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Now, from the window of Laszlo +Cudyk's garret, he could see how the alien city shone frost-blue +against the black sky; the tall hive-shapes that no man would have +built, glowing with their own light. + +Nearer, the slender drunken shafts of lamp posts marched toward him +down the street, each with its prosaic yellow globe. Between them and +all around, the darkness had gathered; darkness in angular shapes, the +geometry of squalor. + +Cudyk liked this view, for at night the blackness of the Earth Quarter +seemed to merge with the black sky, as if one were a minor extension of +the other--a fist of space held down to the surface of the planet. He +could feel, then, that he was not alone, not isolated and forgotten; +that some connection still existed across all the light-years of the +galaxy between him and what he had lost. + +And, again, the view depressed him; for at night the City seemed to +press in upon the Quarter like the walls of a prison. The Quarter: +sixteen square blocks, about the size of those of an Earth city, two +thousand three hundred human beings of three races, four religions, +eighteen nationalities; the only remnant of the human race nearer than +Capella. + +Cudyk felt the night breeze freshening. He glanced upward once at the +frosty blaze of stars, then pulled his head back inside the window. He +closed the shutters, turning to the lamp-lit table with its hopeless +clutter of books, pipes and dusty miscellany. + +Cudyk was a man of middle height, heavy in the shoulders and chest, +blunt-featured, with a shock of greying black hair. He was fifty-five +years old; he remembered Earth. + +A drunk stumbled by in the street below, cursing monotonously to +himself, paused to spit explosively into the gutter, and faded into the +night. + +Cudyk heard him without attention. He stood with his back to the +window, looking at nothing, his square fingers fumbling automatically +for pipe and tobacco. Why do I torture myself with that look out the +window every night? he asked himself. It's a juvenile sentimentalism. + +But he knew he would go on doing it. + +Other noises drifted up to his window, faint with distance. They grew +louder. Cudyk cocked his head suddenly, turned and threw open the +shutters again. That had been a scream. + +He could see nothing down the street; the trouble must be farther over, +he thought, on Kwang-Chow-fu or Washington. The noise swelled as he +listened: the unintelligible wailing of a mob. + +Footsteps clicked hurriedly up the stairs. Cudyk went to the door, made +sure it was latched, and waited. There was a light tapping on the door. + +"Who is it?" he said. + +"Lee Far." + +He unlatched the door and opened it. The little Chinese blinked at him, +his upper lip drawn up over incisors like a rodent's. "Mr. Seu say +please, you come." Without waiting for an answer, he turned and rapped +his way down into darkness. + +Cudyk picked up a jacket from a wall hook, and paused for a moment to +glance at the locked drawer in which he kept an ancient .32 automatic +and two full clips. He shook his head impatiently and went out. + +Lee was waiting for him downstairs. When he saw Cudyk open the outer +door, he set off down the street at a dog-trot. + +Cudyk caught up with him at the corner of Athenai and Brasil. They +turned right for two blocks to Washington, then left again. A block +away, at Rossiya and Washington, there was a small crowd of men +struggling in the middle of the street. They didn't seem to be very +active; as Cudyk and Lee approached, they saw that only a few were +still fighting, and those without a great deal of spirit. The rest were +moving aimlessly, some wiping their eyes, others bent almost double in +paroxysms of sneezing. A few were motionless on the pavement. + +Three slender Chinese were moving through the crowd. Each had a white +surgeon's mask tied over his nose and mouth, and carried a plastic bag +full of some dark substance, from which he took handfuls and flung them +with a motion like a sower's. Cudyk could see now that the air around +them was heavy with floating particles. As he watched, the last two +fighters in the crowd each took a halfhearted swing at the other and +then, coughing and sneezing, moved away in separate directions. + +Lee took his sleeve for a moment. "Here, Mr. Cudyk." + +Seu was standing in the doorway of Town Hall, his round-bellied bulk +almost filling it. He saluted Cudyk with a lazy, humorous gesture of +one fat hand. + +"Hello, Min," Cudyk said. "You're efficient, as always. Pepper again?" + +"Yes," said Mayor Seu Min. "I hate to waste it, but I don't think the +water buckets would have been enough this time. This could have been a +bad one." + +"How did it start?" + +"A couple of Russkies caught Jim Loong sneaking into Madame May's," the +fat man said laconically. His shrewd eyes twinkled. "I'm glad you came +down, Laszlo. I want you to meet an important visitor who arrived on +the Kt-I'ith ship this afternoon." He turned slightly, and Cudyk saw +that there was a man behind him in the doorway. "Mr. Harkway, may I +present Mr. Laszlo Cudyk, one of our leading citizens? Mr. Cudyk, James +Harkway, who is here on a mission from the Minority People's League." + +Cudyk shook hands with the man, who had a pale, scholarly face, not +bad-looking, with dark intense eyes. He was young, about thirty. Cudyk +automatically classified him as second generation. + +"Perhaps," said Seu, as if the notion had just occurred to him, "you +would not mind taking over my duties as host for a short time, Laszlo? +If Mr. Harkway would not object? This regrettable occurrence--" + +"Of course," Cudyk said. Harkway nodded and smiled. + +"Excellent." Seu edged past Cudyk, then turned and put a hand on his +friend's arm, drawing him closer. "Take care of this fool," he said +under his breath, "and for God's sake keep him away from the saloons. +Rack is in town, too. I've got to make sure they don't meet." He smiled +cheerfully at both of them and walked away. Lee Far, appearing from +somewhere, trailed after him. + +A young Chinese, with blood streaming brightly from a gash in his +cheek, was stumbling past. Cudyk stepped away from the doorway, turned +him around and pointed him down the street, to where Seu's young men +were laying out the victims on the sidewalk and administering first aid. + +Cudyk went back to Harkway. "I suppose Seu has found you a place to +stay," he said. + +"Yes," said Harkway. "He's putting me up in his home. Perhaps I'd +better go there now--I don't want to be in the way." + +"You won't be in the way," Cudyk told him. "What would you like to do?" + +"Well, I'd like to meet a few people, if it isn't too late. Perhaps +we could have a drink somewhere, where people meet--?" He glanced +interrogatively down the street to an illuminated sign that announced +in English and Russian: "THE LITTLE BEAR. Wines and Liquors." + +"Not there," said Cudyk. "That's Russky headquarters, and I'm afraid +they may be a little short-tempered right now. The best place would +be Chong Yin's tea room, I think. That's just two blocks up, near +Washington and Ceskoslovensko." + +"All right," said Harkway. He was still looking down the street. "Who +is that girl?" he asked abruptly. + +Cudyk glanced that way. The two M. D.'s, Moskowitz and Estrada, were +on the scene, sorting out the most serious cases to be carted off to +hospital, and so was a slender, dark-haired girl in nurse's uniform. + +"That's Kathy Burgess," he said. "I'd introduce you, but now isn't the +time. You'll probably meet her tomorrow." + +"She's very pretty," said Harkway, and suffered himself to be led off +up the street. "Married?" + +"No. She was engaged to one of our young men, but her father broke it +off." + +"Oh?" said Harkway. After a moment: "Political differences?" + +"Yes. The young man joined the activists. The father is a conservative." + +"That's very interesting," said Harkway. After a moment he asked, "Do +you have many of those here?" + +"Activists or conservatives? Or pretty girls?" + +"I meant conservatives," said Harkway, coloring slightly. "I know the +activist movement is strong here--that's why I was sent. We consider +them dangerous in the extreme." + +"So do I," said Cudyk. "No, there aren't many conservatives. Burgess +is the only real fanatic. If you meet him, by the way, you must make +certain allowances." + +Harkway nodded thoughtfully. "Cracked on the subject?" + +"You could put it that way," Cudyk told him. "He has convinced himself, +in his conscious mind at least, that we are the dominant species on +this planet; that the Niori are our social and economic inferiors. He +won't tolerate any suggestion that it isn't so." + +Harkway nodded again, looking very solemn. "A tragedy," he said. "But +understandable, of course. Some of the older people simply can't adjust +to the reality of our position in the galaxy." + +"Not many people actually like it," said Cudyk. + +Harkway looked at him thoughtfully. He said, "Mr. Cudyk, I don't want +you to take this as a complaint, but I've gathered the impression that +you're not in sympathy with the Minority People's League." + +"No," said Cudyk. + +"May I ask what your political viewpoint is?" + +"I'm neutral," said Cudyk. "Apolitical." + +Harkway said politely, "I hope you won't take offense if I ask why? +It's evident, even to me, that you're a man of intelligence and +ability." + +Everything is evident to you, Cudyk thought wearily, except what you +don't want to see. He said, "I don't believe our particular Humpty +Dumpty can be put back together again, Mr. Harkway." + +Harkway looked at him intently, but said nothing. He glanced at the +signboard over the lighted windows they were approaching. "Is this the +place?" + +"Yes." + +Harkway continued to look at the sign. Above the English "CHONG YIN'S +TEA ROOM", and the Chinese characters, was a legend that read: + +[Illustration: sign in other language] + +"That's a curious alphabet," he said. + +"It's a very efficient one," Cudyk told him. "It's based on the design +of an X in a rectangle--like this." He traced it with his finger on the +wall. "Counting each arm of the cross as one stroke, there are eight +strokes in the figure. Using only two strokes to a letter, there are +twenty-eight possible combinations. They use the sixteen most graceful +ones, and add twenty-seven three-stroke letters to bring it up to +forty-three, one for each sound in their language. The written language +is completely phonetic, therefore. But there are only eight keys on a +Niori typewriter." + +He looked at Harkway. "It's also perfectly legible: no letter looks +too much like any other letter. And it has a certain beauty, don't you +think?" He paused. "Hasn't it struck you, Mr. Harkway, that anything +our hosts do is likely to be a little more sensible and more sensitive +than the human equivalent?" + +"I come from Reg Otay," said Harkway. "They don't have any visual arts +or any written language there. But I see what you mean. What does the +sign say--the same thing as the English?" + +"No. It says, 'Yungiwo Ren Trakru Rith.' 'Trakru rith' is Niori for +'hospitality house'--it's what they call anything that we would call +tea room, or restaurant, or beer garden." + +"And 'Yungiwo Ren'?" + +"That's their version of 'Chung kuo jen'[A]--the Chinese for 'Chinese.' +At first they called us all that, because most of the original +immigrants were from China; but they've got over it now--they found out +some of us didn't like it." + +[Footnote A: _Pronounced "jung guo ren"._] + + * * * * * + +Cudyk opened the door. + +A few aliens were sitting at the round tables in the big outer room. +Cudyk watched Harkway's face, and saw his eyes widen with shock. The +Niori were something to see, the first time. + +They were tall and erect, and their anatomy was not even remotely like +man's. They had six limbs each, two for walking, four for manipulation. +Their bodies were covered by a pale, horny integument which grew in +irregular sections, so that you could tell the age of a Niori by the +width of the growth-areas between the plates of his armor. But you saw +none of those things at first. You saw the two glowing violet eyes, +set wide apart in a helmet-shaped head, and the startlingly beautiful +markings on the smooth shell of the face--blue on pale cream, like an +ancient porcelain tile. And you saw the crest--a curved, lucent shape +that even in a lighted room glowed with its own frost-blue. No Niori +ever walked in darkness. + +Cudyk guided Harkway toward the door at the far end of the room. +"We'll see who's in the back room," he said. "There is usually a small +gathering at this hour." + +The inner room was more brightly lit than the other. Down the center, +in front of a row of empty booths, was a long table. Three men sat at +one end of it, with teacups and a bowl of lichee nuts between them. +They looked up as Cudyk and Harkway came in. + +"Gentlemen," said Cudyk, "may I present Mr. Harkway, who is here on a +mission from the Minority People's League? Mr. Burgess, Father Exarkos, +Mr. Ferguson." + +The three shook hands with Harkway, Father Exarkos smiling pleasantly, +the other two with more guarded expressions. The priest was in his +fifties, grey-haired, hollow-templed, with high orbital ridges and a +square, mobile mouth. He said, in English oddly accented by a mixture +of French and Greek, "Please sit down, both of you ... I understand +that your first evening here has been not too pleasant, Mr. Harkway. I +hope the rest of your stay will be more so." + +Burgess snorted, not quite loudly enough to be deliberately rude. His +face had a pleasant, even a handsome cast except for the expression +of petulance he was now wearing. He was a few years younger than the +priest: a big-boned, big-featured man whose slightly curved back and +hollowed cheeks showed that he had lost bulk since his prime. + +Ferguson's pale face was expressive but completely controlled. The +gambler's eyes were narrow and unreadable, the lips and the long +muscles of the jaw showing nothing more than surface emotion. He asked +politely, "Planning