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diff --git a/5798.txt b/5798.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..557f7c4 --- /dev/null +++ b/5798.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2173 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Beautiful Lady, by Booth Tarkington + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Beautiful Lady + +Author: Booth Tarkington + +Release Date: May, 2004 [EBook #5798] +Posting Date: March 24, 2009 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BEAUTIFUL LADY *** + + + + +Produced by An Anonymous Volunteer + + + + + + + +THE BEAUTIFUL LADY + +By Booth Tarkington + + + + +Chapter One + + +Nothing could have been more painful to my sensitiveness than to occupy +myself, confused with blushes, at the center of the whole world as a +living advertisement of the least amusing ballet in Paris. + +To be the day's sensation of the boulevards one must possess an +eccentricity of appearance conceived by nothing short of genius; and my +misfortunes had reduced me to present such to all eyes seeking mirth. It +was not that I was one of those people in uniform who carry placards and +strange figures upon their backs, nor that my coat was of rags; on the +contrary, my whole costume was delicately rich and well chosen, of soft +grey and fine linen (such as you see worn by a marquis in the pe'sage +at Auteuil) according well with my usual air and countenance, sometimes +esteemed to resemble my father's, which were not wanting in distinction. + +To add to this my duties were not exhausting to the body. I was required +only to sit without a hat from ten of the morning to midday, and from +four until seven in the afternoon, at one of the small tables under +the awning of the Cafe' de la Paix at the corner of the Place de +l'Opera--that is to say, the centre of the inhabited world. In the +morning I drank my coffee, hot in the cup; in the afternoon I sipped it +cold in the glass. I spoke to no one; not a glance or a gesture of mine +passed to attract notice. + +Yet I was the centre of that centre of the world. All day the crowds +surrounded me, laughing loudly; all the voyous making those jokes for +which I found no repartee. The pavement was sometimes blocked; the +passing coachmen stood up in their boxes to look over at me, small +infants were elevated on shoulders to behold me; not the gravest or +most sorrowful came by without stopping to gaze at me and go away +with rejoicing faces. The boulevards rang to their laughter--all Paris +laughed! + +For seven days I sat there at the appointed times, meeting the eye +of nobody, and lifting my coffee with fingers which trembled with +embarrassment at this too great conspicuosity! Those mournful hours +passed, one by the year, while the idling bourgeois and the travellers +made ridicule; and the rabble exhausted all effort to draw plays of wit +from me. + +I have told you that I carried no placard, that my costume was elegant, +my demeanour modest in all degree. + +"How, then, this excitement?" would be your disposition to inquire. "Why +this sensation?" + +It is very simple. My hair had been shaved off, all over my ears, +leaving only a little above the back of the neck, to give an appearance +of far-reaching baldness, and on my head was painted, in ah! so +brilliant letters of distinctness: + + Theatre + + Folie-Rouge + + Revue + + de + + Printemps + + Tous les Soirs + +Such was the necessity to which I was at that time reduced! One has +heard that the North Americans invent the most singular advertising, +but I will not believe they surpass the Parisian. Myself, I say I cannot +express my sufferings under the notation of the crowds that moved about +the Cafe' de la Paix! The French are a terrible people when they +laugh sincerely. It is not so much the amusing things which cause +them amusement; it is often the strange, those contrasts which contain +something horrible, and when they laugh there is too frequently some +person who is uncomfortable or wicked. I am glad that I was born not a +Frenchman; I should regret to be native to a country where they invent +such things as I was doing in the Place de l'Opera; for, as I tell you, +the idea was not mine. + +As I sat with my eyes drooping before the gaze of my terrible and +applauding audiences, how I mentally formed cursing words against the +day when my misfortunes led me to apply at the Theatre Folie-Rouge for +work! I had expected an audition and a role of comedy in the Revue; for, +perhaps lacking any experience of the stage, I am a Neapolitan by birth, +though a resident of the Continent at large since the age of fifteen. +All Neapolitans can act; all are actors; comedians of the greatest, +as every traveller is cognizant. There is a thing in the air of +our beautiful slopes which makes the people of a great instinctive +musicalness and deceptiveness, with passions like those burning in +the old mountain we have there. They are ready to play, to sing--or to +explode, yet, imitating that amusing Vesuvio, they never do this last +when you are in expectancy, or, as a spectator, hopeful of it. + +How could any person wonder, then, that I, finding myself suddenly +destitute in Paris, should apply at the theatres? One after another, +I saw myself no farther than the director's door, until (having had no +more to eat the day preceding than three green almonds, which I took +from a cart while the good female was not looking) I reached the +Folie-Rouge. Here I was astonished to find a polite reception from the +director. It eventuated that they wished for a person appearing like +myself a person whom they would outfit with clothes of quality in all +parts, whose external presented a gentleman of the great world, not +merely of one the galant-uomini, but who would impart an air to a table +at a cafe' where he might sit and partake. The contrast of this with +the emplacement of the establishment on his bald head-top was to be the +success of the idea. It was plain that I had no baldness, my hair being +very thick and I but twenty-four years of age, when it was explained +that my hair could be shaved. They asked me to accept, alas! not a part +in the Revue, but a specialty as a sandwich-man. Knowing the English +tongue as I do, I may afford the venturesomeness to play upon it +a little: I asked for bread, and they offered me not a role, but a +sandwich! + +It must be undoubted that I possessed not the disposition to make any +fun with my accomplishments during those days that I spent under the +awning of the Cafe' de la Paix. I had consented to be the advertisement +in greatest desperation, and not considering what the reality would be. +Having consented, honour compelled that I fulfil to the ending. Also, +the costume and outfittings I wore were part of my emolument. They had +been constructed for me by the finest tailor; and though I had impulses, +often, to leap up and fight through the noisy ones about me and run far +to the open country, the very garments I wore were fetters binding me to +remain and suffer. It seemed to me that the hours were spent not in the +centre of a ring of human persons, but of un-well-made pantaloons and +ugly skirts. Yet all of these pantaloons and skirts had such scrutinous +eyes and expressions of mirth to laugh like demons at my conscious, +burning, painted head; eyes which spread out, astonished at the sight +of me, and peered and winked and grinned from the big wrinkles above +the gaiters of Zouaves, from the red breeches of the gendarmes, the +knickerbockers of the cyclists, the white ducks of sergents de ville, +and the knees of the boulevardiers, bagged with sitting cross-legged at +the little tables. I could not escape these eyes;--how scornfully they +twinkled at me from the spurred and glittering officers' boots! How with +amaze from the American and English trousers, both turned up and creased +like folded paper, both with some dislike for each other but for all +other trousers more. + +It was only at such times when the mortifications to appear so greatly +embarrassed became stronger than the embarrassment itself that I could +by will power force my head to a straight construction and look out +upon my spectators firmly. On the second day of my ordeal, so facing +the laughers, I found myself facing straight into the monocle of my +half-brother and ill-wisher, Prince Caravacioli. + +At this, my agitation was sudden and very great, for there was no one +I wished to prevent perceiving my condition more than that old Antonio +Caravacioli! I had not known that he was in Paris, but I could have no +doubt it was himself: the monocle, the handsome nose, the toupee', +the yellow skin, the dyed-black moustache, the splendid height--it was +indeed Caravacioli! He was costumed for the automobile, and threw but +one glance at me as he crossed the pavement to his car, which was in +waiting. There was no change, not of the faintest, in that frosted +tragic mask of a countenance, and I was glad to think that he had not +recognized me. + +And yet, how strange that I should care, since all his life he had +declined to recognize me as what I was! Ah, I should have been glad to +shout his age, his dyes, his artificialities, to all the crowd, so to +touch him where it would most pain him! For was he not the vainest man +in the whole world? How well I knew his vulnerable point: the monstrous +depth of his vanity in that pretense of youth which he preserved through +superhuman pains and a genius of a valet, most excellently! I had much +to pay Antonio for myself, more for my father, most for my mother. +This was why that last of all the world I would have wished that old +fortune-hunter to know how far I had been reduced! + +Then I rejoiced about that change which my unreal baldness produced in +me, giving me a look of forty years instead of twenty-four, so that +my oldest friend must take at least three stares to know me. Also, my +costume would disguise me from the few acquaintances I had in Paris +(if they chanced to cross the Seine), as they had only seen me in the +shabbiest; while, at my last meeting with Antonio, I had been as fine in +the coat as now. + +Yet my encouragement was not so joyful that my gaze lifted often. On +the very last day, in the afternoon when my observances were most and +noisiest, I lifted my eyes but once during the final half-hour--but such +a one that was! + +The edge of that beautiful grey pongee skirt came upon the lid of my +lowered eyelid like a cool shadow over hot sand. A sergent had just made +many of the people move away, so there remained only a thin ring of +the laughing pantaloons about me, when this divine skirt presented its +apparition to me. A pair of North-American trousers accompanied it, +turned up to show the ankle-bones of a rich pair of stockings; neat, +enthusiastic and humorous, I judged them to be; for, as one may +discover, my only amusement during my martyrdom--if this misery can +be said to possess such alleviatings--had been the study of feet, +pantaloons, and skirts. The trousers in this case detained my +observation no time. They were but the darkest corner of the chiaroscuro +of a Rembrandt--the mellow glow of gold was all across the grey skirt. + +How shall I explain myself, how make myself understood? Shall I be +thought sentimentalistic or but mad when I declare that my first +sight of the grey pongee skirt caused me a thrill of excitation, of +tenderness, and--oh-i-me!