older people, his father's contemporaries and +neighbours, because he was not sure whether they had any inkling or +certain knowledge of the family secret,--whether they were all in a +conspiracy to keep him in the darkness to which his father had +condemned him from the period of his brother's disappearance. Would +Mark Challoner have at last confided the truth to his son, had a +little more life, a little longer time, been accorded to him? This was +the vain question which Miles asked himself as he sat moodily in the +library after his solitary dinner, and watched the sun go down in a +sea of gold and azure behind the grand old woods of Rowley Court, or +strolled about the terrace listlessly, until the night fell. He could +never answer it--no one could ever answer it; but this did not keep +Miles Challoner from pondering upon it. He felt quite certain that +there was but one man in the world who could resolve his doubts, who +could tell him the worst,--might it not rather be the best--of this +matter, which so sorely perplexed him. That man was Lord Sandilands. +If anyone knew the truth, it was he; but whether Miles would ever hear +it from him depended, as he felt, entirely on the terms on which the +communication had been made, if it had been made at all, by his father +to Lord Sandilands. That the family lawyer knew nothing of it, Miles +felt confident; that Mr. Styles, the steward, was as ignorant and as +curious, if not as anxious, as himself, he had no doubt whatever. +There was no one to share, no one to aid, his mental inquietude. Was +his brother living, or was he the only--the last--one bearing the old +name left? + +Very shortly after Mark Challoner's funeral had taken place, his son +had instituted the strictest possible search among the documents of +all kinds which the house contained, for any letters or papers bearing +upon the mysterious occurrences which had changed the aspect of +affairs at Rowley Court while the old Squire's sons were yet boys, and +had shut the younger out from his father's house into banishment and +oblivion. This search, which Miles had conducted quite alone, and had +been careful to keep from the knowledge of the servants, had been +entirely unrewarded by success, and had only revealed to Miles a +circumstance which still further deepened the mystery which tormented +him, and increased its distressing effect. Not only did there not +exist among the Squire's papers any memoranda, letters, or documents +of any description bearing upon, or having any reference to, the +period at which Geoffrey Challoner had left Rowley Court, but none +existed in any way, directly or indirectly, relating to him. Not a +scrap of his writing as a child, though Miles found his own little +letters to his father and mother carefully treasured up, with the +correct dates noted upon each packet; and his portrait, as a baby of +three years old, hung over the mantelpiece of his father's bedroom. +But there was no likeness of Geoffrey. By an effort of memory Miles +recalled the taking of that little portrait; he remembered how he +had sat upon his father's knee, and played with the heavy gold +hunting-watch, which was his especial delight--it was ticking away +still in a watch-stand in the library--while the artist did his work. +He remembered how his hair had been additionally brushed and curled for +the occasion; and--yes, now he distinctly remembered that Geoffrey's +portrait had also been painted. Where was it? What had been done with +it? + +All the circumstances returned to Miles Challoner's memory. The two +pictures had hung side by side for years. Where was that of the +younger son? The Squire had gone abroad for a short time, and the +brothers had remained at Rowley Court under the care of their tutor. +They had both written regularly to their father; and Miles found all +his own letters of that period carefully preserved, arranged according +to their dates, and indorsed, in his father's hand, "My Son's Letters, +18-." But there was no scrap of Geoffrey's writing, there was no trace +that he had ever lived, to be found within the walls of Rowley Court. +Only when Miles went into the room which had been the brothers' study, +only when he entered and looked round the long-unused apartments which +had been their nursery and play-room, could he realise that there had +been two in that stately old house eleven years ago. The room which +had been his wife's had always been occupied by the Squire after her +death; otherwise Miles would have hoped to find some little memento of +his brother there,--there, where he could dimly remember--or was it +fancy, and not memory?--- a gentle pale face turned wistfully towards +him when, a very little child, he was brought to see the fading mother +who had been early and mercifully taken away from the evil to come. +From evil indeed, from terrible and irremediable evil Miles Challoner +felt it must have been; else why the hopeless banishment, why the +impenetrable silence, why the apparently complete oblivion? He brooded +upon these things in the solitude to which the first few weeks of his +proprietorship of Rowley Court were devoted, almost to the exclusion +of every other subject of thought; and Mr. Styles found him singularly +inattentive and indifferent to the details of his property and his +squirearchical duties, as that experienced person laid them before +him. + +"I can't make him out, and that's the truth," Mr. Styles remarked to +Dr. Barford one day that the steward met the doctor taking his gig by +a short cut through a lane which formed the boundary of Rowley Court +on one side,--"I really can't make him out. He cares for nothing; and +it is not natural for a young gentleman like him. I was talking to him +this morning about the likely look of the turnips on the Lea Farm, and +I'm blessed if he heard one word in ten; and when I asked him a +question, just to rouse him up like, he said, 'O, ah! turnips, I think +you said? Of course do as you think best;' which was altogether +complete nonsense. Of course he's cut up about the Squire; and very +natural and right it is he should be so; but it ain't natural and it +ain't right to go on as he's going. And it's my belief," said Mr. +Styles, as he removed his hat, took his checked pocket-handkerchief +out of the crown, gave his face a desponding wipe with it, and +replaced it,--"it's my belief as he don't know the difference between +turnips and pine-apples; and there's a fine promise too, such as a man +might look to getting some credit along of." + +"That's bad, Styles; that's bad," said Dr. Barford; "I don't like to +hear that my old friend's son is taking to moping. I'll call up at the +Court and see him to-morrow. Good-day, Styles;" and the Doctor drove +on, thinking gravely of the changes he had seen at Rowley Court, +though he knew as little of their origin as everybody else knew. + +On the following day, as Miles Challoner and the Doctor walked +together upon the stone terrace, Miles stopped on the very spot +whence his father had taken his last look at the lands which had +called him master so long; and, looking full and earnestly at his +companion, asked him: "Dr. Barford, do you know why my brother left +his home? Do you know what that grief was which my father had on his +mind while he lived, and when he died?" + +Dr. Barford hesitated for a moment before he replied to Miles +Challoner's question, but his hesitation arose from surprise, not from +uncertainty. There was not the least tone of doubt or reserve in his +voice and manner as he answered: "No, Mr. Challoner, your question +surprises me very much; but I can assure you most positively I know +nothing of the matter." + +"Did my father never mention it to you? Never, even at the last, when +he knew--for he told me so--he was dying?" + +"Never," said Dr. Barford; then he added, after a momentary pause, "he +did say something to me, on the last occasion when I had any talk with +him, which may have had some reference to your brother; but if it had +any, it was only incidental, and quite unexplained. He said something +about his sharing in the common lot--having a skeleton in the +cupboard; but that was all. Nothing more explicit ever passed his lips +to me." + +"Then, or at any time?" asked Miles. + +"Then, or at any time, Mr. Challoner," repeated Dr. Barford gravely; +and the two fell into silence, which lasted for several minutes. + +At length Miles spoke: + +"You really advise me to leave Rowley Court?" he said. + +"Certainly I do; if not as a physician--in which capacity you do not +require my services, happily--as a friend. You are not naturally of a +very active temperament; and moping about here, in a place which is +necessarily gloomy just now, and where you have no congenial +occupation, will not improve you in that respect. Go up to town for +the remainder of the season, and then go abroad for a few months; and +you will find that you will come back wonderfully reconciled to being +master of Rowley Court." + +"I like your advice," said Miles with unusual briskness of tone; "and +I think I will take it; at least I will take it so far as going up to +town is concerned. As for the rest--" + +"As for the rest, you can think of it when the time comes," said the +Doctor. "And now I must bid you good-bye, and be off. I have to call +at Dale and Stourton before I go home to dinner." + +As Dr. Barford drove down the wide smooth avenue, between the ranks of +tall stately elms which bordered the well-kept road, he thought: +"That's a fine young fellow, but of rather a gloomy turn of mind. I +hope he may fall in love and marry up in London, and bring a new +mistress to the Court." + +Miles walked up and down the terrace long after the Doctor had left +him, and his face wore a brighter and more serene expression than it +had been used to wear of late. He had remained at Rowley Court long +enough; he knew how his affairs stood now; he had really nothing to +keep him there. He could only learn what he most desired to know, if +indeed it were possible to learn it at all, from Lord Sandilands, who +was just then at his house in London. He would go and stay with Lord +Sandilands. Having come to this decision, he turned into the house +with a brisker step, and felt the evening which ensued the least +dreary through which he had lived since the Squire died. + +Had Mark Challoner been of a less autocratic disposition it would have +been very difficult, if not impossible, for him to have carried into +execution the absolute taboo under which he had placed the subject of +Geoffrey's disappearance. But the Squire had been a man of inexorable +determination of character; and as he was not at all capricious, and +exerted this resolution only when and where it was necessary, he had +never met with rebellion on the part of his elder son. What the story +of the younger had been, no one knew; no one had any certain +indication by which to guess. The tutor to whom the education of the +two boys had been intrusted was absent from Rowley Court when the +separation intended by Mark Challoner, and destined by Providence, to +be final, had taken place; and there was no reason to suppose that Mr. +Mordaunt had ever received any information concerning his former pupil +from the Squire. Had Miles Challoner been either older or younger at +the time of the occurrence, he might have been unable to observe his +father's peremptory command with the reluctant obedience he had +manifested until the end, when his pent-up anxiety had found vent in +his useless appeal to the dying Squire. But he had outlived the +restless irrepressible curiosity of the child, and he had not reached +the calm deliberative reasoning of the man. Now that the latter mode +of thought had fully come to him, he suffered keenly, as only such +sensitive natures have the gift to suffer, from his helpless ignorance +of his brother's fate. The thought haunted him. As children, he and +Geoffrey had loved each other well enough, after the childish fashion +which includes any amount of quarrelling and making-up again; but as +boys they had never got on very well together. They were essentially +different, with the difference which makes discord, not with the +contrast which produces harmony. Miles had always had an +unacknowledged consciousness that Geoffrey cared very little about +him, and this had had its influence upon the sensitive boy, an +influence even stronger than that of the want of accord in the tastes +and pursuits of the brothers. As Miles had advanced into manhood, he +had come to understand all the appalling gravity of such a sentence as +that which his father had passed upon his brother when he forbade the +mention of his name in the house where he had been born and bred. With +this comprehension came an intense yearning to know the meaning of the +sentence,--to be enabled to estimate its justice; a kind of revolt on +behalf of the banished brother, in which affection had less share than +an abstract love of right, happily strong in the nature of the young +man. And now there was no means of satisfying this yearning; the +secret had to all appearance died with the Squire, but its +consequences remained, to become an almost intolerable burden to Miles +Challoner. + +Lord Sandilands received his young friend's letter with sincere +pleasure. He liked Miles; he liked his ideas and "ways;" he liked his +society The young man had a happy faculty for creating this kind of +liking among his fellows. He was large-minded and unselfish, and so he +did not neglect or trample upon the feelings of other people, or try +their tempers much or often. He was not a brilliant person, and +therefore could afford to be good-natured and unaffected; and though +he possessed rather more than an average amount of information upon +most subjects of general interest and importance, there were few men +less inclined to display their knowledge than Miles Challoner. He was +disposed to accord to everybody his or her fair share of conversation, +and had an acquiescent uncritical way with him which made friends for +him, particularly among women. Without being in the least deserving of +that truly opprobrious epithet, a lady's man, Miles had strong +partisans among "the conflicting gender;" and women who found him a +very impracticable subject for flirtation were ready to acknowledge +that his notions of friendship were peculiarly exalted and practical. +People who knew him, but had never troubled themselves to think about +him particularly, would nevertheless have answered promptly to any +question respecting him, that he was a fine honourably-minded fellow, +and rather clever than otherwise; and the few who knew him well would +have said substantially the same thing in more numerous and perhaps +stronger words. The truth is, it was about all that could be said of +Miles Challoner at the important period of his life which witnessed +his father's death and his own succession to the family property, with +its penalties and privileges of squiredom. He had reached man's estate +some years before; but there had been nothing in the course and manner +of his life previously to develop his character strongly,--to bring +its good or evil traits into prominence. It had been an even, +prosperous, happy life, on which he had entered with all the +advantages of high animal spirits and unblemished health. Whether he +had in him the stuff which either defies or moulds destiny, the +courage which is matured in suffering, the truth and steadfastness of +character which are at once weapons and armour in the strife of human +existence, it was for time to tell. + +Time did tell. + +"I'm uncommonly glad you have made up your mind to come to town," +wrote Lord Sandilands to Miles Challoner; "it is the best thing you +can do; and so far from being disrespectful to your father's memory, +it is your best way of avoiding what might even appear disrespectful +to those who are no doubt watching you pretty closely. You have not a +taste for the things the Squire (God bless him!) delighted in, and you +cannot affect to have; because, in the first place, it is not in you +to affect, and, in the second, you would certainly be found out by +Mr. Styles. (Ceres and Pomona! shall I ever forget a dialogue between +your father and him about the best crop for the Bayhamsfields?) You +will offend your new people much less by absence than by indifference, +depend upon it. Then you can thoroughly depend on Styles; and you can +always put agricultural enthusiasm on paper. So come up, my dear boy; +and the sooner the better." + +Miles Challoner went to London, and very soon after he arrived there +"time" began "to tell." + + + + +CHAPTER III. +Carabas House. + + +Carabas House is in Beaumanoir-square, as most people know. Long +before the smart stuccoed residences--with their plate-glass windows, +their conservatoried balconies, their roomy porticoes--sprung up, like +Aladdin's palaces, at the command of the great wizard-builder, Compo, +who so recently died a baronet and a millionaire; when the ground on +which Beaumanoir-square now stands was a dreary swamp, across which +our great-grandmothers, in fear of their lives, were carried to +Ranelagh, Carabas House stood, a big, rambling, red-bricked mansion, +surrounded on all sides by a high wall, and looking something between +a workhouse, a lunatic asylum, and a gaol. To the Marquis of Carabas +of those days it mattered little what was the aspect of his ancestral +home, as he, from the time of his succession, had resolutely declined +to see it, or any other part of the domain whence his title and +estates were derived, preferring to spend his life on the Continent of +Europe, in the society of agreeable men and women, and in the +acquisition of a splendid collection of pictures, statues, and other +_objets d'art_, which at his lordship's lamented demise were sold in +Paris at a world-famous sale extending over many days, the pecuniary +result of which was hailed with the greatest satisfaction by his +lordship's heir. For Mr. Purrington, his lordship's cousin, who +succeeded to the title and estates, wanted money very badly indeed, he +had been speculating for a very long time on the chances of his +succession, and he had to pay very dearly for these speculations. He +had contested his county in the Tory interest four separate times, at +a cost known only to himself, his wife, and his head-agent. He had +married the daughter of an Irish peer; a lovely woman full of talent, +affectionate, loyal, energetic, and thoroughly understanding her +position as--a county member's wife, but with a number of impecunious +relations, all of whom looked for assistance to the heir to an English +marquisate. He was a crack shot, and always paired about the 25th of +July for the remainder of the session, having, according to his own +account, the great luck of having one of the best Scotch moors "lent +to him" for three weeks from the 12th. He was a capital judge of a +horse, a keen rider to hounds, and the invariable occupant of a little +box near Egerton Lodge, with a stud sufficient to see him "out" four +days a week; but this, as he pathetically put it, was his "only +expense." In the season, Lady Fanny had her Wednesday-evening +receptions, when a perpetual stream of fashionables, political people, +and the usual ruck of young men who are met everywhere, would filter +from ten till one through her little drawing-rooms in Clarges-street; +and her Saturday dinners of eight, which were very good and very +enjoyable, and where pleasant people in various social circles met +together without the dread of seeing their names announced in the +fashionable journals. But all these things cost a great deal of money; +and when Mr. Purrington became the Marquis of Carabas, he was very +nearly at the end of his tether. + +The marquisate of Carabas, however, was by no means an empty title, a +grand position lacking means to support its proper state, than which +it is impossible to fancy anything more painful. During the late +lord's lifetime the revenue had very far exceeded the expenditure, and +the Parisian sale had left a very large balance at Coutts's; so that +the new people entered upon their estate with great comfort, and were +enabled to carry out their peculiarly extensive views of life without +embarrassing themselves in the slightest degree. It was shortly after +their accession that the big brick screen-wall was replaced by a light +and elegant bronze railing; that the rambling red-bricked mansion was +transformed into a modern stone house; that the Marchioness of Carabas +took her position as a leader of _ton_, and in Carabas House, so long +black and desolate and abandoned, chimneys smoked, and lights blazed, +and music resounded, and the best people in London found themselves +gathered together three times a week. + +The best people? The very best. + +It was the fashion in certain circles to talk of "the mixture" which +you met at Carabas House; and the young Duchess of Taffington (whose +father was old Bloomer the banker of Lombard-street, and whose +grandfather was old Bloöm the money-lender and diamond-merchant of +Amsterdam) and old Lady Clanronald, with whom her husband, then the +Hon. Ulick Strabane, fell in love, from seeing her looking over the +blind in her father's (the apothecary's) window in Drogheda,--both +these great ladies shrugged their very different pairs of shoulders +whenever the Marchioness's receptions were alluded to before them; but +neither of these leaders of fashion could deny that princes of the +blood, royal dukes, stars and garters, ambassadors, belles of the +season, Foreign-Office clerks, and all the great creatures of the day, +were blocked together, week after week, on the staircase at Carabas +House; or that the Marchioness herself took _pas_ and precedence, +according to her rank, and was one of the most distinguished and most +highly-thought-of guests wherever she chose to go. + +"That's so!" as Jack Hawkes, of the F.O., would remark to his +familiars; "neither the Duchess nor old Clanronald can get over that, +and that's what makes them so wild; and as to the mixture they talk +about, that's lions. She's in great form, don't you know, Lady Carabas +is, and quite fit, but her weakness is lions; and I'm bound to say +that you meet some people at Carabas House who are quite out of the +hunt. If any fellow get's talked about, no matter what he is--writing +fellow, painting fellow, fiddling fellow--I'll lay odds you'll find +him there. There's what's his name--Burkinyoung: man who made a stir +last year with his poems; they had him down there, sir, at their place +on the river--Weir Lodge---and he used to sit on the lawn under the +trees with Lady Carabas pouring eau-de-cologne on his head, and some +of her lot--Maude Allingham, and Agnes Creswell, and that lot, don't +you know--fanning him and keeping the flies off while he composed; no +one was allowed to come near, for fear of disturbing him. Give you my +honour, heard it first-hand from Chinny Middleton of the Blues, who +pulled up from Windsor in his canoe, and was going to land, as usual, +and got warned off, by George, as though he'd got the plague on +board!" + +There was a good deal of truth in Mr. Hawkes's remarks, Lady Carabas +being Mrs. Leo Hunter on a very superior scale. Her passion was that +everyone distinguished not merely in her own rank in life but in every +other should be seen in her rooms; and from her position and by her +fascinating manner she generally managed to attain her object. The +pilot of the state ship, at a period when opposition winds were +howling loud and the political horizon was black with threatened +storm, would find time to pass a few minutes at one of Lady Carabas's +receptions, however haggard his looks, however burning his brain. The +right honourable gentleman the leader of the Opposition, who for the +last month had been gathering himself together for a tiger-like spring +on the state pilot, might have been seen, on the night before he made +his grand onslaught, jammed into a corner of the staircase at Carabas +House, looking like the Sphinx in evening dress, and pleasantly +bantering Mr. Mulvaney, the celebrated "special correspondent" of the +_Statesman_. Anyone talked of in any way; the _belles_ of the season; +pretty women, presentable of course, but quite out of the Carabas set; +dawning lights in politics, no matter of what party; artists, young +and old--of everyone whom you saw at Carabas House you would learn +that they had done something special; indeed, Jack Hawkes, an +invaluable _cicerone_, could talk for two hours on a grand night, and +not get through his list-- "Who are all these strange people that one +sees nowhere else? Well, everybody's somebody, and it's difficult to +know where to begin. Let's see. That short, stout, common-looking man +is Vireduc, the great engineer and contractor--builds bridges, +railroads, and those kind of things, don't you know--horrible fellow, +who's always telling you he came to London with eightpence in his +pocket, and rose from nothing, as though one couldn't see that. Woman +sitting this side the ottoman is Mrs. Goodchild; writes novels--pretty +good, they say. I don't read; I haven't any time. Her husband's +somewhere about; but he's nobody--only asked because of his wife. The +little man talking to her is Bistry the surgeon--have your leg off +before you can say 'knife;' and the brown-faced man, who looks so +bored, is Sir Alan Tulwar, Indian-army man, made K.C.B. for something +he did out there--Punjaub, don't you know? The little man with the big +head is Polaski the flute-player; and the fat man with the red face is +Ethelred Jinks, the Queen's Counsel. That pretty little fair girl is +Miss Wren, who shot the burglar down in Hampshire three years ago; and +the little boy in black, as you call him, is Jules Brissot, the Red +Republican, who was blown off a barricade on the 4th of December, and +settled down here as a--what do you call it--tutor." + +This will suffice as a specimen of Mr. Hawkes's conversation, which, +on such occasions, had the singular merit of having a substratum of +truth. + +But though lions of all kinds were to be found roaring during the +season at Carabas House, none were so welcome as the musical lions, +both native and foreign. In her younger days, Lady Carabas had had a +pretty little voice herself, and even in Clarges-street she had always +managed to secure some of the best professional talent at a very much +less expense than any of her friends; and when once Lord Carabas had +succeeded, "musical mossoo," as Jack Hawkes was accustomed to call all +foreigners who played or sung professionally, had his headquarters in +Beaumanoir-square. Heinrich Katzenjammer, who, being a native of +Emmerich on the Lower Rhine, thought proper to advertise in the +English newspapers in the French language, had not been "de retour" +many hours before his limp glazed card was on the hall-table at +Carabas House. Baton, the _chef d'orchestre_, would as soon have +thought of being absent from his conductor's stool on a Saturday night +as from Lady Carabas's luncheon-table on a Sunday afternoon. There the +most promising pupils of the Academy of Music made their _débuts_ in +cantatas or operettas, written by distinguished amateurs, and thereby +considered themselves entitled ever after to describe themselves as +"of the nobility's concerts;" and there, on festival nights, could you +check off the principal singers and players whom London delighted to +honour, with the amateurs, the _dilettanti_, and the _cognoscenti_, +who always follow in their wake. + +It was a soft bright night in early summer, and Beaumanoir-square was +filled with flashing lamps and whirling carriages, and stamping +horses, and excited drivers, and roaring linkmen. It was a grand night +at Carabas House, and all London was expected there. The police had +enough to do to make the vehicles keep in line; and when some of the +royal carriages familiarly used the royal privilege and dashed through +here and cut in there, the confusion increased a thousandfold; and it +was with the greatest difficulty that the crowd surging round the door +were thrust back right and left to allow the visitors to enter, or +were prevented from casting themselves under the wheels of the +carriages as they drew up, with the recklessness of Juggernaut +victims. Halfway down the line was a perfectly appointed brougham, in +which sat Miles Challoner and the friend with whom he was staying. +Lord Sandilands was in every respect a remarkable-looking man; +tall and upright, with a polished bald head slightly fringed with +snow-white soft hair; thin clean-cut features; gray eyes, from which +most of the fire had faded; and small carefully-trimmed gray whiskers. +His appearance and manners were those of a past age; now in his +evening dress he wore a high stiff white-muslin cravat, an elaborately +got-up cambric shirt-frill, a blue coat with brass buttons, white +waistcoat, black trousers fitting tightly round the ankles, silk +stockings and shoes. His voice was particularly soft and clear, as, +replying to some remark of his companion, he said: "No, indeed; I +think both you and I are perfectly right; you in consenting to come, I +in having persuaded you; besides, I should have scarcely dared to +present myself to Lady Carabas without you. Her ladyship's dictum is +that you require rousing, and to-night is to be the first experiment +in rousing you." + +"Her ladyship is very kind to interest herself in me," said Miles. "I +have no claim upon her thoughts." + +"My dear fellow," said Lord Sandilands, "you will very soon see that +Lady Carabas interests herself about everybody and everything. That is +her _métier_. She will talk to the Bishop of Boscastle about the +Additional Curates' Fund, and to Sir Charles Chifney about his chance +for the Leger. She knows what price Scumble got for his Academy +picture; and can tell you the plot of Spofforth's five-act play, which +is as yet unwritten. She could tell you what the Duke of Brentford +said to Tom Forbes, who arrived late on escort-duty at the last +Drawing-room--she couldn't quote the Duke's exact words, which were +full-flavoured; and could give you the heads of the charge which Judge +Minos will deliver on the great libel case; and with all that she +dresses as well as Lady Capisbury herself, and bears the whole weight +of that household on her own shoulders. There's no estate in Britain +better managed than Carabas, and her ladyship is her own agent, +steward, bailiff,--everything." + +"She must be a wonderful woman." + +"Wonderful! there's nothing like her! Lord Carabas thinks of nothing +but shooting and fishing. Her eldest son, the Earl of Booterstown, is +a religious monomaniac; and her youngest, Lord Grey de Malkin, is one +of your political new lights, lecturing at mechanics' institutes, and +making speeches to working-men. You know the kind of fellow. Now, here +we are!--Tell Fisher to wait, James,"--to the footman,--"we sha'n't +stay very long." + +The hall was filled with people, all of whom the old gentleman seemed +to know, and greeted with somewhat stately courtesy. "A regular +Carabas crush," whispered he to Miles, as they commenced the ascent of +the staircase. "Everybody here! The Lord Chancellor next to you, and +the Bishop of Boscastle coming down the stairs. He has evidently dined +here, sweet old thing; and is going away before the worldly music +begins.--How do you do, my lord? I trust Mrs. Shum is well--Deuced +fine woman, by the way, is Mrs. Shum, my dear Miles.--Ha, Ellenbogen! +you in London, and I've not seen you? Only arrived last night, eh? +Come to me to-morrow, eh? _Au revoir!_--That is the famous German +violinist; nothing like his touch in the world--so crisp, so perfectly +sympathetic. There's Lady Carabas at her post, of course. Brave woman, +breasting this surging ocean of visitors. Gad, how glad she must be +when it's all over!" + +Following his friend's glance, Miles looked up and saw Lady Carabas +stationed at the head of the staircase. A tall handsome woman of +fifty, with all the look and bearing of a _grande dame_, a little +softened by the frank geniality of her manner. She received Miles +Challoner, on his presentation to her, with something more than mere +graciousness--with cordiality; then, turning to Lord Sandilands, said, +"She's here." + +"Is she, indeed?" said the old gentleman with equal earnestness. + +"Yes, and in excellent spirits: I have not the least doubt of her +success." + +"That is delightful;" and they passed on. When they had gone a few +steps, Miles asked his friend who was the lady of whom he and Lady +Carabas were speaking. + +"My dear fellow," said Lord Sandilands with a little chuckle, "I +haven't the remotest notion. Dear Lady Carabas is always giving one +half-confidences about people she's interested in, and 'pon my life +I'm too old to open my heart indiscriminately, and make myself +partaker of the joys and sorrows of half the world. So, as she's a +dear good creature, and I would not offend her for the world, I nod my +head, and grin, and pretend I know all about it; and I find that +answers very well." + +Miles laughed at the old gentleman's evident satisfaction, and they +entered the rooms. A large movable platform, so slightly raised as to +give the performers sufficient altitude above the spectators without +disconcerting them by any pretensions to a stage, occupied one end +of the spacious apartment, a recent erection built specially for +concert-giving purposes, and with all the latest acoustic +improvements. Opposite the platform, bristling with seats for the +instrumentalists, stood the conductor's desk. To the right of this +were a few benches for the most distinguished guests, and behind it +were the seats for the general company. All the seats were unoccupied +at present, and the company were grouped together about the room, +chatting freely. It was early in the season at present; and that +frightful lack of conversation which necessarily falls on people who +have naturally very little to say, and who, having seen each other +every night for three months, have exhausted that little, had not as +yet made itself felt. Miles Challoner, as he looked round on the +beautiful women so exquisitely dressed, the brightly-lighted room, the +inexpressible air of luxury and elegance which pervaded the entire +scene, as he thought that for the future he might, if he so chose, +have similar pleasant resorts at his command, felt the oppressive +thoughts, the dull, dead level of world-weariness and vapidity, +gradually slipping from him. His eyes brightened, he looked round him +eagerly, and his whole demeanour was so fresh and spirited and +youthful as to seriously annoy several _blasé_ young men of two or +three-and-twenty, who had long since used up all signs of youth, and +who inquired of each other who was the rustic, gushing person that old +Sandilands had brought with him. + +Lord Sandilands had himself noticed the change in his friend's manner, +and was about to rally him on it, when the musicians came trooping +into the room and took their places. Sir Purcell Arne, the well-known +amateur composer, who was to conduct, rapped the desk in front of him; +the foreign professionals who had settled themselves modestly in the +back rows, uttered profound sounds of "Hsh--sh!" and the company +generally seated themselves. Lord Sandilands and Miles were proceeding +with the rest, when the former saw himself beckoned by Lady Carabas to +the place of distinction by her side, and he took his young friend +with him. + +The ouverture ought to have been very well played, for it was very +much applauded at its conclusion, though, as Jack Hawkes remarked to +the young lady sitting next to him, that might possibly have been +because they were so glad it was over. It is certain that during the +performance several of the more excitable foreigners ground their +teeth, and covered their ears with their hands, while at its close Sir +Purcell Arne addressed two recreant members of the orchestra--the +second cornet and the first clarinet, being respectively a young +gentleman in the Coldstreams, and an old gentleman in the India +Office--in terms of the strongest opprobrium. Sir Purcell's +good-temper was restored after his son, a favourite pupil of +Ellenbogen's, had played a solo on the violin; and during the applause +consequent thereon, he crossed over to Lady Carabas's seat, and +whispered, "She's quite ready; shall I bring her in?" Lady Carabas, +too much excited to speak, gave him an affirmative nod; and the +enthusiasm had scarcely subsided, to be renewed with tenfold force as +Sir Purcell returned leading by the hand a young lady, whom, with one +of his best bows, he left facing the audience while he went back to +his conductor's desk. + +The young lady stood perfectly unmoved by the storm of applause which +hailed her arrival, the only sign of emotion which she betrayed being +a slight contraction of her thin decisive lips; and this was only +momentary. She was a decidedly pretty girl, Miles thought; with rich +brown eyes, and well-formed features, and slight though rounded +figure. In her dark chestnut hair, which was banded close round her +head, and gathered into a large knot behind, she wore one white rose, +and another in the front of her plain white-silk dress. Other ornament +had she none, save a gold locket with a horseshoe in turquoises on +her neck, and a bracelet, a band of plain gold, on one arm. Who was +this handsome and distinguished-looking girl who was received with so +much _empressement?