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diff --git a/5894.txt b/5894.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..fd055c8 --- /dev/null +++ b/5894.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11556 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Extra Day, by Algernon Blackwood + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Extra Day + +Author: Algernon Blackwood + +Posting Date: June 4, 2012 [EBook #5894] +Release Date: June, 2004 +First Posted: September 18, 2002 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE EXTRA DAY *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Charles Franks and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + + + + + + + +THE EXTRA DAY + +BY + +ALGERNON BLACKWOOD + +AUTHOR OF "THE CENTAUR," "A PRISONER IN FAIRYLAND," "INCREDIBLE +ADVENTURES," ETC. + + + +New York + +1915 + + + +Set up and electrotyped. Published September, 1915. Reprinted November, +1915. + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER + +I THE MATERIAL + +II FANCY--SEED OF WONDER + +III DEATH OF A MERE FACT + +IV FACT--EDGED WITH FANCY + +V THE BIRTH OF WONDER + +VI THE GROWTH OF WONDER + +VII IMAGINATION WAKES + +VIII WHERE WONDER HIDES + +IX A PRIEST OF WONDER + +X FACT AND WONDER--CLASH + +XI JUDY'S PARTICULAR ADVENTURE + +XII TIM'S PARTICULAR ADVENTURE + +XIII TIME HESITATES + +XIV MARIA STIRS + +XV "A DAY WILL COME" + +XVI TIME HALTS + +XVII A DAY HAS COME + +XVIII TIME GOES ON AGAIN-- + +XIX --AS USUAL + +XX --BUT DIFFERENTLY! + + + + +CHAPTER I + +THE MATERIAL + + +Judy, Tim, and Maria were just little children. It was impossible to +say exactly what their ages were, except that they were just the usual +age, that Judy was the eldest, Maria the youngest, and that Tim, +accordingly, came in between the two. + +Their father did his best for them; so did their mother; so did Aunt +Emily, the latter's sister. It is impossible to say very much about +these three either, except that they were just Father, Mother, and Aunt +Emily. They were the Authorities-in-Chief, and they knew respectively +everything there was to be known about such remote and difficult +subjects as London and Money; Food, Health and Clothing; Conduct, +Behaviour and Regulations, both general and particular. Into these +three departments of activity the children, without realising that they +did so, classed them neatly. Aunt Emily, besides the special duties +assigned to her, was a living embodiment of No. While Father allowed +and permitted, while Mother wobbled and hesitated, Aunt Emily shook her +head with decision, and said distinctly No. She was too full of +warnings, advice, and admonitions to get about much. She wore gold +glasses, and had an elastic, pointed nose. From the children's point of +view she must be classed as invalid. Somewhere, deep down inside them, +they felt pity. + +The trio loved them according to their just deserts; they grasped that +the Authorities did their best for them. This "best," moreover, was +done in different ways. Father did it with love and tenderness, that +is, he spoilt them; Mother with tenderness and love, that is, she felt +them part of herself and did not like to hurt herself; Aunt Emily with +affectionate and worthy desire to see them improve, that is, she +trained them. Therefore they adored their father, loved their mother, +and thought highly--from a distance preferably--of their aunt. + +This was the outward and visible household that an ordinary person, +say, a visitor who came to lunch on Sunday after church, would have +noticed. It was the upper layer; but there was an under layer too. +There was Thompson, the old pompous family butler; they trusted him +because he was silent and rarely smiled, winked at their mischief, +pretended not to see them when he caught them in his pantry, and never +once betrayed them. There was Mrs. Horton, the fat and hot-tempered +family cook; they regarded her with excitement including dread, because +she left juicy cakes (still wet) upon the dresser, yet denied them the +entry into her kitchen. Her first name being Bridget, there was +evidently an Irish strain in her, but there was probably a dash of +French as well, for she was an excellent cook and _recipe_ was her +master-word--she pronounced it "recipee." There was Jackman, the nurse, +a mixture of Mother and Aunt Emily; and there was Weeden, the Head +Gardener, an evasive and mysterious personality, who knew so much about +flowers and vegetables and weather that he was half animal, half bird, +and scarcely a human being at all--vaguely magnificent in a sombre way. +His power in his own department was unquestioned. He said little, but +it "meant an awful lot"--most of which, perhaps, was not intended. + +These four constituted the under layer of the household, concealed from +visitors, and living their own lives apart behind the scenes. They were +the Lesser Authorities. + +There were others too, of course, neighbours, friends, and visitors, +who dwelt outside the big iron gates in the Open World, and who entered +their lives from various angles, some to linger, some merely to show +themselves and vanish into mist again. Occasionally they reappeared at +intervals, occasionally they didn't. Among the former were Colonel +William Stumper, C.B., a retired Indian soldier who lived in the Manor +House beyond the church and had written a book on Scouting; a nameless +Station-Master, whom they saw rarely when they accompanied Daddy to the +London train; a Policeman, who walked endlessly up and down the muddy +or dusty lanes, and came to the front door with a dirty little book in +his big hands at Christmas-time; and a Tramp, who slept in barns and +haystacks, and haunted the great London Road ever since they had once +handed him a piece of Mrs. Horton's sticky cake in paper over the old +grey fence. Him they regarded with a special awe and admiration, not +unmixed with tenderness. He had smiled so nicely when he said "Thank +you" that Judy, wondering if there was any one to mend his clothes, had +always longed to know him better. It seemed so wonderful. How could he +live without furniture, house, regular meals--without possessions, in a +word? It made him so real. It was "real life," in fact, to live that +way; and upon Judy especially the impression was a deep one. + +In addition to these occasional intruders, there was another person, an +Authority, but the most wonderful Authority of all, who came into their +lives a little later with a gradual and overwhelming effect, but who +cannot be mentioned more definitely just now because he has not yet +arrived. The world, in any case, speaking generally, was enormous; it +was endless; it was always dropping things and people upon them without +warning, as from a clear and cloudless sky. But this particular +individual was still climbing the great curve below their horizon, and +had not yet poked his amazing head above the edge. + +Yet, strange to say, they had always believed that some such person +would arrive. A wonderful stranger was already on the way. They rarely +spoke of it--it was just a great, passionate expectancy tucked away in +the deepest corner of their hearts. Children possess this sense of +anticipation all the world over; grown-ups have it too in the form of +an unquenchable, though fading hope: the feeling that some day or other +a Wonderful Stranger will come up the pathway, knock at the door, and +enter their lives, making life worth living, full of wonder, beauty, +and delight, because he will make all things new. + +This wonderful stranger, Judy had a vague idea, would be--be like at +least--the Tramp; Tim, following another instinct, was of the opinion +he would be a "soldier-explorer-hunter kind of man"; Maria, if she +thought anything at all about him, kept her decision securely hidden in +her tight, round body. But Judy qualified her choice by the hopeful +assertion that he would "come from the air"; and Tim had a secret +notion that he would emerge from a big, deep hole--pop out like a +badger or a rabbit, as it were--and suddenly declare himself; while +Maria, by her non-committal, universal attitude, perhaps believed that, +if he came at all, he would "just come from everywhere at once." She +believed everything, always, everywhere. But to assert that belief was +to betray the existence of a doubt concerning it. She just lived it. + +For the three children belonged to three distinct classes, without +knowing that they did so. Tim loved anything to do with the ground, +with earth and soil, that is, things that made holes and lived in them, +or that did not actually make holes but just grubbed about; mysterious, +secret things, such as rabbits, badgers, hedgehogs, mice, rats, hares, +and weasels. In all his games the "earth" was home. + +Judy, on the other hand, was indubitably an air person--birds amazed +her, filling her hungry heart with high aspirations, longings, and +desires. She looked, with her bright, eager face and spidery legs, +distinctly bird-like. She flitted, darted, perched. She had what Tim +called a "tweaky" nose, though whether he meant that it was beak-like +or merely twitched, he never stated; it was just "tweaky," and Judy +took it as a compliment. One could easily imagine her shining little +face peeping over the edge of a nest, the rest of her sitting warmly +upon half a dozen smooth, pink eggs. Her legs certainly seemed stuck +into her like pencils, as with a robin or a seagull. She adored +everything that had wings and flew; she was of the air; it was her +element. + +Maria's passions were unknown. Though suspected of being universal, +since she manifested no deliberate likes or dislikes, approving all +things with a kind of majestic and indifferent omnipotence, they +remained quiescent and undeclared. She probably just loved the +universe. She felt at home in it. To Maria the entire universe +belonged, because she sat still and with absolute conviction--claimed +it. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +FANCY--SEED OF WONDER + + +The country house, so ancient that it seemed part of the landscape, +settled down secretively into the wintry darkness and watched the night +with eyes of yellow flame. The thick December gloom hid it securely +from attack. Nothing could find it out. Though crumbling in places, the +mass of it was solid as a fortress, for the old oak beams had resisted +Time so long that the tired years had resigned themselves to siege +instead of assault, and the protective hills and woods rendered it +impregnable against the centuries. The beleaguered inhabitants felt +safe. It was a delightful, cosy feeling, yet excitement and surprise +were in it too. Anything _might_ happen, and at any moment. + +This, at any rate, was how Judy and Tim felt the personality of the old +Mill House, calling it Daddy's Castle. Maria expressed no opinion. She +felt and knew too much to say a word. She was habitually non-committal. +She shared the being of the ancient building, as the building shared +the landscape out of which it grew so naturally. Having been born last, +her inheritance of coming Time exceeded that of Tim and Judy, and she +lived as though thoroughly aware of her prerogative. In quiet silence +she claimed everything as her very own. + +The Mill House, like Maria, never moved; it existed comfortably; it +seemed independent of busy, hurrying Time. So thickly covered was it +with ivy and various creepers that the trees on the lawn wondered why +it did not grow bigger like themselves. They remembered the time when +they looked up to it, whereas now they looked over it easily, and even +their lower branches stroked the stone tiles on the roof, patched with +moss and lichen like their own great trunks. They had come to regard it +as an elderly animal asleep, for its chimneys looked like horns, it +possessed a capacious mouth that both swallowed and disgorged, and its +eyes were as numerous as those of the forest to which they themselves +properly belonged. And so they accepted the old Mill House as a thing +of drowsy but persistent life; they protected and caressed it; they +liked it exactly where it was; and if it moved they would have known an +undeniable shock. + +They watched it now, this dark December evening, as one by one its +gleaming eyes shone bright and yellow through the mist, then one by one +let down their dark green lids. "It's going to sleep," they thought. +"It's going to dream. Its life, like ours, is all inside. It sleeps the +winter through as we do. All is well. Good-night, old house of grey! +We'll also go to sleep." + +Unable to see into the brain of the sleepy monster, the trees resigned +themselves to dream again, tucking the earth closely against their +roots and withdrawing into the cloak of misty darkness. Like most other +things in winter they also stayed indoors, leading an interior life of +dim magnificence behind their warm, thick bark. Presently, when they +were ready, something would happen, something they were preparing at +their leisure, something so exquisite that all who saw it would dance +and sing for gladness. They also believed in a Wonderful Stranger who +was coming into their slow, steady lives. They fell to dreaming of the +surprising pageant they would blazon forth upon the world a little +later. And while they dreamed, the wind of night passed moaning through +their leafless branches, and Time flew noiselessly above the turning +Earth. + +Meanwhile, inside the old Mill House, the servants lit the lamps and +drew the blinds and curtains. Behind the closing eyelids, however, like +dream-chambers within a busy skull, there were rooms of various shapes +and kinds, and in one of these on the ground-floor, called Daddy's +Study, the three children stood, expectant and a little shy, waiting +for something desirable to happen. In common with all other living +things, they shared this enticing feeling--that Something Wonderful was +going to happen. To be without this feeling, of course, is to be not +alive; but, once alive, it cannot be escaped. At death it asserts +itself most strongly of all--Something Too Wonderful is going to +happen. For to die is quite different from being not alive. This +feeling is the proof of eternal life--once alive, alive for ever. To +live is to feel this yearning, huge expectancy. + +Daddy had taught them this, though, of course, they knew it +instinctively already. And any moment now the door would open and his +figure, familiar, yet each time more wonderful, would cross the +threshold, close the door behind him, and ... something desirable would +happen. + +"I wish he'd hurry," said Tim impatiently. "There won't be any time +left." And he glanced at the cruel clock that stopped all their +pleasure but never stopped itself. "The motor got here hours ago. He +can't STILL be having tea." Judy, her brown hair in disorder, her belt +sagging where it was of little actual use, sighed deeply. But there was +patience and understanding in her big, dark eyes. "He's in with Mother +doing finances," she said with resignation. "It's Saturday. Let's sit +down and wait." Then, seeing that Maria already occupied the big +armchair, and sat staring comfortably into the fire, she did not move. +Maria was making a purring, grunting sound of great contentment; she +felt no anxiety of any kind apparently. + +But Tim was less particular. + +"Alright," he said, squashing himself down beside Maria, whose podgy +form accommodated itself to the intrusion like a cat, "as long as Aunt +Emily doesn't catch him on the way and begin explaining." + +"She's in bed with a headache," mentioned Judy. "She's safe enough." +For it was an established grievance against their mother's sister that +she was always explaining things. She was a terrible explainer. She +couldn't move without explaining. She explained everything in the +world. She was a good soul, they knew, but she had to explain that she +was a good soul. They rather dreaded her. Explanations took time for +one thing, and for another they took away all wonder. In bed with a +headache, she was safely accounted for, explained. + +"She thinks we miss her," reflected Tim. He did not say it; it just +flashed through his mind, with a satisfaction that added vaguely to his +pleasurable anticipation of what was coming. And this satisfaction +increased his energy. "Shove over a bit," he added aloud to Maria, and +though Maria did not move of her own volition, she was nevertheless +shoved over. The pair of them settled down into the depths of the +chair, but while Maria remained quite satisfied with her new position, +her brother fussed and fidgeted with impatience born of repressed +excitement. "Run out and knock at the door," he proposed to Judy. +"He'll never get away from Mother unless we let him KNOW we're waiting." + +Judy, kneeling on a chair and trying to make it sea-saw, pulled up her +belt, sprang down, then hesitated. "They'll only think it's Thompson +and say come in," she decided. "That's no good." + +Tim jumped up, using Maria as a support to raise himself. "I know +what!" he cried. "Go and bang the gong. He'll think it's +dressing-time." The idea was magnificent. "I'll go if you funk it," he +added, and had already slithered half way over the back of the chair +when Judy forestalled him and had her hand upon the door-knob. He +encouraged her with various instructions about the proper way to beat +the gong, and was just beginning a scuffle with the inanimate Maria, +who now managed to occupy the entire chair, when he was aware of a new +phenomenon that made him stop abruptly. He saw Judy's face hanging in +mid-air, six feet above the level of the floor. Her face was flushed +and smiling; her hair hung over her eyes; and from somewhere behind or +underneath her a gruff voice said sternly: + +"What are you doing in my Study at this time of night? Who asked you +in?" + +The expected figure had entered, catching Judy in the act of opening +the door. He was carrying her in his arms. She landed with a flop upon +the carpet. The desired and desirable thing was about to happen. "Get +out, you lump, it's Daddy." But Maria, accustomed to her brother's +exaggerated language, and knowing it was only right and manly, merely +raised her eyes and waited for him to help her out. Tim did help her +out; half dragging and half lifting, he deposited her in a solid heap +upon the floor, then ran to the figure that now dominated the dim, +fire-lit room, and hugged it with all his force, making sounds in his +throat like an excited animal: "Ugh! ugh! ugh!...!" + +The hug was returned with equal vigour, but without the curious sounds; +Maria was hugged as well and set upon her feet; while Judy, having +already been sufficiently hugged, pushed the arm-chair closer up to the +fire and waited patiently for the proper business of the evening to +begin. + +The figure, meanwhile, disentangled itself. It was tall and thin, with +a mild, resigned expression upon a kindly face that years and care had +lined before its time: old-fashioned rather, with soft, grey whiskers +belonging to an earlier day. A black tail-coat adorned it, and the +neck-tie was crooked in the turned-down collar. The watch-chain went +from the waist-coat button to one pocket only, instead of right across, +and one finger wore a heavy signet-ring that bore the family crest. It +was obviously the figure of an overworked official in the Civil Service +who had returned from its daily routine in London to the evening +routine of its family in the country, the atmosphere of Government and +the Underground still hanging round it. For sundry whiffs of the +mysterious city reached the children's nostrils, bringing thrills of +some strange, remote reality they had never known at first-hand. They +busied themselves at once. While Tim unbuttoned the severe black coat +and pulled it off, Judy brought a jacket of dingy tweed from behind a +curtain in the corner, and stood on a chair to help the figure put it +on. All knew their duties; the performance went like clockwork. And +Maria sat and watched in helpful silence. There was a certain air about +her as though she did it all. + +"How they do spoil me, to be sure," the figure murmured to itself; "yet +Mother's always saying that _I_ spoil them. I wonder...!" + +"Now you look decent at last," said Judy. "You smell like a nice +rabbit." + +"It's my shooting-coat." The figure cleared its throat, apparently on +the defensive a little. + +Tim and Judy sniffed it. "Rabbits and squirrels and earth and things," +thought Tim. + +"And flowers and burning leaves," said Judy. "It's his old garden-coat +as well." She sniffed very audibly. "Oh, I love that smoky smell." + +"It's the good old English smell," said the figure contentedly, while +they put his neck-tie straight and arranged the pocket flaps for him. +"It's English country--England." + +"Don't other countries smell, then?" inquired Tim. "I mean, could any +one tell you were English by your smell?" He sniffed again, with +satisfaction. "Weeden's the same," he went on, without waiting for an +answer, "only much stronger, and so's the potting shed." + +"But yours is sweeter _much_," said Judy quickly. To share odours with +an Authority like the Head Gardener was distinctly a compliment, but +Daddy must come first, whatever happened. "How funny," she added, half +to herself, "that England should have such a jolly smell. I wonder what +it comes from?" + +"Where _does_ England come from?" asked Tim, pausing a moment to stare +into the figure's face. "It's an island, of course--England--but--" + +"A piece of land surrounded by water," began the figure, but was not +allowed to finish. A chorus of voices interrupted: + +"Make a story of it, please. There's just time. There's half an hour. +It's nice and dark. Ugh! Something very awful or very silly, please...." + +There followed a general scuffle for seats, with bitter complaints that +he only had two pointed knees. Maria was treated with scant respect. +There was also criticism of life--that he had no lap, "no proper lap," +that it was too dark to see his face, that everybody in turn had got +"the best place," but, chiefly, that there was "very little time." Time +was a nuisance always: it either was time to go, or time to stop, or +else there was not time enough. But at length quiet was established; +the big arm-chair resembled a clot of bees upon a honeycomb; the fire +burned dully, and the ceiling was thick with monstrous fluttering +shadows, vaguely shaped. + +"Now, please. We've been ready for ages." + +A deep hush fell upon the room, and only a sound of confused breathing +was audible. The figure heaved a long, deep sigh as though it suffered +pain, paused, cleared its throat, then sighed again more heavily than +before. For the moment of creation was at hand, and creation is not +accomplished without much travail. + +But the children loved the pause, the sigh, the effort. Not realising +with what difficulty the stories were ground out, nor that it was an +effort against time--to make a story last till help came from +outside--they believed that something immense and wonderful was on the +way, and held their breath with beating hearts. Daddy's stories were +always marvellous; this one would be no exception. + +Marvellous up to a point, that is: something in them failed. "He's +trying," was their opinion of them; and it was the trying that they +watched and listened to so eagerly. The results were unsatisfying, the +effect incomplete; the climax of sensation they expected never came. +Daddy, though they could not put this into words, possessed fancy only; +imagination was not his. Fancy, however, is the seed of imagination, as +imagination is the blossom of wonder. His stories prepared the soil in +them at any rate. They felt him digging all round them. + +He began forthwith: + +"Once, very long ago--" + +"How long?" + +"So long ago that the chalk cliffs of England still lay beneath the +sea--" + +"Was Aunt Emily alive then?" + +"Or Weeden?" + +"Oh, much longer ago than that," he comforted them; "so long, in fact, +that neither your Aunt Emily nor Weeden were even thought of--there +lived a man who--" + +"Where? What country, please?" + +"There lived a man in England--" + +"But you said England was beneath the sea with the chalk cliffs." + +"There lived a man in a very small, queer little island called Ingland, +spelt 'Ing,' not 'Eng,' who--" + +"It wasn't _our_ England, then?" + +"On a tiny little island called Ingland, who was very lonely because he +was the only human being on it--" + +"Weren't there animals and things too?" + +"And the only animals who lived on it with him were a squirrel who +lived in the only tree, a rabbit who lived in the only hole, and a +small grey mouse who made its nest in the pocket of his other coat." + +"Were they friendly? Did he love them awfully?" + +"At first he was very polite to them only, because he was a civil +servant of his Government; but after a bit they became so friendly that +he loved them even better than himself, and went to tea with the rabbit +in its hole, and climbed the tree to share a nut-breakfast with the +squirrel, and--and--" + +"He doesn't know what to do with the mouse," a loud whisper, meant to +be inaudible, broke in upon the fatal hesitation. + +"And went out for walks with the mouse when the ground was damp and the +mouse complained of chilly feet. In the pocket of his coat, all snug +and warm, it stood on its hind legs and peered out upon the world with +its pointed nose just above the pocket flap--" + +"Then he liked the mouse best?" + +"What sort of coat was it? An overcoat or just an ordinary one that +smelt? Was that the only pocket in it?" + +"It was made of the best leaves from the squirrel's tree, and from the +rabbit's last year's fur, and the mouse had fastened the edges together +neatly with the sharpest of its own discarded whiskers. And so they +walked about the tiny island and enjoyed the view together--" + +"The mouse couldn't have seen much!" + +"Until, one day, the mouse declared the ground was ALWAYS wet and was +getting wetter and wetter. And the man got frightened." + +"Ugh! It's going to get awful in a minute!" And the children nestled +closer. The voice sank lower. It became mysterious. + +"And the wetter it got the more the man got frightened; for the island +was dreadfully tiny and--" + +"Why, please, did it get wetter and wetter?" + +"THAT," continued the man who earned his living in His Majesty's +Stationery Office by day, and by night justified his existence offering +the raw material of epics unto little children, "that was the +extraordinary part of it. For no one could discover. The man stroked +his beard and looked about him, the squirrel shook its bushy tail, the +rabbit lifted its upper lip and thrust its teeth out, and the mouse +jerked its head from side to side until its whiskers grew longer and +sharper than ever--but none of them could discover why the island got +wetter and wetter and wetter--" + +"Perhaps it just rained like here." + +"For the sky was always blue, it never rained, and there was so little +dew at night that no one even mentioned it. Yet the tiny island got +wetter every day, till it finally got so wet that the very floor of the +man's hut turned spongy and splashed every time the man went to look +out of the window at the view. And at last he got so frightened that he +stayed indoors altogether, put on both his coats at once, and told +stories to the mouse and squirrel about a country that was always dry--" + +"Didn't the rabbit know anything?" + +"For all this time the rabbit was too terrified to come out of its hole +at all. The increasing size of its front teeth added to its uneasiness, +for they thrust out so far that they hid the view and made the island +seem even smaller than it was--" + +"I like rabbits, though." + +"Till one fine day--" + +"They were all fine, you said." + +"One finer day than usual the rabbit made a horrible discovery. The way +it made the discovery was curious--may seem curious to us, at +least--but the fact is, it suddenly noticed that the size of its front +teeth had grown out of all proportion to the size of the island. +Looking over its shoulder this fine day, it realised how absurdly small +the island was in comparison with its teeth--and grasped the horrid +truth. In a flash it understood what was happening. The island was +getting wetter because it was also getting--_smaller_!" + +"Ugh! How beastly!" + +"Did it tell the others?" + +"It retired half-way down its hole and shouted out the news to the +others in the hut." + +"Did they hear it?" + +"It warned them solemnly. But its teeth obstructed the sound, and the +windings of its hole made it difficult to hear. The man, besides, was +busy telling a story to the mouse, and the mouse, anyhow, was sound +asleep at the bottom of his pocket, with the result that the only one +who caught the words of warning was--the squirrel. For a squirrel's +ears are so sharp that it can even hear the grub whistling to itself +inside a rotten nut; and it instantly took action." + +"Ah! IT saved them, then?" + +"The squirrel flew from the man's shoulder where it was perched, +balanced for a second on the top of his head, then clung to the ceiling +and darted out of the window without a moment's delay. It crossed the +island in a single leap, scuttled to the top of the tree, peered about +over the diminishing landscape, and--" + +"Didn't it see the rabbit?" + +"And returned as quickly as it went. It bustled back into the hut, +hopping nervously, and jerking its head with excitement. In a moment it +was perched again on the man's shoulder. It carefully kept its bushy +tail out of the way of his nose and eyes. And then it whispered what it +had seen into his left ear." + +"Why into his left ear?" + +"Because it was the right one, and the other had cotton wool in it." + +"Like Aunt Emily!" + +"What did it whisper?" + +"The squirrel had made a discovery, too," continued the teller, +solemnly. + +"Goodness! That's two discoveries!" + +"But what _did_ it whisper?" + +In the hush that followed, a coal was heard falling softly into the +grate; the night-wind moaned against the outside walls; Judy scraped +her stockinged foot slowly along the iron fender, making a faint +twanging sound. Breathing was distinctly audible. For several moments +the room was still as death. The figure, smothered beneath the clotted +mass of children, heaved a sigh. But no one broke the pause. It was too +precious and wonderful to break at once. All waited breathlessly, like +birds poised in mid-air before they strike ... until a new sound stole +faintly upon the listening silence, a faint and very distant sound, +barely audible as yet, but of unmistakable character. It was far away +in the upper reaches of the building, overhead, remote, a little +stealthy. Like the ominous murmur of a muffled drum, it had approach in +it. It was coming nearer and nearer. It was significant and threatening. + +For the first time that evening the ticking of the clock was also +audible. But the new sound, though somewhat in league with the ticking, +and equally remorseless, did not come from the clock. It was a human +sound, the most awful known to childhood. It was footsteps on the +stairs! + +Both the children and the story-teller heard it, but with different +results. The latter stirred and looked about him, as though new hope +and strength had come to him. The former, led by Tim and Judy, broke +simultaneously into anxious speech. Maria, having slept profoundly +since the first mention of the mouse in its cosy pocket, gave no sign +at all. + +"Oh, quick! quick! What did the squirrel whisper in his good right ear? +What was it? DO hurry, please!" + +"It whispered two simple words, each of one syllable," continued the +reanimated figure, his voice lowered and impressive. "It said--_the +sea_!" + +The announcement made by the squirrel was so entirely unexpected that +the surprise of it buried all memory of the disagreeable sound. The +children sat up and stared into the figure's face questioningly. Surely +he had made a slight mistake. How could the sea have anything to do +with it? But no word was spoken, no actual question asked. This +overwhelming introduction of the sea left him poised far beyond their +reach. His stories were invariably marvellous. He would somehow justify +himself. + +"The Sea!" whispered Tim to Judy, and there was intense admiration in +his voice and eyes. + +"From the top of its tree," resumed the figure triumphantly, "the +squirrel had seen what was happening, and made its great discovery. It +realised why the ground was wetter and wetter every day, and also why +the island was small and growing smaller. For it understood the awful +fact that--the sea was rising! A little longer and the entire island +would be under water, and everybody on it would be drowned!" "Couldn't +none of them swim or anything?" asked Judy with keen anxiety. + +"Hush!" put in Tim. "It's what did they _do?_ And who thought of it +first?" + +The question last but one was chosen for solution. + +"The rabbit," announced the figure recklessly. "The rabbit saved them; +and in saving them it saved the Island too. It founded Ingland, this +very Ingland on which we live to-day. In fact, it started the British +Empire by its action. The rabbit did it." + +"How? How?" + +"It heard the squirrel's whisper half-way down its hole. It forgot +about its front teeth, and the moment it forgot them they, of course, +stopped growing. It recovered all its courage. A grand idea had come to +it. It came bustling out of its hiding-place, stood on its hind legs, +poked its bright eyes over the window-ledge, and told them how to +escape. It said, 'I'll dig my hole deeper and we'll empty the sea into +it as it rises. We'll pour the water down my hole!'" + +The figure paused and fixed his eyes upon each listener in turn, +challenging disapproval, yet eager for sympathy at the same time. In +place of criticism, however, he met only silence and breathless +admiration. Also--he heard that distant sound _they_ had forgotten, and +realised it had come much nearer. It had reached the second floor. He +made swift and desperate calculations. He decided that it was _just_ +possible ... with ordinary good luck ... + +"So they all went out and began to deepen the rabbit's hole. They dug +and dug and dug. The man took off both his coats; the rabbit scraped +with its four paws, using its tail as well--it had a nice long tail in +those days; the mouse crept out of his pocket and made channels with +its little pointed toes; and the squirrel brushed and swept the water +in with its bushy, mop-like tail. The rising sea poured down the +ever-deepening hole. They worked with a will together; there was no +complaining, though the rabbit wore its tail down till it was nothing +but a stump, and the mouse stood ankle-deep in water, and the +squirrel's fluffy tail looked like a stable broom. They worked like +heroes without stopping even to talk, and as the water went pouring +down the hole, the level of the sea, of course, sank lower and lower +and lower, the shores of the tiny island stretched farther and farther +and farther, till there were reaches of golden sand like Margate at low +tide, and as the level sank still lower there rose into view great +white cliffs of chalk where before there had been only water--until, at +last, the squirrel, scampering down from the tree where it had gone to +see what had been accomplished, reported in a voice that chattered with +stammering delight, 'We're saved! The sea's gone down! The land's come +up!'" + +The steps were audible in the passage. A gentle knock was heard. But no +one answered, for it seemed that no one was aware of it. The figure +paused a moment to recover breath. + +"And then, and then? What happened next? Did they thank the rabbit?" + +"They all thanked each other then. The man thanked the rabbit, and the +rabbit thanked the squirrel, and the mouse woke up, and--" + +No one noticed the slip, which proved that their attention was already +painfully divided. For another knock, much louder than before, had +interrupted the continuation of the story. The figure turned its head +to listen. "It's nothing," said Tim quickly. "It's only a sound," said +Judy. "What did the mouse do? Please tell us quickly." + +"I thought I heard a knock," the figure murmured. "Perhaps I was +mistaken. The mouse--er--the mouse woke up--" + +"You told us that." + +The figure continued, speaking with greater rapidity even than before: + +"And looked about it, and found the view so lovely that it said it +would never live in a pocket again, but would divide its time in future +between the fields and houses. So it pricked its whiskers up, and the +squirrel curled its tail over its back to avoid any places that still +were damp, and the rabbit polished its big front teeth on the grass and +said it was quite pleased to have a stump instead of a tail as a +memento of a memorable occasion when they had all been nearly drowned +together, and--they all skipped up to the top of the high chalk cliffs +as dry as a bone and as happy as--" + +He broke off in the middle of the enormous sentence to say a most +ridiculous and unnecessary thing. "Come in," he said, just as though +there was some one knocking at the door. But no single head was turned. +If there was an entry it was utterly ignored. + +"Happy as what?" + +"As you," the figure went on faster than ever. "And that's why England +to-day is an island of quite a respectable size, and why everybody +pretends it's dry and comfortable and cosy, and why people never leave +it except to go away for holidays that cannot possibly be avoided." + +"I beg your pardon, sir," began an awful voice behind the chair. + +"And why to this day," he continued as though he had not heard, "a +squirrel always curls its tail above its back, why a rabbit wears a +stump like a pen wiper, and why a mouse lives sometimes in a house and +sometimes in a field, and--" + +_"I beg your pardon, sir,"_ clanged the slow, awful voice in a tone +that was meant to be heard distinctly, "but it's long gone 'arf-past +six, and--" + +"Time for bed," added the figure with a sound that was like the falling +of an executioner's axe. And, as if to emphasise the arrival of the +remorseless moment, the clock just then struck loudly on the +mantelpiece--seven times. + +But for several minutes no one stirred. Hope, even at such moments, was +stronger than machinery of clocks and nurses. There was a general +belief that somehow or other the moment that they dreaded, the moment +that was always coming to block their happiness, could be evaded and +shoved aside. Nothing mechanical like that was wholly true. Daddy had +often used queer phrases that hinted at it: "Some day--A day is +coming--A day will come"; and so forth. Their belief in a special Day +when no one would say "Time" haunted them already. Yet, evidently this +evening was not the momentous occasion; for when Tim mentioned that the +clock was fast, the figure behind the chair replied that she was half +an hour overdue already, and her tone was like Thompson's when he said, +"Dinner's served." There was no escape this time. + +Accordingly the children slowly disentangled themselves; they rose and +stretched like animals; though all still ignored the figure behind the +chair. A ball of stuff unrolled and became Maria. "Thank you, Daddy," +she said. "It was just lovely," said Judy. "But it's only the +beginning, isn't it?" Tim asked. "It'll go on to-morrow night?" And the +figure, having escaped failure by the skin of its teeth, kissed each in +turn and said, "Another time--yes, I'll go on with it." Whereupon the +children deigned to notice the person behind the chair. "We're coming +up to bed now, Jackman," they mentioned casually, and disappeared +slowly from the room in a disappointed body, robbed, unsatisfied, but +very sleepy. The clock had cheated them of something that properly was +endless. Maria alone made no remark, for she was already asleep in +Jackman's comfortable arms. Maria was always carried. + +"Time's up," Tim reflected when he lay in bed; "time's always up. I do +wish we could stop it somehow," and fell asleep somewhat gratified +because he had deliberately not wound up his alarum-clock. He had the +delicious feeling--a touch of spite in it--that this would bother Time +and muddle it. + +Yet Time, as a monster, chased him through a hundred dreams and thus +revenged itself. It pursued him to the very edge of the daylight, then +mocked him with a cold bath, lessons, and a windy sleet against the +windows. It was "time to get up" again. + +Yet, meanwhile, Time helped and pleased the children by showing them +its pleasanter side as well. It pushed them, gently but swiftly, up the +long hill of months and landed them with growing excitement into the +open country of another year. Since the rabbit, mouse, and squirrel +first woke in their hearts the wonder of common things, they had all +grown slightly bigger. Time tucked away another twelve months behind +their backs: each of them was a year older; and that in itself was full +of a curious and growing wonder. + +For the birth of wonder is a marvellous, sweet thing, but the +recognition of it is sweeter and more marvellous still. Its growth, +perhaps, shall measure the growth and increase of the soul to whom it +is as eyes and hands and feet, searching the world for signs of hiding +Reality. But its persistence--through the heavier years that would +obliterate it--this persistence shall offer hints of something coming +that is more than marvellous. The beginning of wisdom is surely--Wonder. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +DEATH OF A MERE FACT + + +There was a man named Jinks. In him was neither fancy, imagination, nor +a sign of wonder, and so he--died. + +But, though he appears in this chapter, he disappears again so quickly +that his being mentioned in a sentence all by himself should not lead +any one astray. Jinks made a false entry, as it were. The children +crossed him out at once. He became illegible. For the trio had their +likes and dislikes; they resented liberties being taken with them. +Also, when there was no one to tell them stories, they were quite able +to amuse themselves. It was the inactive yet omnipotent Maria who +brought about indirectly the obliteration of Mr. Jinks. + +And it came about as follows: + +Maria was a podgy child of marked individuality. It was said that she +was seven years old, but _she_ declared that eight was the figure, +because some uncle or other had explained, "you're in your eighth +year." Wandering uncles are troublesome in this kind of way. Every time +her age was mentioned she corrected the informant. She had a trick of +moving her eyes without moving her head, as though the round face was +difficult to turn; but her big blue eyes slipped round without the +least trouble, as though oiled. The performance gave her the sly and +knowing aspect of a goblin, but she had no objection to that, for it +saved her trouble, and to save herself trouble--according to nurses, +Authorities, and the like--was her sole object in existence. + +Yet this seemed a mistaken view of the child. It was not so much that +she did not move unnecessarily as that it was not necessary for her to +move at all, since she invariably found herself in the middle of +whatever was going on. While life bustled anxiously about her, hurrying +to accomplish various ends, she remained calm and contented at the +centre, completely satisfied, mistress of it all. And her face was +symbolic of her entire being; whereas so many faces seem unfinished, +hers was complete--globular like the heavenly bodies, circular like the +sun, arms and legs unnecessary. The best of everything came to her +_because_ she did not run after it. There was no hurry. Time did not +worry her. Circular and self-sustaining, she already seemed to dwell in +Eternity. + +"And this little person," one of these inquisitive, interfering +visitors would ask, smiling fatuously; "how old is she, I wonder?" + +"Seven," was the answer of the Authority in charge. + +Maria's eyes rolled sideways, and a little upwards. She looked at the +foolish questioner; the Authority who had answered was not worth a +glance. + +"No," she said flatly, with sublime defiance, "I'm more. I'm in my +eighth year, you see." + +And the visitor, smiling that pleasant smile that makes children +distrust, even dislike them, and probably venturing to pinch her cheek +or pat her on the shoulder into the bargain, accepted the situation +with another type of smile--the Smile-that-children-expect. As a matter +of fact, children hate it. They see through its artificial humbug +easily. They prefer a solemn and unsmiling face invariably. It's the +latter that produces chocolates and sudden presents; it's the +stern-faced sort that play hide-and-seek or stand on their heads. The +Smilers are bored at heart. They mean to escape at the first +opportunity. And the children never catch their sleeves or coattails to +prevent them going. + +"So you're in your eighth year, are you?" this Smiler chuckled with a +foolish grin. He patted her cheek kindly. "Why, you're almost a +grown-up person. You'll be going to dinner-parties soon." And he smiled +again. Maria stood motionless and patient. Her eyes gazed straight +before her. Her podgy face remained expressionless as dough. + +"Answer the kind gentleman," said the Authority reprovingly. + +Maria did not budge. A finger and thumb, both dirty, rolled a portion +of her pinafore into a pointed thing like a string, distinctly black. +She waited for the visitor to withdraw. But this particular visitor did +not withdraw. + +"_I_ knew a little girl--" he began, with a condescending grin that +meant that her rejection of his advances had offended him, "a little +girl of about your age, who--" + +But the remainder of the rebuke-concealed-in-a-story was heard only by +the Authority. For Maria, relentless and unhumbugged, merely walked +away. In the hall she discovered Tim, discreetly hiding. "What's _he_ +come for?" the brother inquired promptly, jerking his thumb towards the +hall. + +Maria's eyes just looked at him. + +"To see Mother, I suppose," he answered himself, accustomed to his +sister's goblin manners, "and talk about missions and subshkiptions, +and all that. Did he give you anything?" + +"No, nothing." + +"Did he call us bonny little ones?" His face mentioned that he could +kill if necessary, or if his sister's honour required it. + +"He didn't _say_ it." + +"Lucky for him," exclaimed Tim gallantly, rubbing his nose with the +palm of his hand and snorting loudly. "What _did_ he say, then--the old +Smiler?" + +"He said," replied Maria, moving her head as well as her eyes, "that I +wasn't really old, and that he knew another little girl who was nicer +than me, and always told the truth, and--" + +"Oh, come on," cried Tim, impatiently interrupting. "My trains are +going in the schoolroom, and I want a driver for an accident. We'll put +the Smiler in the luggage van, and he'll get smashed in the collision, +and _all_ the wheels will go over his head. Then he'll find out how old +you really are. We'll fairly smash him." + +They disappeared. Judy, who was reading a book on the Apocalypse, in a +corner of the room, looked up a moment as they entered. + +"What's up?" she asked, her mind a little dazed by the change of focus +from stars, scarlet women, white horses, and mysterious "Voices," to +dull practical details of everyday existence. "What's on?" she repeated. + +"Trains," replied Tim. "We're going to have an accident and kill a man +dead." + +"What's he done?" she inquired. + +"Humbugged Maria with a lot of stuff--and gave her nothing--and didn't +believe a single word she told him." + +Judy glanced without much interest at the railway laid out upon the +floor, murmured "Oh, I see," and resumed her reading of the wonderful +book she had purloined from the top shelf of a neglected bookcase +outside the gun-room. It absorbed her. She loved the tremendous words, +the atmosphere of marvel and disaster, and especially the constant +suggestion that the end of the world was near. Antichrist she simply +adored. No other hero in any book she knew came near him. + +"Come and help," urged Tim, picking up an engine that lay upon its +side. "Come on." + +"No, thanks. I've got an Apocalypse. It's simply frightfully exciting." + +"Shall we break _both_ legs?" asked Maria blandly, "or just his neck?" + +"Neck," said Tim briefly. "Only they must find the heart beneath the +rubbish of the luggage van." + +Judy looked up in spite of herself. "Who is it?" she inquired, with an +air of weighing conflicting interests. + +"Mr. Jinks." It was Maria who supplied the information. + +"But he's Daddy's offiss-partner man," Judy objected, though without +much vim or heat. + +Maria did not answer. Her eyes were glued upon the other engine. + +"All black and burnt and--full of the very horridest diseases," put in +Tim, referring to the heart of the destroyed Mr. Jinks beneath the +engine. + +He glanced up enticingly at his elder sister, whom he longed to draw +into the vindictive holocaust. + +"He said things to Maria," he explained persuasively, "and it's not the +first time either. Last Sunday he called me 'his little man,' and he's +never given me a single thing since ever I can remember, years and +years ago." + +Then Judy remembered that he invariably kissed her on both cheeks as +though she was a silly little child. + +"Oh, _that_ man!" she exclaimed, realising fully now the enormities he +had committed. She appeared to hesitate a moment. Then she flung down +her Apocalypse suddenly. "Put him on a scarlet horse," she cried, +"pretend he's the Beast, and I'll come." + +Maria's blue eyes wheeled half a circle towards Tim. She did not move +her head. It signified agreement. Tim knew. Only her consent, as the +insulted party, was necessary before he could approve. + +"All right," he cried to Judy. "We'll put him in a special carriage +with his horse, and I'll make out a label for the window, so that every +one will know." He went over to the table and wrote "BEAST" in capital +letters on a half-sheet of paper. The cumbersome quill pen made two +spongy blots. + +"It's the end of the world _really_ at the same time," decided Judy, to +a chorus of general approval, "not only the end of Mr. Jinks." She +liked her horrors on a proper scale. + +And the railway line was quickly laid across the room from the window +to the wall. The lamps of oil on both engines were lit. The trains +faced one another. Mr. Jinks and his scarlet horse thought themselves +quite safe in their special carriage, unaware that it was labelled +"Beast" with a label that overlapped the roof and hid all view of the +landscape through the windows on one side. Apparently they slept in +opposite corners, with full consciousness of complete security. Mr. +Jinks was tucked up with woolly rugs, and a newspaper lay across his +knee. The scarlet horse had its head in a bag of oats, and its bridle +was fastened to the luggage rack above. Both were supplied with iron +foot-warmers. There was a _fearful_ fog; and the train was going at a +_TREMENDOUS_ pace. + +So was the other train. They approached, they banged, they smashed to +atoms. It was the most appalling collision that had ever been heard of, +and the Guard and Engine-Driver, as well as the Ticket-Collectors and +Directors of the Company, were all executed by the Government the very +next day from gallows that an angry London built in half an hour on the +top of St. Paul's Cathedral dome. + +It took place between the footstool and the fireplace in the thickest +fog that England had ever known. And the horrid black heart of Mr. +Jinks was discovered beneath the wreckage of a special carriage next to +the luggage van. It was simply black as coal and very nasty indeed. The +little boy who found it was a porter's son, whose mother was so poor +that she took in washing for members of Parliament, who paid their +bills irregularly because they were very busy governing Ireland. He +knew it was a cinder, but did not discover it was a heart until he +showed it to his mother, and his mother said it was far too black to +wash. + +The accident to Mr. Jinks, therefore, was a complete success. The +butler helped with the mending of the engine, and Maria informed at +least one Authority, "We do not know Mr. Jinks. We have other friends." + +"But, remember," said Judy, "we mustn't mention it to Daddy, because +Mr. Jinks is his partner-in-the-offiss." + +"_Was_," said Tim. The remains they decided to send to what they called +the "Hospital for Parilysed Ineebrits with Incurable Afflictions of the +Heart." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +FACT--EDGED WITH FANCY + + +But the children were not always so vindictive and blood-thirsty. All +three could be very tender sometimes. Even Maria was not wholly +implacable and merciless, she had a pretty side as well. Their +neighbour at the Manor House, Colonel William Stumper, C.B., +experienced this gentler quality in the trio. He was Mother's cousin, +too. + +They were inclined to like this Colonel Stumper, C.B. For one thing he +limped, and that meant, they decided, that he had a wooden leg. They +never called it such, of course, but indicated obliquely that the +injured limb was made of oak or walnut, by referring to the other as +"his living leg," "his good leg," and so forth. For another thing, he +did not smile at them; and for a third, he did not ask foolish +questions in an up-and-down voice (assumed for the moment), as though +they were invalids, idiots, or tailless puppies who could not answer. +He frowned at them. He said furiously, "How are you, creatures?" +And--he gave usually at least a shilling to each. + +"That makes three shillings altogether," as Tim cleverly explained. + +"But not three shillings for each of us," Maria qualified the praise. +"_I_ only got one." She took it out of her mouth and showed it by way +of proof. + +"You'll swallow it," warned Judy, "and then you won't have none at all." + +If received early in the week, they reported their good fortune to the +Authorities; but if Sunday was too near, they waited. Daddy had a queer +idea of teasing sometimes. "Just in time for to-morrow's collection," +he would be apt to say; and though he did not really mean it perhaps, +there was a hint of threat in the suggestion that quenched high spirits +at the moment. + +"You see, he takes the plate round," Judy told them, "and so feels +ashamed." She did not explain the feeling ashamed. It was just that her +father, who always did things thoroughly, had to say something, and so +picked on that. "Monday or Tuesday's safest," was her judgment. + +Maria rolled her eyes round like a gigantic German doll. + +"Never's best," she gave as her opinion. + +But that was sly. The others reproved her quickly. + +"Daddy likes to know," they told her. "Monday or Tuesday's all right." +They agreed just to mention the matter only. There was no need to "say +a lot." + +So they liked this Colonel Stumper, C.B. They liked his "title," +declaring that the letters stood for "Come Back," and referring to +their owner as "Come Back Stumper." Some day, when he was gone for +good, he was to be promoted to K.C.B., meaning "Kan't-Come-Back." But +they preferred him as he was, plain C.B., because they did not want to +lose him. They declared that "Companion to the Bath" was just nonsense +invented by a Radical Government. For in politics, of course, they +followed their father's lead, and their father had _distinctly_ stated +more than once that "the policy of a Radical Government was +some-funny-word-or-other nonsense," which statement helped them +enormously in forming their own opinions on several other topics as +well. In personal disagreements, for instance--they never +"squabbled"--the final insult was to say, "My dear, you're as silly as +a something-or-other Radical Govunment," for there was no answer to +this anywhere in the world. + +Come-Back Stumper, therefore, though casual outsiders might never have +guessed it, was a valuable ally. He was what Mother called "a +character" as well, and if the children used this statement in praise +of him, while adopting in their carelessness a revised version, "he has +no character," this was not Come-Back Stumper's fault. He was also an +"extinguished soldger," and had seen much service in foreign parts. +India with its tigers, elephants, and jungles, was in his heated +atmosphere deliciously, and his yellow tint, as of an unripe orange, +was due to something they had learned from hearsay to describe as +"curried liver trouble." All this, and especially his dead or wooden +leg, was distinctly in his favour. Come-Back Stumper was real. Also, he +was hard and angular in appearance, short, brisk in manner, +square-shouldered, and talked like a General who was bothered about +something in a battle. His opinions were most decided. His conversation +consisted of negatives, refusals and blank denials. If Come-Back +Stumper agreed with what was said, it meant that he was feeling unwell +with an attack of curried-liver-trouble. The children understood him. +He understood the children, too. + +"It's a jolly morning, William," from Daddy would be met with "Might be +worse" and a snort like the sneeze of the nursery cat, but a direct +invitation of any sort was simply declined point blank. "Care to see +The Times, William?" ensured the answer, "Oh, _no_, thanks; there's +never anything worth reading in it." This was as regular as breakfast +when Cousin William was staying in the house. It was, in fact, Daddy's +formula when he settled into his armchair for a quiet half-hour's read. +Daddy's question was the mere politeness of a host. It was sham, but +Cousin William's answer was as real as breakfast. The formula was a +mechanical certainty, as certain as that pressing a button in the wall +produced Thompson in the room. + +Accordingly, when Mother said, "Now, don't bother your Cousin William, +children; he doesn't want you," this individual would instantly +shoulder arms and state the exact contrary with fiery emphasis. + +"If you've no objection," came the testy answer, "and if it's all the +same to you, Cecilia"--a shade sarcastically, this--"it's precisely +what I _do_ want." + +And he would look at the children in a way that suggested the most +intimate of secret understanding between himself and them. More, he +would rise and leave the room with the impetus of a soldier going out +to fight, and would play with Judy, Tim, and Maria in a fashion that +upset the household routine and made the trio unmanageable for the +Authorities for hours afterwards. + +"He's an honourable gentleman like the gentlemen in Parliament," +declared Judy, "and that's my opinion of why I think him nice." + +"And when I'm grown-up," was Tim's verdict, "I'll be a soldger just +exactly the same, only not yellow, and taller, and not so thick in the +middle, and much, much richer, and with C.B. in front of my name as +well as at the end." + +Maria, not being present at the time, said nothing audible. But she +liked him, too, unquestionably. Otherwise she would have announced the +fact without delay. "He _is_ a lump rather," she had been heard to +remark, referring to his actual bulk and slowness of movement when in +play. But it was nicely, very nicely meant. + +"I am sure your Cousin William would rather be left alone to read +quietly," said Mother, seeing the trio approach that individual +stealthily after tea in the library one evening. He was deep in a big +armchair, and deep in a book as well. The children were allowed +downstairs after their schoolroom tea for an hour when nothing +particular was on. "Wouldn't you, William?" she added. She went on +knitting a sort of muffler thing she held up close to the lamp. She +expected no reply, apparently. + +Cousin William made none. But he raised the level of his book so that +it hid his face. A moment before, the eyes had been looking over the +top at the advancing trio, watching their movements narrowly. + +The children did not answer either. They separated. They scouted. They +executed a flank attack in open order. Three minutes later Colonel +Stumper was surrounded. And no word was spoken; the scouts just perched +and watched him. He was not actually reading, for he had not turned a +page for about ten minutes, and it was _not_ a picture book. The +difficulty was, however, to get him started. If only Mother would help +them! Then Mother, unwittingly, did so. For she dropped her ball of +wool, and finding no one at hand to recover it, she looked vaguely +round the room--and saw them. And she shook her head at them. + +"Don't bother him just now," she whispered again, "he's got a cold. +Here, Maria, pick up my wool, darling, will you?" But while Tim (for +Maria only moved her eyes) picked up the wool obediently, Cousin +William picked up himself with difficulty, tossed his book into the +deep arm-chair, and stalked without a single word towards the door. +Mother watched him with one eye, but the children did not stir a muscle. + +"William, you're not going to bed, are you?" she asked kindly, "or +would you like to, perhaps? And have your dinner in your room, and a +warm drink just before going to sleep? That's the best thing for a +cold, I always think." + +He turned at the door and faced her. "Thank you very much," he said +with savage emphasis, "but I am _not_ ill, and I am _not_ going to +bed." The negatives sounded like pistol shots. "My cold is nothing to +speak of." And he was gone, leaving a trail of fire in the air. + +The children, cunning in their generation, did not move. There were +moments in life, and this was one of them, when "stir a finger and +you're a dead man" was really true. No finger stirred, no muscle +twitched; one pair of eyelids fluttered, nothing more. And Mother, +happy with her recovered ball of wool, was presently lost in the +muffler thing she knitted, forgetful of their presence, if not of their +very existence. Signals meanwhile were made and answered by means of +some secret code that birds and animals understand. The plan was +matured in silence. + +"Good-night, Mother," said Judy innocently, a few moments later, +stepping up and kissing her. + +"Good-night," said Tim gravely, doing likewise. + +Maria kissed, but said no word at all. They did not linger, as their +custom was, to cuddle in or hear a fairy story. To-night they were good +and businesslike. + +"Good-night, duckies," said Mother, glancing at the clock on the +mantelpiece. "It's not _quite_ bed-time yet, but it's been a long day, +and you're tired out. I shall be up presently to hear your prayers and +tuck you up. And, Judy, you might tell Jackman--" + +But the room was empty, the children vanished. The door banged softly, +cutting off the sentence in its middle, and Mother resumed her +knitting, smiling quietly to herself. And in the hall outside Come-Back +Stumper was discovered, warming his Army back before the open fire of +blazing logs. He looked like a cart-horse, the shadows made him spread +so. Maria pushed him to one side. She pushed, at least, but he did not +move exactly. Yet somehow, by a kind of sidling process, he took up a +new position in regard to the fire and themselves, the result of which +was that they occupied the best places, while he stood at one corner in +an attitude which resisted attack and yet invited it. + +"Good-evening," remarked Maria; "are you warm?" + +"Oh, no," exclaimed Tim, "that's not it at all. The thing is, shall we +play hide-and-seek, or would you really rather go to bed, as Mother +said, and have dinner and hot drinks?" + +"Nonsense," cried Judy with authority. "He's got an awful cold, and +he's got to go to bed at once. He's shivering all over. It's Nindian +fever." + +"No, really, really--" began Stumper, but was not allowed to finish. + +"Thin captain biscuits soaked in hot milk with ginger, nutmeg, lemon, +and whisky," announced Judy, "would be best." And she shot towards the +door, her hair untied and flying. + +"But, my dear, I assure you--" + +"Or Bath Olivers," she interrupted, "because they soak better. _You_ +know nothing," she added motheringly; "no man ever does." There was +contempt in her voice as well as pity. + +"_Why_ do you know nothing?" inquired Maria, with a blaze of staring +eyes, as the door slammed upon her vanishing sister. + +"_I_ think you know everything," said Tim with pride, decidedly, "only +you've forgotten it in India. I think it's silly." + +"The milk and stuff?" agreed the soldier. "Yes, so do I. And I hate +biscuits, and ginger makes me hot and ill--" + +"Iller than you are already?" asked Maria, "because that means bed." + +"Maria," he snapped angrily, "I'm not ill at all. If you go on saying +I'm ill, of course I shall get ill. I never felt better in my life." + +Tim turned round like a top. "Then let's play hide-and-seek," he cried. +"Let's hide before Judy gets back, and she can come and never find us!" + +Cousin William suggested they were not enough to play that game, and +was of opinion that Aunt Emily might be invited too. + +"Oh, no," Tim gave his decided verdict, "not women. They can't hide +properly. They bulge." + +And at that moment Judy appeared in the doorway across the hall. + +"It's coming," she cried. "I've ordered everything--hot milk and Bath +Olivers and preserved ginger and--" + +Cousin William took the matter into his own hands then, for the +situation was growing desperate. "Look here," he suggested gravely, yet +without enthusiasm, "I'll take the milk and stuff upstairs when I've +got into bed, and meanwhile we'll do something else. I'm--that is, my +cold is too bad to play a game, but I'll tell you a story +about--er--about a tiger--if you like?" The last three words were added +as a question. An answer, however, was not immediately forthcoming. For +the moment was a grave one. It was admitted that Come-Back Stumper +could play a game with credit and success, even an active game like +hide-and-seek; but it was not known yet that he could tell a story. The +fate of the evening, therefore, hung upon the decision. + +"A tiger!" said Tim, doubtfully, weighing probabilities. "A tiger you +shot, was it, or just--a tiger?" A sign, half shadow and half pout, was +in his face. Maria and Judy waited upon their brother's decision with +absolute confidence, meanwhile. + +Colonel Stumper moved artfully backwards towards a big horsehair sofa, +beneath the deer heads and assegais from Zululand. He did it on tiptoe, +aware that this mysterious and suggestive way of walking has a marked +effect on children in the dark. "I did not shoot it," he said, "because +I lived with it. It was the most extraordinary tiger that was ever +known--" + +"In India?" + +"In the world. And I ought to know, because, as I say, I lived with it +for days--" + +"Inside it?" + +"Nearly, but not quite. I lived in its cave with the cubs and other +things, half-eaten deer and cows and the bones of Hindus--" + +"Were the bones black? However did you escape? Why didn't the tiger eat +you?" + +He drew the children closely round him on the sofa. "I'll tell you," he +said, "for this is an inaugural occasion, and I've never told the story +before to any one in the world. The experience was incredible, and no +one would believe it. But the proof that it really happened is that the +tiger has left its mark upon me till I die--" + +"But you haven't died--yet, I mean," Maria observed. + +"He means teeth, silly," Tim squelched her. + +"Died in another sense than the one you mean," the great soldier and +former administrator of a province continued, "dyed yellow--" + +"Oh-h-h! Is that why--?" + +"That is why," he replied pathetically. "For living with that tiger +family so long, I almost turned into one myself. The tiger nature got +into me. I snarl and growl, I use my teeth ferociously when hungry, I +walk stealthily on tiptoe, I let my whiskers grow, and my colour has +the tint of Indian tigers' skins." + +"Have you got a tail, too?" + +He glared into the blue eyes of Maria, sternly. "It's growing," he +whispered horribly, "it's growing." + +There was a pause in which credulity shook hands with faith. Belief was +in the air. If doubt did whisper, "Let me see, please," it was too low +to be quite audible. Come-Back Stumper was surrounded by an atmosphere +of black-edged glory suddenly; he wore a halo; his feet were dipped in +mystery. + +"Then what's an orgully occasion?" somebody asked. + +"This!" replied Stumper. But he uttered it so savagely that no one +cared to press for further details. Clearly it was a secret and +confidential moment, and "inaugural occasion" had something to do with +the glory of wearing an incipient tail. Glory and mystery clothed +Stumper from that moment with Indian splendour. At least, _he_ thought +so.... + +"And the tiger?" came the whispering question. + +"Ugh-h-h-h!" he shuddered; "I'll tell you. But I must think a moment +quietly