--of self-consciousness more acute than all my +former mortifications. It was so very different from all other skirts +that had shown themselves to me those sad days, and you may understand +that, though the pantaloons far outnumbered the skirts, many hundreds of +the latter had also been objects of my gloomy observation. + +This skirt, so unlike those which had passed, presented at once the +qualifications of its superiority. It had been constructed by an artist, +and it was worn by a lady. It did not pine, it did not droop; there was +no more an atom of hanging too much than there was a portion inflated +by flamboyancy; it did not assert itself; it bore notice without +seeking it. Plain but exquisite, it was that great rarity--goodness made +charming. + +The peregrination of the American trousers suddenly stopped as they +caught sight of me, and that precious skirt paused, precisely in +opposition to my little table. I heard a voice, that to which the +skirt pertained. It spoke the English, but not in the manner of the +inhabitants of London, who seem to sing undistinguishably in their +talking, although they are comprehensible to each other. To an Italian +it seems that many North-Americans and English seek too often the +assistance of the nose in talking, though in different manners, each +equally unagreeable to our ears. The intelligent among our lazzaroni +of Naples, who beg from tourists, imitate this, with the purpose of +reminding the generous traveller of his home, in such a way to soften +his heart. But there is some difference: the Italian, the Frenchman, +or German who learns English sometimes misunderstands the American: the +Englishman he sometimes understands. + +This voice that spoke was North-American. Ah, what a voice! Sweet as the +mandolins of Sorento! Clear as the bells of Capri! To hear it, was like +coming upon sight of the almond-blossoms of Sicily for the first time, +or the tulip-fields of Holland. Never before was such a voice! + +"Why did you stop, Rufus?" it said. + +"Look!" replied the American trousers; so that I knew the pongee lady +had not observed me of herself. + +Instantaneously there was an exclamation, and a pretty grey parasol, +closed, fell at my feet. It is not the pleasantest to be an object which +causes people to be startled when they behold you; but I blessed the +agitation of this lady, for what caused her parasol to fall from her +hand was a start of pity. + +"Ah!" she cried. "The poor man!" + +She had perceived that I was a gentleman. + +I bent myself forward and lifted the parasol, though not my eyes I could +not have looked up into the face above me to be Caesar! Two hands came +down into the circle of my observation; one of these was that belonging +to the trousers, thin, long, and white; the other was the grey-gloved +hand of the lady, and never had I seen such a hand--the hand of an angel +in a suede glove, as the grey skirt was the mantle of a saint made by +Doucet. I speak of saints and angels; and to the large world these may +sound like cold words.--It is only in Italy where some people are found +to adore them still. + +I lifted the parasol toward that glove as I would have moved to set a +candle on an altar. Then, at a thought, I placed it not in the glove, +but in the thin hand of the gentleman. At the same time the voice of the +lady spoke to me--I was to have the joy of remembering that this voice +had spoken four words to me. + +"Je vous remercie, monsieur," it said. + +"Pas de quoi!" I murmured. + +The American trousers in a loud tone made reference in the idiom to my +miserable head: "Did you ever see anything to beat it?" + +The beautiful voice answered, and by the gentleness of her sorrow for me +I knew she had no thought that I might understand. "Come away. It is too +pitiful!" + +Then the grey skirt and the little round-toed shoes beneath it passed +from my sight, quickly hidden from me by the increasing crowd; yet I +heard the voice a moment more, but fragmentarily: "Don't you see how +ashamed he is, how he must have been starving before he did that, or +that someone dependent on him needed--" + +I caught no more, but the sweetness that this beautiful lady understood +and felt for the poor absurd wretch was so great that I could have wept. +I had not seen her face; I had not looked up--even when she went. + +"Who is she?" cried a scoundrel voyous, just as she turned. "Madame of +the parasol? A friend of monsieur of the ornamented head?" + +"No. It is the first lady in waiting to his wife, Madame la Duchesse," +answered a second. "She has been sent with an equerry to demand of +monseigneur if he does not wish a little sculpture upon his dome as well +as the colour decorations!" + +"'Tis true, my ancient?" another asked of me. + +I made no repartee, continuing to sit with my chin dependent upon my +cravat, but with things not the same in my heart as formerly to the +arrival of that grey pongee, the grey glove, and the beautiful voice. + +Since King Charles the Mad, in Paris no one has been completely free +from lunacy while the spring-time is happening. There is something in +the sun and the banks of the Seine. The Parisians drink sweet and fruity +champagne because the good wines are already in their veins. These +Parisians are born intoxicated and remain so; it is not fair play to +require them to be like other human people. Their deepest feeling is +for the arts; and, as everyone had declared, they are farceurs in their +tragedies, tragic in their comedies. They prepare the last epigram in +the tumbril; they drown themselves with enthusiasm about the alliance +with Russia. In death they are witty; in war they have poetic spasms; in +love they are mad. + +The strangest of all this is that it is not only the Parisians who are +the insane ones in Paris; the visitors are none of them in behaviour as +elsewhere. You have only to go there to become as lunatic as the rest. +Many travellers, when they have departed, remember the events they have +caused there as a person remembers in the morning what he has said and +thought in the moonlight of the night. + +In Paris it is moonlight even in the morning; and in Paris one falls in +love even more strangely than by moonlight. + +It is a place of glimpses: a veil fluttering from a motor-car, a little +lace handkerchief fallen from a victoria, a figure crossing a lighted +window, a black hat vanishing in the distance of the avenues of the +Tuileries. A young man writes a ballade and dreams over a bit of lace. +Was I not, then, one of the least extravagant of this mad people? Men +have fallen in love with photographs, those greatest of liars; was I +so wild, then, to adore this grey skirt, this small shoe, this divine +glove, the golden-honey voice--of all in Paris the only one to pity and +to understand? Even to love the mystery of that lady and to build my +dreams upon it?--to love all the more because of the mystery? Mystery +is the last word and the completing charm to a young man's passion. Few +sonnets have been written to wives whose matrimony is more than five +years of age--is it not so? + + + +Chapter Two + + +When my hour was finished and I in liberty to leave that horrible +corner, I pushed out of the crowd and walked down the boulevard, my +hat covering my sin, and went quickly. To be in love with my mystery, I +thought, that was a strange happiness! It was enough. It was romance! To +hear a voice which speaks two sentences of pity and silver is to have a +chime of bells in the heart. But to have a shaven head is to be a monk! +And to have a shaven head with a sign painted upon it is to be a pariah. +Alas! I was a person whom the Parisians laughed at, not with! + +Now that at last my martyrdom was concluded, I had some shuddering, as +when one places in his mouth a morsel of unexpected flavour. I wondered +where I had found the courage to bear it, and how I had resisted hurling +myself into the river, though, as is known, that is no longer safe, for +most of those who attempt it are at once rescued, arrested, fined, and +imprisoned for throwing bodies into the Seine, which is forbidden. + +At the theatre the frightful badge was removed from my head-top and I +was given three hundred francs, the price of my shame, refusing an offer +to repeat the performance during the following week. To imagine such +a thing made me a choking in my throat, and I left the bureau in some +sickness. This increased so much (as I approached the Madeleine, where +I wished to mount an omnibus) that I entered a restaurant and drank a +small glass of cognac. Then I called for writing-papers and wrote to +the good Mother Superior and my dear little nieces at their convent. I +enclosed two hundred and fifty francs, which sum I had fallen behind in +my payments for their education and sustenance, and I felt a moment's +happiness that at least for a while I need not fear that my poor +brother's orphans might become objects of charity--a fear which, +accompanied by my own hunger, had led me to become the joke of the +boulevards. + +Feeling rich with my remaining fifty francs, I ordered the waiter to +bring me a goulasch and a carafe of blond beer, after the consummation +of which I spent an hour in the reading of a newspaper. Can it be +credited that the journal of my perusement was the one which may be +called the North-American paper of the aristocracies of Europe? Also, it +contains some names of the people of the United States at the hotels and +elsewhere. + +How eagerly I scanned those singular columns! Shall I confess to what +purpose? I read the long lists of uncontinental names over and over, but +I lingered not at all upon those like "Muriel," "Hermione," +"Violet," and "Sibyl," nor over "Balthurst," "Skeffington-Sligo," and +"Covering-Legge"; no, my search was for the Sadies and Mamies, the +Thompsons, Van Dusens, and Bradys. In that lies my preposterous secret. + +You will see to what infatuation those words of pity, that sense of a +beautiful presence, had led me. To fall in love must one behold a face? +Yes; at thirty. At twenty, when one is something of a poet--No: it +is sufficient to see a grey pongee skirt! At fifty, when one is a +philosopher--No: it is enough to perceive a soul! I had done both; I +had seen the skirt; I had perceived the soul! Therefore, while hungry, I +neglected my goulasch to read these lists of names of the United +States again and again, only that I might have the thought that one +of them--though I knew not which--might be this lady's, and that in so +infinitesimal a degree I had been near her again. Will it be estimated +extreme imbecility in me when I ventured the additional confession that +I felt a great warmth and tenderness toward the possessors of all these +names, as being, if not herself, at least her compatriots? + +I am now brought to the admission that before to-day I had experienced +some prejudices against the inhabitants of the North-American republic, +though not on account of great experience of my own. A year previously I +had made a disastrous excursion to Monte Carlo in the company of a +young gentleman of London who had been for several weeks in New York and +Washington and Boston, and appeared to know very much of the country. +He was never anything but tired in speaking of it, and told me a +great amount. He said many times that in the hotels there was never a +concierge or portier to give you information where to discover the best +vaudeville; there was no concierge at all! In New York itself, my +friend told me, a facchino, or species