_ Miles Challoner took up a perfumed programme that +lay beside him, and read her name--Miss Grace Lambert. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. +Breaking Cover. + + +Miss Grace Lambert! Who was she? The programme, of course, told +nothing but her name, and when Miles Challoner turned to his companion +for the purpose of inquiring further, he saw that his brows were knit, +and his lips tightly clenched. Miles looked at Lord Sandilands in +surprise, but forbore to question him. It was evident that the people +in his immediate vicinity were equally unable to assuage his +curiosity, as they were all talking and chattering together, and +throwing glances towards the occupant of the platform, who stood +totally unmoved. Then Sir Purcell Arne, looking round with a +half-anxious, half-triumphant air, gave the customary three taps on +his desk, and with a wave of his baton led the orchestra into the +prelude. It was a simple English air--very simple--with a pathetic +_refrain_, and out from the harmonious _ensemble_ of the musicians +came a soft sweet bird-like voice, beginning mellowly and low, then +rising into a clear pure treble, a volume of lark-like utterance, a +continuous ripple of sound, such as is seldom heard in human voice. +Few notes had been uttered before their effect became visible on the +whole assemblage--amongst the foreigners first; on the back benches, +where were gathered the hirsute professionals honoured with the +_entrée_ to Lady Carabas' concerts, there was an immediate movement, a +simultaneous pricking of ears and elevation of eyebrows, culminating +into a general impossible-to-be-suppressed "A--h!" of intense delight. +Then the enthusiasm spread. Impressible young girls with the +_nil-admirari_ breeding scarcely yet habitual to them, looked timidly +towards their chaperones, as though pleading, "For Heaven's sake, let +us for one moment be natural, and give vent to the delight with which +this girl has inspired us." Said chaperones, with some faint +reminiscence of nature unbusked and unsteeled by conventionality, +sought relief in faintly tapping their kidded palms with their fans. +Old boys, dragged away from after-dinner maps, or cosy house-dinners +at the clubs, to do family duty, and expecting nothing but driest +musical classicalities, expressed their gratitude in strident +"bravas." Even the gilded youth of the period, surprised out of its +usual inanity into a feeble semblance of life and earnestness, +condescended to express its opinion of the singer, that she was not +"half bad, don't you know?" And its component members inquired of each +other, "who the devil is she?" On Lady Carabas' handsome face the +hard-set look of anxiety had softened into the blandest smile of +triumph; old Sir Purcell Arne's blond moustache bristled with delight; +and at the conclusion of the ballad, when the singer, rising to the +occasion, had sent a flood of melody surging through the room, now +dying away in softest trills and most harmonious cadences, the +enthusiasm could no longer be restrained, and amidst sonorous applause +breaking forth from every side, the amateur instrumentalists leading +the van, and Lady Carabas herself, regardless of appearances or of the +value of three-buttoned gloves, clapping her hands with the ardour of +the most zealous member of a professional _claque_,--Miss Grace +Lambert, perfectly composed, and with the slightest bow in recognition +of her triumph, laid her fingers daintily on Sir Purcell Arne's +tremblingly-proffered arm, and disappeared from public view. Ten +minutes' interval now, much needed. Impossible, after such a display, +to keep the coterie quiet, and it breaks up at once into twenty little +knots, all with the same refrain of praise, differently expressed: +"_Das ist aber'was Schönes!" "Tiens, tiens, Jules! v'là donc un +rossignol charmant!_" "That's what I call good singing, for an +Englishwoman, that is, Veluti! _Capisco, signor!_" "Tell you what it +is, old fella; since poor Bosio, you know, never heard anything like +that, don't you know?" "It's A1, don't you know?" Frank testimonies +these, from the male sex; chiming in with "Dearest Lady Carabas, O, +how I congratulate you! Where did you find such a treasure? Charmin', +quite charmin'; so ladylike, and all that kind of thing. Quite a +nice-looking person, too!" from the female portion of the audience. + +She had vanished, and Miles Challoner remained mute and dazed. Of +beauty he had always had a keen appreciation--that is, beauty as he +understood it--showing itself in tolerable regularity of feature, in +grace and aristocratic _tournure_. Red-and-white women, were they +duchesses or dairymaids--and it must be owned that when Nature alone +is depended upon they are generally the latter--found no favour in +Miles's eyes. He used to say he liked a "bred"-looking woman; and here +was one who, so far as appearance went, might have been a Plantagenet. +And her voice--good Heavens!--was there ever heard anything so +completely enthralling! The blood yet danced in his veins with the +delight excited when that low tremulous utterance, gradually rising +into trills of lark-like melody, first stole upon his ear. No wonder +that all in the room were talking loudly in her praise. All? No. Rapt +in his own delight, Miles had forgotten to speak to Lord Sandilands, +to whom he partly owed the pleasure he had just experienced, and he +turned to repair his neglect. + +Lord Sandilands was sitting "quiet as a stone." He had recovered his +gloves, and his long shapely white hands were tightly clasped together +on his knee. Despite the tight clasp, the hands twitched nervously, +and on the old man's well-cut features Miles noticed a worn pinched +look, such as he had never before observed. Lord Sandilands' eyes, +too, were downcast, and he did not raise them even when Miles +addressed him. + +"Was there ever anything so charming as that young lady?" + +"She has a very sweet voice." + +"Sweet! it is perfectly entrancing! I had no idea such sounds could be +produced by human throat; and then her appearance so thoroughly +ladylike, and such an exquisite profile! Why, even you, who go in so +strictly for the classical, must have been satisfied with the +profile!" + +"I scarcely observed her." + +"Scarcely observed her! Why, my dear old friend, that is very unlike +your usual habit when a pretty woman is in question, unless, indeed, +you were so enthralled by her voice that you cared for nothing else." + +"Ye-es; that was it, I suppose--I--" + +The conversation was interrupted by the return of the other guests, +who, summoned by Sir Purcell Arne's preliminary taps, came back to +their seats to hear the rest of the concert. All rustle and talk and +chatter still. "Never was anything like it. I'm sure I can't tell +where you pick up these wonderful people, dear Lady Carabas. And what +comes next, dear Lady Carabas? O, now we're to have Mr. Wisk's +operetta--for the first time; never was played anywhere before. You +know Ferdinand Wisk? clever creature! there he is, comin' to conduct +it himself. Sh-h!" + +That clever creature, Mr. Ferdinand Wisk, who was supposed to be a +scion of the aristocracy, but whose real mission in life seemed to be +to devote himself to the affairs, public and private, of every member +of the musical world, English or foreign, advanced rapidly through the +room, and took the baton which Sir Purcell handed to him amidst +general applause. Mr. Wisk's operetta needs but little mention here; +it was bright and sparkling, and would have been more original if the +overture had not been cribbed from Auber, and the concerted pieces +from Offenbach; but as it was, it did remarkably well, affording +opportunities for two young ladies and two young gentlemen to sing +very much out of tune; for the funny man of the company to convulse +the audience with his drolleries; and for the audience generally to +repay themselves for their silence during Miss Grace Lambert's ballad, +by chatting without stint. Perhaps the only two persons in the room +who did not avail themselves of this opportunity were Lord Sandilands +and Miles Challoner. The former, having glanced at the programme, and +noticed that Miss Lambert's name did not appear again therein, made a +half-muttered apology to Lady Carabas about the "heat," and left the +room very shortly after the commencement of Mr. Wisk's performance; +while the latter could not shake off the spell which held him, and +which, during all the comic gentleman's funniments and all the others' +bad singing, gave but Grace Lambert's voice to his ears, her face and +figure to his eyes. + +To supper now, foreigners first,--making great running and leaving +everyone else far behind; leaping on to edibles and dashing at +potables with such vigour as to cause one to think they had not dined, +as indeed many of them had not. And now, more congratulation amongst +visitors, more "Did you evers?" a perfect whirlwind of "Don't you +knows?" and "only to think of dear Lady Carabas being so fortunate, +and such a wonderful acquisition even to _her_ set!" Ferdinand Wisk, a +little depressed at being thrown into the background by the superior +attractions of Miss Lambert; and the funny man of the company feeling +himself not sufficiently appreciated, and thirsting for Miss Lambert's +blood--both, however, consoled by old Piccolo, the fashionable +music-master, who is popularly supposed to have been allied with Auber +and Offenbach in writing Mr. Wisk's operetta, and who tells them that +Miss Lambert's triumph is a mere _succès d'estime_, and that she will +"go out like that--pouf!" Piccolo snapping his fingers and blowing out +an imaginary candle in explanation. Foreigners having been fed, and a +proper quantity of champagne and seltzer-water having been duly drunk, +it enters into the minds of some of the younger guests that dancing +would be a pleasant pastime for the remainder of the night, such +exercise being sometimes permitted at the concerts, when Lady Carabas +is in specially good temper, which is the case to-night apparently, +for servants are instructed to clear the concert-room, a band is +improvised, and the floor is soon covered with whirling couples. + +On these dancers Miles Challoner stood gazing with an abstracted air. +At the conclusion of the concert he had moved with the rest, and on +passing Lady Carabas had addressed to her a few words of compliment on +the success of her evening; words which, although Miles did not remark +it, were pleasantly received, for though Lady Carabas had come to that +time of life when she was called an "old thing" by very young ladies, +the epithet having "dear" or "horrid," according to the speaker's +tastes, attached to it, she still delighted in the admiration of men +if they were clever or handsome, and purred under their praises with +ineffable satisfaction. Whether Miles Challoner was clever, Lady +Carabas had yet to learn; but she knew that he was undeniably +handsome, and that he was a credit to her evening. Many other people +in the rooms had thought so too; and though strange faces were more +frequently seen at Carabas House than in any other frequented by the +same set, Miles's tall figure and frank face had excited a certain +amount of languid curiosity, and the "new importation," as he was +called by people who had been twice to the house, made a very +favourable first impression. + +He was not the least conscious of it, though, nor, had he been, would +he have particularly cared. When Lord Sandilands' brougham drew up +under the portico of Carabas House, when Miles, after climbing up the +staircase,--a unit in the throng of pretty women and distinguished +men,-was presented to Lady Carabas, the young man felt that he was +entering on a new and entrancing sphere of life, in which he was +henceforth to move; and his thoughts, in the little time he allowed +himself for thinking, were of a roseate hue. He had sufficient money +to live easily with those people amongst whom Lord Sandilands' +introduction would give him position, and place him at his ease. +Emerging from the dull country-squire life to which he at first had +imagined himself relegated, he should now mix on excellent footing +with that society which he had always thought of with envy, but never +thoroughly comprehended. In a word, when Sir Purcell Arne left the +room for the purpose of fetching the new singer, there was not in +England, perhaps, at that moment, a more thoroughly happy young man +than Miles Challoner. But ever since Grace Lambert's voice had fallen +on his ear, he had been a different man. As he listened to her, as he +gazed upon her handsome face and elegant figure, he sat enthralled, +spell-bound by her charm. And when she had gone, her voice remained +ringing in his ears, her face and figure remained before his eyes, +while a total change--to him entirely unaccountable--had come over his +thoughts. What had sent his mind wandering back to the early days of +his childhood? What had suddenly brought to his recollection his +brother Geoffrey as he last saw him, a bright, bold, daring boy, +persistent in carrying through whatever might be uppermost in his +mind, and undeterred by fear of his tutor, or even of his stern +father? He had just decided with delight upon the course of life which +he would pursue in future; but now he wondered whether he had decided +rightly, Ought he not, in his position as head of the Challoner +family, to live down at the old place, as all his forefathers, save +his uncle Howard, who was universally hated, had done? Was it not his +bounden duty to be there, ready, when called upon, to give advice and +assistance to his tenantry and poorer neighbours? And that thought of +Geoffrey! Ought he not, even in spite of all his father had said, to +have taken some steps to trace his brother's career from the time of +his leaving home, at all events to endeavour to ascertain the reason +of the fatal sentence of banishment which had been pronounced against +him? Ought he not--and then he found himself wondering what connection +Miss Grace Lambert's voice and face had with these thoughts, and then +he roused himself from the reverie into which he had fallen, and +things material took their proper shapes and forms to his eyes: he +returned from the dim past to the bright present--from the play-room +at Rowley Court to the ball-room of Carabas House. + +It was getting rather late now for the outer world and common people +in general, but not for Carabas House, where the meaning of the word +was unknown. The great hall-porter in his younger and slimmer days +must have served his apprenticeship as boots at a railway hotel, the +only position in which he could have acquired his faculty of +sleeplessness. Men constantly spent what they were pleased to call the +early part of the evening at Carabas House, went on to other balls +which they "saw out," and returned, certain to find "someone left." +The latest lounger at Pratt's, the most devoted attendant at the +Raleigh, knew that during the season he should always be able to get +his glass of sherry and seltzer in Beaumanoir-square, no matter what +time of night it might be. The linkman, whose light had long since +paled its ineffectual fire and gone out, seldom left before the +milkman arrived, and the pair interchanged confidence about the house +and its owners, as is the custom of such people. + +The dancing was not quite so animated as when Miles had last looked at +it. Careful men who called themselves seven-and-twenty, and who were +really five-and-thirty, mindful of all the outing they had before them +during the season, had gone home to bed. Those who remained were very +young men, and very determined girls, whose wearing _chaperones_ sat +blinking round the room, or solaced themselves with stabbing each +other, and tearing to pieces the reputation of their common friends, +on the landing. But Lady Carabas was not with these; she was standing +at the far end of the room, surrounded by half-a-dozen men, with whom +she was holding an animated conversation. One of them, to whom she +appeared to pay particular attention, had his back turned to Miles, +but seemed to be young and of a slight wiry figure. Miles noticed this +man specially, partly from the evident enjoyment which Lady Carabas +took in his conversation, and partly from a peculiarity in his +appearance, so far as it could be gathered from a back-view, in the +horsey cut of his clothes, and the slang attitude, rounded shoulders, +and hands plunged deep into his trousers-pockets, in which he stood +conversing with his hostess. Miles had not noticed this gentleman +before, and was wondering who he was, when a valsing couple, looking +tired and out of breath, stopped immediately in front of him. + +"That was a grand spin," said the gentleman; "the room's splendid just +now. Got rid of all those awful people who can't dance a bit, don't +you know? and do nothing but get in your way. You're in great feather +to-night, Miss Grenville." + +"Thanks very much," said the young lady, "a compliment from you is +quite the most charming thing possible; perhaps because it's so rare, +Mr. Ashleigh." + +"'Gad, I don't know!" replied the gentleman, who was two-and-twenty +years of age, and who might have been two-and-sixty for calm +self-possession and _savoir faire_, "I'm rather a good hand at saying +nice things, I think." + +"When you don't mean them, perhaps?" + +"No, no. Now you're down upon me too sharp, Miss Grenville; 'pon my +word you are; and I can never say anything, nice or not nice, at this +time of night. Let's finish the _valse_." + +"I'm afraid I must not stay any longer, Mr. Ashleigh! Really, it's +quite too cruel to poor mamma; and we've two dances to-morrow night +that we must go to. Besides, Lady Carabas is dying to get rid of us." + +"Don't look as if she was, does she, Miss Grenville? Laughing away; +look at her. Wonderful woman, Lady Carabas!" + +"Who is the gentleman she is talking to?" +"That? O, that's a man that's everywhere about." + +"I'm as wise as I was before. What is his name? where does he come +from?" + +"His name! 'pon my word, Miss Grenville, I forget. I'll go and ask +him, if you like. Ah, I know he's a great friend of Ticehurst's. You +know Ticehurst?" + +"I have met Lord Ticehurst." + +"Met him! O ah, yes; always know what ladies mean when they say +they've 'met' anybody; mean they hate 'em. Well, if you don't like +Ticehurst, I don't think you'd like that man; they're very much alike, +specially Pompey, don't you know? Bad egg, and that kind of thing." + +"You are enigmatic, but sufficiently expressive, Mr. Ashleigh. I think +I comprehend you, at least. But if he is that kind of person, why is +he admitted here?" + +"Dear Miss Grenville, it's exactly because he is that kind of person +that they're glad to see him here. He's somebody in his line, don't +you know; though it's a bad line. His name, which I forget, is always +mentioned in _Bell_ and the sporting-papers, and that kind of thing; +and he's a--what do you call it--notoriety on the turf. By Jove! Coote +is just going to make those fellows leave off. Do let's finish the +_valse_." + +The couple whirled away to the last bars of the music; and Miles, who +had perforce overheard this conversation, glanced across the room at +the subject of it, who was still standing with his face averted, +talking to Lady Carabas. "A pleasant man that, if all my dancing +friend said of him is true," said Miles to himself. "I wonder what +Lord Sandilands would think of him? Pshaw! he'd take it like a man of +the world; and--eh? there is the old gentleman, making his way over +here; where can he have been all the evening?" + +Whatever doubts Miles Challoner may have felt as to the line of +conduct which Lord Sandilands would adopt towards the gentleman on +whom Miles had bestowed so much observation, they were destined to be +speedily set at rest. As Lord Sandilands passed the group at the other +end of the room, Lady Carabas beckoned to him; and by the way in which +he and the unknown bowed to each other, Miles easily divined that the +ceremony of introduction had taken place. With a half-smile at the +incongruity just perpetrated, Miles was making his way across the +room, when a servant came up to him and said: "I beg your pardon, sir, +are you Mr. Lloyd?" Miles had scarcely time to reply in the negative, +when the groom of the chambers, a very solemn-looking personage, who +was passing at the moment, and who heard the inquiry, said, "That is +Mr. Lloyd talking to her ladyship, James. What is wanted?" + +"Only Lord Ticehurst, sir, told me to tell Mr. Lloyd he couldn't wait +any longer;" and the man proceeded on his mission. Meanwhile Lady +Carabas' quick eye had spied Miles approaching, and she advanced to +meet him. "Mr. Challoner," said she, with a gracious smile, "I'm +afraid you've had a horribly dull evening; been dreadfully bored, and +all that kind of thing. O, don't deny it; I'm sure of it. But the fact +is I thought Lord Sandilands would tell you who people were, and +introduce you, and all that; and now I find he has been poked away in +the library all night, looking at some horrid old political +caricatures. Ridiculous of him, I tell him, to strain his eyes over +such nonsense. He looks quite pale and worn. You must come and help me +to scold him. By the way, I must introduce you to a very charming +friend of mine, who fortunately is still here.--Mr. Lloyd," touching +him--with her fan, "let me introduce Mr. Challoner." + +The young man addressed wheeled round when he felt the touch on his +arm, and before the last words were uttered he confronted Miles +Challoner as Lady Carabas pronounced the name; and at that instant the +light died out of his small and sunken blue eyes, his cheeks became +colourless, and his thin lips closed tightly under his long fair +moustache. Simultaneously a bright scarlet flush overspread Miles +Challoner's face. Both then bowed slightly, but neither spoke; and +immediately afterwards Miles turned sharply on his heel, and wishing +Lady Carabas a formal "good-night," hurried from the room. + +"My dear boy," said Lord Sandilands--they were in the brougham going +home--"you must pardon my saying that your treatment of Mr.--Mr. Lloyd +was _brusque_ to a degree. Supposing him even to be a highly +objectionable person, the fact that you were introduced to him by Lady +Carabas should have assured him a--well, a more gracious reception, to +say the least of it. You--why, what the deuce is the matter, Miles? +you're dead-white, and your hand shakes?" + +"Nothing, dear old friend. I shall be all right again directly. That +man--was I rude to him? I scarcely knew what I said or did. That man +is one whom it was my father's most urgent wish I should never meet or +know." + + + + +CHAPTER V. +Memory-haunted. + + +Had Lord Sandilands been less preoccupied by certain thoughts, and +less disturbed by certain associations and recollections, suddenly +aroused by the incidents which had just taken place, and of a painful +and distracting kind, he would have been more strongly moved by Miles +Challoner's abrupt and extraordinary communication. But the old +nobleman's mood just then was a strange one; and the scene which had +passed before his eyes, the words which his young friend had spoken, +affected him but slightly and vaguely. There had been some +unpleasantness for Miles in the meeting with that clever-looking +fellow, Lloyd; and he was sorry for it. That was all. Old Mark has +desired Miles to avoid this man, had he? The Squire had been very odd +latterly, and had taken strong dislikes, and entertained strong +prejudices all his life, but especially since that bad business about +his son; and in the midst of his personal preoccupation and +abstraction, Lord Sandilands had time for a shudder at the thought of +his old friend's great grief, and a sort of pang of thankfulness that +it had come to an end, even though a life he valued dearly was +finished with it. But his mind was full of his own concerns, and +before he had reached the seclusion of his own particular sanctum--a +small room within the library--he had almost forgotten the occurrence. + +Lord Sandilands sighed heavily as he sat down in a deep leather chair +by the window, which opened into a small verandah, with trellised +walls well clothed with creeping plants, and tiled with cool +quaint-patterned porcelain. A light iron staircase led thence to the +garden, which, though unavoidably towny, was cool, pretty, and +well-cared for. The summer air passed lightly over the flowers, and +carried their fresh morning breath to the old man. But he did not meet +its perfume gladly; it had no soothing, no refreshing influence for +him. He moved uneasily, as though some painful association had come to +him with the scented breeze; then rose impatiently, and shut the +window down, and paced the room from end to end. "A wonderful +likeness," he muttered; "quite too close for accident. There is more +expression, more power in the face, but just the same beauty. Yes, it +must be so; but why have I not been told?"--He stopped before a table, +and tapped it with his fingers. "And yet, why should I have been told? +I made the conditions, I defined the rules myself; and why should I +wonder that they have not been broken? What beauty and what talent! +Who would have thought it of poor Gerty's child!--for her child and +mine, Grace Lambert is, I am certain. What a strange sudden shock it +was to me! I wonder if anyone perceived it--thought I was ill, +perhaps. The room was hot and overcrowded, as usual; and Lady Carabas +cackled more unbearably than ever; still, I hope I did not make a fool +of myself; I hope I did not look upset." + +Thus, Lord Saudi lands, true to the ruling principles of his order and +his age, was disturbed in the midst of greater and deeper disturbance, +and even diverted from his thoughts of it, by the dread so touchingly +proper to every British mind, that he had been betrayed into emotion, +into any departure from the unruffled and impassive calm which British +society demands. + +At this stage of his soliloquy Lord Sandilands looked at himself in +the chimney-glass, passed his aristocratically slender fingers through +his aristocratically fine silver hair, and assured himself that his +outward man had not suffered from the internal perturbation and +surprise which he had experienced. This critical examination +concluded, he resumed his walk and his soliloquy, which we need not +follow in form. Its matter was as follows: + +In Grace Lambert, Lord Sandilands had recognised so strong a likeness +to the mother of the little girl whom he had placed under Mrs. +Bloxam's care, and towards whom he had never displayed any fatherly +affection beyond that implied by the punctual and uninterrupted +discharge of the pecuniary obligations which he had contracted towards +that lady, that he entertained no doubt whatever of her identity with +Gertrude Keith. This discovery had agitated him less by reason of any +present significance which it possessed--the girl was clever, and had +achieved in his presence a success of a kind which was undeniably +desirable in such a position as hers--than because it had touched +long-silent chords, and touched them to utterances full of pain for +the old man, who had been so thoroughly of the world, and whom the +world had, on the whole, treated remarkably well. But Lord Sandilands +was growing old, and was naturally beginning to yield just a little to +the inevitable feeling, of being rather tired of it all, which comes +with age, to the best-treated among the sons of men, and had come +perceptibly to him, since Mark Challoner's death had done away with +the last of the old landmarks. Things might have been so different; he +had often thought so, and then put the thought from him hurriedly and +resolutely. He thought so to-day, and he could not put the thought +from him; it would not go; but, as he paced the room, it grew stronger +and stronger and came closer and closer to him, and at last looked him +sternly and threateningly in the face, demanding harbour and reply; +and Lord Sandilands gave it both--no more expelling it, but taking +counsel with himself, and repeating to himself an old story of the +past, which, with a different ending, might have set all his present +in another key;--which story was not very different from many that +have--been told, and not difficult to tell. + +Lord Sandilands had not succeeded early in life to his old title and +respectable but not magnificent estates. The Honourable John Borlase +was much more clever, agreeable, and fascinating than rich, when, +having left the University of Oxford after a very creditable career, +he began to lead the kind of life which is ordinarily led by young men +who have only to wait for fortune and title, and who possess +sufficient means to fill up the interval comfortably, and sufficient +intellect to occupy it with tolerable rationality. The dilettanteism +which was one of Lord Sandilands' characteristics developed itself +later in life; while he was a young man, his tastes were more active, +and he had devoted himself to sporting and travel. In the pursuit of +the first he had made Mark Challoner's acquaintance; and the +_camaraderie_ of the hunting-field had strengthened into a strong and +congenial tie of friendship, which had been broken only by the +Squire's death. In the pursuit of the second, John Borlase had +encountered many adventures, and made more than one acquaintance +destined to influence his future, either sensibly or insensibly; and +among the many was one with whom we have to do, for a brief interval +of retrospection. + +John Borlase did not affect "Bohemianism" (the phrase had not then +been invented, but the thing existed); but he liked character, and he +liked Art,--liked it better than he understood it, selected the +society of those who knew more about it than he did; and though he by +no means restricted himself to the society of artists, he certainly +frequented them more than any other class. It was at Berlin that he +fell in with Etienne Gautier, an eccentric and very clever Frenchman, +exiled by the cruelty of fortune from his native paradise, Paris, and +employed by the French Government in some mysterious commission +connected with the Galleries of Painting and Sculpture at Berlin,--a +city which he never ceased to depreciate, but where he nevertheless +appeared to enjoy himself thoroughly. Etienne Gautier was a dark, +active, restless man; vivacious of speech; highly informed on all +matters appertaining to Art; a liberal in politics and religion--of a +degree of liberalism very unusual at that period, though it would not +be regarded as particularly "advanced" at present; an oddity in his +manners; evidently in poor circumstances, which he treated with that +perfect absence of disguise and affectation which is so difficult for +English people to comprehend, so impossible for them to imitate; and +devotedly, though injudiciously, attached to his beautiful daughter, +Gertrude. The girl's mother, an Englishwoman, had died at her birth, +and her father had brought her up after a completely unconventional +fashion, and one which would have horrified his own countrymen in +particular. She was allowed as much freedom as "bird on branch," and +her education was of the most desultory description. Gertrude Gautier +was very handsome, very wilful, and totally destitute of knowledge of +the world. She was her father's companion in all places and at all +times; and when the Hon. John Borlase made Etienne Gautier's +acquaintance and took to frequenting his society, he found that it +included that of one of the handsomest, cleverest, and most spirited +girls he had ever met. John Borlase was not quite a free man when he +first saw Gertrude Gautier. Had her position in life been such as to +render his marrying her a wise and suitable proceeding, he could not +have offered to do so with honour, though the engagement, if so it +could be called, which bound him to the Lady Lucy Beecher, was of a +cool and vague description, and much more the doing of their +respective families than their own. But he had carried the not +unpleasant obligation cheerfully for a year or more; and it was only +when he fully and freely acknowledged to himself that he had fallen in +love with Gertrude Gautier, and felt a delightful though embarrassing +consciousness that she had fallen in love with him, that he grumbled +at his engagement, and persuaded himself that but for its existence he +would certainly have married Gertrude, and boldly set the opinions and +wishes of his family at defiance. It was a pleasing delusion: there +never existed a man less likely to have done anything of the kind +than John Borlase; but he cherished the belief, which nothing in his +former life tended to justify. He was a proud man in a totally +unaffected way; and only his fancy--not for a moment his real +practical self--regarded the possibility of the elevation into a +future British peeress of a girl whose father was a painter, of the +Bohemian order, and in whose maternal ancestry the most noteworthy +"illustration" was a wholesale grocer. As for Gertrude, she loved him, +and that was enough for her. The untaught, undisciplined, passionate +girl thought of nothing beyond; and her father, who was as blind as +fathers usually are to the fact that his daughter was longer a child, +but with all the charm and beauty of womanhood had entered upon all +its danger gave the matter no consideration whatever. This state of +things lasted for several months, and then came a crisis. Etienne +Gautier fell from a height, in one of the Berlin galleries, and died +of the injuries he had received, after recovering consciousness for +just sufficient time to commend his daughter to the care and kindness +of John Borlase. + +"Send her to Leamington," said the dying man; "her mother's uncle +lives there. She knows his name." + +There is little need to pursue the story of Gertrude Gautier further. +She never went to Leamington; she never saw the prosperous grocer, her +mother's uncle. The story is not a new one, but at least it ended +better than many a one like it has ended. Gertrude was happy; she had +no scruples; she knew no better. She had no friends to forfeit; she +had no position to lose. Her lover was true to her, and all the more +devoted that he had many stings of conscience of which she had no +suspicion, in which she never shared. He brought her to England, and +the girl was happy in her pretty suburban house, with her birds, her +flowers, and his society. But a time came in which John Borlase had +the chance of testing his own sincerity; and he applied the test, and +recognised its failure. When the institution of the suburban house was +a year old, and when he had frequently congratulated himself upon the +successful secrecy which had been maintained, John Borlase found a +letter to his address awaiting him at his father's town-house. The +letter was from Lady Lucy Beecher, and it contained the intelligence +of her marriage. "I knew you did not care for me," said the fair and +frank writer, "in any sense which would give us a chance of being +happy together; but I did not make a fuss about the family arrangement +before it became necessary to do so. That necessity arose when I found +myself deliberately preferring another man to you. I do so prefer +Hugh Wybrant, and I have married him. My people are very angry, of +course--perhaps yours will be so also; but you will not care much +about that; and I am sure you will heartily thank me for what I have +done. We shall always be good friends, I hope; and if we had married, +we could never have been more, and might easily--indeed should very +certainly, I am convinced--have been less." John Borlase was much +relieved by the intelligence contained in this characteristic letter. +Lady Lucy had troubled his mind, had been a difficulty to him. Under +the circumstances he would not have married, he would not have done so +doubly dishonourable an action; but he was very glad the ostensible +breach was of her making and not his. He derived a pleasant +self-congratulatory conviction that he was rather a lucky fellow from +this fortunate occurrence; and he answered Lady Lucy's flippant letter +by one which was full of kindliness and good-humour, and accompanied +by a set of Neapolitan coral. + +Then came the question which would make itself heard. Should he marry +Gertrude? He could do so without risk of her antecedents being +discovered; the only odium he would have to bear would be that of her +foreign birth and insignificant, indefinite origin. The girl's own +feelings, strange to say, counted but little with John Borlase, in the +discussion he held with himself, and which need not be pursued +further. If he had decided in her favour, he felt that a first and +important preliminary would be that he should explain to her the +degradation of her present position, and the immense advantages to her +of the compensation which he should offer her by marrying her. Their +life would be changed, of course; and what had such a change to give +him? He reasoned entirely as a man of the world; and the