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Moore Co. + + + + Printed in the United States of America + + + + +To J. + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS + +"'To-morrow,' he replied, 'and all the to-morrows!'" . . . +_Frontispiece_ + +"One thing after another came back to her" + +"A small crowd gathered in an incredibly short time" + +"It was Rosamund whose eyes smiled into his" + + + + +_The_ LAND _of_ CONTENT + + + +I + +It was earliest spring, and almost the close of a day whose sunshine +and warmth had coaxed into bloom many timid roadside flowers, and sent +the white petals of farmyard cherries trembling to earth like tiny, +belated snowfalls. Already the rays of the setting sun were gilding +the open space on the top of the mountain where ridge-road and turnpike +meet. The ridge-road was only one of the little mountain by-ways that +wind through woods and up and down dale as the necessities of the +mountain people wear them; the turnpike was an ancient artery +connecting North and South, threading cities and villages and farms +along its length like trophies on a chain. The shy windings of the +mountain road knew nothing more modern than the doctor's vehicle drawn +by White Rosy, nothing more exciting than the little companies of +armed, silent men who tramped over it by night, or crossed it +stealthily by day; but along the pike coaches and motor cars pounded +and rolled, and a generation or so earlier an army had swung northward +over it in pride and hope and eagerness, to drift southward again, a +few days later, with only pride left. If, after that, the part of the +old road that led from the plain up to the higher valley seemed to lie +in a torpor, as if stunned by the agony of that retreat, none the less +it remained one of the strong warp threads in Fate's fabric. + +Yet Destiny chooses her own disguises. A sick baby had kept John +Ogilvie on a sleepless vigil in the backwoods for the past fifty hours; +and it was not the view from the crossroads, nor the doctor's habit of +drawing rein to look out upon it for a moment or two, that made old +Rosy stop there on this spring afternoon. It was nothing more than a +particularly luscious patch of green by the roadside, and the +consciousness of her long climb having earned such a reward. Rosy was +an animal of experience and judgment, well accustomed to the ways of +her master, knowing as well as he the houses where he stopped, capable +of taking him home unguided from anywhere, as she would take him home +this afternoon in her own good time. She had come thus far unguided; +for when the sick child's even breathing told the success of his +efforts, John Ogilvie had almost stumbled out of the cabin and into his +buggy, to fall asleep before he could do more than say, + +"Home, old lady!" + +So Rosy had ambled homeward, knowing every turn of the road, while the +tired man slept on. + +The open place where the roads crossed was a famous "look-out." +Following its own level, the eye of an observer first beheld the tops +of other mountains at all points of the horizon save one; at this +season the great masses were all misty green, except for occasional +patches of the dark of pines, or the white gleam of dogwood, or rusty +cleared spaces of pastures; the highroad, on its way to the nearer +valley, at first dropped too abruptly to be seen, but reappeared later +as a pale white filament gleaming here and there through the trees or +winding past farmhouses or fields tenderly green with young wheat. +Through the gap where the mountains broke apart a great plain +stretched, a plain once drenched with the life of men, now gleaming in +the rays of a sun already sunk too low to reach over the nearer +mountains. All human habitations lay so far below the crossroads that +no sound of man's activities ever arose to its height; of wild life +there was sound enough, to ears attuned to it--mostly chattering of +woodchucks and song of birds, enriched at this season with the melody +of passing voyagers from the south. Yet none of these would have +aroused the tired sleeper in the buggy. A far different sound came up +through the forest, and Ogilvie was awake on the instant, with the +complete consciousness of the man accustomed to sudden calls. + +He looked down at the purpling valley, across through the gap to the +gleaming plain, and laughed. + +"Well, Rosy, couldn't you take me home till I admired the view?" he +asked; and by way of answer the old white mare turned her head to look +at him, her mouth comfortably filled with young grass. The doctor +laughed again. + +"Oh, I see!" he said. "A case of afternoon tea, was it, and not of +admiring the view? Well, let's get along home now." + +He looked across the valley to the mountain westward of the gap; its +form was that of a large crouching panther, and high up on its shoulder +a light twinkled against the shadow. + +"Come along! Mother Cary's already lighted her lamp!" the doctor said. +"There's bed ahead of us, old girl, bed for me and oats for you! Bed, +Rosy! Think of it! And may Heaven grant good health to all our +friends this night!" + +He drew up the reins as he spoke, and with a farewell reach at a +luscious maple leaf Rosy turned into the pike. + +But again there echoed through the woods the unaccustomed sound that +had aroused the doctor. This time it was too near to be mistaken; not +even White Rosy's calm could ignore it. + +"Hel--lo!" said Ogilvie. "A big horn and a noiseless car! Pretty +early in the season for those fellows. Make way for your betters, +White Rosy!" + +He drew well into the green of the roadside; for, highway and turnpike +though it was, the road was narrow enough in this unfrequented part to +make passing a matter of calculation. The driver of the automobile had +evidently discovered that for himself, for he was climbing slowly and +carefully, sounding his horn as frequently as if driving through a +village. As the car came out upon the cleared space of the crossroads, +Ogilvie turned, with the frank interest of the country dweller in the +passer-by, and with the countryman's etiquette of the road waved to its +solitary occupant. + +The driver of the car returned the greeting, drew slowly forward, and +stopped beside the doctor's old buggy. Ogilvie was not so much of a +countryman as not to recognize in the machine's powerful outlines the +costly French racer. But that was only another of Destiny's disguises. +The two men met on the mountain-top, took cognizance of each other in +that high solitude where the things of the world lay below them; and, +face to face, each measured the other and insensibly recognized his +worth of character. Both knew men; both had been trained to the +necessity of forming quick judgments. Before they had exchanged a word +they were sure of each other; before the hour was out their friendship +was as certain as if it were years old. + +The occupant of the car had a smile which was apt to be grimly +humorous, as Ogilvie noted in the moment before he spoke. + +"I'm lost!" the stranger said, as if admitting a joke on himself. +"I've come around in a circle twice, looking for a place called +Bluemont Summit, and I've sounded my horn right along, hoping somebody +would run out to look, somebody I could ask my way of. But you're the +first person I've seen this afternoon!" + +Ogilvie laughed aloud. "No wonder, if you've been blowing your horn +all the way," he said. "If you had kept still, you might have come on +someone unawares; but nobody around here would run out to look at you +in the open." + +"Is there anyone to run?" the other asked, again with the grim twist of +his lips. + +"Yes, but they are shy, and too proud to seem curious. There may be +eyes on us now, peeping through those woods," said Ogilvie. "But +you're not far from the Summit, not far, that is, with that car of +yours. This is the Battlesburg Road, and you're ten miles or so to the +northwest of Bluemont." + +The driver of the car had stepped down into the road to do something to +his lamps; it was already so dark that their gleam shot far ahead. +White Rosy eyed them dubiously. + +"Only ten miles! Jove, I'm glad of that! Mountain air does whet a +man's appetite! The High Court is the best hotel, isn't it?" + +Ogilvie looked at the other for a moment or two before answering: +looked, indeed, until the stranger glanced questioningly up at him, as +if wondering at the delay. Then he said: + +"My name's Ogilvie, and I'm the doctor around here. I wish you'd let +me prescribe a hot meal at my house for you. It's this side of the +Summit." + +The other man's smile had lost its grimness. "That's mighty good of +you," he said. "And you won't have to coat that dose with sugar!" + +"I wonder," the doctor went on, "if you'd play host first, and give me +a lift? I'm as hungry as you are, and White Rosy here likes to choose +her own gait. If you'll take me home, we'll be at my house in one +tenth the time, and Rosy can find her way alone. She's done it many a +time." + +The other man looked at the old mare, and as he answered stroked her +nose and gave her shoulder a friendly smack or two. + +"Certainly I'll give you a lift," he said. "Good of you to suggest it. +This old lady looks as if she knew as much as most of us. I hope you +won't hurt her feelings by deserting her!" + +Ogilvie had come down to the road, and already deposited his black bags +and his old brown cap in the automobile; now he was busy unbuckling +Rosy's reins. + +"Not a bit of it," he said. "She'll come home all the quicker for not +having me on her mind! It's home and oats, Rosy, oats, remember," he +said as he got up into the automobile with the reins in his hand. + +"My name is Flood--Benson Flood, and I've been down in Virginia buying +a little old farm for the shooting they tell me the neighborhood's good +for. I never use road maps--like to discover things for myself. +That's how I got lost to-day." + +Ogilvie, leaning back, could inspect the face of the man beside him. +Involuntarily, his expression had slightly changed at the name. Benson +Flood was as well known to readers of the daily papers as Hecla or +Klondike or Standard Oil, and stood for about the same thing--wealth, +spectacular wealth. The name had heretofore interested John Ogilvie +neither more nor less than any of the others; now, sitting beside its +possessor, it carried a different and more personal significance. It +seemed almost grotesquely unreal that an actual living person, a man to +be met at a mountain crossroads, could calmly introduce himself as +Benson Flood, and be as frankly and comfortably hungry as anyone else. +These thoughts, however, took but an instant. + +"Well, you've seen a bit of country, anyway," he replied, quite as if +his mind were not busy on its separate line of speculation. Flood's +face was not what he would have expected to find it. It had not lost +its lean ruggedness, nor put on those fleshly signs of indulgence that +are so apt to follow the early acquisition of great wealth. The +well-cut mouth was very firm, and there was something of the idealist, +the questioner, the seeker of high things, about the eyes and brow that +Ogilvie found puzzling and interesting. + +"Yes; and what a view there was from that crossroads up there! I wish +I could transplant my Virginia farm to that mountain-top. + +"A good many men have seen that view; the army retreated from +Battlesburg along this old pike, you know." + +"Ah, Battlesburg! I'm from the West, where history is not much more +than we fellows have made it; it fairly stirs my blood to come across a +place like Battlesburg, with its monuments, and its memories, and where +Lincoln spoke, and all that. I'm going to run up there to-morrow, if +the hotel people can set me on my way early enough." + +"I'm afraid you'll have to trust me to do that," said Ogilvie. +"There's my house, there where the light's in the front porch; and--I +hope you won't think I've kidnapped you, but I'm going to keep you over +night. The hotels aren't open at this time of year." + +As the car stopped before the doctor's cottage, Flood turned to his +host. "Oh, I say! That's mighty good of you! Won't I put you out? +Isn't there some place I can go to?" + +But Ogilvie laughed. "There is not, but I wouldn't tell you if there +was! Why, Mr. Flood, I haven't talked to anyone from beyond the +mountains for six months!" + + + + +II + +Spring, that stole upon the mountains with an evanescent fragrance, and +unfolding of delicate greens and shy opening blossoms, swept into the +city with a blaze of life and color, with a joyous outpouring of people +and bedizening of shop-windows; and nowhere else was its influence so +marked as on the Avenue. Motor vehicles crowded from curb to curb, +held back or permitted to sweep onward by the uplifted hands of mighty +creatures in uniform, horseback and afoot, imperturbably calm, lords +and rulers and receivers of tribute; the sidewalks swarmed with people, +lines of men and women swinging northward and southward, some buoyantly +conscious of new-fashioned raiment, their eyes apparently unaware of +the jostling crowd, some with tiny dogs under their arms, some looking +at the passing faces, or bowing to people in motor cars, a few glancing +into the brilliant windows of the shops, a few chatting and laughing +with companions. + +Benson Flood, returned from Virginia the day before, was one of those +who, marching northward, looked searchingly into the faces of the +people he passed, and frequently glanced into the automobiles on his +right. No one in all that army was more aware than he of the vivid +beauty of the moving scene. For three years he had watched the Avenue +burst into life and color under the recurring influence of Spring; but +he had lost none of the keenness of his first perception of it, none of +his delight in its unique splendor, none of the thrill of having +achieved the right to be a part of it. + +Achievement, indeed, was what Benson Flood stood for. Beginning life +in a Western town, his subsequent history was one of those spectacular +dramas common enough in American progress, yet always thrilling in +their exhibition of daring and courage, in their apparent forcing of +opportunity, their making and taking of chances, their final conquest +of power and wealth. Flood's career differed from many another only in +two particulars: as early as the age of forty he had reached that point +where he could afford to lay aside his more public pursuits; and at the +same time, perhaps because he had grown no older in the cult, the mere +accumulation of wealth ceased to be the first object in life for him. +He was the offspring of one of the curious mixtures of race that +distinguish America; and doubtless from some ancestor of an older +civilization he inherited a taste and longing for that to which, in his +youth and early manhood, he had been an absolute stranger. When he +left his West behind him, he faced towards those gentler things which, +in his fine imagination and the perception trained by the exigencies of +his career, he felt to be more desirable than anything he had yet +attained to. Certainly they had become to him, untasted though they +were at the time, of greater importance. He valued his experiences, +his labors, his millions; but they were not enough. However +unaccustomed to it he might be, he knew very definitely what he now +wanted; and a winter in New York, with a year or two in Europe, had put +him in a fair way of adding the fulfillment of his later ambition to +his earlier achievements. A race-winning yacht, a few introductions +among people who welcome the owners of mines and large fortunes, these +gave a social background which, with the excellent foundation of his +millions, served very well in New York, and taught him much about those +things which he was now so sure of wanting. It was not strange that he +believed them to be summed up, embodied, realized to the utmost, in one +woman. + +He was looking for her as he walked up the Avenue on this April +afternoon; she loved its life and color and change, and was apt to pass +over some part of it as often as she could. So Flood watched the +passing women for the face that could so magically quicken his pulses. +Many sought his recognition, yet he was oblivious of their number, +ignoring the various half-invitations that were tentatively made +him--the leaning forward of one in a limousine, the slight pause or +lingering look of another. + +His thoughts were still full of his journey, and Spring on the Avenue +only brought up memories--so lately realities--of the breath of the +woods, the wind in the tree-tops, the brown and green of fields so +lately seen; and Flood had reached that state of mind where all that +was sweet in memory, all that was beautiful in the present, all that he +desired from the future, only reminded him of the one woman. + +Several times, through the crowd, he thought he saw her, and went more +quickly forward; but as often he fell back, disappointed. Suddenly, in +answer to a firm grasp on his arm, he turned. + +"Ah, Marshall!" he said, not too enthusiastically. + +"I say, Benny, is it a wager? You're stalking up the Avenue without a +word or a look for anybody, trampling on people, mowing them down by +the thousand like a Juggernaut from the West! That's how I traced you, +by the bodies strewn in your path." + +Flood was always amused by Pendleton's nonsense; yet now he smiled and +said nothing. To-day it was not Pendleton he wanted to see. The other +seemed to divine this. + +"You don't seem very sociable," he remarked. "Did your lone trip to +Virginia give you a confirmed taste for solitude?" + +Again Flood smiled; he could no more resist Pendleton's aimless chatter +than a large dog can resist the playfulness of a small one. His +side-long glance had to go downwards to meet Marshall's. + +"Quite the contrary," he said. "I've bought the old Gore place in +Berkeley and now I want to fill it up with guests. I count on you to +help me out, Marshall." + +"Right you are! Come up to Mrs. Maxwell's with me, and we'll get dear +Cecilia to help us out, too!" + +Flood's face suddenly hardened a little. It was an unconscious trick +of his under the stress of any sudden emotion; in effect, it was as if +a hand had passed over his features, leaving them expressionless. Many +a game had he won, mastered many a situation, by means of it. + +He paused perceptibly before he answered Pendleton. Then he said, "I +shall have to leave that to you!" + +"You're too modest, Benny," Pendleton said, shaking his head. +"Remember your taxes, man, not to mention your bank account, and don't +let dear Cecilia awe you." + +It was presently made evident enough that the dear Cecilia in question +held nothing of awe for Pendleton himself; for they were no sooner in +the rather austere little drawing room than he bent over Mrs. Maxwell, +and, quite deliberately ignoring the five or six earlier comers, +whispered in her ear: + +"Get rid of the crowd, Cecilia; we've great news for you!" + +Mrs. Maxwell was apparently oblivious of his whisper, for she made +herself more charming than ever to the other men; yet presently, almost +before Flood was aware of it, the others were gone, and she was saying: + +"Well, Marshall? You always bring your little budget with you, don't +you? What is it now?" + +"If you're going to be, nasty, Cecilia, I won't tell you!" + +Flood, who had not so far progressed as to become accustomed to such +badinage, looked uneasily from Pendleton to their hostess; but Mrs. +Maxwell seated herself beside him on the sofa, and calmly smiled. + +Apparently she was going to ignore Pendleton for the moment. "I am +always so glad when I can have my tea comfortably, without having to +look after a roomful of people," she said. "You don't take it, I know, +Mr. Flood, and Marshall can look out for himself. What do you think of +this pink lustre cup, Mr. Flood? It's Rosamund's latest acquisition." + +Flood had, after all, learned much in his three years. He bent forward +to examine the cup, while Mrs. Maxwell turned its iridescent beauty +towards the light. + +"It is adorable," he said. "Is Miss Randall hunting for more to-day?" + +Again his face had quickly become expressionless, but neither of the +others were aware of it, and his question was doomed to remain +unanswered. + +Pendleton could no longer withhold his news. "Benny's just back from +Virginia, Cecilia," he said. "He's bought Oakleigh." + +"I think it's West Virginia, and it's just a little farm, you know," +Flood said, weakly; but his geography was entirely immaterial to the +others. + +"Oakleigh? The Gore place?" + +Flood still found it amazing that so many people knew so many other +people; his lately made acquaintances in New York always seemed to know +all about his lately made acquaintances in Florida or Virginia or the +Berkshires, or, for that matter, in Europe. It was another of the +things to which he had not yet become accustomed. + +"And he wants you and me to help him fill it up with people," Pendleton +went on, with the frankness for which he was famous. + +Mrs. Maxwell looked quickly over her tea-cup at Flood, raising her +eyebrows ever so slightly. For once Flood could not control his +expression; his face flushed deeply as he leaned towards her. + +"If you only would!" he begged. "I thought--I scarcely dared to +hope--that perhaps if--if Miss Randall came along, too, you might +consent to play hostess for a lone man?" + +Cecilia was a practiced campaigner, as she had had need to be during +the dreary years before she had Rosamund's money to count upon; +instantly she recalled the place Flood could afford to call a "little +farm," Oakleigh, white-pillared and stately, with its kennels and +stables and conservatories. She could not imagine why he had chosen +her unless it were thanks to Pendleton; yet, to be hostess of Oakleigh, +even for a week or two, distinctly appealed to her. It would be +possible enough, if she were to go as Rosamund's chaperon. Even Flood +had seen that; and if it were left to her to fill its rooms with +guests, how many debts might she not cancel! The opportunity was +wonderful, a gift from Heaven; but could she count upon Rosamund? +Would Rosamund go? There was a lack of complacency in Rosamund that +her sister frequently found trying; she wondered how far she might dare +to commit her to accepting Flood's invitation. Yet daring and Cecilia +were not strangers, and the opportunity was unique. + +"I am not sure of Rosamund's dates," she said. + +Flood hesitated; but Pendleton, too, had been thinking about the +splendor of Oakleigh. + +"Oh, but Benny has no dates for Oakleigh yet!" he said. "So you may +set your own time, Cecilia. Isn't that so, Benny?" + +"If you only will," Flood besought her. + +After all, Cecilia thought, there was nothing Rosamund could do, if she +definitely promised for her! + +"Then I think June will be quite perfect," she said, and said it none +too soon; for the door was suddenly framing the vision of Flood's +desire. + +For an instant she seemed almost to sway in the doorway, as if she had +come to the utmost limit of strength; she was paler than he had ever +seen her, and, he thought, more lovely. He could never behold her +without an immediate sense of abasement. Her beauty was of that +indefinable sort which touches the heart and imagination rather than +storms the senses. Men did not look upon her as at some beautiful +creature on exhibition; always they looked, to be sure, but straightway +the masculine appraisement of their gaze changed to the look one +bestows upon some high and lovely thing. Her face had that fullness +through the temples that Murillo loved; her eyes, hazel or brown or +gray, changing in color with the responsive widening of the pupils, +were rather far apart, deeply set, warm with interest when she looked +directly at you; dark hair, ruddily brown, that broke into curl +whenever a strand escaped, framed her face closely, and was always worn +more simply than fashion demanded. She was tall enough to play a man's +games well, and the impression that she gave was one of vigor and +alertness, almost of impatience. This was the first time Flood had +seen her tired. + +And, as always when he saw her, it swept over him that she was, alone +and above all others, the woman he wanted. She was beautiful, but it +was not her beauty, not her social eminence, certainly not her wealth, +nor anything that she might be said to represent, that constituted her +appeal for him. There was that in her which he had not met elsewhere +in his countrywomen, though frequently enough in France and England, a +simplicity, a calmness, a dignity, which he interpreted as a +consciousness that she needed no pretense, no further struggle or +ambition to be other than just what she was. And what she was, was +what he very much wanted. For him, she was the bright sum of all +desire, the embodiment of everything rare and fine, which he now craved +all the more because they had been denied him in his earlier years. +Months before, since the first time he saw her, he had known that, and +accepted it as an inspiration, as he had accepted and lived upon the +fine flashes of imagination that had led him on to fortune in those +western days, when imagination and courage had been his stock in trade; +it was only the ultimate, and by far the most important, of those! + +But Miss Randall was certainly unaware that she aroused in anyone in +her drawing-room stronger feelings than the mild ones which usually +accompany afternoon tea. After an instant's survey from the doorway, +she came into the room, trying to smile through her fatigue. + +"Mercy, Rosamund! You look like a ghost! Have you been walking +yourself to death again?" her sister asked. + +Flood's greeting was only a silent bow and a touch of her offered hand, +but Pendleton was never speechless. + +"I say, Rose," he cried, "Flood's just been inviting us all down to +Virginia for June, and dear Cecilia has accepted! Can you stand the +joy of having me to talk to for a whole month, Rosamund?" + +At a quick spark in her sister's eyes, Cecilia bent towards her and +spoke somewhat hastily. "Mr. Flood has bought Oakleigh, the Gore +place. Isn't it nice of him to ask us down there, first of all?" + +Although to her sister her look seemed to hold many things, to Flood's +infatuated eyes the girl seemed suddenly more tired, harassed, or +troubled; and with another of his flashes of intuition he would not +give her a chance to reply. He began to tell them about his lone +journey, talking very well, quite sure of his facts and with a large +enthusiasm, and in spite of herself Rosamund became more and more +interested. She even smiled a little at his account of the mountain +doctor's old mare and her wisdom; she even found herself willing to +hear more about the doctor! + +"But, I assure you," Flood went on, "it wouldn't have taken anyone long +to discover that he was not the usual country doctor. There is +something about the man that would attract the attention of the world, +if he lived on a pillar or were buried beneath the sands of Arizona. +Personality, I suppose, unless you're willing to look the fact in the +face and admit that a certain force emanates from greatness, +wherever----" + +"Oh, say!" Pendleton protested; and Flood laughed, rather shamefacedly, +as a man laughs when he is discovered reading a learned book or quoting +a classic. + +But Miss Randall would not have that. "Please don't mind him, Mr. +Flood; I want to hear the rest of it." + +Again Flood was taken unawares, and his face flushed; but he went on to +describe the evening before the doctor's fire, the four days he had +remained, a willing guest, the drives about the mountains in the +doctor's buggy--lest his own car should startle the shy mountain people. + +"And since I've got back, I've been finding out about him. You know +how it is--meet a chap you never heard of before, and straightway find +out that a dozen people you know have known him for years. + +"Last night I met Doctor Hiram Wilson in the club; he said it was the +first time he'd had a chance to run in for months, yet he happened to +be the first man I saw there. I was telling him something about this +chap, and found he knew all about him. 'Keenest young investigator I +ever knew,' he said, 'and came near working himself to death. How is +he now?' He seemed mighty glad when I told him I could not have +suspected that Ogilvie had ever been ill. Then he called Professor +Grayson over, to repeat what I'd just told him; and I wish you could +have seen old Grayson's face. He was delighted, but he could really +tell more about Ogilvie than I could. It seems that Ogilvie was under +him for a time, but had really gone far beyond him; then he made +himself ill by working day and night in his laboratory, and some of his +medical friends packed him off to those mountains to get well. He was +too far gone to protest, I guess; but before he was well enough to come +back, he was so interested in the people there that he was willing to +stay. Now the big fellows have fallen into the way of sending patients +down to Bluemont, in the summer, to be near him; and he consults +everywhere all over the country. They told me last night that his +investigations and experiments on the nervous system would do more to +save the vision than----" + +But Miss Randall, at the word, exclaimed, and with parted lips and +brightening eyes leaned towards him. Flood stopped, amazed. + +"Vision! His work is for vision? For the eyes?" she cried. + +"His experimental work. Of course, in the mountains----" + +But Mrs. Maxwell was tired of Flood's enthusiasm. "Dear me! She is +going to tell him about Eleanor! Take pity on me, Marshall, and help +me to escape!" she exclaimed, jumping up. + +But her sister was far too deeply interested to be aware of their +withdrawing towards the window. "Oh, Mr. Flood, is he really +successful? Can he really help?" + +"I am told, and I believe, that he is a great man, Miss Randall. But +surely----" + +For the first time the weary look had left her face. "Mr. Flood, if +you can help me! I have a friend, the dearest friend I have in the +world, who believes she is going to be blind. I don't believe it! I +will not! And yet, it would not be remarkable--she has been through so +much, so much! Oh, I cannot bear to think of it!" + +Her hands were clasped on her knees, and she bent her head over them to +hide the tears in her eyes. + +"You have been with her this afternoon?" Flood surmised. + +"We have spent the afternoon at an oculist's," she said. "I have +begged her for weeks, for weeks, to let me take her--but she is so +proud, oh, so foolishly proud--and to-day--to-day--Oh, it is unbearably +cruel!" + +She arose, and stood half turned from him, to hide her emotion, swaying +a little; and intensely as he had wanted many things, Flood had never +wanted anything so keenly as to comfort her--to comfort her by taking +her in his arms, if he could, but above all, by any means, to comfort +her. Hitherto it had seemed impossible, in his modesty, to make her +realize his existence apart from the multitude; he welcomed this +heaven-sent opportunity. Quite suddenly, in his need, he found his +faith in Ogilvie increased a hundredfold; but he was too much concerned +to perceive the humor of it. + +"Oh, but--" he cried, "but I should never in the world accept one man's +opinion as final! And I assure you, Ogilvie is called in consultation +by Blake, Wilson, Whitred. I should certainly have her see him!" + +She seated herself again, wearily. "Ah, she is so proud! It is only +when she sees I am fairly breaking my heart over her that she will let +me do anything." + +"Then she is not--she has not----?" + +"Oh, as for what she has and what she is, those are quite two different +things, Mr. Flood! She is the dearest and loveliest and bravest +creature in the world. She is more than I could possibly tell you. I +have adored her ever since she was one of the big girls in the school +where I was a tiny one. My father and mother were abroad, and Cecilia +was up here in the North, with her father's people, and then married; +and I was left in Georgia at school, oh, such a lonely little mite! +Eleanor was everything in the world to me--big sister, little mother, +friend--everything! Then she married, and my father died abroad and +dear Mamma took me over with her. Eleanor and I wrote to each other, +and I was godmother for her little boy; but Mamma and I were in France +until--until Mamma died, three years ago; and it was only last year, +when I came to live with Cecilia, that I found my Eleanor again." + +Unconsciously she was revealing to Flood more of her life than he had +known before; he was afraid to interrupt by so much as a question. His +face had again taken on the expressionless mask which so well covered +his emotion or interest. + +"I had never realized it, Mr. Flood; but all the while I was having +everything, my precious Eleanor was poor, very poor. She had no +relatives near enough to count, and her guardian sent her to school +with what little money she had. I'm afraid it did not teach her very +well how to support herself! She married the year she left school; she +has never spoken of him at all, but I don't believe her husband +was--was all she had believed. When he died, she brought little Bob to +New York. + +"I heard dear old Mrs. Harley say, only a day or two ago, that there +are thousands of Southern girls, dear, sweet girls who have never done +any work at all, who come to New York every year to try to earn a +living. Sometimes they think they can sing, sometimes they want to +become artists, sometimes they just come; and Eleanor was one of them. +Only, with her, it was worse, for she had Bob. + +"I don't know how they got along. I was in Europe, and she would only +write when I had sent Bob something. I never dreamed that people, +people of my own sort, my own friends even, might be hungry, and not +have money enough to buy anything to eat." + +"You ought not to know it now," Flood said. But she only shook her +head. + +"I believe Eleanor has been hungry. And if you could only see her--she +is so lovely, as lovely as a white lily!" + +"Oh, but surely, Miss Randall, she could have got help! There are no +end of places----" + +"Yes. But a woman like Eleanor can't seek just any kind of help, you +know, and--well, as darling Mrs. Harley says, charity doesn't help +much, when it is only charity. Even from me, Eleanor says she cannot. + +"When I came to New York to live with Cecilia, I went at once to see +her. She let me do all I could for little Bob, but it was too late. +He died. And now she will not let me do anything for her. I ask her +what good my money is to me, if she will not let me use it as I want +to! She would not even let me take her to an oculist until she saw +that I was just breaking my heart over her! And now----" + +Again her head was bent over her clasped hands; again she was too +moved, for the moment, to speak. Flood seized his opportunity. + +"Believe me, it can be arranged," he said. "You have taken me into +your confidence--you will let me--advise, won't you?" She looked up +eagerly, and he went quickly on. "See your friend, Mrs.----" + +"Mrs. Reeves." + +"See your friend, Mrs. Reeves, and tell her about Ogilvie. Tell her +that he is looking for someone--a lady--to help with his work down in +those mountains. Prepare her to accept his offer. I will telegraph +him." + +She looked at him blankly. "But--would it be true? I don't think I +understand!" + +He smiled reassuringly. "It would not be true that I am going to +Europe to-morrow--but we could make it true! If we get her away from +the city, and near Ogilvie, we can leave everything else to him. He's +really a good deal of a man, you know." + +Rosamund sprang to her feet. "Cecilia," she said, across the room, to +her sister, "I am going back to Eleanor's." + + + + +III + +In her enthusiasm at the chance of finding a way out for Eleanor, +Rosamund seemingly forgot that it was Flood who helped her. As a +matter of fact, she considered him so little that she was quite willing +to make use of his assistance in so good a cause and then to ignore +him. She had always found someone at hand to help her in anything she +wanted to do; she could not remember a time when there was not someone +ready and willing to gratify her least whim. It was only in her +efforts on Eleanor's behalf that she was baffled for the first time, as +much by Eleanor's own pride as by not knowing to whom to turn, or where +help was to be found. It was a new experience for her to find that her +money could do nothing; for it was precisely her money that her +cherished Eleanor refused. If she was to do anything, it must be by +some other means. + +Flood was not as entirely unconscious of her attitude as he appeared. +He had no intention of pressing himself upon her through making himself +of use. He beheld her suffering in sympathy with this unknown friend +of hers, and her suffering so worked upon his love for her that he +would have done much more to lessen it. But he knew humanity; and +while he took more pleasure in being generous than in any other of the +powers his wealth had brought him, he gave without thought of benefits +returned, save in the satisfaction of giving. + +His first move was a letter to the mountain doctor. + + +MY DEAR DR. OGILVIE: [he wrote] Since my visit with you a matter has +been brought to my attention in which I do not hesitate to ask your +assistance. Two ladies whom I hold in highest esteem are in great +anxiety over a friend of theirs whom they have known from childhood. +This friend is a widow who has lately lost her son, having come to New +York from the South a few years ago in the hope of supporting herself +and the child, and being now alone here except for the ladies who are +my friends and hers. Her situation, you will perceive, is common +enough; but what adds to the distress in this instance is that Mrs. +Reeves' eyes are affected, to what extent I do not know. I have not +had the pleasure of meeting the lady myself; but I am told that her +vision is not entirely to be despaired of; and my friend Doctor Hiram +Wilson has great confidence in your power. It would be impossible to +offer charity to Mrs. Reeves; and it would be equally impossible for +her to go to the Summit to be near you without assistance; indeed, it +has been impossible for her to consult an oculist here until the +entreaties of my friends prevailed upon her to do so with them. But it +occurs to me that you might find use for an assistant in your work in +the mountains--a capable lady who has suffered enough to have sympathy +with the sufferings of others, and that sort of thing. Now would you +be willing to lend yourself to a mild deception for the sake of +conferring a great benefit? If you can make use of Mrs. Reeves' +assistance, I shall be very glad to remit to you whatever remuneration +you might offer her. I should also expect to pay the usual fees for +your attention to Mrs. Reeves' eyes. You will know best how to take up +that matter with her, so as not to arouse her suspicions of its having +been suggested to you. I should suggest that you write to me, asking +whether I can advise you of a suitable person to fill the office +of--whatever is the medical equivalent of parochial assistant. I am +sure I may count upon your help; as I understand it, this is one of +those cases whose claim cannot be denied by any one of us. + + +A few days later Flood went to Miss Randall with Ogilvie's reply: + + +Curiously enough, I have the very place for Mrs. Reeves. One of my +patients, who has taken a cottage at the Summit for the summer, is +looking for a companion. I am writing her by this mail to apply +through you to Mrs. Reeves. We will see what we can do for those +troublesome eyes; but I can manage it better if I don't have the +haunting feeling that I am to be paid--you will understand that. Your +parochial assistant plan sounded very tempting, but that sort of thing +would be too good to be true. + + +Flood laughed when Rosamund looked up from reading it. "My friend +Ogilvie seems to be as shy of possible charity as your Mrs. Reeves," he +said. + +"What do you mean?" she asked. Then he remembered that she could not +know what he had written. + +She saw his hesitancy and laughed. "Oh! So you've been offering +charity, have you? I wish you'd let me see a copy of your letter!" + +"Now what for?" he asked. "Ogilvie's idea beats mine." + +"But I'd like to see your literary style," she said, still laughing at +him. + +"Oh, please!" he protested. + +"Well, I think you are very good, Mr. Flood. The role of rescuer of +dames is very becoming to you! If you could see my Eleanor you'd feel +repaid. She is the loveliest and the dearest----" + +"But I haven't done anything at all, I assure you. I'm sure I hope +your friend will find this Mrs. Hetherbee a comfortable person to live +with." + +"Mrs. Hetherbee! Is that Doctor Ogilvie's patient?" + +Flood nodded. "She telephoned me before I'd had my breakfast for Mrs. +Reeves' address. That was my excuse for bothering you in the morning." + +"You are good," she said. Then she added, a little ruefully, "I wish +you could help me to break the news to Eleanor!" + +For to persuade her Eleanor, as she had foreseen, was not as easy as to +persuade Flood and the unknown doctor and his patient. + +She knew the lunch-room that Eleanor liked best, and sought her there +at the noon hour. They chatted across the small intervening table, +until Eleanor arose. + +"You are not going back to the office," Rosamund declared, when they +were together on the street. "Now, Eleanor, please don't be difficult!" + +"My dearest child!" Mrs. Reeves began; but Rosamund took her friend's +arm through her own, and poured forth the story of how she had heard, +through a Mr. Flood, that Mrs. Hetherbee wanted a companion. + +"Who is Mrs. Hetherbee?" Eleanor asked, suspiciously. + +"I haven't the least idea," Rosamund frankly admitted. "But she wants +a companion, and she is going to spend the summer at Bluemont Summit, +and----" + +She paused, and Eleanor turned to her. "Rose, tell it all!" she said. +"You wouldn't be suggesting my leaving one situation for another, +unless you----" + +"No, I wouldn't! I know it! I confess! I am! But you are so +peculiar, Eleanor!" + +They laughed together, and Rosamund took courage to tell her. "There +is a man there who, they say, does wonders for the eyes. That is why I +want you to go, Eleanor. I don't know what Mrs. Hetherbee will pay +you; and I will not offer to--to--I will not offer anything at all! +But oh, Eleanor, please, please go!" + +They walked in silence to the vestibule of the towering building where +Eleanor worked. At the elevator she turned to Rosamund. + +"I will go to see Mrs. Hetherbee to-night," she said. "And I do love +you!" + +Some weeks thereafter Rosamund came home from bidding Mrs. Reeves +farewell at the station, to find Cecilia once more dispensing tea to +Pendleton and Flood; and she sent Flood into a state of speechless +happiness with her thanks. Eleanor had promised to see Doctor Ogilvie +about her eyes at once, and Mrs. Hetherbee had taken a tremendous fancy +to Eleanor, and it was good of Mr. Flood to have sent those lovely +flowers to the train. Eleanor had introduced her as a friend of Mr. +Benson Flood, and was he willing that she should shine in his reflected +glory? Because it had tremendously impressed Mrs. Hetherbee! + +When the men had left, Cecilia turned to her sister. "He's in love +with you, you know!" she said. + +"Nonsense! I've known him all my life, Cissy, and you don't fall in +love with a person you've seen spanked!" + +"You know very well I'm not talking about Marshall," said Mrs. Maxwell. +"And you know very well that Mr. Flood is tremendously in love with +you." + +"I think you're disgusting," said Rosamund. "For heaven's sake, don't +try to follow the fashion of the women of our set in that respect, +Cissy! Every man they know has to be in love with somebody--half the +time with somebody else's wife! Oh, I loathe it!" + +Cecilia remained calm. "I hope you don't loathe Mr. Flood," she said, +"because he is." + +Rosamund threw herself back in a deep chair, and looked at her sister +in the exasperation one feels towards the sweetly stubborn. + +"Oh, very well! He is! But that's nothing to me!" + +"Isn't it? He probably thinks it is! You've taken his help for your +precious Eleanor, you know, and you're going to Oakleigh next month." + +"I am not going to do anything of the kind!" + +That moved Cecilia. "But my dear child, you certainly are! He has +asked me to be hostess for his first house-party, and I have accepted, +and said you'd go with me." + +"Cecilia!" + +"Now don't say you've forgotten it! Why, it was the very day you told +him about Eleanor." + +Cecilia remained provokingly silent; and Rosamund jumped up +impatiently, only to throw herself down upon another chair. + +"Oh, I wish I had never seen the man!" she cried. "I did tell him +about Eleanor, and I did let him do something for her. I would have +taken help for Eleanor from anybody--from a street-sweeper, or the +furnace man! That doesn't give your Mr. Flood any claim on me!" + +"Yours, dear!" said Cecilia, smiling. + +"He is not! Why, he is--nobody!" + +"Well, that's not his fault. He wants to be somebody! He is doing his +best to marry into our family, love!" + +At that Rosamund had to laugh. "Oh, Cissy! Don't be such a goose! +Mr. Flood is perfectly odious to me, and you know it. I don't see why +you ever let Marshall introduce him! I don't see why you ever allowed +him to so much as dare to invite us to Oakleigh!" + +"But, my dear, Oakleigh is--Oakleigh!" + +"What if it is? He ought to have known better than to ask us there, +and I don't see why you accepted." + +Mrs. Maxwell smiled. "Pity, my dear!" she explained. "Pity--the crumb +to a starving dog--the farthing to a beggar! Besides, he will let me +invite whom I please and--well, Benson Flood may be a suppliant for one +thing, Rose, but he has, after all, more money than he can count!" + +"Then why don't you marry him yourself?" + +Mrs. Maxwell shrugged. "'Nobody asked me, sir, she said!' And +besides, when poor dear Tommy died--oh, well, he did actually die, poor +darling, so there never was any question of divorce or anything horrid, +like that--you know how old-fashioned I am in my ideas, Rosamund! But +still, there is such a thing as tempting Providence a little too often. +My hopes are distinctly not matrimonial. Not that I think Mr. Flood is +the least bit like Tommy. If I did, of course I couldn't +conscientiously--you know! As it is, I think he'd do very well--in the +family!" + +"You show great respect for the family!" + +"Oh, well, Rosamund, the family can stand it! You must admit that! I +am sure the Stanfields and the Berkleys and the Randalls need not mind +a--a--an alliance with--with the millions of a Benson Flood!" + +Rosamund sighed impatiently. "Oh, dear, Cecilia," she said, "I do wish +it were in my power to give you half my money!" + +Mrs. Maxwell smiled with pursed lips. "So do I," she declared. "I'd +take it in a minute! But you can't! You can't do one single thing +with it until you're twenty-five, except spend the income; and you've +got six months more before your birthday. And even then you won't want +to give me half of it, because now you don't even want me to spend the +income! Gracious! I wish I had a chance at it!" + +"I do give you half of my income, Cecilia!" + +"No, you don't," Mrs. Maxwell contradicted, in a voice that echoed an +old complaint. "You only give me half of the sum you think two people +ought to spend! As if it isn't right and one's duty to spend all one +can! I know there's something about keeping money in circulation, and +all that, if only I could remember it! But nothing would move you! +Poor dear Mamma used to say that Colonel Randall was obstinate--most +obstinate, Rosamund; and I must say that you don't take after the +Stanfields at all, not at all!" + +Mrs. Maxwell's grievances, thus expressed, began to be too much for +her; she spoke through tears. "I am sure I have tried to do my very +best by you, Rosamund, since Mamma died! The accounts the Trust +Company made me keep all those years were dreadful, perfectly dreadful! +But I used to struggle through them somehow, because I was sustained by +the thought that when you were twenty-five we could just spend and +spend and spend and never have to bother about keeping accounts or +being economical or anything! But it will be just the same then! I +know it will! Why, you haven't even one automobile!" + +Her sister's tears and the fatuity of her arguments were as unfailing +an appeal to Rosamund as they would have been to a man; she got up and +put her arms around Cecilia. + +"You silly old darling!" she laughed. "You shall have an automobile! +You may have two if you want them, and I will give you every penny of +my income that we haven't spent in the last three years! But for +goodness sake, don't cry!" + +Mrs. Maxwell followed up her victory. "Will you go to Oakleigh?" she +asked. + +Rosamund capitulated. "Oh, I suppose so!" she said, and shrugged. +Then she added, with a somewhat malicious little smile, "It goes +without saying that Marshall goes, too?" + +Mrs. Maxwell lifted her chin. The line of her throat was still very +pretty. She smiled at her reflection in the mirror over the mantel. + +"Don't be absurd," she said. "Why shouldn't he?" + + + + +IV + +"The Battlefield Hotel," Marshall Pendleton said, when the question of +luncheon was brought up, "is a wonderful place, Benny; better take us +there. Stopped there with the Willings last summer, and had eleven +kinds of jam and about a hundred kinds of cake on the table at the same +time. Great!" + +"Heavens, Marshall!" Mrs. Maxwell exclaimed. "You know I can't eat +sweets! I'd put on half a pound after such a meal as that!" + +Pendleton grinned. "That was not all, Cecilia," he said. "I'd meant +to keep it a secret, and surprise Benny with it. He's always out for +gastronomic rarities. They give you cold cucumbers, cut thick, with +warmish cream poured over them--real cream, lumpy, kind you used to +have on grandfather's farm, and all that, you know! You feel green +when you first see it. Then you wonder what it's like, but remember +that your cousin somebody-or-other, the one you're not on speaking +terms with, would inherit all you'd leave if you died. Then you begin +to reason that other people must have dared and survived, and then you +taste it and--consume! It's truly wonderful, Benny; better take us +there!" + +"Are you inviting us to a suicide pact, Marshall?" Flood asked. + +The others laughed, and Flood and Mrs. Maxwell exchanged memories of +queer dishes while Pendleton pointed out to the chauffeur the intricate +way through the narrow streets. Only Rosamund was silent, leaning back +in the cushioned corner, looking abstractedly at the quaint doorways +and gardens they passed. During the preceding fortnight, with Oakleigh +crowded with guests, it had been easy enough to avoid Flood's +companionship, which was beginning to make her more and more uneasy, in +spite of his earnest effort to keep it for the present on the level of +the commonplace. But, now that they were alone there, a party of four, +and with Cecilia and Marshall in one of their intervals of mutual +absorption, there was nothing to do but submit to the situation. She +had welcomed Flood's suggestion of the day before that they should +motor up to Bluemont; with Eleanor at the Summit, and with the others +in the motor car, Flood's company could be endured for the day. So +they had left Oakleigh early, and in Flood's big shining car swung down +through the mountains, out upon the plain, and into the quaint little +town of Battlesburg. Rosamund's imagination peopled again the streets +and fields with soldiers in blue and gray. She knew where her father +had fought and lain wounded. As they passed swiftly between the +innumerable monuments her heart throbbed. From the vast field of +graves the spirit of the past arose and spoke to her--spoke of the men +who had fought and died there, spoke of the greater man who had led and +forgiven. + +But during all the journey she had been intensely bored; more, she was +deeply provoked, and in that state of mind where everything jars and +trifles loom as mountains. Pendleton's silly chatter seemed +unendurable; she resented his nonsense almost as if it were an insult +thrown at the sacredness of the battlefield. She hated his story of +the cucumbers and cream. When the landlord told them they would have +half an hour to wait before luncheon, she walked to the farthest end of +the veranda, and stood, looking down the little narrow street. Mrs. +Maxwell threw herself into a large yellow rocking chair, and Flood +leaned against the veranda railing, facing her. Pendleton was entering +their names in the office, and wonderingly inspecting the landlord's +showcase of battlefield relics. Flood lighted a cigarette, and as he +blew out the smoke, turned towards the end of the veranda where +Rosamund stood. Cecilia watched his face for a moment or two; then she +said: + +"You must not be offended with Rosamund's ways, you know! She is not +like anybody else." + +Flood turned his head and smiled into her eyes. He waited a full +half-minute before he replied. "No," he said, slowly. "No, she is not +like anyone else!" He took several deep breaths of his cigarette, then +spoke with little pauses between each phrase, as if he were thinking +out what he had to say. "She's--she's a dream-woman come true! She's +the lady of one's imagination!" + +"Dear me!" Mrs. Maxwell remarked, with sisterly lack of enthusiasm. +Flood threw back his head with a little laugh. + +"I wonder which surprises you most," he said, "to hear that said of +your sister, or to find out that I have an imagination?" + +Mrs. Maxwell had had time to become an adept at begging the question. +"Well," she said, "one doesn't usually associate imagination +and--dream-women, you know, with your type. I mean, with business men!" + +"Oh, pray don't mind saying 'my type'! It's good for me to hear it, +because it is just there that I lose. I _am_ of a different type--or +class--from you and your sister; even from our friend Pendleton. Miss +Randall sees that, and she will not try to look beyond it. She will +not let herself know me better, because she doesn't want to; and she +doesn't want to because I am not--I suppose she'd call it her 'sort.'" + +He spoke without a trace of bitterness, and smiled again at Mrs. +Maxwell's well-executed manner of protest. + +"Why, no one knows that better than I do," he went on. "She's five or +six generations ahead of me in civilization, you know; her grandmother +left off where my grand-daughter would have to begin. That's why I +want her. I'm naturally impatient, and I want to see my wife doing and +feeling and thinking a lot of things that are quite beyond my +apprehension. She's just what I've always imagined a woman ought to +be, and I want her." + +"I don't think she'd credit you with any such imagination," Mrs. +Maxwell said, adding, somewhat dryly, "with any imagination at all!" + +"That is just my difficulty," Flood replied. "She will not give +herself a chance to find me out." He smiled as he met her puzzled +look. "You know--I am only stating the fact--I have--er--accumulated a +great deal of money--a great deal, more than I know myself!" + +Mrs. Maxwell's fingers curled a little more closely about the arms of +her chair, and she nodded. + +"Well, there are only two ways of doing that. There used to be three. +There was a time when a man could accumulate a fortune by saving; but +in this day and generation no accumulation of savings amounts to what +we call a fortune. Nowadays a man can dig up a fortune; or he can so +follow the daring of his imagination as to make a reality of what only +existed, before, in his own ambitious dreams. I think it is safe to +say that all but one per cent. of the great fortunes that are got +together nowadays are done so by the exercising and ordering of a man's +imagination. Well, I've made such use of mine that I'm a rich man, as +far as money goes, at forty-three. Now my imagination is busy along +new lines. Money is only the key: I want to enter the garden. I +believe she'd realize every ideal I have! You are quite right. +There's nobody like her!" + +His face flushed deeply as he spoke, but Mrs. Maxwell was not looking +at him. "Oh, dear," she sighed, "I do wish she were not quite so--odd!" + +"Not odd," Flood contradicted, though pleasantly enough, "but supreme!" + +Mrs. Maxwell's eyebrows went up. Ordinarily she was too conscious of +what might be expected of her breeding to be disloyal to her sister; +but Cecilia was not an angel. + +"She is supremely full of notions," she remarked. "How any girl with +her money can prefer--actually prefer--to dress as she does, and to +live as she does, and to go about with one maid between us--I cannot +understand it! She doesn't spend a thousand a year on her clothes, and +she doesn't own so much as one motor car! You may call that sort of +thing supreme; I call it odd!" + +Pendleton had come out and joined Rosamund. They were obviously +unaware of Flood's gaze, but Mrs. Maxwell rather disdainfully noticed +that his look had softened as she spoke. + +"Yes," he said, "that is unusual, as far as my experience goes; but I +rather think she is quite capable of doing the unexpected. That's +another part of her charm for me. I can only guess at what she would +do or think, you know. And she's so far beyond me that while money is +almost the whole show to me, it doesn't count at all, with her! Jove! +I wish she might have the spending of mine!" + +Mrs. Maxwell fairly shivered at the thought of Flood's millions going +to waste, as she expressed it to herself; but fortunately for her peace +of mind luncheon was announced, and they went into the little Dutch +dining-room to investigate the cucumbers and cream. + +At the table Rosamund lost some of her pensiveness; and when they came +out again to the sight of the fields where the armies had fought and +died, and were once more in the car, she bent towards Flood with eyes +burning with excitement, lips parted and hands clasped. + +"Oh," she cried, "I am glad, so glad I came, Mr. Flood! It is going to +be a wonderful afternoon! I am thrilling even now! The suffering and +the sacrifice and the glory! They have left their marks everywhere, +haven't they?" + +Flood looked at her with admiration so engrossing as to make him +scarcely aware of what she said; Pendleton was discussing roads with +the chauffeur, but Mrs. Maxwell turned in her seat. + +"What on earth are you talking about, Rosamund?" she demanded. + +"The battlefield!" the girl explained. "The field and the marking +stones, the orchard where Father was wounded--all, all of it! I am +going over it bit by bit, every inch of it, and I'm going to thrill, +thrill, thrill! Probably cry, too!" she added. "I hope you brought +your vanity-box along, Cecilia!" + +"But, my dear child, we are going to the Summit! We are going to see +Eleanor!" + +For once Cecilia welcomed the thought of Eleanor, but Rosamund only +laughed. + +"Mr. Flood will bring us another day to see Eleanor," she said, "won't +you, Mr. Flood? To-day, Cissy darling, I am going to see +Battlesburg--just as if I were a tourist!" + +Mrs. Maxwell looked at her in amazement. "Rosamund!" she cried. "Mr. +Flood! Marshall! Marshall! Please! Mr. Flood, you certainly did not +bring us on this trip to go sight-seeing, did you? Marshall, did you +ever hear anything so absurd? Rosamund wants to go paddling about in +this--this graveyard!" + +Rosamund was unabashed. "Yes, of course I do!" she said. "So do you, +don't you, Mr. Flood? And, Marshall, you know you've wanted to fight a +battle over again ever since the last one we had at my ninth birthday +party, when I pulled your hair and you were too polite to smack me!" + +"I never wanted to fight in all my life, Rosamund," Pendleton drawled. +"Certainly not on a day like this, and after a Dutch midday dinner." + +Flood was embarrassed, and looked it; but Mrs. Maxwell gave him no +chance to reply. "Rosamund, I hate to speak so plainly," she said, +"but there are times when you go too far with your absurdities. Nobody +goes sight-seeing; we are Mr. Flood's guests, and we have miles of +steep road to get over this afternoon; you cannot upset his plans in +this way. Besides, it's altogether too warm for exertion--and emotion. +You'll have to get your thrills in some less strenuous way. I simply +refuse to be dragged over any battlefield in existence." + +Mrs. Maxwell sank back in her corner, and resolutely looked away; +Rosamund, still smiling, turned towards Flood. + +"We'll leave her in the car to amuse Marshall, and we'll take one of +those funny little carriages, won't we, Mr. Flood?" + +Her smile and little air of confidence brought color to Flood's face; +he opened and closed his hands nervously. His boasted imagination +failed him. The lady of his dreams was doing the unexpected. His +voice showed his perplexity. + +"My dear Miss Randall, I'd do anything in the world to please you! +There are some miles of mountain roads to be gone over, if we are to +get back to-night, but"--he leaned towards her--"when you ask me, you +know I could not refuse you anything in the world, even at the risk of +Mrs. Maxwell's displeasure!" + +His words and manner instantly accomplished all that Cecilia's +insistence had failed to do. Immediately Rosamund's face lost its +bright eagerness for the same indifferent coldness that she usually +showed him. + +"Oh, by all means, let us remember the mountain roads, Mr. Flood," she +said, leaning back upon the yielding cushion, turning her head to look +listlessly out of the car. + +"Oh, please!" poor Flood exclaimed. + +Cecilia began to chatter gaily, and Marshall bent over his road maps. +The car flew out of the town, noiselessly except for the faint humming +of its swift onrush, the modern song of the road. But, to Rosamund, +there was no melody in the song; she was out of tune with the day, with +her companions, with the ride itself. + + + + +V + +Perhaps, if the events of the next few hours had come to pass at any +other time, they would not have left the same mark upon her life. As +it was, Rosamund had come to that state of moral restlessness which is +bound either to open the windows of the soul to fresher air and wider +fields of vision, or else to induce the peevish discontent which so +often falls to the lot of the idle woman. Although she consciously +longed for happiness, she knew that she was not sentimentally unhappy; +neither was she fatuously so, like her sister. Cecilia was only one of +many women of her age and class, who imagine that possession brings +enjoyment. She often declared that if she had as much as her +acquaintances she could make herself content, but that if she had more +than they she could be supremely happy. Rosamund had no such +illusions; her clear mind had never been perverted to the futility of +such ambitions, although there was nothing in her environment to +suggest a satisfying substitute for them. If she was restless, it was +not for something she might not have. It pleased her pride to think +that she valued neither wealth nor social eminence, but accepted them +only as her birthright; but, as in the case of the infatuated Flood, +she resented any sign of invasion upon the sacred precincts which for +generations had respected their Berkleys and their Stanfields and +Randalls. It was her pride which had induced her to neglect, as +unimportant, the things Cecilia yearned for; Rosamund Randall was to be +above manifestations of wealth--although Rosamund Randall was not above +occasional haughty stubbornness. + +The charitable pastimes in which some of her friends indulged held no +appeal for her; she was too impatient for immediate results to be +successful in them. She vaguely felt that some fault must lie with the +unfortunate, and she could not imagine that the individual might be +interesting. Even Eleanor's experience, although it had stirred her +heart to pity, brought her no closer to the mass of suffering. She had +no particular talents, no pet enthusiasms; yet her intelligence was too +keen to be satisfied with the round of days that constituted life for +Cecilia, as well as for most of their friends. Nothing suggested +itself as a substitute for them, and to-day not even the charms of +nature satisfied her, however beautiful the country through which the +big car carried them. But insensibly it made its effect upon her. +Away from the scars of battle, through orchard and grass-land, between +fields of ripening corn and pastures where drowsy cattle were +ruminating in shady fence-corners; past little white farmhouses with +red barns at their backs, and tangled gardens where bees feasted in +front of them; up towards the hills, through stretches of cool +woodland, where little spring-fed brooklets crossed the road, and where +the turns were so narrow that the call of the horn had often to pierce +the stillness; out again upon cleared spaces, and at last far up on the +mountain-tops--so they traveled, Rosamund alone seeming to notice the +beauties they passed so swiftly. + +Cecilia kept up an easy chatter with the two men. Flood seemingly had +eyes for the older woman only, yet he was keenly aware of the girl +beside him. All the way he was inwardly cursing himself for the +ill-timed compliment which had silenced her, and he was too good a +judge of human nature to follow his first mistake with a second. If +Rosamund wished to be silent, no interruption to her revery should come +from him, at least. As there was only the one way across the +mountains, Pendleton had put away his road map and was leaning sideways +over the back of the seat, facing Cecilia and Flood; the three found +plenty to talk about, and ignored Rosamund's pensive withdrawal. + +For miles they had passed no living thing; even the birds and woodland +creatures seemed to have gone to sleep; and the chauffeur, taking them +along at second speed, believed it unnecessary to sound his horn at +every winding of the road. + +Then, so suddenly that no one knew just what had happened, there was a +shriek from somewhere, a wild cry from the man at the wheel, a stopping +of the car so quickly as to throw the women forward and Flood to his +knees. Pendleton, facing back, was the only one who could see the road +behind them; with a cry that was either oath or prayer, he leaped from +the car and ran back, the chauffeur scarcely four yards behind him. +Flood scrambled up and Rosamund sprang to her feet. Cecilia covered +her ears with her hands, and was the only one who could voice her +horror. + +"We have killed someone!" she cried wildly, crouching down to shut out +sight as well as sound. "We have killed someone! Oh, what shall we +do? What shall we do? I cannot see it--I cannot stand the sight of +it!" + +But no one heeded her outcry. Flood had opened the door and was +speeding after the others; and Rosamund, too, as quickly as her +trembling would allow her, ran towards the little group at the roadside. + +When she reached them, they were bending over two forms--a boy and a +young girl. The boy had been struck by the step of the car, and lay +huddled where its force had thrown him; the girl lay beside him, her +face down in the weeds and grass. Pendleton and the chauffeur, with +ghastly faces, were feeling for her heart. As Rosamund came up they +turned her upon her back. Rosamund tore off her gloves, and pressed +her hand against the girl's throat. + +"I think she has only fainted," she said. "Get a cold thermos bottle, +someone!" + +The chauffeur ran to do her bidding, but before he got back the girl +had opened her eyes. Rosamund bent closer. + +"Are you hurt?" she asked. "Did we hit you? Can you speak to me?" +But the girl could not answer at first; then the iced water and +something from Flood's pocket flask revived her, and she sat up, +leaning against Rosamund. + +"Gee!" she said. "I was scared! What d'yer think of an automobile up +here! Where's Tim?" + +The men had left the girl to Rosamund, and were kneeling by the child; +Rosamund glanced over her shoulder at them. "I'm afraid he is hurt," +she said. "Do you think you can take care of yourself for a moment +while I see? I wouldn't try to stand up quite yet, if I were you." + +"Oh, sure," the girl replied. "They ain't anything the matter with me. +You go right on." + +But all of Rosamund's ministrations failed of any response from the +boy. Flood's varied experience had given him a passing acquaintance +with broken bones, but he could find none in the little limbs that were +thin to emaciation; his search revealed only a few scratches on the +child's face, and a cut on his head. At last he looked across the +little form at Rosamund. + +"I'm afraid there's concussion," he said. "We shall have to take him +to a doctor." + +The girl had risen, and was standing, with arms akimbo, looking down at +them. "Doctor Ogilvie," she said at once. "He's the one. He's right +over at the Summit." + +Flood looked quickly at Rosamund. "Ogilvie! I had no idea his +territory extended this far!" Then he turned to the girl. "So you +know Doctor Ogilvie? How far are we from the Summit?" + +"Gee! I dunno! It's awful far to walk it, I know that!" + +Rosamund looked up with troubled eyes. "There must be some house near +by," she said, "where we could take him. I don't believe he ought to +be carried very far. Do you live near here?" she asked the girl. + +"Laws, no! We live in the city, him an' me. We ain't any kin, +y'understand; he's a tubercler, an' my eyes give out, and we're just +visitin' Mother Cary." + +Flood was becoming impatient. "Well, where does the Cary woman live?" +he demanded. "We don't need your family history, my girl." + +Instantly the girl's black eyes flashed, and her chin went up. "Well, +an' you ain't goin' to get it, my man!" she returned. "I know the +likes of you; seen you by the million!" + +She glared up at him belligerently, but Rosamund laid her hand on her +shoulder. "Don't," she said quietly. "Where is this place where +you're staying?" + +"It's just back of the woods there. The road's on up a piece, about +two squares; yer can't miss it, 'cause it's the only one there is." + +So they lifted the child, and laid him carefully, on the broad back +seat. They decided that Mrs. Maxwell and Pendleton should wait beside +the road, while Rosamund and Flood saw to the boy's safety, and the +girl rode with the chauffeur to point the way. She seemed but little +impressed by the accident, and greatly pleased at the motor ride. + +"Laws, but I wish the girls at the factory could see Yetta Weise +settin' up here," she remarked as she took her place. + +As she had told them, the house was not far; and notwithstanding her +anxiety for the injured boy, Rosamund looked at it in amazement, so +unlike was it to anything she had ever seen, so quaintly pretty, so +tidy, so homelike. + +It stood on the hillside, a few yards back from the road. From a +little red gate set in the middle of the whitest of tiny fences a +narrow brick path led straight to the front door. The upper story of +the house overhung the lower, making a shady space beneath that was +paved with bricks and made cheery and comfortable with wooden benches +piled with crocks and bright tin milk pans set out to air; and all +about the little white farm-buildings wound narrow brick paths bordered +with flowers--geraniums, nasturtiums, pansies, with, here and there, +groups of house plants in tin cans and earthen pots, set outside for +their summer holiday. Unaccustomed though she was to such ingenuous +simplicity of decoration, Rosamund could not but recognize it as a +haven of peace, a little home where love and time had impressed their +indelible marks of beauty. + +The big car drew up to the gate very gently; Yetta called, loudly and +shrilly; Flood lifted the boy and carried him towards the house, and +Rosamund followed; but halfway up the path she paused, half in +amazement, half in repulsion. + +Yetta's call had brought to the doorway the strangest of small +creatures--a tiny, bent old woman. She braced herself on one side +against the doorway, on the other with a queer little crutch with +padded top, held by a strap across her shoulder; as she came forward to +meet them she moved the crutch, like some strange crab, obliquely, +grotesquely, yet with the adeptness of the life-long cripple. She was +evidently startled, even frightened; but when her eyes met Rosamund's +she smiled. At once the girl's feeling of repulsion vanished, for on +the tiny old face there was none of the suffering and regret that so +often mark the deformed. It was not drawn or heavy; plain and homely +though it was, it was made radiant by a world-embracing mother-love, +transfigured by that quality of tenderness and sweetness that Rosamund +had learned to associate with pictured mediæval saints and martyrs. +With Mother Cary's first smile, something entered the girl's +consciousness which never again left it. + +The old woman paid no attention to Yetta's voluble explanations, nor +wasted any time on questions. + +"Take him into the room on the left and lay him on the sofy," she +directed, and hobbled along behind the little procession; but when they +had lain the still unconscious child in the shaded best room, she +looked from Flood to Rosamund for explanation, with a dignity which +could not fail to impress them. + +"Maybe he's just been knocked senseless," she said, when they had told +her all they could. "But anyways, we ought to have Doctor Ogilvie +here's soon as ever we can. If the young lady'll help me undress the +little feller, you can take Yetta, sir, to show you the way." + +Flood hesitated; to undress the child would be a strange task for +Rosamund. "Can't I do that before we go?" he asked. + +But the old woman had no such hesitation. "No, you can't," she said, +"an' I wish you'd hurry. Timmy ain't strong, anyway." + +So, with a troubled look, Flood followed Yetta, and in a moment +Rosamund heard the purr of the motor as the car sped off towards the +Summit; then, as she afterwards remembered with surprise and wonder, +she found herself obeying the old woman's directions. + +"Now, honey, you jest lift the little feller right up in your arms, +bein' careful of his head; he don't weigh no more'n a picked chicken. +We'll get him to bed time the doctor gets here, an' have some water +b'ilin' an' some ice brought in, case he wants either one. Here, right +in here--my house is mostly all on one floor, so's I can manage to +scramble around in it when Pap's in the fields. That's the way--no, he +won't need a piller. I'll take off his little clo'es whilst you lift +him--that's right. My! Think o' that gentleman wantin' to do for +him--as if any woman with a heart in her body could let a man handle +sech a little thing's this! But he didn't know, did he, honey?" + +And strangely enough Rosamund was conscious of a wave of tenderness +towards the pathetic little figure, limp and emaciated; long afterwards +she realized that people always did and felt what Mother Cary expected +them to. She even bathed the little dusty feet, while the old woman +hobbled about to bring her different things, talking all the while. + +"Pore little soul, seems like he had enough without this--not but what +I reckon he'll come out o' this a heap sight easier than he will the +other. Not a soul on the top o' the yearth to belong to, he hasn't; +sent here to fatten up an' live out o' doors, 'count o' being a +tubercler. No, honey, he ain't nothin' to Pap an' me 'ceptin' jest one +o' the pore little lambs that have a right to any spare love an' +shelter an' cuddlin' that's layin' around the world waitin' for sech as +him. I used to wonder why the Lord let sech pore little things stay in +the world, until I found out how much good they do to folks that look +after 'em. Land! I wouldn't be without one of 'em on my hands now, +not for more'n I can say. What? Oh, yes, dearie, I take one or more +of 'em and build 'em up an' get 'em well, with Doctor Ogilvie's tellin' +me how; an' when they go back to the city all well again, I jest take +one or two more. Pap an' me wouldn't know what to do now, ef we didn't +have some pore little thing to look after. I'm jest that selfish, I +begrudge everybody else that has a bigger house the room they got for +more of 'em." + +When the child had been made clean and cool, and the old woman had +shown Rosamund how to draw in the blinds and leave the room in pleasant +shadow, she led the way out to the paved place in front of the house. + +"You look all tuckered out, honey," she said, when Rosamund had sunk +wearily into a rush-seated armchair, "an' I'm goin' to get you some +fresh milk." + +So for a few minutes the girl was alone, with time to think over the +crowding events of the past half hour, which seemed almost like a day. +One emotion had come closely upon another, and now she was in this +strange little harbor where, apparently, only kind winds blew, the +storms of the world outside, a harbor where weak vessels found repair, +where passers-by were welcomed and supplied with strength to go on. +Subconsciously she wondered whether it might not be the harbor of a +new, fair land, herself the storm-buffeted traveler about to find +shelter. Then, more in weariness of spirit than in bodily fatigue, she +drew the long hatpin from her hat and tossed it aside, leaning her head +back against the stone of the house, and closed her eyes. + +When Mother Cary returned with a glass of creamy milk, she noted the +girl's pallor, the shadows her long lashes cast on her white cheeks. + +"I wouldn't feel too bad about it," she said. "The little feller can't +be hurt very bad, and I reckon it was jest bein' so scared an' so weak, +anyway, that made him go off in his head like that." + +Rosamund could not confess that her thoughts had been of herself rather +than upon the injured child. "Do you think he will recover?" she asked. + +"Well, what Doctor Ogilvie can't do ain't to be done, I know that +much," Mother Cary replied. "Folks do say it's an ill wind blows +nobody any good, an' it cert'n'y was his ill wind blew us good; 'cause +if he hadn't been that sick he couldn't live in the city, he never +would 'a' come to the mountings, an' I'm sure I don't see how we ever +did get along without him. Why, he's that good a doctor folks still +come up here from the city to see him; and many's the one stays at the +Summit just to be where he can look after them; and Widder Speers that +he lives with told me that doctors from 'way off send for him to talk +over sick people with them--jest to ask him what to do, like. Oh, +Doctor Ogilvie can do anything anybody can!" + +Rosamund was amused, in spite of herself, at the old woman's naïveté. +"He was sick, then, when he came?" she asked, idly. + +"Yes, but you'd never 'a' known it," Mother Cary told her. "Land! How +he did get about from place to place, huntin' out other folks that was +ailin'! He hadn't been up here more'n a month before he knew every +soul in these mountings, which is more'n I do, though I've lived here +forty year an' more. He jest took right a holt, as you might say. +That's how come I begun to take care of these pore little helpless city +things. + +"First time he come here, he looked all about the place when he was +leavin', an' he says to Pap, 'Plenty o' good room an' good air you got +here, an' I guess there's plenty o' good food, too, ain't there?' Pap, +he says, 'Well, we manage to make out, when the ol' lady feels like +cookin'!' An' the doctor laughs an' says to me, 'Ain't got quite as +much to do as ye had when that son an' daughter o' yours were home +here, have ye? Don't ye miss 'em?' At that the tears jest come to my +eyes, like they always do whenever I think o' my own child'en bein' two +or three miles away from me on farms o' their own; an' the doctor he +smiles an' says, 'Well, I'm goin' to supply your want,' he says. + +"Pap an' me never thought 'ny more about it tell a week or so later +when we see him drive up behind that old white horse o' his with the +puniest little boy alongside o' him ever I set my two eyes on. 'Here's +something to keep you from bein' lonesome, Mis' Cary,' he says; an' +ever since then, it bein' goin' on five year, I've had one or another +o' them pore little--land! There he comes now, without a sign of a hat +on his red head! Ef he ain't that forgetful!" + +Flood's big car had whirled rapidly into sight along the woodland road, +and before it stopped the doctor was out and into the house. When +Mother Cary hobbled in, Rosamund remaining to say a word or two to +Flood, the doctor was already bending over the injured child. + +Cecilia was waving a frantic hand from the car, and Rosamund and Flood +walked down the little path to the red gate. + +"Where is your hat?" was the first thing Mrs. Maxwell asked Rosamund. +"Do get in! We've miles and miles to go, and we've wasted hours! I'm +sure I don't see why they couldn't have sent for the doctor in the +ordinary way; why, the road back there was something terrible!" + +Rosamund was conscious of an absurd longing to slap or pinch Cecilia; +she was really too vapid for polite endurance. + +"We can't possibly leave until we know how badly hurt the child is," +she said, and deliberately turned and walked back into the cottage. + +After a moment or two Flood followed her, leaving Cecilia to pour out +her indignation upon Pendleton. + +The doctor was just coming out of the little bedroom, and nodded to +them both in a general way. Rosamund looked at him curiously. She +noted with some amusement that his hair was, as Mother Cary had +somewhat more than suggested, frankly red; not even the +best-intentioned politeness could have called it sandy. He was of +average height, with keen eyes which looked black, although she +afterwards knew them to be gray; his breadth of shoulder made him seem +less tall than he was, and his frame was rather lightly covered, +although his very evident restless energy seemed more responsible for +it than any evidence of ill-health. + +"Must have jabbed his ribs," he said, looking at Flood with a half +smile, and seemingly ignoring the presence of this girl from his old +familiar world. "Cracked a couple of them, but they're soon mended in +a kiddie. Only thing now is this slight concussion; needs careful +nursing for a few days." + +Then he turned, looked squarely into Rosamund's face, and issued his +orders in precisely the manner of a doctor to a nurse, without a trace +of hesitation, apparently without a shadow of doubt that she would obey. + +"Keep ice on his head, you know, and watch him every minute through the +night. He's not likely to move; but if he should become conscious----" +He continued his directions carefully, explicitly, all the while +looking at Rosamund intently, as if to impress them upon her. + +While he was speaking, Flood's face flushed darkly. With the doctor's +last phrase, "Only be sure to watch him every minute," he spoke +sharply. "You are making a mistake, Doctor Ogilvie," he said. "Miss +Randall is not a nurse." + +The doctor instantly replied, "I know she isn't, but we'll have to do +the best we can with her!" + +Flood's face grew redder still; Rosamund smiled a little. "Miss +Randall cannot possibly stay here," Flood said. "That is entirely out +of the question. I am willing to do all I can for the child, and I am +very glad he is not seriously hurt, although the accident was, I think, +unavoidable. I will send a nurse to-morrow--two, if you want them. +But you will have to get along with the help here for to-night." + +"Haven't any," said the doctor, briefly. "Yetta's a child, and Mother +Cary goes down to her daughter's where there's a new baby." + +For a moment no one spoke. Mother Cary was smiling at Rosamund, and +her look drew the girl's from the two men. Then her smile answered the +old woman's. + +In a flash of inspiration she knew that she had found an answer to her +questions of the earlier hours; something in her heart drew her +symbolically toward the little silent, helpless child in the darkened +room behind her, some mother-feeling as new and wonderful as the dawn +of life. Both Flood and the doctor remembered, through all their +lives, the look of exaltation on her face when she spoke. + +"I will stay," she said, quietly, and walked into the darkened room. + + + + +VI + +During the long silent watches of that night there came to Rosamund one +of those revelations, fortunately not rare in human experience, by +means of which the soul is taught some measure of the power of the +infinite--power to change or to create, to lead, to see more clearly, +or better to understand. The afternoon had been crowded with new +impressions and emotions following each other so swiftly as to preclude +consideration of them, but during the hours beside the unconscious +child her mind was busy; one thing after another came back to her, and, +reviewed in comparison with all the other happenings of the day, took +its rightful place of importance or unimportance. + +[Illustration: "One thing after another came back to her."] + +After the car had borne away her irate sister and friends, the +red-headed doctor carefully went over his directions to her, and she +had some difficulty in ignoring the twinkle in his eyes; Cecilia's +horror and Flood's disgust had been as amusing as Pendleton's lazy +irony. But before supper the doctor, too, had hurried away. Flood had +not offered him a lift, and the walk back to the Summit was long. +Father Cary, whom she found to be a friendly giant with a +well-developed rustic sense of humor, had driven off with his tiny wife +down the mountain to their daughter's home, leaving Yetta to clear away +the supper. + +Until then the black eyes of that other daughter of cities had scarcely +left Rosamund. As soon as she had washed and put away the dishes, she +came to the door of the room where the little boy lay, and after asking +if 'the lady' were afraid of the quiet and dark, she went upstairs. + +Then Rosamund stood at the window and watched the stars come out. The +great boles of the oaks and chestnuts in the strip of woods across the +way drew about themselves mantles of shadow. An apple fell from a tree +near the low, white spring-house, and a cricket began to chirp. From +some lower mountain slope there sounded the faint tinkle of a cow bell, +and still farther down the valley twinkling lights marked, in the +darkness, the places where people were gathered--little beacons of +home; and she knew that overhead there shone another light, set in a +window by the old woman before she went down the mountain. The placing +of that light in the window, Mother Cary had told her, was the +uninterrupted custom of the house since her first child was born. On +that day of wonder, when the shadows had deepened in the quiet room +where the miracle had taken place, they had set a lamp on the window +sill, and a light had burned in the same window every night since then, +a signal to all who should see it that happiness had come to live on +the mountain, and still dwelt there. It was so small a light that, +even when dark closed in, the girl standing beneath it could scarcely +discern its rays; yet she knew that it was large enough to be seen far +off, miles down the valley, across on the other mountains. Flood had +told her of seeing it from Doctor Ogilvie's house at the Summit. She +felt its symbolism--so small and humble a light, shedding its rays and +carrying its message so far; and with that thought there came another. + +This humble life of love and service, how beautiful it was! Only that +morning she had believed her life the real one, her world the only one +worth living in; but already she was beginning to suspect that there +might be a life more real, a world less circumscribed. She looked back +into the little bedroom, and beyond into the dimly lighted kitchen; it +was so poor a house, so rich a home! + +And of their poverty these mountain folk had given immeasurable +largesse to how many waifs--dust of the city's greed and sin, taken +them into this loving shelter, tended them back to usefulness, taught +them cleanliness of heart and body. Yet even to the waif so rescued +the city's power of harm reached out! How strange it was that the boy +lying there should have escaped so many of the city's dangers, found +this safe refuge on the mountain, and then have been injured on a quiet +country road by one of those very dangers he had dodged every day since +he first toddled across city streets! + +As she watched the child, another thought presented itself, caused her +cheeks to burn in the dark, sent a wave of disgust and shame over her: +these people, who had added nothing to the city's harm, recognized +their responsibility to the city's offspring; whereas Flood and +Pendleton, her sister and herself, who fed upon the city and its +workers, would almost have left the boy by the roadside, but for very +shame of one another. Her friends believed her whimsical, +unreasonable, utterly foolish to watch beside him through one night; +and she had been, in her inmost heart, taking credit to herself for +doing so! + +She asked herself whether, indeed, she would have remained, if it had +not been for the compelling force of Ogilvie, no less insistent for +being unvoiced. She recalled what Flood had told her about him; yet, +now that she had met him, all of Flood's enthusiasm did not seem to +explain the man, and she smiled as she remembered how little of that +enthusiasm poor Flood had shown in his disgust at Ogilvie's quiet +demand for her assistance. She felt suddenly ashamed as she admitted +to herself her secret delight in teasing Flood and Cecilia and Marshall +by obeying the doctor's appeal. In her growing humility she was almost +ready to believe that there had been no impulse of good in her +remaining. Yet she knew that she would have had to remain, even if the +others had not been there. What manner of man, she wondered, was this +red-headed country doctor who had first aroused the admiration of a man +like Benson Flood, and now had forced Rosamund Randall to perform a +service that, a day before, she would have thought a menial one? +Certainly he must differ in many respects from the men she had hitherto +met. + +The loudly ticking clock on the kitchen mantel struck off hour after +hour. A lusty cock began calling his fellows long before the fading of +the stars. Rosamund, standing again at the breast-high casement of the +little window, for the first time in her life watched the day break. +Rosy fingers of light reached up from the eastern mountains; valley and +hillsides threw off their purple and silver wrappings of night, and +gradually took on their natural colors; little fitful gusts of air, +sweet with night-drawn fragrance, touched her face at the window; from +their nests in the near-by fruit-trees faint, sleepy twitterings soon +increased to a joyful chorus of bird music; the shadows melted, it was +day, and the world awoke; but it was a new world to Rosamund. She had +touched the pulse of life, and with the dawn there was born in her +heart a purpose, feeble and immature as yet, but as surely purpose as +the newborn babe is man. + +Father Cary came up the mountain early to attend to his cattle, +bringing word that his daughter was not so well, and that Mother Cary +could not leave her until later in the day, but that Miss Randall was +to feel at home, and Yetta was to do all she could for her comfort. He +had made breakfast ready by the time Rosamund came into the kitchen; +and presently Yetta stumbled down the stairs, yawning and sleepy-eyed. + +"Gee!" she said, by way of morning greeting, "If this place ain't the +limit for sleep! When I first come up here I jist had to set up in bed +an' listen to the quiet; kept me awake all night, it did. Now I want +to sleep all day an' all night, too! Ain't it the limit?" + +"But that's the best thing in the world for you," Rosamund said, and +smiled at her. The girl must have divined a difference in the smile, +for she beamed cheerfully back. + +"That's what Doctor Ogilvie says," she replied. "All's the matter with +me is m'eyes. Y'see I been sewin' ever since I's about as big as a +peanut; first I sewed on buttons to help my mother, an' then I sewed +beads. There was my mother an' me an' m'father, on'y he wasn't ever +there; an' we had four boarders. Course the boarders had to set next +to the light, an' I couldn't see very well. Then after my mother died, +I sewed collars day-times and beads at night, till I got the job in the +shirt-waist shop. Tha's where m'eyes got inspected--they don't never +inspect you till you get a good job. It don't do me no good to know my +eyes is bad; I could a told 'em that m'self--only thing is, that was +the reason they sent me up here, so I've that much to thank 'em for, I +guess. Still, I----" + +But Father Cary interrupted the stream of chatter. "Now look a here," +he said, "supposin' you do less talkin' an' more eatin'! Two glasses +of milk, two dishes o' oatmeal, and two eggs is what you got to get +away with before you get up from this table." + +But Yetta's tongue was irrepressible. "You watch me!" she replied, and +grinned at him, her black eyes sparkling. "That's another funny thing +about the country," she informed Rosamund, nodding. It was evident +that she believed Miss Randall to be as much a stranger to the country +as she herself had been. "In the city all you want to eat in the +mornin' is a bite o' bread an' some tea; nobody ever heard o' eatin' +eggs in the mornin', nor oatmeal any other time; but here--Gee! I can +stow away eggs while the band plays on, an' tea ain't in it with +milk--this yere kind o' milk!" + +Rosamund's strained ear caught a faint rustle from the inner room; she +sprang up, followed closely by the others; the child had moved his +head, and his eyes were closed; before that they had been ever so +slightly open. Rosamund laid her hand upon his forehead, bent down so +that his breath fanned her soft cheek. Then she looked up at Father +Cary. + +"I believe he is really sleeping, not unconscious," she whispered. "I +think we must keep very, very quiet." + +Yetta nodded, tiptoed out of the room, and presently Father Cary's +large form passed the window on the way to the stable. + +So again was Rosamund's vigil renewed, unbroken through several hours +except by faint noises from without, the humming of a locust, the +chirps of birds, the homely conversation of some chickens, who had +stolen up to the little house, lonely for Mother Cary. She must have +dozed, for it seemed only a short time before the kitchen clock struck +eleven, and almost at the same moment the doctor stood in the doorway, +with Mother Cary behind him. + +The doctor's hair had been very much blown by the wind, but it would +have taken more than wind to send his smile awry. + +"Morning!" he threw towards Rosamund. + +She was at once aware that he thought of her only as the child's nurse, +oblivious of all that other men saw in her, of her beauty and grace, of +the signs of wealth and well-being in her garments and bearing. It +amused her, though her smile was, perhaps, a little disdainful. + +The boy was better; the doctor could find no serious injuries. "I am +sure the car barely touched him," Rosamund said, and the doctor nodded. + +"But it sometimes takes so little to shock the life out of a little +underfed, weakened body like this," he said. "There's nothing to fight +with, nothing to build on." + +Rosamund's hand went over her heart. "Then you think," she asked, "you +think that he will not----" + +"On the contrary, I am very sure that he will," the doctor smiled at +her. "Mother Cary, here, will teach you how to make him well." + +Mother Cary laid her wrinkled hand on the girl's arm, but Rosamund's +eyes filled with tears. "Poor mite!" she said, bending over the child, +"we will try to make you well--but I don't know what for!" + +Then Mother Cary spoke for the first time since her return. "Don't you +trouble yourself about the what for, dearie," she said. "Folks is got +plenty to keep 'em busy with the 'what way' and the 'what next' without +troublin' themselves with the 'what for.' Ain't it so, Doctor?" + +"It most certainly is," the red-headed doctor agreed, running his +fingers through his already tousled hair. When he had given her +further directions for the care of the child and driven off behind his +jogging old white mare, he seemed to have left with her some of his own +happy energy and assurance. Quite suddenly, the fatigue of her +sleepless night fell from her, and from some unsuspected inner +store-house of strength there crept a serenity and determination +hitherto undreamed of. The boy would sleep, the doctor had told her, +until late afternoon, probably awake hungry and thirsty, and then ought +to sleep again; he must be kept very quiet, nourished regularly and +lightly, made clean and comfortable; such careful and ceaseless nursing +should, in a week or two, bring him out with even more strength than he +had had before. So, until afternoon, there would be little for her to +do. + +She went into the kitchen to be with the old woman, who was moving +about with her queer, crab-like motion of crutches and hands, preparing +their dinner; Yetta had taken herself to the fields. + +"No, indeedy, you can't help me one mite," Mother Cary declared, +"exceptin' by settin' in that arm cheer and puttin' your pretty head +back and restin.' There's nothin' I enjoy more'n a body to talk to +whilst I'm a gettin' dinner, or supper. Yetta ain't that kind of a +body, though! Land! The way the child can talk, and the things she +knows!" Mother Cary turned about from her biscuit board to emphasize +her horror. "Honey," she said, impressively, "that child knows more o' +the world, the bad side of it, than--well, than I do!" + +Rosamund smiled, and the old woman shook her head at her. "Oh, I was +brought up in the city, honey," she told her, "so I know more about it +than you think for. That's what makes me glad the doctor brought us a +girl, this time; she's the first girl we've had this summer. I wisht +it might be that she could stay up here as I did, but land! they ain't +but one Pap! Pap jest made _me_ stay, and me a cripple, too! He said +he couldn't be happy without somebody to look after; and whilst it was +a new idea to me then, I come to see the sense of it many a long year +ago! That poor little Yetta! It's her eyes is bad. They ain't so bad +but what they won't do well enough for most things; but all she knows +how to do is to sew beads and buttons and run a big sewin' machine in a +shop. They say her eyes won't hold out for that! Land! If I was +rich, I'd have her taught music, that's what I'd do! You jest ought to +hear the child sing, dearie! To hear her in the evenin's settin' down +on the fence an' singin', why, it's prettier 'n a whip-poor-will +a-callin'. It wouldn't surprise me a mite if Yetta could be learnt to +sing that well, with some new songs and such, that folks would pay +money to hear her!" + +"Perhaps we could find some way to help her," Miss Randall suggested. +Mother Cary flashed a keen look at her. + +"Do you know any rich folks, honey, that might?" she asked eagerly. +"Yetta's a good little thing, for all the bad she knows. An' she jest +loves an' loves whatever is pretty an' sweet!" + +"I think perhaps I do know someone," Rosamund said. "But I wanted +especially to ask you to let me board with you here for a while. Is +there room for me?" + +"Room a plenty, dearie," the old woman said, as she hobbled to the door +to strike the metal hoop that swung from the over-hanging floor of the +second story. "But," she added, when she had sent the summons ringing +out to Pap and Yetta, and had come back and seated herself near the +girl, "but there ain't any call for you to pay. Pap an' me has a +plenty to share with folks that come our way; and you're helpin' with +Timmy. I'd be real pleased to have you stay." + +But Rosamund hesitated. "I'm afraid I cannot do that," she said, +"unless you will let me pay something. I can afford it, really," she +added, smiling. + +For a long moment the old woman looked at her, keenly, kindly, with the +faintest, tenderest, most teasing smile on her little wrinkled face +that was as brown as a nut. "An' can't you really afford to visit?" +she asked. "There's a plenty of folks that can afford to pay and to +give; there ain't so many as can afford to take and to be done for. +Ain't you forgettin' which kind you be?" + +Rosamund lifted her head, and looked directly into the twinkling, faded +old