to stay long, Mr. Harkway?" + +"That all depends, Mr. Ferguson, on--to be blunt, on what sort of a +reception I get. I won't try to conceal from you the fact that my role +here is that of a political propagandist. I want to convince as many +people as I can that the Minority People's movement is the best hope of +the human race. If I can find that there's some chance of succeeding, +I'll stay as long as necessary. If not--" + +"I'm afraid we won't be seeing much of you, in that case, Mr. Harkway," +said Burgess. His tone was scrupulously correct, but his nostrils were +quivering with repressed indignation. + +"What makes you say that, Mr. Burgess?" Harkway asked, turning his +intent, serious gaze on the older man. + +"Your program, as I understand it," said Burgess, "aims at putting +humanity on an equal basis with various assorted races of lizards, +beetles and other vermin. I don't think you will find much sympathy for +that program here, sir." + +"I'm glad to say that, through no fault of your own, you're mistaken," +said Harkway, smiling slightly. "I think you're referring to the +program of the right wing of the League, which was dominant for the +last several years. It's true that for that period, the M.P.L.'s line +was to work for the gradual integration of human beings--and other +repressed races--into the society of the planets on which they live. +But that's all done with now. The left wing, to which I belong, has +won a decisive victory at the League elections. + +"Our program," Harkway continued earnestly, "rejects the doctrine of +assimilation as a biological and cultural absurdity. What we propose +to do, and with sufficient help will do, is to return humanity to its +homeland--to reconstitute Earth as an autonomous, civilized member of +the galactic entity. We realize, of course, that this is a gigantic +undertaking, and that much aid will be required from the other races of +the galaxy.... Were you about to say something, Mr. Burgess?" + +Burgess said bitterly, "What you mean, in plain words, Mr. Harkway, +is that you think we all ought to go home--dissolve Earth's galactic +empire--give it all back to the natives. I don't think you'll find much +support for _that_, either." + +Harkway bit his lip, and cast a glance at Cudyk that seemed to say, You +warned me, but I forgot. He turned to Ferguson, who was smiling around +his cigar as blandly as if nothing out of the way had been said. "What +is your view, Mr. Ferguson?" + +Ferguson waved his cigar amiably. "You'll have to count me out, Mr. +Harkway. I'm doing okay as things are--I have no reason to want any +changes." + +Harkway turned to the little priest. "And you, Father Exarkos?" + +The Greek shrugged and smiled. "I wish you all the luck in the +universe, sincerely," he said. "But I am afraid I believe that no +material methods can rescue man from his dilemma." + +"If I've given any offense," said Burgess suddenly, "I can leave." + +Harkway stared at him for a moment, gears almost visibly slipping in +his head. Then he said, "Of course not, Mr. Burgess, please don't think +that for a moment. I respect your views--" + +Burgess looked around him with a wounded expression. "I know," he said +with difficulty, "that I am in a minority--here--" + +Father Exarkos put a hand on his arm and murmured something. Harkway +leaned forward impulsively across the table and said, "Mr. Burgess, +I've traveled a long way in the hope of discussing these problems with +men of intelligence and standing in their community, like yourself. I +hope you'll stay and give me the benefit of your experience. I shall be +very much the loser if you don't." + +Burgess was visibly struggling with his emotions. He stood up and said, +"No--no--not tonight. I'm upset. Please excuse me." Head bowed, he +walked out of the room. + +There was a short silence. "Did I do the wrong thing?" asked Harkway. + +"No, no," said Father Exarkos. "It was not your fault--there was +nothing you could do. You must excuse him. He is a good man, but he has +suffered too much. Since his wife died--of a disease contracted during +one of the Famines, you understand--he has not been himself." + +Harkway nodded, looking both older and more human than he had a moment +before. "If we can only turn back the clock," he said. "Put Humpty +Dumpty together again, as you expressed it, Mr. Cudyk." He smiled +apologetically at them. "I won't harangue you any more tonight--I'll +save that for the meeting tomorrow. But I hope that some of you will +come to see it my way." + +Father Exarkos' eyebrows lifted. "You are planning to hold a public +meeting tomorrow?" + +"Yes. There's some difficulty about space--Mayor Seu tells me that the +town hall is already booked for the next three days--but I'm confident +that I can find some suitable place. If necessary, I'll make it an +open-air meeting." + +Rack, thought Cudyk. Rack usually stays in town for only two or three +days at a time. Seu is trying to keep Harkway under cover until he +leaves. It won't work. + +Out of the corner of his eye he saw a dark shape in the doorway, and +his first thought was that Burgess had come back. But it was not +Burgess. It was a squat, bandy-legged man with huge shoulders and arms, +wearing a leather jacket and a limp military cap. Cudyk sat perfectly +still, warning Exarkos with his eyes. + +The squat man walked casually up the table, nodding almost +imperceptibly to Ferguson. He ignored the others, except the M.P.L. +man. "Your name Harkway?" he asked. He pronounced it with the flat +Boston "a": "Haakway". + +"That's right," said Harkway. + +"Got a message for you," said the squat man. "From Captain Lawrence +Rack, United Uth Space Navy." + +"The Earth Space Navy was dissolved twenty years ago," said Harkway. + +The squat man sighed. "You wanna heah the message or don't you?" he +asked. + +"Go ahead," said Harkway. His nostrils were pale, and a muscle stood +out at the side of his jaw. + +"Heah it is. You're plannin' to hold a meetin' of the vehmin lovehs +society, right?" + +As Harkway began to reply, the squat man leaned across the table and +backhanded him across the mouth, knocking him sideways out of his chair. + +"Don't," said the squat man. He turned and strolled out. + +Cudyk and Ferguson helped Harkway up. The man's eyes were staring +wildly out of his pale face, and a thin trickle of blood was running +from a pulped lip. "Who was that man?" he asked in a whisper. + +"His name is Monk," said Cudyk. "At least that is the only name he has +been known to answer to. He is one of Rack's lieutenants--Rack, as +you probably know, is the leader of the activists in this sector. Mr. +Harkway, I'm sorry this happened. But I advise you to wait for a week +or so before you hold your meeting. There is no question of courage +involved. It would be suicide." + +Harkway looked at him blindly. "The meeting will be held as planned," +he said, and walked out, stiff-legged. + +Ferguson shook his head, laughed, and shook his head again. Cudyk +exchanged a hopeless glance with Father Exarkos, and then followed +Harkway out of the room. + + * * * * * + +The shop was empty except for young Nick Pappageorge, dozing behind +the long counter, and the pale morning sunlight that streamed through +the plastic window. Most of the counter was in shadow, but stray +fingers of light picked out gem trays here and there, turning them into +minuscule galaxies of frosty brilliance. + +Two Niori, walking arm in arm, paused in front of the window display, +then went on. Two human youngsters raced by, shouting. Cudyk caught +only a glimpse of them through the pierced screen that closed off the +back of his shop, but he recognized them by their voices: Red Gorciak +and Stan Eleftheris. + +There were few children now, and they were growing up wild. Cudyk +wondered briefly what it must be like to be a child born into this +microcosm, knowing no other. He dismissed the thought; it was simply +one more thing about which there was no use to worry. + +Cudyk had not spoken to anyone that morning, but he knew approximately +what was happening. Seu would have been busy most of the night, +covering up the traces of last evening's riot. Now, probably, he was +explaining it away to Zydh Oran, the Niori Outgroup Commissioner. +Harkway was making preparations for his meeting--another thing for Seu +to worry about when he got through cleaning up the last mess. + +Barring miracles, today was going to be very bad. + +Seu came in, moving quickly. He walked directly to the rear of the +shop. His normally bland face looked worried, and there were beads of +sweat on his wide forehead, although the morning was cool. + +"Sit down," said Cudyk. "You've seen Zydh Oran?" + +Seu made a dismissing gesture. "Nothing. Not pleasant, but nothing. +The same as usual--he tells me what happened, I deny it. He knows, but +under their laws he can't do anything." + +"Someday it will be bad," said Cudyk. + +"Yes. Someday. Laszlo--you've got to do something about Harkway. +Otherwise he's going to be killed tonight, and there will be a stink +from here to Sirius. I had to tell him he could use Town Hall--he was +all ready to hold a torch-light meeting in the streets." + +"I tried," said Cudyk. + +"Try again. Please. Your ethnic background is closer to his than mine. +He respects you, I think. Perhaps he's even read some of your books. If +anyone can persuade him, you can." + +"What did he say when you talked to him?" + +"An ox. A brain made of soap and granite. He says it is a matter of +principle. I knew then that I could do nothing. When an Anglo-Saxon +talks about his principles, you may as well go home. He won't accept a +weapon, he won't postpone the meeting. I think he wants to be a martyr." + +Cudyk frowned. "Maybe he does. Have you seen Rack?" + +"No. Ferguson pretends not to know where he is." + +"That's rather odd. What is his motive, do you think?" + +Seu said, "Basically, he is afraid of Rack. He cooperates with +him--they use each other--but you know that it's not a marriage of +minds. He knows that Rack is stronger than he is, because he is only +an amoral egotist, and Rack is a fanatic. I think he believes this +business may be Rack's downfall, and he would like that." + +He stood up. "I have to go. Will you do it?" + +"Yes." + +"Good. Let me know." Seu walked out, as hastily as he had entered. + +Nick Pappageorge had roused himself and was polishing a tall, fluted +silver vase. Cudyk said, "Nick, go and find out where Mr. Harkway is. +If he isn't busy, ask him if he'll do me the favor of dropping around +to see me. Otherwise, just come back and tell me where he is; I'll go +to him." + +Nick said, "Sure, Mr. Cudyk," and went out. + +Cudyk stared at the tray of unsorted gems on the desk before him. +He stirred them with his forefinger, separating out an emerald, two +aquamarines, a large turquoise and a star sapphire. That was all he +had had to begin with--his dead wife's jewels, carried half across +Europe when a loaf of bread was worth more than all the gem stones +in the world. The sapphire had bought his passage on the alien ship; +the others had been his original stock-in-trade, first at the refugee +center on Alfhal, then here on Palumbar. Now he was a prosperous +importer, with a business that netted him the equivalent of ten +thousand pounds a year. + +But the wealth was ashes; he would have traded all of it for one +loaf of bread, eaten in peace, on an Earth that had not sunk back to +barbarism. + +Momentum, he told himself. Momentum, and a remnant of curiosity. Those +are the only reasons I can think of why I do not blow out my brains. +I wonder what keeps the others from it? Seu? Chong Yin? I don't know. +Burgess has his fantasy, though it cracks now and then. Ferguson has +the sensibility of a jackal. Rack, as Seu said, is a fanatic. But why +do the rest of them keep on? For what? + + * * * * * + +The doorway darkened again as Harkway came in, followed by Nick. Nick +gestured toward the rear of the shop, and Harkway advanced, smiling. +His lower lip was stained by a purple substance with a glossy surface. + +Cudyk greeted him and offered him a chair. "It was good of you to come +over," he said. "I hope I didn't interrupt your work." + +Harkway grinned stiffly. "No. I was just finishing lunch when your boy +found me. I have nothing more to do until this evening." + +Cudyk looked at him. "You got to the hospital after all, I see." + +"Yes. Dr. Moskowitz fixed me up nicely." + +Cudyk had been asking himself why the M.P.L. man looked so cheerful. +Now he thought he understood. + +"And Miss Burgess?" he asked. + +"Yes," said Harkway, looking embarrassed. He paused. "She's--an +exquisite person, Mr. Cudyk." + +Cudyk clasped his square hands together, elbows on the arms of his +chair. He said, "Forgive me, I'm going to be personal. Am I right in +saying that you now feel more than casually interested in Miss Burgess?" + +He added, "Please. I have a reason for asking." + +Harkway's expression was guarded. "Yes; that's true." + +"Do you think she may feel similarly towards you?" + +Harkway paused. "I think so. I hope so. Why, Mr. Cudyk?" + +"Mr. Harkway, I will be very blunt. Miss Burgess has already lost one +lover through no fault of her own, and the experience has not been +good for her. She is, as you say, exquisite--she has a beautiful, but +not a strong personality. Do you think it is fair for you to give her +another such experience, even if the attachment is not fully formed, by +allowing yourself to be killed this evening?" + +Harkway leaned back in his chair. "Oh," he said, "that's it." He +grinned. "I thought you were going to point out that her father broke +off the last affair because of the man's politics. If you had, I was +going to tell you that Mr. Burgess looked me up this morning and +apologized for his attitude yesterday, and breaking down and so on. +He's very decent, you know. We're getting along very well." + +He paused. "About this other matter," he said seriously, "I'm grateful +for your interest, but--I'm afraid I can't concede the validity of +your argument." He made an impatient gesture. "I'm not trying to sound +noble, but this business