upshot of his +deliberations was that he did not marry Gertrude Gautier. It made no +difference to her; she did not know that the subject had ever occupied +him; she had never heard Lady Lucy's name. Her calm, happy, guilty +love-dream went on for a little longer, and then it ended. The doom of +her mother was on Gertrude; and John Borlase came home one day, as +Etienne Gautier had come home, to find a dead woman and a helpless +infant where he had left youth and health and beauty in the morning. +The blow fell heavily upon John Borlase, and remorse as well as sorrow +was for a long time busy at his heart. During this period he was +extremely restless, and the world was quite concerned and edified to +see how much he had taken Lady Lucy's defection to heart. Who would +have thought a man could possess so much feeling? And then, the +generosity with which he acted, the pains he had taken to show how +completely he was _sans rancune_; how could Lady Lucy have done such a +thing! But everybody flocked to see Lady Lucy, for all that; and as +for Captain Wybrant, never was there anyone so charming. John Borlase +did not hear all the talk, or if he did, he did not heed it. He was +not a sentimental man, and he was sufficiently unscrupulous; but +Gertrude's death was more than a racking grief and loss to him. +Alongside of her shrouded figure he saw her father's; and now, too +late, he was haunted by the unfulfilled trust bequeathed him by the +dead. Deceiving himself again, he tried to persuade himself that only +the suddenness of Gertrude's death had prevented his marrying her; he +tried to throw the blame, which he could not ignore, on circumstances. +At first he succeeded, to a certain extent, in this--succeeded +sufficiently to deaden the acuteness--of the pain he could not escape +from. Then, after a time, he knew better; he no longer indulged in +self-deception; he acknowledged that the wrong was irreparable, and +the self-reproach life-long; and he bowed to the stern truth. John +Borlase was never afterwards talked of as a marrying man; and Lady +Lucy Wybrant, whose sources of social success were numerous and +various, enjoyed that one in addition, that the inexorable celibacy of +Lord Sandilands was ascribed to his chivalrous fidelity to her. She +knew that this was a fiction, as well as he knew it; but as it was a +gleam of additional glorification for her, and such a supposition +saved him a great deal of trouble, and preserved him from match-making +mammas, each acquiesced in the view which society chose to adopt, with +most amiable affability. Captain Wybrant laughed at the theory of +Sandilands' celibacy, as he laughed at most other theories; and said +(and believed) that if a man must be fool enough to wear the willow +for any woman, his Lucy was the best worth wearing it for, of all the +women in the world. And though the whole thing was a myth, Lord +Sandilands never cordially liked jolly Hugh Wybrant--perhaps no man +ever yet did cordially like the individual in whose favour he has been +jilted, though he may not have cared a straw for the fickle fair one, +but have honestly regarded her inconstancy as a delightful +circumstance, demanding ardent gratitude. + +For several years after Gertrude Gautier's death, the Hon. John +Borlase indulged in frequent and extensive foreign travel; and during +this period the infant girl who had inherited her beauty, apparently +without her delicacy of constitution, was well cared for. The child's +father cared little for her, beyond scrupulously providing for her +physical welfare. She was an embodied reproach to him, though he never +said so to himself, but persuaded himself his indifference to the +little girl whom he saw but rarely and at long intervals, arose from +his not naturally caring about children. When she was eight years old, +and the memory of her mother had almost died out, though the indelible +effect of the sad and guilty episode in his life with which she was +connected remained impressed upon him, Lord Sandilands placed the +little girl under Mrs. Bloxam's care, with the conditions already +stated and the results already partially developed. He had provided +ample funds to meet the exigencies of her education; he had made due +arrangements for their safe and punctual transmission to Mrs. Bloxam; +he had but vague notions concerning the requirements and the risks of +girlhood: his dominant idea was, that in a respectable boarding-school +the girl must be safe; he did not want to see her; she must not know +him as her father; and he had no fancy for playing any part, +undertaking any personation,--in short, having any trouble +unrepresented by money,--about her. John Borlase had been +unscrupulous, and a trifle hard in his nature; and despite the +conflict in his breast which had ensued on Gertrude Gautier's death, +and which for all his impassive bearing had been fierce and long, Lord +Sandilands was not much more scrupulous, and was decidedly harder. If +the girl married, or if she died, he should be made acquainted with +the circumstance; and as a matter of fact--fact, not sentiment, being +the real consideration in this matter--either was all he need know. As +time went on, this frame of mind about his unknown daughter became +habitual to Lord Sandilands; and of late he had never remembered +Gertrude's existence, except when an entry in his accounts, under a +certain appointed formula, recalled the fact to his mind. + +These were the circumstances on which Lord Sandilands mused, as he +paced his room in the early morning, after he had seen Grace Lambert +at Lady Carabas' concert. The girl's face had risen up before him like +a ghost,--not only her mother's, but that of his own youth; and in the +proud, assured, but not bold glance of her splendid brown eyes a story +which had no successor in the old man's lonely life was written. This +beautiful, gifted girl was his daughter. She might have been the pride +of his life, the darling, the ornament of his home, the light of his +declining years, the inheritor of his fortune, if-if he had done right +instead of wrong, if he had repaired the injury he had done to her, +whose grave lay henceforth and for ever between him and the +possibility of reparation. + +"How very handsome she is!" he thought; "and how fine and highly +cultivated her voice! If I had known she possessed such a talent as +that!" And then he thought how that talent might have been displayed +in society, in which the possessor might have mixed on equal terms. A +long train of images and fancies, of vain and bitter regrets, came up +with the strong impression of the girl's grace, beauty, and gifts. Of +her identity there could be no doubt. As Gertrude Gautier had looked +out from the garden-gate, where she had bidden him the fond and +smiling farewell destined to be their last, so this girl, as beautiful +as his lost Gertrude, and with something of grandeur in her look, +which Gertrude had not, and which was the grace added by genius, had +looked that night, as she calmly, smilingly, received the applause of +her audience. As he recalled that look, and dwelt on it in his memory +with the full assurance that his conviction was correct, an idea +struck him. He was a known connoisseur in music, a known patron of +musical art; everyone who was anyone in the musical world sought an +introduction to Lord Sandilands. In the case of Miss Grace Lambert, +his generally extended patronage had been especially requested by Lady +Carabas for her _protégée_. Here was a fair and legitimate expedient +within his reach for securing access to Miss Lambert, without the +slightest risk of awakening suspicion, either in her mind or in that +of sharp-sighted observers, that he was actuated by any particular +motive in this instance. He must see her, he must know her! How +bitterly he lamented now, and condemned himself for the indifference +which had kept him for so many years contented that his child should +be a stranger to him! How ready he was, now that he saw her beautiful +and gifted, to accord credence and attention to the voice of nature, +in which he had never before believed, and which under other +circumstances would have found him just as deaf as usual! Then he +resolved that he would write to Mrs. Bloxam, and prepare her for a +long-deferred visit to her charge, stipulating in his letter that +Gertrude should know nothing of the intended visit, and that Mrs. +Bloxam should receive him alone. "She shall tell me my child's +history," he said; "at least it has been a bright and happy story +hitherto." And Lord Sandilands sighed, and his face looked old and +worn, as he arranged his note-paper, and dipped his pen in the ink, +and then hesitated and pondered long before he commenced his letter to +Mrs. Bloxam. + +The letter consisted of but a few lines, and Lord Sandilands put it in +another cover, addressed to Mr. Plowden, his solicitor, and the medium +of his payments to Mrs. Bloxam. It was not until he had retired to +rest, after sunrise, and had been for some time vainly trying to +sleep, that his thoughts reverted to Miles Challoner and the incident +which had taken place just before they parted. + +Miles Challoner, also wakeful, was thinking of it too, and debating +with himself whether he should mention the matter again to Lord +Sandilands. He shrank from reviving a subject so full of pain. The man +whom he had met evidently had an object in concealing his identity, or +he would not have been so reticent by a first impulse. They were not +likely to meet again. So Miles Challoner took a resolution to keep his +own counsel; and acted upon it. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. +Lloyd's Luck. + + +We have found Gilbert Lloyd the centre of an amused circle at Carabas +House. Let us see what has been his career since he parted with his +wife at the George Inn at Brighton. + +He was free! That was his first thought when he began to ponder over +the probable results of the step he had taken,--free to come and go as +he liked, to do as he listed, without the chance of incurring black +looks or reproaches. Not that he had had either from Gertrude for a +very long time. When her faith in her husband was first shattered; +when she first began to perceive that the man whom in her girlish +fancy she had regarded as a hero of romance--a creature bright, +glorious, and rare--was formed of very ordinary clay, Gertrude was +vexed and annoyed by the discovery. She was young, too, and had a +young woman's belief in the efficacy of tears and sulks; so that when +Gilbert stayed out late, or brought home companions to whom she +objected, or went away on business tours for several days together, +Gertrude at first met him with sharp reproaches, dissolving into +passionate fits of weeping, or varied with sufficiently feeble +attempts at dignity. But Gilbert laughed these last to scorn, and +either took no notice of the reproaches, or with an oath bade them +cease. And then, the glamour having utterly died out, and the +selfishness and brutality of her husband being fully known to her, +Gertrude's manner had entirely changed. No sighs were ever heard by +Gilbert Lloyd, no red eyelids, no cheeks swollen by traces of recent +tears were ever seen by him. If the cold cynical expression on his +wife's face had hot been sufficient, the bitter mocking tones of her +voice never failed to tell him of the contempt she felt for him. That +she was no longer his dupe; that she bitterly despised herself for +ever having been fooled by him; that she had gauged the depth of his +knavery and the shallowness of his pretensions,--all this was +recognisable in her every look, in her every word. No brutality on her +husband's part--and his brutality sometimes found other vent than +language--no intermittent fits of softness towards her such as would +occasionally come over him, had the smallest effect on her face or on +her voice. She bore his blows silently, his caresses shudderingly, and +when they were over she looked up at him with the cold cynical face, +and replied to him with the bitter mocking voice. + +Gilbert Lloyd's friends--by which expression is meant the men of the +set in which he regularly lived--saw little of Mrs. Lloyd, who was +popularly supposed by them to be next to a nonentity, Lloyd being a +man who "always had his own way." And indeed, so far as those words +were ordinarily understood, Gilbert Lloyd's acquaintances were right. +For months and months his comings and goings, his long absences, his +conduct while at home, had been uncommented upon by Gertrude, save in +the expression of her face and in the tone of her voice. But these, +even at such rare intervals as he was subjected to them, were quite +enough to goad a man of his temperament, by nature irritable, and +rendered doubly petulant by the exciting life he led; and the +knowledge that he was free from them for ever, came to him with +immense relief. He was "on his own hook" now, and had the world before +him as much as he had before he committed the ridiculous error of +letting his passion get the better of his prudence, and so binding a +burden on to his back. A burden! yes, she had been a burden--a useless +helpless dead-weight--even when his fleeting passion for her began to +wane, he had hopes that after all he had not done such a bad thing in +marrying her. To a man who looked for his prey amongst the young and +inexperienced, a pretty woman would always prove a useful assistant, +and Gilbert Lloyd at one time thought of using his wife as a lure and +a bait. But any hopes of this nature which he may have entertained +were speedily uprooted. "Right-thinking" Gertrude Lloyd certainly was +not; of mental obliquity in the matter of distinguishing between good +and evil, she had her full share; but she was as proud as Lucifer, and +her pride stepped in to her aid where better qualities might not have +interfered. Her natural quickness enabled her at once to see through +her husband's designs, and she told him plainly and promptly that he +must seek elsewhere for a confederate; nay more, when Lloyd would have +insisted on her presiding at his table, and making herself agreeable +to his friends, her resistance, hitherto passive, became active; she +threatened to make known some of his proceedings, which would have +seriously compromised him in the eyes of persons with whom he wished +to stand well, and neither entreaties nor commands could alter her +resolution. + +She had been a burden, and he was rid of her. The more he thought it +over, the more he congratulated himself on the step which he had +taken, and felt that he had the best of the arrangement just +concluded. He had never loved anyone; and the caprice, for it was +nothing more, which he had once felt for Gertrude had long since died +away. He was free now to pursue his own career, and he determined that +his future should be brighter and more ambitious than he had hitherto +hoped. Now was his chance, and he would take advantage of it. +Heretofore he had lived almost entirely in the society of the +Ring-men--among them, but not of them--despising his associates, and +using them merely as a means to an end. He had had more than enough of +such companionship, and would shake it off for ever. Not that Gilbert +Lloyd intended quitting the turf and giving up his career as a +betting-man. Such a thought never occurred to him; he knew no other +way by which he could so easily earn so much money, while its +Bohemianism, and even its chicanery, were by no means unpleasant +ingredients to his fallen nature. All he wished was to take higher +rank and live with a different section of the fraternity. There were +betting-men and betting-men; and Gilbert Lloyd knew that his birth and +education fitted him more for the society of the "swells" who looked +languidly on from the tops of drags or moved quietly about the Ring, +than for the companionship of the professionals and welchers who drove +what was literally a "roaring" trade outside the enclosure. There was, +moreover, considerably more money to be made amongst the former than +the latter. Opportunity alone had been wanting; now he thought that +had come, and Gilbert Lloyd determined on trying his luck and going +for a great _coup_. + +He had a hundred pounds in hand and a capital book for Doncaster, so +he made up his mind to leave the last to the manipulation of an +intimate friend, who would watch the alterations in the market, and +report them to him at Baden, whither he started, at once. Here he +established himself in a pleasant little bedchamber in the bachelor's +wing of the Badischer Hof, and proceeded to commence operations. The +language, the appearance, the manners of the regular turfite he at +once discarded, though an occasional hint dropped in conversation at +the _table d'hôte_ or in the Kursaal, at both of which places he soon +made many promiscuous acquaintances, conveyed a notion that the +_arcana_ of the Ring were, or had been, sufficiently familiar to him. +At the tables he played nightly, with varying fortune it was thought, +though those who watched him closely averred that he was a +considerable winner. His pecuniary success, however, affected him very +slightly; he was glad, of course, to have been able to live +luxuriously during a month, and to leave the place with more money +than he took into it; but Gilbert Lloyd had done far better than +merely winning a few hundred louis--he had made his _coup_. + +He made it thus. Staying at the Badischer Hof was the Earl of +Ticehurst, a young English nobleman who had recently succeeded to his +title and estate, and who, during the previous year, had caused a +great deal of talk in London. He was a big, heavy-looking young man, +with a huge jowl and a bull neck, coarse features, and small sunken +eyes. At Eton he had been principally noticeable for his cruelty to +animals and his power of beer-drinking. At Oxford these charming +qualities were more freely developed, but whereas they had been called +by their proper names by Viscount Etchingham's schoolfellows, they +became known as "high spirits", to the college dons and the +tuft-hunting tutors. It is probable, however, that even these +long-suffering individuals would have had to take notice of his +lordship's vivacious proceedings, had not his father died during his +first year of residence; and on succeeding to the earldom of +Ticehurst, Lord Etchingham at once left the University and entered +upon London life. This means different things to different people. To +the nobleman just interred in the family vault at Etchingham, in the +presence of the Premier and half the Cabinet, it had signified the +commencement of a brilliant political career. To his son, who had +succeeded him, it meant the acquisition of a stud of racers, the +sovereignty of the coffee-room at Hummer's, the well-known sporting +hotel, and the obsequious homage of some of the greatest scoundrels in +London. The young man delighted in his position, and felt that he had +really come into his kingdom. His name was in everyone's mouth, and +people who scarcely could distinguish a racer from a towel-horse had +heard of young Lord Ticehurst. The names of the horses which he owned +were familiar in the mouths of the most general of the "general +public," the amount of the bets which he won or lost was talked of in +all classes of society, and by the "sporting world" he was looked upon +as the great revivalist of those pastimes which are always described +by the epithets "old" and "British." The fighting of mains of cocks, +the drawing of badgers, the patronage of the rat-pit and the P.R. +("that glorious institution which, while it exists among us and is +fostered by the genial support of such true Corinthians as the E-- of +T--, will prevent Englishmen from having recourse to the dastardly use +of the knife," as it was prettily described by Snish, the fistic +reporter of the _Life_), the frequent fuddling of himself with ardent +spirits, the constant attendance at night-saloons, and the never going +home till morning--came into this category. Elderly Haymarket +publicans and night-cabmen began to think that the glorious days of +their youth had returned, when they witnessed or listened to the +pranks of Lord Ticehurst; and in his first London season he had +established a reputation for gentlemanly black-guardism and +dare-devilry quite equal to any in the records of the Bow-street +Police-court. + +Needless to say that with Lord Ticehurst's reputation Gilbert Lloyd +was perfectly familiar, and that he had long and ardently desired the +opportunity of making the acquaintance of that distinguished nobleman. +To use his own language, he had "done all he knew" to carry out this +desirable result; but in vain. There are hawks and hawks; and the +birds of prey who hovered round Lord Ticehurst were far too clever and +too hungry to allow any of the inferior kind to interfere with their +spoil. Not that Gilbert Lloyd was inferior in any sense, save that of +mixing with an inferior class. Lord Ticehurst knew several men of +Lloyd's set--knew them sufficiently to speak to them in a manner +varying from the _de haut en bas_ style which he used to his valet to +the vulgar familiarity with which he addressed his trainer; but it +would not have suited Gilbert Lloyd to have been thrown in his way, +and he had carefully avoided being presented or becoming known to Lord +Ticehurst in an inferior position. + +When Gilbert arrived at the Badischer Hof, the first person he saw at +the late _table d'hôte_ was Lord Ticehurst; the second was Plater +Dobbs, who acted as his lordship's henchman, Mentor, and confidential +upper servant. A stout short man, Plater Dobbs (his real name was +George, and he was supposed once to have been a major in something, +the nickname "Plater" attaching to him from the quality of the +racehorses he bred and backed), with a red face, the blood strangled +into it by his tight bird's-eye choker, a moist eye, a pendulous under +lip, a short gray whisker and stubbly moustache of the same colour, a +bell-shaped curly-brimmed hat, and a wonderful vocabulary of oaths. +Plater Dobbs was one of the old school in everything--one of the +hard-drinking, hard-riding, hard-swearing, five-o'clock-in-the-morning +old boys. A sportsman of the old school, with many recollections of +Pea-green Hayne, and Colonel Berkeley, and the Golden Ball, and other +lights of other days; a godless abandoned old profligate, illiterate +and debauched, but with a certain old-fashioned knowledge of +horse-flesh, an unlimited power of drinking without being harmed by +what he drank, and a belief in and an adherence to "the code of +honour" as then understood amongst gentlemen, as he had proved in +person on various occasions at home and abroad. He had taken entire +sway over Lord Ticehurst, bought racers with the young nobleman's +money, and trained and ran them when he chose; went with him +everywhere; and was alternately his Mentor and his butt--acting in +either capacity with the greatest equanimity. + +Now, above all other men in the world, Lloyd hated Plater Dobbs. He +had long envied the position which the "vulgar old cad," as he called +him, had held in regard to Lord Ticehurst; and when he saw them +together at Baden, his rage was extreme, and a desire to supplant the +elderly Mentor at once rose in his breast. Not that Gilbert had any +feeling that the counsels or the example given and shown to Lord +Ticehurst by Plater Dobbs were wrong or immoral. All he felt about +them was that they were rococo, old-fashioned, and behind the mark of +the present day. The appointment of "confederate" to such a man as +Ticehurst, was one of the most splendid chances of a lifetime; and it +had now fallen to the lot of a senile debauchee, who was neither doing +good for himself nor obtaining credit for his pupil. If Ticehurst were +only in _his_ hands, what would not Gilbert Lloyd do for him and for +himself? Ticehurst should be in his hands, but how? That was the +problem which Lloyd set himself to solve. That was the thought which +haunted him day and night, which dulled his palate to M. Rheinbolt's +choicest _plats_, which even made him sometimes inattentive to the +monotonous cry of the _croupiers_. To secure Plater Dobbs' position +would be to land a greater stake than could be gained by the most +unexpected fluke at _trente et quarante_. Let him only hook Ticehurst, +and--_rien ne va plus!_ + +An ordinary sharper would have taken advantage of the frequent +opportunities afforded by the _table d'hôte_ and continental life +generally, have spoken to Lord Ticehurst, and managed to secure a +speaking acquaintanceship with him. But Gilbert Lloyd was not an +ordinary sharper, and he saw clearly enough how little that course +would tend to the end he had in view. He foresaw that Plater Dobbs' +jealousy would be at once aroused; and that while the acquaintance +with the bear was ripening, the bear-leader would have ample +opportunity of vilifying his would-be rival. He put it to himself +clearly that success was only to be gained by adventitious chance, and +that chance came thus. + +Among the frequenters of the Kursaal was a French gentleman of +some thirty-five years of age, black-bearded, bright-eyed, and +thin-waisted. André de Prailles was this gentleman's name, Paris was +his nation, and, to carry out the old rhyme, the degradation of +England and her children was apparently his vocation. In private and +in public he took every opportunity of saying unpleasant things about +_la perfide Albion_, and the traitors, native and domiciled, nourished +by her. He had, for a Frenchman, an extraordinary knowledge of English +ways and manners of life--of life of a certain kind--which he amused +himself and certain of his immediate friends by turning into the +greatest ridicule. He played but little at the tables; indeed those +who had watched him narrowly avowed that there was a certain +understanding between him and the _croupiers_, who discouraged his +attendance; but be this as it might, he frequented the promenade and +the baths, lived in very fair style at the Hotel Victoria, and was "a +feature" in the society of the place. M. de Prailles' Anglophobia had +contented itself with disdainful glances at the representatives of the +land which he detested, and with muttering with bated breath at all +they said and did, until the arrival at Baden of Mdlle. de Meronville, +the celebrated _ingénue_ of the Vaudeville, with whom M. de Prailles +had an acquaintance, and for whom he professed an adoration. + +Mdlle. de Meronville was a bright lithe little woman, with large black +eyes, an olive complexion, and what Lord Ticehurst called a "fuzzy" +head of jet-black hair; a pleasant good-natured little woman, fond of +admiration and _bonbons_ and good dinners and plenty of champagne; a +little woman who played constantly at the tables, screaming with +delight when she won, and using "strange oaths" when she lost--who +smoked cigarettes on the promenade, and gesticulated wildly, and beat +her companions with her parasol, and, in fact, behaved herself as +unlike a British female as is possible to be imagined. Perhaps it was +the entire novelty of her style and conduct that gave her such a charm +in the eyes of Lord Ticehurst, for charm she undoubtedly had. A +devotion to the opposite sex had never hitherto been classed among the +weaknesses of that amiable nobleman; but he was so completely overcome +by the fascinations of Eugénie de Meronville, that no youth ever +suffered more severely from "calf-love" than this reckless roisterer. +He followed her about like her shadow; when in her company, after he +had obtained an introduction to her, he would address to her the most +flowery compliments in a curious _mélange_ of tongues; and when absent +from her he would sit and puff his cigar in moody silence, obstinately +rejecting all efforts to withdraw him from his sentimental +abstraction. Plater Dobbs regarded this new phase in his pupil's +character with unspeakable horror, and was at his wits' end to know +how to put a stop to it. He endeavoured to lead Lord Ticehurst into +deeper play; but unless Mdlle. de Meronville were at the tables the +young man would not go near them. He organised a little supper-party, +at which were present two newly-arrived and most distinguished +beauties: an English grass-widow whose husband was in India, and a +Russian lady, who regarded the fact of her liege lord's being ruined, +and sinking from a position of affluence into that of a hotel-keeper, +as quite enough to excuse her leaving him for ever. But Ticehurst +sulked through the banquet, and the ladies agreed in voting him _bête_ +and _mauvais ton_. The fact was that the man was madly in love with +Eugénie de Meronville, and cared for nothing but her society. + +What one does and where one goes and with whom one passes one's time +is, of course, very easily known in a small coterie such as that +assembled in the autumn at Baden; and it is not to be wondered at that +M. André de Prailles suffered many a bad quarter of an hour as he +witnessed and heard of the amicable relations between his fair +compatriot and one of the leading representatives of that nation which +he detested. What added to M. de Prailles' anger was the fact that +whereas in Paris, where he was known to be the friend of certain +_feuilletonistes_ with whom it was well for every actress to be on +good terms, he had had cause for believing himself to be well thought +of by the _ingénue_ of the Vaudeville, at Baden, where no such +inducement existed, he had been completely snubbed by Eugénie, and +treated with a _hauteur_ which set his blood boiling in his veins. M. +de Prailles resented this after his own fashion. First, he addressed a +passionate letter to his idol, reproaching her for her perfidy. To +this he received a very short, and, to tell truth, a very ill-spelt, +answer, in which the goddess replied that it was not his "_afair_," +and that she would behave herself "_come je voulai_" wheresoever and +with whomsoever she pleased. Then he took to a more open course of +defiance--following on the trail of Mdlle. de Meronville and Lord +Ticehurst, standing behind them at the table, occupying adjacent seats +to theirs in the Kursaal or on the promenade, and enunciating, in by +no means a hushed voice, his opinion on Englishmen in general and Lord +Ticehurst in particular. But Lord Ticehurst's comprehension of the +French language was limited, his comprehension of the English +language, as spoken by M. de Prailles, was still more limited; and the +strongest comment with which he favoured his opponent's ravings was a +muttered inquiry as to what "that d--d little Frenchman was jabbering +about." + +At last, one night, the long-threatened explosion took place. A sudden +storm of wind and rain swept down from the Black Forest, and the +curious vehicle attached to the Hôtel d'Angleterre was sent for to +convey Mdlle. de Meronville from the Kursaal to her rooms. The little +actress had been playing with great ill-luck, and had been duly waited +upon by Lord Ticehurst; but at the moment when the arrival of the +droschky was notified to her, he had been called into another part of +the room by Plater Dobbs, and only arrived in time to see her, +mortified and angry, being conducted to the carriage on the arm of M. +de Prailles. Rushing forward to make his excuses, Lord Ticehurst +caught his foot in the train of Mdlle. de Meronville's gown, and, amid +the suppressed burst of laughter from the bystanders, pulled her +backwards and fell forward himself. He had scarcely recovered himself +when the roll of the departing vehicle was in his ears, and M. de +Prailles was standing before him fuming. + +"An accident? nothing of the sort! _Exprès! tout à fait exprès!_" + +A crowd gathered at the ominous words and at the tone of voice in +which they were uttered: Plater Dobbs and Gilbert Lloyd foremost among +the concurrents, the one flushed and excited, the other cool and +collected; Lord Ticehurst, very pale, and with an odd twitching in the +muscles of his month. + +"It was no accident, that tumble!" shrieked M. de Prailles. "It was a +studied insult offered to a lady by a barbarian! _Exprès, +entendes-vous, messieurs, exprès?_" + +Then, seeing that his opponent stood motionless, the little Frenchman +drew himself on tiptoes, and hissed out, + +"_Et il ne dit rien? Décidément, milor, vous êtes un lâche!_" and he +made a movement as though he would have struck Lord Ticehurst with his +open hand. + +But Plater Dobbs, who had been puffing and fuming and gasping for +breath, caught the angry Frenchman by the arm, and called out, + +"Holla, none of that! We'll produce our man when he's wanted. We don't +want any rough-and-tumble here! _Ally, party, mossoo!_" + +"_Au diable, ivrogne!_" was all the response which M. de Prailles +chose to make to this elegant appeal; but he turned to some of his +compatriots, and said, "_Regardez donc la figure de ce milor là!_" And +in truth Lord Ticehurst was almost livid, and the chair against which +he was leaning trembled in his grasp. At that moment Gilbert Lloyd +stepped forward. + +"There's no question of producing any man on this occasion, except a +_gensdarme_," said he, addressing Plater Dobbs. + +A hush fell on the little crowd--the Englishmen silenced by what they +heard, the foreigners by the effect which they saw the words had +produced. Only Dobbs spoke, and he said, "What the devil do you mean?" + +"What I say," replied Lloyd; "it's impossible for Lord Ticehurst to +fight this fellow," with a contemptuous wave of the hand at De +Prailles. "I've long thought I recognised him; now I'm sure of it. I +don't know what he calls himself now, but he used to answer to the +name of Louis three years ago, when he was a billiard-marker at the +rooms over the Tennis-court, just out of the Haymarket." + +"_Tu mens, canaille!