first." + +"His tail hurts," Maria told Tim beneath her breath, while they waited +for the story to begin. + +"So would yours," was the answer, "if you had a cold at the same time, +too. A girl would simply cry." And he looked contempt at her, but +unutterable respect at his soldier friend. + +"This tiger," began the traveller, in a heavy voice, "was a--a very +unusual tiger. I met it, that is to say, most unexpectedly. It was in a +tropical jungle, where the foliage was so thick that the sunlight +hardly penetrated at all. It was dark as night even in the daytime. +There were monkeys overhead and snakes beneath, and bananas were so +plentiful that every time my elephant knocked against a tree a shower +of fruit fell down like hail and tickled its skin." + +"You were on an elephant, then?" + +"We were all on elephants. On my particular elephant there was a man to +load for me and a man to guide the beast. We moved slowly and +cautiously. It was dark, as I said, but the showers of falling bananas +made yellow streaks against the black that the elephant constantly +mistook for tigers flying through the air as they leaped in silent fury +against the howdah in which we crouched upon his back. The howdah, you +know, is the saddle." + +"Was the elephant friendly?" + +"_Very_ friendly indeed; but he found it difficult to see, and all of a +sudden he would give a hop and a jump that nearly flung me off his +shoulders. For a long time--" + +"That was the bananas tickling him, I suppose?" + +"This continued without anything dangerous happening, but all at once +he gave a tremendous leap into the air, lifted his trunk, trumpeted +like an Army bugle, and then set off at full speed through the tangled +jungle. He had stupidly stepped upon a cobra! And the cobra, before it +was squashed to pulp, had stung him between the big and little toe." + +"On purpose?" Judy asked. + +"In an Indian jungle everything's done on purpose. My elephant raced +away, trumpeting in agony, at twenty miles an hour. The driver lost his +balance and fell off; the other man, scrambling along to take his place +and steer the monster, fell off after him, taking both my guns with him +as he went; and I myself, crouching in the swaying howdah, and holding +on for grim death, continued to tear through the jungle on top of my +terrified and angry elephant. Then, suddenly, the branch of a tree +caught the howdah in the middle and swept it clear. The elephant rushed +on. The howdah, with myself inside it, swung in mid-air like a caught +balloon. But I saw it could not hold on long. There was just time to +scramble out of it into safety upon the branch when there came a sound +of ripping, and the thing fell smash upon the ground some twenty feet +below, leaving me alone in an Indian jungle--up a tree." + +And he paused a moment to produce the right effect and reap the +inevitable glory of applause. + +Out of the breathless silence sprang a voice at once: "Was the elephant +badly hurt?" And then another: "I thought elephants were too big to +feel a bite like that." Followed by a third--Maria's: "It wasn't fair +to step on it and expect it to do nothing." + +But no single word about his own predicament--its horror, danger, +loneliness, and risk. No single syllable. Even the Hindus, the driver, +and the man who carried the guns, were left unmentioned. Bananas were +equally ignored. The tiger itself had passed into oblivion. + +"Thanks most awfully," said Tim, politely, after an interval. "It must +have been awful for you." It was said as spokesman for the other +listeners. All were kind and grateful, but actual interest there was +none. They took the pause to mean that the story was at an end; but +they had not cared about it because they--did not believe it. + +"Simply awful," the boy added, as though, perhaps, he had not made it +quite clear that he wished to thank yet could not honestly praise. +"Wasn't it, Judy?" And he jerked his head round towards his elder +sister. + +"Oh, _awful_--yes," agreed that lady. + +But neither of them risked inviting the opinion of Maria. Her +uncompromising nature was too well known for that. Nevertheless, +unasked, she offered her criticism too: "Awful," she said, her podgy +face unmoved, her blue eyes fixed upon the ceiling. And the whole room +seemed to give a long, deep sigh. + +Now, for the hero, this was decidedly an awkward moment; he had done +his best and miserably failed. He was no story-teller, and they had +found him out. None the less, however, he was a real hero. He faced the +situation as a brave man should: + + For his tale was mediocre, + And his face of yellow ochre + Took a tinge of saffron sorrow in his fright; + Yet he rose to the occasion, + Without anger or evasion, + And did his best to put the matter right. + +"Tell me how you knew," he asked at length, facing the situation. "What +made you guess?" + +"Because, in the first place, you're not an atom _like_ a tiger, +anyhow," explained Judy. + +"And you made the jungle so very dark," said Tim, "that you simply +couldn't have seen the bananas falling." + +"And we _know_ you haven't got a tail at all," Maria added, clinchingly. + +"Of course," he agreed; "your discernment does you credit, very great +credit indeed. Few of the officials under me in India had as much." + +Judy looked soothingly at him and stroked his sleeve. Somehow or other +she divined, it seemed, he felt mortified and ashamed. He was a dear +old thing, whatever happened. + +"Never mind," she whispered, "it really doesn't matter. It was very +nice to hear about your tiger. Besides--it must hurt awfully, having a +cold like this." + +"I knew," put in Tim sympathetically, "the moment you began about the +bananas falling. But I didn't say anything, because I knew it couldn't +last--anything that began like that." + +"But it got wonderful towards the end," insisted Judy. + +"Till he was in the tree," objected her brother. "He never could really +have got along a branch like that." + +"No," agreed Judy, thoughtfully, "that _was_ rather silly." + +They continued discussing the story for some time as though its creator +was elsewhere. He kept very still. Maria already slept in a soft and +podgy ball on his lap.... + +"I am a lonely old thing," he said suddenly, with a long sigh, for in +reality he was deeply disappointed at his failure, and had aspired to +be their story-teller as well as playmate. Ordinary life bored him +dreadfully. He had melancholy yearnings after youth and laughter. +"Let's do something else now. What do you say to a turn of +hide-and-seek? Eh?" + +The miraculous Maria woke at this, yawned like a cat, and nearly rolled +off on to the floor. "I dreamed of a real tiger," she informed every +one. But no one was listening. Judy and Tim were prancing wildly. + +"If your cold isn't _too_ bad," cried Judy, "it would be lovely." No +grown-up could have been more thoughtful of his welfare than she was. + +"I'll hide," he said, "and in five minutes you come and find me." He +went towards the door into the passage. + +"Choose a warm place, and keep out of draughts," she cried after him. +And he was gone. He nearly collided with a servant carrying a tray, but +the servant, hearing his secret instructions, vanished again instantly +in the direction of the kitchen. Five minutes later--an alleged five +minutes--the children began their search. But they never found him. +They hunted high and low, from attic to cellar, in gun-room, scullery, +and pantry, even climbing up the ladder from the box-room to the roof, +but without result. Colonel Stumper had disappeared. He was K.C.B. + +"D'you think he's offended?" suggested Judy, as they met at length in +the hall to consider the situation. + +"Of course not," said Tim emphatically, "a man like that! He's written +a book on Scouting!" + +"I've finished," Maria mentioned briefly, and sat down. + +On Judy's puzzled face there appeared an anxious expression then. His +cold, she remembered, was very heavy. "I looked under every sofa and +into every cupboard," she said, as though she feared he might have +choked or suffocated. They stood in front of the fireplace and began to +talk about other things. Their interest in the game was gone, they were +tired of looking; but at the back of their minds was a secret +annoyance, though at the same time a sense of great respect for the man +who could conceal himself so utterly from sight. A touch of the +marvellous was in it somehow. + +"There's no good hiding like _that_," they felt indignantly. Still it +was rather wonderful, after all. A man "like that" could do anything. +He might even be up a chimney somewhere. He might be anywhere! They +felt a little creepy.... + +"P'raps he _is_ a sort of tiger thing," whispered some one ... and they +were rather relieved when the drawing-room door opened and Mother +appeared, knitting her scarlet muffler as she walked. The scene of +scolding, explanation, and excuses that followed--for it was half an +hour after bed-time--was cut short by Maria informing the company that +she was "awfully tired," with a sigh that meant she would like to be +carried up to bed. She was carried. The procession moved slowly, Tim +and Judy bringing up the rear. But while Tim talked about a water-rat +he meant to kill next day with an air-gun, Judy used her eyes +assiduously, still hoping to discover Cousin William crumpled up in +some incredible hiding-place. They told their mother nothing. The +matter was private. It was between themselves and him. It would have to +be cleared up on the morrow--if they remembered. On the upper landing, +however, there was a curious sound. Maria, half asleep in the maternal +arms, did not hear it, apparently, but the other two children exchanged +sudden, recriminating glances. A door stood ajar, and light came +through it from the room within. This curious sound came with it. It +was a sneeze--a regular Nindian sneeze. + +"We never thought of looking _there_," they said reproachfully. +Come-Back Stumper had simply gone to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE BIRTH OF WONDER + + +Meanwhile their father alone grew neither older nor larger. His +appearance did not change. They could not imagine that he would ever +change. He still went up to London in the morning, he still came down +again, he still continued to grind out stories which they thought +wonderful, and he still, on occasions, said mysteriously, "A day will +come," or its variants, "Some day," and "A day is coming." Yet, though +he had Fancy, he had not Imagination. He did not satisfy them. For +while Fancy may attend the birth of Wonder, Imagination alone +accompanies her growth. Daddy was too full of stationery and +sealing-wax in his daily work to have got very far. + +Aunt Emily also still was there, explaining everything and saying No, +shaking her head at them, or holding up a warning finger. Their outward +life, indeed, showed little change, but it included one important +novelty that affected all their present and all their subsequent +existence, too. They made a new friend--their father's brother. + +When first his visit was announced, they had their doubts about +him--"your Uncle Felix" had a very questionable sound indeed, but the +fact that he lived in Paris and was a writer of sea-stories and +historical novels counterbalanced the handicap of the unpleasant +"Felix." For to their ears Felix was not a proper sort of name at all; +it was all right for a horse or a dog or even for a town, but for a man +who was also a relation it was a positive disaster. It would not +shorten for one thing, and for another it reminded them of "a king, or +some one in a history book," and thus did not predispose them in his +favour. It was simply what Tim called a "beastly name." Aunt Emily, +however, was responsible for their biggest prejudice against him: "You +must remember not to bother him, children; you must never disturb him +when he's working." And as Uncle Felix was coming to stay for several +weeks in the Mill House, they regarded him in advance as some kind of +horrible excitement they must put up with. + +However, as most things in life go by contraries, this Uncle Felix +person turned out just the opposite. Within an hour of his arrival he +was firmly established as friend and ally, yet so quickly and easily +was this adjustment brought about that no one could say exactly how it +happened. They themselves said nothing--just stood and stared at him; +Daddy and Mother said the expected things, and Aunt Emily, critical and +explanatory as usual, found it necessary to add: "You'll find it such a +quiet house to work in, Felix, and the children will never interfere or +get in your way." She was evidently proud of her relative and his +famous books. "They'll be as good as gold--won't you, Judy?" by which +name she referred to the trio as a whole. + +Whereupon Judy smiled and nodded shyly, Tim bent down and scratched his +stocking, and Maria, her face expressionless, merely stared at her aunt +as though she--Emily, that is--were a piece of inanimate furniture. + +"I see," said Uncle Felix carelessly, and glanced down at the trio. + +That was all he said. But it was the way he said it that instantly +explained his position. He looked at them and said, "I see"; no more +than that--and it was done. They knew, he knew, Aunt Emily also knew. +Two little careless words--and then continued to talk of Paris, the +Channel crossing, and the weather. + +"Didn't he squash her just!" remarked Tim, when they were alone +together. "She expected him to thank her awfully and give her a kiss." +And, accordingly, none of them were in the least surprised when he +suddenly poked his head inside the door as they lay in bed and +explained that he had just looked in to say good-night, and when he +left them a moment later added gravely from the door: "Mind, you never +disturb me, children; because, if you do--!" He shook a warning finger +and was gone. He looked enormous in the doorway. + +From that moment Uncle Felix became an important factor in their lives. +The mysterious compact between them all was signed and sealed, yet none +could say who drew it up and worded it. His duties became considerable. +He almost took Daddy's place. The Study, indeed, at certain hours of +the evening, became their recognised nesting place, and Daddy was as +pleased as they themselves were. He seemed relieved. He rarely ground +out epics now when his brain was tired and full of Government +stationery and sealing-wax. Uncle Felix held the wizard's wand, and +what he did with it was this: he raised the sense of wonder in them to +a higher level. Daddy had awakened it, and fed it with specimens they +could understand. But Uncle Felix poked it into yet greater activity by +giving them something that no one could ever possibly understand! He +stimulated it so that it worked in them spontaneously and of its own +accord. He made it _grow_. And no amount of Aunt Emilies in the world +could stop him. + +Their father felt no jealousy. When the story-hour came round, he +produced a set of sentences he kept slyly up his sleeve for the +occasion. "Ask your Uncle Felix; he's better at stories and things than +I am. It's his business." This was the model. A variation ran: "Oh, +don't bother me just now, children. I've got a lot of figures to +digest." But the shortest version was simply, "Run and plague your +uncle. I'm too busy." + +"Try Mother" was used when Uncle Felix was in hiding. Only it had no +result. Mother's mind was too diffuse to carry conviction. It was +soaked in servants and things. In another sense it was too exact. The +ingredients of her stories were like a cooking recipe. Besides, hers +was the unpardonable fault of never forgetting the time. On the very +stroke of the clock she broke off abruptly with "Now it's bed-time; you +shall hear the rest another night." Daddy forgot, or pleaded for "ten +minutes more." Uncle Felix, however, said flatly, "They can't go till +it's finished"--and he meant it. His voice was deep and gruff--"like a +dog's," according to Maria--and his laugh was like a horse's neigh; it +made the china rattle. He was "frightfully strong," too, stronger than +Weeden, for he could take a child under each arm and another on his +back--and run! He never smiled when he told his stories, and, though +this made them seem extra real, it also alarmed deliciously--in the +terrible places. Perched on his gigantic knees, they felt "like up the +cedar," and when he stretched an arm or leg it was the great cedar +branch swaying in the wind. + +His manner, too, was stern to severity, and his voice was so deep +sometimes that they could "feel it rumbling inside," as though he had +"swallowed the dinner gong." He was a very important man somewhere; +Daddy was just in the Stationery Office, but Uncle Felix was an author, +and the very title necessarily included awe. He wrote +"storical-novuls." His name was often in the newspapers. They connected +him with the "Govunment." It had to do somewhere with the Police. No +one trifled with Uncle Felix. Yet, strange to say, the children never +could be properly afraid of him, although they tried very hard. Their +audacity, their familiarity, their daring astonished everybody. The +gardeners and coachmen, to say nothing of the indoor servants, treated +him as though he was some awful emperor. But the children simply pushed +him about. He might have been a friendly Newfoundland dog that wore +tail-coats and walked on his hind legs, for all they feared reprisals. + +He gave them a taste of his quality soon after his arrival. + +"No, children, it's impossible now. I'm busy over a scene of my +storicalnovul. Ask your father." He growled it at them, frowning darkly. + +The parental heels had just that instant vanished round the door. + +"Father's got the figures and says he can't." + +"Or your mother--" he said, gruffly. + +"Mother's doing servants in the housekeeper's room." + +"Take your foot out of my waistcoat pocket this instant," he roared. + +"Why?" enquired Maria. "How else can I climb up?" + +He shook and swayed like the cedar branch, but he did not shake her +off. "Because," he thundered, "there's money in it, and you've got +holes in your stockings, and toes with you are worse than fingers." + +And he strode across the floor, Tim clinging to one leg with both feet +off the ground, and Judy pushing him behind as though he were a heavy +door that wouldn't open. He was very angry indeed. He told them plainly +what he thought about them. He explained the philosophy of authors to +them in brutal sentences. "Leave me alone, you little botherations!" he +cried. "I'm in the middle of a scene in a storicalnovul." It was +disgraceful that a man could lose his temper so. "Leave me alone, or +I'll ..." + +In the corner of the big nursery sofa there was sudden silence. It was +a chilly evening in early spring. Between the bars across the windows +the wisteria leaves sifted the setting sunlight. The railway train lay +motionless upon the speckled carpet. A cat, so fat it couldn't unroll, +lay in a ball of mystery against the high guard of wire netting before +the fire. Outside the wind went moaning. + +And Time ran backwards, or else the clock stopped dead. Dusk slipped in +between the window bars. The cedars on the lawn became gigantic. They +heard the haystacks shuffling out of their tarpaulins. The whole house +rose into the air and floated off. Mother, Daddy, Nurses, beds dropped +from the windows as it sailed away. All were left behind, forgotten +details of some stupid and uncomfortable life elsewhere. + +"Quite ready," sighed the top of one cedar to the other. + +"And waiting, too," an answer came from nowhere. + +And then the Universe paused and settled with a little fluttering sound +of wonder. The onceuponatime Moment entered the room.... + +"There was a thing that nobody could understand," began the deep, gruff +voice. "And this thing that nobody could understand was something no +one understood at all." + +"That's twice they couldn't understand it," observed Judy, in the +slight pause he made for effect. + +"It was alive," he went on, "and very beautiful, so beautiful, in fact, +that people were astonished and felt rather ashamed because they +couldn't understand it. Some declared it wasn't worth understanding at +all; others said it might be worth understanding if they had the time +to think about it; and the rest decided that it was nothing much, and +promptly forgot that it existed. Their lives grew rather dull in +consequence. A few, however, set to work to discover what it was. For +the beauty of it set something in them strangely burning." + +"It was a firework, I think," remarked Maria, then felt she had said +quite an awful thing. For Tim just looked at her. "It's alive, Uncle +Felix told you," he stated. She was obliterated--for the moment. + +"Yes," resumed the story-teller, "it was alive, and its beauty set the +hearts of a few people on fire to know what it meant. It was difficult +to find, however, and difficult to see properly when found. + +"These people tried to copy it, and couldn't. Though it looked so +simple it was impossible to imitate. It went about so quickly, too, +that they couldn't catch hold of it and--" + +"But have _you_ seen it?" asked Judy, her head bobbing up into his face +with eager curiosity. + +It was a vital question. All waited anxiously for his reply. + +"I have," he answered convincingly. "I saw it first when I was about +your age, and I've never forgotten it." + +"But you've seen it since, haven't you? It's still in the world, isn't +it?" + +"I've seen it since, and it's still in the world. Only no one knows to +this day why it's there. No one can explain it. No one can understand +it. It's so beautiful that it makes you wonder, and it's so mysterious +that it makes you--" + +"What?" asked Tim for the others, while he paused a moment and stared +into their gazing faces. + +"Wonder still more," he added. + +Another pause followed. + +"Then is your heart still burning, Uncle Felix?" Judy enquired, +prodding him softly. "And does it matter much?" + +"It matters a great deal, yes, because I want to find out, and cannot. +And the burning goes on and on whenever I see the +thing-that-nobody-can-understand, and even when I don't see it but just +think about it--which is pretty often. Because, if I found out why it's +there, I should know so much that I should give up writing +storicalnovuls and become a sort of prophet instead." + +They stared in great bewilderment. Their curiosity was immense. They +were dying to know what the thing was, but it was against the Rules to +ask outright. + +"Were their lives _very_ dull?"--Maria set this problem, suddenly +recalling something at the beginning of the story. + +"Oh, very dull indeed. They had no sense of wonder--those who forgot." + +"How awful for them!" + +"Awful," he agreed, in a long-drawn whisper, shuddering. + +And that shudder ran through every one. The children turned towards the +darkening room. The gloomy cupboard was a blotch of shadow. The table +frowned. The bookshelves listened. The white face of the cuckoo clock +peered down upon them dimly from the opposite wall, and the chairs, it +seemed, moved up a little closer. But through the windows the stars +were beginning to peep, and they saw the crests of the friendly cedars +waving against the fading sky. + +He pointed. High above the cedars, where the first stars twinkled, the +blue was deep and exquisitely shaded from the golden streak below it +into a colour almost purple. + +"The thing that nobody could understand was even more wonderful than +_that_," he whispered. "But no one could tell why it was there; no one +could guess; no one could find out. And to this day--no one _can_ find +out." + +His voice grew lower and lower and lower still. + +"To-morrow I'll show it to you. You shall see it for yourselves." + +They hardly heard him now. The voice seemed far away. What could it +be--this very, very wonderful thing? + +"We'll go out and find one...by the stream ...where the willows +bend...and shake their pointed leaves.... We'll go to-morrow...." + +His voice died away inside his waistcoat. Not a sound was audible. The +children were very close against him. In his big hands he took each +face in turn and put his lips inside the rim of three small ears. + +He told the secret then, while wonder filled the room and hovered +exquisitely above the crowded chair.... + +Awakened by the silence, presently, the ball of black unrolled itself +beside the wire fender, it stretched its four black legs. And the +children, hushed, happy, and with a mysterious burning in their hearts, +went off willingly to bed, to dream of wonder all night long, and to +ask themselves in sleep, _"Why God has put blue dust upon the body of a +dragon-fly?"_ + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE GROWTH OF WONDER + + +The story of the dragon-fly marked a turning-point in their lives; they +realised that life was crammed with things that nobody could +understand. Daddy's reign was over, and Uncle Felix had ascended the +throne. Wonder--but a growing wonder--ruled the world. The great +Stranger they had always been vaguely expecting had drawn nearer; it +was not Uncle Felix, yet he seemed the forerunner somehow. That "Some +Day" of Daddy's--they had almost forgotten its existence--became more +and more a possibility. Life had two divisions now: Before Uncle Felix +came--and Now. To Maria alone there seemed no interval. To her it was +always Now. She had so much wonder in her that she _knew_. + +Outwardly the household ran along as usual, but inwardly this enormous +change was registered in three human hearts. The adventures they had +before Uncle Felix came were the ordinary kind all children know; they +invented them themselves. Their new adventures were of a different +order--impossible but true. Their uncle had brought a key that opened +heaven and earth. + +He did not know that he had brought this key. It was just natural--he +let himself in because it was his nature so to do; the others merely +went in with him. He worked away in his room, covering reams of paper +with nonsense out of his big head; and the trio never disturbed him or +knocked at his door, or even looked for him: they knew that his real +life ran with theirs, and the moment he had covered so many dozen +sheets he would appear and join them. All people had their duties; his +duty was to fill so many sheets a day for printers; but his important +life belonged to them and they just lived it naturally together. He +would never leave the Old Mill House. The funny thing was--whatever had +he done with himself before he came there! + +Everything he said and did lit up the common things of daily life with +this strange, big wonder that was his great possession. Yet his method +was simple and instinctive; he never thought things out; he just--knew. + +And the effect of his presence upon the other Authorities was +significant. Not that the Authorities admitted or even were aware of +it, but that the children saw them differently. Aunt Emily, for +instance, whom they used to dread, they now felt sorry for. She was so +careful and particular that she was afraid of life, afraid of living. +Prudence was slowly killing her. Everything must be done in a certain +way that made it safe; only, by the time it was safe it was no longer +interesting. They saw clearly how she missed everything owing to the +excessive caution and preparation in her: by the time she was ready, +the thing had simply left. Instead of coming into the hayfield at once +and enjoying it, she uttered so many warnings and gave so much advice +against disaster--"better take this," and "better not take that"--that +by the time they got there the hayfield had lost all its wonder. It was +just a damp, untidy hayfield. + +Daddy, however, gained in glory. He approved of his big brother. On his +return from London every evening the first thing he asked was, "What +have you all been up to to-day? Has Uncle Felix given you the moon or +rolled the sun and stars into a coloured ball?" Weeden, too, had grown +in mystery--he made the garden live, and understood the secret life of +every growing thing; while Thompson and Mrs. Horton, each in their +separate ways, led lives of strange activity in the lower regions of +the house till the kitchen seemed the palace of an ogress and the +pantry was its haunted vestibule. "Mrs. Horton's kitchen" was a phrase +as powerful as "Open Sesame"; and "the butler's pantry" edged the world +of mighty dream. + +Above all, Mother occupied a new relationship towards them that made +her twice as splendid as before. Until Uncle Felix came, she was simply +"Mother," who loved them whatever they did and made allowances for +everything. That was her duty, and unless they provided her with +something to make allowances for they had failed in what was expected +of them. Her absorption in servants and ordering of meals, in choosing +their clothes and warning Jackman about their boots--all this was a +chief reason for her existence, and if they didn't eat too much +sometimes and wear their boots out and tear their clothes, Mother would +have been without her normal occupation. Whereas now they saw her in +another light, touched with the wonder of the sun and stars. It was +proper, of course, for her to have children, but they realised now that +she contrived to make the whole world work somehow for their benefit. +Mother not only managed the entire Household, from the dinner-ordering +slate at breakfast-time to the secret whisperings with Jackman behind +the screen at bedtime, or the long private interviews with Daddy in his +study after tea: she led a magnificent and stupendous life that +regulated every smallest detail of their happiness. She was for ever +thinking of them and slaving for their welfare. The wonder of her +enormous love stole into their discerning hearts. They loved her +frightfully, and told her all sorts of little things that before they +had kept concealed. There were heaps and heaps of mothers in the world, +of course; they were knocking about all over the place; but there was +only one single Mother, and that was theirs. + +Yet, in his own peculiar way, it was Uncle Felix who came first. Daddy +believed in a lot of things; Mother believed in many things; Aunt Emily +believed in certain things done at certain times and in a certain way. +But Uncle Felix believed in everything, everywhere and always. To him +nothing was ever impossible. He held, that is, their own eternal creed. +He was akin to Maria, moreover, and Maria, though silent, was his +spokesman often. + +"Why _does_ a butterfly fly so dodgy?" inquired Tim, having vainly +tried to catch a Painted Lady on the lawn. + +Daddy made a grimace and shrugged his shoulders, yet left the insect +quite as wonderful as it was before. Mother looked up from her knitting +with a gentle smile and said, "Does it, darling? I hadn't noticed." +Aunt Emily, balancing her parasol to keep the sun away, observed in an +educational tone of voice, "My dear Tim, what foolish questions you +ask! It's because its wings are so large compared to the rest of its +body. It can't help itself, you see." She belittled the insect and took +away its wonder. She explained. + +Tim, unsatisfied, moved over to the wicker chair where Uncle Felix sat +drowsily smoking his big meerschaum pipe. He pointed to the vanishing +Painted Lady and repeated his question in a lower voice, so that the +others could not hear: + +"Why does it fly like that--all dodgy?" Whatever happened, the boy knew +his Uncle would leave the butterfly twice as wonderful as he found it. + +But no immediate answer came. They watched it for a moment together in +silence. It behaved in the amazing way peculiar to its kind. Nothing in +the world flies like a butterfly. Birds and other things fly straight, +or sweep in curves, or rise and drop in understandable straight lines. +But the Painted Lady obeyed no such rules. It dodged and darted, it +jerked and shot, it was everywhere and anywhere, least of all where it +ought to have been. The swallows always missed it. It simply +doubled--and disappeared round the corner of the building. + +Then, puffing at his pipe, Uncle Felix looked at Tim and said, "I +couldn't tell you. It's one of the things nobody can understand, I +think." + +"Yes," agreed Tim, "it must be." + +There was a considerable pause. + +"But there must be some way of finding out," the boy said presently. He +had been thinking over it. + +"There is." The man rose slowly from his chair. + +"What is it?" came the eager question. + +"Try it ourselves, and see if we can do the same!" + +And they went off instantly, hand in hand, and vanished round the +corner of the building. + +The adventures they had since Uncle Felix came were of this impossible +and marvellous order. That strange and lovely cry, "There's some one +coming," ran through the listening world. "I believe there is," said +Uncle Felix. "Some day he'll come and a tremendous thing will happen," +was another form of it, to which the answer was, "I know it will." + +It was much nearer to them than before. It was just below the edge of +the world, the edge of life. It was in the air. Any morning they might +wake and find the great thing was there--arrived in the night while +they were sound asleep. So many things gave hints. A book _might_ tell +of it between the lines; each time a new book was opened a thrill +slipped out from the pages in advance. Yet no book they knew had ever +told it really. Out of doors, indeed, was the more likely place to +expect it. The tinkling stream either ran towards it, or else came from +it; that was its secret, the secret it was always singing about day and +night. But it was impossible to find the end or beginning of any +stream. Wind, moreover, announced it too, for wind didn't tear about +and roar like that for nothing. Spring, however, with its immense hope +and expectation, gave the clearest promise of all. In winter it hid +inside something, or at least went further away; yet even in winter the +marvellous something or some one lay waiting underneath the snow, +behind the fog, above the clouds. One day, some day, next day, or the +day after to-morrow--and it would suddenly be there beside them. + +Whence came this great Expectancy they never questioned, nor what it +was exactly, nor who had planted it. This was a mystery, one of the +things that no one can understand. They felt it: that was all they +knew. It was more than Wonder, for Wonder was merely the sign and proof +that they were seeking. It was faint and exquisite in them, like some +far, sweet memory they could never quite account for, nor wholly, even +once, recapture. They remembered almost--almost before they were born. + +"We'll have a look now," Uncle Felix would say every walk they took; +but before they got very far it was always time to come in again. +"That's the bother of everything," he agreed with them. "Time always +prevents, doesn't it? If only we could make it stop--get behind time, +as it were--we might have a chance. Some day, perhaps, we shall." + +He left the matter there, but they never forgot that pregnant remark +about stopping time and getting in behind it. No, they never forgot +about it. At Christmas, Easter, and the like, it came so near that they +could almost smell it, but when these wonderful times were past they +looked back and knew it had not really come. The holidays cheated them +in a similar way. Yet, when it came, they knew it would be as natural +and simple as eating honey, though at the same time with immense +surprise in it. And all agreed that it was somehow connected with the +Dawn, for the Dawn, the opening of a new day, was something they had +heard about but never witnessed. Dawn must be exceedingly wonderful, +because, while it happened daily, none of them had ever seen it happen. +A hundred times they had agreed to wake and have a look, but the Dawn +had always been too quick and quiet. It slipped in ahead of them each +time. They had never seen the sun come up. + +In some such sudden, yet quite natural way, this stupendous thing they +expected would come up. It would suddenly be there. Everybody, +moreover, expected it. Grown-ups pretended they didn't, but they did. +Catch a grown-up when he wasn't looking, and he _was_ looking. He +didn't like to be caught, that's all, for as often as not he was +smiling to himself, or just going to--cry. + +They shared, in other words, the great, common yearning of the world; +only they knew they yearned, whereas the rest of the world forgets. + +"I think," announced Judy one day--then stopped, as though unsure of +herself. + +"Yes?" said her Uncle encouragingly. + +"I think," she went on, "that the Night-Wind knows an awful lot, if +only--" she stopped again. + +"If only," he helped her. + +"We," she continued. + +"Could," he added. + +"Catch it!" she finished with a gasp, then stared at him expectantly. + +And his answer formed the subject of conversation for fully half an +hour in the bedroom later, and for a considerable time after Jackman +had tucked them up and taken the candle away. They watched the shadows +run across the ceiling as she went along the passage outside; they +heard her steps go carefully downstairs; they waited till she had +safely disappeared, for the door was ajar, and they could hear her +rumbling down into the lower regions of Mrs. Horton's kitchen--and then +they sat up in bed, hugged their knees, shuddered with excitement, and +resumed the conversation exactly where it had been stopped. + +For Uncle Felix had given a marvellous double-barrelled answer. He had +said, "We can." And then he had distinctly added, "We will!" + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +IMAGINATION WAKES + + +For the Night-Wind already had a definite position in the mythology of +the Old Mill House, and since Uncle Felix had taken to reading aloud +certain fancy bits from the storicalnovul he was writing at the moment, +it had acquired a new importance in their minds. + +These fancy bits were generally scenes of action in which the +Night-Wind either dropped or rose unexpectedly. He used the children as +a standard. "Thank you very much, Uncle," meant failure, the +imagination was not touched; but questions were an indication of +success, the audience wanted further details. For he knew it was the +child in his audience that enjoyed such scenes, and if Tim and Judy +felt no interest, neither would Mr. and Mrs. William Smith of Peckham. +To squeeze a question out of Maria raised hopes of a second edition! + +A Duke, disguised as a woman or priest, landing at night; a dark man +stealing documents from a tapestried chamber of some castle, where bats +and cobwebs shared the draughty corridors--such scenes were incomplete +unless a Night-Wind came in audibly at critical moments. It wailed, +moaned, whistled, cried, sang, sighed, soughed or--sobbed. Keyholes and +chimneys were its favourite places, but trees and rafters knew it too. +The sea, of course, also played a large part in these adventures, for +water above all was the element Uncle Felix loved and understood, but +this Night-Wind, being born at sea, was also of distinct importance. +The sea was terrible, the wind was sad. + +To the children it grew more and more distinct with each appearance. It +had a personality, and led a curious and wild existence. It had +privileges and prerogatives. Owing to its various means of vocal +expression--singing, moaning, and the rest--a face belonged to it with +lips and mouth; teeth too, since it whistled. It ran about the world, +and so had feet; it flew, so wings pertained to it; it blew, and that +meant cheeks of sorts. It was a large, swift, shadowy being whose ways +were not the ordinary ways of daylight. It struck blows. It had +gigantic hands. Moreover, it came out only after dark--an ominous and +suspicious characteristic rather. + +"Why isn't there a day-wind too?" inquired Judy thoughtfully. + +"There is, but it's _quite_ a different thing," Uncle Felix answered. +"You might as well ask why midday and midnight aren't the same because +they both come at twelve o'clock. They're simply different things." + +"Of course," Tim helped him unexpectedly; "and a man can't be a woman, +can it?" + +The Night-Wind's nature, accordingly, remained a mystery rather, and +its sex was also undetermined. Whether it saw with eyes, or just felt +its way about like a blind thing, wandering, was another secret matter +undetermined. Each child visualised it differently. Its hiding-place in +the daytime was equally unknown. Owls, bats, and burglars guessed its +habits best, and that it came out of a hole in the sky was, perhaps, +the only detail all unanimously agreed upon. It was a pathetic being +rather. + +This Night-Wind used to come crying round the bedroom windows +sometimes, and the children liked it, although they did not understand +all its melancholy beauty. They heard the different voices in it, +although they did not catch the meaning of the words it sang. They +heard its footsteps too. Its way of moving awed them. Moreover, it was +for ever trying to get in. + +"It's wings," said Judy, "big, dark wings, very soft and feathery." + +"It's a woman with sad, black eyes," thought Tim, "that's how I like +it." + +"It's some one," declared Maria, who was asleep before it came, so +rarely heard it at all. And they turned to Uncle Felix who knew all +that sort of thing, or at any rate could describe it. He found the +words. They lay hidden in his thick back hair apparently--there was +little on the top!--for he always scratched his head a good deal when +they asked him questions about such difficult matters. "What is it +_really_--the Night-Wind?" they asked gravely; "and why does it sound +so _very_ different from the wind in the morning or the afternoon?" + +"There _is_ a difference," he replied carefully. "It's a quick, dark, +rushing thing, and it moves like--like anything." + +"We know _that_," they told him. + +"And it has long hair," he added hurriedly, looking into Tim's staring +eyes. "That's what makes it swish. The swishing, rushing, hushing sound +it makes--that's its hair against the walls and tiles, you see." + +"It _is_ a woman, then?" said Tim proudly. All looked up, wondering. An +extraordinary thing was in the air. A mystery that had puzzled them for +ages was about to be explained. They drew closer round the sofa, and +Maria blundered against the table, knocking some books off with a +resounding noise. It was their way of reminding him that he had +promised. "Hush, hush!" said Uncle Felix, holding up a finger and +glancing over his shoulder into the darkened room. "It may be coming +now... Listen!" + +"Yes, but it is a woman, isn't it?" insisted Tim, in a hurried whisper. +He had to justify himself before his sisters. Uncle Felix must see to +that first. + +The big man opened his eyes very wide. He shuddered. "It's a--Thing," +was the answer, given in a whisper that increased the excitement of +anticipation. "It certainly is a--Thing! Now hush! It's coming!" + +They listened then intently. And a sound _was_ heard. Out of the starry +summer night it came, quite softly, and from very far away--upon +discovery bent, upon adventure. Reconnoitering, as from some deep +ambush in the shrubberies where the blackbirds hid and whistled, it +flew down against the house, stared in at the nursery windows, +fluttered up and down the glass with a marvellous, sweet humming--and +was gone again. + +"Listen!" the man's voice whispered; "it will come back presently. It +saw us. It's awfully shy--" + +"Why is it awfully shy?" asked Judy in an undertone. + +"Because people make it mean so much more than it means to mean," he +replied darkly. "It never gets a chance to be just itself and play its +own lonely game--" + +"We've called it things," she stated. + +"But we haven't written books about it and put it into poetry," Uncle +Felix corrected her with an audacity that silenced them. "We play our +game; it plays its." + +"It plays its," repeated Tim, amused by the sound of the words. + +"And that's why it's shy," the man held them to the main point, "and +dislikes showing itself--" + +"But why is its game lonely?" some one asked, and there was a general +feeling that Uncle Felix had been caught this time without an answer. +For what explanation could there possibly be of that? Their faces were +half triumphant, half disappointed already. + +He smiled quietly. He knew everything--everything in the world. "It's +unhappy as well as shy," he sighed, "because nothing will play with it. +Everything is asleep at night. It comes out just when other things are +going in. Trees answer it, but they answer in their sleep. Birds, +tucked away in nests and hiding-places, don't even answer at all. The +butterflies are gone, the insects lost. Leaves and twigs don't care +about being blown when there's no one there to see them. They hide too. +If there are clouds, they're dark and sulky, keeping their jolly sides +towards the stars and moon. Nothing will play with the Night-Wind. So +it either plays with the tiles on the roof and the telegraph +wires--dead things that make a lot of noise, but never leave their +places for a proper game--or else just--plays with itself. Since the +beginning of the world the Night-Wind has been shy and lonely and +unhappy." + +It was unanswerable. They understood. Their sense of pity was greatly +touched, their love as well. + +"Do pigs really see the wind, as Daddy says?" inquired Maria abruptly, +feeling the conversation beyond her. She merely obeyed the laws of her +nature. But no one answered her; no one even heard the question. +Another sound absorbed their interest and attention. There was a low, +faint tapping on the window-pane. A hush, like church, fell upon +everybody. + +And Uncle Felix stood up to his full height suddenly, and opened his +arms wide. He drew a long, deep breath. + +"Come in," he said splendidly. + +The tapping, however, grew fainter and fainter, till it finally ceased. +Everybody waited expectantly, but it was not repeated. Nothing +happened. Nobody came in. The tapper had retreated. + +"It was a twig," whispered Judy, after a pause. "The Virgin Creeper--" + +"But it was the wind that shook it," exclaimed Uncle Felix, still +standing and waiting as though he expected something. "The +Night-Wind--Look out!" + +A roaring sound over the roof drowned his words; it rose and fell like +laughter, then like crying. It dropped closer, rushed headlong past the +window, rattled and shook the sash, then dived away into the darkness. +Its violence startled them. A deep lull followed instantly, and the +little tapping of the twig was heard again. Odd! Just when the +Night-Wind seemed furthest off it was all the time quite near. It had +not really gone at all; it was hiding against the outside walls. It was +watching them, trying to get in. The tapping continued for half a +minute or more--a series of hurried, gentle little knocks as from a +child's smallest finger-tip. + +"It wants to come in. It's trying," whispered some one. + +"It's awfully shy." + +"It's lonely and frightfully unhappy." + +"It likes us and wants to play." + +There was another pause and silence. No one knew quite what to do. +"There's too much light. Let's put the lamp out," said a genius, using +the voice of Judy. + +As though by way of answer there followed instantly a sudden burst of +wind. The torrent of it drove against the house; it boomed down the +chimney, puffing an odour of soot into the room; it shook the door into +the passage; it lifted an edge of carpet, flapping it. It shouted, +whistled, sang, using a dozen different voices all at once. The roar +fell into syllables. It was amazing. A great throat uttered words. They +could scarcely believe their ears. + +The wind was shouting with a joyful, boisterous shout: "Open the +window! _I'll_ put out the light!" + +All heard the wonderful thing. Yet it seemed quite natural in a way. +Uncle Felix, still standing and waiting as though he knew not exactly +what was going to happen, moved forward at once and boldly opened the +window's lower sash. In swept the mighty visitor, the stranger from the +air. The lamp gave one quick flicker and went out. Deep stillness +followed. There was a silence like the moon. + +The shy Night-Wind had come into the room. + +Ah, there was awe and wonder then! The silence was so unexpected. The +whole wind, not merely part of it, was in. It had come so gently, +softly, delicately too! In the darkness the outline of the window-frame +was visible; Uncle Felix's big figure blocked against the stars. Judy's +head could be seen in silhouette against the other window, but Tim and +Maria, being smaller, were merged in the pool of shadow below the level +of the sill. A large, spread thing passed flutteringly up and down the +room a moment, then came the rest. It settled over everything at once. +A rustle was audible as of trailing, floating hair. + +"It's hiding in the corners and behind the furniture," whispered Uncle +Felix; "keep quiet. If you frighten it--whew!"--he whistled +softly--"it'll be off above the tree-tops in a second!" + +A low soft whistle answered to his own; somewhere in the room it +sounded; there was no mistaking it, though the exact direction was +difficult to tell, for while Tim said it was through the keyhole, Judy +declared positively that it came from the door of the big, broken +cupboard opposite. Maria stated flatly, "Chimney." + +"Hush! It's talking." It was Uncle Felix's voice breathing very low. +"It likes us. It feels we're friendly." + +A murmur as of leaves was audible, or as of a pine bough sighing in a +breeze. Yet there were words as well--actual spoken words: + +"Don't look for me, please," they heard. "I do not want to be seen. But +you may touch me. I like that." + +The children spread their hands out in the darkness, groping, +searching, feeling. + +"Ah, your touch!" the sighing voice continued. + +"It's like my softest lawn. Your hair feels as my grass feels on the +hill-tops, and the skin of your cheeks is smooth and cool as the +water-surface of my lily ponds at midnight. I know you"--it raised its +tones to singing. "You are children. I kiss you all!" + +"I feel you," Judy said in her clear, quiet voice. "But you're cold." + +"Not really," was the answer that seemed all over the room at once. +"That's only the touch of space. I've come from very high up to-night. +There's been a change. The lower wind was called away suddenly to the +sea, and I dropped down with hardly a moment's warning to take its +place. The sun has been very tiresome all day--overheating the +currents." + +"Uncle, _you_ ask it everything," whispered Tim, "simply everything!" + +"Say how we love it, please," sighed Judy. "I feel it closing both my +eyes." + +"It's over all my face," put in Maria, drawing her breath in loudly. + +"But my hair's lifting!" Judy exclaimed. "Oh, it's lovely, lovely!" + +Uncle Felix straightened himself up in the darkness. They could hear +him breathing with the effort. "Please tell us what you do," he said. +"We all can feel you touching us. Play with us as you play with trees +and clouds and sleeping flowers along the hedgerows." + +A singing, whistling sound passed softly round the room; there was a +whirr and a flutter as when a flight of bees or birds goes down the +sky, and a voice, a plaintive yet happy voice, like the plover who cry +to each other on the moors, was audible: + + "I run about the world at night, + Yet cannot see; + My hair has grown so thick these millions years, + It covers me. + So, like a big, blind thing + I run about, + And know all things by touching them. + I touch them with my wings; + I know each one of you + By touching you; + I touch your _hearts_!" + +"I feel you!" cried Judy. "I feel you touching me!" + +"And I, and I!" the others cried. "It's simply wonderful!" + +An enormous sigh of happiness went through that darkened room. + +"Then play with me!" they heard. "Oh, children, play with me!" + +The wild, high sweetness in the windy voice was irresistible. The +children rose with one accord. It was too dark to see, but they flew +about the room without a fault or slip. There was no stumbling; they +seemed guided, lifted, swept. The sound of happy, laughing voices +filled the air. They caught the Wind, and let it go again; they chased +it round the table and the sofa; they held it in their arms until it +panted with delight, half smothered into silence, then marvellously +escaping from them on the elastic, flying feet that tread on forests, +clouds, and mountain tops. It rushed and darted, drove them, struck +them lightly, pushed them suddenly from behind, then met their faces +with a puff and shout of glee. It caught their feet; it blew their +eyelids down. Just when they cried, "It's caught! I've got it in my +hands!" it shot laughing up against the ceiling, boomed down the +chimney, or whistled shrilly as it escaped beneath the crack of the +door into the passage. The keyhole was its easiest escape. It grew +boisterous, singing with delight, yet was never for a moment rough. It +cushioned all its blows with feathers. + +"Where are you now? I felt your hair all over me. You've gone again!" +It was Judy's voice as she tore across the floor. + +"You're whacking me on the head!" cried Tim. "Quick, quick! I've got +you in my hands!" He flew headlong over the sofa where Maria sat +clutching the bolster to prevent being blown on to the carpet. + +They felt its soft, gigantic hands all over them; its silky coils of +hair entangled every movement; they heard its wings, its rushing, +sighing voice, its velvet feet. The room was in a whirr and uproar. + +"Uncle! Can't _you_ help? You're the biggest!" + +"But it's blown me inside out," he answered, in a curiously muffled +voice. "My fingers are blown off. It's taken all my breath away." + +The pictures rattled on the wall; loose bits of paper fluttered +everywhere; the curtains flapped out horizontally into the air. + +"Catch it! Hold it! Stop it!" cried the breathless voices. + +"Join hands," he gasped. "We'll try." And, holding hands, they raced +across the floor. They managed to encircle something with their spread +arms and legs. Into the corner by the door they forced a great, loose, +flowing thing against the wall. Wedged tight together like a fence, +they stooped. They pounced upon it. + +"Caught!" shouted Tim. "We've got you!" + +There was a laughing whistle in the keyhole just behind them. It was +gone. + +The window shook. They heard the wild, high laughter. It was out of the +room. The next minute it passed shouting above the cedar tops and up +into the open sky. And their own laughter went out to follow it across +the night. + +The room became suddenly very still again. Some one had closed the +window. The twig no longer tapped. The game was over. Uncle Felix +collected them, an exhausted crew, upon the sofa by his side. + +"It was very wonderful," he whispered. "We've done what no one has ever +done before. We've played with the Night-Wind, and the Night-Wind's +played with us. It feels happier now. It will always be our friend." + +"It was awfully strong," said Tim in a tone of awe. "It fairly banged +me." + +"But awfully gentle," Judy sighed. "It kissed me hundreds of times." + +"I felt it," announced Maria. + +"It's only a child, really," Uncle Felix added, half to himself, "a +great wild child that plays with itself in space--" + +He went on murmuring for several minutes, but the children hardly heard +the words he used. They had their own sensations. For the wind had +touched their hearts and made them think. They heard it singing now +above the cedars as they had never heard it sing before. It was alive +and lovely, it meant a new thing to them. For they had their little +aching sorrows too; it had taken them all away: they had their little +passionate yearnings and desires; it had prophesied fulfilment. The +dreamy melancholy of childhood, the long, long days, the haunted +nights, the everlasting afternoons--all these were in its wild, great, +windy voice, the sighing, the mystery, the laughter too. The joy of +strange fulfilment woke in their wind-kissed hearts. The Night-Wind was +their friend; they had played with it. Now everything could come true. + +And next day Maria, lost to the Authorities for over an hour, was at +length discovered by the forbidden pigsties in a fearful state of mess, +but very pleased and happy about something. She was watching the pigs +with eyes brimful of questioning wonder and excitement. She was +listening intently too. She wanted to find out for certain whether pigs +really--really and truly--saw--anything unusual! + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +WHERE WONDER HIDES + + +The children had never been to London, but they knew the direction in +which it lay--beyond the crumbling kitchen-garden wall, where the +wall-flowers grew in a proud colony. The sky looked different there, a +threatening quality in it. Both snow and thunderstorm came that way, +and the dirty sign-post "London Road" outside the lodge-gates was +tilted into the air significantly. + +They regarded London as a terrible place, though a necessity: Daddy's +office was there; Christmas and Birthday presents came from London, but +also it was where the Radical govunment lived--an enormous, evil, +octopus kind of thing that made Daddy poor. Weeden, too, had been known +to say dark things with regard to selling vegetables, hay, and stuff. +"What can yer igspect when a Radical govunment's in?" And the fact that +neither he nor Daddy did anything to move it away proved what a +powerful thing it was, and made them feel something hostile to their +happiness dwelt London-way beyond that crumbling wall. + +The composite picture grew steadily in their little minds. When ominous +clouds piled up on that northern horizon, floating imperceptibly +towards them, it was a fragment of London that had broken off and come +rolling along to hover above the old Mill House. A very black cloud was +the Seat of Govunment. + +London itself, however, remained as obstinately remote as Heaven, yet +the two visibly connected; for while the massed vapours were part of +London, the lanes and holes of blue were certainly the vestibule of +Heaven. "His seat is in the Heavens" must mean something, they argued. +They were quite sweetly reverent about it. They merely obeyed the +symbolism of primitive age. + +"I shall go to Heaven," Tim said once, when they discussed dying as if +it were a game. He wished to define his position, as it were. + +"But you haven't been to London yet," came the higher criticism from +Judy. "London's a metropolis." + +Metropolis! It was an awful thing to say, though no one quite knew why. +Part of their dread was traceable to this word. Ever since some one had +called it "the metropolis" in their hearing, they had associated vague +awe with the place. The ending "opolis" sounded to them like something +that might come "ontopofus"--and that, again, brought "octopus" into +the mind. It seemed reckless to mention London and Heaven together--yet +was right and proper at the same time. Both must one day be seen and +known, one inevitably as the other. Thus heavenly rights were included +in their minds with a ticket to London, far, far away, when they were +much, much older. And both trips were dreaded yet looked forward to. + +Maria, however, held no great opinion of either locality. She disliked +the idea of long journeys to begin with. Having no objection to moving +her eyes, she was opposed to moving her body--unless towards an +approved certainty. Puddings, bonfires, and laps at story-time were +approved certainties; Heaven and London apparently were not. She was +contented where she was. "London's a bother," was her opinion: it meant +a rush in the hall when the dog-cart was waiting for the train and +Daddy was too late to hear about bringing back a new blue eye for a +broken doll. And as for the other place--her ultimatum was hardly +couched in diplomatic language, to say the least. An eternal Sunday was +not her ideal of happiness. Aunt Emily, it was stated, would live in +Heaven when she died, and the place had lost its attractiveness in +consequence. For Aunt Emily used long words and heard their "Sunday +Colics," and the clothes she wore on that seventh workless day reminded +them of village funerals or unhappy women who came to see over the +house when it was to be let, and asked mysterious questions about +something called "the drains." Daddy's top-hat with a black band was +another item in the Sunday and Metropolis picture. London and Heaven, +as stated, were not looked forward to unreservedly. + +There were compensations, though. They knew the joy of deciding who +would go there. Stumper, of course, for one: it was the only place he +would not come back from: he would be K.C.B. Uncle Felix, too, because +it was his original source of origin. Mother repeatedly called him +"angel," and even if she hadn't, it was clear he knew all about both +places by the way he talked. Stumper's India was not quite believed in +owing to the way he described it, but Uncle Felix's London was real and +living, while the other marvellous things he told them could only have +happened in some kind of heavenly place. His position, therefore, was +unshakable, and Mother and Daddy also had immemorial rights. Others of +their circle, however, found themselves somewhat equivocally situated. +Thompson and Mrs. Horton were uncertain, for since there was "no +marriage" there, there could be no families to wait upon and cook for. +Weeden, also, was doubtful. Having never been to London, the +alternative happiness was not properly within his grasp, whereas the +Postman might be transferred from the metropolis to the stars at any +minute of the day or night. Those London letters he brought settled his +case beyond all argument whatever. + +All of which needs mention because there was a place called the End of +the World, and the title has of course to do with it. For the End of +the World is the hiding-place of Wonder. + +Beyond that crumbling kitchen-garden wall was a very delightful bit of +the universe. A battered grey fence kept out the road, but there were +slits between the boards through which the Passers-by could be secretly +observed. All Passers-by were criminals or heroes on their way to +mysterious engagements; the majority were disguised; many of them could +be heard talking darkly to themselves. They were a queer lot, those +Passers-by. Those who came _from_ London were escaping, but those going +north were intent upon awful business in the sinister +metropolis--explosions, murders, enormous jewel robberies, and +conspiracies against the Radicalgovunment. The solitary policeman who +passed occasionally was in constant terror of his life. They longed to +warn him. Yet he had his other side as well--his questionable side. + +This neglected patch of kitchen-garden, however, possessed other claims +to charm as well as the tattered fence. It was uncultivated. Some rows +of tangled currant bushes offered excellent cover; there was a fallen +elm tree whose trunk was "home"; a pile of rubbish that included +scrap-iron, old wheel-barrows, broken ladders, spades, and +wire-netting, and, chief of all, there was the spot behind the currant +bushes where Weeden, the Gardener, burnt dead leaves. It was sad, but +mysterious and beautiful too, this burning of the leaves; though, +according to Uncle Felix, who gave the Gardener's explanation, it was +right and necessary. They loved the smoke, too, hanging in the air +above the lawn, with its fragrant smell and shadowy distances: + +"Oh, Gardener! How can you let them burn?" + +"Because," he explained, "they've 'ad their turn, And nobody wants +their shade. + + These withered-up messes + Is worn-out old dresses + I tuck round the boots + Of the shiverin' roots + Till the Spring makes 'em over + Like roses and clover-- + But nobody wants dead leaves, dead leaves, + Nor nobody wants their shade!" + +A deserted corner, yet crowded gloriously with life. Adventure lurked +in every inch. There was danger, too, terror, wonder, and excitement. +And since for them it was the beginning of all things, they called it, +naturally, The End of the World. To escape to the End of the World, +unaccompanied by grown-ups, and, if possible, their whereabouts unknown +to anybody, was a daily duty second to no other. It was a duty, wet or +fine, they seldom left, neglected. + +Besides themselves, two others alone held passes to this sanctuary: +Uncle Felix, because he loved to go there (he wrote his adventure +stories there, saying anything might happen in such a lonely place), +and the Gardener, because he was obliged to. Come-Back Stumper was +excluded. They had taken him once, and he had said such an abominable +thing that he was never allowed to visit it again. "A messy hole," he +called it. Mr. Jinks had never even seen it, but, after his death in +the railway accident, his remains, recovered without charge from the +Hospital, had been buried somewhere in the scrap-heap. From this point +of view alone he knew the End of the World; he was worthy of no other. +His epitaph was appalling--too horrible to mention really. Tim composed +it, but Uncle Felix distinctly said that it never, _never_ must be +referred to audibly again: + + Here Matthew Jinks + Just lies and st-- + +"It's _not_ nice," he said emphatically, "and you mustn't say it. +Always speak well of the dead." And, as they couldn't honestly do that, +they obeyed him and left Mr. Jinks in his unhonoured grave, with a +broken wheel-barrow for a headstone and a mass of wire-netting to make +resurrection difficult. In order to get the disagreeable epitaph out of +their minds Uncle Felix substituted a kinder and gentler one, and made +them learn it by heart: + + Old Jinks lies here + Without a tear; + He meant no wrong, + But we didn't get along; + So Jinks lies here, + And we've nothing more to fear. + He's all right: + Jinks + Sinks + Out of sight! + +It was the proud colony of wallflowers that first made Uncle Felix like +the place. Their loveliness fluttered in the winds, and their perfume +stole down deliciously above the rubbish and neglect. They seemed to +him the soul of ruins triumphing over outward destruction. Hence the +delicate melancholy in their scent and hence their lofty chosen perch. +Out of decay they grew, yet invariably above it. Both sun and stars +were in their flaming colouring, and their boldness was true courage. +They caught the wind, they held the sunset and the dawn; they turned +the air into a shining garden. They stood somehow for a yearning beauty +in his own heart that expressed itself in his stories. + +"If you pick them," he warned Tim, who climbed like a monkey, and was +as destructive as his age, "the place will lose its charm. They grow +for the End of the World, and the End of the World belongs to them. +This wonderful spot will have no beauty when they're gone." To wear a +blossom in the hair or buttonhole was to be protected against decay and +ugliness. + +Most wonderful of all, however, was the door in the old grey fence; for +it was a Gateway, and a Gateway, according to Uncle Felix, was a solemn +thing. None knew where it led to, it was a threshold into an unknown +world. Ordinary doors, doors in a house, for instance, were not +Gateways; they merely opened into rooms and other familiar places. +Dentists, governesses, and bedrooms existed behind ordinary, indoor +doors; but out-of-doors opened straight into the sky, and in virtue of +it were extraordinary. They were Gateways. At the End of the World +stood a stupendous, towering door that was a Gateway. Another, even +more majestic, rose at the end of life. This door in the grey fence was +a solemn, mysterious, and enticing Gateway--into everything worth +seeing. + +It was invariably kept locked; it led into the high-road that slithered +along secretly and sedulously--to London. For the children it was out +of bounds. Here the Policeman lived in constant terror of his life, and +here went to and fro the strange world of Passers-by. The white road +flowed past like a river. It moved. From the lower branches of the +horse-chestnut tree they could just see it slide; also when the swing +went extra high, and from the end of the prostrate elm. It went in both +directions at once. It encircled the globe, going under the sea too. +The door leading into it was a quay or port. But the brass knob never +turned; the Gardener said there was no key; and from the outer side the +handle had long since been removed, lest Passers-by might see it and +come in. Even the keyhole had been carefully stuffed up with that +stringy stuff the Gardener carried in his pockets. + +Till, finally, something happened that made the End of the World seem +suddenly a new place. Tim noticed that the stringy stuff had been +removed. + +The day had been oppressively hot, and tempers had been sorely tried. +Mother had gone to lie down with a headache; Aunt Emily was visiting +the poor with a basket; Daddy was inaccessible in his study; all +Authorities were doing the dull things Authorities have to do. It was +September, and the world stood lost in this golden haze of unexpected +heat. Very still it stood, the yellow leaves quite motionless and the +smoke from the kitchen chimney hanging stiff and upright in the air. +There was no breath of wind. + +"There's simply _nothing_ to do," the children said--when suddenly +Uncle Felix arrived, and their listlessness was turned to life and +interest. He had gone up in the morning to London, and the suddenness +of his return was part of his prerogative. Stumper, Jinks, and other +folk were announced days and days beforehand, but Uncle Felix +just--came. + +"We'll go to the End of the World," he decided gravely, the moment he +had changed. "There's something going on there. Quick!" This meant, as +all knew, that he had an idea. They stole out, and no one saw them go. +Across the lawn and past the lime trees humming busily with tired bees, +they crept beneath the shadow of the big horse-chestnut, where the +staring windows of the house could no longer see them. They +disappeared. The Authorities might look and call for ever without +finding them. + +"Slower, please, a little," said Maria breathlessly, and was at once +picked up and carried. Moving cautiously through the laurel shrubbery, +they left the garden proper with its lawns and flower-beds, and entered +the forbidden region at the End of the World. They stood upright. Uncle +Felix dropped Maria like a bundle. + +"Look!" he said below his breath. "I told you so!" + +He pointed. The colony of wallflowers were fluttering in the windless +air. Nothing stirred but these. The stillness was unbroken. Sunshine +blazed on the rubbish-heap. The currant bushes watched. Deep silence +reigned everywhere. But the flowers on the crumbling wall waved +mysteriously their coloured banners of alarm. + +"It looks different," said Judy in a hushed aside. + +"Something's happened," whispered Tim, staring round him. + +Maria watched them from the ground, prepared to follow in any +direction, but in no hurry until a plan was decided. + +"The keyhole!" cried Tim loudly, and at the same moment a huge +blackbird flew out of the shrubberies behind them, and flashed across +the open space toward the orchard on the other side. It whistled a +long, shrill scream of warning. It was bigger by far than any ordinary +blackbird. + +"Home! Quick! Run for your lives!" cried some one, as they dashed for +the safety of the elm tree. Even Maria ran. They scrambled on to the +slippery, fallen trunk and gasped for breath as they stood balancing in +an uneasy row, all holding hands. + +"It was bigger than a hen," exclaimed Judy inconsequently. "It couldn't +have come through any keyhole." She stared with inquiring, startled +eyes at her brother. The bird and the keyhole were somehow lumped +together in her mind. + +"They've stopped," observed Maria, and sat down in the comfortable +niche between the lopped branch and the trunk. It was true. The +wallflowers were as motionless now as painted outlines on a nursery +saucer. + +"Because we're safe," said Uncle Felix. "It was a warning." + +And then all turned their attention to Tim's discovery of the keyhole. +For the stuffing had been removed. The white, dusty road gleamed +through the hole in a spot of shining white. + +"Hush!" whispered their guide. "There's something moving." + +"Perhaps it's Jinks in his cemetery," thought Judy after a pause to +listen. + +"No," said Uncle Felix with decision. "It's outside. It's on the--road!" + +His earnestness on these occasions always thrilled them; his gravity +and the calm way he kept his head invariably won their confidence. + +"The London Road!" they repeated. That meant the world. + +"Something going past," he added, listening intently. They listened +intently with him. All four were still holding hands. + +"The great High Road outside," he repeated softly, while they moved +instinctively to the highest part of the tree whence they could see +over the fence. They craned their necks. The dusty road was flowing +very swiftly, and like a river it had risen. Never before had it been +so easily visible. They saw the ruts the carts had made, the hedge upon +the opposite bank, the grassy ditch where the hemlock grew in feathery +quantities. They even saw loose flints upon the edge. But the actual +road was higher than before. It certainly was rising. + +"Metropolis!" cried Tim. "I see an eye!" + +Some one was looking through the keyhole at them. + +"An eye!" exclaimed several voices in a hushed, expectant tone. + +There was a pause, during which every one looked at every one else. + +"It's probably a tramp," said Uncle Felix gravely. "We'll let him in." + +The proposal, however, alarmed them, for they had expected something +very different. To stuff the keyhole, run away and hide, or at least to +barricade the fence was what he ought to have advised. Instead of this +they heard the very opposite. The excitement became intense. For them a +tramp meant danger, robbery with violence, intoxication, awful dirt, +and an under-the-bed-at-midnight kind of terror. It was so long since +they had seen the tramp--their own tramp--that they had forgotten his +existence. + +"They'll kill us at once," said Maria, using the plural with the +comprehensive and anticipatory vision of the child. + +"They're harmless as white mice," said her Uncle quickly, "once you +know how to treat them, and full of adventures too. I do," he added +with decision, referring to the treatment. And he stepped down to unbar +the gate. + +The children, breathless with interest, watched him go. On the trunk, +of course, they felt comparatively safe, for it was "home"; but none +the less the "girls" drew up their skirts a little, and Tim felt +premonitory thrills run up his spidery legs into his spine. The +wallflowers shook their tawny heads as a sudden breath of wind swept +past them across the End of the World. It seemed an age before the +audacious thing was accomplished and the door swung wide into the road +outside. Uncle Felix might so easily have been stabbed or poisoned or +suffocated--but instead they saw a shabby, tangled figure come +shuffling through that open gate upon a cloud of dust. + +"Quick! he's a perjured man!" cried Judy, remembering a newspaper +article. "Shut the gate!" She sprang down to help. "He'll be arrested +for a highway violence and be incarc-" + +There was confusion in her mind. She felt pity for this woebegone +shadow of a human being, and terror lest the Policeman, who lived on +the white, summery high road, would catch him and send him to the +gallows before he was safe inside. Her love was ever with the under dog. + +There was a rush and a scramble, the gate was shut, and the Tramp stood +gasping before them in the enchanted sanctuary of the End of the World. + +"He's ours!" exclaimed Judy. "It's our old tramp!" + +"Be very polite to him," Uncle Felix had time to whisper hurriedly, +seeing that all three stood behind him. "He's a great Adventurer and a +Wanderer too." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +A PRIEST OF WONDER + + +He was a grey and nameless creature of shadowy outline and vague +appearance. The eye focused him with difficulty. He had an air of a +broken tombstone about him, with moss and lichen in wayward patches, +for his face was split and cracked, and his beard seemed a continuation +of his hair; but he had soft blue eyes that had got lost in the general +tangle and seemed to stray about the place and peep out unexpectedly +like flowers hiding in a thick-set hedge. The face might be anywhere; +he might move suddenly in any direction; he was prepared, as it were, +to move forward, sideways, or backwards according as the wind decided +or the road appeared--a sort of universal scarecrow of a being +altogether. + +Yet, for all his forlorn and scattered attitude, there hung about his +rags an air of something noble and protective, something strangely +inviting that welcomed without criticism all the day might bring. +Homeless himself, and with no place to lay his extraordinary body, the +birds might have built their nests in him without alarm, or the furry +creatures of fields and woods have burrowed among his voluminous +misfit-clothing to shelter themselves from rain and cold. He would +gladly have carried them all with him, safely hidden from guns or traps +or policemen, glad to be useful, and careless of himself. That, at any +rate, was the mixed impression that he gave. + +"Thank you," he said in a comfortable sort of voice that sounded like +wind among telegraph wires on a high road: then added "kindly all." + +And instantly the children felt delighted with him; their sympathy was +gained; fear vanished; the Policeman, like a scape-goat, took all their +sins away. They did not actually move closer to the Tramp but their +eyes went nestling in and out among his tattered figure. Judy, however, +it was noticeable, looked at him as though spell-bound. To her he was, +perhaps, as her Uncle said, the Great Adventurer, the type of romantic +Wanderer for ever on the quest of perilous things--a Knight. + +It was Uncle Felix who first broke the pause. + +"You've come a long way," he suggested. + +"Oh, about the same as usual," replied the Tramp, as though all +distances and localities were one to him. + +"Which means--?" + +"From nowhere, and from everywhere." + +"And you are going on to--?" + +"Always the same place." + +"Which is--?" + +"The end." He said it in a rumbling voice that seemed to issue from a +pocket of the torn old coat rather than from his bearded mouth. + +"Oh, dear," sighed Judy, "that is a _very_ long way indeed. But, of +course, you never get tired out?" Her eyes were brimmed with admiration. + +He shrugged his great loose shoulders. It was odd how there seemed to +be another thing within all that baggy clothing and behind the hair. +The shaggy exterior covered a slimmer thing that was happy, laughing, +dancing to break out. "Not tired out," he said, "a bit sleepy +sometimes, p'r'aps." He glanced round him carelessly, his strange eyes +resting finally on Judy's face. "But there's lots of beds about," he +explained to her, "once you know how to make 'em." + +"Yes," the child murmured, with a kind of soft applause, "of course +there must be." + +"And those wot sleeps in ditches dreams the sweetest--that _I_ know." + +"They must," agreed Judy, as though grass and dock leaves were familiar +to her. "And you get up when you're ready, don't you?" + +"That's it," replied the wanderer. "Only you always _are_ ready." + +"But how do you know the time?" asked Tim. + +The Tramp turned round slowly and looked at his questioner. + +"Time!" he snorted. And he exchanged a mysterious glance of sympathy +with Maria, who lifted her eyes in return, but otherwise made no sign +whatever. "Sit quiet like," he added, "and everything worth 'aving +comes of itself. That's living that is. The 'ole world belongs to you." + +"I've got a watch," said Tim, as though challenged. "I've got an alarum +clock too. Only you have to wind them up, of course." + +"There you are!" the Tramp exclaimed, "you've got to wind 'em up. They +don't go of theirselves, do they?" + +"Oh, no." + +"I never knew 'appiness until I chucked my watch away," continued the +other. + +"_Your_ watch!" exclaimed Tim. + +"Well, not igsackly," laughed the Tramp. + +"Oh, he didn't mean _that_," Judy put in quickly. + +"I was usin' it at the time, any'ow," chuckled their guest, "and wot +you're usin' at the time belongs to you. I never knew 'appiness while I +kep' it. Watches and clocks only mean 'urry. It's an endless job, +tryin' to keep up with 'em. You've got to go so fast for one thing--I +never was a sprinter--bah!" he snorted--"there's nothing in it. Life +isn't a 'undred yards race. You miss all the flowers on the way at that +pace. And what's the prize?" He glanced down contemptuously at his +feet. "Worn-out boots. Yer boots wear out--that's all." + +He looked round at the children, smiling wonderfully. Maria seemed to +understand him best, perhaps. She looked up innocently into his tangled +face. "That's it," he said, with another chuckle. "YOU know wot I mean, +don't yer, missie?" But Maria made no reply. She merely beamed back at +him till her face seemed nothing but a pair of wide blue eyes. + +"Stop yer clocks, go slow," the man murmured, half to himself, "and +you'll see what I mean. There's twice as much time as before. You can +do anything, everything,"--he spread his arms out--"because there's +never any 'urry. You'd be surprised." + +"You're very hungry, aren't you?" inquired Tim, resenting the man's +undue notice of Maria. + +The Tramp stared hard into the boy's unwavering eyes. "Always," he said +briefly, "but, then, there's always folks to give." + +"Rather," exclaimed Judy with enthusiasm, and Tim added eagerly, "I +should think so." + +They seemed to know all about him, then. Something had entered with him +that made common stock of the five of them. It was wonderful of Uncle +Felix to have known all this beforehand. + +"We're all alive together," murmured the Tramp below his breath, and +then Uncle Felix showed another stroke of genius. "We'll make tea out +here to-day," he said, "instead of having it indoors. Tim, you run and +fetch a tea-pot, a bottle of milk, and some cups and a kettle full of +water; put some sugar in your pockets and bring a loaf and butter and a +pot of jam. A basket will hold the lot. And while you're gone we'll get +the fire going." + +"A big knife and some spoons too," Judy cried after his disappearing +figure, "and don't let Aunt Emily see you, mind." + +The Tramp looked up sharply. "I had an Aunt Emily once," he said behind +his hedged-in face. Expecting more to follow, the others waited; but +nothing came. There was a little pause. + +"Once?" asked Maria, wondering perhaps if there were two such beings in +the world at the same time. + +The man of journeys nodded. + +"Did she mend your clothes and things--and love to care for you?" Judy +wished to know. + +He shook his tangled head. "She visited the poor," he told them, "and +had no time for the likes of me. And one day I fell out of a big hole +in my second suit and took to tramping." He rubbed his hands vigorously +together in the air. "And here I am." + +"Yes," said Maria kindly. "I'm glad." + +Meanwhile, Judy having decided to go and help her brother with the +tea-things, the others set to work and made a fire. Maria helped with +her eyes, picking up an occasional stick as well, but it was the Tramp +who really did the difficult part. Only the way he did it made it +appear quite easy somehow. He began with the tiniest fire in the world, +and the next minute it seemed ready for the kettle, with a cross-bar +arranged adroitly over it and a supply of fresh wood in a pile beside +it. + +"What do _you_ think about it?" asked Tim of his sister, as they +struggled back with the laden basket. Apparently a deep question of +some kind asked for explanation in his mind. + +"It's awful that he has no one to care about him," was the girl's +reply. "I think he's a very nice man. He looks magnificent and awfully +brown." + +"That's dirt," said her brother. + +"It's travel," she replied indignantly. + +The Tramp, when they got back, looked tidier somehow, as though the +effect of refined society had already done him good. His appearance was +less uncouth, his hair and beard a shade less hay-fieldy. It was +possible to imagine what he looked like when he was young--sure sign of +being tidy; just as to be very untidy gives an odd hint of what old age +will do eventually to face and figure. The Tramp looked younger. + +They all made friends in the simple, unaffected way of birds and +animals, for at the End of the World there was no such thing as empty +formality. The children, supported by the presence of their important +uncle, asked questions, this being their natural prerogative; it came +to them as instinctively as tapping the lawn for worms comes to birds, +or scratching the earth for holes is a sign of health with rabbits. At +first shyly--then in a ceaseless, yet not too inquisitive torrent. +Questions are the sincerest form of flattery, and the Tramp, accustomed +probably to severer questions from people in uniform, was quite +delighted. He smiled quietly behind the scenery of his curious great +face, but he answered all: where he lived, how he travelled, what +friends he had, where he spent Christmas, what barns and ditches and +haystacks felt like, anything and everything, even where he meant to be +buried when he died. "'ere, where I've lived so 'appily," and he made a +wide gesture with one tattered arm to include the earth and sky. He had +no secrets apparently; he was glad they should know all. The children +had never known such a delightful creature in their lives before. + +"And you eat anything?" inquired Tim, "anything you can, I mean?" + +"Anything you can _get_, he means," corrected Judy softly. + +He gave an unexpected answer. "I swallow sunsets, and I bite the moon; +I nibble stars. I never need a spoon." + +He said it as naturally as a duchess describing her latest diet at a +smart dinner-party, with an air, too, as of some great personage +disguised on purpose so that he might enjoy the simple life. + +"That rhymes," stated Maria. + +"So does this," he replied; "I live on open hair and bits of bread; the +sunlight clothes me, and I lay me 'ead--" + +The hissing of the kettle interrupted him. "Water's boiling," cried +Uncle Felix; "hand round the cups and cut the loaf." A cup was given to +each. The tea was made. + +"Do you take sugar, please?" asked Judy of the guest. The quietness of +her voice made it almost tender. Such a man, moreover, might despise +sweet things. But he said he did. + +"Two lumps?" she asked, "or one?" + +"Five, please," he said. + +She was far too polite to show surprise at this, nor at the fact that +he stirred his tea with a little bit of stick instead of with a spoon. +She remembered his remark that he had no use for spoons. Tim, saying +nothing, imitated all he did as naturally as though he had never done +otherwise in his life before. They enjoyed their picnic tea immensely +in this way, seated in a row upon the comfortable elm tree, gobbling, +munching, drinking, chattering. The Tramp, for all his outward +roughness, had the manners of a king. He said what he thought, but +without offence; he knew what he wanted, yet without greed or +selfishness. He had that politeness which is due to alert perception of +every one near him, their rights and claims, their likes and dislikes; +for true politeness is practically an expansion of consciousness which +involves seeing the point of view of every one else--at once. A tramp, +accustomed to long journeys, big spaces, obliged ever to consider the +demands of impetuous little winds, the tastes of flowers, the habits +and natural preferences of animals, birds, and insects, develops this +bigger sense of politeness that crowds in streets and drawing-rooms +cannot learn. Unless a tramp takes note of _all_, he remains out of +touch with all, and therefore is uncomfortable. + +"Is everything all right?" asked Uncle Felix presently, anxious to see +that he was well provided for. + +"Everything, thank you," the wanderer replied, "and, if you don't mind, +I'll 'ave my supper here later too. I've brought it with me." And out +of one capacious pocket he produced--a bird. "It's a chickin," he +informed them, as they stared with wide-opened eyes. Maria was the +first to go on eating her slice of bread and jam. Unordinary things +seemed to disturb her less than ordinary ones. Somehow it seemed quite +natural that he should go about with a bird for supper in his pocket. + +"However did you get it--in there?" asked Tim, modifying his sentence +just in time to avoid inquisitive rudeness. + +"It gave itself to me," he replied. "That kind of things 'appens +sometimes when you're tramping. _They_ know," he added significantly. +"You see, it's my birthday to-day, and something like this always +'appens on my birthday. Last time it was a fish. I fell into the stream +and went right under. When I got out on to the bank again I found a +trout in my pocket. The time before I slept beside a haystack, and when +I awoke at sunrise I felt something warm and soft against my face like +feathers. It _was_ feathers. There was a 'en's nest two inches from my +nose, and six nice eggs in it all ready for my birthday breakfast. I +only ate four of them. You should never take all the heggs out of a +nest." He looked round at the group and smiled. "But I think the +chickin's best of all," he told them, "and next year I expect a turkey, +or a bit of bacon maybe." + +"You never, never grow old, do you?" Judy asked. Her admiration was no +longer concealed. It seemed she saw him differently a little from the +others. + +"Oh, jest a nice age," he said. + +"You seem to know so much," she explained her question, "everything." + +He laughed behind his tea-cup as he fingered the chicken on his lap. + +"As to that," he murmured, "there's only a few things worth knowing. If +you can just forget the rest, you're all right." + +"I see," she replied beneath her breath. "But--but it's got to be +plucked and cleaned and cooked first, hasn't it?" + +"The chickin?" he laughed. "Oh, dear me, no! Cooked, yes, but not +plucked or cleaned in the sense you mean. That's what they do in +'ouses. Out here we have a better way. We just wrap it up in clay and +dig a 'ole and light a fire on top, and in a 'arf hour it's ready to +eat, tender, juicy, and sweet as a bit of 'oneycomb. Break open the +ball of clay, and the feathers all come away wiv it." And then he +produced from another pocket a fat, thick roll of yellow butter, +freshly made apparently, for it was wrapped in a clean white cloth. + +They stared at that for a long time without a word. + +"They go together," he explained, and the explanation seemed sufficient +as well as final. "And they come together too," he added with a smile. + +"Did the butter give itself to you as well as the chicken?" inquired +Judy. The Tramp nodded in the affirmative as he placed it beside him on +the trunk ready for use later. And everybody felt in the middle of a +delightful mystery. All were the same age together. Bird and butter, +sun and wind, flowers and children, tramp and animals--all seemed +merged in a jolly company that shared one another's wants and could +supply them. The wallflowers wagged their orange-bonneted heads, the +wind slipped sighing with delicious perfumes from the trees, the bees +were going home in single file, and the sun was sinking level with the +paling top--when suddenly there came a disturbing element into the +scene that made their hearts beat faster with one accord. It was a +sound. + +A muffled, ominous beat was audible far away, but slowly coming nearer. +As it approached it changed its character. It became sharper and more +distinct. Something about the measured intervals between its tapping +repetitions brought a threatening message of alarm. Every one felt the +little warning and looked up. There was anxiety. The sound jarred +unpleasantly upon the peace of the happy company. They listened. It was +footsteps on the road outside. + + + +CHAPTER X + +FACT AND WONDER--CLASH + +Uncle Felix paused over his last bit of bread and jam, Tim and Judy +cocked their ears up. Maria's eyes stood still a moment in the heavens, +and the Tramp stopped eating. He picked up the butter and replaced it +carefully in his pocket. + +"I know those steps," he murmured half to himself and half to the +others. "They're all over the world. They follow me wherever I go. I +hear 'em even in me sleep." He sighed, and the tone of his voice was +weary and ill at ease. + +"How horrid for you," said Judy very softly. + +"It keeps me moving," he muttered, trying to conceal all signs of face +behind hair and beard, which he pulled over him like a veil. "It's the +Perliceman." + +"The Policeman!" they echoed, staring. + +"But he can't find you here!" + +"He'll never see you!" + +"You're quite safe inside the fence with us, for this is the End of the +World, you know." + +"He's not afraid--never!" exclaimed Judy proudly. + +"He goes everywhere and sees everything," whispered the Tramp. "He's +been following me since time began. So far he has not caught me up, but +his boots are so much bigger than my own--the biggest, strongest boots +in the world--that in the hend he is bound to get me." + +"But you've done nothing," said Judy. + +The wanderer smiled. "That's why," he said, holding up a warning +finger. "It's because I do nothing. 'ush!" he whispered. The steps came +nearer, and he lowered his voice so that the end of the sentence was +not audible. + +"'ide me," he said in a whisper. And he waved his arms imploringly, +like the branches of some wind-hunted tree. + +There was a tarpaulin near the rubbish-heap, and some sacking used for +keeping the vegetables warm at night. "That'll do," he said, pointing. +"Quick!--Good-bye!" In a moment he was beneath the spread black +covering, the children were sitting on its edges, quietly eating more +bread and jam, and looking as innocent as stars. Uncle Felix poked the +fire busily, a grave and anxious look upon his face. + +The steps came nearer, paused, came on again then finally stopped +outside the gate. The flowing road that bore them ceased running past +in its accustomed way. The evening stopped still too. The silence could +be heard. The setting sun looked on. Upon the crumbling wall the orange +flowers shook their little warning banners. + +And there came a tapping on the wooden gate. + +No one moved. + +The tapping was repeated. There was a sound of drums about it. The +round brass handle turned. The door pushed open, and in the empty space +appeared--the Policeman. + +"Good evening," he said in a heavy, uncompromising way. He looked +enormous, framed there by the open gate, the white road behind him like +a sheet. He looked very blue--a great towering shadow against the +sunlight. It was very clear that he _knew_ he was a policeman and could +think of nothing else. He was dressed up for the part, and received +many shillings a week from a radculgovunment to look like that. It +would have been a dereliction of duty to forget it. He was stuffed with +duty. His brass buttons shone. + +"Good _evening_," he repeated, as no one spoke. + +"_Good_ evening," replied Uncle Felix calmly. The Policeman accentuated +the word "evening," but Uncle Felix emphasised the adjective "good." +From the very beginning the two men disagreed. "This is private +property, very private indeed. We are having tea, in fact, privately, +upon our own land." + +"No property is private," returned the Policeman, "and to the Law no +thing nor person either." + +For a moment the children felt afraid. It seemed incredible that Uncle +Felix could be arrested, and yet things had an appearance of it. + +"Kindly close the gate so that we cannot be overheard," he said firmly, +"and then be good enough to state your business here." He did not offer +him a seat; he did not suggest a cup of tea; he spoke like a brave man +who expected danger but was prepared to meet it. + +The Policeman stepped back and closed the gate. He then stepped forward +again a little nearer than before. From a pocket, hitherto invisible +inside his belt, he drew forth a crumpled notebook and a stub of +pencil. He was very dignified and very grave. He took a deep breath, +held the paper and pencil ready to use, expanded his chest till it +resembled a toy balloon in the Park, and said: + +"I am looking for a man." He paused, then added: "Have you seen a man +about?" + +"About what?" asked Uncle Felix innocently. + +"About fifty or thereabouts," replied the other. "Disguised in rags and +a wig of hair and a false beard." + +"What has he done?" It was like a game of chess, both opponents well +matched. Uncle Felix was too big to be caught napping by clever +questions that hid traps. The children felt the danger in the air, and +watched their uncle with quivering admiration. Only their uncle stood +alone, whereas behind the Policeman stretched a line of other policemen +that reached to London and was in touch with the Government itself. + +"What has he done?" repeated their champion. + +"He's disappeared," came the deep-voiced answer. + +"There's no crime in that," was the comment, given flatly. + +"But he's disappeared with"--the Policeman consulted his notebook a +moment--"a chicken and a roll of butter what don't belong to him--" + +"Roll _and_ butter, did you say?" + +"No, sir, roll _of_ butter was what I said." He spoke respectfully, but +was grave and terrible. "He is a thief." + +"A thief!" + +"He lives nowhere and has no home. You see, sir, duty is duty, and +we're expected to run in people who live nowhere and have no homes." + +"Which road did he take?" Uncle Felix clearly was pretending in order +to gain time. + +The man of law looked puzzled. "It was a roll of butter and a bird, +sir," he said, consulting his book again, "and my duty is to run him +in--" + +"The moment you run into him." + +"Precisely," replied the blue giant. "And, having seen him come in here +some time ago, I now ask you formally whether you have seen him too, +and I call upon you to show me where he's hiding." He thrust one huge +foot forward and held his notebook open with the pencil ready. +"Anything you say will be used against you later, remember. You must +all be witnesses." + +"_If_ you find him," put in Uncle Felix dryly. + +"_When_ I find him," said the other. And his eye wandered over to the +tarpaulin that was spread out beside the rubbish-heap. For it had +suddenly moved. + +Everybody had seen that movement. There was no disguising it. Feeling +uncomfortable the Tramp had shifted his position. He probably wanted +air. + +"I saw it move," the Policeman growled, moving a step towards the +rubbish-heap. "He's under there all right enough, and the sooner he +comes out the better for him. That's all I've got to say." + +It was a most disagreeable and awkward moment. No one knew quite what +was best to do. Maria turned her eyes as innocently upon the tarpaulin +as she could manage, but it was obvious what she was really looking at. +Her brother held his breath and stared, expecting a pistol might appear +and some one be shot dead with a marvellous aim, struck absolutely in +the mathematical centre of the heart. Uncle Felix, upon whom fell the +burden of rescue or defence, sat there with a curious look upon his +face. For a moment it seemed he knew not what to do. + +The Policeman, approaching still nearer to the tarpaulin, glared at him. + +"You're an accessory," he said sternly, "both before and after the +fact." + +"I didn't say he _wasn't_ there." + +"You didn't say he _was_," was the severe retort. It was unanswerable. + +"He'll hang by the neck till he's dead," thought Tim, "and afterwards +they'll bury the body in a lime-kiln so that even his family can't +visit the grave." He looked wildly about him, thinking of possible ways +of escape he had read or heard about, and his eye fell upon his sister +Judy. + +Now Judy was a queer, original maid. She believed everything in the +world. She believed not only what was told her but also what she +thought. And among other things she believed herself to be very +beautiful, though in reality she was the ugly duckling of the brood. +"All God has made is beautiful," Aunt Emily had once reproved her, and, +since God had made everything, everything must be beautiful. It was. +God had made her too, therefore she was simply lovely. She enjoyed +numerous romances; one romance after another flamed into her puzzled +life, each leaving her more lovely than it found her. She was also +invariably good. To be asked if she was good was a blundering question +to which the astonished answer was only an indignant "Of course." And, +similarly, all she loved herself was beautiful. Her romances had +included gardeners and postmen, stable-boys and curates, age of no +particular consequence provided they stimulated her creative +imagination. And the latest was--the Tramp. + +Something about the woebegone figure of adventure had set on fire her +mother instinct _and_ her sense of passionate romance. She saw him +young, without the tangled beard, without the rags, without the +dilapidated boots. She saw him in her mind as a warrior hero, storming +difficulty, despising danger, wandering beneath the stars, a being +resplendent as a prince and fearless as a deity. He was a sun of the +morning, and the dawn was in his glorious blue eyes. + +And Tim now saw that this sister of his, alone of all the party, was +about to do something unexpected. She had left her place upon the +fallen trunk and stepped up in front of the Policeman. + +"Stand aside, missy," this individual said, and his voice was rough, +his gesture very decided. It was, in fact, his "arresting" manner. He +was about to do his duty. + +"Just wait a moment," said Judy calmly; and she placed herself directly +in his path, her legs apart, her arms akimbo on her hips. "You say the +man you want to find is old and ragged and looks like a tramp?" + +"That's it," replied the Policeman, greatly astonished, and pausing a +moment in spite of himself. "You'll see him in a moment. Jest help me +to lift a corner o' this 'ere tarpaulin, and I'll show him to you." He +pushed her deliberately aside. + +"All right," said Judy, her eyes shining brilliantly, her gestures +touched with a confidence that surprised everybody into silence, "but +first I want to tell you that the person underneath this old sheet +thing is not a tramp at all--" + +"You don't say so," interrupted the other, half impudently, half +sarcastically. "What is he then, I'd like to know?" + +The girl drew herself up and looked the great blue figure straight in +the eyes. + +"He's my brother," she said, in a clear strong voice, "and he's not a +thief." + +"Your brother!" repeated the man, a trifle taken aback. He guffawed. + +"He's young and noble," she went on, half singing the words in her +excitement and belief, "and he's dressed all in gold. He walks like +wind about the world, has curly hair, and wears a sword of silver. He's +simply beautiful, and he's _got no beard at all!_" + +"And he's your brother, is he?" cried the Policeman, laughing rudely, +"and he jest wears all that get-up for fun, don't he?" And he stooped +down and pulled the tarpaulin violently to one side. + +"He is my brother, and I love him, and he is beautiful," she answered, +dancing lightly round him and flinging her arms in the air to the +complete amazement of policeman, Uncle Felix, and her brother and +sister into the bargain. "There! You can see for yourself!" + +The Policeman stood aghast and stared. He drew a long, deep breath; he +whistled softly; he pushed his big, spiked helmet back. He staggered. +"Seems there's a mistake," he stammered stupidly, "a kind of mistake +somewhere, as it were. I--" He stuck fast. He wiped his lips with his +thick brown hand. + +"A mistake everywhere, I think," said Uncle Felix sternly. "Your +mistake." + +The two men faced each other, for Uncle Felix had risen to his feet. +The children held back and stared in silence. They were not quite sure +what it was they saw. On Judy's face alone was a radiant confidence. + +For, in place of the bedraggled and unkempt figure that had crawled +beneath the sheet ten minutes before, there rose before them all +apparently a tall young stripling, clean and white and shining as a +fair Greek god. His hair was curly, he was dressed in gold, a silver +sword hung down beside him, and his beardless face and beauty in it +that made it radiant as a glad spring day. The sunlight was very +dazzling just at that moment. + +"You said," continued Uncle Felix, in a voice of deadly quiet, "that +the man you wanted had a wig of hair and a beard--a false beard?" + +The Policeman stared as though his eyes would drop out upon the +tarpaulin. But he said no word. He consulted his note-book in a dazed, +flustered kind of way. Then he looked up nervously at the astonishing +figure of the "Tramp." Then he looked back at his book again. + +"And old?" said Uncle Felix. + +"And old," repeated the officer thickly, poring over the page. + +"About fifty, I think, you mentioned?" + +"'Bout fifty--did I?" He said it faintly, like a man not sure of a +lesson he ought to know by heart. + +"Disguised into the bargain!" Uncle Felix raised his voice till it +seemed to thunder out the words. + +"Them was my instructions, sir," the man was heard to mumble sulkily. + +Uncle Felix, to the children's immense delight and admiration, took a +step nearer to the man of law. The latter moved slowly backwards, +glancing half fiercely, half suspiciously at the glorious figure of the +person he had expected to arrest as a dangerous thief and tramp. + +"And, following what you stupidly call your instructions," cried Uncle +Felix, looking sternly at him, "you have broken in our gate, trespassed +on our private property, disturbed our guests, and removed forcibly our +tarpaulin from its rightful place." + +The crestfallen and amazed Policeman gasped and raised his hands with a +gesture of despair. He looked like a ruined man. Had there been a +handkerchief in his bulging coat, he must have cried. + +"And you call yourself an Officer of the Law?" boomed the Defender of +Personal Liberty. He went still nearer to him. His voice, to the +children, sounded simply magnificent. "A uniformed and salaried +representative of the Government of England!" + +"Oo calls me orl that?" asked the wretched man in a trembling tone. "I +gets twenty-five shillings a week, and that's orl I know." + +There came a pause then, while the men faced each other. + +"Uncle, let him go, please," said Judy. "He couldn't help it, you know. +And he's a married man with a family, I expect. Some day--" + +A forgiving smile softened the features of both men at these gentle +words. + +"This time, then," said Uncle Felix slowly, "I won't report you; but +don't let it occur again as long as you live. A day will come, perhaps, +when you will understand. And here," he added, holding out his hand +with something in it, "is another shilling to make it twenty-six. I +advise you--if you're still open to friendly advice--to buy a pair of +glasses with it." + +The discredited official took the shilling meekly and pocketed it with +his note-book. He cast one last hurried glance of amazement and +suspicion at the man who had been beneath the tarpaulin, and began to +slink back ignominiously towards the gate. At the last minute he turned. + +"Good _evenin'_," he said, as he vanished into the road. + +"_Good_ evening," Uncle Felix answered him, as he closed the gate +behind him. + +Then, how it happened no one knew exactly. Judy, walking up to the +shining figure, took him by the hand and led him slowly through the +gate on to the long white road. There was a blaze of sunset pouring +through the trees and the shafts of slanting light made it difficult to +see what every one was doing. In the general commotion he somehow +vanished. The gate was closed. Judy stood smiling and triumphant just +inside upon the mossy path. + +"You saved his life," said some one. + +"It's all right," she said--and burst into tears. + +But children are not much impressed by the tears of others, knowing too +well how easily they are produced and stopped. Tim went burrowing to +find the bird, and Maria just mentioned that the Tramp had taken the +butter away in his pocket. By the time this fact was thoroughly +established the group was ready to leave, the tea-things all collected, +the fire put out, and the sun just dipping down below the top of the +old grey fence. + +Then, and not till then, did the affair of the Tramp come under +discussion. What seemed most puzzling was why the Policeman had not +arrested him after all. They could not make it out at all; it seemed a +mystery. There was something quite unusual about it altogether. Uncle +Felix and Judy had been wonderful, but-- + +"Did you see him blink," said Tim, "when Judy went up and gave it him +hot?" + +"Yes," observed Maria, who had done nothing herself but stare. "I did." + +The brother, however, was not so sure. "I think he really believed +her," he declared with assurance, proud of her achievement. "He really +saw him young and with a sword and curly hair and all that." + +Judy looked at him with surprise. Her tears had ceased flowing by this +time. + +"Of course," she said. "Didn't _you?_" There was pain in her voice in +addition to blank astonishment. + +"Of course we did," said Uncle Felix quickly with decision. "Of course +we did." + +As they went into the house, however, Uncle Felix lingered behind a +moment as though he had forgotten something. His face wore a puzzled +expression. He seemed a little bewildered. He walked into the hat-rack +first, then into the umbrella-stand, then stopped abruptly and put his +hand to his head. + +"Headache?" asked Tim, who had been watching him. + +His uncle did not hear the question, at least he did not answer. +Instead he pulled something hurriedly out of his waistcoat pocket, held +it to his ear, listened attentively a moment, and then gave a sudden +start. + +"What is it, Uncle?" + +"Oh, nothing," was the reply; "my watch has stopped, that's all." He +stood still a moment or two, reflecting deeply. His eyebrows went up +and down. He pursed his lips. "Odd," he continued, half to himself; +"I'm sure I wound it up last night...!" he added, "it's going again +now. It stopped--only for a moment!" + +"Aha," said Tim significantly, and looked about him. He waited +breathlessly for something more to happen. But nothing did happen--just +then. + +Only, when at last Uncle Felix looked down, their eyes met and a flash +of knowledge too enormous ever to be forgotten passed noiselessly +between the two of them. + +"Perhaps...!" murmured his uncle. + +"I wonder...!" + +That was all. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +JUDY'S PARTICULAR ADVENTURE + + +Adventure means saying Yes, and being careless; children say Yes to +everything and are very careless indeed: even their No is usually a +Yes, inverted or deferred. "I won't play," parsed by a psychologist, +means "I'll play when I'm ready." The adventurous spirit accepts what +offers regardless of consequences; he who hesitates and thinks is but a +Policeman who prevents adventure. Now everything offers itself to +children, because they rightly think that everything belongs to them. +Life is conditionless, if only people would let them accept it as it +is. "Don't think; accept!" expresses the law of their swift and fluid +being. They act on it. They take everything they can--get. But it is +the Policeman who adds the "get," changing the whole significance of +life with one ugly syllable. + +Each of the children treasured an adventure of its very own; an +adventure-in-chief, that could not possibly have happened to anybody +else in the world. These three survivals in an age when education +considers childhood a disease to be cured as hurriedly as +possible--took their adventure the instant that it came, and each with +a complete assurance that it was unique. To no one else in the world +could such a thing have happened, least of all to the other two. Each +took it characteristically, according to his or her individual +nature--Judy, with a sense of Romance called deathless; Tim, with a +taste for Poetic Drama, a dash of the supernatural in it; and Maria, +with a magnificent inactivity that ruled the world by waiting for +things to happen, then claiming them as her own. Her masterly instinct +for repose ran no risk of failure from misdirected energy. And to all +three secrecy, of course, was essential: "Don't never tell the others, +Uncle! Promise faithfully!" + +For to every adventure Uncle Felix acted as audience, atmosphere, and +chorus. He watched whatever happened--audience; believed in its +reality--atmosphere; and explained without explaining away--chorus. He +had the unusual faculty of being ten years young as well as forty years +old, and a real adventure was not possible without him. + +The secrecy, of course, was not preserved for long; sooner or later the +glory must be shared so that "the others" knew and envied. For only +then was the joy complete, the splendour properly fulfilled. And so the +old tired world went round, and life grew more and more wonderful every +day. For children are an epitome of life--a self-creating universe. + +That week was a memorable one for several reasons. Daddy, overworked +among his sealing-wax, went for a change to Switzerland, taking Mother +with him; Aunt Emily, in her black silk dress that crackled with +disapproval, went to Tunbridge Wells--an awful place in another century +somewhere; and Uncle Felix was left behind to "take charge of +''em'"--"'em" being the children and himself. It was evidence of +monumental trust and power, placing him in their imaginations even +above the recognised Authorities. His sway was never for a moment +questioned. + +"No lessons, then!" he had insisted as a condition of acceptance, and +after much confabulation the point was yielded with reluctance. It was +to be a fortnight's holiday all round. They had the house and grounds +entirely to themselves, and with the departure of the elders a sheet +was pulled by some one off the world, a curtain rolled away, another +drop-scene fell, the word No disappeared. They saw invisible things. + +Another reason, however, made the week memorable--the daisies. It was +extraordinary. The very day after the grown-ups left the daisies came. +Like thousands of small white birds, with bright and steady eyes, they +arrived and settled, thick and plentiful. They appeared in sheets and +crowds upon the grass, all of their own accord and unexplained. In a +night the lawns turned white. It seemed a prearranged invasion. Judy, +first awake that morning, looked out of her window to watch a squirrel +playing, and noticed them. Then she told the others, and Maria, one eye +above the blankets, ejaculated "Ah!" She claimed the daisies too. + +Now, whereas a single daisy has no smell and seems a common, +unimportant thing, a bunch of several hundred holds all the perfume of +the spring. No flowers lie closer to the soil or bring the smell of +earth more sweetly to the mind; upon the lips and cheeks they are as +soft as a kitten's fur, and lie against the skin closer than tired +eyelids. They are the common people of the flower world, yet have, in +virtue of that fact, the beauty and simplicity of the common people. +They own a subdued and unostentatious strength, are humble and ignored, +are walked upon, unnoticed, rarely thought about and never praised; +they are cut off in early youth by mowing machines; yet their pain in +fading is unreported, their little sufferings unsung. They cling to +earth, and never aspire to climb, but they hold the sweetest dew and +nurse the tiniest little winds imaginable. Their patience is divine. +They are proud to be the carpet for all walking, running things, and in +their universal service is their strength. The rain stays longer with +them than with grander flowers, and the best sunlight goes to sleep +among them in great pools of fragrant and delicious heat. The daisies +are a stalwart little people altogether. + +But they have another quality as well--something elfin, wayward, +mischievous. They peep and whisper. It is said they can cast spells. To +sleep upon a daisied lawn is to run a certain risk. There is this hint +of impudence in their attitude, half audacity, half knavery, that shows +itself a little in the way they stare unwinkingly all day at everything +above them--at the stately things that tower proudly in the air--then +just shut up at sunset without a word of explanation or apology. They +see everything, but keep their opinions to themselves. Because people +notice them so little, and even tread upon their tiny and inquiring +faces, they are up to things all the time--undiscovered things. They +know, it is said, the thoughts of Painted Ladies and Clouded +Brimstones, as well as the intentions of the disappearing golden flies; +why wind often runs close to the ground when the tree-tops are without +a single breath; but, also, they know what is going on _below_ the +surface. They live, moreover, in every country of the globe, and their +system of intercommunication is so perfect that even birds and flying +things can learn from it. They prove their breeding by their perfect +taste in dress, the well-bred ever being inconspicuous; and their +simplicity conceals enormous, undecipherable wonder. One daisy out of +doors is worth a hundred shelves of text-books in the house. Their +mischief, moreover, is not revenge, though some might think it so--but +a natural desire to be recognised and thought and talked about a +little. Daisies, in a word, are--daisies. + +And it was by way of the daisies that Judy's great adventure came to +her, the particular adventure that was her very own. For she had deep +sympathy with flowers, a sympathy lacking in her brother and sister, +and it was natural that her adventure in chief should come that way. +She could play with flowers for long periods at a time; she knew their +names and habits; she picked them gently, without cruelty, and never +merely for the "fun" of picking them; while the way she arranged them +about the house proved that she understood their silent, inner natures, +their likes and dislikes--in a word, their souls. For Judy connected +them in her mind with birds. Born in the air, they seemed to her. + +As has been seen, she was the first to notice the arrival of the +daisies. From the bedroom window she waved her arm to them, and showed +plainly the pleasure that she felt. They arrived in troops and armies. +Risen to the surface of the lawn like cream, she saw them staring with +suspicious innocence at the sky. They stared at _her_. + +"Just when the others have gone away!" was her instant thought, though +unexpressed in words. There was meaning somewhere in this calculated +arrival. + +"They _are_ alive," she asked that afternoon, "aren't they? But why do +they all shut up at night? Who--" she changed the word--"what closes +them?" + +She was alone with Uncle Felix, and they had chosen with great +difficulty a spot where they could lie down without crushing a single +flower with their enormous bodies. After considerable difficulty they +had found it. Having done a great many things since lunch--a feast +involving several second helpings--they were feeling heavy and +exhausted. So Judy chose this moment for her simple question. The world +required explanation. + +"There's life in everything," he mumbled, with his face against the +grass, "everything that grows, especially." And having said it, he +settled down comfortably again to doze. His pipe was out. He felt +rather like a log. + +"But stopping growing isn't dying," she informed him sharply. + +"Oh, no," he agreed lazily, "you're alive for a long time after that." + +"_You_ stopped growing before I was born." + +"And I'm not quite dead yet." + +"Exactly," she said, "so daisies _are_ alive." + +It was absurd to think of dozing at such a time. He rolled round +heavily and gazed at her through half-closed eyelids. "A daisy +breathes," he murmured, "and drinks and eats; sap circulates in its +little body. Probably it feels as well. Delicate threads like nerves +run through it everywhere. It knows when it is being picked or walked +on. Oh, yes, a daisy is alive all right enough." He sighed like a big +dog that has just shaken a fly off its nose and lies waiting for the +next attack. It came at once. + +"But who knows it?" she asked. "I mean--there's no good in being alive +unless some one else knows it too!" + +Then he sat up and stared at her. Judy, he remembered, knew a lot of +things she could tell to no one, not even to herself--and this seemed +one of them. The question was a startling one. + +"An intellectual mystic at twelve!" he gasped. "How on earth did you +manage it?" + +"I may be a mystillectual insect," she replied, proud of the +compliment. "But what's the good of being alive, even like a daisy, +unless others know it--_us_, for instance?" + +He still stared at her, sitting up stiffly, and propped by his hands +upon the grass behind him. After prolonged reflection, during which he +closed his eyes and opened them several times in succession, sighing +laboriously while he did so, low mumbled words became audible. + +"Forgive my apparent slowness," he said, "but I feel like a +mowing-machine this afternoon. I want oiling and pushing. The answer to +your inquiry, however, is as follows: We could--_if_ we took the +trouble." + +"Could know that daisies are alive?" she cried. + +His great head nodded. + +"If we thought about them very hard indeed," he went on, "and for a +very, very long time we could feel as they feel, and so understand +them, and know exactly _how_ they are alive." + +And the way he said it, the grave, thoughtful, solemn way, convinced +her, who already was convinced beforehand. + +"I do believe we could," she answered simply. + +"I'm sure of it," he said. + +"Let's try," she whispered breathlessly. + +For a minute and a half they stared into each other's eyes, knowing +themselves balanced upon the verge of an immense discovery. She did not +doubt or question; she did not tell him he was only humbugging. Her +heart thrilled with the right conditions--expectation and delight. Her +dark-brown eyes were burning. + +He murmured something that she did not properly understand: + + Expect and delight + Is the way to invite; + Delight and expect, + And you'll know things direct! + +"Let's try!" she repeated, and her face proved that she fulfilled his +conditions without knowing it; she was delighted, and she +expected--everything. + +He scratched his head, wrinkling up his nose and pursing his lips for a +moment. "There's a dodge about it," he explained. "To know a flower +yourself you must feel exactly like it. Its life, you see, is different +to ours. It doesn't move and hurry, it just lives. It feels sun and +wind and dew; it feels the insects' tread; it lifts its skin to meet +the rain-drops and the whispering butterflies. It doesn't run away. It +has no fear of anything, because it has the whole green earth behind +it, and it feels safe because millions of other daisies feel the same"-- + +"And smells because it's happy," put in Judy. "Then what _is_ a daisy? +What is it really?" + +She was "expecting" vividly. Her mind was hungry for essentials. This +mere description told her nothing real. She wanted to feel "direct." + +What is a daisy? The little word already had a wonderful and living +sound--soft, sweet, and beautiful. But to tell the truth about this +ordinary masterpiece was no easy matter. An ostentatious lily, a +blazing rose, a wayward hyacinth, a mass of showy wisteria--advertised, +notorious flowers--presented fewer difficulties. A daisy seemed too +simple to be told, its mystery and honour too humble for proud human +minds to understand. So he answered gently, while a Marble White sailed +past between their very faces: "Let's think about it hard; perhaps +we'll get it that way." + +The butterfly sailed off across the lawn; another joined it, and then a +third. They danced and flitted like winged marionettes on wires that +the swallows tweaked; and, as they vanished, a breath of scented air +stole round the trunk of the big lime tree and stirred the daisies' +heads. A thousand small white faces turned towards them; a thousand +steady eyes observed them; a thousand slender necks were bent. A wave +of movement passed across the lawn as though the flowers pressed +nearer, aware at last that they were being noticed. And both humans, +the big one and the little one, felt a sudden thrill of happiness and +beauty in their hearts. The rapture of the Spring slipped into them. +They concentrated all their thoughts on daisies.... + +"I'm beginning to feel it already," whispered the Little Human, turning +to gaze at him as though that breath of air impelled her too. + +The wind blew her voice across his face like perfume; he looked, but +could not see her clearly; she swayed a little; her eyes melted +together into a single lovely circle, bright and steady within their +fringe of feathery lashes. He tried to speak--"Delight and expect, and +we'll know it direct"--but his voice spread across whole yards of lawn. +It became a single word that rolled and floated everywhere about him, +rising and falling like a wave upon a sea of green: "Daisy, daisy, +daisy." On all sides, beneath, above his head as well, it passed with +the music of the wandering wind, and he kept repeating it--"Daisy, +daisy!" _She_ kept repeating it, too, till the sound multiplied, yet +never grew louder than a murmur of air and grass and tiny +leaves--"Daisy, daisy, daisy." It broke like a sea upon the coast-line +of another world. It seemed to contain an entire language in itself, +nothing more to be said but those two soft syllables. It was everywhere. + +But another vaster sound lay underneath. As the crest of a breaking +wave utters its separate note of foam above the general booming of the +sea that bears it, so the flying wave of daisy-tones rose out of this +deeper sound beneath. Both humans became aware that it was but a +surface-voice they imitated. They heard this other foundation-sound +that bore it--deep, booming, thunderous, half lost and very far away. +It was prodigious; yet there was safety and delight in it that brought +no hint of fear. They swam upon the pulse of some enormous, gentle life +that rose about and through them in a swelling tide. They felt the +heave of something that was strong enough to draw the moon, yet soft +enough to close a daisy's eyes. They heard the deep, lost roar of it, +rising and coming nearer. + +"The Earth!" he whispered. "And the Spring is rising through it. +Listen!" + +"We're growing together," replied the Little Human. "We're rising with +the Spring!" + +Ah, it was exquisite. They were in the Daisy World.... He tried to move +and reach her, but found that he could not take a step in any +direction, and that his feet were imbedded in the soft, damp soil. The +movement which he tried to make spread wide among a hundred others like +himself. They rose on every side. All shared his movements as they had +shared his voice. He heard his whole body murmuring "Daisy, daisy, +daisy...." And she leaned over, bending towards him a slim form in a +graceful line of green that formed the segment of a circle. A little +shining face came close for a moment against his own, rimmed with +delicate spears of pink and white. It sang as it shone. The Spring was +in it. There were hundreds like it everywhere, yet he recognised it as +one he knew. There were thousands, tens of thousands, yet this one he +distinguished because he loved it. + +Their faces touched like the fringes of two clouds, and then withdrew. +They remained very close together, side by side among thousands like +themselves, slowly rising on the same great tide. The Earth's round +body was beneath them. They felt quite safe--but different. Already +they were otherwise than they had been. They felt the big world flying. + +"We're changing," he murmured, seizing some fragments of +half-remembered speech. "We're marvellously changed!" + +"Daisies," he heard her vanishing reply, "we're two daisies on the +lawn!" + +And then their voices went. That was the end of speech, the end of +thinking too. They only felt.... + +Long periods passed above their heads and then the air about them +turned gorgeous as a sunset sky. It was a Clouded Yellow that sailed +lazily past their faces with spreading wings as large as clouds. They +shared that saffron glory. The draught of cool air fanned them. The +splendid butterfly left its beauty in them before it sailed away. But +that sunset sky had lasted for hours; that cool wind fanning them was a +breeze that blew steadily from the hills, making "weather" for half an +afternoon. Time and duration as humans measure them had passed away; +there was existence without hurry; end and beginning had not been +invented yet. They did not know things in the stupid sense of having +names for them; all that there was they shared; that was enough. They +knew by feeling. + +For everything was plentiful and inexhaustible--the heavens emptied +light and warmth upon them without stint or measure; space poured about +them freely, for they had no wish to move; they felt themselves +everywhere, for all they needed came to them without the painful effort +of busy things that hunt and search outside themselves; both food and +drink slipped into them unawares from an abundant source below that +equally supplied whole forests without a trace of lessening or loss. +All life was theirs, full, free, and generous beyond conception. They +owned the world, without even the trouble of knowing that they owned +it. They lived, simply staring at the universe with eyes of exquisitely +fashioned beauty. They knew joy and peace, and were content with that. + +They did communicate. Oh, yes, they shared each other's special +happiness. There was, it is true, no sound of broken syllables, no +speech which humans use to veil the very thing they would express; but +there was that simpler language which all Nature knows, which cannot +lie because it is unconscious, and by which constellations converse +with buttercups, and cedars with the flying drops of rain--there was +gesture. For gesture and attitude can convey all the important and +necessary things, while speech in the human sense is but an invention +of some sprite who wanted people to wonder what they really meant. In +sublimest moments it is never used even in the best circles of +intelligence; it drops away quite naturally; souls know one another +face to face in dumb but eloquent--gesture. + +"The sun is out; I feel warm and happy; there is nothing in the world I +need!" + +"You are beside me," he replied. "I love you, and we cannot go far +apart. I smell you even when no wind stirs. You are sweetest when the +dew has gone and left you moist and shiny." + +A little shiver of enjoyment quivered through her curving stem. His +petals brushed her own. She answered: + +"Wet or fine, we stand together, and never stop staring at each other +till we close our faces--" + +"In the long darkness. But even then we whisper as we grow--" + +"And open our eyes together at the same moment when the light comes +back--" + +"And feel warm and soft, and smell more delicious than ever in the +dawn." + +These two brave daisies, growing on the lawn, had lives of concentrated +happiness, asking no pity for their humble station in the universe. All +treated them with unadulterated respect, and everything made love to +them because they were so tender and so easily pleased. They knew, for +instance, that their splendid Earth was turning with them, for they +felt the swerve of her, sharing from their roots upwards her gigantic +curve through space; they knew the sun was part of them, because they +felt it drawing their sweet-flavoured food up all their dainty length +till it glowed in health upon their small, flushed faces; also they +knew that streams of water made a tumbling fuss and sent them messages +of laughter, because they caught the little rumble of it through miles +of trembling ground. And some among them--though these were prophets +and poets but half believed, and looked upon as partly mad and partly +wonderful--affirmed that they felt the sea itself far leagues away, +bending their heads this way and that for hours at a stretch, according +to the thundering vibrations that the tide sent through the soil from +distant shores. + +But all, from the tallest spread-head to the smallest button-face--all +knew the pleasure of the uncertain winds; all knew the game of holding +flying things just a moment longer, by fascinating them, by drowsing +them into sleepiness, by nipping their probosces, or by puffing perfume +into their nostrils while they caught their feet with the pressure of a +hundred yellow rods.... + +Enormous periods passed away. A cloud that for a man's "ten minutes" +hid the sun, wearied them so that they simply closed their eyes and +went to sleep. Showers of rain they loved, because it washed and cooled +them, and they felt the huge satisfaction of the earth beneath them as +it drank: the sweet sensation of wet soil that sponged their roots, the +pleasant gush that sluiced their bodies and carried off the irritating +dust. They also felt the heavier tumbling of the swollen streams in all +directions. The drops from overhanging trees came down and played with +them, bringing another set of perfumes altogether. A summer shower was, +of course, "a month" to them, a day of rain like weeks of holiday by +the sea.... But, most of all, they enjoyed the rough-and-tumble +nonsense of the violent weather, when they were tied together by the +ropes of running wind; for these were visiting days--all manner of +strangers dropped in upon them from distant walks in life, and they +never knew whether the next would be a fir-cone or one of those +careless, irresponsible travellers, a bit of thistle-down.... + +Yet, for all their steadiness, they knew incessant change--the variety +of a daisy's existence was proverbial. Nor was the surprise of being +walked upon too alarming--it did not come to all--for they knew a way +of bending beneath enormous pressure so that nothing broke, while +sometimes it brought a queer, delicious pleasure, as when the bare feet +of some flying child passed lightly over them, leaving wild laughter +upon a group of them. They knew, indeed, a thousand joys, proudest of +all, however, that the big Earth loved them so that she carried +millions of them everywhere she went. + +And all, without exception, communicated their knowledge by the +movements, attitudes, and gestures they assumed; and since each stood +close to each, the enjoyment spread quickly till the entire lawn felt +one undivided sensation by itself. Anything passing across it at such a +moment, whether insect, bird, loose leaf or even human being, would be +aware of this, and thus, for a fleeting second, share another world. +Poets, it is said, have received their sweetest inspirations upon a +daisied lawn in the flush of spring. Nor is it always a sight of prey +that makes the swallows dart so suddenly sideways and away, but some +chance message of joy or warning intercepted from the hosts of flowers +in the soil. + +And from this region of the flower-life comes, of course, the legend +that fairies have emotions that last for ever, with eternal youth, and +with loves that do not pass away to die. This, too, they understood. +Because the measurement of existence is a mightier business than with +over-developed humans-in-a-hurry. For knowledge comes chiefly through +the eye, and the eye can perceive only six times in a second--things +that happen more quickly or more slowly than six times a second are +invisible. No man can see the movement of a growing daisy, just as no +man can distinguish the separate beats of a sparrow's wing: one is too +slow, and the other is too quick. But the daisy is practically all eye. +It is aware of most delightful things. In its short life of months it +lives through an eternity of unhurrying perceptions and of big +sensations. Its youth, its loves, its pleasures are--to it--quite +endless.... + +"I can see the old sun moving," she murmured, "but you will love me for +ever, won't you?" + +"Even till it sinks behind the hills," he answered, "I shall not +change." + +"So long we have been friends already," she went on. "Do you remember +when we first met each other, and you looked into my opening eyes?" + +He sighed with joy as he thought of the long, long stretch of time. + +"That was in our first reckless youth," he answered, catching the gold +of passionate remembrance from an amber fly that hovered for an instant +and was gone. "I remember well. You were half hidden by a drop of +hanging dew, but I discovered you! That lilac bud across the world was +just beginning to open." And, helped by the wind, he bent his shining +head, taller than hers by the sixtieth part of an inch, towards the +lilac trees beside the gravel path. + +"So long ago as that!" she murmured, happy with the exquisite belief in +him. "But you will never change or leave me--promise, oh, promise that!" + +His stalk grew nearer to her own. He leaned protectively towards her +eager face. + +"Until that bud shall open fully to the light and smell its sweetest," +he replied--the gesture of his petals told it plainly--"so long shall +you and I enjoy our happy love." + +It was an eternity to them. + +"And longer still," she pleaded. + +"And longer still," he whispered in the wind. "Even until the blossom +falls." + +Ah, it was good to be alive with such an age of happiness before them! + +He felt the tears in her voice, however; he knew there was something +that she longed to tell. + +"What is your sadness?" he asked softly, "and why do you put such +questions to me now? What is your little trouble?" + +A moment's hesitation, a moment's hanging of the graceful head the +width of a petal's top nearer to his shoulder--and then she told him. + +"I was in darkness for a time," she faltered, "but it was a long, long +time. It seemed that something came between us. I lost your face. I +felt afraid." + +And his laughter--for just then a puff of wind passed by and shook his +sides for him--ran across many feet of lawn. + +"It was a Bumble Bee," he comforted her. "It came between us for a bit, +its shadow fell upon you, nothing more! Such things will happen; we +must be prepared for them. It was nothing in myself that dimmed your +world." + +"Another time I will be braver, then," she told him, "and even in the +darkness I shall know you close, ah, very close to me...." + +For a long, long stretch of time, then, they stood joyfully together +and watched the lilac growing. They also saw the movement of the sun +across the sky. An eternity passed over them.... The vast disc of the +sun went slowly gliding.... + +But all the enormous things that happened in their lives cannot be +told. Lives crammed with a succession of such grand and palpitating +adventures lie beyond the reach of clumsy words. The sweetness +sometimes was intolerable, and then they shared it with the entire lawn +and so obtained relief--yet merely in order to begin again. The humming +of the rising Spring continued with the thunderous droning of the +turning Earth. Never uncared for, part of everything, full of the big, +rich life that brims the world in May--ah, almost fuller than they +could hold sometimes--they passed with existence along to their +appointed end. + +"We began so long ago, I simply can't remember it," she sighed. + +Yet the sun they watched had not left half a degree behind him since +they met. + +"There was no beginning," he reproved her, smiling, "and there will +never be any end." + +And the wind spread their happiness like perfume everywhere until the +whole white lawn of daisies lay singing their rapture to the +sunshine.... + +The minute underworld of grass and stalks seemed of a sudden to grow +large; yet, till now, they had not realised it as "large"--but simply +natural. A beetle, big and broad as a Newfoundland dog, went lumbering +past them, brushing its polished back against their trembling necks; +yet, till now, they had not thought of it as "big"--but simply normal. +Its footsteps made a grating sound like the gardener's nailed boots +upon the gravel paths. It was strange and startling. Something was +different, something was changing. They realised dimly that there was +another world somewhere, a world they had left behind long, long ago, +forgotten. Something was slipping from them, as sleep slips from the +skin and the eyes in the early morning when the bath comes "pinging" +upon the floor. What did it mean? + +Big and little, far and near, above, below, inside and outside--all +were mixed together in a falling rush. + +They themselves were changing. + +They looked up. They saw an enormous thing rising behind them with vast +caverns of square outline opening in its sides--a house. They saw huge, +towering shapes whose tops were in the clouds--the familiar lime trees. +Big and tiny were inextricably mixed together. + +And that was wrong. For either the forest of grass was as big as +themselves--in which case they still were daisies; or else it was tiny +and far below them--in which case they were hurrying humans again. +There was an odd confusion...while consciousness swung home to its +appointed centre and Adventure brought them back towards the old, +familiar starting-place again. + +There came an ominous and portentous sound that rushed towards them +through the air, and through the solid ground as well. They heard it, +and grew pale with terror. Across the entire lawn it rumbled nearer, +growing in volume awfully. The very earth seemed breaking into bits +about them. And then they knew. + +It was the End of the World that their prophets had long foretold. + +It crashed upon them before they had time to think. The roar was +appalling. The whole lawn trembled. The daisies bowed their little +faces in a crowd. They had no time even to close their innocent eyes. +Before a quarter of their sweet and happy life was known, the End swept +them from the world, unsung and unlamented. Two of them who had planned +Eternity together fell side by side before one terrible stroke.... + +"I do believe--" said Judy, brushing her tumbled hair out of her eyes. + +"Not possible!" exclaimed Uncle Felix, sitting up and stretching +himself like a dog. "It's a thing I never do, _never_, _NEVER!