is more important than my personal life. +That's all, I'm afraid. I'm sorry." + +Another fanatic, Cudyk thought. A liberal fanatic. I have seen all +kinds, now. He said, "I have one more argument to try. Has Seu +explained to you how precarious our position is here on Palumbar?" + +"He spoke of it." + +"The Niori accepted this one small colony with grave misgivings. Every +act of violence that occurs here weakens our position, because it +furnishes ammunition for a group which already wants to expel us. Do +you understand?" + +There was pain in Harkway's eyes. "Mr. Cudyk, it's the same all over +the galaxy, wherever these pitifully tiny outgroups exist. My group is +trying to attack that problem on a galaxy-wide scale. I don't say we'll +succeed, and I grant you the right to doubt that our program is the +right one. But we've got to try. Among other things, we've got to clean +out the activists, for just the reason you mention. And--pardon me for +stressing the obvious--but it's Captain Rack who will be responsible +for this particular act of violence if it occurs, not myself." + +"And you think that your death at his hands would be a stronger +argument than a peaceful meeting, is that it?" + +Harkway shook his head ruefully. "I don't know that I have that much +courage, Mr. Cudyk. I'm hoping that nothing will happen to me. But I +know that the League's prestige here would be enormously hurt if I let +Rack bluff me down." He stood up. "You'll be at the meeting?" + +"I'm afraid so." Cudyk stood and offered his hand. "The best of luck." + +He watched the young man go, feeling very old and tired. He had known +it would be this way; he had only tried for Seu's sake. Now he was +involved; he had allowed himself to feel the tug of love and pity +toward still another lost soul. Such bonds were destructive--they +turned the heart brittle and weathered it away, bit by bit. + + * * * * * + +The assembly hall was well filled, although Harkway had made no special +effort to advertise the meeting. He had known, Cudyk thought, that +Rack's threat would be more than sufficient. The youngster was not +stupid. + +There were no women or children. Ferguson was there, and a large +contingent of his employees--gamblers, pimps, waiters and strong-arm +men--as well as most of the Russian population. All but a few of the +Chinese had stayed away, as had Burgess. But a number of men whom Cudyk +knew to have M.P.L. leanings, and an even larger number of neutrals, +were there. The audience was about evenly divided, for and against +Harkway. If he somehow came through this alive, it was just possible +that he could swing the Quarter his way. A futile victory; but of +course Harkway did not believe that. + +There was a murmur and a shuffle of feet as Rack entered with three +other men--Monk, the one called Spider, and young Tom De Grasse, who +had once been engaged to Kathy Burgess. The sound dropped almost to +stillness for a few moments after the four men took seats at the side +of the hall, then rose again to a steady rumble. Harkway and Seu had +not yet appeared. + +Cudyk saw the man to his right getting up, moving away; he turned in +time to see Seu wedge himself through a gap in the line of chairs and +sit down in the vacated place. + +The fat man's face was blandly expressionless, but Cudyk knew that +something had happened. "What is it?" he asked. + +Seu's lips barely moved. He looked past Cudyk, inspecting the crowd +with polite interest. "I had him kidnapped," he said happily. "He's +tied up, in a safe place. There won't be any meeting today." + +Seu had been seen. Someone a few rows ahead called, "Where's Harkway, +Mayor?" + +"I don't know," Seu said blandly. "He told me he would meet me +here--said he had an errand to do. Probably he's on his way now." + +Under cover of the ensuing murmur, he turned to Cudyk again. "I didn't +want to do it," he said. "It will mean trouble, sooner or later; maybe +almost as much trouble as if Harkway had been killed. But I had to make +a choice. Do you think I did the right thing, Laszlo?" + +"Yes," said Cudyk, "except that I wish you had told me earlier." + +Seu smiled, his heavy face becoming for that instant open and +confiding. "If I had, you wouldn't have been so sincere when you talked +to Harkway." + +Cudyk smiled in spite of himself. He relaxed in his chair, savoring the +relief that had come when he'd learned that Harkway was not going to +die. The tension built up, day by day, almost imperceptibly, and it was +a rare, fleeting pleasure when something happened to lower it. + +He saw the mayor looking at his watch. The crowd was growing restless: +in a few more minutes Seu would get up and announce that the meeting +was cancelled. Then it would be all over. + +Seu was rising when a new wave of sound traveled over the audience. Out +of the corner of his eye Cudyk saw men turning, standing up to see +over the heads of their neighbors. Seu spoke a single, sharp word, and +his hand tightened on the back of his chair. + +Cudyk stood. Someone was coming down the center aisle of the room, but +he couldn't see who it was. + +Those who had stood earlier were sitting down now. Down the aisle, +looking straight ahead, with a bruised jaw and a bloody scratch running +from cheekbone to chin, came James Harkway. + +He mounted the platform, rested both hands on the low speaker's stand, +and turned his glance across the audience, once, from side to side. +There was a collective scraping of chairs and clearing of throats, then +complete stillness. Harkway said: + +"My friends--and enemies." + +Subdued laughter rippled across the room. + +"A few of my enemies didn't want me to hold this meeting," said +Harkway. "Some of my friends felt the same way. In fact, it seemed that +_nobody_ wanted this meeting to take place. But here you all are, just +the same. And here I am." + +He straightened. "Why is that, I wonder? Perhaps because regardless of +our differences, we're all in the same boat--in a lifeboat." He nodded +gravely. "Yes, we're all in a lifeboat--all of us together, to live or +die, and we don't know which way to turn for the nearest land that will +give us harbor. + +"Which way shall we turn to find a safe landing? To find peace +and honor for ourselves and our children? To find safety, to find +happiness?" + +He spread his arms. "There are a million directions we could follow. +There are all the planets in the galaxy! But everywhere we turn, we +find alien soil, alien cultures, alien people. Everywhere except in one +direction only. + +"Our ship--our own planet, Earth--is foundering, is sinking, that's +true. But _it hasn't--yet--sunk_. There's still a chance that we can +turn back, make Earth what it was, and then, from there--go on! Go on, +until we've made a greater Earth, a stronger, happier, more peaceful +Earth--till we can take our place with pride in the galaxy, and hold up +our heads with any other race that lives." + +He had captured only half their attention, and he knew it. They were +watching him, listening to what he said, but the heads of the audience +were turned slightly, like the heads of plants under a solar tropism, +toward the side of the chamber where Rack and his men sat. + +Harkway said, "We all know that the Earth's technical civilization is +smashed--broken like an eggshell. By ourselves, we could never put it +back together. And if we do nothing, no one else is going to put it +back together for us. But suppose we went to the other races in the +galaxy, and said--" + +A baritone voice broke in quietly, "'_We'll sell our souls to you, if +you'll kindly give us a few machines!_'" + + * * * * * + +Rack stood up--tall, muscular, lean, with deep hollows under his +cheekbones, red-grey hair falling over his forehead under the visor of +his cap. His short leather jacket was thrown over his shoulders like +a cloak. His narrow features were grey and cold, the mouth a straight, +hard line. He said, "That's what you want us to tell the vermin, isn't +it, Mr. Harkway?" + +Harkway seemed to settle himself like a boxer. He said clearly, "The +intelligent races of the galaxy are not devils and do not want our +souls, Mr. Rack." + +Rack ignored the "Mr." He said, "But they'd want certain assurances +from us, in return for their help, wouldn't they, Mr. Harkway?" + +"Certainly," said Harkway. "Assurances that no sane man would refuse +them. Assurances, for example, that there would be no repetition of +the Altair Incident--when a handful of maniacs in two ships murdered +thousands of peaceful galactic citizens without the slightest +provocation. Perhaps you remember that, Mr. Rack; perhaps you were +there." + +"I was there," said Rack casually. "About five hundred thousand vermin +were squashed. We would have done a better job, but we ran out of +supplies. Some day we'll exterminate them all, and then there'll be +a universe fit for men to live in. Meanwhile--" he glanced at the +audience--"we're going to build. We're building now. Not with the +vermin's permission, under the vermin's eye. In secret. On a planet +they'll never find until our ships spurt out from it like milt from +a fish. And when that day comes, we'll squash them down to the last +tentacle and the last claw." + +"Are you finished?" asked Harkway. He was quivering with controlled +rage. + +"Yes, I'm finished," said Rack wearily. "So are you. You're a traitor, +Harkway, the most miserable kind of a crawling, dirt-eating traitor the +human race ever produced. Get down off the platform." + +Harkway said to the audience, "I came here to try to persuade you to +my way of thinking--to ask you to consider the arguments and decide +for yourselves. This man wants to settle the question by prejudice +and force. Which of us is best entitled to the name 'human?' If you +listen to him, can you blame the Niori if they decide to end even this +tiny foothold they've given you on their planet? Would you live in a +universe drenched with blood?" + +Rack said quietly, "Monk." + +The squat man stood up, smiling. He took a clasp knife out of his +pocket, opened it, and started up the side of the room. + +In the dead stillness, another voice said, "No!" + +It was, Cudyk saw with shock, Tom De Grasse. The youngster was up, +moving past Rack--who made no move to stop him, did not even change +expression--past the squat man, turning a yard beyond, almost at the +front of the room. His square, almost childish face was tight with +strain. There was a pistol in one big hand. + +Cudyk felt something awaken in him which blossomed only at moments like +this, when one of his fellow men did something particularly puzzling: +the root, slain but still quasi-living, of the thing that had once +been his central drive and his trademark in the world--his insatiable, +probing, warmly intelligent curiosity about the motives of men. + +On the surface, this action of De Grasse's was baldly impossible. +He was committed to Rack's cause twice over, by conviction and by +the shearing away of every other tie; and still more important, he +worshipped Rack himself with the devotion that only fanatics can +inspire. It was as if Peter had defied Christ. + +The three men stood motionless for what seemed a long time. Monk, +halted with his weight on one foot, faced De Grasse with his knife hand +slightly extended, thumb on the blade. He was visibly tense, waiting +for a word from Rack. But Rack stood as if he had forgotten time and +space, staring bemused over Monk's shoulder at De Grasse. The fourth +man, Spider--bones and gristle, with a corpse-growth of grey-white +hair--stood up slowly. Rack put a hand on his shoulder and pressed him +down again. + +Cudyk thought: Kathy Burgess. + +It was the only answer. De Grasse knew, of course, everything that +had passed between Harkway and the girl. There was no privacy worth +mentioning in the Quarter. Pressed in this narrow ghetto, every man +swam in the effluvium of every other man's emotions. And De Grasse was +willing, apparently, to give up everything that mattered to him, to +save Kathy Burgess pain. + +It said something for the breed, Cudyk thought--not enough, never +enough, for you saw it only in pinpoint flashes, the noble individual +who was a part of the bestial mob--but a light in the darkness, +nevertheless. + +Finally Rack spoke. "You, Tom?" + +The youngster's eyes showed sudden pain. But he said, "I mean it, +Captain." + +There was a slow movement out from that side of the room, men inching +away, crowding against their neighbors. + +Rack was still looking past Monk's shoulder, into De Grasse's face. He +said: + +"All right." + +He turned, still wearing the same frozen expression, and walked down +the side of the room, toward the exit. Monk threw a glance of pure +incredulity over his shoulder, glanced back at De Grasse, and then +followed. Spider scrambled after. + +De Grasse relaxed slowly, as if by conscious effort. He put away his +gun, hesitated a moment, and walked slowly out after the others. His +wide shoulders were slumped. + +Then there was the scraping of chairs and boot-soles and a rising +bee-hive hum as the audience stood up and began to move out. Harkway +made no effort to call them back. + +Cudyk, moving toward the exit with the rest, had much to think about. +He had seen not only De Grasse's will, but Rack's, part against the +knife of human sympathy. And that was a thing he had never expected to +see. + + * * * * * + +"Times like this," said Ferguson, narrowing his grey snake's eyes in a +smile, "I almost believe in God." + +Father Exarkos smiled courteously and said nothing. He and Cudyk had +been sitting in the back room of Chong Yin's since a half-hour after +the meeting. Seu had been with them earlier, but had left. A little +after twelve, Ferguson had strolled in and joined them. + +"I mean it," said Ferguson, laughing a little. "There was Harkway, +sticking his neck out, and there was little De Grasse standing in the +way. And Rack backed down." He shook his head, still smiling. "Rack +backed down. Now how would you explain that, gentlemen?" + +It was necessary to put up with the gambler, who wielded more power +in the Quarter than anyone else, even Seu; but