_" screamed M. de Prailles, rushing at him; but +Gilbert Lloyd caught his adversary by the throat, and with every nerve +in his lithe frame strung to its tightest pitch, shook him to and fro. + +"Drop that!" he said; "drop that, or by the Lord I'll fling you out of +the window. You know the height you'd have to fall!" and with one +parting shake he threw the Frenchman from him. "I'm glad my memory +served me so well; it would have been impossible for your lordship to +have gone out with such a fellow." + + +M. André de Prailles left Baden very early the next morning: but the +events of that night affected more than him. Although he was not of a +grateful or recognisant nature, Lord Ticehurst felt keenly the +material assistance which Gilbert Lloyd afforded him at what in his +inmost heart his lordship knew to have been a most critical and +unpleasant time, and he showed at once that he appreciated this +assistance at its proper value. He made immediate advances of +friendship to Gilbert, which advances Gilbert received with sufficient +_nonchalance_ to cause them to be repeated with double ardour. At the +same time he by no means declined the acquaintance which Lord +Ticehurst offered him, and in the course of various colloquies +contrived to indoctrinate his lordship with a notion of his +extraordinary 'cuteness in things in general, and in matters +pertaining to the turf and to society in particular. The world, as +viewed through Gilbert Lloyd's glasses, had to Lord Ticehurst quite a +different aspect from that under which he had hitherto seen it, and he +raged against opportunities missed and stupid courses taken while +under the tutelage of Plater Dobbs. To rid himself of that worthy's +companionship and to instal Gilbert Lloyd in his place was a task +which Lord Ticehurst set himself at once, and carried out with great +speed and success. He found little opposition from the Plater. That +worldly-wise old person had seen how matters stood--"how the cat +jumped," as he phrased it--from the first, and was perfectly prepared +to receive his _congé_. Nor, indeed, was he altogether displeased at +the arrangement. His good qualities were few enough, but among them +was the possession of personal pluck and courage, and a horror of +anyone in whom these were lacking. "I always knew Etchingham was a +duffer, sir," he would say in after-days--"a pig-headed, obstinate, +mean duffer--but I never thought he was a cur until that night. He was +in a blue funk, I tell you--in a blue funk of a d--d little Frenchman +that he could have swallowed whole! I don't complain, sir. He hasn't +behaved badly to me, and I hope he'll find he's done right in holding +on to Master Lloyd. A devilish slippery customer that, sir. But him +and me couldn't have been the same after I saw he funked that +Frenchman, and so perhaps it's better as it is." So Major Plater Dobbs +retired on an allowance of three hundred a year from his ex-pupil to +the cheerful city of York, and this history knows him no more. + +When Gilbert Lloyd returned to England in time to accompany his patron +to Doncaster, where they witnessed the shameful defeat of all Lord +Ticehurst's horses, which had been trained under the Dobbs' _regime_, +he felt that he had made his _coup_; but he did not anticipate such +success as fell to his lot. By an excellent system of tactics, the +mainspring of which was to make himself sought instead of to seek, and +to speak his mind unreservedly upon all points on which he was +consulted, taking care never to interfere in cases where his opinion +was not asked, he obtained a complete ascendency over the young man, +who, after a very short time, made him overseer, not merely of his +stable, but of his house, his establishment, and his estates. And +excellently did Lloyd perform the functions then allotted to him. He +had a clear head for business, and a keen eye for "a good thing," and +as a large portion of all Lord Ticehurst's luck and success was shared +by his "confederate," it was not surprising that Lloyd employed his +time and brains in planning and achieving successes. Not a little of +his good fortune Lloyd owed to keeping in with his former allies the +Ring-men, who were treated by him with a frank cordiality which stood +him in excellent stead, and who were delighted to find that one of +their own order, as they judged him, could climb to such a height +without becoming stuck-up or spiteful. The old trainer, the jockeys, +and all the Dobbs' satellites were swept away as soon as Gilbert Lloyd +came into power, and were so well replaced that Lord Ticehurst's stud, +which had previously been the laughing-stock of Tattersall's, now +contained several animals of excellent repute, and one or two from +which the greatest things were expected. + +Nor was the change less remarkable in Lord Ticehurst himself. Of +course his new Mentor would have lacked the inclination, even if he +had had the power, to withdraw his pupil from turf-life; but to a +certain extent he made him understand the meaning and the value of the +saying "_noblesse oblige_." It was understood that hence-forward Lord +Ticehurst's horses were run "on the square," and that there was to be +no more "pulling," or "roping," or any other chicanery. And after a +good deal of patience and persuasion Gilbert Lloyd succeeded in +indoctrinating his patron with the notion that it was scarcely worth +while keeping up the reputation of being "British" with a small +portion of the community at the expense of disgusting all the rest; +that if one had no original taste in the matter of costume, and needs +must copy someone else, there were styles not simpler perhaps, but at +all events as becoming as those of the groom; and that all the +literary homage of the _Life_ scarcely repaid a gentleman for having +to associate with such blackguards as he met in his patronage of the +prize-ring, the cock-pit, and the rat-hunt. The young man, who being +young was impressionable, was brought to see the force of these +various arguments; more easily, doubtless, because they were put to +him in a remarkably skilful way, without dictation and without +deference--simply as the suggestions of a man of the world to another +worldling, the force of which he, from his worldly knowledge, would +perfectly understand and appreciate. And so, within a year after +submitting himself to Gilbert Lloyd's tutelage, Lord Ticehurst, who +had been universally regarded as a "cub" and a "tiger," was admitted +to be a doosid good fellow, and his friends laid all the improvement +to Gilbert Lloyd. + +Amongst those friends, perhaps the warmest of Lloyd's supporters was +Lord Ticehurst's aunt, Lady Carabas. Lady Carabas had always delighted +to have it thought that she was a _femme incomprise_; that while she +was looked upon as the mere worldling, the mere butterfly of fashion, +she had a soul--not the immortal part of her system which she took +notice of once a week in St. Barnabas's Church, but such a soul as +poets and metaphysical writers spell with a large S,--a Soul for +poetry, romance, love, and all those other things which are never +heard of in polite neighbourhoods. The Marquis of Carabas was quite +unaware of the existence of this portion of his wife's attributes, and +if he had known of it, it is probable it would have made very little +difference to him: it was nothing to eat, nothing to be shot at or +angled for, at least with a gun or a rod, so had no interest for his +lordship. But there was always someone sufficiently intimate with Lady +Carabas to be intrusted with the secret of the existence of this Soul, +and to be permitted to share in its aspirations. Lady Carabas had +married very early in life, and although she had two large and +whiskered sons, she was yet a remarkably handsome woman; so handsome, +so genial, and so winning, that there were few men who would not have +been gratified by her notice. And here let it be said, that all her +friendships--she had many, though never more than one at the same +time--were perfectly platonic in their nature. She pined to be +understood--she wanted nothing else, she said; but people remarked +that those whom she allowed to understand her were always +distinguished either by rank, good looks, or intellect. The immediate +predecessor of Gilbert Lloyd in dominion over Lady Carabas' Soul, was +an Italian singer with a straight nose, a curling brown beard, and a +pair of luminous gray eyes; and he in his turn had supplanted a Prince +of the Blood. Gilbert Lloyd was prime favourite now, and was treated +accordingly by the "regulars" in Beaumanoir-square. It was Lady +Carabas' boast that she could be "all things to all men." Thus while +her Soul had gushed with the regal romance of Arthur and Guinevere in +its outpourings to the Prince--an honest gentleman of limited +intellect and conversation restricted to the utterance of an +occasional "Hum, haw, Jove!"--it had burned with republican ardour in +its conference with the exiled Italian; and was now imbued with the +spirit of Ruff, _Bell_, Bailey, and other leading turf-guides, in its +lighter dalliance with Gilbert Lloyd. And this kind of thing suited +Lloyd very well, and tended to secure his position with Lord +Ticehurst. + +At the time of Gilbert Lloyd's introduction to Miles Challoner at +Carabas House, that position was settled and secured. Not merely was +Lord Ticehurst, to all appearance, utterly dependent on his Mentor for +aid and advice in every action of his life, but Lloyd's supremacy in +the Ticehurst household was recognised and acquiesced in by all +friends and members of the family. It was so recognised, so apparently +secure, and withal so pleasant, that Lloyd had put aside any doubt of +the possibility of its ever being done away with; and the first idea +of such a catastrophe came to him as the old name, so long unheard, +sounded once more in his ears, and as in the handsome man before him +he recognised his elder brother. Miles Challoner, as we have seen, +sought safety in flight. Gilbert Lloyd, the younger man, but by far +the older worldling, soon recovered from his temporary disquietude, so +far as his looks were concerned, and gazed after the vanishing figure +of his brother with eyebrows uplifted in apparent wonderment at his +_gaucherie_. But in the solitude of his chamber, before he went to bed +that morning, he faced the subject manfully, and thought it out under +all its various aspects. + +Would Miles betray him? That was the chief point. The blood surged up +in his pale face, and the beating of his heart was plainly audible to +himself as he thought of that contingency, and foresaw the unalterable +and immediate result. Exposure! proved to have been living for years +under an assumed name and in a false position--A slight ray of hope +here. The real name and the real position were incomparably better +than those he had assumed. Had he not rather lost than gained +by--Dashed out at once? Why did he hide his name and position? Forced +to. Why? O, that story must never be given up, or he would be lost +indeed. And then his thoughts digressed, and he found himself +picturing in his memory that last night in the old house--that +farewell of Rowley Court. Good God! how he recollected it all!--the +drive in the dogcart through the long lanes redolent of May; the +puzzled face of the old coachman, who knew young Master was going +away, and yet could not make out why old Master, and Master Miles, and +the household had not turned out to wish him "God speed;" the last +glimpse which, as he stood at the station-door, he caught of the +dog-cart thridding its way homewards through the lanes, almost every +inch of which he knew. Would Miles betray him? No, he thought not--at +least wilfully and intentionally. If the Miles of to-day had the same +characteristics as he remembered in the boy, he had an amount of pride +which would render it impossible for him to move in the matter. +Impossible! Yes, because to move in it would be to announce to the +world that he, the Squire of Rowley Court, was the brother of Mr. +Lloyd the turfite, the "confederate" of Lord Ticehurst, the--and +Gilbert cursed the pride which would make his brother look down upon +him, even though to that pride he principally looked for his own +safety. But might not Miles unintentionally blunder and blurt out the +secret? He had been hot-headed and violent of speech as a boy, and his +conduct at Carabas House on the introduction had proved that he had no +command over his feelings. This was what it was to have to do with +fools. And then Gilbert Lloyd recollected that, on the only other +occasion in his life when the chance of compromising his future was in +the hands of another person, it was his wife to whom the chance was +allotted; and he remembered the perfect security which he felt in her +sense and discretion. His wife! He had not thought of her for a very +long time. He wondered where she was and what she was doing. He +wondered whether she had altered in personal appearance, whether +anyone else had--pshaw! what the deuce did it matter to him? +Nevertheless, he angrily quickened the step with which he was pacing +the room as the thought crossed his mind. O no, Miles would not betray +him! There were other reasons why he should not. Did he not--perhaps +it was a mistake after all his having broken with Gertrude in that +manner? She would have been in his way here and there, perhaps; but +she was wonderfully accommodating, even in letting him have his own +way so far as coming and going were concerned; and how shrewd and +clear-headed she was! So good-looking, too! He found himself idly +tracing her profile with his finger on the table in front of him. +Strange girl--what an odd light there was on her face that--that night +when they parted! And Harvey Gore--O, good Lord! what had started that +vein of thought? That confounded meeting with Miles had upset him +entirely. Harvey Gore!--did Gertrude suspect--she knew. He was +certain, she knew, and that was what--It was for the best that he had +got rid of her; for the best that he was on his own hook--only himself +to consult and rely upon, and no one else with a chance of selling +him. All women were unreliable, and interfered with business. By the +way, what was that Ticehurst was saying as they came away in the +brougham about some woman who had sung in the early part of the +evening, before he got to Carabas House? Ticehurst was wonderfully +enthusiastic for him--such a face, such a figure, such a lovely voice! +These raptures meant nothing serious, Gilbert supposed; at all events +he intended to take care that they should mean nothing serious. That +affair of Eugénie de Meronville, when Ticehurst's admiration very +nearly brought him under an infuriated Frenchman's fire, had been of +infinite service, Gilbert reflected with a grin, in cooling his +lordship's love ardour, and indeed had kept him very much aloof from +the sex. It was better so; if Lord Ticehurst married, more than half +Gilbert Lloyd's influence would be gone, if indeed the turf were not +abandoned, and the "confederate" _chasséd_; and any other arrangement +in which a woman might be concerned would be equally unsatisfactory. +Fancy his having seen Miles, and heard the old name too! How much did +Miles know? He turned on his heel as if--and yet the old man would +never have told him. _His_ pride would have prevented that; at all +events nothing could be gained by keeping awake now. He had thought it +out, and decided that, for several reasons, his brother would not +betray him; and so Gilbert Lloyd turned into bed, and slept as +peacefully and as easily as the darkest schemers often do, despite all +the romancists say to the contrary. + +Next day he was walking through the Park with his patron, on their way +to Tattersall's, when, just as they crossed the Drive, a brougham +dashed rapidly by them. Lord Ticehurst clutched his companion's arm, +and said eagerly, "Look, Gilbert--quick! there she is." Gilbert Lloyd +looked round, and said in a tone of irritation, "What? Who?" "The girl +who sang last night at Carabas's. The stunner I told you of." "Then I +wish the stunner had gone some other way," said Lloyd. "I didn't even +have the satisfaction of seeing her; and I was just totting-up how we +stood on the Ascot Cup, and you've startled all the figures out of my +head." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. +The Linnet's Cage. + + +Mrs. Bloxam had had no reason to regret the assent which she had given +to the proposition made to her by her ex-pupil Gertrude Lloyd. The +arrangement had turned out successfully, and the far-seeing astute +lady, who had had quite enough of school-keeping considerably before +she saw her way to the abandonment of that uncongenial occupation, +soon began to see visions and dream dreams of a very different and +much more enjoyable kind of life in the future. For a calm person, not +to be taken in by appearances, and habitually distrustful of first +impressions, Mrs. Bloxam may be said to have been astonished when she +beheld her former pupil, after the lapse of two years and a half, +during which Gertrude had been learning experience in a school which, +though always severe, was sufficiently varied; and Mrs. Bloxam, when +she remembered the girl at all, thought of her only as the clever and +handsome pupil, who had outwitted her indeed (but that was a feat +which she was not likely to overrate--she never imposed any magnified +notion of her own vigilance upon herself), but who was not likely to +turn out in any way remarkable. Gertrude's letter had struck her +rather forcibly as being out of the common way; apart from the unusual +nature of the circumstances which had given rise to it, its coolness, +firmness, and businesslike precision were not common in the +schoolmistress's experience of feminine correspondence; and there was +nothing in her previous knowledge of Gertrude's intellect and +character which would have naturally led her to take such a +manifestation of those qualities for granted. Mrs. Bloxam thought a +good deal about Gertrude's letter in the interval between the receipt +of it and the arrival of its writer. It occurred to her that the girl +who took her life into her own management, after the clear cool-headed +fashion in which it was plain that Gertrude was acting, must have been +rather a difficult wife to manage, and not a particularly safe one to +deceive and injure. From thinking of Gertrude as the wife and the +enemy of Gilbert Lloyd, it was an easy transition to think of Gertrude +as possibly her (Mrs. Bloxam's) enemy--easy, not pleasant--and +significantly encouraging to that lady, in the resolution she had +formed, to treat Gertrude in all respects well, and with loyalty. Mrs. +Bloxam conceived, in the course of her cogitations, a very reasonable +certainty that Gertrude had developed into a kind of person, who, if +she made up her mind to discover the secret of her birth, parentage, +and previous position, would inevitably do so, or make herself +extremely disagreeable in the process of failure. When this notion +associated itself with the recollection of the comfortable sums of +money which she had continued to receive for Gertrude's benefit, when +Gertrude was absent and her fate unknown, Mrs. Bloxam congratulated +herself on the course she had adopted, and made such virtuous +resolutions that she would advance Gertrude's interests in every way +within her power, that she soon succeeded in compounding with her +conscience for the--indiscretion. + +When Gertrude made her appearance at the Vale House, Mrs. Bloxam's +anticipations were more than fulfilled. The young woman's easy and +assured grace of manner, the calmness with which she inducted herself +into the place which she had assigned to herself in the establishment, +and the conviction with which she inspired Mrs. Bloxam that, if she +desired to possess her confidence, she must patiently await the time +and manner of her accordance of it, at her own will, were simply +inimitable. The schoolmistress contemplated the girl with wonder and +secret admiration. She had seen so much of the vapidity, the +frivolity, the dependence, and the littleness of feminine human +nature, that (as she did not care for Gertrude sufficiently to be +alarmed by the dangerous side of her complex character) it was a +positive pleasure to her to observe a disposition so exceptional. In +person she was also changed and much improved, though Mrs. Bloxam was +not slow to notice the discordant expression which occasionally +deprived her face of its youthfulness by lending it an intensity +beyond her years. + +Gertrude Lloyd had been settled at the Vale House for more than a +week, and had entered on her duties with a grave alacrity which +surprised Mrs. Bloxam, whose recollection of her as a desultory pupil +had left her unprepared to find the girl an active and conscientious +teacher, before she accorded to Mrs. Bloxam any more confidence +than that which her letter had conveyed. When so much time had +elapsed, she informed Mrs. Bloxam that she intended to commence her +singing-lessons, and invited that lady to be present at the trial of +her voice. The masters who attended at the Vale House were all of a +superior class, and Gertrude was satisfied to abide by the opinion +which Signor da Capo should express concerning her musical capacity. +The testimony of that dark-eyed and sentimental exile was most +reassuring; he had rarely heard such a voice as Miss Lambert's, +and it was perfectly fresh and uninjured, susceptible of the +highest training. He could conscientiously assure Miss Lambert no +concert-singer in London possessed a finer organ, not even +Mademoiselle Roulade, who was just then making such a sensation at the +private concerts of the nobility--she was quite the rage at Carabas +House in particular. + +Miss Grace Lambert was not interested in Mademoiselle Roulade, and cut +the worthy signor's raptures rather unceremoniously short; but he +produced a second edition of them for the benefit of Mrs. Bloxam, when +Miss Lambert had left the room, and evinced so much curiosity +concerning Miss Lambert's future plans, throwing out hints of the +advantage to be derived from the judicious promulgation of reports as +_avant-coureurs_ of a _débutante_, that Mrs. Bloxam felt convinced of +his sincerity, and forthwith began to form a pleasant scheme for the +future in her fancy. + +On the same evening Gertrude requested audience of Mrs. Bloxam in her +private sitting-room; and having been cordially welcomed, briefly +expressed her appreciation of the kindness with which she had been +received at the Vale House, and asked Mrs. Bloxam's opinion of what +Signor da Capo had said. Mrs. Bloxam thought nothing could be more +satisfactory, nothing more encouraging; and if Gertrude really +intended to become a public singer-- + +"I do intend it," interrupted Gertrude, with a slight expressive +frown; "understand this once for all, Mrs. Bloxam, my mind is quite +made up. I may succeed, I may fail; but at least I will make the +attempt; and I feel that I _shall_ succeed. I am confident this will +not be a losing speculation for you." + +"My dear girl," said Mrs. Bloxam,--and she said it quite sincerely, +with true interest: there had been a fascination for her about the +girl since her return, a charm partly arising from the uncommonness of +her disposition and manners, and partly from the elder woman's dim +perception of the pitifulness of her story,--"I am not thinking about +that. I am thinking about you, and of what you must have suffered, to +have made you turn your back so resolutely on your past life. You are +so young, Gertrude." + +"Grace, if you please," said the younger woman, and she touched Mrs. +Bloxam's hand for a moment. In the slight caress there was a little +softening, and the other took advantage of it. + +"You may trust me, my dear, you may indeed," she said. "I don't +pretend to be disinterested in many of the occurrences of my life; I +could not afford to be so--no woman can who has her bread to earn--and +I have not acted disinterestedly towards you; but I will if you will +trust me." + +An unusual expression of gentleness was in Mrs. Bloxam's face, and her +shallow shifty blue eyes grew almost deep and almost steady under the +influence of unwonted feeling. + +Gertrude sat still before her, with downcast eyes. A little interval +of silence passed, and then she looked up, and spoke. + +"I will trust you, Mrs. Bloxam, as much as I can ever trust anyone in +this world. I am separated for ever, of my own free will, by my own +irrevocable decision, from my husband. I cannot tell you why in more +than general terms. Gilbert Lloyd is a bad man--I am not a +particularly good woman; but I could not live with him, and I trust I +may never see him again. My life is at my own disposal now; I have no +friend but you." + +There was no tremor in her voice, no quiver through her slight frame, +as this young girl gave so terrible an account of herself. + +"But if he claims you?" said Mrs. Bloxam. + +"He will never claim me," replied Gertrude; and there was that in her +voice and in her look which carried conviction to her hearer's mind. +"He is more than dead to me--he is as though he had never lived." + +"My poor child, how wretched you must be!" exclaimed Mrs. Bloxam, +almost involuntarily. + +"I am not wretched," said Gertrude; and again she frowned slightly, +and again her face looked old, and her voice sounded hard. "I feel +that there has been a chapter of misery and of degradation in the +story of my life; but I have closed it for ever. I will never speak of +it again, I will never think of it again, if by any effort of my will +I can keep my mind clear of it. I am young, strong, clever, and +ambitious; and I am not the first woman who has made a tremendous +mistake, and incurred a dreadful penalty, in the outset of her life; +but I daresay few, if any, have had such a chance of escape from the +consequences as I have. I will take the fullest advantage of it. And +now, Mrs. Bloxam, we will talk of this no more. Let that man's name be +as dead to you and me as all feeling about him is dead in my heart for +ever; and help me to make a new line in life for myself." + +Mrs. Bloxam looked at her silently, and sighed. Then she said: + +"You are a strange young woman, and have suffered some great wrongs, I +am sure. It shall be as you wish, my dear, and I will try to forget +that you ever were anything but Grace Lambert. And now let us talk of +affairs--yours and mine, if you like; for I have something to tell +you, and to consult you about." + +Gertrude looked round her, and smiled. The scene of their interview +and its associations were strangely familiar to her. It seemed as +though it were only the other day she had sat in that same room, +summoned to a consultation with Mrs. Bloxam about the expenditure of +her quarter's allowance, and the fashion of her summer costume. The +same bureau lay open, disclosing a collection of tradesmen's books and +bills of well-known aspect. Gertrude knew in which of the little +drawers the reserve of prospectuses, in which the innumerable and +incomparable advantages of the Vale House were set forth, was kept. A +low chair, with a straight, upright, uncompromising back, whereon a +very frosty-looking bunch of yellow dahlias had been worked in harsh +worsted by a grateful pupil, stood in the position it had always +occupied within Gertrude's memory, beside the bureau. It was known as +"the client's chair." Moved by a familiar impulse, Gertrude rose and +seated herself in this chair, and looked up at Mrs. Bloxam, with the +old look so completely banished from her face, with so exactly the +same girlish smile which she remembered, that Mrs. Bloxam started. + +"You might have never gone away," she said, "for all the change there +is in you now. What a chameleon you are, Gertrude--" + +"Grace!" said Gertrude once more; and then the consultation, whose +details there is no need to follow, as they will be made plain by +their results, proceeded without interruption. + + +* * * * * + + +Signor da Capo was right in his judgment of Miss Lambert's voice. Her +industry in the study of her art, her unflinching labour, and her +great talent were alike conspicuous. After the interview with Mrs. +Bloxam, Miss Lambert did not make her appearance very often in the +school-room, and it was rumoured that she was not going to be exactly +a teacher. This report proved to be correct. She gave a few occasional +lessons, but only in a casual way; and it was understood among the +pupils that not only did Miss Lambert receive lessons of preternatural +duration from Signor da Capo, but that she went very often into +London, and took instruction from a still more eminent professor of +music, a beatified creature, glorious on the boards of the Italian +Opera. It was even said, and with truth, that Miss Lambert's singing +was beginning to be talked of outside the precincts of the Vale +House; and that great ladies with coronets on their carriages and +pocket-handkerchiefs had questioned Signor da Capo about his gifted +pupil, and even called on Mrs. Bloxam. When these rumours had been for +some time in circulation, and Grace Lambert's appearance in the +school-room had become an event so rare as not to be looked for more +than once in ten days or so, another report, and one of a startling +nature, disturbed the small world of the Establishment for young +Ladies. This tremendous _on dit_ foretold an event of no less moment +than the relinquishment of the "Establishment" by Mrs. Bloxam, and +that lady's retirement into the genteel tranquillity of private life. +The Vale House had been disposed of; so ran the rumour; and Mrs. +Bloxam was communicating with the "parents and guardians," and making +over her interest and "connection" to her successor. The announcement +would be made at breaking-up time. Much excitement prevailed. Most of +the young ladies entertained a lively hope that their parents would +not feel unreserved confidence in the successor, and that thus they +should gain an indeterminate addition to the vacation. Those who had +no such hope rather liked the novelty of the substitution. They +"didn't mind old Bloxam;"--but anything new must be welcome. For once +rumour was not mistaken. When breaking-up time came, Mrs. Bloxam took +leave of her dear young charges in a touching speech, and consigned +them, with many expressions of interest, to the care of the Misses +Toppit, who were henceforth to preside over the Vale House. + +It was generally understood that Mrs. Bloxam's retirement had taken +place under pecuniary conditions of a satisfactory character, and that +Mr. Dexter had acted in the matter with becoming zeal for the +interests of his client. A few days after the departure of her "dear +young friends" for their several homes, Mrs. Bloxam left the Vale +House. She was accompanied by Grace Lambert, who remarked, as they +drove away, "It must be painful to you, after all, to leave a place +where you have lived so long." + +"No," said Mrs. Bloxam, "it is not. _I_ feel what the girls _fancy_ +about it: I have had too much work and too little play there, to be +able to regret the Vale House." + + +* * * * * + + +The carriage placed at her disposal by the Marchioness of Carabas +whirled Miss Grace Lambert, after her brilliantly successful first +appearance at Carabas House, to a small but remarkably pretty villa at +Bayswater. The detached house, intensely modern and white, with the +largest possible windows for its size, and the prettiest possible +ornamentation about it--of carved wood in the Swiss style, and curly +iron railings and posts and verandahs in the Birmingham style, with +neat flower-beds, the colours all _en suite_, in the miniature +Tuileries style--was very pretty and very comfortable. Mrs. Bloxam +interested herself in every detail of the small establishment, which +she had not found any difficulty in "starting" with her own funds, and +which she fully expected to be able to maintain most creditably with +those which should accrue from the success of Miss Grace Lambert, +about which she was assured by competent authorities no reasonable +doubt could be entertained. + +And now that success seemed to be assured indeed. The little coterie +which was wont to assemble almost daily at the villa would rejoice +hugely on the morrow of the grand concert at Carabas House, and the +grand Carabas Marchioness would no doubt speed the fame of her +_protégée's_ success far and wide in the most profitable directions. + +The Marchioness had "taken up" Signer da Capo's favourite pupil, +concerning whom the gushing Italian was wont to tell wonderful things, +while he was pretending to administer instruction to the Lady +Angelica, the beautiful and accomplished daughter of the most noble +the Marchioness, who had a remarkably pretty throat, which the singing +attitude exhibited in a favourable light, but who possessed about as +much talent for music, or indeed for anything, as the favourite +Persian cat of the most noble. Signor da Capo was very good-looking, +and was one of those who, at a respectable distance, and in a modified +sense, "understood" the Marchioness, and she responded to his gushing +communications about Miss Lambert's talents and attractions, and the +inevitable _furore_ which she was indubitably to create, by a +vehemently-expressed desire to befriend that young lady, and an +amiable determination to bring her out at Carabas House, and so at +once serve Miss Lambert, and prevent Lady Lowndes, who was her +intimate enemy, and a rival patroness of genius, art, literature, and +fashionable religion, from "getting hold of" the promising young +_débutante_. The pleasure of the honest signor--who was truly +interested in his young friend, and who religiously believed every +word he had said in her favour--when Lady Carabas announced her +intention of making Miss Lambert's acquaintance, was genuine and +demonstrative, and he readily gave the pledge which she exacted from +him, that he would not let Lady Lowndes know of the existence of this +unsunned treasure. + +"I cannot answer for the discretion of M--, my lady," said the signor; +"he knows Miss Lambert's genius as well as I do, and he goes to Lady +Lowndes' oftener than I do; but there is always the chance for us that +M-- never thinks and seldom talks of anybody but himself." + +The acquaintance made under such favourable auspices ripened rapidly +into intimacy, very flattering, and likely to prove very profitable, +to Miss Lambert. The Marchioness was almost as much delighted with the +girl as she professed to be; and Miss Lambert, who "understood" the +_grande dame_ in quite a different sense from that in which she was in +the habit of using the word, was quite alive to the profit and the +pleasure to be derived from such exalted patronage. The calmness, the +reserve, the unbending self-respect of the girl had a powerful effect +on Lady Carabas. They excited her curiosity, and awakened her +interest. She had a good deal of the former in her disposition, +apropos of everything, and particularly apropos of the love affairs of +her friends and acquaintances, and she naturally felt strong curiosity +on this subject as regarded Grace Lambert. She arrived, as she +thought, at a tolerably accurate knowledge of who Miss Lambert saw, +and where Miss Lambert went; but she never came upon the traces of the +slightest "tendre." + +"How very charming!" said the Marchioness of Carabas to herself, a day +or two before the grand concert at Carabas House; "this young +creature's heart has evidently never spoken. She will be a _débutante_ +in every sense." + +The heart of the most noble had spoken so frequently, that it might +fairly be supposed to be a little hoarse. Hence her admiration of the +inarticulatism of that organ in the case of Grace Lambert. As she +drove in the Park that day, she actually meditated upon the expediency +of introducing to the special notice of her charming _protégée_ a +delightful man in the Blues, who had up to a late period "understood" +her, but who had had the misfortune to bore her lately, and the bad +taste to take his dismissal in dudgeon. + +"He knows about music," thought her ladyship; "yes, that will do;" and +then she pulled the deck-string, and gave the order "home," and had +scribbled half-a-dozen notes of invitation to a little dinner _en +petit comité_ on the following Sunday, before post-hour. One of the +half-dozen notes was addressed to Lord Sandilands, a second to the man +in the Blues, and a third to Miss Grace Lambert. The destination of +the other three is no concern of ours. + +When Miss Lambert's page brought her the much-monogramed note which +contained Lady Carabas' invitation, she observed that a second missive +lay on the salver. It was addressed to Mrs. Bloxam, who was sitting in +the same room, at a little distance from the piano before which Grace +was seated. The page crossed the room, and held the salver towards +Mrs. Bloxam, who took the letter, and as she glanced at the +superscription, turned deadly pale. She held the letter in her hand +unopened, and glanced with a strange uneasiness in her usually placid +face towards Grace. But Grace had thrown the note she had just read on +the floor beside her, and her fingers were scampering over the keys, +and her Voice was pouring out volumes of sound; she seemed unconscious +even of Mrs. Bloxam's presence. Seeing which that lady rose and went +to her own room. Having reached that sanctum, and carefully bolted the +door, she broke the seal of the letter which had caused her to +experience so much emotion, and found, as she expected, that it came +from Lord Sandilands. Its contents were brief and businesslike. Mrs. +Bloxam knew his lordship's style of old. He told her that he wished to +see her alone, for a reason which he would explain in person, should +he be so fortunate as to procure the desired interview, on calling at +the villa on the following day, at three o'clock in the afternoon. He +would take his chance of finding her at home, and, if he should be +unsuccessful, would call again. + +The receipt of this letter threw Mrs. Bloxam, who had been prevented +by indisposition from accompanying Grace Lambert to Carabas House, and +was therefore unaware that Lord Sandilands had been present at the +concert, into a state of the utmost perturbation. She dreaded she knew +not what. It was in vain she asked herself what had she to fear. If, +indeed, the design of Lord Sandilands in coming to see her were to +inquire after his daughter, he would find her in the care to which he +had committed her. With regard to the career which she had chosen, he +certainly could not possess the right, nor could she imagine his +having the inclination, to interfere. Was he coming to destroy the +long-maintained _incognito_, to make himself known to his daughter? +Was he coming to demand from her, to whose care he had committed the +child, a stern account of her stewardship? Had he any suspicion of the +truth? Had any rumour of Gertrude's miserable marriage reached her +father? Was he coming in anger, or in curiosity, or in an access of +newly-awakened conscience, of newly-born feeling? She could not tell, +and yet she was forced to ask herself these questions, vain though +they were; and Mrs. Bloxam acknowledged to herself afterwards that she +had seldom passed through more miserable hours than those which +elapsed between the receipt of Lord Sandilands' letter, and the page's +announcement that Lord Sandilands was awaiting her presence in the +drawing-room, on the afternoon of the same day. + +At the hour which he had named Lord Sandilands presented himself at +the villa. Mrs. Bloxam was alone, and received him with much more +composure than she really felt, while he, in his turn, did not betray +any symptoms of the unaccustomed mental perturbation which had led him +to seek her presence. Years had elapsed since Mrs. Bloxam had last +seen Lord Sandilands; years had changed him from a hale middle-aged +man to one on whom the burden of age was beginning to tell. Those +years had made less alteration in her; and the first desultory thought +that occurred to her when she saw him was, how completely the likeness +she had formerly traced in his features to those of Gertrude had +ceased to exist. Lord Sandilands entered at once on the business of +his visit. + +"I have come to ask you, Mrs. Bloxam," he said, "whether I am not +right in supposing that the young lady whom I saw at Carabas House two +nights ago is the same whom I placed with you under the name of +Gertrude Keith?" + +"Miss Lambert is that young lady," replied Mrs. Bloxam. + +"I thought I could not be mistaken. I have never seen her since her +childhood, as you know, and did not purpose to see her. But I have +changed my mind. She is very handsome and very clever, Mrs. Bloxam;" +and Lord Sandilands' voice took almost a pleading tone. "She is a girl +who would do credit to such a position as--as I cannot give her +now--but I should like to serve her in any way that is open to me; and +I have come to you to ask your advice as to how this is to be done." + +"Miss Lambert is in the house now," said Mrs. Bloxam; "but I have not +mentioned your name to her, or your intended visit. I fancied you +might have some such purpose as you tell me of in coming, and thought +it better to wait until I should know more." + +"You did very right, Mrs. Bloxam," said Lord Sandilands. "I think it +is better I should not see Gertrude now; and I do not think she ought +ever to know the truth--to know that I am her father. It could do no +good to her or to me; there is no undoing the past; but I see no +objection, if you have none, to my being introduced to her in the +character of an old friend of yours, interested in her because you +are, and anxious to serve her. Do _you_ see any reason why this should +not be, Mrs. Bloxam?" + +"Certainly not, my lord," replied Gertrude's friend; "it requires +little consideration, I think, and I shall be happy to carry out your +wishes now as formerly." + +Mrs. Bloxam spoke with her usual fluent composure. It had forsaken her +for a little while after Lord Sandilands' appearance, but now it was +perfectly restored. Things were taking the best possible turn. Lord +Sandilands was putting himself into the position of her debtor, making +a compact of positive friendship with her. What an escape from the +danger she dreaded, the risk she felt she had so duly incurred! He had +no suspicion, not the slightest--the terrible episode of Gertrude's +disastrous marriage was, then, safely concealed from the only human +being whom, beside herself and her husband, it concerned! With steady +serenity she turned her attention to what Lord Sandilands had to say +to her. Their interview was long and uninterrupted, until, a few +minutes after they had heard the sound of carriage-wheels in the +little avenue, Grace Lambert entered the room abruptly. She was +looking handsome, and in high spirits, and came in saying: + +"I beg your pardon--I thought you were alone." + +"This is Lord Sandilands, my dear," said Mrs. Bloxam, as the old +nobleman rose and bowed. "Lord Sandilands, Miss Lambert. His Lordship +saw you the other night at Carabas House, Grace. + +"Indeed!" said Grace, with a perfectly unembarrassed smile. "I am +going there now--Lady Carabas has sent the carriage for me--so I came +to tell you." Then, with a gesture of leave-taking, she said to Lord +Sandilands, "Ah, yes, I remember now, quite well. You were in the +front seats, next to a tall young man with a very thick dark beard." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. +The Linnet's first Flight. + + +There were many phases of this life in which Lord Sandilands enjoyed a +singular and an extensive popularity, many varieties of the social +scale in which his name was mentioned with respect, and not a few in +which he was regarded with far more than ordinary interest. In the +first place, he was a man well born and well bred, and did honour to +his position by his appearance, his manners, and the constant decorum +which pervaded and formed part of his life. City merchants, members of +parliament, who, having swept out their own counting-houses, of course +became rigidest Conservatives, when by those wonderful gradations +which are known to the reverent as "honest perseverance," and to the +irreverent as "lucky flukes," they rose to be heads of the firm, felt +immensely honoured by being permitted to play in the same rubber at +the Portland with the calm, quiet, self-possessed, bald-headed, +silver-fringed old nobleman, who was a model of courtesy throughout +the game, but who never missed a point or gave a chance. Young men +imbued with slang, as are the young men of the present day, dropped +the metaphor of the prize-ring, music-hall, and the _demi-monde_ villa +in the presence of the "high-dried old boy," of whose position there +could not be the smallest doubt, and who, on occasion, had shown that +he owned a tongue which could make itself felt "doosid unpleasantly, +don't you know!--kind of rough side of it, and all that sort of thing, +you know!" To women he was always scrupulously attentive, and was in +consequence in the greatest favour amongst them. The fact of his +wearing the willow for his old love, Lady Lucy Beecher, was _répandu_ +from Belgrave- to Grosvenor-squares; and the story, which had won for +him such affectionate interest amongst those who were young at the +time when, as all supposed, he was jilted by the fair one, and bore +his jilting so manfully, yet lived amongst their descendants, and +caused Lord Sandilands to be regarded as "a sweet old thing," who had +suffered in Love's cause, by _débutantes_ who were unborn when John +Borlase first won Gertrude Gautier's childish heart. + +And yet Lord Sandilands was by no means a representative man. For +politics he cared little or nothing. On special occasions he went down +to the House and voted with his party, but in that was comprised his +whole Parliamentary career. He never spoke and never intrigued; the +Custom-house and the Inland Revenue enrolled no members who had +obtained their appointments at his instance; his personal appearance +was unknown to the private secretary of the Postmaster-general; nor +was his handwriting to be found in the bulging pigeon-holes of the +Treasury. Many years had elapsed since he had arrayed himself in the +charming court-costume which intelligence has retained from the +customs of the dark ages, and presented himself at the levees of his +sovereign. At flower-shows and races, at afternoon Park or morning +Row, at garden-parties or _fêtes champêtres_, at none of those +gatherings where pleasant Frivolity rules, was Lord Sandilands +known--at none, rather, save one--the Opera. There he was _facile +princeps_; there he was king of the place. The check-takers and the +box-keepers knew him as well as they knew the lessee, and stood in as +much awe of him. The principal librarians, Messrs. Ivory, MacBone, and +Déloge, prostrated themselves before him, and were always most anxious +to learn his opinion of any novelty, as on that opinion they were +accustomed to base their calculation of profit or loss. With Schrink, +the critic of the _Statesman_--a cynical, humpbacked man, who had +a spite against mankind, and "took it out" in writing venomous +articles abusive of the world in general, and the musical world in +particular--Lord Sandilands was the only man who had the smallest +weight; and many a neophyte has owed the touch of oil which she +received, instead of the pickling which threatened her, to a kind word +dropped by his lordship in the seclusion of that box on the pit tier +to which he alone was admitted, where Schrink sat nursing his leg, +biting his nails, and glowering with fury alike at singers and +audience. Behind the scenes his popularity was equally great; the +sulky tenors gave up sucking their cough-lozenges and grinding their +teeth at his approach, and welcomed him with courteous salutations; +the basso roused himself from his stertorous sleep; the prima donna +gave up that shrill altercation with her snuffy old mother; the +property-men and the scene-shifters, who dashed indiscriminately +against the gilded youth who roamed vacantly about, took special care +to steer clear of Lord Sandilands, and touched their paper caps to him +as he passed by; and the little ballet-women and chorus-singers +dropped deepest curtsies to his lordship, and felt that so long as he +was satisfied with them their pound a week was safe. + +Had he any interest in the management? That was a moot point. Ever +since the publication of the bankrupt's schedule made patent the fact +that a well-known advertising teacher of languages was identical with +an even more notorious agricultural-implement maker, one has been +afraid to give any positive opinion as to who is who in this most +extraordinary world of ours. Mr. Boulderson Munns was the responsible +lessee of the Grand Opera, and held the reins of management; but whose +was the money embarked in the speculation it was impossible to say. +Young Jeffcock, the China merchant (Jeffcock Brothers of Shanghai), +used to attend all the rehearsals, had boxes always at his command, +and was treated with great deference by Mr. Boulderson Munns; but in +all these respects he was equalled by Jack Clayton of the Coldstreams, +who was notoriously impecunious, who owed even for his button-hole +bouquets, and--who spent all his ready-money in hansom cabs and +sprat-suppers for the _corps de ballet_. Tommy Toshington, who knew +most things, declared that Lord Sandilands had no monetary interest in +the house, but that his position gave him greater influence with Mr. +Boulderson Munns than was enjoyed by any of the others. "Sandilands, +sir," Tommy would say, when he had dined well at somebody else's +expense,--"Sandilands is the man to give a stamp to a thing of that +sort! Don't know what there is in him, but there's something that when +he says a musical thing's all right, it's safe to go. Why, when that +old gray horse and green brougham of his are seen at the door of +Canzonet's shop, as they are day after day in the season, it's worth a +fortune to Sam Canzonet--he told me so himself. Money? Not a sixpence, +not a sous. When he was John Borlase he was a regular screw, and he's +not improved with age; but it is not money Munns wants out of him. +Jeffcock? nonsense! Jack Clayton? bah! The real capitalist there, sir, +is-;" and here Mr. Toshington whispered in your ear the name of a +well-known Evangelical M.P., whom you would have as soon accredited +with Mormonism as with connection with theatrical affairs; and having +made his point, hobbles off chuckling. + +There was truth in this, although it was said by Tommy Toshington. +There was no doubt that Lord Sandilands had powerful interest in all +the ramifications of the musical world; and though this fact must for +a long time have been patent to him, he never thought of it, never, at +least, felt it so strongly as when he was turning over in his mind the +curious chance which had brought him face to face with his daughter, +and had been casting about as to how he best could serve her. That the +girl had musical talent he was certain. He had served too long an +apprenticeship, all amateur though it was, to his favourite science +not to be thoroughly convinced of that; and he knew perfectly well +that Grace Lambert's voice and style were both far beyond those +possessed by most of the gifted pupils of the Academy of Music: for +the most part delightful young persons, who came out with a gush, and +went in with a run; who gave immense delight to their personal friends +at the few concerts at which they sung gratuitously; and who may, +according to the orthodox ending of the children's tales, "have lived +happy ever after," but who, at all events, passed the remainder of +their lives in obscurity, and were never heard of again. + +No; Grace Lambert--what the deuce had made her assume so unromantic a +name? Gertrude Keith was fifty times as pretty--Grace Lambert was not +to be measured by the usual bushel. Her voice, as Lord Sandilands +recollected it at Carabas House, was one of the sweetest, the most +_trainante_ and bewitching which, in all his great experience, he had +ever listened to; and there was something about her personal +appearance, her hair and _tournure_, which completely lifted her out +of the common. "Psht!" said the old gentleman to himself, as he lay +back in his easy-chair, revolving all these things in his mind--"how +many of 'em have I seen? There was Miss Lavrock--charmin' voice she +had, bright and shrill, like a bird's pipe--a little fat, dumpy body, +that made the plank in the _Sonnambula_ creak beneath the weight of +her ten stone, and looked more like a cook than Lucia; and there was +Miss Greenwood--Miss Bellenden Greenwood, I beg her pardon--with her +saucy black eyes, and her red-and-white complexion, and her corkscrew +ringlets--gad, how horrible! But this child is marvellously +_distinguée_ and bred-looking; the way her head is set on her +shoulders, the shape of her head, the curve of her nostrils, and the +delicacy of her hands--I'm always telling myself that blood's all +bosh, as they say in their modern slang; but 'pon my word, one finds +there's something in it after all!" + +Lord Sandilands was a constant visitor now at the pretty Bayswater +villa, and had conducted himself with such courtesy and kindness as to +render his presence anything but disagreeable to Grace. The time +during which she had lived with her husband, short though it had been, +had been quite long enough to give her an unconquerable aversion for +slanginess, and bad taste, and enable her to appreciate the spirit of +the gentleman, which showed itself in every action, in every word of +the old nobleman. Nor did Lord Sandilands, after a little time, care +to conceal the great interest which he took in Miss Lambert's career. +While carefully veiling everything which might show the relationship +in which he stood to the young girl, and while never ceasing to +impress on Mrs. Bloxam--much to that worthy woman's secret annoyance, +for was she not the possessor of a secret even more mysterious and +more compromising in connection with Gertrude--the necessity of +reticence, Lord Sandilands confessed to Miss Lambert that, actuated by +the purest and most honourable motives, he wished to place himself at +her service in advancing her interests in the profession which she had +chosen, and in which she was evidently destined to take a high +position, and in being of use to her in society. And in both these +ways the old nobleman was of the greatest assistance to the +_débutante_. As has been before said, his verdict in musical matters +was immensely thought of; while, though it must be acknowledged that +the open and avowed support of many elderly noblemen would be anything +but fortunate in securing the interests of a young musical lady with +the members of her own sex, that of such a known Galahad as Lord +Sandilands had due weight, and his protégée, duly escorted by Mrs. +Bloxam, "went everywhere." "Everywhere" included Lady Lowndes'; and +the Marchioness of Carabas knew of this, as how could she do +otherwise? being a diligent student of the _Morning Post_, in addition +to having it told her by seven of her dearest and most intimate +friends, who called for the express purpose of startling her with the +information during the next afternoon. But the Marchioness knew of +Miss Lambert's appearance at Lady Lowndes' house, and yet received +her the next day with a welcome which had in it even more than the +usual _empressement_. Why? impossible to say, save that people +were beginning to talk more and more of Miss Grace Lambert's +voice and appearance, and specially of her manners. "Something +odd about her, don't you know--frigid, unimpressionable, +something-which-one-can't-make-out sort of thing, you know!" the +ladies said; while the delightful creature in the Blues, to whom she +had been specially introduced with the view of eliciting the speaking +of her heart, declared she was "doosid hard nut to crack," and +something which had beaten him, the delightful creature in the Blues, +"by chalks." So that Lady Carabas, carefully noting all the phases of +society, felt more bound than ever to "keep in" with the _protégée_ +whom she had introduced; and the ambrosial footmen with the powdered +locks went more frequently than ever between the halls of Carabas and +the Bayswater villa, and the much-monogramed notes which they conveyed +were warmer than ever in their expressions of admiration and +attachment, and hopes of speedily seeing their most charming &c.; and +more than ever was Lady Carabas Miss Grace Lambert's dearest friend. +But Lady Carabas was a very woman after all, and as such her +friendship for her dearest friend stopped at a certain point; she +brooked no interference in matters where her Soul (with the big S) was +concerned. Other women, not possessing so much worldly knowledge, +might have given their dearest friends opportunity for intimacy with +the temporary possessor of the Soul, and then quarrelled with them for +causing the Soul to be depressed with the pangs of jealousy and +distrust. Lady Carabas knew better than that. He whose image the Soul, +however temporarily, enshrined must be kept sacred and apart, so far +as it was possible to keep him, and must be troubled with no +temptation. Hence it happened that Gilbert Lloyd, then regnant over +Lady Carabas' Soul, was never permitted to meet, or scarcely even to +hear of, the young lady in whom he would have recognised his wife. + +Of Miles Challoner, however, Miss Grace Lambert saw a great deal; not, +indeed, at Carabas House. Ever since the eventful evening of his +introduction to Mr. Gilbert Lloyd, Miles had crossed the threshold of +Lady Carabas' mansion as seldom as social decency, in deference to the +Marchioness's constantly renewed invitations, would permit him. The +invitations were constantly renewed; for Lady Carabas had taken a +liking to the young man, and, indeed, the idea had crossed her +ladyship's mind that when Gilbert Lloyd's time of office had +expired--and his tenure had been already more than the average--she +could scarcely do better than intrust Miles Challoner with the secret +of the existence of her Soul, and permit him to share in its +aspiration. There was a freshness, she thought, about him which would +suit her admirably; a something so different from those _fades_ and +jaded worldlings among whom her life was passed. But though the +invitations were constant, the response to them was very limited +indeed, and only on one or two occasions subsequent to his +introduction did Miles avail himself of the hospitality of Carabas +House. On none of these occasions did he meet Mr. Gilbert Lloyd. The +same reason which induced Lady Carabas to manoeuvre in keeping her +friend for the time being from meeting her handsome protégée suggested +to her the expediency of preventing any possible collision between the +actual and the intended sharers of her Soul; collision, as Lady +Carabas thought, by no means unlikely to occur, as she was a shrewd +observant woman of the world, and had noticed the odd behaviour of +both gentlemen at the time of their introduction. + +But Lord Sandilands, loving Miles Challoner for his own and for his +father's sake, and noticing the strong impression which Miss Lambert's +voice and beauty had made upon the young man, had taken him to the +Bayswater villa, and formally introduced him; and both Mrs. Bloxam and +Grace had "hoped they should see more of him." He was a gentleman. You +could not say much more of him than that; but what an immense amount +is implied in that word! He was not very bright; he never said clever +or smart things--consequently he kept himself from evil-speaking, +lying, and slandering; he had no facility for gossip--consequently he +never intruded on the ladies the latest news of the _demi-monde_ +heroines, nor the back-stairs' sweepings of the Court; he was earnest +and manly, and full of youthful fervour on various subjects, which he +discussed in a bright, modest way which won Mrs. Bloxam's by no means +impulsive heart, and at the same time made that impulsive heart beat +quickly with its knowledge of Gertrude's secret: a secret with which +the unexpressed but impossible-to-be-mistaken admiration of this young +man might interfere. + +Impossible-to-be-mistaken admiration? Quite impossible. Lord +Sandilands--though years had gone by since he had been a proficient in +that peculiar vocabulary, whose expressions are undefined and +untranslatable--recognised it in an instant, and scarcely knew whether +to be pleased or vexed as the idea flashed upon him. He loved Miles +like his own son, believed in all his good qualities, recognised and +admitted that the young man had all in him requisite to make a good, +loving husband; his social status, too, was such as would be most +desirable for a girl in Gertrude's position. But Lord Sandilands knew +that any question of his natural daughter's marriage would entail the +disclosure of the relation in which he stood to her; and he dreaded +the ridicule of the world, dreaded the banter of the club, dreaded +more than all the elucidation of the fact that the _répandu_ notion of +his wearing the willow for Lady Lucy Beecher had been all nonsense, +and that he had consoled himself for her ladyship's defalcation by an +intrigue of a very different calibre. + +"I should be laughed at all over town," the old gentleman said to +himself; "and though it must come, by George, it's best to put off the +evil day as long as possible. I don't know. I'm an old fellow now, and +have not as keen an eye for these things as I had; but _I_ don't +perceive any sign of a _tendresse_ on Gertrude's part; and, all things +considered, I'm glad of it." + +And Lord Sandilands was right. There was not the smallest sign of +any feeling for Miles Challoner in Grace Lambert. Had she had the +least spark of such a feeling kindling in her heart, it is very +doubtful--whether she would have permitted it to be remarked in her +outward manner; but her heart was thoroughly free from any such +sentiment. She liked Miles Challoner--liked his frank bearing, and was +touched, after her fashion, by the respect which he showed her. It was +something quite new to her, this old-fashioned courtesy from this +young man. Of course, during her schooldays she had seen nothing of +mankind, save as exemplified in the foreign professors of languages +and music, whose courtesy was for the most part of the organ-monkey +order--full of bows and grins. After her marriage, the set in which +she was thrown--though to a certain extent kept in order by the +feeling that Gilbert Lloyd was "a swell," and had peculiar notions as +to how his wife should be treated--never had scrupled to talk to her +without removing their hats, or to smoke in her presence. And though +the gentlemen she had met at Carabas House had been guilty of neither +of these solecisms, there had been a certain _laissez-aller_ air about +them, which Grace Lambert had ascribed to a _tant soit peu_ disdain of +her artistic position; the real fact being that to assume a vice if he +have it not, and to heap as much mud as possible on that state of life +into which it has pleased Providence to call him, is the chosen and +favourite occupation of a high-born and wealthy young man of the +present day. So Grace Lambert recognised Miles Challoner as a +gentleman _pur sang_, and appreciated him accordingly; had a bright +glance and a kindly word of welcome for him when he appeared at the +Bayswater villa, made him at home by continuing her singing-practice +while he remained, made him happy by asking him when he was coming +again as he said his adieux; but as to having what Lord Sandilands +called a _tendresse_ for the man, as to being in love with him--Love +came into Gertrude Keith's heart three months before she walked out of +the laundry-window over the roof of the school-room, and stepped down +on to the driving-seat of the hansom cab, in which Gilbert Lloyd was +waiting to take her off to the church and make her his wife. Love +died out of Gertrude Lloyd's heart within three months of that +marriage-day; and as for Grace Lambert, she never had known and never +intended to know what the sentiment meant. So, so far, Lord Sandilands +was right; and the more he watched the conduct of the two young people +when alone towards each other--and he watched it narrowly enough--the +more he took occasion to congratulate himself on his own perspicacity +and knowledge of the world. But at the same time he reflected that the +life which Miss Grace Lambert was leading was but a dull one, that she +took but little interest in these society successes; and he took +occasion to glean from her what he knew before--that her heart and +soul were bound up in her profession, and that she was by no means +satisfied by the hitherto limited opportunities afforded her of +showing what she really could do therein. This ambition of the girl's +to make for herself name and fame in the musical world by no means +jarred against the ideas of the old nobleman. He should have to +acknowledge her as his daughter some day or other, that he saw clearly +enough; and it would be infinitely preferable to him, and would render +him infinitely less ridiculous in the eyes of that infernal bantering +club-world of which he stood so much in awe, if he could point to a +distinguished artist of whom all the world was talking in praise, and +say, "This is my child," than if he had to bear the brunt of the +parentage of a commonplace and unknown person. There were half-a-dozen +other ladies occupying a somewhat similar position to Miss Lambert's +in society, as queens of amateur singing sets; and though she was +acknowledged by all disinterested people to be far and away the best +of them, it was necessary that she should have some public +ratification of her merits, or, at all events, that some professional +opinion, independent of that of Da Capo or her other singing-master, +who would naturally be biassed, should be given. The other ladies were +daughters and wives of rich men, who sang a little for their friends' +and a great deal for their own amusement; but Miss Lambert's career +was to be strictly professional, and a touchstone of a very different +kind was to be applied to her merits. + +That was a happy time for Miles Challoner, perhaps really the happiest +in his life. His first love, at least the first passion really +deserving that name, was nascent within him, and all the environing +circumstances of his life were tinged with the roseate hue which is +the necessary "local colour" of the situation. Moreover, his feelings +towards Gertrude were at present in that early stage of love in which +they could be borne and indulged in without worrying and making him +miserable. She was the nicest woman he had ever seen, and there was +something marvellously attractive about her, something which he could +not explain, but the magnetic influence of which he knew it impossible +to resist. So he abandoned himself to the enjoyment of this pleasant +feeling, enjoying it doubly perhaps, because up to this point it had +been, and seemed to promise to continue to be, a mild and equable +flame; not scorching and withering everything round it, but burning +with a pleasant, steady heat. You see, at present Mr. Challoner had +not seen much, if anything, of Miss Lambert alone; his admiration +sprung from observation of her under the most commonplace +circumstances, and his passion had never been quickened and stung into +fiercer action by the thought of rivalry. True, that whenever Miss +Lambert went into society she was always surrounded by a bragging +crowd of representatives of the gilded youth of the period, who did +their best to flatter and amuse her; attempts in which, if her grave +face and formal manner might be accepted in evidence, they invariably +and signally failed. And at the Bayswater villa he might be said to +have her entirely to himself, he being the only young man admitted +there, with the exception occasionally of some musical professor, +native or foreign; the delightful creature in the Blues, and other +delightful creatures who had made Miss Lambert's acquaintance in +society, having tried to obtain the _entrée_ in vain. + +So Miles went on pleasantly in a happy dream, which was very shortly +to come to an end; for Lord Sandilands, thinking it full time that +some definite steps should be taken in regard to Gertrude's +professional future, arrived one morning at the Bayswater villa, and +was closeted with the young lady for more than two hours. During this +interview, the old gentleman, without betraying his relationship with +her, told Gertrude that, far beyond anything else, he had her +interests at heart; that he had perceived her desire for professional +distinction; and that, as he saw it was impossible to combat it, he +was ready then and there to advance it to the best of his ability. +Only, as the training was somewhat different, it was necessary that +she should make up her mind whether she would prosecute her career in +the concert-room or on the operatic stage. + +It was a pity Miles Challoner was not present to mark the brilliant +flush which lit up Gertrude's usually pale cheeks, the fire which +flashed in her eyes, and the proud curl of her small lips, as this +proposition was made to her. For a few moments she hesitated, a +thousand thoughts rushed through her mind--thoughts of her real +position, retrospect of her past life--a wild, feverish vision of +future triumph, where she, the put-aside and rejected of Gilbert +Lloyd, the pupil-teacher of the suburban boarding-school, should be +queen regnant, and have some of the greatest and highest in the +kingdom for her slaves. As _prima donna_ of the Opera, what position +might she not assume, or where should her sway stop, if ambition were +to be gratified? And then the old cynical spirit arose within her, and +she thought of the tinsel and the sham, the gas and the gewgaws; and +the light died out of her eyes, and her cheeks resumed their usual +pallor, and it was a perfectly cold hand which she placed in Lord +Sandilands', as she said to him, without the smallest tremor in her +voice, "You have indeed proved yourself a perfectly disinterested +friend, my lord; how could I do better than leave the decision on my +future career in your hands?" + +Lord Sandilands was rather unprepared for this speech, and a little +put out by it. He had an objection to accepting responsibility in +general; and in this instance, where he really felt deeply, he thought +naturally that Gertrude would scarcely think of him with much +gratitude if his choice did not eventuate so happily for her as he +intended. However, there was nothing else to be done; so he raised the +cold hand to his lips with old-fashioned gallantry, and promised to +"think the matter over," and see her again on the following day. With +many people, to think a matter over means to discuss it with someone +else. Lord Sandilands was of this class; and though he accepted the +commission so glibly from Gertrude, he never had the smallest +intention of deciding upon it without taking excellent advice. That +advice he sought at the hands of Mr. Déloge, the "librarian" of +Jasmin-street. + +An odd man, Mr. Déloge--a character worth a passing study. His father, +who had been a "librarian" before him, had amassed a large sum of +money in those good old days when speculations in opera-boxes and +stall-tickets were highly remunerative to those who knew how to work +them, had given his son an excellent education abroad, and had hoped +to see him take a superior position in life. But, to his parent's +disappointment, young Déloge, returning from the Continent with a +knowledge of several languages, and an acquaintance with life and the +world which serves anyone possessing it better than any other +knowledge whatsoever, determined to follow the family business, adding +to it and grafting on to it such other operations as seemed to be +analogous. These operations were so admirably selected and so well +conducted, that before the old man died he had quite acquiesced in his +son's decision, and at the time of our story there was no more +thriving man in London. The old-fashioned shop in Jasmin-street bore +the name over the door still; but that name was now widely known +throughout England and Europe. No Secretary of State was harder worked +than Mr. Déloge, who yet found time to hunt once or twice a week, to +live at Maidenhead during the summer, and at Brighton during the +autumn, and generally to enjoy life. In person he was a tall thin man, +with an excellently-made wig and iron-gray whiskers, always calm and +staid in demeanour, and always irreproachably dressed after the +quietest style. He looked like a middle-aged nobleman whose life had +been passed in diplomacy; and people who asked who he was--and most +people did, so striking was his appearance--were surprised to hear +that he was only "the man who sells the stalls, don't you know?" in +Jasmin-street. Nothing pleased him more than to observe this +astonishment, and he used to delight in telling a story against +himself in illustration of it. One day, in the course of business, he +had occasion to wait on a very great lady, one of his customers. He +drove to the house in his perfectly-appointed brougham, and the door +was opened by a strange footman, to whom he gave his card for +transmission to her grace. The footman led the way into the library, +poked the fire, wheeled the largest arm-chair in front of it, and +placed the _Morning Post_ in the visitor's hands. Mr. Déloge had +scarcely finished smiling at the extreme empressement of the man's +manner, when the door was opened, and the same servant pushed his head +in. "Her grace don't want no hop'ra-box to-night," were his charming +words, delivered in his most offensive manner. The scales had fallen +from his eyes, and the great creature found he had deceived himself +into being civil to a "person in business." + +Mr. Déloge had gone through what to many men would have been an entire +day's business in the morning before Lord Sandilands called upon him. +He had read through an enormous mass of letters, and glanced over +several newspapers--had pencilled hints for answers on some, and +dictated replies to others at full length. His business seemed to have +ramifications everywhere: in Australia, where he had an agent +travelling with the celebrated Italian Opera _troupe_, the soprano, +basso, tenor, and baritone, who were a little used up and bygone in +England, but who were the greatest creatures that had ever visited +Australia--so at least said the _Wong-Wong Kangaroo_, a copy of which +the agent forwarded with his letter; in America, where Schlick's +opera, in which Mr. Déloge possessed as much copyright as the +large-souled American music-sellers could not pillage him of, was a +great success; in India, whence he had that morning received a large +order for pianos--for Mr. Déloge is not above the manufacture and +exportation of musical instruments, and, indeed realises a handsome +yearly revenue from that source alone. Before eleven o'clock he had +come to terms, and signed and sealed an agreement with Mr. McManus, +the eminent tragedian, for a series of readings and recitations +throughout the provinces, thus giving the "serious" people who +objected to costume and gas a quasi-theatrical entertainment which +they swallowed eagerly; he had sent a cheque for ten pounds to Tom +Lillibullero, who was solacing his imprisonment in Whitecross-street +by translating a French libretto for the house of Déloge; he had given +one of his clerks a list of a few friends to be asked down to +Maidenhead the next Sunday--all art people, writers, painters, +singers, who would have a remarkably jolly day, and enjoy themselves, +as they always do, more than any other set of people in the world 5 +and he had written half-a-dozen private notes--one among the rest +addressed to the Marchioness of Carabas, telling her that as her +ladyship particularly wished it he should be happy to purchase and +publish Mr. Ferdinand Wisk's operetta, which had been performed with +such success at Carabas House, but that he must stipulate that the +operetta must be dedicated to her ladyship, and that each _morceau_ +must have a vignette from her ladyship's portrait on the cover. Mr. +Déloge had not half completed his business for the day when he was +informed, through the snake-like elastic pipe that lay at the +right-hand of his writing-table, that Lord Sandilands was in the shop +and asking to see him, but he gave orders that his visitor should at +once be admitted. He was far too recognisant of the old nobleman's +position in the musical world to have kept him waiting or allowed him +to feel the smallest slight, if indeed there had not been, as there was, +a feeling of respect between the two men, which, had they been on the +same social footing, would have been strong friendship. + +"How d'ye do, Déloge?" said Lord Sandilands, walking up and heartily +shaking hands; "this is very kind of you, my good fellow, to allow me +to come and bother you when you're over head and ears in business, as +you always are--very kind indeed." + +"I don't want to say a pretty thing, my dear lord," said Mr. Déloge, +"but when I can't find leisure from my business to attend to you when +you want to see me, I'd better give that business up." + +"Thanks, very much. Well, what's the news? Been to Tenterden-street +lately? Any very promising talent making itself heard up there, eh?" + +"No, my lord, none indeed--I'm glad to say," replied Déloge with a +laugh. + +"Glad to say! eh, Déloge? that's not very patriotic, is it?" + +"O, I did not mean to confine my gladness to the dearth of native +talent. If you only knew, my dear lord, how I'm hunted cut of life by +promising talent, or by talent which considers itself promising and +wants to perform, you would know fully how to appreciate, as I do, +good steady-going mediocrity." + +"By Jove, Déloge! this is not very encouraging for me! I came to ask +your advice on the