_ I think +my stupid watch has stopped again...." + +They stared at each other with suspiciously sleepy eyes. + +"Promise," she whispered presently, "promise never to tell the others!" + +"I promise faithfully," he answered. "But we'd better get up, or we +shall have our heads cut off like--all the other daisies." + +He pulled her to her feet--out of the way of the heavy mowing machine +which Weeden was pushing with a whirring, droning noise across the lawn. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +TIM'S PARTICULAR ADVENTURE + + +Tim's "particular adventure" was of another kind. It was a +self-repeater--of some violence, moreover, when the smallness of the +hero is considered. Whether in after-life he become an astronomer-poet +or a "silver-and-mechanical engineer"--both dreams of his--he will ever +be sharp upon rescuing something. A lost star or a burning mine will be +his objective, but with the essential condition that it +be--unattainable. Achievement would mean lost interest. For Tim's +desire was, is, and ever will be insatiable. Profoundest mystery, +insoluble difficulty, and endless searching were what his soul demanded +of life. For him all ponds were bottomless, all gipsies older than the +moon. He felt the universe within him, and was born to seek its +inexplicable "explanation"--outside. The realisation of such passion, +however, is not necessarily confined to writers of epics and lyrics. +Tim was a man of action before he was a poet. "Forever questing" was +his unacknowledged motto. Besides asking questions about stars and +other inaccessible incidents of his Cosmos, he liked to "go busting +about," as he called it--again with one essential condition that the +thing should never come to an end by merely happening. Its mystery must +remain its beauty. + +"I want to save something from an awful, horrible death," he announced +one evening, looking up from _Half-hours with English Battles_ for a +sign of beauty in distress. + +"Not so easy," his uncle warned him, equally weary of another overrated +book--his own. + +"But I feel like it," he replied. "Come on." + +Uncle Felix still held back. "That you feel like it doesn't prove that +there's anything that _wants_ rescuing," he objected. + +The boy stared at him with patient tolerance and surprise. + +"I promised," he said simply. + +It was the other's turn to stare. "And when, pray?" They had been alone +for the last half hour. It seemed strange. + +"Oh--just now," replied the boy carelessly. "A few minutes ago--about." + +"Indeed!" It seemed stranger still. No one had come in. Yet Tim never +prevaricated. + +"Yes," he said, "I gave my wordy honour." It was so gravely spoken +that, while pledges involving life and death were obviously not new to +him, this one was of exceptional kind. + +"Who, then, did you promise--whom, I mean?" the man demanded, fixing +him with his stern blue eyes. + +And the answer came out pat: "Myself!" + +"Aha!" said the other, with a sigh and a raising of the eyebrows, by +way of apology. "That settles it--" + +"Of course." + +"Because what you think and say, you must also act," the man continued. +"If you promise yourself a thing, and then don't do it, you've simply +told a lie." And he drew another sigh. He scented action coming. + +"Let's go at once and find it," said Tim, putting a text-book into +seven words. He hitched his belt up, and looked round to make sure his +sisters were not within reach of interference. There was a moment's +pause, during which Uncle Felix hitched his will up. They rose, then, +standing side by side. They left the room arm in arm on their way into +the garden. The dusk was already laying its first net of shadows to +catch the Night. + +"Hadn't you better change first?" asked Tim, thoughtfully, on his way +down. He glanced at his companion's white flannel suit. "You're so +awfully visible." + +"Visible!" It was not his bulk. Tim was never deliberately rude. Was it +the risk of staining that he meant? + +"Any one can see you miles away like that." + +The other understood instantly. In an adventure everything sees, +everything has eyes, everything watches. The world is alive and full of +eyes. He hesitated a moment. + +"Oh, that's all right," he replied. "To be easily seen is the best way. +It disarms curiosity at once. Tell all about yourself and nobody ever +thinks anything. It's trying to hide that makes the world suspect you. +Keep nothing back and show yourself is the best way to go about +unnoticed. I've tried it." + +"Ah," exclaimed Tim, in an eager whisper, "same as walking into the +strawberry-bed without asking--" + +"So my white clothes are just the thing," said the other, avoiding the +pit laid for him. + +"Of course, yes." Tim still chased the big idea in his mind. "Besides," +he added, full of another splendid thought, "like that they won't +expect you to do very much. They'll watch _you_ instead of me." + +There was confusion in the utterance, but things were rather crowding +in upon him, to tell the truth, and imagination leaped ahead upon two +trails at once. He looked at his big companion with more approval. +"You'll do," he signified, pulling his cap over his eyes, thrusting +both hands in his pockets, and slithering rapidly down the bannisters +in advance. + +"Thanks," said Uncle Felix, following him, three steps at a time, with +effort. + +In the hall they paused a moment--a question of doors. + +"Back," said Uncle Felix. + +"Front's better," decided the boy. "Then nobody'll think anything, you +see." He was quick to put the new principle into practice. + +On the lawn there was another pause, this time a question of direction. + +"The wood, of course!" And they set off together at a steady trot. Few +words were wasted when Tim went "busting about" in this way. Uncle +Felix resigned himself and looked to him for guidance; there was some +one to be rescued; there was danger to be run; the risk was bigger than +either of them realised; but more than that he knew not. + +"Got a handkerchief with you?" the boy asked presently. + +"Yes, thanks; got everything," panted the other. + +"For signalling," was offered three minutes later by way of +explanation, "in case we get lost--or anything like that." + +"Quite so." + +"Is it a clean one?" + +"Yes." + +"Good!" + +They climbed the swinging gate of iron, rushed the orchard, crossed the +smaller hayfield in the open, heedless of the rabbits that rolled like +fat balls into pockets made to fit them, slipped out of sight behind a +stack of straw whose threatening lopsidedness seemed to support a +ladder, and so eventually came to a breathless and perspiring halt upon +the edges of a--wood. + +It was a very ordinary wood, small, inconspicuous, and unimposing. No +big trees towered; there was no fence of thick, black trunks. It was +not mysterious, like the dense evergreens on the other side of the +grounds where the west wind shook half a mile of dripping branches in +stormy weather: + + Where the yew trees are gigantic, + And the yellow coast of "Spain," + Breasting on the dim "Atlantic," + Stores the undesired rain. + +It grew there in a kind of untidy muddle, on the very outskirts of the +estate, meekly--rather disappointingly, Uncle Felix thought. There was +no hint of anything haunted or terrible about it. Round rabbits fussed +busily about its edges, darting as though pulled by wires, and the +older wood-pigeons, no doubt, slept comfortably in its middle. But game +despised it heartily, and traps were never laid. There was not even a +trespassers' board, without which no wood is properly attractive. +Indeed, for most people it was simply not worth the trouble of entering +at all. Apparently no one ever bothered about it. + +Yet, precisely for these very reasons, it was real. Tim described it +afterwards as a "naked" wood. It had no fence to hold it together, it +was not dressed up by human beings, it just grew naturally. To this +very openness and want of concealment it owed its deep security, its +safety was due entirely to the air of innocence it wore. But in reality +it was disguised. It was a forest--without a middle, without a heart. + +"This is our wood," announced Tim in a low voice, as they stood and +mopped their faces. His tone suggested that they would enter at their +peril. + +"And is it a big wood?" the other asked with caution, as though he had +not noticed it before. + +"Much bigger than it looks," the boy replied. "You can easily get +lost." Then added, with the first touch of awe about him, "It has no +centre." + +"That's the worst kind," said his companion shivering slightly. "Like a +pond that has no bottom." + +Tim nodded. His face had grown a trifle paler. He showed no immediate +anxiety to make the first advance, reserving that privilege for his +comrade. A breath of wind stole out and set the dry leaves rustling. + +"We must look out," he said at length. "There'll be a sign." + +Uncle Felix listened attentively to every word. The boy had moved up +closer to him. "And if anything happens one of us must climb a tree and +signal. _You've_ got the clean handkerchief. You see, it's at the +centre that it gets rather nasty--because anybody who gets there simply +disappears and is never heard of again. That's why there's no centre at +all _really_. It's a terrible rescue we've got to do." + +The adventure fulfilled the desire of his heart, for, since there was +no centre, the search would last for ever. + +"Keep a sharp look-out for the sign," replied the man, feeling a small +hand steal into his own. "We'd better go in before it gets any darker." + +"Oh, that's nothing," was the whispered comment. "The great thing is +not to lose our way. Just follow me!" + +They then went into this wood without a centre, without a middle, +without a heart. Into this heartless wood they moved stealthily, Uncle +Felix singing under his breath to keep his courage up: + +"A wood is a mysterious place, + It never looks you in the face, + But stares _behind_ you all the time. + Your safest plan is just to--climb! + For, otherwise you lose your way, + The week, the month, the time of day; + It turns you round, it makes you blind, + And in the end you lose your mind! + Avoid the centre, + If you enter! + +"It grows upon you--grows immense, + Its peace is _not_ indifference, + It sees you--and it takes offence, + It knows you're interfering. + Its sleepliness is all pretence, + With trunks and twigs and foliage dense + It's watching you, alert, intense, + It's furious; it's peering. + +"Upon the darkening paths below, + Whichever way you try to go + You'll meet with strange resistance. + So climb a tree and wave your hand, + The birds will see and understand, + And _may_ bring you assistance. + Avoid the centre, + If you enter, + For once you're there + You--disappear! + Smothered by depth and distance!" + +Tim listened without a sign of interest. Every one has his peculiarity, +he supposed, and, provided his companion did not dance as well as sing, +it was all right. The noise was unnecessary, perhaps, still--the sound +of a human voice was not without its charm. The house was a very long +way off; the gardeners never came this way. A wood _was_ a mysterious +place! "Is that all?" he asked--but whether glad or sorry, no man could +possibly have told. + +"For the present," came the reply, and the sound of both their voices +fell a little dead, muffled by the density of the undergrowth. "Are we +going right?" + +"There'll be a sign," Tim explained again. And the way he said it, the +air of positive belief in tone and manner, stung the man's +consciousness with a thrill of genuine adventure. It began to creep +over him. He kept near to the comforting presence of the boy, aware in +quite a novel way of the Presence of the Wood. This very ordinary wood, +without claim to particular notice, much less to a notice-board, +changed his normal feelings by arresting their customary flow. An +unusual sensation replaced what he meant to feel, expected to feel. He +was aware of strangeness. He felt included in the purpose of a crowd of +growing trees. "But it's just a common little wood," he assured +himself, realising as he said it that both adjectives were wrong. For +nothing left to itself is ever common, and as for "little"--well, it +had suddenly become enormous. + +Outside, in what was called the big world, things were going on with +frantic hurry and change, but in here the leisured calm was huge, +gigantic, so much so that the other dwindled into a kind of lost +remoteness. "Smothered by depth and distance," he could almost forget +it altogether. Out there nations were at war, republics fighting, +empires tottering to ruin; great-hearted ladies were burning furniture +and stabbing lovely pictures (not their own) to prove themselves +intelligent enough to vote; and gallant gentlemen were flying across +the Alps and hunting for the top and bottom of the earth instead of +hurrying to help them. All manner of tremendous things were happening +at a frightful pace--while this unnoticed wood just stood and grew, +watching the sun and stars and listening to the brushing winds. Its +unadvertised foliage concealed a busy universe of multitudinous, secret +life. + +How still the trees were--far more imposing than in a storm! Still, +quiet things are much more impressive than things that draw attention +to themselves by making a noise. They are more articulate. The strength +of all these trees emerged in their silence. Their steadiness might +easily wear one down. + +And now, into its quiet presence, a man and a boy from that distressful +outer world had entered. They moved with effort and difficulty into its +untrodden depths. Uninvited and unasked, they sought its hidden and +invisible centre, the mysterious heart of it which the younger of the +adventurers could only describe by saying that "It isn't there, because +when you get there, you disappear!" Two ways of expressing the same +thing, of course! Moreover, entering involved getting out again. Escape +and Rescue--the Wood always in opposition--took possession of the man's +slow mind.... + +It was already thick about them, and the trees stood very still. The +branches drooped, motionless in the warm evening air. The twigs +pointed. Each leaf had an eye, but a hidden, lidless eye. The saplings +saw them, but the heavier trunks _observed_ them. It was known in what +direction they were going, the direction, however, being chosen and +insisted on by the Wood. Their very steps were counted. The whole +business of the trees was suspended while they passed. They were being +watched. And the stillness was so deep that it forced them, too, to +make as little noise as possible. They moved with the utmost caution, +pretending that a snapping twig might betray their presence, yet +knowing quite well that each detail of their blundering advance was +marked down with the accuracy of an instantaneous photograph. Tim, +usually in advance, looked round from time to time, with a finger on +his lips; and though he himself made far more noise than his companion, +he stared with reproach when the latter snapped a stick or let a leafy +branch swish through the air too loudly. + +"Oh, hush!" he whispered. "Please do hush!" and the same moment caught +his own foot in a root, placed cunningly across the path, and sprawled +forward with the noise of an explosion. But he made no reference to the +matter. His own noises did no harm apparently. He was perfectly honest +about it, not merely putting the blame elsewhere to draw attention from +himself. His uncle's size and visibility were co-related in his mind. +Being convinced that he moved as stealthily and soundlessly as a +Redskin, it followed obviously that his companion _didn't_. + +The dusk had noticeably deepened when at length they reached a little +clearing and stood upright, perspiring freely, and both a little +flustered. The silence was really extraordinary. It seemed they had +entered a private place, a secret chamber where they had no right, and +were intruders. The clearing formed a circle, and from the open sky +overhead a grey, mysterious light fell softly on the leafy walls. They +paused and peered about them. + +"Hark! What's that?" asked Tim in a whisper. + +"Nothing," replied the other. + +"But I heard it," the boy insisted; "something rushing." + +"I'm rather out of breath, perhaps." + +The boy looked at him reproachfully. His expression suggested "Why +_are_ you so noisy and enormous? It's hopeless, really!" But aloud he +merely said, "It's got awfully dark all of a sudden." + +"It's the wood does that," replied Uncle Felix. "Outside it's only +twilight. I think we'd better be getting on." + +"We're getting there," observed the boy. + +"But we shan't be able to see the sign if this darkness gets worse," +said the other apprehensively. + +The answer gave him quite a turn. "It's been--ages and ages ago!" + +The idea of rescue meanwhile had merged insensibly into escape, but +neither remarked upon the change. It was only that the original emotion +had spread a bit. Tim and Uncle Felix stood close together in this +solemn clearing, waiting, peering about them, listening intently. But +Tim had seen the sign; he knew what he was doing all the time; he was +in more intimate relations with the Being of the Wood than his great +floundering Uncle possibly could be. + +"Which way, do _you_ think?" asked the latter anxiously. + +There seemed no possible exit from the clearing, no break anywhere in +the leafy walls; even the entrance was covered up and hidden. The Wood +blocked further advance deliberately. + +"We're lost," said Tim bluntly, turning round and round. His eyes +opened to their widest. "You've simply taken a wrong turning somewhere." + +And before Uncle Felix could expostulate or say a word in self-defence, +the inevitable reward of his mistake was upon him. + +"_You've_ got the handkerchief!" + +Already the boy was looking about him for a suitable tree. + +"But _you_ saw the sign, Tim," he began excuses; "and it's _your_ wood; +I've never been here before--" + +"That one looks the easiest," suggested Tim, pointing to a beech. It +had one low branch, but the trunk was smooth and slippery as ice. He +pushed aside the foliage with his hands to make an opening towards it. +"I'll help you up." Tim spoke as though there was no time to lose. + +But help came just then unexpectedly from another quarter--there was a +sudden battering sound. Something went past them through the branches +with a crashing noise. It was terrific, the way it smashed and +clattered overhead, making a clapping rattle that died away into the +distance with strange swiftness. They jumped; their hearts stood still +a moment. It was so horribly close. But the stillness that followed the +uproar was far worse than the noise. It felt as though the Wood had +stretched a hand and aimed a crafty blow at them from behind the shield +of foliage. A quiver of visible silence ran across the leafy walls. +They stood stock still, staring blankly into each other's eyes. + +"A wood-pigeon!" whispered Uncle Felix, recovering himself first. +"We've been _seen_!" + +A faint smile passed over Tim's startled face. There was no other +expression in it. The tension was distressingly acute. One sentence, +however, came to the lips of both adventurers. They uttered it under +their breath together: + +"It's--disappeared!" + +Instinctively they held hands then. Tim stood, rooted to the ground. + +"The _centre!_" They whispered it almost inaudibly. The horror of the +spot where people vanished was upon them both. The power of the Wood +had worn them down. + +"Yes, but don't _say_ it," cried Uncle Felix; "above all, don't say it +aloud." And he clapped one hand upon his own mouth, and the other upon +the boy's, as Tim came cuddling closer to his comforting expanse of +side. "That only wakes it up, and--" + +He did not finish the sentence. Instead, his mind began to think +tremendously. They were both badly frightened. What was the best thing +to be done? At first he thought: "Keep perfectly still, and make no +slightest movement; a quiet person is not noticed." But, the next +instant, came the truer wisdom: "If anything unusual occurs, go on +doing exactly what you were doing before. Hold the atmosphere, as it +were." And on this latter inspiration he decided to act at once-- + +Only to discover that Tim had realised it before him. The boy was +pulling at him. "_Do_ come on, Uncle!" he was saying. "We shall go mad +with fright if we keep on standing here--we shall be raving lunatics!" + +They set off wildly then, plunging helter-skelter into the silent, +heartless wood. The trees miraculously opened up a way for them as they +dived and stooped and wriggled forward. In which direction they were +going neither of them had the least idea, but as neither one nor the +other disappeared, it was clear they had not reached the actual centre. +They gasped and spluttered, their breath grew shorter, the darkness +increased. They came to all sorts of curious places that deceived them; +ways opened invitingly, then closed down again and blocked advance; +there were clearings that were obviously false, open places that were +plainly sham; and a dozen times they came to spots that seemed +familiar, but which really they had never seen before. Sense of +direction left them, for they continually changed the angle, compelled +by the undergrowth to do so. Twigs leaped at them and stung their +faces, Tim's cheeks were splashed with mud, Uncle Felix's clean white +flannels showed irregular lines of dirty water to his knees. It was +altogether a tremendous affair in which rescue and escape were madly +mingled with furious attack and terrified retreat. Everything was +moving, and in all directions at once. They rushed headlong through the +angry Wood. But the Wood itself rushed ever past them. It was roused. + +The confusion and bewilderment had got a little more than they could +manage, indeed, when--quite marvellously and unexpectedly--the darkness +lifted. They saw trees separately instead of in a whirling mass. The +trunks stood more apart from one another. There were patches of faint +light. More--there was a line of light. It shone, grey and welcome, +some dozen yards in front of them. + +"Come on!" cried Tim. "Follow me!" + +And two minutes later they found themselves outside, torn, worn, and +breathless, upon the edge--standing exactly at the place where they had +entered three-quarters of an hour before. They had made an enormous +circle. Panting and half collapsed, they stood side by side in an +exhausted heap. + +"We're out," said Tim, with immense relief. Profoundly satisfied with +himself, he looked round at his bedraggled Uncle. It was plain that he +had rescued some one from "an awful-anorrible death." + +"At last!" replied the other gratefully, aware that he was the rescued +one. "But only just in time!" + +And they moved away in the deepening dusk towards the house, whose +welcome lights shone across the intervening hayfield. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +TIME HESITATES + + +Meanwhile the coveted fortnight drew towards a close. It had begun on a +Friday, and that left two full, clear weeks ahead. It had seemed an +inexhaustible period--when it started. There was the feeling that it +would draw out slowly, like an ordinary lesson-week; instead of which +it shot downhill to Saturday with hardly a single stop. On looking +back, the children almost felt unfairness; somebody had pushed it; they +had been cheated. + +And, of course, they _had_ been cheated. Time had played his usual +trick upon them. The beginning was so prodigal of reckless promises +that they had really believed a week would last for ever. Childhood +expects, quite rightly, to have its cake and eat it, for there is no +true reason why anything should ever end at all. The devices are +various: a titbit is set aside to enjoy later, thus deceiving Time and +checking its ridiculous hurry. But in the long run Time invariably +wins. After Thursday the week had shot into Saturday without a single +pause. It whistled past. And the titbit, Saturday, had come. + +Yet without the usual titbit flavour; for Saturday, as a rule, wore +splashes of gold and yellow upon its latter end, being a half-holiday +associated with open air and sunshine, but now, Monday already in +sight, with lessons and early bed and other prohibitions by the dozen, +hearts sank a little, a shadow crept upon the sun. They had a +grievance; some one had cheated them of a final joy. The collapse was +unexpected, therefore wrong. And the arch-deceiver who had humbugged +them, they knew quite well, was Time. He was in their thoughts. He +mocked them all day long. Clocks grinned; _Saturday, June_ 3, flaunted +itself insolently in their faces. + +"The day after to-morrow," remarked some one, noticing a calendar +staring on the wall; and from the moment that phrase could be used it +meant the day was within measurable distance. + +"Aunt Emily leaves Tunbridge Wells" was mentioned too, sounding less +unpleasant than "Aunt Emily comes back." But the climax was reached +when somebody stated bluntly without fear of contradiction: + +"To-morrow's Sunday." + +For Sunday had no particular colour. Monday was black, and Saturday was +gold, but Sunday never had been painted anything. Though a buffer-day +between a vanished week and a week of labour coming, it was of +uncertain character. Queer, grave people came back to lunch. There were +collects and a vague uneasiness about the heathen being unfed and +naked. There was a collection, too--pennies emerged from stained +leather purses and dropped clicking into a polished box with a slit in +the top. Greenland's icy mountains also helped to put a chill into the +sunshine. A pause came. Time went slower than usual--God rested, they +remembered, on the seventh day--yet nothing happened much, and with +their Sunday clothes they put on a sort of dreadful carefulness that +made play seem stiff, unnatural, and out of place. + +Daddy, too, before the day was over, invariably looked worried, the +servants bored, Mother drowsy, and Aunt Emily "like a clergyman's +wife." Time sighed audibly on Sunday. + +"It's our last day, anyhow," they agreed, determined to live in the +present and enjoy Saturday to the full. + +It was then Uncle Felix, having overheard their comments upon Time, +looked round abruptly and made one of his startling remarks. +"To-morrow," he said, "is one of the most wonderful days that was ever +invented. You'll see." + +And the way he said it provided the very thrill that was needed to +chase the shadow from the sun. For there was a hint of promise in his +voice that almost meant he had some way of delaying the arrival of +Black Monday. + +"You'll see," he repeated significantly, shading his eyes with both +hands and peering up at the sun. + +Tim and Judy watched him with keen faces. They noticed that he said +"to-morrow" instead of "Sunday." But before they could squeeze out a +single question, there came a remarkable interruption from below. From +somewhere near the ground it came. Maria, seated on a flower-pot whose +flower didn't want to grow, opened her mouth and spoke. As is already +known, this did not often happen. It was her characteristic to keep it +closed. Even at the dentist's she never could be got to open her mouth, +because he had once hurt her; she flatly refused to do so, and no +amount of "Now open, please," ever had the least effect on her firm +decision. She was taken in vain to see the dentist. + +This last Saturday of the week, however, she opened. + +"I've not had _my_ partickler adventure," was what she said. + +At the centre of that circle where she lived in a state of unalterable +bliss, the fact had struck her, and she mentioned it accordingly. + +Tim and Judy turned upon her hungrily, but before they could relieve +their feelings by a single word their Uncle had turned upon her too. +Lowering his eyes from the great circular sun that moved in a circle +through the sky, he let them fall upon the circular Maria who reposed +calmly upon the circle of the earth, which itself swung in another +circle round the sun. + +"Exactly," he said, "but it's coming. Your father told you a day would +come. It is!" + +He said no more than that, but it was enough to fill the remainder of +the day with the recurrent thrill of a tremendous promise. Each hour +seemed pregnant with a hint of exceptional delivery. There were signs +and whispers everywhere, and everybody was aware of it. Uncle Felix +looked "bursting with it," as though he could hardly keep it in, and +even the Lesser Authorities had as much as they could do to prevent it +flying out of them in sudden sentences. Jackman wore a curious smile, +which Judy declared was "just the face she made the day Maria was +born"; Mrs. Horton left her kitchen and was seen upon the lawn actually +picking daisies; and even Thompson--well, when Tim and his sister came +upon him basking with a pipe against the laundry window, wearing a +discarded tweed coat of their father's, and looking "exactly like the +Pope asleep," he explained his position to Tim with the extraordinary +remark that "even the Servants' Hall 'as dreams," and went on puffing +his pipe precisely as before. But Weeden betrayed it most. They knew by +the smell--"per fumigated," as they called it--that he was in the +passages, watering the flowers or arranging new ones on the +window-sills, and when Tim said, "Seen any more water-rats to pot at, +Weeden?" the man just smiled and replied, "Good mornin', Master Tim; +it's Saturday." + +The inflection of his tone was instantly noticed. "Oh, I say, Weeden, +how do you know? _Do_ tell me. I won't say a word, I promise." But the +Head Gardener kept his one eye--the other was of glass--upon the spout +of his watering-can, and answered in a voice that issued from his +boots--"Because to-morrow's Sunday, Master Tim, unless something +'appens to prevent it." He then went quickly from the room, as though +he feared more questions; he took the secret with him; he was nervous +about betraying what he knew. But Judy agreed with Tim that "his answer +proved it, because why should he have said it unless he knew!" + +Meanwhile, that fine morning in early June slipped along its sunny way; +a heavy treacle-pudding luncheon was treated properly; Uncle Felix lit +his great meerschaum pipe, and they all went out on the lawn beneath +the lime trees. The undercurrent of excitement filled the air. +Something was going to happen, something so wonderful that they could +not speak about it. They did not dare to ask questions lest they should +somehow stop it. It was a most delicately poised affair. The least +mistake might send it racing in the opposite direction. But their +imaginations were so actively at work inside that they could not help +whispering among themselves about it. The silence of their Uncle piled +up the coming wonder in an enormous heap. + +"Something _is_ coming," affirmed Judy in an undertone for the +twentieth time, "but _I_ think it will be after tea, don't you?" + +"Prob'ly," assented her brother, very full of treacle pudding. He +sighed. + +"Or p'r'aps it's _somebody_, d'you think?" + +Tim shrugged his shoulders carefully, conscious of insecurity within. + +"I shouldn't be surprised, would you?" Judy insisted. Of course she +knew as much as he did, but she wanted to make him say something +definite. + +"It's both," he said grandly. "Things like this always come together." + +"Yes, but it's _quite_ new. It's never happened before." + +He looked sideways at her with the pity of superior knowledge. + +"How could it?" So great was his private information that he almost +added "stupid." But he kept back the word for later. He repeated +instead: "However could it?" + +"Well, but--" she began. + +"Don't you see, it's what Daddy always told us," he reminded her with +an air. And instantly, with overwhelming certainty, those Wonder +Sentences of their father's, first spoken years ago, crashed in upon +their minds: Some day; a day is coming; a day will come. + +Tim's assurance hurt her vanity a little, for it was only fair that she +should know something too, however little. But the force of the +discovery at once obliterated all lesser personal emotions. + +"Tim!" she gasped, overcome with admiration. "Is it really _that_?" + +Tim never forgot that moment of proud ascendancy. He felt like a king +or something. + +"Look out," he whispered quickly. "You'll spoil it all if _he_ knows +we've guessed." And he nodded his head towards Uncle Felix in his +wicker-chair. "It's Maria's adventure, too, remember." + +Judy smiled and flushed a little. + +"He's not listening," she whispered back, ignoring Maria's claim. She +was not quite so stupid as her brother thought her. "But how on earth +did you know? It's too wonderful!" She flung the hair out of her eyes +and wriggled away some of her suppressed excitement on the grass. Tim +held his breath in agony while he watched her. But the smoke from his +Uncle's pipe rose steadily into the sunny air, and his face was hidden +by a paper that he held. The moment of danger passed. The boy leaned +over towards his sister's ear. + +"Where it comes _from_," he whispered, "is what I want to know," and +straightened up again with the air of having delivered an ultimatum +that no girl could ever possibly reply to. + +"_From?_" she repeated. She seemed a little disappointed. "D'you mean +that may stop it coming?" + +"Of course not," he said contemptuously. "But everything must come from +somewhere, mustn't it?" + +Judy stared at him speechless, while he surveyed her with an air of +calm omnipotence. To ask a thing no one could answer was the same as +knowing the answer oneself. + +"Mustn't it?" he repeated with triumph. + +And, in the inevitable pause that followed, they both instinctively +glanced up at Uncle Felix. The same idea had occurred to both of them. +Although direct questions about what was coming were obviously +impermissible, an indirect question seemed fairly within the rules. The +fact was, neither of them could keep quiet about it any longer. The +strain was more than human nature could stand. They simply _must_ find +out. They would get at it that way. + +"Try him," whispered Judy. And Tim turned recklessly towards his Uncle +and drew a long, deep breath. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +MARIA STIRS + + +"Uncle," he began with a rush lest his courage should forsake him, +"where does everything come from? Everything in the world, I +mean?"--then waited for an answer that did not come. + +Uncle Felix neither moved nor spoke, and the question, like a bomb that +fails to explode, produced no result after considerable effort and +expense. The boy looked down again at the alarum clock he had been +trying to mend, and turned the handle. It was too tightly wound to go. +A stopped clock has the sulkiest face in the world. He stared at it; +the handle clicked beneath the pressure of his hand. "It must come from +somewhere," he added with decision, half to himself. + +"From the East, of course," advanced Judy, and tried to draw her Uncle +by putting some buttercups against his cheek and mentioning loudly that +he liked butter. + +Then, since neither sound nor movement issued from the man in the +wicker-chair, the children continued the discussion among themselves, +but _at_ the man, knowing that sooner or later he must become involved +in it. Judy's answer, moreover, so far as it went, was excellent. The +sun rose in the East, and the wind most frequently mentioned came also +from that quarter. Easter, when everything rose again, was connected +with the same point of the compass. The East was enormously far away +with a kind of fairyland remoteness. The dragon-rugs in Daddy's study +and the twisted weapons in the hall were "Easty" too. According to Tim, +it was a "golden, yellow, crimson-sort-of, mysterious, blazing hole of +a place" of which no adequate picture had ever been shown to them. +China and Japan were too much photographed, but the East was vague and +marvellous, the beginning of all things, "Camel-distant," as they +phrased it, with Great Asia upon its magical frontiers. For Asia, being +equally unphotographed, still shimmered with uncommon qualities. + +But, chiefly, it was a vast hole where travellers disappeared and left +no trace; and to leave no trace was simply horrible. + +"The easier you go the less chance there is," maintained Judy. She said +this straight into the paper that screened her uncle's face--without +the smallest result of any kind whatsoever. Then Tim recalled something +that Colonel Stumper had said once, and let fly with it, aiming his +voice beneath the paper's edge. + +"East is east," he announced with considerable violence, but might as +well have declared that it was south for all the response obtained. It +was very odd, he thought; his Uncle's mind must be awfully full of +something. For he remembered Come-Back Stumper saying the same thing +once to Daddy at the end of a frightful argument about missionaries and +idols, and Daddy had been unable to find any reply at all. Yet Uncle +Felix did not stir a finger even. Accordingly, he made one more effort. +He recited in a loud voice the song that Stumper had made up about it. +If that had no effect, they must try other means altogether: + + The East is just an endless place + That lies beyond discovery, + Where travellers who leave no trace + Are lost without recovery. + Both North and South have got a pole-- + Men stand on the equator; + But the East is just an awful hole-- + You're never heard of later! + +It had no effect. Goodness! he thought, the man must be ill. Or, +perhaps, like the alarum clock, he was too tightly wound to go, and the +burden of the secret he contained so wonderfully up his sleeve half +choked him. The boy grew impatient; he nudged Judy and made an odd +grimace, and Judy, belonging to the sex that took risks and thought +little of personal safety when a big end was to be obtained, stood up +and put the buttercups against her own cheek. + +"But I like it ever so much more than _you_ do," she said in a loud +voice. + +The move was not a bad one; the paper wobbled, sank a quarter of an +inch, revealed the bridge of the reader's nose, then held severely +steady again. Whereupon Tim, noticing this sign of weakening, followed +his sister's lead, rose, kicked the tired clock like a ball across the +lawn, and exclaimed in a tone of challenge to the universe: "But where +did everything come from before that--before the East, I mean?" And he +glared at his immobile Uncle through the paper with an air of fearful +accusation, as though he distinctly held he was to blame. If that +didn't let the cat out of the bag, nothing would! + +The big man, however, rested heavily with his legs crossed, as though +still he had not heard. Doubtless he felt as heavy as he looked, for +the afternoon was warm, and luncheon--well, at any rate, he remained +neutral and inactive. Something might happen to divert philosophical +inquiry into other channels; a rat might poke its nose above the pond; +a big fish might jump; an awfully rare butterfly come dancing; or +Maria, as on rare occasions she had been known to do, might stop +discussion with a word of power. The chances were in his favour on the +whole. He waited. + +But nothing happened. No rat, nor fish, nor butterfly did the things +expected of them; they were on the children's side. Maria sat blocked +and motionless against the landscape; and the round world dozed. +Yes--but the music of the world was humming. The bees droned by, there +was a whisper among the unruffled leaves. + +Tim tapped him sharply on the knee. The man shuffled, then looked over +the top of his illustrated paper with an air of shocked surprise. + +"Eh, Tim," he asked. "Where we all come from, did you say?" + +"Everything, not only us," was the clean reply. + +"That's it," Judy supported him. + +"Now, then," Maria added quietly, as if she had done all the work. + +Uncle Felix laid down his entertaining pictures of public men in +misfit-clothing furiously hitting tiny balls over as much uncultivated +land as possible--and sighed. Their violent attitudes had given him a +delightful sensation of repose. They were the men who governed England, +and this savage hitting was proof of their surplus energy. He resigned +himself, but with an air. + +"Well," he said vaguely, "I suppose--it all just--began somehow--of +itself." And he stole a sideways glance at a picture of a stage Beauty +attired like a female Guy Fawkes. + +"It was created in six days, of course, us last," said Tim, regarding +him with patient dignity. "We remember all that. But where it came +_from_ is what we thought _you'd_ know." He closed the illustrated +paper and moved it out of reach, while the man brushed from his beard +the grass and stuff that Judy had arranged there cleverly in a +decorative pattern. + +"From?" repeated Uncle Felix, as though the word were unfamiliar. + +"Your body and mind," the boy resumed, ignoring the pretence that +laziness offered in place of information, "and all that kind of thing; +trees and mountains, and birds and caterpillars and people like Aunt +Emily, and clergymen and volcanoes and elephants--oh, everything in the +world everywhere?" + +There was another sigh. And another pause dropped down upon creation, +while they watched a looper caterpillar that clung to the edge of the +illustrated paper and made futile circles in the air with the knob it +called its head. Some one had forgotten to let down the ladder it +expected, or perhaps it, too, was asking unanswerable questions of the +sun. + +"I believe," announced Judy, still smarting under a sense of recent +neglect, "it just came from nowhere. It's all in a great huge circle. +And we go round and round and rounder," she went on, as no one met her +challenge, "till we're finished!" + +She avoided her brother's eye, but glanced winningly at Uncle Felix, +remembering that she had gained support from him before by a similar +device. At Maria she looked down. "You know nothing anyhow," her +expression said, "so you _must_ agree." + +"I don't finish," said Maria quietly, whereupon Tim, feeling that the +original question was being shelved, made preparation to obliterate +her--when Uncle Felix intervened with a longer observation of his own. + +"It's not such a bad idea," he said, glancing sideways at Maria with +approval, "that circle business. Everything certainly goes _round_. The +earth is round, and the sun is round, and, as Maria says, a circle +never finishes." He paused, reflecting deeply. + +"But who made the circle," demanded Tim. + +"That _is_ the point," agreed Uncle Felix, nodding his head. "Some one +must have made it--some day--mustn't they?" + +They stared at him, as probably the animals stared at Adam, wondering +what their splendid names were going to be. The yearning in their eyes +was enough to make a rock produce sweet-scented thyme. Even the looper +steadied its pin-point head to listen. But nothing happened. Uncle +Felix looked dumber than the clock. He looked hot, confused, and +muddled too. He kept his eyes upon the grass. He fumbled in his pockets +for a match. He spoke no word. + +"What?" asked Tim abruptly, by way of a hint that something further was +expected of him. + +Uncle Felix looked up with a start. Like Proteus who changed his shape +to save himself the trouble of prophesying, he swiftly changed the key +to save himself providing accurate information that he didn't possess. + +"It wasn't a circle, exactly," he said slowly; "it was a thought, a +great, white, wonderful, shining thought. That's what started the whole +business first," and he looked round hopefully at the eager faces. +"Somebody thought it all," he went on, recklessly, "and it all came +true that way. See?" + +They waited in silence for particulars. + +"Somebody thought it all out first," he elaborated, "and so it simply +_had_ to happen." + +There was an interval of some thirty seconds, and then Tim asked: + +"But who thought _him_?" He said it with much emphasis. + +Uncle Felix sat up with energy and lit his pipe. His listeners drew +closer, with the exception of Maria, whose life seemed concentrated in +her fixed and steady eyes. + +"It's like this, you see," the man explained between the puffs; "if you +go into the schoolroom, you find a lot of things lying about +everywhere--blocks, toys, engines, and all sorts of things--don't you?" + +"Yes," they agreed, without enthusiasm. + +"Well," he continued, "what's the good of them until you _think_ +something about them--think them into something--some game or meaning +or other? They're nothing but a lot of useless stuff just lying +untidily upon the floor. See what I mean?" + +They nodded, but again without enthusiasm. + +"With our End of the World place," he went on, seeing that they +listened attentively, "it's the same again. It was nothing but a +rubbish-heap until we thought it into something wonderful--which, of +course, it is," he hastened to add. "But by thinking about it, we +discovered--we _created_ it!" + +They nodded again. Somebody grunted. Maria watched the caterpillar +crawling up his sleeve. + +"The things--the place and the toys," he resumed hopefully, "were there +all the time, but they meant nothing--they weren't alive--until we +thought about them." He blew a cloud of smoke. "So, you see," he +continued with an effort, "if we could only _think out_ what everything +meant, we could--er--find out what--what everything meant--and where it +came from. Everything would be all right, don't you see?" + +Judy's expression was distraught and puzzled. Maria's eyes were closed +so tightly that her entire face seemed closed. The pause drew out. + +"Yes, but where does everything come from?" inquired Tim calmly. + +He valued the lengthy explanation at just exactly--nothing! + +"Because there simply must be a beginning somewhere," added Judy. + +They were at the starting-point again. They had merely made a circle. + +And Uncle Felix found himself in difficulties of his own creating. +Where everything came from puzzled him as much as it puzzled the +children, or the looper caterpillar that was now crawling from his +flannel collar to his neck and contemplating the thicket of his dense +back hair. Why ask these terrible questions? he thought, as he looked +around at the sunshine and the trees. Life would be no happier if he +knew. Since everything was already here, going along quite pleasantly +and usefully, it really couldn't help matters much to know precisely +where it all came from. Possibly not. But it would have helped him +enormously in his relations with the children--his particular world at +the moment--if he could have provided them with a satisfactory +explanation. And he knew quite well what they expected from him. That +dreadful "Some Day" hung in the balance between success and failure. + +And it was then that assistance came from a most unlikely quarter--from +Maria. There was no movement in the stolid head. The eyes merely rolled +round like small blue moons upon the expanse of the expressionless +face. But the lips parted and she spoke. She asked a question. And her +question shifted the universe back upon its ultimate foundations. It +set a problem deeper far than the mere origin of everything. It touched +the _cause_. + +"Why?" she inquired blandly. + +It seemed a bomb-shell had fallen among them. Maria had closed her eyes +again. Her face was calm as a cabbage, still as a mushroom in a storm. +She claimed the entire discussion somehow as her own. Yet she had +merely exercised her prerogative of being herself. Having gone into the +root of the matter with a monosyllable, she retired again into her +eternal centre. She had nothing more to offer--at the moment. + +_Why?_ + +They had never thought of Why there should be anything. It was far more +interesting than Where. Why was a deeper question than whence. It made +them feel more important, for one thing. Somebody--but Somebody who was +not there--owed them a proper explanation about it. The burden of +apology or excuse was lifted instantly from Uncle Felix's shoulders, +for, obviously, he had nothing to do with the reason for their being in +the world. + +Without a moment's hesitation he flung his arms out, let the pipe fall +from his lips, and--burst into song: + + Why should there be anything? + Why should we be here? + It isn't where we come from, + But why should we appear? + It's really inexplicable, + Extr'ordinary, queer: + Why _should_ we come and talk a bit, + And then--just disappear? + +"Why, why, why?" shouted the two elder children. The air was filled +with flying "whys." They tried to sing the verse. + +"Let's dance it," cried Judy, leaping to her feet. "Give us the words +again, please." She picked up the clock and plumped it down into +Maria's uncertain lap. "You beat time," she ordered. "It's the tune of +'Onward Christian Soldiers.'" + +Maria, disinclined to budge unless obliged to, did nothing. + +"It's a beastly tune," Tim supported her. "I hate those Sunday hymn +tunes. They're not real a bit." + +He watched Judy and his Uncle capering hand in hand among the +flower-beds. He didn't feel like dancing himself. He looked at the +clock that, like Maria and himself, refused to go. He looked at Maria, +fastened immovably upon the lawn. The clock lay glittering in the +sunshine. Maria sat like a shining ball beside it. He felt the +afternoon was a failure somewhere. Things weren't going quite as he +wanted, the clock wasn't going either. And when they did go they went +of their own accord, independent of himself, of his direction, +guidance, wishes. He was out of it. This was _not_ the time to dance. +What was the meaning of it all? It had to do somehow with the clock +that wouldn't go. It had to do with Maria, who wouldn't budge. The +clock had stopped of its own accord. That lay at the bottom of it all, +he felt. Some day things would be different, more satisfactory--more +real.... Some day! + +And strange, new ideas, very vague and dim, very far away, very queer, +and very wonderful, poured through his searching, questioning little +mind. + +"Beat time!" shouted Judy to her motionless sister. "I told you to beat +time. You're doing nothing. You never do!" + +Tim stood watching them, while the words rang on in his head: "You are +doing nothing! You never do!" How wonderful it was! Maria never did +anything, yet was always there _in_ everything. And the others--how +funny they were, too! They looked like an elephant and a bird, he +thought, for Judy hopped and fluttered, while his Uncle moved heavily, +making holes in the soft lawn with his great feet. "Beat time, beat +time!" cried Judy at intervals. + +What a queer phrase it was--to _beat_ time. Why beat it? It wasn't +there unless it was beaten. Poor Time; and Maria refused to beat it. +His eye wandered from Maria to the dancers, and a kind of reverie stole +over him. What was the use of dancing unless there was something to +dance round? Maria was round; why didn't they dance round her? His +thoughts returned to Maria. How funny Maria was! She just sat there +doing nothing at all. Maria was dull and unenterprising, yet somehow +everything came round to her in the end. It was just because she +waited, she never hurried. She was a sort of centre. Only it must be +rather stupid just to be a centre. Then, suddenly, two ideas struck him +at the same instant, scattering his dreamy state of reverie. The first +was--Everything comes from a centre like Maria; _that's_ where +everything comes from! The second, bearing no apparent relation to it, +found expression in words: + +He cried out: "I know what! Let's go to the End of the World and make a +fire and burn things!" + +And he looked at Maria as though he had discovered America. + +"Beat time, oh, _do_ beat time," cried Judy breathlessly. + +"We're going to make a fire," he shouted; "there's lots of things to +burn." He looked about him as though to choose a place. But he couldn't +find one. He pointed vaguely, first at Maria, as though she was the +thing to burn, and then at the landscape generally. "Then you can dance +_round_ it," he added convincingly to clinch the matter. + +But the bird and the elephant continued their gymnastic exercises on +the lawn, while Maria turned her eyes without moving her head and +watched them too. + +Then, while the tune of "Onward Christian Soldiers" filled the air, Tim +and Maria began an irrelevant argument about things in general. Tim, at +least, told her things, while she laid the clock down upon the grass +and listened. But the flood of language rolled off her as minutes roll +from the face of the sun, producing no effect. There was wonder in her +big blue eyes, wonder that never seemed to end. But minutes don't +decrease merely because the rising and setting of the sun sends them +flying, and there are not fewer words in a boy's vocabulary merely +because he uses up a lot in saying things. Both words and minutes +seemed a circle without beginning or end. It was most odd and +strange--this feeling of endlessness that was everywhere in the air. +And, long before Tim had got even to the middle of his enormous speech, +he had forgotten all about the fire, forgotten about dancing, about +burning things, forgotten about everything everywhere, because his +roving eye had fallen again upon the--clock. The clock absorbed his +interest. It lay there glittering in the sunshine beside Maria. It +wasn't going; Maria wasn't going either. It had stopped. He realised +abruptly, realised it without rhyme or reason, that a stopped clock, a +clock that isn't going, was a--mystery. + +And the tide of words dried up in him; he choked; something was wrong +with the universe; for if the clock stopped--_his_ clock--time--time +must--he was unable to think it out--but time must surely get muddled +and go wrong too. + +And he moved over to Maria just as she was about to burst into tears. +He sat down beside her. At the same moment Judy and Uncle Felix, +thinking a quarrel was threatening, stopped their dancing, and joined +the circle too. They stood with arms akimbo, panting, silent, waiting +for something to happen so that they could interfere and set it right +again. + +But nothing did happen. There was deep silence only. The slanting +sunshine lay across the lawn, the wind passed sighing through the lime +trees, and the clock stared up into their faces, motionless, a blank +expression on it--stopped. They formed a circle round it. No one moved +or spoke. There was a queer, deep pause. The sun watched them; the sky +was listening; the entire afternoon stood still. Something else beside +the clock, it seemed, was slowing up. + +"To-morrow's Sunday. Time's getting awfully short," was in the air +inaudibly. + +"Let's sit down," whispered Tim, already seated himself, but anxious to +feel the others close. Judy and Uncle Felix obeyed. They all sat round +in a circle, staring at the shining disc of the motionless, stopped +clock. It might have been a Lucky Bag by the way they watched it with +expectant faces. + +But Maria also was in that circle, sitting calmly in its centre. + +Then Uncle Felix cautiously lifted the glittering round thing and held +it in his hand. He put his ear down to listen. He shook his head. + +"It hasn't gone since this time yesterday," said Tim in a low tone. +"That's twenty-four hours," he added, calculating it on the fingers of +both hands. + +"A whole day," murmured Judy, as if taken by surprise somehow; "a day +and a night, I mean." + +She exchanged a glance of significant expectation with her brother, but +it was at their uncle they looked the moment after, because of the +strange and sudden sound that issued from his lips. For it was like a +cry, and his face wore a flushed and curious expression they could not +fathom. The face and the cry were signs of something utterly unusual. +He was startled--out of himself. A marvellous idea had evidently struck +him. "It's either something," thought Judy, "or else he's got a pain." +But Tim's mind was quicker. "He's got it," the boy decided, meaning, +"We've got it out of him at last!" Their manoeuvres had taken so long +of accomplishment that their original purpose had almost been forgotten. + +"A day, a whole day," Uncle Felix was mumbling to himself in a dazed +kind of happy way, "an entire day, I do declare!" He looked round +solemnly, yet with growing excitement, into the children's faces. +"Twenty-four hours! An entire day," he went on, half beneath his breath. + +"_Some day;_ of course..." Tim said in a low voice, catching the mood +of wonder, while Judy added, equally stirred up, "A day will come..." +and then Uncle Felix, breaking out of his queer reverie with an effort, +raised his voice and looked as if the end of the world had come. + +"But do you realise what it means?" he asked them sharply. "D'you +understand what's happened?" + +He drew a long, deep breath that quivered with suppressed amazement, +and waited several seconds for their answers--in vain. The children +gazed at him without uttering a word; they made no movement either. The +arresting tone of his voice and a certain huge expression in his eyes +made everything in the world seem different. It was a moment of real +life; he had discovered something stupendous. But, explanation being +beyond them, they attempted no immediate answer to his question. The +pressure of interest blocked every means of ordinary expression known +to them. + +Then Uncle Felix spoke again; his big eyes fixed Tim piercingly like a +pin. "When did it stop?" he inquired gravely. He meant to make quite +sure of his discovery before revealing it. There must be no escape, no +slip, no carelessness. "When did it stop, I ask you, Tim?" he repeated. + +Tim was a trifle vague. "I was asleep," he whispered. "When I woke +up--it wasn't going." + +"You wound it?" + +"Oh, yes, I wound it right enough." + +"What time was it?" + +"The clock--or the day, Uncle?" He was confused a little; he wished to +be awfully accurate. + +Uncle Felix explained that he desired to know what time the clock had +stopped. The importance of the answer could be judged by the intentness +of his expression while he waited. + +"The finger-hands were at four," said the boy at length. + +Uncle Felix gave a jump. "Ha, ha!" he exclaimed triumphantly, "then it +stopped of its own accord!" They could have screamed with excitement, +though without the least idea what they were excited about. You could +have heard a butterfly breathing. + +"It stopped at dawn!" he continued, louder. + +"Dawn!" piped Tim, unable to think of anything else, but obliged to +utter something. + +"Dawn, yes," cried Uncle Felix louder still. "It stopped of its own +accord at dawn! Just at the beginning of a new day it stopped! It's +marvellous! Don't you see? It's marvellous!" + +"Goodness!" cried Judy, her mind obfuscated, yet thrilled with a +transport of inexplicable delight. "It's marvellous!" + +"I say!" Tim shouted, dropping his voice suddenly because he too was at +a loss for any more intelligible relief in words. + +They sat and stared at their amazing uncle. There was a hush upon the +entire universe; there was marvel, mystery, but at first there was also +muddle. They waited, holding their breath with difficulty. Some one, it +seemed, must either explode or--or something else, they knew not +exactly what. It would hardly have surprised them if Judy had suddenly +flown through the air, Tim vanished down a hole, or Maria gleamed at +them from the inside of a quivering bubble of soap. There was this kind +of intoxicating feeling, delicious and intense. Even To-morrow might +_not_ be Sunday after all: it felt strange and wonderful enough for +that! + +The possibility that _Some Day_ was coming--was close at hand--had in +some mysterious way become a probability. It was clear at last why +Uncle Felix had been so heavy and preoccupied. + +"You see what's happened?" he continued after the long pause. "You see +what it all means--this strange stopping of the clock--at Dawn?" + +They admitted nothing; the least mistake on their part might prevent, +might spoil or cripple it. The depth and softness of his tone warned +them. They stared and waited. He gathered them closer to him with both +arms. Even Maria wriggled slightly nearer--an inch or so. + +"It means," he said in still lower tones, "the calendar,"--then stopped +abruptly to examine the effect upon them. + +Now, ordinarily, they knew quite well what a calendar was; but this +new, strange emphasis he put upon it robbed the word suddenly of all +its original meaning. Their minds went questioning at once: + +"What _is_ a calendar?" asked Judy carefully--"exactly?" she added, to +make her meaning absolutely clear. It sounded almost like a nonsense +word. + +"Exactly," he repeated cautiously, yet with some great emotion working +in him, "what is a calendar? That's the whole question. I'll try and +tell you what a calendar is." He drew a deeper breath, a great effort +being evidently needed. "A calendar," he went on, while the word +sounded less real each time it was uttered, "is an invention of clever, +scientific men to note the days as they pass; it records the passing +days. It's a plan to measure Time. It's made of paper and has the date +and the name of the day stamped in ink on separate sheets. When a day +has passed you tear off a sheet. That day is done with--gone. There are +three hundred and sixty-five of these separate sheets in a year. It's +just an invention of scientific men to measure the passing of--Time, +you see?" + +They said they saw. + +"Another invention," he resumed, his face betraying more and more +emotion, "is a clock. A clock is just a mechanical invention that ticks +off the movements of the sun into seconds and minutes and hours. Both +clocks and calendars, therefore, are mere measuring tricks. Time goes +on, or does not go on, just the same, whether you possess these +inventions or whether you do not possess them. Both clocks and +calendars go at the same rate whether Time goes fast or slow. See?" + +A tremendous discovery began to poke its nose above the edge of their +familiar world. But they could not pull it up far enough to "see" as +yet. Uncle Felix continued to pull it up for them. That he, too, was +muddled never once occurred to them. + +"Scientific men, like all other people, are not always to be relied +upon," he went on. "They make mistakes like--you, or Thompson, or Mrs. +Horton, or--or even me. Clocks, we all know, are full of mistakes, and +for ever going wrong. But the same thing has happened to calendars as +well. Calendars are notoriously inaccurate; they simply cannot be +depended upon. No calendar has ever been entirely veracious, nor ever +will be. Like elastic, they are sometimes too long and sometimes too +short--imperfectly constructed." + +He paused and looked at them. "Yes," they said breathlessly, aware +dimly that accustomed foundations were already sliding from beneath +their feet. + +"Half the calendars of the world are simply wrong," he continued, more +boldly still, "and the people who live by them are in a muddle +consequently--a muddle about Time. England is no exception to the rest. +Is it any wonder that Time bothers us in the way it does--always time +to do this, or time to do that, or not time enough to finish, and so +on?" + +"No," they said promptly, "it isn't." + +"Of course," he resumed. "Well, sometimes a nation finds out its +mistake and alters its calendar. Russia has done this; the Russian New +Year and Easter are not the same as ours. Pope Gregory, the thirteenth, +ordered that the day after October 4, 1582, should be called October +15. He called it the Gregorian Calendar; but there are lots of other +calendars besides--there's the Jewish and Mohammedan, and a variety of +calendars in the East. All of them can't be right. The result is that +none of them are right, and the world is in confusion. Some calendars +mark off too many days, others mark off too few. Half the world is +ahead of Time, and the other half behind it. The Governments know this +quite well, but they dare not say anything, because their officials are +muddled enough as it is. There is everywhere this fearful rush and +hurry to keep up with Time. All are terrified of being late--too late +or too early." + +"Naturally." + +"And the extraordinary result of all these mistakes," he went on +marvellously, "is simply this: that a considerable amount of Time has +never been recorded at all by any of them. There are a lot of extra +days, unused, unrecorded days, still at large--if only we could find +them." + +"Extra Days!" they gasped. Tim and Judy's mouths were open now, and +slowly opening wider every minute. Only Maria's mouth kept closed. Her +great blue eyes were closed as well. She looked as if she could have +told them all this in a couple of words! + +"Knocking about on the loose," he explained further, then paused and +stared into the upturned faces; "sort of escaped days that have never +been torn off calendars or ticked away by clocks--unused, unfilled, +unlived--slipped out of Time, that is--" + +"Then when Daddy said, 'A day is coming,' and all that--?" Tim managed +to squeeze out as though the pain of the excitement hurt his lips. + +"Of course," replied Uncle Felix, nodding his great head, "of course. +Sooner or later one of these lost Extra Days is bound to crop up. And +what's more--" he glanced down significantly at the stopped +alarum-clock--"I think--" + +He broke off in the middle of the sentence. They all stood up. Tim +picked up the clock and handed it to his uncle, who held it tightly +against his chest a moment, then put it into his capacious pocket. + +"I think," he went on enormously, "it's come!" + +An entire minute passed without a sound. + +"We can fill it with anything we like?" asked Judy, overawed a little. + +"Anything we like," came the sublime reply. + +"And do things over and over again--sort of double--and no hurry?" Tim +whispered. + +"Anything, anywhere, anyhow, and no end to it all," he answered +gloriously. "No hurry either!" It was too much to think about all at +once, too big to realise. They all sat down again beside Maria, who had +not moved an inch in any direction at all. She was a picture of sublime +repose. + +"We have only got to find it, then climb into it, then sail away," +murmured Uncle Felix, with a strange catch in his breath they readily +understood. + +"When will it begin?" both children asked in the same breath. + +"At dawn," he said. + +"To-morrow morning?" + +"At dawn to-morrow morning." + +"But to-morrow's Sunday," they objected. + +"To-morrow's--an Extra Day," he said amazingly. + +They hesitated a moment, stared, frowned, smiled, then opened their +eyes and mouths still wider than before. + +"Oh, like that!" they exclaimed. + +"Like that, yes," he said finally. "It means getting in behind Time, +you see. There's no Time in an Extra Day because it's never been +recorded by calendar or clock. And that means getting behind the great +hurrying humbug of a thing that blinds and confuses everybody all the +world over--it means getting closer to the big Reality that--" + +He broke off sharply, aware that his own emotion was carrying him out +of his depth, and out of their depth likewise. He changed the sentence: +"We shall be in Eternity," he whispered very softly, so softly that it +was scarcely audible perhaps. + +And it was then that Maria, still seated solidly upon the lawn, looked +up and asked another baffling and unexpected question. For this was +_her_ private and particular adventure: and, living ever at the centre +of the circle, Maria claimed even Eternity as especially her own. Her +question was gigantic. It was infinitely bigger than her original +question, "Why?" It was the greatest question in the universe, because +it answered itself adequately at once. It was the question the undying +gods have flung about the listening cosmos since Time first began its +tricky cheating of delight--and still fling into the echoing hearts of +men and children everywhere. The stars and insects, the animals and +birds, even the stones and flowers, all keep the glorious echo flying. + +"Why not?" she asked. + +It was unanswerable. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +"A DAY WILL COME" + + +They went into the house as though wafted--thus does a shining heart +deduct bodily weight from life's obstructions; they had their tea; +after tea they played games as usual, quite ordinary games; and in due +course they went to bed. That is, they followed a customary routine, +feeling it was safer. To do anything unusual just then might attract +attention to their infinite Discovery and so disturb its delicate +equilibrium. Its balance was precarious. Once an Authority got wind of +anything, the Extra Day might change its course and sail into another +port. Aunt Emily, even from a distance...! In any case, they behaved +with this intuitive sagacity which obviated every risk--by taking none. + +Yet everything was different. Behind the routine lay the potent +emphasis of some strange new factor, as though a lofty hope, a brave +ideal, had the power of transmuting common duties into gold and +crystal. This new factor pushed softly behind each little customary +act, urging what was commonplace over the edge into the marvellous. The +habitual became wonderful. It felt like Christmas Eve, like the last +night of the Old Year, like the day before the family moved for the +holidays to the sea--only more so. Even To-morrow-will-be-Sunday had +entirely disappeared. A thrill of mysterious anticipation gilded +everything with wonder and beauty that were impossible, yet true. Some +Day, _the_ Thing that Nobody could Understand--Somebody--was coming at +last. + +Uncle Felix was in an extraordinary state; his acts were normal enough, +but his speech betrayed him shamefully; they had to warn him more than +once about it. He seemed unable to talk ordinary prose, saying that +"Everything _ought_ to rhyme, At such a time," and, instead of walking +like other people, his feet tried to keep in time with his language. +"But you don't understand," he replied to Tim's grave warnings; "you +don't understand what a gigantic discovery it is. Why, the whole world +will thank us! The whole world will get its breath back! The one thing +it's always dreaded more than anything else--being too late--will come +to an end! We ought to dance and sing--" + +"Oh, please hush!" warned Judy. "Aunt Emily, you know--" Even at +Tunbridge Wells Aunt Emily might hear and send a telegram with No in it. + +"Has it lost its breath?" Tim asked, however. But, though it was in the +middle of tea, Uncle Felix could not restrain himself, and burst into +one of his ridiculous singing fits, instead of answering in a whisper +as he should have done. "Burst" described it accurately. And his feet +kept time beneath the table. It was the proper place for Time, he +explained. + +The clocks are stopped, the calendars are wrong, Time holds gigantic +finger-hands Before his guilty face. Listen a moment! I can hear the +song That no one understands-- + +"It's the blue dragon-fly," interrupted Tim, remembering the story of +long ago. + +"It's the Night-Wind--out by day," cried Judy. + +"It's both and neither," sang the man, + "This song I hear. It first began + Before the hurrying race + Of ticking, and of tearing pages + Deafened the breathless ages: + It is the happy singing + Of wind among the rigging + Of our Extra Day!" + +"It's something anyhow," decided Judy, rather impressed by her uncle's +fit of bursting. + +And, somehow, Dawn was the password and Tomorrow the key. No one knew +more than that. It had to do with Time, for Uncle Felix had taken the +stopped clock to his room and hidden it there lest somebody like +Jackman or Thompson should wind it up. Later, however, he gave it for +safer keeping to Maria, because she moved so rarely and did so little +that was unnecessary that she seemed the best repository of all. Also, +this was _her_ particular adventure, and what risk there was belonged +properly to her. But beyond this they knew nothing, and they didn't +want to know. In the immediate future, just before the gateway of +To-morrow's dawn, a great gap lay waiting, a gap they had discovered +alone of all the world. The scientists had made a mistake, the +Government had been afraid to deal with it, the rest of the world lay +in ignorance of its very existence even. It satisfied all the +conditions of real adventure, since it was unique, impossible, and had +never happened to any one before. They, with Uncle Felix, had +discovered it. It belonged to them entirely--the most marvellous secret +that anybody could possibly imagine. Maria, they took for granted, +would share it with them. A hole in Time lay waiting to receive them. A +_Day Will Come_ at last was actually coming. + +"We'd better pack up," said Judy after tea. She said it calmly, but the +voice had a whisper of intense expectancy in it. + +"Pack up nothing," Uncle Felix reproved her quickly. "The important +thing is--don't wind up. Just go on as usual. It will be best," he +added significantly, "if you all hand over your timepieces to me at +once." And, without a word, they recognised his wisdom and put their +treasures into his waistcoat pockets--watches of silver, tin, and +gunmetal. His use of the strange word "timepieces" was convincing. The +unusual was in the air. + +"There's Thompson's and Jackman's and Mrs. Horton's," Judy reminded +him, her eyes shining like polished door-knobs. + +"Too wrong to matter," decided Uncle Felix. "They're always slow or +fast." + +"Then there's the kitchen clock," Tim mentioned; "the grandfather +thing." + +Uncle Felix reflected a moment. His reply was satisfactory and +conclusive: + +"I'll go down to-night," he explained in a low voice, "when the +servants are in bed. I'll take the weights off." + +Judy and Tim appreciated the seriousness of the occasion more than ever. + +"Into Mrs. Horton's kitchen?" they whispered. + +"Into Mrs. Horton's kitchen," he agreed, beneath his breath. + +Maria, meanwhile, said nothing. Her eyes kept open very wide, but no +audible remark got past her lips. She paid no attention to the singing +nor to the whispered conversation; she ate an enormous tea, finishing +up all the cakes that the others neglected in their excitement and +preoccupation; but she appeared as calm and unconcerned as the tea-cosy +that concealed the heated, stimulating teapot beneath it. She looked +more circular and globular than ever. Even the knowledge that this was +the eve of her own particular adventure did not rouse her. Her +expression seemed to say, "I never _have_ believed in Time; at the +centre where _I_ live, clocks and calendars are not recognised"; and +later, when Judy blew the candle out and asked as usual, "Are you all +right, Maria?" her reply came floating across the darkened room without +the smallest alteration in tone or accent: "I'm alright." The stopped +alarum-clock was underneath her pillow; Uncle Felix had tucked them up, +each in turn; everything was all right. She fell asleep, the others +fell asleep, Time also fell asleep. + +And above the Old Mill House that warm June night the darkness kept the +secret faithfully, yet offered little signs and hints to those who did +not sleep too heavily. The feeling that something or somebody was +coming hung in the very air; there was a gentle haze beneath the stars; +and a breeze that passed softly through the lime trees dropped +semi-articulate warnings. There were curious, faint echoes flying +between the walls and the Wood without a Centre; the daisies heard them +and opened half an eyelid; the Night-Wind whispered and sighed as it +bore them to and fro. Maria's question entered the dream of the entire +garden: "Why not? Why not? Why not?" + +An owl in the barn beyond the stables heard the call and took it up, +and told it to some swallows fast asleep below the eaves, who woke with +sudden chattering and mentioned it to a robin in the laurel shrubberies +below. The robin pretended not to be at all surprised, but felt it a +duty to inform a coot who lived a quarter of a mile away among the +reeds of the lower pond. When it returned from its five-minute flight, +the swallows had gone to sleep again, and only the owl went on hooting +softly through the summer darkness. "It really needn't go on so long +about it," thought the robin, then fell asleep again with its head +between exactly the same feathers as before. But the news had been +distributed; the garden was aware; the birds, as natural guardians of +the dawn, had delivered the message as their duty was. "Why not? Why +not?" hummed all night long through the dreams of the Mill House +garden. Weeden turned in his sleep and sighed with happiness. + +Nothing could now prevent it; a day was coming at last, an extra, +unused, unrecorded day. The immemorial expectancy of childhood, the +universal anticipation, the promise that something or somebody was +coming--all this would be fulfilled. This promise is really but the +prelude to creation. God felt it before the world appeared. And +children have stolen it from heaven. Conceived of wonder, born of hope, +and realised by belief, it is the prerogative of all properly-beating +hearts. Everything living feels it, and--everything lives. The Postman; +the Figure coming down the road; the Visitor on the pathway; the Knock +upon the door; even the Stranger in the teacup--all are embodiments of +this exquisite scrap of heaven, divine expectancy. It may be Christmas, +it may be only To-morrow, but equally it may be the End of the World. +Something is coming--into the heart--something satisfying. It is the +eternal beginning. It is the--dawn. + +Long after the children had retired to bed Uncle Felix sat up alone in +the big house thinking. He made himself cosy in the library, meaning to +finish a chapter of the historical novel he had sadly neglected these +past days, and he set himself to the work with a will. But, try as he +would, the story would not run; he fixed his mind upon the scene in +vain; he concentrated hard, visualised the place and characters as his +habit was, reconstructed the incidents and conversation exactly as +though he had seen them happen and remembered them--but the imagination +that should have given them life failed to operate. It became a mere +effort of invention. The characters would not talk of their own accord; +the incidents did not flow in a stream as when he worked successfully; +life was not in them. He began again, wrote and rewrote, but failed to +seize the atmosphere of reality that alone could make them interesting. +Interest--he suddenly realised it--had vanished. He felt no interest in +the stupid chapter. He tore it up--and knew it was the right thing to +do, because he heard the characters laughing. + +"I'm not in the mood," he reflected. "It's artificial. William Smith of +Peckham would skip this chapter. There's something bigger in me. I +wonder...!" + +He lit his pipe and sat by the open window, watching the stars and +sniffing the scented summer night. He let his thoughts go wandering as +they would, and the moment he relaxed attention a sense of pleasant +relief stole over him. He discovered how great the effort had been. He +also discovered the reason. It offered itself in a flash to his mind +that was no longer blocked by the effort and therefore unreceptive. + +"A man can't live adventure and write it too," he, realised sharply. +"He writes what he would like to live. I'm living adventure. The desire +to live it vicariously by writing it has left me. Of course!" + +It was a sweet and rich discovery--that the adventures of the last ten +days had been so real and meant so much to him. No man of action, +leading a deep, full life of actual experience, felt the need of +scribbling, painting, fiddling. "Glorious, by Jove!" he exclaimed +between great puffs of smoke. "I've struck a fact!" He had been so +busily creating these last days that he had lost the yearning to +describe merely what others did. The children had caught him body and +soul in their eternal world of wonder and belief. Judy and Tim had +taught him this. + +Yet, somehow, it was the inactive, calm Maria who loomed up in his +thoughts as the principal enchantress. Maria's apparent inactivity was +a blind; she did not do very much in the sense of rushing +helter-skelter after desirable things, but she obtained them +nevertheless. She got in their way so that they ran into her--then she +claimed them. She knew beforehand, as it were, the way they would take. +She was always there when anything worth happening was about. And +though she spoke so little--during a general conversation, for +instance--she said so much. At the end of all the talk, it was always +Maria who had said the important thing. Her "why" and "why not" that +very afternoon were all that he remembered of the intricate and long +discussion. It left the odd impression on his mind that talk, all the +world over, said one thing only; that the millions of talkers on the +teeming earth, eagerly chattering in many languages, said one and the +same thing only. There _was_ only one thing to be said. + +That is--they were all trying to say it. Maria _had_ said it.... + +A whirring moth flew busily past the open window and vanished into the +night. He thought of his own books; for writers, painters, preachers, +musicians, these were trying to say it too. "If I could describe that +moth exactly," he murmured to himself, "give the sensation of its +flight, its unconscious attraction to the light, its plunge back into +the darkness, its precise purpose in the universe, its marvellous aim +and balance--its life, I could--er--" + +The thought broke off with a jagged end. With a leap then it went on +again: + +"Touch reality," and he heard his own voice saying it. He had uttered +it aloud. The sound had an odd effect upon him. He realised the +uselessness of words. No words touched reality. To be known, reality +had to be lived, experienced. Maria managed this in some extraordinary +way. She had reality.... Time did not humbug her. Nor did space.... +Goodness! + +The moth whirred into the room, softly banging itself against the +ceiling, and through the smoke from his pipe he saw that a dozen more +were doing the same thing with tireless energy. They felt or saw the +light; all obeyed the one driving desire to get closer into it. He saw +millions and millions of people, the whole world over, rushing about on +two legs and behaving similarly. How they did run about and fuss, to be +sure! What was it all about? What were they after? People had to earn +their living, of course, but it seemed more than that, for all were +after something, and the faster they went the better pleased they were. +Apparently they thought speed was of chief importance--as though speed +killed Time. They banged themselves into obstacles everywhere; they +screamed and disagreed, and accused each other of lying and being +blind, but the thing they were after either hid itself remarkably well, +or went at incredible speed, for no one ever came up with it or found +it. Time invariably blocked them. Only one or two--Maria sort of +people--sat still and waited.... + +He watched them all and wondered. One rushed up to an office in a +train, while another built the train he rushed in; one wore black and +preached a sermon, another wore blue and guarded a street, a third wore +red and killed, a fourth wore very little and danced; all in the end +were nothing and--disappeared. Some lived in a room and read hundreds +of books; another wrote them; one spent his days examining the stars +through a telescope, another hurried off to find the Poles; hundreds +were digging into the ground, ferreting in the air or under the water. +A large number fed animals, then killed and cooked them when they had +been fed enough. Hens laid eggs and eggs produced hens that laid more +eggs. There were always thousands hurrying along the roads, then coming +back again. The millions of living beings were everywhere extremely +busy after something, yet hardly any two of them agreed exactly what it +was they sought. There were sects, societies, religions by the score, +each one cocksure it knew and had found Reality, yet proving by the +continuous busy searching that it had not found it. Yet all, oddly +enough, fitted in together fairly well, as in a gigantic Dance, though +obviously none knew exactly what the tune was, nor who played it. Would +they never know? Would all die before they found it? Were they all +after the same thing, or after a lot of different things? And why, in +the name of goodness, couldn't they all agree about it? Wasn't it, +perhaps, that they looked in different ways--all for the same thing? +Surely the world had existed long enough for _that_ to be settled +finally--Reality! Time prevented always.... + +A moth fell with a soft and disconcerting plop upon the top of his +head, cannonaded thence against the window-sill, and shot out into the +night again. He came back with a start to _his_ reality: that he had +promised the children an Extra Day, that for twenty-four hours, in +spite of the paradox, Time should cease its driving hurry--and that, +for the moment at any rate, he was very sleepy and must go upstairs to +bed. + +He rose, shook himself free of the curious reverie with a mighty yawn, +and looked at the gold watch from his waistcoat pocket. Out came a +number of other timepieces with it! And it was then that the +personality of Maria entered the room, and stood beside him, and said +distinctly, "This is _my_ particular adventure, please remember." + +And he understood that whatever happened, it would happen according to +the gospel of Maria. Getting behind Time meant getting a little nearer +to Reality, one stage nearer at any rate. It meant entering the region +where she dwelt so serenely. It was her doing, and not his. He realised +in a flash that in her quiet way she was responsible and had drawn them +in, seduced them. All gravitated to her and into her mysterious circle. +Maria claimed them. It was certainly her particular adventure. Only she +would share it with them all. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +TIME HALTS + + +He looked at his watch a second time, and found that it was later than +he had supposed--eleven o'clock. In the act of winding it, however, he +paused; something he had forgotten came back to him, and a curious +smile broke over his face. He stroked his beard, glanced at the ceiling +where the moths still banged and buzzed, then strolled over to the open +window, and said "Hm!" He put his head and shoulders out into the air. +And then he again said "Hm--m--m"--only longer than the first time. It +seemed as if some one answered him. That "Hm" floated off to some one +who was listening for it. Perhaps it was an echo that came floating +back. Perhaps it wasn't. + +But any grown-up person who hesitates in an empty room of a country +house at eleven o'clock at night and murmurs "Hm" into the open air is +not in an ordinary state of mind. The normal thing is to put the lights +out and go up more or less briskly to bed. Uncle Felix was no exception +to this rule. His emotions, evidently, were not quite normal. + +He listened. The night was very still. The stars, like a shower of +golden rain arrested in full flight, paused in a flock and looked at +him, but in so deliberate a way that he was conscious of being looked +at. It was rather a delightful sensation, he thought; never before had +they seemed so intimate, so interested in his life. He was aware that a +friendly relationship existed between him and those far, bright, +twinkling eyes. "Hm" he murmured softly once again, then heard a sound +of wings rush whirring past his face, and next a chattering of birds +somewhere overhead among the heavy eaves. "So I'm not the only one +awake," he thought, and, for some odd reason, felt rather pleased about +it. "Sounds like swallows. I wonder!" + +But he saw no movement anywhere; no wind stirred the ivy on the wall, +the limes were motionless, the earth asleep. Even the stream beyond the +laurel shrubberies ran silently. Dimly he made out the garden lying at +attention, the flower-beds like folded hands upon its breast; and +further off, the big untidy elms in pools of deeper shadow, their +outlines blurred as dreams blur the mind. Yet, though he could detect +no slightest movement, he was keenly aware that other things beside the +stars were looking at him. The night was full of carefully-screened +eyes, all fixed upon him. Framed in the lighted window, he was so +easily visible. Night herself, calm and majestic, gazed down upon him +through wide-open lids that filled the entire sky. He felt the +intentness of her steadfast gaze, and paused. He stopped. It seemed +that everything stopped too. So striking, indeed, was the sensation, +that he gave expression to it half aloud: + +"It's slowing up," he murmured, "stopping!... I do believe! Hm!..." + +There was no answer this time, no sign of echo anywhere, but he heard +an owl calling its muffled note from the Wood without a Centre. + +"It's probably seen me too," he thought, and then it also stopped. + +He waited a moment, hoping it would begin again, for he loved the +atmosphere of childhood that the sound invoked in him. But the flutey +call was not repeated. He drew his head in, closed and bolted the +window, fastened the shutters carefully and pulled the curtains over; +then he extinguished the lamps, lit his candle, and moved out softly +into the hall on his way upstairs. And for the first time in his life +he felt that in shutting the window he had not shut the beauty out. The +beauty of that watching, listening night had not gone away from him by +closing down the shutters. It was not lost. It stopped there. This +novel realisation was very queer and very exquisite. Regret did not +operate. + +And he went along the passage, murmuring "Hm" over and over to himself, +for there seemed nothing more adequate that he could think of. The +servants had long since gone to bed; he alone was awake in the whole +big house. He moved cautiously down the long corridor towards the green +baize doors, fully aware that it was not the proper way upstairs. He +pushed them, and they swung behind him with a grunt that repeated +itself several times, lessening and shortening until it ended in an +abrupt puffing sound--and he found himself in a chilly corridor of +stone. It was very dark; the candle threw the shadow of his hand down +the gaping length in front of him. He went stealthily a few steps +further, then stopped opposite a closed door of white. For a moment he +held his breath, examining the panels by the light of the raised +candle; then turned the knob of brass, threw it wide open, and found +himself--in Mrs. Horton's kitchen. + +The room was very warm. There was the curious, familiar smell of brooms +and aprons, of soap and soda, flavoured with brown sugar, treacle, and +a dash of toast and roasted coffee. The ashes still glowed between the +bars of the range like a grinning mouth. He put the candle down and +looked about him nervously. There was an awful moment when he thought a +great six-foot cook, with red visage and bare arms, would rise and +strike him with a ladle or a rolling-pin. In the faint light he made +out the white deal table in the centre, the rows of pots and pans +gleaming in mid-air, dish-cloths hanging on a string to dry, layers of +plates of various sizes on the shelves, and jugs suspended by their +handles at an angle ready for pouring out. He saw the dresser with its +huge, capacious drawers--the only drawers in the world that opened +easily, and were deep enough to be of value. + +Also--there was a sound, the sound all kitchens have, steadily tapping, +clicking, ticking. He turned; he saw the familiar object whence the +sound proceeded. At the end of the great silent room, upright like a +sentry placed against the wall, stiff and rigid, he saw a figure with a +round and pallid face, staring solemnly at him through the gloom. He +stiffened and stood rigid too, listening to the tapping noise that +issued from its hollow interior of wood and iron. Watching him with +remorseless mien, the kitchen clock asked him for the password. "Why +not? Why not?" its ticking said distinctly. + +The warmth was comforting. He sat down on the white deal table, knowing +himself an intruder, but boldly facing the tall monster that guarded +the deserted room and challenged him. "_You_ haven't stopped," he +answered in his beard. "Why not?" And as he said it, a new expression +stole upon its hardened countenance, the challenge melted, the obdurate +stare relaxed. The quaint, grandfatherly aspect of benevolence shone +over it like a smile; it looked not only kind, but contrite. He saw it +as it used to be, ages and ages ago, when he was a boy, sliding down +the banisters towards it, or towards its counterpart in the hall. It +winked. + +The ticking, too, became less aggressive and relentless, less sure of +itself, almost as though it were slowing up. There was a plaintive note +behind the metallic sharpness. The great kitchen clock also was aware +of a conspiracy hatching against Time.... + +And as he sat and listened to the machinery tapping away the seconds, +he heard a similar tapping in his brain that swung gradually into +rhythm with the clock. A pendulum in his mind was swinging, each swing +a little shorter than the one before; and he remembered that a dozen +pendulums in a room, starting at different lengths, ended by swinging +all together. "We're slowing up together--stopping!" murmured the two +pendulums. "Why not? Why not? Why not?..." + +Presently both would cease, yet ceasing would be the beginning, not the +end. A state without end or beginning would supervene. Ticking meant +time, and time meant becoming; but beyond becoming lay the bottomless +sea of being, which was eternity. Maria floated there--calm, quiet, +serene, little globular Maria, circular, the perfect form. + +The Kitchen Spell rolled in upon him, smothering mind and senses. + +It came at first so gradually he hardly noticed it, but it rose and +rose and rose, till at length he sat dipped to the eyes in it, and then +finally his eyes went under too. He was immersed, submerged. The +parochial vanished; he swam in the universal. He felt drowsy, soothed, +and very happy; his heart beat differently. Consciousness ran +fluttering along the edge of something hard that hitherto had seemed an +unsurpassable barrier. The barrier melted and let him through. + +He rubbed his eyes and started. "That's the clock in Mrs. Horton's +kitchen," he tried to say, but the words had an empty and ridiculous +sound, as if there was no meaning in them. They flew about him in the +air like little butterflies trying to settle. They settled on one +meaning, only to flit elsewhere the next minute and settle on another +meaning. They could mean anything and everything. They did mean +everything. They meant _one_ thing. Finally they settled back into his +heart. And their meaning caught him by the throat in a most delicious +way. The air was full of tiny fluttering wings; he heard pattering feet +and little voices; hair tied with coloured ribbons brushed his cheeks; +and laughing, mischievous eyes like stars floated loose about the +ceiling. The Kitchen Spell grew mighty--irresistible... rising over him +out of a timeless Long Ago. + +From the direction of the ghostly towel-horse it seemed to come. But +beyond the towel-horse was the window, and beyond the window lay the +open fields, and beyond the fields lay miles and miles of country +asleep beneath the stars; and this country stretched without a break +right up to the lonely wolds of distant Yorkshire where an old grey +house contained another kitchen, silent and deserted in the night. All +the empty kitchens of England were at this moment in league together, +but this old Yorkshire kitchen was the parent of them all--and thence +the Spell first issued. It was his own childhood kitchen. + +And Uncle Felix travelled backwards against the machinery of Time that +cheats the majority so easily with its convention of moving hands and +ticking voice and bullying, staring visage. He slid swiftly down the +long banister-descent of years and reached in a flash that old sombre +Yorkshire kitchen, and stood, four-foot nothing, face smudged and +fingers sticky, beside the big deal table with the dying embers in the +grate upon his right. His heart was beating. He could just reach the +juicy cake without standing on a chair. He ate the very slice that he +had eaten forty years ago. It _was_ possible to have your cake and eat +it too!... + +He gulped it down and sucked the five fingers of each hand in +turn--then turned to attack the staring monster that had tried to make +him believe it was impossible. He crossed the stone floor on tiptoe, +but with challenge in his heart, looked straight into its humbugging +big face, opened its carefully buttoned jacket--and took off the +weights. + +"Hm!" he murmured, with complacent satisfaction that included victory, +"I've stopped you!" + +There was a curious, long-drawn sound as the machinery ran down; the +chains quivered, then hung motionless. There was disaster in the sound, +but laughter too--the laughter of the culprit caught in the act, +unmasked, exposed at last. "But I've had a good time these last hundred +years," he seemed to hear, with the obvious answer this insolence +suggested: "Caught! You're It!"--in a tone that was not wholly unlike +Maria's. + +He turned and left the kitchen as stealthily as he had entered it. He +went along the cold stone corridor, through the green baize doors, and +so up the softly carpeted stairs to his bedroom. He undressed and +rolled solemnly between the sheets. He sighed deeply, but he did not +move again. He fell instantly into the right position for sleep. + +But while he slept, the timeless night brought up its mystery. Moored +outside against the walls an Extra Day lay swinging from the stars. The +waves of Time washed past its sides, yet could not move it. The wind +was in the rigging; it lay at anchor, filling the sky with a beauty of +eternity. And above the old Mill House the darkness, led by the birds, +flowed on to meet the quivering Dawn. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +A DAY HAS COME + +MARIA'S PARTICULAR ADVENTURE + + +The day was hardly born, and still unsure of itself, when a robin with +its tail cocked up stood up alertly on the window-sill of Uncle Felix's +bedroom, peeped in through the open sash, and noticed the objects in +front of it with a certain deliberation. + +These objects were half in shadow, but, unlike those it was most +familiar with, they did not move in the breeze that stirred the world +outside. The robin had just swung up from a lilac branch below. Its +toes were spread to their full extent for balancing purposes. It peeped +busily in all directions. Then, suddenly, a big object at the far end +of the darkened room moved slowly underneath a mass of white, as Uncle +Felix, aware that some one was watching him, rolled over in his bed, +opened his sleepy eyes, and stared. At the same moment the robin +twitched, and fixed its brilliant glance upon him. It had found the +particular object that it sought. + +Uncle Felix, somewhat dazed by sleep and dreams, saw the tight, fat +body of the bird outlined against the open sky, but thought at first it +was an eagle or a turkey, until perspective righted itself, and enabled +him to decide that it was a robin only. He saw its scut tail pointing. +And, from the attitude of the bird, of its cocked-up tail, the angle of +its neck and head, to say nothing of the inquisitive way it peeped +sideways at him over the furniture, he realised that it had come in +with a definite purpose--a purpose that concerned himself. In a word, +it had something to communicate. + +"Odd!" he thought drowsily, as he met its piercing eye. "A robin in my +room at dawn! I wonder what it's up to?" + +Then, remembering vaguely that he expected somebody or something out of +the ordinary, he made a peculiar noise that seemed to meet the case: he +tried to whistle at it. But his lips, being rather dry, made instead a +hissing sound that would have frightened most robins out of the room at +once. On this particular bird, however, the effect was just the +opposite. It hopped self-consciously on to the dressing-table, +fluttered next to the arm-chair, and the same second dropped out of +sight behind the end of the four-poster bed. It acted, that is, with +decision; it was making distinct advances. + +He sat up then in order to see it better, and discovered it perched +saucily upon the toe of his evening shoe, looking deliberately into his +face as it rose above the bed-clothes. + +"Come along," he said, making his voice as soft as possible, "and tell +me what you want." + +His expression tried to convey that he was harmless, and he smiled to +counteract the effect of his bristling hair which stuck out at right +angles as it only can stick out on waking. He felt complimented by the +visit of the bird, and did not wish to frighten it. But the Robin, +accustomed to seeing scarecrows in the dawn, showed not the slightest +fear; on the contrary, it showed interest and a simple, innocent +affection too. It fluttered up on to the rail between the bed-posts, +almost within reach of his stretched-out hand; its flexible toes +clutched the bar as though it were a twig; it moved first two inches to +the right, then two inches to the left again, then held steady. It next +flicked its tail, and cocked its small head sideways, as if about to +deliver a speech or message it had learned by heart; stared intently +into the bearded human visage close in front of it; abruptly opened its +wings; whirred them with a rapidity that made a sound like a shower of +peas striking a taut sheet; and then, with a single, exquisitely-chosen +curve--vanished through the open window and was gone. + +"Well," murmured the confused and astonished man, "if anything means +anything, that does. Only, I wonder what it _does_ mean!" + +He was a little startled, and he remained in a sitting position for +some minutes, staring at the open window, and hoping the robin would +return. Somehow he did not think it would, but he hoped it might. The +robin, however, made no sign. And, meanwhile, the dawn slipped higher +up the sky, showing the groups of trees with greater sharpness. A +draught of morning air came in. + +"The dawn!" he thought; "how marvellous! Perhaps the robin came to show +me that." He sniffed the fresh perfume of dew and leaves and earth that +rise for a moment with the early light, then fade away. "Or that!" he +added, pausing to enjoy the delicate fragrance. "But for the bird I +should have slept, and missed them both. I wonder!" + +He wished he were dressed and out upon the lawn; but the bed was +enticing, and it was no easy thing to get up and wash and put on eleven +separate articles of clothing. What a pity he was not dressed like a +bird in one garment only! What a pity he could not wash himself by +flying through a rushing shower of sweet rain! By the time his clothes +were on, and he had made his way downstairs, and unlocked the big +chained doors, all this strange, wild emotion would have evaporated. If +only he could have landed with a single curve among the flower-beds, as +the robin did! Besides, he would feel hungry, and a worm...! + +The warmth of the bed crept upwards towards his eyes; the eyelids +dropped of their own accord; his weight sank slowly downwards; the +pillow was smooth as cream. He remembered Judy saying once that, if a +war came, she would go out and "soothe pillows." A pillow was, indeed, +a very soothing thing. His head sank backwards into a mass of feathery +sensations like a flock of dreams. He drew a long, deep breath. He +began to forget a number of things, and to remember a number of other +things. They mingled together, they became indistinguishable. What were +they? He could make a selection--choose those he liked best, and leave +the others--couldn't he? Why not, indeed? Why not? + +One was that the clocks had stopped for twenty-four hours and that an +extra, unused day was dawning; another, that To-day was Sunday. He +could make his choice. Yet all days, surely, were unused till they +came! True; but clocks decreed and regulated their length. _This_ Extra +Day, having been overlooked long ago, was beyond the reach of measuring +clocks. No clocks had ever ticked it into passing. It could never pass. +Only the present passed. The Past, to which this day belonged, remained +where it was, endless, beginningless, self-repeating. He chose it +without more ado. And the robin had come to mention something about it. +Its small round body was full, its head tight packed with what it had +to tell. It was bursting with information. But what--? + +And then he realised abruptly another thing: It _had_ delivered its +message. + +The presence of the bird had announced a change of conditions in the +room, a change in his heart and brain as well. But how? He was too +drowsy to decide quite; yet in some way the robin had brought in with +it the dawn of an unusual day, a kind of bird-day, light as a feather, +swift as a flashing wing, spontaneous--air, freedom, escape, sweet +brilliance, a thing of flowers, winds, and beauty, a thing of innocence +and captivating loveliness, a happy, dancing day. He felt a new sort of +knowledge pass darting through him, a new point of view, almost a +bird's-eye aspect of old familiar things--joy. That neat, sharp beak +had pricked his imagination into swifter life. The meaning of the +bird's announcement flowed with delicate power all through his drowsy +body. It summed itself up in this:--Somebody, Something, long expected, +at last was coming.... + +And then he incontinently fell asleep. He lost consciousness. But, +while he lay heavily upon his soothing pillow, the marvellous Dawn slid +higher up the sky, and the robin popped up once upon the window-sill +again, glanced sideways at him with approval, then flashed away so +close above the soaking lawn that the dew-drops quivered as it passed. +Apparently, it was satisfied. + +At the same moment, in another part of the old house, Tim found his +sleep disturbed in a similar fashion; a shrill twittering beneath the +eaves mingled with his dreams. He shook a toe and wrinkled up his nose. +He woke. His bedroom, being on the top floor, was lighter than those +below; there were no trees to cast shadows or obstruct the dawn. + +Tim rubbed his eyes, yawned, scratched, then pattered over to the +window to see what all the noise was about. In his night-shirt he +looked like a skinny bird with folded wings of white, as he leaned +forward and stuck his head out into the morning air. Upon the strip of +back-lawn below, the swallows, who had been chattering so loudly +overhead, stood in an active group. Clutching the cold iron bars, and +resting his chin upon the topmost one, he watched them. He had never +before seen swallows on the ground like that; he associated them with +the upper sky. It was odd to see them standing instead of flying; their +behaviour seemed not quite normal; there was commotion of an unusual +kind among them. A grey cat, stalking them warily down the stable path, +came near yet did not trouble them; they felt no alarm. They strutted +about like a lot of black-frocked parsons at a congress; they looked as +if they had hands tucked behind their pointed coat-tails. They were +talking among themselves--discussing something. And from time to time +they shot upward glances at the window just above them--at himself. + +"I believe they want me to look at something or other," the boy thought +vaguely. It seemed as if he had picked them out of a dream and put them +there upon the lawn. He felt dazed and happy; he had been dreaming of +curious wild things. Where was he? What had happened? "It feels just +like something coming," he decided, "or somebody. Some one's about in +the grounds, perhaps...!" + +It was very exciting to be awake at such an unearthly hour; the sun was +still below the edge of the gigantic earth! A great, slow thrill stole +up into his heart. He noticed the streaks of colour in the sky, and +felt the chilly wind. "It's sunrise!" he exclaimed, rubbing one naked +foot against the other; "that's what it is. And I'm up to see it!" + +The thrill merged into a deep, huge sense of wonder that enthralled +him. At the same moment the swallows, disturbed by his voice, looked up +with one accord, then rose in a single sweep and whirled off into the +upper air, wings faintly tinged with gold. They scattered. Tim watched +them for a little while, dimly aware that he watched something +"perfectly magnificent." His eyes followed one bird after another, +caught in a sudden little rapture he could not understand... then +turned and saw his bed, flushed with early pink, across the room. With +a running jump he landed among the sheets, rolled himself up into a +ball, and promptly fell asleep again. It was not yet four o'clock. + +Across the landing, meanwhile, Judy, wakened by a brush of feathery +wind, was at her window too. She felt very sure of something, although +she didn't in the least know what. It was the same thing that Tim and +Uncle Felix knew, only they knew they didn't know it, whereas she +didn't know she knew it. Her knowledge, therefore, was greater than +theirs. + +The room was touched with soft grey light; it was to the west, and the +night still clung about the furniture. Like a ball in a saucer, Maria +lay asleep in bed against the opposite wall, her neutrality to all that +was going on absolute as usual. But Judy did not wake her, she +preferred to live alone; she knew that she was alive in her night-gown +between night and morning, and that was an unusual pleasure she wished +to enjoy without interference. For months she had not waked before +half-past seven. The excitement of the unfamiliar was in her heart. She +had caught the earth asleep--surprised it. For the first time in her +life she saw "the Earth." She discovered it. + +She knelt on a chair beside the open window, peering out, and as she +did so, a strange, wild cry came sounding through the stillness. It was +like a bugle-call, but she knew no human lips had made it. She glanced +quickly in the direction whence it came--the pond--and the next instant +the reeds about the edge parted and the thing that had emitted the +curious wild cry emerged plainly into view. It was a pompous-looking +creature. It came out waddling. + +"It's the up-and-under bird," exclaimed Judy in a whisper. "Something's +happening!" + +It was a water-fowl, a creature whose mysterious habit of living upon +the surface of the pond as well as underneath made the children's +nick-name a necessity. And now it was attempting a raid on land as +well. But land was not its natural place. Something certainly had +happened, or was going to happen. + +"It's a snopportunity," decided Judy instantly. Far more than an +opportunity, a snopportunity was something to be snapped up quickly, +the sort of thing that ordinarily happened behind one's back, usually +discovered too late to be made use of. "I've caught it!" She remembered +that the clocks had stopped, yet not knowing why she remembered it. It +was the thing she didn't know she knew. She knew it before it happened. +That was a snopportunity. + +She watched the heavy bird for a considerable time as it slowly +appropriated the land it had no right to. It moved, she thought, like a +twisted drum on very short drumsticks. It had a water-logged +appearance. It was bird and fish ordinarily, but now it was pretending +to be animal as well--a thing that flew, swam, walked. Its webbed feet +patted the ground complacently. It came laboriously towards the wall of +the house, then halted. It paused a moment, then turned its eyes up, +while Judy turned hers down. The pair of creatures looked at one +another steadily for several seconds. + +"You're not out for nothing," exclaimed Judy audibly. "So now I know!" + +The reply was neither in the affirmative nor in the negative. The +up-and-under bird said nothing. It made no sign. It just turned away, +stalked heavily back across the lawn without once looking either to +right or left, launched itself upon the water, uttered its queer +bugle-call for the last and second time, and promptly disappeared +below. The tilt of its vanishing tail expressed sublime indifference to +everything on land. And Judy, reflecting vaguely that she, too, was +something of an up-and-under creature, followed its example, though +without the same dispatch or neatness of execution. She tumbled +sideways into bed and disappeared beneath the sheets, aware that the +bird had left her richer than it found her. It had communicated +something that lay beyond all possible explanation. She had no tail, +nor did she express indifference. On the contrary, she hugged herself, +making sounds of pleasurable anticipation in her throat that lay +plunged among depths of soothing pillows. + +It seems, then, that the entire household, the important portion of it, +at any rate, had been duly notified that something unusual was afoot, +and that the dawn of the day just breaking through a ghostly sky was +distinctly out of the ordinary. The birds, always the first to wake, +and provided with the most sensitive apparatus for recording changes, +had caught the mysterious whisper from the fading night; they had +instantly communicated it to the best of their ability to their +established friends. The robin, the swallows, and the up-and-under +bird, having accomplished their purpose, disappeared from view in order +to attend to breakfast and the arrangement of their own subsequent +adventures. Earth, air, and water had delivered messages. The news had +been flashed. Those who deserved it had been warned. The day could now +begin. + +Maria, alone, meanwhile, slept on soundly, secure in that stodgy +immobility that takes no risks. Oblivious, apparently, of all secret +warnings of excitement or alarm, she lay in a tight round ball, +inactive, undisturbed. Even her breathing revealed her peculiar +idiosyncrasy: no actual movement on her surface was discernible. Her +breathing involved the least possible disturbance of the pink and white +contours that bulged the sheets and counterpane. Her face was calm, +expressionless, and even dull, yet wore a certain look as though she +knew so much that she had no need to maintain her position by the least +assertion. Exertion would have been a denial of her right to exist. And +exist she certainly did. The weight of her personality lent balance to +the quivering uncertainty of this mysterious dawn. Maria remained an +unassailable reality, an immovable centre round which anything might +happen, yet never end, and certainly no disaster come. And Judy, +glancing at her as she disappeared below her own sheets, noted this +fact without understanding that she did so. This was another aspect of +the thing she didn't know she knew. + +"Maria's asleep," she felt, "so there's no need to get up yet. It's all +right!" In spite of the marvellous thing she knew was coming, that is, +she felt herself anchored safely to the firm reality of calm Maria, +soundly, peacefully asleep. And five minutes later she was in the same +desirable condition herself. + +But, hardly were they all asleep, than a figure none of them had +noticed, yet all perhaps had vaguely felt, rose out of the little ditch +this side of the laurel shrubberies, and advanced slowly towards the +old Mill House. The shape was shadowy and indeterminate at first; it +might have been a bush, a sheaf of straw, a clump of high-grown weeds, +for birds fluttered just above it, and the swallows darted down without +alarm. A shaggy thing, it seemed part of the natural landscape. + +Half-way across the lawn, however, it paused and stretched itself; it +rubbed its eyes; it yawned; and, as it shook the sleep from face and +body, the outline grew distinctly clearer. The thing that had looked +like a bundle of hay or branches resolved itself into a human being; +the loose untidiness gave place to definite shape, as leaves, grass, +twigs, and wisps of straw fell fluttering from it to the ground. It was +a pathetic and yet wonderful sight, beauty, happiness, and peace about +it somewhere, together with a soft and tender sweetness that tempered +the wildness of its aspect. Indescribably these qualities proclaimed +themselves. It was a man. + +"They've seen me twice," he mentioned to the dipping swallows. "This is +my third appearance. They'll recognise me without a word. The Day has +come." + +He stood a moment, shaking the extras of the night from hair and +clothing, then laughed with a sound like running water as the birds +swooped down and carried the straws and twigs away with a great +business of wings. Next, glancing up at the open windows of the house, +he started forward with a light but steady step. "They will not be +surprised," he said, "for they have always believed in me. They knew +that some day I should come, and in the twinkling of an eye!" He paused +and chuckled in his beard. "I'm not _the_ one thing they're expecting, +but I'm next door to it, and I can show them how to look at any rate." + +And he began softly humming the words of a little song he had evidently +made up himself, and therefore liked immensely. He neared the walls; +the sunrise tipped a happy, glorious face; he disappeared from view as +though he had melted through the old grey stone. And a flight of +swallows, driven by the fresh dawn wind, passed high overhead across +the heavens, leading the night away. They swung to the rhythm of his +little song: + + My secret's in the wind and open sky, + There is no longer any Time--to lose; + The world is young with laughter; we can fly + Among the imprisoned hours as we choose. + + The rushing minutes pause; an unused day + Breaks into dawn and cheats the tired sun; + The birds are singing. Hark! Come out and play! + There is no hurry! Life has just begun! + + + + +THE EXTRA DAY + +BEHIND _TIME_ + + +I + + +The day broke. It broke literally. The sky gave way and burst asunder, +scattering floods of radiant sunshine. This was the feeling in Uncle +Felix's heart as he came downstairs to breakfast in the schoolroom. A +sensation of feathery lightness was in him, of speed as well: he could +rise above every obstacle in the world, only--there were no obstacles +in the world to rise above. Boredom, despair, and pessimism, he +suddenly realised, meant deficiency of energy merely. "Birds can rise +above everything--and so can I!"--as though he possessed a robin's +normal temperature of 110 degrees! + +Although it was Sunday morning, and a dark suit was his usual custom, +he had slipped into flannels and a comfortable low collar, without +thinking about it one way or the other. "It's a jolly day," he hummed +to himself, "and I'm alive. We must do all kinds of things--everything! +It's all one thing really!" It seemed there was a new, uplifting sense +of joy in merely being alive. He repeated the word again and +again--"alive, alive, alive!" Of course a robin sang: it was the +natural thing to do. + +He looked out of the window while dressing, and caught the startling +impression that this life emanated from the world of familiar trees and +grass and flowers spread out before his eyes. Everything was singing. +Beauty had dropped down upon the earth; the earth, moreover, knew that +she was beautiful--she was obviously enjoying herself, both as a whole +and in every tiniest nook and corner of her gigantic being. Yet without +undue surprise he noted this; the marvel was there as always, but he +did not pause to say, "How marvellous!" It was as natural as breathing, +and as easily accepted. He was always breathing, but he never stopped +and thought, "Good Lord, I'm breathing! How dreadful if it stopped!" He +simply went on breathing. And so, with the beauty of this radiant +morning, it never occurred to him "This will not last, the sun will +set, the shadows fall, the marvel pass and die." That this particular +day could end did not even suggest itself. + +On his way down the passage, Judy and Tim came dancing from their rooms +to meet him. They, too, were dressed in their everyday-adventure +things, no special sign of Sunday anywhere about them--slipped into +their summery clothing as naturally as birds and flowers grow into the +bright and feathery stuff that covers them. This notion struck him, but +faintly; it was not a definite thought. He might as well have noticed, +"Ah, the sky is dressed in light, or mist! The wind blows it into folds +and creases!" Yet the notion did strike him with its little dream-like +hammer, because with it came a second tiny blow, producing, it seemed, +a soft blaze of light behind his eyes somewhere: "I've recovered the +childhood sense of reality, the vivid certainty, the knowledge!... +Somebody's coming.... Somebody's here--hiding still, perhaps, yet +nearer..." It flashed like a gold-fish in some crystal summer +fountain... and was gone again. + +In the passage Judy touched his hand, and said confidingly, "You will +take me to the end of the world to-day, Uncle." + +It was true and possible. No special preparation was required for any +journey whatsoever. They were already prepared for anything--like +birds. And some one, it seemed, had taken his name away! + +"We'll do everything at once," said Tim, with the utmost assurance in +tone and manner. + +"Of course," was his obvious and natural reply to each, no explanations +or conditions necessary. Things would happen of themselves, +spontaneously. There was only one thing to do! "We're alive," he added. +They just looked at him as he said it, then pulled him down the passage +a little faster than before. Yet the way they ran dancing along that +oil-cloth passage held something of the joy and confidence with which +birds launch themselves into flight across the earth. There was this +sense of spontaneous excitement and delight about. + +"He's here already," Judy whispered, as they neared the breakfast room. +"I can feel it." + +"Came in while we were asleep," her brother added. "I know it," and he +clapped his hands. + +"At dawn, yes," agreed Uncle Felix, saying it on the spur of the +moment. He was perplexed a little, perhaps, but did not hesitate. He +had not _quite_ the assurance of the others. He meant to let himself +go, however. + +There was not the slightest doubt or question anywhere; _they_ believed +because they knew; what they had expected for so long had happened. The +Stranger in the Tea-cup had arrived at last. They went down the long +corridor of the Old Mill House, every window open to the sunshine that +came pouring in. The very walls seemed made of transparent, shining +paper. The world came flowing in. A happiness of the glowing earth sang +in their veins. At the door they paused a second. + +"I know exactly who he is," breathed Judy softly. + +"I know what he looks like," whispered Tim. + +"There was never time to see him properly before," said Uncle Felix. +"Things went by so fast. He whizzed and vanished. But now--of course-" + +They pushed the door open and went in. + +Breakfast was already laid upon the shining cloth; hot dishes steamed; +there were flowers upon the table, and climbing roses peeped in round +the grey walls of sun-baked stone. A bird or two hopped carelessly upon +the window-sill, and a smell of earth and leaves was in the air. +Sunshine, colour, and perfume filled the room to overflowing, yet not +so full that there was not ample space for the "somebody" who had +brought them. For somebody certainly was there--some one whom the +children, moreover, took absolutely for granted. + +There had been surprise outside the door, but there was none when they +were in. Something like a dream, it seemed, this absence of +astonishment, though, of course, no one took it in that way. For, at +first, no one spoke at all. The children went to their places, lifting +the covers to see what there was to eat. They did the normal, natural +thing; eyed and sniffed the porridge, cream, brown sugar, and +especially approved the dish of comfortable, fat poached eggs on toast. +They were satisfied with what they saw; everything was as it ought to +be--plentiful, available, on hand. There was enough for everybody. + +But Uncle Felix paused a moment just inside the open door, and stared; +he looked about him as though the incredible thing had really happened +at last. A rapt expression passed over his face, and his eyes seemed +fixed upon something radiant that hung upon the air. He sighed, and +caught his breath. His heart grew amazingly light within him. Every +thought and feeling that made up his personality--so it felt, at +least--had wings of silver tipped with golden fire. + +"At last!" he murmured softly to himself, "at last!" + +He moved forward slowly into the room, his eyes still fixed on vacancy. +The face showed exquisite delight, but the lips were otherwise dumb. He +looked as if he had caught a glimpse of something he could not utter. + +"Porridge, please, Uncle," he heard a voice saying, as some one put a +large silver spoon into his hand. "I like the hard lumps." And another +voice added, "I like the soupy, slippery stuff, please." He pulled +himself together with an effort. + +"Ah," he mumbled, peeping from the dishes at the children's faces, "the +tea has stopped turning in the cup at last. He's come up to the +surface." + +And they turned and looked at him, but without the least surprise +again; it was perfectly natural, it seemed, that there should be this +Presence in the room; their Uncle's remark was neither here nor there. +He had a right to express his own ideas in his own way if he wanted to. +Their own remarks outside the door they had apparently forgotten. That, +indeed, was already a very long time ago now. In the full bliss of +realisation, anticipation was naturally not remembered. The excitement +in the passage belonged to some dim Yesterday--almost when they were +little. + +They began immediately to talk _at_ the Stranger in the room. + +"I didn't _hear_ anybody come," remarked Tim, as he mixed cream and +demerara sugar inside an artificial pool of porridge, "but it's all the +same--now. Our Somebody's here all right." And then, between gulps, he +added, "The swallows laid an awful lot of eggs in the night, I think." + +"On tiptoe just at dawn," remarked Judy casually, following her own +train of thought, and intent upon chasing a slippery poached egg round +and round her plate at the same time. "The birds were awake, of course." + +The birds! As she said it, a memory of some faint, exquisite dream, of +years and years ago it seemed, fled also on tiptoe through the bright, +still air, and through three listening hearts as well. The robin, the +swallows, and the up-and-under bird made secret signs and vanished. + +"They know everything first, of course," said Uncle Felix aloud; +"they're up so early, aren't they?" To himself he said, "I'm dreaming! +This is a dream!" his reason still fluttering a little before it died. +But he kept his secret about the robin tightly in its hiding-place. + +"Before they've happened--_really_," Tim mentioned. "They do a thing +to-morrow long before to-morrow's come." He knew something the others +could not possibly know. + +"Everything comes from the air, you see," advanced Judy, secure in the +memory of her private morning interview. "But it can disappear +under--underneath when it wants to." + +"Or into a hole," agreed Tim. + +And somebody in that breakfast-room, somebody besides themselves, heard +every word they spoke, listened attentively, and understood the +meanings they thought they hid so cleverly. They knew, moreover, that +he did so. + +"Let's pretend," Tim suddenly exclaimed, catching his sister's eye just +as it was wandering into the pot of home-made marmalade. + +"All right," she said at once, "same as usual, I suppose?" + +Tim nodded, glancing across the table. "Sitting next to _you_, +Uncle"--he pointed to the unoccupied chair and unused plate--"in that +empty place." + +"Thank you," murmured the man, still hovering between reality and +dream. He said it shyly. It was all too marvellous to ask questions +about, he felt. + +"It's a lovely morning," continued Judy politely, smiling at the empty +place. "Will you have tea and coffee, or milkhotwaterandsugar?" She +listened attentively for the answer, the smile of a duchess on her rosy +face, then bowed and handed a lump of sugar to Tim, who set it +carefully in the middle of the plate. + +"Butter or honey?" inquired the boy, "or butter and honey?" He, too, +waited for the inaudible reply, then asked his Uncle to pass the pot of +honey _and_ the butter-dish. The Stranger, apparently, liked sweet +things best--at any rate, natural things. + +They went on with their breakfast then, eating as much as ever they +could hold, talking about everything in the world as usual, and +occasionally bowing to the empty chair, addressing remarks to it, and +listening to--answers! Sometimes they passed things, too--another lump +of sugar, more drops of honey, a thick blob of clotted cream as well. +It was obvious to them that somebody occupied that chair, so real, +indeed, that Uncle Felix found himself passing things and making +observations about the weather and even arranging a few crumbs of bread +in a row beside the other delicacies. It was the right thing to do +evidently; acting spontaneously, he had performed an inspired action. +And the odd thing was that the food, lying in the blaze of sunlight on +the plate, slowly underwent a change: the sugar got smaller in size, +the honey-drops diminished, the blob of cream lost its first +circumference, and even the bread-crumbs seemed to dwindle visibly. + +"It's very hot this morning," said Judy after a bit. "The sun's +hungrier than usual," and she pushed the plate into the shade. But it +was clear that she referred to some one other than the sun, although +the sun belonged to what was going on. "Thirsty, too," she added, +"although there are bucketsful of dew about." + +"And extra bright into the bargain," declared Tim. "I love shiny stuff +like that to wear and dress in. It fits so easily--no bothering +buttons." + +"And doesn't wear out or stain, does it?" put in Uncle Felix, saying +the first thing that came into his head--and again behaving in the +appropriate, spontaneous manner. It was clear that the Stranger--to +them, at least--was clothed in the gold and silver of the brilliant +morning. There was a delicate perfume, too, as of wild flowers and +sweet little roadside blossoms. The very air of the room was charged +with some living light and beauty brought by the invisible guest. It +was passing wonderful. The invading Presence seemed all about them like +a spreading fire of loveliness and joy--yet natural as sunshine. + +Then, suddenly, Tim sprang up from his chair, and ran to the empty +seat. His face shone with keen and eager expectancy, but wore a touch +of shyness too. + +"I want to be like you," he said in a hushed voice that had all the +yearning of childhood breaking through it. "Please put your hand on +me." He lowered his head and closed his eyes. He made an odd grimace, +half pleasure and half awe, like a boy about to plunge into a pool of +water,--then stood upright, proud and delighted as any victorious king. +He drew a long breath of relief. He seemed astonished that it had been +so easily accomplished. + +"I'm full of it!" he cried. "I'm burning! He touched me on the head!" + +"Touched!" cried Judy, full herself of joy and happy envy. + +The boy nodded his head, as though he would nod it off on to the +tablecloth. He looked as if any minute he might burst into flame with +the sheer enjoyment of it. "Warm all over," he gasped. "I could strike +a match on my trousers now like Weeden." + +Then, while Uncle Felix rubbed his eyes and did his best to see the +invisible, Judy sprang lightly from her chair, ran up to the vacant +place, put out her arms and bent her face down so that her falling +torrent of hair concealed it for a moment. She certainly put her arms +round--something. The next minute she straightened up again with +triumph and tumult in her shining eyes. + +"I kissed him," she announced, flushed like any rose, "and he kissed me +back. He blew the wind into my hair as well. I'm flying! I'm lighter +than a feather!" And she went, dancing and flitting, round the table +like a happy bird. + +Then Uncle Felix rose sedately from his seat. He did not mean to be +left out of all this marvellous business merely because his body was a +little older and more worn. He stretched his arm across the table, +missing the cream-jug by a narrow margin, but knocking the toast-rack +over in his eagerness. He held his hand out to the empty