sometimes Cudyk found +himself dropping his usual attitude of detached interest in favor of +speculations about the specific variety of horrible fate which Ferguson +would most probably meet. + +He was particularly irritating tonight, because Cudyk was forced +to agree with him. Cudyk had still not solved the riddle of Rack's +failure to finish what he had started. + +It was conceivable that De Grasse should have acted as he did for +reasons of sentiment; but to apply the same motive to Rack was simply +not possible. The man had emotions, certainly, but they were all +channeled into one direction: the destiny of the human race and of +Lawrence Rack. De Grasse was at an age when the strongest emotions +were volatile, when conversions were made, when a man could plan an +assassination one day and enter a monastery the next. But Rack was +fixed and aimed, like a cannon. + +Ferguson was saying, "He must be going soft. Going soft--old Rack. +Unless it's the hand of God. What's your opinion, Father?" + +The priest said blandly, "Mr. Ferguson, since I have come to live upon +this planet, my opinions have changed about many things. I no longer +believe that either God, or man, is quite so simple as I once thought. +We were too small in our thoughts, before--our understanding of +temporal things was bounded by the frontiers of Earth, and of eternal +things by the little sky we could see from our windows. + +"Before, I think I would have tried to answer your question. I would +have said that I think Captain Rack was moved by--a sudden access of +human feeling--or I would have said that I think Captain Rack was +touched by the finger of God. Perhaps I would have hesitated to say +that, because even then I did not believe that God interferes with the +small sins of men like Captain Rack. Or the small sins of anybody, for +that matter." + +Ferguson grinned. "Well, Father, that's the best excuse for an answer +I ever heard, anyway." He dragged on his cigar, narrowing his eyes and +pursing his lips, as if the cigar were a tube through which his brains +were being sucked. "In other words," he said, "you don't think the big +blowup back home was a judgment on us for our sins. You think it was a +good thing, only more people should have got out the way we did. That +right?" + +"Oh, no," said Father Exarkos. "I believe that the Famines and the +Collapse were a judgment of God. I have heard many theories about +the causes of the Collapse, but I have not heard one which does not +come back, in the end, to a condemnation of man's folly, cruelty, and +blindness." + +"Well," said Ferguson, "excuse me, Father, but if you believe that +way, what are you doing here? Back there--" he jerked his head, as if +Earth were some little distance behind his right shoulder--"people +are living like animals. Chicago, where I come from, is just a stone +jungle, with a few beast-like scavengers prowling around in it. If the +dirt and disease don't get you, some bandit will split your head open, +or you'll run into a wolf or some other hungry animal. If none of those +things happen, you can expect to live to the ripe old age of forty, and +then you'll be glad to die." + +He had stopped smiling. Ferguson, Cudyk realized, was describing +his own personal hell. He went on, "Now, if you want to call that a +judgment, I won't argue with you. But if that's what you believe, why +aren't you back there taking it with the rest of them?" + +He really wanted to know, Cudyk thought. He had begun by trying to bait +the priest, but now he was serious. It was odd to think of Ferguson +having trouble with his conscience, but Cudyk was not really surprised. +The most moralistic men he had ever known had been gangsters of +Ferguson's type; whereas the few really good men he had known, Father +Exarkos among them, had seemed as blithely unaware of their consciences +as of their healthy livers. + +The priest said, soberly, "Mr. Ferguson, I believe that we also are +being punished. Perhaps we more than others. The Mexican peon, the +Indian fellah, the peasant of China or Greece, lives very much as his +father did before him; he scarcely has reason to know that judgment has +fallen upon Earth. But I think that no inhabitant of the Quarter can +forget it for so much as an hour." + +Ferguson stared at him, then grunted and squashed out his cigar. He +stood up. "I'll be getting along home," he said. "Good night." He +walked out. + +Cudyk and Exarkos sat for a while longer, talking quietly, and then +left together. The streets were empty. Behind them and to their left as +they walked to the corner, the ghostly blue of the Niori beehives shone +above the dark human buildings. + +The priest lived in a small second-floor apartment near the corner of +Brasil and Athenai, alone since his wife had died ten years before. +Cudyk had only to go straight across Ceskoslovensko, but he walked +down toward Brasil with his friend. + +Near the corner, Cudyk saw a dark form sprawled in a doorway. "One of +your congregation, Astereos?" he asked. + +"It is probable," said the priest resignedly. "Steve Chrisudis has been +drinking heavily again this past week; also the two Moulios brothers." + +He stepped over and turned the man's face up to the light. + +The face was bloody and broken, the eyes sightless. It was Harkway. He +had been dead long enough to grow cold. + + * * * * * + +One question of Harkway's kept coming back to Cudyk. "Would you live in +a universe drenched with blood?" + +Rack would, of course; for others there was a tragic dilemma. For them, +the race had come to the end of a road that had its beginning in +prehistory. Every step of progress on that way had been accomplished +by bloodshed, and yet the goal had always been a world at peace. It +had been possible to live with the paradox when the road still seemed +endless: before the first Earth starships discovered that humanity was +not alone in the universe. + +Human beings were like a fragile crystalline structure, enduring until +the first touch of air; or like a cyst that withers when it is cut +open. The winds of the universe blew around them now, and there was no +way to escape from their own nature. + +The way forward was the way back; the way back was the way forward. + +There was no peace except the peace of surrender and death. There was +no victory except the victory of chaos. + +As the priest had remarked, there were many theories about the +Collapse. It was said that the economy of Earth had been wrecked by +interstellar imports; it was said that the rusts and blights that had +devastated Earth's fields were of alien origin; it was said that the +disbanding of the Space Navy, after the Altair Incident, had broken +Earth's spirit. It was said that the emigrations, both before and after +the Famines, had bled away too much of the trained manpower that was +Earth's life-blood. + +The clear fact was that the human race was finished: dying like +Neanderthal faced by Cro-Magnon; dying like the hairy Ainu among the +Japanese. It was true that hundreds of millions of people lived on +Earth much as they had done before, tilling their fields, digging +stones from the ground, laboring over the handicrafts which sustained +the men of the Quarter in their exile. + +Humanity had passed through such dark ages before. + +But now there was no way to go except downward. + +If the exiles in their ghettoes, on a hundred planets of the galaxy, +were the lopped-off head of the race, then the ferment of theories, +plans, and policies that swirled through them stood for the last fitful +fantasies in the brain of a guillotined man. + +And on Earth, the prelates, the robber barons, the petty princes were +ganglia: performing their mechanical functions in a counterfeit of +intelligence, slowing, degenerating imperceptibly until the last spark +should go out. + +Cudyk fingered the manuscript which lay on the desk before him. It was +the last thing he had written, and it would never be finished. He had +hunted it up, this morning, out of nostalgia, or perhaps through some +obscure working of that impulse that made him look out at the stars +each night. + +There were twenty pages, the first chapter of a book that was to have +been his major work. It ended with the words: + +"The only avenue of escape for humanity is...." + +He had stopped there, because he had realized suddenly that he had been +deliberately deceiving himself; that there was no avenue. The scheme he +had meant to propose and develop in the rest of the book had one thing +in common with those he had demolished in the first pages. It would not +work. + +Cudyk thought of those phantom chapters now, and was grateful that he +had not written them. He had meant to propose that the exiles should +band together on some unpeopled planet, and rear a new generation which +would be given all the knowledge of the old, save for two categories: +military science and astronomy. They would never be told, never guess +that the bright lights of their sky were suns, that the suns had +planets and the planets people. They would grow up free of that numbing +pressure; they would have a fresh start. + +It had been the grossest self-deception. You cannot put the human mind +in chains. Every culture had tried it, and every culture had failed.... + +He pulled open a drawer of his desk and put the manuscript into it. A +folded note dropped to the floor as he did so. Cudyk picked it up and +read again: + +_You are requested to attend a meeting which will be held at 8 +Washington Avenue at 10 hours today. Matters of public policy will be +discussed._ + +It was not signed; no signature was needed, nor any threatened +alternative to complying with the "request". Cudyk glanced at his +wristwatch, made on Oladi by spidery, many-limbed creatures to whom +an ordinary watch movement was a gross mechanism. The dial showed the +Galactic Standard numerals which corresponded to ten o'clock. + +Cudyk stood up wearily and walked out past the carved screen. He said +to Nick, "I'll be back in an hour or so." + +Eight Washington Avenue was The Little Bear, half a block from the +corner where he had first met Harkway, a block and a half from the +spot where Harkway's corpse had been left in a doorway. Two more +associations, Cudyk thought. After twenty-five years, there were so +many that he could not move a foot in the Quarter, glance at a window +or a wall, without encountering one of them. And this was another thing +to remember about a ghetto: you were crowded not only in space but in +time. The living were the most transient inhabitants of the Quarter. + + * * * * * + +Cudyk stepped through the open door of The Little Bear, saw the tables +empty and the floor bare. The bartender, Piljurovich, jerked his thumb +toward the stairs. "You're late," he said in Russian. "Better hurry." + +Cudyk climbed the stairs to the huge second-floor dining hall, where +the Russians and Poles held their periodic revels. The room was packed +tight with a silent mass of men. At the far end, Rack sat on a chair +placed on a table. He stopped in mid-sentence, stared coldly at Cudyk, +and then went on. + +"--or against me. From now on, there won't be any more neutrals. I want +you to understand this clearly. For one thing, your lives may depend on +it." + +He paused, glancing around the room. "By now you all know that James +Harkway was executed last night. His crime was treason against the +human race. There are some of you here who have been, or will be, +guilty of the same crime. To them I have nothing more to say. To the +others, those who have considered themselves neutral, I say this: +First, New Earth needs all of you and has earned your allegiance. +Second, those of you who remain on an enemy planet in spite of this +warning will not live to regret it if that planet is selected for +attack. + +"You have two months to make up your minds and to close your affairs. +At the end of that time, a New Earth transport will call here to take +off those who decide to go. It will be the last New Earth ship, and I +warn you that you had better not count on Galactic transportation after +that date." + +He stood up. "That's all." + +The audience was over. Rack waited, standing on the table, thumbs +hooked into his belt, jacket over his shoulders, like a statue +of himself, while the crowd moved slowly out of the room. It was +ludicrous, but you could not laugh. + +Two months. For almost twenty years Rack had been a minor disturbance +in the Quarter, no more important or dangerous or mad than a dozen +others; appearing suddenly, at night, staying for a few days, +disappearing again for a month, or two, or six. He brought stolen goods +to Ferguson--furs from Drux Uta, perhaps, or jewels from Thon--and +Ferguson paid him in Galactic currency, reselling the merchandise +later, some on Palumbar, some on a dozen other worlds, for twenty times +the price he paid. Rack had a following among the younger men of the +Quarter; two or three a year joined him. Occasionally there were rumors +in the Quarter of Rack's close calls with the Galactic Guard. It had +never been a secret that he was building military installations on +some far-off planet. But now, for the first time, Cudyk realized that +Rack was actually going to make war on the universe. + +Whatever the result, the least it meant was the end of the Quarter. + +The stairs were choked. Cudyk worked his way down, to find the barroom +filled with little knots of men, talking in low voices. Only a few were +drinking. + +Someone called his name, and then a hand grasped his sleeve. It was +Speros Moulios, the grey little tobacco dealer, whose two sons drank +too much. "Mr. Cudyk, please, what do you think? Should we go, like he +says?" + +The others of the group followed him; in a moment Cudyk was surrounded. +He felt helpless. "I can't advise you, Mr. Moulios," he said. "To be +truthful, I don't know what I am going to do myself." + +Nobilio Villaneuva, the druggist, said, "I have worked fifteen years, +saved all my money. What am I going to do with it if I go to this New +Earth? And what about my daughter?" + +Someone came elbowing his way through the crowd. He signaled to Cudyk. +"Laszlo!" It