question of bringing out a young lady of +unquestionable genius." + +"Unless her genius is quite unquestionable I should advise you to let +the young lady remain in. Why, think for yourself, my dear lord; you +know these things as well as I do, and have every singer for the past +quarter of a century in your mind. Run over the list and tell me which +of them--always excepting Miss Lavrock--has made anything like a +success." + +"Ha!" said Lord Sandilands, "yes, the Lavrock--what a voice, what a +charming trill! not but that I think Miss Lambert--" + +"Is it a question of Miss Lambert--Miss Grace Lambert?" + +"It is. Miss Lambert has decided upon adopting the musical profession, +and my object in coming here was to consult you as to the best means +to give effect to her wishes." + +"That's quite another affair. I have only heard Miss Lambert once. I +was engaged by Lady Lowndes to pilot Miramella and Jacowski to one of +her ladyship's wonderful gatherings, and after they had finished their +duet we went to the dining-room to get some of that curious +refreshment which is always provided there for the artists. They had +scarcely begun to eat when the whole house rang with a trill of melody +so clear and bird-like that the Miramella only drank half her +glass of sherry, and Jacowski put down his sandwich--I don't wonder at +it--untasted. We all rushed upstairs, and found that the singer was +Miss Grace Lambert. She sang so exquisitely, and produced such an +immense effect, that Madame Miramella was seized with one of her +violent headaches, and was obliged to be taken home." + +Lord Sandilands was delighted. "Poor Miramella!" said he, chuckling +quietly, "and Ger-- and Miss Lambert was successful?" + +"Successful! I have not heard such a combination of voice and style +for years! But I thought she was merely an amateur, and had no idea +she intended to take to the profession." + +"Yes, she is determined to do so; and as I take the greatest interest +in her, I have come to ask your advice. Now, should she select the +concert-room or the stage as her arena?" + +"The stage! the stage!" cried Déloge excitedly; "there can be no +question about it, my dear lord! With that personal appearance and +that voice, she must have the whole world at her feet, and make her +fortune in a very few years. Any dumpy little woman who can sing +tolerably in tune, and face an audience without the music in her hand +visibly trembling, will do for a concert-room; but this young lady has +qualities which--Good heavens! fancy the effect she'd make in Opera, +with that head and that charming figure!" + +"My good friend!" said the delighted old nobleman, "you are becoming +positively enthusiastic. In these days of total suppression of +feelings, it does one good to hear you. I am charmed to see you think +so highly of my _protégée_. Now tell met what's the first step to be +taken towards bringing her out?" + +"I should let Munns hear her," said Mr. Déloge. + +And Lord Sandilands' face fell, and he looked very grave. Why? Well, +the mention of Mr. Munns' name was the first thing that had jarred +disagreeably on Lord Sandilands' ears and feelings in connection with +Gertrude's intended adoption of the musical profession; and it _did_ +jar. Why, Lord Sandilands knew perfectly, but could scarcely express. + +Who was Mr. Boulderson Munns? You might have asked the question in a +dozen different sets of society, and received a different answer in +each. What was his birth or parentage no one, even the veriest club +scandal-monger, ever assumed to know; and as to his education, he had +none. He had been so long "before the public" that people ad forgotten +whence he came, or in what capacity his _début_ was made. Only a very +few men remembered, or cared to remember, that when Peponelli's +management of the Grand Scandinavian Opera came to smash disastrously, +by reason of Miramella, Jacowski, Courtasson, and Herzogenbusch, the +celebrated singers, revolting and going over in a body to the Regent +Theatre, the opposition house, Messrs. Mossop and Isaacson, of +Thavies' Inn, put themselves in communication with the agents of the +Earl of Haremarch, the ground landlord, and proposed their client, Mr. +Boulderson Munns, as tenant. Lord Haremarch's agent, old Mr. +Finchingfield, of New-square, Lincoln's Inn, looked askance through +his double eyeglass at Messrs. Mossop and Isaacson's letter. He +had heard of those gentlemen, truly, and knew them to be in a +very large way of business, connected generally with people "in +trouble"--criminals and bankrupts. Of Mr. Boulderson Munns, the +gentleman proposed as tenant, Mr. Finchingfield had never heard; but +on consulting with Mr. Leader, his articled clerk, a young gentleman +who saw a good deal of "life," he learned that Mr. Munns had been for +some time lessee of the Tivoli Gardens over the water, and was +supposed to be a shrewd, clever, not too scrupulous man, who knew his +business and attended to it. Mr. Finchingfield was a man of the world. +"I don't know anything about such kind of speculations, and indeed it +is strongly against my advice that my Lord Haremarch permits himself +to be mixed up in such matters," he said. "But I should imagine that +from a person tendering for a theatre you do not require a certificate +of character from the clergyman of his parish; and if Mr. Munns is +prepared to deposit a year's rent in advance, and to enter into the +requisite sureties for the due performance of the various covenants of +the lease, I see no reason why I should not recommend my lord to +accept him as his tenant." And Mr. Leader, remembering this +conversation, made a point of letting Mr. Munns know as soon as +possible that if he, Mr. Munns, should get the theatre it would be +owing entirely to his, Mr. Leader's, representations,--a statement +made by Mr. Leader with a view to the future acquisition of gratuitous +private boxes, and that much coveted _entrée_ known as "going behind." + +So Mr. Boulderson Munns became the tenant of the Grand Scandinavian +Opera House, and took up his position in society, which at once began +to pick holes in his garments, and to say all the unpleasant things it +could against him. Some people said his name was not Boulderson at +all, nor Munns much; that his real appellation was Muntz, and that he +was the son of a German Jew sugar-baker in St. George's-in-the-East. +People who professed to know said that Mr. Munns commenced his career +in the useful though not-much-thought-of profession of a chiropodist, +which they called a corn-cutter, in which capacity he took in hand the +feet of Polesco Il Diavolo, the gentleman who made a rushing descent +down a rope with fireworks in his heels at the Tivoli Gardens; and +that by these means the youthful Muntz was brought into relations with +Waddle, who then owned the gardens, and to whom Muntz lent some of the +money he had inherited from the parental sugar-baker, at enormous +interest. When Waddle collapsed, Muntz first appeared as Munns, and +undertook the management of the gardens, which he carried on for +several years with great success to himself and gratification to the +public--more especially to the members of the press, who were always +free of the grounds, and many of whom were entertained at suppers, at +which champagne--known to Mr. Munns by the name of "sham"--flowed +freely. He was a genial, hospitable, vulgar dog, given, as are the +members of his nation, to the wearing of rich-coloured velvet coats +and waistcoats, and jewelry of a large and florid pattern, to the +smoking of very big cigars, the driving of horses in highly-plated +harness in mail-phaetons with wheels vividly picked out with red, to +the swearing of loud and full-flavoured oaths, and to Richmond dinners +on the Sunday. When he entered on the lesseeship of the Grand +Scandinavian Opera House, he continued all these eccentricities of +pleasure, but mixed with them some excellent business habits. On the +secession of Miramella, Jacowski, and all the rest, the public +pronounced the Scandinavian Opera to be utterly dead and done for; but +after the first few weeks of his season Mr. Munns produced Fräulein +Brödchen, from the Stockholm Theatre, who fairly routed everyone else +off their legs, and took London by storm. Never had been known such a +triumph as that achieved by the Brödchen; boxes and stalls fetched a +fabulous price, and were taken weeks in advance. It began to be +perceived that the right thing was that Norma should have bright red +hair; and people wondered how they had for so long endured any +representative of Lucrezia without a turn-up nose. Miramella of +the classic profile and the raven locks was nowhere. Jacowski the +organ-voiced bellowed in vain. The swells of the Young-England +party--guardsmen and impecunious youths, who were on the free list at +the Regent--tried to get up an opposition; but Munns ran over to +Barcelona, and came back with the Señorita Ciaja, whose celebrated +back-movement in the Cachuca finished the business. The people who +really understood and cared for music were delighted with the +Brödchen; the occupants of the stalls and the omnibus-box--crabbed age +and youth, who, despite the old song, manage to live together +sometimes, and on each other a good deal--revelled in the Ciaja, and +the trick was done. Mr. Munns realised an enormous sum of money, and +was spoken of everywhere as "a marvellous fellow! a cad, sir, but a +genius!" + +He was a cad, there was no doubt of that. The Earl of Haremarch, who, +with all his eccentricities, was a highly-polished gentleman, suffered +for days after an interview with his tenant, who would receive him in +his managerial room with open bottles of "sham," and "My lord" him +until the wine had done its work, when he would call him "Haremarch, +old fellar!" with amiable frankness. He always addressed the foreign +artistes in English; told them he didn't understand their d--d +palaver, and poked them in the ribs, and slapped them on the back, +until they ground their teeth and stamped their feet in inarticulate +fury; but his money was always ready when due, and his salaries were +liberal, as well as promptly paid. The _corps de ballet_ adored him, +admired his velvet waistcoats, and screamed at his full-flavoured +jokes. In person, Mr. Munns was a short stout man, with an enormous +chest, a handsome Hebraic face, with dyed beard and whiskers, and +small keen eyes. + +To such a man as this, Lord Sandilands, the polished old nobleman, had +naturally a strong antipathy; and yet Lord Sandilands was almost the +only man of his _clientèle_ to whom Mr. Munns showed anything like +real respect. "There's something about that old buffer," he would say, +"which licks me;" and he could not have paid a greater compliment. The +Brödchen had retired into private life before this, and the Ciaja had +gone to America on a starring tour; but Mr. Munns had replaced them +with other attractions, had well maintained his ground: and when Mr. +Déloge told Lord Sandilands that from Mr. Munns it would be best to +obtain the information and the opinion he sought, the old nobleman +knew that the librarian was right; though he hated Mr. Munns from the +bottom of his heart, yet he made up his mind to get the great +_impresario_ to hear Miss Grace Lambert, and determined to abide by +his advice. + +So, one fine afternoon, the little road in which the pretty Bayswater +villa was situated was thrown into a state of the greatest excitement +by the arrival of the dashing phaeton with the prancing horses in +their plated harness; and Mr. Boulderson Munns alighting therefrom, +was received by Lord Sandilands, and duly presented to Miss Lambert. +After partaking somewhat freely--for he was a convivial soul--of +luncheon and dry sherry--which wine he was pleased to compliment +highly, asking the "figure" which it cost, and the name of the +vendor--the great _impresario_ was ushered into the drawing-room, +where Signor Da Capo seated himself at the piano, and Gertrude, +without the smallest affectation or hesitation, proceeded to sing. Mr. +Munns, who had--been present at many such inaugural attempts, seated +himself near Lord Sandilands with a resigned countenance; but after a +very few notes the aspect of his face entirely changed; he listened +with the greatest attention; he beat time with his little podgy +diamond-ringed fingers, and with his varnished boots; and at the +conclusion of the song, after a strident cry of "Brava! brava!" he +winked calmly at the radiant nobleman, laid his finger alongside his +nose, and whispered, "Damme, that'll do!" + +After a further hearing the great _impresario_ expressed himself more +fully, after his own symbolic fashion. + +"That's the right thing," said he; "the right thing, and no flies! or +rather it will be the right thing a few months hence.--My dear," he +continued, laying his hand on Gertrude's arm, and keeping it there, +though she shrank from his touch, "no offence, my dear; you've got the +right stuff in you! No doubt of that! Now what we've got to do is to +bring it out of you. Don't you make any mistake about it; it's there, +but it wants forcing. What's to force it? why, a mellower air a and +few lessons reg'larly given by someone who knows all about it. No +offence again to Da Capo here, who's a very good fellow--him and me +understand each other; but this young lady wants someone bigger than +him, and quiet and rest and freedom from London ways and manners. Let +her go to Italy and stop there for nine months; meanwhile you and me, +my lord, the Marsh'ness Carabas, and the rest of us, will work the +oracle, and then she shall came back and come out at the Grand +Scandinavian Opera House; and if she ain't a success, I'll swallow my +Lincoln and Bennett!" + +There was a pause for a minute, and then Lord Sandilands said: "Do you +mean that Miss Lambert should make her _début_ on the Italian stage?" + +"Not a bit of it," shrieked Mr. Munns; "keep her _début_ for here! A +gal like that, who can walk up to the piano and sing away before me, +won't have any stage-fright, I'll pound it! Let her go to Florence, to +old Papadaggi--which you know him well, my lord, and can make it all +square there; let her take lessons of him, and make her _début_ with +me. I'm a man of my word, as you know, and I see my way." + +Within a fortnight from that time Miles Challoner, who had been out of +town, called at the Bayswater villa, found it in charge of a policeman +and his wife, learned that Miss Lambert and Mrs. Bloxam had gone to +Hit'ly for some months, and--went away lamenting. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. +Soaring. + + +The novelty of her life in Italy was full of charm for Gertrude. She +was still so young that she could escape, in any momentary emotion of +pleasure, from the hardening influence of the past, and the entire +change of scene had almost an intoxicating effect upon her. Here was +no association with anything in the past which could pain, or in the +present which might have the power to disconcert her. Her husband's +foot had never trodden the paths in which she wandered daily, with all +the pleasure of a stranger and all the appreciation of natural beauty +which formed a portion of her artistic temperament. He had never +gazed upon the classic waters of the Arno, or roamed through the +picture-galleries which afforded her such intense delight, and would +have been almost without a charm for his cynical materialistic nature. +At least, if he had ever visited Italy, Gertrude did not know it; and +with all her very real indifference, despite the wonderfully thorough +enfranchisement of her mind and heart from the trammels of her +dead-and-gone relation to him, Gertrude, with true womanly +inconsistency, still occasionally associated him sufficiently with her +present life to feel that distance from Gilbert Lloyd, that the +strangeness of the unfamiliar places with which he was wholly +unassociated, added to the reality of her sense of freedom, gave it +zest and flavour. She understood this inconsistency. "If I go on like +this," she would think, "it will never do. I am much too near hating +him at present to be comfortable. So long as he is not absolutely +nothing to me I am not quite free; so long as I prefer the sense of +the impossibility of my seeing him by any accident--so long as I am +more glad to know that he is staying with Lord Ticehurst, and Lord +Ticehurst's reputable friends, than I should be to know that he was in +the next house on the promenade--so long as either circumstance has +the smallest appreciable interest or importance for me--I am not free. +I must regard him as so utterly nothing, that if I were to meet him +to-morrow at the Cascine, or passing my door, it could have no +importance, no meaning for me. I don't mean only in the external +sense, of not appearing to agitate or concern me, but in the interior +convictions of my own inmost heart. Such freedom I am quite resolved +to have. It will come, I am sure, but not just yet. I am far too near +to hating him yet." + +Gertrude had unusual power in the distribution of the subjects on +which she chose to exercise her thinking faculty, and in the absolute +and sustained expulsion from her mind of such topics as she chose to +discard. This faculty was useful to her now. There were certain phases +and incidents of her life with Gilbert Lloyd which she never thought +about. She deliberately put them out of her mind, and kept them out of +it. Among these were the occurrences which had immediately preceded +the strange bargain which had been made between her and her husband. +Of that bargain herself she thought with ever-growing satisfaction, +remembering with complacent content the obscurity in which she had +lived, which rendered such an arrangement possible, without risk of +detection. But she never travelled farther back in memory than the +making of that bargain. So then she determined to carry it out to the +fullest, to have all the satisfaction out of it she possibly could. "I +am determined I will bring myself to such freedom that the sight of +him could not give me even an unpleasant sensation--that the sound of +his name announced in the room with me should have no more meaning for +me than any other sound devoid of interest." + +Gertrude was more happily circumstanced now for the carrying out of +this determination. All her surroundings were delightful and novel, +she was in high health and spirits, and her prospects for the future +were bright and near. The climate was enchanting, the hours and the +ways of foreign life suited her; and her masters pronounced her voice +all that could be desired in the case of a daughter of sunny Italy, +and something altogether admirable and extraordinary in the case of a +daughter of foggy Albion. She worked very hard. She kept her ambition, +her purpose steadily before her, and her efforts to obtain the power +of gratifying it were unrelaxing. + +Hitherto Gertrude's experiences had been those only of a school-girl +and a woman married to an unscrupulous man who lived by his wits. She +had never been out of England before; and the interval of her life at +the villa, under the beneficial influence of the Carabas patronage, +though very much pleasanter than anything she had before experienced, +Lad not tended much to the enlargement and cultivation of her mind or +the expansion of her feelings. But this foreign life did tend to both. +She was entirely unfettered, and the sole obligation laid upon her was +the vigilant precaution it was necessary she should observe against +taking cold. It was in Gertrude's nature to prize highly this +newly-acquired sense of personal freedom, and to enter with avidity +into all that was strange in her life abroad. Her enjoyment of the +difference between the habits and customs of Italy and those of +England was unintelligible to Mrs. Bloxam, who had also never before +been out of England, and who carried all the true British prejudice in +favour of everything English with her. She could not be induced to +admit the superiority of foreign parts even in those lesser and +superfluous respects to which it is generally conceded. "I cannot +see," she remarked to a sympathising soul, whose acquaintance she had +made shortly after her arrival--a lady held in foreign bondage by a +tyrannical brother and his wife addicted to travel--"I cannot see, +Miss Tyroll, that the new milk can be so much better. Just look at the +cows! I'm sure I've seen some at Hampstead twice the size; and as for +condition! And then the bread again: how can we tell what stuff they +put into it to make it white? At home, we know there's alum in it; and +that's the worst of it, and all about it. But here, I never dare think +about it. Miss Lambert is quite foolish about violets; and I don't +deny it is very nice indeed to have them when you certainly could not +in England, and I like them as well as anyone; but I don't know that +it makes so much difference after all, in one's comfort, in the +long-run." + +"Certainly not," replied Miss Tyroll, who was a person of decisive +mind and manners. "Foreign countries are much the best places for +having things which you can very well do without; but, for my part, I +like England best. Don't you get very tired of marble and pillars and +church-bells? I do." + +"So do I," assented Mrs. Bloxam; "and all the places one is obliged to +go to are so large and bare." And then the two ladies discussed the +subject just started at great length. Even the climate had little +merit in the prejudiced estimation of Mrs. Bloxam. She had felt it +quite as cold by the Arno as ever she had felt it by the Thames; and +she thought the _tramontana_ was only a piercing wind with a pretty +name. She had felt very much the same sort of thing in London, where +she could take refuge from it in a snug room with warm curtains and a +coal fire. She had no fancy for sitting with her feet baking over +_braise_, and she had seen at Dulwich and Hampton Court pictures +enough to satisfy all her aspirations after art. There was something +educational in the way in which visitors to Florence--and, indeed, +Gertrude herself--did the churches and the galleries which was rather +oppressive to Mrs. Bloxam. She hated all that reminded her of the life +of sordid toil she had lived through and freed herself from; she did +not like to learn anything, because she could not get rid of the +feeling that by doing so she was exposing herself to the danger of +having to teach it again. But all her personal discontent did not +interfere with Mrs. Bloxam's interest in Gertrude, and did not render +her an unpleasant companion. She was not sympathetic; but Gertrude had +been little used to sympathy, and she did not greatly care about +it--it never interfered with her enjoyment of anything, that she had +to enjoy it alone. She did all in her power to make Mrs. Bloxam's life +comfortable and happy, and she never interrupted or withheld her +assent from the frequent reminiscences of Bayswater in which her +friend indulged; but she liked her life in Italy, and she entertained +a strong conviction that, as she had never been so happy before (for +she had come to regard the brief period of her love for Lloyd as an +interval of hallucination), so the future could hardly bring her +anything better. She had no doubts, no fears about success in her +adopted profession. The favourable opinions which had been pronounced +by competent judges in England were confirmed and strengthened by +those to which she attached most value in Italy, and her progress was +surprising to herself and her instructors. + +The correspondence between Mrs. Bloxam and Lord Sandilands was +frequent and _suivie_. Mrs. Bloxam was a clever letter-writer, and the +recipient of her epistles found in them a source of interest which +life had long lacked for him. If the young lady in whom he had +discovered Gertrude Gautier's daughter had been merely handsome, he +would have been pleased with her, doubtless would have taken a kindly +interest in her; had she been only clever he would have felt a secret +pride in her talent, and watched its manifestations with a hidden +interest: but she was both handsome and clever, and highly gifted; and +all the feelings which, but for his own fault, he might once have +declared and indulged openly, had been gratified to the fullest +extent. + +As time went on, the "working of the oracle" was done in London by the +_impresario_ and his assistants in a masterly fashion. The higher +branch of the same industry was also conducted by the Marchioness of +Carabas with all the success to which her ladyship was so well +accustomed in her social manoeuvrings. To such members of her coterie +as understood her passionate devotion to art, her untiring exertions +in its interests, and to its professors, she spoke in raptures of her +"dear Grace Lambert," carefully avoiding the distant precision of the +"Miss" and the too fond familiarity of the "Grace;" she read what she +called "pet bits" of her young _protégée's_ letters, which were +neither numerous nor lengthy; predicted the future value of those +precious autographs, and contrived to keep a flickering flame of +interest in Grace Lambert alive, which her appearance would readily +blow into a blaze. The steadiness of dear Lady Carabas to this +"fancy," as her friends called it, created some astonishment among her +circle. She was more remarkable for the vehemence than for the +duration of her attachments. It had happened to many aspirants for +fame, or for social success, or some other of the many objects--which +people think worth attainment, even if a little self-respect has to +be sacrificed in the process, to find themselves somehow unaccountably +set aside by Lady Carabas after a certain season of favour--happily, +sometimes, long enough to have enabled them to extract from it all the +profit they desired: not "dropped"--that is a rude proceeding, wanting +in finesse, quite unworthy of the Carabas _savoir faire_--but calmly, +imperceptibly set aside; whereat the wise among the number were +amused, and the foolish were savage. But Grace Lambert held her place +even during her absence. There was something captivating to the fancy +in the idea of the cultivation in "seclusion" of that great talent of +which the world had got an inkling, under the auspices of Lady +Carabas, and which would inevitably be a splendid testimony in the +future to her judgment and taste. Thus, the way for her appearance and +success in London being made plainer, easier, and pleasanter for her +day by day, and the purpose of her sojourn in Italy fulfilled in a +like ratio, time slipped away, and the period named for the return of +Grace Lambert and Mrs. Bloxam--who hailed it with delight, and who now +positively pined for Bayswater--drew near. + + +There had not been seen such a house at the Grand Scandinavian Opera +for years; there had not been heard such long-continued thunders of +applause, such rounds of cheering, since the Brödchen's _début_. Lady +Carabas and Mr. Munns had each "worked the oracle," according to their +lights; but the discrimination of her ladyship's friends rendered the +managerial _claque_ quite unnecessary. The opera was the _Trovatore_, +and Gertrude's entrance as Leonora was the signal for a subdued murmur +of applause. People were too anxious to see and hear her to give vent +to any loud expression of their feelings; but when, with perfect +composure, and without the smallest trace of nervousness in face or +voice, the girl burst into the lovely "Tacea la notte," the +connoisseurs knew that her success was accomplished; and long before +the enthusiastic roar surged forth at the conclusion of the air Mr. +Boulderson Munns, who had been nervously playing with the ends of his +dyed moustache, shut up his opera-glass, and said to his treasurer and +alter-ego, Mr. William Duff, "By--, Billy, she'll smash the other +shop!" + +The lobbies and the refreshment-room were emptying of the crowds which +had been raving to each other after the first act of the beauty and +talent of the _débutante_, when Lord Ticehurst, who had been among the +loudest demonstrators in the omnibus-box, whither he was returning, +met Gilbert Lloyd quietly ascending the stairs. + +"Only just come in?" asked his lordship. + +"Only this instant; straight from Arlington-street; it's all right +about Charon." + +"O, d--n Charon!" said Lord Ticehurst; "you've missed the most +splendid reception--Miss Grace Lambert, you know!" + +"My dear fellow, I know nothing--except that Lady Carabas insisted on +my going to her box to-night, to hear a new singer." + +"There never was such a cold-blooded fish, as you, Gilbert! Now be +quick, and you'll be in time to see her come on in the second act!" + +Gilbert Lloyd walked very leisurely to Lady Carabas' box on the grand +tier, and received his snubbing for being late with due submission. +When the roar of applause announced the reappearance of the evening's +heroine, he looked up still leisurely; but the next instant his glass +was fixed to his eyes, and then his hand shook and his cheeks were +even whiter than usual, and his nether-lip was firmly held by his +teeth, as in Miss Grace Lambert, the successful _débutante_, he +recognised his wife. + + + + + +BOOK THE SECOND. + + + + +CHAPTER I. +Progress. + + +Mr. Boulderson Munns was right in the remark which he made to his +treasurer and _fidus Achates_, Mr. William Duff, in regard to Miss +Grace Lambert's success, and to the effect which it would have on the +future of the opposition opera-house. That very night the triumph was +achieved. Ladies who "looked in for a minute" at various balls and +receptions after the opera talked to each other of no one but the new +singer; the smoking-rooms of the clubs rang with her praises. Schrink, +the humpbacked, critic of the _Statesman_, went off straight to the +Albion in Drury-lane; called for some hot brandy-and-water and a pen +and ink; seated himself in his accustomed box, into which no one else +dared intrude, and dashed off something, which, when it appeared in +print the next morning, proved to be an elaborate and scholarly eulogy +of the new singer. The other journals were equally laudatory, and the +result of the general commendation was soon proved. The box-office was +besieged from morning till night; boxes and stalls were taken for +weeks in advance; crowds began to collect round the pit and gallery +doors at three o'clock in the afternoon, and remained there, +increasing in size and turbulence, until the doors were opened; while +the fugitive Miramella and the recreant Jacowski were singing away for +dear life at the Regent Theatre, to empty benches. The fact of Miss +Lambert's being an Englishwoman was with many people a great thing in +her favour. Old people who recollected Miss Paton, and middle-aged +people who still raved about Miss Adelaide Kemble, hurried off to see +the young lady who had succeeded to the laurels erst won so gallantly +and worn so gracefully by these two great English singers, and came +back loud in her praise. The _Mirror_--the weekly journal of +theatricals and music--uplifted its honest, ungrammatical, kindly +voice in favour of the _débutante_, and gossiped pleasantly of Kitty +Stephens, Vestris, and the few other English-women who have ever sung +in time and tune. The _Illustrated News_ published Miss Lambert's +portrait on the same page with the portrait of the trowel with which +the Mayor of Mudfog had laid the foundation-stone of the Mudfog +Infirmary; and the _Penny Woodcutter_ reproduced the engraving +which had previously done duty as Warawaki, Queen of the Tonongo +Islands, and subscribed Miss Lambert's name to it. A very gorgeous +red-and-white engraving of the new singer figured also on the "Grace +Valse," inscribed to her by her obedient humble servant Luigi Vasconi, +who was leader of the orchestra of Mr. Munns' establishment, and who +played first fiddle under the renowned conductor, Signor Cocco; while +the enterprising hosier in the Arcade under the opera-house produced a +new style of neck-tie which he christened "The Lambert," and of which +he would probably have sold more had the Arcade been anything of a +thoroughfare. As it was, the young man who kept the books of Mssrs. +Octave and Finings, the wine-merchants, and who was known to have +plunged madly into love with the new singer when he went in once with +a gallery-order, sported a "Lambert," and led the fashionable world of +Lamb's-Conduit-street in consequence. + +Was this fame? It was notoriety, at all events. To have your portrait +in all the photograph-shops and the illustrated journals; to see your +name blazing in large type in every newspaper, and on every hoarding +and dead-wall of London; to read constant encomiastic mention of +yourself in what are called, or miscalled, the organs of public +opinion; to be pointed out by admiring friends to other admiring +friends in the streets; to be the cynosure of crowds; to be the butt +of the _Scarifier_--when some artist or contributor to that eminent +journal has seen you on horseback while he was on foot, or seen +you clean while he was dirty, or heard you praised while he was +unnoticed--these are the recognitions of popularity received by +art-workers, be they writers, or painters, or actors. Not very great, +not very ennobling, perhaps, but pleasant--confess it, O my sisters +and brethren in art! Pleasanter to earn hundreds by the novel, or the +picture, or the acting--imperfect though each may be in its way--which +shall cause thousands to think kindly of us, than to receive two +guineas for verbal vitriol-throwing in the _Scarifier_; pleasanter +than to stand up, earning nothing at all, to be howled at night after +night by the vinous members of the opposite political party, and to be +switched morning after morning by their press-organs; pleasanter than +to go for forty years for six hours a day to the Tin-tax Office, and +at last to arrive at six hundred a-year, with the chance of receiving +a pension of two-thirds of the amount, if you prove by medical +certificate that you are thoroughly worn out! That worn, gray old +gentleman going in to enjoy the joint, and the table, and a pint of +sherry at the Senior United, lost his youth and his hopes and his +liver in India, and in a few years may perhaps get--just in time to +leave it to his heir--the prize-money which he won a quarter of a +century ago; that Irish gentleman with a chin-tuft has sold the last +of his paternal acres to carry him through his third election, and may +possibly obtain from the Government, which he has always earnestly +supported, a commissionership of five hundred a-year. We can do better +than that, we others! So, let us say, with the French actress, "_Qu'on +leur donne des grimaces pour leur argent et vivons hereux!_" and in a +modified and anglicised sense, "_Vive la vie de Bohème!