chair. + +"Please take my hand," he said, "and let me have something too." + +He went through the pantomime of shaking hands, but to his intense +amazement it seemed that there was an answering clasp. A smooth, soft +running touch closed gently on his own; it was cool and yielding, +delicate as the down upon a robin's breast, yet firm as steel. And in +that moment he knew that his glimpse on entering the room was not a +trick, but had been a passing glimpse of what the children always +believed in, hoped for--saw. + +"Thank you," he murmured, withdrawing his hand and examining it, "very +much indeed. This _is_ a beautiful day." + +An extraordinary power came into him, a feeling of confidence and +security and joy he had never known before. Yet all he could find to +say was that it was a very beautiful day. The commonest speech +expressed exactly what he felt. Ordinary words at last had meaning, +small words could tell it. + +"It's all right?" remarked Tim, in an excited but quite natural tone. + +"It _is_," he answered. + +"Then let's go out now and do all sorts of things. There's simply heaps +to do." + +"Out into the sun," cried Judy. "Come on. We'll get into our old garden +boots." And she dragged her brother headlong out of the room. + + + + +THE STRANGER WHO IS WONDER + +II + + +And Uncle Felix moved forward into the pool of sunlight that blazed +upon the faded carpet pattern. It was composed of round, fat trees, +this pattern, with birds like goblin peacocks flying in mid-air between +them. The sunshine somehow lifted them, so that they floated upon the +quivering atmosphere; the pattern seemed to hover between him and the +carpet. And he too felt himself lifted--in mid-air--part of the day and +sunshine. + +He closed his eyes; he tried to realise who and where he was; all he +could remember, however, went into a single sentence and kept repeating +itself on the waves of his singing, dancing blood: "Clock's stopped, +clock's stopped,--stopped clocks, stopped clocks...!" till it sounded +like a puzzle sentence--then lost all meaning. + +He sat down in a chair, but the chair was next to the "empty" one, and +from it something poured into him, over him, round him, as wind pours +about a bird or tree. He became enveloped by it; his mind began to +rush, yet rushed in a circle, so that he never entirely lost sight of +it. Another set of words replaced the first ones: "Behind Time, behind +Time," jostling on each other's heels, tearing round and round like a +Catherine Wheel, shining and dancing as they spun. + +He opened his eyes and looked about him. The room was full of wonder. +It glistened, sparkled, shone. A million things, screened hitherto from +sight by thick clouds of rushing minutes, paused and offered +themselves; things that were commonplace before stood still, revealed +in startling glory. They no longer raced past at headlong speed. +Visible at last, unmasked, they showed themselves as they really were, +in naked beauty. This beauty settled on everything in golden rain, it +settled on himself as well. All that his eyes rested on +looked--distinguished.... + +And, like snow-flakes, words and thoughts came thickly crowding, like +flakes of fire too. He snatched at them, caught them in bunches, tried +to sort them into sentences. They were everywhere about him, showering +down as from a box of cardboard letters overturned in the sky. The +reality he sought hid among them as a whole--he knew that--but no mere +sequence of words and letters could quite capture this reality. + +He plunged his hands among the flying symbols.... + +In a flash a number of things--an enormous number of things--became +extraordinarily clear and simple; they became one single thing. Then, +while reason and vision still fluttered to and fro, like a pair of +butterflies, first one and then the other leading, he dashed in between +them. He seized handfuls of the flying letters and made the queerest +sentences out of them, longer and faster-moving than the first ones. + +"Time _is_ the arch-deceiver. It drives things past us in a hurrying +flock. We snatch at them. And those we miss seem lost for ever because +some one calls out, in a foolish voice of terror and regret, 'Too +late!' Yet, in reality, _we_ stand still; the rush of the hours is a +sham. We see things out of proportion, like trees from the window of a +train, their beauty hidden in a long, thick smudge. _We_ do not move; +it is the train that hurries us along: the trees are always steadily +there--and beautiful. There is enough of everything for everybody--no +need to try and get there first. To hurry is to chase your tail, which +some one has suggested does not belong to you. It can never be captured +by pursuit. But pause--stand still--it instantly presents itself, +twitches its tip, and laughs: 'I've been here all the time. I'm part of +you!'" + +He turned towards the empty chair and smiled. The smile, he felt, came +marvellously back to him from the sunshine and the open world of sky +and trees beyond. There was some one there who smiled--invisibly. + +"You're real, quite real," the letters danced instantly into new +sentences. "But you are so awfully close to me--so close I cannot see +you." + +He felt the invisible Stranger suddenly as real as that. There was only +one thing to see--only one thing everywhere. The beauty of the +discovery put reason utterly and finally to flight. But that one thing +was hiding. The Stranger concealed himself--he hid on purpose. He +wanted to be looked for--found. And the heart grew "warm" or "cold" +accordingly: when it was warm that mysterious anticipation +stirred--"Some one is coming!" + +And Uncle Felix, sitting in the sunlight of that breakfast-room, +understood that the entire universe formed a conspiracy to hide "him." +Some one, indeed, had come, slipped into the gorgeous and detailed +clothing of the entire world as easily as birds and trees slip into +their own particular clothing, planning with Time to hide him, wanting +to play a little--to play at Hide-and-Seek. "Let them all look for me! +I'm hiding!..." + +Yet so few would play! Instead of coming out to find him where he hid +so simply in the open, they built severe and gloomy edifices; invented +Rules of the game by which each could prove himself right and all the +others wrong.... Oh, dear!... And all the time, _he_ hid there in the +open before their very eyes--in the wind, the stream, the grass, in the +sunlight and the song of birds, and especially behind little careless +things that took no thought ... waiting to play and let himself be +found... while songs and poems and fairy-tales, even religious too, +cried endlessly across the world, "Look and you'll find him." There +_was_ only one thing to say: "Search in the open; he hides there!" + +Everything became clear and simple--one thing, Life was a game of +Hide-and-Seek. There were obstacles placed in the way on purpose to +make it more interesting. One of them was Time. But everything was one +thing, and one thing only; a peacock and a policeman were the same, so +were an elephant and a violet, an uncle and a bee, a Purple Emperor and +a child like Tim or Judy: all did, said, lived one and the same thing +only. They looked different--because one looked _at_ them differently. + +Smiling happily to himself again as the letters grouped themselves +swiftly into these curious sentences, he heard the birds singing in the +clean, great sky... and it seemed to him that the Stranger blew softly +upon his eyes and hair. The sentences instantly telescoped: "Come, look +for me! There is no hurry; life has just begun...." And he barely had +time to realise that the entire complicated mass of them had, after +all, only this one thing to say... when the returning children bursting +into the room scattered his long reverie, and the last cardboard letter +disappeared like magic into empty space. + +"Where is he?" cried Tim at once, staring impatiently about him. There +was rebuke and disappointment in his eyes. "Uncle, you've been arguing. +He's gone!" + +Judy was equally quick to seize the position of affairs. "You've +frightened him away!" she declared with energy. "Quick! We must go out +and look!" + +"Yes," muttered their uncle a little guiltily, and was about to add +something by way of explanation when he felt Judy pull his sleeve. +"Look!" she whispered. "He can't have gone so _very_ far!" + +She pointed to the plate with the sugar, honey, cream, and crumbs upon +it; a bird was picking up the crumbs, a wasp was on the lump of sugar, +a bee beside it, standing on its head, was drinking at the drop of +honey; all were unafraid, and very leisurely about it; there seemed no +hurry; there was enough for every one. Then, as the trio of humans +stared with delight, they saw another guest arrive and dance up gaily +to the feast. A gorgeous butterfly sailed in, hovered above the crowded +plate a moment, then settled comfortably beside its companions and +examined the blob of cream. The others moved a little to make room for +it. It was a Purple Emperor, the rarest butterfly in all England, whose +home was normally high above the trees. + +"Of course," Judy whispered to her brother, as she watched the bee make +room for its larger neighbour; "they belong to him--" + +"He sent them," replied Tim below his breath, "just to let us know--" + +"Yes," mumbled Uncle Felix for the second time, a soft amazement +stealing over him. "He brought them. And they're all the same thing +really." + +There was the perfume of a thousand flowers in the room. A faint breeze +floated through the open window and touched his eyes. He heard the +world outside singing in the sunshine. "Come along," he said in a low, +hushed whisper; "let's go and look." And he moved eagerly--over the +tree-and-peacock pattern. + +They tiptoed out together, while the bird cocked up its head to watch +them go; the bee, still drinking, raised its eyes; and all four +fluttered their wings as though they laughed. They seemed to say "There +is no hurry! We're all alive together! There's enough for all; no need +to get there first!" _They_ knew. The golden day lay waiting outside +with overflowing beauty, and he who had brought them in stood just +behind this beauty that hid and covered them. When they had eaten and +drunk, they, too, would come and join the search. Exceedingly beautiful +they were--the shy grace of the dainty bird, the brilliant wasp in +black and gold, the soft brown bee, the magnificent Purple Emperor, +fresh from the open spaces above the windy forest: all said the same +big, joyful thing, "We are alive!... No hurry!..." + +The trio flew down the passage, took the stairs in leaps and bounds, +raced across the hall where the back-door, standing open, framed the +lawn and garden in a blaze of sunshine. + +And as Uncle Felix followed, half dancing like the other two, he saw a +little thing that vaguely reminded him of--another little thing. The +memory was vague and far away; there was a curious distance in it, like +the distance of a dream recalled in the day-light, no longer what is +called quite real. For his eye caught something gleaming on the +side-table below the presentation clock, and the odd, ridiculous word +that sprang into his mind was "salver." It was the silver salver on +which Thompson brought in visitors' cards. But it was a plate as well; +and, being a plate, he remembered vaguely something about a collection. +The association of ideas worked itself out in a remote and dreamlike +way; he felt in his pocket for a shilling, a sixpence, or a threepenny +bit, and wondered for a second where the big, dark building was to +which all this belonged. Something was changed, it seemed. His clothes, +this dancing sunshine, joy and laughter. The world was new. What did it +mean?... + +"No bells are ringing," flashed back the flying letters in a spray. + +He was on the point of catching something by the tail... when he saw +the children waiting for him on the sunny lawn outside. He ran out +instantly to join them. They had noticed nothing odd, apparently. It +had never even occurred to them. And in himself the memory dived away, +its very trail obliterated as though it had not been. + +For this was Sunday morning, yet Sunday had not--happened. + + + + +HIDE-AND-SEEK + +III + + +The garden clung close and soft about the Old Mill House as a mood +clings about the emotion that has summoned it. Uncle Felix, Tim, and +Judy were as much a part of it as the lilac, hyacinths, and tulips. Any +minute, it seemed, the butterflies and bees and birds might settle on +them too. + +For a bloom of exquisite, fresh wonder lay upon the earth, lay softly +and secure as though it need never pass away. No fading of daylight +could dim the glory of all the promises of joy the day contained, no +hint of waning anywhere. "There is no hurry," seemed written on the +very leaves and blades of grass. "We're all alive together! Come +and--look!" The garden, lying there so gently in its beauty, hid a +secret. + +Yet, though all was so calm and peaceful, there was nowhere the dulness +of stagnation. Life brimmed the old-world garden with incessant +movement that flashed dancing and rhythm even into things called +stationary. The joy of existence ran riot everywhere without check or +hindrance; there was no time--to pause and die. For the sunlight did +not merely lie upon the air--it poured; wind did not blow--it breathed, +ambushed one minute among the rose-trees just above the ground, and +cantering next through the crests of the busy limes. The elms and +horse-chestnuts that ordinarily grew now leaped--leaped upwards to the +sun; while all flying things--birds, insects, bees, and +butterflies--passed in and out like darting threads of colour, pinning +the beauty into a patterned tapestry for all to see. The entire day was +charged with the natural delight of endless, sheer existence. It was +visible. + +Each detail, moreover, claimed attention, as though never seen properly +before; no longer dulled by familiarity, but shaking off its "ordinary" +appearance, proud to be looked at, naked and alive. The rivulet ran on, +but did not run away; the gravel paths, soft as rolled brown sugar, led +somewhere, but led in both directions, each of them inviting; the blue +of the sky did not stay "up there and far away," but dropped down close +in myriad flakes, lifting the green carpet of the lawn to meet it. The +day seemed like a turning circle that changed every moment to show +another aspect of its gorgeous pattern, yet, while changing, only +turned, unable to grow older or to pass away. There was something real +at last, something that could be known, enjoyed--something of eternity +about it. It was real. + +"Wherever has he got to?" exclaimed Judy, trying to pierce the +distances of earth and sky with distended eyes. "He can't be very far +away, because--I kissed him." + +Tim, sitting beside her on the grass, felt the exquisite mystery of it +too. It was marvellous that any one could vanish in such a way. But he +hesitated too. He felt uncertain about something. His thoughts flew off +to that strange wood he loved to play in. He remembered the warning: +"Beware the centre, if you enter; For once you're _there_, you +disappear!" But this explanation did not appeal to him as likely now. +He stared at Judy and his uncle. Some one _had_ touched him, making him +warm and happy. He remembered that distinctly. He had caught a +glimpse--though a glimpse too marvellous to be seen for long, even to +be remembered properly. "But there's no good looking unless we know +where to look," he remarked. "Is there?" + +"He's just gone out like a candle," whispered Judy. + +"Extror'nary," declared her brother, hugging the excitement that +thrilled his heart. "But he can't be really lost. I'm sure of that!" + +And a great hush fell upon them all. Some one, it seemed, was +listening; some one was watching; some one was waiting for them to move. + +"Uncle?" they said in the same breath together, then hung upon his +answer. + +This authority hesitated a moment, looking about him expectantly as +though for help. + +"I think," he stated shyly, "I think--he's--hiding." + +Nothing more wonderful ever fell from grown-up lips. They had heard it +said before--but only said. Now they realised it. + +"Hiding!" They stood up; they could see further that way. But they +waited for more detail before showing their last approval. + +"Out here," he added. + +They were not quite sure. They expected a disclosure more out of the +ordinary. It _might_ be true, but-- + +"Hide-and-seek?" they repeated doubtfully. "But that's just a game." +They were unsettled in their minds. + +"Not _that_ kind," he replied significantly. "I mean the kind the rain +plays with the wind and leaves, the stream with the stones and roots +along its bank, the rivers with the sea. That's the kind of +hide-and-seek I mean!" + +He chose instinctively watery symbols. And his tone conveyed something +so splendid and mysterious that it was impossible to doubt or hesitate +a moment longer. + +"Oh," they exclaimed. "It never ends, you mean?" + +"Goes on for ever and ever," he murmured. "The moment the river finds +the sea it disappears and the sea begins to look. The wind never really +finds the clouds, and the sun and the stars--" + +"_We_ know!" they shouted, cutting his explanations short. + +"Come on then!" he cried. "We've got the hunt of our lives before us." +And he began to run about in a circle like an animal trying to catch +its tail. + +"But are we to look for him, or he for us?" inquired the boy, after a +preliminary canter over the flower-beds. + +"We for him." They sprang to attention and clapped their hands. + +"It's an enormous hide," said Tim. "We may get lost ourselves. Better +look out!" + +And then they waited for instructions. But the odd thing was that their +uncle waited too. There was this moment's hesitation. They looked to +him. The old fixed habit asserted itself: a grown-up must surely know +more than they did. How could it be otherwise? In this case, however, +the grown-up seemed in doubt. He looked at them. It _was_ otherwise. + +"It's so long since I played this kind of hide-and-seek," he murmured. +"I've rather forgotten--" + +He stopped short. There certainly was a difficulty. Nobody knew in what +direction to begin. + +"It's a snopportunity," exclaimed Judy. "I'm sure of that!" + +"We just look--everywhere!" cried Tim. + +A light broke over their uncle's face as if a ray of sunshine touched +it. His mind cleared. Some old, forgotten joy, wonderful as the dawn, +burst into his heart, rose to fire in his eyes, flooded his whole +being. A glory long eclipsed, a dream interrupted years ago, an +uncompleted game of earliest youth--all these rose from their +hiding-place and recaptured him, soul and body. He glanced at the +children. These things he had recaptured, they, of course, had never +lost; this state and attitude of wonder was their natural prerogative; +he had recovered the ownership of the world, but they had possessed it +always. They knew the whole business from beginning to end--only they +liked to hear it stated. That was obviously his duty as a grown-up: to +stick the label on. + +"Of course," he whispered, deliciously enchanted. "You've got it. It's +_the_ snopportunity! The great thing is to--look." + +And, as if to prove him right, a flock of birds passed sweeping through +the air above their heads, paused in mid-flight, wheeled, fluttered +noisily a second, then scattered in all directions like leaves whirled +by an eddy of loose, autumn wind. + +"Come on," cried Tim, remembering perhaps the "dodgy" butterfly and +trying to imitate it with his arms and legs. "I know where to go first. +Just follow me!" + +"And there'll be signs, remember," Uncle Felix shouted as he followed. +"Whoever finds a sign must let the others know at once." + +They began with the feeling that they would discover the Stranger in a +moment, sure of the places where he had tried cleverly to conceal +himself, but soon began to realise that this was no ordinary game, and +that he certainly knew of mysterious spots and corners they had never +dreamed about. It was as Tim declared, "an enormous hide." Come-Back +Stumper's cunning dive into bed was nothing compared to the skill with +which this hider eluded their keen searching. There was another +difference too. In Stumper's case their interest had waned, they felt +they had been cheated somehow, they knew themselves defeated and had +given up the search. But here the interest was unfailing; it increased +rather than diminished; they were ever on the very edge of finding him, +and more than once they shrieked with joy, "I've got him!"--only to +find they had been "very hot" but not quite hot enough. It was, like +everything else upon this happy morning, endless. + +It continued and continued, as naturally as the rivulet that ran for +ever downhill to find the sea, that nothing, it seemed, could put a +stop to, much less an end. The feeling that time was passing utterly +disappeared; weeks, months, and years lay waiting somewhere near, but +could be left or taken, used or not used, as they pleased. To take a +week and use it was like picking a flower that looked much prettier +growing sweetly in the sunny earth. Why pick it? It came to an end that +way! The minutes, the hours and days, morning, noon and night as well, +the very seasons too, offered themselves, and--vanished. They did not +come and go, they were just "there"; and to steal into one or other of +them at will was like stealing into one mood after another as the heart +decreed. They were mere counters in the gorgeous and unending game. +They helped to hide the mysterious Stranger who was evidently in the +centre round which all life lay grouped so marvellously. They hid and +covered him as moods hide and cover the heart that wears +them--temporarily. Uncle Felix and the children used them somewhat in +this way, it seems, for while they looked and hunted in and out among +them, any minute, day or season was recoverable at will. They did not +pass away. It was the seekers who passed through them. To Uncle Felix, +at any rate, it seemed a fact--this joyous sensation of immense +duration, yet of nothing passing away: the bliss of utter freedom. He +gasped to realise it. But the children did not gasp. They had always +known that nothing ever really came to an end. "The weather's still +here," he heard Judy calling across the lawn to Tim--as though she had +just been looking among December snowdrifts and had popped back again +into the fragrance of midsummer hayfields. "The Equator's made of +golden butterflies, all shining," the boy called back, having evidently +just been round the world and seen its gleaming waist.... + +But none of them had found what they were looking for.... + +They had looked in all the difficult places where a clever player would +be most likely to conceal himself, yet in vain; there was no definite +sign of him, no footprints on the flower-beds or along the edge of the +shrubberies. The garden proper had been searched from end to end +without result. The children had been to the particular hiding-places +each knew best, Tim to the dirty nook between the ilex and the larder +window, and Judy to the scooped-out trunk of the rotten elm, and both +together to the somewhat smelly channel between the yew trees and a +disused outhouse--all equally untenanted. + +In the latter gloomy place, in fact, they met. No sunlight pierced the +dense canopy of branches; it was barely light enough to see. Judy and +Tim advanced towards each other on tiptoe, confident of discovery at +last. They only realised their mistake at five yards' distance. + +"You!" exclaimed Tim, in a disappointed whisper. "I thought it was +going to be a sign." "I felt positive he'd be in here somewhere," said +Judy. + +"Perhaps we're both signs," they declared together, then paused, and +held a secret discussion about it all. + +"He's got a splendid hide," was the boy's opinion. "D'you think Uncle +Felix knows anything? You heard what he said about signs...!" + +They decided without argument that he didn't. He just went "thumping +about" in the usual places. He'd never find him. They agreed it was +very wonderful. Tim advanced his pet idea--it had been growing on him: +"I think _he_ knows some special place we'd never look in--a hole or +something." But Judy met the suggestion with superior knowledge: "He +moves about," she announced. "He doesn't stop in a hole. He flies at an +awful rate--from place to place. That's--signs, I expect." + +"Wings?" suggested Tim. + +Judy hesitated. "You remember--at breakfast, wasn't it?--ages and ages +ago--all had wings--those things--" + +She broke off and pointed significantly at the figure of Uncle Felix +who was standing with his head cocked up at an awkward angle, staring +into the sky. Shading his eyes with one hand, he was apparently +examining the topmost branches of the tall horse-chestnuts. + +"He couldn't have got up a tree, could he, or into a bird's nest?" said +the girl. She offered the suggestion timidly, yet her brother did not +laugh at her. There was this strange feeling that the hider might be +anywhere--simply anywhere. This was no ordinary game. + +"There's such a lot," Tim answered vaguely. + +She looked at him with intense admiration. The wonder of this +marvellous game was in their hearts. The moment when they would find +him was simply too extraordinary to think about. + +Judy moved a step closer in the darkness. "Can he get small, then--like +that?" she whispered. + +But the question was too much for Tim. + +"Anyhow he gets about, doesn't he?" was the reply, the vagueness of +uncertain knowledge covering the disappointment. "There are simply +millions of trees and nests and--and rabbit-holes all over the place." + +They were silent for a moment. Then Judy asked, still more timidly: + +"I say, Tim?" + +"Well." + +"What does he really look like? I can't remember quite. I mean--shall +we recognise him?" + +Tim stared at her. "My dear!" he gasped, as though the question almost +shocked him. "Why, he touched me--on the head! I felt it!" + +Judy laughed softly; it was only that she wanted to remind herself of +something too precious to be forgotten. + +"_I_ kissed him!" she whispered, a hint of triumph in her voice and +eyes. + +They stood staring at one another for a little while, weighing the +proofs thus given; then Tim broke the silence with a question of his +own. It was the result of this interval of reflection. It was an +unexpected sort of question: + +"Do you know what it is we want?" he asked. "I do," he added hurriedly, +lest she should answer first. + +"What?" she said, seeing from his tone and manner that it was important. + +"We shall never, never find him this way," he said decisively. + +"What?" she repeated with impatience. + +Tim lowered his voice. "What we want," he said with the emphasis of +true conviction, "is--a Leader." + +Judy repeated the word after him immediately; it was obvious; why +hadn't she thought of it herself? "Of course," she agreed. "That's it +exactly." + +"We're looking wrong somewhere," her brother added, and they both +turned their heads in the direction of Uncle Felix who was still +standing on the lawn in a state of bewilderment, examining the +treetops. He expected something from the air, it seemed. Perhaps he was +looking for rain--he loved water so. But evidently he was not a proper +leader; he was even more bewildered than themselves; he, too, was +looking wrong somewhere, somehow. They needed some one to show them how +and where to look. Instinctively they felt their uncle was no better at +this mighty game than they were. If only somebody who knew and +understood--a leader--would turn up! + +And it was just then that Judy clutched her brother by the arm and said +in a startled whisper, "Hark!" + +They harked. Through the hum of leaves and insects that filled the air +this sweet June morning they heard another sound--a voice that reached +them even here beneath the dense roof of shrubbery. They heard words +distinctly, though from far away, rising, falling, floating across the +lawn as though some one as yet invisible were singing to himself. + +For it was the voice of a man, and it certainly was a song. Moreover, +without being able to explain it exactly, they felt that it was just +the kind of singing that belonged to the kind of day: it was right and +natural, a fresh and windy sound in the careless notes, almost as +though it was a bird that sang. So exquisite was it, indeed, that they +listened spellbound without moving, standing hand in hand beneath the +dark bushes. And Uncle Felix evidently heard it too, for he turned his +head; instead of examining the tree-tops he peered into the rose trees +just behind him, both hands held to his ears to catch the happy song. +There was both joy and laughter in the very sound of it: + + My secret's in the wind and open sky; + There is no longer any Time--to lose; + The world is young with laughter; we can fly + Among the imprisoned hours as we choose. + The rushing minutes pause; an unused day + Breaks into dawn and cheats the tired sun. + The birds are singing. Hark! Come out and play! + There is no hurry; life has just begun. + +The voice died away among the rose trees, and the birds burst into a +chorus of singing everywhere, as if they carried on the song among +themselves. Then, in its turn, their chorus also died away. Tim looked +at his sister. He seemed about to burst--if not into song, then into a +thousand pieces. + +"A leader!" he exclaimed, scarcely able to get the word out in his +excitement. "Did you hear it?" + +"Tim!" she gasped--and they flew out, hand in hand still, to join their +uncle in the sunshine. + +"Found anything?" he greeted them before they could say a word. "I +heard some one singing--a man, or something--over there among the rose +trees--" + +"And the birds," interrupted Judy. "Did you hear them?" + +"Uncle," cried Tim with intense conviction, "it's a sign. I do believe +it's a sign--" + +"That's exactly what it is," a deep voice broke in behind them "--a +sign; and no mistake about it either." + +All three turned with a start. The utterance was curiously slow; there +was a little dragging pause between each word. The rose trees parted, +and they found themselves face to face with some one whom they had seen +twice before in their lives, and who now made his appearance for the +third time therefore--the man from the End of the World: the Tramp. + + + + +THE LEADER + +IV + + +He was a ragged-looking being, yet his loose, untidy clothing became +him so well that his appearance seemed almost neat--it was certainly +natural: he was dressed in the day, the garden, the open air. Judy and +Tim ran up fearlessly and began fingering the bits of stuff that clung +to him from the fields and ditches. In his beard were some stray rose +leaves and the feather of a little bird. The children had an air of +sheltering against a tree trunk--woodland creatures--mice or squirrels +chattering among the roots, or birds flown in to settle on a hedge. +They were not one whit afraid. For nothing surprised them on this +marvellous morning; everything that happened they--accepted. + +"He's shining underneath," Judy whispered in Tim's ear, cocking her +head sideways so that she could catch her brother's eye and at the same +time feel the great comfort of the new arrival against her cheek. + +"And awfully strong," was the admiring reply. + +"So soft, too," she declared--though whether of mind or body was not +itemized--"like feathers." + +"And smells delicious," affirmed Tim, "like hay and rabbits." + +Each child picked out the quality the heart desired and approved; +almost, it seemed, each felt him differently. Yet, although not one +whit afraid, they whispered. Perhaps the wonder of it choked their +utterance a little. + +The Tramp smiled at them. All four smiled. The way he had emerged from +among the rose trees made them smile. It was as natural as though he +had been there all the time, growing out of the earth, waving in the +morning air and sunlight. There was something simple and very beautiful +about him, perhaps, that made them smile like this. Then Uncle Felix, +whom the first shock of surprise had apparently deprived of speech, +found his voice and observed, "Good-morning to you, good-morning." The +little familiar phrase said everything in a quite astonishing way. It +was like a song. + +"_Good_-morning," replied the Tramp. "It is. I was wondering how long +it would be before you saw me." + +"Ah!" said Judy and Tim in the same breath, "of course." + +"The fact is," stammered Uncle Felix, "you're so like the rest of the +garden--so like a bit of the garden, I mean--that we didn't notice you +at first. But we heard--" he broke off in the middle of the +sentence--"That _was_ you singing, wasn't it?" he asked with a note of +hushed admiration in his voice. + +The smile upon the great woodland face broadened perceptibly. It was as +though the sun burst through a cloud. "That's hard to say," he replied, +"when the whole place is singing. I'm just like everything else--alive. +It's natural to sing, and natural to dance--when you're alive and +looking--and know it." + +He spoke with a sound as though he had swallowed the entire morning, a +forest rustling in his chest, singing water just behind the lips. + +_"Looking!"_ exclaimed Uncle Felix, picking out the word. He moved +closer; the children caught his hands; the three of them sheltered +against the spreading figure till the four together seemed like a +single item of the landscape. "Looking!" he repeated, "that's odd. +We've lost something too. You said too,--just now--something about--a +sign, I think?" Uncle Felix added shyly. + +All waited, but the Tramp gave no direct reply. He smiled again and +folded two mighty arms about them. Two big feathery wings seemed round +them. Judy thought of a nest, Tim of a cozy rabbit hole, Uncle Felix +had the amazing impression that there were wild flowers growing in his +heart, or that a flock of robins had hopped in and began to sing. + +"Lost something, have you?" the Tramp enquired genially at length; and +the slow, leisurely way he said it, the curious half-singing utterance +he used, the words falling from his great beard with this sound as of +wind through leaves or water over sand and pebbles--somehow included +them in the rhythm of existence to which he himself naturally belonged. +They all seemed part of the garden, part of the day, part of the sun +and earth and flowers together, marvellously linked and caught within +some common purpose. Question and answer in the ordinary sense were +wrong and useless. They must _feel_--feel as he did--to find what they +sought. + +It was Uncle Felix who presently replied: "Something--we've--mis-laid," +he said hesitatingly, as though a little ashamed that he expressed the +truth so lamely. + +"Mis-laid?" asked the Tramp. "Mis-laid, eh?" + +"Forgotten," put in Tim. + +"Mis-laid or forgotten," repeated the other. "That all?" + +"Some_body_, I should have said," explained Uncle Felix yet still +falteringly, "somebody we've lost, that is." + +"Hiding," Tim said quickly. + +"About," added Judy. There was a hush in all their voices. + +The Tramp picked the small feather from his beard--apparently a +water-wagtail's--and appeared to reflect a moment. He held the soft +feather tenderly between a thumb and finger that were thick as a +walking-stick and stained with roadside mud and yellow with +flower-pollen too. + +"Hiding, is he?" He held up the feather as if to see which way it +fluttered in the wind. "Hiding?" he repeated, with a distinct +broadening of the smile that was already big enough to cover half the +lawn. It shone out of him almost like rays of light, of sunshine, of +fire. "Aha! That's his way, maybe, just a little way he has--of playing +with you." + +"You know him, then! You know who it is?" two eager voices asked +instantly. "Tell us at once. You're leader now!" The children, in their +excitement, almost burrowed into him; Uncle Felix drew a deep breath +and stared. His whole body listened. + +And slowly the Tramp turned round his shaggy head and gazed into their +faces, each in turn. He answered in his leisurely, laborious way as +though each word were a bank-note that he dealt out carefully, fixing +attention upon its enormous value. There was certainly a tremor in his +rumbling voice. But there was no hurry. + +"I've--seen him," he said with feeling, "seen him--once or twice. My +life's thick with memories--" + +"Seen him!" sprang from three mouths simultaneously. + +"Once or twice, I said." He paused and sighed. Wind stirred the rose +trees just behind him. He went on murmuring in a lower tone; and as he +spoke a sense of exquisite new beauty stole across the old-world +garden. "It was--in the morning--very early," he said below his breath. + +"At dawn!" Uncle Felix whispered. + +"When the birds begin," from Judy very softly. + +"To sing," Tim added, a single shiver of joy running through all three +of them at once. The enchantment of their own dim memories of the +dawn--of a robin, of swallows, and of an up-and-under bird flashed +magically back. + +The Tramp nodded his great head slowly; he bowed it to the sunlight, as +it were. There was a great light flaming in his eyes. He seemed to give +out heat. + +"Just seen him--and no more," he went on marvellously, as though +speaking of a wonderful secret of his own. "Seen him a-stealing past +me--in the dawn. Just looked at me--and went--went back again behind +the rushing minutes!" + +"Was it long ago? How long?" asked Judy with eager impatience +impossible to suppress. They did not notice the reference to Time, +apparently. + +The wanderer scratched his tangled crop of hair and seemed to calculate +a moment. He gazed down at the small white feather in his hand. But the +feather held quite still. No breath of wind was stirring. "When I was +young," he said, with an expression half quizzical, half yearning. +"When I first took to the road--as a boy--and began to look." + +"As long ago as that!" Tim murmured breathlessly. It was like a stretch +of history. + +The Tramp put his hand on the boy's shoulder. "I was about your age," +he said, "when I got tired of the ordinary life, and started wandering. +And I've been wandering and looking ever since. Wandering--and +wondering--and looking--ever since," he repeated in the same slow way, +while the feather between his great fingers began to wave a little in +time with the dragging speech. + +The wonder of it enveloped them all three like a perfume rising from +the entire earth. + +"We've been looking for ages too," cried Judy. + +"And we've seen him," exclaimed her brother quickly. + +"Somebody," added Uncle Felix, more to himself than to the others. + +The Tramp combed his splendid beard, as if he hoped to find more +feathers in it. + +"This morning, wasn't it?" he asked gently, "very early?" + +They reflected a moment, but the reflection did not help them much. +"Ages and ages ago," they answered. "So long that we've forgotten +rather--" + +"Forgotten what he looks like. That's it. Same trouble here," and he +tapped his breast. "We're all together, doing the same old thing. The +whole world's doing it. It's the only thing to do." And he looked so +wise and knowing that their wonder increased to a kind of climax; they +were tapping their own breasts before they knew it. + +"Doing it everywhere," he went on, weighing his speech as usual; "only +some don't know they're doing it." He looked significantly into their +shining eyes, then finished with a note of triumph in his voice. "We +do!" + +"Hooray!" cried Tim. "We can all start looking together now." + +"Maybe," agreed the wanderer, very sweetly for a tramp, they thought. + +They glanced at their Uncle first for his approval; the Tramp glanced +at him too; his face was flushed and happy, the eyes very bright. But +there was an air of bewilderment about him too. He nodded his head, and +repeated in a shy, contented voice--as though he surrendered himself to +some enchantment too great to understand--"I think so; I hope so; +I--wonder!" + +"We've looked everywhere already," Tim shouted by way of +explanation--when the Tramp cut him short with a burst of rolling +laughter: + +"But in the wrong kind of places, maybe," he suggested, moving forward +like a hedge or bit of hayfield the wind pretends to shift. + +"Oh, well--perhaps," the boy admitted. + +"Probly," said Judy, keeping close beside him. + +"Of course," decided Uncle Felix; "but we've been pretty warm once or +twice all the same." He lumbered after the other three, yet something +frisky about him, as about a pony released into a field and still +uncertain of its bounding strength. + +"Have you really?" remarked their leader, good-humouredly, but with a +touch of sarcasm. "Good and right, so far as it goes; only 'warm' is +not enough; we want to be hot, burning hot and steaming all the time. +That's the way to find him." He paused and turned towards them; he +gathered them nearer to him with his smiling eyes somehow. "It's like +this," he went on more slowly than ever: "A good hider doesn't choose +the difficult places; he chooses the common ordinary places where +nobody would ever think of looking." He kept his eyes upon them to make +sure they understood him. "The little, common places," he continued +with emphasis, "that no one thinks worth while. He hides in the +open--bang out in the open!" + +"In the open!" cried the children. "The open air!" + +"In the open!" gasped Uncle Felix. "The open sea!" + +The Tramp almost winked at them. He looked like a lot of ordinary +people. He looked like everybody. He looked like the whole world +somehow. He smiled just like a multitude. He spoke, as it were, for all +the world--said the one simple thing that everybody everywhere was +trying to say in millions of muddled words and sentences. The wind and +trees and sunshine said it with him, for him, after him, before him. He +said the thing--so Uncle Felix felt, at any rate,--that was always +saying itself, that was everywhere heard, though rarely listened to; +but, according to the children, the thing they knew and believed +already. Only it was nice to hear it stated definitely--_they_ felt. + +And the tide of enchantment rose higher and higher; in a tide of +flowing gold it poured about all three. + +"That's it," the Tramp continued, as though he had not noticed the +rapture his very ordinary words had caused. "Sea and land and air +together. But more than that--he hides deep and beautiful." + +"Deeply and beautifully," murmured the writer of historical novels, all +of them entirely forgotten now. + +"Deep and beautiful," repeated the other, as though he preferred the +rhythm of his own expression. He drew himself up and swallowed a long +and satisfying draught of air and sunshine. He waved the little +wagtail's feather before their eyes. He touched their faces with its +tip. "Deep, tender, kind, and beautiful," he elaborated. "Those are the +signs--signs that he's been along--just passed that way. The whole +world's looking, and the whole world's full of signs!" + +For a moment all stood still together like a group of leafy things a +passing wind has shaken, then left motionless; a wild rose-bush, a +climbing vine, a clinging ivy branch--all three kept close to the +stalwart figure of their big, incomparable leader. + +And Judy knew at last the thing she didn't know; Tim felt himself +finally in the eternal centre of his haunted wood; in the eyes of Uncle +Felix there was a glistening moisture that caught the sunlight like dew +upon the early lawn. He staggered a little as though he were on a deck +and the sea was rolling underneath him. + +"How ever did you find it out?" he asked, after an interval that no one +had cared to interrupt. "What in the world made you first think of it?" +And though his voice was very soft and clear, it was just a little +shaky. + +"Well," drawled the Tramp, "maybe it was just because I thought of +nothing else. On the road we live sort of simply. There's never any +hurry; the wind's a-blowing free; everything's sweet and careless--and +so am I." And he chuckled happily to himself. + +"Let's begin at once!" cried Tim impatiently. "I feel warm already--hot +all over--simply burning." + +The Tramp signified his agreement. "But you must each get a feather +first," he told them, "a feather that a bird has dropped. It's a sign +that we belong together. Birds know everything first. They go +everywhere and see everything all at once. They're in the air, and on +the ground, and on the water, and under it as well. They live in the +open--sea or land. And if you have a feather in your hand--well, it +means keeping in touch with everything that's going. They go light and +easy; we must go light and easy too." + +They stared at him with wonder at the breaking point. It all seemed so +obviously and marvellously true. How had they missed it up till now? + +"So get a feather," he went on quietly, "and then we can begin to look +at once." + +No one objected, no one criticised, no one hesitated. Tim knew where +all the feathers were because he knew every nest in the garden. He led +the way. In less than two minutes all had small, soft feathers in their +hands. + +"Now, we'll begin to look," the Tramp announced. "It's the loveliest +game on earth, and the only one. It's Hide-and-Seek behind the rushing +minutes. And, remember," he added, holding up a finger and chuckling +happily, "there's no hurry, the wind's a-blowing free, the sun is warm, +everything's sweet and careless--and so are we." + + + + +THE COMMON SIGNS + +V + + +"But has he called yet?" asked Tim, remembering suddenly that it wasn't +fair to begin till the hider announced that he was ready. "He's got to +hoot first, you know. Hasn't he?" he added doubtfully. + +"Listen!" replied the man of the long white roads. And he held his +feather close against his ear, while the others copied him. Fixing +their eyes upon a distant point, they listened, and as they listened, +their lips relaxed, their mouths opened slowly, their eyebrows +lifted--they heard, apparently, something too wonderful to be believed. + +To Uncle Felix, still fumbling in his mind among unnecessary questions, +it seemed that the power of hearing had awakened for the first time, or +else had grown of a sudden extraordinarily acute. The children merely +listened and said "Oh, oh, oh!"; the sound they heard was familiar, +though never fully understood till now. For him, it was, perhaps, the +recovery of a power he had long forgotten. At any rate he--heard. For +the air passed through the tiny fronds of the feather--through the +veined web of its delicate resistance--round the hollow stem and across +the fluffy breadth of it--with a humming music as of wind among the +telegraph wires, only infinitely sweet and far away. There were several +notes in it, a chord--the music that accompanies all flying things, +even a butterfly or settling leaf, and ever fills the air with +unguessed melody. + +It opened their power of hearing to a degree as yet undreamed of even +by the all-believing children. Their feathers became wee, accurate, +tuning-forks for all existence. They understood that everything in the +whole world sang; that no rose leaf fluttered to the earth, no rabbit +twitched its ears, no mouse its tail, no single bluebell waved a head +towards its bluer neighbour, without this exquisite accompaniment of +fairy music. + +"Listen, listen!" the Tramp repeated softly from time to time, watching +their faces keenly. "Listen, and you'll hear him calling...!" + +And this fairy humming, having so marvellously attuned their hearing, +then led them on to the larger, louder sounds; they pricked their ears +up, as the saying goes; they noticed the deeper music everywhere. For +the morning breeze was rustling and whispering among the leaves and +blades of grass with a thousand happy voices. It was the ordinary +summer sound of moving air that no one pays attention to. + +"Oh, that!" exclaimed Uncle Felix. "I hadn't noticed it." He felt +ashamed. He who had taught them the beauty of the self-advertising +Night-Wind, had somehow missed and overlooked the wonder--the +searching, yearning beauty--of this meek, incomparable music: because +it was so usual. For the first time in his life he heard the wind as it +slipped between the leaves, shaking them into rapture. + +"And that," laughed the Tramp, cocking his great head to catch the +murmur of the stream beyond the lawn, "if the dust of furniture and +houses ain't blocked your ears too thickly." They stooped to listen. +"Like laughter, isn't it?" he observed, "singing and laughing mixed +together?" + +They straightened up again, too full of wonder to squeeze out any words. + +"It's everywhere," said Uncle Felix, "this calling--these calling +voices. Is that where you got _your_ song from?" + +"It's everywhere and always," replied the other evasively. "The birds +get their singing from it. They get everything first, of course, then +pass it on. The whole world's music comes from that, though there's +nothing--_nothing_," he added with emphasis, "to touch the singing of a +bird. He's calling everywhere and always," he went on as no one +contradicted him or ventured upon any question; "only you've got to +listen close. He calls soft and beautiful. He doesn't shout and yell at +you." + +"Soft and beautiful, yes," repeated Uncle Felix below his breath, "the +small, still voices of the air and sea and earth." And, as he said it, +they caught the murmur of the little stream; they heard singing in the +air as well. The blackbirds whistled in one direction, the thrushes +trilled and gurgled in another, and overhead, both among the covering +leaves and from the open sky, a chorus of twittering and piping filled +the chambers of the day. Judy recalled, as of long ago, the warning +bugle-call of an up-and-under bird; Tim faintly remembered having +overheard some swallows "discussing" together; Uncle Felix saw a robin +perched against a sky of pearly grey at the end of an interminable +corridor that stretched across whole centuries.... Then, close beside +the three of them, a bumble-bee, a golden fly, and a company of summer +gnats went by--booming, trumpeting, singing like a tiny carillon of +bells respectively. + +"Hark and listen," exclaimed the Tramp with triumph in his voice, and +looking down at Tim particularly. "He's calling all the time. It's the +little ordinary sounds that give the hints." + +"It's an enormous hide; I mean to look for ever and ever," cried the +delighted boy. + +"I can hear everything in the world now," cried Judy. + +"Signs," said Uncle Felix, after a pause. This time he did not make a +question of his thought, but merely dropped the word out like a note of +music into the air. His feather answered it and took it further. + +The Tramp caught the word flying before it reached the ground: + +"Deep, tender, kind and beautiful," he said, "but above +all--beautiful." He turned his shaggy head and looked about him +carelessly. "There's one of them, for instance," he added, pointing +across the lawn. "There's a sign. It means he's passed that way! He +ain't too far away--may-be." + +They followed the direction of his eyes. A dragon-fly paused hovering +above the stream, its reflection mirrored in the clear running water +underneath. Against the green palisade of reeds its veined and crystal +wings scattered the sunlight into shining flakes. The blue upon its +body burned--a patch of flaming beauty in mid-air. They watched it for +a moment. Then, suddenly--it was gone, the spot was empty. But the +speed, the poise, the perfect movement, the flashing wings, above all +the flaming blue upon its tail still held them spellbound. Somehow, it +seemed, they had borrowed that speed, that flashing beauty, making the +loveliness part and parcel of themselves. Swiftly they turned and +stared up at the Tramp. There was a rapt look upon his tangled face. + +"A sign," he was saying softly. "He's passed this way. He can't be +hiding very far from here." And, drawing a long, deep breath, he gazed +about him into endless space as though about to sing again. + +The dragon-fly had vanished, none knew whither, gone doubtless into +some new hiding-place; it just gave the hint, then slipped away upon +its business. But the wonder and the beauty it had brought remained +behind, crept into every heart. The mystery of life, the reality that +lay hiding at the core of things, the marvel and the dream--all these +were growing clearer. All lovely things were "signs." And there fell a +sudden hush upon the group, for the Thing that Nobody could Understand +crept up and touched them. + +Abruptly, then, lest the wonder of it should prove more than they could +bear perhaps, a blackbird whistled with a burst of flying laughter at +them from the shrubberies. Laughter and dancing both were part of +wonder. The Tramp at once moved forward, chuckling in his beard; he +waved his arms; his step was lighter, quicker; he was singing softly to +himself: they only caught stray sentences, but they loved the windy +ringing of his voice. They knew not where he borrowed words and tune: +"The world is young with laughter; we can fly.... Among the imprisoned +hours as we choose.... The birds are singing.... Hark! Come out and +play.... There is no hurry.... Life has just begun...." + +"Come on!" cried Tim. "Let's follow him; we're getting frightfully +warm!" + +He seized Judy and his uncle by the hands and cleared the rivulet with +a running leap. The Tramp, however, preferred to wade across. "Get into +everything you can," he explained in mid-stream with a laugh. "It keeps +you in touch; it's all part of the looking." + +He led them into the field where the blackbird still went on whistling +its heart out into the endless summer morning. But to them it seemed +that he led them out across the open world for ever and ever.... + +It grew very marvellous, this game of hide and seek. Sometimes they +forgot it was a game at all, forgot what they were looking for, forgot +that they were looking for anything or any one at all. Yet the mighty +search continued subconsciously, even when passing incidents drew their +attention from their chief desire. Always, at the back of thought, lay +this exquisite, sweet memory in their hearts, something they half +remembered, half forgot, but very dear, very marvellous. Some one was +hiding somewhere, waiting, longing to play with them, expecting to be +found. + +It may be that intervals went by, those intervals called years and +months; yet no one noticed them, and certainly no one named them. They +knew one feeling only--the joy of endless search. Some one was hiding, +some one was near, and signs lay scattered everywhere. This some one +lay in his wonderful hiding-place and watched their search with +laughter in his eyes. He remained invisible; perhaps they would never +see him actually; but they felt his presence everywhere, in every +object, every tree and flower and stone, in sun and wind, in water and +in earth. The power and loveliness of common things became insistent. +They were aware of them. It seemed they brushed against this shining +presence, pushing for ever against a secret door of exit that led into +the final hiding-place. Eager to play with them, yet more eager still +to be discovered, the wonderful hider kept just beyond their sight and +touch, while covering the playground with endless signs that he was +near enough for them to know for certain he was--there. For among the +four of them there was no heart that doubted. None explained. None said +No.... Nor was there any hurry. + +"_I_ believe," announced Tim at length, with the air of a sage about +him, "the best way is to sit still and wait; then he'll just come out +like a rabbit and show himself." And, as no one contradicted, he added +confidently, "that's _my_ idea." His love was evidently among the +things of the soil, rabbits, rats and hedgehogs, both hunter and +adventurer strong in him. + +"A hole!" cried Judy with indignation. "Never! He's in the air. I heard +a bird just now that--" + +"Whew!" whistled Uncle Felix, interrupting her excitedly. "He's been +along here. Look! I'm sure of it." And he said it with such conviction +that they ran up, expecting actual footprints. + +"How do you know?" Tim asked dubiously, seeing no immediate proof +himself. All paused for the reply; but Uncle Felix also paused. He had +said a thing it seemed he could not justify. + +"Don't hesitate," said the Tramp, watching him with amusement. "Don't +think before you speak. There's nothing to think about until you've +spoken." + +Uncle Felix wore an expression of bewilderment. "I meant the flowers," +he stammered, still unsure of his new powers. + +"Of course," the other chuckled. "Didn't I tell you 'tender and +beautiful,' and 'bang out in the open'?" + +"Then you're right, Uncle; they _are_ signs," cried Judy, "and you _do_ +like butter," and she danced away to pick the dandelions that smothered +the field with gold. But the Tramp held out his feather like a wand. + +"They're our best signs, remember," he cried. "You might as well pick a +feather out of a living bird." + +"Oh!"--and she pulled herself up sharply, a little flush running across +her face and the wind catching at her flying hair. She swayed a moment, +nearly overbalancing owing to the interrupted movement, and looking for +all the world like a wild young rose tree, her eyes two shining +blossoms in the air. Then she dropped down and buried her nose among +the crowd of yellow flowers. She smelt them audibly, drawing her breath +in and letting it out again as though she could almost taste and eat +the perfume. + +"That's better," said the Tramp approvingly. "Smell, then follow," and +he moved forward again with his dancing, happy step. "All the wild, +natural things do it," he cried, looking back over his shoulder at the +three who were on their knees with faces pressed down against the +yellow carpet. "It's the way to keep on the trail. Smell--then follow." + +Something flashed through the clearing mind of the older man, though +where it came from he had less idea than the dandelions: a mood of +forgotten beauty rushed upon him-- + + "O, follow, follow! + Through the caverns hollow, + As the song floats thou pursue, + Where the wild bee never flew--" + +and he ran dancing forward after the great Tramp, singing the words as +though they were his own. + +Yet the flowers spread so thickly that the trail soon lost itself; it +seemed like a paper-chase where the hare had scattered coloured petals +instead of torn white copy-books. Each searcher followed the sign of +his or her own favourite flower; like a Jack-in-the-Box each one bobbed +up and down, smelling, panting, darting hither and thither as in the +mazes of some gnat--or animal-dance, till knees and hands were stained +with sweet brown earth, and lips and noses gleamed with the dust of +orange-tinted pollen. + +"Anyhow, I'd rather look than find," cried Tim, turning a somersault +over a sandy rabbit-mound. + +The swallows flashed towards Judy, a twittering song sprinkling itself +like liquid silver behind them as they swooped away again. + +"I expect," the girl confessed breathlessly, "that when we do find +him--we shall just die--!" + +"Of happiness, and wonder," ventured Uncle Felix, watching a common +Meadow Brown that perched, opening and closing its wings, upon his +sleeve. And the Tramp, almost invisible among high standing grass and +thistles, laughed and called in his curious, singing voice, "There is +no hurry! Life has just begun!" + +"Then we might as well sit down," suggested Uncle Felix, and suiting +the action to the word, chose a nice soft spot upon the mossy bank and +made himself comfortable as though he meant to stay; the Tramp did +likewise, gathering the children close about his tangled figure. For +one thing a big ditch faced them, its opposite bank overgrown with +bramble bushes, and for another the sloping moss offered itself +invitingly, like a cushioned sofa. So they lay side by side, watching +the empty ditch, listening to the faint trickle of water tinkling down +it. Slender reeds and tall straight grasses fringed the nearer edge, +and, as the wind passed through them with a hush and whisper, they bent +over in a wave of flowing green. + +"He's certainly gone that way," Judy whispered, following with her eyes +the direction of the bending reeds. She was getting expert now. + +"Along the ditch, I do believe," agreed Tim. There were no flowers in +it, and few, perhaps, would have found beauty there, yet the pointing +of the reeds was unmistakable. "It's chock full of stuff," he added, +"but a rat could get along, so I suppose--" + +"The signs are very slight sometimes," murmured the Tramp, his head +half buried in the moss, "and sometimes difficult as well. You'd be +surprised." He flung out his arms and legs and continued laughingly. +"When things are contrary you may be sure you're getting +somewhere--getting warm, that is." + +The children heard this outburst, but they did not listen. They were +absorbed in something else already, for the movements of the reeds were +fascinating. They began to imitate them, swaying their heads and bodies +to and fro in time, and crooning to themselves in an attempt to copy +the sound made by the wind among the crowded stalks. + +"Don't," objected Uncle Felix, half in fun, "it makes me dizzy." He was +tempted to copy them, however, and made an effort, but the movement +caught him in the ribs a little. His body, like his mind, was not as +supple as theirs. An oak tree or an elm, perhaps, was more his model. + +"Do," the Tramp corrected him, swaying as he said it. "Swing with a +thing if you want to understand it. Copy it, and you catch its meaning. +That's rhythm!" He made an astonishing mouthful of the word. The +children overheard it. + +"How do you spell it?" Judy asked. + +"I don't," he replied; "I do it. Once you get into the"--he took a +great breath--"rhythm of a thing, you begin to like it. See?" + +And he went on swaying his big shoulders in imitation of the rustling +reeds. All four swayed together then, holding their feathers before +them like little flying banners. More than ever, they seemed things +growing out of the earth, out of the very ditch. The movement brought a +delicious, soothing sense of peace and safety over them; earth, air, +and sunshine all belonged to them, plenty for everybody, no need to get +there first and snatch at the best places. There was no hurry, life had +just begun. They seemed to have dug a hole in space and curled up +cosily inside it. They whispered curious natural things to one another. +"A wren is settling on my hair," said Judy: "a butterfly on my neck," +said Uncle Felix: "a mouse," Tim mentioned, "is making its nest in my +trousers pocket." And the Tramp kept murmuring in his voice of wind and +water, "I'm full of air and sunlight, floating in them, floating +away... my secret's in the wind and open sky... there is no longer any +Time--to lose...." + +A bright green lizard darted up the sun-baked bank, vanishing down a +crack without a sound; it left a streak of fire in the air. A golden +fly hovered about the tallest reed, then darted into another world, +invisibly. A second followed it, a third, a fourth--points of gold that +pinned the day fast against the moving wall of green. A wren shot at +full speed along the bed of the ditch, threading its winding length +together as upon a woven pattern. All were busy and intent upon some +purpose common to the whole of them, and to everything else as well; +even the things that did not move were doing something. + +"I say," cried Tim suddenly, "they're covering him up. They're hiding +him better so that we shan't find him. We've got too warm." + +How long they had been in that ditch when the boy exclaimed no one +could tell; perhaps a lifetime, or perhaps an age only. It was long +enough, at any rate, for the Tramp to have changed visibly in +appearance--he looked younger, thinner, sprightlier, more shining. He +seemed to have shed a number of outward things that made him +bulky--bits of beard and clothing, several extra waistcoats, and every +scrap of straw and stuff from the hedges that he wore at first. More +and more he looked as Judy had seen him, ages and ages ago, emerging +from the tarpaulin on the rubbish-heap at the End of the World. + +He sprang alertly to his feet at the sound of Tim's exclamation. The +sunlit morning seemed to spring up with him. + +"We have been very warm indeed," he sang, "but we shall get warmer +still before we find him. Besides, those things aren't hiding +him--they're looking. Everything and everybody in the whole wide world +is looking, but the signs are different for everybody, don't you see? +Each knows and follows their own particular sign. Come on!" he cried, +"come on and look! We shall find him in the end." + + + + +COME-BACK STUMPER'S SIGN + +VI + + +The steep bank was easily managed. They were up it in a twinkling, a +line of dancing figures, all holding hands. + +First went the Tramp, shining and glowing like a mirror in the +sunshine--fire surely in him; next Judy, almost flying with the joy and +lightness in her--as of air; Tim barely able to keep tight hold of her +hand, so busily did his feet love the roots and rabbit-holes of--earth; +and finally, Uncle Felix, rolling to and fro, now sideways, now +toppling headlong, roaring as he followed like a heavy wave. Fire, air, +earth, and water--they summarised existence; owned and possessed the +endless day; lived it, were one with it. Their leader, who apparently +had swallowed the sun, fused and unified them in this amazing way +with--fire. + +And hardly had they passed the line of shy forget-me-nots on the top of +the bank, than they ran against a curious looking object that at first +appeared to be an animated bundle of some kind, but on closer +inspection proved to be a human figure stooping. It was somebody very +busy about the edges of a great clump of bramble bushes. At the sound +of their impetuous approach it straightened up. It had the face of a +man--yellowish, patched with red, breathless and very hot. It was +Come-back Stumper. + +He glared at them, furious at being disturbed, yet with an uneasy air, +half comical, half ashamed, as of being--caught. He took on a +truculent, aggressive attitude, as though he knew he would have to +explain himself and did not want to do so. He turned and faced them. + +"Mornin'," he grunted fiercely. "It's a lovely day." + +But they all agreed so promptly with him that he dropped the offensive +at once. His face was _very_ hot. It dripped. + +"Energetic as usual," observed Uncle Felix, while Tim poked among the +bushes to see what he had been after, and Judy offered him a very dirty +handkerchief to mop his forehead with. His bald head shone and +glistened. Wisps of dark hair lay here and there upon it like the +feathers of a crow's torn wing. + +"Thanks, dear," he said stiffly, using the few inches of ragged cambric +and then tucking the article absent-mindedly into a pocket of his +shooting coat. "I've been up very early--since dawn. Since dawn," he +repeated in a much louder voice, "got up, in fact, with the sun." He +meant to justify his extreme and violent activity. He glanced at the +Tramp with a curious air of respect. Tim thought he saluted him, but +Judy declared afterwards he was only wiping "the hot stuff off the side +of his dear old head." + +"Wonderful moment,--dawn, ain't it, General?" said the Tramp. "Best in +the whole day when you come to think of it." + +"It is, sir," replied Stumper, as proud as though a Field-Marshal had +addressed him, "and the first." He looked more closely at the Tramp; he +rubbed his eyes, and then produced the scrap of cambric and rubbed them +again more carefully than before. Perhaps he, too, had been hoping for +a leader! Something very proud and happy stole upon his perspiring face +of ochre. He moved a step nearer. "Did you notice it this morning?" he +asked in a whisper, "the dawn, I mean? Never saw anything like it in me +life before. Thought I was in the Himalayas or the Caucasus again. +Astonishin', upon me word--the beauty of it! And the birds! Did you +hear 'em? Expect you usually do, though," he added with a touch of +unmistakable envy and admiration in his tone. + +"Uncommon," agreed the Tramp, "and no mistake about it. _They_ knew, +you see." They no longer called each other "Sir" and "General"; they +had come to an understanding apparently. + +"Umph!" said Stumper, and looked round shyly at the others. + +Stumper was evidently under the stress of some divine emotion he was +half ashamed of. An unwonted passion stirred him. He seemed a prey to +an unusual and irrepressible curiosity. Only the obvious fact that his +listeners shared the same feelings with him loosened his sticky tongue +and stole self-consciousness away. He