was bald, cheerful Mike Moskowitz, one of the Quarter's +two doctors. He said, "Some of the fellows want to form a delegation, +to go back and ask Rack some questions. They asked me to serve, but +I've got to get back to the hospital. Same thing with Seu, he's got six +things on his hands already. Father Exarkos isn't here. Will you take +over? Good. I'll see you later." + +Cudyk sighed. The men around him were watching him expectantly. He +stepped over to the bar, picked up an empty glass and rapped with it +on the counter until the room quieted. + +"It's been suggested," he said, "that a delegation be formed to ask +Captain Rack for more information. Do you all want that?" + +There was an affirmative murmur. + +"All right," said Cudyk. "Nominations?" + +They ended up with a committee of five: Cudyk as spokesman, Moulios, +Chong Yin, the painter Prokop Vekshin, and the town clerk, Martin +Paz. Cudyk had slips of paper passed out, and collected a hundred-odd +questions, most of them duplicates and some of them incoherent. Paz +made a neat list of those that remained, and the delegation moved +toward the stairs. + + * * * * * + +At the foot of the stairway Cudyk saw Burgess standing, blinking +uncertainly around him. He dropped back and put his hand on the man's +arm. "Hello, Louis. I'm glad to see you. How is Kathy?" + +Burgess straightened a trifle. "Oh--Laszlo. She's all right, thank you. +Feeling a little low, just now, of course...." His voice trailed off. + +"Of course," said Cudyk sympathetically. "I wish there were something I +could do." + +"No--no, there's nothing. Time will cure her, I suppose. Where are you +going now?" + +Cudyk explained. "Were you at the meeting, earlier?" he asked. + +"No. I was not invited. I only heard--ten minutes ago. Perhaps it would +be all right if I came upstairs with you? In that way--But if I would +be a nuisance--" His features worked. + +Cudyk felt obscurely uneasy. He recalled suddenly that it was a long +time since he had seen Burgess looking perfectly normal. He said +reluctantly, "I think it will be all right. Why not? Come along." + +Rack was sitting at the end of the long table on the far side of the +room, talking to Ferguson. Ferguson's hatchet-man, Vic Smalley, was +leaning watchfully against the far wall. Monk and Spider sat at Rack's +left. De Grasse, pale and red-eyed, sat halfway down the table, away +from the others. He stared at the table in front of him, paying no +attention to the rest. + +Cudyk had heard that De Grasse was still with Rack, and had wondered +what he had done to expiate his sin. The obvious answer was one that he +had not wanted to believe: that De Grasse had been given the task of +murdering Harkway. + +He had done it, probably, with a tormented soul and under Rack's eye, +but he had done it. So much, Cudyk thought wearily, for the selfless +nobility of man. + +Rack looked up expressionlessly as the five men approached. "Yes?" + +Cudyk said, "We have been chosen to ask you some questions about your +previous statement." + +"Ask away," said Rack, leaning back in his chair. Before him was a +glass of the dark, smoky liquor Ferguson imported for his special use. +He was smoking a tremendously long, black Russian cigarette. + +Cudyk took the list from Paz and read the first question. "What is the +status of New Earth as to housing, utilities and so on?" + +"Housing and utilities are adequate for the present population," said +Rack indifferently. "More units will be built as needed." + +Paz scribbled in his notebook. Cudyk read, "Will every new colonist be +expected to serve as a member of New Earth's fighting forces?" + +Rack said, "Every man will work where he's needed. Common sense ought +to tell you that middle-aged men with pot bellies and no military +training won't be asked to man battleships." + +"What is the size of New Earth's navy?" + +"Next question." + +"Will new colonists be allowed to retain their personal fortunes?" + +Rack stared at him coldly. "The man who asked that," he said, "had +better stay in the Quarter. If by his personal fortune he means +Galactic currency, he can use it to stuff rat-holes. Any personal +property of value to the community, and in excess of the owner's +minimum needs, will be commandeered and dispensed for the good of the +community." + +"Will new colonists be under military dis--" + +"Look out!" said De Grasse suddenly. He lurched to his feet, upsetting +his chair. + +Someone stumbled against Paz, who fell heavily across Cudyk's legs, +bringing him down. Someone else shouted. From the floor, Cudyk saw +Burgess standing quietly with a tiny nickeled revolver in his hand. + +"Please don't move, Mr. Ferguson," said Burgess. "I don't trust you. +All of you, stand still, please." + +Cudyk carefully got his legs under him and slowly stood up. The men on +the other side of the table were still sitting or standing where they +had been a moment before. De Grasse stood in an attitude of frozen +protest, one big hand flat against his trousers pocket. He looked +comically like a man who has left the house without his keys. + +They must have taken his gun away, Cudyk thought, after that affair +yesterday. + +Monk and the aged Spider were sitting tensely, trying to watch Rack and +Burgess at the same time. Rack, as always, was inhumanly calm. Ferguson +looked frightened. The gunman, Vic Smalley, had straightened away from +the wall; he looked alert and unworried. + +"Captain Rack," said Burgess, "you killed that man Harkway." + +Rack said nothing. + +"I did it," De Grasse said hoarsely. "If you have to shoot somebody, +shoot me." + +Burgess turned slightly. Rack, without seeming to hurry, picked up +the glass in front of him and half rose to fling the black liquor at +Burgess' face. + +The gun went off. Burgess stumbled back a step and then toppled over, +with a knife-handle sprouting magically between neck and shoulder. +De Grasse came hurtling across the table top, dived onto Burgess' +prostrate body and came up with the gun. Not more than two seconds had +gone by since Rack lifted the glass. + +The delegates were moving away, leaving a clear space around De Grasse +and Burgess. Cudyk heard some of them clattering down the stairs. + +Rack was leaning over the table, supporting himself with one hand, +while the other rested at his waist. His attitude, together with his +frozen expression, suggested that he was merely bending over to +examine Burgess' body. But in the next moment he turned slightly, +lifted the hand that was pressed to his side, and looked at the dark +stain that was spreading over his shirt. + +De Grasse stood up. Cudyk went to Burgess and knelt beside him. +The man was conscious and moving feebly. "Lie still," said Cudyk. +Someone pushed his shoulder roughly, and he looked up to see De +Grasse transferring the revolver from his left hand to his right. The +youngster's lips were compressed. "Get out of the way," he said harshly. + +"No," said Rack. "Leave him alone." He sat down carefully. After a +moment De Grasse went around the table and joined him. + +Cudyk lifted Burgess' jacket carefully. There was not much bleeding, +and he did not think the wound was dangerous. Burgess said weakly, "Did +I kill him, Laszlo?" + +"No," said Cudyk. "No one was killed." + +Burgess turned his head away. + +There were footsteps on the stairs, and Moskowitz came into the room, +followed by Lee Far and two men with a stretcher. Moskowitz glanced +at Burgess and at Rack, then knelt beside Burgess without a word. He +pulled out the knife expertly, pressing a wad of bandage around the +wound. + +"I'll take that," said Spider, bending over with his grey hand +outstretched. + +Moskowitz dropped the knife on the floor and went on bandaging Burgess. +Spider picked it up, glared at the doctor and went back around the +table. + +Cudyk waited until Moskowitz had finished with Burgess and started +probing for the bullet in Rack's side. Following the stretcher bearers +down the stairs, he went out into the clear morning sunlight. + + * * * * * + +There was never any end to it. The Quarter was like a tight +gravitational system, with many small bodies swinging around each other +in eccentric orbits, and the whole shrinking in upon itself as time +went on, so that it grew more and more certain that one collision would +engender half a dozen more. + +And in the mind, too, each event went on forever. Cudyk remembered +Burgess, in the stretcher as he was being carried home, weeping +silently because he had failed to kill the man who had murdered his +daughter's lover. And he remembered Rack, sitting silent and weary as +he waited for Moskowitz to attend to him: sitting without anger for the +man who had shot him, sitting with patience, filled with his own inner +strength. + +And De Grasse, tortured soul, who had once more shown himself willing +to sacrifice himself to any loyalty he felt. + +Even Monk, even Spider, lived not for himself but for Rack. + +There were all the traditional virtues, dripping their traditional +gore: nobility, self-sacrifice, patience, even generosity. By any test +except the test of results, Rack was a great man and Burgess another. + +And the test of results was a two-edged razor: for by that test, Cudyk +himself was a total failure, a nonentity. + +He thought, _We are the hollow men, we are the stuffed men...._ + +When every action led to disaster, those who did nothing were damned +equally with those who acted. + + * * * * * + +Someone touched Cudyk's arm as he left Chong Yin's. He turned and saw +that it was Ferguson. + +"I've got something to say to you, Cudyk. I saw you were busy talking +to Father Exarkos in there, so I didn't bother you. Besides, it's +private. Come on down to my place." + +The man was doing him an honor, Cudyk realized, in approaching him +personally instead of sending an underling. And now, as Ferguson stood +waiting for him to reply, Cudyk saw that there was something curiously +like appeal in his eyes. + +"All right, if you wish," he said. "But I will have to go back to the +shop within an hour--Nick has not had his lunch." + +"I won't keep you that long," Ferguson said. + +They turned at the corner and walked down Washington, past Town Hall +to The Little Bear. Beyond this point, everything was Ferguson's: the +dance hall, the casino, the bawdy house, the two cafes and three bars, +and the two huge warehouses at the end of the avenue. But it was the +casino that Ferguson meant when he said "my place". + +A white-aproned boy got up hurriedly and opened the heavy doors when +they approached. Ferguson strode past without looking at him, and Cudyk +followed across the long, empty room. Dust covers shrouded the roulette +table, the chuck-a-luck layout, faro, chemin-de-fer, dice and poker +tables. The bar was deserted, bottles and glasses neatly stacked. + +Ferguson led the way up a short flight of stairs to the overhanging +balcony at the end of the room. He opened the door with a key--a rarity +in the Quarter, since cylinder locks were available only by scavenging +on Earth, and had to be imported, whereas a mechanism used by the +Niori as a mathematical toy could be readily adapted into an efficient +combination lock. + +The low-ceilinged room was furnished with a blond-wood desk and swivel +chair, a long, pale green couch and two chairs upholstered in the same +fabric: all Earth imports, scavenged from stocks manufactured before +the Collapse. The carpet was a deeper green. There were three framed +pictures on the walls: a blue-period Picasso, a muted oyster-white and +grey Utrillo and a small Roualt clown. + +Ferguson was watching him. "Just like my place in Chicago," he said. +"You never saw it before, did you?" + +"No," Cudyk said. "I have never been in the Casino until now." + +"Sit down," said Ferguson, pointing to one of the upholstered chairs. +He pulled out the swivel chair and leaned back in it. He nodded toward +the glass which formed the entire front wall of the room. "Sittin' up +here, I can see everything that goes on downstairs. I got a phone--" +he laid his hand on it--"that communicates with the cashier's booth in +every room. I can handle the whole place from here, and I don't have to +be bothered by the goofs if I don't want to. Also, that glass is bullet +proof. It's Niori stuff, ten times better than anything we had back +home. They tell me you couldn't get through it with a bazooka." + +Cudyk said nothing. + +"What I wanted to talk to you about--" said Ferguson, leaning forward +with his elbows on his knees. "You understand, Cudyk, this is +confidential. Strictly between us." + +"I don't want any confidence that will be difficult to keep," said +Cudyk. + +"What do you mean?" + +"If it is something that touches the safety of the Quarter--" + +Ferguson waved his hand impatiently. "No, it's nothing like that. I +just don't want it to get around too early. All right, use your own +judgment. Here it is. + +"Rack's coming back in about three weeks with his transport, to pick up +anybody that wants to go to New Earth. I'm not going, and neither are +any of my boys. On the other hand, I'm not going to stay here either. +It isn't healthy any more. + +"I don't know what Rack's got, but I've got a pretty good idea he's +got enough to raise a lot of hell. Now you can figure the angles for +yourself: maybe he won't bomb this planet because he thinks he can +still make some use of the Quarter--but that's a big maybe. Even if he +doesn't, it's a dead cinch there's going to be trouble. The Niori know +he comes here, even if they can't prove it, and when the war starts +they're going to be sore." + +"Tell me something," said Cudyk after a moment. "If you knew all this +long ago--and you must have, since you have been so closely associated +with Rack--why did you help Rack, and so force yourself to leave +Palumbar?" + +Ferguson grinned and shrugged. "I'm not complaining," he said. "Rack +never fooled me. I got mine, and he got his--it was a business +arrangement. When you figure everything in, I can clear out now and +I'm still ahead. See, you got to figure that nothing lasts forever. +If I hadn't played along with Rack, he would have taken