eyes. "No," she said, "I'm not forgetting the kind I am! I think +I am only beginning to find out!" + +Mother Cary laid her hand over the girl's in her usual gesture of +caress before she hobbled to the dinner table. Pap and Yetta had come +in and were already seating themselves. + +It was the sweetest meal that Rosamund had ever tasted; but she had +still to find out more about herself. They had not risen from the +table when a musical view-halloo sounded up from the road below the +stretch of woods, and in a moment Flood and Pendleton sprang out of the +big red car and came briskly up the little walk. Rosamund went forward +to meet them. + +"Why, I say," said Flood, beaming at her, "you're looking right as a +trivet, you know!" + +Pendleton drawled: "Ah, fair knight-errantess! Miss Nightingale! Also +Rose o' the World! You wouldn't be smiling like that if you knew +Cecilia's state of mind!" + +Rosamund laughed, and held out her hand to them. "I can imagine it," +she said. "It's plain that I had better keep out of her way for a +time!" + +"I'm at your service," cried Flood bowing low: with mock servility, +delighted at her merry mood, at her smiles which included even himself. + +But Pendleton understood her better. "Now, what are you up to, Rosy?" +he asked, severely, uneasily. She came directly to the point. + +"I am going to stay here," she announced. + +Both men stared at her. "How d'ye mean?" asked Flood weakly. + +"The deuce you are!" cried Pendleton. + +"Oh! With Mrs. Reeves!" Flood beamed, as if he had found an answer +even while asking. + +"Is that it? Why didn't you say so? Where is Eleanor, anyway?" +Pendleton asked. + +Rosamund laughed again. "I'm sure I don't know!" she said. "She is at +Bluemont, and that's miles away, isn't it? I haven't even asked. No, +Marshall, no, Mr. Flood, I am going to stay here, right here, here in +this house, or this valley, or this mountain, but here, here as long as +I like--forever, if I want to! That's what I mean--or part of it!" + +It was evident that her laughter carried more conviction than any +amount of seriousness would have done. Poor Flood's face got redder, +and he suddenly, after a stare, turned on his heel, and walked rather +slowly down the path to his car, standing beside it with his arms +folded, looking across at the strip of woods, but seeing nothing. +Pendleton, however, felt it incumbent upon him to remonstrate. + +"Of course, we all know you can afford any whim you like, Rosamund," he +said, in the tone of the old friend who dares, "but I think I ought to +warn you that this sort of thing is not--not in the best of taste, you +know! It is not done, really--in--in--among our sort, you know!" + +Rosamund openly showed her amusement. "That is undoubtedly true, my +dear Marshall," she said, "but this time it is going to be done! _I_ +am going to do it! You think it is a freak, and I'm sure I can say it +isn't, because I don't in the least know what it is!" + +"I think you're mad. If I had not been an unwilling observer of the +accident, I should believe it was you had got concussion, and not the +infant." + +"My dear Marshall, your diagnosis is wrong! I may have a--a disease, +but it is not madness. Did you ever hear of people who had suffered +from loss of memory for years and years and quite suddenly recovered +it? Perhaps I'm one of those--I feel as if I had only just come to my +senses!" + +"I don't know what you're talking about!" said Pendleton. + +"Don't you? I thought you wouldn't!" Again she laughed, and at the +sound Flood started, looked back towards the house where she stood, +radiant and lovely, framed in the doorway, and then got into his car. + +But Pendleton had one further protest. "You _can't_ stay in this--this +hovel, alone, Rosamund! You can't think of doing it! Please remember +_I_ have got to go back to Cecilia! What on earth am I going to say to +her?" + +"Poor Marshall! Tell Cecilia, with my love, that I am going to stay +here for the present. She may send me some clothes by express, or not, +as she likes. Please give her my love, and tell her that I hope she +will have a pleasant visit with the Whartons--she had better go there +to-morrow. And try, my dear Marshall, to assure her of my sanity! +Good-by! Don't let me keep you waiting!" + +Pendleton pushed back his hat, thrust his hands deep into his pockets, +and looked at her. Then he drew a long breath and delivered himself, +oracularly. "Rosamund," he said, "you're a fool! You can't, you +really can't, do this sort of thing, you know. Why, my dear girl, +it--it is not done, you know, in--" + +But Rosamund ran back into the house, turned a flashing, smiling look +upon him over her shoulder, cried, "Good-by, Marshall! Give my love to +Cecilia!" and was gone, leaving him there agape. There was really +nothing for him to do but rejoin Flood. + +Cecilia, however, remained for a time inconsolable. Flood and +Pendleton motored back across the mountain, told Mrs. Maxwell of +Rosamund's decision to remain indefinitely in the little cottage on the +mountain, and forthwith avoided the presence of the irate lady as much +as possible. Fortunately, the newly arriving week-end guests had to be +entertained. They were very good and very stupid; but, as Pendleton +said, anything was better than Cecilia in a temper. + +Left to herself, Cecilia's mind was occupied with a veritable +jack-straw puzzle of events, motives, contingencies. She had had good +reason, before this, to know that Rosamund enjoyed unforeseen +departures; but that anyone should deliberately choose to forego the +luxuries of Oakleigh, to stay, instead, in what Mrs. Maxwell considered +a peasant's cottage--such conduct, such a choice, were beyond the +lady's imagination and experience. Rosamund must be wild; for surely +not even pique at Cecilia's generalship, not even annoyance at Flood's +attentions, not even the desire to be near that tiresome Eleanor +Reeves, could have determined her to such a move. As for the accident, +anyone could have cared for the child. Rosamund could have paid a +dozen nurses to stay there, if she was charitably inclined; and +certainly Mr. Flood had shown that he wanted to do what was right. +Cecilia could not understand it. + + + + +VII + +After the retreat of Pendleton and Flood, Rosamund went back to the +little boy's room, smiling. Mother Cary looked up at her with a face +slightly troubled. + +"Seems like your friends ain't willing to have you stay here," she +said. "Is there anything calling you home, honey, anything that needs +you?" + +The girl shook her head. "I think I have never been needed anywhere in +all my life, until now," she said. Then, perhaps because of Flood's +words, she remembered Eleanor. "Well, perhaps there is one person who +has needed me, from time to time; and, dear Mother Cary, she is +somewhere near here. She came to Bluemont to be near Doctor Ogilvie." + +"There's a many a one that does," said Mother Cary. + +"My friend is Mrs. Reeves. Do you know her?" + +"Land, honey, rich city folks don't bother to become acquainted with +the likes of me!" the old woman said, smiling. + +"Mrs. Reeves is not 'rich city folks.' She is working for her living +all the while she is here in the mountains; she is companion for +another of the doctor's patients, Mrs. Hetherbee." + +"Oh, I know!" Yetta exclaimed. "I saw her in the post-office one day +askin' for the mail, while the old one waited outside in the +automobile. Gee! That old one looked cross!" + +Rosamund laughed. "And do you know where they live?" + +"Sure! Want me to show you?" + +"I should like it ever and ever so much if you would take a note there +for me. Could you do that? Is it too far?" + +Mother Cary patted Yetta's dark hair. "She can go over with Pap, when +he goes to the store," she said. "She'll be real glad to; won't you, +Yetta?" + +So it came to pass that in the late afternoon Eleanor came in Mrs. +Hetherbee's car. The boy Tim was resting so quietly that Rosamund had +gone outside; she went swiftly down the little red path to the gate, +and the two met, arms entwining, cheek to cheek, with little laughs and +questions and soft cries. + +"Your note said there was an accident!" These were Eleanor's first +words. "Darling, that is not why you are here? You are not hurt?" + +"Why I am here; but it was not I--I was not hurt! Look at me--feel me!" + +"Nor Cecilia?" + +"Nor anyone, you precious, that you know! A tiny mite of a boy, +Eleanor, and I stayed to take care of him." + +"You?" + +"Oh, don't say it like that! And yet I don't wonder!" + +Eleanor's arm was about her at once. "Sweet, I was only wondering that +Cecilia let you!" + +"Cecilia did not let me; and you were wondering, too, why I stayed, +what really kept me. You are quite right; of my own accord I shouldn't +have stayed. My own impulse would not have moved that way. I should +have taken the easy, the obvious course, if I had been left to choose. +But I wasn't, you see." + +Eleanor looked at her keenly. This note of bitterness was quite new. +Suddenly she remembered Ogilvie; but almost on the instant Rosamund +spoke again. + +"What manner of man do you find this red-headed doctor of yours?" + +Eleanor laughed. "He gets his own way with people!" She looked at her +friend, but Rosamund's face was turned from her. "I have never met +anyone else like him. I thought at first that he was two people--a man +of heart and a man of science; you know his reputation, and yet he +stays up here mainly, I am told, to be near these mountain people. He +says that they trust him, and seems to think that excuse enough for +staying." + +"I thought he stayed for the air or something?" + +"He did, but now he is perfectly well again. And his character is not +dual; nothing so romantic. He is a man of science just because he is a +man of heart. He is one of the simplest people I have ever known." + +"You seem to know him pretty well." + +"Oh, he is the first object of interest to all his patients; we talk of +nothing else! I am only a case to him." + +Rosamund laughed. "Very likely, dear! And what does he think of you, +as a case?" + +Eleanor's face took on its shadow of sadness. "He--he does not know," +she said; and Rosamund drew a swift breath of pain. + +Eleanor came daily after that, Mrs. Hetherbee, a worn, eager little +woman with restless eyes, showing herself entirely complaisant when it +seemed likely that the very well known Miss Randall would return +Eleanor's visits. Her attitude towards her companion had been pleasant +enough before, but it certainly took on a new warmth after Rosamund's +arrival in the neighborhood, and when she learned that Mrs. Reeves was +one of Miss Randall's lifelong friends. + +"You will have to drive over and call on Mrs. Hetherbee, Rose," Eleanor +assured her. "If you don't I shall feel that I'm using her car under +false pretenses!" + +So Rosamund called, and Mrs. Hetherbee basked in the distinction of +being the only person at the Summit whom Miss Randall cared to know. +Thereafter Eleanor came daily across the valley, tenderly sweet as only +she knew how to be, almost at once becoming fast friends with Mother +Cary, and hanging over the boy with aching heart and arms weary of +their emptiness. Rosamund always felt as if a hand of pain clutched at +her heart as she watched them. + +"Who is he?" Eleanor had asked the first day she saw him. "Is he the +child of these people?" + +"He is a waif," Rosamund said, and told how Mother Cary made of the +little white house a refuge of love for the needy ones of the city. +"And this tiny boy, Doctor Ogilvie says, needs love more than most of +them. The Charities have tried to have him adopted; but most people do +not want boys--not homely little boys, whose fathers were not at all +good and whose mothers died very young and very forlorn. Timmy has +gone begging--and he will have to go back after his summer here is +over. The most to be hoped for is that he will go back stronger; then +perhaps he will be prettier, and some one may want him. It is really +unspeakably pathetic." + +So Eleanor hung over the child, and gradually there grew up in +Rosamund's heart and mind a plan, which, as it matured, was to alter +the course of life for all of them. + +But that was not until later; and while to her on the mountain the days +passed uneventfully enough, they were days of distressful change for +her sister. During the first week or two, Cecilia sent her four +letters and eleven telegrams--the telegrams being duly delivered with +the letters, whenever Father Cary drove across the valley to the store. +Rosamund read them all, pondered, smiled, and then sent off a +reassuring telegram by Eleanor. Later she wrote two letters; the first +was to her banker, and in the second she said: + + +DEAREST CISSY: + +Don't be too cross! You've always been an angel to me, and I love you; +but I am tired, tired, tired of the sort of life we lead; and the other +day, when Mr. Flood's man so obligingly bumped into the poor little +boy, I was wondering how on earth I could get out of it for a time, get +some sort of change. Then, the people here seemed to take it for +granted that I would stay to nurse the child. It was the first time in +my life that anyone had ever taken for granted that I would do the +right thing if it meant personal discomfort. Before, I had always been +praised and applauded if I merely happened to do it. I don't suppose I +can make you understand, dearest Cissy; but just that made all the +difference in the world to me. And now I am going to stay here--for +how long, I do not know. Until I get tired of it, perhaps, or until I +can think up something else. The mountains are so big, Cecilia, and +the stars so bright, and the sun does such good work! + +I have put some money to your credit; I think there will be enough to +last you for a while. You can even get the motor car, if you want to. +And if I were you, I should stop in town and get a few linens and +perhaps a hat or two and a parasol at Lucille's. You will need a lot +of things at Bar Harbor. I suppose you will go right up to the +Whartons'. + +You say I have broken up Mr. Flood's plans. I'm afraid I don't +altogether agree to that. There was only another week-end left in +June, and we were not going to stay any longer than that. I do not +choose to think that you referred to other plans of his. If you do, +please understand that I have no interest in them. + +Give my love to the Whartons; they have always thought me queer, +anyway, so you will not have to account to them for me. And don't be +too cross! + + +Cecilia's reply, which the doctor brought up the mountain a week later, +was dated from Bar Harbor. It read: + + +DEAR ROSAMUND: + +It's no use saying what I think. But you are exceedingly disagreeable +about Mr. Flood, and the mountains were just as big at Oakleigh, and +the sun is just as hot in one place as another at this time of year, +and it is very selfish of you to break up everybody's plans. But at +least I can say that I am glad you remain sane upon some subjects. I +hope you got the trunks I sent over to Bluemont Summit; and I took your +advice about the linens. There was a white serge, too, that was +unusually good for the price. I haven't decided about the car. We +play bridge here twice a day, and my game seems rather uncertain, since +the shock you gave me. And Minnie has invited Benson Flood for two +weeks, and a good many things may happen. I may not buy the car after +all. I told Minnie that you were camping in the mountains, and she +only raised her eyebrows. Well--all I can say is that poor dear Mamma +always admitted Colonel Randall was peculiar. If you are not going to +wear your opals this summer, you may as well let me have them. + + +Rosamund laughed aloud at the letter. Doctor Ogilvie was sitting on +the side of Timmy's bed, and she had gone to the window to read it. At +her laugh he looked up. + +"Good news?" he asked, cheerfully. He was always cheerful, as cheerful +as a half-grown puppy. + +"Neither good nor bad," she replied, "only amusing." + +"But whatever is amusing is good," he asserted. + +She looked up from folding her letter, to see whether he was in +earnest. "That," she said, slowly, "is rather a unique point of view!" + +He ran his fingers through his hair, and came towards her. "Unique? I +hope not," he replied. "Oh, I see what you mean--you're taking issue +with my word 'amusing'! I'm not thinking of passing the time, as a +definition of that word; I'm thinking of fun, mirth, that kind of +amusement--nothing to do with chorus ladies and things to eat and drink +and that sort of thing, you know!" + +She was learning to watch his smile as one watches a barometer; to-day +the signs were certainly propitious. There was something of indulgence +in her look as she replied to him, the indulgence one feels towards the +young and inexperienced. + +"So you think it is a good thing to be amused--in your way?" she asked. + +He nodded. "Most assuredly. Nothing like it. And the most amusing +thing I know is the way we can cheat disease and dirt and a few other +nice little things like them--turn the joke on them! Now, there's +Master Tim--eh, youngster? Life will seem like a good deal of a joke +to you, when you get over that ache in your hip, won't it? Think +you'll find fun in life then, don't you, old chap? And there's a girl +down in the valley--by the way, how'd you like to go down with me and +make a call? Do you a lot of good!" + +He cocked his head on one side and looked at Rosamund inquiringly, +persuasively. + +She had seen him every day for two weeks, and this was the first moment +he had looked at her with the least shadow of personal interest. Until +now, she had felt that she was no more to him than an article of +furniture, certainly less of a personage than Mother Cary or Yetta or +the sick child. She had a feeling that he tolerated her solely as an +aid, that she had not even the virtue of being a 'case'; and she told +herself in secret disgust that while she did not possess the last +virtue, she at least shared the patients' fault, or absurdity; she had +to admit that he piqued her interest, and she resented his doing so, +blaming him even while disgusted at herself. + +But, to-day, with the charming woman's intuition, she knew that he was +seeing her with different eyes, as if she had only just now come within +his range of vision; yet she knew that his was a look that she had not +encountered from other men. + +Hitherto, the men she knew had been quite evidently aware of her +beauty. She had always accepted, quite calmly, the fact that there was +enough of that to be of first consideration, over and beyond anything +else that she might possess. This country doctor was the first man who +had ever appeared unconscious of the excellence of her femininity; but +the same pride which had led her to repel Flood's admiration forbade +her making any conscious appeal for Ogilvie's. There was, after all, +very little of the coquette in her. The amusement that his +obliviousness caused her, or the interest it excited in her, was only +increased by his suggestion that she should accompany him on a visit to +some mountaineer's cottage; he had offered it as likely to do her good, +and not, as she might not unreasonably have expected, that her going +would brighten or benefit or honor the mountain girl. It was a new +experience, surely, for Rosamund Randall! + +On their way down the mountain, which White Rosy knew so well that to +guide her would have been entirely superfluous, he talked cheerfully, +as always, of many things--of White Rosy herself, of the mountain +people, of the view across the valley, of roadside shrubs and flowers. +It was the first of their drives together, and the woman they went to +see that day became a most important factor in their destinies. + +At first she listened to him with scarcely more interest than she would +have felt towards the amiable volubility of any of the countrymen; but +his talk soon rose above the commonplace. Insensibly he became aware +that the girl beside him could understand, could sympathize, respond. + +"I know you can't put ropes on the world and try to pull back against +its turning round," the doctor said when at a bend of the road they +could look down almost upon the roof of a cottage below, a cottage with +a sadly neglected garden patch at one side and a tumbled-down chimney. +"It's a good deal better to stand behind and push, or to get in front +and pull. I'm fond of pulling, myself! But when it comes to the +individual instance, it's sometimes more merciful to stand in the way +of what we're pleased to call progress. Now that girl down +there--daughter of a horse-dealer, the owner of a little store at one +of the crossroads in the other valley--it would really have been better +if she had never gone to school, never been away from home, never +learned of anything beyond what she has. She has been taught enough to +make her know how badly off she is. Her father was ambitious, and sent +his daughter to board in town and go to the high school. She stayed +there two years, and absorbed about as much as she could; then she came +back home, but her education had taught her something finer and better +than what she came back to. She did just what any restless young thing +would do. Inside of a year she eloped with the handsomest rascal in +the mountains. And Tobet's a moonshiner!" + +"Moonshiner! But I thought the Government had done away with all that +sort of thing? I heard a man say, at a place where I was staying +before I came here, that there was really no more of it left, in these +mountains. The men are intimidated, the stills discovered and broken +up. Isn't that so?" + +A wry smile from the doctor answered her. "Then there must be some +natural springs of it about here," he said. He pointed back over his +shoulder with his whip. "See that big pine up there on the left? +Well, if an empty bottle be left there, at the foot of the tree, at +night, with a fifty-cent piece under it, the bottle will be filled in +the morning, and the coin gone. I don't ask any questions, and I +suppose she would not answer any; but if she would, Grace Tobet could +explain how that sort of thing happens." + +Rosamund was not greatly impressed. "Well, there probably is not very +much of it," she said, "and they must be quite used to it. I don't +suppose it does them much harm, does it?" + +The doctor was silent for a moment. Then he said, and his voice was +very low, "Grace Tobet has lately lost her baby, her little girl. Joe +came in one morning, struck by white lightning, as they say around +here. He fell on the baby, and Grace came in from the garden too late. +She told Mother Cary that perhaps it was just as well." + +Rosamund paled. Presently the doctor went on, "And you see, poor Grace +knows better things; she remembers that town and the school, and the +little pleasures and gayeties there." + +Neither spoke again until White Rosy drew up before the Tobet cottage. +The front windows and door were closed, but on the sill of the back +door a woman crouched, a woman in faded brown calico, whose face, when +she raised it from her arms, showed a dark bruise on one side. She +rose and smiled wanly. + +"I've brought a lady to see you, Mrs. Tobet," the doctor said. He +introduced them as formally as if Grace Tobet had been a duchess. Then +he said, "Now you two talk, while I hunt up Joe. Where is he?" + +The woman nodded towards the front of the house, and the doctor went +indoors. Rosamund and Mrs. Tobet looked at each other. + +To the mountain woman this stranger was a being from another sphere, +who could not touch her own at any point of intercourse; while Rosamund +was too deeply moved by the woman's story, by the livid mark on her +temple, by the squalor of her dress and surroundings contrasting so +strongly with the intelligence of her face, to find words. It was Mrs. +Tobet who first remembered one of those phrases of common coin which +are the medium of conversation the world over. + +"Stranger about here?" she asked. + +"I am staying with Mrs. Cary on the mountain," Rosamund replied; and, +as, in a flash, the other woman's face was lit by a smile scarcely less +radiant than Mother Cary's own. + +"A friend o' Mother Cary's, be ye? I'm glad to see ye! I can't ask +you into the front room, but there's a seat in my spring-house, real +pleasant and cool; won't ye come try it?" + +She led the way through the neglected garden to the little spring-house +that was built of the rough stone of the hillsides, roofed over with +sod. In front of the door-space was a wooden bench, where Rosamund sat +down, while Grace drew a glass of sparkling water from the cool spring +inside. It was a delicious draught. + +"My baby could jest pull herself up by that bench," Grace Tobet said, +as she took the empty glass. "She used to play here while I tended to +the milk. Joe's sold the cow now; but that didn't make any difference; +there wasn't any reason for keeping her." + +The woman's deep-set dark eyes strained out towards the mountain-tops. +Rosamund felt herself suddenly brought face to face with some primal +force of which she had hitherto known nothing; for the first time in +her life she looked upon the agony of bereft mother-love laid bare. +She had been with Eleanor through her loss, but Eleanor's grief had +seemed to turn her to white stone; this other mother's was a fiercely +scorching, consuming flame of anguish before which Rosamund shrank away +as from the blast of a furnace. Before she dared to speak, however, +Grace Tobet's face was smiling again. + +"I know you must like it up there," she said. "I do miss the mountains +so, livin' down here in the valley. I don't know what I'd do ef it +wasn't for Mother Cary's light. I look up there for it every night of +my life, an' it's always there. An' I ain't the only one it talks to, +neither." + +"It has its message for everyone who sees it, I think," Rosamund +agreed. "I know, because I am living under it!" + +Grace looked into her eyes, and nodded. "Ain't it so?" she replied. +"Why, there's never been a night when I was in trouble that her little +lamp hasn't said to me, 'Here I am, honey, an' I know all about it. +When it gets so bad you can't stand it, you jest send for me; I'll +come!' An' she does come, too!" + +There was silence between them for a moment; then Rosamund said, only +wondering at herself long afterwards, "It says more than that! It is +telling me that there is something in life worth while, that there's +courage and goodness in many a dark corner where we'd never think of +looking for them; oh, it is teaching me a great deal!" + +"Yes," Grace Tobet agreed, and all barriers between them were gone. + +They found so much to say that the hour the doctor spent with Joe +passed like a moment. When at last he came out of the house and back +to the spring for a drink of the pure water, the two women walked +together to the buggy; and before she took her place Rosamund, yielding +to a sudden impulse of which she knew she would have been incapable a +fortnight earlier, turned and clasped both of the older woman's hands, +and looked into her face. + +"Will you be friends with me?" she asked simply. + +Grace Tobet's eyes widened. It seemed long before she spoke. Then, +"Yes," she said, and both knew that there was something sealed between +them. + +"May I bring a friend of mine to see you? She lost her baby boy last +year, and--and we are afraid she is going to be--blind. Perhaps you +can comfort her, in some way. She needs friends. May I bring her?" + +"Pray do," Grace said, in the quaint mountain speech. + +When they were slowly climbing the mountain, the doctor turned to +Rosamund with a quizzical smile. "You and Grace seemed to progress +somewhat!" he said. + +For a few moments Rosamund pondered; then she met his look, but there +was no smile on her face. + +"Do you know," she said, "I have always thought that the people I lived +among were the only ones who really knew life, the only ones who felt, +or thought, or _lived_! Lately I seem to have come into a new world." + +The doctor's smile faded, and he ran his fingers through his hair. +"No," he said, "it's the same old world! Human nature's pretty much +the same, wherever you find it. Human experience is bounded by life, +and the boundaries are not very wide, either. It's the different +combinations that make things interesting, although the basic elements +remain the same!" + +"Then I almost think there are more basic elements among these people +than among--my kind!" + +"Oh, no! The difference is that with your kind the surface is rounded +and polished, and the points of possible contact therefore fewer; with +the other kind the rougher surfaces offer more points of contact, more +chances of combinations, that's all. And," he added, "even that's only +partly true!" + +Afterwards, when she went over in her mind the events of the whole +afternoon, she wondered how Flood or Pendleton would have expressed +themselves on the subject; but at the moment she was too deeply +concerned with her problems to form any mental digression. For a while +neither spoke; then she said: + +"Reserve seems to have no place here! I find myself saying what I +think, describing what I feel, opening my heart to Mother Cary, to Mrs. +Tobet, to you--to anyone! I do not know myself!" + +The doctor's face changed from one expression to another and another; +he was about to speak, but her look was intense, rapt, uplifted, and +very serious; he evidently changed his mind. Neither spoke again until +they stopped before the little green gate. Then, he passed his hand +over his head as if suddenly missing something. + +"Lord bless my soul!" he exclaimed. "I believe I left my hat at +Grace's!" + + + + +VIII + +Eleanor was most free to motor across the valley--where now a double +magnet drew her--while Mrs. Hetherbee still slumbered in the mornings. +Since the first day when Tim's little hand had reached up to touch her +cheek, she had yearned towards the boy. Rosamund laughingly accused +her of coming to see him instead of herself; Eleanor, in reply, held +the mite to her heart, smiling over his curls through gathering tears, +at Rosamund. + +The summer had done much for Timmy. The pain in his hip was +disappearing, and by the end of August there were pink baby curves +where the skin had been white and drawn over his little bones. There +were times, when he was cuddling against Eleanor or tumbling about in +the sun, that he was almost pretty. He was glad enough of +ministrations from Rosamund or Mother Cary, but Eleanor was the bright +lady of his adoration. + +"My White Lady," he called her, taking great pains always to pronounce +every consonant of the beloved name, though he usually discarded most +of them as not at all necessary to intelligent conversation. With the +inquisitiveness of childhood, he soon discovered that she had once had +a little boy of her own. + +"Where is your little boy?" he asked one day with infantile directness. + +"He is gone away," she told him. + +But that was not enough. "_Did_ somebody 'dopt your little boy?" he +persisted. + +Eleanor looked at Rosamund; the same thought was in the minds of both. +How many times had little Tim been offered for inspection to would-be +adopters, and refused? How much of it had he understood? What had it +all meant, to his poor little lonely heart? Eleanor drew him more +closely to her. + +"W'y don't you tell Timmy? Did somebody 'dopt your little boy?" + +She gave him the simplest answer. "Yes, dear," she said. + +Timmy was thoughtful for a moment. Then he said, "I guess he must have +been a _pretty_ little boy!" + +Neither Eleanor nor Rosamund could speak, but Tim was oblivious of +their emotion. A new idea, an entrancing one, had presented itself. +He climbed upon Eleanor's lap, took her face between his palms, and +said, smiling divinely, + +"If I was a great big man, White Lady, _I_ would 'dopt you!" + +It seemed to Rosamund that Eleanor, while reaching out with all the +ardor of her loneliness, was being daily wrung by seeing him; she spoke +of it to Ogilvie, after Eleanor herself had denied it. But he was +inclined to agree with Mrs. Reeves that it could not harm her. + +"Women find comfort in strange things," he said. "Let her have her own +way." + +Rosamund sighed. "It does not seem to me that her summer here has +helped her at all," she said. "She is more a 'White Lady' than ever. +I wish you would tell me what you think of her, Doctor Ogilvie!" + +"I cannot tell you any more than I have," he replied. "There is no +incurable fault of vision, no defect of the eye itself. If I could +prescribe a large dose of happiness for her, she would get well. As it +is--nerves have very elusive freaks sometimes, you know!" + +"Then she will--she will be--oh! Don't say that! Not my Eleanor!" + +"Now you are taking too much for granted. I do _not_ say it. Her eyes +are no worse than when she came here. If she were strong they would +recover; if she were happy she would quickly become strong! As it +is--who can say?" + +"Oh, how helpless you all are!" she cried. + +He ran his fingers through his hair--his cap was apt to be anywhere but +on his head. "Helpless! Good Lord, yes!" + +As the weeks passed, they had become very good friends, spending many +hours together, driving about the countryside as he made his rounds. +Knowing Eleanor to be there in the mornings, Ogilvie fell into the way +of making Mother Cary's his first house of visitation in the afternoon. +They were always waiting for him at the gate--the now inseparable +three; and if Rosamund left all show of eager greeting to Yetta and +little Tim, the doctor seemed never to notice the omission. It was +enough to find her there. + +Hitherto, John Ogilvie had passed his life, first, in study, and later +in investigation and service. Women had appeared as people who cooked +his meals, or as nurses trained to careful obedience, or as those who, +more or less ill, were apt to be more or less querulous. There were +one or two who had seemed to possess different characteristics, +especially here in the mountains. There was Mother Cary, who had +helped him on more than one occasion when more trained assistance, if +not assistance more experienced, was not to be had; he warmly loved +Mother Cary, whose indulgent affection persisted in regarding him as a +boy--a clever boy, to be sure, but not by any means one who had +outgrown the need of maternal attention. And there were Grace Tobet, +and a few other of the mountaineers' wives, who stood out from the mass +of women as he had known them. + +Miss Randall was of still another sort, already beginning to inspire +him with emotions new and different. But he was too far past the +introspective phase that is a part of early youth to analyze his +emotions. He was less concerned with the phenomenon of his own heart +throbs than with the happily recurring hours of their being together, +and the increasingly dreary intervals when his duties carried him away +from her. + +He knew very well to what world she belonged. He had had enough +experience of it among his patients, the overfed, overwrought women who +came to Bluemont in the summer to be near him--near the young doctor of +high scientific attainments, who remained in this out-of-the-way place +of his own choice, "Who can be just as disagreeable and firm, my dear, +as if his sign hung two doors from Fifth Avenue, and whose fees are +only one-fifth as high as Dr. Blake's," as one of them wrote home. +Even if she had not come into the valley as one of Flood's guests, he +would have known of what class she was a part. Mrs. Hetherbee, in her +overflowing complaisance after Rosamund's call, had poured out to his +bored and impatient ears, in a torrent that was not to be stemmed, the +facts of the girl's inheritance and position. + +"Witherspoon Randall's only daughter! He made all his money, millions, +they say, in Georgia pine--only had to go out on the land he had +inherited and cut down trees! Think of it! And left every penny to +this girl, nothing to the mother, nothing to the mother's daughter by +her first marriage, nothing to charity--everything, everything to this +girl! And you know she is just the smartest of the smart, in town; +thanks to her sister's marriage, in the very heart of the most +exclusive----" + +So he had, in spite of himself, been told what she was, given some idea +of what she possessed; yet so wholly did he discard as immaterial the +material things, and measure her only by the weight of personality, +that Rosamund was deceived into thinking that he knew nothing about her. + +The friends she made while at Mother Cary's had not questioned her; she +had dropped among them from an automobile, and later her sister had +sent her some clothes of deceptive simplicity. Their seeming to accept +her as she tried to appear deceived her into believing that they were +not curious; as a matter of fact their code of good manners forbade +their showing curiosity; nothing could prevent their having it. She +believed that Ogilvie, also, had been deceived in like manner. During +their drives together she carefully avoided any reference to her +possessions; it amused her to imagine how surprised he would be when he +knew. + +Yet she found herself becoming more and more contented that he did not +know. In her own world she had been unable to ignore her wealth; she +could read knowledge of it on every face, deference to it in every +courtesy, and the very fact that it had set her apart was largely the +cause of her old discontent. She would not voluntarily have discarded +it, but she would have welcomed an escape from all but its agreeable +consequences. + +The other men she had known might have been able to command riches +larger than her own, or possessed that which weighed equally in the +social scales; yet they remained conscious of what her very name +signified, and invariably showed it. Even Mr. Flood, or so she +believed, although he could have bought all she owned without missing +what it cost him, showed her the usual deference. + +Therefore, there was something fresh and unaccustomed in her growing +friendship with Ogilvie. It amused and piqued her; in her ignorance of +his real state of mind it even touched her. She found herself eager to +be real with him, to show him depths of heart and mind which she +herself had scarcely suspected. Other men saw only the social glaze +which hid her real self and reflected themselves; Ogilvie had a way of +looking at her which pierced the surface, although, because of his +obvious sincerity, it caused her no resentment. So, during the glowing +summer, while the hot noons ripened the corn in the valley and the cold +nights left early beacons of flame in the young maples on the +mountains, they grew to know each other; she serene in her belief in +his unsuspecting simplicity, he ignoring in her what other men would so +greatly have valued. As far as the things of the world affected them, +they might, on their drives, have been alone in a deserted land, or at +least in one peopled only by aborigines. + +For always he had as an objective point some mountain cottage where his +aid was needed. At first she was inclined to be curious about the +mountaineers; theoretically they ought to have been interesting, +quaint, amusing. But in reality she scarcely saw them; when she did, +she found nothing appealing in their lank figures, and faces hidden in +the depths of slat bonnets or under large straw hats pulled down over +their eyes. + +"They all seem to avoid me," she told Ogilvie one day when he had come +out of a house with a tiny child in his arms, which had slid down and +run away at sight of her. "Do they think I'm the bogey-man or the +plague?" + +He laughed aloud at her petulance. "They don't stop to think," he +said. "They are as timid as chipmunks, or as any other hunted woodland +creatures." + +"Oh, hunted!" she cried, as if to repudiate what he implied. "I've +heard you talk like that before! Do you still believe in that nonsense +about the secret stills and the Government spies, and all that?" + +"Yes, I believe in it." + +"I have been here eight weeks, and I have not heard another soul speak +of it!" + +"How many of the 'natives,' as you call them, have you met?" + +She pursed her lips. "I don't believe there are many to see!" + +"Allow me to remind you again of my feeble simile of the chipmunks!" he +laughed. "And believe me, it is more apt than you think. For +instance, have you seen the little Allen children?" + +"What, the queer little animals that bend their arms over their eyes +when you meet them, and live in that shanty back of Father Cary's +pasture?" + +He smiled at her description. "Precisely! The Carys' nearest +neighbors, scarcely a mile away. And have you seen their mother?" + +She seemed to be trying to remember. + +"Come now," he teased, "don't tell me you don't believe they have a +mother! The eldest child is not yet six, and the youngest of the five +is two months old!" + +She laughed and gave in. "No, I have not seen the mother, nor the +father, nor the aunts, nor any of the rest of the family! But that is +only one instance." + +"There are many; you really may take my word for it, if it interests +you to. But if you were to be here after the summer people go, then +you'd see. They come out into the open then." + +She still looked skeptical, and he pointed up the mountain. "Do you +see that path?" he asked. + +"No. Where?" + +He laughed. "Caught, Miss Randall! A path is there, invisible though +it is to you--to us. All through these woods there are paths, often +little more than trails, well known to the mountaineers and often used. +Sometimes they run for a mile or more beside the road, screened by the +undergrowth; sometimes they keep higher up, or cross where a road could +not, or follow the courses of the streams; but they are there. It is +only one of the evidences of the mountaineers' secretiveness." + +"Your simile was a good one! What animals they are!" + +"So are we all." + +"Oh, of course, you are the doctor, saying that! But you could +scarcely class these creatures with ourselves!" + +He turned on the seat to look at her, and she met his gaze a little +defiantly, on the defensive, for she knew him well enough by now to +guess what his reply would be. For the first time she encountered in +his eyes a look of appraisement as if he were weighing her value, even +questioning it. Suddenly there arose between them the antagonism of +their opposite points of view, of those differences in their minds and +characters which must always arise between a man and a woman, and be +settled by conquest or compromise, before happiness can be secure +between them. + +As he looked at her, more beautiful in her sudden proud defiance than +he had ever before seen her, it flashed upon him who and what she was, +and that what he had chosen to ignore might be none the less placing +her beyond him. In his inexperience he was unprepared for the swift +pain of the idea; instinctively defending himself, his defense was +cruelly sharp. + +The irony of his words stung her cheeks to a quick crimson. + +"I am not capable of judging of your class, Miss Randall!" he said. + +She might have understood, from the tremor in his voice, but she heard +nothing but the meaning of the words. As she still looked into his +eyes her own widened, and with the widening of their pupils seemed to +grow black. For an instant they looked at one another so; but the +moment was too tense to be one of revelation. Then she drew a gasping +breath so sharp that it almost seemed to be a wordless cry of pain, and +turned away. + +Instantly he was filled with shame of having hurt her, and greater +shame of having doubted her. + +"Oh, forgive me," he cried. "Forgive me! Won't you forgive me?" + +She lifted her head a little, still turned from him, but did not speak. + +"Rosamund!" he cried. "Forgive me!" + +It was now unmistakably a cry of pain, appealing and revealing; it +steadied her, as a woman is always steadied by that tone in a man's +voice, until the moment when she is prepared to welcome it. On the +instant, she was no longer the woman of the past weeks, simple, +companionable, revealing herself as naturally as a child; she was once +more the Miss Randall the world knew, haughty, reserved, aloof. Even +her eyes, as she turned to smile at him, were not those he had known. + +"There is nothing in the world to forgive! I think we have been a +little absurd!" + +It was his turn to feel how words could lash. + +"I am glad you see it so," he said, and wondered, during the rest of +their drive, filled as it was with the commonplace of small talk, how +he could have forgotten her likeness to the vapid, futile, fashionable +women at the Summit; while she, hurt and bewildered, was wondering what +he had meant, whether he had known her all along for the person she +was, Colonel Randall's daughter and only heir, and in the stupidity of +a countryman had failed in the observance due to her position. + +When White Rosy stopped at the little red gate, willingly, as always, +the two children were there to welcome them. Ogilvie, in spite of +Timmy's beseeching arms, would not stay to supper, as he often did. + +Tim sat down on the brick path and lifted his voice in a wail. "Oh, +ev'rybody's gonin' away!" he cried; and his anguish increased by his +own words, he further declared, "Ev'rybody has went away!" + +Rosamund picked up the boy, but he wriggled down from her arms. In +spite of her care for him, and the good-fellowship there was between +her and both the children, who were ordinarily devoted enough, nothing +of the maternal had as yet been aroused in her; and in the moments when +he needs the only comfort that satisfies childhood, a child knows +instinctively whether there is aught of the mother in the arms that +hold him. + +But Rosamund was in need of love to-day. "Why, Timmy," she cried, +still holding him to her, "_I_ am here! _I_ have not gone away!" + +"I don't want my White Lady to go away! I want my White Lady!" was +Timmy's cry. "Ev'rybody's gonin' away!" + +Now Yetta became voluble in explanation of his cry. "She is going +away! She came over while you were gone, 'cause she said maybe she +won't be able to come to-morrow. She says she's got to pack, 'cause +the old one's going back to town. Lots o' people have gone already, +it's so cold; and the old one thinks it's going to set in to rain, so +she's going home, an' Mis' Reeves has got to go with her." + +"My White Lady's gonin' away!" Tim wailed again, with a concentration +of thought that might have been admirable under other circumstances. +"Ev'rybody's gonin' away!" + +Rosamund had been overwrought on the drive, and the boy's persistent +cry was rasping her nerves. "Oh, for goodness' sake, Timmy, don't say +that again! It is not true, Tim! I am here, and Yetta's here, and +Mother Cary's here. Aren't we enough!" + +"No, she ain't," Yetta cried, still informing. "She's gone down to her +daughter's, 'cause the baby's sick. Pap took her, and maybe he'll stay +all night, if it rains, an' he says it's going to for sure. And I know +what to get for supper, and it's corn puddin' and jam!" + +At last they had found the silencing note for Timmy. "'Ikes jam!" he +announced. Then, apparently warming towards Rosamund, he encircled her +knees with his arms. "'Ikes you, too!" he declared. '"Ikes ev'rybody!" + +Rosamund was glad to laugh, to carry him, with swings and bounces and +kisses stolen from the tangle of his curls, into the house, glad to +make a 'party' out of the simple supper and a ceremony out of the +lighting of Mother Cary's nightly beacon, glad to hold him up to the +window to see the trees bend under the wind that came with Father +Cary's predicted rain, and glad to hold his little warm body to her +while she undressed him, and to hear him repeat after her, in unison +with Yetta, the prayer that she was, somewhat shyly, teaching them. +She was glad when Yetta claimed the privilege of her fifteen years to +sit up a while longer; glad of anything that might postpone the moments +when she should be alone with her own thoughts. + +The storm was increasing; each gust of wind shrieked louder than the +last, sending the rain against the little house in sheets that broke +with a sound as of waves on a shore. Rosamund, answering Yetta's +demand for a story, regaled her with the tale of Rip Van Winkle, and +then, somewhat unwisely, with the Legend of Sleepy Hollow, so that when +the girl's bed-time could no longer be put off she pleaded to stay +downstairs with Timmy and herself. + +But at last Rosamund must be alone with herself and the storm. At +first she could not think of Eleanor's message, and what it might mean +to her. She had forgotten that the summer was almost over, forgotten +that Eleanor's inevitable departure must leave her alone, as far as old +friends were concerned, in the mountains. She had even forgotten that +she herself must return; and now she had to remember that Cecilia's +clamor might begin again with any letter. The summer was over. It had +warmed into growth some part of her which had laid dormant before; but, +after this afternoon, she was in no mood to dwell upon that. She +thought again of Eleanor, of her parting with the boy. There must, of +course, be something provided for the poor little waif, and for Yetta; +that would be easy enough; she had only to write a check or two. Yet, +in spite of the obviousness of that way, something else, quite +different, seemed to be struggling to formulate itself in her mind; for +once the writing of a check did not appear to be an adequate solution. + +But the sum of it all, for her, seemed to be that she was just where +she had left her old self, two months before. The old restlessness, +the old discontent, swept back upon her with accumulated force, only +increased by her life here. The summer had taught her something, given +her something; how much she was unwilling to admit. + +Suddenly there came back to her the sound of Ogilvie's voice, when he +had called her by name, out of his shame and pain; and with the memory +there came the reality of his voice, only now it was muffled by the +storm, and by the sound of his knocking on the door. + +Startled though she was at its coming in apparent answer to her +thoughts, she sprang to the door and opened it. Then, in a quick heat +of shame, she realized that he was far from calling upon her. + +He stood under the overhang of the