of porter, or some such +good-for-nothing, had said to him, including a slap on the shoulder, +"Well, brother, did you receive your delayed luggage correctly?" (In +this instance my studies of the North-American idiom lead me to +believe that my friend was intentionally truthful in regard to the +principalities, but mistaken in his observation of detail.) He declared +the recent willingness of the English to take some interest in the +United-Statesians to be a mistake; for their were noisy, without real +confidence in themselves; they were restless and merely imitative +instead of inventive. He told me that he was not exceptional; all +Englishmen had thought similarly for fifty or sixty years; therefore, +naturally, his opinion carried great weight with me. And myself, to my +astonishment, I had often seen parties of these republicans become all +ears and whispers when somebody called a prince or a countess passed +by. Their reverence for age itself, in anything but a horse, had often +surprised me by its artlessness, and of all strange things in the world, +I have heard them admire old customs and old families. It was strange to +me to listen, when I had believed that their land was the only one +where happily no person need worry to remember who had been his +great-grandfather. + +The greatest of my own had not saved me from the decoration of the +past week, yet he was as much mine as he was Antonio Caravacioli's; and +Antonio, though impoverished, had his motor-car and dined well, since +I happened to see, in my perusal of the journal, that he had been to +dinner the evening before at the English Embassy with a great company. +"Bravo, Antonio! Find a rich foreign wife if you can, since you cannot +do well for yourself at home!" And I could say so honestly, without +spite, for all his hatred of me,--because, until I had paid my addition, +I was still the possessor of fifty francs! + +Fifty francs will continue life in the body of a judicial person a long +time in Paris, and combining that knowledge and the good goulasch, I +sought diligently for "Mamies" and "Sadies" with a revived spirit. +I found neither of those adorable names--in fact, only two such +diminutives, which are more charming than our Italian ones: A Miss +Jeanie Archibald Zip and a Miss Fannie Sooter. None of the names was +harmonious with the grey pongee--in truth, most of them were no prettier +(however less processional) than royal names. I could not please myself +that I had come closer to the rare lady; I must be contented that the +same sky covered us both, that the noise of the same city rang in her +ears as mine. + +Yet that was a satisfaction, and to know that it was true gave me +mysterious breathlessness and made me hear fragments of old songs during +my walk that night. I walked very far, under the trees of the Bois, +where I stopped for a few moments to smoke a cigarette at one of the +tables outside, at Armenonville. + +None of the laughing women there could be the lady I sought; and as my +refusing to command anything caused the waiter uneasiness, in spite of +my prosperous appearance, I remained but a few moments, then trudged on, +all the long way to the Cafe' de Madrid, where also she was not. + +How did I assure myself of this since I had not seen her face? I cannot +tell you. Perhaps I should not have known her; but that night I was sure +that I should. + +Yes, as sure of that as I was sure that she was beautiful! + + + +Chapter Three + + +Early the whole of the next day, endeavoring to look preoccupied, I +haunted the lobbies and vicinity of the most expensive hotels, unable to +do any other thing, but ashamed of myself that I had not returned to +my former task of seeking employment, although still reassured by +possession of two louis and some silver, I dined well at a one-franc +coachman's restaurant, where my elegance created not the slightest +surprise, and I felt that I might live in this way indefinitely. + +However, dreams often conclude abruptly, and two louis always do, as +I found, several days later, when, after paying the rent for my +unspeakable lodging and lending twenty francs to a poor, bad painter, +whom I knew and whose wife was ill, I found myself with the choice of +obtaining funds on my finery or not eating, either of which I was very +loath to do. It is not essential for me to tell any person that when you +seek a position it is better that you appear not too greatly in need +of it; and my former garments had prejudiced many against me, I fear, +because they had been patched by a friendly concierge. Pantaloons suffer +as terribly as do antiques from too obvious restorations; and while I +was only grateful to the good woman's needle (except upon one occasion +when she forgot to remove it), my costume had reached, at last, great +sympathies for the shade of Praxiteles, feeling the same melancholy over +original intentions so far misrepresented by renewals. + +Therefore I determined to preserve my fineries to the uttermost; and +it was fortunate that I did so; because, after dining, for three nights +upon nothing but looking out of my window, the fourth morning brought me +a letter from my English friend. I had written to him, asking if he knew +of any people who wished to pay a salary to a young man who knew how to +do nothing. I place his reply in direct annexation: + +"Henrietta Street, Cavendish Square, May 14. + +"My dear Ansolini,--Why haven't you made some of your relatives do +something? I understand that they do not like you; neither do my own, +but after our crupper at Monte Carlo what could mine do, except provide? +If a few pounds (precious few, I fear!) be of any service to you, let +me know. In the mean time, if you are serious about a position, I +may, preposterously enough, set you in the way of it. There is an old +thundering Yankee here, whom I met in the States, and who believed me a +god because I am the nephew of my awful uncle, for whose career he +has ever had, it appears, a life-long admiration, sir! Now, by chance, +meeting this person in the street, it developed that he had need of +a man, precisely such a one as you are not: a sober, tutorish, +middle-aged, dissenting parson, to trot about the Continent tied to a +dancing bear. It is the old gentleman's cub, who is a species of Caliban +in fine linen, and who has taken a few too many liberties in the land +of the free. In fact, I believe he is much a youth of my own kind with +similar admiration for baccarat and good cellars. His father must return +at once, and has decided (the cub's native heath and friends being too +wild) to leave him in charge of a proper guide, philosopher, courier, +chaplain, and friend, if such can be found, the same required to travel +with the cub and keep him out of mischief. I thought of your letter +directly, and I have given you the most tremendous recommendation--part +of it quite true, I suspect, though I am not a judge of learning. I +explained, however, that you are a master of languages, of elegant +though subdued deportment, and I extolled at length your saintly habits. +Altogether, I fear there may have been too much of the virtuoso in my +interpretation of you; few would have recognized from it the gentleman +who closed a table at Monte Carlo and afterwards was closed himself in +the handsome and spectacular fashion I remember with both delight and +regret. Briefly, I lied like a master. He almost had me in the matter of +your age; it was important that you should be middle-aged. I swore that +you were at least thirty-eight, but, owing to exemplary habits, looked +very much younger. The cub himself is twenty-four. + +"Hence, if you are really serious and determined not to appeal to your +people, call at once upon Mr. Lambert R. Poor, of the Hotel d'Iena. He +is the father, and the cub is with him. The elder Yankee is primed with +my praises of you, and must engage someone at once, as he sails in a day +or two. Go--with my blessing, an air of piety, and as much age as you +can assume. When the father has departed, throw the cub into the Seine, +but preserve his pocket-book, and we shall have another go at those +infernal tables. Vale! J.G.S." + +I found myself smiling--I fear miserably--over this kind letter, +especially at the wonder of my friend that I had not appealed to my +relatives. The only ones who would have liked to help me, if they had +known I needed something, were my two little nieces who were in my own +care; because my father, being but a poet, had no family, and my mother +had lost hers, even her eldest son, by marrying my father. After that +they would have nothing to do with her, nor were they asked. That +rascally old Antonio was now the head of all the Caravacioli, as was I +of my own outcast branch of our house--that is, of my two little nieces +and myself. It was partly of these poor infants I had thought when I +took what was left of my small inheritance to Monte Carlo, hoping, since +I seemed to be incapable of increasing it in any other way, that number +seventeen and black would hand me over a fortune as a waiter does wine. +Alas! Luck is not always a fool's servant, and the kind of fortune she +handed me was of that species the waiter brings you in the other bottle +of champagne, the gold of a bubbling brain, lasting an hour. After +this there is always something evil to one's head, and mine, alas! was +shaved. + +Half an hour after I had read the letter, the little paper-flower +makers in the attic window across from mine may have seen me shaving +it--without pleasure--again. What else was I to do? I could not +well expect to be given the guardianship of an erring young man if I +presented myself to his parent as a gentleman who had been sitting at +the Cafe' de la Paix with his head painted. I could not wear my hat +through the interview. I could not exhibit the thick five days' stubble, +to appear in contrast with the heavy fringe that had been spared;--I +could not trim the fringe to the shortness of the stubble; I should +have looked like Pierrot. I had only, then, to remain bald, and, if +I obtained the post, to shave in secret--a harmless and mournful +imposition. + +It was well for me that I came to this determination. I believe it was +the appearance of maturity which my head and dining upon thoughts lent +me, as much as my friend's praises, which created my success with the +amiable Mr. Lambert R. Poor. I witness that my visit to him provided +one of the most astonishing interviews of my life. He was an instance of +those strange beings of the Western republic, at whom we are perhaps too +prone to pass from one of ourselves to another the secret smile, because +of some little imperfections of manner. It is a type which has grown +more and more familiar to us, yet never less strange: the man in costly +but severe costume, big, with a necessary great waistcoat, not noticing +the loudness of his own voice; as ignorant of the thousand tiny things +which we observe and feel as he would be careless of them (except for +his wife) if he knew. We laugh at him, sometimes even to his face, and +he does not perceive it. We are a little afraid that he is too large +to see it; hence too large for us to comprehend, and in spite of our +laughter we are always conscious of a force--yes, of a presence! We jeer +slyly, but we respect, fear a little, and would trust. + +Such was my patron. He met me with a kind greeting, looked at me very +earnestly, but smiling as if he understood my good intentions, as one +understands the friendliness of a capering poodle, yet in such a way +that I could not feel resentment, for I could see that he looked at +almost everyone in the same fashion. + +My friend had done wonders for me; and I made the best account of myself +that I could, so that within half an hour it was arranged that I +should take charge of his son, with an honourarium which gave me great +rejoicing for my nieces and my accumulated appetite. + +"I think I can pick men," he said, "and I think that you are the man I +want. You're old enough and you've seen enough, and you know enough to +keep one fool boy in order for six months." + +So frankly he spoke of his son, yet not without affection and +confidence. Before I left, he sent for the youth himself, Lambert R. +Poor, Jr.,--not at all a Caliban, but a most excellent-appearing, tall +gentleman, of astonishingly meek countenance. He gave me a sad, slow +look from his blue eyes at first; then with a brightening smile he +gently shook my hand, murmuring that he was very glad in the prospect +of knowing me better; after which the parent defined before him, with +singular elaboration, my duties. I was to correct all things in his +behaviour which I considered improper or absurd. I was to dictate the +line of travel, to have a restraining influence upon expenditures; in +brief, to control the young man as a governess does a child. + +To all of his parent's instructions Poor Jr. returned a dutiful nod and +expressed perfect acquiescence. The following day the elder sailed from +Cherbourg, and I took up my quarters with the son. + + + +Chapter Four + + +It is with the most extreme mortification that I record my ensuing +experiences, for I felt that I could not honourably accept my salary +without earning it by carrying out the parent Poor's wishes. That first +morning I endeavoured to direct my pupil's steps toward the Musee de +Cluny, with the purpose of inciting him to instructive study; but in the +mildest, yet most immovable manner, he proposed Longchamps and the races +as a substitute, to conclude with dinner at La Cascade and supper at +Maxim's or the Cafe' Blanche, in case we should meet engaging company. +I ventured the vainest efforts to reason with him, making for myself +a very uncomfortable breakfast, though without effect upon him of any +visibility. His air was uninterruptedly mild and modest; he rarely +lifted his eyes, but to my most earnest argument replied only by +ordering more eggs and saying in a chastened voice: + +"Oh no; it is always best to begin school with a vacation. To +Longchamps--we!" + +I should say at once that through this young man I soon became +an amateur of the remarkable North-American idioms, of humour and +incomparable brevities often more interesting than those evolved by the +thirteen or more dialects of my own Naples. Even at our first breakfast +I began to catch lucid glimpses of the intention in many of his almost +incomprehensible statements. I was able, even, to penetrate his meaning +when he said that although he was "strong for aged parent," he himself +had suffered much anguish from overwork of the "earnest youth racquette" +in his late travels, and now desired to "create considerable trouble for +Paris." + +Naturally, I did not wish to begin by antagonizing my pupil--an +estrangement at the commencement would only lead to his deceiving me, or +a continued quarrel, in which case I should be of no service to my +kind patron, so that after a strained interval I considered it best to +surrender. + +We went to Longchamps. + +That was my first mistake; the second was to yield to him concerning +the latter part of his programme; but opposition to Mr. Poor, Jr. had +a curious effect of inutility. He had not in the least the air of +obstinacy,--nothing could have been less like rudeness; he neither +frowned not smiled; no, he did not seem even to be insisting; on +the contrary, never have I beheld a milder countenance, nor heard a +pleasanter voice; yet the young man was so completely baffling in his +mysterious way that I considered him unique to my experience. + +Thus, when I urged him not to place large wagers in the pesage, his +whispered reply was strange and simple--"Watch me!" This he conclusively +said as he deposited another thousand-franc note, which, within a few +moments, accrued to the French government. + + +Longchamps was but the beginning of a series of days and nights +which wore upon my constitution--not indeed with the intensity of +mortification which my former conspicuosity had engendered, yet my +sorrows were stringent. It is true that I had been, since the age of +seventeen, no stranger to the gaieties and dissipations afforded by the +capitals of Europe; I may say I had exhausted these, yet always with +some degree of quiet, including intervals of repose. I was tired of all +the great foolishnesses of youth, and had thought myself done with them. +Now I found myself plunged into more uproarious waters than I had ever +known I, who had hoped to begin a life of usefulness and peace, was +forced to dwell in the midst of a riot, pursuing my extraordinary +charge. + +There is no need that I should describe those days and nights. They +remain in my memory as a confusion of bad music, crowds, motor-cars and +champagne of which Poor Jr. was a distributing centre. He could never be +persuaded to the Louvre, the Carnavalet, or the Luxembourg; in truth, he +seldom rose in time to reach the museums, for they usually close at +four in the afternoon. Always with the same inscrutable meekness of +countenance, each night he methodically danced the cake-walk at Maxim's +or one of the Montemarte restaurants, to the cheers of acquaintances of +many nationalities, to whom he offered libations with prodigal enormity. +He carried with him, about the boulevards at night, in the highly +powerful car he had hired, large parties of strange people, who would +loudly sing airs from the Folie-Rouge (to my unhappy shudderings) all +the way from the fatiguing Bal Bullier to the Cafe' de Paris, where the +waiters soon became affluent. + +And how many of those gaily dressed and smiling ladies whose bright +eyes meet yours on the veranda of the Theatre Marigny were provided with +excessive suppers and souvenir fans by the inexhaustible Poor Jr.! He +left a trail of pink hundred-franc notes behind him, like a running boy +dropping paper in the English game; and he kept showers of gold louis +dancing in the air about him, so that when we entered the various cafes +or "American bars" a cheer (not vocal but to me of perfect audibility) +went up from the hungry and thirsty and borrowing, and from the +attendants. Ah, how tired I was of it, and how I endeavoured to discover +a means to draw him to the museums, and to Notre Dame and the Pantheon! + +And how many times did I unwillingly find myself in the too enlivening +company of those pretty supper-girls, and what jokings upon his head-top +did the poor bald gentleman not undergo from those same demoiselles with +the bright eyes, the wonderful hats, and the fluffy dresses! + +How often among those gay people did I find myself sadly dreaming of +that grey pongee skirt and the beautiful heart that had understood! +Should I ever see that lady? Not, I knew, alas! in the whirl about Poor +Jr.! As soon look for a nun at the Cafe' Blanche! + +For some reason I came to be persuaded that she had left Paris, that she +had gone away; and I pictured her--a little despairingly--on the borders +of Lucerne, with the white Alps in the sky above her,--or perhaps +listening to the evening songs on the Grand Canal, and I would try to +feel the little rocking of her gondola, making myself dream that I sat +at her feet. Or I could see the grey flicker of the pongee skirt in +the twilight distance of cathedral aisles with a chant sounding from +a chapel; and, so dreaming, I would start spasmodically, to hear the +red-coated orchestra of a cafe' blare out into "Bedelia," and awake to +the laughter and rouge and blague which that dear pongee had helped me +for a moment to forget! + +To all places, Poor Jr., though never unkindly, dragged me with him, +even to make the balloon ascent at the Porte Maillot on a windy evening. +Without embarrassment I confess that I was terrified, that I clung to +the ropes with a clutch which frayed my gloves, while Poor Jr. leaned +back against the side of the basket and gazed upward at the great +swaying ball, with his hands in his pockets, humming the strange ballad +that was his favourite musical composition: + + "The prettiest girl I ever saw + Was sipping cider through a straw-aw-haw!" + +In that horrifying basket, scrambling for a foothold while it swung +through arcs that were gulfs, I believed that my sorrows approached a +sudden conclusion, but finding myself again upon the secure earth, I +decided to come to an understanding with the young man. + +Accordingly, on the following morning, I entered his apartment and +addresses myself to Poor Jr. as severely as I could (for, truthfully, +in all his follies I had found no ugliness in his spirit--only a +good-natured and inscrutable desire of wild amusement) reminding him +of the authority his father had deputed to me, and having the +venturesomeness to hint that the son should show some respect to my +superior age. + +To my consternation he replied by inquiring if I had shaved my head as +yet that morning. I could only drop in a chair, stammering to know what +he meant. + +"Didn't you suppose I knew?" he asked, elevating himself slightly on his +elbow from the pillow. "Three weeks ago I left my aged parent in London +and ran over here for a day. I saw you at the Cafe' de la Paix, and even +then I knew that it was shaved, not naturally bald. When you came here I +recognized you like a shot, and that was why I was glad to accept you +as a guardian. I've enjoyed myself considerably of late, and you've been +the best part of it,--I think you are a wonderation! I wouldn't have any +other governess for the world, but you surpass the orchestra when you +beg me to respect your years! I will bet you four dollars to a lead +franc piece that you are younger than I am!" + +Imagine the completeness of my dismay! Although he spoke in tones the +most genial, and without unkindness, I felt myself a man of tatters +before him, ashamed to have him know my sorry secret, hopeless to +see all chance of authority over him gone at once, and with it my +opportunity to earn a salary so generous, for if I could continue to +be but an amusement to him and only part of his deception of Lambert R. +Poor, my sense of honour must be fit for the guillotine indeed. + +I had a little struggle with myself, and I think I must have wiped some +amounts of the cold perspiration from my absurd head before I was able +to make an answer. It may be seen what a coward I was, and how I feared +to begin again that search for employment. At last, however, I was in +self-control, so that I might speak without being afraid that my voice +would shake. + +"I am sorry," I said. "It seemed to me that my deception would not cause +any harm, and that I might be useful in spite of it--enough to earn +my living. It was on account of my being very poor; and there are two +little children I must take care of.