his business +somewhere else. Maybe I could have stayed here a little longer, but +then again, maybe I would have stayed too long. This way, I got my +information in advance, and I got my profit from dealing with Rack. + +"As a matter of fact, he thinks I and all my outfit are going to be on +that transport when it goes back to his base. He knows I wouldn't take +a chance on staying here when the shooting starts. What he doesn't know +is that I got someplace else to go, and a way to get there." + +He sat back in his chair again. "I got a Niori-built freighter hidden +back in the hills. Had it for eight years now. It'll carry five hundred +people, and fuel and provisions for a year, on top of the cargo. And I +got a planet picked out where nobody will bother me--not Rack, and not +the Galactics." + + * * * * * + +He took a cigar box from the desk and offered it to Cudyk. Cudyk shook +his head, showing his pipe. + +Ferguson took a cigar, twirled it in his lips slowly, and lit it. +"You know," he said, bending forward, "there's plenty of planets in +the galaxy that aren't inhabited. Some have never even been explored. +They're off the shipping routes, no intelligent race on them, nothing +special in the way of organic products, so nobody wants them. Rack's +got one--I've got another." + +He gestured with the cigar. "But I'm not using mine to build up any war +base. What for?" His long face contorted with violent disgust. "That +Rack is crazy. You know it and I know it. If it wasn't for him, I could +have stayed here, who knows how long? Or I could have moved to one of +the other colonies if I saw a good chance. I like it here. This is +civilization--all that's left of it. + +"But--" he leaned back again--"you got to take what you can get. If +the odds are too heavy, cash in and walk out. That's what I'm doing: +I'm retiring. On this planet I told you about, there's a big island. +A tropical island. Fruit--all you can eat. Little animals something +like wild pigs. Fish in the ocean. Gravity just a little under Earth +normal, atmosphere perfect. And I'm taking along everything else +we'll need. Generators, all kinds of electrical equipment, stoves, +everything. It'll last your lifetime and mine." + +He looked at Cudyk. "What more would you want?" + +Cudyk said slowly, "You're asking me to go with you?" + +Ferguson nodded. "Sure. I'll treat you right, Cudyk. My boys will go +on working for me, you understand, and so will most of the others I'm +going to take. I'll be the boss. But you, and three or four others, you +won't have to do any work. Just lie in that sand, or go fishing, or +whatever you feel like. How does it sound?" + +"I don't think I quite understand," said Cudyk. "Why do you choose me?" + +Ferguson put down his cigar. He looked uncomfortable. He said +irritably, "Because I've got to have somebody to talk to." He stared at +Cudyk. "Look at me. Here I am, I'm fifty years old, and I been fighting +the world ever since I was a kid. You think I can just cut loose from +everything now, and lie under a tree? I'd go nuts in a month. I'm not +kidding myself, I know what I am. It takes practice to learn how to +relax and enjoy yourself. I never learned, never had the time. + +"When I get on that island, and I get all the houses built and the +wires strung up, and everything's organized and I've got nothing else +to do, I can see myself lying there thinking about this place, and all +the other places I ever owned, and thinking to myself, 'What for?' And +there's no answer, I know that. But just the same, I'm going to be +wanting to start in again, making a deal, opening a joint, figuring the +angles, handling people. + +"So there I'll be, with all these mugs around me. What do they know to +talk about? The same things I do. Things that happened to them in the +rackets, here or back on Earth. You got to talk to somebody, or you go +crazy. But if I've got nobody but them to talk to, how'm I ever going +to get my mind off that kind of stuff?" + +He gestured toward the Roualt, on the wall to Cudyk's left. "Look at +that," he said. "I bought that thing in 1991. I've been looking at it +for, let's see, twenty-three years. For the first five or so I couldn't +figure out whether the guy was kidding or not. Then, gradually, I got +to like it. But I still don't know _why_ the hell I like it. It's the +same thing with everything. I have a Corot that I'm nuts about--I look +at it every night before I go to sleep. It's just a landscape, like +you used to see on calendars in the old days, except the calendars +were junk and this is art. I know that, I can feel it. But what's the +difference between the two? Don't ask me. + +"See what I mean? That's the kind of stuff I got to learn about. Art. +Literature. Music. Philosophy. I always wanted to, before, but I never +had the patience for it. Now I've _got_ to do it. My kind of life is +finished, I've got to learn a new kind." + +He frowned at his cigar. "It isn't going to be easy. Maybe there'll be +times when you'll wish you had anybody else in the world around but me. +But I won't take it out on you, Cudyk." + +He meant it, Cudyk knew. For a moment he wondered, Why don't I +accept? He could see Ferguson's island paradise clearly enough: the +tropical trees, the log huts--with electric light, induction stoves +for cooking, and hot and cold water--the sand, the sunshine, the long, +lazy afternoons spent in talking quietly on the beach. There would be +no strain and no tension, if everything went as Ferguson planned--only +a long, slow twilight, with nothing left to fear or to hope for: +forgetfulness, lethargy; lotos and Lethe; a pleasant exile, a scented +prison. + +"You won't have to worry about the others, the guys that work for me," +Ferguson said. "After they get through building the settlement, they +can do what they want as long as they don't make any trouble. There'll +be enough women to go around--they can settle down and raise kids. +There won't be any liquor, and I'm going to keep the weapons locked up. +About the ship--I'll wreck that as soon as we land. Once we're there, +we're there." + +If it were not for Ferguson himself, Cudyk thought, I believe I might +do it. But Ferguson, inside a year, is going to be a pitiable and +terrible object. This is his own punishment, his lesser evil--he +chooses it himself. But he is not going to like it. + +"I think I understand," he said. "Believe me, Mr. Ferguson, I'm deeply +grateful for this offer, and I am tempted to accept. But--I think I +will stay and take my chances with the Quarter." + +Ferguson stared at him, then shrugged. "Don't make up your mind in +too much of a hurry," he said. "Think it over--I'm not leaving for a +couple of weeks. And listen, Cudyk, do me a favor. Don't spread this +around." + +"Very well," said Cudyk. + +Ferguson did not get up to see him to the door. + + * * * * * + +There was a curious feeling of suspension in the Quarter. Trade was +slow; only a few Niori and still fewer members of other Galactic races +strolled down the narrow streets, and for more than a week Cudyk sold +nothing. + +Human faces were missing, too. Almost two hundred of the ghetto's +inhabitants had left quietly, during the night, when word had gone +around that the "New Earth" transport was waiting. Villaneuva had gone, +with his family; so had Martin Paz; and Ferguson had gone earlier with +all his crew. Today, two weeks later, Cudyk had spent the morning +wandering the City. It was a thing he had done often in his first years +on the planet, before the restless drive of his youth had seeped away, +leaving nothing but momentum, and memory, and a few vestiges that +reminded him of the man he had been. + +He had spent whole days in the City, then, looking into this building +and that, talking to the natives, asking questions, observing. He had +seen the City as part of a colossal jigsaw puzzle from which, if you +were patient and perceptive, you might extract the nexus, the inner +pattern that made the essential difference between Niori and men. + +For the Niori, like nearly all the intelligent races of the galaxy, had +one survival factor that men had always lacked. There was no word for +it in any human language; you could only talk around it in negatives. +The Niori did not kill; they did not lie; they did not steal, intrigue, +exploit each other, hate, make war. + +For men, "the fittest" had always been the man, or nation, or race, +that survived by exterminating its rivals. Somehow, the Niori had found +another way. There was no word for it. But perhaps you could find it, +if you looked long enough. + +He had studied their architecture, and pondered long on the arrangement +of the City's great hive-buildings: a peculiar, staggered arrangement +which was neither concentric nor radial; which created no endless +vistas, only islands of buildings or lakes of parkland. He had tried to +see into that arrangement and through it to the soul of the race, as +other scholars had peered into the city-plans of Athens and New York, +reading inwardness into one and outwardness into the other. + +The method was sterile. The Niori had no "world-view" in the +Spenglerian sense. Their cities expressed only function and a sense of +beauty and order. + +In those early days, he had said to himself: These people have no +cinemas, theaters, churches, art galleries, concert halls, football +fields. Let me see what they have instead, and perhaps I will begin to +understand them. + +He had seen the Niori, sitting in a circle of six or eight, solemnly +capping one word with another, around and around. To him, the sequences +of words were sense-free and followed no discernable pattern. To the +Niori, evidently, they fulfilled some function analagous to those of +poetry and group singing. + +He had watched them debating in the governing council. There was +no rhetoric and no heat, even when the issue was important and the +opinions widely divergent. He had seen their shops, in which each +article was labeled with its cost to the merchant, and the buyer gave +as much more as he could afford. It was incredible; but it worked. + +He had followed their culture through a thousand other avenues until +he wearied of it, having learned nothing more than he knew at the +beginning. Afterwards, for twenty years he had not left the Quarter +except to transact business, or to oversee the unloading of merchandise +at the spaceport. + +Today he had gone once more, feeling an obscure compulsion: perhaps +because he knew the day was coming when he would see the City for the +last time; perhaps hoping, in that small spark of himself that still +allowed itself to hope for anything, that one more visit would show him +the miraculous key to all that he had misunderstood. + +He had learned nothing new, but the morning had not been altogether +wasted. It was a clear autumn day, good for walking in so green a city. +And paradoxically enough, being the only Earthman on the streets had +made him feel less alien than before. He attracted no attention, in a +spaceport city: he walked side by side with squat Dritik and spidery +Oladsa, beings of a hundred different races from as many stars. When he +returned to the Quarter, he felt oddly refreshed and calmed. + +We have very little left, he thought, except one or two minor virtues +that have no bloodstains on them. Kindliness, humor, a sense of +brotherhood ... perhaps if we had stuck to those, and never learned +the martial virtues, never aspired to be noble or glorious, we would +have come out all right. Was there ever a turning point? When Carthage +was sown with salt, or when Paul founded the Church--or when the first +caveman sharpened the end of a stick and used it for murder? If so, it +was a long way back, dead and buried, dust and ashes. + +We took all that was best in thousands of years of yearning and +striving for the right, he thought, and we made it into the Inquisition +and the Star Chamber and the NKVD. We fattened our own children for +each generation's slaughter. And yet we are not all evil. Astereos +is right: if the other races had been like ourselves, it would have +been bearable; or if we ourselves had been creatures of pure darkness, +conscienceless, glorying in cruelty--then we could have made war on the +Galaxy joyfully, and if we failed at least there would have been an +element of grandeur in our failure. + +Olaf Stapledon had said this once, he remembered--that there was an +artistry in pure, uncontaminated evil, that it was in its own way as +real an expression of worship as pure good. + +The tragedy of human beings, then, was that they were not wholly +tragic. Jumbled, piebald parcels of contradictions, angels with asses' +ears.... What was that quotation from Bierce? _The best thing is not to +be born...._ + +Someone brushed by him, and Cudyk looked up. He was at the intersection +of Ceskoslovensko and Washington; he had come three blocks past his +apartment without noticing where he was going. + +Chong Yin's was only a few doors to his left; perhaps he had been +heading there automatically. But the doors were closed, he saw; seven +or eight Chinese were standing in the street outside, and as Cudyk +watched, Seu Min came down the stairs from the living quarters over the +tea room. The other Chinese clustered around him for a moment, and then +Seu appeared again. The others slowly began to disperse. + +Cudyk went to meet him. The mayor's face looked strained; there were +new, deep folds of skin around his eyes. "What is it, Min?" said Cudyk. + +Seu fell in beside him and they walked back up the street. "Chong +killed himself about an hour ago," said the Chinese. + +How many does that make? Cudyk thought, frozen. Six, I think, in the +last two months. + +He had not known Chong well--the old man had been a north-country +Chinese, not Westernized in the least, who spoke only his own language. +Now that he thought of it, Cudyk realized that he did not know who +Chong's close friends had been, if he had had any. He had always been +the same spare, stooped figure in skull-cap and robe, courteous, +unobtrusive, self-contained. He had a family; a wife, rarely seen, and +six children. + +Somehow