upper story, water dripping from him +onto the brick paving, hatless as usual, tossing the rain from his +eyes. He was exceedingly far from being a beautiful figure as he stood +there; rather, he seemed a creature of the storm, wind-swept, +rain-soaked, forceful, insistent. + +"Mother Cary!" he demanded almost before Rosamund had opened the door. +"Mother Cary! Where is she?" + +Rosamund drew back, as if repelled from the dripping figure. +Unconsciously she had, expected something else. + +"Mother Cary is not here," she said, coldly. + +"Not here?" he cried. Then, like a man who finds himself suddenly +stopped, repeating, "Not here? To-night?" + +"She went to her daughter's, before the storm broke. The baby is sick." + +"Then Father Cary--I must have someone!" + +"He is with her," said Rosamund, and made as though she would close the +door, although, if truth be told, no power on earth would have made her +do so. But Ogilvie stepped, still dripping, across the threshold, +while she stood before him in her dress of thin blue, silhouetted +against the lamp-light. + +For a moment they faced each other, again, as earlier on that day, +their natures and all the difference in their training and traditions +ranged in opposing forces. + +The appeal of her beauty, the memory of their hours together, swept +over him like the breath of a dream; but the doctor in him was +uppermost. + +"It's the Allen woman," he said. "That boy, six years old, came all +the way to my house to tell me. Jim Allen is in the woods, and there's +no telling how long she's been that way. The baby is starving; and if +I don't operate now she will die, and the baby, too." + +The words had poured out. He barely paused, hesitated only to give her +a glance more piercing. Yet when he spoke again he voiced a new +insistence. + +"I have _got_ to have help. Get on your things," he commanded. + +"I?" she gasped. + +"Yes, you! And quickly. I have no time to lose." + +The haste of his words only made her own seem slower. "Then you will +certainly have to go for someone else. You are losing time waiting for +me." + +He came a step or two closer. "You have got to come," he said, +clearly, speaking his words very distinctly, as if trying to make +himself understood beyond question. "There is no time to go for +someone else. And I have got to operate on that woman at once, _at +once_, or she will die." As Rosamund still stood, head up, eyes upon +him coldly, he repeated: "Don't you understand? The woman will die, +and then the baby will starve...." + +Her eyes seemed to darken; Cecilia would have recognized the sign of +wrath. "Certainly I understand," she said. "But you must see that it +is perfectly impossible for me--_me_--to help you! I don't know what +you can be thinking of!" + +"Impossible? I say you have got to help me! I can't wait for anyone +else!" + +"I? Help you--help you--operate--cut--oh!" + +She shrank farther back towards the table. "Oh, I think you are +perfectly brutal!" + +He watched her in silence for a moment, a silence that burned, so +charged with meaning was it. Then he said, + +"I am asking you to help me save a woman's life!" + +"It would kill _me_ to see it!" + +He threw his hand out towards her. "Then live!" he cried. "Live on, +and shield your pretty eyes from the beautiful works of the Almighty, +draw your dainty skirts aside from the contamination of suffering +humanity, cover your ears against the cries of those little children +whose mother is dying. Dance with your friends, laugh your life away; +live for yourself--yourself! My God! What kind of a thing are you? +Do you call yourself a woman?" + +He did not wait to see what effect his words would have upon her. He +rushed across the door sill, and the door, which he drew behind him, +was slammed by the wind as from the force of a blow. + +For a moment she stood watching the door, lips parted, eyes opened wide +in horror. It seemed as if the blood pulsing in her throat would choke +her; or was it the wild hammering of her heart? + +She looked around Mother Cary's little room as if she had never seen it +before. Was the whole world different, or was it only herself? Was +she still dreaming, or was she awake? Had he come at all, had he +called her, had he--had he thrown his bitter scorn at her----? + +Was that the wind? Her hand rose from her heart to her white cheek. +Was that the voice of the storm, or the voice of children, +children--calling--crying for---- + +From her frozen horror she sprang to life. She ran to the room where +Tim and Yetta were. Yetta was sitting up in bed, wide-eyed. + +"What went off?" she demanded, excitedly. + +Rosamund was already getting into her rain-coat. "Doctor Ogilvie has +been here, Yetta, and I have got to help him. Mrs. Allen is sick, and +I have got to go." + +Yetta interrupted. "Was that him slammed the door? Gee! He must a +been mad about somethin'!" + +But Rosamund would not be interrupted. "Hush, Yetta! Listen to me! I +have got to go to Mrs. Allen's. Do you hear?" + +"My land! If you was to meet one o' the goberlins or one o' them +fellers with their heads under their arms, Miss Rose, you'd drop down +dead with fright!" + +Rosamond remembered the absurdity of it afterwards, but there was no +time to laugh. "Yetta! Oh, hush! Listen to me! You will not be +afraid, here with Timmy, will you?" + +"Land! No! I ain't afraid of anything when a door's between me an' +it!" + +"Father Cary will be up the mountain early!" She turned in the door of +the bed-room to look back at the two her care had made comfortable; +then she closed it, and went out of the other door into the storm. + + + + +IX + +She never forgot that night. When the door of Mother Cary's house +closed behind her, and she faced the wind and blinding rain, she awoke. +That was the way she always thought of it--as an awakening. + +The Allen house lay beyond Father Cary's pasture; she knew the way by +day--down through the garden, then through the woods to the rock-ribbed +clearing where the cattle were, then up, into woods again; but in the +dark it was for her but a wild, instinctive rush, a stumbling over +rock-broken ground, a splashing through pools of water; on through the +darkness, on from one darkness to another, turning from time to time to +look back at Mother Cary's light as a guide to direction. Yet on she +flew, impelled by a conquering fear that drove out all lesser fears, +over rough places, through woods, up the ascent of hills, running as +much of the way as she could, bending against the wind that seemed +trying to force her back, praying that she might find the way, praying +that she might be in time. + +At last, though she could never tell how she had come to it, a light +gleamed faintly through the dark and the rain. At last--the Allen +house! She tumbled to the door, paused a moment for breath, and opened +it. + +It was the usual one-room cabin of the mountaineer; there were strange, +shelf-like beds against the farthest wall, and in a corner a wooden +bedstead. It was from there that John Ogilvie looked up as she opened +the door. + +"Quick! That largest bottle--saturate something--anything--and hold it +over her face!" + +She worked with him, obeying blindly, while he struggled through the +night for a woman's life, while the poor hungry baby awoke at intervals +to wail its complaint from the other bed, while the storm shook the +house and the rain swept down unceasingly. Once he bade her get more +light. There were no more lamps; she knelt down on the hearth to blow +into the flame the scraps she had gathered up in her bare hands from +the wood-box; those lighted, and lacking more, somehow she broke the +box itself--a task ordinarily as far beyond her strength as her +imagination. It was by the light of that blaze that he finished his +work, leaving Rosamund free to do what she could for the baby. + +But, when at last there was time for speech, neither found anything to +say. He remembered too well the brutal words he had thrown at her a +few hours before; he could not but fear that her silence meant that +she, too, was recalling them. He saw her there beside the hearth, the +baby on her knees; but he saw her also in the doorway, her hair +wind-blown and wet, and her eyes wide with fear and dread, +determination and hope. He could have grovelled at her feet, had not +her silence held him back; but speak he could not; great emotion was +always to leave him inarticulate. + +But as for Rosamund, she was unaware of his silence or her own. She +was like a woman after her travail, who is content to lie in silence, +because the purpose of the world has been revealed to her. Life--that +was it--to further life, to prolong it, to minister to it! How futile +was all else! How valueless were the things she had been taught to +value most! Her shielded ignorance, her--her refinement--of what use +were they, when they could not face such an emergency as last night's? +Her money, that could have bought a hospital--what had it bought last +night, when only the service of her own two hands could help to save a +woman's life? The pursuits of her kind--she smiled, remembering +Ogilvie's orderly haste, as unerringly he cut, and tied and sewed, +while she as unfalteringly watched him, even assisted. No! For her +there was nothing to say; she knew now what life was for. It was not +the empty, useless existence she had known. It had a deeper meaning, a +purpose worthier its Maker. It was wonderful beyond words. She had +nothing to say. + +Neither of them was aware that the dawn had come, until someone knocked +on the door. Then Ogilvie opened it to Father Cary, and to the +grayness of a still driving rain. + +The stalwart old man stepped inside and looked about the cabin, at the +quietly breathing woman on the bed, at Ogilvie, at Rosamund beside the +fire trying to persuade the baby to take something warm from a spoon. + +"So!" he said. "And where's Jim Allen?" + +Ogilvie threw up both his hands, hopelessly. "Where he always is--back +in the woods at one of the stills, dead drunk, like as not." + +"More'n likely," Father Cary acquiesced. Then, nodding towards the +bed, he asked, "What's the matter with _her_?" + +"Nothing now. She would have been dead, though, if I had operated half +an hour later. Lord knows how long she's been lying there. The baby's +nearly dead, too--half-starved and half-poisoned by his mother's +illness." + +"How'd you happen to come?" the old man asked. + +"The oldest boy came for me--all the way over to the Summit, and he's +not six. He's at my house in bed now." + +Then Father Cary crossed the room, and stood beside Rosamund, looking +down at her. She met his look with a quiet smile. + +"New work for you, ain't it?" he asked. "Ma Cary'll be real proud o' +ye!" + +And answering the question in her eyes, he went on, "Oh, she'll be home +again in time to get dinner. Wasn't nothin' the matter with the baby; +but Nancy's that nervous, an' so's Ma Cary." He chuckled. "I reckon +it takes some experience and a right smart o' ca'm to be a real +successful granny." + +The doctor was becoming impatient. "Will you stay here with Miss +Randall, Cary? I must get someone to come; she"--nodding towards the +bed--"will need watching until we can find Allen." + +So for an hour or so Pa Cary sat opposite Rosamund or busied himself +preparing for breakfast the little food to be found in the house. The +other children awoke, tumbling down backwards from the high box-bed, +looking across at their mother with scared faces, and distrustfully at +Rosamund. + +At last Ogilvie returned, bringing Grace Tobet with him, and Rosamund +was free to go home with Father Cary. + +But there must first be the inevitable moment when she and Ogilvie +should stand face to face. It happened simply enough. Grace had taken +Rosamund's place beside the fire, replenished now through Father Cary's +efforts in the outer shed; the old man had gone out for a last armful +of wood, and Rosamund was about to take down her coat from its nail on +the door. + +Then, somehow, Ogilvie was standing before her. He looked at her with +trembling lips; he did not dare to trust himself to speak. He could +only hold out his hands. + +She turned her tired face up to him, looking, searchingly, it seemed, +into his eyes. Then, smiling, she laid her hands for the breath of a +moment in his, and with a little gasp reached for her coat and ran out +to join Father Cary. + +She was glad that Eleanor's departure, and the rain, kept them apart +for a few days after that. She dreaded the restraint that she thought +they both must feel when they should meet; but, when the meeting came +at last, there was no embarrassment at all. + +Father Cary had left her at the Summit and she meant to walk back to +the house on the mountain, to make the most of the first clear day +after the rain. There was a little brown house, set on the brow of the +hill overlooking the valley, almost opposite the mountain whence Mother +Cary's light shone every night. Rosamund had often noticed the little +place, and to-day, at the store, she had heard the men talking about +it. The man who owned it had come from the city a year or so before, +with his wife, to be near Doctor Ogilvie. They were young, and the +young do not see very far ahead. It had seemed to them in their +distress that they would have to stay there forever; they had done many +things to the little house, and put into it many of the comforts they +had been used to. Now the man was well, and they were going back to +the city. + +"Want to sell out," the postmaster had told her. "Humph! Wouldn't +mind sellin' out myself! Like to know who's going to buy prop'ty up +here, this time o' year!" + +So, as she approached the little house on her way home, Rosamund was +busily thinking about it. Perhaps, subconsciously, the idea had been a +long time growing in her mind; but when she turned the last bend in the +road that hid the house from her view, a plan seemed to burst upon her +with all the novelty of a revelation. She stood still, looking first +at the house, then across the valley towards the place which had +sheltered her all summer. She was not aware that a vehicle drawn by a +familiar white horse was just turning out of a wood-road into the +highway, scarcely ten yards behind her. + +But Ogilvie, in the sudden gladness of thus unexpectedly coming upon +her, called out. + +"Oh, good luck! Let me give you a lift, won't you?" + +The embarrassment that she had been dreading was not there! They were +as simply glad to see each other as two children; laughing, she took +the place beside him in the buggy. + +He had never looked more cheerful. "So I caught you staring into the +Marvens' windows!" he accused her. + +She laughed again. "I am tempted to buy that little house," she told +him. + +"Why don't you?" he asked, lightly. "And go there to live, and take +Timmy and Yetta with you!" He smiled down at her, indulgently, as at +the fancies of a child. + +"That was just precisely what I was thinking of doing," she replied. +"We could be perfectly comfortable there during the winter. I don't +want to go back to town one bit!" + +"So you could," he agreed, still in his bantering tone. "And I +wouldn't stop with Tim and Yetta. I'd take in a few more. You might +borrow some little Allens, or get someone to lend you an orphan asylum." + +Rosamund put her head back and laughed aloud, merrily. "But I am +perfectly in earnest!" she cried; and was, from that moment. + +But if the doctor refused to take the idea seriously, it was quite +otherwise with Mother Cary. When Rosamund disclosed to her the +half-formed plan--she had come to discuss nearly everything with that +fount of human wisdom--the dear soul did not seem surprised at all, but +at once made a thoroughly feminine mental leap into the very middle of +arrangements. + +"Why, of course, dearie, it will be just splendid! And you won't need +so very many furnishin's. There's some cheers up in our loft you might +take, and you can have things up from the city. Yetta's learned a good +deal this summer. I can bake for you for a while, till the child gets +more used to the work, and I reckon you can manage the rest of it +betwixt you." + +"Do you suppose," Rosamund asked, "that Grace Tobet would come, too?" + +Mother Cary sat down in her little low rocking chair, and laid her +crutch on the brick floor of the front walk, always a sign of her +settling down for a real talk. Things had been going worse and worse +with the Tobets; Rosamund and Yetta went down almost daily, but beyond +their friendly visits there seemed little they could do. The +Government's suspicions were centering on Joe, the big, born leader of +rough elements, and on his band of four or five other men, who would +follow him to death or worse. Jim Allen was one; but now, repentant +and sobered by the baby's death, he was at home nursing his wife. +Grace had sped through the woods in the night to warn Joe and his +followers more than once; yet even to Ogilvie she denied any knowledge +of Joe's business. + +"It's squirrels he's after," she said, "and sometimes drink; all this +talk of moonshine's jest foolishness. I'd know it ef 'twas so. It +ain't so!" + +"Well, Mrs. Tobet," the doctor replied, "your squirrel stew would not +be to my liking! Better keep the lid on the pot while it's cooking!" + +He saw too many evidences of the moonshine's work to believe her; but +he had seen Joe Tobet come home, and he honored Grace, too familiar +with human nature to marvel at her faithfulness. Mother Cary alone +knew all that Grace Tobet knew; all secrets were safe in her kind old +heart, and even from Pap she hid this one, for Father Cary was not one +of those who hold councils of compromise with the Evil One. Therefore, +when Rosamund suggested Grace Tobet, Mother Cary sat down to think it +out. + +After a few minutes' silent pondering, she said, "Honey, I've never +been one to advise the partin' of husband and wife! Howsomever, if +there's any good left in Joe Tobet, it may be the surest way o' +bringin' him back to straight ways o' livin', ef we can coax Grace to +leave him for a while." + +"I'm afraid I can't give a thought to Joe's salvation," Rosamund +declared. "But Grace--oh, she's too fine to be left there! I should +like to give her one winter of comfort!" + +"Well, you haven't got a holt of her yet," Mother Cary reminded her, +"an' it wouldn't be but half comfort for her, the outside half, +anyways, away from her man. But I can't see what anybody could do +better than to keep little Tim and Yetta up here out o' harm's way, and +maybe save Grace Tobet an' Joe, too. Land's sake, dearie, you must be +quite well off!" + +It seemed to come to Mother Cary suddenly, and was the first spark of +curiosity Rosamund had ever known her to show. Until now her wisdom +had seemed all-embracing; but that a young woman, that Rosamund, who +had lived so quietly in her house all summer, could carry out a +suddenly formed plan of buying a house and sheltering three +people--this was evidently quite outside of her experience. She looked +up with unwonted surprise in her face. Rosamund bent and kissed the +wrinkled pink cheek. + +"Dear, dear Mother Cary," she said, "I am so well off that I could +probably buy every house at the Summit, and build as many more! I am +so well off that I have never in all my life, until this summer, had a +chance to find out how well off I am! I am so well off that I did not +know how poor I have been, nor how much people can need the wretched +mere money, nor how very, very little it can really do! I have only +begun to find out what life is made of, and so I'm not well off at all!" + +Tears came into her eyes as she spoke, and she turned her head away; +but Mother Cary's hand was stretched towards her, instantly. Presently +she said, in the low tone which was the tenderest and sweetest of all: + +"Dearie child, when the young folks come an' tell me things like you're +tellin' me now, I reckon there ain't anybody in the world as well off +as me! An' I'll tell you jest what it is makes you do it--it's because +I'm so happy! An' I'll tell you jest what makes me so happy. I let +Pap take keer o' me, an' I try to take keer o' him an' jest as many +other folks as I can! That's the whole of it!" After a pause she +added, "You're goin' to do jest the same as me, both in keering for +someone, an' in bein' took keer of!" + +Rosamund's eyes opened wide; she paled a little and pressed her hand +against her trembling lips. "I don't know," she whispered. "I'm +afraid! Oh, I'm afraid!" + +Mother Cary patted the hand she held, and knew too much to speak. +Their thoughts, in the silence, wandered far; came back and dwelt upon +the things that were, the things to be; there is no way of knowing +whether they went hand in hand, but after a while Mother Cary said: + +"Dearie, I wouldn't tell him, if I was you, about--about all you have, +the money an'--you know!--I wouldn't tell the doctor yet a while!" + +Rosamund drew her breath sharply, and her face flamed; she was too +startled to answer, but in a moment she left her place on the bench and +knelt beside the old woman, hiding her face on the knees where so many +had found comfort. Mother Cary smoothed her hair, and after a while +began to talk, almost as if to herself. + +"There's a friend o' mine sometimes spends her summers up around here; +she's married to a eye doctor--that's how come Yetta got sent up here +to me. Her husband knew Doctor Ogilvie down in the city. She told me +there never was one they thought more of, down there; they said he +found out more about nerves than anybody else in the world, and he used +to work day and night and in between times, trying to discover more. +They said there never was such a one with little child'en; he could +almost make 'em over new, seemed like. They said he never cared +whether folks could pay him or not for what he did--all he cared for +was the curin' of 'em. I can well believe it, too, for many's the time +I see him almost starved without knowin' what's the matter with him, +and he ain't a mite particler about his clo'es. Well, he worked an' he +worked; and one day my friend's husband, that was one o' his friends, +went into his little room where he kept his bottles and things, and +found him layin' on the floor. They thought he surely would die, but +praise the Lord, that wasn't to be; only, he had to give up his work +down in the big horspital. I often think on what that must 'a' been to +him. I reckon it must 'a' been worse than it would be for Pap to give +up a raisin' them white hogs o' his he's so proud of. Anyway, he come +up here, an' he got well! And now he says he hasn't got time to go +back there again--there's too much for him to do up here all the time. +So he jest rides around the country with that Rosy horse. Somebody +asked him once why he didn't buy an automobile. He said for one thing +he hadn't the money for it; and for another, he needed White Rosy to +remind him where he was going!" + +Mother Cary stopped to laugh; Rosamund raised her head, with an +answering smile that was half tears. + +"Land sakes," Mother Cary went on, "I do believe if it wasn't for Rosy +he'd sometimes forget to come home! When they get to one o' the houses +where he visits, Rosy stops and turns her head around; ef he don't say +anything to her, there she stands; but if he tells her he don't have to +get out there that day, Rosy jogs along to the next place! I'm real +fond o' humans, but sometimes I do wish't they all knew as much as the +doctor's Rosy!" + +This time Rosamund joined in the laugh. But the old woman had more to +tell. "Time was when I might 'a' wondered how come he stays on here, +him bein' the great doctor he is; but I'm so old now that I know too +much to wonder about anything any more! There's folks in this world +that never can find any work to do, and there's folks that makes work +for themselves, and then again there's folks that are so busy with the +work right at hand that they never get time to find out whether they're +workin' or not. That's Doctor Ogilvie's kind. He's so busy workin' up +here in the mountings, that he never stops to think about whether he is +doing the work he likes best or not; it's just work he has to do, +because it's here to be done, and that's all there is to it for him. +He works so hard at it, inside his own head, that he forgets most +everything else. Land, I remember the time he sat up with me all night +long, workin' over Milly Grate's baby that had the membranious +croup--dipthery, he called it. Come mornin', an' he told Milly the +baby'd get well, he suddenly went out and sat right down on the +doorstep; come to find out, he'd brought two babies into the world the +day before and driven twenty-two miles and walked about a dozen--and +forgotten to take a bite to eat! Another time, somebody sent a little +boy over the mounting for him in a hurry; he was at a house where a man +had broke his leg, and White Rosy was waitin' for him at the gate; but +when he heard how bad off the little girl was he'd been sent for, +didn't he jest set out and run all the way there, forgettin' that there +was such a thing as a wagon to ride in, and White Rosy still a waitin'! + +"And he boards with the Widder Speers, where it ain't likely she can +make him very comfortable, she bein' well past eighty; but he found out +soon after he come up here that she would have to be moved to--the +place where nobody likes to go!--she not having any support; so he +boards there, an' she doesn't have to leave her home, that her husband +built for her when they was married, and where her only son died. You +might hunt the world over, honey-bird, without findin' any better man +than Doctor Ogilvie! But, somehow or other, ef I was you, I wouldn't +let on to him that I had as much money as you say you have. Money's a +dreadful stumblin'-block to some people! And you never can tell which +way men folks'll jump!" + +It had been long since Rosamund, trained in self-control as she had +been, was so keenly aware of intense embarrassment. Her first impulse +was to feel affront at Mother Cary's taking so much for granted in her +relations with the doctor; but no one could really be angry with Mother +Cary. She was abashed that the old woman had divined more than she +herself had been aware of; and then there arose the doubt that she had +so often felt of the doctor's personal interest in herself or her +affairs. She yielded to the maiden's inevitable longing for +reassurance. + +"What makes you think," she whispered, her cheek against Mother Cary's +hand, "what makes you think that he--would be--interested?" + +"Darlin'!" Mother Cary cried, "John Ogilvie thinks a heap o' you--but +he ain't got hardly a suspicion of it yet--any more than you know how +much you're goin' to care for him!" + +Then, with the usual coincidence, the object of their talk came into +view, driving White Rosy toward the little green gate, Yetta on one +side of him and Tim on the other; they waved to the two in front of the +house, but Rosamund sprang to her feet and fled indoors. + + + + +X + +Rosamund awoke the next morning with her mind joyously full of her new +plans; but it was little Tim who suggested that which crowned them. +Tim was always the first member of the household, after Father Cary, to +go out of doors in the mornings; to-day he brought back a tight handful +of stemless blossoms to present to Rosamund. Dewy and rosy-cheeked, he +had never before appeared as much the baby as on this morning, standing +in front of her with his feet apart, holding up his floral offering. + +"It was all ve pretty flowers 'at was awake," he announced. "Here--I +'ikes you!" + +"Land! I hope he ain't been in my geraniums!" said Mother Cary, from +the stove; but Rosamund grasped the chubby hand, with its blossoms, and +kissed it. + +"They are beautiful, Tim! I 'ike you, too! And Tim, how would you +like to live with me all the time?" + +He stared at her for a moment. "Oh! O-o-oh! Is you gonin' to 'dopt +me?" + +Mother Cary, with an exclamation, turned quickly to watch the two; +Rosamund met her eyes over the boy's head. Her plan was coming to +birth. + +"Do you want me to, Tim?" she asked. + +The child's lips began to quiver. Then he dumped himself down upon the +floor, and howled. "Want my White Lady!" he cried. "Want to 'dopt my +White Lady!" + +Swiftly he was lifted in Rosamund's arms. "Good for you, Tim! Good +for you, old man! I'm glad you know your own mind!" she cried. + +She gathered him up, threw herself into a big rocking chair, set him +astride on her knees and rocked him wildly back and forth, down until +his curls nearly touched the floor, then up again, up in a bubble of +laughter and kisses, Timmy forgetting his tears to shout with glee, +down and up again, down and up, the child screaming with joy. Father +Cary and Yetta coming in from the barn to breakfast, stood in the +doorway laughing, Yetta wondering a little at Miss Rose's unwonted +exuberance. Mother Cary had already taken her place at the table, and +was laughing in sympathy with them. + +When Rosamund stopped, breathless, with aching arms, Tim still demanded +"More! More! do it 'den!" + +"Land's sakes, honey-bird, what ails ye?" Mother Cary cried. "I never +suspected you _could_ be so lively!" + +For reply Rosamund looked at Yetta. "When Tim adopts the 'White Lady,' +and I go to live with them, will you come, too, Yetta?" she asked. + +"Is that a conundrum? I ain't much good at riddles!" Yetta declared. + +Rosamund laughed; she would have laughed at anything to-day. "Not a +riddle--an answer, Yetta! You and Timmy, Mrs. Reeves and I, are all +going to live together in the brown house at the Summit! What do you +think of that?" + +"Sho', now! That's the very ticket!" said Mother Cary. "How come you +didn't think o' Mis' Reeves yesterday, lamb? But--ain't she held by +that Mis' Hetherbee?" + +"Yes, she is; but I think we can persuade Mrs. Hetherbee to let her +come." + +"Gee! I'd be glad to get away from that old one, if 'twas me!" said +Yetta, in an aside which the others thought best to ignore. + +"Pap," said Mother Cary, "if so be you'll put the harness on Ben, Miss +Rose and me'll drive over an' begin cleanin' the house this mornin'!" + +The old man put down his knife and fork, looked from his wife to Miss +Randall, and back again. "It do beat all how you women-folks jump into +the middle o' things the minute you get started," he said. "The house +ain't even empty yet!" + +"Land, I forgot all about them Marvens," said Mother Cary. "No matter! +It gives us all the more time to get good an' ready, honey-bird!" + +Rosamund very soon began to realize that she needed time. First of +all, she sent for her man of business, an excellent person who lacked +imagination, and was later found to disapprove of purchases of little +brown houses or of anything else that could never bring interest or +increase in value. But his disapproval of that investment was as +nothing to the objections he made to another. It was not until +Rosamund reminded him that her twenty-fifth birthday had come and gone, +releasing the Randall property from all trust and making it now her +own, and declared that if he refused to obey her directions she would +be obliged to ask someone else to look after her interests, that he +reluctantly consented to it. + +Then there was the delicate matter of bringing Eleanor to consent to +her plans. + + +DARLING ELEANOR [she wrote]: I have decided that Timmy must be adopted. +I make the announcement first of all, because I know that if I did not +mention him at once, you would skip all the first part of my letter +until you found his name, and only read on from there. And I have a +proposition which needs to be presented right end foremost. So--Tim +_must_ be adopted. He has his heart set upon it; and he has turned out +to be such a darling little boy. He cannot be sent back to the +Charities, to be looked over and refused by people who would not +appreciate him, anyway. Doctor Ogilvie says that he must stay here +another year, if he is to be made entirely well; but unless he has the +best of care after that, and is made happy, he will not live to be the +good and useful man we should like to see him. Doctor Ogilvie is a +great believer in the curative powers of happiness; and you know he is +a very good doctor. Well--I have already made over to Tim some money, +to be held in trust for him until he is twenty-five. The entire +interest is to be given, until said time, to the adopted parent of said +Tim, according to said agreement, for the use and maintenance of said +parent and said Tim, the entire amount to be paid over to him +twenty-one years after the execution of the deed of trust. I do hope +you are properly impressed by that legal phraseology, Eleanor darling. +I put in all the 'saids' I could, just as the lawyers do. I want you +to see what a fine and wonderful thing it is for Timmy, Timmy the waif, +to be the subject of anything so impressive; and the sum of money I +have given him will provide simple comfort for him and his +parent-by-adoption; only, of course, I must be sure that his parent is +a person whom I can trust to spend it as it should be spent, and so to +bring up the boy that he will be worthy of his--let's call it his +inheritance--when he finally receives it. So it has all been done +subject to one condition. Unless that condition should be fulfilled, +the child will have to go back to the Charities; I had a great +discussion about it all with Mr. Leeds, my lawyer; and he only +consented to draw up the paper subject to that condition. It is +that--oh, Eleanor, don't say 'no'!--it is that you will adopt little +Tim, let him fill that empty place in your heart, teach him to be a +good man, and--I shall spoil it if I write another word, dear White +Lady, sweet White Lady, White Lady that Timmy loves! See this blur, +Eleanor--it is where he has pressed a kiss, to send to his White Lady. +R. + + +To this Eleanor replied, "I have your letter. I must think." Rosamund +tried to be satisfied with that for a while; but as the days passed and +Eleanor wrote nothing more, and as Cecilia must be persuaded and her +trustees interviewed, she sent her sister a night letter, begging her +to join her in New York immediately. She told Ogilvie and the others +that she was going to buy furniture for the house, which was true +enough. + +There was that in the interview with the lawyers that put Cecilia into +a most complaisant state of mind; when she thought of Rosamund's having +put the greater part of the Randall income at her disposal she could +not find it in her heart to show disapproval of anything else that +Rosamund might choose to do. The only protest she made was at the gift +to the little waif. + +"Pure Quixotism, my dear, never gains you a thing. It is the most +utter madness I ever heard of." + +"Well, it will gain Timmy something, and Eleanor something; and you +know very well, Cecilia, that I shall never miss it." + +"We won't discuss it," Cecilia said, "but I am sure that not even +Colonel Randall would have done anything so wildly impulsive." + +Rosamund could find very little to say to that; she knew well enough +that nothing but her faith in Eleanor could make it seem anything but a +hazardous experiment. Mother Cary had seen nothing but good in the +plan, but here in New York idealism seemed out of place; what had +appeared fine there looked foolish here. She was beginning to doubt +the excellence of her plan, when word came from Eleanor that Mrs. +Hetherbee was back in town. Rosamund called at once, presenting +Cecilia's cards with her own, as the first move in the little social +campaign that she foresaw. Eleanor, in her white gown, looked +strangely out of place in Mrs. Hetherbee's florid apartment that +overlooked the Hudson, and had every splendor known to apartments, even +to an up-and-down-stairs of its own. + +Eleanor kissed her, then held her off for a long look. + +"Rose, Rose! How can you tempt me so?" she cried. "It is only a +scheme for giving the money to me!" + +"Eleanor, tell me the truth. Did you and Tim fall in love with each +other at first sight, or not?" + +"Ah! Little Tim!" + +"Precisely! Little Tim! Would you deprive him of such an opportunity +as this?" + +"Oh, you would never take the money away from him, Rose--now?" + +"But it is not his, yet! It never can be, unless you will take him for +your son--for your own little boy, Eleanor! Think of it!" + +"I do think of it! I haven't thought of anything else." + +"Except, my dear, that you, too, will benefit by the plan! So you are +trying to refuse. Don't be selfish, Eleanor!" + +"Selfish? To deny myself what I want most in the world?" + +"You and Tim seem to know your own minds! When I asked him if _I_ +should adopt him, he plumped down on the floor and yelled for his White +Lady." + +"Rose! Don't make it so hard!" + +"It is you who are making it hard! I have grown very fond of Timmy, +and I should hate, just hate to see him go back to the Charities. +Think of the poor mite being scrubbed up and dressed in a clean striped +gingham, and brought out to be inspected by possible adopters! Think +how he will feel when they say, 'Oh, I don't think we want a little boy +with hip disease!' or 'Haven't you any--er--prettier children?' + +"Oh, Rose!" Eleanor put her hands over her eyes, while Rosamund drew +her down to one of Mrs. Hetherbee's Louis Quinze settees. + +"Eleanor," she said, seriously, "let us admit, if you want to, that I +am giving the money to you. Of course it will be practically your own +until you have had Tim twenty-one years. I have such faith in what you +will do with him that I give the whole amount to Tim, outright, after +then. I have such faith in the son he will be to you, that I am +willing to let him have the joy of taking care of his mother after that +time. Do you suppose I would give him money, if he were going to a +stranger? Cecilia calls me Quixotic, but I assure you I am not as far +gone as all that." Eleanor was weakening. "It is a great deal of +money, Rosamund," she said. + +"Oh, if that's all that's troubling you! It does not seem much to me. +Besides, I owe the world something!" + +"Ah!" Eleanor put her hand to the girl's cheek, turning her face until +she could look into her eyes. "Rose, what else has the summer taught +you?" + +Rosamund's eyes widened a little. "We have no time to talk of that now +while Timmy is waiting for his mother!" + +"His mother! Oh, how you tempt me, Rose!" + +"Listen, Eleanor! I have bought that little house at the Summit that +the Marvens lived in. Mr. Marven is cured, and they have gone back to +the city. I am going to live in it this winter, with you and Tim and +Yetta; I have already sent down to Augusta for my old Mammy Susan and +her husband, Matt, to meet me there two weeks from now. The Charities +will not let you or me or anyone else adopt Timmy without a year's +probation first. Come with me for this winter, and see how we all feel +about it when the year is out. Come as my housekeeper. Put away your +selfish pride, White Lady--and let your salary be what Timmy's interest +would be if you had already adopted him. A year will help us all to +wisdom perhaps." + +Eleanor, with head bent, and hands clasped in her lap, thought for a +long moment. + +"I am asking you to take too much responsibility upon yourself, I +suppose!" Rosamund said at last, slyly watching her friend. Eleanor +turned at once, swift to deny. + +"How can you insinuate such a thing! Are they open, at the Charities +building, in the afternoon?" + +Rosamund threw her arms about the White Lady's neck in a +half-strangling embrace. "You darling! Yes, we will go there at once! +I told them we'd be there this afternoon!" + +"Rose!" Eleanor cried. "How could you?" + +"Oh, I knew you could never in the world send Tim back to them!" + +They forgot Mrs. Hetherbee until they had signed the provisional papers +of adoption for the child, and were on their way uptown in Cecilia's +new limousine, which she had loaned Rosamund for the afternoon. It was +disconcerting to find that Mrs. Hetherbee had no intention of releasing +Eleanor; but Cecilia allowed herself to be persuaded to join in the +campaign. When at last Cecilia sent for a society reporter who had +never before succeeded in penetrating to her, and gave out the +interesting item that she was to dine, _en famille_, with Mrs. +Hetherbee on the twenty-second, the little lady capitulated, even +adding her blessing. + +To Cecilia, admiration was an incense always acceptable; Mrs. Hetherbee +amused her, and one had to do something to amuse one's self. There was +nothing exciting in Rosamund's shopping expeditions. The city might +have been deserted, so few of their own friends were in town. Some +lingered at their country places, others were in Lenox for the hunting, +or still abroad. The effect of New York's social emptiness was to draw +more closely together than was possible during the busier season the +comparative few who for one reason or another were in town. There was +more time for lunching together and going afterwards for a spin toward +the Westchester hills or over to one of the Long Island golf courses; +and for one of the week-ends, which were torrid with the humidity of +late September, they stood out to sea aboard one of the steam yachts +that were beginning to bring their owners back to the North River. +Sometimes a longing for her mountains would sweep so strongly over +Rosamund that she would have a sense of unreality, as if she were in a +strange land, among strange people, instead of having just returned to +the familiar noise and glitter of New York. + +One morning, when they had been shopping about for things that refused +to be discovered, and clothes which should be simple enough for the +brown house, and Cecilia had refused to go farther until she had had +something to eat, they went to their favorite lunching place, now +curiously deserted except by people who seemed to have come from +another world, who spoke in strange accents and stared about them as if +still under the spell of the man with the megaphone. In a corner of +the overdecorated room near a window which was still shielded by awning +and window boxes from the Avenue's glare, Cecilia sank back, weary, and +frankly out of sorts with everything. + +"It is a most horrible time of year for shopping," she said, after she +had ordered their luncheon with great precision. "There is not a thing +left in the shops. I wonder what they do with the clothes that were +left over? Does somebody wear them, or do they just throw them out, or +what? Or is it because you are hunting for such queer things, +Rosamund?" + +Rosamund laughed. "But they won't be queer in the mountains, Cecilia," +she said. + +"I am glad I shall not have to look at them," Mrs. Maxwell replied. +"But if you are going to do the peculiar, I suppose you may as well be +consistently peculiar all the way along. Only, don't expect me to like +it, nor approve of it; and don't think I'm encouraging you in it. I am +going about with you because someone has to; I think you are foolish, +_very_, and I really do _NOT_ believe even Colonel Randall would have +approved of your going off like this!" + +Hunger and fatigue had worn on poor Cecilia's nerves; but if she had +dreamed of having any other audience than her sister, the scolding +would have been subdued. Flood and Pendleton, finishing their luncheon +in a distant corner, had seen the two and made their ways towards them. +The sharpness of Cecilia's tone seemed to amuse Marshall. + +"Dear me, Cecilia," he said, so close behind her that she fairly +jumped, while Rosamund smiled, "what's going off?" + +Cecilia's eyes looked dangerous, and Flood, laughing, came to the +rescue. "Come off with us, won't you?" he asked, so genially that for +the first time Rosamund felt some warmth of response to his smile. "We +thought of running up Westchester way for the afternoon; won't you come +with us?" + +His lover's quick perception told him that Rosamund was not averse to +the interruption of the _tête-à-tête_, and he looked at her rather than +at Cecilia for response. "There's a bit of woods back of Pocantico +that always reminds me of those Virginia places where the leaves remain +pale green, and the sunlight comes through and touches the ferns; you +know!" + +His own eloquence rather abashed him; but Rosamund's tired face +flushed; his words recalled to her the very scent of the woods; +suddenly, there overlooking the Avenue, amid the vibrating undertone of +noises, in the place of all others where the wealth of the metropolis +and its cosmopolitanism that is unlike any other cosmopolitanism +manifests itself most impressively, she was homesick for the mountains +and her friends there. She could have cried out with longing; and +Flood's offer of a glimpse of woods was to her what the blossom is to +the man in a hospital. + +"Oh, yes!" she said, leaning towards him with a little air of +eagerness. "Oh, yes, do take us! I'd rather get out to the woods than +do anything else in the world this afternoon!" + +Flood's face reddened deeply with the satisfaction of having scored at +last. He and Pendleton drew up chairs and chatted while the two women +disposed of their skillfully combined luncheons. + +"I say, Flood, make her promise not to desert us again," cried +Pendleton. + +"It is rather brave of you, Marshall, to talk about desertions!" +Cecilia remarked. + +Pendleton grinned. "I haven't deserted you, Cecilia," he said. "I +retreated! You know I'm afraid of you, Cecilia, when you're in a +temper." + +Flood was beginning to look distressed, but Rosamund smiled at him. +"Let them squabble, Mr. Flood! I want to tell you about Timmy!" + +Flood's look brightened. "Ah! The little chap we bumped into! Yes! +And do tell me about Ogilvie. Didn't you find him a good fellow?" + +She told him of her plans for the child and for her winter; Flood +listened, saying little. It put him to shame that she should be doing +everything for the two waifs, but her doing so only set her on a higher +throne in the heaven of his longing. So intent was he on listening to +every word, catching every intonation, watching every fleeting +expression, that he was unaware of her not answering his question about +Ogilvie. + +At last Flood was driving his own car northward out of the city. A +hope that fortune would continue further to smile upon him had prompted +his asking a third man, who came up to speak to them, to join their +party, so that he could release his chauffeur for the afternoon; and it +was either an undefined wish to be rid of Cecilia for a few hours, or +else a latent sense of gratitude, which prompted Rosamund to take her +place beside him, smiling divinely--or so he fondly thought--at him, +and roguishly at Cecilia and her attendant swains. Cecilia thoroughly +enjoyed having two men to herself, especially as Marshall had been none +too faithful since their parting in Virginia, and the situation offered +an opportunity for discipline. The third man was benignly unaware of +complications, and Rosamund openly laughed at Pendleton's expression of +disgust. + +They had passed out of the place side by side, while Flood went ahead +to see to the car. "What's the matter with its little nose?" Rosamund +laughed at Pendleton. "All out of joint?" + +"You are perfectly disgusting, Rosamund," he replied in a most +matter-of-fact tone, quite as if he were saying the sun was warm or the +car was there. "Your manners have become contaminated, and your +complexion has suffered, and you are a most disagreeable person. I +hope you'll be stout before you are thirty! There!" + +Rosamund's laugh was so frankly merry that Cecilia turned on a quick +impulse of repression. Rosamund ought to know better than to laugh +aloud in the door of a restaurant! But Flood was beside them, the +other man might misunderstand a sisterly admonition, and Pendleton's +raised eyebrows of disgust quite satisfied her. She allowed herself to +be helped into the tonneau, happy in her own situation. + +Flood knew better than to attempt small talk; he divined that he could +better make himself felt by saying nothing than by saying the wrong +thing. They passed swiftly northward out of the city, following upland +roads that gave enchanting glimpses of the river and of nearer gardens; +after an hour or so he brought his car to slow speed. They were beyond +Sleepy Hollow, in woods of new growth, ferny depths, scarcely touched +by sunlight, roadsides where pale asters set themselves like stars. + +"Isn't it like Virginia?" Flood asked. + +Rosamund only nodded; but presently she almost whispered, "I love it! +Oh, I love it!" + +"You are really going to spend the winter there?" Flood asked. + +"Yes," she told him. "It somehow seems like home to me." + +He knew that he must move carefully into her thoughts. "I understand +how that can be," he said, after a pause. "There was a place in Idaho +that used to make me choke every time I passed it; I never knew why, +until one day an English fellow happened to say as we rode by, 'Jove, +there must be trout in that brook!' Then I knew it made me homesick, +because every boy has something in him that makes him want to fish. I +had wanted to, worst sort, when I was a youngster--though I was born in +an inland city, and never had a chance to. It just made me homesick +for the boyhood I ought to have had!" + +Rosamund looked at him in amazement. Subtlety and imagination from +Flood she had never foreseen; her own imagination was fired at once, +and her face flushed a little with shame at what she had thought of him +before. Flood looked straight ahead, but he was more keenly aware of +the girl beside him than she of him. His heart was pounding as if he +were setting out on a race; and indeed he beheld a stake before him as +clearly as ever in his life. She answered, and he knew that he had +scored; at last he had made her aware of him! + +So well had they progressed by the time they had got back to town that +he felt he could dare to say, before he left her, "I want to know those +Maryland and Virginia woods of yours better, myself." + +He wondered afterwards whether he had said too much. + + + + +XI + +After the Westchester afternoon there were two dinners with Flood as +host; and do what she would, she could not altogether escape his daily, +almost hourly attentions, without wounding his feelings and her own. +He did nothing she might not accept without in the least