--Well, at least, it is over now. I +have had great shame, but I must not have greater." + +"What do you mean?" he asked me rather sharply. + +"I will leave immediately," I said, going to the door. "Since I am no +more than a joke, I can be of no service to your father or to you; but +you must not think that I am so unreasonable as to be angry with you. A +man whom you have beheld reduced to what I was, at the Cafe' de la Paix, +is surely a joke to the whole world! I will write to your father before +I leave the hotel and explain that I feel myself unqualified--" + +"You're going to write to him why you give it up!" he exclaimed. + +"I shall make no report of espionage," I answered, with, perhaps, some +bitterness, "and I will leave the letter for you to read and to send, of +yourself. It shall only tell him that as a man of honour I cannot keep a +position for which I have no qualification." + +I was going to open the door, bidding him adieu, when he called out to +me. + +"Look here!" he said, and he jumped out of bed in his pajamas and came +quickly, and held out his hand. "Look here, Ansolini, don't take it that +way. I know you've had pretty hard times, and if you'll stay, I'll get +good. I'll go to the Louvre with you this afternoon; we'll dine at +one of the Duval restaurants, and go to that new religious tragedy +afterwards. If you like, we'll leave Paris to-morrow. There's a little +too much movement here, maybe. For God's sake, let your hair grow, and +we'll go down to Italy and study bones and ruins and delight the aged +parent!--It's all right, isn't it?" + +I shook the hand of that kind Poor Jr. with a feeling in my heart that +kept me from saying how greatly I thanked him--and I was sure that I +could do anything for him in the world! + + + +Chapter Five + + +Three days later saw us on the pretty waters of Lake Leman, in the +bright weather when Mont Blanc heaves his great bare shoulders of ice +miles into the blue sky, with no mist-cloak about him. + +Sailing that lake in the cool morning, what a contrast to the champagne +houpla nights of Paris! And how docile was my pupil! He suffered me to +lead him through the Castle of Chillon like a new-born lamb, and even +would not play the little horses in the Kursaal at Geneva, although, +perhaps, that was because the stakes were not high enough to interest +him. He was nearly always silent, and, from the moment of our departure +from Paris, had fallen into dreamfulness, such as would come over myself +at the thought of the beautiful lady. It touched my heart to find how he +was ready with acquiescence to the slightest suggestion of mine, and, +if it had been the season, I am almost credulous that I could have +conducted him to Baireuth to hear Parsifal! + +There were times when his mood of gentle sorrow was so like mine that I +wondered if he, too, knew a grey pongee skirt. I wondered over this so +much, and so marvellingly, also, because of the change in him, that at +last I asked him. + +We had gone to Lucerne; it was clear moonlight, and we smoked on our +little balcony at the Schweitzerhof, puffing our small clouds in the +enormous face of the strangest panorama of the world, that august +disturbation of the earth by gods in battle, left to be a land of tragic +fables since before Pilate was there, and remaining the same after +William Tell was not. I sat looking up at the mountains, and he leaned +on the rail, looking down at the lake. Somewhere a woman was singing +from Pagliacci, and I slowly arrived at a consciousness that I had +sighed aloud once or twice, not so much sadly, as of longing to see that +lady, and that my companion had permitted similar sounds to escape him, +but more mournfully. It was then that I asked him, in earnestness, yet +with the manner of making a joke, if he did not think often of some one +in North America. + +"Do you believe that could be, and I making the disturbance I did in +Paris?" he returned. + +"Yes," I told him, "if you are trying to forget her." + +"I should think it might look more as if I were trying to forget that I +wasn't good enough for her and that she knew it!" + +He spoke in a voice which he would have made full of ease--"off-hand," +as they say; but he failed to do so. + +"That was the case?" I pressed him, you see, but smilingly. + +"Looks a good deal like it," he replied, smoking much at once. + +"So? But that is good for you, my friend!" + +"Probably." He paused, smoking still more, and then said, "It's a +benefit I could get on just as well without." + +"She is in North America?" + +"No; over here." + +"Ah! Then we will go where she is. That will be even better for you! +Where is she?" + +"I don't know. She asked me not to follow her. Somebody else is doing +that." + +The young man's voice was steady, and his face, as usual, showed +no emotion, but I should have been an Italian for nothing had I not +understood quickly. So I waited for a little while, then spoke of old +Pilatus out there in the sky, and we went to bed very late, for it was +out last night in Lucerne. + +Two days later we roared our way out of the gloomy St. Gotthard and +wound down the pass, out into the sunshine of Italy, into that broad +plain of mulberries where the silkworms weave to enrich the proud +Milanese. Ah, those Milanese! They are like the people of Turin, and +look down upon us of Naples; they find us only amusing, because our +minds and movements are too quick for them to understand. I have +no respect for the Milanese, except for three things: they have a +cathedral, a picture, and a dead man. + +We came to our hotel in the soft twilight, with the air so balmy one +wished to rise and float in it. This was the hour for the Cathedral; +therefore, leaving Leonardo and his fresco for the to-morrow, I +conducted my uncomplaining ward forth, and through that big arcade of +which the people are so proud, to the Duomo. Poor Jr. showed few signs +of life as we stood before that immenseness; he said patiently that it +resembled the postals, and followed me inside the portals with languor. + +It was all grey hollowness in the vast place. The windows showed not +any colour nor light; the splendid pillars soared up into the air and +disappeared as if they mounted to heights of invisibility in the sky at +night. Very far away, at the other end of the church it seemed, one lamp +was burning, high over the transept. One could not see the chains of +support nor the roof above it; it seemed a great star, but so much all +alone. We walked down the long aisle to stand nearer to it, the darkness +growing deeper as we advanced. When we came almost beneath, both of us +gazing upward, my companion unwittingly stumbled against a lady who was +standing silently looking up at this light, and who had failed to notice +our approach. The contact was severe enough to dislodge from her hand +her folded parasol, for which I began to grope. + +There was a hurried sentence of excusation from Poor Jr., followed +by moments of silence before she replied. Then I heard her voice in +startled exclamation: + +"Rufus, it is never you?" + +He called out, almost loudly, + +"Alice!" + +Then I knew that it was the second time I had lifted a parasol from the +ground for the lady of the grey pongee and did not see her face; but +this time I placed it in her own hand; for my head bore no shame upon it +now. + +In the surprise of encountering Poor Jr. I do not think she noticed that +she took the parasol or was conscious of my presence, and it was but +too secure that my young friend had forgotten that I lived. I think, +in truth, I should have forgotten it myself, if it had not been for the +leaping of my heart. + +Ah, that foolish dream of mine had proven true: I knew her, I knew her, +unmistaking, without doubt or hesitancy--and in the dark! How should I +know at the mere sound of her voice? I think I knew before she spoke! + +Poor Jr. had taken a step toward her as she fell back; I could only see +the two figures as two shadows upon shadow, while for them I had melted +altogether and was forgotten. + +"You think I have followed you," he cried, "but you have no right to +think it. It was an accident and you've got to believe me!" + +"I believe you," she answered gently. "Why should I not?" + +"I suppose you want me to clear out again," he went on, "and I will; but +I don't see why." + +Her voice answered him out of the shadow: "It is only you who make a +reason why. I'd give anything to be friends with you; you've always +known that." + +"Why can't we be?" he said, sharply and loudly. "I've changed a great +deal. I'm very sensible, and I'll never bother you again--that other +way. Why shouldn't I see a little of you?" + +I heard her laugh then--happily, it seemed to me,--and I thought I +perceived her to extend her hand to him, and that he shook it briefly, +in his fashion, as if it had been the hand of a man and not that of the +beautiful lady. + +"You know I should like nothing better in the world--since you tell me +what you do," she answered. + +"And the other man?" he asked her, with the same hinting of sharpness in +his tone. "Is that all settled?" + +"Almost. Would you like me to tell you?" + +"Only a little--please!" + +His voice had dropped, and he spoke very quietly, which startlingly +caused me to realize what I was doing. I went out of hearing then, very +softly. Is it creible that I found myself trembling when I reached the +twilit piazza? It is true, and I knew that never, for one moment, since +that tragic, divine day of her pity, had I wholly despaired of beholding +her again; that in my most sorrowful time there had always been a +little, little morsel of certain knowledge that I should some day be +near her once more. + +And now, so much was easily revealed to me: it was to see her that the +good Lambert R. Poor Jr., had come to Paris, preceding my patron; it was +he who had passed with her on the last day of my shame, and whom she had +addressed by his central name of Rufus, and it was to his hand that I +had restored her parasol. + +I was to look upon her face at last--I knew it--and to speak with her. +Ah, yes, I did tremble! It was not because I feared she might recognize +her poor slave of the painted head-top, nor that Poor Jr. would tell +her. I knew him now too well to think he would do that, had I been even +that other of whom he had spoken, for he was a brave, good boy, that +Poor Jr. No, it was a trembling of another kind--something I do not know +how to explain to those who have not trembled in the same way; and I +came alone to my room in the hotel, still trembling a little and having +strange quickness of breathing in my chest. + +I did not make any light; I did not wish it, for the precious darkness +of the Cathedral remained with me--magic darkness in which I beheld +floating clouds made of the dust of gold and vanishing melodies. Any +person who knows of these singular things comprehends how little of them +can be told; but to those people who do not know of them, it may appear +all great foolishness. Such people are either too young, and they must +wait, or too old--they have forgotten! + +It was an hour afterward, and Poor Jr. had knocked twice at my door, +when I lighted the room and opened it to him. He came in, excitedly +flushed, and, instead of taking a chair, began to walk quickly up and +down the floor. + +"I'm afraid I forgot all about you, Ansolini," he said, "but that girl I +ran into is a--a Miss Landry, whom I have known a long--" + +I put my hand on his shoulder for a moment and said: + +"I think I am not so dull, my friend!" + +He made a blue flash at me with his eyes, then smiled and shook his +head. + +"Yes, you are right," he answered, re-beginning his fast pace over the +carpet. "It was she that I meant in Lucerne--I don't see why I should +not tell you. In Paris she said she didn't want me to see her +again until I could be--friendly--the old way instead of something +considerably different, which I'd grown to be. Well, I've just told her +not only that I'd behave like a friend, but that I'd changed and felt +like one. Pretty much of a lie that was!" He laighed, without any +amusement. "But it was successful, and I suppose I can keep it up. At +any rate we're going over to Venice with her and her mother to-morrow. +Afterwards, we'll see them in Naples just before they sail." + +"To Venice with them!" I could not repress crying out. + +"Yes; we join parties for two days," he said, and stopped at a window +and looked out attentively at nothing before he went on: "It won't be +very long, and I don't suppose it will ever happen again. The other man +is to meet them in Rome. He's a countryman of yours, and I believe--I +believe it's--about--settled!" + +He pronounced these last words in an even voice, but how slowly! Not +more slowly than the construction of my own response, which I heard +myself making: + +"This countryman of mine--who is he?" + +"One of your kind of Kentucky Colonels," Poor Jr. laughed mournfully. +At first I did not understand; then it came to me that he had sometimes +previously spoken in that idiom of the nobles, and that it had been +his custom to address one of his Parisian followers, a vicomte, as +"Colonel." + +"What is his name?" + +"I can't pronounce it, and I don't know how to spell it," he answered. +"And that doesn't bring me to the verge of the grave! I can bear to +forget it, at least until we get to Naples!" + +He turned and went to the door, saying, cheerfully: "Well, old +horse-thief" (such had come to be his name for me sometimes, and it was +pleasant to hear), "we must be dressing. They're at this hotel, and we +dine with them to-night." + + + +Chapter Six + + +How can I tell of the lady of the pongee--now that I beheld her? Do you +think that, when she came that night to the salon where we were awaiting +her, I hesitated to lift my eyes to her face because of a fear that it +would not be so beautiful as the misty sweet face I had dreamed would be +hers? Ah, no! It was the beauty which was in her heart that had made me +hers; yet I knew that she was beautiful. She was fair, that is all I +can tell. I cannot tell of her eyes, her height, her mouth; I saw her +through those clouds of the dust of gold--she was all glamour and light. +It was to be seen that everyone fell in love with her at once; that the +chef d'orchestre came and played to her; and the waiters--you should +have observed them!--made silly, tender faces through the great groves +of flowers with which Poor Jr. had covered the table. It was most +difficult for me to address her, to call her "Miss Landry." It seemed +impossible that she should have a name, or that I should speak to her +except as "you." + +Even, I cannot tell very much of her mother, except that she was +adorable because of her adorable relationship. She was florid, perhaps, +and her conversation was of commonplaces and echoes, like my own, for +I could not talk. It was Poor Jr. who made the talking, and in spite of +the spell that was on me, I found myself full of admiration and sorrow +for that brave fellow. He was all gaieties and little stories in a way I +had never heard before; he kept us in quiet laughter; in a word, he was +charming. The beautiful lady seemed content to listen with the greatest +pleasure. She talked very little, except to encourage the young man to +continue. I do not think she was brilliant, as they call it, or witty. +She was much more than that in her comprehension, in her kindness--her +beautiful kindness! + +She spoke only once directly to me, except for the little things one +must say. "I am almost sure I have met you, Signor Ansolini." + +I felt myself burning up and knew that the conflagration was visible. +So frightful a blush cannot be prevented by will-power, and I felt it +continuing in hot waves long after Poor Jr. had effected salvation for +me by a small joke upon my cosmopolitanism. + +Little sleep visited me that night. The darkness of my room was luminous +and my closed eyes became painters, painting so radiantly with divine +colours--painters of wonderful portraits of this lady. Gallery after +gallery swam before me, and the morning brought only more! + +What a ride it was to Venice that day! What magical airs we rode +through, and what a thieving old trickster was time, as he always +becomes when one wishes hours to be long! I think Poor Jr. had made +himself forget everything except that he was with her and that he must +be a friend. He committed a thousand ridiculousnesses at the stations; +he filled one side of the compartment with the pretty chianti-bottles, +with terrible cakes, and with fruits and flowers; he never ceased his +joking, which had no tiresomeness in it, and he made the little journey +one of continuing, happy laughter. + +And that evening another of my foolish dreams came true! I sat in a +gondola with the lady of the grey pongee to hear the singing on the +Grand Canal;--not, it is true, at her feet, but upon a little chair +beside her mother. It was my place--to be, as I had been all day, escort +to the mother, and guide and courier for that small party. Contented +enough was I to accept it! How could I have hoped that the Most Blessed +Mother would grant me so much nearness as that? It was not happiness +that I felt, but something so much more precious, as though my +heart-strings were the strings of a harp, and sad, beautiful arpeggios +ran over them. + +I could not speak much that evening, nor could Poor Jr. We were very +silent and listened to the singing, our gondola just touching the others +on each side, those in turn touching others, so that a musician from +the barge could cross from one to another, presenting the hat for +contributions. In spite of this extreme propinquity, I feared the +collector would fall into the water when he received the offering of +Poor Jr. It was "Gra-a-az', Mi-lor! Graz'!" a hundred times, with bows +and grateful smiles indeed! + +It is the one place in the world where you listen to a bad voice with +pleasure, and none of the voices are good--they are harsh and worn with +the night-singing--yet all are beautiful because they are enchanted. + +They sang some of our own Neapolitan songs that night, and last of all +the loveliest of all, "La Luna Nova." It was to the cadence of it that +our gondoliers moved us out of the throng, and it still drifted on the +water as we swung, far down, into sight of the lights of the Ledo: + + "Luna d'ar-gen-to fal-lo so-gnar-- + Ba-cia-lo in fron-te non lo de-star...." + +Not so sweetly came those measures as the low voice of the beautiful +lady speaking them. + +"One could never forget it, never!" she said. "I might hear it a +thousand other times and forget them, but never this first time." + +I perceived that Poor Jr. turned his face abruptly toward hers at this, +but he said nothing, by which I understood not only his wisdom but his +forbearance. + +"Strangely enough," she went on, slowly, "that song reminded me of +something in Paris. Do you remember"--she turned to Poor Jr.--"that poor +man we saw in front of the Cafe' de la Paix with the sign painted upon +his head?" + +Ah, the good-night, with its friendly cloak! The good, kind night! + +"I remember," he answered, with some shortness. "A little faster, +boatman!" + +"I don't know what made it," she said, "I can't account for it, but I've +been thinking of him all through that last song." + +Perhaps not so strange, since one may know how wildly that poor devil +had been thinking of her! + +"I've thought of him so often," the gentle voice went on. "I felt so +sorry for him. I never felt sorrier for any one in my life. I was sorry +for the poor, thin cab-horses in Paris, but I was sorrier for him. I +think it was the saddest sight I ever saw. Do you suppose he still has +to do that, Rufus?" + +"No, no," he answered, in haste. "He'd stopped before I left. He's all +right, I imagine. Here's the Danieli." + +She fastened a shawl more closely about her mother, whom I, with a +ringing in my ears, was trying to help up the stone steps. "Rufus, +I hope," the sweet voice continued, so gently,--"I hope he's found +something to do that's very grand! Don't you? Something to make up to +him for doing that!" + +She had not the faintest dream that it was I. It was just her beautiful +heart. + +The next afternoon Venice was a bleak and empty setting, the jewel +gone. How vacant it looked, how vacant it was! We made not any effort +to penetrate the galleries; I had no heart to urge my friend. For us the +whole of Venice had become one bridge of sighs, and we sat in the shade +of the piazza, not watching the pigeons, and listening very little to +the music. There are times when St. Mark's seems to glare at you with +Byzantine cruelty, and Venice is too hot and too cold. So it was then. +Evening found us staring out at the Adriatic from the terrace of a cafe' +on the Ledo, our coffee cold before us. Never was a greater difference +than that in my companion from the previous day. Yet he was not silent. +He talked of her continually, having found that he could talk of her to +me--though certainly he did not know why it was or how. He told me, as +we sat by the grey-growing sea, that she had spoken of me. + +"She liked you, she liked you very much," he said. "She told me she +liked you because you were quiet and melancholy. Oh Lord, though, she +likes everyone, I suppose! I believe I'd have a better chance with her +if I hadn't always known her. I'm afraid that this damn Italian--I beg +your pardon, Ansolini!