had expected to be laughed at. +Instead the group admired him. The Tramp--his manner proved it--thought +of him very highly indeed. + +"Never knew such a day in all me life before," Stumper admitted +frankly. "Couldn't--simply couldn't stay indoors." + +He still retained a trace of challenge in his tone. But no one +challenged. Judy took his arm. "So you came out?" she said softly. + +"Like us," said Uncle Felix. + +"Of course," Tim added. But it was the Tramp who supplied the +significant words they had all been waiting for, Stumper himself more +eagerly than any one else. "To look," he remarked quite naturally. + +Stumper might have just won a great world-victory, judging by the +expression that danced upon his face. He dropped all pretence at +further concealment. He put his other arm round Tim's shoulder, partly +to balance himself better against Judy's pushing, and partly because he +realised the companionship of both children as very dear just then. He +had a great deal to say, and wanted to say it all at once, but words +never came to him too easily; he had missed many an opportunity in life +for the want of fluent and spontaneous address. He stammered and halted +somewhat in his delivery. A new language with but a single word in it +would have suited him admirably. + +"Yes," he growled, "I came out--to look. But when I got out--I clean +forgot what it was--who, I mean--no, _what_," he corrected himself +again, "I'd come out to look for. Can't make it out at all." He broke +off in a troubled way. + +"No?" agreed Judy sympathetically, as though _she_ knew. + +"But you want to find it awfully," Tim stated as a fact. + +"Awfully," admitted Stumper with a kind of fierceness. + +"Only you can't remember what it looks like quite?" put in Uncle Felix. + +Stumper hesitated a moment. "Too wonderful to remember properly," he +said more quietly; something like that. "But the odd thing is," he went +on in a lower tone, "I've seen it. I _know_ I've seen it. Saw it this +mornin'--very early--when the pigeon woke me up--at dawn." + +"Pigeon!" exclaimed Tim and Judy simultaneously. "Dawn!" + +"Carrier-pigeon--flew in at my open window--woke me," continued the +soldier in his gruff old voice. "I've used 'em--carrier-pigeons, you +know. Sent messages--years ago. I understand the birds a bit. +Extraordinary thing, I thought. Got up and looked at it." He blocked +again. + +"Ah!" said some one, by way of encouragement. + +"And it looked back at me." By the way he said it, it was clear he +hardly expected to be believed. + +"Of course," said Uncle Felix. + +"Naturally," added Tim. + +"And what d'you think?" Stumper went on, a note of yearning and even +passion in his voice. "What d'you think?" he whispered: "I felt it had +a message for me--brought _me_ a message--something to tell me--" + +"Round its neck or foot?" asked Tim. + +Stumper drew the boy closer and looked down into his face. "Eyes," he +mumbled, "in its small bright eyes. There was a flash, I saw it +plainly--something strange and marvellous, something I've been looking +for all my life." + +No one said a single word, but the old soldier felt the understanding +sympathy rising like steam from all of them. + +"Then, suddenly, it was gone--out into the open sky--bang into the +sunrise. And I saw the dawn all over everything. I dressed--rushed +out--and--" + +"Had it laid an egg?" Tim asked, remembering another kind of hunting +somewhere, long ago. + +"How could it?" Judy corrected him quickly. "There was--no time--" then +stopped abruptly. She turned towards Come-Back Stumper; she gave him a +hurried and affectionate hug. "And then," she asked, "what happened +next?" + +Stumper returned the hug, including Tim in it too. "I found +_this_--fluttering in my hand," he said, and held up a small grey +feather for them to admire. "It's the only clue I've got. The pigeon +left it." + +While they admired the feather and exhibited their own, Tim crying, +"We've got five now, nearly a whole wing!" Stumper was heard to murmur +above their heads, "And since I--came out to look--I've felt--quite +different." + +"Your secret's in the wind and open sky!" cried Judy, dancing round him +with excitement. Her voice came flying from the air. + +"You're awfully warm--you're hot--you're burning!" shouted Tim, +clapping his hands. His voice seemed to rise out of the earth. + +"We've all seen it, all had a glimpse," roared Uncle Felix with a sound +of falling water, rolling up nearer as he spoke. "It's too wonderful to +see for long, too wonderful to remember quite. But we shall find it in +the end. We're all looking!" He began a sort of dancing step. "And when +we find it--" he went on. + +"We'll change the world," shouted Stumper, as though he uttered a final +word of command. + +"It's a he, remember," interrupted Tim. "Come along!" + +And then the Tramp, who had been standing quietly by, smiling to +himself but saying nothing, came nearer, opened his great arms and drew +the four of them together. His voice, his shining presence, the warm +brilliance that glowed about him, seemed to envelop them like a flame +of fire and a fire of--love. + +"We're thinking and arguing too much," he drawled in his leisurely, big +voice, "we lose the trail that way, we lose the rhythm. Just love and +look and wonder--then we'll find him. There is no hurry, life has just +begun. But keep on looking all the time." He turned to Stumper with a +chuckle. "You said you had a flash," he reminded him. "What's become of +it? You can't have lost it--with that pigeon's feather in your hand!" + +"It's waggling," announced Tim, holding up his own, while the others +followed suit. The little feathers all bent one way--towards the +bramble clump. Their tiny, singing music was just audible in the pause. + +"Yes," replied Come-Back Stumper at length. "I've had a flash--flashes, +in fact! What's more," he added proudly, "I was after a couple of +them--just when you arrived." + +Everybody talked at once then. Uncle Felix and the children fell to +explaining the signs and traces they had already discovered, each +affirming vehemently that their own particular sign was the +loveliest--the dragon-fly, the flowers, the wind, the bending reeds, +even the lizard and the bumble-bee. The chorus of sound was like the +chattering of rooks among the tree-tops; in fact, though the quality of +tone of course was different, the resemblance to a concert of birds, +all singing together in a summer garden, was quite striking. Out of the +hubbub single words emerged occasionally--a "robin," "swallows," an +"up-and-under bird"--yet, strange to say, so far as Stumper was +concerned, only one thing was said; all said the same one thing; he +heard this one thing only--as though the words and sentences they used +were but different ways of pronouncing it, of spelling it, of uttering +it. Moreover, the wind in the feather said it too, for the sound and +intonation were similar. It was the thing that wind and running water +said, that flame roared in the fireplace, that rain-drops pattered on +the leaves, even house-flies, buzzing across the +window-panes--everything everywhere, the whole earth, said it. + +He stood still, listening in amazement. His face had dried by now; he +passed his hand across it; he tugged at his fierce military moustache. + +"Hiding--near us--in the open--everywhere," he muttered, though no one +heard him; "I've had my flashes too." + +"Different people get different signs, of course," the Tramp made +himself heard at length, "but they're all the same. All lie along the +trail. The earth's a globe and circle, so everything leads to the same +place--in the end." + +"Yes," said Stumper; "thank you"--as though he knew it already, but +felt that it was neatly put. + +"Follow up your flash," added the Tramp. "Smell--then follow. That +is--keep on looking." + +Stumper turned, pirouetting on what the children called his "living +leg." "I will," he cried, with an air of self-abandonment, and promptly +diving by a clever manoeuvre out of their hands, he fell heavily upon +all fours, and disappeared beneath the dense bramble bushes just behind +them. Panting, and certainly perspiring afresh, he forced his way in +among the network of thick leaves and prickly branches. They heard him +puffing; it seemed they heard him singing too, as he reached forward +with both arms into the dark interior. Caught by his whole-hearted +energy, they tried to help; they pushed behind; they did their best to +open a way for his head between the entwining brambles. + +"Don't!" he roared inside. "You'll scratch my eyes out. I shan't +see--anything!" His mouth apparently was full of earth. They watched +the retreating soles of his heavy shooting-boots. Slowly the feet were +dragged in after him. They disappeared from sight. Stumper was gone. + +"He'll come back, though," mentioned Judy. The performance had been so +interesting that she almost forgot its object, however. Tim reminded +her. "But he won't find anything in a smelly place like that," he +declared. "I mean," he added, "it can't be a beetle or a grub that +we're--looking for." Yet there was doubt and wonder in his voice. +Stumper, a "man like that," and a soldier, a hunter too, who had done +scouting in an Indian jungle, and met tigers face to face--a chap like +that could hardly disappear on all fours into a clump of bramble bushes +without an excellent reason! + +An interval of comparative silence followed, broken only by the faint +murmur of the wind that stirred their humming feathers. They stood in a +row and listened intently. Hardly a sound came from the interior of the +bramble bushes. The soldier had justified his title. He had retired +pletely. To Judy it occurred that he might be suffocated, to Tim that +he might have been eaten by some animal, to Uncle Felix that he might +have slipped out at the other side and made his escape. But no one +expressed these idle thoughts in words. They believed in Stumper +really. He invariably came back. This time would be no exception to the +rule. + +And, presently, as usual, Stumper did come back. They heard him +grunting and panting long before a sign of him was visible. They heard +his voice, "Got him! Knew I was right! Bah! Ugh!" as he spluttered +earth and leaves from his mouth apparently. He emerged by degrees and +backwards; backed out, indeed, like an enormous rabbit. His boots, his +legs, his hands planted on the ground, his neck and then his face, +looking out over his shoulder, appeared successively. "Just the kind of +place he _would_ choose!" he exclaimed triumphantly, collapsing back +upon his haunches and taking a long, deep breath. Beside the triumph in +his voice there was a touch of indescribable, gruff sweetness the +children knew was always in his heart--no amount of curried-liver +trouble could smother _that_. Just now it was more marked than usual. + +"Show us!" they cried, gathering round him. Judy helped him to his +feet; he seemed a little unsteady. Purple with the exertion of the +search, both cheeks smeared with earth, neck-tie crooked, and old grey +shooting-coat half-way up his back, Come-Back Stumper stood upright, +and looked at them with shining eyes. He was the picture of a happy and +successful man. + +"There!" he growled, and held out a hand, palm upwards, still trembling +with his recent exertions. "Didn't I tell you?" + +They crowded round to examine a small object that lay between two +smears of earth in the centre of the upturned palm. It was round and +had a neat little opening on its under side. It was pretty, certainly. +Their heads pressed forward in a bunch, like cabbages heaped for +market. But no one spoke. + +"See it?" said Stumper impatiently; "see what it is?" He bent forward +till his head mixed with theirs, his big aquiline nose in everybody's +way. + +"We see it--yes," said Uncle Felix without enthusiasm. "It's a snail +shell--er--I believe?" The shade of disappointment in his voice was +reflected in the children's faces too, as they all straightened up and +gazed expectantly at the panting soldier. "Is that all?" was the +sentence no one liked to utter. + +But Stumper roared at them. "A snail shell!" he boomed; "of course it's +a snail shell! But did you ever see such a snail shell in your lives +before? Look at the colour! Look at the shape! Put it against your ears +and hear it singing!" He was furious with their lack of appreciation. + +"It's the common sort," said Uncle Felix, braver than the others, +"something or other vulgaris--" + +"Hundreds of them everywhere," mentioned Tim beneath his breath to Judy. + +But Stumper overheard them. + +"Common sort! Hundreds everywhere!" he shouted, his voice almost +choking in his throat; "look at the colour! Look at the shape, I tell +you! Listen to it!" He said the last words with a sudden softness. + +They lowered their heads again for a new examination. + +"What more d'you want, I'd like to know? There's colour for you! +There's wonder! There's a sheer bit of living beauty!" and he lowered +his head again so eagerly that it knocked audibly against Tim's skull. + +"Please move your nose away," said Tim, "I can't see." + +"Common indeed!" growled the soldier, making room willingly enough, +while they obeyed his booming orders. They felt a little ashamed of +themselves for being so obtuse, for now that they looked closer they +saw that the shell was certainly very beautiful. "Common indeed!" he +muttered again. "Why, you don't know a sign when it's straight before +your noses!" + +Judy pulled the fingers apart to make it roll towards her; she felt it +all over, stroking the smooth beauty of its delicate curves. It was +exquisitely tinted. It shone and glistened in the morning sunlight. She +put it against her ear and listened. "Oh!" she exclaimed. "It _is_ +singing," as the murmur of the wind explored its hollow windings. + +"That's the Ganges," explained Stumper in a softer voice. "The waves of +the Ganges breaking on the yellow sands of India. Wind in the jungle +too." His face looked happy as he watched her; his explosions never +lasted long. + +She passed it over to her brother, who crammed it against his ear and +listened with incredible grimaces as though it hurt him. "I can hear +the tigers' footsteps," he declared, screwing up his eyes, "and birds +of paradise and all sorts of things." He handed it on reluctantly to +his uncle, who listened so deeply in his turn that he had to shut both +eyes. "I hear calling voices," he murmured to himself, "voices calling, +calling everywhere....it's wonderful... like a sea of voices from the +other side of the world... the whole world's singing...!" + +"And look at the colour, will you?" urged Stumper, snatching it away +from the listener, who, seemed in danger of becoming entranced. "Why, +he's not only passed this way--he's actually touched it. That's his +touch, I tell you!" + +"That's right," mumbled the Tramp, watching the whole performance with +approval. "Folks without something are always sharper than the others." +But this reference to a wooden leg was also too low for any one to hear +it. + +Besides Stumper was saying something wonderful just then; he lowered +his voice to say it; there was suppressed excitement in him; he frowned +and looked half savagely at them all: + +"I found other signs as well," he whispered darkly. "Two other signs. +In the darkness of those bushes I saw--another flash--two of 'em!" And +he slowly extended his other hand which till now he had kept behind his +back. It was tightly clenched. He unloosed the fingers gradually. +"Look!" he whispered mysteriously. And the hand lay open before their +eyes. "He's been hiding in those very bushes, I tell you. A moment +sooner and we might have caught him." + +His enthusiasm ran all over them as they pressed forward to examine the +second grimy hand. There were two things visible in it, and both were +moving. One, indeed, moved so fast that they hardly saw it. There was a +shining glimpse--a flash of lovely golden bronze shot through with +blue--and it was gone. Like a wee veiled torch it scuttled across the +palm, climbed the thumb, popped down the other side and dropped upon +the ground. Vanished as soon as seen! + +"A beetle!" exclaimed Uncle Felix. "A tiny beetle!" + +"But dipped in colour," said Stumper with enthusiasm, "the colour of +the dawn!" + +"Another sign! I never!" He was envious of the soldier's triumph. + +"He looks in the unlikely places," muttered the Tramp again, +approvingly. "You've been pretty warm this time." But, again, he said +it too low to be audible. Besides, Stumper's other "find" engrossed +everybody's attention. All were absorbed in the long, dainty object +that clung cautiously to his hand and showed no desire to hurry out of +sight after the brilliant beetle. It was familiar enough to all of +them, yet marvellous. It presented itself in a new, original light. + +They watched it spellbound; its tiny legs moved carefully over the +wrinkles of the soldier's skin, feeling its way most delicately, and +turning its head this way and that to sniff the unaccustomed odour. +Sometimes it looked back to admire its own painted back, and to let its +distant tail know that all was going well. The coloured hairs upon the +graceful body were all a-quiver. It fairly shone. There was obviously +no fear in it; it had perfect control of all its length and legs. Yet, +fully aware that it was exploring a new country, it sometimes raised +its head in a hesitating way and looked questioningly about it and even +into the great faces so close against its eyes. + +"A caterpillar! A common Woolly Bear!" observed Tim, yet with a touch +of awe. + +"It tickles," observed Stumper. + +"I'll get a leaf," Judy whispered. "It doesn't understand your smell, +probly." She turned and picked the biggest she could find, and the +caterpillar, after careful observation, moved forward on to it, turning +to inform its following tail that all was safe. Gently and cleverly +they restored it to the bush whence Stumper had removed it. It went to +join the snail-shell and the beetle. They stood a moment in silence and +watched the quiet way it hid itself among the waves of green the wind +stirred to and fro. It seemed to melt away. It hid itself. It left +them. It was gone. + +And Stumper turned and looked at them with the air of a man who has +justified himself. He had certainly discovered definite signs. + +But there was bewilderment among the group as well as pleasure. For +signs, they began to realise now, were everywhere indeed. The world was +smothered with them. There was no one clear track that they could +follow. All Nature seemed organised to hide the thing they looked for. +It was a conspiracy. It was, indeed, an "enormous hide," an endless +game of hide-and-seek. The interest and the wonder increased sensibly +in their hearts. The thing they sought to find, the Stranger, "It," by +whatever name each chose to call the mysterious and evasive "hider," +was so marvellously hidden. The glimpse they once had known seemed +long, long ago, and very far away. It lay like a sweet memory in each +heart, half forgotten, half remembered, but always entirely believed +in, very dear and very exquisite. The precious memory urged them +forward. They would search and search until they re-discovered it, even +though their whole lives were spent in the looking. They were quite +positive they would find him in the end. + +All this lay somehow in the expression on Stumper's face as he glared +at them and ejaculated a triumphant "There! I told you so!" And at that +moment, as though to emphasize the thrill of excited bewilderment they +felt, a gorgeous brimstone butterfly sailed carelessly past before +their eyes and vanished among the pools of sunlight by the forest edge. +Its presence added somehow to the elusive and difficult nature of their +search. Its flamboyant beauty was a kind of challenge. + +"That's what the caterpillar gets into," observed Tim dreamily. + +"Let's follow it," said Judy. "_I_ believe the flying signs are best." + +"Puzzlin' though," put in the Tramp behind them. They had quite +forgotten his existence. "Let's ask the gardener what _he_ thinks." + +He pointed to a spot a little further along the edge of the wood where +the figure of a man was visible. It seemed a good idea. Led by the +Tramp, Uncle Felix and Stumper following slowly in the rear, they moved +forward in a group. Weeden might have seen something. They would ask +him. + + + + +WEEDEN'S SIGN + +VII + + +John WEEDEN--the children always saw his surname in capitals--was +probably the most competent Head Gardener of his age, or of any other +age: he supplied the household with fruit and vegetables without +grumbling or making excuses. When asked to furnish flowers at short +notice for a dinner-party he made no difficulty, but just produced +them. Neither did he complain about the weather; wet or dry, it was +always exactly what his garden needed. All weather to him was Fine +Weather. He believed in his garden, loved it, lived in it, was almost +part of it. To make excuses for it was to make excuses for himself. +WEEDEN was a genius. + +But he was mysterious too. He was one-eyed, and the loss endeared him +to the children, relating him also, once or twice removed, to Come-Back +Stumper; it touched their imaginations. Being an artist, too, he never +told them how he lost it, a pitchfork and a sigh were all he vouchsafed +upon the exciting subject. He understood the value of restraint, and +left their minds to supply what details they liked best. But this wink +of pregnant suggestion, while leaving them divinely unsatisfied, sent +them busily on the search. They imagined the lost optic roaming the +universe without even an attendant eyelid, able to see things on its +own account--invisible things. "Weeden's lost eye's about," was a +delightful and mysterious threat; while "I can see with the Gardener's +lost eye," was a claim to glory no one could dispute, for no one could +deny it. Its chief duty, however, was to watch the "froot and vegebles" +at night and to keep all robbers--two-foot, four-foot, winged, or +wriggling robbers--from what Aunt Emily called "destroying everything." + +A source of wonder to the children, this competent official was at the +same time something of an enigma to the elders. His appearance, to +begin with, was questionable, and visitors, being shown round the +garden, had been known to remark upon it derogatively sometimes. It was +both in his favour and against him. For, either he looked like an +untidy parcel of brown paper, loose ends of string straggling out of +him, or else--in his Sunday best--was indistinguishable from a +rose-bush wrapped up carefully in matting against the frost. Yet, in +either aspect, no one could pretend that he looked like anything but a +genuine Head Gardener, the spirit of the kitchen-garden and the +potting-shed incarnate. + +It was the way he answered questions that earned for him the title of +enigma--he avoided a direct reply. (He was so cautious that he would +hesitate even when he came to die.) He would think twice about it. The +decision to draw the final breath would incapacitate him. He would feel +worse--and probably continue alive instead, from sheer inability to +make his mind up. In all circumstances, owing to his calling doubtless, +he preferred to hedge. If Mrs. Horton asked for celery, he would +intimate "I'll have a look." When Daddy enquired how the asparagus was +doing, he obtained for reply, "Won't you come and see it for yourself, +sir?" Upon Mother's anxious enquiry if there would be enough +strawberries for the School Treat, WEEDEN stated "It's been a grand +year for the berries, mum." Then, just when she felt relieved, he +added, "on the 'ole." + +For the children, therefore, the Gardener was a man of mystery and +power, and when they saw his figure in the distance, their imagination +leaped forward with their bodies, and WEEDEN stood wrapped in a glory +he little guessed. He was bent double, digging (as usual in his spare +time) for truffles beneath the beech trees. These mysterious delicacies +with the awkward name he never found, but he liked looking for them. + +At first he was so intent upon his endless quest that he did not hear +the approach of footsteps. + +"No hurry," said the Tramp, as they collected round the stooping figure +and held their feathers up to warn his back. For the wandering eye had +a way of seeing what went on behind him. An empty sack, waiting for the +truffles, lay beside him. He looked like an untidy parcel, so he was +_not_ in his Sunday clothes. + +At the sound of voices he straightened slowly and looked round. He +seemed pleased with everything, judging by the expression of his eye, +yet doubtful of immediate success. + +"Good mornin'," he said, touching his speckled cap to the authorities. + +"Found any?" enquired Uncle Felix, sympathetically. + +"It seems a likely spot, maybe," was the reply. "I'm looking." And he +closed the mouth of the sack with his foot lest they should see its +emptiness. + +But the use of the verb set the children off at once. + +"I say," Tim exploded eagerly, "we're looking too--for somebody who's +hiding. Have you seen any one?" + +"Some one very wonderful?" said Judy. "Has he passed this way? It's +Hide-and-Seek, you know." + +WEEDEN looked more mysterious at once. It was strange how a one-eyed +face could express so big a meaning. He scratched his head and smiled. + +"All my flowers and vegitubles is a-growin' nicely," he said at length. +"It is a lovely mornin' for a game." His eye closed and opened. The +answer was more direct than usual. It meant volumes. WEEDEN was in the +know. They felt him somehow related to their leader--a kind of +organised and regulated tramp. + +"You _have_ seen him, then?" cried Judy. + +"With your gone eye!" exclaimed Tim. "Which way? And what signs have +you got?" + +"Flowers, beetles, snail-shells, caterpillars--anything beautiful is a +sign, you know," went on Judy, breathlessly. + +"Deep, tender, kind and beautiful," interposed the Tramp, laying the +accent significantly on the first adjective, as if for Weeden's special +benefit. + +WEEDEN looked up. "Sounds like my garden things," he said darkly, more +to himself than to the others. He gazed down into the hole he had been +digging. The moist earth glistened in the sunlight. He sniffed the +sweet, rich odour of it, and scratched his head in the same spot as +before--just beneath the peak of his speckled cap. His nose wrinkled +up. Then he looked again into the faces, turning his single eye slowly +upon each in turn. The Tramp's remark had reached his cautious brain. + +"There's no sayin' where anybody sich as you describe him to be might +hide hisself a day like this," he observed deliberately, his optic +ranging the sunny landscape with approval. "I never saw sich a +beautiful day before--not like to-day. It's endless sort of. Seems to +me as if I'd been at this 'ole for weeks." + +He paused. The others waited. WEEDEN was going to say something real +any moment now, they felt. + +"No hurry," the Tramp reminded him. "Everything's light and careless, +and so are we. There is no longer any Time--to lose." + +His voice half sang, half chanted in the slow, windy way he had, and +the Gardener looked up as if a falling apple had struck him on the +head. He shifted from one leg to the other; he seemed excited, moved. +His single eye was opened--to the sun. He looked as if his body was +full of light. + +"_You_ was the singer, was you?" he asked wonderingly, the tone low and +quiet. "It was you I heard a-singin'--jest as dawn broke!" He scratched +his head again. "And me thinkin' all the time it was a bird!" he added +to himself. + +The Tramp said nothing. + +WEEDEN then resumed his ordinary manner; he went on speaking as before. +But obviously--somewhere deep down inside himself--he had come to a big +decision. + +"Gettin' nearer and nearer," he resumed his former conversation exactly +where he had left it off, "but never near enough to get +disappointed--ain't it? When you gets to the end of anything, you see, +it's over. And that's a pity." + +Uncle Felix glanced at Stumper; Stumper glanced down at the end of his +"wooden" leg; the Tramp still said nothing, smiling in his beard, now +combed out much smoother than before. + +"It comes to this," said Weeden, "my way of thinkin' at least." He +scratched wisdom from another corner of his head. "There's a lot of +'iding goin' on, no question about _that_; and the great thing is--my +way of thinkin' at any rate--is--jest to keep on lookin'." + +The children met him eagerly at this point, using two favourite words +that Aunt Emily strongly disapproved of: "deslidedly," said one; +"distinkly," exclaimed the other. + +"That's it," continued WEEDEN, pulling down his cap to hide, perhaps, +the spot where wisdom would leak out. "And, talking of signs, I +say--find out yer own pertickler sign, then follow it blindly--till the +end." + +He straightened up and looked with an air of respectful candour at the +others. The decision of his statement delighted them. The children felt +something of awe in it. Something of their Leader's knowledge evidently +was in him. + +"Miss Judy, she gets 'er signs from the air," he said, as no one spoke. +"Master Tim goes poking along the ground, looking for something with +his feet. He feels best that way, feels the earth--things a-growin' up +or things wot go down into 'oles. Colonel Stumper--and no offence to +you, sir--chooses dark places where the sun forgets to shine--" + +"Dangerous, jungly places," whispered Tim, admiringly. + +"And Mr. Felix--" he hesitated. Uncle Felix's easiest way of searching +seemed to puzzle him. "Mr. Felix," he went on at length, "jest messes +about all over the place at once, because 'e sees signs everywhere and +don't know what to foller in partickler for fear of losin' hisself." + +Come-Back Stumper chuckled audibly, but Uncle Felix asked at once--"And +you, WEEDEN? What about yourself, I wonder?" + +The Gardener replied without his usual hesitation. It was probably the +most direct reply he had ever made. No one could guess how much it cost +him. "Underground," he said. "My signs lies underground, sir. Where the +rain-drops 'ides theirselves on getting down and the grubs keeps secret +till they feel their wings. Where the potatoes and the reddishes is," +he added, touching his cap with a respectful finger. He went on with a +hint of yearning in his tone that made it tremble slightly: "If I could +find igsackly where and 'ow the potatoes gets big down there"--he +pointed to the earth--"or how my roses get colour out of the dirt--I'd +know it, wouldn't I, sir? I'd--'ave him, fair!" + +The effort exhausted him, it seemed. So deeply was he moved that he had +almost gone contrary to his own nature in making such an explicit +statement. But he had said something very real at last. It was clear +that he was distinctly in the know. Living among natural growing +things, he was in touch with life in a deeper sense than they were. + +"And me?" the Tramp mentioned lightly, smiling at his companion of the +outdoor life. "Don't leave me out, please. I'm looking like the rest of +you." + +WEEDEN turned round and gazed at him. He wore a strange expression that +had respect in it, but something more than mere respect. There was a +touch of wonder in his eye, a hint of worship almost. But he did not +answer; no word escaped his lips. Instead of speaking he moved up +nearer; he took three cautious steps, then halted close beside the +great burly figure that formed the centre of the little group. + +And then he did a curious and significant little act; he held out both +his hands against him as a man might hold out his hands to warm them +before a warm and comforting grate of blazing coals. + +"Fire," he said; then added, "and I'm much obliged to you." + +He wore a proud and satisfied air, grateful and happy too. He put his +cap straight, picked up his spade, and prepared without another word to +go on digging for truffles where apparently none existed. He seemed +quite content with--looking. + +A pause followed, broken presently by Tim: a whisper addressed to all. + +"He never finds any. That shows how real it is." + +"They're somewhere, though," observed Judy. + +They stood and watched the spade; it went in with a crunching sound; it +came out slowly with a sort of "pouf," and a load of rich, black earth +slid off it into the world of sunshine. It went in again, it came out +again; the rhythm of the movement caught them. How long they watched it +no one knew, and no one cared to know: it might have been a moment, it +may have been a year or two; so utterly had hurry vanished out of life +it seemed to them they stood and watched for ever...when they became +aware of a curious sensation, as though they felt the whole earth +turning with them. They were moving, surely. Something to which they +belonged, of which they formed a part--was moving. A windy voice was +singing just in front of them. They looked up. The words were +inaudible, but they knew it was a bit of the same old song that every +one seemed singing everywhere as though the Day itself were singing. + +The Tramp was going on. + +"Hark!" said Tim. "The birds are singing. Let's go on and look." + +"The world is wild with laughter," Judy cried, snatching the words from +the air about her. "We can fly--" She darted after him. + +"Among the imprisoned hours as we choose," boomed the voice of Uncle +Felix, as he followed, rolling in behind her. + +"We can play," growled Stumper, hobbling next in the line. "_My_ life +has just begun." + +Their Leader waited till they all came up with him. They caught him up, +gathering about him like things that settled on a sunny bush. It almost +seemed they were one single person growing from the earth and air and +water. The Tramp glowed there between them like a heart of burning fire. + +"_He_ ought to be with us, too," said Judy, looking back. + +"No hurry," replied the Tramp. "Let him be; he's following _his_ sign. +When he's ready, he'll come along. It's a lovely day." + +They moved with the rhythm of a flock of happy birds across the field +of yellow flowers, singing in chorus something or other about an "extra +day." A hundred years flowed over them, or else a single instant. It +mattered not. They took no heed, at any rate. It was so enormous that +they lost themselves, and yet so tiny that they held it between a +finger and a thumb. The important thing was--that they were getting +warmer. + +Then Judy suddenly nudged Tim, and Tim nudged Uncle Felix, and Uncle +Felix dug his elbow into Come-Back Stumper, and Stumper somehow or +other caught the attention of the Tramp--a sort of panting sound, +half-whistle and half-gasp. They paused and looked behind them. + +"He's ready," remarked their Leader, with a laughing chuckle in his +beard. "He's coming on!" + +WEEDEN, sure enough, had quietly shouldered his shovel and empty sack, +and was making after them, singing as he came. Judy was on the point of +saying to her brother, "Good thing Aunt Emily isn't here!" when she +caught a look in his eyes that stopped her dead. + + + + +AUNT EMILY FINDS--HERSELF + +VIII + + +"My dear!" he exclaimed in his tone of big discovery. + +Judy made a movement like a swan that inspects the world behind its +back. She tried to look everywhere at once. It seemed she did so. + +"Gracious me!" she cried. She instinctively chose prohibited words. +"_My_ gracious me!" + +For the places of the world had marvellously shifted and run into one +another somehow. A place called "Somewhere Else" was close about her; +and standing in the middle of it was--a figure. Both place and figure +ought to have been somewhere else by rights. Judy's surprise, however, +was quite momentary; swift, bird-like understanding followed it. Place +was a sham and humbug really; already, without leaving the schoolroom +carpet, she and Tim had been to the Metropolis and even to the East. +This was merely another of these things she didn't know she knew; she +understood another thing she didn't understand. She believed. + +The rest of the party had disappeared inside the wood; only Tim +remained--pointing at this figure outlined against the trees. But these +trees belonged to a place her physical eyes had never seen. Perhaps +they were part of her mental picture of it. The figure, anyhow, barred +the way. + +It was a woman, the last person in the world they wished to see just +then. The face, wearing an expression as though it tried to be happy +when it felt it ought not to be, was pointed; chin, ears, and eye-brows +pointed; nose pointed too--round doors and into corners--an elastic +nose; there was a look of struggling sweetness about the thin, tight +lips; the entire expression, from the colourless eyes down to the tip +of the decided chin, was one of marked reproach and disapproval that at +the same time fought with an effort to be understanding, gentle, wise. +The face wanted to be very nice, but was prevented by itself. It was +pathetic. Its owner was dressed in black, a small, neat bonnet fastened +carefully on the head, an umbrella in one hand, and big goloshes on +both feet. There were gold glasses balanced on the nose. She smiled at +them, but with a smile that prophesied rebuke. Before she spoke a word, +her entire person said distinctly NO. + +"Bother!" Tim muttered beneath his breath, then added, "It's her!" +Already he felt guilty--of something he had not done, but might do +presently. The figure's mere presence invited him to break all rules. + +"We thought," exclaimed Judy, trying to remember what rules she had +just disobeyed, and almost saying "hoped,"--"we thought you were at +Tunbridge Wells." Then with an effort she put in "Aunty." + +Yet about the new arrival was a certain flustered and uneasy air, as +though she were caught in something that she wished to hide--at any +rate something she would not willingly confess to. One hand, it was +noticed, she kept stiffly behind her back. + +"Children," she uttered in an emphatic voice, half-surprised +remonstrance, half-automatic rebuke; "I am astonished!" She looked it. +She pursed her lips more tightly, and gazed at the pair of culprits as +though she had hoped better things of them and _again_ had been +disappointed. "You know quite well that this is out of bounds." It came +out like an arrow, darting. + +"We were looking for some one," began Tim, but in a tone that added +plainly enough "it wasn't you." + +"Who's hiding, you see," quoth Judy, "but expecting us--at once." The +delay annoyed her. + +"You are both well aware," Aunt Emily went on, ignoring their excuses +as in duty bound, "that your parents would not approve. At this hour of +the morning too! You ought to be fast asleep in bed. If your father +knew--!" + +Yet, strange to say, the children felt that they loved her suddenly; +for the first time in their lives they thought her lovable. A kind of +understanding sympathy woke in them; there was something pitiable about +her. For, obviously, she was looking just as they were, but looking in +such a silly way and in such hopelessly stupid places. All her life she +had been looking like this, dressed in crackling black, wearing a +prickly bonnet and heavy goloshes, and carrying a useless umbrella that +of course must bother her. It was disappointment that made her talk as +she did. But it was natural she should feel disappointment, for it +never rained when she had her umbrella, and her goloshes were always +coming off. + +"She's stuck in a hole," thought Tim, "and so she just says things at +us. She hurts herself somewhere. She's tired." + +"She has to be like that," thought Judy. "It's really all pretending. +Poor old thing!" + +But Aunt Emily was not aware of what they felt. They were out of bed, +and it was her duty to find fault; they were out of bounds, and she +must take note of it. So she prepared to scold a little. Her bonnet +waggled ominously. She gripped her umbrella. She spoke as though it was +very early in the morning, almost dawn--as though the sun were rising. +There was confusion in her as to the time of day, it seemed. But the +children did not notice this. They were so accustomed to being rebuked +by her that the actual words made small impression. She was just +"saying things"; they were often very muddled things; the attitude, not +the meaning, counted. And her attitude, they divined, was subtly +different. + +"You know this is forbidden," she said. "It is damp and chilly. It's +sure to rain presently. You'll get your feet wet. You should keep to +the gravel paths. They're plain enough, are they not?" She looked about +her, sniffing--a sniff that usually summoned disasters in a flock. + +"Oh, yes," said Tim; "and they look like brown sugar, _we_ thought." + +"It does not matter what you thought, Timothy. The paths are made on +purpose to be walked upon and used--" + +"They're beautifully made," interrupted Judy, unable to keep silent +longer. "WEEDEN made them for us." + +"And we've used them all," exclaimed Tim, "only we came to an end of +them. We've done with them--paths!" The way he uttered the substantives +made it instantly sound ridiculous. + +Aunt Emily opened her mouth to say something, then closed it again +without saying it. She stared at them instead. They watched her. All +fear of her had left their hearts. A new expression rose struggling +upon her pointed features. She fidgeted from one foot to the other. +They felt her as "Aunty," a poor old muddled thing, always looking in +ridiculous places without the smallest notion she was wrong. Tim saw +her suddenly "all dressed up on purpose" as for a game. Judy thought +"She's bubbling inside--really." + +"There's WEEDEN in there," Tim mentioned, pointing to the wood behind +her. + +Something uncommonly like a smile passed into Aunt Emily's eyes, then +vanished as suddenly as it came. Judy thought it was like a bubble that +burst the instant it reached the sunlight on the surface of a pond. + +"And how often," came the rebuke, automatically rather, "has your +Mother told you _not_ to be familiar with the Gardener? Play if you +want to, but do not play with your inferiors. Play with your Uncle +Felix, with Colonel Stumper, or with me--" + +Another bubble had risen, caught the sunshine, reflected all the +colours of the prism, then burst and vanished into airy spray. + +"But they're looking with us," Tim insisted eagerly. "We're all looking +together for something--Uncle Felix, Come-Back Stumper, everybody. It's +wonderful. It never ends." + +Aunt Emily's hand, still clutching the umbrella, stole up and put her +bonnet straight. It was done to gain a little time apparently. There +was a certain hesitation in her. She seemed puzzled. She betrayed +excitement too. + +"Looking, are you?" she exclaimed, and her voice held a touch of +mellowness that was new. "Looking!" + +She stopped. She tried to hide the mellowness by swallowing it. + +"Yes," said Tim. "There's some one hiding. It's Hide-and-Seek, you see. +We're the seekers. It's enormous." + +"Will you come with us and look too?" suggested Judy simply. Then while +Aunt Emily's lips framed themselves as from long habit into a negative +or a reprimand, the child continued before either reached delivery: +"There are heaps of signs about; anything lovely or beautiful is a +sign--a sign that we're getting warm. We've each got ours. Mine's air. +What's yours, Aunty?" + +Aunt Emily stared at them; her bewilderment increased apparently; she +swallowed hard again. The children returned her stare, gazing +innocently into her questioning eyes as if she were some strange bird +at the Zoo. The new feeling of kinship with her grew stronger in their +hearts. They knew quite well she was looking just as they were; +_really_ she longed to play their game of Hide-and-Seek. She was very +ignorant, of course, they saw, but they were ready and willing to teach +her how to play, and would make it easy for her into the bargain. + +"Signs!" she repeated, in a voice that was gentler than they had ever +known it. There was almost a sound of youth in it. Judy suddenly +realised that Aunt Emily had once been a girl. A softer look shone in +the colourless eyes. The lips relaxed. In a hat she might have been +even pretty. No one in a bonnet could be jolly. "Signs!" she repeated; +"deep and beautiful! Whatever in the world--?" + +She stopped abruptly, started by the exquisite trilling of a bird that +was perched upon a branch quite close behind her. The liquid notes +poured out in a stream of music, so rich, so lovely that it seemed as +if no bird had ever sung before and that they were the first persons in +the world who had ever heard it. + +"My sign!" cried Judy, dancing round her disconcerted and bewildered +relative. "One of my signs--that!" + +"Mine is rabbits and rats and badgers," Tim called out with +ungrammatical emphasis. "Anything that likes the earth are mine." He +looked about him as if to point one out to her. "They're everywhere, +all over the place," he added, seeing none at the moment. "Aunty, +what's yours? Do tell us, because then we can go and look together." + +"It's _much_ more fun than looking alone," declared Judy. + +No answer came. But, caught by the astounding magic of the singing +bird, Aunt Emily had turned, and in doing so the hand behind her back +became visible for the first time since their meeting. The children saw +it simultaneously. They nudged each other, but they said no word. The +same moment, having failed to discover the bird, Aunt Emily turned back +again. She looked caught, they thought. But, also she looked as if she +had found something herself. The secret joy she tried to hide from them +by swallowing it, rose to her wrinkled cheeks and shone in both her +eyes, then overflowed and rippled down towards her trembling mouth. The +lips were trembling. She smiled, but so softly, sweetly, that ten years +dropped from her like a dissolving shadow. And the hand she had so long +kept hidden behind her back stole forth slowly into view. + +"How did you guess that I was looking for anything?" she inquired +plaintively in an excited yet tremulous tone. "I thought no one knew +it." She seemed genuinely surprised, yet unbelievably happy too. A +great sigh of relief escaped her. + +"We're all the same," one of them informed her; "so you are too! +Everybody's looking." And they crowded round to examine the objects in +her hand--a dirty earth-stained trowel and a fern. They knew she +collected ferns on the sly, but never before had they seen her bring +home such a prize. Usually she found only crumpled things like old bits +of wrinkled brown paper which she called "specimens." This one was +marvellously beautiful. It had a dainty, slender stalk of ebony black, +and its hundred tiny leaves quivered like a shower of green water-drops +in the air. There was actual joy in every trembling bit of it. + +"That's my sign," announced Aunt Emily with pride: "Maidenhair! It'll +grow again. I've got the roots." And she said it as triumphantly as +Stumper had said "snail-shell." + +"Of course, Aunty," Judy cried, yet doubtfully. "_You_ ought to know." +She twiddled it round in her fingers till the quivering fronds emitted +a tiny sound. "And you can use it as a feather too." She lowered her +head to listen. + +"We've each got a feather," mentioned Tim. "It's a compass. Shows the +way, you know. You hear him calling--that way." + +"The Tramp explained that," Judy added. "He's Leader. Come on, Aunty. +We ought to be off; the others went ages ago. We're going to the End of +the World, and they've already started." + +For a moment Aunt Emily looked as rigid as the post beside a +five-barred gate. The old unbending attitude took possession of her +once again. Her eyes took on the tint of soapy water. Her elastic nose +looked round the corner. She frowned. Her black dress crackled. The +mention of a tramp and the End of the World woke all her savage +educational instincts visibly. + +"He's a singing tramp and shines like a Christmas Tree," explained +Judy, "and he looks like everybody in the world. He's extror'iny." She +turned to her brother. "Doesn't he, Tim?" + +Tim ran up and caught his Aunt by the umbrella hand. He saw her +stiffening. He meant to prevent it if he could. + +"Everybody rolled into one," he agreed eagerly; "Daddy and Mother and +the Clergyman and you." + +"And me?" she asked tremulously. + +"Rather!" the boy said vehemently; "as you are now, all rabbity and +nice." + +Aunt Emily slowly removed one big golosh, then waited. + +"Cleaned up and young," cried Judy, "and smells delicious--like flowers +and hay--" + +"And soft and warm--" + +"And sings and dances--" + +"And is positive that if we go on looking we shall find--exactly what +we're looking for." + +Aunt Emily removed the other golosh--a shade more quickly than the +first one. She kicked it off. The stiffness melted out of her; she +smiled again. + +"Well," she began--when Judy stood on tip-toe and whispered in her ear +some magic sentence. + +"Dawn!" Aunt Emily whispered back. "At dawn--when the birds begin to +sing!" + +Something had caught her heart and squeezed it. + +Tim and Judy nodded vehemently in agreement. Aunt Emily dropped her +umbrella then. And at the same moment a singing voice became audible in +the trees behind them. The song came floating to them through the +sunlight with a sound of wind and birds. It had a marvellous quality, +very sweet and very moving. There was a lilt in it, a laughing, happy +lilt, as though the Earth herself were singing of the Spring. + +And Aunt Emily made one last vain attempt: she struggled to put her +fingers in her ears. But the children held her hands. She crackled and +made various oppressive and objecting sounds, but the song poured into +her in spite of all her efforts. Her feet began to move upon the grass. +It was awful, it was shocking, it was forbidden and against all rules +and regulations: yet--Aunt Emily danced! + +And a thin, plaintive voice, like the voice of her long-forgotten +youth, slipped out between her faded lips--and positively sang: + + "The world is young with laughter; we can fly + Among the imprisoned hours as we choose...." + +But to Tim and Judy it all seemed merely right and natural. + +"Come on," cried the boy, pulling his Aunt towards the wood. + +"We can look together now. You've got your sign," exclaimed Judy, +tugging at her other hand. "Everything's free and careless, and so are +we." + +"Aim for a path," Tim shouted by way of a concession. "Aunty'll go +quicker on a path." + +But Aunty was nothing if not decided. "I know a short-cut," she sang. +"Paths are for people who don't know the way. There's no time--to lose. +Dear me! I'm warm already!" She dropped her umbrella. + +And, actually dancing and singing, she led the way into the wood, +holding the fern before her like a wand, and happy as a girl let out of +school. + +But as they went, Judy, knowing suddenly another thing she didn't know, +made a discovery of her own, an immense discovery. It was bigger than +anything Tim had ever found. She felt so light and swift and winged by +it that she seemed almost to melt into the air herself. + +"I say, Tim," she said. + +"Yes." + +She took her eyes from the sky to see what her feet were doing; Tim +lifted his from the earth to see what was going on above him in the air. + +Judy went on: "I know what," she announced. + +"What?" He was not particularly interested, it seemed. + +Judy paused. She dropped a little behind her dancing Aunt. Tim joined +her. It all happened as quickly as a man might snap his fingers; Aunt +Emily, her heart full of growing ferns, noticed nothing. + +"We've found her out!" whispered Judy, communicating her immense +discovery. "What she really is, I mean!" + +He agreed and nodded. It did not strike him as anything wonderful or +special. "Oh, yes," he answered; "rather!" He did not grasp her +meaning, perhaps. + +But his sister was bursting with excitement, radiant, shivering almost +with the wonder of it. + +"But don't you see? It's--a sign!" she exclaimed so loud that Aunt +Emily almost heard it. "She's found herself! She was hiding--from +herself. That's part of it all--the game. It's the biggest sign of all!" + +She was so "warm" that she burned all over. + +"Oh, yes," repeated Tim. "I see!" But he was not particularly +impressed. He merely wanted his Aunt to find an enormous fern whose +roots were growing in the sweet, sticky earth _he_ loved. Her sign was +a fern; his was the ground. It made him understand Aunt Emily at last, +and therefore love her; he saw no further than that. + +Judy, however, _knew_. She suddenly understood what the Tramp meant by +"deep." She also knew now why Stumper, WEEDEN, Uncle Felix too, looked +at him so strangely, with wonder, with respect, with love. Something +about the Tramp explained each one to himself. Each one found--himself. +And she--without realising it before, had acquired this power too, +though only in a small degree as yet. The Tramp believed in everybody; +she, without knowing it, believed in her Aunt. It was another thing she +didn't know she knew. + +And the real, long-buried, deeply-hidden Aunt Emily had emerged +accordingly. All her life she had been hiding--from herself. She had +found herself at last. It was the biggest sign of all. + +Tim caught her hand and dragged her after him. "Come on," he cried, +"we're getting frightfully warm. Look at Aunty! Listen, will you?" + +Aunt Emily, a little way in front of them, was digging busily with her +dirty trowel. Her bonnet was crooked, her skirts tucked up, her white +worsted stockings splashed with mud, her elastic-sided boots scratched +and plastered. And she was singing to herself in a thin but happy voice +that was not unlike an old and throaty corncrake: "The birds are +singing....Hark! Come out and play....Life is an endless +search...._I've_ just begun...!" + +They listened for a little while, and then ran headlong up to join her. + + + + +SIGNS EVERYWHERE! + +IX + + +And it was somewhere about here and now--the exact spot impossible to +determine, since it was obviously a circular experience without +beginning, middle or end--that the gigantic character of the Day +declared itself in all its marvellous simplicity. For as they dived +deeper and deeper towards its centre, they discovered that its centre, +being everywhere at once, existed--nowhere. The sun was always +rising--somewhere. + +In other words, each seeker grasped, in his or her own separate way, +that the Splendour hiding from them lay actually both too near and far +away for any individual eye to see it with completeness. Someone, +indeed, had come; but this Someone, as Judy told herself, was "simply +all over the place." To see him "distinkly is an awful job," according +to Uncle Felix; or as Come-Back Stumper realised in the middle of +another clump of bramble bushes, "Perspective is necessary to proper +vision." "He" lay too close before their eyes to be discovered fully. +Tim had long ago described it instinctively as "an enormous hide," but +it was more than that; it was a universal hide. + +Alone, perhaps, Weeden's lost optic, wandering ubiquitously and +enjoying the bird's-eye view, possessed the coveted power. But, like +the stars, though somewhat about, it was invisible. WEEDEN made no +reference to it. He attended to one thing at a time, he lived in the +present; one eye was gone; he just looked for truffles--with the other. + +Yet this did not damp their ardour in the least; increased it rather: +the gathering of the clues became more and more absorbing. Though not +seen, the hider was both known and felt; his presence was a certainty. +There was no real contradiction. + +For signs grew and multiplied till the entire world seemed overflowing +with them, and hardly could the earth contain them. They brimmed the +sunny air, flooded the ponds and streams, lay thick upon the fields, +and almost choked the woods to stillness. They trickled out, leaked +through, dripped over everywhere in colour, shape, and sound. The hider +had passed everywhere, and upon everything had left his exquisite and +deathless traces. The inanimate, as well as the animate world had known +the various touch of his great passing. His trail had blazed the entire +earth about them. For the very clouds were dipped in snow and gold, and +the meanest pebble in the lane wore a self-conscious gleam of shining +silver. So-called domestic creatures also seemed aware that a +stupendous hiding-place was somewhere near--the browsing cow, contented +and at ease, the horse that nuzzled their hands across the gate, the +very pigs, grubbing eternally for food, yet eternally unsatisfied; all +these, this endless morning, wore an unaccustomed look as though they +knew, and so were glad to be alive. Some knew more than others, of +course. The cat, for instance, defending its kittens single-pawed +against the stable-dog who pretended to be ferocious; the busy +father-blackbird, passing worms to his mate for the featherless mites, +all beak and clamour in the nest; the Clouded Yellow, sharing a spray +of honeysuckle with a Bumble-bee, and the honeysuckle offering no +resistance--one and all, they also were aware in their differing +degrees. And the seekers, noting the signs, grew warmer and ever +warmer. An ordinary day these signs, owing to their generous profusion, +might have called for no remark. They would, probably, have drawn no +attention to themselves, merely lying about unnoticed, undiscovered +because familiar. But this was not an ordinary day. It was unused, +unspoilt and unrecorded. It was the Some Day of humanity's long +dream--an Extra Day. Time could not carry it away; it could not end; +all it contained was of eternity. The great hider at the heart of it +was real. These signs--deep, tender, kind and beautiful--were part of +him, and in knowing, recognising them, they knew and recognised him +too. They drew near, that is, brushed up closer, to his hiding-place +from which _he_ saw them. They approached within knowing distance of a +Reality that each in his or her particular way had always yearned for. +They held--oh, distinkly held--that they were winning. They won the +marvellous game as soon as it began. They never had a doubt about the +end. + +But their supreme, superb discovery was this: They had always secretly +longed to find the elusive hider; they now realised that _he_--wanted +them to find him, and that from his hiding-place he saw them easily. +That was the most wonderful thing of all.... + +To describe the separate adventures of each seeker would involve a +series of bulky trilogies no bookshelves in the world could carry; they +can, besides, be adequately told in three simple words that Tim +used--shouted with intense enthusiasm when he tripped over a +rabbit-hole and tumbled headlong against that everlasting Tramp: "I'm +still looking!" He dived away into another hole. "I'm looking still." +"So am I," the Tramp answered, also in three words. "I'm _very_ warm," +growled Stumper; "I'm getting on," Aunt Emily piped; and while Judy was +for ever shouting out "I've found him!" Uncle Felix, puffing and +panting, could only repeat with rapture each time he met another +seeker: "A lovely day! A _lovely_ day!" They said so +little--experienced and felt so much! + +From time to time, too, others joined them in the tremendous game. It +seemed the personality of the Tramp attracted them. Something about +him--his sincerity, perhaps, or his simplicity--made them realise +suddenly what they were about: as though they had not noticed it +before, not understood it quite, at any rate. They found themselves. He +did and said so little. But he possessed the unique quality of a +Leader--natural persuasion. + +Thompson, for instance, cleaning the silver at the pantry window, +looked up and saw them pass. They caught him unawares. His pompous +manner hung like a discarded mask on a nail beside his livery. He wore +his black and white striped waistcoat, and an apron. Of course he +looked proper, as an old family servant ought to look, but he looked +cheerful too. He was humming to himself as he polished up the covers +and the candelabra. + +"Well, I never!" he exclaimed, as the line of them filed by. "I never +did. And Mr. Weeden with 'em too!" + +The Tramp passed singing and looked through the open window at the +butler. No more than that. Their eyes met between the bars. They +exchanged glances. But something incalculable happened in that instant, +just as it had happened to Stumper, Aunt Emily, and the rest of them. +Thompson put several questions into his look of sheer astonishment. + +"Why not?" the Tramp replied, chuckling as he caught the butler's eye. +"It's a lovely morning. We're just looking!" + +Thompson was flabbergasted--as if all the old-fashioned families of the +world had suddenly praised him. All his life he had never done anything +but his ordinary duty. + +"It's 'oliday time," said Weeden, coming next, "and all my flowers and +vegitubles is a-growin' nicely." He too seemed singing, dancing. +Something had happened. The whole world seemed out and playing. + +Thompson forgot himself in a most unusual way, forgot that he was an +old family servant, that the apron-string met round his middle with +difficulty, that the Authorities were away and his responsibilities +increased thereby; forgot too, that for twenty years he had been +answering bells, over-hearing conversations without pretending to do +so, and that visitors wanted hot water and early tea at "7:30 sharp." +He remembered suddenly that he was a man--and that he was very fond of +some one. The birds were singing, the sun was shining, the flowers were +out upon the lawn, and it was Spring. + +An amazing longing in him woke and stirred to life. There was a +singular itching in his feet. Something in his butler-heart began to +purr. "Looking, eh!" he thought. "There's something I've been looking +for too. I'd forgot about it." + +"No one can make the silver shine as I can," he mumbled, watching the +retreating figures, "but it is about finished now,"--he glanced down at +it with pride--"and fit to set on the table. Why shouldn't I take a +turn in the garden too?" + +He looked out a moment. The magic of the spring came upon him suddenly +like a revelation. He knew he was alive, that there was something he +wanted somewhere, something real and satisfying--if only he could find +it--find out what it was. For twenty years he had been living +automatically. Alfred Thompson suddenly felt free and careless. The +butler--yearned! + +He hesitated, gave the dish-cover an extra polish, then called through +the door to Mrs. Horton: + +"There's a tramp in the garden, Bridget, and Mr. Weeden's with him. Mr. +Felix is halso taking the air, and Master Tim--" + +He stopped, hearing a step in the pantry. Mrs. Horton stood behind him +with a shawl about her shoulders. Her red face was smiling. + +"Alfred, let's go out and take a look," she said. "Mary can see to the +shepherd's-pie. I've been as quick as I could," she added, as if +excusing herself. Moreover, she said distinctly, "shepherd's-_poie_." + +"_I_ haven't been 'calling,'" replied the butler, "except only just +now--just this minute." He spoke as though he was being scolded for not +answering a bell. But he cast an admiring glance, half wild, half +reckless, at the cook. + +"An' you shouting to me to come this last 'arf hour and more!" cried +Mrs. Horton. She, too, apparently, was in a "state." + +"You are mistaken, Bridget, I have been singing, as I often do when +attending to the silver, but as for--" + +"You can do without a hat," she interrupted. "Come on! I want to go and +look for--for--" She broke off, taking his arm as though they were +going down the Strand or Oxford Street. Her red face beamed. She looked +very proud and happy. She wanted to look for something too, but she +could not believe the moment had really come. She had put it away so +long--like a special dish in a cupboard. + +"I don't know what's come over me," she went on very confidentially, as +she moved beside him through the scullery door, "but--but I don't feel +satisfied--not satisfied with meself as I used to be." + +"No, Bridget?" It was in his best "7:30" manner. There was a struggle +in him. + +"No," said Mrs. Horton, with decision. "I give satisfaction--that I +know--" + +"We both do that," said Thompson proudly. "And no one can do a suet +pudding to a turn as you can. Only the other day I heard Sir William +a-speaking of it--" + +She held his arm more tightly. They were on the lawn by now. The flood +of sunlight caught them, showed up the worn and shabby places in his +suit of broadcloth, gleamed on her bursting shoes she "fancied" for her +kitchen work. They heard the birds, they smelt the flowers, the air +bathed them all over like a sea. + +"And the silver, Alfred," she said in a lower tone. "Who in the world +can make it look as you do? But what I've been feeling lately--since +this morning, that is to say--and feeling for the first time in me +life, so to speak--" + +"Bridget, dear, you've got it!" he interrupted with excitement, "I've +felt it too. Felt it this morning first, when I woke up and remembered +that nobody wanted hot-water nor early tea, and I said to myself, +'There's more than that in it. I'm not doing all this just only for a +salary. I'm doing it for something else. What is it?'" + +He spoke very rapidly for a butler. He looked down at her red and +smiling face. + +"What is it?" he repeated, curiously moved. + +She looked up at him without a word. + +"It's something 'idden," he said, after a pause. "That's what it is." + +"That's it," agreed Mrs. Horton. "Like a recipe." + +There was another pause. The butler broke it. They stood together in +the middle of the field, flowers and birds and sunshine all about them. + +"A mystery--inside of us," he said, "I think--" + +"Yes, Alfred," the cook murmured softly. + +"_I_ think," he continued, "it's a song and dance we want. A little +life." He broke off abruptly, noticing the sudden movement of her +bursting shoes. She took a long step forwards, then sideways. She +opened her arms to the air and sun. She almost pirouetted. + +"Life!" she cried, "'ot and fiery. Life! That's it. Hark, Alfred, d'ye +hear that singing far away?" She felt the Irish break out of her. +"Listen!" she cried, trying to drag him faster. "Listen, will ye? It +makes me wild entirely! Give me yer hand! Come on and dance wid me! +It's in me hearrt I feel it, in me blood. To the devil with me suet +puddings and shepherd-poies--that singing's real, that's loife, that's +lovely as a dhream! It's what I've been looking for iver since I can +remember. I've got it!" + +And Thompson felt himself spinning through the air. Old families were +forgotten. The world was young with laughter. They could fly. They did. + +The silver was beautifully cleaned. He had earned his holiday. + +"That singing!" he gasped, feeling his heart grow big. He followed her +across the flowered world. "I believe it is a bird! It would not +surprise me to be told--" + +"A birrd!" cried Mrs. Horton, turning him round and round. "It's a +birrd from Heaven then! I've heard it all the morning. It's been +singing in me heart for ages. Now it's out! Come follow it wid me! +We'll go to the end of the wurrld to foinde it." + +Her kitchen energy--some called it temper--had discovered a greater +scope than puddings. + +"There is no hurry," the butler panted, moving along with her, and +trying hard to keep his balance. "We'll look together. We'll find it!" +And as they raced across the field among the flowers after the line of +disappearing figures, the Tramp looked back at them and waved his hand. + +"It's a lovely morning," he said, as they came up with the rest of the +party. "So you're looking too?" + +Too much out of breath to answer, they just nodded, and the group +accepted them without more to-do. Their object evidently was the same. +Aunt Emily glanced up from her ferns, nodded and said, "Good morning, +it's a lovely day"--and resumed her digging again. It was like shaking +hands! They all went forward happily, eagerly, across the wide, wide +world together. + +The absence of surprise the children knew had now become a +characteristic everybody shared. All were in the same state together. +The whole day flowed, there were no limitations or conditions, least of +all surprise. Even WEEDEN had forgotten hedges and artificial +boundaries. No one, therefore, ejaculated nor exclaimed when they ran +across the Policeman. He, too, was looking for some one, but, having +mislaid his notebook and pencil stub, was unable to mention any names, +and was easily persuaded to join the body of eager seekers. Being a +policeman, he was naturally a seeker by profession; he was always +looking for somebody somewhere--somebody who was going in the wrong +direction. + +"That's just it," he said, the moment he saw the Tramp, taking his +helmet off as though an odd respect was in him. "That's just what I've +always felt," he went on vaguely. "I'm looking for some one wot's +a'looking for something else--only looking wrong." + +"In the wrong places," suggested Stumper, remembering his Indian +scouting days. + +"In the wrong way," put in Uncle Felix, full of experience by now. + +The Policeman listened attentively, as though by rights he ought to +enter these sentences laboriously in his notebook. + +"That's it, per'aps," he stated. "It takes 'em longer, but they finds +out in the end. If I was to show 'em the right way of looking instead +of arresting 'em--I'd be _reel_!" And then he added, as if he were +giving evidence in a Court of Justice and before a County Magistrate, +"There's no good looking for anything where it ain't, now is there?" + +"Precisely," agreed Colonel Stumper, remembering happily that his +pockets were full of snail-shells. He knew _his_ sign. + +Thompson, Mrs. Horton, Weeden, and the Policeman glanced at him +gratefully. But it was the last mentioned who replied: + +"Because every one," he said with conviction at last, "has his own way +of looking, and even the burgular is only looking wrong." He, too, it +seemed, had found himself. + +Their search, their endless hunt, their conversation and adventures +thus might be reported endlessly, if only the book-shelves of the world +were built more stoutly, and everybody could find an Extra Day lying +about in which to read it all. Each seeker held true to his or her +first love, obeying an infallible instinct. The adventure and romance +that hid in Tim and Judy, respectively, sent them headlong after +anything that offered signs of these two common but seductive +qualities. Judy lived literally in the air, her feet, her heart, her +eyes all off the ground; Tim, filled with an equally insatiable +curiosity, found adorable danger in every rabbit-run, and rescued +things innumerable. Off the ground he felt unsafe, unsure, and lost +himself. Stumper, faithful to his scouting passion, disappeared into +all kinds of undesirable places no one else would have dreamed of +looking in, yet invariably--came back; and while Uncle Felix tried a +little of everything and found "copy" in a puddle or a dandelion, +Weeden carried his empty sack without a murmur, knowing it would be +filled with truffles at the end. Aunt Emily, exceedingly particular, +but no longer interfering with the others, was equally sure of herself. +A touch of fluid youth ran in her veins again, and in her heart grew a +fern that presently she would find everywhere outside as well--a +maiden-hair. + +Each, however, in some marvellous way, shared the adventures of the +others, as though the Tramp merged all seven of them into one single +being, unified them, at any rate, into this one harmonious, common +purpose with himself. For, while everybody had a different way of +looking, everybody's way--for that particular individual--was exactly +right. + +"Smell, then follow," was the secret. "Find your own sign and stick to +it," the clue. Each sign, though by different routes, led straight +towards the marvellous hiding-place. To urge one's own sign upon +another was merely to delay that other; but to point out better signs +of his own particular kind was to send him on faster than before. Thus +there was harmony among them all, for every seeker, knowing this, +had--found himself. + + + + +REALITY + +X + + +But, while there was no hurry, no passing, and, most certainly of all, +no passing away, there was a sense of enormous interval. There were +epochs, there were interludes, there was--duration. + +Though everything had only just begun, it was yet complete, if not +completed. + +At any point of an adventure that adventure could be taken over from +the very start, the experience holding all the thrill and wonder of the +first time. + +Cake could be had and eaten too. Tim, half-way down a rabbit-hole, +could instantly find himself at the opening again, bursting with all +the original excitement of trembling calculations. With the others it +was similar. + +There was no end to anything. Yet--there was this general consciousness +of gigantic interval. It turned in a circle round them--everywhere.... + +They came together, then, all eight of them, into that place of +singular enchantment known as the End of the World, sitting in a group +about the prostrate elm that on ordinary days was Home. What they had +been doing each one knew assuredly, even if no one mentioned it. Tim, +who had been to India with Come-Back Stumper, had a feeling in his +heart that expressed itself in one word, "everywhere," accompanied by a +sigh of happy satisfaction; Judy felt what she knew as "Neverness"; she +had seen the Metropolis inside out, with Uncle Felix apparently. And +these two couples now sat side by side upon the tree, gazing +contentedly at the colony of wallflowers that flamed in the sunshine +just above their heads. WEEDEN, cleaning his spade with a great nailed +boot, turned his good eye affectionately upon the sack that lay beside +him, full now to bursting. Aunt Emily breathed on her gold-rimmed +glasses, rubbed them, and put them on her elastic nose, then looked +about her peacefully yet expectantly, ready, it seemed, to start again +at any moment--anywhere. She guarded carefully a mossy bundle in her +black silk lap. A little distance from her Thompson was fastening a +flower into Mrs. Horton's dress, and close to the gate stood the +Policeman, smoking a pipe and watching everybody with obvious +contentment. His belt was loose; both hands stuck into it; he leaned +against the wooden fence. + +On the ground, between the tree and the fence, the Tramp had made a +fire. He lay crouched about it. He and the fire belonged to one +another. It seemed that he was dozing. + +And this sense of lying in the heart of an enormous circular interval +touched everybody with delicious peace; each had apparently found +something real, and was content merely to lie and--be with it. All came +gradually to sitting or reclining postures. Yet there was no sense of +fatigue; any instant they would be up again and looking. + +Occasionally one or other of them spoke, but it was not the kind of +speech that struggled to express difficult ideas with tedious sentences +of many words. There was very little to _say_: mere statements of +indubitable reality could be so easily and briefly made. + +"Now," said Tim, unafraid of contradiction. + +"Then," said Judy, equally certain of herself. + +"Now then," declared Uncle Felix, positive at last of something. + +"Naturally," affirmed Aunt Emily. + +"Of course," growled Come-Back Stumper. And while WEEDEN, looking +contentedly at his bursting sack, put in "Always," the Policeman, +without referring to his notebook, added from the fence, "That's +right." The remarks of Thompson and Mrs. Horton were not audible, for +they were talking to one another some little distance away beside the +Rubbish Heap, but their conversation seemed equally condensed and +eloquent, judging by the satisfied expression on their faces. Thompson +probably said, "Well," the cook adding, "I never!" + +The Tramp, stretched out beside his little fire of burning sticks, +however, said more than any of them. He also said it shortly--as +shortly as the children. There was never any question who was Leader. + +"Yes," he mentioned in a whisper that flowed about them with a sound +like singing wind. + +It summed up everything in a single word. It made them warm, as though +a little flame had touched them. All the languages of the world, using +all their sentences at once, could have said no more than that +consummate syllable--in the way _he_ said it: _"Yes!"