seeming to +bind herself by any obligation; the very intensity of his love urged +him to caution. But when he suggested to Cecilia that, since her +sister had decided to go down by train, he should perhaps be going as +far as Washington on the same day, he would have divined Cecilia better +if he had not been so absorbed in his dreams of Rosamund; for Mrs. +Maxwell's ambitions had enlarged since early summer, and she did not +hesitate to divulge his plan. Rosamund was to have taken the +Congressional; instead, she slipped away at nine o'clock; so anxious +was she to put distance between herself and Flood, that she would not +even wait for Eleanor. + +On the way down, she wondered at something in Cecilia's expression when +she had made known her intention of running away from Flood's +companionship, but there was too much else in her mind to permit of her +spending much thought upon those she had just left; there was a warmth +in her heart as of the traveler's returning to the land of his +affection. She had called New York her home for most of her life, and +lived in the mountains three months; yet behind her she left little +that she loved, and before her lay smiling fields of imagination; and +she found the vision sweet. She planned the placing of the furniture +in the little house, made out a list of the things that should go in +each room, and wondered what she had forgotten. She was carrying +little presents back with her, and she took them out of her bag, opened +their boxes to make sure they were quite right, put them back into +their wrappings, and with the pencil on her chatelaine wrote messages +on each. Only for Ogilvie she had no gift; she had spent more time in +hunting something for him than in choosing her dining-room furniture, +and had come away with--nothing! There was really nothing in all New +York that she could take back to the doctor! + +When he met her at the little station in the October darkness of early +evening, she looked about for Yetta and Tim. + +"I thought you would bring the children to welcome me!" she exclaimed, +and was glad that she had it to say. + +But the doctor, who was walking beside her with her small hand bag, +only said, quietly, "No, you didn't!" and Rosamund's cheeks burned as +he helped her to her place behind White Rosy. + +He asked her about her days in the city, but she had little to say of +them; what interested her now was the new home she was going to make. +As they approached it she peered through the darkness at the little +brown cottage, and they stopped for a moment to make sure that Mother +Cary's light could be seen from there. She told him that Mrs. Reeves +was going to be with her, and that she had arranged with the Charities +to keep Timmy for a while longer; of the possible adoption she said +nothing, having bound Eleanor also to silence, ignoring the question in +his eyes. When she spoke of her hope of having Grace live with them, +the doctor's face became grave. + +"It would be the best thing in the world for Grace, in one way, and +perhaps for you; but--I am not thinking of anything specific--but Joe +Tobet, if angered, might be a dangerous enemy. If he should resent +Grace's defection, and blame it on you----" + +Rosamund laughed. "Oh, but I am not in the least afraid of any Joe +Tobets, you know!" she said. "What on earth could he do to me?" + +"I suppose you mean what could a man of his class do to injure a woman +of yours?" + +Her face flushed a little. "Well, what if I do?" + +"I think you'd find that he is unaware of class distinctions. He +certainly would not regard them. He might be vindictive; he might make +all sorts of trouble for you, and is sure to for Grace." + +"Oh, but that's just the point! I want to protect her from him!" + +"It is not your place to!" But then he turned towards her, and she +knew he smiled through the darkness. "Play Lady Bountiful, if you +will, but do take my advice and let poor Grace work out her own +salvation." + +She had no answering smile. "Oh," she said, "I thought you were above +such phrases." + +"Well, I thought so, too; but I'm not above anything when it's a +question of danger to--you." + +The slight deepening of his tone was enough to make her hold her +breath; but she would not let emotion affect her desire to make her +intention clear to him. + +"I do not believe there is any danger," she said, "but if there is I +think I cannot regard it. I--I am not sure I can make you +understand--but I want to! It is not just an idle whim that makes me +stay here this winter; it is not because I am tired of other things, +things I've always had. I have been restless, I confess, but it is not +restlessness that has made me decide to stay here. I have no theories +of life. I'm afraid I've rather scorned the people who have; but +somehow I know that I have something to do here. I cherish the belief +that I have. I have never had any special thing to do, before, you +see! So even if I knew that there was danger in my living in that +little brown house, and having poor Grace with me, I should ignore the +danger, because--well, because there is something for me to do here, +and I am going to try to do it." + +They were down in the valley by this time, Mother Cary's lamp twinkling +far above them; there was light enough from the starlit sky for her to +see that he had taken off his old cap, worn out of deference to her +arrival, and that he ran his fingers backward through his hair, as +always when he was troubled. He did not reply until they turned into +the shadow of the wooded road and Rosy was climbing the last half mile +of their drive. + +"God knows, there's work a-plenty for every comer," he said. "It is +not for me to tell you to keep out of it. But I hadn't thought of it +in that way--for you." + +"Perhaps I ought to tell you," she said, "that I can help in another +way. I have heard Mother Cary talk about the people farther back in +the mountains--the people you see, but that only come out, she says, +when the 'summer folks' are gone. Grace has told me about them, too. +I--I have some money at my disposal--I know where I can get a good +deal. I thought perhaps you might--and Grace--use it in some way--you +would know how, wouldn't you?" + +The thought of her deception, if such it was, made her hesitate in her +speech; but her disappointment was quick and keen that he did not at +once accept her suggestion. When at last he spoke, his voice sounded +tired, and she did not understand his answer until she had pondered it +that night in her own room at Mother Cary's. + +"I am afraid," he said, "that even with what you think is a good deal, +we should need another miracle of the loaves and fishes." + + + + +XII + +In the weeks before they moved into the cottage, there were moments +when life presented itself to Rosamund in more difficult guise than she +had dreamed it ever wore. Hitherto, it had been easy enough for her to +take up her abode in one place or another, as fancy led her; in New +York, in Georgia, in Europe, there were always people to smooth the +way--servants to make everything ready and comfortable, mother or +sister or one person or another to set in motion the many wheels of the +household clockwork. She had never given a thought to the machinery of +life; it had seemed as simple as to breathe the free air. Not even +Cecilia's warnings had touched upon the rudimentary difficulties she +found she had to meet. Before the furniture arrived, there was the +first cleaning of the little house to be done, and no one to do it! +The summer people and their servants had departed; the hotels were +closed; the mountaineers held themselves haughtily aloof from domestic +service. Eleanor would have known, but Mrs. Hetherbee kept her from +day to day; and Aunt Sue was taking her own time in leaving Georgia. +Grace Tobet and Yetta were always ready to do what they could, but they +were as untrained as Rosamund herself in the methods of doing things as +she had been used to having them. Yet they were the only ones she +could find to help her, and she spent her days in a toil so +unaccustomed as to leave her breaking with fatigue. She was ashamed to +find how inadequate she was for such elemental things; and disgust at +her own limitations, added to aching fatigue of body, left her little +able to stand against the opposition she was beginning to encounter +from everyone. + +Pa Cary, gentlest of souls, became set in disapproval as firmly as the +doctor; and some undivulged, disquieting information increased +Ogilvie's first distrust of the plan. At last even Mother Cary +somewhat shamefacedly agreed with them. + +"I don't know as it wouldn't be better to shut up the house and stay +right here with us, honey," she said. "Pap keeps tellin' me it ain't +safe for ye there alone, jest women and children. I reckon that +colored man wouldn't skeer anybody off. There's rough people in the +mountings. They're used to folks summerin' here; but Pap says, what +with all this talk of the Gov'ment's men bein' around, some are sayin' +you know too much about the doin's o' this part of the country." + +Rosamund knew the futility of expressing her indignation. She only +felt that her die was cast, arrangements irrevocably made, that she +must go on. Surely it was innocent enough to spend a winter in the +mountains, to keep a waif of a girl out of harm's way, and give healing +happiness to a child and a beloved woman. That her heart held other +motive only the secret flaming of her cheeks attested. She told +herself that the mountain people could not be so foolish as to +disbelieve their own senses, and determined to prove herself to them. +In time they must come to believe in her honesty and sincerity of +purpose, in her friendship for them and her loyalty. It was largely +their distrust of the world beyond their close horizon that held them +in bondage to their own passions. To enlighten them, to free them, +would be well worth while for anyone. She said as much to Ogilvie, who +nevertheless continued to shake his head and warn her. + +With the departure of the last "foreigner" the mountaineers were more +frequently seen. During the summer Rosamund and Yetta had walked miles +on the strange, dimly marked paths through the woods, paths as vague +and deserted as if trodden only by timid wild feet trembling towards +secret drinking places; never had they met another soul upon them. But +now, occasionally, they encountered lank women or timid children, who +peered with half-frightened eyes out of the depths of slat bonnets, and +sometimes said "howdy" in passing. The Allen children no longer ran +away at sight of her, and their mother, now well enough to be about the +house, watched eagerly for Rosamund's visits; she had hopes of making +more friends among the women, through Mrs. Allen and Grace Tobet. +Several times, too, Mother Cary had visitors; and a little school in +the valley drew children from the hillsides in varying numbers. As she +went back and forth between the little brown house and the Carys', the +people she passed stared at her curiously; the women, she thought, were +not unfriendly, but the men seemed distrustful and surly. + +"Why do they look at me in that way?" she asked Grace Tobet, on an +afternoon when they were hastening homeward in the twilight. "The men +all look at me as if I were some hateful thing--a spy, perhaps, or a--a +snake! It hurts me to have them look at me in that way! No one ever +did before! I don't deserve it!" + +But before Grace could reply a thing happened that hurt Rosamund far +more, that shook her to the depths of her pride and courage. Something +struck her upon the arm, something that stung and bruised--a stone, +thrown from the wood-side bushes with accurate aim. She cried out with +physical pain and pain that was also mental, and sprang towards Grace. +Someone moved off up the mountain, careless of the crackling +undergrowth. + +Grace had her arms about Rosamund on the instant, and her answering cry +was almost as quick. + +"What is it? What ails ye?" she besought the trembling one within her +sheltering arms. + +Rosamund's breath was coming in little sobbing gasps. "Oh--o--oh! +Something--struck me--a stone, I think!" + +From the wan spiritless creature that she usually was, Grace flashed +into a wild passion of anger. Often before she had reminded Rosamund +of a sodden leaf, wind-blown and colorless; now she was a flame, vivid, +devouring, like the hot blasts that mow down the mountain forests. + +"I'll KILL anyone that harms ye!" she cried; and raising her voice to a +shriek called to the woods that hid the thrower of the stone: + +"Come out! Come out in the open! Coward! Ye coward! Come out here +and let yerself be seen!" + +A jeering laugh answered, and Grace would have sprung in pursuit; but +Rosamund grasped her. + +"No, no!" she cried. "Don't, Grace! Don't! Let him go!" + +The mountain woman, panting, fiery, would have broken away from the +restraining hands; but Rosamund, inspired, cried: + +"You wouldn't leave me here alone?" + +And as a forest creature, quick to defend her young, is quick to +caress, Grace forebore vengeance to hold her friend in a closer embrace. + +"He struck ye! You come up here to live with us, and make friends with +us, like Doctor Ogilvie, and they go and say you spy out on them! +Oh--" her voice echoed from the mountains--"I'll KILL anyone that harms +ye!" + +"Don't say that! Perhaps he did not mean to----" + +"He meant it, whoever it was! Stones don't fly up from the ground, do +they? I know--I know what they say, the lazy cowards--I know, I've +heerd 'em----" + +She paused; a new terror came into her eyes. "Miss Rose! Miss Rose! +Don't ye go thinkin' 'twas Joe throwed----" + +Suddenly her head dropped upon Rosamund's shoulder, and the straining +arms held her more closely. "Miss Rose, even if 'twas Joe----" + +"Grace! Oh, hush! You don't know what you are saying! You must not +think that--it couldn't be true!" + +"Couldn't it? You never saw my baby. _He_ came home drunk, 'struck by +lightnin''--that's what they call it, so's not to lay blame on +themselves. He fell on her. That's how 'twas. She was a-crawlin' +over the sill to meet him--her daddy. An' he fell on her----" + +"Put away those thoughts, Grace! Put away that memory! Grace--look at +me! You must--not----" + +"I'm lookin' at ye. That's what makes me remember. It ain't much to +you, maybe, to be friends with me. But it's a heap to me, to be +friends with you. Oh--" she threw her arms above her head, and her +bitter cry rang out. "Oh, curse the stills! Curse 'em, curse 'em! +First 'twas my baby, an' now--if anyone harms you, even so be 'twas +Joe, I'll kill him!" + +It was a devotion undreamed of. Their friendship had progressed +insensibly. There had been long talks, when Grace's apparent +simplicity had made it easy for Rosamund to open her heart, as far as +in her lay; and she had been glad enough to feed the other's hunger for +knowledge with tales of the things she had seen in the world, as Grace +called all that lay beyond the barrier of the mountains. Yet it had +been, as Grace herself had rightly said, not a very large part of life +to Rosamund; all the stranger was the revelation of what their +friendship meant to Grace. + +It was long before she could bind Grace to secrecy; for Grace believed +that safety lay in making known the dastardly attack of the afternoon. +Rosamund denied that actual danger could exist, that the attacks--if +such there might be--could possibly go farther; and she very well knew +that if to-day's were made known it would put an end to all her plans +for the winter, now progressed so far. + +Yet all that night she lay awake. It was a dreadful thing to know +herself suspected, distrusted, perhaps hated; why, she asked herself, +could the mountaineers not read her innocence in the very fact of her +remaining openly among them? They did not suspect Ogilvie; why, then, +should they look upon her innocent self as a spy? + +But morning found her with all terrors gone. Pride of race and +knowledge of good intentions had come to sustain her. + +In gold, in gems, it is friction which produces brilliancy; in the +finer grades of humanity it is opposition, anxiety, suffering, even +misfortune, which bring out inherent noble qualities that might else +remain undiscovered. The fine courage of high race Rosamund had always +possessed, but it lay hidden within her until the sting of an unseen +enemy brought it to light. Fatigue and doubts and half-developed fears +fell from her in the night; with the coming of the day she found +herself strong in courage, in resourcefulness. + +Ogilvie met her, later in the morning, coming from the post office at +the Summit, and White Rosy stopped of her own accord until Rosamund had +seated herself in the buggy. + +"You look less tired," he said. + +She laughed. "I'm not tired at all! I feel as if I could move +mountains, even these mountains; I believe I could even move the people +on them!" + +He looked at her more keenly, and wondered what had caused her elation. +His anxiety for her--and something else--was too great to permit of a +smile in answer to hers. + +"It is never too late to mend your ways!" he suggested. "I hope it's a +change of mind that's making you so pleased with yourself!" + +She laughed again, merrily. "It may be a change of mind," she said, +"but it isn't a change of intention." + +She waited for his question, but he only looked grimly at White Rosy's +joggling ears. + +"Don't you want to know what I mean?" she asked. + +"Yes," he said shortly. + +Rosamund glanced at him. "Dear me!" she remarked, and was provokingly +silent until, at last, he turned towards her. + +"Please!" he begged. + +"Let's talk of something else," she said, and turned her face away from +him to hide her dimples. "I don't in the least want to bore you with +my affairs. You've been so kind!" + +At that he shook his head, tumbled the old cap into the back of the +buggy, and ran his fingers through his hair. He heaved a deep breath, +and said, in the helpless tone of the bewildered male, "Oh, Lord!" + +Then she turned towards him and laughed aloud. "I won't tease any +more," she cried. "You and Father Cary almost frightened me, for a day +or two, with your warnings and forebodings. Last night I was ready to +give up the brown house and telegraph Mrs. Reeves not to come. This +morning I have telegraphed her to hurry!" + +His face became more stern. "I don't like it. I don't approve of it. +You may take my word for it, there will be trouble if you go to live in +that place, an unprotected household of women." + +"Oh, but we shall not be an unprotected household of women! We are +going to have good old Uncle Matt, my old nurse's husband! Surely I +told you? Although," she thought to herself, "if old Matt saw a man +with a gun I believe he'd crawl under the bed!" + +The doctor looked a little relieved. "Well, that is the best thing +you've planned yet," he said. "I had intended coming twice a day and +taking care of your furnace myself; but Matt--did you say the man's +name was Matt?--will be on the spot." + +"Mercy!" she exclaimed. "I never once thought of the furnace!" + +"I imagined as much," he said, dryly. + +"Oh, well," she retorted, as he stopped before the brown cottage, "you +would never have remembered to come! White Rosy would have had just +one more thing on her mind!" + + + + +XIII + +The result of Rosamund's increased determination was that, by the end +of the week, a curiously assorted household was taxing the capacity of +the cottage almost to the utmost. Grace Tobet, however, was not there. +Rosamund had many long talks with her about other things; the poor soul +had been miserably uneasy since the episode of the stone-throwing, and +besought Rosamund to release her from her bond of silence. But that +their friendship might bring trouble upon herself she denied, and when +Rosamund tried to persuade her to take shelter in the brown house she +would do no more than shake her head or raise the girl's hand to her +own cheek in caress, or look off to the hills with unseeing eyes +tear-brimmed, as on the first day she had spoken of her baby; and +Rosamund could not urge her farther after that. + +"It's often that a way," Mother Cary said, when Rosamund told her about +it. "It binds 'em to a place faster than ropes could. You can break +through most anything you can see, honey-bud; it's the things you can't +see that you can't get away from. And they holds you all the tighter +when they're the things you useter have and haven't any +more--'specially little child'en." + +Eleanor, too, had a word to say on Grace's side. "Can't you see, +sweet, that if she leaves her Joe, she will be admitting his +unworthiness?" + +"But since he plainly is unworthy----?" + +"What he is has very little to do with it. It is what she must believe +him to be, as long as she can." + +"How can she believe him to be anything that is good? He killed their +baby--and you know very well that she has had to go through the woods +all alone at night to warn him when the Government men are out." + +Eleanor shook her head. "We don't know that, Rose. And as long as +Grace stays with him and says nothing, we can't know it. She is +keeping that fact from being knowledge--if it is fact. Don't you see +that she just has to hold on to that vague 'if'?" + +"But she cannot possibly love the man, Eleanor!" + +Eleanor looked at her curiously, and for some hidden reason which she +could not define Rosamund's heart, under that long look, began to beat +faster. + +"Ah, Rosamund, which of us can understand love?" Eleanor asked. After +a pause she added, "I have wondered sometimes whether they really and +truly love--the people who question 'why'!" + +Rosamund was beginning to be afraid of the turn the conversation was +taking. "Oh, Eleanor!" she exclaimed, somewhat impatiently, "your +subtleties are beyond me!" + +While they talked, Tim had been tramping back and forth on the front +veranda of the house, himself the horse of a little iron wagon that was +one of his new toys. He was seldom willing that Eleanor should waste +time in uninteresting conversation with grown-ups. He had taken her +for his own; and Rosamund, Yetta, Mother Cary--everyone who had +ministered to him before--were all but forgotten. Eleanor must now do +everything for him; nothing less than complete possession could satisfy +his hungry little heart. And Eleanor's hunger for Tim went beyond his +for her; as she talked, her eyes followed him, her look brooding upon +him as if he were new-born and her own. + +At Rosamund's last exclamation she laughed, and bending towards Timmy +on one of his turnings, gathered him into her arms, in spite of his +indignantly protesting squirms and thrusts. + +"My subtleties, indeed!" she said, while burrowing for kisses under the +curls on his neck. "I'm the most elemental creature alive! I'm +nothing more than a mother hen!" + +"Matt chopped ve chicken's head off wif a ax," said Tim, "an' it hopped +an' hopped an' hopped. An' Sue took all its fevvers off. But chickens +don't catch cold. An' anyway its head was gone." + +"Mercy!" said Rosamund. "Matt ought not to have let the child see +that! And I do wish he wouldn't be so--so explicit!" + +They laughed, but Eleanor could not ignore the opportunity for a lesson +in good manners. She had tried in vain to impress it upon Tim before; +now she repeated, "You must call her _Aunt_ Sue, Timmy! I call her +that, and Miss Rose does. You want to be polite, too, don't you?" + +But Tim knew what he wanted; he had thought it out for himself. "She +ain't," he said, frowning. "An' I don't want her. I got a muvver." + +"Oh! The darling!" cried Eleanor, and let him swagger back to his +march with the wagon. + +So the boy was provided for, and Eleanor daily gained in health. +Ogilvie was delighted. + +"Just let it go on for a few months," said he, "and she'll forget she +has any eyes. Pity she'll have to go back to work, though," he added. + +He had been away for a few days, on some consultation, and so could +notice the change in her all the more for his absence. They were +driving through the golden woods; the first heavy frost had fallen the +night before. + +Her breath fluttered a little as she answered. "She will not have to +work any more--not as she used to--if she decides really to adopt +Timmy," she said, palpitating in wonder as to how he would take the +disclosure of her gift and what it implied. + +He turned quickly to look at her, all interest. "So that's what Flood +meant!" he said. + +She returned his look rather blankly. "Mr. Flood? What on earth do +you mean?" + +"I stayed with him in New York, you know. He told me the kiddie's +future was provided for, but he was too modest to tell me how. That's +one of the things I like about him--his modesty. He's a fine fellow, +Flood is." + +It was something more than disconcerting to have her generosity +attributed to someone else; that he should give the credit of it to +Flood, of all people, was plainly provoking. + +"Did he give you to understand that he had done the providing?" she +asked. + +"Why, no! I've just told you he was too modest!" Then, perhaps at +something in her look of disdain, he understood. "Oh, I see! I'm sure +I beg your pardon! It is you who are doing it?" + +She did not reply nor look at him, but flushed deeply. + +But he did not seem to think it mattered either way. "Well, it'll be +the best thing in the world for them both," he said. + +So there was to be no word of praise for herself! She forgot to wonder +at his unquestioning acceptance of the fact that she should have enough +to spare for such a gift; it did not occur to her until afterward that +he must have known of her fortune all along. + +In her disappointment and dismay she spoke with a little tremor of +anger which did not escape him. + +"I suppose you think it is no more than I ought to do!" she said. + +He ran his fingers through his hair. "Well! Is it?" he questioned. + +She did not reply to that, and he asked, "You will not miss what you +give, will you?" By his tone he might have been asking, "Well, what of +it? What's money good for, anyway?" + +At that she turned to him, head lifted, eyes aflame. "I suppose you +are one of those people who think that we ought to divide everything +equally--number the people and give them equal shares--so many pennies +apiece!" + +He laughed good-humoredly. "O Lord, no! If the wealth of the nations +were equally divided on a Monday, it would be back in the pockets it +was taken from by the first Saturday night! The smart ones would get +it all back again." + +"I am not one of the--'smart'--ones. But I suppose it wouldn't matter +if I went hungry----" + +Whatever she had hoped for from that, his reply was certainly +unexpected. He looked at her for a moment, then put his head back and +roared--laughed until the woods rang, until White Rosy turned her head +to look at him, until Rosamund, her anger melting, laughed with him. + +"Oh, I say!" he cried at last. "I'm awfully sorry! Miss +Randall--you'll forgive me for being so utterly stupid, won't you?" + +"I did want you to praise me," she admitted, dimpling. + +Instantly he became serious. "To praise you would be like praising the +sunlight, or the blessed rain, or any other of the crowning works of +God Almighty," he said. + +"We were talking of Timmy," she reminded him, not quite truthfully, but +grasping at anything that might turn him from that strain, "and Mr. +Flood!" + +The ruse succeeded. "Flood! Yes. He's a big man." + +"I don't think I quite realized that you were such friends!" + +"I like him," said Ogilvie. "I like him mighty well. He's a chap +who's not afraid to be fine. I tell you, it was a surprise to me to +find him that sort--Benson Flood. You know, the name seems to suggest +bonanzas, show and glitter, crudeness, perhaps a little--well--not what +he is, anyway." + +"But, surely, you have only seen him--twice, three times, isn't it? +How can you possibly know all that about him?" + +He smiled. "Oh, men don't always have to _learn_ each other, as they +would lessons, you know. I know what Flood is as well as if I had +known him for years--and I like him as well, too!" + +She looked at his enthusiastic face a little wonderingly. "Women are +not like that," she said. "We--I don't think we--believe in our +friends, as men do!" + +"Oh, come now! Why don't you?" + +"Because we don't. And because we don't deserve it. Why, you talk +about Mr. Flood, who is certainly a new friend, to say the least, as if +you would make any sacrifice for him! Women wouldn't do that for each +other." + +He could not guess that her touch of bitterness was due to her new +humility--the humility she was so rapidly learning through her +experiences here in the mountains; certainly he was far from seeing +that he had himself done much to teach it to her, even during the past +hour, when he had seemed to look upon her wealth as of small +significance; now he was putting far more emphasis upon the fineness of +character of Flood, the man she had so lightly esteemed. + +"I fancy Mrs. Reeves would have something to say to that," said Ogilvie. + +"Oh, Eleanor! Eleanor is my exception, of course! We all have our +exceptions. But aside from Eleanor, there is no one else for whom I +would make a sacrifice; yet you would do so for Mr. Flood, wouldn't +you?" + +Now he was rumpling his hair until it stood on end. "Why, yes, I +suppose so! Yes, of course," he said, as if he were wondering where +the talk was leading. Then he put it aside, and turned towards her. + +"How little you know yourself!" he said. + + + + +XIV + +Before long there were ominous signs in the Tobet cottage. Mother Cary +would shake her head whenever Grace's name was mentioned. + +"It's bad now, land knows!" she said. "But it'll be worse, come +spring. It ain't for me to deny that them the Lord sends He looks out +for; but a body can't help wonderin' sometimes, at His choice o' the +places He sends 'em to. Yet it's a livin' wonder how things do work +out, honey." + +The doctor openly berated Joe, and the two would have come to blows but +for Grace's pleadings; afterwards he told Rosamund that Mother Cary had +roundly scolded him for his interference, which of course ended the +little influence he had over the man. Joe, indeed, swore that he would +'hurt' him if he found him again in his house, and it was only at the +brown cottage or the Carys' that he could see poor Grace and give her +what help he could. Tobet had also, of course, forbidden his wife to +hold communication with 'the stranger woman'; but Grace knew his ways +and times well enough to go occasionally to both her friends' houses. +She herself could not have told from which she derived more comfort. + +For a while Rosamund was unaware of any further evidences of the +mountaineers' distrust; then, in the third week, came the most +disquieting thing that had yet happened. + +Their evenings at the cottage were usually placid enough. Rosamund had +engaged the services of the young teacher of the district school to +give lessons to Yetta, who, with the mental avidity of her race, was +fairly absorbing knowledge, and rapidly acquiring the speech and manner +of the world. She worshiped Rosamund, and tried to copy her in +everything; she was urged onward, too, by her awakened ambition to +sing, it being understood that her general education must be well on +the way before the promised singing lessons should begin. The girl +would have spent hours at her books, but Ogilvie had forbidden her +reading at night; and Rosamund would read aloud to her for an hour or +two after the lamps were lighted. + +To-night Yetta had begged, as usual, for a later bed hour, and for once +had been indulged. The wind had blown from the east all day, bleak and +cold. Rosamund had been more and more restless with each passing hour, +and now had a longing for company which made her lenient with Yetta. +But at last the girl had reluctantly gone upstairs; and after a while +Rosamund went up, too, in search of Eleanor. + +She had not been the only one in the house to be made restless by the +wind; Tim had been cross all day, and even Eleanor was glad at last to +see him safely tucked into bed. But, having done so, she had scarcely +taken her place on the opposite side of the table from Rosamund and +Yetta, than a little white-clad figure appeared in the doorway. + +"O Timmy!" Eleanor had cried, protesting. + +"Well, I forgot to God-bless Pa Cary," said Tim, as if that justified +his reappearance. + +"Tim! Go right back to bed!" said Eleanor, with a conscientious +attempt at sternness. Tim hesitated, wavered on the threshold, and she +gained in courage. "Go back at once!" she said. + +His under lip began to tremble. "I can't God-bless wivout somebody to +say it to!" he said, and Eleanor got up, took him by the hand, and led +him up to bed and his devotions. + +Since then she had not come down again, and when Rosamund went in +search of her it was to find her on her knees beside Tim's bed, asleep, +her pale gold hair mingling with the yellow of his, her arms across his +little body, one of his hands on her cheek. + +Rosamund crept downstairs again, the loneliness of a moment ago +pressing now upon her heart like a pain. The sitting-room was warm and +cosy, with its open fire and the lamp with a yellow shade; but it was +empty, for all that. She crossed the room to the window that faced the +valley and rolled up the shade. Through the wind-swept air Mother +Cary's light twinkled brightly on the opposite mountain; that was a +home, too. It added to her sense of loneliness. She went back to her +place by the table, her thoughts wandering--from the happy two in the +room overhead, to her plans for Yetta; from Ogilvie, to Flood; from the +present---- + +But, gradually, insensibly, into her mental atmosphere, there crept a +shadowy, indefinable influence, something malevolent and strangely +disquieting. She had never known fear; but as she sat there she +shuddered, became cold with an unearthly chill, as if some premonition +of horror were laying its clammy hand upon her. She said afterward +that she felt herself in a cloud of dread and apprehension such as one +might feel before the apparition of something ghostly or uncanny. It +was intolerable. She must shake off such mental cowering, and forced +herself to turn towards the window through which Mother Cary's light +could be seen, thinking the friendly beacon would reassure her. + +Then, although her heart seemed for an instant to stop beating, she +sprang up; but her knees refused their burden, and she sank again into +her chair, leaning forward with straining eyes, clutching its arms; for +the light on the mountain was blotted out by a hideous thing, a white +face set in shaggy hair, a sneering face, a face where drink and hate +and fear had set their marks. As she sprang up and sank down again the +wicked glare of hate turned into a more frightful leer; then the +creature raised a horrid fist, shook it towards her--and vanished into +the night. + +It was Eleanor who came running downstairs at the cry she tried to +choke back. + +The two kept watch through the night, and morning found Rosamund shaken +and feverish, but firmly determined to lay aside her dread, and at all +hazards to keep her friends in the city in ignorance of it. + +She shuddered at the thought of what the newspapers would make of it, +and of Cecilia's raging, and Pendleton's taunting comments. She and +Eleanor, in the reassuring daylight, tried to laugh away each other's +fears; and both agreed that they would not be frightened away from the +brown house; they agreed, too, that Ogilvie must not know. + +But to keep the doctor in ignorance of what had happened was not so +easy as Rosamund had hoped. He had many opportunities of hearing +rumors that did not reach her; if he had not constantly persisted in +his warnings it was not because he no longer feared for her, but +because it seemed best to watch, rather than to warn. He went to the +cottage every day on one pretext or another; if it was not fear alone +which took him there, he admitted to himself no other reason. + +It was not altogether because he was too busy with his mountaineer +patients, as Mother Cary had told Rosamund, that he had remained among +them; now and again he had consulted his friends, and his vigorous +enjoyment of the days as they passed also told unmistakably of his +recovery; but another year of mountain practice would doubly insure his +safety in going back to his investigations in the confinement of the +laboratory. Meanwhile he had thrown himself into the work here with +ardor, as he must always do with work or play; but now just at the time +when he was beginning to think of his return to the city there came +into his thoughts an influence as disturbing as it was novel. + +Early in the summer one of his classmates, the Doctor Blake who was +Mother Cary's old friend, had come from the city for a visit of a day +or two, and to him Rosamund's name was unmistakably well known. He had +seen her, too, in town. There could be no mistake; she was the only +daughter of old Randall, the "king" of Georgia pine. It seemed to +Blake a wild freak which kept such a girl here in the mountains, away +from her kind, a freak to be distrusted. He watched Ogilvie rather +keenly when they met Rosamund at Mother Cary's that afternoon, but it +was evident that Ogilvie was master of whatever emotions he might have +towards her. As a matter of fact, her money counted no more in his +estimate of her than a scar on her cheek, or a strand of gray hair, or +an ignorance of German would have counted. He knew himself for a man, +and more; he knew, as they who possess the embryo of greatness never +fail to know, that he had that to offer which all her money could not +buy; the belief that she, too, knew as much was fast becoming the +essence of life for him. + +The thought of her filled his days and half his nights. Her swinging +step along the frozen roads, the tired child nestling in her arms, the +cadence of her voice as she greeted him, the look of shy withdrawal +that he sometimes surprised in her eyes--all would set him inwardly +trembling, longing, worshiping. Yet love was new to him, and he +feared; inexperience had left him with nothing for comparison. He +could not know how far to venture. Masculine instinct warned him to +display to her the brightest plumage of his mind and heart, and their +walks and drives together were full of talk and intimate silences; but +of that which was uppermost in his desire he feared to speak. + +Yet his fears no less than his love made him keen to notice every shade +of expression on her face, and on the morning after her fright at the +hideous vision at the window he saw at once that something was amiss. +He had been over the mountain earlier in the day to set a man's broken +arm, and several things had made him more than usually suspicious that +the underworld of the woods was stirring uneasily. A storm of some +sort was certainly in the air; the people showed themselves distrustful +even of him, and the very children shrank into reserve at his approach. + +Rosamund had walked across the valley to Mother Cary's, to confide to +her the strange disturbing happening of the night; then she had gone +home again, hoping for that day to escape Ogilvie's keen eyes. The +tale had been most disquieting to the old woman, and when Rosamund had +gone, she sent Pap to the main road to hail the doctor as he passed. +She had been bound to secrecy, but she could at least, without breach +of trust, send him a message. + +"You tell Doctor Ogilvie that I say when wolves are out, lambs 're in +danger. Jest that; don't say another word. Ef he's all I take him for +he'll understand." + +Pap repeated the message word for word and the two men looked into each +other's eyes for a moment, in a look that told far more than the +message; then Ogilvie whipped up White Rosy with unprecedented +emphasis, and the old mare gallantly responded, as if she knew that an +emergency prompted the unaccustomed touch. Ogilvie was sure that one +glance at Rosamund's face would tell him whether she were the lamb +Mother Cary had in mind; and the girl's pale cheeks, that flushed so +treacherously when he entered the brown cottage, disclosed the secret +she would have kept. But Mother Cary must not be betrayed, and he +greeted her as if he suspected nothing. + +"I saw Aunt Sue at the clothesline," he said, "so I used the doctor's +privilege and just walked in! Tell me if I'm in the way." + +She turned a large chair towards the blaze in the fireplace and moved +her own a little back, as if to credit her bright color to the heat of +the flames. + +"Doctors are always welcome," she said. + +But that did not satisfy him, and with characteristic directness he +pursued the question. "Am I not welcome as a friend, too?" + +She bent forward to reach the tongs, and lifted a glowing ember. +"You're welcome in every rôle! But you are very formal to-day, aren't +you, in spite of your just walking in? Why?" + +She was always mistress of herself when she could tease. Ogilvie, +however, would not respond to her levity. + +"Because doctors may prescribe, and friends may advise; as it happens, +I want to do both!" + +She sat up very straight and looked at him mockingly. "Dear me!" she +said, in the dry tone which usually provoked all his Scotch +combativeness. + +But to-day that, also, he ignored. + +"Where are Mrs. Reeves and the children?" he asked. + +"Eleanor has taken Tim on a hunt for nuts, and Yetta is at her lessons." + +He frowned. "Which way have they gone?" + +"I have not the least idea." + +"Have you seen Grace lately?" + +"I have not," she replied. "Pray don't mind asking about anything you +want to know!" + +He would not notice her flippancy even to frown. "Because," he said, +"she is not at her own house, nor the Allens', and she has not been to +the Carys' since yesterday morning; if she has not been here either, +there is only one thing possible--or at all likely----" + +At last Rosamund became serious; if Grace had gone into the woods it +could, indeed, mean but one thing. "Oh, dear!" she cried. "Does that +mean--do you think?--that Joe is out again?" + +The doctor nodded. "And has been for several days. The trouble is +coming to a head somewhere. I wish I knew where. The very air is full +of it, and these people are so mysterious that even I cannot get +anything definite. Pa Cary says they all believe there are spies +about." + +At the word, Rosamund's hand went to her throat, and her lips paled. +"Oh, then----" she began, and stopped. + +Ogilvie leaned forward and laid his hand on the arm of her chair. + +"Then?" he repeated, looking closely at her. + +His intentness forced the tale from her. He listened without +interrupting, and when she had finished, sat for a while in deep +meditation. + +At last he drew a long breath, rose, took a turn or two about the +little room, and came and stood before her, frowning. + +"You shall not stay here," he said. + +Of all words he could have chosen none more unfortunate. A tone of +fear, a phrase of hidden tenderness, even an appeal to her own sense of +the futility of braving the hovering danger--almost anything but the +words and tone he used would have induced her to submit to his wishes; +but this imperative command of words and voice touched off some quick, +foolish spark within her. + +"Ah, but that is precisely what I am going to do," she calmly declared. +"They will find out sooner or later that I am not a spy. I shall +remain here until they do." + +Unconsciously, as once before, her name escaped him. "Rosamund," he +cried, "I cannot stand it! I cannot bear to think of your being in +danger!" + +If she heard, she gave no sign of it. "I do not believe there is the +slightest danger," she said, "but what if there is? I have taken up my +life here; there are always difficulties to be overcome whenever one +wants really to do anything. Why should I run away from my share of +them?" + +He had turned toward the fire, his arm resting upon the mantel-shelf, +and his forehead upon his clenched hand. + +"I wish I could make you understand how it is with me," she went on. +"I have chosen, deliberately chosen, to take this way of living. I +have come here to stay, for a time anyway. You would tell me, I know, +that I could have the same little family somewhere else. I know I +could; but I am not staying only on their account, any more than I am +for a mere whim of my own. The place is more my home than any I have +ever known since I was a little girl. I love it, and I see so many +things to be done, things I can do; and I want to do them. I don't +always know how, but I am learning. These mountain people are +distrustful of everyone; but all wild creatures can be tamed, if one +has patience. When they have learned to trust me I can help them. I +am not going to be driven away. Besides, when all else is said, I +don't see the need of it!" + +"You had warning last night. Whoever that ruffian was, his coming here +meant no good to you." + +For a while she was silent, and when she spoke he looked at her, and +saw that there were tears in her eyes. + +"Oh, I cannot argue it out," she cried. "Of course, you can array fact +upon fact to prove me wrong and foolish. Oh--Doctor Ogilvie, be fair! +Credit me with a purpose! I have never before had a chance to go on in +a simple, clearly defined line of action. It would not seem very much +to most people, I suppose--merely to stay here, to live in this little +cottage with Eleanor and the children. But it's the only real life +I've ever known, as far as I can remember. I was dropped into this +place by accident, and I found something to do. What is more, I found +myself among real people. It is not much--but to live my own +life--that is what I want!" In her emotion she stood before him, +straight and purposeful. "Won't you give me credit for the strength of +it, and not believe me merely willful?" + +He was deeply moved; she laid her own in the hand he held out to her. +"I will credit you with everything that is brave and good," he said, +with utmost seriousness. "If you are really determined to remain here, +I will not interfere. If this is what you choose, I will try to +believe it is the best thing for you--the only thing." + +Her earnestness had fanned in his heart an altar-flame of worship and +new faith; its glow shone in his eyes, and her face paled under his +look. In the tenseness of the moment there could be no speech, but it +seemed as if their souls sped toward each other on a bridge of +understanding. They were hushed before the vision of great elemental +truth; and although later they came to believe that they had been +deluded, that vision of truth remained as having passed between them, a +revelation and a message. + +Afterward, in the hours when doubt and pain and loneliness were her +companions, she often wondered what the outcome might have been; but +she could only wonder, for at the highest moment of their silent +communion there sounded a well-remembered view-halloo, and a quick turn +of the head showed the flash of a big red car that was stopping before +the house. + +With a low cry she drew away the hand that had been held in his, turned +from him, and for an instant hid her face in her two palms, needing the +moment to recall her soul from the heights. When she turned at the +sound of steps upon the veranda Ogilvie was gone; she stooped to pick +up his worn brown cap, left unheeded upon the hearth, put it quickly +into a drawer, and turned the key in the lock. + + + + +XV + +The revulsion of feeling was so sharp as to demand all the effort she +was capable of making to move at all. Her self-control had never +before been so severely tested; the strain was so great that she forgot +to smile, until Pendleton, drawing off his gloves and toasting his back +at the fire, which he first took pains to rearrange with as serene +assurance as if it had been his own house, said: + +"Dear me, Rosamund! Why this exuberant gayety of welcome?" + +It was easy enough to laugh, and she felt secretly grateful for his +nonsense. She had almost forgotten the time when she had found such +banter on her own part a veritable shield and buckler. + +"I'm stunned with joy, Marshall," she laughed. Then, turning to Flood, +"Have my woods brought you?" + +He flushed with joy that she should have remembered their talk on the +Pocantico ride. "Your woods and what's in them," he told her. "I've +brought down a couple of young dogs, and we thought we'd try for some +shooting before the snow. That's due any day now, isn't it?" + +"Yes, the season has been unusually late, they say. But, Mr. Flood, +you must not try to do any shooting around here!" + +"Why not?" Pendleton put in, raising his eyebrows; he succeeded in +trying to look teasing only so far as to appear malicious. "Tame +birds, Rose?" + +She ignored his impudence. "You'd get me into greater disfavor than +ever," she said, speaking to Flood. "You know there are said to be +illicit stills in these mountains; there have been some lawless things +done within a year or two, and the Government is watching the people +here, or so they believe. They are distrustful of everybody--my poor +innocent self included." + +"I hope there's nothing unpleasant?" Flood asked, looking disturbed. + +"No! Oh, dear, no! But there might be, if you went about in the woods +with your guns, and were known to be my friends." + +"Your fears are quite groundless, my dear," said Pendleton. "We were +not going to stop here, anyway, but Flood hesitates to disillusion you. +There's no hotel in your neighborhood, you know." + +"I'm so glad!" she cried, and then joined the two men in their laugh. +"Oh, Marshall, you're always making me absurd! You know perfectly well +what I mean! I had horrible visions of your being murdered in the +woods; naturally, I'm not glad there's no place for you to stay! I +wish I could put you up here, but----" + +"Certainly!" said Flood, to her expressive pause. "We understand how +impossible it would be. Fact is, we thought we'd run down to Oakleigh +for a few days, and we found we wanted to come a bit out of the path +and call on you! Hope you don't mind?" + +To her surprise she realized that she was really very glad to see them. +She had within the hour been declaring that she had put away the old +life, yet here were these two dropped from the skies of chance, to +remind her of it; and she was undeniably glad to see them! + +It ended in their staying to the midday dinner, when Aunt Sue surpassed +the standard of her own fried chicken and beaten biscuits, and Matt +could be heard turning the ice-cream freezer all during the first part +of the meal, and Tim had to be suppressed by Eleanor because he would +persist in trying to describe how the chickens they were eating had +hopped and hopped and hopped when Matt had chopped their heads off. + +It was the first time Flood had met Eleanor, and it was immediately +evident that she impressed him very much. His look was upon her more +than upon Rosamund; he watched her every move with a light of pleasure +in his eyes, and his manner toward her was exquisite--holding something +of the deference of a young man toward a very charming, very old lady, +something of the tenderness of a physician toward a courageous patient, +something of a courtier's manner toward a queen, a little of the look +of the lover of beauty at something unexpectedly lovely. And since +Eleanor was neither old nor ill nor yet a queen, it must have been her +loveliness, fragile and gentle and rare, that had attracted him, since +attracted he so plainly was. + +He would look from Eleanor to Rosamund from time to time as if trying +to convey, silently, to the woman whom he held above all others how +lovely he found her friend; and Rosamund, understanding and liking him +for it, drew Eleanor out of the little tiredness of manner that was apt +to fall upon her before strangers, and Flood brought the color to +Eleanor's cheeks when he noticed how Timmy had blossomed under her +care. Indeed, the little boy, with the quick adaptability of babyhood, +might have been petted and adored all his life, so complacently did he +accept his new mother's care and ignore the comments of Flood; for the +moment he was absorbed in the celery family which he had spread out +before him on the tablecloth. + +"It's me an' my muvver," he said to himself, as he arrayed a short +stalk and some longer ones before him, "an' it's Miss Rose, an' it's +Yetta, an' it's Matt. An' vey ain't any Sue!" Tim could not be +prevailed upon to accept Aunt Susan, apparently feeling that in order +to repudiate the relationship which he thought her title of courtesy +implied he must repudiate her entirely. + +After dinner Rosamund managed so that a rather reluctant Flood and +Eleanor should be led off by Tim to inspect the chickens. Pendleton +was by no means disdaining to pay homage to Yetta's black eyes, and for +a while Rosamund watched the two with amusement. + +It was the first opportunity Rosamund had found for measuring the +girl's improvement. It was amusing to see how well Yetta had learned +to imitate Eleanor's manners and her own, how seldom she lapsed into +the speech of the streets, yet how much of her native quickness and +assurance she had retained. She was never at a loss for an answer to +Pendleton's banter; and Pendleton, soaring to farther and farther +heights of absurdity, was enjoying himself immensely, when Rosamund +decided that Yetta had had enough, and sent the girl off to her lessons. + +"Now what did you break it up for, Rose?" Pendleton protested, adding, +"It's wonderful how jealous all you women are of me!" + +She laughed. "Marshall! Your absurdity is only exceeded by your +modesty!" + +"Oh, I know my worth," said he, folding his hands and looking down, +with his head on one side. Apparently he never tired of playing the +clown. + +"Tell me about Cecilia," said Rosamund. + +"Ah, dear Cecilia! She's looking very well this autumn, very well +indeed. And young! And slim! I admire dear Cecilia's slimness +exceedingly. It's a monument to perseverance and self-denial." + +Rosamund understood, and smiled with him. "Her letters have sounded +very happy, so I've taken it for granted that things have gone well +with her," she said. + +"Well, you're responsible for that, aren't you? 