--" + +"Ah, no," I answered. "It is sometimes well said." + +"I'm afraid his picturesqueness as a Kentucky Colonel appeals to her too +much. And then he is new to her--a new type. She only met him in Paris, +and he had done some things in the Abyssinian war--" + +"What is his rank?" I asked. + +"He's a prince. Cheap down this way; aren't they? I only hope"--and Poor +Jr. made a groan--"it isn't going to be the old story--and that he'll be +good to her if he gets her." + +"Then it is not yet a betrothal?" + +"Not yet. Mrs. Landry told me that Alice had liked him well enough to +promise she'd give him her answer before she sailed, and that it was +going to be yes. She herself said it was almost settled. That was just +her way of breaking it to me, I fear." + +"You have given up, my friend?" + +"What else can I do? I can't go on following her, keeping up this play +at second cousin, and she won't have anything else. Ever since I grew up +she's been rather sorrowful over me because I didn't do anything but try +to amuse myself--that was one of the reasons she couldn't care for +me, she said, when I asked her. Now this fellow wins, who hasn't done +anything either, except his one campaign. It's not that I ought to have +her, but while I suppose it's a real fascination, I'm afraid there's +a little glitter about being a princess. Even the best of our girls +haven't got over that yet. Ah, well, about me she's right. I've been a +pretty worthless sort. She's right. I've thought it all over. Three days +before they sail we'll go down to Naples and hear the last word, and +whatever it is we'll see them off on the 'Princess Irene.' Then you and +I'll come north and sail by the first boat from Cherbourg. + +"I--I?" I stammered. + +"Yes," he said. "I'm going to make the aged parent shout with unmanly +glee. I'm going to ask him to take me on as a hand. He'll take you, too. +He uses something like a thousand Italians, and a man to manage them +who can talk to them like a Dutch uncle is what he has always needed. He +liked you, and he'll be glad to get you." + +He was a good friend, that Poor Jr., you see, and I shook the hand +that he offered me very hard, knowing how great would have been his +embarrassment had I embraced him in our own fashion. + +"And perhaps you will sail on the 'Princess Irene,' after all," I cried. + +"No," he shook his head sadly, "it will not happen. I have not been +worth it." + + + +Chapter Seven + + +That Naples of mine is like a soiled coronet of white gems, sparkling +only from far away. But I love it altogether, near or far, and my heart +would have leaped to return to it for its own sake, but to come to it +as we did, knowing that the only lady in the world was there.... Again, +this is one of those things I possess no knowledge how to tell, and that +those who know do know. How I had longed for the time to come, how I had +feared it, how I had made pictures of it! + +Yet I feared not so much as my friend, for he had a dim, small hope, +and I had none. How could I have? I--a man whose head had been painted? +I--for whom her great heart had sorrowed as for the thin, beaten +cab-horses of Paris! Hope? All I could hope was that she might never +know, and I be left with some little shred of dignity in her eyes! + +Who cannot see that it was for my friend to fear? At times, with him, it +was despair, but of that brave kind one loves to see--never a quiver of +the lip, no winking of the eyes to keep tears back. And I, although of +a people who express everything in every way, I understood what passed +within him and found time to sorrow for him. + +Most of all, I sorrowed for him as we waited for her on the terrace of +the Bertolini, that perch on the cliff so high that even the noises +of the town are dulled and mingle with the sound of the thick surf far +below. + +Across the city, and beyond, we saw, from the terrace, the old mountain +of the warm heart, smoking amiably, and the lights of Torre del Greco at +its feet, and there, across the bay, I beheld, as I had nightly so long +ago, the lamps of Castellamare, of Sorrento; then, after a stretch of +water, a twinkling which was Capri. How good it was to know that all +these had not taken advantage of my long absence to run away and vanish, +as I had half feared they would. Those who have lived here love them +well; and it was a happy thought that the beautiful lady knew them now, +and shared them. I had never known quite all their loveliness until I +felt that she knew it too. This was something that I must never tell +her--yet what happiness there was in it! + +I stood close to the railing, with a rambling gaze over this enchanted +earth and sea and sky, while my friend walked nervously up and down +behind me. We had come to Naples in the late afternoon, and had found a +note from Mrs. Landry at our hotel, asking us for dinner. Poor Jr. had +not spoken more than twice since he had read me this kind invitation, +but now I heard a low exclamation from him, which let me know who +was approaching; and that foolish trembling got hold of me again as I +turned. + +Mrs. Landry came first, with outstretched hand, making some talk +excusing delay; and, after a few paces, followed the loveliest of all +the world. Beside her, in silhouette against the white window lights of +the hotel, I saw the very long, thin figure of a man, which, even before +I recognized it, carried a certain ominousness to my mind. + +Mrs. Landry, in spite of her florid contentedness, had sometimes a +fluttering appearance of trivial agitations. + +"The Prince came down from Rome this morning," she said nervously, and +I saw my friend throw back his head like a man who declines the +eye-bandage when they are going to shoot him. "He is dining with us. I +know you will be glad to meet him." + +The beautiful lady took Poor Jr.'s hand, more than he hers, for he +seemed dazed, in spite of the straight way he stood, and it was easy to +behold how white his face was. She made the presentation of us both +at the same time, and as the other man came into the light, my mouth +dropped open with wonder at the singular chances which the littleness of +our world brings about. + +"Prince Caravacioli, Mr. Poor. And this is Signor Ansolini." + +It was my half-brother, that old Antonio! + + + +Chapter Eight + + +Never lived any person with more possession of himself than Antonio; he +bowed to each of us with the utmost amiability; and for expression--all +one saw of it was a little streak of light in his eye-glass. + +"It is yourself, Raffaele?" he said to me, in the politest manner, in +our own tongue, the others thinking it some commonplace, and I knew by +his voice that the meeting was as surprising and as exasperating to him +as to me. + +Sometimes dazzling flashes of light explode across the eyes of blind +people. Such a thing happened to my own, now, in the darkness. I found +myself hot all over with a certain rashness that came to me. I felt that +anything was possible if I would but dare enough. + +"I am able to see that it is the same yourself!" I answered, and made +the faintest eye-turn toward Miss Landry. Simultaneously bowing, I let +my hand fall upon my pocket--a language which he understood, and for +which (the Blessed Mother be thanked!) he perceived that I meant to +offer battle immediately, though at that moment he offered me an open +smile of benevolence. He knew nothing of my new cause for war; there was +enough of the old! + +The others were observing us. + +"You have met?" asked the gentle voice of Miss Landry. "You know each +other?" + +"Exceedingly!" I answered, bowing low to her. + +"The dinner is waiting in our own salon," said Mrs. Landry, +interrupting. She led the way with Antonio to an open door on the +terrace where servants were attending, and such a forest of flowers on +the table and about the room as almost to cause her escort to stagger; +for I knew, when I caught sight of them, that he had never been wise +enough to send them. Neither had Poor Jr. done it out of wisdom, but +because of his large way of performing everything, and his wish that +loveliest things should be a background for that lady. + +Alas for him! Those great jars of perfume, orchids and hyacinths and +roses, almost shut her away from his vision. We were at a small round +table, and she directly in opposition to him. Upon her right was +Antonio, and my heart grew cold to see how she listened to him. + +For Antonio could talk. At that time he spoke English even better than +I, though without some knowledge of the North-American idiom which my +travels with Poor Jr. had given me. He was one of those splendid egoists +who seem to talk in modesty, to keep themselves behind scenes, yet who, +when the curtain falls, are discovered to be the heroes, after all, +though shown in so delicate a fashion that the audience flatters itself +in the discovery. + +And how practical was this fellow, how many years he had been developing +his fascinations! I was the only person of that small company who could +have a suspicion that his moustache was dyed, that his hair was toupee, +or that hints of his real age were scorpions and adders to him. I should +not have thought it, if I had not known it. Here was my advantage: I had +known his monstrous vanity all my life. + +So he talked of himself in his various surreptitious ways until coffee +came, Miss Landry listening eagerly, and my poor friend making no +effort; for what were his quiet United States absurdities compared to +the whole-world gaieties and Abyssinian adventures of this Othello, +particularly for a young girl to whom Antonio's type was unfamiliar? For +the first time I saw my young man's brave front desert him. His mouth +drooped, and his eyes had an appearance of having gazed long at a bright +light. I saw that he, unhappy one, was at last too sure what her answer +would be. + +For myself, I said very little--I waited. I hoped and believed Antonio +would attack me in his clever, disguised way, for he had always hated +me and my dead brother, and he had never failed to prove himself too +skilful for us. In my expectancy of his assault there was no mistake. I +comprehended Antonio very well, and I knew that he feared I might seek +to do him an injury, particularly after my inspired speech and gesture +upon the terrace. Also, I felt that he would, if possible, anticipate +my attempt and strike first. I was willing; for I thought myself in +possession of his vulnerable point--never dreaming that he might know my +own! + +At last when he, with the coffee and cigarettes, took the knife in his +hand, he placed a veil over the point. He began, laughingly, with the +picture of a pickpocket he had helped to catch in London. London was +greatly inhabited by pickpockets, according to Antonio's declaration. +Yet, he continued, it was nothing in comparison to Paris. Paris was +the rendezvous, the world's home, for the criminals, adventurers, +and rascals if the world, English, Spanish, South-Americans, +North-Americans,--and even Italians! One must beware of people one had +met in Paris! + +"Of course," he concluded, with a most amiable smile, "there are many +good people there also. That is not to be forgotten. If I should dare +to make a risk on such a trifle, for instance, I would lay wager that +you"--he nodded toward Poor Jr.--"made the acquaintance of Ansolini in +Paris?" + +This was of the greatest ugliness in its underneath significance, though +the manner was disarming. Antonio's smile was so cheerful, his eye-glass +so twinkling, that none of them could have been sure he truly meant +anything harmful of me, though Poor Jr. looked up, puzzled and frowning. + +Before he could answer I pulled myself altogether, as they say, and +leaned forward, resting my elbows upon the table. "It is true," and I +tried to smile as amiably as Antonio. "These coincidences occur. You +meet all the great frauds of the world in Paris. Was it not there"--I +turned to Mrs. Landry--"that you met the young Prince here?" + +At this there was no mistaking that the others perceived. The secret +battle had begun and was not secret. I saw a wild gleam in Poor Jr.'s +eyes, as if he comprehended that strange things were to come; but, ah, +the face of distress and wonder upon Mrs. Landry, who beheld the peace +of both a Prince and a dinner assailed; and, alas! the strange and hurt +surprise that came from the lady of the pongee! Let me not be a boastful +fellow, but I had borne her pity and had adored it--I could face her +wonder, even her scorn. + +It was in the flash of her look that I saw my great chance and what I +must try to do. Knowing Antonio, it was as if I saw her falling into the +deep water and caught just one contemptuous glance from her before the +waves hid her. But how much juster should that contempt have been if I +had not tried to save her! + +As for that old Antonio, he might have known enough to beware. I had +been timid with him always, and he counted on it now, but a man who has +shown a painted head-top to the people of Paris will dare a great deal. + +"As the Prince says," replied Mrs. Landry, with many flutters, "one +meets only the most agreeable people in Paris!" + +"Paris!" I exclaimed. "Ah, that