Cudyk felt that he would have been less surprised to hear that +Moulios had committed suicide, or Moskowitz, or even Seu himself. My +mistake, he told himself. I allowed myself to think of Chong as an +institution, not as a man. + +"Have you some whisky?" asked Seu abruptly. + +"Yes," said Cudyk, "of course." + +"Let us go and drink it," Seu said. "I'm very tired." + +It occurred to Cudyk that he had never heard Seu say that before. They +turned the corner at Athenai and climbed the stairs to his apartment. +Seu sighed, and dropped heavily into a chair while Cudyk went to get +the bottle and glasses. + +"Straight, or with water?" he asked. + +"Straight, please." Seu tilted his glass, swallowed and shuddered. +Cudyk watched him in silence. + +Seu, alone in the Quarter, owned a Niori communicator--an elaborate +mechanism which reproduced sound, vision in three dimensions, odors, +modulated temperature changes and several other things perceptible only +to Niori. There was no restriction on their sale, and they were cheap +enough, but the Niori broadcasts were as dull or as incomprehensible +to men as a Terrestial breakfast program would have been to Niori. Seu +used his as a source of Galactic news. Today, Cudyk guessed, the news +had been very bad. + +"It's Rack, isn't it?" he said finally. + +Seu glanced at him and nodded. "Yes, it's Rack. I haven't told anyone +else about it yet. The Quarter's in a half-hysterical state as it is. +But if you don't mind my talking it out to you--" + +"Go ahead," said Cudyk. + +"It's worse than anything we expected." Seu took another swallow of the +whisky, and made a face. He said, "They've got a hydrogen-lithium bomb." + +" ... I was afraid of that." + +Seu went on as if he had not heard. "But they're not using it on +planets. They're bombing suns, Laszlo." + + * * * * * + +For a moment, Cudyk did not understand, then he felt his abdominal +muscles contract like a fist. "They couldn't," he said hoarsely. "It +would explode before it got past the outer layers." + +"Under faster-than-light drive?" Seu asked. "I did some figuring. At +1000 _C_, it would take the bomb about two point six thousandths of a +second to travel from the surface to the center of an average G-class +star. I think that is a short enough interval, but maybe it isn't. +Maybe they have also found some way to increase the efficiency of the +standard galactic drive for short periods. Anyway, does it matter?" He +looked at Cudyk again. "I have seen the pictures. I _saw_ it happen." + +Cudyk's throat was dry. "Which stars?" he said. + +"Törkas. Rud-Uri. That's the Oladi sun. And Gerzión. Those three, so +far." + +Cudyk's fingers were nervously caressing the smooth metal of his +wristwatch. He looked down at it suddenly, remembering that the +Oladsa had made it. And now they were gone, all but their colonies +and travelers on other worlds, and those who had been in space at the +time. All those spidery, meticulous people, with their million-year-old +culture and their cities of carved opal, wiped out as a man would swat +a fly. + +Seu took another drink. His face flushed, and drops of sweat stood out +on his forehead and cheeks. + +He said, "They'll have to learn to kill, now. There isn't any +alternative. They intercepted one of the New Earth ships and sprayed it +with the stasis field. It didn't work; the ship got away. They'll have +to learn to kill. Do you know what that means?" + +"Yes." + +Seu drank again. His face was fiery red, now, and he was gasping for +breath. "I can't get drunk," he said bitterly. "Toxic reaction. I +thought I'd try once more, but it's no good. Laszlo, look out, I'm +going to be sick." + +Cudyk led him to the lavatory. When he came out, the Chinese was weak +and waxen-pale. Cudyk tried to persuade him to rest on the bed, but he +refused. "I've got to get back to my office," he said. "Been gone too +long already. Help me down the stairs, will you, Laszlo?" + +Cudyk walked him as far as Brasil and Washington, where two of Seu's +young men took over with voluble expressions of gratitude. Cudyk +watched the group until it disappeared into the town hall. + +He could feel nothing but an arid depression. Even the horror at Rack's +mass-murders, even his pity for Seu was blunted, sealed off at the back +of his mind. The lives of saints, Cudyk remembered, spoke of "boundless +compassion", "infinite pity"; but an ordinary man had a limited supply. +When it was used up, you were empty and impotent, a canceled sign in +the human equation. + +Half instinctively, half by choice, Cudyk had chosen his friends among +the strongest and most patient, the wise and cynical: the survivors. +But he had leaned too much on their strength, he realized now. He had +seen Seu crumble; and he felt as if a crutch had broken under his +weight. + +That evening he opened his shutters and looked out at the sky. The +familiar constellations were there, unchanged. The light of the nearest +star took more than three years to reach Palumbar. But in his mind's +eye one glittering pinpoint exploded suddenly into a dreadful blossom +of radiance; then another; then a third. And he saw the blackened +corpses of planets swinging around each, murdered by that single flash +of incredible heat. + +During the night he dreamed of a black wasteland, and of Rack standing +motionless in the center of it, brooding, with his cold grey face +turned to the stars. + + * * * * * + +It was Cudyk's birthday. He had never told anyone in the Quarter the +date, and had all but forgotten it himself. This morning, feeling an +idle desire to know what the season was on Earth, he had hunted up a +calendar he had last used twenty years ago; it translated the Niori +system into Gregorian years, months and days. The result, when he had +worked it out with some little trouble, was February 18th. He was +fifty-six. + +Now he was constrained to wonder whether the action had been as random +as it seemed. Was it possible that subconsciously he had no need of +the calendar--that he had kept track, all these years, and had known +when his birthday came? If so, why had he felt it necessary to remind +himself in this oblique way? + +A return to the womb? A hunger for the comforts of the family circle, +the birthday cake, candles, the solace of yearly repetition? + +Cudyk was fifty-six. When he had been fifty-five, he had thought of +himself as a man in his middle years, still strong, still able. Now he +was old. The same thing had happened to Seu: he had recovered from his +first shock when the news had come about Rack, and for more than three +weeks now he had moved about the Quarter, as quiet and as competent as +before; but there was a difference. His swift, furtive humor was gone +except for rare flashes; his voice and his step were heavy. + +It was the same with all of them, all the old settlers. Cudyk had met +Burgess on the street the day before, for the first time in several +weeks, and had been genuinely shocked. The man's hair was white, his +skin papery, his gait stumbling. + +Even Exarkos showed the change. More and more of his grey, woolly hair +was vanishing. The umber crescents under his eyes were a deeper shade, +almost black. + +The Quarter's graveyard was five acres of ground, surrounded by +trees, on the outskirts of the City; there the dead reclined in a +more ample space than the living enjoyed. The Niori had allotted the +ground, though the outline of the City was thereby disfigured, and had +contributed slabs of a synthetic stone which carved easily when it was +fresh, later hardening until it would resist any edged tool. The plot +was ill tended, but the standing stones, translucent pearl or rose, had +a certain beauty. To the Niori, the purpose of the graveyard was only +that; they were not equipped to understand mankind's morbid clinging to +its own carrion. + +Cudyk had gone to Chong's funeral, presided over by Lee Yuk, the +asthmatic little Buddhist priest; and the image of those ranked +headstones, neatly separated into the Orthodox, the Protestants, the +Buddhists, the Taoists and the unbelievers, had returned to him many +times since. It was another sign of the change that was taking place +in him: the images which formerly had dominated his mind had been +pictographs of abstractions--the great globe of infinity, the tiny +spark that was creative intellect. Now they were the pale headstone and +the dark curtain of death. + +He had felt nothing, standing over Chong's grave and watching the sod +fall. What is there to say about a man when he is dead? The priest's +words were false, as all such words are false; they had no relevance; +the man was dead. Nothing was left of him now but the dissolving +molecules of his flesh, and the fragmentary, ego-distorted memories he +had planted in the minds of others. He was a name written in water. + +It was not Chong who obsessed Cudyk, nor the many other half-remembered +men and women whose names were clumsily carved on those stones. It was +the cemetery as a symbol: the fascination of the yawning void. + +Cudyk had one other preoccupation: he thought often of Earth, a dark +globe turning, black continents dim against the grey ocean, pricked by +a few faint gleams that were cities. Or, if he thought of the cities, +he saw them too drowned in shadow: the shapes of tower and arch melting +into night-patterns; moonlight falling faintly, dissolving what it +touched, so that shadows became as solid stone, stone as insubstantial +mist. + +For Earth, also, was a symbol of death. + +There had been no more suicides since Chong had died, and no riots. It +seemed to Cudyk that the whole Quarter moved, like himself, through a +fluid heavier than air. All motion had slowed, and sounds came muted +and without resonance. People spoke to him, and he answered, but +without attention, as if they were not really there. + +Even the recent news about Rack's defeat had stirred him only +momentarily, and he had seen in Seu's face that the Chinese felt +himself somehow inadequate to the tale even as he told it. The +Galactic fleet, vastly expanded, had met Rack's activist forces with +a new weapon--one, indeed, which did not kill, but which was shameful +enough to a citizen of the Galaxy. The weapon projected a field which +scrambled the synapse patterns in the brain, leaving its victim +incapable of any of the processes of coherent thought: incapable of +adding two figures, of lighting a cigarette, or of aiming a torpedo. +Eleven New Earth ships had been captured, and it was thought that +these were all the activists' armed vessels; there had been no further +attacks since then. + +He did not believe that anything which could now possibly happen could +rouse him from his apathy. But he had forgotten one possibility. Seu +came to him in Chong Yin's, where Yin's eldest son Fu now moved in his +father's place, and said, "Rack wasn't taken. He's here." + + * * * * * + +Cudyk sat with his teacup raised halfway between the table and +his lips. After a long moment, he saw that his hand was trembling +violently. He set the cup down. He said, "Where?" + +"The Little Bear. Half the town has gone there already. Do you want to +go?" + +Cudyk stood up slowly. "Yes," he said, "I suppose so." But he felt the +tension that pulled his body together, the tautened muscles in back and +shoulders and arms. + +As they reached the corner of Ceskoslovensko and Washington, they +saw scattered groups of men moving ahead of them, all hurrying, some +frankly running. The crowd was thick around the doorway of The Little +Bear when they reached it, and they had difficulty forcing a passage. +Men moved aside for Seu willingly enough, but there was little space to +move. + +Inside, it was worse. The stairway was solidly packed; it was obviously +impossible to get through. + +"There is a back stair," Seu said. He worked his way toward the rear of +the room, Cudyk following, until he caught sight of the bartender. The +press was not so thick here, and he was able to reach the man and lead +him into a corner away from the others. "Can you get us up the back +way?" + +The Russian nodded, scowled, and put his finger to his lips. Following +him, they went through the swinging doors at the back of the room, +through the dark kitchen and up the narrow service stairs at the rear. +The bartender unlocked the door and helped them force it open against +the pressure of the packed bodies inside. + +The long room was heavy with the odors of sweat, tobacco smoke and +stale air. Faces shone greasily under the glare of the ceiling lights. +The only clear space was the table-top against the wall to Cudyk's +right, where Rack stood. + +Cudyk could see him clearly over the heads of those in front of him. +He stood with legs planted firmly, hands at his sides. As always, the +leather jacket was draped over his shoulders like a cloak. + +He was alone. Spider was not there, nor Monk, nor Tom De Grasse. + +Rack was talking in a low, clear voice. Cudyk listened to the end of a +sentence which conveyed nothing to him, and then heard: "After that, +we got it. They gave it to us." Rack's hands clenched once, and then +opened again. + +"They intercepted us three minutes after we came out of overdrive in +the orbit of New Earth. Twelve fighting ships, the whole fleet. We +were in a line, just closing in after we broke C on the way down--the +_Thermopolae_, the _Tours_, the _Waterloo_, the _Chateau Thierry_, +the _Dunkirk_, the _Leningrad_, the _Acre_, the _Valley Forge_, the +_Hiroshima_, the _San Francisco_, the _Seoul_, and the flagship last, +the _Armageddon_. + +"We didn't know they were there--they were out of our detector range. +They had us like sitting ducks. The first thing we knew about it was +when a teletype report from the leading ship, the _Thermopolae_, broke +off in the middle of a word. Five seconds later the same thing happened +to a report coming in from the next ship. Three seconds more, and the +_Waterloo_ was gone. + +"I gave the order to reverse acceleration and scatter. But the +field--whatever it was--came after us. It would have taken us at least +two minutes to build up the overdrive potential again, and we all knew +we