'Pon my word, if +Cecilia had money enough--or I had--to make her contented----" He +sighed. "But Cecilia's up to something. She doesn't seem to--er--to +care as much for my company as she did. Why, Rose, would you believe +it, she even sent down word to me the other day that she had a +headache!" + +"Perhaps she had," Rosamund suggested. + +"Oh, no. No. If she had, she would have let me see her. I'm good for +headaches. No, it wasn't that. Besides, it was the very day after +Flood told her he was coming here, and asked if she had any messages +for you. No. Cecilia's up to something." + +He wilted sideways in his chair, and tried to look pensive and +pathetic. Rosamund watched him, amused as always, and not in the least +understanding what he was trying to imply. + +Suddenly he leaned toward her. "And you're up to something, too, +Rosy!" he said, as if throwing the words at her. "What's your game in +staying down here, anyway?" + +She flushed angrily. "Marshall! You go too far, you know!" + +"Oh, come along, don't get mad!" he said. "What's your little game? +Are you staying up here to draw old Flood on, or is it something else? +I won't tell!" + +She felt herself enveloped in a hot wave of anger and disgust, as if +the fetid breath of some foul creature had blown toward her. She +sprang from her chair and went swiftly toward the long window, and +throwing it open stepped down to the piazza. + +Pendleton followed as calmly as if nothing had been said to arouse her; +but she was spared an answer, even a look, for Eleanor and Flood were +coming back to the house, Flood declaring that it was time for their +adieux. + +Rosamund was glad; she had been unexpectedly glad to see them, but now +her pleasure was gone. She felt sick at heart, and wanted to be alone. +Yet her pride sustained her until they were gone; she stood on the +veranda to wave farewell to them as if nothing had happened, one arm +about Yetta's shoulders, framed against the background of the little +brown house that Flood thought so inadequate a shelter for a creature +so beloved and so rare. + +Flood felt that he had been discretion itself. He had learned his +lesson, and was now too anxious for ultimate success to risk alarming +her; but every move she made, every look, every tone had been as meat +and drink to his longing. + +On their way back past the Summit his mind and heart were full of her, +from her first silent greeting to the last glimpse of her with her arm +across the child's shoulders. How like her unerring taste, he thought, +to have chosen as friend so exquisite a creature as that Mrs. Reeves; +and how right Mrs. Reeves had been in all her praise of Rosamund! It +had seemed to him to-day that her face had been more than ever full of +dancing play of color; certainly her cheeks had flamed when she had +come out of that long window to meet him. + +But Pendleton broke in on his dreams. "Our Rosy was looking +exceedingly blooming," said he. "Wonder what's up?" + +He managed to throw something of insinuation into his tone. + +"Oh, shut up, you ass!" said Flood. + +Whereupon Mr. Pendleton raised his eyebrows, smiled, and proceeded to +whistle the "Merry Widow Waltz," which he knew Flood detested, for one +immortal hour. + + +Later in the evening, when Tim and Yetta had been long in bed, Rosamund +and Eleanor were in the sitting-room before the fire, the table with +its yellow-shaded lamp drawn up between them. Since the night of +Rosamund's fright the shades were kept drawn at night; now the room, in +its seclusion, was warm and cosy with the sense of home. Eleanor +smiled over a garment of Timmy's that she was mending; she stopped, +from time to time, to look into the fire, laying the work in her lap as +if it were a task over which she loved to linger. + +Rosamund sat back in her big chair, her eyes partly closed, deep in +thought. The day had been full of crowding emotions. She mentally +recalled first one and then another, trying to marshal them into some +sequence of cause and event. + +On the last moments between herself and John Ogilvie she dwelt least; +even in memory they were too palpitating. It is only after surrender, +or after loss, that a woman loves to dwell upon such moments; before, +they hold too much of fear, not to call forth the feminine withdrawal +of the unwon. His looks she dared recall; his pale intensity, the +flame in his eyes, the fear and anger there as she described the wicked +face at the window, his look before he left her, when Pendleton's step +was already on the veranda. + +That brought her thoughts to Pendleton, to his insinuations and the +slight leer in his look. She shuddered all the more because she knew +that, a few months before, she would have parried his impertinence with +a laugh, instead of with the scorn and anger she had not been able to +hide to-day. She was at least that far from the old life, the old +state of mind! She knew now how intolerable she would find the people +who had seemed only commonplace before! Looking back, secure in her +new life in this purer air, she could say to herself how much she hated +their suspicions of everyone, their petty gossip, their searching for +hidden, unworthy motives in every least action, their expecting the +base to emerge from every innocence, their smiling, flattering faces. + +She was glad, she told herself, so glad to be away from all that--all +the more glad because she could remember the time when it had not +especially displeased her. Yet in fairness she reminded herself that +Flood was different. He had been very nice, indeed, to-day--and he had +liked Eleanor. It spoke well for him that Eleanor, too, liked him! +She looked across at Eleanor's tenderly brooding face, and smiled; how +suitable it would be, she thought, if Flood and Eleanor--that would +relieve herself of Flood's intentions. It was the first time she had +been willing to admit that she knew what they were--and intentions on +Flood's part would be quite delightful if Eleanor were their object---- + +So her thoughts passed, from one thing to another, until, suddenly, as +if a shot had broken her dream, her heart stood still with fear, then +seemed to leap into her throat. + +She and Eleanor were on their feet in an instant, hands grasping hands, +startled eyes searching each other's and then turning toward the door. +This time it was no stealthy presence which had crept upon the house to +peer in at the window. Even while they held each other, there in their +safety before the fire, something stumbled across the piazza, fell +against the door, cried out, seemed to fall farther, as if at the limit +of strength--and was still. + +Even the negroes in the kitchen heard the noise, and came running in +with scared faces. + +Rosamund moved quickly and quietly to the door, silently slid back the +bolt, and flung it open. + +There was no lurking enemy to surprise. Instead, a huddled form lay, +as if crushed, before the doorsill. Between them they managed to lift +it and bear it upstairs. All the way up Eleanor, though trembling and +very white, carried her full share of the burden, and kept saying over +and over to Rosamund: + +"It's all right, sweet! Don't be frightened! It's all right, sweet! +Don't be frightened!" + +And Rosamund was saying over and over, on sobbing breath, "O Grace! +Poor Grace! O Grace!" + +They laid her on a bed and undressed her. The poor cut feet were +soiled with blood and seemed frozen; the forehead beneath the pale +strands of hair--those pathetic strands of the woman in whom pride and +vanity are dead--was cut and bruised; on her body they found larger +bruises. They bathed her, and wrapped her in clean linen, and made her +as comfortable as they could. Aunt Sue and Eleanor exchanged looks, +and shook their heads. They sent Matt after the doctor. Then Timmy +called out, and Eleanor went to him. Aunt Sue said something about +more hot water, and descended to the kitchen. + +Rosamund knelt beside the bed, and presently Grace fluttered back to a +dim consciousness. + +"Miss Rose! Miss Rose!" were her first words, uttered in a tone of +fright. + +"Yes, dear! I am here," said Rosamund, laying one of her cool hands on +Grace's forehead. + +Grace closed her eyes as if satisfied. "I had to come," she whispered. +"It wasn't only for me." + + + + +XVI + +The doctor promptly, in his most professional manner, turned Rosamund +out of the room as soon as he got there. He preferred the old colored +woman even to Eleanor as assistant; and he showed no sign of +remembering that night in the Allen house when Rosamund had fought +beside him, through the heavy hours, for a woman's life. When he +closed the door of Grace's room upon her, she was keenly hurt; she +could not know that while he worked over poor Grace he was recalling +every moment of that earlier scene, viewing it now through the glamor +of his later knowledge of her. + +Aunt Sue was installed as supreme power in the sick-room. Grace's life +hung by a thread for days, and before the doctor could be sure that all +would be well the disquieting news of Joe Tobet's arrest came to +disturb them still further. + +Snow lay deep over everything before Grace came down among them, a pale +wraith of a woman, but with a deepened sweetness of expectation in her +face. They feared to tell her of Joe's predicament, but knew afterward +that it would have been better to do so; for she was to discover it in +one of those unforeseen, brutal ways that so often accompany the +disasters of the poor. One day a shivering small boy brought a note to +the back door, and Grace herself happened to be the one to take it in. +It would have been less cruel to give her a coal of living fire. + +The folded paper was soiled, as if it had been passed from hand to +hand. Its pencilled words were: + + +"You or she told Youl be got even with Curs you JOE." + + +Grace waited to speak of it until the doctor came. Then her dignity of +manner was a revelation to Rosamund, who had yet to discover that +elemental passions can sometimes be as silent as the ages that create +them. + +Grace looked unfalteringly at Ogilvie as she spoke. "Where have they +got Joe?" she asked. + +Rosamund exclaimed, and motioned to him not to reply; but he was wiser +than she. His answer, as simple and direct as her question, gave no +evidence of surprise. "In the city. The jail is stronger there." + +"Will they let him out?" + +"The evidence may not be enough to hold him. He is awaiting trial." + +"Will we know if they let him out?" + +"I think so." + +Then she gave him the soiled paper, which he read and passed on to +Rosamund. "He wrote that," she said. "Miss Rose hadn't ought to be +here when he gets out." + +She gave Rosamund a look of agonized tenderness, then left them. +Presently they heard her walking in her room upstairs, up and down, up +and down. Ogilvie shook his head when Rosamund asked him to go up to +her. + +"She must work it out alone," he said. "She's strong enough." + +But Rosamund, uneasy, went to Mother Cary. + +"Yes, she's strong enough," the old woman said, when she had heard all +about it. "Land! She's got to be! An' she's jest got to fight it out +by herself. Don't you try to cross her, honey, nor say anything to +ease her, 'cause that ain't the way to treat hurts like that. Joe's +her man, an' she'd lay down her life for him, ef 'twas only her own +life; an' I reckon even ef she thought 'twould save his soul she +couldn't 'a' found stren'th to tell on him. Yet that's what he thinks +she done! Eh, me! The contrairy fools men like him can be when they +sets out!" + +"He's not worth her caring for! He's not worth it!" + +"Land, no! I shouldn't think he was! But that ain't got a mite to do +with it! Women folks don't care for them they ought to care for, jest +because they ought to; nor they don't stop carin' when they ought to +stop, neither. An' Joe bein' her man, she can't give a thought to +whether he's worth it or not; she's jest got to go on lovin' him." + +"But, oh!" the girl cried, "shouldn't you think his distrust would make +her loathe him? To know herself a true and faithful wife, and to be +distrusted! Oh!" + +Mother Cary's eyes were very bright as she looked out of the window +across the snowy field to where Pap was cutting down a tree for +firewood. She took one of Rosamund's hands in hers before she spoke, +and patted it. + +"Yes, I reckon distrust must be about one of the hardest things to set +down under," she said. "I know somethin' about it, 'cause time was +when I distrusted Pap, though 'twas before we was married, o' course. +I distrusted Pap's love, like poor Joe distrusts Grace's. I thought he +couldn't possibly love me enough to last for ever an' always, me bein' +crippled up like I be; an' I thought it wasn't fair to let him try. So +I up an' run away. I tried to get to the station an' so back to the +city. It was a long ol' walk for me, an' I had to hide all one night +in a barn. But betwixt walkin' an' hobblin' an' crawlin' I got to the +station at last; an' there was Pap a-waitin' to take me into his arms, +which he did then an' there, good an' strong. I ain't never tried to +get far from 'em sence!" + +Rosamund was afraid to break the thread of the story by a question, and +the old woman mused a while before she went on. + +"I reckon there's a door o' distrust that most of us have to open and +pass through an' shet fast behind us, before we get to the place +where's only content, an' love, an' trust. It ain't confined to jest a +few; 'pears to me most everybody has to go through it." + +Again she paused, while the girl waited. + +"When your time comes, honey--an' I hope it will come, 'cause you can't +rightly feel the glory tell you know the shadder--when your time comes +to feel distrust, or have it felt against you, jest you do as your Ma +Cary tells you! You take a firm holt o' your heart and your thoughts, +an' don't you let 'em turn all topsy-turvy! You jest take a firm holt +on 'em an' wait. WAIT! Don't run away, like I did; 'cause they ain't +any more Pap Carys in the world! It ain't everybody you'd find ahead +of you at the station, waitin'. You jest remember that it ain't but a +door, even though the doorsill does seem dretful wide. It'll shet +behind you, when the right time comes, an' you'll find yo'self +a-standin' in the land o' content. That's the best dwellin'-place +there is, I'm a-tellin' you!" + +Rosamund had not been alone with John Ogilvie since the afternoon, +three weeks earlier, when Flood's automobile interrupted them; but +during the interval she was conscious of an uplift of the soul, a new +serenity. + +One of the great memories of her life was of an hour of her childhood +when for the first time a revelation of something beyond her childish +world was vouchsafed to her. She had been awakened at night by a touch +of light upon her face; the full moon shone through her window, and its +rays had called her from sleep. In her little bare feet she slipped +from bed and went toward the casement, drawn by the moon-magic to look +upon the beauty her early bedtime had left undiscovered. Great dark +masses of cloud floated across the face of the golden disc, black on +the side that hung over the shadowy fields and woods, but shining with +a marvelous radiance where the moonlight touched them from above. + +The child had watched them floating, forming, massing, until they had +passed away to the horizon, and left the moon, a floating ship of +light, far, far up in the sky, dimming the brilliance of the stars. +She had crept back to her little bed with a new sense of things +hitherto undreamed of in her childish imaginings, yet never again to be +entirely lost--a sense of majesty, of order and immutability, of +strange beauty, and of the Greatness that kept watch while she, a +little child, safely slumbered. + +The hour left its mark upon her entire life; and now once more such an +impression of security, of beauty, and perhaps of destiny had been laid +upon her in the moment when she had faced his soul through John +Ogilvie's eyes. + +There was no need to hasten further revelation. Indeed, she did not +wish for it. She was more than content to rest for a while in the calm +of unspoken assurance. It was enough, as much as the hours would hold, +until they could grow used to it and expand to the greater glory that +was to come. + +Ogilvie, too, had something of the same sense of uplift. He, too, had +had his revelation. But, man-like, he would have grasped at once at +something more definite, more dear, if he had not, with a lover's +keenness of intuition, seen that Rosamund was satisfied to wait. He +had no fear, no misconception; he felt, rather, a reverence which +forbade his hastening her toward the avowal which would bring the +surrender he so ardently desired. The same force of love which made +him long for it, made him also too tender to urge it. His coming to +the brown cottage every day was too much a matter of custom to be +remarked upon. There were Eleanor and Grace, Yetta and Timmy to talk +to, as well as Rosamund; and he fell into the way of arriving in time +for the mid-day dinner, just as Tim fell into the way of waiting for +him with the announcement of what good things Aunt Susan was going to +give them to eat. Rosamund teased Ogilvie about it a little, but +Eleanor, the ostensible hostess, remembered the ancient person with +whom he lived, took pity on him, and kept him as often as she could. +Indeed, Eleanor, like Mother Cary, regarded him as an overgrown boy, +very much in need of maternal attentions; if she suspected the state of +affairs between him and Rosamund, she tactfully gave no sign of it. So +Ogilvie came and went as naturally as if he were a member of the +household, and his daily sight of Rosamund lent him patience. + +But always he was on the watch for signs of the distrust that still +muttered against "the stranger woman." Grace's taking refuge in the +brown house had affected the mountaineers in two ways. One +faction--for so strongly did each side feel that there were, indeed, +definite factions--held that Rosamund had only offered her the shelter +which any woman would have given to another in such sore need, and +declared that all of Grace's friends were bound to Rosamund by the +obligation of gratitude. The other faction, and perhaps the larger, +held that if Grace had not actually betrayed her husband to the +authorities, she had run away from him and so failed in her duty of +hiding him, and that Rosamund shared her guilt, if, indeed, she was not +directly responsible for it. Mother Cary, whom all adored, came in for +a share of blame, for being friends with the guilty ones, and even the +doctor, though he was known to be faithfully in sympathy with all his +mountain patients, and though no one suspected his integrity toward +them, found many faces turned away from him which had hitherto shown +only confidence and affection. + +That Rosamund was aware of the state of things he could only guess; she +gallantly denied any uneasiness, although there were many evidences of +the bad feeling against her. They were only trivial things, little +annoyances, surly answers, eyes that would not see her; yet they told +their story with unmistakable plainness. + +It was while things were in this unsettled state that she was surprised +by a second visit from Flood and Pendleton; not, this time, in the car, +for the roads were impassable. They drove up in the only sleigh that +was for hire at the Summit. + +Pendleton had hardly got out of his great fur coat before he opened +fire; he had evidently come primed. + +"What's all this about arrests and moonshiners, Rosamund?" he demanded. +"Cecilia's very uneasy. Had a letter from her day before yesterday, +saying she'd come herself if she could do any good, and wouldn't I run +up and look around a bit. So here we are, both of us, because Flood +wouldn't be left behind!" + +"That wasn't quite fair of Cecilia," Rosamund said, flushing angrily. +Pendleton had promptly got on her nerves with the alacrity that only an +old friend is capable of. "I thought I had made it plain that I mean +to be let alone." + +"Oh, please!" Flood, the peacemaker, besought them; and Rosamund had +come to like his helpless "Oh, please!" so well that she smiled at him, +though her eyes were still bright with anger. + +"I say, Pendleton," he went on, "you're always trying to fight with +Miss Randall." Pendleton only grinned at him. "Really, Miss Randall, +we haven't come to interfere, not in the very least, I assure you! +Mrs. Maxwell did write; but we wanted very much to see you. That is +why _I_ came, anyway!" + +So far he dared venture, and at the very bathos of his distress +Rosamund laughed, and peace reigned again. She told them of Tobet's +arrest, and that his wife was now a member of her household. She +declared that there remained no possible danger, with Joe out of the +way. + +Pendleton appealed to Eleanor; and Flood, too, gave her a questioning +look. She could not hide her anxiety; but that she was not afraid to +admit it gave Flood a feeling of security that he would have missed if +she had shown herself, like Rosamund, inclined to deny the danger. For +Flood believed that the newspaper accounts of trouble present and to +come must be the smoke of some fire; yet he feared only a possible +unpleasantness for Rosamund, rather than any actual danger. + +Ogilvie came in while they were still discussing it. To-day there were +no traces of tell-tale emotion to be hidden. He had seen the sleigh +before the house, guessed who were within, and now showed himself +unaffectedly glad to see Flood. Rosamund inwardly trembled lest +Ogilvie should express himself on the subject of the mountaineers' +suspicions; she could not know that a look, passed between himself and +Flood, was enough to set Flood on the alert. + +She talked feverishly while they were at dinner, and her heart sank +when, afterwards, Pendleton announced that he was hit with an idea. He +was standing at the window, taking in the white sweeps and stretches of +snow, the black trunks of the leafless trees, the dark pyramids of the +spruces, the more distant shadow of pines. + +"Jove!" he cried. "Just look at those slopes for skiing and +tobogganing! It's better than Davos!" + +Then he turned from the window, his hands deep in his pockets, and +stood in front of Rosamund, his head on one side, tipping backward and +forward from heels to toes. + +"I say, Rosy," he said, "the best way you can convince us, and poor +dear Cecilia, that you are safe up here is to let us stay for a while +and see for ourselves!" + +Rosamund flushed; he was so wilfully provoking. "Marshall! How can +you? You know very well I can't have two men in my house! Why do you +want to make me appear so inhospitable?" + +Flood, too, looked as if he would like to express himself forcibly. +"Oh, I say, Pendleton----" he began. + +But Ogilvie, apparently, saw something of good in the suggestion. +"That's a capital idea, Mr. Pendleton," he said. "Stay up here a +while, and see for yourselves. I'll be very glad to put you up, if +Mrs. Reeves will invite us over to dinner once in a while! My landlady +isn't much of a chef!" + +Flood had turned to him quickly, with a keen look of questioning. +"Could you really, old man?" he asked. + +"Bully!" Pendleton cried, grinning at Rosamund. "Bet I can beat you in +a snow fight, Rose!" + +But Rosamund, biting her lip in dismay, would not look at him. + +"I can snow-fight!" Tim announced. "I know how to make a snow man, +too! My muvver showed me!" + + + + +XVII + +It ended in their remaining ten gala days. Flood telegraphed for the +implements of winter sports, and got them the next day. They opened +them on the brow of the hill, and Pendleton, who took it upon himself +to be master of ceremonies, "dared" Rosamund to lead off on the skis. + +"What for is vey long sticks?" Tim asked. And when he saw Miss Rose +walk off on them he shrieked, and hid his face in Eleanor's skirts. + +The entire household had come to look on. Matt and Sue stood at the +corner of the cottage, he leaning on a snow-shovel to keep him in +countenance, Aunt Sue with one apron over her turbaned head and her +hands rolled up in another. Grace, as white as the snow itself, sat +bundled up in rugs on a sunny corner of the piazza; Ogilvie had seen to +that. + +Eleanor and Rosamund were in scarlet caps and long blanket coats. When +Pendleton had fastened on her skis, Rosamund threw aside the coat, and +stood, a figure of white against the vaster white, save for the red of +her cap and the warm brightness of her hair and face. + +She had known many Alpine winters, and was as much at home on skis and +snowshoes as in a ball-room. + +She turned away from the interested little group to look across the +unbroken slope gleaming in sunlight that kissed it to a rosy glow in +places, in others turned its frozen crystals to a myriad sparkling +points of light. In the hollows and under the shadow of drifts and +pines the snow looked blue. She knew where the fields lay, now under +their blanket, patterned by fences in the summer. The road wound off +to the left, then down, down---- + +It was only a step or two to the crest of the hill; the leap would be +glorious! She turned a laughing glance over her shoulder; Eleanor, +Ogilvie, Flood, were watching her intently. + +"I dare you!" Pendleton cried again; and she was off, off in one +splendid rush and leap, a leap that carried her out and down, far down. + +Again Timmy shrieked, and Yetta fell on her knees. Eleanor's face +flushed in admiration, and Pendleton called out, + +"Good girl! Never knew you to take a dare!" + +It was a phase of her new to the two men who loved her. Ogilvie had +seen her in many situations, Flood in more; each believed that he knew +the full excellence of her, yet, oddly enough, neither had thought of +her as this wild, boyish, graceful creature of the out-of-doors. The +sudden discovery of it came as a shock to both; for both were by nature +men of the open, notwithstanding the fact of Flood's accumulated +millions and Ogilvie's eminence in the laboratory. Now, in their +surprise, they stood above, on the edge of the slope, and watched her, +each thrilling, each showing his emotion in his own way. + +Flood, in his surprise, had called out, then thrust one clenched fist +into the other palm with a resounding smack; but in a moment his face +took on its expressionless mask--expressionless save for the gleam from +the half-closed eyes. + +Ogilvie had made no sound; he stood perfectly still, with out-thrust +under lip, the corners of his eyes wrinkling to a smile; his face wore +something of the indulgent, restrained look of a mother when she sees +an adored child perform some wonder, yet refrains from praise of that +which is so intimately her own; his first move was to run his fingers +through his hair. + +The two stood there as if spellbound until Rosamund reached the valley +and waved up to them. Then Flood and Ogilvie turned, and met each +other's eyes. There was something of a shock; instantly each looked +away again, with an unspoken feeling of apology, as if he had looked +upon a disclosure that was not meant for him. + +Neither analyzed what he had seen; until that moment neither had +suspected that the thought of Rosamund might be living in the heart and +desire of the other. Instantly each put the suspicion aside, as if it +were an unworthy one; yet, through the hours that followed, it +persisted in returning again and again. Each man acknowledged that if +it were true of himself, it might well be true of his friend; but each +tried to assure himself of its impossibility, even while admitting +that, if it were true, there could have been nothing of unfairness on +the part of the other. + +From their first meeting on the mountain-top Flood and Ogilvie had +intuitively liked each other. Through a knowledge of varied types of +men, they had learned to look beneath the surface; each recognized in +the other many qualities to respect. Men are by nature +hero-worshipers, from the time that they look with covetous admiration +on the policeman's brass buttons and the motorman's thrilling power, +through the period when they worship the home league's star pitcher and +third-base-man, the captain of their college foot-ball eleven, and on +to their political enthusiasms. There is far more of pure hero-worship +in the friendships of men than the world gives them credit for. Flood +and Ogilvie had met on a mountain-top, and on a height their friendship +was to remain. Each saw in the other "a splendid fellow"; neither +would have admitted in his friend the least shadow of baseness. So, +after the unforeseen disclosure of that look, each man felt generously +on his honor to appear unaware of any possible feeling on the part of +his friend toward Rosamund, even going so far, in his heart and hopes, +as to deny that such might exist. + +But while this ardent liking existed between Flood and Ogilvie, there +was something far different between each of them and Pendleton. + +Pendleton liked Flood. He liked him for the virile strength of his +personality, as well as for his possessions; he knew him only in his +hours of leisure, and might not have liked him so well, nor at all, if +he had known him only when he was engrossed in business. But toward +Ogilvie he could not disguise an antagonism which would have shown +itself openly if he had been more courageous, and which as it was, +appeared in countless small spitefulnesses. + +To the man who does nothing there are no creatures less interesting +than those whose every moment is taken up with affairs. Between the +deliberate idler and the man of absorbing occupation there can be +nothing in common; indeed, there often arises more or less antipathy. +The business man is apt to retain a hearty disrespect for the idler; to +him, the man of leisure must always appear an anomaly, an excrescence, +a parasite of civilization. And even when the worker has developed +toward the plane of the connoisseur, the collector, the lover of sports +and arts, he seldom does more than tolerate the man who has begun where +he finds himself only toward the end of an active career. + +Yet Flood found Marshall amusing and likable enough. He was perfectly +aware of Pendleton's qualities of the sycophant, the flatterer, the +gatherer of crumbs from the rich man's table. He thought of them +rather pityingly as a natural outgrowth of the life of that class in +which Pendleton was so much at his ease, and regarded them leniently +because he believed that there was also to be found in that class so +much that was desirable, so much that he himself coveted. He was +willing to accept its evil with its good, its defects with its +excellence; if it had brought forth a Pendleton, it had also borne the +perfect flower that was Rosamund. + +But to Ogilvie Pendleton was altogether an abomination; he could see no +good in him; his very palms itched to smite him! + +They were fortunate in their weather. It seemed as if nature, +satisfied with her latest marvel, were holding her breath. Every day +of their ten was brilliantly clear and cold and windless. Their voices +rang far across the white silence of valley and mountain in that hushed +atmosphere. The frozen snow crunched even under Timmy's little +trudging feet; and the mountain people apparently felt that it was +useless to lurk among the spruces when every step they took told where +they would be hidden. They came from far and wide to stare at the +strange antics of the "foreigners," and grinned at Rosamund, more +friendly than they had ever been before. + +Pap drove Mother Cary across the valley to look on at the sports; +Rosamund called her attention to the new friendliness of the other +spectators. The old woman smiled rather grimly. "Land! No wonder!" +she said. "Nobody could suspicion those young fellers were spies, +cuttin' up sech capers as them, sliding down hill head foremost on +their stummicks, an' prancin' around on slappers. I never saw such +goin's on, myself--and John Ogilvie one of 'em!" + +They laughingly compared notes afterward, and decided that Mother Cary +had been quite scandalized by their "capers;" Ogilvie admitted that she +had been very severe toward him the day after her drive across the +valley. + +But for themselves they were glorious hours. Rosamund threw aside the +burden of care that had enveloped her during the past weeks, and became +as merry as a child, more gay and joyous, than Ogilvie had ever seen +her. She skimmed down the slopes on her toboggan with Tim holding on +behind her, his curls blowing out in the onrush of their swift descent; +and she would carry him back up the hill again, "pick-a-back," to show +him how strong a horse she was. She could outdistance them all on +skis, but Ogilvie proved himself the best on snowshoes--thanks to his +boyhood in northern Vermont, although Flood, who had faced many a +blizzard on the plains, was not far behind him. + +On the last day of the joyful ten Flood had gone with Rosamund on +snowshoes across the valley to carry something to Mrs. Allen. Snow had +fallen during the night, and every bough of pine and spruce and fir had +its burden of downy white. The two paused, when they had come past +Father Cary's wood-lot, to look down upon the valley. + +They stood for a moment or so without speech. Flood looked from the +snow-covered fields to the face beside him, as if to compare one +loveliness with another; then he drew a deep breath. + +"Well," he said, as they went on again, "I'm sorry to be leaving all +this!" + +For a moment she did not reply; she looked up at him once or twice, and +he divined that she had something to say which she did not quite dare +to put into words. They had become very good friends, thanks to the +freedom of the out-of-door life of the past days. He laughed. + +"Go on, please! Don't mind saying it! I haven't any feelings!" + +"Oh," she protested, laughing, "I was not dreaming of hurting your +feelings! I was only thinking how--how curious it is that you +should--should care so much for what you are going back to." + +But he did, nevertheless, show himself a little hurt at that. "Why +shouldn't I like it?" he asked. "Do I seem such a savage?" + +"Oh, precisely not!" Her mood was kind. "You are not a savage. You +are very nice--I'm very glad I've found out how nice you are. But +that's just what makes me wonder, you see, how you can like it!" + +"Like being nice?" + +"No--of course not! Like what you're going back to. New York. +Cecilia! Oh--all of that--you know what I mean, don't you?" + +"Why," he said, a little puzzled, "I'm afraid I don't see anything +wrong with it--with your 'all of that!' Do you think I ought to?" + +"Oh, it isn't so much what is wrong with it. It's only that it doesn't +satisfy--does it? It is chaff--husks--a bubble--it has no substance." + +He considered it for a moment. Then he submitted: "Has this?" + +"Well, at least this has substance. It isn't empty." + +"Isn't it?" he asked. "Do you know, I should just have reversed that +opinion. I should have said there was a good deal more in the life +you've deserted this winter than in the life you're choosing to live +here!" + +She laughed. "Perhaps I've reverted! Or perhaps we are in different +phases of evolution! You have reached your--we'll call it your New +York--and I have passed through it and come on to something better. Or +if that sounds impolite we'll say that I have reached it and tumbled +down again!" + +"Oh, there's no impoliteness in the truth! You are generations, +infinite ages, ahead of me!" + +She made no answer to his humility, and for a while neither spoke +again. Their talk was, of necessity, largely broken by intervals when +all their attention was needed for the task in hand. The light snow +made the going uncertain; they were taking the shorter way home, along +the upper slopes, instead of crossing the valley, and they had, more or +less, alternately to feel their way and to rush swiftly on across +possible dangers. + +At the crest of the last slope Rosamund paused, and they turned to look +back at the way they had come. Flood watched her with eyes of +devotion, as she stood there with her head thrown a little upwards, +breathing deeply, her face warm with her delight in the beauty of the +scene before her. + +"How lovely it is!" she said, in the vibrating tone that always +thrilled him. + +"Yes, it is lovely," he said, "but only for a time. It is too much +like the real thing!" + +"Isn't it the real thing?" she asked, surprised. + +He laughed, and shook himself a little. "I mean the real thing that I +used to know, the drifts on the plains, sleet in the face, the numbness +in your feet that tells you they're frozen--that's the real thing! +Believe me!" + +She looked up at him, interested. "And you have really felt that?" + +"Oh, yes," he said. "I've felt it--but it's a long time ago. I'm glad +it is, too. A very little of it satisfies. Nowadays my real thing +is--well, what you called a while ago, New York, though that's only a +manner of speaking, you know." + +"Yes, I know. We've talked back in a circle! I am still wondering why +you like it as you do!" + +They had crossed their last hummock, and had come to the place not far +from the brown house where Matt now spread rugs and cushions every +morning; but no one was there to greet them. Far down the long slope +of white they could see Eleanor and Tim, moving slowly over the crust; +Yetta was already at home on snowshoes, and her crimson-clad figure was +skimming over the snow-covered fields. Apparently she was playing a +game of ball with Pendleton--something they had invented for +themselves; Ogilvie, also on snowshoes, was with them. + +Rosamund sent a clear Valkyrie call down to them. They all looked up, +and waved. Ogilvie moved closer to Pendleton's side, and the game of +ball went on. + +Rosamund threw herself down on one of the blankets, and Flood took his +place beside her. She still wore her snowshoes, and sat with her knees +drawn up, her arms clasped about them, boy fashion. She was watching +the others at their game down below, but Flood looked no farther than +her face. + +Suddenly she became intensely aware of the man beside her; she could +not tell how the change came, or whether there were a change at all, +except in her intense consciousness of him. She did not turn to look +at him; she did not so much as tremble from her position; but slowly, +as if the blood were retreating to her heart, her face grew white. + +Flood saw the change in her face, and knew that he was the cause of it. +His heart beat triumphantly faster. + +"Why did you say that you wonder at my liking--New York?" he asked. + +She tried, vainly, to speak. + +"You know what it represents, to me. It's something better than I ever +had before. It's friends, it's music, and art, and the whirl on the +Avenue. It is 'up and on'--and--Rosamund, don't you know what it is +above all else? It is you." + +He had meant to say a great deal, when this moment should have arrived; +he had often wondered just how it would come, when he should find +courage where they two should be. He had tried to teach himself the +words he thought would be most sure to move her, words that would best +disclose the fullness of his faith and his desire; yet now that the +moment for speaking was upon him he reverted to the man that was his +inmost self, forgetting his practiced phrases, not speaking the words +he had rehearsed, but telling his longing in short, rushing sentences +of pleading, voicing to her silence the cry of the strong soul to its +chosen mate, the appeal, even the demand, of the man who had won a high +place to the woman who could lead him up to even greater altitudes of +the spirit. He pleaded as a man who has much to offer, but who is yet +begging for the crowning gift. Unconsciously he disclosed his own +greatness of soul, while making her understand that he held her +supreme, beyond all that was beautiful, above all that was high. + +Before he was done speaking, her head had bent itself until her face +was on her knees. Never had she felt herself so unworthy; never had +her humility been so great. Yet when he paused, she did not answer; +even for his last strong appeal she had no word. He had shown her the +depths of his heart, and hers was shaken to its own depths. But yield +she could not, turn to him she could not. It was as if two great +elemental forces met, and clashed, and refused to combine. She could +not altogether repudiate his appeal, yet she must be true to the +stronger one which held possession of her heart. + +As he watched her in a silence that seemed still to vibrate with the +strength of his words, she raised her head to look at the figures now +coming toward them up the long slope. Suddenly she saw that Ogilvie +stopped short, and, apparently at some word from Pendleton, looked up +toward herself and Flood. He took a hesitating step or two, came on at +a wave from Pendleton; then he turned away, leaving the others to +return without him. + +Some silent message had come up the mountain to her; Rosamund had found +her answer to poor Flood. The others were out of sight for the moment +behind a low growth of pine; only Ogilvie was visible as he made his +way along the other ridge, taking his steps heavily, seeming suddenly +to have become weary. + +Rosamund watched him for a moment; then she turned her white face, +pitiful with the knowledge of the hurt that she must give him, toward +Flood. He must have read something there, for, startled, he bent a +little closer; then, following her look, he glanced from her to +Ogilvie, and back again. Her eyes did not waver from him, and when +they had to answer the question in his, the paleness left her face, and +a great wave of color flooded it. He held his breath, and his unspoken +question must have become imperative; for she nodded, her parted lips +refusing to form words. Then, withdrawing her look, she hid her face +in her arms. + +Neither of them ever realized that she spoke no word at all. Her reply +had been too well-defined to need speech. Flood understood. + + + + +XVIII + +The morning after the departure of Flood and Pendleton, Eleanor and +Rosamund went out to the veranda for their usual after-breakfast +"breath of air," and stood arm in arm, looking over the long slopes +which had been the theater of their wonderful ten days' sport. +Apparently the same thought came to them simultaneously. They looked +at each other and smiled. + +"Did you ever see any place so empty?" Eleanor asked. + +Rosamund shook her head. "I never did," she said. "Isn't it absurd?" + +"It's like being in a room when the clock stops!" said Eleanor, and +Rosamund laughed. + +"Isn't it curious how much of the city feeling those two brought with +them? Before they came I felt as if New York were miles--oh, +continents--away. This place was home, the center of the universe. +Now--well, now this is 'way off in the country'!" + +Eleanor laughed understandingly. "I know! And yet not once while they +were here did we do anything we should have done in town! No one so +much as mentioned bridge!" + +"It must have been Marshall's presence," said Rosamund. "Certainly Mr. +Flood never suggests town to me!" She flushed, remembering what their +last talk of New York had led to. He had taken it so well, proved +himself so completely the master of his emotions, shown her so gently +that he held her blameless and still supreme, that she had never liked +him so much as after having shown him how little she liked him! + +Eleanor looked at her curiously, for she suspected something of what +had passed the day before; but she had cause to look at her wonderingly +more and more, in the days that followed, days which, for Rosamund, +soon became filled with mixed emotions. + +"I want to see my doctor," Tim said at dinner one day. + +The three women looked at one another as if it had just occurred to +them that Ogilvie had not, indeed, been to the brown cottage that day, +nor the day before, nor the one before that. Nearly a week in fact, +had passed since the departure of the two men, and not once in that +time had White Rosy stopped before the house. + +"Why, he has not been here since Mr. Flood left! He must be ill," said +Eleanor, trying to speak as if the idea had just occurred to her. + +"No, he ain't," said Yetta, always willing to give information. "I saw +him driving around by the other road yesterday. He ain't sick." + +"Why, it's five days since he was here," Grace said. "He must 'a' +forgot you, Timmy!" + +Tim's lip began to tremble, and he turned to the ever ready Eleanor to +be comforted. + +It had been a week of restlessness for Rosamund. The visit of Flood +and Pendleton had recalled enough of the old familiar atmosphere of +cities to make the solitude of the mountains seem strange. She had +been so sure that the new life was the best one! Now she was disgusted +with herself to find that something of the old restlessness had +returned. She told herself, with increasing determination, as the +empty days wore on, that she had become dissatisfied with the pleasant +monotony of the new life because a breath of the old one had blown +toward her. For her admission to Flood, drawn from her unawares, as it +had been, even before Ogilvie himself had demanded it, gave her a +self-consciousness which was hard to bear. But apparently her secret +was to remain with Flood. Ogilvie did not come to claim it. It had +long become his habit to stop at the cottage whenever he passed there. +For the first few days of his absence, she was only sorry that he did +not find time to come. She could have no doubts of him. For weeks she +had been happily sure that he was only waiting for a sign from her to +put into words what his eyes and manner were always saying. To have +doubted him would have been to doubt the foundations of the world. + +But gradually she became anxious at his prolonged absence. All sorts +of womanish fears began to crowd upon her. Although for a long time +she had heard no mutterings of trouble from among the mountaineers, yet +now she imagined all sorts of horrors, with Ogilvie as their victim. +When Mother Cary told her, one day, that the doctor certainly must be +sick, her fears went beyond bounds. She knew herself to be his own, +she believed him to be hers; courageously she ignored her maidenly +hesitancies, and went forth to meet him. + +All night she had lain awake nerving herself to seek him out; but when +morning brought the hour of their meeting she forgot everything save +her anxiety for him. She had convinced herself that he was in trouble, +and staying away so that no shadow of it should fall on her. + +She knew which way White Rosy would bring him. It was snowing, but she +put on her warm red coat and cap, and went quietly out of the house, +walking down the road toward the Summit, to meet his sleigh on its way +to the valley. She waved to him when he came in sight, but apparently +he did not see her; as he drew nearer she waved again, and called. + +He answered, for such a greeting had passed between them many times +before, and was not to be ignored. But when the sleigh stopped beside +her she cried out at the drawn whiteness of his face. + +"Oh!" she cried, her hand over her heart, "you are ill!" + +But he managed to smile, and threw aside his worn old fur rug with an +inviting gesture. "Ill? Not a bit of it! Let me give you a lift to +the cottage!" + +Mechanically she took her place beside him, and he urged White Rosy on. +She looked at him with anxious eyes and parted lips, feeling all the +while as if she were in some bewildered dream, where the real was +unreal, where everything was distorted--like itself, yet strangely +unlike. + +Always before they had talked as fancy led them, or were comfortably +silent; now he was so unlike himself as to manufacture small-talk, +commonplaces, nothings. There was no reference to his not having been +to the cottage, no hint of having missed her, no least word, in fact, +of anything personal between them. He talked on, almost feverishly, +without looking at her, while she sat there numbly, dazed at the change +in him, but wounded far beyond other thought or speculation. + +He stopped the sleigh in front of the brown house, and she got down +without looking at him; and still without speaking she went inside. He +had not so much as suggested her driving on with him, as she had done +half a hundred times before! + +Grace, in a deep basket chair, was smilingly watching the pretty group +before the fire--Eleanor, teaching the two children how to pop corn, +with Tim on her knee vigorously shaking the wire basket. They looked +up as Rosamund entered, and at sight of the girl's face Eleanor put +Timmy quickly down from her lap and jumped up, with a little anxious +cry. + +But Rosamund blindly, unheeding, went past them and up to her own room. +She closed the door and locked it, and made some incoherent answer to +Eleanor's entreaties. She never knew how long she sat there, silent, +motionless, without removing her hat or coat, dumbly trying to control +the mingled shame and longing that surged through her. Vainly she +searched through her memory for an explanation; she had done nothing to +offend him, no least thing that should estrange him. Even now she +could not believe that he would wantonly hurt her; her faith in their +love had rooted itself too deep in her heart to be easily disturbed. + +At last she called upon her pride for help, only to find that pride +itself lay sorely wounded. But it was that which enabled her at last +to lay aside hat and coat, to bathe her face and rearrange her hair, +even to dress herself in her most becoming gown--that sure refuge of a +suffering woman!