_ It was the word +the whole Day uttered. + +For this was perfectly plain: Each of the group, having followed his or +her particular sign to the end of the world, now knew exactly where the +hider lay. The supreme discovery was within reach at last. They were +merely waiting, waiting in order to enjoy the revelation all the more, +and--waiting in an ecstasy of joy and wonder. Seven or eight of them +were gathered together; the hiding-place was found. It was now, and +then, and natural, and always, and right: it was Yes, and life had just +begun.... + +There happened, then, a vivid and amazing thing--all rose as one being +and stood up. The Tramp alone remained lying beside his little fire. +But the others stood--and listened. + +The precise nature of what had happened none of them, perhaps, could +explain. It was too marvellous; it was possibly the thing that nobody +understands, and possibly the thing they didn't know they knew; yet +_they_ both knew and understood it. To each, apparently, the +hiding-place was simultaneously revealed. Their Signs summoned them. +The hider called! + +Yet all they heard was the singing of a little bird. Invisible +somewhere above them in the sea of blazing sunshine, it poured its +heart out rapturously with a joy and a passion of life that seemed +utterly careless as to whether it was heard or not. It merely sang +because it was--alive. + +To Judy, at any rate, this seemed what they heard. To the others it +came, apparently--otherwise. Their interpretations, at any rate, were +various. + +Thompson and Mrs. Horton were the first to act. The latter looked about +her, sniffing the air. "It's burning," she said. "Mary don't know +enough. That's my job, anyhow!" and moved off in the direction of the +house with an energy that had nothing of displeasure nor of temper in +it. It was apparently crackling that she heard. Thompson went after +her, a willing alacrity in his movements that yet showed no sign of +undignified hurry. "I'll be at the door in no time," he was heard to +say, "before it's stopped ringing, I should not wonder!" There was a +solemn joy in him, he spoke as though he heard a bell. WEEDEN turned +very quietly and watched their disappearing figures. He shouldered his +heavy sack of truffles and his spade. No one asked him anything aloud, +but, in answer to several questioning faces, he mumbled cautiously, +though in a satisfied and pleasant voice, "My garden wants me--maybe; +I'll have a look"--obviously going off to water the apricots and rose +trees. He heard the dry leaves rustling possibly. + +"Keep to the gravel paths," began Aunt Emily, adjusting her gold +glasses; "they're dry"--then changed her sentence, smiling to herself: +"They're so beautifully made, I mean." And gathering up her bundle of +living ferns, she walked briskly over the broken ground, then straight +across the lawn, waving her trowel at them as she vanished in the shade +below the lime trees. The shade, however, seemed deeper than before. It +concealed her quickly. + +"I'll be moving on now," came the deep voice of the Policeman. He +opened the gate in the fence and consulted a notebook as he did so. He +passed slowly out of sight, closing the gate behind him carefully. His +heavy tramp became audible on the road outside, the road leading to the +Metropolis. "There's some one asking the way--" his voice was audible a +moment, before it died into the distance. The road, the gateway, the +fence were not so clear as hitherto--a trifle dim. + +These various movements took place so quickly, it seemed they all took +place at once; Judy still heard the bird, however. She heard nothing +else. It was singing everywhere, the sky full of its tender and +delicious song. But the notes were a little--just a little--further +away she thought, nor could she see it anywhere. + +And it was then that Come-Back Stumper, limping a trifle as usual, +approached them. He looked troubled rather, and though his manner was +full of confidence still, his mind had mild confusion in it somewhere. +He joined Uncle Felix and the children, standing in front of them. + +"Listen!" he said in low, gruff voice. He held out an open palm, three +snail-shells in it, signifying that they should take one each. +"Listen!" he repeated, and put the smallest shell against his own ear. +"D'you hear that curious sound?" His head was cocked sideways, one ear +pressed tight against the shell, the other open to the sky. "The +Ganges..." he mumbled to himself after an interval, "but the stones are +moving--moving in the river bed.... That long, withdrawing roar!" He +was just about to add "down the naked shingles of the world," when +Uncle Felix interrupted him. + +"Grating," he said, listening intently to his shell; "a metallic, +grating sound. What is it?" There was apprehension in his tone, a touch +of sadness. "It's getting louder too!" + +"Footsteps," exclaimed Tim. "Two feet, not four. It's _not_ a badger or +a rabbit." He went on with sudden conviction--"and it's coming nearer." +There was disappointment and alarm in him. "Though it might be a +badger, p'r'aps," he added hopefully. + +"But I hear singing," cried Judy breathlessly, "nothing but singing. +It's a bird." Her face was radiant. "It _is_ a long way off, though," +she mentioned. + +They put their shells down then, and listened without them. They +glanced from one another to the sky, all four heads cocked sideways. +And they heard the sound distinctly, somewhere in the air about them. +It had changed a little. It was louder. It _was_ coming nearer. + +"Metallic," repeated Uncle Felix, with an ominous inflection. + +"Machinery," growled Stumper, a fury rising in his throat. + +"Clicking," agreed Tim. He looked uneasy. + +"I only hear a bird," Judy whispered. "But it comes and goes--rather." +And then the Tramp, still lying beside his little fire of burning +sticks, put in a word. + +"It's _we_ who are going," he said in his singing voice. "We're moving +on again." + +They heard him well enough, but they did not understand quite what he +meant, and his voice died into the distance oddly, far away already, +almost on the other side of the fence. And as he spoke they noticed +another change in the world about them. Three of the party noticed +it--the males, Uncle Felix, Tim, and Come-Back Stumper. + +For the light was fading; it was getting darker; there was a slight +sense of chill, a growing dimness in the air. They realised vaguely +that the Tramp was leaving them, and that with him went the light, the +heat, the brilliance out of their happy day. + +They turned with one accord towards him. He still lay there beside his +little fire, but he seemed further off; both his figure and the burning +sticks looked like a picture seen at the end of a corridor, an +interminable corridor, edged and framed by gathering shadows that were +about to cover it. They stretched their hands out; they called to him; +they moved their feet; for the first time this wonderful day, there was +hurry in them. But the receding figure of the Tramp withdrew still +further and further, until an inaccessible distance intervened. They +heard him singing faintly "There is no hurry, Life has just begun...The +world is young with laughter...We can fly..." but the words came +sighing towards them from the inaccessible region where he lay, +thousands of years ago, millions of miles away, millions of miles.... + +"You won't forget," were the last words they caught. "You know now. +You'll never forget...!" + +When a sudden cry of joy and laughter sounded close behind them, and +they turned to see Judy standing on tiptoe, stretching her thin, slim +body as if trying to reach the moon. The light was dim; it seemed the +sun had set and moonlight lay upon the world; but her figure, bright +and shining, stood in a patch of radiant brilliance by herself. She +looked like a white flame of fire ascending. + +"I've got it!" she was crying rapturously, "I've got it!" Her voice was +wild with happiness, almost like the singing of a bird. + +The others stared--then came up close. But, while Tim ran, Stumper and +Uncle Felix moved more slowly. For something in them hesitated; their +attitudes betrayed them; there was a certain confusion in the minds of +the older two, a touch of doubt. The contrast between the surrounding +twilight and the brilliant patch of glory in which Judy stood +bewildered them. The long, slim body of the child, every line of her +figure, from her toes to the crown of her flying hair, pointing upwards +in a stream of shining aspiration, was irresistible, however. She +looked like a lily growing, nay rushing, upwards to the sun. + +They followed the direction of her outstretched arms and hands. But it +was Tim who spoke first. He did not doubt as they did: + +"Oh, Judy, where?" he cried out passionately. "Show me! Show me!" + +The child raised herself even higher, stretching her toes and arms and +hands; her fingers lengthened; she panted; she made a tremendous effort. + +"There!" she said, without looking down. Her face was towards the sky, +her throat stretched till the muscles showed and her hair fell +backwards in a stream. + +Then, following the direction of her eyes and pointing fingers, the +others saw for the first time what Judy saw--a small wild rose hung +shining in the air, dangling at the end of a little bending branch. The +bush grew out of the rubbish-heap, clambering up the wall. No one had +noticed it before. At the end of the branch hung this single shining +blossom, swinging a little in the wind. But it was out of reach--just a +shade too high for her eager fingers to take hold of it. Beyond it grew +the colony of wall-flowers, also in the curious light that seemed the +last glory of the fading day. But it was the rose that Judy wanted. And +from somewhere near it came the sweet singing of the unseen bird. + +"Too high," whispered Uncle Felix, watching in amazement. "You can't +manage it. You'll crick your back! oh--oh!" The sight of that blossom +drew his heart out. + +"Impossible," growled Stumper, yet wondering why he said it. "It's out +of reach." + +"Go it!" cried Tim. "You'll have it in a second. Half an inch more! +There--you touched it that time!" + +For an interval no one could measure they watched her spellbound; in +each of them stirred the similar instinct--that they could reach it, +but that she could not. A deep, secret desire hid in all of them to +pick that gleaming wild rose that swung above them in the air. And, +meanwhile, the darkness deepened perceptibly, only Judy and the blossom +framed still in shining light. + +Then, suddenly, the child's voice broke forth again like a burst of +music. + +"I've got it! I've got it!" + +There was a breathless pause. Her finger did not stretch a fraction of +an inch--but the rose was nearer. For the bird that still sang +invisibly had fluttered into view and perched itself deliberately upon +the prickly branch. It lowered the rose towards the human hands. It +hopped upon the twig. Its weight dropped the prize--almost into Judy's +fingers. She touched it. + +"I've found him!" gasped the child. + +She touched it--and sank with the final effort in a heap upon the +ground. The bird fluttered an instant, and was gone into the darkness. +The twig, released, flew back. But at the end of it, swinging out of +reach, still hung the lovely blossom in mid-air--unpicked. + +There was confusion then about the four of them, for the light faded +very quickly and darkness blotted out the world; the rose was no longer +visible, the bush, the wall, the rubbish-heap, all were shrouded. The +singing-bird had gone, the Tramp beside his little fire was hidden, +they could hardly see one another's faces even. Voices rose on every +side. "She missed it!" "It was too lovely to be picked!" "It's still +there, growing....I can smell it!" + +Yet above them all was heard Judy's voice that sang, rose out of the +darkness like a bird that sings at midnight: "I touched it! My airy +signs came true! I know the hiding-place! I've--found him!" + +The voice had something in it of the Tramp's careless, windy singing as +well. + +"Look! He's touched me...! Look...!" + +For in that instant when the rose swung out of reach again, in that +instant when she touched it, and before the fading light hid +everything--all saw the petal floating down to earth. It settled +slowly, with a zigzag, butterfly course, fluttering close in front of +their enchanted eyes. And it was this petal, perhaps, that brought the +darkness, for, as it sank, it grew vast and spread until it covered the +entire sky. Like a fairy silken sheet of softest coloured velvet it lay +on everything, as though the heavens lowered and folded over them. They +felt it press softly on their faces. A curtain, it seemed--some one had +let the curtain down. + +Beneath it, then, the confusion became extraordinary. There was tumult +of various kinds. Every one cried at once "I've found him! Now _I_ +know!" At the touch of the petal, grown so vast, upon their eyelids, +each knew his "sign" had led him to the supreme discovery. This flower +was born of the travail of a universe. Child of the elements, or at +least blessed by them, this petal of a small wild-rose made all things +clear, for upon its velvet skin still lay the morning dew, air kissed +it, its root and origin was earth, and the fire of the sun blazed in +its perfect colouring.... Yet in the tumult and confusion such curious +behaviour followed. For Come-Back Stumper, crying that he saw a purple +beetle pass across the world, proceeded to curl up as though he crawled +into a spiral snail-shell and meant to go to sleep in it; Tim shouted +in the darkness that he was riding a huge badger down a hole that led +to the centre of the earth; and Uncle Felix begged every one to look +and see what he saw, darkness or no darkness--"the splash of misty blue +upon the body of a dragon-fly!" + +They might almost have been telling their dreams at breakfast-time.... + +But while the clamour of their excited voices stirred the world beneath +the marvellous covering, there rose that other sound--increasing until +it overpowered every word they uttered. In the world outside there was +a clicking, grating, hard, metallic sound--as though machinery was +starting somewhere.... + +And Judy, managing somehow or other to lift a corner and peer out, saw +that the dawn was breaking in the eastern sky, and that a new day was +just beginning. The sun was rising.... She went back again to tell the +others, but she could not find them. She did not try very hard; she did +not look for them. She just closed her eyes.... The swallows were +chattering in the eaves, a robin sang a few marvellous bars, then +ceased, and an up-and-under bird sent forth its wild, high bugle-call, +then dived out of sight below the surface of the pond. + +Judy did likewise--dived down and under, drawing the soft covering +against her cheek, and although her eyes were already closed she closed +them somehow a second time. "Everything's all right," she had a +butterfly sort of thought; "there's no hurry. It's not time... +yet...!"--and the petal covered her again from head to foot. She had +noticed, a little further off, a globular, round object lying +motionless beneath another corner of the covering. It gave her a +feeling of comfort and security. She slid away to find the others. It +seemed she floated, rather. "Everything's free and careless...and so +are--so am I...for we shall never...never forget...!" she remembered +sweetly--and was gone, fluttering after the up-and-under bird ...into +some hidden world she had discovered.... + +The old Mill House lay dreaming in the dawn. Transparent shades of pink +and gold stole slowly up the eastern sky. A stream of amber diffused +itself below the paling stars. Rising from a furnace below the horizon +it reached across and touched the zenith, painting mid-heaven with a +mystery none could understand; then sank downwards and dipped the +crests of the trees, the lawn, the moss-grown tiles upon the roof in +that sea of everlasting wonder which is light. + +Dawn caught the old sleeping world once more in its breathless beauty. +The earth turned over in her sleep, gasped with delight--and woke. +There was a murmur and a movement everywhere. The spacious, stately +life that breathes o'er ancient trees came forth from the wood without +a centre; from the lines emanated that gracious, almost tender force +they harvest in the spring. There was a little shiver of joy among the +rose trees. The daisies blinked and stared. And the earth broke into +singing. + +Then, in this chorus, came a pause; the thousand voices hushed a +moment; the robin ceased its passionate solo in the shrubbery. All +listened--listened to another and far sweeter song that stirred with +the morning wind among the rose trees. It was very soft and tender, it +died away and returned with a faint, mysterious murmur, it rose and +fell so gently that it may have been only the rustling of their +thousand leaves that guard the opening blossoms. + +Yet it ran with power across the entire waking earth: + + My secret's in the wind and open sky, + There is no longer any Time--to lose; + The world is young with laughter; we can fly + Among the imprisoned hours as we choose. + The rushing minutes pause; an unused day + Breaks into dawn and cheats the tired sun. + The birds are singing: Hark! Come out and play! + There is no hurry; life has just begun. + +And as it died away the sun itself came up and shouted it aloud as with +a million golden trumpets. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +TIME GOES ON AGAIN--- + + +Hardly had Judy closed her eyes for the second time, however, than the +globular object she had noticed in the corner stirred. It turned, but +turned all over, as though it were a ball. It made a sideways movement +too, a movement best described as budging. And, accompanying the +movements, was a comfortable, contented, satisfied sound that some +people call deep breathing, and others call a sigh. + +The globular outline then grew slightly longer; one portion of it left +the central mass, but left it slowly. The lower part prolonged itself. +Slight cracks were audible like sharp reports, muffled but quite +distinct. Next, the other end of the ball extended itself, twisted in a +leisurely fashion sideways, rose above the general surface and plainly +showed itself. It, too, was round. It emerged. Upon its surface shone +two small pools of blue. It was a face. Even in the grey, uncertain +light this was beyond dispute. It was Maria's face. + +Maria awoke. She looked about her calmly. Her mind, ever unclouded +because it thought of one thing only, took in the situation at a +glance. It was dawn, she was in bed and sleepy, it was not time to get +up. Dawn, sleep, bed and time belonged to her. There certainly was no +hurry. + +The pools of blue then disappeared together, the smaller ball sank down +into the pillow to join the larger one, the lower portion that had +stretched itself drew in again, and a peaceful sigh informed the +universe that Maria intended to resume her interrupted slumbers. She +became once more a mere globular outline, self-contained, at rest. + +But, in accepting life as it really was by lying down again, the lesser +ball had imperceptibly occupied a new position. Maria's head had +shifted. Her ear now pressed against another portion of the pillow. And +this pressure, communicating itself to an object that lay beneath the +pillow, touched a small brass handle, jerked it forward, released a bit +of quivering wire connected with a set of wheels, and set in motion the +entire insides of this hidden object. There was a sound of grating. +This hard, metallic sound rose through the feathers, a clicking, +thudding noise that reached her brain. It was--she knew instantly--the +stopped alarum clock. It had been overwound. The weight of her head had +started it again. + +Maria, as usual, by doing nothing in particular, had accomplished much. +By yielding herself to her surroundings, she united her insignificant +personal forces with the gigantic purposes of Life. She swung +contentedly in rhythm with the universe. Maria had set the clock going +again! + +There was excitement in her then, but certainly no hurry. Disturbing +herself as little as possible, she pushed one hand beneath the pillow, +drew out the ticking clock, looked at it quietly, remembered sleepily +that it had stopped at dawn--Uncle Felix had said so--put it on the +chair beside her bed, and promptly retired again into her eternal +centre. + +"Tim's clock," she realised, "but I've got it." There was no expression +on her face whatever. Another child might have taken the trouble--felt +interested, at any rate--to try and see what time it was. But Maria, +aware that the dim light would make this a difficult and tedious +operation, did nothing of the sort. It could make no difference anyhow +to any one, anywhere! She was content to know that it was some time or +other, and that the clock was going again. Her plan of life was: +interfere with nothing. She did not know, therefore, that the hands +pointed with accuracy to 4 A. M., because she merely did not care to +know. But, not caring to know placed her on a loftier platform of +intelligence than the rest of the world--certainly above that of her +sister, Judy, who was snoring softly among the shadows just across the +room. Maria didn't know that she didn't know. No one could rebuke her +with "You might have known," much less "You didn't know,"--because she +didn't know she didn't know! It was the biggest kind of knowledge in +the world. Maria had it. + +But before she actually regained her absolute centre, and long before +she lost sight of herself within its depths, dim thoughts came floating +through her mind like pictures that moonlight paints upon high summer +clouds. She saw these pictures; that is, she looked at them and +recognised their existence; but she asked no questions. They reached +her through the ticking of the busy clock beside the bed; the ticking +brought them; but it brought them back. Maria remembered things. And +chief among them were the following: That Uncle Felix had promised +everybody an Extra Day, that he had stopped all the clocks to let it +come, that this Extra Day was to be her own particular adventure, that +last night was Saturday, and that this was, therefore, Sunday morning, +very early. + +And the instant she remembered these things, they were real--for her. +She accepted them, one and all, even the contradictions in them. If +this was actually an Extra Day it could not be Sunday morning too, and +_vice versa_. But yet she knew it was. Both were. The confusion was a +confusion of words only. There were too many words about. + +"Why not?" expressed her attitude. The clock might tick itself to death +for all she cared. The Extra Day was her adventure and she claimed it. +But she did not bother about it. + +Above all, she asked no questions. Nothing really meant anything in +particular, because everything meant everything. To ask questions, even +of herself, involved hearing a lot of answers and listening to them. +But answers were explanations, and explanations muddled and obscured. +Explanations were a new set of questions merely. People who didn't know +asked questions, and people who didn't understand gave explanations. +Aunt Emily explained--because she didn't understand. Also, because she +didn't understand, she didn't know. To ask a question was the same +thing as to explain it. Everything was one thing. She, Maria, both knew +and understood. + +She did not say all this, she did not think it even; she just felt it +all: it was her feeling. Believing in her particular adventure of an +Extra Day, she had already experienced it. She had shared it with the +others too. It was _her_ Extra Day, so she could do with it what she +pleased. "They can have it," she gave the clock to understand. "I'm +going to sleep again." All life was an extra day to her. + +She went to sleep; sleep, rather, came to her. Happy dreams amused and +comforted her. And, while she dreamed, the dawn slid higher up the sky, +ushering in--Sunday Morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +--AS USUAL + + +Consciousness was first--unconsciousness; the biggest changes are +unconscious before they are conscious. They have been long preparing. +They fall with a clap; and people call them sudden and exclaim, "How +strange!" But it is only the discovery and recognition that are sudden. +It all has happened already long ago--happened before. The faint sense +of familiarity betrays it. It is there the strangeness lies. + +And it was this delicate fragrance of an uncommunicable strangeness +that floated in the air when Uncle Felix and the children came down to +breakfast that Sunday morning and heard the sound of bells in the wind +across the fields. They came down punctually for a wonder, too; Maria, +last but not actually late, brought the alarum clock with her. "It's +going," she stated quietly, and handed it to her brother. + +Tim took it without a word, looked at it, shook it, listened to its +ticking against his ear, then set it on the mantelpiece where it +belonged. He seemed pleased to have it in his possession again, yet +something puzzled him. An expression of wonder flitted across his face; +the eyes turned upwards; he frowned; there was an effort in him--to +remember something. He turned to Maria who was already deep in porridge. + +"Did _you_ wind it up?" he asked. "I thought it'd stopped--last night." + +"It's going," she said, thinking of her porridge chiefly. + +"It wasn't, though," insisted Tim. He reflected a moment, evidently +perplexed. "I wound it and forgot," he added to himself, "or else it +wound itself." He went to his place and began his breakfast. + +"Wound itself," mentioned Maria, and then the subject dropped. + +It was Sunday morning, and everybody was dressed in Sunday things. The +excitement of the evening before, the promise of an Extra Day, the +detailed preparation--all this had disappeared. Being of yesterday, it +was no longer vital: certainly there was no necessity to consult it. +They looked forward rather than backward; the mystery of life lay ever +just in front of them, what lay behind was already done with. They had +lived it, lived it out. It was in their possession therefore, part of +themselves. + +No one of the four devouring porridge round that breakfast table had +forgotten about the promise, any more than they had forgotten giving up +their time-pieces, the conversation, and all the rest of it. It was not +forgetfulness. It was not loss of interest either that led no one to +refer to it, least of all, to clamour for fulfilment. It was quite +another motive that kept them silent, and that, even when Uncle Felix +handed back the watches, prevented them saying anything more than +"Thank you, Uncle," then hanging them on to belt and waistcoat. + +Expectation--an eternal Expectation--was established in them. + +But there was also this sense of elusive strangeness in their hearts, +the certainty that an enormous interval had passed, almost the +conviction that an Extra Day--had been. Somewhere, somehow, they had +experienced its fulfilment: It was now inside them. A strange +familiarity hung about this Sunday morning. + +Yet there were still a million things to do and endless time in which +to do them. Expectation was stronger than ever before, but the sense of +Interval brought a happy feeling of completion too. There was no hurry. +They felt something of what Maria felt, living at the centre of a +circle that turned unceasingly but never finished. It was Maria's +particular adventure, and Maria had shared it with them. Wonder and +expectation made them feel more than usually--alive. + +They talked normally while eating and drinking. If things were said +that skirted a mystery, no one tried to find its name or label it. It +was just hiding. Let it hide! To find it was to lose the mystery, and +life without mystery was unthinkable. + +"That's bells," said Tim, "it's church this morning"; but he did not +sigh, there was no sinking of the heart, it seemed. He spoke as if it +was an adventure he looked forward to. "I've decided what I'm going to +be," he went on--"an engineer, but a mining engineer. Finding things in +the earth, valuable things like coal and gold." Why he said it was not +clear exactly; it had no apparent connection with church bells. He just +thought of life as a whole, perhaps, and what he meant to do with it. +He looked forward across the years to come. He distinctly knew himself +alive. + +"I shall put sixpence in, I think," observed Judy presently. "It's a +lot. And I shall wear my blue hat with the pheasant's feather--" + +"Pheasants feather," repeated Tim in a single word, amused as usual by +a curious sound. + +"And a wild rose _here_," she added, pointing to the place on her +dress, though nobody felt interested enough to look. Her remark about +the Collection was more vital than the other. Collections in church +were made, they believed, to "feed the clergyman." And Sunday was the +clergyman's day. + +"I've got sixpence," Tim hastened to remind everybody. "I've got a +threepenny bit as well." + +"It's sixpence to-day, I think," Judy decided almost tenderly. Behind +her thought was a caring, generous impulse; the motherly instinct sent +her mind to the collection for the clergyman's comfort. But romance +stirred too; she wanted to look her best. Her two main tendencies +seemed very much alive this Sunday morning. The hat and the +sixpence--both were real. + +Maria, as usual, had little or nothing to say. She spoke once, however. + +"I dreamed," she informed the company. She did not look up, keeping her +head bent over the bread and marmalade upon her plate; her blue eyes +rolled round the table once, then dropped again. No one asked for +details of her dream, she had no desire to supply them. She announced +her position comfortably, as it were, set herself right with life, and +quietly went on with the business of the moment, which was bread and +marmalade. + +Uncle Felix looked up, however, as she said it. + +"That reminds me," he observed, "I dreamed too. I dreamed that you +dreamed." + +"Yes," Maria replied briefly, moving her eyes in his direction, but not +her head. No other remarks were made; the statement was too muddled to +stimulate interest particularly. + +When breakfast was over they went to the open window and threw crumbs +to a robin that was obviously expecting to be fed. They all leaned out +with their heads in the sunlight, watching it. It hopped from a twig on +to the ground, its body already tight to bursting. It looked like a toy +balloon--as though it wore a dress of red elastic stretched to such a +point that the merest pinprick must explode it with a sharp report; and +it hopped as though springs were in its feet. The earth, like a taut +sheet, made it bounce. Tim aimed missiles of bread rolled into pellets +at its head, but never hit it. + +"It's a lovely morning," remarked Uncle Felix, looking across the +garden to the yellow fields beyond. "A perfect day. We'll walk to +church." He brushed the breakfast crumbs from the waistcoat of his neat +blue suit, lit his pipe, sniffed the air contentedly, and had an air +generally of a sailor on shore-leave. + +Judy sprang up. "There's button-holes to get," she mentioned, and flew +out of the room like a flash of sunlight or a bird. + +Tim raced after her. "Wallflower for me!" he cried, while Judy's answer +floated back from halfway down the passage: "I'll have a wild +rosebud--it'll match my hat!" + +Uncle Felix and Maria were left alone, gazing out of the window side by +side upon the "lovely morning." She was just high enough to see above +the edge, and her two hands lay sprawled, fingers extended, upon the +shining sill. + +"Yes," she mentioned quietly, as to herself, "and I'll have a +forget-me-not." Her eyes rolled up sideways, meeting those of her uncle +as he turned and noticed her. + +For quite suddenly he "noticed" her, became aware that she was there, +discovered her. He stared a moment, as though reflecting. That "yes" +had a queer, familiar sound about it, surely. + +"Maria," he said, "I believe you will. Everything comes to you of its +own accord somehow." + +She nodded. + +"And there's another thing. You've got a secret--haven't you?" It +occurred to him that Maria was rather wonderful. + +"I expect so," she answered, after a moment's pause. She looked wiser +than an owl, he thought. + +"What is it? What _is_ your secret? Can't you tell me?" + +For it came over him that Maria, for all her inactivity, was really +more truly alive than both the other children put together. Their +tireless, incessant energy was nothing compared to some deep well of +life Maria's outer calm concealed. + +He continued to stare at her, reflecting while he did so. Through her +globular exterior, standing here beside him, rose this quiet tide whose +profound and inexhaustible source was nothing less than the entire +universe. Finding himself thus alone with her, he knew his imagination +singularly stirred. The full stream of this imagination--usually turned +into sea--and history-stories--poured now into Maria. It was the way +she had delivered herself of the monosyllable, "Yes," that first +enflamed him. + +The child, obviously, was quite innocent that her uncle's imagination +clothed her in such wonder; she was entirely unselfconscious, and +remained so; but, as she kept silent as well, there was nothing to +interrupt the natural process of his thought. "You're a circle, a +mystery, a globe of wonder," his mind addressed her, gazing downwards +half in play and half in earnest. "You're always going it. Though you +seem so still--you're turning furiously like a little planet!" + +For this abruptly struck him, flashing the symbol into his +imagination--that Maria lived so close to the universe that her life +and movements were akin to those of the heavenly bodies. He saw her as +an epitome of the earth. Fat, peaceful, little, calm, rotund Maria--a +miniature earth! She had no call to hurry nor rush after things. Like +the earth she contained all things within herself. It made him smile; +he smiled as he looked down into her face; she smiled as she rolled her +blue eyes upwards into his. + +Yet her calm was not the calm of sloth. In that mysterious centre where +she lived he felt her as tremendously alive. + +For the earth, apparently so calm and steady, knows no pause. She moves +round her axis without stopping. She rushes with immense rapidity round +the sun. Simultaneously with these two movements she combines a third; +the sun, carrying her and all his other planets with him, hurries at a +prodigious rate through interstellar space, adventuring new regions +never seen before. Calm outwardly, and without apparent motion, the +earth--at this very moment, as he leaned across the window-sill--was +making these three gigantic, endless movements. This peaceful summer +morning, like any other peaceful summer morning, she was actually +spinning, rushing, rising. And in Maria--it came to him--in Maria, +outwardly so calm, something also--spun--rushed--rose! This amazing +life that brimmed her full to bursting, even as it brimmed the robin +and the earth, overflowed and dripped out of her very eyes in shining +blue. There was no need for her to dash about. She, like the earth, +was--carried. + +All this flashed upon him while the alarum clock ticked off a second +merely, for imagination telescopes time, of course, and knows things +all at once. + +"What _is_ your secret, Maria?" he asked again. "I believe it's about +that Extra Day we meant to steal. Is that it?" + +Her eyes gazed straight before her across the lawn where Tim and Judy +were now visible, searching busily for button-holes. + +"It was to be your particular adventure, wasn't it?" + +"Yes," she told him at length, without changing her expression of +serene contentment. + +His imagination warned him he was getting "at her" gradually. He +possibly read into her a thousand things that were not there. +Certainly, Maria was not aware of them. But, though Uncle Felix knew +this perfectly well, he persisted, hoping for a sudden disclosure that +would justify his search--even expecting it, perhaps. + +"And what sort of a day would it be, then, this Extra Day of yours?" he +went on. "It would never end, of course, for one thing, would it? +There'd be no time?" + +She nodded quietly by way of effortless agreement and consent. + +"So that, in a sense, you'd have it always," he said, aware of distinct +encouragement. He felt obliged to help her. This was her peculiar +power--that everything was done for her while she seemed to do it all +herself. "You would live it over and over again, for ever and ever. +_That's_ your secret, I expect, isn't it?" + +"I expect so," the child answered quietly. "I've always got it." She +moved in a little closer to his side as she said it. The disclosure he +expected seemed so near now that excitement grew in him. Across the +lawn he saw the hurrying figures of Tim and Judy, racing back with +their button-holes. There was no time to lose. + +He put his arm about her, tilting her face upwards with one hand to see +it plainly. The blue dyes came up with it. + +"Then, what kind of a day _would_ you choose, Maria? Tell me--in a +whisper." + +And then the disclosure came. But it was not whispered. Uncle Felix +heard the secret in a very clear, decided voice and in a single word: + +"Birthday." + +At the same moment the others poured into the room; they came like a +cataract; it seemed that a dozen children rushed upon them in a +torrent. The air was full of voices and flowers suddenly. A smell of +the open world came in with them. Button-holes were fastened into +everybody, accompanied by a breathless chorus of where and how they had +been found, who got the best, who got it first, and all the rest. From +the End of the World they came, apparently, but while Tim had climbed +the wall for his, Judy picked hers because a bird had lowered the +branch into her very hand. For Uncle Felix she brought a spray of +lilac; Tim brought a bit of mignonette. Eventually he had to wear them +both. + +"And here's a forget-me-not, Maria," cried Judy, stooping down to poke +it into her sister's blue and white striped dress. "That suits you +best, I thought." + +"Thank you," said Maria, moving her eyes the smallest possible fraction +of an inch. + +And they scampered out of the room again, Maria ambling slowly in the +rear, to prepare for church. There were prayer-books and things to +find, threepenny bits and sixpences for the collection. There was +simply heaps to do, as they expressed it, and not a moment to lose +either. Uncle Felix listened to the sound of voices and footsteps as +they flew down the passage, dying rapidly away into the distance, and +finally ceasing altogether. He puffed his pipe a little longer before +going to his room upon a similar errand. He watched the smoke curl up +and melt into the outer air; he felt the pleasant sunshine warm upon +his face; he smelt the perfume rising from his enormous button-hole. +But of these things he did not think. He thought of what Maria said. +The way she uttered that single word remained with him: "Birthday." + +He had half divined her secret. For a birthday was the opening of life; +it was the beginning. Maria had "got it always." All days for her were +birthdays, Extra Days. + +And while they walked along the lane to church he still was thinking +about it. + +The conversation proved that he was absent-minded rather; yet not that +his mind was absent so much as intent upon other things. The children +found him heavy; he seemed ponderous to them. And pondering he +certainly was--pondering the meaning of existence. The children, he +realised, were such brilliant comments upon existence; their +unconscious way of living, all they said and thought and did, but +especially all they believed, offered such bright interpretations, such +simple solutions of a million things. They lived so really, were so +really--alive. They never explained, they just accepted; and the +explanations given they placed at their true value, still asking, "Yes, +but what is the meaning of all that?" So close to Reality they +lived--before reason, cloaked and confused it with a million complex +explanations. That "Yes" and "Birthday" of Maria's were illuminating +examples. + +Of this he was vaguely pondering as they walked along the sunny lanes +to church, and his conversation proved it. For conversation with +children meant answering endless questions merely, and the questions +were prompted by anything and everything they saw. Reality poked them; +they gave expression to it by a question. And nothing real was trivial; +the most careless detail was important, all being but a single +question--an affirmation: "We're alive, so everything else is too!" + +His conversation proved that he had almost reached that state of +time-less reality in which they lived. He felt it this morning very +vividly. It seemed familiar somehow--like his own childhood recovered +almost. + +He answered them accordingly. It didn't matter what was said, because +all the words in the world said one thing only. Whether the words, +therefore, made sense or not, was of no importance. + +"Have you ever seen a rabbit come _out_ of its hole?" asked Tim. "They +do that for safety," he added; and if there was confusion in his +language, there was none in his thought. "Then no one can tell which +its hole is, you see. Because each rabbit--" + +He broke off and glanced expectantly at his uncle. At junctures like +this his uncle usually cleared things up with an easy word or two. He +would not fail him now. + +"Come _out_, no," was the reply; "no one ever sees a rabbit come out. +But I've seen them go _in_; and that's the same thing in the end. They +go down the wrong hole on purpose. _They_ know right enough. Rabbits +are rabbits." + +"Of course," exclaimed Judy, "everything's itself and knows its own +sign--er--business, I mean." + +"Yes," Maria repeated. + +And before anything further could be mentioned--if there _was_ anything +to mention--they arrived at the porch of the church, passed under it +without speaking, walked up the aisle and took their places in the +family pew, Maria occupying the comfortable corner against the inner +wall. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +--BUT DIFFERENTLY! + + +Church was very--that is, they enjoyed the service very much, without +knowing precisely why they liked it. They joined in the hymns with more +energy than usual, because they felt "singy" and knew the tunes as +well. Colonel Stumper handed round one of the bags at the end of a long +pole--and, though the clergyman didn't look at all as if he required +feeding, the threepenny bits dropped in without the least regret on the +part of the contributors. Tim's coin, however, having been squeezed for +several minutes before the bag came round, stuck to his moist finger, +and Stumper, thinking he had nothing to put in, drove the long handle +past him towards Maria. That same instant the coin came un-stuck, and +dropped with a rattle into the aisle. Come-Back Stumper stooped to +recover it. Whereupon, to Judy, Tim and Uncle Felix, watching him, came +a sudden feeling of familiarity, as though all this had happened +before. The bent figure, groping after the hidden coin, seemed +irresistibly familiar. It was very odd, they thought, very odd indeed. +Where--when--had they seen him groping before like that, almost on all +fours? But no one, of course, could remark upon it, and it was only Tim +and Judy who exchanged a brief, significant glance. Maria, being +asleep, did not witness it, nor did she contribute to the feeding of +the clergyman either. + +There followed a short sermon, of which they heard only the beginning, +the end, and certain patches in the middle when the preacher raised his +voice abruptly, but the text, they all agreed, was "Seek and ye shall +find." During the delivery of the portions that escaped them, Tim +scratched his head and thought about rabbits, while Judy's mind +hesitated between various costumes in the pews in front of her, unable +to decide which she would wear when she reached the age of its +respective owner. + +And so, in due course, feeling somehow that something very real had +been accomplished, they streamed out with the rest of the congregation +into the blazing summer sunshine. Expectant, inquisitive and hungry, +they stood between the yew trees and the porch, yawning and fidgeting +until Uncle Felix gave the signal to start. The sunlight made them +blink. There was something of pleasurable excitement in knowing +themselves part of a "Congregation," for a Congregation was distantly +connected with "metropolis" and "govunment," and an important kind of +thing at any time. + +They stood and watched it. It scattered slowly, loth to separate and +go. There was no hurry certainly. People talked in lowered voices, as +if conversation after service was against the rules, and the church and +graves might overhear; they smiled, but not too gaily; they seemed +subdued; yet really they wanted to sing and dance--once safely out of +hearing and sight, they would run and jump and stand on their heads. +The children, that is, attributed their own feelings to them. + +Several--all "Members" of the Congregation--approached and asked unreal +questions, to which Judy, as the eldest, gave unreal answers: + +"Your parents will soon be back again?" + +"Yes; Father comes to-morrow, Mother too." + +"I hope they have enjoyed their little change." + +"I think so--thank you." + +Gradually the Congregation melted away, broughams and victorias drove +off sedately down the road, the horses making as little sound as +possible with their hoofs. The Choir-boys emerged from a side-door and +vanished into a field; a series of Old Ladies and Invalids felt their +way down the gravel path with sticks; the "Neighbours," looking clean +and dressed-up, went off in various directions--gravely, voices hushed, +manners circumspect. Tim, feeling as usual "awfully empty after +church," was sure they ran as fast as ever they could the moment they +were out of sight. A Congregation was a wonderful thing altogether. It +was a puzzle how the little church could hold so many people. They +watched the whole familiar business with suppressed excitement, +forgetting they were hungry and impatient. It was both real and unreal, +something better beckoned beyond all the time; but there was no hurry. +It was a deep childhood mystery--wonder filled them to the brim. + +"Come on, children; we'll be off now," sounded their uncle's voice, and +at the same moment Come-Back Stumper joined them. He had been counting +over the money with the clergyman, of course, all this time. He was +very slow. They hoped their contributions had been noticed. + +"You'll come back with us?" suggested Uncle Felix. And Stumper, +growling his acceptance, walked home to lunch with them in the old Mill +House. In his short black coat, trousers of shepherd's plaid, and +knotted white tie bearing a neat horseshoe pin, he looked smart yet +soldierly. Tim apologised for his moist finger and the threepenny bit. +"I thought it had got down a hole," he said, "but you found it +wonderfully." "It simply flew!" cried Judy. "Clever old thing!" she +added with admiration. + +"I've found harder things than that," said Stumper. "It hid itself +well, though--bang in the open like a lost collar-stud. Thought I'd +never look _there!"_ + +They glanced at one another with a curious, half-expectant air, and Tim +suddenly took the soldier's hand. But no one said anything more about +it; the sin was forgiven and forgotten. Uncle Felix put in a vague +remark concerning Indian life, and Stumper mentioned proudly that a new +edition of his scouting book was coming out and he had just finished +revising the last sheets. "All yesterday I spent working on it," he +informed them with a satisfied air, whereupon Tim said "Fancy that!" +and Judy exclaimed "Did you really?" They seemed to have an idea that +he was doing something else "all yesterday"; but no one knew exactly +what it was. Then Judy planted herself in the road before him, made him +stop, and picked something off his shoulder. "A tiny caterpillar!" she +explained. "Another minute and you'd have had it down your neck." "It +would have come back though," he said with a gruff laugh. "It might'nt +have," returned Judy. "But look; it's awfully beautiful!" They examined +it for a moment, all five of them, and then Judy set it down carefully +in the ditch and watched it march away towards the safer hedge. + +It was a pleasant walk home, all together; they took the short cut +across the fields; the world was covered with flowers, birds were +singing, the air was fresh and sweet and the delicious sunlight not +uncomfortably hot. Tim ran everywhere, exploring eagerly like a dog, +and, also like a dog, doubling the journey's length. He whistled to +himself; from time to time he came back to report results of his +discoveries. He was full of energy. Judy behaved in a similar manner, +dancing in circles to make her hair and dress fly out; she sang bits of +the hymn-tunes that she liked, taking the tune but fitting words of her +own upon it. Maria was carried over two fields and a half; the +down-hill parts she walked, however. She kept everybody waiting. They +could not leave her. She contrived to make herself the centre of the +party. Stumper and Uncle Felix brought up the rear, talking together +"about things," and whirling their sticks in the air as though it +helped them forward somehow. + +On the slippery plank-bridge across the mill stream all paused a moment +to watch the dragon-flies that set the air on fire with their coloured +tails. + +"The things that nobody can understand!" cried Judy. + +"Nobody else," Tim corrected her. "We do!" + +They leaned over the rail and saw their own reflections in the running +water. + +"Why, Come-Back hasn't got a button-hole!" exclaimed Judy--and flew off +to find one for him, Tim fast upon her heels like a collie after a +dipping swallow. They raced down the banks where the golden king-cups +grew in spendthrift patches and disappeared among the colonies of +reeds. Between some hanging willow branches further down they were +visible a moment, like dryad figures peering and flitting through the +cataract of waving green. They searched as though their lives depended +on success. It was absurd that Stumper had no button-hole! + +Maria, seated comfortably on the lower rail, watched their efforts and +listened to the bursts of laughing voices that came up-stream--then, +with a leisurely movement, took the flower from her own button-hole and +handed it to Stumper. The eyes rolled upwards with the +flower--solemnly. And Come-Back saw the action reflected in the stream +below. + +"Aw--thank you, my dear," he said, fastening the forget-me-not into his +Sunday coat, "but I ought not to take it all. It's yours." The voice +had a quiet, almost distant sound in it. + +"Ours," Maria murmured to herself, addressing the faces in the water. +She took the fragment Stumper handed back to her. All three, forgetting +it was time for lunch, forgetting they were hungry, forgetting that +there was still half a mile of lane between them and the house, gazed +down at their reflections in the stream as though fascinated. Uncle +Felix certainly felt the watery-enchantment in his soul. The +reflections trembled and quivered, yet did not pass away. The stream +flowed hurrying by them, yet still was always there. It gave him a +strange, familiar feeling--something he knew, but had forgotten. +Everything in life was passing, yet nothing went--there was no hurry. +The rippling music, as the water washed the banks and made the grasses +swish, was audible, and there was a deeper sound of swirling round the +wooden posts that held the bridge secure. Bubbles rose and burst in +spray. A lark, hanging like a cross in the blue sky, overhead, dropped +suddenly as though it was a stone, but in the reflection it rushed up +into their faces. It seemed to rise at them from the pebbly bed of the +stream. Both movements seemed one and the same--both were true--the +direction depended upon the point of view. + +It startled them and broke the water-spell. For the singing stopped +abruptly too. At the same moment Judy and Tim arrived, their arms full +of flowers, hemlock, ferns, and bulrushes. They were breathless and +exhausted; both talked at once; they had quite forgotten, apparently, +what they had gone to find. Judy had seen a king-fisher, Tim had +discovered tracks of an otter; in the excitement they forgot about the +button-hole. But, somehow, the bird, the animal, and the flowers were +the same thing really--one big simple thing. Only the point of view was +different. + +"We've looked simply everywhere!" cried Judy. + +"Just look what we found!" Tim echoed. + +To Uncle Felix it seemed they said one and the same thing merely--using +_one_ word in many syllables. + +"Beautiful!" agreed Stumper, as they emptied their arms at his feet in +wild profusion; "and enough for everybody too!" + +Stumper also said the thing they had just said. Uncle Felix watched him +move forward, where Maria was already using the heaped-up greenery as a +cushion for her back, and pick something off the stem of a giant +bulrush. + +"But that's what I like best," he exclaimed. "Look at the colour, will +you--blue and cream and yellow! You can hear the Ganges in it, if you +listen close enough." He held a small, coloured snail-shell between his +sinewy fingers, then placed it against his ear, while the others, +caught by a strange enveloping sense of wonder, stared and listened, +swept for a moment into another world. + +"How marvellous!" whispered some one. + +"Extrornary!" another murmured. + +"Yes," said Maria. Her voice made a sound like a thin stone falling +from a height into water. But Maria had said the same thing as the +others, only said it shorter. An entire language lay in that +mono-syllable. Again, it was the point of view of doing, saying one +enormous thing. And Maria's point of view was everywhere at once--the +centre. + +"Listen!" she added the next minute. + +Perhaps the sunlight quivering on the surface of the stream confused +them, or perhaps it was the murmur and movement of the leaves upon the +banks that brought the sense of sweet, queer bewilderment upon all +five. A new sound there certainly was--footsteps, as though some one +came dancing--voices, as though some one sang. Figures were seen in the +distance among the waving world of green; they moved behind the +cataract of falling willow branches; and their distance was as the +distance of a half-remembered dream. + +"They're coming," gasped Judy below her breath. + +"They're coming back," Tim whispered, the tone muffled, underground. + +"Eh?" ejaculated Stumper. "Coming back?" His voice, too, had distance +in it. + +Whether they saw it in the reflections on the running water, or whether +the maze of shadow and sunshine in the wooded banks produced it, no one +knew exactly. The figures, at any rate, were plainly visible, moving +along with singing and dancing through the summery noontide of the +brilliant day. No one spoke while they went by, no one except Maria who +at intervals murmured "Yes." There was no other audible comment or +remark. They afterwards agreed that Weeden was seen clearest, but +Thompson and Mrs. Horton were fairly distinct as well, and bringing up +the rear was a figure in blue that could only have been the Policeman +who lived usually upon the high road to London. They carried flowers in +their arms, they moved lightly and quickly--it was uncommonly like +dancing--and their voices floated through the woodland spaces with a +sound that, if it was not singing, was at least an excellent +imitation--an attempt to sing! + +"They're not lost," said Tim, as they disappeared from view. "They're +just looking--for the way." + +"The way home," said Judy. "And they're following some one--who knows +it." + +"Yes," added Maria. For another figure, more like a tree moving in the +wind than anything else, and certainly looking differently to each of +them--another figure was seen in advance of the group, seen in flashes, +as it were, and only glimpses of it discernible among the world of +moving green. This other figure was singing too; snatches of wild sweet +music floated through the quiet wood--one said the singing of a bird, +another, the wind, a third, the rippling murmur of the stream--but, to +one and all, an enchanting and enticing sound. And, to one and all, +familiar too, with the familiarity of a half-remembered dream. + +And a flood of memory rose about them as they watched and listened, a +tide that carried them away with it into the heart of something they +knew, yet had forgotten. In the few moments' interval an eternity might +have passed. Their hearts opened curiously, they saw wonder growing +like a flower inside--the exquisite wonder of common things. There was +something they were looking for, but they had found it. The flower of +wonder blossomed there before their very eyes, explaining the world, +but not explaining it away, explaining simply that it was wonderful +beyond all telling. They all knew suddenly what they didn't know they +knew; they understood what nobody understands. None knew why it came +just at this particular moment, and none knew where it came from +either. It was there, so what else mattered. It broke upon them out of +the heart of the summer's day, out of this very ordinary Sunday +morning, out of the brimming life all about them that was passing but +could never pass away. The familiar figures of the gardener, the +butler, the policeman and the cook brought back to them the memory of +something they had forgotten, yet brought it back in the form of +endless and inexhaustible enticement rather than of complete recovery. +There had been long preparation somewhere, growth, development; but +that was past and they gave no thought to it; Expectancy and Wonder +rushed them off their feet. The world hid something. Every one was +looking for it. _They_ must go on looking, looking, looking too! + +_What_ it was they had forgotten--they entirely forgot. Only the +marvellous hint remained, and the certainty that it could be found. +For, to each of them it seemed, came this fairy reminder, stealing +deliciously upon the senses: somewhere, somehow, they had known an +experience that had enriched their lives. It had become part of them. +It had always been in them, but they had found it now. They felt quite +positive about it. They believed. To Tim came messages from the solid +earth about him, secrets from creatures that lived in it and knew; +Judy, catching a thousand kisses from the air upon her cheeks, divined +the mystery of all flying life--that brought the stars within her +reach; Maria, possessing all within herself, remained steady and calm +at the eternal centre of the circle--a clearing-house for messages from +everywhere at once. Asking nothing for herself, she merely wanted to +give away, give out. She said "Yes" to all that came her way; and all +did come her way. To every one of them, to Stumper and Uncle Felix too, +came a great conviction that they had passed nearer, somehow, to an +everlasting joy. There was no hurry, life had just begun--seemed +singing everywhere about them. There was Unity. + +"It's a lovely day," remarked Uncle Felix presently. "I want my +luncheon." + +He picked up Maria and moved on across the bridge. + +"It's the Extra Day," Maria whispered in his ear. "It's my adventure, +but you all can have it." + +The others followed with Come-Back Stumper, and in the lane they saw +the figures of Weeden, Thompson and Mrs. Horton in front of them, +coming home from church. They were walking quietly enough. + +"We're not late, then," Tim remarked. "There's lots of time!" + +Crossing the field in the direction of the London road a policeman was +moving steadily. They saw him stoop and pick a yellow flower as he +went. He was off to take charge of the world upon his Sunday beat. He +disappeared behind a hedge. The butler and the cook vanished through a +side-door into the old Mill House about the same time. + +In due course, they also arrived at the porch, and Uncle Felix set his +burden down. As they scraped their muddy boots and rubbed them on the +mat, their backs were turned to the outside world; but Maria, whose +boots required no scraping, happened to face it still. As usual she +faced in all directions like a circle. + +"Look," she said. "There's some one coming!" + +And they saw the figure of a tramp go past the opening of the drive +where the London road was just visible. He paused a moment and looked +towards the house. He did not come in. He just looked--and waved his +hand at them. The next minute he was gone. But not before Maria had +returned his wave. + +"He'll come back," suggested Stumper, as they went inside. + +"Yes," said Maria. "He's mine--but you can have him too." + +Ten minutes later, when they all sat down to lunch, the big blue figure +of the policeman passed the opening of the drive. Being occupied with +hot roast beef, they did not see him. 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