_" + +Did Gertrude care much for this kind of cheap incense burnt in her +honour? Truth to tell, she cared for it very little indeed. When she +accepted the stage instead of the concert-room for her career, she was +influenced, as we have seen, by an idea of the brilliancy of her +triumph, should she succeed; but that triumph once secured, there was +an end to such feeling in the matter, so far as she was personally +concerned. She took it all in a perfectly businesslike manner; it was +good, she supposed, for the theatre that she had succeeded. Gratified? +O yes, of course, she was gratified; but when people came and told her +there had never been anything heard like her, she was compelled to +show them that, in accepting professional singing for her livelihood, +she had not quite abnegated any pretension to common sense. With the +exception of devoting the necessary time to rehearsals and study, her +time was spent very much as it was before her departure to Italy. The +drawing-room of the little Bayswater villa was gorgeous and fragrant +with anonymous bouquets, offerings left the previous night at the +stage-door; but Miss Lambert had not made one single new acquaintance +since the night of her _début_. Occasionally on "off-nights" she would +be seen at Carabas House, or at one or two of the other houses which +she had been in the habit of visiting before the commencement of her +professional career; but though she was inundated with invitations, +she steadfastly refused to increase her visiting-list; and the +lion-hunters, male and female, in vain sought to get her to their +houses, and equally in vain sought admittance to hers. + +To none was she a greater enigma than to her manager, Mr. Boulderson +Munns. Proud of her success, and disposed in his open-hearted +vulgarity to testify to her his appreciation of it, that liberal +gentleman purchased a gaudy and expensive diamond-bracelet, had an +appropriate inscription in gilt letters put on to its morocco-leather +case, and sent it to Miss Grace Lambert. The next morning, bracelet, +case and all were laid on the managerial table, with a little note +from Miss Lambert thanking Mr. Munns very sincerely for his kindness, +but declining the present on the grounds that Miss Lambert was doing +no more than fulfilling the terms of her engagement, and adding, that +if Mr. Munns had found that engagement profitable, the time to show +his appreciation of it would be when they came to settle terms for the +next season. There was a combination of independence and business in +this reply, which tickled Mr. Munns exceedingly. At first he was +annoyed at the note, read it with a portentous frown, and strode up +and down his room, plucking at the dyed whiskers wrathfully. But by +the time Mr. Duff arrived with his usual budget of letters to be read, +bills to be paid, questions to be asked, &c., the great _impressario_ +had softened down wonderfully, and had forgotten his rage at what he +at first imagined the slight put upon him by his new singer, in his +impossibility to comprehend her. + +"I can't make her out, Billy," said he, "and that's the fact. I've +known 'em of all kinds; but she licks the lot. Look here at her +letter! She won't have that bracelet, Billy--just shove it into the +strong-box, will you? we can get the inscription altered, and it'll do +for somebody else--and talks about fresh terms for next season. +Reg'lar knowing little shot, ain't she? Quiet little devil, too; +wouldn't come down to my garden-party at Teddington, on Wednesday, +though I had the Dook and Sir George, and a whole lot of 'em dyin' to +be introduced to her, 'No go, your Grace!' I said, 'she won't come; +but when Venus is bashful let's stick to Bacchus, who's always our +friend.' I haven't had a classical education, Billy, but I think that +was rather neat; and so they did, and punished the 'sham' awfully. +However, it's all good for trade. She and that old cat, her aunt--not +her aunt? well, Bloxam; you know who I mean--go about to Lady +Carabas', and all the right sort of people, and the more she won't +know the wrong sort of people, the more they want to know her, and the +'let's' tremendous. The other shop's done up, sir; chawed up, smashed! +MacBone and Ivory and Déloge, and the rest of 'em, tell me they can't +sell a stall for the Regent; and I hear that Miramella threatened +Jacowski with a fork at dinner the other day, because he spoke of Miss +Lambert, and swore she'd go to America. Best thing she could do, +stupid old fool!" + +Although this feeling in regard to Miss Lambert was perhaps nowhere +expressed in language, so strongly symbolical as that used by Mr. +Munns, there is no doubt that it was generally felt. There is a +certain class of artist-patronising society which has the _mot +d'ordre_ of the _siffleur's_ box, and revels in the gossip of the +_coulisses_. These worthy persons were in the habit of talking to each +other constantly of the new _prima donna_--how she came in "a regular +fly, my dear;" how she was always dressed in black silk, "made quite +plain, and rather dowdy;" how she was always accompanied by the same +old lady, who, whether at rehearsal or in the evening, never left her +side; and how, with the exception of Lord Sandilands, with whom she +seemed to be very intimate, she entered into conversation with no one +during the performance;--in all which things Miss Grace Lambert +differed very much from Madame Miramella, who--depending on the kind +of temper in which she might happen to be--alternated between the most +gorgeous garments and the most miserable _chiffons_; between a +coroneted brougham with a five-hundred-gninea pair of horses, and a +four-wheeler cab; between the loveliest complexion, and the most +battered old parchment mask; between the most queenlike courtesy to +all around her in the theatre, and the use of French and Italian +_argot_-abuse, which fortunately was incomprehensible to those to +whom it was addressed. In this society Lord Sandilands was far too +well-known for the smallest breath of scandal ever to attach to Miss +Lambert's name by reason of his intimacy with her. People remembered +how devoted he had been to the Rossignol--who died, poor lady, in the +height of her success--who had the voice of an angel, and the face of +a little sheep; how he had fought an uphill fight for Miss Laverock +until he had seen her properly ranked in her profession; how he had +always been the kind and disinterested friend of musical talent. They +wondered that somebody else did not arrive, some English duke, some +Italian prince, some _millionnaire_, and bear her away as Madame +Sontag, Miss Chester, Miss Stephens, and Madame Duvernay had been +borne away before her. She was "thoroughly proper, my dear," they told +each other in confidence; and the obvious result of propriety being +marriage, they waited for that result with great impatience. + +The successful _début_ of the young lady whom the world regarded as +his _protégée_, but whom he in his secret soul acknowledged as his +daughter, had given Lord Sandilands unmitigated satisfaction! +Unmitigated, because his worldly knowledge had given him sufficient +insight into Gertrude's character to enable him to perceive that she +could ride in safety over billows and through tempests in which a less +evenly-ballasted bark would inevitably suffer shipwreck; to perceive +that the triumph which she had achieved would leave her head unturned; +while in the position which she had gained, her heart would be just as +much at her command as it was when she first surprised society in the +drawing-room of Carabas House. So, thoroughly happy, the old nobleman +permeated society, listening with eager ears, to all comments on Miss +Grace Lambert. He heard them everywhere. Steady old boys at the +Portland had heard of the new singer from their "people," and +intended, the first evening they had to spare, to make one in +the family-box, and hear her. Fast men, young and old, at the +Arlington, relaxing their great minds--_neque arcum semper tendit +Apollo_--between turf-talk and whist-playing, spoke of her in +exaggerated laudation. In many of the houses where he had formerly +been accustomed to drop in with tolerable regularity, he had renewed +the habit since Gertrude's arrival in London; pleasant, genial, +hospitable houses, all the more genial that neither frisky matrons, +nor foolish virgins, nor gilded youth, were to be reckoned among the +component parts of the society to be found in them; and there he +found that Miss Lambert was universally popular. A very great lady +indeed--one who held herself, and, truth to tell, was generally held, +far above the Carabas set, or any other of the kind--no less a lady +than the Dowager Duchess of Broadwater--wrote to Lord Sandilands, +saying that she had heard very much of Miss Lambert, and hoping that +through Lord Sandilands' influence the young lady might be induced to +come and see an old woman who never went out. If you have studied +polite society and its Bible--the Peerage--you will know that the +dowager duchess is the widow of that good, kind duke who was nothing +more than the best landlord, and the most perfectly representative +English nobleman of his time; who reduced the rents of his tenants, +and built model cottages for his labourers, and loved music next to +his wife, and composed pretty little pieces, which were played with +much applause at the Ancient Concerts. A stately gentleman, tall, +clean shaven, with his white hair daintily arranged, with his blue +coat, buff waistcoat, and tight gray trousers in the morning; his +_culotte courte_, black-silk stockings, and buckled shoes in evening +attire. His son, the present duke, wears a rough red beard, buys his +frieze shooting-coat and sixteen-shilling trousers from a cheap +tailor, smokes a short pipe, and talks like a stable-man. His mother +who adores him--he adores her, let us confess, and is as soft and +docile with her as when he was a child--looks at him wonderingly; she +is of the _vieille cour_, and cannot understand the "lowering" tone of +the present day. _Grande dame_ as she is, she relaxes always towards +the professors of that art which her husband so loved; and when Miss +Lambert was brought to her by Lord Sandilands, and sang two little +convent-airs which the old lady recollected having heard, ah, how many +years ago! she drew the girl towards her, and with streaming eyes +kissed her forehead, and bade her thank God for the great talent which +He had bestowed upon her, and which ought always to be used in His +service. After that interview, Gertrude saw a great deal of the old +duchess, who always received her with the greatest affection, and +introduced her to the small circle of intimate acquaintances by which +she was surrounded. + +And Lady Carabas, who was necessarily apprised of all that happened in +Grace Lambert's life, was by no means annoyed at or jealous of her +_protégée's_ introduction to the Dowager Duchess of Broadwater, of +whom, in truth, her ladyship stood somewhat in awe; not that she ever +confessed this for an instant, speaking of her always as a "most +charming person," and "quite the nicest old lady of the day;" but +having at the same time an inward feeling that the "charming person," +though always perfectly polite, did not reciprocate the respect which +Lady Carabas professed, and, indeed, really felt for her. The dowager +duchess's society was as rigidly exclusive as Lady Carabas' was +decidedly mixed; and the platonic _liaisons_ into which the +Marchioness's Soul was always leading her were regarded with very +stony glances from under very rigid eyebrows by the Broadwater +faction. Lady Carabas had somewhat more than a dim idea of all this, +and had quite sufficient sense of the fitness of things to be aware +that it was more politic in her to accept the position than to fight +against it--to know that for a recognised _protégée_ of hers to be +received by the Broadwater clique tacitly reflected credit on her; and +so, while she shrugged her shoulders when she heard of Lady Lowndes, +and undisguisedly expressed her scorn at the attempts made by other +lion-hunters to get hold of Gertrude, she warmly congratulated Lord +Sandilands on the Broadwater connection, and redoubled her praises of +Miss Lambert's voice and virtues. These laudations, skilfully served, +as a woman of Lady Carabas' worldly experience alone knows how to +express them, were always well received by the old nobleman, who could +not hear too much in Gertrude's favour, and who day by day felt +himself growing fonder of her, and more thoroughly associated with her +plans and her welfare. + +And there was one other person to whom this lady was equally +enchanting, who never wanted the song pitched in any other key, who +listened in rapt delight so long as he was allowed to listen and gaze +and dream--Miles Challoner, who had left town so soon as he found the +pretty Bayswater villa deserted, on Gertrude's departure for Italy. He +had no farther tie to London, and cared not to remain haunting the +neighbourhood of the nest whence his "bird with the shining head" had +fled. He became suddenly convinced of the utter emptiness of +metropolitan existence, and expatiated thereon to Lord Sandilands in a +way which greatly amused the old nobleman. He declared that these +nineteenth-century views of life were false and wrongly based; that +half the vices and shortcomings of the provincial poor and the +labouring classes were due to the absenteeism of the landlords, who by +example should lead their inferiors. The holder of an estate, Miles +said, be it small or large, had duties which should keep him among his +people. He felt that he had neglected these duties; and though he was +not specially cut for a country gentleman's life, he knew that he +ought to go down to Rowley Court, and do his best to get on in that +sphere of life to which he had been called. The young man said all +this with great earnestness, for at the moment he really believed it; +and he was half-inclined to be angry when Lord Sandilands, who had +listened to the rhapsody with a grave and attentive face, could +contain himself no longer, but broke into a smile as he said that he +thought Miles perfectly right, "particularly as the shooting-season +was coming on." So Miles left London, and went to his old ancestral +home. The bright bountiful beauty of summer still decked the woods and +fields; the old servants and the villagers vied with each other in +welcoming the young squire; and Miles felt that he had done rightly in +following what he was pleased to call the dictates of his conscience, +in coming back. The small sum of money which he had expended on the +estate had been judiciously laid out, and improvement was manifest +everywhere--in heavy crops, mended fences, and common land drained and +reclaimed; in repaired outhouses, and shooting properly preserved; +and, better than all, in a higher class of tenantry, and larger rents. +Miles Challoner had never felt the pleasant sense of proprietorship +until this visit to his home. He walked round his fields, he stood on +little vantage-points and surveyed his estate, with an inward feeling +of pride which he did not care to check. It _was_ something to be an +English country gentleman, after all. He had been nothing and no one +in London, a hanger-on, a unit in the great social stream--no better +than a dancing barrister, or a flirting clerk in a government office; +two-thirds of the people he visited knowing his name, and that he had +been properly introduced to them by some accountable person, but +nothing more. While here, he was the young squire; as he passed, the +"hat was plucked from the slavish villager's head;" everybody knew +him, and was anxious to be seen by him; he was the man of the place, +and--Yes, it would not be difficult to make out one's life in that +position; not as a bachelor, of course, but provided he had someone +with him. Someone? No difficulty in finding her! If he knew the +language of laughing eyes, Emily Walbrook would not object to become +the mistress of Rowley Court. And with her father Sir Thomas's money +what might not be done? The old place might be rehabilitated, the lost +lands recovered, the old dignity of the family restored. + +But Miles Challoner, being a gentleman and not an adventurer, told +himself, after very little self-examination, that he did not care for +Miss Walbrook, and that he never could care for her, consequently that +he would be a scoundrel to think of proposing for her hand; told +himself further that he only did care and only had cared--apart +from some boyish follies which had not done him nor anyone else any +harm--for one person in the world, Grace Lambert. Did she care for +him? He did not know; but, honestly, he thought she did not. And if +she did, should he bring her there, to Rowley Court, as his wife? Did +he care for her sufficiently to suffer the universal inquiries as to +who she was, the generally uplifted eyebrows and supercilious remarks +when the reply was given? At present she was only known as a young +lady received in excellent society on account of her musical talents; +but if this report was true--this report that she had gone to Italy +with the intention of perfecting herself as a singer on the operatic +stage? A singer? The stage? The general and only notion of the stage +in the neighbourhood of Rowley Court was founded on reminiscences of +the travelling troupe of mummers who had once or twice come to +Bleakholme Fair; poor half-starved creatures, who had performed a +dismal tragedy in an empty barn, by the light of a hoop of guttering +tallow candles. How could he prepare the Bosotian mind of +Gloucestershire to receive as his wife a woman who would bring with +her such associations as these? What would be said by the old county +neighbours, by whom the old Challoner name was yet held in the highest +respect and regard? What by the wealthy new-comers, whose influence +was day by day increasing, and who gave themselves airs of pride and +position and exclusiveness far more intolerable than the loftiest +hauteur of the real territorial _seigneurie?_ Poor Miles! and after +all--even if he had made up his mind to brave all the outcry that +might arise; to say, "I love this woman, and I bestow on her my rank +and my position; accept her as my wife, or leave her alone; think as +you please, talk as you please, and go to the deuce!"--he was by no +means certain that Miss Grace Lambert would see the magnitude of the +sacrifice he was making for her, or, indeed, that she would have +anything to say to him. + +That was a dull winter for Miles Challoner, that duty season when he +steadfastly went through the character of the English country +gentleman, to the tolerable satisfaction of his neighbours and his +tenants, but to his own intense disgust. He hunted twice a week, he +shot constantly; he attended church regularly, and kept rigidly awake +during the dear old vicar's dull sermons; he gave two or three dull +bachelor dinners, where the vicar, the curate, little Dr. Barford, and +two or three neighbouring foxhunting squires, ate and drank, and +prosed wearily for three or four hours; and he went out occasionally. +He dined with Lord Boscastle, the lord-lieutenant and principal +grandee of the county, where he met all "the best people," but where +his attention was principally concentrated on his hostess; for Lady +Boscastle was _née_ Amelia Milliken, and, as Amelia Milliken, had been +the great attraction for two seasons at the Theatre Royal Hatton +Garden, during the lesseeship of the great Wuff. Miles could +hardly realise to himself that the mild, elegant, dried-up, +farinaceous-looking old lady had been the incomparable actress who, as +he had heard his father relate, entered so thoroughly into her art +that she would shed real scalding tears upon the stage; and whose +Juliet yet remained in the memory of old playgoers as the most perfect +impersonation ever witnessed. She was an actress when Lord Boscastle +married her; and see her now, with a cabinet minister on her right +hand, and the best families of the county honoured by her intercourse! +Why could not he do the same with Grace Lambert? And then Miles +recollected that he was not so great a man as Lord Boscastle, had not +the same weight and _prestige_; remembered also that he had heard his +father say that Lady Boscastle made her way very slowly into the +county society; that she had an immense number of disagreeables to +contend with at first; and that it was only the sweetness of her +disposition, and her wonderful patience and forbearance, that carried +her through. And though Miles Challoner was undoubtedly in love with +Miss Lambert, he scarcely thought that sweetness of disposition, +patience, and long-suffering were the virtues in which she specially +excelled. Miles also dined with Sir Thomas Walbrook, where there was +much more display and formality than at Lord Boscastle's--only +that the display was in bad taste, and the formality betokened +ill-breeding; and he went to a hunt-ball, and tried to attend the +weekly meetings of a whist-club, but broke down in the attempt. In the +daytime he did not fare so badly, for he was full of life and health, +and the love for field-sports which had distinguished him when a boy +came back renewed when he again joined in those sports; but in the +long evenings he moped and moaned, and was dreadfully bored. + +The fact is that, however much he endeavoured to persuade himself to +the contrary, he was in love with Miss Grace Lambert; and the more +persistently he turned his thoughts from that young lady, the more he +found himself taking interest in persons and things associated with +her. He corresponded regularly with Lord Sandilands, and his every +letter contained some inquiry after or allusion to "your young friend +in Italy." The old nobleman chuckled over the frequency and the tone +of these letters, but replied to them regularly, and invariably said +something about Grace; something, too, which he thought would please +the recipient of the letter, for he loved Miles with fatherly +affection; and, if Gertrude saw fit, nothing would have pleased him +better than that the two young people should make a match of it. That, +however, was entirely for Gertrude to determine; and nothing could +come of it yet, at all events, as she had the stage career before her. +Meantime, there was no reason why pleasant reports of her progress +should not go down to Rowley Court. And when Miles received the +letters, he ran his eye over them hurriedly to see where _the_ name +appeared, and read those bits first, and re-read them, and then +dropped very coolly and leisurely into the perusal of his old friend's +gossip. + +He was a queer, odd fellow, though, this Miles Challoner; full of that +dogged determination which we call "British," and are extremely proud +of (though, like the man who "treated resolution," in the end we often +do the thing which we have so stubbornly refused to do); and although +he knew that Miss Lambert had returned, and was about making her +_début_ in public, he remained stationary at Rowley Court. He received +letters regularly from Lord Sandilands, but none of them ever +contained a hint or a suggestion that he should come up to town; +indeed, Miles guessed that Miss Lambert would be far too much occupied +to admit of his seeing her, and he had said he would "give that +up"--"that" being the guiding motive of his life--and he would hold to +it. So Miles Challoner was not in the Grand Scandinavian Opera-house +on the night when Gertrude made her triumphal entry into theatrical +life. But when, the next day, he read the flaming accounts of her +success in the newspapers; when he received letters from Lord +Sandilands and other friends, filled with ravings about her voice, her +beauty, and her elegance; when he felt that this fresh flame would +enormously increase the circle of her admirers, many of whom might +have the chance--which they would not neglect as he was neglecting +it--of personal acquaintance with her,--he could withstand the +influence no longer, but made immediate arrangements for returning to +London. + +His old friend received him with his accustomed warmth, talked about +the length of time he had been away, and rallied him on the probable +cause of his detention. "I know, my dear boy!" said Lord Sandilands; +"I know all about what you're going to tell me,--the pleasure a man +feels in his own _terre_; the delightful days you used to have with +Sir Peter's pack; the unequalled cover-shooting, and all the rest of +it. Those things don't keep a young man down in the country, leading +that frightful dead-alive existence which we try to think pleasant. I +know all about it; and I know that there's nothing more horrible. +There must be _beaux yeux_ somewhere, when a man voluntarily accepts +that kind of life; and, by Jove! it's a kind of life to make one find +the most ordinary eyes _beaux_. That confounded country life has +produced more _mésalliances_, and more--hem! What are you going to do +with yourself to-day?" The old nobleman stopped his discourse +abruptly; with the reflection, perhaps, that _mésalliances_ scarcely +fitted him for a theme. Answering him, Miles said that he had nothing +to do, and that he was entirely at his friend's disposal. + +"Then," said Lord Sandilands, "suppose we stroll out Bayswater way? +You have not seen Miss Lambert for a long time now, though you +know--for I wrote to you, and you must have heard in a hundred other +places--of her success. Really, the greatest thing for years. +Everybody enchanted; and, best of all, has not made the smallest +difference in her; just the same unaffected, quiet, unpretending girl +as when we met her that first night--don't you recollect?--at Carabas +House." + +They walked across Kensington-gardens and speedily reached the +bye-road in which Miss Lambert's pretty villa was situated. Up and +down this road, fretting against the slowness of the pace allowed +them, stepping grandly, and sending the foam in flying flakes around +them, were a pair of horses in a handsome mail-phaeton, driven by a +correctly-appointed groom. + +"Mr. Munns here!" said Lord Sandilands testily, as this sight broke +upon him. "Horribly vexing, when we hoped to have the young lady all +to ourselves, eh, Miles? A worthy man, Mr. Munns, but a dreadful +vulgarian. Tell me, is it my shortsightedness, or has this fellow +really mounted a cockade in his man's hat?" + +"There certainly is a cockade in the man's hat," said Miles, with a +smile which died away as, on a nearer approach, he added, "and a +coronet on the harness." + +"A coronet? Why, the man can never hare been ass enough to--eh? O dear +me, impossible! Who's phaeton's that, sir, eh?" + +"Earl of Ticehurst's, my lord!" said the groom, touching his hat; +"lordship's in there, my lord," pointing to the villa with his whip, +"with her ladyship." + +"With her ladyship!" echoed Lord Sandilands in bewilderment. "Let us +go in, Miles, and see what it all means." + +They saw what it all meant when they found Lady Carabas talking about +education to Mrs. Bloxam in the drawing-room, and saw Lord Ticehurst +walking with Miss Lambert round the little garden. Lord Sandilands +frowned very gloomily, but Lady Carabas made straight at him. She had +been dying to see dear Miss Lambert; she wanted so to see how she bore +her success--ah, what a success!--and how charming she is over it all! +not changed in the smallest degree. And her own horses were regularly +knocked up with all their work just now; and as it was such a long way +(fashionable people think anything west of Apsley House or north of +Park-lane quite out of bounds), she had asked her nephew Etchingham to +drive her over. Lord Sandilands bowed very grimly, and Miles Challoner +then came forward. Lady Carabas was enchanted to see him; rallied him +on his absence on the night of the _début_; hoped to have him +constantly at Carabas House, and was overwhelmingly gracious. Then +Lord Ticehurst and Gertrude came in, and after a few conventional +remarks, the young patrician, after a casual glance out of the window, +informed his aunt that "the chestnuts had already stamped up the road +into a regular ploughed field, by Jove! and that, as the parish would +probably send in the paving-bill, perhaps the best thing they could do +was to be off;" and accordingly he and Lady Carabas retired, with many +adieux. + +When they were gone, Lord Sandilands approached Gertrude and +congratulated her with mock solemnity on her new acquaintance. "You +have achieved an earl, my dear child, and there is no saying now to +what you may not aspire. Charles the Fifth picking up Titian's pencil +will be equalled by Lord Ticehurst's turning over the leaves of your +music-book for you. Or in time we might get a duke to--" + +"We want no higher member of the peerage than a baron, apparently, to +render his order ridiculous," said Gertrude, turning upon him with a +sarcastic bow and a little _moue_. "Don't be angry, dear friend," she +continued; "but I own I cannot stand raillery where Lord Ticehurst is +concerned. I have no doubt he means well--I am sure of it; all he says +is genuine, and, so far as he can make it, polite; but he is very +silly and very slangy, and--I can't endure him.--And now, Mr. +Challoner, tell me of all your doings during your long absence in the +country." + +Lord Sandilands had a great deal to say to Mrs. Bloxam on the subject +of any future visits which Lord Ticehurst might wish to pay to the +Bayswater villa, and said it pointedly, and without circumlocution. +When he rejoined the young people, he found them deep in conversation, +and Miles, at least, looking very happy. + + + + +CHAPTER II. +Integratio Amoris. + + +When Gilbert Lloyd satisfied himself that the new opera-singer, at +whose most successful debut he had "assisted," was none other than his +wife, the momentary agitation which had so shaken him passed away, and +he sat himself down at the back of Lady Carabas' box--not in the chair +usually reserved for the controller for the time being of the Soul, +but in a more retired position--and gave himself up, as any +uninterested auditor might have done, to listening to the singing. He +had never been particularly fond of music, and though he had always +known that his wife possessed a fine voice, and had even at one time +taken into consideration the probable profits which would accrue were +he to _exploiter_ her musical talent, he had never imagined the +possibility of her taking such a position as that in which he now +found her. Gilbert Lloyd was a man who believed thoroughly in the +truth of that axiom which tells us that "there is a time for +everything;" it would be quite time enough for him to analyse the new +light which had been let into his life, to weigh and balance the pros +and cons connected with the appearance of Gertrude on a scene which he +was accustomed to tread, mixed up with people with whom he was to a +certain extent familiar; it would be time enough for him to enter into +those business details on the next morning, when his brain would be +fresh and clear, and he would be recruited by his night's rest, and +able more clearly to see his way, and arrive at a more accurate +decision as to the advisability of steps to be taken. Meanwhile, he +would listen with the rest; and he did listen, with great pleasure, +joining heartily in the applause, and delighting Lady Carabas by the +warmth of his outspoken admiration of her favourite. And he escorted +her ladyship to her carriage, and went to the club, and played +half-a-dozen rubbers with admirable coolness and self-possession. It +was one of Gilbert Lloyd's strongest points that he could put aside +anything unpleasant that might be pressing upon him, no matter how +urgently, and defer it for future consideration. In the midst of +trouble of all kinds--pecuniary complications, turf anxieties, on the +issue of which his position in life depended--he would, after looking +at them vigorously with all his power, turn into bed and sleep as +calmly as though his mind were entirely free, rising the next morning +with renewed health and courage to tackle the difficulties again. Just +at this period of Miss Lambert's _début_, Lloyd happened to be +particularly busy; the Derby--on which he and his party were even more +than usually interested--was close at hand, and all Gilbert's time was +absorbed in "squaring" Lord Ticehurst's book and his own. But he knew +that he need be under no alarm from the new element in his life which +had just cropped out: though he had seen Gertrude, she had not seen +him; there was no reason as yet--why they should be thrown together; +and even if they were, he was too fully aware of her coldness and her +pride to imagine she would for an instant attempt to thrust herself +upon him, or even acknowledge him. So Gilbert Lloyd made no difference +in his life, beyond noting the name under which his wife was charming +the public, and paying attention whenever that name was pronounced in +his presence. He heard all that--as we know--people said about her; +but as that all was praise of her public performance, and astonishment +at the quietude of her private life, it caused him very little +emotion, and that little of no pleasurable kind. + +It was the intervening week between Epsom and Ascot, and the season +was at its height. The Ticehurst party, thanks to the astute +generalship of Gilbert Lloyd, had pulled through the Derby very well. +Lord Ticehurst's horse had not won--no one had ever imagined that +possible--but it had been brought up to such a position in the betting +as to secure the money for the stable, and save its owner's credit +with the public. Matters for the future looked promising. To be sure, +Lord Ticehurst had not taken so much interest of late in his turf +speculations; but that did not particularly affect Mr. Lloyd. So long +as his patron kept up his stud, and left the entire management of +everything to him, that gentleman was content. It was not unnatural +that a man of Lord Ticehurst's youth and health and position should +wish to enjoy himself in society; and Gilbert rather encouraged his +pupil's new notions on this point. It was not that Orson was endowed +with reason, but rather that Orson had found out some _jeux innocens_ +for himself, of which he did not require his keeper's constant +supervision. + +One morning in the above-named week, Gilbert Lloyd was sitting in his +own room in Lord Ticehurst's bachelor-house in Hill-street. It was a +pleasant room on the first floor, and was furnished in a manner +half-substantial and half-pretty. The large oak writing-table in the +centre, the two or three japanned deed-boxes on the floor, the +handful of auctioneers' bills pinned to the wall, announcing property +to be disposed of at forthcoming sales--all these looked like +business; but they were diametrically contradicted by the cigar-boxes, +the pipe-rack, the Reynolds proofs, and the Pompeian photographs on +the walls; the ivory statuettes and the china monsters on the +chimney-piece; the deer-skins and the tiger-skins, the heavy bronzes, +the velvet _portières_, and the luxurious chairs and ottomans; all of +which indicated the possession of good taste and the means of +gratifying it. Gilbert Lloyd had chosen these rooms--his bedchamber +adjoined his sitting-room--when the _ménage_ was first transplanted to +Hill-street from Limmer's--where, during the reign of Plater Dobbs, +Lord Ticehurst had resided--and had kept them ever since. He had +chosen them because they were pleasant and airy, and so far out of the +way, that the ribald friends of the real proprietor--who were dropping +into their companion's rooms on the ground-floor at all hours of the +day and night--never thought of ascending to them. Trainers and +jockeys made their way up the stairs with much muttered cursing, +hating the ascent, which was troublesome to their short legs, and +hating the business which brought them there; for Mr. Lloyd had a +sharp tongue, and knew how to use it; and if his orders were not +carried out to the letter, so much the worse for those who had to obey +them. And latterly, a different class of visitors found their way to +Gilbert's room, demure attorneys and portly land-agents; for Mr. Lloyd +was now recognised as Lord Ticehurst's factotum; and all matters +connected with the estates, whether as regards sale, purchase, or +mortgage, passed through his hands. + +It was twelve o'clock in the day, and Gilbert was seated at the oak +writing-table. A banker's pass-book lay open at his right hand, and he +was busied with calculations on a paper before him, when there was a +knock at the door, and upon the cry "come in," Lord Ticehurst entered +the room. Gilbert looked up from his writing, and on seeing who was +his visitor, gave a short laugh. + +"Won't you send up a servant with your name, next time?" said he; "the +idea of a man knocking at a door in his own house--at least, when that +isn't the door of his wife's room! Then, I've heard it's advisable to +knock or cough outside, or something of that sort, just to keep all +straight, you know!" + +"Funny dog!" said Lord Ticehurst, indolently dropping into an +easy-chair and puffing at his cigar. "How are you?" + +"Well, but worried," answered Gilbert. + +"That goes without saying," said his lordship; "you always are +worried, or you would never be well!" + +"Look here, Etchingham," exclaimed Gilbert Lloyd, with a mock air of +intense interest, "you mustn't do this, 'pon my soul you mustn't, or +you'll hurt yourself. I've noticed lately a distinct tendency on your +part to be epigrammatic; you weren't intended for it, and it won't +agree with you. Take a friend's advice, and cut it." + +"Considerate old boy! Tell me the news." + +"Tell _you_ the news--I like that. Tell the news to a man whose life +is passed in what the newspaper fellows call the 'vortex of fashion:' +who is so much engaged that his humble servant here can't get five +minutes with him on business, when it's most particularly wanted. Tell +_you_ the news, indeed!" + +"No. But I say, you know what I mean, Gilbert. How are we getting on? +Ascot, you know, and all that?" + +"O, business! Well, Bosjesman will win the Trial Stakes, and Plume +will be beaten like a sack for the Cup; both of which facts are good +for us. We shall get Dumfunk's Derby-money, or most of it; he's come +to terms--nice terms--with that discount company at Shrewsbury; and +little Jim Potter's shoulder's better, and he'll be able to ride." + +"And what about the house?" + +"What house? Parliament? Does your lordship intend to put me in for +Etchingham? I'm as tit a fiddle for that work, and could roll them +speeches off the reel--" + +"Don't be an ass, Gilbert! I mean the house for the week--at Ascot?" + +"O, I see! Yes, that's all settled. I couldn't get anything nearer +than Windsor; but I've got a very pretty little box there. Charley +Chesterton rents it for the year--he's there with the Blues, you know; +but Mrs. Chesterton's going away, and Charley will go into barracks +for the week, and we can have the house. It's a stiffish figure, but +they can get any amount that week, you know." + +"O yes, of course, that don't matter. And it's a nice house, you say?" + +"Very pretty little place indeed--do very well for us." + +"Yes. And Mrs. Chesterton's been living there? She's a nice woman, +ain't she?" + +"Yes, she's nice enough, as women go. But what has she to do with it?" + +"Well--I mean to say, it's a sort of crib that--don't you know--one +could ask a lady to stop in?" + +"O--h!" exclaimed Gilbert Lloyd, with a very long face--"that's it, is +it?" + +"No, no, 'pon my soul, you don't understand what I mean," said Lord +Ticehurst hurriedly. "Fact of the matter is, Lady Carabas wants to +come down for the Cup-day; and she'll bring a friend, of course; and