--and go downstairs to meet Eleanor's questioning, +anxious eyes. It was not until Ogilvie came back later in the day, for +a hasty call at an hour when he knew the entire household would be +assembled, that anger came, mercifully, to her relief. She saw that he +wished to make it seem as if he had always come at that hour, as if his +visits were habitually that far apart; she understood that he was +determined to make it impossible for her to ask wherein he suspected +her of offense. He meant to give her no opportunity to explain or +demand explanation; instead, he was taking this way of turning back the +hands of the clock. He was deliberately withdrawing from their +intimacy, putting their friendship back upon a plane of formality. It +would seem as if he were trying to show her that his feelings had +changed. Yet she had faced her own love too frankly, in her heart's +secret communings, to be able to deny it now. She could only, in an +agony of shame, tell herself at last that she had been deceived in his. + +The days that followed were full of misery for her. All her life she +had been the center of a little world of love and admiration. For the +first time some one had turned from her; the pain of it was not +lessened because the one who spurned her had come to hold first place +in her heart. Yet such was her attitude that not even Eleanor dared +say a word which might touch upon the subject ever so remotely. +Eleanor did, indeed, watch her with yearning eyes, and Rosamund, +sensitive in her suffering, believed that she talked of her with Grace +and Mother Cary; but it was only by their avoidance of Ogilvie's name +that they showed any suspicion of what was in her heart. Had Eleanor +dared to speak, Rosamund would not have been able to silence her; for +she needed every atom of her strength to appear unconscious and natural +whenever Ogilvie came. She would not avoid him. She could only be +feverishly gay before him; and Eleanor noticed how much more grimly his +face set itself after each visit. + +The weeks passed, quickly for the rest of the household, slowly enough +for Rosamund. She took long walks with Yetta; as Grace grew in +strength she went with them, taking them to call on her mountain +friends, who had shown themselves more friendly toward Rosamund since +they had watched her at play--and since the arrest of Joe Tobet, always +a disturbing personality. They came to see Grace at the brown house, +where Rosamund made them feel at home, and gave them coffee and cake +and talked to them about their children, and loaned them patterns, +which she bought for the purpose, and which Eleanor showed them how to +use. Rosamund's greatest comfort lay in the fact that she was coming +to be of use to them, thus fulfilling the desire which had been her +excuse for remaining among them. + +For other exercise she had no desire; she could not put on snowshoes or +skis without recalling a time which she was trying to forget; besides, +she had no heart for play. And soon even the walks became not +unalloyed pleasure. Although no further warnings had come, either to +herself or Grace, and although the mountain people continued to show +themselves more and more friendly, Rosamund was conscious of a feeling +of uneasiness, a dread of ominous, unseen horrors hovering near, of +stealthy presences following her, of eyes peering at her from the +leafless undergrowth or through the branches of the scrub pine. She +tried to persuade herself that it was all a part of the foolish +imaginings of a timid woman, yet had to admit that she had never been +timid before; gradually the feeling of uneasiness became almost +unbearable, in her increasing nervousness. + +She welcomed the relief of Christmas, although it was Eleanor who went +to New York for their Christmas shopping. Rosamund resolved with +herself that she would not leave the Summit until she had overcome the +vague fear that was now present with her whenever she left the house. +She would conquer that, or find out the reason for it, even though the +relations between herself and Ogilvie were at an end forever. So she +sent Eleanor in her place, reigning alone for two weeks in the house +which had come to seem more Eleanor's than her own. + +Eleanor returned on Christmas eve, all prepared to be a most munificent +Santa Claus. It was only after the tree was trimmed, and they had +filled bulging stockings for everybody--including the Carys and John +Ogilvie--that she had a moment alone with Rosamund. + +At last, however, Grace went upstairs, and Sue and Matt beamingly bade +them good night; Tim had not yet awakened with the first of his +repeated demands to go downstairs and see whether "Santy" had come. +Eleanor threw herself wearily into a big chair, and Rosamund perched on +its arm. + +"Well, who did you see, and where did you go, and what did you do?" she +demanded. + +Eleanor laughed. "I saw Mrs. Maxwell, for one, and she was looking +exceedingly pretty and youthful." + +"Was she in a good humor?" + +"Well, she invited me to luncheon!" + +"Oh, then she was! I suppose she had gotten my Christmas check. I've +sent to Tiffany's for some emeralds for her, besides. She'll get them +as a surprise, to-morrow morning." + +"Emeralds! How munificent you are!" + +Rosamund laughed. "I'm afraid I'm only following the line of least +resistance, Eleanor! Cissy's an angel when she's pleased. But didn't +you see her more than once?" + +Eleanor's pause was scarcely perceptible. "Mr. Flood asked us all to +dinner at the Ritz," she said. + +"How nice of him! You and Cissy--and Marshall, I suppose?" + +"Of course!" + +"Then you saw them together. Tell me, Eleanor, do Cissy and Marshall +really care for each other, do you think?" + +"Oh, my dear! Don't ask me such a question as that!" + +"Why not? I've wondered sometimes whether they would marry, if there +were more money between them. I'd like Cissy to be happy; but, of +course, she'd have to be happy in her way!" She thought for a while, +then added, "Marshall intimated that 'dear Cecilia' was setting her cap +for Mr. Flood! What do you think about that?" + +"I don't think anything at all, and it's bed-time," Eleanor answered, +trying to rise. + +But Rosamund's arm across her shoulder restrained her. "Not yet! I +want a long talk. I have missed you so dreadfully, old precious!" + +Eleanor reached up for the hand on her shoulder, and looked up into the +girl's face. "I didn't miss you, sweet! I took you with me!" + +Rosamund laughed, more joyously than in weeks. "Oh, what a lover-like +speech from Eleanor!" she cried. "Who has been coaching you?" + +It was the most innocent of questions; but instantly Eleanor's usual +whiteness vanished. A wave of pink crept up from her throat to her +cheeks, to her temples, to the line of her gold hair. Rosamund +watched, amazed beyond expression. Then Eleanor sprang up. + +"We really must go to bed!" she cried. + +But Rosamond had her by the shoulders. "Eleanor!" she gasped. +"Why--Eleanor--who?" + +But Eleanor had broken away, and was running up the stairs, leaving +Rosamund to a bewilderment which ended in a little gasp of +understanding and delight. + + + + +XIX + +The first weeks of the new year passed rather drearily. Christmas had +been a day of disappointment for her, although she threw herself into +the carefully planned festivities with a feverish gayety. The Carys +had come across the valley to see the tree, and before dinner-time +every gift had found its way to the one it was intended for, except the +big net stocking which the children had filled for the doctor. He had +promised Tim to come that morning; yet the day passed without him. He +sent word that he was called over the mountain; yet, legitimate though +the excuse was, Rosamund became gayer than before--for anger always +acted as a goad to her self-control. + +After Christmas his calls grew farther and farther apart; sometimes a +week passed without his coming at all. When they met upon the road +their greeting was cheerful enough--too cheerful! Eleanor watched her, +wondered, and said nothing. Rosamund was aware that something new had +come into her friend's life, and rejoiced, for Eleanor fell into the +way of wanting to go for the mail; or if any one else brought it, she +would take the letter that was addressed to herself in a characteristic +handwriting that Rosamund knew, and ran off with it to read it alone. +Had it not been for Grace's growing need of her, and for the new +friendliness of the mountain people, Rosamund would have deserted the +brown house, for a time at least. But the increasing confidence of her +neighbors was unmistakable; and she told herself that she would remain +throughout the winter, if only to prove John Ogilvie's forebodings +wrong. + +But all the while, as time passed, more and more, on her walks and in +her own house at night, she was becoming haunted with that feeling of +being watched and followed. She spoke of it to no one. Grace alone, +her most constant companion, might have offered some explanation; but +Joe Tobet's trial was approaching, and Grace was in no condition to be +needlessly alarmed. Mother Cary was showing herself increasingly +anxious about Ogilvie; and the teething grandchild kept her away from +home much of the time. So Rosamund confided in no one; but especially +whenever she was out alone, or towards twilight, she was possessed by +the sense of a shadowy something watching, following, haunting her. It +amounted to an obsession, a fear that was all the more terrifying +because it could not be faced. She tried to persuade herself that it +was a trick of overwrought nerves, a wild phantasy of the imagination; +and the better to convince herself of that she laid little +traps--sprinkling fresh snow over the path to the house, for one thing, +only to find a man's footprints on it in the morning. + +When the time came that she would wake in the night in horror, from a +dream of something unseen creeping upon her out of the dark, she knew +that she must somehow find and face the elusive presence, whatever it +might be, or become utterly unnerved. Moved by the impulse of a +frightened creature at bay, she had tried to do so before, but in vain; +now, however, in her determination she laid a plan which was more +likely to succeed. + +There were two ways from the brown house to the post-office; by the +road it was a countryman's long mile, and until the leaves fell she had +not discovered that there was a shorter way by one of the hidden paths +worn by the mountaineers. This little path ran along beside the +highway at times, though higher up on the mountain-side, so that anyone +walking upon it could look down, unseen, on the road; now and again it +cut across turns, through woods, often with sharp turnings to avoid +some bowlder or fallen tree. + +Although at the thought of it her heart beat with something more +closely related to fear than she cared to admit, Rosamund determined to +take the little frozen path, and when she felt the presence lurking +back of her to turn, at one of the points where the path bent aside, +and, her movements hidden by the nature of the path, to retrace her +steps and face whatever was following her. + +At first she thought the Thing must in some ghostly way have divined +her purpose; all the way to the Summit she knew that she was +unfollowed. But on the way back, scarcely had she turned into the path +when her heart gave a leap. There was the sound, so detestably +familiar of late, of a stealthy footstep, which stopped when hers did, +and which came on, quietly, relentlessly, when she started forward +again. Nerving herself to courage, she walked quickly on until she +came to a place where the path turned sharply; there for a moment or +two she paused, to let the pursuer gain upon her, then quietly and +quickly retraced her steps. + +The ruse was successful. She could hear the footsteps come on, the man +plainly unaware of her returning. Suddenly she stepped a little out of +the path and waited. The man came nearer, was opposite her--and with a +cry, her hand on her heart, she faced--John Ogilvie. + +For a long minute they stared at each other. She could scarcely +believe the evidence of her eyes, yet it was surely Ogilvie. "Is it +you who have been following me?" she gasped. + +His shoulders drooped as guiltily as a schoolboy's caught in mischief; +he looked at her dumbly, wistfully. + +"I--it--Yes!" he stammered. + +For a moment she could not speak, so amazed was she. When she did, he +flushed deeply at the scorn in her voice, but at once grew pale again. + +"Has it amused you to frighten me?" she demanded. + +He took off his cap, and ran his fingers through his hair in the old +perturbed gesture. There was a pale intensity of yearning on his face, +a dark gleam of hungering pain, something of the bewildered misery of +the lost child, an agony of renunciation with none of that exaltation +which makes renunciation beautiful. Despite the sharp cold of the +closing day he looked hot, disheveled, as one hard pressed. His breath +came quickly and painfully, as if he had been running a race. Every +vestige of color left his face as he stood there, his look not +faltering from hers. + +"Oh, how could you do it?" she cried, tears starting to her eyes. + +"I didn't think you knew," he said, hoarsely. + +"Not know? Not know!" she gave a little laugh that was half a sob. "I +have gone in terror--for weeks!" + +"I am sorry," was all he found strength to say; and it seemed as if the +words could scarcely pass his lips. + +In the sudden revulsion of feeling she was becoming shaken with anger. +He saw that she misjudged him; but she had never seemed to him so +beautiful as in her scorn and anger and resentment. The appeal of her +beauty only added to his distress. The moment was as tense as that +earlier one when their hearts had been disclosed; but now no one came +to break the spell. Instead, Rosamund turned, and walked away from him. + +He had believed, during these weeks, that he had schooled himself to +silence and restraint; but she heard him call, hoarsely, chokingly, + +"Rosamund! I had to--know you were safe! I had to--see you!" + +Then, for her, the world threw off the horror that had befogged it for +weeks, and once more opened to light and life. Anger, resentment, +doubt, all--all were swept away at his cry, were as if they had never +existed. She heard the love in his voice, and with a little answering +cry of her own she turned and ran toward him. Shyness and restraint +had no place in this new happiness. + +In a moment she would have been in his arms, for they were opened +toward her. But before she had quite reached him he threw them upward, +across his face, as if to shut off the sight of her, and with a cry she +could never forget turned and ran, stumbling down from the little path +to the highway, crashing through the bushes, running, running, in the +desperate haste of a man fleeing from temptation, over the frozen ruts, +sometimes stumbling, almost falling, recovering, running still--running +away from her. + +She could never tell how she got back to the cottage, how she found her +way to her own room through the blind agony of the hour. What stood +between them she could not surmise; yet now she knew, beyond all doubt, +that he loved her. His cry still rang in her ears. There might remain +wonder, distress, sorrow, even separation; but doubt had been forever +swept away. + +Somehow she got through the evening, and, later, slept. She awoke +before dawn as if someone were calling; and, as in answer, she slipped +from the bed and went to her window. She thrust her feet into her +fur-lined bedroom slippers; the heavy coat she used for driving lay +across a chair; she fastened it around her, and turned the full collar +up about her bare white throat. The air was very cold, but so still +that it held no sting. Over the sleeping whiteness of the valley, the +snowy steeps of the lower hillsides, the dark crests of the mountains, +myriads of stars shone with a pale radiance more lovely far than +moonlight. Mother Cary's lamp burned, small and clear, on the side of +the opposite mountain, which at night seemed so like a huge crouching +beast; little farmsteads in the valley and the nearer cottages were +alike dark and slumbering patches of shadow. She watched the steady +brilliance of a planet pass towards the horizon and sink over the +mountain. A star fell. After a while, from somewhere far away, a cock +crowed. The earth was waiting for the day. + +Then a subtle change began. The stars grew dim; the sky deepened its +blue, and again slowly paled. The western mountains were faintly +crowned with light, and under the base of those to the eastward shadows +gathered more closely. Again a cock called, and was answered from near +at hand. Over the eastern mountain tops an iridescent wave of color +spread upward. So still was the air, so silent lay the earth, that it +might have been the expectant hush of creation, the quiet of some new +thing forming in the Thought which gives love birth. Dawn was there; +and through the stillness something stirred, or dimly echoed; almost a +pulse it seemed, or the first faint throbs of life. Then gaining +strength, or coming nearer, the sound came up to her more clearly. She +knew where the road lay, white on white; along its winding lift +something was moving. Surely the sound came from there! Nearer, more +clearly, beat upon beat, she heard it. At last she made out the form, +and watched it with straining eyes and heart that yearned toward it. + +From some night errand of ministration his old white mare was wearily +bringing him homeward. + + + + +XX + +Yetta, a pretty girlish figure in soft gray, was leaning on the rail of +the box, lost in the absorption of her first opera. For three or four +exciting days they had been in the city, and Yetta felt as if she had +been swept into fairyland. Everything was wonderful. Miss Randall had +blossomed into a princess in marvelous raiment. The most beautiful +lady in the world, Miss Randall's sister, had taken her to shops and +bought her various garments as fine as Miss Randall's own. She had +been whirled about in warm, closed automobiles. Footmen at whom, less +than a year ago, she would have been pleased to smile, had opened doors +for her while she haughtily passed through, outwardly oblivious of +their magnificence. Miss Randall's friends, while they asked various +questions about her as if she had possessed neither eyes nor ears, were +mostly very kind and gentle to her. It was wonderful, and Yetta felt +that the greatest day of her life had been the one when Miss Randall, +coming down to breakfast, had surprised them all by declaring that she +was going to New York that afternoon for a week or two, that Yetta was +to accompany her, and that neither Mrs. Reeves, nor Grace, nor Timmy, +nor Aunt Sue, nor Matt must divulge to a soul among their neighbors +that she had gone, because she would be back before they had had time +to think twice about it. And the crowning glory of it all was this, +that to-night she was in the great Opera House in a box, leaning out +toward the stage, and listening, listening, listening! She was +certainly herself, Yetta; but it seemed as if she must also be someone +else--someone in a lovely soft gray gown to whom Miss Randall's +friends, coming into the box from time to time, bowed formally, as if +she were a lady, and asked how she was enjoying herself; and quite +secretly, though with all the intensity of her soul and her imagination +she knew it, she was still another person who should, some day, be +there on the stage, charming these hundreds of people as she herself +was now bewitched, by the joy and beauty of a voice--her voice, +Yetta's! But to-night it was enough to be a fairy princess! + +Rosamund had not stopped to speculate upon Yetta's readiness for the +great experience until they were on the north-bound train, on the day +after her last encounter with Ogilvie. Her own need had been too +pressing to admit of any other speculation or demand. She knew, when +she turned back from the window after her vigil of the dawn, that she +must get away for a time, away from the very thought of him, if she was +to be able to continue to think at all. So she had bound the remaining +members of the household to secrecy, and, with Yetta, started for New +York. + +The girl was really presentable, she thought. A child of no other race +could have adjusted herself so quickly to the new demands; she believed +that Yetta was now ready for a wider horizon, for she spoke and moved +so well that Rosamund was sure even Cecilia's fastidiousness could find +little fault in her. She meant to give her a glimpse of the larger +world, to have her voice "tried" by a competent critic, and then to +return to the little brown house, perhaps with a governess for the +girl, someone who could do more for her education than the little +school-teacher. At any rate, the trip would give her time to recover +herself, to think, perhaps to decipher something of the puzzle of John +Ogilvie's conduct. + +So, to-night, Yetta was listening to her first opera, and Cecilia was +chattering away at her side, their friends coming in from time to time +to greet the returned one. It all seemed as unreal to Rosamund as to +Yetta, so sudden had been the transposition. + +Pendleton came late into a box across the semi-circle; Cecilia shrugged +and pretended to be unaware of him. It was the first time Rosamund had +seen him since her return, and she was beginning to wonder with some +amusement whether he had transferred his attentions from Cecilia of his +own accord or at the lady's suggestion, when she saw him hastily borrow +his hostess's glass, take one look through it, and dart from the box. +She knew what was coming. + +"Rosy!" he cried, with his familiar impertinence, only grinning at +Cecilia, who in turn just raised her eyebrows and became absorbed in +the aria. But he, unabashed, bent over Rosamund. "Rosy! It can't be +you! And--by all the saints, is that, is that the creature who yelped +at Benny a few short months ago?" + +"Be quiet," Rosamund whispered, laughing, in spite of herself, at his +nonsense. "Don't be so absurd, Marshall!" + +"Absurd!" he cried, in mock indignation. "Is it absurd to greet the +dawn? Here we've all been living in the darkness of your absence, and +now you're back at last, and you tell me not to be absurd! I like +that!" + +At his voice Yetta had turned for an instant to smile a recognition. + +"Good Heavens!" he whispered, "what have you done to her?" + +"It's nothing to what I am going to do," Rosamund told him. "But you +are not to make love to Yetta, my dear Marshall; I'm not going to have +the child told she's beautiful. Who knows but she might take you in +earnest?" + +Pendleton grinned cheerfully, and drew a little chair to her side. +"All right, my dear," he said, "I won't say 'boo' to her!" + +There were other visitors off and on, but for two acts he flagrantly +deserted the woman he had come with, and sat back of Rosamund's chair, +talking over her shoulder. + +"How's Eleanor?" he asked. + +Rosamund thought of Eleanor in the quiet room in the brown house, while +she was here, with the song of the goose-girl in her ears--and her +heart warmed as our hearts are apt to warm toward those we have left +behind. + +"Eleanor is well, and lovelier than ever," she told him. + +Pendleton screwed up his face. "You aren't the only one who thinks she +is lovely, old lady! If you don't watch out she'll spike your guns +with Benny! He followed her around like Mary's lamb when she was up +before Christmas; and I've known too many men and women in my time, +Rosy dear, to believe they found nothing better to do than to sing your +praises!" + +Rosamund looked at him, and smiled tantalizingly. "Oh, we all know how +experienced you are, Marshall," she teased him. + +"Why don't you ask after Flood?" he pursued, ignoring her taunt; she +smiled, and meekly said, "Well, how is he?" + +"Bloody-thirsty!" he said, in a sepulchral tone. + +"What?" she laughed. "What on earth do you mean?" + +"Fact. He's had a lust for killing, a sort of Berserker rage against +everything and everyone, ever since we got back from your place, except +while your Eleanor was here. Finally he got into a regular fury with +me, said he'd do various things to me--sort of speech you'd expect from +a navvy, you know. Queer how those fellows revert. I told him to go +west and shoot wild beasts, and, d'you know, he took me at my word! +Now what do you think of that?" + +Rosamund was greatly amused. "I think everyone ought to take your word +with a grain of salt," she said. + +He shook his head at her with mock reproach. "What makes you so +incredulous, Rose?" he asked, sadly. "It's a lamentable trait in a +woman!" + +"I, at least, don't fly into rages with you," she retorted. + +At that, he put on an air of intense depression. "It's well you +don't," he said. "Two rages on your account are enough." + +"On my account? Two?" + +"Oh, yes, yes, wholly on your account. You little know, Rosamund, what +I've tried to do for you!" + +"Marshall, you are too absurd!" + +"Now there's that lamentable trait of yours again, Rose! Really, it's +time you came down from your mountains, if that's what they do to you!" + +"Oh, well, Marshall, I'll believe anything you tell me! What have you +been doing now?" + +He drew his chair a little closer to hers, and lowered his voice to a +more confidential tone. "Rosamund, I'm a misunderstood man," he said, +mournfully. "Whenever I try to do anything for you, people seem to +turn against me. Now there's Cecilia--look at those shoulders, will +you? Did you ever see anything so frigid? Make me feel as if there's +a draught on my neck, just to look at them. That's the way she treats +me, ever since I told her to let Flood alone, because he's your +preserve!" + +Rosamund laughed; the mystery was made clear. "Good gracious, +Marshall! You never did that?" + +But he pretended the utmost seriousness. "That wasn't all," he +declared. "One day I tried to jolly Benny along, cheer him up a bit, +you know! He'd been so awfully down. I tried to tell him something +about the best fruit hanging high, that there was nothing like +perseverance, and all that sort of thing. He told me to mind only my +own business. Yes, he really did, Rose! Wasn't it perfectly shocking +of him? I told him it was, and he said he'd like to knock some sense +into me. That's when I suggested his going off and shooting things." + +"You had a fortunate escape," she said dryly. + +"Yes, hadn't I?" he agreed. "But something disagreeable always happens +when I try to do you a kindness, Rose! There was that chap Ogilvie; he +seemed to turn against me from the moment I put him wise." + +At the unexpected mention of the name, her heart seemed to stand still; +but a flash of insight warned her that she was upon the clue to the +mystery that had so tormented her. She managed to smile at Pendleton, +and to ask, "How was that?" + +"Oh, that last afternoon, you know, you've no idea how well you and +Benny looked, seated up there on that red blanket. I called Ogilvie's +attention to it--awfully hard to make conversation with a fellow like +him, you know. I said something about you and Flood being well suited +to each other, and he seemed rather surprised, and actually had the +nerve to ask me what I meant. The way he spoke, or something, put it +into my head that he--er--he--well, that I would be doing you a good +turn by telling him a thing or two. I did." + +"What?" she managed to ask, to his dramatic pause. + +"Oh, I believe I said that you and Flood must be finding it very good +to be together these few days; that of course nothing had been +announced yet, and something of that sort. I remember he said I must +be misinformed, which quite provoked me. A fellow doesn't like to be +contradicted, you know. What? I assured him I was in a position to +know, and threw in a word or two about your--er--millions being joined +to Benny's, or something of that sort. Most combative chap, Ogilvie! +Tried to tell me that a woman of your type would not be likely to stay +up in the mountains so far from a fiancé. 'Pon my word, I almost +thought the fellow must be really hit, himself! I said he probably +hadn't had much experience with women of your type; never can tell what +freak you girls will take to next. Oh, we had quite a word or two, I +assure you. Ended in his being huffy. Wouldn't walk up the hill +beside me, and all that, you know. What?" + +Rosamund was never more grateful in her life than to the unsuspecting +man whose coming into the box ended Pendleton's chatter. During the +rest of the evening she dared not let herself think of his revelations. +On the way home, however, she made herself sure of the truth of part of +them. + +"What happened between Marshall and Mr. Flood?" she asked Cecilia. + +Mrs. Maxwell gave an exclamation of impatience. "Oh, my dear! +Marshall has been altogether too insufferable! Mr. Flood has spoiled +him. He got to the point where he thought he owned Mr. Flood. Oh, +yes, there was a fight, of course." She raised her eyebrows towards +Yetta, who, opposite them, was peering out at the receding +street-lights with eyes still bright with wonder. Rosamund, catching +the signal, said, + +"It is perfectly safe to talk." + +Then Cecilia, rather more circumstantially than Pendleton, told her of +the triangular quarrel. "And now," she said, "Marshall is absurd +enough to think I mind his dangling after that Mrs. Halley! She's +welcome to him! Did he happen to say where Mr. Flood had gone?" + +"He said he had gone west to shoot things," Rosamund told her, and +Cecilia became very thoughtful. Later, while Rosamund was undressing, +she came into her room, and said, + +"Rose, the Whartons have asked me to go on their yacht to the +Mediterranean. If you are sure you will not need me for a month or two +I believe I'll go." + +They talked for a while of plans, with no mention of Flood. Rosamund +had small difficulty in adding the sum of two and two; it was plain +enough that her sister had accepted the hint of the defeat of any hopes +she might have had, and now was aiming somewhere else; but Cecilia, in +a blue negligée, her hair down and her cheeks still delicately flushed, +looking intently at the toe of her silver slipper, was bewitchingly +pretty, and she had not the heart to laugh. When Rosamund announced +her intention of leaving New York next morning, Cecilia, in turn, +ignored any suspicions she might have had. She even offered to keep +Yetta for a week, to take her to the master who was to hear her voice, +to find the suitable governess and to send her back in the governess's +charge before she sailed. She had taken a strange liking to the girl; +perhaps the adoration in the black eyes had something to do with it. + +Then, at last, Rosamund was alone. Do we ever, she wondered, look back +upon our doubts and misunderstandings, when once they are dissolved, +with anything but scorn and disgust for our own stupidity, our +blindness? Pendleton's part in the affair was too mean to be given a +second thought. Such people, she supposed, there must be, content to +feed upon the crumbs of society, winning their way by their very +silliness, which amuses more by its vociferous nonsense than by +inherent wit. She could dismiss him as a meddler, knowing him too well +to credit him with worse intentions; he was not bad at heart, and she +knew that he would not have been merely spiteful toward herself. He +had meant her no harm. It was her own part in it, and above all +Ogilvie's, that were hard to think about. It was not for the woman to +move with courage high enough to overcome misunderstandings; it was +Ogilvie who had failed there. He at least had known what Pendleton had +said, while she had been unaware of it. After that hour of wordless +revelation, she asked herself, how could he have doubted her? In their +walks and drives she had been so sincerely herself with him, had given +him so many opportunities of knowing her character--even, she +blushingly told herself, of knowing her heart. Was it possible that +any man, after that, could so misunderstand her as to believe her +capable of such deception? How could he have believed her engaged to +Flood? Yet she realized that if he did indeed believe it, he would not +have pressed his own claims. Whatever his feeling for her, he would +not have tried to win her from the friend whom he placed so high, whom +he knew to be so worthy a man, for whom he had told her that he would +make any sacrifice. She was sorely wounded; yet there was that quality +in her blood which refused to be vanquished. It would have been +natural enough to scorn him for his doubt, to punish him for his +neglect, to condemn him for his lack of courage, when a word or two, +scarcely a question, would have made everything clear between them. To +blame him, she told herself, would be the easier way. But her courage +was higher than that. Beyond every other consideration, she knew very +well that she must give precedence to the love that was in his heart +and hers. + +She recalled Mother Cary's words, "I reckon there's a door o' distrust +most of us has to pass through, before we can stand in the land where +there's only content, an' love, an' trust." Her heart warmed anew to +the wise, tender old woman whose wisdom was large and loving enough to +illumine every shadow. + +She fell asleep pondering upon it all, and carried the same thoughts +with her to the train next morning. She left New York before Yetta was +awake, having said farewell to a very drowsy and very charming Cecilia. + +It seemed strange that here the busy life of the city could be rushing +on, crowding and grinding and shrieking, while there, in her mountains, +as she knew so well, only quiet stretches of snow and lines of black +pines and bare treetops, only the sun and the stars, only the few +slowly moving people, an old white mare bringing home a tired man, the +call of the man or boy crossing the fields, the lowing of cattle from +the barnyards--only these made up the world! Here every second was +crowded with activity; the deeper workings of human hearts were drowned +in noise. There, nothing ever hastened; life matured normally, like +the winter wheat; grew slowly, and to a largeness impossible in the +cities. + +She had forgotten that the trains, in winter, were less frequent. She +missed the last one, and had to spend the night in Baltimore, and make +a late start the next morning. She had been thinking, thinking, during +every waking moment since the hour of Pendleton's disclosure, and in +the station she bought an armful of papers and magazines; even pictures +of criminals, financiers and actresses were better company than her own +thoughts! There was no Pullman car on the train in winter, and she +welcomed the changing company of the day-coach; but passengers happened +to be few, and she was soon forced to take up her papers. + +She was no exception among the women of her sort; newspapers made +uninteresting reading. She looked first with a slight distrust at the +flaring headlines on the front page, then turned to the social notes. +Those exhausted, an advertisement or two caught her attention; and then +there seemed to leap at her the words: "TOBET FREE." She read, almost +at a glance, the short paragraph which followed. + +"The Federal authorities have failed to obtain sufficient evidence to +convict Joseph Tobet, of Long Mountain, of the charge of illicitly +distilling the so-called 'White Lightning.' Tobet had been under +suspicion for some months, and was arrested last October, but the +charge against him has been dismissed, and the man was set at liberty +yesterday." + +The paper dropped to her feet. She wondered what effect this would +have upon Grace, and remembered the note of warning. But, just from +New York as she was, such doubts or fears seemed too utterly trivial to +be of account. Joe might threaten, Doctor Ogilvie might shake his +head, and Grace, poor soul, might tremble; but the arm of the law was, +after all, a sure protection. There was really nothing that Joe could +do; and she dismissed the thought of him for the more welcome one of +Ogilvie. + +The day before, her impatience had been boundless. She had not doubted +that she should seek him out at once, as the most courageous thing to +do, tell him what Pendleton had said, and of Flood's absence in the +West; that, she told herself, would surely be enough. He would then +understand. + +But to-day, as she drew nearer the end of her journey, her resolution +faltered. He had been stupid; his doubts had wronged her; his +restraint, if such it had been, was unfair to them both, and had stolen +something from their love which there would never be time enough to +replace. It was not the woman's part to offer apologies; it was the +man's part to have faith, or, at the very worst, to seek explanation. +If he could so deny himself, if her love was so small a thing to him +that he could bring himself to do without it, was it for her to urge it +upon him? + +Her revulsion of feeling went still farther. Life, she told herself, +was after all pretty much the same, wherever it was lived. To give +happiness to Eleanor and Tim, to care for Yetta--that was what had +justified her spending the winter in the mountains; she could have done +as much in town. If she had not found sincerity of purpose and +singleness of aim among her earlier friends, it was because she had not +learned to look for it. She had only chosen the easier part, not the +higher; it was easier to be sincere and simple in the mountains than in +town where life was more crowded. It was she who had been at fault in +not finding in the old life what was more plainly to be seen in the +new; she was so small a creature that she could not reach high purpose +through confusing interventions, but must have it laid before her in +bareness and singleness. And what was, in truth, her feeling for this +man who could so readily doubt her, or, at the very least of his +offending, hold himself aloof from her through any consideration +whatever? Aside from his belief in her baseness, had he not been +willing to sacrifice her for his friend? Would not love, such love as +she felt herself worthy of receiving, have put aside without a thought +of misgiving anything and everything but the glory and necessity of its +own demands? + +All the way her mind was busy with such problems of its own making. +The journey seemed long. She told herself that her impatience was only +to end it, to reassure herself by the sight of him; yet the impatience +was there. It was mid-afternoon when she alighted, remembering her +last return. She wondered whether White Rosy would be there, and bent, +on her way down the car, to look along the platform. + +But the only familiar form was the important person who combined the +functions of station master, storekeeper and retailer of news. He +grinned when he saw her, and came towards her with unusual alacrity. + +"Well, I declare," he said, "got the news a'ready, have ye? Bad news +sho'ly does travel fast!" + +She stood still and looked at him. His eyes brightened still more when +he perceived that he was to be the first to inform her. + +"Why, ain't ye heard?" he cried. "Yer house was burnt down to the +groun' las' night. Thought ye was in it, the doctor did. That's how +he so nigh got killed." + + + + +XXI + +There are some hours of human experience so intense with suffering that +they return, again and again, living themselves over in the memory, +arising in the small hours of the night--haunting specters of pain, +meeting us unexpectedly in an unguarded moment of solitude to open and +reopen the wounds they have left, following us on through the years +with a recurring vindictiveness of pain almost as keen as when it was +first inflicted. Joy, happiness, exaltation of spirit, return only in +new guises; they, too, make their impression upon the memory, but +otherwise. The shock of loss, the agony of parting, the fear and dread +of the suffering of loved ones, the bitterness of self-reproach, the +message of loss--these are the things that return and return again; and +of such as these were the hours of that afternoon to Rosamund. Not +only on that first night, once more in the small upper room at Mother +Cary's, but often and often during her after life did the shock and +agony of those hours return to her. + +Past the form of the station master, gloating in his satisfaction at +being the first to tell her the evil news, she had seen Father Cary's +familiar form descending from his wagon. She scarcely remarked his +surprise at her being there, his disappointment that Doctor Blake and +the nurse had not come on that train, his helping her into the wagon, +and his description of the events of the night before. The drive past +the dull little houses and the store, the closed cottages, the big +hotels with their uncurtained windows staring like eyeless sockets, the +woods, the glimpses of the path where she had faced John Ogilvie; the +turn at last toward the brown cottage she had come to love so dearly; +the blackened, smoking hole that alone remained of it; then the half +mile farther to the house where Ogilvie lay--those were the moments of +most intense pain, because of their suspense. + +The story was simple enough. The little household had gone to bed +early, and toward midnight Grace had awakened with a whispering fear of +smoke. She roused the others, and Eleanor had bundled sleepy Tim in +blankets, thrown other bed covering out of a window, and gone quietly +down with Grace. Matt and Sue, wild with fear, rushed out ahead of +them, shouting, and their cries aroused the nearest neighbors. Country +folk come quickly to a fire, although there is seldom anything to do +but watch and surmise; a small crowd gathered in an incredibly short +time, and a few things were rescued from the blazing house. In spite +of the pleading of the women, Grace stayed to watch the flames, +wringing her hands, and calling Rosamund's name. Eleanor was half +frantic herself, with the alternate efforts at calming Timmy and +beseeching Grace to go away. But Grace, loving and faithful, was +crying at the loss of the house and the things in it that had seemed to +her so beautiful, and that were so dear because they belonged to +Rosamund. She could not be persuaded to leave, but stood wringing her +hands and saying, over and over, + +"Oh, Miss Rose! Oh, Miss Rose!" + +[Illustration: "A small crowd gathered in an incredibly short time."] + +After the first alarm, Aunt Sue became calm enough to tell the +questioners that all were safe, that Miss Randall and Yetta were in New +York. But the man who was urging White Rosy up the long road from the +valley, the man who, at last, came running, stumbling, panting up to +the little band of watchers, who heard Grace Tobet calling a beloved +name and sobbing, did not wait for explanation. He looked among them +for one face, and found it missing; then he rushed into the blazing +house. + +There were brave men who, for the sake of all he had done for their +women and children, went after him; there were strong arms to bear him +to the nearest shelter, and loving hands to tend him. It was not long +before Mother Cary came, bundled up in the wagon beside her big +husband, to take command of everything. + +So short and simple a story of a ruin so great! Rosamund sat dumbly in +the kitchen of the little house where Ogilvie lay, while Mother Cary +told her, braced beside her on the little padded crutch, her tender old +hands smoothing the girl's hair, the sweet old voice speaking words of +courage and hope. + +"Pap's done telegraphed for Doctor Blake," she said, "him that's his +friend, him that sent Yetta up here. He's an eye doctor, but he'll +know everything to do for everything else as well. We reckoned he'd +come on this train. That's how come Pap was there to meet it. +Howsomever, he'll be here before the day's out, you mark me; an' he'll +say jest what I'm sayin'--John ain't goin' to die. He's a goin' to get +well." + +Rosamund looked up at her, and the old woman understood. "I wouldn't, +ef I was you, darlin', honey! No, now don't ye go thinkin' that a way; +it ain't that he's burnt so bad, 'cause he ain't. Hair grows quick, +an' that did get sco'ched a leetle mite. I reckon all ails him is thet +he breathed in the smoke." + +Half-remembered tales of horror passed through the girl's mind, and she +hid her face in her hands. + +"Oh, well, honey, ef you goin' to take on about it, maybe you better +jest come to the door and peek in at him. I guess when all's said an' +done you got more right than anybody else." + +"Ah, no," Rosamund cried, "no, I have not!" + +But Mother Cary touched her cheek. "Honey, he wouldn't 'a' gone into +the house that a way ef so be it he hadn't 'a' thought all he loved +best in the world was there. A body don't go into flames for nothin'! +An' it wasn't no ways like the doctor to lose his head--now was it? +You come right along in here with yo' Ma Cary." + +As long as she lived Rosamund could recall that room--the dingy white +walls, the oval braided rug upon the floor; the tiny looking-glass and +little corner washstand; the bureau with its characteristic assortment +of shaving things, a stethoscope and a small photograph in a plush +frame of a woman dressed in the fashion of thirty years before; the +bedstead of turned yellow wood, the bright patchwork quilt over the +feather-bed--and Ogilvie's form lying there, his flushed face, his +heavy breathing, his restless hands. + +The woman who was watching beside his bed arose, and Rosamund crossed +the narrow space. She bent over him a little, put out her hand, but +shrank back, restrained perhaps by the fear of an emotion which +threatened to be too strong for her. + +She turned, went blindly from the little room, and Pa Cary led her out +to the wagon. If he talked to her on the way to his house she did not +hear him. Tim saw them coming, and ran to meet her. The pressure of +his warm little arms about her neck, in the "tight squeeze" that he +usually reserved for Eleanor, did more than anything else to bring her +back to a normal state of mind. + +But after his first embrace, Tim wanted to go to the stable with Father +Cary. Eleanor was standing in the little familiar doorway, under the +overhanging roof made by the upper floor. She waited, as if +spell-bound, while Rosamund walked slowly up the path to the house; it +was the look on the girl's face that held her back, for her heart was +reaching out in sympathy. At last Rosamund stood before her, and they +looked into each other's eyes; then Eleanor opened her arms wide, and +with a sob drew Rosamund to her. + +"Oh, my sweet, my Rose!" she cried, her tears on Rosamund's cold cheek. +"I knew! I knew! I knew it was John! But he'll get well, darling. +He will live for your sake!" + +But Rosamund went past her into the house, looked about the little +familiar room as if she had never seen it before, and seated herself in +a chair near the table. + +Eleanor took off her hat and unfastened her coat as if she had been a +child, instead of the stricken woman that she was; Rosamund looked up +at her in a dumb agony of appeal. + +Eleanor repeated the story she had