home of ingenuity! How they paint there! +How they live, and how they dye--their beards!" + +You see how the poor Ansolini played the buffoon. I knew they feared +it was wine, I had been so silent until now; but I did not care, I was +beyond care. + +"Our young Prince speaks truly," I cried, raising my voice. "He is wise +beyond his years, this youth! He will be great when he reaches middle +age, for he knows Paris and understands North America! Like myself, he +is grateful that the people of your continent enrich our own! We need +all that you can give us! Where should we be--any of us" (I raised my +voice still louder and waved my hand to Antonio),--"where should we be, +either of us" (and I bowed to the others) "without you?" + +Mrs. Landry rose with precipitousness, and the beautiful lady, very red, +followed. Antonio, unmistakably stung with the scorpions I had set upon +him, sprang to the door, the palest yellow man I have ever beheld, and +let the ladies pass before him. + +The next moment I was left alone with Poor Jr. and his hyacinth trees. + + + +Chapter Nine + + +For several minutes neither of us spoke. Then I looked up to meet my +friend's gaze of perturbation. + +A waiter was proffering cigars. I took one, and waved Poor Jr.'s hand +away from the box of which the waiter made offering. + +"Do not remain!" I whispered, and I saw his sad perplexity. "I know her +answer has not been given. Will you present him his chance to receive +it--just when her sympathy must be stronger for him, since she will +think he has had to bear rudeness?" + +He went out of the door quickly. + +I dod not smoke. I pretended to, while the waiters made the arrangements +of the table and took themselves off. I sat there a long, long time +waiting for Antonio to do what I hoped I had betrayed him to do. + +It befell at last. + +Poor Jr. came to the door and spoke in his steady voice. "Ansolini, will +you come out here a moment?" + +Then I knew that I had succeeded, had made Antonio afraid that I would +do the thing he himself, in a panic, had already done--speak evil of +another privately. + +As I reached the door I heard him call out foolishly, "But Mr. Poor, I +beg you--" + +Poor Jr. put his hand on my shoulder, and we walked out into the dark of +the terrace. Antonio was leaning against the railing, the beautiful lady +standing near. Mrs. Landry had sunk into a chair beside her daughter. No +other people were upon the terrace. + +"Prince Caravacioli has been speaking of you," said Poor Jr., very +quietly. + +"Ah?" said I. + +"I listened to what he said; then I told him that you were my friend, +and that I considered it fair that you should hear what he had to say. +I will repeat what he said, Ansolini. If I mistake anything, he can +interrupt me." + +Antonio laughed, and in such a way, so sincerely, so gaily, that I was +frightened. + +"Very good!" he cried. "I am content. Repeat all." + +"He began," Poor Jr. went on, quietly, though his hand gripped my +shoulder to almost painfulness,--"he began by saying to these ladies, in +my presence, that we should be careful not to pick up chance strangers +to dine, in Italy, and--and he went on to give me a repetition of his +friendly warning about Paris. He hinted things for a while, until I +asked him to say what he knew of you. Then he said he knew all about +you; that you were an outcast, a left-handed member of his own family, +an adventurer--" + +"It is finished, my friend," I said, interrupting him, and gazed with +all my soul upon the beautiful lady. Her face was as white as Antonio's +or that of my friend, or as my own must have been. She strained her eyes +at me fixedly; I saw the tears standing still in them, and I knew the +moment had come. + +"This Caravacioli is my half-brother," I said. + +Antonio laughed again. "Of what kind!" + +Oh, he went on so easily to his betrayal, not knowing the +United-Statesians and their sentiment, as I did. + +"We had the same mother," I continued, as quietly as I could. "Twenty +years after this young--this somewhat young--Prince was born she +divorced his father, Caravacioli, and married a poor poet, whose bust +you can see on the Pincian in Rome, though he died in the cheapest hotel +in Sienna when my true brother and I were children. This young Prince +would have nothing to do with my mother after her second marriage and--" + +"Marriage!" Antonio laughed pleasantly again. He was admirable. "This is +an old tale which the hastiness of our American friend has forced us to +rehearse. The marriage was never recognized by the Vatican, and there +was not twenty years--" + +"Antonio, it is the age which troubles you, after all!" I said, and +laughed heartily, loudly, and a long time, in the most good-natured way, +not to be undone as an actor. + +"Twenty years," I repeated. "But what of it? Some of the best men in the +world use dyes and false--" + +At this his temper went away from him suddenly and completely. I had +struck the right point indeed! + +"You cammorrista!" he cried, and became only himself, his hands +gesturing and flying, all his pleasant manner gone. "Why should we +listen one second more to such a fisherman! The very seiners of the bay +who sell dried sea-horses to the tourists are better gentlemen than you. +You can shrug your shoulders! I saw you in Paris, though you thought I +did not! Oh, I saw you well! Ah! At the Cafe de la Paiz!" + +At this I cried out suddenly. The sting and surprise of it were more +than I could bear. In my shame I would even have tried to drown his +voice with babblings but after this one cry I could not speak for a +while. He went on triumphantly: + +"This rascal, my dear ladies, who has persuaded you to ask him to +dinner, this camel who claims to be my excellent brother, he, for a few +francs, in Paris, shaved his head and showed it for a week to the people +with an advertisement painted upon it of the worst ballet in Paris. This +is the gentleman with whom you ask Caravacioli to dine!" + +It was beyond my expectation, so astonishing and so cruel that I could +only look at him for a moment or two. I felt as one who dreams himself +falling forever. Then I stepped forward and spoke, in thickness of +voice, being unable to lift my head: + +"Again it is true what he says. I was that man of the painted head. I +had my true brother's little daughters to care for. They were at the +convent, and I owed for them. It was also partly for myself, because I +was hungry. I could find not any other way, and so--but that is all." + +I turned and went stumblingly away from them. + +In my agony that she should know, I could do nothing but seek greater +darkness. I felt myself beaten, dizzy with beatings. That thing which +I had done in Paris discredited me. A man whose head-top had borne an +advertisement of the Folie-Rouge to think he could be making a combat +with the Prince Caravacioli! + +Leaning over the railing in the darkest corner of the terrace, I felt my +hand grasped secondarily by that good friend of mine. + +"God bless you!" whispered Poor Jr. + +"On my soul, I believe he's done himself. Listen!" + +I turned. That beautiful lady had stepped out into the light from the +salon door. I could see her face shining, and her eyes--ah me, how +glorious they were! Antonio followed her. + +"But wait," he cried pitifully. + +"Not for you!" she answered, and that voice of hers, always before so +gentle, rang out as the Roman trumpets once rang from this same cliff. +"Not for you! I saw him there with his painted head and I understood! +You saw him there, and you did nothing to help him! And the two little +children--your nieces, too,--and he your brother!" + +Then my heart melted and I found myself choking, for the beautiful lady +was weeping. + +"Not for you, Prince Caravacioli," she cried, through her tears,--"Not +for you!" + + + +Chapter Ten + + +All of the beggars in Naples, I think, all of the flower-girls and boys, +I am sure, and all the wandering serenaders, I will swear, were under +our windows at the Vesuve, from six o'clock on the morning the "Princess +Irene" sailed; and there need be no wonder when it is known that Poor +Jr. had thrown handfuls of silver and five-lire notes from our balcony +to strolling orchestras and singers for two nights before. + +They wakened us with "Addio, la bella Napoli, addio, addio!" sung to the +departing benefactor. When he had completed his toilet and his coffee, +he showed himself on the balcony to them for a moment. Ah! What a +resounding cheer for the signore, the great North-American nobleman! And +how it swelled to a magnificent thundering when another largess of his +came flying down among them! + +Who could have reproved him? Not Raffaele Ansolini, who was on his knees +over the bags and rugs! I think I even made some prolongation of that +position, for I was far from assured of my countenance, that bright +morning. + +I was not to sail in the "Princess Irene" with those dear friends. Ah +no! I had told them that I must go back to Paris to say good-bye to my +little nieces and sail from Boulogne--and I am sure they believed that +was my reason. I had even arranged to go away upon a train which would +make it not possible for me to drive to the dock with them. I did not +wish to see the boat carry them away from me. + +And so the farewells were said in the street in all that crowd. Poor Jr. +and I were waiting at the door when the carriage galloped up. How the +crowd rushed to see that lady whom it bore to us, blushing and laughing! +Clouds of gold-dust came before my eyes again; she wore once more that +ineffable grey pongee! + +Servants ran forward with the effects of Poor Jr. and we both sprang +toward the carriage. + +A flower-girl was offering a great basket of loose violets. Poor Jr. +seized it and threw them like a blue rain over the two ladies. + +"Bravo! Bravo!" + +A hundred bouquets showered into the carriage, and my friend's silver +went out in another shower to meet them. + +"Addio, la bella Napoli!" came from the singers and the violins, but I +cried to them for "La Luna Nova." + +"Good-bye--for a little while--good-bye!" + +I knew how well my friend liked me, because he shook my hand with his +head turned away. Then the grey glove of the beautiful lady touched my +shoulder--the lightest touch in all the world--as I stood close to the +carriage while Poor Jr. climbed in. + +"Good-bye. Thank you--and God bless you!" she said, in a low voice. And +I knew for what she thanked me. + +The driver cracked his whip like an honest Neapolitan. The horses sprang +forward. "Addio, addio!" + +I sang with the musicians, waving and waving and waving my handkerchief +to the departing carriage. + +Now I saw my friend lean over and take the beautiful lady by the hand, +and together they stood up in the carriage and waved their handkerchiefs +to me. Then, but not because they had passed out of sight, I could see +them not any longer. + +They were so good--that kind Poor Jr. and the beautiful lady; they +seemed like dear children--as if they had been my own dear children. + + +THE END + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Beautiful Lady, by Booth Tarkington + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BEAUTIFUL LADY *** + +***** This file should be named 5798.txt or 5798.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/5/7/9/5798/ + +Produced by An Anonymous Volunteer + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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