I +told her about my having a house somewhere in the neighbourhood for +the week, and thought she and the other lady, and their maids and +people, could--don't you see--stay. What do you think?" + +"My dear Etchingham, whatever you wish, of course shall be carried +out. It is not for me to teach etiquette to any lady, especially to +Lady Carabas, who despises conventionality, and who, besides, is quite +old enough to take care of herself. I should have thought that for a +lady to come to a bachelor's house--however, of course she'll have her +maid and her footman, and some one to act as her _âme damnées_--her +sheep-dog. Who is the sheep-dog, by the way?" + +"I don't know about sheep-dog," said Lord Ticehurst, flushing very +red; "but Lady Carabas said the lady she proposed to do me the honour +to bring to my house was--was Miss Grace Lambert." + +Gilbert Lloyd looked up without the smallest trace of perturbation, +and said, "Miss Grace Lambert? O, the--the celebrated singer! O, +indeed!" + +"Yes," said Lord Ticehurst; "there's a chance of her getting a holiday +on Thursday night--town will be very empty, you know, and I think I +shall be able to square it with Munns--and then she might come down to +the races, and she and Lady Carabas could come over here afterwards. +She's a most charming person, Gilbert." + +"Is she?" said Gilbert Lloyd very slowly. "I have not--what you seem +to have--the pleasure of her acquaintance. Have you known her long?" + +"O, ever so long; ever since she first came out at a concert at +Carabas House one night. Don't you recollect my pointing out to you a +very stunning girl in a brougham, just as we were turning into Tatt's +one day?" + +"My dear fellow, you've pointed me out so many stunning girls when +we've been turning into Tatt's, or elsewhere, that I really cannot +distinguish that bright particular star. But I've seen Miss Lambert at +the Opera." + +"And she's a stunner, ain't she?" + +"She seemed to be perfectly good-looking and ladylike on the stage. +But these people are so different in private life." + +"My dear Gilbert, I've seen her in private life, as you call it, a +dozen times, and she's awfully nice." + +"O, and she's awfully nice, eh?" + +"What a queer fish you are! Of course she's awfully nice, and this +place of Charley Chesterton's will do for these ladies to come to?" + +"Yes, I should think so. Mrs. Chesterton is a woman accustomed to have +the right thing about her; and it's good enough for her, so I presume +it will 'do' for Miss Lambert and Lady Carabas." + +"I hate you when you've got this sneering fit on you, Gilbert," said +his lordship sulkily; and Gilbert Lloyd saw that he had gone far +enough. His patron was wonderfully good-tempered, but, like all +good-tempered men, when once put out, he "cut up rough" for a very +long time. + +"Don't be angry, Etchingham;" and Lloyd rose and crossed the room, and +put his hand on the young man's shoulder. "I was only chaffing; and I +was a little annoyed, perhaps, because you seemed doubtful whether +this house that I have got, and only got after a great deal of +trouble, would suit you. You might have depended on me. Well, and so +you have made this young lady's acquaintance, and you find her +charming?" + +"Quite charmin'," said Lord Ticehurst, his good-humour being restored. +"I've been with Lady Carabas several times to see her at a pretty +little place she's got out Bayswater way, where she lives with an old +tabby--by the way, I'll bet odds that old tabby don't let her come +here without her." + +"Well, there's room for the old tabby," said Gilbert. "But, see, +Etchingham; do I really understand that you--that you care for this +girl?" + +"D--n it, Gilbert, you press a fellow home! Well, then, I'm not given +to this sort of thing, as you know very well; but this time it's an +awful case of spoons." + +"Ah!" said Gilbert, smiling quietly, "your expression is slangy but +vigorous. And what are your views with regard to her?" + +"Jove!" said Lord Ticehurst, "only one way there, my dear fellow! +Wouldn't stand any nonsense; any of 'em, I mean,--Lady Carabas and all +that lot. Besides, she's a lady, you know--educated, and all that sort +of thing; and as to looks and breedin', she could hold her own with +any of 'em--eh?" + +"Of course she could. Besides, chaff apart, when the Earl of Ticehurst +chooses to marry, his countess--however, there's time enough to talk +about that. Now run along, for I must write off at once about this +Windsor house; and I've a heap of things to do to-day." + +Lord Ticehurst left his Mentor, after shaking hands warmly with him, +and took his departure in a very happy frame of mind. It was a great +comfort to him to have made Lloyd aware of the state of his feelings +towards Miss Lambert, immature as those feelings were, for Mentor had +such a hold over the young man that he never felt comfortable while he +was keeping anything back from him. But when he was gone, Gilbert +Lloyd did not begin to write the letter to Windsor, or settle to any +of the "heap of work" which he had mentioned as in store for him. He +got up and opened a drawer full of cigars, selected one carefully, lit +it, and threw himself into a low easy-chair, with his legs crossed, +and his hands clasped behind his head. At first he puffed angrily at +his cigar, but after a little time he gradually began to smoke more +quietly, and then he unclasped his hands and rested his elbows on his +knees, and his chin on his hands. + +"That's it!" he said aloud, "that's the line of country! Fancy my +never having given a thought to where this fellow was going so often, +never wondering at the sudden fancy he had taken to his aunt's +society; and then discovering from his own lips that he has been +paying visits to my wife! More than that--that he is confoundedly in +love with her, and wants to marry her! Wants to marry my wife! There's +something deuced funny in that. I wonder whether any other fellow ever +had a man come to him and tell him he wanted to marry his wife. I +should think not! Not that I should care in the least if anyone +married Gertrude--anyone, that is to say, except this youth +downstairs. I have not done with him yet, and a wife would interfere +horribly with me and my plans. Yes, that's the right notion. There is +no reason why Etchingham should not be encouraged in this new fancy. +It will keep him from dangling after any other woman, and it can come +to nothing. I know her ladyship of Carabas rather too well to credit +her with any desire for Miss Lambert the opera-singer as a relative; +as a plaything, an amusement, she's well enough: but Lady Carabas +cries '_Halte là!_' and a hint from me to her would make her speak the +word. Besides, _I_ am not dead yet, and I might have something to say +about my wife's second marriage--that is, of course, supposing that +second marriage did not suit my views. But there will be no question +of that for some time. Now that I know the state of affairs, I can +keep myself _au courant_ to all that goes on through Lady Carabas; I +shall make her ladyship induce her charming nephew to moderate his +transports so far as any question of proposing is concerned; but he +may be 'awful spoons,' as he charmingly phrases it, as long as he +pleases. As for this Windsor notion, that must be knocked on the head +at once. I don't intend to give up the Cup-day at Ascot myself, and I +certainly could not well be there, if Gertrude were to be of the +party. I'll settle that with Lady Carabas." + +Here behold Gilbert Lloyd's philosophy and views of life. Affection +for the woman whom he had wedded, and from whom he had separated, he +had not one scrap; nor even care as to what she did, what course of +life she pursued, whence she obtained the means of livelihood. Any +interest in that he had abnegated when he accepted the terms which she +dictated for their separation,--terms which meant oblivion of the past +and _insouciance_ for the future, terms which he had indorsed when +they were proposed, and which he was ready to hold to still. But when +his knowledge of his wife's previous life--of the thrall from which +she had actually, but not legally, escaped--gave him the mastery over +her actions, or the actions of those in relation with her, he was +prepared Halteto twist the screw to its tightest, if by so twisting it he +could aid in the development of his own plans. + +Had Gilbert Lloyd no remnant of love for Gertrude, no lingering +reminiscence of the time when, a trusting school-girl, she placed her +future in his hands, gave up her whole life to him, and fled away from +the only semblance of home which she had known at his suggestion? Had +he no thought of the time immediately succeeding that, when for those +few happy weeks, ere the pleasant dream was dispelled, she lay +nestling in his bosom, building O such castles in the air, such +impossible pictures, prompted by girlish romantic fancies of the +future? Had Gilbert Lloyd any such reminiscences as these? Truth to +tell, not in the smallest degree. He had passed the wet sponge over +the slate containing any records of his early life, and all trace of +Gertrude had been effectually erased. When he heard of her now, when +it became necessary for him to give a certain number of moments to +thinking of her in connection with business matters, he treated the +affair simply from a business point of view. To him she was as dead +"as nail in door," as immaterial as the first woman he might brush +against in the street; she might be turned to serve certain ends which +he had in view; but he regarded her simply as one of the puppets in +the little life-drama of which he acted as showman. The pleasant +gathering which Lord Ticehurst had looked forward to on the Cup-day at +Ascot did not come off. Gilbert Lloyd had five minutes' interview with +Lady Carabas on the subject; and two days afterwards Mr. Boulderson +Munns announced the impossibility of his sparing Miss Grace Lambert's +services for that evening. Not that Miss Lambert would have accepted +Lord Ticehurst's hospitality if her services could have been spared, +but it was best to put the refusal on a strictly professional footing. +Mr. Lloyd did not in the least care about absenting himself from that +pleasant gathering on the Heath, and it was of course impossible for +him to be brought face to face with Lord Ticehurst's intended guest. +So the recipients of his lordship's hospitality in the cottage at +Windsor were Lady Carabas and Miss Macivor, a sprightly elderly +spinster, who was as well known in society as the clock at St. James's +Palace, and who was always ready to play what she imagined to be +propriety in any fast party. The ladies enjoyed themselves immensely, +they said; but their host's gratification was not so keen. He was +bored and ruffled, and he did not care to disguise it. + +And now a change came over Gilbert Lloyd, which was to him +unaccountable, and against which he struggled with all the power of +his strong will, but struggled in vain. This change came about, as +frequently happens with such matters by which our whole future is +influenced, in an unforeseen manner, and by the merest accident. The +Ascot settling-day had not passed off very comfortably. Several heavy +bookmakers were absent; among them one who had lost a large sum of +money to the Ticehurst party. This man was known to have won hugely on +the Derby a fortnight before, and to have had a capital account at his +banker's a few days previously. It seemed therefore clear to Gilbert +Lloyd, with whom the management of the matter rested, that the money +was still in the possession of the absconding bookmaker, who would, in +all probability, take an opportunity of leaving the country with the +sum thus accumulated. Gilbert Lloyd put himself in communication with +the police authorities, furnished a correct description of the +defaulter, and caused a strict watch to be kept at the various +principal ports. One morning he received a telegram from Liverpool, +announcing that the offender had been seen there. It had been +ascertained that he was about to leave by the Cunard boat for Boston +the next morning; but that, as he had committed no criminal offence, +it was impossible for the police to detain him. This news made Gilbert +Lloyd furious; that he should have his prey under his hand, and yet be +unable to close that hand upon him, was maddening. He thought some +good might be effected by his hurrying to Liverpool by the afternoon +express, finding the defaulter, and frightening him out of at least a +portion of the money due. The more he turned this plan in his mind, +the more feasible it seemed to him, and the more he was determined to +carry it into effect. There were, however, certain affairs to be +transacted that day upon which it was most necessary he should, before +starting, communicate personally with Lord Ticehurst; and Gilbert, +from recent experience, knew that he should have considerable +difficulty in tracing that young nobleman's whereabouts. He made +inquiries at all the various haunts, but without any success; at +length, at the club someone said that Ticehurst had offered to drive +him down to the Crystal Palace, for which place he had started a +couple of hours--ago. The Crystal Palace! What on earth could take him +there? Gilbert Lloyd, who saw fewer "sights" than almost any man in +London, had been there once, but brought away a dazed recollection of +fountains and Egyptian idols, and statues and tropical trees, none of +which he thought would have any interest for his pupil. But his +wonderment was at an end when, taking up the newspaper and looking for +the advertisement, he saw announced that a grand concert, by the +principal singers of the Scandinavian Opera, would take place at the +Crystal Palace that afternoon, and that the chief attraction of the +concert was to be Miss Grace Lambert. + +A swift hansom bore him to Victoria, and a tedious train landed him at +the Crystal Palace, just in time to hear the opening notes of Herr +Boreas' solo on the ophicleide. A charming performance that of Herr +Boreas, but one to which Mr. Lloyd gave no attention. He hurried +through the crowd, looking eagerly right and left; and at last his +eyes fell upon a group, where they remained. + +Lord Ticehurst, Mr. Munns, and two or three others were component +parts of this little knot; but Gilbert Lloyd saw but one +person--Gertrude. How marvellously she had improved during the time +that had elapsed since they parted! She had been pretty as a girl; she +was lovely as a woman. How lovely she looked in her simple morning +dress and coquettish little bonnet! With what a perfect air of easy +grace she listened to the men bending before her, and how quietly she +received the homage which they were evidently paying! An angry flush +rose on Gilbert's pale cheeks, and his heart beat quickly as he +witnessed this manifest adoration. What right had anyone but he to +approach her, to--It stung him like a cut from a whip, it flared like +a train of gunpowder. He knew what it was in an instant: mad, raging, +ungovernable jealousy--nothing else. He had thrown off all love for +her--all thought of her; and now, the first time they met, the passion +which struck him when he first saw her, years before, looking out of +the window of the Vale House, sprung up with renewed fury within him, +and he raged and chafed as he recognised the obstacles which kept him +from her, but which were no barriers to other men. She seemed utterly +indifferent to them, though, he was glad to see--no! her face lights +up, she smiles and bends forward; and when she looks up again there is +a blush upon her cheek. Who has been speaking to her--the tall +handsome man with the brown beard--Miles Challoner! And Gilbert Lloyd +swore a deep oath of revenge--revenge of which his wife and his +brother should each bear their share. + + + + +CHAPTER III. +At the Crystal Palace. + + +To Herr Boreas was allotted the pleasing duty of opening the concert. +The jolly German gentleman, neatly and seasonably dressed in black, +with a large diamond-brooch in his plaited shirt-front, and with +stuffy-looking black-cloth boots with shiny tips, opened his big +chest, and puffed away at his ophicleide, evoking now the loudest and +now the softest notes; while the crowds kept pouring in to the +railed-off space, and took their seats, laughing and chattering, and +not paying the smallest attention to the performance. It was a great +day at the Palace, a day on which great people thought it proper to be +seen there. The little public-houses in the neighbourhood were filled +with resplendent creatures in gorgeous liveries, whose employers were +making their way through nave and transept, looking at nothing save +the other people there, and looking at them as though they were +singular specimens of humanity specially put out for show. In the +matter of staring, it must be confessed that the other people returned +the compliment. The regular attendants at the Crystal Palace are, for +the most part, resident in the neighbourhood, and the neighbouring +residents are, for the most part, of or belonging to the City. The +brokers of stocks, shares, and sugar; the owners of Manchester +warehouses, the riggers of markets, and the projectors of companies; +the directors of banks, and the "floaters" of "concerns," have, many +of them, charming villas, magnificent mansions, or delicious +snuggeries at Blackheath, Eltham, or Sydenham; and the Palace is the +great place of resort for their wives and daughters, and for +themselves when the cares of business are laid aside. How many +successful matches, in which money has been allied to money, have +commenced in flirtations by the side of the plashing fountains, or in +the shade of the stunted orange-trees! What execution has not been +done by flashing eyes in the central promenade! There, by the Dying +Gladiator, Lord Claude Votate proposed for Miss Meggifer, and secured +the fortune which rescued the Calfington estates from his lordship's +creditors; there, behind the Dancing Faun, Charles Partington, +of Partington Nephews, kissed Minnie Black, daughter of Black +Brothers--was seen to do it by Mrs. Black, consequently could not +escape, and thus cemented an alliance between those hitherto rival +houses, considered in Wood-street as the Horatii and Curiatii of the +Berlin-wool trade. Pleasant place of decorous festivity and innocent +diversion, whence instruction has been completely routed by amusement, +and where the Assyrian gods and the Renaissance friezes are deserted +for the dancing dogs and the Temple of Momus as constructed by Mr. +Nelson Lee! + +By the time that Herr Boreas had finished his solo--which was not +until he had blown all the breath out of his body, and was apparently +on the verge of apoplexy--the audience had taken possession of all the +seats; and as the German gentleman bowed himself out of the orchestra, +amidst a great deal of applause from people who, indeed, could not +help having heard, but had not paid the least attention to him, there +was a general reference to the programmes to see what was coming next, +then a rustling, a whispering, and that curious settling stir which +electrically runs through an audience just before the advent of a +favourite artist. Gilbert Lloyd, not insensible to this, involuntarily +looked round from behind the pillar by which he was standing to the +spot where he had seen Gertrude, but she was no longer there. The next +instant thunders of applause rang through the building as she advanced +upon the platform. She bowed gracefully but coldly; then the conductor +waved his baton, and dead silence fell upon the audience, leaning +forward with outstretched necks to catch the first notes of her voice. +Soft and sweet, clear and trilling, comes the bird-like song, warbled +without the smallest apparent effort, while thrilling the listeners to +the heart--thrilling Gilbert Lloyd, who holds his breath, and looks on +in rapture. He had heard her before, but in Italian opera; now she is +singing an English ballad, of no great musical pretension indeed, but +pretty and sympathetic. At the end of the first verse the applause +burst out in peals on peals; and so carried away was Gilbert Lloyd, +that he found himself joining in the general feeling--he who scarcely +knew one note of music from another, and who had come to the place on +a matter of important business. That must stand over now, though--he +felt that. The absconding turfite might go to America, or to the +deuce, for the matter of that; Gilbert Lloyd felt it an impossibility +to leave the place where he then was, and tried to cheat himself by +pretending that it was expedient for his own interest that he should +keep a close watch upon Lord Ticehurst just at that time. That young +nobleman certainly took no pains to conceal his warm admiration for +Miss Lambert, and his intense delight at her performance. He applauded +more loudly than anyone else, and assumed an attitude of rapt +attention, which would have been highly interesting if it had not also +been slightly comic. When the song ceased, the cries for a repetition +were loud and universal. Gertrude, who had retired, again advanced to +the front of the orchestra. By an involuntary impulse, Gilbert Lloyd +stepped from behind the pillar which had hitherto shielded him, and +their eyes met--met for the first time since he left her at the +Brighton hotel, on the day of Harvey Gore's death. + +A deep flush overspread Gilbert Lloyd's usually pallid cheeks, but +Gertrude's expression did not change in the slightest degree. Not a +trace of the faintest emotion, even of curiosity, could be seen in her +face. The conductor of the orchestra, just before he left her in front +of the audience, addressed some remark to her; and as she replied, +Gilbert noticed that her lips were curling with a slight sneer--an +expression which he fancied he understood, when the band commenced to +play an air which even he, all unmusical as he was, recognised as +"Home, sweet home." But she never looked at him again during the song, +which she sung even more sweetly than the first, and with a deep +pathos that roused the audience to enthusiasm. Gilbert Lloyd kept his +eyes fixed on her, never moving them for an instant; and as he marked +the calm air with which she received the public applause, and the +graceful ease of all her movements--as he saw how her face, always +clear cut and classically moulded, had ripened in womanly beauty and +intellectual expression--as he noticed the rounded elegance of her +figure, the tasteful simplicity of her dress--and he noticed all +these details down to the fit of her gloves and the colour of her +bonnet-strings--he raged against himself for having been fool enough +to relinquish the hold he once had on her. Could that hold be +reëstablished? If he were again to have an opportunity--But while +these thoughts were passing through his mind, Gertrude had finished +her song and quitted the orchestra, and her glance had not fallen on +him again. + +Meantime Gilbert Lloyd saw he had been noticed by the group with whom +Miss Lambert had been sitting previous to her performance, and as +Miles Challoner was no longer with them he thought it better to join +the party. His appearance amongst them was evidently a surprise to +Lord Ticehurst, who expressed the greatest astonishment at his +Mentor's finding any amusement in so slow a proceeding as a concert, +and who grew very red and looked very conscious when Gilbert asked him +what particular charm such an entertainment could possess for him. +Lord Sandilands was, as usual in his behaviour to Mr. Lloyd, +scrupulously polite, but not particularly cordial. He had nothing in +common with Gilbert, detested the turf and all its associations, and +looked on Lord Ticehurst's turf Mentor as very little better than Lord +Ticehurst's stud-groom. Mr. Boulderson Munns still remained with them, +and intended so to remain. It was part of Mr. Munns' business that he +should be seen in close and confidential communication "with two +nobs," as he elegantly phrased it, and he took advantage of the +opportunity. Nothing pleased him so much as to notice when members of +the promenading crowd would elbow each other, look towards him, and +whisper together, or when he saw heads bent forward and opera-glasses +pointed in his direction. It was his concert, he thought: when Herr +Boreas blew his ophicleide, or Miss Lambert sang her song, he felt +inclined to place his thumbs in the arm-holes of his big white +waistcoat, and go forward and acknowledge the applause. He had done so +in former years in the transformation-scenes of pantomimes, when the +people called for Scumble the scene-painter, and why not now? Boreas +and the Lambert were quite as much his people as Scumble! Mr. Munns +restrained himself, however, from motives of policy. It was pretty +plain to him, as he afterwards explained to Mr. Duff, that this young +swell, this Ticehurst, was dead spoons on the Lambert; and as he had +no end of money, and was good for a box every night, and perhaps +something more if the screw were properly put on, it would be best to +make it all sugar for 'em. With this laudable intent he commenced +talking loudly to Lord Ticehurst of Miss Lambert's attractions, and +did not suffer himself to be interrupted for more than a minute by +Lloyd's arrival. + +"As I was telling you, my lord," he recommenced, "she's a wonder, +this--this young lady--a wonder, and nothing but it! Not merely for +the hit she's made, though it's a great go, and I don't mean to deny +it; but I don't go by the public, I know too much of them. Why, Lord +Sandilands here, he remembers when--Well, it's no good going into +that; lots of them we've seen in our time, and then, after a season or +two, all dickey! regular frost! But there's something very different +from that with Miss Lambert--so quiet, and so quite the lady; none of +your flaring up, and ballyragging the people about. Why Miss Murch, +our wardrobe-woman, said to me only last night, that she only wished +the other prima donnas were like her--won't wear this, and won't wear +that--How d'ye do, Mr. Lloyd? I was talking to his lordship of Miss +Lambert, who's just been singing, and saying what a stunner she was. +Now, if you've got a filly to name--one that's likely to be something, +and do something, you know--you should call her Grace Lambert--" + +"No, I think not; not quite that, Mr. Munns!" interposed Lord +Ticehurst; "that's scarcely the kind of compliment I should care to +pay to Miss Lambert." + +"You may depend upon it that it's one which, if Miss Lambert had the +option, she would scarcely care to accept, my lord," said Lord +Sandilands tartly; "however, there she is to answer for herself;" and +he pointed through the glass to the garden, where Gertrude was seen +walking with Mrs. Bloxam. There was an evident intention on the part +of all composing the group to join them, and seeing this Gilbert Lloyd +would have withdrawn; but Lord Ticehurst took him by the arm, and +saying, "I've long wanted to introduce you to Miss Lambert, old +fellow, and now you can't possibly escape," led the way. + +If he were ever again to have an opportunity! Had that opportunity +then come? Was his never-failing luck holding by him still, and giving +him this chance of retrieving the blunder he had made in the Brighton +hotel? He thought so. His breath came short and thick as he nerved +himself for the meeting. He saw her as she and Mrs. Bloxam strolled +before them up the gardenwalk, noticed the swimming ease of her gait, +the fall of her black-lace cloak, as it hung from her shoulders, the +graceful pose of her head. She turned, he heard the sound of her +approaching feet, he felt her presence close opposite to him, he heard +Lord Ticehurst's voice repeating the set formula of introduction, but +he saw nothing until he looked up to catch the faintest inclination of +Gertrude's head, and to see her face colder, more set, more rigid than +ever. Neither spoke; and the silence was becoming awkward, when Lord +Ticehurst said, "I imagine you must have heard me speak of my friend +Lloyd, Miss Lambert? Good enough to manage my racing matters for me, +and to manage them deuced well--with the greatest talent and skill, +and all that kind of thing. Not in your line, I know, Miss Lambert; +but still--still--" and his lordship's eloquence failed him, and he +broke down. + +Again neither of them spoke, but Gilbert Lloyd looked up from under +his brow, and saw the stony glance which Gertrude cast upon him for an +instant, then turned to Mrs. Bloxam, and suggested that they should +return to the concert-room, where she would speedily be wanted. Lord +Sandilands was at her right hand, Lord Ticehurst on the other side of +Mrs. Bloxam. Mr. Munns preceded them, and caused a great sensation, on +which he had reckoned, when he flung open the door and ostentatiously +ushered them into the building; but Gilbert Lloyd walked slowly +behind, his hands plunged into his pockets, and his face--there +was no one to heed him, no reason for him to don an unnatural +expression--savage, set, and careworn. + +So it had come at last, he thought. They had met after so long an +estrangement; and that was to be the end of the meeting. No +recognition--he had not expected that--no public recognition, no hint +that they had ever been anything to each other. He recollected the +words that he had addressed to her on their parting; they came surging +up and ringing in his ears: "It is not very likely that we shall ever +run across each other's path in the future, but if we do, we meet as +entire strangers; and the fact of our having been anything to one +another must never be brought forward to prejudice any scheme in which +either of us may be engaged." Memory brought before him the dingy cold +room of the second-rate hotel, with the dying sunlight streaking its +discoloured walls, in which these words had been spoken; brought +before him the slight figure and the deadly pallid face of the girl as +she listened to them, and acquiesced in their verdict. In that verdict +she acquiesced still, was acting up to its spirit, to its very letter. +It was his proposition to leave her alone and unfettered "in any +scheme in which she might be engaged." The fooling, the enslavement of +this idiot Ticehurst, who was a mere tool in his hands, was the game +which she was now playing, at which he was to look on helplessly, +having himself spoken the words which rendered her independent of his +control. + +And she, how did she take it? Calmly enough; but not so calmly as +Gilbert Lloyd supposed. She had never gone in for much feeling, and +whatever she had was now completely at her command, far more +completely even than when she last had parted from her husband. +Moreover, while Gilbert had utterly given himself up to the business +of his turf profession, resolutely refusing to think of his wife, or +to acknowledge to himself that there was ever a possibility of their +again being brought into contact, the chance of such a meeting had +often occurred to Gertrude, and the manner in which she would demean +herself, should the occasion arise, had--been thought over by her and +settled in her mind. And now that it had arisen, so far as her outward +demeanour was concerned, she had behaved herself exactly as she had +always proposed. And her facial control was such, that no one looking +at her could have an inkling of what was passing in her mind, which +was fortunate on this occasion, for she was considerably more +disturbed than she had expected. The first sight of her husband was a +complete shock to her, and it was only by the exercise of the greatest +presence of mind that she prevented herself from betraying her +perturbation. When the first shock was past--and she owed it to the +strict discipline of professional training that she was enabled to get +over it so quickly--her thoughts reverted to the subject, and she was +able to discuss it calmly with herself. What brought Gilbert Lloyd to +that place? She knew him well enough to feel sure that there must have +been some strong inducement, and what could that be? Gilbert was _lié_ +with Lord Ticehurst; and that that full-flavoured young nobleman was +considerably in love with her, Gertrude had never attempted to +disguise from herself; but what could that matter to the man from whom +she had been, so long estranged, and who had never shown the smallest +interest in her proceedings during that long estrangement? The +possibility of a desire on Gilbert's part to negotiate for a renewal +of intimacy crossed her mind for an instant, but was at once rejected; +and not even for an instant did she imagine the desire for such a +proceeding was based on anything but motives of policy. And, after +all, what did it matter to her? To her Gilbert Lloyd was dead and +buried, she had nothing to look for at his hands, nothing to fear from +him--her lip curled as she recollected that; she would dismiss him +entirely from her thoughts, she would--what could have brought him to +that concert, of all places in the world? It might be useful to know +something of his mode of life. She would lead Lady Carabas to talk of +him; the marchioness would be only too happy to dilate on such a +subject. + +By the time Miss Lambert was to sing again, she had quite made up her +mind on this point, and the sight of Gilbert Lloyd, _planté là_, did +not cause her the slightest emotion. He stood as one rapt, fascinated +by her beauty, drinking-in her voice, with one constant idea beating +in his brain:--Was the past irrevocable? could not the mischief be +undone? The power he had had in the old days remained to him still; he +had but to exercise it, and all would be right again. True that just +then she had rebuffed him; but that was her way, always had been; she +had always piqued herself upon her pride, and after that had had its +fling he should be able to do with her as he liked. Miss Lambert was +in full song as these thoughts passed through Gilbert Lloyd's mind, +when suddenly she changed colour, a transient flush overspread her +face, dying away again almost instantaneously. At the same instant, +Gilbert Lloyd turned swiftly round in the direction in which he had +noticed her glance fall, and saw Miles Challoner, who had recently +entered and dropped into a chair just behind Lord Sandilands' seat. No +doubt of it, no doubt of it; her self-command was so shaken that her +voice faltered for an instant, and he--look at his eyes, fastened on +her face with a look of perfect love and trust, and it was impossible +to doubt the position. Lloyd's heart sunk within him at the sight, and +a bitter oath was rising to his lips, and would have found utterance, +when he felt his arm pressed, and looking round, saw Tommy Toshington, +of the clubs, standing behind him. Mr. Toshington had on a new and +curly wig, a light high muslin cravat, and looked bland and amiable. +He winked affably at Lloyd, and laying his finger lightly against his +nose, said, "You're wrong, my dear boy;--it's all right!" Mr. Gilbert +Lloyd shortly bade his friend not to be an ass, but if he had anything +to say, to out with it. Nothing abashed at the strength of Gilbert's +language, Tommy said, + +"My dear fellow, I mean exactly what I say; you're under a mistake, +while all the time it's all right for _you!_" + +"What's all right for me--with whom--where?" + +"There!" said Tommy Toshington, wagging his new wig and his +curly-brimmed hat in the direction where Lord Ticehurst was sitting; +"his lordship is _entêté_ with a certain warbler, eh? Fourth finger of +the left hand--death do us part, and all that sort of thing, eh? That +wouldn't suit your book, I should think--have to give up your rooms; +she persuade him to cut the turf, go to church, and that kind of +thing. Don't you be afraid, my boy; I know the world better than you, +and that'll never come off!" + +"You think not?" asked Gilbert. + +"I'm sure not," replied Tommy. "Look here; he'd like it fast enough. +Etchingham would marry her to-morrow if he got the chance; but she's +full of pluck and spirit, and don't care a bit for him. How do I know? +Because she cares for somebody else. How do I know that? My dear +fellow, don't I know everything? What used the old Dook to say, 'Ask +Toshington, he'll know; he knows everything, Tommy does.' And he +didn't make many mistakes, the old Dook." + +"Perhaps you know who is the 'somebody' else for whom the lady cares?" +said Gilbert, an evil light dawning in his face, and his lips +involuntarily tightening as he put the question. + +"Of _course_ I do!" said Tommy, with a crisp little laugh; "keep my +eyes open, see everything; seen 'em together lots of times--Carabas +House, Lady Lowndes', and lots of places. You know him, I should +think; tall man from Gloucestershire--big beard--Chaldecott--some name +like that!" + +This time the oath broke from Lloyd's lips unchecked. He turned +rapidly on his heel, and strode away. + +"Dev'lish ill-bred young man that," said old Toshington, looking after +him; "dammy, there's no manners left in the men of the present day!" + + + + +END OF VOL. I. + + + + +--------------------------------- +PRINTING OFFICE OF THE PUBLISHER. + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Rock Ahead. (Vol. 1 of 2), by Edmund Yates + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 59911 *** |