already heard from Father Cary; at +the end she paused, hesitated, and said, + +"But there is one thing more that you've got to know, Rose. The house +was set on fire." + +Rosamund looked up at her, as if waiting. + +"Oh, don't look like that, my darling! Try to understand! Someone set +fire to the house--it's so cruel to have to tell you!" + +Suddenly Rosamund's face changed from its blankness to a look of horror. + +"Then--if--I--had gone away, as he wanted me to--Oh! Eleanor, then he +would not--" + +But Eleanor's arms were around her. "Don't, Rosamund! Don't let +yourself do that! There's not one of us could live and be sane, if we +dwelt on our 'ifs'!" + +"But it is true!" + +"It is not true. It is not! Because there was no 'if'; there could +not have been! You had to stay; you had to obey your own reasoning, +not his. We all have to decide for ourselves. It is when we don't, +that we get into trouble. I can assure you of that, I of all others. +I married because I was told it was the best thing to do--but you must +forget I told you that!" + +At least it brought Rosamund to a thought of something else. +"Eleanor!" she exclaimed, her hand reaching out towards her friend. + +But it was not the moment for Eleanor to think of herself. "Rose, +listen to me," she said. "Someone set fire to the house. There is no +doubt of that. Now you will have to make up your mind what to +do--there will have to be an inquiry, they say." + +"Why?" + +"Why? Because the people who look after those things will want to find +out who did it. They will want to fix the blame." + +"But I don't understand! It is my house! What difference does it make +to anyone else?" + +"And you don't care?" + +Rosamund arose, and mercifully burst into tears. "Oh, Eleanor!" she +sobbed, "how can you ask me that? Do you think I care for the mere +loss of a few sticks and stones and things, when he----" + +Again Eleanor's comforting arms were around her, and Eleanor's hand on +her hair. "Oh, you darling! I knew you'd say that! I knew you would! +They cannot do anything without your consent!" + +Apparently in relief from some doubt or fear, she even laughed. +Rosamund looked at her in amazement. + +"What on earth do you mean?" she began. + +But before there could be time for explanation the door opened, and +Father Cary brought his little wife into the room in his arms, and set +her down in a chair. + +Mother Cary always brought an atmosphere of happiness with her, but +this time, it seemed to Rosamund, she was also the personification of +all that was angelic and beautiful, a messenger of hope, a bearer of +glad tidings. + +"Well," she began, as soon as Pap had set her down and unbundled her, +"they come! My, that young woman knows jest how to go about things! I +been nursin' all my life, seems like, and that girl can't be more than +twenty-five; but the way she took a holt o' things did beat me! My! I +wasn't one bit worried at leavin' him with her, not one bit! An' +Doctor Blake's goin' to set up all night." + +She smiled into Rosamund's beseeching eyes. + +"Doctor Blake says they ain't a doubt but he'll be all right in no +time!" she said, and mentally asked forgiveness for stretching the +truth. "He says his eyes ain't hurt a bit, far as he can tell, an' +it's only the smoke got into them, that's all. An' anybody knows that +ain't much! Land! Think how many smokin' chimblys there be, an' +nobody givin' a thought to 'em!" + +It was not until after supper, when Tim had been sent to bed, rather +joyful than otherwise in his excitement over the return to the Carys', +and Eleanor was trying to put him to sleep by telling him a story, that +Rosamund went upstairs to the room that had been Yetta's, to be alone +with her thoughts. She was never one of those, usually members of a +large family, who can take council with themselves while others are in +the room; she needed solitude, if she would adjust herself and set the +chambers of her mind in order. Now she had much to think of, for the +events of the past three days had been incongruous enough. She smiled +as she remembered that, scarcely forty-eight hours before, she had been +sitting in an opera box listening to Pendleton's inanities; but there +was no smile when she thought of Ogilvie. + +Presently she was aware, through the silence, of a timid hand on the +door. She had scarcely had time to do more than speak to Grace, who +had sat, through the earlier part of the evening, as if turned to +stone; now something told her she was there. + +Grace, white and wan, came over the threshold and threw her arms about +her friend, resting her head on Rosamund's shoulder. For a few moments +they stood so, clasped in the sympathy that women convey to each other +in that silent manner. Then Grace released herself a little, looked +into Rosamund's face, and whispered. + +"Miss Rose, he did it!" + +Rosamund's thoughts had been of Ogilvie alone; for a moment she did not +understand. Then Eleanor's words came back to her; and all the while +she protested, she knew the truth of what Grace said. + +But, out of pity, protest she must. "Oh, no, Grace! No! Don't think +that! Don't let yourself think it!" + +But Grace, even whiter than before, met her eyes steadily. "I don't +have to think it," she said, quietly. "I know it. You know it, too." + +At the agony in the poor creature's eyes Rosamund forgot all her own. +"No," she cried, almost aloud. Their lowered voices in the silence of +the house seemed to add to the horror of it. "No, I do not know, and +neither do you! Don't say it, Grace. Don't think it. Grace! Oh, my +poor, dear Grace!" + +But Grace shook her head impatiently, as if it were not the time for +sympathy. She clasped Rosamund's two hands, looked at her intently, +and said, "Miss Rose, I tell you I don't have to think; I know!" + +Rosamund gasped, but Grace went on. "I saw him from my window, an' Rob +Tobet and Nels' Dunn were with him. They were skulkin' in the shadow, +but I made 'em out. It was the first time I'd seen Joe, since--the +first time, and to see him that a way!" + +"Grace!" Rosamund cried. Grace might have held her hand in a flame, +and seemed to suffer less. Rosamund thought it was more than she could +bear to witness. But Grace went on ruthlessly, + +"They were watchin' and watchin' the house; an' after a while I saw Joe +wavin' his arms at the other two, an' then they went off. It wasn't +very long after that--maybe half an hour or so--that I smelled smoke. +An', Miss Rose, when we got down an' out, I saw what nobody else seemed +to take any notice of--I saw three corners of the house all blazin' up +at the same time." + +Rosamund had drawn her down to the side of the bed; now Grace paused, +grasped Rosamund's hand, bent towards her, and whispered, hoarsely, + +"Miss Rose, houses don't catch on fire that a way less'n somebody sets +'em!" + +They looked at each other mutely for what seemed an eternity, sharing +and accepting the horrid significance of it. At last Rosamund, shaking +off the spell with a sharp indrawing of the breath, drew Grace to her, +held her, everything else forgotten save that here was an agony greater +than her own. + +For a long hour they sat there talking, planning. Grace was torn +between her sense of righteousness and her love for Joe, fanned anew as +it was by his present need of her protection. + +"I thought I had stopped carin' for him," she whispered. "But +this--this ain't like the--other thing--you know what I mean. That +didn't hurt anybody but himself, and it wasn't anybody else's business, +not the Gov'ment's nor anybody's. But this is different. They--they +hang for this, I reckon!" + +Rosamund shuddered. "Grace, no one must know of it! No one must know!" + +"I heard Pap Cary say they was to be an inquiry." + +"It is my house. I can stop anything of that sort. I have no +insurance on it, and there will be no one to press the inquiry if I +don't. No one must know, Grace." + +For a moment Grace looked at her. Then she said, "But what if--_he_ +dies?" + +Rosamund had forgotten her own anxiety in Grace's. Now, with a little +moan of pain, she hid her face in her hands. + +"That's the way," Grace whispered, hopelessly. "You're bound to see it +different, when it's your own man." + +They sat in silence for a while, each so occupied with thoughts of her +own love as to forget all else. Presently Grace stood up, as if to +admit that there was nothing further to be said. "Well," she sighed +hopelessly. + +But Rosamund stood up, too, and laid her hands on Grace's shoulders. + +"No matter what happens, Grace, nobody must know that Joe was so much +as seen near there." + +"But supposin' Doctor Ogilvie----?" + +"Not even then," Rosamund said, with white, trembling lips. "He has +given all his thought to saving life. Do you think he would want--? +No!" + +But Grace shook her head. "I think Mis' Reeves suspicions," she said. + +"She does," Rosamund said, "and she has already been warning me against +the investigation. I know she wants to shield Joe." + +But Grace's conscience was made all the keener by her reawakened love. +"Well, I'm goin' to tell Ma Cary," she said. "She knows more'n all of +us put together." + +They stopped at Eleanor's door, and the three found Mother Cary alone +in the room that was kitchen and dining-room and confessional, as need +arose. Pap had gone back to the doctor's house, too anxious to remain +away. + +Mother Cary heard all Grace had to tell, asked a few questions of her +and Eleanor, then sat with her worn old hands clasped in her lap, +thinking it over. Grace's attitude was one of hopeless waiting. +Rosamund watched her, pitying; grief brings no outward beauty to the +lowly, she thought, yet much--how much--of that beauty of soul which +perishes not! + +At last Mother Cary spoke. "Miss Rose is right," she said, looking at +Grace. "Nobody must know what we know 'ceptin' jest our own selves. I +wouldn't even say a word of it to Pap; 'cause the better men folks be, +the more they hold on to the letter o' the law. An' fur as I can make +out, this here is one o' the times when the letter o' the law is better +forgotten. Tellin' on Joe ain't goin' to help Doctor Ogilvie any, that +I can see, nor anybody else; an' there's jest a chanct that keepin' +silence may help Joe." + +"But Joe did it," Grace said. "I reckon he's man enough to take his +punishment." + +"I reckon he is," Mother Cary agreed. "He's a-takin' it right this +minute, too, knowing what his act has done to the doctor. I sure do +believe that's all the punishmint Joe needs. The other kind would be +different, 'cause what he's done is done. I ain't never had time to +puzzle out the whys an' whyfors o' lots o' things, punishmint among +'em; but one thing I know, an' have known ever sence the dear Lord +entrusted me with little child'en o' my own. When punishmint is jest +hittin' back, it don't do anybody a mite o' good. Less'n it helps 'em +not to do it again, it ain't any use whatsoever. Better jest leave it +in the hands o' the dear Lord, Who sees further'n we can, ef you ain't +sure it's goin' to help, not hender. An' tellin' on Joe ain't goin' to +help the doctor nor Joe neither, 'cause Joe ain't the kind that +punishmint helps." + +Again there was a silence, until Grace moved a little, unclasped and +clasped her hands, and spoke. "I must go back to my own house," she +said. + +Rosamund, startled, was about to protest, but Mother Cary nodded. "Of +course," she said, "he'll be needin' you awful bad now, honey." + +And in spite of Rosamund's pleading, Grace refused Eleanor's offer to +go with her, and took her way, alone, through the night, down the +mountain, to her dark, lonely little house. Afterward, Rosamund often +marveled at Mother Cary's allowing it, even urging it, for usually she +was the gentlest of souls, protecting everyone, careful of everyone's +comfort; and surely Grace was now in no condition to go. + +But no more than Grace herself did Mother Cary hesitate. She hobbled +about the kitchen, packing a little basket of food; she had Eleanor +bring in one of Pap's lanterns, and lighted it; she bade Rosamund make +Grace some tea, and forced the trembling creature to drink it; and at +last she opened the door for her. + +Grace started out, but came back into the room to kiss them, and they +saw that she was smiling; it had been long since poor Grace had smiled! + +"I'll go up to my chamber and wave the lantern when I get there, ef +all's well," she told them. "An' I can always see your light, Ma Cary!" + +They watched, standing shivering in the doorway, until her lantern +disappeared at the bend of the road. Tim, aroused by their voices, +cried out, and Eleanor went to him. + +Mother Cary and Rosamund began to straighten the room, putting away the +boxes and pails that had been opened for Grace's basket. Rosamund was +so intent on her thoughts that she would not have noticed that her own +cheeks were wet, if she had not seen Mother Cary's eyes brimming with +tears. After a while she cried, + +"Oh, I don't see how she can walk that far, and at night, too! Why +wouldn't you let her wait for Pa Cary?" + +The old woman shook her head. "Honey," she said, "ef all is as I make +it out to be, Grace won't go all that way alone and un'tended. The +woods around here have years an' eyes, an' ef her foot stumbles, +there'll be someone there to hold her up, you mark my words." + +"Oh, she is not strong enough!" the girl still protested. + +Then Mother Cary leaned towards her, took the white hand in both her +own, and asked, "Honey, ef 'twas _your_ man, wouldn't _you_ go?" + +Rosamund threw back her head with a sob, and Mother Cary opened her +arms. + + + + +XXII + +Fortunately for Rosamund the succeeding days were so busy that she had +but little time to be alone with her thoughts of Ogilvie. The morning +after Grace's departure, Father Cary had come home with disquieting +news. Pneumonia had set in; but Doctor Blake would stay at the Summit +until the crisis was passed, and he had sent for another nurse--the one +who was at the head of his own private hospital, Pap proudly told +Rosamund in a pitying attempt at reassuring her. + +She had, first of all, to make some arrangement for Yetta. Cecilia +rose to the occasion and found the suitable governess, who proved to be +an elderly woman to whom Yetta took an immediate liking. Miss Gates +had been something of a singer in her day, and she had a family of +nieces and nephews that she was helping to bring up, all of whom were +musical. She took Yetta with her to stay at their house until other +plans could be made. Cecilia had, indeed, shown energy and good +judgment, and something more; she sailed for the Mediterranean to join +the Whartons at Algiers only after she saw Yetta installed in the Gates +home--having been so good-natured as to let the yacht go without her in +order to do so. + +Matt and Aunt Sue were sent back to Georgia. Secretly they were quite +reconciled to going, for they were to stop in Baltimore and replace +their burned wardrobes with entire new ones, with which they looked +forward to dazzling their friends in Augusta; but Sue felt obliged to +use the prerogative of the negro servant to make a grumbling protest. + +"I suttinly wouldn't 'a' journeyed 'way up to dis yer Gord-fo'saken +corner ob de yearth," she declared to Rosamund, "whar dey ain't nothin' +but a passel o' Yankee white trash, ef I had 'a' known I was a goin' to +see my best Paisley shawl what Miss Lucy done give me when she was +ma'ied bu'nt up wid flames befo' my ve'y eyes. Et don' do nobody no +good traipsin' aroun' dis yer way, nohow. You better come along back +home wid yer Aunt Susan, whar you b'longs at, chile." + +After they left, the routine of life was simple enough; yet the days +were laden with what anxiety, what care, what fears, and trembling +hopes! Yet living as she was on news from the doctor's house, Rosamund +was not altogether oblivious of what was passing in the hearts of her +friends. She went every morning to the Tobet cottage, sometimes with +Eleanor, sometimes alone. For several days Grace watched and waited +for one who did not come. But at last Rosamund made a suggestion, +which in a day or two brought its return. + +"You know the little boy who brought that note to us at the brown +house, last fall," she said to Grace. "Why not give him a note to Joe?" + +"What to say?" Grace asked. + +"That whatever happens, no one shall suspect him. Tell him you have my +word, and Mother Cary's, for that." + +"I'd be afraid to write words like those," Grace said. "They might go +to the wrong one--and then no need to tell!" + +"Then say them over to the boy, and make him remember them," said +Rosamund; and that was the advice which Grace, in the desperate +necessity of her heart, followed. A few mornings afterward, when +Rosamund came in sight of the cottage, Joe was leaning against the +door. He went inside when he saw her, and Rosamund turned back. She +told herself that in Grace's place she would want no visitors for a +while. + +But she had not gone far before Grace came hastening after her. She +threw her arms about Rosamund's neck. + +"I got my man back," she whispered. "I'm prayin' every minute to the +good Lord, Miss Rose, that you'll get yours back, too, all safe an' +sound." + + +But the secret of Eleanor's heart was not so readily disclosed, +although Rosamund suspected, from the number of telegrams and letters +that were coming, and from Eleanor's frequent look of abstraction, that +she was beginning to have a good deal to think about. But how far +matters had progressed, she did not suspect; for Eleanor's heart was +troubled as it had never been, and she would not add to Rosamund's +burden of care by confiding her own. + +That she was suffering could not escape the keen eyes of Mother Cary, +however. + +"Ain't you troubled about somethin', dearie?" the old woman asked, one +day when Rosamund and Tim were out of doors, and dinner was cooking, +and they two were alone. + +Eleanor looked at her dumbly; a quiver passed over her face, seeming to +leave it whiter than ever. + +"Land!" said Mother Cary. "Don't look that a way, honey! No wonder +little Timmy used to call you 'White Lady'!" + +She seated herself in the little chair with the legs that Father Cary +had sawed off to suit her, and drew another up beside it. + +"Now you come set down here by your Ma Cary, lamb, an' tell me what's +the matter." + +Eleanor seated herself, and put her hand on the old woman's lap. + +"I am in trouble, Mother Cary," she said. "But it cannot do any good +to talk about it." + +"Well, it cert'n'y don't do one mite o' good to let it eat in, dearie. +It don't make you die any sooner, much as you'd like to sometimes, when +trouble is real bad; it don't make you forget; nor it don't show you +any way out. It jest makes the way seem longer." + +"That is true," Eleanor said. Then she pondered for a while. +Presently she asked, "Do you remember Mr. Flood, Mother Cary?" + +"The rich gentleman that run over Timmy? Yes, lamb, I always remember +them I like." + +Eleanor smiled. "He did run over Timmy, didn't he? Or run into him! +So indirectly I owe him my precious baby!" + +"And now he wants you to pay him?" the old woman asked. + +"Put it that way!" Eleanor replied. "But I cannot pay him, Mother +Cary--not as he wants me to! I--I may become blind, some day." + +Mother Cary's hand tightened over hers. "Ain't your poor eyes any +better?" she asked. + +"Yes. Oh, yes, they are better. But I am afraid. Think of burdening +a man with a blind wife! And--and he is such a splendid man, Mother +Cary! He deserves the very best." + +"I ain't doubtin' it. He's John Ogilvie's friend, and that's enough to +satisfy me that he's worth a good deal." + +They sat in silence for a while; then Mother Cary said, "Darlin', I'm +a-goin' to tell you a little story. I ain't takin' it on me to advise +you; but I jest want to tell you how, though you wouldn't guess it, +maybe, I was once in the same kind of a shadder you be in now." + +"Do tell me," Eleanor said. + +"Well, when I was a little girl, lamb, I fell an' hurt my back, an' +when I got better, two or three years afterward, I couldn't do nothin' +but scrabble aroun', not even as good as I can now. An' I growed all +crooked. It didn't make much difference for a while, I was that glad +to be movin' at all. But as I growed up an' the other girls began to +go places, an' I couldn't an' wasn't asked to, it did seem to me I jest +couldn't live at all. There wasn't anythin' to look for'ard to. Then +my father died, an' I went into the tin shop. + +"It wasn't nice work, an' the big machines like to scared me to death +at first, 'n I got cut, 'n once one o' the girls near me got some of +her fingers cut off. In winter I had to go before light in the mornin' +an' stay workin' till long after dark. Then I had sech a cough, an' +one spring I had to quit work. The doctor, he asked me if I hadn't any +kin in the country, an' I not knowin' what he was aimin' at told him I +didn't know o' none 'xcept Ma's own aunt 't I'd never seen nor wrote to. + +"Unbeknownst to me the doctor he wrote up here an' found out 't Aunt +Marthy was a-keepin' house for her husband's nephew, an' she wrote back +'t I was to come up an' spend the summer in the mountains. I cried at +first, for I hadn't ever seen the country an' I didn't know Aunt +Marthy, an' I was jest afeared to come. But the doctor he put me on +the train, an' when I got to the station over there it was most +dark--'bout as dark as it is now, I guess. There was a man on the +platform, 'n I thought he was the biggest man I'd ever seen. When he +come up to me he said, 'Why, you _are_ a little mite! Guess they +haven't been feedin' you much where you come from.' He had a big quilt +in the wagon, an' he jest wrapped me all up in it an' lifted me in like +I was a baby. I was that tired an' scared, an' I hadn't ever been +taken keer of before, an' I jest up an' cried. He didn't ask me what +was the matter, but he jest laughed at me an' made fun o' me, an' said +if I acted like a baby he'd treat me like one, 'n he patted my hand, 'n +tucked me all up, 'n talked to me all the way home. When Aunt Marthy +met us at the door an' he carried me in the house in his arms, he said +to her, 'Well, now, Aunt Marthy,' he said, 'we've jest got a baby to +keer for, an' I'm a-goin' to help you do it.' An', honey, there hasn't +been a day sence then that he hasn't taken keer o' me. + +"There never was a summer like that one; seems like I never had been +alive before. I never knew before how spring come, but I found out +that year, Jim showin' me the first bluebirds an' bringin' in flowers. +I jest thought he was next to God A'mighty, honey, an' I never once +give a thought to me bein' a woman an' he bein' a man. I hadn't never +had none o' the good times girls have, an' I guess I had come to forget +I was a girl. By the time end o' summer come, Jim had gotten in the +way o' carryin' me out with him everywheres, out to the barn, out to +the wood-lot, out to the fields where he was a-workin'. I had grown +strong enough to get aroun' like I do now, but Jim jest carried me +'roun' like he'd done that first night, an' Aunt Marthy 'n he wouldn't +let me do a mite o' work. + +"Then, when I'd got real well, I said somethin' one night about goin' +back to the factory. We was at supper, an' Jim he jest put down his +knife an' looked at me a minute. Aunt Marthy reached over an' put her +hand over his, an' then he got up an' went out. I was that scared, not +knowin' what I'd done, an' Aunt Marthy told me I'd better go out an' +find him. + +"So I up an' followed him, an' he was a-standin' outside, lookin' so +big against that yaller sky, an' straight an' tall with his arms folded +on his chest, a-frownin', with his lips drawn in like he does when +somethin's upset him right smart. + +"I touched him on the arm an' said, 'Jim!' an' with that he turned him +right aroun' quick. + +"An' then, after a bit, he set me down an' held on to my hands, an' +told me how he wasn't goin' to let me go back to the city any more, 'n +how it was goin' to be. I told him I wasn't fit for him, bein' +crooked, an' he jest laughed at me an' fixed it all his way, 'n called +Aunt Marthy out 'n told her. She laughed at him an' told him he was +more of a baby 'n I ever was. He always was that bright an' willful, +an' he didn't give me a chance to say anything. But the more he +talked, the more I found I loved him, an' the more I loved him the +harder I made up my mind 't he shouldn't tie himself to a cripple. + +"So that night when they was asleep, I got up an' took the money I had +for my ticket home, an' I started to walk to the station. You know how +far that is. By time mornin' come I wasn't halfway. I went into an +old barn an' hid all day. I heard 'em callin' me, an' I saw Jim go by +on horseback, an' other men, too, huntin' for me. + +"Lat the nex' night I started for the station again, an' I got there +jest about daybreak, thinkin' I'd be in time for the early mornin' +train. When I got up on the platform, there was Jim a-waitin'! Course +I jest set right down an' cried, but Jim he made me understand what +he'd been through while I was hid, an' talked to me so right then and +there that I never once after that doubted in my mind but what it would +be right for me to marry him. An' honey, I haven't ever had reason to +doubt it since. I scarcely ever remember bein' a cripple, 'xcept when +I do get good an' mad sometimes at not bein' able to get aroun' as spry +as other folks. Sometimes I think it's been a real comfort to Jim, an' +better 't I was so. + +"There's some folks as can't be happy 'nless they're doin' for somebody +else; an' when it happens to be a man, an' he can do for what's his +own, he's boun' to be a good deal better off than ef he had to go +a-huntin' for somethin' to take up his mind. It grows on 'em, too. I +don't ever regret bein' a cripple; my bein' helpless has been sech an +occupation for Jim!" + +The door had opened while she was saying the last words, and Timmy +burst in, joyous and cold, to climb into Eleanor's lap and begin to +pour forth an account of the mild adventures of his walk. But Eleanor, +taking off his coat and leggings, hushed him. Mother Cary looked up at +Rosamund and smiled. + +"So you and Timmy had a fine walk, did ye? Well, I'm real glad. It'll +do you good to get out, honey-bud. I was jest tellin' Mis' Reeves +how-come Pap and me got married!" + +"I'm goin' to get married to my muvver when I grows up," said Tim. + +Rosamund smiled back at Mother Cary; but her smiles had lost their old +merriment. The old woman went on: + +"I was jest a-sayin' how Pap built this house for me jest like I wanted +it, an' we come into it when we were married. Aunt Marthy lived here +with us tell she died. Pap's made my flower beds every spring, an' +I've planted the seeds. Seems like it's been that a way in everything. +Pap does most o' the work, but I never get a chance to forget how glad +he is 't I'm here. Whensoever he comes in all worned out, he always +knows where to find me, me not bein' able to get far away; 'n I've +never seen the time 't he didn't feel fresh an' strong again after he'd +set an' talked a spell, an' had a bite o' somethin' I'd fixed for him. +I ain't never been afeared to show him how much I loved him. When the +children was little 'an toddlin' aroun', they'd run to meet him an' +hang aroun' him, but he always looked over their heads to me first. +When John was married an' went away, an' I felt so bad, Pap jest used +to laugh at me; an' when Lizzie got married, too, an' went off with her +husband, Pap jest said he'd have me all to himself again. The time +when the child'en were little was best to me, but I know the best time +to Pap is whenever he can find somethin' to be a-doin' for me." + +The sweetness of her words seemed to fall on them all like a blessing; +for a while no one spoke; but to Rosamund, watching Eleanor, it seemed +as if the lovely face were slowly melting from its usual sadness to a +rosy glow. As she looked, Eleanor put the child down from her lap and +knelt before Rosamund. + +"Rose, my sweet," she said, her voice a song of love and tenderness, +"would you think me deserting you, if I went to New York to-morrow?" + +Rosamund half divined something of her meaning; she took Eleanor's face +between her palms, looking into the eyes that were glowing as she had +never seen them. + +"Eleanor!" she cried. + +Mother Cary gave a low laugh of delight. "Here, Timmy," she said, "you +come with Ma Cary an' see what I got in the pantry!" + + + + +XXIII + +During the first week of Ogilvie's illness Rosamund went once or twice +to the house at the Summit where he lay. Doctor Blake had heard the +story of the fire, and in the deliberate courtesy of his manner +Rosamund suspected a veiled distrust; she imagined that he was +wondering, whenever he looked at her, what manner of woman it was for +whom Ogilvie had risked his life, and whether she were worthy of his +possible sacrifice. She told herself that she would have felt the +same, in his place; while, in her humility, she secretly reiterated her +own unworthiness. But she knew herself guiltless of actual blame or +wrong-doing, and found it hard to endure Doctor Blake's scrutiny, which +seemed both to accuse and weigh and find wanting. Yet even that was +easier to bear than the tolerant manner of the young woman in the white +dress and coquettish cap, who came out of Ogilvie's room to assure her, +with the tolerant air that seems to be an attribute of street-car +conductors, policemen and trained nurses, that there was really no +immediate prospect of change in the patient's condition, as pneumonia +had to run its definite course. + +For all the longing of her heart, and for all the courage with which +she started out, Rosamund allowed herself to be snubbed into retreat. +Mother Cary alone braved the authoritative one whenever she pleased, or +whenever Pap would take her across the valley; and it was on the ninth +night after the fire that she did what Rosamund and Ogilvie always +declared to be the most merciful and courageous act of all her +beautiful life. + +"Now," she said, after supper, when Pap had gone out to the barn to +harness the horse for his nightly pilgrimage, "Now, honey, this bein' +the night when he'll come to, or--when he'll come to, surely--don't you +think he ain't goin' to come to, 'cause he is--and you're goin' over +with Pap to be there!" + +Rosamund rose from her place beside the table, her hands clasped +against her heart, pale, then flushed, then pale again. + +Mother Cary looked up at her. "Darlin', come here to yo' Ma Cary," she +said, and, when the girl knelt beside her, she put her arms about her +and laid her withered, soft old cheek against Rosamund's hair. + +"Honey," she said, "Ma Cary knows how you're feelin'! You're a young +maid, an' by words unasked; but he's your man, an' you're his woman, in +the sight o' God and the knowledge o' your own hearts. Ain't it so? +Yes--but don't cry, my lamb! Don't cry like that! This ain't the time +to cry. Look at me, dearie! That's right! Well, I didn't tell you to +go, before to-night, because I knew 'twasn't for the best; but now your +place is over there, alongside o' him. Let him open his eyes on you, +ef so be it he is to open them knowin'ly in this world again. An' ef +he ain't to be permitted to do that--then, my lamb, it's for you to be +there to close 'em. There! That's right! Put it all back--grief +keeps, an' maybe you won't need it, after all. Sho'! Hyear me +talkin'! Why, I jest downright know you won't need it!" + +Rosamund lifted her white, white face. "But----" she began. + +"I know what you're thinkin'," Mother Cary said. "I once thought that +a way, too, befo' Pap made me see what was right. Put all sech doubts +away from you. Your love an' his love are worth more than that. Look +Ma Cary in the face, lamb, an' tell me--ain't they? There, there, now +don't let the tears rise up again. You ain't got time for tears +to-night." + +"But the nurse--Doctor Blake--what will they--Oh, how can I?" + +"It'll be all right with Doctor Blake. He knows you're comin'! An' as +for the nurse, she's a paid hirelin', and you're his woman. Jest you +bear that in mind, honey--hurry, there's Pap's wheels!" + +So it came to pass, in that critical hour before dawn when souls so +often waver upon the threshold of life, when John Ogilvie's breathing +became less labored and his eyes opened--tired, to be sure, but with +unmistakable consciousness in them--it was Rosamund who was bending +over him, while the strange woman in the white gown and cap looked at +him, felt his pulse, smiled as if satisfied, and went out and closed +the door behind her. It was Rosamund whose eyes smiled into his with +the pitiful, brave effort of trying to make believe that there had +never been any danger at all to frighten her. His hand moved toward +her, his lips formed her name; and it was Rosamund's warm palm which +closed over his hand, and her cheek which rested against his as he went +to sleep. + +[Illustration: "It was Rosamund whose eyes smiled into his."] + + + + +XXIV + +It was late April, and the snow was gone from the mountains save in a +few sheltered places under some rock or overhanging tangle of roots. +In the valley the apple trees were abloom; in the woods the dogwood was +falling; the roadsides were turning from mellow brown to green, here +and there carpeted with violets; a line of emerald showed where some +willows caressed the stream. Great puffs of cloud floated slowly +across the deep blue of the sky, their cool shadows passing reluctantly +over the plowed fields, the few bright patches of wheat, and the brown +ribbon of road--gray in summer and lately white with snow--that wound +up from the lowland. Even the weather-worn buildings bore signs of +spring. Barn doors were thrown back, and little calves tied in the +barn yards protested their infant loneliness; while from upper windows +of the houses, windows that had been kept closed during all the long +winter, flapping curtains waved outward to the breeze. + +Two months and more had passed since the night when John Ogilvie +returned to consciousness to find the face he loved bending above him, +and on this particular morning Father Cary had driven Rosamund to the +post office at the Summit, on his way to sell a calf, and she was +taking a leisurely homeward way, reading, as she went, the handful of +letters the mail had brought her. Every now and then the betraying +fragrance of arbutus lured her from the road to little excursions among +the trees. Sometimes she looked up at the flash of a brilliant wing, +or stopped to listen to an outburst of bird-music. It was plain to be +seen that she was living in the hour; the present satisfied; she was +taking it as unquestioningly as a child, caring neither to hasten its +passing nor to hold it back. To past and future she was giving no +thought; the moment was enough. + +She smiled often over her letters. + +Yetta's was a pæon of joy. She had been for two months under the care +of the governess chosen by Mrs. Maxwell, working hard at all her +lessons, devouring them, Rosamund thought--and going twice a week to an +advanced pupil of a great master for singing lessons. She wrote that +she had just received a letter from Mrs. Flood, saying that when the +master declared her ready to study in Paris or Berlin, she would make +it possible for her to go. "How funny it seems," she wrote, "to call +dear Mrs. Reeves by that name!" + +There was a long envelope from an architect, enclosing various +blue-prints which she tried to unfold, but which so resisted the breeze +that they were soon put back for later inspection. There was a thin +letter from Cecilia, bearing a foreign stamp, which Rosamund read more +than once, with varying emotions. It ran: + + +DEAR ROSAMUND: + +Your letter has made me very happy. I had no right to expect anything +from Colonel Randall's will, although he was always so good to me that +I thought of him as a father. But I was hurt, and it would be foolish +not to admit that I was disappointed, when I found that he had left me +nothing. So was mamma; it was not easy for us to be dependent upon +you. I don't mean to hurt you in saying that. Especially now! +Because, Rose, dear, you have made me see that my stepfather was right +when he left everything to you. He could trust you! + +You have really been magnificent. Your gift--for that is what it +is--will make the world a different place for me. I had to go to bed +for two days after I got your letter. I was overcome! + +Now I do hope you won't be too much surprised, dear, and I don't want +you to disapprove. I suppose you know that Mr. Flood sent over his +yacht, the Esperanza, so that it would be ready for Kiel. But perhaps +you don't know that he told Marshall to make use of it until he wanted +it himself. Well, he did; it was nice of him, wasn't it? So Marshall +brought it to Algiers, and the Whartons--and I--saw a good deal of him. +It is all over now, so I may as well confess that Marshall and I were +very unhappy for a time. We didn't have five thousand a year between +us! But when I got your letter, and the papers--and the note from the +bank--oh, Rosamund, you will never, never know how the world changed +for me. And we were married yesterday, at the American Consulate in +Lisbon, and I am your happy, happy, happy sister, + +CECILIA PENDLETON. + + +Rosamund held the letter to her heart, when she had read it; it was all +just as she had hoped. She wondered what Ogilvie would say--but that +could wait! + +The last letter was in Eleanor's handwriting. + + +MY OWN DEAR ROSE: + +Your letter told me nothing that I was not prepared for. But I don't +know how to put into words even a small part of my hopes for you. John +is--excepting my own dear husband--the best man in the world. You will +be happy, and proud, as I am happy and proud; we both send our love, +and wish we might be with you on that beautiful morning that is coming +so soon. But we cannot, for almost as soon as we get back to New York +from this lovely Columbia Valley we shall have to sail for Europe. So +we can only send our love, my darling; and Timmy is sending something +else by express. + +I am so happy that I cannot help wondering whether this is really +myself; yet ever and always, sweet, I know that I am I--YOUR ELEANOR. + + +Rosamund had kept that letter to read last; and as she folded it back +into its envelope there were tears in her eyes, so that for a moment +she did not see the familiar figure of a white horse, that was coming +upon her with the gentle ambling trot that White Rosy fell into when +her master was in one of his absent-minded moods. It was a sort of +up-and-downness of a trot, one of Rosy's great achievements. Ogilvie +always said that it was worthy of everyone's admiration, since it made +a remarkably good effect with the minimum of effort. + +When she had come up to the place where Rosamund waited, White Rosy +stopped of her own accord, edged toward the side of the road, and began +to nibble at the young green things already burgeoning there. + +Ogilvie looked, without speaking, at the girl waiting for him at the +roadside. She was not smiling, yet her whole look seemed a smile. She +was standing with her chin uplifted, her eyelids a little drooped; he +thought she was the most beautiful thing in all the beauty of the +spring-kissed world. + +"Don't move!" he said. "I just want to look at you!" + +Then slowly the smile came. She turned her head away to look at him +roguishly, sideways. + +"Is that all you want?" she asked. + +"No!" he cried, explosively; and with a little bubbling laugh she +sprang up to the empty place at his side, and turned her face towards +him. + +Presently he asked, looking off to the mountain with a very casual air. + +"Have you seen Grace to-day?" + +Rosamund looked at him anxiously. "Not to-day! Isn't she well?" + +"Oh, I thought you might like to see her. I'm on my way there now," he +said. + +"Oh, do you remember," she asked, "the first day you took me there?" + +"Do I remember?" he repeated. "I remember a good many things." + +"Don't tease--be serious! Do you remember, that was the first of all +our drives together, and this is----" + +"Well, not quite the last, I hope!" + +"No! But--the last--until there will be a difference!" + +"It's a difference I welcome, sweet!" he declared; and at the look in +his eyes she put up her hands to ward him away. + +"No, no! Not now!" she said, in one of the sudden shy reserves that he +adored, for all their tormenting him. "I want to tell you about my +letters." + +He read them, smiling with her over each one; but there was no time for +comment then, for they were stopping before the Tobets' house, and +White Rosy was looking inquiringly around at them. + +Ogilvie led the way into the cottage. It seemed strangely quiet. Joe +came from the inner room, grinned at them in a friendly way, and +Ogilvie motioned to Rosamund to go in. + +The quiet, the presence of Joe at that time of day, something in the +doctor's manner, all made her pause; Ogilvie held the door open for +her, but he was looking at Joe as men look when they understand each +other. + +"Oh! What is it?" Rosamund breathed, and he turned to her, still +smiling. + +"Go in," he said. "It's the loveliest sight in God's world, isn't it, +Joe?" + +The smile left Joe's face, but not his eyes. "It be," he agreed, +emphatically, and began very vigorously to rattle the stove. + +Within the darkened room Grace lay; and although the little place was +decked with its gayest of quilt and curtain, although Grace's face +shone with a radiance as of heaven itself, Rosamund saw only the wee +brown head in the hollow of her arm. + +She went slowly forward, awed in the presence of the newly awakened +soul in such a tiny form. Grace smiled up at her. + +"Joe says he's that glad he favors me!" she whispered, and nestled her +cheek against the downy head. + +Such simple words, and so momentous an event! Just humble pride that +the father of her child rejoiced in his son's likeness to his mother! +A cheek against a baby's forehead, an old agony forgotten! The +master-marvel of all creation sleeping upon the breast so lately wrung +in torture! Such innocence, such purity, blessing and cleansing the +house of all sin and sorrow, of shame and bitterness! God's breath in +the new life, His ever recurring purpose of Love redeeming! + +Rosamund could find no fitting words before the miracle. The joyous +words of an ancient song echoed in her heart, "Mine eyes have seen Thy +Salvation!" + +But she was far from ready for her own _Nunc Dimittis_. The future +drew her, life was welcoming her to its fulfillment. She kissed the +pale, smiling mother, went swiftly from the room, past the two men whom +she saw through a blur of tears, and out to the road where spring was +waiting. + +There, presently, Ogilvie joined her. Her look deeply stirred him. +Her eyes were darker than he had ever seen them, darker than he thought +they could be--or was it, he wondered, that he lost the sense of their +color in sounding the promise that welled up from their depths? The +promise he read there was a reflection of the revelation of those +moments in Grace's room. So might Mary's eyes have looked when she +bowed before the angel. For a moment they looked silently at each +other; then, with a little sobbing indrawn breath, she withdrew her +gaze and he took his place beside her. + +He urged White Rosy's reluctant feet toward a rough wood-road that led +up the mountain. For a while neither spoke. The air was full of +little fitful pauses and quickly blown breaths of fragrance. A white +petal fluttered from somewhere and caught, trembling, in her hair. A +bee passed so near their faces, in his eager quest for sweetness, that +they drew quickly back. Against the blue of the sky a hawk circled +slowly, with no visible motion of pinion, seeking in vain in the +unfolding life of earth for something dead to feast upon. The woods +were hushed, and from their moist recesses faint vapors rose, +wraithlike spirits of departing winter, and melted off in the warm +sweetness of the air. + +After a while they came to an open space, the scar of some old fire, +from which they could look across the great plain below, back toward +the Summit and the blackened spot that had been Rosamund's cherished +home a few weeks before, and down upon the roof of the little house +that sheltered Grace and her baby. White Rosy stopped, looked down at +the faint green of the fields and whinnied; then she took up her +roadside feasting. "See that bluebird," Ogilvie presently said, +pointing. "See the blue flash of his wing! See--ah, there's his mate!" + +They watched the flight of the bird until his mate had lured him out of +sight. Then Ogilvie turned to her. "Rosamund," he said, "I have +something to tell you--something to ask." + +She smiled at him. "Something more?" + +"Oh, there will always be something more! There always is--human love +being not only human! But--I have had an offer of a professorship--a +new chair that has lately been given in the University of the North." + +He paused, as if waiting for a question from her; but she said nothing. + +"You will go with me?" It was scarcely a question; she smiled, +remembering how he always took for granted that she would do his will. + +"Of course," she said, quietly. + +"It would mean great things for me," he went on, as one reading from an +open page. "The university, the quickening life there; the unlimited +power to search out; everything to work with, and then--success, +success and--fame!" + +He paused, and drew a deep breath or two before he went on. When he +spoke again a new quality had come into his voice. + +"But what if I do not go? What if I give it up? What if I stay here?" + +He turned to her now, his eyes burning with his question; for, this +time, question indeed it was, and not the old demand. + +"Will you stay with me?" + +Her look grew softer, holding almost the reassuring sweetness of a +mother. It was as if she wished to smile away his doubt. + +"Of course," she said, again. + +She had long since come to know that he was the least given to +expressing his feelings when they were most deeply stirred. The very +intensity of his emotion seemed to bind him. Now he looked at her, and +he flushed very deeply; yet still he made no move to embrace her. + +"You are made for the highest and best, Rosamund. I am offering you +only the commonplace!" + +She looked off over the valley with unseeing eyes. She, too, had her +vision. + +"'Only the commonplace!' What is that, John? Is it life, and love, +and service?" + +"It may be," he said, and drew her to him. + +She felt for his hand, and let her own creep under its warmth. +Together they looked again at the familiar scene before them, colored +now with their own dreams. Presently, recalling something of an +earlier time, she said. + +"It's the land of content, John!" + +He repeated the words, as if their music, but half understood, sounded +sweet in his ears. "The land of content?" + +"They are Mother Cary's words," she told him. "Aren't they like +her--so quaint and true, and so wise! She told me once that we must +all know doubt and pain and sorrow, if we would cross the threshold of +happiness, into the land of content." + +He said nothing; but she knew from his look that he was sharing her +vision. + +"Cecilia--Eleanor--they think they know it, too, I suppose--poor dears!" + +Ogilvie threw back his head and laughed. Then he looked at her with a +smile in his eyes--the smile, half tenderness and half pity, that we +give to a beloved child who thinks he has just discovered a new truth. + +"And you are the only one who knows anything about it?" he teased. + +"Oh, you, too!" she said. + +"Thanks! I'm glad you let me in!" But he grew serious again. "Do you +know," he said, "I have a suspicion that your land of content is +wherever love is?" + +She brushed his shoulder with her cheek. "I shouldn't wonder!" she +said. + + +But White Rosy was not interested in such speculation. Evidently +having decided that dinner was more to be desired than the view, she +set off down the road, at her briskest trot, toward the valley. They +laughed; but neither would have thought of restraining White Rosy when +she had taken the control of affairs upon herself. + +"But I hate to come down from the high places," Ogilvie protested. +"She's an old tyrant, a materialist!" + +He had brought from the intensity of his emotions all a lover's +clamoring to prolong the hour alone with the beloved. His visions now +went no farther than the sweet reality beside him. + +She laughed back at him. "I'm not going to let you offend her, though; +I want to keep her always on my side. And we can take our high places +with us!" + +That turned him serious again for the moment. + +"Are you sure," he asked her, "that you can be satisfied to remain +here?" + +"Here, or anywhere----" She paused, and he, reassured, smiled at her. + +"Go on," he urged. "Go on! You were going to say something very nice +to me! I want to hear it!" + +But she looked curiously embarrassed. "I--I was not going to say +anything of the kind! I was thinking of--something!" + +Then she took her courage firmly in hand. "John," she said, "did you +guess that--that it was I--who--gave that professorship?" + +His eyes opened wide. "Why, no!" he said. "Did you? Well, now, I +think that was a very good thing to do! How did you happen to think of +it?" + +"Oh--it was a sort of thank-offering--and a sort of experiment." + +He looked around at her. "Oh! It was! Well, don't you try any more +of your experiments on me!" + +"John--have you known, all along, about--about my horrid money?" + +He looked at her quizzically. "Well--yes. I knew. Oh, I knew, of +course! But--it isn't one of the things that counts, is it?" + +He smiled at her, sure of her agreeing. She drew a long breath. + +"No," she said, "it doesn't seem to be one of the things that count." + +There seemed to be no further need for words; neither spoke again until +White Rosy stopped before Mother Cary's gate. Then Rosamund turned her +face toward Ogilvie. + +"To-morrow!" she said. + +His lips trembled. "To-morrow," he replied, "and all the to-morrows!" + + + +THE END + + + + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Land of Content, by Edith Barnard Delano + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 58680 *** |