wouldn't make it. They were getting us one ship every six or eight +seconds. + +"The men were looking to me for orders. I didn't have any to give them. +Suddenly De Grasse turned around and looked at Monk and Spider, and +they all nodded. They jumped me. I don't know what happened. I struck +my head against the deck when I went down, or one of them hit me with a +gun-butt." + +His fists clenched and opened once more. "When I came to, I was +strapped into a one-man lifeboat, on overdrive, doing ten C's. They +must have emptied the ship's accumulators into that lifeboat, charged +it up to C potential and got me off just before the field hit them. + +"I took my bearings, reversed, and went back. Eventually I found the +fleet again. The Galactics had matched course and velocity with them +and they were just beginning to tow them off, one ship to one with +plenty of theirs left over, in the general direction of Altair. + +"They hadn't got into overdrive yet. I slipped in--there were a hundred +of their little scouts nosing around, about the same mass as my +lifeboat--and berthed in the same port I'd come out of. I got out and +walked into the control room. + +"The crew was still there, still alive. But not men. They were lying +on the deck, looking at nothing. Their mouths were open, and they were +drooling." + +Rack's head moved stiffly, and his sharp profile turned from one side +of the crowd to the other. "Mindless idiots," he said. "They couldn't +feed themselves, or stand up, or sit. But they had saved me. + +"I built up the charge and took my time about it. When the Galactics +went into overdrive, I took off in another direction. I was a good +seventy light years away before they knew I was gone. + +"I had a ship, an undamaged ship. But I had no crew to man her. I can +astrogate, and when I have to, I can man the engines on top of that. +But I can't fight her as well. + +"I came here, put the _Armageddon_ into a one-day orbit and came down +in a lifeboat. I want to go back and find out what those slime-eaters +did to us, and give them a taste of the same. _I want twenty men._" + +There was a silence. + +Rack said, in the same even, low voice, "Will you fight for the human +race?" + +Someone called, "What did you do with your other crew?" + +Rack said, "I gave them military burial, in space." + +For the first time, the crowd as a whole broke its silence. A low +murmur rose. Rack said sharply, "I would have given my life for those +men, as they did for me, gladly. But they were already dead. If there's +a way to restore a man's mind after that has been done to it, only the +vermin know how. I would rather be buried in space, and so would they." + +A deep voice called, "Are you God, Rack?" + +"I'm not God," he said promptly. "Are you a man?" + + * * * * * + +There was another murmur, dying as a pulsing movement began near the +back of the room: someone was forcing his way toward Rack. In the +stillness, another voice said thinly, "My Demetrios ... my +Alexander ..." It was Moulios, wailing for his two lost sons. + +Red-faced, with a lock of black hair hanging over his forehead, the +painter Vekshin squeezed through to the edge of the table on which Rack +stood. He shouted, "I'm a man, all right. What do you call yourself, +you assassin? You come here with blood dripping from your jaws like a +weasel fresh from a poultry yard, and we're supposed to feel sorry for +you because they wouldn't let you go on killing! The great god Rack! +_Ptui!_" + +Rack did not move. He said quietly, "I killed your enemies, while you +sat at home and drank tea." + +"Enemies!" Vekshin roared. "You're the enemy, Rack." He put his big +hands on the table-top and heaved himself up. + +Rack let him come. He waited until the Russian was standing on the +table; then he stepped forward with a motion so smooth it seemed +casual. There was a flurry of blows, none of which landed except two: +one in Vekshin's midriff, the other on the point of his jaw. Five men +went down as Vekshin's body hurtled into them. + +Rack stepped back. "I have very little patience left," he said, "but if +there is anyone else here with a personal grudge, let him step up." + +Two men at the table's edge moved as if to climb up. Rack put his hand +to the gun at his belt. The two men stayed where they were. + +Rack stared out over the crowd. He looked suddenly very weary. It +occurred to Cudyk that he must have gone without sleep for a long time. + +Rack said: "This is the last call. I am not trying to deceive you. +I promise you nothing, not glory, not your lives, not even that you +will be able to spend your lives usefully. But if there is any man +here who will serve aboard the _Armageddon_, in the last fight for +mankind--raise your hand!" + +There was a long moment's silence. Rack turned abruptly, with his hand +still on his gun, and said to the men in front of Cudyk: "Stand back!" + +The silence held for an instant, while the men at the table's end moved +uncertainly away; then sound broke like an avalanche. As Rack jumped +down, the crowd surged toward him, no longer an audience but a mob. +Cudyk felt the pressure at his back, caught a glimpse of Rack's face, +then heard the deafening report of the gun as he went hurtling forward +into the melee. + +The gun did not fire again. Cudyk was squeezed tightly in the center of +the struggling mass. He saw Seu, a few feet away. The mayor's mouth was +open; he was shouting something, but the words were lost. + +Suddenly Rack came into view again, charging straight toward Cudyk, +hurling bodies to either side. The lower half of his face was a smear +of blood; his cap and jacket were gone, his shirt torn half away. + +Cudyk was half-aware of the constriction in his throat, the pounding of +blood at his temples. He wrenched one arm free and, as Rack came near, +struck him full in the face. + +He had one more glimpse of Rack's white features, the pale eyes staring +at him with a curiously detached expression: the eyes of a Caesar or a +Christ, reproachful and sad. Then the crowd surged once more, the door +to the back stairway slammed open, and Rack was gone. + +Cudyk found himself running through the doorway with half a dozen +others. He caught sight of Rack leaping down the stairs, just short of +the landing where the narrow stairway doubled back on itself. + +With a regretful sigh, feeling no surprise at what he was about to +do, Cudyk put both hands on the railing and swung himself over into +vacancy. Then there was an instant of wild, soaring flight, Rack's +foreshortened body drifting beneath him, and the shock. + + * * * * * + +Dazed and numb, Cudyk felt the universe moving under him like a +gigantic pendulum. He saw faces appear and vanish, felt someone push +him aside, heard voices faintly. + +After a long time his head cleared, and there was silence. He was lying +at the foot of the stairs, one arm flung over the first step. Rack was +not there; no one was there but himself. + +He moved cautiously and was rewarded by an astonishing number and +variety of pains. But apparently he had broken no bones. He felt +weak and hollow; he was afraid he might vomit. He hoisted his torso +up slowly, sat on the lowest step and then put his head between his +trembling knees. + +He heard a foot scuff on the concrete floor, and looked up. It was Seu. + +The Chinese looked at him anxiously. "You're all right?" + +"Yes. I think so. I have felt better in my life." + +"Do you want to get up? Did you jump or fall?" + +Cudyk leaned forward, trying the strength of his thighs to raise him, +and Seu put a hand under his arm to help. "I jumped," Cudyk said. "What +happened, afterward?" + +"The mob came down, me in the middle, and I couldn't stop to see if you +were all right. They took Rack with them. He was unconscious then; he +may have been dead." + +"And?" + +"They tore him apart," said Seu. + +They moved toward the exit from the kitchen, Seu holding Cudyk's arm +firmly. + +"I don't know if you felt this," the mayor said stiffly, "but the way +it seemed to me was that Rack suddenly represented all of it--not only +the bombings, but the Quarter, the Galaxy, Earth--everything we hated. +It was a feeling of release, a kind of ecstasy. Watch out for the sill." + +"Scapegoat," Cudyk said, indistinctly. + +"Yes.... Zydh Oran saw it, you know. He was there when the mob came +out. He saw it all. This finishes the Quarter, Laszlo. After this there +won't be any more reprieves." + +Cudyk glanced down at Seu's plump fingers. There was a thin film of +blood on the skin, and a dark line of it around each finger-nail. + + * * * * * + +Cudyk stood at the top of the gentle rise opposite the Washington +Avenue bridge, and looked down at the Quarter. It was just after +sunset, and the ranked street-lights cast a lonesome gleam. The streets +were empty. There was no one left in the Quarter except one man in the +powerhouse. When the time was up, he would pull the switches on the +master board and come out; then the Quarter would be dead. + +The Niori edict had come on the Wednesday morning after Rack's death. +They had been given four days to pack their belongings, arrange for +assignment of cargo space, and wind up their several affairs. Cudyk's +stock was small and his personal belongings few; he had been ready two +days ago. + +The evening breeze, freshening, pressed Cudyk's trousers against his +calves and stirred the hair at the back of his head. Looking into the +east, he saw a few pallid stars in the sky. + +Several hundred people had already been collected by the air-cars which +served the spaceport. Cudyk, Seu, Exarkos and a few others, by unspoken +assent, had taken places at the rear of the crowd, to be the last to go. + +He glanced at Seu. The little man was standing with his hands in his +pockets, shoulders slumped, staring dully at the Quarter. He looked up +after a moment, smiled unhappily, and shrugged. + +"It's absurd to feel homesick for it, isn't it?" he said. "It was a +ghetto; we had no roots there. It was cramped, and it stank, and we +fought among ourselves more viciously than we ever fought on Earth. But +twenty years ..." + +"We could pretend that we had roots, at least," Cudyk answered. "We +don't belong anywhere. Perhaps we'll be happier, in the long run, once +we face that and accept it." + +"I doubt it." + +"So do I." + +To Cudyk's right, Father Exarkos was sitting on his suitcase, hands +relaxed on his thighs. Cudyk said, "If I were a believer, Astereos, +I think it would do me a great deal of good to confess to you and be +absolved." + +The priest's dry, friendly voice said, "Why, have you sinned so +terribly, Laszlo?" + +"I killed a man," said Cudyk, "but that's not what I mean. I jumped +over a stairway railing and stopped Rack. If it hadn't been for me, he +might have got away. There would have been nothing wrong with that. He +couldn't have done any more harm, one man by himself. The Guards would +have captured him sooner or later, anyhow. And if he had gotten away, +we wouldn't have given the Niori the one more straw they needed. In +that sense, it is my fault that we were expelled." + +"No, Laszlo," said Seu. + +Exarkos said, "You have nothing for which to reproach yourself, on +that score. You were only the instrument of history, my friend, and a +minor instrument at that. And, speaking for myself, not for the Church, +Rack deserved to die." + +Cudyk thought, at least it was quite suitably ironic. Cudyk, the man +of inaction, hurls himself through the air to kill a murderer. And the +citizens of the Quarter are deported, not because one of their race +murdered a billion billion Galactics, but because that same killer was +killed by them. + +That was one thin mark on the credit side. There was one more: the +tension was gone, for some of them at least. Now the worst thing that +could happen had happened; the Damocletian thread had snapped. The +problems which had caused the tension no longer existed. + +Earth was two months away. Cudyk expected nothing and hoped for +nothing. But the Niori had agreed to set each passenger down wherever +on the globe he chose to go; each man, at least, could choose his own +hell. The crews of the captured battleships, and the captured staff of +the base on New Earth, were also being sent back. The weapon that had +been used on them had done no permanent damage; they would simply have +to be retrained, to learn all over again, as if they were reborn. + +Seu was going to North America, where he hoped survival for a fat +cosmopolite would be a little less difficult than in Europe or Asia. +Moskowitz had been born in New York, and was going back there. Exarkos +was going to Istanbul first, for orders; he had no idea where he might +be sent after that. Cudyk had not yet made up his mind. He thought that +perhaps he would go with the priest; if he should change his mind after +landing it would be no great loss; one wilderness, as Exarkos had once +said, was as good as another. + +It will all be anticlimax, he thought, and perhaps that is the +definition of Hell: unending anticlimax. + +He wondered how it would feel to be Earthbound again. The repatriation +ship was to be the last Galactic vessel which would ever call at Earth. +And there would be a constant guard. The Niori had learned, belatedly +but well. If humanity ever climbed high enough again to reach the +stars with its bloody fingers, the citizens of the galaxy would be +ready. + +Cudyk looked at his watch. The man in the powerhouse must be a +sentimentalist; he was waiting until the last possible moment. + +He heard the soft hum of the air-car behind him, turned and saw it +settling lightly to the clipped lawn. The remaining passengers were +moving toward it. Exarkos stood up and lifted his suitcase. Cudyk +turned back for one last look at the Quarter. It was full dark now, +and all he could see of it was the blocky, ambiguous outline of its +darkness against the glowing buildings beyond, and the cross-hatched +pattern of yellow street lights. + +The lights went out. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Earth Quarter, by Damon Knight + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 58912 *** |
